011:003,01[' ]| Save$3$ when it happened to$9$ rain$1$ $B$Vanderbank always 011:003,02[' ]| walked home, but he usually took a hansom when the 011:003,03[' ]| rain$0$ was moderate and adopted the preference of the 011:003,04[' ]| philosopher when it was heavy. On$4$ this occasion$0$ he 011:003,05[' ]| therefore recognised as the servant opened the door a 011:003,06[' ]| congruity between the weather and the "four-wheeler" 011:003,07[' ]| that$6#1$, in the empty$2$ street, under the glazed radiance, 011:003,08[' ]| waited and trickled and blackly glittered. The butler 011:003,09[' ]| mentioned it as 011:003,09@o | on$4$ such a wild night the only 011:003,10@o | thing they could get, 011:003,11[' ]| and $B$Vanderbank, having replied 011:003,12[' ]| that$3$ 011:003,12@b | it was exactly what$6#1$ would do best, 011:003,12[' ]| prepared in 011:003,13[' ]| the doorway to$9$ put up his umbrella and dash down$5$ 011:003,14[' ]| to$4$ it. At this moment he heard his name$0$ pronounced 011:003,15[' ]| from behind and on$4$ turning$1$ found himself joined by$4$ 011:003,16[' ]| the elderly fellow guest with whom$6#1$ he had talked after$4$ 011:003,17[' ]| dinner and about$4$ whom$6#1$ later on$5$ upstairs he had 011:003,18[' ]| sounded his hostess. It was at present$0#1$ a clear$2$ question$0$ 011:003,19[' ]| of how this amiable, this apparently unassertive person 011:003,20[' ]| should get home ~ of the possibility of the other 011:003,21[' ]| cab for$4$ which$6#1$ even$5$ now one of the footmen, with a 011:003,22[' ]| whistle to$4$ his lips, craned out$5$ his head$0$ and listened 011:003,23[' ]| through$4$ the storm$0$. $L$Mr%*Longdon wondered to$4$ $B$Vanderbank 011:003,24@l | if their course$0$ might by$4$ any chance$0$ be the 011:003,25@l | same; 011:003,25[' ]| which$6#1$ led our young friend immediately to$9$ 011:003,26[' ]| express$1$ 011:003,26@b | a readiness to$9$ see him safely in any direction 011:003,27@b | that$6#1$ should accommodate him. 011:003,27[' ]| As the footman's 011:004,01[' ]| whistle spent itself in vain they got together into the 011:004,02[' ]| four-wheeler, where at the end$0$ of a few moments more 011:004,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank became conscious of having proposed 011:004,04[' ]| his own$2$ rooms as a wind-up to$4$ their drive$0$. 011:004,04@b | Would not 011:004,05@b | that$6#2$ be a better$9$ finish$0$ of the evening than just$9$ separating 011:004,06@b | in the wet$0$? 011:004,06[' ]| He liked his new acquaintance, who$6#1$ 011:004,07[' ]| struck him as in a manner clinging to$4$ him, who$6#1$ was 011:004,08[' ]| staying at an hotel presumably at that$6#2$ hour dismal, 011:004,09[' ]| and who$6#1$, confessing with easy humility to$4$ a connexion 011:004,10[' ]| positively timid with a club at which$6#1$ one could not 011:004,11[' ]| have a visitor, accepted his invitation under pressure. 011:004,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, when they arrived, was amused at the 011:004,13[' ]| air of added extravagance with which$6#1$ he said he 011:004,14[' ]| would keep the cab: he so$5#1$ clearly enjoyed to$4$ that$6#2$ 011:004,15[' ]| extent the sense of making a night of it. 011:004,16[L ]| "You young men, I believe, keep them for$4$ hours, 011:004,17[L ]| eh? At least they did in my time," 011:004,17[' ]| he laughed ~ 011:004,17[L ]| "the 011:004,18[L ]| wild ones! But I think of them as all wild then. I 011:004,19[L ]| dare$1#2$ say that$3$ when one settles in town one learns how 011:004,20[L ]| to$9$ manage; only I am afraid, you know, that$3$ I have got 011:004,21[L ]| completely out$8$ of it. I do feel really quite mouldy. 011:004,22[L ]| It is a matter of thirty years ~!" 011:004,23[B ]| "Since you have been in London?" 011:004,24[L ]| "For$4$ more than a few days at a time, upon my 011:004,25[L ]| honour$0$. You will$1$ not understand that$6#2$ ~ any more, 011:004,26[L ]| I dare$1#2$ say, than I myself quite understand how at the 011:004,27[L ]| end$0$ of all I have accepted this queer view$0$ of the doom 011:004,28[L ]| of coming back$5$. But I do not doubt$1$ I shall ask you, 011:004,29[L ]| if you will$1$ be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ let me, for$4$ the help$0$ of a hint$0$ 011:004,30[L ]| or two: as to$4$ how to$9$ do, do not you know? and not 011:004,31[L ]| to$9$ ~ what$6#2$ do you fellows call$1$ it? ~ \be\ done. Now 011:004,32[L ]| about$4$ one of \these\ things ~!" 011:005,01[' ]| One of these things was the lift in which$6#1$, at no$2$ great 011:005,02[' ]| pace$0$ and with much rumbling and creaking, the 011:005,03[' ]| porter conveyed the two gentlemen to$4$ 011:005,03@l | the alarming 011:005,04@l | eminence, 011:005,04[' ]| as $L$Mr%*Longdon measured their flight, 011:005,04@l | at 011:005,05@l | which$6#1$ $B$Vanderbank perched. 011:005,05[' ]| The impression made 011:005,06[' ]| on$4$ him by$4$ this contrivance showed him as unsophisticated, 011:005,07[' ]| yet when his companion, at the top, ushering 011:005,08[' ]| him in, gave a touch$0$ to$4$ the quick$2$ light$0$ and, in the 011:005,09[' ]| pleasant ruddy room, all convenience and character, 011:005,10[' ]| had before$4$ the fire$0$ another look$0$ at him, it was not to$9$ 011:005,11[' ]| catch$1$ in him any protrusive angle. 011:005,11@b | $L$Mr%*Longdon was 011:005,12@b | slight$2$ and neat, delicate of body and both keen and 011:005,13@b | kind$2$ of face$0$, with black brows finely marked and 011:005,14@b | thick smooth$2$ hair in which$6#1$ the silver had deep shadows. 011:005,15@b | He wore neither whisker nor moustache and 011:005,16@b | seemed to$9$ carry in the flicker of his quick$2$ brown eyes 011:005,17@b | and the positive sun-play of his smile$0$ even$5$ more than 011:005,18@b | the equivalent of what$6#1$ might, superficially or stupidly, 011:005,19@b | elsewhere be missed in him; which$6#1$ was mass, substance, 011:005,20@b | presence ~ what$6#1$ is vulgarly called importance. 011:005,21@b | He had indeed no$2$ presence but had somehow 011:005,22@b | an effect$0$. He might almost have been a priest if 011:005,23@b | priests, 011:005,23[' ]| as it occurred to$4$ $B$Vanderbank, 011:005,23@b | were ever such 011:005,24@b | dandies. He had at all events conclusively doubled 011:005,25@b | the Cape of the years ~ he would never again see 011:005,26@b | fifty-five: 011:005,26[' ]| to$4$ the warning light$0$ of that$6#2$ bleak headland 011:005,27[' ]| he presented a back$0$ sufficiently conscious. Yet though 011:005,28[' ]| to$4$ $B$Vanderbank he could not look$1$ young he came near$9$ 011:005,29[' ]| ~ strikingly and amusingly ~ looking new: this after$4$ 011:005,30[' ]| a minute$0$ appeared 011:005,30@b | mainly perhaps indeed in the perfection 011:005,31@b | of his evening dress$0$ and the special smartness 011:005,32@b | of the sleeveless overcoat he had evidently had 011:006,01@b | made to$9$ wear with it and might even$5$ actually be wearing 011:006,02@b | for$4$ the first time. 011:006,02[' ]| He had talked to$4$ $B$Vanderbank 011:006,03[' ]| at $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's about$4$ Beccles and Suffolk; 011:006,04[' ]| but it was not at Beccles nor anywhere in the county 011:006,05[' ]| that$3$ these ornaments had been designed. His action 011:006,06[' ]| had already been, with however little purpose, to$9$ 011:006,07[' ]| present$1$ the region to$4$ his interlocutor in a favourable 011:006,08[' ]| light$0$. $B$Vanderbank, for$4$ that$6#2$ matter, had the kind$0$ of 011:006,09[' ]| imagination that$6#1$ likes to$9$ \place$1$\ an object$0$, even$5$ to$4$ the 011:006,10[' ]| point$0$ of losing sight of it in the conditions; 011:006,10@b | he already 011:006,11@b | saw the nice old nook it must have taken to$9$ keep 011:006,12@b | a man of intelligence so$5#1$ fresh while$9$ suffering him to$9$ 011:006,13@b | remain so$5#1$ fine. The product of Beccles accepted at all 011:006,14@b | events a cigarette ~ still$5$ much as a joke and an adventure 011:006,15@b | ~ and looked about$4$ him as if even$5$ more pleased 011:006,16@b | than he expected$1$. 011:006,16[' ]| Then he broke, through$4$ his double$2$ 011:006,17[' ]| eye-glass, into an exclamation that$6#1$ was like$9$ a passing$2$ 011:006,18[' ]| pang of envy$0$ and regret$0$. 011:006,18[L ]| "You young men, you young 011:006,19[L ]| men ~!" 011:006,20[B ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$ about$4$ us?" 011:006,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's tone encouraged 011:006,21[' ]| the courtesy of the reference. 011:006,21[B ]| "I am not so$5#1$ 011:006,22[B ]| young moreover as that$6#2$ comes to$4$." 011:006,23[L ]| "How old are you then, pray?" 011:006,24[B ]| "Why I am thirty-four." 011:006,25[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ that$6#2$? I am a hundred and 011:006,26[L ]| three!" 011:006,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon at all events took out$5$ his watch$0$. 011:006,27[L ]| "It is only a quarter$0#1$ past$9$ eleven." 011:006,27[' ]| Then with a quick$2$ 011:006,28[' ]| change$0$ of interest$0$, 011:006,28[L ]| "What$6#2$ did you say is your public$2$ 011:006,29[L ]| office?" 011:006,29[' ]| he enquired. 011:006,30[B ]| "The General*Audit. I am Deputy*Chairman." 011:006,31[L ]| "Dear$7$!" 011:006,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked at him as if he had 011:006,32[' ]| had fifty windows. 011:006,32[L ]| "What$7$ a head$0$ you must have!" 011:007,01[B ]| "Oh yes ~ our head is $ZD$Sir*Digby*Dence." 011:007,02[L ]| "And what$6#2$ do we do for$4$ you?" 011:007,03[B ]| "Well$7$, you gild the pill ~ though not perhaps very 011:007,04[B ]| thick. But it is a decent berth." 011:007,05[L ]| "A thing a good many fellows would give a pound 011:007,06[L ]| of their flesh for$4$?" 011:007,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's visitor appeared so$5#1$ to$9$ deprecate too$5#1$ 011:007,08[' ]| faint$2$ a picture$0$ that$3$ he dropped all scruples. 011:007,08[B ]| "I am the 011:007,09[B ]| most envied man I know ~ so$3$ that$3$ if I were a shade 011:007,10[B ]| less amiable I should be one of the most hated." 011:007,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon laughed, yet not quite as if they were 011:007,12[' ]| joking. 011:007,12[L ]| "I see. Your pleasant way carries it off." 011:007,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank was, however, not serious$2$. 011:007,13[B ]| "Would not 011:007,14[B ]| it carry off anything?" 011:007,15[' ]| Again his friend, through$4$ the \9pince-nez\, appeared to$9$ 011:007,16[' ]| crown$1$ him with a Whitehall cornice. 011:007,16[L ]| "I think I ought 011:007,17[L ]| to$9$ let you know I am studying you. It is really fair to$9$ 011:007,18[L ]| tell you," 011:007,18[' ]| he continued with an earnestness not discomposed 011:007,19[' ]| by$4$ the indulgence in $B$Vanderbank's face$0$. 011:007,20[L ]| "It is all right$8$ ~ all right$8$!" 011:007,20[' ]| he reassuringly added, 011:007,21[' ]| having meanwhile stopped before$4$ a photograph suspended 011:007,22[' ]| on$4$ the wall. 011:007,22[L ]| "That is your mother!" 011:007,22[' ]| he 011:007,23[' ]| brought out$5$ with something of the elation of a child 011:007,24[' ]| making a discovery or guessing a riddle. 011:007,24[L ]| "I do not 011:007,25[L ]| make$1$ you out$5$ in her yet ~ in my recollection of her, 011:007,26[L ]| which$6#1$, as I told you, is perfect$2$; but I dare$1#2$ say I soon 011:007,27[L ]| shall." 011:007,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank was more and more aware that$3$ 011:007,28@b | the 011:007,29@b | kind$0$ of amusement he excited would never in the least 011:007,30@b | be a bar to$4$ affection. 011:007,30[B ]| "Please take all your time." 011:007,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked at his watch$0$ again. 011:007,31[L ]| "Do 011:007,32[L ]| you think I \had\ better$9$ keep it?" 011:008,01[B ]| "The cab?" 011:008,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank liked him so$5#2$, found in 011:008,02[' ]| him such a promise$0$ of pleasant things, that$3$ he was 011:008,03[' ]| almost tempted to$9$ say: 011:008,03@b | "Dear$2#1$ and delightful sir, 011:008,04@b | do not weigh that$6#2$ question$0$; I will$1$ pay$1$, myself, for$4$ the 011:008,05@b | man's whole$2$ night!" 011:008,05[' ]| His approval at all events was 011:008,06[' ]| complete$2$. 011:008,06[B ]| "Most certainly. That is the only way not 011:008,07[B ]| to$9$ think of it." 011:008,08[L ]| "Oh you young men, you young men!" 011:008,08[' ]| his guest 011:008,09[' ]| again murmured. He had passed on$5$ to$4$ the photograph 011:008,10[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank had many, too$5#1$ many photographs 011:008,11[' ]| ~ of some other relation, and stood wiping 011:008,12[' ]| the gold-mounted glasses through$4$ which$6#1$ he had been 011:008,13[' ]| darting admirations and catching side-lights for$4$ 011:008,14[' ]| shocks. 011:008,14[L ]| "Do not talk$1$ nonsense," 011:008,14[' ]| he continued as his 011:008,15[' ]| friend attempted once more to$9$ throw$1$ in a protest; 011:008,15[L ]| "I 011:008,16[L ]| belong to$4$ a different period of history. There have 011:008,17[L ]| been things this evening that$6#1$ have made me feel as if 011:008,18[L ]| I had been disinterred ~ literally dug up from a long$9$ 011:008,19[L ]| sleep$0$. I assure you there have!" 011:008,19[' ]| he really pressed 011:008,20[' ]| the point$0$. 011:008,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wondered a moment 011:008,21@b | what$6#1$ things in 011:008,22@b | particular these might be; 011:008,22[' ]| he found himself wanting 011:008,23[' ]| to$9$ get at everything his visitor represented, to$9$ enter 011:008,24[' ]| into his consciousness and feel, as it were, on$4$ his side$0$. 011:008,25[' ]| He glanced with an intention freely sarcastic at an 011:008,26[' ]| easy possibility. 011:008,26[B ]| "The extraordinary vitality of $C$Brookenham?" 011:008,27[B ]| 011:008,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, with nippers in place$0$ again, fixed on$4$ 011:008,29[' ]| him a gravity that$6#1$ failed to$9$ prevent his discovering 011:008,30[' ]| in the eyes behind them a shy reflexion of his irony. 011:008,31[L ]| "Oh $C$Brookenham! You must tell me all about$4$ $C$Brookenham." 011:008,32[L ]| 011:009,01[B ]| "I see that is not what$6#1$ you mean$1$." 011:009,02[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon forbore to$9$ deny it. 011:009,02[L ]| "I wonder$1$ if you will$1$ 011:009,03[L ]| understand what$6#1$ I mean$1$." 011:009,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank bristled with 011:009,04[' ]| the wish$0$ to$9$ be put to$4$ the test, but was checked before$3$ 011:009,05[' ]| he could say so$5#2$. 011:009,05[L ]| "And what$6#2$ is \his\ place$0$ ~ $C$Brookenham's?" 011:009,06[L ]| 011:009,07[B ]| "Oh Rivers*and*Lakes ~ an awfully good thing. 011:009,08[B ]| He got it last$2$ year." 011:009,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ but not too$5#1$ grossly ~ wondered. 011:009,10[L ]| "How did he get it?" 011:009,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 011:009,11[B ]| "Well$7$, \she\ got it." 011:009,12[' ]| His friend remained grave$2$. 011:009,12[L ]| "And about$4$ how much 011:009,13[L ]| now ~?" 011:009,14[B ]| "Oh twelve hundred ~ and lots of allowances and 011:009,15[B ]| boats and things. To$9$ do the work$0$!" 011:009,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, 011:009,16[' ]| still$5$ with a certain levity, added. 011:009,17[L ]| "And what$6#2$ \is\ the work$0$?" 011:009,18[' ]| The young man had a pause$0$. 011:009,18[B ]| "Ask \him\. He will$1$ like$1$ 011:009,19[B ]| to$9$ tell you." 011:009,20[L ]| "Yet he seemed to$9$ have but little to$9$ say." 011:009,20[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 011:009,21[' ]| exactly measured it again. 011:009,22[B ]| "Ah not about$4$ that$6#2$. Try him." 011:009,23[' ]| He looked more sharply at his host, as if vaguely 011:009,24[' ]| suspicious of a trap; then not less vaguely he sighed. 011:009,25[L ]| "Well$7$, it is what$6#1$ I came up for$4$ ~ to$9$ try you all. But 011:009,26[L ]| do they live on$4$ that$6#2$?" 011:009,26[' ]| he continued. 011:009,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank once more debated. 011:009,27[B ]| "One does not 011:009,28[B ]| quite know what$6#1$ they live on$4$. But they have means$0$ 011:009,29[B ]| ~ for$3$ it was just$9$ that$6#2$ fact, I remember, that$6#1$ showed 011:009,30[B ]| $C$Brookenham's getting the place$0$ was not a job. It was 011:009,31[B ]| given, I mean$1$, not to$4$ his mere domestic$2$ need$0$, but to$4$ 011:009,32[B ]| his notorious efficiency. He has a property ~ an ugly 011:010,01[B ]| little place$0$ in Gloucestershire ~ which$6#1$ they sometimes 011:010,02[B ]| let. His elder brother has the better$9$ one, but 011:010,03[B ]| they make$1$ up an income." 011:010,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon for$4$ an instant$0$ lost himself. 011:010,04[L ]| "Yes, I 011:010,05[L ]| remember ~ one heard of those things at the time. 011:010,06[L ]| And \she\ must have had something." 011:010,07[B ]| "Yes indeed, she had something ~ and she always 011:010,08[B ]| has her intense cleverness. She knows thoroughly 011:010,09[B ]| how. They do it tremendously well$9$." 011:010,10[L ]| "Tremendously well$9$," 011:010,10[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon intelligently 011:010,11[' ]| echoed. 011:010,11[L ]| "But a house in Buckingham*Crescent, with 011:010,12[L ]| the way they seem to$9$ have built through$5$ to$4$ all sorts 011:010,13[L ]| of other places$0$ ~?" 011:010,14[B ]| "Oh they are all right$8$," 011:010,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank soothingly 011:010,15[' ]| dropped. 011:010,16[L ]| "One likes to$9$ feel that$6#2$ of people with whom$6#1$ one 011:010,17[L ]| has dined. There are four children?" 011:010,17[' ]| his friend went 011:010,18[' ]| on$5$. 011:010,19[B ]| "The older boy, whom$6#1$ you saw and who$6#1$ in his way 011:010,20[B ]| is a wonder$0$, the older girl, whom$6#1$ you must see, and 011:010,21[B ]| two youngsters, male and female$2$, whom$6#1$ you must not." 011:010,22[' ]| There might by$4$ this time, in the growing interest$0$ of 011:010,23[' ]| their talk$0$, have been almost nothing too$5#1$ uncanny for$4$ 011:010,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon to$9$ fear$1$ it. 011:010,24[L ]| "You mean$1$ the youngsters 011:010,25[L ]| are ~ unfortunate?" 011:010,26[B ]| "No$7$ ~ they are only, like$9$ all the modern young, I 011:010,27[B ]| think, mysteries, terrible little baffling mysteries." 011:010,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had found amusement again ~ 011:010,28@b | it flickered 011:010,29@b | so$5#2$ from his friend's face$0$ that$3$, really at moments 011:010,30@b | to$4$ the point$0$ of alarm$0$, his explanations deepened darkness. 011:010,31[' ]| Then with more interest$0$ he harked back$5$. 011:010,31[B ]| "I 011:010,32[B ]| know the thing you just$9$ mentioned ~ the thing that$6#1$ 011:011,01[B ]| strikes you as odd." 011:011,01[' ]| He produced his knowledge 011:011,02[' ]| quite with elation. 011:011,02[B ]| "The talk$0$." 011:011,02[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon on$4$ this 011:011,03[' ]| only looked at him in silence$0$ and harder, but he went 011:011,04[' ]| on$5$ with assurance: 011:011,04[B ]| "Yes, the talk$0$ ~ for$3$ we do talk$1$, 011:011,05[B ]| I think." 011:011,05[' ]| Still$5$ his guest left$1$ him without relief, 011:011,06[' ]| only fixing him and his suggestion with a suspended 011:011,07[' ]| judgement. Whatever the old man was on$4$ the point$0$ 011:011,08[' ]| of saying, however, he disposed of in a curtailed 011:011,09[' ]| murmur; he had already turned afresh to$4$ the series 011:011,10[' ]| of portraits, and as he glanced at another $B$Vanderbank 011:011,11[' ]| spoke afresh. 011:011,11[B ]| "It was very interesting to$4$ me to$9$ hear 011:011,12[B ]| from you there, when the ladies had left$1$ us, how many 011:011,13[B ]| old threads you were prepared to$9$ pick up." 011:011,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had paused. 011:011,14[L ]| "I am an old boy who$6#1$ 011:011,15[L ]| remembers the mothers," 011:011,15[' ]| he at last$0$ replied. 011:011,16[B ]| "Yes, you told me how well$9$ you remember $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's." 011:011,17[B ]| 011:011,18[L ]| "Oh, oh!" 011:011,18[' ]| ~ and he arrived at a new subject$0$. 011:011,19[L ]| "This must be your sister $ZQ$Mary." 011:011,20[B ]| "Yes; it is very bad, but as she is dead ~" 011:011,21[L ]| "Dead? Dear$7$, dear$7$!" 011:011,22[B ]| "Oh long$9$ ago" 011:011,22[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank eased him off. 011:011,23[B ]| "It is delightful of you," 011:011,23[' ]| this informant went on$5$, 011:011,23[B ]| "to$9$ 011:011,24[B ]| have known also such a lot of \my\ people." 011:011,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon turned from his contemplation with 011:011,26[' ]| a visible effort. 011:011,26[L ]| "I feel obliged to$4$ you for$4$ taking it 011:011,27[L ]| so$5#2$; it might not ~ one never knows ~ have amused 011:011,28[L ]| you. As I told you there, the first thing I did was to$9$ 011:011,29[L ]| ask $D$Fernanda about$4$ the company; and when she 011:011,30[L ]| mentioned your name$0$ I immediately said: ""Would 011:011,31[L ]| he like$1$ me to$9$ speak to$4$ him?""" 011:011,32[B ]| "And what$6#2$ did $D$Fernanda say?" 011:012,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stared. 011:012,01[L ]| "Do \you\ call$1$ her $D$Fernanda?" 011:012,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank felt ever so$5#1$ much more guilty than he 011:012,03[' ]| would have expected$1$. 011:012,03[B ]| "You think it too$5#1$ much in the 011:012,04[B ]| manner we just$9$ mentioned?" 011:012,05[' ]| His friend hesitated; then with a smile$0$ a trifle$5$ 011:012,06[' ]| strange: 011:012,06[L ]| "Pardon$1$ me; \I\ did not mention$1$ ~" 011:012,07[B ]| "No$7$, you did not; and your scruple$0$ was magnificent. 011:012,08[B ]| In point$0$ of fact," 011:012,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank pursued, 011:012,08[B ]| "I 011:012,09[B ]| \do not\ call$1$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham by$4$ her Christian name$0$." 011:012,10[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's clear$2$ eyes were searching. 011:012,10[L ]| "Unless 011:012,11[L ]| in speaking of her to$4$ others?" 011:012,11[' ]| He seemed really to$9$ 011:012,12[' ]| wish$1$ to$9$ know. 011:012,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank was but too$5#1$ ready to$9$ satisfy him. 011:012,13[B ]| "I 011:012,14[B ]| dare$1#2$ say we seem to$4$ you a vulgar lot of people. That is 011:012,15[B ]| not the way, I can see, you speak of ladies at Beccles." 011:012,16[L ]| "Oh if you laugh$1$ at me ~! 011:012,16[' ]| And his visitor turned 011:012,17[' ]| off. 011:012,18[B ]| "Do not threaten me," 011:012,18[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 011:012,18[B ]| "or I \will$1$\ 011:012,19[B ]| send away the cab. Of course$8$ I know what$6#1$ you mean$1$. 011:012,20[B ]| It will$1$ be tremendously interesting to$9$ hear how the 011:012,21[B ]| sort of thing we have fallen into ~ oh we \have\ fallen 011:012,22[B ]| in! ~ strikes your fresh, your uncorrupted ear. Do 011:012,23[B ]| have another cigarette. Sunk as I must appear to$4$ 011:012,24[B ]| you it sometimes strikes even$5$ mine$6$. But I am not 011:012,25[B ]| sure as regards$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, whom$6#1$ I have known 011:012,26[B ]| a long$9$ time." 011:012,27[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon again took him up. 011:012,27[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you 011:012,28[L ]| people call$1$ a long$9$ time?" 011:012,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank considered. 011:012,29[B ]| "Ah there you are! And 011:012,30[B ]| now we are ""we people""! That is right$2#1$ ~ give it to$4$ us. 011:012,31[B ]| I am sure that$3$ in one way or another it is all earned. 011:012,32[B ]| Well$7$, I have known her ten years. But awfully well$9$." 011:013,01[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ awfully well$9$?" 011:013,02[B ]| "We people?" 011:013,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's enquirer, with his 011:013,03[' ]| continued restless observation, moving nearer, the 011:013,04[' ]| young man had laid on$4$ his shoulder the lightest of 011:013,05[' ]| friendly hands. 011:013,05[B ]| "Do not you perhaps ask too$5#1$ much? 011:013,06[B ]| But no$7$," 011:013,06[' ]| he added quickly and gaily, 011:013,06[B ]| "of course$8$ you 011:013,07[B ]| do not: if I do not look$1$ out$5$ I shall have exactly the 011:013,08[B ]| effect$0$ on$4$ you I do not want$1$. I dare$1#2$ say I do not know 011:013,09[B ]| \how\ well$9$ I know $D$Mrs%*Brookenham. Must not that$6#2$ 011:013,10[B ]| sort of thing be put in a manner to$4$ the proof? 011:013,11[B ]| What$6#1$ I meant to$9$ say just$9$ now was that$3$ I would not 011:013,12[B ]| ~ at least I hope$1$ I should not ~ have named her as 011:013,13[B ]| I did save$3$ to$4$ an old friend." 011:013,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked promptly satisfied$2$ and reassured. 011:013,15[L ]| "You probably heard me address$1$ her myself." 011:013,16[B ]| "I did, but you have your rights, and that$6#2$ would not 011:013,17[B ]| excuse$1$ me. The only thing is that$3$ I go to$9$ see her every 011:013,18[B ]| Sunday." 011:013,19[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon pondered and then, a little to$4$ $B$Vanderbank's 011:013,20[' ]| surprise$0$, at any rate$0$ to$4$ his deeper amusement, 011:013,21[' ]| candidly asked: 011:013,21[L ]| "Only $D$Fernanda? No$2$ other 011:013,22[L ]| lady?" 011:013,23[B ]| "Oh yes, several other ladies." 011:013,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon appeared to$9$ hear this with pleasure. 011:013,25[L ]| "You are quite right$2#1$. We do not make$1$ enough of 011:013,26[L ]| Sunday at Beccles." 011:013,27[B ]| "Oh we make$1$ plenty of it in London!" 011:013,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 011:013,28[' ]| said. 011:013,28[B ]| "And I think it is rather in my interest$0$ 011:013,29[B ]| I should mention$1$ that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham calls$1$ \me\ ~" 011:013,30[' ]| His visitor covered him now with an attention that$6#1$ 011:013,31[' ]| just$9$ operated as a check$0$. 011:013,31[L ]| "By$4$ your Christian name$0$?" 011:013,32[' ]| Before$3$ $B$Vanderbank could in any degree attenuate, 011:014,01[L ]| "What$6#2$ \is\ your Christian name$0$?" 011:014,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 011:014,02[' ]| asked. 011:014,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank felt of a sudden$8$ almost guilty ~ as if 011:014,04[' ]| his answer$0$ could only impute extravagance to$4$ the 011:014,05[' ]| lady. 011:014,05[B ]| "My Christian name$0$" 011:014,05[' ]| ~ he blushed it out$5$ ~ 011:014,06[B ]| "is $B$Gustavus." 011:014,07[' ]| His friend took a droll conscious leap. 011:014,07[L ]| "And she 011:014,08[L ]| calls$1$ you $B$Gussy?" 011:014,09[B ]| "No$7$, not even$5$ $B$Gussy. But I scarcely think I ought 011:014,10[B ]| to$9$ tell you," 011:014,10[' ]| he pursued, 011:014,10[B ]| "if she herself gave you no$2$ 011:014,11[B ]| glimpse of the fact. Any implication that$6#1$ she consciously 011:014,12[B ]| avoided it might make$1$ you see deeper depths." 011:014,13[' ]| He spoke with pointed$2$ levity, but his companion 011:014,14[' ]| showed him after$4$ an instant$0$ a face$0$ just$9$ covered ~ 011:014,15[' ]| and a little painfully ~ with the vision of the possibility 011:014,16[' ]| brushed away by$4$ the joke. 011:014,16[L ]| "Oh I am not so$5#1$ bad as 011:014,17[L ]| that$6#2$!" 011:014,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon modestly ejaculated. 011:014,18[B ]| "Well$7$, she does not do it always," 011:014,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 011:014,19[' ]| laughed, 011:014,19[B ]| "and it is nothing moreover to$4$ what$6#1$ some 011:014,20[B ]| people are called. Why, there was a fellow there ~" 011:014,21[' ]| He pulled up, however, and, thinking better$9$ of it, 011:014,22[' ]| selected another instance$0$. 011:014,22[B ]| "The $I$Duchess ~ were not 011:014,23[B ]| you introduced to$4$ the $I$Duchess? ~ never calls$1$ me 011:014,24[B ]| anything but ""$B$Vanderbank"" unless she calls$1$ me ""\8caro*mio\."" 011:014,25[B ]| It would not have taken much to$9$ make$1$ her 011:014,26[B ]| appeal to$4$ \you\ with an ""I say, $L$Longdon!"" I can quite 011:014,27[B ]| hear her." 011:014,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, focussing the effect$0$ of the sketch, 011:014,29[' ]| pointed$1$ its moral with an indulgent: 011:014,30[L ]| "Oh well$7$, a 011:014,30[L ]| \foreign\ duchess!" 011:014,30[' ]| He could make$1$ his distinctions. 011:014,31[B ]| "Yes, she is invidiously, cruelly foreign," 011:014,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 011:014,32[' ]| agreed: 011:014,32[B ]| "I have never indeed seen a woman avail 011:015,01[B ]| herself so$5#1$ cleverly, to$9$ make$1$ up for$4$ the obloquy of that$6#2$ 011:015,02[B ]| state$0$, of the benefits and immunities it brings with it. 011:015,03[B ]| She has bloomed in the hot-house of her widowhood 011:015,04[B ]| ~ she is a Neapolitan hatched by$4$ an incubator." 011:015,05[L ]| "A Neapolitan?" 011:015,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon seemed all civilly 011:015,06[' ]| to$9$ wish$1$ he had only known it. 011:015,07[B ]| "Her husband was one; but I believe that$3$ dukes at 011:015,08[B ]| Naples are as thick as princes at Petersburg. He is 011:015,09[B ]| dead, at any rate$0$, poor man, and she has come back$5$ 011:015,10[B ]| here to$9$ live." 011:015,11[L ]| "Gloomily, I should think ~ after$4$ Naples?" 011:015,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 011:015,12[' ]| threw out$5$. 011:015,13[B ]| "Oh it would take more than even$5$ a Neapolitan 011:015,14[B ]| past$0$ ~! However" 011:015,14[' ]| and the young man caught 011:015,15[' ]| himself up ~ 011:015,15[B ]| "she lives$1$ not in what$6#1$ is behind her, 011:015,16[B ]| but in what$6#1$ is before$5$ ~ she lives$1$ in her precious little 011:015,17[B ]| $J$Aggie." 011:015,18[L ]| "Little $J$Aggie?" 011:015,18[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon risked a cautious 011:015,19[' ]| interest$0$. 011:015,20[B ]| "I do not take a liberty there," 011:015,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank smiled: 011:015,21[B ]| "I speak only of the young $J$Agnesina, a little girl, the 011:015,22[B ]| $I$Duchess's niece, or rather I believe her husband's, 011:015,23[B ]| whom$6#1$ she has adopted ~ in the place$0$ of a daughter 011:015,24[B ]| early lost ~ and has brought to$4$ England to$9$ marry." 011:015,25[L ]| "Ah to$4$ some great man of course$8$!" 011:015,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank thought$1$. 011:015,26[B ]| "I do not know." 011:015,26[' ]| He gave 011:015,27[' ]| a vague but expressive sigh$0$. 011:015,27[B ]| "She is rather lovely, 011:015,28[B ]| little $J$Aggie." 011:015,29[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked conspicuously subtle. 011:015,29[L ]| "Then 011:015,30[L ]| perhaps \you\ are the man ~!" 011:015,31[B ]| "Do I look$1$ like$9$ a ""great"" one?" 011:015,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank broke 011:015,32[' ]| in. 011:016,01[' ]| His visitor, turning$1$ away from him, again embraced 011:016,02[' ]| the room. 011:016,02[L ]| "Oh dear$7$, yes!" 011:016,03[B ]| "Well$7$ then, to$9$ show$1$ how right$2#1$ you are, there is the 011:016,04[B ]| young lady." 011:016,04[' ]| He pointed$1$ to$4$ an object$0$ on$4$ one of the 011:016,05[' ]| tables, a small photograph with a very wide border 011:016,06[' ]| of something that$6#1$ looked like$9$ crimson fur. 011:016,07[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon took up the picture$0$; he was serious$2$ 011:016,08[' ]| now. 011:016,08[L ]| "She is very beautiful ~ but she is not a little 011:016,09[L ]| girl." 011:016,10[B ]| "At Naples they develop early. She is only seventeen 011:016,11[B ]| or eighteen, I suppose; but I never know how 011:016,12[B ]| old ~ or at least how young ~ girls are, and I am not 011:016,13[B ]| sure. An aunt, at any rate$0$, has of course$8$ nothing to$9$ 011:016,14[B ]| conceal. She \is\ extremely pretty$2$ ~ with extraordinary 011:016,15[B ]| red hair and a complexion to$9$ match$1$; great rarities 011:016,16[B ]| I believe, in that$6#2$ race and latitude. She gave me the 011:016,17[B ]| portrait ~ frame and all. The frame is Neapolitan 011:016,18[B ]| enough and little $J$Aggie is charming." 011:016,18[' ]| Then $B$Vanderbank 011:016,19[' ]| subjoined: 011:016,19[B ]| "But not so$5#1$ charming as little 011:016,20[B ]| $A$Nanda." 011:016,21[L ]| "Little $A$Nanda? ~ have you got \her\?" 011:016,21[' ]| The old 011:016,22[' ]| man was all eagerness. 011:016,23[B ]| "She is over there beside$4$ the lamp ~ also a present$0#2$ 011:016,24[B ]| from the original." 012:017,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had gone to$4$ the place$0$ ~ little $A$Nanda 012:017,02[' ]| was in glazed white wood. He took her up and held 012:017,03[' ]| her out$5$; for$4$ a moment he said nothing, but presently, 012:017,04[' ]| over his glasses, rested on$4$ his host a look$0$ intenser even$5$ 012:017,05[' ]| than his scrutiny of the faded image. 012:017,05[L ]| "Do they give 012:017,06[L ]| their portraits now?" 012:017,07[B ]| "Little girls ~ innocent lambs? ~ Surely ~ to$4$ old 012:017,08[B ]| friends. Did not they in your time?" 012:017,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon studied the portrait again; after$4$ 012:017,10[' ]| which$6#1$, with an exhalation of something between 012:017,11[' ]| superiority and regret$0$, 012:017,11[L ]| "They never did to$4$ me," 012:017,11[' ]| he 012:017,12[' ]| returned. 012:017,13[B ]| "Well$7$, you can have all you want$1$ now!" 012:017,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 012:017,14[' ]| laughed. 012:017,15[' ]| His friend gave a slow droll headshake. 012:017,15[L ]| "I do not 012:017,16[L ]| want$1$ them ""now""!" 012:017,17[B ]| "You could do with them, my dear$2#1$ sir, still$5$," 012:017,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank continued in the same manner, 012:017,18[B ]| "every 012:017,19[B ]| bit \I\ do!" 012:017,20[L ]| "I am sure you do nothing you ought not." 012:017,20[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 012:017,21[' ]| kept the photograph and continued to$9$ look$1$ 012:017,22[' ]| at it. 012:017,22[L ]| "Her mother told me about$4$ her ~ promised me 012:017,23[L ]| I should see her next time." 012:017,24[B ]| "You must ~ she is a great friend of mine$6$." 012:017,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon was really deep in it. 012:017,25[L ]| "Is she clever?" 012:017,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank turned it over. 012:017,26[B ]| "Well$7$, you will$1$ tell me 012:017,27[B ]| if you think so$5#2$." 012:018,01[L ]| "Ah with a child of seventeen ~!" 012:018,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 012:018,02[' ]| murmured it as if in dread$0$ of having to$9$ pronounce. 012:018,03[L ]| "This one too$5#2$ \is\ seventeen?" 012:018,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank again considered. 012:018,04[B ]| "Eighteen." 012:018,04[' ]| He 012:018,05[' ]| just$9$ hung fire$0$ once more, then brought out$5$: 012:018,05[B ]| "Well$7$, 012:018,06[B ]| call$1$ it nearly nineteen. I have kept her birthdays," 012:018,06[' ]| he 012:018,07[' ]| laughed. 012:018,08[' ]| His companion caught at the idea. 012:018,08[L ]| "Upon my 012:018,09[L ]| honour$0$ \I\ should like$1$ to$9$! When is the next?" 012:018,10[B ]| "You have plenty of time ~ the fifteenth of June." 012:018,11[L ]| "I am only too$5#1$ sorry to$9$ wait." 012:018,11[' ]| Laying down$5$ the 012:018,12[' ]| object$0$ he had been examining $L$Mr%*Longdon took 012:018,13[' ]| another turn$0$ about$4$ the room, and his manner was such 012:018,14[' ]| an appeal to$4$ his host to$9$ accept his restlessness that$3$ 012:018,15[' ]| as he circulated the latter watched him with encouragement. 012:018,16[L ]| "I said to$4$ you just$9$ now that$3$ I knew the 012:018,17[L ]| mothers, but it would have been more to$4$ the point$0$ 012:018,18[L ]| to$9$ say the grandmothers." 012:018,18[' ]| He stopped before$4$ his 012:018,19[' ]| young friend, then nodded at the image of $A$Nanda. 012:018,20[L ]| "I knew \hers\. She put it at something less." 012:018,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank rather failed to$9$ understand. 012:018,21[B ]| "The 012:018,22[B ]| old lady? Put what$6#2$?" 012:018,23[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's face$0$ showed him as for$4$ a moment 012:018,24[' ]| feeling$1$ his way. 012:018,24[L ]| "I am speaking of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham. 012:018,25[L ]| She spoke of her daughter as only sixteen." 012:018,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's amusement at the tone of this broke 012:018,27[' ]| out$5$. 012:018,27[B ]| "She usually does! She has done so$5#2$, I think, 012:018,28[B ]| for$4$ the last$2$ year or two." 012:018,29[' ]| His visitor dropped upon his sofa as with the 012:018,30[' ]| weight of something sudden$2$ and fresh; then from 012:018,31[' ]| this place$0$, with a sharp little movement, tossed into 012:018,32[' ]| the fire$0$ the end$0$ of a cigarette. $B$Vanderbank offered 012:019,01[' ]| him another, and as he accepted it and took a light$0$ 012:019,02[' ]| he said: 012:019,02[L ]| "I do not know what$6#1$ you are doing with me ~ 012:019,03[L ]| I never at home smoke so$5#1$ much!" 012:019,03[' ]| But he puffed 012:019,04[' ]| away and, seated near$9$, laid his hand on$4$ $B$Vanderbank's 012:019,05[' ]| arm$0$ as to$9$ help$1$ himself to$9$ utter$1$ something too$5#1$ delicate 012:019,06[' ]| not to$9$ be guarded and yet too$5#1$ important not to$9$ be 012:019,07[' ]| risked. 012:019,07[L ]| "Now that is the sort of thing I did mean$1$ 012:019,08[L ]| ~ as one of my impressions." 012:019,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank continued 012:019,09[' ]| at a loss and he went on$5$: 012:019,09[L ]| "I refer ~ if you do not 012:019,10[L ]| mind$1$ my saying so$5#2$ ~ to$4$ what$6#1$ you said just$9$ now." 012:019,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank was conscious of a deep desire$0$ to$9$ draw 012:019,12[' ]| from him whatever might come; so$5#1$ sensible$2#1$ was it 012:019,13[' ]| somehow that$3$ whatever in him was good was also 012:019,14[' ]| thoroughly personal. But our young friend had to$9$ 012:019,15[' ]| think a minute$0$. 012:019,15[B ]| "I see, I see. Nothing is more probable 012:019,16[B ]| than that$3$ I have said something nasty; but which$6#2$ 012:019,17[B ]| of my particular horrors?" 012:019,18[L ]| "Well$7$ then, your conveying that$3$ she makes her 012:019,19[L ]| daughter out$5$ younger ~!" 012:019,20[B ]| "To$9$ make$1$ herself out$5$ the same?" 012:019,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 012:019,21[' ]| took him straight up. 012:019,21[B ]| "It was nasty my doing that$6#2$? 012:019,22[B ]| I see, I see. Yes, yes: I rather gave her away, and 012:019,23[B ]| you are struck by$4$ it ~ as is most delightful you \should\ 012:019,24[B ]| be ~ because you are in every way of a better$9$ tradition 012:019,25[B ]| and, knowing $D$Mrs%*Brookenham is my friend, can not 012:019,26[B ]| conceive of one's playing on$4$ a friend a trick$0$ so$5#1$ vulgar 012:019,27[B ]| and odious. It strikes you also probably as the kind$0$ 012:019,28[B ]| of thing we must be constantly doing; it strikes you 012:019,29[B ]| that$3$ right*and*left, probably, we keep giving each 012:019,30[B ]| other away. Well$7$, I dare$1#2$ say we do. Yes, ""come to$9$ 012:019,31[B ]| think of it,"" as they say in America, we do. But what$6#2$ 012:019,32[B ]| shall I tell you? Practically we all know it and allow 012:020,01[B ]| for$4$ it and it is as broad as it is long$9$. What$6#2$ is London 012:020,02[B ]| life after$4$ all? It is tit*for*tat!" 012:020,03[L ]| "Ah but what$6#2$ becomes of friendship?" 012:020,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 012:020,04[' ]| earnestly and pleadingly asked, while$9$ he still$5$ 012:020,05[' ]| held $B$Vanderbank's arm$0$ as if under the spell of the 012:020,06[' ]| vivid explanation supplied him. 012:020,07[' ]| The young man met his eyes only the more sociably. 012:020,08[B ]| "Friendship?" 012:020,09[L ]| "Friendship." 012:020,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon maintained the full 012:020,10[' ]| value$0$ of the word. 012:020,11[B ]| "Well$7$," 012:020,11[' ]| his companion risked, 012:020,11[B ]| "I dare$1#2$ say it is not 012:020,12[B ]| in London by$4$ any means$0$ what$6#1$ it is at Beccles. I quite 012:020,13[B ]| literally mean$1$ that$6#2$," 012:020,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank reassuringly added; 012:020,14[B ]| "I never really have believed in the existence of friendship 012:020,15[B ]| in big societies ~ in great towns and great 012:020,16[B ]| crowds. It is a plant that$6#1$ takes time and space and 012:020,17[B ]| air; and London society is a huge ""squash,"" as we 012:020,18[B ]| elegantly call$1$ it ~ an elbowing pushing perspiring 012:020,19[B ]| chattering mob." 012:020,20[L ]| "Ah I do not say \that$6#2$\ of you!" 012:020,20[' ]| the visitor murmured 012:020,21[' ]| with a withdrawal of his hand and a visible 012:020,22[' ]| scruple$0$ for$4$ the sweeping concession he had evoked. 012:020,23[B ]| "Do say it then ~ for$4$ God's sake; let some one 012:020,24[B ]| say it, so$3$ that$3$ something or other, whatever it may$1$ 012:020,25[B ]| be, may$1$ come of it! It is impossible to$9$ say too$5#1$ much 012:020,26[B ]| ~ it is impossible to$9$ say enough. There is not anything 012:020,27[B ]| any*one can say that$6#1$ I will$1$ not agree to$4$." 012:020,28[L ]| "That$6#2$ shows$1$ you really do not care$1$," 012:020,28[' ]| the old man 012:020,29[' ]| returned with acuteness. 012:020,30[B ]| "Oh we are past$9$ saving, if that is what$6#1$ you mean$1$!" 012:020,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 012:020,32[L ]| "You do not care$1$, you do not care$1$!" 012:020,32[' ]| his guest repeated, 012:021,01[L ]| "and ~ if I may$1$ be frank$2$ with you ~ I 012:021,02[L ]| should not wonder$1$ if it were rather a pity$0$." 012:021,03[B ]| "A pity$0$ I do not care$1$?" 012:021,04[L ]| "You ought to$9$, you ought to$9$." 012:021,04[' ]| And $L$Mr%*Longdon 012:021,05[' ]| paused. 012:021,05[L ]| "May$1$ I say all I think?" 012:021,06[B ]| "I assure you \I\ shall! You are awfully interesting." 012:021,07[L ]| "So$5#2$ are you, if you come to$4$ that$6#2$. It is just$9$ what$6#1$ I have 012:021,08[L ]| had in my head$0$. There is something I seem to$9$ make$1$ 012:021,09[L ]| out$5$ in you ~!" 012:021,09[' ]| He abruptly dropped this, however, 012:021,10[' ]| going on$5$ in another way. 012:021,10[L ]| "I remember the rest$0#1$ of you, 012:021,11[L ]| but why did I never see \you?\" 012:021,12[B ]| "I must have been at school ~ at college. Perhaps 012:021,13[B ]| you did know my brothers, elder and younger." 012:021,14[L ]| "There was a boy with your mother at Malvern. 012:021,15[L ]| I was near$4$ her there for$4$ three months in ~ what$6#2$ \was\ 012:021,16[L ]| the year?" 012:021,17[B ]| "Yes, I know," 012:021,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank replied while$9$ his guest 012:021,18[' ]| tried to$9$ fix the date. 012:021,18[B ]| "It was my brother $ZR$Miles. He 012:021,19[B ]| was awfully clever, but had no$2$ health, poor chap, and 012:021,20[B ]| we lost him at seventeen. She used$1#2$ to$9$ take houses at 012:021,21[B ]| such places$0$ with him ~ it was supposed to$9$ be for$4$ his 012:021,22[B ]| benefit." 012:021,23[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon listened with a visible recovery. 012:021,23[L ]| "He 012:021,24[L ]| used$1#2$ to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ me ~ I remember he asked me questions 012:021,25[L ]| I could not answer$1$ and made me dreadfully 012:021,26[L ]| ashamed. But I lent him books ~ partly, upon my 012:021,27[L ]| honour$0$, to$9$ make$1$ him think that$3$ as I had them I did 012:021,28[L ]| know something. He read everything and had a lot 012:021,29[L ]| to$9$ say about$4$ it. I used$1#2$ to$9$ tell your mother he had a 012:021,30[L ]| great future." 012:021,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank shook his head$0$ sadly and kindly. 012:021,31[B ]| "So$5#2$ 012:021,32[B ]| he had. And you remember, $ZP$Nancy, who$6#1$ was handsome 012:022,01[B ]| and who$6#1$ was usually with them?" 012:022,01[' ]| he went 012:022,02[' ]| on$5$. 012:022,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked so$5#1$ uncertain that$3$ he explained 012:022,04[' ]| he meant his other sister; on$4$ which$6#1$ his companion 012:022,05[' ]| said: 012:022,05[L ]| "Oh her? Yes, she was charming ~ she evidently 012:022,06[L ]| had a future too$5#2$." 012:022,07[B ]| "Well$7$, she is in the midst of her future now. She is 012:022,08[B ]| married." 012:022,09[L ]| "And whom$6#2$ did she marry?" 012:022,10[B ]| "A fellow called $ZO$Toovey. A man in the City." 012:022,11[L ]| "Oh!" 012:022,11[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon a little blankly. Then 012:022,12[' ]| as if to$9$ retrieve his blankness: 012:022,12[L ]| "But why do you call$1$ 012:022,13[L ]| her $ZP$Nancy? Was not her name$0$ $ZP$Blanche?" 012:022,14[B ]| "Exactly ~ $ZP$Blanche*Bertha*Vanderbank." 012:022,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked half-mystified and half-distressed. 012:022,16[L ]| "And now she is $ZP$Nancy*Toovey?" 012:022,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank broke into laughter at his dismay. 012:022,18[B ]| "That is what$6#1$ every*one calls$1$ her." 012:022,19[L ]| "But why?" 012:022,20[B ]| "Nobody knows. You see you were right$2#1$ about$4$ 012:022,21[B ]| her future." 012:022,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon gave another of his soft smothered 012:022,23[' ]| sighs; he had turned back$5$ again to$4$ the first photograph, 012:022,24[' ]| which$6#1$ he looked at for$4$ a longer time. 012:022,24[L ]| "Well$7$, 012:022,25[L ]| it was not \her\ way." 012:022,26[B ]| "My mother's? No$7$ indeed. Oh my mother's 012:022,27[B ]| way ~!" 012:022,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank waited, then added gravely: 012:022,28[B ]| "She was taken in time." 012:022,29[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon turned half-round as to$9$ reply$1$ to$4$ 012:022,30[' ]| this, but instead of replying proceeded afresh to$4$ an 012:022,31[' ]| examination of the expressive oval in the red 012:022,32[' ]| plush frame. He took up little $J$Aggie, who$6#1$ appeared 012:023,01[' ]| to$9$ interest$1$ him, and abruptly observed: 012:023,01[L ]| "$A$Nanda 012:023,02[L ]| is not so$5#1$ pretty$2$." 012:023,03[B ]| "No$7$, not nearly. There is a great question$0$ whether 012:023,04[B ]| $A$Nanda is pretty$2$ at all." 012:023,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon continued to$9$ inspect her more favoured 012:023,06[' ]| friend; which$6#1$ led him after$4$ a moment to$9$ bring out$5$: 012:023,07[L ]| "She ought to$9$ be, you know. Her grandmother was." 012:023,08[B ]| "Oh and her mother," 012:023,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank threw in. 012:023,09[B ]| "Do not you think $D$Mrs%*Brookenham lovely?" 012:023,10[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon kept him waiting a little. 012:023,10[L ]| "Not 012:023,11[L ]| so$5#1$ lovely as $ZI$Lady*Julia. $ZI$Lady*Julia had ~!" 012:023,11[' ]| He 012:023,12[' ]| faltered; then, as if there were too$5#1$ much to$9$ say, 012:023,13[' ]| disposed of the question$0$. 012:023,13[L ]| "$ZI$Lady*Julia had everything." 012:023,14[L ]| 012:023,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank gathered hence an impression that$6#1$ 012:023,16[' ]| determined$1$ him more and more to$4$ diplomacy. 012:023,16[B ]| "But 012:023,17[B ]| is not that$6#2$ just$9$ what$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham has?" 012:023,18[' ]| This time the old man was prompt$2$. 012:023,18[L ]| "Yes, she is 012:023,19[L ]| very brilliant, but it is a totally different thing." 012:023,19[' ]| He 012:023,20[' ]| laid little $J$Aggie down$5$ and moved away as without 012:023,21[' ]| a purpose; but his friend presently perceived his purpose 012:023,22[' ]| to$9$ be another glance$0$ at the other young lady. 012:023,23[' ]| As if all accidentally and absently he bent again over 012:023,24[' ]| the portrait of $A$Nanda. 012:023,24[L ]| "$ZI$Lady*Julia was exquisite 012:023,25[L ]| and this child is exactly like$9$ her." 012:023,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, more and more conscious of something 012:023,27[' ]| working in him, was more and more interested. 012:023,28[B ]| "If $A$Nanda is so$5#1$ like$9$ her, \was\ she so$5#1$ exquisite?" 012:023,29[L ]| "Oh yes; every*one was agreed about$4$ that$6#2$." 012:023,29[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 012:023,30[' ]| kept his eyes on$4$ the face$0$, trying$1$ a little, 012:023,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank even$5$ thought$1$, to$9$ conceal his own$2$. 012:023,31[L ]| "She 012:023,32[L ]| was one of the greatest beauties of her day." 012:024,01[B ]| "Then \is\ $A$Nanda so$5#1$ like$9$ her?" 012:024,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank persisted, 012:024,02[' ]| amused at his friend's transparency. 012:024,03[L ]| "Extraordinarily. Her mother told me all about$4$ 012:024,04[L ]| her." 012:024,05[B ]| "Told you she is as beautiful as her grandmother?" 012:024,06[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon turned it over. 012:024,06[L ]| "Well$7$, that$3$ she has 012:024,07[L ]| just$9$ $ZI$Lady*Julia's expression. She absolutely \has\ it ~ 012:024,08[L ]| I see it here." 012:024,08[' ]| He was delightfully positive. 012:024,08[L ]| "She is 012:024,09[L ]| much more like$9$ the dead than like$9$ the living$0#1$." 012:024,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank saw in this too$5#1$ many deep things not 012:024,11[' ]| to$9$ follow them up. One of these was, to$9$ begin with, 012:024,12[' ]| that$3$ his guest had not more than half-succumbed to$4$ 012:024,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's attraction, if indeed he had by$4$ 012:024,14[' ]| a fine originality not resisted it altogether. That$6#2$ in 012:024,15[' ]| itself, for$4$ an observer deeply versed in this lady, 012:024,16[' ]| was attaching and beguiling. Another indication was 012:024,17[' ]| that$3$ he found himself, in spite$8$ of such a break in the 012:024,18[' ]| chain, distinctly predisposed to$4$ $A$Nanda. 012:024,18[B ]| "If she reproduces 012:024,19[B ]| then so$5#1$ vividly $ZI$Lady*Julia," 012:024,19[' ]| the young man 012:024,20[' ]| threw out$5$, 012:024,20[B ]| "why does she strike you as so$5#1$ much less 012:024,21[B ]| pretty$2$ than her foreign friend there, who$6#1$ is after$4$ all 012:024,22[B ]| by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ a prodigy?" 012:024,23[' ]| The subject$0$ of this address$0$, with one of the photographs 012:024,24[' ]| in his hand, glanced, while$9$ he reflected, at the 012:024,25[' ]| other. Then with a subtlety that$6#1$ matched itself for$4$ 012:024,26[' ]| the moment with $B$Vanderbank's: 012:024,26[L ]| "You just$9$ told me 012:024,27[L ]| yourself that$3$ the little foreign person ~" 012:024,28[B ]| "Is ever so$5#1$ much the lovelier of the two? So$5#2$ I did. 012:024,29[B ]| But you have promptly recognised it. It is the first 012:024,30[B ]| time," 012:024,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$, to$9$ let him down$5$ more 012:024,31[' ]| gently, 012:024,31[B ]| "that$3$ I have heard $D$Mrs%*Brookenham admit the 012:024,32[B ]| girl's good looks$0$." 012:025,01[L ]| "Her own$2$ girl's? ""Admit"" them?" 012:025,02[B ]| "I mean$1$ grant them to$9$ be even$5$ as good as they are. 012:025,03[B ]| I myself, I must tell you, extremely like$1$ $A$Nanda's 012:025,04[B ]| appearance. I think $ZI$Lady*Julia's granddaughter has 012:025,05[B ]| in her face$0$, in spite$8$ of everything ~!" 012:025,06[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ everything?" 012:025,06[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 012:025,07[' ]| broke in with such an approach$0$ to$4$ resentment that$3$ his 012:025,08[' ]| host's gaiety overflowed. 012:025,09[B ]| "You will$1$ see ~ when you do see. She has no$2$ features. 012:025,10[B ]| No$7$, not one," 012:025,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank inexorably pursued; 012:025,11[B ]| "unless indeed you put it that$3$ she has two or 012:025,12[B ]| three too$5#1$ many. What$6#1$ I was going to$9$ say was that$3$ 012:025,13[B ]| she has in her expression all that is charming in her 012:025,14[B ]| nature. But beauty, in London" 012:025,14[' ]| ~ and feeling$1$ that$3$ 012:025,15[' ]| he held his visitor's attention he gave himself the 012:025,16[' ]| pleasure of freely presenting his idea ~ 012:025,16[B ]| "staring 012:025,17[B ]| glaring obvious knock-down beauty, as plain as a 012:025,18[B ]| poster on$4$ a wall, an advertisement of soap or whiskey, 012:025,19[B ]| something that$6#1$ speaks to$4$ the crowd and crosses the 012:025,20[B ]| footlights, fetches such a price in the market that$3$ the 012:025,21[B ]| absence of it, for$4$ a woman with a girl to$9$ marry, inspires 012:025,22[B ]| endless terrors and constitutes for$4$ the wretched 012:025,23[B ]| pair$0$ (to$9$ speak of mother and daughter alone) a sort 012:025,24[B ]| of social bankruptcy. London does not love$1$ the 012:025,25[B ]| latent or the lurking, has neither time nor taste nor 012:025,26[B ]| sense for$4$ anything less discernible than the red flag 012:025,27[B ]| in front$0$ of the steam-roller. It wants$1$ cash over the 012:025,28[B ]| counter and letters ten feet high. Therefore you see 012:025,29[B ]| it is all as yet rather a dark$2$ question$0$ for$4$ poor $A$Nanda 012:025,30[B ]| ~ a question$0$ that$6#1$ in a way quite occupies the foreground 012:025,31[B ]| of her mother's earnest little life. How \will$1$\ 012:025,32[B ]| she look$1$, what$6#2$ will$1$ be thought$1$ of her and what$6#2$ will$1$ 012:026,01[B ]| she be able to$9$ do for$4$ herself? She is at the age when 012:026,02[B ]| the whole$2$ thing ~ speaking of her ""attractions,"" her 012:026,03[B ]| possible share$0$ of good looks$0$ ~ is still$5$ to$4$ a degree in 012:026,04[B ]| a fog. But everything depends on$4$ it." 012:026,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had by$4$ this time come back$5$ to$4$ him. 012:026,06[L ]| "Excuse$1$ my asking it again ~ for$3$ you take such 012:026,07[L ]| jumps: what$6#2$, once more, do you mean$1$ by$4$ everything?" 012:026,08[L ]| 012:026,09[B ]| "Why naturally her marrying. Above$4$ all her marrying 012:026,10[B ]| early." 012:026,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stood before$4$ the sofa. 012:026,11[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you 012:026,12[L ]| mean$1$ by$4$ early?" 012:026,13[B ]| "Well$7$, we do doubtless get up later than at Beccles; 012:026,14[B ]| but that$6#2$ gives us, you see, shorter days. I mean$1$ in 012:026,15[B ]| a couple of seasons. Soon enough," 012:026,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank developed, 012:026,16[B ]| "to$9$ limit the strain ~!" 012:026,16[' ]| He was moved to$4$ 012:026,17[' ]| higher gaiety by$4$ his friend's expression. 012:026,18[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ the strain?" 012:026,19[B ]| "Well$7$, the complication of her being$1$ there." 012:026,20[L ]| "Being$1$ where?" 012:026,21[B ]| "You do put one through$5$!" 012:026,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 012:026,22[' ]| But he showed himself perfectly prepared. 012:026,22[B ]| "Out$8$ of 012:026,23[B ]| the school-room and where she is now. In her 012:026,24[B ]| mother's drawing-room. At her mother's fireside." 012:026,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stared. 012:026,25[L ]| "But where else should she 012:026,26[L ]| be?" 012:026,27[B ]| "At her husband's, do not you see?" 012:026,28[' ]| He looked as if he quite saw, yet was nevertheless 012:026,29[' ]| not to$9$ be put off from his original challenge. 012:026,29[L ]| "Ah 012:026,30[L ]| certainly; but not as if she had been pushed down$4$ 012:026,31[L ]| the chimney. All in good time." 012:026,32[B ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ good time?" 012:027,01[L ]| "Why time to$9$ make$1$ herself loved." 012:027,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wondered. 012:027,02[B ]| "By$4$ the men who$6#1$ come to$4$ 012:027,03[B ]| the house?" 012:027,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon slightly attenuated this way of putting 012:027,05[' ]| it. 012:027,05[L ]| "Yes ~ and in the home circle. Where is the 012:027,06[L ]| ""strain"" ~ of her being$1$ suffered to$9$ be a member of 012:027,07[L ]| it?" 013:028,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank at this left$1$ his corner of the sofa and, 013:028,02[' ]| with his hands in his pockets and a manner so$5#1$ amused 013:028,03[' ]| that$3$ it might have passed for$4$ excited, took several 013:028,04[' ]| paces about$4$ the room while$9$ his interlocutor, watching 013:028,05[' ]| him, waited from his response. That$6#2$ gentleman, as this 013:028,06[' ]| response for$4$ a minute$0$ hung fire$0$, took his turn$0$ at sitting$1$ 013:028,07[' ]| down$5$, and then $B$Vanderbank stopped before$4$ him with 013:028,08[' ]| a face$0$ in which$6#1$ something had been still$5$ more brightly 013:028,09[' ]| kindled. 013:028,09[B ]| "You ask me more than I think you suspect. 013:028,10[B ]| You must come and see me again ~ you must let 013:028,11[B ]| me come and see you. You raise the most interesting 013:028,12[B ]| questions and we must sooner or later have them all 013:028,13[B ]| out$5$." 013:028,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked happy in such a prospect, but 013:028,15[' ]| once more took out$5$ his watch$0$. 013:028,15[L ]| "It wants$1$ five minutes 013:028,16[L ]| to$4$ midnight. Which$6#1$ means$1$ that$3$ I must go now." 013:028,17[B ]| "Not in the least. There are satisfactions you too$5#2$ 013:028,18[B ]| must give." 013:028,18[' ]| His host, with an irresistible hand, 013:028,19[' ]| confirmed him in his position and pressed upon him 013:028,20[' ]| another cigarette. His resistance rang hollow ~ it was 013:028,21[' ]| clearly, he judged, such an occasion$0$ for$4$ sacrifices. 013:028,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's view$0$ of it meanwhile was quite as 013:028,23[' ]| marked. 013:028,23[B ]| "You see there is ever so$5#1$ much more you 013:028,24[B ]| must in common$2$ kindness tell me." 013:028,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon sat there like$9$ a shy singer invited 013:028,26[' ]| to$9$ strike up. 013:028,27[L ]| "I told you everything at $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's. 013:029,01[L ]| It comes over me now how I dropped 013:029,02[L ]| on$4$ you." 013:029,03[B ]| "What$6#1$ you told me," 013:029,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank returned, 013:029,03[B ]| "was 013:029,04[B ]| excellent so$5#1$ far as it went; but it was only after$4$ all 013:029,05[B ]| that, having caught my name$0$, you had asked of our 013:029,06[B ]| friend if I belonged to$4$ people you had known years 013:029,07[B ]| before$5$, and then, from what$6#1$ she had said, had ~ 013:029,08[B ]| with what$6#1$ you were so$5#1$ good as to$9$ call$1$ great pleasure 013:029,09[B ]| ~ made out$5$ that$3$ I did. You came round$9$ to$4$ me 013:029,10[B ]| on$4$ this, after$4$ dinner, and gave me a pleasure still$5$ 013:029,11[B ]| greater. But that$6#2$ only takes us part$0$ of the way." 013:029,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 013:029,12[' ]| said nothing, but there was something appreciative 013:029,13[' ]| in his conscious lapses; they were a tribute 013:029,14[' ]| to$4$ his young friend's frequent felicity. This personage 013:029,15[' ]| indeed appeared more and more to$9$ take them for$4$ 013:029,16[' ]| that$6#2$ ~ which$6#1$ was not without its effect$0$ on$4$ his spirits. 013:029,17[' ]| At last$0$, with a flight of some freedom, he brought their 013:029,18[' ]| pause$0$ to$4$ a close$0$. 013:029,18[B ]| "You loved $ZI$Lady*Julia." 013:029,18[' ]| Then as 013:029,19[' ]| the attitude of his guest, who$6#1$ serenely met his eyes, 013:029,20[' ]| was practically a contribution to$4$ the subject$0$, he went 013:029,21[' ]| on$5$ with a feeling$0$ that$3$ he had positively pleased. 013:029,22[B ]| "You lost her ~ and you are unmarried." 013:029,23[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's smile$0$ was beautiful ~ it supplied 013:029,24[' ]| so$5#1$ many meanings that$3$ when presently he spoke he 013:029,25[' ]| seemed already to$9$ have told half his story. 013:029,25[L ]| "Well$7$, 013:029,26[L ]| my life took a form$0$. It had to$9$, or I do not know what$6#1$ 013:029,27[L ]| would have become of me, and several things that$6#1$ all 013:029,28[L ]| happened at once helped me out$5$. My father died ~ 013:029,29[L ]| I came into the little place$0$ in Suffolk. My sister, my 013:029,30[L ]| only one, who$6#1$ had married and was older than I, lost 013:029,31[L ]| within a year or two both her husband and her little 013:029,32[L ]| boy. I offered her, in the country, a home, for$3$ her 013:030,01[L ]| trouble$0$ was greater than any trouble$0$ of mine$6$. She 013:030,02[L ]| came, she stayed; it went on$5$ and on$5$ and we lived 013:030,03[L ]| there together. We were sorry for$4$ each other and it 013:030,04[L ]| somehow suited us. But she died two years ago." 013:030,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank took all this in, only wishing to$9$ show$1$ 013:030,06[' ]| ~ wishing by$4$ this time quite tenderly ~ that$3$ he even$5$ 013:030,07[' ]| read into it deeply enough all the unsaid. He filled 013:030,08[' ]| out$5$ another of his friend's gaps. 013:030,08[B ]| "And here you are." 013:030,09[' ]| Then he invited $L$Mr%*Longdon himself to$9$ make$1$ the 013:030,10[' ]| stride. 013:030,10[B ]| "Well$7$, you will$1$ be a great success." 013:030,11[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ that$6#2$?" 013:030,12[B ]| "Why, that$3$ we shall be so$5#1$ infatuated with you that$3$ 013:030,13[B ]| we shall make$1$ your life a burden to$4$ you. You will$1$ see 013:030,14[B ]| soon enough what$6#1$ I mean$1$ by$4$ it." 013:030,15[L ]| "Possibly," 013:030,15[' ]| the old man said; 013:030,15[L ]| "to$9$ understand 013:030,16[L ]| you I shall have to$9$. You speak of something that$6#1$ 013:030,17[L ]| as yet ~ with my race practically run$1$ ~ I know 013:030,18[L ]| nothing about$4$. I was no$2$ success as a young man. 013:030,19[L ]| I mean$1$ of the sort that$6#1$ would have made most difference. 013:030,20[L ]| People would not look$1$ at me." 013:030,21[B ]| "Well$7$, \we\ shall look$1$ at you," 013:030,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank declared. 013:030,22[' ]| Then he added: 013:030,22[B ]| "What$6#2$ people do you mean$1$?" 013:030,22[' ]| And 013:030,23[' ]| before$3$ his friend could reply$1$: 013:030,23[B ]| "$ZI$Lady*Julia?" 013:030,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's assent was mute. 013:030,24[L ]| "Ah she was not 013:030,25[L ]| the worst! I mean$1$ that$3$ what$6#1$ made it so$5#1$ bad," 013:030,25[' ]| he 013:030,26[' ]| continued, 013:030,26[L ]| "was that$3$ they all really liked me. Your 013:030,27[L ]| mother, I think ~ as to$4$ \that$6#2$\, the dreadful consolatory 013:030,28[L ]| ""liking"" ~ even$5$ more than the others." 013:030,29[B ]| "My mother?" 013:030,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank was surprised. 013:030,30[B ]| "You mean$1$ there was a question$0$ ~?" 013:030,31[L ]| "Oh for$4$ but half a minute$0$! It did not take her 013:030,32[L ]| long$9$. It was five years after$4$ your father's death." 013:031,01[' ]| This explanation was very delicately made. 013:031,01[L ]| "She 013:031,02[L ]| \could\ marry again." 013:031,03[B ]| "And I suppose you know she did," 013:031,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 013:031,04[' ]| returned. 013:031,05[L ]| "I knew it soon enough!" 013:031,05[' ]| With this, abruptly, 013:031,06[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon pulled himself forward$5$. 013:031,06[L ]| "Good-night, 013:031,07[L ]| good-night." 013:031,08[B ]| "Good-night," 013:031,08[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 013:031,08[B ]| "But was not 013:031,09[B ]| that$6#2$ \after$4$\ $ZI$Lady*Julia?" 013:031,10[' ]| On$4$ the edge of the sofa, his hands supporting him, 013:031,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked straight. 013:031,11[L ]| "There was nothing 013:031,12[L ]| after$4$ $ZI$Lady*Julia." 013:031,13[B ]| "I see." 013:031,13[' ]| His companion smiled. 013:031,13[B ]| "My mother was 013:031,14[B ]| earlier." 013:031,15[L ]| "She was extremely good to$4$ me. I am not speaking 013:031,16[L ]| of that$6#2$ time at Malvern ~ that$6#2$ came later." 013:031,17[B ]| "Precisely ~ I understand. You are speaking of the 013:031,18[B ]| first years of her widowhood." 013:031,19[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon just$9$ faltered. 013:031,19[L ]| "I should call$1$ them 013:031,20[L ]| rather the last$0$. Six months later came her second$2$ 013:031,21[L ]| marriage." 013:031,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's interest$0$ visibly improved. 013:031,22[B ]| "Ah it 013:031,23[B ]| was \then?\ That$6#2$ was about$4$ my seventh year." 013:031,23[' ]| He 013:031,24[' ]| called things back$5$ and pieced them together. 013:031,24[B ]| "But 013:031,25[B ]| she must have been older than you." 013:031,26[L ]| "Yes ~ a little. She was kindness itself to$4$ me at all 013:031,27[L ]| events, then and afterwards. That$6#2$ was the charm$0$ of 013:031,28[L ]| the weeks at Malvern." 013:031,29[B ]| "I see," 013:031,29[' ]| the young man laughed. 013:031,29[B ]| "The charm$0$ was 013:031,30[B ]| that$3$ you had recovered." 013:031,31[L ]| "Oh dear$7$, no$7$!" 013:031,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, rather to$4$ his mystification, 013:031,32[' ]| exclaimed. 013:031,32[L ]| "I am afraid I had not recovered 013:032,01[L ]| at all ~ had not, if that is what$6#1$ you mean$1$, got over 013:032,02[L ]| my misery and my melancholy$0$. She knew I had not 013:032,03[L ]| ~ and that$6#2$ was what$6#1$ was nice of her. She was a 013:032,04[L ]| person with whom$6#1$ I could talk$1$ about$4$ her." 013:032,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank took a moment to$9$ clear$1$ up the ambiguity. 013:032,06[B ]| "Oh you mean$1$ you could talk$1$ about$4$ the 013:032,07[B ]| \other\. You had not got over $ZI$Lady*Julia." 013:032,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon sadly smiled at him. 013:032,08[L ]| "I have not got 013:032,09[L ]| over her yet!" 013:032,09[' ]| Then, however, as if not to$9$ look$1$ morbid, 013:032,10[' ]| he took pains to$9$ be clear$2$. 013:032,10[L ]| "The first wound$0$ was 013:032,11[L ]| bad ~ but from that$6#2$ one always comes round$9$. Your 013:032,12[L ]| mother, dear$2#1$ woman, had known how to$9$ help$1$ me. 013:032,13[L ]| $ZI$Lady*Julia was at that$6#2$ time her intimate$2$ friend ~ it 013:032,14[L ]| was she who$6#1$ introduced me there. She could not help$1$ 013:032,15[L ]| what$6#1$ happened ~ she did her best. What$6#1$ I meant 013:032,16[L ]| just$9$ now was that$3$ in the aftertime, when opportunity 013:032,17[L ]| occurred, she was the one person with whom$6#1$ I could 013:032,18[L ]| always talk$1$ and who$6#1$ always understood." 013:032,18[' ]| He lost 013:032,19[' ]| himself an instant$0$ in the deep memories to$9$ attest 013:032,20[' ]| which$6#1$ he had survived alone; then he sighed out$5$ as 013:032,21[' ]| if the taste of it all came back$5$ to$4$ him with a faint$2$ 013:032,22[' ]| sweetness: 013:032,22[L ]| "I think they must both have been good 013:032,23[L ]| to$4$ me. At the Malvern time, the particular time I 013:032,24[L ]| just$9$ mentioned to$4$ you, $ZI$Lady*Julia was already married, 013:032,25[L ]| and during those first years she had been whirled 013:032,26[L ]| out$5$ of my ken. Then her own$2$ life took a quieter 013:032,27[L ]| turn$0$; we met again; I went for$4$ a good while$0$ often to$4$ 013:032,28[L ]| her house. I think she rather liked the state$0$ to$4$ which$6#1$ 013:032,29[L ]| she had reduced me, though she did not, you know, 013:032,30[L ]| in the least presume on$4$ it. The better$9$ a woman is 013:032,31[L ]| ~ it has often struck me ~ the more she enjoys in 013:032,32[L ]| a quiet$2$ way some fellow's having been rather bad, 013:033,01[L ]| rather dark$2$ and desperate, about$4$ her ~ for$4$ her. I 013:033,02[L ]| dare$1#2$ say, I mean$1$, that$3$ though $ZI$Lady*Julia insisted 013:033,03[L ]| I ought to$9$ marry she would not really have liked it 013:033,04[L ]| much if I had. At any rate$0$ it was in those years I saw 013:033,05[L ]| her daughter just$9$ cease to$9$ be a child ~ the little girl 013:033,06[L ]| who$6#1$ was to$9$ be transformed by$4$ time into the so$5#1$ different 013:033,07[L ]| person with whom$6#1$ we dined to-night. That$6#2$ comes 013:033,08[L ]| back$5$ to$4$ me when I hear you speak of the growing up, 013:033,09[L ]| in turn$0$, of that$6#2$ person's own$2$ daughter." 013:033,10[B ]| "I follow you with sympathy ~!" 013:033,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 013:033,11[' ]| replied. 013:033,11[B ]| "The situation is reproduced." 013:033,12[L ]| "Ah partly ~ not altogether. The things that$6#1$ are 013:033,13[L ]| unlike ~ well$7$, are so$5#1$ \very\ unlike." 013:033,13[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon for$4$ 013:033,14[' ]| a moment, on$4$ this, fixed his companion with eyes that$6#1$ 013:033,15[' ]| betrayed one of the restless little jumps of his mind$0$. 013:033,16[L ]| "I told you just$9$ now that$3$ there is something I seem 013:033,17[L ]| to$9$ make$1$ out$5$ in you." 013:033,18[B ]| "Yes, that$6#1$ was meant for$4$ better$9$ things?" 013:033,18[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank 013:033,19[' ]| frankly took him up. 013:033,19[B ]| "There \is\ something, 013:033,20[B ]| I really believe ~ meant for$4$ ever so$5#1$ much better$9$ 013:033,21[B ]| ones. Those are just$9$ the sort I like$1$ to$9$ be supposed 013:033,22[B ]| to$9$ have a real affinity with. Help$1$ me to$4$ them, $L$Mr%*Longdon; 013:033,23[B ]| help$1$ me to$4$ them, and I do not know what$6#1$ 013:033,24[B ]| I will$1$ not do for$4$ you!" 013:033,25[L ]| "Then after$4$ all" 013:033,25[' ]| ~ and his friend made the point$0$ 013:033,26[' ]| with innocent sharpness ~ 013:033,26[L ]| "you are \not\ past$9$ saving!" 013:033,27[L ]| 013:033,28[B ]| "Well$7$, I individually ~ how shall I put it to$4$ you? 013:033,29[B ]| If I tell you," 013:033,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$, 013:033,30[B ]| "that$3$ I have that$6#2$ 013:033,30[B ]| sort of fulcrum for$4$ salvation which$6#1$ consists at least 013:033,31[B ]| in a deep consciousness and the absence of a rag of 013:033,32[B ]| illusion, I shall appear to$9$ say I am wholly different 013:034,01[B ]| from the world I live in and to$4$ that$6#2$ extent present$1$ 013:034,02[B ]| myself as superior$2$ and fatuous. Try me at any rate$0$. 013:034,03[B ]| Let me try myself. Do not abandon me. See what$6#1$ 013:034,04[B ]| can be done with me. Perhaps I am after$4$ all a case. 013:034,05[B ]| I shall certainly cling to$4$ you." 013:034,06[L ]| "You are too$5#1$ clever ~ you are too$5#1$ clever: that is 013:034,07[L ]| what$6#1$ is the matter with you all!" 013:034,07[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 013:034,08[' ]| sighed. 013:034,09[B ]| "With us \all?\" 013:034,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank echoed. 013:034,09[B ]| "Dear$2#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 013:034,10[B ]| it is the first time I have heard it. If you 013:034,11[B ]| should say the matter with \me\ in particular, why 013:034,12[B ]| there might be something in it. What$6#1$ you mean$1$ 013:034,13[B ]| at any rate$0$ ~ I see where you come out$5$ ~ is that$3$ 013:034,14[B ]| we are cold$2$ and sarcastic and cynical, without the 013:034,15[B ]| soft human spot. I think you flatter us even$5$ while$9$ 013:034,16[B ]| you attempt$1$ to$9$ warn; but what$6#1$ is extremely interesting 013:034,17[B ]| at all events is that$3$, as I gather, we made on$4$ you 013:034,18[B ]| this evening, in a particular way, a collective impression 013:034,19[B ]| ~ something in which$6#1$ our trifling varieties are 013:034,20[B ]| merged." 013:034,20[' ]| His visitor's face$0$, at this, appeared to$9$ 013:034,21[' ]| acknowledge his putting the case in perfection, so$3$ 013:034,22[' ]| that$3$ he was encouraged to$9$ go on$5$. 013:034,22[B ]| "There was something 013:034,23[B ]| particular with which$6#1$ you were not altogether 013:034,24[B ]| pleasantly struck." 013:034,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$ decidedly changed colour easily, 013:034,26[' ]| showed in his clear$2$ cheek the effect$0$ at once of feeling$1$ 013:034,27[' ]| a finger on$4$ his fault and of admiring his companion's 013:034,28[' ]| insight. But he accepted the situation. 013:034,28[L ]| "I could not 013:034,29[L ]| help$1$ noticing your tone." 013:034,30[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ its being$1$ so$5#1$ low?" 013:034,31[' ]| He had smiled at first but looked grave$2$ now. 013:034,31[L ]| "Do 013:034,32[L ]| you really want$1$ to$9$ know?" 013:035,01[B ]| "Just$9$ how you were affected? I assure you there is 013:035,02[B ]| at this moment nothing I desire$1$ nearly so$5#1$ much." 013:035,03[L ]| "I am no$2$ judge$0$ then," 013:035,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon began; 013:035,03[L ]| "I am 013:035,04[L ]| no$2$ critic; I am no$2$ talker myself. I am old-fashioned 013:035,05[L ]| and narrow and ignorant. I have lived for$4$ years in 013:035,06[L ]| a hole. I am not a man of the world." 013:035,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank considered him with a benevolence, a 013:035,08[' ]| geniality of approval, that$3$ he literally had to$9$ hold$1$ in 013:035,09[' ]| check$0$ for$4$ fear$0$ of seeming to$9$ patronise. 013:035,09[B ]| "There is not 013:035,10[B ]| one of us who$6#1$ can touch$1$ you. You are delightful, 013:035,11[B ]| you are wonderful, and I am intensely curious to$9$ hear 013:035,12[B ]| you," 013:035,12[' ]| the young man pursued. 013:035,12[B ]| "Were we absolutely 013:035,13[B ]| odious?" 013:035,13[' ]| Before$4$ his guest's puzzled, finally almost 013:035,14[' ]| pained face$0$, such an air of appreciating so$5#1$ much 013:035,15[' ]| candour, yet of looking askance at so$5#1$ much freedom, 013:035,16[' ]| he could only try to$9$ smooth$1$ the way and light$1$ the subject$0$. 013:035,17[B ]| "You see we do not in the least know where we 013:035,18[B ]| are. We are lost ~ and you find us." 013:035,18[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, 013:035,19[' ]| as he spoke, had prepared at last$0$ really to$9$ go, reaching 013:035,20[' ]| the door with a manner that$6#1$ denoted, however, 013:035,21[' ]| by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ so$5#1$ much satiety as an attention that$6#1$ 013:035,22[' ]| felt itself positively too$5#1$ agitated. $B$Vanderbank had 013:035,23[' ]| helped him on$5$ with the Inverness cape and for$4$ an instant$0$ 013:035,24[' ]| detained him by$4$ it. 013:035,24[B ]| "Just$9$ tell me as a kindness. 013:035,25[B ]| \Do\ we talk$1$ ~" 013:035,26[L ]| "Too$5#1$ freely?" 013:035,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, with his clear$2$ eyes so$5#1$ 013:035,27[' ]| untouched by$4$ time, speculatively murmured. 013:035,28[B ]| "Too$5#1$ outrageously. I want$1$ the truth." 013:035,29[' ]| The truth evidently for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon was difficult 013:035,30[' ]| to$9$ tell. 013:035,30[L ]| "Well$7$ ~ it was certainly different." 013:035,31[B ]| "From you and $ZI$Lady*Julia? I see. Well$7$, of course$8$ 013:035,32[B ]| with time \some\ change$0$ is natural$2$, is not it? But so$5#1$ 013:036,01[B ]| different," 013:036,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank pressed, 013:036,01[B ]| "that$3$ you were really 013:036,02[B ]| shocked?" 013:036,03[' ]| His visitor smiled at this, but the smile$0$ somehow 013:036,04[' ]| made the face$0$ graver. 013:036,04[L ]| "I think I was rather frightened. 013:036,05[L ]| Good-night." 021:039,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham stopped on$4$ the threshold with the 021:039,02[' ]| sharp surprise$0$ of the sight of her son, and there was 021:039,03[' ]| disappointment, though rather of the afflicted than 021:039,04[' ]| of the irritated sort, in the question$0$ that$6#1$, slowly 021:039,05[' ]| advancing, she launched at him. 021:039,05[D ]| "If you are still$5$ 021:039,06[D ]| lolling about$5$ why did you tell me two hours ago that$3$ 021:039,07[D ]| you were leaving immediately?" 021:039,08[' ]| Deep in a large brocaded chair with his little legs 021:039,09[' ]| stuck out$5$ to$4$ the fire$0$, he was so$5#1$ much at his ease$0$ that$3$ 021:039,10[' ]| he was almost flat on$4$ his back$0$. She had evidently 021:039,11[' ]| roused him from sleep$0$, and it took him a couple of 021:039,12[' ]| minutes ~ during which$6#1$, without again looking at 021:039,13[' ]| him, she directly approached a beautiful old French 021:039,14[' ]| secretary, a fine piece of the period of $Z1$Louis*Seize 021:039,15[' ]| ~ to$9$ justify his presence. 021:039,15[E ]| "I changed my mind$0$. 021:039,16[E ]| I could not get off." 021:039,17[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ to$9$ say you are not going?" 021:039,18[E ]| "Well$7$, I am thinking it over. What$6#2$ is a fellow 021:039,19[E ]| to$9$ do?" 021:039,19[' ]| He sat up a little, staring with conscious 021:039,20[' ]| solemnity at the fire$0$, and if it had been ~ as it was 021:039,21[' ]| not ~ one of the annoyances she in general$0$ expected$1$ 021:039,22[' ]| from him, she might have received the impression 021:039,23[' ]| that$3$ his flush was the heat$0$ of liquor. 021:039,24[D ]| "He is to$9$ keep out$8$ of the way," 021:039,24[' ]| she returned ~ 021:039,25[D ]| "when he has led one so$5#1$ deeply to$9$ hope$1$ it." 021:039,25[' ]| There 021:039,26[' ]| had been a bunch of keys dangling from the secretary, 021:039,27[' ]| of which$6#1$ as she said these words $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 021:040,01[' ]| took possession. Her air on$4$ observing them had 021:040,02[' ]| promptly become that$6#2$ of having been in search$0$ of 021:040,03[' ]| them, and a moment after$3$ she had passed across$4$ the 021:040,04[' ]| room they were in her pocket. 021:040,04[D ]| "If you do not go what$6#2$ 021:040,05[D ]| excuse$0$ will$1$ you give?" 021:040,06[E ]| "Do you mean$1$ to$4$ \you\, mummy?" 021:040,07[' ]| She stood before$4$ him and now dismally looked at 021:040,08[' ]| him. 021:040,08[D ]| "What$6#2$ is the matter with you? What$7$ an extraordinary 021:040,09[D ]| time to$9$ take a nap!" 021:040,10[' ]| He had fallen back$5$ in the chair, from the depths 021:040,11[' ]| of which$6#1$ he met her eyes. 021:040,11[E ]| "Why it is just$9$ \the\ time, 021:040,12[E ]| mummy. I did it on$4$ purpose. I can always go to$9$ 021:040,13[E ]| sleep$1$ when I like$1$. I assure you it sees one through$4$ 021:040,14[E ]| things!" 021:040,15[' ]| She turned away with impatience and, glancing 021:040,16[' ]| about$4$ the room, perceived on$4$ a small table of the same 021:040,17[' ]| type as the secretary a somewhat massive book with 021:040,18[' ]| the label of a circulating library, which$6#1$ she proceeded 021:040,19[' ]| to$9$ pick up as for$4$ refuge from the impression made on$4$ 021:040,20[' ]| her by$4$ her boy. He watched her do this and watched 021:040,21[' ]| her then slightly pause$1$ at the wide window that$6#1$, in 021:040,22[' ]| Buckingham*Crescent, commanded the prospect they 021:040,23[' ]| had ramified rearward to$9$ enjoy; a medley of smoky 021:040,24[' ]| brick and spotty stucco, of other undressed backs, of 021:040,25[' ]| glass invidiously opaque, of roofs and chimney-pots 021:040,26[' ]| and stables unnaturally near$9$ ~ one of the private$2$ 021:040,27[' ]| pictures that$6#1$ in London, in select situations, run$1$ up, 021:040,28[' ]| as the phrase is, the rent. There was no$2$ indication 021:040,29[' ]| of value$0$ now, however, in the character conferred on$4$ 021:040,30[' ]| the scene by$4$ a cold$2$ spring$2$ rain$0$. The place$0$ had moreover 021:040,31[' ]| a confessed out-of-season vacancy. She appeared 021:040,32[' ]| to$9$ have determined$1$ on$4$ silence$0$ for$4$ the present$9$ mark$0$ of 021:041,01[' ]| her relation with $E$Harold, yet she soon failed to$9$ resist 021:041,02[' ]| a sufficiently poor reason$0$ for$4$ breaking it. 021:041,02[D ]| "Be so$5#1$ 021:041,03[D ]| good as to$9$ get out$8$ of my chair." 021:041,04[E ]| "What$6#2$ will$1$ you do for$4$ me," 021:041,04[' ]| he asked, 021:041,04[E ]| "if I oblige 021:041,05[E ]| you?" 021:041,06[' ]| He never moved ~ but as if only the more directly 021:041,07[' ]| and intimately to$9$ meet$1$ her ~ and she stood again 021:041,08[' ]| before$4$ the fire$0$ and sounded his strange little face$0$. 021:041,09[D ]| "I do not know what$6#1$ it is, but you give me sometimes 021:041,10[D ]| a kind$0$ of terror." 021:041,11[E ]| "A terror, mamma?" 021:041,12[' ]| She found another place$0$, sinking sadly down$5$ and 021:041,13[' ]| opening her book, and the next moment he got up and 021:041,14[' ]| came over to$9$ kiss$1$ her, on$4$ which$6#1$ she drew her cheek 021:041,15[' ]| wearily aside. 021:041,15[D ]| "You bore$1#2$ me quite to$4$ death," 021:041,15[' ]| she 021:041,16[' ]| coldly said, 021:041,16[D ]| "and I give you up to$4$ your fate." 021:041,17[E ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ my fate?" 021:041,18[D ]| "Oh something dreadful ~ if only by$4$ its being$1$ 021:041,19[D ]| publicly ridiculous." 021:041,19[' ]| She turned vaguely the pages 021:041,20[' ]| of her book. 021:041,20[D ]| "You are too$5#1$ selfish ~ too$5#1$ sickening." 021:041,21[E ]| "Oh dear$7$, dear$7$!" 021:041,21[' ]| he wonderingly whistled while$9$ 021:041,22[' ]| he wandered back$5$ to$4$ the hearth-rug, on$4$ which$6#1$, with 021:041,23[' ]| his hands behind him, he lingered a while$0$. He was 021:041,24[' ]| small and had a slight$2$ stoop which$6#1$ somehow gave 021:041,25[' ]| him character ~ character of the insidious sort carried 021:041,26[' ]| out$5$ in the acuteness, difficult to$9$ trace to$4$ a source, 021:041,27[' ]| of his smooth$2$ fair face$0$, where the lines were all curves 021:041,28[' ]| and the expression all needles. He had the voice of 021:041,29[' ]| a man of forty and was dressed ~ as if markedly not 021:041,30[' ]| for$4$ London ~ with an air of experience$0$ that$6#1$ seemed 021:041,31[' ]| to$9$ match$1$ it. He pulled down$5$ his waistcoat, smoothing 021:041,32[' ]| himself, feeling$1$ his neat hair and looking at his shoes. 021:042,01[E ]| "I took your five pounds. Also two of the sovereigns," 021:042,02[' ]| he went on$5$. 021:042,02[E ]| "I left$1$ you two pound ten." 021:042,02[' ]| His mother 021:042,03[' ]| jerked up her head$0$ at this, facing him in dismay, and, 021:042,04[' ]| immediately on$4$ her feet, passed back$5$ to$4$ the secretary. 021:042,05[E ]| "It is quite as I say," 021:042,05[' ]| he insisted; 021:042,05[E ]| "you should have 021:042,06[E ]| locked it \before$5$\, do not you know? It grinned at me 021:042,07[E ]| there with all its charming brasses, and what$6#2$ was I to$9$ 021:042,08[E ]| do? Darling mummy, I \could not\ start$1$ ~ that$6#2$ was 021:042,09[E ]| the truth. I thought$1$ I should find something ~ I had 021:042,10[E ]| noticed; and I do hope$1$ you will$1$ let me keep it, because 021:042,11[E ]| if you do not it is all up with me. I stopped over on$4$ 021:042,12[E ]| purpose ~ on$4$ purpose, I mean$1$, to$9$ tell you what$6#1$ I have 021:042,13[E ]| done. Do not you call$1$ that$6#2$ a sense of honour$0$? And 021:042,14[E ]| now you only stand$1$ and glower at me." 021:042,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham was, in her forty-first year, still$5$ 021:042,16[' ]| charmingly pretty$2$, and the nearest approach$0$ she made 021:042,17[' ]| at this moment to$4$ meeting$9$ her son's description of her 021:042,18[' ]| was by$4$ looking beautifully desperate. She had about$4$ 021:042,19[' ]| her the pure light$0$ of youth ~ would always have it; 021:042,20[' ]| her head$0$, her figure, her flexibility, her flickering colour, 021:042,21[' ]| her lovely silly eyes, her natural$2$ quavering tone, 021:042,22[' ]| all played together toward this effect$0$ by$4$ some trick$0$ 021:042,23[' ]| that$6#1$ had never yet been exposed. It was at the same 021:042,24[' ]| time remarkable that$3$ ~ at least in the bosom of her 021:042,25[' ]| family ~ she rarely wore an appearance of gaiety less 021:042,26[' ]| qualified than at the present$9$ juncture; she suggested 021:042,27[' ]| for$4$ the most part$0$ the luxury, the novelty of woe, the 021:042,28[' ]| excitement of strange sorrows and the cultivation of 021:042,29[' ]| fine indifferences. This was her special sign ~ an 021:042,30[' ]| innocence dimly tragic. It gave immense effect$0$ to$4$ 021:042,31[' ]| her other resources. She opened the secretary with 01;042,32[' ]| the key she had quickly found, then with the aid of 021:043,01[' ]| another rattled out$5$ a small drawer; after$4$ which$6#1$ she 021:043,02[' ]| pushed the drawer back$5$, closing the whole$2$ thing. 021:043,03[D ]| "You terrify me ~ you terrify me," 021:043,03[' ]| she again said. 021:043,04[E ]| "How can you say that$6#2$ when you showed me just$9$ 021:043,05[E ]| now how well$9$ you know me? Was not it just$9$ on$4$ 021:043,06[E ]| account$0$ of what$6#1$ you thought$1$ I might do that$3$ you 021:043,07[E ]| took out$5$ the keys as soon as you came in?" 021:043,07[' ]| $E$Harold's 021:043,08[' ]| manner had a way of clearing up whenever he could 021:043,09[' ]| talk$1$ of himself. 021:043,10[D ]| "You are too$5#1$ utterly disgusting ~ I shall speak to$4$ 021:043,11[D ]| your father:" 021:043,11[' ]| with which$6#1$, going to$4$ the chair he had 021:043,12[' ]| given up, his mother sank down$5$ again with her heavy 021:043,13[' ]| book. There was no$2$ anger$0$, however, in her voice, and 021:043,14[' ]| not even$5$ a harsh plaint; only a detached accepted disenchantment. 021:043,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's supreme rebellion 021:043,16[' ]| against fate was just$9$ to$9$ show$1$ with the last$2$ frankness 021:043,17[' ]| how much she was bored. 021:043,18[E ]| "No$7$, darling mummy, you will$1$ not speak to$4$ my 021:043,19[E ]| father ~ you will$1$ do anything in the world rather than 021:043,20[E ]| that$6#2$," 021:043,20[' ]| $E$Harold replied, quite as if he were kindly explaining 021:043,21[' ]| her to$4$ herself. 021:043,21[E ]| "I thank you immensely for$4$ 021:043,22[E ]| the charming way you take what$6#1$ I have done; it was 021:043,23[E ]| because I had a conviction of that$6#2$ that$3$ I waited for$4$ 021:043,24[E ]| you to$9$ know it. It was all very well$9$ to$9$ tell you I would 021:043,25[E ]| start$1$ on$4$ my visit$0$ ~ but how the deuce was I to$9$ start$1$ 021:043,26[E ]| without a penny in the world? Do not you see that$3$ if 021:043,27[E ]| you want$1$ me to$9$ go about$5$ you must really enter into 021:043,28[E ]| my needs?" 021:043,29[D ]| "I wish$1$ to$4$ heaven you would leave$1$ me ~ I wish$1$ to$4$ 021:043,30[D ]| heaven you would get out$8$ of the house," 021:043,30[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 021:043,31[' ]| went on$5$ without looking up. 021:043,32[' ]| $E$Harold took out$5$ his watch$0$. 021:043,32[E ]| "Well$7$, mamma, now 021:044,01[E ]| I \am\ ready: I was not in the least before$5$. But it will$1$ 021:044,02[E ]| be going forth, you know, quite to$9$ seek my fortune. 021:044,03[E ]| For$3$ do you really think ~ I must have from you 021:044,04[E ]| what$6#1$ you do think ~ that$3$ it will$1$ be all right$8$ for$4$ me?" 021:044,05[' ]| She fixed him at last$0$ with her pretty$2$ pathos. 021:044,05[D ]| "You 021:044,06[D ]| mean$1$ for$4$ you to$9$ go to$4$ Brander?" 021:044,07[E ]| "You know," 021:044,07[' ]| he answered with his manner as of 021:044,08[' ]| letting her see her own$2$ attitude, 021:044,08[E ]| "you know you try to$9$ 021:044,09[E ]| make$1$ me do things you would not at all do yourself. 021:044,10[E ]| At least I hope$1$ you would not. And do not you see that$3$ 021:044,11[E ]| if I so$5#1$ far oblige you I must at least be paid for$4$ it?" 021:044,12[' ]| His mother leaned back$5$ in her chair, gazed for$4$ a 021:044,13[' ]| moment at the ceiling and then closed her eyes. 021:044,13[D ]| "You 021:044,14[D ]| \are\ frightful," 021:044,14[' ]| she said. 021:044,14[D ]| "You are appalling." 021:044,15[E ]| "You are always wanting to$9$ get me out$8$ of the 021:044,16[E ]| house," 021:044,16[' ]| he continued; 021:044,16[E ]| "I think you want$1$ to$9$ get us \all\ 021:044,17[E ]| out$5$, for$3$ you manage to$9$ keep $A$Nanda from showing 021:044,18[E ]| even$5$ more than you do me. Do not you think your 021:044,19[E ]| children good \enough\, mummy dear$2#1$? At any rate$0$ it is 021:044,20[E ]| as plain as possible that$3$ if you do not keep us at home 021:044,21[E ]| you must keep us in other places$0$. One can not live 021:044,22[E ]| anywhere for$4$ nothing ~ it is all bosh that$3$ a fellow 021:044,23[E ]| saves by$4$ staying with people. I do not know how it is 021:044,24[E ]| for$4$ a lady, but a man is practically let in ~" 021:044,25[D ]| "Do you know you kill me, $E$Harold?" 021:044,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 021:044,26[' ]| woefully interposed. But it was with the 021:044,27[' ]| same remote melancholy$0$ that$3$ she asked in the next 021:044,28[' ]| breath: 021:044,28[D ]| "It was not an \invitation\ ~ to$4$ Brander?" 021:044,29[E ]| "It is as I told you. She said she would write, fixing 021:044,30[E ]| a time; but she never did write." 021:044,31[D ]| "But if \you\ wrote ~" 021:044,32[E ]| "It comes to$4$ the same thing? \Does\ it? ~ that is 021:045,01[E ]| the question$0$. If on$4$ my note$0$ she did not write ~ that is 021:045,02[E ]| what$6#1$ I mean$1$. Should one simply take it that$3$ one is 021:045,03[E ]| wanted? I like$1$ to$9$ have these things \from\ you, mother. 021:045,04[E ]| I do, I believe, everything you say; but to$9$ feel safe 021:045,05[E ]| and right$2#1$ I must just$9$ \have\ them. Any*one \would\ 021:045,06[E ]| want$1$ me, eh?" 021:045,07[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had opened her eyes, but she 021:045,08[' ]| still$5$ attached them to$4$ the cornice. 021:045,08[D ]| "If she had not 021:045,09[D ]| wanted you she would have written to$9$ keep you off. In 021:045,10[D ]| a great house like$9$ that$6#2$ there is always room." 021:045,11[' ]| The young man watched her a moment. 021:045,11[E ]| "How you 021:045,12[E ]| \do\ like$1$ to$9$ tuck us in and then sit up yourself! What$6#2$ 021:045,13[E ]| do you want$1$ to$9$ do, anyway? What$6#2$ \are\ you up to$4$, 021:045,14[E ]| mummy?" 021:045,15[' ]| She rose$1$ at this, turning$1$ her eyes about$4$ the room as 021:045,16[' ]| if from the extremity of martyrdom or the wistfulness 021:045,17[' ]| of some deep thought$0$. Yet when she spoke it was with 021:045,18[' ]| a different expression, an expression that$6#1$ would have 021:045,19[' ]| served for an observer as a marked illustration of that$6#2$ 021:045,20[' ]| disconnectedness of her parts which$6#1$ frequently was 021:045,21[' ]| laughable even$5$ to$4$ the degree of contributing to$4$ her 021:045,22[' ]| social success. 021:045,22[D ]| "You have spent then more than four 021:045,23[D ]| pounds in five days. It was on$4$ Friday I gave them to$4$ 021:045,24[D ]| you. What$6#2$ in the world do you suppose is going to$9$ 021:045,25[D ]| become of me?" 021:045,26[' ]| $E$Harold continued to$9$ look$1$ at her as if the question$0$ 021:045,27[' ]| demanded some answer$0$ really helpful. 021:045,27[E ]| "Do we live 021:045,28[E ]| beyond$4$ our means$0$?" 021:045,29[' ]| She now moved her gaze to$4$ the floor. 021:045,29[D ]| "Will$1$ you 021:045,30[D ]| \please\ get away?" 021:045,31[E ]| "Anything to$9$ assist you. Only, if I \should\ find 021:045,32[E ]| I am not wanted ~?" 021:046,01[' ]| She met his look$0$ after$4$ an instant$0$, and the wan loveliness 021:046,02[' ]| and vagueness of her own$2$ had never been 021:046,03[' ]| greater. 021:046,03[D ]| "\Be\ wanted, and you will$1$ not find it. You are 021:046,04[D ]| odious, but you are not a fool." 021:046,05[' ]| He put his arms about$4$ her now for$4$ farewell, and she 021:046,06[' ]| submitted as if it was absolutely indifferent to$4$ her to$4$ 021:046,07[' ]| whose$6#1$ bosom she was pressed. 021:046,07[E ]| "You do, dearest," 021:046,07[' ]| he 021:046,08[' ]| laughed, 021:046,08[E ]| "say such sweet things!" 021:046,08[' ]| And with that$6#2$ he 021:046,09[' ]| reached the door, on$4$ opening which$6#1$ he pulled up at 021:046,10[' ]| a sound$0$ from below. 021:046,10[E ]| "The $I$Duchess! She is coming 021:046,11[E ]| up." 021:046,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham looked quickly round$4$ the room, 021:046,13[' ]| but she spoke with utter$2$ detachment. 021:046,13[D ]| "Well$7$, let her 021:046,14[D ]| come." 021:046,15[E ]| "As I would let her go. I take it as a happy sign \she\ 021:046,16[E ]| will$1$ not be at Brander." 021:046,16[' ]| He stood with his hand on$4$ 021:046,17[' ]| the knob; he had another quick$2$ appeal. 021:046,17[E ]| "But after$4$ 021:046,18[E ]| Tuesday?" 021:046,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had passed half round$4$ the room 021:046,20[' ]| with the glide that$6#1$ looked languid but that$6#1$ was really 021:046,21[' ]| a remarkable form$0$ of activity, and had given a transforming 021:046,22[' ]| touch$0$, on$4$ sofa and chairs, to$4$ three or four 021:046,23[' ]| crushed cushions. It was all with the hanging$2$ head$0$ of 021:046,24[' ]| a broken lily. 021:046,24[D ]| "You are to$9$ stay$1$ till the twelfth." 021:046,25[E ]| "But if I \am\ kicked out$5$?" 021:046,26[' ]| It was as a broken lily that$3$ she considered it. 021:046,26[D ]| "Then 021:046,27[D ]| go to$4$ the $ZJ$Mangers." 021:046,28[E ]| "Happy thought$0$! And shall I write?" 021:046,29[' ]| His mother raised a little more a window-blind. 021:046,30[D ]| "No$7$ ~ I will$1$." 021:046,31[E ]| "Delicious mummy!" 021:046,31[' ]| And $E$Harold blew her a kiss$0$. 021:046,32[D ]| "Yes, rather" 021:046,32[' ]| ~ she corrected herself. 021:046,32[D ]| "Do 021:047,01[D ]| write ~ from Brander. It is the sort of thing for$4$ the 021:047,02[D ]| $ZJ$Mangers. Or even$5$ wire." 021:047,03[E ]| "Both?" 021:047,03[' ]| the young man laughed. 021:047,03[E ]| "Oh you 021:047,04[E ]| duck!" 021:047,04[' ]| he cried. 021:047,04[E ]| "And from where will$1$ \you\ let 021:047,05[E ]| them have it?" 021:047,06[D ]| "From Pewbury," 021:047,06[' ]| she replied without wincing. 021:047,07[D ]| "I will$1$ write on$4$ Sunday." 021:047,08[E ]| "Good. How d'ye do, $I$Duchess?" 021:047,08[' ]| and $E$Harold, 021:047,09[' ]| before$3$ he disappeared, greeted with a rapid concentration 021:047,10[' ]| of all the shades of familiarity a large high 021:047,11[' ]| lady, the visitor he had announced, who$6#1$ rose$1$ in the 021:047,12[' ]| doorway with the manner of a person used$1#2$ to$4$ arriving 021:047,13[' ]| on$4$ thresholds very much as people arrive at stations 021:047,14[' ]| ~ with the expectation of being$1$ ""met."" 022:048,01[D ]| "Good-bye. He is off," 022:048,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, who$6#1$ had 022:048,02[' ]| remained quite on$4$ her own$2$ side$0$ of the room, explained 022:048,03[' ]| to$4$ her friend. 022:048,04[I ]| "Where is he off to$4$?" 022:048,04[' ]| this friend enquired with a 022:048,05[' ]| casual advance$0$ and a look$0$ not so$5#1$ much at her hostess 022:048,06[' ]| as at the cushions just$9$ rearranged. 022:048,07[D ]| "Oh to$4$ some places$0$. To$4$ Brander to-day." 022:048,08[I ]| "How he does run$1$ about$5$!" 022:048,08[' ]| And the $I$Duchess, still$5$ 022:048,09[' ]| with a glance$0$ hither and yon, sank upon the sofa to$4$ 022:048,10[' ]| which$6#1$ she had made her way unaided. $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:048,11[' ]| knew perfectly the meaning$0$ of this glance$0$: 022:048,12[' ]| she had but three or four comparatively good pieces, 022:048,13[' ]| whereas the $I$Duchess, rich with the spoils of Italy, had 022:048,14[' ]| but three or four comparatively bad. This was the 022:048,15[' ]| relation, as between intimate$2$ friends, that$6#1$ the $I$Duchess 022:048,16[' ]| visibly preferred, and it was quite groundless, 022:048,17[' ]| in Buckingham*Crescent, ever to$9$ enter the drawing-room 022:048,18[' ]| with an expression suspicious of disloyalty. 022:048,19[' ]| The $I$Duchess was a woman who$6#1$ so$5#1$ cultivated her 022:048,20[' ]| passions that$3$ she would have regarded it as disloyal 022:048,21[' ]| to$9$ introduce there a new piece of furniture in an 022:048,22[' ]| underhand way ~ that$3$ is without a full appeal to$4$ 022:048,23[' ]| herself, the highest authority, and the consequent 022:048,24[' ]| bestowal of opportunity to$9$ nip the mistake$0$ in the 022:048,25[' ]| bud. $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had repeatedly asked herself 022:048,26@d | where in the world she might have found the money 022:048,27@d | to$9$ be disloyal. The $I$Duchess's standard was of a 022:049,01@d | height ~! It matched for$4$ that$6#2$ matter her other 022:049,02@d | elements, which$6#1$ were wontedly conspicuous as usual 022:049,03@d | as she sat there suggestive of early tea. 022:049,03[' ]| She always 022:049,04[' ]| suggested tea before$4$ the hour, and her friend always, 022:049,05[' ]| but with so$5#1$ different a wistfulness, rang for$4$ it. 022:049,06[I ]| "Who$6#2$ is to$9$ be at Brander?" 022:049,06[' ]| she asked. 022:049,07[D ]| "I have not the least idea ~ he did not tell me. But 022:049,08[D ]| they have always a lot of people." 022:049,09[I ]| "Oh I know ~ extraordinary mixtures. Has he 022:049,10[I ]| been there before$5$?" 022:049,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham thought$1$. 022:049,11[D ]| "Oh yes ~ if I remember 022:049,12[D ]| ~ more than once. In fact her note$0$ ~ which$6#1$ 022:049,13[D ]| he showed me, but which$6#1$ only mentioned ""some 022:049,14[D ]| friends"" ~ was a sort of appeal on$4$ the ground of 022:049,15[D ]| something or other that$6#1$ had happened the last$2$ 022:049,16[D ]| time." 022:049,17[' ]| The $I$Duchess dealt with it. 022:049,17[I ]| "She writes the most 022:049,18[I ]| extraordinary notes." 022:049,19[D ]| "Well$7$, this was nice, I thought$1$," 022:049,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:049,20[' ]| said ~ 022:049,20[D ]| "from a woman of her age and her immense 022:049,21[D ]| position to$4$ so$5#1$ young a man." 022:049,22[' ]| Again the $I$Duchess reflected. 022:049,22[I ]| "My dear$2#1$, she is not 022:049,23[I ]| an American and she is not on$4$ the stage$0#2$. Are not those 022:049,24[I ]| what$6#1$ you call$1$ positions in this country? And she is 022:049,25[I ]| also not a hundred." 022:049,26[D ]| "Yes, but $E$Harold is a mere baby." 022:049,27[I ]| "Then he does not seem to$9$ want$1$ for$4$ nurses!" 022:049,27[' ]| the 022:049,28[' ]| $I$Duchess replied. She smiled at her hostess. 022:049,28[I ]| "Your 022:049,29[I ]| children are like$9$ their mother ~ they are eternally 022:049,30[I ]| young." 022:049,31[D ]| "Well$7$, \I\'m not a hundred!" 022:049,31[' ]| moaned $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:049,32[' ]| as if she wished with dim perversity she were. 022:050,01[D ]| "Every*one is at any rate$0$ awfully kind$2$ to$4$ $E$Harold." 022:050,02[' ]| She waited a moment to$9$ give her visitor the chance$0$ 022:050,03[' ]| to$9$ pronounce that$6#2$ eminently natural$2$, but no$2$ pronouncement 022:050,04[' ]| came ~ nothing but the footman who$6#1$ 022:050,05[' ]| had answered her ring$0$ and of whom$6#1$ she ordered tea. 022:050,06[D ]| "And where did you say \you are\ going?" 022:050,06[' ]| she enquired 022:050,07[' ]| after$4$ this. 022:050,08[I ]| "For$4$ Easter?" 022:050,08[' ]| The $I$Duchess achieved a direct$2$ 022:050,09[' ]| encounter with her charming eyes ~ which$6#1$ was not 022:050,10[' ]| in general$0$ an easy feat. 022:050,10[I ]| "I did not say I was going 022:050,11[I ]| anywhere. I have not of a sudden$8$ changed my habits. 022:050,12[I ]| You know whether I leave$1$ my child ~ except in the 022:050,13[I ]| sense of having left$1$ her an hour ago at $ZF$Mr%*Garlick's 022:050,14[I ]| class$0$ in Modern*Light*Literature. I confess I am 022:050,15[I ]| a little nervous about$4$ the subjects and am going for$4$ 022:050,16[I ]| her at five." 022:050,17[D ]| "And then where do you take her?" 022:050,18[I ]| "Home to$4$ her tea. Where should you think?" 022:050,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham declined, in connexion with the 022:050,20[' ]| matter, any responsibility of thought$0$; she did indeed 022:050,21[' ]| much better$9$ by$4$ saying after$4$ a moment: 022:050,21[D ]| "You \are\ 022:050,22[D ]| devoted!" 022:050,23[I ]| "$ZK$Miss%Merriman has her afternoon ~ I can not imagine 022:050,24[I ]| what$6#1$ they do with their afternoons," 022:050,24[' ]| the $I$Duchess 022:050,25[' ]| went on$5$. 022:050,25[I ]| "But she is to$9$ be back$5$ in the school-room at 022:050,26[I ]| seven." 022:050,27[D ]| "And you have $J$Aggie till then?" 022:050,28[I ]| "Till then," 022:050,28[' ]| said the $I$Duchess cheerfully. 022:050,28[I ]| "You are 022:050,29[I ]| off for$4$ Easter to$4$ ~ where is it?" 022:050,29[' ]| she continued. 022:050,30[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had received with no$2$ flush of 022:050,31[' ]| betrayal the various discriminations thus conveyed by$4$ 022:050,32[' ]| her visitor, and her only revenge for$4$ the moment was 022:051,01[' ]| to$9$ look$1$ as sweetly resigned as if she really saw what$6#1$ 022:051,02[' ]| was in them. 022:051,02@d | Where were they going for$4$ Easter? 022:051,02[' ]| She 022:051,03[' ]| had to$9$ think an instant$0$, but she brought it out$5$. 022:051,03[D ]| "Oh 022:051,04[D ]| to$4$ Pewbury ~ we have been engaged so$5#1$ long$9$ that$3$ I had 022:051,05[D ]| forgotten. We go once a year ~ one does it for$4$ 022:051,06[D ]| $C$Edward." 022:051,07[I ]| "Ah you spoil him!" 022:051,07[' ]| smiled the $I$Duchess. 022:051,07[I ]| "Who$6#2$ is 022:051,08[I ]| to$9$ be there?" 022:051,09[D ]| "Oh the usual thing, I suppose. A lot of my lord's 022:051,10[D ]| tiresome supporters." 022:051,11[I ]| "To$9$ pay$1$ his debt? Then why are you poor things 022:051,12[I ]| asked?" 022:051,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham looked, on$4$ this, quite adorably ~ 022:051,14[' ]| that$6#2$ is most wonderingly ~ grave$2$. 022:051,14[D ]| "How do I know, 022:051,15[D ]| my dear$2#1$ $I$Jane, why in the world we are ever asked 022:051,16[D ]| anywhere? Fancy$1$ people wanting $C$Edward!" 022:051,16[' ]| she 022:051,17[' ]| exhaled with stupefaction. 022:051,17[D ]| "Yet we can never get 022:051,18[D ]| off Pewbury." 022:051,19[I ]| "You are better$9$ for$4$ getting on$5$, \8cara*mia\, than for$4$ 022:051,20[I ]| getting off!" 022:051,20[' ]| the $I$Duchess blandly returned. She was 022:051,21[' ]| a person of no$2$ small presence, filling her place$0$, however, 022:051,22[' ]| without ponderosity, with a massiveness indeed 022:051,23[' ]| rather artfully kept in bounds. Her head$0$, her chin, 022:051,24[' ]| her shoulders were well$9$ aloft, but she had not abandoned 022:051,25[' ]| the cultivation of a "figure" or any of the 022:051,26[' ]| distinctively finer reasons for$4$ passing$1$ as a handsome 022:051,27[' ]| woman. She was secretly at war moreover, in this 022:051,28[' ]| endeavour$0$, with a lurking no$2$ less than with a public$2$ 022:051,29[' ]| foe, and thoroughly aware that$3$ if she did not look$1$ well$9$ 022:051,30[' ]| she might at times only, and quite dreadfully, look$1$ 022:051,31[' ]| good. There were definite ways of escape$0$, none of 022:051,32[' ]| which$6#1$ she neglected and from the total of which$6#1$, as 022:052,01[' ]| she flattered herself, the air of distinction almost mathematically 022:052,02[' ]| resulted. This air corresponded superficially 022:052,03[' ]| with her acquired Calabrian sonorities, from 022:052,04[' ]| her voluminous title down$5$, but the colourless hair, the 022:052,05[' ]| passionless forehead, the mild cheek and long$9$ lip of 022:052,06[' ]| the British matron, the type that$6#1$ had set$1$ its trap for$4$ 022:052,07[' ]| her earlier than any other, were elements difficult to$9$ 022:052,08[' ]| deal$1$ with and were at moments all a sharp observer 022:052,09[' ]| saw. The battle-ground then was the haunting danger 022:052,10[' ]| of the bourgeois. She gave $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:052,11[' ]| no$2$ time to$9$ resent her last$2$ note$0$ before$4$ enquiring if 022:052,12[' ]| $A$Nanda were to$9$ accompany the couple. 022:052,13[D ]| "Mercy mercy, no$7$ ~ she is not asked." 022:052,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, 022:052,14[' ]| on$4$ $A$Nanda's behalf, fairly radiated obscurity. 022:052,15[D ]| "My children do not go where they are not 022:052,16[D ]| asked." 022:052,17[I ]| "I never said they did, love$0#1$," 022:052,17[' ]| the $I$Duchess returned. 022:052,18[I ]| "But what$6#2$ then do you do with her?" 022:052,19[D ]| "If you mean$1$ socially" 022:052,19[' ]| ~ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham looked 022:052,20[' ]| as if there might be in some distant sphere, for$4$ which$6#1$ 022:052,21[' ]| she almost yearned, a maternal opportunity very different 022:052,22[' ]| from that$6#2$ ~ 022:052,22[D ]| "if you mean$1$ socially, I do not do 022:052,23[D ]| anything at all. I have never pretended to$9$ do anything. 022:052,24[D ]| You know as well$9$ as I do, dear$2#1$ $I$Jane, that$3$ I have not 022:052,25[D ]| begun yet." 022:052,25[' ]| $I$Jane's hostess now spoke as simply as an 022:052,26[' ]| earnest anxious child. She gave a vague patient sigh$0$. 022:052,27[D ]| "I suppose I must begin!" 022:052,28[' ]| The $I$Duchess remained for$4$ a little rather grimly 022:052,29[' ]| silent. 022:052,29[I ]| "How old is she ~ twenty?" 022:052,30[D ]| "Thirty!" 022:052,30[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brookenham with distilled 022:052,31[' ]| sweetness. Then with no$2$ transition of tone: 022:052,31[D ]| "She has 022:052,32[D ]| gone for$4$ a few days to$4$ $K$Tishy*Grendon." 022:053,01[I ]| "In the country?" 022:053,02[D ]| "She stays with her to-night in Hill*Street. They 022:053,03[D ]| go down$5$ together to-morrow. Why has not $J$Aggie 022:053,04[D ]| been?" 022:053,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham went on$5$. 022:053,05[' ]| The $I$Duchess handsomely stared. 022:053,05[I ]| "Been where?" 022:053,06[D ]| "Why here, to$9$ see $A$Nanda." 022:053,07[I ]| "Here?" 022:053,07[' ]| the $I$Duchess echoed, fairly looking again 022:053,08[' ]| about$4$ the room. 022:053,08[I ]| "When is $A$Nanda ever here?" 022:053,09[D ]| "Ah you know I have given her a room of her own$2$ ~ 022:053,10[D ]| the sweetest little room in the world." 022:053,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:053,11[' ]| never looked so$5#1$ comparatively hopeful as when 022:053,12[' ]| obliged to$9$ explain. 022:053,12[D ]| "She has everything there a girl 022:053,13[D ]| can want$1$." 022:053,14[I ]| "My dear$2#1$ woman," 022:053,14[' ]| asked the $I$Duchess, 022:053,14[I ]| "has she 022:053,15[I ]| sometimes her own$2$ mother?" 022:053,16[' ]| The men had now come in to$9$ place$1$ the tea-table, 022:053,17[' ]| and it was the movements of the red-haired footman 022:053,18[' ]| that$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham followed. 022:053,18[D ]| "You had better$9$ 022:053,19[D ]| ask my child herself." 022:053,20[' ]| The $I$Duchess was frank$2$ and jovial. 022:053,20[I ]| "I would, I 022:053,21[I ]| promise$1$ you, if I could get at her! But is not that$6#2$ 022:053,22[I ]| woman always with her?" 022:053,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham smoothed the little embroidered 022:053,24[' ]| tea-cloth. 022:053,24[D ]| "Do you call$1$ $K$Tishy*Grendon a woman?" 022:053,25[' ]| Again the $I$Duchess had one of her pauses, which$6#1$ 022:053,26[' ]| were indeed so$5#1$ frequent in her talks with this intimate$0$ 022:053,27[' ]| that$3$ an auditor could sometimes wonder$1$ what$6#1$ particular 022:053,28[' ]| form$0$ of relief they represented. They might 022:053,29[' ]| have been a habit proceeding from the fear$0$ of undue 022:053,30[' ]| impatience. If the $I$Duchess had been as impatient 022:053,31[' ]| with $D$Mrs%*Brookenham as she would possibly have 022:053,32[' ]| seemed without them her frequent visits in the face$0$ 022:054,01[' ]| of irritation would have had to$9$ be accounted for$5$. 022:054,02[I ]| "What$6#2$ do \you\ call$1$ her?" 022:054,02[' ]| she demanded. 022:054,03[D ]| "Why $A$Nanda's best friend ~ if not her only one. 022:054,04[D ]| That is the place$0$ I \should\ have liked for$4$ $J$Aggie," 022:054,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:054,05[' ]| ever so$5#1$ graciously smiled. 022:054,06[' ]| The $I$Duchess hereupon, going beyond$4$ her, gave 022:054,07[' ]| way to$4$ free mirth. 022:054,07[I ]| "My dear$2#1$ thing, you are delightful. 022:054,08[I ]| $J$Aggie \or\ $K$Tishy is a sweet thought$0$. Since you are so$5#1$ 022:054,09[I ]| good as to$9$ ask why $J$Aggie has fallen off you will$1$ excuse$1$ 022:054,10[I ]| my telling you that$3$ you have just$9$ named the reason$0$. 022:054,11[I ]| You have known ever since we came to$4$ England what$6#1$ 022:054,12[I ]| I feel about$4$ the proper persons ~ and the most improper 022:054,13[I ]| ~ for$4$ her to$9$ meet$1$. The $K$Tishy*Grendons are 022:054,14[I ]| not a bit the proper." 022:054,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham continued to$9$ assist a little in 022:054,16[' ]| the preparations for$4$ tea. 022:054,16[D ]| "Why not say at once, 022:054,17[D ]| $I$Jane" 022:054,17[' ]| ~ and her tone, in its appeal, was almost 022:054,18[' ]| infantine ~ 022:054,18[D ]| "that$3$ you have come at last$0$ to$4$ placing 022:054,19[D ]| even$5$ poor $A$Nanda, for$4$ $J$Aggie's wonderful purpose, in 022:054,20[D ]| the same impossible class$0$?" 022:054,21[' ]| The $I$Duchess took her time, but at last$0$ she accepted 022:054,22[' ]| her duty. 022:054,22[I ]| "Well$7$, if you will$1$ have it. You know 022:054,23[I ]| my ideas. If it is not my notion of the way to$9$ bring 022:054,24[I ]| up a girl to$9$ give her up, in extreme$2$ youth, to$4$ an 022:054,25[I ]| intimacy with a young married woman who$6#1$ is both 022:054,26[I ]| unhappy and silly, whose$6#1$ conversation has absolutely 022:054,27[I ]| no$2$ limits, who$6#1$ says everything that$6#1$ comes into her 022:054,28[I ]| head$0$ and talks to$4$ the poor child about$4$ God only 022:054,29[I ]| knows what$6#1$ ~ if I should never dream$1$ of such 022:054,30[I ]| an arrangement for$4$ my niece I can almost as little 022:054,31[I ]| face$1$ the prospect of throwing her \much\, do not you 022:054,32[I ]| see? with any young person exposed to$4$ such an 022:055,01[I ]| association. It would be in the natural$2$ order$0$ certainly" 022:055,02[' ]| ~ in spite$8$ of which$6#1$ natural$2$ order$0$ the $I$Duchess 022:055,03[' ]| made the point$0$ with but moderate emphasis ~ 022:055,04[I ]| "that$3$, since dear$2#1$ $C$Edward is my cousin, $J$Aggie 022:055,05[I ]| should see at least as much of $A$Nanda as of any other 022:055,06[I ]| girl of their age. But what$6#2$ will$1$ you have? I must 022:055,07[I ]| recognise the predicament I am placed in by$4$ the 022:055,08[I ]| more and more extraordinary development of English 022:055,09[I ]| manners. Many things have altered, goodness 022:055,10[I ]| knows, since I was $J$Aggie's age, but nothing is so$5#1$ different 022:055,11[I ]| as what$6#1$ you all do with your girls. It is all 022:055,12[I ]| a muddle, a compromise, a monstrosity, like$9$ everything 022:055,13[I ]| else you produce; there is nothing in it that$6#1$ 022:055,14[I ]| goes on$4$ all-fours. \I\ see but one consistent way, which$6#1$ 022:055,15[I ]| is our fine old foreign way and which$6#1$ makes ~ in the 022:055,16[I ]| upper classes, mind$1$ you, for$3$ it is with them only I am 022:055,17[I ]| concerned ~ \9des 9femmes 9bien 9gracieuses\. I allude 022:055,18[I ]| to$4$ the immemorial custom of my husband's race, 022:055,19[I ]| which$6#1$ was good enough for$4$ his mother and his 022:055,20[I ]| mother's mother, for$4$ $J$Aggie's own$2$, for$4$ his other sisters, 022:055,21[I ]| for$4$ \9toutes 9ces 9dames\. It would have been good enough 022:055,22[I ]| for$4$ my child, as I call$1$ her ~ my dear$2#1$ husband called 022:055,23[I ]| her \his\ ~ if, not losing her parents, she had remained 022:055,24[I ]| in her own$2$ country. She would have been brought 022:055,25[I ]| up there under an anxious eye ~ that is the great 022:055,26[I ]| point$0$; privately, carefully, tenderly, and with what$6#1$ 022:055,27[I ]| she was \not\ to$9$ learn ~ till the proper time ~ looked 022:055,28[I ]| after$5$ quite as much as the rest$0#1$. I can only go on$5$ with 022:055,29[I ]| her in that$6#2$ spirit and make$1$ of her, under Providence, 022:055,30[I ]| what$6#1$ I consider any young person of her condition$0$, 022:055,31[I ]| of her name$0$, of her particular traditions, should be. 022:055,32[I ]| \9Voila`, 9ma 9che`re\. Should you put it to$4$ me whether 022:056,01[I ]| I think you are surrounding $A$Nanda with any such security 022:056,02[I ]| as that$6#2$ ~ well$7$, I should not be able to$9$ help$1$ it if 022:056,03[I ]| I offended you by$4$ an honest answer$0$. What$6#1$ it comes 022:056,04[I ]| to$4$, simply stated, is that$3$ really she must choose between 022:056,05[I ]| $J$Aggie and $K$Tishy. I am afraid I should shock$1$ 022:056,06[I ]| you were I to$9$ tell you what$6#1$ I should think of myself 022:056,07[I ]| for$4$ packing \my\ child, all alone, off for$4$ a week with 022:056,08[I ]| $K$Mrs%*Grendon." 022:056,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, who$6#1$ had many talents, had none 022:056,10[' ]| perhaps that$6#1$ she oftener found useful than that$6#2$ of 022:056,11[' ]| listening with the appearance of being$1$ fairly hypnotised. 022:056,12[' ]| It was the way she listened to$4$ her housekeeper 022:056,13[' ]| at their regular morning conference, and if 022:056,14[' ]| the rejoinder ensuing upon it frequently appeared to$9$ 022:056,15[' ]| have nothing to$9$ do with her manner this was a puzzle$0$ 022:056,16[' ]| for$4$ her interlocutor alone. 022:056,16[D ]| "Oh of course$8$ I know 022:056,17[D ]| your theory, dear$2#1$ $I$Jane, and I dare$1#2$ say it is very 022:056,18[D ]| charming and old-fashioned and, if you like$1$, aristocratic, 022:056,19[D ]| in a frowsy foolish old way ~ though even$5$ upon 022:056,20[D ]| that$6#2$, at the same time, there would be something too$5#2$ 022:056,21[D ]| to$9$ be said. But I can only congratulate you on$4$ finding 022:056,22[D ]| it more workable than there can be any question$0$ 022:056,23[D ]| of \my\ finding it. If you are all armed for$4$ the sacrifices 022:056,24[D ]| you speak of I simply am not. I do not think I am quite 022:056,25[D ]| a monster, but I do not pretend to$9$ be a saint. I am an 022:056,26[D ]| English wife and an English mother ~ I live in the 022:056,27[D ]| mixed English world. My daughter, at any rate$0$, is 022:056,28[D ]| just$9$ my daughter, I thank my stars, and one of a good 022:056,29[D ]| English bunch: she is not the unique niece of my 022:056,30[D ]| dead Italian husband, nor doubtless either, in spite$8$ 022:056,31[D ]| of her excellent birth$0#1$, of a lineage, like$9$ $J$Aggie's, so$5#1$ 022:056,32[D ]| very tremendous. I have my life to$9$ lead$1$ and she is 022:057,01[D ]| a part$0$ of it. Sugar?" 022:057,01[' ]| she wound$1#1$ up on$4$ a still$5$ softer 022:057,02[' ]| note$0$ as she handed the cup of tea. 022:057,03[I ]| "Never! Well$7$, with \me\," 022:057,03[' ]| said the $I$Duchess with 022:057,04[' ]| spirit, 022:057,04[I ]| "she would be all." 022:057,05[D ]| """All"" is soon said! Life is composed of many 022:057,06[D ]| things," 022:057,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham gently rang out$5$ ~ 022:057,06[D ]| "of 022:057,07[D ]| such mingled intertwisted strands!" 022:057,07[' ]| Then still$5$ with 022:057,08[' ]| the silver bell, 022:057,08[D ]| "Do not you really think $K$Tishy nice?" 022:057,09[' ]| she asked. 022:057,10[I ]| "I think little girls should live with little girls and 022:057,11[I ]| young \9femmes*du*monde\ so$5#1$ immensely initiated should 022:057,12[I ]| ~ well$7$," 022:057,12[' ]| said the $I$Duchess with a toss of her head$0$, 022:057,13[I ]| "let them alone. What$6#2$ do they want$1$ of them ""at all 022:057,14[I ]| at all""?" 022:057,15[D ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$, if $K$Tishy strikes you as ""initiated"" 022:057,16[D ]| all one can ask is ""Initiated into what$6#2$?"" I should as 022:057,17[D ]| soon think of applying such a term to$4$ a little shivering 022:057,18[D ]| shorn lamb. Is it your theory," 022:057,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:057,19[' ]| pursued, 022:057,19[D ]| "that$3$ our unfortunate unmarried daughters 022:057,20[D ]| are to$9$ have no$2$ intelligent friends?" 022:057,21[I ]| "Unfortunate indeed," 022:057,21[' ]| cried the $I$Duchess, 022:057,21[I ]| "precisely 022:057,22[I ]| \because\ they are unmarried, and unmarried, if 022:057,23[I ]| you do not mind$1$ my saying so$5#2$, a good deal$0$ because 022:057,24[I ]| they are unmarriageable. Men, after$4$ all, the nice 022:057,25[I ]| ones ~ by$4$ which$6#1$ I mean$1$ the possible ones ~ are not 022:057,26[I ]| on$4$ the lookout for$4$ little brides whose$6#1$ usual associates$0$ 022:057,27[I ]| are so$5#1$ up to$4$ snuff. It is not their idea that$3$ the 022:057,28[I ]| girls they marry shall already have been pitchforked 022:057,29[I ]| ~ by$4$ talk$0$ and contacts and visits and newspapers 022:057,30[I ]| and by$4$ the way the poor creatures rush about$5$ and all 022:057,31[I ]| the extraordinary things they do ~ quite into \everything\. 022:057,32[I ]| A girl's most intelligent friend is her mother 022:058,01[I ]| ~ or the relative acting as such. Perhaps you consider 022:058,02[I ]| that$3$ $K$Tishy takes your place$0$!" 022:058,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham waited so$5#1$ long$9$ to$9$ say what$6#1$ she 022:058,04[' ]| considered that$3$ before$3$ she next spoke the question$0$ 022:058,05[' ]| appeared to$9$ have dropped. Then she only replied as 022:058,06[' ]| if suddenly remembering her manners: 022:058,06[D ]| "will$1$ not you 022:058,07[D ]| eat something?" 022:058,07[' ]| She indicated a particular plate. 022:058,08[D ]| "One of the nice little round$9$ ones?" 022:058,08[' ]| The $I$Duchess 022:058,09[' ]| appropriated a nice little round$9$ one and her hostess 022:058,10[' ]| presently went on$5$: 022:058,10[D ]| "There is one thing I must not 022:058,11[D ]| forget ~ do not let us eat them \all\. I believe they are 022:058,12[D ]| what$6#1$ $N$Lord*Petherton really comes for$4$." 022:058,13[' ]| The $I$Duchess finished her mouthful imperturbably 022:058,14[' ]| before$3$ she took this up. 022:058,14[I ]| "Does he come so$5#1$ often?" 022:058,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham might have been, for$4$ judicious 022:058,16[' ]| candour, the Muse of History. 022:058,16[D ]| "I do not know what$6#1$ 022:058,17[D ]| he calls$1$ it; but he said yesterday that$3$ he would come today. 022:058,18[D ]| I have had tea earlier for$4$ you," 022:058,18[' ]| she went on$5$ with 022:058,19[' ]| her most melancholy$2$ kindness ~ 022:058,19[D ]| "and he is always 022:058,20[D ]| late. But we must not, between us, lick the platter 022:058,21[D ]| clean." 022:058,22[' ]| The $I$Duchess entered very sufficiently into her 022:058,23[' ]| companion's tone. 022:058,23[I ]| "Oh I do not feel at all obliged 022:058,24[I ]| to$9$ consider him, for$3$ he has not of late particularly 022:058,25[I ]| put himself out$5$ for$4$ me. He has not been to$9$ see me 022:058,26[I ]| since I do not know when, and the last$2$ time he did 022:058,27[I ]| come he brought $M$Mr%*Mitchett." 022:058,28[D ]| "Here it was the other way round$9$. It was $M$Mr%*Mitchett, 022:058,29[D ]| the other year, who$6#1$ first brought $N$Lord*Petherton." 022:058,30[D ]| 022:058,31[I ]| "And who$6#2$," 022:058,31[' ]| asked the $I$Duchess, 022:058,31[I ]| "had first brought 022:058,32[I ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett?" 022:059,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, meeting$9$ her friend's eyes, 022:059,02[' ]| looked for$4$ an instant$0$ as if trying$1$ to$9$ recall$1$. 022:059,02[D ]| "I give it 022:059,03[D ]| up. I muddle beginnings." 022:059,04[I ]| "That$6#2$ does not matter if you only \make$1$\ them," 022:059,04[' ]| the 022:059,05[' ]| $I$Duchess smiled. 022:059,06[D ]| "No$7$, does it?" 022:059,06[' ]| To$4$ which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:059,07[' ]| added 022:059,07[D ]| "Did he bring $M$Mr%*Mitchett for$4$ $J$Aggie?" 022:059,08[I ]| "If he did they will$1$ have been disappointed. Neither 022:059,09[I ]| of them has seen, in my house, the tip of her 022:059,10[I ]| nose." 022:059,10[' ]| The $I$Duchess announced it with a pomp of 022:059,11[' ]| pride. 022:059,12[D ]| "Ah but with your ideas that$6#2$ does not prevent." 022:059,13[I ]| "Prevent what$6#2$?" 022:059,14[D ]| "Why what$6#1$ I suppose you call$1$ the \9pourparlers\." 022:059,15[I ]| "For$4$ $J$Aggie's hand? My dear$2#1$," 022:059,15[' ]| said the $I$Duchess, 022:059,16[I ]| "I am glad you do me the justice of feeling$1$ that$3$ I am 022:059,17[I ]| a person to$9$ take time by$4$ the forelock. It was not, as 022:059,18[I ]| you seem to$9$ remember, with the sight of $M$Mr%*Mitchett 022:059,19[I ]| that$3$ the question$0$ of $J$Aggie's hand began to$9$ occupy me. 022:059,20[I ]| I should be ashamed of myself if it were not constantly 022:059,21[I ]| before$4$ me and if I had not my feelers out$5$ in more 022:059,22[I ]| quarters than one. But I have not so$5#1$ much as thought$1$ 022:059,23[I ]| of $M$Mr%*Mitchett ~ who$6#1$, rich as he may$1$ be, is the 022:059,24[I ]| son of a shoemaker and superlatively hideous ~ for$4$ 022:059,25[I ]| a reason$0$ I do not at all mind$1$ telling you. Do not be 022:059,26[I ]| outraged if I say that$3$ I have for$4$ a long$9$ time hoped 022:059,27[I ]| you yourself would find the right$2#1$ use$0$ for$4$ him." 022:059,27[' ]| She 022:059,28[' ]| paused ~ at present$0#1$ with a momentary failure of 022:059,29[' ]| assurance, from which$6#1$ she rallied, however, to$9$ proceed 022:059,30[' ]| with a burst$0$ of earnestness that$6#1$ was fairly noble. 022:059,31[I ]| "Forgive me if I just$9$ tell you once for$4$ all how it 022:059,32[I ]| strikes me. I am stupefied at your not seeming to$9$ 022:060,01[I ]| recognise either your interest$0$ or your duty. Oh I 022:060,02[I ]| know you want$1$ to$9$, but you appear to$4$ me ~ in your 022:060,03[I ]| perfect$2$ good faith of course$8$ ~ utterly at sea. They are 022:060,04[I ]| one and the same thing, do not you make$1$ out$5$? your 022:060,05[I ]| interest$0$ and your duty. Why is not it convincingly 022:060,06[I ]| plain to$4$ you that$3$ the thing to$9$ do with $A$Nanda is just$9$ 022:060,07[I ]| to$9$ marry her ~ and to$9$ marry her soon? That is the 022:060,08[I ]| great thing ~ do it while$9$ you \can\. If you do not want$1$ 022:060,09[I ]| her downstairs ~ at which$6#1$, let me say, I do not in the 022:060,10[I ]| least wonder$1$ ~ your remedy is to$9$ take the right$2#1$ 022:060,11[I ]| alternative. Do not send her to$4$ $K$Tishy ~" 022:060,12[D ]| "Send her to$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett?" 022:060,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenahm 022:060,13[' ]| unresentfully quavered. Her colour, during her visitor's 022:060,14[' ]| address$0$ had distinctly risen, but there was no$2$ 022:060,15[' ]| irritation in her voice. 022:060,15[D ]| "How do you know, $I$Jane, 022:060,16[D ]| that$3$ I do not want$1$ her downstairs?" 022:060,17[' ]| The $I$Duchess looked at her with an audacity confirmed 022:060,18[' ]| by$4$ the absence from her face$0$ of everything but 022:060,19[' ]| the plaintive. 022:060,19[I ]| "There you are, with your eternal English 022:060,20[I ]| false positions! \9J'aime, 9moi, 9les 9situations 9nettes\ ~ 022:060,21[I ]| \9je 9n'en 9comprends 9pas 9d'autres\. It would not be to$4$ 022:060,22[I ]| your honour$0$ ~ to$4$ that$6#2$ of your delicacy ~ that$3$ with 022:060,23[I ]| your impossible house you \should\ wish$1$ to$9$ plant your 022:060,24[I ]| girl in your drawing-room. But such a way of keeping$1$ 022:060,25[I ]| her out$8$ of it as throwing her into a worse ~!" 022:060,26[D ]| "Well$7$, $I$Jane, you do say things to$4$ me!" 022:060,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:060,27[' ]| blandly broke in. She had sunk back$5$ into her 022:060,28[' ]| chair; her hands, in her lap pressed themselves together 022:060,29[' ]| and her wan smile$0$ brought a tear$0$ into each of 022:060,30[' ]| eyes by$4$ the very effort to$9$ be brighter. It might 022:060,31[' ]| have been guessed of her that$3$ she hated to$9$ seem to$9$ 022:060,32[' ]| care$1$, but that$3$ she had other dislikes too$5#2$. 022:060,32[D ]| "If one were 022:061,01[D ]| to$9$ take up, you know, some of the things you say ~!" 022:061,02[' ]| And she positively sighed for$4$ the wealth of amusement 022:061,03[' ]| at them of which$6#1$ her tears were the sign. 022:061,04[' ]| Her friend could quite match$1$ her indifference. 022:061,05[I ]| "Well$7$, my child, \take\ them up; if you were to$9$ do that$6#2$ 022:061,06[I ]| with them candidly, one by$4$ one, you would do really 022:061,07[I ]| very much what$6#1$ I should like$1$ to$9$ bring you to$4$. Do you 022:061,08[I ]| see?" 022:061,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's failure to$9$ repudiate the 022:061,09[' ]| vision appeared to$9$ suffice, and her visitor cheerfully 022:061,10[' ]| took a further jump. 022:061,10[I ]| "As much of $K$Tishy as she wants$1$ 022:061,11[I ]| ~ \after$5$\. But not before$5$." 022:061,12[D ]| "After$4$ what$6#2$?" 022:061,13[I ]| "Well$7$ ~ say after$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett. $M$Mr%*Mitchett 022:061,14[I ]| will$1$ not take her after$4$ $K$Mrs%*Grendon." 022:061,15[D ]| "And what$6#2$ are your grounds for$4$ assuming that$3$ he will$1$ 022:061,16[D ]| take her at all?" 022:061,16[' ]| Then as the $I$Duchess hung fire$0$ 022:061,17[' ]| a moment: 022:061,17[D ]| "Have you got it by$4$ chance$0$ from $N$Lord*Petherton?" 022:061,18[D ]| 022:061,19[' ]| The eyes of the two women met for$4$ a little on$4$ this, 022:061,20[' ]| and there might have been a consequence of it in the 022:061,21[' ]| manner of what$6#1$ came. 022:061,21[I ]| "I have got it from not being$1$ 022:061,22[I ]| a fool. Men, I repeat, like$1$ the girls they marry ~" 022:061,23[D ]| "Oh I already know your old song! The way they 022:061,24[D ]| like$1$ the girls they \do not\ marry seems to$9$ be," 022:061,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:061,25[' ]| mused, 022:061,25[D ]| "what$6#1$ more immediately concerns$1$ 022:061,26[D ]| us. You had better$9$ wait till you \have\ made 022:061,27[D ]| $J$Aggie's fortune perhaps ~ to$9$ be so$5#1$ sure of the working 022:061,28[D ]| of your system. Pardon$1$ me, darling, if I do not 022:061,29[D ]| take you for$4$ an example until you have a little more 022:061,30[D ]| successfully become one. I know what$6#1$ the sort of 022:061,31[D ]| men worth speaking of are not looking for$4$. They 022:061,32[D ]| \are\ looking for$4$ smart safe sensible$2#2$ English girls." 022:062,01[' ]| The $I$Duchess glanced at the clock. 022:062,01[I ]| "What$6#2$ is $B$Mr%*Vanderbank 022:062,02[I ]| looking for$4$?" 022:062,03[' ]| Her companion appeared to$9$ oblige her by anxiously 022:062,04[' ]| thinking. 022:062,04[D ]| "Oh, \he\, I am afraid, poor dear$0$ ~ for$4$ 022:062,05[D ]| nothing at all!" 022:062,06[' ]| The $I$Duchess had taken off a glove to$9$ appease her 022:062,07[' ]| appetite, and now, drawing it on$5$, she smoothed it 022:062,08[' ]| down$5$. 022:062,08[I ]| "I think he has his ideas." 022:062,09[D ]| "The same as yours?" 022:062,10[I ]| "Well$7$, more like$9$ them than like$9$ yours." 022:062,11[D ]| "Ah perhaps then ~ for$3$ he and I," 022:062,11[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, 022:062,12[D ]| "do not agree, I feel, on$4$ two things in 022:062,13[D ]| the world. So$3$ you think poor $M$Mitchy," 022:062,13[' ]| she went 022:062,14[' ]| on$5$, 022:062,14[D ]| "who$6#1$ is the son of a shoemaker and who$6#1$ might 022:062,15[D ]| be the grandson of a grasshopper, good enough for$4$ 022:062,16[D ]| my child." 022:062,17[' ]| The $I$Duchess appreciated for$4$ a moment the superior$2$ 022:062,18[' ]| fit$0$ of her glove. 022:062,18[I ]| "I look$1$ facts in the face$0$. It is 022:062,19[I ]| exactly what$6#1$ I am doing for$4$ $J$Aggie." 022:062,19[' ]| Then she grew 022:062,20[' ]| easy to$4$ extravagance. 022:062,20[I ]| "What$6#2$ are you giving her?" 022:062,21[' ]| But $D$Mrs%*Brookenham took without wincing whatever, 022:062,22[' ]| as between a masterful relative and an exposed 022:062,23[' ]| frivolity, might have been the sting of it. 022:062,23[D ]| "That$6#2$ you 022:062,24[D ]| must ask $C$Edward. I have not the least idea." 022:062,25[I ]| "There you are again ~ the virtuous English 022:062,26[I ]| mother! I have got $J$Aggie's little fortune in an old 022:062,27[I ]| stocking and I count it over every night. If you have no$2$ 022:062,28[I ]| old stocking for$4$ $A$Nanda there are worse fates than 022:062,29[I ]| shoemakers and grasshoppers. Even$5$ \with\ one, you 022:062,30[I ]| know, I do not at all say that$3$ I should sniff at poor 022:062,31[I ]| $M$Mitchy. We must take what$6#1$ we can get and I shall 022:062,32[I ]| be the first to$9$ take it. You can not have everything for$4$ 022:063,01[I ]| ninepence." 022:063,01[' ]| And the $I$Duchess got up ~ shining, 022:063,02[' ]| however, with a confessed light$0$ of fantasy. 022:063,02[I ]| "Speak to$4$ 022:063,03[I ]| him, my dear$2#1$ ~ speak to$4$ him!" 022:063,04[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ offer$1$ him my child?" 022:063,05[' ]| She laughed at the intonation. 022:063,05[I ]| "There you are once 022:063,06[I ]| more ~ \9vous*autres!\ If you are shocked at the idea 022:063,07[I ]| you place$1$ \9dro^lement\ your delicacy. I would offer$1$ mine$6$ to$4$ 022:063,08[I ]| the son of a chimney-sweep if the principal$2$ guarantees 022:063,09[I ]| were there. $A$Nanda is charming ~ you do not do her 022:063,10[I ]| justice. I do not say $M$Mr%*Mitchett is either beautiful 022:063,11[I ]| or noble, and he certainly has not as much distinction 022:063,12[I ]| as would cover the point$0$ of a pin. He does not mind$1$ 022:063,13[I ]| moreover what$6#1$ he says ~ the lengths he sometimes 022:063,14[I ]| goes to$4$! ~ but that$6#2$," 022:063,14[' ]| added the $I$Duchess with decision, 022:063,15[I ]| "is no$2$ doubt$0$ much a matter of how he finds 022:063,16[I ]| you will$1$ take it. And after$4$ marriage what$6#2$ does it signify? 022:063,17[I ]| He has forty thousand a year, an excellent 022:063,18[I ]| idea of how to$9$ take care$0$ of it and a good dispositon." 022:063,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham sat still$2$; she only looked up at 022:063,20[' ]| her friend. 022:063,20[D ]| "Is it by$4$ $N$Lord*Petherton that$3$ you know 022:063,21[D ]| of his excellent idea?" 022:063,22[' ]| The $I$Duchess showed she was challenged, but also 022:063,23[' ]| that$3$ she made allowances. 022:063,23[I ]| "I go by$4$ my impression. 022:063,24[I ]| But $N$Lord*Petherton \has\ spoken for$4$ him." 022:063,25[D ]| "He ought to$9$ do that$6#2$," 022:063,25[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brookenham ~ 022:063,26[D ]| "since he wholly lives$1$ on$4$ him." 022:063,27[I ]| "$N$Lord*Petherton ~ on$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett?" 022:063,27[' ]| The 022:063,28[' ]| $I$Duchess stared, but rather in amusement than in 022:063,29[' ]| horror. 022:063,30[I ]| "Why, has not he a ~ property?" 022:063,30[D ]| "The loveliest. $M$Mr%*Mitchett is his property. 022:063,31[D ]| Did not you \know?\" 022:063,31[' ]| There was an artless wail in 022:063,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's surprise$0$. 022:064,01[I ]| "How should I know ~ still$5$ a stranger$0$ as I am 022:064,02[I ]| often rather happy to$9$ feel myself here and choosing 022:064,03[I ]| my friends and picking my steps very much, I can 022:064,04[I ]| assure you ~ how should I know about$4$ all your 022:064,05[I ]| social scandals and things?" 022:064,06[D ]| "Oh we do not call$1$ \that$6#2$\ a social scandal!" 022:064,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:064,07[' ]| inimitably returned. 022:064,08[I ]| "Well$7$, if you should wish$1$ to$9$ you would have the way 022:064,09[I ]| I tell you of to$9$ stop$1$ it. Divert the stream of $M$Mr%*Mitchett's 022:064,10[I ]| wealth." 022:064,11[D ]| "Oh there is plenty for$4$ every*one!" 022:064,11[' ]| ~ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:064,12[' ]| kept up her tone. 022:064,12[D ]| "He is always giving us 022:064,13[D ]| things ~ bonbons and dinners and opera-boxes." 022:064,14[I ]| "He has never given \me\ any," 022:064,14[' ]| the $I$Duchess contentedly 022:064,15[' ]| declared. 022:064,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham waited a little. 022:064,16[D ]| "$N$Lord*Petherton 022:064,17[D ]| has the giving of some. He has never in his life before$5$, 022:064,18[D ]| I imagine, made so$5#1$ many presents." 022:064,19[I ]| "Ah then it is a shame$0$ one has nothing!" 022:064,19[' ]| On$4$ which$6#1$ 022:064,20[' ]| before$4$ reaching the door, the $I$Duchess changed the 022:064,21[' ]| subject$0$. 022:064,21[I ]| "You say I never bring $J$Aggie. If you like$1$ 022:064,22[I ]| I will$1$ bring her back$5$." 022:064,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham wondered. 022:064,23[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ today?" 022:064,24[D ]| 022:064,25[I ]| "Yes, when I have picked her up. It will$1$ be something 022:064,26[I ]| to$9$ do with her till $ZK$Miss*Merriman can take her." 022:064,27[D ]| "Delighted, dearest; do bring her. And I think she 022:064,28[D ]| should \see\ $M$Mr%*Mitchett." 022:064,29[I ]| "Shall I find him here too$5#2$ then?" 022:064,30[D ]| "Oh take the chance$0$." 022:064,31[' ]| The two women, on$4$ this, exchanged, tacitly and 022:064,32[' ]| across$4$ the room ~ the $I$Duchess at the door, which$6#1$ a 022:065,01[' ]| servant had arrived to$9$ open$1$ for$4$ her, and $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 022:065,02[' ]| still$5$ at her tea-table ~ a further stroke of 022:065,03[' ]| intercourse, over which$6#1$ the latter was not on$4$ this 022:065,04[' ]| occasion$0$ the first to$9$ lower$1$ her lids. 022:065,04[I ]| "I think I have 022:065,05[I ]| shown high scruples," 022:065,05[' ]| the departing guest said, 022:065,05[I ]| "but 022:065,06[I ]| I understand then that$3$ I am free." 022:065,07[D ]| "Free as air, dear$2#1$ $I$Jane." 022:065,08[I ]| "Good." 022:065,08[' ]| Then just$9$ as she was off, 022:065,08[I ]| "Ah dear$2#1$ old 022:065,09[I ]| $C$Edward!" 022:065,09[' ]| the guest exclaimed. Her kinsman, as she 022:065,10[' ]| was fond of calling him, had reached the top of the 022:065,11[' ]| staircase, and $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, by$4$ the fire$0$, heard 022:065,12[' ]| them meet$1$ on$4$ the landing ~ heard also the $I$Duchess 022:065,13[' ]| protest against his turning$1$ to$9$ see her down$5$. $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, 022:065,14[' ]| listening to$4$ them, hoped $C$Edward would 022:065,15[' ]| accept the protest and think it sufficient to$9$ leave$1$ her 022:065,16[' ]| with the footman. Their common$2$ consciousness that$3$ 022:065,17[' ]| she was a kind$0$ of cousin, a consciousness not devoid 022:065,18[' ]| of satisfaction, was quite consistent with a view$0$, early 022:065,19[' ]| arrived at, of the absurdity of any fuss about$4$ her. 023:066,01[' ]| When $C$Mr%*Brookenham appeared his wife was 023:066,02[' ]| prompt$2$. 023:066,02[D ]| "She is coming back$5$ for$4$ $N$Lord*Petherton." 023:066,03[C ]| "Oh!" 023:066,03[' ]| he simply said. 023:066,04[D ]| "There is something between them." 023:066,05[C ]| "Oh!" 023:066,05[' ]| he merely repeated. And it would have 023:066,06[' ]| taken many such sounds$0$ on$4$ his part$0$ to$9$ represent a 023:066,07[' ]| spirit of response discernible to$4$ any*one but his mate. 023:066,08[D ]| "There have been things before$5$," 023:066,08[' ]| she went on$5$, 023:066,09[D ]| "but I have not felt sure. Do not you know how one 023:066,10[D ]| has sometimes a flash?" 023:066,11[' ]| It could not be said of $C$Edward*Brookenham, who$6#1$ 023:066,12[' ]| seemed to$9$ bend$1$ for$4$ sitting$1$ down$5$ more hinges than 023:066,13[' ]| most men, that$3$ he looked as if he knew either this or 023:066,14[' ]| anything else. He had a pale cold$2$ face$0$, marked and 023:066,15[' ]| made regular, made even$5$ in a manner handsome, 023:066,16[' ]| by$4$ a hardness of line in which$6#1$, oddly, there was no$2$ 023:066,17[' ]| significance, no$2$ accent. Clean-shaven, slightly bald, 023:066,18[' ]| with unlighted grey eyes and a mouth that$6#1$ gave 023:066,19[' ]| the impression of not working easily, he suggested 023:066,20[' ]| a stippled drawing by$4$ an inferior master. Lean moreover 023:066,21[' ]| and stiff, and with the air of having here and 023:066,22[' ]| there in his person a bone or two more than his share$0$, 023:066,23[' ]| he had once or twice, at fancy-balls, been thought$1$ 023:066,24[' ]| striking in a dress$0$ copied from one of $Z1$Holbein's English 023:066,25[' ]| portraits. But when once some such meaning$0$ as 023:066,26[' ]| that$6#2$ had been put into him it took a long$9$ time to$9$ put 023:066,27[' ]| another, a longer time than even$5$ his extreme$2$ exposure 023:067,01[' ]| or anybody's study$0$ of the problem had yet made possible. 023:067,02[' ]| If anything particular had finally been expected$1$ 023:067,03[' ]| from him it might have been a summary or an 023:067,04[' ]| explanation of the things he had always not said; 023:067,05[' ]| but there was something in him that$6#1$ had long$9$ since 023:067,06[' ]| pacified all impatience, drugged all curiosity. He had 023:067,07[' ]| never in his life answered such a question$0$ as his wife 023:067,08[' ]| had just$9$ put him and which$6#1$ she would not have put 023:067,09[' ]| had she feared a reply$0$. So$5#1$ dry$2$ and decent and even$5$ 023:067,10[' ]| distinguished did he look$1$, as if he had positively been 023:067,11[' ]| created to$9$ meet$1$ a propriety and match$1$ some other 023:067,12[' ]| piece, that$6#2$ lady, with her famous perceptions, would 023:067,13[' ]| no$2$ more have appealed to$4$ him seriously on$4$ a general$2$ 023:067,14[' ]| proposition than she would, for$4$ such a response, have 023:067,15[' ]| rung the drawing-room bell. He was none the less 023:067,16[' ]| held to$9$ have a great promiscuous wisdom. 023:067,16[C ]| "What$6#2$ 023:067,17[C ]| is it that is between them?" 023:067,17[' ]| he demanded. 023:067,18[D ]| "What$6#2$ is between any woman and the man she is 023:067,19[D ]| making up to$4$?" 023:067,20[C ]| "Why there may$1$ often be nothing. I did not know 023:067,21[C ]| she even$5$ particularly knew him," 023:067,21[' ]| $C$Brookenham added. 023:067,22[D ]| "It is exactly what$6#1$ she would like$1$ to$9$ prevent any 023:067,23[D ]| one's knowing, and her coming here to$9$ be with him 023:067,24[D ]| when she knows I know \she\ knows ~ do not you see? 023:067,25[D ]| ~ that$3$ he is to$9$ be here, is just$9$ one of those calculations 023:067,26[D ]| that$6#1$ \are\ subtle enough to$9$ put off the scent a woman 023;067,27[D ]| who$6#1$ has but half a nose." 023:067,27[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham as she 023:067,28[' ]| spoke appeared to$9$ attest by$4$ the pretty$2$ star-gazing 023:067,29[' ]| way she thrust it into the air her own$2$ possession of 023:067,30[' ]| the totality of such a feature. 023:067,30[D ]| "I do not know yet 023:067,31[D ]| quite what$6#1$ I think, but one wakes up to$4$ such things 023:067,32[D ]| soon enough." 023:068,01[C ]| "Do you suppose it is her idea that$3$ he will$1$ marry 023:068,02[C ]| her?" 023:068,02[' ]| $C$Brookenham asked in his colourless way. 023:068,03[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ $C$Edward!" 023:068,03[' ]| his wife murmured for$4$ all 023:068,04[' ]| answer$0$. 023:068,05[C ]| "But if she can see him in other places$0$ why should 023:068,06[C ]| she want$1$ to$9$ see him here?" 023:068,06[' ]| $C$Edward persisted in a 023:068,07[' ]| voice destitute of expression. 023:068,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham now had plenty of that$6#2$. 023:068,08[D ]| "Do 023:068,09[D ]| you mean$1$ if she can see him in his own$2$ house?" 023:068,10[C ]| "No$2$ cream, please," 023:068,10[' ]| her husband said. 023:068,10[C ]| "Has not 023:068,11[C ]| she a house too$5#2$?" 023:068,12[D ]| "Yes, but so$5#1$ pervaded all over by$4$ $J$Aggie and $ZK$Miss*Merriman." 023:068,13[D ]| 023:068,14[C ]| "Oh!" 023:068,14[' ]| $C$Brookenham commented. 023:068,15[D ]| "There has always been some man ~ I have always 023:068,16[D ]| known there has. And now it is $N$Petherton," 023:068,16[' ]| said his 023:068,17[' ]| companion. 023:068,18[C ]| "But where is the attraction?" 023:068,19[D ]| "In \him?\ Why lots of women could tell you. 023:068,20[D ]| $N$Petherton has had a career." 023:068,21[C ]| "But I mean$1$ in old $I$Jane." 023:068,22[D ]| "Well$7$, I dare$1#2$ say lots of men could tell you. She is 023:068,23[D ]| no$2$ older than any*one else. She has also such great 023:068,24[D ]| elements." 023:068,25[C ]| "Oh I dare$1#2$ say she is all right$8$," 023:068,25[' ]| $C$Brookenham returned 023:068,26[' ]| as if his interest$0$ in the case had dropped. 023:068,27[' ]| You might have felt you got a little nearer to$4$ him on$4$ 023:068,28[' ]| guessing that$3$ in so$5#1$ peopled a circle satiety was never 023:068,29[' ]| far from him. 023:068,30[D ]| "I mean$1$ for$4$ instance$0$ she has such a grand idea of 023:068,31[D ]| duty. She thinks we are nowhere!" 023:068,32[C ]| "Nowhere?" 023:069,01[D ]| "With our children ~ with our home life. She is 023:069,02[D ]| awfully down$5$ on$4$ $K$Tishy." 023:069,03[C ]| "$K$Tishy?" 023:069,03[' ]| ~ $C$Edward appeared for$4$ a moment at 023:069,04[' ]| a loss. 023:069,05[D ]| "$K$Tishy*Grendon ~ and her craze for$4$ $A$Nanda." 023:069,06[C ]| "Has she a craze for$4$ $A$Nanda?" 023:069,07[D ]| "Surely I told you $A$Nanda is to$9$ be with her for$4$ 023:069,08[D ]| Easter." 023:069,09[C ]| "I believe you did," 023:069,09[' ]| he bethought himself, 023:069,09[C ]| "but 023:069,10[C ]| you did not say anything about$4$ a craze. And where is 023:069,11[C ]| $E$Harold?" 023:069,11[' ]| he went on$5$. 023:069,12[D ]| "He is at Brander. That$3$ is he will$1$ be by$4$ dinner. 023:069,13[D ]| He has just$9$ gone." 023:069,14[C ]| "And how does he get there?" 023:069,15[D ]| "Why by$4$ the South-Western. They will$1$ send to$9$ 023:069,16[D ]| meet$1$ him." 023:069,17[' ]| $C$Brookenham appeared for$4$ a moment to$9$ view$1$ this 023:069,18[' ]| statement in the dry$2$ light$0$ of experience$0$. 023:069,18[C ]| "They will$1$ 023:069,19[C ]| only send if there are others too$5#2$." 023:069,20[D ]| "Of course$8$ then there will$1$ be others ~ lots. The 023:069,21[D ]| more the better$9$ for$4$ $E$Harold." 023:069,22[' ]| This young man's father was silent a little. 023:069,22[C ]| "Perhaps 023:069,23[C ]| ~ if they do not play$1$ high." 023:069,24[D ]| "Ah," 023:069,24[' ]| said his mother, 023:069,24[D ]| "however $E$Harold plays$1$ he 023:069,25[D ]| has a way of winning." 023:069,26[C ]| "He has a way too$5#2$ of being$1$ a hopeless ass. What$6#1$ 023:069,27[C ]| I meant was how he comes there at all," 023:069,27[' ]| $C$Edward 023:069,28[' ]| explained. 023:069,29[D ]| "Why as any*one comes ~ by$4$ being$1$ invited. She 023:069,30[D ]| wrote to$4$ him ~ weeks ago." 023:069,31[' ]| $C$Brookenham just$9$ traceably took this in, but to$4$ 023:069,32[' ]| what$6#1$ profit was not calculable. 023:069,32[C ]| "To$4$ $E$Harold? Very 023:070,01[C ]| good-natured." 023:070,01[' ]| He had another short$2$ reflexion, after$4$ 023:070,02[' ]| which$6#1$ he continued: 023:070,02[C ]| "If they do not send he will$1$ be in 023:070,03[C ]| for$4$ five miles in a fly$0$ ~ and the man will$1$ see that$3$ he 023:070,04[C ]| gets his money." 023:070,05[D ]| "They \will$1$\ send ~ after$4$ her note$0$." 023:070,06[C ]| "Did it say so$5#2$?" 023:070,07[' ]| Her melancholy$2$ eyes seemed, from afar, to$9$ run$1$ 023:070,08[' ]| over the page. 023:070,08[D ]| "I do not remember ~ but it was so$5#1$ 023:070,09[D ]| cordial$2$." 023:070,10[' ]| Again he meditated. 023:070,10[C ]| "That$6#2$ often does not prevent 023:070,11[C ]| one's being$1$ let in for$4$ ten shillings." 023:070,12[' ]| There was more gloom in this forecast than his 023:070,13[' ]| wife had desired to$9$ produce. 023:070,13[D ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$ $C$Edward, 023:070,14[D ]| what$6#2$ do you want$1$ me to$9$ do? Whatever a young man 023:070,15[D ]| does, it seems to$4$ me, he is let in for$4$ ten shillings." 023:070,16[C ]| "Ah but he need not be ~ that is my point$0$. \I\ 023:070,17[C ]| was not at his age." 023:070,18[' ]| $E$Harold's mother took up her book again. 023:070,18[D ]| "Perhaps 023:070,19[D ]| you were not the same success! I mean$1$ at such places$0$." 023:070,20[C ]| "Well$7$, I did not borrow money to$9$ make$1$ me one 023:070,21[C ]| ~ as I have a sharp idea our young scamp does." 023:070,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham hesitated. 023:070,22[D ]| "From whom$6#2$ do$4$ you 023:070,23[D ]| mean$1$ ~ the Jews?" 023:070,24[' ]| He looked at her as if her vagueness might be assumed. 023:070,25[C ]| "No$7$. They, I take it, are not quite so$5#1$ ""cordial$2$"" 023:070,26[C ]| to$4$ him, since you call$1$ it so$5#2$, as the old ladies. He gets 023:070,27[C ]| it from $M$Mitchy." 023:070,28[D ]| "Oh!" 023:070,28[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brookenham. 023:070,28[D ]| "Are you very 023:070,29[D ]| sure?" 023:070,29[' ]| she then demanded. 023:070,30[' ]| He had got up and put his empty$2$ cup back$5$ on$4$ the 023:070,31[' ]| tea-table, wandering afterwards a little about$4$ the 023:070,32[' ]| room and looking out$5$, as his wife had done half an 023:071,01[' ]| hour before$5$, at the dreary rain$0$ and the now duskier 023:071,02[' ]| ugliness. He reverted in this attitude, with a complete$2$ 023:071,03[' ]| unconsciousness of making for$4$ irritation, to$4$ an issue$0$ 023:071,04[' ]| they might be supposed to$9$ have dropped. 023:071,04[C ]| "He will$1$ 023:071,05[C ]| have a lovely drive$0$ for$4$ his money!" 023:071,05[' ]| His companion, 023:071,06[' ]| however, said nothing and he presently came round$9$ 023:071,07[' ]| again. 023:071,07[C ]| "No$7$, I am not absolutely sure ~ of his having 023:071,08[C ]| had it from $M$Mitchy. If I were I should do something." 023:071,09[C ]| 023:071,10[D ]| "What$6#2$ would you do?" 023:071,10[' ]| She put it as if she 023:071,11[' ]| could not possibly imagine. 