228:001,01[' ]| On$4$ the morrow, in$4$ the evening, Lord Warburton 228:001,02[' ]| went again to$9$ see his friends at their hotel, and at 228:001,03[' ]| this establishment he learned that$3$ they had gone to$4$ 228:001,04[' ]| the opera. He drove to$4$ the opera with the idea of 228:001,05[' ]| paying them a visit in$4$ their box after the easy Italian 228:001,06[' ]| fashion; and when he had obtained his admittance 228:001,07[' ]| ~~ it was one of the secondary theatres ~~ looked 228:001,08[' ]| about the large, bare, ill-lighted house. An act had 228:001,09[' ]| just terminated and he was at liberty to$9$ pursue his 228:001,10[' ]| quest. After scanning two or three tiers of boxes he 228:001,11[' ]| perceived in$4$ one of the largest of these receptacles 228:001,12[' ]| a lady whom he easily recognised. Miss*Archer was 228:001,13[' ]| seated facing the stage and partly screened by$4$ the 228:001,14[' ]| curtain of the box; and beside her, leaning back in$4$ 228:001,15[' ]| his chair, was Mr%*Gilbert*Osmond. They appeared 228:001,16[' ]| to$9$ have the place to$4$ themselves, and Warburton supposed 228:001,17[' ]| their companions had taken advantage of the 228:001,18[' ]| recess to$9$ enjoy the relative coolness of the lobby. 228:001,19[' ]| He stood a while with his eyes on$4$ the interesting 228:001,20[' ]| pair; he asked himself 228:001,20@d | if he should go up$5$ and interrupt 228:001,21@d | the harmony. 228:001,21[' ]| At last he judged that$3$ Isabel 228:001,22[' ]| had seen him, and this accident determined him. 228:001,23@d | There should be no$2$ marked holding off. 228:001,23[' ]| He took 228:001,24[' ]| his way to$4$ the upper regions and on$4$ the staircase met 228:001,25[' ]| Ralph*Touchett slowly descending, his hat at the 228:002,01[' ]| inclination of ennui and his hands where they usually 228:002,02[' ]| were. 228:002,03[B ]| "I saw you below a moment since and was going 228:002,04[B ]| down to$4$ you. I feel lonely and want company," 228:002,04[' ]| was 228:002,05[' ]| Ralph's greeting. 228:002,06[D ]| "You have some that$6#1$ is very good which$6#1$ you have yet 228:002,07[D ]| deserted." 228:002,08[B ]| "Do you mean my cousin? Oh, she has a visitor 228:002,09[B ]| and does not want me. Then Miss*Stackpole and 228:002,10[B ]| Bantling have gone out to$4$ a cafe= to$9$ eat an ice ~~ Miss*Stackpole 228:002,11[B ]| delights in$4$ an ice. I did not think \they\ 228:002,12[B ]| wanted me either. The opera is very bad; the 228:002,13[B ]| women look like$4$ laundresses and sing like$4$ peacocks. 228:002,14[B ]| I feel very low." 228:002,15[D ]| "You had better go home," 228:002,15[' ]| Lord*Warburton said 228:002,16[' ]| without affectation. 228:002,17[B ]| "And leave my young lady in$4$ this sad place? Ah 228:002,18[B ]| no$7$, I must watch over her." 228:002,19[D ]| "She seems to$9$ have plenty of friends." 228:002,20[B ]| "Yes, that$6#2$ is why I must watch," 228:002,20[' ]| said Ralph with 228:002,21[' ]| the same large mock-melancholy. 228:002,22[D ]| "If she does not want you it is probable she does not 228:002,23[D ]| want me." 228:002,24[B ]| "No$7$, you are different. Go to$4$ the box and stay 228:002,25[B ]| there while I walk about." 228:002,26[' ]| Lord*Warburton went to$4$ the box, where Isabel's 228:002,27[' ]| welcome was as to$4$ a friend so$5#1$ honourably old that$3$ 228:002,28[' ]| he vaguely asked himself 228:002,28@d | what queer temporal province 228:002,29@d | she was annexing. 228:002,29[' ]| He exchanged greetings 228:002,30[' ]| with Mr%*Osmond, to$4$ whom he had been introduced 228:002,31[' ]| the day before and who$6#1$, after he came in$5$, sat blandly 228:002,32[' ]| apart and silent, as if repudiating competence in$4$ the 228:003,01[' ]| subjects of allusion now probable. It struck her second 228:003,02[' ]| visitor that$3$ 228:003,02@d | Miss*Archer had, in$4$ operatic conditions, 228:003,03@d | a radiance, even a slight exaltation; 228:003,03[' ]| as she 228:003,04[' ]| was, however, at all times a keenly-glancing, quickly-moving, 228:003,05[' ]| completely animated young woman, he may 228:003,06[' ]| have been mistaken on$4$ this point. Her talk with him 228:003,07[' ]| moreover pointed to$4$ presence of mind; it expressed 228:003,08[' ]| a kindness so$5#1$ ingenious and deliberate as to$9$ indicate 228:003,09[' ]| that$3$ she was in$4$ undisturbed possession of her faculties. 228:003,10[' ]| Poor Lord*Warburton had moments of bewilderment. 228:003,11@d | She had discouraged him, formally, as 228:003,12@d | much as a woman could; what business had she then 228:003,13@d | with such arts and such felicities, above all with such 228:003,14@d | tones of reparation ~~ preparation? Her voice had 228:003,15@d | tricks of sweetness, but why play them on$4$ \him\? The 228:003,16@d | others came back; the bare, familiar, trivial opera 228:003,17@d | began again. The box was large, and there was room 228:003,18@d | for$4$ him to$9$ remain if he would sit a little behind and 228:003,19@d | in$4$ the dark. 228:003,19[' ]| He did so$5#2$ for$4$ half an hour, while 228:003,20[' ]| Mr*%Osmond remained in$4$ front, leaning forward, his 228:003,21[' ]| elbows on$4$ his knees, just behind Isabel. Lord*Warburton 228:003,22[' ]| heard nothing, and from his gloomy corner 228:003,23[' ]| saw nothing but the clear profile of this young lady 228:003,24[' ]| defined against the dim illumination of the house. 228:003,25[' ]| When there was another interval no*one moved. Mr%*Osmond 228:003,26[' ]| talked to$4$ Isabel, and Lord*Warburton kept 228:003,27[' ]| his corner. He did so$5#2$ but for$4$ a short time, however; 228:003,28[' ]| after which$6#1$ he got up$5$ and bade good-night to$4$ the 228:003,29[' ]| ladies. Isabel said nothing to$9$ detain him, but it 228:003,30[' ]| did not prevent his being puzzled again. 228:003,30@d | Why should 228:003,31@d | she mark so$5#2$ one of his values ~~ quite the wrong one 228:003,32@d | ~~ when she would have nothing to$9$ do with another, 228:004,01@d | which$6#1$ was quite the right? 228:004,01[' ]| He was angry with himself 228:004,02[' ]| for$4$ being puzzled, and then angry for$4$ being angry. 228:004,03[' ]| Verdi's music did little to$9$ comfort him, and he 228:004,04[' ]| left the theatre and walked homeward, without knowing 228:004,05[' ]| his way, through the tortuous, tragic streets of 228:004,06[' ]| Rome, where heavier sorrows than his had been carried 228:004,07[' ]| under the stars. 228:004,08[C ]| "What is the character of that$6#2$ gentleman?" 228:004,08[' ]| Osmond 228:004,09[' ]| asked of Isabel after he had retired. 228:004,10[A ]| "Irreproachable ~~ do not you see it?" 228:004,11[I ]| "He owns about half England; that$6#2$ is his character," 228:004,12[' ]| Henrietta remarked. 228:004,12[I ]| "That$6#2$ is what they call a 228:004,13[I ]| free country!" 228:004,14[C ]| "Ah, he is a great proprietor? Happy man!" 228:004,14[' ]| said 228:004,15[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond. 228:004,16[I ]| "Do you call that$6#2$ happiness ~~ the ownership of 228:004,17[I ]| wretched human beings?" 228:004,17[' ]| cried Miss*Stackpole. 228:004,18[I ]| "He owns his tenants and has thousands of them. 228:004,19[I ]| It is pleasant to$9$ own something, but inanimate objects 228:004,20[I ]| are enough for$4$ me. I do not insist on$4$ flesh and 228:004,21[I ]| blood and minds and consciences." 228:004,22[W ]| "It seems to$4$ me you own a human being or two," 228:004,23[' ]| Mr%*Bantling suggested jocosely. 228:004,23[W ]| "I wonder 228:004,24[W ]| if Warburton orders his tenants about as you do 228:004,25[W ]| me." 228:004,26[A ]| "Lord*Warburton is a great radical," 228:004,26[' ]| Isabel said. 228:004,27[A ]| "He has very advanced opinions." 228:004,28[I ]| "He has very advanced stone walls. His park is 228:004,29[I ]| enclosed by$4$ a gigantic iron fence, some thirty miles 228:004,30[I ]| round," 228:004,30[' ]| Henrietta announced for$4$ the information of 228:004,31[' ]| Mr%*Osmond. 228:004,31[I ]| "I should like$1$ him to$9$ converse with 228:004,32[I ]| a few of our Boston radicals." 228:005,01[W ]| "Do not they approve of iron fences?" 228:005,01[' ]| asked Mr*Bantling. 228:005,02[' ]| 228:005,03[I ]| "Only to$9$ shut up$5$ wicked conservatives. I always 228:005,04[I ]| feel as if I were talking to$4$ \you\ over something with 228:005,05[I ]| a neat top-finish of broken glass." 228:005,06[C ]| "Do you know him well, this unreformed reformer?" 228:005,07[' ]| Osmond went on$5$, questioning Isabel. 228:005,08[A ]| "Well enough for$4$ all the use I have for$4$ him." 228:005,09[C ]| "And how much of a use is that$6#2$?" 228:005,10[A ]| "Well, I like$1$ to$9$ like$1$ him." 228:005,11[C ]| """Liking to$9$ like$1$"" ~~ why, it makes a passion!" 228:005,12[' ]| said Osmond. 228:005,13[A ]| "No$7$" 228:005,13[' ]| ~~ she considered ~~ 228:005,13[A ]| "keep that$6#2$ for$4$ liking 228:005,14[A ]| to$9$ \dislike\." 228:005,15[C ]| "Do you wish to$9$ provoke me then," 228:005,15[' ]| Osmond 228:005,16[' ]| laughed, 228:005,16[C ]| "to$4$ a passion for$4$ \him\?" 228:005,17[' ]| She said nothing for$4$ a moment, but then met the 228:005,18[' ]| light question with a disproportionate gravity. 228:005,18[A ]| "No$7$, 228:005,19[A ]| Mr%*Osmond; I do not think I should ever dare to$9$ 228:005,20[A ]| provoke you. Lord*Warburton, at any rate," 228:005,20[' ]| she 228:005,21[' ]| more easily added, 228:005,21[A ]| "is a very nice man." 228:005,22[C ]| "Of great ability?" 228:005,22[' ]| her friend enquired. 228:005,23[A ]| "Of excellent ability, and as good as he looks." 228:005,24[C ]| "As good as he is good-looking do you mean? 228:005,25[C ]| He is very good-looking. How detestably fortunate! 228:005,26[C ]| ~~ to$9$ be a great English magnate, to$9$ be clever and 228:005,27[C ]| handsome into the bargain, and, by$4$ way of finishing 228:005,28[C ]| off, to$9$ enjoy your high favour! That$6#2$ is a man I could 228:005,29[C ]| envy." 228:005,30[' ]| Isabel considered him with interest. 228:005,30[A ]| "You seem 228:005,31[A ]| to$4$ me to$9$ be always envying some*one. Yesterday it 228:005,32[A ]| was the Pope; to-day it is poor Lord*Warburton." 228:006,01[C ]| "My envy is not dangerous; it would not hurt a 228:006,02[C ]| mouse. I do not want to$9$ destroy the people ~~ I only 228:006,03[C ]| want to$9$ \be\ them. You see it would destroy only 228:006,04[C ]| myself." 228:006,05[A ]| "You would like$1$ to$9$ be the Pope?" 228:006,05[' ]| said Isabel. 228:006,06[C ]| "I should love it ~~ but I should have gone in$5$ for$4$ 228:006,07[C ]| it earlier. But why" 228:006,07[' ]| ~~ Osmond reverted ~~ 228:006,07[C ]| "do you 228:006,08[C ]| speak of your friend as poor?" 228:006,09[B ]| "Women ~~ when they are very, very good ~~ 228:006,10[B ]| sometimes pity men after they have hurt them; that$6#2$ is 228:006,11[B ]| their great way of showing kindness," 228:006,11[' ]| said Ralph, 228:006,12[' ]| joining in$4$ the conversation for$4$ the first time and with 228:006,13[' ]| a cynicism so$5#1$ transparently ingenious as to$9$ be virtually 228:006,14[' ]| innocent. 228:006,15[A ]| "Pray, have I hurt Lord*Warburton?" 228:006,15[' ]| Isabel 228:006,16[' ]| asked, raising her eyebrows as if the idea were perfectly 228:006,17[' ]| fresh. 228:006,18[I ]| "It serves him right if you have," 228:006,18[' ]| said Henrietta 228:006,19[' ]| while the curtain rose for$4$ the ballet. 228:006,20[' ]| Isabel saw no$2$ more of her attributive victim for$4$ the 228:006,21[' ]| next twenty-four hours, but on$4$ the second day after 228:006,22[' ]| the visit to$4$ the opera she encountered him in$4$ the gallery 228:006,23[' ]| of the Capitol, where he stood before the lion of 228:006,24[' ]| the collection, the statue of the Dying*Gladiator. She 228:006,25[' ]| had come in$5$ with her companions, among whom, on$4$ 228:006,26[' ]| this occasion again, Gilbert*Osmond had his place, 228:006,27[' ]| and the party, having ascended the staircase, entered 228:006,28[' ]| the first and finest of the rooms. Lord*Warburton 228:006,29[' ]| addressed her alertly enough, but said in$4$ a 228:006,30[' ]| moment that$3$ he was leaving the gallery. 228:006,30[D ]| "And I am 228:006,31[D ]| leaving Rome," 228:006,31[' ]| he added. 228:006,31[D ]| "I must bid you goodbye." 228:006,32[' ]| Isabel, inconsequently enough, was now sorry 228:007,01[' ]| to$9$ hear it. This was perhaps because she had ceased 228:007,02[' ]| to$9$ be afraid of his renewing his suit; she was thinking 228:007,03[' ]| of something else. She was on$4$ the point of naming 228:007,04[' ]| her regret, but she checked herself and simply wished 228:007,05[' ]| him a happy journey; which$6#1$ made him look at her 228:007,06[' ]| rather unlightedly. 228:007,06[D ]| "I am afraid you will$1$ think me 228:007,07[D ]| very ""volatile"". I told you the other day I wanted 228:007,08[D ]| so$5#1$ much to$9$ stop." 228:007,09[A ]| "Oh no$7$; you could easily change your mind." 228:007,10[D ]| "That$6#2$ is what I have done." 228:007,11[A ]| "\Bon voyage\ then." 228:007,12[D ]| "You are in$4$ a great hurry to$9$ get rid of me," 228:007,12[' ]| said 228:007,13[' ]| his lordship quite dismally. 228:007,14[A ]| "Not in$4$ the least. But I hate partings." 228:007,15[D ]| "You do not care what I do," 228:007,15[' ]| he went on$5$ pitifully. 228:007,16[' ]| Isabel looked at him a moment. 228:007,16[A ]| "Ah," 228:007,16[' ]| she said, 228:007,17[A ]| "you are not keeping your promise!" 228:007,18[' ]| He coloured like$4$ a boy of fifteen. 228:007,18[D ]| "If I am not, then 228:007,19[D ]| it is because I can not; and that$6#2$ is why I am going." 228:007,20[A ]| "Good-bye then." 228:007,21[D ]| "Good-bye." 228:007,21[' ]| He lingered still, however. 228:007,21[D ]| "When 228:007,22[D ]| shall I see you again?: 228:007,23[' ]| Isabel hesitated, but soon, as if she had had a happy 228:007,24[' ]| inspiration: 228:007,24[A ]| "Some day after you are married." 228:007,25[D ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ never be. It will$1$ be after you are." 228:007,26[A ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ do as well," 228:007,26[' ]| she smiled. 228:007,27[D ]| "Yes, quite as well. Good-bye." 228:007,28[' ]| They shook hands, and he left her alone in$4$ the 228:007,29[' ]| glorious room, among the shining antique marbles. 228:007,30[' ]| She sat down in$4$ the centre of the circle of these presences, 228:007,31[' ]| regarding them vaguely, resting her eyes on$4$ 228:007,32[' ]| their beautiful blank faces; listening, as it were, to$4$ 228:008,01[' ]| their eternal silence. It is impossible, in$4$ Rome at 228:008,02[' ]| least, to$9$ look long at a great company of Greek sculptures 228:008,03[' ]| without feeling the effect of their noble quietude; 228:008,04[' ]| which$6#1$, as with a high door closed for$4$ the ceremony, 228:008,05[' ]| slowly drops on$4$ the spirit the large white mantle of 228:008,06[' ]| peace. I say in$4$ Rome especially, because the Roman 228:008,07[' ]| air is an exquisite medium for$4$ such impressions. The 228:008,08[' ]| golden sunshine mingles with them, the deep stillness 228:008,09[' ]| of the past, so$5#1$ vivid yet, though it is nothing but a 228:008,10[' ]| void full of names, seems to$9$ throw a solemn spell upon$4$ 228:008,11[' ]| them. The blinds were partly closed in$4$ the windows 228:008,12[' ]| of the Capitol, and a clear, warm shadow rested on$4$ 228:008,13[' ]| the figures and made them more mildly human. Isabel 228:008,14[' ]| sat there a long time, under the charm of their 228:008,15[' ]| motionless grace, wondering to$4$ what, of their experience, 228:008,16[' ]| their absent eyes were open, and how, to$4$ our 228:008,17[' ]| ears, their alien lips would sound. The dark red walls 228:008,18[' ]| of the room threw them into relief; the polished marble 228:008,19[' ]| floor reflected their beauty. She had seen them all 228:008,20[' ]| before, but her enjoyment repeated itself, and it was 228:008,21[' ]| all the greater because she was glad again, for$4$ the 228:008,22[' ]| time, to$9$ be alone. At last, however, her attention 228:008,23[' ]| lapsed, drawn off by$4$ a deeper tide of life. An occasional 228:008,24[' ]| tourist came in$5$, stopped and stared a moment 228:008,25[' ]| at the Dying*Gladiator, and then passed out of the 228:008,26[' ]| other door, creaking over the smooth pavement. At 228:008,27[' ]| the end of half an hour Gilbert*Osmond reappeared, 228:008,28[' ]| apparently in$4$ advance of his companions. He strolled 228:008,29[' ]| toward her slowly, with his hands behind him and 228:008,30[' ]| his usual enquiring, yet not quite appealing smile. 228:008,31[C ]| "I am surprised to$9$ find you alone, I thought you had 228:008,32[C ]| company." 228:009,01[A ]| "So$5#2$ I have ~~ the best." 228:009,01[' ]| And she glanced at the 228:009,02[' ]| Antinous and the Faun. 228:009,03[C ]| "Do you call them better company than an English 228:009,04[C ]| peer?" 228:009,05[A ]| "Ah, my English peer left me some time ago." 228:009,06[' ]| She got up$5$, speaking with intention a little dryly. 228:009,07[' ]| Mr%*Osmond noted her dryness, which$6#1$ contributed 228:009,08[' ]| for$4$ him to$4$ the interest of his question. 228:009,08[C ]| "I am afraid 228:009,09[C ]| that$3$ what I heard the other evening is true: you are 228:009,10[C ]| rather cruel to$4$ that$6#2$ nobleman." 228:009,11[' ]| Isabel looked a moment at the vanquished Gladiator. 228:009,12[A ]| "It is not true. I am scrupulously kind." 228:009,13[C ]| "That$6#2$ is exactly what I mean!" 228:009,13[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond 228:009,14[' ]| returned, and with such happy hilarity that$3$ his joke 228:009,15[' ]| needs to$9$ be explained. We know that$3$ he was fond of 228:009,16[' ]| originals, or rarities, of the superior and the exquisite; 228:009,17[' ]| and now that$3$ he had seen Lord*Warburton, whom 228:009,18[' ]| he thought a very fine example of his race and order, 228:009,19[' ]| he perceived a new attraction in$4$ the idea of taking to$4$ 228:009,20[' ]| himself a young lady who$6#1$ had qualified herself to$9$ 228:009,21[' ]| figure in$4$ his collection of choice objects by$4$ declining 228:009,22[' ]| so$5#1$ noble a hand. Gilbert*Osmond had a high appreciation 228:009,23[' ]| of this particular patriciate; not so$5#1$ much for$4$ 228:009,24[' ]| its distinction, which$6#1$ he thought easily surpassable, 228:009,25[' ]| as for$4$ its solid actuality. He had never forgiven his 228:009,26[' ]| star for$4$ not appointing him to$4$ an English dukedom, 228:009,27[' ]| and he could measure the unexpectedness of such 228:009,28[' ]| conduct as Isabel's. 228:009,28@c | It would be proper that$3$ the 228:009,29@c | woman he might marry should have done something 228:009,30@c | of that$6#2$ sort. 229:010,01[' ]| Ralph%*Touchett, in$4$ talk with his excellent friend, 229:010,02[' ]| had rather markedly qualified, as we know, his recognition 229:010,03[' ]| of Gilbert*Osmond's personal merits; but 229:010,04[' ]| he might really have felt himself illiberal in$4$ the light 229:010,05[' ]| of that$6#2$ gentleman's conduct during the rest of the 229:010,06[' ]| visit to$4$ Rome. Osmond spent a portion of each day 229:010,07[' ]| with Isabel and her companions, and ended by$4$ affecting 229:010,08[' ]| them as the easiest of men to$9$ live with. Who$6#2$ 229:010,09[' ]| would not have seen that$3$ he could command, as it 229:010,10[' ]| were, both tact and gaiety? ~~ which$6#1$ perhaps was 229:010,11[' ]| exactly why Ralph had made his old-time look of 229:010,12[' ]| superficial sociability a reproach to$4$ him. Even Isabel's 229:010,13[' ]| invidious kinsman was obliged to$9$ admit that$3$ 229:010,14@b | he was just now a delightful associate. 229:010,14[' ]| His good humour 229:010,15[' ]| was imperturbable, his knowledge of the right 229:010,16[' ]| fact, his production of the right word, as convenient 229:010,17[' ]| as the friendly flicker of a match for$4$ your cigarette. 229:010,18[' ]| Clearly he was amused ~~ as amused as a man could 229:010,19[' ]| be who$6#1$ was so$5#1$ little ever surprised, and that$6#2$ made 229:010,20[' ]| him almost applausive. It was not that$3$ his spirits were 229:010,21[' ]| visibly high ~~ he would never, in$4$ the concert of pleasure, 229:010,22[' ]| touch the big drum by$4$ so$5#1$ much as a knuckle: he 229:010,23[' ]| had a mortal dislike to$4$ the high, ragged note, to$4$ what 229:010,24[' ]| he called random ravings. He thought 229:010,24@c | Miss*Archer 229:010,25@c | sometimes of too precipitate a readiness. It was pity 229:010,26@c | she had that$6#2$ fault, because if she had not had it she 229:010,27@c | would really have had none; she would have been 229:011,01@c | as smooth to$4$ his general need of her as handled ivory 229:011,02@c | to$4$ the palm. 229:011,02[' ]| If he was not personally loud, however, 229:011,03[' ]| he was deep, and during these closing days of the 229:011,04[' ]| Roman May he knew a complacency that$6#1$ matched 229:011,05[' ]| with slow irregular walks under the pines of the Villa*Borghese, 229:011,06[' ]| among the small sweet meadow-flowers 229:011,07[' ]| and the mossy marbles. He was pleased with everything; 229:011,08[' ]| he had never before been pleased with so$5#1$ 229:011,09[' ]| many things at once. Old impressions, old enjoyments, 229:011,10[' ]| renewed themselves; one evening, going home 229:011,11[' ]| to$4$ his room at the inn, he wrote down a little sonnet 229:011,12[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ he prefixed the title of "Rome*Revisited." 229:011,13[' ]| A day or two later he showed this piece of correct 229:011,14[' ]| and ingenious verse to$4$ Isabel, explaining to$4$ her that$3$ 229:011,15@c | it was an Italian fashion to$9$ commemorate the occasions 229:011,16@c | of life by$4$ a tribute to$4$ the muse. 229:011,17[' ]| He took his pleasures in$4$ general singly; he was 229:011,18[' ]| too often ~he would have admitted that$6#2$ ~~ too 229:011,19[' ]| sorely aware of something wrong, something ugly; 229:011,20[' ]| the fertilising dew of a conceivable felicity too seldom 229:011,21[' ]| descended on$4$ his spirit. But at present he was 229:011,22[' ]| happy ~~ happier than he had perhaps ever been in$4$ 229:011,23[' ]| his life, and the feeling had a large foundation. This 229:011,24[' ]| was simply the sense of success ~~ the most agreeable 229:011,25[' ]| emotion of the human heart. Osmond had never 229:011,26[' ]| had too much of it; in$4$ this respect he had the irritation 229:011,27[' ]| of satiety, as he knew perfectly well and often 229:011,28[' ]| reminded himself. 229:011,28@c | "Ah no$7$, I have not been spoiled; 229:011,29@c | certainly I have not been spoiled," 229:011,29[' ]| he used inwardly 229:011,30[' ]| to$9$ repeat. 229:011,30@c | "If I do succeed before I die I shall thoroughly 229:011,31@c | have earned it." 229:011,31[' ]| He was apt to$9$ reason 229:011,32[' ]| as if "earning" this boon consisted above all of 229:012,01[' ]| covertly aching for$4$ it and might be confined to$4$ that$6#2$ 229:012,02[' ]| exercise. Absolutely void of it, also, his career 229:012,03[' ]| had not been; he might indeed have suggested to$4$ a 229:012,04[' ]| spectator here and there that$3$ he was resting on$4$ vague 229:012,05[' ]| laurels. But his triumphs were, some of them, now 229:012,06[' ]| too old; others had been too easy. The present one 229:012,07[' ]| had been less arduous than might have been expected, 229:012,08[' ]| but had been easy ~~ that$3$ is had been rapid 229:012,09[' ]| ~~ only because he had made an altogether exceptional 229:012,10[' ]| effort, a greater effort than he had believed 229:012,11[' ]| it in$4$ him to$9$ make. The desire to$9$ have something or 229:012,12[' ]| other to$9$ show for$4$ his "parts" ~~ to$9$ show somehow 229:012,13[' ]| or other ~~ had been the dream of his youth; but as 229:012,14[' ]| the years went on$5$ the conditions attached to$4$ any 229:012,15[' ]| marked proof of rarity had affected him more and 229:012,16[' ]| more as gross and detestable; like$4$ the swallowing 229:012,17[' ]| of mugs of beer to$9$ advertise what one could "stand." 229:012,18[' ]| If an anonymous drawing on$4$ a museum wall had 229:012,19[' ]| been conscious and watchful it might have known 229:012,20[' ]| this peculiar pleasure of being at last and all of a 229:012,21[' ]| sudden identified ~~ as from the hand of a great master 229:012,22[' ]| ~~ by$4$ the so$5#1$ high and so$5#1$ unnoticed fact of style. 229:012,23@c | His "style" was what the girl had discovered with a 229:012,24@c | little help; and now, beside herself enjoying it, she 229:012,25@c | should publish it to$4$ the world without his having any 229:012,26@c | of the trouble. She should do the thing \for$4$\ him, and 229:012,27@c | he would not have waited in$4$ vain. 229:012,28[' ]| Shortly before the time fixed in$4$ advance for$4$ her departure 229:012,29[' ]| this young lady received from Mrs*%Touchett 229:012,30[' ]| a telegram running as follows: 229:012,30[G ]| "Leave Florence 229:012,31[G ]| 4th June for$4$ Bellaggio, and take you if you have not 229:012,32[G ]| other views. But can not wait if you dawdle in$4$ Rome." 229:013,01[' ]| The dawdling in$4$ Rome was very pleasant, but Isabel 229:013,02[' ]| had different views, and she let her aunt know she 229:013,03[' ]| would immediately join her. She told Gilbert*Osmond 229:013,04[' ]| that$3$ 229:013,04@a | she had done so$5#2$, 229:013,04[' ]| and he replied that$3$, 229:013,04@c | spending 229:013,05@c | many of his summers as well as his winters in$4$ 229:013,06@c | Italy, he himself would loiter a little longer in$4$ the 229:013,07@c | cool shadow of Saint*Peter's. He would not return to$4$ 229:013,08@c | Florence for$4$ ten days more, and in$4$ that$6#2$ time she would 229:013,09@c | have started for$4$ Bellaggio. It might be months in$4$ this 229:013,10@c | case before he should see her again. 229:013,10[' ]| This exchange 229:013,11[' ]| took place in$4$ the large decorated sitting-room occupied 229:013,12[' ]| by$4$ our friends at the hotel; it was late in$4$ the 229:013,13[' ]| evening, and Ralph*Touchett was to$9$ take his cousin 229:013,14[' ]| back to$4$ Florence on$4$ the morrow. Osmond had found 229:013,15[' ]| the girl alone; Miss*Stackpole had contracted a 229:013,16[' ]| friendship with a delightful American family on$4$ the 229:013,17[' ]| fourth floor and had mounted the interminable staircase 229:013,18[' ]| to$9$ pay them a visit. Henrietta contracted friendships, 229:013,19[' ]| in$4$ travelling, with great freedom, and had 229:013,20[' ]| formed in$4$ railway-carriages several that$6#1$ were among 229:013,21[' ]| her most valued ties. Ralph was making arrangements 229:013,22[' ]| for$4$ the morrow's journey, and Isabel sat alone 229:013,23[' ]| in$4$ a wilderness of yellow upholstery. The chairs 229:013,24[' ]| and sofas were orange; the walls and windows were 229:013,25[' ]| draped in$4$ purple and gilt. The mirrors, the pictures 229:013,26[' ]| had great flamboyant frames; the ceiling was deeply 229:013,27[' ]| vaulted and painted over with naked muses and 229:013,28[' ]| cherubs. For$4$ Osmond the place was ugly to$4$ distress; 229:013,29[' ]| the false colours, the sham splendour were like$4$ vulgar, 229:013,30[' ]| bragging, lying talk. Isabel had taken in$4$ hand a volume 229:013,31[' ]| of Ampe`re, presented, on$4$ their arrival in$4$ Rome, 229:013,32[' ]| by$4$ Ralph; but though she held it in$4$ her lap with her 229:014,01[' ]| finger vaguely kept in$4$ the place she was not impatient 229:014,02[' ]| to$9$ pursue her study. A lamp covered with a drooping 229:014,03[' ]| veil of pink tissue-paper burned on$4$ the table beside 229:014,04[' ]| her and diffused a strange pale rosiness over the 229:014,05[' ]| scene. 229:014,06[C ]| "You say you will$1$ come back; but who$6#2$ knows?" 229:014,07[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond said. 229:014,07[C ]| "I think you are much more 229:014,08[C ]| likely to$9$ start on$4$ your voyage round the world. You are 229:014,09[C ]| under no$2$ obligation to$9$ come back; you can do exactly 229:014,10[C ]| what you choose; you can roam through space." 229:014,11[A ]| "Well, Italy is a part of space," 229:014,11[' ]| Isabel answered. 229:014,12[A ]| "I can take it on$4$ the way." 229:014,13[C ]| "On$4$ the way round the world? No$7$, do not do that$6#2$. 229:014,14[C ]| Do not put us in$4$ a parenthesis ~~ give us a chapter to$4$ 229:014,15[C ]| ourselves. I do not want to$9$ see you on$4$ your travels. 229:014,16[C ]| I would rather see you when they are over. I should like$1$ to$9$ 229:014,17[C ]| see you when you are tired and satiated," 229:014,17[' ]| Osmond 229:014,18[' ]| added in$4$ a moment. 229:014,18[C ]| "I shall prefer you in$4$ that$6#2$ state." 229:014,19[' ]| Isabel, with her eyes bent, fingered the pages of 229:014,20[' ]| M*%Ampe`re. 229:014,20[A ]| "You turn things into ridicule without 229:014,21[A ]| seeming to$9$ do it, though not, I think, without intending 229:014,22[A ]| it. You have no$2$ respect for$4$ my travels ~~ you think 229:014,23[A ]| them ridiculous." 229:014,24[C ]| "Where do you find that$6#2$?" 229:014,25[' ]| She went on$5$ in$4$ the same tone, fretting the edge of 229:014,26[' ]| her book with the paper-knife. 229:014,26[A ]| "You see my ignorance, 229:014,27[A ]| my blunders, the way I wander about as if the 229:014,28[A ]| world belonged to$4$ me, simply because ~~ because it 229:014,29[A ]| has been put into my power to$9$ do so$5#2$. You do not think 229:014,30[A ]| a woman ought to$9$ do that$6#2$. You think it bold and 229:014,31[A ]| ungraceful." 229:014,32[C ]| "I think it beautiful," 229:014,32[' ]| said Osmond. 229:014,32[C ]| "You know 229:015,01[C ]| my opinions ~~ I have treated you to$4$ enough of them. 229:015,02[C ]| Do not you remember my telling you that$3$ one ought 229:015,03[C ]| to$9$ make one's life a work of art? You looked rather 229:015,04[C ]| shocked at first; but then I told you that$3$ it was exactly 229:015,05[C ]| what you seemed to$4$ me to$9$ be trying to$9$ do with 229:015,06[C ]| your own." 229:015,07[' ]| She looked up$5$ from her book. 229:015,07[A ]| "What you despise 229:015,08[A ]| most in$4$ the world is bad, is stupid art." 229:015,09[C ]| "Possibly. But yours seem to$4$ me very clear and 229:015,10[C ]| very good." 229:015,11[A ]| "If I were to$9$ go to$4$ Japan next winter you would 229:015,12[A ]| laugh at me," 229:015,12[' ]| she went on$5$. 229:015,13[' ]| Osmond gave a smile ~~ a keen one, but not 229:015,14[' ]| a laugh, for$3$ the tone of their conversation was not 229:015,15[' ]| jocose. Isabel had in$4$ fact her solemnity; he had seen 229:015,16[' ]| it before. 229:015,16[C ]| "You have an imagination that$6#1$ startles 229:015,17[C ]| one!" 229:015,18[A ]| "That$6#2$ is exactly what I say. You think such an 229:015,19[A ]| idea absurd." 229:015,20[C ]| "I would give my little finger to$9$ go to$4$ Japan; it is 229:015,21[C ]| one of the countries I want most to$9$ see. can not you 229:015,22[C ]| believe that$6#2$, with my taste for$4$ old lacquer?" 229:015,23[A ]| "I have not a taste for$4$ old lacquer to$9$ excuse me," 229:015,24[' ]| said Isabel. 229:015,25[C ]| "You have a better excuse ~~ the means of going. 229:015,26[C ]| You are quite wrong in$4$ your theory that$3$ I laugh at you. 229:015,27[C ]| I do not know what has put it into your head." 229:015,28[A ]| "It would not be remarkable if you did think it 229:015,29[A ]| ridiculous that$3$ I should have the means to$9$ travel when 229:015,30[A ]| you have not; for$3$ you know everything, and I know 229:015,31[A ]| nothing." 229:015,32[C ]| "The more reason why you should travel and 229:016,01[C ]| learn," 229:016,01[' ]| smiled Osmond. 229:016,01[C ]| "Besides," 229:016,01[' ]| he added as if it 229:016,02[' ]| were a point to$9$ be made, 229:016,02[C ]| "I do not know everything." 229:016,03[' ]| Isabel was not struck with the oddity of his saying 229:016,04[' ]| this gravely; she was thinking that$3$ 229:016,04@a | the pleasantest 229:016,05@a | incident of her life ~~ 229:016,05[' ]| so$5#2$ it pleased her to$9$ qualify these 229:016,06[' ]| too few days in$4$ Rome, which$6#1$ she might musingly 229:016,07[' ]| have likened to$4$ the figure of some small princess of 229:016,08[' ]| one of the ages of dress overmuffled in$4$ a mantle of 229:016,09[' ]| state and dragging a train that$6#1$ it took pages or historians 229:016,10[' ]| to$9$ hold up$5$ ~~ 229:016,10@a | that$3$ this felicity was coming to$4$ an 229:016,11@a | end. 229:016,11[' ]| That$3$ most of the interest of the time had been 229:016,12[' ]| owing to$4$ Mr*%Osmond was a reflexion she was not 229:016,13[' ]| just now at pains to$9$ make; she had already done the 229:016,14[' ]| point abundant justice. But she said to$4$ herself that$3$ 229:016,14@a | if 229:016,15@a | there were a danger they should never meet again, perhaps 229:016,16@a | after all it would be as well. 229:016,16[' ]| Happy things do not 229:016,17[' ]| repeat themselves, and her adventure wore already 229:016,18[' ]| the changed, the seaward face of some romantic 229:016,19[' ]| island from which$6#1$, after feasting on$4$ purple grapes, 229:016,20[' ]| she was putting off while the breeze rose. 229:016,20@a | She might 229:016,21@a | come back to$4$ Italy and find him different ~~ this 229:016,22@a | strange man who$6#1$ pleased her just as he was; and it 229:016,23@a | would be better not to$9$ come than run the risk of that$6#2$. 229:016,24@a | But if she was not to$9$ come the greater the pity that$3$ 229:016,25@a | the chapter was closed; 229:016,25[' ]| she felt for$4$ a moment a pang 229:016,26[' ]| that$6#2$ touched the source of tears. The sensation kept 229:016,27[' ]| her silent, and Gilbert*Osmond was silent too; he 229:016,28[' ]| was looking at her. 229:016,28[C ]| "Go everywhere," 229:016,28[' ]| he said at last, 229:016,29[' ]| in$4$ a low, kind voice; 229:016,29[C ]| "do everything; get everything 229:016,30[C ]| out of life. Be happy ~~ be triumphant." 229:016,31[A ]| "What do you mean by$4$ being triumphant?" 229:016,32[C ]| "Well, doing what you like$1$." 229:017,01[A ]| "To$9$ triumph, then, it seems to$4$ me, is to$9$ fail! Doing 229:017,02[A ]| all the vain things one likes is often very tiresome." 229:017,03[C ]| "Exactly," 229:017,03[' ]| said Osmond with his quiet quickness. 229:017,04[C ]| "As I intimated just now, you will$1$ be tired some day." 229:017,05[' ]| He paused a moment and then he went on$5$: 229:017,05[C ]| "I do not 229:017,06[C ]| know whether I had better not wait till then for$4$ something 229:017,07[C ]| I want to$9$ say to$4$ you." 229:017,08[A ]| "Ah, I can not advise you without knowing what it 229:017,09[A ]| is. But I am horrid when I am tired," 229:017,09[' ]| Isabel added 229:017,10[' ]| with due inconsequence. 229:017,11[C ]| "I do not believe that$6#2$. You are angry, sometimes 229:017,12[C ]| ~~ that$6#2$ I can believe, though I have never seen it. But 229:017,13[C ]| I am sure you are never ""cross""." 229:017,14[A ]| "Not even when I lose my temper?" 229:017,15[C ]| "You do not lose it ~~ you find it, and that$6#2$ must be 229:017,16[C ]| beautiful." 229:017,16[' ]| Osmond spoke with a noble earnestness. 229:017,17[C ]| "They must be great moments to$9$ see." 229:017,18[A ]| "If I could only find it now!" 229:017,18[' ]| Isabel nervously 229:017,19[' ]| cried. 229:017,20[C ]| "I am not afraid; I should fold my arms and admire 229:017,21[C ]| you. I am speaking very seriously." 229:017,21[' ]| He leaned 229:017,22[' ]| forward, a hand on$4$ each knee; for$4$ some moments he 229:017,23[' ]| bent his eyes on$4$ the floor. 229:017,23[C ]| "What I wish to$9$ say to$4$ 229:017,24[C ]| you," 229:017,24[' ]| he went on$5$ at last, looking up$5$, 229:017,24[C ]| "is that$3$ I find 229:017,25[C ]| I am in$4$ love with you." 229:017,26[' ]| She instantly rose. 229:017,26[A ]| "Ah, keep that$6#2$ till I \am\ tired!" 229:017,27[C ]| "Tired of hearing it from others?" 229:017,27[' ]| He sat there 229:017,28[; ]| raising his eyes to$4$ her. 229:017,28[C ]| "No$7$, you may heed it now or 229:017,29[C ]| never, as you please. But after all I must say it now." 229:017,30[' ]| She had turned away, but in$4$ the movement she had 229:017,31[' ]| stopped herself and dropped her gaze upon$4$ him. The 229:017,32[' ]| two remained a while in$4$ this situation, exchanging a 229:018,01[' ]| long look ~~ the large, conscious look of the critical 229:018,02[' ]| hours of life. Then he got up$5$ and came near her, 229:018,03[' ]| deeply respectful, as if he were afraid he had been too 229:018,04[' ]| familiar. 229:018,04[C ]| "I am absolutely in$4$ love with you." 229:018,05[' ]| He had repeated the announcement in$4$ a tone of almost 229:018,06[' ]| impersonal discretion, like$4$ a man who$6#1$ expected 229:018,07[' ]| very little from it but who$6#1$ spoke for$4$ his own needed 229:018,08[' ]| relief. The tears came into her eyes: this time they 229:018,09[' ]| obeyed the sharpness of the pang that$6#1$ suggested to$4$ 229:018,10[' ]| her somehow the slipping of a fine bolt ~~ backward, 229:018,11[' ]| forward, she could not have said which$6#1$. The words 229:018,12[' ]| he had uttered made him, as he stood there, beautiful 229:018,13[' ]| and generous, invested him as with the golden 229:018,14[' ]| air of early autumn; but, morally speaking, she retreated 229:018,15[' ]| before them ~~ facing him still ~~ as she had 229:018,16[' ]| retreated in$4$ the other cases before a like$2$ encounter. 229:018,17[A ]| "Oh do not say that$6#2$, please," 229:018,17[' ]| she answered with an 229:018,18[' ]| intensity that$6#1$ expressed the dread of having, in$4$ this 229:018,19[' ]| case too, to$9$ choose and decide. What made her dread 229:018,20[' ]| great was precisely the force which$6#1$, as it would seem, 229:018,21[' ]| ought to$9$ have banished all dread ~~ the sense of something 229:018,22[' ]| within herself, deep down, that$6#1$ she supposed to$9$ 229:018,23[' ]| be inspired and trustful passion. It was there like$4$ a 229:018,24[' ]| large sum stored in$4$ a bank ~~ which$6#1$ there was a terror 229:018,25[' ]| in$4$ having to$9$ begin to$9$ spend. If she touched it, it 229:018,26[' ]| would all come out. 229:018,27[C ]| "I have not the idea that$3$ it will$1$ matter much to$4$ you," 229:018,28[' ]| said Osmond. 229:018,28[C ]| I have too little to$9$ offer you. What I 229:018,29[C ]| have ~~ it is enough for$4$ me; but it is not enough for$4$ 229:018,30[C ]| you. I have neither fortune, nor fame, nor extrinsic advantages 229:018,31[C ]| of any kind. So$3$ I offer nothing. I only tell 229:018,32[C ]| you because I think it can not offend you, and some day 229:019,01[C ]| or other it may give you pleasure. It gives me pleasure, 229:019,02[C ]| I assure you," 229:019,02[' ]| he went on$5$, standing there before 229:019,03[' ]| her, considerately inclined to$4$ her, turning his hat, 229:019,04[' ]| which$6#1$ he had taken up$5$, slowly round with a movement 229:019,05[' ]| which$6#1$ had all the decent tremor of awkwardness 229:019,06[' ]| and none of its oddity, and presenting to$4$ her his firm, 229:019,07[' ]| refined, slightly ravaged face. 229:019,07[C ]| "It gives me no$2$ pain, 229:019,08[C ]| because it is perfectly simple. For$4$ me you will$1$ always 229:019,09[C ]| be the most important woman in$4$ the world." 229:019,10[' ]| Isabel looked at herself in$4$ this character ~~ looked 229:019,11[' ]| intently, thinking she filled it with a certain grace. 229:019,12[' ]| But what she said was not an expression of any such 229:019,13[' ]| complacency. 229:019,13[A ]| "You do not offend me; but you ought 229:019,14[A ]| to$9$ remember that$3$, without being offended, one may 229:019,15[A ]| be incommoded, troubled." 229:019,15@a | "Incommoded:" 229:019,15[' ]| she 229:019,16[' ]| heard herself saying that$6#2$, and it struck her as 229:019,16@a | a ridiculous 229:019,17@a | word. 229:019,17[' ]| But it was what stupidly came to$4$ her. 229:019,18[C ]| "I remember perfectly. Of course you are surprised 229:019,19[C ]| and startled. But if it is nothing but that$6#2$, it will$1$ pass 229:019,20[C ]| away. And it will$1$ perhaps leave something that$6#1$ I 229:019,21[C ]| may not be ashamed of." 229:019,22[A ]| "I do not know what it may leave. You see at all 229:019,23[A ]| events that$3$ I am not overwhelmed," 229:019,23[' ]| said Isabel with 229:019,24[' ]| rather a pale smile. 229:019,24[A ]| "I am not too troubled to$9$ think. 229:019,25[A ]| And I think that$3$ I am glad we are separating ~~ that$3$ 229:019,26[A ]| I leave Rome to-morrow." 229:019,27[C ]| "Of course I do not agree with you there." 229:019,28[A ]| "I do not at all \know\ you," 229:019,28[' ]| she added abruptly; and 229:019,29[' ]| then she coloured as she heard herself saying what 229:019,30[' ]| she had said almost a year before to$4$ Lord*Warburton. 229:019,31[C ]| "If you were not going away you would know me 229:019,32[C ]| better." 229:020,01[A ]| "I shall do that$6#2$ some other time." 229:020,02[C ]| "I hope so$5#2$. I am very easy to$9$ know." 229:020,03[A ]| "No$7$, no$7$," 229:020,03[' ]| she emphatically answered ~~ 229:020,03[A ]| "there 229:020,04[A ]| you are not sincere. You are not easy to$9$ know; no*one 229:020,05[A ]| could be less so$5#2$." 229:020,06[C ]| "Well," 229:020,06[' ]| he laughed, 229:020,06[C ]| "I said that$3$ because I know 229:020,07[C ]| myself. It may be a boast, but I do." 229:020,08[A ]| "Very likely; but you are very wise." 229:020,09[C ]| "So$5#2$ are you, Miss*Archer!" 229:020,09[' ]| Osmond exclaimed. 229:020,10[A ]| "I do not feel so$5#2$ just now. Still, I am wise enough to$9$ 229:020,11[A ]| think you had better go. Good-night." 229:020,12[C ]| "God bless you!" 229:020,12[' ]| said Gilbert*Osmond, taking 229:020,13[' ]| the hand which$6#1$ she failed to$9$ surrender. After which$6#1$ 229:020,14[' ]| he added: 229:020,14[C ]| "If we meet again you will$1$ find me as you 229:020,15[C ]| leave me. If we do not I shall be so$5#2$ all the same." 229:020,16[A ]| "Thank you very much. Good-bye." 229:020,17[' ]| There was something quietly firm about Isabel's visitor; 229:020,18[' ]| he might go of his own movement, but would not 229:020,19[' ]| be dismissed. 229:020,19[C ]| "There is one thing more. I have not 229:020,20[C ]| asked anything of you ~~ not even a thought in$4$ the 229:020,21[C ]| future; you must do me that$6#2$ justice. But there is a 229:020,22[C ]| little service I should like$1$ to$9$ ask. I shall not return 229:020,23[C ]| home for$4$ several days; Rome is delightful, and it is 229:020,24[C ]| a good place for$4$ a man in$4$ my state of mind. Oh, I 229:020,25[C ]| know you are sorry to$9$ leave it; but you are right to$9$ do 229:020,26[C ]| what your aunt wishes." 229:020,27[A ]| "She does not even wish it!" 229:020,27[' ]| Isabel broke out 229:020,28[' ]| strangely. 229:020,29[' ]| Osmond was apparently on$4$ the point of saying 229:020,30[' ]| something that$6#1$ would match these words, but he 229:020,31[' ]| changed his mind and rejoined simply: 229:020,31[C ]| "Ah well, 229:020,32[C ]| it is proper you should go with her, very proper. Do 229:021,01[C ]| everything that$6#1$ is proper; I go in$5$ for$4$ that$6#2$. Excuse my 229:021,02[C ]| being so$5#1$ patronising. You say you do not know me, 229:021,03[C ]| but when you do you will$1$ discover what a worship I 229:021,04[C ]| have for$4$ propriety." 229:021,05[A ]| "You are not conventional?" 229:021,05[' ]| Isabel gravely asked. 229:021,06[C ]| "I like$1$ the way you utter that$6#2$ word! No$7$, I am not 229:021,07[C ]| conventional: I am convention itself. You do not understand 229:021,08[C ]| that$6#2$?" 229:021,08[' ]| And he paused a moment, smiling. 229:021,09[C ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ explain it." 229:021,09[' ]| Then with a sudden, 229:021,10[' ]| quick, bright naturalness, 229:021,10[C ]| "Do come back again," 229:021,11[' ]| he pleaded. 229:021,11[C ]| "There are so$5#1$ many things we might 229:021,12[C ]| talk about." 229:021,13[' ]| She stood there with lowered eyes. 229:021,13[A ]| "What service 229:021,14[A ]| did you speak of just now?" 229:021,15[C ]| "Go and see my little daughter before you leave 229:021,16[C ]| Florence. She is alone at the villa; I decided not to$9$ 229:021,17[C ]| send her to$4$ my sister, who$6#1$ has not at all my ideas. 229:021,18[C ]| Tell her she must love her poor father very much," 229:021,19[' ]| said Gilbert*Osmond gently. 229:021,20[A ]| "It will$1$ be a great pleasure to$4$ me to$9$ go," 229:021,20[' ]| Isabel 229:021,21[' ]| answered. 229:021,21[A ]| "I will$1$ tell her what you say. Once more 229:021,22[A ]| good-bye." 229:021,23[' ]| On$4$ this he took a rapid, respectful leave. When 229:021,24[' ]| he had gone she stood a moment looking about her 229:021,25[' ]| and seated herself slowly and with an air of deliberation. 229:021,26[' ]| She sat there till her companions came back, 229:021,27[' ]| with folded hands, gazing at the ugly carpet. Her 229:021,28[' ]| agitation ~~ for$3$ it had not diminished ~~ was very 229:021,29[' ]| still, very deep. What had happened was something 229:021,30[' ]| that$6#1$ for$4$ a week past her imagination had been going 229:021,31[' ]| forward to$9$ meet; but here, when it came, she stopped 229:021,32[' ]| ~~ that$6#2$ sublime principle somehow broke down. The 229:022,01[' ]| working of this young lady's spirit was strange, and 229:022,02[' ]| I can only give it to$4$ you as I see it, not hoping to$9$ 229:022,03[' ]| make it seem altogether natural. Her imagination, 229:022,04[' ]| as I say, now hung back: there was a last vague 229:022,05[' ]| space it could not cross ~~ a dusky, uncertain tract 229:022,06[' ]| which$6#1$ looked ambiguous and even slightly treacherous, 229:022,07[' ]| like$4$ a moorland seen in$4$ the winter twilight. 229:022,08[' ]| But she was to$9$ cross it yet. 230:023,01[' ]| She returned on$4$ the morrow to$4$ Florence, under her 230:023,02[' ]| cousin's escort, and Ralph*Touchett, though usually 230:023,03[' ]| restive under railway discipline, thought very well 230:023,04[' ]| of the successive hours passed in$4$ the train that$6#1$ hurried 230:023,05[' ]| his companion away from the city now distinguished 230:023,06[' ]| by$4$ Gilbert*Osmond's preference ~~ hours 230:023,07[' ]| that$6#1$ were to$9$ form the first stage in$4$ a larger scheme 230:023,08[' ]| of travel. Miss*Stackpole had remained behind; 230:023,09[' ]| she was planning a little trip to$4$ Naples, to$9$ be carried 230:023,10[' ]| out with Mr%*Bantling's aid. Isabel was to$9$ have 230:023,11[' ]| three days in$4$ Florence before the 4th of June, the 230:023,12[' ]| date of Mrs%*Touchett's departure, and she determined 230:023,13[' ]| to$9$ devote the last of these to$4$ her promise to$9$ 230:023,14[' ]| call on$4$ Pansy*Osmond. Her plan, however, seemed 230:023,15[' ]| for$4$ a moment likely to$9$ modify itself in$4$ deference to$4$ 230:023,16[' ]| an idea of Madame*Merle. This lady was still at 230:023,17[' ]| Casa*Touchett; but she too was on$4$ the point of 230:023,18[' ]| leaving Florence, her next station being an ancient 230:023,19[' ]| castle in$4$ the mountains of Tuscany, the residence 230:023,20[' ]| of a noble family of that$6#2$ country, whose acquaintance 230:023,21[' ]| (she had known them, as she said, 230:023,21@h | "forever") 230:023,22[' ]| seemed to$4$ Isabel, in$4$ the light of certain photographs 230:023,23[' ]| of their immense crenellated dwelling which$6#1$ her 230:023,24[' ]| friend was able to$9$ show her, a precious privilege. 230:023,25[' ]| She mentioned to$4$ this fortunate woman that$3$ 230:023,25@a | Mr%*Osmond 230:023,26@a | had asked her to$9$ take a look at his daughter, 230:024,01[' ]| but did not mention that$3$ he had also made her a 230:024,02[' ]| declaration of love. 230:024,03[H ]| "\9Ah, 9comme 9cela 9se 9trouve\!" 230:024,03[' ]| Madame*Merle 230:024,04[' ]| exclaimed. 230:024,04[H ]| "I myself have been thinking it would 230:024,05[H ]| be a kindness to$9$ pay the child a little visit before I 230:024,06[H ]| go off." 230:024,07[A ]| "We can go together then," 230:024,07[' ]| Isabel reasonably 230:024,08[' ]| said: "reasonably" because the proposal was not 230:024,09[' ]| uttered in$4$ the spirit of enthusiasm. She had prefigured 230:024,10[' ]| her small pilgrimage as made in$4$ solitude; 230:024,11[' ]| she should like$1$ it better so$5#2$. She was nevertheless 230:024,12[' ]| prepared to$9$ sacrifice this mystic sentiment to$4$ her 230:024,13[' ]| great consideration for$4$ her friend. 230:024,14[' ]| That$6#2$ personage finely meditated. 230:024,14[H ]| "After all, why 230:024,15[H ]| should we both go; having, each of us, so$5#1$ much to$9$ 230:024,16[H ]| do during these last hours?" 230:024,17[A ]| "Very good; I can easily go alone." 230:024,18[H ]| "I do not know about your going alone ~~ to$4$ the 230:024,19[H ]| house of a handsome bachelor. He has been married 230:024,20[H ]| ~~ but so$5#1$ long ago!" 230:024,21[' ]| Isabel stared. 230:024,21[A ]| "When Mr%*Osmond is away what 230:024,22[A ]| does it matter?" 230:024,23[H ]| "They do not know he is away, you see." 230:024,24[A ]| "They? Whom do you mean?" 230:024,25[H ]| "Every*one. But perhaps it does not signify." 230:024,26[A ]| "If you were going why should not I?" 230:024,26[' ]| Isabel 230:024,27[' ]| asked. 230:024,28[H ]| "Because I am an old frump and you are a beautiful 230:024,29[H ]| young woman." 230:024,30[A ]| "Granting all that$6#2$, you have not promised." 230:024,31[H ]| "How much you think of your promises!" 230:024,31[' ]| said 230:024,32[' ]| the elder woman in$4$ mild mockery. 230:025,01[A ]| "I think a great deal of my promises. Does that$6#2$ 230:025,02[A ]| surprise you?" 230:025,03[H ]| "You are right," 230:025,03[' ]| Madame*Merle audibly reflected. 230:025,04[H ]| "I really think you wish to$9$ be kind to$4$ the child." 230:025,05[A ]| "I wish very much to$9$ be kind to$4$ her." 230:025,06[H ]| "Go and see her then; no*one will$1$ be the wiser. 230:025,07[H ]| And tell her I would have come if you had not. Or rather," 230:025,08[' ]| Madame*Merle added, 230:025,08[H ]| "\do not\ tell her. She will$1$ not 230:025,09[H ]| care." 230:025,10[' ]| As Isabel drove, in$4$ the publicity of an open vehicle, 230:025,11[' ]| along the winding way which$6#1$ led to$4$ Mr%*Osmond's 230:025,12[' ]| hill-top, she wondered what her friend had 230:025,13[' ]| meant by$4$ no*one's being the wiser. Once in$4$ a while, 230:025,14[' ]| at large intervals, this lady, whose voyaging discretion, 230:025,15[' ]| as a general thing, was rather of the open sea 230:025,16[' ]| than of the risky channel, dropped a remark of ambiguous 230:025,17[' ]| quality, struck a note that$6#1$ sounded false. 230:025,18@a | What cared Isabel*Archer for$4$ the vulgar judgements 230:025,19@a | of obscure people? and did Madame*Merle suppose 230:025,20@a | that$3$ she was capable of doing a thing at all if it had 230:025,21@a | to$9$ be sneakingly done? Of course not: she must 230:025,22@a | have meant something else ~~ something which$6#1$ in$4$ 230:025,23@a | the press of the hours that$6#1$ preceded her departure 230:025,24@a | she had not had time to$9$ explain. 230:025,24[' ]| Isabel would return 230:025,25[' ]| to$4$ this some day; there were sorts of things as to$4$ 230:025,26[' ]| which$6#1$ she liked to$9$ be clear. She heard Pansy strumming 230:025,27[' ]| at the piano in$4$ another place as she herself 230:025,28[' ]| was ushered into Mr%*Osmond's drawing-room; the 230:025,29[' ]| little girl was "practising," and Isabel was pleased 230:025,30[' ]| to$9$ think she performed this duty with rigour. She 230:025,31[' ]| immediately came in$5$, smoothing down her frock, 230:025,32[' ]| and did the honours of her father's house with a 230:026,01[' ]| wide-eyed earnestness of courtesy. Isabel sat there 230:026,02[' ]| half an hour, and Pansy rose to$4$ the occasion as the 230:026,03[' ]| small, winged fairy in$4$ the pantomime soars by$4$ the 230:026,04[' ]| aid of the dissimulated wire ~~ not chattering, but 230:026,05[' ]| conversing, and showing the same respectful interest 230:026,06[' ]| in$4$ Isabel's affairs that$6#1$ Isabel was so$5#1$ good as to$9$ take 230:026,07[' ]| in$4$ hers. Isabel wondered at her; she had never had 230:026,08[' ]| so$5#1$ directly presented to$4$ her nose the white flower 230:026,09[' ]| of cultivated sweetness. 230:026,09@a | How well the child had 230:026,10@a | been taught, 230:026,10[' ]| said our admiring young woman; 230:026,10@a | how 230:026,11@a | prettily she had been directed and fashioned; and 230:026,12@a | yet how simple, how natural, how innocent she had 230:026,13@a | been kept! 230:026,13[' ]| Isabel was fond, ever, of the question 230:026,14[' ]| of character and quality, of sounding, as who$6#1$ should 230:026,15[' ]| say, the deep personal mystery, and it had pleased 230:026,16[' ]| her, up$5$ to$4$ this time, to$9$ be in$4$ doubt as to$4$ whether 230:026,17[' ]| this tender slip were not really all-knowing. 230:026,17@a | Was 230:026,18@a | the extremity of her candour but the perfection of self-consciousness? 230:026,19@a | Was it put on$5$ to$9$ please her father's 230:026,20@a | visitor, or was it the direct expression of an unspotted 230:026,21@a | nature? 230:026,21[' ]| The hour that$6#1$ Isabel spent in$4$ Mr%*Osmond's 230:026,22[' ]| beautiful empty, dusky rooms ~~ the windows 230:026,23[' ]| had been half-darkened, to$9$ keep out the heat, 230:026,24[' ]| and here and there, through an easy crevice, the 230:026,25[' ]| splendid summer day peeped in$5$, lighting a gleam 230:026,26[' ]| of faded colour or tarnished gilt in$4$ the rich gloom ~~ 230:026,27[' ]| her interview with the daughter of the house, I say, 230:026,28[' ]| effectually settled this question. 230:026,28@a | Pansy was really 230:026,29@a | a blank page, a pure white surface, successfully 230:026,30@a | kept so$5#2$; she had neither art, nor guile, nor temper, 230:026,31@a | nor talent ~~ only two or three small exquisite instincts: 230:026,32@a | for$4$ knowing a friend, for$4$ avoiding a mistake, 230:027,01@a | for$4$ taking care of an old toy or a new frock. Yet 230:027,02@a | to$9$ be so$5#1$ tender was to$9$ be touching withal, and she 230:027,03@a | could be felt as an easy victim of fate. She would 230:027,04@a | have no$2$ will$0$, no$2$ power to$9$ resist, no$2$ sense of her own 230:027,05@a | importance; she would easily be mystified, easily 230:027,06@a | crushed: her force would be all in$4$ knowing when 230:027,07@a | and where to$9$ cling. 230:027,07[' ]| She moved about the place with 230:027,08[' ]| her visitor, who$6#1$ had asked leave to$9$ walk through 230:027,09[' ]| the other rooms again, where Pansy gave her judgement 230:027,10[' ]| on$4$ several works of art. She spoke of her prospects, 230:027,11[' ]| her occupations, her father's intentions; she 230:027,12[' ]| was not egotistical, but felt the propriety of supplying 230:027,13[' ]| the information so$5#1$ distinguished a guest would 230:027,14[' ]| naturally expect. 230:027,15[K ]| "Please tell me," 230:027,15[' ]| she said, 230:027,15[K ]| "Did papa, in$4$ Rome, 230:027,16[K ]| go to$9$ see Madame*Catherine? He told me he would 230:027,17[K ]| if he had time. Perhaps he had not time. Papa likes 230:027,18[K ]| a great deal of time. He wished to$9$ speak about my 230:027,19[K ]| education; it is not finished yet, you know. I do not 230:027,20[K ]| know what they can do with me more; but it appears 230:027,21[K ]| it is far from finished. Papa told me one day he 230:027,22[K ]| thought he would finish it himself; for$4$ the last year 230:027,23[K ]| or two, at the convent, the masters that$6#1$ teach the 230:027,24[K ]| tall girls are so$5#1$ very dear. Papa is not rich, and I 230:027,25[K ]| should be very sorry if he were to$9$ pay much money 230:027,26[K ]| for$4$ me, because I do not think I am worth it. I do not 230:027,27[K ]| learn quickly enough, and I have no$2$ memory. For$4$ 230:027,28[K ]| what I am told, yes ~~ especially when it is pleasant; 230:027,29[K ]| but not for$4$ what I learn in$4$ a book. There was a 230:027,30[K ]| young girl who$6#1$ was my best friend, and they took 230:027,31[K ]| her away from the convent, when she was fourteen, 230:027,32[K ]| to$9$ make ~~ how do you say it in$4$ English? ~~ to$9$ make 230:028,01[K ]| a \dot\. You do not say it in$4$ English? I hope it is not 230:028,02[K ]| wrong; I only mean they wished to$9$ keep the money 230:028,03[K ]| to$9$ marry her. I do not know whether it is for$4$ that$6#2$ 230:028,04[K ]| that$3$ papa wishes to$9$ keep the money ~~ to$9$ marry 230:028,05[K ]| \me\. It costs so$5#1$ much to$9$ marry!" 230:028,05[' ]| Pansy went on$5$ 230:028,06[' ]| with a sigh; 230:028,06[K ]| "I think papa might make that$6#2$ economy. 230:028,07[K ]| At any rate I am too young to$9$ think about it 230:028,08[K ]| yet, and I do not care for$4$ any gentleman; I mean 230:028,09[K ]| for$4$ any but him. If he were not my papa I should 230:028,10[K ]| like$1$ to$9$ marry him; I would rather be his daughter 230:028,11[K ]| than the wife of ~~ of some strange person. I miss 230:028,12[K ]| him very much, but not so$5#1$ much as you might think, 230:028,13[K ]| for$3$ I have been so$5#1$ much away from him. Papa has 230:028,14[K ]| always been principally for$4$ holidays. I miss Madame*Catherine 230:028,15[K ]| almost more; but you must not tell 230:028,16[K ]| him that$6#2$. You shall not see him again? I am very 230:028,17[K ]| sorry, and he will$1$ be sorry too. Of everyone who$6#1$ comes 230:028,18[K ]| here I like$1$ you the best. That$6#2$ is not a great compliment, 230:028,19[K ]| for$3$ there are not many people. It was very 230:028,20[K ]| kind of you to$9$ come to-day ~~ so$5#1$ far from your house; 230:028,21[K ]| for$3$ I am really as yet only a child. Oh, yes, I have only 230:028,22[K ]| the occupations of a child. When did \you\ give them 230:028,23[K ]| up$5$, the occupations of a child? I should like$1$ to$9$ know 230:028,24[K ]| how old you are, but I do not know whether it is right to$9$ 230:028,25[K ]| ask. At the convent they told us that$3$ we must never 230:028,26[K ]| ask the age. I do not like$1$ to$9$ do anything that$6#1$ is not 230:028,27[K ]| expected; it looks as if one had not been properly 230:028,28[K ]| taught. I myself ~~ I should never like$1$ to$9$ be taken 230:028,29[K ]| by$4$ surprise. Papa left directions for$4$ everything. I 230:028,30[K ]| go to$4$ bed very early. When the sun goes off that$6#2$ 230:028,31[K ]| side I go into the garden. Papa left strict orders that$3$ 230:028,32[K ]| I was not to$9$ get scorched. I always enjoy the view; 230:029,01[K ]| the mountains are so$5#1$ graceful. In$4$ Rome, from the 230:029,02[K ]| convent, we saw nothing but roofs and bell-towers. 230:029,03[K ]| I practise three hours. I do not play very well. You 230:029,04[K ]| play yourself? I wish very much you would play something 230:029,05[K ]| for$4$ me; papa has the idea that$3$ I should hear 230:029,06[K ]| good music. Madame*Merle has played for$4$ me several times; 230:029,07[K ]| that$6#2$ is what I like$1$ best about Madame*Merle; 230:029,08[K ]| she has great facility. I shall never have 230:029,09[K ]| facility. And I have no$2$ voice ~~ just a small sound 230:029,10[K ]| like$4$ the squeak of a slate-pencil making flourishes." 230:029,11[' ]| Isabel gratified this respectful wish, drew off her 230:029,12[' ]| gloves and sat down to$4$ the piano, while Pansy, standing 230:029,13[' ]| beside her, watched her white hands move quickly 230:029,14[' ]| over the keys. When she stopped she kissed the 230:029,15[' ]| child good-bye, held her close, looked at her long. 230:029,15[A ]| "Be 230:029,16[A ]| very good," 230:029,16[' ]| she said; 230:029,16[A ]| "give pleasure to$4$ your father." 230:029,17[K ]| "I think that$6#2$ is what I live for$4$," 230:029,17[' ]| Pansy answered. 230:029,18[K ]| "He has not much pleasure; he is rather a sad man." 230:029,19[' ]| Isabel listened to$4$ this assertion with an interest 230:029,20[' ]| which$6#1$ she felt it almost a torment to$9$ be obliged to$9$ conceal. 230:029,21[' ]| It was her pride that$6#1$ obliged her, and a certain 230:029,22[' ]| sense of decency; there were still other things in$4$ her 230:029,23[' ]| head which$6#1$ she felt a strong impulse, instantly 230:029,24[' ]| checked, to$9$ say to$4$ Pansy about her father; there were 230:029,25[' ]| things it would have given her pleasure to$9$ hear the 230:029,26[' ]| child, to$9$ make the child, say. But she no$2$ sooner became 230:029,27[' ]| conscious of these things than her imagination 230:029,28[' ]| was hushed with horror at the idea of taking advantage 230:029,29[' ]| of the little girl ~~ it was of this she would have 230:029,30[' ]| accused herself ~~ and of exhaling into the air where 230:029,31[' ]| he might still have a subtle sense for$4$ it any breath of 230:029,32[' ]| her charmed state. She had come ~~ she had come; 230:030,01[' ]| but she had stayed only an hour. She rose quickly 230:030,02[' ]| from the music-stool; even then, however, she lingered 230:030,03[' ]| a moment, still holding her small companion, 230:030,04[' ]| drawing the child's sweet slimness closer and looking 230:030,05[' ]| down at her almost in$4$ envy. She was obliged to$9$ confess 230:030,06[' ]| it to$4$ herself ~~ 230:030,06@a | she would have taken a passionate 230:030,07@a | pleasure in$4$ talking of Gilbert*Osmond to$4$ this innocent, 230:030,08@a | diminutive creature who$6#1$ was so$5#1$ near him. 230:030,08[' ]| But she 230:030,09[' ]| said no$2$ other word; she only kissed Pansy once again. 230:030,10[' ]| They went together through the vestibule, to$4$ the door 230:030,11[' ]| that$6#1$ opened on$4$ the court; and there her young hostess 230:030,12[' ]| stopped, looking rather wistfully beyond. 230:030,12[K ]| "I may go 230:030,13[K ]| no$2$ further. I have promised papa not to$9$ pass this door." 230:030,14[A ]| "You are right to$9$ obey him; he will$1$ never ask you 230:030,15[A ]| anything unreasonable." 230:030,16[K ]| "I shall always obey him. But when will$1$ you come 230:030,17[K ]| again?" 230:030,18[A ]| "Not for$4$ a long time, I am afraid." 