023:071,12[C ]| "I would speak to$4$ him." 023:071,13[D ]| "To$4$ $E$Harold?" 023:071,14[C ]| "No$7$ ~ that$6#2$ might just$9$ put it into his head$0$." 023:071,15[' ]| $C$Brookenham walked up and down$5$ a little with his 023:071,16[' ]| hands in his pockets, after$4$ which$6#1$, with a complete$2$ 023:071,17[' ]| concealment of the steps of the transition, 023:071,17[C ]| "Where 023:071,18[C ]| are we dining to-night?" 023:071,18[' ]| he brought out$5$. 023:071,19[D ]| "Nowhere, thank heaven. We grace$1$ our own$2$ 023:071,20[D ]| board." 023:071,21[C ]| "Oh ~ with those fellows, as you said, and $I$Jane?" 023:071,22[D ]| "That is not for$4$ dinner. The $ZA$Baggers and $ZL$Mary*Pinthorpe 023:071,23[D ]| and ~ upon my word I forget." 023:071,24[C ]| "You will$1$ see when she comes," 023:071,24[' ]| suggested $C$Brookenham, 023:071,25[' ]| who$6#1$ was again at the window. 023:071,26[D ]| "It is not a she ~ it is two or three he's, I think," 023:071,27[' ]| his wife replied with her indifferent anxiety. 023:071,27[D ]| "But 023:071,28[D ]| I do not know what$6#1$ dinner it is," 023:071,28[' ]| she bethought herself; 023:071,29[D ]| "it may$1$ be the one that is after$4$ Easter. Then 023:071,30[D ]| that$6#2$ one is this one," 023:071,30[' ]| she added with her eyes once 023:071,31[' ]| more on$4$ her book. 023:071,32[C ]| "Well$7$, it is a relief to$9$ dine at home" 023:071,32[' ]| ~ and $C$Brookenham 023:072,01[' ]| faced about$5$. 023:072,01[C ]| "Would you mind$1$ finding out$5$?" 023:072,02[' ]| he asked with some abruptness. 023:072,03[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ who$6#1$ is to$9$ dine?" 023:072,04[C ]| "No$7$, that$6#2$ does not matter. But whether $M$Mitchy \has\ 023:072,05[C ]| come down$5$." 023:072,06[D ]| "I can only find out$5$ by$4$ asking him." 023:072,07[C ]| "Oh \I\ could ask him." 023:072,07[' ]| He seemed disappointed at 023:072,08[' ]| his wife's want$0$ of resource. 023:072,09[D ]| "And you do not want$1$ to$9$?" 023:072,10[' ]| He looked coldly, from before$4$ the fire$0$, over the 023:072,11[' ]| prettiness of her brown bent head$0$. 023:072,11[C ]| "It will$1$ be such 023:072,12[C ]| a beastly bore$0$ if he admits it." 023:072,13[D ]| "And you think poor I can make$1$ him not admit 023:072,14[D ]| it?" 023:072,14[' ]| She put the question$0$ as if it were really her own$2$ 023:072,15[' ]| thought$0$ too$5#2$, but they were a couple who$6#1$ could, even$5$ 023:072,16[' ]| face$0$ to$4$ face$0$ and unlike the augurs behind the altar, 023:072,17[' ]| think these things without laughing. 023:072,17[D ]| "If he \should\ 023:072,18[D ]| admit it," 023:072,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham threw in, 023:072,18[D ]| "will$1$ you give 023:072,19[D ]| me the money?" 023:072,20[C ]| "The money?" 023:072,21[D ]| "To$9$ pay$1$ $M$Mitchy back$5$." 023:072,22[' ]| She had now raised her eyes to$4$ her husband, but, 023:072,23[' ]| turning$1$ away, he failed to$9$ meet$1$ them. 023:072,23[C ]| "He will$1$ deny 023:072,24[C ]| it." 023:072,25[D ]| "Well$7$, if they all deny it," 023:072,25[' ]| she presently remarked, 023:072,26[D ]| "it is a simple$2$ enough matter. I am sure \I\ do not want$1$ 023:072,27[D ]| them to$9$ come down$5$ on$4$ us! But that is the advantage," 023:072,28[' ]| she almost prattled on$5$, 023:072,28[D ]| "of having so$5#1$ many such 023:072,29[D ]| charming friends. They \do not\ come down$5$." 023:072,30[' ]| This again was a remark$0$ of a sweep that$3$ there 023:072,31[' ]| appeared to$9$ be nothing in $C$Brookenham's mind$0$ to$9$ 023:072,32[' ]| match$1$; so$3$ that$3$, scarcely pausing in the walk$0$ he had 023:073,01[' ]| resumed, he only said: 023:073,01[C ]| "Who$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ 023:073,02[C ]| ""all""?" 023:073,03[D ]| "Why if he has had anything from $M$Mitchy I dare$1#2$ 023:073,04[D ]| say he has had something from $B$Van." 023:073,05[C ]| "Oh!" 023:073,05[' ]| $C$Brookenham returned as if with a still$5$ 023:073,06[' ]| deeper drop$0$ of interest$0$. 023:073,07[D ]| "They ought not to$9$ do it," 023:073,07[' ]| she declared; 023:073,07[D ]| "they 023:073,08[D ]| ought to$9$ tell us, and when they do not it serves them 023:073,09[D ]| right$2#1$." 023:073,09[' ]| Even$5$ this observation, however, failed to$9$ 023:073,10[' ]| rouse in her husband a response, and, as she had 023:073,11[' ]| quite formed the habit of doing, she philosophically 023:073,12[' ]| answered herself. 023:073,12[D ]| "But I do not suppose they do it on$4$ 023:073,13[D ]| spec." 023:073,14[' ]| It was less apparent than ever what$6#1$ $C$Edward supposed. 023:073,15[C ]| "Oh $B$Van has not money to$9$ chuck about$5$." 023:073,16[D ]| "Ah I only mean$1$ a sovereign here and there." 023:073,17[C ]| "Well$7$," 023:073,17[' ]| $C$Brookenham threw out$5$ after$4$ another turn$0$, 023:073,18[C ]| "I think $B$Van, you know, is your affair." 023:073,19[D ]| "It \all\ seems to$9$ be my affair!" 023:073,19[' ]| she lamented too$5#1$ 023:073,20[' ]| woefully to$9$ have other than a comic effect$0$. 023:073,20[D ]| "And of 023:073,21[D ]| course$8$ then it will$1$ be still$5$ more so$5#2$ if he should begin 023:073,22[D ]| to$9$ apply to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon." 023:073,23[C ]| "We must stop$1$ that$6#2$ in time." 023:073,24[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ by$4$ warning $L$Mr%*Longdon and 023:073,25[D ]| requesting him immediately to$9$ tell us? That$6#2$ will$1$ not 023:073,26[D ]| be very pleasant," 023:073,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham noted. 023:073,27[C ]| "Well$7$ then wait and see." 023:073,28[' ]| She waited only a minute$0$ ~ it might have appeared 023:073,29[' ]| she already saw. 023:073,29[D ]| "I want$1$ him to$9$ be kind$2$ to$4$ $E$Harold 023:073,30[D ]| and can not help$1$ thinking he will$1$." 023:073,31[C ]| "Yes, but I fancy$1$ that$3$ that$6#2$ will$1$ be his notion of it 023:073,32[C ]| ~ keeping$1$ him from making debts. I dare$1#2$ say one 023:074,01[C ]| need not trouble$1$ about$4$ him," 023:074,01[' ]| $C$Brookenham added. 023:074,02[C ]| "He can take care$0$ of himself." 023:074,03[D ]| "He appears to$9$ have done so$5#2$ pretty$5$ well$9$ all these 023:074,04[D ]| years," 023:074,04[' ]| she mused. 023:074,04[D ]| "As I saw him in my childhood 023:074,05[D ]| I see him now, and I see now that$3$ I saw then even$5$ 023:074,06[D ]| how awfully in love$0$ he was with mamma. He is too$5#1$ 023:074,07[D ]| lovely about$4$ mamma," 023:074,07[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham pursued. 023:074,08[C ]| "Oh!" 023:074,08[' ]| her husband replied. 023:074,09[' ]| The vivid past$0$ held her a moment. 023:074,09[D ]| "I see now 023:074,10[D ]| I must have known a lot as a child." 023:074,11[C ]| "Oh!" 023:074,11[' ]| her companion repeated. 023:074,12[D ]| "I want$1$ him to$9$ take an interest$0$ in us. Above$4$ all in 023:074,13[D ]| the children. He ought to$9$ like$1$ us" 023:074,13[' ]| ~ she followed it 023:074,14[' ]| up. 023:074,14[D ]| "It will$1$ be a sort of ""poetic justice."" He sees the 023:074,15[D ]| reasons for$4$ himself and we must not prevent it." 023:074,15[' ]| She 023:074,16[' ]| turned the possibilities over, but they produced a 023:074,17[' ]| reserve$0$. 023:074,17[D ]| "The thing is I do not see how he \can\ like$1$ 023:074,18[D ]| $E$Harold." 023:074,19[C ]| "Then he will$1$ not lend him money," 023:074,19[' ]| said $C$Brookenham 023:074,20[' ]| with all his grimness. 023:074,21[' ]| This contingency too$5#2$ she considered. 023:074,21[D ]| "You make$1$ 023:074,22[D ]| me feel as if I wished he would ~ which$6#1$ is too$5#1$ dreadful. 023:074,23[D ]| And I do not think he really likes \me\," 023:074,23[' ]| she went 023:074,24[' ]| on$5$. 023:074,25[C ]| "Oh!" 023:074,25[' ]| he husband again ejaculated. 023:074,26[D ]| "I mean$1$ not utterly \really\. He has to$9$ try to$9$. But 023:074,27[D ]| it will$1$ not make$1$ any difference," 023:074,27[' ]| she next remarked. 023:074,28[C ]| "Do you mean$1$ his trying$1$?" 023:074,29[D ]| "No$7$, I mean$1$ his not succeeding. He will$1$ be just$9$ the 023:074,30[D ]| same." 023:074,30[' ]| She saw it steadily and saw it whole$2$. 023:074,30[D ]| "On$4$ 023:074,31[D ]| account$0$ of mamma." 023:074,32[' ]| $C$Brookenham also, with his perfect$2$ propriety, put it 023:075,01[' ]| before$4$ himself. 023:075,01[C ]| "And will$1$ he ~ on$4$ account$0$ of your 023:075,02[C ]| mother ~ also like$1$ \me?\" 023:075,03[' ]| She weighed it. 023:075,03[D ]| "No$7$, $C$Edward." 023:075,03[' ]| She covered him 023:075,04[' ]| with her loveliest expression. 023:075,04[D ]| "No$7$, not really either. 023:075,05[D ]| But it will$1$ not make$1$ any difference." 023:075,05[' ]| This time she 023:075,06[' ]| had pulled him up. 023:075,07[C ]| "Not if he does not like$1$ $E$Harold or like$1$ you or like$1$ 023:075,08[C ]| me?" 023:075,08[' ]| $C$Edward clearly found himself able to$9$ accept 023:075,09[' ]| only the premise. 023:075,10[D ]| "He will$1$ be perfectly loyal. It will$1$ be the advantage 023:075,11[D ]| of mamma!" 023:075,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham cried. 023:075,11[D ]| "Mamma, 023:075,12[D ]| $C$Edward," 023:075,12[' ]| she brought out$5$ with a flash of solemnity ~ 023:075,13[D ]| "mamma \was\ wonderful. There have been times 023:075,14[D ]| when I have always felt her still$5$ with us, but $L$Mr%*Longdon 023:075,15[D ]| makes it somehow so$5#1$ real. Whether she is 023:075,16[D ]| with me or not, at any rate$0$, she is with \him;\ so$3$ that$3$ 023:075,17[D ]| when \he is\ with me, do not you see ~?" 023:075,18[C ]| "It comes to$4$ the same thing?" 023:075,18[' ]| her husband intelligently 023:075,19[' ]| asked. 023:075,19[C ]| "I see. And when was he with you 023:075,20[C ]| last$2$?" 023:075,21[D ]| "Not since the day he dined ~ but that$6#2$ was only 023:075,22[D ]| last$2$ week. He will$1$ come soon ~ I know from $B$Van." 023:075,23[C ]| "And what$6#2$ does $B$Van know?" 023:075,24[D ]| "Oh all sorts of things. He has taken the greatest 023:075,25[D ]| fancy$0$ to$4$ him." 023:075,26[C ]| "The old boy ~ to$4$ $B$Van?" 023:075,27[D ]| "$B$Van to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. And the other way too$5#2$. 023:075,28[D ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon has been most kind$2$ to$4$ him." 023:075,29[' ]| $C$Brookenham still$5$ moved about$5$ 023:075,29[C ]| "Well$7$, if he likes 023:075,30[C ]| $B$Van and does not like$1$ \us\, what$6#2$ good will$1$ that$6#2$ do us?" 023:075,31[D ]| "You would understand soon enough if you felt $B$Van's 023:075,32[D ]| loyalty." 023:076,01[C ]| "Oh the things you expect me to$9$ feel, my dear$2#1$!" 023:076,02[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham lightly moaned. 023:076,03[D ]| "Well$7$, it does not matter. But he \is\ as loyal to$4$ me 023:076,04[D ]| as $L$Mr%*Longdon to$4$ mamma." 023:076,05[' ]| The statement produced on$4$ his part$0$ an unusual 023:076,06[' ]| vision of the comedy of things. 023:076,06[C ]| "Every Jenny has 023:076,07[C ]| her Jockey!" 023:076,07[' ]| Yet perhaps ~ remarkably enough ~ 023:076,08[' ]| there was even$5$ more imagination in his next words. 023:076,09[C ]| "And what$6#2$ sort of means$0$?" 023:076,10[D ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon? Oh very good. Mamma would not 023:076,11[D ]| have been the loser. Not that$3$ she cared. He \must\ like$1$ 023:076,12[D ]| $A$Nanda," 023:076,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham wound$1#1$ up. 023:076,13[' ]| Her companion appeared to$9$ look$1$ at the idea and 023:076,14[' ]| then meet$1$ it. 023:076,14[C ]| "He will$1$ have to$9$ see her first." 023:076,15[D ]| "Oh he shall see her!" 023:076,15[' ]| she rang out$5$. 023:076,15[D ]| "It is time 023:076,16[D ]| for$4$ her at any rate$0$ to$9$ sit downstairs." 023:076,17[C ]| "It was time, you know, \I\ thought$1$, a year ago." 023:076,18[D ]| "Yes, I know what$6#1$ you thought$1$. But it was not." 023:076,19[' ]| She had spoken with decision, but he seemed unwilling 023:076,20[' ]| to$9$ concede the point$0$. 023:076,20[C ]| "You allowed yourself 023:076,21[C ]| she was all ready." 023:076,22[D ]| "\She\ was all ready ~ yes. But I was not. I am 023:076,23[D ]| now," 023:076,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, with a fine emphasis on$4$ 023:076,24[' ]| her adverb, proclaimed as she turned to$9$ meet$1$ the 023:076,25[' ]| opening of the door and the appearance of the butler, 023:076,26[' ]| whose announcement ~ 023:076,26[O ]| "$N$Lord*Petherton and $M$Mr%*Mitchett" 023:076,27[' ]| ~ might for$4$ an observer have seemed 023:076,28[' ]| immediately to$9$ offer$1$ support$0$ to$4$ her changed state$0$. 024:077,01[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton, a man of five-and-thirty, whose 024:077,02[' ]| robust but symmetrical proportions gave to$4$ his dark$2$ 024:077,03[' ]| blue double-breasted coat an air of tightness that$6#1$ just$9$ 024:077,04[' ]| failed of compromising his tailor, had for$4$ his main$2$ 024:077,05[' ]| facial sign a certain pleasant brutality, the effect$0$ 024:077,06[' ]| partly of a bold handsome parade$0$ of carnivorous 024:077,07[' ]| teeth, partly of an expression of nose suggesting that$3$ 024:077,08[' ]| this feature had paid a little, in the heat$0$ of youth, for$4$ 024:077,09[' ]| some aggression at the time admired and even$5$ publicly 024:077,10[' ]| commemorated. He would have been ugly, he 024:077,11[' ]| substantively granted, had he not been happy; he 024:077,12[' ]| would have been dangerous had he not been warranted. 024:077,13[' ]| Many things doubtless performed for$4$ him 024:077,14[' ]| this last$2$ service, but none so$5#1$ much as the delightful 024:077,15[' ]| sound$0$ of his voice, the voice, as it were, of another 024:077,16[' ]| man, a nature reclaimed, supercivilised, adjusted to$4$ 024:077,17[' ]| the perpetual "chaff" which$6#1$ kept him smiling in a 024:077,18[' ]| way that$6#1$ would have been a mistake$0$ and indeed an 024:077,19[' ]| impossibility if he had really been witty. His bright 024:077,20[' ]| familiarity was that$6#2$ of a young prince whose confidence 024:077,21[' ]| had never had to$9$ falter, and the only thing 024:077,22[' ]| that$6#1$ at all qualified the resemblance was the equal$2$ 024:077,23[' ]| familiarity excited in his subjects. 024:077,24[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett had so$5#1$ little intrinsic appearance that$3$ 024:077,25[' ]| an observer would have felt indebted for$4$ help$0$ in 024:077,26[' ]| placing him to$4$ the rare prominence of his colourless 024:077,27[' ]| eyes and the positive attention drawn to$4$ his chin by$4$ 024:078,01[' ]| the precipitation of its retreat$0$ from discovery. Dressed 024:078,02[' ]| on$4$ the other hand not as gentlemen dress$1$ in London 024:078,03[' ]| to$9$ pay$1$ their respects to$4$ the fair, he excited by$4$ the 024:078,04[' ]| exhibition of garments that$6#1$ had nothing in common$0$ 024:078,05[' ]| save$3$ the violence and the independence of their pattern 024:078,06[' ]| a belief that$3$ in the desperation of humility he 024:078,07[' ]| wished to$9$ render public$2$ his having thrown to$4$ the 024:078,08[' ]| winds the effort to$9$ please. It was written all over him 024:078,09[' ]| that$3$ he had judged once for$4$ all his personal case and 024:078,10[' ]| that, as his character, superficially disposed to$4$ gaiety, 024:078,11[' ]| deprived him of the resource of shyness and shade, 024:078,12[' ]| the effect$0$ of comedy might not escape$1$ him if secured 024:078,13[' ]| by$4$ a real plunge. There was comedy therefore in the 024:078,14[' ]| form$0$ of his pot-hat and the colour of his spotted 024:078,15[' ]| shirt, in the systematic disagreement, above$4$ all, of 024:078,16[' ]| his coat, waistcoat and trousers. It was only on$4$ long$9$ 024:078,17[' ]| acquaintance that$3$ his so$5#1$ many ingenious ways of 024:078,18[' ]| showing he appreciated his commonness could present$1$ 024:078,19[' ]| him as secretly rare. 024:078,20[M ]| "And where is the child this time?" 024:078,20[' ]| he asked of his 024:078,21[' ]| hostess as soon as he was seated near$4$ her. 024:078,22[D ]| "Why do you say ""this time"" as if it were different 024:078,23[D ]| from any other time?" 024:078,23[' ]| she replied as she gave him 024:078,24[' ]| his tea. 024:078,25[M ]| "Only because, as the months and the years elapse, 024:078,26[M ]| it is more and more of a wonder$0$, whenever I do not see 024:078,27[M ]| her, to$9$ think what$6#1$ she does with herself ~ or what$6#1$ 024:078,28[M ]| you do with her. What$6#1$ it does show$1$, I suppose," 024:078,29[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett went on$5$, 024:078,29[M ]| "is that$3$ she takes no$2$ trouble$0$ 024:078,30[M ]| to$9$ meet$1$ me." 024:078,31[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy," 024:078,31[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, 024:078,31[D ]| "what$6#2$ 024:078,32[D ]| do \you\ know about$4$ ""trouble$0$"" ~ either poor $A$Nanda's 024:079,01[D ]| or mine$6$ or anybody's else? You have never had to$9$ 024:079,02[D ]| take any in your life, you are the spoiled child of fortune 024:079,03[D ]| and you skim over the surface of things in a way 024:079,04[D ]| that$6#1$ seems often to$9$ represent you as supposing everybody 024:079,05[D ]| else has wings. Most other people are sticking 024:079,06[D ]| fast in their native$2$ mud." 024:079,07[M ]| "Mud, $D$Mrs%*Brook ~ mud, mud!" 024:079,07[' ]| he protestingly 024:079,08[' ]| cried as, while$9$ he watched his fellow visitor move$1$ to$4$ 024:079,09[' ]| a distance$0$ with their host, he glanced about$4$ the room, 024:079,10[' ]| taking in afresh the Louis*Seize secretary which$6#1$ 024:079,11[' ]| looked better$9$ closed than open$2$ and for$4$ which$6#1$ he 024:079,12[' ]| always had a knowing eye. 024:079,12[M ]| "Remarkably charming 024:079,13[M ]| mud!" 024:079,14[D ]| "Well$7$, that is what$6#1$ a great deal$0$ of the element really 024:079,15[D ]| appears to-day to$9$ be thought$1$; and precisely as a specimen, 024:079,16[D ]| $M$Mitchy dear$2#1$, those two French books you were 024:079,17[D ]| so$5#1$ good as to$9$ send me and which$6#1$ ~ really this time, 024:079,18[D ]| you extraordinary man!" 024:079,18[' ]| She fell back$5$, intimately 024:079,19[' ]| reproachful, from the effect$0$ produced on$4$ her, renouncing 024:079,20[' ]| all expression save$3$ that$6#2$ of the rolled eye. 024:079,21[M ]| "Why, were they particularly dreadful?" 024:079,21[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy 024:079,22[' ]| was honestly surprised. 024:079,22[M ]| "I rather liked the one in the 024:079,23[M ]| pink cover ~ what$6#2$ is the confounded thing called? 024:079,24[M ]| ~ I thought$1$ it had a sort of a something-or-other." 024:079,25[' ]| He had cast$1$ his eye about$5$ as if for$4$ a glimpse of the 024:079,26[' ]| forgotten title, and she caught the question$0$ as he 024:079,27[' ]| vaguely and good-humouredly dropped it. 024:079,28[D ]| "A kind$0$ of a morbid modernity? There \is\ that$6#2$," 024:079,29[' ]| she dimly conceded. 024:079,30[M ]| "Is that$6#2$ what$6#1$ they call$1$ it? Awfully good name$0$. 024:079,31[M ]| You must have got it from old $B$Van!" 024:079,31[' ]| he gaily declared. 024:079,32[' ]| 024:080,01[D ]| "I dare$1#2$ say I did. I get the good things from him 024:080,02[D ]| and the bad ones from you. But you are not to$9$ suppose," 024:080,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham went on$5$, 024:080,03[D ]| "that$3$ I have discussed 024:080,04[D ]| your horrible book with him." 024:080,05[M ]| "Come, I say!" 024:080,05[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett protested; 024:080,05[M ]| "I have 024:080,06[M ]| seen you with books from $B$Vanderbank which$6#1$ if you 024:080,07[M ]| \have\ discussed them with him ~ well$7$," 024:080,07[' ]| he laughed, 024:080,08[M ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ have been there!" 024:080,09[D ]| "You have not seen me with anything like$9$ yours ~ 024:080,10[D ]| no$7$, no$7$, never, never!" 024:080,10[' ]| She was particularly positive. 024:080,11[D ]| "$B$Van on$4$ the contrary$0$ gives tremendous warnings, 024:080,12[D ]| makes apologies, in advance$0$, for$4$ things that$6#1$ ~ well$7$, 024:080,13[D ]| after$4$ all, have not killed one." 024:080,14[M ]| "That$3$ have even$5$ perhaps a little, after$4$ the warnings, 024:080,15[M ]| let one down$5$?" 024:080,16[' ]| She took no$2$ notice$0$ of this coarse pleasantry, she 024:080,17[' ]| simply adhered to$4$ her thesis. 024:080,17[D ]| "One has taken one's 024:080,18[D ]| dose and one is not such a fool as to$9$ be deaf to$4$ some 024:080,19[D ]| fresh true note$0$ if it happens to$9$ turn$1$ up. But for$4$ abject 024:080,20[D ]| horrid unredeemed vileness from beginning$0$ to$4$ 024:080,21[D ]| end$0$ ~" 024:080,22[M ]| "So$3$ you read to$4$ the end$0$?" 024:080,22[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett interposed. 024:080,23[' ]| 024:080,24[D ]| "I read to$9$ see what$6#1$ you could possibly have sent 024:080,25[D ]| such things to$4$ me for$4$, and because so$5#1$ long$9$ as they 024:080,26[D ]| were in my hands they were not in the hands of others. 024:080,27[D ]| Please to$9$ remember in future that$3$ the children are all 024:080,28[D ]| over the place$0$ and that$3$ $E$Harold and $A$Nanda have their 024:080,29[D ]| nose in everything." 024:080,30[M ]| "I promise$1$ to$9$ remember," 024:080,30[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett returned, 024:080,31[M ]| "as soon as you make$1$ old $B$Van do the same." 024:080,32[D ]| "I do make$1$ old $B$Van ~ I pull old $B$Van up much 024:081,01[D ]| oftener than I succeed in pulling you. I must say," 024:081,02[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham went on$5$, 024:081,02[D ]| "you are all getting to$9$ 024:081,03[D ]| require among you in general$0$ an amount of what$6#1$ one 024:081,04[D ]| may$1$ call$1$ editing!" 024:081,04[' ]| She gave one of her droll universal 024:081,05[' ]| sighs. 024:081,05[D ]| "I have got your books at any rate$0$ locked up 024:081,06[D ]| and I wish$1$ you would send for$4$ them quickly again; one is 024:081,07[D ]| too$5#1$ nervous about$4$ anything happening and their being$1$ 024:081,08[D ]| perhaps found among one's relics. Charming literary 024:081,09[D ]| remains$0$!" 024:081,09[' ]| she laughed. 024:081,10[' ]| The friendly $M$Mitchy was also much amused. 024:081,10[M ]| "By$4$ 024:081,11[M ]| Jove, the most awful things \are\ found! Have you 024:081,12[M ]| heard about$4$ old $ZM$Randage and what$6#1$ his executors have 024:081,13[M ]| just$9$ come across$4$? The most abominable ~" 024:081,14[D ]| "I have not heard," 024:081,14[' ]| she broke in, 024:081,14[D ]| "and I do not 024:081,15[D ]| want$1$ to$9$; but you give me a shudder and I beg you will$1$ 024:081,16[D ]| have your offerings removed, since I can not think of 024:081,17[D ]| confiding them for$4$ the purpose to$4$ any*one in this 024:081,18[D ]| house. I might burn them up in the dead of night, 024:081,19[D ]| but even$5$ then I should be fearfully nervous." 024:081,20[M ]| "I will$1$ send then my usual messenger," 024:081,20[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 024:081,21[M ]| "a person I keep for$4$ such jobs, thoroughly seasoned, 024:081,22[M ]| as you may$1$ imagine, and of a discretion ~ what$6#2$ do 024:081,23[M ]| you call$1$ it? ~ \9a`*toute*e=preuve\. Only you must let me 024:081,24[M ]| say that$3$ I like$1$ your terror about$4$ $E$Harold! Do you 024:081,25[M ]| think he spends his time over $Z1$Dr%*Watts's hymns?" 024:081,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham just$9$ hesitated, and nothing, in 024:081,27[' ]| general$0$, was so$5#1$ becoming$2$ to$4$ her as the act$0$ of hesitation. 024:081,28[D ]| "Dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy, do you know I want$1$ awfully to$9$ 024:081,29[D ]| talk$1$ to$4$ you about$4$ $E$Harold?" 024:081,30[M ]| "About$4$ his French reading, $D$Mrs%*Brook?" 024:081,30[' ]| $M$Mitchy 024:081,31[' ]| responded with interest$0$. 024:081,31[M ]| "The worse things are, let 024:081,32[M ]| me just$9$ mention$1$ to$4$ you about$4$ that$6#2$, the better$9$ they 024:082,01[M ]| seem positively to$9$ be for$4$ one's feeling$1$ up in the language. 024:082,02[M ]| They are more difficult, the bad ones ~ and 024:082,03[M ]| there is a lot in that$6#2$. All the young men know it ~ 024:082,04[M ]| those who$6#1$ are going up for$4$ exams." 024:082,05[' ]| She had her eyes for$4$ a little on$4$ $N$Lord*Petherton and 024:082,06[' ]| her husband; then as if she had not heard what$6#1$ her 024:082,07[' ]| interlocutor had just$9$ said she overcame her last$2$ 024:082,08[' ]| scruple$0$. 024:082,08[D ]| "Dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy, has he had money from 024:082,09[D ]| you?" 024:082,10[' ]| He stared with his good goggle eyes ~ he laughed 024:082,11[' ]| out$5$. 024:082,11[M ]| "Why on$4$ earth ~? But do you suppose I would 024:082,12[M ]| tell you if he had?" 024:082,13[D ]| "He has not really borrowed the most dreadful 024:082,14[D ]| sums?" 024:082,15[' ]| $M$Mitchy was highly diverted. 024:082,15[M ]| "Why should he? 024:082,16[M ]| For$4$ what$6#2$, please?" 024:082,17[D ]| "That is just$9$ it ~ for$4$ what$6#2$? What$6#2$ does he do with 024:082,18[D ]| it all? What$6#2$ in the world becomes of it?" 024:082,19[M ]| "Well$7$," 024:082,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy suggested, 024:082,19[M ]| "he is saving up to$9$ 024:082,20[M ]| start$1$ a business. $E$Harold is irreproachable ~ has not 024:082,21[M ]| a vice. Who$6#2$ knows in these days what$6#1$ may$1$ happen? 024:082,22[M ]| He sees further than any young man I know. Do let 024:082,23[M ]| him save$1$." 024:082,24[' ]| She looked far away with her sweet world-weariness. 024:082,25[D ]| "If you were not an angel it would be a horror 024:082,26[D ]| to$9$ be talking to$4$ you. But I insist on$4$ knowing." 024:082,26[' ]| She 024:082,27[' ]| insisted now with her absurdly pathetic eyes on$4$ him. 024:082,28[D ]| "What$6#2$ kind$0$ of sums?" 024:082,29[M ]| "You shall never, never find out$5$ ~ not if you were 024:082,30[M ]| never to$9$ speak to$4$ me again," 024:082,30[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett replied 024:082,31[' ]| with extravagant firmness. 024:082,31[M ]| "$E$Harold is one of my 024:082,32[M ]| great amusements ~ I really have awfully few; and 024:083,01[M ]| if you deprive me of him you will$1$ be a fiend. There are 024:083,02[M ]| only one or two things I want$1$ to$9$ live for$4$, but one of 024:083,03[M ]| them is to$9$ see how far $E$Harold will$1$ go. Please give me 024:083,04[M ]| some more tea." 024:083,05[D ]| "Do you positively swear?" 024:083,05[' ]| she asked with intensity 024:083,06[' ]| as she helped him. Then without waiting for$4$ his 024:083,07[' ]| answer$0$: 024:083,07[D ]| "You have the common$2$ charity to$4$ \us\, I suppose, 024:083,08[D ]| to$9$ see the position you would put us in. Fancy$1$ 024:083,09[D ]| $C$Edward!" 024:083,09[' ]| she quite austerely threw off. 024:083,10[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett, at this, had on$4$ his side$0$ a wonder$0$. 024:083,11[M ]| "Does $C$Edward imagine ~?" 024:083,12[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ man, $C$Edward never ""imagined"" anything 024:083,13[D ]| in life." 024:083,13[' ]| She still$5$ had her eyes on$4$ him. 024:083,14[D ]| "Therefore if he \sees\ a thing, do not you know? it must 024:083,15[D ]| exist." 024:083,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy for$4$ a little fixed the person mentioned as he 024:083,17[' ]| sat with his other guest, but whatever this person saw 024:083,18[' ]| he failed just$9$ then to$9$ see his wife's companion, whose$6#1$ 024:083,19[' ]| eyes he never met. His face$0$ only offered itself after$4$ 024:083,20[' ]| the fashion$0$ of a clean domestic$2$ vessel, a receptacle 024:083,21[' ]| with the peculiar property of constantly serving yet 024:083,22[' ]| never filling, to$4$ $N$Lord*Petherton's talkative splash. 024:083,23[M ]| "Well$7$, only do not let him take it up. Let it be only 024:083,24[M ]| between you and me," 024:083,24[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett pleaded; 024:083,24[M ]| "keep 024:083,25[M ]| him quiet$2$ ~ do not let him speak to$4$ me." 024:083,25[' ]| He appeared 024:083,26[' ]| to$9$ convey with his pleasant extravagance that$3$ 024:083,27[' ]| $C$Edward looked dangerous, and he went on$5$ with a 024:083,28[' ]| rigour of levity: 024:083,28[M ]| "It must be \our\ little quarrel$0$." 024:083,29[' ]| There were different ways of meeting$9$ such a tone, 024:083,30[' ]| but $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's choice$0$ was remarkably 024:083,31[' ]| prompt$2$. 024:083,31[D ]| "I do not think I quite understand what$6#1$ 024:083,32[D ]| dreadful joke you may$1$ be making, but I dare$1#2$ say if 024:084,01[D ]| you \had\ let $E$Harold borrow youwould have another 024:084,02[D ]| manner, and I was at any rate$0$ determined$1$ to$9$ have 024:084,03[D ]| the question$0$ out$5$ with you." 024:084,04[M ]| "Let us always have everything out$5$ ~ that is quite 024:084,05[M ]| my own$2$ idea. It is you," 024:084,05[' ]| said $M$Mr%*Mitchett, 024:084,05[M ]| "who$6#1$ 024:084,06[M ]| are by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ always so$5#1$ frank$2$ with me as I recognise 024:084,07[M ]| ~ oh, I do \that$6#2$!\ ~ what$6#1$ it must have cost$1$ 024:084,08[M ]| you to$9$ be over this little question$0$ of $E$Harold. There is 024:084,09[M ]| one thing, $D$Mrs%*Brook, you do dodge." 024:084,10[D ]| "What$6#2$ do I ever dodge, dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy?" 024:084,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 024:084,11[' ]| quite tenderly asked. 024:084,12[M ]| "Why, when I ask you about$4$ your other child you are 024:084,13[M ]| off like$9$ a frightened fawn. When have you ever, on$4$ my 024:084,14[M ]| doing so$5#2$, said ""My darling $M$Mitchy, I will$1$ ring$1$ for$4$ her 024:084,15[M ]| to$9$ be asked to$9$ come down$5$ so$3$ that$3$ you can see her for$4$ 024:084,16[M ]| yourself"" ~ when have you ever said anything like$9$ 024:084,17[M ]| that$6#2$?" 024:084,18[D ]| "I see," 024:084,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham mused; 024:084,18[D ]| "you think I 024:084,19[D ]| sacrifice$1$ her. You are very interesting among you all, 024:084,20[D ]| and I have certainly a delightful circle. The $I$Duchess 024:084,21[D ]| has just$9$ been letting me have it most remarkably hot, 024:084,22[D ]| and as she is presently coming back$5$ you will$1$ be able to$9$ 024:084,23[D ]| join forces with her." 024:084,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked a little at a loss. 024:084,24[M ]| "On$4$ the subject$0$ of 024:084,25[M ]| your sacrifice$0$ ~" 024:084,26[D ]| "Of my innocent and helpless, yet somehow at the 024:084,27[D ]| same time, as a consequence of my cynicism, dreadfully 024:084,28[D ]| damaged and depraved daughter." 024:084,28[' ]| She took in 024:084,29[' ]| for$4$ an instant$0$ the slight$2$ bewilderment against which$6#1$, 024:084,30[' ]| as a result$0$ of her speech, even$5$ so$5#1$ expert an intelligence 024:084,31[' ]| as $M$Mr%*Mitchett's had not been proof; then with a 024:084,32[' ]| small jerk of her head$0$ at the other side$0$ of the room 024:085,01[' ]| made the quickest of transitions. 024:085,01[D ]| "What$6#2$ \is\ there 024:085,02[D ]| between her and him?" 024:085,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy wondered at the other two. 024:085,03[M ]| "Between 024:085,04[M ]| $C$Edward and the girl?" 024:085,05[D ]| "Do not talk$1$ nonsense. Between $N$Petherton and 024:085,06[D ]| $I$Jane." 024:085,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy could only stare, and the wide noonday 024:085,08[' ]| light$0$ of his regard$0$ was at such moments really the 024:085,09[' ]| redemption of his ugliness. 024:085,09[M ]| "What$6#2$ ""is"" there? Is 024:085,10[M ]| there anything?" 024:085,11[D ]| "It is too$5#1$ beautiful," 024:085,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham appreciatively 024:085,12[' ]| sighed, 024:085,12[D ]| "your relation with him! You will$1$ not 024:085,13[D ]| compromise him." 024:085,14[M ]| "It would be nicer of me," 024:085,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed, 024:085,14[M ]| "not 024:085,15[M ]| to$9$ want$1$ to$9$ compromise \her\." 024:085,16[D ]| "Oh $I$Jane!" 024:085,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham dropped. 024:085,16[D ]| "\Does\ 024:085,17[D ]| he like$1$ her?" 024:085,17[' ]| she continued. 024:085,17[D ]| "You must know." 024:085,18[M ]| "Ah it is just$9$ my knowing that$6#1$ constitutes the 024:085,19[M ]| beauty of my loyalty ~ of my delicacy." 024:085,19[' ]| He had his 024:085,20[' ]| quick$2$ jumps too$5#2$. 024:085,20[M ]| "Am I never, never to$9$ see the 024:085,21[M ]| child?" 024:085,22[' ]| This enquiry appeared only to$9$ confirm his friend 024:085,23[' ]| in the view$0$ of what$6#1$ was touching in him. 024:085,23[D ]| "You are 024:085,24[D ]| the most delicate thing I know, and it crops up with 024:085,25[D ]| effect$0$ the oddest in the intervals of your corruption. 024:085,26[D ]| Your talk is half the time impossible; you respect$1$ 024:085,27[D ]| neither age nor sex nor condition$0$; one does not know 024:085,28[D ]| what$6#1$ you will$1$ say or do next; and one has to$9$ return$1$ 024:085,29[D ]| your books ~ \9c'est 9tout 9dire\ ~ under cover of darkness. 024:085,30[D ]| Yet there is in the midst of all this and in the general$2$ 024:085,31[D ]| abyss of you a little deepdown delicious niceness, 024:085,32[D ]| a sweet sensibility, that$6#1$ one has actually one's self, 024:086,01[D ]| shocked as one perpetually is at you, quite to$9$ hold$1$ 024:086,02[D ]| one's breath and stay$1$ one's hand for$4$ fear$0$ of ruffling 024:086,03[D ]| or bruising. There is no*one in talk$0$ with whom$6#1$," 024:086,03[' ]| she 024:086,04[' ]| balmily continued, 024:086,04[D ]| "I find myself half so$5#1$ often suddenly 024:086,05[D ]| moved to$9$ pull up short$2$. You have more little 024:086,06[D ]| toes to$9$ tread on$4$ ~ though you pretend you have not: 024:086,07[D ]| I mean$1$ morally speaking, do not you know? ~ than 024:086,08[D ]| even$5$ I have myself, and I have so$5#1$ many that$3$ I could 024:086,09[D ]| wish$1$ most of them cut$9$ off. You never spare$1$ me 024:086,10[D ]| a shock$0$ ~ no$7$, you do not do that$6#2$: it is not the form$0$ 024:086,11[D ]| your delicacy takes. But you will$1$ know what$6#1$ I mean$1$, 024:086,12[D ]| all the same, I think, when I tell you that$3$ there are 024:086,13[D ]| lots I spare$1$ \you!\" 024:086,14[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett fairly glowed with the candour of his 024:086,15[' ]| attention. 024:086,15[M ]| "Know what$6#1$ you mean$1$, dearest lady? 024:086,16[M ]| How can a man handicapped to$4$ death, a man of my 024:086,17[M ]| origin, my appearance, my general$2$ weaknesses, 024:086,18[M ]| drawbacks, immense indebtedness, all round$9$, for$4$ the 024:086,19[M ]| start$0$, as it were, that$3$ I feel my friends have been so$5#1$ 024:086,20[M ]| good as to$9$ allow me: how can such a man not be conscious 024:086,21[M ]| every moment that$3$ every*one about$4$ him goes 024:086,22[M ]| on$4$ tiptoe and winks at every*one else? What$6#2$ \can\ you 024:086,23[M ]| all mention$1$ in my presence, poor things, that$6#1$ is not 024:086,24[M ]| personal?" 024:086,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's face$0$ covered him for$4$ an instant$0$ 024:086,26[' ]| as no$2$ painted $Z1$Madonna's had ever covered the little 024:086,27[' ]| charge$0$ at the breast beneath it. 024:086,27[D ]| "And the finest thing 024:086,28[D ]| of all in you is your beautiful, beautiful pride! You are 024:086,29[D ]| prouder than all of us put together." 024:086,29[' ]| She checked a 024:086,30[' ]| motion that$6#1$ he had apparently meant as a protest ~ 024:086,31[' ]| she went on$5$ with her muffled wisdom. 024:086,31[D ]| "There is not 024:086,32[D ]| a man but \you\ whom$6#1$ $N$Petherton would not have made 024:087,01[D ]| vulgar. He is not vulgar himself ~ at least not exceptionally; 024:087,02[D ]| but he is just$9$ one of those people, a class$0$ 024:087,03[D ]| one knows well$9$, who$6#1$ are so$5#1$ fearfully, in this country, 024:087,04[D ]| the cause of it in others. For$4$ all I know he is the cause 024:087,05[D ]| of it in me ~ the cause of it even$5$ in poor $C$Edward. 024:087,06[D ]| For$3$ \I\'m vulgar, $M$Mitchy dear$2#1$ ~ very often; and the 024:087,07[D ]| marvel of you is that$3$ you never are." 024:087,08[M ]| "Thank you for$4$ everything. Thank you above$4$ all 024:087,09[M ]| for$4$ ""marvel""!" 024:087,09[' ]| $M$Mitchy grinned. 024:087,10[D ]| "Oh I know what$6#1$ I say!" 024:087,10[' ]| ~ she did not in the 024:087,11[' ]| least blush$1$. 024:087,11[D ]| "I will$1$ tell you something," 024:087,11[' ]| she pursued 024:087,12[' ]| with the same gravity, 024:087,12[D ]| "if you will$1$ promise$1$ to$9$ tell no*one 024:087,13[D ]| on$4$ earth. If you are proud I am not. There! It is 024:087,14[D ]| most extraordinary and I try to$9$ conceal it even$5$ to$4$ 024:087,15[D ]| myself; but there is no doubt$0$ whatever about$4$ it ~ 024:087,16[D ]| I am not proud \9pour 9deux 9sous\. And some day, on$4$ some 024:087,17[D ]| awful occasion$0$, I shall show$1$ it. So$3$ ~ I notify you. 024:087,18[D ]| Shall you love$1$ me still$5$?" 024:087,19[M ]| "To$4$ the bitter end$0$," 024:087,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy loyally responded. 024:087,20[M ]| "For$3$ how \can\, how need$1$, a woman be ""proud"" who$6#1$ is 024:087,21[M ]| so$5#1$ preternaturally clever? Pride is only for$4$ use$0$ when 024:087,22[M ]| wit$0#1$ breaks down$5$ ~ it is the train the cyclist takes 024:087,23[M ]| when his tire is deflated. When that$6#2$ happens to$4$ \your\ 024:087,24[M ]| tire, $D$Mrs%*Brook, you will$1$ let me know. And you do 024:087,25[M ]| make$1$ me wonder$1$ just$9$ now," 024:087,25[' ]| he confessed, 024:087,25[M ]| "why 024:087,26[M ]| you are taking such particular precautions and throwing 024:087,27[M ]| out$5$ such a cloud$0$ of skirmishers. If you want$1$ to$9$ 024:087,28[M ]| shoot me dead a single bullet will$1$ do." 024:087,28[' ]| He faltered 024:087,29[' ]| but an instant$0$ before$4$ completing his sense. 024:087,29[M ]| "Where 024:087,30[M ]| you really want$1$ to$9$ come out$5$ is at the fact that$3$ $A$Nanda 024:087,31[M ]| loathes me and that$3$ I might as well$9$ give up asking 024:087,32[M ]| for$4$ her." 024:088,01[D ]| "Are you quite serious$2$?" 024:088,01[' ]| his companion after$4$ a 024:088,02[' ]| moment resumed. 024:088,02[D ]| "Do you really and truly like$1$ her, 024:088,03[D ]| $M$Mitchy?" 024:088,04[M ]| "I like$1$ her as much as I dare$1#1$ to$9$ ~ as much as 024:088,05[M ]| a man can like$1$ a girl when from the very first of his 024:088,06[M ]| seeing her and judging her he has also seen, and seen 024:088,07[M ]| with all the reasons, that$3$ there is no$2$ chance$0$ for$4$ him 024:088,08[M ]| whatever. Of course$8$, with all that$6#2$, he has done his 024:088,09[M ]| best not to$9$ let himself go. But there are moments," 024:088,10[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett ruefully added, 024:088,10[M ]| "when it would relieve 024:088,11[M ]| him awfully to$9$ feel free for$4$ a good spin." 024:088,12[D ]| "I think you exaggerate," 024:088,12[' ]| his hostess replied, 024:088,12[D ]| "the 024:088,13[D ]| difficulties in your way. What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ ""all the 024:088,14[D ]| reasons""?" 024:088,15[M ]| "Why one of them I have already mentioned. I make$1$ 024:088,16[M ]| her flesh creep." 024:088,17[D ]| "My own$2$ $M$Mitchy!" 024:088,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham protestingly 024:088,18[' ]| moaned. 024:088,19[M ]| "The other is that$3$ ~ very naturally ~ she is in 024:088,20[M ]| love$0$." 024:088,21[D ]| "With whom$6#2$ under the sun?" 024:088,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had, with her startled stare, 024:088,23[' ]| met his eyes long$9$ enough to$9$ have taken something 024:088,24[' ]| from him before$3$ he next spoke. 024:088,24[M ]| "You really have 024:088,25[M ]| never suspected? With whom$6#2$ conceivably but old 024:088,26[M ]| $B$Van?" 024:088,27[D ]| "$A$Nanda is in love$0$ with old $B$Van?" 024:088,27[' ]| ~ the degree 024:088,28[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ she had never suspected was scarce to$9$ be 024:088,29[' ]| expressed. 024:088,29[D ]| "Why he is twice her age ~ he has seen 024:088,30[D ]| her in a pinafore with a dirty face$0$ and well$9$ slapped 024:088,31[D ]| for$4$ it: he has never thought$1$ of her in the world." 024:088,32[M ]| "How can a person of your acuteness, my dear$2#1$ 024:089,01[M ]| woman," 024:089,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy asked, 024:089,01[M ]| "mention$1$ such trifles as 024:089,02[M ]| having the least to$9$ do with the case? How can you 024:089,03[M ]| possibly have such a fellow about$5$, so$5#1$ beastly good-looking, 024:089,04[M ]| so$5#1$ infernally well$9$ turned out$5$ in the way of 024:089,05[M ]| ""culture,"" and so$5#1$ bringing them down$5$ in short$0$ on$4$ 024:089,06[M ]| every side$0$, and expect in the bosom of your family 024:089,07[M ]| the absence of history of the reigns of the good 024:089,08[M ]| kings? If \you\ were a girl would not \you\ turn$1$ purple? 024:089,09[M ]| If I were a girl should not I ~ unless, as is more 024:089,10[M ]| likely, I turned green?" 024:089,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham was deeply affected. 024:089,11[D ]| "$A$Nanda 024:089,12[D ]| does turn$1$ purple ~?" 024:089,13[M ]| "The loveliest shade you ever saw. It is too$5#1$ absurd 024:089,14[M ]| that$3$ you have not noticed." 024:089,15[' ]| It was characteristic of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's amiability 024:089,16[' ]| that$3$, with her sudden$2$ sense of the importance 024:089,17[' ]| of this new light$0$, she should be quite ready to$9$ abase 024:089,18[' ]| herself. 024:089,18[D ]| "There are so$5#1$ many things in one's life. One 024:089,19[D ]| follows false scents. One does not make$1$ out$5$ everything 024:089,20[D ]| at once. If you are right$2#1$ you must help$1$ me. We 024:089,21[D ]| must see more of her." 024:089,22[M ]| "But what$6#2$ good will$1$ that$6#2$ do me?" 024:089,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy appealed. 024:089,23[' ]| 024:089,24[D ]| "Do not you care$1$ enough for$4$ her to$9$ want$1$ to$9$ help$1$ 024:089,25[D ]| \her?\" 024:089,25[' ]| Then before$3$ he could speak, 024:089,25[D ]| "Poor little darling 024:089,26[D ]| dear$0$!" 024:089,26[' ]| his hostess tenderly ejaculated. 024:089,26[D ]| "What$6#2$ 024:089,27[D ]| does she think or dream$1$? Truly she is laying up 024:089,28[D ]| treasure!" 024:089,29[M ]| "Oh he likes her," 024:089,29[' ]| said $M$Mitchy. 024:089,29[M ]| "He likes her in 024:089,30[M ]| fact extremely." 024:089,31[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ he has told you so$5#2$?" 024:089,31[M ]| "Oh no$7$ ~ we never mention$1$ it! But he likes her," 024:090,01[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett stubbornly repeated. 024:090,01[M ]| "And he is thoroughly 024:090,02[M ]| straight." 024:090,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham for$4$ a moment turned these things 024:090,04[' ]| over; after$4$ which$6#1$ she came out$5$ in a manner that$6#1$ 024:090,05[' ]| visibly surprised him. 024:090,05[D ]| "It is not as if you wished to$9$ be 024:090,06[D ]| nasty about$4$ him, is it? ~ because I know you like$1$ him 024:090,07[D ]| yourself. You are so$5#1$ wonderful to$4$ your friends" 024:090,07[' ]| ~ 024:090,08[' ]| oh she could let him see that$3$ she knew! ~ 024:090,08[D ]| "and in 024:090,09[D ]| such different and exquiste ways. There are those 024:090,10[D ]| like$9$ \him\" 024:090,10[' ]| ~ she signified her other visitor ~ 024:090,10[D ]| "who$6#1$ 024:090,11[D ]| get everything out$8$ of you and whom$6#1$ you really appear 024:090,12[D ]| fond of, or at least to$9$ put up with, just$9$ \for$4$\ that$6#2$. 024:090,13[D ]| Then there are those who$6#1$ ask nothing ~ and whom$6#1$ 024:090,14[D ]| you are fond of in spite$8$ of it." 024:090,15[' ]| $M$Mitchy leaned back$5$ from this, fist within fist, 024:090,16[' ]| watching her with a certain disguised emotion. He 024:090,17[' ]| grinned almost too$5#1$ much for$4$ mere amusement. 024:090,18[M ]| "That is the class$0$ to$4$ which$6#1$ \you\ belong." 024:090,19[D ]| "It is the best one," 024:090,19[' ]| she returned, 024:090,19[D ]| "and I am careful 024:090,20[D ]| to$9$ remain in it. You try to$9$ get us, by$4$ bribery, 024:090,21[D ]| into the inferior place$0$, because, proud as you are, it 024:090,22[D ]| bores you a little that$3$ you like$1$ us so$5#1$ much. But we 024:090,23[D ]| will$1$ not go ~ at least \I\ will$1$ not. You may$1$ make$1$ $B$Van," 024:090,24[' ]| she wonderfully continued. 024:090,24[D ]| "There is nothing you 024:090,25[D ]| would not do for$4$ him or give him." 024:090,25[' ]| $M$Mitchy admired 024:090,26[' ]| her from his position, slowly shaking his head$0$ with it. 024:090,27[D ]| "He is the man ~ with no$2$ fortune and just$9$ as he is, 024:090,28[D ]| to$4$ the smallest particular ~ whom$6#1$ you would have 024:090,29[D ]| liked to$9$ be, whom$6#1$ you intensely envy$1$, and yet to$4$ 024:090,30[D ]| whom$6#1$ you are magnanimous enough for$4$ almost any 024:090,31[D ]| sacrifice$0$." 024:090,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy's appreciation had fairly deepened to$4$ a 024:091,01[' ]| flush. 024:091,01[M ]| "Magnificent, magnificent $D$Mrs%*Brook! What$6#2$ 024:091,02[M ]| \are\ you in thunder up to$4$?" 024:091,03[D ]| "Therefore, as I say," 024:091,03[' ]| she imperturbably went on$5$, 024:091,04[D ]| "it is not to$9$ do him an ill turn$0$ that$3$ you make$1$ a point$0$ 024:091,05[D ]| of what$6#1$ you have just$9$ told me." 024:091,06[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett for$4$ a minute$0$ gave no$2$ sign but his 024:091,07[' ]| high colour and his queer glare. 024:091,07[M ]| "How could it do 024:091,08[M ]| him an ill turn$0$?" 024:091,09[D ]| "Oh it \would\ be a way, do not you see? to$9$ put before$4$ 024:091,10[D ]| me the need$0$ of getting rid of him. For$3$ he may$1$ ""like$1$"" 024:091,11[D ]| $A$Nanda as much as you please: he will$1$ never, never," 024:091,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham resolutely quavered ~ 024:091,12[D ]| "he will$1$ never 024:091,13[D ]| come to$4$ the scratch. And to$9$ feel that$6#2$ as \I\ do," 024:091,13[' ]| she 024:091,14[' ]| explained, 024:091,14[D ]| "can only be, do not you also see? to$9$ want$1$ 024:091,15[D ]| to$9$ save$1$ her." 024:091,16[' ]| It would have appeared at last$0$ that$3$ poor $M$Mitchy 024:091,17[' ]| did see. 024:091,17[M ]| "By$4$ taking it in time? By$4$ forbidding him 024:091,18[M ]| the house?" 024:091,19[' ]| She seemed to$9$ stand$1$ with little nipping scissors in a 024:091,20[' ]| garden of alternatives. 024:091,20[D ]| "Or by$4$ shipping \her\ off. Will$1$ 024:091,21[D ]| you help$1$ me to$9$ save$1$ her?" 024:091,21[' ]| she broke out$5$ again after$4$ 024:091,22[' ]| a moment. 024:091,22[D ]| "It is not true," 024:091,22[' ]| she continued, 024:091,22[D ]| "that$3$ she 024:091,23[D ]| has any aversion to$4$ you." 024:091,24[M ]| "Have you charged her with it?" 024:091,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy demanded 024:091,25[' ]| with a courage that$6#1$ amounted to$4$ high gallantry. 024:091,26[' ]| It inspired on$4$ the spot his interlocutress, and her 024:091,27[' ]| own$2$ pluck, of as fine a quality now as her diplomacy, 024:091,28[' ]| which$6#1$ was saying much, fell but little below. 024:091,28[D ]| "Yes, 024:091,29[D ]| my dear$2#1$ friend ~ frankly." 024:091,30[M ]| "Good. Then I know what$6#1$ she said." 024:091,31[D ]| "She absolutely denied it." 024:091,32[M ]| "Oh yes ~ they always do, because they pity$1$ me," 024:092,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled. 024:092,01[M ]| "She said what$6#1$ they always say ~ 024:092,02[M ]| that$3$ the effect$0$ I produce is, though at first upsetting, 024:092,03[M ]| one that$6#1$ little by$4$ little they find it possible to$9$ get 024:092,04[M ]| used$1#2$ to$4$. The world is full of people who$6#1$ are getting 024:092,05[M ]| used$1#2$ to$4$ me," 024:092,05[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett concluded. 024:092,06[D ]| "It is what$6#1$ \I\ shall never do, for$3$ you are quite too$5#1$ 024:092,07[D ]| great a luxury!" 024:092,07[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham declared. 024:092,07[D ]| "If I 024:092,08[D ]| have not threshed you out$5$ really \more\ with $A$Nanda," 024:092,09[' ]| she continued, 024:092,09[D ]| "it has been from a scruple$0$ of a sort 024:092,10[D ]| you people never do a woman the justice to$9$ impute. 024:092,11[D ]| You are the object$0$ of views that$6#1$ have so$5#1$ much more 024:092,12[D ]| to$9$ set$1$ them off." 024:092,13[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett on$4$ this jumped up; he was clearly 024:092,14[' ]| conscious of his nerves; he fidgeted away a few steps 024:092,15[' ]| and then, his hands in his pockets, fixed on$4$ his hostess 024:092,16[' ]| a countenance more controlled. 024:092,16[M ]| "What$6#2$ does the 024:092,17[M ]| $I$Duchess mean$1$ by$4$ your daughter's being$1$ ~ as I understood 024:092,18[M ]| you to$9$ quote her just$9$ now ~ ""damaged and 024:092,19[M ]| depraved""?" 024:092,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham came up ~ she literally rose$1$ ~ 024:092,21[' ]| smiling. 024:092,21[D ]| "You fit$1$ the cap. You know how she would like$1$ 024:092,22[D ]| you for$4$ little $J$Aggie!" 024:092,23[M ]| "What$6#2$ does she mean$1$, what$6#2$ does she mean$1$?" 024:092,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy repeated. 024:092,25[' ]| The door, as he spoke, was thrown open$2$: $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 024:092,26[' ]| glanced round$9$. 024:092,26[D ]| "You have the chance$0$ 024:092,27[D ]| to$9$ find out$5$ from herself!" 024:092,27[' ]| The $I$Duchess had come 024:092,28[' ]| back$5$ and little $J$Aggie was in her wake. 025:093,01[' ]| That$6#2$ young lady, in this relation, was certainly a 025:093,02[' ]| figure to$9$ have offered a foundation for$4$ the highest 025:093,03[' ]| hopes$0$. As slight$2$ and white, as delicately lovely, as a 025:093,04[' ]| gathered garden lily, her admirable training appeared 025:093,05[' ]| to$9$ hold$1$ her out$5$ to$4$ them all as with precautionary 025:093,06[' ]| finger-tips. She presumed, however, so$5#1$ little on$4$ any 025:093,07[' ]| introduction that$3$, shyly and submissively, waiting 025:093,08[' ]| for$4$ the word of direction, she stopped short$2$ in the 025:093,09[' ]| centre of the general$2$ friendliness till $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 025:093,10[' ]| fairly became, to$9$ meet$1$ her, also a shy little girl 025:093,11[' ]| ~ put out$5$ a timid hand with wonder-struck innocent 025:093,12[' ]| eyes that$6#1$ hesitated whether a kiss$0$ of greeting might 025:093,13[' ]| be dared. 025:093,13[D ]| "Why you dear$2#1$ good strange ""ickle"" thing, 025:093,14[D ]| you have not been here for$4$ ages, but it \is\ a joy to$9$ see 025:093,15[D ]| you and I do hope$1$ you have brought your doll!" 025:093,15[' ]| ~ 025:093,16[' ]| such might have been the sense of our friend's fond 025:093,17[' ]| murmur while$9$, looking at her up and down$5$ with pure 025:093,18[' ]| pleasure, she drew the rare creature to$4$ a sofa. Little 025:093,19[' ]| $J$Aggie presented, up and down$5$, an arrangement of 025:093,20[' ]| dress$0$ exactly in the key of her age, her complexion, 025:093,21[' ]| her emphasised virginity. She might have been prepared 025:093,22[' ]| for$4$ her visit$0$ by$4$ a cluster of doting nuns, cloistered 025:093,23[' ]| daughters of ancient houses and educators of 025:093,24[' ]| similar products, whose$6#1$ taste, hereditarily good, had 025:093,25[' ]| grown, out$8$ of the world and most delightfully, so$5#1$ queer 025:093,26[' ]| as to$9$ leave$1$ on$4$ everything they touched a particular 025:093,27[' ]| shade of distinction. The $I$Duchess had brought in 025:094,01[' ]| with the child an air of added confidence for$4$ which$6#1$ 025:094,02[' ]| an observer would in a moment have seen the grounds, 025:094,03[' ]| the association of the pair$0$ being$1$ so$5#1$ markedly favourable 025:094,04[' ]| to$4$ each. Its younger member carried out$5$ the 025:094,05[' ]| style of her aunt's presence quite as one of the accessory 025:094,06[' ]| figures$0$ effectively thrown into old portraits. The 025:094,07[' ]| $I$Duchess on$4$ the other hand seemed, with becoming$2$ 025:094,08[' ]| blandness, to$9$ draw from her niece the dignity of a 025:094,09[' ]| kind$0$ of office of state$0$ ~ hereditary governess of the 025:094,10[' ]| children of the blood. Little $J$Aggie had a smile$0$ as 025:094,11[' ]| softly bright as a Southern dawn, and the friends of 025:094,12[' ]| her relative looked at each other, according to$4$ a fashion$0$ 025:094,13[' ]| frequent in $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's drawing-room, 025:094,14[' ]| in free exchange of their happy impression. $M$Mr%*Mitchett 025:094,15[' ]| was none the less scantly diverted from his 025:094,16[' ]| estimate of the occasion$0$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had just$9$ 025:094,17[' ]| named to$4$ him. 025:094,18[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ $I$Duchess," 025:094,18[' ]| he promptly asked, 025:094,18[M ]| "do you 025:094,19[M ]| mind$1$ explaining to$4$ me an opinion I have just$9$ heard of 025:094,20[M ]| your ~ with marked originality ~ holding?" 025:094,21[' ]| The $I$Duchess, her head$0$ all in the air, considered an 025:094,22[' ]| instant$0$ her little ivory princess. 025:094,22[I ]| "I am always ready, 025:094,23[I ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett, to$9$ defend my opinions; but if it is a 025:094,24[I ]| question$0$ of going much into the things that$6#1$ are the 025:094,25[I ]| subjects of some of them perhaps we had better$9$, if 025:094,26[I ]| you do not mind$1$, choose our time and our place$0$." 025:094,27[M ]| "No$2$ ""time,"" gracious lady, for$4$ my impatience," 025:094,28[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett replied, 025:094,28[M ]| "could be better than the 025:094,29[M ]| present$0#1$ ~ but if you have reasons for$4$ wanting a better$9$ 025:094,30[M ]| place$0$ why should not we go on$4$ the spot into another 025:094,31[M ]| room?" 025:094,32[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton, at this enquiry, broke into instant$2$ 025:095,01[' ]| mirth. 025:095,01[N ]| "Well$7$, of all the coolness, $M$Mitchy! ~ he does 025:095,02[N ]| go at it, does not he, $D$Mrs%*Brook? What$6#2$ do you want$1$ 025:095,03[N ]| to$9$ do in another room?" 025:095,03[' ]| he demanded of his friend. 025:095,04[N ]| "Upon my word, $I$Duchess, under the nose of those ~" 025:095,05[' ]| The $I$Duchess, on$4$ the first blush, lent herself to$4$ the 025:095,06[' ]| humour of the case. 025:095,06[I ]| "Well$7$, $N$Petherton, of ""those""? ~ 025:095,07[I ]| I defy him to$9$ finish$1$ his sentence!" 025:095,07[' ]| she smiled to$4$ the 025:095,08[' ]| others. 025:095,09[N ]| "Of those," 025:095,09[' ]| said his lordship, 025:095,09[N ]| "who$6#1$ flatter themselves 025:095,10[N ]| that$3$ when you do happen to$9$ find them somewhere 025:095,11[N ]| your first idea is not quite to$9$ jump at a pretext 025:095,12[N ]| for$4$ getting off somewhere else. Especially," 025:095,12[' ]| he continued to$9$ jest, 025:095,12[N ]| "with a man of $M$Mitchy's vile reputation." 025:095,13[N ]| 025:095,14[C ]| "Oh!" 025:095,14[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham exclaimed at this, but 025:095,15[' ]| only as with quiet$2$ relief. 025:095,16[D ]| "$M$Mitchy's offer$0$ is perfectly safe, I may$1$ let him 025:095,17[D ]| know," 025:095,17[' ]| his wife remarked, 025:095,17[D ]| "for$3$ I happen to$9$ be sure 025:095,18[D ]| that$3$ nothing would really induce $I$Jane to$9$ leave$1$ $J$Aggie 025:095,19[D ]| five minutes among us here without remaining herself 025:095,20[D ]| to$9$ see that$3$ we do not become improper." 025:095,21[N ]| "Well$7$ then if we are already pretty$5$ far on$4$ the way to$4$ 025:095,22[N ]| it," 025:095,22[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton resumed, 025:095,22[N ]| "what$6#2$ on$4$ earth \might\ 025:095,23[N ]| we arrive at in the absence of your control? I warn 025:095,24[N ]| you, $I$Duchess," 025:095,25[' ]| he joyously pursued, 025:095,25[N ]| "that$3$ if you go 025:095,26[N ]| out$8$ of the room with $M$Mitchy I shall rapidly become 025:095,27[N ]| quite awful." 025:095,28[' ]| The $I$Duchess during this brief passage never took 025:095,29[' ]| her eyes from her niece, who$6#1$ rewarded her attention 025:095,30[' ]| with the sweetness of consenting dependence. The 025:095,31[' ]| child's foreign origin was so$5#1$ delicately but unmistakeably 025:095,32[' ]| written in all her exquisite lines that$3$ her 025:096,01[' ]| look$0$ might have expressed the modest detachment of 025:096,02[' ]| a person to$4$ whom$6#1$ the language of her companions 025:096,03[' ]| was unknown. Her protectress then glanced round$4$ 025:096,04[' ]| the circle. 025:096,04[I ]| "You are very odd people all of you, and 025:096,05[I ]| I do not think you quite know how ridiculous you are. 025:096,06[I ]| $J$Aggie and I are simple$2$ stranger-folk; there is a great 025:096,07[I ]| deal$0#2$ we do not understand, yet we are none the less not 025:096,08[I ]| easily frightened. In what$6#2$ is it, $M$Mr%*Mitchett," 025:096,08[' ]| the 025:096,09[' ]| $I$Duchess asked, 025:096,09[I ]| "that$3$ I have wounded your susceptibilities?" 025:096,10[I ]| 025:096,11[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett cast$1$ about$5$; he had apparently found 025:096,12[' ]| time to$9$ reflect on$4$ his precipitation. 025:096,12[M ]| "I see what$6#1$ 025:096,13[M ]| $N$Petherton is up to$4$, and I will$1$ not, by$4$ drawing you aside 025:096,14[M ]| just$9$ now, expose your niece to$4$ anything that$6#1$ might 025:096,15[M ]| immediately oblige $D$Mrs%*Brook to$9$ catch$1$ her up and 025:096,16[M ]| flee with her. But the first time I find you more 025:096,17[M ]| isolated ~ well$7$," 025:096,17[' ]| he laughed, though not with the 025:096,18[' ]| clearest ring$0$, 025:096,18[M ]| "all I can say is Mind$1$ your eyes dear$2#1$ 025:096,19[M ]| $I$Duchess!" 025:096,20[D ]| "It is about$4$ your thinking, $I$Jane," 025:096,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 025:096,21[' ]| placidly explained, 025:096,21[D ]| "that$3$ $A$Nanda suffers ~ in her 025:096,22[D ]| morals, do not you know? ~ by$4$ my neglect$0$. I would not 025:096,23[D ]| say anything about$4$ you that$6#1$ I can not bravely say \to$4$\ 025:096,24[D ]| you; therefore$4$ since he has plumped out$5$ with it I do 025:096,25[D ]| confess that$3$ I have appealed to$4$ him on$4$ what$6#1$, as so$5#1$ 025:096,26[D ]| good an old friend, \he\ thinks of your contention." 025:096,27[C ]| "What$6#2$ in the world \is\ $I$Jane's contention?" 025:096,27[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham 025:096,28[' ]| put the question$0$ as if they were 025:096,29[' ]| "stuck" at cards. 025:096,30[I ]| "You really all of you," 025:096,30[' ]| the $I$Duchess replied with 025:096,31[' ]| excellent coolness, 025:096,31[I ]| "choose extraordinary conditions 025:096,32[I ]| for$4$ the discussion of delicate matters. There are 025:097,01[I ]| decidedly too$5#1$ many things on$4$ which$6#1$ we do not feel 025:097,02[I ]| alike. You are all inconceivable just$9$ now. \9Je 9ne\ 025:097,03[I ]| \9peux 9pourtant 9pas 9la 9mettre 9a` 9porte, 9cette 9che=rie\" 025:097,03[' ]| ~ 025:097,04[' ]| whom$6#1$ she covered again with the gay solicitude that$6#1$ 025:097,05[' ]| seemed to$9$ have in it a vibration of private$2$ entreaty: 025:097,06[I ]| "Do not understand, my own$2$ darling ~ do not understand!" 025:097,07[I ]| 025:097,08[' ]| Little $J$Aggie looked about$5$ with an impartial politeness 025:097,09[' ]| that$6#1$, as an expression of the general$2$ blind$2$ sense 025:097,10[' ]| of her being$1$ as to$4$ every particular in hands at full 025:097,11[' ]| liberty either to$9$ spot or to$9$ spare$1$ her, was touching 025:097,12[' ]| enough to$9$ bring tears to$4$ all eyes. It perhaps had to$9$ 025:097,13[' ]| do with the sudden$2$ emotion with which$6#1$ ~ using 025:097,14[' ]| now quite a different manner ~ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 025:097,15[' ]| again embraced her, and even$5$ with this lady's equally 025:097,16[' ]| abrupt and altogether wonderful address$0$ to$4$ her: 025:097,16[D ]| "Between 025:097,17[D ]| you and me straight, my dear$2#1$, and as from 025:097,18[D ]| friend to$4$ friend, I know you will$1$ never doubt$1$ that$3$ everything 025:097,19[D ]| must be all right$8$! ~ What$6#1$ I spoke of to$4$ poor 025:097,20[D ]| $M$Mitchy," 025:097,20[' ]| she went on$5$ to$4$ the $I$Duchess, 025:097,20[D ]| "is the dreadful 025:097,21[D ]| view$0$ you take of my letting $A$Nanda go to$4$ $K$Tishy 025:097,22[D ]| ~ and indeed of the general$2$ question$0$ of any acquaintance 025:097,23[D ]| between young unmarried and young married 025:097,24[D ]| females. $M$Mr%*Mitchett is sufficiently interested in us, 025:097,25[D ]| $I$Jane, to$9$ make$1$ it natural$2$ of me to$9$ take him into our 025:097,26[D ]| confidence in one of our difficulties. On$4$ the other 025:097,27[D ]| hand we feel your solicitude, and I need not tell you 025:097,28[D ]| at this time of day what$6#1$ weight in every respect$0$ we 025:097,29[D ]| attach to$4$ your judgement. Therefore$4$ it \will$1$\ be a difficulty 025:097,30[D ]| for$4$ us, \8cara*mia\, do not you see? if we decide 025:097,31[D ]| suddenly, under the spell of your influence$0$, that$3$ our 025:097,32[D ]| daughter must break off a friendship ~ it \will$1$\ be a 025:098,01[D ]| difficulty for$4$ us to$9$ put the thing to$4$ $A$Nanda herself in 025:098,02[D ]| such a way as that$3$ she shall have some sort of notion 025:098,03[D ]| of what$6#1$ suddenly possesses us. Then there will$1$ be the 025:098,04[D ]| much stiffer job of putting it to$4$ poor $K$Tishy. Yet if 025:098,05[D ]| her house \is\ an impossible place$0$ what$6#2$ else is one to$9$ 025:098,06[D ]| do? $H$Carrie*Donner is to$9$ be there, and $H$Carrie*Donner is 025:098,07[D ]| a nature apart; but how can we ask even$5$ a little 025:098,08[D ]| lamb like$9$ $K$Tishy to$9$ give up her own$2$ sister?" 025:098,09[' ]| The question$0$ had been launched with an argumentative 025:098,10[' ]| sharpness that$6#1$ made it for$4$ a moment keep 025:098,11[' ]| possession of the air, and during this moment, before$3$ 025:098,12[' ]| a single member of the circle could rally, $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's 025:098,13[' ]| effect$0$ was superseded by$4$ that$6#2$ of the reappearance 025:098,14[' ]| of the butler. 025:098,14[C ]| "I say, my dear$2#1$, do not shriek!" 025:098,15[' ]| ~ $C$Edward*Brookenham had only time to$9$ sound$1$ this 025:098,16[' ]| warning before$3$ a lady, presenting herself in the open$2$ 025:098,17[' ]| doorway, followed close$9$ on$4$ the announcement of her 025:098,18[' ]| name$0$. 025:098,18[O ]| "$H$Mrs%*Beach*Donner!" 025:098,18[' ]| ~ the impression was 025:098,19[' ]| naturally marked. Every*one betrayed it a little but 025:098,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, who$6#1$, more than the others, appeared 025:098,21[' ]| to$9$ have the help$0$ of seeing that$3$ by$4$ a merciful 025:098,22[' ]| stroke her visitor had just$9$ failed to$9$ hear. This visitor, 025:098,23[' ]| a young woman of striking, of startling appearance, 025:098,24[' ]| who$6#1$, in the manner of certain shiny house-doors and 025:098,25[' ]| railings, instantly created a presumption of the lurking 025:098,26[' ]| label "Fresh paint," found herself, with an embarrassment 025:098,27[' ]| oddly opposed to$4$ the positive pitch of 025:098,28[' ]| her complexion, in the presence of a group in which$6#1$ it 025:098,29[' ]| was yet immediately evident that$3$ every*one was a 025:098,30[' ]| friend. Every*one, to$9$ show$1$ no*one had been caught, 025:098,31[' ]| said something extremely easy; so$3$ that$3$ it was after$4$ a 025:098,32[' ]| moment only poor $H$Mrs%*Donner who$6#1$, seated close$9$ to$4$ 025:099,01[' ]| her hostess, seemed to$9$ be in any degree in the wrong$0$. 025:099,02[' ]| This moreover was essentially her fault, so$5#1$ extreme 025:099,03[' ]| was the anomaly of her having, without the means$0$ to$9$ 025:099,04[' ]| back$1$ it up, committed herself to$4$ a "scheme$0$ of colour" 025:099,05[' ]| that$6#1$ was practically an advertisement of courage. 025:099,06[' ]| Irregularly pretty$2$ and painfully shy, she was retouched 025:099,07[' ]| from brow to$4$ chin like$9$ a suburban photograph 025:099,08[' ]| ~ the moral of which$6#1$ was simply that$3$ she 025:099,09[' ]| should either have left$1$ more to$4$ nature or taken more 025:099,10[' ]| from art. The $I$Duchess had quickly reached her kinsman 025:099,11[' ]| with a smothered hiss, an 025:099,11[I ]| "$C$Edward dear$2#1$, for$4$ 025:099,12[I ]| God's sake take $J$Aggie!" 025:099,12[' ]| and at the end$0$ of a few 025:099,13[' ]| minutes had formed for$4$ herself in one of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's 025:099,14[' ]| admirable "corners" a society consisting of 025:099,15[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton and $M$Mr%*Mitchett, the latter of whom$6#1$ 025:099,16[' ]| regarded $H$Mrs%*Donner across$4$ the room with articulate 025:099,17[' ]| wonder$0$ and compassion. 025:099,18[M ]| "It is all right$8$, it is all right$8$ ~ she is frightened 025:099,19[M ]| only at herself!" 025:099,20[' ]| The $I$Duchess watched her as from a box at the play$0$, 025:099,21[' ]| comfortably shut in, as in the old operatic days at 025:099,22[' ]| Naples, with a pair$0$ of entertainers. 025:099,22[I ]| "You are the most 025:099,23[I ]| interesting nation in the world. One never gets to$4$ the 025:099,24[I ]| end$0$ of your hatred of the \9nuance\. The sense of the 025:099,25[I ]| suitable, the harmony of parts ~ what$6#2$ on$4$ earth were 025:099,26[I ]| you doomed to$9$ do that$6#2$, to$9$ be punished sufficiently in 025:099,27[I ]| advance, you had to$9$ be deprived of it in your very 025:099,28[I ]| cradles? Look$1$ at her little black dress ~ rather good, 025:099,29[I ]| but not so$5#1$ good as it ought to$9$ be, and, mixed up with 025:099,30[I ]| all the rest$0#1$, see her type, her beauty, her timidity, her 025:099,31[I ]| wickedness, her notoriety and her \9impudeur\. It is only 025:099,32[I ]| in this country that$3$ a woman is both so$5#1$ shocking and 025:100,01[I ]| so$5#1$ shaky." 025:100,01[' ]| The $I$Duchess's displeasure overflowed. 025:100,02[I ]| "If she does not know how to$9$ be good ~" 025:100,03[M ]| "Let her at least know how to$9$ be bad? Ah," 025:100,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy replied, 025:100,04[M ]| "your irritation testifies more than 025:100,05[M ]| anything else could do to$4$ our peculiar genius or our 025:100,06[M ]| peculiar want$0$ of it. Our vice is intolerably clumsy ~ 025:100,07[M ]| if it can possibly be a question$0$ of vice in regard$0$ to$4$ that$6#2$ 025:100,08[M ]| charming child, who$6#1$ looks$1$ like$9$ one of the new-fashioned 025:100,09[M ]| bill-posters, only, in the way of ""morbid modernity,"" 025:100,10[M ]| as $D$Mrs%*Brook would say, more extravagant 025:100,11[M ]| and funny than any that$6#1$ have yet been risked. I remember," 025:100,12[' ]| he continued, 025:100,12[M ]| "$D$Mrs%*Brook's having 025:100,13[M ]| spoken of her to$4$ me lately as ""wild."" Wild? ~ why, 025:100,14[M ]| she is simply tameness run$1$ to$4$ seed. Such an expression 025:100,15[M ]| shows$1$ the state$0$ of training to$4$ which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook has 025:100,16[M ]| reduced the rest$0#1$ of us." 025:100,17[I ]| "It does not prevent at any rate$0$, $D$Mrs%*Brook's 025:100,18[I ]| training, some of the rest$0#1$ of you from being$1$ horrible," 025:100,19[' ]| the $I$Duchess declared. 025:100,19[I ]| "What$6#2$ did you mean$1$ just$9$ 025:100,20[I ]| now, really, by$4$ asking me to$9$ explain before$4$ $J$Aggie this so$5#1$ 025:100,21[I ]| serious$2$ matter of $A$Nanda's exposure?" 025:100,21[' ]| Then instantly 025:100,22[' ]| taking herself up before$3$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett could answer: 025:100,23[I ]| "What$6#2$ on$4$ earth do you suppose $C$Edward's saying to$4$ 025:100,24[I ]| my darling?" 025:100,25[' ]| $C$Brookenham had placed himself, side*by*side with 025:100,26[' ]| the child, on$4$ a distant little settee, but it was impossible 025:100,27[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ out$5$ from the countenance of either if a 025:100,28[' ]| sound$0$ had passed between them. $J$Aggie's little manner 025:100,29[' ]| was too$5#1$ developed to$9$ show$1$, and her host was not 025:100,30[' ]| developed enough. 025:100,30[N ]| "Oh he is awfully careful," 025:100,30[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton 025:100,31[' ]| reassuringly observed. 025:100,31[N ]| "If you or I or 025:100,32[N ]| $M$Mitchy say anything bad it is sure to$9$ be before$3$ we 025:101,01[N ]| know it and without particularly meaning$1$ it. But old 025:101,02[N ]| $C$Edward means$1$ it ~" 025:101,03[I ]| "So$5#1$ much that$3$ as a general$2$ thing he does not dare$1#1$ to$9$ 025:101,04[I ]| say it?" 025:101,04[' ]| the $I$Duchess asked. 025:101,04[I ]| "That is a pretty$2$ picture$0$ 025:101,05[I ]| of him, inasmuch as for$4$ the most part$0$ he never speaks. 025:101,06[I ]| What$6#2$ therefore must he mean$1$?" 025:101,07[M ]| "He is an abyss ~ he is magnificent!" 025:101,07[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett 025:101,08[' ]| laughed. 025:101,08[M ]| "I do not know a man of an understanding$0$ 025:101,09[M ]| more profound, and he is equally incapable of uttering 025:101,10[M ]| and of wincing. If by$4$ the same token I am ""horrible,"" 025:101,11[M ]| as you call me," 025:101,11[' ]| he pursued, 025:101,11[M ]| "it is only because 025:101,12[M ]| I am in every way so$5#1$ beastly superficial. All 025:101,13[M ]| the same I do sometimes go into things, and I insist 025:101,14[M ]| on$4$ knowing," 025:101,14[' ]| he again broke out$5$, 025:101,14[M ]| "what$6#1$ it exactly 025:101,15[M ]| was you had in mind$0$ in saying to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook the 025:101,16[M ]| things about$4$ $A$Nanda and myself that$3$ she repeated to$4$ 025:101,17[M ]| me." 025:101,18[I ]| "You ""insist,"" you silly man?" 025:101,18[' ]| ~ the $I$Duchess had 025:101,19[' ]| veered a little to$4$ indulgence. 025:101,19[I ]| "Pray on$4$ what$6#2$ ground 025:101,20[I ]| of right$0$, in such a connexion, do you do anything of 025:101,21[I ]| the sort?" 025:101,22[' ]| Poor $M$Mitchy showed but for$4$ a moment that$3$ he felt 025:101,23[' ]| pulled up. 025:101,23[M ]| "Do you mean$1$ that$3$ when a girl liked by$4$ 025:101,24[M ]| a fellow likes him so$5#1$ little in return$0$ ~?" 025:101,25[I ]| "I do not mean$1$ anything," 025:101,25[' ]| said the $I$Duchess, 025:101,25[I ]| "that$6#1$ 025:101,26[I ]| may$1$ provoke you to$9$ suppose me vulgar and odious 025:101,27[I ]| enough to$9$ try to$9$ put you out$8$ of conceit of a most 025:101,28[I ]| interesting and unfortunate creature; and I do not 025:101,29[I ]| quite as yet see ~ though I dare$1#2$ say I shall soon 025:101,30[I ]| make$1$ out$5$! ~ what$6#1$ our friend has in her head$0$ in tattling 025:101,31[I ]| to$4$ you on$4$ these matters as soon as my back is 025:101,32[I ]| turned. $N$Petherton will$1$ tell you ~ I wonder$1$ he has not 025:102,01[I ]| told you before$5$ ~ why $K$Mrs%*Grendon, though not 025:102,02[I ]| perhaps herself quite the rose$0$, is decidedly in these 025:102,03[I ]| days too$5#1$ near$9$ it." 025:102,04[M ]| "Oh $N$Petherton never tells me anything!" 025:102,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy's 025:102,05[' ]| answer was brisk and impatient, but evidently quite 025:102,06[' ]| as sincere as if the person alluded to$4$ had not been 025:102,07[' ]| there. 025:102,08[' ]| The person alluded to$4$ meanwhile, fidgeting frankly 025:102,09[' ]| in his chair, alternately stretching his legs and resting 025:102,10[' ]| his elbows on$4$ his knees, had reckoned as small the 025:102,11[' ]| profit he might derive from this colloquy. His bored 025:102,12[' ]| state$0$ indeed ~ if he was bored ~ prompted in him 025:102,13[' ]| the honest impulse to$9$ clear$1$, as he would have perhaps 025:102,14[' ]| considered it, the atmosphere. He indicated $H$Mrs%*Donner 025:102,15[' ]| with a remarkable absence of precautions. 025:102,16[N ]| "Why, what$6#1$ the $I$Duchess alludes to$4$ is my poor sister 025:102,17[N ]| $G$Fanny's stupid grievance ~ surely you know about$4$ 025:102,18[N ]| that$6#2$." 025:102,18[' ]| He made oddly vivid for$4$ a moment the nature 025:102,19[' ]| of his relative's allegation, his somewhat cynical 025:102,20[' ]| treatment of which$6#1$ became peculiarly derisive in the 025:102,21[' ]| light$0$ of the attitude and expression, at that$6#2$ minute$0$, 025:102,22[' ]| of the figure incriminated. 025:102,22[N ]| "My brother-in-law is too$5#1$ 025:102,23[N ]| thick with her. But $F$Cashmore is such a fine old ass. 025:102,24[N ]| It is excessively unpleasant," 025:102,24[' ]| he added, 025:102,24[N ]| "for$3$ affairs 025:102,25[N ]| are just$9$ in that$6#2$ position in which, from one day to$4$ 025:102,26[N ]| another, there may$1$ be something that$6#1$ people will$1$ get 025:102,27[N ]| hold$0$ of. Fancy$1$ a man," 025:102,27[' ]| he robustly reflected while$9$ 025:102,28[' ]| the three took in more completely the subject$0$ of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's 025:102,29[' ]| attention ~ 025:102,29[N ]| "fancy$1$ a man with \that$6#2$\ 025:102,30[N ]| odd piece on$4$ his hands! The beauty of it is that$3$ the 025:102,31[N ]| two women seem never to$9$ have broken off. Blest if 025:102,32[N ]| they do not still$5$ keep seeing each other!" 025:103,01[' ]| The $I$Duchess, as on$4$ everything else, passed succinctly 025:103,02[' ]| on$4$ this. 025:103,02[I ]| "Ah how can hatreds comfortably 025:103,03[I ]| flourish without the nourishment of such regular 025:103,04[I ]| ""seeing"" as what$6#1$ you call here bosom friendship alone 025:103,05[I ]| supplies? What$6#2$ are parties given for$4$ in London but 025:103,06[I ]| that$3$ enemies may$1$ meet$1$? I grant you it is inconceivable 025:103,07[I ]| that$3$ the husband of a superb creature like$9$ your sister 025:103,08[I ]| should find his requirements better$9$ met by$4$ an object$0$ 025:103,09[I ]| \9comme*cette*petite\, who$6#1$ looks like$9$ a pen-wiper ~ an 025:103,10[I ]| actress's idea of one ~ made up for$4$ a theatrical 025:103,11[I ]| bazaar. At the same time, if you will$1$ allow me to$9$ say 025:103,12[I ]| so$5#2$, it scarcely strikes one that$3$ your sister's prudence 025:103,13[I ]| is such as to$9$ have placed all the cards in her hands. 025:103,14[I ]| She is the most beautiful woman in England, but her 025:103,15[I ]| \9esprit*de*conduite\ is not quite on$4$ a level$0$. One can not 025:103,16[I ]| have everything!" 025:103,16[' ]| she philosophically sighed. 025:103,17[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton met her comfortably enough on$4$ 025:103,18[' ]| this assumption of his detachments. 025:103,18[N ]| "If you mean$1$ 025:103,19[N ]| by$4$ that$6#2$ her being$1$ the biggest fool alive I am quite 025:103,20[N ]| ready to$9$ agree with you. It is exactly what$6#1$ makes me 025:103,21[N ]| afraid. Yet how can I decently say in especial," 025:103,21[' ]| he 025:103,22[' ]| asked, 025:103,22[N ]| "of what$6#2$?" 025:103,23[' ]| The $I$Duchess still$5$ perched on$4$ her critical height. 025:103,24[I ]| "Of what$6#2$ but one of your amazing English periodical 025:103,25[I ]| public$2$ washings of dirty linen? There is not the least 025:103,26[I ]| necessity to$9$ ""say""!" 025:103,26[' ]| she laughed. 025:103,26[I ]| "If there is anything 025:103,27[I ]| more remarkable than these purifications it is 025:103,28[I ]| the domestic$2$ comfort with which$6#1$, when all has come 025:103,29[I ]| and gone, you sport$1$ the articles purified." 025:103,30[M ]| "It comes back$5$, in all that$6#2$ sphere," 025:103,30[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett 025:103,31[' ]| instructively opined, 025:103,31[M ]| "to$4$ our national, our fatal want$0$ 025:103,32[M ]| of style. We can never, dear$2#1$ $I$Duchess, take too$5#1$ many 025:104,01[M ]| lessons, and there is probably at the present$9$ time 025:104,02[M ]| no$2$ more useful function to$9$ be performed among us 025:104,03[M ]| than that$6#2$ dissemination of neater methods to$4$ which$6#1$ 025:104,04[M ]| you are so$5#1$ good as to$9$ contribute." 025:104,05[' ]| He had had another idea, but before$3$ he reached it 025:104,06[' ]| his companion had gaily broken in. 025:104,06[N ]| "Awfully good 025:104,07[N ]| one for$4$ you, $I$Duchess ~ and I am bound to$9$ say that$3$, 025:104,08[N ]| for$4$ a clever woman, you exposed yourself! I have at any 025:104,09[N ]| rate$0$ a sense of comfort$0$," 025:104,09[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton pursued, 025:104,10[N ]| "in the good relations now more and more established 025:104,11[N ]| between poor $G$Fanny and $D$Mrs%*Brook. $D$Mrs%*Brook is 025:104,12[N ]| awfully kind$2$ to$4$ her and awfully sharp, and $G$Fanny 025:104,13[N ]| will$1$ take things from her that$6#1$ she will$1$ not take from me. 025:104,14[N ]| I keep saying to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook ~ do not you know? ~ 025:104,15[N ]| ""Do keep hold$0$ of her and let her have it strong."" She 025:104,16[N ]| has not, upon my honour$0$, any*one in the world but 025:104,17[N ]| me." 025:104,18[I ]| "And we know the extent of \that$6#2$\ resource!" 025:104,18[' ]| the 025:104,19[' ]| $I$Duchess freely commented. 025:104,20[N ]| "That is exactly what$6#1$ $G$Fanny says ~ that$3$ \she\ knows 025:104,21[N ]| it," 025:104,21[' ]| $N$Petherton good-humouredly agreed. 025:104,21[N ]| "She says 025:104,22[N ]| my beastly hypocrisy makes her sick. There are 025:104,23[N ]| people," 025:104,23[' ]| he pleasantly rambled on$5$, 025:104,23[N ]| "who$6#1$ are awfully 025:104,24[N ]| free with their advice, but it is mostly fearful rot. 025:104,25[N ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's is not, upon my word ~ I have tried some 025:104,26[N ]| myself!" 025:104,27[I ]| "You talk$1$ as if it were something nasty and homemade 025:104,28[I ]| ~ gooseberry wine!" 025:104,28[' ]| the $I$Duchess laughed; 025:104,29[I ]| "but one can not know the dear$2#1$ soul, of course$8$, without 025:104,30[I ]| knowing that$3$ she has set$1$ up, for$4$ the convenience of her 025:104,31[I ]| friends, a little office for$4$ consultations. She listens to$4$ 025:104,32[I ]| the case, she strokes her chin and prescribes ~" 025:105,01[N ]| "And the beauty of it is," 025:105,01[' ]| cried $N$Lord*Petherton, 025:105,02[N ]| "that$3$ she makes no$2$ charge$0$ whatever!" 025:105,03[I ]| "She does not take a guinea at the time, but you 025:105,04[I ]| may$1$ still$5$ get your account$0$," 025:105,04[' ]| the $I$Duchess returned. 025:105,05[I ]| "Of course$8$ we know that$3$ the great business she does 025:105,06[I ]| is in husbands and wives." 025:105,07[M ]| "This then seems the day of the wives!" 025:105,07[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett 025:105,08[' ]| interposed as he became aware, the first, of 025:105,09[' ]| the illustration the $I$Duchess's image was in the act 025:105,10[' ]| of receiving. 025:105,10[O ]| "$G$Lady*Fanny*Cashmore!" 025:105,10[' ]| ~ the butler 025:105,11[' ]| was already in the field, and the company, with the 025:105,12[' ]| exception of $H$Mrs%*Donner, who$6#1$ remained seated, was 025:105,13[' ]| apparently conscious of a vibration that$6#1$ brought it 025:105,14[' ]| afresh, but still$5$ more nimbly than on$4$ $J$Aggie's advent, 025:105,15[' ]| to$4$ its feet. 026:106,01[I ]| "Go to$4$ her straight ~ be nice to$4$ her: you must have 026:106,02[I ]| plenty to$9$ say. \You\ stay$1$ with me ~ we have our affair." 026:106,03[' ]| The latter of these commands the $I$Duchess 026:106,04[' ]| addressed to$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett, while$9$ their companion, in 026:106,05[' ]| obedience to$4$ the former and affected, as it seemed, by$4$ 026:106,06[' ]| an unrepressed familiar accent that$6#1$ stirred a fresh 026:106,07[' ]| flicker of $M$Mitchy's grin, met the new arrival in the 026:106,08[' ]| middle of the room before$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had had 026:106,09[' ]| time to$9$ reach$1$ her. The $I$Duchess, quickly reseated, 026:106,10[' ]| watched an instant$0$ the inexpressive concussion of the 026:106,11[' ]| tall brother and sister; then while$9$ $M$Mitchy again subsided 026:106,12[' ]| into his place$0$, 026:106,12[I ]| "You are not, as a race, clever, 026:106,13[I ]| you are not delicate, you are not sane, but you are 026:106,14[I ]| capable of extraordinary good looks$0$," 026:106,14[' ]| she resumed. 026:106,15[I ]| "\9Vous 9avez 9parfois 9la 9grande 9beaute=\." 026:106,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy was much amused. 026:106,16[M ]| "Do you really think 026:106,17[M ]| $N$Petherton has?" 026:106,18[' ]| The $I$Duchess withstood it. 026:106,18[I ]| "They have got, both outside 026:106,19[I ]| and in, the same great general$2$ things, only turned, 026:106,20[I ]| in each, rather different ways, a way safer for$4$ him as 026:106,21[I ]| a man, and more triumphant for$4$ her as ~ whatever 026:106,22[I ]| you choose to$9$ call her! What$6#2$ \can\ a woman do," 026:106,22[' ]| she 026:106,23[' ]| richly mused, 026:106,23[I ]| "with such beauty at that$6#2$ ~?" 026:106,24[M ]| "Except come desperately to$9$ advise with $D$Mrs%*Brook" 026:106,25[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy undertook to$9$ complete$1$ her question$0$ ~ 026:106,26[M ]| "as to the highest use$0$ to$9$ make$1$ of it? But 026:106,27[M ]| see," 026:106,27[' ]| he immediately added, 026:106,27[M ]| "how perfectly competent 026:107,01[M ]| to$9$ instruct her our friend now looks$1$." 026:107,01[' ]| Their 026:107,02[' ]| hostess had advanced to$4$ $G$Lady*Fanny with an out-stretched 026:107,03[' ]| hand but with an eagerness of greeting 026:107,04[' ]| merged a little in the sweet predominance of wonder$0$ 026:107,05[' ]| as well$9$ as in the habit, at such moments most perceptible, 026:107,06[' ]| of the languid lily-bend. Nothing in general$0$ 026:107,07[' ]| could have been less conventionally poor than the 026:107,08[' ]| kind$0$ of reception given in $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's drawing-room 026:107,09[' ]| to$4$ the particular element ~ the element of 026:107,10[' ]| physical splendour void$2$ of those disparities that$6#1$ make$1$ 026:107,11[' ]| the question$0$ of others tiresome ~ comprised in $G$Lady*Fanny's 026:107,12[' ]| presence. It was a place$0$ in which$6#1$, at all times, 026:107,13[' ]| before$4$ interesting objects$0$, the unanimous occupants, 026:107,14[' ]| almost more concerned for$4$ each other's vibrations 026:107,15[' ]| than for$4$ anything else, were apt rather more to$9$ exchange$1$ 026:107,16[' ]| sharp and silent searchings than to$9$ fix their 026:107,17[' ]| eyes on$4$ the object$0$ itself. In the case of $G$Lady*Fanny, 026:107,18[' ]| however, the object$0$ itself ~ and quite by$4$ the same 026:107,19[' ]| law that$6#1$ had worked, though less profoundly, on$4$ 026:107,20[' ]| the entrance of little $J$Aggie ~ superseded the usual 026:107,21[' ]| rapt communion very much in the manner of some 026:107,22[' ]| beautiful tame tigress who$6#1$ might really coerce attention. 026:107,23[' ]| There was in $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's way of looking 026:107,24[' ]| up at her a dim despairing abandonment of the 026:107,25[' ]| idea of any common$2$ personal ground. $G$Lady*Fanny, 026:107,26[' ]| magnificent, simple$2$, stupid, had almost the stature of 026:107,27[' ]| her brother, a forehead unsurpassably low and an 026:107,28[' ]| air of sombre concentration just$9$ sufficiently corrected 026:107,29[' ]| by$4$ something in her movements that$6#1$ failed to$9$ give it 026:107,30[' ]| a point$0$. Her blue eyes were heavy in spite$8$ of being$1$ 026:107,31[' ]| perhaps a couple of shades too$5#1$ clear$2$, and the wealth 026:107,32[' ]| of her black hair, the disposition of the massive coils 026:108,01[' ]| of which$6#1$ was all her own$2$, had possibly a satin sheen 026:108,02[' ]| depreciated by$4$ the current fashion$0$. But the great 026:108,03[' ]| thing in her was that$3$ she was, with unconscious 026:108,04[' ]| heroism, thoroughly herself; and what$6#2$ were $D$Mrs%*Brook 026:108,05[' ]| and $D$Mrs%*Brook's intimates after$4$ all, in their 026:108,06[' ]| free surrender$0$ to$4$ the play$0$ of perception, but a happy 026:108,07[' ]| association for$4$ keeping$1$ her so$5#2$? The $I$Duchess was 026:108,08[' ]| moved to$4$ the liveliest admiration by$4$ the grand simple$2$ 026:108,09[' ]| sweetness of her encounter with $H$Mrs%*Donner, a combination 026:108,10[' ]| indeed in which$6#1$ it was a question$0$ if she or 026:108,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook appeared to$4$ the higher advantage. It 026:108,12[' ]| was poor $H$Mrs%*Donner ~ not, like$9$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, subtle 026:108,13[' ]| in sufficiency, nor, like$9$ $G$Lady*Fanny, almost too$5#1$ simple$2$ 026:108,14[' ]| ~ who$6#1$ made the poorest show$0$. The $I$Duchess 026:108,15[' ]| immediately marked it to$4$ $M$Mitchy as infinitely characteristic 026:108,16[' ]| that$3$ their hostess, instead of letting one of her 026:108,17[' ]| visitors go, kept them together by$4$ some sweet ingenuity 026:108,18[' ]| and while$9$ $N$Lord*Petherton, dropping his sister, 026:108,19[' ]| joined $C$Edward and $J$Aggie in the other angle, sat 026:108,20[' ]| there between them as if, in pursuance of some awfully 026:108,21[' ]| clever line of her own$2$, she were holding a hand of 026:108,22[' ]| each. $M$Mr%*Mitchett of course$8$ did justice all round$9$, 026:108,23[' ]| or at least, as would have seemed from an enquiry he 026:108,24[' ]| presently made, wished not to$9$ fail of it. 026:108,24[M ]| "Is it your 026:108,25[M ]| real impression then that$3$ $G$Lady*Fanny has serious$2$ 026:108,26[M ]| grounds ~?" 026:108,27[I ]| "For$4$ jealousy of that$6#2$ preposterous little person? 026:108,28[I ]| My dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchett," 026:108,28[' ]| the $I$Duchess resumed after$4$ a 026:108,29[' ]| moment's reflexion, 026:108,29[I ]| "if you are so$5#1$ rash as to$9$ ask me 026:108,30[I ]| in any of these connexions for$4$ my ""real"" impression 026:108,31[I ]| you deserve whatever you may$1$ get." 026:108,31[' ]| The penalty 026:108,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy had incurred was apparently grave$2$ enough to$9$ 026:109,01[' ]| make$1$ his companion just$9$ falter in the infliction of it; 026:109,02[' ]| which$6#1$ gave him the opportunity of replying 026:109,02@m | that$3$ the 026:109,03@m | little person was perhaps not more preposterous than 026:109,04@m | any*one else, that$3$ there was something in her he rather 026:109,05@m | liked, and that$3$ there were many different ways in 026:109,06@m | which$6#1$ a woman could be interesting. 026:109,06[' ]| This further 026:109,07[' ]| levity it was therefore that$6#1$ laid him fully open$2$. 026:109,07[I ]| "Do 026:109,08[I ]| you mean$1$ to$9$ say you have been living$9$ with $N$Petherton 026:109,09[I ]| so$5#1$ long$9$ without becoming$1$ aware that$3$ he is shockingly 026:109,10[I ]| worried?" 026:109,11[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ $I$Duchess," 026:109,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled, 026:109,11[M ]| "$N$Petherton 026:109,12[M ]| carries his worries with a bravery! They are so$5#1$ many 026:109,13[M ]| that$3$ I have long$9$ since ceased to$9$ count them; and in 026:109,14[M ]| general$0$ I have been disposed to$9$ let those pass$1$ that$6#1$ I 026:109,15[M ]| can not help$1$ him to$9$ meet$1$. \You have\ made, I judge$1$," 026:109,15[' ]| he 026:109,16[' ]| went on$5$, 026:109,16[M ]| "a better$9$ use$0$ of opportunities perhaps not 026:109,17[M ]| so$5#1$ good ~ such as at any rate$0$ enables you to$9$ see 026:109,18[M ]| further than I into the meaning$0$ of the impatience 026:109,19[M ]| he just$9$ now expressed." 026:109,20[' ]| The $I$Duchess was admirable, in conversation, for$4$ 026:109,21[' ]| neglecting everything not essential to$4$ her present$9$ 026:109,22[' ]| plausibility. 026:109,22[I ]| "A woman like$9$ $G$Lady*Fanny can have 026:109,23[I ]| no$2$ ""grounds"" for$4$ anything ~ for$4$ any indignation, I 026:109,24[I ]| mean$1$, or for$4$ any revenge worth twopence. In this 026:109,25[I ]| particular case at all events they have been sacrificed 026:109,26[I ]| with such extravagance that$3$, as an injured wife, she 026:109,27[I ]| has not had the gumption to$9$ keep back$5$ an inch or two 026:109,28[I ]| to$9$ stand$1$ on$4$. She can do absolutely nothing." 026:109,29[M ]| "Then you take the view$0$ ~?" 026:109,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy, who$6#1$ had, 026:109,30[' ]| after$4$ all, his delicacies, pulled up as at sight of a name$0$. 026:109,31[I ]| "I take the view$0$," 026:109,31[' ]| said the $I$Duchess, 026:109,31[I ]| "and I know 026:109,32[I ]| exactly why. \9Elle 9se 9les 9passe\ ~ her little fancies$0$! 026:110,01[I ]| She is a phenomenon, poor dear$2#1$. And all with ~ 026:110,02[I ]| what$6#2$ shall I call it? ~ the absence of haunting remorse 026:110,03[I ]| of a good house-mother who$6#1$ makes the family 026:110,04[I ]| accounts balance. She looks$1$ ~ and it is what$6#1$ they 026:110,05[I ]| love$1$ her for$4$ here when they say ""Watch$1$ her now!"" ~ 026:110,06[I ]| like$9$ an angry saint; but she is neither a saint nor, to$9$ 026:110,07[I ]| be perfectly fair to$4$ her, really angry at all. She has 026:110,08[I ]| only just$9$ enough reflexion to$9$ make$1$ out$5$ that$3$ it may$1$ 026:110,09[I ]| some day be a little better$9$ for$4$ her that$3$ her husband 026:110,10[I ]| shall, on$4$ his side$0$ too$5#2$, have committed himself; and 026:110,11[I ]| she is only, in secret$0$, too$5#1$ pleased to$9$ be sure whom$6#1$ it 026:110,12[I ]| has been with. All the same I must tell you," 026:110,12[' ]| the 026:110,13[' ]| $I$Duchess still$5$ more crisply added, 026:110,13[I ]| "that$3$ our little 026:110,14[I ]| friend $A$Nanda is of the opinion ~ which$6#1$ I gather her 026:110,15[I ]| to$9$ be quite ready to$9$ defend ~ that$3$ $G$Lady*Fanny is 026:110,16[I ]| wrong$1$." 026:110,17[' ]| Poor $M$Mitchy found himself staring. 026:110,17[M ]| "But what$6#2$ has 026:110,18[M ]| our little friend $A$Nanda to$9$ do with it?" 026:110,19[I ]| "What$6#2$ indeed, bless her heart? If you \will$1$\ ask 026:110,20[I ]| questions, however, you must take, as I say, your 026:110,21[I ]| risks. There are days when between you all you 026:110,22[I ]| stupefy me. One of them was when I happened 026:110,23[I ]| about$4$ a month ago to$9$ make$1$ some allusion to$4$ the 026:110,24[I ]| charming example of $F$Mr%*Cashmore's fine taste that$6#1$ 026:110,25[I ]| we have there before$4$ us: what$6#2$ was my surprise$0$ at the 026:110,26[I ]| tone taken by$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook to$9$ deny on$4$ this little lady's 026:110,27[I ]| behalf the soft impeachment? It was quite a mistake$0$ 026:110,28[I ]| that$3$ anything had happened ~ $H$Mrs%*Donner had 026:110,29[I ]| pulled through$5$ unscathed. She had been but a day 026:110,30[I ]| or two at the most in danger, for$3$ her family and 026:110,31[I ]| friends ~ the best influences ~ had rallied to$4$ her 026:110,32[I ]| support$0$: the flurry was all over. She was now perfectly 026:111,01[I ]| safe. Do you think she looks$1$ so$5#2$?" 026:111,01[' ]| the $I$Duchess 026:111,02[' ]| asked. 026:111,03[' ]| This was not a point$0$ that$6#1$ $M$Mitchy was conscious of 026:111,04[' ]| freedom of mind$0$ to$9$ examine. 026:111,04[M ]| "Do I understand you 026:111,05[M ]| that$3$ $A$Nanda was her mother's authority ~?" 026:111,06[I ]| "For$4$ the exact$2$ shade of the intimacy of the two 026:111,07[I ]| friends and the state$0$ of $D$Mrs%*Brook's information? 026:111,08[I ]| Precisely ~ it was ""the latest before$4$ going to$4$ press$0$."" 026:111,09[I ]| ""Our own$2$ correspondent""! Her mother quoted her." 026:111,10[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett visibly wondered. 026:111,10[M ]| "But how should 026:111,11[M ]| $A$Nanda know ~?" 026:111,12[I ]| "Anything about$4$ the matter? How should she \not\ 026:111,13[I ]| know everything? You have not, I suppose, lost sight 026:111,14[I ]| of the fact that$3$ this lady and $K$Mrs%*Grendon are sisters. 026:111,15[I ]| $H$Carrie's situation and $H$Carrie's perils are naturally 026:111,16[I ]| very present$9$ to$4$ the extremely unoccupied $K$Tishy, who$6#1$ 026:111,17[I ]| is unhappily married into the bargain, who$6#1$ has no$2$ 026:111,18[I ]| children, and whose$6#1$ house, as you may$1$ imagine, has 026:111,19[I ]| a good thick atmosphere of partisanship. So$3$, as with 026:111,20[I ]| $A$Nanda, on$4$ \her\ side$0$, there is no$2$ more absorbing interest$0$ 026:111,21[I ]| than her dear$2#1$ friend $K$Tishy, with whom$6#1$ she is 026:111,22[I ]| at present$0#1$ staying and under whose$6#1$ roof she perpetually 026:111,23[I ]| meets this victim of unjust aspersions ~!" 026:111,24[M ]| "I see the whole$2$ thing from here, you imply?" 026:111,25[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett, under the influence$0$ of this rapid evocation, 026:111,26[' ]| had already taken his line. 026:111,26[M ]| "Well$7$," 026:111,26[' ]| he said 026:111,27[' ]| bravely, 026:111,27[M ]| "$A$Nanda is not a fool." 026:111,28[' ]| A momentary silence$0$ on$4$ the part$0$ of the $I$Duchess 026:111,29[' ]| might have been her tribute to$4$ his courage. 026:111,29[I ]| "No$7$. I 026:111,30[I ]| do not agree with her, as it happens, here; but that$3$ 026:111,31[I ]| there are matters as to$4$ which$6#1$ she is not in general$0$ at 026:111,32[I ]| all befogged is exactly the worst I ever said of her. 026:112,01[I ]| And I hold$1$ that$3$ in putting it so$5#2$ ~ on$4$ the basis of my 026:112,02[I ]| little anecdote ~ you clearly give out$5$ that$3$ you are 026:112,03[I ]| answered." 026:112,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy turned it over. 026:112,04[M ]| "Answered?" 026:112,05[I ]| "In the quarrel$0$ that$6#1$ a while$0$ back$5$ you sought to$9$ 026:112,06[I ]| pick with me. What$6#1$ I touched on$4$ to$4$ her mother was 026:112,07[I ]| the peculiar range$0$ of aspects and interests$0$ she is compelled 026:112,08[I ]| to$9$ cultivate by$4$ the special intimacies that$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook 026:112,09[I ]| permits her. There they are ~ and that is all 026:112,10[I ]| I said. Judge$1$ them for$4$ yourself." 026:112,11[' ]| The $I$Duchess had risen as she spoke, which$6#1$ was 026:112,12[' ]| also what$6#1$ $H$Mrs%*Donner and $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had 026:112,13[' ]| done; and $M$Mr%*Mitchett was on$4$ his feet as well$9$, to$9$ 026:112,14[' ]| act$1$ on$4$ this last$2$ admonition. $H$Mrs%*Donner was taking 026:112,15[' ]| leave$0$, and there occurred among the three ladies in 026:112,16[' ]| connexion with the circumstance a somewhat striking 026:112,17[' ]| exchange$0$ of endearments. $M$Mr%*Mitchett, observing 026:112,18[' ]| this, expressed himself suddenly as diverted. 026:112,18[M ]| "By$4$ 026:112,19[M ]| Jove, they are kissing ~ she is in $G$Lady*Fanny's 026:112,20[M ]| arms!" 026:112,20[' ]| But his hilarity was still$5$ to$9$ deepen. 026:112,20[M ]| "And 026:112,21[M ]| $G$Lady*Fanny, by$4$ Jove, is in $D$Mrs%*Brook's!" 026:112,22[I ]| "Oh it is all beyond$4$ \me!\" 026:112,22[' ]| the $I$Duchess cried; and 026:112,23[' ]| the little wail of her baffled imagination had almost the 026:112,24[' ]| austerity of a complaint. 026:112,25[M ]| "Not a bit ~ they are all right$8$. $D$Mrs%*Brook has 026:112,26[M ]| acted!" 026:112,26[' ]| $M$Mitchy went on$5$. 026:112,27[I ]| "Ah it is not that$3$ she does not ""act$1$""!" 026:112,27[' ]| his interlocutress 026:112,28[' ]| ejaculated. 026:112,29[' ]| $H$Mrs%*Donner's face presented, as she now crossed 026:112,30[' ]| the room, something that$6#1$ resembled the ravage of a 026:112,31[' ]| death-struggle between its artificial and its natural$2$ 026:112,32[' ]| elegance. 026:112,32[M ]| "Well$7$," 026:112,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy said with decision as he 026:113,01[' ]| caught it ~ 026:113,01[M ]| "I back$1$ $A$Nanda." 026:113,01[' ]| And while$9$ a whiff of 026:113,02[' ]| derision reached him from the $I$Duchess, 026:113,02[M ]| "Nothing 026:113,03[M ]| \has\ happened!" 026:113,03[' ]| he murmured. 026:113,04[' ]| As to$9$ reward$1$ him for$4$ an indulgence that$6#1$ she must 026:113,05[' ]| much more have divined than overheard the visitor 026:113,06[' ]| approached him with her sweet bravery of alarm$0$. 026:113,06[H ]| "I 026:113,07[H ]| go on$4$ Thursday to$4$ my sister's, where I shall find 026:113,08[H ]| $A$Nanda*Brookenham. Can I take her any message 026:113,09[H ]| from you?" 026:113,10[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett showed a rosiness that$6#1$ might positively 026:113,11[' ]| have been reflected. 026:113,11[M ]| "Why should you dream$1$ 026:113,12[M ]| of her expecting one?" 026:113,13[I ]| "Oh," 026:113,13[' ]| said the $I$Duchess with a cheer that$6#1$ but half 026:113,14[' ]| carried off her asperity, 026:113,14[I ]| "$D$Mrs%*Brook must have told 026:113,15[I ]| $H$Mrs%*Donner to$9$ ask you!" 026:113,16[' ]| The latter lady, at this, rested strange eyes on$4$ the 026:113,17[' ]| speaker, and they had perhaps something to$9$ do with 026:113,18[' ]| a quick$2$ flare of $M$Mitchy's wit$0#1$. 026:113,18[M ]| "Tell her, please ~ if, 026:113,19[M ]| as I suppose, you came here to$9$ ask the same of her 026:113,20[M ]| mother ~ that$3$ I adore her still$5$ more for$4$ keeping$1$ in 026:113,21[M ]| such happy relations with you as enable me thus to$9$ 026:113,22[M ]| meet$1$ you." 026:113,23[' ]| $H$Mrs%*Donner, overwhelmed, took flight with a nervous 026:113,24[' ]| laugh$0$, leaving $M$Mr%*Mitchett and the $I$Duchess 026:113,25[' ]| still$5$ confronted. Nothing had passed between the 026:113,26[' ]| two ladies, yet it was as if there were a trace of something 026:113,27[' ]| in the eyes of the elder, which$6#1$, during a moment's 026:113,28[' ]| silence$0$, moved from the retreating visitor, now 026:113,29[' ]| formally taken over at the door by$4$ $C$Edward*Brookenham, 026:113,30[' ]| to$4$ $G$Lady*Fanny and her hostess, who$6#1$, in spite$8$ 026:113,31[' ]| of the embraces just$9$ performed, had again subsided 026:113,32[' ]| together while$9$ $D$Mrs%*Brook gazed up in exalted intelligence. 026:114,01[I ]| "It is a funny house," 026:114,01[' ]| said the $I$Duchess 026:114,02[' ]| at last$0$. 026:114,02[I ]| "She makes me such a scene over my not 026:114,03[I ]| bringing $J$Aggie, and still$5$ more over my very faint hint$0$ 026:114,04[I ]| of my reasons for$4$ it, that$3$ I fly$1$ off, in compunction, 026:114,05[I ]| to$9$ do what$6#1$ I can, on$4$ the spot, to$9$ repair my excess of 026:114,06[I ]| prudence. I reappear, panting, with my niece ~ and 026:114,07[I ]| it is to \this\ company I introduce her!" 026:114,08[' ]| Her companion looked at the charming child, to$4$ 026:114,09[' ]| whom$6#1$ $N$Lord*Petherton was talking with evident kindness 026:114,10[' ]| and gaiety ~ a conjunction that$6#1$ evidently excited 026:114,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy's interest$0$. 026:114,11[M ]| "May$1$ \we\ then know her?" 026:114,12[' ]| he asked with an effect$0$ of drollery. 026:114,12[M ]| "May$1$ I ~ if \he\ 026:114,13[M ]| may$1$?" 026:114,14[' ]| The $I$Duchess's eyes, turned to$4$ him, had taken another 026:114,15[' ]| light$0$. He even$5$ gaped a little at their expression, 026:114,16[' ]| which$6#1$ was in a manner carried out$5$ by$4$ her tone. 026:114,16[I ]| "Go 026:114,17[I ]| and talk$1$ to$4$ her, you perverse creature, and send him 026:114,18[I ]| over to$4$ me." 026:114,18[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton, a minute$0$ later, had 026:114,19[' ]| joined her; old $C$Edward had left$1$ the room with $H$Mrs%*Donner; 026:114,20[' ]| his wife and $G$Lady*Fanny were still$5$ more 026:114,21[' ]| closely engaged; and the young $J$Agnesina, though visibly 026:114,22[' ]| a little scared at $M$Mitchy's queer countenance, had 026:114,23[' ]| begun, after$4$ the fashion$0$ he had touched on$4$ to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, 026:114,24[' ]| politely to$9$ invoke the aid of the idea of habit. 026:114,25[I ]| "Look$1$ here ~ you must help$1$ me," 026:114,25[' ]| the $I$Duchess said 026:114,26[' ]| to$4$ $N$Petherton. 026:114,26[I ]| "You can, perfectly ~ and it is the 026:114,27[I ]| first thing I have yet asked of you." 026:114,28[N ]| "Oh, oh, oh!" 026:114,28[' ]| her interlocutor laughed. 026:114,29[I ]| "I must have $M$Mitchy," 026:114,29[' ]| she went on$5$ without noticing 026:114,30[' ]| his particular shade of humour. 026:114,31[N ]| "$M$Mitchy too$5#2$?" 026:114,31[' ]| ~ he appeared to$9$ wish$1$ to$9$ leave$1$ her 026:114,32[' ]| in no$2$ doubt$0$ of it. 026:115,01[I ]| "How low you are!" 026:115,01[' ]| she simply said. 026:115,01[I ]| "There are 026:115,02[I ]| times when I despair of you. He is in every way your 026:115,03[I ]| superior$0$, and I like$1$ him so$5#2$ that$3$ ~ well$7$, he must like$1$ 026:115,04[I ]| \her\. Make$1$ him feel that$3$ he does." 026:115,05[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton turned it over as something put to$4$ 026:115,06[' ]| him practically. 026:115,06[N ]| "I could wish$1$ for$4$ him that$3$ he would. 026:115,07[N ]| I see in her possibilities ~!" 026:115,07[' ]| he continued to$9$ laugh$1$. 026:115,08[I ]| "I dare$1#2$ say you do. \I\ see them in $M$Mitchett, and 026:115,09[I ]| I trust$1$ you will$1$ understand me when I say I appeal to$4$ 026:115,10[I ]| you." 026:115,11[N ]| "Appeal to$4$ \him\ straight. That is much better$9$," 026:115,12[' ]| $N$Petherton lucidly observed. 026:115,13[' ]| The $I$Duchess wore for$4$ a moment her proudest air, 026:115,14[' ]| which$6#1$ made her, in the connexion, exceptionally 026:115,15[' ]| gentle. 026:115,15[I ]| "He does not like$1$ me." 026:115,16[' ]| Her interlocutor looked at her with all his bright 026:115,17[' ]| brutality. 026:115,17[N ]| "Oh my dear$2#1$, I can speak for$4$ you ~ if 026:115,18[N ]| \that is\ what$6#1$ you want$1$!" 026:115,19[' ]| The $I$Duchess met his eyes, and so$3$ for$4$ an instant$0$ 026:115,20[' ]| they sounded each other. 026:115,20[I ]| "You are so$5#1$ abysmally 026:115,21[I ]| coarse that$3$ I often wonder$1$ ~!" 026:115,21[' ]| But as the door reopened 026:115,22[' ]| she caught herself. It was the effect$0$ of a face$0$ 026:115,23[' ]| apparently directed at her. 026:115,23[I ]| "Be quiet$2$. Here is old 026:115,24[I ]| $C$Edward." 031:119,01[' ]| If $M$Mitchy arrived exactly at the hour it was quite by$4$ 031:119,02[' ]| design$0$ and on$4$ a calculation ~ over and above$4$ the 031:119,03[' ]| prized little pleasure it might give him ~ of ten 031:119,04[' ]| minutes clear$2$ with his host, whom$6#1$ it rarely befell him 031:119,05[' ]| to$9$ see alone. He had a theory of something special to$9$ 031:119,06[' ]| go into, of a plummet to$9$ sink or a feeler to$9$ put forth; 031:119,07[' ]| his state$0$ of mind$0$ in short$0$ was diplomatic and anxious. 031:119,08[' ]| But his hopes$0$ had a drop$0$ as he crossed the threshold. 031:119,09@m | His precaution had only assured him the company of 031:119,10@m | a stranger$0$, for$3$ the person in the room to$4$ whom$6#1$ the 031:119,11@m | servant announced him was not old $B$Van. On$4$ the other 031:119,12@m | hand this gentleman would clearly be old ~ what$6#2$ was 031:119,13@m | it? the fellow $B$Vanderbank had made it a matter of 031:119,14@m | such importance he should "really know." But were 031:119,15@m | they then simply to$9$ have tea there together? No$7$; 031:119,16[' ]| the candidate for$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett's acquaintance, as if 031:119,17[' ]| quickly guessing his apprehension, mentioned on$4$ the 031:119,18[' ]| spot that$3$ 031:119,18@l | their entertainer would be with them: he 031:119,19@l | had just$9$ come home in a hurry$0$, fearing he was late, 031:119,20@l | and then had rushed off to$9$ make$1$ a change$0$. 031:119,20[L ]| "Fortunately," 031:119,21[' ]| said the speaker, who$6#1$ offered his explanation 031:119,22[' ]| as if he had had it on$4$ his mind$0$ ~ 031:119,22[L ]| "fortunately 031:119,23[L ]| the ladies have not yet come." 031:119,24[M ]| "Oh there \are\ to$9$ be ladies?" 031:119,24[' ]| ~ $M$Mr%*Mitchett was 031:119,25[' ]| all response. 031:119,26[' ]| His fellow guest, who$6#1$ was shy and apparently 031:119,27[' ]| nervous, sidled about$5$ a little, swinging an eye-glass, 031:120,01[' ]| yet glancing in a manner a trifle$5$ birdlike from object$0$ 031:120,02[' ]| to$4$ object$0$. 031:120,02[L ]| "$D$Mrs%*Edward*Brookenham I think." 031:120,03[M ]| "Oh!" 031:120,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy himself felt, as soon as this comment 031:120,04[' ]| had quitted his lips, that$3$ it might sound$1$ even$5$ 031:120,05[' ]| to$4$ a stranger$0$ like$9$ a sign, such as the votaries of 031:120,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Edward*Brookenham had fallen into the way of constantly 031:120,07[' ]| throwing off, that$3$ he recognised her hand in 031:120,08[' ]| the matter. There was, however, something in his 031:120,09[' ]| entertainer's face$0$ that$6#1$ somehow encouraged frankness; 031:120,10@m | it had the sociability of surprise$0$ ~ it had not 031:120,11@m | the chill. 031:120,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy saw at the same time that$3$ this friend 031:120,12[' ]| of old $V$Van's would never really understand him; 031:120,13[' ]| though that$6#2$ was a thing he at times liked people as 031:120,14[' ]| much for$4$ as he liked them little for$4$ it at others. It 031:120,15[' ]| was in fact when he most liked that$3$ he was on$4$ the 031:120,16[' ]| whole$0$ most tempted to$9$ mystify. 031:120,16[M ]| "Only $D$Mrs%*Brook? 031:120,17[M ]| ~ no$2$ others?" 031:120,18[L ]| """$D$Mrs%*Brook""?" 031:120,18[' ]| his elder echoed; staring an instant$0$ 031:120,19[' ]| as if literally missing the connexion; but quickly 031:120,20[' ]| after$5$, to$9$ show$1$ he was not stupid ~ and indeed it 031:120,21[' ]| seemed to$9$ show$1$ he was delightful ~ smiling with 031:120,22[' ]| extravagant intelligence. 031:120,22[L ]| "Is that$6#2$ the right$2#1$ thing to$9$ 031:120,23[L ]| say?" 031:120,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy gave the kindest of laughs. 031:120,24[M ]| "Well$7$, I dare$1#2$ 031:120,25[M ]| say I ought not to$9$." 031:120,26[L ]| "Oh I did not mean$1$ to$9$ correct$1$ you," 031:120,26[' ]| his interlocutor 031:120,27[' ]| hastened to$9$ profess; 031:120,27[L ]| "I meant on$4$ the contrary$0$, will$1$ 031:120,28[L ]| it be right$2#1$ for$4$ me too$5#2$?" 031:120,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy's great goggle attentively fixed him. 031:120,29[M ]| "Try 031:120,30[M ]| it." 031:120,31[L ]| "To$4$ \her?\" 031:120,32[M ]| "To$4$ every*one." 031:121,01[L ]| "To$4$ her husband?" 031:121,02[M ]| "Oh to$4$ $C$Edward," 031:121,02[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed again, 031:121,02[M ]| "perfectly!" 031:121,03[M ]| 031:121,04[L ]| "And must I call$1$ him ""$C$Edward""?" 031:121,05[M ]| "Whatever you do will$1$ be right$2#1$," 031:121,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy returned 031:121,06[' ]| ~ 031:121,06[M ]| "even$5$ though it should happen to$9$ be sometimes 031:121,07[M ]| what$6#1$ I do." 031:121,08[' ]| His companion, as if to$9$ look$1$ at him with a due$2$ 031:121,09[' ]| appreciation of this, stopped swinging the nippers 031:121,10[' ]| and put them on$5$. 031:121,10[L ]| "You people here have a pleasant 031:121,11[L ]| way ~!" 031:121,12[M ]| "Oh we \have!\" 031:121,12[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy, taking him up, was 031:121,13[' ]| gaily emphatic. He began, however, already to$9$ perceive 031:121,14[' ]| the mystification which$6#1$ in this case was to$9$ be 031:121,15[' ]| his happy effect$0$. 031:121,16[L ]| "$B$Mr%*Vanderbank," 031:121,16[' ]| his victim remarked with perhaps 031:121,17[' ]| a shade more of reserve$0$, 031:121,17[L ]| "has told me a good 031:121,18[L ]| deal$0#2$ about$4$ you." 031:121,18[' ]| Then as if, in a finer manner, to$9$ 031:121,19[' ]| keep the talk$0$ off themselves: 031:121,19[L ]| "He knows a great 031:121,20[L ]| many ladies." 031:121,21[M ]| "Oh yes, poor chap, he can not help$1$ it. He finds 031:121,22[M ]| a lady wherever he turns$1$." 031:121,23[' ]| The stranger$0$ took this in, but seemed a little to$9$ 031:121,24[' ]| challenge it. 031:121,24[L ]| "Well$7$, that is reassuring, if one sometimes 031:121,25[L ]| fancies$1$ there are fewer." 031:121,26[M ]| "Fewer than there used$1#2$ to$9$ be? ~ I see what$6#1$ you 031:121,27[M ]| mean$1$," 031:121,27[' ]| said $M$Mitchy. 031:121,27[M ]| "But if it has struck you so$5#2$, 031:121,28[M ]| that is awfully interesting." 031:121,28[' ]| He glared and grinned 031:121,29[' ]| and mused. 031:121,29[M ]| "I wonder$1$." 031:121,30[L ]| "Well$7$, we shall see." 031:121,30[' ]| His friend seemed to$9$ wish$1$ 031:121,31[' ]| not to$9$ dogmatise. 031:121,32[M ]| "\Shall\ we?" 031:121,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy considered it again in its high 031:122,01[' ]| suggestive light$0$. 031:122,01[M ]| "You will$1$ ~ but how shall I?" 031:122,02[' ]| Then he caught himself up with a blush$0$. 031:122,02[M ]| "What$7$ 031:122,03[M ]| a beastly thing to$9$ say ~ as if it were mere years 031:122,04[M ]| that$6#1$ make$1$ you see it!" 031:122,05[' ]| His companion this time gave way to$4$ the joke. 031:122,06[L ]| "What$6#2$ else can it be ~ if I have thought$1$ so$5#2$?" 031:122,07[M ]| "Why, it is the facts themselves, and the fine taste, 031:122,08[M ]| and above$4$ all something \9qui 9ne 9court 9pas 9les 9rues\, an 031:122,09[M ]| approach$0$ to$4$ some experience$0$ of what$6#1$ a lady \is\." 031:122,09[' ]| The 031:122,10[' ]| young man's acute reflexion appeared suddenly to$9$ 031:122,11[' ]| flower into a vision of opportunity that$6#1$ swept everything 031:122,12[' ]| else away. 031:122,12[M ]| "Excuse$1$ my insisting on$4$ your time 031:122,13[M ]| of life ~ but you \have\ seen some?" 031:122,13[' ]| The question$0$ 031:122,14[' ]| was of such interest$0$ that$3$ he had already begun to$9$ 031:122,15[' ]| follow it. 031:122,15[M ]| "Oh the charm$0$ of talk$0$ with some*one who$6#1$ 031:122,16[M ]| can fill out$5$ one's idea of the really distinguished 031:122,17[M ]| women of the past$0$! If I could get you," 031:122,17[' ]| he continued, 031:122,18[M ]| "to$9$ be so$5#1$ awfully valuable as to$9$ fill out$5$ mine$6$!" 031:122,19[' ]| His fellow visitor, on$4$ this, made, in a pause$0$, a 031:122,20[' ]| nearer approach$0$ to$9$ taking visibly his measure$0$. 031:122,20[L ]| "Are 031:122,21[L ]| you sure you have got an idea?" 031:122,22[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett brightly thought$1$. 031:122,22[M ]| "No$7$. That$6#2$ must 031:122,23[M ]| be just$9$ why I appeal to$4$ you. And it can not therefore be 031:122,24[M ]| for$4$ confirmation, can it?" 031:122,24[' ]| he went on$5$. 031:122,24[M ]| "It must 031:122,25[M ]| be for$4$ the beautiful primary hint$0$ altogether." 031:122,26[' ]| His interlocutor began, with a shake$0$ of the eyeglass, 031:122,27[' ]| to$9$ shift$1$ and sidle again, as if distinctly excited 031:122,28[' ]| by$4$ the subject$0$. But it was as if his very excitement 031:122,29[' ]| made the poor gentleman a trifle$5$ coy. 031:122,29[L ]| "Are there no$2$ 031:122,30[L ]| nice ones now?" 031:122,31[M ]| "Oh yes, there must be lots. In fact I know quantities." 031:122,32[M ]| 031:123,01[' ]| This had the effect$0$ of pulling the stranger$0$ up. 031:123,01[L ]| "Ah 031:123,02[L ]| ""quantities""! There it is." 031:123,03[M ]| "Yes," 031:123,03[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 031:123,03[M ]| "fancy$1$ the ""lady"" in her millions. 031:123,04[M ]| Have you come up to$4$ London, wondering, as 031:123,05[M ]| you must, about$4$ what$6#1$ is happening ~ for$3$ $B$Vanderbank 031:123,06[M ]| mentioned, I think, that$3$ you \have\ come up ~ in pursuit 031:123,07[M ]| of her?" 031:123,08[L ]| "Ah," 031:123,08[' ]| laughed the subject$0$ of $B$Vanderbank's information, 031:123,09[L ]| "I am afraid ""pursuit,"" with me, is over." 031:123,10[M ]| "Why, you are at the age," 031:123,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy returned, 031:123,10[M ]| "of 031:123,11[M ]| the most exquisite form$0$ of it. Observation." 031:123,12[L ]| "Yet it is a form$0$, I seem to$9$ see, that$6#1$ you have not 031:123,13[L ]| waited for$4$ my age to$9$ cultivate." 031:123,13[' ]| This was followed 031:123,14[' ]| by$4$ a decisive headshake. 031:123,14[L ]| "I am not an observer. I am 031:123,15[L ]| a hater." 031:123,16[M ]| "That$6#2$ only means$1$," 031:123,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy explained, 031:123,16[M ]| "that$3$ you 031:123,17[M ]| keep your observation for$4$ your likes ~ which$6#1$ is more 031:123,18[M ]| admirable than prudent. But between my fear$0$ in the 031:123,19[M ]| one direction and my desire$0$ in the other," 031:123,19[' ]| he lightly 031:123,20[' ]| added, 031:123,20[M ]| "I scarcely know how to$9$ present$1$ myself. I 031:123,21[M ]| must study$1$ the ground. Meanwhile \has\ old $B$Van told 031:123,22[M ]| you much about$4$ me?" 031:123,23[' ]| Old $B$Van's possible confidant, instead of immediately 031:123,24[' ]| answering, again assumed the \9pince-nez\. 031:123,24[L ]| "Is 031:123,25[L ]| that$6#2$ what$6#1$ you call$1$ him?" 031:123,26[M ]| "In general$2$, I think ~ for$4$ shortness." 031:123,27[L ]| "And also" 031:123,27[' ]| ~ the speaker hesitated ~ 031:123,27[L ]| "for$4$ esteem$0$?" 031:123,28[L ]| 031:123,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed out$5$. 031:123,29[M ]| "For$4$ veneration! Our disrespects, 031:123,30[M ]| I think, are all tender$2$, and we would not for$4$ 031:123,31[M ]| the world do to$4$ a person we do not like$1$ anything so$5#1$ nice 031:123,32[M ]| as to$9$ call$1$ him, or even$5$ to$9$ call$1$ her, do not you know ~?" 031:124,01[' ]| His questioner had quickly looked as if he knew. 031:124,02[L ]| "Something pleasant and vulgar?" 031:124,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy's gaiety deepened. 031:124,03[M ]| "That$6#2$ discrimination is 031:124,04[M ]| our only austerity. You must fall$1$ in." 031:124,05[L ]| "Then what$6#2$ will$1$ you call$1$ \me?\" 031:124,06[M ]| "What$6#2$ can we?" 031:124,06[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, sustainingly, 031:124,06[M ]| "I am 031:124,07[M ]| ""$M$Mitchy,""" 031:124,07[' ]| our friend stated. 031:124,08[' ]| His interlocutor looked slightly queer. 031:124,08[L ]| "I do not 031:124,09[L ]| think I can quite begin. I am $L$Mr%*Longdon," 031:124,09[' ]| he almost 031:124,10[' ]| blushed to$9$ articulate$1$. 031:124,11[M ]| "Absolutely and essentially ~ that is exactly what$6#1$ 031:124,12[M ]| I recognise. I defy any*one to$9$ see you," 031:124,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy declared, 031:124,13[M ]| "as anything else, and on$4$ that$6#2$ footing you will$1$ 031:124,14[M ]| be, among us, unique." 031:124,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon appeared to$9$ accept his prospect of 031:124,16[' ]| isolation with a certain gravity. 031:124,16[L ]| "I gather from you 031:124,17[L ]| ~ I have gathered indeed from $B$Mr%*Vanderbank ~ 031:124,18[L ]| that$3$ you are a little sort of a set$0$ that$6#1$ hang very much 031:124,19[L ]| together." 031:124,20[M ]| "Oh yes; not a formal association nor a secret$2$ 031:124,21[M ]| society ~ still$5$ less a ""dangerous gang"" or an organisation 031:124,22[M ]| for$4$ any definite end$0$. We are simply a collection 031:124,23[M ]| of natural$2$ affinities," 031:124,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy explained; 031:124,23[M ]| "meeting$9$ 031:124,24[M ]| perhaps principally in $D$Mrs%*Brook's drawing-room 031:124,25[M ]| ~ though sometimes also in old $B$Van's, as you see, 031:124,26[M ]| sometimes even$5$ in mine$6$ ~ and governed at any rate$0$ 031:124,27[M ]| everywhere by$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, in our mysterious ebbs 031:124,28[M ]| and flows, very much as the tides are governed by$4$ the 031:124,29[M ]| moon. As I say," 031:124,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy pursued, 031:124,29[M ]| "you must join. 031:124,30[M ]| But if $B$Van has got hold$0$ of you," 031:124,30[' ]| he added, 031:124,30[M ]| "or you have 031:124,31[M ]| got hold$0$ of him, you \have\ joined. We are not quite so$5#1$ 031:124,32[M ]| numerous as I could wish$1$, and we want$1$ variety; we 031:125,01[M ]| want$1$ just$9$ what$6#1$ I am sure you will$1$ bring us ~ a fresh 031:125,02[M ]| eye, an outside mind$0$." 031:125,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon wore for$4$ a minute$0$ the air of a man 031:125,04[' ]| knowing but too$5#1$ well$9$ what$6#1$ it was to$9$ be asked to$9$ put 031:125,05[' ]| down$5$ his name$0$. 031:125,05[L ]| "My friend $B$Vanderbank swaggers 031:125,06[L ]| so$5#1$ little that$3$ it is rather from you than from himself 031:125,07[L ]| that$3$ I seem to$9$ catch$1$ the idea ~!" 031:125,08[M ]| "Of his being$1$ a great figure among us? I do not 031:125,09[M ]| know what$6#1$ he may$1$ have said to$4$ you or have suppressed; 031:125,10[M ]| but you can take it from me ~ as between 031:125,11[M ]| ourselves, you know ~ that$3$ he is very much the best 031:125,12[M ]| of us. Old $B$Van in fact ~ if you really want$1$ a candid 031:125,13[M ]| opinion," 031:125,13[' ]| and $M$Mitchy shone still$5$ brighter as he talked, 031:125,14[M ]| "is formed for$4$ a distinctly higher sphere. I should 031:125,15[M ]| go so$5#1$ far as to$9$ say that$3$ on$4$ our level$0$ he is positively 031:125,16[M ]| wasted." 031:125,17[L ]| "And are you very sure you are not?" 031:125,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 031:125,18[' ]| asked with a smile$0$. 031:125,19[M ]| "Dear$7$ no$7$ ~ I am in my element. My element is to$9$ 031:125,20[M ]| grovel before$4$ $B$Van. You have only to$9$ look$1$ at me, as you 031:125,21[M ]| must already have made out$5$, to$9$ see I am everything 031:125,22[M ]| dreadful that$6#1$ he is not. But you have seen him for$4$ yourself 031:125,23[M ]| ~ I need not tell you!" 031:125,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy sighed. 031:125,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, as under the coercion of so$5#1$ much 031:125,25[' ]| confidence, had stood in place$0$ longer than for$4$ any 031:125,26[' ]| previous moment, and the spell continued for$4$ a minute$0$ 031:125,27[' ]| after$3$ $M$Mitchy had paused. Then nervously and 031:125,28[' ]| abruptly he turned away, his friend watching him 031:125,29[' ]| rather aimlessly wander. 031:125,29[L ]| "Our host has spoken of 031:125,30[L ]| you to$4$ me in high terms," 031:125,30[' ]| he said as he came back$5$. 031:125,31[L ]| "You would have no$2$ fault to$9$ find with them." 031:125,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy took it with his highest light$0$. 031:125,32[M ]| "I know 031:126,01[M ]| from your taking the trouble$0$ to$9$ remember that$6#2$, how 031:126,02[M ]| much what$6#1$ I have said of him pleases and touches you. 031:126,03[M ]| We are a little sort of religion then, you and I; we are 031:126,04[M ]| an organisation of two, at any rate$0$, and we can not 031:126,05[M ]| help$1$ ourselves. There ~ that is settled$1$." 031:126,05[' ]| He glanced 031:126,06[' ]| at the clock on$4$ the chimney. 031:126,06[M ]| "But what$6#2$ is the matter 031:126,07[M ]| with him?" 031:126,08[L ]| "You gentlemen dress$1$ so$5#1$ much," 031:126,08[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 031:126,09[' ]| $M$Mitchy met the explanation quite halfway. 031:126,09[M ]| \I\ 031:126,10[M ]| try to$9$ look$1$ funny ~ but why should $Z2$Apollo in person?" 031:126,11[M ]| 031:126,12[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon weighed it. 031:126,12[L ]| "Do you think him like$9$ 031:126,13[L ]| $Z2$Apollo?" 031:126,14[M ]| "The very image. Ask any of the women!" 031:126,15[L ]| "But do \they\ know ~?" 031:126,16[M ]| "How $Z2$Apollo must look$1$?" 031:126,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy considered. 031:126,17[M ]| "Why the way it works$1$ is that$3$ it is just$9$ from $B$Van's 031:126,18[M ]| appearance they get the tip, and that$3$ then, do not you 031:126,19[M ]| see? they have their term of comparison. Is not it what$6#1$ 031:126,20[M ]| you call$1$ a vicious circle? I borrow a little their vice." 031:126,21[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$ had once more been arrested, 031:126,22[' ]| once more sidled away. Then he spoke from the other 031:126,23[' ]| side$0$ of the expanse of a table covered with books for$4$ 031:126,24[' ]| which$6#1$ the shelves had no$2$ space ~ covered with portfolios, 031:126,25[' ]| with well-worn leather-cased boxes, with documents 031:126,26[' ]| in neat piles. The place$0$ was a miscellany, yet 031:126,27[' ]| not a litter, the picture$0$ of an admirable order$0$. 031:126,27[L ]| "If 031:126,28[L ]| we are a fond association of two, you and I, let me, 031:126,29[L ]| accepting your idea, do what$6#1$, this way, under a 031:126,30[L ]| gentleman's roof and while$9$ enjoying his hospitality, 031:126,31[L ]| I should in ordinary circumstances think perhaps 031:126,32[L ]| something of a breach." 031:127,01[M ]| "Oh strike out$5$!" 031:127,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. It possibly 031:127,02[' ]| chilled his interlocutor, who$6#1$ again hung fire$0$ so$5#1$ long$9$ 031:127,03[' ]| that$3$ he himself at last$0$ adopted his image. 031:127,03[M ]| "Why 031:127,04[M ]| does not he marry, you mean$1$?" 031:127,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon fairly flushed with recognition. 031:127,06[L ]| "You are very deep, but with what$6#1$ we perceive ~ 031:127,07[L ]| why does not he?" 031:127,08[' ]| $M$Mitchy continued visibly to$9$ have his amusement, 031:127,09[' ]| which$6#1$ might have been, this time and in spite$8$ of the 031:127,10[' ]| amalgamation he had pictured, for$4$ what$6#1$ "they" 031:127,11[' ]| perceived. But he threw off after$4$ an instant$0$ an answer$0$ 031:127,12[' ]| clearly intended to$9$ meet$1$ the case. 031:127,12[M ]| "He thinks 031:127,13[M ]| he has not the means$0$. He has great ideas of what$6#1$ a 031:127,14[M ]| fellow must offer$1$ a woman." 031:127,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's eyes travelled a while$0$ over the 031:127,16[' ]| amenities about$4$ him. 031:127,16[L ]| "He has not such a view$0$ of 031:127,17[L ]| himself alone ~?" 031:127,18[M ]| "As to$9$ make$1$ him think he is enough as he stands? 031:127,19[M ]| No$7$," 031:127,19[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 031:127,19[M ]| "I do not fancy$1$ he has a very awful 031:127,20[M ]| view$0$ of himself alone. And since we \are\ burning 031:127,21[M ]| this incense under his nose," 031:127,21[' ]| he added, 031:127,21[M ]| "it is also 031:127,22[M ]| my impression that$3$ he has no$2$ private$2$ means$0$. Women 031:127,23[M ]| in London cost$1$ so$5#1$ much." 031:127,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had a pause$0$. 031:127,24[L ]| "They come very 031:127,25[L ]| high, I dare$1#2$ say." 031:127,26[M ]| "Oh tremendously. They want$1$ so$5#1$ much ~ they 031:127,27[M ]| want$1$ everything. I mean$1$ the sort of women he lives$1$ 031:127,28[M ]| with. A modest man ~ who$6#1$ is also poor ~ is not in 031:127,29[M ]| it. I give you that$6#2$ at any rate$0$ as his view$0$. There are 031:127,30[M ]| lots of them that$6#1$ would ~ and only too$5#1$ glad ~ ""love$1$ 031:127,31[M ]| him for$4$ himself""; but things are much mixed, and 031:127,32[M ]| these not necessarily the right$2#1$ ones, and at all events 031:128,01[M ]| he does not see it. The result$0$ of which$6#1$ is that$3$ he is 031:128,02[M ]| waiting." 031:128,03[L ]| "Waiting to$9$ feel himself in love$0$?" 031:128,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy just$9$ hesitated. 031:128,04[M ]| "Well$7$, we are talking of 031:128,05[M ]| marriage. Of course$8$ you will$1$ say there are women 031:128,06[M ]| with money. There \are\" 031:128,06[' ]| ~ he seemed for$4$ a moment 031:128,07[' ]| to$9$ meditate ~ 031:128,07[M ]| "dreadful ones!" 031:128,08[' ]| The two men, on$4$ this, exchanged a long$9$ regard$0$. 031:128,09[L ]| "He is must not do that$6#2$." 031:128,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy again hesitated. 031:128,10[M ]| "He will$1$ not." 031:128,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had also a silence$0$, which$6#1$ he presently 031:128,12[' ]| terminated by$4$ one of his jerks into motion. 031:128,12[L ]| "He 031:128,13[L ]| shall not!" 031:128,14[' ]| Once more $M$Mitchy watched him revolve a little, but 031:128,15[' ]| now, familiarly yet with a sharp emphasis, he himself 031:128,16[' ]| resumed their colloquy. 031:128,16[M ]| "See here, $L$Mr%*Longdon. 031:128,17[M ]| Are you seriously taking him up?" 031:128,18[' ]| Yet again, at the tone of this appeal, the old man 031:128,19[' ]| perceptibly coloured. It was as if his friend had 031:128,20[' ]| brought to$4$ the surface an inward excitement, and 031:128,21[' ]| he laughed for$4$ embarrassment. 031:128,21[L ]| "You see things with 031:128,22[L ]| a freedom ~!" 031:128,23[M ]| "Yes, and it is so$5#2$ I express$1$ them. I see them, I 031:128,24[M ]| know, with a \9raccourci\; but time after$4$ all rather 031:128,25[M ]| presses, and at any rate$0$ we understand each other. 031:128,26[M ]| What$6#1$ I want$1$ now is just$9$ to$9$ say" 031:128,26[' ]| ~ and $M$Mitchy 031:128,27[' ]| spoke with a simplicity and a gravity he had not yet 031:128,28[' ]| used$1#1$ ~ 031:128,28[M ]| "that$3$ if your interest$0$ in him should at any 031:128,29[M ]| time reach$1$ the point$0$ of your wishing to$9$ do something 031:128,30[M ]| or other (no$2$ matter what$6#1$, do not you see?) \for$4$\ him ~!" 031:128,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, as he faltered, appeared to$9$ wonder$1$, 031:128,32[' ]| but emitted a sound$0$ of gentleness. 031:128,32[L ]| "Yes?" 031:129,01[M ]| "Why," 031:129,01[' ]| said the stimulated $M$Mitchy, 031:129,01[M ]| "do, for$4$ God's 031:129,02[M ]| sake, just$9$ let me have a finger in it." 031:129,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's momentary mystification was perhaps 031:129,04[' ]| partly but the natural$2$ effect$0$ of constitutional 031:129,05[' ]| prudence. 031:129,05[L ]| "A finger?" 031:129,06[M ]| "I mean$1$ ~ let me help$1$." 031:129,07[L ]| "Oh!" 031:129,07[' ]| breathed the old man thoughtfully and 031:129,08[' ]| without meeting$9$ his eyes. 031:129,09[' ]| $M$Mitchy, as if with more to$9$ say, watched him an 031:129,10[' ]| instant$0$, then before$4$ speaking caught himself up. 031:129,11[M ]| "Look$1$ out$5$ ~ here he comes." 031:129,12[' ]| Hearing the stir of the door by$4$ which$6#1$ he had entered 031:129,13[' ]| he looked round$9$; but it opened at first only to$9$ 031:129,14[' ]| admit $B$Vanderbank's servant. 031:129,14[Q ]| "$A$Miss*Brookenham!" 031:129,15[' ]| the man announced; on$4$ which$6#1$ the two gentlemen in 031:129,16[' ]| the room were ~ audibly, almost violently ~ precipitated 031:129,17[' ]| into a union of surprise$0$. 032:130,01[' ]| However she might have been discussed $A$Nanda was 032:130,02[' ]| not one to$9$ shrink, for$3$, though she drew up an instant$0$ 032:130,03[' ]| on$4$ failing to$9$ find in the room the person whose$6#1$ invitation 032:130,04[' ]| she had obeyed, she advanced the next moment as 032:130,05[' ]| if either of the gentlemen before$4$ her would answer$1$ 032:130,06[' ]| as well$9$. 032:130,06[A ]| "How do you do, $M$Mr%*Mitchy? How do you 032:130,07[A ]| do, $L$Mr%*Longdon?" 032:130,07[' ]| She made no$2$ difference for$4$ 032:130,08[' ]| them, speaking to$4$ the elder, whom$6#1$ she had not yet 032:130,09[' ]| seen, as if they were already acquainted. There was 032:130,10[' ]| moreover in the air of that$6#2$ personage at this juncture 032:130,11[' ]| little to$9$ invite such a confidence: he appeared to$9$ have 032:130,12[' ]| been startled, in the oddest manner, into stillness and, 032:130,13[' ]| holding out$5$ no$2$ hand to$9$ meet$1$ her, only stared rather 032:130,14[' ]| stiffly and without a smile$0$. An observer disposed to$9$ 032:130,15[' ]| interpret the scene might have fancied him a trifle$5$ 032:130,16[' ]| put off by$4$ the girl's familiarity, or even$5$, as by$4$ a singular 032:130,17[' ]| effect$0$ of her self-possession, stricken into deeper 032:130,18[' ]| diffidence. This self-possession, however, took on$4$ her 032:130,19[' ]| own$2$ part$0$ no$2$ account$0$ of any awkwardness: it seemed 032:130,20[' ]| the greater from the fact that$3$ she was almost unnaturally 032:130,21[' ]| grave$2$, and it overflowed in the immediate 032:130,22[' ]| challenge: 032:130,22[A ]| "Do you mean$1$ to$9$ say $B$Van is not here? 032:130,23[A ]| I have come without mother ~ she said I could, to$9$ see 032:130,24[A ]| \him\," 032:130,24[' ]| she went on$5$, addressing herself more particularly 032:130,25[' ]| to$4$ $M$Mitchy. 032:130,25[A ]| "But she did not say I might do 032:130,26[A ]| anything of that$6#2$ sort to$9$ see \you\." 032:130,27[' ]| If there was something serious$2$ in $A$Nanda and something 032:131,01[' ]| blank$2$ in their companion, there was, superficially 032:131,02[' ]| at least, nothing in $M$Mr%*Mitchett but his usual 032:131,03[' ]| flush of gaiety. 032:131,03[M ]| "Did she really send you off this way 032:131,04[M ]| alone?" 032:131,04[' ]| Then while$9$ the girl's face$0$ met his own$2$ with 032:131,05[' ]| the clear$2$ confession of it: 032:131,05[M ]| "Is not she too$5#1$ splendid for$4$ 032:131,06[M ]| anything?" 032:131,06[' ]| he asked with immense enjoyment. 032:131,07[M ]| "What$6#2$ do you suppose is her idea?" 032:131,07[' ]| $A$Nanda's eyes 032:131,08[' ]| had now turned to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, whom$6#1$ she fixed 032:131,09[' ]| with her mild straightness; which$6#1$ led to$4$ $M$Mitchy's 032:131,10[' ]| carrying on$5$ and repeating the appeal. 032:131,10[M ]| "Is not $D$Mrs%*Brook 032:131,11[M ]| charming? What$6#2$ do you suppose is her idea?" 032:131,12[' ]| It was a bound into the mystery, a bound of which$6#1$ 032:131,13[' ]| his fellow visitor stood quite unconscious, only looking 032:131,14[' ]| at $A$Nanda still$5$ with the same coldness of wonder$0$. 032:131,15[' ]| All expression had for$4$ the minute$0$ been arrested in 032:131,16[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, but he at last$0$ began to$9$ show$1$ that$3$ it 032:131,17[' ]| had merely been retarded. Yet it was almost with 032:131,18[' ]| solemnity that$3$ he put forth his hand. 032:131,18[L ]| "How do you 032:131,19[L ]| do? How do you do? I am so$5#1$ glad!" 032:131,20[' ]| $A$Nanda shook hands with him as if she had done so$5#2$ 032:131,21[' ]| already, though it might have been just$9$ her look$0$ of 032:131,22[' ]| curiosity that$6#1$ detracted from her air of amusing herself. 032:131,23[A ]| "Mother has wanted me awfully to$9$ see you. 032:131,24[A ]| She told me to$9$ give you her love$0$," 032:131,24[' ]| she said. Then she 032:131,25[' ]| added with odd irrelevance: 032:131,25[A ]| "I did not come in the 032:131,26[A ]| carriage, nor in a cab nor an omnibus." 032:131,27[M ]| "You came on$4$ a bicycle?" 032:131,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy enquired. 032:131,28[A ]| "No$7$, I walked." 032:131,28[' ]| She still$5$ spoke without a gleam. 032:131,29[A ]| "Mother wants$1$ me to$9$ do everything." 032:131,30[M ]| "Even$5$ to$9$ walk$1$!" 032:131,30[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 032:131,30[M ]| "Oh yes, we 032:131,31[M ]| must in these times keep up our walking!" 032:131,31[' ]| The 032:131,32[' ]| ingenious observer just$9$ now suggested might even$5$ have 032:132,01[' ]| detected in the still$5$ higher rise$0$ of this visitor's spirits 032:132,02[' ]| a want$0$ of mere inward ease$0$. 032:132,03[' ]| She had taken no$2$ notice$0$ of the effect$0$ upon him of 032:132,04[' ]| her mention$0$ of her mother, and she took none, visibly, 032:132,05[' ]| of $L$Mr%*Longdon's manner or of his words. What$6#1$ she 032:132,06[' ]| did while$9$ the two men, without offering her, either, 032:132,07[' ]| a seat, practically lost themselves in their deepening 032:132,08[' ]| vision, was to$9$ give her attention all to$4$ the place$0$, looking 032:132,09[' ]| at the books, pictures and other significant objects$0$, 032:132,10[' ]| and especially at the small table set$2$ out$5$ for$4$ tea, to$4$ 032:132,11[' ]| which$6#1$ the servant who$6#1$ had admitted her now returned 032:132,12[' ]| with a steaming kettle. 032:132,12[A ]| "Is not it charming 032:132,13[A ]| here? Will$1$ there be any*one else? Where \is\ $B$Mr%*Van? 032:132,14[A ]| Shall I make$1$ tea?" 032:132,14[' ]| There was just$9$ a faint$2$ 032:132,15[' ]| quaver, showing a command$0$ of the situation more 032:132,16[' ]| desired perhaps than achieved, in the very rapid 032:132,17[' ]| sequence of these ejaculations. The servant meanwhile 032:132,18[' ]| had placed the hot water above$4$ the little silver 032:132,19[' ]| lamp and left$1$ the room. 032:132,20[L ]| "Do you suppose there is anything the matter? 032:132,21[L ]| Ought not the man ~ or do you know our host's 032:132,22[L ]| room?" 032:132,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, addressing $M$Mitchy with solicitude, 032:132,23[' ]| yet began to$9$ show$1$ in a countenance less blank$2$ 032:132,24[' ]| a return$0$ of his sense of relations. It was as if something 032:132,25[' ]| had happened to$4$ him and he were in haste to$9$ 032:132,26[' ]| convert the signs of it into an appearance of care$0$ for$4$ 032:132,27[' ]| the proprieties. 032:132,28[M ]| "Oh," 032:132,28[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 032:132,28[M ]| "$B$Van is only making himself 032:132,29[M ]| beautiful" 032:132,29[' ]| ~ which$6#1$ account$0$ of their absent entertainer 032:132,30[' ]| gained a point$0$ from his appearance at the moment 032:132,31[' ]| in the doorway furthest removed from the place$0$ 032:132,32[' ]| where the three were gathered. 032:133,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank came in with friendly haste and with 032:133,02[' ]| something of the look$0$ indeed ~ refreshed, almost 032:133,03[' ]| rosy, brightly brushed and quickly buttoned ~ of 032:133,04[' ]| emerging, out$8$ of breath, from pleasant ablutions and 032:133,05[' ]| renewals. 032:133,05[B ]| "What$7$ a brute to$9$ have kept you waiting! 032:133,06[B ]| I came back$5$ from work$0$ quite begrimed. How*d'*ye*do, 032:133,07[B ]| how*d'*ye*do, how*d'*ye*do? What$6#2$ is the matter 032:133,08[B ]| with you, huddled there as if you were on$4$ a street-crossing? 032:133,09[B ]| I want$1$ you to$9$ think this a refuge ~ but not 032:133,10[B ]| of that$6#2$ kind$0$!" 032:133,10[' ]| he laughed. 032:133,10[B ]| "Sit down$5$, for$4$ heaven's 032:133,11[B ]| sake; lie$1$ down$5$ ~ be happy! Of course$8$ you have made 032:133,12[B ]| acquaintance all ~ except that$3$ $M$Mitchy is so$5#1$ modest! 032:133,13[B ]| Tea, tea!" 032:133,13[' ]| ~ and he bustled to$4$ the table, where the 032:133,14[' ]| next minute$0$ he appeared rather helpless. 032:133,14[B ]| "$A$Nanda, 032:133,15[B ]| you blessed child, do \you\ mind$1$ making it? How jolly 032:133,16[B ]| of you! ~ are you all right$8$?" 032:133,16[' ]| He seemed, with this, 032:133,17[' ]| for$4$ the first time, to$9$ be aware of somebody's absence. 032:133,18[B ]| "Your mother is not coming? She let you come alone? 032:133,19[B ]| How jolly of her!" 032:133,19[' ]| Pulling off her gloves $A$Nanda had 032:133,20[' ]| come immediately to$4$ his assistance; on$4$ which$6#1$, quitting 032:133,21[' ]| the table and laying hands on$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's 032:133,22[' ]| shoulder to$9$ push$1$ him toward a sofa, he continued to$9$ 032:133,23[' ]| talk$1$, to$9$ sound$1$ a note$0$ of which$6#1$ the humour was the exaggeration 032:133,24[' ]| of his flurry. 032:133,24[B ]| "How jolly of you to$9$ be willing 032:133,25[B ]| to$9$ come ~ most awfully kind$2$! I hope$1$ she is not 032:133,26[B ]| ill? Do, $M$Mitchy, lie$1$ down$5$. Down$5$, $M$Mitchy, down$5$! ~ 032:133,27[B ]| that is the only way to$9$ keep you." 032:133,27[' ]| He had waited for$4$ 032:133,28[' ]| no$2$ account$0$ of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's health, and it might 032:133,29[' ]| have been apparent ~ still$5$ to$4$ our sharp spectator ~ 032:133,30[' ]| that$3$ he found nothing wonderful in her daughter's 032:133,31[' ]| unsupported arrival. 032:133,32[A ]| "I can make$1$ tea beautifully," 032:133,32[' ]| she said from behind 032:134,01[' ]| her table. 032:134,01[A ]| "Mother showed me how this morning." 032:134,02[A ]| 032:134,03[M ]| "This morning?" 032:134,03[' ]| ~ and $M$Mitchy, who$6#1$, before$4$ the 032:134,04[' ]| fire$0$ and still$5$ erect, had declined to$9$ be laid low, greeted 032:134,05[' ]| the simple$2$ remark$0$ with uproarious mirth. 032:134,05[M ]| "Dear$2#1$ 032:134,06[M ]| young lady, you are the most delicious family!" 032:134,07[A ]| "She showed me at breakfast$0$ about$4$ the little things 032:134,08[A ]| to$9$ do. She thought$1$ I might have to$9$ make$1$ it here and 032:134,09[A ]| told me to$9$ offer$1$," 032:134,09[' ]| the girl went on$5$. 032:134,09[A ]| "I have not yet 032:134,10[A ]| done it this way at home ~ I usually have my tea upstairs. 032:134,11[A ]| They bring it up in a cup, all made and very 032:134,12[A ]| weak, with a piece of bread-and-butter in the saucer. 032:134,13[A ]| That is because I am so$5#1$ young. $K$Tishy never lets me 032:134,14[A ]| touch$1$ hers either; so$3$ we had to$9$ make$1$ up for$4$ lost time. 032:134,15[A ]| That is what$6#1$ mother said" 032:134,15[' ]| ~ she followed up her 032:134,16[' ]| story, and her young distinctness had clearly something 032:134,17[' ]| to$9$ do with a certain pale concentration in $L$Mr%*Longdon's 032:134,18[' ]| face$0$. 032:134,18[A ]| "Mother is not ill, but she told me 032:134,19[A ]| already yesterday she would not come. She said it is 032:134,20[A ]| really all for$4$ \me\. I am sure I hope$1$ it is!" 032:134,20[' ]| ~ with which$6#1$ 032:134,21[' ]| there flickered in her eyes, dimly but perhaps all the 032:134,22[' ]| more prettily, the first intimation they had given of 032:134,23[' ]| the light$0$ of laughter. 032:134,23[A ]| "She told me you would understand, 032:134,24[A ]| $B$Mr%*Van ~ from something you have said to$4$ her. It is 032:134,25[A ]| for$4$ my seeing $L$Mr%*Longdon without ~ she thinks ~ 032:134,26[A ]| her spoiling it." 032:134,27[B ]| "Oh my dear$2#1$ child, ""spoiling it""!" 032:134,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 032:134,28[' ]| protested as he took a cup of tea from her to$9$ carry to$4$ 032:134,29[' ]| their friend. 032:134,29[B ]| "When did your mother ever spoil anything? 032:134,30[B ]| I told her $L$Mr%*Longdon wanted to$9$ see you, 032:134,31[B ]| but I did not say anything of his not yearning also for$4$ 032:134,32[B ]| the rest$0#1$ of the family." 032:135,01[' ]| A sound$0$ of protest rather formless escaped from 032:135,02[' ]| the gentleman named, but $A$Nanda continued to$9$ carry 032:135,03[' ]| out$5$ her duty. 032:135,03[A ]| "She told me to$9$ ask why he had not been 032:135,04[A ]| again to$9$ see her. $M$Mr%*Mitchy, sugar? ~ is not that$6#2$ the 032:135,05[A ]| way to$9$ say it? Three lumps? You are like$9$ me, only 032:135,06[A ]| that$3$ I more often take five." 032:135,06[' ]| $M$Mitchy had dashed forward$5$ 032:135,07[' ]| for$4$ his tea; she gave it to$4$ him; then she added 032:135,08[' ]| with her eyes on$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's, which$6#1$ she had had 032:135,09[' ]| no$2$ difficulty in catching: 032:135,09[A ]| "She told me to$9$ ask you all 032:135,10[A ]| sorts of things." 032:135,11[' ]| This acquaintance had got up to$9$ take his cup from 032:135,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, whose$6#1$ hand, however, dealt with him 032:135,13[' ]| on$4$ the question$0$ of his sitting$1$ down$5$ again. $L$Mr%*Longdon, 032:135,14[' ]| resisting, kept erect with a low gasp that$6#1$ his host 032:135,15[' ]| only was near$9$ enough to$9$ catch$1$. This suddenly appeared 032:135,16[' ]| to$9$ confirm an impression gathered by$4$ $B$Vanderbank 032:135,17[' ]| in their contact, a strange sense that$3$ his visitor 032:135,18[' ]| was so$5#1$ agitated as to$9$ be trembling in every limb. 032:135,19[' ]| It brought to$4$ his own$2$ lips a kind$0$ of ejaculation ~ 032:135,19[B ]| "I 032:135,20[B ]| \say!\" 032:135,20[' ]| But even$5$ as he spoke $L$Mr%*Longdon's face$0$, still$5$ 032:135,21[' ]| white, but with a smile$0$ that$6#1$ was not all pain$0$, seemed 032:135,22[' ]| to$9$ supplicate him not to$9$ notice$1$; and he was not a man 032:135,23[' ]| to$9$ require more than this to$9$ achieve a divination as 032:135,24[' ]| deep as it was rapid. 032:135,24[B ]| "Why we have all been scattered 032:135,25[B ]| for$4$ Easter, have not we?" 032:135,25[' ]| he asked of $A$Nanda. 032:135,25[B ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon 032:135,26[B ]| has been at home, your mother and father 032:135,27[B ]| have been paying visits, I myself have been out$8$ of 032:135,28[B ]| London, $M$Mitchy has been in Paris, and you ~ oh 032:135,29[B ]| yes, I know where you have been." 032:135,30[M ]| "Ah we all know that$6#2$ ~ there has been such a row 032:135,31[M ]| made about$4$ it!" 032:135,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy said. 032:135,32[A ]| "Yes, I have heard of the feeling$0$ there is," 032:135,32[' ]| $A$Nanda 032:136,01[' ]| replied. 032:136,01[A ]| "It is supposed to$9$ be awful, my knowing 032:136,02[A ]| $K$Tishy ~ quite too$5#1$ awful." 032:136,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, with $B$Vanderbank's covert aid, had 032:136,04[' ]| begun to$9$ appear to$9$ have pulled himself together, 032:136,05[' ]| dropping back$5$ on$4$ his sofa and attending in a manner 032:136,06[' ]| to$4$ his tea. It might have been with the notion of showing 032:136,07[' ]| himself at ease$0$ that$3$ he turned, on$4$ this, a benevolent 032:136,08[' ]| smile$0$ to$4$ the girl. 032:136,08[L ]| "But what$6#2$, my dear$2#1$, is the 032:136,09[L ]| objection ~?" 032:136,10[' ]| She looked gravely from him to$4$ $B$Vanderbank and 032:136,11[' ]| to$4$ $M$Mitchy, and then back$5$ again from one of these to$4$ 032:136,12[' ]| the other. 032:136,12[A ]| "Do you think I ought to$9$ say?" 032:136,13[' ]| They both laughed and they both just$9$ appeared 032:136,14[' ]| uncertain, but $B$Vanderbank spoke first. 032:136,14[B ]| "I do not 032:136,15[B ]| imagine, $A$Nanda, that$3$ you really know." 032:136,16[M ]| "No$7$ ~ as a family, you are perfection!" 032:136,16[' ]| $M$Mithcy 032:136,17[' ]| broke out$5$. Before$4$ the fire$0$ again, with his cup, he 032:136,18[' ]| addressed his hilarity to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 032:136,18[M ]| "I told you 032:136,19[M ]| a tremendous lot, did not I? But I did not tell you 032:136,20[M ]| about$4$ that$6#2$." 032:136,21[' ]| His elder maintained, yet with a certain vagueness, 032:136,22[' ]| the attitude of amiable enquiry. 032:136,22[L ]| "About$4$ the ~ a ~ 032:136,23[L ]| family?" 032:136,24[M ]| "Well$7$," 032:136,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled, 032:136,24[M ]| "about$4$ its ramifications. 032:136,25[M ]| This young lady has a tremendous friendship ~ and 032:136,26[M ]| in short$0$ it is all very complicated." 032:136,27[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ $A$Nanda," 032:136,27[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 032:136,27[B ]| "it is all very 032:136,28[B ]| simple$2$. Do not believe a word of anything of the sort." 032:136,29[' ]| He had spoken as with the intention of a large 032:136,30[' ]| vague optimism; but there was plainly something in 032:136,31[' ]| the girl that$6#1$ would always make$1$ for$4$ lucidity. 032:136,31[A ]| "Do you 032:136,32[A ]| mean$1$ about$4$ $H$Carrie*Donner? I \do not\ believe it, and at 032:137,01[A ]| any rate$0$ I do not think it is any*one's business. I 032:137,02[A ]| should not have a very high opinion of a person who$6#1$ 032:137,03[A ]| would give up a friend." 032:137,03[' ]| She stopped short$2$ with the 032:137,04[' ]| sense apparent that$3$ she was saying more than she 032:137,05[' ]| meant, though, strangely, as if it had been an effect$0$ 032:137,06[' ]| of her type and of her voice, there was neither pertness 032:137,07[' ]| nor passion in the profession$0#1$ she had just$9$ made. Curiously 032:137,08[' ]| wanting as she seemed both in timidity and in 032:137,09[' ]| levity, she was to$4$ a certainty not self-conscious ~ she 032:137,10[' ]| was extraordinarily simple$2$. $L$Mr%*Longdon looked at 032:137,11[' ]| her now with an evident surrender$0$ to$4$ his extreme$2$ 032:137,12[' ]| interest$0$, and it might well$9$ have perplexed him to$9$ see 032:137,13[' ]| her at once so$5#1$ downright as from experience$0$ and yet 032:137,14[' ]| of so$5#1$ fresh and sweet a tenderness of youth. 032:137,15[M ]| "That is right$2#1$, that is right$2#1$, my dear$2#1$ young lady: 032:137,16[M ]| never, never give up a friend for$4$ anything any*one 032:137,17[M ]| says!" 032:137,17[' ]| It was $M$Mitchy who$6#1$ rang out$5$ with this lively 032:137,18[' ]| wisdom, the action of which$6#1$ on$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ unless 032:137,19[' ]| indeed it was the action of something else ~ was 032:137,20[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ that$6#2$ personage, in a manner that$6#1$ held the 032:137,21[' ]| others watching him in slight$2$ suspense, suddenly 032:137,22[' ]| spring$1$ to$4$ his feet again, put down$5$ his teacup carefully 032:137,23[' ]| on$4$ a table near$9$ and then without a word, as if no*one 032:137,24[' ]| had been present$9$, quietly wander away and disappear 032:137,25[' ]| through$4$ the door left$1$ open$2$ on$4$ $B$Vanderbank's entrance. 032:137,26[' ]| It opened into a second$2$, a smaller sitting-room, into 032:137,27[' ]| which$6#1$ the eyes of his companions followed him. 032:137,28[A ]| "What$6#2$ is the matter?" 032:137,28[' ]| $A$Nanda asked. 032:137,28[A ]| "Has he 032:137,29[A ]| been taken ill?" 032:137,30[M ]| "He \is\ ""rum,"" my dear$2#1$ $B$Van," 032:137,30[' ]| $M$Mitchy said; 032:137,30[M ]| "but 032:137,31[M ]| you are right$2#1$ ~ of a charm$0$, a distinction! In short$0$ 032:137,32[M ]| just$9$ the sort of thing we want$1$." 032:138,01[B ]| "The sort of thing we ""want$1$"" ~ I dare$1#2$ say!" 032:138,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 032:138,02[' ]| laughed. 032:138,02[B ]| "But it is not the sort of thing 032:138,03[B ]| that is to$9$ be had for$4$ the asking ~ it is a sort we shall 032:138,04[B ]| be mighty lucky if we can get!" 032:138,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy turned with amusement to$4$ $A$Nanda. 032:138,05[M ]| "$B$Van 032:138,06[M ]| has invented him and, with the natural$2$ greed of the 032:138,07[M ]| inventor, will$1$ not let us have him cheap. Well$7$," 032:138,07[' ]| he 032:138,08[' ]| went on$5$, 032:138,08[M ]| "I will$1$ ""stand$1$"" my share$0$." 032:138,09[B ]| "The difficulty is that$3$ he is so$5#1$ much too$5#1$ good for$4$ 032:138,10[B ]| us," 032:138,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank explained. 032:138,11[M ]| "Ungrateful wretch," 032:138,11[' ]| his friend cried, 032:138,11[M ]| "that is just$9$ 032:138,12[M ]| what$6#1$ I have been telling him that$3$ \you\ are! Let the 032:138,13[M ]| return$0$ you make$1$ not be to$9$ deprive me ~!" 032:138,14[A ]| "$B$Mr%*Van is not at all too$5#1$ good for$4$ \me\, if you mean$1$ 032:138,15[A ]| that$6#2$," 032:138,15[' ]| $A$Nanda broke in. She had finished her tea-making 032:138,16[' ]| and leaned back$5$ in her chair with her hands 032:138,17[' ]| folded on$4$ the edge of the tray. 032:138,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank only smiled at her in silence$0$, but 032:138,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy took it up. 032:138,19[B ]| "There is nobody too$5#1$ good for$4$ 032:138,20[B ]| you, of course$8$; only you are not quite, do not you 032:138,21[B ]| know? \in\ our set$0$. You are in $K$Mrs%*Grendon's. I 032:138,22[B ]| know what$6#1$ you are going to$9$ say ~ that$3$ she has not 032:138,23[B ]| got any set$0$, that$3$ she is just$9$ a loose little white flower 032:138,24[B ]| dropped on$4$ the indifferent bosom of the world. But 032:138,25[B ]| you are the small sprig of tender$2$ green that$6#1$, added to$4$ 032:138,26[B ]| her, makes her immediately ""compose.""" 032:138,27[' ]| $A$Nanda looked at him with her cold$2$ kindness. 032:138,28[A ]| "What$7$ nonsense you do talk$1$!" 032:138,29[B ]| "Your tone is sweet to$4$ me," 032:138,29[' ]| he returned, 032:138,29[B ]| "as showing 032:138,30[B ]| that$3$ you do not think \me\, either, too$5#1$ good for$4$ you. 032:138,31[B ]| No*one, remember, will$1$ take that$6#2$ for$4$ your excuse$0$ 032:138,32[B ]| when the world some day sees me annihilated by$4$ 032:139,01[B ]| your having put an end$0$ to$4$ our so$5#1$ harmless relations." 032:139,02[B ]| 032:139,03[' ]| The girl appeared to$9$ lose herself a moment in the 032:139,04[' ]| abysmal humanity over which$6#1$ his fairly fascinating 032:139,05[' ]| ugliness played like$9$ the whirl of an eddy. 032:139,05[A ]| "Martyr!" 032:139,06[' ]| she gently exclaimed. But there was no$2$ smile$0$ with it. 032:139,07[' ]| She turned to$4$ $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$, during the previous 032:139,08[' ]| minute$0$, had moved toward the neighbouring room, 032:139,09[' ]| then faltering, taking counsel$0$ of discretion, had come 032:139,10[' ]| back$5$ on$4$ a scruple$0$. 032:139,10[A ]| "What$6#2$ \is\ the matter?" 032:139,11[M ]| "What$6#2$ do you want$1$ to$9$ get out$8$ of him, you wretch?" 032:139,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy went on$5$ as their host for$4$ an instant$0$ said nothing. 032:139,13[' ]| 032:139,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, whose$6#1$ handsome face$0$ had a fine 032:139,15[' ]| thought$0$ in it, looked a trifle$5$ absently from one of them 032:139,16[' ]| to$4$ the other; but it was to$4$ $A$Nanda he spoke. 032:139,16[B ]| "Do 032:139,17[B ]| you like$1$ him, $A$Nanda?" 032:139,18[' ]| She showed surprise$0$ at the question$0$. 032:139,18[A ]| "How can 032:139,19[A ]| I know so$5#1$ soon?" 032:139,20[B ]| "\He\ knows already." 032:139,21[' ]| $M$Mitchy, with his eyes on$4$ her, became radiant to$9$ 032:139,22[' ]| interpret. 032:139,22[M ]| "He knows that$3$ he is pierced to$4$ the heart!" 032:139,23[B ]| "The matter with him, as you call$1$ it," 032:139,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 032:139,24[' ]| brought out$5$, 032:139,24[B ]| "is one of the most beautiful things 032:139,25[B ]| I have ever seen." 032:139,25[' ]| He looked at her as with a hope$0$ 032:139,26[' ]| she would understand. 032:139,26[B ]| "Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful!" 032:139,27[M ]| "Precisely," 032:139,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy continued; 032:139,27[M ]| "the victim done 032:139,28[M ]| for$5$ by$4$ one glance$0$ of the goddess!" 032:139,29[' ]| $A$Nanda, motionless in her chair, fixed her other 032:139,30[' ]| friend with clear$2$ curiosity. 032:139,30[A ]| """Beautiful""? Why 032:139,31[A ]| beautiful?" 032:139,32[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, about$5$ to$9$ speak, checked himself 032:140,01[B ]| "I will$1$ not spoil it. Have it from \him!\" 032:140,01[' ]| ~ and, returning 032:140,02[' ]| to$4$ their friend, he this time went out$5$. 032:140,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy and $A$Nanda looked at each other. 032:140,03[M ]| "But 032:140,04[M ]| is not it rather awful?" 032:140,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy demanded. 032:140,05[' ]| She got up without answering; she slowly came 032:140,06[' ]| away from the table. 032:140,06[A ]| "I think I do know if I like$1$ 032:140,07[A ]| him." 032:140,08[M ]| "Well$9$ you may$1$," 032:140,08[' ]| $M$Mitchy exclaimed 032:140,08[M ]| "after$4$ his 032:140,09[M ]| putting before$4$ you probably, on$4$ the whole$0$, the greatest 032:140,10[M ]| of your triumphs." 032:140,11[A ]| "And I also know, I think, $M$Mr%*Mitchy, that$3$ I like$1$ 032:140,12[A ]| \you\." 032:140,12[' ]| She spoke without attention to$4$ this hyperbole. 032:140,13[M ]| "In spite$8$ of my ineffectual attempts to$9$ be brilliant? 032:140,14[M ]| That is a joy," 032:140,14[' ]| he went on$5$, 032:140,14[M ]| "if it is not drawn out$5$ by$4$ 032:140,15[M ]| the mere clumsiness of my flattery." 032:140,15[' ]| She had turned 032:140,16[' ]| away from him, kindly enough, as if time for$4$ his talk$0$ 032:140,17[' ]| in the air were always to$9$ be allowed him: she took 032:140,18[' ]| in vaguely $B$Vanderbank's books and prints. 032:140,18[M ]| "Why 032:140,19[M ]| did not your mother come?" 032:140,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy then enquired. 032:140,20[' ]| At this she again looked at him. 032:140,20[A ]| "Do you mention$1$ 032:140,21[A ]| her as a way of alluding to$4$ something you guess$1$ she 032:140,22[A ]| must have told me?" 032:140,23[M ]| "That$3$ I have always supposed I make$1$ your flesh 032:140,24[M ]| creep? Yes," 032:140,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy admitted; 032:140,24[M ]| "I see she must 032:140,25[M ]| have said to$4$ you: ""Be nice to$4$ him, to$9$ show$1$ him it 032:140,26[M ]| is not quite so$5#1$ bad as that$6#2$!"" So$3$ you \are\ nice ~ so$3$ you 032:140,27[M ]| always \will$1$\ be nice. But I adore you, all the same, 032:140,28[M ]| without illusions." 032:140,29[' ]| She had opened at one of the tables, unperceivingly, 032:140,30[' ]| a big volume of which$6#1$ she turned the leaves$0$. 032:140,30[A ]| "Do not 032:140,31[A ]| ""adore"" a girl, $M$Mr%*Mitchy ~ just$9$ help$1$ her. That is 032:140,32[A ]| more to$4$ the purpose." 032:141,01[M ]| "Help$1$ you?" 032:141,01[' ]| he cried. 032:141,01[M ]| "You bring tears to$4$ my 032:141,02[M ]| eyes!" 032:141,03[A ]| "Can not a girl have friends?" 032:141,03[' ]| she went on$5$. 032:141,03[A ]| "I never 032:141,04[A ]| heard of anything so$5#1$ idiotic." 032:141,04[' ]| Giving him, however, 032:141,05[' ]| no$2$ chance$0$ to$9$ take her up on$4$ this, she made a quick$2$ 032:141,06[' ]| transition. 032:141,06[A ]| "Mother did not come because she wants$1$ 032:141,07[A ]| me now, as she says, more to$9$ share$1$ her own$2$ life." 032:141,08[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked at it. 032:141,08[M ]| "But is this the way for$4$ her to$9$ 032:141,09[M ]| share$1$ yours?" 032:141,10[A ]| "Ah that is another matter ~ about$4$ which$6#1$ you 032:141,11[A ]| must talk$1$ to$4$ \her\. She wants$1$ me no$2$ longer to$9$ keep 032:141,12[A ]| seeing only with her eyes. She is throwing me into 032:141,13[A ]| the world." 032:141,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy had listened with the liveliest interest$0$, but 032:141,15[' ]| he presently broke into a laugh$0$. 032:141,15[M ]| "What$7$ a good thing 032:141,16[M ]| then that$3$ I am there to$9$ catch$1$ you!" 032:141,17[' ]| Without ~ it might have been seen ~ having 032:141,18[' ]| gathered the smallest impression of what$6#1$ they enclosed, 032:141,19[' ]| she carefully drew together again the covers of 032:141,20[' ]| her folio. There was deliberation in her movements. 032:141,21[A ]| "I shall always be glad when you are there. But 032:141,22[A ]| where do you suppose they have gone?" 032:141,22[' ]| Her eyes were 032:141,23[' ]| on$4$ what$6#1$ was visible of the other room, from which$6#1$ 032:141,24[' ]| there arrived no$2$ sound$0$ of voices. 032:141,25[M ]| "They are off there," 032:141,25[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 032:141,25[M ]| "but just$9$ looking 032:141,26[M ]| unutterable things about$4$ you. The impression is 032:141,27[M ]| too$5#1$ deep. Let them look$1$, and tell me meanwhile if 032:141,28[M ]| $H$Mrs%*Donner gave you my message." 032:141,29[A ]| "Oh yes, she told me some humbug." 032:141,30[M ]| "The humbug then was in the tone my perfectly 032:141,31[M ]| sincere speech took from herself. She gives things, 032:141,32[M ]| I recognise, rather that$6#2$ sound$0$. It is her weakness," 032:142,01[' ]| he continued, 032:142,01[M ]| "and perhaps even$5$ one may$1$ say her 032:142,02[M ]| danger. All the more reason$0$ you should help$1$ her, as 032:142,03[M ]| I believe you are supposed to$9$ be doing, are not you? 032:142,04[M ]| I hope$1$ you feel you are," 032:142,04[' ]| he earnestly added. 032:142,05[' ]| He had spoken this time gravely enough, and with 032:142,06[' ]| magnificent gravity $A$Nanda replied. 032:142,06[A ]| "I \have\ helped 032:142,07[A ]| her. $K$Tishy is sure I have. That is what$6#1$ $K$Tishy wants$1$ 032:142,08[A ]| me for$4$. She says that$3$ to$9$ be with some nice girl is 032:142,09[A ]| really the best thing for$4$ her." 032:142,10[' ]| Poor $M$Mitchy's face$0$ hereupon would have been 032:142,11[' ]| interesting, would have been distinctly touching to$4$ 032:142,12[' ]| other eyes; but $A$Nanda's were not heedful of it. 032:142,12[M ]| "Oh," 032:142,13[' ]| he returned after$4$ an instant$0$ and without profane 032:142,14[' ]| mirth, 032:142,14[M ]| "that$6#2$ seems to$4$ me the best thing for$4$ any*one." 032:142,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, however, might have caught his expression, 032:142,16[' ]| for$3$ $B$Vanderbank now reappeared, smiling on$4$ 032:142,17[' ]| the pair$0$ as if struck by$4$ their intimacy. 032:142,17[B ]| "How you \are\ 032:142,18[B ]| keeping$1$ it up!" 032:142,18[' ]| Then to$4$ $A$Nanda persuasively: 032:142,18[B ]| "Do 032:142,19[B ]| you mind$1$ going to$4$ him in there? I want$1$ him so$5#1$ really 032:142,20[B ]| to$9$ see you. It is quite, you know, what$6#1$ he came for$4$." 032:142,21[' ]| $A$Nanda seemed to$9$ wonder$1$. 032:142,21[A ]| "What$6#2$ will$1$ he do to$4$ 032:142,22[A ]| me? Anything dreadful?" 032:142,23[B ]| "He will$1$ tell you what$6#1$ I meant just$9$ now." 032:142,24[A ]| "Oh," 032:142,24[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 032:142,24[A ]| "if he is a person who$6#1$ can tell 032:142,25[A ]| me sometimes what$6#1$ you mean$1$ ~!" 032:142,25[' ]| With which$6#1$ she 032:142,26[' ]| went quickly off. 032:142,27[M ]| "And can not \I\ hear?" 032:142,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy asked of his host 032:142,28[' ]| while$9$ they looked after$4$ her. 032:142,29[B ]| "Yes, but only from me." 032:142,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had pushed 032:142,30[' ]| him to$4$ a seat again and was casting about$5$ for$4$ cigarettes. 032:142,31[B ]| "Be quiet$2$ and smoke, and I will$1$ tell you." 032:142,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy, on$4$ the sofa, received with meditation a 032:143,01[' ]| light$0$. 032:143,01[M ]| "Will$1$ she understand? She has everything in 032:143,02[M ]| the world but one," 032:143,02[' ]| he added. 032:143,02[M ]| "But that is half." 032:143,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, before$4$ him, lighted for$4$ himself. 032:143,04[B ]| "What$6#2$ is it?" 032:143,05[M ]| "A sense of humour." 032:143,06[B ]| "Oh yes, she is serious$2$." 032:143,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy smoked a little. 032:143,07[M ]| "She is tragic." 032:143,08[' ]| His friend, at the fire$0$, watched a moment the empty$2$ 032:143,09[' ]| portion of the other room, then walked across$5$ to$9$ give 032:143,10[' ]| the door a light$2$ push$0$ that$6#1$ all but closed it. 032:143,10[B ]| "It is 032:143,11[B ]| rather odd," 032:143,11[' ]| he remarked as he came back$5$ ~ 032:143,11[B ]| "that is 032:143,12[B ]| quite what$6#1$ I just$9$ said to$4$ him. But he will$1$ not treat$1$ her 032:143,13[B ]| to$4$ comedy." 033:144,01[B ]| "Is it the shock$0$ of the resemblance to$4$ her grandmother?" 033:144,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had asked of $L$Mr%*Longdon on$4$ 033:144,03[' ]| rejoining him in his retreat$0$. This victim of memory, 033:144,04[' ]| with his back$0$ turned, was gazing out$8$ of the window, 033:144,05[' ]| and when in answer$0$ he showed his face$0$ there were 033:144,06[' ]| tears in his eyes. His answer$0$ in fact was just$9$ these 033:144,07[' ]| tears, the significance of which$6#1$ $B$Vanderbank immediately 033:144,08[' ]| recognised. 033:144,08[B ]| "It is still$5$ greater then than you 033:144,09[B ]| gathered from her photograph?" 033:144,10[L ]| "It is the most extraordinary thing in the world. 033:144,11[L ]| I am too$5#1$ absurd to$9$ be so$5#1$ upset" 033:144,11[' ]| ~ $L$Mr%*Longdon 033:144,12[' ]| smiled through$4$ his tears ~ 033:144,12[L ]| "but if you had known 033:144,13[L ]| $ZI$Lady*Julia you would understand. It is \she\ again, as I 033:144,14[L ]| first knew her, to$4$ the life; and not only in feature, in 033:144,15[L ]| stature, in colour, in movement, but in every bodily 033:144,16[L ]| mark$0$ and sign, in every look$0$ of the eyes above$4$ all ~ 033:144,17[L ]| oh to$4$ a degree! ~ in the sound$0$, in the charm$0$ of the 033:144,18[L ]| voice." 033:144,18[' ]| He spoke low and confidentially, but with an 033:144,19[' ]| intensity that$6#1$ now relieved him ~ he was as restless as 033:144,20[' ]| with a discovery. He moved about$5$ as with a sacred 033:144,21[' ]| awe ~ he might a few steps away have been in the 033:144,22[' ]| very presence. 033:144,22[L ]| "She is \all\ $ZI$Lady*Julia. There is not 033:144,23[L ]| a touch$0$ of her mother. It is unique ~ an absolute 033:144,24[L ]| revival. I see nothing of her father, I see nothing of 033:144,25[L ]| any*one else. Is not it thought$1$ wonderful by$4$ every*one?" 033:144,26[' ]| he went on$5$. 033:144,26[L ]| "Why did not you tell me?" 033:144,27[B ]| "To$9$ have prepared you a little?" 033:144,27[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank 033:145,01[' ]| felt almost guilty. 033:145,01[B ]| "I see ~ I should have liked to$9$ 033:145,02[B ]| make$1$ more of it; though," 033:145,02[' ]| he added all lucidly, 033:145,02[B ]| "I 033:145,03[B ]| might so$5#2$, by$4$ putting you on$4$ your guard$0$, have caused 033:145,04[B ]| myself to$9$ lose what$6#1$, if you will$1$ allow me to$9$ say it, strikes 033:145,05[B ]| me as one of the most touching tributes I have ever seen 033:145,06[B ]| rendered to$4$ a woman. In fact, however, how could 033:145,07[B ]| I know? I never saw $ZI$Lady*Julia, and you had in 033:145,08[B ]| advance$0$ all the evidence I could have: the portrait ~ 033:145,09[B ]| pretty$5$ bad, in the taste of the time, I admit ~ and the 033:145,10[B ]| three or four photographs you must have noticed with 033:145,11[B ]| it at $D$Mrs%*Brook's. These things must have compared 033:145,12[B ]| themselves for$4$ you with my photograph in there of 033:145,13[B ]| the granddaughter. The similarity of course$8$ we had 033:145,14[B ]| all observed, but it has taken your wonderful memory 033:145,15[B ]| and your happy vision to$9$ put into it all the detail$0$." 033:145,16[B ]| 033:145,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon thought$1$ a moment, giving a dab with 033:145,18[' ]| his pocket-handkerchief. 033:145,18[L ]| "Very true ~ you are quite 033:145,19[L ]| right$2#1$. It is far beyond$4$ any identity in the pictures. 033:145,20[L ]| But why did you tell me," 033:145,20[' ]| he added more sharply, 033:145,21[L ]| "that$3$ she is not beautiful?" 033:145,22[B ]| "You have deprived me," 033:145,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed, 033:145,22[B ]| "of 033:145,23[B ]| the power of expressing civilly any surprise$0$ at your 033:145,24[B ]| finding her so$5#2$. But I said to$4$ you, please remember, 033:145,25[B ]| nothing that$6#1$ qualified a jot my sense of the special 033:145,26[B ]| stamp of her face$0$. I have always positively found in it 033:145,27[B ]| a recall$0$ of the type of the period you must be thinking 033:145,28[B ]| of. It is not a bit modern. It is a face$0$ of $Z1$Sir*Thomas*Lawrence ~" 033:145,29[B ]| 033:145,30[L ]| "It is a face$0$ of $Z1$Gainsborough!" 033:145,30[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon returned 033:145,31[' ]| with spirit. 033:145,31[L ]| "$ZI$Lady*Julia herself harked back$5$." 033:145,32[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, clearly, was equally touched and 033:146,01[' ]| amused. 033:146,01[B ]| "Let us say at once that$3$ it is a face$0$ of 033:146,02[B ]| $Z1$Raphael." 033:146,03[' ]| His old friend's hand was instantly on$4$ his arm$0$. 033:146,04[L ]| "That is exactly what$6#1$ I often said to$4$ myself of $ZI$Lady*Julia's." 033:146,05[L ]| 033:146,06[B ]| "The forehead is a little too$5#1$ high," 033:146,06[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 033:146,07[' ]| 033:146,08[L ]| "But it is just$9$ that$6#2$ excess that$6#1$, with the exquisite 033:146,09[L ]| eyes and the particular disposition round$4$ it of the fair 033:146,10[L ]| hair, makes the individual grace$0$, makes the beauty 033:146,11[L ]| of the resemblance." 033:146,12[' ]| Released by$4$ $ZI$Lady*Julia's lover, the young man in 033:146,13[' ]| turn$0$ grasped him as an encouragement to$4$ confidence. 033:146,14[B ]| "It is a face$0$ that$6#1$ should have the long$9$ side-ringlets of 033:146,15[B ]| 1830. It should have the rest$0#1$ of the personal arrangement, 033:146,16[B ]| the pelisse, the shape$0$ of bonnet, the sprigged 033:146,17[B ]| muslin dress$0$ and the cross-laced sandals. It should 033:146,18[B ]| have arrived in a pea-green ""tilbury"" and be a reader 033:146,19[B ]| of $Z1$Mrs%*Radcliffe. And all this to$9$ complete$1$ the 033:146,20[B ]| $Z1$Raphael!" 033:146,21[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$, his discovery proclaimed, had 033:146,22[' ]| begun, as might have been said, to$9$ live with it, looked 033:146,23[' ]| hard a moment at his companion. 033:146,23[L ]| "How you have 033:146,24[L ]| observed her!" 033:146,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank met it without confusion. 033:146,25[B ]| "Whom$6#2$ 033:146,26[B ]| have not I observed? Do you like$1$ her?" 033:146,26[' ]| he then 033:146,27[' ]| rather oddly and abruptly asked. 033:146,28[' ]| The old man broke away again. 033:146,28[L ]| "How can I tell 033:146,29[L ]| ~ with such disparities?" 033:146,30[B ]| "The manner must be different," 033:146,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank suggested. 033:146,31[B ]| "And the things she says." 033:146,32[' ]| His visitor was before$4$ him again. 033:146,32[L ]| "I do not know 033:147,01[L ]| what$6#1$ to$9$ make$1$ of them. They do not go with the rest$0#1$ 033:147,02[L ]| of her. $ZI$Lady*Julia," 033:147,02[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, 033:147,02[L ]| "was rather 033:147,03[L ]| shy." 033:147,04[' ]| Oh this too$5#2$ his host could meet$1$ him. 033:147,04[B ]| "She must 033:147,05[B ]| have been. And $A$Nanda ~ yes, certainly ~ does not 033:147,06[B ]| give that$6#2$ impression." 033:147,07[L ]| "On$4$ the contrary$0$. But $ZI$Lady*Julia was gay!" 033:147,08[' ]| he added with an eagerness that$6#1$ made $B$Vanderbank 033:147,09[' ]| smile$0$. 033:147,10[B ]| "I can also see that$6#2$. $A$Nanda does not joke. And 033:147,11[B ]| yet," 033:147,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank continued with his exemplary candour, 033:147,12[B ]| "we must not speak of her, must we? as if she 033:147,13[B ]| were bold and grim." 033:147,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon fixed him. 033:147,14[L ]| "Do you think she is 033:147,15[L ]| sad?" 033:147,16[' ]| They had preserved their lowered tone and might, 033:147,17[' ]| with their heads together, have been conferring as 033:147,18[' ]| the party "out$5$" in some game with the couple in the 033:147,19[' ]| other room. 033:147,19[B ]| "Yes. Sad." 033:147,19[' ]| But $B$Vanderbank broke 033:147,20[' ]| off. 033:147,20[B ]| "I will$1$ send her to$4$ you." 033:147,20[' ]| Thus it was he had come 033:147,21[' ]| back$5$ to$4$ her. 033:147,22[' ]| $A$Nanda, on$4$ joining the elder man, went straight to$4$ 033:147,23[' ]| the point$0$. 033:147,23[A ]| "He says it is so$5#1$ beautiful ~ what$6#1$ you feel 033:147,24[A ]| on$4$ seeing me: if that$6#2$ \is\ what$6#1$ he meant." 033:147,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 033:147,25[' ]| kept silent again at first, only smiling at her, but 033:147,26[' ]| less strangely now, and then appeared to$9$ look$1$ about$4$ 033:147,27[' ]| him for$4$ some place$0$ where she could sit near$4$ him. 033:147,28[' ]| There was a sofa in this room too$5#2$, on$4$ which$6#1$, observing 033:147,29[' ]| it, she quickly sank down$5$, so$3$ that$3$ they were 033:147,30[' ]| presently together, placed a little sideways and face$0$ 033:147,31[' ]| to$4$ face$0$. She had shown perhaps that$3$ she supposed 033:147,32[' ]| him to$9$ have wished to$9$ take her hand, but he forbore 033:148,01[' ]| to$9$ touch$1$ her, though letting her feel all the kindness 033:148,02[' ]| of his eyes and their long$9$ backward vision. These 033:148,03[' ]| things she evidently felt soon enough; she went on$5$ 033:148,04[' ]| before$3$ he had spoken. 033:148,04[A ]| "I know how well$9$ you knew 033:148,05[A ]| my grandmother. Mother has told me ~ and I am 033:148,06[A ]| so$5#1$ glad. She told me to$9$ say to$4$ you that$3$ she wants$1$ \you\ 033:148,07[A ]| to$9$ tell me." 033:148,07[' ]| Just$9$ a shade, at this, might have appeared 033:148,08[' ]| to$9$ drop$1$ over his face$0$, but who$6#2$ was there to$9$ 033:148,09[' ]| know if the girl observed it? It did not prevent at any 033:148,10[' ]| rate$0$ her completing her statement. 033:148,10[A ]| "That is why she 033:148,11[A ]| wished me to-day to$9$ come alone. She said she wished 033:148,12[A ]| you to$9$ have me all to$4$ yourself." 033:148,13@l | No$7$, decidedly, she was not shy: 033:148,13[' ]| that$6#2$ mute reflexion 033:148,14[' ]| was in the air an instant$0$. 033:148,14[L ]| "That$6#2$, no$2$ doubt$0$, is 033:148,15[L ]| the best way. I thank her very much. I called, after$4$ 033:148,16[L ]| having had the honour$0$ of dining ~ I called, I think, 033:148,17[L ]| three times," 033:148,17[' ]| he went on$5$ with a sudden$2$ displacement 033:148,18[' ]| of the question$0$; 033:148,18[L ]| "but I had the misfortune each time 033:148,19[L ]| to$9$ miss her." 033:148,20[' ]| She kept looking at him with her crude young clearness. 033:148,21[A ]| "I did not know about$4$ that$6#2$. Mother thinks 033:148,22[A ]| she is more at home than almost any*one. She does it 033:148,23[A ]| on$4$ purpose: she knows what$6#1$ it is," 033:148,23[' ]| $A$Nanda pursued 033:148,24[' ]| with her perfect$2$ gravity, 033:148,24[A ]| "for$4$ people to$9$ be disappointed 033:148,25[A ]| of finding her." 033:148,26[L ]| "Oh I shall find her yet," 033:148,26[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 033:148,26[L ]| "And 033:148,27[L ]| then I hope$1$ I shall also find \you\." 033:148,28[' ]| She appeared simply to$9$ consider the possibility and 033:148,29[' ]| after$4$ an instant$0$ to$9$ think well$9$ of it. 033:148,29[A ]| "I dare$1#2$ say you 033:148,30[A ]| will$1$ now, for$3$ now I shall be down$5$." 033:148,31[' ]| Her companion just$9$ blinked. 033:148,31[L ]| "In the drawing-room, 033:148,32[L ]| you mean$1$ ~ always?" 033:149,01[' ]| It was quite what$6#1$ she meant. 033:149,01[A ]| "Always. I shall see 033:149,02[A ]| all the people who$6#1$ come. It will$1$ be a great thing for$4$ 033:149,03[A ]| me. I want$1$ to$9$ hear all the talk$0$. $M$Mr%*Mitchett says 033:149,04[A ]| I ought to$9$ ~ that$3$ it helps to$9$ form$1$ the young mind$0$. 033:149,05[A ]| I hoped, for$4$ that$6#2$ reason$0$," 033:149,05[' ]| she went on$5$ with the 033:149,06[' ]| directness that$6#1$ made her honesty almost violent ~ 033:149,07[A ]| "I hoped there would be more people here to-day." 033:149,08[L ]| "I am very glad there are not!" 033:149,08[' ]| ~ the old man rang 033:149,09[' ]| equally clear$2$. 033:149,09[L ]| "$B$Mr%*Vanderbank kindly arranged the 033:149,10[L ]| matter for$4$ me just$9$ this way. I met him at dinner, at 033:149,11[L ]| your mother's, three weeks ago, and he brought me 033:149,12[L ]| home here that$6#2$ night, when, as knowing you so$5#1$ differently, 033:149,13[L ]| we took the liberty of talking you all over. 033:149,14[L ]| It naturally had the effect$0$ of making me want$1$ to$9$ 033:149,15[L ]| begin with you afresh ~ only that$6#2$ seemed difficult 033:149,16[L ]| too$5#2$ without further help$0$. This he good-naturedly 033:149,17[L ]| offered me; he said" 033:149,17[' ]| ~ and $L$Mr%*Longdon recovered 033:149,18[' ]| his spirits to$9$ repeat it ~ 033:149,18[L ]| """Hang it, I will$1$ have 'em 033:149,19[L ]| here for$4$ you!""" 033:149,20[A ]| "I see ~ he knew we would come." 033:149,20[' ]| Then she caught 033:149,21[' ]| herself up. 033:149,21[A ]| "But we have not come, have we?" 033:149,22[L ]| "Oh it is all right$8$ ~ it is all right$8$. To$4$ me the occasion is 033:149,23[L ]| brilliant and the affluence great. I have had 033:149,24[L ]| such talk$0$ with those young men ~" 033:149,25[A ]| "I see" 033:149,25[' ]| ~ she was again prompt$2$, but beyond$4$ any 033:149,26[' ]| young person he had ever met she might have struck 033:149,27[' ]| him as literal. 033:149,27[A ]| "You are not used$1#2$ to$4$ such talk$0$. Neither 033:149,28[A ]| am I. It is rather wonderful, is not it? They are 033:149,29[A ]| thought$1$ awfully clever, $B$Mr%*Van and $M$Mr%*Mitchy. 033:149,30[A ]| Do you like$1$ them?" 033:149,30[' ]| she pushed on$5$. 033:149,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$, as compared with her, might 033:149,32[' ]| have struck a spectator as infernally subtle, took an 033:150,01[' ]| instant$0$ to$9$ think. 033:150,01[L ]| "I have never met $M$Mr%*Mitchett before$5$." 033:150,02[L ]| 033:150,03[A ]| "Well$7$, he always thinks one does not like$1$ him," 033:150,04[' ]| $A$Nanda explained. 033:150,04[A ]| "But one does. One ought to$9$," 033:150,05[' ]| she added. 033:150,06[' ]| Her companion had another pause$0$. 033:150,06[L ]| "He likes 033:150,07[L ]| \you\." 033:150,08[' ]| Oh $L$Mr%*Longdon need not have hesitated! 033:150,08[A ]| "I 033:150,09[A ]| know he does. He has told mother. He has told lots 033:150,10[A ]| of people." 033:150,11[L ]| "He has told even$5$ you," 033:150,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon smiled. 033:150,12[A ]| "Yes ~ but that$6#2$ is not the same. I do not think he is 033:150,13[A ]| a bit dreadful," 033:150,13[' ]| she pursued. Still$5$, there was a greater 033:150,14[' ]| interest$0$. 033:150,14[A ]| "Do you like$1$ $B$Mr%*Van?" 033:150,15[' ]| This time her interlocutor indeed hung fire$0$. 033:150,15[L ]| "How 033:150,16[L ]| can I tell? He dazzles me." 033:150,17[A ]| "But do not you like$1$ that$6#2$?" 033:150,17[' ]| Then before$3$ he could 033:150,18[' ]| really say: 033:150,18[A ]| "You are afraid he may$1$ be false?" 033:150,19[' ]| At this he fairly laughed. 033:150,19[L ]| "You go to$4$ the point$0$!" 033:150,20[' ]| She just$9$ coloured to$9$ have amused him so$5#2$, but he 033:150,21[' ]| quickly went on$5$: 033:150,21[L ]| "I think one has a little natural$2$ 033:150,22[L ]| nervousness at being$1$ carried off one's feet. I am afraid 033:150,23[L ]| I have always liked too$5#1$ much to$9$ see where I am going." 033:150,24[A ]| "And you do not with him?" 033:150,24[' ]| She spoke with her 033:150,25[' ]| curious hard interest$0$. 033:150,25[A ]| "I understand. But I think 033:150,26[A ]| I like$1$ to$9$ be dazzled." 033:150,27[L ]| "Oh you have got time ~ you can come round$9$ again; 033:150,28[L ]| you have a margin for$4$ accidents, for$4$ disappointments 033:150,29[L ]| and recoveries: you can take one thing with another. 033:150,30[L ]| But I have only my last$2$ little scrap." 033:150,31[A ]| "And you want$1$ to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ mistakes ~ I see." 033:150,32[L ]| "Well$7$, I am too$5#1$ easily upset." 033:151,01[A ]| "Ah so$5#2$ am I," 033:151,01[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 033:151,01[A ]| "I assure you that$3$ in 033:151,02[A ]| spite$8$ of what$6#1$ you say I want$1$ to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ mistakes 033:151,03[A ]| either. I have seen a great many ~ though you might not 033:151,04[A ]| think it," 033:151,04[' ]| she persisted; 033:151,04[A ]| "I really know what$6#1$ they 033:151,05[A ]| may$1$ be. Do you like$1$ \me?\" 033:151,05[' ]| she brought forth. But 033:151,06[' ]| even$5$ on$4$ this she spared him too$5#2$; a look$0$ appeared to$9$ 033:151,07[' ]| have been enough for$4$ her. 033:151,07[A ]| "How can you say, of 033:151,08[A ]| course$8$, already? ~ if you can not say for$4$ $B$Mr%*Van. I 033:151,09[A ]| mean$1$ as you have see him so$5#1$ much. When he asked 033:151,10[A ]| me just$9$ now if I liked \you\ I told him it was too$5#1$ soon. 033:151,11[A ]| But it is not now; you see it goes fast. I \do\ like$1$ you." 033:151,12[' ]| She gave him no$2$ time to$9$ acknowledge this tribute, 033:151,13[' ]| but ~ as if it were a matter of course$0$ ~ tried him 033:151,14[' ]| quickly with something else. 033:151,14[A ]| "Can you say if you 033:151,15[A ]| like$1$ mother?" 033:151,16[' ]| He could meet$1$ it pretty$5$ well$9$ now. 033:151,16[L ]| "There are 033:151,17[L ]| immense reasons why I should." 033:151,18[A ]| "Yes ~ I know about$4$ them, as I mentioned: mother 033:151,19[A ]| has told me." 033:151,19[' ]| But what$6#1$ she had to$9$ put to$4$ him 033:151,20[' ]| kept up his surprise$0$. 033:151,20[A ]| "Have reasons anything to$9$ do 033:151,21[A ]| with it? I do not believe you like$1$ her!" 033:151,21[' ]| she exclaimed. 033:151,22[A ]| "\She\ does not think so$5#2$," 033:151,22[' ]| she added. 033:151,23[' ]| The old man's face$0$ at last$0$, partly bewildered, partly 033:151,24[' ]| reassured, showed something finer still$5$ in the effect$0$ 033:151,25[' ]| she produced. 033:151,25[L ]| "Into what$7$ mysteries you plunge!" 033:151,26[A ]| "Oh we do; that is what$6#1$ every*one says of us. We 033:151,27[A ]| discuss everything and every*one ~ we are always 033:151,28[A ]| discussing each other. I think we must be rather celebrated 033:151,29[A ]| for$4$ it, and it is a kind$0$ of trick$0$ ~ is not it? ~ 033:151,30[A ]| that is catching. But do not you think it is the most 033:151,31[A ]| interesting sort of talk$0$? Mother says we have not any 033:151,32[A ]| prejudices. \You\ have, probably, quantities ~ and 033:152,01[A ]| beautiful ones: so$3$ perhaps I ought not to$9$ tell you. 033:152,02[A ]| But you will$1$ find out$5$ for$4$ yourself." 033:152,03[L ]| "Yes ~ I am rather slow; but I generally end$1$ by$4$ 033:152,04[L ]| finding out$5$. And I have got, thank heaven," 033:152,04[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, 033:152,05[L ]| "quite prejudices enough." 033:152,06[A ]| "Then I hope$1$ you will$1$ tell me some of them," 033:152,06[' ]| $A$Nanda 033:152,07[' ]| replied in a tone evidently marking how much he 033:152,08[' ]| pleased her. 033:152,09[L ]| "Ah you must do as \I\ do ~ you must find out$5$ for$4$ 033:152,10[L ]| yourself. Your resemblance to$4$ your grandmother is 033:152,11[L ]| quite prodigious," 033:152,11[' ]| he immediately added. 033:152,12[A ]| "That is what$6#1$ I wish$1$ you would tell me about$4$ ~ your 033:152,13[A ]| recollection of her and your wonderful feeling$0$ about$4$ 033:152,14[A ]| her. Mother has told me things, but that$3$ I should 033:152,15[A ]| have something straight from you is exactly what$6#1$ she 033:152,15[A ]| also wants$1$. My grandmother must have been awfully 033:152,16[A ]| nice," 033:152,16[' ]| the girl rambled on$5$, 033:152,16[A ]| "and I somehow do not see 033:152,17[A ]| myself at all as the same sort of person." 033:152,18[L ]| "Oh I do not say you are in the least the same sort: 033:152,19[L ]| all I allude to$4$," 033:152,19[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon returned, 033:152,19[L ]| "is the miracle 033:152,20[L ]| of the physical heredity. Nothing could be less 033:152,21[L ]| like$9$ her than your manner and your talk$0$." 033:152,22[' ]| $A$Nanda looked at him with all her honesty. 033:152,23[A ]| "They are not so$5#1$ good, you must think." 033:152,24[' ]| He hung fire$0$ an instant$0$, but was as honest as she. 033:152,25[L ]| "You are separated from her by$4$ a gulf ~ and not only 033:152,26[L ]| of time. Personally, you see, you breathe a different 033:152,27[L ]| air." 033:152,28[' ]| She thought$1$ ~ she quite took it in. 033:152,28[A ]| "Of course$8$. 033:152,29[A ]| And you breathe the same ~ the same old one, I 033:152,30[A ]| mean$1$, as my grandmother." 033:152,31[L ]| "The same old one," 033:152,32[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon smiled, 033:152,32[L ]| "as 033:153,01[L ]| much as possible. Some day I will$1$ tell you more of what$6#1$ 033:153,02[L ]| you are curious of. I can not go into it now." 033:153,03[A ]| "Because I have upset you so$5#2$?" 033:153,03[' ]| $A$Nanda frankly 033:153,04[' ]| asked. 033:153,05[L ]| "That is one of the reasons." 033:153,06[A ]| "I think I can see another too$5#2$," 033:153,06[' ]| she observed after$4$ 033:153,07[' ]| a moment. 033:153,07[A ]| "You are not sure how much I shall understand. 033:153,08[A ]| But I shall understand," 033:153,08[' ]| she went on$5$, 033:153,08[A ]| "more, 033:153,09[A ]| perhaps, than you think. In fact," 033:153,09[' ]| she said earnestly, 033:153,10[A ]| "I \promise$1$\ to$9$ understand. I have some imagination. 033:153,11[A ]| Had my grandmother?" 033:153,11[' ]| she asked. Her actual sequences 033:153,12[' ]| were not rapid, but she had already anticipated 033:153,13[' ]| him. 033:153,13[A ]| "I have thought$1$ of that$6#2$ before$5$, because 033:153,14[A ]| I put the same question$0$ to$4$ mother." 033:153,15[L ]| "And what$6#2$ did your mother say?" 033:153,16[A ]| """Imagination ~ dear$2#1$ mamma? Not a grain!""" 033:153,17[' ]| The old man showed a faint$2$ flush. 033:153,17[L ]| "Your mother 033:153,18[L ]| then has a supply$0$ that$6#1$ makes up for$4$ it." 033:153,19[' ]| The girl fixed him on$4$ this with a deeper attention. 033:153,20[A ]| "You do not like$1$ her having said that$6#2$." 033:153,21[' ]| His colour came stronger, though a slightly strained 033:153,22[' ]| smile$0$ did what$6#1$ it could to$9$ diffuse coolness. 033:153,22[L ]| "I do not 033:153,23[L ]| care$1$ a single scrap, my dear$2#1$, in respect$0$ to$4$ the friend 033:153,24[L ]| I am speaking of, for$4$ any judgement but my own$2$." 033:153,25[A ]| "Not even$5$ for$4$ her daughter's?" 033:153,26[L ]| "Not even$5$ for$4$ her daughter's." 033:153,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had 033:153,27[' ]| not spoken loud, but he rang as clear$2$ as a bell. 033:153,28[' ]| $A$Nanda, for$4$ admiration of it, broke almost for$4$ the 033:153,29[' ]| first time into the semblance of a smile$0$. 033:153,29[A ]| "You feel as 033:153,30[A ]| if my grandmother were quite \your\ property!" 033:153,31[L ]| "Oh quite." 033:153,32[A ]| "I say ~ that is splendid!" 033:154,01[L ]| "I am glad you like$1$ it," 033:154,01[' ]| he answered kindly. 033:154,02[' ]| The very kindness pulled her up. 033:154,02[A ]| "Pardon$1$ my 033:154,03[A ]| speaking so$5#2$, but I am sure you know what$6#1$ I mean$1$. 033:154,04[A ]| You must not think," 033:154,04[' ]| she eagerly continued, 033:154,04[A ]| "that$3$ 033:154,05[A ]| mother will$1$ not also want$1$ to$9$ hear you." 033:154,06[L ]| "On$4$ the subject$0$ of $ZI$Lady*Julia?" 033:154,06[' ]| He gently, but 033:154,07[' ]| very effectively, shook his head$0$. 033:154,07[L ]| "Your mother shall 033:154,08[L ]| never hear me." 033:154,09[' ]| $A$Nanda appeared to$9$ wonder$1$ at it an instant$0$, and it 033:154,10[' ]| made her completely grave$2$ again. 033:154,10[A ]| "It will$1$ be all for$4$ 033:154,11[A ]| \me?\" 033:154,12[L ]| "Whatever there may$1$ be of it, my dear$2#1$." 033:154,13[A ]| "Oh I shall get it all out$8$ of you," 033:154,13[' ]| she returned without 033:154,14[' ]| hesitation. Her mixture of free familiarity and of 033:154,15[' ]| the vividness of evocation of something, whatever it 033:154,16[' ]| was, sharply opposed ~ the little worry of this contradiction, 033:154,17[' ]| not altogether unpleasant, continued to$9$ 033:154,18[' ]| fill his consciousness more discernibly than anything 033:154,19[' ]| else. It was really reflected in his quick$2$ brown eyes 033:154,20[' ]| that$3$ she alternately drew him on$5$ and warned him off, 033:154,21[' ]| but also that$3$ what$6#1$ they were beginning$1$ more and 033:154,22[' ]| more to$9$ make$1$ out$5$ was an emotion of her own$2$ trembling 033:154,23[' ]| there beneath her tension. His glimpse of it 033:154,24[' ]| widened ~ his glimpse of it fairly triumphed when 033:154,25[' ]| suddenly, after$4$ this last$2$ declaration, she threw off with 033:154,26[' ]| quite the same accent but quite another effect$0$: 033:154,26[A ]| "I am 033:154,27[A ]| glad to$9$ be like$9$ any*one the thought$0$ of whom$6#1$ makes 033:154,28[A ]| you so$5#1$ good! You \are\ good," 033:154,28[' ]| she continued; 033:154,28[A ]| "I see 033:154,29[A ]| already how I shall feel it." 033:154,29[' ]| She stared at him with 033:154,30[' ]| tears, the sight of which$6#1$ brought his own$2$ straight 033:154,31[' ]| back$5$; so$3$ that$3$ thus for$4$ a moment they sat there together. 033:154,32[' ]| 033:155,01[L ]| "My dear$2#1$ child!" 033:155,01[' ]| he at last$0$ simply murmured. 033:155,02[' ]| But he laid his hand on$4$ her now, and her own$2$ immediately 033:155,03[' ]| met it. 033:155,04[A ]| "You will$1$ get used$1#2$ to$4$ me," 033:155,04[' ]| she said with the same 033:155,05[' ]| gentleness that$6#1$ the response of her touch$0$ had tried to$9$ 033:155,06[' ]| express$1$; 033:155,06[A ]| "and I shall be so$5#1$ careful with you that$3$ ~ 033:155,07[A ]| well$7$, you will$1$ see!" 033:155,07[' ]| She broke short$2$ off with a quaver 033:155,08[' ]| and the next instant$0$ she turned ~ there was some*one 033:155,09[' ]| at the door. $B$Vanderbank, still$5$ not quite at his ease$0$, 033:155,10[' ]| had come back$5$ to$9$ smile$1$ upon them. Detaching herself 033:155,11[' ]| from $L$Mr%*Longdon she got straight up to$9$ meet$1$ 033:155,12[' ]| him. 033:155,12[A ]| "You were right$2#1$, $B$Mr%*Van. It is beautiful, 033:155,13[A ]| beautiful, beautiful!" 041:159,01[' ]| $E$Harold*Brookenham, whom$6#1$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore, ushered 041:159,02[' ]| in and announced, had found in the act$0$ of helping 041:159,03[' ]| himself to$4$ a cup of tea at the table apparently just$9$ 041:159,04[' ]| prepared ~ $E$Harold*Brookenham arrived at the point$0$ 041:159,05[' ]| with a dash so$5#1$ direct$2$ as to$9$ leave$1$ the visitor an option 041:159,06[' ]| between but two suppositions: 041:159,06@f | that$6#2$ of a desperate 041:159,07@f | plunge, to$9$ have his shame$0$ soon over, or that$6#2$ of the acquired 041:159,08@f | habit of such appeals, which$6#1$ had taught him the 041:159,09@f | easiest way. 041:159,09[' ]| There was no$2$ great sharpness in the face$0$ 041:159,10[' ]| of $F$Mr%*Cashmore, who$6#1$ was somehow massive without 041:159,11[' ]| majesty; yet he might not have been proof against 041:159,12[' ]| the suspicion that$6#1$ his young friend's embarrassment 041:159,13[' ]| was an easy precaution, a conscious corrective to$4$ the 041:159,14[' ]| danger of audacity. It would not have been impossible 041:159,15[' ]| to$9$ divine that$3$ if $E$Harold shut his eyes and jumped 041:159,16[' ]| it was mainly for$4$ the appearance of doing so$5#2$. Experience$0$ 041:159,17[' ]| was to$9$ be taken as showing that$3$ one might get 041:159,18[' ]| a five-pound note$0$ as one got a light$0$ for$4$ a cigarette; 041:159,19[' ]| but one had to$9$ check$1$ the friendly impulse to$9$ ask for$4$ 041:159,20[' ]| it in the same way. $F$Mr%*Cashmore had in fact looked 041:159,21[' ]| surprised, yet not on$4$ the whole$0$ so$5#1$ surprised as the 041:159,22[' ]| young man seemed to$9$ have expected$1$ of him. There 041:159,23[' ]| was almost a quiet$2$ grace$0$ in the combination of 041:159,24[' ]| promptitude and diffidence with which$6#1$ $E$Harold took 041:159,25[' ]| over the responsibility of all proprietorship of the 041:159,26[' ]| crisp morsel of paper that$6#1$ he slipped with slow firmness 041:159,27[' ]| into the pocket of his waistcoat, rubbing it gently 041:160,01[' ]| in its passage against the delicately buff-coloured 041:160,02[' ]| duck of which$6#1$ that$6#2$ garment was composed. 041:160,02[E ]| "So$5#1$ 041:160,03[E ]| quite too$5#1$ awfully kind$2$ of you that$3$ I really do not know 041:160,04[E ]| what$6#1$ to$9$ say" 041:160,04[' ]| ~ there was a marked recall$0$, in the 041:160,05[' ]| manner of this speech, of the sweetness of his mother's 041:160,06[' ]| droop and the tenderness of her wail. It was as 041:160,07[' ]| if he had been moved for$4$ the moment to$9$ moralise, but 041:160,08[' ]| the eyes he raised to$4$ his benefactor had the oddest 041:160,09[' ]| effect$0$ of marking that$6#2$ personage himself as a theme 041:160,10[' ]| for$4$ the moralist. 041:160,11[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore, who$6#1$ would have been very red-haired 041:160,12[' ]| if he had not been bald, showed a single 041:160,13[' ]| eye-glass and a long$9$ upper lip; he was large and 041:160,14[' ]| jaunty, with little petulant movements and intense 041:160,15[' ]| ejaculations that$6#1$ were not in the line of his type. 041:160,16[F ]| "You may$1$ say anything you like$1$ if you do not say 041:160,17[F ]| you will$1$ repay it. That is always nonsense ~ I hate 041:160,18[F ]| it." 041:160,19[' ]| $E$Harold remained sad, but showed himself really 041:160,20[' ]| superior$2$. 041:160,20[E ]| "Then I will$1$ not say it." 041:160,20[' ]| Pensively, a minute$0$, 041:160,21[' ]| he appeared to$9$ figure the words, in their absurdity, 041:160,22[' ]| on$4$ the lips of some young man not, like$9$ himself, tactful. 041:160,23[E ]| "I know just$9$ what$6#1$ you mean$1$." 041:160,24[F ]| "But I think, you know, that$3$ you ought to$9$ tell your 041:160,25[F ]| father," 041:160,25[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore said. 041:160,26[E ]| "Tell him I have borrowed of you?" 041:160,27[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore good-humouredly demurred. 041:160,27[F ]| "It 041:160,28[F ]| would serve me right$2#1$ ~ it is so$5#1$ wretched my having 041:160,29[F ]| listened to$4$ you. Tell him, certainly," 041:160,29[' ]| he went on$5$ after$4$ 041:160,30[' ]| an instant$0$. 041:160,30[F ]| "But what$6#1$ I mean$1$ is that$3$ if you are in such 041:160,31[F ]| straits you should speak to$4$ him like$9$ a man." 041:160,32[' ]| $E$Harold smiled at the innocence of a friend who$6#1$ 041:161,01[' ]| could suppose him not to$9$ have exhausted that$6#2$ resource. 041:161,02[E ]| "I am \always\ speaking to$4$ him like$9$ a man, 041:161,03[E ]| and that is just$9$ what$6#1$ puts him so$5#1$ awfully out$5$. He 041:161,04[E ]| denies to$4$ my face$0$ that$3$ I \am\ one. One would suppose, 041:161,05[E ]| to$9$ hear him, not only that$3$ I am a small objectionable 041:161,06[E ]| child, but that$3$ I am scarcely even$5$ human. He does not 041:161,07[E ]| conceive me as with human wants$0$." 041:161,08[F ]| "Oh," 041:161,08[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore laughed, 041:161,08[F ]| "you have all ~ you 041:161,09[F ]| youngsters ~ as many wants$0$, I know, as an advertisement 041:161,10[F ]| page of the \Times\." 041:161,11[' ]| $E$Harold showed an admiration. 041:161,11[E ]| "That is awfully 041:161,12[E ]| good. If you think you ought to$9$ speak of it," 041:161,12[' ]| he continued, 041:161,13[E ]| "do it rather to$4$ mamma." 041:161,13[' ]| He noted the hour. 041:161,14[E ]| "I will$1$ go, if you will$1$ excuse$1$ me, to$9$ give you the chance$0$." 041:161,15[' ]| The visitor referred to$4$ his own$2$ watch$0$. 041:161,15[F ]| "It is your 041:161,16[F ]| mother herself who$6#1$ gives the chances ~ the chances 041:161,17[F ]| \you\ take." 041:161,18[' ]| $E$Harold looked kind$2$ and simple$2$. 041:161,18[E ]| "She \has\ come in, 041:161,19[E ]| I know. She will$1$ be with you in a moment." 041:161,20[' ]| He was halfway to$4$ the door, but $F$Mr%*Cashmore, 041:161,21[' ]| though so$5#1$ easy, had not done with him. 041:161,21[F ]| "I suppose 041:161,22[F ]| you mean$1$ that$3$ if it is only your mother who$6#1$ is told, 041:161,23[F ]| you may$1$ depend on$4$ her to$9$ shield you." 041:161,24[' ]| $E$Harold turned this over as if it were a questionable 041:161,25[' ]| sovereign, but on$4$ second$2$ thoughts he wonderfully 041:161,26[' ]| smiled. 041:161,26[E ]| "Do you think that$3$ after$3$ you have let me have 041:161,27[E ]| it you can tell? You could, of course$8$, if you had not." 041:161,28[' ]| He appeared to$9$ work$1$ it out$5$ for$4$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore's benefit. 041:161,29[E ]| "But I do not mind$1$," 041:161,29[' ]| he added, 041:161,29[E ]| "your telling 041:161,30[E ]| mamma." 041:161,31[F ]| "Do not mind$1$, you mean$1$ really, its annoying her 041:161,32[F ]| so$5#1$ awfully?" 041:162,01[' ]| The invitation to$9$ repent thrown off in this could 041:162,02[' ]| only strike the young man as absurd ~ it was so$5#1$ previous 041:162,03[' ]| to$4$ any enjoyment. $E$Harold liked things in their 041:162,04[' ]| proper order$0$; but at the same time his evolutions 041:162,05[' ]| were quick$2$. 041:162,05[E ]| "I dare$1#2$ say I \am\ selfish, but what$6#1$ I was 041:162,06[E ]| thinking was that$3$ the terrific wigging, do not you 041:162,07[E ]| know? ~ well$7$, I would take it from \her\. She knows about$4$ 041:162,08[E ]| one's life ~ about$4$ our having to$9$ go on$5$, by$4$ no$2$ fault of 041:162,09[E ]| our own$2$, as our parents start$1$ us. She knows all about$4$ 041:162,10[E ]| wants$0$ ~ no*one has more than mamma." 041:162,11[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore soundlessly glared his amusement. 041:162,12[F ]| "So$3$ she will$1$ say it is all right$8$?" 041:162,13[E ]| "Oh no$7$; she will$1$ let me have it hot. But she will$1$ recognise 041:162,14[E ]| that$3$ at such a pass$0$ more must be done for$4$ a 041:162,15[E ]| fellow, and that$6#2$ may$1$ lead$1$ to$4$ something ~ indirectly, 041:162,16[E ]| do not you see? for$3$ she will$1$ not \tell\ my father, she will$1$ 041:162,17[E ]| only, in her own$2$ way, work$1$ on$4$ him ~ that$6#2$ will$1$ put 041:162,18[E ]| me on$4$ a better$9$ footing and for$4$ which$6#1$ therefore at 041:162,19[E ]| bottom I shall have to$9$ thank \you\." 041:162,20[' ]| The eye assisted by$F$Mr%*Cashmore's glass had with 041:162,21[' ]| a discernible growth of something like$9$ alarm$0$ fixed 041:162,22[' ]| during this address$0$ the subject$0$ of his beneficence. 041:162,23[' ]| The thread of their relations somehow lost itself in 041:162,24[' ]| the subtler twist, and he fell back$5$ on$4$ mere stature, 041:162,25[' ]| position and property, things always convenient in the 041:162,26[' ]| presence of crookedness. 041:162,26[F ]| "I shall say nothing to$4$ your 041:162,27[F ]| mother, but I think I shall be rather glad you are not 041:162,28[F ]| a son of mine$6$." 041:162,29[' ]| $E$Harold wondered at this new element in their talk$0$. 041:162,30[E ]| "Do your sons never ~?" 041:162,31[F ]| "Borrow money of their mother's visitors?" 041:162,31[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 041:162,32[' ]| had taken him up, eager, evidently, quite 041:163,01[' ]| to$9$ satisfy him; but the question$0$ was caught on$4$ the 041:163,02[' ]| wing by$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham herself, who$6#1$ had opened 041:163,03[' ]| the door as her friend spoke and who$6#1$ quickly advanced 041:163,04[' ]| with an echo of it. 041:163,05[D ]| "$G$Lady*Fanny's visitors?" 041:163,05[' ]| ~ and, though her eyes 041:163,06[' ]| rather avoided then met his own$2$, she seemed to$9$ cover 041:163,07[' ]| her ladyship's husband with a vague but practised 041:163,08[' ]| sympathy. 041:163,08[D ]| "What$6#2$ on$4$ earth are you saying to$4$ $E$Harold 041:163,09[D ]| about$4$ them?" 041:163,09[' ]| Thus it was that$3$ at the end$0$ of a few 041:163,10[' ]| minutes $F$Mr%*Cashmore, on$4$ the sofa face$0$ to$4$ face$0$ with 041:163,11[' ]| her, found his consciousness quite purged of its actual 041:163,12[' ]| sense of his weakness and a new turn$0$ given to$4$ the idea 041:163,13[' ]| of what$6#1$, in one's very drawing-room, might go on$5$ behind 041:163,14[' ]| one's back$0$. $E$Harold had quickly vanished ~ had 041:163,15[' ]| been tacitly disposed of, and $D$Mrs%*Brook's caller 041:163,16[' ]| had moved even$5$ in the short$2$ space of time so$5#1$ far in 041:163,17[' ]| another direction as to$9$ have drawn from her the 041:163,18[' ]| little cold$2$ question$0$: 041:163,18[D ]| ""Presents""? You do not mean$1$ 041:163,19[D ]| money?" 041:163,20[' ]| He clearly felt the importance of expressing at least 041:163,21[' ]| by$4$ his silence$0$ and his eye-glass what$6#1$ he meant. 041:163,21[F ]| "Her 041:163,22[F ]| extravagance is beyond$4$ everything, and though there 041:163,23[F ]| are bills enough, God knows, that$6#1$ do come in to$4$ me, 041:163,24[F ]| I do not see how she pulls through$5$ unless there are 041:163,25[F ]| others that$6#1$ go elsewhere." 041:163,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham had given him his tea ~ her 041:163,27[' ]| own$2$ she had placed on$4$ a small table near$4$ her; and 041:163,28[' ]| she could now respond freely to$4$ the impulse felt, on$4$ 041:163,29[' ]| this, of settling herself to$4$ something of real interest$0$. 041:163,30[' ]| Except to$4$ $E$Harold she was incapable of reproach$0$, 041:163,31[' ]| though there were of course$8$ shades in her resignation, 041:163,32[' ]| and her daughter's report$0$ of her to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon as 041:164,01[' ]| conscious of an absence of prejudice would have been 041:164,02[' ]| justified for$4$ a spectator by$4$ the particular feeling$0$ that$6#1$ 041:164,03[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore's speech caused her to$9$ disclose. What$6#2$ 041:164,04[' ]| did this feeling$0$ wonderfully appear unless strangely 041:164,05[' ]| irrelevant? 041:164,05[D ]| "I have no$2$ patience when I hear you talk$1$ 041:164,06[D ]| as if you were not horribly rich." 041:164,07[' ]| He looked at her an instant$0$ as if guessing she might 041:164,08[' ]| have derived that$6#2$ impression from $E$Harold. 041:164,08[F ]| "What$6#2$ 041:164,09[F ]| has that$6#2$ to$9$ do with it? Does a rich man enjoy any 041:164,10[F ]| more than a poor his wife's making a fool of him?" 041:164,11[' ]| Her eyes opened wider: it was one of her very 041:164,12[' ]| few ways of betraying amusement. There was little 041:164,13[' ]| indeed to$9$ be amused at here except his choice$0$ of 041:164,14[' ]| the particular invidious name$0$. 041:164,14[D ]| "You know I do not 041:164,15[D ]| believe a word you say." 041:164,16[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore drank his tea, then rose$1$ to$9$ carry 041:164,17[' ]| the cup somewhere and put it down$5$, declining with 041:164,18[' ]| a motion any assistance. When he was on$4$ the sofa 041:164,19[' ]| again he resumed their intimate$2$ talk$0$. 041:164,19[F ]| "I like$1$ tremendously 041:164,20[F ]| to$9$ be with you, but you must not think I have 041:164,21[F ]| come here to$9$ let you say to$4$ me such dreadful things 041:164,22[F ]| as that$6#2$." 041:164,22[' ]| He was an odd compound, $F$Mr%*Cashmore, 041:164,23[' ]| and the air of personal good health, the untarnished 041:164,24[' ]| bloom which$6#1$ sometimes lent a monstrous serenity to$4$ 041:164,25[' ]| his mention$0$ of the barely mentionable, was on$4$ occasion$0$ 041:164,26[' ]| balanced or matched by$4$ his playful application 041:164,27[' ]| of extravagant terms to$4$ matters of much less moment. 041:164,28[F ]| "You know what$6#1$ I come to$4$ you for$4$, $D$Mrs%*Brook: 041:164,29[F ]| I will$1$ not come any more if you are going to$9$ be 041:164,30[F ]| horrid and impossible." 041:164,31[D ]| "You come to$4$ me, I suppose, because ~ for$4$ my 041:164,32[D ]| deep misfortune, I assure you ~ I have a kind$0$ of vision 041:165,01[D ]| of things, of the wretched miseries in which$6#1$ you all 041:165,02[D ]| knot yourselves up, which$6#1$ you yourselves are as little 041:165,03[D ]| blessed with as if, tumbling about$5$ together in your 041:165,04[D ]| heap, you were a litter of blind$2$ kittens." 041:165,05[F ]| "Awfully good that$6#2$ ~ you do lift the burden of my 041:165,06[F ]| trouble$0$!" 041:165,06[' ]| He had laughed out$5$ in the manner of 041:165,07[' ]| the man who$6#1$ made notes for$4$ platform use$0$ of things 041:165,08[' ]| that$6#1$ might serve; but the next moment he was grave$2$ 041:165,09[' ]| again, as if his observation had reminded him of 041:165,10[' ]| $E$Harold's praise$0$ of his wit$0#2$. It was in this spirit that$3$ 041:165,11[' ]| he abruptly brought out$5$: 041:165,11[F ]| "Where, by$4$ the way, is 041:165,12[F ]| your daughter?" 041:165,13[D ]| "I have not the least idea. I do all I can to$9$ enter 041:165,14[D ]| into her life, but you can not get into a railway train 041:165,15[D ]| while$9$ it is on$4$ the rush." 041:165,16[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore swung back$5$ to$4$ hilarity. 041:165,16[F ]| "You give 041:165,17[F ]| me lots of things. Do you mean$1$ she is so$5#1$ ""fast""?" 041:165,18[' ]| He could keep the ball$0#1$ going. 041:165,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham obliged him with what$6#1$ she 041:165,20[' ]| meant. 041:165,20[D ]| "No$7$; she is a tremendous dear$2#1$, and we are 041:165,21[D ]| great friends. But she has her free young life, which$6#1$, 041:165,22[D ]| by$4$ that$6#2$ law of our time that$6#1$ I am sure I only want$1$, 041:165,23[D ]| like$9$ all other laws, once I know what$6#1$ they \are\, to$9$ 041:165,24[D ]| accept ~ she has her precious freshness of feeling$0$ 041:165,25[D ]| which$6#1$ I say to$4$ myself that$3$, so$5#1$ far as control is concerned, 041:165,26[D ]| I ought to$9$ respect$1$. I try to$9$ get her to$9$ sit with 041:165,27[D ]| me, and she does so$5#2$ a little, because she is kind$2$. But 041:165,28[D ]| before$3$ I know it she leaves$1$ me again: she feels what$6#1$ 041:165,29[D ]| a difference her presence makes in one's liberty of 041:165,30[D ]| talk$0$." 041:165,31[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore was struck by$4$ this picture$0$. 041:165,31[F ]| "That is 041:165,32[F ]| awfully charming of her." 041:166,01[D ]| "Is not it too$5#1$ dear$2#3$?" 041:166,01[' ]| The thought$0$ of it, for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, 041:166,02[' ]| seemed fairly to$9$ open$1$ out$5$ vistas. 041:166,02[D ]| "The 041:166,03[D ]| modern daughter!" 041:166,04[F ]| "But not the ancient mother!" 041:166,04[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 041:166,05[' ]| smiled. 041:166,06[' ]| She shook her head$0$ with a world of accepted woe. 041:166,07[D ]| """Give me back$5$, give me back$5$ one hour of my 041:166,08[D ]| youth""! Oh I have not a single thrill left$1$ to$9$ answer$1$ 041:166,09[D ]| a compliment$0$. I sit here now face$0$ to$4$ face$0$ with things 041:166,10[D ]| as they are. They come in their turn$0$, I assure you 041:166,11[D ]| ~ and they find me," 041:166,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook sighed, 041:166,11[D ]| "ready. 041:166,12[D ]| $A$Nanda has stepped on$4$ the stage$0#2$ and I give her up the 041:166,13[D ]| house. Besides," 041:166,13[' ]| she went on$5$ musingly, 041:166,13[D ]| "it is awfully 041:166,14[D ]| interesting. It \is\ the modern daughter ~ we are really 041:166,15[D ]| ""doing"" her, the child and I; and as the modern has 041:166,16[D ]| always been my own$2$ note$0$ ~ I have gone in, I mean$1$, 041:166,17[D ]| frankly for$4$ my very own$2$ Time ~ who$6#2$ is one, after$4$ 041:166,18[D ]| all, that$3$ one should pretend to$9$ decline to$9$ go where it 041:166,19[D ]| may$1$ lead$1$?" 041:166,19[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore was unprepared with an 041:166,20[' ]| answer$0$ to$4$ this question$0$, and his hostess continued in 041:166,21[' ]| a different tone: 041:166,21[D ]| "It is sweet her sparing one!" 041:166,22[' ]| This, for$4$ the visitor, was firmer ground. 041:166,22[F ]| "Do you 041:166,23[F ]| mean$1$ about$4$ talking before$4$ her?" 041:166,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's assent was positively tender$2$. 041:166,24[D ]| "She 041:166,25[D ]| will$1$ not have a difference in my freedom. It is as if the 041:166,26[D ]| dear$2#1$ thing \knew\, do not you see? what$6#1$ we must keep 041:166,27[D ]| back$5$. She wants$1$ us not to$9$ have to$9$ think. It is quite 041:166,28[D ]| maternal!" 041:166,28[' ]| she mused again. Then as if with the 041:166,29[' ]| pleasure of presenting it to$4$ him afresh: 041:166,29[D ]| "That is the 041:166,30[D ]| modern daughter!" 041:166,31[F ]| "Well$7$," 041:166,31[' ]| said $F$Mr%*Cashmore, 041:166,31[F ]| "I can not help$1$ wishing 041:166,32[F ]| she were a trifle$5$ less considerate. In that$6#2$ case I might 041:167,01[F ]| find her with you, and I may$1$ tell you frankly that$3$ I 041:167,02[F ]| get more from her than I do from you. She has the 041:167,03[F ]| great merit$0$ for$4$ me, in the first place$0$, of not being$1$ 041:167,04[F ]| such an admirer of my wife." 041:167,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham took this up with interest$0$. 041:167,05[D ]| "No$7$ 041:167,06[D ]| ~ you are right$2#1$; she does not, as I do, \see\ $G$Lady*Fanny, 041:167,07[D ]| and that is a kind$0$ of mercy." 041:167,08[F ]| "There you are then, you inconsistent creature," 041:167,09[' ]| he cried with a laugh$0$: 041:167,09[F ]| "after$4$ all you \do\ believe me! 041:167,10[F ]| You recognise how benighted it would be for$4$ your 041:167,11[F ]| daughter not to$9$ feel that$3$ $G$Fanny is bad." 041:167,12[D ]| "You are too$5#1$ tiresome, my dear$2#1$ man," 041:167,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 041:167,13[' ]| returned, 041:167,13[D ]| "with your ridiculous simplifications. 041:167,14[D ]| $G$Fanny is \not\ ""bad""; she is magnificently good ~ in 041:167,15[D ]| the sense of being$1$ generous and simple$2$ and true, too$5#1$ 041:167,16[D ]| adorably unaffected and without the least \9mesquinerie\. 041:167,17[D ]| She is a great calm$2$ silver statue." 041:167,18[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore showed, on$4$ this, something of the 041:167,19[' ]| strength that$6#1$ comes from the practice$0$ of public$2$ debate. 041:167,20[F ]| "Then why are you glad your daughter does not 041:167,21[F ]| like$1$ her?" 041:167,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook smiled as with the sadness of having 041:167,23[' ]| too$5#1$ much to$9$ triumph$1$. 041:167,23[D ]| "Because I am not, like$9$ $G$Fanny, 041:167,24[D ]| without \9mesquinerie\. I am not generous and simple$2$. 041:167,25[D ]| I am exaggeratedly anxious about$4$ $A$Nanda. I care$1$, in 041:167,26[D ]| spite$8$ of myself, for$4$ what$6#1$ people may$1$ say. Your wife 041:167,27[D ]| does not ~ she towers above$4$ them. I can be a shade 041:167,28[D ]| less brave through$4$ the chance$0$ of my girl's not happening 041:167,29[D ]| to$9$ feel her as the rest$0#1$ of us do." 041:167,30[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore too$5#1$ heavily followed. 041:167,30[F ]| "To$9$ ""feel"" 041:167,31[F ]| her?" 041:167,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook floated over. 041:167,32[D ]| "There would be in that$6#2$ 041:168,01[D ]| case perhaps something to$9$ hint$1$ to$4$ her not to$9$ shriek 041:168,02[D ]| on$4$ the house-tops. When you say," 041:168,02[' ]| she continued, 041:168,03[D ]| "that$3$ one admits, as regards$3$ $G$Fanny, anything wrong$2$, 041:168,04[D ]| you pervert dreadfully what$6#1$ one does freely grant ~ 041:168,05[D ]| that$3$ she is a great glorious pagan. It is a real relief to$9$ 041:168,06[D ]| know such a type ~ it is like$9$ a flash of insight into 041:168,07[D ]| history. None the less if you ask me why then it is not 041:168,08[D ]| all right$8$ for$4$ young things to$9$ ""shriek"" as I say, I have 041:168,09[D ]| my answer$0$ perfectly ready." 041:168,09[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, as her 041:168,10[' ]| visitor seemed not only too$5#1$ reduced to$9$ doubt$1$ it, but 041:168,11[' ]| too$5#1$ baffled to$9$ distinguish audibly, for$4$ his credit$0$, between 041:168,12[' ]| resignation and admiration, she produced: 041:168,13[D ]| "Because she is purely instinctive. Her instincts are 041:168,14[D ]| splendid ~ but it is terrific." 041:168,15[F ]| "That is all I ever maintained it to$9$ be!" 041:168,15[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 041:168,16[' ]| cried. 041:168,16[F ]| "It \is\ terrific." 041:168,17[D ]| "Well$7$," 041:168,17[' ]| his friend answered, 041:168,17[D ]| "I am watching 041:168,18[D ]| her. We are all watching her. It is like$9$ some great 041:168,19[D ]| natural$2$ poetic thing ~ an Alpine sunrise or a big 041:168,20[D ]| high tide." 041:168,21[F ]| "You are amazing!" 041:168,21[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore laughed. 041:168,21[F ]| "I am 041:168,22[F ]| watching her too$5#2$." 041:168,23[D ]| "And I am also watching \you\," 041:168,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook lucidly 041:168,24[' ]| continued. 041:168,24[D ]| "What$6#1$ I do not for$4$ a moment believe is 041:168,25[D ]| that$3$ her bills are paid by$4$ any*one. It is \much\ more 041:168,26[D ]| probable," 041:168,26[' ]| she sagaciously observed, 041:168,26[D ]| "that$3$ they are not 041:168,27[D ]| paid at all." 041:168,28[F ]| "Oh well$7$, if she can get on$5$ that$6#2$ way ~!" 041:168,29[D ]| "There can not be a place$0$ in London," 041:168,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 041:168,30[' ]| pursued, 041:168,30[D ]| "where they are not delighted to$9$ dress$1$ such 041:168,31[D ]| a woman. She shows$1$ things, do not you see? as some 041:168,32[D ]| fine tourist region shows$1$ the placards in the fields and 041:169,01[D ]| the posters on$4$ the rocks. And what$6#2$ proof can you 041:169,02[D ]| adduce?" 041:169,02[' ]| she asked. 041:169,03[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore had grown restless; he picked a 041:169,04[' ]| stray thread off the knee of his trousers. 041:169,04[F ]| "Ah when 041:169,05[F ]| you talk$1$ about$4$ ""adducing"" ~!" 041:169,05[' ]| He appeared to$9$ intimate$1$ 041:169,06[' ]| ~ as with the hint$0$ that$3$ if she did not take care$0$ 041:169,07[' ]| she might bore$1#2$ him ~ that$3$ it was the kind$0$ of word 041:169,08[' ]| he used$1#1$ only in the House*of*Commons. 041:169,09[D ]| "When I talk$1$ about$4$ it you can not meet$1$ me," 041:169,09[' ]| she 041:169,10[' ]| placidly returned. But she fixed him with her weary 041:169,11[' ]| penetration. 041:169,11[D ]| "You try to$9$ believe what$6#1$ you \can not\ believe, 041:169,12[D ]| in order$8$ to$9$ give yourself excuses. And she does 041:169,13[D ]| the same ~ only less, for$3$ she recognises less in general$2$ 041:169,14[D ]| the need$0$ of them. She is so$5#1$ grand and simple$2$." 041:169,15[' ]| Poor $F$Mr%*Cashmore stared. 041:169,15[F ]| "Grander and simpler 041:169,16[F ]| than I, you mean$1$?" 041:169,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham thought$1$. 041:169,17[D ]| "Not simpler ~ no$7$; 041:169,18[D ]| but very much grander. She would not, in the case 041:169,19[D ]| you conceive, recognise really the need$0$ of \what$6#1$\ you 041:169,20[D ]| conceive." 041:169,21[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore wondered ~ it was almost mystic. 041:169,22[F ]| "I do not understand you." 041:169,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, seeing it all from dim depths, tracked 041:169,24[' ]| it further and further. 041:169,24[D ]| "We have talked her over so$5#2$!" 041:169,25[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore groaned as if too$5#1$ conscious of it. 041:169,26[F ]| "Indeed we have!" 041:169,27[D ]| "I mean$1$ \we\" 041:169,27[' ]| ~ and it was wonderful how her 041:169,28[' ]| accent discriminated. 041:169,28[D ]| "We have talked you too$5#2$ ~ but 041:169,29[D ]| of course$8$ we talk$1$ every*one." 041:169,29[' ]| She had a pause$0$ through$4$ 041:169,30[' ]| which$6#1$ there glimmered a ray from luminous hours, 041:169,31[' ]| the inner intimacy which$6#1$, privileged as he was, he 041:169,32[' ]| could not pretend to$9$ share$1$; then she broke out$5$ almost 041:170,01[' ]| impatiently: 041:170,01[D ]| "We are looking after$5$ her ~ leave$1$ her 041:170,02[D ]| to$4$ \us!\" 041:170,03[' ]| His envy$0$ of this nearer approach$0$ to$4$ what$6#1$ so$5#1$ touched 041:170,04[' ]| him than he could himself achieve was in his face$0$, 041:170,05[' ]| but he tried to$9$ throw$1$ it off. 041:170,05[F ]| "I doubt$1$ if after$4$ all you are 041:170,06[F ]| good for$4$ her." 041:170,07[' ]| But $D$Mrs%*Brookenham knew. 041:170,07[D ]| "She is just$9$ the sort 041:170,08[D ]| of person we \are\ good for$4$, and the thing for$4$ her is to$9$ 041:170,09[D ]| be with us as much as possible ~ just$9$ live with us naturally 041:170,10[D ]| and easily, listen to$4$ our talk$0$, feel our confidence 041:170,11[D ]| in her, be kept up, do not you know? by$4$ the 041:170,12[D ]| sense of what$6#1$ we expect of her splendid type, and so$3$, 041:170,13[D ]| little by$4$ little, let our influence$0$ act$1$. What$6#1$ I meant to$9$ 041:170,14[D ]| say just$9$ now is that$3$ I do perfectly see her taking what$6#1$ 041:170,15[D ]| you call$1$ presents." 041:170,16[F ]| "Well$7$ then," 041:170,16[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore enquired, 041:170,16[F ]| "what$6#2$ do 041:170,17[F ]| you want$1$ more?" 041:170,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook hung fire$0$ an instant$0$ ~ she seemed on$4$ 041:170,19[' ]| the point$0$ of telling him. 041:170,19[D ]| "I \do not\ see her, as I said, 041:170,20[D ]| recognising the obligation." 041:170,21[F ]| "The obligation ~?" 041:170,22[D ]| "To$9$ give anything back$5$. Anything at all." 041:170,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 041:170,23[' ]| was positive. 041:170,23[D ]| "The comprehension of petty 041:170,24[D ]| calculations? Never!" 041:170,25[F ]| "I do not say the calculations are petty," 041:170,25[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 041:170,26[' ]| objected. 041:170,27[D ]| "Well$7$, she is a great creature. If she does fall$1$ ~!" 041:170,28[' ]| His hostess lost herself in the view$0$, which$6#1$ was at last$0$ 041:170,29[' ]| all before$4$ her. 041:170,29[D ]| "Be sure we shall all know it." 041:170,30[F ]| "That is exactly what$6#1$ I am afraid of!" 041:170,31[D ]| "Then do not be afraid till we do. She would fall$1$, 041:170,32[D ]| as it were, on$4$ \us\, do not you see? and," 041:170,32[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 041:171,01[' ]| with decision this time in her headshake, 041:171,02[D ]| "that$6#2$ could not be. We \must\ keep her up ~ that is 041:171,03[D ]| your guarantee. It is rather too$5#1$ much," 041:171,03[' ]| she added 041:171,04[' ]| with the same increase$0$ of briskness, 041:171,04[D ]| "to$9$ have to$9$ 041:171,05[D ]| keep \you\ up too$5#2$. Be very sure that$3$ if $H$Carrie really 041:171,06[D ]| wavers ~" 041:171,07[F ]| "$H$Carrie?" 041:171,08[' ]| His interruption was clearly too$5#1$ vague to$9$ be sincere, 041:171,09[' ]| and it was as such that$3$, going straight on$5$, she 041:171,10[' ]| treated it. 041:171,10[D ]| "I shall never again give her three minutes' 041:171,11[D ]| attention. To$9$ answer$1$ to$4$ you for$4$ $G$Fanny without 041:171,12[D ]| being$1$ able ~" 041:171,13[F ]| "To$9$ answer$1$ to$4$ $G$Fanny for$4$ me, do you mean$1$?" 041:171,13[' ]| He 041:171,14[' ]| had flushed quickly as if he awaited her there. 041:171,14[F ]| "It 041:171,15[F ]| would not suit$1$ you, you contend? Well$7$ then, I hope$1$ 041:171,16[F ]| it will$1$ ease$1$ you off," 041:171,16[' ]| he went on$5$ with spirit, 041:171,16[F ]| "to$9$ know 041:171,17[F ]| that$3$ I wholly \loathe\ $H$Mrs%*Donner." 041:171,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, staring, met the announcement with 041:171,19[' ]| an absolute change$0$ of colour. 041:171,19[D ]| "And since when, 041:171,20[D ]| pray?" 041:171,20[' ]| It was as if a fabric had crumbled. 041:171,20[D ]| "She was 041:171,21[D ]| here but the other day, and as full of you, poor thing, 041:171,22[D ]| as an egg of meat." 041:171,23[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore could only blush$1$ for$4$ her. 041:171,23[F ]| "I do not 041:171,24[F ]| say she was not. My life is a burden from her." 041:171,25[' ]| Nothing, for$4$ a spectator, could have been so$5#1$ odd as 041:171,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's disappointment unless it had been her 041:171,27[' ]| determination. 041:171,27[D ]| "Have you done with her already?" 041:171,28[F ]| "One has never done with a buzzing insect ~!" 041:171,29[D ]| "Until one has literally killed it?" 041:171,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 041:171,30[' ]| wailed. 041:171,30[D ]| "I can not take that$6#2$ from you, my dear$2#1$ 041:171,31[D ]| man: it was yourself who$6#1$ originally distilled the poison 041:171,32[D ]| that$6#1$ courses through$4$ her veins." 041:171,32[' ]| He jumped up at 041:172,01[' ]| this as if he could not bear$1$ it, presenting as he walked 041:172,02[' ]| across$4$ the room, however, a large foolish fugitive 041:172,03[' ]| back$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ her eyes rested as on$4$ a proof of her 041:172,04[' ]| penetration. 041:172,04[D ]| "If you spoil everything by$4$ trying$1$ to$9$ 041:172,05[D ]| deceive me, how can I help$1$ you?" 041:172,06[' ]| He had looked, in his restlessness, at a picture$0$ or 041:172,07[' ]| two, but he finally turned round$9$. 041:172,07[F ]| "With whom$6#2$ is it 041:172,08[F ]| you talk$1$ us over? With $N$Petherton and his friend 041:172,09[F ]| $M$Mitchy? With your adored $B$Vanderbank? With your 041:172,10[F ]| awful $I$Duchess?" 041:172,11[D ]| "You know my little circle, and you have not always 041:172,12[D ]| despised it." 041:172,12[' ]| She met him on$4$ his return$0$ with a figure 041:172,13[' ]| that$6#1$ had visibly flashed out$5$ for$4$ her. 041:172,13[D ]| "Do not foul your 041:172,14[D ]| own$2$ nest! Remember that$3$ after$4$ all we have more or less 041:172,15[D ]| produced you." 041:172,15[' ]| She had a smile$0$ that$6#1$ attenuated a 041:172,16[' ]| little her image, for$3$ there were things that$6#1$ on$4$ a second$2$ 041:172,17[' ]| thought$0$ he appeared ready to$9$ take from her. She 041:172,18[' ]| patted the sofa as if to$9$ invite him again to$9$ be seated, 041:172,19[' ]| and though he still$5$ stood before$4$ her it was with a face$0$ 041:172,20[' ]| that$6#1$ seemed to$9$ show$1$ how her touch$0$ went home. 041:172,20[D ]| "You 041:172,21[D ]| know I have never quite thought$1$ you do us full honour$0$, 041:172,22[D ]| but it was because \she\ took you for$4$ one of us that$3$ 041:172,23[D ]| $H$Carrie first ~" 041:172,24[' ]| At this, to$9$ stop$1$ her, he dropped straight into the 041:172,25[' ]| seat. 041:172,25[F ]| "I assure you there has really been nothing." 041:172,26[' ]| With a continuation of his fidget he pulled out$5$ his 041:172,27[' ]| watch$0$. 041:172,27[F ]| "will$1$ not she come in at all?" 041:172,28[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ $A$Nanda?" 041:172,29[F ]| "Talk$1$ me over with \her\," 041:172,29[' ]| he smiled, 041:172,29[F ]| "if you like$1$. 041:172,30[F ]| If you do not believe $H$Mrs%*Donner is dust and ashes 041:172,31[F ]| to$4$ me," 041:172,31[' ]| he continued, 041:172,31[F ]| "you do little justice to$4$ your 041:172,32[F ]| daughter." 041:173,01[D ]| "Do you wish$1$ to$9$ break it to$4$ me that$3$ you are in love$0$ 041:173,02[D ]| with $A$Nanda?" 041:173,03[' ]| He hesitated, but only as if to$9$ give weight to$4$ his 041:173,04[' ]| reply$0$. 041:173,04[F ]| "Awfully. I can not tell you how I like$1$ her." 041:173,05[' ]| She wondered. 041:173,05[D ]| "And pray how will$1$ \that$6#2$\ help$1$ me? 041:173,06[D ]| Help$1$ me, I mean$1$, to$9$ help$1$ you. Is it what$6#1$ I am to$9$ tell 041:173,07[D ]| your wife?" 041:173,08[' ]| He sat looking away, but he evidently had his idea, 041:173,09[' ]| which$6#1$ he at last$0$ produced. 041:173,09[F ]| "Why would not it be just$9$ 041:173,10[F ]| the thing? It would exactly prove my purity." 041:173,11[' ]| There might have been in her momentary silence$0$ a 041:173,12[' ]| hint$0$ of acceptance of it as a practical contribution to$4$ 041:173,13[' ]| their problem, and there were indeed several lights in 041:173,14[' ]| which$6#1$ it could be considered. $D$Mrs%*Brook, on$4$ a quick$2$ 041:173,15[' ]| survey, selected the ironic. 041:173,15[D ]| "I see, I see. I might by$4$ 041:173,16[D ]| the same law arrange somehow that$3$ $G$Lady*Fanny 041:173,17[D ]| should find herself in love$0$ with $C$Edward. That$6#2$ would 041:173,18[D ]| ""prove"" \her\ purity. And you could be quite at ease$0$," 041:173,19[' ]| she laughed ~ 041:173,19[D ]| "he would not make$1$ any presents!" 041:173,20[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore regarded her with a candour that$6#1$ 041:173,21[' ]| was almost a reproach$0$ to$4$ her mirth. 041:173,21[F ]| "I like$1$ your 041:173,22[F ]| daughter better$9$ than I like$1$ you." 041:173,23[' ]| But it only amused her more. 041:173,23[D ]| "Is that$6#2$ perhaps 041:173,24[D ]| because \I\ do not prove your purity?" 041:173,25[' ]| What$6#1$ he might have replied remained in the air, 041:173,26[' ]| for$3$ the door opened so$5#1$ exactly at the moment she 041:173,27[' ]| spoke that$3$ he rose$1$ again with a start$0$ and the butler, 041:173,28[' ]| coming in, received her enquiry full in the face$0$. This 041:173,29[' ]| functionary's answer$0$ to$4$ it, however, had no$2$ more 041:173,30[' ]| than the usual austerity. 041:173,30[O ]| "$B$Mr%*Vanderbank and $L$Mr%*Longdon." 041:173,31[O ]| 041:173,32[' ]| These visitors took a minute$0$ to$9$ appear, and $D$Mrs%*Brook, 041:174,01[' ]| not stirring ~ still$5$ only looking from the sofa 041:174,02[' ]| calmly up at $F$Mr%*Cashmore ~ used$1#1$ the time, it might 041:174,03[' ]| have seemed, for$4$ correcting any impression of undue 041:174,04[' ]| levity made by$4$ her recent question$0$. 041:174,04[D ]| "Where did you 041:174,05[D ]| last$2$ meet$1$ $A$Nanda?" 041:174,06[' ]| He glanced at the door to$9$ see if he were heard. 041:174,06[F ]| "At 041:174,07[F ]| the $K1$Grendons'." 041:174,08[D ]| "So$3$ you do go there?" 041:174,09[F ]| "I went over from Hicks the other day for$4$ an hour." 041:174,10[D ]| "And $H$Carrie was there?" 041:174,11[F ]| "Yes. It was a dreadful horrid bore$0$. But I talked 041:174,12[F ]| only to$4$ your daughter." 041:174,13[' ]| She got up ~ the others were at hand ~ and offered 041:174,14[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore an expression that$6#1$ might have 041:174,15[' ]| struck him as strange. 041:174,15[D ]| "It is serious$2$." 041:174,16[F ]| "Serious$2$?" 041:174,16[' ]| ~ he had no$2$ eyes for$4$ the others. 041:174,17[D ]| "She did not tell me." 041:174,18[' ]| He gave a sound$0$, controlled by$4$ discretion, which$6#1$ 041:174,19[' ]| sufficed none the less to$9$ make$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ beholding 041:174,20[' ]| him for$4$ the first time ~ receive it with a little 041:174,21[' ]| of the stiffness of a person greeted with a guffaw. $F$Mr%*Cashmore 041:174,22[' ]| visibly liked this silence$0$ of $A$Nanda's about$4$ 041:174,23[' ]| their meeting$0$. 042:175,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, who$6#1$ had introduced him to$4$ the 042:175,02[' ]| elder of her visitors, had also found, in serving these 042:175,03[' ]| gentlemen with tea, a chance$0$ to$9$ edge at him with an 042:175,04[' ]| intensity not to$9$ be resisted: 042:175,04[D ]| "Talk$1$ to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 042:175,05[D ]| ~ take him off \there\." 042:175,05[' ]| She had indicated the sofa at 042:175,06[' ]| the opposite end$0$ of the room and had set$1$ him an 042:175,07[' ]| example by$4$ possessing herself, in the place$0$ she already 042:175,08[' ]| occupied, of her "adored" $B$Vanderbank. This arrangement, 042:175,09[' ]| however, constituted for$4$ her, in her own$2$ 042:175,10[' ]| corner, as soon as she had made it, the ground of an 042:175,11[' ]| appeal. 042:175,11[D ]| "Will$1$ he hate me any worse for$4$ doing that$6#2$?" 042:175,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank glanced at the others. 042:175,12[B ]| "Will$1$ $F$Cashmore, 042:175,13[B ]| do you mean$1$?" 042:175,14[D ]| "Dear$7$ no$7$ ~ I do not care$1$ whom$6#1$ \he\ hates. But with 042:175,15[D ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon I want$1$ to$9$ avoid mistakes." 042:175,16[B ]| "Then do not try quite so$5#1$ hard!" 042:175,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 042:175,17[' ]| laughed. 042:175,17[B ]| "Is that$6#2$ your reason$0$ for$4$ throwing him into 042:175,18[B ]| $F$Cashmore's arms?" 042:175,19[D ]| "Yes, precisely ~ so$3$ that$3$ I shall have these few 042:175,20[D ]| moments to$9$ ask you for$4$ directions: you must know 042:175,21[D ]| him by$4$ this time so$5#1$ well$9$. I only want$1$, heaven help$1$ 042:175,22[D ]| me, to$9$ be as nice to$4$ him as I possibly can." 042:175,23[B ]| "That is quite the best thing for$4$ you and altogether 042:175,24[B ]| why, this afternoon, I brought him: he might 042:175,25[B ]| have better$9$ luck in finding you ~ it was he who$6#1$ suggested 042:175,26[B ]| it ~ than he has had by$4$ himself. I am in a general$2$ 042:175,27[B ]| way," 042:175,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank added, 042:175,27[B ]| "watching over him." 042:176,01[D ]| "I see ~ and he is watching over you." 042:176,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's 042:176,02[' ]| sweet vacancy had already taken in so$5#1$ much. 042:176,03[D ]| "He wants$1$ to$9$ judge$1$ of what$6#1$ I may$1$ be doing to$4$ you ~ 042:176,04[D ]| he wants$1$ to$9$ save$1$ you from me. He quite detests me." 042:176,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, with the interest$0$ as well$9$ as the amusement, 042:176,06[' ]| fairly threw himself back$5$. 042:176,06[B ]| "There is nobody 042:176,07[B ]| like$9$ you ~ you are too$5#1$ magnificent!" 042:176,08[D ]| "I \am\; and that$3$ I can look$1$ the truth in the face$0$ 042:176,09[D ]| and not be angry or silly about$4$ it is, as you know, the 042:176,10[D ]| one thing in the world for$4$ which$6#1$ I think a bit well$9$ 042:176,11[D ]| of myself." 042:176,12[B ]| "Oh yes, I know ~ I know; you are too$5#1$ wonderful!" 042:176,13[B ]| 042:176,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham, in a brief pause$0$, completed her 042:176,15[' ]| covert consciousness. 042:176,15[D ]| "They are doing beautifully ~ 042:176,16[D ]| he is taking $F$Cashmore with a seriousness!" 042:176,17[B ]| "And with what$6#2$ is $F$Cashmore taking him?" 042:176,18[D ]| "With the hope$0$ that$3$ from one moment to$4$ another 042:176,19[D ]| $A$Nanda may$1$ come in." 042:176,20[B ]| "But how on$4$ earth does that$6#2$ concern$1$ him?" 042:176,21[D ]| "Through$4$ an extraordinary fancy$0$ he has suddenly 042:176,22[D ]| taken to$4$ her." 042:176,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had been swift to$9$ master 042:176,23[' ]| the facts. 042:176,23[D ]| "He has been meeting$9$ her at $K$Tishy's, 042:176,24[D ]| and she has talked to$4$ him so$5#1$ effectually about$4$ his 042:176,25[D ]| behaviour that$3$ she has quite made him cease to$9$ care$1$ 042:176,26[D ]| for$4$ $H$Carrie. He prefers \her\ now ~ and of course$8$ she is 042:176,27[D ]| much nicer." 042:176,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's attention, it was clear$2$, had now been 042:176,29[' ]| fully seized. 042:176,29[B ]| "She is much nicer. Rather! What$6#1$ you 042:176,30[B ]| mean$1$ is," 042:176,30[' ]| he asked the next moment, 042:176,30[B ]| "that$3$ $A$Nanda, 042:176,31[B ]| this afternoon, has been the object$0$ of his call$0$?" 042:176,32[D ]| "Yes ~ really; though he tried to$9$ keep it from me. 042:177,01[D ]| She makes him feel," 042:177,01[' ]| she went on$5$, 042:177,01[D ]| "so$5#1$ innocent and 042:177,02[D ]| good." 042:177,03[' ]| Her companion for$4$ a moment said nothing; but 042:177,04[' ]| then at last$0$: 042:177,04[B ]| "And \will$1$\ she come in?" 042:177,05[D ]| "I have not the least idea." 042:177,06[B ]| "Do not you know where she is?" 042:177,07[D ]| "I suppose she is with $K$Tishy, who$6#1$ has returned to$4$ 042:177,08[D ]| town." 042:177,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank turned this over. 042:177,09[B ]| "Is that$6#2$ your system 042:177,10[B ]| now ~ to$9$ ask no$2$ questions?" 042:177,11[D ]| "Why \should\ I ask any ~ when I want$1$ her life to$9$ 042:177,12[D ]| be as much as possible like$9$ my own$2$? It is simply that$3$ 042:177,13[D ]| the hour has struck, as you know. From the moment 042:177,14[D ]| she \is\ down$5$ the only thing for$4$ us is to$9$ live as friends. 042:177,15[D ]| I think it is so$5#1$ vulgar," 042:177,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook sighed, 042:177,15[D ]| "not to$9$ 042:177,16[D ]| have the same good manners with one's children as 042:177,17[D ]| one has with other people. She asks \me\ nothing." 042:177,18[B ]| "Nothing?" 042:177,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank echoed. 042:177,19[D ]| "Nothing." 042:177,20[' ]| He paused again; after$4$ which$6#1$, 042:177,20[B ]| "It is very disgusting!" 042:177,21[' ]| he declared. Then while$9$ she took it up as he 042:177,22[' ]| had taken her word of a moment before$5$, 042:177,22[B ]| "It is very 042:177,23[B ]| preposterous," 042:177,23[' ]| he continued. 042:177,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook appeared at a loss. 042:177,24[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ her 042:177,25[D ]| helping him?" 042:177,26[B ]| "It is not of $A$Nanda I am speaking ~ it is of him." 042:177,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank spoke with a certain impatience. 042:177,27[B ]| "His 042:177,28[B ]| being$1$ with her in any sort of direct$2$ relation at all. His 042:177,29[B ]| mixing her up with his other beastly affairs." 042:177,30[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook looked intelligent and wan about$4$ it, 042:177,31[' ]| but also perfectly good-humoured. 042:177,31[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ man, 042:177,32[D ]| he and his affairs \are\ such twaddle!" 042:178,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed in spite$8$ of himself. 042:178,01[B ]| "And does 042:178,02[B ]| that$6#2$ make$1$ it any better$9$?" 042:178,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook thought$1$, but presently had a light$0$ ~ 042:178,04[' ]| she almost smiled with it. 042:178,04[D ]| "For$4$ \us\." 042:178,04[' ]| Then more 042:178,05[' ]| woefully, 042:178,05[D ]| "Do not you want$1$ $H$Carrie to$9$ be saved?" 042:178,05[' ]| she 042:178,06[' ]| asked. 042:178,07[B ]| "Why should I? Not a jot. $H$Carrie be hanged!" 042:178,08[D ]| "But it is for$4$ $G$Fanny," 042:178,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook protested. 042:178,08[D ]| "If 042:178,09[D ]| $H$Carrie \is\ rescued it is a pretext the less for$4$ $G$Fanny." 042:178,10[' ]| As the young man looked for$4$ an instant$0$ rather gloomily 042:178,11[' ]| vague she softly quavered: 042:178,11[D ]| "I suppose you do not 042:178,12[D ]| positively \want$1$\ $G$Fanny to$9$ bolt?" 042:178,13[B ]| "To$9$ bolt?" 042:178,14[D ]| "Surely I have not to$9$ remind you at this time of day 042:178,15[D ]| how $ZE$Captain*Dent-Douglas is always round$4$ the corner 042:178,16[D ]| with the post-chaise, and how tight, on$4$ our side$0$, 042:178,17[D ]| we are all clutching her." 042:178,18[B ]| "But why not let her go?" 042:178,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, at this, showed real resentment. 042:178,20[D ]| """Go""? Then what$6#2$ would become of us?" 042:178,20[' ]| She recalled 042:178,21[' ]| his wandering fancy$0$. 042:178,21[D ]| "She is the delight$0$ of our 042:178,22[D ]| life." 042:178,23[B ]| "Oh!" 042:178,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank sceptically murmured. 042:178,24[D ]| "She is the ornament of our circle," 042:178,24[' ]| his companion 042:178,25[' ]| insisted. 042:178,25[D ]| "She will$1$, she will$1$ not ~ she will$1$ not, she 042:178,26[D ]| will$1$! It is the excitement, every day, of plucking 042:178,27[D ]| the daisy over." 042:178,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's attention, as she 042:178,28[' ]| spoke, had attached itself across$4$ the room to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon; 042:178,29[' ]| it gave her thus an image of the way his 042:178,30[' ]| imagination had just$9$ seemed to$4$ her to$9$ stray, and she 042:178,31[' ]| saw a reason$0$ in it moreover for$4$ her coming up in 042:178,32[' ]| another place$0$. 042:179,01[D ]| "Is not he rather rich?" 042:179,01[' ]| She allowed the question$0$ 042:179,02[' ]| all its effect$0$ of abruptness. 042:179,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank looked round$9$ at her. 042:179,03[B ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon? 042:179,04[B ]| I have not the least idea." 042:179,05[D ]| "Not after$4$ becoming$1$ so$5#1$ intimate$2$? It is usually, 042:179,06[D ]| with people, the very first thing I get my impression 042:179,07[D ]| of." 042:179,07[' ]| There came into her face$0$ for$4$ another glance$0$ at 042:179,08[' ]| their friend no$2$ crudity of curiosity, but an expression 042:179,09[' ]| more tenderly wistful. 042:179,09[D ]| "He must have some mysterious 042:179,10[D ]| box under his bed." 042:179,11[B ]| "Down$5$ in Suffolk? ~ a miser's hoard? Who$6#2$ 042:179,12[B ]| knows? I dare$1#2$ say," 042:179,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$. 042:179,12[B ]| "He is not 042:179,13[B ]| a miser, but he strikes me as careful." 042:179,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook meanwhile had thought$1$ it out$5$. 042:179,14[D ]| "Then 042:179,15[D ]| he has something to$9$ be careful of; it would take something 042:179,16[D ]| really handsome to$9$ inspire in a man like$9$ him 042:179,17[D ]| that$6#2$ sort of interest$0$. With his small expenses all these 042:179,18[D ]| years his savings must be immense. And how could 042:179,19[D ]| he have proposed to$4$ mamma unless he had originally 042:179,20[D ]| had money?" 042:179,21[' ]| If $B$Vanderbank a little helplessly wondered he also 042:179,22[' ]| laughed. 042:179,22[B ]| "You must remember your mother refused 042:179,23[B ]| him." 042:179,24[D ]| "Ah but not because there was not enough." 042:179,25[B ]| "No$7$ ~ I imagine the force$0$ of the blow for$4$ him was 042:179,26[B ]| just$9$ in the other reason$0$." 042:179,27[D ]| "Well$7$, it would have been in that$6#2$ one just$9$ as much 042:179,28[D ]| if that$6#2$ one had been the other." 042:179,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was 042:179,29[' ]| sagacious, though a trifle$5$ obscure, and she pursued 042:179,30[' ]| the next moment: 042:179,30[D ]| "Mamma was so$5#1$ sincere. The 042:179,31[D ]| fortune was nothing to$4$ her. That$6#2$ shows$1$ it was 042:179,32[D ]| immense." 042:180,01[B ]| "It could not have been as great as your logic," 042:180,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank smiled; 042:180,02[B ]| "but of course$8$ if it has been 042:180,03[B ]| growing ever since ~!" 042:180,04[D ]| "I can see it grow while$9$ he sits there," 042:180,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 042:180,05[' ]| declared. But her logic had in fact its own$2$ law, and 042:180,06[' ]| her next transition was an equal$2$ jump. 042:180,06[D ]| "It was too$5#1$ 042:180,07[D ]| lovely, the frankness of your admission a minute$0$ ago 042:180,08[D ]| that$3$ I affect him uncannily. Ah do not spoil it by$4$ explanations!" 042:180,09[' ]| she beautifully pleaded: 042:180,09[D ]| "he is not the 042:180,10[D ]| first and he will$1$ not be the last$0$ with whom$6#1$ I shall not 042:180,11[D ]| have been what$6#1$ they call$1$ a combination. The only 042:180,12[D ]| thing that$6#1$ matters is that$3$ I must not, if possible, make$1$ 042:180,13[D ]| the case worse. So$3$ you must guide$1$ me. What$6#2$ \is\ one 042:180,14[D ]| to$9$ do?" 042:180,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, now amused again, looked at her 042:180,16[' ]| kindly. 042:180,16[B ]| "Be yourself, my dear$2#1$ woman. Obey your 042:180,17[B ]| fine instincts." 042:180,18[D ]| "How can you be," 042:180,18[' ]| she sweetly asked, 042:180,18[D ]| "so$5#1$ hideously 042:180,19[D ]| hypocritical? You know as well$9$ as you sit there 042:180,20[D ]| that$3$ my fine instincts are the thing in the world you are 042:180,21[D ]| most in terror of. ""Be myself""?" 042:180,21[' ]| she echoed. 042:180,21[D ]| "What$6#1$ 042:180,22[D ]| you would \like$1$\ to$9$ say is: ""Be somebody else ~ that is your 042:180,23[D ]| only chance$0$."" Well$7$, I will$1$ try ~ I will$1$ try." 042:180,24[' ]| He laughed again, shaking his head$0$. 042:180,24[B ]| "Do not ~ 042:180,25[B ]| do not." 042:180,26[D ]| "You mean$1$ it is too$5#1$ hopeless? There is no$2$ way of 042:180,27[D ]| effacing the bad impression or of starting a good 042:180,28[D ]| one?" 042:180,28[' ]| On$4$ this, with a drop$0$ of his mirth, he met her 042:180,29[' ]| eyes, and for$4$ an instant$0$, through$4$ the superficial levity 042:180,30[' ]| of their talk$0$, they might have appeared to$9$ sound$1$ each 042:180,31[' ]| other. It lasted till $D$Mrs%*Brook went on$5$: 042:180,31[D ]| "I should 042:180,32[D ]| really like$1$ not to$9$ lose him." 042:181,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank seemed to$9$ understand and at last$0$ said: 042:181,02[B ]| "I think you will$1$ not lose him." 042:181,03[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ you will$1$ help$1$ me, $B$Van, you \will$1$\?" 042:181,04[' ]| Her voice had at moments the most touching tones 042:181,05[' ]| of any in England, and humble$2$, helpless, affectionate, 042:181,06[' ]| she spoke with a familiarity of friendship. 042:181,06[D ]| "It is for$4$ 042:181,07[D ]| the sense of the link with mamma," 042:181,07[' ]| she explained. 042:181,08[D ]| "He is simply full of her." 042:181,09[B ]| "Oh I know. He is prodigious." 042:181,10[D ]| "He has told you more ~ he comes back$5$ to$4$ it?" 042:181,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook eagerly asked. 042:181,12[B ]| "Well$7$," 042:181,12[' ]| the young man replied a trifle$5$ evasively, 042:181,13[B ]| "we have had a great deal$0#2$ of talk$0$, and he is the jolliest 042:181,14[B ]| old boy possible, and in short$0$ I like$1$ him." 042:181,15[D ]| "I see," 042:181,15[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook blandly, 042:181,15[D ]| "and he likes 042:181,16[D ]| you in return$0$ as much as he despises me. That$6#2$ makes 042:181,17[D ]| it all right$8$ ~ makes me somehow so$5#1$ happy for$4$ you. 042:181,18[D ]| There is something in him ~ what$6#2$ is it? ~ that$6#1$ suggests 042:181,19[D ]| the \9oncle*d'Amerique\, the eccentric benefactor, 042:181,20[D ]| the fairy godmother. He is a little of an old woman 042:181,21[D ]| ~ but all the better$9$ for$4$ it." 042:181,21[' ]| She hung fire$0$ but an 042:181,22[' ]| instant$0$ before$3$ she pursued: 042:181,22[D ]| "What$6#2$ can we make$1$ 042:181,23[D ]| him do for$4$ you?" 042:181,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank at this was very blank$2$. 042:181,24[B ]| "Do for$4$ 042:181,25[B ]| me?" 042:181,26[D ]| "How can any*one love$1$ you," 042:181,26[' ]| she asked, 042:181,26[D ]| "without 042:181,27[D ]| wanting to$9$ show$1$ it in some way? You know all the 042:181,28[D ]| ways, dear$2#1$ $B$Van," 042:181,28[' ]| she breathed, 042:181,28[D ]| "in which$6#1$ \I\ want$1$ to$9$ 042:181,29[D ]| show$1$ it." 042:181,30[' ]| He might have known them, something suddenly 042:181,31[' ]| fixed in his face$0$ appeared to$9$ say, but they were not 042:181,32[' ]| what$6#1$ was, on$4$ this speech of hers, most immediately 042:182,01[' ]| present$9$ to$4$ him. 042:182,01[B ]| "That$6#2$ for$4$ instance$0$ is the tone not 042:182,02[B ]| to$9$ take with him." 042:182,03[D ]| "There you are!" 042:182,03[' ]| she sighed with discouragement. 042:182,04[D ]| "Well$9$ only \tell\ me." 042:182,04[' ]| Then as he said nothing: 042:182,04[' ]| "I 042:182,05[D ]| must be more like$9$ mamma?" 042:182,06[' ]| His expression confessed to$4$ his feeling$1$ an awkwardness. 042:182,07[' ]| 042:182,07[B ]| "You are perhaps not quite enough like$9$ her." 042:182,08[D ]| "Oh I know that$3$ if he deplores me as I am now 042:182,09[D ]| she would have done so$5#2$ quite as much; in fact$0$ prob- 042:182,10[D ]| ably, as seeing it nearer, a good deal$0#2$ more. She would 042:182,11[D ]| have despised me even$5$ more than he. But if it is a 042:182,12[D ]| question$0$," 042:182,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook went on$5$, 042:182,12[D ]| "of not saying what$6#1$ 042:182,13[D ]| mamma would not, how can I know, do not you see, 042:182,14[D ]| what$6#1$ she \would\ have said?" 042:182,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook became as 042:182,15[' ]| wonderful as if she saw in her friend's face$0$ some admiring 042:182,16[' ]| reflexion of the fine freedom of mind$0$ that$6#1$ ~ 042:182,17[' ]| in such a connexion quite as much as in any other ~ 042:182,18[' ]| she could always show$1$. 042:182,18[D ]| "Of course$8$ I revere mamma 042:182,19[D ]| just$9$ as much as he does, and there was everything 042:182,20[D ]| in her to$9$ revere. But she was none the less in every 042:182,21[D ]| way a charming woman too$5#2$, and I do not know, after$4$ 042:182,22[D ]| all, do I? what$6#1$ even$5$ she ~ in their peculiar relation 042:182,23[D ]| ~ may$1$ not have said to$4$ him." 042:182,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's laugh$0$ came back$5$. 042:182,24[B ]| "Very good ~ 042:182,25[B ]| very good. I return$1$ to$4$ my first idea. Try with him 042:182,26[B ]| whatever comes into your head$0$. You are a woman 042:182,27[B ]| of genius after$4$ all, and genius mostly justifies itself. 042:182,28[B ]| To$9$ make$1$ you right$2#1$," 042:182,28[' ]| he went on$5$ pleasantly and inexorably, 042:182,29[' ]| 042:182,29[B ]| "might perhaps be to$9$ make$1$ you wrong$2$. Since 042:182,30[B ]| you \have\ so$5#1$ great a charm$0$ trust$1$ it not at all or all in 042:182,31[B ]| all. That$6#2$, I dare$1#2$ say, is all you can do. Therefore ~ 042:182,32[B ]| yes ~ be yourself." 042:183,01[' ]| These remarks were followed on$4$ either side$0$ by$4$ the 042:183,02[' ]| repetition of a somewhat intenser mutual gaze, though 042:183,03[' ]| indeed the speaker's eyes had more the air of meeting$9$ 042:183,04[' ]| his friend's than of seeking them. 042:183,04[D ]| "I can not be \you\ 042:183,05[D ]| certainly, $B$Van," 042:183,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook sadly brought forth. 042:183,06[B ]| "I know what$6#1$ you mean$1$ by$4$ that$6#2$," 042:183,06[' ]| he rejoined in 042:183,07[' ]| a moment. 042:183,07[B ]| "You mean$1$ I am hypocritical." 042:183,08[D ]| "Hypocritical?" 042:183,09[B ]| "I am diplomatic and calculating ~ I do not show$1$ 042:183,10[B ]| him how bad I am; whereas with you he knows the 042:183,11[B ]| worst." 042:183,12[' ]| Of this observation $D$Mrs%*Brook, whose$6#1$ eyes attached 042:183,13[' ]| themselves again to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, took at first no$2$ 042:183,14[' ]| further notice$0$ than might have been indicated by$4$ the 042:183,15[' ]| way it set$1$ her musing. 042:183,15[D ]| """Calculating?""" 042:183,15[' ]| ~she at 042:183,16[' ]| last$0$ took him up. 042:183,16[D ]| "On$4$ what$6#2$ is there to$9$ calculate?" 042:183,17[B ]| "Why," 042:183,17[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 042:183,17[B ]| "if, as you just$9$ hinted, 042:183,18[B ]| he is a blessing in disguise ~! I perfectly admit," 042:183,19[' ]| he resumed, 042:183,19[B ]| "that$3$ I am capable of sacrifices to$9$ keep 042:183,20[B ]| on$4$ good terms with him." 042:183,21[D ]| "You are not afraid he will$1$ bore$1#2$ you?" 042:183,22[B ]| "Oh yes ~ distinctly." 042:183,23[D ]| "But he will$1$ be worth it? Then," 042:183,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook said 042:183,24[' ]| as he appeared to$9$ assent, 042:183,24[D ]| "he will$1$ be worth a great 042:183,25[D ]| deal$0#2$." 042:183,25[' ]| She continued to$9$ watch$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$, 042:183,26[' ]| without his glasses,stared straight at the floor while$9$ 042:183,27[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore talked to$4$ him. She pursued, however, 042:183,28[' ]| dispassionately enough: 042:183,28[D ]| "He must be of a narrowness ~!" 042:183,29[D ]| 042:183,30[B ]| "Oh beautiful!" 042:183,31[' ]| She was silent again. 042:183,31[D ]| "I shall broaden him. \You\ 042:183,32[D ]| will$1$ not." 042:184,01[B ]| "Heaven forbid!" 042:184,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank heartily concurred. 042:184,02[B ]| "But none the less, as I have said, I will$1$ help$1$ you." 042:184,03[' ]| Her attention was still$5$ fixed. 042:184,03[D ]| "It will$1$ be him you will$1$ 042:184,04[D ]| help$1$. If you are to$9$ make$1$ sacrifices to$9$ keep on$4$ good 042:184,05[D ]| terms with him the first sacrifice$0$ will$1$ be of me." 042:184,05[' ]| Then 042:184,06[' ]| on$4$ his leaving this remark$0$ so$5#1$ long$9$ unanswered that$3$ 042:184,07[' ]| she had finally looked at him again: 042:184,07[D ]| "I am perfectly 042:184,08[D ]| prepared for$4$ it." 042:184,09[' ]| It was as if, jocosely enough, he had had time to$9$ 042:184,10[' ]| make$1$ up his mind$0$ how to$9$ meet$1$ her. 042:184,10[B ]| "What$6#2$ will$1$ you 042:184,11[B ]| have ~ when he loved my mother?" 042:184,12[' ]| Nothing could have been droller than the gloom 042:184,13[' ]| of her surprise$0$. 042:184,13[D ]| "Yours too$5#2$?" 042:184,14[B ]| "I did not tell you the other day ~ out$8$ of delicacy." 042:184,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham darkly thought$1$. 042:184,15[D ]| "\He\ did not tell 042:184,16[D ]| me either." 042:184,17[B ]| "The same consideration deterred him. But if 042:184,18[B ]| I did not speak of it," 042:184,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank continued, 042:184,18[B ]| "when 042:184,19[B ]| I arranged with you, after$4$ meeting$9$ him here at dinner, 042:184,20[B ]| that$3$ you should come to$4$ tea with him at my rooms 042:184,21[B ]| ~ if I did not mention$1$ it then it was not because I 042:184,22[B ]| had not learnt it early." 042:184,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook more deeply sounded this affair, but 042:184,24[' ]| she spoke with the exaggerated mildness that$6#1$ was 042:184,25[' ]| the form$0$ mostly taken by$4$ her gaiety. 042:184,25[D ]| "It was because 042:184,26[D ]| of course$8$ it makes him out$5$ such a wretch! What$6#2$ 042:184,27[D ]| becomes in that$6#2$ case of his loyalty?" 042:184,28[B ]| "To$4$ \your\ mother's memory? Oh it is all right$8$ ~ 042:184,29[B ]| he has it quite straight. She came later. Mine$6$, after$4$ 042:184,30[B ]| my father's death, had refused him. But you see he 042:184,31[B ]| might have been my stepfather." 042:184,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham took it in, but she had suddenly 042:185,01[' ]| a brighter light$0$. 042:185,01[D ]| "He might have been my \own$2$\ 042:185,02[D ]| father! Besides," 042:185,02[' ]| she went on$5$, 042:185,02[D ]| "if his line is to$9$ love$1$ 042:185,03[D ]| the mothers why on$4$ earth does not he love$1$ \me\? I am 042:185,04[D ]| in all conscience enough of one." 042:185,05[B ]| "Ah but is not there in your case the fact of a daughter?" 042:185,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank asked with a slight$2$ embarrassment. 042:185,07[' ]| 042:185,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham stared. 042:185,08[D ]| "What$6#2$ good does that$6#2$ 042:185,09[D ]| do me?" 042:185,10[B ]| "Why, did not she tell you?" 042:185,11[D ]| "$A$Nanda? She told me he does not like$1$ her any 042:185,12[D ]| better$9$ than he likes me." 042:185,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank in his turn$0$ showed surprise$0$. 042:185,13[B ]| "That is 042:185,14[B ]| really what$6#1$ she said?" 042:185,15[D ]| "She had on$4$ her return$0$ from your rooms a most 042:185,16[D ]| unusual fit$0$ of frankness, for$3$ she generally tells me 042:185,17[D ]| nothing." 042:185,18[B ]| "Well$7$," 042:185,18[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 042:185,18[B ]| "how did she put it?" 042:185,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook reflected ~ recovered it. 042:185,19[D ]| """I like$1$ him 042:185,20[D ]| awfully, but I am not in the least \his\ idea.""" 042:185,21[B ]| "His idea of what$6#2$?" 042:185,22[D ]| "That is just$9$ what$6#1$ I asked her. Of the proper 042:185,23[D ]| grandchild for$4$ mamma." 042:185,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank hesitated. 042:185,24[B ]| "Well$7$, she is not." 042:185,24[' ]| Then 042:185,25[' ]| after$4$ another pause$0$: 042:185,25[B ]| "But she will$1$ do." 042:185,26[' ]| His companion gave him a deep look$0$. 042:185,26[D ]| "You will$1$ 042:185,27[D ]| make$1$ her?" 042:185,28[' ]| He got up, and on$4$ seeing him move$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 042:185,29[' ]| also rose$1$, so$3$ that$3$, facing each other across$4$ the room, 042:185,30[' ]| they exchanged a friendly signal or two. 042:185,30[B ]| "I will$1$ make$1$ 042:185,31[B ]| her." 043:186,01[' ]| Their hostess's account$0$ of $F$Mr%*Cashmore's motive 043:186,02[' ]| for$4$ his staying on$5$ was so$5#1$ far justified as that$3$ $B$Vanderbank, 043:186,03[' ]| while$9$ $L$Mr%*Longdon came over to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, 043:186,04[' ]| appeared without difficulty further to$9$ engage him. 043:186,05[' ]| The lady in question$0$ meanwhile had drawn her old 043:186,06[' ]| friend down$5$, and her present$9$ method of approach$0$ 043:186,07[' ]| would have interested an observer aware of the unhappy 043:186,08[' ]| conviction she had just$9$ privately expressed. 043:186,09[' ]| Some trace indeed of the glimpse of it enjoyed by$4$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore's 043:186,10[' ]| present$9$ interlocutor might have been 043:186,11[' ]| detected in the restlessness that$6#1$ $B$Vanderbank's desire$0$ 043:186,12[' ]| to$9$ keep the other pair$0$ uninterrupted was still$5$ not able 043:186,13[' ]| to$9$ banish from his attitude. Not, however, that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brook 043:186,14[' ]| took the smallest account$0$ of it as she quickly 043:186,15[' ]| broke out$5$: 043:186,15[D ]| "How can we thank you enough, my dear$2#1$ 043:186,16[D ]| man, for$4$ your extraordinary kindness?" 043:186,16[' ]| The reference 043:186,17[' ]| was vivid, yet $L$Mr%*Longdon looked so$5#1$ blank$2$ 043:186,18[' ]| about$4$ it that$3$ she had immediately to$9$ explain. 043:186,18[D ]| "I 043:186,19[D ]| mean$1$ to$4$ dear$2#1$ $B$Van, who$6#1$ has told us of your giving 043:186,20[D ]| him the great happiness ~ unless he is too$5#1$ dreadfully 043:186,21[D ]| mistaken ~ of letting him really know you. 043:186,22[D ]| He is such a tremendous friend of ours that$3$ nothing 043:186,23[D ]| so$5#1$ delightful can befall him without its affecting us in 043:186,24[D ]| the same way." 043:186,24[' ]| She had proceeded with confidence, 043:186,25[' ]| but suddenly she pulled up. 043:186,25[D ]| "Do not tell me he \is\ 043:186,26[D ]| mistaken ~ I should not be able to$9$ bear$1$ it." 043:186,26[' ]| She 043:186,27[' ]| challenged the pale old man with a loveliness that$6#1$ was 043:187,01[' ]| for$4$ the moment absolutely juvenile. 043:187,01[D ]| "Are not you 043:187,02[D ]| letting him ~ really?" 043:187,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's smile$0$ was queer. 043:187,04[L ]| "I can not prevent 043:187,04[L ]| him. I am not a great house ~ to$9$ give orders$0#1$ to$9$ go 043:187,05[L ]| over me. The kindness is $B$Mr%*Vanderbank's own$2$, 043:187,06[L ]| and I have taken up, I am afraid, a great deal$0#2$ of his 043:187,07[L ]| precious time." 043:187,08[D ]| "You have indeed." 043:187,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was undiscouraged. 043:187,09[D ]| "He has been talking with me just$9$ now of 043:187,10[D ]| nothing else. You may$1$ say," 043:187,10[' ]| she went on$5$, 043:187,10[D ]| "that$3$ 043:187,11[D ]| it is I who$6#1$ have kept him at it. So$3$ I have, for$3$ his 043:187,12[D ]| pleasure is a joy to$4$ us. If you can not prevent what$6#1$ he 043:187,13[D ]| feels, you know, you can not prevent either what$6#1$ \we\ 043:187,14[D ]| feel." 043:187,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's face$0$ reflected for$4$ a minute$0$ something 043:187,16[' ]| he could scarcely have supposed her acute 043:187,17[' ]| enough to$9$ make$1$ out$5$, the struggle$0$ between his real 043:187,18[' ]| mistrust of her, founded on$4$ the unconscious violence 043:187,19[' ]| offered by$4$ her nature to$4$ his every memory of her 043:187,20[' ]| mother, and his sense on$4$ the other hand of the high 043:187,21[' ]| propriety of his liking her; to$4$ which$6#1$ latter force$0$ his 043:187,22[' ]| interest$0$ in $B$Vanderbank was a contribution, inasmuch 043:187,23[' ]| as he was obliged to$9$ recognise on$4$ the part$0$ of the pair$0$ 043:187,24[' ]| an alliance it would have been difficult to$9$ explain at 043:187,25[' ]| Beccles. 043:187,25[L ]| "Perhaps I do not quite see the value$0$ of what$6#1$ 043:187,26[L ]| your husband and you and I are in a position to$9$ do 043:187,27[L ]| for$4$ him." 043:187,28[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ because he is himself so$5#1$ clever?" 043:187,29[L ]| "Well$7$," 043:187,29[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, 043:187,29[L ]| "I dare$1#2$ say that is at 043:187,30[L ]| the bottom of my feeling$1$ so$5#1$ proud to$9$ be taken up by 043:187,31[L ]| him. I think of the young men of \my\ time and see 043:187,32[L ]| that$3$ he takes in more. But that is what$6#1$ you all do," 043:188,01[' ]| he rather helplessly sighed. 043:188,01[L ]| "You are very, very wonderful!" 043:188,02[L ]| 043:188,03[' ]| She met him with an almost extravagant eagerness 043:188,04[' ]| that$3$ the meeting$0$ should be just$9$ where he wished. 043:188,05[D ]| "I 043:188,05[D ]| do not take in everything, but I take in all I can. 043:188,06[D ]| That is a great affair in London to-day, and I often 043:188,07[D ]| feel as if I were a circus-woman, in pink tights and no$2$ 043:188,08[D ]| particular skirts, riding half a dozen horses at once. 043:188,09[D ]| We are all in the troupe now, I suppose," 043:188,09[' ]| she smiled, 043:188,10[D ]| "and we must travel with the show$0$. But when you 043:188,11[D ]| say we are different," 043:188,11[' ]| she added, 043:188,11[D ]| "think, after$4$ all, of 043:188,12[D ]| mamma." 043:188,13[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stared. 043:188,13[L ]| "It is from her you \are\ different." 043:188,14[L ]| 043:188,15[D ]| "Ah but she had an awfully fine mind$0$. We are not 043:188,16[D ]| cleverer than she." 043:188,17[' ]| His conscious honest eyes looked away an instant$0$. 043:188,18[L ]| "It is perhaps enough for$4$ the present$0#1$ that$3$ you are 043:188,19[L ]| cleverer than I! I was very glad the other day," 043:188,19[' ]| he 043:188,20[' ]| continued, 043:188,20[L ]| "to$9$ make$1$ the acquaintance of your daughter. 043:188,21[L ]| I hoped I should find her with you." 043:188,22[' ]| If $D$Mrs%*Brook cast$1$ about$5$ it was but for$4$ a few seconds. 043:188,23[D ]| "If she had known you were coming she would 043:188,24[D ]| certainly have been here. She wanted so$5#1$ to$9$ please 043:188,25[D ]| you." 043:188,25[' ]| Then as her visitor took no$2$ further notice$0$ of this 043:188,26[' ]| speech than to$9$ ask if $A$Nanda were out$8$ of the house 043:188,27[' ]| she had to$9$ admit it as an aggravation of failure; 043:188,28[' ]| but she pursued in the next breath: 043:188,28[D ]| "Of course$8$ you 043:188,29[D ]| will$1$ not care$1$, but she raves about$4$ you." 043:188,30[' ]| He appeared indeed at first not to$9$ care$1$. 043:188,30[L ]| "Is not she 043:188,31[L ]| eighteen?" 043:188,31[' ]| ~ it was oddly abrupt. 043:188,32[D ]| "I have to$9$ think. Would not it be nearer twenty?" 043:189,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook audaciously returned. She tried again. 043:189,02[D ]| "She told me all about$4$ your interview. I stayed away 043:189,03[D ]| on$4$ purpose ~ I had my idea." 043:189,04[L ]| "And what$6#2$ \was\ your idea? 043:189,05[D ]| "I thought$1$ she would remind you more of mamma if 043:189,06[D ]| I was not there. But she is a little person who$6#1$ sees. 043:189,07[D ]| Perhaps you did not think it, but she knew." 043:189,08[L ]| "And what$6#2$ did she know?" 043:189,08[' ]| asked $L$Mr%*Longdon, 043:189,09[' ]| who$6#1$ was unable, however, to$9$ keep from his tone a certain 043:189,10[' ]| coldness which$6#1$ really deprived the question$0$ of its 043:189,11[' ]| proper curiosity. 043:189,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook just$9$ showed the chill of it, but she had 043:189,13[' ]| always her courage. 043:189,13[D ]| "Why that$3$ you do not like$1$ her." 043:189,14[' ]| She had the courage of carrying off as well$9$ as of backing 043:189,15[' ]| out$5$. 043:189,15[D ]| "She too$5#2$ has her little place$0$ with the circus 043:189,16[D ]| ~ it is the way we earn our living$0$." 043:189,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon said nothing for$4$ a moment and when 043:189,18[' ]| he at last$0$ spoke it was almost with an air of contradiction. 043:189,19[L ]| "She is your mother to$4$ the life." 043:189,20[' ]| His hostess, for$4$ three seconds, looked at him hard. 043:189,21[D ]| "Ah but with such differences! You will$1$ lose it," 043:189,21[' ]| she 043:189,22[' ]| added with a headshake of pity$0$. 043:189,23[' ]| He had his eyes only on$4$ $B$Vanderbank. 043:189,23[L ]| "Well$7$, my 043:189,24[L ]| losses are my own$2$ affair." 043:189,24[' ]| Then his face$0$ came back$5$. 043:189,25[L ]| "Did she tell you I did not like$1$ her?" 043:189,26[' ]| The indulgence in $D$Mrs%*Brook's view$0$ of his simplicity 043:189,27[' ]| was marked. 043:189,27[D ]| "You thought$1$ you succeeded so$5#2$ 043:189,28[D ]| in hiding it? No$2$ matter ~ she bears up. I think she 043:189,29[D ]| really feels a great deal$0#2$ as I do ~ that$3$ it is no$2$ matter 043:189,30[D ]| how many of us you hate if you will$1$ only go on$5$ feeling$1$ 043:189,31[D ]| as you do about$4$ mamma. Show$1$ us \that$6#2$\ ~ that is 043:189,32[D ]| what$6#1$ we want$1$." 043:190,01[' ]| Nothing could have expressed more the balm of 043:190,02[' ]| reassurance, but the mild drops$0$ had fallen short$2$ of 043:190,03[' ]| the spot to$4$ which$6#1$ they were directed. 043:190,03[L ]| """Show$1$""" 043:190,04[L ]| you?" 043:190,05[' ]| Oh how he had sounded the word! 043:190,05[D ]| "I see ~ you 043:190,06[D ]| \do not\ show$1$. That is just$9$ what$6#1$ $A$Nanda saw you thought$1$! 043:190,07[D ]| But you can not keep us from knowing it ~ can not keep 043:190,08[D ]| it in fact, I think, from affecting your own$2$ behaviour. 043:190,09[D ]| You would be much worse to$4$ us if it was not for$4$ the still$5$ 043:190,10[D ]| warm$2$ ashes of your old passion." 043:190,10[' ]| It was an immense 043:190,11[' ]| pity$0$ for$4$ $B$Vanderbank's amusement that$3$ he was at this 043:190,12[' ]| moment too$5#1$ far off to$9$ fit$1$ to$4$ the expression of his old 043:190,13[' ]| friend's face$0$ so$5#1$ much of the cause of it as had sprung 043:190,14[' ]| from the deeply informed tone of $D$Mrs%*Brook's allusion. 043:190,15[' ]| To$4$ what$6#1$ degree the speaker herself made the 043:190,16[' ]| connexion will$1$ never be known to$4$ history, nor 043:190,17[' ]| whether as she went on$5$ she thought$1$ she bettered her 043:190,18[' ]| case or she simply lost her head$0$. 043:190,18[D ]| "The great thing 043:190,19[D ]| for$4$ us is that$3$ we can never be for$4$ you quite like$9$ other 043:190,20[D ]| ordinary people." 043:190,21[L ]| "And what$6#2$ is the great thing for$4$ \me\?" 043:190,22[D ]| "Oh for$4$ you, there is nothing, I am afraid, but small 043:190,23[D ]| things ~ so$5#1$ small that$3$ they can scarcely be worth 043:190,24[D ]| the trouble$0$ of your making them out$5$. Our being$1$ so$5#1$ 043:190,25[D ]| happy that$3$ you have come back$5$ to$4$ us ~ if only just$9$ 043:190,26[D ]| for$4$ a glimpse and to$9$ leave$1$ us again, in no$2$ matter what$6#1$ 043:190,27[D ]| horror, for*ever; our positive delight$0$ in your being$1$ 043:190,28[D ]| exactly so$5#1$ different; the pleasure we have in talking 043:190,29[D ]| about$4$ you, and shall still$5$ have ~ or indeed all the 043:190,30[D ]| more ~ even$5$ if we have seen you only to$9$ lose you: 043:190,31[D ]| whatever all this represents for$4$ ourselves it is for$4$ none 043:190,32[D ]| of us to$9$ pretend to$9$ say how much or how little \you\ 043:191,01[D ]| may$1$ pick out$8$ of it. And yet," 043:191,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook wandered 043:191,02[' ]| on$5$, 043:191,02[D ]| "however much we may$1$ disappoint you some 043:191,03[D ]| little spark of the past$0$ can not help$1$ being$1$ in us ~ for$3$ 043:191,04[D ]| the past$0$ is the one thing beyond$4$ all spoiling: there 043:191,05[D ]| it is, do not you think? ~ to$9$ speak for$4$ itself and, if 043:191,06[D ]| need$1$ be, only \of\ itself." 043:191,06[' ]| She pulled up, but she appeared 043:191,07[' ]| to$9$ have destroyed all power of speech in him, 043:191,08[' ]| so$3$ that$3$ while$9$ she waited she had time for$4$ a fresh inspiration. 043:191,09[' ]| It might perhaps frankly have been mentioned 043:191,10[' ]| as on$4$ the whole$0$ her finest. 043:191,10[D ]| "Do not you think 043:191,11[D ]| it possible that$3$ if you once get the point$0$ of view$0$ of 043:191,12[D ]| realising that$3$ I \know\ ~?" 043:191,13[' ]| She held the note$0$ so$5#1$ long$9$ that$3$ he at last$0$ supplied 043:191,14[' ]| a sound$0$. 043:191,14[L ]| "That$3$ you know what$6#2$?" 043:191,15[D ]| "Why that$3$ compared with her I am a poor creeping 043:191,16[D ]| thing. I mean$1$" 043:191,16[' ]| ~ she hastened to$9$ forestall any protest 043:191,17[' ]| of mere decency that$6#1$ would spoil her idea ~ 043:191,18[D ]| "that$3$ of course$8$ I ache in every limb with the certainty 043:191,19[D ]| of my dreadful difference. It is not as if I \did not\ 043:191,20[D ]| know it, do not you see? There it is as a matter of 043:191,21[D ]| course$0$: I have helplessly but finally and completely 043:191,22[D ]| accepted it. will$1$ not \that$6#2$\ help$1$ you?" 043:191,22[' ]| she so$5#1$ ingeniously 043:191,23[' ]| pleaded. 043:191,23[D ]| "It is not as if I tormented you with any 043:191,24[D ]| recall$0$ of her whatever. I can quite see how awful it 043:191,25[D ]| would be for$4$ you if, with the effect$0$ I produce on$4$ you, 043:191,26[D ]| I did have her lovely eyes or her distinguished nose 043:191,27[D ]| or the shape$0$ of her forehead or the colour of her hair. 043:191,28[D ]| Strange as it is in a daughter I am disconnected altogether, 043:191,29[D ]| and do not you think I \may$1$\ be a little saved for$4$ 043:191,30[D ]| you by$4$ becoming$1$ thus simply out$8$ of the question$0$? 043:191,31[D ]| Of course$8$," 043:191,31[' ]| she continued, 043:191,31[D ]| "your real trial is poor 043:191,32[D ]| $A$Nanda ~ she is likewise so$5#1$ fearfully out$8$ of it and yet 043:192,01[D ]| she is so$5#1$ fearfully in it. And she," 043:192,01[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook 043:192,02[' ]| for$4$ a climax ~ 043:192,02[D ]| "\she\ does not know!" 043:192,03[' ]| A strange faint$2$ flush, while$9$ she talked, had come 043:192,04[' ]| into $L$Mr%*Longdon's face$0$, and, whatever effect$0$, as she 043:192,05[' ]| put it, she produced on$4$ him, it was clearly not that$6#2$ 043:192,06[' ]| of causing his attention to$9$ wander. She held him at 043:192,07[' ]| least for$4$ weal or woe; his bright eyes grew brighter 043:192,08[' ]| and opened into a stare$0$ that$6#1$ finally seemed to$9$ offer$1$ 043:192,09[' ]| him as submerged in mere wonder$0$. At last$0$, however, 043:192,10[' ]| he rose$1$ to$4$ the surface, and he appeared to$9$ have lighted 043:192,11[' ]| at the bottom of the sea on$4$ the pearl of the particular 043:192,12[' ]| wisdom he needed. 043:192,12[L ]| "I dare$1#2$ say there may$1$ be something 043:192,13[L ]| in what$6#1$ you so$5#1$ extraordinarily suggest." 043:192,14[' ]| She jumped at it as if in pleasant pain$0$. 043:192,14[D ]| "In just$9$ 043:192,15[D ]| letting me go ~?" 043:192,16[' ]| But at this he dropped. 043:192,16[L ]| "I shall never let you go." 043:192,17[' ]| It renewed her fear$0$. 043:192,17[D ]| "Not just$9$ for$4$ what$6#1$ I \am\?" 043:192,18[' ]| He rose$1$ from his place$0$ beside$4$ her, but looking 043:192,19[' ]| away from her and with his colour marked. 043:192,19[L ]| "I shall 043:192,20[L ]| never let you go," 043:192,20[' ]| he repeated. 043:192,21[D ]| "Oh you angel!" 043:192,21[' ]| She sprang up more quickly and 043:192,22[' ]| the others were by$4$ this time on$4$ their feet. 043:192,22[D ]| "I have done 043:192,23[D ]| it, I have done it!" 043:192,23[' ]| she joyously cried to$4$ $B$Vanderbank; 043:192,24[D ]| "he likes me, or at least he can bear$1$ me ~ I have found 043:192,25[D ]| him the way; and now I do not care$1$ even$5$ if he \says\ 043:192,26[D ]| I have not." 043:192,26[' ]| Then she turned again to$4$ her old friend. 043:192,27[D ]| "We can manage about$4$ $A$Nanda ~ you need not ever 043:192,28[D ]| see her. She is ""down$5$"" now, but she can go up again. 043:192,29[D ]| We can arrange it at any rate$0$ ~ \9c'est 9la 9moindre 9des\ 043:192,30[D ]| \9choses\." 043:192,31[F ]| "Upon my honour$0$ I protest," 043:192,31[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore exclaimed, 043:192,32[F ]| "against anything of the sort! I defy you to$9$ 043:193,01[F ]| ""arrange"" that$6#2$ young lady in any such manner without 043:193,02[F ]| also arranging \me\. I am one of her greatest 043:193,03[F ]| admirers," 043:193,03[' ]| he gaily announced to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 043:193,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said nothing, and $L$Mr%*Longdon 043:193,05[' ]| seemed to$9$ show$1$ he would have preferred to$9$ do the 043:193,06[' ]| same: that$6#2$ visitor's eyes might have represented an 043:193,07[' ]| appeal to$4$ him somehow to$9$ intervene, to$9$ show$1$ the due$2$ 043:193,08[' ]| acquaintance, springing from practice$0$ and wanting in 043:193,09[' ]| himself, with the art of conversation developed to$4$ the 043:193,10[' ]| point$0$ at which$6#1$ it could thus sustain a lady in the upper 043:193,11[' ]| air. $B$Vanderbank's silence$0$ might, without his mere 043:193,12[' ]| kind$2$ pacific look$0$, have seemed almost inhuman. Poor 043:193,13[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had finally to$9$ do his own$2$ simple$2$ best. 043:193,14[L ]| "Will$1$ you bring your daughter to$9$ see me?" 043:193,14[' ]| he asked 043:193,15[' ]| of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham. 043:193,16[F ]| "Oh, oh ~ that is an idea: will$1$ you bring her to$9$ 043:193,17[F ]| see \me?\" 043:193,17[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore again broke out$5$. 043:193,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had only fixed $L$Mr%*Longdon with the 043:193,19[' ]| air of unutterable things. 043:193,19[D ]| "You angel, you angel!" 043:193,20[' ]| ~ they found expression but in that$6#2$. 043:193,21[B ]| "\I\ do not need$1$ to$9$ ask you to$9$ bring her, do I?" 043:193,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 043:193,22[' ]| now said to$4$ his hostess. 043:193,22[B ]| "I hope$1$ you do not 043:193,23[B ]| mind$1$ my bragging all over the place$0$ of the great 043:193,24[B ]| honour$0$ she did me the other day in appearing quite 043:193,25[B ]| by$4$ herself." 043:193,26[F ]| "Quite by$4$ herself? I say, $D$Mrs%*Brook!" 043:193,26[' ]| Mr%*Cashmore 043:193,27[' ]| flourished on$5$. 043:193,28[' ]| It was only now that$3$ she noticed him; which$6#1$ she 043:193,29[' ]| did indeed but by$4$ answering $B$Vanderbank. 043:193,29[D ]| "She 043:193,30[D ]| did not go for$4$ \you\, I am afraid ~ though of course$8$ she 043:193,31[D ]| might: she went because you had promised her $L$Mr%*Longdon. 043:193,32[D ]| But I should have no$2$ more feeling$0$ about$4$ 043:194,01[D ]| her going to$4$ you ~ and should expect her to$9$ have no$2$ 043:194,02[D ]| more ~ than about$4$ her taking a pound of tea, as she 043:194,03[D ]| sometimes does, to$4$ her old nurse$0$, or her going to$9$ read 043:194,04[D ]| to$4$ the old women at the workhouse. May$1$ you never 043:194,05[D ]| have less to$9$ brag of!" 043:194,06[F ]| "I wish$1$ she would bring \me\ a pound of tea!" 043:194,06[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 043:194,07[' ]| resumed. 043:194,07[F ]| "Or ai not I enough of an old 043:194,08[F ]| woman for$4$ her to$9$ come and read to$4$ me at home?" 043:194,09[L ]| "Does she habitually visit$1$ the workhouse?" 043:194,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 043:194,10[' ]| enquired of $D$Mrs%*Brook. 043:194,11[' ]| This lady kept him in a moment's suspense, which$6#1$ 043:194,12[' ]| another contemplation might moreover have detected 043:194,13[' ]| that$3$ $B$Vanderbank in some degree shared. 043:194,13[D ]| "Every 043:194,14[D ]| Friday at three." 043:194,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, with a sudden$2$ turn$0$, moved straight to$4$ 043:194,16[' ]| one of the windows, and $F$Mr%*Cashmore had a happy 043:194,17[' ]| remembrance. 043:194,17[F ]| "Why, this is Friday ~ she must have 043:194,18[F ]| gone to-day. But does she stay$1$ so$5#1$ late?" 043:194,19[D ]| "She was to$9$ go afterwards to$4$ little $J$Aggie: I am trying$1$ 043:194,20[D ]| so$5#2$, in spite$8$ of difficulties," 043:194,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook explained, 043:194,21[D ]| "to$9$ keep them on$5$ together." 043:194,21[' ]| She addressed herself 043:194,22[' ]| with a new thought$0$ to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 043:194,22[D ]| "You must 043:194,23[D ]| know little $J$Aggie ~ the niece of the $I$Duchess: I forget 043:194,24[D ]| if you have met the $I$Duchess, but you must know 043:194,25[D ]| \her\ too$5#2$ ~ there are so$5#1$ many things on$4$ which$6#1$ I am sure 043:194,26[D ]| she will$1$ feel with you. Little $J$Aggie is the one," 043:194,26[' ]| she continued; 043:194,27[D ]| "you will$1$ delight$1$ in her; \she\ ought to$9$ have 043:194,28[D ]| been mamma's grandchild." 043:194,29[F ]| "Dearest lady, how can you pretend or for$4$ a moment 043:194,30[F ]| compare her ~?" 043:194,30[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore broke in. 043:194,31[F ]| "She says nothing to$4$ me at all." 043:194,32[D ]| "She says nothing to$4$ any*one," 043:194,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook serenely 043:195,01[' ]| replied; 043:195,01[D ]| "that is just$9$ her type and her charm$0$ 043:195,02[D ]| ~ just$9$ above$4$ all her education." 043:195,02[' ]| Then she appealed 043:195,03[' ]| to$4$ $B$Vanderbank. 043:195,03[D ]| "will$1$ not $L$Mr%*Longdon be struck 043:195,04[D ]| with little $J$Aggie and will$1$ not he find it interesting to$9$ 043:195,05[D ]| talk$1$ about$4$ all that$6#2$ sort of thing with the $I$Duchess?" 043:195,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank came back$5$ laughing, but $L$Mr%*Longdon 043:195,07[' ]| anticipated his reply$0$. 043:195,07[B ]| "What$6#2$ sort of thing do you 043:195,08[B ]| mean$1$?" 043:195,09[D ]| "Oh," 043:195,09[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 043:195,09[D ]| "the whole$2$ question$0$, do not 043:195,10[D ]| you know? of bringing girls forward$5$ or not. The 043:195,11[D ]| question$0$ of ~ well$7$, what$6#2$ do you call$1$ it? ~ their exposure. 043:195,12[D ]| It is \the\ question$0$, it appears ~ the question$0$ 043:195,13[D ]| of the future; it is awfully interesting and the $I$Duchess 043:195,14[D ]| at any rate$0$ is great on$4$ it. $A$Nanda of course$8$ is exposed," 043:195,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook pursued ~ 043:195,15[D ]| "fearfully." 043:195,16[F ]| "And what$6#2$ on$4$ earth is she exposed to$4$?" 043:195,16[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 043:195,17[' ]| gaily demanded. 043:195,18[B ]| "She is exposed to$4$ \you\, it would seem, my dear$2#1$ 043:195,19[B ]| fellow!" 043:195,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank spoke with a certain discernible 043:195,20[' ]| impatience not so$5#1$ much of the fact he mentioned 043:195,21[' ]| as of the turn$0$ of their talk$0$. 043:195,22[' ]| It might have been in almost compassionate deprecation 043:195,23[' ]| of this weak note$0$ that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 043:195,24[' ]| looked at him. Her own$2$ reply$0$ to$4$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore's 043:195,25[' ]| question$0$, however, was uttered at $L$Mr%*Longdon. 043:195,26[D ]| "She is exposed ~ it is much worse ~ to$4$ \me\. But 043:195,27[D ]| $J$Aggie is not exposed to$4$ anything ~ never has been 043:195,28[D ]| and never is to$9$ be; and we are watching to$9$ see if the 043:195,29[D ]| $I$Duchess can carry it through$5$." 043:195,30[F ]| "Why not," 043:195,30[' ]| asked $F$Mr%*Cashmore, 043:195,30[F ]| "if there is nothing 043:195,31[F ]| she \can\ be exposed to$4$ but the $I$Duchess herself?" 043:195,32[' ]| He had appealed to$4$ his companions impartially, 043:196,01[' ]| but $L$Mr%*Longdon, whose$6#1$ attention was now all for$4$ 043:196,02[' ]| his hostess, appeared unconscious. 043:196,02[L ]| "If you are all 043:196,03[L ]| watching is it your idea that$3$ I should watch$1$ \with\ 043:196,04[L ]| you?" 043:196,05[' ]| The enquiry, on$4$ his lips, was a waft of cold$2$ air, the 043:196,06[' ]| sense of which$6#1$ clearly led $D$Mrs%*Brook to$9$ put her invitation 043:196,07[' ]| on$4$ the right$2#1$ ground. 043:196,07[D ]| "Not of course$8$ on$4$ the 043:196,08[D ]| chance$0$ of anything's happening to$4$ the dear$2#1$ child ~ 043:196,09[D ]| to$4$ whom$6#1$ nothing obviously \can\ happen but that$3$ her 043:196,10[D ]| aunt will$1$ marry her off in the shortest possible time 043:196,11[D ]| and in the best possible conditions. No$7$, the interest$0$ 043:196,12[D ]| is much more in the way the Duchess herself steers." 043:196,13[F ]| "Ah, she is in a boat," 043:196,13[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore fully concurred, 043:196,14[F ]| "that$6#1$ will$1$ take a good bit of that$6#2$." 043:196,15[' ]| It is not for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's historian to$9$ overlook 043:196,16[' ]| that$3$ if he was, not unnaturally, mystified he was yet 043:196,17[' ]| also visibly interested. 043:196,17[L ]| "What$6#2$ boat is she in?" 043:196,18[' ]| He had addressed his curiosity, with politeness, to$4$ 043:196,19[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore, but they were all arrested by$4$ the 043:196,20[' ]| wonderful way in which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook managed to$9$ 043:196,21[' ]| smile$1$ at once very dimly, very darkly, and yet make$1$ 043:196,22[' ]| it take them all in. 043:196,22[D ]| "I think \you\ must tell him, $B$Van." 043:196,23[B ]| "Heaven forbid!" 043:196,23[' ]| ~ and $B$Van again retreated. 043:196,24[F ]| "\I\ will$1$ tell him like$9$ a shot ~ if you really give me 043:196,25[F ]| leave$0$," 043:196,25[' ]| said $F$Mr%*Cashmore, for$4$ whom$6#1$ any scruple$0$ 043:196,26[' ]| referred itself manifestly not to$4$ the subject$0$ of the 043:196,27[' ]| information but to$4$ the presence of a lady. 043:196,28[D ]| "I \do not\ give you leave$0$ and I beg you will$1$ hold$1$ your 043:196,29[D ]| tongue," 043:196,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham returned. 043:196,29[D ]| "You handle 043:196,30[D ]| such matters with a minuteness ~! In short$0$," 043:196,30[' ]| she 043:196,31[' ]| broke off to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 043:196,31[D ]| "he would tell you a good 043:196,32[D ]| deal$0#2$ more than you will$1$ care$1$ to$9$ know. She \is\ in a boat 043:197,01[D ]| ~ but she is an experienced mariner. \8Basta\, as she 043:197,02[D ]| would say. Do you know $M$Mitchy?" 043:197,02[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 043:197,03[' ]| suddenly asked. 043:197,04[B ]| "Oh yes, he knows $M$Mitchy" 043:197,04[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank had 043:197,05[' ]| approached again. 043:197,06[D ]| "Then make$1$ \him\ tell him" 043:197,06[' ]| ~ she put it before$4$ the 043:197,07[' ]| young man as a charming turn$0$ for$4$ them all. 043:197,07[D ]| "$M$Mitchy 043:197,08[D ]| \can\ be refined when he tries." 043:197,09[B ]| "Oh dear$7$ ~ when $M$Mitchy ""tries""!" 043:197,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 043:197,10[' ]| laughed. 043:197,10[B ]| "I think I should rather, for$4$ the job, offer$1$ 043:197,12[B ]| him to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon abandoned to$4$ his native$2$ wild 043:197,13[B ]| impulse." 043:197,14[L ]| "I \like$1$\ $M$Mr%*Mitchett," 043:197,14[' ]| the old man said, endeavouring 043:197,15[' ]| to$9$ look$1$ his hostess straight in the eye and 043:197,16[' ]| speaking as if somewhat to$9$ defy her to$9$ convict him, 043:197,17[' ]| even$5$ from the point$0$ of view$0$ of Beccles, of a mistake$0$. 043:197,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham took it with a wonderful bright 043:197,19[' ]| emotion. 043:197,19[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ friend, \9vous 9me 9rendez 9la 9vie\! If 043:197,20[D ]| you can stand$1$ $M$Mitchy you can stand$1$ any of us!" 043:197,21[F ]| "Upon my honour$0$ I should think so$5#2$!" 043:197,21[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 043:197,22[' ]| was eager to$9$ remark$1$. 043:197,22[F ]| "What$6#2$ on$4$ earth do you 043:197,23[F ]| mean$1$," 043:197,23[' ]| he demanded of $D$Mrs%*Brook, 043:197,23[F ]| "by$4$ saying that$3$ 043:197,24[F ]| I am more ""minute$2$"" than he?" 043:197,25[' ]| She turned her beauty an instant$0$ on$4$ this critic. 043:197,25[D ]| "I 043:197,26[D ]| do not say you are more minute$2$ ~ I say he is more 043:197,27[D ]| brilliant. Besides, as I have told you before$5$, you are not 043:197,28[D ]| one of us." 043:197,28[' ]| With which$6#1$, as a check$0$ to$4$ further discussion, 043:197,29[' ]| she went straight on$5$ to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon: 043:197,29[D ]| "The 043:197,30[D ]| point$0$ about$4$ $J$Aggie's conservative education is the 043:197,31[D ]| wonderful sincerity with which$6#1$ the $I$Duchess feels 043:197,32[D ]| that$3$ one's girl may$1$ so$5#1$ perfectly and consistently be 043:198,01[D ]| hedged in without one's really ever (for$3$ it comes to$4$ 043:198,02[D ]| that$6#2$) depriving one's own$2$ self ~" 043:198,03[L ]| "Well$7$, of what$6#2$?" 043:198,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon boldly demanded 043:198,04[' ]| while$9$ his hostess appeared thoughtfully to$9$ falter. 043:198,05[' ]| She addressed herself mutely to$4$ $B$Vanderbank, in 043:198,06[' ]| whom$6#1$ the movement produced a laugh$0$. 043:198,06[B ]| "I defy 043:198,07[B ]| you," 043:198,07[' ]| he exclaimed, 043:198,07[B ]| "to$9$ say!" 043:198,08[F ]| "Well$7$, you do not defy \me!\" 043:198,08[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore cried as 043:198,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook failed to$9$ take up the challenge. 043:198,09[F ]| "If you 043:198,10[F ]| know $M$Mitchy," 043:198,10[' ]| he went on$5$ to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 043:198,10[F ]| "you 043:198,11[F ]| must know $N$Petherton." 043:198,12[' ]| The elder man remained vague and not imperceptibly 043:198,13[' ]| cold$2$. 043:198,13[L ]| "$N$Petherton?" 043:198,14[F ]| "My brother-in-law ~ whom$6#1$, God knows why, 043:198,15[F ]| $M$Mitchy runs." 043:198,16[L ]| "Runs?" 043:198,16[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon again echoed. 043:198,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook appealed afresh to$4$ $B$Vanderbank. 043:198,17[D ]| "I 043:198,18[D ]| think we ought to$9$ spare$1$ him. I may$1$ not remind you of 043:198,19[D ]| mamma," 043:198,19[' ]| she continued to$4$ their companion, 043:198,19[D ]| "but I 043:198,20[D ]| hope$1$ you do not mind$1$ my saying how much you remind 043:198,21[D ]| me. Explanations, after$4$ all, spoil things, and if you 043:198,22[D ]| \can\ make$1$ anything of us and will$1$ sometimes come 043:198,23[D ]| back$5$ you will$1$ find everything in its native$2$ freshness. 043:198,24[D ]| You will$1$ see, you will$1$ feel for$4$ yourself." 043:198,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stood before$4$ her and raised to$4$ 043:198,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, when she had ceased, the eyes he had 043:198,27[' ]| attached to$4$ the carpet while$9$ she talked. 043:198,27[L ]| "And must 043:198,28[L ]| I go now?" 043:198,28[' ]| Explanations, she had said, spoiled 043:198,29[' ]| things, but he might have been a stranger$0$ at an 043:198,30[' ]| Eastern court$0$ ~ comically helpless without his interpreter. 043:198,31[' ]| 043:198,32[B ]| "If $D$Mrs%*Brook desires to$9$ ""spare$1$"" you," 043:198,32[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 043:199,01[' ]| kindly replied, 043:199,01[B ]| "the best way to$9$ make$1$ sure of it 043:199,02[B ]| would perhaps indeed be to$9$ remove$1$ you. But had not 043:199,03[B ]| we a hope$0$ of $A$Nanda?" 043:199,04[L ]| "It might be of use$0$ for$4$ us to$9$ wait for$4$ her?" 043:199,04[' ]| ~ it 043:199,05[' ]| was still$5$ to$4$ his young friend that$3$ $L$Mr%*Longon put it. 043:199,06[D ]| "Ah when she is once on$4$ the loose ~!" 043:199,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 043:199,07[' ]| sighed. 043:199,07[D ]| "Unless \9la`*voila\," 043:199,07[' ]| she said as a 043:199,08[' ]| hand was heard at the door-latch. It was only, however, 043:199,09[' ]| a footman who$6#1$ entered with a little tray that$6#1$, on$4$ 043:199,10[' ]| his approaching his mistress, offered to$4$ sight the 043:199,11[' ]| brown envelope of a telegram. She immediately took 043:199,12[' ]| leave$0$ to$9$ open$1$ this missive, after$4$ the quick$2$ perusal of 043:199,13[' ]| which$6#1$ she had another vision of them all. 043:199,13[D ]| "It \is\ she 043:199,14[D ]| ~ the modern daughter. ""$K$Tishy keeps me dinner and 043:199,15[D ]| opera; clothes all right$8$; return$0$ uncertain, but if 043:199,16[D ]| before$4$ morning have latch-key."" She will$1$ not come 043:199,17[D ]| home till morning!" 043:199,17[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 043:199,18[B ]| "But think of the comfort$0$ of the latch-key!" 043:199,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 043:199,19[B ]| "You might go to$4$ the opera," 043:199,20[' ]| he said to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 043:199,21[F ]| "Hanged if \I\ do not!" 043:199,21[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore exclaimed. 043:199,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon appeared to$9$ have caught from 043:199,23[' ]| $A$Nanda's message an obscure agitation; he met his 043:199,24[' ]| young friend's suggestion at all events with a visible 043:199,25[' ]| intensity. 043:199,25[L ]| "Will$1$ you go with me?" 043:199,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had just$9$ debated, recalling engagements; 043:199,27[' ]| which$6#1$ gave $D$Mrs%*Brook time to$9$ intervene. 043:199,28[D ]| "can not you live without him?" 043:199,28[' ]| she asked of her elder 043:199,29[' ]| friend. 043:199,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had looked at her an instant$0$. 043:199,30[B ]| "I 043:199,31[B ]| think I can get there late," 043:199,31[' ]| he then replied to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 043:199,32[' ]| 043:200,01[F ]| "I think \I\ can get there early," 043:200,01[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 043:200,02[' ]| declared. 043:200,02[F ]| "$K$Mrs%*Grendon must have a box; in 043:200,03[F ]| fact I know which$6#1$, and \they\ do not," 043:200,03[' ]| he jocosely 043:200,04[' ]| continued to$4$ his hostess. 043:200,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, meanwhile had given $L$Mr%*Longdon 043:200,06[' ]| her hand. 043:200,06[D ]| "Well$7$, in any case the child \shall\ soon 043:200,07[D ]| come to$4$ you. And oh alone," 043:200,07[' ]| she insisted: 043:200,07[D ]| "you 043:200,08[D ]| need not make$1$ phrases ~ I know too$5#1$ well$9$ what$6#1$ I am 043:200,09[D ]| about$4$." 043:200,10[F ]| "One hopes$1$ really you do," 043:200,10[' ]| pursued the unquenched 043:200,11[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore. 043:200,11[F ]| "If that is what$6#1$ one gets 043:200,12[F ]| by$4$ having known your mother ~!" 043:200,13[D ]| "It would not have helped \you\," 043:200,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook retorted. 043:200,14[D ]| "And will$1$ not you have to$9$ say it is \all\ you were 043:200,15[D ]| to$9$ get?" 043:200,15[' ]| she pityingly murmured to$4$ her other visitor. 043:200,16[' ]| He turned to$4$ $B$Vanderbank with a strange gasp, and 043:200,17[' ]| that$6#2$ comforter said 043:200,17[B ]| "Come!" 051:203,01[' ]| The lower$2$ windows of the great white house, which$6#1$ 051:203,02[' ]| stood high and square, opened to$4$ a wide flagged terrace, 051:203,03[' ]| the parapet of which$6#1$, an old balustrade of stone, 051:203,04[' ]| was broken in the middle of its course$0$ by$4$ a flight of 051:203,05[' ]| stone steps that$6#1$ descended to$4$ a wonderful garden. 051:203,06[' ]| The terrace had the afternoon shade and fairly hung 051:203,07[' ]| over the prospect that$6#1$ dropped away and circled it ~ 051:203,08[' ]| the prospect, beyond$4$ the series of gardens, of scattered 051:203,09[' ]| splendid trees and green glades, an horizon 051:203,10[' ]| mainly of woods. $A$Nanda%*Brookenham, one day at 051:203,11[' ]| the end$0$ of July, coming out$5$ to$9$ find the place$0$ unoccupied 051:203,12[' ]| as yet by$4$ other visitors, stood there a while$0$ 051:203,13[' ]| with an air of happy possession. She moved from end$0$ 051:203,14[' ]| to$4$ end$0$ of the terrace, pausing, gazing about$4$ her, taking 051:203,15[' ]| in with a face$0$ that$6#1$ showed the pleasure of a brief 051:203,16[' ]| independence the combination of delightful things ~ 051:203,17[' ]| of old rooms with old decorations that$6#1$ gleamed and 051:203,18[' ]| gloomed through$4$ the high windows, of old gardens that$6#1$ 051:203,19[' ]| squared themselves in the wide angles of old walls, 051:203,20[' ]| of wood-walks rustling in the afternoon breeze and 051:203,21[' ]| stretching away to$4$ further reaches of solitude and 051:203,22[' ]| summer. The scene had an expectant stillness that$6#1$ 051:203,23[' ]| she was too$5#1$ charmed to$9$ desire$1$ to$9$ break; she watched 051:203,24[' ]| it, listened to$4$ it, followed with her eyes the white 051:203,25[' ]| butterflies among the flowers below her, then gave 051:203,26[' ]| a start$0$ as the cry$0$ of a peacock came to$4$ her from an 051:203,27[' ]| unseen alley. It set$1$ her after$4$ a minute$0$ into less difficult 051:204,01[' ]| motion; she passed slowly down$4$ the steps, 051:204,02[' ]| wandering further, looking back$5$ at the big bright 051:204,03[' ]| house but pleased again to$9$ see no*one else appear. If 051:204,04[' ]| the sun was still$5$ high enough she had a pink parasol. 051:204,05[' ]| She went through$4$ the gardens one by$4$ one, skirting 051:204,06[' ]| the high walls that$6#1$ were so$5#1$ like$9$ "collections" and 051:204,07[' ]| thinking how, later on$5$, the nectarines and plums 051:204,08[' ]| would flush there. She exchanged a friendly greeting 051:204,09[' ]| with a man at work$0$, passed through$4$ an open$2$ door and, 051:204,10[' ]| turning$1$ this way and that$6#2$, finally found herself in the 051:204,11[' ]| park, at some distance$0$ from the house. It was a point$0$ 051:204,12[' ]| she had had to$9$ take another rise$0$ to$9$ reach$1$, a place$0$ 051:204,13[' ]| marked by$4$ an old green bench for$4$ a larger sweep of 051:204,14[' ]| the view$0$, which$6#1$, in the distance$0$ where the woods 051:204,15[' ]| stopped, showed in the most English way in the 051:204,16[' ]| world the colour-spot of an old red village and the 051:204,17[' ]| tower of an old grey church. She had sunk down$5$ upon 051:204,18[' ]| the bench almost with a sense of adventure, yet not too$5#1$ 051:204,19[' ]| fluttered to$9$ wonder$1$ if it would not have been happy to$9$ 051:204,20[' ]| bring a book; the charm$0$ of which$6#1$ precisely would 051:204,21[' ]| have been in feeling$1$ everything about$4$ her too$5#1$ beautiful 051:204,22[' ]| to$9$ let her read. 051:204,23[' ]| The sense of adventure grew in her presently becoming$1$ 051:204,24[' ]| aware of a stir in the thicket below, followed 051:204,25[' ]| by$4$ the coming into sight, on$4$ a path that$6#1$, mounting, 051:204,26[' ]| passed near$4$ her seat, of a wanderer whom$6#1$, had his 051:204,27[' ]| particular, his exceptional identity not quickly appeared, 051:204,28[' ]| it might have disappointed her a trifle$0$ to$9$ have 051:204,29[' ]| to$9$ recognise as a friend. He saw her immediately, 051:204,30[' ]| stopped, laughed, waved his hat, then bounded up 051:204,31[' ]| the slope and, brushing his forehead with his handkerchief, 051:204,32[' ]| confessing as to$4$ a red face$0$, was rejoicingly 051:205,01[' ]| there before$4$ her. Her own$2$ ejaculation on$4$ first seeing 051:205,02[' ]| him ~ 051:205,02[A ]| "Why, $B$Mr%*Van!" 051:205,02[' ]| ~ had had an ambiguous 051:205,03[' ]| sharpness that$6#1$ was rather for$4$ herself than for$4$ her 051:205,04[' ]| visitor. She made room for$4$ him on$4$ the bench, where 051:205,05[' ]| in a moment he was cooling off and they were both 051:205,06[' ]| explaining. The great thing was that$3$ he had walked 051:205,07[' ]| from the station to$9$ stretch his legs, coming far round$9$, 051:205,08[' ]| for$4$ the lovely hour and the pleasure of it, by$4$ a way 051:205,09[' ]| he had learnt on$4$ some previous occasion$0$ of being$1$ at 051:205,10[' ]| Mertle. 051:205,11[A ]| "You have already stayed here then?" 051:205,11[' ]| $A$Nanda, who$6#1$ 051:205,12[' ]| had arrived but half an hour before$5$, spoke as if she 051:205,13[' ]| had lost the chance$0$ to$9$ give him a new impression. 051:205,14[B ]| "I have stayed here ~ yes, but not with $M$Mitchy; 051:205,15[B ]| with some people or other ~ who$6#2$ the deuce can they 051:205,16[B ]| have been? ~ who$6#1$ had the place$0$ for$4$ a few months 051:205,17[B ]| a year or two ago." 051:205,18[A ]| "Do not you even$5$ remember?" 051:205,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wondered and laughed. 051:205,19[B ]| "It will$1$ come 051:205,20[B ]| to$4$ me. But it is a charming sign of London relations, 051:205,21[B ]| is not it? ~ that$3$ one \can\ come down$5$ to$4$ people this 051:205,22[B ]| way and be awfully well$9$ ""done for$5$"" and all that$6#2$, and 051:205,23[B ]| then go away and lose the whole$2$ thing, quite forget 051:205,24[B ]| to$4$ whom$6#1$ one has been beholden. It is a queer life." 051:205,25[' ]| $A$Nanda seemed for$4$ an instant$0$ to$9$ wish$1$ to$9$ say that$3$ 051:205,26[' ]| one might deny the queerness, but she said something 051:205,27[' ]| else instead. 051:205,27[A ]| "I suppose a man like$9$ you does not quite 051:205,28[A ]| feel that$3$ he \is\ beholden. It is awfully good of him ~ 051:205,29[A ]| it is doing a great deal$0#2$ for$4$ anybody ~ that$3$ he should 051:205,30[A ]| come down$5$ at all; so$3$ that$3$ it would add immensely to$4$ 051:205,31[A ]| his burden if anybody had to$9$ be remembered for$4$ it." 051:205,32[B ]| "I do not know what$6#1$ you mean$1$ by$4$ a man ""like$9$ me,"" 051:206,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank returned. 051:206,01[B ]| "I am not any particular kind$0$ 051:206,02[B ]| of a man." 051:206,02[' ]| She had been looking at him, but she 051:206,03[' ]| looked away on$4$ this, and he continued good-humoured 051:206,04[' ]| and explanatory. 051:206,04[B ]| "If you mean$1$ that$3$ I go 051:206,05[B ]| about$5$ such a lot, how do you know it but by$4$ the fact 051:206,06[B ]| that$3$ you are everywhere now yourself? ~ so$3$ that$$, 051:206,07[B ]| whatever I am, in short, you are just$9$ as bad." 051:206,08[A ]| "You admit then that$3$ you \are\ everywhere. I may$1$ be 051:206,09[A ]| just$9$ as bad," 051:206,09[' ]| the girl went on$5$, 051:206,09[A ]| "but the point$0$ is that$3$ 051:206,10[A ]| I am not nearly so$5#1$ good. Girls are such natural$2$ hacks 051:206,11[A ]| ~ they can not be anything else." 051:206,12[B ]| "And pray what$6#2$ are fellows who$6#1$ are in the beastly 051:206,13[B ]| grind of fearfully busy offices? There is not an old 051:206,14[B ]| cabhorse in London that is kept at it, I assure you, as 051:206,15[B ]| I am. Besides," 051:206,15[' ]| the young man added, 051:206,15[B ]| "if I am out$5$ 051:206,16[B ]| every night and off somewhere like$9$ this for$4$ Sunday, 051:206,17[B ]| can not you understand, my dear$2#1$ child, the fundamental 051:206,18[B ]| reason$0$ of it?" 051:206,19[' ]| $A$Nanda, with her eyes on$4$ him again, studied an 051:206,20[' ]| instant$0$ this mystery. 051:206,20[A ]| "Am I to$9$ infer with delight$0$ 051:206,21[A ]| that$3$ it is the sweet hope$0$ of meeting$9$ \me\? It is not," 051:206,21[' ]| she 051:206,22[' ]| continued in a moment, 051:206,22[A ]| "as if there were any neccessity 051:206,23[A ]| for$4$ your saying that$6#2$. What is the use$0$?" 051:206,23[' ]| But 051:206,24[' ]| all impatiently she stopped short. 051:206,25[' ]| He was eminently gay even$5$ if his companion was 051:206,26[' ]| not. 051:206,26[B ]| "Because we are such jolly old friends that$3$ we 051:206,27[B ]| really need not so$5#1$ much as speak at all? Yes, thank 051:206,28[B ]| goodness ~ thank goodness." 051:206,28[' ]| He had been looking 051:206,29[' ]| round$4$ him, taking in the scene; he had dropped his 051:206,30[' ]| hat on$4$ the ground and, completely at his ease$0$, though 051:206,31[' ]| still$5$ more wishing to$9$ show$1$ it, had crossed his legs and 051:206,32[' ]| closely folded his arms. 051:206,32[B ]| "What$7$ a tremendously jolly 051:207,01[B ]| place$0$! If I can not for$4$ the life of me recall$1$ who$6#1$ they 051:207,02[B ]| were ~ the other people ~ I have the comfort$0$ of being$1$ 051:207,03[B ]| sure their minds are an equal$2$ blank$0$. Do they even$5$ 051:207,04[B ]| remember the place$0$ they had? ""We had some fellows 051:207,05[B ]| down$5$ at ~ where was it, the big white house last$2$ 051:207,06[B ]| November? ~ and there was one of them, out$8$ of the 051:207,07[B ]| What-do-you-call-it? ~ \you\ know ~ who$6#1$ might have 051:207,08[B ]| been a decent enough chap if he had not presumed so$5#2$ 051:207,09[B ]| on$4$ his gifts.""" 