230:030,19[K ]| "As soon as you can, I hope. I am only a little girl," 230:030,20[' ]| said Pansy, 230:030,20[K ]| "but I shall always expect you." 230:030,20[' ]| And the 230:030,21[' ]| small figure stood in$4$ the high, dark doorway, watching 230:030,22[' ]| Isabel cross the clear, grey court and disappear 230:030,23[' ]| into the brightness beyond the big \7portone\, which$6#1$ gave 230:030,24[' ]| a wider dazzle as it opened. 231:031,01[' ]| Isabel came back to$4$ Florence, but only after several 231:031,02[' ]| months; an interval sufficiently replete with incident. 231:031,03[' ]| It is not, however, during this interval that$3$ we are 231:031,04[' ]| closely concerned with her; our attention is engaged 231:031,05[' ]| again on$4$ a certain day in$4$ the late spring-time, shortly 231:031,06[' ]| after her return to$4$ Palazzo*Crescentini and a year 231:031,07[' ]| from the date of the incidents just narrated. She was 231:031,08[' ]| alone on$4$ this occasion, in$4$ one of the smaller of the 231:031,09[' ]| numerous rooms devoted by$4$ Mrs%*Touchett to$4$ social 231:031,10[' ]| uses, and there was that$6#2$ in$4$ her expression and attitude 231:031,11[' ]| which$6#1$ would have suggested that$3$ she was expecting 231:031,12[' ]| a visitor. The tall window was open, and though its 231:031,13[' ]| green shutters were partly drawn the bright air of the 231:031,14[' ]| garden had come in$5$ through a broad interstice and 231:031,15[' ]| filled the room with warmth and perfume. Our 231:031,16[' ]| young woman stood near it for$4$ some time, her hands 231:031,17[' ]| clasped behind her; she gazed abroad with vagueness 231:031,18[' ]| of unrest. Too troubled for$4$ attention she moved 231:031,19[' ]| in$4$ a vain circle. Yet it could not be in$4$ her thought to$9$ 231:031,20[' ]| catch a glimpse of her visitor before he should pass into 231:031,21[' ]| the house, since the entrance to$4$ the palace was not 231:031,22[' ]| through the garden, in$4$ which$6#1$ stillness and privacy always 231:031,23[' ]| reigned. She wished rather to$9$ forestall his arrival 231:031,24[' ]| by$4$ a process of conjecture, and to$9$ judge by$4$ the 231:031,25[' ]| expression of her face this attempt gave her plenty to$9$ 231:031,26[' ]| do. Grave she found herself, and positively more 231:031,27[' ]| weighted, as by$4$ the experience of the lapse of the year 231:032,01[' ]| she had spent in$4$ seeing the world. She had ranged, 231:032,02[' ]| she would have said, through space and surveyed much 231:032,03[' ]| of mankind, and was therefore now, in$4$ her own eyes, 231:032,04[' ]| a very different person from the frivolous young woman 231:032,05[' ]| from Albany who$6#1$ had begun to$9$ take the measure 231:032,06[' ]| of Europe on$4$ the lawn at Gardencourt a couple of 231:032,07[' ]| years before. She flattered herself she had harvested 231:032,08[' ]| wisdom and learned a great deal more of life than this 231:032,09[' ]| light-minded creature had even suspected. If her 231:032,10[' ]| thoughts just now had inclined themselves to$4$ retrospect, 231:032,11[' ]| instead of fluttering their wings nervously about the 231:032,12[' ]| present, they would have evoked a multitude of interesting 231:032,13[' ]| pictures. These pictures would have been both 231:032,14[' ]| landscapes and figure-pieces; the latter, however, 231:032,15[' ]| would have been the more numerous. With several 231:032,16[' ]| of the images that$6#1$ might have been projected on$4$ such 231:032,17[' ]| a field we are already acquainted. There would be 231:032,18[' ]| for$4$ instance the conciliatory Lily, our heroine's sister 231:032,19[' ]| and Edmund Ludlow's wife, who$6#1$ had come out from 231:032,20[' ]| New York to$9$ spend five months with her relative. 231:032,21[' ]| She had left her husband behind her, but had brought 231:032,22[' ]| her children, to$4$ whom Isabel now played with equal 231:032,23[' ]| munificence and tenderness the part of maiden-aunt. 231:032,24[' ]| Mr%*Ludlow, toward the last, had been able to$9$ snatch 231:032,25[' ]| a few weeks from his forensic triumphs and, crossing 231:032,26[' ]| the ocean with extreme rapidity, had spent a month 231:032,27[' ]| with the two ladies in$4$ Paris before taking his wife 231:032,28[' ]| home. The little Ludlows had not yet, even from the 231:032,29[' ]| American point of view, reached the proper tourist-age; 231:032,30[' ]| so$3$ that$3$ while her sister was with her Isabel had 231:032,31[' ]| confined her movements to$4$ a narrow circle. Lily and 231:032,32[' ]| the babies had joined her in$4$ Switzerland in$4$ the month 231:033,01[' ]| of July, and they had spent a summer of fine weather 231:033,02[' ]| in$4$ an Alpine valley where the flowers were thick in$4$ the 231:033,03[' ]| meadows and the shade of great chestnuts made a 231:033,04[' ]| resting-place for$4$ such upward wanderings as might 231:033,05[' ]| be undertaken by$4$ ladies and children on$4$ warm afternoons. 231:033,06[' ]| They had afterwards reached the French 231:033,07[' ]| capital, which$6#1$ was worshipped, and with costly ceremonies, 231:033,08[' ]| by$4$ Lily, but thought of as noisily vacant by$4$ 231:033,09[' ]| Isabel, who$6#1$ in$4$ these days made use of her memory of 231:033,10[' ]| Rome as she might have done, in$4$ a hot and crowded 231:033,11[' ]| room, of a phial of something pungent hidden in$4$ her 231:033,12[' ]| handkerchief. 231:033,13[' ]| Mrs*%Ludlow sacrificed, as I say, to$4$ Paris, yet had 231:033,14[' ]| doubts and wonderments not allayed at that$6#2$ altar; 231:033,15[' ]| and after her husband had joined her found further 231:033,16[' ]| chagrin in$4$ his failure to$9$ throw himself into these 231:033,17[' ]| speculations. They all had Isabel for$4$ subject; but 231:033,18[' ]| Edmund*Ludlow, as he had always done before, declined 231:033,19[' ]| to$9$ be surprised, or distressed, or mystified, or 231:033,20[' ]| elated, at anything his sister-in-law might have done 231:033,21[' ]| or have failed to$9$ do. Mrs*%Ludlow's mental motions 231:033,22[' ]| were sufficiently various. At one moment she thought 231:033,23@v | it would be so$5#1$ natural for$4$ that$6#2$ young woman to$9$ come 231:033,24@v | home and take a house in$4$ New York ~~ the Rossiters' 231:033,25@v | for$4$ instance, which$6#1$ had an elegant conservatory and 231:033,26@v | was just round the corner from her own; 231:033,26[' ]| at another 231:033,27[' ]| she could not conceal her surprise 231:033,27@v | at the girl's not 231:033,28@v | marrying some member of one of the great aristocracies. 231:033,29[' ]| On$4$ the whole, as I have said, she had fallen from 231:033,30[' ]| high communion with the probabilities. She had 231:033,31[' ]| taken more satisfaction in$4$ Isabel's accession of fortune 231:033,32[' ]| than if the money had been left to$4$ herself; it had 231:034,01[' ]| seemed to$4$ her to$9$ offer just the proper setting for$4$ her 231:034,02[' ]| sister's slightly meagre, but scarce the less eminent 231:034,03[' ]| figure. Isabel had developed less, however, than Lily 231:034,04[' ]| had thought likely ~~ development, to$4$ Lily's understanding, 231:034,05[' ]| being somehow mysteriously connected 231:034,06[' ]| with morning-calls and evening-parties. Intellectually, 231:034,07[' ]| doubtless, she had made immense strides; but 231:034,08[' ]| she appeared to$9$ have achieved few of those social 231:034,09[' ]| conquests of which$6#1$ Mrs%*Ludlow hed expected to$9$ admire 231:034,10[' ]| the trophies. Lily's conception of such achievements 231:034,11[' ]| was extremely vague; but this was exactly 231:034,12[' ]| what she had expected of Isabel ~~ to$9$ give it form 231:034,13[' ]| and body. 231:034,13@v | Isabel could have done as well as she had 231:034,14@v | done in$4$ New York; 231:034,14[' ]| and Mrs%*Ludlow appealed to$4$ 231:034,15[' ]| her husband to$9$ know 231:034,15@v | whether there was any privilege 231:034,16@v | she enjoyed in$4$ Europe which$6#1$ the society of that$6#2$ city 231:034,17@v | might not offer her. 231:034,17[' ]| We know ourselves that$3$ Isabel 231:034,18[' ]| had made conquests ~~ whether inferior or not to$4$ 231:034,19[' ]| those she might have effected in$4$ her native land it 231:034,20[' ]| would be a delicate matter to$9$ decide; and it is not 231:034,21[' ]| altogether with a feeling of complacency that$3$ I again 231:034,22[' ]| mention that$3$ she had not rendered these honourable 231:034,23[' ]| victories public. She had not told her sister the history 231:034,24[' ]| of Lord*Warburton, nor had she given her a hint 231:034,25[' ]| of Mr%*Osmond's state of mind; and she had had no$2$ 231:034,26[' ]| better reason for$4$ her silence than that$3$ she did not 231:034,27[' ]| wish to$9$ speak. It was more romantic to$9$ say nothing, 231:034,28[' ]| and, drinking deep, in$4$ secret, of romance, she was as 231:034,29[' ]| little disposed to$9$ ask poor Lily's advice as she would 231:034,30[' ]| have been to$9$ close that$6#2$ rare volume forever. But Lily 231:034,31[' ]| knew nothing of these discriminations, and could only 231:034,32[' ]| pronounce her sister's career 231:034,32@v | a strange anti-climax ~~ 231:035,01[' ]| an impression confirmed by$4$ the fact that$3$ Isabel's 231:035,02[' ]| silence about Mr%*Osmond, for$4$ instance, was in$4$ direct 231:035,03[' ]| proportion to$4$ the frequency with which$6#1$ he occupied 231:035,04[' ]| her thoughts. As this happened very often it sometimes 231:035,05[' ]| appeared to$4$ Mrs%*Ludlow that$3$ she had lost her 231:035,06[' ]| courage. So$5#1$ uncanny a result of so$5#1$ exhilarating an 231:035,07[' ]| incident as inheriting a fortune was of course perplexing 231:035,08[' ]| to$4$ the cheerful Lily; it added to$4$ her general 231:035,09[' ]| sense that$3$ 231:035,09@v | Isabel was not at all like$4$ other people. 231:035,10[' ]| Our young lady's courage, however, might have 231:035,11[' ]| been taken as reaching its height after her relations 231:035,12[' ]| had gone home. She could imagine braver things than 231:035,13[' ]| spending the winter in$4$ Paris ~~ Paris had sides by$4$ 231:035,14[' ]| which$6#1$ it so$5#2$ resembled New York, Paris was like$4$ 231:035,15[' ]| smart, neat prose ~~ and her close correspondence 231:035,16[' ]| with Madame*Merle did much to$9$ stimulate such 231:035,17[' ]| flights. She had never had a keener sense of freedom, 231:035,18[' ]| of the absolute boldness and wantonness of liberty, 231:035,19[' ]| than when she turned away from the platform at the 231:035,20[' ]| Euston Station on$4$ one of the last days of November, 231:035,21[' ]| after the departure of the train that$6#1$ was to$9$ convey 231:035,22[' ]| poor Lily, her husband and her children to$4$ their ship 231:035,23[' ]| at Liverpool. 231:035,23@a | It had been good for$4$ her to$9$ regale; 231:035,23[' ]| she 231:035,24[' ]| was very conscious of that$6#2$; she was very observant, 231:035,25[' ]| as we know, of what was good for$4$ her, and her effort 231:035,26[' ]| was constantly to$9$ find something that$6#2$ was good 231:035,27[' ]| enough. To$9$ profit by$4$ the present advantage till the 231:035,28[' ]| latest moment she had made the journey from Paris 231:035,29[' ]| with the unenvied travellers. She would have accompanied 231:035,30[' ]| them to$4$ Liverpool as well, only Edmund*Ludlow 231:035,31[' ]| had asked her, as a favour, 231:035,31@w | not to$9$ do so$5#2$; it 231:035,32@w | made Lily so$5#1$ fidgety and she asked such impossible 231:036,01@w | questions. 231:036,01[' ]| Isabel watched the train move away; she 231:036,02[' ]| kissed her hand to$4$ the elder of her small nephews, a 231:036,03[' ]| demonstrative child who$6#1$ leaned dangerously far out 231:036,04[' ]| of the window of the carriage and made separation 231:036,05[' ]| an occasion of violent hilarity, and then she walked 231:036,06[' ]| back into the foggy London street. The world lay before 231:036,07[' ]| her ~~ she could do whatever she chose. There 231:036,08[' ]| was a deep thrill in$4$ it all, but for$4$ the present her choice 231:036,09[' ]| was tolerably discreet; she chose simply to$9$ walk back 231:036,10[' ]| from Euston*Square to$4$ her hotel. The early dusk of 231:036,11[' ]| a November afternoon had already closed in$5$; the 231:036,12[' ]| street-lamps, in$4$ the thick, brown air, looked weak 231:036,13[' ]| and red; our heroine was unattended and Euston*Square 231:036,14[' ]| was a long way from Piccadilly. But Isabel 231:036,15[' ]| performed the journey with a positive enjoyment of 231:036,16[' ]| its dangers and lost her way almost on$4$ purpose, in$4$ 231:036,17[' ]| order to$9$ get more sensations, so$3$ that$3$ she was disappointed 231:036,18[' ]| when an obliging policeman easily set her 231:036,19[' ]| right again. She was so$5#1$ fond of the spectacle of human 231:036,20[' ]| life that$3$ she enjoyed even the aspect of gathering 231:036,21[' ]| dusk in$4$ the London streets ~~ the moving crowds, the 231:036,22[' ]| hurrying cabs, the lighted shops, the flaring stalls, the 231:036,23[' ]| dark, shining dampness of everything. That$6#2$ evening, 231:036,24[' ]| at her hotel, she wrote to$4$ Madame*Merle that$3$ 231:036,24@a | she 231:036,25@a | should start in$4$ a day or two for$4$ Rome. 231:036,25[' ]| She made her 231:036,26[' ]| way down to$4$ Rome without touching at Florence ~~ 231:036,27[' ]| having gone first to$4$ Venice and then proceeded southward 231:036,28[' ]| by$4$ Ancona. She accomplished this journey 231:036,29[' ]| without other assistance than that$6#2$ of her servant, for$3$ 231:036,30[' ]| her natural protectors were not now on$4$ the ground. 231:036,31[' ]| Ralph*Touchett was spending the winter at Corfu, 231:036,32[' ]| and Miss*Stackpole, in$4$ the September previous, had 231:037,01[' ]| been recalled to$4$ America by$4$ a telegram from the 231:037,02[' ]| \Interviewer\. This journal offered its brilliant correspondent 231:037,03[' ]| a fresher field for$4$ her genius than the mouldering 231:037,04[' ]| cities of Europe, and Henrietta was cheered 231:037,05[' ]| on$4$ her way by$4$ a promise from Mr%*Bantling that$3$ he 231:037,06[' ]| would soon come over to$9$ see her. Isabel wrote to$4$ Mrs*Touchett 231:037,07[' ]| to$9$ apologise for$4$ not presenting herself just 231:037,08[' ]| yet in$4$ Florence, and her aunt replied characteristically 231:037,09[' ]| enough. 231:037,09@g | Apologies, 231:037,09[' ]| Mrs*Touchett intimated, 231:037,09@g | were 231:037,10@g | of no$2$ more use to$4$ her than bubbles, and she herself 231:037,11@g | never dealt in$4$ such articles. One either did the thing 231:037,12@g | or one did not, and what one "would" have done belonged 231:037,13@g | to$4$ the sphere of the irrelevant, like$4$ the idea of 231:037,14@g | a future life or of the origin of things. 231:037,14[' ]| Her letter was 231:037,15[' ]| frank, but (a rare case with Mrs*Touchett) not so$5#1$ 231:037,16[' ]| frank as it pretended. She easily forgave her niece 231:037,17[' ]| for$4$ not stopping at Florence, because she took it for$4$ 231:037,18[' ]| a sign that$3$ Gilbert*Osmond was less in$4$ question there 231:037,19[' ]| than formerly. She watched of course to$9$ see if he 231:037,20[' ]| would now find a pretext for$4$ going to$4$ Rome, and 231:037,21[' ]| derived some comfort from learning that$3$ he had not 231:037,22[' ]| been guilty of an absence. 231:037,23[' ]| Isabel, on$4$ her side, had not been a fortnight in$4$ 231:037,24[' ]| Rome before she proposed to$4$ Madame*Merle that$3$ 231:037,25@a | they should make a little pilgrimage to$4$ the East. 231:037,25[' ]| Madame*Merle 231:037,26[' ]| remarked that$3$ 231:037,26@h | her friend was restless, 231:037,27[' ]| but she added that$3$ 231:037,27@h | she herself had always been consumed 231:037,28@h | with the desire to$9$ visit Athens and Constantinople. 231:037,29[' ]| The two ladies accordingly embarked on$4$ this 231:037,30[' ]| expedition, and spent three months in$4$ Greece, in$4$ 231:037,31[' ]| Turkey, in$4$ Egypt. Isabel found much to$9$ interest her 231:037,32[' ]| in$4$ these countries, though Madame*Merle continued 231:038,01[' ]| to$9$ remark that$3$ 231:038,01@h | even among the most classic sites, the 231:038,02@h | scenes most calculated to$9$ suggest repose and reflexion, 231:038,03@h | a certain incoherence prevailed in$4$ her. 231:038,03[' ]| Isabel 231:038,04[' ]| travelled rapidly and recklessly; she was like$4$ a thirsty 231:038,05[' ]| person draining cup after cup. Madame*Merle meanwhile, 231:038,06[' ]| as lady-in-waiting to$4$ a princess circulating \7incognita\, 231:038,07[' ]| panted a little in$4$ her rear. It was on$4$ Isabel's 231:038,08[' ]| invitation she had come, and she imparted all due 231:038,09[' ]| dignity to$4$ the girl's uncountenanced state. She played 231:038,10[' ]| her part with the tact that$6#1$ might have been expected 231:038,11[' ]| of her, effacing herself and accepting the position of 231:038,12[' ]| a companion whose expenses were profusely paid. 231:038,13[' ]| The situation, however, had no$2$ hardships, and people 231:038,14[' ]| who$6#1$ met this reserved though striking pair on$4$ 231:038,15[' ]| their travels would not have been able to$9$ tell you 231:038,16[' ]| which$6#1$ was patroness and which$6#1$ client. To$9$ say that$3$ 231:038,17[' ]| Madame*Merle improved on$4$ acquaintance states 231:038,18[' ]| meagrely the impression she made on$4$ her friend, who$6#1$ 231:038,19[' ]| had found her from the first so$5#1$ ample and so$5#1$ easy. At 231:038,20[' ]| the end of an intimacy of three months Isabel felt she 231:038,21[' ]| knew her better; her character had revealed itself, 231:038,22[' ]| and the admirable woman had also at last redeemed 231:038,23[' ]| her promise of relating her history from her own point 231:038,24[' ]| of view ~~ a consummation the more desirable as Isabel 231:038,25[' ]| had already heard it related from the point of view 231:038,26[' ]| of others. This history was so$5#1$ sad a one (in$4$ so$5#1$ far as 231:038,27[' ]| it concerned the late M%*Merle, 231:038,27@h | a positive adventurer, 231:038,28[' ]| she might say, 231:038,28@h | though originally so$5#1$ plausible, who$6#1$ had 231:038,29@h | taken advantage, years before, of her youth and of an 231:038,30@h | inexperience in$4$ which$6#1$ doubtless those who$6#1$ knew her 231:038,31@h | only now would find it difficult to$9$ believe); 231:038,31[' ]| it abounded 231:038,32[' ]| so$5#2$ in$4$ startling and lamentable incidents that$3$ her companion 231:039,01[' ]| wondered 231:039,01@a | a person so$5#1$ \9e=prouve=e\ could have 231:039,02@a | kept so$5#1$ much of her freshness, her interest in$4$ life. 231:039,03[' ]| Into this freshness of Madame*Merle's she obtained 231:039,04[' ]| a considerable insight; she seemed to$9$ see it 231:039,04@a | as professional, 231:039,05@a | as slightly mechanical, carried about in$4$ its 231:039,06@a | case like$4$ the fiddle of the virtuoso, or blanketed and 231:039,07@a | bridled like$4$ the "favourite" of the jockey. She liked 231:039,08@a | her as much as ever, but there was a corner of the 231:039,09@a | curtain that$6#1$ never was lifted; it was as if she had 231:039,10@a | remained after all something of a public performer, 231:039,11@a | condemned to$9$ emerge only in$4$ character and in$4$ costume. 231:039,12[' ]| She had once said that$3$ 231:039,12@h | she came from a distance, 231:039,13@h | that$3$ she belonged to$4$ the "old, old" world, 231:039,13[' ]| and 231:039,14[' ]| Isabel never lost the impression that$3$ she was the product 231:039,15[' ]| of a different moral or social clime from her own, 231:039,16[' ]| that$3$ she had grown up$5$ under other stars. 231:039,17[' ]| She believed then that$3$ at bottom she had a different 231:039,18[' ]| morality. Of course the morality of civilised 231:039,19[' ]| persons has always much in$4$ common; but our young 231:039,20[' ]| woman had a sense in$4$ her of values gone wrong or, 231:039,21[' ]| as they said at the shops, marked down. She considered, 231:039,22[' ]| with the presumption of youth, that$3$ a morality 231:039,23[' ]| differing from her own must be inferior to$4$ it; 231:039,24[' ]| and this conviction was an aid to$4$ detecting an occasional 231:039,25[' ]| flash of cruelty, an occasional lapse from 231:039,26[' ]| candour, in$4$ the conversation of a person who$6#1$ had 231:039,27[' ]| raised delicate kindness to$4$ an art and whose pride 231:039,28[' ]| was too high for$4$ the narrow ways of deception. Her 231:039,29[' ]| conception of human motives might, in$4$ certain lights, 231:039,30[' ]| have been acquired at the court of some kingdom 231:039,31[' ]| in$4$ decadence, and there were several in$4$ her list of 231:039,32[' ]| which$6#1$ our heroine had not even heard. She had not 231:040,01[' ]| heard of everything, that$6#2$ was very plain; and there 231:040,02[' ]| were evidently things in$4$ the world of which$6#1$ it was 231:040,03[' ]| not advantageous to$9$ hear. She had once or twice 231:040,04[' ]| had a positive scare; since it so$5#2$ affected her to$9$ have 231:040,05[' ]| to$9$ exclaim, of her friend, 231:040,05[A ]| "Heaven forgive her, she 231:040,06[A ]| does not understand me!" 231:040,06[' ]| Absurd as it may seem 231:040,07[' ]| this discovery operated as a shock, left her with a 231:040,08[' ]| vague dismay in$4$ which$6#1$ there was even an element 231:040,09[' ]| of foreboding. The dismay of course subsided, in$4$ 231:040,10[' ]| the light of some sudden proof of Madame*Merle's 231:040,11[' ]| remarkable intelligence; but it stood for$4$ a high-water-mark 231:040,12[' ]| in$4$ the ebb and flow of confidence. 231:040,13[' ]| Madame*Merle had once declared her belief that$3$ 231:040,14@h | when a friendship ceases to$9$ grow it immediately begins 231:040,15@h | to$9$ decline ~~ there being no$2$ point of equilibrium 231:040,16@h | between liking more and liking less. 231:040,16[' ]| A stationary 231:040,17[' ]| affection, in$4$ other words, was impossible ~~ it must 231:040,18[' ]| move one way or the other. However that$6#2$ might be, 231:040,19[' ]| the girl had in$4$ these days a thousand uses for$4$ her 231:040,20[' ]| sense of the romantic, which$6#1$ was more active than 231:040,21[' ]| it had ever been. I do not allude to$4$ the impulse it 231:040,22[' ]| received as she gazed at the Pyramids in$4$ the course 231:040,23[' ]| of an excursion from Cairo, or as she stood among 231:040,24[' ]| the broken columns of the Acropolis and fixed her 231:040,25[' ]| eyes upon$4$ the point designated to$4$ her as the Strait*of*Salamis; 231:040,26[' ]| deep and memorable as these emotions 231:040,27[' ]| had remained. She came back by$4$ the last of March 231:040,28[' ]| from Egypt and Greece and made another stay in$4$ 231:040,29[' ]| Rome. A few days after her arrival Gilbert*Osmond 231:040,30[' ]| descended from Florence and remained three weeks, 231:040,31[' ]| during which$6#1$ the fact of her being with his old friend 231:040,32[' ]| Madame*Merle, in$4$ whose house she had gone to$9$ 231:041,01[' ]| lodge, made it virtually inevitable that$3$ he should 231:041,02[' ]| see her every day. When the last of April came she 231:041,03[' ]| wrote to$4$ Mrs%*Touchett that$3$ 231:041,03@a | she should now rejoice 231:041,04@a | to$9$ accept an invitation given long before, 231:041,04[' ]| and went 231:041,05[' ]| to$9$ pay a visit at Palazzo*Crescentini, Madame*Merle 231:041,06[' ]| on$4$ this occasion remaining in$4$ Rome. She found her 231:041,07[' ]| aunt alone; her cousin was still at Corfu. Ralph, 231:041,08[' ]| however, was expected in$4$ Florence from day to$4$ day, 231:041,09[' ]| and Isabel, who$6#1$ had not seen him for$4$ upwards of 231:041,10[' ]| a year, was prepared to$9$ give him the most affectionate 231:041,11[' ]| welcome. 232:042,01[' ]| It was not of him, nevertheless, that$3$ she was thinking 232:042,02[' ]| while she stood at the window near which$6#1$ we 232:042,03[' ]| found her a while ago, and it was not of any of the 232:042,04[' ]| matters I have rapidly sketched. She was not turned 232:042,05[' ]| to$4$ the past, but to$4$ the immediate, impending hour. 232:042,06[' ]| She had reason to$9$ expect a scene, and she was not 232:042,07[' ]| fond of scenes. She was not asking herself what 232:042,08[' ]| she should say to$4$ her visitor; this question had 232:042,09[' ]| already been answered. What he would say to$4$ her 232:042,10[' ]| ~~ that$6#2$ was the interesting issue. It could be nothing 232:042,11[' ]| in$4$ the least soothing ~~ she had warrant for$4$ this, 232:042,12[' ]| and the conviction doubtless showed in$4$ the cloud 232:042,13[' ]| on$4$ her brow. For$4$ the rest, however, all clearness 232:042,14[' ]| reigned in$4$ her; she had put away her mourning 232:042,15[' ]| and she walked in$4$ no$2$ small shimmering splendour. 232:042,16[' ]| She only felt older ~~ ever so$5#1$ much, and as if she 232:042,17[' ]| were "worth more" for$4$ it, like$4$ some curious piece 232:042,18[' ]| in$4$ an antiquary's collection. She was not at any 232:042,19[' ]| rate left indefinitely to$4$ her apprehensions, for$3$ a 232:042,20[' ]| servant at last stood before her with a card on$4$ his 232:042,21[' ]| tray. 232:042,21[A ]| "Let the gentleman come in$5$," 232:042,21[' ]| she said, and 232:042,22[' ]| continued to$9$ gaze out of the window after the footman 232:042,23[' ]| had retired. It was only when she had heard 232:042,24[' ]| the door close behind the person who$6#1$ presently 232:042,25[' ]| entered that$3$ she looked round. 232:042,26[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood stood there ~~ stood and received 232:042,27[' ]| a moment, from head to$4$ foot, the bright, dry 232:043,01[' ]| gaze with which$6#1$ she rather withheld than offered a 232:043,02[' ]| greeting. Whether his sense of maturity had kept 232:043,03[' ]| pace with Isabel's we shall perhaps presently ascertain; 232:043,04[' ]| let me say meanwhile that$3$ to$4$ her critical 232:043,05[' ]| glance he showed nothing of the injury of time. 232:043,06[' ]| Straight, strong and hard, there was nothing in$4$ his 232:043,07[' ]| appearance that$6#1$ spoke positively either of youth of 232:043,08[' ]| of age; if he had neither innocence nor weakness, 232:043,09[' ]| so$3$ he had no$2$ practical philosophy. His jaw showed 232:043,10[' ]| the same voluntary cast as in$4$ earlier days; but a 232:043,11[' ]| crisis like$4$ the present had in$4$ it of course something 232:043,12[' ]| grim. He had the air of a man who$6#1$ had travelled 232:043,13[' ]| hard; he said nothing at first, as if he had been out 232:043,14[' ]| of breath. This gave Isabel time to$9$ make a reflexion: 232:043,15@a | "Poor fellow, what great things he is capable 232:043,16@a | of, and what a pity he should waste so$5#1$ dreadfully 232:043,17@a | his splendid force! What a pity too that$3$ one can not 232:043,18@a | satisfy everybody!" 232:043,18[' ]| It gave her time to$9$ do more ~~ 232:043,19[' ]| to$9$ say at the end of a minute: 232:043,19[A ]| "I can not tell you how 232:043,20[A ]| I hoped you would not come!" 232:043,21[E ]| "I have no$2$ doubt of that$6#2$." 232:043,21[' ]| And he looked about 232:043,22[' ]| him for$4$ a seat. Not only had he come, but he meant 232:043,23[' ]| to$9$ settle. 232:043,24[A ]| "You must be very tired," 232:043,24[' ]| said Isabel, seating 232:043,25[' ]| herself, and generously, as she thought, to$9$ give him 232:043,26[' ]| his opportunity. 232:043,27[E ]| "No$7$, I am not at all tired. Did you ever know me 232:043,28[E ]| to$9$ be tired?" 232:043,29[A ]| "Never; I wish I had! When did you arrive?" 232:043,30[E ]| "Last night, very late; in$4$ a kind of snail-train they 232:043,31[E ]| call the express. These Italian trains go at about 232:043,32[E ]| the rate of an American funeral." 232:044,01[A ]| "That$6#2$ is in$4$ keeping ~~ you must have felt as if 232:044,02[A ]| you were coming to$9$ bury me!" 232:044,02[' ]| And she forced a 232:044,03[' ]| smile of encouragement to$4$ an easy view of their 232:044,04[' ]| situation. She had reasoned the matter well out, 232:044,05[' ]| making it perfectly clear that$3$ she broke no$2$ faith and 232:044,06[' ]| falsified no$2$ contract; but for$4$ all this she was afraid 232:044,07[' ]| of her visitor. She was ashamed of her fear; but she 232:044,08[' ]| was devoutly thankful there was nothing else to$9$ be 232:044,09[' ]| ashamed of. He looked at her with his stiff insistence, 232:044,10[' ]| an insistence in$4$ which$6#1$ there was such a want of tact; 232:044,11[' ]| especially when the dull dark beam in$4$ his eye rested 232:044,12[' ]| on$4$ her as a physical weight. 232:044,13[E ]| "No$7$, I did not feel that$6#2$; I could not think of you 232:044,14[E ]| as dead. I wish I could!" 232:044,14[' ]| he candidly declared. 232:044,15[A ]| "I thank you immensely." 232:044,16[E ]| "I would rather think of you as dead than as married 232:044,17[E ]| to$4$ another man." 232:044,18[A ]| "That$6#2$ is very selfish of you!" 232:044,18[' ]| she returned with 232:044,19[' ]| the ardour of a real conviction. 232:044,19[A ]| "If you are not happy 232:044,20[A ]| yourself others have yet a right to$9$ be." 232:044,21[E ]| "Very likely it is selfish; but I do not in$4$ the least 232:044,22[E ]| mind your saying so$5#2$. I do not mind anything you 232:044,23[E ]| can say now ~~ I do not feel it. The cruellest things 232:044,24[E ]| you could think of would be mere pin-pricks. After 232:044,25[E ]| what you have done I shall never feel anything ~~ I 232:044,26[E ]| mean anything but that$6#2$. That$6#2$ I shall feel all my life." 232:044,27[' ]| Mr%*Goodwood made these detached assertions 232:044,28[' ]| with dry deliberateness, in$4$ his hard, slow American 232:044,29[' ]| tone, which$6#1$ flung no$2$ atmospheric colour over propositions 232:044,30[' ]| intrinsically crude. The tone made Isabel 232:044,31[' ]| angry rather than touched her; but her anger perhaps 232:044,32[' ]| was fortunate, inasmuch as it gave her a further 232:045,01[' ]| reason for$4$ controlling herself. It was under the pressure 232:045,02[' ]| of this control that$3$ she became, after a little, 232:045,03[' ]| irrelevant. 232:045,03[A ]| "When did you leave New York?" 232:045,04[' ]| He threw up$5$ his head as if calculating. 232:045,04[E ]| "Seventeen 232:045,05[E ]| days ago." 232:045,06[A ]| "You must have travelled fast in$4$ spite of your 232:045,07[A ]| slow trains." 232:045,08[E ]| "I came as fast as I could. I would have come five 232:045,09[E ]| days ago if I had been able." 232:045,10[A ]| "It would not have made any difference, Mr%*Goodwood," 232:045,11[' ]| she coldly smiled. 232:045,12[E ]| "Not to$4$ you ~~ no$7$. But to$4$ me." 232:045,13[A ]| "You gain nothing that$6#1$ I see." 232:045,14[E ]| "That$6#2$ is for$4$ me to$9$ judge!" 232:045,15[A ]| "Of course. To$4$ me it seems that$3$ you only torment 232:045,16[A ]| yourself." 232:045,16[' ]| And then, to$9$ change the subject, 232:045,17[' ]| she asked him 232:045,17@a | if he had seen Henrietta*Stackpole. 232:045,18[' ]| He looked as if he had not come from Boston to$4$ 232:045,19[' ]| Florence to$9$ talk of Henrietta*Stackpole; but he answered, 232:045,20[' ]| distinctly enough, that$3$ 232:045,20@e | this young lady had 232:045,21@e | been with him just before he left America. 232:045,21[A ]| "She 232:045,22[A ]| came to$9$ see you?" 232:045,22[' ]| Isabel then demanded. 232:045,23[E ]| "Yes, she was in$4$ Boston, and she called at my 232:045,24[E ]| office. It was the day I had got your letter." 232:045,25[A ]| "Did you tell her?" 232:045,25[' ]| Isabel asked with a certain 232:045,26[' ]| anxiety. 232:045,27[E ]| "Oh no$7$," 232:045,27[' ]| said Caspar*Goodwood simply; 232:045,27[E ]| "I 232:045,28[E ]| did not want to$9$ do that$6#2$. She will$1$ hear it quick enough; 232:045,29[E ]| she hears everything." 232:045,30[A ]| "I shall write to$4$ her, and then she will$1$ write to$4$ me 232:045,31[A ]| and scold me," 232:045,31[' ]| Isabel declared, trying to$9$ smile 232:045,32[' ]| again. 232:046,01[' ]| Caspar, however, remained sternly grave. 232:046,01[E ]| "I guess 232:046,02[E ]| she will$1$ come right out," 232:046,02[' ]| he said. 232:046,03[A ]| "On$4$ purpose to$9$ scold me?" 232:046,04[E ]| "I do not know. She seemed to$9$ think she had not 232:046,05[E ]| seen Europe thoroughly." 232:046,06[A ]| "I am glad you tell me that$6#2$," 232:046,06[' ]| Isabel said. 232:046,06[A ]| "I must 232:046,07[A ]| prepare for$4$ her." 232:046,08[' ]| Mr%*Goodwood fixed his eyes for$4$ a moment on$4$ the 232:046,09[' ]| floor; then at last, raising them, 232:046,09[E ]| "Does she know 232:046,10[E ]| Mr%*Osmond?" 232:046,10[' ]| he enquired. 232:046,11[A ]| "A little. And she does not like$1$ him. But of course 232:046,12[A ]| I do not marry to$9$ please Henrietta," 232:046,12[' ]| she added. It 232:046,13[' ]| would have been better for$4$ poor Caspar if she had 232:046,14[' ]| tried a little more to$9$ gratify Miss*Stackpole; but he 232:046,15[' ]| did not say so$5#2$; he only asked, presently, 232:046,15@e | when her 232:046,16@e | marriage would take place. 232:046,15[' ]| To$4$ which$6#1$ she made 232:046,17[' ]| answer that$3$ 232:046,17@a | she did not know yet. 232:046,17[A ]| "I can only say 232:046,18[A ]| it will$1$ be soon. I have told no*one but yourself and 232:046,19[A ]| one other person ~~ an old friend of Mr%*Osmond's." 232:046,20[E ]| "Is it a marriage your friends will$1$ not like$1$?" 232:046,20[' ]| he 232:046,21[' ]| demanded. 232:046,22[A ]| "I really have not an idea. As I say, I do not marry 232:046,23[A ]| for$4$ my friends." 232:046,24[' ]| He went on$5$, making no$2$ exclamation, no$2$ comment, 232:046,25[' ]| only asking questions, doing it quite without delicacy. 232:046,26[E ]| "Who$6#2$ and what then is Mr%*Gilbert*Osmond?" 232:046,27[A ]| "Who$6#2$ and what? Nobody and nothing but a 232:046,28[A ]| very good and very honourable man. He is not in$4$ 232:046,29[A ]| business," 232:046,29[' ]| said Isabel. 232:046,29[A ]| "He is not rich; he is not 232:046,30[A ]| known for$4$ anything in$4$ particular." 232:046,31[' ]| She disliked Mr%*Goodwood's questions, but she 232:046,32[' ]| said to$4$ herself that$3$ 232:046,32@a | she owed it to$4$ him to$9$ satisfy him 232:047,01@a | as far as possible. 232:047,01[' ]| The satisfaction poor Caspar exhibited 232:047,02[' ]| was, however, small; he sat very upright, 232:047,03[' ]| gazing at her. 232:047,03[E ]| "Where does he come from? Where 232:047,04[E ]| does he belong?" 232:047,05[' ]| She had never been so$5#1$ little pleased with the way 232:047,06[' ]| he said "belawng". 232:047,06[A ]| "He comes from nowhere. He 232:047,07[A ]| has spent most of his life in$4$ Italy." 232:047,08[E ]| "You said in$4$ your letter he was American. Has not 232:047,09[E ]| he a native place?" 232:047,10[A ]| "Yes, but he has forgotten it. He left it as a small 232:047,11[A ]| boy". 232:047,12[E ]| "Has he never gone back?" 232:047,13[A ]| "Why should he go back?" 232:047,13[' ]| Isabel asked, flushing 232:047,14[' ]| all defensively. 232:047,14[A ]| "He has no$2$ profession." 232:047,15[E ]| "He might have gone back for$4$ his pleasure. Does not 232:047,16[E ]| he like$1$ the United States?" 232:047,17[A ]| "He does not know them. Then he is very quiet 232:047,18[A ]| and very simple ~~ he contents himself with Italy." 232:047,19[E ]| "With Italy and with you," 232:047,19[' ]| said Mr%*Goodwood 232:047,20[' ]| with gloomy plainness and no$2$ appearance of trying 232:047,21[' ]| to$9$ make an epigram. 232:047,21[E ]| "What has he ever done?" 232:047,21[' ]| he 232:047,22[' ]| added abruptly. 232:047,23[A ]| "That$3$ I should marry him? Nothing at all," 232:047,23[' ]| Isabel 232:047,24[' ]| replied while her patience helped itself by$4$ turning a 232:047,25[' ]| little to$4$ hardness. 232:047,25[A ]| "If he had done great things would 232:047,26[A ]| you forgive me any better? Give me up$5$, Mr%*Goodwood; 232:047,27[A ]| I am marrying a perfect nonentity. Do not try 232:047,28[A ]| to$9$ take an interest in$4$ him. You can not." 232:047,29[E ]| "I can not appreciate him; that$6#2$ is what you mean. 232:047,30[E ]| And you do not mean in$4$ the least that$3$ he is a perfect 232:047,31[E ]| nonentity. You think he is grand, you think he is 232:047,32[E ]| great, though no*one else thinks so$5#2$." 232:048,01[' ]| Isabel's colour deepened; she felt this really acute 232:048,02[' ]| of her companion, and 232:048,02@a | it was certainly a proof of the 232:048,03@a | aid that$6#1$ passion might render perceptions she had 232:048,04@a | never taken for$4$ fine. 232:048,04[A ]| "Why do you always come back 232:048,05[A ]| to$4$ what others think? I can not discuss Mr%*Osmond 232:048,06[A ]| with you." 232:048,07[E ]| "Of course not," 232:048,07[' ]| said Caspar reasonably. And he 232:048,08[' ]| sat there with his air of stiff helplessness, as if not only 232:048,09[' ]| this were true, but there were nothing else that$6#1$ they 232:048,10[' ]| might discuss. 232:048,11[A ]| "You see how little you gain," 232:048,11[' ]| she accordingly 232:048,12[' ]| broke out ~~ 232:048,12[A ]| "how little comfort or satisfaction I can 232:048,13[A ]| give you." 232:048,14[E ]| "I did not expect you to$9$ give me much." 232:048,15[A ]| "I do not understand then why you came." 232:048,16[E ]| "I came because I wanted to$9$ see you once more ~~ 232:048,17[E ]| even just as you are." 232:048,18[A ]| "I appreciate that$6#2$; but if you had waited a while, 232:048,19[A ]| sooner or later we should have been sure to$9$ meet, and 232:048,20[A ]| our meeting would have been pleasanter for$4$ each of 232:048,21[A ]| us than this." 232:048,22[E ]| "Waited till after you are married? That$6#2$ is just 232:048,23[E ]| what I did not want to$9$ do. You will$1$ be different 232:048,24[E ]| then." 232:048,25[A ]| "Not very. I shall still be a great friend of yours. 232:048,26[A ]| You will$1$ see." 232:048,27[E ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ make it all worse," 232:048,27[' ]| said Mr%*Goodwood 232:048,28[' ]| grimly. 232:048,29[A ]| "Ah, you are unaccommodating! I can not promise 232:048,30[A ]| to$9$ dislike you in$4$ order to$9$ help you to$9$ resign yourself." 232:048,31[A ]| 232:048,32[E ]| "I should not care if you did!" 232:049,01[' ]| Isabel got up$5$ with a movement of repressed impatience 232:049,02[' ]| and walked to$4$ the window, where she remained 232:049,03[' ]| a moment looking out. When she turned round her 232:049,04[' ]| visitor was still motionless in$4$ his place. She came 232:049,05[' ]| toward him again and stopped, resting her hand on$4$ 232:049,06[' ]| the back of the chair she had just quitted. 232:049,06[A ]| "Do you 232:049,07[A ]| mean you came simply to$9$ look at me? That$6#2$ is better 232:049,08[A ]| for$4$ you perhaps than for$4$ me." 232:049,09[E ]| "I wished to$9$ hear the sound of your voice," 232:049,09[' ]| he 232:049,10[' ]| said. 232:049,11[A ]| "You have heard it, and you see it says nothing very 232:049,12[A ]| sweet." 232:049,13[E ]| "It gives me pleasure, all the same." 232:049,13[' ]| And with this 232:049,14[' ]| he got up$5$. 232:049,15[' ]| She had felt pain and displeasure on$4$ receiving 232:049,16[' ]| early that$6#2$ day the news he was in$4$ Florence and by$4$ 232:049,17[' ]| her leave would come within an hour to$9$ see her. She 232:049,18[' ]| had been vexed and distressed, though she had sent 232:049,19[' ]| back word by$4$ his messenger that$3$ 232:049,19@a | he might come when 232:049,20@a | he would. 232:049,20[' ]| She had not been better pleased when she 232:049,21[' ]| saw him; his being there at all was so$5#1$ full of heavy 232:049,22[' ]| implications. It implied things she could never assent 232:049,23[' ]| to$4$ ~~ rights, reproaches, remonstrance, rebuke, 232:049,24[' ]| the expectation of making her change her purpose. 232:049,25[' ]| These things, however, if implied, had not been expressed; 232:049,26[' ]| and now our young lady, strangely enough, 232:049,27[' ]| began to$9$ resent her visitor's remarkable self-control. 232:049,28[' ]| There was a dumb misery about him that$6#1$ irritated 232:049,29[' ]| her; there was a manly staying of his hand that$6#1$ made 232:049,30[' ]| her heart beat faster. She felt her agitation rising, and 232:049,31[' ]| she said to$4$ herself that$3$ 232:049,31@a | she was angry in$4$ the way a 232:049,32@a | woman is angry when she has been in$4$ the wrong. She 232:050,01@a | was not in$4$ the wrong; she had fortunately not that$6#2$ 232:050,02@a | bitterness to$9$ swallow; but, all the same, she wished 232:050,03@a | he would denounce her a little. 232:050,03[' ]| She had wished his 232:050,04[' ]| visit would be short; it had no$2$ purpose, no$2$ propriety; 232:050,05[' ]| yet now that$3$ he seemed to$9$ be turning away she felt a 232:050,06[' ]| sudden horror of his leaving her without uttering a 232:050,07[' ]| word that$6#1$ would give her an opportunity to$9$ defend 232:050,08[' ]| herself more than she had done in$4$ writing to$4$ him a 232:050,09[' ]| month before, in$4$ a few carefully chosen words, to$9$ announce 232:050,10[' ]| her engagement. If she were not in$4$ the wrong, 232:050,11[' ]| however, why should she desire to$9$ defend herself? It 232:050,12[' ]| was an excess of generosity on$4$ Isabel's part to$9$ desire 232:050,13[' ]| that$3$ Mr%*Goodwood should be angry. And if he 232:050,14[' ]| had not meanwhile held himself hard it might have 232:050,15[' ]| made him so$5#2$ to$9$ hear the tone in$4$ which$6#1$ she suddenly 232:050,16[' ]| exclaimed, as if she were accusing him of having accused 232:050,17[' ]| her: 232:050,17[A ]| "I have not deceived you! I was perfectly 232:050,18[A ]| free!" 232:050,19[E ]| "Yes, I know that$6#2$," 232:050,19[' ]| said Caspar. 232:050,20[A ]| "I gave you full warning that$3$ I would do as I chose." 232:050,21[E ]| "You said you would probably never marry, and 232:050,22[E ]| you said it with such a manner that$3$ I pretty well believed 232:050,23[E ]| it." 232:050,24[' ]| She considered this an instant. 232:050,24[A ]| "No*one can be 232:050,25[A ]| more surprised than myself at my present intention." 232:050,26[A ]| 232:050,27[E ]| "You told me that$3$ if I heard you were engaged 232:050,28[E ]| I was not to$9$ believe it," 232:050,28[' ]| Caspar went on$5$. 232:050,28[E ]| "I 232:050,29[E ]| heard it twenty days ago from yourself, but I remembered 232:050,30[E ]| what you had said. I thought there 232:050,31[E ]| might be some mistake, and that$6#2$ is partly why I 232:050,32[E ]| came." 232:051,01[A ]| "If you wish me to$9$ repeat it by$4$ word of mouth, 232:051,02[A ]| that$6#2$ is soon done. There is no$2$ mistake whatever." 232:051,03[E ]| "I saw that$6#2$ as soon as I came into the room." 232:051,04[A ]| "What good would it do you that$3$ I should not 232:051,05[A ]| marry?" 232:051,05[' ]| she asked with a certain fierceness. 232:051,06[E ]| "I should like$1$ it better than this." 232:051,07[A ]| "You are very selfish, as I said before." 232:051,08[E ]| "I know that$6#2$. I am selfish as iron." 232:051,09[A ]| "Even iron sometimes melts! If you will$1$ be reasonable 232:051,10[A ]| I will$1$ see you again." 232:051,11[E ]| "Do not you call me reasonable now?" 232:051,12[A ]| "I do not know what to$9$ say to$4$ you," 232:051,12[' ]| she answered 232:051,13[' ]| with sudden humility. 232:051,14[E ]| "I shall not trouble you for$4$ a long time," 232:051,14[' ]| the young 232:051,15[' ]| man went on$5$. He made a step towards the door, but 232:051,16[' ]| he stopped. 232:051,16[E ]| "Another reason why I came was that$3$ I 232:051,17[E ]| wanted to$9$ hear what you would say in$4$ explanation of 232:051,18[E ]| your having changed your mind." 232:051,19[' ]| Her humbleness as suddenly deserted her. 232:051,19[A ]| "In$4$ 232:051,20[A ]| explanation? Do you think I am bound to$9$ explain?" 232:051,21[' ]| He gave her one of his long dumb looks. 232:051,21[E ]| "You 232:051,22[E ]| were very positive. I did believe it." 232:051,23[A ]| "So$5#2$ did I. Do you think I could explain if I 232:051,24[A ]| would?" 232:051,25[E ]| "No$7$, I suppose not. Well," 232:051,25[' ]| he added, 232:051,25[E ]| "I have done 232:051,26[E ]| what I wished. I have seen you." 232:051,27[A ]| "How little you make of these terrible journeys," 232:051,28[' ]| she felt the poverty of her presently replying. 232:051,29[E ]| "If you are afraid I am knocked up$5$ ~~ in$4$ any such 232:051,30[E ]| way as that$6#2$ ~~ you may be at your ease about it." 232:051,30[' ]| He 232:051,31[' ]| turned away, this time in$4$ earnest, and no$2$ hand-shake, 232:051,32[' ]| no$2$ sign of parting, was exchanged between them. 232:052,01[' ]| At the door he stopped with his hand on$4$ the knob. 232:052,02[E ]| "I shall leave Florence to-morrow," 232:052,02[' ]| he said without 232:052,03[' ]| a quaver. 232:052,04[A ]| "I am delighted to$9$ hear it!" 232:052,04[' ]| she answered passionately. 232:052,05[' ]| Five minutes after he had gone out she 232:052,06[' ]| burst into tears. 233:053,01[' ]| Her fit of weeping, however, was soon smothered, 233:053,02[' ]| and the signs of it had vanished when, an hour later, 233:053,03[' ]| she broke the news to$4$ her aunt. I use this expression 233:053,04[' ]| because she had been sure Mrs%*Touchett would not 233:053,05[' ]| be pleased; Isabel had only waited to$9$ tell her till she 233:053,06[' ]| had seen Mr%*Goodwood. She had an odd impression 233:053,07[' ]| that$3$ it would not be honourable to$9$ make the fact 233:053,08[' ]| public before she should have heard what Mr%*Goodwood 233:053,09[' ]| would say about it. He had said rather less than 233:053,10[' ]| she expected, and she now had a somewhat angry sense 233:053,11[' ]| of having lost time. 233:053,11@a | But she would lose no$2$ more; 233:053,11[' ]| she 233:053,12[' ]| waited till Mrs%*Touchett came into the drawing-room 233:053,13[' ]| before the mid-day breakfast, and then she 233:053,14[' ]| began. 233:053,14[A ]| "Aunt Lydia, I have something to$9$ tell you." 233:053,15[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett gave a little jump and looked at her 233:053,16[' ]| almost fiercely. 233:053,16[G ]| "You need not tell me; I know what 233:053,17[G ]| it is." 233:053,18[A ]| "I do not know how you know." 233:053,19[G ]| "The same way that$3$ I know when the window is 233:053,20[G ]| open ~~ by$4$ feeling a draught. You are going to$9$ marry 233:053,21[G ]| that$6#2$ man." 233:053,22[A ]| "What man do you mean?" 233:053,22[' ]| Isabel enquired with 233:053,23[' ]| great dignity. 233:053,24[G ]| "Madame*Merle's friend ~~ Mr%*Osmond." 233:053,25[A ]| "I do not know why you call him Madame*Merle's 233:053,26[A ]| friend. Is that$6#2$ the principal thing he is known by$4$ ?" 233:053,27[G ]| "If he is not her friend he ought to$9$ be ~~ after what 233:054,01[G ]| she has done for$4$ him!" 233:054,01[' ]| cried Mrs%*Touchett. 233:054,01[G ]| "I 233:054,02[G ]| should not have expected it of her; I am disappointed." 233:054,03[A ]| "If you mean that$3$ Madame*Merle has had anything 233:054,04[A ]| to$9$ do with my engagement you are greatly mistaken," 233:054,05[' ]| Isabel declared with a sort of ardent coldness. 233:054,06[G ]| "You mean that$3$ your attractions were sufficient, 233:054,07[G ]| without the gentleman's having had to$9$ be lashed up$5$? 233:054,08[G ]| You are quite right. They are immense, your attractions, 233:054,09[G ]| and he would never have presumed to$9$ think 233:054,10[G ]| of you if she had not put him up$5$ to$4$ it. He has a very 233:054,11[G ]| good opinion of himself, but he was not a man to$9$ 233:054,12[G ]| take trouble. Madame*Merle took the trouble \for$4$\ 233:054,13[G ]| him." 233:054,14[H ]| "He has taken a great deal for$4$ himself!" 233:054,14[' ]| cried 233:054,15[' ]| Isabel with a voluntary laugh. 233:054,16[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett gave a sharp nod. 233:054,16[G ]| "I think he must, 233:054,17[G ]| after all, to$9$ have made you like$1$ him so$5#1$ much." 233:054,18[A ]| "I thought he even pleased \you\." 233:054,19[G ]| "He did, at one time; and that$6#2$ is why I am angry 233:054,20[G ]| with him." 233:054,21[A ]| "Be angry with me, not with him," 233:054,21[' ]| said the girl. 233:054,22[G ]| "Oh, I am always angry with you; that$6#2$ is no$2$ satisfaction! 233:054,23[G ]| Was it for$4$ this that$3$ you refused Lord*Warburton?" 233:054,24[G ]| 233:054,25[A ]| "Please do not go back to$4$ that$6#2$. Why should not I 233:054,26[A ]| like$1$ Mr%*Osmond, since others have done so$5#2$?" 233:054,27[G ]| "Others, at their wildest moments, never wanted to$9$ 233:054,28[G ]| marry him. There is nothing \of\ him," 233:054,28[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett 233:054,29[' ]| explained. 233:054,30[A ]| "Then he can not hurt me," 233:054,30[' ]| said Isabel 233:054,31[G ]| "Do you think you are going to$9$ be happy? No*one is 233:054,32[G ]| happy, in$4$ such doings, you should know." 233:055,01[A ]| "I shall set the fashion then. What does one 233:055,02[A ]| marry for$4$?" 233:055,03[G ]| "What \you\ will$1$ marry for$4$, heaven only knows. 233:055,04[G ]| People usually marry as they go into partnership ~~ 233:055,05[G ]| to$9$ set up$5$ a house. But in$4$ your partnership you will$1$ 233:055,06[G ]| bring everything." 233:055,07[A ]| "Is it that$3$ Mr%*Osmond is not rich? Is that$6#2$ what 233:055,08[A ]| you are talking about?" 233:055,08[' ]| Isabel asked. 233:055,09[G ]| "He has no$2$ money; he has no$2$ name; he has no$2$ 233:055,10[G ]| importance. I value such things and I have the 233:055,11[G ]| courage to$9$ say it; I think they are very precious. 233:055,12[G ]| Many other people think the same, and they show 233:055,13[G ]| it. But they give some other reason." 233:055,14[' ]| Isabel hesitated a little. 233:055,14[A ]| "I think I value everything 233:055,15[A ]| that$6#1$ is valuable. I care very much for$4$ money, 233:055,16[A ]| and that$6#2$ is why I wish Mr%*Osmond to$9$ have a 233:055,17[A ]| little." 233:055,18[G ]| "Give it to$4$ him then; but marry some*one else." 233:055,19[A ]| "His name is good enough for$4$ me," 233:055,19[' ]| the girl went 233:055,20[' ]| on$5$. 233:055,20[A ]| "It is a very pretty name. Have I such a fine 233:055,21[A ]| one myself?" 233:055,22[G ]| "All the more reason you should improve on$4$ it. 233:055,23[G ]| There are only a dozen American names. Do you 233:055,24[G ]| marry him out of charity?" 233:055,25[A ]| "It was my duty to$9$ tell you, Aunt Lydia, but I 233:055,26[A ]| do not think it is my duty to$9$ explain to$4$ you. Even 233:055,27[A ]| if it were I shoul not be able. So$3$ please do not remonstrate; 233:055,28[A ]| in$4$ talking about it you have me at a disadvantage. 233:055,29[A ]| I can not talk about it." 233:055,30[G ]| "I do not remonstrate, I simply answer you: I must 233:055,31[G ]| give some sign of intelligence. I saw it coming, and 233:055,32[G ]| I said nothing. I never meddle." 233:056,01[A ]| "You never do, and I am greatly obliged to$4$ you. 233:056,02[A ]| You have been very considerate." 233:056,03[G ]| "It was not considerate ~~ it was convenient," 233:056,04[' ]| said Mrs%*Touchett. 233:056,04[G ]| "But I shall talk to$4$ Madame*Merle." 233:056,05[G ]| 233:056,06[A ]| "I do not see why you keep bringing her in$5$. She 233:056,07[A ]| has been a very good friend to$4$ me." 233:056,08[G ]| "Possibly; but she has been a poor one to$4$ me." 233:056,09[A ]| "What has she done to$4$ you?" 233:056,10[G ]| "She has deceived me. She had as good as promised 233:056,11[G ]| me to$9$ prevent your engagement." 233:056,12[A ]| "She could not have prevented it." 233:056,13[G ]| "She can do anything; that$6#2$ is what I have always 233:056,14[G ]| liked her for$4$. I knew she could play any part; but 233:056,15[G ]| I understood that$3$ she played them one by$4$ one. I 233:056,16[G ]| did not understand that$3$ she would play two at the 233:056,17[G ]| same time." 233:056,18[A ]| "I do not know what part she may have played to$4$ 233:056,19[A ]| you," 233:056,19[' ]| Isabel said; 233:056,19[A ]| "that$6#2$ is between yourselves. To$4$ 233:056,20[A ]| me she has been honest and kind and devoted." 233:056,21[G ]| "Devoted, of course; she wished you to$9$ marry 233:056,22[G ]| her candidate. She told me she was watching you 233:056,23[G ]| only in$4$ order to$9$ interpose." 233:056,24[A ]| "She said that$6#2$ to$9$ please you," 233:056,24[' ]| the girl answered; 233:056,25[' ]| conscious, however, of the inadequacy of the explanation. 233:056,26[' ]| 233:056,27[G ]| "To$9$ please me by$4$ deceiving me? She knows me 233:056,28[G ]| better. Am I pleased to-day?" 233:056,29[A ]| "I do not think you are ever much pleased," 233:056,29[' ]| Isabel 233:056,30[' ]| was obliged to$9$ reply. 233:056,30[A ]| "If Madame*Merle knew you 233:056,31[A ]| would learn the truth what had she to$9$ gain by$4$ insincerity?" 233:056,32[A ]| 233:057,01[G ]| "She gained time, as you see. While I waited for$4$ 233:057,02[G ]| her to$9$ interfere you were marching away, and she 233:057,03[G ]| was really beating the drum." 233:057,04[A ]| "That$6#2$ is very well. But by$4$ your own admission 233:057,05[A ]| you saw I was marching, and even if she had given 233:057,06[A ]| the alarm you would not have tried to$9$ stop me." 233:057,07[G ]| "No$7$, but some*one else would." 233:057,08[A ]| "Whom do you mean?" 233:057,08[' ]| Isabel asked, looking very 233:057,09[' ]| hard at her aunt. 233:057,10[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett's little bright eyes, active as they 233:057,11[' ]| usually were, sustained her gaze rather than returned 233:057,12[' ]| it. 233:057,12[G ]| "Would you have listened to$4$ Ralph?" 233:057,13[A ]| "Not if he had abused Mr%*Osmond." 233:057,14[G ]| "Ralph does not abuse people; you know that$6#2$ 233:057,15[G ]| perfectly. He cares very much for$4$ you." 233:057,16[A ]| "I know he does," 233:057,16[' ]| said Isabel; 233:057,16[A ]| "and I shall feel 233:057,17[A ]| the value of it now, for$3$ he knows that$3$ whatever I do 233:057,18[A ]| I do with reason." 233:057,19[G ]| "He never believed you would do this. I told 233:057,20[G ]| him you were capable of it, and he argued the other 233:057,21[G ]| way." 233:057,22[A ]| "He did it for$4$ the sake of argument," 233:057,22[' ]| the girl 233:057,23[' ]| smiled. 233:057,23[A ]| "You do not accuse him of having deceived 233:057,24[A ]| you; why should you accuse Madame*Merle?" 233:057,25[G ]| "He never pretended he would prevent it." 233:057,26[A ]| "I am glad of that$6#2$!" 233:057,26[' ]| cried Isabel gaily. 233:057,26[A ]| "I wish 233:057,27[A ]| very much," 233:057,27[' ]| she presently added, 233:057,27[A ]| "that$3$ when he 233:057,28[' ]| comes you would tell him first of my engagement." 233:057,29[G ]| "Of course I will$1$ mention it," 233:057,29[' ]| said Mrs%*Touchett. 233:057,30[G ]| "I shall say nothing more to$4$ you about it, but I give 233:057,31[G ]| you notice I shall talk to$4$ others." 233:057,32[A ]| "That$6#2$ is as you please. I only meant that$3$ it is 233:058,01[A ]| rather better the announcement should come from 233:058,02[A ]| you than from me." 233:058,03[G ]| "I quite agree with you; it is much more proper!" 233:058,04[' ]| And on$4$ this the aunt and the niece went to$4$ breakfast, 233:058,05[' ]| where Mrs%*Touchett, as good as her word, 233:058,06[' ]| made no$2$ allusion to$4$ Gilbert*Osmond. After an 233:058,07[' ]| interval of silence, however, she asked her companion 233:058,08@g | from whom she had received a visit an hour 233:058,09@g | before. 233:058,10[A ]| "From an old friend ~~ an American gentleman," 233:058,11[' ]| Isabel said with a colour in$4$ her cheek. 233:058,12[G ]| "An American gentleman of course. It is only 233:058,13[G ]| an American gentleman who$6#1$ calls at ten o'clock in$4$ 233:058,14[G ]| the morning." 233:058,15[A ]| "It was half-past ten; he was in$4$ a great hurry; 233:058,16[A ]| he goes away this evening." 233:058,17[G ]| "Could not he have come yesterday, at the usual 233:058,18[G ]| time?" 233:058,19[A ]| "He only arrived last night." 233:058,20[G ]| "He spends but twenty-four hours in$4$ Florence?" 233:058,21[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett cried. 233:058,21[G ]| "He is an American gentleman 233:058,22[G ]| truly." 233:058,23[A ]| "He is indeed," 233:058,23[' ]| said Isabel, thinking with perverse 233:058,24[' ]| admiration of what Caspar*Goodwood had 233:058,25[' ]| done for$4$ her. 233:058,26[' ]| Two days afterward Ralph arrived; but though 233:058,27[' ]| Isabel was sure that$3$ Mrs%*Touchett had lost no$2$ time 233:058,28[' ]| in$4$ imparting to$4$ him the great fact, he showed at first 233:058,29[' ]| no$2$ open knowledge of it. Their prompted talk was 233:058,30[' ]| naturally of his health; Isabel had many questions 233:058,31[' ]| to$9$ ask about Corfu. She had been shocked by$4$ his 233:058,32[' ]| appearance when he came into the room; she had 233:059,01[' ]| forgotten how ill he looked. In$4$ spite of Corfu he 233:059,02[' ]| looked very ill to-day, and she wondered 233:059,02@a | if he were 233:059,03@a | really worse or if she were simply disaccustomed to$4$ 233:059,04@a | living with an invalid. 233:059,04[' ]| Poor Ralph made no$2$ nearer 233:059,05[' ]| approach to$4$ conventional beauty as he advanced in$4$ 233:059,06[' ]| life, and the now apparently complete loss of his 233:059,07[' ]| health had done little to$9$ mitigate the natural oddity 233:059,08[' ]| of his person. Blighted and battered, but still responsive 233:059,09[' ]| and still ironic, his face was like$4$ a lighted 233:059,10[' ]| lantern patched with paper and unsteadily held; 233:059,11[' ]| his thin whisker languished upon$4$ a lean cheek; 233:059,12[' ]| the exorbitant curve of his nose defined itself 233:059,13[' ]| more sharply. Lean he was altogether, lean and long 233:059,14[' ]| and loose-jointed; an accidental cohesion of relaxed 233:059,15[' ]| angles. His brown velvet jacket had become 233:059,16[' ]| perennial; his hands had fixed themselves in$4$ his 233:059,17[' ]| pockets; he shambled and stumbled and shuffled 233:059,18[' ]| in$4$ a manner that$6#1$ denoted great physical helplessness. 233:059,19[' ]| It was perhaps this whimsical gait that$6#1$ helped 233:059,20[' ]| to$9$ mark his character more than ever as that$6#2$ of the 233:059,21[' ]| humorous invalid ~~ the invalid for$4$ whom even 233:059,22[' ]| his own disabilities are part of the general joke. 233:059,23[' ]| They might well indeed with Ralph have been the 233:059,24[' ]| chief cause of the want of seriousness marking his 233:059,25[' ]| view of a world in$4$ which$6#1$ the reason for$4$ his own 233:059,26[' ]| continued presence was past finding out. Isabel 233:059,27[' ]| had grown fond of his ugliness; his awkwardness 233:059,28[' ]| had become dear to$4$ her. They had been sweetened 233:059,29[' ]| by$4$ association; they struck her as the very terms 233:059,30[' ]| on$4$ which$6#1$ it had been given him to$9$ be charming. He 233:059,31[' ]| was so$5#1$ charming that$3$ her sense of his being ill had 233:059,32[' ]| hitherto had a sort of comfort in$4$ it; the state of his 233:060,01[' ]| health had seemed not a limitation, but a kind of 233:060,02[' ]| intellectual advantage; it absolved him from all 233:060,03[' ]| professional and official emotions and left him the 233:060,04[' ]| luxury of being exclusively personal. The personality 233:060,05[' ]| so$5#2$ resulting was delightul; he had remained 233:060,06[' ]| proof against the staleness of disease; he had had 233:060,07[' ]| to$9$ consent to$9$ be deplorably ill, yet had somehow 233:060,08[' ]| escaped being formally sick. Such had been the 233:060,09[' ]| girl's impression of her cousin; and when she had 233:060,10[' ]| pitied him it was only on$4$ reflection. As she reflected 233:060,11[' ]| a good deal she had allowed him a certain 233:060,12[' ]| amount of compassion; but she always had a dread 233:060,13[' ]| of wasting that$6#2$ essence ~~ a precious article, worth 233:060,14[' ]| more to$4$ the giver than to$4$ any*one else. Now, however, 233:060,15[' ]| it took no$2$ great sensibility to$9$ feel that$3$ poor Ralph's 233:060,16[' ]| tenure of life was less elastic than it should be. He 233:060,17[' ]| was a bright, free, generous spirit, he had all the illumination 233:060,18[' ]| of wisdom and none of its pedantry, and 233:060,19[' ]| yet he was distressfully dying. 233:060,20[' ]| Isabel noted afresh that$3$ life was certainly hard for$4$ 233:060,21[' ]| some people, and she felt a delicate glow of shame 233:060,22[' ]| as she thought how easy it now promised to$9$ become 233:060,23[' ]| for$4$ herself. She was prepared to$9$ learn that$3$ Ralph was 233:060,24[' ]| not pleased with her engagement; but she was not 233:060,25[' ]| prepared, in$4$ spite of her affection for$4$ him, to$9$ let this 233:060,26[' ]| fact spoil the situation. 