051:207,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank paused a minute$0$, but his 051:207,10[' ]| companion said nothing, and he pursued. 051:207,10[B ]| "It does 051:207,11[B ]| show$1$, does not it? ~ the fact that$3$ we do meet$1$ this 051:207,12[B ]| way ~ the tremendous change$0$ that$6#1$ has taken place$0$ 051:207,13[B ]| in your life in the last$2$ three months. I mean$1$, if I am 051:207,14[B ]| everywhere as you said just$9$ now, your being$1$ just$9$ the 051:207,15[B ]| same." 051:207,16[A ]| "Yes ~ you see what$6#1$ you have done." 051:207,17[B ]| "How, what$6#1$ \I have\ done?" 051:207,18[A ]| "You plunge into the woods for$4$ a change$0$, for$4$ solitude," 051:207,19[' ]| the girl said, 051:207,19[A ]| "and the first thing you do is to$9$ 051:207,20[A ]| find me waylaying you in the depths of the forest. 051:207,21[A ]| But I really could not ~ if you will$1$ reflect upon it ~ 051:207,22[A ]| know you were coming this way." 051:207,23[' ]| He sat there with his position unchanged but with 051:207,24[' ]| a constant little shake$0$ in the foot that$6#1$ hung down$5$, as 051:207,25[' ]| if everything ~ and what$6#1$ she now put before$4$ him not 051:207,26[' ]| least ~ was much too$5#1$ pleasant to$9$ be reflected on$5$. 051:207,27[B ]| "May$1$ I smoke a cigarette?" 051:207,28[' ]| $A$Nanda waited a little; her friend had taken out$5$ 051:207,29[' ]| his silver case, which$6#1$ was of ample form$0$, and as 051:207,30[' ]| he extracted a cigarette she put forth her hand. 051:207,31[A ]| "May$1$ \I?\" 051:207,31[' ]| She turned the case over with admiration. 051:207,32[' ]| 051:208,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank demurred. 051:208,01[B ]| "Do you smoke with $L$Mr%*Longdon?" 051:208,02[B ]| 051:208,03[A ]| "Immensely. But what$6#2$ has that$6#2$ to$9$ do with it?" 051:208,04[B ]| "Everything, everything." 051:208,04[' ]| He spoke with a faint$2$ 051:208,05[' ]| ring$0$ of impatience. 051:208,05[B ]| "I want$1$ you to$9$ do with me 051:208,06[B ]| exactly as you do with him." 051:208,07[A ]| "Ah that is soon said!" 051:208,07[' ]| the girl replied in a peculiar 051:208,08[' ]| tone. 051:208,08[A ]| "How do you mean$1$, to$9$ ""do""?" 051:208,09[B ]| "Well$9$ then to$9$ \be\. What$6#2$ shall I say?" 051:208,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 051:208,10[' ]| pleasantly wondered while$9$ his foot kept up its motion. 051:208,11[B ]| "To$9$ feel." 051:208,12[' ]| She continued to$9$ handle the cigarette-case, without, 051:208,13[' ]| however, having profited by$4$ its contents. 051:208,13[A ]| "I do not 051:208,14[A ]| think that$3$ as regards$3$ $L$Mr%*Longdon and me you know 051:208,15[A ]| quite so$5#1$ much as you suppose." 051:208,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed and smoked. 051:208,16[B ]| "I take for$4$ 051:208,17[B ]| granted he tells me everything." 051:208,18[A ]| "Ah but you scarcely take for$4$ granted \I\ do!" 051:208,18[' ]| She 051:208,19[' ]| rubbed her cheek an instant$0$ with the polished silver 051:208,20[' ]| and again the next moment turned over the case. 051:208,21[A ]| "This is the kind$0$ of one I should like$1$." 051:208,22[' ]| Her companion glanced down$5$ at it. 051:208,22[B ]| "Why it holds 051:208,23[B ]| twenty." 051:208,24[A ]| "Well$7$, I want$1$ one that$6#1$ holds twenty." 051:208,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank only threw out$5$ his smoke. 051:208,25[B ]| "I want$1$ 051:208,26[B ]| so$5#1$ to$9$ give you something," 051:208,26[' ]| he said at last$0$, 051:208,26[B ]| "that$3$, 051:208,27[B ]| in my relief at lighting on$4$ an object$0$ that$6#1$ will$1$ do, 051:208,28[B ]| I will$1$, if you do not look$1$ out$5$, give you either that$6#2$ or 051:208,29[B ]| a pipe." 051:208,30[A ]| "Do you mean$1$ this particular one?" 051:208,31[B ]| "I have had it for$4$ years ~ but even$5$ that$6#2$ one if you 051:208,32[B ]| like$1$ it." 051:209,01[' ]| She kept it ~ continued to$9$ finger it. 051:209,01[A ]| "And by$4$ 051:209,02[A ]| whom$6#2$ was it given you?" 051:209,03[' ]| At this he turned to$4$ her smiling. 051:209,03[B ]| "You think I have 051:209,04[B ]| forgotten that$6#2$ too$5#2$?" 051:209,05[A ]| "Certainly you must have forgotten, to$9$ be willing 051:209,06[A ]| to$9$ give it away again." 051:209,07[B ]| "But how do you know it was a present$0#2$?" 051:209,08[A ]| "Such things always are ~ people do not buy them 051:209,09[A ]| for$4$ themselves." 051:209,10[' ]| She had now relinquished the object$0$, laying it upon 051:209,11[' ]| the bench, and $B$Vanderbank took it up. 051:209,11[B ]| "Its origin is 051:209,12[B ]| lost in the night of time ~ it has no$2$ history except 051:209,13[B ]| that$3$ I have used$1#1$ it. But I assure you that$3$ I do want$1$ to$9$ 051:209,14[B ]| give you something. I have never given you anything." 051:209,15[' ]| She was silent a little. 051:209,15[A ]| "The exhibition you are 051:209,16[A ]| making," 051:209,16[' ]| she seriously sighed at last$0$, 051:209,16[A ]| "of your inconstancy 051:209,17[A ]| and superficiality! All the relics of you that$6#1$ 051:209,18[A ]| I have treasured and that$6#1$ I supposed at the time to$9$ have 051:209,19[A ]| meant something!" 051:209,20[B ]| "The ""relics""? Have you a lock$0$ of my hair?" 051:209,21[' ]| Then as her meaning$0$ came to$4$ him: 051:209,21[B ]| "Oh little Christmas 051:209,22[B ]| things? Have you really kept them?" 051:209,23[A ]| "Laid away in a drawer of their own$2$ ~ done up in 051:209,24[A ]| pink paper." 051:209,25[B ]| "I know what$6#1$ you are coming to$4$," 051:209,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 051:209,26[' ]| said. 051:209,26[B ]| "You have given \me\ things, and you are trying$1$ to$9$ 051:209,27[B ]| convict me of having lost the sweet sense of them. 051:209,28[B ]| But you can not do it. Where my heart is concerned I am 051:209,29[B ]| a walking reliquary. Pink paper? \I\ use$1$ gold paper ~ 051:209,30[B ]| and the finest of all, the gold paper of the mind$0$." 051:209,30[' ]| He 051:209,31[' ]| gave a flip with a fingernail to$4$ his cigarette and looked 051:209,32[' ]| at its quickened fire$0$; after$4$ which$6#1$ he pursued very 051:210,01[' ]| familiarly, but with a kindness that$6#1$ of itself qualified 051:210,02[' ]| the mere humour of the thing: 051:210,02[B ]| "Do not talk$1$, my dear$2#1$ 051:210,03[B ]| child, as if you did not really know me for$4$ the best 051:210,04[B ]| friend you have in the world." 051:210,04[' ]| As soon as he had 051:210,05[' ]| spoken he pulled out$5$ his watch$0$, so$3$ that$3$ if his words 051:210,06[' ]| had led to$4$ something of a pause$0$ this movement offered 051:210,07[' ]| a pretext for$4$ breaking it. $A$Nanda asked the hour 051:210,08[' ]| and, on$4$ his replying 051:210,08[B ]| "Five-fifteen," 051:210,08@a | remarked that$3$ 051:210,09@a | there would now be tea on$4$ the terrace with every*one 051:210,10@a | gathered at it. 051:210,10[B ]| "Then shall we go and join them?" 051:210,11[' ]| her companion demanded. 051:210,12[' ]| He had made, however, no$2$ other motion, and when 051:210,13[' ]| after$4$ hesitating she said 051:210,13[A ]| "Yes, with pleasure" 051:210,13[' ]| it was 051:210,14[' ]| also without a change$0$ of position. 051:210,14[A ]| "I like$1$ this," 051:210,14[' ]| she 051:210,15[' ]| inconsequently added. 051:210,16[B ]| "So$5#2$ do I awfully. Tea on$4$ the terrace," 051:210,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 051:210,17[' ]| went on$5$, 051:210,17[B ]| "is not ""in"" it. But who$6#2$ is here?" 051:210,18[A ]| "Oh every*one. All your set$0$." 051:210,19[B ]| "Mine$6$? Have I still$5$ a set$0$ ~ with the universal 051:210,20[B ]| vagabondism you accuse me of?" 051:210,21[A ]| "Well$9$ then $M$Mitchy's ~ whoever they are." 051:210,22[B ]| "And nobody of yours?" 051:210,23[A ]| "Oh yes," 051:210,23[' ]| $A$Nanda said, 051:210,23[A ]| "all mine$6$. He must at least, 051:210,24[A ]| have arrived by$4$ this time. My set is $L$Mr%*Longdon," 051:210,25[' ]| she explained. 051:210,25[A ]| "He is all of it now." 051:210,26[B ]| "Then where in the world am I?" 051:210,27[A ]| "Oh you are an extra. There are always extras." 051:210,28[B ]| "A complete$2$ set$0$ and one over?" 051:210,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 051:210,29[' ]| laughed. 051:210,29[B ]| "Where then is $K$Tishy?" 051:210,30[' ]| Charming and grave$2$, the girl thought$1$ a moment. 051:210,31[A ]| "She is in Paris with her mother ~ on$4$ their way to$4$ 051:210,32[A ]| Aix-les-Bains." 051:210,32[' ]| Then with impatience she continued: 051:211,01[A ]| "Do you know that is a great deal$0#2$ to$9$ say ~ what$6#1$ you 051:211,02[A ]| said just$9$ now? I mean$1$ about$4$ your being$1$ the best 051:211,03[A ]| friend I have." 051:211,04[B ]| "Of course$8$ I do,and that is exactly why I said it. 051:211,05[B ]| You see I am not in the least delicate or graceful or 051:211,06[B ]| shy about$4$ it ~ I just$9$ come out$5$ with it and defy you 051:211,07[B ]| to$9$ contradict me. Who$6#2$, if I am not the best, is a better$9$ 051:211,08[B ]| one?" 051:211,09[A ]| "Well$7$," 051:211,09[' ]| $A$Nanda replied, 051:211,09[A ]| "I feel since I have known 051:211,10[A ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon that$3$ I have almost the sort of friend who$6#1$ 051:211,11[A ]| makes every*one else not count." 051:211,12[B ]| "Then at the end$0$ of three months he has arrived at 051:211,13[B ]| a value$0$ for$4$ you that$6#1$ I have not reached in all these 051:211,14[B ]| years?" 051:211,15[A ]| "Yes," 051:211,15[' ]| she returned ~ 051:211,15[A ]| "the value$0$ of my not being$1$ 051:211,16[A ]| afraid of him." 051:211,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, on$4$ the bench, shifted his position, 051:211,18[' ]| turning$1$ more to$4$ her and throwing an arm$0$ over the 051:211,19[' ]| back$0$. 051:211,19[B ]| "And you are afraid of \me?\" 051:211,20[A ]| "Horribly ~ hideously." 051:211,21[B ]| "Then our long$9$, our happy relations ~?" 051:211,22[A ]| "They are just$9$ what$6#1$ makes my terror," 051:211,22[' ]| she broke 051:211,23[' ]| in, 051:211,23[A ]| "particularly abject. Happy relations do not matter. 051:211,24[A ]| I always think of you with fear$0$." 051:211,25[' ]| His elbow rested on$4$ the back$0$ and his hand supported 051:211,26[' ]| his head$0$. 051:211,26[B ]| "How awfully curious ~ if it be 051:211,27[B ]| true!" 051:211,28[' ]| She had been looking away to$4$ the sweet English 051:211,29[' ]| distance$0$, but at this she made a movement. 051:211,29[A ]| "Oh $B$Mr%*Van, 051:211,30[A ]| I am ""true""!" 051:211,31[' ]| As $B$Mr%*Van himself could not have expressed at 051:211,32[' ]| any subsequent time to$4$ any interested friend the particular 051:212,01[' ]| effect$0$ upon him of the tone of these words his 051:212,02[' ]| chronicler takes advantage of the fact not to$9$ pretend to$4$ 051:212,03[' ]| a greater intelligence ~ to$9$ limit himself on$4$ the contrary$0$ 051:212,04[' ]| to$4$ the simple$2$ statement that$3$ they produced in $B$Mr%*Van's 051:212,05[' ]| cheek a flush just$9$ discernible. 051:212,05[B ]| "Fear$0$ of what$6#2$?" 051:212,06[A ]| "I do not know. Fear$0$ is fear$0$." 051:212,07[B ]| "Yes, yes ~ I see." 051:212,07[' ]| He took out$5$ another cigarette 051:212,08[' ]| and occupied a moment in lighting it. 051:212,08[B ]| "Well$7$, kindness 051:212,09[B ]| is kindness too$5#2$ ~ that is all one can say." 051:212,10[' ]| He had smoked again a while$0$ before$3$ she turned to$4$ 051:212,11[' ]| him. 051:212,11[A ]| "Have I wounded you by$4$ saying that$6#2$?" 051:212,12[' ]| A certain effect$0$ of his flush was still$5$ in his smile$0$. 051:212,13[B ]| "It seems to$4$ me I should like$1$ you to$9$ wound$1#2$ me. I did 051:212,14[B ]| what$6#1$ I wanted a moment ago," 051:212,14[' ]| he continued with 051:212,15[' ]| some precipitation: 051:212,15[B ]| "I brought you out$5$ handsomely 051:212,16[B ]| on$4$ the subject$0$ of $L$Mr%*Longdon. That$6#2$ was my idea 051:212,17[B ]| ~ just$9$ to$9$ draw you." 051:212,18[A ]| "Well$7$," 051:212,18[' ]| said $A$Nanda, looking away again, 051:212,18[A ]| "he has 051:212,19[A ]| come into my life." 051:212,20[B ]| "He could not have come into a place$0$ where it gives 051:212,21[B ]| me more pleasure to$9$ see him." 051:212,22[A ]| "But he did not like$1$, the other day when I used$1#1$ it to$4$ 051:212,23[A ]| him, that$6#2$ expression," 051:212,23[' ]| the girl returned. 051:212,23[A ]| "He called 051:212,24[A ]| it ""mannered modern slang"" and came back$5$ again to$4$ 051:212,25[A ]| the extraordinary difference between my speech and 051:212,26[A ]| my grandmother's." 051:212,27[B ]| "Of course$8$," 051:212,27[' ]| the young man understandingly assented. 051:212,28[B ]| "But I rather like$1$ your speech. Has not he 051:212,29[B ]| by$4$ this time, with you," 051:212,29[' ]| he pursued, 051:212,29[B ]| "crossed the 051:212,30[B ]| gulf? He has with me." 051:212,31[A ]| "Ah with you there was no$2$ gulf. He liked you 051:212,32[A ]| from the first." 051:213,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wondered. 051:213,01[B ]| "You mean$1$ I managed 051:213,02[B ]| him so$5#1$ well$9$?" 051:213,03[A ]| "I do not know how you managed him, but liking 051:213,04[A ]| me has been for$4$ him a painful gradual process. I 051:213,05[A ]| think he does now," 051:213,05[' ]| $A$Nanda declared. 051:213,05[A ]| "He accepts 051:213,06[A ]| me at last$0$ as different ~ he is trying$1$ with me on$4$ that$6#2$ 051:213,07[A ]| basis. He has ended by$4$ understanding$1$ that$3$ when he 051:213,08[A ]| talks to$4$ me of Granny I can not even$5$ imagine her." 051:213,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank puffed away. 051:213,09[B ]| "\I\ can." 051:213,10[A ]| "That is what$6#1$ $M$Mitchy says too$5#2$. But you have both 051:213,11[A ]| probably got her wrong$2$." 051:213,12[B ]| "I do not know," 051:213,12[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank ~ 051:213,12[B ]| "I have gone 051:213,13[B ]| into it a good deal$0#2$. But it is too$5#1$ late. We can not be 051:213,14[B ]| Greeks if we would." 051:213,15[' ]| Even$5$ for$4$ this $A$Nanda had no$2$ laugh$0$, though she had 051:213,16[' ]| a quick$2$ attention. 051:213,16[A ]| "Do you call$1$ Granny a Greek?" 051:213,17[' ]| Her companion slowly rose$1$. 051:213,17[B ]| "Yes ~ to$9$ finish$1$ her 051:213,18[B ]| off handsomely and have done with her." 051:213,18[' ]| He looked 051:213,19[' ]| again at his watch$0$. 051:213,19[B ]| "Shall we go? I want$1$ to$9$ see if 051:213,20[B ]| my man and my things have turned up." 051:213,21[' ]| She kept her seat; there was something to$9$ revert 051:213,22[' ]| to$4$. 051:213,22[A ]| "My fear$0$ of you is not superficial. I mean$1$ it is not 051:213,23[A ]| immediate ~ not of you just$9$ as you stand$1$," 051:213,23[' ]| she explained. 051:213,24[A ]| "It is of some dreadfully possible future you." 051:213,25[B ]| "Well$7$," 051:213,25[' ]| said the young man, smiling down$5$ at her, 051:213,26[B ]| "do not forget that$3$ if there is to$9$ be such a monster 051:213,27[B ]| there will$1$ also be a future you, proportionately developed, 051:213,28[B ]| to$9$ deal$1$ with him." 051:213,29[' ]| She had closed her parasol in the shade and her 051:213,30[' ]| eyes attached themselves to$4$ the small hole she had 051:213,31[' ]| dug in the ground with its point$0$. 051:213,31[A ]| "We shall both 051:213,32[A ]| have moved, you mean$1$?" 051:214,01[B ]| "It is charming to$9$ feel we shall probably have 051:214,02[B ]| moved together." 051:214,03[A ]| "Ah if moving is changing," 051:214,03[' ]| she returned, 051:214,03[A ]| "there 051:214,04[A ]| will$1$ not be much for$4$ me in that$6#2$. I shall never change$1$ 051:214,05[A ]| ~ I shall be always just$9$ the same. The same old 051:214,06[A ]| mannered modern slangy hack," 051:214,06[' ]| she continued quite 051:214,07[' ]| gravely. 051:214,07[A ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon has made me feel that$6#2$." 051:214,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed aloud, and it was especially 051:214,09[' ]| at her seriousness. 051:214,09[B ]| "Well$7$, upon my soul!" 051:214,10[A ]| "Yes," 051:214,10[' ]| she pursued, 051:214,10[A ]| "what$6#1$ I am I must remain. 051:214,11[A ]| I have not what$6#1$ is called a principle of growth." 051:214,11[' ]| Making 051:214,12[' ]| marks in the earth with her umbrella she appeared 051:214,13[' ]| to$9$ cipher it out$5$. 051:214,13[A ]| "I am about$5$ as good as I can be ~ 051:214,14[A ]| and about$5$ as bad. If $L$Mr%*Longdon can not make$1$ me 051:214,15[A ]| different nobody can." 051:214,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank could only speak in the tone of high 051:214,17[' ]| amusement. 051:214,17[B ]| "And he has given up the hope$0$?" 051:214,18[A ]| "Yes ~ though not \me\ altogether. He has given 051:214,19[A ]| up the hope$0$ he originally had." 051:214,20[B ]| "He gives up quickly ~ in three months!" 051:214,21[A ]| "Oh these three months," 051:214,21[' ]| she answered, 051:214,21[A ]| "have 051:214,22[A ]| been a long$9$ time: the fullest, the most important, for$4$ 051:214,23[A ]| what$6#1$ has happened in them, of my life," 051:214,23[' ]| She still$5$ 051:214,24[' ]| poked at the ground; then she added: 051:214,24[A ]| "And all 051:214,25[A ]| thanks to$4$ \you\." 051:214,26[B ]| "To$4$ me?" 051:214,26[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank could not fancy$1$! 051:214,27[A ]| "Why, for$4$ what$6#1$ we were speaking of just$9$ now ~ 051:214,28[A ]| my being$1$ to-day so$5#1$ in everything and squeezing up 051:214,29[A ]| and down$5$ no$2$ matter whose$6#1$ staircase. Is not it one 051:214,30[A ]| crowded hour of glorious life?" 051:214,30[' ]| she asked. 051:214,30[A ]| "What$6#1$ 051:214,31[A ]| preceded it was an age, no$2$ doubt$0$ ~ but an age without 051:214,32[A ]| a name$0$." 051:215,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank watched her a little in silence$0$, then 051:215,02[' ]| spoke quite beside$4$ the question$0$. 051:215,02[B ]| "It is astonishing 051:215,03[B ]| how at moments you remind me of your mother!" 051:215,04[' ]| At this she got up. 051:215,04[A ]| "Ah there it is! It is what$6#1$ I shall 051:215,05[A ]| never shake$1$ off. That$6#2$, I imagine, is what$6#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 051:215,06[A ]| feels." 051:215,07[' ]| Both on$4$ their feet now, as if ready for$4$ the others, 051:215,08[' ]| they yet ~ and even$5$ a trifle$5$ awkwardly ~ lingered. 051:215,09[' ]| It might in fact have appeared to$4$ a spectator that$3$ 051:215,10[' ]| some climax had come, on$4$ the young man's part$0$, to$4$ 051:215,11[' ]| some state$0$ of irresolution about$4$ the utterance of something. 051:215,12[' ]| What$6#2$ were the words so$5#1$ repeatedly on$4$ his lips, 051:215,13[' ]| yet so$5#1$ repeatedly not sounded? It would have struck 051:215,14[' ]| our observer that$3$ they were probably not those his 051:215,15[' ]| lips even$5$ now actually formed. 051:215,15[B ]| "Does not he perhaps 051:215,16[B ]| talk$1$ to$4$ you too$5#1$ much about$4$ yourself?" 051:215,17[' ]| $A$Nanda gave him a dim smile$0$, and he might indeed 051:215,18[' ]| then have exclaimed on$4$ a certain resemblance, a resemblance 051:215,19[' ]| of expression that$6#1$ had nothing to$9$ do with 051:215,20[' ]| form$0$. It would not have been diminished for$4$ him 051:215,21[' ]| moreover by$4$ her successful suppression of every sign 051:215,22[' ]| that$3$ she felt his question$0$ a little of a snub. The recall$0$ 051:215,23[' ]| he had previously mentioned could, however, as 051:215,24[' ]| she answered him, only have been brushed away by$4$ 051:215,25[' ]| a supervening sense of his roughness. 051:215,25[A ]| "It probably 051:215,26[A ]| is not so$5#1$ much that$6#2$ as my own$2$ way of going on$5$." 051:215,26[' ]| She 051:215,27[' ]| spoke with a mildness that$6#1$ could scarce have been so$5#1$ 051:215,28[' ]| full without being$1$ an effort. 051:215,28[A ]| "Between his patience 051:215,29[A ]| and my egotism anything is possible. It is not his talking 051:215,30[A ]| ~ it is his listening." 051:215,30[' ]| She gave up the point$0$, at 051:215,31[' ]| any rate$0$, as if from softness to$4$ her actual companion. 051:215,32[A ]| "Was not it you who$6#1$ spoke to$4$ mamma about$4$ my 051:216,01[A ]| sitting$1$ with her? That is what$6#1$ I mean$1$ by$4$ my debt 051:216,02[A ]| to$4$ you. It is through$4$ you that$3$ I am always there ~ 051:216,03[A ]| through$4$ you and perhaps a little through$4$ $M$Mitchy." 051:216,04[B ]| "Oh through$4$ $M$Mitchy ~ it \must\ have been ~ more 051:216,05[B ]| than through$4$ me." 051:216,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank spoke with the 051:216,06[' ]| manner of humouring her about$5$ a trifle$0$. 051:216,06[B ]| "$M$Mitchy, 051:216,07[B ]| delightful man, felt on$4$ the subject$0$ of your eternal 051:216,08[B ]| exile, I think, still$5$ more strongly." 051:216,09[' ]| They quitted their place$0$ together and at the end$0$ 051:216,10[' ]| of a few steps became aware of the approach$0$ of one 051:216,11[' ]| of the others, a figure but a few yards off, arriving 051:216,12[' ]| from the quarter$0#1$ from which$6#1$ $A$Nanda had come. 051:216,12[A ]| "Ah 051:216,13[A ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon!" 051:216,13[' ]| ~ she spoke with eagerness now. 051:216,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank instantly waved his hat. 051:216,14[B ]| "Dear$2#1$ old 051:216,15[B ]| boy!" 051:216,16[A ]| "Between you all, at any rate$0$," 051:216,16[' ]| she said more gaily, 051:216,17[A ]| "you have brought me down$5$." 051:216,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank made no$2$ answer$0$ till they met their 051:216,19[' ]| friend, when, by$4$ way of greeting, he simply echoed 051:216,20[' ]| her words. 051:216,20[B ]| "Between us all, you will$1$ be glad to$9$ know, 051:216,21[B ]| we have brought her down$5$." 051:216,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked from one of them to$4$ the other. 051:216,23[L ]| "Where have you been together?" 051:216,24[' ]| $A$Nanda was the first to$9$ respond. 051:216,24[A ]| "Only talking ~ 051:216,25[A ]| on$4$ a bench." 051:216,26[L ]| "Well$7$, \I\ want$1$ to$9$ talk$1$ on$4$ a bench!" 051:216,26[' ]| Their friend 051:216,27[' ]| showed a spirit. 051:216,28[B ]| "With me, of course$8$?" 051:216,28[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank met it with 051:216,29[' ]| encouragement. 051:216,30[' ]| The girl said nothing, but $L$Mr%*Longdon sought 051:216,31[' ]| her eyes. 051:216,31[L ]| "No$7$ ~ with $A$Nanda. You must mingle in 051:216,32[L ]| the crowd." 051:217,01[B ]| "Ah," 051:217,01[' ]| their companion laughed, 051:217,01[B ]| "you two are the 051:217,02[B ]| crowd!" 051:217,03[L ]| "Well$7$ ~ have your tea first." 051:217,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank on$4$ this, giving it up with the air of 051:217,05[' ]| amused accommodation that$6#1$ was never ~ certainly 051:217,06[' ]| for$4$ these two ~ at fault in him, offered to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 051:217,07[' ]| before$4$ departing the handshake of greeting 051:217,08[' ]| he had omitted; a demonstration really the 051:217,09[' ]| warmer for$4$ the tone of the joke that$6#1$ went with it. 051:217,10[B ]| "\9Intrigant\!" 052:218,01[' ]| $A$Nanda praised to$4$ the satellite so$5#1$ fantastically described 052:218,02[' ]| the charming spot she had quitted, with the 052:218,03[' ]| effect$0$ that$3$ they presently took fresh possession of it, 052:218,04[' ]| finding the beauty of the view$0$ deepened as the afternoon 052:218,05[' ]| grew old and the shadows long$9$. They were of 052:218,06[' ]| a comfortable agreement on$4$ these matters, by$4$ which$6#1$ 052:218,07[' ]| moreover they were but little delayed, one of the pair$0$ 052:218,08[' ]| at least being$1$ too$5#1$ conscious, for$4$ the hour, of still$5$ other 052:218,09[' ]| phenomena than the natural$2$ and peaceful process 052:218,10[' ]| that$6#1$ filled the air. 052:218,10[L ]| "Well$7$, you must tell me about$4$ these 052:218,11[L ]| things," 052:218,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon sociably said: he had joined 052:218,12[' ]| his young friend with a budget of impressions rapidly 052:218,13[' ]| gathered at the house; as to$4$ which$6#1$ his appeal to$4$ her 052:218,14[' ]| for$4$ a light$0$ or two may$1$ be taken as the measure$0$ of the 052:218,15[' ]| confidence now ruling their relations. 052:218,15@l | He had come 052:218,16@l | to$9$ feel at last$0$, 052:218,16[' ]| he mentioned, 052:218,16@l | that$3$ he could allow for$4$ 052:218,17@l | most differences; yet in such a situation as the present$9$ 052:218,18@l | bewilderment could only come back$5$. There were no$2$ 052:218,19@l | differences in the world 052:218,19[' ]| ~ so$3$ it had all ended for$4$ 052:218,20[' ]| him ~ 052:218,20@l | but those that$6#1$ marked at every turn$0$ the manners 052:218,21@l | he had for$4$ three months been observing in good 052:218,22@l | society. 052:218,22[' ]| The general$2$ wide deviation of this body 052:218,23[' ]| occupied his mind$0$ to$4$ the exclusion of almost everything 052:218,24[' ]| else, and he had finally been brought to$9$ believe 052:218,25[' ]| that$3$ even$5$ in his slow-paced prime he must have hung 052:218,26[' ]| behind his contemporaries. 052:218,26@l | He had not supposed at 052:218,27@l | the moment ~ in the fifties and the sixties ~ that$3$ 052:219,01@l | he passed for$4$ old-fashioned, but life could not have 052:219,02@l | left$1$ him so$5#1$ far in the rear had the start$0$ between them 052:219,03@l | originally been fair. 052:219,03[' ]| This was the way he had more 052:219,04[' ]| than once put the matter to$4$ the girl; which$6#1$ gives 052:219,05[' ]| a sufficient hint$0$, it is hoped, of the range$0$ of some of 052:219,06[' ]| their talk$0$. It had always wound$1#1$ up indeed, their talk$0$, 052:219,07[' ]| with some assumption of the growth of his actual 052:219,08[' ]| understanding$0$; but it was just$9$ these pauses in the 052:219,09[' ]| fray that$6#1$ seemed to$9$ lead$1$ from time to$4$ time to$4$ a sharper 052:219,10[' ]| clash. It was apt to$9$ be when he felt as if he had 052:219,11[' ]| exhausted surprises that$3$ he really received his greatest 052:219,12[' ]| shocks. There were no$2$ such queer-tasting draughts 052:219,13[' ]| as some of those yielded by$4$ the bucket that$6#1$ had 052:219,14[' ]| repeatedly, as he imagined, touched the bottom of 052:219,15[' ]| the well$0$. 052:219,15[L ]| "Now this sudden$2$ invasion of somebody's 052:219,16[L ]| ~ heaven knows whose$6#1$ ~ house, and our dropping 052:219,17[L ]| down$5$ on$4$ it like$9$ a swarm of locusts: I dare$1#2$ say it is not 052:219,18[L ]| civil to$9$ criticise it when one is going too$5#2$, so$5#1$ almost 052:219,19[L ]| culpably, with the stream; but what$6#2$ are people 052:219,20[L ]| made of that$3$ they consent$1$, just$9$ for$4$ money, to$4$ the 052:219,21[L ]| violation of their homes?" 052:219,22[' ]| $A$Nanda wondered; she cultivated the sense of his 052:219,23[' ]| making her intensely reflect. 052:219,23[A ]| "But have not people in 052:219,24[A ]| England always let their places$0$?" 052:219,25[L ]| "If we are a nation of shopkeepers, you mean$1$, it 052:219,26[L ]| can not date, on$4$ the scale on$4$ which$6#1$ we show$1$ it, only from 052:219,27[L ]| last$2$ week? No$2$ doubt$0$, no$2$ doubt$0$, and the more one 052:219,28[L ]| thinks of it the more one seems to$9$ see that$3$ society ~ 052:219,29[L ]| for$3$ we are \in\ society, are not we, and that is our horizon? 052:219,30[L ]| ~ can never have been anything but increasingly 052:219,31[L ]| vulgar. The point$0$ is that$3$ in the twilight of time 052:219,32[L ]| ~ and I belong, you see, to$4$ the twilight ~ it had 052:220,01[L ]| made out$5$ much less how vulgar it \could\ be. It did its 052:220,02[L ]| best very probably, but there were too$5#1$ many superstitions 052:220,03[L ]| it had to$9$ get rid of. It has been throwing them 052:220,04[L ]| overboard one by$4$ one, so$3$ that$3$ now the ship sails uncommonly 052:220,05[L ]| light$2$. That is the way" 052:220,05[' ]| ~ and with his 052:220,06[' ]| eyes on$4$ the golden distance$0$ he ingeniously followed 052:220,07[' ]| it out$5$ ~ 052:220,07[L ]| "I come to$9$ feel so$5#2$ the lurching and pitching. 052:220,08[L ]| If I were not a pretty$5$ fair sailor ~ well$7$, as it is, my 052:220,09[L ]| dear$2#1$," 052:220,09[' ]| he interrupted himself with a laugh$0$, 052:220,09[L ]| "I show$1$ 052:220,10[L ]| you often enough what$6#1$ grabs I make$1$ for$4$ support$0$." 052:220,11[' ]| He gave a faint$2$ gasp, half amusement, half anguish, 052:220,12[' ]| then abruptly relieved himself by$4$ a question$0$. 052:220,12[L ]| "To$4$ 052:220,13[L ]| whom$6#2$ in point$0$ of fact does the place$0$ belong?" 052:220,14[A ]| "I am awfully ashamed, but I am afraid I do not 052:220,15[A ]| know. That$6#2$ just$9$ came up here," 052:220,15[' ]| the girl went on$5$, 052:220,16[A ]| "for$4$ $B$Mr%*Van." 052:220,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon seemed to$9$ think an instant$0$. 052:220,17[L ]| "Oh it 052:220,18[L ]| came up, did it? And $B$Mr%*Van could not tell?" 052:220,19[A ]| "He has quite forgotten ~ though he has been here 052:220,20[A ]| before$5$. Of course$8$ it may$1$ have been with other people," 052:220,21[' ]| she added in extenuation. 052:220,21[A ]| "I mean$1$ it may not have 052:220,22[A ]| been theirs then any more than it is $M$Mitchy's." 052:220,23[L ]| "I see. They too$5#2$ had just$9$ bundled in." 052:220,24[' ]| $A$Nanda completed the simple$2$ history. 052:220,24[A ]| "To-day it is 052:220,25[A ]| $M$Mitchy who$6#1$ bundles, and I believe that$3$ really he 052:220,26[A ]| bundled only yesterday. He turned in his people and 052:220,27[A ]| here we are." 052:220,28[L ]| "Here we are, here we are!" 052:220,28[' ]| her friend more 052:220,29[' ]| gravely echoed. 052:220,29[L ]| "Well$7$, it is splendid!" 052:220,30[' ]| As if at a note$0$ in his voice her eyes, while$9$ his own$2$ 052:220,31[' ]| still$5$ strayed away, just$9$ fixed him. 052:220,31[A ]| "Do not you think 052:220,32[A ]| it is really rather exciting? Everything is ready, the 052:221,01[A ]| feast all spread, and with nothing to$9$ blunt our curiosity 052:221,02[A ]| but the general$2$ knowledge that$3$ there will$1$ be people 052:221,03[A ]| and things ~ with nothing but that$3$ we comfortably 052:221,04[A ]| take our places$0$." 052:221,04[' ]| He answered nothing, though her 052:221,05[' ]| picture$0$ apparently reached him. 052:221,05[A ]| "There \are\ people, 052:221,06[A ]| there \are\ things, and all in a plenty. Had every*one, 052:221,07[A ]| when you came away, turned up?" 052:221,07[' ]| she asked as he 052:221,08[' ]| was still$5$ silent. 052:221,09[L ]| "I dare$1#2$ say. There were some ladies and gentlemen 052:221,10[L ]| on$4$ the terrace whom$6#1$ I did not know. But I looked 052:221,11[L ]| only for$4$ you and came this way on$4$ an indication of 052:221,12[L ]| your mother's." 052:221,13[A ]| "And did she ask that$3$ if you should find me with 052:221,14[A ]| $B$Mr%*Van you would make$1$ him come to$4$ her?" 052:221,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon replied to$4$ this with some delay$0$ and 052:221,16[' ]| without movement. 052:221,16[L ]| "How could she have supposed 052:221,17[L ]| he was here?" 052:221,18[A ]| "Since he had not yet been to$4$ the house? Oh it 052:221,19[A ]| has always been a wonder$0$ to$4$ me, the things that$6#1$ 052:221,20[A ]| mamma supposes! I see she asked you," 052:221,20[' ]| $A$Nanda 052:221,21[' ]| insisted. 052:221,22[' ]| At this her old friend turned to$4$ her. 052:221,22[L ]| "But it was not 052:221,23[L ]| because of that$6#2$ I got rid of him." 052:221,24[' ]| She had a pause$0$. 052:221,24[A ]| "No$7$ ~ you do not mind$1$ everything 052:221,25[A ]| mamma says." 052:221,26[L ]| "I do not mind$1$ ""everything"" anybody says: not 052:221,27[L ]| even$5$, my dear$2#1$, when the person is you." 052:221,28[' ]| Again she waited an instant$0$. 052:221,28[A ]| "Not even$5$ when it is 052:221,29[A ]| $B$Mr%*Van?" 052:221,30[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon candidly considered. 052:221,30[L ]| "Oh I take 052:221,31[L ]| him up on$4$ all sorts of things." 052:221,32[A ]| "That$6#2$ shows$1$ then the importance they have for$4$ 052:222,01[A ]| you. Is \he\ like$9$ his grandmother?" 052:222,01[' ]| the girl pursued. 052:222,02[' ]| Then as her companion looked vague: 052:222,02[A ]| "Was not it 052:222,03[A ]| his grandmother too$5#2$ you knew?" 052:222,04[' ]| He had an extraordinary smile$0$. 052:222,04[L ]| "His mother." 052:222,05[' ]| She exclaimed, colouring, on$4$ her mistake$0$, and he 052:222,06[' ]| added: 052:222,06[L ]| "I am not so$5#1$ bad as that$6#2$. But you are none of 052:222,07[L ]| you like$9$ them." 052:222,08[A ]| "Was not she pretty$2$?" 052:222,08[' ]| $A$Nanda asked. 052:222,09[L ]| "Very handsome. But it makes no$2$ difference. She 052:222,10[L ]| herself to-day would not know him." 052:222,11[' ]| She gave a small gasp. 052:222,11[A ]| "His own$2$ mother 052:222,12[A ]| would not ~?" 052:222,13[' ]| His headshake just$9$ failed of sharpness. 052:222,13[L ]| "No$7$, nor 052:222,14[L ]| he her. There is a link missing." 052:222,14[' ]| Then as if after$4$ all 052:222,15[' ]| she might take him too$5#1$ seriously, 052:222,15[L ]| "Of course$8$ it is I," 052:222,16[' ]| he more gently moralised, 052:222,16[L ]| "who$6#1$ have lost the link 052:222,17[L ]| in my sleep$0$. I have slept half the century ~ I am $Z2$Rip*Van*Winkle." 052:222,18[' ]| He went back$5$ after$4$ a moment to$4$ her 052:222,19[' ]| question$0$. 052:222,19[L ]| "He is not at any rate$0$ like$9$ his mother." 052:222,20[' ]| She turned it over. 052:222,20[A ]| "Perhaps you would not think 052:222,21[A ]| so$5#1$ much of her now." 052:222,22[L ]| "Perhaps not. At all events my snatching you from 052:222,23[L ]| $B$Mr%*Vanderbank was my own$2$ idea." 052:222,24[A ]| "I was not thinking," 052:222,24[' ]| $A$Nanda said, 052:222,24[A ]| "of your snatching 052:222,25[A ]| me. I was thinking of your snatching yourself." 052:222,26[L ]| "I might have sent \you\ to$4$ the house? Well$7$," 052:222,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 052:222,27[' ]| replied, 052:222,27[L ]| "I find I take more and more the 052:222,28[L ]| economical view$0$ of my pleasures. I run$1$ them less and 052:222,29[L ]| less together. I get all I can out$8$ of each." 052:222,30[A ]| "So$3$ now you are getting all you can out$8$ of \me\?" 052:222,31[L ]| "All I can, my dear$2#1$ ~ all I can." 052:222,31[' ]| He watched 052:222,32[' ]| a little the flushed distance$0$, then mildly broke out$5$: 052:223,01[L ]| "It \is\, as you said just$9$ now, exciting! But it makes 052:223,02[L ]| me" 052:223,02[' ]| ~ and he became abrupt again ~ 052:223,02[L ]| "want$1$ you, 052:223,03[L ]| as I have already told you, to$9$ come to$4$ \my\ place$0$. Not, 052:223,04[L ]| however, that$3$ we may$1$ be still$5$ more mad together." 052:223,05[' ]| The girl shared from the bench his contemplation. 052:223,06[A ]| "Do you call$1$ \this\ madness?" 052:223,07[' ]| Well$7$, he rather stuck to$4$ it. 052:223,07[L ]| "You spoke of it yourself 052:223,08[L ]| as excitement. You will$1$ make$1$ of course$8$ one of your 052:223,09[L ]| fine distinctions, but I take it in my rough way as 052:223,10[L ]| a whirl. We are going round$9$ and round$9$." 052:223,10[' ]| In a minute$0$ 052:223,11[' ]| he had folded his arms with the same closeness 052:223,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had used$1#1$ ~ in a minute$0$ he too$5#2$ was 052:223,13[' ]| nervously shaking his foot. 052:223,13[L ]| "Steady, steady; if we 052:223,14[L ]| sit close$9$ we shall see it through$5$. But come down$5$ to$4$ 052:223,15[L ]| Suffolk for$4$ sanity." 052:223,16[A ]| "You do mean$1$ then that$3$ I may$1$ come alone?" 052:223,17[L ]| "I will$1$ not receive you, I assure you, on$4$ any other 052:223,18[L ]| terms. I want$1$ to$9$ show$1$ you," 052:223,18[' ]| he continued, 052:223,18[L ]| "what$6#1$ life 052:223,19[L ]| \can\ give. Not of course$8$," 052:223,19[' ]| he subjoined, 052:223,19[L ]| "of this sort 052:223,20[L ]| of thing." 052:223,21[A ]| "No$7$ ~ you have told me. Of peace." 052:223,22[L ]| "Of peace," 052:223,22[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 052:223,22[L ]| "Oh you do not 052:223,23[L ]| know ~ you have not the least idea. That is just$9$ why 052:223,24[L ]| I want$1$ to$9$ show$1$ you." 052:223,25[' ]| $A$Nanda looked as if already she saw in it the distance$0$. 052:223,26[A ]| "But will$1$ it be peace if I am there? I mean$1$ for$4$ 052:223,27[A ]| \you\," 052:223,27[' ]| she added. 052:223,28[L ]| "It is not a question$0$ of ""me."" Everybody's omelet is 052:223,29[L ]| made of somebody's eggs. Besides, I think that$3$ when 052:223,30[L ]| we are alone together ~!" 052:223,31[' ]| He had dropped for$4$ so$5#1$ long$9$ that$3$ she wondered. 052:223,32[A ]| "Well$7$, when we are ~?" 052:224,01[L ]| "Why, it will$1$ be all right$8$," 052:224,01[' ]| he simply concluded. 052:224,02[L ]| "Temples of peace, the ancients used$1#2$ to$9$ call$1$ them. 052:224,03[L ]| We will$1$ set$1$ up one, and I shall be at least doorkeeper. 052:224,04[L ]| You will$1$ come down$5$ whenever you like$1$." 052:224,05[' ]| She gave herself to$4$ him in her silence$0$ more than she 052:224,06[' ]| could have done in words. 052:224,06[A ]| "Have you arranged it 052:224,07[A ]| with mamma?" 052:224,07[' ]| she said, however, at last$0$. 052:224,08[L ]| "I have arranged everything." 052:224,09[A ]| "\She\ will$1$ not want$1$ to$9$ come?" 052:224,10[' ]| Her friend's laugh$0$ turned him to$4$ her. 052:224,10[L ]| "Do not be 052:224,11[L ]| nervous. There are things as to$4$ which$6#1$ your mother 052:224,12[L ]| trusts me." 052:224,13[A ]| "But others as to$4$ which$6#1$ not." 052:224,14[' ]| Their eyes met for$4$ some time on$4$ this, and it ended 052:224,15[' ]| in his saying: 052:224,15[L ]| "Well$7$, you must help$1$ me." 052:224,15[' ]| $A$Nanda, 052:224,16[' ]| but without shrinking, looked away again, and $L$Mr%*Longdon, 052:224,17[' ]| as if to$9$ consecrate their understanding$0$ by$4$ 052:224,18[' ]| the air of ease$0$, passed to$4$ another subject$0$. 052:224,18[L ]| "$M$Mr%*Mitchett is 052:224,19[L ]| the most princely host." 052:224,20[A ]| "Is not he too$5#1$ kind$2$ for$4$ anything? Do you know 052:224,21[A ]| what$6#1$ he pretends?" 052:224,21[' ]| $A$Nanda went on$5$. 052:224,21[A ]| "He says in the 052:224,22[A ]| most extraordinary way that$3$ he does it all for$4$ \me\." 052:224,23[L ]| "Takes this great place$0$ and fills it with servants 052:224,24[L ]| and company ~?" 052:224,25[A ]| "Yes, just$9$ so$3$ that$3$ I may$1$ come down$5$ for$4$ a Sunday 052:224,26[A ]| or two. Of course$8$ he has only taken it for$4$ three or 052:224,27[A ]| four weeks, but even$5$ for$4$ that$6#2$ time it is a handsome 052:224,28[A ]| compliment$0$. He does not care$1$ what$6#1$ he does. It is his 052:224,29[A ]| way of amusing himself. He amuses himself at our 052:224,30[A ]| expense," 052:224,30[' ]| the girl continued. 052:224,31[L ]| "Well$7$, I hope$1$ that$6#2$ makes up, my dear$2#1$, for$4$ the rate$0$ 052:224,32[L ]| at which$6#1$ we are doing so$5#2$ at his!" 052:225,01[A ]| "His amusement," 052:225,01[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 052:225,01[A ]| "is to$9$ see us believe 052:225,02[A ]| what$6#1$ he says." 052:225,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon thought$1$ a moment. 052:225,03[L ]| "Really, my 052:225,04[L ]| child, you are most acute." 052:225,05[A ]| "Oh I have not watched life for$4$ nothing! $M$Mitchy 052:225,06[A ]| does not care$1$," 052:225,06[' ]| she repeated. 052:225,07[' ]| Her companion seemed divided between a desire$0$ 052:225,08[' ]| to$9$ draw and a certain fear$0$ to$9$ encourage her. 052:225,08[L ]| "Does not 052:225,09[L ]| care$1$ for$4$ what$6#2$?" 052:225,10[' ]| She considered an instant$0$, all coherently, and it 052:225,11[' ]| might have added to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's impression of 052:225,12[' ]| depth. 052:225,12[A ]| "Well$7$, for$4$ himself. I mean$1$ for$4$ his money. 052:225,13[A ]| For$4$ anything any*one may$1$ think. For$4$ $N$Lord*Petherton 052:225,14[A ]| for$4$ instance$0$, really at all. $N$Lord*Petherton thinks he 052:225,15[A ]| has helped him ~ thinks, that$6#2$ is, that$3$ $M$Mitchy thinks 052:225,16[A ]| he has. But $M$Mitchy is more amused at \him\ than at 052:225,17[A ]| anybody else. He takes every*one in." 052:225,18[L ]| "Every*one but you?" 052:225,19[A ]| "Oh I like$1$ him." 052:225,20[L ]| "My poor child, you are of a profundity!" 052:225,20[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 052:225,21[' ]| murmured. 052:225,22[' ]| He spoke almost uneasily, but she was not too$5#1$ 052:225,23[' ]| much alarmed to$9$ continue lucid. 052:225,23[A ]| "And he likes me, 052:225,24[A ]| and I know just$9$ how much ~ and just$9$ how little. 052:225,25[A ]| He is the most generous man in the world. It pleases 052:225,26[A ]| him to$9$ feel that$3$ he is indifferent and splendid ~ there 052:225,27[A ]| are so$5#1$ many things it makes up to$4$ him for$4$." 052:225,27[' ]| The old 052:225,28[' ]| man listened with attention, and his young friend, 052:225,29[' ]| conscious of it, proceeded as on$4$ ground of which$6#1$ she 052:225,30[' ]| knew every inch. 052:225,30[A ]| "He is the son, as you know, of a 052:225,31[A ]| great bootmaker ~ ""to$4$ all the Courts of Europe"" ~ 052:225,32[A ]| who$6#1$ left$1$ him a large fortune, which$6#1$ had been made, 052:226,01[A ]| I believe, in the most extraordinary way, by$4$ building- 052:226,02[A ]| speculations as well$9$." 052:226,03[L ]| "Oh yes, I know. It is astonishing!" 052:226,03[' ]| her companion 052:226,04[' ]| sighed. 052:226,05[A ]| "That$3$ he should be of such extraction?" 052:226,06[L ]| "Well$7$, everything, that$3$ you should be talking 052:226,07[L ]| as you are ~ that$3$ you should have ""watched life,"" as 052:226,08[L ]| you say, to$4$ such purpose. That$3$ we should any of us 052:226,09[L ]| be here ~ most of all that$3$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett himself should. 052:226,10[L ]| That$3$ your grandmother's daughter should have 052:226,11[L ]| brought \her\ daughter ~" 052:226,12[A ]| "To$9$ stay$1$ with a person" 052:226,12[' ]| ~ $A$Nanda took it up as, 052:226,13[' ]| apparently out$8$ of delicacy, he fairly failed ~ 052:226,13[A ]| "whose$6#1$ 052:226,14[A ]| father used$1#2$ to$9$ take the measure$0$, down$5$ on$4$ his knees 052:226,15[A ]| on$4$ a little mat, as mamma says, of my grandfather's 052:226,16[A ]| remarkably large foot? Yes, we none of us mind$1$. Do 052:226,17[A ]| you think we should?" 052:226,17[' ]| $A$Nanda asked. 052:226,18[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon turned it over. 052:226,18[L ]| "I will$1$ answer$1$ you by$4$ 052:226,19[L ]| a question$0$. Would you marry him?" 052:226,20[A ]| "Never." 052:226,20[' ]| Then as if to$9$ show$1$ there was no$2$ weakness 052:226,21[' ]| in her mildness, 052:226,21[A ]| "Never, never, never," 052:226,21[' ]| she repeated. 052:226,22[' ]| 052:226,23[L ]| "And yet I dare$1#2$ say you know ~?" 052:226,23[' ]| But $L$Mr%*Longdon 052:226,24[' ]| once more faltered; his scruple$0$ came uppermost. 052:226,25[L ]| "You do not mind$1$ my speaking of it?" 052:226,26[A ]| "Of his thinking he wants$1$ to$9$ marry me? Not 052:226,27[A ]| a bit. I positively enjoy telling you there is nothing 052:226,28[A ]| in it." 052:226,29[L ]| "Not even$5$ for$4$ \him?\" 052:226,30[' ]| $A$Nanda considered. 052:226,30[A ]| "Not more than is made up to$4$ 052:226,31[A ]| him by$4$ his having found out$5$ through$4$ talks and things 052:226,32[A ]| ~ which$6#1$ might not otherwise have occurred ~ that$3$ 052:227,01[A ]| I do like$1$ him. I would not have come down$5$ here if 052:227,02[A ]| I had not liked him." 052:227,03[L ]| "Not for$4$ any other reason$0$?" 052:227,03[' ]| ~ $L$Mr%*Longdon put 052:227,04[' ]| it gravely. 052:227,05[A ]| "Not for$4$ \your\ being$1$ here, do you mean$1$?" 052:227,06[' ]| He delayed. 052:227,06[L ]| "Me and other persons." 052:227,07[' ]| She showed somehow that$3$ she would not flinch. 052:227,08[A ]| "You were not asked till after$3$ he had made sure I would 052:227,09[A ]| come. We have become, you and I," 052:227,09[' ]| she smiled, 052:227,09[A ]| "one 052:227,10[A ]| of the couples who$6#1$ are invited together." 052:227,11@l | These were couples, 052:227,11[' ]| his speculative eye seemed to$9$ 052:227,12[' ]| show$1$, 052:227,12@l | he did not even$5$ yet know about$4$, 052:227,12[' ]| and if he mentally 052:227,13[' ]| took them up a moment it was all promptly to$9$ 052:227,14[' ]| drop$1$ them. 052:227,14[L ]| "I do not think you state$1$ it quite strongly 052:227,15[L ]| enough, you know." 052:227,16[A ]| "That$3$ $M$Mitchy \is\ hard hit? He states it so$5#1$ strongly 052:227,17[A ]| himself that$3$ it will$1$ surely do for$4$ both of us. I am 052:227,18[A ]| a part$0$ of what$6#1$ I just$9$ spoke of ~ his indifference and 052:227,19[A ]| magnificence. It is as if he could only afford to$9$ do 052:227,20[A ]| what$6#1$ is not vulgar. He might perfectly marry a duke's 052:227,21[A ]| daughter, but that$6#2$ \would\ be vulgar ~ would be the 052:227,22[A ]| absolute necessity and ideal of nine out$8$ of ten of the 052:227,23[A ]| sons of shoemakers made ambitious by$4$ riches. $M$Mitchy 052:227,24[A ]| says ""No$7$; I take my own$2$ line; I go in for$4$ a beggarmaid."" 052:227,25[A ]| And it is only because I am a beggar-maid that$3$ 052:227,26[A ]| he wants$1$ me." 052:227,27[L ]| "But there are plenty of other beggar-maids," 052:227,27[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 052:227,28[' ]| objected. 052:227,29[A ]| "Oh I admit I am the one he least dislikes. But 052:227,30[A ]| if I had any money," 052:227,30[' ]| $A$Nanda went on$5$, 052:227,30[A ]| "or if I were 052:227,31[A ]| really good-looking ~ for$3$ that$6#2$ to-day, the real thing, 052:227,32[A ]| will$1$ do as well$9$ as being$1$ a duke's daughter ~ he 052:228,01[A ]| would not come near$4$ me. And I think that$6#2$ ought to$9$ 052:228,02[A ]| settle it. Besides, he must marry $J$Aggie. She is a 052:228,03[A ]| beggar-maid too$5#2$ ~ as well$9$ as an angel. So$3$ there is 052:228,04[A ]| nothing against it." 052:228,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stared, but even$5$ in his surprise$0$ 052:228,06[' ]| seemed to$9$ take from the swiftness with which$6#1$ she 052:228,07[' ]| made him move$1$ over the ground a certain agreeable 052:228,08[' ]| glow. 052:228,08[L ]| "Does ""$J$Aggie"" like$1$ him?" 052:228,09[A ]| "She likes every*one. As I say, she is an angel ~ 052:228,10[A ]| but a real, real, real one. The kindest man in the 052:228,11[A ]| world is therefore the proper husband for$4$ her. If 052:228,12[A ]| $M$Mitchy wants$1$ to$9$ do something thoroughly nice," 052:228,12[' ]| she 052:228,13[' ]| declared with the same high competence, 052:228,13[A ]| "he will$1$ take 052:228,14[A ]| her out$8$ of her situation, which$6#1$ is awful." 052:228,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked graver. 052:228,15[L ]| "In what$6#2$ way awful?" 052:228,16[L ]| 052:228,17[A ]| "Why, do not you know?" 052:228,17[' ]| His eye was now cold$2$ 052:228,18[' ]| enough to$9$ give her, in her chill, a flurried sense that$3$ 052:228,19[' ]| she might displease him least by$4$ a graceful lightness. 052:228,20[A ]| "The $I$Duchess and $N$Lord*Petherton are like$9$ you and 052:228,21[A ]| me." 052:228,22[L ]| "Is it a conundrum?" 052:228,22[' ]| He was serious$2$ indeed. 052:228,23[A ]| "They are one of the couples who$6#1$ are invited together." 052:228,24[' ]| But his face$0$ reflected so$5#1$ little success for$4$ her 052:228,25[' ]| levity that$3$ it was in another tone she presently added: 052:228,26[A ]| "$M$Mitchy really ought not." 052:228,26[' ]| Her friend, in silence$0$, 052:228,27[' ]| fixed his eyes on$4$ the ground; an attitude in which$6#1$ 052:228,28[' ]| there was something to$9$ make$1$ her strike rather wild. 052:228,29[A ]| "But of course$8$, kind$2$ as he is, he can scarcely be called 052:228,30[A ]| particular. He has his ideas ~ he thinks nothing 052:228,31[A ]| matters. He says we have all come to$4$ a pass$0$ that is the 052:228,32[A ]| end$0$ of everything." 052:229,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon remained mute a while$0$, and when 052:229,02[' ]| he at last$0$ raised his eyes it was without meeting$9$ 052:229,03[' ]| $A$Nanda's and with some dryness of manner. 052:229,03[L ]| "The 052:229,04[L ]| end$0$ of everything? One might easily receive that$6#2$ 052:229,05[L ]| impression." 052:229,06[' ]| He again became mute, and there was a pause$0$ between 052:229,07[' ]| them of some length, accepted by$4$ $A$Nanda with 052:229,08[' ]| an anxious stillness that$6#1$ it might have touched a spectator 052:229,09[' ]| to$9$ observe. She sat there as if waiting for$4$ some 052:229,10[' ]| further sign, only wanting not to$9$ displease her friend, 052:229,11[' ]| yet unable to$9$ pretend to$9$ play$1$ any part$0$ and with something 052:229,12[' ]| in her really that$6#1$ she could not take back$5$ now, 052:229,13[' ]| something involved in her original assumption that$3$ 052:229,14[' ]| there was to$9$ be a kind$0$ of intelligence in their relation. 052:229,15[A ]| "I dare$1#2$ say," 052:229,15[' ]| she said at last$0$, 052:229,15[A ]| "that$3$ I make$1$ allusions 052:229,16[A ]| you do not like$1$. But I keep forgetting." 052:229,17[' ]| He waited a moment longer, then turned to$4$ her 052:229,18[' ]| with a look$0$ rendered a trifle$5$ strange by$4$ the way it 052:229,19[' ]| happened to$9$ reach$1$ over his glasses. It was even$5$ 052:229,20[' ]| austerer than before$5$. 052:229,20[L ]| "Keep forgetting what$6#2$?" 052:229,21[' ]| She gave after$4$ an instant$0$ a faint$2$ feeble smile$0$ which$6#1$ 052:229,22[' ]| seemed to$9$ speak of helplessness and which$6#1$, when at 052:229,23[' ]| rare moments it played in her face$0$, was expressive 052:229,24[' ]| from her positive lack of personal, superficial diffidence. 052:229,25[A ]| "Well$7$ ~ I do not know." 052:229,25[' ]| It was as if appearances 052:229,26[' ]| became at times so$5#1$ complicated that$3$ ~ so$5#1$ far 052:229,27[' ]| as helping others to$9$ understand was concerned ~ she 052:229,28[' ]| could only give up. 052:229,29[L ]| "I hope$1$ you do not think I want$1$ you to$9$ be with me 052:229,30[L ]| as you would not be ~ so$5#2$ to$9$ speak ~ with yourself. 052:229,31[L ]| I hope$1$ you do not think I do not want$1$ you to$9$ be frank$2$. 052:229,32[L ]| If you were to$9$ try to$9$ \appear\ to$4$ me anything ~!" 052:229,32[' ]| He 052:230,01[' ]| ended in simple$2$ sadness: that$6#2$, for$4$ instance$0$, would be 052:230,02[' ]| so$5#1$ little what$6#1$ he should like$1$. 052:230,03[A ]| "Anything different, you mean$1$, from what$6#1$ I am? 052:230,04[A ]| That is just$9$ what$6#1$ I have thought$1$ from the first. One is 052:230,05[A ]| just$9$ what$6#1$ one \is\ ~ is not one? I do not mean$1$ so$5#1$ much," 052:230,06[' ]| she went on$5$, 052:230,06[A ]| "in one's character or temper ~ for$3$ 052:230,07[A ]| they have, have not they? to$9$ be what$6#1$ is called ""properly 052:230,08[A ]| controlled"" ~ as in one's mind$0$ and what$6#1$ one sees 052:230,09[A ]| and feels and the sort of thing one notices." 052:230,09[' ]| $A$Nanda 052:230,10[' ]| paused an instant$0$: then 052:230,10[A ]| "There you are!" 052:230,10[' ]| she simply 052:230,11[' ]| but rather desperately brought out$5$. 052:230,12[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon considered this with visible intensity. 052:230,13[L ]| "What$6#1$ you suggest is that$3$ the things you speak of 052:230,14[L ]| depend on$4$ other people?" 052:230,15[A ]| "Well$7$, every*one is not so$5#1$ beautiful as you." 052:230,15[' ]| She 052:230,16[' ]| had met him with promptitude, yet no$2$ sooner had she 052:230,17[' ]| spoken than she appeared again to$9$ encounter a difficulty. 052:230,18[A ]| "But there it is ~ my just$9$ saying even$5$ that$6#2$. 052:230,19[A ]| Oh how I always know ~ as I have told you before$5$ ~ 052:230,20[A ]| whenever I am different! I can not ask you to$9$ tell me 052:230,21[A ]| the things Granny \would\ have said, because that is 052:230,22[A ]| simply arranging to$9$ keep myself back$5$ from you, and 052:230,23[A ]| so$5#2$ being$1$ nasty and underhand, which$6#1$ you naturally 052:230,24[A ]| do not want$1$, nor I either. Nevertheless when I say the 052:230,25[A ]| things she would not, then I put before$4$ you too$5#1$ much 052:230,26[A ]| ~ too$5#1$ much for$4$ your liking it ~ what$6#1$ I know and 052:230,27[A ]| see and feel. If we are both partly the result$0$ of other 052:230,28[A ]| people, \her\ other people were so$5#1$ different." 052:230,28[' ]| The 052:230,29[' ]| girl's sensitive boldness kept it up, but there was 052:230,30[' ]| something in her that$6#1$ pleaded for$4$ patience. 052:230,30[A ]| "And 052:230,31[A ]| yet if she had \you\, so$5#2$ I have got you too$5#2$. It is the flattery 052:230,32[A ]| of that$6#2$, or the sound$0$ of it, I know, that$6#1$ must be 052:231,01[A ]| so$5#1$ unlike her. Of course$8$ it is awfully like$9$ mother; yet 052:231,02[A ]| it is not as if you had not already let me see ~ is it? 052:231,03[A ]| ~ that$3$ you do not really think me the same." 052:231,03[' ]| Again 052:231,04[' ]| she stopped a minute$0$, as to$9$ find her scarce possible 052:231,05[' ]| way with him, and again for$4$ the time he gave no$2$ sign. 052:231,06[' ]| She struck out$5$ once more with her strange cool$2$ limpidity. 052:231,07[A ]| "Granny was not the kind$0$ of girl she \could\ not 052:231,08[A ]| be ~ and so$5#2$ neither am I." 052:231,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had fallen while$9$ she talked into something 052:231,10[' ]| that$6#1$ might have been taken for$4$ a conscious 052:231,11[' ]| temporary submission to$4$ her; he had uncrossed his 052:231,12[' ]| fidgety legs and, thrusting them out$5$ with the feet 052:231,13[' ]| together, sat looking very hard before$4$ him, his chin 052:231,14[' ]| sunk on$4$ his breast and his hands, clasped as they met, 052:231,15[' ]| rapidly twirling their thumbs. So$5#2$ he remained for$4$ a 052:231,16[' ]| time that$6#1$ might have given his young friend the sense 052:231,17[' ]| of having made herself right$2#1$ for$4$ him so$5#1$ far as she had 052:231,18[' ]| been wrong$2$. He still$5$ had all her attention, just$9$ as 052:231,19[' ]| previously she had had his, but, while$9$ he now simply 052:231,20[' ]| gazed and thought$1$, she watched him with a discreet 052:231,21[' ]| solicitude that$6#1$ would almost have represented him as 052:231,22[' ]| a near$9$ relative whom$6#1$ she supposed unwell. At the 052:231,23[' ]| end$0$ he looked round$9$, and then, obeying some impulse 052:231,24[' ]| that$6#1$ had gathered in her while$9$ they sat mute, she put 052:231,25[' ]| out$5$ to$4$ him the tender$2$ hand she might have offered 052:231,26[' ]| to$4$ a sick child. They had been talking about$4$ frankness, 052:231,27[' ]| but she showed a frankness in this instance$0$ that$6#1$ 052:231,28[' ]| made him perceptibly colour. To$4$ that$6#2$ in turn$0$, however, 052:231,29[' ]| he responded only the more completely, taking 052:231,30[' ]| her hand and holding it, keeping$1$ it a long$9$ minute$0$ 052:231,31[' ]| during which$6#1$ their eyes met and something seemed 052:231,32[' ]| to$9$ clear$1$ up that$6#1$ had been too$5#1$ obscure to$9$ be dispelled 052:232,01[' ]| by$4$ words. Finally he brought out$5$ as if, though it was 052:232,02[' ]| what$6#1$ he had been thinking of, her gesture had most 052:232,03[' ]| determined$1$ him: 052:232,03[L ]| "I wish$1$ immensely you would get married!" 052:232,04[L ]| 052:232,05[' ]| His tone betrayed so$5#1$ special a meaning$0$ that$3$ the 052:232,06[' ]| words had a sound$0$ of suddenness; yet there was 052:232,07[' ]| always in $A$Nanda's face$0$ that$6#2$ odd preparedness of the 052:232,08[' ]| young person who$6#1$ has unlearned surprise$0$ through$4$ 052:232,09[' ]| the habit, in company, of studiously not compromising 052:232,10[' ]| her innocence by$4$ blinking at things said. 052:232,10[A ]| "How \can\ 052:232,11[A ]| I?" 052:232,11[' ]| she asked, but appearing rather to$9$ take up the 052:232,12[' ]| proposal than to$9$ put it by$5$. 052:232,13[L ]| "can not you, \can not\ you?" 052:232,13[' ]| He spoke pressingly and 052:232,14[' ]| kept her hand. She shook her head$0$ slowly, markedly; 052:232,15[' ]| on$4$ which$6#1$ he continued: 052:232,15[L ]| "You do not do justice to$4$ 052:232,16[L ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchy." 052:232,16[' ]| She said nothing, but her look$0$ was 052:232,17[' ]| there and it made him resume: 052:232,17[L ]| "Impossible?" 052:232,18[A ]| "Impossible." 052:232,18[' ]| At this, letting her go, $L$Mr%*Longdon 052:232,19[' ]| got up; he pulled out$5$ his watch$0$. 052:232,19[L ]| "We must go 052:232,20[L ]| back$5$." 052:232,20[' ]| She had risen with him and they stood face$0$ 052:232,21[' ]| to$4$ face$0$ in the faded light$0$ while$9$ he slipped the watch$0$ 052:232,22[' ]| away. 052:232,22[L ]| "Well$7$, that$6#2$ does not make$1$ me wish$1$ it any less." 052:232,23[A ]| "It is lovely of you to$9$ wish$1$ it, but I shall be one 052:232,24[A ]| of the people who$6#1$ do not. I shall be at the end$0$," 052:232,24[' ]| said 052:232,25[' ]| $A$Nanda, 052:232,25[A ]| "one of those who$6#1$ have not." 052:232,26[L ]| "No$7$, my child," 052:232,26[' ]| he returned gravely ~ 052:232,26[L ]| "you shall 052:232,27[L ]| never be anything so$5#1$ sad." 052:232,28[A ]| "Why not ~ if \you have\ been?" 052:232,29[' ]| He looked at her a little, quietly, and then, putting 052:232,30[' ]| out$5$ his hand, passed her own$2$ into his arm$0$. 052:232,30[L ]| "Exactly 052:232,31[L ]| because I have." 053:233,01[I ]| "Would you," 053:233,01[' ]| the $I$Duchess said to$4$ him the next day, 053:233,02[I ]| "be for$4$ five minutes awfully kind$2$ to$4$ my poor little 053:233,03[I ]| niece?" 053:233,03[' ]| The words were spoken in charming entreaty 053:233,04[' ]| as he issued from the house late on$4$ the Sunday 053:233,05[' ]| afternoon ~ the second$2$ evening of his stay$0$, which$6#1$ 053:233,06[' ]| the next morning was to$9$ bring to$4$ an end$0$ ~ and on$4$ 053:233,07[' ]| his meeting$9$ the speaker at one of the extremities 053:233,08[' ]| of the wide cool$2$ terrace. There was at this point$0$ a subsidiary 053:233,09[' ]| flight of steps by$4$ which$6#1$ she had just$9$ mounted 053:233,10[' ]| from the grounds, one of her purposes being$1$ apparently 053:233,11[' ]| to$9$ testify afresh to$4$ the anxious supervision of 053:233,12[' ]| little $J$Aggie she had momentarily suffered herself to$9$ 053:233,13[' ]| be diverted from. This young lady, established in 053:233,14[' ]| the pleasant shade on$4$ a sofa of light$2$ construction 053:233,15[' ]| designed for$4$ the open$2$ air, offered the image of a patience 053:233,16[' ]| of which$6#1$ it was a questionable kindness to$9$ break 053:233,17[' ]| the spell. It was that$6#2$ beautiful hour when, toward 053:233,18[' ]| the close$0$ of the happiest days of summer, such places$0$ 053:233,19[' ]| as the great terrace at Mertle present$1$ to$4$ the fancy$0$ a 053:233,20[' ]| recall$0$ of the banquet-hall deserted ~ deserted by$4$ the 053:233,21[' ]| company lately gathered at tea and now dispersed, 053:233,22[' ]| according to$4$ affinities and combinations promptly felt 053:233,23[' ]| and perhaps quite as promptly criticised, either in 053:233,24[' ]| quieter chambers where intimacy might deepen or 053:233,25[' ]| in gardens and under trees where the stillness knew 053:233,26[' ]| the click of balls and the good*humour of games. 053:233,27[' ]| There had been chairs, on$4$ the terrace, pushed about$5$; 053:234,01[' ]| there were ungathered teacups on$4$ the level$2$ top of the 053:234,02[' ]| parapet; the servants in fact, in the manner of 053:234,03[' ]| "hands" mustered by$4$ a whistle on$4$ the deck of a ship, 053:234,04[' ]| had just$9$ arrived to$9$ restore things to$4$ an order$0$ soon 053:234,05[' ]| again to$9$ be broken. There were scattered couples in 053:234,06[' ]| sight below and an idle group on$4$ the lawn, out$8$ of the 053:234,07[' ]| midst of which$6#1$, in spite$8$ of its detachment, somebody 053:234,08[' ]| was sharp enough sometimes to$9$ cry$1$ 053:234,08[X ]| "Out$5$!" 053:234,08[' ]| The high 053:234,09[' ]| daylight was still$5$ in the sky, but with just$9$ the fore-knowledge 053:234,10[' ]| already of the long$9$ golden glow in which$6#1$ 053:234,11[' ]| the many-voiced caw of the rooks would sound$1$ at once 053:234,12[' ]| sociable and sad. There was a great deal$0#2$ all about$5$ 053:234,13[' ]| to$9$ be aware of and to$9$ look$1$ at, but little $J$Aggie had her 053:234,14[' ]| eyes on$4$ a book over which$6#1$ her pretty$2$ head$0$ was bent 053:234,15[' ]| with a docility visible even$5$ from afar. 053:234,15[I ]| "I have a friend 053:234,16[I ]| ~ down$5$ there by$4$ the lake ~ to$9$ go back$5$ to$4$," 053:234,16[' ]| the 053:234,17[' ]| $I$Duchess went on$5$, 053:234,17[I ]| "and I am on$4$ my way to$4$ my room 053:234,18[I ]| to$9$ get a letter that$6#1$ I have promised to$9$ show$1$ him. I shall 053:234,19[I ]| immediately bring it down$5$ and then in a few minutes 053:234,20[I ]| be able to$9$ relieve you. I do not leave$1$ her alone too$5#1$ 053:234,21[I ]| much ~ one does not, you know, in a house full of 053:234,22[I ]| people, a child of that$6#2$ age. Besides" 053:234,22[' ]| ~ and $L$Mr%*Longdon's 053:234,23[' ]| interlocutress was even$5$ more confiding ~ 053:234,24[I ]| "I do want$1$ you so$5#1$ very intensely to$9$ know her. You, 053:234,25[I ]| \9par*exemple\, you are what$6#1$ I \should\ like$1$ to$9$ give her." 053:234,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked the noble lady, in acknowledgement 053:234,27[' ]| of her appeal, straight in the face$0$, and who$6#2$ can 053:234,28[' ]| tell whether or no$2$ she acutely guessed from his expression 053:234,29[' ]| that$3$ he recognised this particular juncture as 053:234,30[' ]| written on$4$ the page of his doom? ~ whether she 053:234,31[' ]| heard him inaudibly say 053:234,31@l | "Ah here it is: I knew it 053:234,32@l | would have to$9$ come!" 053:234,32[' ]| She would at any rate$0$ have 053:235,01[' ]| been astute enough, had this miracle occurred, quite 053:235,02[' ]| to$9$ complete$1$ his sense for$4$ her own$2$ understanding$0$ and 053:235,03[' ]| suffer it to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ difference in the tone in which$6#1$ 053:235,04[' ]| she still$5$ confronted him. 053:235,04[I ]| "Oh I take the bull by$4$ the 053:235,05[I ]| horns ~ I know you have not wanted to$9$ know me. 053:235,06[I ]| If you had you would have called on$4$ me ~ I have given you 053:235,07[I ]| plenty of hints and little coughs. Now, you see, I do not 053:235,08[I ]| cough any more ~ I just$9$ rush at you and grab you. 053:235,09[I ]| You do not call$1$ on$4$ me ~ so$3$ I call$1$ on$4$ \you\. There is not 053:235,10[I ]| any indecency moreover that$6#1$ I will$1$ not commit for$4$ my 053:235,11[I ]| child." 053:235,12[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's impenetrability crashed like$9$ glass 053:235,13[' ]| at the elbow-touch of this large handsome practised 053:235,14[' ]| woman, who$6#1$ walked for$4$ him, like$9$ some brazen pagan 053:235,15[' ]| goddess, in a cloud$0$ of queer legend. He looked off at 053:235,16[' ]| her child, who$6#1$, at a distance$0$ and not hearing them, 053:235,17[' ]| had not moved. 053:235,17[L ]| "I know she is a great friend of 053:235,18[L ]| $A$Nanda's. 053:235,19[I ]| "Has $A$Nanda told you that$6#2$?" 053:235,20[L ]| "Often ~ taking such an interest$0$ in her." 053:235,21[I ]| "I am glad she thinks so$5#2$ then ~ though really her 053:235,22[I ]| interests$0$ are so$5#1$ various. But come to$4$ my baby. I 053:235,23[I ]| do not make$1$ \her\ come," 053:235,23[' ]| she explained as she swept 053:235,24[' ]| him along$5$, 053:235,24[I ]| "because I want$1$ you just$9$ to$9$ sit down$5$ by$4$ 053:235,25[I ]| her there and keep the place$0$, as one may$1$ say ~!" 053:235,26[L ]| "Well$7$, for$4$ whom$6#2$?" 053:235,26[' ]| he demanded as she stopped. 053:235,27[' ]| It was her step$0$ that$6#1$ had checked itself as well$9$ as her 053:235,28[' ]| tongue, and again, suddenly, they stood quite consciously 053:235,29[' ]| and vividly opposed. 053:235,29[I ]| "Can I trust$1$ you?" 053:235,29[' ]| the 053:235,30[' ]| $I$Duchess brought out$5$. Again then she took herself up. 053:235,31[I ]| "But as if I were not already doing it! It is because 053:235,32[I ]| I do trust$1$ you so$5#1$ utterly that$3$ I have not been able 053:236,01[I ]| any longer to$9$ keep my hands off you. The person I 053:236,02[I ]| want$1$ the place$0$ for$4$ is none other than $M$Mitchy himself, 053:236,03[I ]| and half my occupation now is to$9$ get it properly kept 053:236,04[I ]| for$4$ him. $N$Lord%*Petherton is immensely kind$2$, but $N$Lord*Petherton 053:236,05[I ]| can not do everything. I know you really 053:236,06[I ]| like$1$ our host ~!" 053:236,07[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, at this, interrupted her with a certain 053:236,08[' ]| coldness. 053:236,08[L ]| "How, may$1$ I ask, do you know it?" 053:236,09[' ]| But with a brazen goddess to$9$ deal$1$ with ~! This 053:236,10[' ]| personage had to$9$ fix him but an instant$0$. 053:236,10[I ]| "Because, 053:236,11[I ]| you dear$2#1$ honest man, you are here. You would not be 053:236,12[I ]| if you hated him, for$3$ you do not practically condone ~!" 053:236,13[I ]| 053:236,14[' ]| This time he broke in with his eyes on$4$ the child. 053:236,15[L ]| "I feel on$4$ the contrary$0$, I assure you, that$3$ I condone 053:236,16[L ]| a great deal$0#2$." 053:236,17[I ]| "Well$7$, do not boast$1$ of your cynicism," 053:236,17[' ]| she laughed, 053:236,18[I ]| "till you are sure of all it covers. Let the right$2#1$ thing 053:236,19[I ]| for$4$ you be," 053:236,19[' ]| she went on$5$, 053:236,19[I ]| "that$3$ $A$Nanda herself wants$1$ 053:236,20[I ]| it." 053:236,21[L ]| "$A$Nanda herself?" 053:236,21[' ]| He continued to$9$ watch$1$ little 053:236,22[' ]| $J$Aggie, who$6#1$ had never yet turned her head$0$. 053:236,22[L ]| "I am 053:236,23[L ]| afraid I do not understand you." 053:236,24[' ]| She swept him on$5$ again. 053:236,24[I ]| "I will$1$ come to$4$ you presently 053:236,25[I ]| and explain. I \must\ get my letter for$4$ $N$Petherton; 053:236,26[I ]| after$4$ which$6#1$ I will$1$ give up $M$Mitchy, whom$6#1$ I was 053:236,27[I ]| going to$9$ find, and since I have broken the ice ~ 053:236,28[I ]| if it is not too$5#1$ much to$9$ say to$4$ such a polar bear$0$! ~ I will$1$ 053:236,29[I ]| show$1$ you \9le 9fond 9de 9ma 9pense=e\. Baby darling," 053:236,29[' ]| she 053:236,30[' ]| said to$4$ her niece, 053:236,30[I ]| "keep $L$Mr%*Longdon. Show$1$ him," 053:236,31[' ]| she benevolently suggested, 053:236,31[I ]| "what$6#1$ you have been 053:236,32[I ]| reading." 053:235,32[' ]| Then again to$4$ her fellow guest, as arrested 053:237,01[' ]| by$4$ this very question$0$: 053:237,01[I ]| "\8Caro*signore\, have \you\ 053:237,02[I ]| a possible book?" 053:237,03[' ]| Little $J$Aggie had got straight up and was holding 053:237,04[' ]| out$5$ her volume, which$6#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, all courtesy for$4$ 053:237,05[' ]| her, glanced at. 053:237,05[L ]| "\Stories*from*English*History\. Oh!" 053:237,06[' ]| His ejaculation, though vague, was not such as to$9$ 053:237,07[' ]| prevent the girl from venturing gently: 053:237,07[J ]| "Have you 053:237,08[J ]| read it?" 053:237,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, receiving her pure little smile$0$, 053:237,10[' ]| showed he felt he had never so$5#2$ taken her in as at this 053:237,11[' ]| moment, as well$9$ as also that$3$ she was a person with 053:237,12[' ]| whom$6#1$ he should surely get on$5$. 053:237,12[L ]| "I think I must have." 053:237,13[' ]| Little $J$Aggie was still$5$ more encouraged, but not to$4$ 053:237,14[' ]| the point$0$ of keeping$1$ anything back$5$. 053:237,14[J ]| "It has not any 053:237,15[J ]| author. It is anonymous." 053:237,16[' ]| The $I$Duchess borrowed, for$4$ another question$0$ to$4$ 053:237,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, not a little of her gravity. 053:237,17[I ]| "Is it all 053:237,18[I ]| right$2#1$?" 053:237,19[L ]| "I do not know" 053:237,19[' ]| ~ his answer$0$ was to$4$ $J$Aggie. 053:237,20[L ]| "There have been some horrid things in English 053:237,21[L ]| history." 053:237,22[J ]| "Oh horrid ~ \have not\ there?" 053:237,22[' ]| $J$Aggie, whose$6#1$ 053:237,23[' ]| speech had the prettiest faintest foreignness, sweetly 053:237,24[' ]| and eagerly quavered. 053:237,25[I ]| "Well$7$, darling, $L$Mr%*Longdon will$1$ recommend to$4$ 053:237,26[I ]| you some nice historical work$0$ ~ for$3$ we love$1$ history, 053:237,27[I ]| do not we? ~ that$6#1$ leaves$1$ the horrors out$5$. We like$1$ to$9$ 053:237,28[I ]| know," 053:237,28[' ]| the $I$Duchess explained to$4$ the authority she 053:237,29[' ]| invoked, 053:237,29[I ]| "the cheerful happy \right$2#1$\ things. There 053:237,30[I ]| are so$5#1$ many, after$4$ all, and this is the place$0$ to$9$ remember 053:237,31[I ]| them. \9A*tanto^t\." 053:237,32[' ]| As she passed into the house by$4$ the nearest of the 053:238,01[' ]| long$9$ windows that$6#1$ stood open$2$ $L$Mr%*Longdon placed 053:238,02[' ]| himself beside$4$ her little charge$0$, whom$6#1$ he treated, for$4$ 053:238,03[' ]| the next ten minutes, with an exquisite courtesy. A 053:238,04[' ]| person who$6#1$ knew him well$9$ would, if present$9$ at the 053:238,05[' ]| scene, have found occasion$0$ in it to$9$ be freshly aware 053:238,06[' ]| that$3$ he was in his quiet$2$ way master of two distinct 053:238,07[' ]| kinds of urbanity, the kind$0$ that$6#1$ added to$4$ distance$0$ and 053:238,08[' ]| the kind$0$ that$6#1$ diminished it. Such an analyst would 053:238,09[' ]| furthermore have noted, in respect$0$ to$4$ the aunt and 053:238,10[' ]| the niece, of which$6#1$ kind$0$ each had the benefit, and 053:238,11[' ]| might even$5$ have gone so$5#1$ far as to$9$ detect in him some 053:238,12[' ]| absolute betrayal of the impression produced on$4$ him 053:238,13[' ]| by$4$ his actual companion, some irradiation of his certitude 053:238,14[' ]| that$3$, from the point$0$ of view$0$ under which$6#1$ she had 053:238,15[' ]| been formed, she was a remarkable, a rare success. 053:238,16[' ]| Since to$9$ create a particular little rounded and tinted 053:238,17[' ]| innocence had been aimed at, the fruit had been 053:238,18[' ]| grown to$4$ the perfection of a peach on$4$ a sheltered 053:238,19[' ]| wall, and this quality of the object$0$ resulting from 053:238,20[' ]| a process might well$9$ make$1$ him feel himself in contact 053:238,21[' ]| with something wholly new. Little $J$Aggie differed 053:238,22[' ]| from any young person he had ever met in that$3$ she 053:238,23[' ]| had been deliberately prepared for$4$ consumption and 053:238,24[' ]| in that$3$ furthermore the gentleness of her spirit had 053:238,25[' ]| immensely helped the preparation. $A$Nanda, beside$4$ 053:238,26[' ]| her, was a Northern savage, and the reason$0$ was 053:238,27[' ]| partly that$3$ the elements of that$6#2$ young lady's nature 053:238,28[' ]| were already, were publicly, were almost indecorously 053:238,29[' ]| active. They were practically there for$4$ good or for$4$ 053:238,30[' ]| ill; experience$0$ was still$5$ to$9$ come and what$6#1$ they might 053:238,31[' ]| work$1$ out$5$ to$4$ still$5$ a mystery; but the sum would get itself 053:238,32[' ]| done with the figures$0$ now on$4$ the slate. On$4$ little 053:239,01[' ]| $J$Aggie's slate the figures$0$ were yet to$9$ be written; which$6#1$ 053:239,02[' ]| sufficiently accounted for$4$ the difference of the two 053:239,03[' ]| surfaces. Both the girls struck him as lambs with the 053:239,04[' ]| great shambles of life in their future; but while$9$ one, 053:239,05[' ]| with its neck in a pink ribbon, had no$2$ consciousness 053:239,06[' ]| but that$6#2$ of being$1$ fed from the hand with the small 053:239,07[' ]| sweet biscuit of unobjectionable knowledge, the other 053:239,08[' ]| struggled with instincts and forebodings, with the 053:239,09[' ]| suspicion of its doom and the far-borne scent, in the 053:239,10[' ]| flowery fields, of blood. 053:239,11[J ]| "Oh $A$Nanda, she is my best friend after$4$ three or 053:239,12[J ]| four others." 053:239,13[L ]| "After$4$ so$5#1$ many?" 053:239,13[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon laughed. 053:239,13[L ]| "Do not 053:239,14[L ]| you think that is rather a back$2$ seat, as they say, for$4$ 053:239,15[L ]| one's best?" 053:239,16[J ]| "A back$2$ seat?" 053:239,16[' ]| ~ she wondered with a purity! 053:239,17[L ]| "If you do not understand," 053:239,17[' ]| said her companion, 053:239,18[L ]| "it serves me right$2#1$, as your aunt did not leave$1$ me with 053:239,19[L ]| you to$9$ teach you the slang of the day." 053:239,20[J ]| "The ""slang""?" 053:239,20[' ]| ~ she again spotlessly speculated. 053:239,21[L ]| "You have never even$5$ heard the expression? I should 053:239,22[L ]| think that$6#2$ a great compliment$0$ to$4$ our time if it were not 053:239,23[L ]| that$3$ I fear$1$ it may$1$ have been only the name$0$ that$6#1$ has 053:239,24[L ]| been kept from you." 053:239,25[' ]| The light$0$ of ignorance in the child's smile$0$ was positively 053:239,26[' ]| golden. 053:239,26[J ]| "The name$0$?" 053:239,26[' ]| she again echoed. 053:239,27[' ]| She understood too$5#1$ little ~ he gave it up. 053:239,27[L ]| "And 053:239,28[L ]| who$6#2$ are all the other best friends whom$6#1$ poor $A$Nanda 053:239,29[L ]| comes after$4$?" 053:239,30[J ]| "Well$7$, there is my aunt, and $ZK$Miss*Merriman, and 053:239,31[J ]| $ZG$Gelsomina, and $ZB$Dr%*Beltram." 053:239,32[L ]| "And who$6#2$, please, is $ZK$Miss*Merriman?" 053:240,01[J ]| "She is my governess, do not you know? ~ but 053:240,02[J ]| such a deliciously easy governess." 053:240,03[L ]| "That$6#2$, I suppose, is because she has such a deliciously 053:240,04[L ]| easy pupil. And who$6#2$ is $ZG$Gelsomina?" 053:240,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 053:240,05[' ]| enquired. 053:240,06[J ]| "She is my old nurse$0$ ~ my old maid." 053:240,07[L ]| "I see. Well$7$, one must always be kind$2$ to$4$ old 053:240,08[L ]| maids. But who$6#2$ is $ZB$Dr%*Beltram?" 053:240,09[J ]| "Oh the most intimate$2$ friend of all. We tell him 053:240,10[J ]| everything." 053:240,11[' ]| There was for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon in this, with a slight$2$ 053:240,12[' ]| incertitude, an effect$0$ of drollery. 053:240,12[L ]| "Your little troubles?" 053:240,13[L ]| 053:240,14[J ]| "Ah they are not always so$5#1$ little! And he takes 053:240,15[J ]| them all away." 053:240,16[L ]| "Always? ~ on$4$ the spot?" 053:240,17[J ]| "Sooner or later," 053:240,17[' ]| said little $J$Aggie with serenity. 053:240,18[J ]| "But why not?" 053:240,19[L ]| "Why not indeed?" 053:240,19[' ]| he laughed. 053:240,19[L ]| "It must be very 053:240,20[L ]| plain sailing." 053:240,20@l | Decidedly she was, as $A$Nanda had said, 053:240,21@l | an angel, and there was a wonder$0$ in her possession on$4$ 053:240,22@l | this footing of one of the most expressive little faces 053:240,23@l | that$6#1$ even$5$ her expressive race had ever shown him. 053:240,24@l | Formed to$9$ express$1$ everything, it scarce expressed as 053:240,25@l | yet even$5$ a consciousness. All the elements of play$0$ 053:240,26@l | were in it, but they had nothing to$9$ play$1$ with. 053:240,26[' ]| It was 053:240,27[' ]| a rest$0#2$ moreover, after$4$ so$5#1$ much that$6#1$ he had lately been 053:240,28[' ]| through$4$, to$9$ be with a person for$4$ whom$6#1$ questions were 053:240,29[' ]| so$5#1$ simple$2$. 053:240,29[L ]| "But he sounds$1$ all the same like$9$ the kind$0$ 053:240,30[L ]| of doctor whom$6#1$, as soon as one hears of him, one 053:240,31[L ]| wants$1$ to$9$ send for$4$." 053:240,32[' ]| The young girl had at this a small light$0$ of confusion. 053:241,01[J ]| "Oh I do not mean$1$ he is a doctor for$4$ medicine. He is a 053:241,02[J ]| clergyman ~ and my aunt says he is a saint. I do not 053:241,03[J ]| think you have many in England," 053:241,03[' ]| little $J$Aggie continued 053:241,04[' ]| to$9$ explain. 053:241,05[L ]| "Many saints? I am afraid not. Your aunt is very 053:241,06[L ]| happy to$9$ know one. We should call$1$ $ZB$Dr%*Beltram in 053:241,07[L ]| England a priest." 053:241,08[J ]| "Oh but he is English. And he knows everything 053:241,09[J ]| we do ~ and everything we think." 053:241,10[L ]| """We"" ~ your aunt, your governess and your 053:241,11[L ]| nurse$0$? What$7$ a varied wealth of knowledge!" 053:241,12[J ]| "Ah $ZK$Miss%*Merriman and $ZG$Gelsomina tell him only 053:241,13[J ]| what$6#1$ they like$1$." 053:241,14[L ]| "And do you and the $I$Duchess tell him what$6#1$ you 053:241,15[L ]| \do not\ like$1$?" 053:241,16[J ]| "Oh often ~ but we always like$1$ \him\ ~ no$2$ matter 053:241,17[J ]| what$6#1$ we tell him. And we know that$3$ just$9$ the same 053:241,18[J ]| he always likes us." 053:241,19[L ]| "I see then of course$8$," 053:241,19[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, very 053:241,20[' ]| gravely now, 053:241,20[L ]| "what$6#1$ a friend he must be. So$3$ it is 053:241,21[L ]| after$4$ all this," 053:241,21[' ]| he continued in a moment, 053:241,21[L ]| "that$3$ 053:241,22[L ]| $A$Nanda comes in?" 053:241,23[' ]| His companion had to$9$ consider, but suddenly she 053:241,24[' ]| caught assistance. 053:241,24[J ]| "This one, I think, comes before$5$." 053:241,25[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton, arriving apparently from the garden, 053:241,26[' ]| had drawn near$9$ unobserved by$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon and 053:241,27[' ]| the next moment was within hail. 053:241,27[J ]| "I see him very 053:241,28[J ]| often," 053:241,28[' ]| she continued ~ 053:241,28[J ]| "oftener than $A$Nanda. Oh 053:241,29[J ]| but \then\ $A$Nanda. And then," 053:241,29[' ]| little $J$Aggie wound$1#1$ up, 053:241,30[J ]| "$M$Mr%*Mitchy." 053:241,31[L ]| "Oh I am glad \he\ comes in," 053:241,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon returned, 053:241,32[L ]| "though rather far down$5$ in the list." 053:241,32[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton 053:242,01[' ]| was now before$4$ them, there being$1$ no*one 053:242,02[' ]| else on$4$ the terrace to$9$ speak to$4$, and, with the odd look$0$ 053:242,03[' ]| of an excess of physical power that$6#1$ almost blocked 053:242,04[' ]| the way, he seemed to$9$ give them in the flare of his 053:242,05[' ]| big teeth the benefit of a kind$0$ of brutal geniality. It 053:242,06[' ]| was always to$9$ be remembered for$4$ him that$3$ he could 053:242,07[' ]| scarce show$1$ without surprising you an adjustment to$4$ 053:242,08[' ]| the smaller conveniences; so$3$ that$3$ when he took up 053:242,09[' ]| a trifle$0$ it was not perforce in every case the sign of 053:242,10[' ]| an uncanny calculation. When the elephant in the 053:242,11[' ]| show$0$ plays$1$ the fiddle it must be mainly with the presumption 053:242,12[' ]| of consequent apples; which$6#1$ was why, 053:242,13[' ]| doubtless, this personage had half the time the air 053:242,14[' ]| of assuring you that$3$, really civilised as his type had 053:242,15[' ]| now become, no$2$ apples were required. $L$Mr%*Longdon 053:242,16[' ]| viewed him with a vague apprehension and as if quite 053:242,17[' ]| unable to$9$ meet$1$ the question$0$ of what$6#1$ he would have 053:242,18[' ]| called for$4$ such a personage the social responsibility. 053:242,19@l | Did this specimen of his class$0$ pull the tradition down$5$ 053:242,20@l | or did he just$9$ take it where he found it ~ 053:242,20[' ]| in the very 053:242,21[' ]| different place$0$ from that$6#2$ in which$6#1$, on$4$ ceasing so$5#1$ long$9$ 053:242,22[' ]| ago to$9$ "go out$5$," $L$Mr%*Longdon had left$1$ it? Our friend 053:242,23[' ]| doubtless averted himself from the possibility of a 053:242,24[' ]| mental dilemma; 053:242,24@l | if the man did not lower$1$ the position 053:242,25@l | was it the position then that$6#1$ let down$5$ the man? 053:242,26@l | Somehow he was not positively up. More evidence 053:242,27@l | would be needed to$9$ decide; yet it was just$9$ of more 053:242,28@l | evidence that$6#1$ one remained rather in dread$0$. 053:242,28[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton 053:242,29[' ]| was kind$2$ to$4$ little $J$Aggie, kind$2$ to$4$ her companion, 053:242,30[' ]| kind$2$ to$4$ every*one, after$3$ $L$Mr%*Longdon had 053:242,31[' ]| explained that$3$ she was so$5#1$ good as to$9$ be giving him 053:242,32[' ]| the list of her dear$2#1$ friends. 053:242,32[L ]| "I am only a little dismayed," 053:243,01[' ]| the elder man said, 053:243,01[L ]| "to$9$ find $M$Mr%*Mitchett 053:243,02[L ]| at the bottom." 053:243,03[N ]| "Oh but it is an awfully short list, is not it? If it 053:243,04[N ]| consists only of me and $M$Mitchy he is not so$5#1$ very low 053:243,05[N ]| down$5$. We do not allow her very \many\ friends; we 053:243,06[N ]| look$1$ out$5$ too$5#1$ well$9$ for$4$ ourselves." 053:243,06[' ]| He addressed the 053:243,07[' ]| child as on$4$ an easy jocose understanding$0$. 053:243,07[N ]| "Is the 053:243,08[N ]| question$0$, $J$Aggie, whether we shall allow you $L$Mr%*Longdon? 053:243,09[N ]| will$1$ not that$6#2$ rather ""do"" for$4$ us ~ for$4$ 053:243,10[N ]| $M$Mitchy and me? I say, $I$Duchess," 053:243,10[' ]| he went on$5$ as this 053:243,11[' ]| lady reappeared, 053:243,11[N ]| "\are\ we going to$9$ allow her $L$Mr%*Longdon 053:243,12[N ]| and do we quite realise what$6#1$ we are about$4$? 053:243,13[N ]| We mount guard$1$ awfully, you know" 053:243,13[' ]| ~ he carried 053:243,14[' ]| the joke back$5$ to$4$ the person he had named. 053:243,14[N ]| "We 053:243,15[N ]| sift and we sort, we pick the candidates over, and 053:243,16[N ]| I should like$1$ to$9$ hear any*one say that$3$ in this case 053:243,17[N ]| at least I do not keep a watch$0$ on$4$ my taste. Oh we 053:243,18[N ]| close$1$ in!" 053:243,19[' ]| The $I$Duchess, the object$0$ of her quest in her hand, 053:243,20[' ]| had come back$5$. 053:243,20[I ]| "Well$7$ then $L$Mr%*Longdon will$1$ close$1$ 053:243,21[I ]| \with\ us ~ you will$1$ consider henceforth that$3$ he is as 053:243,22[I ]| safe as yourself. Here is the letter I wanted you to$9$ 053:243,23[I ]| read ~ with which$6#1$ you will$1$ please take a turn$0$, in strict 053:243,24[I ]| charge$0$ of the child, and then restore her to$4$ us. If you 053:243,25[I ]| do not come I shall know you have found $M$Mitchy and 053:243,26[I ]| shall be at peace. Go, little heart," 053:243,26[' ]| she continued to$4$ 053:243,27[' ]| the child, 053:243,27[I ]| "but leave$1$ me your book to$9$ look$1$ over again. 053:243,28[I ]| I do not know that$3$ I am quite sure!" 053:243,28[' ]| She sent them off 053:243,29[' ]| together, but had a grave$2$ protest as her friend put out$5$ 053:243,30[' ]| his hand for$4$ the volume. 053:243,30[I ]| "No$7$, $N$Petherton ~ not for$4$ 053:243,31[I ]| books; for$4$ her reading I can not say I do trust$1$ you. But 053:243,32[I ]| for$4$ everything else ~ quite!" 053:243,32[' ]| she declared to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 053:244,01[' ]| with a look$0$ of conscientious courage as their 053:244,02[' ]| companion withdrew. 053:244,02[I ]| "I do believe," 053:244,02[' ]| she pursued in 053:244,03[' ]| the same spirit, 053:244,03[I ]| "in a certain amount of intelligent 053:244,04[I ]| confidence. Really nice men are steadied by$4$ the 053:244,05[I ]| sense of your having had it. But I would not," 053:244,05[' ]| she 053:244,06[' ]| added gaily, 053:244,06[I ]| "trust$1$ him all round$9$!" 054:245,01[' ]| Many things at Mertle were strange for$4$ her interlocutor, 054:245,02[' ]| but nothing perhaps as yet had been so$5#1$ strange 054:245,03[' ]| as the sight of this arrangement for$4$ little $J$Aggie's 054:245,04[' ]| protection; an arrangement made in the interest$0$ of 054:245,05[' ]| her remaining as a young person of her age and her 054:245,06[' ]| \9monde\ ~ so$5#2$ her aunt would have put it ~ should 054:245,07[' ]| remain. The strangest part$0$ of the impression too$5#2$ 054:245,08[' ]| was that$3$ 054:245,08@l | the provision might really have its happy 054:245,09@l | side$0$ and his lordship understand definitely better$9$ 054:245,10@l | than any*one else his noble friend's whole$2$ theory of 054:245,11@l | perils and precautions. The child herself, the spectator 054:245,12@l | of the incident was sure enough, understood 054:245,13@l | nothing; 054:245,13[' ]| but the understandings that$6#1$ surrounded 054:245,14[' ]| her, filling all the air, made it a heavier compound 054:245,15[' ]| to$9$ breathe than any $L$Mr%*Longdon had yet tasted. 054:245,16[' ]| This heaviness had grown for$4$ him through$4$ the long$9$ 054:245,17[' ]| sweet summer day, and there was something in his 054:245,18[' ]| at last$0$ finding himself ensconced with the $I$Duchess 054:245,19[' ]| that$6#1$ made it supremely oppressive. The contact was 054:245,20[' ]| one that$6#1$, none the less, he would not have availed 054:245,21[' ]| himself of a decent pretext to$9$ avoid. With so$5#1$ many 054:245,22[' ]| fine mysteries playing about$4$ him there was relief, at 054:245,23[' ]| the point$0$ he had reached, rather than alarm$0$, in the 054:245,24[' ]| thought$0$ of knowing the worst; which$6#1$ it pressed upon 054:245,25[' ]| him somehow that$3$ 054:245,25@l | the $I$Duchess must not only altogether 054:245,26@l | know but must in any relation quite naturally 054:245,27@l | communicate. 054:245,27[' ]| It fluttered him rather 054:245,27@l | that$3$ a person 054:246,01@l | who$6#1$ had an understanding$0$ with $N$Lord*Petherton 054:246,02@l | should so$5#2$ single him out$5$ as to$9$ wish$1$ for$4$ one also with 054:246,03@l | himself; such a person must either have great 054:246,04@l | variety of mind$0$ or have a wonderful idea of \his\ 054:246,05@l | variety. It was true indeed that$3$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett must 054:246,06@l | have the most extraordinary understanding$0$, and yet 054:246,07@l | with $M$Mr%*Mitchett he now found himself quite 054:246,08@l | pleasantly at his ease$0$. 054:246,08[' ]| Their host, however, was a 054:246,09[' ]| person \7sui*generis\, whom$6#1$ he had accepted, once for$4$ 054:246,10[' ]| all, the inconsequence of liking in conformity with 054:246,11[' ]| the need$0$ he occasionally felt to$9$ put it on$4$ record that$3$ 054:246,12[' ]| he was not narrow-minded. Perhaps at bottom he 054:246,13[' ]| most liked $M$Mitchy because $M$Mitchy most liked 054:246,14[' ]| $A$Nanda; there hung about$4$ him still$5$ moreover the 054:246,15[' ]| faded fragrance of the superstition that$3$ hospitality 054:246,16[' ]| not declined is one of the things that$6#1$ "oblige." It 054:246,17[' ]| obliged the thoughts, for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, as well$9$ as 054:246,18[' ]| the manners, and in the especial form$0$ in which$6#1$ he 054:246,19[' ]| was now committed to$4$ it would have made him, had 054:246,20[' ]| he really thought$1$ any ill, ask himself what$6#1$ the deuce 054:246,21[' ]| then he was doing in the man's house. All of which$6#1$ 054:246,22[' ]| did not prevent some of $M$Mitchy's queer condonations 054:246,23[' ]| ~if condonations in fact they were ~ from not wholly, 054:246,24[' ]| by$4$ themselves, soothing his vague unrest, an unrest 054:246,25[' ]| which$6#1$ never had been so$5#1$ great as at the moment he 054:246,26[' ]| heard the $I$Duchess abruptly say to$4$ him: 054:246,26[I ]| "Do you 054:246,27[I ]| know my idea about$4$ $A$Nanda? It is my particular desire$0$ 054:246,28[I ]| you should ~ the reason$0$, really, why I have thus 054:246,29[I ]| laid violent hands on$4$ you. $A$Nanda, my dear$2#1$ man, 054:246,30[I ]| should marry at the very first moment." 054:246,31[' ]| This was more interesting than he had expected$1$, 054:246,32[' ]| and the effect$0$ produced by$4$ his interlocutress, as well$9$ 054:247,01[' ]| as doubtless not lost on$4$ her, was shown in his suppressed 054:247,02[' ]| start$0$. 054:247,02[L ]| "There has been no$2$ reason$0$ why I 054:247,03[L ]| should attribute to$4$ you any judgement of the matter; 054:247,04[L ]| but I have had one myself, and I do not see why I 054:247,05[L ]| should not say frankly that$3$ it is very much the one 054:247,06[L ]| you express$1$. It would be a very good thing." 054:247,07[I ]| A very good thing, but none of my business?" ~ 054:247,08[' ]| the $I$Duchess's vivacity was not unamiable. 054:247,09[' ]| It was on$4$ this circumstance that$6#1$ her companion for$4$ 054:247,10[' ]| an instant$0$ perhaps meditated. 054:247,10[L ]| "It is probably not in 054:247,11[L ]| my interest$0$ to$9$ say that$6#2$. I should give you too$5#1$ easy 054:247,12[L ]| a retort. It would strike any*one as quite as much 054:247,13[L ]| your business as mine$6$." 054:247,14[I ]| "Well$7$, it ought to$9$ be somebody's, you know. One 054:247,15[I ]| would suppose it to$9$ be her mother's ~ her father's; 054:247,16[I ]| but in this country the parents are even$5$ more emancipated 054:247,17[I ]| than the children. Suppose, really, since it 054:247,18[I ]| appears to$9$ be nobody's affair, that$3$ you and I \do\ make$1$ 054:247,19[I ]| it ours. We need not either of us," 054:247,19[' ]| she continued, 054:247,19[I ]| "be 054:247,20[I ]| concerned for$4$ the other's reasons, though I am perfectly 054:247,21[I ]| ready, I assure you, to$9$ put my cards on$4$ the 054:247,22[I ]| table. You have your feelings ~ we know they are beautiful. 054:247,23[I ]| I, on$4$ my side$0$, have mine$6$ ~ for$4$ which$6#1$ I do not 054:247,24[I ]| pretend anything but that$3$ they are strong. They can 054:247,25[I ]| dispense with being$1$ beautiful when they are so$5#1$ perfectly 054:247,26[I ]| settled$2$. Besides, I may$1$ mention$1$, they are rather 054:247,27[I ]| nice than otherwise. $C$Edward and I have a \9cousinage\, 054:247,28[I ]| though for$4$ all he does to$9$ keep it up ~! If he leaves$1$ 054:247,29[I ]| his children to$9$ play$1$ in the street I take it seriously 054:247,30[I ]| enough to$9$ make$1$ an occasional dash for$4$ them before$3$ 054:247,31[I ]| they are run$1$ over. And I want$1$ for$4$ $A$Nanda simply the 054:247,32[I ]| man she herself wants$1$ ~ it is not as if I wanted for$4$ 054:248,01[I ]| her a dwarf or a hunchback or a \9coureur\ or a drunkard. 054:248,02[I ]| $B$Vanderbank is a man whom$6#1$ any woman, 054:248,03[I ]| do not you think? might be ~ whom$6#1$ more than one 054:248,04[I ]| woman \is\ ~ glad of for$4$ herself: \9beau 9comme 9le 9jour\, 054:248,05[I ]| awfully conceited and awfully patronising, but clever 054:248,06[I ]| and successful and yet liked, and without, so$5#1$ far as 054:248,07[I ]| I know, any of the terrific appendages which$6#1$ in this 054:248,08[I ]| country so$5#1$ often diminish the value$0$ of even$5$ the pleasantest 054:248,09[I ]| people. He has not five horrible unmarried 054:248,10[I ]| sisters for$4$ his wife to$9$ have always on$4$ a visit$0$. The way 054:248,11[I ]| your women do not marry is the ruin$0$ here of society, 054:248,12[I ]| and I have been assured in good quarters ~ though I 054:248,13[I ]| do not know so$5#1$ much about$4$ that$6#2$ ~ the ruin$0$ also of 054:248,14[I ]| conversation and of literature. Is not it precisely just$9$ 054:248,15[I ]| a little to$9$ keep $A$Nanda herself from becoming$1$ that$6#2$ 054:248,16[I ]| kind$0$ of appendage ~ say to$4$ poor $E$Harold, say, one 054:248,17[I ]| of these days, to$4$ her younger brother and sister ~ 054:248,18[I ]| that$3$ friends like$9$ you and me feel the importance of 054:248,19[I ]| bestirring ourselves in time? Of course$8$ she is supposedly 054:248,20[I ]| young, but she is really any age you like$1$: your 054:248,21[I ]| London world so$5#1$ fearfully batters and bruises them." 054:248,22[' ]| She had gone fast and far, but it had given $L$Mr%*Longdon 054:248,23[' ]| time to$9$ feel himself well$9$ afloat. There were 054:248,24[' ]| so$5#1$ many things in it all to$9$ take up that$3$ he laid his 054:248,25[' ]| hand ~ of which$6#1$, he was not unconscious, the feebleness 054:248,26[' ]| exposed him ~ on$4$ the nearest. 054:248,26[L ]| "Why I am sure 054:248,27[L ]| her mother ~ after$4$ twenty years of it ~ is fresh 054:248,28[L ]| enough." 054:248,29[I ]| "Fresh? You find $D$Mrs%*Brook fresh?" 054:248,30[' ]| The $I$Duchess had a manner that$6#1$, in its all-knowingness, 054:248,31[' ]| rather humiliated than encouraged; but he 054:248,32[' ]| was all the more resolute for$4$ being$1$ conscious of his 054:249,01[' ]| own$2$ reserves. 054:249,01[L ]| "It seems to$4$ me it is fresh to$9$ look$1$ about$5$ 054:249,02[L ]| thirty." 054:249,03[I ]| "That$6#2$ indeed would be perfect$2$. But she does not 054:249,04[I ]| ~ she looks$1$ about$5$ three. She simply looks$1$ a baby." 054:249,05[L ]| "Oh $I$Duchess, you are really too$5#1$ particular!" 054:249,05[' ]| he 054:249,06[' ]| retorted, feeling$1$ that$3$ as the trodden worm will$1$ turn$1$, 054:249,07[' ]| anxiety itself may$1$ sometimes tend to$4$ wit$0#1$. 054:249,08[' ]| She met him in her own$2$ way. 054:249,08[I ]| "I know what$6#1$ I 054:249,09[I ]| mean$1$. My niece is a person \I\ call$1$ fresh. It is warranted, 054:249,10[I ]| as they say in the shops. Besides," 054:249,10[' ]| she went 054:249,11[' ]| on$5$, 054:249,11[I ]| "if a married woman has been knocked about$5$ 054:249,12[I ]| that is only a part$0$ of her condition$0$. \9Elle 9l'a 9bien 9voulu\, 054:249,13[I ]| and if you are married you are married; it is the smoke 054:249,14[I ]| ~ or call$1$ it the soot! ~ of the fire$0$. You know, yourself," 054:249,15[' ]| she roundly pursued, 054:249,15[I ]| "that$3$ $A$Nanda's situation 054:249,16[I ]| appals you." 054:249,17[L ]| "Oh ""appals""!" 054:249,17[' ]| he restrictively murmured. 054:249,18[' ]| It even$5$ tried a little his companion's patience. 054:249,19[I ]| "There you are, you English ~ you will$1$ never face$1$ 054:249,20[I ]| your own$2$ music. It is amazing what$6#1$ you would rather do 054:249,21[I ]| with a thing ~ anything not to$9$ shoot at or to$9$ make$1$ 054:249,22[I ]| money with ~ than look$1$ at its meaning$0$. If I wished 054:249,23[I ]| to$9$ save$1$ the girl as \you\ wish$1$ it I should know exactly 054:249,24[I ]| from what$6#1$. But why differ about$4$ reasons," 054:249,24[' ]| she asked, 054:249,25[I ]| "when we are at one about$4$ the fact? I do not mention$1$ 054:249,26[I ]| the greatest of $B$Vanderbank's merits," 054:249,26[' ]| she added ~ 054:249,27[I ]| "his having so$5#1$ delicious a friend. By$4$ whom$6#1$, let me 054:249,28[I ]| hasten to$9$ assure you," 054:249,28[' ]| she laughed, 054:249,28[I ]| "I do not in the 054:249,29[I ]| least mean$1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook! She \is\ delicious if you like$1$, 054:249,30[I ]| but believe me when I tell you, \8caro*mio\ ~ if you need$1$ 054:249,31[I ]| to$9$ be told ~ that$3$ for$4$ effective action on$4$ him you are 054:249,32[I ]| worth twenty of her." 054:250,01[' ]| What$6#1$ was most visible in $L$Mr%*Longdon was that$3$, 054:250,02[' ]| however it came to$4$ him, he had rarely before$5$, all at 054:250,03[' ]| once, had so$5#1$ much given him to$9$ think about$4$. Again 054:250,04[' ]| the only way to$9$ manage was to$9$ take what$6#1$ came uppermost. 054:250,05[L ]| "By$4$ effective action you mean$1$ action on$4$ 054:250,06[L ]| the matter of his proposing for$4$ $A$Nanda?" 054:250,07[' ]| The $I$Duchess's assent was noble. 054:250,07[I ]| "You can make$1$ 054:250,08[I ]| him propose ~ you can make$1$, I mean$1$, a sure thing 054:250,09[I ]| of it. You can \9doter\ the bride." 054:250,09[' ]| Then as with the 054:250,10[' ]| impulse to$9$ meet$1$ benevolently and more than half-way 054:250,11[' ]| her companion's imperfect apprehension: 054:250,11[I ]| "you 054:250,12[I ]| can settle on$4$ her something that$6#1$ will$1$ make$1$ her a 054:250,13[I ]| \9parti\." 054:250,13[' ]| His apprehension was perhaps imperfect, 054:250,14[' ]| but it could still$5$ lead$1$ somehow to$4$ his flushing all over, 054:250,15[' ]| and this demonstration the $I$Duchess as quickly took 054:250,16[' ]| into account$0$. 054:250,16[I ]| "Poor $C$Edward, you know, will$1$ not give 054:250,17[I ]| her a penny." 054:250,18[' ]| Decidedly she went fast, but $L$Mr%*Longdon in a 054:250,19[' ]| moment had caught up. 054:250,19[L ]| "$B$Mr%*Vanderbank ~ your 054:250,20[L ]| idea is ~ would require on$4$ the part$0$ of his wife something 054:250,21[L ]| of that$6#2$ sort?" 054:250,22[I ]| "Pray who$6#2$ would not ~ in the world we all move$1$ 054:250,23[I ]| in ~ require it quite as much? $B$Mr%*Vanderbank, 054:250,24[I ]| I am assured, has no$2$ means$0$ of his own$2$ at all, and if 054:250,25[I ]| he does not believe in impecunious marriages it is not 054:250,26[I ]| I who$6#1$ shall be shocked at him. For$4$ myself I simply 054:250,27[I ]| despise them. He has nothing but a poor official salary. 054:250,28[I ]| If it is enough for$4$ one it would be little for$4$ two, 054:250,29[I ]| and would be still$5$ less for$4$ half a dozen. They are just$9$ 054:250,30[I ]| the people to$9$ have, that$6#2$ blessed pair$0$, a fine old English 054:250,31[I ]| family." 054:250,32[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon was now fairly abreast of it. 054:250,32[L ]| "What$6#1$ 054:251,01[L ]| it comes to$4$ then, the idea you are so$5#1$ good as to$9$ put 054:251,02[L ]| before$4$ me, is to$9$ bribe him to$9$ take her." 054:251,03[' ]| The $I$Duchess remained bland, but she fixed him. 054:251,04[I ]| "You say that$6#2$ as if you were scandalised, but if you 054:251,05[I ]| try $B$Mr%*Van with it I do not think he will$1$ be. And you 054:251,06[I ]| will$1$ not persuade me," 054:251,06[' ]| she went on$5$ finely, 054:251,06[I ]| "that$3$ you 054:251,07[I ]| have not yourself thought$1$ of it." 054:251,07[' ]| She kept her eyes 054:251,08[' ]| on$4$ him, and the effect$0$ of them, soon enough visible 054:251,09[' ]| in his face$0$, was such as presently to$9$ make$1$ her exult 054:251,10[' ]| at her felicity. 054:251,10[I ]| "You are of a limpidity, dear$2#1$ man! 054:251,11[I ]| ~you have only to$9$ be said ""bo!"" to$4$ and you confess. 054:251,12[I ]| Consciously or unconsciously ~ the former, really, 054:251,13[I ]| I am inclined to$9$ think ~ you have wanted him for$4$ 054:251,14[I ]| her." 054:251,14[' ]| She paused an instant$0$ to$9$ enjoy her triumph$0$, 054:251,15[' ]| after$4$ which$6#1$ she continued: 054:251,15[I ]| "And you have wanted her 054:251,16[I ]| for$4$ him. I make$1$ you out$5$, you will$1$ say ~ for$3$ I see you 054:251,17[I ]| coming ~ one of those horrible benevolent busy-bodies 054:251,18[I ]| who$6#1$ are the worst of the class$0$, but you have only 054:251,19[I ]| to$9$ think a little ~ if I may$1$ go so$5#1$ far ~ to$9$ see that$3$ no$2$ 054:251,20[I ]| ""making"" at all is required. You have only one link 054:251,21[I ]| with the $C1$Brooks, but that$6#2$ link is golden. How can we, 054:251,22[I ]| all of us, by$4$ this time, not have grasped and admired 054:251,23[I ]| the beauty of your feeling$0$ for$4$ $ZI$Lady*Julia? There it is 054:251,24[I ]| ~I make$1$ you wince: to$9$ speak of it is to$9$ profane it. 054:251,25[I ]| Let us by$4$ all means$0$ not speak of it then, but let us 054:251,26[I ]| act$1$ on$4$ it." 054:251,26[' ]| He had at last$0$ turned his face$0$ from her, 054:251,27[' ]| and it now took in, from the vantage of his high position, 054:251,28[' ]| only the loveliness of the place$0$ and the hour, 054:251,29[' ]| which$6#1$ included a glimpse of $N$Lord*Petherton and little 054:251,30[' ]| $J$Aggie, who$6#1$, down$5$ in the garden, slowly strolled in 054:251,31[' ]| familiar union. 054:251,31@l | Each had a hand in the other's, 054:251,32@l | swinging easily as they went; their talk$0$ was evidently 054:252,01@l | of flowers and fruits and birds; it was quite like$9$ 054:252,02@l | father and daughter. One could see half a mile off in 054:252,03@l | short that$3$ \they\ were not flirting. 054:252,03[' ]| Our friend's bewildermement 054:252,04[' ]| came in odd cold$2$ gusts: these were unreasoned 054:252,05[' ]| and capricious; one of them, at all events, during his 054:252,06[' ]| companion's pause$0$, must have roared in his ears. 054:252,07[' ]| Was it not therefore through$4$ some continuance of the 054:252,08[' ]| sound$0$ that$3$ he heard her go on$5$ speaking? 054:252,08[I ]| "Of course$8$ 054:252,09[I ]| you know the poor child's own$2$ condition$0$." 054:252,10[' ]| It took him a good while$0$ to$9$ answer$1$. 054:252,10[L ]| "Do \you\ know 054:252,11[L ]| it?" 054:252,11[' ]| he asked with his eyes still$5$ away. 054:252,12[I ]| "If your question is ironical," 054:252,12[' ]| she laughed, 054:252,12[I ]| "your 054:252,13[I ]| irony is perfectly wasted. I should be ashamed of 054:252,14[I ]| myself if, with my relationship and my interest$0$, I 054:252,15[I ]| had not made sure. $A$Nanda is fairly sick ~ as sick 054:252,16[I ]| as a little cat ~ with her passion." 054:252,16[' ]| It was with an 054:252,17[' ]| intensity of silence$0$ that$3$ he appeared to$9$ accept this; 054:252,18[' ]| he was even$5$ so$5#1$ dumb for$4$ a minute$0$ that$3$ the oddity of 054:252,19[' ]| the image could draw from him no$2$ natural$2$ sound$0$. 054:252,20[' ]| The $I$Duchess once more, accordingly, recognised an 054:252,21[' ]| occasion$0$. 054:252,21[I ]| "It has doubtless already occurred to$4$ you 054:252,22[I ]| that$3$, since your sentiment for$4$ the living$0#1$ is the charming 054:252,23[I ]| fruit of your sentiment for$4$ the dead, there would 054:252,24[I ]| be a sacrifice$0$ to$4$ $ZI$Lady*Julia's memory more exquisite 054:252,25[I ]| than any other." 054:252,26[' ]| At this finally $L$Mr%*Longdon turned. 054:252,26[L ]| "The effort ~ 054:252,27[L ]| on$4$ the lines you speak of ~ for$4$ $A$Nanda's happiness?" 054:252,28[' ]| She fairly glowed with hope$0$. 054:252,28[I ]| "And by$4$ the same 054:252,29[I ]| token such a piece of poetic justice! Quite the loveliest 054:252,30[I ]| it would be, I think, one had ever heard of." 054:252,31[' ]| So$3$, for$4$ some time more, they sat confronted. 054:252,31[L ]| "I 054:252,32[L ]| do not quite see your difficulty," 054:252,32[' ]| he said at last$0$. 054:252,32[L ]| "I 054:253,01[L ]| do happen to$9$ know, I confess, that$3$ $A$Nanda herself 054:253,02[L ]| extremely desires the execution of your project." 054:253,03[' ]| His friend's smile$0$ betrayed no$2$ surprise$0$ at this effect$0$ 054:253,04[' ]| of her eloquence. 054:253,04[I ]| "You are bad at dodging. $A$Nanda's 054:253,05[I ]| desire$0$ is inevitably to$9$ stop$1$ off for$4$ herself every question$0$ 054:253,06[I ]| of any*one but $B$Vanderbank. If she wants$1$ me to$9$ 054:253,07[I ]| succeed in arranging with $M$Mr%*Mitchett can you ask 054:253,08[I ]| for$4$ a plainer sign of her private$2$ predicament? But 054:253,09[I ]| you have signs enough, I see" 054:253,09[' ]| ~ she caught herself 054:253,10[' ]| up: 054:253,10[I ]| "we may$1$ take them all for$4$ granted. I have known 054:253,11[I ]| perfectly from the first that$3$ the only difficulty would 054:253,12[I ]| come from her mother ~ but also that$3$ that$6#2$ would be 054:253,13[I ]| stiff." 054:253,14[' ]| The movement with which$6#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon removed 054:253,15[' ]| his glasses might have denoted a certain fear$0$ to$9$ participate 054:253,16[' ]| in too$5#1$ much of what$6#1$ the $I$Duchess had known. 054:253,17[L ]| "I have not been ignorant that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham 054:253,18[L ]| favours $M$Mr%*Mitchett." 054:253,19[' ]| But he was not to$9$ be let off with that$6#2$. 054:253,19[I ]| "Then 054:253,20[I ]| you have not been blind$2$, I suppose, to$4$ her reason$0$ for$4$ 054:253,21[I ]| doing so$5#2$." 054:253,21[' ]| He might not have been blind$2$, but his 054:253,22[' ]| vision, at this, scarce showed sharpness, and it determined$1$ 054:253,23[' ]| in his interlocutress the shortest of short cuts. 054:253,24[I ]| "She favours $M$Mr%*Mitchett because she wants$1$ ""old 054:253,25[I ]| $B$Van"" herself." 054:253,26[' ]| He was evidently conscious of looking at her hard. 054:253,27[L ]| "In what$6#2$ sense ~ herself?" 054:253,28[I ]| "Ah you must supply$1$ the sense; I can give you only 054:253,29[I ]| the fact ~ and it is the fact that$6#1$ concerns$1$ us. \9Voyons\," 054:253,30[' ]| she almost impatiently broke out$5$; 054:253,30[I ]| "do not try to$9$ create 054:253,31[I ]| unnecessary obscurities by$4$ being$1$ unnecessarily 054:253,32[I ]| modest. Besides, I am not touching your modesty. 054:254,01[I ]| Supply$1$ any sense whatever that$6#1$ may$1$ miraculously 054:254,02[I ]| satisfy your fond English imagination: I do not insist 054:254,03[I ]| in the least on$4$ a bad one. She does want$1$ him herself 054:254,04[I ]| ~ that is all I say. ""\9Pourquoi 9faire\?"" you ask ~ or 054:254,05[I ]| rather, being$1$ too$5#1$ shy, do not ask, but would like$1$ to$9$ 054:254,06[I ]| if you dared or did not fear$1$ I would be shocked. I \can not\ 054:254,07[I ]| be shocked, but frankly I can not tell you either. The 054:254,08[I ]| situation belongs, I think, to$4$ an order$0$ I do not understand. 054:254,09[I ]| I understand either one thing or the other ~ I 054:254,10[I ]| understand taking a man up or letting him alone. But 054:254,11[I ]| I do not really get at $D$Mrs%*Brook. You must judge$1$ at 054:254,12[I ]| any rate$0$ for$4$ yourself. $B$Vanderbank could of course$8$ 054:254,13[I ]| tell you if he would ~ but it would not be right$2#1$ that$3$ 054:254,14[I ]| he should. So$3$ the one thing we have to$9$ do with is that$3$ 054:254,15[I ]| she is in fact against us. I can only work$1$ $M$Mitchy 054:254,16[I ]| through$4$ $N$Petherton, but $D$Mrs%*Brook can work$1$ him 054:254,17[I ]| straight. On$4$ the other hand that is the way you, my 054:254,18[I ]| dear$2#1$ man, can work$1$ $B$Vanderbank." 054:254,19[' ]| One thing evidently beyond$4$ the rest$0#1$, as a result$0$ of 054:254,20[' ]| this vivid demonstration, disengaged itself to$4$ our old 054:254,21[' ]| friend's undismayed sense, but his consternation 054:254,22[' ]| needed a minute$0$ or two to$9$ produce it. 054:254,22[L ]| "I can absolutely 054:254,23[L ]| assure you that$3$ $B$Mr%*Vanderbank entertains 054:254,24[L ]| no$2$ sentiment for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham ~!" 054:254,25[I ]| "That$6#1$ he may$1$ not keep under by$4$ just$9$ setting his 054:254,26[I ]| teeth and holding on$5$? I never dreamed he does, and 054:254,27[I ]| have nothing so$5#1$ alarming in store for$4$ you ~ \9rassurez-vous\ 054:254,28[I ]| \9bien\! ~ as to$9$ propose that$3$ he shall be invited 054:254,29[I ]| to$9$ sink a feeling$0$ for$4$ the mother in order$8$ to$9$ take 054:254,30[I ]| one up for$4$ the child. Do not, please, flutter out$8$ of the 054:254,31[I ]| whole$2$ question$0$ by$4$ a premature scare. I never supposed 054:254,32[I ]| it is he who$6#1$ wants$1$ to$9$ keep \her\. He is not in love$0$ 054:255,01[I ]| with her ~ be comforted! But she is amusing ~ highly 054:255,02[I ]| amusing. I do her perfect$2$ justice. As your women go 054:255,03[I ]| she is rare. If she were French she would be a \9femme*d'esprit\. 054:255,04[I ]| She has invented a \9nuance\ of her own$2$ and she has done 054:255,05[I ]| it all by$4$ herself, for$3$ $C$Edward figures$1$ in her drawing-room 054:255,06[I ]| only as one of those queer extinguishers of fire$0$ 054:255,07[I ]| in the corridors of hotels. He is just$9$ a bucket on$4$ a 054:255,08[I ]| peg. The men, the young and the clever ones, find 054:255,09[I ]| it a house ~ and heaven knows they are right$2#1$ ~ with 054:255,10[I ]| intellectual elbow-room, with freedom of talk$0$. Most 054:255,11[I ]| English talk$0$ is a quadrille in a sentry-box. You will$1$ 054:255,12[I ]| tell me we go further in Italy, and I will$1$ not deny it, 054:255,13[I ]| but in Italy we have the common$2$ sense not to$9$ have 054:255,14[I ]| little girls in the room. The young men hang about$4$ 054:255,15[I ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, and the clever ones ply her with the uproarious 054:255,16[I ]| appreciation that$6#1$ keeps her up to$4$ the mark$0$. 054:255,17[I ]| She is in a prodigious fix ~ she must sacrifice$1$ either 054:255,18[I ]| her daughter or what$6#1$ she once called to$4$ me her intellectual 054:255,19[I ]| habits. $B$Mr%*Vanderbank, you have seen for$4$ 054:255,20[I ]| yourself, is of these one of the most cherished, the 054:255,21[I ]| most confirmed. Three months ago ~ it could not 054:255,22[I ]| be any longer kept off ~ $A$Nanda began definitely to$9$ 054:255,23[I ]| ""sit"", to$9$ be there and look$1$, by$4$ the tea-table, modestly 054:255,24[I ]| and conveniently abstracted." 054:255,25[L ]| "I beg your pardon$0$ ~ I do not think she looks$1$ \that$6#2$\, 054:255,26[L ]| $I$Duchess," 054:255,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon lucidly broke in. How much 054:255,27[' ]| she had carried him with her in spite$8$ of himself was 054:255,28[' ]| betrayed by$4$ the very terms of his dissent. 054:255,28[L ]| "I do not 054:255,29[L ]| think it would strike any one that$3$ she looks$1$ ""convenient.""" 054:255,30[L ]| 054:255,31[' ]| His companion, laughing, gave a shrug. 054:252,31[I ]| "Try her 054:255,32[I ]| and perhaps you will$1$ find her so$5#2$!" 054:255,32[' ]| But his objection 054:256,01[' ]| had none the less pulled her up a little. 054:256,01[I ]| "I do not say 054:256,02[I ]| she is a hypocrite, for$3$ it would certainly be less decent 054:256,03[I ]| for$4$ her to$9$ giggle and wink. It is $D$Mrs%*Brook's theory 054:256,04[I ]| moreover, is not it? that$3$ she has, from five to$4$ seven 054:256,05[I ]| at least, lowered the pitch. Does not she pretend that$3$ 054:256,06[I ]| she bears in mind$0$ every moment the tiresome difference 054:256,07[I ]| made by$4$ the presence of sweet virginal eighteen?" 054:256,08[I ]| 054:256,09[L ]| "I have not, I am afraid, a notion of what$6#1$ she pretends!" 054:256,10[L ]| 054:256,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had spoken with a curtness to$4$ which$6#1$ 054:256,12[' ]| his friend's particular manner of overlooking it only 054:256,13[' ]| added significance. 054:256,13[I ]| "They have become," 054:256,13[' ]| she pursued, 054:256,14[I ]| "superficial or insincere or frivolous, but at least 054:256,15[I ]| they have become, with the way the drag is put on$5$, 054:256,16[I ]| quite as dull as other people." 054:256,17[' ]| He showed no$2$ sign of taking this up; instead of it 054:256,18[' ]| he said abruptly: 054:256,18[L ]| "But if it is not $M$Mr%*Mitchett's 054:256,19[L ]| own$2$ idea?" 054:256,20[' ]| His fellow visitor barely hesitated. 054:256,20[I ]| "It would be 054:256,21[I ]| his own$2$ if he were free ~ and it would be $N$Lord*Petherton's 054:256,22[I ]| \for$4$\ him. I mean$1$ by$4$ his being$1$ free $A$Nanda's 054:256,23[I ]| becoming$1$ definitely lost to$4$ him. Then it would be 054:256,24[I ]| impossible for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook to$9$ continue to$9$ persuade 054:256,25[I ]| him, as she does now, that$3$ by$4$ a waiting game he will$1$ 054:256,26[I ]| come to$4$ his chance$0$. His chance$0$ will$1$ cease to$9$ exist, 054:256,27[I ]| and he wants$1$ so$5#1$, poor darling, to$9$ marry. You have 054:256,28[I ]| really now seen my niece," 054:256,28[' ]| she went on$5$. 054:256,28[I ]| "That is 054:256,29[I ]| another reason$0$ why I hold$1$ you can help$1$ me." 054:256,30[L ]| "Yes ~ I have seen her." 054:256,31[I ]| "Well$7$, there she is." 054:256,31[' ]| It was as if in the pause$0$ that$6#1$ 054:256,32[' ]| followed this they sat looking at little absent $J$Aggie 054:257,01[' ]| with a wonder$0$ that$6#1$ was almost equal$2$. 054:257,01[I ]| "The good 054:257,02[I ]| God has given her to$4$ me," 054:257,02[' ]| the $I$Duchess said at 054:257,03[' ]| last$0$. 054:257,04[L ]| "It seems to$4$ me then that$3$ she herself is, in her 054:257,05[L ]| remarkable loveliness, really your help$0$." 054:257,06[I ]| "She will$1$ be doubly so$5#2$ if you give me proofs that$3$ you 054:257,07[I ]| believe in her." 054:257,07[' ]| And the $I$Duchess, appearing to$9$ consider 054:257,08[' ]| that$3$ with this she had made herself clear$2$ and 054:257,09[' ]| her interlocutor plastic, rose$1$ in confident majesty. 054:257,10[I ]| "I leave$1$ it to$4$ you." 054:257,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon did the same, but with more consideration 054:257,12[' ]| now. 054:257,12[L ]| "Is it your expectation that$3$ I shall speak 054:257,13[L ]| to$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchett?" 054:257,14[I ]| "Do not flatter yourself he will$1$ not speak to$4$ \you\!" 054:257,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon made it out$5$. 054:257,15[L ]| "As supposing me, you 054:257,16[L ]| mean$1$, an interested party?" 054:257,17[' ]| She clapped her gloved hands for$4$ joy. 054:257,17[I ]| "It is a delight$0$ 054:257,18[I ]| to$9$ hear you practically admit that$3$ you \are\ one! 054:257,19[I ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett will$1$ take anything from you ~ above$4$ 054:257,20[I ]| all perfect$2$ candour. It is not every day one meets \your\ 054:257,21[I ]| kind$0$, and he is a connoisseur. I leave$1$ it to$4$ you ~ I 054:257,22[I ]| leave$1$ it to$4$ you." 054:257,23[' ]| She spoke as if it were something she had thrust 054:257,24[' ]| bodily into his hands and wished to$9$ hurry$1$ away from. 054:257,25[' ]| He put his hands behind him ~ straightening himself 054:257,26[' ]| a little, half-kindled, still$5$ half-confused. 054:257,26[L ]| "You are 054:257,27[L ]| all extraordinary people!" 054:257,28[' ]| She gave a toss of her head$0$ that$6#1$ showed her as not 054:257,29[' ]| so$5#1$ dazzled. 054:257,29[I ]| "You are the best of us, \8caro*mio\ ~ you 054:257,30[I ]| and $J$Aggie: for$3$ $J$Aggie is as good as you. $M$Mitchy is 054:257,31[I ]| good too$5#2$, however ~ $M$Mitchy is beautiful. You see it is 054:257,32[I ]| not only his money. He is a gentleman. So$5#2$ are you. 054:258,01[I ]| There are not so$5#1$ many. But we must move$1$ fast," 054:258,01[' ]| she 054:258,02[' ]| added more sharply. 054:258,03[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ fast?" 054:258,04[I ]| "What$6#2$ should I mean$1$ but what$6#1$ I say? If $A$Nanda 054:258,05[I ]| does not get a husband early in the business ~" 054:258,06[L ]| "Well$7$?" 054:258,06[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, as she appeared to$9$ 054:258,07[' ]| pause$1$ with the weight of her idea. 054:258,08[I ]| "Why she will$1$ not get one late ~ she will$1$ not get one 054:258,09[I ]| at all. One, I mean$1$, of the kind$0$ she will$1$ take. She will$1$ 054:258,10[I ]| have been in it over-long for$4$ \their\ taste." 054:258,11[' ]| She had moved, looking off and about$4$ her ~ little 054:258,12[' ]| $J$Aggie always on$4$ her mind$0$ ~ to$4$ the flight of steps, 054:258,13[' ]| where she again hung fire$0$; and had really ended by$4$ 054:258,14[' ]| producing in him the manner of keeping$1$ up with her 054:258,15[' ]| to$9$ challenge her. 054:258,15[L ]| "Been in what$6#2$?" 054:258,16[' ]| She went down$4$ a few steps while$9$ he stood with his 054:258,17[' ]| face$0$ full of perceptions strained and scattered. 054:258,17[I ]| "Why 054:258,18[I ]| in the air they themselves have infected for$4$ her!" 055:259,01[' ]| Late that$6#2$ night, in the smoking-room, when the 055:259,02[' ]| smokers ~ talkers and listeners alike ~ were about$5$ 055:259,03[' ]| to$9$ disperse, $L$Mr%*Longdon asked $B$Vanderbank to$9$ stay$1$, 055:259,04[' ]| and then it was that$3$ the young man, to$4$ whom$6#1$ all the 055:259,05[' ]| evening he had not addressed a word, could make$1$ 055:259,06[' ]| out$5$ why, a little unnaturally, he had prolonged his 055:259,07[' ]| vigil. 055:259,07[L ]| "I have something particular to$9$ say to$4$ you and 055:259,08[L ]| I have been waiting. I hope$1$ you do not mind$1$. It is rather 055:259,09[L ]| important." 055:259,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank expressed on$4$ the spot the 055:259,10[' ]| liveliest desire$0$ to$9$ oblige him and, quickly lighting another 055:259,11[' ]| cigarette, mounted again to$4$ the deep divan with 055:259,12[' ]| which$6#1$ a part$0$ of the place$0$ was furnished. The smoking-room 055:259,13[' ]| at Mertle was not unworthy of the general$2$ 055:259,14[' ]| nobleness, and the fastidious spectator had clearly 055:259,15[' ]| been reckoned on$5$ in the great leather-covered lounge 055:259,16[' ]| that$6#1$, raised by$4$ a step$0$ or two above$4$ the floor, applied 055:259,17[' ]| its back$0$ to$4$ two quarters of the wall and enjoyed most 055:259,18[' ]| immediately a view$0$ of the billiard-table. $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:259,19[' ]| continued for$4$ a minute$0$ to$9$ roam with the air of 055:259,20[' ]| dissimulated absence that$6#1$, during the previous hour 055:259,21[' ]| and among the other men, his companion's eye had 055:259,22[' ]| not lost; he pushed a ball$0#1$ or two about$5$, examined the 055:259,23[' ]| form$0$ of an ash-stand, swung his glasses almost with 055:259,24[' ]| violence and declined either to$9$ smoke or to$9$ sit down$5$. 055:259,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, perched aloft on$4$ the bench and awaiting 055:259,26[' ]| developments, had a little the look$0$ of some prepossessing 055:259,27[' ]| criminal who$6#1$, in court$0$, should have changed 055:260,01[' ]| places$0$ with the judge$0$. He was unlike many a man 055:260,02[' ]| of marked good looks$0$ in that$3$ the effect$0$ of evening 055:260,03[' ]| dress$0$ was not, with a perversity often observed in such 055:260,04[' ]| cases, to$9$ over-emphasise his fineness. His type was 055:260,05[' ]| rather chastened than heightened, and he sat there 055:260,06[' ]| moreover with a primary discretion quite in the note$0$ 055:260,07[' ]| of the deference that$6#1$ from the first, with his friend 055:260,08[' ]| of the elder fashion$0$, he had taken as imposed. He 055:260,09[' ]| had a strong sense for$4$ shades of respect$0$ and was now 055:260,10[' ]| careful to$9$ loll scarcely more than with an official 055:260,11[' ]| superior$0$. 055:260,11[L ]| "If you ask me," 055:260,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon presently 055:260,12[' ]| continued, 055:260,12[L ]| "why at this hour of the night ~ after$4$ a 055:260,13[L ]| day at best too$5#1$ heterogeneous ~ I do not keep over till 055:260,14[L ]| to-morrow whatever I may$1$ have to$9$ say, I can only tell 055:260,15[L ]| you that$3$ I appeal to$4$ you now because I have something 055:260,16[L ]| on$4$ my mind$0$ that$6#1$ I shall sleep$1$ the better$9$ for$4$ being$1$ 055:260,17[L ]| rid of." 055:260,18[' ]| There was space to$9$ circulate in front$0$ of the \9hautpas\, 055:260,19[' ]| where he had still$5$ paced and still$5$ swung his 055:260,20[' ]| glasses; but with these words he had paused, leaning 055:260,21[' ]| against the billiard-table, to$9$ meet$1$ the interested 055:260,22[' ]| urbanity of the answer$0$ they produced. 055:260,22[B ]| "Are you 055:260,23[B ]| very sure that$3$ having got rid of it you \will$1$\ sleep$1$? Is 055:260,24[B ]| it a pure confidence," 055:260,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said, 055:260,24[B ]| "that$6#1$ you do 055:260,25[B ]| me the honour$0$ to$9$ make$1$ me? Is it something terrific 055:260,26[B ]| that$6#1$ requires a reply$0$, so$3$ that$3$ I shall have to$9$ take account$0$ 055:260,27[B ]| on$4$ my side$0$ of the rest$0#1$ I may$1$ deprive you of?" 055:260,28[L ]| "Do not take account$0$ of anything ~ I am myself 055:260,29[L ]| a man who$6#1$ always takes too$5#1$ much. It is not a matter 055:260,30[L ]| about$4$ which$6#1$ I press$1$ you for$4$ an immediate answer$0$. 055:260,31[L ]| You can give me no$2$ answer$0$ probably without a good 055:260,32[L ]| deal$0#2$ of thought$0$. \I have\ thought$1$ a good deal$0#2$ ~ otherwise 055:261,01[L ]| I would not speak. I only want$1$ to$9$ put something 055:261,02[L ]| before$4$ you and leave$1$ it there." 055:261,03[B ]| "I never see you," 055:261,03[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 055:261,03[B ]| "that$3$ you 055:261,04[B ]| do not put something before$4$ me." 055:261,05[L ]| "That$6#2$ sounds$1$," 055:261,05[' ]| his friend returned, 055:261,05[L ]| "as if I rather 055:261,06[L ]| overloaded ~ what$6#2$ is the sort of thing you fellows 055:261,07[L ]| nowadays say? ~ your intellectual board. If there is 055:261,08[L ]| a congestion of dishes sweep everything without 055:261,09[L ]| scruple$0$ away. I have never put before$4$ you anything 055:261,10[L ]| like$9$ this." 055:261,11[' ]| He spoke with a weight that$6#1$ in the great space, 055:261,12[' ]| where it resounded a little, made an impression ~ an 055:261,13[' ]| impression marked by$4$ the momentary pause$0$ that$6#1$ 055:261,14[' ]| fell between them. He partly broke the silence$0$ first 055:261,15[' ]| by$4$ beginning$1$ to$9$ walk$1$ again, and then $B$Vanderbank 055:261,16[' ]| broke it as through$4$ the apprehension of their becoming$1$ 055:261,17[' ]| perhaps too$5#1$ solemn. 055:261,17[B ]| "Well$7$, you immensely interest$1$ 055:261,18[B ]| me and you really could not have chosen a better$9$ 055:261,19[B ]| time. A secret$0$ ~ for$3$ we shall make$1$ it that$6#2$ of course$8$, 055:261,20[B ]| shall not we? ~ at this witching hour, in this great old 055:261,21[B ]| house, is all my visit$0$ here will$1$ have required to$9$ make$1$ 055:261,22[B ]| the whole$2$ thing a rare remembrance. So$3$ I assure 055:261,23[B ]| you the more you put before$4$ me the better$9$." 055:261,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon took up another ash-tray, but with 055:261,25[' ]| the air of doing so$5#2$ as a direct$2$ consequence of $B$Vanderbank's 055:261,26[' ]| tone. After$3$ he had laid it down$5$ he put on$5$ his 055:261,27[' ]| glasses; then fixing his companion he brought out$5$: 055:261,28[L ]| "Have you no$2$ idea at all ~?" 055:261,29[B ]| "Of what$6#2$ you have in your head$0$? Dear$2#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 055:261,30[B ]| how \should\ I have?" 055:261,31[L ]| "Well$7$, I am wondering if I should not perhaps have 055:261,32[L ]| a little in your place$0$. There is nothing that$6#1$ in the 055:262,01[L ]| circumstances occurs to$4$ you as likely I should want$1$ 055:262,02[L ]| to$9$ say?" 055:262,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank gave a laugh$0$ that$6#1$ might have struck 055:262,04[' ]| an auditor as a trifle$5$ uneasy. 055:262,04[B ]| "When you speak of 055:262,05[B ]| ""the circumstances"" you do a thing that$6#1$ ~ unless 055:262,06[B ]| you mean$1$ the simple$2$ thrilling ones of this particular 055:262,07[B ]| moment ~ always of course$8$ opens the door of the 055:262,08[B ]| lurid for$4$ a man of any imagination. To$4$ such a man 055:262,09[B ]| you have only to$9$ give a nudge for$4$ his conscience to$9$ 055:262,10[B ]| jump. That is at any rate$0$ the case with mine$6$. It is 055:262,11[B ]| never quite on$4$ its feet ~ so$3$ it is now already on$4$ its 055:262,12[B ]| back$0$." 055:262,12[' ]| He stopped a little ~ his smile$0$ was even$5$ 055:262,13[' ]| strained. 055:262,13[B ]| "Is what$6#1$ you want$1$ to$9$ put before$4$ me something 055:262,14[B ]| awful I have done?" 055:262,15[L ]| "Excuse$1$ me if I press$1$ this point$0$." 055:262,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:262,16[' ]| spoke kindly, but if his friend's anxiety grew his own$2$ 055:262,17[' ]| thereby diminished. 055:262,17[L ]| "Can you think of nothing at 055:262,18[L ]| all?" 055:262,19[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ that$6#1$ I have done?" 055:262,20[L ]| "No$7$, but that$6#1$ ~ whether you have done it or not ~ 055:262,21[L ]| I may$1$ have become aware of." 055:262,22[' ]| There could have been no$2$ better$9$ proof than $B$Vanderbank's 055:262,23[' ]| expression, on$4$ this, of his having mastered 055:262,24[' ]| the secret$0$ of humouring without appearing to$9$ patronise. 055:262,25[B ]| "I think you ought to$9$ give me a little more of 055:262,26[B ]| a clue." 055:262,27[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon took off his glasses. 055:262,27[L ]| "Well$7$ ~ the 055:262,28[L ]| clue is $A$Nanda*Brookenham." 055:262,29[B ]| "Oh I see." 055:262,29[' ]| His friend had responded quickly, 055:262,30[' ]| but for$4$ a minute$0$ said nothing more, and the great 055:262,31[' ]| marble clock that$6#1$ gave the place$0$ the air of a club 055:262,32[' ]| ticked louder in the stillness. $L$Mr%*Longdon waited 055:263,01[' ]| with a benevolent want$0$ of mercy, yet with a look$0$ in 055:263,02[' ]| his face$0$ that$6#1$ spoke of what$6#1$ depended for$4$ him ~ 055:263,03[' ]| though indeed very far within ~ on$4$ the upshot of his 055:263,04[' ]| patience. The hush between them, for$4$ that$6#2$ matter, 055:263,05[' ]| became a conscious public$2$ measure$0$ of the young 055:263,06[' ]| man's honesty. He evidently at last$0$ felt it as such, 055:263,07[' ]| and there would have been for$4$ an observer of his 055:263,08[' ]| handsome controlled face$0$ a study$0$ of some sharp 055:263,09[' ]| things. 055:263,09[B ]| "I judge$1$ that$3$ you ask me for$4$ such an utterance," 055:263,10[' ]| he finally said, 055:263,10[B ]| "as very few persons at any 055:263,11[B ]| time have the right$0$ to$9$ expect of a man. Think of the 055:263,12[B ]| people ~ and very decent ones ~ to$4$ whom$6#1$ on$4$ so$5#1$ 055:263,13[B ]| many a question$0$ one must only reply$1$ that$3$ it is none 055:263,14[B ]| of their business." 055:263,15[L ]| "I see you know what$6#1$ I mean$1$," 055:263,15[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 055:263,16[' ]| 055:263,17[B ]| "Then you know also the distinguished exception 055:263,18[B ]| I make$1$ of you. There is not another man with whom$6#1$ 055:263,19[B ]| I would talk$1$ of it." 055:263,20[L ]| "And even$5$ to$4$ me you do not! But I am none the less 055:263,21[L ]| obliged to$4$ you," 055:263,21[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon added. 055:263,22[B ]| "It is not only the gravity," 055:263,22[' ]| his companion went 055:263,23[' ]| on$5$; 055:263,24[B ]| "it is the ridicule$0#1$ that$6#1$ inevitably attaches ~!" 055:263,24[' ]| The manner in which$6#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon indicated the 055:263,25[' ]| empty$2$ room was in itself an interruption. 055:263,25[L ]| "Do not I 055:263,26[L ]| sufficiently spare$1$ you?" 055:263,27[B ]| "Thank you, thank you," 055:263,27[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 055:263,28[L ]| "Besides, it is not for$4$ nothing," 055:263,29[B ]| "Of course$8$ not!" 055:263,29[' ]| the young man returned, though 055:263,30[' ]| with a look$0$ of noting the next moment a certain awkwardness 055:263,31[' ]| in his concurrence. 055:263,31[B ]| "But do not spare$1$ me 055:263,32[B ]| now." 055:264,01[L ]| "I do not mean$1$ to$9$." 055:264,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had his back$0$ to$4$ 055:264,02[' ]| the table again, on$4$ which$6#1$ he rested with each hand 055:264,03[' ]| on$4$ the rim. 055:264,03[L ]| "I do not mean$1$ to$9$," 055:264,03[' ]| he repeated. 055:264,04[' ]| His victim gave a laugh$0$ that$6#1$ betrayed at least the 055:264,05[' ]| drop$0$ of a tension. 055:264,05[B ]| "Yet I do not quite see what$6#1$ you 055:264,06[B ]| can do to$4$ me." 055:264,07[L ]| "It is just$9$ what$6#1$ for$4$ some time past$9$ I have been trying$1$ 055:264,08[L ]| to$9$ think." 055:264,09[B ]| "And at last$0$ you have discovered?" 055:264,10[L ]| "Well$7$ ~ it has finally glimmered out$5$ a little in 055:264,11[L ]| this extraordinary place$0$." 055:264,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank frankly wondered. 055:264,12[B ]| "In consequence 055:264,13[B ]| of anything particular that$6#1$ has happened?" 055:264,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had a pause$0$. 055:264,14[L ]| "For$4$ an old idiot who$6#1$ 055:264,15[L ]| notices as much as I something particular is always 055:264,16[L ]| happening. If you are a man of imagination ~" 055:264,17[B ]| "Oh," 055:264,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank broke in, 055:264,17[B ]| "I know how much 055:264,18[B ]| more in that$6#2$ case you are one! It only makes me regret$1$," 055:264,19[' ]| he continued, 055:264,19[B ]| "that$3$ I have not attended more 055:264,20[B ]| since yesterday to$4$ what$6#1$ you have been about$4$." 055:264,21[L ]| "I have been about$4$ nothing but what$6#1$ among you 055:264,22[L ]| people I am always about$4$. I have been seeing, feeling$1$, 055:264,23[L ]| thinking. That$6#2$ makes no$2$ show$0$, of course$8$ I am aware, 055:264,24[L ]| for$4$ any*one but myself, and it is wholly my own$2$ affair. 055:264,25[L ]| Except indeed," 055:264,25[' ]| he added, 055:264,25[L ]| "so$5#1$ far as I have taken into 055:264,26[L ]| my head$0$ to$9$ make$1$, on$4$ it all, this special appeal. There 055:264,27[L ]| are things that$6#1$ have come home to$4$ me." 055:264,28[B ]| "Oh I see, I see." 055:264,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank showed the friendliest 055:264,29[' ]| alertness. 055:264,29[B ]| "I am to$9$ take it from you then, with 055:264,30[B ]| all the avidity of my vanity, that$3$ I strike you as the 055:264,31[B ]| person best able to$9$ understand what$6#1$ they are." 055:264,32[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon appeared to$9$ wonder$1$ an instant$0$ if his 055:265,01[' ]| intelligence now had not almost too$5#1$ much of a glitter: 055:265,02[' ]| he kept the same position, his back$0$ against the table, 055:265,03[' ]| and while$9$ $B$Vanderbank, on$4$ the settee, pressed upright 055:265,04[' ]| against the wall, they recognised in silence$0$ that$3$ they 055:265,05[' ]| were trying$1$ each other. 055:265,05[L ]| "You are much the best 055:265,06[L ]| of them. I have my ideas about$4$ you. You have great 055:265,07[L ]| gifts." 055:265,08[B ]| "Well$7$ then, we are worthy of each other. When 055:265,09[B ]| Greek meets Greek ~!" 055:265,09[' ]| and the young man laughed 055:265,10[' ]| while$9$, a little with the air of bracing himself, he folded 055:265,11[' ]| his arms. 055:265,11[B ]| "Here we are." 055:265,12[' ]| His companion looked at him a moment longer, 055:265,13[' ]| then, turning$1$ away, went slowly round$4$ the table. On$4$ 055:265,14[' ]| the further side$0$ of it he stopped again and, after$4$ a 055:265,15[' ]| minute$0$, with a nervous movement, set$1$ a ball$0#1$ or two 055:265,16[' ]| in motion. 055:265,16[L ]| "It is beautiful ~ but it is terrible!" 055:265,16[' ]| he 055:265,17[' ]| finally murmured. He had not his eyes on$4$ $B$Vanderbank, 055:265,18[' ]| who$6#1$ for$4$ a minute$0$ said nothing, and he presently 055:265,19[' ]| went on$5$: 055:265,19[L ]| "To$9$ see it and not to$9$ want$1$ to$9$ try to$9$ help$1$ ~ 055:265,20[L ]| well$7$, I can not do that$6#2$." 055:265,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, still$5$ neither speaking 055:265,21[' ]| nor moving, remained as if he might interrupt 055:265,22[' ]| something of high importance, and his friend, passing$1$ 055:265,23[' ]| along$4$ the opposite edge of the table, continued to$9$ produce 055:265,24[' ]| in the stillness, without the cue, the small click 055:265,25[' ]| of the ivory. 055:265,25[L ]| "How long$9$ ~ if you do not mind$1$ my 055:265,26[L ]| asking ~ have you known it?" 055:265,27[' ]| Even$5$ for$4$ this at first $B$Vanderbank had no$2$ answer$0$ ~ 055:265,28[' ]| none but to$9$ rise$1$ from his place$0$, come down$5$ to$4$ the floor 055:265,29[' ]| and, standing$1$ there, look$1$ at $L$Mr%*Longdon across$4$ the 055:265,30[' ]| table. He was serious$2$ now, but without being$1$ solemn. 055:265,31[B ]| "How can one tell? One can never be sure. A man 055:265,32[B ]| may$1$ fancy$1$, may$1$ wonder$1$; but about$4$ a girl, a person so$5#1$ 055:266,01[B ]| much younger than himself and so$5#1$ much more helpless, 055:266,02[B ]| he feels a ~ what$6#2$ shall I call$1$ it?" 055:266,03[L ]| "A delicacy?" 055:266,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon suggested. 055:266,04[B ]| "It may$1$ be that$6#2$; the name$0$ does not matter; at 055:266,05[B ]| all events he is embarrassed. He wants$1$ not to$9$ be an 055:266,06[B ]| ass on$4$ the one side$0$ and yet not some other kind$0$ of 055:266,07[B ]| brute on$4$ the other." 055:266,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon listened with consideration ~ with 055:266,09[' ]| a beautiful little air indeed of being$1$, in his all but 055:266,10[' ]| finally benighted state$0$, earnestly open$2$ to$4$ information 055:266,11[' ]| on$4$ such points from a magnificent young man. 055:266,11[L ]| "He 055:266,12[L ]| does not want$1$, you mean$1$, to$9$ be a coxcomb? ~ and 055:266,13[L ]| he does not want$1$ to$9$ be cruel?" 055:266,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, visibly preoccupied, produced a faint$2$ 055:266,15[' ]| kind$2$ smile$0$. 055:266,15[B ]| "Oh you \know\!" 055:266,16[L ]| "I? I should know less than any*one." 055:266,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had turned away from the table on$4$ 055:266,18[' ]| this, and the eyes of his companion, who$6#1$ after$4$ an 055:266,19[' ]| instant$0$ had caught his meaning$0$, watched him move$1$ 055:266,20[' ]| along$4$ the room and approach$1$ another part$0$ of the 055:266,21[' ]| divan. The consequence of the passage was that$3$ 055:266,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's only rejoinder was presently to$9$ say: 055:266,23[B ]| "I can not tell you how long$9$ I have imagined ~ have 055:266,24[B ]| asked myself. She is so$5#1$ charming, so$5#1$ interesting, and 055:266,25[B ]| I feel as if I had known her always. I have thought$1$ 055:266,26[B ]| of one thing and another to$9$ do ~ and then, on$4$ purpose, 055:266,27[B ]| have not thought$1$ at all. That$6#2$ has mostly seemed 055:266,28[B ]| to$4$ me best." 055:266,29[L ]| "Then I gather," 055:266,29[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, 055:266,29[L ]| "that$3$ your 055:266,30[L ]| interest$0$ in her ~?" 055:266,31[B ]| "Has not the same character as her interest$0$ in 055:266,32[B ]| \me\?" 055:266,32[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had taken him up responsively, 055:267,01[' ]| but after$4$ speaking looked about$5$ for$4$ a match$0$ and 055:267,02[' ]| lighted a new cigarette. 055:267,02[B ]| "I am sure you understand," 055:267,03[' ]| he broke out$5$, 055:267,03[B ]| "what$6#1$ an extreme$2$ effort it is to$4$ me to$9$ 055:267,04[B ]| talk$1$ of such things!" 055:267,05[L ]| "Yes, yes. But it is just$9$ effort only? It gives you 055:267,06[L ]| no$2$ pleasure? I mean$1$ the fact of her condition$0$," 055:267,06[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:267,07[' ]| explained. 055:267,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had really to$9$ think a little. 055:267,08[B ]| "However 055:267,09[B ]| much it might give me I should probably not be a 055:267,10[B ]| fellow to$9$ gush. I am a self-conscious stick of a Briton." 055:267,11[L ]| "But even$5$ a stick of a Briton ~!" 055:267,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:267,12[' ]| faltered and hovered. 055:267,12[L ]| "I have gushed in short to$4$ \you\." 055:267,13[B ]| "About$4$ $ZI$Lady*Julia?" 055:267,13[' ]| the young man frankly asked. 055:267,14[B ]| "Is gushing what$6#1$ you call$1$ what$6#1$ you have done?" 055:267,15[L ]| "Say then we are sticks of Britons. You are not in 055:267,16[L ]| any degree at all in love$0$?" 055:267,17[' ]| There fell between them before$3$ $B$Vanderbank 055:267,18[' ]| replied, another pause$0$, of which$6#1$ he took advantage 055:267,19[' ]| to$9$ move$1$ once more round$4$ the table. $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:267,20[' ]| meanwhile had mounted to$4$ the high bench and sat 055:267,21[' ]| there as if the judge$0$ were now in his proper place$0$. 055:267,22[' ]| At last$0$ his companion spoke. 055:267,22[B ]| "What$6#1$ you are coming 055:267,23[B ]| to$4$ is of course$8$ that$3$ you have conceived a desire$0$." 055:267,24[L ]| "That is it ~ strange as it may$1$ seem. But believe 055:267,25[L ]| me, it has not been precipitate. I have watched 055:267,26[L ]| you both." 055:267,27[B ]| "Oh I knew you were watching \her\," 055:267,27[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 055:267,28[' ]| 055:267,29[L ]| "To$4$ such a tune that$3$ I have made up my mind$0$. I 055:267,30[L ]| want$1$ her so$5#1$ to$9$ marry ~!" 055:267,30[' ]| But on$4$ the odd little 055:267,31[' ]| quaver of longing$0$ with which$6#1$ he brought it out$5$ the 055:267,32[' ]| elder man fairly hung. 055:268,01[B ]| "Well$7$?" 055:268,01[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 055:268,02[L ]| "Well$7$, so$3$ that$3$ on$4$ the day she does she will$1$ come into 055:268,03[L ]| the interest$0$ of a considerable sum of money ~ already 055:268,04[L ]| very decently invested ~ that$6#1$ I have determined$1$ to$9$ 055:268,05[L ]| settle on$4$ her." 055:268,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's instant$2$ admiration flushed across$4$ the 055:268,07[' ]| room. 055:268,07[B ]| "How awfully jolly of you ~ how beautiful!" 055:268,08[L ]| "Oh there is a way to$9$ show$1$ practically your appreciation 055:268,09[L ]| of it." 055:268,10[' ]| But $B$Vanderbank, for$4$ enthusiasm, scarcely heard 055:268,11[' ]| him. 055:268,11[B ]| "I can not tell you how admirable I think you." 055:268,12[' ]| Then eagerly, 055:268,12[B ]| "Does $A$Nanda know it?" 055:268,12[' ]| he demanded. 055:268,13[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, after$4$ a wait, spoke with comparative 055:268,14[' ]| dryness. 055:268,14[L ]| "My idea has been that$3$ for$4$ the present$0#1$ you 055:268,15[L ]| alone shall." 055:268,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank took it in. 055:268,16[B ]| "No$2$ other man?" 055:268,17[' ]| His companion looked still$5$ graver. 055:268,17[L ]| "I need$1$ scarcely 055:268,18[L ]| say that$3$ I depend on$4$ you to$9$ keep the fact to$4$ yourself." 055:268,19[B ]| "Absolutely then and utterly. But that$6#2$ will$1$ not prevent 055:268,20[B ]| what$6#1$ I think of it. Nothing for$4$ a long$9$ time has 055:268,21[B ]| given me such joy." 055:268,22[' ]| Shining and sincere, he had held for$4$ a minute$0$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's 055:268,23[' ]| eyes. 055:268,23[L ]| "Then you do care$1$ for$4$ her?" 055:268,24[B ]| "Immensely. Never, I think, so$5#1$ much as now. 055:268,25[B ]| That$6#2$ sounds$1$ of a grossness, does not it?" 055:268,25[' ]| the young 055:268,26[' ]| man laughed. 055:268,26[B ]| "But your announcement really lights 055:268,27[B ]| up the mind$0$." 055:268,28[' ]| His friend for$4$ a moment almost glowed with his 055:268,29[' ]| pleasure. 055:268,29[L ]| "The sum I have fixed upon would be, I may$1$ 055:268,30[L ]| mention$1$, substantial, and I should of course$8$ be prepared 055:268,31[L ]| with a clear$2$ statement ~ a very definite pledge 055:268,32[L ]| ~ of my intentions." 055:269,01[B ]| "So$5#1$ much the better$9$! Only" 055:269,01[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank suddenly 055:269,02[' ]| pulled himself up ~ 055:269,02[B ]| "to$9$ get it she \must\ 055:269,03[B ]| marry?" 055:269,04[L ]| "It is not in my interest$0$ to$9$ allow you to$9$ suppose 055:269,05[L ]| she need not, and it is only because of my intensely 055:269,06[L ]| wanting her marriage that$3$ I have spoken to$4$ you." 055:269,07[B ]| "And on$4$ the ground also with it" 055:269,07[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank 055:269,08[' ]| so$5#1$ far concurred ~ 055:269,08[B ]| "of your quite taking for$4$ granted 055:269,09[B ]| my only having to$9$ put myself forward$5$?" 055:269,10[' ]| If his friend seemed to$9$ cast$1$ about$5$ it proved but to$9$ 055:269,11[' ]| be for$4$ the fullest expression. Nothing in fact could 055:269,12[' ]| have been more charged than the quiet$2$ way in which$6#1$ 055:269,13[' ]| he presently said: 055:269,13[L ]| "My dear$2#1$ boy, I back$1$ you." 055:269,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank clearly was touched by$4$ it. 055:269,14[B ]| "How 055:269,15[B ]| extraordinarily kind$2$ you are to$4$ me!" 055:269,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's 055:269,16[' ]| silence$0$ appeared to$9$ reply$1$ that$3$ he was willing to$9$ let 055:269,17[' ]| it go for$4$ that$6#2$, and the young man next went on$5$: 055:269,18[B ]| "What$6#1$ it comes to$4$ then ~ as you put it ~ is that$3$ 055:269,19[B ]| it is a way for$4$ me to$9$ add something handsome to$4$ my 055:269,20[B ]| income." 055:269,21[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon sat for$4$ a little with his eyes attached 055:269,22[' ]| to$4$ the green field of the billiard-table, vivid in the 055:269,23[' ]| spreading suspended lamplight. 055:269,23[L ]| "I think I ought to$9$ 055:269,24[L ]| tell you the figure I have in mind$0$." 055:269,25[' ]| Another person present$9$ might have felt rather 055:269,26[' ]| taxed either to$9$ determine the degree of provocation 055:269,27[' ]| represented by$4$ $B$Vanderbank's considerate smile$0$, or 055:269,28[' ]| to$9$ say if there was an appreciable interval before$3$ he 055:269,29[' ]| rang out$5$: 055:269,29[B ]| "I think, you know, you ought not to$9$ do 055:269,30[B ]| anything of the sort. Let that$6#2$ alone, please. The 055:269,31[B ]| great thing is the interest$0$ ~ the great thing is the 055:269,32[B ]| wish$0$ you express$1$. It represents a view$0$ of me, an attitude 055:270,01[B ]| toward me ~!" 055:270,01[' ]| He pulled up, dropping his 055:270,02[' ]| arms and turning$1$ away before$4$ the complete$2$ image. 055:270,03[L ]| "There is nothing in those things that$6#1$ need$1$ overwhelm 055:270,04[L ]| you. It would be odd if you had not yourself, 055:270,05[L ]| about$4$ your value$0$ and your future a feeling$0$ 055:270,06[L ]| quite as lively as any feeling$0$ of mine$6$. There \is\ mine$6$ 055:270,07[L ]| at all events. I can not help$1$ it. Accept it. Then of 055:270,08[L ]| the other feeling$0$ ~ how \she\ moves me ~ I will$1$ not 055:270,09[L ]| speak." 055:270,10[B ]| "You sufficiently show$1$ it!" 055:270,11[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon continued to$9$ watch$1$ the bright circle 055:270,12[' ]| on$4$ the table, lost in which$6#1$ a moment he let his friend's 055:270,13[' ]| answer$0$ pass$1$: 055:270,13[L ]| "I will$1$ not begin to$4$ you on$4$ $A$Nanda." 055:270,14[B ]| "Do not," 055:270,14[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. But in the pause$0$ that$6#1$ 055:270,15[' ]| ensued each, in one way or another, might have been 055:270,16[' ]| thinking of her for$4$ himself. 055:270,17[' ]| It was broken by$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's presently going 055:270,18[' ]| on$5$: 055:270,18[L ]| "Of course$8$ what$6#1$ it superficially has the air of is 055:270,19[L ]| my offering to$9$ pay$1$ you for$4$ taking a certain step$0$. It is 055:270,20[L ]| open$1$ to$4$ you to$9$ be grand and proud ~ to$9$ wrap yourself 055:270,21[L ]| in your majesty and ask if I suppose you bribeable. 055:270,22[L ]| I have not spoken without having thought$1$ of 055:270,23[L ]| that$6#2$." 055:270,24[B ]| "Yes," 055:270,24[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank all responsively, 055:270,24[B ]| "but 055:270,25[B ]| it is not as if you proposed to$4$ me, is it, anything 055:270,26[B ]| dreadful? If one cares$1$ for$4$ a girl one is deucedly glad 055:270,27[B ]| she has money. The more of anything good she has 055:270,28[B ]| the better$9$. I may$1$ assure you," 055:270,28[' ]| he added with the 055:270,29[' ]| brightness of his friendly intelligence and quite as if 055:270,30[' ]| to$9$ show$1$ his companion the way to$9$ be least concerned 055:270,31[' ]| ~ 055:270,31[B ]| "I may$1$ assure you that$3$ once I were disposed to$9$ 055:270,32[B ]| act$1$ on$4$ your suggestion I would make$1$ short work$0$ of any 055:271,01[B ]| vulgar interpretation of my motive. I should simply 055:271,02[B ]| try to$9$ be as fine as yourself." 055:271,02[' ]| He smoked, he moved 055:271,03[' ]| about$5$, then came up in another place$0$. 055:271,03[B ]| "I dare$1#2$ say 055:271,04[B ]| you know that$3$ dear$2#1$ old $M$Mitchy, under whose$6#1$ blessed 055:271,05[B ]| roof we are plotting this midnight treason, would 055:271,06[B ]| marry her like$9$ a shot and without a penny." 055:271,07[L ]| "I think I know everything ~ I think I have thought$1$ 055:271,08[L ]| of everything. $M$Mr%*Mitchett," 055:271,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon added, 055:271,09[L ]| "is impossible." 055:271,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank appeared for$4$ an instant$0$ to$9$ wonder$1$. 055:271,11[B ]| "Wholly then through$4$ \her\ attitude?" 055:271,12[L ]| "Altogether." 055:271,13[' ]| Again he hesitated. 055:271,13[B ]| "You have asked her?" 055:271,14[L ]| "I have asked her." 055:271,15[' ]| Once more $B$Vanderbank faltered. 055:271,15[B ]| "And that is how 055:271,16[B ]| you know?" 055:271,17[L ]| "About$4$ \your\ chance$0$? That is how I know." 055:271,18[' ]| The young man, consuming his cigarette with concentration, 055:271,19[' ]| took again several turns$0$. 055:271,19[B ]| "And your idea 055:271,20[B ]| \is\ to$9$ give one time?" 055:271,21[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had for$4$ a minute$0$ to$9$ turn$1$ his idea 055:271,22[' ]| over. 055:271,22[L ]| "How much time do you want$1$?" 055:271,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank gave a headshake that$6#1$ was both restrictive 055:271,24[' ]| and indulgent. 055:271,24[B ]| "I must live into it a little. 055:271,25[B ]| Your offer$0$ has been before$4$ me only these few minutes, 055:271,26[B ]| and it is too$5#1$ soon for$4$ me to$9$ commit myself to$4$ 055:271,27[B ]| anything whatever. Except," 055:271,27[' ]| he added gallantly, 055:271,27[B ]| "to$4$ 055:271,28[B ]| my gratitude." 055:271,29[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, at this, on$4$ the divan, got up, as 055:271,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had previously done, under the spring$0$ 055:271,31[' ]| of emotion; only, unlike $B$Vanderbank, he still$5$ stood 055:271,32[' ]| there, his hands in his pockets and his face$0$, a little 055:272,01[' ]| paler, directed straight. There was disappointment 055:272,02[' ]| in him even$5$ before$3$ he spoke. 055:272,02[L ]| "You have no$2$ strong 055:272,03[L ]| enough impulse ~?" 055:272,04[' ]| His friend met him with admirable candour. 055:272,05[B ]| "Would not it seem that$3$ if I had I would by$4$ this time 055:272,06[B ]| have taken the jump?" 055:272,07[L ]| "Without waiting, you mean$1$, for$4$ anybody's 055:272,08[L ]| money?" 055:272,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon cultivated for$4$ a little a doubt$0$. 055:272,09[L ]| "Of course$8$ she has struck one as ~ till now ~ tremendously 055:272,10[L ]| young." 055:272,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank looked about$5$ once more for$4$ matches 055:272,12[' ]| and occupied a time with relighting. 055:272,12[B ]| "Till now ~ 055:272,13[B ]| yes. But it is not," 055:272,13[' ]| he pursued, 055:272,13[B ]| "only because she is 055:272,14[B ]| so$5#1$ young that$3$ ~ for$4$ each of us, and for$4$ dear$2#1$ old 055:272,15[B ]| $M$Mitchy too$5#2$ ~ she is so$5#1$ interesting." 055:272,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:272,16[' ]| had restlessly stepped down$5$, and $B$Vanderbank's eyes 055:272,17[' ]| followed him till he stopped again. 055:272,17[B ]| "I make$1$ out$5$ 055:272,18[B ]| that$3$ in spite$8$ of what$6#1$ you said to$9$ begin with you are 055:272,19[B ]| conscious of a certain pressure." 055:272,20[L ]| "In the matter of time? Oh yes, I do want$1$ it \done\. 055:272,21[L ]| That$6#2$," 055:272,21[' ]| $A$Nanda's patron simply explained, 055:272,21[L ]| "is why 055:272,22[L ]| I myself put on$5$ the screw." 055:272,22[' ]| He spoke with the ring$0$ 055:272,23[' ]| of impatience. 055:272,23[L ]| "I want$1$ her got out$5$." 055:272,24[B ]| """Out$5$""?" 055:272,25[L ]| "Out$8$ of her mother's house." 055:272,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed though ~ more immediately 055:272,27[' ]| ~ he had coloured. 055:272,27[B ]| "Why, her mother's house is 055:272,28[B ]| just$9$ where I see her!" 055:272,29[L ]| "Precisely; and if it only were not we might get on$5$ 055:272,30[L ]| faster." 055:272,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, for$4$ all his kindness, looked still$5$ more 055:272,32[' ]| amused. 055:272,32[B ]| "But if it only were not, as you say, I seem 055:273,01[B ]| to$9$ understand you would not have your particular 055:273,02[B ]| vision of urgency." 055:273,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, through$4$ adjusted glasses, took him 055:273,04[' ]| in with a look$0$ that$6#1$ was sad as well$9$ as sharp, 055:273,05[' ]| then jerked the glasses off. 055:273,05[L ]| "Oh you do understand." 055:273,06[L ]| 055:273,07[B ]| "Ah," 055:273,07[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 055:273,07[B ]| "I am a mass of corruption!" 055:273,08[B ]| 055:273,09[L ]| "You may$1$ perfectly be, but you shall not," 055:273,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:273,10[' ]| returned with decision, 055:273,10[L ]| "get off on$4$ any such 055:273,11[L ]| plea. If you are good enough for$4$ me you are good 055:273,12[L ]| enough, as you thoroughly know, on$4$ whatever head$0$, 055:273,13[L ]| for$4$ any*one." 055:273,14[B ]| "Thank you." 055:273,14[' ]| But $B$Vanderbank, for$4$ all his happy 055:273,15[' ]| appreciation, thought$1$ again. 055:273,15[B ]| "We ought at any rate$0$ 055:273,16[B ]| to$9$ remember, ought not we? that$3$ we should have 055:273,17[B ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook against us." 055:273,18[' ]| His companion faltered but an instant$0$. 055:273,18[L ]| "Ah that is 055:273,19[L ]| another thing I know. But it is also exactly why. 055:273,20[L ]| Why I want$1$ $A$Nanda away." 055:273,21[B ]| "I see, I see." 055:273,22[' ]| The response had been prompt$2$, yet $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:273,23[' ]| seemed suddenly to$9$ show$1$ that$3$ he suspected the 055:273,24[' ]| superficial. 055:273,24[L ]| "Unless it is with $D$Mrs%*Brook you are 055:273,25[L ]| in love$0$." 055:273,25[' ]| Then on$4$ his friend's taking the idea with 055:273,26[' ]| a mere headshake of negation, a repudiation that$6#1$ 055:273,27[' ]| might even$5$ have astonished by$4$ its own$2$ lack of surprise$0$, 055:273,28[L ]| "Or unless $D$Mrs%*Brook is in love$0$ with you," 055:273,28[' ]| he 055:273,29[' ]| amended. 055:273,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had for$4$ this any decent gaiety. 055:273,30[B ]| "Ah 055:273,31[B ]| that$6#2$ of course$8$ may$1$ perfectly be!" 055:273,32[L ]| "But \is\ it? That is the question$0$." 055:274,01[' ]| He continued light$2$. 055:274,01[B ]| "If she had declared her passion 055:274,02[B ]| should not I rather compromise her ~?" 055:274,03[L ]| "By$4$ letting me know?" 055:274,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon reflected. 055:274,04[L ]| "I am sure I can not say ~ it is a sort of thing for$4$ which$6#1$ 055:274,05[L ]| I have not a measure$0$ or a precedent. In my time 055:274,06[L ]| women did not declare their passion. I am thinking of 055:274,07[L ]| what$6#1$ the meaning$0$ is of $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's wanting 055:274,08[L ]| you ~ as I have heard it called ~ herself." 055:274,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, still$5$ with his smile$0$, smoked a minute$0$. 055:274,10[B ]| "That is what$6#1$ you have heard it called?" 055:274,11[L ]| "Yes, but you must excuse$1$ me from telling you by$4$ 055:274,12[L ]| whom$6#1$." 055:274,13[' ]| He was amused at his friend's discretion. 055:274,13[B ]| "It is 055:274,14[B ]| unimaginable. But it does not matter. We all call$1$ 055:274,15[B ]| everything ~ anything. The meaning$0$ of it, if you 055:274,16[B ]| and I put it so$5#2$, is ~ well$7$, a modern shade." 055:274,17[L ]| "You must deal$1$ then yourself," 055:274,17[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon 055:274,18[L ]| "with your modern shades." 055:274,18[' ]| He spoke now as if the 055:274,19[' ]| case simply awaited such dealing. 055:274,20[' ]| But at this his young friend was more grave$2$. 055:274,20[B ]| "\You\ 055:274,21[B ]| could do nothing? ~ to$9$ bring, I mean$1$, $D$Mrs%*Brook 055:274,22[B ]| round$9$." 055:274,23[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon fairly started. 055:274,23[L ]| "Propose on$4$ your behalf 055:274,24[L ]| for$4$ her daughter? With your authority ~ tomorrow. 055:274,25[L ]| Authorise me and I instantly act$1$." 055:274,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's colour again rose$1$ ~ his flush was 055:274,27[' ]| complete$2$. 055:274,27[B ]| "How awfully you want$1$ it!" 055:274,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, after$4$ a look$0$ at him, turned away. 055:274,29[L ]| "How awfully \you\ do not!" 055:274,30[' ]| The young man continued to$9$ blush$1$. 055:274,30[B ]| "No$7$ ~ you 055:274,31[B ]| must do me justice. You have not made a mistake$0$ 055:274,32[B ]| about$4$ me ~ I see in your proposal, I think all you 055:275,01[B ]| can desire$1$ I should. Only \you\ see it much more 055:275,02[B ]| simply ~ and yet I can not just$9$ now explain. If it 055:275,03[B ]| \were\ so$5#1$ simple$2$ I should say to$4$ you in a moment ""Do 055:275,04[B ]| speak to$4$ them for$4$ me"" ~ I should leave$1$ the matter 055:275,05[B ]| with delight$0$ in your hands. But I require time, let 055:275,06[B ]| me remind you, and you have not yet told me how 055:275,07[B ]| much I may$1$ take." 055:275,08[' ]| This appeal had brought them again face$0$ to$4$ face$0$, 055:275,09[' ]| and $L$Mr%*Longdon's first reply$0$ to$4$ it was a look$0$ at his 055:275,10[' ]| watch$0$. 055:275,10[L ]| "It is one o'clock." 055:275,11[B ]| "Oh I require" 055:275,11[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank had recovered his 055:275,12[' ]| pleasant humour ~ 055:275,12[B ]| "more than to-night!" 055:275,13[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon went off to$4$ the smaller table that$6#1$ 055:275,14[' ]| still$5$ offered to$4$ view$1$ two bedroom candles. 055:275,14[L ]| "You must 055:275,15[L ]| take of course$8$ the time you need$1$. I will$1$ not trouble$1$ 055:275,16[L ]| you ~ I will$1$ not hurry$1$ you. I am going to$4$ bed." 055:275,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, overtaking him, lighted his candle 055:275,18[' ]| for$4$ him; after$4$ which$6#1$, handing it and smiling: 055:275,18[B ]| "Shall 055:275,19[B ]| we have conduced to$4$ your rest$0#2$?" 055:275,20[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked at the other candle. 055:275,20[L ]| "You are 055:275,21[L ]| not coming to$4$ bed?" 055:275,22[B ]| "To$4$ \my\ rest$0#2$ we shall not have conduced. I stay$1$ 055:275,23[B ]| up a while$0$ longer." 055:275,24[L ]| "Good." 055:275,24[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon was pleased. 055:275,24[L ]| "You will$1$ not 055:275,25[L ]| forget then, as we promised, to$9$ put out$5$ the lights?" 055:275,26[B ]| "If you trust$1$ me for$4$ the greater you can trust$1$ me 055:275,27[B ]| for$4$ the less. Good-night." 055:275,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had offered his hand. 055:275,28[L ]| "Good-night." 055:275,29[' ]| But $L$Mr%*Longdon kept him a moment. 055:275,29[L ]| "You \do not\ 055:275,30[L ]| care$1$ for$4$ my figure?" 055:275,31[B ]| "Not yet ~ not yet. \Please\." 055:275,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank seemed 055:275,32[' ]| really to$9$ fear$1$ it, but on$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's releasing him 055:276,01[' ]| with a little drop$0$ of disappointment they went 055:276,02[' ]| together to$4$ the door of the room, where they had 055:276,03[' ]| another pause$0$. 055:276,04[L ]| "She is to$9$ come down$5$ to$4$ me ~ alone ~ in September." 055:276,05[L ]| 055:276,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank appeared to$9$ debate and conclude 055:276,07[B ]| "Then may$1$ \I\ come?" 055:276,08[' ]| His friend, on$4$ this footing, had to$9$ consider. 055:276,08[L ]| "Shall 055:276,09[L ]| you know by$4$ that$6#2$ time?" 055:276,10[B ]| "I am afraid I can not promise$1$ ~ if you must regard$1$ 055:276,11[B ]| my coming as a pledge." 055:276,12[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon thought$1$ on$5$; then raising his eyes: 055:276,13[L ]| "I do not quite see why you will$1$ not suffer me to$9$ tell 055:276,14[L ]| you ~!" 055:276,15[B ]| "The detail$0$ of your intention? \I\ do then. You have 055:276,16[B ]| said quite enough. If my visit$0$ must commit me," 055:276,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank pursued, 055:276,17[B ]| "I am afraid I can not come." 055:276,18[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$ had passed into the corridor, 055:276,19[' ]| gave a dry$2$ sad little laugh$0$. 055:276,19[L ]| "Come then ~ as the 055:276,20[L ]| ladies say ~ ""as you are""!" 055:276,21[' ]| On$4$ which$6#1$, rather softly closing the door, the young 055:276,22[' ]| man remained alone in the great emptily lighted 055:276,23[' ]| billiard room. 061:279,01[' ]| Presenting himself in Buckingham*Crescent three 061:279,02[' ]| days after$4$ the Sunday spent at Mertle, $B$Vanderbank 061:279,03[' ]| found $G$Lady*Fanny*Cashmore in the act$0$ of taking leave$0$ 061:279,04[' ]| of $D$Mrs%*Brook and found $D$Mrs%*Brook herself in the 061:279,05[' ]| state$0$ of muffled exaltation that$6#1$ was the mark$0$ of all 061:279,06[' ]| her intercourse ~ and most of all perhaps of her farewells ~ 061:279,07[' ]| with $G$Lady*Fanny. This splendid creature gave 061:279,08[' ]| out$5$, as it were, so$5#1$ little that$3$ $B$Vanderbank was freshly 061:279,09[' ]| struck with all $D$Mrs%*Brook could take in, though nothing, 061:279,10[' ]| for$4$ that$6#2$ matter, in Buckingham*Crescent, had 061:279,11[' ]| been more fully formulated on$4$ behalf of the famous 061:279,12[' ]| beauty than the imperturbable grandeur of her almost 061:279,13[' ]| total absence of articulation. Every aspect of the 061:279,14[' ]| phenomenon had been freely discussed there and endless 061:279,15[' ]| ingenuity lavished on$4$ the question$0$ of how exactly 061:279,16[' ]| it was that$3$ so$5#1$ much of what$6#1$ the world would in another 061:279,17[' ]| case have called complete$2$ stupidity could be 061:279,18[' ]| kept by$4$ a mere wonderful face$0$ from boring one to$4$ 061:279,19[' ]| death. It was $D$Mrs%*Brook who$6#1$, in this relation as in 061:279,20[' ]| many others, had arrived at the supreme expression 061:279,21[' ]| of the law, had thrown off, happily enough, to$4$ 061:279,22[' ]| whomever it might have concerned: 061:279,22[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ thing, 061:279,23[D ]| it all comes back$5$, as everything always does, simply 061:279,24[D ]| to$4$ personal pluck. It is only a question$0$, no$2$ matter 061:279,25[D ]| when or where, of having enough. $G$Lady*Fanny has 061:279,26[D ]| the courage of all her silence$0$ ~ so$5#1$ much therefore 061:279,27[D ]| that$3$ it sees her completely through$5$ and is what$6#1$ really 061:280,01[D ]| makes her interesting. Not to$9$ be afraid of what$6#1$ may$1$ 061:280,02[D ]| happen to$4$ you when you have no$2$ more to$9$ say for$4$ yourself 061:280,03[D ]| than a steamer without a light$0$ ~ that$6#2$ truly is the 061:280,04[D ]| highest heroism, and $G$Lady*Fanny's greatness is that$3$ 061:280,05[D ]| she is never afraid. She takes the risk$0$ every time she 061:280,06[D ]| goes out$5$ ~ takes, as you may$1$ say, her life in her 061:280,07[D ]| hand. She just$9$ turns$1$ that$6#2$ glorious mask upon you 061:280,08[D ]| and practically says: ""No$7$, I will$1$ not open$1$ my lips ~ 061:280,09[D ]| to$9$ call$1$ it really open$2$ ~ for$4$ the forty minutes I shall 061:280,10[D ]| stay$1$; but I calmly defy you, all the same, to$9$ kill me 061:280,11[D ]| for$4$ it."" And we do not kill her ~ we delight$1$ in her; 061:280,12[D ]| though when either of us watches her in a circle of 061:280,13[D ]| others it is like$9$ seeing a very large blind$2$ person in 061:280,14[D ]| the middle of Oxford*Street. One fairly looks$1$ about$5$ 061:280,15[D ]| for$4$ the police." 061:280,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, before$3$ his fellow 061:280,16[' ]| visitor withdrew it, had the benefit of the glorious 061:280,17[' ]| mask and could scarce have failed to$9$ be amused at 061:280,18[' ]| the manner in which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook alone showed the 061:280,19[' ]| stress of thought$0$. $G$Lady*Fanny, in the other scale, sat 061:280,20[' ]| aloft and Olympian, so$3$ that$3$ though visibly much 061:280,21[' ]| had happened between the two ladies it had all happened 061:280,22[' ]| only to$4$ the hostess. The sense in the air in 061:280,23[' ]| short was just$9$ of $G$Lady*Fanny herself, who$6#1$ came to$4$ 061:280,24[' ]| an end$0$ like$9$ a banquet or a procession. $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:280,25[' ]| left$1$ the room with her and, on$4$ coming back$5$, was full 061:280,26[' ]| of it. 061:280,26[D ]| "She will$1$ go, she will$1$ go!" 061:280,27[B ]| "Go where?" 061:280,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank appeared to$9$ have for$4$ 061:280,28[' ]| the question$0$ less attention than usual. 061:280,29[D ]| "Well$7$, to$4$ the place$0$ her companion will$1$ propose. 061:280,30[D ]| Probably ~ like$9$ $Z2$Anna*Kare=nine ~ to$4$ one of the 061:280,31[D ]| smaller Italian towns." 061:280,32[B ]| "$Z2$Anna*Kare=nine? She is not a bit like$9$ $Z2$Anna." 061:281,01[D ]| "Of course$8$ she is not so$5#1$ clever," 061:281,01[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 061:281,02[D ]| "But that$6#2$ would spoil her. So$3$ it is all right$8$." 061:281,03[B ]| "I am glad it is all right$8$," 061:281,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 061:281,04[B ]| "But I dare$1#2$ say we shall still$5$ have her with us a 061:281,05[B ]| while$0$." 061:281,06[D ]| "We shall do that$6#2$, I trust$1$, whatever happens. 061:281,07[D ]| She will$1$ come up again ~ she will$1$ remain, I feel, one of 061:281,08[D ]| those enormous things that$6#1$ fate seems somehow to$9$ 061:281,09[D ]| have given me as the occupation of my odd moments. 061:281,10[D ]| I do not see," 061:281,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook added, 061:281,10[D ]| "what$6#1$ still$5$ keeps 061:281,11[D ]| her on$4$ the edge, which$6#1$ is not an inch wide." 061:281,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank looked this time as if he only tried to$9$ 061:281,13[' ]| wonder$1$. 061:281,13[B ]| "Is not it \you\?" 061:281,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook mused more deeply. 061:281,14[D ]| "Sometimes I 061:281,15[D ]| think so$5#2$. But I do not know." 061:281,16[B ]| "Yes, how \can\ you of course$8$ know, since she can not 061:281,17[B ]| tell you?" 061:281,18[D ]| "Oh if I depended on$4$ her telling ~!" 061:281,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:281,19[' ]| shook out$5$ with this a sofa-cushion or two and 061:281,20[' ]| sank into the corner she had arranged. The August 061:281,21[' ]| afternoon was hot and the London air heavy; the 061:281,22[' ]| room moreover, though agreeably bedimmed, gave 061:281,23[' ]| out$5$ the staleness of the season's end$0$. 061:281,23[D ]| "If you had not 061:281,24[D ]| come to-day," 061:281,24[' ]| she went on$5$, 061:281,24[D ]| "you would have missed me 061:281,25[D ]| till I do not know when, for$3$ we have let the Hovel again 061:281,26[D ]| ~ wretchedly, but still$5$ we have let it ~ and I go down$5$ 061:281,27[D ]| on$4$ Friday to$9$ see that$3$ it is not too$5#1$ filthy. $C$Edward, 061:281,28[D ]| who$6#1$ is furious at what$6#1$ I have taken for$4$ it, had his idea 061:281,29[D ]| that$3$ we should go there this year ourselves." 061:281,30[B ]| "And now" 061:281,30[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank took her up ~ 061:281,30[B ]| "that$6#2$ 061:281,31[B ]| fond fancy$0$ has become simply the ghost of a dead 061:281,32[B ]| thought$0$, a ghost that$6#1$, in company with a thousand 061:282,01[B ]| predecessors, haunts the house in the twilight and 061:282,02[B ]| pops at you out$8$ of odd corners." 061:282,03[D ]| "Oh $C$Edward's dead thoughts are indeed a cheerful 061:282,04[D ]| company and worthy of the perpetual mental 061:282,05[D ]| mourning we seem to$9$ go about$5$ in. They are worse 061:282,06[D ]| than the relations we are always losing without seeming 061:282,07[D ]| to$9$ have any fewer, and I expect every day to$9$ hear 061:282,08[D ]| that$3$ the \Morning*Post\ regrets to$9$ have to$9$ announce 061:282,09[D ]| in that$6#2$ line too$5#2$ some new bereavement. The apparitions 061:282,10[D ]| following the deaths of so$5#1$ many thoughts \are\ 061:282,11[D ]| particularly awful in the twilight, so$3$ that$3$ at this 061:282,12[D ]| season, while$9$ the day drags and drags, I am glad 061:282,13[D ]| to$9$ have any*one with me who$6#1$ may$1$ keep them at a 061:282,14[D ]| distance$0$." 061:282,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had not sat down$5$; slowly, familiarly 061:282,16[' ]| he turned about$5$. 061:282,16[B ]| "And where is $A$Nanda?" 061:282,17[D ]| "Oh \she\ does not help$1$ ~ she attracts rather the 061:282,18[D ]| worst of the bogies. $C$Edward and $A$Nanda and $E$Harold 061:282,19[D ]| and I seated together are fairly a case for$4$ that$6#2$ ~ what$6#2$ 061:282,20[D ]| do you call$1$ it? ~ investigating Society. Deprived 061:282,21[D ]| of the sweet resource of the Hovel," 061:282,21[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:282,22[' ]| continued, 061:282,22[D ]| "we shall each, from about$5$ the tenth 061:282,23[D ]| on$5$, forage somehow or other for$4$ ourselves. $M$Mitchy 061:282,24[D ]| perhaps," 061:282,24[' ]| she added, 061:282,24[D ]| "will$1$ insist on$4$ taking us to$4$ 061:282,25[D ]| Baireuth." 061:282,26[B ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ be the form$0$, you mean$1$, of his own$2$ 061:282,27[B ]| forage?" 061:282,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook just$9$ hesitated. 061:282,28[D ]| "Unless you should 061:282,29[D ]| prefer to$9$ take it as the form$0$ of yours." 061:282,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank appeared for$4$ a moment obligingly 061:282,31[' ]| enough to$9$ turn$1$ this over, but with the effect$0$ of noting 061:282,32[' ]| an objection. 061:282,32[B ]| "Oh I am afraid I shall have to$9$ grind 061:283,01[B ]| straight through$4$ the month and that$3$ by$4$ the time I am 061:283,02[B ]| free every Ring$0$ at Baireuth will$1$ certainly have been 061:283,03[B ]| rung. Is it your idea to$9$ take $A$Nanda?" 061:283,03[' ]| he asked. 061:283,04[' ]| She reached out$5$ for$4$ another cushion. 061:283,04[D ]| "If it is impossible 061:283,05[D ]| for$4$ you to$9$ manage what$6#1$ I suggest why should 061:283,06[D ]| that$6#2$ question$0$ interest$1$ you?" 061:283,07[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ woman" 061:283,07[' ]| ~ and her visitor dropped into 061:283,08[' ]| a chair ~ 061:283,08[B ]| "do you suppose my interest$0$ depends on$4$ 061:283,09[B ]| such poverties as what$6#1$ I can ""manage""? You know 061:283,10[B ]| well$9$ enough," 061:283,10[' ]| he went on$5$ in another tone, 061:283,10[B ]| "why I care$1$ 061:283,11[B ]| for$4$ $A$Nanda and enquire about$4$ her." 061:283,12[' ]| She was perfectly ready. 061:283,12[D ]| "I know it, but only as 061:283,13[D ]| a bad reason$0$. Do not be too$5#1$ sure!" 061:283,14[' ]| For$4$ a moment they looked at each other. 061:283,14[B ]| "Do not 061:283,15[B ]| be so$5#1$ sure, you mean$1$, that$3$ the elation of it may$1$ go 061:283,16[B ]| to$4$ my head$0$? Are you really warning me against 061:283,17[B ]| vanity?" 061:283,18[D ]| "Your ""reallys,"" my dear$2#1$ $B$Van, are a little formidable, 061:283,19[D ]| but it strikes me that$3$ before$3$ I tell you there is 061:283,20[D ]| something I have a right$0$ to$9$ ask. Are you ""really"" what$6#1$ 061:283,21[D ]| they call$1$ thinking of my daughter?" 061:283,22[B ]| "Your asking," 061:283,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank returned, 061:283,22[B ]| "exactly 061:283,23[B ]| shows$1$ the state$0$ of your knowledge of the matter. I 061:283,24[B ]| do not quite see moreover why you speak as if I were 061:283,25[B ]| paying an abrupt and unnatural attention. What$6#2$ have 061:283,26[B ]| I done the last$2$ three months but talk$1$ to$4$ you about$4$ 061:283,27[B ]| her? What$6#2$ have you done but talk$1$ to$4$ \me\ about$4$ her? 061:283,28[B ]| From the moment you first spoke to$4$ me ~ ""monstrously,"" 061:283,29[B ]| I remember you called it ~ of the difference 061:283,30[B ]| made in your social life by$4$ her finally established, 061:283,31[B ]| her perpetual, her inexorable participation: from that$6#2$ 061:283,32[B ]| moment what$6#2$ have we both done but put our heads 061:284,01[B ]| together over the question$0$ of keeping$1$ the place$0$ tidy, 061:284,02[B ]| as you called it ~ or as \I\ called it, was it? ~ for$4$ 061:284,03[B ]| the young female$2$ mind$0$?" 061:284,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook faced serenely enough the directness 061:284,05[' ]| of this challenge. 061:284,05[D ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$ are you coming to$4$? 061:284,06[D ]| I spoke of the change$0$ in my life of course$8$; I happen 061:284,07[D ]| to$9$ be so$5#2$ constituted that$3$ my life has something to$9$ do 061:284,08[D ]| with my mind$0$ and my mind$0$ something to$9$ do with my 061:284,09[D ]| talk$0$. Good talk$0$: you know ~ no*one, dear$2#1$ $B$Van, 061:284,10[D ]| should know better$9$ ~ what$6#1$ part$0$ for$4$ me that$6#2$ plays$1$. 061:284,11[D ]| Therefore when one has deliberately to$9$ make$1$ one's 061:284,12[D ]| talk$0$ bad ~!" 061:284,13[B ]| """Bad""?" 061:284,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, in his amusement, fell 061:284,14[' ]| back$5$ in his chair. 061:284,14[B ]| "Dear$2#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, you are too$5#1$ 061:284,15[B ]| delightful!" 061:284,16[D ]| "You know what$6#1$ I mean$1$ ~ stupid, flat, fourth-rate. 061:284,17[D ]| When one has to$9$ haul in sail to$4$ that$6#2$ degree ~ 061:284,18[D ]| and for$4$ a perfectly outside reason$0$ ~ there is nothing 061:284,19[D ]| strange in one's taking a friend sometimes into the 061:284,20[D ]| confidence of one's irritation." 061:284,21[B ]| "Ah," 061:284,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank protested, 061:284,21[B ]| "you do yourself 061:284,22[B ]| injustice. Irritation has not been for$4$ you the only 061:284,23[B ]| consequence of the affair." 061:284,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook gloomily thought$1$. 061:284,24[D ]| "No$7$, no$7$ ~ I have had 061:284,25[D ]| my calmness; the calmness of deep despair$0$. I have 061:284,26[D ]| seemed to$9$ see everything go." 061:284,27[B ]| "Oh how can you say that$6#2$," 061:284,27[' ]| her visitor demanded, 061:284,28[B ]| "when just$9$ what$6#1$ we have most been agreed upon so$5#1$ 061:284,29[B ]| often is the practical impossibility of making any 061:284,30[B ]| change$0$? Has not it seemed as if we really can not overcome 061:284,31[B ]| conversational habits so$5#1$ thoroughly formed?" 061:284,32[' ]| Again $D$Mrs%*Brook reflected. 061:284,32[D ]| "As if our way of 061:285,01[D ]| looking at things were too$5#1$ serious$2$ to$9$ be trifled with? 061:285,02[D ]| I do not know ~ I think it is only you who$6#1$ have 061:285,03[D ]| denied our sacrifices, our compromises and concessions. 061:285,04[D ]| I myself have constantly felt smothered in 061:285,05[D ]| them. But there it is," 061:285,05[' ]| she impatiently went on$5$. 061:285,06[D ]| "What$6#1$ I do not admit is that$3$ you have given me ground 061:285,07[D ]| to$9$ take for$4$ a proof of your ""intentions"" ~ to$9$ use$1$ the 061:285,08[D ]| odious term ~ your association with me on$4$ behalf 061:285,09[D ]| of the preposterous fiction, as it after$4$ all is, of $A$Nanda's 061:285,10[D ]| blankness of mind$0$." 061:285,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's head$0$, in his chair, was thrown back$5$: 061:285,12[' ]| his eyes ranged over the top of the room. 061:285,12[B ]| "There 061:285,13[B ]| never has been any mystery about$4$ my thinking her 061:285,14[B ]| ~ all in her own$2$ way ~ the nicest girl in London. 061:285,15[B ]| She \is\." 061:285,16[' ]| His companion was silent a little. 061:285,16[D ]| "She is, by$4$ all 061:285,17[D ]| means$0$. Well$7$," 061:285,17[' ]| she then added, 061:285,17[D ]| "so$5#1$ far as I may$1$ have 061:285,18[D ]| been alive to$4$ the fact of any*one's thinking her so$5#2$, it is 061:285,19[D ]| not out$8$ of place$0$ I should mention$1$ to$4$ you the difference 061:285,20[D ]| made in my appreciation of it by$4$ our delightful little 061:285,21[D ]| stay$0$ at Mertle. My views for$4$ $A$Nanda," 061:285,21[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 061:285,22[D ]| "have somehow gone up." 061:285,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank was prompt$2$ to$9$ show$1$ how he could 061:285,24[' ]| understand it. 061:285,24[B ]| "So$3$ that$3$ you would not consider even$5$ 061:285,25[B ]| $M$Mitchy now?" 061:285,26[' ]| But his friend took no$2$ notice$0$ of the question$0$. 061:285,26[D ]| "The 061:285,27[D ]| way $L$Mr%*Longdon distinguishes her is quite the sort of 061:285,28[D ]| thing that$6#1$ gives a girl, as $E$Harold says, a ""leg up."" It is 061:285,29[D ]| awfully curious and has made me think: he is not 061:285,30[D ]| anything whatever, as London estimates go, in himself 061:285,31[D ]| ~ so$3$ that$3$ what$6#2$ is it, pray, that$6#1$ makes him, when 061:285,32[D ]| ""added on$5$"" to$4$ her, so$5#2$ double$1$ $A$Nanda's value$0$? I somehow 061:286,01[D ]| or other see, through$4$ his being$1$ known to$9$ back$1$ 061:286,02[D ]| her and through$4$ the pretty$2$ story of his loyalty to$4$ 061:286,03[D ]| mamma and all the rest$0#1$ of it (oh if one chose to$9$ \work$1$\ 061:286,04[D ]| that$6#2$!) ever so$5#1$ much more of a chance$0$ for$4$ her." 061:286,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's eyes were on$4$ the ceiling. 061:286,05[B ]| "It \is\ curious, 061:286,06[B ]| is not it? ~ though I think he is rather more ""in 061:286,07[B ]| himself,"" even$5$ for$4$ the London estimate$0$, than you 061:286,08[B ]| quite understand." 061:286,08[' ]| He appeared to$9$ give her time to$9$ 061:286,09[' ]| take this up, but as she said nothing he pursued: 061:286,10[B ]| "I dare$1#2$ say that$3$ if even$5$ I now \were\ to$9$ enter myself it 061:286,11[B ]| would strike you as too$5#1$ late." 061:286,12[' ]| Her attention to$4$ this was but indirect. 061:286,12[D ]| "It is awfully 061:286,13[D ]| vulgar to$9$ be talking about$4$ it, but I can not help$1$ 061:286,14[D ]| feeling$1$ that$3$ something possibly rather big will$1$ come 061:286,15[D ]| of $L$Mr%*Longdon." 061:286,16[B ]| "Ah we have touched on$4$ that$6#2$ before$5$," 061:286,16[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 061:286,17[B ]| "and you know you did think something might 061:286,18[B ]| come even$5$ for$4$ me." 061:286,19[' ]| She continued however, as if she scarce heard him, 061:286,20[' ]| to$9$ work$1$ out$5$ her own$2$ vision. 061:286,20[D ]| "It is very true that$3$ up 061:286,21[D ]| to$4$ now ~" 061:286,22[B ]| "Well$7$, up to$4$ now?" 061:286,22[' ]| he asked as she faltered. 061:286,23[' ]| She faltered still$5$ a little. 061:286,23[D ]| "I do say the most hideous 061:286,24[D ]| things. But we \have\ said worse, have not we? 061:286,25[D ]| Up to$4$ now, I mean$1$, he has not given her anything. 061:286,26[D ]| Unless indeed," 061:286,26[' ]| she mused, 061:286,26[D ]| "she may$1$ have had 061:286,27[D ]| something without telling me." 061:286,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went much straighter. 061:286,28[B ]| "What$6#2$ sort 061:286,29[B ]| of thing have you in mind$0$? Are you thinking of 061:286,30[B ]| money?" 061:286,31[D ]| "Yes. Is not it awful?" 061:286,32[B ]| "That$3$ you should think of it?" 061:287,01[D ]| "That$3$ I should talk$1$ this way." 061:287,01[' ]| Her friend was 061:287,02[' ]| apparently not prepared with an assent, and she 061:287,03[' ]| quickly enough pursued: 061:287,03[D ]| "If he \had\ given her any 061:287,04[D ]| it would come out$5$ somehow in her expenditure. She 061:287,05[D ]| has tremendous liberty and is very secretive, but still$5$ 061:287,06[D ]| it would come out$5$." 061:287,07[B ]| "He would not give her any without letting you 061:287,08[B ]| know. Nor would she, without doing so$5#2$," 061:287,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 061:287,09[' ]| added, 061:287,09[B ]| "take it." 061:287,10[D ]| "Ah," 061:287,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook quietly said, 061:287,10[D ]| "she hates me 061:287,11[D ]| enough for$4$ anything." 061:287,12[B ]| "That is only your romantic theory." 061:287,13[' ]| Once more she appeared not to$9$ hear him; she 061:287,14[' ]| gave the discussion another turn$0$. 061:287,14[D ]| "Has he given \you\ 061:287,15[D ]| anything?" 061:287,16[' ]| Her visitor smiled. 061:287,16[B ]| "Not so$5#1$ much as a cigarette. 061:287,17[B ]| I have always my pockets full of them, and \he\ never: 061:287,18[B ]| so$3$ he only takes mine$6$. Oh $D$Mrs%*Brook," 061:287,18[' ]| he continued, 061:287,19[B ]| "with me too$5#2$ ~ though I have also tremendous 061:287,20[B ]| liberty! ~ it would come out$5$." 061:287,21[D ]| "I think you would let me know," 061:287,21[' ]| she returned. 061:287,22[B ]| "Yes, I would let you know." 061:287,23[' ]| Silence$0$, upon this, fell between them a little; 061:287,24[' ]| which$6#1$ she was the first to$9$ break. 061:287,24[D ]| "She has gone 061:287,25[D ]| with him this afternoon ~ by$4$ solemn appointment 061:287,26[D ]| ~ to$4$ the South*Kensington*Museum." 061:287,27[' ]| There was something in $D$Mrs%*Brook's dolorous 061:287,28[' ]| drop$0$ that$6#1$ yet presented the news as a portent so$5#1$ great 061:287,29[' ]| that$3$ he was moved again to$4$ mirth. 061:287,29[B ]| "Ah that is where 061:287,30[B ]| she is? Then I confess she has scored. He has never 061:287,31[B ]| taken \me\ to$4$ the South*Kensington*Museum." 061:287,32[D ]| "You were asking what$6#1$ we are going to$9$ do," 061:287,32[' ]| she 061:288,01[' ]| went on$5$. 061:288,01[D ]| "What$6#1$ I meant was ~ about$4$ Baireuth ~ 061:288,02[D ]| that$3$ the question$0$ for$4$ $A$Nanda is simplified. He has 061:288,03[D ]| pressed her so$5#2$ to$9$ pay$1$ him a visit$0$." 061:288,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's assent was marked. 061:288,04[B ]| "I see: so$3$ that$3$ 061:288,05[B ]| if you do go abroad she will$1$ be provided$1$ for$5$ by$4$ that$6#2$ 061:288,06[B ]| engagement." 061:288,07[D ]| "And by$4$ lots of other invitations." 061:288,08[' ]| These were such things as, for$4$ the most part$0$, the 061:288,09[' ]| young man could turn$1$ over. 061:288,09[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ you would 061:288,10[B ]| let her go alone ~?" 061:288,11[D ]| "To$4$ wherever she is asked?" 061:288,11[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 061:288,12[D ]| "Why not? Do not talk$1$ like$9$ the $I$Duchess." 061:288,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank seemed for$4$ a moment to$9$ try not to$9$. 061:288,14[B ]| "Could not $L$Mr%*Longdon take her? Why not?" 061:288,15[' ]| His friend looked really struck with it. 061:288,15[D ]| "That$6#2$ 061:288,16[D ]| \would\ be working him. But to$4$ a beautiful end$0$!" 061:288,16[' ]| she 061:288,17[' ]| meditated. 061:288,17[D ]| "The only thing would be to$9$ get him 061:288,18[D ]| also asked." 061:288,19[B ]| "Ah but there you are, do not you see? Fancy$1$ 061:288,20[B ]| ""getting"" $L$Mr%*Longdon anything or anywhere whatever! 061:288,21[B ]| Do not you feel," 061:288,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank threw out$5$, 061:288,21[B ]| "how 061:288,22[B ]| the impossibility of exerting that$6#2$ sort of patronage 061:288,23[B ]| for$4$ him immediately places$1$ him?" 061:288,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook gave her companion one of those fitful 061:288,25[' ]| glances of almost grateful appreciation with which$6#1$ 061:288,26[' ]| their intercourse was even$5$ at its darkest hours frequently 061:288,27[' ]| illumined. 061:288,27[D ]| "As if he were the Primate or 061:288,28[D ]| the French*Ambassador? Yes, you are right$2#1$ ~ one 061:288,29[D ]| could not do it; though it is very odd and one does not 061:288,30[D ]| quite see why. It does place$1$ him. But he becomes 061:288,31[D ]| thereby exactly the very sort of person with whom$6#1$ it 061:288,32[D ]| would be most of an advantage for$4$ her to$9$ go about$5$. 061:289,01[D ]| What$7$ a pity$0$," 061:289,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook sighed, 061:289,01[D ]| "he does not know 061:289,02[D ]| more people!" 061:289,03[B ]| "Ah well$7$, we \are\, in our way, bringing that$6#2$ to$9$ pass$1$. 061:289,04[B ]| Only we must not rush it. Leave$1$ it to$4$ $A$Nanda herself," 061:289,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank presently added; on$4$ which$6#1$ his companion 061:289,06[' ]| so$5#1$ manifestly left$1$ it that$3$ she touched after$4$ 061:289,07[' ]| a moment's silence$0$ on$4$ quite a different matter. 061:289,08[D ]| "I dare$1#2$ say he would tell \you\ ~ would not he? ~ if he 061:289,09[D ]| were to$9$ give her any considerable sum." 061:289,10[' ]| She had only obeyed his injunction, but he stared at 061:289,11[' ]| the length of her jump. 061:289,11[B ]| "He might attempt$1$ to$9$ do so$5#2$, 061:289,12[B ]| but I should not at all like$1$ it." 061:289,12[' ]| He was moved immediately 061:289,13[' ]| to$9$ dismiss this branch of the subject$0$ and, 061:289,14[' ]| apparently to$9$ help$1$ himself, take up another. 061:289,14[B ]| "Do you 061:289,15[B ]| mean$1$ she understands he has asked her down$5$ for$4$ 061:289,16[B ]| a regular long$9$ stay$0$?" 061:289,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook barely hesitated. 061:289,17[D ]| "She understands, 061:289,18[D ]| I think that$3$ what$6#1$ I expect of her is to$9$ make$1$ it as long$9$ 061:289,19[D ]| as possible." 061:289,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed out$5$ ~ as it was even$5$ after$4$ 061:289,21[' ]| ten years still$5$ possible to$9$ laugh$1$ ~ at the childlike 061:289,22[' ]| innocence with which$6#1$ her voice could invest the hardest 061:289,23[' ]| teachings of life; then with something a trifle$5$ 061:289,24[' ]| nervous in the whole$2$ sound$0$ and manner he sprang 061:289,25[' ]| up from his chair. 061:289,25[B ]| "What$7$ a blessing he is to$4$ us all!" 061:289,26[D ]| "Yes, but think what$6#1$ we must be to$4$ \him\." 061:289,27[B ]| "An immense interest$0$, no$2$ doubt$0$." 061:289,27[' ]| He took a few 061:289,28[' ]| aimless steps and, stooping over a basket of flowers, 061:289,29[' ]| inhaled it with violence, almost buried his face$0$. 061:289,29[B ]| "I 061:289,30[B ]| dare$1#2$ say we \are\ interesting." 061:289,31[' ]| He had spoken rather vaguely, but $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:289,32[' ]| knew exactly why. 061:289,32[D ]| "We render him no$2$ end$0$ of a 061:290,01[D ]| service. We keep him in touch$0$ with old memories." 061:290,02[D ]| 061:290,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had reached one of the windows, 061:290,04[' ]| shaded from without by$4$ a great striped sun-blind 061:290,05[' ]| beneath which$6#1$ and between the flower-pots of the 061:290,06[' ]| balcony he could see a stretch of hot relaxed street. 061:290,07[' ]| He looked a minute$0$ at these things. 061:290,07[B ]| "I do so$5#2$ like$1$ 061:290,08[B ]| your phrases!" 061:290,09[' ]| She had a pause$0$ that$6#1$ challenged his tone. 061:290,09[D ]| "Do you 061:290,10[D ]| call$1$ mamma a ""phrase""?" 061:290,11[' ]| He went off again, quite with extravagance, but 061:290,12[' ]| quickly, leaving the window, pulled himself up. 061:290,12[B ]| "I 061:290,13[B ]| dare$1#2$ say we \must\ put things for$4$ him ~ he does it, 061:290,14[B ]| cares$1$ or is able to$9$ do it, so$5#1$ little himself." 061:290,15[D ]| "Precisely. He just$9$ quietly acts$1$. That is his nature, 061:290,16[D ]| dear$2#1$ thing. We must \let\ him act$1$." 061:290,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank seemed to$9$ stifle again too$5#1$ vivid a sense 061:290,18[' ]| of her particular emphasis. 061:290,18[B ]| "Yes, yes ~ we must let 061:290,19[B ]| him." 061:290,20[D ]| "Though it will$1$ not prevent $A$Nanda, I imagine," 061:290,20[' ]| his 061:290,21[' ]| hostess pursued, 061:290,21[D ]| "from finding the fun of a whole$2$ 061:290,22[D ]| month at Beccles ~ or whatever she puts in ~ not 061:290,23[D ]| exactly fast and furious." 061:290,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had the look$0$ of measuring what$6#1$ the 061:290,25[' ]| girl might "put in." 061:290,25[B ]| "The place$0$ will$1$ be quiet$2$, of 061:290,26[B ]| course$8$, but when a person is so$5#1$ fond of a person ~!" 061:290,27[D ]| "As she is of him, you mean$1$?" 061:290,28[' ]| He hesitated. 061:290,28[B ]| "Yes. Then it is all right$8$." 061:290,29[D ]| "She \is\ fond of him, thank God!" 061:290,29[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 061:290,30[' ]| 061:290,31[' ]| He was before$4$ her now with the air of a man who$6#1$ 061:290,32[' ]| had suddenly determined$1$ on$4$ a great blind$2$ leap. 061:290,32[B ]| "Do 061:291,01[B ]| you know what$6#1$ he has done? He wants$1$ me so$5#1$ to$9$ 061:291,02[B ]| marry her that$3$ he has proposed a definite basis." 061:291,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook got straight up. 061:291,03[D ]| """Proposed""? To$4$ 061:291,04[D ]| \her\?" 061:291,05[B ]| "No$7$, I do not think he has said a word to$4$ $A$Nanda ~ 061:291,06[B ]| in fact I am sure that$3$, very properly, he does not mean$1$ 061:291,07[B ]| to$9$. But he spoke to$4$ me on$4$ Sunday night at Mertle 061:291,08[B ]| ~ I had a big talk$0$ with him there alone, very late, in 061:291,09[B ]| the smoking-room." 061:291,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's stare was serious$2$, 061:291,10[' ]| and $B$Vanderbank now went on$5$ as if the sound$0$ of his 061:291,11[' ]| voice helped him to$9$ meet$1$ it. 061:291,11[B ]| "We had things out$5$ very 061:291,12[B ]| much and his kindness was extraordinary ~ he is the 061:291,13[B ]| most beautiful old boy that$6#1$ ever lived. I do not know, 061:291,14[B ]| now that$3$ I come to$9$ think of it, if I am within my rights 061:291,15[B ]| in telling you ~ and of course$8$ I shall immediately let 061:291,16[B ]| him know that$3$ I \have\ told you; but I feel I can not 061:291,17[B ]| arrive at any respectable sort of attitude in the matter 061:291,18[B ]| without taking you into my confidence. Which$6#1$ is 061:291,19[B ]| really what$6#1$ I came here to-day to$9$ do, though till this 061:291,20[B ]| moment I have funked it." 061:291,21[' ]| It was either, as her friends chose to$9$ think it, an 061:291,22[' ]| advantage or a drawback of intercourse with $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:291,23[' ]| that$3$, her face$0$ being$1$ at any moment charged 061:291,24[' ]| with the woe of the world, it was unavoidable to$9$ 061:291,25[' ]| remain rather in the dark$0$ as to$4$ the effect$0$ there of 061:291,26[' ]| particular strokes. Something in $B$Vanderbank's present$9$ 061:291,27[' ]| study$0$ of the signs accordingly showed he had 061:291,28[' ]| had to$9$ learn to$9$ feel his way and had more or less 061:291,29[' ]| mastered the trick$0$. That$3$ she had turned a little pale 061:291,30[' ]| was really the one fresh mark$0$. 061:291,30[D ]| """Funked"" it? Why 061:291,31[D ]| in the world ~?" 061:291,31[' ]| His own$2$ colour deepened at her 061:291,32[' ]| accent, which$6#1$ was a sufficient light$0$ on$4$ his having been 061:292,01[' ]| stupid. 061:292,01[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ you have declined the arrangement?" 061:292,02[D ]| 061:292,03[' ]| He only, with a smile$0$ somewhat strained, continued 061:292,04[' ]| for$4$ a moment to$9$ look$1$ at her; clearly, however, 061:292,05[' ]| at last$0$ feeling$1$, and not much caring, that$3$ he got in 061:292,06[' ]| still$5$ deeper. 061:292,06[B ]| "You are magnificent. You are magnificent." 061:292,07[B ]| 061:292,08[' ]| Her lovely gaze widened out$5$. 061:292,08[D ]| "\9Comment*donc\? 061:292,09[D ]| Where ~ why? You \have\ declined her?" 061:292,09[' ]| she went 061:292,10[' ]| on$5$. After$4$ which$6#1$, as he replied only with a slow headshake 061:292,11[' ]| that$6#1$ seemed to$9$ say it was not for$4$ the moment 061:292,12[' ]| all so$5#1$ simple$2$ as that$6#2$, she had one of the inspirations 061:292,13[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ she was constitutionally subject$2$. 061:292,13[D ]| "Do you 061:292,14[D ]| imagine I want$1$ you myself?" 061:292,15[B ]| "Dear$2#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, you are so$5#1$ admirable," 061:292,15[' ]| he returned 061:292,16[' ]| with gaiety, 061:292,16[B ]| "that$3$ if by$4$ any chance$0$ you did, 061:292,17[B ]| upon my honour$0$, I do not see how I should be able 061:292,18[B ]| not to$9$ say ""All right$8$.""" 061:292,18[' ]| But he spoke too$5#2$ more responsibly. 061:292,19[B ]| "I was shy of really bringing out$5$ to$4$ you 061:292,20[B ]| what$6#1$ has happened to$4$ me, for$4$ a reason$0$ that$6#1$ I have of 061:292,21[B ]| course$8$ to$9$ look$1$ in the face$0$. Whatever you want$1$ yourself, 061:292,22[B ]| for$4$ $A$Nanda you want$1$ $M$Mitchy." 061:292,23[D ]| "I see, I see." 061:292,23[' ]| She did full justice to$4$ his explanation. 061:292,24[D ]| "And what$6#2$ did you say about$4$ a ""basis""? The 061:292,25[D ]| blessed man offers$1$ to$9$ settle ~?" 061:292,26[B ]| "You are a real prodigy," 061:292,26[' ]| her visitor answered, 061:292,27[B ]| "and your imagination takes its fences in a way 061:292,28[B ]| that$6#1$, when I am out$5$ with you, quite puts mine$6$ to$4$ 061:292,29[B ]| shame$0$. When he mentioned it to$4$ me I was quite 061:292,30[B ]| surprised." 061:292,31[D ]| "And I," 061:292,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook asked, 061:292,31[D ]| "am not surprised a 061:292,32[D ]| bit? Is not it only," 061:292,32[' ]| she modestly suggested, 061:292,32[D ]| "because 061:293,01[D ]| I have taken him in more than you? Did not you know 061:293,02[D ]| he \would\?" 061:293,02[' ]| she quavered. 061:293,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank thought$1$ or at least pretended to$9$. 061:293,04[B ]| "Make$1$ \me\ the condition$0$? How could I be sure of 061:293,05[B ]| it?" 061:293,06[' ]| But the point$0$ of his question$0$ was lost for$4$ her in 061:293,07[' ]| the growing light$0$. 061:293,07[D ]| "Oh then the condition is ""you"" 061:293,08[D ]| only ~?" 061:293,09[B ]| "That$6#2$, at any rate$0$, is all I have to$9$ do with. He is 061:293,10[B ]| ready to$9$ settle if I am ready to$9$ do the rest$0#1$." 061:293,11[D ]| "To$9$ propose to$4$ her straight, you mean$1$?" 061:293,11[' ]| She 061:293,12[' ]| waited, but as he said nothing she went on$5$: 061:293,12[D ]| "And 061:293,13[D ]| you are not ready. Is that$6#2$ it?" 061:293,14[B ]| "I am taking my time." 061:293,15[D ]| "Of course$8$ you know," 061:293,15[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 061:293,15[D ]| "that$3$ 061:293,16[D ]| she would jump at you." 061:293,17[' ]| He turned away from her now, but after$4$ some steps 061:293,18[' ]| came back$5$. 061:293,18[B ]| "Then you do admit it." 061:293,19[' ]| She hesitated. 061:293,19[D ]| "To$4$ \you\." 061:293,20[' ]| He had a strange faint$2$ smile$0$. 061:293,20[B ]| "Well$7$, as I do not 061:293,21[B ]| speak of it ~!" 061:293,22[D ]| "No$7$ ~ only to$4$ me. What$6#2$ is it he settles$1$?" 061:293,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:293,23[' ]| demanded. 061:293,24[B ]| "I can not tell you." 061:293,25[D ]| "You did not ask?" 061:293,26[B ]| "On$4$ the contrary$0$ I stopped him off." 061:293,27[D ]| "Oh then," 061:293,27[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook exclaimed, 061:293,27[D ]| "that is what$6#1$ 061:293,28[D ]| I call$1$ declining." 061:293,29[' ]| The words appeared for$4$ an instant$0$ to$9$ strike her 061:293,30[' ]| companion. 061:293,30[B ]| "Is it? Is it?" 061:293,30[' ]| he almost musingly repeated. 061:293,31[' ]| But he shook himself the next moment free 061:293,32[' ]| of his wonder$0$, was more what$6#1$ would have been called 061:294,01[' ]| in Buckingham*Crescent on$4$ the spot. 061:294,01[B ]| "Is not there 061:294,02[B ]| rather something in my having thus thought$1$ it my 061:294,03[B ]| duty to$9$ warn you that$3$ I am definitely his candidate?" 061:294,04[B ]| 061:294,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook turned impatiently away. 061:294,05[D ]| "You have 061:294,06[D ]| certainly ~ with your talk$0$ about$4$ ""warning"" ~ the 061:294,07[D ]| happiest expressions!" 061:294,07[' ]| She put her face$0$ into the 061:294,08[' ]| flowers as he had done just$9$ before$5$; then as she raised 061:294,09[' ]| it: 061:294,09[D ]| "What$6#2$ kind$0$ of a monster are you trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ 061:294,10[D ]| me out$5$?" 061:294,11[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ lady" 061:294,11[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank was prompt$2$ ~ 061:294,12[B ]| "I really do not think I say anything but what$6#1$ is fair. 061:294,13[B ]| Is not it just$9$ my loyalty to$4$ you in fact that$6#1$ has in this 061:294,14[B ]| case positively strained my discretion?" 061:294,15[' ]| She shook her head$0$ in mere mild despair$0$. 061:294,15[D ]| """Loyalty"" 061:294,16[D ]| again is exquisite. The tact of men has a charm$0$ 061:294,17[D ]| quite its own$2$. And you are rather good," 061:294,17[' ]| she continued, 061:294,18[D ]| "as men go." 061:294,19[' ]| His laugh$0$ was now a little awkward, as if she had 061:294,20[' ]| already succeeded in making him uncomfortable. 061:294,21[B ]| "I always become aware with you sooner or later that$3$ 061:294,22[B ]| they do not go at all ~ in your sense: but how am I, 061:294,23[B ]| after$4$ all, so$5#1$ far out$5$ if you \have\ put your money on$4$ 061:294,24[B ]| another man?" 061:294,25[D ]| "You keep coming back$5$ to$4$ that$6#2$?" 061:294,25[' ]| she wearily 061:294,26[' ]| sighed. 061:294,27[' ]| He thought$1$ a little. 061:294,27[B ]| "No$7$, then. You have only to$9$ tell 061:294,28[B ]| me not to$9$, and I will$1$ never speak of it again." 061:294,29[D ]| "You will$1$ be in an odd position for$4$ speaking of it if 061:294,30[D ]| you do really go in. You deny that$3$ you have declined," 061:294,31[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook; 061:294,31[D ]| "which$6#1$ means$1$ then that$3$ you have 061:294,32[D ]| allowed our friend to$9$ hope$1$." 061:295,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank met it bravely. 061:295,01[B ]| "Yes, I think he 061:295,02[B ]| hopes$1$." 061:295,03[D ]| "And communicates his hope$0$ to$4$ my child?" 061:295,04[' ]| This arrested the young man, but only for$4$ a moment. 061:295,05[B ]| "I have the most perfect$2$ faith in his wisdom with 061:295,06[B ]| her. I trust$1$ his particular delicacy. He cares$1$ more 061:295,07[B ]| for$4$ her," 061:295,07[' ]| he presently added, 061:295,07[B ]| "even$5$ than we do." 061:295,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook gazed away at the infinite of space. 061:295,09[D ]| """We,"" my dear$2#1$ $B$Van," 061:295,09[' ]| she at last$0$ returned, 061:295,09[D ]| "is one 061:295,10[D ]| of your own$2$ real, wonderful touches. But there is 061:295,11[D ]| something in what$6#1$ you say: I \have\, as between ourselves 061:295,12[D ]| ~ between me and him ~ been backing 061:295,13[D ]| $M$Mitchy. That$6#2$ is I have been saying to$4$ him ""Wait, wait: 061:295,14[D ]| do not at any rate$0$ do anything else."" Only it is just$9$ 061:295,15[D ]| from the depth of my thought$0$ for$4$ my daughter's 061:295,16[D ]| happiness that$3$ I have clung to$4$ this resource. He would 061:295,17[D ]| so$5#1$ absolutely, so$5#1$ unreservedly do anything for$4$ her." 061:295,18[' ]| She had reached now, with her extraordinary self-control, 061:295,19[' ]| the pitch of quiet$2$ bland demonstration. 061:295,19[D ]| "I 061:295,20[D ]| want$1$ the poor thing, \9que*diable\, to$9$ have another string 061:295,21[D ]| to$4$ her bow$0#2$ and another loaf, for$4$ her desolate old age, 061:295,22[D ]| on$4$ the shelf. When everything else is gone $M$Mitchy 061:295,23[D ]| will$1$ still$5$ be there. Then it will$1$ be at least her own$2$ 061:295,24[D ]| fault ~!" 061:295,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook continued. 061:295,24[D ]| "What$6#2$ can relieve 061:295,25[D ]| me of the primary duty of taking precautions," 061:295,25[' ]| she 061:295,26[' ]| wound$1#1$ up, 061:295,26[D ]| "when I know as well$9$ as that$3$ I stand$1$ here 061:295,27[D ]| and look$1$ at you ~" 061:295,28[B ]| "Yes, what$6#2$?" 061:295,28[' ]| he asked as she just$9$ paused. 061:295,29[D ]| "Why that$3$ so$5#1$ far as they count on$4$ you they count, 061:295,30[D ]| my dear$2#1$ $B$Van, on$4$ a blank$0$." 061:295,30[' ]| Holding him a minute$0$ as 061:295,31[' ]| with the soft low voice of his fate, she sadly but 061:295,32[' ]| firmly shook her head$0$. 061:295,32[D ]| "You will$1$ not do it." 061:296,01[B ]| "Oh!" 061:296,01[' ]| he almost too$5#1$ loudly protested. 061:296,02[D ]| "You will$1$ not do it," 061:296,02[' ]| she went on$5$. 061:296,03[B ]| "I \say\!" 061:296,03[' ]| ~ he made a joke of it. 061:296,04[D ]| "You will$1$ not do it," 061:296,04[' ]| she repeated. 061:296,05[' ]| It was as if he could not at last$0$ but show$1$ himself 061:296,06[' ]| really struck; yet what$6#1$ he exclaimed on$4$ was what$6#1$ 061:296,07[' ]| might in truth most have impressed him. 061:296,07[B ]| "You \are\ 061:296,08[B ]| magnificent, really!" 061:296,09[O ]| "$M$Mr%*Mitchett!" 061:296,09[' ]| the butler, appearing at the door, 061:296,10[' ]| almost familiarly dropped; after$4$ which$6#1$ $B$Vanderbank 061:296,11[' ]| turned straight to$4$ the person announced. 061:296,12[' ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett was there, and, anticipating $D$Mrs%*Brook 061:296,13[' ]| in receiving him, her companion passed it 061:296,14[' ]| straight on$5$. 061:296,14[B ]| "She is magnificent!" 061:296,15[' ]| $M$Mitchy was already all interest$0$. 061:296,15[M ]| "Rather! But 061:296,16[M ]| what$6#2$ is her last$2$?" 061:296,17[' ]| It had been, though so$5#1$ great, so$5#1$ subtle, as they said 061:296,18[' ]| in Buckingham*Crescent, that$3$ $B$Vanderbank scarce 061:296,19[' ]| knew how to$9$ put it. 061:296,19[B ]| "Well$7$, she is so$5#1$ thoroughly 061:296,20[B ]| superior$2$." 061:296,21[M ]| "Oh to$4$ whom$6#2$ do you say it?" 061:296,21[' ]| $M$Mitchy cried as he 061:296,22[' ]| greeted her. 062:297,01[' ]| The subject$0$ of this eulogy had meanwhile returned 062:297,02[' ]| to$4$ her sofa, where she received the homage of her 062:297,03[' ]| new visitor. 062:297,03[D ]| "It is not I who$6#1$ am magnificent a bit 062:297,04[D ]| ~ it is dear$2#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. I have just$9$ had from $B$Van 062:297,05[D ]| the most wonderful piece of news about$4$ him ~ his 062:297,06[D ]| announcement of his wish$0$ to$9$ make$1$ it worth somebody's 062:297,07[D ]| while$0$ to$9$ marry my child." 062:297,08[M ]| """Make$1$ it""?" 062:297,08[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy stared. 062:297,08[M ]| "But \is not\ it?" 062:297,09[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ friend, you must ask $B$Van. Of course$8$ 062:297,10[D ]| you have always thought$1$ so$5#2$. But I must tell you all the 062:297,11[D ]| same," 062:297,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook went on$5$, 062:297,11[D ]| "that$3$ I am delighted." 062:297,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy had seated himself, but $B$Vanderbank remained 062:297,13[' ]| erect and became perhaps even$5$ slightly stiff. 062:297,14[' ]| He was not angry ~ no$2$ member of the inner circle 062:297,15[' ]| at Buckingham*Crescent was ever angry ~ but he 062:297,16[' ]| looked grave$2$ and rather troubled. 062:297,16[B ]| "Even$5$ if it \is\ 062:297,17[B ]| decidedly fine" 062:297,17[' ]| ~ he addressed his hostess straight ~ 062:297,18[B ]| "I can not make$1$ out$5$ quite why you are doing \this\. 062:297,19[B ]| I mean$1$ immediately making it known." 062:297,20[D ]| "Ah but what$6#2$ do we keep from $M$Mitchy?" 062:297,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:297,21[' ]| asked. 062:297,22[M ]| "What$6#2$ \can\ you keep? It comes to$4$ the same thing," 062:297,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy said. 062:297,23[M ]| "Besides, here we are together, share$1$ 062:297,24[M ]| and share$1$ alike ~ one beautiful intelligence. $L$Mr%*Longdon's 062:297,25[M ]| ""somebody"" is of course$8$ $B$Van. Do not try 062:297,26[M ]| to$9$ treat$1$ me as an outsider." 062:297,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank looked a little foolishly, though it was 062:298,01[' ]| but the shade of a shade, from one of them to$4$ the 062:298,02[' ]| other. 062:298,02[B ]| "I think I have been rather an ass!" 062:298,03[D ]| "What$6#2$ then by$4$ the terms of our friendship ~ just$9$ 062:298,04[D ]| as $M$Mitchy says ~ can he and I have a better$9$ right$0$ 062:298,05[D ]| to$9$ know and to$9$ feel with you about$4$? You will$1$ want$1$, 062:298,06[D ]| $M$Mitchy, will$1$ not you?" 062:298,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook went on$5$, 062:298,06[D ]| "to$9$ hear 062:298,07[D ]| all about$4$ \that$6#2$\?" 062:298,08[B ]| "Oh I only mean$1$," 062:298,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank explained, 062:298,08[B ]| "in having 062:298,09[B ]| just$9$ now blurted my tale out$5$ to$4$ you. However, 062:298,10[B ]| I of course$8$ do know," 062:298,10[' ]| he pursued to$4$ $M$Mitchy, 062:298,10[B ]| "that$3$ 062:298,11[B ]| whatever is really between us will$1$ remain between 062:298,12[B ]| us. Let me then tell you myself exactly what$6#1$ is the 062:298,13[B ]| matter." 062:298,13[' ]| The length of his pause$0$ after$4$ these words 062:298,14[' ]| showed at last$0$ that$3$ he had stopped short; on$4$ which$6#1$ 062:298,15[' ]| his companions, as they waited, exchanged a sympathetic 062:298,16[' ]| look$0$. They waited another minute$0$, and then 062:298,17[' ]| he dropped into a chair where, leaning forward$5$, his 062:298,18[' ]| elbows on$4$ the arms and his gaze attached to$4$ the 062:298,19[' ]| carpet, he drew out$5$ the silence$0$. Finally he looked at 062:298,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook. 062:298,20[B ]| "\You\ make$1$ it clear$2$." 062:298,21[' ]| The appeal called up for$4$ some reason$0$ her most 062:298,22[' ]| infantine manner. 062:298,22[D ]| "I do not think I \can\, dear$2#1$ $B$Van 062:298,23[D ]| ~ really \clear$2$\. You know however yourself," 062:298,23[' ]| she 062:298,24[' ]| continued to$4$ $M$Mitchy, 062:298,24[D ]| "enough by$4$ this time about$4$ 062:298,25[D ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon and mamma." 062:298,26[M ]| "Oh rather!" 062:298,26[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 062:298,27[D ]| "And about$4$ mamma and $A$Nanda." 062:298,28[M ]| "Oh perfectly: the way $A$Nanda reminds him, and 062:298,29[M ]| the ""beautiful loyalty"" that$6#1$ has made him take such 062:298,30[M ]| a fancy$0$ to$4$ her. But I have already embraced the facts 062:298,31[M ]| ~ you need not dot any i's." 062:298,31[' ]| With another glance$0$ at 062:298,32[' ]| his fellow visitor $M$Mitchy jumped up and stood there 062:299,01[' ]| florid. 062:299,01[M ]| "He has offered you money to$9$ marry her." 062:299,02[' ]| He said this to$4$ $B$Vanderbank as if it were the most 062:299,03[' ]| natural$2$ thing in the world. 062:299,04[D ]| "Oh \no$7$\," 062:299,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook interposed with promptitude: 062:299,05[D ]| "he has simply let him know before$4$ any*one else that$3$ 062:299,06[D ]| the money is there \for$4$\ $A$Nanda, and that$3$ therefore ~!" 062:299,07[M ]| "First come first served?" 062:299,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy had already 062:299,08[' ]| taken her up. 062:299,08[M ]| "I see, I see. Then to$9$ make$1$ her sure 062:299,09[M ]| of the money," 062:299,09[' ]| he put to$4$ $B$Vanderbank, 062:299,09[M ]| "you \must\ 062:299,10[M ]| marry her?" 062:299,11[D ]| "If it depends upon that$6#2$ she will$1$ never get it," 062:299,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:299,12[' ]| returned. 062:299,12[D ]| "Dear$2#1$ $B$Van will$1$ think conscientiously 062:299,13[D ]| a lot about$4$ it, but he will$1$ not do it." 062:299,14[M ]| "will$1$ not you, $B$Van, really?" 062:299,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy asked from the 062:299,15[' ]| hearth-rug. 062:299,16[D ]| "Never, never. We shall be very kind$2$ to$4$ him, we 062:299,17[D ]| shall help$1$ him, hope$1$ and pray for$4$ him, but we shall be 062:299,18[D ]| at the end$0$," 062:299,18[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 062:299,18[D ]| "just$9$ where we are 062:299,19[D ]| now. Dear$2#1$ $B$Van will$1$ have done his best, and we shall 062:299,20[D ]| have done ours. $L$Mr%*Longdon will$1$ have done his ~ 062:299,21[D ]| poor $A$Nanda even$5$ will$1$ have done hers. But it will$1$ all 062:299,22[D ]| have been in vain. However," 062:299,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook continued 062:299,23[' ]| to$9$ expound, 062:299,23[D ]| "she will$1$ probably have the money. $L$Mr%*Longdon 062:299,24[D ]| will$1$ surely consider that$3$ she will$1$ want$1$ it if 062:299,25[D ]| she does not marry still$5$ more than if she does. So$3$ we 062:299,26[D ]| shall be \so$5#1$\ much at least," 062:299,26[' ]| she wound$1#1$ up ~ 062:299,26[D ]| "I mean$1$ 062:299,27[D ]| $C$Edward and I and the child will$1$ be ~ to$4$ the good." 062:299,28[' ]| $M$Mitchy, for$4$ an equal$2$ certainty, required but an 062:299,29[' ]| instant's thought$0$. 062:299,29[M ]| "Oh there can be no$2$ doubt$0$ about$4$ 062:299,30[M ]| \that$6#2$\. The things about$4$ which$6#1$ your mind$0$ may$1$ now be 062:299,31[M ]| at ease$0$ ~!" 062:299,31[' ]| he cheerfully exclaimed. 062:299,32[D ]| "It does make$1$ a great difference!" 062:299,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:300,01[' ]| comfortably sighed. Then in a different tone: 062:300,01[D ]| "What$6#1$ 062:300,02[D ]| dear$2#1$ $B$Van will$1$ find at the end$0$ that$6#1$ he can not face$1$ will$1$ 062:300,03[D ]| be, do not you see? Just$9$ this fact of appearing to$9$ have 062:300,04[D ]| accepted a bribe. He will$1$ not want$1$, on$4$ the one hand ~ 062:300,05[D ]| out$8$ of kindness for$4$ $A$Nanda ~ to$9$ have the money suppressed; 062:300,06[D ]| and yet he will$1$ not want$1$ to$9$ have the pecuniary 062:300,07[D ]| question$0$ mixed up with the matter: to$9$ look$1$ in short 062:300,08[D ]| as if he had had to$9$ be paid. He is like$9$ you, you know 062:300,09[D ]| ~ he is proud; and it will$1$ be there we shall break 062:300,10[D ]| down$5$." 062:300,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy had been watching his friend, who$6#1$, a few 062:300,12[' ]| minutes before$5$ perceptibly embarrassed, had quite 062:300,13[' ]| recovered himself and, at his ease$0$, though still$5$ perhaps 062:300,14[' ]| with a smile$0$ a trifle$5$ strained, leaned back$5$ and 062:300,15[' ]| let his eyes play$1$ everywhere but over the faces$0$ of the 062:300,16[' ]| others. $B$Vanderbank evidently wished now to$9$ show$1$ 062:300,17[' ]| a good-humoured detachment. 062:300,18[M ]| "See here," 062:300,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy said to$4$ him: 062:300,18[M ]| "I remember your 062:300,19[M ]| once submitting to$4$ me a case of some delicacy." 062:300,20[D ]| "Oh he will$1$ submit it to$4$ you ~ he will$1$ submit it even$5$ 062:300,21[D ]| to$4$ \me\," 062:300,21[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook broke in. 062:300,21[D ]| "He will$1$ be charming, 062:300,22[D ]| touching, confiding ~ above$4$ all he will$1$ be awfully 062:300,23[D ]| \interesting\ about$4$ it. But he will$1$ make$1$ up his mind$0$ in 062:300,24[D ]| his own$2$ way, and his own$2$ way will$1$ not be to$9$ accommodate 062:300,25[D ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon." 062:300,26[' ]| $M$Mitchy continued to$9$ study$1$ their companion in the 062:300,27[' ]| light$0$ of these remarks, then turned upon his hostess 062:300,28[' ]| his sociable glare. 062:300,28[M ]| "Splendid, is not it, the old boy's 062:300,29[M ]| infatuation with him?" 062:300,30[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook just$9$ delayed. 062:300,30[D ]| "From the point$0$ of 062:300,31[D ]| view$0$ of the immense interest$0$ it ~ just$9$ now, for$4$ instance$0$ 062:300,32[D ]| ~ makes for$4$ you and me? Oh yes, it is one of 062:301,01[D ]| our best things yet. It places$1$ him a little with $G$Lady*Fanny 062:301,02[D ]| ~ ""He will$1$, he will$1$ not; he will$1$ not, he will$1$!"" 062:301,03[D ]| Only, to$9$ be perfect$2$, it lacks, as I say, the element 062:301,04[D ]| of real suspense." 062:301,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy frankly wondered. 062:301,05[M ]| "It does, you think? 062:301,06[M ]| Not for$4$ me ~ not wholly." 062:301,06[' ]| He turned again quite 062:301,07[' ]| pleadingly to$4$ their friend. 062:301,07[M ]| "I hope$1$ it does not for$4$ 062:301,08[M ]| yourself totally either?" 062:301,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, cultivating his detachment, made at 062:301,10[' ]| first no$2$ more reply$0$ than if he had not heard, and the 062:301,11[' ]| others meanwhile showed faces that$6#1$ testified perhaps 062:301,12[' ]| less than their respective speeches had done to$4$ the 062:301,13[' ]| absence of anxiety. The only token he immediately 062:301,14[' ]| gave was to$9$ get up and approach$1$ $M$Mitchy, before$4$ 062:301,15[' ]| whom$6#1$ he stood a minute$0$ laughing kindly enough, 062:301,16[' ]| though not altogether gaily. As if then for$4$ a better$9$ 062:301,17[' ]| proof of gaiety he presently seized him by$4$ the shoulders 062:301,18[' ]| and, still$5$ without speaking, pushed him backward 062:301,19[' ]| into the chair he himself had just$9$ quitted. $D$Mrs%*Brook's 062:301,20[' ]| eyes, from the sofa, while$9$ this went on$5$, attached 062:301,21[' ]| themselves to$4$ her visitors. It took $B$Vanderbank, 062:301,22[' ]| as he moved about$5$ and his companions waited, 062:301,23[' ]| a minute$0$ longer to$9$ produce what$6#1$ he had in mind$0$. 062:301,24[B ]| "What$6#1$ \is\ splendid, as we call$1$ it, is this extraordinary 062:301,25[B ]| freedom and good*humour of our intercourse and the 062:301,26[B ]| fact that$3$ we do care$1$ ~ so$5#1$ independently of our personal 062:301,27[B ]| interests$0$, with so$5#1$ little selfishness or other vulgarity 062:301,28[B ]| ~ to$9$ get at the idea of things. The beautiful 062:301,29[B ]| specimen $D$Mrs%*Brook had just$9$ given me of that$6#2$," 062:301,29[' ]| he 062:301,30[' ]| continued to$4$ $M$Mitchy, 062:301,30[B ]| "was what$6#1$ made me break out$5$ 062:301,31[B ]| to$4$ you about$4$ her when you came in." 062:301,31[' ]| He spoke to$4$ one 062:301,32[' ]| friend, but he looked at the other. 062:301,32[B ]| "What$6#1$ is really 062:302,01[B ]| ""superior$2$"" in her is that$3$, though I suddenly show$1$ her 062:302,02[B ]| an interference with a favourite$2$ plan, her personal 062:302,03[B ]| resentment is nothing ~ all she wants$1$ is to$9$ see what$6#1$ 062:302,04[B ]| may$1$ really happen, to$9$ take in the truth of the case and 062:302,05[B ]| make$1$ the best of that$6#2$. She offers$1$ me the truth, as she 062:302,06[B ]| sees it, about$4$ myself, and with no$2$ nasty elation if it 062:302,07[B ]| does chance$1$ to$9$ be the truth that$6#1$ suits her best. It was 062:302,08[B ]| a charming, charming stroke." 062:302,09[' ]| $M$Mitchy's appreciation was no$2$ bar to$4$ his amusement. 062:302,10[M ]| "You are wonderfully right$2#1$ about$4$ us. But still$5$ 062:302,11[M ]| it was a stroke." 062:302,12[' ]| If $D$Mrs%*Brook was less diverted she followed perhaps 062:302,13[' ]| more closely. 062:302,13[D ]| "If you do me so$5#1$ much justice 062:302,14[D ]| then, why did you put to$4$ me such a cold$2$ cruel question$0$? 062:302,15[D ]| ~ I mean$1$ when you so$5#1$ oddly challenged me on$4$ 062:302,16[D ]| my handing on$5$ your news to$4$ $M$Mitchy. If the principal$2$ 062:302,17[D ]| beauty of our effort to$9$ live together is ~ and quite 062:302,18[D ]| according to$4$ your own$2$ eloquence ~ in our sincerity, 062:302,19[D ]| I simply obeyed the impulse to$9$ do the sincere thing. 062:302,20[D ]| If we are not sincere we are nothing." 062:302,21[M ]| "Nothing!" 062:302,21[' ]| ~ it was $M$Mitchy who$6#1$ first responded. 062:302,22[M ]| "But we \are\ sincere." 062:302,23[B ]| "Yes, we \are\ sincere," 062:302.23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank presently said. 062:302,24[B ]| "It is a great chance$0$ for$4$ us not to$9$ fall$1$ below ourselves: 062:302,25[B ]| no$2$ doubt$0$ therefore we shall continue to$9$ soar and sing. 062:302,26[B ]| We pay$1$ for$4$ it, people who$6#1$ do not like$1$ us say,in our 062:302,27[B ]| self-consciousness ~" 062:302,28[M ]| "But people who$6#1$ do not like$1$ us," 062:302,28[' ]| $M$Mitchy broke in, 062:302,29[M ]| "do not matter. Besides, how can we be properly conscious 062:302,30[M ]| of each other ~?" 062:302,31[B ]| "That is it!" 062:302,31[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank completed his idea: 062:302,32[B ]| "without my finding myself for$4$ instance$0$ in you and 062:303,01[B ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook? We see ourselves reflected ~ we are 062:303,02[B ]| conscious of the charming whole$0$. I thank you," 062:303,02[' ]| he 062:303,03[' ]| pursued after$4$ an instant$0$ to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook ~ 062:303,03[B ]| "I thank 062:303,04[B ]| you for$4$ your sincerity." 062:303,05[' ]| It was a business sometimes really to$9$ hold$1$ her eyes, 062:303,06[' ]| but they had, it must be said for$4$ her, their steady 062:303,07[' ]| moments. She exchanged with $B$Vanderbank a somewhat 062:303,08[' ]| remarkable look$0$, then, with an art of her own$2$, 062:303,09[' ]| broke short off without appearing to$9$ drop$1$ him. 062:303,09[D ]| "The 062:303,10[D ]| thing is, do not you think?" 062:303,10[' ]| ~ she appealed to$4$ 062:303,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy ~ 062:303,11[D ]| "for$4$ us not to$9$ be so$5#1$ awfully clever as to$9$ 062:303,12[D ]| make$1$ it believed that$3$ we can never be simple$2$. We 062:303,13[D ]| must not see \too$5#1$\ tremendous things ~ even$5$ in each 062:303,14[D ]| other." 062:303,14[' ]| She quite lost patience with the danger she 062:303,15[' ]| glanced at. 062:303,15[D ]| "We \can\ be simple$2$!" 062:303,16[M ]| "We \can\, by$4$ God!" 062:303,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 062:303,17[B ]| "Well$7$, we are now ~ and it is a great comfort$0$ to$9$ 062:303,18[B ]| have it settled$1$," 062:303,18[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 062:303,19[D ]| "Then you see," 062:303,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned, 062:303,19[D ]| "what$6#1$ a 062:303,20[D ]| mistake$0$ you would make$1$ to$9$ see abysses of subtlety in my 062:303,21[D ]| having been merely natural$2$." 062:303,22[M ]| "We \can\ be natural$2$," 062:303,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy declared. 062:303,23[B ]| "We can, by$4$ God!" 062:303,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 062:303,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had turned to$4$ $M$Mitchy. 062:303,24[D ]| "I just$9$ wanted 062:303,25[D ]| you to$9$ know. So$3$ I spoke. It is not more complicated 062:303,26[D ]| than that#6#2$. As for$4$ \why\ I wanted you to$9$ know ~!" 062:303,27[M ]| "What$6#2$ better$9$ reason$0$ could there be," 062:303,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy 062:303,28[' ]| interrupted, 062:303,28[M ]| "than your being$1$ filled to$4$ the finger-tips 062:303,29[M ]| with the sense of how I would want$1$ it myself, and of 062:303,30[M ]| the misery, the absolute pathos, of my being$1$ left$1$ out$5$? 062:303,31[M ]| Fancy$1$, my dear$2#1$ chap" 062:303,31[' ]| ~ he had only to$9$ put it to$4$ 062:303,32[' ]| $B$Van ~ 062:303,32[M ]| "my \not\ knowing!" 062:304,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank evidently could not fancy$1$ it, but he said 062:304,02[' ]| quietly enough: 062:304,02[B ]| "I should have told you myself." 062:304,03[M ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$ is the difference?" 062:304,04[D ]| "Oh there \is\ a difference," 062:304,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook loyally said. 062:304,05[' ]| Then she opened an inch or two, for$4$ $B$Vanderbank, the 062:304,06[' ]| door of her dim radiance. 062:304,06[D ]| "Only I should have 062:304,07[D ]| thought$1$ it a difference for$4$ the better$9$. Of course$8$," 062:304,07[' ]| she 062:304,08[' ]| added, 062:304,08[D ]| "it remains$1$ absolutely with us three alone, and 062:304,09[D ]| do not you already feel from it the fresh charm$0$ ~ with 062:304,10[D ]| it here between us ~ of our being$1$ together?" 062:304,11[' ]| It was as if each of the men had waited for$4$ the 062:304,12[' ]| other to$9$ assent better$9$ than he himself could and 062:304,13[' ]| $M$Mitchy then, as $B$Vanderbank failed, had gracefully, to$9$ 062:304,14[' ]| cover him, changed the subject$0$. 062:304,14[M ]| "But is not $A$Nanda, 062:304,15[M ]| the person most interested, to$9$ know?" 062:304,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank gave on$4$ this a strange sound$0$ of hilarity. 062:304,17[B ]| "Ah that$6#2$ would finish$1$ it off!" 062:304,18[' ]| It produced for$4$ a few seconds something like$9$ a chill, 062:304,19[' ]| a chill that$6#1$ had for$4$ consequence a momentary pause$0$ 062:304,20[' ]| which$6#1$ in its turn$0$ added weight to$4$ the words next 062:304,21[' ]| uttered. 062:304,21[D ]| "It is not I who$6#1$ shall tell her," 062:304,21[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:304,22[' ]| said gently and gravely. 062:304,22[D ]| "There! ~ you may$1$ be 062:304,23[D ]| sure. If you want$1$ a promise$0$, it is a promise$0$. So$3$ that$3$ if 062:304,24[D ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon is silent," 062:304,24[' ]| she went on$5$, 062:304,24[D ]| "and you are, 062:304,25[D ]| $M$Mitchy, and I am, how in the world shall she have 062:304,26[D ]| a suspicion?" 062:304,27[M ]| "You mean$1$ of course$8$ except by$4$ $B$Van's deciding to$9$ 062:304,28[M ]| mention$1$ it himself." 062:304,29[' ]| $B$Van might have been, from the way they looked at 062:304,30[' ]| him, some beautiful unconscious object$0$; but $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:304,31[' ]| was quite ready to$9$ answer$1$. 062:304,31[D ]| "Oh poor man, 062:304,32[D ]| \he will$1$\ never breathe." 062:305,01[M ]| "I see. So$3$ there we are." 062:305,02[' ]| To$4$ this discussion the subject$0$ of it had for$4$ the time 062:305,03[' ]| nothing to$9$ contribute, even$5$ when $M$Mitchy, rising with 062:305,04[' ]| the words he had last$2$ uttered from the chair in which$6#1$ 062:305,05[' ]| he had been placed, took sociably as well$9$, on$4$ the 062:305,06[' ]| hearth-rug, a position before$4$ their hostess. This move$0$ 062:305,07[' ]| ministered apparently to$4$ $B$Vanderbank's mere silence$0$, 062:305,08[' ]| for$3$ it was still$5$ without speaking that$3$, after$4$ a little, he 062:305,09[' ]| turned away from his friend and dropped once more 062:305,10[' ]| into the same seat. 062:305,10[B ]| "I have shown you already, you of 062:305,11[B ]| course$8$ remember," 062:305,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank presently said to$4$ him, 062:305,12[B ]| "that$3$ I am perfectly aware of how much better$9$ $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:305,13[B ]| would like$1$ \you\ for$4$ the position." 062:305,14[D ]| "He thinks I want$1$ him myself," 062:305,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:305,15[' ]| blandly explained. 062:305,16[' ]| She was indeed, as they always thought$1$ her, "wonderful," 062:305,17[' ]| but she was perhaps not even$5$ now so$5#1$ much 062:305,18[' ]| so$5#2$ as $M$Mitchy found himself able to$9$ be. 062:305,18[M ]| "But how 062:305,19[M ]| would you lose old $B$Van ~ even$5$ at the worst?" 062:305,19[' ]| he 062:305,20[' ]| earnestly asked of her. 062:305,21[' ]| She just$9$ hesitated. 062:305,21[D ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ the 062:305,22[D ]| worst?" 062:305,23[M ]| "Then even$5$ at the best," 062:305,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled. 062:305,23[M ]| "In the 062:305,24[M ]| event of his falsifying your prediction; which$6#1$, by$4$ 062:305,25[M ]| the way, has the danger, has not it? ~ I mean$1$ for$4$ 062:305,26[M ]| your intellectual credit$0$ ~ of making him, as we all 062:305,27[M ]| used$1#2$ to$9$ be called by$4$ our nursemaids, ""contrairy.""" 062:305,28[D ]| "Oh I have thought$1$ of that$6#2$," 062:305,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned. 062:305,29[D ]| "But he will$1$ not do, on$4$ the whole$0$, even$5$ for$4$ the sweetness 062:305,30[D ]| of spiting me, what$6#1$ he will$1$ not want$1$ to$9$ do. \I\ 062:305,31[D ]| have not said I should lose him," 062:305,31[' ]| she went on$5$; 062:305,31[D ]| "that is 062:305,32[D ]| only the view$0$ he himself takes ~ or, to$9$ do him perfect$2$ 062:306,01[D ]| justice, the idea he candidly imputes to$4$ me; 062:306,02[D ]| though without, I imagine ~ for$3$ I do not go so$5#1$ far as 062:306,03[D ]| that$6#2$ ~ attributing to$4$ me anything so$5#1$ unutterably 062:306,04[D ]| \9be^te\ as a feeling$0$ of jealousy." 062:306,05[B ]| "You would not dream$1$ of my supposing anything 062:306,06[B ]| inept of you," 062:306,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said on$4$ this, 062:306,06[B ]| "if you 062:306,07[B ]| understood to$4$ the full how I keep on$5$ admiring you. 062:306,08[B ]| Only what$6#1$ stupefies me a little," 062:306,08[' ]| he continued, 062:306,08[B ]| "is the 062:306,09[B ]| extraordinary critical freedom ~ or we may$1$ call$1$ it 062:306,10[B ]| if we like$1$ the high intellectual detachment ~ with 062:306,11[B ]| which$6#1$ we discuss a question$0$ touching you, dear$2#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, 062:306,12[B ]| so$5#1$ nearly and engaging so$5#2$ your private$2$ and 062:306,13[B ]| most sacred sentiments. What$6#2$ are we playing with, 062:306,14[B ]| after$4$ all, but the idea of $A$Nanda's happiness?" 062:306,15[D ]| "Oh I am not playing!" 062:306,15[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook declared with 062:306,16[' ]| a little rattle of emotion. 062:306,17[M ]| "She is not playing" 062:306,17[' ]| ~ $M$Mr%*Mitchett gravely confirmed 062:306,18[' ]| it. 062.306,18[M ]| "Do not you feel in the very air the vibration 062:306,19[M ]| of the passion that$6#1$ she is simply too$5#1$ charming to$9$ 062:306,20[M ]| shake$1$ at the window as the housemaid shakes the 062:306,21[M ]| tablecloth or the jingo the flag?" 062:306,21[' ]| Then he took up 062:306,22[' ]| what$6#1$ $B$Vanderbank had previously said. 062:306,22[M ]| "Of course$8$, 062:306,23[M ]| my dear$2#1$ man, I am ""aware,"" as you just$9$ now put it, 062:306,24[M ]| of everything, and I am not indiscreet, am I, $D$Mrs%*Brook? 062:306,25[M ]| in admitting for$4$ you as well$9$ as for$4$ myself 062:306,26[M ]| that$3$ there \was\ an impossibility you and I used$1#2$ sometimes 062:306,27[M ]| to$9$ turn$1$ over together. Only ~ Lord$7$ bless us 062:306,28[M ]| all! ~ it is not as if I had not long$9$ ago seen that$3$ 062:306,29[M ]| there is nothing at all \for$4$\ me." 062:306,30[D ]| "Ah wait, wait!" 062:306,30[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook put in. 062:306,31[B ]| "She has a theory" 062:306,31[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank, from his chair, 062:306,32[' ]| lighted it up for$4$ $M$Mitchy, who$6#1$ hovered before$4$ them ~ 062:307,01[B ]| "that$3$ your chance$0$ \will$1$\ come, later on$5$, after$3$ I have 062:307,02[B ]| given my measure$0$." 062:307,03[M ]| "Oh but that is exactly," 062:307,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy was quick$2$ to$9$ respond, 062:307,04[M ]| "what$6#1$ you will$1$ never do! You will$1$ not give your 062:307,05[M ]| measure$0$ the least little bit. You will$1$ walk$1$ in magnificent 062:307,06[M ]| mystery ""later on$5$"" not a bit less than you do today; 062:307,07[M ]| you will$1$ continue to$9$ have the benefit of everything 062:307,08[M ]| that$6#1$ our imagination, perpetually engaged, often baffled 062:307,09[M ]| and never fatigued, will$1$ continue to$9$ bedeck you with. 062:307,10[M ]| $A$Nanda, in the same way, to$4$ the end$0$ of all her time, 062:307,11[M ]| will$1$ simply remain exquisite, or genuine, or generous 062:307,12[M ]| ~ whatever we choose to$9$ call$1$ it. It may$1$ make$1$ a difference 062:307,13[M ]| to$4$ us, who$6#1$ are comparatively vulgar, but 062:307,14[M ]| what$6#2$ difference will$1$ it make$1$ to$4$ \her\ whether you do 062:307,15[M ]| or you do not decide for$4$ her? You can not belong to$4$ her 062:307,16[M ]| more, for$4$ herself, than you do already ~ and that is 062:307,17[M ]| precisely so$5#1$ much that$3$ there is no$2$ room for$4$ any*one 062:307,18[M ]| else. Where therefore, without that$6#2$ room, do I come 062:307,19[M ]| in?" 062:307,20[B ]| "Nowhere, I see," 062:307,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank seemed obligingly 062:307,21[' ]| to$9$ muse. 062:307,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had followed $M$Mitchy with marked admiration, 062:307,23[' ]| but she gave on$4$ this a glance$0$ at $B$Van that$6#1$ 062:307,24[' ]| was like$9$ the toss of a blossom from the same branch. 062:307,25[D ]| "Oh then shall I just$9$ go on$5$ with you \both\? That$6#2$ \will$1$\ 062:307,26[D ]| be joy!" 062:307,26[' ]| She had, however, the next thing, a sudden$2$ 062:307,27[' ]| drop$0$ which$6#1$ shaded the picture$0$. 062:307,27[D ]| "You are so$5#1$ divine, 062:307,28[D ]| $M$Mitchy, that$3$ how can you not in the long-run break 062:307,29[D ]| \any\ woman down$5$?" 062:307,30[' ]| It was not as if $M$Mitchy was struck ~ it was only 062:307,31[' ]| that$3$ he was courteous. 062:307,31[M ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ the long-run? 062:307,32[M ]| Taking about$5$ till I am eighty?" 062:308,01[D ]| "Ah your genius is of a kind$0$ to$4$ which$6#1$ middle life 062:308,02[D ]| will$1$ be particularly favourable. You will$1$ reap then somehow, 062:308,03[D ]| one feels, everything you have sown." 062:308,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy still$5$ accepted the prophecy only to$9$ control 062:308,05[' ]| it. 062:308,05[M ]| "Do you call$1$ eighty middle life? Why, my moral 062:308,06[M ]| beauty, my dear$2#1$ woman ~ if that is what$6#1$ you mean$1$ 062:308,07[M ]| by$4$ my genius ~ is precisely my curse. What$6#2$ on$4$ earth 062:308,08[M ]| is left$1$ for$4$ a man just$9$ rotten with goodness? It renders 062:308,09[M ]| necessary the kind$0$ of liking that$6#1$ renders \unnecessary\ 062:308,10[M ]| anything else." 062:308,11[B ]| "Now that$6#2$ \is\ cheap paradox!" 062:308,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank patiently 062:308,12[' ]| sighed. 062:308,12[B ]| "You are down$5$ for$4$ a fine." 062:308,13[' ]| It was with less of the patience perhaps that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brook 062:308,14[' ]| took this up. 062:308,14[D ]| "Yes, on$4$ that$6#2$ we \are\ stiff. Five 062:308,15[D ]| pounds, please." 062:308,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy drew out$5$ his pocket-book even$5$ though he 062:308,17[' ]| explained. 062:308,17[M ]| "What$6#1$ I mean$1$ is that$3$ I do not give out$5$ the 062:308,18[M ]| great thing." 062:308,18[' ]| With which$6#1$ he produced a crisp bank-note. 062:308,19[' ]| 062:308,20[B ]| "\Do not\ you?" 062:308,20[' ]| asked $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$, having 062:308,21[' ]| taken it from him to$9$ hand to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, held it a 062:308,22[' ]| moment, delicately, to$9$ accentuate the doubt$0$. 062:308,23[M ]| "The great thing is the sacred terror. It is you who$6#1$ 062:308,24[M ]| give \that$6#2$\ out$5$." 062:308,25[B ]| "Oh!" 062:308,25[' ]| ~ and $B$Vanderbank laid the money on$4$ the 062:308,26[' ]| small stand$0$ at $D$Mrs%*Brook's elbow. 062:308,27[M ]| "Ai not I right$2#1$, $D$Mrs%*Brook? ~ does not he, tremendously, 062:308,28[M ]| and is not that$6#2$ more than anything else 062:308,29[M ]| what$6#1$ does it?" 062:308,30[' ]| The two again, as if they understood each other, 062:308,31[' ]| gazed in a unity of interest$0$ at their companion, who$6#1$ 062:308,32[' ]| sustained it with an air clearly intended as the happy 062:309,01[' ]| mean$0$ between embarrassment and triumph$0$. Then 062:309,02[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook showed she liked the phrase. 062:309,02[D ]| "The sacred 062:309,03[D ]| terror! Yes, one feels it. It \is\ that$6#2$." 062:309,04[M ]| "The finest case of it," 062:309,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy pursued, 062:309,04[M ]| "that$6#1$ 062:309,05[M ]| I have ever met. So$3$ my moral is sufficiently pointed$2$." 062:309,06[B ]| "Oh I do not think it can be said to$9$ be that$6#2$," 062:309,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 062:309,07[' ]| returned, 062:309,07[B ]| "till you have put the whole$2$ thing 062:309,08[B ]| into a box by$4$ doing for$4$ $A$Nanda what$6#1$ she does most 062:309,09[B ]| want$1$ you to$9$ do." 062:309,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy caught on$5$ without a shade of wonder$0$. 062:309,11[M ]| "Oh by$4$ proposing to$4$ the $I$Duchess for$4$ little $J$Aggie?" 062:309,12[' ]| He took but an instant$0$ to$9$ turn$1$ it over. 062:309,12[M ]| "Well$7$, I \would\ 062:309,13[M ]| propose ~ to$9$ please $A$Nanda. Only I have never yet quite 062:309,14[M ]| made out$5$ the reason$0$ of her wish$0$." 062:309,15[B ]| "The reason$0$ is largely," 062:309,15[' ]| his friend answered, 062:309,15[B ]| "that$3$, 062:309,16[B ]| being$1$ very fond of $J$Aggie and in fact extremely admiring 062:309,17[B ]| her, she wants$1$ to$9$ do something good for$4$ her 062:309,18[B ]| and to$9$ keep her from anything bad. Do not you know 062:309,19[B ]| ~ it is too$5#1$ charming ~ she regularly believes in 062:309,20[B ]| her?" 062:309,21[' ]| $M$Mitchy, with all his recognition, vibrated to$4$ the 062:309,22[' ]| touch$0$. 062:309,22[M ]| "Is not it too$5#1$ charming?" 062:309,23[B ]| "Well$7$ then," 062:309,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$, 062:309,23[B ]| "she secures 062:309,24[B ]| for$4$ her friend a pho*enix like$9$ you, and secures for$4$ you 062:309,25[B ]| a pho*enix like$9$ her friend. It is hard to$9$ say for$4$ which$6#1$ 062:309,26[B ]| of you she desires most to$9$ do the handsome thing. 062:309,27[B ]| She loves you both in short" 062:309,27[' ]| ~ he followed it up ~ 062:309,28[B ]| "though perhaps when one thinks of it the price she 062:309,29[B ]| puts on$4$ you, $M$Mitchy, in the arrangement, is a little 062:309,30[B ]| the higher. Awfully fine at any rate$0$ ~ and yet awfully 062:309,31[B ]| odd too$5#2$ ~ her feeling$0$ for$4$ $J$Aggie's type, which$6#1$ 062:309,32[B ]| is divided by$4$ such abysses from her own$2$." 062:310,01[M ]| "Ah," 062:310,01[' ]| laughed $M$Mitchy, 062:310,01[M ]| "but think then of her 062:310,02[M ]| feeling$0$ for$4$ mine$6$!" 062:310,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, still$5$ more at his ease$0$ now and with 062:310,04[' ]| his head$0$ back$5$, had his eyes aloft and far. 062:310,04[B ]| "Oh there 062:310,05[B ]| are things in $A$Nanda ~!" 062:310,05[' ]| The others exchanged a 062:310,06[' ]| glance$0$ at this, while$9$ their companion added: 062:310,06[B ]| "Little 062:310,07[B ]| $J$Aggie is really the sort of creature she would have 062:310,08[B ]| liked to$9$ be able to$9$ be." 062:310,09[M ]| "Well$7$," 062:310,09[' ]| $M$Mitchy said, 062:310,09[M ]| "I should have adored her 062:310,10[M ]| even$5$ if she \had\ been able." 062:310,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had for$4$ some minutes played no$2$ audible 062:310,12[' ]| part$0$, but the acute observer we are constantly 062:310,13[' ]| taking for$4$ granted would perhaps have detected in 062:310,14[' ]| her, as one of the effects of the special complexion 062:310,15[' ]| to-day of $B$Vanderbank's presence, a certain smothered 062:310,16[' ]| irritation. 062:310,16[D ]| "She could not possibly have been able," 062:310,17[' ]| she now interposed, 062:310,17[D ]| "with so$5#1$ loose ~ or rather, to$9$ express$1$ 062:310,18[D ]| it more properly, with so$5#1$ perverse ~ a mother." 062:310,19[M ]| "And yet, my dear$2#1$ lady," 062:310,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy promptly qualified, 062:310,20[M ]| "how if in little $J$Aggie's case the $I$Duchess has not 062:310,21[M ]| prevented ~?" 062:310,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was full of wisdom. 062:310,22[D ]| "Well$7$, it is a different 062:310,23[D ]| thing. I am not, as a mother ~ am I, $B$Van? ~ 062:310,24[D ]| bad \enough\. That is what$6#1$ is the matter with me. 062:310,25[D ]| $J$Aggie, do not you see? is the $I$Duchess's morality, her 062:310,26[D ]| virtue; which$6#1$, by$4$ having it that$6#2$ way outside of you, 062:310,27[D ]| as one may$1$ say, you can make$1$ a much better$9$ thing 062:310,28[D ]| of. The child has been for$4$ $I$Jane, I admit, a capital 062:310,29[D ]| little subject$0$, but $I$Jane has kept her on$4$ hand and 062:310,30[D ]| finished her like$9$ some wonderful piece of stitching. 062:310,31[D ]| Oh as work$0$ it is of a \9soigne=\! There it is ~ to$9$ show$1$. 062:310,32[D ]| A woman like$9$ me has to$9$ be \herself\, poor thing, her 062:311,01[D ]| virtue and her morality. What$6#2$ will$1$ you have? It is 062:311,02[D ]| our lumbering English plan." 062:311,03[M ]| "So$3$ that$3$ her daughter," 002:311,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy sympathised, 062:311,03[M ]| "can 062:311,04[M ]| only, by$4$ the arrangement, hope$1$ to$9$ become at the best 062:311,05[M ]| her immorality and her vice?" 062:311,06[' ]| But $D$Mrs%*Brook, without an answer$0$ for$4$ the question$0$, 062:311,07[' ]| appeared suddenly to$9$ have plunged into a sea 062:311,08[' ]| of thought$0$. 062:311,08[D ]| "The only way for$4$ $A$Nanda to$9$ have been 062:311,09[D ]| \really\ nice ~!" 062:311,10[M ]| "Would have been for$4$ \you\ to$9$ be like$9$ $I$Jane?" 062:311,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy and his hostess seemed for$4$ a minute$0$, on$4$ 062:311,12[' ]| this, to$9$ gaze together at the tragic truth. Then she 062:311,13[' ]| shook her head$0$. 062:311,13[D ]| "We see our mistakes too$5#1$ late." 062:311,13[' ]| She 062:311,14[' ]| repeated the movement, but as if to$9$ let it all go, and 062:311,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank meanwhile, pulling out$5$ his watch$0$, had 062:311,16[' ]| got up with a laugh$0$ that$6#1$ showed some inattention and 062:311,17[' ]| made to$4$ $M$Mitchy a remark$0$ about$4$ their walking away 062:311,18[' ]| together. $M$Mitchy, engaged for$4$ the instant$0$ with $D$Mrs%*Brook, 062:311,19[' ]| had assented only with a nod$0$, but the attitude 062:311,20[' ]| of the two men had become that$6#2$ of departure. Their 062:311,21[' ]| friend looked at them as if she would like$1$ to$9$ keep one 062:311,22[' ]| of them, and for$4$ a purpose connected somehow with 062:311,23[' ]| the other, but was oddly, almost ludicrously, embarrassed 062:311,24[' ]| to$9$ choose. What$6#1$ was in her face$0$ indeed 062:311,25[' ]| during this short passage might prove to$9$ have been, 062:311,26[' ]| should we penetrate, the flicker of a sense that$3$ in spite$8$ 062:311,27[' ]| of all intimacy and amiability they could, at bottom 062:311,28[' ]| and as things commonly turned out$5$, only be united 062:311,29[' ]| against her. Yet she made at the end$0$ a sort of choice$0$ 062:311,30[' ]| in going on$5$ to$4$ $M$Mitchy: 062:311,30[D ]| "He has not at all told you 062:311,31[D ]| the real reason$0$ of $A$Nanda's idea that$3$ you should go 062:311,32[D ]| in for$4$ $J$Aggie." 062:312,01[B ]| "Oh I draw the line there," 062:312,01[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 062:312,02[B ]| "Besides, he understands that$6#2$ too$5#2$." 062:312,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy, on$4$ the spot, did himself and every*one 062:312,04[' ]| justice. 062:312,04[M ]| "Why it just$9$ disposes of me, does not it?" 062:312,05[' ]| It made $B$Vanderbank, restless now and turning$1$ 062:312,06[' ]| about$4$ the room, stop$1$ with a smile$0$ at $D$Mrs%*Brook. 062:312,07[B ]| "We understand too$5#1$ well$9$!" 062:312,08[D ]| "Not if he does not understand," 062:312,08[' ]| she replied after$4$ 062:312,09[' ]| a moment while$9$ she turned to$4$ $M$Mitchy, 062:312,09[D ]| "that$3$ his 062:312,10[D ]| real ""combination"" can in the nature of the case only 062:312,11[D ]| be ~!" 062:312,12[M ]| "Oh yes" 062:312,12[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy took her straight up ~ 062:312,12[M ]| "with 062:312,13[M ]| the young thing who$6#1$ is, as you say, positively and 062:312,14[M ]| helplessly modern and the pious fraud of whose$6#1$ classic 062:312,15[M ]| identity with a sheet of white paper has been ~ ah 062:312,16[M ]| tacitly of course$8$, but none the less practically! ~ 062:312,17[M ]| dropped. You have so$5#1$ often reminded me. I do understand. 062:312,18[M ]| If I were to$9$ go in for$4$ $J$Aggie it would only be 062:312,19[M ]| to$9$ oblige. The modern girl, the product of our hard 062:312,20[M ]| London facts and of her inevitable consciousness of 062:312,21[M ]| them just$9$ as they are ~ she, wonderful being$0$, \is\, I 062:312,22[M ]| fully recognise, my real affair, and I am not ashamed 062:312,23[M ]| to$9$ say that$3$ when I like$1$ the individual I am not afraid 062:312,24[M ]| of the type. She knows too$5#1$ much ~ I do not say; but 062:312,25[M ]| she does not know after$4$ all a millionth part$0$ of what$6#1$ 062:312,26[M ]| \I\ do." 062:312,27[D ]| "I am not sure!" 062:312,27[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook earnestly exclaimed. 062:312,28[' ]| He had rung out$5$ and he kept it up with a limpidity 062:312,29[' ]| unusual. 062:312,29[M ]| "And product for$4$ product, when you 062:312,30[M ]| come to$4$ that$6#2$, I am a queerer one myself than any 062:312,31[M ]| other. The traditions \I\ smash!" 062:312,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 062:312,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had got up and $B$Vanderbank had gone 062:313,01[' ]| again to$4$ the window. 062:313,01[D ]| "That is exactly why," 062:313,01[' ]| she returned. 062:313,02[D ]| "You are a pair$0$ of monsters and your monstrosity 062:313,03[D ]| fits. She does know too$5#1$ much," 062:313,03[' ]| she added. 062:313,04[M ]| "Well$7$," 062:313,04[' ]| said $M$Mitchy with resolution, 062:313,04[M ]| "it is all my 062:313,05[M ]| fault." 062:313,06[D ]| "Not \all\ ~ unless," 062:313,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned, 062:313,06[D ]| "that is 062:313,07[D ]| only a sweet way of saying that$3$ it is mostly mine$6$." 062:313,08[M ]| "Oh yours too$5#2$ ~ immensely; in fact every*one's. 062:313,09[M ]| Even$5$ $C$Edward's, I dare$1#2$ say; and certainly, unmistakeably, 062:313,10[M ]| $E$Harold's. Ah and $B$Van's own$2$ ~ rather!" 062:313,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy continued; 062:313,11[M ]| "for$4$ all he turns$1$ his back$0$ and 062:313,12[M ]| will$1$ have nothing to$9$ say to$4$ it." 062:313,13[' ]| It was on$4$ the back$0$ $B$Vanderbank turned that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's 062:313,14[' ]| eyes now rested. 062:313,14[D ]| "That is precisely why he 062:313,15[D ]| should not be afraid of her." 062:313,16[' ]| He faced straight about$5$. 062:313,16[B ]| "Oh I do not deny my 062:313,17[B ]| part$0$." 062:313,18[' ]| He shone at them brightly enough, and $D$Mrs%*Brook, 062:313,19[' ]| thoughtful, wistful, candid, took in for$4$ a moment 062:313,20[' ]| the radiance. 062:313,20[D ]| "And yet to$9$ think that$3$ after$4$ all 062:313,21[D ]| it has been mere \talk$0$\!" 062:313,22[' ]| Something in her tone again made her hearers 062:313,23[' ]| laugh$1$ out$5$; so$3$ it was still$5$ with the air of good*humour 062:313,24[' ]| that$3$ $B$Vanderbank answered: 062:313,24[B ]| "Mere, mere, mere. 062:313,25[B ]| But perhaps it is exactly the ""mere"" that$6#1$ has made 062:313,26[B ]| us range$1$ so$5#1$ wide." 062:313,27[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's intelligence abounded. 062:313,27[D ]| "You mean$1$ 062:313,28[D ]| that$3$ we have not had the excuse$0$ of passion?" 062:313,29[' ]| Her companions once more gave way to$4$ mirth, 062:313,30[' ]| but 062:313,30[B ]| "There you are!" 062:313,30[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said after$4$ an instant$0$ 062:313,31[' ]| less sociably. With it too$5#2$ he held out$5$ his hand. 062:313,32[D ]| "You \are\ afraid," 062:313,31[' ]| she answered as she gave him 062:314,01[' ]| her own$2$; on$4$ which$6#1$, as he made no$2$ rejoinder, she 062:314,02[' ]| held him before$4$ her. 062:314,02[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ you \really\ do not 062:314,03[D ]| know if she gets it?" 062:314,04[M ]| "The money, if he \does not\ go in?" 062:314,04[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy 062:314,05[' ]| broke almost with an air of responsibility into $B$Vanderbank's 062:314,06[' ]| silence$0$. 062:314,06[M ]| "Ah but, as we said, surely ~!" 062:314,07[' ]| It was $M$Mitchy's eyes that$6#1$ $B$Vanderbank met. 062:314,07[B ]| "Yes, 062:314,08[B ]| I should suppose she gets it." 062:314,09[M ]| "Perhaps then, as a compensation, she will$1$ even$5$ get 062:314,10[M ]| \more\ ~!" 062:314,11[B ]| "If I do not go in? Oh!" 062:314,11[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. And 062:314,12[' ]| he changed colour. 062:314,13[' ]| He was by$4$ this time off, but $D$Mrs%*Brook kept 062:314,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy a moment. 062:314,14[D ]| "Now ~ by$4$ that$6#2$ suggestion ~ he 062:314,15[D ]| has something to$9$ show$1$. He will$1$ not go in." 063:315,01[' ]| Her visitors had been gone half an hour, but she was 063:315,02[' ]| still$5$ in the drawing-room when $A$Nanda came back$5$. 063:315,03[' ]| The girl found her, on$4$ the sofa, in a posture that$6#1$ 063:315,04[' ]| might have represented restful oblivion, but that$6#1$, after$4$ 063:315,05[' ]| a glance$0$, our young lady appeared to$9$ interpret as 063:315,06[' ]| mere intensity of thought$0$. It was a condition$0$ from 063:315,07[' ]| which$6#1$ at all events $D$Mrs%*Brook was quickly roused 063:315,08[' ]| by$4$ her daughter's presence: she opened her eyes and 063:315,09[' ]| put down$5$ her feet, so$3$ that$3$ the two were confronted 063:315,10[' ]| as closely as persons may$1$ be when it is only one of 063:315,11[' ]| them who$6#1$ looks$1$ at the other. $A$Nanda, gazing vaguely 063:315,12[' ]| about$5$ and not seeking a seat, slowly drew off her 063:315,13[' ]| gloves while$9$ her mother's sad eyes considered her 063:315,14[' ]| from top to$4$ toe. 063:315,14[D ]| "Tea is gone," 063:315,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook then 063:315,15[' ]| said as if there were something in the loss peculiarly 063:315,16[' ]| irretrievable. 063:315,16[D ]| "But I suppose," 063:315,16[' ]| she added, 063:315,16[D ]| "he gave 063:315,17[D ]| you all you want$1$." 063:315,18[A ]| "Oh dear$7$ yes, thank you ~ I have had lots." 063:315,19[' ]| $A$Nanda hovered there slim and charming, feathered 063:315,20[' ]| and ribboned, dressed in thin fresh fabrics and faint$2$ 063:315,21[' ]| colours, with something in the effect$0$ of it all to$4$ which$6#1$ 063:315,22[' ]| the sweeter deeper melancholy$0$ in her mother's eyes 063:315,23[' ]| seemed happily to$9$ testify. 063:315,23[D ]| "Just$9$ turn$1$ round$9$, dear$2#1$." 063:315,24[' ]| The girl immediately obeyed, and $D$Mrs%*Brook once 063:315,25[' ]| more took everything in. 063:315,25[D ]| "The back is best ~ only 063:315,26[D ]| she did not do what$6#1$ she said she would. How they 063:315,27[D ]| do lie$1$!" 063:315,27[' ]| she gently quavered. 063:316,01[A ]| "Yes, but we lie$1$ so$5#2$ to$4$ \them\." 063:316,01[' ]| $A$Nanda had swung 063:316,02[' ]| round$9$ again, producing evidently on$4$ her mother's 063:316,03[' ]| part$0$, by$4$ the admirable "hang" of her light$2$ skirts, a 063:316,04[' ]| still$5$ deeper peace. 063:316,04[A ]| "Do you mean$1$ the middle fold? 063:316,05[A ]| ~ I knew she would not. I do not want$1$ my back$0$ to$9$ be 063:316,06[A ]| best ~ I do not walk$1$ backward." 063:316,07[D ]| "Yes," 063:316,07[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook resignedly mused; 063:316,07[D ]| "you dress$1$ 063:316,08[D ]| for$4$ yourself." 063:316,09[A ]| "Oh how can you say that$6#2$," 063:316,09[' ]| the girl asked, 063:316,09[A ]| "when 063:316,10[A ]| I never stick in a pin but what$6#1$ I think of \you\?" 063:316,11[D ]| "Well$7$," 063:316,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook moralised, 063:316,11[D ]| "one must always, 063:316,12[D ]| I consider, think, as a sort of \9point*de*repe`re\, of some 063:316,13[D ]| one good person. Only it is best if it is a person one is 063:316,14[D ]| afraid of. You do very well$9$, but I am not enough. 063:316,15[D ]| What$6#1$ one really requires is a kind$0$ of salutary terror. 063:316,16[D ]| \I\ never stick in a pin without thinking of your $I$Cousin*Jane. 063:316,17[D ]| What$6#2$ is it that$3$ some*one quotes somewhere 063:316,18[D ]| about$4$ some*one's having said that$3$ ""Our antagonist 063:316,19[D ]| is our helper ~ he prevents our being$1$ superficial""? 063:316,20[D ]| The extent to$4$ which$6#1$ with my poor clothes the $I$Duchess 063:316,21[D ]| prevents \me\ ~?" 063:316,21[' ]| It was a measure$0$ $D$Mrs%*Brook could 063:316,22[' ]| give only by$4$ the general$2$ soft wail of her submission 063:316,23[' ]| to$4$ fate. 063:316,24[A ]| "Yes, the $I$Duchess is not a woman, is she? She is 063:316,25[A ]| a standard." 063:316,26[' ]| The speech had for$4$ $A$Nanda's companion, however, 063:316,27[' ]| no$2$ effect$0$ of pleasantry or irony, and it was a mark$0$ of 063:316,28[' ]| the special intercourse of these good friends that$3$ 063:316,29[' ]| though they showed each other, in manner and tone, 063:316,30[' ]| such sustained consideration as might almost have 063:316,31[' ]| given it the stamp of diplomacy, there was yet in it 063:316,32[' ]| also something of that$6#2$ economy of expression which$6#1$ 063:317,01[' ]| is the result$0$ of a common$2$ experience$0$. The recurrence 063:317,02[' ]| of opportunity to$9$ observe them together would have 063:317,03[' ]| taught a spectator that$3$ ~ on$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's side$0$ doubtless 063:317,04[' ]| more particularly ~ their relation was governed 063:317,05[' ]| by$4$ two or three remarkably established and, as might 063:317,06[' ]| have been said, refined laws, the spirit of which$6#1$ was 063:317,07[' ]| to$9$ guard$1$ against the vulgarity so$5#1$ often coming to$4$ 063:317,08[' ]| the surface between parent and child. That$3$ they 063:317,09[' ]| \were\ as good friends as if $A$Nanda had not been her 063:317,10[' ]| daughter was a truth that$6#1$ no$2$ passage between 063:317,11[' ]| them might fail in one way or another to$9$ illustrate. 063:317,12[' ]| $A$Nanda had gathered up, for$4$ that$6#2$ matter, early in life, 063:317,13[' ]| a flower of maternal wisdom: 063:317,13[D ]| "People talk$1$ about$4$ the 063:317,14[D ]| conscience, but it seems to$4$ me one must just$9$ bring 063:317,15[D ]| it up to$4$ a certain point$0$ and leave$1$ it there. You can 063:317,16[D ]| let your conscience alone if you are nice to$4$ the second$2$ 063:317,17[D ]| housemaid." 063:317,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was as "nice" to$4$ $A$Nanda 063:317,18[' ]| as she was to$4$ $ZC$Sarah*Curd ~ which$6#1$ involved, as may$1$ 063:317,19[' ]| easily be imagined, the happiest conditions for$4$ 063:317,20[' ]| $ZC$Sarah. 063:317,20[D ]| "Well$7$," 063:317,20[' ]| she resumed, reverting to$4$ the $I$Duchess 063:317,21[' ]| on$4$ a final appraisement of the girl's air, 063:317,21[D ]| "I really 063:317,22[D ]| think I do well$9$ by$4$ you and that$3$ $I$Jane would not have 063:317,23[D ]| anything to$9$ say to-day. You look$1$ awfully like$9$ 063:317,24[D ]| mamma," 063:317,24[' ]| she then threw off as if for$4$ the first time of 063:317,25[' ]| mentioning it. 063:317,26[A ]| "Oh $I$Cousin*Jane does not care$1$ for$4$ that$6#2$," 063:317,26[' ]| $A$Nanda 063:317,27[' ]| returned. 063:317.27[A ]| "What$6#1$ I do not look$1$ like$9$ is $J$Aggie, for$4$ all 063:317,28[A ]| I try." 063:317,29[D ]| "Ah you should not try ~ you can do nothing with 063:317,30[D ]| it. One must be what$6#1$ one is." 063:317,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was almost sententious, but $A$Nanda, with 063:317,32[' ]| civility, let it pass$1$. 063:317,31[A ]| "No*one in London touches her. 063:318,01[A ]| She is quite by$4$ herself. When one sees her one feels 063:318,02[A ]| her to$9$ be the real thing." 063:318,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, without harshness, wondered. 063:318,03[D ]| "What$6#2$ 063:318,04[D ]| do you mean$1$ by$4$ the real thing?" 063:318,05[' ]| Even$5$ $A$Nanda, however, had to$9$ think a moment. 063:318,06[A ]| "Well$7$, the real young one. That is what$6#1$ $N$Lord*Petherton 063:318,07[A ]| calls$1$ her," 063:318,07[' ]| she mildly joked ~ 063:318,07[A ]| """the young 063:318,08[A ]| 'un.""" 063:318,09[' ]| Her mother's echo was not for$4$ the joke, but for$4$ 063:318,10[' ]| something else. 063:318,10[D ]| "I know what$6#1$ you mean$1$. What$6#2$ is the 063:318,11[D ]| use$0$ of being$1$ good?" 063:318,12[A ]| "Oh I did not mean$1$ that$6#2$," 063:318,12[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 063:318,12[A ]| "Besides, 063:318,13[A ]| is not $J$Aggie of a goodness ~?" 063:318,14[D ]| "I was not talking of her. I was asking myself 063:318,15[D ]| what$6#1$ is the use$0$ of \my\ being$1$." 063:318,16[A ]| "Well$7$, you can not help$1$ it any more than the $I$Duchess 063:318,17[A ]| can help$1$ ~!" 063:318,18[D ]| "Ah but she could if she would!" 063:318,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook broke 063:318,19[' ]| in with a sharper ring$0$ than she had yet given. 063:318,19[D ]| "We 063:318,20[D ]| can not help$1$ being$1$ good perhaps, if that$6#2$ burden is laid 063:318,21[D ]| on$4$ us ~ but there are lengths in other directions 063:318,22[D ]| we are not absolutely obliged to$9$ go. And what$6#1$ I think 063:318,23[D ]| of when I stick in the pins," 063:318,23[' ]| she went on$5$, 063:318,23[D ]| "is that$3$ 063:318,24[D ]| $I$Jane seems to$4$ me really never to$9$ have had to$9$ pay$1$." 063:318,25[' ]| She appeared for$4$ a minute$0$ to$9$ brood on$4$ this till she 063:318,26[' ]| could no$2$ longer bear$1$ it; after$4$ which$6#1$ she jerked out$5$: 063:318,27[D ]| "Why she has never had to$9$ pay$1$ for$4$ \anything\!" 063:318,28[' ]| $A$Nanda had by$4$ this time seated herself, taking her 063:318,29[' ]| place$0$, under the interest$0$ of their talk$0$, on$4$ her mother's 063:318,30[' ]| sofa, where, except for$4$ the removal of her long$9$ soft 063:318,31[' ]| gloves, which$6#1$ one of her hands again and again drew 063:318,32[' ]| caressingly through$4$ the other, she remained very 063:319,01[' ]| much as if she were some friendly yet circumspect 063:319,02[' ]| young visitor to$4$ whom$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook had on$4$ some 063:319,03[' ]| occasion$0$ dropped 063:319,03[D ]| "Do come." 063:319,03[' ]| But there was something 063:319,04[' ]| perhaps more expressly conciliatory in the way 063:319,05[' ]| she had kept everything on$5$: as if, in particular serenity 063:319,06[' ]| and to$9$ confirm kindly $D$Mrs%*Brook's sense of 063:319,07[' ]| what$6#1$ had been done for$4$ her, she had neither taken 063:319,08[' ]| off her great feathered hat nor laid down$5$ her parasol 063:319,09[' ]| of pale green silk, the "match$0$" of hat and ribbons 063:319,10[' ]| and which$6#1$ had an expensive precious knob. Our 063:319,11[' ]| spectator would possibly have found too$5#1$ much earnestness 063:319,12[' ]| in her face$0$ to$9$ be sure if there was also candour. 063:319,13[A ]| "And do you mean$1$ that$3$ \you\ have had to$9$ pay$1$ ~?" 063:319,14[D ]| "Oh yes ~ all the while$0$." 063:319,14[' ]| With this $D$Mrs%*Brook 063:319,15[' ]| was a little short, and also as she added as if to$9$ banish 063:319,16[' ]| a slight$2$ awkwardness: 063:319,16[D ]| "But do not let it discourage 063:319,17[D ]| you." 063:319,18[' ]| $A$Nanda seemed an instant$0$ to$9$ weigh the advice, and 063:319,19[' ]| the whole$2$ thing would have been striking as another 063:319,20[' ]| touch$0$ in the picture$0$ of the odd want$0$, on$4$ the part$0$ of 063:319,21[' ]| each, of any sense of levity in the other. Whatever 063:319,22[' ]| escape$0$, face$0$ to$4$ face$0$, mother or daughter might ever 063:319,23[' ]| seek would never be the humorous one ~ a circumstance, 063:319,24[' ]| notwithstanding, that$6#1$ would not in every case 063:319,25[' ]| have failed to$9$ make$1$ their interviews droll for$4$ a third 063:319,26[' ]| person. It would always indeed for$4$ such a person 063:319,27[' ]| have produced an impression of tension beneath the 063:319,28[' ]| surface. 063:319,28[A ]| "I could have done much better$9$ at the start$0$ 063:319,29[A ]| and have lost less time," 063:319,29[' ]| the girl at last$0$ said, 063:319,29[A ]| "if I 063:319,30[A ]| had not had the drawback of not really remembering 063:319,31[A ]| Granny." 063:319,32[D ]| "Oh well$7$, \I\ remember her!" 063:319,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook moaned 063:320,01[' ]| with an accent that$6#1$ evidently struck her the next 063:320,02[' ]| moment as so$5#1$ much out$8$ of place$0$ that$3$ she slightly 063:320,03[' ]| deflected. She took $A$Nanda's parasol and held it as 063:320,04[' ]| if ~ a more delicate thing much than any one of hers 063:320,05[' ]| ~ she simply liked to$9$ have it. 063:320,05[D ]| "Her clothes ~ at 063:320,06[D ]| your age at least ~ must have been hideous. Was it 063:320,07[D ]| at the place$0$ he took you to$4$ that$3$ he gave you tea?" 063:320,08[' ]| she then went on$5$. 063:320,09[A ]| "Yes, at the Museum. We had an orgy in the 063:320,10[A ]| refreshment-room. But he took me afterwards to$4$ 063:320,11[A ]| $K$Tishy's, where we had another." 063:320,12[D ]| "He went \in\ with you?" 063:320,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had suddenly 063:320,13[' ]| flashed into eagerness. 063:320,14[A ]| "Oh yes ~ I made him." 063:320,15[D ]| "He did not want$1$ to$9$?" 063:320,16[A ]| "On$4$ the contrary$0$ ~ very much. But he does not 063:320,17[A ]| do everything he wants$1$," 063:320,17[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 063:320,18[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook seemed to$9$ wonder$1$. 063:320,18[D ]| "You mean$1$ you have 063:320,19[D ]| also to$9$ want$1$ it?" 063:320,20[A ]| "Oh no$7$ ~ \that$6#2$\ is not enough. What$6#1$ I suppose 063:320,21[A ]| I mean$1$," 063:320,21[' ]| $A$Nanda continued, 063:320,21[A ]| "is that$3$ he does not do 063:320,22[A ]| anything he does not want$1$. But he does quite enough," 063:320,23[' ]| she added. 063:320,24[D ]| "And who$6#2$ then was at $K$Tishy's?" 063:320,25[D ]| "Oh poor old $K$Tish herself, naturally, and $H$Carrie*Donner." 063:320,26[D ]| 063:320,27[D ]| "And no*one else?" 063:320,28[' ]| The girl just$9$ waited. 063:320,28[A ]| "Yes, $F$Mr%*Cashmore came 063:320,29[A ]| in." 063:320,30[' ]| Her mother gave a groan of impatience. 063:320,30[D ]| "Ah 063:320,31[D ]| \again\?" 063:320,32[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$ an instant$0$. 063:320,32[A ]| "How do you mean$1$, 063:321,01[A ]| ""again""? He just$9$ lives$1$ there as much as he ever did, 063:321,02[A ]| and $K$Tishy can not prevent him." 063:321,03[D ]| "I was thinking of $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ of \their\ meeting$0$. 063:321,04[D ]| When he met him here that$6#2$ time he liked it so$5#1$ 063:321,05[D ]| little. Did he like$1$ it any more to-day?" 063:321,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 063:321,06[' ]| quavered. 063:321,07[A ]| "Oh no$7$, he hated it." 063:321,08[D ]| "But had not he ~ if he should go in ~ known he 063:321,09[D ]| \would\?" 063:321,10[A ]| "Yes, perfectly. But he wanted to$9$ see." 063:321,11[D ]| "To$9$ see ~?" 063:321,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook just$9$ threw out$5$. 063:321,12[A ]| "Well$7$, where I go so$5#1$ much. And he knew I wished 063:321,13[A ]| it." 063:321,14[D ]| "I do not quite see why," 063:321,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook mildly observed. 063:321,15[' ]| And then as her daughter said nothing to$9$ 063:321,16[' ]| help$1$ her: 063:321,16[D ]| "At any rate$0$ he did loathe it?" 063:321,17[' ]| $A$Nanda, for$4$ a reply$0$, simply after$4$ an instant$0$ put 063:321,18[' ]| a question$0$. 063:321,18[A ]| "Well$7$, how can he understand?" 063:321,19[D ]| "You mean$1$, like$9$ me, why you do go there so$5#1$ much? 063:321,20[D ]| How can he indeed?" 063:321,21[A ]| "I do not mean$1$ that$6#2$," 063:321,21[' ]| the girl returned ~ 063:321,21[A ]| "it is just$9$ 063:321,22[A ]| that$3$ he understands perfectly, because he saw them 063:321,23[A ]| all, in such an extraordinary way ~ well$7$, what$6#2$ can 063:321,24[A ]| I ever call$1$ it? ~ clutch me and cling to$4$ me." 063:321,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, with full gravity, considered this picture$0$. 063:321,26[D ]| "And was $F$Mr%*Cashmore to-day so$5#1$ ridiculous?" 063:321,27[A ]| "Ah he is not ridiculous, mamma ~ he is very unhappy. 063:321,28[A ]| He thinks now $G$Lady*Fanny probably will$1$ not 063:321,29[A ]| go, but he feels that$6#2$ may$1$ be after$4$ all only the worse 063:321,30[A ]| for$4$ him." 063:321,31[D ]| "She \will$1$\ go," 063:321,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook answered with one of 063:321,32[' ]| her roundabout approaches to$4$ decision. 063:321,32[D ]| "He \is\ too$5#1$ 063:322,01[D ]| great an idiot. She was here an hour ago, and if ever 063:322,02[D ]| a woman was packed ~!" 063:322,03[A ]| "Well$7$," 063:322,03[' ]| $A$Nanda objected, 063:322,03[A ]| "but does not she spend 063:322,04[A ]| her time in packing and unpacking?" 063:322,05[' ]| This enquiry, however, scarce pulled up her mother. 063:322,06[D ]| "No$7$ ~ though she \has\, no$2$ doubt$0$, hitherto wasted 063:322,07[D ]| plenty of labour. She has now a dozen boxes ~ I 063:322,08[D ]| could see them there in her wonderful eyes ~ just$9$ 063:322,09[D ]| waiting to$9$ be called for$5$. So$3$ if you are counting on$4$ her 063:322,10[D ]| not going, my dear$2#1$ ~!" 063:322,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook gave a headshake 063:322,11[' ]| that$6#1$ was the warning of wisdom. 063:322,12[A ]| "Oh I do not care$1$ what$6#1$ she does!" 063:322,12[' ]| $A$Nanda replied. 063:322,13[A ]| "What$6#1$ I meant just$9$ now was that$3$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 063:322,14[A ]| could not understand why, with so$5#1$ much to$9$ make$1$ 063:322,15[A ]| them so$5#2$, they could not be decently happy." 063:322,16[D ]| "And did he wish$1$ you to$9$ explain?" 063:322,17[A ]| "I tried to$9$, but I did not make$1$ it any better$9$. He 063:322,18[A ]| does not like$1$ them. He does not even$5$ care$1$ for$4$ $K$Tish." 063:322,19[D ]| "He told you so$5#2$ ~ right$2#1$ out$5$?" 063:322,20[A ]| "Oh," 063:322,20[' ]| $A$Nanda said, 063:322,20[A ]| "of course$8$ I asked him. I 063:322,21[A ]| did not press$1$ him, because I never do ~!" 063:322,22[D ]| "You never do?" 063:322,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook broke in as with the 063:322,23[' ]| glimpse of a new light$0$. 063:322,24[' ]| The girl showed an indulgence for$4$ this interest$0$ 063:322,25[' ]| that$6#1$ was for$4$ a moment almost elderly. 063:322,25[A ]| "I enjoy 063:322,26[A ]| awfully with him seeing just$9$ how to$9$ take him." 063:322,27[' ]| Her tone and her face$0$ evidently put forth for$4$ her 063:322,28[' ]| companion at this juncture something freshly, even$5$ 063:322,29[' ]| quite supremely suggestive; and yet the effect$0$ of them 063:322,30[' ]| on$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's part$0$ was only a question$0$ so$5#1$ off-hand 063:322,31[' ]| that$3$ it might already often have been asked. The 063:322,32[' ]| mother's eyes, to$9$ ask it, we may$1$ none the less add, 063:323,01[' ]| attached themselves closely to$4$ the daughter's, and 063:323,02[' ]| her face$0$ just$9$ glowed. 063:323,02[D ]| "You like$1$ him so$5#1$ very awfully?" 063:323,03[D ]| 063:323,04[' ]| It was as if the next instant$0$ $A$Nanda felt herself on$4$ 063:323,05[' ]| her guard$0$. Yet she spoke with a certain surrender$0$. 063:323,06[A ]| "Well$7$, it is rather intoxicating to$9$ be one's self ~!" 063:323,07[' ]| She had only a drop$0$ over the choice$0$ of her term. 063:323,08[D ]| "So$5#1$ tremendously made up to$4$, you mean$1$ ~ even$5$ 063:323,09[D ]| by$4$ a little fussy ancient man? But \does not\ he, my 063:323,10[D ]| dear$2#1$," 063:323,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook continued with encouragement, 063:323,11[D ]| "make$1$ up to$4$ you?" 063:323,12[' ]| A supposititious spectator would certainly on$4$ this 063:323,13[' ]| have imagined in the girl's face$0$ the delicate dawn 063:323,14[' ]| of a sense that$3$ her mother had suddenly become 063:323,15[' ]| vulgar, together with a general$2$ consciousness that$3$ 063:323,16[' ]| the way to$9$ meet$1$ vulgarity was always to$9$ be frank$2$ 063:323,17[' ]| and simple$2$ and above$4$ all to$9$ ignore. 063:323,17[A ]| "He makes 063:323,18[A ]| one enjoy being$1$ liked so$5#1$ much ~ liked better$9$, I do 063:323,19[A ]| think, than I have ever been liked by$4$ any*one." 063:323,20[' ]| If $D$Mrs%*Brook hesitated it was, however, clearly not 063:323,21[' ]| because she had noticed. 063:323,21[D ]| "Not better$9$ surely than by$4$ 063:323,22[D ]| dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy? Or even$5$ if you come to$4$ that$6#2$ by$4$ $K$Tishy 063:323,23[D ]| herself." 063:323,24[' ]| $A$Nanda's simplicity maintained itself. 063:323,24[A ]| "Oh $L$Mr%*Longdon is 063:323,25[A ]| different from $K$Tishy." 063:323,26[' ]| Her mother again hesitated. 063:323,26[D ]| "You mean$1$ of course$8$ 063:323,27[D ]| he knows more?" 063:323,28[' ]| The girl considered it. 063:323,28[A ]| "He does not know \more\. 063:323,29[A ]| But he knows other things. And he is pleasanter than 063:323,30[A ]| $M$Mitchy." 063:323,31[D ]| "You mean$1$ because he does not want$1$ to$9$ marry 063:323,32[D ]| you?" 063:324,01[' ]| It was as if she had not heard that$3$ $A$Nanda continued: 063:324,02[A ]| "Well$7$, he is more beautiful." 063:324,03[D ]| "O-oh!" 063:324,03[' ]| cried $D$Mrs%*Brook, with a drawn-out extravagance 063:324,04[' ]| of comment that$6#1$ amounted to$4$ an impugnment 063:324,05[' ]| of her taste even$5$ by$4$ herself. 063:324,06[' ]| It contributed to$4$ $A$Nanda's quietness. 063:324,06[A ]| "He is one 063:324,07[A ]| of the most beautiful people in the world." 063:324,08[' ]| Her companion at this, with a quick$2$ wonder$0$, fixed 063:324,09[' ]| her. 063:324,09[D ]| "\Does\ he, my dear$2#1$, want$1$ to$9$ marry you?" 063:324,10[A ]| "Yes ~ to$4$ all sorts of ridiculous people." 063:324,11[D ]| "But I mean$1$ ~ would you take \him\?" 063:324,12[' ]| $A$Nanda, rising, met the question$0$ with a short ironic 063:324,13[A ]| "Yes!" 063:324,13[' ]| that$6#1$ showed her first impatience. 063:324,13[A ]| "It is so$5#1$ 063:324,14[A ]| charming being$1$ liked without being$1$ approved." 063:324,15[' ]| But $D$Mrs%*Brook only wanted to$9$ know. 063:324,15[D ]| "He 063:324,16[D ]| does not approve ~?" 063:324,17[A ]| "No$7$, but it makes no$2$ difference. It is all exactly 063:324,18[A ]| right$2#1$ ~ it does not matter." 063:324,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook seemed to$9$ wonder$1$, however, exactly 063:324,20[' ]| how these things could be. 063:324,20[D ]| "He does not want$1$ you 063:324,21[D ]| to$9$ give up anything?" 063:324,21[' ]| She looked as if swiftly thinking 063:324,22[' ]| what$6#1$ $A$Nanda \might\ give up. 063:324,23[A ]| "Oh yes, everything." 063:324,24[' ]| It was as if for$4$ an instant$0$ she found her daughter 063:324,25[' ]| inscrutable; then she had a strange smile$0$. 063:324,25[D ]| "Me?" 063:324,26[' ]| The girl was perfectly prompt$2$. 063:324,26[A ]| "Everything. But 063:324,27[A ]| he would not like$1$ me nearly so$5#1$ much if I really did." 063:324,28[' ]| Her mother had a further pause$0$. 063:324,28[D ]| "Does he want$1$ 063:324,29[D ]| to$9$ \adopt\ you?" 063:324,29[' ]| Then more quickly and sadly, though 063:324,30[' ]| also a little as if lacking nerve to$9$ push$1$ the research: 063:324,31[D ]| "We could not give you up, $A$Nanda." 063:324,32[A ]| "Thank you so$5#1$ much, mamma. But we shall not be 063:325,01[A ]| very much tried," 063:325,01[' ]| $A$Nanda said, 063:325,01[A ]| "because what$6#1$ it 063:325,02[A ]| comes to$4$ seems to$9$ be that$3$ I am really what$6#1$ you may$1$ 063:325,03[A ]| call$1$ adopting \him\. I mean$1$ I am little by$4$ little changing 063:325,04[A ]| him ~ gradually showing him that$3$, as I could not 063:325,05[A ]| possibly have been different, and as also of course$8$ 063:325,06[A ]| one can not keep giving up, the only way is for$4$ him not to$9$ 063:325,07[A ]| mind$1$, and to$9$ take me just$9$ as I am. That$6#2$, do not you 063:325,08[A ]| see? is what$6#1$ he would never have expected$1$ to$9$ do." 063:325,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook recognised in a manner the explanation, 063:325,10[' ]| but still$5$ had her wistfulness. 063:325,10[D ]| "But ~ a ~ to$9$ take 063:325,11[D ]| you, ""as you are,"" \where\?" 063:325,12[A ]| "Well$7$, to$4$ the South*Kensington*Museum." 063:325,13[D ]| "Oh!" 063:325,13[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. Then, however, in a more 063:325,14[' ]| exemplary tone: 063:325,14[D ]| "Do you enjoy so$5#1$ very much your 063:325,15[D ]| long$9$ hours with him?" 063:325,16[' ]| $A$Nanda appeared for$4$ an instant$0$ to$9$ think how to$9$ 063:325,17[' ]| express$1$ it. 063:325,17[A ]| "Well$7$, we are great friends." 063:325,18[D ]| "And always talking about$4$ Granny?" 063:325,19[A ]| "Oh no$7$ ~ really almost never now." 063:325,20[D ]| "He does not think so$5#1$ awfully much of her?" 063:325,21[' ]| There was an oddity of eagerness in the question$0$ 063:325,22[' ]| ~ a hope$0$, a kind$0$ of dash, for$4$ something that$6#1$ might 063:325,23[' ]| have been in $A$Nanda's interest$0$. 063:325,24[' ]| The girl met these things only with obliging gravity. 063:325,25[A ]| "I think he is losing any sense of my likeness. He is 063:325,26[A ]| too$5#1$ used$1#2$ to$4$ it ~ or too$5#1$ many things that$6#1$ are too$5#1$ different 063:325,27[A ]| now cover it up." 063:325,28[D ]| "Well$7$," 063:325,28[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook as she took this in, 063:325,28[D ]| "I 063:325,29[D ]| think it is awfully clever of you to$9$ get only the good 063:325,30[D ]| of him and have none of the worry." 063:325,31[' ]| $A$Nanda wondered. 063:325,31[A ]| "The worry?" 063:325,32[D ]| "You leave$1$ that$6#2$ all to$4$ \me\," 063:325,32[' ]| her mother went on$5$, 063:326,01[' ]| but quite forgivingly. 063:326,01[D ]| "I hope$1$ at any rate$0$ that$3$ the 063:326,02[D ]| good, for$4$ you, will$1$ be real." 063:326,03[A ]| "Real?" 063:326,03[' ]| the girl, remaining vague, again echoed. 063:326,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook showed for$3$ this not perhaps an irritation, 063:326,05[' ]| but a flicker of austerity. 063:326,05[D ]| "You must remember 063:326,06[D ]| we have a great many things to$9$ think about$4$. There are 063:326,07[D ]| things we must take for$4$ granted in each other ~ we 063:326,08[D ]| must all help$1$ in our way to$9$ pull the coach. That is 063:326,09[D ]| what$6#1$ I mean$1$ by$4$ worry, and if you do not have any so$5#1$ 063:326,10[D ]| much the better$9$ for$4$ you. For$4$ me it is in the day's 063:326,11[D ]| work$0$. Your father and I have most to$9$ think about$4$ 063:326,12[D ]| always at this time, as you perfectly know ~ when 063:326,13[D ]| we have to$9$ turn$1$ things round$9$ and manage somehow 063:326,14[D ]| or other to$9$ get out$8$ of town, have to$9$ provide and pinch, 063:326,15[D ]| to$9$ meet$1$ all the necessities, with money, money, money 063:326,16[D ]| at every turn$0$ running away like$9$ water. The children 063:326,17[D ]| this year seem to$9$ fit$1$ into nothing, into nowhere, and 063:326,18[D ]| $E$Harold is more dreadful than he has ever been, doing 063:326,19[D ]| nothing at all for$4$ himself and requiring everything 063:326,20[D ]| to$9$ be done for$4$ him. He talks about$4$ his American girl, 063:326,21[D ]| with millions, who$6#1$ is so$5#1$ awfully taken with him, but 063:326,22[D ]| I can not find out$5$ anything about$4$ her: the only one, 063:326,23[D ]| just$9$ now, that$6#1$ people seem to$9$ have heard of is the one 063:326,24[D ]| $ZJ$Booby*Manger is engaged to$9$. The $ZJ$Mangers literally 063:326,25[D ]| snap up everything," 063:326,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook quite wailingly 063:326,26[' ]| now continued: 063:326,26[D ]| "the Jew man, so$5#1$ gigantically rich 063:326,27[D ]| ~ who$6#2$ is he? $ZN$Baron*Schack or $ZN$Schmack ~ who$6#1$ has 063:326,28[D ]| just$9$ taken Cumberland*House and who$6#1$ has the awful 063:326,29[D ]| stammer ~ or what$6#2$ is it? no$2$ roof to$4$ his mouth 063:326,30[D ]| ~ is to$9$ give that$6#2$ horrid little $ZJ$Algie, to$9$ do his conversation 063:326,31[D ]| for$4$ him, four hundred a year, which$6#1$ $E$Harold 063:326,32[D ]| pretended to$4$ me that$3$, of all the rush of young men 063:327,01[D ]| ~ dozens! ~ \he\ was most in the running for$4$. Your 063:327,02[D ]| father's settled$2$ gloom is terrible, and I bear$1$ all the 063:327,03[D ]| brunt of it; we get literally nothing this year for$4$ 063:327,04[D ]| the Hovel, yet have to$9$ spend on$4$ it heaven knows 063:327,05[D ]| what$6#1$; and everybody, for$4$ the next three months, in 063:327,06[D ]| Scotland and everywhere, has asked us for$4$ the wrong$2$ 063:327,07[D ]| time and nobody for$4$ the right$2#1$: so$3$ that$3$ I assure you 063:327,08[D ]| I do not know where to$9$ turn$1$ ~ which$6#1$ does not however 063:327,09[D ]| in the least prevent every*one coming to$4$ me 063:327,10[D ]| with their own$2$ selfish troubles." 063:327,10[' ]| It was as if $D$Mrs%*Brook 063:327,11[' ]| had found the cup of her secret$2$ sorrows suddenly 063:327,12[' ]| jostled by$4$ some touch$0$ of which$6#1$ the perversity, 063:327,13[' ]| though not completely noted at the moment, proved, 063:327,14[' ]| as she a little let herself go, sufficient to$9$ make$1$ it flow$1$ 063:327,15[' ]| over; but she drew, the next thing, from her daughter's 063:327,16[' ]| stillness a reflexion of the vanity of such heat$0$ 063:327,17[' ]| and speedily recovered herself as if in order$8$ with 063:327,18[' ]| more dignity to$9$ point$1$ to$4$ the moral. 063:327,18[D ]| "I can carry my 063:327,19[D ]| burden and shall do so$5#2$ to$4$ the end$0$; but we must each 063:327,20[D ]| remember that$3$ we shall fall$1$ to$4$ pieces if we do not manage 063:327,21[D ]| to$9$ keep hold$1$ of some little idea of responsibility. 063:327,22[D ]| I positively can not arrange without knowing when it is 063:327,23[D ]| you go to$4$ him." 063:327,24[A ]| "To$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon? Oh whenever I like$1$," 063:327,24[' ]| $A$Nanda 063:327,25[' ]| replied very gently and simply. 063:327,26[D ]| "And when shall you be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ like$1$?" 063:327,27[A ]| "Well$7$, he goes himself on$4$ Saturday, and if I want$1$ 063:327,28[A ]| I can go a few days later." 063:327,29[D ]| "And what$6#2$ day can you go if I want$1$?" 063:327,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 063:327,30[' ]| spoke as with a small sharpness ~ just$9$ softened 063:327,31[' ]| indeed in time ~ produced by$4$ the sight of a freedom 063:327,32[' ]| in her daughter's life that$6#1$ suddenly loomed larger 063:328,01[' ]| than any freedom of her own$2$. It was still$5$ a part$0$ of 063:328,02[' ]| the unsteadiness of the vessel of her anxieties; but 063:328,03[' ]| she never after$4$ all remained publicly long$9$ subject$2$ to$4$ 063:328,04[' ]| the influence$0$ she often comprehensively designated 063:328,05[' ]| to$4$ others as well$9$ as to$4$ herself as "nastiness." 063:328,05[D ]| "What$6#1$ 063:328,06[D ]| I mean$1$ is that$3$ you might go the same day, might not 063:328,07[D ]| you?" 063:328,08[A ]| "With him ~ in the train? I should think so$5#2$ if you 063:328,09[A ]| wish$1$ it." 063:328,10[D ]| "But would \he\ wish$1$ it? I mean$1$ would he hate it?" 063:328,11[A ]| "I do not think so$5#2$ at all, but I can easily ask him." 063:328,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's head$0$ inclined to$4$ the chimney and her 063:328,13[' ]| eyes to$4$ the window. 063:328,13[D ]| "Easily?" 063:328,14[' ]| $A$Nanda looked for$4$ a moment mystified by$4$ her 063:328,15[' ]| mother's insistence. 063:328,15[A ]| "I can at any rate$0$ perfectly try 063:328,16[A ]| it." 063:328,17[D ]| "Remembering even$5$ that$3$ mamma would never have 063:328,18[D ]| pushed so$5#2$?" 063:328,19[' ]| $A$Nanda's face$0$ seemed to$9$ concede even$5$ that$6#2$ condition$0$. 063:328,20[A ]| "Well$7$," 063:328,20[' ]| she at all events serenely replied, 063:328,20[A ]| "I 063:328,21[A ]| really think we are good friends enough for$4$ anything." 063:328,22[' ]| It might have been, for$4$ the light$0$ it quickly produced, 063:328,23[' ]| exactly what$6#1$ her mother had been working to$9$ 063:328,24[' ]| make$1$ her say. 063:328,24[D ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ that$6#2$ then, I should 063:328,25[D ]| like$1$ to$9$ know, but his adopting you?" 063:328,26[A ]| "Ah I do not know that$3$ it matters much what$6#1$ it is 063:328,27[A ]| called." 063:328,28[D ]| "So$5#1$ long$9$ as it brings with it, you mean$1$," 063:328,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 063:328,29[' ]| asked, 063:328,29[D ]| "all the advantages?" 063:328,30[A ]| "Well$7$ yes," 063:328,30[' ]| said $A$Nanda, who$6#1$ had now begun dimly 063:328,31[' ]| to$9$ smile$1$ ~ 063:328,31[A ]| "call$1$ them advantages." 063:328,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had a pause$0$. 063:328,32[D ]| "One would be quite 063:329,01[D ]| ready to$9$ do that$6#2$ if one only knew a little more exactly 063:329,02[D ]| what$6#1$ they are to$9$ consist of." 063:329,03[A ]| "Oh the great advantage, I feel, is doing something 063:329,04[A ]| for$4$ \him\." 063:329,05[' ]| $A$Nanda's companion, at this, hesitated afresh. 063:329,05[D ]| "But 063:329,06[D ]| does not that$6#2$, my dear$2#1$, put the extravagance of your 063:329,07[D ]| surrender$0$ to$4$ him on$4$ rather an odd footing? Charity, 063:329,08[D ]| love$0#1$, begins at home, and if it is a question$0$ of merely 063:329,09[D ]| \giving\ you have objects$0$ enough for$4$ your bounty without 063:329,10[D ]| going so$5#1$ far." 063:329,11[' ]| The girl, as her stare showed, was held a moment 063:329,12[' ]| by$4$ her surprise$0$, which$6#1$ presently broke out$5$. 063:329,12[A ]| "Why, 063:329,13[A ]| I thought$1$ you wanted me so$5#2$ to$9$ be nice to$4$ him!" 063:329,14[D ]| "Well$7$, I hope$1$ you will$1$ not think me very vulgar," 063:329,15[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 063:329,15[D ]| "if I tell you that$3$ I want$1$ you still$5$ 063:329,16[D ]| more to$9$ have some idea of what$6#1$ you will$1$ get by$4$ it. I have 063:329,17[D ]| no$2$ wish$0$," 063:329,17[' ]| she added, 063:329,17[D ]| "to$9$ keep on$5$ boring you with 063:329,18[D ]| $M$Mitchy ~" 063:329,19[A ]| "Do not, do not!" 063:329,19[' ]| $A$Nanda pleaded. 063:329,20[' ]| Her mother stopped as short as if there had been 063:329,21[' ]| something in her tone to$9$ set$1$ the limit the more utterly 063:329,22[' ]| for$4$ being$1$ unstudied. Yet poor $D$Mrs%*Brook could not 063:329,23[' ]| leave$1$ it there. 063:329,23[D ]| "Then what$6#2$ do you get instead?" 063:329,24[A ]| "Instead of $M$Mitchy? Oh," 063:329,24[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 063:329,24[A ]| "I shall 063:329,25[A ]| never marry." 063:329,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook at this turned away, moving over to$4$ 063:329,27[' ]| the window with quickened weariness. $A$Nanda, on$4$ her 063:329,28[' ]| side$0$, as if their talk$0$ had ended, went across$5$ to$4$ the sofa 063:329,29[' ]| to$9$ take up her parasol before$4$ leaving the room, an 063:329,30[' ]| impulse rather favoured than arrested by$4$ the arrival 063:329,31[' ]| of her brother $E$Harold, who$6#1$ came in at the moment 063:329,32[' ]| both his relatives had turned a back$0$ to$4$ the door and 063:330,01[' ]| who$6#1$ gave his sister, as she faced him, a greeting that$6#1$ 063:330,02[' ]| made their mother look$1$ round$9$. 063:330,02[E ]| "Hallo, $A$Nan ~ you 063:330,03[E ]| \are\ lovely! Ai not she lovely, mother?" 063:330,04[D ]| "No$7$!" 063:330,04[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook answered, not, however, otherwise 063:330,05[' ]| noticing him. Her domestic$2$ despair$0$ centred at 063:330,06[' ]| this instant$0$ all in her daughter. 063:330,06[D ]| "Well$7$ then, we shall 063:330,07[D ]| consider ~ your father and I ~ that$3$ he must take 063:330,08[D ]| the consequence." 063:330,09[' ]| $A$Nanda had now her hand on$4$ the door, while$9$ 063:330,10[' ]| $E$Harold had dropped on$4$ the sofa. 063:330,10[A ]| """He""?" 063:330,10[' ]| she just$9$ 063:330,11[' ]| sounded. 063:330,12[D ]| "I mean$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon." 063:330,13[A ]| "And what$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ the consequence?" 063:330,14[D ]| "Well$7$, it will$1$ do for$4$ the beginning$0$ of it that$3$ you will$1$ 063:330,15[D ]| please go down$5$ \with\ him." 063:330,16[A ]| "On$4$ Saturday then? Thanks, mamma," 063:330,16[' ]| the girl 063:330,17[' ]| returned. 063:330,18[' ]| She was instantly gone, on$4$ which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook had 063:330,19[' ]| more attention for$4$ her son. This, after$4$ an instant$0$, as 063:330,20[' ]| she approached the sofa and raised her eyes from the 063:330,21[' ]| little table beside$4$ it, came straight out$5$. 063:330,21[D ]| "Where in 063:330,22[D ]| the world is that$6#2$ five-pound note$0$?" 063:330,23[' ]| $E$Harold looked vacantly about$4$ him. 063:330,23[E ]| "What$6#2$ five-pound 063:330,24[E ]| note$0$?" 071:333,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's garden took in three acres and, full 071:333,02[' ]| of charming features, had for$4$ its greatest wonder$0$ the 071:333,03[' ]| extent and colour of its old brick wall, in which$6#1$ 071:333,04[' ]| the pink and purple surface was the fruit of the mild 071:333,05[' ]| ages and the protective function, for$4$ a visitor strolling, 071:333,06[' ]| sitting$1$, talking, reading, that$6#2$ of a nurse$0$ of reverie. 071:333,07[' ]| The air of the place$0$, in the August time, thrilled 071:333,08[' ]| all the while$0$ with the bliss of birds, the hum of little 071:333,09[' ]| lives$0$ unseen and the flicker of white butterflies. It 071:333,10[' ]| was on$4$ the large flat enclosed lawn that$3$ $A$Nanda spoke 071:333,11[' ]| to$4$ $B$Vanderbank of the three weeks she would have 071:333,12[' ]| completed there on$4$ the morrow ~ weeks that$6#1$ had 071:333,13[' ]| been ~ she made no$2$ secret$0$ of it ~ the happiest she 071:333,14[' ]| had yet spent anywhere. The greyish day was soft 071:333,15[' ]| and still$2$ and the sky faintly marbled, while$9$ the more 071:333,16[' ]| newly arrived of the visitors from London, who$6#1$ had 071:333,17[' ]| come late on$4$ the Friday afternoon, lounged away 071:333,18[' ]| the morning in an attitude every relaxed line of 071:333,19[' ]| which$6#1$ referred to$4$ the holiday he had, as it were ~ 071:333,20[' ]| at first merely looking about$5$ and victualling ~ sat 071:333,21[' ]| down$5$ in front$0$ of as a captain before$4$ a city. There 071:333,22[' ]| were sitting-places, just$9$ there, out$8$ of the full light$0$, 071:333,23[' ]| cushioned benches in the thick wide spread of old 071:333,24[' ]| mulberry-boughs. A large book of facts lay$1#2$ in the 071:333,25[' ]| young man's lap, and $A$Nanda had come out$5$ to$4$ him, 071:333,26[' ]| half an hour before$4$ luncheon, somewhat as $Z2$Beatrice 071:333,27[' ]| came out$5$ to$4$ $Z2$Benedick: not to$9$ call$1$ him immediately 071:334,01[' ]| indeed to$4$ the meal, but mentioning promptly that$3$ she 071:334,02[' ]| had come at a bidding. $L$Mr%*Longdon had rebuked 071:334,03[' ]| her, it appeared, for$4$ her want$0$ of attention to$4$ their 071:334,04[' ]| guest, showing her in this way, to$4$ her pleasure, how 071:334,05[' ]| far he had gone toward taking her, as he called it, 071:334,06[' ]| into the house. 071:334,07[B ]| "You have been thinking of yourself," 071:334,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 071:334,08[' ]| asked, 071:334,08[B ]| "as a mere clerk at a salary, and you now find 071:334,09[B ]| that$3$ you are a partner and have a share$0$ in the concern$0$?" 071:334,10[B ]| 071:334,11[A ]| "It seems to$9$ be something like$9$ that$6#2$. But does not 071:334,12[A ]| a partner put in something? What$6#2$ have I put in?" 071:334,13[B ]| "Well$7$ ~ \me\, for$4$ one thing. Is not it your being$1$ 071:334,14[B ]| here that$6#1$ has brought me down$5$?" 071:334,15[A ]| "Do you mean$1$ you would not have come for$4$ him 071:334,16[A ]| alone? Then do not you make$1$ anything of his attraction? 071:334,17[A ]| You ought to$9$," 071:334,17[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 071:334,17[A ]| "when he likes 071:334,18[A ]| you so$5#2$." 071:334,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, longing$1$ for$4$ a river, was in white flannels, 071:334,20[' ]| and he took her question$0$ with a happy laugh$0$, 071:334,21[' ]| a handsome face$0$ of good humour that$6#1$ completed the 071:334,22[' ]| effect$0$ of his long$9$, cool$2$ fairness. 071:334,22[B ]| "Do you mind$1$ my 071:334,23[B ]| just$9$ sitting$1$ still, do you mind$1$ letting me smoke and 071:334,24[B ]| staying with me a while$0$? Perhaps after$4$ a little we will$1$ 071:334,25[B ]| walk$1$ about$5$ ~ shall not we? But face$0$ to$4$ face$0$ with this 071:334,26[B ]| dear$2#1$ old house, in this jolly old nook, one is too$5#1$ contented 071:334,27[B ]| to$9$ move$1$, lest raising a finger even$5$ should 071:334,28[B ]| break the spell. What$6#1$ \will$1$\ be perfect$2$ will$1$ be your 071:334,29[B ]| just$9$ sitting$1$ down$5$ ~ \do\ sit down$5$ ~ and scolding me 071:334,30[B ]| a little. That$6#2$, my dear$2#1$ $A$Nanda, will$1$ deepen the peace." 071:334,31[' ]| Some minutes later, while$9$, near$4$ him but in another 071:334,32[' ]| chair, she fingered the impossible book, as she pronounced 071:335,01[' ]| it, that$6#1$ she had taken from him, he came 071:335,02[' ]| back$5$ to$4$ what$6#1$ she had last$2$ said. 071:335,02[B ]| "Has he talked to$4$ 071:335,03[B ]| you much about$4$ his ""liking"" me?" 071:335,04[' ]| $A$Nanda waited a minute$0$, turning$1$ over the book. 071:335,05[A ]| "No$7$." 071:335,06[B ]| "Then how are you just$9$ now so$5#1$ struck with it?" 071:335,07[A ]| "I am not struck only with what$6#1$ I am talked to$4$ 071:335,08[A ]| about$4$. I do not know," 071:335,08[' ]| she went on$5$, 071:335,08[A ]| "only what$6#1$ people 071:335,09[A ]| tell me." 071:335,10[B ]| "Ah no$7$ ~ you are too$5#1$ much your mother's daughter 071:335,11[B ]| for$4$ that$6#2$!" 071:335,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank leaned back$5$ and smoked, 071:335,12[' ]| and though all his air seemed to$9$ say that$3$ when one 071:335,13[' ]| was so$5#1$ at ease$0$ for$4$ gossip almost any subject$0$ would 071:335,14[' ]| do, he kept jogging his foot with the same small 071:335,15[' ]| nervous motion as during the half-hour at Mertle that$6#1$ 071:335,16[' ]| this record has commemorated. 071:335,16[B ]| "You are too$5#1$ much 071:335,17[B ]| one of us all," 071:335,17[' ]| he continued. 071:335,17[B ]| "We have tremendous 071:335,18[B ]| perceptions," 071:335,18[' ]| he laughed. 071:335,18[B ]| "Of course$8$ I \should\ have 071:335,19[B ]| come for$4$ him. But after$4$ all," 071:335,19[' ]| he added, as if all 071:335,20[' ]| sorts of nonsense would equally serve, 071:335,20[B ]| "he might not 071:335,21[B ]| except for$4$ you, you know, have asked me." 071:335,22[' ]| $A$Nanda so$5#1$ far accepted this view$0$ as to$9$ reply$1$: 071:335,22[A ]| "That is 071:335,23[A ]| awfully weak. He is so$5#1$ modest that$3$ he might have 071:335,24[A ]| been afraid of your boring yourself." 071:335,25[B ]| "That is just$9$ what$6#1$ I mean$1$." 071:335,26[A ]| "Well$7$, if you do," 071:335,26[' ]| $A$Nanda returned, 071:335,26[A ]| "the explanation is 071:335,27[A ]| a little conceited." 071:335,28[B ]| "Oh I only made it," 071:335,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said, 071:335,28[B ]| "in reference 071:335,29[B ]| to$4$ his modesty." 071:335,29[' ]| Beyond$4$ the lawn the house was 071:335,30[' ]| before$4$ him, old, square, red-roofed, well$9$ assured of 071:335,31[' ]| its right$0$ to$4$ the place$0$ it took up in the world. This was 071:335,32[' ]| a considerable space ~ in the little world at least of 071:336,01[' ]| Suffolk ~ and the look$0$ of possession had everywhere 071:336,02[' ]| mixed with it, in the form$0$ of old windows and doors, 071:336,03[' ]| the tone of old red surfaces, the style of old white 071:336,04[' ]| facings, the age of old high creepers, the long$9$ confirmation 071:336,05[' ]| of time. Suggestive of panelled rooms, of 071:336,06[' ]| precious mahogany, of portraits of women dead, of 071:336,07[' ]| coloured china glimmering through$4$ glass doors and 071:336,08[' ]| delicate silver reflected on$4$ bared tables, the thing 071:336,09[' ]| was one of those impressions of a particular period 071:336,10[' ]| that$6#1$ it takes two centuries to$9$ produce. 071:336,10[B ]| "Fancy$1$," 071:336,10[' ]| the 071:336,11[' ]| young man incoherently exclaimed, 071:336,11[B ]| "his caring to$9$ 071:336,12[B ]| leave$1$ anything so$5#1$ loveable as all this to$9$ come up and 071:336,13[B ]| live with \us\!" 071:336,14[' ]| The girl also for$4$ a little lost herself. 071:336,14[A ]| "Oh you do not 071:336,15[A ]| know what$6#1$ it is ~ the charm$0$ comes out$5$ so$5#2$ as one 071:336,16[A ]| stays. Little by$4$ little it grows and grows. There are 071:336,17[A ]| old things everywhere that$6#1$ are too$5#1$ delightful. He lets 071:336,18[A ]| me explore so$5#2$ ~ he lets me rummage and rifle. Every 071:336,19[A ]| day I make$1$ discoveries." 071:336,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wondered as he smoked. 071:336,20[B ]| "You mean$1$ 071:336,21[B ]| he lets you take things ~?" 071:336,22[A ]| "Oh yes ~ up to$4$ my room, to$9$ study$1$ or to$9$ copy$1$. 071:336,23[A ]| There are old patterns that$6#1$ are too$5#1$ dear$2#3$ for$4$ anything. 071:336,24[A ]| It is when you live with them, you see, that$3$ you know. 071:336,25[A ]| Everything in the place$0$ is such good company." 071:336,26[B ]| "Your mother ought to$9$ be here," 071:336,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 071:336,27[' ]| presently suggested. 071:336,27[B ]| "She is so$5#1$ fond of good company." 071:336,28[' ]| Then as $A$Nanda answered nothing he went 071:336,29[' ]| on$5$: 071:336,29[B ]| "Was your grandmother ever?" 071:336,30[A ]| "Never," 071:336,30[' ]| the girl promptly said. 071:336,30[A ]| "Never," 071:336,30[' ]| she repeated 071:336,31[' ]| in a tone quite different. After$4$ which$6#1$ she 071:336,32[' ]| added: 071:336,32[A ]| "I am the only one." 071:337,01[B ]| "Oh, and I. ""Me and you,"" as they say," 071:337,01[' ]| her companion 071:337,02[' ]| amended. 071:337,03[A ]| "Yes, and $M$Mr%*Mitchy, who$6#1$ is to$9$ come down$5$ ~ 071:337,04[A ]| please do not forget ~ this afternoon." 071:337,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had another of his contemplative 071:337,06[' ]| pauses. 071:337,06[B ]| "Thank you for$4$ reminding me. I shall 071:337,07[B ]| spread myself as much as possible before$3$ he comes ~ 071:337,08[B ]| try to$9$ produce so$5#1$ much of my effect$0$ that$3$ I shall be 071:337,09[B ]| safe. But what$6#2$ did $L$Mr%*Longdon ask him for$4$?" 071:337,10[A ]| "Ah," 071:337,10[' ]| said $A$Nanda gaily, 071:337,10[A ]| "what$6#2$ did he ask \you\ 071:337,11[A ]| for$4$?" 071:337,12[B ]| "Why, for$4$ the reason$0$ you just$9$ now mentioned ~ 071:337,13[B ]| that$3$ his interest$0$ in me is so$5#1$ uncontrollable." 071:337,14[A ]| "Then is not his interest$0$ in $M$Mitchy ~" 071:337,15[B ]| "Of the same general$2$ order$0$?" 071:337,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank broke 071:337,16[' ]| in. 071:337,16[B ]| "Not in the least." 071:337,16[' ]| He seemed to$9$ look$1$ for$4$ a way to$9$ 071:337,17[' ]| express$1$ the distinction ~ which$6#1$ suddenly occurred 071:337,18[' ]| to$4$ him. 071:337,18[B ]| "He was not in love$0$ with $M$Mitchy's mother." 071:337,19[A ]| "No$7$" 071:337,19[' ]| ~ $A$Nanda turned it over. 071:337,19[A ]| "$M$Mitchy's mother, 071:337,20[A ]| it appears, was awful. $F$Mr%*Cashmore knew her." 071:337,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's smoke-puffs were profuse and his 071:337,22[' ]| pauses frequent. 071:337,22[B ]| "Awful to$4$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore? I am glad 071:337,23[B ]| to$9$ hear it ~ he must have deserved it. But I believe 071:337,24[B ]| in her all the same. $M$Mitchy is often awful himself," 071:337,25[' ]| the young man rambled on$5$. 071:337,25[B ]| "Just$9$ so$5#2$ I believe in 071:337,26[B ]| \him\." 071:337,27[A ]| "So$5#2$ do I," 071:337,27[' ]| said $A$Nanda ~ 071:337,27[A ]| "and that is why I asked 071:337,28[A ]| him." 071:337,29[B ]| "\You\ asked him, my dear$2#1$ child? Have you the 071:337,30[B ]| inviting?" 071:337,31[A ]| "Oh yes." 071:337,32[' ]| The eyes he turned on$4$ her seemed really to$9$ try if 071:338,01[' ]| she jested or were serious$2$. 071:338,01[B ]| "So$3$ you arranged for$4$ me 071:338,02[B ]| too$5#2$?" 071:338,03[' ]| She turned over again a few leaves$0$ of his book and, 071:338,04[' ]| closing it with something of a clap, transferred it to$4$ 071:338,05[' ]| the bench beside$4$ him ~ a movement in which$6#1$, as 071:338,06[' ]| if through$4$ a drop$0$ into thought$0$, he rendered her no$2$ 071:338,07[' ]| assistance. 071:338,07[A ]| "What$6#1$ I mean$1$ is that$3$ I proposed it to$4$ 071:338,08[A ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, I suggested he should be asked. I have 071:338,09[A ]| a reason$0$ for$4$ seeing him ~ I want$1$ to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ him. And 071:338,10[A ]| do you know," 071:338,10[' ]| the girl went on$5$, 071:338,10[A ]| "what$6#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 071:338,11[A ]| said?" 071:338,12[B ]| "Something splendid of course$8$." 071:338,13[A ]| "He asked if you would not perhaps dislike$1$ his being$1$ 071:338,14[A ]| here with you." 071:338,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, throwing back$5$ his head$0$, laughed, 071:338,16[' ]| smoked, jogged his foot more than ever. 071:338,16[B ]| "Awfully nice. 071:338,17[B ]| Dear$2#1$ old $M$Mitch! How little afraid of him you are!" 071:338,18[' ]| $A$Nanda wondered. 071:338,18[A ]| "Of $M$Mitch?" 071:338,19[B ]| "Yes, of the tremendous pull he really has. It is all 071:338,20[B ]| very well$9$ to$9$ talk$1$ ~ he \has\ it. But of course$8$ I do not 071:338,21[B ]| mean$1$ I do not know" 071:338,21[' ]| ~ and as with the effect$0$ of his 071:338,22[' ]| nervous sociability he shifted his position. 071:338,22[B ]| "I perfectly 071:338,23[B ]| see that$3$ you are \not\ afraid. I perfectly know 071:338,24[B ]| what$6#1$ you have in your head$0$. I should never in the 071:338,25[B ]| least dream$1$ of accusing you ~ as far as \he\ is concerned ~ 071:338,26[B ]| of the least disposition to$9$ flirt; any more 071:338,27[B ]| indeed," 071:338,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank pleasantly pursued, 071:338,27[B ]| "than even$5$ 071:338,28[B ]| of any general$2$ tendency of that$6#2$ sort. No$7$, my dear$2#1$ 071:338,29[B ]| $A$Nanda" 071:338,29[' ]| ~ he kindly kept it up ~ 071:338,29[B ]| "I \will$1$\ say for$4$ 071:338,30[B ]| you that$3$, though a girl, thank heaven, and awfully 071:338,31[B ]| \much\ a girl, you are really not on$4$ the whole$0$ more of 071:338,32[B ]| a flirt than a respectable social ideal prescribes." 071:339,01[A ]| "Thank you most tremendously," 071:339,01[' ]| his companion 071:339,02[' ]| quietly replied. 071:339,03[' ]| Something in the tone of it made him laugh$1$ out$5$, and 071:339,04[' ]| the particular sound$0$ went well$9$ with all the rest$0#1$, with 071:339,05[' ]| the August day and the charming spot and the young 071:339,06[' ]| man's lounging figure and $A$Nanda's own$2$ little hovering 071:339,07[' ]| hospitality. 071:339,07[B ]| "Of course$8$ I strike you as patronising 071:339,08[B ]| you with unconscious sublimity. Well$7$, that is all 071:339,09[B ]| right$2#1$, for$3$ what$6#2$ is the most natural$2$ thing to$9$ do in these 071:339,10[B ]| conditions but the most luxurious? will$1$ not $M$Mitchy be 071:339,11[B ]| wonderful for$4$ feeling$1$ and enjoying them? I assure 071:339,12[B ]| you I am delighted he is coming." 071:339,12[' ]| Then in a different 071:339,13[' ]| tone a moment later, 071:339,13[B ]| "Do you expect to$9$ be here 071:339,14[B ]| long$9$?" 071:339,14[' ]| he asked. 071:339,15[' ]| It took $A$Nanda some time to$9$ say. 071:339,15[A ]| "As long$9$ as $L$Mr%*Longdon 071:339,16[A ]| will$1$ keep me, I suppose ~ if that$6#2$ does not 071:339,17[A ]| sound$1$ very horrible." 071:339,18[B ]| "Oh he will$1$ keep you! Only will$1$ not he himself," 071:339,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$, 071:339,19[B ]| "be coming up to$4$ town in the 071:339,20[B ]| course$0$ of the autumn?" 071:339,21[A ]| "Well$7$, in that$6#2$ case I would perfectly stay$1$ here without 071:339,22[A ]| him." 071:339,23[B ]| "And leave$1$ him in London without \you\? Ah that is 071:339,24[B ]| not what$6#1$ we want$1$: he would not be at all the same 071:339,25[B ]| thing without you. Least of all for$4$ himself!" 071:339,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 071:339,26[' ]| declared. 071:339,27[' ]| $A$Nanda again thought$1$. 