233:060,26@a | She was not even prepared, 233:060,27[' ]| or so$5#2$ she thought, 233:060,27@a | to$9$ resent his want of sympathy; 233:060,28@a | for$3$ it would be his privilege ~~ it would be indeed 233:060,29@a | his natural line ~~ to$9$ find fault with any step she 233:060,30@a | might take toward marriage. One's cousin always 233:060,31@a | pretended to$9$ hate one's husband; that$6#2$ was traditional, 233:060,32@a | classical; it was a part of one's cousin's 233:061,01@a | always pretending to$9$ adore one. Ralph was nothing 233:061,02@a | if not critical; and though she would certainly, other 233:061,03@a | things being equal, have been as glad to$9$ marry to$9$ 233:061,04@a | please him as to$9$ please anyone, it would be absurd 233:061,05@a | to$9$ regard as important that$3$ her choice should square 233:061,06@a | with his views. What were his views after all? He 233:061,07@a | had pretended to$9$ believe she had better have married 233:061,08@a | Lord*Warburton; but this was only because she had 233:061,09@a | refused that$6#2$ excellent man. If she had accepted him 233:061,10@a | Ralph would certainly have taken another tone; he 233:061,11@a | always took the opposite. You could criticise any 233:061,12@a | marriage; it was the essence of a marriage to$9$ be open 233:061,13@a | to$4$ criticism. How well she herself, should she only 233:061,14@a | give her mind to$4$ it, might criticise this union of her 233:061,15@a | own! She had other employment, however, and Ralph 233:061,16@a | was welcome to$9$ relieve her of the care. 233:061,16[' ]| Isabel was 233:061,17[' ]| prepared to$9$ be most patient and most indulgent. He 233:061,18[' ]| must have seen that$6#2$, and this made it the more odd 233:061,19[' ]| he should say nothing. After three days had elapsed 233:061,20[' ]| without his speaking our young woman wearied of 233:061,21[' ]| waiting; dislike it as he would, he might at least go 233:061,22[' ]| through the form. We, who$6#1$ know more about poor 233:061,23[' ]| Ralph than his cousin, may easily believe that$3$ during 233:061,24[' ]| the hours that$6#1$ followed his arrival at Palazzo*Crescentini 233:061,25[' ]| he had privately gone through many forms. His 233:061,26[' ]| mother had literally greeted him with the great news, 233:061,27[' ]| which$6#1$ had been even more sensibly chilling than Mrs%*Touchett's 233:061,28[' ]| maternal kiss. Ralph was shocked and 233:061,29[' ]| humiliated; his calculations had been false and the 233:061,30[' ]| person in$4$ the world in$4$ whom he was most interested 233:061,31[' ]| was lost. He drifted about the house like$4$ a rudderless 233:061,32[' ]| vessel in$4$ a rocky stream, or sat in$4$ the garden of 233:062,01[' ]| the palace on$4$ a great cane chair, his long legs extended, 233:062,02[' ]| his head thrown back, and his hat pulled over 233:062,03[' ]| his eyes. He felt cold about the heart; he had never 233:062,04[' ]| liked anything less. 233:062,04@b | What could he do, what could he 233:062,05@b | say? If the girl were irreclaimable could he pretend 233:062,06@b | to$9$ like$1$ it? To$9$ attempt to$9$ reclaim her was permissible 233:062,07@b | only if the attempt should succeed. To$9$ try to$9$ persuade 233:062,08@b | her of anything sordid or sinister in$4$ the man to$4$ 233:062,09@b | whose deep art she had succumbed would be decently 233:062,10@b | discreet only in$4$ the event of her being persuaded. 233:062,11@b | Otherwise he should simply have damned himself. 233:062,12[' ]| It cost him an equal effort to$9$ speak his thought and to$9$ 233:062,13[' ]| dissemble; he could neither assent with sincerity nor 233:062,14[' ]| protest with hope. Meanwhile he knew ~~ or rather 233:062,15[' ]| he supposed ~~ that$3$ the affianced pair were daily renewing 233:062,16[' ]| their mutual vows. Osmond at this moment 233:062,17[' ]| showed himself little at Palazzo*Crescentini; but Isabel 233:062,18[' ]| met him every day elsewhere, as she was free to$9$ do 233:062,19[' ]| after their engagement had been made public. She 233:062,20[' ]| had taken a carriage by$4$ the month, so$3$ as not to$9$ be 233:062,21[' ]| indebted to$4$ her aunt for$4$ the means of pursuing a 233:062,22[' ]| course of which$6#1$ Mrs%*Touchett disapproved, and she 233:062,23[' ]| drove in$4$ the morning to$4$ the Cascine. This suburban 233:062,24[' ]| wilderness, during the early hours, was void of all 233:062,25[' ]| intruders, and our young lady, joined by$4$ her lover in$4$ 233:062,26[' ]| its quietest part, strolled with him a while through the 233:062,27[' ]| grey Italian shade and listened to$4$ the nightingales. 234:063,01[' ]| One morning, on$4$ her return from her drive, some half-hour 234:063,02[' ]| before luncheon, she quitted her vehicle in$4$ the 234:063,03[' ]| court of the palace and, instead of ascending the great 234:063,04[' ]| staircase, crossed the court, passed beneath another 234:063,05[' ]| archway and entered the garden. A sweeter spot at 234:063,06[' ]| this moment could not have been imagined. The stillness 234:063,07[' ]| of noontide hung over it, and the warm shade, 234:063,08[' ]| enclosed and still, made bowers like$4$ spacious caves. 234:063,09[' ]| Ralph was sitting there in$4$ the clear gloom, at the base 234:063,10[' ]| of a stature of Terpsichore ~~ a dancing nymph with 234:063,11[' ]| taper fingers and inflated draperies in$4$ the manner of 234:063,12[' ]| Bernini; the extreme relaxation of his attitude suggested 234:063,13[' ]| at first to$4$ Isabel that$3$ he was asleep. Her light 234:063,14[' ]| footstep on$4$ the grass had not roused him, and before 234:063,15[' ]| turning away she stood for$4$ a moment looking at him. 234:063,16[' ]| During this instant he opened his eyes; upon$4$ which$6#1$ 234:063,17[' ]| she sat down on$4$ a rustic chair that$6#1$ matched with his 234:063,18[' ]| own. Though in$4$ her irritation she had accused him 234:063,19[' ]| of indifference she was not blind to$4$ the fact that$3$ he 234:063,20[' ]| had visibly had something to$9$ brood over. But she had 234:063,21[' ]| explained his air of absence partly by$4$ the languor of 234:063,22[' ]| his increased weakness, partly by$4$ worries connected 234:063,23[' ]| with the property inherited from his father ~~ the fruit 234:063,24[' ]| of eccentric arrangements of which$6#1$ Mrs%*Touchett 234:063,25[' ]| disapproved and which$6#1$, as she had told Isabel, 234:063,25@g | now 234:063,26@g | encountered opposition from the other partners in$4$ the 234:063,27@g | bank. He ought to$9$ have gone to$4$ England, 234:063,27[' ]| his mother 234:064,01[' ]| said, 234:064,01@g | instead of coming to$4$ Florence; he had not been 234:064,02@g | there for$4$ months, and took no$2$ more interest in$4$ the 234:064,03@g | bank than in$4$ the state of Patagonia. 234:064,04[A ]| "I am sorry I waked you," 234:064,04[' ]| Isabel said; 234:064,04[A ]| "you look 234:064,05[A ]| too tired." 234:064,06[B ]| "I feel too tired. But I was not asleep. I was thinking 234:064,07[B ]| of you." 234:064,08[A ]| "Are you tired of that$6#2$?" 234:064,09[B ]| "Very much so$5#2$. It leads to$4$ nothing. The road is 234:064,10[B ]| long and I never arrive.' 234:064,11[A ]| "What do you wish to$9$ arrive at?" 234:064,11[' ]| she put to$4$ him, 234:064,12[' ]| closing her parasol. 234:064,13[B ]| "At the point of expressing to$4$ myself properly what 234:064,14[B ]| I think of your engagement." 234:064,15[A ]| "Do not think too much of it," 234:064,15[' ]| she lightly returned. 234:064,16[B ]| "Do you mean that$3$ it is none of my business?" 234:064,17[A ]| "Beyond a certain point, yes." 234:064,18[B ]| "That$6#2$ is the point I want to$9$ fix. I had an idea you 234:064,19[B ]| may have found me wanting in$4$ good manners. I have 234:064,20[B ]| never congratulated you." 234:064,21[A ]| "Of course I have noticed that$6#2$. I wondered why you 234:064,22[A ]| were silent." 234:064,23[B ]| "There have been a good many reasons. I will$1$ tell 234:064,24[B ]| you now," 234:064,24[' ]| Ralph said. He pulled off his hat and 234:064,25[' ]| laid it on$4$ the ground; then he sat looking at her. He 234:064,26[' ]| leaned back under the protection of Bernini, his head 234:064,27[' ]| against his marble pedestal, his arms dropped on$4$ 234:064,28[' ]| either side of him, his hands laid upon$4$ the rests of 234:064,29[' ]| his wide chair. He looked awkward, uncomfortable; 234:064,30[' ]| he hesitated long. Isabel said nothing; when people 234:064,31[' ]| were embarrassed she was usually sorry for$4$ them, 234:064,32[' ]| but she was determined not to$9$ help Ralph to$9$ utter 234:065,01[' ]| a word that$6#1$ should not be to$4$ the honour of her high 234:065,02[' ]| decision. 234:065,02[B ]| "I think I"ve hardly got over my surprise," 234:065,03[' ]| he went on$5$ at last. 234:065,03[B ]| "You were the last person I expected 234:065,04[B ]| to$9$ see caught." 234:065,05[A ]| "I do not know why you call it caught." 234:065,06[B ]| "Because you are going to$9$ be put into a cage." 234:065,07[A ]| "If I like$1$ my cage, that$6#2$ need not trouble you," 234:065,07[' ]| she 234:065,08[' ]| answered. 234:065,09[B ]| "That$6#2$ is what I wonder at; that$6#2$ is what I have been 234:065,10[B ]| thinking of." 234:065,11[A ]| "If you have been thinking you may imagine how 234:065,12[A ]| I have thought! I am satisfied that$3$ I am doing well." 234:065,13[B ]| "You must have changed immensely. A year ago 234:065,14[B ]| you valued your liberty beyond everything. You 234:065,15[B ]| wanted only to$9$ see life." 234:065,16[A ]| "I have seen it," 234:065,16[' ]| said Isabel. 234:065,16[A ]| "It does not look to$4$ me 234:065,17[A ]| now, I admit, such an inviting expanse." 234:065,18[B ]| "I do not pretend it is; only I had an idea that$3$ you 234:065,19[B ]| took a genial view of it and wanted to$9$ survey the 234:065,20[B ]| whole field." 234:065,21[A ]| "I have seen that$3$ one can not do anything so$5#1$ general. 234:065,22[A ]| One must choose a corner and cultivate that$6#2$." 234:065,23[B ]| "That$6#2$ is what I think. And one must choose as 234:065,24[B ]| good a corner as possible. I had no$2$ idea, all winter, 234:065,25[B ]| while I read your delightful letters, that$3$ you were 234:065,26[B ]| choosing. You said nothing about it, and your silence 234:065,27[B ]| put me off my guard." 234:065,28[A ]| "It was not a matter I was likely to$9$ write to$4$ you 234:065,29[A ]| about. Besides, I knew nothing of the future. It has 234:065,30[A ]| all come lately. If you had been on$4$ your guard, however," 234:065,31[' ]| Isabel asked, 234:065,31[A ]| "what would you have done?" 234:065,32[B ]| "I should have said ""Wait a little longer.""" 234:066,01[A ]| "Wait for$4$ what?" 234:066,02[B ]| "Well, for$4$ a little more light," 234:066,02[' ]| said Ralph with 234:066,03[' ]| rather an absurd smile, while his hands found their 234:066,04[' ]| way into his pockets. 234:066,05[A ]| "Where should my light have come from? From 234:066,06[A ]| you?" 234:066,07[B ]| "I might have struck a spark or two." 234:066,08[' ]| Isabel had drawn off her gloves; she smoothed 234:066,09[' ]| them out as they lay upon$4$ her knee. The mildness 234:066,10[' ]| of this movement was accidental, for$3$ her expression 234:066,11[' ]| was not conciliatory. 234:066,11[A ]| "You are beating about the 234:066,12[A ]| bush, Ralph. You wish to$9$ say you do not like$1$ Mr%*Osmond, 234:066,13[A ]| and yet you are afraid." 234:066,14[Z ]| """Willing to$9$ wound and yet afraid to$9$ strike?"" 234:066,14[B ]| I am 234:066,15[B ]| willing to$9$ wound \him\ yes ~~ but not to$9$ wound you. 234:066,16[B ]| I am afraid of you, not of him. If you marry him it 234:066,17[B ]| will$1$ not be a fortunate way for$4$ me to$9$ have spoken." 234:066,18[A ]| "\If\ I marry him! Have you had any expectation 234:066,19[A ]| of dissuading me?" 234:066,20[B ]| "Of course that$6#2$ seems to$4$ you too fatuous." 234:066,21[A ]| "No$7$," 234:066,21[' ]| said Isabel after a little; 234:066,21[A ]| "it seems to$4$ me 234:066,22[A ]| too touching." 234:066,23[B ]| "That$6#2$ is the same thing. It makes me so$5#1$ ridiculous 234:066,24[B ]| that$3$ you pity me." 234:066,25[' ]| She stroked out her long gloves again. 234:066,25[A ]| "I know 234:066,26[A ]| you have a great affection for$4$ me. I can not get rid of 234:066,27[A ]| that$6#2$." 234:066,28[B ]| "For$4$ heaven's sake do not try. Keep that$6#2$ well in$4$ 234:066,29[B ]| sight. It will$1$ convince you how intensely I want 234:066,30[B ]| you to$9$ do well." 234:066,31[A ]| "And how little you trust me!" 234:066,32[' ]| There was a moment's silence; the warm noon-tide 234:067,01[' ]| seemed to$9$ listen. 234:067,01[B ]| "I trust you, but I do not trust 234:067,02[B ]| him," 234:067,02[' ]| said Ralph. 234:067,03[' ]| She raised her eyes and gave him a wide, deep 234:067,04[' ]| look. 234:067,04[A ]| "You have said it now, and I am glad you have 234:067,05[A ]| made it so$5#1$ clear. But you will$1$ suffer by$4$ it." 234:067,06[B ]| "Not if you are just." 234:067,07[A ]| "I am very just," 234:067,07[' ]| said Isabel. 234:067,07[A ]| "What better proof 234:067,08[A ]| of it can there be than that$3$ I am not angry with you? 234:067,09[A ]| I do not know what is the matter with me, but I am not. 234:067,10[A ]| I was when you began, but it has passed away. Perhaps 234:067,11[A ]| I ought to$9$ be angry, but Mr%*Osmond would not 234:067,12[A ]| think so$5#2$. He wants me to$9$ know everything; that$6#2$ is 234:067,13[A ]| what I like$1$ him for$4$. You have nothing to$9$ gain, I 234:067,14[A ]| know that$6#2$. I have never been so$5#1$ nice to$4$ you, as a 234:067,15[A ]| girl, that$3$ you should have much reason for$4$ wishing 234:067,16[A ]| me to$9$ remain one. You give very good advice; 234:067,17[A ]| you have often done so$5#2$. No$7$, I am very quiet; I have 234:067,18[A ]| always believed in$4$ your wisdom," 234:067,18[' ]| she went on$5$, boasting 234:067,19[' ]| of her quietness, yet speaking with a kind of 234:067,20[' ]| contained exaltation. It was her passionate desire 234:067,21[' ]| to$9$ be just; it touched Ralph to$4$ the heart, affected 234:067,22[' ]| him like$4$ a caress from a creature he had injured. 234:067,23[' ]| He wished to$9$ interrupt, to$9$ reassure her; for$4$ a moment 234:067,24[' ]| he was absurdly inconsistent; he would have 234:067,25[' ]| retracted what he had said. But she gave him no$2$ 234:067,26[' ]| chance; she went on$5$, having caught a glimpse, 234:067,27[' ]| as she thought, of the heroic line and desiring to$9$ advance 234:067,28[' ]| in$4$ that$6#2$ direction. 234:067,28[A ]| "I see you have some special 234:067,29[A ]| idea; I should like$1$ very much to$9$ hear it. I am sure 234:067,30[A ]| it is disinterested; I feel that$6#2$. It seems a strange 234:067,31[A ]| thing to$9$ argue about, and of course I ought to$9$ tell 234:067,32[A ]| you definitely that$3$ if you expect to$9$ dissuade me 234:068,01[A ]| you may give it up$5$. You will$1$ not move me an inch; 234:068,02[A ]| it is too late. As you say, I am caught. Certainly 234:068,03[A ]| it will$1$ not be pleasant for$4$ you to$9$ remember this, but 234:068,04[A ]| your pain will$1$ be in$4$ your own thoughts. I shall 234:068,05[A ]| never reproach you." 234:068,06[B ]| "I do not think you ever will$1$," 234:068,06[' ]| said Ralph. 234:068,06[B ]| "It is 234:068,07[B ]| not in$4$ the least the sort of marriage I thought you would 234:068,08[B ]| make." 234:068,09[A ]| "What sort of marriage was that$6#2$, pray?" 234:068,10[B ]| "Well, I can hardly say. I had not exactly a positive 234:068,11[B ]| view of it, but I had a negative. I did not think 234:068,12[B ]| you would decide for$4$ ~~ well, for$4$ \that$6#2$\ type." 234:068,13[A ]| "What is the matter with Mr%*Osmond's type, 234:068,14[A ]| if it be one? His being so$5#1$ independent, so$5#1$ individual, 234:068,15[A ]| is what \I\ most see in$4$ him," 234:068,15[' ]| the girl declared. 234:068,16[A ]| "What do you know against him? You know him 234:068,17[A ]| scarcely at all.' 234:068,18[B ]| "Yes," 234:068,18[' ]| Ralph said, 234:068,18[B ]| "I know him very little, and 234:068,19[B ]| I confess I have not facts and items to$9$ prove him a 234:068,20[B ]| villain. But all the same I can not help feeling that$3$ 234:068,21[B ]| you are running a grave risk." 234:068,22[A ]| "Marriage is always a grave risk, and his risk is 234:068,23[A ]| as grave as mine." 234:068,24[B ]| "That$6#2$ is his affair! If he is afraid, let him back 234:068,25[B ]| out. I wish to$4$ God he would." 234:068,26[' ]| Isabel reclined in$4$ her chair, folding her arms 234:068,27[' ]| and gazing a while at her cousin. 234:068,27[A ]| "I do not think I 234:068,28[A ]| understand you," 234:068,28[' ]| she said at last coldly. 234:068,28[A ]| "I do not 234:068,29[A ]| know what you are talking about." 234:068,30[B ]| "I believed you would marry a man of more importance." 234:068,31[B ]| 234:068,32[' ]| Cold, I say, her tone had been, but at this a colour 234:069,01[' ]| like$4$ a flame leaped into her face. 234:069,01[A ]| "Of more importance 234:069,02[A ]| to$4$ whom? It seems to$4$ me enough that$3$ one's 234:069,03[A ]| husband should be of importance to$4$ one's self!" 234:069,04[' ]| Ralph blushed as well; his attitude embarrassed 234:069,05[' ]| him. Physically speaking he proceeded to$9$ change 234:069,06[' ]| it; he straightened himself, then leaned forward, 234:069,07[' ]| resting a hand on$4$ each knee. He fixed his eyes on$4$ 234:069,08[' ]| the ground; he had an air of the most respectful 234:069,09[' ]| deliberation. 234:069,09[B ]| "I will$1$ tell you in$4$ a moment what I 234:069,10[B ]| mean," 234:069,10[' ]| he presently said. He felt agitated, intensely 234:069,11[' ]| eager; now that$3$ he had opened the discussion he 234:069,12[' ]| wished to$9$ discharge his mind. But he wished also 234:069,13[' ]| to$9$ be superlatively gentle. 234:069,14[' ]| Isabel waited a little ~~ then she went on$5$ with 234:069,15[' ]| majesty. 234:069,15[A ]| "In$4$ everything that$6#1$ makes one care for$4$ 234:069,16[A ]| people Mr%*Osmond is pre-eminent. There may be 234:069,17[A ]| nobler natures, but I have never had the pleasure of 234:069,18[A ]| meeting one. Mr%*Osmond's is the finest I know; he is 234:069,19[A ]| good enough for$4$ me, and interesting enough, and 234:069,20[A ]| clever enough. I am far more struck with what he has 234:069,21[A ]| and what he represents than with what he may lack." 234:069,22[B ]| "I had treated myself to$4$ a charming vision of 234:069,23[B ]| your future," 234:069,23[' ]| Ralph observed without answering 234:069,24[' ]| this; 234:069,24[B ]| "I had amused myself with planning out a 234:069,25[B ]| high destiny for$4$ you. There was to$9$ be nothing of 234:069,26[B ]| this sort in$4$ it. You were not to$9$ come down so$5#1$ easily 234:069,27[B ]| or so$5#1$ soon." 234:069,28[A ]| "Come down, you say?" 234:069,29[B ]| "Well, that$6#2$ renders my sense of what has happened 234:069,30[B ]| to$4$ you. You seemed to$4$ me to$9$ be soaring far 234:069,31[B ]| up$5$ in$4$ the blue ~~ to$9$ be, sailing in$4$ the bright light, 234:069,32[B ]| over the heads of men. Suddenly some*one tosses 234:070,01[B ]| up$5$ a faded rosebud ~~ a missile that$6#1$ should never 234:070,02[B ]| have reached you ~~ and straight you drop to$4$ the 234:070,03[B ]| ground. It hurts me," 234:070,03[' ]| said Ralph audaciously, 234:070,04[B ]| "hurts me as if I had fallen myself!" 234:070,05[' ]| The look of pain and bewilderment deepened in$4$ 234:070,06[' ]| his companion's face. 234:070,06[A ]| "I do not understand you in$4$ 234:070,07[A ]| the least," 234:070,07[' ]| she repeated. 234:070,07[A ]| "You say you amused yourself 234:070,08[A ]| with a project for$4$ my career ~~ I do not understand 234:070,09[A ]| that$6#2$. Do not amuse yourself too much, or I 234:070,10[A ]| shall think you are doing it at my expense." 234:070,11[' ]| Ralph shook his head. 234:070,11[B ]| "I am not afraid of your 234:070,12[B ]| not believing that$3$ I have had great ideas for$4$ you." 234:070,13[A ]| "What do you mean by$4$ my soaring and sailing?" 234:070,14[' ]| she pursued. 234:070,14[A ]| "I have never moved on$4$ a higher plane 234:070,15[A ]| than I am moving on$4$ now. There is nothing higher 234:070,16[A ]| for$4$ a girl than to$9$ marry a ~~ a person she likes," 234:070,17[' ]| said poor Isabel, wandering into the didactic. 234:070,18[B ]| "It is your liking the person we speak of that$6#1$ I 234:070,19[B ]| venture to$9$ criticise, my dear cousin. I should have 234:070,20[B ]| said that$3$ the man for$4$ you would have been a more 234:070,21[B ]| active, larger, freer sort of nature." 234:070,21[' ]| Ralph hesitated, 234:070,22[' ]| then added: 234:070,22[B ]| "I can not get over the sense that$3$ Osmond 234:070,23[B ]| is somehow ~~ well, small." 234:070,23[' ]| He had uttered the last 234:070,24[' ]| word with no$2$ great assurance; he was afraid she 234:070,25[' ]| would flash out again. But to$4$ his surprise she was 234:070,26[' ]| quiet; she had the air of considering. 234:070,27[A ]| "Small?" 234:070,27[' ]| She made it sound immense. 234:070,28[B ]| "I think he is narrow, selfish. He takes himself 234:070,29[B ]| so$5#1$ seriously!" 234:070,30[A ]| "He has a great respect for$4$ himself; I do not blame 234:070,31[A ]| him for$4$ that$6#2$," 234:070,31[' ]| said Isabel. 234:070,31[A ]| "It makes one more 234:070,32[A ]| sure to$9$ respect others." 234:071,01[' ]| Ralph for$4$ a moment felt almost reassured by$4$ her 234:071,02[' ]| reasonable tone. 234:071,02[B ]| "Yes, but everything is relative; 234:071,03[B ]| one ought to$9$ feel one's relation to$4$ things ~~ to$4$ others. 234:071,04[B ]| I do not think Mr%*Osmond does that$6#2$." 234:071,05[A ]| "I have chiefly to$9$ do with his relation to$4$ me. In$4$ 234:071,06[A ]| that$6#2$ he is excellent." 234:071,07[B ]| "He is the incarnation of taste," 234:071,07[' ]| Ralph went on$5$, 234:071,08[' ]| thinking hard how he could best express Gilbert*Osmond's 234:071,09[' ]| sinister attributes without putting himself 234:071,10[' ]| in$4$ the wrong by$4$ seeming to$9$ describe him coarsely. 234:071,11[' ]| He wished to$9$ describe him impersonally, scientifically. 234:071,12[B ]| "He judges and measures, approves and condemns, 234:071,13[B ]| altogether by$4$ that$6#2$." 234:071,14[A ]| "It is a happy thing then that$3$ his taste should be 234:071,15[A ]| exquisite." 234:071,16[B ]| "It is exquisite, indeed, since it has led him to$9$ select 234:071,17[B ]| you as his bride. But have you ever seen such a 234:071,18[B ]| taste ~~ a really exquisite one ~~ ruffled?" 234:071,19[A ]| "I hope it may never be my fortune to$9$ fail to$9$ 234:071,20[A ]| gratify my husband's." 234:071,21[' ]| At these words a sudden passion leaped to$4$ Ralph's 234:071,22[' ]| lips. 234:071,22[B ]| "Ah, that$6#2$ is wilful, that$6#2$ is unworthy of you! 234:071,23[B ]| You were not meant to$9$ be measured in$4$ that$6#2$ way ~~ 234:071,24[B ]| you were meant for$4$ something better than to$9$ keep 234:071,25[B ]| guard over the sensibilities of a sterile dilettante!" 234:071,26[' ]| Isabel rose quickly and he did the same, so$3$ that$3$ 234:071,27[' ]| they stood for$4$ a moment looking at each other as 234:071,28[' ]| if he had flung down a defiance or an insult. But 234:071,29[A ]| "You go too far," 234:071,29[' ]| she simply breathed. 234:071,30[B ]| "I have said what I had on$4$ my mind ~~ and I have 234:071,31[B ]| said it because I love you!" 234:071,32[' ]| Isabel turned pale: 234:071,32@a | was he too on$4$ that$6#2$ tiresome 234:072,01@a | list? 234:072,01[' ]| She had a sudden wish to$9$ strike him off. 234:072,01[A ]| "Ah 234:072,02[A ]| then, you are not disinterested!" 234:072,03[B ]| "I love you, but I love without hope," 234:072,03[' ]| said Ralph 234:072,04[' ]| quickly, forcing a smile and feeling that$3$ in$4$ that$6#2$ last 234:072,05[' ]| declaration he had expressed more than he intended. 234:072,06[' ]| Isabel moved away and stood looking into the 234:072,07[' ]| sunny stillness of the garden; but after a little she 234:072,08[' ]| turned back to$4$ him. 234:072,08[A ]| "I am afraid your talk then 234:072,09[A ]| is the wildness of despair! I do not understand it ~~ 234:072,10[A ]| but it does not matter. I am not arguing with you; 234:072,11[A ]| it is impossible I should; I have only tried to$9$ listen 234:072,12[A ]| to$4$ you. I am much obliged to$4$ you for$4$ attempting to$9$ 234:072,13[A ]| explain," 234:072,13[' ]| she said gently, as if the anger with which$6#1$ 234:072,14[' ]| she had just sprung up$5$ had already subsided. 234:072,14[A ]| "It is 234:072,15[A ]| very good of you to$9$ try to$9$ warn me, if you are 234:072,16[A ]| really alarmed; but I will$1$ not promise to$9$ think of what 234:072,17[A ]| you have said: I shall forget it as soon as possible. Try 234:072,18[A ]| and forget it yourself; you have done your duty, and 234:072,19[A ]| no$2$ man can do more. I can not explain to$4$ you what 234:072,20[A ]| I feel, what I believe, and I would not if I could." 234:072,21[' ]| She paused a moment and then went on$5$ with an 234:072,22[' ]| inconsequence that$6#1$ Ralph observed even in$4$ the midst 234:072,23[' ]| of his eagerness to$9$ discover some symptom of concession. 234:072,24[A ]| "I can not enter into your idea of Mr%*Osmond; 234:072,25[A ]| I can not do it justice, because I see him in$4$ 234:072,26[A ]| quite another way. He is not important ~~ no$7$, he is 234:072,27[A ]| not important; he is a man to$4$ whom importance is 234:072,28[A ]| supremely indifferent. If that$6#2$ is what you mean 234:072,29[A ]| when you call him ""small,"" then he is as small as you 234:072,30[A ]| please. I call that$6#2$ large ~~ it is the largest thing I 234:072,31[A ]| know. I will$1$ not pretend to$9$ argue with you about a 234:072,32[A ]| person I am going to$9$ marry," 234:072,32[' ]| Isabel repeated. 234:072,32[A ]| "I am 234:073,01[A ]| not in$4$ the least concerned to$9$ defend Mr%*Osmond; 234:073,02[A ]| he is not so$5#1$ weak as to$9$ need my defence. I should 234:073,03[A ]| think it would seem strange even to$4$ yourself that$3$ 234:073,04[A ]| I should talk of him so$5#1$ quietly and coldly, as if he 234:073,05[A ]| were any*one else. I would not talk of him at all to$4$ 234:073,06[A ]| any*one but you; and you, after what you have said 234:073,07[A ]| ~~ I may just answer you once for$4$ all. Pray, would 234:073,08[A ]| you wish me to$9$ make a mercenary marriage ~~ what 234:073,09[A ]| they call a marriage of ambition? I have only one 234:073,10[A ]| ambition ~~ to$9$ be free to$9$ follow out a good feeling. 234:073,11[A ]| I had others once, but they have passed away. Do you 234:073,12[A ]| complain of Mr%*Osmond because he is not rich? 234:073,13[A ]| That$6#2$ is just what I like$1$ him for$4$. I have fortunately 234:073,14[A ]| money enough; I have never felt so$5#1$ thankful for$4$ it 234:073,15[A ]| as to-day. There have been moments when I should 234:073,16[A ]| like$1$ to$9$ go and kneel down by$4$ your father's grave: 234:073,17[A ]| he did perhaps a better thing than he knew when 234:073,18[A ]| he put it into my power to$9$ marry a poor man ~~ a 234:073,19[A ]| man who$6#1$ has borne his poverty with such dignity, 234:073,20[A ]| with such indifference. Mr%*Osmond has never 234:073,21[A ]| scrambled nor struggled ~~ he has cared for$4$ no$2$ 234:073,22[A ]| worldly prize. If that$6#2$ is to$9$ be narrow, if that$6#2$ is to$9$ 234:073,23[A ]| be selfish, then it is very well. I am not frightened 234:073,24[A ]| by$4$ such words, I am not even displeased; I am only 234:073,25[A ]| sorry that$3$ you should make a mistake. Others might 234:073,26[A ]| have done so$5#2$, but I am surprised that$3$ \you\ should. 234:073,27[A ]| You might know a gentleman when you see one ~~ 234:073,28[A ]| you might know a fine mind. Mr%*Osmond makes 234:073,29[A ]| no$2$ mistakes! He knows everything, he understands 234:073,30[A ]| everything, he has the kindest, gentlest, highest spirit. 234:073,31[A ]| You have got hold of some false idea. It is a pity, but 234:073,32[A ]| I can not help it; it regards you more than me." 234:073,32[' ]| Isabel 234:074,01[' ]| paused a moment, looking at her cousin with an 234:074,02[' ]| eye illumined by$4$ a sentiment which$6#1$ contradicted 234:074,03[' ]| the careful calmness of her manner ~~ a mingled 234:074,04[' ]| sentiment, to$4$ which$6#1$ the angry pain excited by$4$ his 234:074,05[' ]| words and the wounded pride of having needed to$9$ 234:074,06[' ]| justify a choice of which$6#1$ she felt only the nobleness 234:074,07[' ]| and purity, equally contributed. Though she paused 234:074,08[' ]| Ralph said nothing; he saw she had more to$9$ say. 234:074,09@b | She was grand, but she was highly solicitous; she 234:074,10@b | was indifferent, but she was all in$4$ a passion. 234:074,10[A ]| "What 234:074,11[A ]| sort of a person should you have liked me to$9$ marry?" 234:074,12[' ]| she asked suddenly. 234:074,12[A ]| "You talk about one's soaring 234:074,13[A ]| and sailing, but if one marries at all one touches 234:074,14[A ]| the earth. One has human feelings and needs, one 234:074,15[A ]| has a heart in$4$ one's bosom, and one must marry 234:074,16[A ]| a particular individual. Your mother has never 234:074,17[A ]| forgiven me for$4$ not having come to$4$ a better understanding 234:074,18[A ]| with Lord*Warburton, and she is horrified 234:074,19[A ]| at my contenting myself with a person who$6#1$ has none 234:074,20[A ]| of his great advantages ~~ no$2$ property, no$2$ title, 234:074,21[A ]| no$2$ honours, no$2$ houses, nor lands, nor position, nor 234:074,22[A ]| reputation, nor brilliant belongings of any sort. 234:074,23[A ]| It is the total absence of all these things that$6#1$ pleases 234:074,24[A ]| me. Mr%*Osmond is simply a very lonely, a very 234:074,25[A ]| cultivated and a very honest man ~~ he is not a prodigious 234:074,26[A ]| proprietor." 234:074,27[' ]| Ralph had listened with great attention, as 234:074,28[' ]| everything she said merited deep consideration; 234:074,29[' ]| but in$4$ truth he was only half thinking of the things she 234:074,30[' ]| said, he was for$4$ the rest simply accommodating himself 234:074,31[' ]| to$4$ the weight of his total impression ~~ the impression 234:074,32[' ]| of her ardent good faith. 234:074,32@b | She was wrong, 234:075,01@b | but she believed; she was deluded, but she was 234:075,02@b | dismally consistent. It was wonderfully characteristic 234:075,03@b | of her that$3$, having invented a fine theory about 234:075,04@b | Gilbert*Osmond, she loved him not for$4$ what he really 234:075,05@b | possessed, but for$4$ his very poverties dressed out as 234:075,06@b | honours. 234:075,06[' ]| Ralph remembered what he had said to$4$ 234:075,07[' ]| his father about 234:075,07@b | wishing to$9$ put it into her power to$9$ 234:075,08@b | meet the requirements of her imagination. He had 234:075,09@b | done so$5#2$, and the girl had taken full advantage of 234:075,10@b | the luxury. 234:075,10[' ]| Poor Ralph felt sick; he felt ashamed. 234:075,11[' ]| Isabel had uttered her last words with a low solemnity 234:075,12[' ]| of conviction which$6#1$ virtually terminated the discussion, 234:075,13[' ]| and she closed it formally by$4$ turning away 234:075,14[' ]| and walking back to$4$ the house. Ralph walked beside 234:075,15[' ]| her, and they passed into the court together 234:075,16[' ]| and reached the big staircase. Here he stopped and 234:075,17[' ]| Isabel paused, turning on$4$ him a face of elation ~~ 234:075,18[' ]| absolutely and perversely of gratitude. His opposition 234:075,19[' ]| had made her own conception of her conduct 234:075,20[' ]| clearer to$4$ her. 234:075,20[A ]| "Shall you not come up$5$ to$4$ breakfast?" 234:075,21[' ]| she asked. 234:075,22[B ]| "No$7$; I want no$2$ breakfast; I am not hungry." 234:075,23[A ]| "You ought to$9$ eat," 234:075,23[' ]| said the girl; 234:075,23[A ]| "you live on$4$ 234:075,24[A ]| air." 234:075,25[B ]| "I do, very much, and I shall go back into the 234:075,26[B ]| garden and take another mouthful. I came thus far 234:075,27[B ]| simply to$9$ say this. I told you last year that$3$ if you 234:075,28[B ]| were to$9$ get into trouble I should feel terribly sold. 234:075,29[B ]| That$6#2$ is how I feel to-day." 234:075,30[A ]| "Do you think I am in$4$ trouble?" 234:075,31[B ]| "One is in$4$ trouble when one is in$4$ error." 234:075,32[A ]| "Very well," 234:075,32[' ]| said Isabel; 234:075,32[A ]| "I shall never complain 234:076,01[A ]| of my trouble to$4$ you!" 234:076,01[' ]| And she moved up$4$ the staircase. 234:076,01[' ]| 234:076,03[' ]| Ralph, standing there with his hands in$4$ his pockets, 234:076,04[' ]| followed her with his eyes; then the lurking chill 234:076,05[' ]| of the high-walled court struck him and made him 234:076,06[' ]| shiver, so$3$ that$3$ he returned to$4$ the garden to$9$ breakfast 234:076,07[' ]| on$4$ the Florentine sunshine. 235:077,01[' ]| Isabel, when she strolled in$4$ the Cascine with her 235:077,02[' ]| lover, felt no$2$ impulse to$9$ tell him how little he was 235:077,03[' ]| approved at Palazzo*Crescentini. The discreet opposition 235:077,04[' ]| offered to$4$ her marriage by$4$ her aunt and 235:077,05[' ]| her cousin made on$4$ the whole no$2$ great impression 235:077,06[' ]| upon$4$ her; the moral of it was simply that$3$ they disliked 235:077,07[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond. This dislike was not alarming 235:077,08[' ]| to$4$ Isabel; she scarcely even regretted it; for$3$ 235:077,09[' ]| it served mainly to$9$ throw into higher relief the fact, 235:077,10[' ]| in$4$ every way so$5#1$ honourable, that$3$ she married to$9$ 235:077,11[' ]| please herself. 235:077,11@a | One did other things to$9$ please other 235:077,12@a | people; one did this for$4$ a more personal satisfaction; 235:077,13[' ]| and Isabel's satisfaction was confirmed by$4$ her 235:077,14[' ]| lover's admirable good conduct. Gilbert*Osmond 235:077,15[' ]| was in$4$ love, and he had never deserved less than 235:077,16[' ]| during these still, bright days, each of them numbered, 235:077,17[' ]| which$6#1$ preceded the fulfilment of his hopes, the 235:077,18[' ]| harsh criticism passed upon$4$ him by$4$ Ralph*Touchett. 235:077,19[' ]| The chief impression produced on$4$ Isabel's spirit by$4$ 235:077,20[' ]| this criticism was that$3$ the passion of love separated 235:077,21[' ]| its victim terribly from every*one but the loved object. 235:077,22[' ]| She felt herself 235:077,22@a | disjoined from every*one she 235:077,23@a | had ever known before ~~ from her two sisters, who$6#1$ 235:077,24@a | wrote to$9$ express a dutiful hope that$3$ she would be 235:077,25@a | happy, and a surprise, somewhat more vague, at 235:077,26@a | her not having chosen a consort who$6#1$ was the hero 235:077,27@a | of a richer accumulation of ancedote; from Henrietta, 235:078,01@a | who$6#1$, she was sure, would come out, too late, on$4$ purpose 235:078,02@a | to$9$ remonstrate; from Lord*Warburton, who$6#1$ 235:078,03@a | would certainly console himself, and from Caspar*Goodwood, 235:078,04@a | who$6#1$ perhaps would not; from her aunt, 235:078,05@a | who$6#1$ had cold, shallow ideas about marriage, for$4$ 235:078,06@a | which$6#1$ she was not sorry to$9$ display her contempt; 235:078,07@a | and from Ralph, whose talk about having great 235:078,08@a | views for$4$ her was surely but a whimsical cover for$4$ a 235:078,09@a | personal disappointment. Ralph apparently wished 235:078,10@a | her not to$9$ marry at all ~~ that$6#2$ was what it really 235:078,11@a | meant ~~ because he was amused with the spectacle 235:078,12@a | of her adventures as a single woman. His disappointment 235:078,13@a | made him say angry things about the man 235:078,14@a | she had preferred even to$4$ him: 235:078,14[' ]| Isabel flattered herself 235:078,15[' ]| that$3$ she believed Ralph had been angry. It 235:078,16[' ]| was the more easy for$4$ her to$9$ believe this because, as 235:078,17[' ]| I say, she had now little free or unemployed emotion 235:078,18[' ]| for$4$ minor needs, and accepted as an incident, in$4$ 235:078,19[' ]| fact quite as an ornament, of her lot the idea that$3$ 235:078,20[' ]| to$9$ prefer Gilbert*Osmond as she preferred him was 235:078,21[' ]| perforce to$9$ break all other ties. She tasted of the 235:078,22[' ]| sweets of this preference, and they made her conscious, 235:078,23[' ]| almost with awe, of the invidious and remorseless 235:078,24[' ]| tide of the charmed and possessed condition, 235:078,25[' ]| great as was the traditional honour and imputed 235:078,26[' ]| virtue of being in$4$ love. It was the tragic part of happiness; 235:078,27[' ]| one's right was always made of the wrong 235:078,28[' ]| of some*one else. 235:078,29[' ]| The elation of success, which$6#1$ surely now flamed 235:078,30[' ]| high in$4$ Osmond, emitted meanwhile very little 235:078,31[' ]| smoke for$4$ so$5#1$ brilliant a blaze. Contentment, on$4$ 235:078,32[' ]| his part, took no$2$ vulgar form; excitement, in$4$ the 235:079,01[' ]| most self-conscious of men, was a kind of ecstasy 235:079,02[' ]| of self-control. This disposition, however, made him 235:079,03[' ]| an admirable lover; it gave him a constant view of 235:079,04[' ]| the smitten and dedicated state. He never forgot 235:079,05[' ]| himself, as I say; and so$3$ he never forgot to$9$ be graceful 235:079,06[' ]| and tender, to$9$ wear the appearance ~~ which$6#1$ presented 235:079,07[' ]| indeed no$2$ difficulty ~~ of stirred senses and 235:079,08[' ]| deep intentions. He was immensely pleased with 235:079,09[' ]| his young lady; Madame*Merle had made him a 235:079,10[' ]| present of incalculable value. 235:079,10@c | What could be a finer 235:079,11@c | thing to$9$ live with than a high spirit attuned to$4$ softness? 235:079,12@c | For$3$ would not the softness be all for$4$ one's 235:079,13@c | self, and the strenuousness for$4$ society, which$6#1$ admired 235:079,14@c | the air of superiority? What could be a happier gift 235:079,15@c | in$4$ a companion than a quick, fanciful mind which$6#1$ 235:079,16@c | saved one repetitions and reflected one's thought on$4$ a 235:079,17@c | polished, elegant surface? 235:079,17[' ]| Osmond hated to$9$ see his 235:079,18[' ]| thought reproduced literally ~~ that$6#2$ made it look stale 235:079,19[' ]| and stupid; he preferred it to$9$ be freshened in$4$ the 235:079,20[' ]| reproduction even as "words" by$4$ music. His egotism 235:079,21[' ]| had never taken the crude form of desiring a dull 235:079,22[' ]| wife; this lady's intelligence was to$9$ be a silver plate, 235:079,23[' ]| not an earthen one ~~ a plate that$6#1$ he might heap up$5$ 235:079,24[' ]| with ripe fruits, to$4$ which$6#1$ it would give a decorative 235:079,25[' ]| value, so$3$ that$3$ talk might become for$4$ him a sort 235:079,26[' ]| of served dessert. He found the silver quality in$4$ 235:079,27[' ]| this perfection in$4$ Isabel; he could tap her imagination 235:079,28[' ]| with his knuckle and make it ring. He knew 235:079,29[' ]| perfectly, though he had not been told, that$3$ their 235:079,30[' ]| union enjoyed little favour with the girl's relations; 235:079,31[' ]| but he had always treated her so$5#1$ completely as an 235:079,32[' ]| independent person that$3$ it hardly seemed necessary 235:080,01[' ]| to$9$ express regret for$4$ the attitude of her family. 235:080,02[' ]| Nevertheless, one morning, he made an abrupt allusion 235:080,03[' ]| to$4$ it. 235:080,03[C ]| "It is the difference in$4$ our fortune they 235:080,04[C ]| do not like$1$," 235:080,04[' ]| he said. 235:080,04[C ]| "They think I am in$4$ love with 235:080,05[C ]| your money." 235:080,06[A ]| "Are you speaking of my aunt ~~ of my cousin?" 235:080,07[' ]| Isabel asked. 235:080,07[A ]| "How do you know what they think?" 235:080,08[C ]| "You have not told me they are pleased, and when 235:080,09[C ]| I wrote to$4$ Mrs%*Touchett the other day she never 235:080,10[C ]| answered my note. If they had been delighted I 235:080,11[C ]| should have had some sign of it, and the fact of my 235:080,12[C ]| being poor and you rich is the most obvious explanation 235:080,13[C ]| of their reserve. But of course when a poor man 235:080,14[C ]| marries a rich girl he must be prepared for$4$ imputations. 235:080,15[C ]| I do not mind them; I only care for$4$ one 235:080,16[C ]| thing ~~ for$4$ your not having the shadow of a doubt. 235:080,17[C ]| I do not care what people of whom I ask nothing 235:080,18[C ]| think ~~ I am not even capable perhaps of wanting 235:080,19[C ]| to$9$ know. I have never so$5#2$ concerned myself, God forgive 235:080,20[C ]| me, and why should I begin to-day, when I have 235:080,21[C ]| taken to$4$ myself a compensation for$4$ everything? I 235:080,22[C ]| will$1$ not pretend I am sorry you are rich; I am delighted. 235:080,23[C ]| I delight in$4$ everything that$6#1$ is yours ~~ whether it 235:080,24[C ]| be money or virtue. Money is a horrid thing to$9$ follow, 235:080,25[C ]| but a charming thing to$9$ meet. It seems to$4$ me, 235:080,26[C ]| however, that$3$ I have sufficiently proved the limits of my 235:080,27[C ]| itch for$4$ it: I never in$4$ my life tried to$9$ earn a penny, 235:080,28[C ]| and I ought to$9$ be less subject to$4$ suspicion than 235:080,29[C ]| most of the people one sees grubbing and grabbing. 235:080,30[C ]| I suppose it is their business to$9$ suspect ~~ that$6#2$ of 235:080,31[C ]| your family; it is proper on$4$ the whole they should. 235:080,32[C ]| They will$1$ like$1$ me better some day; so$5#2$ will$1$ you, for$4$ that$6#2$ 235:081,01[C ]| matter. Meanwhile my business is not to$9$ make myself 235:081,02[C ]| bad blood, but simply to$9$ be thankful for$4$ life 235:081,03[C ]| and love." "It has made me better, loving you," 235:081,03[' ]| he 235:081,04[' ]| said on$4$ another occasion; 235:084,04[C ]| "it has made me wiser and 235:081,05[C ]| easier and ~~ I will$1$ not pretend to$9$ deny ~~ brighter 235:081,06[C ]| and nicer and even stronger. I used to$9$ want a great 235:081,07[C ]| many things before and to$9$ be angry I did not have 235:081,08[C ]| them. Theoretically I was satisfied, as I once told 235:081,09[C ]| you. I flattered myself I had limited my wants. 235:081,10[C ]| But I was subject to$4$ irritation; I used to$9$ have morbid, 235:081,11[C ]| sterile, hateful fits of hunger, of desire. Now 235:081,12[C ]| I am really satisfied, because I can not think of anything 235:081,13[C ]| better. It is just as when one has been trying 235:081,14[C ]| to$9$ spell out a book in$4$ the twilight and suddenly the 235:081,15[C ]| lamp comes in$5$. I had been putting out my eyes 235:081,16[C ]| over the book of life and finding nothing to$9$ reward 235:081,17[C ]| me for$4$ my pains; but now that$3$ I can read it properly 235:081,18[C ]| I see it is a delightful story. My dear girl, I can not 235:081,19[C ]| tell you how life seems to$9$ stretch there before us ~~ 235:081,20[C ]| what a long summer afternoon awaits us. It is the 235:081,21[C ]| latter half of an Italian day ~~ with a golden haze, 235:081,22[C ]| and the shadows just lengthening, and that$6#2$ divine 235:081,23[C ]| delicacy in$4$ the light, the air, the landscape, which$6#1$ 235:081,24[C ]| I have loved all my life and which$6#1$ you love to-day. 235:081,25[C ]| Upon$4$ my honour, I do not see why we should not get 235:081,26[C ]| on$5$. We have got what we like$1$ ~~ to$9$ say nothing of 235:081,27[C ]| having each other. We have the faculty of admiration 235:081,28[C ]| and several capital convictions. We are not stupid, 235:081,29[C ]| we are not mean, we are not under bonds to$4$ any 235:081,30[C ]| kind of ignorance or dreariness. You are remarkably 235:081,31[C ]| fresh, and I am remarkably well-seasoned. We have 235:081,32[C ]| my poor child to$9$ amuse us; we will$1$ try and make up$5$ 235:082,01[C ]| some little life for$4$ her. It is all soft and mellow ~~ it 235:082,02[C ]| has the Italian colouring." 235:082,03[' ]| They made a good many plans, but they left themselves 235:082,04[' ]| also a good deal of latitude; 235:082,04@x | it was a matter 235:082,05@x | of course, however, that$3$ they should live for$4$ the 235:082,06@x | present in$4$ Italy. It was in$4$ Italy that$3$ they had met, 235:082,07@x | Italy had been a party to$4$ their first impressions of 235:082,08@x | each other, and Italy should be a party to$4$ their happiness. 235:082,09[' ]| Osmond had the attachment of old acquaintance 235:082,10[' ]| and Isabel the stimulus of new, which$6#1$ seemed 235:082,11[' ]| to$9$ assure her a future at a high level of consciousness 235:082,12[' ]| of the beautiful. The desire for$4$ unlimited expansion 235:082,13[' ]| had been succeeded in$4$ her soul by$4$ the sense that$3$ life 235:082,14[' ]| was vacant without some private duty that$6#1$ might 235:082,15[' ]| gather one's energies to$4$ a point. She had told Ralph 235:082,16@a | she had "seen life" in$4$ a year or two and that$3$ she 235:082,17@a | was already tired, not of the act of living, but of that$6#2$ 235:082,18@a | of observing. 235:082,18[' ]| What had become of all her ardours, 235:082,19[' ]| her aspirations, her theories, her high estimate of 235:082,20[' ]| her independence and her incipient conviction that$3$ 235:082,21[' ]| she should never marry? These things had been 235:082,22[' ]| absorbed in$4$ a more primitive need ~~ a need the 235:082,23[' ]| answer to$4$ which$6#1$ brushed away numberless questions, 235:082,24[' ]| yet gratified infinite desires. It simplified the situation 235:082,25[' ]| at a stroke, it came down from above like$4$ the light 235:082,26[' ]| of the stars, and it needed no$2$ explanation. 235:082,26@a | There 235:082,27@a | was explanation enough in$4$ the fact that$3$ he was her 235:082,28@a | lover, her own, and that$3$ she should be able to$9$ be 235:082,29@a | of use to$4$ him. She could surrender to$4$ him with a 235:082,30@a | kind of humility, she could marry him with a kind 235:082,31@a | of pride; she was not only taking, she was giving. 235:082,32[' ]| He brought Pansy with him two or three times 235:083,01[' ]| to$4$ the Cascine ~~ Pansy who$6#1$ was very little taller 235:083,02[' ]| than a year before, and not much older. That$3$ she 235:083,03[' ]| would always be a child was the conviction expressed 235:083,04[' ]| by$4$ her father, who$6#1$ held her by$4$ the hand when she 235:083,05[' ]| was in$4$ her sixteenth year and told her to$9$ 235:083,05@c | go and 235:083,06@c | play while he sat down a little with the pretty lady. 235:083,07[' ]| Pansy wore a short dress and a long coat; her hat 235:083,08[' ]| always seemed too big for$4$ her. She found pleasure 235:083,09[' ]| in$4$ walking off, with quick, short steps, to$4$ the end 235:083,10[' ]| of the alley, and then in$4$ walking back with a smile 235:083,11[' ]| that$6#1$ seemed an appeal for$4$ approbation. Isabel approved 235:083,12[' ]| in$4$ abundance, and the abundance had the 235:083,13[' ]| personal touch that$6#1$ the child's affectionate nature 235:083,14[' ]| craved. She watched her indications as if for$4$ herself 235:083,15[' ]| also much depended on$4$ them ~~ Pansy already 235:083,16[' ]| so$5#1$ represented part of the service she could render, 235:083,17[' ]| part of the responsibility she could face. Her father 235:083,18[' ]| took so$5#1$ the childish view of her that$3$ he had not yet 235:083,19[' ]| explained to$4$ her the new relation in$4$ which$6#1$ he stood 235:083,20[' ]| to$4$ the elegant Miss*Archer. 235:083,20[C ]| "She does not know," 235:083,21[' ]| he said to$4$ Isabel; 235:083,21[C ]| "she does not guess; she thinks 235:083,22[C ]| it perfectly natural that$3$ you and I should come and 235:083,23[C ]| walk here together simply as good friends. There 235:083,24[C ]| seems to$4$ me something enchantingly innocent in$4$ that$6#2$; 235:083,25[C ]| it is the way I like$1$ her to$9$ be. No$7$, I am not a failure, 235:083,26[C ]| as I used to$9$ think; I have succeeded in$4$ two things. 235:083,27[C ]| I am to$9$ marry the woman I adore, and I have brought 235:083,28[C ]| up$5$ my child, as I wished, in$4$ the old way." 235:083,29[' ]| He was very fond, in$4$ all things, of the "old way"; 235:083,30[' ]| that$6#2$ had struck Isabel as one of his fine, quiet, 235:083,31[' ]| sincere notes. 235:083,31[A ]| "It occurs to$4$ me that$3$ you will$1$ not know 235:083,32[A ]| whether you have succeeded until you have told her," 235:084,01[' ]| she said. 235:084,01[A ]| "You must see how she takes your news. 235:084,02[A ]| She may be horrified ~~ she may be jealous." 235:084,03[C ]| "I am not afraid of that$6#2$; she is too fond of you 235:084,04[C ]| on$4$ her own account. I should like$1$ to$9$ leave her in$4$ 235:084,05[C ]| the dark a little longer ~~ to$9$ see if it will$1$ come into 235:084,06[C ]| her head that$3$ if we are not engaged we ought to$9$ be." 235:084,07[' ]| Isabel was impressed by$4$ Osmond's artistic, the plastic 235:084,08[' ]| view, as it somehow appeared, of Pansy's innocence ~~ 235:084,09[' ]| her own appreciation of it being more anxiously 235:084,10[' ]| moral. She was perhaps not the less pleased 235:084,11[' ]| when he told her a few days later that$3$ he had 235:084,12[' ]| communicated the fact to$4$ his daughter, who$6#1$ had 235:084,13[' ]| made such a pretty little speech ~~ 235:084,13[K ]| "Oh, then I 235:084,14[K ]| shall have a beautiful sister!" 235:084,14@c | She was neither surprised 235:084,15@c | nor alarmed; she had not cried, as he expected. 235:084,16@c | 235:084,17[A ]| "Perhaps she had guessed it," 235:084,17[' ]| said Isabel. 235:084,18[C ]| "Do not say that$6#2$; I should be disgusted if I believed 235:084,19[C ]| that$6#2$. I thought it would be just a little shock; 235:084,20[C ]| but the way she took it proves that$3$ her good manners 235:084,21[C ]| are paramount. That$6#2$ is also what I wished. You 235:084,22[C ]| shall see for$4$ yourself; to-morrow she shall make you 235:084,23[C ]| her congratulations in$4$ person." 235:084,24[' ]| The meeting, on$4$ the morrow, took place at the 235:084,25[' ]| Countess*Gemini's, whither Pansy had been conducted 235:084,26[' ]| by$4$ her father, who$6#1$ knew that$3$ Isabel was to$9$ 235:084,27[' ]| come in$4$ the afternoon to$9$ return a visit made her by$4$ 235:084,28[' ]| the Countess on$4$ learning that$3$ they were to$9$ become 235:084,29[' ]| sisters-in-law. Calling at Casa*Touchett the visitor 235:084,30[' ]| had not found Isabel at home; but after our young 235:084,31[' ]| woman had been ushered into the Countess's drawing-room 235:084,32[' ]| Pansy arrived to$9$ say that$3$ 235:084,32@k | her aunt would 235:085,01@k | presently appear. 235:085,01[' ]| Pansy was spending the day with 235:085,02[' ]| that$6#2$ lady, who$6#1$ thought her 235:085,02@j | of an age to$9$ begin to$9$ learn 235:085,03@j | how to$9$ carry herself in$4$ company. 235:085,03[' ]| It was Isabel's view 235:085,04[' ]| that$3$ 235:085,04@a | the little girl might have given lessons in$4$ deportment 235:085,05@a | to$4$ her relative, 235:085,05[' ]| and nothing could have justified 235:085,06[' ]| this conviction more than the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ Pansy 235:085,07[' ]| acquitted herself while they waited together for$4$ the 235:085,08[' ]| Countess. Her father's decision, the year before, had 235:085,09[' ]| finally been to$9$ send her back to$4$ the convent to$9$ receive 235:085,10[' ]| the last graces, and Madame*Catherine had evidently 235:085,11[' ]| carried out her theory that$3$ Pansy was to$9$ be fitted 235:085,12[' ]| for$4$ the great world. 235:085,13[K ]| "Papa has told me that$3$ you have kindly consented 235:085,14[K ]| to$9$ marry him," 235:085,14[' ]| said this excellent woman's pupil. 235:085,15[K ]| "It is very delightful; I think you will$1$ suit very well." 235:085,16[A ]| "You think I shall suit \you\?" 235:085,17[K ]| "You will$1$ suit me beautifully; but what I mean is 235:085,18[K ]| that$3$ you and papa will$1$ suit each other. You are both 235:085,19[K ]| so$5#1$ quiet and so$5#1$ serious. You are not so$5#1$ quiet as he ~~ 235:085,20[K ]| or even as Madame*Merle; but you are more quiet 235:085,21[K ]| than many others. He should not for$4$ instance have 235:085,22[K ]| a wife like$4$ my aunt. She is always in$4$ motion, in$4$ agitation ~~ 235:085,23[K ]| to-day especially; you will$1$ see when she comes 235:085,24[K ]| in$5$. They told us at the convent it was wrong to$9$ judge 235:085,25[K ]| our elders, but I suppose there is no$2$ harm if we judge 235:085,26[K ]| them favourably. You will$1$ be a delightful companion 235:085,27[K ]| for$4$ papa." 235:085,28[A ]| "For$4$ you too, I hope," 235:085,28[' ]| Isabel said. 235:085,29[K ]| "I speak first of him on$4$ purpose. I have told you 235:085,30[K ]| already what I myself think of you; I liked you from 235:085,31[K ]| the first. I admire you so$5#1$ much that$3$ I think it will$1$ be 235:085,32[K ]| a good fortune to$9$ have you always before me. You will$1$ 235:086,01[K ]| be my model; I shall try to$9$ imitate you though I am 235:086,02[K ]| afraid it will$1$ be very feeble. I am very glad for$4$ papa 235:086,03[K ]| ~~ he needed something more than me. Without you 235:086,04[K ]| I do not see how he could have got it. You will$1$ be my 235:086,05[K ]| stepmother, but we must not use that$6#2$ word. They are 235:086,06[K ]| always said to$9$ be cruel; but I do not think you will$1$ ever 235:086,07[K ]| so$5#1$ much as pinch or even push me. I am not afraid 235:086,08[K ]| at all." 235:086,09[A ]| "My good little Pansy," 235:086,09[' ]| said Isabel gently, 235:086,09[A ]| "I shall 235:086,10[A ]| be ever so$5#1$ kind to$4$ you." 235:086,10[' ]| A vague, inconsequent vision 235:086,11[' ]| of her coming in$4$ some odd way to$9$ need it had intervened 235:086,12[' ]| with the effect of a chill. 235:086,13[K ]| "Very well then, I have nothing to$9$ fear," 235:086,13[' ]| the child 235:086,14[' ]| returned with her note of prepared promptitude. 235:086,15[' ]| What teaching she had had, it seemed to$9$ suggest ~~ 235:086,16[' ]| or what penalties for$4$ non-performance she dreaded! 235:086,17[' ]| Her description of her aunt had not been incorrect; 235:086,18[' ]| the Countess*Gemini was further than ever from 235:086,19[' ]| having folded her wings. She entered the room with 235:086,20[' ]| a flutter through the air and kissed Isabel first on$4$ the 235:086,21[' ]| forehead and then on$4$ each cheek as if according to$4$ 235:086,22[' ]| some ancient prescribed rite. She drew the visitor to$4$ 235:086,23[' ]| a sofa and, looking at her with a variety of turns of 235:086,24[' ]| the head, began to$9$ talk very much as if, seated brush 235:086,25[' ]| in$4$ hand before an easel, she were applying a series 235:086,26[' ]| of considered touches to$4$ a composition of figures already 235:086,27[' ]| sketched in$5$. 235:086,27[J ]| "If you expect me to$9$ congratulate 235:086,28[J ]| you I must beg you to$9$ excuse me. I do not suppose 235:086,29[J ]| you care if I do or not; I believe you are supposed not 235:086,30[J ]| to$9$ care ~~ through being so$5#1$ clever ~~ for$4$ all sorts of 235:086,31[J ]| ordinary things. But I care myself if I tell fibs; I 235:086,32[J ]| never tell them unless there is something rather good 235:087,01[J ]| to$9$ be gained. I do not see what is to$9$ be gained with you 235:087,02[J ]| ~~ especially as you would not believe me. I do not 235:087,03[J ]| make professions any more than I make paper flowers 235:087,04[J ]| or flouncey lampshades ~~ I do not know how. My 235:087,05[J ]| lampshades would be sure to$9$ take fire, my roses and 235:087,06[J ]| my fibs to$9$ be larger than life. I am very glad for$4$ my 235:087,07[J ]| own sake that$3$ you are to$9$ marry Osmond; but I will$1$ not 235:087,08[J ]| pretend I am glad for$4$ yours. You are very brilliant ~~ 235:087,09[J ]| you know that$6#2$ is the way you are always spoken of; 235:087,10[J ]| you are an heiress and very good-looking and original, 235:087,11[J ]| not \9banal\; so$3$ it is a good thing to$9$ have you in$4$ the 235:087,12[J ]| family. Our family is very good, you know; Osmond 235:087,13[J ]| will$1$ have told you that$6#2$; and my mother was rather 235:087,14[J ]| distinguished ~~ she was called the American*Corinne. 235:087,15[J ]| But we are dreadfully fallen, I think, and perhaps 235:087,16[J ]| you will$1$ pick us up$5$. I have great confidence in$4$ you; there 235:087,17[J ]| are ever so$5#1$ many things I want to$9$ talk to$4$ you about. 235:087,18[J ]| I never congratulate any girl on$4$ marrying; I think 235:087,19[J ]| they ought to$9$ make it somehow not quite so$5#1$ awful a 235:087,20[J ]| steel trap. I suppose Pansy ought not to$9$ hear all this; 235:087,21[J ]| but that$6#2$ is what she has come to$4$ me for$4$ ~~ to$9$ acquire 235:087,22[J ]| the tone of society. There is no$2$ harm in$4$ her knowing 235:087,23[J ]| what horrors she may be in$5$ for$4$. When first I got an 235:087,24[J ]| idea that$3$ my brother had designs on$4$ you I thought 235:087,25[J ]| of writing to$4$ you, to$9$ recommend you, in$4$ the strongest 235:087,26[J ]| terms, not to$9$ listen to$4$ him. Then I thought it would 235:087,27[J ]| be disloyal, and I hate anything of that$6#2$ kind. Besides, 235:087,28[J ]| as I say, I was enchanted for$4$ myself; and after 235:087,29[J ]| all I am very selfish. By$4$ the way, you will$1$ not respect 235:087,30[J ]| me, not one little mite, and we shall never be intimate. 235:087,31[J ]| I should like$1$ it, but you will$1$ not. Some day, all the 235:087,32[J ]| same, we shall be better friends than you will$1$ believe 235:088,01[J ]| at first. My husband will$1$ come and see you, though, 235:088,02[J ]| as you probably know, he is on$4$ no$2$ sort of terms with 235:088,03[J ]| Osmond. He is very fond of going to$9$ see pretty women, 235:088,04[J ]| but I am not afraid of you. In$4$ the first place I 235:088,05[J ]| do not care what he does. In$4$ the second, you will$1$ not 235:088,06[J ]| care a straw for$4$ him; he will$1$ not be a bit, at any time, 235:088,07[J ]| your affair, and, stupid as he is, he will$1$ see you are not 235:088,08[J ]| his. Some day, if you can stand it, I will$1$ tell you all 235:088,09[J ]| about him. Do you think my niece ought to$9$ go out 235:088,10[J ]| of the room? Pansy, go and practise a little in$4$ my 235:088,11[J ]| boudoir." 235:088,12[A ]| "Let her stay, please," 235:088,12[' ]| said Isabel. 235:088,12[A ]| "I would 235:088,13[A ]| rather hear nothing that$6#1$ Pansy may not!" 236:089,01[' ]| One afternoon of the autumn of 1876, toward dusk, 236:089,02[' ]| a young man of pleasing appearance rang at the 236:089,03[' ]| door of a small apartment on$4$ the third floor of an old 236:089,04[' ]| Roman house. On$4$ its being opened he enquired 236:089,05[' ]| for$4$ Madame*Merle; whereupon the servant, a neat, 236:089,06[' ]| plain woman, with a French face and a lady's maid's 236:089,07[' ]| manner, ushered him into a diminutive drawing-room 236:089,08[' ]| and requested the favour of his name. 236:089,08[L ]| "Mr%*Edward*Rosier," 236:089,09[' ]| said the young man, who$6#1$ sat down to$9$ wait 236:089,10[' ]| till his hostess should appear. 236:089,11[' ]| The reader will$1$ perhaps not have forgotten that$3$ 236:089,12[' ]| Mr%*Rosier was an ornament of the American circle 236:089,13[' ]| in$4$ Paris, but it may also be remembered that$3$ he sometimes 236:089,14[' ]| vanished from its horizon. He had spent a portion 236:089,15[' ]| of several winters at Pau, and as he was a gentleman 236:089,16[' ]| of constituted habits he might have continued 236:089,17[' ]| for$4$ years to$9$ pay his annual visit to$4$ this charming resort. 236:089,18[' ]| In$4$ the summer of 1876, however, an incident 236:089,19[' ]| befell him which$6#1$ changed the current not only of his 236:089,20[' ]| thoughts, but of his customary sequences. He passed 236:089,21[' ]| a month in$4$ the Upper*Engadine and encountered at 236:089,22[' ]| Saint*Moritz a charming young girl. To$4$ this little person 236:089,23[' ]| he began to$9$ pay, on$4$ the spot, particular attention: 236:089,24@l | she struck him as exactly the household angel he had 236:089,25@l | long been looking for$4$. 236:089,25[' ]| He was never precipitate, he 236:089,26[' ]| was nothing if not discreet, so$3$ he forbore for$4$ the 236:089,27[' ]| present to$9$ declare his passion; but it seemed to$4$ him 236:090,01[' ]| when they parted ~~ the young lady to$9$ go down into 236:090,02[' ]| Italy and her admirer to$9$ proceed to$4$ Geneva, where 236:090,03[' ]| he was under bonds to$9$ join other friends ~~ that$3$ 236:090,03@l | he 236:090,04@l | should be romantically wretched if he were not to$9$ 236:090,05@l | see her again. 236:090,05[' ]| The simplest way to$9$ do so$5#2$ was to$9$ go 236:090,06[' ]| in$4$ the autumn to$4$ Rome, where Miss*Osmond was 236:090,07[' ]| domiciled with her family. Mr%*Rosier started on$4$ 236:090,08[' ]| his pilgrimage to$4$ the Italian capital and reached it 236:090,09[' ]| on$4$ the first of November. It was a pleasant thing to$9$ 236:090,10[' ]| do, but for$4$ the young man there was a strain of the 236:090,11[' ]| heroic in$4$ the enterprise. He might expose himself, 236:090,12[' ]| unseasoned, to$4$ the poison of the Roman air, which$6#1$ 236:090,13[' ]| in$4$ November lay, notoriously, much in$4$ wait. Fortune, 236:090,14[' ]| however, favours the brave; and this adventurer, 236:090,15[' ]| who$6#1$ took three grains of quinine a day, had 236:090,16[' ]| at the end of a month no$2$ cause to$9$ deplore his temerity. 236:090,17[' ]| He had made to$4$ a certain extent good use of his 236:090,18[' ]| time; he had devoted it in$4$ vain to$4$ finding a flaw in$4$ 236:090,19[' ]| Pansy*Osmond's composition. 236:090,19@l | She was admirably 236:090,20@l | finished; she had had the last touch; she was really 236:090,21@l | a consummate piece. 236:090,21[' ]| He thought of her in$4$ amorous 236:090,22[' ]| meditation a good deal as he might have thought of 236:090,23[' ]| a Dresden-china shepherdess. Miss*Osmond, indeed, 236:090,24[' ]| in$4$ the bloom of her juvenility, had a hint of the 236:090,25[' ]| rococo which$6#1$ Rosier, whose taste was predominantly 236:090,26[' ]| for$4$ that$6#2$ manner, could not fail to$9$ appreciate. 236:090,27[' ]| That$3$ he esteemed the productions of comparatively 236:090,28[' ]| frivolous periods would have been apparent from 236:090,29[' ]| the attention he bestowed upon$4$ Madame*Merles's 236:090,30[' ]| drawing-room, which$6#1$, although furnished with specimens 236:090,31[' ]| of every style, was especially rich in$4$ articles 236:090,32[' ]| of the last two centuries. He had immediately put 236:091,01[' ]| a glass into one eye and looked round; and then 236:091,02[L ]| "By$4$ Jove, she has some jolly good things!" 236:091,02[' ]| he had 236:091,03[' ]| yearningly murmured. The room was small and 236:091,04[' ]| densely filled with furniture; it gave an impression 236:091,05[' ]| of faded silk and little statuettes which$6#1$ might totter 236:091,06[' ]| if one moved. Rosier got up$5$ and wandered about 236:091,07[' ]| with his careful tread, bending over the tables 236:091,08[' ]| charged with knick-knacks and the cushions embossed 236:091,09[' ]| with princely arms. When Madame*Merle 236:091,10[' ]| came in$5$ she found him standing before the fireplace 236:091,11[' ]| with his nose very close to$4$ the great lace 236:091,12[' ]| flounce attached to$4$ the damask cover of the mantel. 236:091,13[' ]| He had lifted it delicately, as if he were smelling 236:091,14[' ]| it. 236:091,15[H ]| "It is old Venetian," 236:091,15[' ]| she said; 236:091,15[H ]| "it is rather good." 236:091,16[L ]| "It is too good for$4$ this; you ought to$9$ wear it." 236:091,17[H ]| "They tell me you have some better in$4$ Paris, in$4$ 236:091,18[H ]| the same situation." 236:091,19[L ]| "Ah, but I can not wear mine," 236:091,19[' ]| smiled the visitor. 236:091,20[H ]| "I do not see why you should not! I have better lace 236:091,21[H ]| than that$6#2$ to$9$ wear." 236:091,22[' ]| His eyes wandered, lingeringly, round the room 236:091,23[' ]| again. 236:091,23[L ]| "You have some very good things." 236:091,24[H ]| "Yes, but I hate them." 236:091,25[L ]| "Do you want to$9$ get rid of them?" 236:091,25[' ]| the young 236:091,26[' ]| man quickly asked. 236:091,27[H ]| "No$7$, it is good to$9$ have something to$9$ hate: one 236:091,28[H ]| works it off!" 236:091,29[L ]| "I love my things," 236:091,29[' ]| said Mr%*Rosier as he sat 236:091,30[' ]| there flushed with all his recognitions. 236:091,30[L ]| "But it is not 236:091,31[L ]| about them, nor about yours, that$3$ I came to$9$ talk to$4$ 236:091,32[L ]| you." 236:091,31[' ]| He paused a moment and then, with greater 236:092,01[' ]| softness: 236:092,01[L ]| "I care more for$4$ Miss*Osmond than for$4$ 236:092,02[L ]| all the \9bibelots\ in$4$ Europe!" 236:092,03[' ]| Madame*Merle opened wide eyes. 236:092,03[H ]| "Did you come 236:092,04[H ]| to$9$ tell me that$6#2$?" 236:092,05[L ]| "I came to$9$ ask your advice." 236:092,06[' ]| She looked at him with a friendly frown, stroking 236:092,07[' ]| her chin with her large white hand. 236:092,07[H ]| "A man in$4$ love, 236:092,08[H ]| you know, does not ask advice." 236:092,09[L ]| "Why not, if he is in$4$ a difficult position? That$6#2$ is 236:092,10[L ]| often the case with a man in$4$ love. I have been in$4$ love 236:092,11[L ]| before, and I know. But never so$5#1$ much as this 236:092,12[L ]| time ~~ really never so$5#1$ much. I should like$1$ particularly 236:092,13[L ]| to$9$ know what you think of my prospects. I am 236:092,14[L ]| afraid that$3$ for$4$ Mr%*Osmond I am not ~~ well, a real 236:092,15[L ]| collector's piece." 236:092,16[H ]| "Do you wish me to$9$ intercede?" 236:092,16[' ]| Madame*Merle 236:092,17[' ]| asked with her fine arms folded and her handsome 236:092,18[' ]| mouth drawn up$5$ to$4$ the left. 236:092,19[L ]| "If you could say a good word for$4$ me I should 236:092,20[L ]| be greatly obliged. There will$1$ be no$2$ use in$4$ my troubling 236:092,21[L ]| Miss*Osmond unless I have good reason to$9$ believe 236:092,22[L ]| her father will$1$ consent." 236:092,23[H ]| "You are very considerate; that$6#2$ is in$4$ your favour. 236:092,24[H ]| But you assume in$4$ rather an off-hand way that$3$ \I\ 236:092,25[H ]| think you a prize." 236:092,26[L ]| "You have been very kind to$4$ me," 236:092,26[' ]| said the young 236:092,27[' ]| man. 236:092,27[L ]| "That$6#2$ is why I came." 236:092,28[H ]| "I am always kind to$4$ people who$6#1$ have good 236:092,29[H ]| Louis*Quatorze. It is very rare now, and there is no$2$ 236:092,30[H ]| telling what one may get by$4$ it." 236:092,30[' ]| With which$6#1$ the 236:092,31[' ]| left-hand corner of Madame*Merle's mouth gave 236:092,32[' ]| expression to$4$ the joke. 236:093,01[' ]| But he looked, in$4$ spite of it, literally apprehensive 236:093,02[' ]| and consistently strenuous. 236:093,02[L ]| "Ah, I thought you 236:093,03[L ]| liked me for$4$ myself!" 236:093,04[H ]| "I like$1$ you very much; but, if you please, we 236:093,05[H ]| will$1$ not analyse. Pardon me if I seem patronising, 236:093,06[H ]| but I think you a perfect little gentleman. I must 236:093,07[H ]| tell you, however, that$3$ I have not the marrying of 236:093,08[H ]| Pansy*Osmond." 236:093,09[L ]| "I did not suppose that$6#2$. But you have seemed to$4$ me 236:093,10[L ]| intimate with her family, and I thought you might 236:093,11[L ]| have influence." 236:093,12[' ]| Madame*Merle considered. 236:093,12[H ]| "Whom do you call 236:093,13[H ]| her family?" 236:093,14[L ]| "Why, her father; and ~~ how do you say it in$4$ 236:093,15[L ]| English? ~~ her \9belle-me`re\." 236:093,16[H ]| "Mr%*Osmond is her father, certainly; but his 236:093,17[H ]| wife can scarcely be termed a member of her family. 236:093,18[H ]| Mrs%*Osmond has nothing to$9$ do with marrying 236:093,19[H ]| her." 236:093,20[L ]| "I am sorry for$4$ that$6#2$," 236:093,20[' ]| said Rosier with an amiable 236:093,21[' ]| sigh of good faith. 236:093,21[L ]| "I think Mrs%*Osmond would 236:093,22[L ]| favour me." 236:093,23[H ]| "Very likely ~~ if her husband does not." 236:093,24[' ]| He raised his eyebrows. 236:093,24[L ]| "Does she take the opposite 236:093,25[L ]| line from him?" 236:093,26[H ]| "In$4$ everything. They think quite differently." 236:093,27[L ]| "Well," 236:093,27[' ]| said Rosier, 236:093,27[L ]| "I am sorry for$4$ that$6#2$; but it is 236:093,28[L ]| none of my business. She is very fond of Pansy." 236:093,29[H ]| "Yes, she is very fond of Pansy." 236:093,30[L ]| "And Pansy has a great affection for$4$ her. She 236:093,31[L ]| has told me how she loves her as if she were her own 236:093,32[L ]| mother." 236:094,01[H ]| "You must, after all, have had some very intimate 236:094,02[H ]| talk with the poor child," 236:094,02[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 236:094,03[H ]| "Have you declared your sentiments?" 236:094,04[L ]| "Never!" 236:094,04[' ]| cried Rosier, lifting his neatly-gloved 236:094,05[' ]| hand. 236:094,05[L ]| "Never till I have assured myself of those of the 236:094,06[L ]| parents." 236:094,07[H ]| "You always wait for$4$ that$6#2$? You have excellent 236:094,08[H ]| principles; you observe the proprieties." 236:094,09[L ]| "I think you are laughing at me," 236:094,09[' ]| the young man 236:094,10[' ]| murmured, dropping back in$4$ his chair and feeling 236:094,11[' ]| his small moustache. 236:094,11[L ]| "I did not expect that$6#2$ of you, 236:094,12[L ]| Madame*Merle." 236:094,13[' ]| She shook her head calmly, like$4$ a person who$6#1$ 236:094,14[' ]| saw things as she saw them. 236:094,14[H ]| "You do not do me 236:094,15[H ]| justice. I think your conduct in$4$ excellent taste 236:094,16[H ]| and the best you could adopt. Yes, that$6#2$ is what I 236:094,17[H ]| think." 236:094,18[L ]| "I would not agitate her ~~ only to$9$ agitate her; I 236:094,19[L ]| love her too much for$4$ that$6#2$," 236:094,19[' ]| said Ned*Rosier. 236:094,20[H ]| "I am glad, after all, that$3$ you have told me," 236:094,20[' ]| Madame*Merle 236:094,21[' ]| went on$5$. 236:094,21[H ]| "Leave it to$4$ me a little; I 236:094,22[H ]| think I can help you." 236:094,23[L ]| "I said you were the person to$9$ come to$4$!" 236:094,23[' ]| her 236:094,24[' ]| visitor cried with prompt elation. 236:094,25[H ]| "You were very clever," 236:094,25[' ]| Madame*Merle returned 236:094,26[' ]| more dryly. 236:094,26[H ]| "When I say I can help you I mean 236:094,27[H ]| once assuming your cause to$9$ be good. Let us think 236:094,28[H ]| a little if it is." 236:094,29[L ]| "I am awfully decent, you know," 236:094,29[' ]| said Rosier 236:094,30[' ]| earnestly. 236:094,30[L ]| "I will$1$ not say I have no$2$ faults, but I will$1$ say 236:094,31[L ]| I have no$2$ vices." 236:094,32[H ]| "All that$6#2$ is negative, and it always depends, also, 236:095,01[H ]| on$4$ what people call vices. What is the positive side? 236:095,02[H ]| What is the virtuous? What have you got besides 236:095,03[H ]| your Spanish lace and your Dresden teacups?" 236:095,04[L ]| "I have a comfortable little fortune ~~ about forty 236:095,05[L ]| thousand francs a year. With the talent I have for$4$ 236:095,06[L ]| arranging, we can live beautifully on$4$ such an income." 236:095,07[L ]| 236:095,08[H ]| "Beautifully, no$7$. Sufficiently, yes. Even that$6#2$ depends 236:095,09[H ]| on$4$ where you live." 236:095,10[L ]| "Well, in$4$ Paris. I would undertake it in$4$ Paris." 236:095,11[' ]| Madame*Merle's mouth rose to$4$ the left. 236:095,11[H ]| "It 236:095,12[H ]| would not be famous; you would have to$9$ make use of the 236:095,13[H ]| teacups, and they would get broken." 236:095,14[L ]| "We do not want to$9$ be famous. If Miss*Osmond 236:095,15[L ]| should have everything pretty it would be enough. 236:095,16[L ]| When one is as pretty as she one can afford ~~ well, 236:095,17[L ]| quite cheap \9faience\. She ought never to$9$ wear anything 236:095,18[L ]| but muslin ~~ without the sprig," 236:095,18[' ]| said Rosier 236:095,19[' ]| reflectively. 236:095,20[H ]| "Would not you even allow her the sprig? She would 236:095,21[H ]| be much obliged to$4$ you at any rate for$4$ that$6#2$ theory." 236:095,22[L ]| "It is the correct one, I assure you; and I am sure 236:095,23[L ]| she would enter into it. She understands all that$6#2$; that$6#2$ is 236:095,24[L ]| why I love her." 236:095,25[H ]| "She is a very good little girl, and most tidy ~~ 236:095,26[H ]| also extremely graceful. But her father, to$4$ the best 236:095,27[H ]| of my belief, can give her nothing." 236:095,28[' ]| Rosier scarce demurred. 236:095,28[L ]| "I do not in$4$ the least 236:095,29[L ]| desire that$3$ he should. But I may remark, all the 236:095,30[L ]| same, that$3$ he lives like$4$ a rich man." 236:095,31[H ]| "The money is his wife's; she brought him a 236:095,32[H ]| large fortune." 236:096,01[L ]| "Mrs%*Osmond then is very fond of her step-daughter; 236:096,02[L ]| she may do something." 236:096,03[H ]| "For$4$ a love-sick swain you have your eyes about 236:096,04[H ]| you!" 236:096,04[' ]| Madame*Merle exclaimed with a laugh. 236:096,05[L ]| "I esteem a \dot\ very much. I can do without it, 236:096,06[L ]| but I esteem it." 236:096,07[H ]| "Mrs%*Osmond," 236:096,07[' ]| Madame*Merle went on$5$, 236:096,07[H ]| "will$1$ 236:096,08[H ]| probably prefer to$9$ keep her money for$4$ her own children." 236:096,09[H ]| 236:096,10[L ]| "Her own children? Surely she has none.' 236:096,11[H ]| "She may have yet. She had a poor little boy 236:096,12[H ]| who$6#1$ died two years ago, six months after his birth. 236:096,13[H ]| Others therefore may come." 236:096,14[L ]| "I hope they will$1$, if it will$1$ make her happy. She is 236:096,15[L ]| a splendid woman." 236:096,16[' ]| Madame*Merle failed to$9$ burst into speech. 236:096,16[H ]| "Ah, 236:096,17[H ]| about her there is much to$9$ be said. Splendid as you 236:096,18[H ]| like$1$! We have not exactly made out that$3$ you are a 236:096,19[H ]| \9parti\. The absence of vices is hardly a source of income." 236:096,20[H ]| 236:096,21[L ]| "Pardon me, I think it may be," 236:096,21[' ]| said Rosier quite 236:096,22[' ]| lucidly. 236:096,23[H ]| "You will$1$ be a touching couple, living on$4$ your innocence!" 236:096,24[H ]| 236:096,25[L ]| "I think you underrate me." 236:096,26[H ]| "You are not so$5#1$ innocent as that$6#2$? Seriously," 236:096,27[' ]| said Madame*Merle, 236:096,27[H ]| "of course forty thousand francs 236:096,28[H ]| a year and a nice character are a combination to$9$ be 236:096,29[H ]| considered. I do not say it is to$9$ be jumped at, but there 236:096,30[H ]| might be a worse offer. Mr%*Osmond, however, will$1$ 236:096,31[H ]| probably incline to$9$ believe he can do better." 236:096,32[L ]| "\He\ can do so$5#2$ perhaps; but what can his daughter 236:097,01[L ]| do? She can not do better than marry the man she loves. 236:097,02[L ]| For$3$ she does, you know," 236:097,02[' ]| Rosier added eagerly. 236:097,03[H ]| "She does ~~ I know it." 236:097,04[L ]| "Ah," 236:097,04[' ]| cried the young man, 236:097,04[L ]| "I said you were the 236:097,05[L ]| person to$9$ come to$4$." 236:097,06[H ]| "But I do not know how \you\ know it, if you have not 236:097,07[H ]| asked her," 236:097,07[' ]| Madame*Merle went on$5$. 236:097,08[L ]| "In$4$ such a case there is no$2$ need of asking and telling; 236:097,09[L ]| as you say, we are an innocent couple. How did 236:097,10[L ]| \you\ know it?" 236:097,11[H ]| "I who$6#1$ am not innocent? By$4$ being very crafty. 236:097,12[H ]| Leave it to$4$ me; I will$1$ find out for$4$ you." 236:097,13[' ]| Rosier got up$5$ and stood smoothing his hat. 236:097,13[L ]| "You 236:097,14[L ]| say that$6#2$ rather coldly. Do not simply find out how it 236:097,15[L ]| is, but try to$9$ make it as it should be." 236:097,16[H ]| "I will$1$ do my best. I will$1$ try to$9$ make the most of your 236:097,17[H ]| advantages." 236:097,18[L ]| "Thank you so$5#1$ very much. Meanwhile then I will$1$ 236:097,19[L ]| say a word to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond." 236:097,20[H ]| "\9Gardez-vous-en*bien\!" 236:097,20[' ]| And Madame*Merle was 236:097,21[L ]| on$4$ her feet. 236:097,21[H ]| "Do not set her going, or you will$1$ spoil 236:097,22[H ]| everything." 236:097,23[' ]| Rosier gazed into his hat; he wondered whether 236:097,24@l | his hostess \had\ been after all the right person to$9$ come 236:097,25@l | to$4$. 236:097,25[L ]| "I do not think I understand you. I am an old 236:097,26[L ]| friend of Mrs%*Osmond, and I think she would like$1$ 236:097,27[L ]| me to$9$ succeed." 236:097,28[H ]| "Be an old friend as much as you like$1$; the more 236:097,29[H ]| old friends she has the better, for$3$ she does not get on$5$ 236:097,30[H ]| very well with some of her new. But do not for$4$ the 236:097,31[H ]| present try to$9$ make her take up$5$ the cudgels for$4$ you. 236:097,32[H ]| Her husband may have other views, and as a person 236:098,01[H ]| who$6#1$ wishes her well, I advise you not to$9$ multiply 236:098,02[H ]| points of difference between them." 236:098,03[' ]| Poor Rosier's face assumed an expression of alarm; 236:098,04[' ]| a suit for$4$ the hand of Pansy*Osmond was even a 236:098,05[' ]| more complicated business than his taste for$4$ proper 236:098,06[' ]| transitions had allowed. But the extreme good sense 236:098,07[' ]| which$6#1$ he concealed under a surface suggesting that$6#2$ 236:098,08[' ]| of a careful owner's "best set" came to$4$ his assistance. 236:098,09[L ]| "I do not see that$3$ I am bound to$9$ consider Mr%*Osmond 236:098,10[L ]| so$5#1$ very much!" 236:098,10[' ]| he exclaimed. 236:098,11[H ]| "No$7$, but you should consider \her\. You say you are 236:098,12[H ]| an old friend. Would you make her suffer?" 236:098,13[L ]| "Not for$4$ the world." 236:098,14[H ]| "Then be very careful, and let the matter alone 236:098,15[H ]| till I have taken a few soundings." 236:098,16[L ]| "Let the matter alone, dear Madame*Merle? Remember 236:098,17[L ]| that$3$ I am in$4$ love." 236:098,18[H ]| "Oh, you will$1$ not burn up$5$! Why did you come to$4$ 236:098,19[H ]| me, if you are not to$9$ heed what I say?" 236:098,20[L ]| "You are very kind; I will$1$ be very good," 236:098,20[' ]| the young 236:098,21[' ]| man promised. 236:098,21[L ]| "But I am afraid Mr%*Osmond is 236:098,22[L ]| pretty hard," 236:098,22[' ]| he added in$4$ his mild voice as he went 236:098,23[' ]| to$4$ the door. 236:098,24[' ]| Madame*Merle gave a short laugh. 236:098,24[H ]| "It has been 236:098,25[H ]| said before. But his wife is not easy either." 236:098,26[L ]| "Ah, she is a splendid woman!" 236:098,26[' ]| Ned*Rosier repeated, 236:098,27[' ]| for$4$ departure. 236:098,28[' ]| He resolved that$3$ his conduct should be worthy of 236:098,29[' ]| an aspirant who$6#1$ was already a model of discretion; 236:098,30[' ]| but he saw nothing in$4$ any pledge he had given 236:098,31[' ]| Madame*Merle that$6#1$ made it improper he should 236:098,32[' ]| keep himself in$4$ spirits by$4$ an occasional visit to$4$ Miss*Osmond's 236:099,01[' ]| home. He reflected constantly on$4$ what 236:099,02[' ]| his adviser had said to$4$ him, and turned over in$4$ his 236:099,03[' ]| mind the impression of her rather circumspect tone. 236:099,04[' ]| He had gone to$4$ her \9de*confiance\, as they put it in$4$ 236:099,05[' ]| Paris; but it was possible he had been precipitate. 236:099,06[' ]| He found difficulty in$4$ thinking of himself as rash ~~ 236:099,07[' ]| he had incurred this reproach so$5#1$ rarely; 236:099,07@l | but it certainly 236:099,08@l | was true that$3$ he had known Madame*Merle 236:099,09@l | only for$4$ the last month, and that$3$ his thinking her a 236:099,10@l | delightful woman was not, when one came to$9$ look 236:099,11@l | into it, a reason for$4$ assuming that$3$ she would be eager 236:099,12@l | to$9$ push Pansy*Osmond into his arms, gracefully arranged 236:099,13@l | as these members might be to$9$ receive her. 236:099,14@l | She had indeed shown him benevolence, and she was a 236:099,15@l | person of consideration among the girl's people, where 236:099,16@l | she had a rather striking appearance 236:099,16[' ]| (Rosier had 236:099,17[' ]| more than once wondered how she managed it) 236:099,17@l | of 236:099,18@l | being intimate without being familiar. But possibly 236:099,19@l | he had exaggerated these advantages. There was 236:099,20@l | no$2$ particular reason why she should take trouble for$4$ 236:099,21@l | him; a charming woman was charming to$4$ everyone, 236:099,22[' ]| and Rosier felt rather a fool when he thought of his 236:099,23[' ]| having appealed to$4$ her on$4$ the ground that$3$ she had 236:099,24[' ]| distinguished him. 236:099,24@l | Very likely ~~ though she had 236:099,25@l | appeared to$9$ say it in$4$ joke ~~ she was really only thinking 236:099,26@l | of his \9bibelots\. Had it come into her head that$3$ he 236:099,27@l | might offer her two or three of the gems of his collection? 236:099,28@l | If she would only help him to$9$ marry Miss*Osmond 236:099,29@l | he would present her with his whole museum. 236:099,30@l | He could hardly say so$5#2$ to$4$ her outright; it 236:099,31@l | would seem too gross a bribe. But he should like$1$ her 236:099,32@l | to$9$ believe it. 236:100,01[' ]| It was with these thoughts that$3$ he went again to$4$ 236:100,02[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond's, Mrs%*Osmond having an "evening" 236:100,03[' ]| ~~ she had taken the Thursday of each week ~~ when 236:100,04[' ]| his presence could be accounted for$4$ on$4$ general principles 236:100,05[' ]| of civility. The object of Mr%*Rosier's well-regulated 236:100,06[' ]| affection dwelt in$4$ a high house in$4$ the very 236:100,07[' ]| heart of Rome; a dark and massive structure overlooking 236:100,08[' ]| a sunny \7piazzetta\ in$4$ the neighbourhood of the 236:100,09[' ]| Farnese*Palace. In$4$ a palace, too, little Pansy lived 236:100,10[' ]| ~~ a palace by$4$ Roman measure, but a dungeon to$4$ 236:100,11[' ]| poor Rosier's apprehensive mind. It seemed to$4$ him 236:100,12[' ]| of evil omen that$3$ the young lady he wished to$9$ marry, 236:100,13[' ]| and whose fastidious father he doubted of his ability 236:100,14[' ]| to$9$ conciliate, should be immured in$4$ a kind of domestic 236:100,15[' ]| fortress, a pile which$6#1$ bore a stern old Roman name, 236:100,16[' ]| which$6#1$ smelt of historic deeds, of crime and craft and 236:100,17[' ]| violence, which$6#1$ was mentioned in$4$ "Murray" and 236:100,18[' ]| visited by$4$ tourists who$6#1$ looked, on$4$ a vague survey, 236:100,19[' ]| disappointed and depressed, and which$6#1$ had frescoes 236:100,20[' ]| by$4$ Caravaggio in$4$ the \7piano*nobile\ and a row of mutilated 236:100,21[' ]| statues and dusty urns in$4$ the wide, nobly-arched 236:100,22[' ]| loggia overhanging the damp court where a fountain 236:100,23[' ]| gushed out of a mossy niche. In$4$ a less preoccupied 236:100,24[' ]| frame of mind he could have done justice to$4$ the 236:100,25[' ]| Palazzo*Roccanera; he could have entered into the 236:100,26[' ]| sentiment of Mrs%*Osmond, who$6#1$ had once told him 236:100,27[' ]| that$3$ 236:100,27@a | on$4$ settling themselves in$4$ Rome she and her husband 236:100,28@a | had chosen this habitation for$4$ the love of local 236:100,29@a | colour. 236:100,29[' ]| It had local colour enough, and though he 236:100,30[' ]| knew less about architecture than about Limoges 236:100,31[' ]| enamels he could see that$3$ the proportions of the windows 236:100,32[' ]| and even the details of the cornice had quite 236:101,01[' ]| the grand air. But Rosier was haunted by$4$ the conviction 236:101,02[' ]| that$3$ at picturesque periods young girls had 236:101,03[' ]| been shut up$5$ there to$9$ keep them from their true loves, 236:101,04[' ]| and then, under the threat of being thrown into convents, 236:101,05[' ]| had been forced into unholy marriages. There 236:101,06[' ]| was one point, however, to$4$ which$6#1$ he always did justice 236:101,07[' ]| when once he found himself in$4$ Mrs%*Osmond's 236:101,08[' ]| warm, rich-looking reception-rooms, which$6#1$ were on$4$ 236:101,09[' ]| the second floor. He acknowledged that$3$ 236:101,09@l | these people 236:101,10@l | were very strong in$4$ "good things". It was a taste 236:101,11@l | of Osmond's own ~~ not at all of hers; 236:101,11[' ]| this she had 236:101,12[' ]| told him the first time he came to$4$ the house, when, 236:101,13[' ]| after asking himself for$4$ a quarter of an hour 236:101,13@l | whether 236:101,14@l | they had even better "French" than he in$4$ Paris, 236:101,14[' ]| he 236:101,15[' ]| was obliged on$4$ the spot to$9$ admit that$3$ 236:101,15@l | they had, very 236:101,16@l | much, 236:101,16[' ]| and vanquished his envy, as a gentleman 236:101,17[' ]| should, to$4$ the point of expressing to$4$ his hostess his 236:101,18[' ]| pure admiration of her treasures. He learned from 236:101,19[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond that$3$ her husband had made a large 236:101,20[' ]| collection before their marriage and that$3$, though 236:101,21[' ]| he had annexed a number of fine pieces within the 236:101,22[' ]| last three years, he had achieved his greatest finds at 236:101,23[' ]| a time when he had not the advantage of her advice. 236:101,24[' ]| Rosier interpreted this information according to$4$ 236:101,25[' ]| principles of his own. 236:101,25@l | For$4$ "advice" read "cash", 236:101,26[' ]| he said to$4$ himself; and the fact that$3$ Gilbert*Osmond 236:101,27[' ]| had landed his highest prizes during his impecunious 236:101,28[' ]| season confirmed his most cherished doctrine ~~ the 236:101,29[' ]| doctrine that$3$ 236:101,29@l | a collector may freely be poor if he be 236:101,30@l | only patient. 236:101,31[' ]| In$4$ general, when Rosier presented himself 236:101,31[' ]| on$4$ a Thursday evening, his first recognition was 236:101,32[' ]| for$4$ the walls of the saloon; there were three or four 236:102,01[' ]| objects his eyes really yearned for$4$. But after his talk 236:102,02[' ]| with Madame*Merle he felt the extreme seriousness 236:102,03[' ]| of his position; and now, when he came in$5$, he looked 236:102,04[' ]| about for$4$ the daughter of the house with such eagerness 236:102,05[' ]| as might be permitted a gentleman whose smile, 236:102,06[' ]| as he crossed a threshold, always took everything 236:102,07[' ]| comfortable for$4$ granted. 237:103,01[' ]| Pansy was not in$4$ the first of the rooms, a large apartment 237:103,02[' ]| with a concave ceiling and walls covered with 237:103,03[' ]| old red damask; it was here Mrs%*Osmond usually 237:103,04[' ]| sat ~~ though she was not in$4$ her most customary 237:103,05[' ]| place to-night ~~ and that$3$ a circle of more especial 237:103,06[' ]| intimates gathered about the fire. The room was 237:103,07[' ]| flushed with subdued, diffused brightness; it contained 237:103,08[' ]| the larger things and ~~ almost always ~~ an 237:103,09[' ]| odour of flowers. Pansy on$4$ this occasion was presumably 237:103,10[' ]| in$4$ the next of the series, the resort of younger 237:103,11[' ]| visitors, where tea was served. Osmond stood before 237:103,12[' ]| the chimney, leaning back with his hands behind 237:103,13[' ]| him; he had one foot up$5$ and was warming the sole. 237:103,14[' ]| Half a dozen persons, scattered near him, were talking 237:103,15[' ]| together; but he was not in$4$ the conversation; 237:103,16[' ]| his eyes had an expression, frequent with them, that$6#1$ 237:103,17[' ]| seemed to$9$ represent them as engaged with objects 237:103,18[' ]| more worth their while than the appearances actually 237:103,19[' ]| thrust upon$4$ them. Rosier, coming in$5$ unannounced, 237:103,20[' ]| failed to$9$ attract his attention; but the young 237:103,21[' ]| man, who$6#1$ was very punctilious, though he was even 237:103,22[' ]| exceptionally conscious that$3$ it was the wife, not the 237:103,23[' ]| husband, he had come to$9$ see, went up$5$ to$9$ shake hands 237:103,24[' ]| with him. Osmond put out his left hand, without 237:103,25[' ]| changing his attitude. 237:103,26[C ]| "How d'ye do? My wife is somewhere about." 237:104,01[L ]| "Never fear; I shall find her," 237:104,01[' ]| said Rosier cheerfully. 237:104,02[' ]| 237:104,03[' ]| Osmond, however, took him in$5$; he had never in$4$ 237:104,04[' ]| his life felt himself so$5#1$ efficiently looked at. 237:104,04@l | "Madame*Merle 237:104,05@l | has told him, and he does not like$1$ it," 237:104,05[' ]| he 237:104,06[' ]| privately reasoned. He had hoped Madame*Merle 237:104,07[' ]| would be there, but she was not in$4$ sight; 237:104,07@l | perhaps 237:104,08@l | she was in$4$ one of the other rooms or would come 237:104,09@l | later. 237:104,09[' ]| He had never especially delighted in$4$ Gilbert*Osmond, 237:104,10[' ]| having a fancy he gave himself airs. But 237:104,11[' ]| Rosier was not quickly resentful, and where politeness 237:104,12[' ]| was concerned had ever a strong need of being 237:104,13[' ]| quite in$4$ the right. He looked round him and smiled, 237:104,14[' ]| all without help, and then in$4$ a moment, 237:104,14[L ]| "I saw a 237:104,15[L ]| jolly good piece of Capo*di*Monte to-day," 237:104,15[' ]| he said. 237:104,16[' ]| Osmond answered nothing at first; 237:104,17[' ]| but presently, 237:104,17[' ]| while he warmed his boot-sole, 237:104,17[C ]| "I do not care a fig 237:104,18[C ]| for$4$ Capo*di*Monte!" 237:104,18[' ]| he returned. 237:104,19[L ]| "I hope you are not losing your interest?" 237:104,20[C ]| "In$4$ old pots and plates? Yes, I am losing my interest." 237:104,21[C ]| 237:104,22[' ]| Rosier for$4$ an instant forgot the delicacy of his 237:104,23[' ]| position. 237:104,23[L ]| "You are not thinking of parting with a ~~ 237:104,24[L ]| a piece or two?" 237:104,25[C ]| "No$7$, I am not thinking of parting with anything 237:104,26[C ]| at all, Mr%*Rosier," 237:104,26[' ]| said Osmond, with his eyes still 237:104,27[' ]| on$4$ the eyes of the visitor. 237:104,28[L ]| "Ah, you want to$9$ keep, but not to$9$ add," 237:104,28[' ]| Rosier 237:104,29[' ]| remarked brightly. 237:104,30[C ]| "Exactly. I have nothing I wish to$9$ match." 237:104,31[' ]| Poor Rosier was aware he had blushed; he was 237:104,32[' ]| distressed at his want of assurance. 237:104,32[L ]| "Ah, well, \I\ 237:105,01[L ]| have!" 237:105,01[' ]| was all he could murmur; and he knew 237:105,02[' ]| his murmur was partly lost as he turned away. He 237:105,03[' ]| took his course to$4$ the adjoining room and met Mrs%*Osmond 237:105,04[' ]| coming out of the deep doorway. She was 237:105,05[' ]| dressed in$4$ black velvet; 237:105,05@l | she looked high and splendid, 237:105,06[' ]| as he had said, 237:105,06@l | and yet oh so$5#1$ radiantly gentle! 237:105,07[' ]| We know what Mr%*Rosier thought of her and the 237:105,08[' ]| terms in$4$ which$6#1$, to$4$ Madame*Merle, he had expressed 237:105,09[' ]| his admiration. Like$4$ his appreciation of her dear 237:105,10[' ]| little stepdaughter it was based partly on$4$ his eye 237:105,11[' ]| for$4$ decorative character, his instinct for$4$ authenticity; 237:105,12[' ]| but also on$4$ a sense of uncatalogued values, for$3$ that$6#2$ 237:105,13[' ]| secret of a "lustre" beyond any recorded losing or 237:105,14[' ]| rediscovering, which$6#1$ his devotion to$4$ brittle wares 237:105,15[' ]| had still not disqualified him to$9$ recognise. Mrs%*Osmond, 237:105,16[' ]| at present, might well have gratified such 237:105,17[' ]| tastes. The years had touched her only to$9$ enrich 237:105,18[' ]| her; the flower of her youth had not faded, it only 237:105,19[' ]| hung more quietly on$4$ its stem. She had lost something 237:105,20[' ]| of that$6#2$ quick eagerness to$4$ which$6#1$ her husband 237:105,21[' ]| had privately taken exception ~~ she had more the 237:105,22[' ]| air of being able to$9$ wait. Now, at all events, framed 237:105,23[' ]| in$4$ the gilded doorway, she struck our young man 237:105,24[' ]| as 237:105,24@l | the picture of a gracious lady. 237:105,24[L ]| "You see I am 237:105,25[L ]| very regular," 237:105,25[' ]| he said. 237:105,25[L ]| "But who$6#2$ should be if I am 237:105,26[L ]| not?" 237:105,27[A ]| "Yes, I have known you longer than any*one here. 237:105,28[A ]| But we must not indulge in$4$ tender reminiscences. I 237:105,29[A ]| want to$9$ introduce you to$4$ a young lady." 237:105,30[L ]| "Ah, please, what young lady?" 237:105,30[' ]| Rosier was immensely 237:105,31[' ]| obliging; but this was not what he had come 237:105,32[' ]| for$4$. 237:106,01[A ]| "She sits there by$4$ the fire in$4$ pink and has no*one 237:106,02[A ]| to$9$ speak to$4$." 237:106,03[' ]| Rosier hesitated a moment. 237:106,03[L ]| "can not Mr%*Osmond 237:106,04[L ]| speak to$4$ her? He is within six feet of her." 237:106,05[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond also hesitated. 237:106,05[A ]| "She is not very 237:106,06[A ]| lively, and he does not like$1$ dull people." 237:106,07[L ]| "But she is good enough for$4$ me? Ah now, that$6#2$ is 237:106,08[L ]| hard!" 237:106,09[A ]| "I only mean that$3$ you have ideas for$4$ two. And then 237:106,10[A ]| you are so$5#1$ obliging." 237:106,11[L ]| "So$5#2$ is your husband." 237:106,12[A ]| "No$7$, he is not ~~ to$4$ me." 237:106,12[' ]| And Mrs%*Osmond 237:106,13[' ]| vaguely smiled. 237:106,14[L ]| "That$6#2$ is a sign he should be doubly so$5#2$ to$4$ other 237:106,15[L ]| women." 237:106,16[A ]| "So$5#2$ I tell him," 237:106,16[' ]| she said, still smiling. 237:106,17[L ]| "You see I want some tea," 237:106,17[' ]| Rosier went on$5$, looking 237:106,18[' ]| wistfully beyond. 237:106,19[A ]| "That$6#2$ is perfect. Go and give some to$4$ my young 237:106,20[A ]| lady." 237:106,21[L ]| "Very good; but after that$6#2$ I will$1$ abandon her to$4$ her 237:106,22[L ]| fate. The simple truth is I am dying to$9$ have a little 237:106,23[L ]| talk with Miss*Osmond." 237:106,24[A ]| "Ah," 237:106,24[' ]| said Isabel, turning away, 237:106,24[A ]| "I can not help 237:106,25[A ]| you there!" 237:106,26[' ]| Five minutes later, while he handed a tea-cup to$4$ 237:106,27[' ]| the damsel in$4$ pink, whom he had conducted into the 237:106,28[' ]| other room, he wondered whether, in$4$ making to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond 237:106,29[' ]| the profession I have just quoted, 237:106,29@l | he had 237:106,30@l | broken the spirit of his promise to$4$ Madame*Merle. 237:106,31[' ]| Such a question was capable of occupying this young 237:106,32[' ]| man's mind for$4$ a considerable time. At last, however, 237:107,01[' ]| he became ~~ comparatively speaking ~~ reckless; 237:107,02[' ]| he cared little what promises he might break. 237:107,03[' ]| The fate to$4$ which$6#1$ he had threatened to$9$ abandon the 237:107,04[' ]| damsel in$4$ pink proved to$9$ be none so$5#1$ terrible; for$3$ 237:107,05[' ]| Pansy*Osmond, who$6#1$ had given him the tea for$4$ his 237:107,06[' ]| companion ~~ Pansy was as fond as ever of making 237:107,07[' ]| tea ~~ presently came and talked to$4$ her. Into this 237:107,08[' ]| mild colloquy Edward*Rosier entered little; he sat 237:107,09[' ]| by$5$ moodily, watching his small sweetheart. If we 237:107,10[' ]| look at her now through his eyes we shall at first not 237:107,11[' ]| see much to$9$ remind us of the obedient little girl who$6#1$, 237:107,12[' ]| at Florence, three years before, was sent to$9$ walk 237:107,13[' ]| short distances in$4$ the Cascine while her father and 237:107,14[' ]| Miss*Archer talked together of matters sacred to$4$ 237:107,15[' ]| elder people. But after a moment we shall perceive 237:107,16[' ]| that$3$ if at nineteen Pansy has become a young lady 237:107,17[' ]| she does not really fill out the part; that$3$ if she has 237:107,18[' ]| grown very pretty she lacks in$4$ a deplorable degree 237:107,19[' ]| the quality known and esteemed in$4$ the appearance 237:107,20[' ]| of females as style; and that$3$ if she is dressed with 237:107,21[' ]| great freshness she wears her smart attire with an 237:107,22[' ]| undisguised appearance of saving it ~~ very much as 237:107,23[' ]| if it were lent her for$4$ the occasion. Edward*Rosier, 237:107,24[' ]| it would seem, would have been just the man to$9$ note 237:107,25[' ]| these defects; and in$4$ point of fact there was not a 237:107,26[' ]| quality of this young lady, of any sort, that$6#1$ he had 237:107,27[' ]| not noted. Only he called her qualities by$4$ names of 237:107,28[' ]| his own ~~ some of which$6#1$ indeed were happy enough. 237:107,29@l | "No$7$, she is unique ~~ she is absolutely unique," 237:107,29[' ]| he 237:107,30[' ]| used to$9$ say to$4$ himself; and you may be sure that$3$ not 237:107,31[' ]| for$4$ an instant would he have admitted to$4$ you that$3$ she 237:107,32[' ]| was wanting in$4$ style. 237:107,32@l | Style? Why, she had the style 237:108,01@l | of a little princess; if you could not see it you had no$2$ 237:108,02@l | eye. It was not modern, it was not conscious, it would 237:108,03@l | produce no$2$ impression in$4$ Broadway; the small, serious 237:108,04@l | damsel, in$4$ her stiff little dress, only looked like$4$ an 237:108,05@l | Infanta of Velasquez. 237:108,05[' ]| This was enough for$4$ Edward*Rosier, 237:108,06[' ]| who$6#1$ thought her delightfully old-fashioned. 237:108,07[' ]| Her anxious eyes, her charming lips, her slip of a figure, 237:108,08[' ]| were as touching as a childish prayer. He had now an 237:108,09[' ]| acute desire to$9$ know just to$4$ what point she liked him 237:108,10[' ]| ~~ a desire which$6#1$ made him fidget as he sat in$4$ his 237:108,11[' ]| chair. It made him feel hot, so$3$ that$3$ he had to$9$ pat his 237:108,12[' ]| forehead with his handkerchief; he had never been 237:108,13[' ]| so$5#1$ uncomfortable. 237:108,13@l | She was such a perfect \9jeune*fille\, 237:108,14@l | and one could not make of a \9jeune*fille\ the enquiry 237:108,15@l | requisite for$4$ throwing light on$4$ such a point. 237:108,15[' ]| A \9jeune*fille\ 237:108,16[' ]| was what Rosier had always dreamed of ~~ a 237:108,17[' ]| \9jeune*fille\ who$6#1$ should yet not be French, for$3$ he had 237:108,18[' ]| felt that$3$ 237:108,18@l | this nationality would complicate the question. 237:108,19@l | He was sure Pansy had never looked at a newspaper 237:108,20@l | and that$3$, in$4$ the way of novels, if she had read 237:108,21@l | Sir*Walter*Scott it was the very most. An American 237:108,22@l | \9jeune*fille\ ~~ what could be better than that$6#2$? She 237:108,23@l | would be frank and gay, and yet would not have 237:108,24@l | walked alone, nor have received letters from men, 237:108,25@l | nor have been taken to$4$ the theatre to$9$ see the comedy 237:108,26@l | of manners. 237:108,26[' ]| Rosier could not deny that$3$, 237:108,26@l | as the matter 237:108,27@l | stood, it would be a breach of hospitality to$9$ appeal 237:108,28@l | directly to$4$ this unsophisticated creature; 237:108,28[' ]| but he was 237:108,29[' ]| now in$4$ imminent danger of asking himself 237:108,29@l | if hospitality 237:108,30@l | were the most sacred thing in$4$ the world. 237:108,31@l | Was not the sentiment that$6#1$ he entertained for$4$ Miss*Osmond 237:108,32@l | of infinitely greater importance? Of greater 237:109,01@l | importance to$4$ him ~~ yes; but not probably to$4$ the 237:109,02@l | master of the house. There was one comfort; even 237:109,03@l | if this gentleman had been placed on$4$ his guard by$4$ 237:109,04@l | Madame*Merle he would not have extended the 237:109,05@l | warning to$4$ Pansy; it would not have been part of his 237:109,06@l | policy to$9$ let her know that$3$ a prepossessing young man 237:109,07@l | was in$4$ love with her. 237:109,07[' ]| But he \was\ in$4$ love with her, the 237:109,08[' ]| prepossessing young man; and all these restrictions 237:109,09[' ]| of circumstance had ended by$4$ irritating him. 237:109,09@l | What 237:109,10@l | had Gilbert*Osmond meant by$4$ giving him two fingers 237:109,11@l | of his left hand? If Osmond was rude, surely he himself 237:109,12@l | might be bold. 237:109,12[' ]| He felt extremely bold after the 237:109,13[' ]| dull girl in$4$ so$5#1$ vain a disguise of rose-colour had 237:109,14[' ]| responded to$4$ the call of her mother, who$6#1$ came in$5$ to$9$ say, 237:109,15[' ]| with a significant simper at Rosier, that$3$ 237:109,15@v | she must 237:109,16@v | carry her off to$4$ other triumphs. 237:109,16[' ]| The mother and 237:109,17[' ]| daughter departed together, and now it depended 237:109,18[' ]| only upon$4$ him that$3$ he should be virtually alone with 237:109,19[' ]| Pansy. He had never been alone with her before; he 237:109,20[' ]| had never been alone with a \9jeune*fille\. It was a great 237:109,21[' ]| moment; poor Rosier began to$9$ pat his forehead again. 237:109,22[' ]| There was another room beyond the one in$4$ which$6#1$ 237:109,23[' ]| they stood ~~ a small room that$6#1$ had been thrown 237:109,24[' ]| open and lighted, but that$6#1$, the company not being 237:109,25[' ]| numerous, had remained empty all the evening. It 237:109,26[' ]| was empty yet; it was upholstered in$4$ pale yellow; 237:109,27[' ]| there were several lamps; through the open door it 237:109,28[' ]| looked the very temple of authorised love. Rosier 237:109,29[' ]| gazed a moment through this aperture; he was afraid 237:109,30[' ]| that$3$ Pansy would run away, and felt almost capable 237:109,31[' ]| of stretching out a hand to$9$ detain her. But she lingered 237:109,32[' ]| where the other maiden had left them, making 237:110,01[' ]| no$2$ motion to$9$ join a knot of visitors on$4$ the far side of 237:110,02[' ]| the room. For$4$ a little it occurred to$4$ him that$3$ 237:110,02@l | she was 237:110,03@l | frightened ~~ too frightened perhaps to$9$ move; 237:110,03[' ]| but a 237:110,04[' ]| second glance assured him she was not, and he then 237:110,05[' ]| reflected that$3$ 237:110,05@l | she was too innocent indeed for$4$ that$6#2$. 237:110,06[' ]| After a supreme hesitation he asked her if he might 237:110,07[' ]| go and look at the yellow room, which$6#1$ seemed so$5#1$ attractive 237:110,08[' ]| yet so$5#1$ virginal. He had been there already 237:110,09[' ]| with Osmond, to$9$ inspect the furniture, which$6#1$ was of 237:110,10[' ]| the First French Empire, and especially to$9$ admire the 237:110,11[' ]| clock (which$6#1$ he did not really admire), an immense 237:110,12[' ]| classic structure of that$6#2$ period. He therefore felt that$3$ 237:110,13[' ]| he had now begun to$9$ manoeuvre. 237:110,14[K ]| "Certainly, you may go," 237:110,14[' ]| said Pansy; 237:110,14[K ]| "and if 237:110,15[K ]| you like$1$ I will$1$ show you." 237:110,15@l | She was not in$4$ the least 237:110,16@l | frightened. 237:110,17[L ]| "That$6#2$ is just what I hoped you would say; you are so$5#1$ 237:110,18[L ]| very kind," 237:110,18[' ]| Rosier murmured. 237:110,19[' ]| They went in$5$ together; Rosier really thought the 237:110,20[' ]| room very ugly, and it seemed cold. The same idea 237:110,21[' ]| appeared to$9$ have struck Pansy. 237:110,21[K ]| "It is not for$4$ winter 237:110,22[K ]| evenings; it is more for$4$ summer," 237:110,22[' ]| she said. 237:110,22[K ]| "It is 237:110,23[K ]| papa's taste; he has so$5#1$ much." 237:110,24@l | He had a good deal, 237:110,24[' ]| Rosier thought; 237:110,24@l | but some of 237:110,25@l | it was very bad. 237:110,25[' ]| He looked about him; he hardly 237:110,26[' ]| knew what to$9$ say in$4$ such a situation. 237:110,26[L ]| "Does not Mrs%*Osmond 237:110,27[L ]| care how her rooms are done? Has she no$2$ 237:110,28[L ]| taste?" 237:110,28[' ]| he asked. 237:110,29[K ]| "Oh yes, a great deal; but it is more for$4$ literature," 237:110,30[' ]| said Pansy ~~ 237:110,30[K ]| "and for$4$ conversation. But papa cares 237:110,31[K ]| also for$4$ those things. I think he knows everything." 237:110,32[' ]| Rosier was silent a little. 237:110,32[L ]| "There is one thing I am 237:111,01[L ]| sure he knows!" 237:111,01[' ]| he broke out presently. 237:111,01[L ]| "He knows 237:111,02[L ]| that$3$ when I come here it is, with all respect to$4$ him, 237:111,03[L ]| with all respect to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond, who$6#1$ is so$5#1$ charming 237:111,04[L ]| ~~ it is really," 237:111,04[' ]| said the young man, 237:111,04[L ]| "to$9$ see you!" 237:111,05[K ]| "To$9$ see me?" 237:111,05[' ]| And Pansy raised her vaguely-troubled 237:111,06[' ]| eyes. 237:111,07[L ]| "To$9$ see you; that$6#2$ is what I come for$4$," 237:111,07[' ]| Rosier repeated, 237:111,08[' ]| feeling the intoxication of a rupture with 237:111,09[' ]| authority. 237:111,10[' ]| Pansy stood looking at him, simply, intently, openly; 237:111,11[' ]| a blush was not needed to$9$ make her face more modest. 237:111,12[K ]| "I thought it was for$4$ that$6#2$." 237:111,13[L ]| "And it was not disagreeable to$4$ you?" 237:111,14[K ]| "I could not tell; I did not know. You never told 237:111,15[K ]| me," 237:111,15[' ]| said Pansy. 237:111,16[L ]| "I was afraid of offending you." 237:111,17[K ]| "You do not offend me," 237:111,17[' ]| the young girl murmured, 237:111,18[' ]| smiling as if an angel had kissed her. 237:111,19[L ]| "You like$1$ me then Pansy?" 237:111,19[' ]| Rosier asked very 237:111,20[' ]| gently, feeling very happy. 237:111,21[K ]| "Yes ~~ I like$1$ you." 237:111,22[' ]| They had walked to$4$ the chimney-piece where the 237:111,23[' ]| big cold Empire clock was perched; they were well 237:111,24[' ]| within the room and beyond observation from without. 237:111,25[' ]| The tone in$4$ which$6#1$ she had said these four words 237:111,26[' ]| seemed to$4$ him the very breath of nature, and his only 237:111,27[' ]| answer could be to$9$ take her hand and hold it a moment. 237:111,28[' ]| Then he raised it to$4$ his lips. She submitted, 237:111,29[' ]| still with her pure, trusting smile, in$4$ which$6#1$ there was 237:111,30[' ]| something ineffably passive. 237:111,30@l | She liked him ~~ she 237:111,31@l | had liked him all the while; now anything might 237:111,32@l | happen! She was ready ~~ she had been ready always, 237:112,01@l | waiting for$4$ him to$9$ speak. If he had not spoken 237:112,02@l | she would have waited for*ever; but when the word 237:112,03@l | came she dropped like$4$ the peach from the shaken 237:112,04@l | tree. 237:112,04[' ]| Rosier felt that$3$ if he should draw her toward 237:112,05[' ]| him and hold her to$4$ his heart she would submit without 237:112,06[' ]| a murmur, would rest there without a question. 237:112,07[' ]| It was true that$3$ this would be a rash experiment in$4$ 237:112,08[' ]| a yellow Empire \8salottino\. 237:112,08@l | She had known it was for$4$ 237:112,09@l | her he came, and yet like$4$ what a perfect little lady 237:112,10@l | she had carried it off! 237:112,11[L ]| "You are very dear to$4$ me," 237:112,11[' ]| he murmured, trying 237:112,12[' ]| to$9$ believe that$3$ there was after all such a thing as 237:112,13[' ]| hospitality. 237:112,14[' ]| She looked a moment at her hand, where he had 237:112,15[' ]| kissed it. 237:112,15[K ]| "Did you say papa knows?" 237:112,16[L ]| "You told me just now he knows everything." 237:112,17[K ]| "I think you must make sure," 237:112,17[' ]| said Pansy. 237:112,18[L ]| "Ah, my dear, when once I am sure of \you\!" 237:112,18[' ]| Rosier 237:112,19[' ]| murmured in$4$ her ear; whereupon she turned 237:112,20[' ]| back to$4$ the other rooms with a little air of consistency 237:112,21[' ]| which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ imply that$3$ their appeal should be 237:112,22[' ]| immediate. 237:112,23[' ]| The other rooms meanwhile had become conscious 237:112,24[' ]| of the arrival of Madame*Merle, who$6#1$, wherever she 237:112,25[' ]| went, produced an impression when she entered. 237:112,26[' ]| How she did it the most attentive spectator could 237:112,27[' ]| not have told you, for$3$ she neither spoke loud, nor 237:112,28[' ]| laughed profusely, nor moved rapidly, nor dressed 237:112,29[' ]| with splendour, nor appealed in$4$ any appreciable 237:112,30[' ]| manner to$4$ the audience. Large, fair, smiling, serene, 237:112,31[' ]| there was something in$4$ her very tranquillity that$6#1$ diffused 237:112,32[' ]| itself, and when people looked round it was 237:113,01[' ]| because of a sudden quiet. On$4$ this occasion she had 237:113,02[' ]| done the quietest thing she could do; after embracing 237:113,03[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond, which$6#1$ was more striking, she had sat 237:113,04[' ]| down on$4$ a small sofa to$9$ commune with the master of 237:113,05[' ]| the house. There was a brief exchange of common-places 237:113,06[' ]| between these two ~~ they always paid, in$4$ 237:113,07[' ]| public, a certain formal tribute to$4$ the commonplace 237:113,08[' ]| ~~ and then Madame*Merle, whose eyes had been 237:113,09[' ]| wandering, asked 237:113,09@h | if little Mr%*Rosier had come this 237:113,10@h | evening. 237:113,11[C ]| "He came nearly an hour ago ~~ but he has disappeared," 237:113,12[' ]| Osmond said. 237:113,13[H ]| "And where is Pansy?" 237:113,14[C ]| "In$4$ the other room. There are several people 237:113,15[C ]| there." 237:113,16[H ]| "He is probably among them," 237:113,16[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 237:113,17[C ]| "Do you wish to$9$ see him?" 237:113,17[' ]| Osmond asked in$4$ a 237:113,18[' ]| provokingly pointless tone. 237:113,19[' ]| Madame*Merle looked at him a moment; she 237:113,20[' ]| knew each of his tones to$4$ the eighth of a note. 237:113,20[H ]| "Yes, 237:113,21[H ]| I should like$1$ to$9$ say to$4$ him that$3$ I have told you what 237:113,22[H ]| he wants, and that$3$ it interests you but feebly." 237:113,23[C ]| "Do not tell him that$6#2$. He will$1$ try to$9$ interest me more 237:113,24[C ]| ~~ which$6#1$ is exactly what I do not want. Tell him I 237:113,25[C ]| hate his proposal." 237:113,26[H ]| "But you do not hate it." 237:113,27[C ]| "It does not signify; I do not love it. I let him see 237:113,28[C ]| that$6#2$, myself, this evening; I was rude to$4$ him on$4$ purpose. 237:113,29[C ]| That$6#2$ sort of thing is a great bore. There is no$2$ 237:113,30[C ]| hurry." 237:113,31[H ]| "I will$1$ tell him that$3$ you will$1$ take time and think it 237:113,32[H ]| over." 237:114,01[C ]| "No$7$, do not do that$6#2$. He will$1$ hang on$5$." 237:114,02[H ]| "If I discourage him he will$1$ do the same." 237:114,03[C ]| "Yes, but in$4$ the one case he will$1$ try to$9$ talk and explain 237:114,04[C ]| ~~ which$6#1$ would be exceedingly tiresome. In$4$ the 237:114,05[C ]| other he will$1$ probably hold his tongue and go in$5$ for$4$ 237:114,06[C ]| some deeper game. That$6#2$ will$1$ leave me quiet. I hate 237:114,07[C ]| talking with a donkey." 237:114,08[H ]| "Is that$6#2$ what you call poor Mr%*Rosier?" 237:114,09[C ]| "Oh, he is a nuisance ~~ with his eternal majolica." 237:114,10[C ]| 237:114,11[' ]| Madame*Merle dropped her eyes; she had a faint 237:114,12[' ]| smile. 237:114,12[H ]| "He is a gentleman, he has a charming temper; 237:114,13[H ]| and, after all, an income of forty thousand 237:114,14[H ]| francs!" 237:114,15[C ]| "It is misery ~~ ""genteel"" misery," 237:114,15[' ]| Osmond broke 237:114,16[' ]| in$5$. 237:114,16[C ]| "It is not what I have dreamed of for$4$ Pansy." 237:114,17[H ]| "Very good then. He has promised me not to$9$ speak 237:114,18[H ]| to$4$ her." 237:114,19[C ]| "Do you believe him?" 237:114,19[' ]| Osmond asked absent-mindedly. 237:114,20[' ]| 237:114,21[H ]| "Perfectly. Pansy has thought a great deal about 237:114,22[H ]| him; but I do not suppose you consider that$3$ that$6#2$ 237:114,23[H ]| matters." 237:114,24[C ]| "I do not consider it matters at all; but neither do 237:114,25[C ]| I believe she has thought of him." 237:114,26[H ]| "That$6#2$ opinion is more convenient," 237:114,26[' ]| said Madame*Merle 237:114,27[' ]| quietly. 237:114,28[C ]| "Has she told you she is in$4$ love with him?" 237:114,29[H ]| "For$4$ what do you take her? And for$4$ what do you 237:114,30[H ]| take me?" 237:114,30[' ]| Madame*Merle added in$4$ a moment. 237:114,31[' ]| Osmond had raised his foot and was resting his 237:114,32[' ]| slim ankle on$4$ the other knee; he clasped his ankle 237:115,01[' ]| in$4$ his hand familiarly ~~ his long, fine forefinger and 237:115,02[' ]| thumb could make a ring for$4$ it ~~ and gazed a while 237:115,03[' ]| before him. 237:115,03[C ]| "This kind of thing does not find me 237:115,04[C ]| unprepared. It is what I educated her for$4$. It was all 237:115,05[C ]| for$4$ this ~~ that$3$ when such a case should come up$5$ she 237:115,06[C ]| should do what I prefer." 237:115,07[H ]| "I am not afraid that$3$ she will$1$ not do it." 237:115,08[C ]| "Well then, where is the hitch?" 237:115,09[H ]| "I do not see any. But, all the same, I recommend 237:115,10[H ]| you not to$9$ get rid of Mr%*Rosier. Keep him on$4$ hand; 237:115,11[H ]| he may be useful." 237:115,12[C ]| "I can not keep him. Keep him yourself." 237:115,13[H ]| "Very good; I will$1$ put him into a corner and allow 237:115,14[H ]| him so$5#1$ much a day." 237:115,14[' ]| Madame*Merle had, for$4$ the 237:115,15[' ]| most part, while they talked, been glancing about 237:115,16[' ]| her; it was her habit in$4$ this situation, just as it was 237:115,17[' ]| her habit to$9$ interpose a good many blank-looking 237:115,18[' ]| pauses. A long drop followed the last words I have 237:115,19[' ]| quoted; and before it had ended she saw Pansy come 237:115,20[' ]| out of the adjoining room, followed by$4$ Edward*Rosier. 237:115,21[' ]| The girl advanced a few steps and then stopped 237:115,22[' ]| and stood looking at Madame*Merle and at her 237:115,23[' ]| father. 237:115,24[H ]| "He has spoken to$4$ her," 237:115,24[' ]| Madame*Merle went on$5$ 237:115,25[' ]| to$4$ Osmond. 237:115,26[' ]| Her companion never turned his head. 237:115,26[C ]| "So$5#1$ much 237:115,27[C ]| for$4$ your belief in$4$ his promises. He ought to$9$ be horse-whipped." 237:115,28[C ]| 237:115,29[H ]| "He intends to$9$ confess, poor little man!" 237:115,30[' ]| Osmond got up$5$; he had now taken a sharp look 237:115,31[' ]| at his daughter. 237:115,31[C ]| "It does not matter," 237:115,31[' ]| he murmured, 237:115,32[' ]| turning away. 237:116,01[' ]| Pansy after a moment came up$5$ to$4$ Madame*Merle 237:116,02[' ]| with her little manner of unfamiliar politeness. This 237:116,03[' ]| lady's reception of her was not more intimate; she 237:116,04[' ]| simply, as she rose from the sofa, gave her a friendly 237:116,05[' ]| smile. 237:116,06[K ]| "You are very late," 237:116,06[' ]| the young creature gently said. 237:116,07[H ]| "My dear child, I am never later than I intend 237:116,08[H ]| to$9$ be." 237:116,09[' ]| Madame*Merle had not got up$5$ to$9$ be gracious to$4$ 237:116,10[' ]| Pansy; she moved toward Edward*Rosier. He came 237:116,11[' ]| to$9$ meet her and, very quickly, as if to$9$ get it off his 237:116,12[' ]| mind, 237:116,12[L ]| "I have spoken to$4$ her!" 237:116,12[' ]| he whispered. 237:116,13[H ]| "I know it, Mr%*Rosier." 237:116,14[L ]| "Did she tell you?" 237:116,15[H ]| "Yes, she told me. Behave properly for$4$ the rest of 237:116,16[H ]| the evening, and come and see me to-morrow at a 237:116,17[H ]| quarter past five." 237:116,17[' ]| She was severe, and in$4$ the manner 237:116,18[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ she turned her back to$4$ him there was 237:116,19[' ]| a degree of contempt which$6#1$ caused him to$9$ mutter a 237:116,20[' ]| decent imprecation. 237:116,21[' ]| He had no$2$ intention of speaking to$4$ Osmond; it was 237:116,22[' ]| neither the time nor the place. But he instinctively 237:116,23[' ]| wandered toward Isabel, who$6#1$ sat talking with an 237:116,24[' ]| old lady. He sat down on$4$ the other side of her; 237:116,25[' ]| the old lady was Italian, and Rosier took for$4$ granted 237:116,26[' ]| she understood no$2$ English. 237:116,26[L ]| "You said just now you 237:116,27[L ]| would not help me," 237:116,27[' ]| he began to$4$ Mrs*Osmond. 237:116,28[L ]| "Perhaps you will$1$ feel differently when you know ~~ 237:116,29[L ]| when you know ~~ !" 237:116,30[' ]| Isabel met his hesitation. 237:116,30[A ]| "When I know what?" 237:116,31[L ]| "That$3$ she is all right." 237:116,32[A ]| "What do you mean by$4$ that$6#2$?" 237:117,01[L ]| "Well, that$3$ we have come to$4$ an understanding." 237:117,02[A ]| "She is all wrong," 237:117,02[' ]| said Isabel. 237:117,02[A ]| "It will$1$ not do." 237:117,03[' ]| Poor Rosier gazed at her half-pleadingly, half-angrily; 237:117,04[' ]| a sudden flush testified to$4$ his sense of injury. 237:117,05[L ]| "I have never been treated so$5#2$," 237:117,05[' ]| he said. 237:117,05[L ]| "What is there 237:117,06[L ]| against me, after all? That$6#2$ is not the way I am usually 237:117,07[L ]| considered. I could have married twenty times." 237:117,08[A ]| "It is a pity you did not. I do not mean twenty times, 237:117,09[A ]| but once, comfortably," 237:117,09[' ]| Isabel added, smiling kindly. 237:117,10[A ]| "You are not rich enough for$4$ Pansy." 237:117,11[L ]| "She does not care a straw for$4$ one's money." 237:117,12[A ]| "No$7$, but her father does." 237:117,13[L ]| "Ah yes, he has proved that$6#2$!" 237:117,13[' ]| cried the young 237:117,14[' ]| man. 237:117,15[' ]| Isabel got up$5$, turning away from him, leaving her 237:117,16[' ]| old lady without ceremony; and he occupied himself 237:117,17[' ]| for$4$ the next ten minutes in$4$ pretending to$9$ look at Gilbert*Osmond's 237:117,18[' ]| collection of miniatures, which$6#1$ were 237:117,19[' ]| neatly arranged on$4$ a series of small velvet screens. 237:117,20[' ]| But he looked without seeing; his cheek burned; he 237:117,21[' ]| was too full of his sense of injury. 237:117,21@l | It was certain that$3$ 237:117,22@l | he had never been treated that$6#2$ way before; he was 237:117,23@l | not used to$4$ being thought not good enough. 237:117,23[' ]| He knew 237:117,24[' ]| how good he was, and if such a fallacy had not been 237:117,25[' ]| so$5#1$ pernicious he could have laughed at it. He searched 237:117,26[' ]| again for$4$ Pansy, but she had disappeared, and his 237:117,27[' ]| main desire was now to$9$ get out of the house. Before 237:117,28[' ]| doing so$5#2$ he spoke once more to$4$ Isabel; it was not 237:117,29[' ]| agreeable to$4$ him to$9$ reflect that$3$ he had just said a rude 237:117,30[' ]| thing to$4$ her ~~ the only point that$6#1$ would now justify 237:117,31[' ]| a low view of him. 237:117,32[L ]| "I referred to$4$ Mr%*Osmond as I should not have 237:118,01[L ]| done, a while ago," 237:118,01[' ]| he began. 237:118,01[L ]| "But you must remember 237:118,02[L ]| my situation." 237:118,03[A ]| "I do not remember what you said," 237:118,03[' ]| she answered 237:118,04[' ]| coldly. 237:118,05[L ]| "Ah, you are offended, and now you will$1$ never help 237:118,06[L ]| me." 237:118,07[' ]| She was silent an instant, and then with a change 237:118,08[' ]| of tone: 237:118,08[A ]| "It is not that$3$ I will$1$ not; I simply can not!" 237:118,09[' ]| Her manner was almost passionate. 237:118,10[L ]| "If you \could\, just a little, I would never again speak 237:118,11[L ]| of your husband save as an angel." 237:118,12[A ]| "The inducement is great," 237:118,12[' ]| said Isabel gravely ~~ 237:118,13@l | inscrutably, 237:118,13[' ]| as he afterwards, to$4$ himself, called it; 237:118,14[' ]| and she gave him, straight in$4$ the eyes, a look which$6#1$ 237:118,15[' ]| was also inscrutable. It made him remember somehow 237:118,16[' ]| that$3$ he had known her as a child; and yet it was 237:118,17[' ]| keener than he liked, and he took himself off. 238:119,01[' ]| He went to$9$ see Madame*Merle on$4$ the morrow, and 238:119,02[' ]| to$4$ his surprise she let him off rather easily. But she 238:119,03[' ]| made him promise that$3$ he would stop there till 238:119,04[' ]| something should have been decided. 238:119,04@h | Mr%*Osmond 238:119,05@h | had had higher expectations; it was very true that$3$ 238:119,06@h | as he had no$2$ intention of giving his daughter a portion 238:119,07@h | such expectations were open to$4$ criticism or even, 238:119,08@h | if one would, to$4$ ridicule. But she would advise Mr%*Rosier 238:119,09@h | not to$9$ take that$6#2$ tone; if he would possess his 238:119,10@h | soul in$4$ patience he might arrive at his felicity. Mr%*Osmond 238:119,11@h | was not favourable to$4$ his suit, but it would not 238:119,12@h | be a miracle if he should gradually come round. 238:119,13@h | Pansy would never defy her father, he might depend 238:119,14@h | on$4$ that$6#2$; so$3$ nothing was to$9$ be gained by$4$ precipitation. 238:119,15@h | Mr%*Osmond needed to$9$ accustom his mind to$4$ 238:119,16@h | an offer of a sort that$6#1$ he had not hitherto entertained, 238:119,17@h | and this result must come of itself ~~ it was useless 238:119,18@h | to$9$ try to$9$ force it. 238:119,18[' ]| Rosier remarked that$3$ 238:119,18@l | his own situation 238:119,19@l | would be in$4$ the meanwhile the most uncomfortable 238:119,20@l | in$4$ the world, 238:119,20[' ]| and Madame*Merle assured 238:119,21[' ]| him that$3$ 238:119,21@h | she felt for$4$ him. 238:119,21[' ]| But, as she justly declared, 238:119,22@h | one could not have everything one wanted; she had 238:119,23@h | learned that$6#2$ lesson for$4$ herself. There would be 238:119,24@h | no$2$ use in$4$ his writing to$4$ Gilbert*Osmond, who$6#1$ had 238:119,25@h | charged her to$9$ tell him as much. He wished the matter 238:119,26@h | dropped for$4$ a few weeks and would himself write 238:119,27@h | when he should have anything to$9$ communicate that$6#1$ 238:119,28@h | it might please Mr%*Rosier to$9$ hear. 238:120,01[H ]| "He does not like$1$ your having spoken to$4$ Pansy. 238:120,02[H ]| Ah, he does not like$1$ it at all," 238:120,02[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 238:120,03[L ]| "I am perfectly willing to$9$ give him a chance to$9$ tell 238:120,04[L ]| me so$5#2$!" 238:120,05[H ]| "If you do that$6#2$ he will$1$ tell you more than you care 238:120,06[H ]| to$9$ hear. Go the house, for$4$ the next month, as little 238:120,07[H ]| as possible, and leave the rest to$4$ me." 238:120,08[L ]| "As little as possible? Who$6#2$ is to$9$ measure the possibility?" 238:120,09[L ]| 238:120,10[H ]| "Let me measure it. Go on$4$ Thursday evenings 238:120,11[H ]| with the rest of the world, but do not go at all at odd 238:120,12[H ]| times, and do not fret about Pansy. I will$1$ see that$3$ she 238:120,13[H ]| understands everything. She is a calm little nature; 238:120,14[H ]| she will$1$ take it quietly." 238:120,15[' ]| Edward*Rosier fretted about Pansy a good deal, 238:120,16[' ]| but he did as he was advised, and awaited another 238:120,17[' ]| Thursday evening before returning to$4$ Palazzo*Roccanera. 238:120,18[' ]| There had been a party at dinner, so$3$ that$3$ 238:120,19[' ]| though he went early the company was already tolerably 238:120,20[' ]| numerous. Osmond, as usual, was in$4$ the first 238:120,21[' ]| room, near the fire, staring straight at the door, so$3$ 238:120,22[' ]| that$3$, not to$9$ be distinctly uncivil, Rosier had to$9$ go and 238:120,23[' ]| speak to$4$ him. 238:120,24[C ]| "I am glad that$3$ you can take a hint," 238:120,24[' ]| Pansy's father 238:120,25[' ]| said, slightly closing his keen, conscious eyes 238:120,26[L ]| "I take no$2$ hints. But I took a message, as I supposed 238:120,27[L ]| it to$9$ be." 238:120,28[C ]| "You took it? Where did you take it?" 238:120,29[' ]| It seemed to$4$ poor Rosier 238:120,29@l | he was being insulted, 238:120,30[' ]| and he waited a moment, asking himself 238:120,31@l | how much 238:120,31@l | a true lover ought to$9$ submit to$4$. 238:120,31[L ]| "Madame*Merle 238:120,32[L ]| gave me, as I understood it, a message from you ~~ 238:121,01[L ]| to$4$ the effect that$3$ you declined to$9$ give me the opportunity 238:121,02[L ]| I desire, the opportunity to$9$ explain my wishes 238:121,03[L ]| to$4$ you." 238:121,03[' ]| And he flattered himself he spoke rather 238:121,04[' ]| sternly. 238:121,05[C ]| "I do not see what Madame*Merle has to$9$ do with 238:121,06[C ]| it. Why did you apply to$4$ Madame*Merle?" 238:121,07[L ]| "I asked her for$4$ an opinion ~~ for$4$ nothing more. 238:121,08[L ]| I did so$5#2$ because she had seemed to$4$ me to$9$ know you 238:121,09[L ]| very well." 238:121,10[C ]| "She does not know me so$5#1$ well as she thinks," 238:121,10[' ]| said 238:121,11[' ]| Osmond. 238:121,12[L ]| "I am sorry for$4$ that$6#2$, because she has given me 238:121,13[L ]| some little ground for$4$ hope." 238:121,14[' ]| Osmond stared into the fire a moment. 238:121,14[C ]| "I set a 238:121,15[C ]| great price on$4$ my daughter." 238:121,16[L ]| "You can not set a higher one than I do. Do not I 238:121,17[L ]| prove it by$4$ wishing to$9$ marry her?" 238:121,18[C ]| "I wish to$9$ marry her very well," 238:121,18[' ]| Osmond went on$5$ 238:121,19[' ]| with a dry impertinence which$6#1$, in$4$ another mood, 238:121,20[' ]| poor Rosier would have admired. 238:121,21[L ]| "Of course I pretend she would marry well in$4$ marrying 238:121,22[L ]| me. She could not marry a man who$6#1$ loves her 238:121,23[L ]| more ~~ or whom, I may venture to$9$ add, she loves 238:121,24[L ]| more." 238:121,25[C ]| "I am not bound to$9$ accept your theories as to$4$ whom 238:121,26[C ]| my daughter loves" 238:121,26[' ]| ~~ and Osmond looked up$5$ with 238:121,27[' ]| a quick, cold smile. 238:121,28[L ]| "I am not theorising. Your daughter has spoken." 238:121,29[C ]| "Not to$4$ me," 238:121,29[' ]| Osmond continued, now bending 238:121,30[' ]| forward a little and dropping his eyes to$4$ his boot-toes. 238:121,31[L ]| "I have her promise, sir!" 238:121,31[' ]| cried Rosier with the 238:121,32[' ]| sharpness of exasperation. 238:122,01[' ]| As their voices had beep pitched very low before, 238:122,02[' ]| such a note attracted some attention from the company. 