071:339,27[A ]| "Yes, that is what$6#1$ makes 071:339,28[A ]| him funny, I suppose ~ his curious infatuation. I set$1$ 071:339,29[A ]| him off ~ what$6#2$ do you call$1$ it? ~ show$1$ him off: by$4$ his 071:339,30[A ]| going round$4$ and round$4$ me as the acrobat on$4$ the horse 071:339,31[A ]| in the circus goes round$4$ the clown. He has said a great 071:339,32[A ]| deal$0#2$ to$4$ me of your mother," 071:339,32[' ]| she irrelevantly added. 071:340,01[B ]| "Oh everything that is kind$2$ of course$8$, or you 071:340,02[B ]| would not mention$1$ it." 071:340,03[A ]| "That is what$6#1$ I mean$1$," 071:340,03[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 071:340,04[B ]| "I see, I see ~ most charming of him." 071:340,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 071:340,05[' ]| kept his high head$0$ thrown back$5$ as for$4$ the view$0$, 071:340,06[' ]| with a bright equal$2$ general$2$ interest$0$, of everything 071:340,07[' ]| that$6#1$ was before$4$ them, whether talked of or seen. 071:340,08[B ]| "Who$6#2$ do you think I yesterday had a letter from? 071:340,09[B ]| An extraordinary funny one from $E$Harold. He gave 071:340,10[B ]| me all the family news." 071:340,11[A ]| "And what$6#2$ \is\ the family news?" 071:340,11[' ]| the girl after$4$ a 071:340,12[' ]| minute$0$ enquired. 071:340,13[B ]| "Well$7$, the first great item is that$3$ he himself ~" 071:340,14[A ]| "Wanted," 071:340,14[' ]| $A$Nanda broke in, 071:340,14[A ]| "to$9$ borrow five 071:340,15[A ]| pounds of you? I say that$6#2$," 071:340,15[' ]| she added, 071:340,15[A ]| "because if he 071:340,16[A ]| wrote to$4$ you ~" 071:340,17[B ]| "It could not have been in such a case for$4$ the simple$2$ 071:340,18[B ]| pleasure of the intercourse?" 071:340,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank hesitated, 071:340,19[' ]| but continued not to$9$ look$1$ at her. 071:340,19[B ]| "What$6#2$ do you 071:340,20[B ]| know, pray, of poor $E$Harold's borrowings?" 071:340,21[A ]| "Oh I know as I know other things. Do not I know 071:340,22[A ]| everything?" 071:340,23[B ]| "\Do\ you? I should rather ask," 071:340,23[' ]| the young man 071:340,24[' ]| gaily enough replied. 071:340,25[A ]| "Why should I not? How should I not? You 071:340,26[A ]| know what$6#1$ I know." 071:340,26[' ]| Then as to$9$ explain herself and 071:340,27[' ]| attenuate a little the sudden$2$ emphasis with which$6#1$ she 071:340,28[' ]| had spoken: 071:340,28[A ]| "I remember your once telling me that$3$ 071:340,29[A ]| I must take in things at my pores." 071:340,30[' ]| Her companion stared, but with his laugh$0$ again 071:340,31[' ]| changed his posture. 071:340,31[B ]| "That$3$ you ""must"" ~?" 071:340,32[A ]| "That$3$ I do ~ and you were quite right$2#1$." 071:341,01[B ]| "And when did I make$1$ this extraordinary 071:341,02[B ]| charge$0$?" 071:341,03[A ]| "Ah then," 071:341,03[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 071:341,03[A ]| "you admit it \is\ a charge$0$. 071:341,04[A ]| It was a long$9$ time ago ~ when I was a little girl. 071:341,05[A ]| Which$6#1$ made it worse!" 071:341,05[' ]| she dropped. 071:341,06[' ]| It made it at all events now for$4$ $B$Vanderbank more 071:341,07[' ]| amusing. 071:341,07[B ]| "Ah not worse ~ better$9$!" 071:341,08[' ]| She thought$1$ a moment. 071:341,08[A ]| "Because in that$6#2$ case I 071:341,09[A ]| might not have understood? But that$3$ I do understand 071:341,10[A ]| is just$9$ what$6#1$ you have always meant." 071:341,11[B ]| """Always,"" my dear$2#1$ $A$Nanda? I feel somehow," 071:341,12[' ]| he rejoined very kindly, 071:341,12[B ]| "as if you overwhelmed 071:341,13[B ]| me!" 071:341,14[A ]| "You ""feel"" as if I did ~ but the reality is just$9$ that$3$ 071:341,15[A ]| I do not. The day I overwhelm you, $B$Mr%*Van ~!" 071:341,16[' ]| She let that$6#2$ pass$1$, however; there was too$5#1$ much to$9$ say 071:341,17[' ]| about$4$ it and there was something else much simpler. 071:341,18[A ]| "Girls understand now. It has got to$9$ be faced, as 071:341,19[A ]| $K$Tishy says." 071:341,20[B ]| "Oh well$7$," 071:341,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed, 071:341,20[B ]| "we do not require 071:341,21[B ]| $K$Tishy to$9$ point$1$ that$6#2$ out$5$ to$4$ us. What$6#2$ are we all 071:341,22[B ]| doing most of the time but trying$1$ to$9$ face$1$ it?" 071:341,23[A ]| "Doing? Are not you doing rather something very 071:341,24[A ]| different? You are just$9$ trying$1$ to$9$ dodge it. You are 071:341,25[A ]| trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ believe ~ not perhaps to$4$ yourselves 071:341,26[A ]| but to$4$ \us\ ~ that$3$ it is not so$5#2$." 071:341,27[B ]| "But surely you do not want$1$ us to$9$ be any worse!" 071:341,28[' ]| She shook her head$0$ with brisk gravity. 071:341,28[A ]| "We do not 071:341,29[A ]| care$1$ really what$6#1$ you are." 071:341,30[' ]| His amusement now dropped to$4$ her straighter. 071:341,31[A ]| "Your ""we"" is awfully beautiful. It is charming to$9$ 071:341,32[A ]| hear you speak for$4$ the whole$2$ lovely lot. Only you 071:342,01[A ]| speak, you know, as if you were just$9$ the class$0$ apart 071:342,02[A ]| that$6#1$ you yet complain of our ~ by$4$ our scruples ~ 071:342,03[A ]| implying you to$9$ be." 071:342,04[' ]| She considered this objection with her eyes on$4$ his 071:342,05[' ]| face$0$. 071:342,05[A ]| "Well$7$ then we do care$1$. Only ~!" 071:342,06[B ]| "Only it is a big subject$0$." 071:342,07[A ]| "Oh yes ~ no$2$ doubt$0$; it is a big subject$0$." 071:342,07[' ]| She appeared 071:342,08[' ]| to$9$ wish$1$ to$9$ meet$1$ him on$4$ everything reasonable. 071:342,09[A ]| "Even$5$ $L$Mr%*Longdon admits that$6#2$." 071:342,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wondered. 071:342,10[B ]| "You mean$1$ you talk$1$ over 071:342,11[B ]| with him ~!" 071:342,12[A ]| "The subject$0$ of girls? Why we scarcely discuss 071:342,13[A ]| anything else." 071:342,14[B ]| "Oh no$2$ wonder$0$ then you are not bored. But you 071:342,15[B ]| mean$1$," 071:342,15[' ]| he asked, 071:342,15[B ]| "that$3$ he recognises the inevitable 071:342,16[B ]| change$0$ ~?" 071:342,17[A ]| "He can not shut his eyes to$4$ the facts. He sees we are 071:342,18[A ]| quite a different thing." 071:342,19[B ]| "I dare$1#2$ say" 071:342,19[' ]| ~ her friend was fully appreciative. 071:342,20[B ]| "Yet the old thing ~ what$6#2$ do \you\ know of it?" 071:342,21[A ]| "I personally? Well$7$, I have seen some change$0$ even$5$ 071:342,22[A ]| in \my\ short$2$ life. And are not the old books full of us? 071:342,23[A ]| Then $L$Mr%*Longdon himself has told me." 071:342,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank smoked and smoked. 071:342,24[B ]| "You have gone 071:342,25[B ]| into it with him?" 071:342,26[A ]| "As far as a man and a woman can together." 071:342,27[' ]| As he took her in at this with a turn$0$ of his eye he 071:342,28[' ]| might have had in his ears the echo of all the times 071:342,29[' ]| it had been dropped in Buckingham*Crescent that$3$ 071:342,30[' ]| $A$Nanda was "wonderful." 071:342,30@b | She \was\ indeed. 071:342,30[B ]| "Oh he is 071:342,31[B ]| of course$8$ on$4$ certain sides shy." 071:342,32[A ]| "Awfully ~ too$5#1$ beautifully. And then there is 071:343,01[A ]| $J$Aggie," 071:343,01[' ]| the girl pursued. 071:343,01[A ]| "I mean$1$ for$4$ the real old 071:343,02[A ]| thing." 071:343,03[B ]| "Yes, no$2$ doubt$0$ ~ if she \be\ the real old thing. But 071:343,04[B ]| what$6#2$ the deuce really \is\ $J$Aggie?" 071:343,05[A ]| "Well$7$," 071:343,05[' ]| said $A$Nanda with the frankest interest$0$, 071:343,06[A ]| "she is a miracle. If one could be her exactly, absolutely, 071:343,07[A ]| without the least little mite of change$0$, one 071:343,08[A ]| would probably be wise to$9$ close$1$ with it. Otherwise 071:343,09[A ]| ~ except for$4$ anything \but\ that$6#2$ ~ I would rather brazen it 071:343,10[A ]| out$5$ as myself." 071:343,11[' ]| There fell between them on$4$ this a silence$0$ of some 071:343,12[' ]| minutes, after$4$ which$6#1$ it would probably not have been 071:343,13[' ]| possible for$4$ either to$9$ say if their eyes had met while$9$ it 071:343,14[' ]| lasted. This was at any rate$0$ not the case as $B$Vanderbank 071:343,15[' ]| at last$0$ remarked: 071:343,15[B ]| "Your brass, my dear$2#1$ young 071:343,16[B ]| lady, is pure gold!" 071:343,17[A ]| "Then it is of me, I think, that$3$ $E$Harold ought to$9$ 071:343,18[A ]| borrow." 071:343,19[B ]| "You mean$1$ therefore that$3$ mine$6$ is not?" 071:343,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 071:343,20[' ]| went on$5$. 071:343,21[A ]| "Well$7$, you really have not any natural$2$ ""cheek"" ~ 071:343,22[A ]| not like$9$ \some\ of them. You are in yourself as uneasy, 071:343,23[A ]| if anything is said and every*one giggles or makes some 071:343,24[A ]| face$0$, as $L$Mr%*Longdon, and if $N$Lord*Petherton had not 071:343,25[A ]| once told me that$3$ a man hates almost as much to$9$ be 071:343,26[A ]| called modest as a woman does, I would say that$3$ very 071:343,27[A ]| often in London now you must pass$1$ some bad moments." 071:343,28[A ]| 071:343,29[' ]| The present$0#1$ might precisely have been one of them, 071:343,30[' ]| we should doubtless have gathered, had we seen fully 071:343,31[' ]| recorded in $B$Vanderbank's face$0$ the degree to$4$ which$6#1$ 071:343,32[' ]| this prompt$2$ response embarrassed or at least stupefied 071:344,01[' ]| him. But he could always provisionally laugh$1$. 071:344,01[B ]| "I 071:344,02[B ]| like$1$ your ""in London now""!" 071:344,03[A ]| "It is the tone and the current and the effect$0$ of all 071:344,04[A ]| the others that$6#1$ push$1$ you along$5$," 071:344,04[' ]| she went on$5$ as if she 071:344,05[' ]| had not heard him. 071:344,05[A ]| "If such things are contagious, as 071:344,06[A ]| every*one says, you prove it perhaps as much as any*one. 071:344,07[A ]| But you do not begin" 071:344,07[' ]| ~ she continued blandly 071:344,08[' ]| enough to$9$ work$1$ it out$5$ for$4$ him; 071:344,08[A ]| "or you can not at least 071:344,09[A ]| originally have begun. Any*one would know that$6#2$ 071:344,10[A ]| now ~ from the terrific effect$0$ I see I produce on$4$ you 071:344,11[A ]| by$4$ talking this way. There it is ~ it is all out$5$ before$3$ 071:344,12[A ]| one knows it, is not it, and I can not help$1$ it any more 071:344,13[A ]| than you can, can I?" 071:344,13[' ]| So$5#2$ she appeared to$9$ put it 071:344,14[' ]| to$4$ him, with something in her lucidity that$6#1$ would 071:344,15[' ]| have been infinitely touching; a strange grave$2$ calm$2$ 071:344,16[' ]| consciousness of their common$2$ doom and of what$6#1$ in 071:344,17[' ]| especial in it would be worst for$4$ herself. He sprang 071:344,18[' ]| up indeed after$4$ an instant$0$ as if he had been infinitely 071:344,19[' ]| touched; he turned away, taking just$9$ near$4$ her a few 071:344,20[' ]| steps to$8$ and fro, gazed about$4$ the place$0$ again, but this 071:344,21[' ]| time without the air of particularly seeing it, and then 071:344,22[' ]| came back$5$ to$4$ her as if from a greater distance$0$. An 071:344,23[' ]| observer at all initiated would, at the juncture, fairly 071:344,24[' ]| have hung on$4$ his lips, and there was in fact on$4$ $B$Vanderbank's 071:344,25[' ]| part$0$ quite the look$0$ of the man ~ though it 071:344,26[' ]| lasted but just$9$ while$9$ we seize it ~ in suspense about$4$ 071:344,27[' ]| himself. The most initiated observer of all would have 071:344,28[' ]| been poor $L$Mr%*Longdon, in that$6#2$ case destined, however, 071:344,29[' ]| to$9$ be also the most defeated, with the sign of 071:344,30[' ]| his tension a smothered 071:344,30@l | "Ah if he does not do it 071:344,31@l | \now\!" 071:344,31[' ]| Well$7$, $B$Vanderbank did not do it "now," and 071:344,32[' ]| the odd slow irrelevant sigh$0$ he gave out$5$ might have 071:345,01[' ]| sufficed as the record of his recovery from a peril lasting 071:345,02[' ]| just$9$ long$9$ enough to$9$ be measured. Had there been 071:345,03[' ]| any measure$0$ of it meanwhile for$4$ $A$Nanda? There was 071:345,04[' ]| nothing at least to$9$ show$1$ either the presence or the 071:345,05[' ]| relief of anxiety in the way in which$6#1$, by$4$ a prompt$2$ 071:345,06[' ]| transition, she left$1$ her last$2$ appeal to$4$ him simply to$9$ 071:345,07[' ]| take care$0$ of itself. 071:345,07[A ]| "You have not denied that$3$ $E$Harold 071:345,08[A ]| does borrow." 071:345,09[' ]| He gave a sound$0$ as of cheer for$4$ this luckily firmer 071:345,10[' ]| ground. 071:345,10[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, I never lent the silly boy 071:345,11[B ]| five pounds in my life. In fact I like$1$ the way you talk$1$ 071:345,12[B ]| of that$6#2$. I do not know quite for$4$ what$6#1$ you take me, 071:345,13[B ]| but the number of persons to$4$ whom$6#1$ I \have\ lent five 071:345,14[B ]| pounds ~!" 071:345,15[A ]| "Is so$5#1$ awfully small" 071:345,15[' ]| ~ she took him up on$4$ it ~ 071:345,16[A ]| "as not to$9$ look$1$ so$5#1$ very well$9$ for$4$ you?" 071:345,16[' ]| She held him 071:345,17[' ]| an instant$0$ as with the fine intelligence of his meaning$0$ 071:345,18[' ]| in this, and then, though not with sharpness, broke 071:345,19[' ]| out$5$: 071:345,19[A ]| "Why are you trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ out$5$ that$3$ you are 071:345,20[A ]| nasty and stingy? Why do you misrepresent ~?" 071:345,21[B ]| "My natural$2$ generosity? I do not misrepresent anything, 071:345,22[B ]| but I take, I think rather markedly good care$0$ 071:345,23[B ]| of money." 071:345,23[' ]| She had remained in her place$0$ and he 071:345,24[' ]| was before$4$ her on$4$ the grass, his hands in his pockets 071:345,25[' ]| and his manner perhaps a little awkward. 071:345,25[B ]| "The way 071:345,26[B ]| you young things talk$1$ of it!" 071:345,27[A ]| "$E$Harold talks of it ~ but I do not think \I\ do. I am 071:345,28[A ]| not a bit expensive ~ ask mother, or even$5$ ask father. 071:345,29[A ]| I do with awfully little ~ for$4$ clothes and things, and 071:345,30[A ]| I could easily do with still$5$ less. $E$Harold is a born$2$ consumer, 071:345,31[A ]| as $M$Mitchy says; he says also he is one of those 071:345,32[A ]| people who$6#1$ will$1$ never really want$1$." 071:346,01[B ]| "Ah for$4$ that$6#2$, $M$Mitchy himself will$1$ never let him." 071:346,02[A ]| "Well$7$ then, with every*one helping us all round$9$, 071:346,03[A ]| are not we a lovely family? I do not speak of it to$9$ tell 071:346,04[A ]| tales, but when you mention$1$ hearing from $E$Harold all 071:346,05[A ]| sorts of things immediately come over me. We seem 071:346,06[A ]| to$9$ be all living$9$ more or less on$4$ other people, all immensely 071:346,07[A ]| ""beholden."" You can easily say of course$8$ that$3$ 071:346,08[A ]| I am worst of all. The children and their people, at 071:346,09[A ]| Bognor, are in borrowed quarters ~ mother got them 071:346,10[A ]| lent her ~ as to$4$ which$6#1$, no$2$ doubt$0$, I am perfectly aware 071:346,11[A ]| that$3$ I ought to$9$ be there sharing them, taking care$0$ of 071:346,12[A ]| my little brother and sister, instead of sitting$1$ here at 071:346,13[A ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's expense to$9$ expose everything and criticise. 071:346,14[A ]| Father and mother, in Scotland, are on$4$ a grand 071:346,15[A ]| campaign. Well$7$" 071:346,15[' ]| ~ she pulled herself up ~ 071:346,15[A ]| "I am 071:346,16[A ]| not in \that$5#2$\ at any rate$0$. Say you have lent $E$Harold only 071:346,17[A ]| five shillings," 071:346,17[' ]| she went on$5$. 071:346,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank stood smiling. 071:346,18[B ]| "Well$7$, say I have. I 071:346,19[B ]| never lend any*one whatever more." 071:346,20[A ]| "It only adds to$4$ my conviction," 071:346,20[' ]| $A$Nanda explained, 071:346,21[A ]| "that$3$ he writes to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon." 071:346,22[B ]| "But if $L$Mr%*Longdon does not say so$5#2$ ~?" 071:346,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 071:346,23[' ]| objected. 071:346,24[A ]| "Oh that$6#2$ proves nothing." 071:346,24[' ]| She got up as she spoke. 071:346,25[A ]| "$E$Harold also works$1$ Granny." 071:346,25[' ]| He only laughed out$5$ 071:346,26[' ]| at first for$4$ this, while$9$ she went on$5$: 071:346,26[A ]| "You will$1$ think I 071:346,27[A ]| make$1$ myself out$5$ fearfully deep ~ I mean$1$ in the way 071:346,28[A ]| of knowing everything without having to$9$ be told. 071:346,29[A ]| That$6#2$ \is\, as you say, mamma's great accomplishment, 071:346,30[A ]| so$3$ it must be hereditary. Besides, there seem to$4$ me 071:346,31[A ]| only too$5#1$ many things one \is\ told. Only $L$Mr%*Longdon 071:346,32[A ]| has in fact said nothing." 071:347,01[' ]| She had looked about$5$ responsibly ~ not to$9$ leave$1$ in 071:347,02[' ]| disorder the garden-nook they had occupied; picking 071:347,03[' ]| up a newspaper and changing the place$0$ of a 071:347,04[' ]| cushion. 071:347,04[B ]| "I do think that$3$ with him you are remarkable," 071:347,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank observed ~ 071:347,05[B ]| "putting on$4$ one side$0$ 071:347,06[B ]| all you seem to$9$ know and on$4$ the other all he holds his 071:347,07[B ]| tongue about$4$. What$6#2$ then \does\ he say?" 071:347,07[' ]| the young 071:347,08[' ]| man asked after$4$ a slight$2$ pause$0$ and perhaps even$5$ with 071:347,09[' ]| a slight$2$ irritation. 071:347,10[' ]| $A$Nanda glanced round$9$ again ~ she was folding, 071:347,11[' ]| rather carefully, her paper. Presently her glance$0$ met 071:347,12[' ]| their friend, who$6#1$, having come out$8$ of one of the long$9$ 071:347,13[' ]| windows that$6#1$ opened to$4$ the lawn, had stopped there 071:347,14[' ]| to$9$ watch$1$ them. 071:347,14[A ]| "He says just$9$ now that$3$ luncheon is 071:347,15[A ]| ready." 071:348,01[A ]| "I have made him," 071:348,01[' ]| she said in the drawing-room to$4$ 071:348,02[' ]| $M$Mitchy, 071:348,02[A ]| "make$1$ $B$Mr%*Van go with him." 071:348,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, in the rain$0$, which$6#1$ had come on$5$ 072:348,04[' ]| since the morning, had betaken himself to$4$ church, 072:348,05[' ]| and his other guest, with sufficiently marked good 072:348,06[' ]| humour, had borne him company. The windows of 072:348,07[' ]| the drawing-room looked at the wet$2$ garden, all vivid 072:348,08[' ]| and rich in the summer shower, and $M$Mitchy, after 072:348,09[' ]| seeing $B$Vanderbank turn$1$ up his trousers and fling 072:348,10[' ]| back$5$ a last$2$ answer$0$ to$4$ the not quite sincere chaff his 072:348,11[' ]| submission had engendered, adopted freely and 072:348,12[' ]| familiarly the prospect not only of a grateful freshened 072:348,13[' ]| lawn, but of a good hour in the very pick, as he 072:348,14[' ]| called it, of his actual happy conditions. 072:348,14@m | The favouring 072:348,15@m | rain$0$, the dear$2#1$ old place$0$, the charming serious$2$ 072:348,16@m | house, the large inimitable room, the absence of the 072:348,17@m | others, the present$9$ vision of what$6#1$ his young friend had 072:348,18@m | given him to$9$ count on$5$ 072:348,18[' ]| ~ the sense of these delights$0$ 072:348,19[' ]| was expressed in his fixed generous glare. He was at 072:348,20[' ]| first too$5#1$ pleased even$5$ to$9$ sit down$5$; he measured the 072:348,21[' ]| great space from end$0$ to$4$ end$0$, admiring again everything 072:348,22[' ]| he had admired before$5$ and protesting afresh 072:348,23[' ]| that$3$ 072:348,23@m | no$2$ modern ingenuity 072:348,23[' ]| ~ not even$5$ his own$2$, to$4$ 072:348,24[' ]| which$6#1$ he did justice ~ 072:348,24@m | could create effects of such 072:348,25@m | purity. The final touch$0$ in the picture$0$ before$4$ them 072:348,26@m | was just$9$ the composer's ignorance. $L$Mr%*Longdon 072:348,27@m | had not made his house, he had simply lived it, and 072:349,01@m | the "taste" of the place$0$ 072:349,01[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy in certain connexions 072:349,02[' ]| abominated the word 072:349,02@m | ~ was just$9$ nothing 072:349,03@m | more than the beauty of his life. Everything on$4$ every 072:349,04@m | side$0$ had dropped straight from heaven, with nowhere 072:349,05@m | a bargaining thumb-mark, a single sign of the shop. 072:349,06[' ]| All this would have been a wonderful theme for$4$ discourse 072:349,07[' ]| in Buckingham*Crescent ~ so$5#1$ happy an exercise$0$ 072:349,08[' ]| for$4$ the votaries of that$6#2$ temple of analysis that$3$ he 072:349,09[' ]| repeatedly spoke of their experience$0$ of it as crying 072:349,10[' ]| aloud for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook. The questions it set$1$ in motion 072:349,11[' ]| for$4$ the perceptive mind$0$ were exactly those that$6#1$, as he 072:349,12[' ]| said, most made them feel themselves. $B$Vanderbank's 072:349,13[' ]| plea for$4$ his morning had been a pile of letters to$9$ 072:349,14[' ]| work$1$ off, and $M$Mitchy ~ then coming down$5$, as he 072:349,15[' ]| announced from the first, ready for$4$ anything ~ had 072:349,16[' ]| gone to$4$ church with $L$Mr%*Longdon and $A$Nanda in the 072:349,17[' ]| finest spirit of curiosity. He now ~ after$4$ the girl's 072:349,18[' ]| remark$0$ ~ turned away from his view$0$ of the rain$0$, 072:349,19[' ]| which$6#1$ he found different somehow from other rain$0$, 072:349,20[' ]| as everything else was different, and replied that$3$ 072:349,20@m | he 072:349,21@m | knew well$9$ enough what$6#1$ she could make$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon 072:349,22@m | do, but only wondered at $L$Mr%*Longdon's secret$0$ for$4$ 072:349,23@m | acting on$4$ their friend. 072:349,23[' ]| He was there before$4$ her with 072:349,24[' ]| his hands in his pockets and appreciation winking 072:349,25[' ]| from every yellow spot in his red necktie. 072:349,25[M ]| "Afternoon 072:349,26[M ]| service of a set$2$ Sunday in a small country town is 072:349,27[M ]| a large order$0$. Does $B$Van do everything the governor 072:349,28[M ]| wants$1$?" 072:349,29[A ]| "He may$1$ perhaps have had a suspicion of what$6#1$ 072:349,30[A ]| \I\ want$1$," 072:349,30[' ]| $A$Nanda explained. 072:349,30[A ]| "If I want$1$ particularly 072:349,31[A ]| to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ you ~!" 072:349,32[M ]| "He has got out$8$ of the way to$9$ give me a chance$0$? 072:350,01[M ]| Well$7$ then he is as usual simply magnificent. How 072:350,02[M ]| can I express$1$ the bliss of finding myself enclosed with 072:350,03[M ]| you in this sweet old security, this really unimagined 072:350,04[M ]| sanctity? Nothing is more charming than suddenly 072:350,05[M ]| to$9$ come across$4$ something sharp and fresh after$3$ we have 072:350,06[M ]| thought$1$ there was nothing more that$6#1$ could draw 072:350,07[M ]| from us a groan. We have supposed we have had it all, 072:350,08[M ]| have squeezed the last$2$ impression out$8$ of the last$2$ 072:350,09[M ]| disappointment, penetrated to$4$ the last$2$ familiarity in 072:350,10[M ]| the last$2$ surprise$0$; then some fine day we find that$3$ we 072:350,11[M ]| have not done justice to$4$ life. There are little things 072:350,12[M ]| that$6#1$ pop up and make$1$ us feel again. What$6#1$ \may$1$\ 072:350,13[M ]| happen is after$4$ all incalculable. There is just$9$ a little 072:350,14[M ]| chuck of the dice, and for$4$ three minutes we win. 072:350,15[M ]| These, my dear$2#1$ young lady, are my three minutes. 072:350,16[M ]| You would not believe the amusement I get from 072:350,17[M ]| them, and how can I possibly tell you? There is a 072:350,18[M ]| faint$2$ divine old fragrance here in the room ~ or 072:350,19[M ]| does not it perhaps reach$1$ you? I shall not have lived 072:350,20[M ]| without it, but I see now I had been afraid I should. 072:350,21[M ]| You, on$4$ your side$0$, will$1$ not have lived without some 072:350,22[M ]| touch$0$ of greatness. This moment is great and you have 072:350,23[M ]| produced it. You were great when you felt all you 072:350,24[M ]| \could\ produce. Therefore," 072:350,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy went on$5$, pausing 072:350,25[' ]| once more, as he walked, before$4$ a picture$0$, 072:350,25[M ]| "I 072:350,26[M ]| will$1$ not pull the whole$2$ thing down$5$ by$4$ the vulgarity of 072:350,27[M ]| wishing I too$5#2$ only had a first-rate $Z1$Cotman." 072:350,28[A ]| "Have you given up some \very\ big thing to$9$ come?" 072:350,29[' ]| $A$Nanda replied to$4$ this. 072:350,30[M ]| "What$6#2$ in the world is very big, my child, but the 072:350,31[M ]| beauty of this hour? I have not the least idea \what$6#1$\, 072:350,32[M ]| when I got $L$Mr%*Longdon's note$0$, I gave up. Do not 072:351,01[M ]| ask me for$4$ an account$0$ of anything; everything went 072:351,02[M ]| ~ became imperceptible. I \will$1$\ say that$3$ for$4$ myself: 072:351,03[M ]| I shed my badness, I do forget people, with a facility 072:351,04[M ]| that$6#1$ makes me, for$4$ bits, for$4$ little patches, so$5#1$ far as 072:351,05[M ]| they are concerned, cease to$9$ \be\; so$3$ that$3$ my life is 072:351,06[M ]| spotted all over with momentary states in which$6#1$ 072:351,07[M ]| I am as the dead of whom$6#1$ nothing is said but good." 072:351,08[' ]| He had strolled toward her again while$9$ she smiled at 072:351,09[' ]| him. 072:351,09[M ]| "I have died for$4$ this, $A$Nanda." 072:351,10[A ]| "The only difficulty I see," 072:351,10[' ]| she presently replied, 072:351,11[A ]| "is that$3$ you ought to$9$ marry a woman really clever 072:351,12[A ]| and that$3$ I am not quite sure what$6#1$ there may$1$ be of that$6#2$ 072:351,13[A ]| in $J$Aggie." 072:351,14[M ]| "In $J$Aggie?" 072:351,14[' ]| her friend echoed very gently. 072:351,14[M ]| "Is \that$6#2$\ 072:351,15[M ]| what$6#1$ you have sent for$4$ me for$4$ ~ to$9$ talk$1$ about$4$ $J$Aggie?" 072:351,16[A ]| "Did not it occur to$4$ you it might be?" 072:351,17[M ]| "That$3$ it could not possibly, you mean$1$, be anything 072:351,18[M ]| else?" 072:351,18[' ]| He looked about$5$ for$4$ the place$0$ in which$6#1$ it 072:351,19[' ]| would express$1$ the deepest surrender$0$ to$4$ the scene to$9$ 072:351,20[' ]| sit ~ then sank down$5$ with a beautiful prompt$2$ submission. 072:351,21[M ]| "I have no$2$ idea of what$6#1$ occurred to$4$ me ~ 072:351,22[M ]| nothing at least but the sense that$3$ I had occurred 072:351,23[M ]| to$4$ \you\. The occurrence is clay in the hands of the 072:351,24[M ]| potter. Do with me what$6#1$ you will$1$." 072:351,25[A ]| "You appreciate everything so$5#1$ wonderfully," 072:351,26[' ]| $A$Nanda said, 072:351,26[A ]| "that$3$ it ought not to$9$ be hard for$4$ you to$9$ 072:351,27[A ]| appreciate \her\. I do dream$1$ so$5#2$ you may$1$ save$1$ her. 072:351,28[A ]| That is why I have not waited." 072:351,29[M ]| "The only thing that$6#1$ remains$1$ to$4$ me in life," 072:351,29[' ]| he 072:351,30[' ]| answered, 072:351,30[M ]| "is a certain accessibility to$4$ the thought$0$ of 072:351,31[M ]| what$6#1$ I may$1$ still$5$ do to$9$ figure a little in your eye; but 072:351,32[M ]| that is precisely a thought$0$ you may$1$ assist to$9$ become 072:352,01[M ]| clearer. You may$1$ for$4$ instance$0$ give me some pledge 072:352,02[M ]| or sign that$3$ if I do figure ~ prance and caracole and 072:352,03[M ]| sufficiently kick up the dust ~ your eye will$1$ not suffer 072:352,04[M ]| itself to$9$ be distracted from me. I think there is no$2$ 072:352,05[M ]| adventure I am not ready to$9$ undertake for$4$ you; yet 072:352,06[M ]| my passion ~ chastened, through$4$ all this, purified, 072:352,07[M ]| austere ~ is still$5$ enough of this world not wholly to$9$ 072:352,08[M ]| have renounced the fancy$0$ of some small reward$0$." 072:352,09[A ]| "How small?" 072:352,09[' ]| the girl asked. 072:352,10[' ]| She spoke as if feeling$1$ she must take from him 072:352,11[' ]| in common$2$ kindness at least as much as she would 072:352,12[' ]| make$1$ him take, and the serious$2$ anxious patience such 072:352,13[' ]| a consciousness gave her tone was met by$4$ $M$Mitchy 072:352,14[' ]| with a charmed reasonableness that$6#1$ his habit of 072:352,15[' ]| hyperbole did nothing to$9$ misrepresent. He glowed 072:352,16[' ]| at her with the fullest recognition that$3$ there was 072:352,17[' ]| something he was there to$9$ discuss with her, but with 072:352,18[' ]| the assurance in every soft sound$0$ of him that$3$ no$2$ 072:352,19[' ]| height to$4$ which$6#1$ she might lift the discussion would 072:352,20[' ]| be too$5#1$ great for$4$ him to$9$ reach$1$. His every cadence and 072:352,21[' ]| every motion was an implication, as from one to$4$ the 072:352,22[' ]| other, of the exquisite. Oh he could sustain it! 072:352,22[M ]| "Well$7$, 072:352,23[M ]| I mean$1$ the establishment of something between us. 072:352,24[M ]| I mean$1$ your arranging somehow that$3$ we shall be 072:352,25[M ]| drawn more together ~ know together something 072:352,26[M ]| nobody else knows. I should like$1$ so$5#1$ terrifically to$9$ 072:352,27[M ]| have a \relation\ that$6#1$ is a secret$0$, with you." 072:352,28[A ]| "Oh if that is all you want$1$ you can be easily gratified. 072:352,29[A ]| \9Rien 9de 9plus 9facile\, as mamma says. I am full 072:352,30[A ]| of secrets ~ I think I am really most secretive. I will$1$ 072:352,31[A ]| share$1$ almost any one of them with you ~ if it is only 072:352,32[A ]| a good one." 072:353,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy debated. 072:353,01[M ]| "You mean$1$ you will$1$ choose it yourself? 072:353,02[M ]| You will$1$ not let it be one of mine$6$?" 072:353,03[' ]| $A$Nanda wondered. 072:353,03[A ]| "But what$6#2$ is the difference?" 072:353,04[' ]| Her companion jumped up again and for$4$ a moment 072:353,05[' ]| pervaded the place$0$. 072:353,05[M ]| "When you say such things 072:353,06[M ]| as that$6#2$, you are of a beauty ~? \May$1$\ it," 072:353,06[' ]| he asked as 072:353,07[' ]| he stopped before$4$ her, 072:353,07[M ]| "be one of mine$6$ ~ a perfectly 072:353,08[M ]| awful one?" 072:353,09[' ]| She showed her clearest interest$0$. 072:353,09[A ]| "As I suppose the 072:353,10[A ]| most awful secrets are the best ~ yes, certainly." 072:353,11[M ]| "I am hideously tempted." 072:353,11[' ]| But he hung fire$0$; then 072:353,12[' ]| dropping into his chair again: 072:353,12[M ]| "It would be too$5#1$ 072:353,13[M ]| bad. I am afraid I can not." 072:353,14[A ]| "Then why will$1$ not \this\ do, just$9$ as it is?" 072:353,15[M ]| """This""?" 072:353,15[' ]| He looked over the big bland room. 072:353,16[M ]| "Which$6#2$?" 072:353,17[A ]| "Why what$6#1$ you are here for$4$?" 072:353,18[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ child I am here ~ most of all ~ to$9$ love$1$ 072:353,19[M ]| you more than ever; and there is an absence of favouring 072:353,20[M ]| mystery about$4$ \that$6#2$\ ~!" 072:353,21[' ]| She looked at him as if seeing what$6#1$ he meant and 072:353,22[' ]| only asking to$9$ remedy it. 072:353,22[A ]| "There is a certain amount 072:353,23[A ]| of mystery we can now \make$1$\ ~ that$6#1$ it strikes me in 072:353,24[A ]| fact we \must\ make$1$. Dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy," 072:353,24[' ]| she continued 072:353,25[' ]| almost with eagerness, 072:353,25[A ]| "I do not think we \can\ really 072:353,26[A ]| tell." 072:353,27[' ]| He had fallen back$5$ in his chair, not looking at her 072:353,28[' ]| now, and with his hands, from his supported elbows, 072:353,29[' ]| clasped to$9$ keep himself more quiet$2$. 072:353,29[M ]| "Are you still 072:353,30[M ]| talking about$4$ $J$Aggie?" 072:353,31[A ]| "Why I have scarcely begun!" 072:353,32[M ]| "Oh!" 072:353,32[' ]| It was not irritation he appeared to$9$ express$1$, 072:354,01[' ]| but the slight$2$ strain of an effort to$9$ get into relation 072:354,02[' ]| with the subject$0$. Better$9$ to$9$ focus the image he closed 072:354,03[' ]| his eyes a while$0$. 072:354,04[A ]| "You speak of something that$6#1$ may$1$ draw us together, 072:354,05[A ]| and I simply reply$1$ that$3$ if you do not feel how 072:354,06[A ]| near$9$ together we are in this I should not imagine you 072:354,07[A ]| ever would. You must have wonderful notions," 072:354,07[' ]| she 072:354,08[' ]| presently went on$5$, 072:354,08[A ]| "of the ideal state$0$ of union. I pack 072:354,09[A ]| every*one off for$4$ you ~ I banish everything that$6#1$ can 072:354, 0[A ]| interfere, and I do not in the least mind$1$ your knowing 072:354,11[A ]| that$3$ I find the consequence delightful. \You\ may$1$ talk$1$, 072:354,12[A ]| if you like$1$, of what$6#1$ will$1$ have passed between us, but 072:354,13[A ]| I shall never mention$1$ it to$4$ a soul; literally not to$4$ a 072:354,14[A ]| living$9$ creature. What$6#2$ do you want$1$ more than that$6#2$?" 072:354,15[' ]| He opened his eyes in deference to$4$ the question$0$, but 072:354,16[' ]| replied only with a gaze as unassisted as if it had come 072:354,17[' ]| through$4$ a hole in a curtain. 072:354,17[A ]| "You say you are ready 072:354,18[A ]| for$4$ an adventure, and it is just$9$ an adventure that$6#1$ I 072:354,19[A ]| propose. If I can make$1$ you feel for$4$ yourself as I feel 072:354,20[A ]| \for$4$\ you the beauty of your chance$0$ to$9$ go in and save$1$ 072:354,21[A ]| her ~!" 072:354,22[M ]| "Well$7$, if you can ~?" 072:354,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy at last$0$ broke in. 072:354,23[M ]| "I do not think, you know," 072:354,23[' ]| he said after$4$ a moment, 072:354,24[M ]| "you will$1$ find it easy to$9$ make$1$ your two ends$0$ meet$1$." 072:354,25[' ]| She thought$1$ a little longer. 072:354,25[A ]| "One of the ends$0$ is 072:354,26[A ]| yours, so$3$ that$3$ you will$1$ act$1$ \with\ me. If I wind you up 072:354,27[A ]| so$3$ that$3$ you go ~!" 072:354,28[M ]| "You will$1$ just$9$ happily sit and watch$1$ me spin? Thank 072:354,29[M ]| you! \That$6#2$\ will$1$ be my reward$0$?" 072:354,30[' ]| $A$Nanda rose$1$ on$4$ this from her chair as with the impulse 072:354,31[' ]| of protest. 072:354,32[A ]| "shall not you care$1$ for$4$ my gratitude, 072:354,32[A ]| my admiration?" 072:355,01[M ]| "Oh yes" 072:355,01[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy seemed to$9$ muse. 072:355,01[M ]| "I shall 072:355,02[M ]| care$1$ for$4$ \them\. Yet I do not quite see, you know, what$6#1$ 072:355,03[M ]| you \owe\ to$4$ $J$Aggie. It is not as if ~!" 072:355,03[' ]| But with this 072:355,04[' ]| he faltered. 072:355,05[A ]| "As if she cared particularly for$4$ \me\? Ah that$6#2$ has 072:355,06[A ]| nothing to$9$ do with it; that is a thing without which$6#1$ 072:355,07[A ]| surely it is but too$5#1$ possible to$9$ be exquisite. There are 072:355,08[A ]| beautiful, quite beautiful people who$6#1$ do not care$1$ for$4$ 072:355,09[A ]| me. The thing that is important to$4$ one is the thing 072:355,10[A ]| one sees one's self, and it is quite enough if \I\ see what$6#1$ 072:355,11[A ]| can be made of that$6#2$ child. Marry her, $M$Mitchy, and 072:355,12[A ]| you will$1$ see who$6#1$ she will$1$ care$1$ for$4$!" 072:355,13[' ]| $M$Mitchy kept his position; he was for$4$ the moment 072:355,14[' ]| ~ his image of shortly before$5$ reversed ~ the one who$6#1$ 072:355,15[' ]| appeared to$9$ sit happily and watch$1$. 072:355,15[M ]| "It is too$5#1$ awfully 072:355,16[M ]| pleasant your asking of me anything whatever!" 072:355,17[A ]| "Well$7$ then, as I say, beautifully, grandly save$1$ her." 072:355,18[M ]| "As you say, yes" 072:355,18[' ]| ~ he sympathetically inclined 072:355,19[' ]| his head$0$. 072:355,19[M ]| "But without making me feel exactly what$6#1$ 072:355,20[M ]| you mean$1$ by$4$ it." 072:355,21[A ]| "Keep her," 072:355,21[' ]| $A$Nanda returned, 072:355,21[A ]| "from becoming$1$ like$9$ 072:355,22[A ]| the $I$Duchess." 072:355,23[M ]| "But she is not a bit like$9$ the $I$Duchess in any of her 072:355,24[M ]| elements. She is a totally different thing." 072:355,25[' ]| It was only for$4$ an instant$0$, however, that$3$ this objection 072:355,26[' ]| seemed to$9$ tell. 072:355,26[A ]| "That is exactly why she will$1$ be so$5#1$ 072:355,27[A ]| perfect$2$ for$4$ you. You will$1$ get her away ~ take her out$5$ 072:355,28[A ]| of her aunt's life." 072:355,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy met it all now in a sort of spellbound stillness. 072:355,30[M ]| "What$6#2$ do you know about$4$ her aunt's life?" 072:355,31[A ]| "Oh I know everything!" 072:355,31[' ]| She spoke with her first 072:355,32[' ]| faint$2$ shade of impatience. 072:356,01[' ]| It produced for$4$ a little a hush between them, at the 072:356,02[' ]| end$0$ of which$6#1$ her companion said with extraordinary 072:356,03[' ]| gentleness and tenderness: 072:356,03[M ]| "Dear$2#1$ old $A$Nanda!" 072:356,03[' ]| Her 072:356,04[' ]| own$2$ silence$0$ appeared consciously to$9$ continue, and the 072:356,05[' ]| suggestion of it might have been that$3$ for$4$ intelligent 072:356,06[' ]| ears there was nothing to$9$ add to$4$ the declaration she 072:356,07[' ]| had just$9$ made and which$6#1$ $M$Mitchy sat there taking 072:356,08[' ]| in as with a new light$0$. What$6#1$ he drew from it indeed 072:356,09[' ]| he presently went on$5$ to$9$ show$1$. 072:356,09[M ]| "You are too$5#1$ awfully 072:356,10[M ]| interesting. Of course$8$ ~ you know a lot. How 072:356,11[M ]| should not you ~ and why?" 072:356,12[A ]| """Why""? Oh that is another affair! But you do not 072:356,13[A ]| imagine what$6#1$ I know; I am sure it is much more than 072:356,14[A ]| you have a notion of. That is the kind$0$ of thing now one 072:356,15[A ]| \is\ ~ just$9$ except the little marvel of $J$Aggie. What$6#2$ on$4$ 072:356,16[A ]| earth," 072:356,16[' ]| the girl pursued, 072:356,16[A ]| "do you take us for$4$?" 072:356,17[M ]| "Oh it is all right$8$!" 072:356,17[' ]| breathed $M$Mitchy, divinely 072:356,18[' ]| pacific. 072:356,19[A ]| "I am sure I do not know whether it is; I should not 072:356,20[A ]| wonder$1$ if it were in fact all wrong$2$. But what$6#1$ at least 072:356,21[A ]| is certainly right$2#1$ is for$4$ one not to$9$ pretend anything 072:356,22[A ]| else. There I am for$4$ you at any rate$0$. Now the beauty 072:356,23[A ]| of $J$Aggie is that$3$ she knows nothing ~ but absolutely, 072:356,24[A ]| utterly: not the least little tittle of anything." 072:356,25[' ]| It was barely visible that$3$ $M$Mitchy hesitated, and he 072:356,26[' ]| spoke quite gravely. 072:356,26[M ]| "Have you tried her?" 072:356,27[A ]| "Oh yes. And $K$Tishy has." 072:356,27[' ]| His gravity had been 072:356,28[' ]| less than $A$Nanda's. 072:356,28[A ]| "Nothing, nothing." 072:356,28[' ]| The memory 072:356,29[' ]| of some scene or some passage might have come back$5$ 072:356,30[' ]| to$4$ her with a charm$0$. 072:356,30[A ]| "Ah say what$6#1$ you will$1$ ~ it \is\ 072:356,31[A ]| the way we ought to$9$ be!" 072:356,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy, after$4$ a minute$0$ of much intensity, had 072:357,01[' ]| stopped watching her; changing his posture and with 072:357,02[' ]| his elbows on$4$ his knees he dropped for$4$ a while$0$ his 072:357,03[' ]| face$0$ into his hands. Then he jerked himself to$4$ his 072:357,04[' ]| feet. 072:357,04[M ]| "There is something I wish$1$ awfully I could say 072:357,05[M ]| to$4$ you. But I can not." 072:357,06[' ]| $A$Nanda, after$4$ a slow headshake, covered him with 072:357,07[' ]| one of the dimmest of her smiles. 072:357,07[A ]| "You need not say 072:357,08[A ]| it. I know perfectly which$6#1$ it is." 072:357,08[' ]| She held him an 072:357,09[' ]| instant$0$, after$4$ which$6#1$ she went on$5$: 072:357,09[A ]| "It is simply that$3$ 072:357,10[A ]| you wish$1$ me fully to$9$ understand that$3$ \you are\ one who$6#1$, 072:357,11[A ]| in perfect$2$ sincerity, does not mind$1$ one straw how 072:357,12[A ]| awful ~!" 072:357,13[M ]| "Yes, how awful?" 072:357,13[' ]| He had kindled, as he paused, 072:357,14[' ]| with his new eagerness. 072:357,15[A ]| "Well$7$, one's knowledge may$1$ be. It does not shock$1$ 072:357,16[A ]| in you a single hereditary prejudice." 072:357,17[M ]| "Oh ""hereditary"" ~!" 072:357,17[' ]| $M$Mitchy ecstatically murmured. 072:357,18[' ]| 072:357,19[A ]| "You even$5$ rather like$9$ me the better$9$ for$4$ it; so$3$ that$3$ 072:357,20[A ]| one of the reasons why you could not have told me 072:357,21[A ]| ~ though not of course$8$, I know, the only one ~ is 072:357,22[A ]| that$3$ you would have been literally almost ashamed. 072:357,23[A ]| Because, you know," 072:357,23[' ]| she went on$5$, 072:357,23[A ]| "it \is\ strange." 072:357,24[M ]| "My lack of hereditary ~!" 072:357,25[A ]| "Yes, discomfort in presence of the fact I speak of. 072:357,26[A ]| There is a kind$0$ of sense you do not possess." 072:357,27[' ]| His appreciation again fairly goggled at her. 072:357,27[M ]| "Oh 072:357,28[M ]| you do know everything!" 072:357,29[A ]| "You are so$5#1$ good that$3$ nothing shocks you," 072:357,29[' ]| she 072:357,30[' ]| lucidly persisted. 072:357,30[A ]| "There is a kind$0$ of delicacy you 072:357,31[A ]| have not got." 072:357,32[' ]| He was more and more struck. 072:357,32[M ]| "I have only that$6#2$ ~ 072:358,01[M ]| as it were ~ of the skin and the fingers?" 072:358,01[' ]| he appealed. 072:358,02[' ]| 072:358,03[A ]| "Oh and that$6#2$ of the mind$0$. And that$6#2$ of the soul. 072:358,04[A ]| And some other kinds certainly. But not \the\ kind$0$." 072:358,05[M ]| "Yes" 072:358,05[' ]| ~ he wondered ~ 072:358,05[M ]| "I suppose that is the 072:358,06[M ]| only way one can name$1$ it." 072:358,06[' ]| It appeared to$9$ rise$1$ there 072:358,07[' ]| before$4$ him. 072:358,07[M ]| "\The\ kind$0$!" 072:358,08[A ]| "The kind$0$ that$6#1$ would make$1$ me painful to$4$ you. 072:358,09[A ]| Or rather not me perhaps," 072:358,09[' ]| she added as if to$9$ create 072:358,10[' ]| between them the fullest possible light$0$; 072:358,10[A ]| "but my 072:358,11[A ]| situation, my exposure ~ all the results of them I 072:358,12[A ]| show$1$. Does not one become a sort of a little drain-pipe 072:358,13[A ]| with everything flowing through$5$?" 072:358,14[M ]| "Why do not you call$1$ it more gracefully," 072:358,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy 072:358,15[' ]| asked, freshly struck, 072:358,15[M ]| "a little a*eolian-harp set$1$ in the 072:358,16[M ]| drawing-room window and vibrating in the breeze of 072:358,17[M ]| conversation?" 072:358,18[A ]| "Oh because the harp gives out$5$ a sound$0$, and \we\ ~ 072:358,19[A ]| at least we try to$9$ ~ give out$5$ none." 072:358,20[M ]| "What$6#1$ you take, you mean$1$, you keep?" 072:358,21[A ]| "Well$7$, it sticks to$4$ us. And that is what$6#1$ you do not 072:358,22[A ]| mind$1$!" 072:358,23[' ]| Their eyes met long$9$ on$4$ it. 072:358,23[M ]| "Yes ~ I see. I \do not\ 072:358,24[M ]| mind$1$. I have the most extraordinary lacuna*e." 072:358,25[A ]| "Oh I do not know about$4$ others," 072:358,25[' ]| $A$Nanda replied; 072:358,26[A ]| "I have not noticed them. But you have that$6#2$ one, and 072:358,27[A ]| it is enough." 072:358,28[' ]| He continued to$9$ face$1$ her with his queer mixture of 072:358,29[' ]| assent and speculation. 072:358,29[M ]| "Enough for$4$ what$6#2$, my dear$2#1$? 072:358,30[M ]| To$9$ have made me impossible for$4$ you because the only 072:358,31[M ]| man you could, as they say, have ""respected"" would be 072:358,32[M ]| a man who$6#1$ \would\ have minded?" 072:358,32[' ]| Then as under the 072:359,01[' ]| cool$2$ soft pressure of the question$0$ she looked at last$0$ 072:359,02[' ]| away from him: 072:359,02[M ]| "The man with ""\the\ kind$0$,"" as you 072:359,03[M ]| call$1$ it, happens to$9$ be just$9$ the type you \can\ love$1$? But 072:359,04[M ]| what$6#2$ is the use$0$," 072:359,04[' ]| he persisted as she answered nothing, 072:359,05[M ]| "in loving a person with the prejudice ~ 072:359,06[M ]| hereditary or other ~ to$4$ which$6#1$ you are precisely 072:359,07[M ]| obnoxious? Do you positively \like$1$\ to$9$ love$1$ in vain?" 072:359,08[' ]| It was a question$0$, the way she turned back$5$ to$4$ him 072:359,09[' ]| seemed to$9$ say, that$6#1$ deserved a responsible answer$0$. 072:359,10[A ]| "Yes." 072:359,11[' ]| But she had moved off after$4$ speaking, and $M$Mitchy's 072:359,12[' ]| eyes followed her to$4$ different parts of the room as, 072:359,13[' ]| with small pretexts of present$9$ attention to$4$ it, small 072:359,14[' ]| bestowed touches for$4$ symmetry, she slowly measured 072:359,15[' ]| it. 072:359,15[M ]| "What$6#1$ is extraordinary then is your idea of my 072:359,16[M ]| finding any charm$0$ in $J$Aggie's ignorance." 072:359,17[' ]| She immediately put down$5$ an old snuff-box. 072:359,17[A ]| "Why 072:359,18[A ]| it is the one sort of thing you do not know. You can not 072:359,19[A ]| imagine," 072:359,19[' ]| she said as she returned to$4$ him, 072:359,19[A ]| "the effect$0$ 072:359,20[A ]| it will$1$ produce on$4$ you. You must get really near$4$ it 072:359,21[A ]| and see it all come out$5$ to$9$ feel all its beauty. You will$1$ 072:359,22[A ]| like$1$ it, $M$Mitchy" 072:359,22[' ]| ~ and $A$Nanda's gravity was wonderful 072:359,23[' ]| ~ 072:359,23[A ]| "better$9$ than anything you \have\ known." 072:359,24[' ]| The clear$2$ sincerity of this, even$5$ had there been 072:359,25[' ]| nothing else, imposed a consideration that$6#1$ $M$Mitchy 072:359,26[' ]| now flagrantly could give, and the deference of his 072:359,27[' ]| suggestion of difficulty only grew more deep. 072:359,27[M ]| "I am 072:359,28[M ]| to$9$ do then, with this happy condition$0$ of hers, what$3$ 072:359,29[M ]| you say \you have\ done ~ to$9$ ""try"" it?" 072:359,29[' ]| And then as her 072:359,30[' ]| assent, so$5#1$ directly challenged, failed an instant$0$: 072:359,30[M ]| "But 072:359,31[M ]| will$1$ not my approach$0$ to$4$ it, however, cautious, be just$9$ 072:359,32[M ]| what$6#1$ will$1$ break it up and spoil it?" 072:360,01[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$. 072:360,01[A ]| "Why so$5#2$ ~ if mine$6$ was not?" 072:360,02[M ]| "Oh you are not me!" 072:360,03[A ]| "But I am just$9$ as bad." 072:360,04[M ]| "Thank you, my dear$2#1$!" 072:360,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy rang out$5$. 072:360,05[A ]| "Without," 072:360,05[' ]| $A$Nanda pursued, 072:360,05[A ]| "being$1$ as good." 072:360,06[' ]| She had on$4$ this, in a different key, her own$2$ sudden$2$ 072:360,07[' ]| explosion. 072:360,07[A ]| "Do not you see, $M$Mitchy dear$2#1$ ~ for$4$ the 072:360,08[A ]| very heart of it all ~ how good I \believe\ you?" 072:360,09[' ]| She had spoken as with a flare of impatience at 072:360,10[' ]| some justice he failed to$9$ do her, and this brought him 072:360,11[' ]| after$4$ a startled instant$0$ close$9$ enough to$4$ her to$9$ take up 072:360,12[' ]| her hand. She let him have it, and in mute solemn 072:360,13[' ]| reassurance he raised it to$4$ his lips, saying to$4$ her thus 072:360,14[' ]| more things than he could say in any other way; 072:360,15[' ]| which$6#1$ yet just$9$ after$5$, when he had released it and a 072:360,16[' ]| motionless pause$0$ had ensued, did not prevent his 072:360,17[' ]| adding three words. 072:360,17[M ]| "Oh $A$Nanda, $A$Nanda!" 072:360,18[' ]| The tone of them made her again extraordinarily 072:360,19[' ]| gentle. 072:360,19[A ]| "Do not ""try"" anything then. Take everything 072:360,20[A ]| for$4$ granted." 072:360,21[' ]| He had turned away from her and walked mechanically, 072:360,22[' ]| with his air of blind$2$ emotion, to$4$ the window, 072:360,23[' ]| where for$4$ a minute$0$ he looked out$5$. 072:360,23[M ]| "It has stopped 072:360,24[M ]| raining," 072:360,24[' ]| he said at last$0$; 072:360,24[M ]| "it is going to$9$ brighten." 072:360,25[' ]| The place$0$ had three windows, and $A$Nanda went to$4$ 072:360,26[' ]| the next. 072:360,26[A ]| "Not quite yet ~ but I think it will$1$." 072:360,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy soon faced back$5$ into the room, where after$4$ 072:360,28[' ]| a brief hesitation he moved, as quietly, almost as cautiously, 072:360,29[' ]| as if on$4$ tiptoe, to$4$ the seat occupied by$4$ his 072:360,30[' ]| companion at the beginning$0$ of their talk$0$. Here he 072:360,31[' ]| sank down$5$ watching the girl, who$6#1$ stood a while$0$ longer 072:360,32[' ]| with her eyes on$4$ the garden. 072:360,32[M ]| "You want$1$ me, you say, 072:361,01[M ]| to$9$ take her out$8$ of the $I$Duchess's life; but where am 072:361,02[M ]| I myself, if we come to$4$ that$6#2$, but even$5$ more \in\ the 072:361,03[M ]| $I$Duchess's life than $J$Aggie is? I am in it by$4$ my contacts, 072:361,04[M ]| my associations, my indifferences ~ all my 072:361,05[M ]| acceptances, knowledges, amusements. I am in it by$4$ 072:361,06[M ]| my cynicisms ~ those that$6#1$ circumstances somehow 072:361,07[M ]| from the first, when I began for$4$ myself to$9$ look$1$ at life 072:361,08[M ]| and the world, committed me to$4$ and steeped me in; 072:361,09[M ]| I am in it by$4$ a kind$0$ of desperation that$6#1$ I should not 072:361,10[M ]| have felt perhaps if you had got hold$0$ of me sooner 072:361,11[M ]| with just$9$ this touch$0$ with which$6#1$ you have got hold$0$ of me 072:361,12[M ]| to-day; and I am in it more than all ~ you will$1$ yourself 072:361,13[M ]| admit ~ by$4$ the very fact that$3$ her aunt desires, as 072:361,14[M ]| you know, much more even$5$ than you do, to$9$ bring 072:361,15[M ]| the thing about$5$. Then we \should\ be ~ the $I$Duchess 072:361,16[M ]| and I ~ shoulder to$4$ shoulder!" 072:361,17[' ]| $A$Nanda heard him motionless to$4$ the end$0$, taking also 072:361,18[' ]| another minute$0$ to$9$ turn$1$ over what$6#1$ he had said. 072:361,18[A ]| "What$6#2$ 072:361,19[A ]| is it you like$1$ so$5#2$ in $N$Lord*Petherton?" 072:361,19[' ]| she asked 072:361,20[' ]| as she came to$4$ him. 072:361,21[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, if you only could tell me! It would 072:361,22[M ]| be, would not it? ~ it must have been ~ the subject$0$ 072:361,23[M ]| of some fairy-tale, if fairy-tales were made now, or 072:361,24[M ]| better$9$ still$5$ of some Christmas pantomime: ""The 072:361,25[M ]| Gnome and the Giant,""" 072:361,26[' ]| $A$Nanda appeared to$9$ try ~ not with much success ~ 072:361,27[' ]| to$9$ see it. 072:361,27[A ]| "Do you find $N$Lord*Petherton a Gnome?" 072:361,28[' ]| $M$Mitchy at first, for$4$ all reward$0$, only glared at her. 072:361,29[M ]| "Charming, $A$Nanda ~ charming!" 072:361,30[A ]| "A man is giant enough for$4$ $N$Lord*Petherton," 072:361,30[' ]| she 072:361,31[' ]| went on$5$, 072:361,31[A ]| "when his fortune is gigantic. He preys 072:361,32[A ]| upon you." 072:362,01[' ]| His hands in his pockets and his legs much apart, 072:362,02[' ]| $M$Mitchy sat there as in a posture adapted to$4$ her simplicity. 072:362,03[M ]| "You are adorable. \You\ do not. But it \is\ 072:362,04[M ]| rather horrid, is not it?" 072:362,04[' ]| he presently went on$5$. 072:362,05[' ]| Her momentary silence$0$ would have been by$4$ itself 072:362,06[' ]| enough of an answer$0$. 072:362,06[A ]| "Nothing ~ of all you speak 072:362,07[A ]| of," 072:362,07[' ]| she nevertheless returned, 072:362,07[A ]| "will$1$ matter then. 072:362,08[A ]| She will$1$ so$5#2$ simplify your life." 072:362,08[' ]| He remained just$9$ as he 072:362,09[' ]| was, only with his eyes on$4$ her; and meanwhile she 072:362,10[' ]| had turned again to$4$ her window, through$4$ which$6#1$ a 072:362,11[' ]| faint$2$ sun-streak began to$9$ glimmer and play$1$. At sight 072:362,12[' ]| of it she opened the casement to$9$ let in the warm$2$ freshness. 072:362,13[A ]| "The rain$0$ \has\ stopped." 072:362,14[M ]| "You say you want$1$ me to$9$ save$1$ her. But what$6#1$ you 072:362,15[M ]| really mean$1$," 072:362,15[' ]| $M$Mitchy resumed from the sofa, 072:362,15[M ]| "is not 072:362,16[M ]| at all exactly that$6#2$." 072:362,17[' ]| $A$Nanda, without heeding the remark$0$, took in the 072:362,18[' ]| sunshine. 072:362,18[A ]| "It will$1$ be charming now in the garden." 072:362,19[' ]| Her friend got up, found his wonderful crossbarred 072:362,20[' ]| cap, after$4$ a glance$0$, on$4$ a neighbouring chair, and with 072:362,21[' ]| it came toward her. 072:362,21[M ]| "Your hope$0$ is that$3$ ~ as I am 072:362,22[M ]| good enough to$9$ be worth it ~ she will$1$ save$1$ \me\." 072:362,23[' ]| $A$Nanda looked at him now. 072:362,23[A ]| "She will$1$, $M$Mitchy ~ 072:362,24[A ]| she \will$1$\!" 072:362,25[' ]| They stood a moment in the recovered brightness; 072:362,26[' ]| after$4$ which$6#1$ he mechanically ~ as with the pressure of 072:362,27[' ]| quite another consciousness ~ put on$5$ his cap. 072:362,27[M ]| "Well$7$ 072:362,28[M ]| then, shall that$6#2$ hope$0$ between us be the thing ~?" 072:362,29[A ]| "The thing?" 072:362,29[' ]| ~ she just$9$ wondered. 072:362,30[M ]| "Why that$6#1$ will$1$ have drawn us together ~ to$9$ hold$1$ 072:362,31[M ]| us so$5#2$, you know ~ this afternoon. I mean$1$ the secret$0$ 072:362,32[M ]| we spoke of." 072:363,01[' ]| She put out$5$ to$4$ him on$4$ this the hand he had taken 072:363,02[' ]| a few minutes before$5$, and he clasped it now only 072:363,03[' ]| with the firmness it seemed to$9$ give and to$9$ ask for$4$. 072:363,04[A ]| "Oh it will$1$ do for$4$ that$6#2$!" 072:363,04[' ]| she said as they went out$5$ 072:363,05[' ]| together. 073:364,01[' ]| It had been understood he was to$9$ take his leave$0$ on$4$ 073:364,02[' ]| the morrow, though $B$Vanderbank was to$9$ stay$1$ another 073:364,03[' ]| day. $L$Mr%*Longdon had for$4$ the Sunday dinner invited 073:364,04[' ]| three or four of his neighbours to$9$ "meet$1$" the 073:364,05[' ]| two gentlemen from town, so$3$ that$3$ it was not till the 073:364,06[' ]| company had departed, or in other words till near$9$ 073:364,07[' ]| bedtime, that$3$ our four friends could again have become 073:364,08[' ]| aware, as between themselves, of that$6#2$ directness 073:364,09[' ]| of mutual relation which$6#1$ forms the subject$0$ of our 073:364,10[' ]| picture$0$. It had not, however, prevented $A$Nanda's 073:364,11[' ]| slipping upstairs as soon as the doctor and his wife 073:364,12[' ]| had gone, and the manner indeed in which$6#1$, on$4$ the 073:364,13[' ]| stroke of eleven, $L$Mr%*Longdon conformed to$4$ his tradition 073:364,14[' ]| of appropriating a particular candle was as 073:364,15[' ]| positive an expression of it as any other. Nothing in 073:364,16[' ]| him was more amiable than the terms maintained 073:364,17[' ]| between the rigour of his personal habits and his free 073:364,18[' ]| imaginations of the habits of others. He deprecated 073:364,19[' ]| as regards$3$ the former, it might have been seen, most 073:364,20[' ]| signs of likeness, and no*one had ever dared to$9$ learn 073:364,21[' ]| how he would have handled a show$0$ of imitation. 073:364,22[M ]| "The way to$9$ flatter him," 073:364,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy threw off five minutes 073:364,23[' ]| later, 073:364,23[M ]| "is not to$9$ make$1$ him think you resemble or 073:364,24[M ]| agree with him, but to$9$ let him see how different you 073:364,25[M ]| perceive he can bear$1$ to$9$ think you. I mean$1$ of course$8$ 073:364,26[M ]| without hating you." 073:364,27[B ]| "But what$6#2$ interest$0$ have \you\," 073:364,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank asked, 073:364,28[B ]| "in the way to$9$ flatter him?" 073:365,01[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ fellow, more interest$0$ than you. I have not 073:365,02[M ]| been here all day without arriving at conclusions on$4$ 073:365,03[M ]| the credit$0$ he has opened to$4$ you ~!" 073:365,04[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ the amount he will$1$ settle?" 073:365,05[M ]| "You have it in your power," 073:365,05[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 073:365,05[M ]| "to$9$ 073:365,06[M ]| make$1$ it anything you like$1$." 073:365,07[B ]| "And is he then ~ so$5#1$ bloated?" 073:365,08[' ]| $M$Mitchy was on$4$ his feet in the apartment in which$6#1$ 073:365,09[' ]| their host had left$1$ them, and he had at first for$4$ this 073:365,10[' ]| question$0$ but an expressive motion of the shoulders 073:365,11[' ]| in respect$0$ to$4$ everything in the room. 073:365,11[M ]| "See, judge$1$, 073:365,12[M ]| guess$1$, feel!" 073:365,13[' ]| But it was as if $B$Vanderbank, before$4$ the fire$0$, consciously 073:365,14[' ]| controlled his own$2$ attention. 073:365,14[B ]| "Oh I do not 073:365,15[B ]| care$1$ a hang!" 073:365,16[' ]| This passage took place$0$ in the library and as a 073:365,17[' ]| consequence of their having confessed, as their friend 073:365,18[' ]| faced them with his bedroom light$0$, that$3$ a brief discreet 073:365,19[' ]| vigil and a box of cigars would fix better$9$ than 073:365,20[' ]| anything else the fine impression of the day. $M$Mitchy 073:365,21[' ]| might at that$6#2$ moment, on$4$ the evidence of the eyes 073:365,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon turned to$4$ them and of which$6#1$ his innocent 073:365,23[' ]| candle-flame betrayed the secret$0$, have found 073:365,24[' ]| matter for$4$ a measure$0$ of the almost extreme$2$ allowances 073:365,25[' ]| he wanted them to$9$ want$1$ of him. They had only 073:365,26[' ]| to$9$ see that$3$ the greater window was fast and to$9$ turn$1$ 073:365,27[' ]| out$5$ the library lamp. It might really have amused 073:365,28[' ]| them to$9$ stand$1$ a moment at the open$2$ door that$6#1$, apart 073:365,29[' ]| from this, was to$9$ testify to$4$ his conception of those 073:365,30[' ]| who$6#1$ were not, in the smaller hours, as \he\ was. He 073:365,31[' ]| had in fact by$4$ his retreat$0$ ~ and but too$5#1$ sensibly ~ 073:365,32[' ]| left$1$ them there with a deal$0#2$ of midnight company. If 073:366,01[' ]| one of these presences was the mystery he had himself 073:366,02[' ]| mixed the manner of our young men showed a 073:366,03[' ]| due$2$ expectation of the others. $M$Mitchy, on$4$ hearing 073:366,04[' ]| how little $B$Vanderbank "cared," only kept up a while$0$ 073:366,05[' ]| longer that$6#2$ observant revolution in which$6#1$ he had 073:366,06[' ]| spent much of his day, to$4$ which$6#1$ any fresh sense of 073:366,07[' ]| exhibition always promptly committed him, and 073:366,08[' ]| which$6#1$, had it not been controlled by$4$ infinite tact, 073:366,09[' ]| might have affected the nerves of those in whom$6#1$ enjoyment 073:366,10[' ]| was less rotary. He was silent long$9$ enough 073:366,11[' ]| to$9$ suggest his fearing that$3$ almost anything he might 073:366,12[' ]| say would appear too$5#1$ allusive; then at last$0$ once 073:366,13[' ]| more he took his risk$0$. 073:366,13[M ]| "Awfully jolly old place$0$!" 073:366,14[B ]| "It is indeed," 073:366,14[' ]| $B$Van only said; but his posture in 073:366,15[' ]| the large chair he had pushed toward the open$2$ window 073:366,16[' ]| was of itself almost an opinion. The August 073:366,17[' ]| night was hot and the air that$6#1$ came in charged and 073:366,18[' ]| sweet. $B$Vanderbank smoked with his face$0$ to$4$ the dusky 073:366,19[' ]| garden and the dim stars; at the end$0$ of a few moments 073:366,20[' ]| more of which$6#1$ he glanced round$9$. 073:366,20[B ]| "Do not you 073:366,21[B ]| think it rather stuffy with that$6#2$ big lamp? As those 073:366,22[B ]| candles on$4$ the chimney are going we might put it 073:366,23[B ]| out$5$." 073:366,24[M ]| "Like$9$ this?" 073:366,24[' ]| The amiable $M$Mitchy had straightway 073:366,25[' ]| obliged his companion and he as promptly took in 073:366,26[' ]| the effect$0$ of the diminished light$0$ on$4$ the character 073:366,27[' ]| of the room, which$6#1$ he commended as if the depth 073:366,28[' ]| of shadow produced were all this companion had 073:366,29[' ]| sought. He might freshly have brought home to$4$ $B$Vanderbank 073:366,30[' ]| that$3$ a man sensitive to$4$ so$5#1$ many different 073:366,31[' ]| things, and thereby always sure of something or other, 073:366,32[' ]| could never really be incommoded; though that$6#2$ 073:367,01[' ]| personage presently indeed showed himself occupied 073:367,02[' ]| with another thought$0$. 073:367,03[B ]| "I think I ought to$9$ mention$1$ to$4$ you that$3$ I have told 073:367,04[B ]| him how you and $D$Mrs%*Brook now both know. I did 073:367,05[B ]| so$5#2$ this afternoon on$4$ our way back$5$ from church ~ 073:367,06[B ]| I had not done it before$5$. He took me a walk$0$ round$9$ 073:367,07[B ]| to$9$ show$1$ me more of the place$0$, and that$6#2$ gave me my 073:367,08[B ]| chance$0$. But he does not mind$1$," 073:367,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank continued. 073:367,09[B ]| "The only thing is that$3$ I have thought$1$ it may$1$ 073:367,10[B ]| possibly make$1$ him speak to$4$ you, so$3$ that$3$ it is better$9$ 073:367,11[B ]| you should know he knows. But he told me definitely 073:367,12[B ]| $A$Nanda does not." 073:367,13[' ]| $M$Mitchy took this in with an attention that$6#1$ spoke 073:367,14[' ]| of his already recognising how the less tempered 073:367,15[' ]| darkness favoured talk$0$. 073:367,15[M ]| "And is that$6#2$ all that$6#1$ passed 073:367,16[M ]| between you?" 073:367,17[B ]| "Well$7$, practically; except of course$8$ that$3$ I made 073:367,18[B ]| him understand, I think, how it happened that$3$ I 073:367,19[B ]| have not kept my own$2$ counsel$0$." 073:367,20[M ]| "Oh but you \have\ ~ did not he at least feel? ~ or 073:367,21[M ]| perhaps even$5$ have done better$9$, when you have two 073:367,22[M ]| such excellent persons to$9$ keep it \for$4$\ you. can not he 073:367,23[M ]| easily believe how we feel with you?" 073:367,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank appeared for$4$ a minute$0$ to$9$ leave$1$ this 073:367,25[' ]| appeal unheeded; he continued to$9$ stare into the garden 073:367,26[' ]| while$9$ he smoked and swung the long$9$ leg he had 073:367,27[' ]| thrown over the arm$0$ of the chair. When he at last$0$ 073:367,28[' ]| spoke, however, it was with some emphasis ~ perhaps 073:367,29[' ]| even$5$ with some vulgarity. 073:367,29[B ]| "Oh rot!" 073:367,30[' ]| $M$Mitchy hovered without an arrest. 073:367,30[M ]| "You mean$1$ 073:367,31[M ]| he \can not\ feel?" 073:367,32[B ]| "I mean$1$ it is not true. I have no$2$ illusions about$4$ you. 073:368,01[B ]| I know you are both affected, though I of course$8$ 073:368,02[B ]| perfectly trust$1$ you." 073:368,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy had a short$2$ silence$0$. 073:368,03[M ]| "Trust$1$ us not to$9$ 073:368,04[M ]| speak?" 073:368,05[B ]| "Not to$9$ speak to$4$ $A$Nanda herself ~ though of course$8$ 073:368,06[B ]| too$5#2$ if you spoke to$4$ others," 073:368,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$, 073:368,07[B ]| "they would immediately rush and tell her." 073:368,08[M ]| "I have spoken to$4$ no*one," 073:368,08[' ]| said $M$Mitchy. 073:368,09[B ]| "I am sure of it. And neither has $D$Mrs%*Brook." 073:368,10[M ]| "I am glad you are sure of that$6#2$ also," 073:368,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy returned, 073:368,11[M ]| "for$3$ it is only doing her justice." 073:368,12[B ]| "Oh I am quite confident of it," 073:368,12[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 073:368,13[M ]| "And without asking her?" 073:368,14[B ]| "Perfectly." 073:368,15[M ]| "And you are equally sure, without asking, that$3$ \I\ 073:368,16[M ]| have not betrayed you?" 073:368,16[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, while$9$, as if 073:368,17[' ]| to$9$ let the question$0$ lie$1$ there in its folly, $B$Vanderbank 073:368,18[' ]| said nothing, his friend pursued: 073:368,18[M ]| "I came, I must 073:368,19[M ]| tell you, terribly near$4$ it to-day." 073:368,20[B ]| "Why must you tell me? Your coming ""near$9$"" 073:368,21[B ]| does not concern$1$ me, and I take it you do not suppose 073:368,22[B ]| I am watching or sounding you. $D$Mrs%*Brook will$1$ have 073:368,23[B ]| come terribly near$9$," 073:368,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank continued as if to$9$ 073:368,24[' ]| make$1$ the matter free; 073:368,24[B ]| "but she will$1$ not have done it 073:368,25[B ]| either. She will$1$ have been distinctly tempted ~!" 073:368,26[M ]| "But she will$1$ not have fallen?" 073:368,26[' ]| $M$Mitchy broke in. 073:368,27[M ]| "Exactly ~ there we are. \I\ was distinctly tempted 073:368,28[M ]| and I did not fall$1$. I think your certainty about$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook," 073:368,29[M ]| he added, 073:368,29[M ]| "shows$1$ you do know her. She is 073:368,30[M ]| incapable of anything deliberately nasty." 073:368,31[B ]| "Oh of anything nasty in any way," 073:368,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 073:368,32[' ]| said musingly and kindly. 073:369,01[M ]| "Yes; one knows on$4$ the whole$0$ what$6#1$ she \will$1$ not\ 073:369,02[M ]| do." 073:369,02[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, for$4$ a period, $M$Mitchy roamed and 073:369,03[' ]| reflected. 073:369,03[M ]| "But in spite$8$ of the assurance given you 073:369,04[M ]| by$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ or perhaps indeed just$9$ because 073:369,05[M ]| of your having taken it ~ I think I ought to$9$ mention$1$ 073:369,06[M ]| to$4$ you my belief that$3$ $A$Nanda does know of his offer$0$ 073:369,07[M ]| to$4$ you. I mean$1$ by$4$ having guessed it." 073:369,08[B ]| "Oh!" 073:369,08[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 073:369,09[M ]| "There is in fact more still$5$," 073:369,09[' ]| his companion pursued ~ 073:369,10[M ]| "that$3$ I feel I should like$1$ to$9$ mention$1$ to$4$ you." 073:369,11[B ]| "Oh!" 073:369,11[' ]| $B$Vanderbank at first only repeated. But 073:369,12[' ]| after$4$ a moment he said: 073:369,12[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ fellow, I am much 073:369,13[B ]| obliged." 073:369,14[M ]| "The thing I speak of is something I should at any 073:369,15[M ]| rate$0$ have said, and I should have looked out$5$ for$4$ some 073:369,16[M ]| chance$0$ if we had not had this one." 073:369,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy spoke 073:369,17[' ]| as if his friend's last$2$ words were not of consequence, 073:369,18[' ]| and he continued as $B$Vanderbank got up and, moving 073:369,19[' ]| rather aimlessly, came and stood with his back$0$ to$4$ 073:369,20[' ]| the chimney. 073:369,20[M ]| "My only hesitation would have been 073:369,21[M ]| caused by$4$ its entailing our going down$5$ into things in 073:369,22[M ]| a way that$6#1$, face$0$ to$4$ face$0$ ~ given the private nature of 073:369,23[M ]| the things ~ I dare$1#2$ say most men do not particularly 073:369,24[M ]| enjoy. But if you do not mind$1$ ~!" 073:369,25[B ]| "Oh I do not mind$1$. In fact, as I tell you, I recognise 073:369,26[B ]| an obligation to$4$ you." 073:369,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, with his shoulders 073:369,27[' ]| against the high mantel, uttered this without 073:369,28[' ]| a direct$2$ look$0$; he smoked and smoked, then considered 073:369,29[' ]| the tip of his cigar. 073:369,29[B ]| "You feel convinced she 073:369,30[B ]| knows?" 073:369,30[' ]| he threw out$5$. 073:369,31[M ]| "Well$7$, it is my impression." 073:369,32[B ]| "Ah any impression of yours ~ of that$6#2$ sort ~ is 073:370,01[B ]| sure to$9$ be right$2#1$. If you think I ought to$9$ have it from 073:370,02[B ]| you I am really grateful. Is that$6#2$ ~ a ~ what$6#1$ you 073:370,03[B ]| wanted to$9$ say to$4$ me?" 073:370,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank after$4$ a slight$2$ pause$0$ 073:370,04[' ]| demanded. 073:370,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy, watching him more than he watched 073:370,06[' ]| $M$Mitchy, shook a mildly decisive head$0$. 073:370,06[M ]| "No$7$." 073:370,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, his eyes on$4$ his smoke-puffs, seemed to$9$ 073:370,08[' ]| wonder$1$. 073:370,08[B ]| "What$6#1$ you wanted is ~ something else?" 073:370,09[M ]| "Something else." 073:370,10[B ]| "Oh!" 073:370,10[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank for$4$ the third time. 073:370,11[' ]| The ejaculation had been vague, but the movement 073:370,12[' ]| that$6#1$ followed it was definite; the young man, 073:370,13[' ]| turning$1$ away, found himself again near$4$ the chair he 073:370,14[' ]| had quitted, and resumed possession of it as a sign 073:370,15[' ]| of being$1$ at his friend's service. This friend, however, 073:370,16[' ]| not only hung fire$0$ but finally went back$5$ to$9$ take a shot 073:370,17[' ]| from a quarter$0#1$ they might have been supposed to$9$ 073:370,18[' ]| have left$1$. 073:370,18[M ]| "It strikes me as odd his imagining ~ 073:370,19[M ]| awfully acute as he is ~ that$3$ she has \not\ guessed. 073:370,20[M ]| One would not have thought$1$ he could live with her 073:370,21[M ]| here in such an intimacy ~ seeing her every day 073:370,22[M ]| and pretty$5$ much all day ~ and make$1$ such a mistake$0$." 073:370,23[M ]| 073:370,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, his great length all of a lounge again, 073:370,25[' ]| turned it over. 073:370,25[B ]| "And yet I do thoroughly feel the 073:370,26[B ]| mistake is not yours." 073:370,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy had a new serenity of affirmation. 073:370,27[M ]| "Oh 073:370,28[M ]| it is not mine$6$." 073:370,29[B ]| "Perhaps then" 073:370,29[' ]| ~ it occurred to$4$ his friend ~ 073:370,29[B ]| "he 073:370,30[B ]| does not really believe it." 073:370,31[M ]| "And only says so$5#2$ to$9$ make$1$ you feel more easy?" 073:370,32[B ]| "So$3$ that$3$ one may$1$ ~ in fairness to$4$ one's self ~ 073:371,01[B ]| keep one's head$0$, as it were, and decide quite on$4$ one's 073:371,02[B ]| own$2$ grounds." 073:371,03[M ]| "Then you \have\ still$5$ to$9$ decide?" 073:371,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank took time to$9$ answer$1$. 073:371,04[B ]| "I have still$5$ to$9$ 073:371,05[B ]| decide." 073:371,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy became again on$4$ this, in the sociable 073:371,06[' ]| dusk, a slow-circling vaguely-agitated element, and 073:371,07[' ]| his companion continued: 073:371,07[B ]| "Is your idea very generously 073:371,08[B ]| and handsomely to$9$ help$1$ that$6#2$ by$4$ letting me 073:371,09[B ]| know ~?" 073:371,10[M ]| "That$3$ I do definitely renounce" 073:371,10[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy took 073:371,11[' ]| him up ~ 073:371,11[M ]| "any pretension and any hope$0$? Well$7$, 073:371,12[M ]| I am ready with a proof of it. I have passed my word 073:371,13[M ]| that$3$ I will$1$ apply elsewhere." 073:371,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank turned more round$9$ to$4$ him. 073:371,14[B ]| "Apply to$4$ 073:371,15[B ]| the $I$Duchess for$4$ her niece?" 073:371,16[M ]| "It is practically settled$1$." 073:371,17[B ]| "But since when?" 073:371,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy barely faltered. 073:371,18[M ]| "Since this afternoon." 073:371,19[B ]| "Ah then not with the $I$Duchess herself." 073:371,20[M ]| "With $A$Nanda ~ whose$6#1$ plan from the first, you 073:371,21[M ]| will$1$ not have forgotten, the thing has so$5#1$ charmingly 073:371,22[M ]| been." 073:371,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank could show$1$ that$3$ his not having in the 073:371,24[' ]| least forgotten was yet not a bar to$4$ his being$1$ now 073:371,25[' ]| mystified. 073:371,25[B ]| "But, my dear$2#1$ man, what$6#2$ can $A$Nanda 073:371,26[B ]| ""settle""?" 073:371,27[M ]| "My fate," 073:371,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy said, pausing well$9$ before$4$ him. 073:371,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank sat now a minute$0$ with raised eyes, 073:371,29[' ]| catching the indistinctness of the other's strange 073:371,30[' ]| expression. 073:371,30[B ]| "You are both beyond$4$ me!" 073:371,30[' ]| he exclaimed 073:371,31[' ]| at last$0$. 073:371,31[B ]| "I do not see what$6#1$ you in particular 073:371,32[B ]| gain$1$." 073:372,01[M ]| "I did not either till she made it all out$5$ to$4$ me. One 073:372,02[M ]| sees then, in such a matter, for$4$ one's self. And as 073:372,03[M ]| everything's gain$0$ that$6#1$ is not loss, there was nothing 073:372,04[M ]| I \could\ lose. It gets me," 073:372,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy further explained, 073:372,05[M ]| "out$8$ of the way." 073:372,06[B ]| "Out$8$ of the way of what$6#2$?" 073:372,07[' ]| This, $M$Mitchy frankly showed, was more difficult 073:372,08[' ]| to$9$ say, but he in time brought it out$5$. 073:372,08[M ]| "Well$7$, of appearing 073:372,09[M ]| to$9$ suggest to$4$ you that$3$ my existence, in a prolonged 073:372,10[M ]| state$0$ of singleness, may$1$ ever represent for$4$ her 073:372,11[M ]| any real alternative." 073:372,12[B ]| "But alternative to$4$ what$6#2$?" 073:372,13[M ]| "Why to$4$ being$1$ \your\ wife, damn you!" 073:372,13[' ]| $M$Mitchy, on$4$ 073:372,14[' ]| these words turned away again, and his companion, 073:372,15[' ]| in the presence of his renewed dim gyrations, sat 073:372,16[' ]| for$4$ a minute$0$ dumb. Before$3$ $B$Van had spoken indeed 073:372,17[' ]| he was back$5$ again. 073:372,17[M ]| "Excuse$1$ my violence, but of 073:372,18[M ]| course$8$ you really see." 073:372,19[B ]| "I am not pretending anything," 073:372,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said 073:372,20[B ]| ~ "but a man \must\ understand. What$6#1$ I catch$1$ hold$0$ 073:372,21[B ]| of is that$3$ you offer$1$ me ~ in the fact that$3$ you are thus 073:372,22[B ]| at any rate$0$ disposed of ~ a proof that$3$ I, by$4$ the same 073:372,23[B ]| token, shall not, if I hesitate to$9$ ""go in,"" have a pretext 073:372,24[B ]| for$4$ saying to$4$ myself that$3$ I \may$1$\ deprive her ~!" 073:372,25[M ]| "Yes, precisely," 073:372,25[' ]| $M$Mitchy now urbanely assented: 073:372,26[M ]| "of something ~ in the shape$0$ of a man with \my\ 073:372,27[M ]| amount of money ~ that$6#1$ she may$1$ live to$9$ regret$1$ and 073:372,28[M ]| to$9$ languish for$4$. My amount of money, do not you 073:372,29[M ]| see?" 073:372,29[' ]| he very simply added, 073:372,29[M ]| "is nothing to$4$ her." 073:372,30[B ]| "And you want$1$ me to$9$ be sure that$3$ ~ so$5#1$ far as I 073:372,31[B ]| may$1$ ever have had a scruple$0$ ~ she has had her 073:372,32[B ]| chance$0$ and got rid of it." 073:373,01[M ]| "Completely," 073:373,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled. 073:373,02[B ]| "Because" 073:373,02[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank with the aid of his cigar 073:373,03[' ]| thoughtfully pieced it out$5$ ~ 073:373,03[B ]| "that$6#2$ may$1$ possibly bring 073:373,04[B ]| me to$4$ the point$0$." 073:373,05[M ]| "Possibly!" 073:373,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 073:373,06[' ]| He had stood a moment longer, almost as if to$9$ see 073:373,07[' ]| the possibility develop before$4$ his eyes, and had even$5$ 073:373,08[' ]| started at the next sound$0$ of his friend's voice. What$6#1$ 073:373,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank in fact brought out$5$, however, only made 073:373,10[' ]| him turn$1$ his back$0$. 073:373,10[B ]| "Do you like$1$ so$5#1$ very much little 073:373,11[B ]| $J$Aggie?" 073:373,12[M ]| "Well$7$," 073:373,12[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 073:373,12[M ]| "$A$Nanda does. And I like$1$ 073:373,13[M ]| $A$Nanda." 073:373,14[B ]| "You are too$5#1$ amazing," 073:373,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank mused. His 073:373,15[' ]| musing had presently the effect$0$ of making him rise$1$; 073:373,16[' ]| meditation indeed beset him after$3$ he was on$4$ his feet. 073:373,17[B ]| "I can not help$1$ its coming over me then that$3$ on$4$ such 073:373,18[B ]| an extraordinary system you must also rather like$1$ 073:373,19[B ]| \me\." 073:373,20[M ]| "What$6#2$ will$1$ you have, my dear$2#1$ $B$Van?" 073:373,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy 073:373,21[' ]| frankly asked. 073:373,21[M ]| "It is the sort of thing you must be 073:373,22[M ]| most used$1#2$ to$9$. For$3$ at the present$9$ moment ~ look$1$! ~ 073:373,23[M ]| are not we all at you at once?" 073:373,24[' ]| It was as if his dear$2#1$ $B$Van had managed to$9$ appear to$9$ 073:373,25[' ]| wonder$1$. 073:373,25[B ]| """All""?" 073:373,26[M ]| "$A$Nanda, $D$Mrs%*Brook, $L$Mr%*Longdon ~!" 073:373,27[B ]| "And you. I see." 073:373,28[M ]| "Names of distinction. And all the others," 073:373,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy pursued, 073:373,29[M ]| "that$6#1$ I do not count." 073:373,30[B ]| "Oh you are the best." 073:373,31[M ]| "I?" 073:373,32[B ]| "You are the best," 073:373,32[' ]| $B$Vanderbank simply repeated. 073:374,01[B ]| "It is at all events most extraordinary," 073:374,01[' ]| he declared. 073:374,02[B ]| "But I make$1$ you out$5$ on$4$ the whole$0$ better$9$ than I do 073:374,03[B ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon." 073:374,04[M ]| "Ah are not we very much the same ~ simple$2$ 073:374,05[M ]| lovers of life? That$3$ is of that$6#2$ finer essence of it which$6#1$ 073:374,06[M ]| appeals to$4$ the consciousness ~!" 073:374,07[B ]| "The consciousness?" 073:374,07[' ]| ~ his companion took up 073:374,08[' ]| his hesitation. 073:374,09[M ]| "Well$7$, enlarged and improved." 073:374,10[' ]| The words had made on$4$ $M$Mitchy's lips an image by$4$ 073:374,11[' ]| which$6#1$ his friend appeared for$4$ a moment held. 073:374,11[B ]| "One 073:374,12[B ]| does not really know quite what$6#1$ to$9$ say or to$9$ do." 073:374,13[M ]| "Oh you must take it all quietly. You are of a special 073:374,14[M ]| class$0$; one of those who$6#1$, as we said the other day 073:374,15[M ]| ~ do not you remember? ~ are a source of the sacred 073:374,16[M ]| terror. People made in such a way must take the consequences; 073:374,17[M ]| just$9$ as people must take them," 073:374,17[' ]| $M$Mitchy 073:374,18[' ]| went on$5$, 073:374,18[M ]| "who$6#1$ are made as \I\ am. So$3$ cheer up!" 073:374,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy, uttering this incitement, had moved to$4$ the 073:374,20[' ]| empty$2$ chair by$4$ the window, in which$6#1$ he presently 073:374,21[' ]| was sunk; and it might have been in emulation of his 073:374,22[' ]| previous strolling and straying that$3$ $B$Vanderbank himself 073:374,23[' ]| now began to$9$ revolve. The meditation he next 073:374,24[' ]| threw out$5$, however, showed a certain resistance to$4$ 073:374,25[' ]| $M$Mitchy's advice. 073:374,25[B ]| "I am glad at any rate$0$ I do not deprive 073:374,26[B ]| her of a fortune." 073:374,27[M ]| "You do not deprive her of mine$6$ of course$8$," 073:374,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy 073:374,28[' ]| answered from the chair; 073:374,28[M ]| "but is not her enjoyment 073:374,29[M ]| of $L$Mr%*Longdon's at least a good deal$0#2$ staked after$4$ all 073:374,30[M ]| on$4$ your action?" 073:374,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank stopped short$2$. 073:374,31[B ]| "It is his idea to$9$ settle 073:374,32[B ]| it \all\?" 073:375,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy gave out$5$ his glare. 073:375,01[M ]| "I thought$1$ you did not 073:375,02[M ]| ""care$1$ a hang."" I have not been here so$5#1$ long$9$," 073:375,02[' ]| he went 073:375,03[' ]| on$5$ as his companion at first retorted nothing, 073:375,03[M ]| "without 073:375,04[M ]| making up my mind$0$ for$4$ myself about$4$ his means$0$. 073:375,05[M ]| He \is\ distinctly bloated." 073:375,06[' ]| It sent $B$Vanderbank off again. 073:375,06[B ]| "Oh well$7$, she will$1$ no$2$ 073:375,07[B ]| more get all in the one event than she will$1$ get nothing 073:375,08[B ]| in the other. She will$1$ only get a sort of provision. But 073:375,09[B ]| she will$1$ get that$6#2$ whatever happens." 073:375,10[M ]| "Oh if you are sure ~!" 073:375,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy simply commented. 073:375,11[' ]| 073:375,12[B ]| "I am not sure, confound it!" 073:375,12[' ]| Then ~ for$3$ his voice 073:375,13[' ]| had been irritated ~ $B$Van spoke more quietly. 073:375,13[B ]| "Only 073:375,14[B ]| I see her here ~ though on$4$ his wish$0$ of course$8$ ~ 073:375,15[B ]| handling things quite as if they were her own$2$ and 073:375,16[B ]| paying him a visit$0$ without, apparently, any calculable 073:375,17[B ]| end$0$. What$6#2$ is that$6#2$ on$4$ \his\ part$0$ but a pledge?" 073:375,18[' ]| Oh $M$Mitchy could show$1$ off-hand that$3$ he knew what$6#1$ 073:375,19[' ]| it was. 073:375,19[M ]| "It is a pledge, quite as much, to$4$ you. He 073:375,20[M ]| shows$1$ you the whole$2$ thing. He likes you not a whit 073:375,21[M ]| less than he likes her." 073:375,22[B ]| "Oh thunder!" 073:375,22[' ]| $B$Van impatiently sighed. 073:375,23[M ]| "It is as ""rum"" as you please, but there it is," 073:375,23[' ]| said 073:375,24[' ]| the inexorable $M$Mitchy. 073:375,25[B ]| "Then does he think I will$1$ do it for$4$ \this\?" 073:375,26[M ]| "For$4$ ""this""?" 073:375,27[B ]| "For$4$ the place$0$, the whole$2$ thing, as you call$1$ it, that$6#1$ 073:375,28[B ]| he shows$1$ me." 073:375,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy had a short$2$ silence$0$ that$6#1$ might have represented 073:375,30[' ]| a change$0$ of colour. 073:375,30[M ]| "It is not good enough?" 073:375,31[' ]| But he instantly took himself up. 073:375,31[M ]| "Of course$8$ he 073:375,32[M ]| wants$1$ ~ as I do ~ to$9$ treat$1$ you with tact!" 073:376,01[B ]| "Oh it is all right$8$," 073:376,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank immediately said. 073:376,02[B ]| "Your ""tact"" ~ yours and his ~ is marvellous, and 073:376,03[B ]| $A$Nanda's greatest of all." 073:376,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy's momentary renewal of stillness was addressed, 073:376,05[' ]| he somehow managed not obscurely to$9$ convey, 073:376,06[' ]| to$4$ the last$2$ clause of his friend's speech. 073:376,06[M ]| "If 073:376,07[M ]| you are not sure," 073:376,07[' ]| he presently resumed, 073:376,07[M ]| "why can not 073:376,08[M ]| you frankly ask him?" 073:376,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank again, as the phrase is, "mooned" 073:376,10[' ]| about$5$ a little. 073:376,10[B ]| "Because I do not know that$3$ it would 073:376,11[B ]| do." 073:376,12[M ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$ by$4$ ""do""?" 073:376,13[B ]| "Well$7$, that$3$ it would be exactly ~ what$6#2$ do you 073:376,14[B ]| call$1$ it? ~ ""square."" Or even$5$ quite delicate or decent. 073:376,15[B ]| To$9$ take from him, in the way of an assurance so$5#1$ 073:376,16[B ]| handsomely offered, so$5#1$ much, and then to$9$ ask for$4$ 073:376,17[B ]| more: I do not feel I can do it. Besides, I have my little 073:376,18[B ]| conviction. To$4$ the question$0$ itself he might easily 073:376,19[B ]| reply$1$ that$3$ it is none of my business." 073:376,20[M ]| "I see," 073:376,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy dropped. 073:376,20[M ]| "Such pressure might 073:376,21[M ]| suggest to$4$ him moreover that$3$ you are hesitating more 073:376,22[M ]| than you perhaps really are." 073:376,23[B ]| "Oh as to$4$ \that$6#2$\," 073:376,23[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 073:376,23[B ]| "I think he 073:376,24[B ]| practically knows how much." 073:376,25[M ]| "And how little?" 073:376,25[' ]| He met this, however, with no$2$ 073:376,26[' ]| more form$0$ than if it had been a poor joke, so$3$ that$3$ 073:376,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy also smoked for$4$ a moment in silence$0$. 073:376,27[M ]| "It is 073:376,28[M ]| your coming down$5$ here, you mean$1$, for$4$ these three 073:376,29[M ]| or four days, that$6#1$ will$1$ have fixed it?" 073:376,30[' ]| The question$0$ this time was one to$4$ which$6#1$ the speaker 073:376,31[' ]| might have expected$1$ an answer$0$, but $B$Vanderbank's 073:376,32[' ]| only immediate answer$0$ was to$9$ walk$1$ and walk$1$. 073:376,32[B ]| "I 073:377,01[B ]| want$1$ so$5#1$ awfully to$9$ be kind$2$ to$4$ her," 073:377,01[' ]| he at last$0$ 073:377,02[' ]| said. 073:377,03[M ]| "I should think so$5#2$!" 073:377,03[' ]| Then with irrelevance $M$Mitchy 073:377,04[' ]| harked back$5$. 073:377,04[M ]| "Shall \I\ find out$5$?" 073:377,05[' ]| But $B$Vanderbank, with another thought$0$, had lost 073:377,06[' ]| the thread. 073:377,06[B ]| "Find out$5$ what$6#2$?" 073:377,07[M ]| "Why if she does get anything ~!" 073:377,08[B ]| "If I am not kind$2$ \enough\?" 073:377,08[' ]| ~ $B$Van had caught up 073:377,09[' ]| again. 073:377,09[B ]| "Dear$7$ no$7$; I would rather you should not speak 073:377,10[B ]| unless first spoken to$4$." 073:377,11[M ]| "Well$7$, \he\ may$1$ speak ~ since he knows we know." 073:377,12[B ]| "It is not likely, for$3$ he can not make$1$ out$5$ why I told 073:377,13[B ]| you." 073:377,14[M ]| "You did not tell \me\, you know," 073:377,14[' ]| said $M$Mitchy. 073:377,15[M ]| "You told $D$Mrs%*Brook." 073:377,16[B ]| "Well$7$, \she\ told you, and her talking about$4$ it is the 073:377,17[B ]| unpleasant idea. He can not get her down$5$ anyhow." 073:377,18[M ]| "Poor $D$Mrs%*Brook!" 073:377,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy meditated. 073:377,19[B ]| "Poor $D$Mrs%*Brook!" 073:377,19[' ]| his companion echoed. 073:377,20[M ]| "But I thought$1$ you said," 073:377,20[' ]| he went on$5$, 073:377,20[M ]| "that$3$ he 073:377,21[M ]| does not mind$1$." 073:377,22[B ]| "\Your\ knowing? Well$7$, I dare$1#2$ say he does not. 073:377,23[B ]| But he does not want$1$ a lot of gossip and chatter." 073:377,24[M ]| "Oh!" 073:377,24[' ]| said $M$Mitchy with meekness. 073:377,25[B ]| "I may$1$ absolutely take it from you then," 073:377,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 073:377,26[' ]| presently resumed, 073:377,26[B ]| "that$3$ $A$Nanda has her idea?" 073:377,27[M ]| "Oh she did not tell me so$5#2$. But it is none the less 073:377,28[M ]| my belief." 073:377,29[B ]| "Well$7$," 073:377,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank at last$0$ threw off, 073:377,29[B ]| "I feel it for$4$ 073:377,30[B ]| myself. If only because she always knows everything," 073:377,31[' ]| he pursued without looking at $M$Mitchy. 073:377,31[B ]| "She 073:377,32[B ]| always knows everything, everything." 073:378,01[M ]| "Everything, everything." 073:378,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy got up. 073:378,02[B ]| "She told me so$5#2$ herself yesterday," 073:378,02[' ]| said $B$Van. 073:378,03[M ]| "And she told \me\ so$5#2$ to-day." 073:378,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's hesitation might have shown he was 073:378,05[' ]| struck with this. 073:378,05[B ]| "Well$7$, I do not think it is information 073:378,06[B ]| that$6#1$ either of us required. But of course$8$ she 073:378,07[B ]| can not help$1$ it," 073:378,07[' ]| he added. 073:378,07[B ]| "Everything, literally 073:378,08[B ]| everything, in London, in the world she lives$1$ in, is 073:378,09[B ]| in the air she breathes ~ so$3$ that$3$ the longer \she is\ in 073:378,10[B ]| it the more she will$1$ know." 073:378,11[M ]| "The more she will$1$ know, certainly," 073:378,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy acknowledged. 073:378,12[M ]| "But she is not in it, you see, down$5$ here." 073:378,13[B ]| "No$7$. Only she appears to$9$ have come down$5$ with 073:378,14[B ]| such accumulations. And she will$1$ not be here for*ever," 073:378,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank hastened to$9$ mention$1$. 073:378,16[M ]| "Certainly not if you marry her?" 073:378,17[B ]| "But is not that$6#2$ at the same time," 073:378,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 073:378,18[' ]| asked, 073:378,18[B ]| "just$9$ the difficulty?" 073:378,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked vague. 073:378,19[M ]| "The difficulty?" 073:378,20[B ]| "Why as a married woman she will$1$ be steeped in it 073:378,21[B ]| again." 073:378,22[M ]| "Surely" 073:378,22[' ]| ~ oh $M$Mitchy could be candid! 073:378,22[M ]| "But the 073:378,23[M ]| difference will$1$ be that$3$ for$4$ a married woman it will$1$ not 073:378,24[M ]| matter. It only matters for$4$ girls," 073:378,24[' ]| he plausibly continued ~ 073:378,25[M ]| "and then only for$4$ those on$4$ whom$6#1$ no*one 073:378,26[M ]| takes pity$0$." 073:378,27[B ]| "The trouble$0$ is," 073:378,27[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank ~ but quite 073:378,28[' ]| as if uttering only a general$2$ truth ~ 073:378,28[B ]| "that$3$ it is just$9$ 073:378,29[B ]| a thing that$6#1$ may$1$ sometimes operate as a bar to$4$ pity$0$. 073:378,30[B ]| Is not it for$4$ the non-marrying girls that$3$ it does not 073:378,31[B ]| particularly matter? For$4$ the others it is such an 073:378,32[B ]| odd preparation." 073:379,01[M ]| "Oh I do not mind$1$ it!" 073:379,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy declared. 073:379,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank visibly demurred. 073:379,02[B ]| "Ah but your 073:379,03[B ]| choice$0$ ~!" 073:379,04[M ]| "Is such a different sort of thing?" 073:379,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy, for$3$ the 073:379,05[' ]| half-hour, in the ambiguous dusk, had never looked 073:379,06[' ]| more droll. 073:379,06[M ]| "The young lady I named is not my 073:379,07[M ]| \choice$0$\." 073:379,08[B ]| "Well$7$ then, that is only a sign the more that$3$ you 073:379,09[B ]| do these things more easily." 073:379,10[N ]| "Oh ""easily""!" 073:379,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy murmured. 073:379,11[B ]| "We ought not at any rate$0$ to$9$ keep it up," 073:379,11[' ]| said 073:379,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ had looked at his watch$0$. 073:379,12[B ]| "Twelve 073:379,13[B ]| twenty-five ~ good-night. Shall I blow out$5$ the 073:379,14[B ]| candles?" 073:379,15[M ]| "Do, please. I"ll close$1$ the window" 073:379,15[' ]| ~ and $M$Mitchy 073:379,16[' ]| went to$4$ it. 073:379,16[M ]| "I will$1$ follow you ~ good-night." 073:379,16[' ]| The 073:379,17[' ]| candles after$4$ a minute$0$ were out$5$ and his friend had 073:379,18[' ]| gone, but $M$Mitchy, left$1$ in darkness face$0$ to$4$ face$0$ with 073:379,19[' ]| the vague quiet$2$ garden, still$5$ stood there. 081:383,01[' ]| The footman, opening the door, mumbled his name$0$ 081:383,02[' ]| without sincerity, and $B$Vanderbank, passing$1$ in, found 081:383,03[' ]| in fact ~ for$3$ he had caught the symptom ~ the chairs 081:383,04[' ]| and tables, the lighted lamps and the flowers alone 081:383,05[' ]| in possession. He looked at his watch$0$, which$6#1$ exactly 081:383,06[' ]| marked eight, then turned to$9$ speak again to$4$ the servant, 081:383,07[' ]| who$6#1$ had, however, without another sound$0$ and 081:383,08[' ]| as if blushing for$4$ the house, already closed him in. 081:383,09[' ]| There was nothing indeed but $K$Mrs%*Grendon's want$0$ 081:383,10[' ]| of promptness that$6#1$ failed of a welcome$0$: her drawing-room, 081:383,11[' ]| on$4$ the January night, showed its elegance 081:383,12[' ]| through$4$ a suffusion of pink electricity which$6#1$ melted, 081:383,13[' ]| at the end$0$ of the vista, into the faintly golden glow of 081:383,14[' ]| a retreat$0$ still$5$ more sacred. $B$Vanderbank walked after$4$ 081:383,15[' ]| a moment into the second$2$ room, which$6#1$ also proved 081:383,16[' ]| empty$2$ and which$6#1$ had its little globes of white fire$0$ ~ 081:383,17[' ]| discreetly limited in number ~ coated with lemon-coloured 081:383,18[' ]| silk. The walls, covered with delicate French 081:383,19[' ]| mouldings, were so$5#1$ fair that$3$ they seemed vaguely 081:383,20[' ]| silvered; the low French chimney had a French fire$0$. 081:383,21[' ]| There was a lemon-coloured stuff on$4$ the sofa and 081:383,22[' ]| chairs, a wonderful polish on$4$ the floor that$6#1$ was largely 081:383,23[' ]| exposed, and a copy$0$ of a French novel in blue paper 081:383,24[' ]| on$4$ one of the spindle-legged tables. $B$Vanderbank 081:383,25[' ]| looked about$4$ him an instant$0$ as if generally struck, 081:383,26[' ]| then gave himself to$4$ something that$6#1$ had particularly 081:383,27[' ]| caught his eye. This was simply his own$2$ name$0$ written 081:384,01[' ]| rather large on$4$ the cover of the French book and 081:384,02[' ]| endowed, after$3$ he had taken the volume up, with the 081:384,03[' ]| power to$9$ hold$1$ his attention the more closely the longer 081:384,04[' ]| he looked at it. He uttered, for$4$ a private satisfaction, 081:384,05[' ]| before$4$ letting the matter pass$1$, a low confused sound$0$; 081:384,06[' ]| after$4$ which$6#1$, flinging the book down$5$ with some emphasis 081:384,07[' ]| in another place$0$, he moved to$4$ the chimney-piece, 081:384,08[' ]| where his eyes for$4$ a little intently fixed the small 081:384,09[' ]| ashy wood-fire. When he raised them again it was, 081:384,10[' ]| on$4$ the observation that$3$ the beautiful clock on$4$ the 081:384,11[' ]| mantel was wrong$2$, to$9$ consult once more his watch$0$ 081:384,12[' ]| and then give a glance$0$, in the chimney-glass, at the 081:384,13[' ]| state$0$ of his moustache, the ends$0$ of which$6#1$ he twisted 081:384,14[' ]| for$4$ a moment with due$2$ care$0$. While$9$ so$5#2$ engaged he 081:384,15[' ]| became aware of something else and, quickly facing 081:384,16[' ]| about$5$, recognised in the doorway of the room the 081:384,17[' ]| other figure the glass had just$9$ reflected. 081:384,18[B ]| "Oh \you\?" 081:384,18[' ]| he said with a quick$2$ handshake. 081:384,19[B ]| "$K$Mrs%*Grendon is down$5$?" 081:384,19[' ]| But he had already passed 081:384,20[' ]| with $A$Nanda, on$4$ their greeting, back$5$ into the first 081:384,21[' ]| room, which$6#1$ contained only themselves, and she had 081:384,22[' ]| mentioned that$3$ 081:384,22@a | she believed $K$Tishy to$9$ have said 8%l5, 081:384,23@a | which$6#1$ meant of course$8$ anything people liked. 081:384,24[B ]| "Oh then there will$1$ be nobody till nine. I did not, 081:384,25[B ]| I suppose, sufficiently study$1$ my note$0$; which$6#1$ did not 081:384,26[B ]| mention$1$ to$4$ me, by$4$ the way," 081:384,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank added, 081:384,27[B ]| "that$3$ you were to$9$ be here." 081:384,28[A ]| "Ah but why \should\ it?" 081:384,28[' ]| $A$Nanda spoke again, however, 081:384,29[' ]| before$3$ he could reply$1$. 081:384,29[A ]| "I dare$1#2$ say that$3$ when she 081:384,30[A ]| wrote to$4$ you she did not know." 081:384,31[B ]| "Know you would come bang up to$9$ meet$1$ me?" 081:384,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 081:384,32[' ]| laughed. 081:384,32[B ]| "Jolly at any rate$0$, thanks to$4$ my 081:385,01[B ]| mistake$0$, to$9$ have in this way a quiet$2$ moment with you. 081:385,02[B ]| You came on$5$ ahead of your mother?" 081:385,03[A ]| "Oh no$7$ ~ I am staying here." 081:385,04[B ]| "Oh!" 081:385,04[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 081:385,05[A ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon came up with me ~ I came here, 081:385,06[A ]| Friday last$2$, straight." 081:385,07[B ]| "You parted at the door?" 081:385,07[' ]| he asked with marked 081:385,08[' ]| gaiety. 081:385,09[' ]| She thought$1$ a moment ~ she was more serious$2$. 081:385,10[A ]| "Yes ~ but only for$4$ a day or two. He is coming tonight." 081:385,11[A ]| 081:385,12[B ]| "Good. How delightful!" 081:385,13[A ]| "He will$1$ be glad to$9$ see you," 081:385,13[' ]| $A$Nanda said, looking at 081:385,14[' ]| the flowers. 081:385,15[B ]| "Awfully kind$2$ of him when I have been such a brute." 081:385,16[A ]| "How ~ a brute?" 081:385,17[B ]| "Well$7$, I mean$1$ not writing$1$ ~ nor going back$5$." 081:385,18[A ]| "Oh I see," 081:385,18[' ]| $A$Nanda simply returned. 081:385,19[' ]| It was a simplicity that$6#1$, clearly enough, made her 081:385,20[' ]| friend a little awkward. 081:385,20[B ]| "Has he ~ a ~ minded? 081:385,21[B ]| But he can not have complained!" 081:385,21[' ]| he quickly added. 081:385,22[A ]| "Oh he never complains." 081:385,23[B ]| "No$7$, no$7$ ~ it is not in him. But it is just$9$ that$6#2$," 081:385,23[' ]| said 081:385,24[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, 081:385,24[B ]| "that$6#1$ makes one feel so$5#1$ base. I have been 081:385,25[B ]| ferociously busy." 081:385,26[A ]| "He knows that$6#2$ ~ he likes it," 081:385,26[' ]| $A$Nanda returned. 081:385,27[A ]| "He delights$1$ in your work$0$. And I have done what$6#1$ I can 081:385,28[A ]| for$4$ him." 081:385,29[B ]| "Ah," 081:385,29[' ]| said her companion, 081:385,29[B ]| "you have evidently 081:385,30[B ]| brought him round$9$. I mean$1$ to$4$ this lady." 081:385,31[A ]| "To$4$ $K$Tishy? Oh of course$8$ I can not leave$1$ her ~ with 081:385,32[A ]| nobody." 081:386,01[B ]| "No$7$" 081:386,01[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank became jocose again ~ 081:386,02[B ]| "that is a London necessity. You can not leave$1$ anybody 081:386,03[B ]| with nobody ~ exposed to$4$ everybody." 081:386,04[' ]| Mild as it was, however, $A$Nanda missed the pleasantry. 081:386,05[A ]| "$ZH$Mr%*Grendon is not here." 081:386,06[B ]| "Where is he then?" 081:386,07[A ]| "Yachting ~ but she does not know." 081:386,08[B ]| "Then she and you are just$9$ doing this together?" 081:386,09[A ]| "Well$7$," 081:386,09[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 081:386,09[A ]| "she is dreadfully frightened." 081:386,10[B ]| "Oh she must not allow herself," 081:386,10[' ]| he returned, 081:386,10[B ]| "to$9$ 081:386,11[B ]| be too$5#1$ much carried away by$4$ it. But we are to$9$ have 081:386,12[B ]| your mother?" 081:386,13[A ]| "Yes, and papa. It is really for$4$ $M$Mitchy and $J$Aggie," 081:386,14[' ]| the girl went on$5$ ~ 081:386,14[A ]| "before$3$ they go abroad." 081:386,15[B ]| "Ah then I see what$6#1$ you have come up for$4$! $K$Tishy 081:386,16[B ]| and I are not in it. It is all for$4$ $M$Mitchy." 081:386,17[A ]| "If you mean$1$ there is nothing I would not do for$4$ 081:386,18[A ]| him you are quite right$2#1$. He has always been of a kindness 081:386,19[A ]| to$4$ me ~!" 081:386,20[B ]| "That$6#1$ culminated in marrying your friend?" 081:386,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 081:386,21[' ]| asked. 081:386,21[B ]| "It was charming certainly, and 081:386,22[B ]| I do not mean$1$ to$9$ diminish the merit$0$ of it. But $J$Aggie 081:386,23[B ]| herself, I gather, is of a charm$0$ now ~!" 081:386,24[A ]| "Is not she?" 081:386,24[' ]| ~ $A$Nanda was eager. 081:386,24[A ]| "Has not she 081:386,25[A ]| come out$5$?" 081:386,26[B ]| "With a bound ~ into the arena. But when a 081:386,27[B ]| young person is out$5$ with $M$Mitchy ~!" 081:386,28[A ]| "Oh you must not say anything against that$6#2$. I have 081:386,29[A ]| been out$5$ with him myself." 081:386,30[B ]| "Ah but my dear$2#1$ child ~!" 081:386,30[' ]| $B$Van frankly argued. 081:386,31[' ]| 081:386,32[' ]| It was not, however, a thing to$9$ notice$1$. 081:386,32[A ]| "I knew it 081:387,01[A ]| would be just$9$ so$5#2$. It always is when they have been like$9$ 081:387,02[A ]| that$6#2$." 081:387,03[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ as she apparently \was\? But 081:387,04[B ]| does not it make$1$ one wonder$1$ a little \if\ she was?" 081:387,05[A ]| "Oh she was ~ I know she was. And we are also 081:387,06[A ]| to$9$ have $E$Harold," 081:387,06[' ]| $A$Nanda continued ~ 081:387,06[A ]| "another of 081:387,07[A ]| $M$Mitchy's beneficiaries. It \would\ be a banquet, 081:387,08[A ]| would not it? if we were to$9$ have them all." 081:387,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank hesitated, and the look$0$ he fixed on$4$ the 081:387,10[' ]| door might have suggested a certain open$2$ attention 081:387,11[' ]| to$4$ the arrival of their hostess or the announcement of 081:387,12[' ]| other guests. 081:387,12[B ]| "If you have not got them all, the beneficiaries, 081:387,13[B ]| you have got, in having me, I should suppose, 081:387,14[B ]| about$5$ the biggest." 081:387,15[A ]| "Ah what$6#2$ has he done for$4$ you?" 081:387,15[' ]| $A$Nanda asked. 081:387,16[' ]| Again her friend hung fire$0$. 081:387,16[B ]| "Do you remember 081:387,17[B ]| something you said to$4$ me down$5$ there in August?" 081:387,18[' ]| She looked vague but quite unembarrassed. 081:387,18[A ]| "I remember 081:387,19[A ]| but too$5#1$ well$9$ that$3$ I chattered." 081:387,20[B ]| "You declared to$4$ me that$3$ you knew everything." 081:387,21[A ]| "Oh yes ~ and I said so$5#2$ to$4$ $M$Mitchy too$5#2$." 081:387,22[B ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$ child, you do not." 081:387,23[A ]| "Because I do not know ~?" 081:387,24[B ]| "Yes, what$6#1$ makes \me\ the victim of his insatiable 081:387,25[B ]| benevolence." 081:387,26[A ]| "Ah well$7$, if you have no$2$ doubt$0$ of it yourself that is all 081:387,27[A ]| that is required. I am quite \glad\ to$9$ hear of something 081:387,28[A ]| I do not know," 081:387,28[' ]| $A$Nanda pursued. 081:387,28[A ]| "And we are to$9$ have 081:387,29[A ]| $E$Harold too$5#2$," 081:387,29[' ]| she repeated. 081:387,30[B ]| "As a beneficiary? Then we \shall\ fill up! $E$Harold 081:387,31[B ]| will$1$ give us a stamp." 081:387,32[A ]| "will$1$ not he? I hear of nothing but his success. 081:388,01[A ]| Mother wrote me that$3$ people are frantic for$4$ him; 081:388,02[A ]| and," 081:388,02[' ]| said the girl after$4$ an instant$0$, 081:388,02[A ]| "do you know 081:388,03[A ]| what$6#1$ $I$Cousin*Jane wrote me?" 081:388,04[B ]| "What$6#2$ \would\ she now? I am trying$1$ to$9$ think." 081:388,05[' ]| $A$Nanda relieved him of this effort. 081:388,05[A ]| "Why that$3$ 081:388,06[A ]| mother has transferred to$4$ him all the scruples she 081:388,07[A ]| felt ~ ""even$5$ to$4$ excess"" ~ in \my\ time, about$4$ what$6#1$ we 081:388,08[A ]| might pick up among you all that$6#1$ would not be good 081:388,09[A ]| for$4$ us." 081:388,10[B ]| "That is a neat one for$4$ \me\!" 081:388,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank declared. 081:388,11[B ]| "And I like$1$ your talk$0$ about$4$ your antediluvian 081:388,12[B ]| ""time.""" 081:388,13[A ]| "Oh it is all over." 081:388,14[B ]| "What$6#2$ exactly is it," 081:388,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank presently demanded, 081:388,15[B ]| "that$6#1$ you describe in that$6#2$ manner?" 081:388,16[A ]| "Well$7$, my little hour. And the danger of picking 081:388,17[A ]| up." 081:388,18[B ]| "There is none of it here?" 081:388,19[' ]| $A$Nanda appeared frankly to$9$ judge$1$. 081:388,19[A ]| "No$7$ ~ because, 081:388,20[A ]| really, $K$Tishy, do not you see? is natural$2$. We 081:388,21[A ]| just$9$ talk$1$." 081:388,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank showed his interest$0$. 081:388,22[B ]| "Whereas at your 081:388,23[B ]| mother's ~?" 081:388,24[A ]| "Well$7$, you were all afraid." 081:388,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed straight out$5$. 081:388,25[B ]| "Do you mind$1$ 081:388,26[B ]| my telling her that$6#2$?" 081:388,27[A ]| "Oh she knows it. I have heard her say herself you 081:388,28[A ]| were." 081:388,29[B ]| "Ah \I\ was," 081:388,29[' ]| he concurred. 081:388,29[B ]| "You know we have 081:388,30[B ]| spoken of that$6#2$ before$5$." 081:388,31[A ]| "I am speaking now of all of you," 081:388,31[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 081:388,32[A ]| "But it was she who$6#1$ was most so$5#2$, for$3$ she tried ~ I 081:389,01[A ]| know she did, she told me so$5#2$ ~ to$9$ control you. And 081:389,02[A ]| it was when you were most controlled ~!" 081:389,03[' ]| $B$Van's amusement took it up. 081:389,03[B ]| "That$3$ we were most 081:389,04[B ]| detrimental?" 081:389,05[A ]| "Yes, because of course$8$ what$6#1$ is so$5#1$ awfully unutterable 081:389,06[A ]| is just$9$ what$6#1$ we most notice$1$. $K$Tishy knows that$6#2$," 081:389,07[' ]| $A$Nanda wonderfully observed. 081:389,08[' ]| As the reflexion of her tone might have been caught 081:389,09[' ]| by$4$ an observer in $B$Vanderbank's face$0$ it was in all 081:389,10[' ]| probability caught by$4$ his interlocutress, who$6#1$ superficially, 081:389,11[' ]| however, need$1$ have recognised there ~ what$6#1$ 081:389,12[' ]| was all she showed ~ but the right$2#1$ manner of waiting 081:389,13[' ]| for$4$ dinner. 081:389,13[B ]| "The better$9$ way then is to$9$ dash right$5$ in? 081:389,14[B ]| That is what$6#1$ our friend here does?" 081:389,15[A ]| "Oh you know what$6#1$ she does!" 081:389,15[' ]| the girl replied as 081:389,16[' ]| with a sudden$2$ drop$0$ of interest$0$ in the question$0$. She 081:389,17[' ]| turned at the moment to$4$ the opening of the door. 081:389,18[' ]| It was $K$Tishy who$6#1$ at last$0$ appeared, and her guest 081:389,19[' ]| had his greeting ready. 081:389,19[B ]| "We are talking of the delicate 081:389,20[B ]| matters as to$4$ which$6#1$ you think it is better$9$ to$9$ dash 081:389,21[B ]| right$5$ in; but I am bound to$9$ say your inviting a hungry 081:389,22[B ]| man to$4$ dinner does not appear to$9$ be one of them." 081:389,23[' ]| The sign of $K$Tishy*Grendon ~ as it had been often 081:389,24[' ]| called in a society in which$6#1$ variety of reference had 081:389,25[' ]| brought to$4$ high perfection, for$4$ usual safety, the sense 081:389,26[' ]| of signs ~ was a retarded facial glimmer that$6#1$, in 081:389,27[' ]| respect$0$ to$4$ any subject$0$, closed up the rear of the procession. 081:389,28[' ]| It had been said of her indeed that$3$ when 081:389,29[' ]| processions were at all rapid she was usually to$9$ be 081:389,30[' ]| found, on$4$ a false impression of her whereabouts, 081:389,31[' ]| mixed up with the next; so$3$ that$3$ now, for$4$ instance$0$, 081:389,32[' ]| by$4$ the time she had reached the point$0$ of saying to 081:390,01[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 081:390,01[K ]| "Are you \really\ hungry?" 081:390,01[' ]| $A$Nanda had 081:390,02[' ]| begun to$9$ appeal to$4$ him for$4$ some praise$0$ of their 081:390,03[' ]| hostess's appearance. This was of course$8$ with soft 081:390,04[' ]| looks$0$ up and down$5$ at her clothes. 081:390,04[A ]| "Is not she too$5#1$ 081:390,05[A ]| nice? Did you ever see anything so$5#1$ lovely?" 081:390,06[B ]| "I am so$5#1$ faint$1$ with inanition," 081:390,06[' ]| $B$Van replied to$4$ $K$Mrs%*Grendon, 081:390,07[B ]| "that$3$ ~ like$9$ the traveller in the desert$0$, 081:390,08[B ]| is not it? ~ I only make$1$ out$5$, as an oasis or a mirage, 081:390,09[B ]| a sweet green rustling blur. I do not trust$1$ you." 081:390,10[A ]| "I do not trust$1$ \you\," 081:390,10[' ]| $A$Nanda said on$4$ her friend's 081:390,11[' ]| behalf. 081:390,11[A ]| "She is not ""green"" ~ men are amazing: 081:390,12[A ]| they do not know the dearest old blue that$6#1$ ever was 081:390,13[A ]| seen." 081:390,14[B ]| "\Is\ it your ""\old\ blue""?" 081:390,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, monocular, 081:390,15[' ]| very earnestly asked. 081:390,15[B ]| "I can imagine it was ""dear$2#1$,"" 081:390,16[B ]| but I should have thought$1$ ~!" 081:390,17[A ]| "It was yellow" 081:390,17[' ]| ~ $A$Nanda helped him out$5$ ~ 081:390,17[A ]| "if 081:390,18[A ]| I had not kindly told you." 081:390,18[' ]| $K$Tishy's figure showed 081:390,19[' ]| the confidence of objects$0$ consecrated by$4$ publicity; 081:390,20[' ]| bodily speaking a beautiful human plant, it might 081:390,21[' ]| have taken the last$2$ November gale to$9$ account$1$ for$4$ 081:390,22[' ]| the completeness with which$6#1$, in some quarters, she 081:390,23[' ]| had shed her leaves$0$. Her companions could only 081:390,24[' ]| emphasise by$4$ the direction of their eyes the nature 081:390,25[' ]| of the responsibility with which$6#1$ a spectator would 081:390,26[' ]| have seen them saddled ~ a choice$0$, as to$4$ consciousness, 081:390,27[' ]| between the effect$0$ of her being$1$ and the effect$0$ 081:390,28[' ]| of her not being$1$ dressed. 081:390,28[K ]| "Oh I am hideous ~ of 081:390,29[K ]| course$8$ I know it," 081:390,29[' ]| said $K$Tishy. 081:390,29[K ]| "I am only just$9$ clean. 081:390,30[K ]| Here is $A$Nanda now, who$6#1$ is beautiful," 081:390,30[' ]| she vaguely 081:390,31[' ]| continued, 081:390,31[K ]| "and $A$Nanda ~" 081:390,32[A ]| "Oh but, darling, $A$Nanda is clean too$5#2$!" 081:390,32[' ]| the young 081:391,01[' ]| lady in question$0$ interrupted; on$4$ which$6#1$ her fellow 081:391,02[' ]| guest could only laugh$1$ with her as in relief from the 081:391,03[' ]| antithesis of which$6#1$ her presence of mind$0$ had averted 081:391,04[' ]| the completion, little indeed as in $K$Mrs%*Grendon's 081:391,05[' ]| talk$0$ that$6#2$ element of style was usually involved. 081:391,06[B ]| "There is nothing in such a matter," 081:391,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 081:391,07[' ]| observed as if it were the least he could decently say, 081:391,08[B ]| "like$9$ challenging enquiry; and here is $E$Harold, precisely," 081:391,09[' ]| he went on$5$ in the next breath, 081:391,09[B ]| "as clear$2$ and 081:391,10[B ]| crisp and undefiled as a fresh five-pound note$0$." 081:391,11[E ]| "A fresh one?" 081:391,11[' ]| ~ $E$Harold had passed in a flash 081:391,12[' ]| from his hostess. 081:391,12[E ]| "A man who$6#1$ like$9$ me has not seen 081:391,13[E ]| one for$4$ six months could perfectly do, I assure you, 081:391,14[E ]| with one that$6#1$ has lost its what-do-you-call it." 081:391,14[' ]| He 081:391,15[' ]| kissed $A$Nanda with a friendly peck, then, more completely 081:391,16[' ]| aware, had a straighter apprehension for$4$ 081:391,17[' ]| $K$Tishy. 081:391,17[E ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, \you\ seem to$9$ have lost something, 081:391,18[E ]| though I will$1$ say for$4$ you that$3$ one does not miss 081:391,19[E ]| it." 081:391,20[' ]| $K$Mrs%*Grendon looked from him to$4$ $A$Nanda. 081:391,20[K ]| "Does 081:391,21[K ]| he mean$1$ anything very nasty? I can only understand 081:391,22[K ]| you when $A$Nanda explains," 081:391,22[' ]| she returned to$4$ $E$Harold. 081:391,23[K ]| "In fact there is scarcely anything I understand 081:391,24[K ]| except when $A$Nanda explains. It is too$5#1$ dreadful her 081:391,25[K ]| being$1$ away so$5#1$ much now with strange people, whom$6#1$ 081:391,26[K ]| I am sure she can not begin to$9$ do for$4$ what$6#1$ she does for$4$ 081:391,27[K ]| me; it makes me miss her all round$9$. And the only 081:391,28[K ]| thing I have come across$4$ that$6#1$ she \can not\ explain," 081:391,28[' ]| $K$Tishy 081:391,29[' ]| launched straight at her friend, 081:391,29[K ]| "is what$6#1$ on$4$ earth 081:391,30[K ]| she is doing there." 081:391,31[E ]| "Why she is working $L$Mr%*Longdon, like$9$ a good 081:391,32[E ]| true girl," 081:391,32[' ]| $E$Harold said; 081:391,32[E ]| "like$9$ a good true daughter 081:392,01[E ]| and even$5$, though she does not love$1$ me nearly so$5#1$ much 081:392,02[E ]| as I love$1$ \her\, I will$1$ say, like$9$ a good true sister. I am 081:392,03[E ]| bound to$9$ tell you, my dear$2#1$ $K$Tishy," 081:392,03[' ]| he went on$5$, 081:392,03[E ]| "that$3$ 081:392,04[E ]| I think it awfully happy, with the trend of manners, 081:392,05[E ]| for$4$ any really nice young thing to$9$ be a bit lost to$4$ 081:392,06[E ]| sight. London, upon my honour$0$, is quite too$5#1$ awful 081:392,07[E ]| for$4$ girls, and any big house in the country is as much 081:392,08[E ]| worse ~ with the promiscuities and opportunities 081:392,09[E ]| and all that$6#2$ ~ as you know for$4$ yourselves. \I\ know 081:392,10[E ]| some places$0$," 081:392,10[' ]| $E$Harold declared, 081:392,10[E ]| "where, if I had any 081:392,11[E ]| girls, I would see 'em shot before$3$ I would take 'em." 081:392,12[B ]| "Oh you know too$5#1$ much, my dear$2#1$ boy!" 081:392,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 081:392,13[' ]| remarked with commiseration. 081:392,14[E ]| "Ah my brave old $B$Van," 081:392,14[' ]| the youth returned, 081:392,15[E ]| "do not speak as if \you\ had illusions. I know," 081:392,15[' ]| he 081:392,16[' ]| pursued to$4$ the ladies, 081:392,16[E ]| "just$9$ where some of $B$Van's must 081:392,17[E ]| have perished, and some of the places$0$ I have in mind$0$ 081:392,18[E ]| are just$9$ where he has left$1$ his tracks. A man must be 081:392,19[E ]| wedded to$4$ sweet superstitions not nowadays to$9$ \have\ 081:392,20[E ]| to$9$ open$1$ his eyes. $A$Nanda love$0#1$," 081:392,20[' ]| he benevolently concluded, 081:392,21[E ]| "stay$1$ where you are. So$3$ at least I shall not 081:392,22[E ]| blush$1$ for$4$ you. That$3$ you have the good fortune to$9$ have 081:392,23[E ]| reached your time of life with so$5#1$ little injury to$4$ your 081:392,24[E ]| innocence makes you a case by$4$ yourself, of which$6#1$ we 081:392,25[E ]| must recognise the claims. If $K$Tishy can not make$1$ you 081:392,26[E ]| gasp, that is nothing against you nor against \her\ ~ 081:392,27[E ]| $K$Tishy comes of one of the few innocent English 081:392,28[E ]| families that$6#1$ are left$1$. Yes, you may$1$ all cry$1$ ""Oho!"" ~ 081:392,29[E ]| but I defy you to$9$ name$1$ me say five, or at most seven, 081:392,30[E ]| in which$6#1$ some awful thing or other has not happened. 081:392,31[E ]| Of course$8$ ours is one, and $K$Tishy's is one, and $B$Van's 081:392,32[E ]| is one, and $L$Mr%*Longdon's is one, and that$6#2$ makes 081:393,01[E ]| you, bang off, four. So$3$ there you are!" 081:393,01[' ]| $E$Harold gaily 081:393,02[' ]| wound$1#1$ up. 081:393,03[B ]| "I see now why he is the rage!" 081:393,03[' ]| $B$Vanderbank observed 081:393,04[' ]| to$4$ $A$Nanda. 081:393,05[' ]| But $K$Mrs%*Grendon expressed to$4$ their young friend 081:393,06[' ]| a lingering wonder$0$. 081:393,06[K ]| "Do you mean$1$ you go in for$4$ the 081:393,07[K ]| adoption ~?" 081:393,08[A ]| "Oh $K$Tishy!" 081:393,08[' ]| $A$Nanda mildly murmured. 081:393,09[' ]| $E$Harold, however, had his own$2$ tact. 081:393,09[E ]| "The dear$2#1$ 081:393,10[E ]| man is taking her quite over? Not altogether unreservedly. 081:393,11[E ]| I am with the governor: I think we ought 081:393,12[E ]| to$9$ \get\ something. ""Oh yes, dear$2#1$ man, but what$6#2$ do 081:393,13[E ]| you \give\ us for$4$ her?"" ~ that is what$6#1$ \I\ should say to$4$ 081:393,14[E ]| him. I mean$1$, do not you know, that$3$ I do not think 081:393,15[E ]| she is making quite the bargain she might. If he were 081:393,16[E ]| to$9$ want$1$ \me\ I do not say he might not have me, but I 081:393,17[E ]| should have it on$4$ my conscience to$9$ make$1$ it in one 081:393,18[E ]| way or another a good thing for$4$ my parents. You \are\ 081:393,19[E ]| nice, old woman" 081:393,19[' ]| ~ he turned to$4$ his sister ~ 081:393,19[E ]| "and 081:393,20[E ]| one can still$5$ feel for$4$ the flower of your youth something 081:393,21[E ]| of the wonderful ""reverence"" that$6#1$ we were all 081:393,22[E ]| brought up on$4$. For$4$ God's sake therefore ~ all the 081:393,23[E ]| more ~ do not really close$1$ with him till you have had 081:393,24[E ]| another word or two with me. I will$1$ be hanged" 081:393,24[' ]| ~ he 081:393,25[' ]| appealed to$4$ the company again ~ 081:393,25[E ]| "if he shall have 081:393,26[E ]| her for$4$ nothing!" 081:393,27[B ]| "See rather," 081:393,27[' ]| $B$Vanderbank said to$4$ $K$Mrs%*Grendon, 081:393,28[B ]| "how little it is like$9$ your really losing her that$3$ she 081:393,29[B ]| should be able this evening fairly to$9$ bring the dear$2#1$ 081:393,30[B ]| man to$4$ you. At this rate$0$ we do not lose her ~ we 081:393,31[B ]| simply get him as well$9$." 081:393,32[E ]| "Ah but is it quite the dear$2#1$ man's \company\ we 081:394,01[E ]| want$1$?" 081:394,01[' ]| ~ and $E$Harold looked anxious and acute. 081:394,02[E ]| "If that is the best arrangement $A$Nanda can make$1$ ~!" 081:394,03[A ]| "If he hears us talking in this way, which$6#1$ strikes 081:394,04[A ]| me as very horrible," 081:394,04[' ]| $A$Nanda interposed very simply 081:394,05[' ]| and gravely, 081:394,05[A ]| "I do not think we are likely to$9$ get anything." 081:394,06[A ]| 081:394,07[B ]| "Oh $E$Harold's talk$0$," 081:394,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank protested, 081:394,07[B ]| "offers$1$, 081:394,08[B ]| I think, an extraordinary interest$0$; only I am bound to$9$ 081:394,09[B ]| say it crushes me to$4$ the earth. I have to$9$ make$1$ at least, 081:394,10[B ]| as I listen to$4$ him, a big effort to$9$ bear$1$ up. It does not 081:394,11[B ]| seem long$9$ ago," 081:394,11[' ]| he pursued to$4$ his young friend, 081:394,12[B ]| "that$3$ I used$1#2$ to$9$ feel I was in it; but the way you bring 081:394,13[B ]| home to$4$ me, dreadful youth, that$3$ I am already \not\ ~!" 081:394,14[' ]| $E$Harold looked earnest to$9$ understand. 081:394,14[E ]| "The hungry 081:394,15[E ]| generations tread you down$5$ ~ is that$6#2$ it?" 081:394,16[' ]| $B$Vanderbank gave a pleasant tragic headshake. 081:394,17[B ]| "We speak a different language." 081:394,18[E ]| "Ah but I think I perfectly understand yours!" 081:394,19[B ]| "That is just$9$ my anguish ~ and your advantage. 081:394,20[B ]| It is awfully curious," 081:394,20[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went on$5$ to$4$ $A$Nanda, 081:394,21[B ]| "but I feel as if I must figure to$4$ him, you know, very 081:394,22[B ]| much as $L$Mr%*Longdon figures$1$ to$4$ me. $L$Mr%*Longdon 081:394,23[B ]| does not somehow get into me. Yet I do, I think, into 081:394,24[B ]| him. But we do not matter!" 081:394,25[A ]| """We""?" 081:394,25[' ]| ~ $A$Nanda, with her eyes on$4$ him, echoed 081:394,26[' ]| it. 081:394,27[B ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon and I. It can not be helped, I suppose," 081:394,28[' ]| he went on$5$, for$4$ $K$Tishy, with sociable sadness, 081:394,29[B ]| "but it \is\ short$2$ innings." 081:394,30[' ]| $K$Mrs%*Grendon, who$6#1$ was clearly credulous, looked 081:394,31[' ]| positively frightened. 081:394,31[K ]| "Ah but, my dear$2#1$, thank you! 081:394,32[K ]| I have not begun to$9$ \live\." 081:395,01[E ]| "Well$7$, \I\ have ~ that is just$9$ where it is," 081:395,01[' ]| said 081:395,02[' ]| $E$Harold. 081:395,02[E ]| "Thank you all the more, old $B$Van, for$4$ the 081:395,03[E ]| tip." 081:395,04[' ]| There was an announcement just$9$ now at the door, 081:395,05[' ]| and $K$Tishy turned to$9$ meet$1$ the $I$Duchess, with $E$Harold, 081:395,06[' ]| almost as if he had been master of the house, figuring 081:395,07[' ]| but a step$0$ behind her. 081:395,07[B ]| "Do not mind$1$ \her\," 081:395,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 081:395,08[' ]| immediately said to$4$ the companion with whom$6#1$ 081:395,09[' ]| he was left$1$, 081:395,09[B ]| "but tell me, while$9$ I still$5$ have hold$0$ 081:395,10[B ]| of you, who$6#1$ wrote my name$0$ on$4$ the French novel 081:395,11[B ]| that$6#1$ I noticed a few minutes since in the other 081:395,12[B ]| room?" 081:395,13[' ]| $A$Nanda at first only wondered. 081:395,13[A ]| "If it is there ~ 081:395,14[A ]| did not \you\?" 081:395,15[' ]| He just$9$ hesitated. 081:395,15[B ]| "If it were here you would see if it is 081:395,16[B ]| my hand." 081:395,17[' ]| $A$Nanda faltered, and for$4$ somewhat longer. 081:395,17[A ]| "How 081:395,18[A ]| should I see? What$6#2$ do I know of your hand?" 081:395,19[' ]| He looked at her hard. 081:395,19[B ]| "You \have\ seen it." 081:395,20[A ]| "Oh ~ so$5#1$ little!" 081:395,20[' ]| she replied with a faint$2$ smile$0$. 081:395,21[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ I have not written to$4$ you for$4$ so$5#1$ long$9$? 081:395,22[B ]| Surely I did in ~ when was it?" 081:395,23[A ]| "Yes, when? But why \should\ you?" 081:395,23[' ]| she asked in 081:395,24[' ]| quite a different tone. 081:395,25[' ]| He was not prepared on$4$ this with the right$2#1$ statement, 081:395,26[' ]| and what$6#1$ he did after$4$ a moment bring out$5$ had 081:395,27[' ]| for$4$ the occasion$0$ a little the sound$0$ of the wrong$0$. 081:395,27[B ]| "The 081:395,28[B ]| beauty of \you\ is that$3$ you are too$5#1$ good; which$6#1$ for$4$ me 081:395,29[B ]| is but another way of saying you are too$5#1$ clever. You 081:395,30[B ]| make$1$ no$2$ demands$0$. You let things go. You do not 081:395,31[B ]| allow in particular for$4$ the human weakness that$6#1$ enjoys 081:395,32[B ]| an occasional glimpse of the weakness of others." 081:396,01[' ]| She had deeply attended to$4$ him. 081:396,01[A ]| "You mean$1$ 081:396,02[A ]| perhaps one does not show$1$ enough what$6#1$ one wants$1$?" 081:396,03[B ]| "I think that$3$ must be it. You are so$5#1$ fiendishly 081:396,04[B ]| proud." 081:396,05[' ]| She appeared again to$9$ wonder$1$. 081:396,05[A ]| "Not too$5#1$ much so$5#2$, 081:396,06[A ]| at any rate$0$, only to$9$ want$1$ from \you\ ~" 081:396,07[B ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$?" 081:396,08[A ]| "Why, what$6#1$ is pleasant for$4$ yourself," 081:396,08[' ]| she simply 081:396,09[' ]| said. 081:396,10[B ]| "Oh dear$7$, that is poor bliss!" 081:396,10[' ]| he returned. 081:396,10[B ]| "How 081:396,11[B ]| does it come then," 081:396,11[' ]| he next said, 081:396,11[B ]| "that$3$ with this 081:396,12[B ]| barrenness of our intercourse I know so$5#1$ well$9$ \your\ 081:396,13[B ]| hand?" 081:396,14[' ]| A series of announcements had meanwhile been 081:396,15[' ]| made, with guests arriving to$9$ match$1$ them, and 081:396,16[' ]| $A$Nanda's eyes at this moment engaged themselves 081:396,17[' ]| with $L$Mr%*Longdon and her mother, who$6#1$ entered the 081:396,18[' ]| room together. When she looked back$5$ to$4$ her companion 081:396,19[' ]| she had had time to$9$ drop$1$ a consciousness of 081:396,20[' ]| his question$0$. 081:396,20[A ]| "If I am proud, to$4$ you, I am not good," 081:396,21[' ]| she said, 081:396,21[A ]| "and if I am good ~ always to$4$ you ~ I am 081:396,22[A ]| not proud. I know at all events perfectly how immensely 081:396,23[A ]| you are occupied, what$6#1$ a quantity of work$0$ 081:396,24[A ]| you get through$5$ and how every minute$0$ counts for$4$ 081:396,25[A ]| you. Do not make$1$ it a crime to$4$ me that$3$ I am reasonable." 081:396,26[A ]| 081:396,27[B ]| "No$7$, that$6#2$ would show$1$, would not it? that$3$ there 081:396,28[B ]| is not much else. But how it all comes back$5$ ~! 081:396,29[A ]| "Well$7$, to$4$ what$6#2$?" 081:396,29[' ]| she asked. 081:396,30[B ]| "To$4$ the old story. You know how I am occupied. 081:396,31[B ]| You know how I work$1$. You know how I manage my 081:396,32[B ]| time." 081:397,01[A ]| "Oh I see," 081:397,01[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 081:397,01[A ]| "It \is\ my knowing, after$4$ 081:397,02[A ]| all, everything." 081:397,03[B ]| "Everything. The book I just$9$ mentioned is one 081:397,04[B ]| that$6#1$, months ago ~ I remember now ~ I lent your 081:397,05[B ]| mother." 081:397,06[A ]| "Oh a thing in a blue cover? I remember then too$5#2$." 081:397,07[' ]| $A$Nanda's face$0$ cleared up. 081:397,07[A ]| "I had forgotten it was 081:397,08[A ]| lying about$5$ here, but I must have brought it ~in 081:397,09[A ]| fact I remember I did ~ for$4$ $K$Tishy. And I wrote your 081:397,10[A ]| name$0$ on$4$ it so$3$ that$3$ we might know ~" 081:397,11[B ]| "That$3$ I had not lent it to$4$ either of you? It did not 081:397,12[B ]| occur to$4$ you to$9$ write your own$2$?" 081:397,12[' ]| $B$Vanderbank went 081:397,13[' ]| on$5$. 081:397,14[A ]| "Well$7$, but if it is not mine$6$? It \is not\ mine$6$, I am sure." 081:397,15[B ]| "Therefore also if it can not be $K$Tishy's ~" 081:397,16[A ]| "The thing is simple$2$ enough ~ it is mother's." 081:397,17[B ]| """Simple$2$""?" 081:397,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank laughed. 081:397,17[B ]| "I like$1$ you! 081:397,18[B ]| And may$1$ I ask if you have read the remarkable work$0$?" 081:397,19[A ]| "Oh yes." 081:397,19[' ]| Then she wonderfully said: 081:397,19[A ]| "For$4$ 081:397,20[A ]| $K$Tishy." 081:397,21[B ]| "To$9$ see if it would do?" 081:397,22[A ]| "I have often done that$6#2$," 081:397,22[' ]| the girl returned. 081:397,23[B ]| "And she takes your word?" 081:397,24[A ]| "Generally. I think I remember she did that$6#2$ time." 081:397,25[B ]| "And read the confounded thing?" 081:397,26[A ]| "Oh no$7$!" 081:397,26[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 081:397,27[' ]| "He looked at her a moment longer. 081:397,27[B ]| "You are too$5#1$ 081:397,28[B ]| particular!" 081:397,28[' ]| he rather oddly sounded, turning$1$ away 081:397,29[' ]| with it to$9$ meet$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 082:398,01[' ]| When after$4$ dinner the company was restored to$4$ the 082:398,02[' ]| upper rooms the $I$Duchess was on$4$ her feet as soon as 082:398,03[' ]| the door opened for$4$ the entrance of the gentlemen. 082:398,04[' ]| Then it might have been seen that$3$ she had a purpose, 082:398,05[' ]| for$3$ as soon as the elements had again, with a due$2$ 082:398,06[' ]| amount of the usual shuffling and mismatching, been 082:398,07[' ]| mixed, her case proved the first to$9$ have been settled$1$. 082:398,08[' ]| She had got $L$Mr%*Longdon beside$4$ her on$4$ a sofa that$6#1$ 082:398,09[' ]| was just$9$ right$2#1$ for$4$ two. 082:398,09[I ]| "I have seized you without 082:398,10[I ]| a scruple$0$," 082:398,10[' ]| she frankly said, 082:398,10[I ]| "for$3$ there are things 082:398,11[I ]| I want$1$ to$9$ say to$4$ you as well$9$ as very particularly to$9$ 082:398,12[I ]| ask. More than anything else of course$8$ I want$1$ again 082:398,13[I ]| to$9$ thank you." 082:398,14[' ]| No$2$ collapse of $L$Mr%*Longdon's was ever incompatible 082:398,15[' ]| with his sitting$1$ well$9$ forward$5$. 082:398,15[L ]| """Again""?" 082:398,16[I ]| "Do you look$1$ so$5#1$ blank$2$," 082:398,16[' ]| she demanded, 082:398,16[I ]| "because 082:398,17[I ]| you have really forgotten the gratitude I expressed to$4$ 082:398,18[I ]| you when you were so$5#1$ good as to$9$ bring $A$Nanda up 082:398,19[I ]| for$4$ $J$Aggie's marriage? ~ or because you do not think it 082:398,20[I ]| a matter I should trouble$1$ myself to$9$ return$1$ to$4$? How 082:398,21[I ]| can I help$1$ it," 082:398,21[' ]| she went on$5$ without waiting for$4$ his 082:398,22[' ]| answer$0$, 082:398,22[I ]| "if I see your hand in everything that$6#1$ has 082:398,23[I ]| happened since the so$5#1$ interesting talk$0$ I had with you 082:398,24[I ]| last$2$ summer at Mertle? There have been times when 082:398,25[I ]| I have really thought$1$ of writing$1$ to$4$ you; I have even$5$ 082:398,26[I ]| had a bold bad idea of proposing myself to$4$ you for$4$ 082:398,27[I ]| a Sunday. Then the crisis, my momentary alarm$0$, 082:399,01[I ]| has struck me as blowing over, and I have felt I could 082:399,02[I ]| wait for$4$ some luck like$9$ this, which$6#1$ would sooner or 082:399,03[I ]| later come." 082:399,03[' ]| Her companion, however, appeared to$9$ 082:399,04[' ]| leave$1$ the luck so$5#2$ on$4$ her hands that$3$ she could only 082:399,05[' ]| snatch up, to$9$ cover its nudity, the next handsomest 082:399,06[' ]| assumption. 082:399,06[I ]| "I see you cleverly guess$1$ that$3$ what$6#1$ I have 082:399,07[I ]| been worried about$4$ is the effect$0$ on$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook of the 082:399,08[I ]| loss of her dear$2#1$ $M$Mitchy. If you have not at all events 082:399,09[I ]| had your own$2$ impression of this effect$0$, is not that$6#2$ only 082:399,10[I ]| because these last$2$ months you have seen so$5#1$ little of 082:399,11[I ]| her? \I have\ seen," 082:399,11[' ]| said the $I$Duchess, 082:399,11[I ]| "enough and to$9$ 082:399,12[I ]| spare$1$." 082:399,12[' ]| She waited as if for$4$ her vision, on$4$ this, to$9$ be 082:399,13[' ]| flashed back$5$ to$4$ her, but the only result$0$ of her speech 082:399,14[' ]| was that$3$ her friend looked hard at somebody else. 082:399,15[' ]| It was just$9$ this symptom indeed that$6#1$ perhaps sufficed 082:399,16[' ]| her, for$3$ in a minute$0$ she was again afloat. 082:399,16[I ]| "Things 082:399,17[I ]| have turned out$5$ so$5#1$ much as \I\ desire$1$ them that$3$ I should 082:399,18[I ]| really feel wicked not to$9$ have a humble$2$ heart. There is 082:399,19[I ]| a quarter$0#2$ indeed," 082:399,19[' ]| she added with a noble unction, 082:399,20[I ]| "to$4$ which$6#1$ I do not fear$1$ to$9$ say for$4$ myself that$3$ no$2$ day 082:399,21[I ]| and no$2$ night pass$1$ without my showing it. However, 082:399,22[I ]| you English, I know, do not like$1$ one to$9$ speak of one's 082:399,23[I ]| religion. I am just$9$ as simply thankful for$4$ mine$6$ ~ I 082:399,24[I ]| mean$1$ with as little sense of indecency or agony about$4$ 082:399,25[I ]| it ~ as I am for$4$ my health or my carriage. My point$0$ 082:399,26[I ]| is at any rate$0$ that$3$ I say in no$2$ cruel spirit of triumph$0$, 082:399,27[I ]| yet do none the less very distinctly say, that$3$ the person 082:399,28[I ]| $M$Mr%*Mitchett's marriage has inevitably pleased least 082:399,29[I ]| may$1$ be now rather to$9$ be feared." 082:399,29[' ]| These words had 082:399,30[' ]| the sound$0$ of a climax, and she had brought them 082:399,31[' ]| out$5$ as if, with her duty done, to$9$ leave$1$ them; but 082:399,32[' ]| something that$6#1$ took place$1$, for$3$ her eye, in the face$0$ 082:400,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had half averted gave her after$4$ an instant$0$ 082:400,02[' ]| what$6#1$ he might have called her second$2$ wind. 082:400,03[I ]| "Oh I know you think she always \has\ been! But 082:400,04[I ]| you have exaggerated ~ as to$4$ that$6#2$; and I do not say 082:400,05[I ]| that$3$ even$5$ at present$0#1$ it is anything we shall not get the 082:400,06[I ]| better$9$ of. Only we must keep our heads. We must 082:400,07[I ]| remember that$3$ from her own$2$ point$0$ of view$0$ she has 082:400,08[I ]| her grievance, and we must at least look$1$ as if we 082:400,09[I ]| trusted her. That$6#2$, you know, is what$6#1$ you have never 082:400,10[I ]| quite done." 082:400,11[' ]| He gave out$5$ a murmur of discomfort which$6#1$ produced 082:400,12[' ]| in him a change$0$ of position, and the sequel to$4$ 082:400,13[' ]| the change$0$ was that$3$ he presently accepted from his 082:400,14[' ]| cushioned angle of the sofa the definite support$0$ it 082:400,15[' ]| could offer$1$. If his eyes moreover had not met his companion's 082:400,16[' ]| they had been brought by$4$ the hand he repeatedly 082:400,17[' ]| and somewhat distressfully passed over them 082:400,18[' ]| closer to$4$ the question$0$ of which$6#1$ the alien objects$0$ 082:400,19[' ]| presented to$4$ his choice$0$ it would cost$1$ him least to$9$ profess 082:400,20[' ]| to$9$ handle. What$6#1$ he had already paid, a spectator 082:400,21[' ]| would easily have gathered from the long$9$, the suppressed 082:400,22[' ]| wriggle that$6#1$ had ended in his falling back$5$, 082:400,23[' ]| was some sacrifice$0$ of his habit of not privately depreciating 082:400,24[' ]| those to$4$ whom$6#1$ he was publicly civil. It 082:400,25[' ]| was plain, however, that$3$ when he presently spoke 082:400,26[' ]| his thought$0$ had taken a stretch. 082:400,26[L ]| "I am sure I have fully 082:400,27[L ]| intended to$9$ be everything that is proper. But I do not 082:400,28[L ]| think $B$Mr%*Vanderbank cares$1$ for$4$ her." 082:400,29[' ]| It kindled in the $I$Duchess an immediate light$0$. 082:400,30[I ]| "\9Vous 9avez 9bien 9de 9l'esprit\. You put one at one's ease$0$. 082:400,31[I ]| I have been vaguely groping while$9$ you are already there. 082:400,32[I ]| It is really only for$4$ $A$Nanda he cares$1$?" 082:401,01[L ]| "Yes ~ really." 082:401,02[' ]| The $I$Duchess debated. 082:401,02[I ]| "And yet exactly how 082:401,03[I ]| much?" 082:401,04[L ]| "I have not asked him." 082:401,05[' ]| She had another, a briefer pause$0$. 082:401,05[I ]| "Do not you 082:401,06[I ]| think it about$4$ time you \should\?" 082:401,06[' ]| Once more she 082:401,07[' ]| waited, then seemed to$9$ feel her opportunity would not. 082:401,08[I ]| "We have worked a bit together, but you do not take 082:401,09[I ]| me into your confidence. I dare$1#2$ say you do not believe 082:401,10[I ]| I am quite straight. Do not you really see how I \must\ 082:401,11[I ]| be?" 082:401,11[' ]| She had a pleading note$0$ which$6#1$ made him at 082:401,12[' ]| last$0$ more consentingly face$1$ her. 082:401,12[I ]| "Do not you see," 082:401,13[' ]| she went on$5$ with the advantage of it, 082:401,13[I ]| "that$3$, having 082:401,14[I ]| got all I want$1$ for$4$ myself, I have not a motive in 082:401,15[I ]| the world for$4$ spoiling the fun of another? I do not 082:401,16[I ]| want$1$ in the least, I assure you, to$9$ spoil even$5$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's; 082:401,17[I ]| for$3$ how will$1$ she get a bit less out$8$ of him 082:401,18[I ]| ~ I mean$1$ than she does now ~ if what$6#1$ you desire$1$ 082:401,19[I ]| \should\ take place$1$? Honestly, my dear$2#1$ man, that is 082:401,20[I ]| quite what$6#1$ \I\ desire$1$, and I only want$1$, over and above$5$, 082:401,21[I ]| to$9$ help$1$ you. What$6#1$ I feel for$4$ $A$Nanda, believe me, is 082:401,22[I ]| pure pity$0$. I will$1$ not say I am frantically grateful to$4$ 082:401,23[I ]| her, because in the long$9$ run$0$ ~ one way or another 082:401,24[I ]| ~ she will$1$ have found her account$0$. It nevertheless 082:401,25[I ]| worries me to$9$ see her; and all the more because 082:401,26[I ]| of this very certitude, which$6#1$ you have so$5#1$ kindly just$9$ 082:401,27[I ]| settled$1$ for$4$ me, that$3$ our young man has not really 082:401,28[I ]| with her mother ~" 082:401,29[' ]| Whatever the certitude $L$Mr%*Longdon had kindly 082:401,30[' ]| settled$1$, it was in another interest$0$ that$3$ he at this 082:401,31[' ]| moment broke in. 082:401,31[L ]| "Is he \your\ young man too$5#2$?" 082:401,32[' ]| She was not too$5#1$ much amused to$9$ cast$1$ about$4$ her. 082:402,01[I ]| "Are not such marked ornaments of life a little the 082:402,02[I ]| property of all who$6#1$ admire and enjoy them?" 082:402,03[L ]| "You ""enjoy"" him?" 082:402,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon asked in the 082:402,04[' ]| same straightforward way. 082:402,05[I ]| "Immensely." 082:402,06[' ]| His silence$0$ for$4$ a little seemed the sign of a plan. 082:402,07[L ]| "What$6#2$ is it he has not done with $D$Mrs%*Brook?" 082:402,08[I ]| "Well$7$, the thing that$6#1$ \would\ be the complication. 082:402,09[I ]| He has not gone beyond$4$ a certain point$0$. You may$1$ ask 082:402,10[I ]| how one knows such matters, but I am afraid I have not 082:402,11[I ]| quite a receipt for$4$ it. A woman knows, but she can not 082:402,12[I ]| tell. They have not done, as it is called, anything 082:402,13[I ]| wrong$2$." 082:402,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon frowned. 082:402,14[L ]| "It would be extremely 082:402,15[L ]| horrid if they had." 082:402,16[I ]| "Ah but, for$4$ you and me who$6#1$ know life, it is not \that$6#2$\ 082:402,17[I ]| that$6#1$ ~ if other things had made for$4$ it ~ would have 082:402,18[I ]| prevented! As it happens, however, we have got off 082:402,19[I ]| easily. She does not speak to$4$ him ~!" 082:402,20[' ]| She had forms he could only take up. 082:402,20[L ]| """Speak"" to$4$ 082:402,21[L ]| him ~?" 082:402,22[I ]| "Why as much as she would have liked to$9$ be able 082:402,23[I ]| to$9$ believe." 082:402,24[L ]| "Then where is the danger of which$6#1$ you appear to$9$ 082:402,25[L ]| wish$1$ to$9$ warn me?" 082:402,26[I ]| "Just$9$ in her feeling$1$ in the case as most women 082:402,27[I ]| would feel. You see she did what$6#1$ she could for$4$ her 082:402,28[I ]| daughter. She did, I am bound to$9$ say, as that$6#2$ sort of 082:402,29[I ]| thing goes among you people, a good deal$0#2$. She 082:402,30[I ]| treasured up, she nursed along$5$ $M$Mitchy, whom$6#1$ she 082:402,31[I ]| would also, though of course$8$ not much, have liked 082:402,32[I ]| herself. $A$Nanda could have kept him on$5$ with a word, 082:403,01[I ]| becoming$1$ thereby so$5#1$ much the less accessible for$4$ 082:403,02[I ]| \your\ plan. That$6#2$ would have thoroughly obliged her 082:403,03[I ]| mother, but your little English girls, in these altered 082:403,04[I ]| times ~ oh I know how you feel them! ~ do not 082:403,05[I ]| stand$1$ on$4$ such trifles; and ~ even$5$ if you think it odd 082:403,06[I ]| of me ~ I can not defend myself, though I have so$5#1$ directly 082:403,07[I ]| profited, against a certain compassion also for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's 082:403,08[I ]| upset. As a good-natured woman I feel in 082:403,09[I ]| short$0$ for$4$ both of them. I deplore all round$9$ what$6#1$ is 082:403,10[I ]| after$4$ all a rather sad relation. Only, as I tell you, 082:403,11[I ]| $A$Nanda is the one, I naturally say to$4$ myself, for$4$ me 082:403,12[I ]| now most to$9$ think of; if I do not assume too$5#1$ much, 082:403,13[I ]| that$3$ is, that$3$ you do not suffer by$4$ my freedom." 082:403,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon put by$5$ with a mere drop$0$ of his eyes 082:403,15[' ]| the question$0$ of his suffering: there was so$5#1$ clearly for$4$ 082:403,16[' ]| him an issue$0$ more relevant. 082:403,16[L ]| "What$6#2$ do you know of 082:403,17[L ]| my ""plan""?" 082:403,18[I ]| "Why, my dear$2#1$ man, have not I told you that$3$ ever 082:403,19[I ]| since Mertle I have made out$5$ your hand? What$6#2$ on$4$ 082:403,20[I ]| earth for$4$ other people can your action look$1$ like$9$ but 082:403,21[I ]| an adoption?" 082:403,22[L ]| "Of ~ a ~ \him\?" 082:403,23[I ]| "You are delightful. Of ~ a ~ \her\! If it does 082:403,24[I ]| come to$4$ the same thing for$4$ you, so$5#1$ much the better$9$. 082:403,25[I ]| That$6#2$ at any rate$0$ is what$6#1$ we are all taking it for$4$, and 082:403,26[I ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook herself \9en*te^te\. She sees ~ through$4$ your 082:403,27[I ]| generosity ~ $A$Nanda's life more or less, at the worst, 082:403,28[I ]| arranged for$5$, and that is just$9$ what$6#1$ gives her a good 082:403,29[I ]| conscience." 082:403,30[' ]| If $L$Mr%*Longdon breathed rather hard it seemed to$9$ 082:403,31[' ]| show$1$ at least that$3$ he followed. 082:403,31[L ]| "What$6#2$ does she want$1$ 082:403,32[L ]| of a good conscience?" 082:404,01[' ]| From under her high tiara an instant$0$ she almost 082:404,02[' ]| looked down$5$ at him. 082:404,02[I ]| "Ah you do hate her!" 082:404,03[' ]| He coloured, but held his ground. 082:404,03[L ]| "Do not you tell 082:404,04[L ]| me yourself she is to$9$ be feared?" 082:404,05[I ]| "Yes, and watched. But ~ if possible ~ with 082:404,06[I ]| amusement." 082:404,07[L ]| "Amusement?" 082:404,07[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon faintly gasped. 082:404,08[I ]| "Look$1$ at her now," 082:404,08[' ]| his friend went on$5$ with an 082:404,09[' ]| indication that$6#1$ was indeed easy to$9$ embrace$1$. Separated 082:404,10[' ]| from them by$4$ the width of the room, $D$Mrs%*Brook 082:404,11[' ]| was, though placed in profile, fully presented; 082:404,12[' ]| the satisfaction with which$6#1$ she had lately sunk upon 082:404,13[' ]| a light$2$ gilt chair marked itself as superficial and was 082:404,14[' ]| moreover visibly not confirmed by$4$ the fact that$3$ 082:404,15[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's high-perched head$0$, arrested before$4$ her 082:404,16[' ]| in a general$2$ survey of opportunity, kept her eyes 082:404,17[' ]| too$5#1$ far above$4$ the level$0$ of talk$0$. Their companions 082:404,18[' ]| were dispersed, some in the other room, and for$4$ the 082:404,19[' ]| occupants of the $I$Duchess's sofa they made, as a 082:404,20[' ]| couple in communion, a picture$0$, framed and detached, 082:404,21[' ]| vaguely reduplicated in the high polish of the French 082:404,22[' ]| floor. 082:404,22[I ]| "She \is\ tremendously pretty$2$." 082:404,22[' ]| The $I$Duchess 082:404,23[' ]| appeared to$9$ drop$1$ this as a plea for$4$ indulgence and 082:404,24[' ]| to$9$ be impelled in fact by$4$ the interlocutor's silence$0$ to$9$ 082:404,25[' ]| carry it further. 082:404,25[I ]| "I have never at all thought$1$, you 082:404,26[I ]| know, that$3$ $A$Nanda touches her." 082:404,27[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon demurred. 082:404,27[L ]| "Do you mean$1$ for$4$ 082:404,28[L ]| beauty?" 082:404,29[' ]| His friend, for$4$ his simplicity, discriminated. 082:404,29[I ]| "Ah 082:404,30[I ]| they have neither of them ""beauty."" That is not a word 082:404,31[I ]| to$9$ make$1$ free with. But the mother has grace$0$." 082:404,32[L ]| "And the daughter has not?" 082:405,01[I ]| "Not a line. You answer$1$ me of course$8$, when I say 082:405,02[I ]| \that$6#2$\, you answer$1$ me with your adored $ZI$Lady*Julia, 082:405,03[I ]| and will$1$ want$1$ to$9$ know what$6#1$ then becomes of the 082:405,04[I ]| lucky resemblance. I quite grant you that$3$ $ZI$Lady*Julia 082:405,05[I ]| must have had the thing we speak of. But that$6#2$ dear$2#1$ 082:405,06[I ]| sweet blessed thing is very much the same lost secret$0$ 082:405,07[I ]| as the dear$2#1$ sweet blessed \other\ thing that$6#1$ went away 082:405,08[I ]| with it ~ the decent leisure that$6#1$, for$4$ the most part$0$, 082:405,09[I ]| we have also seen the last$0$ of. It is the thing at any rate$0$ 082:405,10[I ]| that$6#1$ poor $A$Nanda and all her kind$0$ have most effectually 082:405,11[I ]| got rid of. Oh if you would trust$1$ me a little more you would see 082:405,12[I ]| that$3$ I am quite at one with you on$4$ all the changes$0$ for$4$ 082:405,13[I ]| the worse. I bear$1$ up, but I am old enough to$9$ have 082:405,14[I ]| known. All the same $D$Mrs%*Brook has something ~ 082:405,15[I ]| say what$6#1$ you like$1$ ~ when she bends that$6#2$ little brown 082:405,16[I ]| head$0$. \9Dieu 9sait 9comme 9elle 9se 9coiffe\, but what$7$ she gets 082:405,17[I ]| out$8$ of it! Only look$1$." 082:405,18[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon conveyed in an indescribable manner 082:405,19[' ]| that$3$ he had retired to$4$ a great distance$0$; yet even$5$ from 082:405,20[' ]| this position he must have launched a glance$0$ that$6#1$ 082:405,21[' ]| arrived at a middle way. 082:405,21[L ]| "They both know you are 082:405,22[L ]| watching them." 082:405,23[I ]| "And do not they know \you\ are? Poor $B$Mr%*Van 082:405,24[I ]| has a consciousness!" 082:405,25[L ]| "So$3$ should I if two terrible women ~" 082:405,26[I ]| "Were admiring you both at once?" 082:405,26[' ]| The $I$Duchess 082:405,27[' ]| folded the big feathered fan that$6#1$ had partly protected 082:405,28[' ]| their vision. 082:405,28[I ]| "Well$7$, \she\, poor dear$2#1$, can not help$1$ it. She 082:405,29[I ]| wants$1$ him herself." 082:405,30[' ]| At the drop$0$ of the $I$Duchess's fan he restored his 082:405,31[' ]| nippers. 082:405,31[L ]| "And he does not ~ not a bit ~ want$1$ \her\!" 082:405,32[I ]| "There it is. She has put down$5$ her money, as it 082:406,01[I ]| were, without a return$0$. She has given $M$Mitchy up and 082:406,02[I ]| got nothing instead." 082:406,03[' ]| There was delicacy, yet there was distinctness, in 082:406,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's reserve$0$. 082:406,04[L ]| "Do you call$1$ \me\ nothing?" 082:406,05[' ]| The $I$Duchess, at this, fairly swelled with her happy 082:406,06[' ]| state$0$. 082:406,06[I ]| "Then it \is\ an adoption?" 082:406,06[' ]| She forbore to$9$ 082:406,07[' ]| press$1$, however; she only went on$5$: 082:406,07[I ]| "It is not a question$0$, 082:406,08[I ]| my dear$2#1$ man, of what$6#1$ \I\ call$1$ it. \You\ do not make$1$ 082:406,09[I ]| love$0$ to$4$ her." 082:406,10[L ]| "Dear$7$ me," 082:406,10[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon, 082:406,10[L ]| "what$6#2$ would she 082:406,11[L ]| have had?" 082:406,12[I ]| "That$6#1$ could be more charming, you mean$1$, than 082:406,13[I ]| your famous ""loyalty""? Oh, \8caro*mio\, she wants$1$ it 082:406,14[I ]| straighter! But I shock$1$ you," 082:406,14[' ]| his companion quickly 082:406,15[' ]| added. 082:406,16[' ]| The manner in which$6#1$ he firmly rose$1$ was scarce a 082:406,17[' ]| denial; yet he stood for$4$ a moment in place$0$. 082:406,17[L ]| "What$6#2$ 082:406,18[L ]| after$4$ all can she do?" 082:406,19[I ]| "She can \keep\ $B$Mr%*Van." 082:406,20[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon wondered. 082:406,20[L ]| "Where?" 082:406,21[I ]| "I mean$1$ till it is too$5#1$ late. She can work$1$ on$4$ him." 082:406,22[L ]| "But how?" 082:406,23[' ]| Covertly again the $I$Duchess had followed the effect$0$ 082:406,24[' ]| of her friend's perceived movement on$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, 082:406,25[' ]| who$6#1$ also got up. She gave a rap with her fan on$4$ his 082:406,26[' ]| leg. 082:406,26[I ]| "Sit down$5$ ~ you will$1$ see." 083:407,01[' ]| He mechanically obeyed her, though it happened to$9$ 083:407,02[' ]| lend him the air of taking $D$Mrs%*Brook's approach$0$ 083:407,03[' ]| for$4$ a signal to$9$ resume his seat. She came over to$4$ them, 083:407,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank followed, and it was without again 083:407,05[' ]| moving, with a vague upward gape in fact from his 083:407,06[' ]| place$0$, that$3$ $L$Mr%*Longdon received as she stood before$4$ 083:407,07[' ]| him a challenge of a sort to$9$ flash a point$0$ into what$6#1$ 083:407,08[' ]| the $I$Duchess had just$9$ said. 083:407,08[D ]| "Why do you hate me 083:407,09[D ]| so$5#2$?" 083:407,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$, beside$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, looked at 083:407,11[' ]| him with attention, might have suspected him of 083:407,12[' ]| turning$1$ a trifle$5$ pale; though even$5$ $B$Vanderbank, with 083:407,13[' ]| reasons of his own$2$ for$4$ an observation of the sharpest, 083:407,14[' ]| could scarce have read into the matter the particular 083:407,15[' ]| dim vision that$6#1$ would have accounted for$4$ it ~ the 083:407,16[' ]| flicker of fear$0$ of what$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, whether as 083:407,17[' ]| daughter or as mother, was at last$0$ so$5#1$ strangely and 083:407,18[' ]| differently to$9$ show$1$ herself. 083:407,19[B ]| "I should warn you, sir," 083:407,19[' ]| the young man threw 083:407,20[' ]| off, 083:407,20[B ]| "how little we consider that$6#2$ ~ in Buckingham*Crescent 083:407,21[B ]| certainly ~ a fair question$0$. It is not playing 083:407,22[B ]| the game ~ it is hitting below the belt. We hate and 083:407,23[B ]| we love$1$ ~ the latter especially; but to$9$ tell each other 083:407,24[B ]| why is to$9$ break that$6#2$ little tacit rule of finding out$5$ for$4$ 083:407,25[B ]| ourselves which$6#1$ is the delight$0$ of our lives$0$ and the 083:407,26[B ]| source of our triumphs. You can say, you know, if 083:407,27[B ]| you like$1$, but you are not obliged." 083:408,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon transferred to$4$ him something of the 083:408,02[' ]| same colder apprehension, looking at him manifestly 083:408,03[' ]| harder than ever before$5$ and finding in his eyes also no$2$ 083:408,04[' ]| doubt$0$ a consciousness more charged. He presently 083:408,05[' ]| got up, but, without answering $B$Vanderbank, fixed 083:408,06[' ]| again $D$Mrs%*Brook, to$4$ whom$6#1$ he echoed without expression: 083:408,07[L ]| "Hate you?" 083:408,08[' ]| The next moment, while$9$ he remained in presence 083:408,09[' ]| with $B$Vanderbank, $D$Mrs%*Brook was pointing out$5$ her 083:408,10[' ]| meaning$0$ to$4$ him from the cushioned corner he had 083:408,11[' ]| quitted. 083:408,11[D ]| "Why, when you come back$5$ to$4$ town you 083:408,12[D ]| come straight, as it were, here." 083:408,13[I ]| "Ah what$6#2$ is that$6#2$," 083:408,13[' ]| the $I$Duchess asked in his interest$0$, 083:408,14[I ]| "but to$9$ follow $A$Nanda as closely as possible, or 083:408,15[I ]| at any rate$0$ to$9$ keep well$9$ with her?" 083:408,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, however, had no$2$ ear for$4$ this plea. 083:408,17[D ]| "And when I, coming here too$5#2$ and thinking only 083:408,18[D ]| of my chance$0$ to$9$ ""meet$1$"" you, do my very sweetest to$9$ 083:408,19[D ]| catch$1$ your eye, you are entirely given up ~!" 083:408,20[I ]| "To$9$ trying$1$ of course$8$," 083:408,20[' ]| the $I$Duchess broke in 083:408,21[' ]| afresh, 083:408,21[I ]| "to$9$ keep well$9$ with \me\!" 083:408,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook now had a smile$0$ for$4$ her. 083:403,22[D ]| "Ah that$6#2$ 083:408,23[D ]| takes precautions then that$6#1$ I shall perhaps fail of if 083:408,24[D ]| I too$5#1$ much interrupt your conversation." 083:408,25[I ]| "Is not she nice to$4$ me," 083:408,25[' ]| the $I$Duchess asked of $L$Mr%*Longdon, 083:408,26[I ]| "when I was in the very act$0$ of praising her 083:408,27[I ]| to$4$ the skies?" 