238:122,03[' ]| Osmond waited till this little movement had 238:122,04[' ]| subsided; then he said, all undisturbed: 238:122,04[C ]| "I think 238:122,05[C ]| she has no$2$ recollection of having given it." 238:122,06[' ]| They had been standing with their faces to$4$ the fire, 238:122,07[' ]| and after he had uttered these last words the master 238:122,08[' ]| of the house turned round again to$4$ the room. Before 238:122,09[' ]| Rosier had time to$9$ reply he perceived that$3$ a gentleman 238:122,10[' ]| ~~ a stranger ~~ had just come in$5$, unannounced, 238:122,11[' ]| according to$4$ the Roman custom, and was about to$9$ 238:122,12[' ]| present himself to$4$ his host. The latter smiled blandly, 238:122,13[' ]| but somewhat blankly; the visitor had a handsome 238:122,14[' ]| face and a large, fair beard, and was evidently an 238:122,15[' ]| Englishman. 238:122,16[D ]| "You apparently do not recognise me," 238:122,16[' ]| he said with 238:122,17[' ]| a smile that$6#1$ expressed more than Osmond's. 238:122,18[C ]| "Ah yes, now I do. I expected so$5#1$ little to$9$ see you." 238:122,19[' ]| Rosier departed and went in$4$ direct pursuit of Pansy. 238:122,20[' ]| He sought her, as usual, in$4$ the neighbouring room, 238:122,21[' ]| but he again encountered Mrs%*Osmond in$4$ his path. 238:122,22[' ]| He gave his hostess no$2$ greeting ~~ he was too righteously 238:122,23[' ]| indignant, but said to$4$ her crudely: 238:122,23[L ]| "Your 238:122,24[L ]| husband is awfully cold-blooded." 238:122,25[' ]| She gave the same mystical smile he had noticed 238:122,26[' ]| before. 238:122,26[A ]| "You can not expect every*one to$9$ be as hot as 238:122,27[A ]| yourself." 238:122,28[L ]| "I do not pretend to$9$ be cold, but I am cool. What 238:122,29[L ]| has he been doing to$4$ his daughter?" 238:122,30[A ]| "I have no$2$ idea." 238:122,31[L ]| "Do not you take any interest?" 238:122,31[' ]| Rosier demanded 238:122,32[' ]| with his sense that$3$ she too was irritating. 238:123,01[' ]| For$4$ a moment she answered nothing; then, 238:123,01[A ]| "No$7$!" 238:123,02[' ]| she said abruptly and with a quickened light in$4$ her 238:123,03[' ]| eyes which$6#1$ directly contradicted the word. 238:123,04[L ]| "Pardon me if I do not believe that$6#2$. Where is Miss*Osmond?" 238:123,05[L ]| 238:123,06[A ]| "In$4$ the corner, making tea. Please leave her there." 238:123,07[' ]| Rosier instantly discovered his friend, who$6#1$ had 238:123,08[' ]| been hidden by$4$ intervening groups. He watched her, 238:123,09[' ]| but her own attention was entirely given to$4$ her occupation. 238:123,10[L ]| "What on$4$ earth has he done to$4$ her?" 238:123,10[' ]| he 238:123,11[' ]| asked again imploringly. 238:123,11[L ]| "He declares to$4$ me she has 238:123,12[L ]| given me up$5$." 238:123,13[A ]| "She has not given you up$5$," 238:123,13[' ]| Isabel said in$4$ a low 238:123,14[' ]| tone and without looking at him. 238:123,15[L ]| "Ah, thank you for$4$ that$6#2$! Now I will$1$ leave her alone 238:123,16[L ]| as long as you think proper!" 238:123,17[' ]| He had hardly spoken when he saw her change 238:123,18[' ]| colour, and became aware that$3$ Osmond was coming 238:123,19[' ]| toward her accompanied by$4$ the gentleman who$6#1$ had 238:123,20[' ]| just entered. He judged the latter, in$4$ spite of the advantage 238:123,21[' ]| of good looks and evident social experience, 238:123,22[' ]| a little embarrassed. 238:123,22[C ]| "Isabel," 238:123,22[' ]| said her husband, 238:123,23[C ]| "I bring you an old friend." 238:123,24[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond's face, though it wore a smile, was, 238:123,25[' ]| like$4$ her old friend's, not perfectly confident. 238:123,25[A ]| "I am 238:123,26[A ]| very happy to$9$ see Lord*Warburton," 238:123,26[' ]| she said. Rosier 238:123,27[' ]| turned away and, now that$3$ his talk with her had 238:123,28[' ]| been interrupted, felt absolved from the little pledge 238:123,29[' ]| he had just taken. He had a quick impression that$3$ 238:123,30[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond would not notice what he did. 238:123,31[' ]| Isabel in$4$ fact, to$9$ do him justice, for$4$ some time 238:123,32[' ]| quite ceased to$9$ observe him. She had been startled; 238:124,01[' ]| she hardly knew if she felt a pleasure or a pain. Lord*Warburton, 238:124,02[' ]| however, now that$3$ he was face to$4$ face 238:124,03[' ]| with her, was plainly quite sure of his own sense of 238:124,04[' ]| the matter; though his grey eyes had still their fine 238:124,05[' ]| original property of keeping recognition and attestation 238:124,06[' ]| strictly sincere. He was "heavier" than of yore 238:124,07[' ]| and looked older; he stood there very solidly and 238:124,08[' ]| sensibly. 238:124,09[D ]| "I suppose you did not expect to$9$ see me," 238:124,09[' ]| he said; 238:124,10[D ]| "I have but just arrived. Literally, I only got here this 238:124,11[D ]| evening. You see I have lost no$2$ time in$4$ coming to$9$ pay 238:124,12[D ]| you my respects. I knew you were at home on$4$ Thursdays." 238:124,13[D ]| 238:124,14[C ]| "You see the fame of your Thursdays has spread 238:124,15[C ]| to$4$ England," 238:124,15[' ]| Osmond remarked to$4$ his wife. 238:124,16[A ]| "It is very kind of Lord*Warburton to$9$ come so$5#1$ 238:124,17[A ]| soon; we are greatly flattered," 238:124,17[' ]| Isabel said. 238:124,18[C ]| "Ah well, it is better than stopping in$4$ one of those 238:124,19[C ]| horrible inns," 238:124,19[' ]| Osmond went on$5$. 238:124,20[D ]| "The hotel seems very good; I think it is the same 238:124,21[D ]| at which$6#1$ I saw you four years since. You know it was 238:124,22[D ]| here in$4$ Rome that$3$ we first met; it is a long time ago. 238:124,23[D ]| Do you remember where I bade you good-bye?" 238:124,23[' ]| his 238:124,24[' ]| lordship asked of his hostess. 238:124,24[D ]| "It was in$4$ the Capitol, 238:124,25[D ]| in$4$ the first room." 238:124,26[C ]| "I remember that$6#2$ myself," 238:124,26[' ]| said Osmond. 238:124,26[C ]| "I was 238:124,27[C ]| there at the time." 238:124,28[D ]| "Yes, I remember you there. I was very sorry to$9$ 238:124,29[D ]| leave Rome ~~ so$5#1$ sorry that$3$, somehow or other, it became 238:124,30[D ]| almost a dismal memory, and I have never cared 238:124,31[D ]| to$9$ come back till to-day. But I knew you were living 238:124,32[D ]| here," 238:124,32[' ]| her old friend went on$5$ to$4$ Isabel, 238:124,32[D ]| "and I assure 238:125,01[D ]| you I have often thought of you. It must be a charming 238:125,02[D ]| place to$9$ live in$4$," 238:125,02[' ]| he added with a look, round him, 238:125,03[' ]| at her established home, in$4$ which$6#1$ she might have 238:125,04[' ]| caught the dim ghost of his old ruefulness. 238:125,05[C ]| "We should have been glad to$9$ see you at any time," 238:125,06[' ]| Osmond observed with propriety. 238:125,07[D ]| "Thank you very much. I have not been out of 238:125,08[D ]| England since then. Till a month ago I really supposed 238:125,09[D ]| my travels over." 238:125,10[A ]| "I have heard of you from time to$4$ time," 238:125,10[' ]| said Isabel, 238:125,11[' ]| who$6#1$ had already, with her rare capacity for$4$ such 238:125,12[' ]| inward feats, taken the measure of what meeting him 238:125,13[' ]| again meant for$4$ her. 238:125,14[D ]| "I hope you have heard no$2$ harm. My life has been 238:125,15[D ]| a remarkably complete blank." 238:125,16[C ]| "Like$4$ the good reigns in$4$ history," 238:125,16[' ]| Osmond suggested. 238:125,17[' ]| He appeared to$9$ think his duties as a host 238:125,18[' ]| now terminated ~~ he had performed them so$5#1$ conscientiously. 238:125,19[' ]| Nothing could have been more adequate, 238:125,20[' ]| more nicely measured, than his courtesy to$4$ his 238:125,21[' ]| wife's old friend. It was punctilious, it was explicit, 238:125,22[' ]| it was everything but natural ~~ a deficiency which$6#1$ 238:125,23[' ]| Lord*Warburton, who$6#1$, himself, had on$4$ the whole a 238:125,24[' ]| good deal of nature, may be supposed to$9$ have perceived. 238:125,25[C ]| "I will$1$ leave you and Mrs%*Osmond together," 238:125,26[' ]| he added. 238:125,26[C ]| "You have reminiscences into which$6#1$ I 238:125,27[C ]| do not enter." 238:125,28[D ]| "I am afraid you lose a good deal!" 238:125,28[' ]| Lord*Warburton 238:125,29[' ]| called after him, as he moved away, in$4$ a tone 238:125,30[' ]| which$6#1$ perhaps betrayed overmuch an appreciation 238:125,31[' ]| of his generosity. Then the visitor turned on$4$ Isabel 238:125,32[' ]| the deeper, the deepest, consciousness of his look, 238:126,01[' ]| which$6#1$ gradually became more serious. 238:126,01[D ]| "I am really 238:126,02[D ]| very glad to$9$ see you." 238:126,03[A ]| "It is very pleasant. You are very kind." 238:126,04[D ]| "Do you know that$3$ you are changed ~~ a little?" 238:126,05[' ]| She just hesitated. 238:126,05[A ]| "Yes ~~ a good deal." 238:126,06[D ]| "I do not mean for$4$ the worse, of course; and yet 238:126,07[D ]| how can I say for$4$ the better?" 238:126,08[A ]| "I think I shall have no$2$ scruple in$4$ saying that$6#2$ to$4$ 238:126,09[A ]| \you\," 238:126,09[' ]| she bravely returned. 238:126,10[D ]| "Ah well, for$4$ me ~~ it is a long time. It would be 238:126,11[D ]| a pity there should not be something to$9$ show for$4$ it." 238:126,12[' ]| They sat down and she asked him about his sisters, 238:126,13[' ]| with other enquiries of a somewhat perfunctory kind. 238:126,14[' ]| He answered her questions as if they interested him, 238:126,15[' ]| and in$4$ a few moments she saw ~~ or believed she saw 238:126,16[' ]| ~~ that$3$ he would press with less of his whole weight 238:126,17[' ]| than of yore. Time had breathed upon$4$ his heart and, 238:126,18[' ]| without chilling it, given it a relieved sense of having 238:126,19[' ]| taken the air. Isabel felt her usual esteem for$4$ Time 238:126,20[' ]| rise at a bound. Her friend's manner was certainly 238:126,21[' ]| that$6#2$ of a contented man, one who$6#1$ would rather like$1$ 238:126,22[' ]| people, or like$1$ her at least, to$9$ know him for$4$ such. 238:126,23[D ]| "There is something I must tell you without more 238:126,24[D ]| delay," 238:126,24[' ]| he resumed. 238:126,24[D ]| "I have brought Ralph*Touchett 238:126,25[D ]| with me." 238:126,26[A ]| "Brought him with you?" 238:126,26[' ]| Isabel's surprise was 238:126,27[' ]| great. 238:126,28[D ]| "He is at the hotel; he was too tired to$9$ come out 238:126,29[D ]| and has gone to$4$ bed." 238:126,30[A ]| "I will$1$ go to$9$ see him," 238:126,30[' ]| she immediately said. 238:126,31[D ]| "That$6#2$ is exactly what I hoped you would do. I had an 238:126,32[D ]| idea you had not seen much of him since your marriage, 238:127,01[D ]| that$3$ in$4$ fact your relations were a ~~ a little more 238:127,02[D ]| formal. That$6#2$ is why I hesitated ~~ like$4$ an awkward 238:127,03[D ]| Briton." 238:127,04[A ]| "I am as fond of Ralph as ever," 238:127,04[' ]| Isabel answered. 238:127,05[A ]| "But why has he come to$4$ Rome?" 238:127,05[' ]| The declaration 238:127,06[' ]| was very gentle, the question a little sharp. 238:127,07[D ]| "Because he is very far gone, Mrs%*Osmond." 238:127,08[A ]| "Rome then is no$2$ place for$4$ him. I heard from him 238:127,09[A ]| that$3$ he had determined to$9$ give up$5$ his custom of wintering 238:127,10[A ]| abroad and to$9$ remain in$4$ England, indoors, in$4$ 238:127,11[A ]| what he called an artificial climate." 238:127,12[D ]| "Poor fellow, he does not succeed with the artificial! 238:127,13[D ]| I went to$9$ see him three weeks ago at Gardencourt, 238:127,14[D ]| and found him thoroughly ill. He has been getting 238:127,15[D ]| worse every year, and now he has no$2$ strength left. He 238:127,16[D ]| smokes no$2$ more cigarettes! He had got up$5$ an artificial 238:127,17[D ]| climate indeed; the house was as hot as Calcutta. 238:127,18[D ]| Nevertheless he had suddenly taken it into his head 238:127,19[D ]| to$9$ start for$4$ Sicily. I did not believe it ~~ neither did 238:127,20[D ]| the doctors, nor any of his friends. His mother, as I 238:127,21[D ]| suppose you know, is in$4$ America, so$3$ there was no*one 238:127,22[D ]| to$9$ prevent him. He stuck to$4$ his idea that$3$ it would be 238:127,23[D ]| the saving of him to$9$ spend the winter at Catania. He 238:127,24[D ]| said 238:127,24@b | he could take servants and furniture, could make 238:127,25@b | himself comfortable, 238:127,25[D ]| but in$4$ point of fact he has not 238:127,26[D ]| brought anything. I wanted him at least to$9$ go by$4$ sea, 238:127,27[D ]| to$9$ save fatigue; but he said 238:127,27@b | he hated the sea and 238:127,28@b | wished to$9$ stop at Rome. 238:127,28[D ]| After that$6#2$, though I thought 238:127,29[D ]| it all rubbish, I made up$5$ my mind to$9$ come with him. 238:127,30[D ]| I am acting as ~~ what do you call it in$4$ America? ~~ 238:127,31[D ]| as a kind of moderator. Poor Ralph is very moderate 238:127,32[D ]| now. We left England a fortnight ago, and he has 238:128,01[D ]| been very bad on$4$ the way. He can not keep warm, and 238:128,02[D ]| the further south we come the more he feels the cold. 238:128,03[D ]| He has got rather a good man, but I am afraid he is 238:128,04[D ]| beyond human help. I wanted him to$9$ take with him 238:128,05[D ]| some clever fellow ~~ I mean some sharp young doctor; 238:128,06[D ]| but he would not hear of it. If you do not mind 238:128,07[D ]| my saying so$5#2$, I think it was a most extraordinary time 238:128,08[D ]| for$4$ Mrs*Touchett to$9$ decide on$4$ going to$4$ America." 238:128,09[' ]| Isabel had listened eagerly; her face was full of 238:128,10[' ]| pain and wonder. 238:128,10[A ]| "My aunt does that$6#2$ at fixed periods 238:128,11[A ]| and lets nothing turn her aside. When the date comes 238:128,12[A ]| round she starts; I think she would have started if Ralph 238:128,13[A ]| had been dying." 238:128,14[D ]| "I sometimes think he \is\ dying," 238:128,14[' ]| Lord*Warburton 238:128,15[' ]| said. 238:128,16[' ]| Isabel sprang up$5$. 238:128,16[A ]| "I will$1$ go to$4$ him then now." 238:128,17[' ]| He checked her; he was a little disconcerted at the 238:128,18[' ]| quick effect of his words. 238:128,18[D ]| "I do not mean I thought 238:128,19[D ]| so$5#2$ to-night. On$4$ the contrary, to-day, in$4$ the train, he 238:128,20[D ]| seemed particularly well; the idea of our reaching 238:128,21[D ]| Rome ~~ he is very fond of Rome, you know ~~ gave 238:128,22[D ]| him strength. An hour ago, when I bade him goodnight, 238:128,23[D ]| he told me 238:128,23@b | he was very tired, but very happy. 238:128,24[D ]| Go to$4$ him in$4$ the morning; that$6#2$ is all I mean. I did not 238:128,25[D ]| tell him I was coming here; I did not decide to$9$ till 238:128,26[D ]| after we had separated. Then I remembered he had 238:128,27[D ]| told me you had an evening, and that$3$ it was this very 238:128,28[D ]| Thursday. It occurred to$4$ me to$9$ come in$5$ and tell you 238:128,29[D ]| he is here, and let you know you had perhaps better 238:128,30[D ]| not wait for$4$ him to$9$ call. I think he said he had not 238:128,31[D ]| written to$4$ you." 238:128,31[' ]| There was no$2$ need of Isabel's declaring 238:128,32[' ]| that$3$ she would act upon$4$ Lord*Warburton's 238:129,01[' ]| information; she looked, as she sat there, like$4$ a 238:129,02[' ]| winged creature held back. 238:129,02[D ]| "Let alone that$3$ I wanted 238:129,03[D ]| to$9$ see you for$4$ myself," 238:129,03[' ]| her visitor gallantly added. 238:129,04[A ]| "I do not understand Ralph's plan; it seems to$4$ me 238:129,05[A ]| very wild," 238:129,05[' ]| she said. 238:129,05[A ]| "I was glad to$9$ think of him 238:129,06[A ]| between those thick walls at Gardencourt." 238:129,07[D ]| "He was completely alone there; the thick walls 238:129,08[D ]| were his only company." 238:129,09[A ]| "You went to$9$ see him; you have been extremely 238:129,10[A ]| kind." 238:129,11[D ]| "Oh dear, I had nothing to$9$ do," 238:129,11[' ]| said Lord*Warburton. 238:129,12[' ]| 238:129,13[A ]| "We hear, on$4$ the contrary, that$3$ you are doing great 238:129,14[A ]| things. Every*one speaks of you as a great statesman, 238:129,15[A ]| and I am perpetually seeing your name in$4$ the \Times\, 238:129,16[A ]| which$6#1$, by$4$ the way, does not appear to$9$ hold it in$4$ reverence. 238:129,17[A ]| You are apparently as wild as radical as ever." 238:129,18[D ]| "I do not feel nearly so$5#1$ wild; you know the world 238:129,19[D ]| has come round to$4$ me. Touchett and I have kept up$5$ 238:129,20[D ]| a sort of parliamentary debate all the way from London. 238:129,21[D ]| I tell him he is the last of the Tories, and he calls 238:129,22[D ]| me the King of the Goths ~~ says I have, down to$4$ the 238:129,23[D ]| details of my personal appearance, every sign of the 238:129,24[D ]| brute. 238:129,24[' ]| So$3$ you see there is life in$4$ him yet." 238:129,25[' ]| Isabel had many questions to$9$ ask about Ralph, 238:129,26[' ]| but she abstained from asking them all. She would 238:129,27[' ]| see for$4$ herself on$4$ the morrow. She perceived that$3$ after 238:129,28[' ]| a little Lord*Warburton would tire of that$6#2$ subject ~~ 238:129,29[' ]| he had a conception of other possible topics. She 238:129,30[' ]| was more and more able to$9$ say to$4$ herself that$3$ 238:129,30@a | he had 238:129,31@a | recovered, 238:129,31[' ]| and, what is more to$4$ the point, she was 238:129,32[' ]| able to$9$ say it without bitterness. He had been for$4$ her, 238:130,01[' ]| of old, such an image of urgency, of insistence, of 238:130,02[' ]| something to$9$ be resisted and reasoned with, that$3$ his 238:130,03[' ]| reappearance at first menaced her with a new trouble. 238:130,04[' ]| But she was now reassured; she could see 238:130,04@a | he only 238:130,05@a | wished to$9$ live with her on$4$ good terms, that$3$ she was 238:130,06@a | to$9$ understand he had forgiven her and was incapable 238:130,07@a | of the bad taste of making pointed allusions. 238:130,07[' ]| This 238:130,08[' ]| was not a form of revenge, of course; she had no$2$ suspicion 238:130,09[' ]| of his wishing to$9$ punish her by$4$ an exhibition of 238:130,10[' ]| disillusionment; she did him the justice to$9$ believe 238:130,10@a | it 238:130,11@a | had simply occurred to$4$ him that$3$ she would now take 238:130,12@a | a good-natured interest in$4$ knowing he was resigned. 238:130,13@a | It was the resignation of a healthy, manly nature, 238:130,14@a | in$4$ which$6#1$ sentimental wounds could never fester. 238:130,15@a | British politics had cured him; 238:130,15[' ]| she had known they 238:130,16[' ]| would. She gave an envious thought to$4$ the happier 238:130,17[' ]| lot of men, who$6#1$ are always free to$9$ plunge into the 238:130,18[' ]| healing waters of action. Lord*Warburton of course 238:130,19[' ]| spoke of the past, but he spoke of it without implications; 238:130,20[' ]| he even went so$5#1$ far as to$9$ allude to$4$ their former 238:130,21[' ]| meeting in$4$ Rome as a very jolly time. And he told her 238:130,22@d | he had been immensely interested in$4$ hearing of her 238:130,23@d | marriage and that$3$ it was a great pleasure for$4$ him to$9$ 238:130,24@d | make Mr%*Osmond's acquaintance ~~ since he could 238:130,25@d | hardly be said to$9$ have made it on$4$ the other occasion. 238:130,26[' ]| He had not written to$4$ her at the time of that$6#2$ passage 238:130,27[' ]| in$4$ her history, but he did not apologise to$4$ her for$4$ this. 238:130,28[' ]| The only thing he implied was that$3$ they were old 238:130,29[' ]| friends, intimate friends. It was very much as an 238:130,30[' ]| intimate friend that$3$ he said to$4$ her, suddenly after a 238:130,31[' ]| short pause which$6#1$ he had occupied in$4$ smiling, as he 238:130,32[' ]| looked about him, like$4$ a person amused, at a provincial 238:131,01[' ]| entertainment, by$4$ some innocent game of 238:131,02[' ]| guesses~~ 238:131,03[D ]| "Well now, I suppose you are very happy and all 238:131,04[D ]| that$6#2$ sort of thing?" 238:131,05[' ]| Isabel answered with a quick laugh; the tone of 238:131,06[' ]| his remark struck her almost as the accent of comedy. 238:131,07[A ]| "Do you suppose if I were not I would tell you?" 238:131,08[D ]| "Well, I do not know. I do not see why not." 238:131,09[A ]| "I do then. Fortunately, however, I am very 238:131,10[A ]| happy." 238:131,11[D ]| "You have got an awfully good house." 238:131,12[A ]| "Yes, it is very pleasant. But that$6#2$ is not my merit 238:131,13[A ]| ~~ it is my husband's." 238:131,14[D ]| "You mean he has arranged it?" 238:131,15[A ]| "Yes, it was nothing when we came." 238:131,16[D ]| "He must be very clever." 238:131,17[A ]| "He has a genius for$4$ upholstery," 238:131,17[' ]| said Isabel. 238:131,18[D ]| "There is a great rage for$4$ that$6#2$ sort of thing now. 238:131,19[D ]| But you must have a taste of your own." 238:131,20[A ]| "I enjoy things when they are done, but I have no$2$ 238:131,21[A ]| ideas. I can never propose anything." 238:131,22[D ]| "Do you mean you accept what others propose?" 238:131,23[A ]| "Very willingly, for$4$ the most part." 238:131,24[D ]| "That$6#2$ is a good thing to$9$ know. I shall propose to$4$ 238:131,25[D ]| you something." 238:131,26[A ]| "It will$1$ be very kind. I must say, however, that$3$ 238:131,27[A ]| I have in$4$ a few small ways a certain initiative. I should 238:131,28[A ]| like$1$ for$4$ instance to$9$ introduce you to$4$ some of these 238:131,29[A ]| people." 238:131,30[D ]| "Oh, please do not; I prefer sitting here. Unless 238:131,31[D ]| it be to$4$ that$6#2$ young lady in$4$ the blue dress. She has a 238:131,32[D ]| charming face." 238:132,01[A ]| "The one talking to$4$ the rosy young man? That$6#2$ is 238:132,02[A ]| my husband's daughter." 238:132,03[D ]| "Lucky man, your husband. What a dear little 238:132,04[D ]| maid!" 238:132,05[A ]| "You must make her acquaintance." 238:132,06[D ]| "In$4$ a moment ~~ with pleasure. I like$1$ looking at 238:132,07[D ]| her from here." 238:132,07[' ]| He ceased to$9$ look at her, however, 238:132,08[' ]| very soon; his eyes constantly reverted to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond. 238:132,09[D ]| "Do you know I was wrong just now in$4$ saying 238:132,10[D ]| you had changed?" 238:132,10[' ]| he presently went on$5$. 238:132,10[D ]| "You 238:132,11[D ]| seem to$4$ me, after all, very much the same." 238:132,12[A ]| "And yet I find it a great change to$9$ be married," 238:132,13[' ]| said Isabel with mild gaiety. 238:132,14[D ]| "It affects most people more than it has affected 238:132,15[D ]| you. You see I have not gone in$5$ for$4$ that$6#2$." 238:132,16[A ]| "It rather surprises me." 238:132,17[D ]| "You ought to$9$ understand it, Mrs%*Osmond. But 238:132,18[D ]| I do want to$9$ marry," 238:132,18[' ]| he added more simply. 238:132,19[A ]| "It ought to$9$ be very easy," 238:132,19[' ]| Isabel said, rising ~~ 238:132,20[' ]| after which$6#1$ she reflected, with a pang perhaps too 238:132,21[' ]| visible, that$3$ 238:132,21@a | she was hardly the person to$9$ say this. 238:132,22[' ]| It was perhaps because Lord*Warburton divined 238:132,23[' ]| the pang that$3$ he generously forbore to$9$ call her attention 238:132,24[' ]| to$4$ her not having contributed then to$4$ the 238:132,25[' ]| facility. 238:132,26[' ]| Edward*Rosier had meanwhile seated himself on$4$ 238:132,27[' ]| an ottoman beside Pansy's tea-table. He pretended 238:132,28[' ]| at first to$9$ talk to$4$ her about trifles, and she asked him 238:132,29@k | who$6#1$ was the new gentleman conversing with her stepmother. 238:132,30@k | 238:132,31[L ]| "He is an English lord," 238:132,31[' ]| said Rosier. 238:132,31[L ]| "I do not 238:132,32[L ]| know more." 238:133,01[K ]| "I wonder if he will$1$ have some tea. The English are 238:133,02[K ]| so$5#1$ fond of tea." 238:133,03[L ]| "Never mind that$6#2$; I have something particular to$9$ 238:133,04[L ]| say to$4$ you." 238:133,05[K ]| "Do not speak so$5#1$ loud ~~ every*one will$1$ hear," 238:133,05[' ]| said 238:133,06[' ]| Pansy. 238:133,07[L ]| "They will$1$ not hear if you continue to$9$ look that$6#2$ way: 238:133,08[L ]| as if your only thought in$4$ life was the wish the kettle 238:133,09[L ]| would boil." 238:133,10[K ]| "It has just been filled; the servants never know!" 238:133,11[' ]| ~~ and she sighed with the weight of her responsibility. 238:133,12[' ]| 238:133,13[L ]| "Do you know what your father said to$4$ me just 238:133,14[L ]| now? That$3$ you did not mean what you said a week 238:133,15[L ]| ago." 238:133,16[K ]| "I do not mean everything I say. How can a young 238:133,17[K ]| girl do that$6#2$? But I mean what I say to$4$ \you\." 238:133,18[L ]| "He told me you had forgotten me." 238:133,19[K ]| "Ah no$7$, I do not forget," 238:133,19[' ]| said Pansy, showing her 238:133,20[' ]| pretty teeth in$4$ a fixed smile. 238:133,21[L ]| "Then everything is just the same?" 238:133,22[K ]| "Ah no$7$, not the very same. Papa has been terribly 238:133,23[K ]| severe." 238:133,24[L ]| "What has he done to$4$ you?" 238:133,25[K ]| "He asked me what \you\ had done to$4$ me, and I 238:133,26[K ]| told him everything. Then he forbade me to$4$ marry 238:133,27[K ]| you." 238:133,28[L ]| "You need not mind that$6#2$." 238:133,29[K ]| "Oh yes, I must indeed. I can not disobey papa." 238:133,30[L ]| "Not for$4$ one who$6#1$ loves you as I do, and whom you 238:133,31[L ]| pretend to$9$ love?" 238:133,32[' ]| She raised the lid of the tea-pot, gazing into this 238:134,01[' ]| vessel for$4$ a moment; then she dropped six words into 238:134,02[' ]| its aromatic depths. 238:134,02[K ]| "I love you just as much." 238:134,03[L ]| "What good will$1$ that$6#2$ do me?" 238:134,04[K ]| "Ah," 238:134,04[' ]| said Pansy, raising her sweet, vague eyes, 238:134,05[K ]| "I do not know that$6#2$." 238:134,06[L ]| "You disappoint me," 238:134,06[' ]| groaned poor Rosier. 238:134,07[' ]| She was silent a little; she handed a tea-cup to$4$ a 238:134,08[' ]| servant. 238:134,08[K ]| "Please do not talk any more." 238:134,09[L ]| "Is this to$9$ be all my satisfaction?" 238:134,10[K ]| "Papa said I was not to$9$ talk with you." 238:134,11[L ]| "Do you sacrifice me like$4$ that$6#2$? Ah, it is too 238:134,12[L ]| much!" 238:134,13[K ]| "I wish you would wait a little," 238:134,13[' ]| said the girl in$4$ a voice 238:134,14[' ]| just distinct enough to$9$ betray a quaver. 238:134,15[L ]| "Of course I will$1$ wait if you will$1$ give me hope. But 238:134,16[L ]| you take my life away." 238:134,17[K ]| "I will$1$ not give you up$5$ ~~ oh no$7$!" 238:134,17[' ]| Pansy went on$5$. 238:134,18[L ]| "He will$1$ try and make you marry some*one else." 238:134,19[K ]| "I will$1$ never do that$6#2$." 238:134,20[L ]| "What then are we to$9$ wait for$4$?" 238:134,21[' ]| She hesitated again. 238:134,21[K ]| "I will$1$ speak to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond 238:134,22[K ]| and she will$1$ help us." 238:134,22[' ]| It was in$4$ this manner that$3$ she 238:134,23[' ]| for$4$ the most part designated her stepmother. 238:134,24[L ]| "She will$1$ not help us much. She is afraid." 238:134,25[K ]| "Afraid of what?" 238:134,26[L ]| "Of your father, I suppose." 238:134,27[' ]| Pansy shook her little head. 238:134,27[K ]| "She is not afraid of 238:134,28[K ]| any*one. We must have patience." 238:134,29[L ]| "Ah, that$6#2$ is an awful word," 238:134,29[' ]| Rosier groaned; he 238:134,30[' ]| was deeply disconcerted. Oblivious of the customs 238:134,31[' ]| of good society, he dropped his head into his hands 238:134,32[' ]| and, supporting it with a melancholy grace, sat 238:135,01[' ]| staring at the carpet. Presently he became aware 238:135,02[' ]| of a good deal of movement about him and, as he 238:135,03[' ]| looked up$5$, saw Pansy making a curtsey ~~ it was 238:135,04[' ]| still her little curtsey of the convent ~~ to$4$ the English 238:135,05[' ]| lord whom Mrs%*Osmond had introduced. 239:136,01[' ]| It will$1$ probably not surprise the reflective reader that$3$ 239:136,02[' ]| Ralph*Touchett should have seen less of his cousin 239:136,03[' ]| since her marriage than he had done before that$6#2$ event 239:136,04[' ]| ~~ an event of which$6#1$ he took such a view as could 239:136,05[' ]| hardly prove a confirmation of intimacy. He had 239:136,06[' ]| uttered his thought, as we know, and after this had 239:136,07[' ]| held his peace, Isabel not having invited him to$9$ 239:136,08[' ]| resume a discussion which$6#1$ marked an era in$4$ their 239:136,09[' ]| relations. That$6#2$ discussion had made a difference ~~ 239:136,10[' ]| the difference he feared rather than the one he hoped. 239:136,11[' ]| It had not chilled the girl's zeal in$4$ carrying out her 239:136,12[' ]| engagement, but it had come dangerously near to$4$ 239:136,13[' ]| spoiling a friendship. No$2$ reference was ever again 239:136,14[' ]| made between them to$4$ Ralph's opinion of Gilbert*Osmond, 239:136,15[' ]| and by$4$ surrounding this topic with a sacred 239:136,16[' ]| silence they managed to$9$ preserve a semblance of 239:136,17[' ]| reciprocal frankness. 239:136,17@b | But there was a difference, 239:136,17[' ]| as 239:136,18[' ]| Ralph often said to$4$ himself ~~ 239:136,18@b | there was a difference. 239:136,19@b | She had not forgiven him, she never would forgive 239:136,20@b | him: that$6#2$ was all he had gained. She thought she 239:136,21@b | had forgiven him; she believed she did not care; and 239:136,22@b | as she was both very generous and very proud these 239:136,23@b | convictions represented a certain reality. But whether 239:136,24@b | or no$2$ the event should justify him he would virtually 239:136,25@b | have done her a wrong, and the wrong was of the sort 239:136,26@b | that$6#1$ women remember best. As Osmond's wife she 239:136,27@b | could never again be his friend. If in$4$ this character she 239:137,01@b | should enjoy the felicity she expected, she would have 239:137,02@b | nothing but contempt for$4$ the man who$6#1$ had attempted, 239:137,03@b | in$4$ advance; to$9$ undermine a blessing so$5#1$ dear; and if 239:137,04@b | on$4$ the other hand his warning should be justified the 239:137,05@b | vow she had taken that$3$ he should never know it would 239:137,06@b | lay upon$4$ her spirit such a burden as to$9$ make her hate 239:137,07@b | him. 239:137,07[' ]| So$5#1$ dismal had been, during the year that$6#1$ followed 239:137,08[' ]| his cousin's marriage, Ralph's prevision of the 239:137,09[' ]| future; and if his meditations appear morbid we 239:137,10[' ]| must remember he was not in$4$ the bloom of health. 239:137,11[' ]| He consoled himself as he might by$4$ behaving (as he 239:137,12[' ]| deemed) beautifully, and was present at the ceremony 239:137,13[' ]| by$4$ which$6#1$ Isabel was united to$4$ Mr%*Osmond, and 239:137,14[' ]| which$6#1$ was performed in$4$ Florence in$4$ the month of June. 239:137,15[' ]| He learned from his mother that$3$ Isabel at first had 239:137,16[' ]| thought of celebrating her nuptials in$4$ her native land, 239:137,17[' ]| but that$3$ as simplicity was what she chiefly desired 239:137,18[' ]| to$9$ secure she had finally decided, in$4$ spite of Osmond's 239:137,19[' ]| professed willingness to$9$ make a journey of any length, 239:137,20[' ]| that$3$ this characteristic would be best embodied in$4$ 239:137,21[' ]| their being married by$4$ the nearest clergyman in$4$ the 239:137,22[' ]| shortest time. The thing was done therefore at the 239:137,23[' ]| little American chapel, on$4$ a very hot day, in$4$ the presence 239:137,24[' ]| only of Mrs%*Touchett and her son, of Pansy*Osmond 239:137,25[' ]| and the Countess*Gemini. That$6#2$ severity in$4$ 239:137,26[' ]| the proceedings of which$6#1$ I just spoke was in$4$ part the 239:137,27[' ]| result of the absence of two persons who$6#1$ might have 239:137,28[' ]| been looked for$5$ on$4$ the occasion and who$6#1$ would have 239:137,29[' ]| lent it a certain richness. Madame*Merle had been 239:137,30[' ]| invited, but Madame*Merle, who$6#1$ was unable to$9$ leave 239:137,31[' ]| Rome, had written a gracious letter of excuses. Henrietta*Stackpole 239:137,32[' ]| had not been invited, as her departure 239:138,01[' ]| from America, announced to$4$ Isabel by$4$ Mr%*Goodwood, 239:138,02[' ]| was in$4$ fact frustrated by$4$ the duties of her profession; 239:138,03[' ]| but she had sent a letter, less gracious than 239:138,04[' ]| Madame*Merle's, intimating that$3$, 239:138,04@i | had she been able 239:138,05@i | to$9$ cross the Atlantic, she would have been present 239:138,06@i | not only as a witness but as a critic. 239:138,06[' ]| Her return to$4$ 239:138,07[' ]| Europe had taken place somewhat later, and she had 239:138,08[' ]| effected a meeting with Isabel in$4$ the autumn, in$4$ Paris, 239:138,09[' ]| when she indulged ~~ perhaps a trifle too freely 239:138,10[' ]| ~~ her critical genius. Poor Osmond, who$6#1$ was chiefly 239:138,11[' ]| the subject of it, had protested so$5#1$ sharply that$3$ Henrietta 239:138,12[' ]| was obliged to$9$ declare to$4$ Isabel that$3$ 239:138,12@i | she had 239:138,13@i | taken a step which$6#1$ put a barrier between them. 239:138,13[I ]| "It 239:138,14[I ]| is not in$4$ the least that$3$ you have married ~~ it is that$3$ you 239:138,15[I ]| have married \him\," 239:138,15[' ]| she had deemed it her duty to$9$ 239:138,16[' ]| remark; agreeing, it will$1$ be seen, much more with 239:138,17[' ]| Ralph*Touchett than she suspected, though she had 239:138,18[' ]| few of his hesitations and compunctions. Henrietta's 239:138,19[' ]| second visit to$4$ Europe, however, was not apparently 239:138,20[' ]| to$9$ have been made in$4$ vain; for$3$ just at the moment 239:138,21[' ]| when Osmond had declared to$4$ Isabel that$3$ 239:138,21@c | he really 239:138,22@c | must object to$4$ that$6#2$ newspaper-woman, 239:138,22[' ]| and Isabel 239:138,23[' ]| had answered that$3$ 239:138,23@a | it seemed to$4$ her he took Henrietta 239:138,24@a | too hard, 239:138,24[' ]| the good Mr%*Bantling had appeared upon$4$ 239:138,25[' ]| the scene and proposed that$3$ 239:138,25@w | they should take a run 239:138,26@w | down to$4$ Spain. 239:138,26[' ]| Henrietta's letters from Spain had 239:138,27[' ]| proved the most acceptable she had yet published, 239:138,28[' ]| and there had been one in$4$ especial, dated from the 239:138,29[' ]| Alhambra and entitled ""Moors and Moonlight,"" which$6#1$ 239:138,30[' ]| generally passed for$4$ her masterpiece. Isabel had been 239:138,31[' ]| secretly disappointed at her husband's not seeing his 239:138,32[' ]| way simply to$9$ take the poor girl for$4$ funny. She even 239:139,01[' ]| wondered 239:139,01@a | if his sense of fun, or of the funny ~~ which$6#1$ 239:139,02@a | would be his sense of humour, would not it? ~~ were 239:139,03@a | by$4$ chance defective. 239:139,03[' ]| Of course she herself looked at 239:139,04[' ]| the matter as a person whose present happiness had 239:139,05[' ]| nothing to$9$ grudge to$4$ Henrietta's violated conscience. 239:139,06[' ]| Osmond had thought their alliance a kind of monstrosity; 239:139,07@c | he could not imagine what they had in$4$ common. 239:139,08[' ]| For$4$ him, 239:139,08@c | Mr%*Bantling's fellow tourist was 239:139,09@c | simply the most vulgar of women, 239:139,09[' ]| and he had also 239:139,10[' ]| pronounced her 239:139,10@c | the most abandoned. 239:139,10[' ]| Against this 239:139,11[' ]| latter clause of the verdict Isabel had appealed with 239:139,12[' ]| an ardour that$6#1$ had made him wonder afresh at the 239:139,13[' ]| oddity of some of his wife's tastes. Isabel could 239:139,14[' ]| explain it only by$4$ saying that$3$ 239:139,14@a | she liked to$9$ know 239:139,15@a | people who$6#1$ were as different as possible from herself. 239:139,16[C ]| "Why then do not you make the acquaintance of your 239:139,17[C ]| washerwoman?" 239:139,17[' ]| Osmond had enquired; to$4$ which$6#1$ 239:139,18[' ]| Isabel had answered that$3$ 239:139,18@a | she was afraid her washerwoman 239:139,19@a | would not care for$4$ her. Now Henrietta cared 239:139,20@a | so$5#1$ much. 239:139,21[' ]| Ralph had seen nothing of her for$4$ the greater part 239:139,22[' ]| of the two years that$6#1$ had followed her marriage; the 239:139,23[' ]| winter that$6#1$ formed the beginning of her residence in$4$ 239:139,24[' ]| Rome he had spent again at San*Remo, where he had 239:139,25[' ]| been joined in$4$ the spring by$4$ his mother, who$6#1$ afterwards 239:139,26[' ]| had gone with him to$4$ England, to$9$ see what 239:139,27[' ]| they were doing at the bank ~~ an operation she 239:139,28[' ]| could not induce him to$9$ perform. Ralph had taken 239:139,29[' ]| a lease of his house at San*Remo, a small villa which$6#1$ 239:139,30[' ]| he had occupied still another winter; but late in$4$ the 239:139,31[' ]| month of April of this second year he had come down 239:139,32[' ]| to$4$ Rome. It was the first time since her marriage that$3$ 239:140,01[' ]| he had stood face to$4$ face with Isabel; his desire to$9$ see 239:140,02[' ]| her again was then of the keenest. She had written 239:140,03[' ]| to$4$ him from time to$4$ time, but her letters told him 239:140,04[' ]| nothing he wanted to$9$ know. He had asked his mother 239:140,05@b | what she was making of her life, 239:140,05[' ]| and his mother had 239:140,06[' ]| simply answered that$3$ 239:140,06@g | she supposed she was making 239:140,07@g | the best of it. 239:140,07[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett had not the imagination 239:140,08[' ]| that$6#1$ communes with the unseen, and she now pretended 239:140,09[' ]| to$4$ no$2$ intimacy with her niece, whom she rarely 239:140,10[' ]| encountered. This young woman appeared to$9$ be 239:140,11[' ]| living in$4$ a sufficiently honourable way, but Mrs%*Touchett 239:140,12[' ]| still remained of the opinion that$3$ 239:140,12@g | her marriage 239:140,13@g | had been a shabby affair. It had given her no$2$ 239:140,14@g | pleasure to$9$ think of Isabel's establishment, which$6#1$ 239:140,15@g | she was sure was a very lame business. 239:140,15[' ]| From time 239:140,16[' ]| to$4$ time, in$4$ Florence, she rubbed against the Countess*Gemini, 239:140,17[' ]| doing her best always to$9$ minimise the contact; 239:140,18[' ]| and the Countess reminded her of Osmond, 239:140,19[' ]| who$6#1$ made her think of Isabel. The Countess was less 239:140,20[' ]| talked of in$4$ these days; but Mrs%*Touchett augured 239:140,21[' ]| no$2$ good of that$6#2$: 239:140,21@g | it only proved how she had been 239:140,22@g | talked of before. 239:140,22[' ]| There was a more direct suggestion 239:140,23[' ]| of Isabel in$4$ the person of Madame*Merle; but 239:140,24[' ]| Madame*Merle's relations with Mrs%*Touchett had 239:140,25[' ]| undergone a perceptible change. Isabel's aunt had 239:140,26[' ]| told her, without circumlocution, that$3$ 239:140,26@g | she had played 239:140,27@g | too ingenious a part; 239:140,27[' ]| and Madame*Merle, who$6#1$ never 239:140,28[' ]| quarrelled with any*one, who$6#1$ appeared to$9$ think no*one 239:140,29[' ]| worth it, and who$6#1$ had performed the miracle of 239:140,30[' ]| living, more or less, for$4$ several years with Mrs*Touchett 239:140,31[' ]| and showing no$2$ symptom of irritation ~~ Madame*Merle 239:140,32[' ]| now took a very high tone and declared 239:141,01[' ]| that$3$ 239:141,01@h | this was an accusation from which$6#1$ she could not 239:141,02@h | stoop to$9$ defend herself. 239:141,02[' ]| She added, however (without 239:141,03[' ]| stooping), 239:141,03@h | that$3$ her behaviour had been only too 239:141,04@h | simple, that$3$ she had believed only what she saw 239:141,05@h | that$3$ she saw Isabel was not eager to$9$ marry and 239:141,06@h | Osmond not eager to$9$ please (his repeated visits had 239:141,07@h | been nothing; he was boring himself to$4$ death on$4$ 239:141,08@h | his hill-top and he came merely for$4$ amusement). 239:141,09@h | Isabel had kept her sentiments to$4$ herself, and her 239:141,10@h | journey to$4$ Greece and Egypt had effectually thrown 239:141,11@h | dust in$4$ her companion's eyes. 239:141,11[' ]| Madame*Merle accepted 239:141,12[' ]| the event ~~ she was unprepared to$9$ think of 239:141,13[' ]| it as a scandal; but that$3$ she had played any part 239:141,14[' ]| in$4$ it, double or single, was an imputation against 239:141,15[' ]| which$6#1$ she proudly protested. It was doubtless in$4$ 239:141,16[' ]| consequence of Mrs%*Touchett's attitude, and of the 239:141,17[' ]| injury it offered to$4$ habits consecrated by$4$ many 239:141,18[' ]| charming seasons, that$3$ Madame*Merle had, after 239:141,19[' ]| this, chosen to$9$ pass many months in$4$ England, where 239:141,20[' ]| her credit was quite unimpaired. 239:141,20@h | Mrs%*Touchett 239:141,21@h | had done her a wrong; there are some things that$6#1$ 239:141,22@h | can not be forgiven. 239:141,22[' ]| But Madame*Merle suffered in$4$ 239:141,23[' ]| silence; there was always something exquisite in$4$ her 239:141,24[' ]| dignity. 239:141,25[' ]| Ralph, as I say, had wished to$9$ see for$4$ himself; but 239:141,26[' ]| while engaged in$4$ this pursuit he had yet felt afresh 239:141,27@b | what a fool he had been to$9$ put the girl on$4$ her guard. 239:141,28@b | He had played the wrong card, and now he had lost 239:141,29@b | the game. He should see nothing, he should learn 239:141,30@b | nothing; for$4$ him she would always wear a mask. 239:141,31[' ]| His true line would have been to$9$ profess delight in$4$ 239:141,32[' ]| her union, so$3$ that$3$ later, when, as Ralph phrased it, 239:142,01@b | the bottom should fall out of it, she might have the 239:142,02@b | pleasure of saying to$4$ him that$3$ he had been a goose. 239:142,03[' ]| He would gladly have consented to$9$ pass for$4$ a goose 239:142,04[' ]| in$4$ order to$9$ know Isabel's real situation. At present, 239:142,05[' ]| however, she neither taunted him with his fallacies 239:142,06[' ]| nor pretended that$3$ her own confidence was justified; 239:142,07[' ]| if she wore a mask it completely covered her face. 239:142,08[' ]| There was something fixed and mechanical in$4$ the 239:142,09[' ]| serenity painted on$4$ it; 239:142,09@b | this was not an expression, 239:142,10[' ]| Ralph said ~~ 239:142,10@b | it was a presentation, it was even an 239:142,11@b | advertisement. 239:142,11[' ]| She had lost her child; that$6#2$ was a sorrow, 239:142,12[' ]| but it was a sorrow she scarcely spoke of; there 239:142,13[' ]| was more to$9$ say about it than she could say to$4$ Ralph. 239:142,14[' ]| It belonged to$4$ the past, moreover; it had occurred 239:142,15[' ]| six months before and she had already laid aside the 239:142,16[' ]| tokens of mourning. She appeared to$9$ be leading the 239:142,17[' ]| life of the world; Ralph heard her spoken of as having 239:142,18[' ]| a "charming position." He observed that$3$ 239:142,18@b | she 239:142,19@b | produced the impression of being peculiarly enviable, 239:142,20@b | that$3$ it was supposed, among many people, to$9$ be a 239:142,21@b | privilege even to$9$ know her. 239:142,21[' ]| Her house was not open 239:142,22[' ]| to$4$ every*one, and she had an evening in$4$ the week to$4$ 239:142,23[' ]| which$6#1$ people were not invited as a matter of course. 239:142,24[' ]| She lived with a certain magnificence, but you needed 239:142,25[' ]| to$9$ be a member of her circle to$9$ perceive it; for$3$ there 239:142,26[' ]| was nothing to$9$ gape at, nothing to$9$ criticise, nothing 239:142,27[' ]| even to$9$ admire, in$4$ the daily proceedings of Mr%* and 239:142,28[' ]| Mrs%*Osmond. Ralph, in$4$ all this, recognised the 239:142,29[' ]| hand of the master; for$3$ he knew that$3$ Isabel had no$2$ 239:142,30[' ]| faculty for$4$ producing studied impressions. She struck 239:142,31[' ]| him 239:142,31@b | as having a great love of movement, of gaiety, 239:142,32@b | of late hours, of long rides, of fatigue; an eagerness 239:143,01@b | to$9$ be entertained, to$9$ be interested, even to$9$ be bored, 239:143,02@b | to$9$ make acquaintances, to$9$ see people who$6#1$ were talked 239:143,03@b | about, to$9$ explore the neighbourhood of Rome, to$9$ enter 239:143,04@b | into relation with certain of the mustiest relics of 239:143,05@b | its old society. 239:143,05[' ]| In$4$ all this there was much less discrimination 239:143,06[' ]| than in$4$ that$6#2$ desire for$4$ comprehensiveness 239:143,07[' ]| of development on$4$ which$6#1$ he had been used to$9$ exercise 239:143,08[' ]| his wit. There was a kind of violence in$4$ some of 239:143,09[' ]| her impulses, of crudity in$4$ some of her experiments, 239:143,10[' ]| which$6#1$ took him by$4$ surprise: it seemed to$4$ him that$3$ 239:143,11@b | she even spoke faster, moved faster, breathed faster, 239:143,12@b | than before her marriage. Certainly she had fallen 239:143,13@b | into exaggerations ~~ she who$6#1$ used to$9$ care so$5#1$ much 239:143,14@b | for$4$ the pure truth; and whereas of old she had a great 239:143,15@b | delight in$4$ good-humoured argument, in$4$ intellectual 239:143,16@b | play (she never looked so$5#1$ charming as when in$4$ the 239:143,17@b | genial heat of discussion she received a crushing blow 239:143,18@b | full in$4$ the face and brushed it away as a feather), she 239:143,19@b | appeared now to$9$ think there was nothing worth people's 239:143,20@b | either differing about or agreeing upon$4$. Of old 239:143,21@b | she had been curious, and now she was indifferent, 239:143,22@b | and yet in$4$ spite of her indifference her activity was 239:143,23@b | greater than ever. Slender still, but lovelier than before, 239:143,24@b | she had gained no$2$ great maturity of aspect; yet 239:143,25@b | there was an amplitude and a brilliancy in$4$ her personal 239:143,26@b | arrangements that$6#1$ gave a touch of insolence to$4$ 239:143,27@b | her beauty. Poor human-hearted Isabel, what perversity 239:143,28@b | had bitten her? Her light step drew a mass 239:143,29@b | of drapery behind it; her intelligent head sustained 239:143,30@b | a majesty of ornament. The free, keen girl had become 239:143,31@b | quite another person; 239:143,31[' ]| what he saw was 239:143,31@b | the fine 239:143,32@b | lady who$6#1$ was supposed to$9$ represent something. What 239:144,01@b | did Isabel represent? 239:144,01[' ]| Ralph asked himself; and he 239:144,02[' ]| could only answer by$4$ saying that$3$ 239:144,02@b | she represented 239:144,03@b | Gilbert*Osmond. 239:144,03[B ]| "Good heavens, what a function!" 239:144,04[' ]| he then woefully exclaimed. He was lost in$4$ wonder 239:144,05[' ]| at the mystery of things. 239:144,06[' ]| He recognised Osmond, as I say; he recognised 239:144,07[' ]| him at every turn. He saw how he kept all things 239:144,08[' ]| within limits; how he adjusted, regulated, animated 239:144,09[' ]| their manner of life. Osmond was in$4$ his element; at 239:144,10[' ]| last he had material to$9$ work with. He always had an 239:144,11[' ]| eye to$4$ effect, and his effects were deeply calculated. 239:144,12[' ]| They were produced by$4$ no$2$ vulgar means, but the 239:144,13[' ]| motive was as vulgar as the art was great. To$9$ surround 239:144,14[' ]| his interior with a sort of invidious sanctity, 239:144,15[' ]| to$9$ tantalise society with a sense of exclusion, to$9$ make 239:144,16[' ]| people believe his house was different from every 239:144,17[' ]| other, to$9$ impart to$4$ the face that$6#1$ he presented to$4$ the 239:144,18[' ]| world a cold originality ~~ this was the ingenious 239:144,19[' ]| effort of the personage to$4$ whom Isabel had attributed 239:144,20[' ]| a superior morality. 239:144,20@b | "He works with superior material," 239:144,21[' ]| Ralph said to$4$ himself; 239:144,21@b | "it is rich abundance 239:144,22@b | compared with his former resources." 239:144,22[' ]| Ralph was a 239:144,23[' ]| clever man; but Ralph had never ~~ to$4$ his own sense 239:144,24[' ]| ~~ been so$5#1$ clever as when he observed, \8in*petto\, that$3$ 239:144,25@b | under the guise of caring only for$4$ intrinsic values 239:144,26@b | Osmond lived exclusively for$4$ the world. Far from 239:144,27@b | being its master as he pretended to$9$ be, he was its 239:144,28@b | very humble servant, and the degree of its attention 239:144,29@b | was his only measure of success. He lived with his 239:144,30@b | eye on$4$ it from morning till night, and the world was 239:144,31@b | so$5#1$ stupid it never suspected the trick. Everything he 239:144,32@b | did was \pose ~~ pose\ so$5#1$ subtly considered that$3$ if one 239:145,01@b | were not on$4$ the lookout one mistook it for$4$ impulse. 239:145,02[' ]| Ralph had never met a man who$6#1$ lived so$5#1$ much in$4$ 239:145,03[' ]| the land of consideration. His tastes, his studies, 239:145,04[' ]| his accomplishments, his collections, were all for$4$ a 239:145,05[' ]| purpose. 239:145,05@b | His life on$4$ his hill-top at Florence had been 239:145,06@b | the conscious attitude of years. His solitude, his ennui, 239:145,07@b | his love for$4$ his daughter, his good manners, his bad 239:145,08@b | manners, were so$5#1$ many features of a mental image 239:145,09@b | constantly present to$4$ him as a model of impertinence 239:145,10@b | and mystification. His ambition was not to$9$ please 239:145,11@b | the world, but to$9$ please himself by$4$ exciting the world's 239:145,12@b | curiosity and then declining to$9$ satisfy it. It had made 239:145,13@b | him feel great, ever, to$9$ play the world a trick. The 239:145,14@b | thing he had done in$4$ his life most directly to$9$ please 239:145,15@b | himself was his marrying Miss*Archer; though in$4$ 239:145,16@b | this case indeed the gullible world was in$4$ a manner 239:145,17@b | embodied in$4$ poor Isabel, who$6#1$ had been mystified to$4$ 239:145,18@b | the top of her bent. 239:145,18[' ]| Ralph of course found a fitness 239:145,19[' ]| in$4$ being consistent; he had embraced a creed, and 239:145,20[' ]| as he had suffered for$4$ it he could not in$4$ honour 239:145,21[' ]| forsake it. I give this little sketch of its articles for$4$ 239:145,22[' ]| what they may at the time have been worth. It was 239:145,23[' ]| certain that$3$ he was very skilful in$4$ fitting the facts to$4$ 239:145,24[' ]| his theory ~~ even the fact that$3$ during the month 239:145,25[' ]| he spent in$4$ Rome at this period the husband of the 239:145,26[' ]| woman he loved appeared to$9$ regard him not in$4$ the 239:145,27[' ]| least as an enemy. 239:145,28[' ]| For$4$ Gilbert*Osmond Ralph had not now that$6#2$ importance. 239:145,29[' ]| It was not that$3$ he had the importance of 239:145,30[' ]| a friend; it was rather that$3$ he had none at all. 239:145,31@c | He 239:145,31@c | was Isabel's cousin and he was rather unpleasantly 239:145,32@c | ill ~~ 239:145,32[' ]| it was on$4$ this basis that$3$ Osmond treated with 239:146,01[' ]| him. He made the proper enquiries, asked 239:146,01@c | about his 239:146,02@c | health, about Mrs%*Touchett, about his opinion of 239:146,03@c | winter climates, whether he were comfortable at his 239:146,04@c | hotel. 239:146,04[' ]| He addressed him, on$4$ the few occasions of 239:146,05[' ]| their meeting, not a word that$6#1$ was not necessary; 239:146,06[' ]| but his manner had always the urbanity proper to$4$ 239:146,07[' ]| conscious success in$4$ the presence of conscious failure. 239:146,08[' ]| For$4$ all this, Ralph had had, toward the end, a sharp 239:146,09[' ]| inward vision of Osmond's making it of small ease 239:146,10[' ]| to$4$ his wife that$3$ she should continue to$9$ receive Mr%*Touchett. 239:146,11[' ]| He was not jealous ~~ he had not that$6#2$ 239:146,12[' ]| excuse; no*one could be jealous of Ralph. But he 239:146,13[' ]| made Isabel pay for$4$ her old-time kindness, of which$6#1$ 239:146,14[' ]| so$5#1$ much was still left; and as Ralph had no$2$ idea of 239:146,15[' ]| her paying too much, so$3$ when his suspicion had become 239:146,16[' ]| sharp, he had taken himself off. In$4$ doing so$5#2$ 239:146,17[' ]| he had deprived Isabel of a very interesting occupation: 239:146,18[' ]| she had been constantly wondering what fine 239:146,19[' ]| principle was keeping him alive. She had decided 239:146,20[' ]| that$3$ 239:146,20@a | it was his love of conversation; his conversation 239:146,21@a | had been better than ever. He had given up$5$ walking; 239:146,22@a | he was no$2$ longer a humorous stroller. He sat all 239:146,23@a | day in$4$ a chair ~~ almost any chair would serve, and 239:146,24@a | was so$5#1$ dependent on$4$ what you would do for$4$ him that$3$, 239:146,25@a | had not his talk been highly contemplative, you might 239:146,26@a | have thought he was blind. 239:146,26[' ]| The reader already knows 239:146,27[' ]| more about him than Isabel was ever to$9$ know, and 239:146,28[' ]| the reader may therefore be given the key to$4$ the mystery. 239:146,29[' ]| What kept Ralph alive was simply the fact 239:146,30[' ]| that$3$ he had not yet seen enough of the person in$4$ the 239:146,31[' ]| world in$4$ whom he was most interested: he was not 239:146,32[' ]| yet satisfied. There was more to$9$ come; he could not 239:147,01[' ]| make up$5$ his mind to$9$ lose that$6#2$. He wanted to$9$ see 239:147,02[' ]| what she would make of her husband ~~ or what her 239:147,03[' ]| husband would make of her. This was only the first 239:147,04[' ]| act of drama, and he was determined to$9$ sit out 239:147,05[' ]| the performance. His determination had held good; 239:147,06[' ]| it had kept him going some eighteen months more, 239:147,07[' ]| till the time of his return to$4$ Rome with Lord*Warburton. 239:147,08[' ]| It had given him indeed such an air of intending 239:147,09[' ]| to$9$ live indefinitely that$3$ Mrs%*Touchett, though 239:147,10[' ]| more accessible to$4$ confusions of thought in$4$ the matter 239:147,11[' ]| of this strange, unremunerative ~~ and unremunerated 239:147,12[' ]| ~~ son of hers than she had ever been before, 239:147,13[' ]| had, as we have learned, not scrupled to$9$ embark 239:147,14[' ]| for$4$ a distant land. If Ralph had been kept alive by$4$ 239:147,15[' ]| suspense it was with a good deal of the same emotion 239:147,16[' ]| ~~ the excitement of wondering in$4$ what state 239:147,17[' ]| she should find him ~~ that$3$ Isabel mounted to$4$ his 239:147,18[' ]| apartment the day after Lord*Warburton had notified 239:147,19[' ]| her of his arrival in$4$ Rome. 239:147,20[' ]| She spent an hour with him; it was the first of 239:147,21[' ]| several visits. Gilbert*Osmond called on$4$ him punctually, 239:147,22[' ]| and on$4$ their sending their carriage for$4$ him 239:147,23[' ]| Ralph came more than once to$4$ Palazzo*Roccanera. 239:147,24[' ]| A fortnight elapsed, at the end of which$6#1$ Ralph announced 239:147,25[' ]| to$4$ Lord*Warburton that$3$ 239:147,25@b | he thought after 239:147,26@b | all he would not go to$4$ Sicily. 239:147,26[' ]| The two men had 239:147,27[' ]| been dining together after a day spent by$4$ the latter 239:147,28[' ]| in$4$ ranging about the Campagna. They had left the 239:147,29[' ]| table, and Warburton, before the chimney, was lighting 239:147,30[' ]| a cigar, which$6#1$ he instantly removed from his 239:147,31[' ]| lips. 239:147,32[D ]| "will$1$ not go to$4$ Sicily? Where then will$1$ you go?" 239:148,01[B ]| "Well, I guess I will$1$ not go anywhere," 239:148,01[' ]| said Ralph, 239:148,02[' ]| from the sofa, all shamelessly. 239:148,03[D ]| "Do you mean you will$1$ return to$4$ England?" 239:148,04[B ]| "Oh dear no$7$; I will$1$ stay in$4$ Rome." 239:148,05[D ]| "Rome will$1$ not do for$4$ you. Rome is not warm 239:148,06[D ]| enough." 239:148,07[B ]| "It will$1$ have to$9$ do. I will$1$ make it do. See how well 239:148,08[B ]| I have been." 239:148,09[' ]| Lord*Warburton looked at him a while, puffing a 239:148,10[' ]| cigar and as if trying to$9$ see it. 239:148,10[D ]| "You have been better 239:148,11[D ]| than you were on$4$ the journey, certainly. I wonder 239:148,12[D ]| how you lived through that$6#2$. But I do not understand 239:148,13[D ]| your condition. I recommend you to$9$ try Sicily." 239:148,14[B ]| "I can not try," 239:148,14[' ]| said poor Ralph. 239:148,14[B ]| "I have done trying. 239:148,15[B ]| I can not move further. I can not face that$6#2$ journey. 239:148,16[B ]| Fancy me between Scylla and Charybdis! I do not 239:148,17[B ]| want to$9$ die on$4$ the Sicilian plains ~~ to$9$ be snatched 239:148,18[B ]| away, like$4$ Proserpine in$4$ the same locality, to$4$ the 239:148,19[B ]| Plutonian shades." 239:148,20[D ]| "What the deuce then did you come for$4$?" 239:148,20[' ]| his 239:148,21[' ]| lordship enquired. 239:148,22[B ]| "Because the idea took me. I see it will$1$ not do. It 239:148,23[B ]| really does not matter where I am now. I have exhausted 239:148,24[B ]| all remedies, I have swallowed all climates. As I am 239:148,25[B ]| here I will$1$ stay. I have not a single cousin in$4$ Sicily ~~ 239:148,26[B ]| much less a married one." 239:148,27[D ]| "Your cousin is certainly an inducement. But what 239:148,28[D ]| does the doctor say?" 239:148,29[B ]| "I have not asked him, and I do not care a fig. If I 239:148,30[B ]| die here Mrs%*Osmond will$1$ bury me. But I shall not 239:148,31[B ]| die here." 239:148,32[D ]| "I hope not." 239:148,32[' ]| Lord*Warburton continued to$9$ smoke 239:149,01[' ]| reflectively. 239:149,01[D ]| "Well, I must say," 239:149,01[' ]| he resumed, 239:149,01[D ]| "for$4$ 239:149,02[D ]| myself I am very glad you do not insist on$4$ Sicily. I 239:149,03[D ]| had a horror of that$6#2$ journey." 239:149,04[B ]| "Ah, but for$4$ you it need not have mattered. I had 239:149,05[B ]| no$2$ idea of dragging you in$4$ my train." 239:149,06[D ]| "I certainly did not mean to$9$ let you go alone." 239:149,07[B ]| "My dear Warburton, I never expected you to$9$ come 239:149,08[B ]| further than this," 239:149,08[' ]| Ralph cried. 239:149,09[D ]| "I should have gone with you and seen you settled," 239:149,10[' ]| said Lord*Warburton. 239:149,11[B ]| "You are a very good Christian. You are a very 239:149,12[B ]| kind man." 239:149,13[D ]| "Then I should have come back here." 239:149,14[B ]| "And then you would have gone to$4$ England." 239:149,15[D ]| "No$7$, no$7$; I should have stayed." 239:149,16[B ]| "Well," 239:149,16[' ]| said Ralph, 239:149,16[B ]| "if that$6#2$ is what we are both 239:149,17[B ]| up$4$ to$4$, I do not see where Sicily comes in$5$!" 239:149,18[' ]| His companion was silent; he sat staring at the 239:149,19[' ]| fire. At last, looking up$5$, 239:149,19[D ]| "I say, tell me this," 239:149,19[' ]| he 239:149,20[' ]| broke out; 239:149,20[D ]| "did you really mean to$9$ go to$4$ Sicily 239:149,21[D ]| when we started?" 239:149,22[B ]| "Ah, \9vous 9m'en 9demandez 9trop\! Let me put a question 239:149,23[B ]| first. Did you come with me quite ~~ platonically?" 239:149,24[B ]| 239:149,25[D ]| "I do not know what you mean by$4$ that$6#2$. I wanted 239:149,26[D ]| to$9$ come abroad." 239:149,27[B ]| "I suspect we have each been playing our little game." 239:149,28[D ]| "Speak for$4$ yourself. I made no$2$ secret whatever of 239:149,29[D ]| my desiring to$9$ be here a while." 239:149,30[B ]| "Yes, I remember you said you wished to$9$ see the 239:149,31[B ]| Minister of Foreign Affairs." 239:149,32[D ]| "I have seen him three times. He is very amusing." 239:150,01[B ]| "I think you have forgotten what you came for$4$: 239:150,02[' ]| said Ralph. 239:150,03[D ]| "Perhaps I have," 239:150,03[' ]| his companion answered rather 239:150,04[' ]| gravely. 239:150,05[' ]| These two were gentlemen of a race which$6#1$ is not 239:150,06[' ]| distinguished by$4$ the absence of reserve, and they had 239:150,07[' ]| travelled together from London to$4$ Rome without an 239:150,08[' ]| allusion to$4$ matters that$6#1$ were uppermost in$4$ the mind 239:150,09[' ]| of each. There was an old subject they had once discussed, 239:150,10[' ]| but it had lost its recognised place in$4$ their 239:150,11[' ]| attention, and even after their arrival in$4$ Rome, where 239:150,12[' ]| many things led back to$4$ it, they had kept the same 239:150,13[' ]| half-diffident, half-confident silence. 239:150,14[D ]| "I recommend you to$9$ get the doctor's consent, all 239:150,15[D ]| the same," 239:150,15[' ]| Lord*Warburton went on$5$, abruptly, after 239:150,16[' ]| an interval. 239:150,17[B ]| "The doctor's consent will$1$ spoil it. I never have 239:150,18[B ]| it when I can help it." 239:150,19[D ]| "What then does Mrs%*Osmond think?" 239:150,19[' ]| Ralph's 239:150,20[' ]| friend demanded. 239:150,21[B ]| "I have not told her. She will$1$ probably say that$3$ Rome is 239:150,22[B ]| too cold and even offer to$9$ go with me to$4$ Catania. 239:150,23[B ]| She is capable of that$6#2$." 239:150,24[D ]| "In$4$ your place I should like$1$ it." 239:150,25[B ]| "Her husband will$1$ not like$1$ it." 239:150,26[D ]| "Ah well, I can fancy that$6#2$; though it seems to$4$ me 239:150,27[D ]| you are not bound to$9$ mind his likings. They are his 239:150,28[D ]| affair." 239:150,29[B ]| "I do not want to$9$ make any more trouble between 239:150,30[B ]| them," 239:150,30[' ]| said Ralph. 239:150,31[D ]| "Is there so$5#1$ much already?" 239:150,32[B ]| "There is complete preparation for$4$ it. Her going 239:151,01[B ]| off with me would make the explosion. Osmond is not 239:151,02[B ]| fond of his wife's cousin." 239:151,03[D ]| "Then of course he would make a row. But will$1$ not he 239:151,04[D ]| make a row if you stop here?" 239:151,05[B ]| "That$6#2$ is what I want to$9$ see. He made one the last 239:151,06[B ]| time I was in$4$ Rome, and then I thought it my duty 239:151,07[B ]| to$9$ disappear. Now I think it is my duty to$9$ stop and 239:151,08[B ]| defend her." 239:151,09[D ]| "My dear Touchett, your defensive powers ~~ !" 239:151,10[' ]| Lord*Warburton began with a smile. But he saw 239:151,11[' ]| something in$4$ his companion's face that$6#1$ checked him. 239:151,12[D ]| "Your duty, in$4$ these premises, seems to$4$ me rather 239:151,13[D ]| a nice question," 239:151,13[' ]| he observed instead. 239:151,14[' ]| Ralph for$4$ a short time answered nothing. 239:151,14[B ]| "It is 239:151,15[B ]| true that$3$ my defensive powers are small," 239:151,15[' ]| he returned 239:151,16[' ]| at last; 239:151,16[B ]| "but as my aggressive ones are still smaller 239:151,17[B ]| Osmond may after all not think me worth his gun-powder. 