083:408,28[' ]| Their interlocutor's reply$0$ was not too$5#1$ rapid to$9$ anticipate 083:408,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook herself. 083:408,29[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ $I$Jane, that$6#2$ only 083:408,30[D ]| proves his having reached some extravagance in the 083:408,31[D ]| other sense that$6#1$ you had in mere decency to$9$ match$1$. 083:408,32[D ]| The truth is probably in the ""mean$0$"" ~ is not that$6#2$ 083:409,01[D ]| what$6#1$ they call$1$ it? ~ between you. Do not \you\ now 083:409,02[D ]| take him away," 083:409,02[' ]| she went on$5$ to$4$ $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ 083:409,03[' ]| had glanced about$5$ for$4$ some better$9$ accommodation. 083:409,04[' ]| He immediately pushed forward$5$ the nearest chair, 083:409,05[' ]| which$6#1$ happened to$9$ be by$4$ the $I$Duchess's side$0$ of the 083:409,06[' ]| sofa. 083:409,06[B ]| "Will$1$ you sit here, sir?" 083:409,07[L ]| "If you will$1$ stay$1$ to$9$ protect me." 083:409,08[D ]| "That$6#2$ was really what$6#1$ I brought him over to$4$ you 083:409,09[D ]| for$4$," 083:409,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook said while$9$ $L$Mr%*Longdon took his 083:409,10[' ]| place$0$ and $B$Vanderbank looked out$5$ for$4$ another seat. 083:409,11[D ]| "But I did not know," 083:409,11[' ]| she observed with her sweet 083:409,12[' ]| free curiosity, 083:409,12[D ]| "that$3$ he called you ""sir.""" 083:409,12[' ]| She often 083:409,13[' ]| made discoveries that$6#1$ were fairly childlike. 083:409,13[D ]| "He has 083:409,14[D ]| done it twice." 083:409,15[I ]| "Is not that$6#2$ only your inevitable English surprise$0$," 083:409,16[' ]| the $I$Duchess demanded, 083:409,16[I ]| "at the civility quite the 083:409,17[I ]| commonest in other societies? ~ so$3$ that$3$ one has to$9$ 083:409,18[I ]| come here to$9$ find it regarded, in the way of ceremony, 083:409,19[I ]| as the very end$0$ of the world!" 083:409,20[L ]| "Oh," 083:409,20[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon remarked, 083:409,20[L ]| "It is a word I 083:409,21[L ]| rather like$1$ myself even$5$ to$9$ employ to$4$ others." 083:409,22[I ]| "I always ask here," 083:409,22[' ]| the $I$Duchess continued to$4$ 083:409,23[' ]| him, 083:409,23[I ]| "what$6#1$ word they have got instead. And do you 083:409,24[I ]| know what$6#1$ they tell me?" 083:409,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook wondered, then again, before$3$ he was 083:409,26[' ]| ready, charmingly suggested: 083:409,26[D ]| "Our pretty$2$ manner?" 083:409,27[' ]| Quickly too$5#2$ she appealed to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 083:409,27[D ]| "Is \that$6#2$\ 083:409,28[D ]| what$6#1$ you miss from me?" 083:409,29[' ]| He wondered, however, more than $D$Mrs%*Brook. 083:409,30[L ]| "Your ""pretty$2$ manner""?" 083:409,31[D ]| "Well$7$, these grand old forms that$6#1$ the $I$Duchess is 083:409,32[D ]| such a mistress of." 083:409,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had with this one of 083:410,01[' ]| her eagerest visions. 083:410,01[D ]| "Did mamma say ""sir"" to$4$ you? 083:410,02[D ]| Ought \I\? Do you really get it, in private, out$8$ of 083:410,03[D ]| $A$Nanda? \She\ has such depths of discretion," 083:410,03[' ]| she explained 083:410,04[' ]| to$4$ the $I$Duchess and to$4$ $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ had 083:410,05[' ]| come back$5$ with his chair, 083:410,05[D ]| "that$3$ it is just$9$ the kind$0$ of 083:410,06[D ]| racy anecdote she never in the world gives me." 083:410,07[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon looked across$5$ at $B$Van, placed now, 083:410,08[' ]| after$4$ a moment's talk$0$ with $K$Tishy in sight of them all, 083:410,09[' ]| by$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's arm$0$ of the sofa. 083:410,09[L ]| "You have not 083:410,10[L ]| protected ~ you have only exposed me." 083:410,11[D ]| "Oh there is no$2$ joy without danger" 083:410,11[' ]| ~ $D$Mrs%*Brook 083:410,12[' ]| took it up with spirit. 083:410,12[D ]| "Perhaps one should 083:410,13[D ]| even$5$ say there is no$2$ danger without joy." 083:410,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's eyes had followed $K$Mrs%*Grendon 083:410,15[' ]| after$4$ his brief passage with her, terminated by$4$ some 083:410,16[' ]| need$0$ of her listless presence on$4$ the other side$0$ of the 083:410,17[' ]| room. 083:410,17[B ]| "What$6#2$ do you say then, on$4$ that$6#2$ theory, to$4$ 083:410,18[B ]| the extraordinary gloom of our hostess? Her safety, 083:410,19[B ]| by$4$ such a rule, must be deep." 083:410,20[' ]| The $I$Duchess was this time the first to$9$ know what$6#1$ 083:410,21[' ]| they said. 083:410,21[I ]| "The expression of $K$Tishy's face$0$ comes 083:410,22[I ]| precisely from our comparing it so$5#1$ unfavourably with 083:410,23[I ]| that$6#2$ of her poor sister $H$Carrie, who$6#1$, though she is not 083:410,24[I ]| here to-night with the $F1$Cashmores ~ amazing enough 083:410,25[I ]| even$5$ as coming \without\ that$6#2$! ~ has so$5#1$ often shown us 083:410,26[I ]| that$3$ an \9a^me*en*peine\, constantly tottering, but, as 083:410,27[I ]| $A$Nanda guarantees us, usually recovering, may$1$ look$1$ 083:410,28[I ]| after$4$ all as beatific as a Dutch doll." 083:410,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's eyes had, on$4$ $K$Tishy's passing$1$ away, 083:410,30[' ]| taken the same course$0$ as $B$Vanderbank's, whom$6#1$ she 083:410,31[' ]| had visibly not neglected moreover while$9$ the pair$0$ 083:410,32[' ]| stood there. 083:410,31[D ]| "I give you $H$Carrie, as you know, and I 083:411,01[D ]| throw$1$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore in; but I am lost in admiration 083:411,02[D ]| to-night, as I always have been, of the way $K$Tishy 083:411,03[D ]| makes her ugliness serve. I should call$1$ it, if the word 083:411,04[D ]| were not so$5#2$ for$4$ ladies'-maids, the most ""elegant"" thing 083:411,05[D ]| I know." 083:411,06[I ]| "My dear$2#1$ child," 083:411,06[' ]| the $I$Duchess objected, 083:411,06[I ]| "what$6#1$ 083:411,07[I ]| you describe as making her ugliness serve is what$6#1$ I 083:411,08[I ]| should describe as concealing none of her beauty. 083:411,09[I ]| There is nothing the matter surely with ""elegant"" as 083:411,10[I ]| applied to$4$ $K$Tishy save$3$ that$3$ as commonly used$1#1$ it refers 083:411,11[I ]| rather to$4$ a charm$0$ that is artificial than to$4$ a state$0$ of 083:411,12[I ]| pure nature. There should be for$4$ elegance a basis 083:411,13[I ]| of clothing. $A$Nanda rather stints her." 083:411,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, perhaps more than usually thoughtful, 083:411,15[' ]| just$9$ discriminated. 083:411,15[D ]| "There \is\, I think, one little 083:411,16[D ]| place$0$. I will$1$ speak to$4$ her." 083:411,17[B ]| "To$4$ $K$Tishy?" 083:411,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank asked. 083:411,18[D ]| "Oh \that$6#2$\ would do no$2$ good. To$4$ $A$Nanda. All the 083:411,19[D ]| same," 083:411,19[' ]| she continued, 083:411,19[D ]| "it is an awfully superficial 083:411,20[D ]| thing of you not to$9$ see that$3$ her dreariness ~ on$4$ 083:411,21[D ]| which$6#1$ moreover I have set$1$ you right$2#1$ before$5$ ~ is a mere 083:411,22[D ]| facial accident and does not correspond or, as they say, 083:411,23[D ]| ""rhyme"" to$4$ anything within her that$6#1$ might make$1$ it a 083:411,24[D ]| little interesting. What$6#1$ I like$1$ it for$4$ is just$9$ that$3$ it is so$5#1$ 083:411,25[D ]| funny in itself. Her low spirits are nothing more than 083:411,26[D ]| her features. Her gloom, as you call$1$ it, is merely her 083:411,27[D ]| broken nose." 083:411,28[L ]| "\Has\ she a broken nose?" 083:411,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon demanded 083:411,29[' ]| with an accent that$6#1$ for$4$ some reason$0$ touched 083:411,30[' ]| in the others the spring$0$ of laughter. 083:411,31[D ]| "Has $A$Nanda never mentioned it?" 083:411,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 083:411,32[' ]| profited by$4$ this gaiety to$9$ ask. 083:412,01[I ]| "That is the discretion you just$9$ spoke of," 083:412,01[' ]| said the 083:412,02[' ]| $I$Duchess. 083:412,02[I ]| "Only I should have expected$1$ from the 083:412,03[I ]| cause you refer to$4$ rather the comic effect$0$." 083:412,04[B ]| "$K$Mrs%*Grendon's broken nose, sir," 083:412,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 083:412,05[' ]| explained to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 083:412,05[B ]| "is only the kinder way 083:412,06[B ]| taken by$4$ these ladies to$9$ speak of $K$Mrs%*Grendon's 083:412,07[B ]| broken heart. You must know all about$4$ that$6#2$." 083:412,08[L ]| "Oh yes ~ \all\." 083:412,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon spoke very simply, 083:412,09[' ]| with the consequence this time, on$4$ the part$0$ of his 083:412,10[' ]| companions, of a silence$0$ of some minutes, which$6#1$ he 083:412,11[' ]| himself had at last$0$ to$9$ break. 083:412,11[L ]| "$ZH$Mr%*Grendon does not 083:412,12[L ]| like$1$ her." 083:412,12[' ]| The addition of these words apparently 083:412,13[' ]| made the difference ~ as if they constituted a fresh 083:412,14[' ]| link with the irresistible comedy of things. That$3$ he 083:412,15[' ]| was unexpectedly diverting was, however, no$2$ check$0$ 083:412,16[' ]| to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's delivering his full thought$0$. 083:412,16[L ]| "Very 083:412,17[L ]| horrid of two sisters to$9$ be both, in their marriages, so$5#1$ 083:412,18[L ]| wretched." 083:412,19[D ]| "Ah but $K$Tishy, I maintain," 083:412,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned, 083:412,20[D ]| "\is not\ wretched at all. If I were satisfied$2$ that$3$ she is 083:412,21[D ]| really so$5#2$ I would never let $A$Nanda come to$4$ her." 083:412,22[I ]| "That is the most extraordinary doctrine, love$0#1$," 083:412,23[' ]| the $I$Duchess interposed. 083:412,23[I ]| "When you are satisfied$2$ a 083:412,24[I ]| woman is ""really"" poor you never give her a crust?" 083:412,25[B ]| "Do you call$1$ $A$Nanda a crust, $I$Duchess?" 083:412,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 083:412,26[' ]| amusedly asked. 083:412,27[I ]| "She is all at any rate$0$, apparently, just$9$ now, that$6#1$ 083:412,28[I ]| poor $K$Tishy has to$9$ live on$4$." 083:412,29[B ]| "You are severe then," 083:412,29[' ]| the young man said, 083:412,29[B ]| "on$4$ 083:412,30[B ]| our dinner of to-night." 083:412,31[D ]| "Oh $I$Jane," 083:412,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook declared, 083:412,31[D ]| "is never severe: 083:412,32[D ]| she is only uncontrollably witty. It is only $K$Tishy 083:413,01[D ]| moreover who$6#1$ gives out$5$ that$3$ her husband does not like$1$ 083:413,02[D ]| her. \He\, poor man, does not say anything of the sort." 083:413,03[B ]| "Yes, but, after$4$ all, you know" 083:413,03[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank 083:413,04[' ]| just$9$ put it to$4$ her ~ 083:413,04[B ]| "where the deuce all the while$0$ 083:413,05[B ]| \is\ he?" 083:413,06[I ]| "Heaven forbid," 083:413,06[' ]| the $I$Duchess remarked, 083:413,06[I ]| "that$3$ we 083:413,07[I ]| should too$5#1$ rashly ascertain." 083:413,08[L ]| "There it is ~ exactly," 083:413,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon subjoined. 083:413,09[' ]| He had once more his success of hilarity, though 083:413,10[' ]| not indeed to$4$ the injury of the $I$Duchess's next word. 083:413,11[I ]| "It is $A$Nanda, you know, who$6#1$ speaks, and loud 083:413,12[I ]| enough, for$4$ $ZH$Harry*Grendon's dislikes." 083:413,13[D ]| "That is easy for$4$ her," 083:413,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook declared, 083:413,14[D ]| "when she herself is not one of them." 083:413,15[L ]| "She is not surely one of anybody's," 083:413,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 083:413,16[' ]| gravely observed. 083:413,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook gazed across$5$ at him. 083:412,17[D ]| "You \are\ too$5#1$ 083:413,18[D ]| dear$2#1$! But I have none the less a crow to$9$ pick with you." 083:413,19[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon returned her look$0$, but returned it 083:413,20[' ]| somehow to$4$ $B$Van. 083:413,20[L ]| "You frighten me, you know, out$8$ 083:413,21[L ]| of my wits." 083:413,22[B ]| "\I\ do?" 083:413,22[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 083:413,23[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon just$9$ hesitated. 083:413,23[L ]| "Yes." 083:413,24[D ]| "It must be the sacred terror," 083:413,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook suggested 083:413,25[' ]| to$4$ $B$Van, 083:413,25[D ]| "that$6#1$ $M$Mitchy so$5#1$ often speaks of. \I am\ 083:413,26[D ]| not trying$1$ with you," 083:413,26[' ]| she went on$5$ to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 083:413,27[D ]| "for$4$ anything of that$6#2$ kind$0$, but only for$4$ the short$2$ 083:413,28[D ]| half-hour in private that$6#1$ I think you will$1$ not for$4$ the 083:413,29[D ]| world grant me. Nothing will$1$ induce you to$9$ find 083:413,30[D ]| yourself alone with me." 083:413,31[B ]| "Why what$6#2$ on$4$ earth," 083:413,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank asked, 083:413,31[B ]| "do 083:413,32[B ]| you suspect him of supposing you want$1$ to$9$ do?" 083:414,01[D ]| "Oh it is not \that$6#2$\," 083:414,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook sadly said. 083:414,02[I ]| "It is not what$6#2$?" 083:414,02[' ]| laughed the $I$Duchess. 083:414,03[D ]| "That$3$ he fears I may$1$ want$1$ in any way to$9$ ~ what$6#2$ 083:414,04[D ]| do you call$1$ it? ~ make$1$ up to$4$ him." 083:414,04[' ]| She spoke as if 083:414,05[' ]| she only wished it had been. 083:414,05[D ]| "He has a deeper 083:414,06[D ]| thought$0$." 083:414,07[I ]| "Well$7$ then what$6#2$ in goodness is it?" 083:414,07[' ]| the $I$Duchess 083:414,08[' ]| pressed. 083:414,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had said nothing more, but $D$Mrs%*Brook 083:414,10[' ]| preferred none the less to$9$ treat$1$ the question$0$ 083:414,11[' ]| as between themselves. She \was\, as the others said, 083:414,12[' ]| wonderful. 083:414,12[D ]| "You can not help$1$ thinking me" 083:414,12[' ]| ~ she 083:414,13[' ]| spoke to$4$ him straight ~ 083:414,13[D ]| "rather tortuous." 083:414,13[' ]| The 083:414,14[' ]| pause$0$ she thus momentarily produced was so$5#1$ intense 083:414,15[' ]| as to$9$ give a sharpness that$6#1$ was almost vulgar 083:414,16[' ]| to$4$ the little 083:414,16[X ]| "Oh!" 083:414,16[' ]| by$4$ which$6#1$ it was presently broken 083:414,17[' ]| and the source of which$6#1$ neither of her three companions 083:414,18[' ]| could afterwards in the least have named. 083:414,19[' ]| Neither would have endeavoured to$9$ fix an infelicity 083:414,20[' ]| of which$6#1$ each doubtless had been but too$5#1$ capable. 083:414,21[D ]| "It is only as a mother," 083:414,21[' ]| she added, 083:414,21[D ]| "that$3$ I want$1$ my 083:414,22[D ]| chance$0$." 083:414,23[' ]| But the $I$Duchess was at this again in the breach. 083:414,24[I ]| "Take it, for$4$ mercy's sake then, my dear$2#1$, over 083:414,25[I ]| $E$Harold, who$6#1$ is an example to$4$ $A$Nanda herself in the 083:414,26[I ]| way that$6#1$, behind the piano there, he is keeping$1$ it up 083:414,27[I ]| with $G$Lady*Fanny." 083:414,28[' ]| If this had been a herring that$6#1$, in the interest$0$ of 083:414,29[' ]| peace, the $I$Duchess had wished to$9$ draw across$4$ the 083:414,30[' ]| scent, it could scarce have been more effective. $D$Mrs%*Brook, 083:414,31[' ]| whose$6#1$ position had made just$9$ the difference 083:414,32[' ]| that$3$ she lost the view$0$ of the other side$0$ of the piano, 083:415,01[' ]| took a slight$2$ but immediate stretch. 083:415,01[D ]| "\Is\ $E$Harold with 083:415,02[D ]| $G$Lady*Fanny?" 083:415,03[I ]| "You ask it, my dear$2#1$ child," 083:415,03[' ]| said the $I$Duchess, 083:415,04[I ]| "as if it were too$5#1$ grand to$9$ be believed. It is the note$0$ 083:415,05[I ]| of eagerness," 083:415,05[' ]| she went on$5$ for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's benefit ~ 083:415,06[I ]| "it is almost the note$0$ of hope$0$: one of those that$6#1$ 083:415,07[I ]| \9ces*messieurs\, that$6#1$ we all in fact delight$1$ in and find 083:415,08[I ]| so$5#1$ matchless. She desires for$4$ $E$Harold the highest 083:415,09[I ]| advantages." 083:415,10[B ]| "Well$7$ then," 083:415,10[' ]| declared $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ had 083:415,11[' ]| achieved a glimpse, 083:415,11[B ]| "he is clearly having them. It 083:415,12[B ]| brings home to$4$ one his success." 083:415,13[D ]| "His success is true," 083:415,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook insisted. 083:415,13[D ]| "How 083:415,14[D ]| he does it I do not know." 083:415,15[I ]| "Oh \do not\ you?" 083:415,15[' ]| trumpeted the $I$Duchess. 083:415,16[D ]| "He is amazing," 083:415,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook pursued. 083:415,16[D ]| "I watch$1$ 083:415,17[D ]| ~ I hold$1$ my breath. But I am bound to$9$ say also I 083:415,18[D ]| rather admire. He somehow amuses them." 083:415,19[I ]| "She is as pleased as Punch," 083:415,19[' ]| said the $I$Duchess. 083:415,20[D ]| "Those great calm$2$ women ~ they like$9$ slighter 083:415,21[D ]| creatures." 083:415,22[I ]| "The great calm$2$ whales," 083:415,22[' ]| the $I$Duchess laughed, 083:415,23[I ]| "swallow the little fishes." 083:415,24[D ]| "Oh my dear$2#1$," 083:415,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned, 083:415,24[D ]| "$E$Harold can 083:415,25[D ]| be tasted, if you like$1$ ~" 083:415,26[I ]| "If \I\ like$1$?" 083:415,26[' ]| the $I$Duchess parenthetically jeered. 083:415,27[I ]| "Thank you, love$0#1$!" 083:415,28[D ]| "But he can not, I think, be eaten, it all works$1$ out$5$," 083:415,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook expounded, 083:415,29[D ]| "to$4$ the highest end$0$. If $G$Lady*Fanny is 083:415,30[D ]| amused she will$1$ be quiet$2$." 083:415,31[I ]| "Bless me," 083:415,31[' ]| cried the $I$Duchess, 083:415,31[I ]| "of all the immoral 083:415,32[I ]| speeches ~! I put it to$4$ you, $L$Longdon. Does 083:416,01[I ]| she mean$1$" 083:416,01[' ]| ~ she appealed to$4$ their friend ~ 083:416,01[I ]| "that$3$ if 083:416,02[I ]| she commits murder she will$1$ not commit anything else?" 083:416,03[D ]| "Oh it will$1$ not be murder," 083:416,03[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 083:416,03[D ]| "I 083:416,04[D ]| mean$1$ that$3$ if $E$Harold, in one way and another, keeps 083:416,05[D ]| her along$5$, she will$1$ not get off." 083:416,06[L ]| "Off where?" 083:416,06[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon risked. 083:416,07[' ]| $B$Vanderbank immediately informed him. 083:416,07[B ]| "To$4$ one 083:416,08[B ]| of the smaller Italian towns. Do not you know?" 083:416,09[L ]| "Oh yes. Like$9$ ~ who$6#2$ is it? I forget." 083:416,10[B ]| "$Z2$Anna*Kare=nine? You know about$4$ $Z2$Anna?" 083:416,11[I ]| "$A$Nanda," 083:416,11[' ]| said the $I$Duchess, 083:416,11[I ]| "has told him. But 083:416,12[I ]| I thought$1$," 083:416,12[' ]| she went on$5$ to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, 083:416,12[I ]| "that$3$ $G$Lady*Fanny, 083:416,13[I ]| by$4$ this time, \must\ have gone." 083:416,14[D ]| "$N$Petherton then," 083:416,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned, 083:416,14[D ]| "does not 083:416,15[D ]| keep you \9au*courant\?" 083:416,16[' ]| The $I$Duchess blandly wondered. 083:416,16[I ]| "I seem to$9$ remember 083:416,17[I ]| he had positively said so$5#2$. And that$3$ she had 083:416,18[I ]| come back$5$." 083:416,19[D ]| "Because this looks$1$ so$5#1$ like$9$ a fresh start$0$? No$7$. \We\ 083:416,20[D ]| know. You assume besides," 083:416,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook asked, 083:416,21[D ]| "that$3$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore would have received her again?" 083:416,22[' ]| The $I$Duchess fixed a little that$6#2$ gentlemen and his 083:416,23[' ]| actual companion. 083:416,23[I ]| "What$6#2$ will$1$ you have? He 083:416,24[I ]| might not have noticed." 083:416,25[B ]| "Oh you are out$8$ of step$0$, $I$Duchess," 083:416,25[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 083:416,26[' ]| said. 083:416,26[B ]| "We used$1#1$ all to$9$ march abreast, but we are falling 083:416,27[B ]| to$4$ pieces. It is all, saving your presence, $M$Mitchy's 083:416,28[B ]| marriage." 083:416,29[D ]| "Ah," 083:416,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook concurred, 083:416,29[D ]| "how thoroughly I 083:416,30[D ]| feel that$6#2$! Oh I knew. The spell is broken; the harp 083:416,31[D ]| has lost a string. We are not the same thing. \He is\ not 083:416,32[D ]| the same thing." 083:417,01[I ]| "Frankly, my dear$2#1$," 083:417,01[' ]| the $I$Duchess answered, 083:417,01[I ]| "I 083:417,02[I ]| do not think that$3$ you personally are either." 083:417,03[D ]| "Oh as for$4$ that$6#2$ ~ which$6#1$ is what$6#1$ matters least ~ 083:417,04[D ]| we shall perhaps see." 083:417,04[' ]| With which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook 083:417,05[' ]| turned again to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 083:417,05[D ]| "I have not explained 083:417,06[D ]| to$4$ you what$6#1$ I meant just$9$ now. We want$1$ $A$Nanda." 083:417,07[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stared. 083:417,07[L ]| "At home again?" 083:417,08[D ]| "In her little old nook. You must give her back$5$." 083:417,09[L ]| "Do you mean$1$ altogether?" 083:417,10[D ]| "Ah that$6#2$ will$1$ be for$4$ you in a manner to$9$ arrange. 083:417,11[D ]| But you have had her practically these five months, and 083:417,12[D ]| with no$2$ desire$0$ to$9$ be unreasonable we yet have our 083:417,13[D ]| natural$2$ feelings." 083:417,14[' ]| This interchange, to$4$ which$6#1$ circumstances somehow 083:417,15[' ]| gave a high effect$0$ of suddenness and strangeness, was 083:417,16[' ]| listened to$4$ by$4$ the others in a quick$2$ silence$0$ that$6#1$ was 083:417,17[' ]| like$9$ the sense of a blast of cold$2$ air, though with the 083:417,18[' ]| difference between the spectators that$3$ $B$Vanderbank 083:417,19[' ]| attached his eyes hard to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook and that$3$ the 083:417,20[' ]| $I$Duchess looked as straight at $L$Mr%*Longdon, to$4$ whom$6#1$ 083:417,21[' ]| clearly she wished to$9$ convey that$3$ if he had wondered 083:417,22[' ]| a short$2$ time before$5$ how $D$Mrs%*Brook would do it he 083:417,23[' ]| must now be quite at his ease$0$. He indulged in fact, 083:417,24[' ]| after$4$ this lady's last$2$ words, in a pause$0$ that$6#1$ might have 083:417,25[' ]| signified some of the fulness of a new light$0$. He only 083:417,26[' ]| said very quietly: 083:417,26[L ]| "I thought$1$ you liked it." 083:417,27[' ]| At this his neighbour broke in. 083:417,27[I ]| "The care$0$ you 083:417,28[I ]| take of the child? They \do\!" 083:417,28[' ]| The $I$Duchess, as she 083:417,29[' ]| spoke, became aware of the nearer presence of $C$Edward*Brookenham, 083:417,30[' ]| who$6#1$ within a minute$0$ had come in from 083:417,31[' ]| the other room; and her decision of character leaped 083:417,32[' ]| forth in her quick$2$ signal to$4$ him. 083:417,32[I ]| "$C$Edward will$1$ tell 083:418,01[I ]| you." 083:418,01[' ]| He was already before$4$ their semicircle. 083:418,01[I ]| "\Do\ 083:418,02[I ]| you, dear$2#1$," 083:418,02[' ]| she appealed, 083:418,02[I ]| "want$1$ $A$Nanda back$5$ from 083:418,03[I ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon?" 083:418,04[' ]| $C$Edward plainly could be trusted to$9$ feel in his quiet$2$ 083:418,05[' ]| way that$3$ the oracle must be a match$0$ for$4$ the priestess. 083:418,06[C ]| """Want$1$"" her, $I$Jane? We would not \take\ her." 083:418,06[' ]| And 083:418,07[' ]| as if knowing quite what$6#1$ he was about$4$ he looked 083:418,08[' ]| at his wife only after$3$ he had spoken. 084:419,01[' ]| His reply$0$ had complete$2$ success, to$4$ which$6#1$ there could 084:419,02[' ]| scarce have afterwards been a positive denial that$3$ 084:419,03[' ]| some sound$0$ of amusement even$5$ from $L$Mr%*Longdon 084:419,04[' ]| himself had in its degree contributed. Certain it 084:419,05[' ]| was that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brook found, as she exclaimed that$3$ 084:419,06@d | her husband was always so$5#1$ awfully civil, just$9$ the 084:419,07@d | right$2#1$ note$0$ of resigned understanding$0$; 084:419,07[' ]| whereupon 084:419,08[' ]| he for$4$ a minute$0$ presented to$4$ them blankly enough 084:419,09[' ]| his fine dead face$0$. 084:419,09[C ]| """Civil"" is just$9$ what$6#1$ I was afraid 084:419,10[C ]| I was not. I mean$1$, you know," 084:419,10[' ]| he continued to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 084:419,11[C ]| "that$3$ you really must not look$1$ to$4$ us to$9$ let 084:419,12[C ]| you off ~!" 084:419,13[L ]| "From a week or a day" 084:419,13[' ]| ~ $L$Mr%*Longdon took 084:419,14[' ]| him up ~ 084:419,14[L ]| "of the time to$4$ which$6#1$ you consider I have 084:419,15[L ]| pledged myself? My dear$2#1$ sir, please do not imagine 084:419,16[L ]| it is for$4$ \me\ the $I$Duchess appeals." 084:419,17[I ]| "It is from your wife, you delicious dull man," 084:419,17[' ]| that$6#2$ 084:419,18[' ]| lady elucidated. 084:419,18[I ]| "If you wished to$9$ be stiff with our 084:419,19[I ]| friend here you have really been so$5#2$ with \her\; which$6#1$ 084:419,20[I ]| comes, no$2$ doubt$0$, from the absence between you of 084:419,21[I ]| proper preconcerted action. You spoke without your 084:419,22[I ]| cue." 084:419,23[C ]| "Oh!" 084:419,23[' ]| said $C$Edward*Brookenham. 084:419,24[D ]| "That is it, $I$Jane" 084:419,24[' ]| ~ $D$Mrs%*Brook continued to$9$ 084:419,25[' ]| take it beautifully. 084:419,25[D ]| "We dressed to-day in a hurry$0$ 084:419,26[D ]| and had not time for$4$ our usual rehearsal. $C$Edward, 084:419,27[D ]| when we dine out$5$, generally brings three pocket-handkerchiefs 084:420,01[D ]| and six jokes. I leave$1$ the management 084:420,02[D ]| of the handkerchiefs to$4$ his own$2$ taste, but we 084:420,03[D ]| mostly try together in advance$0$ to$9$ arrange a career 084:420,04[D ]| for$4$ the other things. It is some charming light$2$ thing 084:420,05[D ]| of my own$2$ that is supposed to$9$ give him the sign." 084:420,06[B ]| "Only sometimes he confounds" 084:420,06[' ]| ~ $B$Vanderbank 084:420,07[' ]| helped her out$5$ ~ 084:420,07[B ]| "your light$2$ and your heavy!" 084:420,07[' ]| He 084:420,08[' ]| had got up to$9$ make$1$ room for$4$ his host of so$5#1$ many 084:420,09[' ]| occasions and, having forced him into the empty$2$ chair, 084:420,10[' ]| now moved vaguely off to$4$ the quarter$0#1$ of the room 084:420,11[' ]| occupied by$4$ $A$Nanda and $F$Mr%*Cashmore. 084:420,12[I ]| "That is very well$9$," 084:420,12[' ]| the $I$Duchess resumed, 084:420,12[I ]| "but it 084:420,13[I ]| does not at all clear$1$ you, \8cara*mia\, of the misdemeanour 084:420,14[I ]| of setting up as a felt domestic$2$ need$0$ something 084:420,15[I ]| of which$6#1$ $C$Edward proves deeply unconscious. 084:420,16[I ]| He has put his finger on$4$ $A$Nanda's true interest$0$. He 084:420,17[I ]| does not care$1$ a bit how it would \look$1$\ for$4$ you to$9$ want$1$ 084:420,18[I ]| her." 084:420,19[D ]| "Do not you mean$1$ rather, $I$Jane, how it looks$1$ for$4$ us 084:420,20[D ]| \not\ to$9$ want$1$ her?" 084:420,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook amended with a detachment 084:420,21[' ]| now complete$2$. 084:420,21[D ]| "Of course$8$, dear$2#1$ old friend," 084:420,22[' ]| she continued to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 084:420,22[D ]| "she quite puts me 084:420,23[D ]| with my back$0$ to$4$ the wall when she helps you to$9$ see ~ 084:420,24[D ]| what$6#1$ you otherwise might not guess$1$ ~ that$3$ $C$Edward 084:420,25[D ]| and I work$1$ it out$5$ between us to$9$ show$1$ off as tender$2$ 084:420,26[D ]| parents and yet to$9$ get from you everything you will$1$ 084:420,27[D ]| give. I do the sentimental and he the practical; so$3$ 084:420,28[D ]| that$3$ we, after$4$ one fashion$0$ and another, deck ourselves 084:420,29[D ]| in the glory$0$ of our sacrifice$0$ without forfeiting 084:420,30[D ]| the ""keep"" of our daughter. This must appeal to$4$ you 084:420,31[D ]| as another useful illustration of what$6#1$ London manners 084:420,32[D ]| have come to$4$; unless indeed," 084:420,32[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook prattled 084:421,01[' ]| on$5$, 084:421,01[D ]| "it only strikes you still$5$ still$5$ more ~ and to$4$ a 084:421,02[D ]| degree that$6#1$ blinds you to$4$ its other possible bearings 084:421,03[D ]| ~ as the last$2$ proof that$3$ I am too$5#1$ tortuous for$4$ you to$9$ 084:421,04[D ]| know what$6#1$ I would be at!" 084:421,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon faced her, across$4$ his interval, with 084:421,06[' ]| his original terror represented now only by$4$ such a 084:421,07[' ]| lingering flush as might have formed a natural$2$ tribute 084:421,08[' ]| to$4$ a brilliant scene. 084:421,08[L ]| "I have not the glimmering of an 084:421,09[L ]| idea of what$6#1$ you would be at. But please understand," 084:421,10[' ]| he added, 084:421,10[L ]| "that$3$ I do not at all refuse you the private 084:421,11[L ]| half-hour you referred to$4$ a while$0$ since." 084:421,12[C ]| "Are you really willing to$9$ put the child up for$4$ the 084:421,13[C ]| rest$0#1$ of the year?" 084:421,13[' ]| $C$Edward placidly demanded, speaking 084:421,14[' ]| as if quite unaware that$3$ anything else had taken 084:421,15[' ]| place$1$. 084:421,16[' ]| His wife fixed her eyes on$4$ him. 084:421,16[D ]| "The ingenuity 084:421,17[D ]| of your companions, love$0#1$, plays$1$ in the air like$9$ the 084:421,18[D ]| lightning, but flashes round$4$ your head$0$ only, by$4$ good 084:421,19[D ]| fortune, to$9$ leave$1$ it unscathed. Still$5$, you have after$4$ 084:421,20[D ]| all your own$2$ strange wit$0#1$, and I am not sure that$3$ any 084:421,21[D ]| of ours ever compares with it. Only, confronted also 084:421,22[D ]| with ours, how can poor $L$Mr%*Longdon really choose 084:421,23[D ]| which$6#1$ of the two he will$1$ meet$1$?" 084:421,24[' ]| Poor $L$Mr%*Longdon now looked hard at $C$Edward. 084:421,25[L ]| "Oh $C$Mr%*Brookenham's, I feel, any day. It is even$5$ 084:421,26[L ]| with \you\, I confess," 084:421,26[' ]| he said to$4$ him, 084:421,26[L ]| "that$3$ I would rather 084:421,27[L ]| have that$6#2$ private half-hour." 084:421,28[D ]| "Done!" 084:421,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook declared. 084:421,28[D ]| "I will$1$ send him to$4$ 084:421,29[D ]| you. But we \have\, you know, as $B$Van says, gone 084:421,30[D ]| to$4$ pieces," 084:421,30[' ]| she went on$5$, twisting her pretty$2$ head$0$ and 084:421,31[' ]| tossing it back$5$ over her shoulder to$4$ an auditor of 084:421,32[' ]| whose$6#1$ approach$0$ to$4$ her from behind, though it was 084:422,01[' ]| impossible she should have seen him, she had visibly 084:422,02[' ]| within a minute$0$ become aware. 084:422,02[D ]| "It is your marriage, 084:422,03[D ]| $M$Mitchy, that$6#1$ has darkened our old bright air, changed 084:422,04[D ]| us more than we even$5$ yet know, and most grossly and 084:422,05[D ]| horribly, my dear$2#1$ man, changed \you\. You steal up in 084:422,06[D ]| a way that$6#1$ gives one the creeps, whereas in the good 084:422,07[D ]| time that is gone you always burst$1$ in with music and 084:422,08[D ]| song. Go round$9$ where I can see you: I may not love$1$ 084:422,09[D ]| you now, but at least, I suppose, I may$1$ look$1$ at you. 084:422,10[D ]| Direct$1$ your energies," 084:422,10[' ]| she pursued while$9$ $M$Mitchy 084:422,11[' ]| obeyed her, 084:422,11[D ]| "as much as possible, please, against our 084:422,12[D ]| uncanny chill. Pile on$5$ the fire$0$ and close$1$ up the ranks; 084:422,13[D ]| this \was\ our best hour, you know ~ and all the more 084:422,14[D ]| that$3$ $K$Tishy, I see, is getting rid of her superfluities. 084:422,15[D ]| Here comes back$5$ old $B$Van," 084:422,15[' ]| she wound$1#1$ up, 084:422,15[D ]| "vanquished, 084:422,16[D ]| I judge$1$, in the attempt$0$ to$9$ divert $A$Nanda 084:422,17[D ]| from her prey. will$1$ not $A$Nanda sit with poor \us\?" 084:422,17[' ]| she 084:422,18[' ]| asked of $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ now, meeting$9$ $M$Mitchy in 084:422,19[' ]| range$0$ of the others, remained standing$1$ with him and 084:422,20[' ]| as at her commands. 084:422,21[B ]| "I did not of course$8$ ask her," 084:422,21[' ]| the young man 084:422,22[' ]| replied. 084:422,23[D ]| "Then what$6#2$ did you do?" 084:422,24[B ]| "I only took a little walk$0$." 084:422,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, on$4$ this, was woeful at $M$Mitchy. 084:422,25[D ]| "See 084:422,26[D ]| then what$6#1$ we have come to$4$. When did we ever ""walk$1$"" 084:422,27[D ]| in \your\ time save$3$ as a distinct part$0$ of the effect$0$ of our 084:422,28[D ]| good things? Please return$1$ to$4$ $A$Nanda," 084:422,28[' ]| she said to$4$ 084:422,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, 084:422,29[D ]| "and tell her I particularly wish$1$ her 084:422,30[D ]| to$9$ come in for$4$ this delightful evening's end$0$." 084:422,31[I ]| "She is joining us of herself now," 084:422,31[' ]| the $I$Duchess 084:422,32[' ]| noted, 084:422,32[I ]| "and so is $F$Mr%*Cashmore and so is $K$Tishy ~ 084:423,01[I ]| \9voyez\! ~ who$6#1$ has kept on$5$ ~ (bless her little bare 084:423,02[I ]| back$0$!) ~ no*one she ought not to$9$ keep. As nobody 084:423,03[I ]| else will$1$ now arrive it would be quite cosey if she 084:423,04[I ]| locked the door." 084:423,05[D ]| "But what$6#2$ on$4$ earth, my dear$2#1$ $I$Jane," 084:423,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 084:423,06[' ]| plaintively wondered, 084:423,06[D ]| "are you proposing we should 084:423,07[D ]| do?" 084:423,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, in her apprehension, had looked 084:423,09[' ]| expressively at their friends, but the eye of the 084:423,10[' ]| $I$Duchess wandered no$2$ further than $E$Harold and $G$Lady*Fanny. 084:423,11[I ]| "It would perhaps serve to$9$ keep that$6#2$ pair$0$ 084:423,12[I ]| a little longer from escaping together." 084:423,13[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook took a pause$0$ no$2$ greater. 084:423,13[D ]| "But would not 084:423,14[D ]| it be, as regards$3$ another pair$0$, locking the stable-door 084:423,15[D ]| after$4$ ~ what$6#2$ do you call$1$ it? Do not $N$Petherton and 084:423,16[D ]| $J$Aggie appear already to$9$ have escaped together? 084:423,17[D ]| $M$Mitchy, man, where in the world is your wife?" 084:423,18[I ]| "I quite grant you," 084:423,18[' ]| said the $I$Duchess gaily, 084:423,18[I ]| "that$3$ 084:423,19[I ]| my niece is wherever $N$Petherton is. This I am sure of, 084:423,20[I ]| for$3$ \there is\ a friendship, if you please, that$6#1$ has not 084:423,21[I ]| been interrupted. $N$Petherton is not gone, is he?" 084:423,21[' ]| she 084:423,22[' ]| asked in her turn$0$ of $M$Mitchy. 084:423,23[' ]| But again before$3$ he could speak it was taken up. 084:423,24[D ]| "$M$Mitchy is silent, $M$Mitchy is altered, $M$Mitchy is queer!" 084:423,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook proclaimed, while$9$ the new recruits to$4$ 084:423,26[' ]| the circle, $K$Tishy and $A$Nanda and $F$Mr%*Cashmore, 084:423,27[' ]| $G$Lady*Fanny and $E$Harold too$5#2$ after$4$ a minute$0$ and on$4$ 084:423,28[' ]| perceiving the movement of the others, ended by$4$ 084:423,29[' ]| enlarging it, with mutual accommodation and aid, 084:423,30[' ]| to$4$ a pleasant talkative ring$0$ in which$6#1$ the subject$0$ of 084:423,31[' ]| their companion's demonstration, on$4$ a low ottoman 084:423,32[' ]| and glaring in his odd way in almost all directions 084:424,01[' ]| at once, formed the conspicuous attractive centre$0$. 084:424,02[' ]| $K$Tishy was nearest $L$Mr%*Longdon, and $A$Nanda, still$5$ 084:424,03[' ]| flanked by$4$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore, between that$6#2$ gentleman 084:424,04[' ]| and his wife, who$6#1$ had $E$Harold on$4$ her other side$0$. 084:424,05[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham was neighboured by$4$ his son and 084:424,06[' ]| by$4$ $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ might easily have felt himself, 084:424,07[' ]| in spite$8$ of their separation and given, as it happened, 084:424,08[' ]| their places$0$ in the group, rather publicly confronted 084:424,09[' ]| with $L$Mr%*Longdon. 084:424,09[D ]| "Is his wife in the other room?" 084:424,10[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook now put to$4$ $K$Tishy. 084:424,11[' ]| $K$Tishy, after$4$ a stare about$5$, recovered the acuter 084:424,12[' ]| consciousness to$9$ account$1$ for$4$ this guest. 084:424,12[K ]| "Oh yes ~ 084:424,13[K ]| she is playing with him." 084:424,14[D ]| "But with whom$6#2$, dear$2#1$?" 084:424,15[K ]| "Why, with $N$Petherton. I thought$1$ you knew." 084:424,16[D ]| "Knew they are playing ~?" 084:424,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was 084:424,17[' ]| almost Socratic. 084:424,18[C ]| "The Missus is regularly wound$1#1$ up," 084:424,18[' ]| her husband 084:424,19[' ]| meanwhile, without resonance, observed to$4$ $B$Vanderbank. 084:424,20[' ]| 084:424,21[B ]| "Brilliant indeed!" 084:424,21[' ]| $B$Vanderbank replied. 084:424,22[C ]| "But she is rather naughty, you know," 084:424,22[' ]| $C$Edward 084:424,23[' ]| after$4$ a pause$0$ continued. 084:424,24[B ]| "Oh fiendish!" 084:424,24[' ]| his interlocutor said with a short$2$ 084:424,25[' ]| smothered laugh$0$ that$6#1$ might have represented for$4$ a 084:424,26[' ]| spectator a sudden$2$ start$0$ at such a flash of analysis 084:424,27[' ]| from such a quarter$0#1$. 084:424,28[' ]| When $B$Vanderbank's attention at any rate$0$ was free 084:424,29[' ]| again their hostess, assisted to$4$ the transition, was 084:424,30[' ]| describing the play$0$, as she had called it, of the 084:424,31[' ]| absentees. 084:424,31[K ]| "She has hidden a book and he is trying$1$ 084:424,32[K ]| to$9$ find it." 084:425,01[D ]| "Hide and seek? Why, is not it innocent, $M$Mitch!" 084:425,02[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook exclaimed. 084:425,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy, speaking for$4$ the first time, faced her with 084:425,04[' ]| extravagant gloom. 084:425,04[M ]| "Do you really think so$5#2$?" 084:425,05[I ]| "That is \her\ innocence!" 084:425,05[' ]| the $I$Duchess laughed to$4$ 084:425,06[' ]| him. 084:425,07[D ]| "And do not you suppose he has found it \yet\?" 084:425,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook pursued earnestly to$4$ $K$Tishy. 084:425,08[D ]| "Is not it 084:425,09[D ]| something we might \all\ play$1$ at if ~?" 084:425,09[' ]| on$4$ which$6#1$ 084:425,10[' ]| however, abruptly checking herself, she changed her 084:425,11[' ]| note$0$. 084:425,11[D ]| "$A$Nanda love$0#1$, please go and invite them to$9$ 084:425,12[D ]| join us." 084:425,13[' ]| $M$Mitchy, at this, on$4$ his ottoman, wheeled straight 084:425,14[' ]| round$9$ to$4$ the girl, who$6#1$ looked at him before$4$ speaking. 084:425,15[A ]| "I will$1$ go if $M$Mitchy tells me." 084:425,16[D ]| "But if he does fear$1$," 084:425,16[' ]| said her mother, 084:425,16[D ]| "that$3$ there 084:425,17[D ]| may$1$ be something in it ~?" 084:425,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy jerked back$5$ to$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook. 084:425,18[M ]| "Well$7$, you 084:425,19[M ]| see, I do not want$1$ to$9$ give way to$4$ my fear$0$. Suppose 084:425,20[M ]| there \should\ be something! Let me not know." 084:425,21[' ]| She dealt with him tenderly. 084:425,21[D ]| "I see. You could not 084:425,22[D ]| ~ so$5#1$ soon ~ bear$1$ it." 084:425,23[I ]| "Ah but, \9savez-vous\," 084:425,23[' ]| the $I$Duchess interposed with 084:425,24[' ]| some majesty, 084:425,23[I ]| "you are horrid!" 084:425,25[M ]| "Let them alone," $M$Mitchy continued. 084:425,25[M ]| "We do not 084:425,26[M ]| want$1$ at all events a general$2$ romp." 084:425,27[D ]| "Oh I thought$1$ just$9$ that$6#2$," 084:425,27[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 084:425,27[D ]| "was 084:425,28[D ]| what$6#1$ the $I$Duchess wished the door locked for$4$! Perhaps 084:425,29[D ]| moreover" 084:425,29[' ]| ~ she returned to$4$ $K$Tishy ~ 084:425,29[D ]| "he 084:425,30[D ]| has not yet found the book." 084:425,31[K ]| "He can not," 084:425,31[' ]| $K$Tishy said with simplicity. 084:425,32[D ]| "But why in the world ~?" 084:426,01[K ]| "You see she is sitting$1$ on$4$ it" 084:426,01[' ]| ~ $K$Tishy felt, it was 084:426,02[' ]| plain, the responsibility of explanation. 084:426,02[K ]| "So$3$ that$3$ 084:426,03[K ]| unless he pulls her off ~" 084:426,04[D ]| "He can not compass his desperate end$0$? Ah I hope$1$ 084:426,05[D ]| he will$1$ not pull her off!" 084:426,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook wonderfully murmured. 084:426,06[' ]| It was said in a manner that$6#1$ stirred the circle, 084:426,07[' ]| and unanimous laughter seemed already to$9$ have 084:426,08[' ]| crowned her invocation, lately uttered, to$4$ the social 084:426,09[' ]| spirit. 084:426,09[D ]| "But what$6#2$ in the world," 084:426,09[' ]| she pursued, 084:426,09[D ]| "is 084:426,10[D ]| the book selected for$4$ such a position? I hope$1$ it is not 084:426,11[D ]| a very big one." 084:426,12[F ]| "Oh are not the books that$6#1$ are sat upon," 084:426,12[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore 084:426,13[' ]| freely speculated, 084:426,13[F ]| "as a matter of course$8$ 084:426,14[F ]| the bad ones?" 084:426,15[E ]| "Not a bit as a matter of course$8$," 084:426,15[' ]| $E$Harold as freely 084:426,16[' ]| replied to$4$ him. 084:426,16[E ]| "They sit, all round$9$, nowadays ~ I 084:426,17[E ]| mean$1$ in the papers and places$0$ ~ on$4$ some awfully 084:426,18[E ]| good stuff. Why I myself read books that$6#1$ I could not 084:426,19[E ]| ~ upon my honour$0$ I would not risk$1$ it! ~ read out$5$ to$4$ 084:426,20[E ]| you here." 084:426,21[C ]| "What$7$ a pity$0$," 084:426,21[' ]| his father dropped with the special 084:426,22[' ]| shade of dryness that$6#1$ was all $C$Edward's own$2$, 084:426,22[C ]| "what$7$ 084:426,23[C ]| a pity$0$ you have not got one of your favourites to$9$ try 084:426,24[C ]| on$4$ us!" 084:426,25[' ]| $E$Harold looked about$5$ as if it might have been after$4$ 084:426,26[' ]| all a happy thought$0$. 084:426,26[E ]| "Well$7$, $A$Nanda is the only girl." 084:426,27[I ]| "And one's sister does not count," 084:426,27[' ]| said the $I$Duchess. 084:426,28[K ]| "It is just$9$ because the thing is bad," 084:426,28[' ]| $K$Tishy resumed 084:426,29[' ]| for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's more particular benefit, 084:426,30[K ]| "that$3$ $N$Lord*Petherton is trying$1$ to$9$ wrest it." 084:426,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's pale interest$0$ deepened. 084:426,31[D ]| "Then it is 084:426,32[D ]| a real hand-to-hand struggle$0$?" 084:427,01[K ]| "He says she shall not read it ~ she says she will$1$." 084:427,02[D ]| "Ah that is because ~ is not it, $I$Jane?" 084:427,02[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 084:427,03[' ]| appealed ~ 084:427,03[D ]| "he so$5#1$ long$9$ overlooked and advised her 084:427,04[D ]| in those matters. Does not he feel by$4$ this time ~ so$5#1$ 084:427,05[D ]| awfully clever as he is ~ the extraordinary way she 084:427,06[D ]| has come out$5$?" 084:427,07[E ]| """By$4$ this time""?" 084:427,07[' ]| $E$Harold echoed. 084:427,07[E ]| "Dearest 084:427,08[E ]| mummy, you are too$5#1$ sweet. It is only about$5$ ten weeks 084:427,09[E ]| ~ is not it, $M$Mitch? You do not mind$1$ my saying that$6#2$, 084:427,10[E ]| I hope$1$," 084:427,10[' ]| he solicitously added. 084:427,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy had his back$0$ to$4$ him and, bending it a little, 084:427,12[' ]| sat with head$0$ dropped and knees pressing his hands 084:427,13[' ]| together. 084:427,13[M ]| "I do not mind$1$ any*one's saying anything." 084:427,14[E ]| "Lord$7$, are you already past$9$ that$6#2$?" 084:427,14[' ]| $E$Harold sociably 084:427,15[' ]| laughed. 084:427,16[D ]| "He used$1#2$ to$9$ vibrate to$4$ everything. My dear$2#1$ man, 084:427,17[D ]| what$6#2$ \is\ the matter?" 084:427,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook demanded. 084:427,17[D ]| "Does 084:427,18[D ]| it all move$1$ too$5#1$ fast for$4$ you?" 084:427,19[F ]| "Mercy on$4$ us, what$6#2$ \are\ you talking about$4$? That is 084:427,20[F ]| what$6#1$ \I\ want$1$ to$9$ know!" 084:427,20[' ]| $F$Mr%*Cashmore vivaciously 084:427,21[' ]| declared. 084:427,22[E ]| "Well$7$, she \has\ gone at a pace$0$ ~ if $M$Mitchy does not 084:427,23[E ]| mind$1$," 084:427,23[' ]| $E$Harold interposed in the tone of tact and 084:427,24[' ]| taste. 084:427,24[E ]| "But then do not they always ~ I mean$1$ when 084:427,25[E ]| they are like$9$ $J$Aggie and they once get loose ~ go at a 084:427,26[E ]| pace$0$? That is what$6#1$ \I\ want$1$ to$9$ know. I do not suppose 084:427,27[E ]| mother did, nor $K$Tishy, nor the $I$Duchess," 084:427,27[' ]| he communicated 084:427,28[' ]| to$4$ the rest$0#1$; 084:427,28[E ]| "but mother and $K$Tishy and 084:427,29[E ]| the $I$Duchess, it strikes me, must either have been of 084:427,30[E ]| the school that$6#1$ knew, do not you know? a deuce 084:427,31[E ]| of a deal$0#2$ before$5$, or of the type that$6#1$ takes it all more 084:427,32[E ]| quietly after$5$." 084:428,01[D ]| "I think a woman can only speak for$4$ herself. \I\ 084:428,02[D ]| took it all quietly enough both before$5$ and after$5$," 084:428,02[' ]| said 084:428,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook. Then she addressed to$4$ $F$Mr%*Cashmore 084:428,04[' ]| with a small formal nod$0$ one of her lovely wan smiles. 084:428,05[D ]| "What$6#1$ I am talking about$4$, \9s'il*vous*plai^t\, is marriage." 084:428,06[D ]| 084:428,07[I ]| "I wonder$1$ if you know," 084:428,07[' ]| the $I$Duchess broke out$5$ on$4$ 084:428,08[' ]| this, 084:428,08[I ]| "how silly you all sound$1$! When did it ever, in 084:428,09[I ]| any society that$6#1$ could call$1$ itself decently ""good,"" not 084:428,10[I ]| make$1$ a difference that$3$ an innocent young creature, 084:428,11[I ]| a flower tended and guarded, should find from one 084:428,12[I ]| day to$4$ the other her whole$2$ consciousness changed? 084:428,13[I ]| People pull long$9$ faces and look$1$ wonderful looks$0$ and 084:428,14[I ]| punch each other, in your English fashion$0$, in the 084:428,15[I ]| sides, and say to$4$ each other in corners that$3$ my poor 084:428,16[I ]| darling has ""come out$5$."" \9Je*crois*bien\, she has come 084:428,17[I ]| out$5$! I married her ~ I do not mind$1$ saying it now 084:428,18[I ]| ~ exactly that$3$ she \should\ come out$5$, and I should 084:428,19[I ]| be mightily ashamed of every*one concerned if she 084:428,20[I ]| had not. I did not marry her, I give you to$9$ believe, 084:428,21[I ]| that$3$ she should stay$1$ ""in,"" and if any of you think to$9$ 084:428,22[I ]| frighten $M$Mitchy with it I imagine you will$1$ do so$5#2$ as 084:428,23[I ]| little as you frighten \me\. If it has taken her a very 084:428,24[I ]| short$2$ time ~ as $E$Harold so$5#1$ vividly puts it ~ to$4$ which$6#1$ 084:428,25[I ]| of you did I ever pretend, I should like$1$ to$9$ know, that$3$ 084:428,26[I ]| it would take her a very long$9$ one? I dare$1#2$ say there 084:428,27[I ]| are girls it would have taken longer, just$9$ as there are 084:428,28[I ]| certainly others who$6#1$ would not have required so$5#1$ much 084:428,29[I ]| as an hour. It surely is not news to$4$ you that$3$ if some 084:428,30[I ]| young persons among us all are very stupid and others 084:428,31[I ]| very wise, \my\ dear$2#1$ child was never either, but only 084:428,32[I ]| perfectly bred and deliciously clever. Ah \that$6#2$\ ~ 084:429,01[I ]| rather! If she is so$5#1$ clever that$3$ you do not know what 084:429,02[I ]| to$9$ do with her it is scarcely \her\ fault. But add to$4$ it 084:429,03[I ]| that$3$ $M$Mitchy is very kind$2$, and you have the whole$2$ 084:429,04[I ]| thing. What$6#2$ more do you want$1$?" 084:429,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, who$6#1$ looked immensely struck, replied 084:429,06[' ]| with the promptest sympathy, yet as if there might 084:429,07[' ]| have been an alternative. 084:429,07[D ]| "I do not think" 084:429,07[' ]| ~ and her 084:429,08[' ]| eyes appealed to$4$ the others ~ 084:429,08[D ]| "that$3$ we want$1$ \any\ 084:429,09[D ]| more, do we? than the whole$2$ thing." 084:429,10[C ]| "Gracious, I should hope$1$ not!" 084:429,10[' ]| her husband 084:429,11[' ]| remarked as privately as before$5$ to$4$ $B$Vanderbank. 084:429,12[C ]| "$I$Jane ~ for$4$ a mixed company ~ does go into it." 084:429,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, for$4$ a minute$0$ and with a special short$2$ 084:429,14[' ]| arrest, took in the circle. 084:429,14[B ]| "Should you call$1$ us ""mixed""? 084:429,15[B ]| There is only \one\ girl." 084:429,16[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham glanced at his daughter. 084:429,17[C ]| "Yes, but I wish$1$ there were more." 084:429,18[B ]| "\Do\ you?" 084:429,18[' ]| And $B$Vanderbank's laugh$0$ at this odd 084:429,19[' ]| view$0$ covered for$4$ a little, the rest$0#1$ of the talk$0$. But 084:429,20[' ]| when he again began to$9$ follow no$2$ victory had yet 084:429,21[' ]| been snatched. 084:429,22[' ]| It was $D$Mrs%*Brook naturally who$6#1$ rattled the 084:429,23[' ]| standard. 084:429,23[D ]| "When you say, dearest, that$3$ we do not 084:429,24[D ]| know what$6#1$ to$9$ ""do"" with $J$Aggie's cleverness, do you 084:429,25[D ]| quite allow for$4$ the way we bow$1$ down$5$ before$4$ it and 084:429,26[D ]| worship it? I do not quite see what$6#1$ else we ~ in here 084:429,27[D ]| ~ can do with it, even$5$ though we \have\ gathered that$3$, 084:429,28[D ]| just$9$ over there, $N$Petherton is finding for$4$ it a different 084:429,29[D ]| application. We can only each in our way do our 084:429,30[D ]| best. Do not therefore succumb, $I$Jane, to$4$ the delusive 084:429,31[D ]| charm$0$ of a grievance. There would be nothing in it. 084:429,32[D ]| You have not got one. The beauty of the life that$6#1$ so$5#1$ 084:430,01[D ]| many of us have so$5#1$ long$9$ led together" 084:430,01[' ]| ~ and she 084:430,02[' ]| showed that$3$ it was for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon she more particularly 084:430,03[' ]| brought this out$5$ ~ 084:430,03[D ]| "is precisely that$3$ nobody 084:430,04[D ]| has even$5$ had one. Nobody has dreamed of it ~ 084:430,05[D ]| it would have been such a rough false note$0$, a note$0$ of 084:430,06[D ]| violence out$8$ of all keeping$0$. Did \you\ ever hear of one, 084:430,07[D ]| $B$Van? Did you, my poor $M$Mitchy? But you see for$4$ 084:430,08[D ]| yourselves," 084:430,08[' ]| she wound$1#1$ up with a sigh$0$ and before$3$ 084:430,09[' ]| either could answer$1$, 084:430,09[D ]| "how inferior we have become 084:430,10[D ]| when we have even$5$ in our defence to$9$ assert such 084:430,11[D ]| things." 084:430,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy, who$6#1$ for$4$ a while$0$ past$9$ had sat gazing at the 084:430,13[' ]| floor, now raised his good natural$2$ goggles and 084:430,14[' ]| stretched his closed mouth to$4$ its widest. 084:430,14[M ]| "Oh I 084:430,15[M ]| think we are pretty$5$ good still$5$!" 084:430,15[' ]| he then replied. 084:430,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook indeed appeared, after$4$ a pause$0$ and 084:430,17[' ]| addressing herself again to$4$ $K$Tishy, to$9$ give a reluctant 084:430,18[' ]| illustration of it, coming back$5$ as from an excursion of 084:430,19[' ]| the shortest to$4$ the question$0$ momentarily dropped. 084:430,20[D ]| "I am bound to$9$ say ~ all the more you know ~ that$3$ 084:430,21[D ]| I do not quite see what$6#1$ $J$Aggie may not now read." 084:430,22[' ]| Suddenly, however, her look$0$ at their informant took 084:430,23[' ]| on$5$ an anxiety. 084:430,23[D ]| "Is the book you speak of something 084:430,24[D ]| \very\ awful?" 084:430,25[' ]| $K$Mrs%*Grendon, with so$5#1$ much these past$9$ minutes 084:430,26[' ]| to$9$ have made her so$5#2$, was at last$0$ visibly more present$9$. 084:430,27[K ]| "That is what$6#1$ $N$Lord*Petherton says of it. From what 084:430,28[K ]| he knows of the author." 084:430,29[D ]| "So$3$ that$3$ he wants$1$ to$9$ keep her ~?" 084:430,30[K ]| "Well$7$, from trying$1$ it first. I think he wants$1$ to$9$ see 084:430,31[K ]| if it is good for$4$ her." 084:430,32[I ]| "That is one of the most charming \9soins\, I think," 084:431,01[' ]| the $I$Duchess said, 084:431,01[I ]| "that$6#1$ a gentleman may$1$ render a 084:431,02[I ]| young woman to$4$ whom$6#1$ he desires to$9$ be useful. I 084:431,03[I ]| will$1$ not say that$3$ $N$Petherton always knows how good a 084:431,04[I ]| book may$1$ be, but I would trust$1$ him any day to$9$ say how 084:431,05[I ]| bad." 084:431,06[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$ had sat throughout silent and 084:431,07[' ]| still$2$, quitted his seat at this and evidently in so$5#2$ doing, 084:431,08[' ]| gave $D$Mrs%*Brook as much occasion$0$ as she required. 084:431,09[' ]| She also got up and her movement brought to$4$ her 084:431,10[' ]| view$0$ at the door of the further room something that$6#1$ 084:431,11[' ]| drew from her a quick$2$ exclamation. 084:431,11[D ]| "He can tell us 084:431,12[D ]| now then ~ for$3$ here they come!" 084:431,12[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton, 084:431,13[' ]| arriving with animation and followed so$5#1$ swiftly by$4$ 084:431,14[' ]| his young companion that$3$ she presented herself as 084:431,15[' ]| pursuing him, shook triumphantly over his head$0$ a 084:431,16[' ]| small volume in blue paper. There was a general$2$ 084:431,17[' ]| movement at the sight of them, and by$4$ the time they 084:431,18[' ]| had rejoined their friends the company, pushing back$5$ 084:431,19[' ]| seats and causing a variety of mute expression 084:431,20[' ]| smoothly to$9$ circulate, was pretty$5$ well$9$ on$4$ its feet. 084:431,21[D ]| "See ~ he \has\ pulled her off!" 084:431,21[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 084:431,22[' ]| Little $J$Aggie, to$4$ whom$6#1$ plenty of pearls were singularly 084:431,23[' ]| becoming$2$, met it as pleasant sympathy. 084:431,24[J ]| "Yes, and it was a \real\ pull. But of course$8$," 084:431,24[' ]| she 084:431,25[' ]| continued with the prettiest humour and as if $D$Mrs%*Brook 084:431,26[' ]| would quite understand, 084:431,26[J ]| "from the moment 084:431,27[J ]| one has a persons's nails, and almost his teeth, in 084:431,28[J ]| one's flesh ~!" 084:431,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook's sympathy passed, however, with no$2$ 084:431,30[' ]| great ease$0$ from $J$Aggie's pearls to$4$ her other charms; 084:431,31[' ]| fixing the former indeed so$5#1$ markedly that$3$ $E$Harold had 084:431,32[' ]| a quick$2$ word about$4$ it for$4$ $G$Lady*Fanny. 084:431,32[E ]| "When poor 084:432,01[E ]| mummy thinks, you know, that$3$ $A$Nanda might have 084:432,02[E ]| had them ~!" 084:432,03[' ]| $G$Lady*Fanny's attention, for$4$ that$6#2$ matter, had 084:432,04[' ]| resisted them as little. 084:432,04[G ]| "Well$7$, I dare$1#2$ say that$3$ if I had 084:432,05[G ]| wanted \I\ might!" 084:432,06[E ]| "Lord$7$ ~ \could\ you have stood him?" 084:432,06[' ]| the young 084:432,07[' ]| man returned. 084:432,07[E ]| "But I believe women can stand$1$ anything!" 084:432,08[' ]| he profoundly concluded. His mother meanwhile, 084:432,09[' ]| recovering herself, had begun to$9$ ejaculate on$4$ 084:432,10[' ]| the prints in $J$Aggie's arms, and he was then diverted 084:432,11[' ]| from the sense of 084:432,11@e | what$6#1$ he "personally," 084:432,11[' ]| as he would 084:432,12[' ]| have said, 084:432,12@e | could not have stood, 084:432,12[' ]| by$4$ a glance$0$ at $N$Lord*Petherton's 084:432,13[' ]| trophy, for$4$ which$6#1$ he made a prompt$2$ 084:432,14[' ]| grab. 084:432,14[E ]| "The bone of contention?" 084:432,14[' ]| $N$Lord*Petherton 084:432,15[' ]| had let it go and $E$Harold remained arrested by$4$ the 084:432,16[' ]| cover. 084:432,16[E ]| "Why blest if it has not $B$Van's name$0$!" 084:432,17[D ]| "$B$Van's?" 084:432,17[' ]| ~ his mother was near$9$ enough to$9$ effect$1$ 084:432,18[' ]| her own$2$ snatch, after$4$ which$6#1$ she swiftly faced the 084:432,19[' ]| proprietor of the volume. 084:432,19[D ]| "Dear$2#1$ man, it is the last$2$ 084:432,20[D ]| thing you lent me! But I do not think," 084:432,20[' ]| she added, 084:432,21[' ]| turning$1$ to$4$ $K$Tishy, 084:432,21[D ]| "that$3$ I ever passed such a production 084:432,22[D ]| on$5$ to$4$ \you\." 084:432,23[J ]| "It was just$9$ seeing $B$Mr%*Van's hand," 084:432,23[' ]| $J$Aggie conscientiously 084:432,24[' ]| explained, 084:432,24[J ]| "that$6#1$ made me think one was 084:432,25[J ]| free ~!" 084:432,26[D ]| "But it is not $B$Mr%*Van's hand!" 084:432,26[' ]| ~ $D$Mrs%*Brook 084:432,27[' ]| quite smiled at the error. She thrust the book straight 084:432,28[' ]| at $L$Mr%*Longdon. 084:432,28[D ]| "\Is\ that$6#2$ $B$Mr%*Van's hand?" 084:432,29[' ]| Holding the disputed object$0$, which$6#1$ he had put on$5$ 084:432,30[' ]| his nippers to$9$ glance$1$ at, he presently, without speaking, 084:432,31[' ]| looked over these aids straight at $A$Nanda, who$6#1$ 084:432,32[' ]| looked as straight back$5$ at him. 084:432,32[A ]| "It was I who$6#1$ wrote 084:433,01[A ]| $B$Mr%*Van's name$0$." 084:433,01[' ]| The girl's eyes were on$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 084:433,02[' ]| but her words as for$4$ the company. 084:433,02[A ]| "I brought 084:433,03[A ]| the book here from Buckingham*Crescent and left$1$ it 084:433,04[A ]| by$4$ accident in the other room." 084:433,05[D ]| "By$4$ accident, my dear$2#1$," 084:433,05[' ]| her mother replied, 084:433,05[D ]| "I do 084:433,06[D ]| quite hope$1$. But what$6#2$ on$4$ earth did you bring it for$4$? 084:433,07[D ]| It is too$5#1$ hideous." 084:433,08[' ]| $A$Nanda seemed to$9$ wonder$1$. 084:433,08[A ]| "Is it?" 084:433,08[' ]| she murmured. 084:433,09[D ]| "Then you have not read it?" 084:433,10[' ]| She just$9$ hesitated. 084:433,10[A ]| "One hardly knows now, I 084:433,11[A ]| think, what$6#1$ is and what$6#1$ is not." 084:433,12[K ]| "She brought it only for$4$ \me\ to$9$ read," 084:433,12[' ]| $K$Tishy gravely 084:433,13[' ]| interposed. 084:433,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook looked strange. 084:433,14[D ]| "$A$Nanda \recommended\ 084:433,15[D ]| it?" 084:433,16[K ]| "Oh no$7$ ~ the contrary$0$." 084:433,16[' ]| $K$Tishy, as if scared by$4$ 084:433,17[' ]| so$5#1$ much publicity, floundered a little. 084:433,17[K ]| "She only told 084:433,18[K ]| me ~" 084:433,19[D ]| "The awful subject$0$?" 084:433,19[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook wailed. 084:433,20[' ]| There was so$5#1$ deepening an echo of the drollery of 084:433,21[' ]| this last$2$ passage that$3$ it was a minute$0$ before$4$ $B$Vanderbank 084:433,22[' ]| could be heard saying: 084:433,22[B ]| "The responsibility is 084:433,23[B ]| wholly mine$6$ for$4$ setting the beastly thing in motion. 084:433,24[B ]| Still$5$," 084:433,24[' ]| he added good-humouredly and as to$9$ minimise 084:433,25[' ]| if not the cause at least the consequence, 084:433,25[B ]| "I think 084:433,26[B ]| I agree with $A$Nanda that$3$ it is no$2$ worse than anything 084:433,27[B ]| else." 084:433,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had recovered the volume from $L$Mr%*Longdon's 084:433,29[' ]| relaxed hand and now, without another 084:433,30[' ]| glance$0$ at it, held it behind her with an unusual air of 084:433,31[' ]| firmness. 084:433,31[D ]| "Oh how can you say that$6#2$, my dear$2#1$ man, 084:433,32[D ]| of anything so$5#1$ revolting?" 084:434,01[' ]| The discussion kept them for$4$ the instant$0$ well$9$ face$0$ 084:434,02[' ]| to$4$ face$0$. 084:434,02[B ]| "Then did \you\ read it?" 084:434,03[' ]| She debated, jerking the book into the nearest 084:434,04[' ]| empty$2$ chair, where $F$Mr%*Cashmore quickly pounced 084:434,05[' ]| on$4$ it. 084:434,05[D ]| "Was not it for$4$ that$6#2$ you brought it me?" 084:434,05[' ]| she 084:434,06[' ]| demanded. Yet before$3$ he could answer$1$ she again 084:434,07[' ]| challenged her child. 084:434,07[D ]| "Have you read this work$0$, 084:434,08[D ]| $A$Nanda?" 084:434,09[A ]| "Yes mamma." 084:434,10[F ]| "Oh I say!" 084:434,10[' ]| cried $F$Mr%*Cashmore, hilarious and 084:434,11[' ]| turning$1$ the leaves$0$. 084:434,12[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had by$4$ this time ceremoniously approached 084:434,13[' ]| $K$Tishy. 084:434,13[L ]| "Good-night." 091:437,01[D ]| "I think then you had better$9$ wait," 091:437,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook said, 091:437,02[D ]| "till I see if he has gone;" 091:437,02[' ]| and on$4$ the arrival the 091:437,03[' ]| next moment of the servants with the tea she was able to$9$ 091:437,04[' ]| put her question$0$. 091:437,04[D ]| "Is $F$Mr%*Cashmore still$5$ with $A$Miss*Brookenham?" 091:437,05[D ]| 091:437,06[P ]| "No$7$, ma'am," 091:437,06[' ]| the footman replied. 091:437,06[P ]| "I let $F$Mr%*Cashmore 091:437,07[P ]| out$5$ five minutes ago." 091:437,08[' ]| $B$Vanderbank showed for$4$ the next short$2$ time by$4$ his 091:437,09[' ]| behaviour what$6#1$ he felt at not yet being$1$ free to$9$ act$1$ on$4$ 091:437,10[' ]| this; moving pointlessly about$4$ the room while$9$ the 091:437,11[' ]| servants arranged the tea-table and taking no$2$ trouble$0$ 091:437,12[' ]| to$9$ make$1$, for$4$ appearance, any other talk$0$. $D$Mrs%*Brook, 091:437,13[' ]| on$4$ her side$0$, took so$5#1$ little that$3$ the silence$0$ ~ which$6#1$ 091:437,14[' ]| their temporary companions had all the effect$0$ of 091:437,15[' ]| keeping$1$ up by$4$ conscious dawdling ~ became precisely 091:437,16[' ]| one of those precious lights for$4$ the circle belowstairs 091:437,17[' ]| which$6#1$ people fondly fancy$1$ they have not kindled 091:437,18[' ]| when they have not spoken. But $B$Vanderbank spoke 091:437,19[' ]| again as soon as the door was closed. 091:437,19[B ]| "Does he 091:437,20[B ]| run$1$ in and out$5$ that$6#2$ way without even$5$ speaking to$4$ 091:437,21[B ]| \you\?" 091:437,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook turned away from the fire$0$ that$6#1$, late in 091:437,23[' ]| May$0$, was the only charm$0$ of the crude cold$2$ afternoon. 091:437,24[D ]| "One would like$1$ to$9$ draw the curtains, would not one? 091:437,25[D ]| and gossip in the glow of the hearth." 091:437,26[B ]| "Oh ""gossip""!" 091:437,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank wearily said as he 091:437,27[' ]| came to$4$ her pretty$2$ table. 091:438,01[' ]| In the act$0$ of serving him she checked herself. 091:438,01[D ]| "You 091:438,02[D ]| would not rather have it with \her\?" 091:438,03[' ]| He balanced a moment. 091:438,03[B ]| "Does she have a tea of 091:438,04[B ]| her own$2$?" 091:438,05[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ to$9$ say you do not know?" 091:438,05[' ]| ~ $D$Mrs%*Brook 091:438,06[' ]| asked it with surprise$0$. 091:438,06[D ]| "Such ignorance of 091:438,07[D ]| what$6#1$ I do for$4$ her does tell, I think, the tale of how 091:438,08[D ]| you have lately treated us." 091:438,09[B ]| "In not coming for$4$ so$5#1$ long$9$?" 091:438,10[D ]| "For$4$ more weeks, for$4$ more months than I can 091:438,11[D ]| count. Scarcely since ~ when was it? ~ the end$0$ of 091:438,12[D ]| January, that$6#2$ night of $K$Tishy's dinner." 091:438,13[B ]| "Yes, that$6#2$ awful night." 091:438,14[D ]| "Awful, you call$1$ it?" 091:438,15[B ]| "Awful." 091:438,16[D ]| "Well$7$, the time without you," 091:438,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook returned, 091:438,17[D ]| "has been so$5#1$ bad that$3$ I am afraid I have lost the impression 091:438,18[D ]| of anything before$5$." 091:438,18[' ]| Then she offered the 091:438,19[' ]| tea to$4$ his choice$0$. 091:438,19[D ]| "\Will$1$\ you have it upstairs?" 091:438,20[' ]| He received the cup. 091:438,20[B ]| "Yes, and here too$5#2$." 091:438,20[' ]| After$4$ 091:438,21[' ]| which$6#1$ he said nothing again till, first pouring in milk 091:438,22[' ]| to$9$ cool$1$ it, he had drunk his tea down$5$. 091:438,22[B ]| "That is not 091:438,23[B ]| literally true, you know. I \have\ been in." 091:438,24[D ]| "Yes, but always with other people ~ you managed 091:438,25[D ]| it somehow; the wrong$2$ ones. It has not counted." 091:438,26[B ]| "Ah in one way and another I think everything 091:438,27[B ]| counts. And you forget I have dined." 091:438,28[D ]| "Oh ~ for$4$ once!" 091:438,29[B ]| "The once you asked me. So$3$ do not spoil the 091:438,30[B ]| beauty of your own$2$ behaviour by$4$ mistimed reflexions. 091:438,31[B ]| You have been, as usual, superior$2$." 091:438,32[D ]| "Ah but there has been no$2$ beauty in it. There has 091:439,01[D ]| been nothing," 091:439,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook went on$5$, 091:439,01[D ]| "but bare bleak 091:439,02[D ]| recognition, the curse of my hideous intelligence. 091:439,03[D ]| We have fallen to$4$ pieces, and at least I am not such a 091:439,04[D ]| fool as not to$9$ have felt it in time. From the moment 091:439,05[D ]| one did feel it why should one insist on$4$ vain forms? 091:439,06[D ]| If \you\ felt it, and were so$5#1$ ready to$9$ drop$1$ them, my 091:439,07[D ]| part$0$ was what$6#1$ it has always been ~ to$9$ accept the 091:439,08[D ]| inevitable. We shall never grow together again. The 091:439,09[D ]| smash was too$5#1$ great." 091:439,10[' ]| $B$Vanderbank for$4$ a little said nothing; then at last$0$: 091:439,11[B ]| "You ought to$9$ know how great!" 091:439,12[' ]| Whatever had happened her lovely look$0$ here survived 091:439,13[' ]| it. 091:439,13[D ]| "I?" 091:439,14[B ]| "The smash," 091:439,14[' ]| he replied, 091:439,14[B ]| "was indeed as complete$2$, 091:439,15[B ]| I think, as your intention. Each of the ""pieces"" testifies 091:439,16[B ]| to$4$ your success. Five minutes did it." 091:439,17[' ]| She appeared to$9$ wonder$1$ where he was going. 091:439,17[D ]| "But 091:439,18[D ]| surely not \my\ minutes. Where have you discovered 091:439,19[D ]| that$3$ I made $M$Mitchy's marriage?" 091:439,20[B ]| "$M$Mitchy's marriage has nothing to$9$ do with it." 091:439,21[D ]| "I see." 091:439,21[' ]| She had the old interest$0$ at least still$5$ at 091:439,22[' ]| their service. 091:439,22[D ]| "You think we might have survived 091:439,23[D ]| that$6#2$." 091:439,23[' ]| A new thought$0$ of it seemed to$9$ glimmer. 091:439,23[D ]| "I am 091:439,24[D ]| bound to$9$ say $M$Mitchy's marriage promises$1$ elements." 091:439,25[B ]| "You did it that$6#2$ night at $K$Mrs%*Grendon's." 091:439,25[' ]| He 091:439,26[' ]| spoke as if he had not heard her. 091:439,26[B ]| "It was a wonderful 091:439,27[B ]| performance. You pulled us down$5$ ~ just$9$ closing 091:439,28[B ]| with each of the great columns in its turn$0$ ~ as $Z2$Samson 091:439,29[B ]| pulled down$5$ the temple. I was at the time more or 091:439,30[B ]| less bruised and buried and did not in the agitation 091:439,31[B ]| and confusion fully understand what$6#1$ had happened. 091:439,32[B ]| But I understand now." 091:440,01[D ]| "Are you very sure?" 091:440,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook earnestly asked. 091:440,02[B ]| "Well$7$, I am stupid compared with you, but you 091:440,03[B ]| see I have taken my time. I have puzzled it out$5$. I have 091:440,04[B ]| laid awake$2$ on$4$ it: all the more that$3$ I have had to$9$ do it 091:440,05[B ]| all myself ~ with the $M1$Mitchys in Italy and Greece. 091:440,06[B ]| I have missed his aid." 091:440,07[D ]| "You will$1$ have it now," 091:440,07[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook kindly said. 091:440,08[D ]| "They are coming back$5$." 091:440,09[B ]| "And when do they arrive?" 091:440,10[D ]| "Any day, I believe." 091:440,11[B ]| "Has he written you?" 091:440,12[D ]| "No$7$," 091:440,12[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook ~ 091:440,12[D ]| "there it is. That is just$9$ 091:440,13[D ]| the way we have fallen to$4$ pieces. But you will$1$ of course$8$ 091:440,14[D ]| have heard something." 091:440,15[B ]| "Never a word." 091:440,16[D ]| "Ah then it is complete$2$." 091:440,17[' ]| $B$Vanderbank thought$1$ a moment. 091:440,17[B ]| "Not quite, is it? 091:440,18[B ]| ~ I mean$1$ it will$1$ not be altogether unless he has not 091:440,19[B ]| written to$4$ $A$Nanda." 091:440,20[D ]| "Then \has\ he?" 091:440,20[' ]| ~ she was keen again. 091:440,21[B ]| "Oh I am assuming. Do not \you\ know?" 091:440,22[D ]| "How should I?" 091:440,23[' ]| This too$5#2$ he turned over. 091:440,23[B ]| "Just$9$ as a consequence 091:440,24[B ]| of your having, at $K$Tishy's, so$5#1$ abruptly and wonderfully 091:440,25[B ]| tackled the question$0$ that$6#1$ a few days later, 091:440,26[B ]| as I afterwards gathered, was to$9$ be crowned with 091:440,27[B ]| a measure$0$ of success not yet exhausted. Why, in 091:440,28[B ]| other words ~ if it was to$9$ know so$5#1$ little about$4$ her 091:440,29[B ]| and to$9$ get no$2$ nearer to$4$ her ~ did you bring about$5$ 091:440,30[B ]| $A$Nanda's return$0$?" 091:440,31[' ]| There was a clear$2$ reason$0$, her face$0$ said, if she could 091:440,32[' ]| only remember it. 091:440,32[D ]| "Why did I ~?" 091:440,32[' ]| Then as catching 091:441,01[' ]| a light$0$: 091:441,01[D ]| "Fancy$1$ your asking me ~ at this time 091:441,02[D ]| of day!" 091:441,03[B ]| "Ah you \have\ noticed that$3$ I have not asked before$5$? 091:441,04[B ]| However," 091:441,04[' ]| $B$Van promptly added, 091:441,04[B ]| "I know well$9$ 091:441,05[B ]| enough what$6#1$ you notice$1$. $A$Nanda has not mentioned 091:441,06[B ]| to$4$ you whether or no$2$ she has heard?" 091:441,07[D ]| "Absolutely not. But you do not suppose, I take it, 091:441,08[D ]| that$3$ it was to$9$ pry into her affairs I called her in." 091:441,09[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, on$4$ this,lighted for$4$ the first time with 091:441,10[' ]| a laugh$0$. 091:441,10[B ]| """Called her in""? How I like$1$ your expressions!" 091:441,11[B ]| 091:441,12[D ]| "I do then, in spite$8$ of all," 091:441,12[' ]| she eagerly asked, 091:441,12[D ]| "remind 091:441,13[D ]| you a little of the \9bon*temps\? Ah," 091:441,13[' ]| she sighed, 091:441,14[D ]| "I do not say anything good now. But of course$8$ I see 091:441,15[D ]| $I$Jane ~ though not so$5#1$ often either. It is from $I$Jane 091:441,16[D ]| I have heard of what$6#1$ she calls$1$ her ""young things."" It 091:441,17[D ]| seems so$5#1$ odd to$9$ think of $M$Mitchy as a young thing. 091:441,18[D ]| He is as old as all time, and his wife, who$6#1$ the other 091:441,19[D ]| day was about$5$ six, is now practically about$5$ forty. 091:441,20[D ]| And I also saw $N$Petherton," 091:441,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook added, 091:441,20[D ]| "on$4$ 091:441,21[D ]| his return$0$." 091:441,22[B ]| "His return$0$ from where?" 091:441,23[D ]| "Why he was with them at Corfu, Malta, Cyprus 091:441,24[D ]| ~ I do not know where; yachting, spending $M$Mitchy's 091:441,25[D ]| money, ""larking,"" he called it ~ I do not know what$6#1$. 091:441,26[D ]| He was with them for$4$ weeks." 091:441,27[B ]| "Till $I$Jane, you mean$1$, called him in?" 091:441,28[D ]| "I think it must have been that$6#2$." 091:441,29[B ]| "Well$7$, that is better$9$," 091:441,29[' ]| said $B$Van, 091:441,29[B ]| "than if $M$Mitchy 091:441,30[B ]| had had to$9$ call$1$ him out$5$." 091:441,31[D ]| "Oh $M$Mitchy ~!" 091:441,31[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook comprehensively 091:441,32[' ]| sounded. 091:442,01[' ]| Her visitor quite assented. 091:442,01[B ]| "Is not he amazing?" 091:442,02[B ]| 091:442,03[D ]| "Unique." 091:442,04[' ]| He had a short$2$ pause$0$. 091:442,04[B ]| "But what$6#2$ is she up to$4$?" 091:442,05[' ]| It was apparently for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook a question$0$ of such 091:442,06[' ]| variety of application that$3$ she brought out$5$ experimentally: 091:442,07[D ]| "$I$Jane?" 091:442,08[B ]| "Dear$7$ no$7$. I think we have fathomed ""$I$Jane,"" have not 091:442,09[B ]| we?" 091:442,10[D ]| "Well$7$," 091:442,10[' ]| mused $D$Mrs%*Brook, 091:442,10[D ]| "I am by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ 091:442,11[D ]| sure \I\ have. Just$9$ of late I have had a new sense!" 091:442,12[B ]| "Yes, of what$6#2$ now?" 091:442,12[' ]| $B$Van amusedly put it as she 091:442,13[' ]| held the note$0$. 091:442,14[D ]| "Oh of depths below depths. But poor $I$Jane ~ of 091:442,15[D ]| course$8$ after$4$ all she is human. She is beside$4$ herself 091:442,16[D ]| with one thing and another, but she can not in any 091:442,17[D ]| consistency show$1$ it. She took her stand$0$ so$5#2$ on$4$ having 091:442,18[D ]| with $N$Petherton's aid formed $J$Aggie for$4$ a \9femme*charmante\ ~!" 091:442,19[D ]| 091:442,20[B ]| "That$3$ it is too$5#1$ late to$9$ cry$1$ out$5$ that$3$ $N$Petherton's aid 091:442,21[B ]| can now be dispensed with? Do you mean$1$ then that$3$ 091:442,22[B ]| he \is\ such a brute that$3$ after$4$ all $M$Mitchy has done for$4$ 091:442,23[B ]| him ~?" 091:442,23[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, at the rising image, pulled up 091:442,24[' ]| in easy disgust$0$. 091:442,25[D ]| "I think him quite capable of considering with a 091:442,26[D ]| magnificent insolence of selfishness that$3$ what$6#1$ $M$Mitchy 091:442,27[D ]| has \most\ done will$1$ have been to$9$ make$1$ $J$Aggie accessible 091:442,28[D ]| in a way that$6#1$ ~ for$4$ decency and delicacy of course$8$, 091:442,29[D ]| things on$4$ which$6#1$ $N$Petherton highly prides himself ~ 091:442,30[D ]| she could naturally not be as a girl. Her marriage has 091:442,31[D ]| simplified it." 091:442,32[' ]| $B$Vanderbank took it all in. 091:442,32[B ]| """Accessible"" is good! 091:443,01[B ]| Then ~ which$6#1$ was what$6#1$ I intended just$9$ now ~ 091:443,02[B ]| $J$Aggie has already become so$5#2$?" 091:443,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, however, could as yet in fairness only 091:443,04[' ]| wonder$1$. 091:443,04[D ]| "That is just$9$ what$6#1$ I am dying to$9$ see." 091:443,05[' ]| Her companion smiled at it. 091:443,05[B ]| """Even$5$ in our ashes 091:443,06[B ]| live their wonted fires""! But what$6#2$ do you make$1$, in 091:443,07[B ]| such a box, of poor $M$Mitchy himself? His marriage can 091:443,08[B ]| scarcely to$4$ such an extent have simplified \him\." 091:443,09[' ]| It was something, none the less, that$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook 091:443,10[' ]| had to$9$ weigh. 091:443,10[D ]| "I do not know. I give up. The thing 091:443,11[D ]| was of a strangeness!" 091:443,12[' ]| Her friend also paused, and it was as if for$4$ a little 091:443,13[' ]| on$4$ either side$0$ of a gate on$4$ which$6#1$ they might have had 091:443,14[' ]| their elbows, they remained looking at each other 091:443,15[' ]| over it and over what$6#1$ was unsaid between them. 091:443,15[B ]| "It 091:443,16[B ]| \was\ ""rum""!" 091:443,16[' ]| he at last$0$ merely dropped. 091:443,17[' ]| It was scarce for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook, all the same ~ she 091:443,18[' ]| seemed to$9$ feel after$4$ a moment ~ to$9$ surround the matter 091:443,19[' ]| with an excess of silence$0$. 091:443,19[D ]| "He did what$6#1$ a man 091:443,20[D ]| does ~ especially in that$6#2$ business ~ when he does not 091:443,21[D ]| do what$6#1$ he wants$1$." 091:443,22[B ]| "Do you mean$1$ what$6#1$ somebody else wanted?" 091:443,23[D ]| "Well$7$, what$6#1$ he himself \did not\. And if he is unhappy," 091:443,24[' ]| she went on$5$, 091:443,24[D ]| "he will$1$ know whom$6#1$ to$9$ pitch into." 091:443,25[B ]| "Ah," 091:443,25[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank, 091:443,25[B ]| "even$5$ if he is he will$1$ not be 091:443,26[B ]| the man to$4$ what$6#1$ you might call$1$ ""vent"" it on$4$ her. He will$1$ 091:443,27[B ]| seek compensations elsewhere and will$1$ not mind$1$ any 091:443,28[B ]| ridicule$0#1$ ~!" 091:443,29[D ]| "Whom$6#2$ are you speaking of as ""her""?" 091:443,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 091:443,30[' ]| asked as on$4$ feeling$1$ that$3$ something in her face$0$ 091:443,31[' ]| had made him stop$1$. 091:443,31[D ]| "I was not referring," 091:443,31[' ]| she explained, 091:443,32[D ]| "to$4$ his wife." 091:444,01[B ]| "Oh!" 091:444,01[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank. 091:444,02[D ]| "$J$Aggie does not matter," 091:444,02[' ]| she went on$5$. 091:444,03[B ]| "Oh!" 091:444,03[' ]| he repeated. 091:444,03[B ]| "You meant the $I$Duchess?" 091:444,04[' ]| he then threw off. 091:444,05[D ]| "Do not be silly!" 091:444,05[' ]| she rejoined. 091:444,05[D ]| "He \may$1$\ not 091:444,06[D ]| become unhappy ~ God grant \not\!" 091:444,06[' ]| she developed. 091:444,07[D ]| "But if he does he will$1$ take it out$8$ of $A$Nanda." 091:444,08[' ]| $B$Van appeared to$9$ challenge this. 091:444,08[B ]| """Take it out$8$"" of 091:444,09[B ]| her?" 091:444,10[D ]| "Well$7$, want$1$ to$9$ know, as some American asked me 091:444,11[D ]| the other day of somebody, what$6#1$ she is ""going to$9$ do"" 091:444,12[D ]| about$4$ it." 091:444,13[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ had remained on$4$ his feet stood 091:444,14[' ]| still$2$ at this for$4$ a longer time than at anything yet. 091:444,15[B ]| "But what$6#2$ \can\ she ""do"" ~?" 091:444,16[D ]| "That is again just$9$ what$6#1$ I am curious to$9$ see." 091:444,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 091:444,17[' ]| then spoke with a glance$0$ at the clock. 091:444,17[D ]| "But 091:444,18[D ]| if you do not go up to$4$ her ~!" 091:444,19[B ]| "My notion of seeing her alone may$1$ be defeated 091:444,20[B ]| by$4$ her coming down$5$ on$4$ learning that$3$ I am here?" 091:444,21[' ]| He had taken out$5$ his watch$0$. 091:444,21[B ]| "I will$1$ go in a moment. 091:444,22[B ]| But, as a light$0$ on$4$ that$6#2$ danger, would \you\, in the circumstances, 091:444,23[B ]| come down$5$?" 091:444,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, however, could for$4$ light$0$ only look$1$ 091:444,25[' ]| darkness. 091:444,25[D ]| "Oh you do not love$1$ \me\!" 091:444,26[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, still$5$ with his watch$0$, stared then as 091:444,27[' ]| an alternative at the fire$0$. 091:444,27[B ]| "You have not yet told 091:444,28[B ]| me you know, if $F$Mr%*Cashmore now comes \every\ 091:444,29[B ]| day." 091:444,30[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ man, how can I say? You have just$9$ your 091:444,31[D ]| occasion$0$ to$9$ find out$5$." 091:444,32[B ]| "From \her\, you mean$1$?" 091:445,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook hesitated. 091:445,01[D ]| "Unless you prefer the footman. 091:445,02[D ]| Must I again remind you that$3$, with her own$2$ 091:445,03[D ]| sitting-room and one of the men, in addition to$4$ 091:445,04[D ]| her maid, wholly at her orders$0#1$, her independence is 091:445,05[D ]| ideal?" 091:445,06[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, who$6#1$ appeared to$9$ have been timing 091:445,07[' ]| himself, put up his watch$0$. 091:445,07[B ]| "I am bound to$9$ say then 091:445,08[B ]| that$3$ with separations so$5#2$ established I understand less 091:445,09[B ]| than ever your unforgettable explosion." 091:445,10[D ]| "Ah you come back$5$ to$4$ that$6#2$?" 091:445,10[' ]| she wearily asked. 091:445,11[D ]| "And you find it, with all you have to$9$ think about$4$, 091:445,12[D ]| unforgettable?" 091:445,13[B ]| "Oh but there was a wild light$0$ in your eye ~!" 091:445,14[D ]| "Well$7$," 091:445,14[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook said, 091:445,14[D ]| "you see it now quite 091:445,15[D ]| gone out$5$." 091:445,15[' ]| She had spoken more sadly than sharply, 091:445,16[' ]| but her impatience had the next moment a flicker. 091:445,17[D ]| "I called $A$Nanda in because I wanted to$9$." 091:445,18[B ]| "Precisely; but what$6#1$ I do not make$1$ out$5$, you see, is 091:445,19[B ]| what$6#1$ you have since gained by$4$ it." 091:445,20[D ]| "You mean$1$ she only hates me the more?" 091:445,21[' ]| $B$Van's impatience, in the movement with which$6#1$ 091:445,22[' ]| he turned from her, had a flare still$5$ sharper. 091:445,22[B ]| "You 091:445,23[B ]| know I am incapable of meaning$1$ anything of the 091:445,24[B ]| sort." 091:445,25[' ]| She waited a minute$0$ while$9$ his back$0$ was presented. 091:445,26[D ]| "I sometimes think in effect$0$ that$3$ you are incapable 091:445,27[D ]| of anything straightforward." 091:445,28[' ]| $B$Vanderbank's movement had not been to$4$ the door, 091:445,29[' ]| but he almost reached it after$4$ giving her, on$4$ this, a 091:445,30[' ]| hard look$0$. He then stopped short$2$, however, to$9$ stare 091:445,31[' ]| an instant$0$ still$5$ more fixedly into the hat he held in his 091:445,32[' ]| hand; the consequence of which$6#1$ in turn$0$ was that$3$ he 091:446,01[' ]| the next minute$0$ stood again before$4$ her chair. 091:446,01[B ]| "Do not 091:446,02[B ]| you call$1$ it straightforward of me just$9$ not to$9$ have come 091:446,03[B ]| for$4$ so$5#1$ long$9$?" 091:446,04[' ]| She had again to$9$ take time to$9$ say. 091:446,04[D ]| "Is that$6#2$ an 091:446,05[D ]| allusion to$4$ what$6#1$ ~ by$4$ the loss of your beautiful presence ~ 091:446,06[D ]| I have failed to$9$ ""gain""? I dare$1#2$ say at any 091:446,07[D ]| rate$0$" 091:446,01[' ]| ~ she gave him no$2$ time to$9$ reply$1$ ~ 091:446,01[D ]| "that$3$ you 091:446,08[D ]| feel you are quite as straightforward as I and that$3$ 091:446,09[D ]| we are neither of us creatures of mere rash impulse. 091:446,10[D ]| There was a time in fact, was not there? when we 091:446,11[D ]| rather enjoyed each other's dim depths. If I wanted 091:446,12[D ]| to$9$ fawn on$4$ you," 091:446,12[' ]| she went on$5$, 091:446,12[D ]| "I might say that$3$ 091:446,13[D ]| with such a comrade in obliquity to$9$ wind and double$1$ 091:446,14[D ]| about$5$ with, I would risk$1$ losing myself in the mine$0$. But 091:446,15[D ]| why retort or recriminate? Let us not, for$4$ God's 091:446,16[D ]| sake, be vulgar ~ we have not yet, bad as it is, come 091:446,17[D ]| to$4$ \that$6#2$\. I \can\ be, no$2$ doubt$0$ ~ I some day \must\ be: 091:446,18[D ]| I feel it looming at me out$8$ of the awful future as an 091:446,19[D ]| inevitable fate. But let it be for$4$ when I am old and 091:446,20[D ]| horrible; not an hour before$5$. I do want$1$ to$9$ live a 091:446,21[D ]| little even$5$ yet. So$3$ you ought to$9$ let me off easily ~ 091:446,22[D ]| even$5$ as I let you." 091:446,23[B ]| "Oh I know," 091:446,23[' ]| said $B$Vanderbank handsomely, 091:446,24[B ]| "that$3$ there are things you do not put to$4$ me! You 091:446,25[B ]| show$1$ a tact!" 091:446,26[D ]| "There it is. And I like$1$ much better$9$," 091:446,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 091:446,27[' ]| went on$5$, 091:446,27[D ]| "our speaking of it as delicacy than as 091:446,28[D ]| duplicity. If you understand, it is so$5#1$ much saved." 091:446,29[B ]| "What$6#1$ I always understand more than anything 091:446,30[B ]| else," 091:446,30[' ]| he returned, 091:446,30[B ]| "is the general$2$ truth that$3$ you are 091:446,31[B ]| prodigious." 091:446,32[' ]| It was perhaps a little as relapse from tension that$3$ 091:447,01[' ]| she had nothing against that$6#2$. 091:447,01[D ]| "As for$4$ instance$0$ when 091:447,02[D ]| it \would\ be so$5#1$ easy ~!" 091:447,03[B ]| "Yes, to$9$ take up what$6#1$ lies$1$ there, you yet so$5#1$ splendidly 091:447,04[B ]| abstain." 091:447,05[D ]| "You literally press$1$ upon me my opportunity? 091:447,06[D ]| It is \you\ who$6#1$ are splendid!" 091:447,06[' ]| she rather strangely 091:447,07[' ]| laughed. 091:447,08[B ]| "Do not you at least want$1$ to$9$ say," 091:447,08[' ]| he went on$5$ 091:447,09[' ]| with a slight$2$ flush, 091:447,09[B ]| "what$6#1$ you \most\ obviously and 091:447,10[B ]| naturally might?" 091:447,11[' ]| Appealed to$4$ on$4$ the question$0$ of underlying desire$0$, 091:447,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook went through$4$ the decent form$0$ of appearing 091:447,13[' ]| to$9$ try to$9$ give it the benefit of any doubt$0$. 091:447,13[D ]| "Do not 091:447,14[D ]| I want$1$, you mean$1$, to$9$ find out$5$ before$3$ you go up what$6#1$ 091:447,15[D ]| \you\ want$1$? Shall you be too$5#1$ disappointed," 091:447,15[' ]| she 091:447,16[' ]| asked, 091:447,16[D ]| "if I say that$3$, since I shall probably learn, 091:447,17[D ]| as we used$1#2$ to$9$ be told as chidren, ""all in good time,"" 091:447,18[D ]| I can wait till the light$0$ comes out$8$ of itself?" 091:447,19[' ]| $B$Vanderbank still$5$ lingered. 091:447,19[B ]| "You \are\ deep!" 091:447,20[D ]| "You have only to$9$ be deeper." 091:447,21[B ]| "That is easy to$9$ say. I am afraid at any rate$0$ you 091:447,22[B ]| will$1$ not think I am," 091:447,22[' ]| he pursued after$4$ a pause$0$, 091:447,22[B ]| "if I 091:447,23[B ]| ask you what$6#2$ in the world ~ since $E$Harold does keep 091:447,24[B ]| $G$Lady*Fanny so$5#1$ quiet$2$ ~ $F$Cashmore still$5$ requires 091:447,25[B ]| $A$Nanda's direction for$4$." 091:447,26[D ]| "Ah find out$5$!" 091:447,26[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 091:447,27[B ]| "Is not $H$Mrs%*Donner quite shelved?" 091:447,28[D ]| "Find out$5$," 091:447,28[' ]| she repeated. 091:447,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank had reached the door and had his 091:447,30[' ]| hand on$4$ the latch, but there was still$5$ something else. 091:447,31[B ]| "You scarce suppose, I imagine, that$3$ she has come 091:447,32[B ]| to$9$ like$1$ him ""for$4$ himself""?" 091:448,01[D ]| "Find out$5$!" 091:448,01[' ]| And $D$Mrs%*Brook, who$6#1$ was now on$4$ her 091:448,02[' ]| feet, turned away. 091:448,03[' ]| He watched her a moment more, then checked 091:448,04[' ]| himself and left$1$ her. 092:449,01[' ]| She remained alone ten minutes, at the end$0$ of which$6#1$ 092:449,02[' ]| her reflexions ~ they would have been seen to$9$ be 092:449,03[' ]| deep ~ were interrupted by$4$ the entrance of her husband. 092:449,04[' ]| The interruption was indeed not so$5#1$ great as 092:449,05[' ]| if the couple had not met, as they almost invariably 092:449,06[' ]| met, in silence$0$: she took at all events, to$9$ begin with, 092:449,07[' ]| no$2$ more account$0$ of his presence than to$9$ hand him 092:449,08[' ]| a cup of tea accompanied with nothing but cream and 092:449,09[' ]| sugar. Her having no$2$ word for$4$ him, however, committed 092:449,10[' ]| her no$2$ more to$9$ implying that$3$ he had come 092:449,11[' ]| in only for$4$ his refreshment than it would have committed 092:449,12[' ]| her to$9$ say: 092:449,12@d | "Here it is, $C$Edward dear$2#1$ ~ just$9$ 092:449,13@d | as you like$1$ it; so$3$ take it and sit down$5$ and be quiet$2$." 092:449,14[' ]| No$2$ spectator worth his salt could have seen them 092:449,15[' ]| more than a little together without feeling$1$ how everything 092:449,16[' ]| that$6#1$, under his eyes or not, she either did or 092:449,17[' ]| omitted, rested on$4$ a profound acquaintance with his 092:449,18[' ]| ways. They formed, $C$Edward's ways, a chapter by$4$ 092:449,19[' ]| themselves, of which$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook was completely 092:449,20[' ]| mistress and in respect$0$ to$4$ which$6#1$ the only drawback 092:449,21[' ]| was that$3$ a part$0$ of her credit$0$ was by$4$ the nature of the 092:449,22[' ]| case predestined to$9$ remain obscure. So$5#1$ many of 092:449,23[' ]| them were so$5#1$ queer that$3$ no*one but she \could\ know 092:449,24[' ]| them, and know thereby into what$6#1$ crannies her 092:449,25[' ]| reckoning had to$9$ penetrate. It was one of them for$4$ 092:449,26[' ]| instance$0$ that$3$ if he was often most silent when most 092:449,27[' ]| primed with matter, so$3$ when he had nothing to$9$ say 092:450,01[' ]| he was always silent too$5#2$ ~ a peculiarity misleading, 092:450,02[' ]| until mastered, for$4$ a lady who$6#1$ could have allowed 092:450,03[' ]| in the latter case for$4$ almost any variety of remark$0$. 092:450,04[C ]| "What$6#2$ do you think," 092:450,04[' ]| he said at last$0$, 092:450,04[C ]| "of his turning$1$ 092:450,05[C ]| up to-day?" 092:450,06[D ]| "Of old $B$Van's?" 092:450,07[C ]| "Oh has \he\ turned up?" 092:450,08[D ]| "Half an hour ago, and asking almost in his first 092:450,09[D ]| breath for$4$ $A$Nanda. I sent him up to$4$ her and he is 092:450,10[D ]| with her now." 092:450,10[' ]| If $C$Edward had his ways she had also 092:450,11[' ]| some of her own$2$; one of which$6#1$, in talk$0$ with him, if 092:450,12[' ]| talk$0$ it could be called, was never to$9$ produce anything 092:450,13[' ]| till the need$0$ was marked. She had thus a card or two 092:450,14[' ]| always in reserve$0$, for$3$ it was her theory that$3$ she never 092:450,15[' ]| knew what$6#1$ might happen. It nevertheless did occur 092:450,16[' ]| that$3$ he sometimes went, as she would have called it, 092:450,17[' ]| one better$9$. 092:450,18[C ]| "He is not with her now. I have just$9$ been with 092:450,19[C ]| her." 092:450,20[D ]| "Then he did not go up?" 092:450,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was immensely 092:450,21[' ]| interested. 092:450,21[D ]| "He left$1$ me, you know, to$9$ do 092:450,22[D ]| so$5#2$." 092:450,23[C ]| "Know ~ how should I know? I left$1$ her five 092:450,24[C ]| minutes ago." 092:450,25[D ]| "Then he went out$5$ without seeing her." 092:450,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 092:450,26[' ]| took it in. 092:450,26[D ]| "He changed his mind$0$ out$5$ there 092:450,27[D ]| on$4$ the stairs." 092:450,28[C ]| "Well$7$," 092:450,28[' ]| said $C$Edward, 092:450,28[C ]| "it will$1$ not be the first mind$0$ 092:450,29[C ]| that$6#1$ has been changed there. It is about$5$ the only 092:450,30[C ]| thing a man can change$1$." 092:450,31[D ]| "Do you refer particularly to$4$ \my\ stairs?" 092:450,31[' ]| she 092:450,32[' ]| asked with her whimsical woe. But meanwhile she 092:451,01[' ]| had taken it in. 092:451,01[D ]| "Then whom$6#2$ were you speaking 092:451,02[D ]| of?" 092:451,03[C ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon is coming to$4$ tea with her. She has 092:451,04[C ]| had a note$0$." 092:451,05[D ]| "But when did he come to$4$ town?" 092:451,06[C ]| "Last$2$ night, I believe. The note$0$, an hour or two 092:451,07[C ]| ago, announced him ~ brought by$4$ hand and hoping 092:451,08[C ]| she would be at home." 092:451,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook thought$1$ again. 092:451,09[D ]| "I am glad she is. He is 092:451,10[D ]| too$5#1$ sweet. By$4$ hand! ~ it must have been so$5#2$ he sent 092:451,11[D ]| them to$4$ mamma. He would not for$4$ the world wire." 092:451,12[C ]| "Oh $A$Nanda has often wired to$4$ \him\," 092:451,12[' ]| her father 092:451,13[' ]| returned. 092:451,14[D ]| "Then she ought to$9$ be ashamed of herself. But 092:451,15[D ]| how," 092:451,15[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 092:451,15[D ]| "do you know?" 092:451,16[C ]| "Oh I know when we are in a thing like$9$ this." 092:451,17[D ]| "Yet you complain of her want$0$ of intimacy with 092:451,18[D ]| you! It turns$1$ out$5$ that$3$ you are as thick as thieves." 092:451,19[' ]| $C$Edward looked at this charge$0$ as he looked at all 092:451,20[' ]| old friends, without a sign ~ to$9$ call$1$ a sign ~ of recognition. 092:451,21[C ]| "I do not know of whose$6#1$ want$0$ of intimacy 092:451,22[C ]| with me I have ever complained. There is not much 092:451,23[C ]| more of it, that$6#1$ I can see, that$6#1$ any of them could put 092:451,24[C ]| on$5$. What$6#2$ do you suppose I would have them do? If I on$4$ 092:451,25[C ]| my side$0$ do not get very far I may$1$ have alluded to$4$ 092:451,26[C ]| \that$6#2$\." 092:451,27[D ]| "Oh but you do," 092:451,27[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook declared. 092:451,27[D ]| "You 092:451,28[D ]| think you do not, but you get very far indeed. You are 092:451,29[D ]| always, as I said just$9$ now, bringing out$5$ something 092:451,30[D ]| that$6#1$ you have got somewhere." 092:451,31[C ]| "Yes, and seeing you flare up at it. What$6#1$ I bring 092:451,32[C ]| out$5$ is only what$6#1$ they tell me." 092:452,01[' ]| This limitation offered, however, for$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brook no$2$ 092:452,02[' ]| difficulty. 092:452,02[D ]| "Ah but it seems to$4$ me that$3$ with the 092:452,03[D ]| things people nowadays tell one ~! What$6#2$ more do 092:452,04[D ]| you want$1$?" 092:452,05[C ]| "Well$7$" 092:452,05[' ]| ~ and $C$Edward from his chair regarded 092:452,06[' ]| the fire$0$ a while$0$ ~ 092:452,06[C ]| "the difference must be in what$6#1$ 092:452,07[C ]| they tell \you\." 092:452,08[D ]| "Things that$6#1$ are better$9$?" 092:452,09[C ]| "Yes ~ worse. I dare$1#2$ say," 092:452,09[' ]| he went on$5$, 092:452,09[C ]| "what$6#1$ 092:452,10[C ]| I give them ~" 092:452,11[D ]| "Is not as bad as what$6#1$ I do? Oh we must each do 092:452,12[D ]| our best. But when I hear from you," 092:452,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 092:452,13[' ]| pursued, 092:452,13[D ]| "that$3$ $A$Nanda had ever permitted herself 092:452,14[D ]| anything so$5#1$ dreadful as to$9$ wire to$4$ him, it comes over 092:452,15[D ]| me afresh that$3$ \I\ would have been the perfect$2$ one to$9$ 092:452,16[D ]| deal$1$ with him if his detestation of me had not prevented." 092:452,17[' ]| She was by$4$ this time also ~ but on$4$ her 092:452,18[' ]| feet ~ before$4$ the fire$0$, into which$6#1$, like$9$ her husband, 092:452,19[' ]| she gazed. 092:452,19[D ]| "\I\ would never have wired. I would have 092:452,20[D ]| gone in for$4$ little delicacies and odd things she has 092:452,21[D ]| never thought$1$ of." 092:452,22[C ]| "Oh she does not go in for$4$ what$6#1$ you do," 092:452,22[' ]| $C$Edward 092:452,23[' ]| assented. 092:452,24[D ]| "She is as bleak as a chimney-top when the fire is 092:452,25[D ]| out$5$, and if it had not been after$4$ all for$4$ mamma ~!" 092:452,26[' ]| And she lost herself again in the reasons of things. 092:452,27[' ]| Her husband's silence$0$ seemed to$9$ mark$1$ for$4$ an 092:452,28[' ]| instant$0$ a deference to$4$ her allusion, but there was 092:452,29[' ]| a limit even$5$ to$4$ this combination. 092:452,29[C ]| "You make$1$ your 092:452,30[C ]| mother, I think, keep it up pretty$5$ well$9$. But if she 092:452,31[C ]| \had not\, as you say, done so$5#2$ ~?" 092:452,32[D ]| "Why we should not have been anywhere." 092:453,01[C ]| "Well$7$, where are we now? That is what$6#1$ \I\ want$1$ to$9$ 092:453,02[C ]| know." 092:453,03[' ]| Following her own$2$ train she had at first no$2$ heed for$4$ 092:453,04[' ]| his question$0$. 092:453,04[D ]| "Without his hatred he would have 092:453,05[D ]| liked me." 092:453,05[' ]| But she came back$5$ with a sigh$0$ to$4$ the 092:453,06[' ]| actual. 092:453,06[D ]| "No$2$ matter. We must deal$1$ with what$6#1$ we have 092:453,07[D ]| got." 092:453,08[C ]| "What$6#2$ \have\ we got?" 092:453,08[' ]| $C$Edward continued. 092:453,09[' ]| Again with no$2$ ear for$4$ his question$0$ his wife turned 092:453,10[' ]| away, only however, after$4$ taking a few vague steps, 092:453,11[' ]| to$9$ approach$1$ him with new decision. 092:453,11[D ]| "If $L$Mr%*Longdon is 092:453,12[D ]| due$2$ will$1$ you do me a favour$0$? Will$1$ you go back$5$ 092:453,13[D ]| to$4$ $A$Nanda ~ before$3$ he arrives ~ and let her know, 092:453,14[D ]| though not of course$8$ as from \me\, that$3$ $B$Van has been 092:453,15[D ]| here half an hour, has had it put well$9$ before$4$ him 092:453,16[D ]| that$3$ she is up there and at liberty, and has left$1$ the 092:453,17[D ]| house without seeing her?" 092:453,18[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham made no$2$ motion. 092:453,18[C ]| "You 092:453,19[C ]| do not like$1$ better$9$ to$9$ do it yourself?" 092:453,20[D ]| "If I liked better$9$," 092:453,20[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 092:453,20[D ]| "I would have 092:453,21[D ]| already done it. The way to$9$ make$1$ it not come from 092:453,22[D ]| me is surely not for$4$ me to$9$ give it to$4$ her. Besides, 092:453,23[D ]| I want$1$ to$9$ be here to$9$ receive him first." 092:453,24[C ]| "Then can not she know it afterwards?" 092:453,25[D ]| "After$3$ $L$Mr%*Longdon has gone? The whole$2$ point$0$ 092:453,26[D ]| is that$3$ she should know it in time to$9$ let \him\ know it." 092:453,27[' ]| $C$Edward still$5$ communed with the fire$0$. 092:453,27[C ]| "And what$6#2$ is 092:453,28[C ]| the point$0$ of \that$6#2$\?" 092:453,28[' ]| Her impatience, which$6#1$ visibly 092:453,29[' ]| increased, carried her away again, and by$4$ the time 092:453,30[' ]| she reached the window he had launched another 092:453,31[' ]| question$0$. 092:453,31[C ]| "Are you in such a hurry$0$ she should know 092:453,32[C ]| that$3$ $B$Van does not want$1$ her?" 092:454,01[D ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ a hurry$0$ when I have waited nearly 092:454,02[D ]| a year? $A$Nanda may$1$ know or not as she likes ~ may$1$ 092:454,03[D ]| know whenever: if she does not know pretty$5$ well$9$ by$4$ 092:454,04[D ]| this time she is too$5#1$ stupid for$4$ it to$9$ matter. My only 092:454,05[D ]| pressure is for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. She will$1$ have it there 092:454,06[D ]| for$4$ him when he arrives." 092:454,07[C ]| "You mean$1$ she will$1$ make$1$ haste to$9$ tell him?" 092:454,08[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook raised her eyes a moment to$4$ some 092:454,09[' ]| upper immensity. 092:454,09[D ]| "She will$1$ mention$1$ it." 092:454,10[' ]| Her husband on$4$ the other hand, his legs outstretched, 092:454,11[' ]| looked straight at the toes of his boots. 092:454,12[C ]| "Are you very sure?" 092:454,12[' ]| Then as he remained without 092:454,13[' ]| an answer$0$: 092:454,13[C ]| "Why should she if he has not told \her\?" 092:454,14[D ]| "Of the way I so$5#1$ long$9$ ago let you know that$3$ he had 092:454,15[D ]| put the matter to$4$ $B$Van? It is not out$5$ between them in 092:454,16[D ]| words, no$2$ doubt$0$; but I fancy$1$ that$3$ for$4$ things to$9$ pass$1$ 092:454,17[D ]| they have not to$9$ dot their i's quite so$5#1$ much, my dear$2#1$, 092:454,18[D ]| as we two. Without a syllable said to$4$ her she is yet 092:454,19[D ]| aware in every fibre of her little being$0$ of what$6#1$ has 092:454,20[D ]| taken place$1$." 092:454,21[' ]| $C$Edward gave a still$5$ longer space to$4$ taking this in. 092:454,22[C ]| "Poor little thing!" 092:454,23[D ]| "Does she strike you as so$5#1$ poor," 092:454,23[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 092:454,24[' ]| asked, 092:454,24[D ]| "with so$5#1$ awfully much done for$4$ her?" 092:454,25[C ]| "Done by$4$ whom$6#2$?" 092:454,26[' ]| It was as if she had not heard the question$0$ that$3$ she 092:454,27[' ]| spoke again. 092:454,27[D ]| "She has got what$6#1$ every woman, young 092:454,28[D ]| or old, wants$1$." 092:454,29[C ]| "Really?" 092:454,30[' ]| $C$Edward's tone was of wonder$0$, but she simply went 092:454,31[' ]| on$5$: 092:454,31[D ]| "She has got a man of her own$2$." 092:454,32[C ]| "Well$7$, but if he is the wrong$2$ one?" 092:455,01[D ]| "Do you call$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon so$5#1$ very wrong$2$? I wish$1$," 092:455,02[' ]| she declared with a strange sigh$0$, 092:455,02[D ]| "that$3$ \I\ had had 092:455,03[D ]| a $L$Mr%*Longdon!" 092:455,04[C ]| "I wish$1$ very much you had. I would not have taken 092:455,05[C ]| it like$9$ $B$Van." 092:455,06[D ]| "Oh it took $B$Van," 092:455,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook replied, 092:455,06[D ]| "to$9$ put 092:455,07[D ]| \them\ where they are." 092:455,08[C ]| "But where \are\ they? That is exactly it. In these 092:455,09[C ]| three months, for$4$ instance$0$," 092:455,09[' ]| $C$Edward demanded, 092:455,10[C ]| "how has their connexion profited?" 092:455,11[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook turned it over. 092:455,11[D ]| "Profited which$6#2$?" 092:455,12[C ]| "Well$7$, one cares$1$ most for$4$ one's child." 092:455,13[D ]| "Then she has become for$4$ him what$6#1$ we have most 092:455,14[D ]| hoped her to$9$ be ~ an object$0$ of compassion still$5$ more 092:455,15[D ]| marked." 092:455,16[C ]| "Is that$6#2$ what$6#1$ you have hoped her to$9$ be?" 092:455,17[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook was obviously so$5#1$ lucid for$4$ herself that$3$ 092:455,18[' ]| her renewed expression of impatience had plenty of 092:455,19[' ]| point$0$. 092:455,19[D ]| "How can you ask after$4$ seeing what$6#1$ I did ~" 092:455,20[C ]| "That$6#2$ night at $K$Mrs%*Grendon's? Well$7$, it is the 092:455,21[C ]| first time I \have\ asked it." 092:455,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had a silence$0$ more pregnant. 092:455,22[D ]| "It is for$4$ 092:455,23[D ]| being$1$ with \us\ that$3$ he pities her." 092:455,24[' ]| $C$Edward thought$1$. 092:455,24[C ]| "With me too$5#2$?" 092:455,25[D ]| "Not so$5#1$ much ~ but still$5$ you help$1$." 092:455,26[C ]| "I thought$1$ you thought$1$ I did not ~ that$6#2$ night." 092:455,27[D ]| "At $K$Tishy's? Oh you did not matter," 092:455,27[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook. 092:455,28[D ]| "Everything, every*one helps. $E$Harold distinctly" 092:455,29[' ]| ~ she seemed to$9$ figure it all out$5$ ~ 092:455,29[D ]| "and 092:455,30[D ]| even$5$ the poor children, I dare$1#2$ say, a little. Oh but 092:455,31[D ]| every*one" 092:455,31[' ]| ~ she warmed to$4$ the vision ~ 092:455,31[D ]| "it is perfect$2$. 092:455,32[D ]| $I$Jane immensely, \9par*exemple\. Almost all the 092:456,01[D ]| others who$6#1$ come to$4$ the house. $F$Cashmore, $H$Carrie 092:456,02[D ]| $K$Tishy, $G$Fanny ~ bless their hearts all! ~ each in 092:456,03[D ]| their degree." 092:456,04[' ]| $C$Edward*Brookenham had under the influence$0$ of 092:456,05[' ]| this demonstration gradually risen from his seat, and 092:456,06[' ]| as his wife approached that$6#2$ part$0$ of her process which$6#1$ 092:456,07[' ]| might be expected$1$ to$9$ furnish the proof he placed himself 092:456,08[' ]| before$4$ her with his back$0$ to$4$ the fire$0$. 092:456,08[C ]| "And $M$Mitchy, 092:456,09[C ]| I suppose?" 092:456,10[' ]| But he was out$5$. 092:456,10[D ]| "No$7$. $M$Mitchy is different." 092:456,11[' ]| He wondered. 092:456,11[C ]| "Different?" 092:456,12[D ]| "Not a help$0$. Quite a drawback." 092:456,12[' ]| Then as his 092:456,13[' ]| face$0$ told how these \were\ involutions, 092:456,13[D ]| "You need not 092:456,14[D ]| understand, but you can believe me," 092:456,14[' ]| she added. 092:456,15[D ]| "The one who$6#1$ does most is of course$8$ $B$Van himself." 092:456,16[' ]| It was a statement by$4$ which$6#1$ his failure to$9$ apprehend 092:456,17[' ]| was not diminished, and she completed her operation. 092:456,18[D ]| "By$4$ not liking her." 092:456,19[' ]| $C$Edward's gloom, on$4$ this, was not quite blankness, 092:456,20[' ]| yet it was dense. 092:456,20[C ]| "Do you like$1$ his not liking her?" 092:456,21[D ]| "Dear$7$ no$7$. No$2$ better$9$ than \he\ does." 092:456,22[C ]| "And he does not ~?" 092:456,23[D ]| "Oh he hates it." 092:456,24[C ]| "Of course$8$ I have not asked him," 092:456,24[' ]| $C$Edward appeared 092:456,25[' ]| to$9$ say more to$4$ himself than to$4$ his wife. 092:456,26[D ]| "And of course$8$ \I\ have not," 092:456,26[' ]| she returned ~ not 092:456,27[' ]| at all in this case, plainly, for$4$ herself. 092:456,27[D ]| "But I know 092:456,28[D ]| it. He would like$1$ her if he could, but he can not. That$6#2$," 092:456,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook wound$1#1$ up, 092:456,29[D ]| "is what$6#1$ makes it sure." 092:456,30[' ]| There was at last$0$ in $C$Edward's gravity a positive 092:456,31[' ]| pathos. 092:456,31[C ]| "Sure he will$1$ not propose?" 092:456,32[D ]| "Sure $L$Mr%*Longdon will$1$ not now throw$1$ her over." 092:457,01[C ]| "Of course$8$ if it \is\ sure ~" 092:457,02[D ]| "Well$7$?" 092:457,03[C ]| "Why, it is. But of course$8$ if it is not ~" 092:457,04[D ]| "Well$7$?" 092:457,05[C ]| "Why, she will$1$ not have anything. Anything but 092:457,06[C ]| \us\," 092:457,06[' ]| he continued to$9$ reflect. 092:457,06[C ]| "Unless, you know, 092:457,07[C ]| you are working it on$4$ a certainty ~!" 092:457,08[D ]| "That is just$9$ what$6#1$ I \am\ working it on$4$. I did nothing 092:457,09[D ]| till I knew I was safe." 092:457,10[C ]| """Safe""?" 092:457,10[' ]| he ambiguously echoed while$9$ on$4$ this their 092:457,11[' ]| eyes met longer. 092:457,12[D ]| "Safe. I knew he would stick." 092:457,13[C ]| "But how did you know $B$Van would not?" 092:457,14[D ]| "No$2$ matter ""how"" ~ but better$9$ still$5$. He has not 092:457,15[D ]| stuck." 092:457,15[' ]| She said it very simply, but she turned away 092:457,16[' ]| from him. 092:457,17[' ]| His eyes for$4$ a little followed her. 092:457,17[C ]| "We do not \know\, 092:457,18[C ]| after$4$ all, the old boy's means$0$." 092:457,19[D ]| "I do not know what$6#1$ you mean$1$ by$4$ ""we"" do not. 092:457,20[D ]| $A$Nanda does." 092:457,21[C ]| "But where is the support$0$ if she does not tell us?" 092:457,22[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, who$6#1$ had faced about$5$, again turned 092:457,23[' ]| from him. 092:457,23[D ]| "I hope$1$ you do not forget," 092:457,23[' ]| she remarked 092:457,24[' ]| with superiority, 092:457,24[D ]| "that$3$ we do not ask her." 092:457,25[C ]| "\You\ do not?" 092:457,25[' ]| $C$Edward gloomed. 092:457,26[D ]| "Never. But I trust$1$ her." 092:457,27[C ]| "Yes," 092:457,27[' ]| he mused afresh, 092:457,27[C ]| "one must trust$1$ one's 092:457,28[C ]| child. Does $B$Van?" 092:457,28[' ]| he then enquired. 092:457,29[D ]| "Does he trust$1$ her?" 092:457,30[C ]| "Does he know anything of the general$2$ figure?" 092:457,31[' ]| She hesitated. 092:457,31[D ]| "Everything. It is high." 092:457,32[C ]| "He has told you so$5#2$?" 092:458,01[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, supremely impatient now, seemed 092:458,02[' ]| to$9$ demur even$5$ to$4$ the question$0$. 092:458,02[D ]| "We ask \him\ even$5$ 092:458,03[D ]| less." 092:458,04[C ]| "Then how do we know?" 092:458,05[' ]| She was weary of explaining. 092:458,05[D ]| "Because that is just$9$ 092:458,06[D ]| why he hates it." 092:458,07[' ]| There was no$2$ end$0$ however, apparently, to$4$ what$6#1$ 092:458,08[' ]| $C$Edward could take. 092:458,08[C ]| "But hates what$6#2$?" 092:458,09[D ]| "Why, not liking her." 092:458,10[' ]| $C$Edward kept his back$0$ to$4$ the fire$0$ and his dead eyes 092:458,11[' ]| on$4$ the cornice and the ceiling. 092:458,11[C ]| "I should not think it 092:458,12[C ]| would be so$5#1$ difficult." 092:458,13[D ]| "Well$7$, you see it is not. $L$Mr%*Longdon can manage 092:458,14[D ]| it." 092:458,15[C ]| "I do not see what$6#1$ the devil is the matter with her," 092:458,16[' ]| he coldly continued. 092:458,17[D ]| "Ah that$6#2$ may$1$ not prevent ~! It is fortunately the 092:458,18[D ]| source at any rate$0$ of half $L$Mr%*Longdon's interest$0$." 092:458,19[D ]| "But what$6#2$ the hell \is\ it?" 092:458,19[' ]| he drearily demanded. 092:458,20[' ]| She faltered a little, but she brought it out$5$. 092:458,20[D ]| "It is 092:458,21[D ]| \me\." 092:458,22[C ]| "And what$6#2$ is the matter with ""you""?" 092:458,23[' ]| She made, at this, a movement that$6#1$ drew his eyes to$4$ 092:458,24[' ]| her own$2$, and for$4$ a moment she dimly smiled at him. 092:458,25[D ]| "That is the nicest thing you ever said to$4$ me. But 092:458,26[D ]| ever, \ever\, you know." 092:458,27[C ]| "Is it?" 092:458,27[' ]| She had her hand on$4$ his sleeve, and he 092:458,28[' ]| looked almost awkward. 092:458,29[D ]| "Quite the very nicest. Consider that$6#2$ fact well$9$ and 092:458,30[D ]| even$5$ if you only said it by$4$ accident do not be funny 092:458,31[D ]| ~ as you know you sometimes \can\ be ~ and take it 092:458,32[D ]| back$5$. It is all right$8$. It is charming, is not it? when 092:459,01[D ]| our troubles bring us more together. Now go up to$4$ 092:459,02[D ]| her." 092:459,03[' ]| $C$Edward kept a queer face$0$, into which$6#1$ this succession 092:459,04[' ]| of remarks introduced no$2$ light$0$, but he finally 092:459,05[' ]| moved, and it was only when he had almost reached 092:459,06[' ]| the door that$3$ he stopped again. 092:459,06[C ]| "Of course$8$ you know 092:459,07[C ]| he has sent her no$2$ end$0$ of books." 092:459,08[D ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon ~ of late? Oh yes, a deluge, so$3$ 092:459,09[D ]| that$3$ her room looks$1$ like$9$ a bookseller's back$2$ shop; 092:459,10[D ]| and all, in the loveliest bindings, the most standard 092:459,11[D ]| English works$0$. I not only know it, naturally, but I 092:459,12[D ]| know ~ what$6#1$ you do not ~ why." 092:459,13[C ]| """Why""?" 092:459,13[' ]| $C$Edward echoed. 092:459,13[C ]| "Why but that$3$ ~ unless 092:459,14[C ]| he should send her money ~ it is about$5$ the only 092:459,15[C ]| kindness he can show$1$ her at a distance$0$?" 092:459,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook hesitated; then with a little suppressed 092:459,17[' ]| sigh$0$: 092:459,17[D ]| "That is it!" 092:459,18[' ]| But it still$5$ held him. 092:459,18[C ]| "And perhaps he does send 092:459,19[C ]| her money." 092:459,20[D ]| "No$7$. Not now." 092:459,21[' ]| $C$Edward lingered. 092:459,21[C ]| "Then is he taking it out$5$ ~?" 092:459,22[D ]| "In books only?" 092:459,22[' ]| It was wonderful ~ with its 092:459,23[' ]| effect$0$ on$4$ him now visible ~ how she possessed her 092:459,24[' ]| subject$0$. 092:459,24[D ]| "Yes, that is his delicacy ~ for$4$ the present$0#1$." 092:459,25[C ]| "And you are not afraid for$4$ the future ~?" 092:459,26[D ]| "Of his considering that$3$ the books will$1$ have 092:459,27[D ]| worked it off? No$7$. They are thrown in." 092:459,28[' ]| Just$9$ perceptibly cheered he reached the door, 092:459,29[' ]| where, however, he had another pause$0$. 092:459,29[C ]| "You do not 092:459,30[C ]| think I had better$9$ see $B$Van?" 092:459,31[' ]| She stared. 092:459,31[D ]| "What$6#2$ for$4$?" 092:459,32[C ]| "Why, to$9$ ask what$6#1$ the devil he means$1$." 092:460,01[D ]| "If you should do anything so$5#1$ hideously vulgar," 092:460,02[' ]| she instantly replied, 092:460,02[D ]| "I would leave$1$ your house the next 092:460,03[D ]| hour. Do you expect," 092:460,03[' ]| she asked, 092:460,03[D ]| "to$9$ be able to$9$ force$1$ 092:460,04[D ]| your child down$4$ his throat?" 092:460,05[' ]| He was clearly not prepared with an account$0$ of his 092:460,06[' ]| expectations, but he had a general$2$ memory that$6#1$ 092:460,07[' ]| imposed itself. 092:460,07[C ]| "Then why in the world did he make$1$ 092:460,08[C ]| up to$4$ us?" 092:460,09[D ]| "He did not. We made up to$4$ \him\." 092:460,10[C ]| "But why in the world ~?" 092:460,11[D ]| "Well$7$," 092:460,11[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, really to$9$ finish$1$, 092:460,11[D ]| "we were 092:460,12[D ]| in love$0$ with him." 092:460,13[C ]| "Oh!" 092:460,13[' ]| $C$Edward jerked. He had by$4$ this time opened 092:460,14[' ]| the door, and the sound$0$ was partly the effect$0$ of the 092:460,15[' ]| disclosure of a servant preceding a visitor. His greeting 092:460,16[' ]| of the visitor before$4$ edging past$9$ and away was, 092:460,17[' ]| however, of the briefest; it might have implied that$3$ 092:460,18[' ]| they had met but yesterday. 092:460,18[C ]| "How d'ye do, $M$Mitchy? 092:460,19[C ]| ~ At home? Oh rather!" 093:461,01[' ]| Very different was $D$Mrs%*Brook's welcome$0$ of the 093:461,02[' ]| restored wanderer, to$4$ whom$6#1$, in a brief space, she 093:461,03[' ]| addressed every expression of surprise$0$ and delight$0$, 093:461,04[' ]| though marking indeed at last$0$, as a qualification of 093:461,05[' ]| these things, her regret$0$ that$3$ he declined to$9$ partake 093:461,06[' ]| of her tea or to$9$ allow her to$9$ make$1$ him what$6#1$ she called 093:461,07@d | "snug for$4$ a talk$0$" 093:461,07[' ]| in his customary corner of her sofa. 093:461,08[' ]| He pleaded frankly agitation and embarrassment, 093:461,09[' ]| reminded her even$5$ that$3$ he was awfully shy and that$3$ 093:461,10[' ]| after$4$ separations, complications, whatever might at 093:461,11[' ]| any time happen, he was conscious of the dust that$6#1$ 093:461,12[' ]| had settled$1$ on$4$ intercourse and that$6#1$ he could not blow 093:461,13[' ]| away in a single breath. She was only, according to$4$ 093:461,14[' ]| her nature, to$9$ indulge him if, while$9$ he walked about$5$ 093:461,15[' ]| and changed his place$0$, he came to$4$ the surface but 093:461,16[' ]| in patches and pieces. There was so$5#1$ much he wanted 093:461,17[' ]| to$9$ know that$3$ ~ well$7$, as they had arrived only the 093:461,18[' ]| night before$5$, she could judge$1$. There was knowledge, 093:461,19[' ]| it became clear$2$, that$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook almost equally 093:461,20[' ]| craved, so$3$ that$3$ it even$5$ looked at first as if, on$4$ either 093:461,21[' ]| side$0$, confidence might be choked by$4$ curiosity. This 093:461,22[' ]| disaster was finally barred by$4$ the fact that$3$ the spirit 093:461,23[' ]| of enquiry found for$4$ $M$Mitchy material$0$ that$6#1$ was comparatively 093:461,24[' ]| plastic. That$6#2$ was after$4$ all apparent 093:461,25[' ]| enough when at the end$0$ of a few vain passes he 093:461,26[' ]| brought out$5$ sociably: 093:461,26[M ]| "Well$7$, has he done it?" 093:461,27[' ]| Still$5$ indeed there was something in $D$Mrs%*Brook's 093:462,01[' ]| face$0$ that$6#1$ seemed to$9$ reply$1$ 093:462,01@d | "Oh come ~ do not rush it, 093:462,02@d | you know!" 093:462,02[' ]| and something in the movement with 093:462,03[' ]| which$6#1$ she turned away that$6#1$ described the state$0$ of 093:462,04[' ]| their question$0$ as by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ so$5#1$ simple$2$ as that$6#2$. On$4$ 093:462,05[' ]| his refusal of tea she had rung for$4$ the removal of the 093:462,06[' ]| table, and the bell was at this moment answered by$4$ 093:462,07[' ]| the two men. Little ensued then, for$4$ some minutes, 093:462,08[' ]| while$9$ the servants were present$9$; she spoke only as 093:462,09[' ]| the butler was about$5$ to$9$ close$1$ the door. 093:462,09[D ]| "If $L$Mr%*Longdon 093:462,10[D ]| presently comes show$1$ him into $C$Mr%*Brookenham's 093:462,11[D ]| room if $C$Mr%*Brookenham is not there. If 093:462,12[D ]| he is show$1$ him into the dining-room and in either 093:462,13[D ]| case let me immediately know." 093:462,14[' ]| The man waited expressionless. 093:462,14[O ]| "And in case of 093:462,15[O ]| his asking for$4$ $A$Miss*Brookenham ~?" 093:462,16[D ]| "He will$1$ not!" 093:462,16[' ]| she replied with a sharpness before$4$ 093:462,17[' ]| which$6#1$ her interlocutor retired. 093:462,17[D ]| "He will$1$!" 093:462,17[' ]| she then 093:462,18[' ]| added in quite another tone to$4$ $M$Mitchy. 093:462,18[D ]| "That$6#2$ is, you 093:462,19[D ]| know, he perfectly \may$1$\. But oh the subtlety of servants!" 093:462,20[' ]| she sighed. 093:462,21[' ]| $M$Mitchy was now all there. 093:462,21[M ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon is in 093:462,22[M ]| town then?" 093:462,23[D ]| "For$4$ the first time since you went away. He is to$9$ 093:462,24[D ]| call$1$ this afternoon." 093:462,25[M ]| "And you want$1$ to$9$ see him alone?" 093:462,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook thought$1$. 093:462,26[D ]| "I do not think I want$1$ to$9$ see 093:462,27[D ]| him at all." 093:462,28[M ]| "Then your keeping$1$ him below ~ ?" 093:462,29[D ]| "Is so$3$ that$3$ he shall not burst$1$ in till I know. It is \you\, 093:462,30[D ]| my dear$2#1$, I want$1$ to$9$ see." 093:462,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy glared about$5$. 093:462,31[M ]| "Well$7$, do not take it ill if,in 093:462,32[M ]| return$0$ for$4$ that$6#2$, I say I myself want$1$ to$9$ see every*one. 093:463,01[M ]| I could have done even$5$ just$9$ now with a little more of 093:463,02[M ]| $C$Edward." 093:463,03[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, in her own$2$ manner and with a slow 093:463,04[' ]| headshake, looked lovely. 093:463,04[D ]| "\I\ could not." 093:463,04[' ]| Then she 093:463,05[' ]| puzzled it out$5$ with a pause$0$. 093:463,05[D ]| "It even$5$ does come over 093:463,06[D ]| me that$3$ if you do not mind$1$ ~!" 093:463,07[M ]| "What$6#2$, my dear$2#1$ woman," 093:463,07[' ]| said $M$Mitchy encouragingly, 093:463,08[M ]| "did I\ever\ mind$1$? I assure you," 093:463,08[' ]| he laughed, 093:463,09[M ]| "I have not come back$5$ to$9$ begin!" 093:463,10[' ]| At this, suddenly dropping everything else, she laid 093:463,11[' ]| her hand on$4$ him. 093:463,11[D ]| "$M$Mitchy love$0#1$, \are\ you happy?" 093:463,12[' ]| So$5#2$ for$4$ a moment they stood confronted. 093:463,12[M ]| "Not perhaps 093:463,13[M ]| as \you\ would have tried to$9$ make$1$ me." 093:463,14[D ]| "Well$7$, you have still$5$ \got\ me, you know." 093:463,15[M ]| "Oh," 093:463,15[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 093:463,15[M ]| "I have got a great deal$0#2$. How, 093:463,16[M ]| if I really look$1$ at it, can a man of my peculiar nature 093:463,17[M ]| ~ it \is\, you know, awfully peculiar ~ \not\ be happy? 093:463,18[M ]| Think, if one is driven to$4$ it for$4$ instance$0$, of the breadth 093:463,19[M ]| of my sympathies." 093:463,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, as a result$0$ of thinking, appeared for$4$ 093:463,21[' ]| a little to$9$ demur. 093:463,21[D ]| "Yes ~ but one must not be too$5#1$ 093:463,22[D ]| much driven to$4$ it. It is by$4$ one's sympathies that$3$ one 093:463,23[D ]| suffers. If you should do that$6#2$ I could not bear$1$ it." 093:463,24[' ]| She clearly evoked for$4$ $M$Mitchy a definite image. 093:463,25[M ]| "It \would\ be funny, would not it? But you would not 093:463,26[M ]| have to$9$. I would go off and do it alone somewhere ~ in 093:463,27[M ]| a dark$2$ room, I think, or on$4$ a desert$2$ island; at any 093:463,28[M ]| rate$0$ where nobody should see. Where is the harm$0$ 093:463,29[M ]| moreover," 093:463,29[' ]| he went on$5$, 093:463,29[M ]| "of any suffering that$6#1$ does not 093:463,30[M ]| bore$1#2$ one, as I am sure, however much its outer aspect 093:463,31[M ]| might amuse some others, mine$6$ would not bore$1#2$ me? 093:463,32[M ]| What$6#1$ I should do in my desert$2$ island or my dark$2$ 093:464,01[M ]| room, I feel, would be just$9$ to$9$ dance$1$ about$5$ with the 093:464,02[M ]| thrill of it ~ which$6#1$ is exactly the exhibition of ludicrous 093:464,03[M ]| gambols that$6#1$ I would fain have arranged to$9$ 093:464,04[M ]| spare$1$ you. I assure you, dear$2#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook," 093:464,04[' ]| he wound$1#1$ 093:464,05[' ]| up, 093:464,05[M ]| "that$3$ I am not in the least bored now. Everything is 093:464,06[M ]| so$5#1$ interesting." 093:464,07[D ]| "You are beautiful!" 093:464,07[' ]| she vaguely interposed. 093:464,08[' ]| But he pursued without heeding: 093:464,08[M ]| "Was perhaps 093:464,09[M ]| what$6#1$ you had in your head$0$ that$3$ \I\ should see him ~?" 093:464,10[' ]| She came back$5$ but slowly, however, to$4$ the moment. 093:464,11[D ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon? Well$7$, yes. You know he 093:464,12[D ]| can not bear$1$ \me\ ~" 093:464,13[M ]| "Yes, yes" 093:464,13[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy was almost eager. 093:464,14[' ]| It had already sent her off again. 093:464,14[D ]| "You are too$5#1$ 093:464,15[D ]| lovely. You \have\ come back$5$ the same. It seemed to$4$ 093:464,16[D ]| me," 093:464,16[' ]| she after$4$ an instant$0$ explained, 093:464,16[D ]| "that$3$ I wanted 093:464,17[D ]| him to$9$ be seen ~ " 093:464,18[M ]| "Without inconvenience, as it were, either to$4$ himself 093:464,19[M ]| or to$4$ you? Then," 093:464,19[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, who$6#1$ visibly felt 093:464,20[' ]| that$3$ he had taken her up successfully, 093:464,20[M ]| "it strikes me 093:464,21[M ]| that$3$ I am absolutely your man. It is delicious to$9$ come 093:464,22[M ]| back$5$ to$4$ a use$0$." 093:464,23[' ]| But she was much more dim about$4$ it. 093:464,23[D ]| "Oh what$6#1$ 093:464,24[D ]| you have come back$5$ to$4$ ~!" 093:464,25[M ]| "It is just$9$ what$6#1$ I am trying$1$ to$9$ get at. $B$Van is still$5$ 093:464,26[M ]| then where I left$1$ him?" 093:464,27[' ]| She was just$9$ silent. 093:464,27[D ]| "Did you really believe he 093:464,28[D ]| would move$1$?" 093:464,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy took a few turns$0$, speaking almost with his 093:464,30[' ]| back$0$ presented. 093:464,30[M ]| "Well$7$, with all the reasons ~!" 093:464,31[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, while$9$ she watched him, he was before$4$ 093:464,32[' ]| her again with a question$0$. 093:464,32[M ]| "It is utterly off?" 093:465,01[D ]| "When was it ever really on$5$?" 093:465,02[M ]| "Oh I know your view$0$, and that$6#2$, I think," 093:465,02[' ]| said 093:465,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy, 093:465,03[M ]| "is the most extraordinary part$0$ of it. I can 093:465,04[M ]| tell you it would have put \me\ on$5$." 093:465,05[D ]| "My view$0$?" 093:465,05[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook thought$1$. 093:465,05[D ]| "Have you 093:465,06[D ]| forgotten that$3$ I had for$4$ you too$5#2$ a view$0$ that$6#1$ did not?" 093:465,07[M ]| "Ah but we did not differ, you and I. It was not 093:465,08[M ]| a defiance and a prophecy. You wanted \me\." 093:465,09[D ]| "I did indeed!" 093:465,09[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook said simply. 093:465,10[M ]| "And you did not want$1$ him. For$4$ \her\, I mean$1$. So$3$ 093:465,11[M ]| you risked showing it." 093:465,12[' ]| She looked surprised. 093:465,12[D ]| "\Did\ I?" 093:465,13[' ]| Again they were face$0$ to$9$ face$0$. 093:465,13[M ]| "Your candour is 093:465,14[M ]| divine!" 093:465,15[' ]| She wondered. 093:465,15[D ]| "Do you mean$1$ it was even$5$ then?" 093:465,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled at her till he was red. 093:465,16[M ]| "It is exquisite 093:465,17[M ]| now." 093:465,18[D ]| "Well$7$," 093:465,18[' ]| she presently returned, 093:465,18[D ]| "I knew my $B$Van!" 093:465,19[M ]| "\I\ thought$1$ I knew ""yours"" too$5#2$," 093:465,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy said. 093:465,20[' ]| Their eyes met a minute$0$ and he added: 093:465,20[M ]| "But I did not." 093:465,21[' ]| Then he exclaimed: 093:465,21[M ]| "How you have worked it!" 093:465,22[' ]| She looked barely conscious. 093:465,22[D ]| """Worked it""?" 093:465,23[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, with a slightly sharper note$0$: 093:465,23[D ]| "How do 093:465,24[D ]| you know ~ while$9$ you have been amusing yourself in 093:465,25[D ]| places$0$ that$3$ I would give my head$0$ to$9$ see again but never 093:465,26[D ]| shall ~ what$6#1$ I have been doing?" 093:465,27[M ]| "Well$7$, I saw, you know, that$6#2$ night at $K$Tishy's, just$9$ 093:465,28[M ]| before$3$ we left$1$ England, your wonderful start$0$. I got 093:465,29[M ]| a look$0$ at your attitude, as it were, and your system." 093:465,30[' ]| Her eyes were now far away, and she spoke after$4$ an 093:465,31[' ]| instant$0$ without moving them. 093:465,31[D ]| "And did not I by$4$ the 093:465,32[D ]| same token get a look$0$ at yours?" 093:466,01[M ]| "Mine$6$?" 093:466,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy thought$1$, but seemed to$9$ doubt$1$. 093:466,02[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, I had not any then." 093:466,03[D ]| "You mean$1$ that$3$ it has formed itself ~ your system 093:466,04[D ]| ~ since?" 093:466,05[' ]| He shook his head$0$ with decision. 093:466,05[M ]| "I assure you I am 093:466,06[M ]| quite at sea. I have never had, and I have as little as 093:466,07[M ]| ever now, anything but my general$2$ philosophy, which$6#1$ 093:466,08[M ]| I will$1$ not attempt$1$ at present$0#1$ to$9$ go into and of which$6#1$ 093:466,09[M ]| moreover I think you have had first and last$2$ your 093:466,10[M ]| glimpses. What$6#1$ I made out$5$ in you that$6#2$ night was 093:466,11[M ]| a perfect$2$ policy." 093:466,12[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had another of her infantine states. 093:466,13[D ]| "Every*one that$6#2$ night seems to$9$ have made out$5$ 093:466,14[D ]| something! All I can say is at any rate$0$," 093:466,14[' ]| she went 093:466,15[' ]| on$5$, 093:466,15[D ]| "that$3$ in that$6#2$ case you were all far deeper than 093:466,16[D ]| I was." 093:466,17[M ]| "It was just$9$ a blind$2$ instinct, without a programme 093:466,18[M ]| or a scheme$0$? Perhaps then, since it has so$5#1$ perfectly 093:466,19[M ]| succeeded, the name$0$ does not matter. I am lost, as 093:466,20[M ]| I tell you," 093:466,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy declared, 093:466,20[M ]| "in admiration of its 093:466,21[M ]| success." 093:466,22[' ]| She looked, as before$5$, so$5#1$ young, yet so$5#1$ grave$2$. 093:466,23[D ]| "What$6#2$ do you call$1$ its success?" 093:466,24[M ]| "Let me ask you rather ~ may not I? ~ what$6#1$ \you\ 093:466,25[M ]| call$1$ its failure." 093:466,26[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, who$6#1$ had been standing$1$ for$4$ some 093:466,27[' ]| minutes, seated herself at this as if to$9$ respond to$4$ his 093:466,28[' ]| idea. But the next moment she had fallen back$5$ into 093:466,29[' ]| thought$0$. 093:466,29[D ]| "Have you often heard from him?" 093:466,30[M ]| "Never once." 093:466,31[D ]| "And have you written?" 093:466,32[M ]| "Not a word either. I left$1$ it, you see," 093:466,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy 093:467,01[' ]| smiled, 093:467,01[M ]| "all to$4$ \you\." 093:467,01[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$ he continued: 093:467,02[M ]| "Has he been with you much?" 093:467,03[' ]| She just$9$ hesitated. 093:467,03[D ]| "As little as possible. But as 093:467,04[D ]| it happens he was here just$9$ now." 093:467,05[' ]| Her visitor fairly flushed. 093:467,05[M ]| "And I have only missed 093:467,06[M ]| him?" 093:467,07[' ]| Her pause$0$ again was of the briefest. 093:467,07[D ]| "You would not 093:467,08[D ]| if he \had\ gone up." 093:467,09[M ]| """Gone up""?" 093:467,10[D ]| "To$4$ $A$Nanda, who$6#1$ has now her own$2$ sitting-room, as 093:467,11[D ]| you know; for$4$ whom$6#1$ he immediately asked and for$4$ 093:467,12[D ]| whose$6#1$ benefit, whatever you may$1$ think, I was at the 093:467,13[D ]| end$0$ of a quarter$0#2$ of an hour, I assure you, perfectly 093:467,14[D ]| ready to$9$ release$1$ him. He changed his mind$0$, however, 093:467,15[D ]| and went away without seeing her." 093:467,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy showed the deepest interest$0$. 093:467,16[M ]| "And what$6#2$ 093:467,17[M ]| made him change$1$ his mind$0$?" 093:467,18[D ]| "Well$7$, I am thinking it out$5$." 093:467,19[' ]| He appeared to$9$ watch$1$ this labour. 093:467,19[M ]| "But with no$2$ 093:467,20[M ]| light$0$ yet?" 093:467,21[D ]| "When it comes I will$1$ tell you." 093:467,22[' ]| He hung fire$0$ once more but an instant$0$. 093:467,22[M ]| "You 093:467,23[M ]| did not yourself work$1$ the thing again?" 093:467,24[' ]| She rose$1$ at this in strange sincerity. 093:467,24[D ]| "I think, you 093:467,25[D ]| know, you go very far." 093:467,26[M ]| "Why, did not we just$9$ now settle," 093:467,26[' ]| he promptly 093:467,27[' ]| replied, 093:467,27[M ]| "that$3$ it is all instinctive and unconscious? 093:467,28[M ]| If it was so$5#2$ that$6#2$ night at $K$Tishy's ~!" 093:467,29[D ]| "Ah, \9voyons,09voyons\," 093:467,29[' ]| she broke in, 093:467,29[D ]| "what$6#2$ did 093:467,30[D ]| I do even$5$ then?" 093:467,31[' ]| He laughed out$5$ at something in her tone. 093:467,31[M ]| "You would 093:467,32[M ]| like$1$ it again all pictured ~?" 093:468,01[D ]| "I am not afraid." 093:468,02[M ]| "Why, you just$9$ simply ~ publicly ~ took her 093:468,03[M ]| back$5$." 093:468,04[D ]| "And where was the monstrosity of that$6#2$?" 093:468,05[M ]| "In the one little right$2#1$ place$0$. In your removal of 093:468,06[M ]| every doubt$0$ ~ " 093:468,07[D ]| "Well$7$, of what$6#2$?" 093:468,07[' ]| He had appeared not quite to$9$ 093:468,08[' ]| know how to$9$ put it. 093:468,09[' ]| But he saw at last$0$. 093:468,09[M ]| "Why, of what$6#1$ we may$1$ still$5$ 093:468,10[M ]| hope$1$ to$9$ do for$4$ her. Thanks to$4$ your care$0$ there were 093:468,11[M ]| specimens." 093:468,11[' ]| Then as she had the look$0$ of trying$1$ 093:468,12[' ]| vainly to$9$ focus a few, 093:468,12[M ]| "I can not recover them one by$4$ 093:468,13[M ]| one," 093:468,13[' ]| he pursued, 093:468,13[M ]| "but the whole$2$ thing was quite 093:468,14[M ]| lurid enough to$9$ do us all credit$0$." 093:468,15[' ]| She met him after$4$ a little, but at such an odd point$0$. 093:468,16[D ]| "Pardon$1$ me if I scarcely see how much of the credit$0$ 093:468,17[D ]| was yours. For$4$ the first time since I have known you, 093:468,18[D ]| you went in for$4$ decency." 093:468,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy's surprise$0$ showed as real. 093:468,19[M ]| "It struck you 093:468,20[M ]| as decency ~?" 093:468,21[' ]| Since he wished she thought$1$ it over. 093:468,21[D ]| "Oh your 093:468,22[D ]| behaviour ~!" 093:468,23[M ]| "My behaviour was ~ my condition$0$. Do you call$1$ 093:468,24[M ]| \that$6#2$\ decent? No$7$, you are quite out$5$." 093:468,24[' ]| He spoke, in 093:468,25[' ]| his good nature, with an approach$0$ to$4$ reproof. 093:468,25[M ]| "How 093:468,26[M ]| can I ever ~?" 093:468,27[' ]| But it had already brought her quite round$9$, and to$4$ 093:468,28[' ]| a firmer earth that$6#1$ she clearly preferred to$9$ tread. 093:468,29[D ]| "Are things really bad with you, $M$Mitch?" 093:468,30[M ]| "Well$7$, I will$1$ tell you how they are. But not now." 093:468,31[D ]| "Some other time? ~ on$4$ your honour$0$?" 093:468,32[M ]| "You shall have it all. Do not be afraid." 093:469,01[' ]| She dimly smiled. 093:469,01[D ]| "It will$1$ be like$9$ old times." 093:469,02[' ]| He rather demurred. 093:469,02[M ]| "For$4$ you perhaps. But not 093:469,03[M ]| for$4$ me." 093:469,04[' ]| In spite$8$ of what$6#1$ he said it did hold$1$ her, and her 093:469,05[' ]| hand again almost caressed him. 093:469,05[D ]| "But ~ till you do 093:469,06[D ]| tell me ~ is it very very dreadful?" 093:469,07[M ]| "That is just$9$ perhaps what$6#1$ I may$1$ have to$9$ get you 093:469,08[M ]| to$9$ decide." 093:469,09[D ]| "Then shall I help$1$ you?" 093:469,09[' ]| she eagerly asked. 093:469,10[M ]| "I think it will$1$ be quite in your line." 093:469,11[' ]| At the thought$0$ of her line ~ it sounded somehow 093:469,12[' ]| so$5#1$ general$2$ ~ she released him a little with a sigh$0$, yet 093:469,13[' ]| still$5$ looking round$9$, as it were, for$4$ possibilities. 093:469,13[D ]| "$I$Jane, 093:469,14[D ]| you know, is in a state$0$." 093:469,15[M ]| "Yes, $I$Jane is in a state$0$. That is a comfort$0$!" 093:469,16[' ]| She continued in a manner to$9$ cling to$4$ him. 093:469,16[D ]| "But is 093:469,17[D ]| it your only one?" 093:469,18[' ]| He was very kind$2$ and patient. 093:469,18[M ]| "Not perhaps 093:469,19[M ]| quite." 093:469,20[D ]| "\I am\ a little of one?" 093:469,21[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, as you see." 093:469,22[' ]| Yes, she saw, but was still$5$ on$4$ the wing. 093:469,22[D ]| "And shall 093:469,23[D ]| you have recourse ~?" 093:469,24[M ]| "To$4$ what$6#2$?" 093:469,24[' ]| he asked as she appeared to$9$ falter. 093:469,25[D ]| "I do not mean$1$ to$4$ anything violent. But shall you 093:469,26[D ]| tell $A$Nanda?" 093:469,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy wondered. 093:469,27[M ]| "Tell her ~?" 093:469,28[D ]| "Well$7$, everything. I think, you know," 093:469,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook 093:469,29[' ]| musingly observed, 093:469,29[D ]| "that$3$ it would really serve 093:469,30[D ]| her right$2#1$." 093:469,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy's silence$0$, which$6#1$ lasted a minute$0$, seemed to$9$ 093:469,31[' ]| take the idea, but not perhaps quite to$9$ know what$6#1$ 093:470,01[' ]| to$9$ do with it. 093:470,01[M ]| "Ah I am afraid I shall never really 093:470,02[M ]| serve her right$2#1$!" 093:470,03[' ]| Just$9$ as he spoke the butler reappeared; at sight 093:470,04[' ]| of whom$6#1$ $D$Mrs%*Brook immediately guessed. 093:470,04[D ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon?" 093:470,05[D ]| 093:470,06[O ]| "In $C$Mr%*Brookenham's room, ma'am. $C$Mr%*Brookenham 093:470,07[O ]| has gone out$5$." 093:470,08[D ]| "And where has he gone?" 093:470,09[O ]| "I think, ma'am, only for$4$ some evening papers." 093:470,10[' ]| She had an intense look$0$ for$4$ $M$Mitchy; then she said 093:470,11[' ]| to$4$ the man: 093:470,11[D ]| "Ask him to$9$ wait three minutes ~ I will$1$ 093:470,12[D ]| ring$1$;" 093:470,12[' ]| turning$1$ again to$4$ her visitor as soon as they 093:470,13[' ]| were alone. 093:470,13[D ]| "You do not know how I am trusting you!" 093:470,14[M ]| "Trusting me?" 093:470,15[D ]| "Why, if he comes up to$4$ you." 093:470,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy thought$1$. 093:470,16[M ]| "Had not I better$9$ go down$5$?" 093:470,17[D ]| "No$7$ ~ you may$1$ have $C$Edward back$5$. If you see 093:470,18[D ]| him you must see him here. If I do not myself it is for$4$ 093:470,19[D ]| a reason$0$." 093:470,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy again just$9$ sounded her. 093:470,20[M ]| "His not, as you 093:470,21[M ]| a while$0$ ago hinted ~?" 093:470,22[D ]| "Yes, caring for$4$ what$6#1$ I say." 093:470,22[' ]| She had a pause$0$, 093:470,23[' ]| but she brought it out$5$. 093:470,23[D ]| "He does not believe a 093:470,24[D ]| word ~!" 093:470,25[M ]| "Of what$6#1$ you tell him?" 093:470,25[' ]| $M$Mitchy was splendid. 093:470,26[M ]| "I see. And you want$1$ something said to$4$ him." 093:470,27[D ]| "Yes, that$6#1$ he will$1$ take from \you\. Only it is for$4$ you," 093:470,28[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook went on$5$, 093:470,28[D ]| "really and honestly, and as 093:470,29[D ]| I trust$1$ you, to$9$ give it. But the comfort$0$ of you is that$3$ 093:470,30[D ]| you will$1$ do so$5#2$ if you promise$1$." 093:470,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy was infinitely struck. 093:470,31[M ]| "But I have not promised, 093:470,32[M ]| eh? Of course$8$ I can not till I know what$6#1$ it is." 093:471,01[D ]| "It is to$9$ put before$4$ him ~!" 093:471,02[M ]| "Oh I see: the situation." 093:471,03[D ]| "What$6#1$ has happened here to-day. $B$Van's marked 093:471,04[D ]| retreat$0$ and how, with the time that$6#1$ has passed, it 093:471,05[D ]| makes us at last$0$ know where we are. You of course$8$ 093:471,06[D ]| for$4$ yourself," 093:471,06[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook wound$1#1$ up, 093:471,06[D ]| "see that$6#2$." 093:471,07[M ]| "Where we are?" 093:471,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy took a turn$0$ and came 093:471,08[' ]| back$5$. 093:471,08[M ]| "But what$6#2$ then did $B$Van come for$4$? If you 093:471,09[M ]| speak of a retreat$0$ there must have been an advance$0$." 093:471,10[D ]| "Oh," 093:471,10[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook, 093:471,10[D ]| "he simply wanted not 093:471,11[D ]| to$9$ look$1$ too$5#1$ brutal. After$4$ so$5#1$ much absence he \could\ 093:471,12[D ]| come." 093:471,13[M ]| "Well$7$, if he established that$3$ he is not brutal, where 093:471,14[M ]| was the retreat$0$?" 093:471,15[D ]| "In his not going up to$4$ $A$Nanda. He came ~ 093:471,16[D ]| frankly ~ to$9$ do that$6#2$, but made up his mind$0$ on$4$ 093:471,17[D ]| second$2$ thoughts that$3$ he could not risk$1$ even$5$ being$1$ 093:471,18[D ]| civil to$4$ her." 093:471,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy had visibly warmed to$4$ his work$0$. 093:471,19[M ]| "Well$7$, 093:471,20[M ]| and what$6#2$ made the difference?" 093:471,21[' ]| She wondered. 093:471,21[D ]| "What$6#2$ difference?" 093:471,22[M ]| "Why, of the effect$0$, as you say, of his second$2$ 093:471,23[M ]| thoughts. Thoughts of what$6#2$?" 093:471,24[D ]| "Oh," 093:471,24[' ]| said $D$Mrs%*Brook suddenly and as if it were 093:471,25[' ]| quite simple$2$ ~ 093:471,25[D ]| "I know \that$6#2$\! Suspicious." 093:471,26[M ]| "And of whom$6#2$?" 093:471,27[D ]| "Why, of \you\, you goose. Of your not having 093:471,28[D ]| done ~" 093:471,29[M ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$?" 093:471,29[' ]| he persisted as she paused. 093:471,30[D ]| "How shall I say it? The best thing for$4$ yourself. 093:471,31[D ]| And of $A$Nanda's feeling$1$ that$6#2$. Do not you see?" 093:471,32[' ]| In the effort of seeing, or perhaps indeed in the full 093:472,01[' ]| act$0$ of it, poor $M$Mitchy glared as never before$5$. 093:472,01[M ]| "Do 093:472,02[M ]| you mean$1$ $B$Van is \jealous\ of me?" 093:472,03[' ]| Pressed as she was, there was something in his 093:472,04[' ]| face$0$ that$6#1$ momentarily hushed her. 093:472,04[D ]| "There it is!" 093:472,05[' ]| she achieved however at last$0$. 093:472,06[M ]| "Of \me\?" 093:472,06[' ]| $M$Mitchy went on$5$. 093:472,07[' ]| What$6#1$ was in his face$0$ so$5#1$ suddenly and strangely 093:472,08[' ]| was the look$0$ of rising tears ~ at sight of which$6#1$, as 093:472,09[' ]| from a compunction as prompt$2$, she showed a lovely 093:472,10[' ]| flush. 093:472,10[D ]| "There it is, there it is," 093:472,10[' ]| she repeated. 093:472,10[D ]| "You 093:472,11[D ]| ask me for$4$ a reason$0$, and it is the only one I see. Of 093:472,12[D ]| course$8$ if you do not care$1$," 093:472,12[' ]| she added, 093:472,12[D ]| "he need not 093:472,13[D ]| come up. He can go straight to$4$ $A$Nanda." 093:472,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy had turned away again as with the impulse 093:472,15[' ]| of hiding the tears that$6#1$ had risen and that$6#1$ had not 093:472,16[' ]| wholly disappeared even$5$ by$4$ the time he faced about$5$. 093:472,17[M ]| "Did $A$Nanda know he was to$9$ come?" 093:472,18[D ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon?" 093:472,19[M ]| "No$7$, no$7$. Was she expecting $B$Van ~?" 093:472,20[D ]| "My dear$2#1$ man," 093:472,20[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook mildly wailed, 093:472,20[D ]| "when 093:472,21[D ]| can she have \not\ been?" 093:472,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked hard for$4$ an instant$0$ at the floor. 093:472,23[M ]| "I mean$1$ does she know he has been and gone?" 093:472,24[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, from where she stood and through$4$ the 093:472,25[' ]| window, looked rather at the sky. 093:472,25[D ]| "Her father will$1$ 093:472,26[D ]| have told her." 093:472,27[M ]| "Her father?" 093:472,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy frankly wondered. 093:472,27[M ]| "Is \he\ 093:472,28[M ]| in it?" 093:472,29[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook had at this a longer pause$0$. 093:472,29[D ]| "You assume, 093:472,30[D ]| I suppose, $M$Mitchy dear$2#1$," 093:472,30[' ]| she then quavered 093:472,31[D ]| "that$3$ I put him up ~!" 093:472,32[M ]| "Put $C$Edward up?" 093:472,32[' ]| he broke in. 093:473,01[D ]| "No$7$ ~ that$6#2$ of course$8$. Put $B$Van up to$4$ ideas ~!" 093:473,02[' ]| He caught it again. 093:473,02[M ]| "About$4$ \me\ ~ what$6#1$ you call$1$ his 093:473,03[M ]| suspicions?" 093:473,03[' ]| He seemed to$9$ weigh the charge$0$, but it 093:473,04[' ]| ended, while$9$ he passed his hand hard over his eyes, 093:473,05[' ]| in weariness and in the nearest approach$0$ to$4$ coldness 093:473,06[' ]| he had ever shown $D$Mrs%*Brook. 093:473,06[M ]| "It does not matter. 093:473,07[M ]| It is every*one's fate to$9$ be in one way or another the 093:473,08[M ]| subject$0$ of ideas. Do then," 093:473,08[' ]| he continued, 093:473,08[M ]| "let $L$Mr%*Longdon 093:473,09[M ]| come up." 093:473,10[' ]| She instantly rang the bell. 093:473,10[D ]| "Then I will$1$ go to$4$ 093:473,11[D ]| $A$Nanda. But do not look$1$ frightened," 093:473,11[' ]| she added as 093:473,12[' ]| she came back$5$, 093:473,12[D ]| "as to$4$ what$6#1$ we may$1$ ~ $C$Edward or I ~ 093:473,13[D ]| do next. It is only to$9$ tell her that$3$ he will$1$ be with her." 093:473,14[M ]| "Good. I will$1$ tell $O$Tatton," 093:473,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy replied. 093:473,15[' ]| Still$5$, however, she lingered. 093:473,15[D ]| "Shall you ever care$1$ 093:473,16[D ]| for$4$ me more?" 093:473,17[' ]| He had almost the air, as he waited for$4$ her to$9$ go, 093:473,18[' ]| of the master of the house, for$3$ she had made herself 093:473,19[' ]| before$4$ him, as he stood with his back$0$ to$4$ the fire$0$, as 093:473,20[' ]| humble$2$ as a tolerated visitor. 093:473,20[M ]| "Oh just$9$ as much. 093:473,21[M ]| Where is the difference? Are not our ties in fact rather 093:473,22[M ]| multiplied?" 093:473,23[D ]| "That is the way \I\ want$1$ to$9$ feel it. And from the 093:473,24[D ]| moment you recognise with me ~ " 093:473,25[M ]| "Yes?" 093:473,26[D ]| "Well$7$, that$3$ he never, you know, really \would\ ~" 093:473,27[' ]| He took her mercifully up. 093:473,27[M ]| "There is no$2$ harm$0$ 093:473,28[M ]| done?" 093:473,28[' ]| $M$Mitchy thought$1$ of it. 093:473,29[' ]| It made her still$5$ hover. 093:473,29[D ]| "$A$Nanda will$1$ be rich. 093:473,30[D ]| Toward that$6#2$ you \can\ help$1$, and it is really, I may$1$ now 093:473,31[D ]| tell you, what$6#1$ it came into my head$0$ you should see 093:473,32[D ]| our friend here \for$4$\." 093:474,01[' ]| He maintained his waiting attitude. 093:474,01[M ]| "Thanks, 093:474,02[M ]| thanks." 093:474,03[D ]| "You are our guardian angel!" 093:474,03[' ]| she exclaimed. 093:474,04[' ]| At this he laughed out$5$. 093:474,04[M ]| "Wait till you see what$6#1$ 093:474,05[M ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon does!" 093:474,06[' ]| But she took no$2$ notice$0$. 093:474,06[D ]| "I want$1$ you to$9$ see before$3$ 093:474,07[D ]| I go that$3$ I have done nothing for$4$ myself. $B$Van, after$4$ 093:474,08[D ]| all ~!" 093:474,08[' ]| she mused. 093:474,09[M ]| "Well$7$?" 093:474,10[D ]| "Only hates me. It is not as with you," 093:474,10[' ]| she said. 093:474,11[D ]| "I have really lost \him\." 093:474,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy for$4$ an instant$0$, with the eyes that$6#1$ had 093:474,13[' ]| shown his tears, glared away into space. 093:474,13[M ]| "He can not 093:474,14[M ]| very positively, you know, now like$1$ \any\ of us. He 093:474,15[M ]| misses a fortune." 093:474,16[D ]| "There it is!" 093:474,16[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook once more observed. 093:474,17[' ]| Then she had a comparative brightness. 093:474,17[D ]| "I am so$5#1$ 093:474,18[D ]| glad \you\ do not!" 093:474,18[' ]| He gave another laugh$0$, but she was 093:474,19[' ]| already facing $O$Mr%*Tatton, who$6#1$ had again answered 093:474,20[' ]| the bell. 093:474,20[D ]| "Show$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon up." 093:474,21[M ]| "I am to$9$ tell him then it is at your request$0$?" 093:474,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy asked when the butler had gone. 093:474,23[D ]| "That$3$ you receive him? Oh yes. He will$1$ be the last$2$ 093:474,24[D ]| to$9$ quarrel$1$ with that$6#2$. But there is one more thing." 093:474,25[' ]| It was something over which$6#1$ of a sudden$8$ she had 093:474,26[' ]| one of her returns$0$ of anxiety. 093:474,26[D ]| "I have been trying$1$ for$4$ 093:474,27[D ]| months and months to$9$ remember to$9$ find out$5$ from 093:474,28[D ]| you ~" 093:474,29[M ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$?" 093:474,29[' ]| he enquired, as she looked odd. 093:474,30[D ]| "Why if $E$Harold ever gave back$5$ to$4$ you, as he 093:474,31[D ]| swore to$4$ me on$4$ his honour$0$ he would, that$6#2$ five-pound 093:474,32[D ]| note$0$ ~!" 093:475,01[M ]| "But which$6#2$, dear$2#1$ lady?" 093:475,01[' ]| The sense of other incongruities 093:475,02[' ]| than those they had been dealing with 093:475,03[' ]| seemed to$9$ arrive now for$4$ $M$Mitchy's aid. 093:475,04[D ]| "The one that$6#1$, ages ago, one day when you and 093:475,05[D ]| $B$Van were here, we had the joke about$4$. You produced 093:475,06[D ]| it, in sport$0$, as a ""fine"" for$4$ something, and put it 093:475,07[D ]| on$4$ that$6#2$ table; after$4$ which$6#1$, before$3$ I knew what$6#1$ you 093:475,08[D ]| were about$4$, before$3$ I could run$1$ after$4$ you, you had gone 093:475,09[D ]| off and ridiculously left$1$ it. Of course$8$ the next minute$0$ 093:475,10[D ]| ~ and again before$3$ I could turn$1$ round$9$ ~ $E$Harold had 093:475,11[D ]| pounced on$4$ it, and I tried in vain to$9$ recover it from 093:475,12[D ]| him. But all I could get him to$9$ do ~" 093:475,13[M ]| "Was to$9$ promise$1$ to$9$ restore it straight to$4$ its owner?" 093:475,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy had listened so$5#1$ much less in surprise$0$ than in 093:475,15[' ]| amusement that$3$ he had apparently after$4$ a moment 093:475,16[' ]| re-established the scene. 093:475,16[M ]| "Oh I recollect ~ he did 093:475,17[M ]| settle with me. \That is\ all right$8$." 093:475,18[' ]| She fixed him from the door of the next room. 093:475,18[D ]| "You 093:475,19[D ]| got every penny?" 093:475,20[M ]| "Every penny. But fancy$1$ your bringing it up!" 093:475,21[D ]| "Ah I always do, you know ~ \some\ day." 093:475,22[M ]| "Yes, you are of a rigour ~! But be at peace. 093:475,23[M ]| $E$Harold is quite square," 093:475,23[' ]| he went on$5$, 093:475,23[M ]| "and I quite 093:475,24[M ]| meant to$9$ have asked you about$4$ him." 093:475,25[' ]| $D$Mrs%*Brook, promptly, was all for$4$ this. 093:475,25[D ]| "Oh it is all 093:475,26[D ]| right$2#1$." 093:475,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy came nearer. 093:475,27[M ]| "$G$Lady*Fanny ~?" 093:475,28[D ]| "Yes ~ \has\ stayed for$4$ him." 093:475,29[M ]| "Ah," 093:475,29[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 093:475,29[M ]| "I knew you would do it! But hush 093:475,30[M ]| ~ they are coming!" 093:475,30[' ]| On$4$ which$6#1$, while$9$ she whisked 093:475,31[' ]| away, he went back$5$ to$4$ the fire$0$. 094:476,01[' ]| Ten minutes of talk$0$ with $L$Mr%*Longdon by$4$ $D$Mrs%*Brookenham's 094:476,02[' ]| hearth elapsed for$4$ him without his 094:476,03[' ]| arriving at the right$2#1$ moment to$9$ take up the business 094:476,04[' ]| so$5#1$ richly put before$4$ him in his previous interview. No$5$ 094:476,05[' ]| less time indeed could have sufficed to$9$ bring him into 094:476,06[' ]| closer relation with this affair, and nothing at first 094:476,07[' ]| could have been more marked than the earnestness 094:476,08[' ]| of his care$0$ not to$9$ show$1$ impatience of appeals that$6#1$ 094:476,09[' ]| were, for$4$ a person of his old friend's general$2$ style, 094:476,10[' ]| simple$2$ recognitions and decencies. There was a limit 094:476,11[' ]| to$4$ the mere allusiveness with which$6#1$, in $L$Mr%*Longdon's 094:476,12[' ]| school of manners, a foreign tour might be treated, 094:476,13[' ]| and $M$Mitchy, no$2$ doubt$0$, plentifully showed that$3$ none 094:476,14[' ]| of his frequent returns$0$ had encountered a curiosity at 094:476,15[' ]| once so$5#1$ explicit and so$5#1$ discreet. To$9$ belong to$4$ a circle 094:476,16[' ]| in which$6#1$ most of the members might be at any 094:476,17[' ]| moment on$4$ the other side$0$ of the globe was inevitably 094:476,18[' ]| to$9$ fall$1$ into the habit of few questions, as well$9$ as into 094:476,19[' ]| that$6#2$ of making up for$4$ their fewness by$4$ their freedom. 094:476,20[' ]| This interlocutor in short$0$, while$9$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's representative 094:476,21[' ]| privately thought$1$ over all he had in hand, 094:476,22[' ]| went at some length and very charmingly ~ since it 094:476,23[' ]| was but a tribute to$4$ common$2$ courtesy ~ into the 094:476,24[' ]| Virgilian associations of the Bay*of*Naples. Finally, 094:476,25[' ]| however, he started, his eye having turned to$4$ the 094:476,26[' ]| clock. 094:476,26[L ]| "I am afraid that$3$, though our hostess does not 094:476,27[L ]| appear, I must not forget myself. I too$5#2$ came back$5$ but 094:477,01[L ]| yesterday and I have an engagement ~ for$4$ which$6#1$ I am 094:477,02[L ]| already late ~ with $A$Miss*Brookenham, who$6#1$ has been 094:477,03[L ]| so$5#1$ good as to$9$ ask me to$4$ tea." 094:477,04[' ]| The divided mind$0$, the express$2$ civility, the decent 094:477,05[L ]| "$A$Miss*Brookenham," 094:477,05[' ]| the escape$0$ from their hostess ~ 094:477,06[' ]| these were all things $M$Mitchy could quickly take in, and 094:477,07[' ]| they gave him in a moment his light$0$ for$4$ not missing 094:477,08[' ]| his occasion$0$. 094:477,08[M ]| "I see, I see ~ I shall make$1$ you keep 094:477,09[M ]| $A$Nanda waiting. But there is something I shall ask 094:477,10[M ]| you to$9$ take from me quite as a sufficient basis for$4$ 094:477,11[M ]| that$6#2$: which$6#1$ is simply that$3$ after$4$ all, you know ~ for$3$ 094:477,12[M ]| I think you do know, do not you? ~ I am nearly as 094:477,13[M ]| much attached to$4$ her as you are." 094:477,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had looked suddenly apprehensive 094:477,15[' ]| and even$5$ a trifle$5$ embarrassed, but he spoke with due$2$ 094:477,16[' ]| presence of mind$0$. 094:477,16[L ]| "Of course$8$ I understand that$6#2$ 094:477,17[L ]| perfectly. If you had not liked her so$5#1$ much ~ " 094:477,18[M ]| "Well$7$?" 094:477,18[' ]| said $M$Mitchy as he checked himself. 094:477,19[L ]| "I would never, last$2$ year, have gone to$9$ stay$1$ with 094:477,20[L ]| you." 094:477,21[M ]| "Thank you!" 094:477,21[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 094:477,22[L ]| "Though I like$1$ you also ~ and extremely," 094:477,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 094:477,23[' ]| gravely pursued, 094:477,23[L ]| "for$4$ yourself." 094:477,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy made a sign of acknowledgement. 094:477,24[M ]| "You 094:477,25[M ]| like$1$ me better$9$ for$4$ \her\ than you do for$4$ anybody else 094:477,26[M ]| \but\ myself." 094:477,27[L ]| "You put it, I think, correctly. Of course$8$ I have not 094:477,28[L ]| seen so$5#1$ much of $A$Nanda ~ if between my age and 094:477,29[l ]| hers, that$3$ is, any real contact is possible ~ without 094:477,30[L ]| knowing that$3$ she now regards$1$ you as one of the very 094:477,31[L ]| best of her friends, treating you, I find myself suspecting, 094:477,32[L ]| with a degree of confidence ~ " 094:478,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy gave a laugh$0$ of interruption. 094:478,01[M ]| "That$6#1$ she 094:478,02[M ]| does not show$1$ even$5$ to$4$ you?" 094:478,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's poised glasses faced him. 094:478,03[L ]| "Even$5$! 094:478,04[L ]| I do not mind$1$, as the opportunity has come up, telling 094:478,05[L ]| you frankly ~ and as from my time of life to$4$ your 094:478,06[L ]| own$2$ ~ all the comfort$0$ I take in the sense that$3$ in 094:478,07[L ]| any case of need$0$ or trouble$0$ she might look$1$ to$4$ you 094:478,08[L ]| for$4$ whatever advice or support$0$ the crisis should 094:478,09[L ]| demand$1$." 094:478,10[M ]| "She has told you she feels I would be there?" 094:478,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy 094:478,11[' ]| after$4$ an instant$0$ asked. 094:478,12[L ]| "I am not sure," 094:478,12[' ]| his friend replied, 094:478,12[L ]| "that$3$ I ought 094:478,13[L ]| quite to$9$ mention$1$ anything she has ""told"" me. I speak 094:478,14[L ]| of what$6#1$ I have made out$5$ myself." 094:478,15[M ]| "Then I thank you more than I can say for$4$ your 094:478,16[M ]| penetration. Her mother, I should let you know," 094:478,17[' ]| $M$Mitchy continued, 094:478,17[M ]| "is with her just$9$ now." 094:478,18[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon took off his glasses with a jerk. 094:478,19[L ]| "Has anything happened to$4$ her?" 094:478,20[M ]| "To$9$ account$1$ for$4$ the fact I refer to$4$?" 094:478,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy said 094:478,21[' ]| in amusement at his start$0$. 094:478,21[M ]| "She is not ill, that$3$ I 094:478,22[M ]| know of, thank goodness, and she has not broken 094:478,23[M ]| her leg. But something, none the less, has happened 094:478,24[M ]| to$4$ her ~ that$6#2$ I think I may$1$ say. To$9$ tell you all in a 094:478,25[M ]| word, it is the reason$0$, such as it is, of my being$1$ here 094:478,26[M ]| to$9$ meet$1$ you. $D$Mrs%*Brook asked me to$9$ wait. She will$1$ 094:478,27[M ]| see you herself some other time." 094:478,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon wondered. 094:478,28[L ]| "And $A$Nanda too$5#2$?" 094:478,29[M ]| "Oh that$6#2$ must be between yourselves. Only, while$9$ 094:478,30[M ]| I keep you here ~" 094:478,31[L ]| "She understands my delay$0$?" 094:478,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy thought$1$. 094:478,32[M ]| "$D$Mrs%*Brook must have explained." 094:479,01[' ]| Then as his companion took this in silence$0$, 094:479,02[M ]| "But you do not like$1$ it?" 094:479,02[' ]| he asked. 094:479,03[L ]| "It only comes to$4$ me that$3$ $D$Mrs%*Brook's explanations ~!" 094:479,04[L ]| 094:479,05[M ]| "Are often so$5#1$ odd? Oh yes; but $A$Nanda, you know, 094:479,06[M ]| allows for$4$ that$6#2$ oddity. And $D$Mrs%*Brook, by$4$ the same 094:479,07[M ]| token," 094:479,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy developed, 094:479,07[M ]| "knows herself ~ no*one 094:479,08[M ]| better$9$ ~ what$6#1$ may$1$ frequently be thought$1$ of it. 094:479,09[M ]| That is precisely the reason$0$ of her desire$0$ that$3$ you 094:479,10[M ]| should have on$4$ this occasion$0$ explanations from a 094:479,11[M ]| source that$6#1$ she is so$5#1$ good as to$9$ pronounce, for$4$ the 094:479,12[M ]| immediate purpose, superior$2$. As for$4$ $A$Nanda," 094:479,12[' ]| he 094:479,13[' ]| wound$1#1$ up, 094:479,13[M ]| "to$9$ be aware that$3$ we are here together 094:479,14[M ]| will$1$ not strike her as so$5#1$ bad a sign." 094:479,15[L ]| "No$7$," 094:479,15[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon attentively assented; 094:479,15[L ]| "she will$1$ 094:479,16[L ]| hardly fear$1$ we are plotting her ruin$0$. But what$6#2$ then 094:479,17[L ]| has happened to$4$ her?" 094:479,18[M ]| "Well$7$," 094:479,18[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 094:479,18[M ]| "it is you, I think, who$6#1$ will$1$ 094:479,19[M ]| have to$9$ give it a name$0$. I know you know what$6#1$ I have 094:479,20[M ]| known." 094:479,21[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, his nippers again in place$0$, hesitated. 094:479,22[L ]| "Yes, I know." 094:479,23[M ]| "And you have accepted it." 094:479,24[L ]| "How could I help$1$ it? To$9$ reckon with such cleverness ~!" 094:479,25[L ]| 094:479,26[M ]| "Was beyond$4$ you? Ah it was not my cleverness," 094:479,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy said. 094:479,27[M ]| "There is a greater than mine$6$. There is 094:479,28[M ]| a greater even$5$ than $B$Van's. That is the whole$2$ point$0$," 094:479,29[' ]| he went on$5$ while$9$ his friend looked at him hard. 094:479,30[M ]| "You do not even$5$ like$1$ it just$9$ a little?" 094:479,31[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon wondered. 094:479,31[L ]| "The existence of such 094:479,32[L ]| an element ~?" 094:480,01[M ]| "No$7$; the existence simply of my knowledge of your 094:480,02[M ]| idea." 094:480,03[L ]| "I suppose I am bound to$9$ keep in mind$0$ in fairness 094:480,04[L ]| the existence of my own$2$ knowledge of yours." 094:480,05[' ]| But $M$Mitchy gave that$6#2$ the go-by. 094:480,05[M ]| "Oh I have so$5#1$ 094:480,06[M ]| many ""ideas""! I am always getting hold$0$ of some new 094:480,07[M ]| one and for$4$ the most part$0$ trying$1$ it ~ generally to$9$ let it go 094:480,08[M ]| as a failure. Yes, I had one six months ago. 094:480,09[M ]| I tried that$6#2$. I am trying$1$ it still$5$." 094:480,10[L ]| "Then I hope$1$," 094:480,10[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon with a gaiety 094:480,11[' ]| slightly strained, 094:480,11[L ]| "that$3$, contrary$8$ to$4$ your usual rule, 094:480,12[L ]| it is a success." 094:480,13[' ]| It was a gaiety, for$4$ that$6#2$ matter, that$6#1$ $M$Mitchy's 094:480,14[' ]| could match$1$. 094:480,14[M ]| "It does promise$1$ well$9$! But I have another 094:480,15[M ]| idea even$5$ now, and it is just$9$ what$6#1$ I am again 094:480,16[M ]| trying$1$." 094:480,17[L ]| "On$4$ me?" 094:480,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon still$5$ somewhat extravagantly 094:480,18[' ]| smiled. 094:480,19[' ]| $M$Mitchy thought$1$. 094:480,19[M ]| "Well$7$, on$4$ two or three persons, 094:480,20[M ]| of whom$6#1$ you \are\ the first for$4$ me to$9$ tackle. But 094:480,21[M ]| what$6#1$ I must begin with is having from you that$3$ you 094:480,22[M ]| recognise she trusts us." 094:480,23[L ]| "$A$Nanda?" 094:480,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy's idea after$4$ an instant$0$ had visibly gone 094:480,25[' ]| further. 094:480,25[M ]| "Both of them ~ the two women up there 094:480,26[M ]| at present$0#1$ so$5#1$ strangely together. $D$Mrs%*Brook must 094:480,27[M ]| too$5#2$; immensely. But for$4$ that$6#2$ you will$1$ not care$1$." 094:480,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had relapsed into an anxiety more 094:480,29[' ]| natural$2$ than his expression of a moment before$5$. 094:480,29[L ]| "It is 094:480,30[L ]| about$5$ time! But if $A$Nanda did not trust$1$ us," 094:480,30[' ]| he went 094:480,31[' ]| on$5$, 094:480,31[L ]| "her case would indeed be a sorry one. She has 094:480,32[L ]| nobody else to$9$ trust$1$." 094:481,01[M ]| "Yes." 094:481,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy's concurrence was grave$2$. 094:481,01[M ]| "Only 094:481,02[M ]| you and me." 094:481,03[L ]| "Only you and me." 094:481,04[' ]| The eyes of the two men met over it in a pause$0$ 094:481,05[' ]| terminated at last$0$ by$4$ $M$Mitchy's saying: 094:481,05[M ]| "We must 094:481,06[M ]| make$1$ it all up to$4$ her." 094:481,07[L ]| "Is that$6#2$ your idea?" 094:481,08[M ]| "Ah," 094:481,08[' ]| said $M$Mitchy gently, 094:481,08[M ]| "do not laugh$1$ at it." 094:481,09[' ]| His friend's grey gloom again covered him. 094:481,09[L ]| "But 094:481,10[L ]| what$6#2$ \can\ ~?" 094:481,10[' ]| Then as $M$Mitchy showed a face$0$ that$6#1$ 094:481,11[' ]| seemed to$9$ wince with a silent 094:481,11@m | "What$6#2$ \could\?" 094:481,11[' ]| the old 094:481,12[' ]| man completed his objection. 094:481,12[L ]| "Think of the magnitude 094:481,13[L ]| of the loss." 094:481,14[M ]| "Oh I do not for$4$ a moment suggest," 094:481,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy hastened 094:481,15[' ]| to$9$ reply$1$, 094:481,15[M ]| "that$3$ it is not immense." 094:481,16[L ]| "She does care$1$ for$4$ him, you know," 094:481,16[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 094:481,17[' ]| 094:481,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy, at this, gave a wide, prolonged glare. 094:481,19[M ]| """Know"" ~?" 094:481,19[' ]| he ever so$5#1$ delicately murmured. 094:481,20[' ]| His irony had quite touched. 094:481,20[L ]| "But of course$8$ you 094:481,21[L ]| know! You know everything ~ $A$Nanda and you." 094:481,22[' ]| There was a tone in it that$6#1$ moved a spring$0$, and 094:481,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed out$5$. 094:481,23[M ]| "I like$1$ your putting me with 094:481,24[M ]| her! But we are all together. With $A$Nanda," 094:481,24[' ]| he next 094:481,25[' ]| added, 094:481,25[M ]| "it \is\ deep." 094:481,26[' ]| His companion took it from him. 094:481,26[L ]| "Deep." 094:481,27[M ]| "And yet somehow it is not abject." 094:481,28[' ]| The old man wondered. 094:481,28[L ]| """Abject""?" 094:481,29[M ]| "I mean$1$ it is not pitiful. In its way," 094:481,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy developed, 094:481,30[M ]| "it is happy." 094:481,31[' ]| This too$5#2$, though rather ruefully, $L$Mr%*Longdon 094:481,32[' ]| could take from him. 094:481,32[L ]| "Yes ~ in its way." 094:482,01[M ]| "Any passion so$5#1$ great, so$5#1$ complete$2$," 094:482,01[' ]| $M$Mitchy went 094:482,02[' ]| on$5$, 094:482,02[M ]| "is ~ satisfied$2$ or unsatisfied ~ a life." 094:482,02[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 094:482,03[' ]| looked so$5#1$ interested that$3$ his fellow visitor, 094:482,04[' ]| evidently stirred by$4$ what$6#1$ was now an appeal and a 094:482,05[' ]| dependence, grew still$5$ more bland, or at least more 094:482,06[' ]| assured, for$4$ affirmation. 094:482,06[M ]| "She is not \too$5#1$\ sorry for$4$ 094:482,07[M ]| herself." 094:482,08[L ]| "Ah she is so$5#1$ proud!" 094:482,09[M ]| "Yes, but that is a help$0$." 094:482,10[L ]| "Oh ~ not for$4$ \us\!" 094:482,11[' ]| It arrested $M$Mitchy, but his ingenuity could only 094:482,12[' ]| rebound. 094:482,12[M ]| "In \one\ way: that$6#2$ of reducing us to$9$ feel 094:482,13[M ]| that$3$ the desire$0$ to$9$ ""make$1$ up"" to$4$ her is ~ well$7$, mainly 094:482,14[M ]| for$4$ \our\ relief. If she ""trusts"" us, as I said just$9$ now, 094:482,15[M ]| it is not for$4$ \that$6#2$\ she does so$5#2$." 094:482,15[' ]| As his friend appeared 094:482,16[' ]| to$9$ wait then to$9$ hear, it was presently with positive 094:482,17[' ]| joy that$3$ he showed he could meet$1$ the last$2$ difficulty. 094:482,18[M ]| "What$6#1$ she trusts us to$9$ do" 094:482,18[' ]| ~ oh $M$Mitchy had worked 094:482,19[' ]| it out$5$! ~ 094:482,19[M ]| "is to$9$ let \him\ off." 094:482,20[L ]| "Let him off?" 094:482,20[' ]| It still$5$ left$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon dim. 094:482,21[M ]| "Easily. That is all." 094:482,22[L ]| "But what$6#2$ would letting him off hard be? It seems 094:482,23[L ]| to$4$ me he is ~ on$4$ any terms ~ already beyond$4$ us. 094:482,24[L ]| He \is\ off." 094:482,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had given it a sound$0$ that$6#1$ suddenly 094:482,26[' ]| made $M$Mitchy appear to$9$ collapse under a sharper sense 094:482,27[' ]| of the matter. 094:482,27[M ]| "He \is\ off," he moodily echoed. 094:482,28[' ]| His companion, again a little bewildered, watched 094:482,29[' ]| him; then with impatience: 094:482,29[L ]| "Do, please, tell me what$6#1$ 094:482,30[L ]| has happened." 094:482,31[' ]| He quickly pulled himself round$9$. 094:482,31[M ]| "Well$7$, he was, 094:482,32[M ]| after$4$ a long$9$ absence, here a while$0$ since as if expressly 094:483,01[M ]| to$9$ see her. But after$4$ spending half an hour he went 094:483,02[M ]| away without it." 094:483,03[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's watch$0$ continued. 094:483,03[L ]| "He spent the 094:483,04[L ]| half-hour with her mother instead?" 094:483,05[M ]| "Oh ""instead"" ~ it was hardly that$6#2$. He at all 094:483,06[M ]| events dropped his idea." 094:483,07[L ]| "And what$6#2$ had it been, his idea?" 094:483,08[M ]| "You speak as if he had as many as I!" 094:483,08[' ]| $M$Mitchy 094:483,09[' ]| replied. 094:483,09[M ]| "In a manner indeed he has," 094:483,09[' ]| he continued 094:483,10[' ]| as if for$4$ himself. 094:483,10[M ]| "But they are of a different kind$0$," 094:483,11[' ]| he said to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 094:483,12[L ]| "What$6#2$ had it been, his idea?" 094:483,12[' ]| the old man, however, 094:483,13[' ]| simply repeated. 094:483,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy's confession at this seemed to$9$ explain his 094:483,15[' ]| previous evasion. 094:483,15[M ]| "We shall never know." 094:483,16[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon hesitated. 094:483,16[L ]| "He will$1$ not tell \you\?" 094:483,17[M ]| "Me?" 094:483,17[' ]| $M$Mitchy had a pause$0$. 094:483,17[M ]| "Less than any*one." 094:483,18[M ]| 094:483,19[' ]| Many things they had not spoken had already 094:483,20[' ]| passed between them, and something evidently, to$4$ 094:483,21[' ]| the sense of each, passed during the moment that$6#1$ 094:483,22[' ]| followed this. 094:483,22[L ]| "While$9$ you were abroad," 094:483,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon 094:483,23[' ]| presently asked, 094:483,23[L ]| "did you hear from 094:483,24[L ]| him?" 094:483,25[M ]| "Never. And I wrote nothing." 094:483,26[L ]| "Like$9$ me," 094:483,26[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 094:483,26[L ]| "I have neither 094:483,27[L ]| written nor heard." 094:483,28[M ]| "Ah but with you it will$1$ be different." 094:483,28[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, 094:483,29[' ]| as if with the outbreak of an agitation hitherto 094:483,30[' ]| controlled, had turned abruptly away and, with the 094:483,31[' ]| usual swing of his glass, begun almost wildly to$9$ 094:483,32[' ]| wander. 094:483,32[M ]| "You \will$1$\ hear." 094:484,01[L ]| "I shall be curious." 094:484,02[M ]| "Oh but what$6#1$ $A$Nanda wants$1$, you know, is that$3$ you 094:484,03[M ]| should not be too$5#1$ much so$5#2$." 094:484,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon thoughtfully rambled. 094:484,04[L ]| "Too$5#1$ 094:484,05[L ]| much ~?" 094:484,06[M ]| "To$9$ let him off, as we were saying, easily." 094:484,07[' ]| The elder man for$4$ a while$0$ said nothing more, but 094:484,08[' ]| he at last$0$ came back$5$. 094:484,08[L ]| "She would like$1$ me actually to$9$ give 094:484,09[L ]| him something?" 094:484,10[M ]| "I dare$1#2$ say!" 094:484,11[L ]| "Money?" 094:484,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled. 094:484,12[M ]| "A handsome present$0#2$." 094:484,12[' ]| They were 094:484,13[' ]| face$0$ to$9$ face$0$ again with more mute interchange. 094:484,13[M ]| "She 094:484,14[M ]| does not want$1$ \him\ to$9$ have lost ~!" 094:484,14[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, 094:484,15[' ]| however, on$4$ this, once more broke off while$9$ $M$Mitchy's 094:484,16[' ]| eyes followed him. 094:484,16[M ]| "Does not it give a sort of measure$0$ 094:484,17[M ]| of what$6#1$ she may$1$ feel ~?" 094:484,18[' ]| He had paused, working it out$5$ again with the effect$0$ 094:484,19[' ]| of his friend's returning afresh to$9$ be fed with his 094:484,20[' ]| light$0$. 094:484,20[L ]| "Does not what$6#1$ give it?" 094:484,21[M ]| "Why the fact that$3$ we still$5$ like$1$ him." 094:484,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon stared. 094:484,22[L ]| "Do \you\ still$5$ like$1$ him?" 094:484,23[M ]| "If I did not how should I mind$1$ ~?" 094:484,23[' ]| But on$4$ the 094:484,24[' ]| utterance of it $M$Mitchy fairly pulled up. 094:484,25[' ]| His companion, after$4$ another look$0$, laid a mild 094:484,26[' ]| hand on$4$ his shoulder. 094:484,26[L ]| "What$6#2$ is it you mind$1$?" 094:484,27[M ]| "From \him\? Oh nothing!" 094:484,27[' ]| He could trust$1$ himself 094:484,28[' ]| again. 094:484,28[M ]| "There are people like$9$ that$6#2$ ~ great cases 094:484,29[M ]| of privilege." 094:484,30[L ]| "He \is\ one!" 094:484,30[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon mused. 094:484,31[M ]| "There it is. They go through$4$ life somehow 094:484,32[M ]| guaranteed. They can not help$1$ pleasing." 094:485,01[L ]| "Ah," 094:485,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon murmured, 094:485,01[L ]| "if it had not been 094:485,02[L ]| for$4$ that$6#2$ ~!" 094:485,03[M ]| "They hold$1$, they keep every*one," 094:485,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy went on$5$. 094:485,04[M ]| "It is the sacred terror." 094:485,05[' ]| The companions for$4$ a little seemed to$9$ stand$1$ together 094:485,06[' ]| in this element; after$4$ which$6#1$ the elder turned once 094:485,07[' ]| more away and appeared to$9$ continue to$9$ walk$1$ in it. 094:485,08[L ]| "Poor $A$Nanda!" 094:485,08[' ]| then, in a far-off sigh$0$, came across$5$ 094:485,09[' ]| from him to$4$ $M$Mitchy. $M$Mitchy on$4$ this turned vaguely 094:485,10[' ]| round$9$ to$4$ the fire$0$, into which$6#1$ he remained gazing till 094:485,11[' ]| he heard again $L$Mr%*Longdon's voice. 094:485,11[L ]| "I knew it 094:485,12[L ]| of course$8$ after$4$ all. It was what$6#1$ I came up to$4$ town 094:485,13[L ]| for$4$. That$6#2$ night, before$3$ you went abroad, at $K$Mrs%*Grendon's ~" 094:485,14[L ]| 094:485,15[M ]| "Yes?" 094:485,15[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy was with him again. 094:485,16[L ]| "Well$7$, made me see the future. It was then already 094:485,17[L ]| too$5#1$ late." 094:485,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy assented with emphasis. 094:485,18[M ]| "Too$5#1$ late. She 094:485,19[M ]| was spoiled for$4$ him." 094:485,20[' ]| If $L$Mr%*Longdon had to$9$ take it he took it at least 094:485,21[' ]| quietly, only saying after$4$ a time: 094:485,21[L ]| "And her mother 094:485,22[L ]| \is not\?" 094:485,23[M ]| "Oh yes. Quite." 094:485,24[L ]| "And does $D$Mrs%*Brook know it?" 094:485,25[M ]| "Yes, but does not mind$1$. She resembles you and 094:485,26[M ]| me. She ""still$5$ likes"" him." 094:485,27[L ]| "But what$6#2$ good will$1$ that$6#2$ do her?" 094:485,28[' ]| $M$Mitchy sketched a shrug. 094:485,28[M ]| "What$6#2$ good does it do 094:485,29[M ]| \us\?" 094:485,30[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon thought$1$. 094:485,30[L ]| "We can at least respect$1$ 094:485,31[L ]| ourselves." 094:485,32[M ]| "\Can\ we?" 094:485,32[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled. 094:486,01[L ]| "And \he\ can respect$1$ us," 094:486,01[' ]| his friend, as if not 094:486,02[' ]| hearing him, went on$5$. 094:486,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy seemed almost to$9$ demur. 094:486,03[M ]| "He must think 094:486,04[M ]| we are ""rum.""" 094:486,05[L ]| "Well$7$, $D$Mrs%*Brook is worse than rum. He can not 094:486,06[L ]| respect$1$ \her\." 094:486,07[M ]| "Oh that$6#2$ will$1$ be perhaps," 094:486,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed, 094:486,07[M ]| "what$6#1$ 094:486,08[M ]| she will$1$ get just$9$ most out$8$ of!" 094:486,08[' ]| It was the first time 094:486,09[' ]| of $L$Mr%*Longdon's showing that$3$ even$5$ after$4$ a minute$0$ 094:486,10[' ]| he had not understood him; so$3$ that$3$ as quickly as 094:486,11[' ]| possible he passed to$4$ another point$0$. 094:486,11[M ]| "If you do 094:486,12[M ]| anything may$1$ I be in it?" 094:486,13[L ]| "But what$6#2$ can I do? If it is over it is over." 094:486,14[M ]| "For$4$ \him\, yes. But not for$4$ her or for$4$ you or for$4$ 094:486,15[M ]| me." 094:486,16[L ]| "Oh I am not for$4$ long$9$!" 094:486,16[' ]| the old man wearily said, 094:486,17[' ]| turning$1$ the next moment to$4$ the door, at which$6#1$ one of 094:486,18[' ]| the footmen had appeared. 094:486,19[P ]| "$D$Mrs%*Brookenham's compliments, please sir," 094:486,19[' ]| this 094:486,20[' ]| messenger articulated, 094:486,20[P ]| "and $A$Miss*Brookenham is now 094:486,21[P ]| alone." 094:486,22[L ]| "Thanks ~ I will$1$ come up." 094:486,23[' ]| The servant withdrew, and the eyes of the two 094:486,24[' ]| visitors again met for$4$ a minute$0$, after$4$ which$6#1$ $M$Mitchy 094:486,25[' ]| looked about$5$ for$4$ his hat. 094:486,25[M ]| "Good-bye. I will$1$ go." 094:486,26[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon watched him while$9$, having found his 094:486,27[' ]| hat, he looked about$5$ for$4$ his stick. 094:486,27[L ]| "You want$1$ to$9$ be 094:486,28[L ]| in \everything\?" 094:486,29[' ]| $M$Mitchy, without answering, smoothed his hat 094:486,30[' ]| down$5$; then he replied: 094:486,30[M ]| "You say you are not for$4$ 094:486,31[M ]| long$9$, but you will$1$ not abandon her." 094:486,32[L ]| "Oh I mean$1$ I shall not last$1$ for*ever." 094:487,01[M ]| "Well$7$, since you so$5#2$ expressed it yourself, that is 094:487,02[M ]| what$6#1$ I mean$1$ too$5#2$. I assure you \I\ shall not desert$1$ her. 094:487,03[M ]| And if I can help$1$ you ~!" 094:487,04[L ]| "Help$1$ me?" 094:487,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon interrupted, looking at 094:487,05[' ]| him hard. 094:487,06[' ]| It made him a little awkward. 094:487,06[M ]| "Help$1$ you to$9$ help$1$ 094:487,07[M ]| her, you know ~!" 094:487,08[L ]| "You are very wonderful," 094:487,08[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon presently 094:487,09[' ]| returned. 094:487,09[L ]| "A year and a half ago you wanted to$9$ help$1$ 094:487,10[L ]| me to$9$ help$1$ $B$Mr%*Vanderbank." 094:487,11[M ]| "Well$7$," 094:487,11[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, 094:487,11[M ]| "you can not quite say I 094:487,12[M ]| have not." 094:487,13[L ]| "But your ideas of help$0$ are of a splendour ~!" 094:487,14[M ]| "Oh I have told you about$4$ my ideas." 094:487,14[' ]| $M$Mitchy was 094:487,15[' ]| almost apologetic. 094:487,16[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had a pause$0$. 094:487,16[L ]| "I suppose I am not 094:487,17[L ]| indiscreet then in recognising your marriage as one 094:487,18[L ]| of them. And that$3$, with a responsibility so$5#1$ great 094:487,19[L ]| already assumed, you appear fairly eager for$4$ another ~!" 094:487,20[L ]| 094:487,21[M ]| "Makes me out$5$ a kind$0$ of monster of benevolence?" 094:487,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked at it with a flushed face$0$. 094:487,23[M ]| "The two responsibilities are very much one and the 094:487,24[M ]| same. My marriage has brought me, as it were, only 094:487,25[M ]| nearer to$4$ $A$Nanda. My wife and she, do not you see? 094:487,26[M ]| are particular friends." 094:487,27[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, on$4$ his side$0$, turned a trifle$5$ pale; he 094:487,28[' ]| looked rather hard at the floor. 094:487,28[L ]| "I see ~ I see." 094:487,29[' ]| Then he raised his eyes. 094:487,29[L ]| "But ~ to$4$ an old fellow 094:487,30[L ]| like$9$ me ~ it is all so$5#1$ strange." 094:487,31[M ]| "It \is\ strange." 094:487,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy spoke very kindly. 094:487,31[M ]| "But 094:487,32[M ]| it is all right$8$." 094:488,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon gave a headshake that$6#1$ was both sad 094:488,02[' ]| and sharp. 094:488,02[L ]| "It is all wrong$2$. But \you are\ all right$8$!" 094:488,03[' ]| he added in a different tone as he walked hastily 094:488,04[' ]| away. 101:491,01[' ]| $A$Nanda*Brookenham, for$4$ a fortnight after$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's 101:491,02[' ]| return$0$, had found much to$9$ think of; but the 101:491,03[' ]| bustle$0$ of business became, visibly for$4$ us, particularly 101:491,04[' ]| great with her on$4$ a certain Friday afternoon in June. 101:491,05[' ]| She was in unusual possession of that$6#2$ chamber of 101:491,06[' ]| comfort$0$ in which$6#1$ so$5#1$ much of her life had lately been 101:491,07[' ]| passed, the redecorated and rededicated room upstairs 101:491,08[' ]| in which$6#1$ she had enjoyed a due$2$ measure$0$ both 101:491,09[' ]| of solitude and of society. Passing$1$ the objects$0$ about$4$ 101:491,10[' ]| her in review she gave especial attention to$4$ her rather 101:491,11[' ]| marked wealth of books; changed repeatedly, for$4$ 101:491,12[' ]| five minutes, the position of various volumes, transferred 101:491,13[' ]| to$4$ tables those that$3$ were on$4$ shelves and rearranged 101:491,14[' ]| shelves with an eye to$4$ the effect$0$ of backs. 101:491,15[' ]| She was flagrantly engaged throughout indeed in the 101:491,16[' ]| study$0$ of effect$0$, which$6#1$ moreover, had the law of an 101:491,17[' ]| extreme$2$ freshness not inveterately prevailed there, 101:491,18[' ]| might have been observed to$9$ be traceable in the very 101:491,19[' ]| detail$0$ of her own$2$ appearance. "Company" in short$0$ 101:491,20[' ]| was in the air and expectation in the picture$0$. The 101:491,21[' ]| flowers on$4$ the little tables bloomed with a consciousness 101:491,22[' ]| sharply taken up by$4$ the glitter of nick-nacks 101:491,23[' ]| and reproduced in turn$0$ in the light$2$ exuberance of 101:491,24[' ]| cushions on$4$ sofas and the measured drop$0$ of blinds 101:491,25[' ]| in windows. The numerous photographed friends in 101:491,26[' ]| particular were highly prepared, with small intense 101:491,27[' ]| faces, each, that$6#1$ happened in every case to$9$ be turned 101:492,01[' ]| to$4$ the door. The pair$0$ of eyes most dilated perhaps 101:492,02[' ]| was that$6#2$ of old $B$Van, present$9$ under a polished glass 101:492,03[' ]| and in a frame of gilt-edged morocco that$6#1$ spoke out$5$, 101:492,04[' ]| across$4$ the room, of Piccadilly and Christmas, and 101:492,05[' ]| visibly widening his gaze at the opening of the door, 101:492,06[' ]| at the announcement of a name$0$ by$4$ a footman and at 101:492,07[' ]| the entrance of a gentleman remarkably like$9$ him 101:492,08[' ]| save$1$ as the resemblance was on$4$ the gentleman's part$0$ 101:492,09[' ]| flattered. $B$Vanderbank had not been in the room ten 101:492,10[' ]| seconds before$3$ he showed ever so$5#1$ markedly that$3$ he 101:492,11[' ]| had arrived to$9$ be kind$2$. Kindness therefore becomes 101:492,12[' ]| for$4$ us, by$4$ a quick$2$ turn$0$ of the glass that$6#1$ reflects the 101:492,13[' ]| whole$2$ scene, the high pitch of the concert ~ a kindness 101:492,14[' ]| that$6#1$ almost immediately filled the place$0$, to$4$ the 101:492,15[' ]| exclusion of everything else, with a familiar friendly 101:492,16[' ]| voice, a brightness of good looks$0$ and good intentions, 101:492,17[' ]| a constant though perhaps sometimes misapplied 101:492,18[' ]| laugh$0$, a superabundance almost of interest$0$, inattention 101:492,19[' ]| and movement. 101:492,20[' ]| The first thing the young man said was that$3$ he 101:492,21[' ]| was tremendously glad she had written. 101:492,21[B ]| "I think it 101:492,22[B ]| was most particularly nice of you." 101:492,22[' ]| And this thought$0$ 101:492,23[' ]| precisely seemed, as he spoke, a flower of the general$2$ 101:492,24[' ]| bloom ~ as if the niceness he had brought in was so$5#1$ 101:492,25[' ]| great that$3$ it straightway converted everything to$4$ its 101:492,26[' ]| image. 101:492,26[B ]| "The only thing that$6#1$ upset me a little," 101:492,26[' ]| he 101:492,27[' ]| went on$5$, 101:492,27[B ]| "was your saying that$3$ before$4$ writing$1$ it you 101:492,28[B ]| had so$5#2$ hesitated and waited. I hope$1$ very much, 101:492,29[B ]| you know, that$3$ you will$1$ never do anything of that$6#2$ kind$0$ 101:492,30[B ]| again. If you have ever the slightest desire$0$ to$9$ see me ~ 101:492,31[B ]| for$4$ no$2$ matter what$6#1$ reason$0$, if there is ever the smallest 101:492,32[B ]| thing of any sort that$6#1$ I can do for$4$ you, I promise$1$ 101:493,01[B ]| you I shall not easily forgive you if you stand$1$ on$4$ ceremony. 101:493,02[B ]| It seems to$4$ me that$3$ when people have known 101:493,03[B ]| each other as long$9$ as you and I there is one comfort$0$ 101:493,04[B ]| at least they may$1$ treat$1$ themselves to$4$. I mean$1$ of 101:493,05[B ]| course$8$," 101:493,05[' ]| $B$Van developed, 101:493,05[B ]| "that$6#2$ of being$1$ easy and 101:493,06[B ]| frank$2$ and natural$2$. There are such a lot of relations 101:493,07[B ]| in which$6#1$ one is not, in which$6#1$ it does not pay$1$, in which$6#1$ 101:493,08[B ]| ""ease$0$"" in fact would be the greatest of troubles and 101:493,09[B ]| ""nature"" the greatest of falsities. However," 101:493,09[' ]| he continued 101:493,10[' ]| while$9$ he suddenly got up to$9$ change$1$ the place$0$ 101:493,11[' ]| in which$6#1$ he had put his hat, 101:493,11[B ]| "I do not really know why 101:493,12[B ]| I am preaching at such a rate$0$, for$3$ I have a perfect$2$ consciousness 101:493,13[B ]| of not myself requiring it. One does half 101:493,14[B ]| the time preach more or less for$4$ one's self, eh? I am 101:493,15[B ]| not mistaken at all events, I think, about$4$ the right$2#1$ 101:493,16[B ]| thing with \you\. And a hint is enough for$4$ you, I am 101:493,17[B ]| sure, on$4$ the right$2#1$ thing with me." 101:493,17[' ]| He had been 101:493,18[' ]| looking all round$9$ while$9$ he talked and had twice 101:493,19[' ]| shifted his seat; so$3$ that$3$ it was quite in consonance 101:493,20[' ]| with his general$2$ admiring notice$0$ that$3$ the next impression 101:493,21[' ]| he broke out$5$ with should have achieved some air 101:493,22[' ]| of relevance. 101:493,22[B ]| "What$7$ extraordinarily lovely flowers 101:493,23[B ]| you have and how charming you have made everything! 101:493,24[B ]| You are always doing something ~ women are always 101:493,25[B ]| changing the position of their furniture. If one happens 101:493,26[B ]| to$9$ come in in the dark$0$, no$2$ matter how well$9$ one 101:493,27[B ]| knows the place$0$, one sits down$5$ on$4$ a hat or a puppy-dog. 101:493,28[B ]| But of course$8$ you will$1$ say one does not come in in 101:493,29[B ]| the dark$0$, or at least, if one does, deserves what$6#1$ one 101:493,30[B ]| gets. Only you know the way some women keep their 101:493,31[B ]| rooms. I am bound to$9$ say \you\ do not, do you? ~ you 101:493,32[B ]| do not go in for$4$ flower-pots in the windows and half 101:494,01[B ]| a dozen blinds. Why \should\ you? You \have\ got a lot 101:494,02[B ]| to$9$ show$1$!" 101:494,02[' ]| He rose$1$ with this for$4$ the third time, as the 101:494,03[' ]| better$9$ to$9$ command$1$ the scene. 101:494,03[B ]| "What$6#1$ I mean$1$ is that$6#2$ 101:494,04[B ]| sofa ~ which$6#1$ by$4$ the way is awfully good: you do, 101:494,05[B ]| my dear$2#1$ $A$Nanda, go it! It certainly was \here\ the last$2$ 101:494,06[B ]| time, was not it? and this thing was there. The 101:494,07[B ]| last$2$ time ~ I mean$1$ the last$2$ time I was up here ~ was 101:494,08[B ]| fearfully long$9$ ago: when, by$4$ the way, \was\ it? But you 101:494,09[B ]| see I \have\ been and that$3$ I remember it. And you have 101:494,10[B ]| a lot more things now. You are laying up treasure. 101:494,11[B ]| Really the increase$0$ of luxury ~! What$7$ an awfully 101:494,12[B ]| jolly lot of books ~ have you read them all? Where 101:494,13[B ]| did you learn so$5#1$ much about$4$ bindings?" 101:494,14[' ]| He continued to$9$ talk$1$; he took things up and put 101:494,15[' ]| them down$5$; $A$Nanda sat in her place$0$, where her stillness, 101:494,16[' ]| fixed and colourless, contrasted with his rather 101:494,17[' ]| flushed freedom, and appeared only to$9$ wait, half 101:494,18[' ]| in surprise$0$, half in surrender$0$, for$4$ the flow$0$ of his suggestiveness 101:494,19[' ]| to$9$ run$1$ its course$0$, so$3$ that$3$, having herself 101:494,20[' ]| provoked the occasion$0$, she might do a little more to$9$ 101:494,21[' ]| meet$1$ it. It was by$4$ no$2$ means$0$, however, that$3$ his presence 101:494,22[' ]| in any degree ceased to$9$ prevail; for$3$ there were 101:494,23[' ]| minutes during which$6#1$ her face$0$, the only thing in her 101:494,24[' ]| that$6#1$ moved, turning$1$ with his turns$0$ and following his 101:494,25[' ]| glances, actually had a look$0$ inconsistent with anything 101:494,26[' ]| but submission to$4$ almost any accident. It might 101:494,27[' ]| have expressed a desire$0$ for$4$ his talk$0$ to$9$ last$1$ and last$1$, 101:494,28[' ]| an acceptance of any treatment of the hour or any 101:494,29[' ]| version, or want$0$ of version, of her act$0$ that$6#1$ would best 101:494,30[' ]| suit$1$ his ease$0$, even$5$ in fact a resigned prevision of the 101:494,31[' ]| occurrence of something that$6#1$ would leave$1$ her, 101:494,32[' ]| quenched and blank$2$, with the appearance of having 101:495,01[' ]| made him come simply that$3$ she might look$1$ at him. 101:495,02[' ]| She might indeed well$9$ have been aware of an inability 101:495,03[' ]| to$9$ look$1$ at him little enough to$9$ make$1$ it flagrant that$3$ 101:495,04[' ]| she had appealed to$4$ him for$4$ something quite different. 101:495,05[' ]| Keeping$1$ the situation meanwhile thus in his hands 101:495,06[' ]| he recognised over the chimney a new alteration. 101:495,07[B ]| "There used$1#2$ to$9$ be a big print ~ was not there? a 101:495,08[B ]| thing of the fifties ~ we had lots of them at home; 101:495,09[B ]| some place$0$ or other ""in the olden time."" And now 101:495,10[B ]| there is that$6#2$ lovely French glass. So$3$ you see." 101:495,10[' ]| He 101:495,11[' ]| spoke as if she had in some way gainsaid him, 101:495,12[' ]| whereas he had not left$1$ her time even$5$ to$9$ answer$1$ a 101:495,13[' ]| question$0$. But he broke out$5$ anew on$4$ the beauty of 101:495,14[' ]| her flowers. 101:495,14[B ]| "You have awfully good ones ~ where 101:495,15[B ]| do you get them? Flowers and pictures and ~ what$6#2$ 101:495,16[B ]| are the other things people have when they are happy 101:495,17[B ]| and superior$2$? ~ books and birds. You ought to$9$ 101:495,18[B ]| have a bird or two, though I dare$1#2$ say you think that$3$ 101:495,19[B ]| by$4$ the noise I make$1$ I am as good myself as a dozen. 101:495,20[B ]| Is not there some girl in some story ~ it is not $Z1$Scott; 101:495,21[B ]| what$6#2$ is it? ~ who$6#1$ had domestic$2$ difficulties and a 101:495,22[B ]| cage in her window and whom$6#1$ one associates$1$ with 101:495,23[B ]| chickweed and virtue? It is not $Z2$Esmeralda ~ 101:495,24[B ]| $Z2$Esmeralda had a poodle, had not she? ~ or have I 101:495,25[B ]| got my heroines mixed? You are up here yourself 101:495,26[B ]| like$9$ a heroine; you are perched in your tower or what$6#2$ 101:495,27[B ]| do you call$1$ it? ~ your bower. You quite hang over 101:495,28[B ]| the place$0$, you know ~ the great wicked city, the 101:495,29[B ]| wonderful London sky and the monuments looming 101:495,30[B ]| through$5$: or am I again only muddling up my $Z1$Zola? 101:495,31[B ]| You must have the sunsets ~ have not you? No$7$ ~ 101:495,32[B ]| what$6#2$ am I talking about$4$? Of course$8$ you look$1$ north. 101:496,01[B ]| Well$7$, they strike me as about$5$ the only thing you 101:496,02[B ]| have not. At the same time it is not only because I 101:496,03[B ]| envy$1$ you that$3$ I feel humiliated. I ought to$9$ have sent 101:496,04[B ]| you some flowers." 101:496,04[' ]| He smote himself with horror, 101:496,05[' ]| throwing back$5$ his head$0$ with a sudden$2$ thought$0$. 101:496,05[B ]| "Why 101:496,06[B ]| in goodness when I got your note$0$ did not I for$4$ once in 101:496,07[B ]| my life do something really graceful? I simply liked 101:496,08[B ]| it and answered it. Here I am. But I have brought 101:496,09[B ]| nothing. I have not even$5$ brought a box of sweets. 101:496,10[B ]| I am not a man of the world." 101:496,11[A ]| "Most of the flowers here," 101:496,11[' ]| $A$Nanda at last$0$ said, 101:496,12[A ]| "come from $L$Mr%*Longdon. Do not you remember his 101:496,13[A ]| garden?" 101:496,14[' ]| $B$Vanderbank, in quick$2$ response, called it up. 101:496,15[B ]| "Dear$7$ yes ~ was not it charming? And that$6#2$ morning 101:496,16[B ]| you and I spent there" 101:496,16[' ]| ~ he was so$5#1$ careful to$9$ be 101:496,17[' ]| easy about$4$ it ~ 101:496,17[B ]| "talking under the trees." 101:496,18[A ]| "You had gone out$5$ to$9$ be quiet$2$ and read ~!" 101:496,19[B ]| "And you came out$5$ to$9$ look$1$ after$4$ me. Well$7$, I 101:496,20[B ]| remember," 101:496,20[' ]| $B$Van went on$5$, 101:496,20[B ]| "that$3$ we had some good 101:496,21[B ]| talk$0$." 101:496,22[' ]| The talk$0$, $A$Nanda's face$0$ implied, had become dim 101:496,23[' ]| to$4$ her; but there were other things. 101:496,23[A ]| "You know he is 101:496,24[A ]| a great gardener ~ I mean$1$ really one of the greatest. 101:496,25[A ]| His garden is like$9$ a dinner in a house where the person ~ 101:496,26[A ]| the person of the house ~ thoroughly knows 101:496,27[A ]| and cares$1$." 101:496,28[B ]| "I see. And he sends you dishes from the table." 101:496,29[A ]| "Often ~ every week. It comes to$4$ the same thing 101:496,30[A ]| ~ now that$3$ he is in town his gardener does it." 101:496,31[B ]| "Charming of them both!" 101:496,31[' ]| $B$Vanderbank exclaimed. 101:496,32[B ]| "But his gardener ~ that$6#2$ extraordinarily 101:497,01[B ]| tall fellow with the long$9$ red beard ~ was almost as 101:497,02[B ]| nice as himself. I had talks with \him\ too$5#2$ and remember 101:497,03[B ]| every word he said. I remember he told me you 101:497,04[B ]| asked questions that$6#1$ showed ""a deal$0#2$ of study$0$."" But I 101:497,05[B ]| thought$1$ I had never seen all round$9$ such a charming 101:497,06[B ]| lot of people ~ I mean$1$ as those down$5$ there that$6#1$ our 101:497,07[B ]| friend has got about$4$ him. It is an awfully good note$0$ 101:497,08[B ]| for$4$ a man, pleasant servants, I always think, do not 101:497,09[B ]| you? $L$Mr%*Longdon's ~ and quite without their 101:497,10[B ]| saying anything; just$9$ from the sort of type and 101:497,11[B ]| manner they had ~ struck me as a kind$0$ of chorus of 101:497,12[B ]| praise$0$. The same with $M$Mitchy's at Mertle, I remember," 101:497,13[' ]| $B$Van rambled on$5$. 101:497,13[B ]| "$M$Mitchy is the sort of chap 101:497,14[B ]| who$6#1$ might have awful ones, but I recollect telling 101:497,15[B ]| him that$3$ one quite felt as if it were with \them\ one had 101:497,16[B ]| come to$9$ stay$1$. Good note$0$, good note$0$," 101:497,16[' ]| he cheerfully 101:497,17[' ]| repeated. 101:497,17[B ]| "I am bound to$9$ say, you know," 101:497,17[' ]| he continued 101:497,18[' ]| in this key, 101:497,18[B ]| "that$3$ you have a jolly sense for$4$ 101:497,19[B ]| getting in with people who$6#1$ make$1$ you comfortable. 101:497,20[B ]| Then, by$4$ the way, he is still$5$ in town?" 101:497,21[' ]| $A$Nanda waited. 101:497,21[A ]| "Do you mean$1$ $M$Mr%*Mitchy?" 101:497,22[B ]| "Oh \he\ is, I know ~ I met them two nights ago; 101:497,23[B ]| and by$4$ the way again ~ do not let me forget ~ I 101:497,24[B ]| want$1$ to$9$ speak to$4$ you about$4$ his wife. But I have not 101:497,25[B ]| seen, do you know? $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ which$6#1$ is really 101:497,26[B ]| too$5#1$ awful. Twice, thrice I think, have I at moments 101:497,27[B ]| like$9$ this one snatched myself from pressure; but 101:497,28[B ]| there is no$2$ finding the old demon at any earthly hour. 101:497,29[B ]| When do \you\ go ~ or does he only come here? Of 101:497,30[B ]| course$8$ I see you have got the place$0$ arranged for$4$ him. 101:497,31[B ]| When I asked at his hotel at what$6#1$ hour he ever \is\ in, 101:497,32[B ]| blest if the fellow did not say 101:497,32[R ]| ""Very often, sir, about$5$ 101:498,01[R ]| ten!"" 101:498,01[B ]| And when I said ""Ten P%*M%?"" he quite laughed 101:498,02[B ]| at my innocence over a person of such habits. What$6#2$ 101:498,03[B ]| \are\ his habits then now, and what$6#2$ are you putting 101:498,04[B ]| him up to$4$? Seriously," 101:498,04[' ]| $B$Vanderbank pursued, 101:498,04[B ]| "I \am\ 101:498,05[B ]| awfully sorry and I wonder$1$ if, the first time you have a 101:498,06[B ]| chance$0$, you would kindly tell him you have heard me say so$5#2$ 101:498,07[B ]| and that$3$ I mean$1$ yet to$9$ run$1$ him to$4$ earth. The same 101:498,08[B ]| really with the dear$2#1$ $M1$Mitchys. I did not somehow, the 101:498,09[B ]| other night, in such a lot of people, get at them. But 101:498,10[B ]| I sat opposite to$4$ $J$Aggie all through$4$ dinner, and that$6#2$ 101:498,11[B ]| puts me in mind$0$. I should like$1$ volumes from you 101:498,12[B ]| about$4$ $J$Aggie, please. It is too$5#1$ revolting of me not to$9$ 101:498,13[B ]| go to$9$ see her. But every*one knows I am busy. We are 101:498,14[B ]| up to$4$ our necks!" 101:498,15[A ]| "I can not tell you," 101:498,15[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 101:498,15[A ]| "how kind$2$ I think 101:498,16[A ]| it of you to$9$ have found, with all you have to$9$ do, a 101:498,17[A ]| moment for$4$ \this\. But please, without delay$0$, let me 101:498,18[A ]| tell you ~!" 101:498,19[' ]| Practically, however, he would let her tell him 101:498,20[' ]| nothing; his almost aggressive friendly optimism 101:498,21[' ]| clung so$5#2$ to$4$ references of short$2$ range$0$. 101:498,21[B ]| "Do not mention$1$ 101:498,22[B ]| it, please. It is too$5#1$ charming of you to$9$ squeeze 101:498,23[B ]| me in. To$9$ see \you\ moreover does me good. Quite 101:498,24[B ]| distinct good. And your writing$1$ me touched me ~ 101:498,25[B ]| oh but really. There were all sorts of old things in it." 101:498,26[' ]| Then he broke out$5$ once more on$4$ her books, one of 101:498,27[' ]| which$6#1$ for$4$ some minutes past$9$ he had held in his hand. 101:498,28[B ]| "I see you go in for$4$ sets ~ and, my dear$2#1$ child, upon 101:498,29[B ]| my word, I see, \big\ sets. What$6#2$ is this? ~ ""Vol%*23: 101:498,30[B ]| The*British*Poets."" Vol%*23 is delightful ~ do tell me 101:498,31[B ]| about$4$ Vol%*23. Are you doing much in the*British*Poets? 101:498,32[B ]| But when the deuce, you wonderful being$0$, 101:499,01[B ]| do you find time to$9$ read? \I\ do not find any ~ it is too$5#1$ 101:499,02[B ]| hideous. One relapses in London into such illiteracy 101:499,03[B ]| and barbarism. I have to$9$ keep up a false glitter to$9$ 101:499,04[B ]| hide in conversation my rapidly increasing ignorance: 101:499,05[B ]| I should be so$5#1$ ashamed after$4$ all to$9$ see other people 101:499,06[B ]| \not\ shocked by$4$ it. But teach me, teach me!" 101:499,06[' ]| he gaily 101:499,07[' ]| went on$5$. 101:499,08[A ]| "The*British*Poets," 101:499,08[' ]| $A$Nanda immediately answered, 101:499,09[A ]| "were given me by$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, who$6#1$ has 101:499,10[A ]| given me all the good books I have except a few ~ 101:499,11[A ]| those in that$6#2$ top row ~ that$6#1$ have been given me at 101:499,12[A ]| different times by$4$ $M$Mr%*Mitchy. $M$Mr%*Mitchy has sent 101:499,13[A ]| me flowers too$5#2$, as well$9$ as $L$Mr%*Longdon. And they are 101:499,14[A ]| both ~ since we have spoken of my seeing them ~ 101:499,15[A ]| coming by$4$ appointment this afternoon; not together, 101:499,16[A ]| but $M$Mr%*Mitchy at 5%30 and $L$Mr%*Longdon at 6%30." 101:499,17[' ]| She had spoken as with conscious promptitude, 101:499,18[' ]| making up for$4$ what$6#1$ she had not yet succeeded in 101:499,19[' ]| saying by$4$ a quick$2$, complete$2$ statement of her case. 101:499,20[' ]| She was evidently also going on$5$ with more, but her 101:499,21[' ]| actual visitor had already taken her up with a laugh$0$. 101:499,22[B ]| "You \are\ making a day of it and you run$1$ us like$9$ railway-trains!" 101:499,23[' ]| he looked at his watch$0$. 101:499,23[B ]| "Have \I\ then 101:499,24[B ]| time?" 101:499,25[A ]| "It seems to$4$ me I should say ""Have \I\?"" But it is 101:499,26[A ]| not half-past four," 101:499,26[' ]| $A$Nanda went on$5$, 101:499,26[A ]| "and though 101:499,27[A ]| I have something very particular of course$8$ to$9$ say to$4$ 101:499,28[A ]| you it will$1$ not take long$9$. They do not bring tea till five, 101:499,29[A ]| and you must surely stay$1$ till that$6#2$. I had already written 101:499,30[A ]| to$4$ you when they each, for$4$ the same reason$0$, proposed 101:499,31[A ]| this afternoon. They go out$8$ of town to-morrow 101:499,32[A ]| for$4$ Sunday." 101:500,01[B ]| "Oh I see ~ and they have to$9$ see you first. What$7$ 101:500,02[B ]| an influence$0$ you exert, you know, on$4$ people's behaviour!" 101:500,03[B ]| 101:500,04[' ]| She continued as literal as her friend was facetious. 101:500,05[A ]| "Well$7$, it just$9$ happened so$5#2$, and it did not matter, 101:500,06[A ]| since, on$4$ my asking you, do not you know? to$9$ choose 101:500,07[A ]| your time, you had taken, as suiting you best, this 101:500,08[A ]| comparatively early hour." 101:500,09[B ]| "Oh perfectly." 101:500,09[' ]| But he again had his watch$0$ out$5$. 101:500,10[B ]| "I have a job, perversely ~ that$6#2$ was my reason$0$ ~ on$4$ 101:500,11[B ]| the other side$0$ of the world; which$6#1$, by$4$ the way, I am 101:500,12[B ]| afraid, will$1$ not permit me to$9$ wait for$4$ tea. My tea 101:500,13[B ]| does not matter." 101:500,13[' ]| The watch$0$ went back$5$ to$4$ his pocket. 101:500,14[B ]| "I am sorry to$9$ say I must be off before$4$ five. It has 101:500,15[B ]| been delightful at all events to$9$ see you again." 101:500,16[' ]| He was on$4$ his feet as he spoke, and though he had 101:500,17[' ]| been half the time on$4$ his feet his last$2$ words gave the 101:500,18[' ]| effect$0$ of his moving almost immediately to$4$ the door. 101:500,19[' ]| It appeared to$9$ come out$5$ with them rather clearer 101:500,20[' ]| than before$5$ that$3$ he was embarrassed enough really 101:500,21[' ]| to$9$ need$1$ help$0$, and it was doubtless the measure$0$ she 101:500,22[' ]| after$4$ an instant$0$ took of this that$6#1$ enabled $A$Nanda, with 101:500,23[' ]| a quietness all her own$2$, to$9$ draw to$4$ herself a little more 101:500,24[' ]| of the situation. The quietness was plainly determined$1$ 101:500,25[' ]| for$4$ her by$4$ a quick$2$ vision of its being$1$ the best 101:500,26[' ]| assistance she could show$1$. 101:500,26@a | Had he an inward terror 101:500,27@a | that$6#1$ explained his superficial nervousness, the incoherence 101:500,28@a | of a loquacity designed, it would seem, to$9$ 101:500,29@a | check$1$ in each direction her advance$0$? He only fed it 101:500,30@a | in that$6#2$ case by$4$ allowing his precautionary benevolence 101:500,31@a | to$9$ put him in so$5#1$ much deeper. Where indeed 101:500,32@a | could he have supposed she wanted to$9$ come out$5$, 101:501,01@a | and what$6#2$ that$6#1$ she could ever do for$4$ him would really 101:501,02@a | be so$5#1$ beautiful as this present$9$ chance$0$ to$9$ smooth$1$ his 101:501,03@a | confusion and add as much as possible to$9$ that$6#2$ refined 101:501,04@a | satisfaction with himself which$6#1$ would proceed from 101:501,05@a | his having dealt with a difficult hour in a gallant and 101:501,06@a | delicate way? To$9$ force$1$ upon him an awkwardness 101:501,07@a | was like$9$ forcing a disfigurement or a hurt, 101:501,07[' ]| so$3$ that$3$ 101:501,08[' ]| at the end$0$ of a minute$0$, during which$6#1$ the expression 101:501,09[' ]| of her face$0$ became a kind$0$ of uplifted view$0$ of her 101:501,10[' ]| opportunity, she arrived at the appearance of having 101:501,11[' ]| changed places$0$ with him and of their being$1$ together 101:501,12[' ]| precisely in order$8$ that$3$ he ~ not she ~ should be let 101:501,13[' ]| down$5$ easily. 102:502,01[A ]| "But surely you are not going already?" 102:502,01[' ]| she asked. 102:502,02[A ]| "Why in the world then do you suppose I appealed to$4$ 102:502,03[A ]| you?" 102:502,04[B ]| "Bless me, no$7$; I have lots of time." 102:502,04[' ]| He dropped, 102:502,05[' ]| laughing for$4$ very eagerness, straight into another 102:502,06[' ]| chair. 102:502,06[B ]| "You are too$5#1$ awfully interesting. Is it really 102:502,07[B ]| an ""appeal""?" 102:502,07[' ]| Putting the question$0$ indeed he could 102:502,08[' ]| scarce even$5$ yet allow her a chance$0$ to$9$ answer$1$ it. 102:502,08[B ]| "It is 102:502,09[B ]| only that$3$ you make$1$ me a little nervous with your 102:502,10[B ]| account$0$ of all the people who$6#1$ are going to$9$ tumble in. 102:502,11[B ]| And there is one thing more," 102:502,11[' ]| he quickly went on$5$; 102:502,12[B ]| "I just$9$ want$1$ to$9$ make$1$ the point$0$ in case we should be 102:502,13[B ]| interrupted. The whole$2$ fun is in seeing you this way 102:502,14[B ]| alone." 102:502,15[A ]| "Is \that$6#2$\ the point$0$?" 102:502,15[' ]| $A$Nanda, as he took breath, 102:502,16[' ]| gravely asked. 102:502,17[B ]| "That is a part$0$ of it ~ I feel it, I assure you, to$9$ be 102:502,18[B ]| charming. But what$6#1$ I meant ~ if you would only give 102:502,19[B ]| me time, you know, to$9$ put in a word ~ is what$6#1$ for$4$ 102:502,20[B ]| that$6#2$ matter I have already told you: that$3$ it almost 102:502,21[B ]| spoils my pleasure for$4$ you to$9$ keep reminding me that$3$ 102:502,22[B ]| a bit of luck like$9$ this ~ luck for$4$ \me\: I see you coming! ~ 102:502,23[B ]| is after$4$ all for$4$ you but a question$0$ of business. 102:502,24[B ]| Hang business! Good ~ do not stab me with that$6#2$ 102:502,25[B ]| paper-knife. I listen. What$6#2$ \is\ the great affair?" 102:502,26[' ]| Then as it looked for$4$ an instant$0$ as if the words she 102:502,27[' ]| had prepared were just$9$, in the supreme pinch of her 102:503,01[' ]| need$0$, falling apart, he once more tried his advantage. 102:503,02[B ]| "Oh if there is any difficulty about$4$ it let it go ~ we will$1$ 102:503,03[B ]| take it for$4$ granted. There is one thing at any rate$0$ ~ 102:503,04[B ]| do let me say this ~ that$6#1$ I \should\ like$1$ you to$9$ keep 102:503,05[B ]| before$4$ me: I want$1$ before$3$ I go to$9$ make$1$ you light$1$ up 102:503,06[B ]| for$4$ me the question$0$ of little $J$Aggie. Oh there are other 102:503,07[B ]| questions too$5#2$ as to$4$ which$6#1$ I regard$1$ you as a perfect$2$ 102:503,08[B ]| fountain of curious knowledge! However, we will$1$ take 102:503,09[B ]| them one by$4$ one ~ the next some other time. You 102:503,10[B ]| always seem to$4$ me to$9$ hold$1$ the strings of such a lot 102:503,11[B ]| of queer little dramas. Have something on$4$ the shelf 102:503,12[B ]| for$4$ me when we meet$1$ again. \The\ thing just$9$ now is 102:503,13[B ]| the outlook for$4$ $M$Mitchy's affair. One cares$1$ enough 102:503,14[B ]| for$4$ old $M$Mitch to$9$ fancy$1$ one may$1$ feel safer for$4$ a lead$0#1$ 102:503,15[B ]| or two. In fact I want$1$ regularly to$9$ turn$1$ you on$5$." 102:503,16[A ]| "Ah but the thing I happen to$9$ have taken it into 102:503,17[A ]| my head$0$ to$9$ say to$4$ you," 102:503,17[' ]| $A$Nanda now securely enough 102:503,18[' ]| replied, 102:503,18[A ]| "has not the least bit to$9$ do, I assure you, 102:503,19[A ]| either with $J$Aggie or with ""old $M$Mitch."" If you do not 102:503,20[A ]| want$1$ to$9$ hear it ~ want$1$ some way of getting off ~ 102:503,21[A ]| please believe \they\ will$1$ not help$1$ you a bit." 102:503,21[' ]| It was quite 102:503,22[' ]| in fact that$3$ she felt herself at last$0$ to$9$ have found the 102:503,23[' ]| right$2#1$ tone. Nothing less than a conviction of this 102:503,24[' ]| could have made her after$4$ an instant$0$ add: 102:503,24[A ]| "What$6#2$ in 102:503,25[A ]| the world, $B$Mr%*Van, are you afraid of?" 102:503,26[' ]| Well$7$, that$3$ it \was\ the right$2#1$ tone a single little minute$0$ 102:503,27[' ]| was sufficient to$9$ prove ~ a minute$0$, I must yet haste 102:503,28[' ]| to$9$ say, big enough in spite$8$ of its smallness to$9$ contain 102:503,29[' ]| the longest look$0$ on$4$ any occasion$0$ exchanged between 102:503,30[' ]| these friends. It was one of those looks$0$ ~ not so$5#1$ 102:503,31[' ]| frequent, it must be admitted, as the muse of history, 102:503,32[' ]| dealing at best in short$2$ cuts, is often by$4$ the conditions 102:504,01[' ]| of her trade reduced to$4$ representing them ~ which$6#1$ 102:504,02[' ]| after$3$ they have come and gone are felt not only to$9$ 102:504,03[' ]| have changed relations but absolutely to$9$ have cleared 102:504,04[' ]| the air. It certainly helped $B$Vanderbank to$9$ find his 102:504,05[' ]| answer$0$. 102:504,05[B ]| "I am only afraid, I think, of your conscience." 102:504,06[B ]| 102:504,07[' ]| He had been indeed for$4$ the space more helped than 102:504,08[' ]| she. 102:504,08[A ]| "My conscience?" 102:504,09[B ]| "Think it over ~ quite at your leisure ~ and some 102:504,10[B ]| day you will$1$ understand. There is no$2$ hurry$0$," 102:504,10[' ]| he continued ~ 102:504,11[B ]| "no$2$ hurry$0$. And when you do understand, 102:504,12[B ]| it need not make$1$ your existence a burden to$4$ you to$9$ 102:504,13[B ]| fancy$1$ you must tell me." 102:504,13[' ]| Oh he was so$5#1$ kind$2$ ~ kinder 102:504,14[' ]| than ever now. 102:504,14[B ]| "The thing is, you see, that$3$ \I\ have not 102:504,15[B ]| a conscience. I only want$1$ my fun." 102:504,16[' ]| They had on$4$ this a second$2$ look$0$, also decidedly 102:504,17[' ]| comfortable, though discounted, as the phrase is, by$4$ 102:504,18[' ]| the other, which$6#1$ had really in its way exhausted the 102:504,19[' ]| possibilities of looks$0$. 102:504,19[A ]| "Oh I want$1$ \my\ fun too$5#2$," 102:504,19[' ]| said 102:504,20[' ]| $A$Nanda, 102:504,20[A ]| "and little as it may$1$ strike you in some ways 102:504,21[A ]| as looking like$9$ it, just$9$ this, I beg you to$9$ believe, is the 102:504,22[A ]| real thing. What$6#2$ is at the bottom of it," 102:504,22[' ]| she went on$5$, 102:504,23[A ]| "is a talk$0$ I had not long$9$ ago with mother." 102:504,24[B ]| "Oh yes," 102:504,24[' ]| $B$Van returned with brightly blushing 102:504,25[' ]| interest$0$. 102:504,25[B ]| "The fun," 102:504,25[' ]| he laughed, 102:504,25[B ]| "that is to$9$ be got 102:504,26[B ]| out$8$ of ""mother""!" 102:504,27[A ]| "Oh I am not thinking so$5#1$ much of that$6#2$. I am thinking 102:504,28[A ]| of any that$6#1$ she herself may$1$ be still$5$ in a position 102:504,29[A ]| to$9$ pick up. Mine$6$ now, do not you see? is in making 102:504,30[A ]| out$5$ how I can manage for$4$ this. Of course$8$ it is rather 102:504,31[A ]| difficult," 102:504,31[' ]| the girl pursued, 102:504,31[A ]| "for$4$ me to$9$ tell you exactly 102:504,32[A ]| what$6#1$ I mean$1$." 102:505,01[B ]| "Oh but it is not a bit difficult for$4$ me to$9$ understand 102:505,02[B ]| you!" 102:505,02[' ]| $B$Vanderbank spoke, in his geniality, as if this were 102:505,03[' ]| were in fact the veriest trifle$0$. 102:505,03[B ]| "You have got your mother 102:505,04[B ]| on$4$ your mind$0$. That is very much what$6#1$ I mean$1$ 102:505,05[B ]| by$4$ your conscience." 102:505,06[' ]| $A$Nanda had a fresh hesitation, but evidently unaccompanied 102:505,07[' ]| at present$0#1$ by$4$ any pain$0$. 102:505,07[A ]| "Do not you 102:505,08[A ]| still$5$ \like$1$\ mamma?" 102:505,08[' ]| she at any rate$0$ quite successfully 102:505,09[' ]| brought out$5$. 102:505,09[A ]| "I must tell you," 102:505,09[' ]| she quickly 102:505,10[' ]| subjoined, 102:505,10[A ]| "that$3$ though I have mentioned my talk$0$ with 102:505,11[A ]| her as having finally led to$4$ my writing$1$ to$4$ you, it is not 102:505,12[A ]| in the least that$3$ she then suggested my putting you 102:505,13[A ]| the question$0$. I put it," 102:505,13[' ]| she explained, 102:505,13[A ]| "quite off my 102:505,14[A ]| own$2$ bat." 102:505,15[' ]| The explanation, as an effect$0$ immediately produced, 102:505,16[' ]| did proportionately much for$4$ the visitor, who$6#1$ 102:505,17[' ]| sat back$5$ in his chair with a pleased ~ a distinctly 102:505,18[' ]| exhilarated ~ sense both of what$6#1$ he himself and 102:505,19[' ]| what$6#1$ $A$Nanda had done. 102:505,19[B ]| "You are an adorable family!" 102:505,20[A ]| "Well$7$ then if mother is adorable why give her up? 102:505,21[A ]| This I do not mind$1$ admitting she did, the day I speak 102:505,22[A ]| of, let me see that$3$ she feels you have done; but without 102:505,23[A ]| suggesting either ~ not a scrap, please believe 102:505,24[A ]| ~ that$3$ I should make$1$ you any sort of scene about$4$ 102:505,25[A ]| it. Of course$8$ in the first place$0$ she knows perfectly 102:505,26[A ]| that$3$ anything like$9$ a scene would be no$2$ use$0$. You 102:505,27[A ]| could not make$1$ out$5$ even$5$ if you wanted," 102:505,27[' ]| $A$Nanda went 102:505,28[' ]| on$5$, 102:505,28[A ]| "that$3$ \this\ is one. She will$1$ not hear us ~ will$1$ she? 102:505,29[A ]| ~ smashing the furniture. I did not think for$4$ a while$0$ 102:505,30[A ]| that$3$ I could do anything at all, and I worried myself 102:505,31[A ]| with that$6#2$ idea half to$4$ death. Then suddenly it came 102:505,32[A ]| to$4$ me that$3$ I could do just$9$ what$6#1$ I am doing now. You 102:506,01[A ]| said a while$0$ ago that$3$ we must never be ~ you and 102:506,02[A ]| I ~ anything but frank$2$ and natural$2$. That is what$6#1$ 102:506,03[A ]| I said to$4$ myself also ~ why not? Here I am for$4$ you 102:506,04[A ]| therefore as natural$2$ as a cold$0$ in your head$0$. I just$9$ ask 102:506,05[A ]| you ~ I even$5$ press$1$ you. It is because, as she said, 102:506,06[A ]| you have practically ceased coming. Of course$8$ I know 102:506,07[A ]| everything changes$1$. It is the law ~ what$6#2$ is it? 102:506,08[A ]| ""the great law"" of something or other. All sorts of 102:506,09[A ]| things happen ~ things come to$4$ an end$0$. She has 102:506,10[A ]| more or less ~ by$4$ his marriage ~ lost $M$Mitchy. I 102:506,11[A ]| do not want$1$ her to$9$ lose everything. Do stick to$4$ her. 102:506,12[A ]| What$6#1$ I really wanted to$9$ say to$4$ you ~ to$9$ bring it 102:506,13[A ]| straight out$5$ ~ is that$3$ I do not believe you thoroughly 102:506,14[A ]| know how awfully she likes you. I hope$1$ my saying 102:506,15[A ]| such a thing does not affect you as ""immodest."" One 102:506,16[A ]| never knows ~ but I do not much care$1$ if it does. I 102:506,17[A ]| suppose it \would\ be immodest if I were to$9$ say that$3$ 102:506,18[A ]| I verily believe she is in love$0$ with you. Not, for$4$ that$6#2$ 102:506,19[A ]| matter, that$3$ father would mind$1$ ~ he would not mind$1$, 102:506,20[A ]| as he says, a tuppenny rap. So$3$" 102:506,20[' ]| ~ she extraordinarily 102:506,21[' ]| kept it up ~ 102:506,21[A ]| "you are welcome$1$ to$4$ any good the 102:506,22[A ]| information may$1$ have for$4$ you: though that$6#2$, I dare$1#2$ 102:506,23[A ]| say, does sound$1$ hideous. No$2$ matter ~ if I produce 102:506,24[A ]| any effect$0$ on$4$ you. That is the only thing I want$1$. 102:506,25[A ]| When I think of her downstairs there so$5#1$ often nowadays 102:506,26[A ]| practically alone I feel as if I could scarcely 102:506,27[A ]| bear$1$ it. She is so$5#1$ fearfully young." 102:506,28[' ]| This time at least her speech, while$9$ she went from 102:506,29[' ]| point$0$ to$9$ point$0$, completely hushed him, though after$4$ a 102:506,30[' ]| full glimpse of the direction it was taking he ceased 102:506,31[' ]| to$9$ meet$1$ her eyes and only sat staring hard at the pattern 102:506,32[' ]| of the rug. Even$5$ when at last$0$ he spoke it was 102:507,01[' ]| without looking up. 102:507,01[B ]| "You are indeed, as she herself 102:507,02[B ]| used$1#2$ to$9$ say, the modern daughter! It takes that$6#2$ type 102:507,03[B ]| to$9$ wish$1$ to$9$ make$1$ a career for$4$ her parents." 102:507,04[A ]| "Oh," 102:507,04[' ]| said $A$Nanda very simply, 102:507,04[A ]| "it is not a ""career"" 102:507,05[A ]| exactly, is it ~ keeping$1$ hold$0$ of an old friend? 102:507,06[A ]| but it may$1$ console a little, may not it, for$4$ the absence 102:507,07[A ]| of one? At all events I did not want$1$ not to$9$ have spoken 102:507,08[A ]| before$3$ it is too$5#1$ late. Of course$8$ I do not know what$6#1$ is 102:507,09[A ]| the matter between you, or if anything is really the 102:507,10[A ]| matter at all. I do not care$1$ at any rate$0$ \what$6#1$\ is ~ it 102:507,11[A ]| can not be anything very bad. Make$1$ it up, make$1$ it up 102:507,12[A ]| ~ forget it. I do not pretend that is a career for$4$ \you\ 102:507,13[A ]| any more than for$4$ her; but there it is. I know how 102:507,14[A ]| I sound$1$ ~ most patronising and pushing; but nothing 102:507,15[A ]| venture nothing have. You \can not\ know how 102:507,16[A ]| much you are to$4$ her. You are more to$4$ her, I verily 102:507,17[A ]| believe, than any one \ever\ was. I hate to$9$ have the 102:507,18[A ]| appearance of plotting anything about$4$ her behind 102:507,19[A ]| her back$0$; so$3$ I will$1$ just$9$ say it once for$4$ all. She said 102:507,20[A ]| once, in speaking of it to$4$ a person who$6#1$ repeated it to$4$ 102:507,21[A ]| me, that$3$ you had done more for$4$ her than any*one, 102:507,22[A ]| because it was you who$6#1$ had really brought her out$5$. 102:507,23[A ]| It \was\. You did. I saw it at the time myself. I was 102:507,24[A ]| very small, but I \could\ see it. You will$1$ say I must have 102:507,25[A ]| been a most uncanny little wretch, and I dare$1#2$ say I 102:507,26[A ]| was and am keeping$1$ now the pleasant promise$0$. That$6#2$ 102:507,27[A ]| does not prevent one's feeling$1$ that$3$ when a person has 102:507,28[A ]| brought a person out$5$ ~" 102:507,29[B ]| "A person should take the consequences," 102:507,29[' ]| $B$Vanderbank 102:507,30[' ]| broke in, 102:507,30[B ]| "and see a person through$5$?" 102:507,30[' ]| He 102:507,31[' ]| could meet$1$ her now perfectly and proceeded admirably 102:507,32[' ]| to$9$ do it. 102:507,32[B ]| "There is an immense deal$0#2$ in that$6#2$, 102:508,01[B ]| I admit ~ I admit. I am bound to$9$ say I do not know 102:508,02[B ]| quite what$6#1$ I did ~ one does those things, no$2$ doubt$0$, 102:508,03[B ]| with a fine unconsciousness: I should have thought$1$ 102:508,04[B ]| indeed it was the other way round$9$. But I assure you 102:508,05[B ]| I accept all consequences and all responsibilities. If 102:508,06[B ]| you do not know what$6#1$ is the matter between us I am 102:508,07[B ]| sure \I\ do not either. It can not be much ~ we will$1$ look$1$ 102:508,08[B ]| into it. I do not mean$1$ you and I ~ \you\ must not be 102:508,09[B ]| any more worried; but she and her so$5#1$ unwittingly 102:508,10[B ]| faithless one. I \have not\ been as often, I know" ~ 102:508,11[' ]| $B$Van pleasantly kept his course$0$. 102:508,11[B ]| "But there is a tide 102:508,12[B ]| in the affairs of men ~ and of women too$5#2$, and of 102:508,13[B ]| girls and of every*one. You know what$6#1$ I mean$1$ ~ 102:508,14[B ]| you know it for$4$ yourself. The great thing is that$3$ ~ 102:508,15[B ]| bless both your hearts! ~ one does not, one simply 102:508,16[B ]| \can not\ if one would, give your mother up. It is absurd 102:508,17[B ]| to$9$ talk$1$ about$4$ it. Nobody ever did such a thing in his 102:508,18[B ]| life. There she is, like$9$ the moon or the Marble*Arch. 102:508,19[B ]| I do not say, mind$1$ you," 102:508,19[' ]| he candidly explained, 102:508,19[B ]| "that$3$ 102:508,20[B ]| every*one \likes\ her equally: that is another affair. 102:508,21[B ]| But no*one whoever \has\ liked her can afford ever 102:508,22[B ]| again for$4$ any long$9$ period to$9$ do without her. There 102:508,23[B ]| are too$5#1$ many stupid people ~ there is too$5#1$ much dull 102:508,24[B ]| company. That$6#2$, in London, is to$9$ be had by$4$ the ton; 102:508,25[B ]| your mother's intelligence, on$4$ the other hand, will$1$ 102:508,26[B ]| always have its price. One can talk$1$ with her for$4$ a 102:508,27[B ]| change$0$. She is fine, fine, fine. So$3$, my dear$2#1$ child, be 102:508,28[B ]| quiet$2$. She is a fixed star." 102:508,29[A ]| "Oh I know she is," 102:508,29[' ]| $A$Nanda said. 102:508,29[A ]| "It is \you\ ~" 102:508,30[B ]| "Who$6#1$ may$1$ be only the flashing meteor?" 102:508,30[' ]| He sat 102:508,31[' ]| and smiled at her. 102:508,31[B ]| "I promise$1$ you then that$3$ your 102:508,32[B ]| words have stayed me in my course$0$. You have made 102:509,01[B ]| me stand$1$ as still$2$ as $Z2$Joshua made the sun." 102:509,01[' ]| With 102:509,02[' ]| which$6#1$ he got straight up. 102:509,02[B ]| """Young,"" you say she is?" 102:509,03[' ]| ~ for$3$ as if to$9$ make$1$ up for$4$ it he all the more sociably 102:509,04[' ]| continued. 102:509,04[B ]| "It is not like$9$ anything else. She is youth. 102:509,05[B ]| She is \my\ youth ~ she \was\ mine$6$. And if you ever 102:509,06[B ]| have a chance$0$," 102:509,06[' ]| he wound$1#1$ up, 102:509,06[B ]| "do put in for$4$ me that$3$ 102:509,07[B ]| if she wants$1$ \really\ to$9$ know she is booked for$4$ my old 102:509,08[B ]| age. She is clever enough, you know" 102:509,08[' ]| ~ and $B$Vanderbank, 102:509,09[' ]| laughing went over for$4$ his hat ~ 102:509,09[B ]| "to$9$ understand 102:509,10[B ]| what$6#1$ you tell her." 102:509,11[' ]| $A$Nanda took this in with due$2$ attention; she was 102:509,12[' ]| also now on$4$ her feet. 102:509,12[A ]| "And then she is so$5#1$ lovely." 102:509,13[B ]| "Awfully pretty$2$!" 102:509,14[A ]| "I do not say it, as they say, you know," 102:509,14[' ]| the girl 102:509,15[' ]| continued, 102:509,15[A ]| "\because\ she is mother, but I often think 102:509,16[A ]| when we are out$5$ that$3$ wherever she is ~!" 102:509,17[B ]| "There is no*one that$6#1$ all round$9$ really touches 102:509,18[B ]| her?" 102:509,18[' ]| $B$Vanderbank took it up with zeal. 102:509,18[B ]| "Oh so$5#2$ 102:509,19[B ]| every*one thinks, and in fact one's appreciation of the 102:509,20[B ]| charming things in that$6#2$ way so$5#1$ intensely her own$2$ can 102:509,21[B ]| scarcely breathe on$4$ them all lightly enough. And 102:509,22[B ]| then, hang it, she has perceptions ~ which$6#1$ are not 102:509,23[B ]| things that$6#1$ run$1$ about$4$ the streets. She has surprises." 102:509,24[' ]| He almost broke down$5$ for$4$ vividness. 102:509,24[B ]| "She has little 102:509,25[B ]| ways." 102:509,26[A ]| "Well$7$, I am glad you do like$1$ her," 102:509,26[' ]| $A$Nanda gravely 102:509,27[' ]| replied. 102:509,28[' ]| At this again he fairly faced her, his momentary 102:509,29[' ]| silence$0$ making it still$5$ more direct$2$. 102:509,29[B ]| "I like$1$, you know, 102:509,30[B ]| about$5$ as well$9$ as I ever liked anything, this wonderful 102:509,31[B ]| idea of yours of putting in a plea for$4$ her solitude and 102:509,32[B ]| her youth. Do not think I do it injustice if I say ~ 102:510,01[B ]| which$6#1$ is saying much ~ that$3$ it is quite as charming 102:510,02[B ]| as it is amusing. And now good-bye." 102:510,03[' ]| He had put out$5$ his hand, but $A$Nanda hesitated. 102:510,04[A ]| "You will$1$ not wait for$4$ tea?" 102:510,05[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, I can not." 102:510,05[' ]| He seemed to$9$ feel, however, 102:510,06[' ]| that$3$ something more must be said. 102:510,06[B ]| "We shall 102:510,07[B ]| meet$1$ again. But it is getting on$5$, is not it, toward the 102:510,08[B ]| general$2$ scatter?" 102:510,09[A ]| "Yes, and I hope$1$ that$3$ this year," 102:510,09[' ]| she answered, 102:510,10[A ]| "you will$1$ have a good holiday." 102:510,11[B ]| "Oh we shall meet$1$ before$4$ that$6#2$. I shall do what$6#1$ 102:510,12[B ]| I can, but upon my word I feel, you know," 102:510,12[' ]| he 102:510,13[' ]| laughed, 102:510,13[B ]| "that$3$ such a tuning-up as \you have\ given 102:510,14[B ]| me will$1$ last$1$ me a long$9$ time. It is like$9$ the high Alps." 102:510,15[' ]| Then with his hand out$5$ again he added: 102:510,15[B ]| "Have you 102:510,16[B ]| any plans yourself?" 102:510,17[' ]| So$5#1$ many, it might have seemed, that$3$ she had no$2$ 102:510,18[' ]| time to$9$ take for$4$ thinking of them. 102:510,18[A ]| "I dare$1#2$ say I shall 102:510,19[A ]| be away a good deal$0#2$." 102:510,20[' ]| He candidly wondered. 102:510,20[B ]| "With $L$Mr%*Longdon?" 102:510,21[A ]| "Yes ~ with him most." 102:510,22[' ]| He had another pause$0$. 102:510,22[B ]| "Really for$4$ a long$9$ time?" 102:510,23[A ]| "A long$9$ long$9$ one, I hope$1$." 102:510,24[B ]| "Your mother is willing again?" 102:510,25[A ]| "Oh perfectly. And you see that is why." 102:510,26[B ]| "Why?" 102:510,26[' ]| She had said nothing more, and he failed 102:510,27[' ]| to$9$ understand. 102:510,28[A ]| "Why you must not too$5#1$ much leave$1$ her alone. 102:510,29[A ]| \Do not\!" 102:510,29[' ]| $A$Nanda brought out$5$. 102:510,30[B ]| "I will$1$ not. But," 102:510,30[' ]| he presently added, 102:510,30[B ]| "there are 102:510,31[B ]| one or two things." 102:510,32[A ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$ are they?" 102:511,01[' ]| He produced in some seriousness the first. 102:511,01[B ]| "will$1$ not 102:511,02[B ]| she after$4$ all see the $M1$Mitchys?" 102:511,03[A ]| "Not so$5#1$ much either. That$6#2$ of course$8$ is now very 102:511,04[A ]| different." 102:511,05[' ]| $B$Vanderbank demurred. 102:511,05[B ]| "But not for$4$ \you\, I gather 102:511,06[B ]| ~ is it? Do not you expect to$9$ see them?" 102:511,07[A ]| "Oh yes ~ I hope$1$ they will$1$ come down$5$." 102:511,08[' ]| He moved away a little ~ not straight to$4$ the door. 102:511,09[B ]| "To$4$ Beccles? Funny place$0$ for$4$ them, a little though, 102:511,10[B ]| is not it?" 102:511,11[' ]| He had put the question$0$ as if for$4$ amusement, but 102:511,12[' ]| $A$Nanda took it literally. 102:511,12[A ]| "Ah not when they are invited 102:511,13[A ]| so$5#1$ very very charmingly. Not when he wants$1$ them so$5#2$." 102:511,14[B ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon? Then that$6#2$ keeps up?" 102:511,15[A ]| """That$6#2$""?" 102:511,15[' ]| ~ she was at a loss. 102:511,16[B ]| "I mean$1$ his intimacy ~ with $M$Mitchy." 102:511,17[A ]| "So$5#1$ far as it \is\ an intimacy." 102:511,18[B ]| "But did not you, by$4$ the way" 102:511,18[' ]| ~ and he looked 102:511,19[' ]| again at his watch$0$ ~ 102:511,19[B ]| "tell me they are just$9$ about$5$ to$9$ 102:511,20[B ]| turn$1$ up together?" 102:511,21[A ]| "Oh not so$5#1$ very particularly together." 102:511,22[B ]| "$M$Mitchy first alone?" 102:511,22[' ]| $B$Vanderbank asked. 102:511,23[' ]| She had a smile$0$ that$6#1$ was dim, that$6#1$ was slightly 102:511,24[' ]| strange. 102:511,24[A ]| "Unless you will$1$ stay$1$ for$4$ company." 102:511,25[B ]| "Thanks ~ impossible. And then $L$Mr%*Longdon 102:511,26[B ]| alone?" 102:511,27[A ]| "Unless $M$Mitchy stays." 102:511,28[' ]| He had another pause$0$. 102:511,28[B ]| "You have not after$4$ all 102:511,29[B ]| told me about$4$ the ""evolution"" ~ or the evolutions ~ 102:511,30[B ]| of his wife." 102:511,31[A ]| "How can I if you do not give me time?" 102:511,32[B ]| "I see ~ of course$8$ not." 102:511,32[' ]| He seemed to$9$ feel for$4$ an 102:512,01[' ]| instant$0$ the return$0$ of his curiosity. 102:512,01[B ]| "Yet it will$1$ not do, 102:512,02[B ]| will$1$ it? To$9$ have her out$5$ before$4$ \him\? No$7$, I must go." 102:512,03[' ]| He came back$5$ to$4$ her and at present$0#1$ she gave him 102:512,04[' ]| a hand. 102:512,04[B ]| "But if you do see $L$Mr%*Longdon alone will$1$ 102:512,05[B ]| you do me a service? I mean$1$ indeed not simply today, 102:512,06[B ]| but with all other good chances?" 102:512,07[' ]| She waited. 102:512,07[A ]| "Any service whatever. But which$6#2$ 102:512,08[A ]| first?" 102:512,09[B ]| "Well$7$," 102:512,09[' ]| he returned in a moment, 102:512,09[B ]| "let us call$1$ it 102:512,10[B ]| a bargain. I look$1$ after$4$ your mother ~" 102:512,11[A ]| "And I ~?" 102:512,11[' ]| She had had to$9$ wait again. 102:512,12[B ]| "Look$1$ after$4$ my good name$0$. I mean$1$ for$4$ common$2$ 102:512,13[B ]| decency to$4$ \him\. He has been of a kindness to$4$ me that$6#1$, 102:512,14[B ]| when I think of my failure to$9$ return$1$ it, makes me 102:512,15[B ]| blush$1$ from head$0$ to$4$ foot. I have odiously neglected him 102:512,16[B ]| ~ by$4$ a complication of accidents. There are things 102:512,17[B ]| I ought to$9$ have done that$6#1$ I have not. There is one 102:512,18[B ]| in particular ~ but it does not matter. And I have not 102:512,19[B ]| even$5$ explained about$4$ \that$6#2$\. I have been a brute and 102:512,20[B ]| I did not mean$1$ it and I could not help$1$ it. But there it 102:512,21[B ]| is. Say a good word for$4$ me. Make$1$ out$5$ somehow or 102:512,22[B ]| other that$3$ I am \not\ a beast. In short$0$," 102:512,22[' ]| the young man 102:512,23[' ]| said, quite flushed once more with the intensity of 102:512,24[' ]| his thought$0$, 102:512,24[B ]| "let us have it that$3$ you may$1$ quite trust$1$ 102:512,25[B ]| \me\ if you will$1$ let me a little ~ just$9$ for$4$ my character 102:512,26[B ]| as a gentleman ~ trust$1$ \you\." 102:512,27[A ]| "Ah you may$1$ trust$1$ me," 102:512,27[' ]| $A$Nanda replied with her 102:512,28[' ]| handshake. 102:512,29[B ]| "Good-bye then!" 102:512,29[' ]| he called from the door. 102:512,30[A ]| "Good-bye," 102:512,30[' ]| she said after$3$ he had closed it. 103:513,01[' ]| It was half-past five when $M$Mitchy turned up; and 103:513,02[' ]| her relapse had in the mean*time known no$2$ arrest 103:513,03[' ]| but the arrival of tea, which$6#1$, however, she had left$1$ 103:513,04[' ]| unnoticed. He expressed on$4$ entering the fear$0$ that$3$ 103:513,05[' ]| he failed of exactitude, to$4$ which$6#1$ she replied by$4$ the 103:513,06[' ]| assurance that$3$ he was on$4$ the contrary$0$ remarkably 103:513,07[' ]| near$4$ it and by$4$ the mention$0$ of all the aid to$4$ patience 103:513,08[' ]| she had drawn from the pleasure of half an hour with 103:513,09[' ]| $B$Mr%*Van ~ an allusion that$6#1$ of course$8$ immediately 103:513,10[' ]| provoked on$4$ $M$Mitchy's part$0$ the liveliest interest$0$. 103:513,10[M ]| "He 103:513,11[M ]| \has\ risked it at last$0$ then? How tremendously exciting! 103:513,12[M ]| And your mother?" 103:513,12[' ]| he went on$5$; after$4$ which$6#1$, 103:513,13[' ]| as she said nothing: 103:513,13[M ]| "Did \she\ see him, I mean$1$, and 103:513,14[M ]| is he perhaps with her now?" 103:513,15[A ]| "No$7$; she will$1$ not have come in ~ unless you asked." 103:513,16[M ]| "I did not ask. I asked only for$4$ you." 103:513,17[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$ an instant$0$. 103:513,17[A ]| "But you will$1$ still$5$ sometimes 103:513,18[A ]| come to$9$ see her, will$1$ not you? I mean$1$ you will$1$ not 103:513,19[A ]| ever give her up?" 103:513,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy at this laughed out$5$. 103:513,20[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, 103:513,21[M ]| you are an adorable family!" 103:513,22[' ]| She took it placidly enough. 103:513,22[A ]| "That is what$6#1$ $B$Mr%*Van 103:513,23[A ]| said. He said I am trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ a career for$4$ 103:513,24[A ]| her." 103:513,25[M ]| "Did he?" 103:513,25[' ]| her visitor, though without prejudice 103:513,26[' ]| to$4$ his amusement, appeared struck. 103:513,26[M ]| "You must have 103:513,27[M ]| got in with him rather deep." 103:514,01[' ]| She again considered. 103:514,01[A ]| "Well$7$, I think I did rather. 103:514,02[A ]| He was awfully beautiful and kind$2$." 103:514,03[M ]| "Oh," 103:514,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy concurred, 103:514,03[M ]| "trust$1$ him always for$4$ 103:514,04[M ]| that$6#2$!" 103:514,05[A ]| "He wrote me, on$4$ my note$0$," 103:514,05[' ]| $A$Nanda pursued, 103:514,05[A ]| "a 103:514,06[A ]| tremendously good answer$0$." 103:514,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy was struck afresh. 103:514,07[M ]| "Your note$0$? What$6#2$ 103:514,08[M ]| note$0$?" 103:514,09[A ]| "To$9$ ask him to$9$ come. I wrote at the beginning$0$ of 103:514,10[A ]| the week." 103:514,11[M ]| "Oh ~ I see," 103:514,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy observed as if this were 103:514,12[' ]| rather different. 103:514,12[M ]| "He could not then of course$8$ have 103:514,13[M ]| done less than come." 103:514,14[' ]| Yet his companion again thought$1$. 103:514,14[A ]| "I do not know." 103:514,15[M ]| "Oh come ~ I say: you do know," 103:514,15[' ]| $M$Mitchy 103:514,16[' ]| laughed. 103:514,16[M ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ see him ~ or you either!" 103:514,17[' ]| There would have been for$4$ a continuous spectator 103:514,18[' ]| of these episodes an odd resemblance between the 103:514,19[' ]| manner and all the movements that$6#1$ had followed his 103:514,20[' ]| entrance and those that$6#1$ had accompanied the installation 103:514,21[' ]| of his predecessor. He laid his hat, as $B$Vanderbank 103:514,22[' ]| had done, in three places$0$ in succession and 103:514,23[' ]| appeared to$9$ question$1$ scarcely less the safety, somewhere, 103:514,24[' ]| of his unbrella and the grace$0$ of retaining in 103:514,25[' ]| his hand his gloves. He postponed the final selection 103:514,26[' ]| of a seat and he looked at the objects$0$ about$4$ him while$9$ 103:514,27[' ]| he spoke of other matters. Quite in the same fashion$0$ 103:514,28[' ]| indeed at last$0$ these objects$0$ impressed him. 103:514,28[M ]| "How 103:514,29[M ]| charming you have made your room and what$7$ a lot of 103:514,30[M ]| nice things you have got!" 103:514,31[A ]| "That is just$9$ what$6#1$ $B$Mr%*Van said too$5#2$. He seemed 103:514,32[A ]| immensely struck." 103:515,01[' ]| But $M$Mitchy hereupon once more had a drop$0$ to$4$ 103:515,02[' ]| extravagance. 103:515,02[M ]| "Can I do nothing then but repeat 103:515,03[M ]| him? I came, you know, to$9$ be original." 103:515,04[A ]| "It would be original for$4$ you," 103:515,04[' ]| $A$Nanda promptly 103:515,05[' ]| returned, 103:515,05[A ]| "to$9$ be at all like$9$ him. But you will$1$ not," 103:515,05[' ]| she 103:515,06[' ]| went back$5$, 103:515,06[A ]| "not sometimes come for$4$ mother only? 103:515,07[A ]| You will$1$ have plenty of chances." 103:515,08[' ]| This he took up with more gravity. 103:515,08[M ]| "What$6#2$ do you 103:515,09[M ]| mean$1$ by$4$ chances? That$3$ you are going away? That$6#2$ 103:515,10[M ]| \will$1$\ add to$4$ the attraction!" 103:515,10[' ]| he exclaimed as she kept 103:515,11[' ]| silence$0$. 103:515,12[A ]| "I shall have to$9$ wait," 103:515,12[' ]| she answered at last$0$, 103:515,12[A ]| "to$9$ 103:515,13[A ]| tell you definitely what$6#1$ I am to$9$ do. It is all in the air 103:515,14[A ]| ~ yet I think I shall know to-day. I am to$9$ see $L$Mr%*Longdon." 103:515,15[A ]| 103:515,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy wondered. 103:515,16[M ]| "To-day?" 103:515,17[A ]| "He is coming at half-past six." 103:515,18[M ]| "And then you will$1$ know?" 103:515,19[A ]| "Well$7$ ~ \he\ will$1$." 103:515,20[M ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon?" 103:515,21[A ]| "I mean$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon," 103:515,21[' ]| she said after$4$ a moment. 103:515,22[' ]| $M$Mitchy had his watch$0$ out$5$. 103:515,22[M ]| "Then shall I interfere?" 103:515,23[M ]| 103:515,24[A ]| "There are quantities of time. You must have your 103:515,25[A ]| tea. You see at any rate$0$," 103:515,25[' ]| the girl continued, 103:515,25[A ]| "what$6#1$ 103:515,26[A ]| I mean$1$ by$4$ your chances." 103:515,27[' ]| She had made him his tea, which$6#1$ he had taken. 103:515,28[M ]| "You do squeeze us in!" 103:515,29[A ]| "Well$7$, it is an accident your coming together ~ 103:515,30[A ]| except of course$8$ that$3$ you are \not\ together. I simply 103:515,31[A ]| took the time that$6#1$ you each independently proposed. 103:515,32[A ]| But it would have been all right$8$ even$5$ if you \had\ met. 103:516,01[A ]| That$6#2$ is, I mean$1$," 103:516,01[' ]| she explained, 103:516,01[A ]| "even$5$ if you and $L$Mr%*Longdon 103:516,02[A ]| do. $B$Mr%*Van, I confess, I did want$1$ alone." 103:516,03[' ]| $M$Mitchy had been glaring at her over his tea. 103:516,04[M ]| "You are more and more remarkable!" 103:516,05[A ]| "Well$7$ then if I improve so$5#2$ give me your promise$0$." 103:516,06[' ]| $M$Mitchy, as he partook of refreshment, kept up his 103:516,07[' ]| thoughtful gaze. 103:516,07[M ]| "I shall presently want$1$ some more, 103:516,08[M ]| please. But do you mind$1$ my asking if $B$Van knew ~" 103:516,09[A ]| "That$3$ $L$Mr%*Longdon is to$9$ come? Oh yes, I told 103:516,10[A ]| him, and he left$1$ with me a message for$4$ him." 103:516,11[M ]| "A message? How awfully interesting!" 103:516,12[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$. 103:516,12[A ]| "It \will$1$\ be awfully ~ to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon." 103:516,13[A ]| 103:516,14[M ]| "Some more \now\, please," 103:516,14[' ]| said $M$Mitchy while$9$ she 103:516,15[' ]| took his cup. 103:516,15[M ]| "And to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon only, eh? Is that$6#2$ 103:516,16[M ]| a way of saying that$3$ it is none of \my\ business?" 103:516,17[' ]| The fact of her attending ~ and with a happy 103:516,18[' ]| show$0$ of particular care$0$ ~ to$4$ his immediate material$2$ 103:516,19[' ]| want$0$ added somehow, as she replied, to$4$ her effect$0$ of 103:516,20[' ]| sincerity. 103:516,20[A ]| "Ah, $M$Mr%*Mitchy, the business of mine$6$ 103:516,21[A ]| that$6#1$ has not by$4$ this time ever so$5#1$ naturally become 103:516,22[A ]| a business of yours ~ well$7$, I can not think of any just$9$ 103:516,23[A ]| now, and I would not, you know, if I could!" 103:516,24[M ]| "I can promise$1$ you then that$3$ there is none of 103:516,25[M ]| mine$6$," 103:516,25[' ]| $M$Mitchy declared, 103:516,25[M ]| "that$6#1$ has not made by$4$ the 103:516,26[M ]| same token quite the same shift$0$. Keep it well$9$ before$4$ 103:516,27[M ]| you, please, that$3$ if ever a young woman had a grave$2$ 103:516,28[M ]| lookout ~!" 103:516,29[A ]| "What$6#2$ do you mean$1$," 103:516,29[' ]| she interrupted, 103:516,29[A ]| "by$4$ a grave$2$ 103:516,30[A ]| lookout?" 103:516,31[M ]| "Well$7$, the certainty of finding herself saddled for$4$ 103:516,32[M ]| all time to$9$ come with the affairs of a gentleman whom$6#1$ 103:517,01[M ]| she can never get rid of on$4$ the specious plea that$3$ he is 103:517,02[M ]| only her husband or her lover or her father or her son 103:517,03[M ]| or her brother or her uncle or her cousin. There, as 103:517,04[M ]| none of these characters, he just$9$ stands." 103:517,05[A ]| "Yes," 103:517,05[' ]| $A$Nanda kindly mused, 103:517,05[A ]| "he is simply her 103:517,06[A ]| $M$Mitchy." 103:517,07[M ]| "Precisely. And a $M$Mitchy, you see, is ~ what$6#2$ do 103:517,08[M ]| you call$1$ it? ~ simply indissoluble. He is moreover 103:517,09[M ]| inordinately inquisitive. He goes to$4$ the length of 103:517,10[M ]| wondering whether $B$Van also learned that$3$ you were 103:517,11[M ]| expecting \me\." 103:517,12[A ]| "Oh yes ~ I told him everything." 103:517,13[' ]| $M$Mitchy smiled. 103:517,13[M ]| "Everything?" 103:517,14[A ]| "I told him ~ I told him," 103:517,14[' ]| she replied with impatience. 103:517,15[' ]| 103:517,16[' ]| $M$Mitchy hesitated. 103:517,16[M ]| "And did he then leave$1$ me also 103:517,17[M ]| a message?" 103:517,18[A ]| "No$7$, nothing. What$6#1$ I am to$9$ do for$4$ him with $L$Mr%*Longdon," 103:517,19[' ]| she immediately explained, 103:517,19[A ]| "is to$9$ make$1$ 103:517,20[A ]| practically a kind$0$ of apology." 103:517,21[M ]| "Ah and for$4$ me" 103:517,21[' ]| ~ $M$Mitchy quickly took it up ~ 103:517,22[M ]| "there can be no$2$ question$0$ of anything of that$6#2$ kind$0$. 103:517,23[M ]| I see. He has done me no$2$ wrong$0$." 103:517,24[' ]| $A$Nanda, with her eyes now on$4$ the window, turned it 103:517,25[' ]| over. 103:517,25[A ]| "I do not much think he would know even$5$ if he 103:517,26[A ]| had." 103:517,27[M ]| "I see, I see. And we would not tell him." 103:517,28[' ]| She turned with some abruptness from the outer 103:517,29[' ]| view$0$. 103:517,29[A ]| "We would not tell him. But he was beautiful 103:517,30[A ]| all round$9$," 103:517,30[' ]| she went on$5$. 103:517,30[A ]| "No*one could have been 103:517,31[A ]| nicer about$4$ having for$4$ so$5#1$ long$9$, for$4$ instance$0$, come so$5#1$ 103:517,32[A ]| little to$4$ the house. As if he had not only too$5#1$ many 103:518,01[A ]| other things to$9$ do! He did not even$5$ make$1$ them out$5$ 103:518,02[A ]| nearly the good reasons he might. But fancy$1$, with 103:518,03[A ]| his important duties ~ all the great affairs on$4$ his 103:518,04[A ]| hands ~ our making vulgar little rows about$4$ being$1$ 103:518,05[A ]| ""neglected""! He actually made so$5#1$ little of what$6#1$ he 103:518,06[A ]| might easily plead ~ speaking so$5#2$, I mean$1$, as if he 103:518,07[A ]| were all in the wrong$0$ ~ that$3$ one had almost positively 103:518,08[A ]| to$9$ \show$1$\ him his excuses. As if" 103:518,08[' ]| ~ she really kept it 103:518,09[' ]| up ~ 103:518,09[A ]| "he has not plenty!" 103:518,10[M ]| "It is only people like$9$ me," 103:518,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy threw out$5$, 103:518,11[M ]| "who$6#1$ have none?" 103:518,12[A ]| "Yes ~ people like$9$ you. People of no$2$ use$0$, of no 103:518,13[A ]| occupation and no$2$ importance. Like$9$ you, you know," 103:518,14[' ]| she pursued, 103:518,14[A ]| "there are so$5#1$ many." 103:518,14[' ]| Then it was with 103:518,15[' ]| no$2$ transition of tone that$3$ she added: 103:518,15[A ]| "If you are bad, 103:518,16[A ]| $M$Mitchy, I will$1$ not tell you anything." 103:518,17[M ]| "And if I am good what$6#2$ will$1$ you tell me? What$6#1$ I 103:518,18[M ]| want$1$ really most to$9$ \know\ is why he should be, as you 103:518,19[M ]| said just$9$ now, ""apologetic"" to$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. What$6#2$ is 103:518,20[M ]| the wrong$0$ he allows he has done \him\?" 103:518,21[A ]| "Oh he has ""neglected"" him ~ if that is any comfort$0$ 103:518,22[A ]| to$4$ us ~ quite as much." 103:518,23[M ]| "Has not looked him up and that$6#2$ sort of thing?" 103:518,24[A ]| "Yes ~ and he mentioned some other matter." 103:518,25[' ]| $M$Mitchy wondered. 103:518,25[M ]| """Mentioned"" it?" 103:518,26[A ]| "In which$6#1$," 103:518,26[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 103:518,26[A ]| "he has not pleased him." 103:518,27[' ]| $M$Mitchy after$4$ an instant$0$ risked it. 103:518,27[M ]| "But what$6#2$ other 103:518,28[M ]| matter?" 103:518,29[A ]| "Oh he says that$3$ when I speak to$4$ him $L$Mr%*Longdon 103:518,30[A ]| will$1$ know." 103:518,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy gravely took this in. 103:518,31[M ]| "And shall you speak 103:518,32[M ]| to$4$ him?" 103:519,01[A ]| "For$4$ $B$Mr%*Van?" 103:519,01@a | How, 103:519,01[' ]| she seemed to$9$ ask, 103:519,01@a | could 103:519,02@a | he doubt$1$ it? 103:519,02[A ]| "Why the very first thing." 103:519,03[M ]| "And then will$1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon tell you?" 103:519,04[A ]| "What$6#1$ $B$Mr%*Van means$1$?" 103:519,04[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$. 103:519,04[A ]| "Well$7$ 103:519,05[A ]| ~ I hope$1$ not." 103:519,06[' ]| $M$Mitchy followed it up. 103:519,06[M ]| "You ""hope$1$"" ~?" 103:519,07[A ]| "Why if it is anything that$6#1$ could possibly make$1$ 103:519,08[A ]| any*one like$1$ him any less. I mean$1$ I shall not in that$6#2$ case 103:519,09[A ]| in the least want$1$ to$9$ hear it." 103:519,10[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked as if he could understand that$6#2$ and 103:519,11[' ]| yet could also imagine something of a conflict. 103:519,11[M ]| "But 103:519,12[M ]| if $L$Mr%*Longdon insists ~?" 103:519,13[A ]| "On$4$ making me know? I shall not let him insist. 103:519,14[A ]| Would \you\?" 103:519,14[' ]| she put to$4$ him. 103:519,15[M ]| "Oh I am not in question$0$?" 103:519,16[A ]| "Yes, you are!" 103:519,16[' ]| she quite rang out$5$. 103:519,17[M ]| "Ah ~!" 103:519,17[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. After$4$ which$6#1$ he added: 103:519,18[M ]| "Well$7$ then, I might overbear you." 103:519,19[A ]| "No$7$, you might not," 103:519,19[' ]| she as positively declared 103:519,20[' ]| again, 103:519,20[A ]| "and you would not at any rate$0$ desire$1$ to$9$." 103:519,21[' ]| This he finally showed he could take from her ~ 103:519,22[' ]| showed it in the silence$0$ in which$6#1$ for$4$ a minute$0$ their 103:519,23[' ]| eyes met; then showed it perhaps even$5$ more in his 103:519,24[' ]| deep exclamation: 103:519,24[M ]| "You are complete$2$!" 103:519,25[' ]| For$4$ such a proposition as well$9$ she had the same 103:519,26[' ]| detached sense. 103:519,26[A ]| "I do not think I am in anything but 103:519,27[A ]| the wish$0$ to$9$ keep \you\ so$5#2$." 103:519,28[M ]| "Well$7$ ~ keep me, keep me! It strikes me that$3$ 103:519,29[M ]| I am not at all now on$4$ a footing, you know, of keeping$1$ 103:519,30[M ]| myself. I quite give you notice$0$ in fact," 103:519,30[' ]| $M$Mitchy went 103:519,31[' ]| on$5$, 103:519,31[M ]| "that$3$ I am going to$9$ come to$4$ you henceforth for$4$ 103:519,32[M ]| everything. But you are too$5#1$ wonderful," 103:519,31[' ]| he wound$1#1$ 103:520,01[' ]| up as she at first said nothing to$4$ this. 103:520,01[M ]| "I do not even$5$ 103:520,02[M ]| frighten you." 103:520,03[A ]| "Yes ~ fortunately for$4$ you." 103:520,04[M ]| "Ah but I distinctly warn you that$3$ I mean$1$ to$9$ do 103:520,05[M ]| my very best for$4$ it!" 103:520,06[' ]| $A$Nanda viewed it all with as near$9$ an approach$0$ to$4$ 103:520,07[' ]| gaiety as she often achieved. 103:520,07[A ]| "Well$7$, if you should 103:520,08[A ]| ever succeed it would be a dark$2$ day for$4$ you." 103:520,09[M ]| "You bristle with your own$2$ guns," 103:520,09[' ]| he pursued, 103:520,10[M ]| "But the ingenuity of a lifetime shall be devoted to$4$ 103:520,11[M ]| my taking you on$4$ some quarter$0#1$ on$4$ which$6#1$ you are not 103:520,12[M ]| prepared." 103:520,13[A ]| "And what$6#2$ quarter$0#1$, pray, will$1$ that$6#2$ be?" 103:520,14[M ]| "Ah I am not such a fool as to$9$ begin by$4$ giving you 103:520,15[M ]| a tip!" 103:520,15[' ]| $M$Mitchy on$4$ this turned off with an ambiguous 103:520,16[' ]| but unmistakeably natural$2$ sigh$0$; he looked at 103:520,17[' ]| photographs, he took up a book or two as $B$Vanderbank 103:520,18[' ]| had done, and for$4$ a couple of minutes there 103:520,19[' ]| was silence$0$ between them. 103:520,19[M ]| "What$6#1$ does stretch 103:520,20[M ]| before$4$ me," 103:520,20[' ]| he resumed after$4$ an interval during 103:520,21[' ]| which$6#1$ clearly, in spite$8$ of his movements, he had 103:520,22[' ]| looked at nothing ~ 103:520,22[M ]| "what$6#1$ does stretch before$4$ me 103:520,23[M ]| is the happy prospect of my feeling$1$ that$3$ I have found 103:520,24[M ]| in you a friend with whom$6#1$, so$5#1$ utterly and unreservedly, 103:520,25[M ]| I can always go to$4$ the bottom of things. This 103:520,26[M ]| luxury, you see now, of our freedom to$9$ look$1$ facts 103:520,27[M ]| in the face$0$ is one of which$6#1$, I promise$1$ you, I mean$1$ 103:520,28[M ]| fully to$9$ avail myself." 103:520,28[' ]| He stopped before$4$ her again, 103:520,29[' ]| and again she was silent. 103:520,29[M ]| "It is so$5#1$ awfully jolly, 103:520,30[M ]| is not it? that$3$ there is not at last$0$ a single thing that$6#1$ 103:520,31[M ]| we can not take our ease$0$ about$4$. I mean$1$ that$3$ we can not 103:520,32[M ]| intelligibly name$1$ and comfortably tackle. We have 103:521,01[M ]| worked through$4$ the long$9$ tunnel of artificial reserves 103:521,02[M ]| and superstitious mysteries, and I at least shall have 103:521,03[M ]| only to$9$ feel that$3$ in showing every confidence and 103:521,04[M ]| dotting every ""i"" I follow the example you so$5#1$ admirably 103:521,05[M ]| set$1$. You go down$5$ to$4$ the roots? Good. It is all 103:521,06[M ]| I ask!" 103:521,07[' ]| He had dropped into a chair as he talked, and so$5#1$ 103:521,08[' ]| long$9$ as she remained in her own$2$ they were confronted; 103:521,09[' ]| but she presently got up and, the next moment, while$9$ 103:521,10[' ]| he kept his place$0$, was busy restoring order$0$ to$4$ the 103:521,11[' ]| objects$0$ both her visitors had disarranged. 103:521,11[A ]| "If you 103:521,12[A ]| were not delightful you would be dreadful!" 103:521,13[M ]| "There we are! I could easily, in other words, 103:521,14[M ]| frighten you if I would." 103:521,15[' ]| She took no$2$ notice$0$ of the remark$0$, only, after$4$ a few 103:521,16[' ]| more scattered touches, producing an observation of 103:521,17[' ]| her own$2$. 103:521,17[A ]| "He is going, all the same, $B$Mr%*Van, to$9$ be 103:521,18[A ]| charming to$4$ mother. We have settled$1$ that$6#2$." 103:521,19[M ]| "Ah then he \can\ make$1$ time ~?" 103:521,20[' ]| She judged it. 103:521,20[A ]| "For$4$ as much as \that$6#2$\, yes. For$4$ as 103:521,21[A ]| much, I mean$1$, as may$1$ sufficiently show$1$ her that$3$ he 103:521,22[A ]| has not given her up. So$3$ do not you recognise how 103:521,23[A ]| much more time \you\ can make$1$?" 103:521,24[M ]| "Ah ~ see precisely ~ there we are again!" 103:521,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy 103:521,25[' ]| promptly ejaculated. 103:521,26[' ]| Yet he had gone, it seemed, further than she followed. 103:521,27[A ]| "But where?" 103:521,28[M ]| "Why, as I say, at the roots and in the depths of 103:521,29[M ]| things." 103:521,30[A ]| "Oh!" 103:521,30[' ]| She dropped to$4$ an indifference that$6#1$ was but 103:521,31[' ]| part$0$ of her general$2$ patience for$4$ all his irony. 103:521,32[M ]| "It is needless to$9$ go into the question$0$ of not giving 103:522,01[M ]| your mother up. One simply \does not\ give her up. 103:522,02[M ]| One can not. There she is." 103:522,03[A ]| "That is exactly what$6#1$ \he\ says. There she is." 103:522,04[M ]| "Ah but I do not want$1$ to$9$ say nothing but what$6#1$ ""he"" 103:522,05[M ]| says!" 103:522,05[' ]| $M$Mitchy laughed. 103:522,05[M ]| "He can not at all events have 103:522,06[M ]| mentioned to$4$ you any such link as the one that$6#1$ in 103:522,07[M ]| my case is now almost the most palpable. \I have\ got 103:522,08[M ]| a wife, you know." 103:522,09[A ]| "Oh $M$Mitchy!" 103:522,09[' ]| the girl protestingly though vaguely 103:522,10[' ]| murmured. 103:522,11[M ]| "And my wife ~ did you know it?" 103:522,11[' ]| $M$Mitchy went 103:522,12[' ]| on$5$, 103:522,12[M ]| "is positively getting thick with your mother. Of 103:522,13[M ]| course$8$ it is not new to$4$ you that$3$ she is wonderful for$4$ 103:522,14[M ]| wives. Now that$3$ our marriage is an accomplished 103:522,15[M ]| fact she takes the greatest interest$0$ in it ~ or bids fair 103:522,16[M ]| to$9$ if her attention can only be thoroughly secured 103:522,17[M ]| ~ and more particularly in what$6#1$ I believe is generally 103:522,18[M ]| called our peculiar situation: for$3$ it appears, you 103:522,19[M ]| know, that$3$ we are to$4$ the most conspicuous degree 103:522,20[M ]| possible \in\ a peculiar situation. $J$Aggie is therefore 103:522,21[M ]| already, and is likely to$9$ be still$5$ more, in what$6#1$ is universally 103:522,22[M ]| recognised as your mother's regular line. 103:522,23[M ]| Your mother will$1$ attract her, study$1$ her, finally ""understand"" 103:522,24[M ]| her. In fact she will$1$ ""help$1$"" her as she has 103:522,25[M ]| ""helped"" so$5#1$ many before$5$ and will$1$ ""help$1$"" so$5#1$ many 103:522,26[M ]| still$5$ to$9$ come. With $J$Aggie thus as a satellite and a 103:522,27[M ]| frequenter ~ in a degree in which$6#1$ she never yet \has\ 103:522,28[M ]| been," 103:522,28[' ]| he continued, 103:522,28[M ]| "what$6#2$ will$1$ the whole$2$ thing be 103:522,29[M ]| but a practical multiplication of our points of contact? 103:522,30[M ]| You may$1$ remind me of $D$Mrs%*Brook's contention 103:522,31[M ]| that$3$ if she did in her time keep something of a 103:522,32[M ]| saloon the saloon is now, in consequence of events, 103:523,01[M ]| but a collection of fortuitous atoms; but that$6#2$, my 103:523,02[M ]| dear$2#1$ $A$Nanda, will$1$ become none the less, to$4$ your clearer 103:523,03[M ]| sense, but a pious echo of her momentary modesty 103:523,04[M ]| or ~ call$1$ it at the worse ~ her momentary despair$0$. 103:523,05[M ]| The generations will$1$ come and go, and the \personnel\, 103:523,06[M ]| as the newspapers say, of the saloon will$1$ shift$1$ and 103:523,07[M ]| change$1$, but the institution itself, as resting on$4$ a deep 103:523,08[M ]| human need$0$, has a long$9$ course$0$ yet to$9$ run$1$ and a good 103:523,09[M ]| work$0$ yet to$9$ do. \We\ shall not last$1$, but your mother will$1$, 103:523,10[M ]| and as $J$Aggie is happily very young she is therefore 103:523,11[M ]| provided$1$ for$5$, in the time to$9$ come, on$4$ a scale sufficiently 103:523,12[M ]| considerable to$9$ leave$1$ us just$9$ now at peace. 103:523,13[M ]| Meanwhile, as you are almost as good for$4$ husbands 103:523,14[M ]| as $D$Mrs%*Brook is for$4$ wives, why are not we, as a couple, 103:523,15[M ]| we $M1$Mitchys, quite ideally arranged for$5$, and why 103:523,16[M ]| may not I speak to$4$ you of my future as sufficiently 103:523,17[M ]| guaranteed? The only appreciable shadow I make$1$ 103:523,18[M ]| out$5$ comes, for$4$ me, from the question$0$ of what$6#1$ may$1$ 103:523,19[M ]| to-day be between you and $L$Mr%*Longdon. Do I understand," 103:523,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy asked, 103:523,20[' ]| "that$3$ he is presently to$9$ 103:523,21[M ]| arrive for$4$ an answer$0$ to$4$ something he has put to$4$ you?" 103:523,22[' ]| $A$Nanda looked at him a while$0$ with a sort of solemnity 103:523,23[' ]| of tenderness, and her voice, when she at last$0$ 103:523,24[' ]| spoke, trembled with a feeling$0$ that$6#1$ clearly had grown 103:523,25[' ]| in her as she listened to$4$ the string of whimsicalities, 103:523,26[' ]| bitter and sweet, that$6#1$ he had just$9$ unrolled. 103:523,26[A ]| "You are 103:523,27[A ]| wild," 103:523,27[' ]| she said simply ~ 103:523,27[A ]| "you are wild." 103:523,28[' ]| He wonderfully glared. 103:523,28[M ]| "Am I then already 103:523,29[M ]| frightening you?" 103:523,29[' ]| He shook his head$0$ rather sadly. 103:523,30[M ]| "I am not in the least trying$1$ yet. There is something," 103:523,31[' ]| he added after$4$ an instant$0$, 103:523,31[M ]| "that$6#1$ I do want$1$ too$5#1$ 103:523,32[M ]| awfully to$9$ ask you." 103:524,01[A ]| "Well$7$ then ~!" 103:524,01[' ]| If she had not eagerness she had 103:524,02[' ]| at least charity. 103:524,03[M ]| "Oh but you see I reflect that$3$ though you show$1$ all 103:524,04[M ]| the courage to$9$ go to$4$ the roots and depths with \me\, 103:524,05[M ]| I am not ~ I never have been ~ fully conscious of the 103:524,06[M ]| nerve for$4$ doing as much with you. It is a question$0$," 103:524,07[' ]| $M$Mitchy explained, 103:524,07[M ]| "of how much ~ of a particular 103:524,08[M ]| matter ~ you know." 103:524,09[' ]| She continued ever so$5#1$ kindly to$9$ face$1$ him. 103:524,09[A ]| "Has not 103:524,10[A ]| it come out$5$ all round$9$ now that$3$ I know everything?" 103:524,11[' ]| Her reply$0$, in this form$0$, took a minute$0$ or two to$9$ 103:524,12[' ]| operate, but when it began to$9$ do so$5#2$ it fairly diffused 103:524,13[' ]| a light$0$. $M$Mitchy's face$0$ turned of a colour that$6#1$ might 103:524,14[' ]| have been produced by$4$ her holding close$9$ to$4$ it some 103:524,15[' ]| lantern wonderfully glazed. 103:524,15[M ]| "You know, you know!" 103:524,16[' ]| he then rang out$5$. 103:524,17[A ]| "Of course$8$ I know." 103:524,18[M ]| "You know, you know!" 103:524,18[' ]| $M$Mitchy repeated. 103:524,19[A ]| "Everything," 103:524,19[' ]| she imperturbably went on$5$, 103:524,19[A ]| "but 103:524,20[A ]| what$6#1$ you are talking about$4$." 103:524,21[' ]| He was silent a little, his eyes on$4$ her. 103:524,21[M ]| "May$1$ I kiss$1$ 103:524,22[M ]| your hand?" 103:524,23[A ]| "No$7$," 103:524,23[' ]| she answered: 103:524,23[A ]| "that is what$6#1$ I call$1$ wild." 103:524,24[' ]| He had risen with his question$0$ and after$4$ her reply$0$ 103:524,25[' ]| he remained a moment on$4$ the spot. 103:524,25[M ]| "See ~ I have 103:524,26[M ]| frightened you. It proves as easy as that$6#2$. But I only 103:524,27[M ]| wanted to$9$ show$1$ you and to$9$ be sure for$4$ myself. Now 103:524,28[M ]| that$3$ I have the mental certitude I shall never wish$1$ 103:524,29[M ]| otherwise to$9$ use$1$ it." 103:524,29[' ]| He turned away to$9$ begin again 103:524,30[' ]| one of his absorbed revolutions. 103:524,30[M ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon has 103:524,31[M ]| asked you this time for$4$ a grand public$2$ adhesion, and 103:524,32[M ]| what$6#1$ he turns$1$ up for$4$ now is to$9$ receive your ultimatum? 103:525,01[M ]| A final irrevocable flight with him is the line 103:525,02[M ]| he advises, so$3$ that$3$ he will$1$ be ready for$4$ it on$4$ the spot 103:525,03[M ]| with the post-chaise and the pistols?" 103:525,04[' ]| The image appeared really to$9$ have for$4$ $A$Nanda a 103:525,05[' ]| certain vividness, and she looked at it a space without 103:525,06[' ]| a hint$0$ of a smile$0$. 103:525,06[A ]| "We shall not need$1$ any pistols, 103:525,07[A ]| whatever may$1$ be decided$1$ about$4$ the post-chaise; 103:525,08[A ]| and any flight we may$1$ undertake together will$1$ need$1$ 103:525,09[A ]| no$2$ cover of secrecy or night. Mother, as I have told 103:525,10[A ]| you ~" 103:525,11[M ]| "will$1$ not fling herself across$4$ your reckless path? I remember," 103:525,12[' ]| said $M$Mitchy ~ 103:525,12[M ]| "you alluded to$4$ her magnificent 103:525,13[M ]| resignation. But father?" 103:525,13[' ]| he oddly demanded. 103:525,14[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$ for$4$ this a moment longer. 103:525,14[A ]| "Well$7$, 103:525,15[A ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon has ~ off in the country ~ a good deal$0#2$ 103:525,16[A ]| of shooting." 103:525,17[M ]| "So$3$ that$3$ $C$Edward can sometimes come down$5$ with 103:525,18[M ]| his old gun? Good then too$5#2$ ~ if it is not, as he takes 103:525,19[M ]| you by$4$ the way, to$9$ shoot \you\. You have got it all ship-shape 103:525,20[M ]| and arranged, in other words, and have only, 103:525,21[M ]| if the fancy$0$ does move$1$ you, to$9$ clear$1$ out$5$. You clear$1$ 103:525,22[M ]| out$5$ ~ you make$1$ all sorts of room. It \is\ interesting," 103:525,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy exclaimed, 103:525,23[M ]| "arriving thus with you at the 103:525,24[M ]| depths! I look$1$ all round$9$ and see every*one squared 103:525,25[M ]| and every*one but one or two suited. Why then 103:525,26[M ]| reflexion and delay$0$?" 103:525,27[A ]| "You do not, dear$2#1$ $M$Mr%*Mitchy," 103:525,27[' ]| $A$Nanda took her 103:525,28[' ]| time to$9$ return$1$, 103:525,28[A ]| "know nearly as much as you think." 103:525,29[M ]| "But is not my question$0$ absolutely a confession of 103:525,30[M ]| ignorance and a renunciation of thought$0$? I put myself 103:525,31[M ]| from this moment forth with you," 103:525,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy declared, 103:525,32[M ]| "on$4$ the footing of knowing nothing whatever 103:526,01[M ]| and of receiving literally from your hands all information 103:526,02[M ]| and all life. Let my continued attitude of 103:526,03[M ]| dependence, my dear$2#1$ $A$Nanda, show$1$ it. Any hesitation 103:526,04[M ]| you may$1$ yet feel, you imply, proceeds from a sense 103:526,05[M ]| of duties in London not to$9$ be lightly renounced? 103:526,06[M ]| Oh," 103:526,06[' ]| he thoughtfully said, 103:526,06[M ]| "I do at least know you 103:526,07[M ]| \have\ them." 103:526,08[' ]| She watched him with the same mildness while$9$ he 103:526,09[' ]| vaguely circled about$5$. 103:526,09[A ]| "You are wild, you are wild," 103:526,10[' ]| she insisted. 103:526,10[A ]| "But it does not in the least matter. 103:526,11[A ]| I shall not abandon you." 103:526,12[' ]| He stopped short$2$. 103:526,12[M ]| "Ah that is what$6#1$ I wanted from 103:526,13[M ]| you in so$5#1$ many clear-cut golden words ~ though 103:526,14[M ]| I will$1$ not in the least of course$8$ pretend that$3$ I have felt 103:526,15[M ]| I literally need$1$ it. I do not literally need$1$ the big turquoise 103:526,16[M ]| in my neck-tie; which$6#1$ incidentally means$1$, by$4$ 103:526,17[M ]| the way, that$3$ if you should admire it you are quite 103:526,18[M ]| welcome$1$ to$4$ it. Such words ~ that is my point$0$ ~ are 103:526,19[M ]| like$9$ such jewels: the pride, you see, of one's heart. 103:526,20[M ]| They are mere Vanity, but they help$1$ along$5$. You have 103:526,21[M ]| got of course$8$ always poor $K$Tishy," 103:526,21[' ]| he continued. 103:526,22[A ]| "Will$1$ you leave$1$ it all to$4$ \me\?" 103:526,22[' ]| $A$Nanda said as if she 103:526,23[' ]| had not heard him. 103:526,24[M ]| "And then you have got poor $H$Carrie," 103:526,24[' ]| he went on$5$, 103:526,25[M ]| "though \her\ of course$8$ you rather divide with your 103:526,26[M ]| mother." 103:526,27[A ]| "Will$1$ you leave$1$ it all to$4$ \me\?" 103:526,27[' ]| the girl repeated. 103:526,28[M ]| "To$9$ say nothing of poor $F$Cashmore," 103:526,28[' ]| he pursued, 103:526,29[M ]| "whom$6#1$ you take \all\, I believe, yourself?" 103:526,30[A ]| "Will$1$ you leave$1$ it all to$4$ \me\?" 103:526,30[' ]| she once more repeated. 103:526,31[' ]| 103:526,32[' ]| This time he pulled up, suddenly and expressively 103:527,01[' ]| wondering. 103:527,01[M ]| "Are you going to$9$ do anything about$4$ it 103:527,02[M ]| at present$0#1$? ~ I mean$1$ with our friend?" 103:527,03[' ]| She appeared to$9$ have a scruple$0$ of saying, but 103:527,04[' ]| at last$0$ she produced it. 103:527,04[A ]| "Yes ~ he does not mind$1$ 103:527,05[A ]| now." 103:527,06[' ]| $M$Mitchy again laughed out$5$. 103:527,06[M ]| "You \are\, as a family ~!" 103:527,07[' ]| But he had already checked himself. 103:527,07[M ]| "$L$Mr%*Longdon 103:527,08[M ]| will$1$ at any rate$0$, you imply, be somehow 103:527,09[M ]| interested ~" 103:527,10[A ]| "In \my\ interests$0$? Of course$8$ ~ since he has 103:527,11[A ]| gone so$5#1$ far. You expressed surprise$0$ at my wanting 103:527,12[A ]| to$9$ wait and think; but how can I not wait and 103:527,13[A ]| not think when so$5#1$ much depends on$4$ the question$0$ 103:527,14[A ]| ~ now so$5#1$ definite ~ of how much further he \will$1$\ 103:527,15[A ]| go?" 103:527,16[M ]| "I see," 103:527,16[' ]| said $M$Mitchy, profoundly impressed. 103:527,16[M ]| "And 103:527,17[M ]| how much does that$6#2$ depend on$5$?" 103:527,18[' ]| She had to$9$ reflect. 103:527,18[A ]| "On$4$ how much further I, for$4$ 103:527,19[A ]| my part$0$, \must\." 103:527,20[' ]| $M$Mitchy's grasp was already complete$2$. 103:527,20[M ]| "And he is 103:527,21[M ]| coming then to$9$ learn from you how far this is?" 103:527,22[A ]| "Yes ~ very much." 103:527,23[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked about$5$ for$4$ his hat. 103:527,23[M ]| "So$3$ that$3$ of course$8$ 103:527,24[M ]| I see my time is about$5$ up, as you will$1$ want$1$ to$9$ be quite 103:527,25[M ]| alone together." 103:527,26[' ]| $A$Nanda glanced at the clock. 103:527,26[A ]| "Oh you have a margin 103:527,27[A ]| yet." 103:527,28[M ]| "But you do not want$1$ an interval for$4$ your thinking ~?" 103:527,29[M ]| 103:527,30[A ]| "Now that$3$ I have seen you?" 103:527,30[' ]| $A$Nanda was already 103:527,31[' ]| very obviously thoughtful. 103:527,32[M ]| "I mean$1$ if you have an important decision to$9$ take." 103:528,01[A ]| "Well$7$," 103:528,01[' ]| she returned, 103:528,01[A ]| "seeing you \has\ helped me." 103:528,02[M ]| "Ah but at the same time worried you. Therefore ~" 103:528,03[' ]| And he picked up his umbrella. 103:528,04[' ]| Her eyes rested on$4$ its curious handle. 103:528,04[A ]| "If you cling 103:528,05[A ]| to$4$ your idea that$3$ I am frightened you will$1$ be disappointed. 103:528,06[A ]| It will$1$ never be given you to$9$ reassure me." 103:528,07[M ]| "You mean$1$ by$4$ that$6#2$ that$3$ I am primarily so$5#1$ solid ~!" 103:528,08[A ]| "Yes, that$3$ till I see you yourself afraid ~!" 103:528,09[M ]| "Well$7$?" 103:528,10[A ]| "Well$7$, I will$1$ not admit that$3$ anything is not exactly 103:528,11[A ]| what$6#1$ I was prepared for$4$." 103:528,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy looked with interest$0$ into his hat. 103:528,12[M ]| "Then 103:528,13[M ]| what$6#2$ is it I am to$9$ ""leave$1$"" to$4$ you?" 103:528,13[' ]| After$4$ which$6#1$, as 103:528,14[' ]| she turned away from him with a suppressed sound$0$ 103:528,15[' ]| and said, while$9$ he watched her, nothing else, 103:528,15[M ]| "It is 103:528,16[M ]| no$2$ doubt$0$ natural$2$ for$4$ you to$9$ talk$1$," 103:528,16[' ]| he went on$5$, 103:528,16[M ]| "but 103:528,17[M ]| I do make$1$ you nervous. Good-bye ~ good-bye." 103:528,18[' ]| She had stayed him, by$4$ a fresh movement, however, 103:528,19[' ]| as he reached the door. 103:528,19[A ]| "$J$Aggie is only trying$1$ to$9$ 103:528,20[A ]| find out$5$ ~!" 103:528,21[M ]| "Yes ~ what$6#2$?" 103:528,21[' ]| he asked, waiting. 103:528,22[A ]| "Why what$6#1$ sort of a person she is. How can she 103:528,23[A ]| ever have known? It was carefully, elaborately hidden 103:528,24[A ]| from her ~ kept so$5#1$ obscure that$3$ she could make$1$ 103:528,25[A ]| out$5$ nothing. She is not now like$9$ \me\." 103:528,26[' ]| He wonderingly attended. 103:528,26[M ]| "Like$9$ you?" 103:528,27[A ]| "Why I get the benefit of the fact that$3$ there was 103:528,28[A ]| never a time when I did not know \something\ or other, 103:528,29[A ]| and that$3$ I became more and more aware, as I grew 103:528,30[A ]| older, of a hundred little chinks of daylight." 103:528,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy stared. 103:528,31[M ]| "You are stupendous, my dear$2#1$!" 103:528,31[' ]| he 103:528,32[' ]| murmured. 103:529,01[' ]| Ah but she kept it up. 103:529,01[A ]| "\I\ had my idea about$4$ 103:529,02[A ]| $J$Aggie." 103:529,03[M ]| "Oh do not I know you had? And how you were 103:529,04[M ]| positive about$4$ the sort of person ~!" 103:529,05[A ]| "That$6#1$ she did not even$5$ suspect herself," 103:529,05[' ]| $A$Nanda 103:529,06[' ]| broke in, 103:529,06[A ]| "to$9$ be? I am equally positive now. It is 103:529,07[A ]| quite what$6#1$ I believed, only there is ever so$5#1$ much more 103:529,08[A ]| of it. More \has\ come ~ and more will$1$ yet. You see, 103:529,09[A ]| when there has been nothing before$5$, it all has to$9$ come 103:529,10[A ]| with a rush. So$3$ that$3$ if even$5$ I am surprised of course$8$ 103:529,11[A ]| she is." 103:529,12[M ]| "And of course$8$ \I\ am!" 103:529,12[' ]| $M$Mitchy's interest$0$, though 103:529,13[' ]| even$5$ now not wholly unqualified with amusement, had 103:529,14[' ]| visibly deepened. 103:529,14[M ]| "You admit then," 103:529,14[' ]| he continued, 103:529,15[M ]| that$3$ you are surprised?" 103:529,16[' ]| $A$Nanda just$9$ hesitated. 103:529,16[A ]| "At the mere scale of it. 103:529,17[A ]| I think it is splendid. The only person whose$6#1$ astonishment 103:529,18[A ]| I do not quite understand," 103:529,18[' ]| she added, 103:529,18[A ]| "is 103:529,19[A ]| $I$Cousin*Jane." 103:529,20[M ]| "Oh $I$Cousin*Jane's astonishment serves her right$2#1$!" 103:529,21[A ]| "If she held so$5#2$," 103:529,21[' ]| $A$Nanda pursued, 103:529,21[A ]| "that$3$ marriage 103:529,22[A ]| should do everything~!" 103:529,23[M ]| "She should not be in such a funk at finding what$6#1$ 103:529,24[M ]| it \is\ doing? Oh no$7$, she is the last$2$ one!" 103:529,24[' ]| $M$Mitchy 103:529,25[' ]| declared. 103:529,25[M ]| "I vow I enjoy her scare." 103:529,26[A ]| "But it is very bad, you know," 103:529,26[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 103:529,27[M ]| "Oh too$5#1$ awful!" 103:529,28[A ]| "Well$7$, of course$8$," 103:529,28[' ]| the girl appeared assentingly to$9$ 103:529,29[' ]| muse, 103:529,29[A ]| "she could not after$4$ all have dreamed ~!" 103:529,29[' ]| But 103:529,30[' ]| she took herself up. 103:529,30[A ]| "The great thing is to$9$ be helpful." 103:529,31[M ]| "And in what$6#2$ way ~?" 103:529,31[' ]| $M$Mitchy asked with his 103:529,32[' ]| wonderful air of inviting competitive suggestions. 103:530,01[A ]| "Toward $J$Aggie's finding herself. Do you think," 103:530,02[' ]| she immediately continued, 103:530,02[A ]| "that$3$ $N$Lord*Petherton 103:530,03[A ]| really is?" 103:530,04[' ]| $M$Mitchy frankly considered. 103:530,04[M ]| "Helpful? Oh he 103:530,05[M ]| does his best, I gather. Yes," 103:530,05[' ]| he presently added ~ 103:530,06[M ]| "$N$Petherton is all right$8$." 103:530,07[A ]| "It is you yourself, naturally," 103:530,07[' ]| his companion 103:530,08[' ]| threw off, 103:530,08[A ]| "who$6#1$ can help$1$ most." 103:530,09[M ]| "Certainly, and I am doing my best too$5#2$. So$3$ that$3$ 103:530,10[M ]| with such good assistance" 103:530,10[' ]| ~ he seemed at last$0$ to$9$ 103:530,11[' ]| have taken it all from her ~ 103:530,11[M ]| "what$6#2$ is it, I again ask, 103:530,12[M ]| that$6#1$, as you request$1$, I am to$9$ ""leave$1$"" to$4$ you?" 103:530,13[' ]| $A$Nanda required, while$9$ he still$5$ waited, some time 103:530,14[' ]| to$9$ reply$1$. 103:530,14[A ]| "To$9$ keep my promise$0$." 103:530,15[M ]| "Your promise$0$?" 103:530,16[A ]| "Not to$9$ abandon you." 103:530,17[M ]| "Ah," 103:530,17[' ]| cried $M$Mitchy, 103:530,17[M ]| "that is better$9$!" 103:530,18[A ]| "Then good-bye," 103:530,18[' ]| she said. 103:530,19[M ]| "Good-bye." 103:530,19[' ]| But he came a few steps forward$5$. 103:530,20[M ]| "I \may not\ kiss$1$ your hand?" 103:530,21[A ]| "Never." 103:530,22[M ]| "Never?" 103:530,23[A ]| "Never." 103:530,24[M ]| "Oh!" 103:530,24[' ]| he oddly sounded as he quickly went out$5$. 104:531,01[' ]| The interval he had represented as likely to$9$ be useful 104:531,02[' ]| to$4$ her was in fact, however, not a little abbreviated 104:531,03[' ]| by$4$ a punctuality of arrival on$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon's part$0$ 104:531,04[' ]| so$5#1$ extreme$2$ as to$9$ lead$1$ the first thing to$4$ a word almost 104:531,05[' ]| of apology. 104:531,05[L ]| "You can not say," 104:531,05[' ]| her new visitor immediately 104:531,06[' ]| began, 104:531,06[L ]| "that$3$ I have not left$1$ you alone, these 104:531,07[L ]| many days, as much as I promised on$4$ coming up to$4$ 104:531,08[L ]| you that$6#2$ afternoon when after$4$ my return$0$ to$4$ town I 104:531,09[L ]| found $M$Mr%*Mitchett instead of your mother awaiting 104:531,10[L ]| me in the drawing-room." 104:531,11[A ]| "Yes," 104:531,11[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 104:531,11[A ]| "you have really done quite as 104:531,12[A ]| I asked you." 104:531,13[L ]| "Well$7$," 104:531,13[' ]| he returned, 104:531,13[L ]| "I felt half an hour ago 104:531,14[L ]| that$3$, near$9$ as I was to$4$ relief, I could keep it up no$2$ 104:531,15[L ]| longer; so$3$ that$3$ though I knew it would bring me 104:531,16[L ]| much too$5#1$ soon I started at six sharp for$4$ our trysting-place." 104:531,17[L ]| 104:531,18[A ]| "And I have no$2$ tea, after$4$ all, to$9$ reward$1$ you!" 104:531,18[' ]| It 104:531,19[' ]| was but now clearly that$3$ she noticed it. 104:531,19[A ]| "They must 104:531,20[A ]| have removed the things without my heeding." 104:531,21[' ]| Her old friend looked at her with some intensity. 104:531,22[L ]| "Were you in the room?" 104:531,23[A ]| "Yes ~ but I did not see the man come in." 104:531,24[L ]| "What$6#2$ then were you doing?" 104:531,25[' ]| $A$Nanda thought$1$; her smile$0$ was as usual the faintest 104:531,26[' ]| discernible outward sign. 104:531,26[A ]| "Thinking of \you\." 104:531,27[L ]| "So$5#1$ tremendously hard?" 104:532,01[A ]| "Well$7$, of other things too$5#2$ and of other persons. 104:532,02[A ]| Of everything really that$6#1$ in our last$2$ talk$0$ I told you 104:532,03[A ]| I felt I must have out$5$ with myself before$4$ meeting$9$ you 104:532,04[A ]| for$4$ what$6#1$ I suppose you have now in mind$0$." 104:532,05[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had kept his eyes on$4$ her, but at this 104:532,06[' ]| he turned away; not, however, for$4$ an alternative, 104:532,07[' ]| embracing her material$2$ situation with the embarrassed 104:532,08[' ]| optimism of $B$Vanderbank or the mitigated 104:532,09[' ]| gloom of $M$Mitchy. 104:532,09[L ]| "Ah" 104:532,09[' ]| ~ he took her up with some 104:532,10[' ]| dryness ~ 104:532,10[L ]| "you have been having things out$5$ with 104:532,11[L ]| yourself?" 104:532,11[' ]| But he went on$5$ before$3$ she answered: 104:532,12[L ]| "I do not want$1$ any tea, thank you. I found myself, 104:532,13[L ]| after$4$ five, in such a fidget that$3$ I went three times 104:532,14[L ]| in the course$0$ of the hour to$4$ my club, where I have 104:532,15[L ]| the impression I each time had it. I dare$1#2$ say it 104:532,16[L ]| was not there, though, I did have it," 104:532,16[' ]| he after$4$ an 104:532,17[' ]| instant$0$ pursued, 104:532,17[L ]| "for$3$ I have somehow a confused 104:532,18[L ]| image of a shop in Oxford*Street ~ or was it rather 104:532,19[L ]| in Regent? ~ into which$6#1$ I gloomily wandered to$9$ 104:532,20[L ]| beguile the moments with a mixture that$6#1$ if I strike 104:532,21[L ]| you as upset I beg you to$9$ set$1$ it all down$5$ to$4$. Do 104:532,22[L ]| you know in fact what$6#1$ I have been doing for$4$ the 104:532,23[L ]| last$2$ ten minutes? Roaming hither and thither in 104:532,24[L ]| your beautiful Crescent till I could venture to$9$ come 104:532,25[L ]| in." 104:532,26[A ]| "Then did you see $M$Mitchy go out$5$? But no$7$, you 104:532,27[A ]| would not" 104:532,27[' ]| ~ $A$Nanda corrected herself. 104:532,27[A ]| "He has 104:532,28[A ]| been gone longer than that$6#2$." 104:532,29[' ]| Her visitor had dropped on$4$ a sofa where, propped 104:532,30[' ]| by$4$ the back$0$, he sat rather upright, his glasses on$4$ his 104:532,31[' ]| nose, his hands in his pockets and his elbows much 104:532,32[' ]| turned out$5$. 104:532,32[L ]| "$M$Mitchy left$1$ you more than ten minutes 104:533,01[L ]| ago, and yet your state$0$ on$4$ his departure remains$1$ such 104:533,02[L ]| that$3$ there could be a bustle$0$ of servants in the room 104:533,03[L ]| without your being$1$ aware? Kindly give me a lead$0#1$ 104:533,04[L ]| then as to$4$ what$6#1$ it is he has done to$4$ you." 104:533,05[' ]| She hovered before$4$ him with her obscure smile$0$. 104:533,06[A ]| "You see it for$4$ yourself." 104:533,07[' ]| He shook his head$0$ with decision. 104:533,07[L ]| "I do not see anything 104:533,08[L ]| for$4$ myself, and I beg you to$9$ understand that$3$ 104:533,09[L ]| it is not what$6#1$ I have come here to-day to$9$ do. Anything 104:533,10[L ]| I may$1$ yet see which$6#1$ I do not already see will$1$ be only, 104:533,11[L ]| I warn you, so$5#1$ far as you shall make$1$ it very clear$2$. 104:533,12[L ]| There ~ you have work$0$ cut$9$ out$5$. And is it with $M$Mr%*Mitchett, 104:533,13[L ]| may$1$ I ask, that$3$ you have been, as you mention$1$, 104:533,14[L ]| cutting it?" 104:533,15[' ]| $A$Nanda looked about$4$ her as if weighing many 104:533,16[' ]| things; after$4$ which$6#1$ her eyes came back$5$ to$4$ him. 104:533,16[A ]| "Do 104:533,17[A ]| you mind$1$ if I do not sit down$5$?" 104:533,18[L ]| "I do not mind$1$ if you stand$1$ on$4$ your head$0$ ~ at the 104:533,19[L ]| pass$0$ we have come to$4$." 104:533,20[A ]| "I shall not try your patience," 104:533,20[' ]| the girl good-humouredly 104:533,21[' ]| replied, 104:533,21[A ]| "so$5#1$ far as that$6#2$. I only want$1$ you 104:533,22[A ]| not to$9$ be worried if I walk$1$ about$5$ a little." 104:533,23[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, without a movement, kept his posture. 104:533,24[L ]| "Oh I can not oblige you there. I \shall\ be worried. 104:533,25[L ]| I have come on$4$ purpose to$9$ be worried, and the more I 104:533,26[L ]| surrender$1$ myself to$4$ the rack the more, I seem to$9$ feel, 104:533,27[L ]| we shall have threshed our business out$5$. So$3$ you may$1$ 104:533,28[L ]| dance$1$, you may$1$ stamp, if you like$1$, on$4$ the absolutely 104:533,29[L ]| passive thing you have made of me." 104:533,30[A ]| "Well$7$, what$6#1$ I \have\ had from $M$Mitchy," 104:533,30[' ]| she cheerfully 104:533,31[' ]| responded, 104:533,31[A ]| "is practically a lesson in dancing$0$: 104:533,32[A ]| by$4$ which$6#1$ I perhaps mean$1$ rather a lesson in sitting$1$, 104:534,01[A ]| myself, as I want$1$ you to$9$ do while$9$ \I\ talk$1$, as still$2$ as 104:534,02[A ]| a mouse. They take," 104:534,02[' ]| she declared, 104:534,02[A ]| "while$9$ \they\ talk$1$, 104:534,03[A ]| an amount of exercise$0$!" 104:534,04[L ]| "They?" 104:534,04[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon wondered. 104:534,04[L ]| "Was his wife 104:534,05[L ]| with him?" 104:534,06[A ]| "Dear$7$ no$7$ ~ he and $B$Mr%*Van." 104:534,07[L ]| "Was $B$Mr%*Van with him?" 104:534,08[A ]| "Oh no$7$ ~ before$5$, alone. All over the place$0$." 104:534,09[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon had a pause$0$ so$5#1$ rich in appeal that$3$ 104:534,10[' ]| when he at last$0$ spoke his question$0$ was itself like$9$ an 104:534,11[' ]| answer$0$. 104:534,11[L ]| "$B$Mr%*Van has been to$9$ see you?" 104:534,12[A ]| "Yes. I wrote and asked him." 104:534,13[L ]| "Oh!" 104:534,13[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 104:534,14[A ]| "But do not get up." 104:534,14[' ]| She raised her hand. 104:534,14[A ]| "Do not." 104:534,15[L ]| "Why should I?" 104:534,15[' ]| He had never budged. 104:534,16[A ]| "He was most kind$2$; stayed half an hour and, 104:534,17[A ]| when I told him you were coming, left$1$ a good message 104:534,18[A ]| for$4$ you." 104:534,19[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon appeared to$9$ wait for$4$ this tribute, 104:534,20[' ]| which$6#1$ was not immediately produced. 104:534,20[L ]| "What$6#2$ do 104:534,21[L ]| you call$1$ a ""good"" message?" 104:534,22[A ]| "I am to$9$ make$1$ it all right$8$ with you." 104:534,23[L ]| "To$9$ make$1$ what$6#2$?" 104:534,24[A ]| "Why, that$3$ he has not, for$4$ so$5#1$ long$9$, been to$9$ see 104:534,25[A ]| you or written to$4$ you. That$3$ he has seemed to$9$ neglect$1$ 104:534,26[A ]| you." 104:534,27[' ]| $A$Nanda's visitor looked so$5#1$ far about$5$ as to$9$ take the 104:534,28[' ]| neighbourhood in general$2$ into the confidence of his 104:534,29[' ]| surprise$0$. 104:534,29[L ]| "To$9$ neglect$1$ \me\?" 104:534,30[A ]| "Well$7$, others too$5#2$, I believe ~ with whom$6#1$ we are 104:534,31[A ]| not concerned. He has been so$5#2$ taken up. But you 104:534,32[A ]| above$4$ all." 104:535,01[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon showed on$4$ this a coldness that$6#1$ somehow 104:535,02[' ]| spoke for$4$ itself as the greatest with which$6#1$ he 104:535,03[' ]| had ever in his life met an act$0$ of reparation and that$6#1$ 104:535,04[' ]| was infinitely confirmed by$4$ his sustained immobility. 104:535,05[L ]| "But of what$6#2$ have I complained?" 104:535,06[A ]| "Oh I do not think he fancies$1$ you have complained." 104:535,07[L ]| "And how could he have come to$9$ see me," 104:535,07[' ]| he continued, 104:535,08[L ]| "when for$4$ so$5#1$ many months past$9$ I have been so$5#1$ 104:535,09[L ]| little in town?" 104:535,10[' ]| He was not more ready with objections, however, 104:535,11[' ]| than his companion had by$4$ this time become 104:535,12[' ]| with answers. 104:535,12[A ]| "He must have been thinking of 104:535,13[A ]| the time of your present$9$ stay$0$. He evidently has you 104:535,14[A ]| much on$4$ his mind$0$ ~ he spoke of not having seen 104:535,15[A ]| you." 104:535,16[L ]| "He has quite sufficiently tried ~ he has left$1$ 104:535,17[L ]| cards," 104:535,17[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon returned. 104:535,17[L ]| "What$6#2$ more does 104:535,18[L ]| he want$1$?" 104:535,19[' ]| $A$Nanda looked at him with her long$9$ grave$2$ straightness, 104:535,20[' ]| which$6#1$ had often a play$0$ of light$0$ beyond$4$ any 104:535,21[' ]| smile$0$. 104:535,21[A ]| "Oh, you know, he does want$1$ more." 104:535,22[L ]| "Then it was open$2$ to$4$ him ~" 104:535,23[A ]| "So$3$ he so$5#1$ strongly feels" 104:535,23[' ]| ~ she quickly took him 104:535,24[' ]| up ~ 104:535,24[A ]| "that$3$ you must have felt. And therefore it is 104:535,25[A ]| I speak for$4$ him." 104:535,26[L ]| "Do not!" 104:535,26[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 104:535,27[A ]| "But I promised him I would." 104:535,28[L ]| "Do not!" 104:535,28[' ]| her friend repeated as in stifled pain$0$. 104:535,29[' ]| She had kept for$4$ the time all her fine clearness 104:535,30[' ]| turned to$4$ him; but she might on$4$ this have been taken 104:535,31[' ]| as giving him up with a movement of obedience and 104:535,32[' ]| a strange soft sigh$0$. The smothered sound$0$ might even$5$ 104:536,01[' ]| have represented to$4$ a listener at all initiated a consenting 104:536,02[' ]| retreat$0$ before$4$ an effort greater than her reckoning ~ 104:536,03[' ]| a retreat$0$ that$6#1$ was in so$5#1$ far the snap of a 104:536,04[' ]| sharp tension. The next minute$0$, none the less, she 104:536,05[' ]| evidently found a fresh provocation in the sight of 104:536,06[' ]| the pale and positively excessive rigour she had imposed, 104:536,07[' ]| so$3$ that$3$, though her friend was only accommodating 104:536,08[' ]| himself to$4$ her wish$0$ she had a sudden$2$ impulse 104:536,09[' ]| of criticism. 104:536,09[A ]| "You are proud about$4$ it ~ too$5#1$ 104:536,10[A ]| proud!" 104:536,11[L ]| "Well$7$, what$6#2$ if I am?" 104:536,11[' ]| He looked at her with a 104:536,12[' ]| complexity of communication that$6#1$ no$2$ words could 104:536,13[' ]| have meddled with. 104:536,13[L ]| "Pride is all right$8$ when it helps 104:536,14[L ]| one to$9$ bear$1$ things." 104:536,15[A ]| "Ah," 104:536,15[' ]| said $A$Nanda, 104:536,15[A ]| "but that is only when one 104:536,16[A ]| wants$1$ to$9$ take the least from them. When one wants$1$ 104:536,17[A ]| to$9$ take the most ~!" 104:536,18[L ]| "Well$7$?" 104:536,18[' ]| ~ he spoke, as she faltered, with a certain 104:536,19[' ]| small hardness of interest$0$. 104:536,20[' ]| She faltered, however, indeed. 104:536,20[A ]| "Oh I do not know 104:536,21[A ]| how to$9$ say it." 104:536,21[' ]| She fairly coloured with the attempt$0$. 104:536,22[A ]| "One must let the sense of all that$6#1$ I speak of ~ well$7$, 104:536,23[A ]| all come. One must rather like$1$ it. I do not know ~ 104:536,24[A ]| but I suppose one must rather grovel." 104:536,25[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, though with visible reluctance, 104:536,26[' ]| turned it over. 104:536,26[L ]| "That is very fine ~ but you are a 104:536,27[L ]| woman." 104:536,28[A ]| "Yes ~ that$6#2$ must make$1$ a difference. But being$1$ 104:536,29[A ]| a woman, in such a case, has then," 104:536,29[' ]| $A$Nanda went 104:536,30[' ]| on$5$, 104:536,30[A ]| "its advantages." 104:536,31[' ]| On$4$ this point$0$ perhaps her friend might presently 104:536,32[' ]| have been taken as relaxing. 104:536,32[L ]| "It strikes me that$3$ 104:537,01[L ]| even$5$ at that$6#2$ the advantages are mainly for$4$ others. 104:537,02[L ]| I am glad, God knows, that$3$ you are not also a young 104:537,03[L ]| man." 104:537,04[A ]| "Then we are suited all round$9$." 104:537,05[' ]| She had spoken with a promptitude that$6#1$ appeared 104:537,06[' ]| again to$9$ act$1$ on$4$ him slightly as an irritant, for$3$ he met 104:537,07[' ]| it ~ with more delay$0$ ~ by$4$ a long$9$ and derisive murmur. 104:537,08[L ]| "Oh \my\ pride ~!" 104:537,08[' ]| But this she in no$2$ manner 104:537,09[' ]| took up; so$3$ that$3$ he was left$1$ for$4$ a little to$4$ his thoughts. 104:537,10[L ]| "That is what$6#1$ you were plotting when you told me 104:537,11[L ]| the other day that$3$ you wanted time?" 104:537,12[A ]| "Ah I was not plotting ~ though I was, I confess, 104:537,13[A ]| trying$1$ to$9$ work$1$ things out$5$. That$6#2$ particular idea of 104:537,14[A ]| simply asking $B$Mr%*Van by$4$ letter to$9$ present$1$ himself ~ 104:537,15[A ]| that$6#2$ particular flight of fancy$0$ had not in fact then at 104:537,16[A ]| all occurred to$4$ me." 104:537,17[L ]| "It never occurred, I am bound to$9$ say, to$4$ \me\," 104:537,18[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon. 104:537,18[L ]| "I have never thought$1$ of writing$1$ 104:537,19[L ]| to$4$ him." 104:537,20[A ]| "Very good. But you have not the reasons. I 104:537,21[A ]| wanted to$9$ attack$1$ him." 104:537,22[L ]| "Not about$4$ me, I hope$1$ to$4$ God!" 104:537,22[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon, 104:537,23[' ]| distinctly a little paler, rejoined. 104:537,24[A ]| "Do not be afraid. I think I had an instinct of how 104:537,25[A ]| you would have taken \that$6#2$\. It was about$4$ mother." 104:537,26[L ]| "Oh!" 104:537,26[' ]| said her visitor. 104:537,27[A ]| "He has been worse to$4$ her than to$4$ you," 104:537,27[' ]| she continued. 104:537,28[A ]| "But he will$1$ make$1$ it all right$8$." 104:537,29[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon's attention retained its grimness. 104:537,29[L ]| "If 104:537,30[L ]| he has such a remedy for$4$ the more then, what$6#2$ has he 104:537,31[L ]| for$4$ the less?" 104:537,32[' ]| $A$Nanda, however, was but for$4$ an instant$0$ checked. 104:538,01[A ]| "Oh it is I who$6#1$ make$1$ it up to$4$ \you\. To$4$ mother, you 104:538,02[A ]| see, there is no*one otherwise to$9$ make$1$ it up." 104:538,03[' ]| This at first unmistakeably sounded to$4$ him too$5#1$ 104:538,04[' ]| complicated for$4$ acceptance. But his face$0$ changed as 104:538,05[' ]| light$0$ dawned. 104:538,05[L ]| "That$6#2$ puts it then that$3$ you \will$1$\ 104:538,06[L ]| come?" 104:538,07[A ]| "I will$1$ come if you will$1$ take me as I am ~ which$6#1$ is 104:538,08[A ]| what$6#1$ I must previously explain to$4$ you: I mean$1$ more 104:538,09[A ]| than I have ever done before$5$. But what$6#1$ \he\ means$1$ by$4$ 104:538,10[A ]| what$6#1$ you call$1$ his remedy is my making you feel 104:538,11[A ]| better$9$ about$4$ himself." 104:538,12[' ]| The old man gazed at her. 104:538,12[L ]| ""Your"" doing it is 104:538,13[L ]| too$5#1$ beautiful! And he could really come to$4$ you for$4$ 104:538,14[L ]| the purpose of asking you?" 104:538,15[A ]| "Oh no$7$," 104:538,15[' ]| said the girl briskly, 104:538,15[A ]| "he came simply 104:538,16[A ]| for$4$ the purpose of doing what$6#1$ he \had\ to$9$ do. After$4$ my 104:538,17[A ]| letter how could he not come? Then he met most 104:538,18[A ]| kindly what$6#1$ I said to$4$ him for$4$ mother and what$6#1$ he 104:538,19[A ]| quite understood to$9$ be all my business with him; so$3$ 104:538,20[A ]| that$3$ his appeal to$4$ me to$9$ plead with you for$4$ ~ well$7$, 104:538,21[A ]| for$4$ his credit$0$ ~ was only thrown in because he had 104:538,22[A ]| so$5#1$ good a chance$0$." 104:538,23[' ]| This speech brought $L$Mr%*Longdon abruptly to$4$ his 104:538,24[' ]| feet, but before$3$ she could warn him again of the 104:538,25[' ]| patience she continued to$9$ need$1$ he had already, as 104:538,26[' ]| if what$6#1$ she evoked for$4$ him left$1$ him too$5#1$ stupefied, 104:538,27[' ]| dropped back$5$ into submission. 104:538,27[L ]| "The man stood 104:538,28[L ]| there for$4$ you to$9$ render him a service? ~ for$4$ you to$9$ 104:538,29[L ]| help$1$ him and praise$1$ him?" 104:538,30[A ]| "Ah but it was not to$9$ go out$8$ of my way, do not you 104:538,31[A ]| see? He knew you were presently to$9$ be here." 104:538,31[' ]| Her 104:538,32[' ]| anxiety that$3$ he should understand gave her a rare 104:539,01[' ]| strained smile$0$. 104:539,01[A ]| "I must not make$1$ ~ as a request$0$ 104:539,02[A ]| from him ~ too$5#1$ much of it, and I have not a doubt$0$ 104:539,03[A ]| that$3$, rather than that$3$ you should think any ill of him 104:539,04[A ]| for$4$ wishing me to$9$ say a word, he would gladly be left$1$ 104:539,05[A ]| with whatever bad appearance he may$1$ actually happen 104:539,06[A ]| to$9$ have." 104:539,06[' ]| She pulled up on$4$ these words as with 104:539,07[' ]| a quick$2$ sense of their really, by$4$ their mere sound$0$, 104:539,08[' ]| putting her in deeper; and could only give her friend 104:539,09[' ]| one of the looks$0$ that$6#1$ expressed: 104:539,09[A ]| "If I could trust$1$ you 104:539,10[A ]| not to$9$ assent even$5$ more than I want$1$, I should say 104:539,11[A ]| ""You know what$6#1$ I mean$1$!""" 104:539,11[' ]| She allowed him at all 104:539,12[' ]| events ~ or tried to$9$ allow him ~ no$2$ time for$4$ uttered 104:539,13[' ]| irony before$4$ going on$5$: 104:539,13[A ]| "He was everything you could 104:539,14[A ]| have wished; quite as beautiful about$4$ \you\ ~" 104:539,15[L ]| "As about$4$ you?" 104:539,15[' ]| ~ $L$Mr%*Longdon took her up. 104:539,16[' ]| She demurred. 104:539,16[A ]| "As about$4$ mother." 104:539,16[' ]| With which$6#1$ 104:539,17[' ]| she turned away as if it handsomely settled$1$ the question$0$. 104:539,18[' ]| 104:539,19[' ]| But it only left$1$ him, as she went to$4$ the window, 104:539,20[' ]| sitting$1$ there sombre. 104:539,20[L ]| "I like$1$, you know," 104:539,20[' ]| he brought 104:539,21[' ]| out$5$ as his eyes followed her, 104:539,21[L ]| "your saying you are not 104:539,22[L ]| proud! Thank God you \are\, my dear$2#1$. Yes ~ it is 104:539,23[L ]| better$9$ for$4$ us." 104:539,24[' ]| At this, after$4$ a moment, in her place$0$, she turned 104:539,25[' ]| round$9$ to$4$ him. 104:539,25[A ]| "I am glad I am anything ~ whatever 104:539,26[A ]| you may$1$ call$1$ it and though I can not call$1$ it the same ~ 104:539,27[A ]| that is good for$4$ \you\." 104:539,28[' ]| He said nothing more for$4$ a little, as if by$4$ such 104:539,29[' ]| a speech something in him were simplified and softened. 104:539,30[L ]| "It would be good for$4$ me ~ by$4$ which$6#1$ I mean$1$ 104:539,31[L ]| it would be easier for$4$ me ~ if you did not quite so$5#1$ 104:539,32[L ]| immensely care$1$ for$4$ him." 104:540,01[A ]| "Oh!" 104:540,01[' ]| came from $A$Nanda with an accent of attenuation 104:540,02[' ]| at once so$5#1$ precipitate and so$5#1$ vague that$3$ it only 104:540,03[' ]| made her attitude at first rather awkward. 104:540,03[A ]| "Oh!" 104:540,04[' ]| she immediately repeated, but with an increase$0$ of the 104:540,05[' ]| same effect$0$. After$4$ which$6#1$, conscious, she made, as if 104:540,06[' ]| to$9$ save$1$ herself, a quick$2$ addition. 104:540,06[A ]| "Dear$2#1$ $L$Mr%*Longdon, 104:540,07[A ]| is not it rather yourself most ~?" 104:540,08[L ]| "It would be easier for$4$ me," 104:540,08[' ]| he went on$5$, heedless, 104:540,09[L ]| "if you did not, my poor child, so$5#1$ wonderfully love$1$ 104:540,10[L ]| him." 104:540,11[A ]| "Ah but I do not ~ please believe me when I assure 104:540,12[A ]| you I \do not\!" 104:540,12[' ]| she broke out$5$. It burst$1$ from her, 104:540,13[' ]| flaring up, in a queer quaver that$6#1$ ended in something 104:540,14[' ]| queerer still$5$ ~ in her abrupt collapse, on$4$ the spot, into 104:540,15[' ]| the nearest chair, where she choked with a torrent 104:540,16[' ]| of tears. Her buried face$0$ could only after$4$ a moment 104:540,17[' ]| give way to$4$ the flood, and she sobbed in a passion 104:540,18[' ]| as sharp and brief as the flurry of a wild thing 104:540,19[' ]| for$4$ an instant$0$ uncaged; her old friend meantime 104:540,20[' ]| keeping$1$ his place$0$ in the silence$0$ broken by$4$ her sound$0$ 104:540,21[' ]| and distantly ~ across$4$ the room ~ closing his eyes 104:540,22[' ]| to$4$ his helplessness and her shame$0$. Thus they sat 104:540,23[' ]| together while$9$ their trouble$0$ both conjoined and divided 104:540,24[' ]| them. She recovered herself, however, with an 104:540,25[' ]| effort worthy of her fall$0$ and was on$4$ her feet again as 104:540,26[' ]| she stammeringly spoke and angrily brushed at her 104:540,27[' ]| eyes. 104:540,27[A ]| "What$6#2$ difference in the world does it make$1$ ~ 104:540,28[A ]| what$6#2$ difference ever?" 104:540,28[' ]| Then clearly, even$5$ with the 104:540,29[' ]| words, her checked tears suffered her to$9$ see how it 104:540,30[' ]| made the difference that$3$ he too$5#2$ had been crying; so$3$ 104:540,31[' ]| that$3$ 104:540,31[A ]| "I do not know why you mind$1$!" 104:540,31[' ]| she thereupon 104:540,32[' ]| wailed with extravagance. 104:541,01[L ]| "You do not know what$6#1$ I would have done for$4$ him. 104:541,02[L ]| You do not know, you do not know!" 104:541,02[' ]| he repeated 104:541,03[' ]| while$9$ she looked as if she naturally could not ~ as 104:541,04[' ]| with a renewal of his dream$0$ of beneficence and of the 104:541,05[' ]| soreness of his personal wound$0$. 104:541,06[A ]| "Well$7$, but \he\ does you justice ~ he knows. So$3$ it 104:541,07[A ]| shows$1$, so$3$ it shows$1$ ~!" 104:541,08[' ]| But in this direction too$5#2$, unable to$9$ say what$6#1$ it 104:541,09[' ]| showed, she had again broken down$5$ and again could 104:541,10[' ]| only hold$1$ herself and let her companion sit there. 104:541,11[L ]| "Ah $A$Nanda, $A$Nanda!" 104:541,11[' ]| he deeply murmured; and the 104:541,12[' ]| depth of the pity$0$ was, vainly and blindly, as the depth 104:541,13[' ]| of the reproach$0$. 104:541,14[A ]| "It is I ~ it is I, therefore," 104:541,14[' ]| she said as if she must 104:541,15[' ]| then so$5#2$ look$1$ at it with him; 104:541,15[A ]| "it is I who$6#1$ am the 104:541,16[A ]| horrible impossible and who$6#1$ have covered everything 104:541,17[A ]| else with my own$2$ impossibility. For$4$ some different 104:541,18[A ]| person you \could\ have done what$6#1$ you speak of, and 104:541,19[A ]| for$4$ some different person you can do it still$5$." 104:541,20[' ]| He stared at her with his barren sorrow. 104:541,20[L ]| "A person 104:541,21[L ]| different from him?" 104:541,22[A ]| "A person different from \me\." 104:541,23[L ]| "And what$6#2$ interest$0$ have I in any such person?" 104:541,24[L ]| 104:541,25[A ]| "But your interest$0$ in me ~ you see well$9$ enough 104:541,26[A ]| where \that$6#2$\ lands us." 104:541,27[' ]| $L$Mr%*Longdon now got to$4$ his feet and somewhat 104:541,28[' ]| stiffly remained; after$4$ which$6#1$, for$4$ all answer$0$, 104:541,28[L ]| "You 104:541,29[L ]| say you \will$1$\ come then?" 104:541,29[' ]| he asked. Then as ~ 104:541,30[' ]| seemingly with her last$2$ thought$0$ ~ she kept silent: 104:541,31[L ]| "You understand clearly, I take it, that$3$ this time 104:541,32[L ]| it is never again to$9$ leave$1$ me ~ or to$9$ \be\ left$1$." 104:542,01[A ]| "I understand," she presently replied. 104:542,01[A ]| "Never 104:542,02[A ]| again. That$6#2$," 104:542,02[' ]| she continued, 104:542,02[A ]| "is why I asked you 104:542,03[A ]| for$4$ these days." 104:542,04[L ]| "Well$7$ then, since you have taken them ~" 104:542,05[A ]| "Ah but have \you\?" 104:542,05[' ]| said $A$Nanda. They were close$9$ 104:542,06[' ]| to$4$ each other now, and with a tenderness of warning 104:542,07[' ]| that$6#1$ was helped by$4$ their almost equal$2$ stature she laid 104:542,08[' ]| her hand on$4$ his shoulder. 104:542,08[A ]| "What$6#1$ I did more than 104:542,09[A ]| anything else write to$4$ him for$4$," 104:542,09[' ]| she had now regained 104:542,10[' ]| her clearness enough to$9$ explain, 104:542,10[A ]| "was that$3$ ~ with 104:542,11[A ]| whatever idea you had ~ you should see for$4$ yourself 104:542,12[A ]| how he could come and go." 104:542,13[L ]| "And what$6#2$ good was that$6#2$ to$9$ do me? \Had not\ I 104:542,14[L ]| seen for$4$ myself?" 104:542,15[A ]| "Well$7$ ~ you have seen once more. Here he was. 104:542,16[A ]| I did not care$1$ what$6#1$ he thought$1$. Here I brought 104:542,17[A ]| him. And his reasons remain." 104:542,18[' ]| She kept her eyes on$4$ her companion's face$0$, but his 104:542,19[' ]| own$2$ now and afterwards seemed to$9$ wander far. 104:542,20[L ]| "What$6#2$ do I care$1$ for$4$ his reasons so$5#1$ long$9$ as they are 104:542,21[L ]| not mine$6$?" 104:542,22[' ]| She thought$1$ an instant$0$, still$5$ holding him gently 104:542,23[' ]| and as if for$4$ successful argument. 104:542,23[A ]| "But perhaps you 104:542,24[A ]| do not altogether understand them." 104:542,25[L ]| "And why the devil, altogether, \should\ I?" 104:542,26[A ]| "Ah because you distinctly want$1$ to$9$," 104:542,26[' ]| said $A$Nanda 104:542,27[' ]| ever so$5#1$ kindly. 104:542,27[A ]| "You have admitted as much when 104:542,28[A ]| we have talked ~ " 104:542,29[L ]| "Oh but when \have\ we talked?" 104:542,29[' ]| he sharply interrupted. 104:542,30[' ]| 104:542,31[' ]| This time he had challenged her so$5#1$ straight that$3$ it 104:542,32[' ]| was her own$2$ look$0$ that$6#1$ strayed. 104:542,32[A ]| "When?" 104:543,01[L ]| "When." 104:543,02[' ]| She hesitated. 104:543,02[A ]| "When \have not\ we?" 104:543,03[L ]| "Well$7$, \you\ may$1$ have: if that is what$6#1$ you call$1$ talking ~ 104:543,04[L ]| never saying a word. But I have not. I have only 104:543,05[L ]| to$9$ do at any rate$0$, in the way of reasons, with my 104:543,06[L ]| own$2$." 104:543,07[A ]| "And yours too$5#2$ then remain? Because, you know," 104:543,08[' ]| the girl pursued, 104:543,08[A ]| "I \am\ like$9$ that$6#2$." 104:543,09[L ]| "Like$9$ what$6#2$?" 104:543,10[A ]| "Like$9$ what$6#1$ he thinks." 104:543,10[' ]| Then so$5#1$ gravely that$3$ it 104:543,11[' ]| was almost a supplication, 104:543,11[A ]| "Do not tell me," 104:543,11[' ]| she 104:543,12[' ]| added, 104:543,12[A ]| "that$3$ you do not \know\ what$6#1$ he thinks. You 104:543,13[A ]| do know." 104:543,14[' ]| Their eyes, on$4$ that$6#2$ strange ground, could meet$1$ at 104:543,15[' ]| last$0$, and the effect$0$ of it was presently for$4$ $L$Mr%*Longdon. 104:543,16[L ]| "I do know." 104:543,17[A ]| "Well$7$?" 104:543,18[L ]| "Well$7$!" 104:543,18[' ]| He raised his hands and took her face$0$, 104:543,19[' ]| which$6#1$ he drew so$5#1$ close$9$ to$4$ his own$2$ that$3$, as she gently 104:543,20[' ]| let him, he could kiss$1$ her with solemnity on$4$ the forehead. 104:543,21[L ]| "Come!" 104:543,21[' ]| he then firmly said ~ quite indeed 104:543,22[' ]| as if it were a question$0$ of their moving on$4$ the 104:543,23[' ]| spot. 104:543,24[' ]| It literally made her smile$0$, which$6#1$, with a certain 104:543,25[' ]| compunction, she immediately corrected by$4$ doing 104:543,26[' ]| for$4$ him in the pressure of her lips to$4$ his cheek what$6#1$ 104:543,27[' ]| he had just$9$ done for$4$ herself. 104:543,27[A ]| "To-day?" 104:543,27[' ]| she more 104:543,28[' ]| seriously asked. 104:543,29[' ]| He looked at his watch$0$. 104:543,29[L ]| "To-morrow." 104:543,30[' ]| She paused, but clearly for$4$ assent. 104:543,30[A ]| "That is what$6#1$ 104:543,31[A ]| I mean$1$ by$4$ your taking me as I am. It \is\, you know, 104:543,32[A ]| for$4$ a girl ~ extraordinary." 104:544,01[L ]| "Oh I know what$6#1$ it is!" 104:544,01[' ]| he exclaimed with an odd 104:544,02[' ]| fatigue$0$ in his tenderness. 104:544,03[' ]| But she continued, with the shadow of her scruple$0$, 104:544,04[' ]| to$9$ explain. 104:544,04[A ]| "We are many of us, we are most of us ~ 104:544,05[A ]| as you long$9$ ago saw and showed you felt ~ extraordinary 104:544,06[A ]| now. We can not help$1$ it. It is not really our 104:544,07[A ]| fault. There is so$5#1$ much else that is extraordinary 104:544,08[A ]| that$3$ if we are in it all so$5#1$ much \we\ must naturally be." 104:544,09[' ]| It was all obviously clearer to$4$ her than ever yet, and 104:544,10[' ]| her sense of it found renewed expression; so$3$ that$3$ she 104:544,11[' ]| might have been, as she wound$1#1$ up, a very much older 104:544,12[' ]| person than her friend. 104:544,12[A ]| "Everything is different 104:544,13[A ]| from what$6#1$ it used$1#2$ to$9$ be." 104:544,14[L ]| "Yes, everything," 104:544,14[' ]| he returned with an air of final 104:544,15[' ]| indoctrination. 104:544,15[L ]| "That is what$6#1$ he ought to$9$ have recognised." 104:544,16[L ]| 104:544,17[A ]| "As \you\ have?" 104:544,17[' ]| $A$Nanda was once more ~ and completely 104:544,18[' ]| now ~ enthroned in high justice. 104:544,18[A ]| "Oh he is 104:544,19[A ]| more old-fashioned than you." 104:544,20[L ]| "Much more," 104:544,20[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon with a queer 104:544,21[' ]| face$0$. 104:544,22[A ]| "He tried," 104:544,22[' ]| the girl went on$5$ ~ 104:544,22[A ]| "he did his best. 104:544,23[A ]| But he could not. And he is so$5#1$ right$2#1$ ~ for$4$ himself." 104:544,24[A ]| 104:544,25[' ]| Her visitor, before$4$ meeting$9$ this, gathered in his hat 104:544,26[' ]| and stick, which$6#1$ for$4$ a minute$0$ occupied his attention. 104:544,27[L ]| "He ought to$9$ have married ~!" 104:544,28[A ]| "Little $J$Aggie? Yes," 104:544,28[' ]| said $A$Nanda. 104:544,29[' ]| They had gained the door, where $L$Mr%*Longdon 104:544,30[' ]| again met her eyes. 104:544,30[L ]| "And then $M$Mitchy ~!" 104:544,31[' ]| But she checked him with a quick$2$ gesture. 104:544,31[A ]| "No$7$ ~ 104:544,32[A ]| not even$5$ then!" 104:545,01[' ]| So$3$ again before$3$ he went they were for$4$ a minute$0$ 104:545,02[' ]| confronted. 104:545,02[L ]| "Are you anxious about$4$ $M$Mitchy?" 104:545,03[' ]| She faltered , but at last$0$ brought it out$5$. 104:545,03[A ]| "Yes. Do 104:545,04[A ]| you see? There I am." 104:545,05[L ]| "I see. There we are. Well$7$," 104:545,05[' ]| said $L$Mr%*Longdon ~ 104:545,06[L ]| "to-morrow."