239:151,18[B ]| At any rate," 239:151,18[' ]| he added, 239:151,18[B ]| "there are things 239:151,19[B ]| I am curious to$9$ see." 239:151,20[D ]| "You are sacrificing your health to$4$ your curiosity 239:151,21[D ]| then?" 239:151,22[B ]| "I am not much interested in$4$ my health, and I am 239:151,23[B ]| deeply interested in$4$ Mrs%*Osmond." 239:151,24[D ]| "So$5#2$ am I. But not as I once was," 239:151,24[' ]| Lord*Warburton 239:151,25[' ]| added quickly. This was one of the allusions he 239:151,26[' ]| had not hitherto found occasion to$9$ make. 239:151,27[B ]| "Does she strike you as very happy?" 239:151,27[' ]| Ralph enquired, 239:151,28[' ]| emboldened by$4$ this confidence. 239:151,29[D ]| "Well, I do not know; I have hardly thought. She 239:151,30[D ]| told me the other night she was happy." 239:151,31[B ]| "Ah, she told \you\, of course," 239:151,31[' ]| Ralph exclaimed, 239:151,32[' ]| smiling. 239:152,01[D ]| "I do not know that$6#2$. It seems to$4$ me I was rather 239:152,02[D ]| the sort of person she might have complained to$4$." 239:152,03[B ]| "Complained? She will$1$ never complain. She has 239:152,04[B ]| done it ~~ what she \has\ done ~~ and she knows it. 239:152,05[B ]| She will$1$ complain to$4$ you least of all. She is very careful." 239:152,06[B ]| 239:152,07[D ]| "She need not be. I do not mean to$9$ make love to$4$ 239:152,08[D ]| her again." 239:152,09[B ]| "I am delighted to$9$ hear it. There can be no$2$ 239:152,10[B ]| doubt at least of \your\ duty." 239:152,11[D ]| "Ah no$7$," 239:152,11[' ]| said Lord*Warburton gravely; 239:152,11[D ]| "none." 239:152,12[B ]| "Permit me to$9$ ask," 239:152,12[' ]| Ralph went on$5$, 239:152,12[B ]| "whether 239:152,13[B ]| it is to$9$ bring out the fact that$3$ you do not mean to$9$ make 239:152,14[B ]| love to$4$ her that$3$ you are so$5#1$ very civil to$4$ the little girl?" 239:152,15[' ]| Lord*Warburton gave a slight start; he got up$5$ 239:152,16[' ]| and stood before the fire, looking at it hard. 239:152,16[D ]| "Does 239:152,17[D ]| that$6#2$ strike you as very ridiculous?" 239:152,18[B ]| "Ridiculous? Not in$4$ the least, if you really like$1$ 239:152,19[B ]| her." 239:152,20[D ]| "I think her a delightful little person. I do not know 239:152,21[D ]| when a girl of that$6#2$ age has pleased me more." 239:152,22[B ]| "She is a charming creature. Ah, she at least is 239:152,23[B ]| genuine." 239:152,24[D ]| "Of course there is the difference in$4$ our ages ~~ 239:152,25[D ]| more than twenty years." 239:152,26[B ]| "My dear Warburton," 239:152,26[' ]| said Ralph, 239:152,26[B ]| "are you 239:152,27[B ]| serious?" 239:152,28[D ]| "Perfectly serious ~~ as far as I have got." 239:152,29[B ]| "I am very glad. And, heaven help us," 239:152,29[' ]| cried 239:152,30[' ]| Ralph, 239:152,30[B ]| "how cheered-up old Osmond will$1$ be!" 239:152,31[' ]| His companion frowned. 239:152,31[D ]| "I say, do not spoil it. I 239:152,32[D ]| should not propose for$4$ his daughter to$9$ please \him\." 239:153,01[B ]| "He will$1$ have the perversity to$9$ be pleased all the 239:153,02[B ]| same." 239:153,03[D ]| "He is not so$5#1$ fond of me as that$6#2$," 239:153,03[' ]| said his lordship. 239:153,04[' ]| 239:153,05[B ]| "As that$6#2$? My dear Warburton, the drawback of 239:153,06[B ]| your position is that$3$ people need not be fond of you 239:153,07[B ]| at all to$9$ wish to$9$ be connected with you. Now, with 239:153,08[B ]| me in$4$ such a case, I should have the happy confidence 239:153,09[B ]| that$3$ they loved me." 239:153,10[' ]| Lord*Warburton seemed scarcely in$4$ the mood for$4$ 239:153,11[' ]| doing justice to$4$ general axioms ~~ he was thinking of 239:153,12[' ]| a special case. 239:153,12[D ]| "Do you judge she will$1$ be pleased?" 239:153,13[B ]| "The girl herself? Delighted, surely." 239:153,14[D ]| "No$7$, no$7$; I mean Mrs%*Osmond." 239:153,15[' ]| Ralph looked at him a moment. 239:153,15[B ]| "My dear fellow, 239:153,16[B ]| what has she to$9$ do with it?" 239:153,17[D ]| "Whatever she chooses. She is very fond of Pansy." 239:153,18[B ]| "Very true ~~ very true." 239:153,18[' ]| And Ralph slowly got 239:153,19[' ]| up$5$. 239:153,19[B ]| "It is an interesting question ~~ how far her 239:153,20[B ]| fondness for$4$ Pansy will$1$ carry her." 239:153,20[' ]| He stood there 239:153,21[' ]| a moment with his hands in$4$ his pockets and rather 239:153,22[' ]| a clouded brow. 239:153,22[B ]| "I hope, you know, that$3$ you are very 239:153,23[B ]| ~~ very sure. The deuce!" 239:153,23[' ]| he broke off. 239:153,23[B ]| "I do not 239:153,24[B ]| know how to$9$ say it." 239:153,25[D ]| "Yes, you do; you know how to$9$ say everything." 239:153,26[B ]| "Well, it is awkward. I hope you are sure that$3$ 239:153,27[B ]| among Miss*Osmond's merits her being ~~ a ~~ so$5#1$ 239:153,28[B ]| near her stepmother is not a leading one?" 239:153,29[D ]| "Good heavens, Touchett!" 239:153,29[' ]| cried Lord*Warburton 239:153,30[' ]| angrily, 239:153,30[D ]| "for$4$ what do you take me?" 240:154,01[' ]| Isabel had not seen much of Madame*Merle since 240:154,02[' ]| her marriage, this lady having indulged in$4$ frequent 240:154,03[' ]| absences from Rome. At one time she had spent six 240:154,04[' ]| months in$4$ England; at another she had passed a portion 240:154,05[' ]| of a winter in$4$ Paris. She had made numerous 240:154,06[' ]| visits to$4$ distant friends and gave countenance to$4$ the 240:154,07[' ]| idea that$3$ for$4$ the future she should be a less inveterate 240:154,08[' ]| Roman than in$4$ the past. As she had been inveterate 240:154,09[' ]| in$4$ the past only in$4$ the sense of constantly having an 240:154,10[' ]| apartment in$4$ one of the sunniest niches of the Pincian 240:154,11[' ]| ~~ an apartment which$6#1$ often stood empty ~~ this 240:154,12[' ]| suggested a prospect of almost constant absence; a 240:154,13[' ]| danger which$6#1$ Isabel at one period had been much 240:154,14[' ]| inclined to$9$ deplore. Familiarity had modified in$4$ some 240:154,15[' ]| degree her first impression of Madame*Merle, but it 240:154,16[' ]| had not essentially altered it; there was still much 240:154,17[' ]| wonder of admiration in$4$ it. That$6#2$ personage was 240:154,18[' ]| armed at all points; it was a pleasure to$9$ see a character 240:154,19[' ]| so$5#1$ completely equipped for$4$ the social battle. 240:154,20[' ]| She carried her flag discreetly, but her weapons were 240:154,21[' ]| polished steel, and she used them with a skill which$6#1$ 240:154,22[' ]| struck Isabel as more and more that$6#2$ of a veteran. 240:154,23@a | She was never weary, never overcome with disgust; 240:154,24@a | she never appeared to$9$ need rest or consolation. She 240:154,25@a | had her own ideas; 240:154,25[' ]| she had of old exposed a great 240:154,26[' ]| many of them to$4$ Isabel, who$6#1$ knew also that$3$ 240:154,26@a | under 240:154,27@a | an appearance of extreme self-control her highly-cultivated 240:155,01@a | friend concealed a rich sensibility. But 240:155,02@a | her will$0$ was mistress of her life; there was something 240:155,03@a | gallant in$4$ the way she kept going. It was as if she 240:155,04@a | had learned the secret of it ~~ as if the art of life were 240:155,05@a | some clever trick she had guessed. 240:155,05[' ]| Isabel, as she herself 240:155,06[' ]| grew older, became acquainted with revulsions, 240:155,07[' ]| with disgusts; there were days when the world looked 240:155,08[' ]| black and she asked herself with some sharpness 240:155,09@a | what it was that$6#1$ she was pretending to$9$ live for$4$. Her 240:155,10@a | old habit had been to$9$ live by$4$ enthusiasm, to$9$ fall in$4$ 240:155,11@a | love with suddenly-perceived possibilities, with the 240:155,12@a | idea of some new adventure. As a younger person 240:155,13@a | she had been used to$9$ proceed from one little exaltation 240:155,14@a | to$4$ the other: there were scarcely any dull places 240:155,15@a | between. But Madame*Merle had suppressed enthusiasm; 240:155,16@a | she fell in$4$ love now-a-days with nothing; 240:155,17@a | she lived entirely by$4$ reason and by$4$ wisdom. 240:155,17[' ]| There 240:155,18[' ]| were hours when Isabel would have given anything 240:155,19[' ]| for$4$ lessons in$4$ this art; if her brilliant friend had been 240:155,20[' ]| near she would have made an appeal to$4$ her. She 240:155,21[' ]| had become aware more than before of the advantage 240:155,22[' ]| of being like$4$ that$6#2$ ~~ of having made one's self 240:155,23[' ]| a firm surface, a sort of corselet of silver. 240:155,24[' ]| But, as I say, it was not till the winter during which$6#1$ 240:155,25[' ]| we lately renewed acquaintance with our heroine that$3$ 240:155,26[' ]| the personage in$4$ question made again a continuous 240:155,27[' ]| stay in$4$ Rome. Isabel now saw more of her than she 240:155,28[' ]| had done since her marriage; but by$4$ this time Isabel's 240:155,29[' ]| needs and inclinations had considerably changed. 240:155,30[' ]| It was not at present to$4$ Madame*Merle that$3$ she 240:155,31[' ]| would have applied for$4$ instruction; she had lost the 240:155,32[' ]| desire to$9$ know this lady's clever trick. 240:155,32@a | If she had 240:156,01@a | troubles she must keep them to$4$ herself, and if life 240:156,02@a | was difficult it would not make it easier to$9$ confess 240:156,03@a | herself beaten. Madame*Merle was doubtless of 240:156,04@a | great use to$4$ herself and an ornament to$4$ any circle; 240:156,05@a | but was she ~~ would she be ~~ of use to$4$ others in$4$ 240:156,06@a | periods of refined embarrassment? The best way 240:156,07@a | to$9$ profit by$4$ her friend ~~ 240:156,07[' ]| this indeed Isabel had always 240:156,08[' ]| thought ~~ 240:156,08@a | was to$9$ imitate her, to$9$ be as firm and 240:156,09@a | bright as she. She recognised no$2$ embarrassments, 240:156,10[' ]| and Isabel, considering this fact, determined for$4$ the 240:156,11[' ]| fiftieth time to$9$ 240:156,11@a | brush aside her own. 240:156,11[' ]| It seemed to$4$ 240:156,12[' ]| her too, on$4$ the renewal of an intercourse which$6#1$ had 240:156,13[' ]| virtually been interrupted, that$3$ 240:156,13@a | her old ally was different, 240:156,14@a | was almost detached ~~ pushing to$4$ the extreme 240:156,15@a | a certain rather artificial fear of being indiscreet. 240:156,16[' ]| Ralph*Touchett, we know, had been of the 240:156,17[' ]| opinion that$3$ she was prone to$4$ exaggeration, to$4$ forcing 240:156,18[' ]| the note ~~ was apt, in$4$ the vulgar phrase, to$9$ overdo 240:156,19[' ]| it. Isabel had never admitted this charge ~~ had 240:156,20[' ]| never indeed quite understood it; Madame*Merle's 240:156,21[' ]| conduct, to$4$ her perception, always bore the stamp 240:156,22[' ]| of good taste, was always "quiet". But in$4$ this matter 240:156,23[' ]| of not wishing to$9$ intrude upon$4$ the inner life of 240:156,24[' ]| the Osmond family it at last occurred to$4$ our young 240:156,25[' ]| woman that$3$ she overdid a little. That$6#2$ of course 240:156,26[' ]| was not the best taste; that$6#2$ was rather violent. She 240:156,27[' ]| remembered too much that$3$ Isabel was married; that$3$ 240:156,28[' ]| she had now other interests; that$3$ though she, Madame*Merle, 240:156,29[' ]| had known Gilbert*Osmond and his little 240:156,30[' ]| Pansy very well, better almost than any*one, she 240:156,31[' ]| was not after all of the inner circle. 240:156,31@a | She was on$4$ her 240:156,32@a | guard; she never spoke of their affairs till she was 240:157,01@a | asked, even pressed ~~ as when her opinion was 240:157,02@a | wanted; she had a dread of seeming to$9$ meddle. 240:157,02[' ]| Madame*Merle 240:157,03[' ]| was as candid as we know, and one day 240:157,04[' ]| she candidly expressed this dread to$4$ Isabel. 240:157,05[H ]| "I \must\ be on$4$ my guard," 240:157,05[' ]| she said; 240:157,05[H ]| "I might so$5#1$ 240:157,06[H ]| easily, without suspecting it, offend you. You would 240:157,07[H ]| be right to$9$ be offended, even if my intention should 240:157,08[H ]| have been of the purest. I must not forget that$3$ I knew 240:157,09[H ]| your husband long before you did; I must not let 240:157,10[H ]| that$6#2$ betray me. If you were a silly woman you might 240:157,11[H ]| be jealous. You are not a silly woman; I know that$6#2$ 240:157,12[H ]| perfectly. But neither am I; therefore I am determined 240:157,13[H ]| not to$9$ get into trouble. A little harm is very 240:157,14[H ]| soon done; a mistake is made before one knows it. 240:157,15[H ]| Of course if I had wished to$9$ make love to$4$ your husband 240:157,16[H ]| I had ten years to$9$ do it in$4$, and nothing to$9$ prevent; 240:157,17[H ]| so$3$ it is not likely I shall begin to-day, when I am 240:157,18[H ]| so$5#1$ much less attractive than I was. But if I were to$9$ 240:157,19[H ]| annoy you by$4$ seeming to$9$ take a place that$6#1$ does not 240:157,20[H ]| belong to$4$ me, you would not make that$6#2$ reflection; 240:157,21[H ]| you would simply say I was forgetting certain differences. 240:157,22[H ]| I am determined not to$9$ forget them. Certainly a good 240:157,23[H ]| friend is not always thinking of that$6#2$; one does not 240:157,24[H ]| suspect one's friends of injustice. I do not suspect 240:157,25[H ]| you, my dear, in$4$ the least; but I suspect human nature. 240:157,26[H ]| Do not think I make myself uncomfortable; I am 240:157,27[H ]| not always watching myself. I think I sufficiently 240:157,28[H ]| prove it in$4$ talking to$4$ you as I do now. All I wish to$9$ 240:157,29[H ]| say is, however, that$3$ if you were to$9$ be jealous ~~ that$6#2$ is 240:157,30[H ]| the form it would take ~~ I should be sure to$9$ think it 240:157,31[H ]| was a little my fault. It certainly would not be your 240:157,32[H ]| husband's." 240:158,01[' ]| Isabel had had three years to$9$ think over Mrs%*Touchett's 240:158,02[' ]| theory that$3$ Madame*Merle had made 240:158,03[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond's marriage. We know how she had 240:158,04[' ]| at first received it. 240:158,04@a | Madame*Merle might have made 240:158,05@a | Gilbert*Osmond's marriage, but she certainly had 240:158,06@a | not made Isabel*Archer's. That$6#2$ was the work of ~~ 240:158,07[' ]| Isabel scarcely knew what: 240:158,07@a | of nature, providence, 240:158,08@a | fortune, of the eternal mystery of things. It was true 240:158,09@a | her aunt's complaint had been not so$5#1$ much of Madame*Merle's 240:158,10@a | activity as of her duplicity: she had 240:158,11@a | brought about the strange event and then she had denied 240:158,12@a | her guilt. Such guilt would not have been great, 240:158,13[' ]| to$4$ Isabel's mind; 240:158,13@a | she could not make a crime of Madame*Merle's 240:158,14@a | having been the producing cause of the 240:158,15@a | most important friendship she had ever formed. 240:158,15[' ]| This 240:158,16[' ]| had occurred to$4$ her just before her marriage, after her 240:158,17[' ]| little discussion with her aunt and at a time when she 240:158,18[' ]| was still capable of that$6#2$ large inward reference, the 240:158,19[' ]| tone almost of the philosophic historian, to$4$ her scant 240:158,20[' ]| young annals. 240:158,20@a | If Madame*Merle had desired her 240:158,21@a | change of state she could only say it had been a very 240:158,22@a | happy thought. With her, moreover, she had been 240:158,23@a | perfectly straightforward; she had never concealed 240:158,24@a | her high opinion of Gilbert*Osmond. 240:158,24[' ]| After their 240:158,25[' ]| union Isabel discovered that$3$ her husband took a 240:158,26[' ]| less convenient view of the matter; he seldom consented 240:158,27[' ]| to$9$ finger, in$4$ talk, this roundest and smoothest 240:158,28[' ]| bead of their social rosary. 240:158,29[A ]| "Do not you like$1$ Madame*Merle?" 240:158,29[' ]| Isabel had 240:158,30[' ]| once said to$4$ him. 240:158,30[A ]| "She thinks a great deal of you." 240:158,31[C ]| "I will$1$ tell you once for$4$ all," 240:158,31[' ]| Osmond had answered. 240:158,32[C ]| "I liked her once better than I do to-day. I am tired 240:159,01[C ]| of her, and I am rather ashamed of it. She is so$5#1$ almost 240:159,02[C ]| unnaturally good! I am glad she is not in$4$ Italy; 240:159,03[C ]| it makes for$4$ relaxation ~~ for$4$ a sort of moral \9de=tente\. 240:159,04[C ]| Do not talk of her too much; it seems to$9$ bring her 240:159,05[C ]| back. She will$1$ come back in$4$ plenty of time." 240:159,06[' ]| Madame*Merle, in$4$ fact, had come back before it 240:159,07[' ]| was too late ~~ too late, I mean, to$9$ recover whatever 240:159,08[' ]| advantage she might have lost. But meantime, if, as 240:159,09[' ]| I have said, she was sensibly different, Isabel's feelings 240:159,10[' ]| were also not quite the same. Her consciousness 240:159,11[' ]| of the situation was as acute as of old, but it was much 240:159,12[' ]| less satisfying. A dissatisfied mind, whatever else it 240:159,13[' ]| may miss, is rarely in$4$ want of reasons; they bloom as 240:159,14[' ]| thick as buttercups in$4$ June. The fact of Madame*Merle's 240:159,15[' ]| having had a hand in$4$ Gilbert*Osmond's marriage 240:159,16[' ]| ceased to$9$ be one of her titles to$4$ consideration; 240:159,17[' ]| it might have been written, after all, that$3$ there was 240:159,18[' ]| not so$5#1$ much to$9$ thank her for$4$. As time went on$5$ there 240:159,19[' ]| was less and less, and Isabel once said to$4$ herself that$3$ 240:159,20@a | perhaps without her these things would not have been. 240:159,21[' ]| That$6#2$ reflection indeed was instantly stifled; she knew 240:159,22[' ]| an immediate horror at having made it. 240:159,22[A ]| "Whatever 240:159,23[A ]| happens to$4$ me let me not be unjust," 240:159,23[' ]| she said; 240:159,24[A ]| "let me bear my burdens myself and not shift them 240:159,25[A ]| upon$4$ others!" 240:159,25[' ]| This disposition was tested, eventually 240:159,26[' ]| by$4$ that$6#2$ ingenious apology for$4$ her present conduct 240:159,27[' ]| which$6#1$ Madame*Merle saw fit to$9$ make and of which$6#1$ 240:159,28[' ]| I have given a sketch; for$3$ there was something irritating 240:159,29[' ]| ~~ there was almost an air of mockery ~~ in$4$ her 240:159,30[' ]| neat discriminations and clear convictions. In$4$ Isabel's 240:159,31[' ]| mind to-day there was nothing clear; there was a confusion 240:159,32[' ]| of regrets, a complication of fears. She felt 240:160,01[' ]| helpless as she turned away from her friend, who$6#1$ had 240:160,02[' ]| just made the statements I have quoted: 240:160,02@a | Madame*Merle 240:160,03@a | knew so$5#1$ little what she was thinking of! She 240:160,04@a | was herself moreover so$5#1$ unable to$9$ explain. Jealous 240:160,05@a | of her ~~ jealous of her with Gilbert? The idea just 240:160,06@a | then suggested no$2$ near reality. She almost wished 240:160,07@a | jealousy had been possible; it would have made in$4$ 240:160,08@a | a manner for$4$ refreshment. 240:160,08@a | Was not it in$4$ a manner 240:160,09@a | one of the symptoms of happiness? 240:160,09[' ]| Madame*Merle, 240:160,10[' ]| however, was wise, so$5#1$ wise that$3$ she might have been 240:160,11[' ]| pretending to$9$ know Isabel better than Isabel knew 240:160,12[' ]| herself. This young woman had always been fertile 240:160,13[' ]| in$4$ resolutions ~~ many of them of an elevated character; 240:160,14[' ]| but at no$2$ period had they flourished (in$4$ the privacy 240:160,15[' ]| of her heart) more richly than to-day. It is true 240:160,16[' ]| that$3$ they all had a family likeness; they might have 240:160,17[' ]| been summed up$5$ in$4$ the determination that$3$ if she was 240:160,18[' ]| to$9$ be unhappy it should not be by$4$ a fault of her own. 240:160,19[' ]| Her poor winged spirit had always had a great desire 240:160,20[' ]| to$9$ do its best, and it had not as yet been seriously discouraged. 240:160,21[' ]| It wished, therefore, to$9$ hold fast to$4$ justice 240:160,22[' ]| ~~ not to$9$ pay itself by$4$ petty revenges. To$9$ associate 240:160,23[' ]| Madame*Merle with its disappointment would be a 240:160,24[' ]| petty revenge ~~ especially as the pleasure to$9$ be derived 240:160,25[' ]| from that$6#2$ would be perfectly insincere. It might 240:160,26[' ]| feed her sense of bitterness, but it would not loosen 240:160,27[' ]| her bonds. 240:160,27@a | It was impossible to$9$ pretend that$3$ she had 240:160,28@a | not acted with her eyes open; if ever a girl was a free 240:160,29@a | agent she had been. A girl in$4$ love was doubtless not 240:160,30@a | a free agent; but the sole source of her mistake had 240:160,31@a | been within herself. There had been no$2$ plot, no$2$ 240:160,32@a | snare; she had looked and considered and chosen. 240:161,01@a | When a woman had made such a mistake, there was 240:161,02@a | only one way to$9$ repair it ~~ just immensely (oh, with 240:161,03@a | the highest grandeur!) to$9$ accept it. One folly was 240:161,04@a | enough, especially when it was to$9$ last for*ever; a 240:161,05@a | second one would not much set it off. 240:161,05[' ]| In$4$ this vow 240:161,06[' ]| of reticence there was a certain nobleness which$6#1$ kept 240:161,07[' ]| Isabel going; but Madame*Merle had been right, for$4$ 240:161,08[' ]| all that$6#2$, in$4$ taking her precautions. 240:161,09[' ]| One day about a month after Ralph*Touchett's 240:161,10[' ]| arrival in$4$ Rome Isabel came back from a walk with 240:161,11[' ]| Pansy. It was not only a part of her general determination 240:161,12[' ]| to$9$ be just that$3$ she was at present very thankful 240:161,13[' ]| for$4$ Pansy ~~ it was also a part of her tenderness for$4$ 240:161,14[' ]| things that$6#1$ were pure and weak. 240:161,14@a | Pansy was dear to$4$ 240:161,15@a | her, and there was nothing else in$4$ her life that$6#1$ had the 240:161,16@a | rightness of the young creature's attachment or the 240:161,17@a | sweetness of her own clearness about it. It was like$4$ 240:161,18@a | a soft presence ~~ like$4$ a small hand in$4$ her own; 240:161,18[' ]| on$4$ 240:161,19[' ]| Pansy's part it was more than an affection ~~ it was 240:161,20[' ]| a kind of ardent coercive faith. On$4$ her own side her 240:161,21[' ]| sense of the girl's dependence was more than a pleasure; 240:161,22[' ]| it operated as a definite reason when motives 240:161,23[' ]| threatened to$9$ fail her. She had said to$4$ herself that$3$ 240:161,24@a | we must take our duty where we find it, and that$3$ we 240:161,25@a | must look for$4$ it as much as possible. 240:161,25[' ]| Pansy's sympathy 240:161,26[' ]| was a direct admonition; it seemed to$9$ say that$3$ 240:161,27[' ]| here was an opportunity, not eminent perhaps, but 240:161,28[' ]| unmistakeable. Yet an opportunity for$4$ what Isabel 240:161,29[' ]| could hardly have said; in$4$ general, 240:161,29@a | to$9$ be more for$4$ the 240:161,30@a | child than the child was able to$9$ be for$4$ herself. 240:161,30[' ]| Isabel 240:161,31[' ]| could have smiled, in$4$ these days, to$9$ remember that$3$ her 240:161,32[' ]| little companion had once been ambiguous, for$3$ she 240:162,01[' ]| now perceived that$3$ Pansy's ambiguities were simply 240:162,02[' ]| her own grossness of vision. She had been unable to$9$ 240:162,03[' ]| believe any*one could care so$5#1$ much ~~ so$5#1$ extraordinarily 240:162,04[' ]| much ~~ to$9$ please. But since then she had seen 240:162,05[' ]| this delicate faculty in$4$ operation, and now she knew 240:162,06[' ]| what to$9$ think of it. 240:162,06@a | It was the whole creature ~~ it was 240:162,07@a | a sort of genius. Pansy had no$2$ pride to$9$ interfere with 240:162,08@a | it, and though she was constantly extending her conquests 240:162,09@a | she took no$2$ credit for$4$ them. 240:162,09[' ]| The two were 240:162,10[' ]| constantly together; Mrs%*Osmond was rarely seen 240:162,11[' ]| without her stepdaughter. Isabel liked her company; 240:162,12[' ]| it had the effect of one's carrying a nosegay composed 240:162,13[' ]| all of the same flower. And then not to$9$ neglect Pansy, 240:162,14[' ]| not under any provocation to$9$ neglect her ~~ this she 240:162,15[' ]| had made an article of religion. The young girl had 240:162,16[' ]| every appearance of being happier in$4$ Isabel's society 240:162,17[' ]| than in$4$ that$6#2$ of any*one save her father, whom she 240:162,18[' ]| admired with an intensity justified by$4$ the fact that$3$, 240:162,19[' ]| as paternity was an exquisite pleasure to$4$ Gilbert*Osmond, 240:162,20[' ]| he had always been luxuriously mild. Isabel 240:162,21[' ]| knew how Pansy liked to$9$ be with her and how she 240:162,22[' ]| studied the means of pleasing her. She had decided 240:162,23[' ]| that$3$ the best way of pleasing her was negative, and 240:162,24[' ]| consisted in$4$ not giving her trouble ~~ a conviction 240:162,25[' ]| which$6#1$ certainly could have had no$2$ reference to$4$ trouble 240:162,26[' ]| already existing. She was therefore ingeniously passive 240:162,27[' ]| and almost imaginatively docile; she was careful 240:162,28[' ]| even to$9$ moderate the eagerness with which$6#1$ she assented 240:162,29[' ]| to$4$ Isabel's propositions and which$6#1$ might have 240:162,30[' ]| implied that$3$ she could have thought otherwise. She 240:162,31[' ]| never interrupted, never asked social questions, and 240:162,32[' ]| though she delighted in$4$ approbation, to$4$ the point of 240:163,01[' ]| turning pale when it came to$4$ her, never held out her 240:163,02[' ]| hand for$4$ it. She only looked toward it wistfully ~~ an 240:163,03[' ]| attitude which$6#1$, as she grew older, made her eyes the 240:163,04[' ]| prettiest in$4$ the world. When during the second winter 240:163,05[' ]| at Palazzo*Roccanera she began to$9$ go to$4$ parties, to$4$ 240:163,06[' ]| dances, she always, at a reasonable hour, lest Mrs%*Osmond 240:163,07[' ]| should be tired, was the first to$9$ propose 240:163,08[' ]| departure. Isabel appreciated the sacrifice of the late 240:163,09[' ]| dances, for$3$ she knew her little companion had a passionate 240:163,10[' ]| pleasure in$4$ this exercise, taking her steps to$4$ 240:163,11[' ]| the music like$4$ a conscientious fairy. Society, moreover, 240:163,12[' ]| had no$2$ drawbacks for$4$ her; she liked even the 240:163,13[' ]| tiresome parts ~~ the heat of ball-rooms, the dulness 240:163,14[' ]| of dinners, the crush at the door, the awkward waiting 240:163,15[' ]| for$4$ the carriage. During the day, in$4$ this vehicle, 240:163,16[' ]| beside her stepmother, she sat in$4$ a small fixed, 240:163,17[' ]| appreciative posture, bending forward and faintly 240:163,18[' ]| smiling, as if she had been taken to$9$ drive for$4$ the first 240:163,19[' ]| time. 240:163,20[' ]| On$4$ the day I speak of they had been driven out of 240:163,21[' ]| one of the gates of the city and at the end of half an 240:163,22[' ]| hour had left the carriage to$9$ await them by$4$ the roadside 240:163,23[' ]| while they walked away over the short grass of 240:163,24[' ]| the Campagna, which$6#1$ even in$4$ the winter months is 240:163,25[' ]| sprinkled with delicate flowers. This was almost 240:163,26[' ]| a daily habit with Isabel, who$6#1$ was fond of a walk and 240:163,27[' ]| had a swift length of step, though not so$5#1$ swift a one 240:163,28[' ]| as on$4$ her first coming to$4$ Europe. It was not the form 240:163,29[' ]| of exercise that$6#1$ Pansy loved best, but she liked it, 240:163,30[' ]| because she liked everything; and she moved with a 240:163,31[' ]| shorter undulation beside her father's wife, who$6#1$ afterwards, 240:163,32[' ]| on$4$ their return to$4$ Rome, paid a tribute to$4$ her 240:164,01[' ]| preferences by$4$ making the circuit of the Pincian or the 240:164,02[' ]| Villa*Borghese. She had gathered a handful of flowers 240:164,03[' ]| in$4$ a sunny hollow, far from the walls of Rome, and on$4$ 240:164,04[' ]| reaching Palazzo*Roccanera she went straight to$4$ her 240:164,05[' ]| room, to$9$ put them into water. Isabel passed into the 240:164,06[' ]| drawing-room, the one she herself usually occupied, 240:164,07[' ]| the second in$4$ order from the large ante-chamber 240:164,08[' ]| which$6#1$ was entered from the staircase and in$4$ which$6#1$ 240:164,09[' ]| even Gilbert*Osmond's rich devices had not been 240:164,10[' ]| able to$9$ correct a look of rather grand nudity. Just 240:164,11[' ]| beyond the threshold of the drawing-room she stopped 240:164,12[' ]| short, the reason for$4$ her doing so$5#2$ being that$3$ she had 240:164,13[' ]| received an impression. The impression had, in$4$ strictness, 240:164,14[' ]| nothing unprecedented; but she felt it as something 240:164,15[' ]| new, and the soundlessness of her step gave her 240:164,16[' ]| time to$9$ take in$4$ the scene before she interrupted it. 240:164,17[' ]| Madame*Merle was there in$4$ her bonnet, and Gilbert*Osmond 240:164,18[' ]| was talking to$4$ her; for$4$ a minute they were 240:164,19[' ]| unaware she had come in$5$. Isabel had often seen that$6#2$ 240:164,20[' ]| before, certainly; but what she had not seen, or at 240:164,21[' ]| least had not noticed, was that$3$ their colloquy had 240:164,22[' ]| for$4$ the moment converted itself into a sort of familiar 240:164,23[' ]| silence, from which$6#1$ she instantly perceived that$3$ 240:164,24[' ]| her entrance would startle them. Madame*Merle 240:164,25[' ]| was standing on$4$ the rug, a little way from the fire; 240:164,26[' ]| Osmond was in$4$ a deep chair, leaning back and looking 240:164,27[' ]| at her. Her head was erect, as usual, but her 240:164,28[' ]| eyes were bent on$4$ his. What struck Isabel first was 240:164,29[' ]| that$3$ he was sitting while Madame*Merle stood; there 240:164,30[' ]| was an anomaly in$4$ this that$6#1$ arrested her. Then she 240:164,31[' ]| perceived that$3$ they had arrived at a desultory pause 240:164,32[' ]| in$4$ their exchange of ideas and were musing, face to$4$ 240:165,01[' ]| face, with the freedom of old friends who$6#1$ sometimes 240:165,02[' ]| exchange ideas without uttering them. There was 240:165,03[' ]| nothing to$9$ shock in$4$ this; they were old friends in$4$ 240:165,04[' ]| fact. But the thing made an image, lasting only a 240:165,05[' ]| moment, like$4$ a sudden flicker of light. Their relative 240:165,06[' ]| positions, their absorbed mutual gaze, struck her as 240:165,07[' ]| something detected. But it was all over by$4$ the time 240:165,08[' ]| she had fairly seen it. Madame*Merle had seen her 240:165,09[' ]| and had welcomed her without moving; her husband, 240:165,10[' ]| on$4$ the other hand, had instantly jumped up$5$. He 240:165,11[' ]| presently murmured something about wanting a walk 240:165,12[' ]| and, after having asked their visitor to$9$ excuse him, 240:165,13[' ]| left the room. 240:165,14[H ]| "I came to$9$ see you, thinking you would have come 240:165,15[H ]| in$5$; and as you had not I waited for$4$ you," 240:165,15[' ]| Madame*Merle 240:165,16[' ]| said. 240:165,17[A ]| "Did not he ask you to$9$ sit down?" 240:165,17[' ]| Isabel asked 240:165,18[' ]| with a smile. 240:165,19[' ]| Madame*Merle looked about her. 240:165,19[H ]| "Ah, it is very 240:165,20[H ]| true; I was going away." 240:165,21[A ]| "You must stay now." 240:165,22[H ]| "Certainly. I came for$4$ a reason; I have something 240:165,23[H ]| on$4$ my mind." 240:165,24[A ]| "I have told you that$6#2$ before," 240:165,24[' ]| Isabel said ~~ 240:165,24[A ]| "that$3$ 240:165,25[A ]| it takes something extraordinary to$9$ bring you to$4$ this 240:165,26[A ]| house." 240:165,27[H ]| "And you know what I have told \you\; that$3$ whether 240:165,28[H ]| I come or whether I stay away, I have always the same 240:165,29[H ]| motive ~~ the affection I bear you." 240:165,30[A ]| "Yes, you have told me that$6#2$." 240:165,31[H ]| "You look just now as if you did not believe it," 240:165,32[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 240:166,01[A ]| "Ah," 240:166,01[' ]| Isabel answered, 240:166,01[A ]| "the profundity of your 240:166,02[A ]| motives, that$6#2$ is the last thing I doubt!" 240:166,03[H ]| "You doubt sooner of the sincerity of my words." 240:166,04[' ]| Isabel shook her head gravely. 240:166,04[A ]| "I know you have 240:166,05[A ]| always been kind to$4$ me." 240:166,06[H ]| "As often as you would let me. You do not always 240:166,07[H ]| take it; then one has to$9$ let you alone. It is not to$9$ do 240:166,08[H ]| you a kindness, however, that$3$ I have come to-day; it is 240:166,09[H ]| quite another affair. I have come to$9$ get rid of a trouble 240:166,10[H ]| of my own ~~ to$9$ make it over to$4$ you. I have been 240:166,11[H ]| talking to$4$ your husband about it." 240:166,12[A ]| "I am surprised at that$6#2$; he does not like$1$ troubles." 240:166,13[H ]| "Especially other people's; I know very well. But 240:166,14[H ]| neither do you, I suppose. At any rate, whether you 240:166,15[H ]| do or not, you must help me. It is about poor Mr%*Rosier." 240:166,16[H ]| 240:166,17[A ]| "Ah," 240:166,17[' ]| said Isabel reflectively, 240:166,17[A ]| "it is his trouble then, 240:166,18[A ]| not yours." 240:166,19[H ]| "He has succeeded in$4$ saddling me with it. He comes 240:166,20[H ]| to$9$ see me ten times a week, to$9$ talk about Pansy." 240:166,21[A ]| "Yes, he wants to$9$ marry her. I know all about it." 240:166,22[' ]| Madame*Merle hesitated. 240:166,22[H ]| "I gathered from your 240:166,23[H ]| husband that$3$ perhaps you did not." 240:166,24[A ]| "How should he know what I know? He has never 240:166,25[A ]| spoken to$4$ me of the matter." 240:166,26[H ]| "It is probably because he does not know how to$9$ 240:166,27[H ]| speak of it." 240:166,28[A ]| "It is nevertheless the sort of question in$4$ which$6#1$ 240:166,29[A ]| he is rarely at fault." 240:166,30[H ]| "Yes, because as a general thing he knows perfectly 240:166,31[H ]| well what to$9$ think. To-day he does not." 240:166,32[A ]| "Have not you been telling him?" 240:166,32[' ]| Isabel asked. 240:167,01[' ]| Madame*Merle gave a bright, voluntary smile. 240:167,02[H ]| "Do you know you are a little dry?" 240:167,03[A ]| "Yes; I can not help it. Mr%*Rosier has also talked 240:167,04[A ]| to$4$ me." 240:167,05[H ]| "In$4$ that$6#2$ there is some reason. You are so$5#1$ near the 240:167,06[H ]| child." 240:167,07[A ]| "Ah," 240:167,07[' ]| said Isabel, 240:167,07[A ]| "for$4$ all the comfort I have given 240:167,08[A ]| him! If you think me dry, I wonder what \he\ 240:167,09[A ]| thinks." 240:167,10[H ]| "I believe he thinks you can do more than you 240:167,11[H ]| have done." 240:167,12[A ]| "I can do nothing." 240:167,13[H ]| "You can do more at least than I. I do not know 240:167,14[H ]| what mysterious connection he may have discovered 240:167,15[H ]| between me and Pansy; but he came to$4$ me from 240:167,16[H ]| the first, as if I held his fortune in$4$ my hand. Now 240:167,17[H ]| he keeps coming back, to$9$ spur me up$5$, to$9$ know what 240:167,18[H ]| hope there is, to$9$ pour out his feelings." 240:167,19[A ]| "He is very much in$4$ love," 240:167,19[' ]| said Isabel. 240:167,20[H ]| "Very much ~~ for$4$ him." 240:167,21[A ]| "Very much for$4$ Pansy, you might say as well." 240:167,22[' ]| Madame*Merle dropped her eyes a moment. 240:167,23[H ]| "Do not you think she is attractive?" 240:167,24[A ]| "The dearest little person possible ~~ but very 240:167,25[A ]| limited." 240:167,26[H ]| "She ought to$9$ be all the easier for$4$ Mr%*Rosier to$9$ 240:167,27[H ]| love. Mr%*Rosier is not unlimited." 240:167,28[A ]| "No$7$," 240:167,28[' ]| said Isabel, 240:167,28[A ]| "he has about the extent of 240:167,29[A ]| one's pocket-handkerchief ~~ the small ones with 240:167,30[A ]| lace borders." 240:167,30[' ]| Her humour had lately turned a good 240:167,31[' ]| deal to$4$ sarcasm, but in$4$ a moment she was ashamed 240:167,32[' ]| of exercising it on$4$ so$5#1$ innocent an object as Pansy's 240:168,01[' ]| suitor. 240:168,01[A ]| "He is very kind, very honest," 240:168,01[' ]| she presently 240:168,02[' ]| added; 240:168,02[A ]| "and he is not such a fool as he seems." 240:168,03[H ]| "He assures me that$3$ she delights in$4$ him," 240:168,03[' ]| said 240:168,04[' ]| Madame*Merle. 240:168,05[A ]| "I do not know; I have not asked her." 240:168,06[H ]| "You have never sounded her a little?" 240:168,07[A ]| "It is not my place; it is her father's." 240:168,08[H ]| "Ah, you are too literal!" 240:168,08[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 240:168,09[A ]| "I must judge for$4$ myself." 240:168,10[' ]| Madame*Merle gave her smile again. 240:168,10[H ]| "It is not 240:168,11[H ]| easy to$9$ help you." 240:168,12[A ]| "To$9$ help me?" 240:168,12[' ]| said Isabel very seriously. 240:168,12[A ]| "What 240:168,13[A ]| do you mean?" 240:168,14[H ]| "It is easy to$9$ displease you. Do not you see how 240:168,15[H ]| wise I am to$9$ be careful? I notify you, at any rate, 240:168,16[H ]| as I notified Osmond, that$3$ I wash my hands of the 240:168,17[H ]| love-affairs of Miss*Pansy and Mr%*Edward*Rosier. 240:168,18[H ]| \9Je 9n'y 9peux 9rien, 9moi\! I can not talk to$4$ Pansy about 240:168,19[H ]| him. Especially," 240:168,19[' ]| added Madame*Merle, 240:168,19[H ]| "as I do not 240:168,20[H ]| think him a paragon of husbands." 240:168,21[' ]| Isabel reflected a little; after which$6#1$, with a smile, 240:168,22[A ]| "You do not wash your hands then!" 240:168,22[' ]| she said. After 240:168,23[' ]| which$6#1$ again she added in$4$ another tone: 240:168,23[A ]| "You can not 240:168,24[A ]| ~~ you are too much interested." 240:168,25[' ]| Madame*Merle slowly rose; she had given Isabel 240:168,26[' ]| a look as rapid as the intimation that$6#1$ had gleamed 240:168,27[' ]| before our heroine a few moments before. Only this 240:168,28[' ]| time the latter saw nothing. 240:168,28[H ]| "Ask him the next time, 240:168,29[H ]| and you will$1$ see." 240:168,30[A ]| "I can not ask him; he has ceased to$9$ come to$4$ the house. 240:168,31[A ]| Gilbert has let him know that$3$ he is not welcome." 240:168,32[H ]| "Ah yes," 240:168,32[' ]| said Madame*Merle, 240:168,32[H ]| "I forgot that$6#2$ 240:169,01[H ]| ~~ though it is the burden of his lamentation. He 240:169,02[H ]| says Osmond has insulted him. All the same," 240:169,02[' ]| she 240:169,03[' ]| went on$5$, 240:169,03[H ]| "Osmond does not dislike him so$5#1$ much 240:169,04[H ]| as he thinks." 240:169,04[' ]| She had got up$5$ as if to$9$ close the 240:169,05[' ]| conversation, but she lingered, looking about her, and 240:169,06[' ]| had evidently more to$9$ say. Isabel perceived this 240:169,07[' ]| and even saw the point she had in$4$ view; but Isabel 240:169,08[' ]| also had her own reasons for$4$ not opening the way. 240:169,09[A ]| "That$6#2$ must have pleased him, if you have told 240:169,10[A ]| him," 240:169,10[' ]| she answered, smiling. 240:169,11[H ]| "Certainly I have told him; as far as that$6#2$ goes 240:169,12[H ]| I have encouraged him. I have preached patience, have 240:169,13[H ]| said that$3$ his case is not desperate if he will$1$ only hold 240:169,14[H ]| his tongue and be quiet. Unfortunately he has taken 240:169,15[H ]| it into his head to$9$ be jealous." 240:169,16[A ]| "Jealous?" 240:169,17[H ]| "Jealous of Lord*Warburton, who$6#1$ he says, is 240:169,18[H ]| always here." 240:169,19[' ]| Isabel, who$6#1$ was tired, had remained sitting; but 240:169,20[' ]| at this she also rose. 240:169,20[A ]| "Ah!" 240:169,20[' ]| she exclaimed simply, 240:169,21[' ]| moving slowly to$4$ the fireplace. Madame*Merle observed 240:169,22[' ]| her as she passed and while she stood a moment 240:169,23[' ]| before the mantel-glass and pushed into its 240:169,24[' ]| place a wandering tress of hair. 240:169,25[H ]| "Poor Mr%*Rosier keeps saying there is nothing 240:169,26[H ]| impossible in$4$ Lord*Warburton's falling in$4$ love with 240:169,27[H ]| Pansy," 240:169,27[' ]| Madame*Merle went on$5$. 240:169,28[' ]| Isabel was silent a little; she turned away from 240:169,29[' ]| the glass. 240:169,29[A ]| "It is true ~~ there is nothing impossible," 240:169,30[' ]| she returned at last, gravely and more gently. 240:169,31[H ]| "So$5#2$ I have had to$9$ admit to$4$ Mr%*Rosier. So$5#2$, too, 240:169,32[H ]| your husband thinks." 240:170,01[A ]| "That$6#2$ I do not know." 240:170,02[H ]| "Ask him and you will$1$ see." 240:170,03[A ]| "I shall not ask him," 240:170,03[' ]| said Isabel. 240:170,04[H ]| "Pardon me; I forgot you had pointed that$6#2$ out. 240:170,05[H ]| Of course," 240:170,05[' ]| Madame*Merle added, 240:170,05[H ]| "you have had infinitely 240:170,06[H ]| more observation of Lord*Warburton's behaviour 240:170,07[H ]| than I." 240:170,08[A ]| "I see no$2$ reason why I should not tell you that$3$ he 240:170,09[A ]| likes my stepdaughter very much." 240:170,10[' ]| Madame*Merle gave one of her quick looks again. 240:170,11[H ]| "Likes her, you mean ~~ as Mr%*Rosier means?" 240:170,12[A ]| "I do not know how Mr%*Rosier means; but Lord*Warburton 240:170,13[A ]| has let me know that$3$ he is charmed with 240:170,14[A ]| Pansy." 240:170,15[H ]| "And you have never told Osmond?" 240:170,15[' ]| This observation 240:170,16[' ]| was immediate, precipitate; it almost burst 240:170,17[' ]| from Madame*Merle's lips. 240:170,18[' ]| Isabel's eyes rested on$4$ her. 240:170,18[A ]| "I suppose he will$1$ 240:170,19[A ]| know in$4$ time; Lord*Warburton has a tongue and 240:170,20[A ]| knows how to$9$ express himself." 240:170,21[' ]| Madame*Merle instantly became conscious that$3$ 240:170,22[' ]| she had spoken more quickly than usual, and the 240:170,23[' ]| reflection brought the colour to$4$ her cheek. She gave 240:170,24[' ]| the treacherous impulse time to$9$ subside and then said 240:170,25[' ]| as if she had been thinking it over a little: 240:170,25[H ]| "That$6#2$ 240:170,26[H ]| would be better than marrying poor Mr%*Rosier." 240:170,27[A ]| "Much better, I think." 240:170,28[H ]| "It would be very delightful; it would be a great 240:170,29[H ]| marriage. It is really very kind of him." 240:170,30[A ]| "Very kind of him?" 240:170,31[H ]| "To$9$ drop his eyes on$4$ a simple little girl." 240:170,32[A ]| "I do not see that$6#2$." 240:171,01[H ]| "It is very good of you. But after all, Pansy*Osmond ~" 240:171,02[H ]| 240:171,03[A ]| "After all, Pansy*Osmond is the most attractive 240:171,04[A ]| person he has ever known!" 240:171,04[' ]| Isabel exclaimed. 240:171,05[' ]| Madame*Merle stared, and indeed she was justly 240:171,06[' ]| bewildered. 240:171,06[H ]| "Ah, a moment ago I thought you seemed 240:171,07[H ]| rather to$9$ disparage her." 240:171,08[A ]| "I said she was limited. And so$5#2$ she is. And so is 240:171,09[A ]| Lord*Warburton." 240:171,10[H ]| "So$5#2$ are we all, if you come to$4$ that$6#2$. If it is no$2$ 240:171,11[H ]| more than Pansy deserves, all the better. But if she 240:171,12[H ]| fixes her affections on$4$ Mr%*Rosier I will$1$ not admit that$3$ 240:171,13[H ]| she deserves it. That$6#2$ will$1$ be too perverse." 240:171,14[A ]| "Mr%*Rosier is a nuisance!" 240:171,14[' ]| Isabel cried abruptly. 240:171,15[' ]| 240:171,16[H ]| "I quite agree with you, and I am delighted to$9$ 240:171,17[H ]| know that$3$ I am not expected to$9$ feed his flame. For$4$ 240:171,18[H ]| the future, when he calls on$4$ me, my door shall be 240:171,19[H ]| closed to$4$ him." 240:171,19[' ]| And gathering her mantle together 240:171,20[' ]| Madame*Merle prepared to$9$ depart. She was checked, 240:171,21[' ]| however, on$4$ her progress to$4$ the door, by$4$ an inconsequent 240:171,22[' ]| request from Isabel. 240:171,23[A ]| "All the same, you know, be kind to$4$ him." 240:171,24[' ]| She lifted her shoulders and eyebrows and stood 240:171,25[' ]| looking at her friend. 240:171,25[H ]| "I do not understand your contradictions! 240:171,26[H ]| Decidedly I shall not be kind to$4$ him, for$3$ 240:171,27[H ]| it will$1$ be false kindness. I want to$9$ see her married 240:171,28[H ]| to$4$ Lord*Warburton." 240:171,29[A ]| "You had better wait till he asks her." 240:171,30[H ]| "If what you say is true, he will$1$ ask her. Especially," 240:171,31[' ]| said Madame*Merle in$4$ a moment, 240:171,31[H ]| "if you 240:171,32[H ]| make him." 240:172,01[A ]| "If I make him?" 240:172,02[H ]| "It is quite in$4$ your power. You have great influence 240:172,03[H ]| with him." 240:172,04[' ]| Isabel frowned a little. 240:172,04[A ]| "Where did you learn 240:172,05[A ]| that$6#2$?" 240:172,06[H ]| "Mrs%*Touchett told me. Not you ~~ never!" 240:172,06[' ]| said 240:172,07[' ]| Madame*Merle, smiling. 240:172,08[A ]| "I certainly never told you anything of the sort." 240:172,09[H ]| "You \might\ have done so$5#2$ ~~ so$5#1$ far as opportunity 240:172,10[H ]| went ~~ when we were by$4$ way of being confidential 240:172,11[H ]| with each other. But you really told me very little; 240:172,12[H ]| I have often thought so$5#2$ since." 240:172,13[' ]| Isabel had thought so$5#2$ too, and sometimes with a 240:172,14[' ]| certain satisfaction. But she did not admit it now ~~ 240:172,15[' ]| perhaps because she wished not to$9$ appear to$9$ exult 240:172,16[' ]| in$4$ it. 240:172,16[A ]| "You seem to$9$ have had an excellent informant 240:172,17[A ]| in$4$ my aunt," 240:172,17[' ]| she simply returned. 240:172,18[H ]| "She let me know you had declined an offer of 240:172,19[H ]| marriage from Lord*Warburton, because she was 240:172,20[H ]| greatly vexed and was full of the subject. Of course 240:172,21[H ]| I think you have done better in$4$ doing as you did. But 240:172,22[H ]| if you would not marry Lord*Warburton yourself, 240:172,23[H ]| make him the reparation of helping him to$9$ marry 240:172,24[H ]| some*one else." 240:172,25[' ]| Isabel listened to$4$ this with a face that$6#1$ persisted in$4$ 240:172,26[' ]| not reflecting the bright expressiveness of Madame*Merle's. 240:172,27[' ]| But in$4$ a moment she said, reasonably and 240:172,28[' ]| gently enough: 240:172,28[A ]| "I should be very glad indeed if, as 240:172,29[A ]| regards Pansy, it could be arranged." 240:172,29[' ]| Upon$4$ which$6#1$ 240:172,30[' ]| her companion, who$6#1$ seemed to$9$ regard this as a speech 240:172,31[' ]| of good omen, embraced her more tenderly than 240:172,32[' ]| might have been expected and triumphantly withdrew. 241:173,01[' ]| Osmond touched on$4$ this matter that$6#2$ evening for$4$ 241:173,02[' ]| the first time; coming very late into the drawing-room, 241:173,03[' ]| where she was sitting alone. They had spent 241:173,04[' ]| the evening at home, and Pansy had gone to$4$ bed; 241:173,05[' ]| he himself had been sitting since dinner in$4$ a small 241:173,06[' ]| apartment in$4$ which$6#1$ he had arranged his books and 241:173,07[' ]| which$6#1$ he called his study. At ten o'clock Lord*Warburton 241:173,08[' ]| had come in$5$, as he always did when he knew 241:173,09[' ]| from Isabel that$3$ she was to$9$ be at home; he was 241:173,10[' ]| going somewhere else and sat for$4$ half an hour. 241:173,11[' ]| Isabel, after asking him for$4$ news of Ralph, said very 241:173,12[' ]| little to$4$ him on$4$ purpose; she wished him to$9$ talk with 241:173,13[' ]| her stepdaughter. She pretended to$9$ read; she even 241:173,14[' ]| went after a little to$4$ the piano; she asked herself 241:173,14@a | if 241:173,15@a | she might not leave the room. 241:173,15[' ]| She had come little 241:173,16[' ]| by$4$ little to$9$ think well of the idea of Pansy's becoming 241:173,17[' ]| the wife of the master of beautiful Lockleigh, 241:173,18[' ]| though at first it had not presented itself in$4$ a manner 241:173,19[' ]| to$9$ excite her enthusiasm. Madame*Merle, that$6#2$ 241:173,20[' ]| afternoon, had applied the match to$4$ an accumulation 241:173,21[' ]| of inflammable material. When Isabel was unhappy 241:173,22[' ]| she always looked about her ~~ partly from 241:173,23[' ]| impulse and partly by$4$ theory ~~ for$4$ some form of 241:173,24[' ]| positive exertion. She could never rid herself of the 241:173,25[' ]| sense that$3$ unhappiness was a state of disease ~~ of 241:173,26[' ]| suffering as opposed to$4$ doing. 241:173,26@a | To$9$ "do" ~~ it hardly 241:174,01@a | mattered what ~~ would therefore be an escape, perhaps 241:174,02@a | in$4$ some degree a remedy. 241:174,02[' ]| Besides, she wished 241:174,03[' ]| to$9$ convince herself that$3$ she had done everything 241:174,04[' ]| possible to$9$ content her husband; she was determined 241:174,05[' ]| not to$9$ be haunted by$4$ visions of his wife's 241:174,06[' ]| limpness under appeal. It would please him greatly 241:174,07[' ]| to$9$ see Pansy married to$4$ an English nobleman, and 241:174,08[' ]| justly please him, since this nobleman was so$5#1$ sound 241:174,09[' ]| a character. It seemed to$4$ Isabel that$3$ if she could 241:174,10[' ]| make it her duty to$9$ bring about such an event she 241:174,11[' ]| should play the part of a good wife. She wanted to$9$ 241:174,12[' ]| be that$6#2$; she wanted to$9$ be able to$9$ believe sincerely, 241:174,13[' ]| and with proof of it, that$3$ she had been that$6#2$. Then 241:174,14[' ]| such an undertaking had other recommendations. 241:174,15[' ]| It would occupy her, and she desired occupation. 241:174,16[' ]| It would even amuse her, and if she could really amuse 241:174,17[' ]| herself she perhaps might be saved. Lastly, it would 241:174,18[' ]| be a service to$4$ Lord*Warburton, who$6#1$ evidently 241:174,19[' ]| pleased himself greatly with the charming girl. 241:174,19@a | It 241:174,20@a | was a little "weird" he should ~~ being what he was; 241:174,21@a | but there was no$2$ accounting for$4$ such impressions. 241:174,22@a | Pansy might captivate any*one ~~ any*one at least 241:174,23@a | but Lord*Warburton. 241:174,23[' ]| Isabel would have thought 241:174,24[' ]| her 241:174,24@a | too small, too slight, perhaps even too artificial 241:174,25@a | for$4$ that$6#2$. There was always a little of the doll 241:174,26@a | about her, and that$6#2$ was not what he had been looking 241:174,27@a | for$4$. Still, who$6#2$ could say what men ever were 241:174,28@a | looking for$4$? They looked for$4$ what they found; they 241:174,29@a | knew what pleased them only when they saw it. No$2$ 241:174,30@a | theory was valid in$4$ such matters, and nothing was 241:174,31@a | more unaccountable or more natural than anything 241:174,32@a | else. If he had cared for$4$ \her\ it might seem odd he 241:175,01@a | should care for$4$ Pansy, who$6#1$ was so$5#1$ different; but he 241:175,02@a | had not cared for$4$ her so$5#1$ much as he had supposed. 241:175,03@a | Or if he had, he had completely got over it, and it 241:175,04@a | was natural that$3$, as that$6#2$ affair had failed, he should 241:175,05@a | think something of quite another sort might succeed. 241:175,06[' ]| Enthusiasm, as I say, had not come at first to$4$ Isabel, 241:175,07[' ]| but it came to-day and made her feel almost happy. 241:175,08[' ]| It was astonishing what happiness she could still 241:175,09[' ]| find in$4$ the idea of procuring a pleasure for$4$ her husband. 241:175,10@a | It was a pity, however that$3$ Edward*Rosier 241:175,11@a | had crossed their path! 241:175,12[' ]| At this reflection the light that$6#1$ had suddenly 241:175,13[' ]| gleamed upon$4$ that$6#2$ path lost something of its brightness. 241:175,14[' ]| Isabel was unfortunately as sure that$3$ Pansy 241:175,15[' ]| thought Mr%*Rosier the nicest of all the young men 241:175,16[' ]| ~~ as sure as if she had held an interview with her 241:175,17[' ]| on$4$ the subject. 241:175,17@a | It was very tiresome she should be 241:175,18@a | so$5#1$ sure, when she had carefully abstained from 241:175,19@a | informing herself; almost as tiresome as that$3$ poor 241:175,20@a | Mr%*Rosier should have taken it into his own head. 241:175,21@a | He was certainly very inferior to$4$ Lord*Warburton. 241:175,22@a | It was not the difference in$4$ fortune so$5#1$ much as the 241:175,23@a | difference in$4$ the men; the young American was really 241:175,24@a | so$5#1$ light a weight. He was much more of the type of 241:175,25@a | the useless fine gentleman than the English nobleman. 241:175,26@a | It was true that$3$ there was no$2$ particular reason 241:175,27@a | why Pansy should marry a statesman; still, if 241:175,28@a | a statesman admired her, that$6#2$ was his affair, and 241:175,29@a | she would make a perfect little pearl of a peeress. 241:175,30[' ]| It may seem to$4$ the reader that$3$ Mrs%*Osmond had 241:175,31[' ]| grown of a sudden strangely cynical, for$3$ she ended 241:175,32[' ]| by$4$ saying to$4$ herself that$3$ 241:175,32@a | this difficulty could probably 241:176,01@a | be arranged. An impediment that$6#1$ was embodied 241:176,02@a | in$4$ poor Rosier could not anyhow present itself 241:176,03@a | as a dangerous one; there were always means 241:176,04@a | of levelling secondary obstacles. 241:176,04[' ]| Isabel was perfectly 241:176,05[' ]| aware that$3$ 241:176,05@a | she had not taken the measure of 241:176,06@a | Pansy's tenacity, which$6#1$ might prove to$9$ be inconveniently 241:176,07@a | great; 241:176,07[' ]| but she inclined to$9$ see her as 241:176,07@a | rather 241:176,08@a | letting go, under suggestion, than as clutching under 241:176,09@a | deprecation ~~ since she had certainly the faculty 241:176,10@a | of assent developed in$4$ a very much higher degree 241:176,11@a | than that$6#2$ of protest. She would cling, yes, she would 241:176,12@a | cling; but it really mattered to$4$ her very little what 241:176,13@a | she clung to$4$. Lord*Warburton would do as well as 241:176,14@a | Mr%*Rosier ~~ especially as she seemed quite to$9$ like$1$ 241:176,15@a | him; 241:176,15[' ]| she had expressed this sentiment to$4$ Isabel without 241:176,16[' ]| a single reservation; she had said 241:176,16@k | she thought 241:176,17@k | his conversation most interesting ~~ he had told her 241:176,18@k | all about India. 241:176,18@a | His manner to$4$ Pansy had been of 241:176,19@a | the rightest and easiest ~~ 241:176,19[' ]| Isabel noticed that$3$ for$4$ 241:176,20[' ]| herself, as she also observed that$3$ 241:176,20@a | he talked to$4$ her 241:176,21@a | not in$4$ the least in$4$ a patronising way, reminding himself 241:176,22@a | of her youth and simplicity, but quite as if she 241:176,23@a | understood his subjects with that$6#2$ sufficiency with 241:176,24@a | which$6#1$ she followed those of the fashionable operas. 241:176,25@a | This went far enough for$4$ attention to$4$ the music and 241:176,26@a | the barytone. He was careful only to$9$ be kind ~~ he 241:176,27@a | was as kind as he had been to$4$ another fluttered young 241:176,28@a | chit at Gardencourt. A girl might well be touched 241:176,29@a | by$4$ that$6#2$; 241:176,29[' ]| she remembered 241:176,29@a | how she herself had been 241:176,30@a | touched, 241:176,30[' ]| and said to$4$ herself that$3$ 241:176,30@a ]| if she had been as 241:176,31@a | simple as Pansy the impression would have been 241:176,32@a | deeper still. She had not been simple when she refused 241:177,01@a | him; that$6#2$ operation had been as complicated 241:177,02@a | as, later, her acceptance of Osmond had been. 241:177,02[' ]| Pansy, 241:177,03[' ]| however, in$4$ spite of \her\ simplicity, really did understand 241:177,04[' ]| and was glad that$3$ Lord*Warburton should 241:177,05[' ]| talk to$4$ her, not about her partners and bouquets, 241:177,06[' ]| but about the state of Italy, the condition of the 241:177,07[' ]| peasantry, the famous grist-tax, the \8pellagra\, his 241:177,08[' ]| impressions of Roman society. She looked at him, 241:177,09[' ]| as she drew her needle through her tapestry, with 241:177,10[' ]| sweet submissive eyes, and when she lowered them 241:177,11[' ]| she gave little quiet oblique glances at his person, 241:177,12[' ]| his hands, his feet, his clothes, as if she were considering 241:177,13[' ]| him. Even his person, Isabel might have 241:177,14[' ]| reminded her, was better than Mr%*Rosier's. But 241:177,15[' ]| Isabel contented herself at such moments with wondering 241:177,16[' ]| where this gentleman was; he came no$2$ more 241:177,17[' ]| at all to$4$ Palazzo*Roccanera. It was surprising, as 241:177,18[' ]| I say, the hold it had taken of her ~~ the idea of 241:177,19[' ]| assisting her husband to$9$ be pleased. 241:177,20[' ]| It was surprising for$4$ a variety of reasons which$6#1$ 241:177,21[' ]| I shall presently touch upon$4$. On$4$ the evening I speak 241:177,22[' ]| of, while Lord*Warburton sat there, she had been 241:177,23[' ]| on$4$ the point of taking the great step of going out of 241:177,24[' ]| the room and leaving her companions alone. I say 241:177,25[' ]| the great step, because it was in$4$ this light that$3$ Gilbert*Osmond 241:177,26[' ]| would have regarded it, and Isabel was 241:177,27[' ]| trying as much as possible to$9$ take her husband's 241:177,28[' ]| view. She succeeded after a fashion, but she fell 241:177,29[' ]| short of the point I mention. After all she could not 241:177,30[' ]| rise to$4$ it; something held her and made this impossible. 241:177,31[' ]| It was not exactly that$3$ it would be base or 241:177,32[' ]| insidious; for$3$ women as a general thing practise 241:178,01[' ]| such manoeuvres with a perfectly good conscience, 241:178,02[' ]| and Isabel was instinctively much more true than 241:178,03[' ]| false to$4$ the common genius of her sex. There was 241:178,04[' ]| a vague doubt that$6#1$ interposed ~~ a sense that$3$ she 241:178,05[' ]| was not quite sure. So$3$ she remained in$4$ the drawing-room 241:178,06[' ]| and after a while Lord*Warburton went off 241:178,07[' ]| to$4$ his party, of which$6#1$ he promised to$9$ give Pansy a 241:178,08[' ]| full account on$4$ the morrow. After he had gone 241:178,09[' ]| she wondered 241:178,09@a | if she had prevented something which$6#1$ 241:178,10@a | would have happened if she had absented herself 241:178,11@a | for$4$ a quarter of an hour; 241:178,11[' ]| and then she pronounced 241:178,12[' ]| ~~ always mentally ~~ that$3$ 241:178,12@a | when their distinguished 241:178,13@a | visitor should wish her to$9$ go away he would easily 241:178,14@a | find means to$9$ let her know it. 241:178,14[' ]| Pansy said nothing 241:178,15[' ]| whatever about him after he had gone, and Isabel 241:178,16[' ]| studiously said nothing, as she had taken a vow 241:178,17[' ]| of reserve until after he should have declared himself. 241:178,18[' ]| He was a little longer in$4$ coming to$4$ this than might 241:178,19[' ]| seem to$9$ accord with the description he had given 241:178,20[' ]| Isabel of his feelings. Pansy went to$4$ bed, and Isabel 241:178,21[' ]| had to$9$ admit that$3$ 241:178,21@a | she could not now guess what 241:178,22@a | her stepdaughter was thinking of. 241:178,22[' ]| Her transparent 241:178,23[' ]| little companion was for$4$ the moment not to$9$ be seen 241:178,24[' ]| through. 241:178,25[' ]| She remained alone, looking at the fire, until, at 241:178,26[' ]| the end of half an hour, her husband came in$5$. He 241:178,27[' ]| moved about a while in$4$ silence and then sat down; 241:178,28[' ]| he looked at the fire like$4$ herself. But she now had 241:178,29[' ]| transferred her eyes from the flickering flame in$4$ 241:178,30[' ]| the chimney to$4$ Osmond's face, and she watched 241:178,31[' ]| him while he kept his silence. Covert observation 241:178,32[' ]| had become a habit with her; an instinct, of which$6#1$ 241:179,01[' ]| it is not an exaggeration to$9$ say that$3$ it was allied to$4$ 241:179,02[' ]| that$6#2$ of self-defence, had made it habitual. She wished 241:179,03[' ]| as much as possible to$9$ know his thoughts, to$9$ know 241:179,04[' ]| what he would say, beforehand, so$3$ that$3$ she might 241:179,05[' ]| prepare her answer. Preparing answers had not been 241:179,06[' ]| her strong point of old; she had rarely in$4$ this respect 241:179,07[' ]| got further than thinking afterwards of clever 241:179,08[' ]| things she might have said. But she had learned 241:179,09[' ]| caution ~~ learned it in$4$ a measure from her husband's 241:179,10[' ]| very countenance. It was the same face she 241:179,11[' ]| had looked into with eyes equally earnest perhaps, 241:179,12[' ]| but less penetrating, on$4$ the terrace of a Florentine 241:179,13[' ]| villa; except that$3$ Osmond had grown slightly stouter 241:179,14[' ]| since his marriage. He still, however, might strike 241:179,15[' ]| one as very distinguished. 241:179,16[C ]| "Has Lord*Warburton been here?" 241:179,16[' ]| he presently 241:179,17[' ]| asked. 241:179,18[A ]| "Yes, he stayed half an hour." 241:179,19[C ]| "Did he see Pansy?" 241:179,20[A ]| "Yes; he sat on$4$ the sofa beside her." 241:179,21[C ]| "Did he talk with her much?" 241:179,22[A ]| "He talked almost only to$4$ her." 241:179,23[C ]| "It seems to$4$ me he is attentive. Is not that$6#2$ what 241:179,24[C ]| you call it?" 241:179,25[A ]| "I do not call it anything," 241:179,25[' ]| said Isabel; 241:179,25[A ]| "I have 241:179,26[A ]| waited for$4$ you to$9$ give it a name." 241:179,27[C ]| "That$6#2$ is a consideration you do not always show," 241:179,28[' ]| Osmond answered after a moment. 241:179,29[A ]| "I have determined, this time, to$9$ try and act as 241:179,30[A ]| you would like$1$. I have so$5#1$ often failed of that$6#2$." 241:179,31[' ]| Osmond turned his head slowly, looking at her. 241:179,32[C ]| "Are you trying to$9$ quarrel with me?" 241:180,01[A ]| "No$7$, I am trying to$9$ live at peace." 241:180,02[C ]| "Nothing is more easy; you know I do not quarrel 241:180,03[C ]| myself." 241:180,04[A ]| "What do you call it when you try to$9$ make me 241:180,05[A ]| angry?" 241:180,05[' ]| Isabel asked. 241:180,06[C ]| "I do not try; if I have done so$5#2$ it has been the most 241:180,07[C ]| natural thing in$4$ the world. Moreover I am not in$4$ 241:180,08[C ]| the least trying now. 241:180,09[' ]| Isabel smiled. 241:180,09[A ]| "It does not matter. I have determined 241:180,10[A ]| never to$9$ be angry again." 241:180,11[C ]| "That$6#2$ is an excellent resolve. Your temper is not 241:180,12[C ]| good." 241:180,13[A ]| "No$7$ ~~ it is not good." 241:180,13[' ]| She pushed away the 241:180,14[' ]| book she had been reading and took up$5$ the band of 241:180,15[' ]| tapestry Pansy had left on$4$ the table. 241:180,16[C ]| "That$6#2$ is partly why I have not spoken to$4$ you about 241:180,17[C ]| this business of my daughter's," 241:180,17[' ]| Osmond said, designating 241:180,18[' ]| Pansy in$4$ the manner that$6#1$ was most frequent 241:180,19[' ]| with him. 241:180,19[C ]| "I was afraid I should encounter 241:180,20[C ]| opposition ~~ that$3$ you too would have views on$4$ 241:180,21[C ]| the subject. I have sent little Rosier about his business." 241:180,22[C ]| 241:180,23[A ]| "You were afraid I would plead for$4$ Mr%*Rosier? 241:180,24[A ]| Have not you noticed that$3$ I have never spoken to$4$ you 241:180,25[A ]| of him?" 241:180,26[C ]| "I have never given you a chance. We have so$5#1$ little 241:180,27[C ]| conversation in$4$ these days. I know he was an old 241:180,28[C ]| friend of yours." 241:180,29[A ]| "Yes; he is an old friend of mine." 241:180,29[' ]| Isabel cared 241:180,30[' ]| little more him than for$4$ the tapestry that$6#1$ she held 241:180,31[' ]| in$4$ her hand; but it was true that$3$ he was an old friend 241:180,32[' ]| and that$3$ with her husband she felt a desire not to$9$ 241:181,01[' ]| extenuate such ties. He had a way of expressing contempt 241:181,02[' ]| for$4$ them which$6#1$ fortified her loyalty to$4$ them, 241:181,03[' ]| even when, as in$4$ present case, they were in$4$ themselves 241:181,04[' ]| insignificant. She sometimes felt a sort of passion 241:181,05[' ]| of tenderness for$4$ memories which$6#1$ had no$2$ other 241:181,06[' ]| merit than that$3$ they belonged to$4$ her unmarried life. 241:181,07[A ]| "But as regards Pansy," 241:181,07[' ]| she added in$4$ a moment, 241:181,08[A ]| "I have given him no$2$ encouragement." 241:181,09[C ]| "That$6#2$ is fortunate," 241:181,09[' ]| Osmond observed. 241:181,10[A ]| "Fortunate for$4$ me, I suppose you mean. For$4$ him 241:181,11[A ]| it matters little." 241:181,12[C ]| "There is no$2$ use talking of him," 241:181,12[' ]| Osmond said. 241:181,13[C ]| "As I tell you, I have turned him out." 241:181,14[A ]| "Yes; but a lover outside is always a lover. He is 241:181,15[A ]| sometimes even more of one. Mr%*Rosier still has 241:181,16[A ]| hope." 241:181,17[C ]| "He is welcome to$4$ the comfort of it! My daughter 241:181,18[C ]| has only to$9$ sit perfectly quiet to$9$ become Lady*Warburton." 241:181,19[C ]| 241:181,20[A ]| "Should you like$1$ that$6#2$?" 241:181,20[' ]| Isabel asked with a simplicity 241:181,21[' ]| which$6#1$ was not so$5#1$ affected as it may appear. 241:181,22[' ]| She was resolved to$9$ assume nothing, for$3$ Osmond 241:181,23[' ]| had a way of unexpectedly turning her assumptions 241:181,24[' ]| against her. The intensity with which$6#1$ he would like$1$ 241:181,25[' ]| his daughter to$9$ become Lady*Warburton had been 241:181,26[' ]| the very basis of her own recent reflections. But 241:181,27[' ]| that$6#2$ was for$4$ herself; 241:181,27@a | she would recognise nothing 241:181,28@a | until Osmond should have put it into words; she 241:181,29@a | would not take for$4$ granted with him that$3$ he thought 241:181,30@a | Lord*Warburton a prize worth an amount of effort 241:181,31@a | that$6#1$ was unusual among the Osmonds. 241:181,31[' ]| It was Gilbert's 241:181,32[' ]| constant intimation that$3$ for$4$ him nothing in$4$ 241:182,01[' ]| life was a prize; that$3$ he treated as from equal to$4$ 241:182,02[' ]| equal with the most distinguished people in$4$ the world, 241:182,03[' ]| and that$3$ his daughter had only to$9$ look about her 241:182,04[' ]| to$9$ pick out a prince. It cost him therefore a lapse 241:182,05[' ]| from consistency to$9$ say explicitly that$3$ he yearned 241:182,06[' ]| for$4$ Lord*Warburton and that$3$ if this nobleman should 241:182,07[' ]| escape his equivalent might not be found; with which$6#1$ 241:182,08[' ]| moreover it was another of his customary implications 241:182,09[' ]| that$3$ he was never inconsistent. He would have 241:182,10[' ]| liked his wife to$9$ glide over the point. But strangely 241:182,11[' ]| enough, now that$3$ she was face to$4$ face with him and 241:182,12[' ]| although an hour before she had almost invented a 241:182,13[' ]| scheme for$4$ pleasing him, Isabel was not accommodating, 241:182,14[' ]| would not glide. And yet she knew exactly 241:182,15[' ]| the effect on$4$ his mind of her question: 241:182,15@a | it would operate 241:182,16@a | as an humiliation. Never mind; he was terribly 241:182,17@a | capable of humiliating \her\ ~~ all the more so$3$ that$3$ he 241:182,18@a | was also capable of waiting for$4$ great opportunities 241:182,19@a | and of showing sometimes an almost unaccountable 241:182,20@a | indifference to$4$ small ones. 241:182,20[' ]| Isabel perhaps took 241:182,21[' ]| a small opportunity because she would not have 241:182,22[' ]| availed herself of a great one. 241:182,23[' ]| Osmond at present acquitted himself very honourably. 241:182,24[C ]| "I should like$1$ it extremely; it would be 241:182,25[C ]| a great marriage. And then Lord*Warburton has 241:182,26[C ]| another advantage: he is an old friend of yours. It 241:182,27[C ]| would be pleasant for$4$ him to$9$ come into the family. 241:182,28[C ]| It is very odd Pansy's admirers should all be your 241:182,29[C ]| old friends." 241:182,30[A ]| "It is natural that$3$ they should come to$9$ see me. 241:182,31[A ]| In$4$ coming to$9$ see me they see Pansy. Seeing her it is 241:182,32[A ]| natural they should fall in$4$ love with her." 241:183,01[C ]| "So$5#2$ I think. But you are not bound to$9$ do so$5#2$." 241:183,02[A ]| "If she should marry Lord*Warburton I should 241:183,03[A ]| be very glad," 241:183,03[' ]| Isabel went on$5$ frankly. 241:183,03[A ]| "He is an 241:183,04[A ]| excellent man. You say, however, that$3$ she has only 241:183,05[A ]| to$9$ sit perfectly still. Perhaps she will$1$ not sit perfectly 241:183,06[A ]| still. If she loses Mr%*Rosier she may jump 241:183,07[A ]| up$5$!" 241:183,08[' ]| Osmond appeared to$9$ give no$2$ heed to$4$ this; he sat 241:183,09[' ]| gazing at the fire. 241:183,09[C ]| "Pansy would like$1$ to$9$ be a great 241:183,10[C ]| lady," 241:183,10[' ]| he remarked in$4$ a moment with a certain tenderness 241:183,11[' ]| of tone. 241:183,11[C ]| "She wishes above all to$9$ please," 241:183,12[' ]| he added. 241:183,13[A ]| "To$9$ please Mr%*Rosier, perhaps." 241:183,14[C ]| "No$7$, to$9$ please me." 241:183,15[A ]| "Me too a little, I think," 241:183,15[' ]| said Isabel. 241:183,16[C ]| "Yes, she has a great opinion of you. But she will$1$ 241:183,17[C ]| do what I like$1$." 241:183,18[A ]| "If you are sure of that$6#2$, it is very well," 241:183,18[' ]| she 241:183,19[' ]| went on$5$. 241:183,20[C ]| "Meantime," 241:183,21[' ]| said Osmond, 241:183,21[C ]| "I should like$1$ our 241:183,21[C ]| distinguished visitor to$9$ speak." 241:183,22[A ]| "He has spoken ~~ to$4$ me. He has told me it would 241:183,23[A ]| be a great pleasure to$4$ him to$9$ believe she could care 241:183,24[A ]| for$4$ him." 241:183,25[' ]| Osmond turned his head quickly, but at first he 241:183,26[' ]| said nothing. Then, 241:183,26[C ]| "Why did not you tell me that$6#2$?" 241:183,27[' ]| he asked sharply. 241:183,28[A ]| "There was no$2$ opportunity. You know how we 241:183,29[A ]| live. I have taken the first chance that$6#1$ has offered." 241:183,30[C ]| "Did you speak to$4$ him of Rosier?" 241:183,31[A ]| "Oh yes, a little." 241:183,32[C ]| "That$6#2$ was hardly necessary." 241:184,01[A ]| "I thought it best he should know, so$3$ that$3$, so$3$ 241:184,02[A ]| that$3$ ~~ " 241:184,02[' ]| And Isabel paused. 241:184,03[C ]| "So$3$ that$3$ what?" 241:184,04[A ]| "So$3$ that$3$ he might act accordingly." 241:184,05[C ]| "So$3$ that$3$ he might back out, do you mean?" 241:184,06[A ]| "No$7$, so$3$ that$3$ he might advance while there is yet 241:184,07[A ]| time." 241:184,08[C ]| "That$6#2$ is not the effect it seems to$9$ have had." 241:184,09[A ]| "You should have patience," 241:184,09[' ]| said Isabel. 241:184,09[A ]| "You 241:184,10[A ]| know Englishmen are shy." 241:184,11[C ]| "This one is not. He was not when he made love 241:184,12[C ]| to$4$ \you\." 241:184,13[' ]| She had been afraid Osmond would speak of that$6#2$; 241:184,14@a | it was disagreeable to$4$ her. 241:184,14[A ]| "I beg your pardon; he 241:184,15[A ]| was extremely so$5#2$," 241:184,15[' ]| she returned. 241:184,16[' ]| He answered nothing for$4$ some time; he took up$5$ 241:184,17[' ]| a book and fingered the pages while she sat silent 241:184,18[' ]| and occupied herself with Pansy's tapestry. 241:184,18[C ]| "You 241:184,19[C ]| must have a great deal of influence with him," 241:184,19[' ]| Osmond 241:184,20[' ]| went on$5$ at last. 241:184,20[C ]| "The moment you really wish 241:184,21[C ]| it you can bring him to$4$ the point." 241:184,22[' ]| This was more offensive still; but she felt the 241:184,23[' ]| great naturalness of his saying it, and it was after all 241:184,24[' ]| extremely like$4$ what she had said to$4$ herself. 241:184,24[A ]| "Why 241:184,25[A ]| should I have influence?" 241:184,25[' ]| she asked. 241:184,25[A ]| "What have 241:184,26[A ]| I ever done to$9$ put him under an obligation to$4$ 241:184,27[A ]| me?" 241:184,28[C ]| "You refused to$9$ marry him," 241:184,28[' ]| said Osmond with 241:184,29[' ]| his eyes on$4$ his book. 241:184,30[A ]| "I must not presume too much on$4$ that$6#2$," 241:184,30[' ]| she 241:184,31[' ]| replied. 241:184,32[' ]| He threw down the book presently and got up$5$, 241:185,01[' ]| standing before the fire with his hands behind him. 241:185,02[C ]| "Well, I hold that$3$ it lies in$4$ your hands. I shall leave 241:185,03[C ]| it there. With a little good-will you may manage it. 241:185,04[C ]| Think that$6#2$ over and remember how much I count 241:185,05[C ]| on$4$ you." 241:185,05[' ]| He waited a little, to$9$ give her time to$9$ answer; 241:185,06[' ]| but she answered nothing, and he presently 241:185,07[' ]| strolled out of the room. 242:186,01[' ]| She had answered nothing because his words had 242:186,02[' ]| put the situation before her and she was absorbed 242:186,03[' ]| in$4$ looking at it. There was something in$4$ them that$6#1$ 242:186,04[' ]| suddenly made vibrations deep, so$3$ that$3$ she had been 242:186,05[' ]| afraid to$9$ trust herself to$9$ speak. After he had gone 242:186,06[' ]| she leaned back in$4$ her chair and closed her eyes; 242:186,07[' ]| and for$4$ a long time, far into the night and still further, 242:186,08[' ]| she sat in$4$ the still drawing-room, given up$5$ to$4$ her 242:186,09[' ]| meditation. A servant came in$5$ to$9$ attend to$4$ the fire, 242:186,10[' ]| and she bade him 242:186,10@a | bring fresh candles and then go to$4$ 242:186,11@a | bed. 242:186,11[' ]| Osmond had told her to$9$ think of what he had 242:186,12[' ]| said; and she did so$5#2$ indeed, and of many other things. 242:186,13[' ]| The suggestion from another that$3$ she had a definite 242:186,14[' ]| influence on$4$ Lord*Warburton ~~ this had given her 242:186,15[' ]| the start that$6#1$ accompanies unexpected recognition. 242:186,16@a | Was it true that$3$ there was something still between 242:186,17@a | them that$6#1$ might be a handle to$9$ make him declare 242:186,18@a | himself to$4$ Pansy ~~ a susceptibility, on$4$ his part, to$4$ approval, 242:186,19@a | a desire to$9$ do what would please her? 242:186,19[' ]| Isabel 242:186,20[' ]| had hitherto not asked herself the question, because 242:186,21[' ]| she had not been forced; but now that$3$ it was directly 242:186,22[' ]| presented to$4$ her she saw the answer, and the 242:186,23[' ]| answer frightened her. 242:186,23@a | Yes, there was something 242:186,24@a | ~~ something on$4$ Lord*Warburton's part. When he 242:186,25@a | had first come to$4$ Rome she believed the link that$6#1$ 242:186,26@a | united them to$9$ be completely snapped; but little by$4$ 242:186,27@a | little she had been reminded that$3$ it had yet a palpable 242:187,01@a | existence. It was as thin as a hair, but there 242:187,02@a | were moments when she seemed to$9$ hear it vibrate. 242:187,03@a | For$4$ herself nothing was changed; what she once 242:187,04@a | thought of him she always thought; it was needless 242:187,05@a | this feeling should change; it seemed to$4$ her in$4$ fact a 242:187,06@a | better feeling than ever. But he? had he still the idea 242:187,07@a | that$3$ she might be more to$4$ him than other women? 242:187,08@a | Had he the wish to$9$ profit by$4$ the memory of the few 242:187,09@a | moments of intimacy through which$6#1$ they had once 242:187,10@a | passed? 242:187,10[' ]| Isabel knew she had read some of the 242:187,11[' ]| signs of such a disposition. 242:187,11@a | But what were his hopes, 242:187,12@a | his pretensions, and in$4$ what strange way were they 242:187,13@a | mingled with his evidently very sincere appreciation 242:187,14@a | of poor Pansy? Was he in$4$ love with Gilbert*Osmond's 242:187,15@a | wife, and if so$5#2$ what comfort did he expect 242:187,16@a | to$9$ derive from it? If he was in$4$ love with Pansy 242:187,17@a | he was not in$4$ love with her stepmother, and if he 242:187,18@a | was in$4$ love with her stepmother he was not in$4$ love 242:187,19@a | with Pansy. Was she to$9$ cultivate the advantage she 242:187,20@a | possessed in$4$ order to$9$ make him commit himself to$4$ 242:187,21@a | Pansy, knowing he would do so$5#2$ for$4$ her sake and not 242:187,22@a | for$4$ the small creature's own ~~ was this the service 242:187,23@a | her husband had asked of her? 242:187,23[' ]| This at any rate was 242:187,24[' ]| the duty with which$6#1$ she found herself confronted ~~ 242:187,25[' ]| from the moment she admitted to$4$ herself that$3$ her 242:187,26[' ]| old friend had still an uneradicated predilection for$4$ 242:187,27[' ]| her society. It was not an agreeable task; it was in$4$ 242:187,28[' ]| fact a repulsive one. She asked herself with dismay 242:187,29@a | whether Lord*Warburton were pretending to$9$ be in$4$ 242:187,30@a | love with Pansy in$4$ order to$9$ cultivate another satisfaction 242:187,31@a | and what might be called other chances. 242:187,31[' ]| Of 242:187,32[' ]| this refinement of duplicity she presently acquitted 242:188,01[' ]| him; she preferred to$9$ believe him in$4$ perfect good 242:188,02[' ]| faith. 242:188,02@a | But if his admiration for$4$ Pansy were a delusion 242:188,03@a | this was scarcely better than its being an affectation. 242:188,04[' ]| Isabel wandered among these ugly possibilities 242:188,05[' ]| until she had completely lost her way; some of 242:188,06[' ]| them, as she suddenly encountered them, seemed 242:188,07[' ]| ugly enough. Then she broke out of the labyrinth, 242:188,08[' ]| rubbing her eyes, and declared that$3$ 242:188,08@a | her imagination 242:188,09@a | surely did her little honour and that$3$ her husband's 242:188,10@a | did him even less. Lord*Warburton was as disinterested 242:188,11@a | as he need be, and she was no$2$ more to$4$ him 242:188,12@a | than she need wish. She would rest upon$4$ this till 242:188,13@a | the contrary should be proved; proved more effectually 242:188,14@a | than by$4$ a cynical intimation of Osmond's. 242:188,15[' ]| Such a resolution, however, brought her this evening 242:188,16[' ]| but little peace, for$3$ her soul was haunted with 242:188,17[' ]| terrors which$6#1$ crowded to$4$ the foreground of thought 242:188,18[' ]| as quickly as a place was made for$4$ them. What had 242:188,19[' ]| suddenly set them into livelier motion she hardly 242:188,20[' ]| knew, unless it were the strange impression she had 242:188,21[' ]| received in$4$ the afternoon of her husband's being in$4$ 242:188,22[' ]| more direct communication with Madame*Merle 242:188,23[' ]| than she suspected. That$6#2$ impression came back to$4$ 242:188,24[' ]| her from time to$4$ time, and now she wondered it had 242:188,25[' ]| never come before. Besides this, her short interview 242:188,26[' ]| with Osmond half an hour ago was a striking example 242:188,27[' ]| of his faculty for$4$ making everything wither 242:188,28[' ]| that$6#1$ he touched, spoiling everything for$4$ her that$6#1$ he 242:188,29[' ]| looked at. 242:188,29@a | It was very well to$9$ undertake to$9$ give him 242:188,30@a | a proof of loyalty; the real fact was that$3$ the knowledge 242:188,31@a | of his expecting a thing raised a presumption 242:188,32@a | against it. It was as if he had had the evil eye; as if 242:189,01@a | his presence were a blight and his favour a misfortune. 242:189,02@a | Was the fault in$4$ himself, or only in$4$ the deep 242:189,03@a | mistrust she had conceived for$4$ him? This mistrust 242:189,04@a | was now the clearest result of their short married 242:189,05@a | life; a gulf had opened between them over which$6#1$ 242:189,06@a | they looked at each other with eyes that$6#1$ were on$4$ 242:189,07@a | either side a declaration of the deception suffered. 242:189,08@a | It was a strange opposition, of the like$0$ of which$6#1$ she 242:189,09@a | had never dreamed ~~ an opposition in$4$ which$6#1$ the 242:189,10@a | vital principle of the one was a thing of contempt to$4$ 242:189,11@a | the other. It was not her fault ~~ she had practised 242:189,12@a | no$2$ deception; she had only admired and believed. 242:189,13@a | She had taken all the first steps in$4$ the purest confidence, 242:189,14@a | and then she had suddenly found the infinite 242:189,15@a | vista of a multiplied life to$9$ be a dark, narrow alley 242:189,16@a | with a dead wall at the end. Instead of leading 242:189,17@a | to$4$ the high places of happiness, from which$6#1$ the 242:189,18@a | world would seem to$9$ lie below one, so$3$ that$3$ one could 242:189,19@a | look down with a sense of exaltation and advantage, 242:189,20@a | and judge and choose and pity, it led rather downward 242:189,21@a | and earthward, into realms of restriction and depression 242:189,22@a | where the sound of other lives, easier and freer, was 242:189,23@a | heard as from above, and where it served to$9$ deepen 242:189,24@a | the feeling of failure. It was her deep distrust of her 242:189,25@a | husband ~~ this was what darkened the world. 242:189,25[' ]| That$6#2$ 242:189,26[' ]| is a sentiment easily indicated, but not so$5#1$ easily explained, 242:189,27[' ]| and so$5#1$ composite in$4$ its character that$3$ much 242:189,28[' ]| time and still more suffering had been needed to$9$ 242:189,29[' ]| bring it to$4$ its actual perfection. Suffering, with Isabel, 242:189,30[' ]| was an active condition; it was not a chill, a stupor, 242:189,31[' ]| a despair; it was a passion of thought, of speculation, 242:189,32[' ]| of response to$4$ every pressure. She flattered herself 242:190,01[' ]| that$3$ 242:190,01@a | she had kept her failing faith to$4$ herself, however, 242:190,02@a | ~~ that$3$ no*one suspected it but Osmond. Oh, he knew 242:190,03@a | it, and there were times when she thought he enjoyed 242:190,04@a | it. It had come gradually ~~ it was not till the first 242:190,05@a | year of their life together, so$5#1$ admirably intimate at 242:190,06@a | first, had closed that$3$ she had taken the alarm. Then 242:190,07@a | the shadows had begun to$9$ gather; it was as if Osmond 242:190,08@a | deliberately, almost malignantly, had put the 242:190,09@a | lights out one by$4$ one. The dusk at first was vague 242:190,10@a | and thin, and she could still see her way in$4$ it. But 242:190,11@a | it steadily deepened, and if now and again it had occasionally 242:190,12@a | lifted there were certain corners of her prospect 242:190,13@a | that$6#1$ were impenetrably black. These shadows 242:190,14@a | were not an emanation from her own mind: 242:190,14[' ]| she was 242:190,15[' ]| very sure of that$6#2$; 242:190,15@a | she had done her best to$9$ be just 242:190,16@a | and temperate, to$9$ see only the truth. They were a 242:190,17@a | part, they were a kind of creation and consequence, 242:190,18@a | of her husband's very presence. They were not his 242:190,19@a | misdeeds, his turpitudes; she accused him of nothing 242:190,20@a | ~~ that$6#2$ is but of one thing, which$6#1$ was \not\ a crime. 242:190,21@a | She knew of no$2$ wrong he had done; he was not violent, 242:190,22@a | he was not cruel: she simply believed he hated 242:190,23@a | her. That$6#2$ was all she accused him of, and the miserable 242:190,24@a | part of it was precisely that$3$ it was not a crime, 242:190,25@a | for$3$ against a crime she might have found redress. 242:190,26@a | He had discovered that$3$ she was so$5#1$ different, that$3$ she 242:190,27@a | was not what he had believed she would prove to$9$ be. 242:190,28@a | He had thought at first he could change her, and 242:190,29@a | she had done her best to$9$ be what he would like$1$. But 242:190,30@a | she was, after all, herself ~~ she could not help that$6#2$; 242:190,31@a | and now there was no$2$ use pretending, wearing a 242:190,32@a | mask or a dress, for$3$ he knew her and had made up$5$ 242:191,01@a | his mind. She was not afraid of him; she had no$2$ 242:191,02@a | apprehension he would hurt her; for$3$ the ill-will he 242:191,03@a | bore her was not of that$6#2$ sort. He would if possible 242:191,04@a | never give her a pretext, never put himself in$4$ the 242:191,05@a | wrong. 242:191,05[' ]| Isabel, scanning the future with dry, fixed 242:191,06[' ]| eyes, saw that$3$ 242:191,06@a | he would have the better of her there. 242:191,07@a | She would give him many pretexts, she would often 242:191,08@a | put herself in$4$ the wrong. There were times when 242:191,09@a | she almost pitied him; for$3$ if she had not deceived 242:191,10@a | him in$4$ intention she understood how completely 242:191,11@a | she must have done so$5#2$ in$4$ fact. She had effaced herself 242:191,12@a | when he first knew her; she had made herself 242:191,13@a | small, pretending there was less of her than there 242:191,14@a | really was. It was because she had been under the 242:191,15@a | extraordinary charm that$6#1$ he, on$4$ his side, had taken 242:191,16@a | pains to$9$ put forth. He was not changed; he had not 242:191,17@a | disguised himself, during the year of his courtship, 242:191,18@a | any more than she. But she had seen only half his 242:191,19@a | nature then, as one saw the disk of the moon when 242:191,20@a | it was partly masked by$4$ the shadow of the earth. 242:191,21@a | She saw the full moon now ~~ she saw the whole 242:191,22@a | man. She had kept still, as it were, so$3$ that$3$ he should 242:191,23@a | have a free field, and yet in$4$ spite of this she had mistaken 242:191,24@a | a part for$4$ the whole. 242:191,25@a | Ah, she had been immensely under the charm! It 242:191,26@a | had not passed away; it was there still: she still 242:191,27@a | knew perfectly what it was that$6#1$ made Osmond delightful 242:191,28@a | when he chose to$9$ be. He had wished to$9$ be 242:191,29@a | when he made love to$4$ her, and as she had wished 242:191,30@a | to$9$ be charmed it was not wonderful he had succeeded. 242:191,31@a | He had succeeded because he had been sincere; it 242:191,32@a | never occurred to$4$ her now to$9$ deny him that$6#2$. He 242:192,01@a | admired her ~~ he had told her why: because she 242:192,02@a | was the most imaginative woman he had known. 242:192,03@a | It might very well have been true; for$3$ during those 242:192,04@a | months she had imagined a world of things that$6#1$ had 242:192,05@a | no$2$ substance. She had had a more wondrous vision 242:192,06@a | of him, fed through charmed senses and oh such a 242:192,07@a | stirred fancy! ~~ she had not read him right. A certain 242:192,08@a | combination of features had touched her, and 242:192,09@a | in$4$ them she had seen the most striking of figures. 242:192,10@a | That$3$ he was poor and lonely and yet that$3$ somehow 242:192,11@a | he was noble ~~ that$6#2$ was what had interested her 242:192,12@a | and seemed to$9$ give her her opportunity. There had 242:192,13@a | been an indefinable beauty about him ~~ in$4$ his situation, 242:192,14@a | in$4$ his mind, in$4$ his face. She had felt at the 242:192,15@a | same time that$3$ he was helpless and ineffectual, but 242:192,16@a | the feeling had taken the form of a tenderness which$6#1$ 242:192,17@a | was the very flower of respect. He was like$4$ a sceptical 242:192,18@a | voyager strolling on$4$ the beach while he waited for$4$ 242:192,19@a | the tide, looking seaward yet not putting to$4$ sea. It 242:192,20@a | was in$4$ all this she had found her occasion. She would 242:192,21@a | launch his boat for$4$ him; she would be his providence; 242:192,22@a | it would be a good thing to$9$ love him. And she had 242:192,23@a | loved him, she had so$5#1$ anxiously and yet so$5#1$ ardently 242:192,24@a | given herself ~~ a good deal for$4$ what she found in$4$ 242:192,25@a | him, but a good deal also for$4$ what she brought him 242:192,26@a | and what might enrich the gift. 242:192,26[' ]| As she looked back 242:192,27[' ]| at the passion of those full weeks she perceived in$4$ 242:192,28[' ]| it a kind of maternal strain ~~ the happiness of a 242:192,29[' ]| woman who$6#1$ felt that$3$ she was a contributor, that$3$ she 242:192,30[' ]| came with charged hands. 242:192,30@a | But for$4$ her money, 242:192,30[' ]| as she 242:192,31[' ]| saw to-day, 242:192,31@a | she would never have done it. 242:192,31[' ]| And then 242:192,32[' ]| her mind wandered off to$4$ poor Mr%*Touchett, sleeping 242:193,01[' ]| under English turf, the beneficent author of 242:193,02[' ]| infinite woe! For$3$ this was the fantastic fact. At 242:193,03[' ]| bottom her money had been a burden, had been on$4$ 242:193,04[' ]| her mind, which$6#1$ was filled with the desire to$9$ transfer 242:193,05[' ]| the weight of it to$4$ some other conscience, to$4$ some 242:193,06[' ]| more prepared receptacle. 242:193,06@a | What would lighten her 242:193,07@a | own conscience more effectually than to$9$ make it over 242:193,08@a | to$4$ the man with the best taste in$4$ the world? Unless 242:193,09@a | she should have given it to$4$ a hospital there would 242:193,10@a | have been nothing better she could do with it; and 242:193,11@a | there was no$2$ charitable institution in$4$ which$6#1$ she had 242:193,12@a | been as much interested as in$4$ Gilbert*Osmond. He 242:193,13@a | would use her fortune in$4$ a way that$6#1$ would make her 242:193,14@a | think better of it and rub off a certain grossness 242:193,15@a | attaching to$4$ the good luck of an unexpected inheritance. 242:193,16@a | There had been nothing very delicate in$4$ inheriting 242:193,17@a | seventy thousand pounds; the delicacy had 242:193,18@a | been all in$4$ Mr%*Touchett's leaving them to$4$ her. But 242:193,19@a | to$9$ marry Gilbert*Osmond and bring him such a portion 242:193,20@a | ~~ in$4$ that$6#2$ there would be delicacy for$4$ her as well. 242:193,21@a | There would be less for$4$ him ~~ that$6#2$ was true; but 242:193,22@a | that$6#2$ was his affair, and if he loved her he would not 242:193,23@a | object to$4$ her being rich. Had he not had the courage 242:193,24@a | to$9$ say he was glad she was rich? 242:193,25[' ]| Isabel's cheek burned when she asked herself if 242:193,26@a | she had really married on$4$ a factitious theory, in$4$ order 242:193,27@a | to$9$ do something finely appreciable with her money. 242:193,28[' ]| But she was able to$9$ answer quickly enough that$3$ 242:193,28@a | this 242:193,29@a | was only half the story. It was because a certain 242:193,30@a | ardour took possession of her ~~ a sense of the earnestness 242:193,31@a | of his affection and a delight in$4$ his personal 242:193,32@a | qualities. He was better than any*one else. 242:193,32[' ]| This 242:194,01[' ]| supreme conviction had filled her life for$4$ months, 242:194,02[' ]| and enough of it still remained to$9$ prove to$4$ her that$3$ 242:194,03@a | she could not have done otherwise. The finest ~~ in$4$ 242:194,04@a | the sense of being the subtlest ~~ manly organism 242:194,05@a | she had ever known had become her property, and 242:194,06@a | the recognition of her having but to$9$ put out her hands 242:194,07@a | and take it had been originally a sort of act of devotion. 242:194,08@a | She had not been mistaken about the beauty 242:194,09@a | of his mind; she knew that$6#2$ organ perfectly now. 242:194,10@a | She had lived with it, she had lived \in$4$\ it almost ~~ it 242:194,11@a | appeared to$9$ have become her habitation. If she had 242:194,12@a | been captured it had taken a firm hand to$9$ seize her; 242:194,13@a | that$6#2$ reflection perhaps had some worth. A mind 242:194,14@a | more ingenious, more pliant, more cultivated, more 242:194,15@a | trained to$4$ admirable exercises, she had not encountered; 242:194,16@a | and it was this exquisite instrument she had 242:194,17@a | now to$9$ reckon with. 242:194,17[' ]| She lost herself in$4$ infinite dismay 242:194,18[' ]| when she thought of the magnitude of \his\ deception. 242:194,19@a | It was a wonder, perhaps, in$4$ view of this, 242:194,20@a | that$3$ he did not hate her more. 242:194,20[' ]| She remembered 242:194,21[' ]| perfectly the first sign he had given of it ~~ it had 242:194,22[' ]| been like$4$ the bell that$6#1$ was to$9$ ring up$5$ the curtain 242:194,23[' ]| upon$4$ the real drama of their life. 242:194,23@a | He said to$4$ her one 242:194,24@a | day that$3$ 242:194,24@b | she had too many ideas and that$3$ she must 242:194,25@b | get rid of them. 242:194,25[' ]| He had told her that$6#2$ already, before 242:194,26[' ]| their marriage; but then she had not noticed it: it 242:194,27[' ]| had come back to$4$ her only afterwards. This time 242:194,28[' ]| she might well have noticed it, because he had really 242:194,29[' ]| meant it. The words had been nothing superficially; 242:194,30[' ]| but when in$4$ the light of deepening experience she 242:194,31[' ]| had looked into them they had then appeared portentous. 242:194,32@a | He had really meant it ~~ he would have 242:195,01@a | liked her to$9$ have nothing of her own but her pretty 242:195,02@a | appearance. She had known she had too many ideas; 242:195,03@a | she had more even than he had supposed, many more 242:195,04@a | than she had expressed to$4$ him when he had asked 242:195,05@a | her to$9$ marry him. Yes, she \had\ been hypocritical; 242:195,06@a | she had liked him so$5#1$ much. She had too many 242:195,07@a | ideas for$4$ herself; but that$6#2$ was just what one married 242:195,08@a | for$4$, to$9$ share them with some*one else. One could not 242:195,09@a | pluck them up$5$ by$4$ the roots, though of course one might 242:195,10@a | suppress them, be careful not to$9$ utter them. It had 242:195,11@a | not been this, however, his objecting to$4$ her opinions; 242:195,12@a | this had been nothing. She had no$2$ opinions ~~ none 242:195,13@a | that$6#1$ she would not have been eager to$9$ sacrifice in$4$ the 242:195,14@a | satisfaction of feeling herself loved for$4$ it. What he 242:195,15@a | had meant had been the whole thing ~~ her character, 242:195,16@a | the way she felt, the way she judged. This was what 242:195,17@a | she had kept in$4$ reserve; this was what he had not 242:195,18@a | known until he had found himself ~~ with the door 242:195,19@a | closed behind, as it were ~~ set down face to$4$ face 242:195,20@a | with it. She had a certain way of looking at life which$6#1$ 242:195,21@a | he took as a personal offence. Heaven knew that$3$ 242:195,22@a | now at least it was a very humble, accommodating 242:195,23@a | way! The strange thing was that$3$ she should not have 242:195,24@a | suspected from the first that$3$ his own had been so$5#1$ different. 242:195,25@a | She had thought it so$5#1$ large, so$5#1$ enlightened, 242:195,26@a | so$5#1$ perfectly that$6#2$ of an honest man and a gentleman. 242:195,27@a | Had not he assured her that$3$ he had no$2$ superstitions, 242:195,28@a | no$2$ dull limitations, no$2$ prejudices that$6#1$ had lost their 242:195,29@a | freshness? Had not he all the appearance of a man 242:195,30@a | living in$4$ the open air of the world, indifferent to$4$ 242:195,31@a | small considerations, caring only for$4$ truth and knowledge 242:195,32@a | and believing that$3$ two intelligent people ought 242:196,01@a | to$9$ look for$4$ them together and, whether they found 242:196,02@a | them or not, find at least some happiness in$4$ the 242:196,03@a | search? He had told her he loved the conventional; 242:196,04@a | but there was a sense in$4$ which$6#1$ this seemed a noble 242:196,05@a | declaration. In$4$ that$6#2$ sense, that$6#2$ of the love of harmony 242:196,06@a | and order and decency and of all the stately 242:196,07@a | offices of life, she went with him freely, and his 242:196,08@a | warning had contained nothing ominous. But when, 242:196,09@a | as the months had elapsed, she had followed him 242:196,10@a | further and he had led her into the mansion of his 242:196,11@a | own habitation, then, \then\ she had seen where she 242:196,12@a | really was. 242:196,13[' ]| She could live it over again, the incredulous terror 242:196,14[' ]| with which$6#1$ she had taken the measure of her dwelling. 242:196,15[' ]| Between those four walls she had lived ever since; 242:196,16[' ]| they were to$9$ surround her for$4$ the rest of her life. 242:196,16@a | It 242:196,17@a | was the house of darkness, the house of dumbness, 242:196,18@a | the house of suffocation. Osmond's beautiful mind 242:196,19@a | gave it neither light nor air; Osmond's beautiful 242:196,20@a | mind indeed seemed to$9$ peep down from a small high 242:196,21@a | window and mock at her. Of course it had not been 242:196,22@a | physical suffering; for$4$ physical suffering there might 242:196,23@a | have been a remedy. She could come and go; she 242:196,24@a | had her liberty; her husband was perfectly polite. He 242:196,25@a | took himself so$5#1$ seriously; it was something appalling. 242:196,26@a | Under all his culture, his cleverness, his amenity, 242:196,27@a | under his good-nature, his facility, his knowledge 242:196,28@a | of life, his egotism lay hidden like$4$ a serpent in$4$ a 242:196,29@a | bank of flowers. She had taken him seriously, but 242:196,30@a | she had not taken him so$5#1$ seriously as that$6#2$. How 242:196,31@a | could she ~~ especially when she had known him 242:196,32@a | better? She was to$9$ think of him as he thought of himself 242:197,01@a | ~~ as the first gentleman in$4$ Europe. So$3$ it was 242:197,02@a | that$3$ she had thought of him at first, and that$6#2$ indeed 242:197,03@a | was the reason she had married him. But when she 242:197,04@a | began to$9$ see what it implied she drew back; there 242:197,05@a | was more in$4$ the bond than she had meant to$9$ put her 242:197,06@a | name to$4$. It implied a sovereign contempt for$4$ every*one 242:197,07@a | but some three or four very exalted people whom 242:197,08@a | he envied, and for$4$ everything in$4$ the world but half 242:197,09@a | a dozen ideas of his own. That$6#2$ was very well; she 242:197,10@a | would have gone with him even there a long distance; 242:197,11@a | for$3$ he pointed out to$4$ her so$5#1$ much of the baseness 242:197,12@a | and shabbiness of life, opened her eyes so$5#1$ wide 242:197,13@a | to$4$ the stupidity, the depravity, the ignorance of mankind, 242:197,14@a | that$3$ she had been properly impressed with the 242:197,15@a | infinite vulgarity of things and of the virtue of keeping 242:197,16@a | one's self unspotted by$4$ it. But this base, ignoble 242:197,17@a | world, it appeared, was after all what one was to$9$ live 242:197,18@a | for$4$; one was to$9$ keep it for*ever in$4$ one's eye, in$4$ order 242:197,19@a | not to$9$ enlighten or convert or redeem it, but to$9$ extract 242:197,20@a | from it some recognition of one's own superiority. 242:197,21@a | On$4$ the one hand it was despicable, but on$4$ the 242:197,22@a | other it afforded a standard. 242:197,22[' ]| Osmond had talked 242:197,23[' ]| to$4$ Isabel about his renunciation, his indifference, the 242:197,24[' ]| ease with which$6#1$ he dispensed with the usual aids to$4$ 242:197,25[' ]| success; and all this had seemed to$4$ her admirable. 242:197,26[' ]| She had thought it 242:197,26@a | a grand indifference, an exquisite 242:197,27@a | independence. But indifference was really the last 242:197,28@a | of his qualities; she had never seen any*one who$6#1$ 242:197,29@a | thought so$5#1$ much of others. For$4$ herself, avowedly, 242:197,30@a | the world had always interested her and the study 242:197,31@a | of her fellow creatures been her constant passion. 242:197,32@a | She would have been willing, however, to$9$ renounce 242:198,01@a | all her curiosities and sypathies for$4$ the sake of a 242:198,02@a | personal life, if the person concerned had only been 242:198,03@a | able to$9$ make her believe it was a gain! 242:198,03[' ]| This at least 242:198,04[' ]| was her present conviction; and the thing certainly 242:198,05[' ]| would have been easier than to$9$ care for$4$ society as 242:198,06[' ]| Osmond cared for$4$ it. 242:198,07[' ]| He was unable to$9$ live without it, and she saw that$3$ 242:198,08@a | he had never really done so$5#2$; he had looked at it out 242:198,09@a | of his window even when he appeared to$9$ be most 242:198,10@a | detached from it. He had his ideal, just as she had 242:198,11@a | tried to$9$ have hers; only it was strange that$3$ people 242:198,12@a | should seek for$4$ justice in$4$ such different quarters. 242:198,13@a | His ideal was a conception of high prosperity and 242:198,14@a | propriety, of the aristocratic life, which$6#1$ she now saw 242:198,15@a | that$3$ he deemed himself always, in$4$ essence at least, 242:198,16@a | to$9$ have led. He had never lapsed from it for$4$ an hour; 242:198,17@a | he would never have recovered from the shame of 242:198,18@a | doing so$5#2$. That$6#2$ again was very well; here too she 242:198,19@a | would have agreed; but they attached such different 242:198,20@a | ideas, such different associations and desires, to$4$ the 242:198,21@a | same formulas. Her notion of the aristocratic life 242:198,22@a | was simply the union of great knowledge with great 242:198,23@a | liberty; the knowledge would give one a sense of duty 242:198,24@a | and the liberty a sense of enjoyment. But for$4$ Osmond 242:198,25@a | it was altogether a thing of forms, a conscious, calculated 242:198,26@a | attitude. He was fond of the old, the consecrated, 242:198,27@a | the transmitted; so$3$ was she, but she pretended 242:198,28@a | to$9$ do what she chose with it. He had an 242:198,29@a | immense esteem for$4$ tradition; he had told her once 242:198,30@a | that$3$ the best thing in$4$ the world was to$9$ have it, but 242:198,31@a | that$3$ if one was so$5#1$ unfortunate as not to$9$ have it one 242:198,32@a | must immediately proceed to$9$ make it. She knew that$3$ 242:199,01@a | he meant by$4$ this that$3$ she had not it, but that$3$ he was 242:199,02@a | better off; though from what source he had derived 242:199,03@a | his traditions she never learned. He had a very large 242:199,04@a | collection of them, however; that$6#2$ was very certain, 242:199,05@a | and after a little she began to$9$ see. The great thing 242:199,06@a | was to$9$ act in$4$ accordance with them; the great thing 242:199,07@a | not only for$4$ him but for$4$ her. 242:199,07[' ]| Isabel had an undefined 242:199,08[' ]| conviction that$3$ 242:199,08@a | to$9$ serve for$4$ another person than 242:199,09@a | their proprietor traditions must be of a thoroughly 242:199,10@a | superior kind; 242:199,10[' ]| but she nevertheless assented to$4$ this 242:199,11[' ]| intimation that$3$ 242:199,11@a | she too must march to$4$ the stately 242:199,12@a | music that$6#1$ floated down from unknown periods in$4$ 242:199,13@a | her husband's past; she who$6#1$ of old had been so$5#1$ free 242:199,14@a | of step, so$5#1$ desultory, so$5#1$ devious, so$5#1$ much the reverse 242:199,15@a | of processional. There were certain things they must 242:199,16@a | do, a certain posture they must take, certain people 242:199,17@a | they must know and not know. 242:199,17[' ]| When she saw this 242:199,18[' ]| rigid system close about her, draped though it was 242:199,19[' ]| in$4$ pictured tapestries, that$6#2$ sense of darkness and 242:199,20[' ]| suffocation of which$6#1$ I have spoken took possession 242:199,21[' ]| of her; she seemed shut up$5$ with an odour of mould 242:199,22[' ]| and decay. She had resisted of course; at first very 242:199,23[' ]| humorously, ironically, tenderly; then, as the situation 242:199,24[' ]| grew more serious, eagerly, passionately, pleadingly. 242:199,25[' ]| She had pleaded the cause of freedom, of doing as 242:199,26[' ]| they chose, of not caring for$4$ the aspect and denomination 242:199,27[' ]| of their life ~~ the cause of other instincts and 242:199,28[' ]| longings, of quite another ideal. 242:199,29[' ]| Then it was that$3$ her husband's personality, 242:199,30[' ]| touched as it never had been, stepped forth and 242:199,31[' ]| stood erect. The things she had said were answered 242:199,32[' ]| only by$4$ his scorn, and she could see he was ineffably 242:200,01[' ]| ashamed of her. 242:200,01@a | What did he think of her ~~ that$3$ 242:200,02@a | she was base, vulgar, ignoble? He at least knew now 242:200,03@a | that$3$ she had no$2$ traditions! It had not been in$4$ his 242:200,04@a | prevision of things that$3$ she should reveal such flatness; 242:200,05@a | her sentiments were worthy of a radical newspaper 242:200,06@a | or a Unitarian preacher. The real offence, 242:200,06[' ]| as she 242:200,07[' ]| ultimately perceived, 242:200,07@a | was her having a mind of her 242:200,08@a | own at all. Her mind was to$9$ be his ~~ attached to$4$ 242:200,09@a | his own like$4$ a small garden-plot to$4$ a deer-park. He 242:200,10@a | would rake the soil gently and water the flowers; he 242:200,11@a | would weed the beds and gather an occasional nosegay. 242:200,12@a | It would be a pretty piece of property for$4$ a 242:200,13@a | proprietor already far-reaching. He did not wish her 242:200,14@a | to$9$ be stupid. On$4$ the contrary, it was because she was 242:200,15@a | clever that$3$ she had pleased him. But he expected her 242:200,16@a | intelligence to$9$ operate altogether in$4$ his favour, and 242:200,17@a | so$5#1$ far from desiring her mind to$9$ be a blank he had 242:200,18@a | flattered himself that$3$ it would be richly receptive. 242:200,19@a | He had expected his wife to$9$ feel with him and for$4$ 242:200,20@a | him, to$9$ enter into his opinions, his ambitions, his 242:200,21@a | preferences; 242:200,21[' ]| and Isabel was obliged to$9$ confess that$3$ 242:200,22@a | this was no$2$ great insolence on$4$ the part of a man so$5#1$ 242:200,23@a | accomplished and a husband originally at least so$5#1$ 242:200,24@a | tender. 242:200,24[' ]| But there were certain things she could never 242:200,25[' ]| take in$5$. To$9$ begin with, they were hideously unclean. 242:200,26[' ]| She was not a daughter of the Puritans, but for$4$ all 242:200,27[' ]| that$6#2$ she believed in$4$ such a thing as chastity and even 242:200,28[' ]| as decency. 242:200,28@a | It would appear that$3$ Osmond was far 242:200,29@a | from doing anything of the sort; 242:200,29[' ]| some of his traditions 242:200,30[' ]| made her push back her skirts. 242:200,30@a | Did all women 242:200,31@a | have lovers? Did they all lie and even the best 242:200,32@a | have their price? Were there only three or four 242:201,01@a | that$6#1$ did not deceive their husbands? 242:201,01[' }| When Isabel 242:201,02[' ]| heard such things she felt a greater scorn for$4$ them 242:201,03[' ]| than for$4$ the gossip of a village parlour ~~ a scorn 242:201,04[' ]| that$6#1$ kept its freshness in$4$ a very tainted air. There 242:201,05[' ]| was the taint of her sister-in-law: 242:201,05@a | did her husband 242:201,06@a | judge only by$4$ the Countess Gemini? This lady very 242:201,07@a | often lied, and she had practised deceptions that$6#1$ 242:201,08@a | were not simply verbal. 242:201,08[' ]| It was enough to$9$ find these 242:201,09[' ]| facts assumed among Osmond's traditions ~~ it was 242:201,10[' ]| enough without giving them such a general extension. 242:201,11[' ]| It was her scorn of his assumptions, it was this that$6#1$ 242:201,12[' ]| made him draw himself up$5$. He had plenty of contempt, 242:201,13[' ]| and it was proper his wife should be as well 242:201,14[' ]| furnished; but that$3$ she should turn the hot light of 242:201,15[' ]| her disdain upon$4$ his own conception of things ~~ 242:201,16[' ]| this was a danger he had not allowed for$4$. He believed 242:201,17[' ]| he should have regulated her emotions before 242:201,18[' ]| she came to$4$ it; and Isabel could easily imagine how 242:201,19[' ]| his ears had scorched on$4$ his discovering he had been 242:201,20[' ]| too confident. When one had a wife who$6#1$ gave one 242:201,21[' ]| that$6#2$ sensation there was nothing left but to$9$ hate her. 242:201,22[' ]| She was morally certain now that$3$ this feeling of 242:201,23[' ]| hatred, which$6#1$ at first had been a refuge and a refreshment, 242:201,24[' ]| had become the occupation and comfort of his 242:201,25[' ]| life. The feeling was deep, because it was sincere; 242:201,26[' ]| he had had the revelation that$3$ she could after all 242:201,27[' ]| dispense with him. If to$4$ herself the idea was startling, 242:201,28[' ]| if it presented itself at first as a kind of infidelity, a 242:201,29[' ]| capacity for$4$ pollution, what infinite effect might it not 242:201,30[' ]| be expected to$9$ have had upon$4$ \him\? 242:201,30@a | It was very 242:201,31@a | simple; he despised her; she had no$2$ traditions and 242:201,32@a | the moral horizon of a Unitarian minister. 242:201,32[' ]| Poor 242:202,01[' ]| Isabel, who$6#1$ had never been able to$9$ understand Unitarianism! 242:202,02[' ]| This was the certitude she had been living 242:202,03[' ]| with now for$4$ a time that$6#1$ she had ceased to$9$ measure. 242:202,04@a | What was coming ~~ what was before them? 242:202,05[' ]| That$6#2$ was her constant question. 242:202,05@a | What would he 242:202,06@a | do ~~ what ought \she\ to$9$ do? When a man hated 242:202,07@a | his wife what did it lead to$4$? She did not hate him, 242:202,08@a | that$6#2$ she was sure of, for$3$ every little while she felt 242:202,09@a | a passionate wish to$9$ give him a pleasant surprise. 242:202,10[' ]| Very often, however, she felt afraid, and it used to$9$ 242:202,11[' ]| come over her, as I have intimated, that$3$ 242:202,11@a | she had 242:202,12@a | deceived him at the very first. They were strangely 242:202,13@a | married, at all events, and it was a horrible life. Until 242:202,14@a | that$6#2$ morning he had scarcely spoken to$4$ her for$4$ a 242:202,15@a | week; his manner was as dry as a burned-out fire. 242:202,16@a | She knew there was a special reason; he was displeased 242:202,17@a | at Ralph*Touchett's staying on$5$ in$4$ Rome. 242:202,18@a | He thought she saw too much of her cousin ~~ he 242:202,19@a | had told her a week before it was indecent she should 242:202,20@a | go to$4$ him at his hotel. He would have said more 242:202,21@a | than this if Ralph's invalid state had not appeared to$9$ 242:202,22@a | make it brutal to$9$ denounce him; but having had to$9$ 242:202,23@a | contain himself had only deepened his disgust. 242:202,23[' ]| Isabel 242:202,24[' ]| read all this as she would have read the hour on$4$ the 242:202,25[' ]| clock-face; she was as perfectly aware that$3$ 242:202,25@a | the sight 242:202,26@a | of her interest in$4$ her cousin stirred her husband's 242:202,27@a | rage as if Osmond had locked her into her room ~~ 242:202,28@a | which$6#1$ she was sure was what he wanted to$9$ do. 242:202,28[' ]| It 242:202,29[' ]| was her honest belief that$3$ 242:202,29@a | on$4$ the whole she was not 242:202,30@a | defiant, but she certainly could not pretend to$9$ be 242:202,31@a | indifferent to$4$ Ralph. She believed he was dying at 242:202,32@a | last and that$3$ she should never see him again, 242:202,32[' ]| and 242:203,01[' ]| this gave her a tenderness for$4$ him that$6#1$ she had never 242:203,02[' ]| known before. Nothing was a pleasure to$4$ her now; 242:203,03[' ]| how could anything be a pleasure to$4$ a woman who$6#1$ 242:203,04[' ]| knew that$3$ she had thrown away her life? There was 242:203,05[' ]| an everlasting weight on$4$ her heart ~~ there was a 242:203,06[' ]| livid light on$4$ everything. But Ralph's little visit was 242:203,07[' ]| a lamp in$4$ the darkness; for$4$ the hour that$6#1$ she sat 242:203,08[' ]| with him her ache for$4$ herself became somehow her 242:203,09[' ]| ache for$4$ \him\. 242:203,09@a | She felt to-day as if he had been her 242:203,10@a | brother. She had never had a brother, but if she 242:203,11@a | had and she were in$4$ trouble and he were dying, he 242:203,12@a | would be dear to$4$ her as Ralph was. Ah yes, if Gilbert 242:203,13@a | was jealous of her there was perhaps some reason; 242:203,14@a | it did not make Gilbert look better to$9$ sit for$4$ half 242:203,15@a | an hour with Ralph. It was not that$3$ they talked of 242:203,16@a | him ~~ it was not that$3$ she complained. His name 242:203,17@a | was never uttered between them. It was simply that$3$ 242:203,18@a | Ralph was generous and that$3$ her husband was not. 242:203,19@a | There was something in$4$ Ralph's talk, in$4$ his smile, 242:203,20@a | in$4$ the mere fact of his being in$4$ Rome, that$6#1$ made the 242:203,21@a | blasted circle round which$6#1$ she walked more spacious. 242:203,22@a | He made her feel the good of the world; he made 242:203,23@a | her feel what might have been. He was after all as 242:203,24@a | intelligent as Osmond ~~ quite apart from his being 242:203,25@a | better. 242:203,25[' ]| And thus it seemed to$4$ her an act of devotion 242:203,26[' ]| to$9$ conceal her misery from him. She concealed 242:203,27[' ]| it elaborately; she was perpetually, in$4$ their talk, hanging 242:203,28[' ]| out curtains and arranging screens. It lived 242:203,29[' ]| before her again ~~ it had never had time to$9$ die ~~ 242:203,30[' ]| that$6#2$ morning in$4$ the garden at Florence when he had 242:203,31[' ]| warned her against Osmond. She had only to$9$ close 242:203,32[' ]| her eyes to$9$ see the place, to$9$ hear his voice, to$9$ feel 242:204,01[' ]| the warm, sweet air. 242:204,01@a | How could he have known? 242:204,02@a | What a mystery, what a wonder of wisdom! As intelligent 242:204,03@a | as Gilbert? He was much more intelligent ~~ 242:204,04@a | to$9$ arrive at such a judgement as that$6#2$. Gilbert had 242:204,05@a | never been so$5#1$ deep, so$5#1$ just. She had told him then 242:204,06@a | that$3$ from her at least he should never know if he 242:204,07@a | was right; and this was what she was taking care of 242:204,08@a | now. 242:204,08[' ]| It gave her plenty to$9$ do; there was passion, 242:204,09[' ]| exaltation, religion in$4$ it. Women find their religion 242:204,10[' ]| sometimes in$4$ strange exercises, and Isabel at present, 242:204,11[' ]| in$4$ playing a part before her cousin, had an idea that$3$ 242:204,12[' ]| she was doing him a kindness. It would have been 242:204,13[' ]| a kindness perhaps if he had been for$4$ a single instant 242:204,14[' ]| a dupe. As it was, the kindness consisted mainly in$4$ 242:204,15[' ]| trying to$9$ make him believe that$3$ he had once wounded 242:204,16[' ]| her greatly and that$3$ the event had put him to$4$ shame, 242:204,17[' ]| but that$3$, as she was very generous and he was so$5#1$ ill, 242:204,18[' ]| she bore him no$2$ grudge and even considerately forbore 242:204,19[' ]| to$9$ flaunt her happiness in$4$ his face. Ralph smiled 242:204,20[' ]| to$4$ himself, as he lay on$4$ his sofa, at this extraordinary 242:204,21[' ]| form of consideration; but he forgave her for$4$ having 242:204,22[' ]| forgiven him. She did not wish him to$9$ have the pain 242:204,23[' ]| of knowing she was unhappy: that$6#2$ was the great 242:204,24[' ]| thing, and it did not matter that$3$ such knowledge 242:204,25[' ]| would rather have righted him. 242:204,26[' ]| For$4$ herself, she lingered in$4$ the soundless saloon 242:204,27[' ]| long after the fire had gone out. There was no$2$ danger 242:204,28[' ]| of her feeling the cold; she was in$4$ a fever. She 242:204,29[' ]| heard the small hours strike, and then the great ones, 242:204,30[' ]| but her vigil took no$2$ heed of time. Her mind, assailed 242:204,31[' ]| by$4$ visions, was in$4$ a state of extraordinary activity, 242:204,32[' ]| and her visions might as well come to$4$ her there, where 242:205,01[' ]| she sat up$5$ to$9$ meet them, as on$4$ her pillow, to$9$ make 242:205,02[' ]| a mockery of rest. As I have said, she believed she 242:205,03[' ]| was not defiant, and what could be a better proof of 242:205,04[' ]| it than that$3$ she should linger there half the night, 242:205,05[' ]| trying to$9$ persuade herself that$3$ there was no$2$ reason 242:205,06[' ]| why Pansy should not be married as you would put 242:205,07[' ]| a letter in$4$ the post-office? When the clock struck 242:205,08[' ]| four she got up$5$; she was going to$4$ bed at last, for$3$ the 242:205,09[' ]| lamp had long since gone out and the candles burned 242:205,10[' ]| down to$4$ their sockets. But even then she stopped 242:205,11[' ]| again in$4$ the middle of the room and stood there gazing 242:205,12[' ]| at a remembered vision ~~ that$6#2$ of her husband 242:205,13[' ]| and Madame Merle unconsciously and familiarly 242:205,14[' ]| associated. 243:206,01[' ]| Three nights after this she took Pansy to$4$ a great 243:206,02[' ]| party, to$4$ which$6#1$ Osmond, who$6#1$ never went to$4$ dances, 243:206,03[' ]| did not accompany them. Pansy was as ready for$4$ 243:206,04[' ]| a dance as ever; she was not of a generalising turn 243:206,05[' ]| and had not extended to$4$ other pleasures the interdict 243:206,06[' ]| she had seen placed on$4$ those of love. If she was 243:206,07[' ]| biding her time or hoping to$9$ circumvent her father she 243:206,08[' ]| must have had a prevision of success. Isabel thought 243:206,09[' ]| this unlikely; 243:206,09@a | it was much more likely that$3$ Pansy 243:206,10@a | had simply determined to$9$ be a good girl. She had 243:206,11@a | never had such a chance, and she had a proper esteem 243:206,12@a | for$4$ chances. She carried herself no$2$ less attentively 243:206,13@a | than usual and kept no$2$ less anxious an eye 243:206,14@a | upon$4$ her vaporous skirts; she held her bouquet very 243:206,15@a | tight and counted over the flowers for$4$ the twentieth 243:206,16@a | time. 243:206,16[' ]| She made Isabel feel old; 243:206,16@a | it seemed so$5#1$ long 243:206,17@a | since she had been in$4$ a flutter about a ball. 243:206,17[' ]| Pansy, 243:206,18[' ]| who$6#1$ was greatly admired, was never in$4$ want of partners, 243:206,19[' ]| and very soon after their arrival she gave Isabel, 243:206,20[' ]| who$6#1$ was not dancing, her bouquet to$9$ hold. Isabel 243:206,21[' ]| had rendered her this service for$4$ some minutes when 243:206,22[' ]| she became aware of the near presence of Edward*Rosier. 243:206,23[' ]| He stood before her; he had lost his affable 243:206,24[' ]| smile and wore a look of almost military resolution. 243:206,25[' ]| The change in$4$ his appearance would have made 243:206,26[' ]| Isabel smile if she had not felt his case to$9$ be at 243:206,27[' ]| bottom a hard one: he had always smelt so$5#1$ much 243:207,01[' ]| more of heliotrope than of gunpowder. He looked 243:207,02[' ]| at her a moment somewhat fiercely, as if to$9$ notify 243:207,03[' ]| her he was dangerous, and then dropped his eyes 243:207,04[' ]| on$4$ her bouquet. After he had inspected it his glance 243:207,05[' ]| softened and he said quickly: 243:207,05[L ]| "It is all pansies; it 243:207,06[L ]| must be hers!" 243:207,07[' ]| Isabel smiled kindly. 243:207,07[A ]| "Yes, it is hers; she gave 243:207,08[A ]| it to$4$ me to$9$ hold." 243:207,09[L ]| "May I hold it a little, Mrs%*Osmond?" 243:207,09[' ]| the poor 243:207,10[' ]| young man asked. 243:207,11[A ]| "No$7$, I can not trust you; I am afraid you would not 243:207,12[A ]| give it back." 243:207,13[L ]| "I am not sure that$3$ I should; I should leave the 243:207,14[L ]| house with it instantly. But may I not at least have 243:207,15[L ]| a single flower?" 243:207,16[' ]| Isabel hesitated a moment, and then, smiling still, 243:207,17[' ]| held out the bouquet. 243:207,17[A ]| "Choose one yourself. It is 243:207,18[A ]| frightful what I am doing for$4$ you." 243:207,19[L ]| "Ah, if you do no$2$ more than this, Mrs%*Osmond!" 243:207,20[' ]| Rosier exclaimed with his glass in$4$ one eye, carefully 243:207,21[' ]| choosing his flower. 243:207,22[A ]| "Do not put it into your button-hole," 243:207,22[' ]| she said. 243:207,23[A ]| "Do not for$4$ the world!" 243:207,24[L ]| "I should like$1$ her to$9$ see it. She has refused to$9$ 243:207,25[L ]| dance with me, but I wish to$9$ show her that$3$ I believe 243:207,26[L ]| in$4$ her still." 243:207,27[A ]| "It is very well to$9$ show it to$4$ her, but it is out of 243:207,28[A ]| place to$9$ show it to$4$ others. Her father has told her 243:207,29[A ]| not to$9$ dance with you." 243:207,30[L ]| "And is that$6#2$ all \you\ can do for$4$ me? I expected 243:207,31[L ]| more from you, Mrs%*Osmond," 243:207,31[' ]| said the young man 243:207,32[' ]| in$4$ a tone of fine general reference. 243:207,32[L ]| "You know our 243:208,01[L ]| acquaintance goes back very far ~~ quite into the 243:208,02[L ]| days of our innocent childhood." 243:208,03[A ]| "Do not make me out too old," 243:208,03[' ]| Isabel patiently 243:208,04[' ]| answered. 243:208,04[A ]| "You come back to$4$ that$6#2$ very often, and 243:208,05[A ]| I have never denied it. But I must tell you that$3$, old 243:208,06[A ]| friends as we are, if you had done me the honour 243:208,07[A ]| to$9$ ask me to$9$ marry you I should have refused you 243:208,08[A ]| on$4$ the spot." 243:208,09[L ]| "Ah, you do not esteem me then. Say at once that$3$ 243:208,10[L ]| you think me a mere Parisian trifler!" 243:208,11[A ]| "I esteem you very much, but I am not in$4$ love with 243:208,12[A ]| you. What I mean by$4$ that$3$, of course, is that$3$ I am 243:208,13[A ]| not in$4$ love with you for$4$ Pansy." 243:208,14[L ]| "Very good; I see. You pity me ~~ that$6#2$ is all." 243:208,15[' ]| And Edward*Rosier looked all round, inconsequently, 243:208,16[' ]| with his single glass. It was a revelation to$4$ him that$3$ 243:208,17[' ]| people should not be more pleased; but he was at 243:208,18[' ]| least too proud to$9$ show that$3$ the deficiency struck 243:208,19[' ]| him as general. 243:208,20[' ]| Isabel for$4$ a moment said nothing. His manner 243:208,21[' ]| and appearance had not the dignity of the deepest 243:208,22[' ]| tragedy; his little glass, among other things, was 243:208,23[' ]| against that$6#2$. But she suddenly felt touched; 243:208,23@a | her 243:208,24@a | own unhappiness, after all, had something in$4$ common 243:208,25@a | with his, 243:208,25[' ]| and it came over her, more than before, 243:208,26[' ]| that$3$ 243:208,26@a | here, in$4$ recognisable, if not in$4$ romantic 243:208,27@a | form, was the most affecting thing in$4$ the world ~~ 243:208,28@a | young love struggling with adversity. 243:208,28[A ]| "Would you 243:208,29[A ]| really be very kind to$4$ her?" 243:208,29[' ]| she finally asked in$4$ 243:208,30[' ]| a low tone. 243:208,31[' ]| He dropped his eyes devoutly and raised the little 243:208,32[' ]| flower that$6#1$ he held in$4$ his fingers to$4$ his lips. Then 243:209,01[L ]| he looked at her. 243:209,01[L ]| "You pity me; but do not you pity 243:209,02[L ]| \her\ a little?" 243:209,03[A ]| "I do not know; I am not sure. She will$1$ always enjoy 243:209,04[A ]| life." 243:209,05[L ]| "It will$1$ depend on$4$ what you call life!" 243:209,05[' ]| Mr%*Rosier 243:209,06[' ]| effectively said. 243:209,06[L ]| "She will$1$ not enjoy being tortured." 243:209,07[A ]| "There will$1$ be nothing of that$6#2$." 243:209,08[L ]| "I am glad to$9$ hear it. She knows what she is about. 243:209,09[L ]| You will$1$ see." 243:209,10[A ]| "I think she does, and she will$1$ never disobey her 243:209,11[A ]| father. But she is coming back to$4$ me," 243:209,11[' ]| Isabel added, 243:209,12[A ]| "and I must beg you to$9$ go away." 243:209,13[' ]| Rosier lingered a moment till Pansy came in$4$ sight 243:209,14[' ]| on$4$ the arm of her cavalier; he stood just long enough 243:209,15[' ]| to$9$ look her in$4$ the face. Then he walked away, holding 243:209,16[' ]| up$5$ his head; and the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ he achieved 243:209,17[' ]| this sacrifice to$4$ expediency convinced Isabel he was 243:209,18[' ]| very much in$4$ love. 243:209,19[' ]| Pansy, who$6#1$ seldom got disarranged in$4$ dancing, 243:209,20[' ]| looking perfectly fresh and cool after this exercise, 243:209,21[' ]| waited a moment and then took back her bouquet. 243:209,22[' ]| Isabel watched her and saw she was counting the 243:209,23[' ]| flowers; whereupon she said to$4$ herself that$3$ 243:209,23@a | decidedly 243:209,24@a | there were deeper forces at play than she had recognised. 243:209,25[' ]| Pansy had seen Rosier turn away, but she 243:209,26[' ]| said nothing to$4$ Isabel about him; she talked only 243:209,27[' ]| of her partner, after he had made his bow and retired; 243:209,28[' ]| of the music, the floor, the rare misfortune 243:209,29[' ]| of having already torn her dress. Isabel was sure, 243:209,30[' ]| however, she had discovered her lover to$9$ have abstracted 243:209,31[' ]| a flower; though this knowledge was not 243:209,32[' ]| needed to$9$ account for$4$ the dutiful grace with which$6#1$ 243:210,01[' ]| she responded to$4$ the appeal of her next partner. 243:210,02[' ]| That$6#2$ perfect amenity under acute constraint was 243:210,03[' ]| part of a larger system. She was again led forth by$4$ 243:210,04[' ]| a flushed young man, this time carrying her bouquet; 243:210,05[' ]| and she had not been absent many minutes 243:210,06[' ]| when Isabel saw Lord*Warburton advancing through 243:210,07[' ]| the crowd. He presently drew near and bade her 243:210,08[' ]| good-evening; she had not seen him since the day 243:210,09[' ]| before. He looked about him, and then 243:210,09[D ]| "Where is 243:210,10[D ]| the little maid?" 243:210,10[' ]| he asked. It was in$4$ this manner 243:210,11[' ]| that$3$ he had formed the harmless habit of alluding 243:210,12[' ]| to$4$ Miss*Osmond. 243:210,13[A ]| "She is dancing," 243:210,13[' ]| said Isabel. 243:210,13[A ]| "You will$1$ see her 243:210,14[A ]| somewhere." 243:210,15[' ]| He looked among the dancers and at last caught 243:210,16[' ]| Pansy's eye. 243:210,16[D ]| "She sees me, but she will$1$ not notice 243:210,17[D ]| me," 243:210,17[' ]| he then remarked. 243:210,17[D ]| "Are you not dancing?" 243:210,18[A ]| "As you see, I am a wall-flower." 243:210,19[D ]| "will$1$ not you dance with me?" 243:210,20[A ]| "Thank you; I would rather you should dance with 243:210,21[A ]| the little maid." 243:210,22[D ]| "One need not prevent the other ~~ especially as 243:210,23[D ]| she is engaged." 243:210,24[A ]| "She is not engaged for$4$ everything, and you can 243:210,25[A ]| reserve yourself. She dances very hard, and you will$1$ 243:210,26[A ]| be the fresher." 243:210,27[D ]| "She dances beautifully," 243:210,27[' ]| said Lord*Warburton, 243:210,28[' ]| following her with his eyes. 243:210,28[D ]| "Ah, at last," 243:210,28[' ]| he added, 243:210,29[D ]| "she has given me a smile." 243:210,29[' ]| He stood there with 243:210,30[' ]| his handsome, easy, important physiognomy; and 243:210,31[' ]| as Isabel observed him it came over her, as it had 243:210,32[' ]| done before, that$3$ 243:210,32@a | it was strange a man of his mettle 243:211,01@a | should take an interest in$4$ a little maid. 243:211,01[' ]| It struck her 243:211,02[' ]| as a great incongruity; 243:211,02@a | neither Pansy's small fascinations, 243:211,03@a | nor his own kindness, his good-nature, not even 243:211,04@a | his need for$4$ amusement, which$6#1$ was extreme and constant, 243:211,05@a | were sufficient to$9$ account for$4$ it. 243:211,05[D ]| "I should 243:211,06[D ]| like$1$ to$9$ dance with you," 243:211,06[' ]| he went on$5$ in$4$ a moment, 243:211,07[' ]| turning back to$4$ Isabel; 243:211,07[D ]| "but I think I like$1$ even 243:211,08[D ]| better to$9$ talk with you." 243:211,09[A ]| "Yes, it is better, and it is more worthy of your 243:211,10[A ]| dignity. Great statesmen ought not to$9$ waltz." 243:211,11[D ]| "Do not be cruel. Why did you recommend me 243:211,12[D ]| then to$9$ dance with Miss*Osmond?" 243:211,13[A ]| "Ah, that$6#2$ is different. If you danced with her it 243:211,14[A ]| would look simply like$4$ a piece of kindness ~~ as if 243:211,15[A ]| you were doing it for$4$ her amusement. If you dance 243:211,16[A ]| with me you will$1$ look as if you were doing it for$4$ your 243:211,17[A ]| own." 243:211,18[D ]| "And pray have not I a right to$9$ amuse myself?" 243:211,19[A ]| "No$7$, not with the affairs of the British*Empire 243:211,20[A ]| on$4$ your hands." 243:211,21[D ]| "The British*Empire be hanged! You are always 243:211,22[D ]| laughing at it." 243:211,23[A ]| "Amuse yourself with talking to$4$ me," 243:211,23[' ]| said Isabel. 243:211,24[' ]| 243:211,25[D ]| "I am not sure it is really a recreation. You are 243:211,26[D ]| too pointed; I have always to$9$ be defending myself. 243:211,27[D ]| And you strike me as more than usually dangerous 243:211,28[D ]| to-night. Will$1$ you absolutely not dance?" 243:211,29[A ]| "I can not leave my place. Pansy must find me 243:211,30[A ]| here." 243:211,31[' ]| He was silent a little. 243:211,31[D ]| "You are wonderfully good 243:211,32[D ]| to$4$ her," 243:211,32[' ]| he said suddenly. 243:212,01[' ]| Isabel stared a little and smiled. 243:212,01[A ]| "Can you imagine 243:212,02[A ]| one's not being?" 243:212,03[D ]| "No$7$ indeed. I know how one is charmed with 243:212,04[D ]| her. But you must have done a great deal for$4$ her." 243:212,05[A ]| "I have taken her out with me," 243:212,05[' ]| said Isabel, smiling 243:212,06[' ]| still. 243:212,06[A ]| "And I have seen that$3$ she has proper clothes." 243:212,07[D ]| "Your society must have been a great benefit to$4$ 243:212,08[D ]| her. You have talked to$4$ her, advised her, helped her 243:212,09[D ]| to$9$ develop." 243:212,10[A ]| "Ah yes, if she is not the rose she has lived near 243:212,11[A ]| it." 243:212,12[' ]| She laughed, and her companion did as much; 243:212,13[' ]| but there was a certain visible preoccupation in$4$ his 243:212,14[' ]| face which$6#1$ interfered with complete hilarity. 243:212,14[D ]| "We 243:212,15[D ]| all try to$9$ live as near it as we can," 243:212,15[' ]| he said after a 243:212,16[' ]| moment's hesitation. 243:212,17[' ]| Isabel turned away; Pansy was about to$9$ be restored 243:212,18[' ]| to$4$ her, and she welcomed the diversion. We 243:212,19[' ]| know how much she liked Lord*Warburton; she 243:212,20[' ]| thought him pleasanter even than the sum of his 243:212,21[' ]| merits warranted; 243:212,21@a | there was something in$4$ his friendship 243:212,22@a | that$6#1$ appeared a kind of resource in$4$ case of indefinite 243:212,23@a | need; it was like$4$ having a large balance at 243:212,24@a | the bank. She felt happier when he was in$4$ the room; 243:212,25@a | there was something reassuring in$4$ his approach; the 243:212,26@a | sound of his voice reminded her of the beneficence 243:212,27@a | of nature. Yet for$4$ all that$6#2$ it did not suit her that$3$ 243:212,28@a | he should be too near her, that$3$ he should take too 243:212,29@a | much of her good-will for$4$ granted. She was afraid 243:212,30@a | of that$6#2$; she averted herself from it; she wished he 243:212,31@a | would not. She felt that$3$ if he should come too near, 243:212,32@a | as it were, it might be in$4$ her to$9$ flash out and bid him 243:213,01@a | keep his distance. 243:213,01[' ]| Pansy came back to$4$ Isabel with 243:213,02[' ]| another rent in$4$ her skirt, which$6#1$ was the inevitable 243:213,03[' ]| consequence of the first and which$6#1$ she displayed to$4$ 243:213,04[' ]| Isabel with serious eyes. There were too many gentlemen 243:213,05[' ]| in$4$ uniform; they wore those dreadful spurs, 243:213,06[' ]| which$6#1$ were fatal to$4$ the dresses of little maids. It 243:213,07[' ]| hereupon became apparent that$3$ the resources of 243:213,08[' ]| women are innumerable. Isabel devoted herself to$4$ 243:213,09[' ]| Pansy's desecrated drapery; she fumbled for$4$ a pin 243:213,10[' ]| and repaired the injury; she smiled and listened to$4$ 243:213,11[' ]| her account of her adventures. Her attention, her 243:213,12[' ]| sympathy were immediate and active; and they were 243:213,13[' ]| in$4$ direct proportion to$4$ a sentiment with which$6#1$ they 243:213,14[' ]| were in$4$ no$2$ way connected ~~ 243:213,14@a | a lively conjecture as 243:213,15@a | to$4$ whether Lord*Warburton might be trying to$9$ make 243:213,16@a | love to$4$ her. It was not simply his words just then; 243:213,17@a | it was others as well; it was the reference and the 243:213,18@a | continuity. 243:213,18[' ]| This was what she thought about while 243:213,19[' ]| she pinned up$5$ Pansy's dress. 243:213,19@a | If it were so$5#2$, as she 243:213,20@a | feared, he was of course unwitting; he himself had 243:213,21@a | not taken account of his intention. But this made 243:213,22@a | it none the more auspicious, made the situation none 243:213,23@a | less impossible. The sooner he should get back into 243:213,24@a | right relations with things the better. 243:213,24[' ]| He immediately 243:213,25[' ]| began to$9$ talk to$4$ Pansy ~~ on$4$ whom it was certainly 243:213,26[' ]| mystifying to$9$ see that$3$ he dropped a smile of 243:213,27[' ]| chastened devotion. Pansy replied, as usual, with a 243:213,28[' ]| little air of conscientious aspiration; he had to$9$ bend 243:213,29[' ]| toward her a good deal in$4$ conversation, and her 243:213,30[' ]| eyes, as usual, wandered up$4$ and down his robust 243:213,31[' ]| person as if he had offered it to$4$ her for$4$ exhibition. 243:213,32[' ]| She always seemed a little frightened; yet her fright 243:214,01[' ]| was not of the painful character that$6#1$ suggests dislike; 243:214,02[' ]| on$4$ the contrary, she looked as if she knew that$3$ 243:214,03[' ]| he knew she liked him. Isabel left them together 243:214,04[' ]| a little and wandered toward a friend whom she saw 243:214,05[' ]| near and with whom she talked till the music of the 243:214,06[' ]| following dance began, for$4$ which$6#1$ she knew Pansy to$9$ 243:214,07[' ]| be also engaged. The girl joined her presently, with 243:214,08[' ]| a little fluttered flush, and Isabel, who$6#1$ scrupulously 243:214,09[' ]| took Osmond's view of his daughter's complete dependence, 243:214,10[' ]| consigned her, as a precious and momentary 243:214,11[' ]| loan, to$4$ her appointed partner. About all this 243:214,12[' ]| matter she had her own imaginations, her own reserves; 243:214,13[' ]| there were moments when Pansy's extreme 243:214,14[' ]| adhesiveness made each of them, to$4$ her sense, look 243:214,15[' ]| foolish. But Osmond had given her a sort of tableau 243:214,16[' ]| of her position as his daughter's duenna, which$6#1$ consisted 243:214,17[' ]| of gracious alternations of concession and 243:214,18[' ]| contraction; and there were directions of his which$6#1$ 243:214,19[' ]| she liked to$9$ think she obeyed to$4$ the letter. Perhaps, 243:214,20[' ]| as regards some of them, it was because her doing 243:214,21[' ]| so$5#2$ appeared to$9$ reduce them to$4$ the absurd. 243:214,22[' ]| After Pansy had been led away, she found Lord*Warburton 243:214,23[' ]| drawing near her again. She rested her 243:214,24[' ]| eyes on$4$ him steadily; she wished she could sound 243:214,25[' ]| his thoughts. But he had no$2$ appearance of confusion. 243:214,26[D ]| "She has promised to$9$ dance with me later," 243:214,27[' ]| he said. 243:214,28[A ]| "I am glad of that$6#2$. I suppose you have engaged 243:214,29[A ]| her for$4$ the cotillion." 243:214,30[' ]| At this he looked a little awkward. 243:214,30[D ]| "No$7$, I did not 243:214,31[D ]| ask her for$4$ that$6#2$. It is a quadrille." 243:214,32[A ]| "Ah, you are not clever!" 243:214,32[' ]| said Isabel almost 243:215,01[' ]| angrily. 243:215,01[A ]| "I told her to$9$ keep the cotillion in$4$ case you 243:215,02[A ]| should ask for$4$ it." 243:215,03[D ]| "Poor little maid, fancy that$6#2$!" 243:215,03[' ]| And Lord*Warburton 243:215,04[' ]| laughed frankly. 243:215,04[D ]| "Of course I will$1$ if you 243:215,05[D ]| like$1$." 243:215,06[A ]| "If I like$1$? Oh, if you dance with her only because 243:215,07[A ]| I like$1$ it ~~ !" 243:215,08[D ]| "I am afraid I bore her. She seems to$9$ have a lot 243:215,09[D ]| of young fellows on$4$ her book." 243:215,10[' ]| Isabel dropped her eyes, reflecting rapidly; Lord*Warburton 243:215,11[' ]| stood there looking at her and she felt 243:215,12[' ]| his eyes on$4$ her face. She felt much inclined to$9$ ask 243:215,13[' ]| him to$9$ remove them. She did not do so$5#2$, however; 243:215,14[' ]| she only said to$4$ him, after a minute, with her own 243:215,15[' ]| raised: 243:215,15[A ]| "Please let me understand." 243:215,16[D ]| "Understand what?" 243:215,17[A ]| "You told me ten days ago that$3$ you would like$1$ to$9$ marry 243:215,18[A ]| my stepdaughter. You have not forgotten it!" 243:215,19[D ]| "Forgotten it? I wrote to$4$ Mr%*Osmond about it 243:215,20[D ]| this morning." 243:215,21[A ]| "Ah," 243:215,21[' ]| said Isabel, 243:215,21[A ]| "he did not mention to$4$ me that$3$ 243:215,22[A ]| he had heard from you." 243:215,23[' ]| Lord*Warburton stammered a little. 243:215,23[D ]| "I ~~ I 243:215,24[D ]| did not send my letter." 243:215,25[A ]| "Perhaps you forgot \that$6#2$\." 243:215,26[D ]| "No$7$, I was not satisfied with it. It is an awkward 243:215,27[D ]| sort of letter to$9$ write, you know. But I shall send 243:215,28[D ]| it to-night." 243:215,29[A ]| "At three o'clock in$4$ the morning?" 243:215,30[D ]| "I mean later, in$4$ the course of the day." 243:215,31[A ]| "Very good. You still wish then to$9$ marry her?" 243:215,32[D ]| "Very much indeed." 243:216,01[A ]| "Are not you afraid that$3$ you will$1$ bore her?" 243:216,01[' ]| And 243:216,02[' ]| as her companion stared at this enquiry Isabel added: 243:216,03[A ]| "If she can not dance with you for$4$ half an hour how 243:216,04[A ]| will$1$ she be able to$9$ dance with you for$4$ life?" 243:216,05[D ]| "Ah," 243:216,05[' ]| said Lord*Warburton readily, 243:216,05[D ]| "I will$1$ let her 243:216,06[D ]| dance with other people! About the cotillion, the 243:216,07[D ]| fact is I thought that$3$ you ~~ that$3$ you ~" 243:216,08[A ]| "That$3$ I would do it with you? I told you I would 243:216,09[A ]| do nothing." 243:216,10[D ]| "Exactly; so$3$ that$3$ while it is going on$5$ I might find 243:216,11[D ]| some quiet corner where we may sit down and talk." 243:216,12[A ]| "Oh," 243:216,12[' ]| said Isabel gravely, 243:216,12[A ]| "you are much too 243:216,13[A ]| considerate of me." 243:216,14[' ]| When the cotillion came Pansy was found to$9$ have 243:216,15[' ]| engaged herself, thinking, in$4$ perfect humility, that$3$ 243:216,16[' ]| Lord*Warburton had no$2$ intentions. Isabel recommended 243:216,17[' ]| him to$9$ seek another partner, but he assured 243:216,18[' ]| her that$3$ 243:216,18@d | he would dance with no*one but herself. 243:216,19[' ]| As, however, she had, in$4$ spite of the remonstrances 243:216,20[' ]| of her hostess, declined other invitations on$4$ the 243:216,21[' ]| ground that$3$ she was not dancing at all, it was not 243:216,22[' ]| possible for$4$ her to$9$ make an exception in$4$ Lord*Warburton's 243:216,23[' ]| favour. 243:216,24[D ]| "After all I do not care to$9$ dance," 243:216,24[' ]| he said; 243:216,24[D ]| "it is 243:216,25[D ]| a barbarous amusement: I would much rather talk." 243:216,26[' ]| And he intimated that$3$ 243:216,26@d | he had discovered exactly 243:216,27@d | the corner he had been looking for$4$ ~~ a quiet nook 243:216,28@d | in$4$ one of the smaller rooms, where the music would 243:216,29@d | come to$4$ them faintly and not interfere with conversation. 243:216,30[' ]| Isabel had decided to$9$ let him carry out his 243:216,31[' ]| idea; she wished to$9$ be satisfied. She wandered away 243:216,32[' ]| from the ball-room with him, though she knew 243:216,32@a | her 243:217,01@a | husband desired she should not lose sight of his 243:217,02@a | daughter. It was with his daughter's \9pre=tendant\, 243:217,03@a | however; that$6#2$ would make it right for$4$ Osmond. 243:217,03[' ]| On$4$ 243:217,04[' ]| her way out of the ball-room she came upon$4$ Edward*Rosier, 243:217,05[' ]| who$6#1$ was standing in$4$ a doorway, with folded 243:217,06[' ]| arms, looking at the dance in$4$ the attitude of a young 243:217,07[' ]| man without illusions. She stopped a moment and 243:217,08[' ]| asked him 243:217,08@a | if he were not dancing. 243:217,09[L ]| "Certainly not, if I can not dance with \her\!" 243:217,09[' ]| he 243:217,10[' ]| answered. 243:217,11[A ]| "You had better go away then," 243:217,11[' ]| said Isabel with 243:217,12[' ]| the manner of good counsel. 243:217,13[L ]| "I shall not go till she does!" 243:217,13[' ]| And he let Lord*Warburton 243:217,14[' ]| pass without giving him a look. 243:217,15[' ]| This nobleman, however, had noticed the melancholy 243:217,16[' ]| youth, and he asked Isabel 243:217,16@d | who$6#1$ her dismal 243:217,17@d | friend was, 243:217,17[' ]| remarking that$3$ 243:217,17@d | he had seen him 243:217,18@d | somewhere before. 243:217,19[A ]| "It is the young man I have told you about, who$6#1$ is 243:217,20[A ]| in$4$ love with Pansy." 243:217,21[D ]| "Ah yes, I remember. He looks rather bad." 243:217,22[A ]| "He has reason. My husband will$1$ not listen to$4$ 243:217,23[A ]| him." 243:217,24[D ]| "What is the matter with him?" 243:217,24[' ]| Lord*Warburton 243:217,25[' ]| enquired. 243:217,25[D ]| "He seems very harmless." 243:217,26[A ]| "He has not money enough, and he is not very 243:217,27[A ]| clever." 243:217,28[' ]| Lord*Warburton listened with interest; he seemed 243:217,29[' ]| struck with this account of Edward*Rosier. 243:217,29[D ]| "Dear 243:217,30[D ]| me; he looked a well-set-up young fellow." 243:217,31[A ]| "So$5#2$ he is, but my husband is very particular." 243:217,32[D ]| "Oh, I see." 243:217,32[' ]| And Lord*Warburton paused a moment. 243:218,01[D ]| "How much money has he got?" 243:218,01[' ]| he then 243:218,02[' ]| ventured to$9$ ask. 243:218,03[A ]| "Some forty thousand francs a year." 243:218,04[D ]| "Sixteen hundred pounds? Ah, but that$6#2$ is very 243:218,05[D ]| good, you know." 243:218,06[A ]| "So$5#2$ I think. My husband, however, has larger 243:218,07[A ]| ideas." 243:218,08[D ]| "Yes; I have noticed that$3$ your husband has very 243:218,09[D ]| large ideas. Is he really an idiot, the young man?" 243:218,10[A ]| "An idiot? Not in$4$ the least; he is charming. 243:218,11[A ]| When he was twelve years old I myself was in$4$ love 243:218,12[A ]| with him." 243:218,13[D ]| "He does not look much more than twelve to-day," 243:218,14[' ]| Lord*Warburton rejoined vaguely, looking about 243:218,15[' ]| him. Then with more point, 243:218,15[D ]| "Do not you think we 243:218,16[D ]| might sit here?" 243:218,16[' ]| he asked. 243:218,17[A ]| "Wherever you please." 243:218,17[' ]| The room was a sort of 243:218,18[' ]| boudoir, pervaded by$4$ a subdued, rose-coloured light; 243:218,19[' ]| a lady and gentleman moved out of it as our friends 243:218,20[' ]| came in$5$. 243:218,20[A ]| "It is very kind of you to$9$ take such an 243:218,21[A ]| interest in$4$ Mr%*Rosier," 243:218,21[' ]| Isabel said 243:218,22[D ]| "He seems to$4$ me rather ill-treated. He had a face 243:218,23[D ]| a yard long. I wondered what ailed him." 243:218,24[A ]| "You are a just man," 243:218,24[' ]| said Isabel. 243:218,24[A ]| "You have a 243:218,25[A ]| kind thought even for$4$ a rival." 243:218,26[' ]| Lord*Warburton suddenly turned with a stare. 243:218,27[D ]| "A rival! Do you call him my rival?" 243:218,28[A ]| "Surely ~~ if you both wish to$9$ marry the same 243:218,29[A ]| person." 243:218,30[D ]| "Yes ~~ but since he has no$2$ chance!" 243:218,31[A ]| "I like$1$ you, however that$6#2$ may be, for$4$ putting yourself 243:218,32[A ]| in$4$ his place. It shows imagination." 243:219,01[D ]| "You like$1$ me for$4$ it?" 243:219,01[' ]| And Lord*Warburton 243:219,02[' ]| looked at her with an uncertain eye. 243:219,02[D ]| "I think you 243:219,03[D ]| mean you are laughing at me for$4$ it." 243:219,04[A ]| "Yes, I am laughing at you a little. But I like$1$ you 243:219,05[A ]| as somebody to$9$ laugh at." 243:219,06[D ]| "Ah well, then, let me enter into his situation a 243:219,07[D ]| little more. What do you suppose one could do for$4$ 243:219,08[D ]| him?" 243:219,09[A ]| "Since I have been praising your imagination I will$1$ 243:219,10[A ]| leave you to$9$ imagine that$6#2$ yourself," 243:219,10[' ]| Isabel said. 243:219,11[A ]| "Pansy too would like$1$ you for$4$ that$6#2$." 243:219,12[D ]| "Miss*Osmond? Ah, she, I flatter myself, likes 243:219,13[D ]| me already." 243:219,14[A ]| "Very much, I think." 243:219,15[' ]| He waited a little; he was still questioning her 243:219,16[' ]| face. 243:219,16[D ]| "Well then, I do not understand you. You do not 243:219,17[D ]| mean that$3$ she cares for$4$ him?" 243:219,18[A ]| "Surely I have told you I thought she did." 243:219,19[' ]| A quick blush sprang to$4$ his brow. 243:219,19[D ]| "You told me 243:219,20[D ]| she would have no$2$ wish apart from her father's, and 243:219,21[D ]| as I have gathered that$3$ he would favour me ~~ !" 243:219,21[' ]| He 243:219,22[' ]| paused a little and then suggested 243:219,22[D ]| "Do not you see?" 243:219,23[' ]| through his blush. 243:219,24[A ]| "Yes, I told you she has an immense wish to$9$ please 243:219,25[A ]| her father, and that$3$ it would probably take her very 243:219,26[A ]| far." 243:219,27[D ]| "That$6#2$ seems to$4$ me a very proper feeling," 243:219,29[' ]| said 243:219,28[' ]| Lord*Warburton. 243:219,29[A ]| "Certainly; it is a very proper feeling." 243:219,29[' ]| Isabel 243:219,30[' ]| remained silent for$4$ some moments; the room continued 243:219,31[' ]| empty; the sound of the music reached them 243:219,32[' ]| with its richness softened by$4$ the interposing apartments. 243:220,01[' ]| Then at last she said: 243:220,01[A ]| "But it hardly strikes 243:220,02[A ]| me as the sort of feeling to$4$ which$6#1$ a man would wish 243:220,03[A ]| to$9$ be indebted for$4$ a wife." 243:220,04[D ]| "I do not know; if the wife is a good one and he 243:220,05[D ]| thinks she does well!" 243:220,06[A ]| "Yes, of course you must think that$6#2$." 243:220,07[D ]| "I do; I can not help it. You call that$6#2$ very British, 243:220,08[D ]| of course." 243:220,09[A ]| "No$7$, I do not. I think Pansy would do wonderfully 243:220,10[A ]| well to$9$ marry you, and I do not know who$6#1$ should 243:220,11[A ]| know it better than you. But you are not in$4$ love." 243:220,12[D ]| "Ah, yes I am, Mrs%*Osmond!" 243:220,13[' ]| Isabel shook her head. 243:220,13[A ]| "You like$1$ to$9$ think you 243:220,14[A ]| are while you sit here with me. But that$6#2$ is not how 243:220,15[A ]| you strike me." 243:220,16[D ]| "I am not like$4$ the young man in$4$ the doorway. I 243:220,17[D ]| admit that$6#2$. But what makes it so$5#1$ unnatural? Could 243:220,18[D ]| any*one in$4$ the world be more loveable than Miss*Osmond?" 243:220,19[D ]| 243:220,20[A ]| "No*one, possibly. But love has nothing to$9$ do 243:220,21[A ]| with good reasons." 243:220,22[D ]| "I do not agree with you. I am delighted to$9$ have 243:220,23[D ]| good reasons." 243:220,24[A ]| "Of course you are. If you were really in$4$ love 243:220,25[A ]| you would not care a straw for$4$ them." 243:220,26[D ]| "Ah, really in$4$ love ~~ really in$4$ love!" 243:220,26[' ]| Lord*Warburton 243:220,27[' ]| exclaimed, folding his arms, leaning back 243:220,28[' ]| his head and stretching himself a little. 243:220,28[D ]| "You must 243:220,29[D ]| remember that$3$ I am forty-two years old. I will$1$ not pretend 243:220,30[D ]| I am as I once was." 243:220,31[A ]| "Well, if you are sure," 243:220,31[' ]| said Isabel, 243:220,31[A ]| "it is all right." 243:220,32[' ]| He answered nothing; he sat there, with his head 243:221,01[' ]| back, looking before him. Abruptly, however, he 243:221,02[' ]| changed his position; he turned quickly to$4$ his friend. 243:221,03[D ]| "Why are you so$5#1$ unwilling, so$5#1$ sceptical?" 243:221,04[' ]| She met his eyes, and for$4$ a moment they looked 243:221,05[' ]| straight at each other. If she wished to$9$ be satisfied 243:221,06[' ]| she saw something that$6#1$ satisfied her; she saw in$4$ his 243:221,07[' ]| expression the gleam of an idea that$3$ she was uneasy 243:221,08[' ]| on$4$ her own account ~~ that$3$ she was perhaps even 243:221,09[' ]| in$4$ fear. It showed a suspicion, not a hope, but such 243:221,10[' ]| as it was it told her what she wanted to$9$ know. Not 243:221,11[' ]| for$4$ an instant should he suspect her of detecting in$4$ his 243:221,12[' ]| proposal of marrying her step-daughter an implication 243:221,13[' ]| of increased nearness to$4$ herself, or of thinking 243:221,14[' ]| it, on$4$ such a betrayal, ominous. In$4$ that$6#2$ brief, extremely 243:221,15[' ]| personal gaze, however, deeper meanings 243:221,16[' ]| passed between them than they were conscious of at 243:221,17[' ]| the moment. 243:221,18[A ]| "My dear Lord*Warburton," 243:222,18[' ]| she said, smiling, 243:221,19[A ]| "you may do, so$5#1$ far as I am concerned, whatever 243:221,20[A ]| comes into your head." 243:221,21[' ]| And with this she got up$5$ and wandered into the 243:221,22[' ]| adjoining room, where, within her companion's view, 243:221,23[' ]| she was immediately addressed by$4$ a pair of gentlemen, 243:221,24[' ]| high personages in$4$ the Roman world, who$6#1$ met 243:221,25[' ]| her as if they had been looking for$4$ her. While she 243:221,26[' ]| talked with them she found herself regretting she 243:221,27[' ]| had moved; 243:221,27@a | it looked a little like$4$ running away ~~ 243:221,28[' ]| all the more as Lord*Warburton did not follow her. 243:221,29[' ]| She was glad of this, however, and at any rate she 243:221,30[' ]| was satisfied. She was so$5#1$ well satisfied that$3$ when, 243:221,31[' ]| in$4$ passing back into the ball-room, she found Edward*Rosier 243:221,32[' ]| still planted in$4$ the doorway, she stopped and 243:222,01[' ]| spoke to$4$ him again. 243:222,01[A ]| "You did right not to$9$ go away. 243:222,02[A ]| I have some comfort for$4$ you." 243:222,03[L ]| "I need it," 243:222,03[' ]| the young man softly wailed, 243:222,03[L ]| "when 243:222,04[L ]| I see you so$5#1$ awfully thick with \him\!" 243:222,05[A ]| "Do not speak of him; I will$1$ do what I can for$4$ you. 243:222,06[A ]| I am afraid it will$1$ not be much, but what I can I will$1$ do." 243:222,07[' ]| He looked at her with gloomy obliqueness. 243:222,07[L ]| "What 243:222,08[L ]| has suddenly brought you round?" 243:222,09[A ]| "The sense that$3$ you are an inconvenience in$4$ doorways!" 243:222,10[' ]| she answered, smiling as she passed him. 243:222,11[' ]| Half an hour later she took leave, with Pansy, and 243:222,12[' ]| at the foot of the staircase the two ladies, with many 243:222,13[' ]| other departing guests, waited a while for$4$ their carriage. 243:222,14[' ]| Just as it approached Lord*Warburton came 243:222,15[' ]| out of the house and assisted them to$9$ reach their 243:222,16[' ]| vehicle. He stood a moment at the door, asking 243:222,17[' ]| Pansy if she had amused herself; and she, having 243:222,18[' ]| answered him, fell back with a little air of fatigue. 243:222,19[' ]| Then Isabel, at the window, detaining him by$4$ a 243:222,20[' ]| movement of her finger, murmured gently : 243:222,20[A ]| "Do not 243:222,21[A ]| forget to$9$ send your letter to$4$ her father!" 244:223,01[' ]| The Countess*Gemini was often extremely bored 244:223,02@j | ~~ bored, 244:233,02[' ]| in$4$ her own phrase, 244:233,02@j | to$4$ extinction. 244:233,02[' ]| She had 244:223,03[' ]| not been extinguished, however, and she struggled 244:223,04[' ]| bravely enough with her destiny, which$6#1$ had been 244:223,05[' ]| to$9$ marry an unaccommodating Florentine who$6#1$ insisted 244:223,06[' ]| upon$4$ living in$4$ his native town, where he enjoyed 244:223,07[' ]| such consideration as might attach to$4$ a gentleman 244:223,08[' ]| whose talent for$4$ losing at cards had not 244:223,09[' ]| the merit of being incidental to$4$ an obliging disposition. 244:223,10[' ]| The Count*Gemini was not liked even by$4$ those 244:223,11[' ]| who$6#1$ won from him; and he bore a name which$6#1$, having 244:223,12[' ]| a measurable value in$4$ Florence, was, like$4$ the 244:223,13[' ]| local coin of the old Italian states, without currency 244:223,14[' ]| in$4$ other parts of the peninsula. In$4$ Rome he was 244:223,15[' ]| simply a very dull Florentine, and it is not remarkable 244:223,16[' ]| that$3$ he should not have cared to$9$ pay frequent 244:223,17[' ]| visits to$4$ a place where, to$9$ carry it off, his dulness 244:223,18[' ]| needed more explanation than was convenient. The 244:223,19[' ]| Countess lived with her eyes upon$4$ Rome, and it was 244:223,20[' ]| the constant grievance of her life that$3$ she had not 244:223,21[' ]| an habitation there. She was ashamed to$9$ say 244:223,21@j | how 244:223,22@j | seldom she had been allowed to$9$ visit that$6#2$ city; 244:223,22[' ]| it 244:223,23[' ]| scarcely made the matter better that$3$ there were other 244:223,24[' ]| members of the Florentine nobility who$6#1$ never had 244:223,25[' ]| been there at all. 244:223,25@j | She went whenever she could; that$6#2$ 244:223,26@j | was all she could say. 244:223,26[' ]| Or rather not all, but all she 244:224,01[' ]| said she could say. In$4$ fact she had much more to$9$ 244:224,02[' ]| say about it, and had often set forth the reasons why 244:224,03[' ]| she hated Florence and wished to$9$ end her days in$4$ 244:224,04[' ]| the shadow of Saint*Peter's. They are reasons, however, 244:224,05[' ]| that$6#1$ do not closely concern us, and were usually 244:224,06[' ]| summed up$5$ in$4$ the declaration that$3$ 244:224,06@j | Rome, in$4$ short, 244:224,07@j | was the Eternal City and that$3$ Florence was simply 244:224,08@j | a pretty little place like$4$ any other. 244:224,08[' ]| The Countess 244:224,09[' ]| apparently needed to$9$ connect the idea of eternity 244:224,10[' ]| with her amusements. She was convinced that$3$ 244:224,10@j | society 244:224,11@j | was infinitely more interesting in$4$ Rome, where 244:224,12@j | you met celebrities all winter at evening parties. At 244:224,13@j | Florence there were no$2$ celebrities; none at least 244:224,14@j | that$6#1$ one had heard of. 244:224,14[' ]| Since her brother's marriage 244:224,15[' ]| her impatience had greatly increased; 244:224,15@j | she was so$5#1$ 244:224,16@j | sure his wife had a more brilliant life than herself. 244:224,17@j | She was not so$5#1$ intellectual as Isabel, but she was 244:224,18@j | intellectual enough to$9$ do justice to$4$ Rome ~~ not to$4$ 244:224,19@j | the ruins and the catacombs, not even perhaps to$4$ 244:224,20@j | the monuments and museums, the church ceremonies 244:224,21@j | and the scenery; but certainly to$4$ all the rest. 244:224,22@j | She heard a great deal about her sister-in-law and 244:224,23@j | knew perfectly that$3$ Isabel was having a beautiful 244:224,24@j | time. 244:224,24[' ]| She had indeed seen it for$4$ herself on$4$ the only 244:224,25[' ]| occasion on$4$ which$6#1$ she had enjoyed the hospitality 244:224,26[' ]| of Palazzo*Roccanera. She had spent a week there 244:224,27[' ]| during the first winter of her brother's marriage, 244:224,28[' ]| but she had not been encouraged to$9$ renew this satisfaction. 244:224,29@j | Osmond did not want her ~~ 244:224,29[' ]| that$6#2$ she was 244:224,30[' ]| perfectly aware of; 244:224,30@j | but she would have gone all the 244:224,31@j | same, for$3$ after all she did not care two straws about 244:224,32@j | Osmond. It was her husband who$6#1$ would not let her, 244:225,01@j | and the money question was always a trouble. Isabel 244:225,02@j | had been very nice; 244:225,02[' ]| the Countess, who$6#1$ had liked 244:225,03[' ]| her sister-in-law from the first, had not been blinded 244:225,04[' ]| by$4$ envy to$4$ Isabel's personal merits. She had always 244:225,05[' ]| observed that$3$ 244:225,05@j | she got on$5$ better with clever women 244:225,06@j | than with silly ones like$4$ herself; the silly ones could 244:225,07@j | never understand her wisdom, whereas the clever 244:225,08@j | ones ~~ the really clever ones ~~ always understood 244:225,09@j | her silliness. 244:225,09[' ]| It appeared to$4$ her that$3$, 244:225,09@j | different as 244:225,10@j | they were in$4$ appearance and general style, Isabel 244:225,11@j | and she had somewhere a patch of common ground 244:225,12@j | that$6#1$ they would set their feet upon$4$ at last. It was 244:225,13@j | not very large, but it was firm, and they should both 244:225,14@j | know it when once they had really touched it. 244:225,14[' ]| And 244:225,15[' ]| then she lived, with Mrs%*Osmond, under the influence 244:225,16[' ]| of a pleasant surprise; she was constantly expecting 244:225,17[' ]| that$3$ Isabel would "look down" on$4$ her, and 244:225,18[' ]| she as constantly saw this operation postponed. She 244:225,19[' ]| asked herself when it would begin, like$4$ fire-works, 244:225,20[' ]| or Lent, or the opera season; not that$3$ she cared 244:225,21[' ]| much, but she wondered what kept it in$4$ abeyance. 244:225,22[' ]| Her sister-in-law regarded her with none but level 244:225,23[' ]| glances and expressed for$4$ the poor Countess as little 244:225,24[' ]| contempt as admiration. In$4$ reality Isabel would 244:225,25[' ]| as soon have thought of despising her as of passing 244:225,26[' ]| a moral judgement on$4$ a grasshopper. She was not 244:225,27[' ]| indifferent to$4$ her husband's sister, however; she was 244:225,28[' ]| rather a little afraid of her. She wondered at her; 244:225,29[' ]| she thought her very extraordinary. The Countess 244:225,30[' ]| seemed to$4$ her to$9$ have no$2$ soul; she was like$4$ a bright 244:225,31[' ]| rare shell, with a polished surface and a remarkably 244:225,32[' ]| pink lip, in$4$ which$6#1$ something would rattle when you 244:226,01[' ]| shook it. This rattle was apparently the Countess's 244:226,02[' ]| spiritual principle, a little loose nut that$6#1$ tumbled 244:226,03[' ]| about inside of her. She was too odd for$4$ disdain, 244:226,04[' ]| too anomalous for$4$ comparisons. Isabel would have 244:226,05[' ]| invited her again (there was no$2$ question of inviting 244:226,06[' ]| the Count); but Osmond, after his marriage, had 244:226,07[' ]| not scrupled to$9$ say frankly that$3$ 244:226,07@c | Amy was a fool of 244:226,08@c | the worst species ~~ a fool whose folly had the irrepressibility 244:226,09@c | of genius. 244:226,09[' ]| He said at another time that$3$ 244:226,10@c | she had no$2$ heart; 244:226,10[' ]| and he added in$4$ a moment that$3$ 244:226,11@c | she had given it all away ~~ in$4$ small pieces, like$4$ a 244:226,12@c | frosted wedding-cake. 244:226,12[' ]| The fact of not having been 244:226,13[' ]| asked was of course another obstacle to$4$ the Countess's 244:226,14[' ]| going again to$4$ Rome; but at the period with which$6#1$ 244:226,15[' ]| this history has now to$9$ deal she was in$4$ receipt of an 244:226,16[' ]| invitation to$9$ spend several weeks at Palazzo*Roccanera. 244:226,17[' ]| The proposal had come from Osmond himself, 244:226,18[' ]| who$6#1$ wrote to$4$ his sister that$3$ 244:226,18@c | she must be prepared 244:226,19@c | to$9$ be very quiet. 244:226,19[' ]| Whether or not she found in$4$ this 244:226,20[' ]| phrase all the meaning he had put into it I am unable 244:226,21[' ]| to$9$ say; but she accepted the invitation on$4$ any terms. 244:226,22[' ]| She was curious, moreover; for$3$ one of the impressions 244:226,23[' ]| of her former visit had been that$3$ her brother had 244:226,24[' ]| found his match. Before the marriage she had been 244:226,25[' ]| sorry for$4$ Isabel, so$5#1$ sorry as to$9$ have had serious 244:226,26[' ]| thoughts ~~ if any of the Countess's thoughts were 244:226,27[' ]| serious ~~ of putting her on$4$ her guard. But she had 244:226,28[' ]| let that$6#2$ pass, and after a little she was reassured. 244:226,29[' ]| Osmond was as lofty as ever, but his wife would 244:226,30[' ]| not be an easy victim. The Countess was not very 244:226,31[' ]| exact at measurements, but it seemed to$4$ her that$3$ if 244:226,32[' ]| Isabel should draw herself up$5$ she would be the taller 244:227,01[' ]| spirit of the two. What she wanted to$9$ learn now 244:227,02[' ]| was whether Isabel had drawn herself up$5$; it would 244:227,03[' ]| give her immense pleasure to$9$ see Osmond overtopped. 244:227,04[' ]| 244:227,05[' ]| Several days before she was to$9$ start for$4$ Rome a 244:227,06[' ]| servant brought her the card of a visitor ~~ a card 244:227,07[' ]| with the simple superscription "Henrietta*C%*Stackpole." 244:227,08[' ]| The Countess pressed her finger-tips to$4$ her 244:227,09[' ]| forehead; she did not remember to$9$ have known any 244:227,10[' ]| such Henrietta as that$6#2$. The servant then remarked 244:227,11[' ]| that$3$ 244:227,11@w | the lady had requested him to$9$ say that$3$ if the 244:227,12@w | Countess should not recognise her name she would 244:227,13@w | know her well enough on$4$ seeing her. 244:227,13[' ]| By$4$ the time 244:227,14[' ]| she appeared before her visitor she had in$4$ fact reminded 244:227,15[' ]| herself that$3$ there was once a literary lady 244:227,16[' ]| at Mrs%*Touchett's; the only woman of letters she 244:227,17[' ]| had ever encountered ~~ that$6#2$ is the only modern one, 244:227,18[' ]| since she was the daughter of a defunct poetess. She 244:227,19[' ]| recognised Miss*Stackpole immediately, the more 244:227,20[' ]| so$3$ that$3$ Miss*Stackpole seemed perfectly unchanged; 244:227,21[' ]| and the Countess, who$6#1$ was thoroughly good-natured, 244:227,22[' ]| thought it rather fine to$9$ be called on$5$ by$4$ a person of 244:227,23[' ]| that$6#2$ sort of distinction. She wondered if Miss*Stackpole 244:227,24[' ]| had come on$4$ account of her mother ~~ whether 244:227,25[' ]| she had heard of the American*Corinne. Her mother 244:227,26[' ]| was not at all like$4$ Isabel's friend; the Countess 244:227,27[' ]| could see at a glance that$3$ this lady was much more 244:227,28[' ]| contemporary; and she received an impression of 244:227,29[' ]| the improvements that$6#1$ were taking place ~~ chiefly 244:227,30[' ]| in$4$ distant countries ~~ in$4$ the character (the professional 244:227,31[' ]| character) of literary ladies. Her mother had 244:227,32[' ]| been used to$9$ wear a Roman scarf thrown over a pair 244:228,01[' ]| of shoulders timorously bared of their tight black 244:228,02[' ]| velvet (oh the old clothes!) and a gold laurel-wreath 244:228,03[' ]| set upon$4$ a multitude of glossy ringlets. She had 244:228,04[' ]| spoken softly and vaguely, with the accent of her 244:228,05[' ]| "Creole" ancestors, as she always confessed; she 244:228,06[' ]| sighed a great deal and was not at all enterprising. 244:228,07[' ]| But Henrietta, the Countess could see, was always 244:228,08[' ]| closely buttoned and compactly braided; there was 244:228,09[' ]| something brisk and business-like in$4$ her appearance; 244:228,10[' ]| her manner was almost conscientiously familiar. It 244:228,11[' ]| was as impossible to$9$ imagine her ever vaguely sighing 244:228,12[' ]| as to$9$ imagine a letter posted without its address. The 244:228,13[' ]| Countess could not but feel that$3$ the correspondent 244:228,14[' ]| of the \Interviewer\ was much more in$4$ the movement 244:228,15[' ]| than the American*Corinne. She explained that$3$ 244:228,16@i | she had called on$4$ the Countess because she was the 244:228,17@i | only person she knew in$4$ Florence, and that$3$ when she 244:228,18@i | visited a foreign city she liked to$9$ see something more 244:228,19@i | than superficial travellers. She knew Mrs%*Touchett, 244:228,20@i | but Mrs%*Touchett was in$4$ America, and even if she 244:228,21@i | had been in$4$ Florence Henrietta would not have put 244:228,22@i | herself out for$4$ her, since Mrs*Touchett was not one 244:228,23@i | of her admirations. 244:228,24[J ]| "Do you mean by$4$ that$6#2$ that$3$ I am?" 244:228,24[' ]| the Countess 244:228,25[' ]| graciously asked. 244:228,26[I ]| "Well, I like$1$ you better than I do her," 244:228,26[' ]| said Miss%*Stackpole. 244:228,27[I ]| "I seem to$9$ remember that$3$ when I saw 244:228,28[I ]| you before you were very interesting. I do not know 244:228,29[I ]| whether it was an accident or whether it is your usual 244:228,30[I ]| style. At any rate I was a good deal struck with 244:228,31[I ]| what you said. I made use of it afterwards in$4$ 244:228,32[I ]| print." 244:229,01[J ]| "Dear me!" 244:229,01[' ]| cried the Countess, staring and half-alarmed; 244:229,02[J ]| "I had no$2$ idea I ever said anything remarkable! 244:229,03[J ]| I wish I had known it at the time." 244:229,04[I ]| "It was about the position of woman in$4$ this city," 244:229,05[' ]| Miss*Stackpole remarked. 244:229,05[I ]| "You threw a good deal 244:229,06[I ]| of light upon$4$ it." 244:229,07[J ]| "The position of woman is very uncomfortable. 244:229,08[J ]| Is that$6#2$ what you mean? And you wrote it down and 244:229,09[J ]| published it?" 244:229,09[' ]| the Countess went on$5$. 244:229,09[J ]| "Ah, do let 244:229,10[J ]| me see it!" 244:229,11[I ]| "I will$1$ write to$4$ them to$9$ send you the paper if you 244:229,12[I ]| like$1$," 244:229,12[' ]| Henrietta said. 244:229,12[I ]| "I did not mention your name; 244:229,13[I ]| I only said a lady of high rank. And then I quoted 244:229,14[I ]| your views." 244:229,15[' ]| The Countess threw herself hastily backward, 244:229,16[' ]| tossing up$5$ her clasped hands. 244:229,16[J ]| "Do you know I am 244:229,17[J ]| rather sorry you did not mention my name? I should 244:229,18[J ]| have rather liked to$9$ see my name in$4$ the papers. I 244:229,19[J ]| forget what my views were; I have so$5#1$ many! But 244:229,20[J ]| I am not ashamed of them. I am not at all like$4$ my 244:229,21[J ]| brother ~~ I suppose you know my brother? He 244:229,22[J ]| thinks it a kind of scandal to$9$ be put in$4$ the papers; 244:229,23[J ]| if you were to$9$ quote him he would never forgive 244:229,24[J ]| you." 244:229,25[I ]| "He need not be afraid; I shall never refer to$4$ him," 244:229,26[' ]| said Miss*Stackpole with bland dryness. 244:229,26[I ]| "That$6#2$ is 244:229,27[I ]| another reason," 244:229,27[' ]| she added, 244:229,27[I ]| "why I wanted to$9$ come 244:229,28[I ]| to$9$ see you. You know Mr%*Osmond married my 244:229,29[I ]| dearest friend." 244:229,30[J ]| "Ah, yes; you were a friend of Isabel's. I was 244:229,31[J ]| trying to$9$ think what I knew about you." 244:229,32[I ]| "I am quite willing to$9$ be known by$4$ that$6#2$," 244:229,32[' ]| Henrietta 244:230,01[' ]| declared. 244:230,01[I ]| "But that$6#2$ is not what your brother 244:230,02[I ]| likes to$9$ know me by$5$. He has tried to$9$ break up$5$ my 244:230,03[I ]| relations with Isabel." 244:230,04[J ]| "Do not permit it," 244:230,04[' ]| said the Countess. 244:230,05[I ]| "That$6#2$ is what I want to$9$ talk about. I am going to$4$ 244:230,06[I ]| Rome." 244:230,07[J ]| "So$5#2$ am I!" 244:230,07[' ]| the Countess cried. 244:230,07[J ]| "We will$1$ go together." 244:230,08[J ]| 244:230,09[I ]| "With great pleasure. And when I write about 244:230,10[I ]| my journey I will$1$ mention you by$4$ name as my companion." 244:230,11[I ]| 244:230,12[' ]| The Countess sprang from her chair and came and 244:230,13[' ]| sat on$4$ the sofa beside her visitor. 244:230,13[J ]| "Ah, you must 244:230,14[J ]| send me the paper! My husband will$1$ not like$1$ it, but 244:230,15[J ]| he need never see it. Besides, he does not know how 244:230,16[J ]| to$9$ read." 244:230,17[' ]| Henrietta's large eyes became immense. 244:230,17[I ]| "Does not 244:230,18[I ]| know how to$9$ read? May I put that$6#2$ into my letter?" 244:230,19[J ]| "Into your letter?" 244:230,20[I ]| "In$4$ the \Interviewer\. That$6#2$ is my paper." 244:230,21[J ]| "Oh yes, if you like$1$; with his name. Are you going 244:230,22[J ]| to$9$ stay with Isabel?" 244:230,23[' ]| Henrietta held up$5$ her head, gazing a little in$4$ silence 244:230,24[' ]| at her hostess. 244:230,24[I ]| "She has not asked me. I wrote to$4$ 244:230,25[I ]| her I was coming, and she answered that$3$ she would 244:230,26[I ]| engage a room for$4$ me at a \9pension\. She gave no$2$ 244:230,27[I ]| reason." 244:230,28[' ]| The Countess listened with extreme interest. 244:230,29[J ]| "The reason is Osmond," 244:230,29[' ]| she pregnantly remarked. 244:230,30[I ]| "Isabel ought to$9$ make a stand," 244:230,31[' ]| said Miss*Stackpole. 244:230,31[I ]| "I am afraid she has changed a great deal. I 244:230,32[I ]| told her she would." 244:231,01[J ]| "I am sorry to$9$ hear it; I hoped she would have her 244:231,02[J ]| own way. Why does not my brother like$1$ you?" 244:231,02[' ]| the 244:231,03[' ]| Countess ingenuously added. 244:231,04[I ]| "I do not know and I do not care. He is perfectly 244:231,05[I ]| welcome not to$9$ like$1$ me; I do not want every*one to$9$ 244:231,06[I ]| like$1$ me; I should think less of myself if some people 244:231,07[I ]| did. A journalist can not hope to$9$ do much good unless 244:231,08[I ]| he gets a good deal hated; that$6#2$ is the way he knows 244:231,09[I ]| how his work goes on$5$. And it is just the same for$4$ 244:231,10[I ]| a lady. But I did not expect it of Isabel." 244:231,11[J ]| "Do you mean that$3$ she hates you?" 244:231,11[' ]| the Countess 244:231,12[' ]| enquired. 244:231,13[I ]| "I do not know; I want to$9$ see. That$6#2$ is what I am 244:231,14[I ]| going to$4$ Rome for$4$." 244:231,15[J ]| "Dear me, what a tiresome errand!" 244:231,15[' ]| the Countess 244:231,16[' ]| exclaimed. 244:231,17[I ]| "She does not write to$4$ me in$4$ the same way; it is 244:231,18[I ]| easy to$9$ see there is a difference. If you know anything," 244:231,19[' ]| Miss*Stackpole went on$5$, 244:231,19[I ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ 244:231,20[I ]| hear it beforehand, so$3$ as to$9$ decide on$4$ the line I shall 244:231,21[I ]| take." 244:231,22[' ]| The Countess thrust out her under lip and gave 244:231,23[' ]| a gradual shrug. 244:231,23[J ]| "I know very little; I see and hear 244:231,24[J ]| very little of Osmond. He does not like$1$ me any 244:231,25[J ]| better than he appears to$9$ like$1$ you." 244:231,26[I ]| "Yet you are not a lady correspondent," 244:231,26[' ]| said 244:231,27[' ]| Henrietta pensively. 244:231,28[J ]| "Oh, he has plenty of reasons. Nevertheless 244:231,29[J ]| they have invited me ~~ I am to$9$ stay in$4$ the house!" 244:231,30[' ]| And the Countess smiled almost fiercely; her exultation, 244:231,31[' ]| for$4$ the moment, took little account of Miss*Stackpole's 244:231,32[' ]| disappointment. 244:232,01[' ]| This lady, however, regarded it very placidly. 244:232,01[I ]| "I 244:232,02[I ]| should not have gone if she \had\ asked me. That$6#2$ is I 244:232,03[I ]| think I should not; and I am glad I had not to$9$ make 244:232,04[I ]| up$5$ my mind. It would have been a very difficult 244:232,05[I ]| question. I should not have liked to$9$ turn away from 244:232,06[I ]| her, and yet I should not have been happy under her 244:232,07[I ]| roof. A \9pension\ will$1$ suit me very well. But that$6#2$ is not 244:232,08[I ]| all." 244:232,09[J ]| "Rome is very good just now," 244:232,09[' ]| said the Countess; 244:232,10[J ]| "there are all sorts of brilliant people. Did you ever 244:232,11[J ]| hear of Lord*Warburton?" 244:232,12[I ]| "Hear of him? I know him very well. Do you 244:232,13[I ]| consider him very brilliant?" 244:232,13[' ]| Henrietta enquired. 244:232,14[J ]| "I do not know him, but I am told he is extremely 244:232,15[J ]| \9grand*seigneur\. He is making love to$4$ Isabel." 244:232,16[I ]| "Making love to$4$ her?" 244:232,17[J ]| "So$5#2$ I am told; I do not know the details," 244:232,17[' ]| said the 244:232,18[' ]| Countess lightly. 244:232,18[J ]| "But Isabel is pretty safe." 244:232,19[' ]| Henrietta gazed earnestly at her companion; for$4$ 244:232,20[' ]| a moment she said nothing. 244:232,20[I ]| "When do you go to$4$ 244:232,21[I ]| Rome?" 244:232,21[' ]| she enquired abruptly. 244:232,22[J ]| "Not for$4$ a week, I am afraid." 244:232,23[I ]| "I shall go to-morrow," 244:232,23[' ]| Henrietta said. 244:232,23[I ]| "I think 244:232,24[I ]| I had better not wait." 244:232,25[J ]| "Dear me, I am sorry; I am having some dresses 244:232,26[J ]| made. I am told Isabel receives immensely. But I 244:232,27[J ]| shall see you there; I shall call on$4$ you at your \9pension\." 244:232,28[' ]| Henrietta sat still ~~ she was lost in$4$ thought; 244:232,29[' ]| and suddenly the Countess cried: 244:232,29[J ]| "Ah, but if you 244:232,30[J ]| do not go with me you can not describe our journey!" 244:232,31[J ]| 244:232,32[' ]| Miss*Stackpole seemed unmoved by$4$ this consideration; 244:233,01[' ]| she was thinking of something else and presently 244:233,02[' ]| expressed it. 244:233,02[I ]| "I am not sure that$3$ I understand 244:233,03[I ]| you about Lord*Warburton." 244:233,04[J ]| "Understand me? I mean he is very nice, that$6#2$ is 244:233,05[J ]| all." 244:233,06[I ]| "Do you consider it nice to$9$ make love to$4$ married 244:233,07[I ]| women?" 244:233,07[' ]| Henrietta enquired with unprecedented 244:233,08[' ]| distinctness. 244:233,09[' ]| The Countess stared, and then with a little violent 244:233,10[' ]| laugh: 244:233,10[J ]| "It is certain all the nice men do it. Get 244:233,11[J ]| married and you will$1$ see!" 244:233,11[' ]| she added. 244:233,12[I ]| "That$6#2$ idea would be enough to$9$ prevent me," 244:233,12[' ]| said 244:233,13[' ]| Miss*Stackpole. 244:233,13[I ]| "I should want my own husband; 244:233,14[I ]| I should not want any*one else's. Do you mean that$3$ 244:233,15[I ]| Isabel is guilty ~~ guilty ~~ ?" 244:233,15[' ]| And she paused a little, 244:233,16[' ]| choosing her expression. 244:233,17[J ]| "Do I mean she is guilty? Oh dear no$7$, not yet, 244:233,18[J ]| I hope. I only mean that$3$ Osmond is very tiresome 244:233,19[J ]| and that$3$ Lord*Warburton, as I hear, is a great deal 244:233,20[J ]| at the house. I am afraid you are scandalised." 244:233,21[I ]| "No$7$, I am just anxious," 244:233,21[' ]| Henrietta said. 244:233,22[J ]| "Ah, you are not very complimentary to$4$ Isabel! 244:233,23[J ]| You should have more confidence. I will$1$ tell you," 244:233,23[' ]| the 244:233,24[' ]| Countess added quickly: 244:233,24[J ]| "if it will$1$ be a comfort to$4$ 244:233,25[J ]| you I engage to$9$ draw him off." 244:233,26[' ]| Miss*Stackpole answered at first only with the 244:233,27[' ]| deeper solemnity of her gaze. 244:233,27[I ]| "You do not understand 244:233,28[I ]| me," 244:233,28[' ]| she said after a while. 244:233,27[I ]| "I have not the idea you 244:233,29[I ]| seem to$9$ suppose. I am not afraid for$4$ Isabel ~~ in$4$ that$6#2$ 244:233,30[I ]| way. I am only afraid she is unhappy ~~ that$6#2$ is what 244:233,31[I ]| I want to$9$ get at." 244:233,32[' ]| The Countess gave a dozen turns of the head; she 244:234,01[' ]| looked impatient and sarcastic. 244:234,01[J ]| "That$6#2$ may very 244:234,02[J ]| well be; for$4$ my part I should like$1$ to$9$ know whether 244:234,03[J ]| Osmond is." 244:234,03[' ]| Miss*Stackpole had begun a little to$9$ 244:234,04[' ]| bore her. 244:234,05[I ]| "If she is really changed that$6#2$ must be at the 244:234,06[I ]| bottom of it," 244:234,06[' ]| Henrietta went on$5$. 244:234,07[J ]| "You will$1$ see; she will$1$ tell you," 244:234,07[' ]| said the Countess. 244:234,08[I ]| "Ah, she may \not\ tell me ~~ that$6#2$ is what I am 244:234,09[I ]| afraid of!" 244:234,10[J ]| "Well, if Osmond is not amusing himself ~~ in$4$ his 244:234,11[J ]| own old way ~~ I flatter myself I shall discover it," 244:234,12[' ]| the Countess rejoined. 244:234,13[I ]| "I do not care for$4$ that$6#2$," 244:234,13[' ]| said Henrietta. 244:234,14[J ]| "I do immensely! If Isabel is unhappy I am very 244:234,15[J ]| sorry for$4$ her, but I can not help it. I might tell her 244:234,16[J ]| something that$6#1$ would make her worse, but I can not 244:234,17[J ]| tell her anything that$6#1$ would console her. What 244:234,18[J ]| did she go and marry him for$4$? If she had listened 244:234,19[J ]| to$4$ me she would have got rid of him. I will$1$ forgive her, 244:234,20[J ]| however, if I find she has made things hot for$4$ him! 244:234,21[J ]| If she has simply allowed him to$9$ trample upon$4$ 244:234,22[J ]| her I do not know that$3$ I shall even pity her. But 244:234,23[J ]| I do not think that$6#2$ is very likely. I count upon$4$ finding 244:234,24[J ]| that$3$ if she is miserable she has at least made 244:234,25[J ]| \him\ so$5#2$." 244:234,26[' ]| Henrietta got up$5$; these seemed to$4$ her, naturally, 244:234,27[' ]| very dreadful expectations. She honestly believed 244:234,28@i | she had no$2$ desire to$9$ see Mr%*Osmond unhappy; and 244:234,29@i | indeed he could not be for$4$ her the subject of a flight 244:234,30@i | of fancy. 244:234,30[' ]| She was on$4$ the whole rather disappointed 244:234,31[' ]| in$4$ the Countess, whose mind moved in$4$ a narrower 244:234,32[' ]| circle than she had imagined, though with a capacity 244:235,01[' ]| for$4$ coarseness even there. 244:235,01[I ]| "It will$1$ be better if they 244:235,02[I ]| love each other," 244:235,02[' ]| she said for$4$ edification. 244:235,03[J ]| "They can not. He can not love any*one." 244:235,04[I ]| "I presumed that$6#2$ was the case. But it only aggravates 244:235,05[I ]| my fear for$4$ Isabel. I shall positively start 244:235,06[I ]| to-morrow." 244:235,07[J ]| "Isabel certainly has devotees," 244:235,07[' ]| said the Countess, 244:235,08[' ]| smiling very vividly. 244:235,08[J ]| "I declare I do not pity her." 244:235,09[I ]| "It may be I can not assist her," 244:235,09[' ]| Miss*Stackpole 244:235,10[' ]| pursued, as if it were well not to$9$ have illusions. 244:235,11[J ]| "You can have wanted to$9$, at any rate; that$6#2$ is 244:235,12[J ]| something. I believe that$6#2$ is what you came from 244:235,13[J ]| America for$4$," 244:235,13[' ]| the Countess suddenly added. 244:235,14[I ]| "Yes, I wanted to$9$ look after her," 244:235,14[' ]| Henrietta said 244:235,15[' ]| serenly. 244:235,16[' ]| Her hostess stood there smiling at her with small 244:235,17[' ]| bright eyes and an eager-looking nose; with cheeks 244:235,18[' ]| into each of which$6#1$ a flush had come. 244:235,18[J ]| "Ah, that$6#2$ is 244:235,19[J ]| very pretty ~~ \9c'est 9bien 9gentil!\ Is not it what they 244:235,20[J ]| call friendship?" 244:235,21[I ]| "I do not know what they call it. I thought I had 244:235,22[I ]| better come." 244:235,23[J ]| "She is very happy ~~ she is very fortunate," 244:235,23[' ]| the 244:235,24[' ]| Countess went on$5$. 244:235,24[J ]| "She has others besides." 244:235,24[' ]| And 244:235,25[' ]| then she broke out passionately. 244:235,25[J ]| "She is more fortunate 244:235,26[J ]| than I! I am as unhappy as she ~~ I have a very 244:235,27[J ]| bad husband; he is a great deal worse than Osmond. 244:235,28[J ]| And I have no$2$ friends. I thought I had, but 244:235,29[J ]| they are gone. No*one, man or woman, would do for$4$ 244:235,30[J ]| me what you have done for$4$ her." 244:235,31[' ]| Henrietta was touched; 244:235,31@i | there was nature in$4$ this 244:235,32@i | bitter effusion. 244:235,32[' ]| She gazed at her companion a moment, 244:236,01[' ]| and then: 244:236,01[I ]| "Look here, Countess, I will$1$ do anything 244:236,02[I ]| for$4$ you that$6#1$ you like$1$. I will$1$ wait over and travel 244:236,03[I ]| with you." 244:236,04[J ]| "Never mind," 244:236,04[' ]| the Countess answered with a 244:236,05[' ]| quick change of tone: 244:236,05[J ]| "only describe me in$4$ the newspaper!" 244:236,06[J ]| 244:236,07[' ]| Henrietta, before leaving her, however, was obliged 244:236,08[' ]| to$9$ make her understand that$3$ she could give no$2$ fictitious 244:236,09[' ]| representation of her journey to$4$ Rome. Miss*Stackpole 244:236,10[' ]| was a strictly veracious reporter. On$4$ 244:236,11[' ]| quitting her she took the way to$4$ the Lung'*Arno, 244:236,12[' ]| the sunny quay beside the yellow river where the 244:236,13[' ]| bright-faced inns familiar to$4$ tourists stand all in$4$ a 244:236,14[' ]| row. She had learned her way before this through 244:236,15[' ]| the streets of Florence (she was very quick in$4$ such 244:236,16[' ]| matters), and was therefore able to$9$ turn with great 244:236,17[' ]| decision of step out of the little square which$6#1$ forms 244:236,18[' ]| the approach to$4$ the bridge of the Holy*Trinity. She 244:236,19[' ]| proceeded to$4$ the left, toward the Ponte*Vecchio, and 244:236,20[' ]| stopped in$4$ front of one of the hotels which$6#1$ overlook 244:236,21[' ]| that$6#2$ delightful structure. Here she drew forth a 244:236,22[' ]| small pocket-book, took from it a card and a pencil 244:236,23[' ]| and, after meditating a moment, wrote a few words. 244:236,24[' ]| It is our privilege to$9$ look over her shoulder, and if 244:236,25[' ]| we exercise it we may read the brief query: 244:236,25[I ]| "Could 244:236,26[I ]| I see you this evening for$4$ a few moments on$4$ a very 244:236,27[I ]| important matter?" 244:236,27[' ]| Henrietta added that$3$ 244:236,27@i | she should 244:236,28@i | start on$4$ the morrow for$4$ Rome. 244:236,28[' ]| Armed with this 244:236,29[' ]| little document she approached the porter, who$6#1$ now 244:236,30[' ]| had taken up$5$ his station in$4$ the doorway, and asked 244:236,31@i | if Mr%*Goodwood were at home. 244:236,31[' ]| The porter replied, 244:236,32[' ]| as porters always reply, that$3$ 244:236,32@w | he had gone out about 244:237,01@w | twenty minutes before; 244:237,01[' ]| whereupon Henrietta presented 244:237,02[' ]| her card and begged it might be handed him 244:237,03[' ]| on$4$ his return. She left the inn and pursued her course 244:237,04[' ]| along the quay to$4$ the severe portico of the Uffizi, 244:237,05[' ]| through which$6#1$ she presently reached the entrance 244:237,06[' ]| of the famous gallery of paintings. Making her way 244:237,07[' ]| in$5$, she ascended the high staircase which$6#1$ leads to$4$ the 244:237,08[' ]| upper chambers. The long corridor, glazed on$4$ one 244:237,09[' ]| side and decorated with antique busts, which$6#1$ gives 244:237,10[' ]| admission to$4$ these apartments, presented an empty 244:237,11[' ]| vista in$4$ which$6#1$ the bright winter light twinkled upon$4$ 244:237,12[' ]| the marble floor. The gallery is very cold and during 244:237,13[' ]| the midwinter weeks but scantily visited. Miss*Stackpole 244:237,14[' ]| may appear more ardent in$4$ her quest of artistic 244:237,15[' ]| beauty than she has hitherto struck us as being, but 244:237,16[' ]| she had after all her preferences and admirations. 244:237,17[' ]| One of the latter was the little Correggio of the 244:237,18[' ]| Tribune ~~ the Virgin kneeling down before the 244:237,19[' ]| sacred infant, who$6#1$ lies in$4$ a litter of straw, and clapping 244:237,20[' ]| her hands to$4$ him while he delightedly laughs 244:237,21[' ]| and crows. Henrietta had a special devotion to$4$ this 244:237,22[' ]| intimate scene ~~ she thought it the most beautiful 244:237,23[' ]| picture in$4$ the world. On$4$ her way, at present, from 244:237,24[' ]| New*York to$4$ Rome, she was spending but three days 244:237,25[' ]| in$4$ Florence, and yet reminded herself that$3$ they 244:237,26[' ]| must not elapse without her paying another visit to$4$ 244:237,27[' ]| her favourite work of art. She had a great sense of 244:237,28[' ]| beauty in$4$ all ways, and it involved a good many intellectual 244:237,29[' ]| obligations. She was about to$9$ turn into the 244:237,30[' ]| Tribune when a gentleman came out of it; whereupon 244:237,31[' ]| she gave a little exclamation and stood before 244:237,32[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood. 244:238,01[I ]| "I have just been at your hotel," 244:238,01[' ]| she said. 244:238,01[I ]| "I left 244:238,02[I ]| a card for$4$ you." 244:238,03[E ]| "I am very much honoured," 244:238,03[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood 244:238,04[' ]| answered as if he really meant it. 244:238,05[I ]| "It was not to$9$ honour you I did it; I have called on$4$ 244:238,06[I ]| you before and I know you do not like$1$ it. It was to$9$ 244:238,07[I ]| talk to$4$ you a little about something." 244:238,08[' ]| He looked for$4$ a moment at the buckle in$4$ her 244:238,09[' ]| hat. 244:238,09[E ]| "I shall be very glad to$9$ hear what you wish 244:238,10[E ]| to$9$ say." 244:238,11[I ]| "You do not like$1$ to$9$ talk with me," 244:238,11[' ]| said Henrietta. 244:238,12[I ]| "But I do not care for$4$ that$6#2$; I do not talk for$4$ your 244:238,13[I ]| amusement. I wrote a word to$9$ ask you to$9$ come and 244:238,14[I ]| see me; but since I have met you here this will$1$ do 244:238,15[I ]| as well." 244:238,16[E ]| "I was just going away," 244:238,16[' ]| Goodwood stated; 244:238,16[E ]| "but 244:238,17[E ]| of course I will$1$ stop." 244:238,17[' ]| He was civil, but not enthusiastic. 244:238,18[' ]| Henrietta, however, never looked for$4$ great professions, 244:238,19[' ]| and she was so$5#1$ much in$4$ earnest that$3$ she was 244:238,20[' ]| thankful he would listen to$4$ her on$4$ any terms. She 244:238,21[' ]| asked him first, none the less, if he had seen all the 244:238,22[' ]| pictures. 244:238,23[E ]| "All I want to$9$. I have been here an hour." 244:238,24[I ]| "I wonder if you have seen my Correggio," 244:238,24[' ]| said 244:238,25[' ]| Henrietta. 244:238,25[I ]| "I came up$5$ on$4$ purpose to$9$ have a look at 244:238,26[I ]| it." 244:238,26[' ]| She went into the Tribune and he slowly accompanied 244:238,27[' ]| her. 244:238,28[E ]| "I suppose I have seen it, but I did not know it was 244:238,29[E ]| yours. I do not remember pictures ~~ especially that$6#2$ 244:238,30[E ]| sort." 244:238,30[' ]| She had pointed out her favourite work, and 244:238,31[' ]| he asked her if it was about Correggio she wished to$9$ 244:238,32[' ]| talk with him. 244:239,01[I ]| "No$7$," 244:239,01[' ]| said Henrietta, 244:239,01[I ]| "it is about something less 244:239,02[I ]| harmonious!" 244:239,02[' ]| They had the small, brilliant room, 244:239,03[' ]| a splendid cabinet of treasures, to$4$ themselves; there 244:239,04[' ]| was only a 8custode hovering about the Medicean*Venus. 244:239,05[I ]| "I want you to$9$ do me a favour," 244:239,05[' ]| Miss*Stackpole 244:239,06[' ]| went on$5$. 244:239,07[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood frowned a little, but he expressed 244:239,08[' ]| no$2$ embarrassment at the sense of not looking eager. 244:239,09[' ]| His face was that$6#2$ of a much older man than our earlier 244:239,10[' ]| friend. 244:239,10[E ]| "I am sure it is something I shall not like$1$," 244:239,10[' ]| he 244:239,11[' ]| said rather loudly. 244:239,12[I ]| "No$7$, I do not think you will$1$ like$1$ it. If you did it would 244:239,13[I ]| be no$2$ favour." 244:239,14[E ]| "Well, let us hear it," 244:239,14[' ]| he went on$5$ in$4$ the tone of a 244:239,15[' ]| man quite conscious of his patience. 244:239,16[I ]| "You may say there is no$2$ particular reason why you 244:239,17[I ]| should do me a favour. Indeed I only know of one: 244:239,18[I ]| the fact that$3$ if you would let me I would gladly do \you\ one." 244:239,19[' ]| Her soft, exact tone, in$4$ which$6#1$ there was no$2$ attempt 244:239,20[' ]| at effect, had an extreme sincerity; and her companion, 244:239,21[' ]| though he presented rather a hard surface, 244:239,22[' ]| could not help being touched by$4$ it. When he was 244:239,23[' ]| touched he rarely showed it, however, by$4$ the usual 244:239,24[' ]| signs; he neither blushed, nor looked away, nor looked 244:239,25[' ]| conscious. He only fixed his attention more directly; 244:239,26[' ]| he seemed to$9$ consider with added firmness. Henrietta 244:239,27[' ]| continued therefore disinterestedly, without the 244:239,28[' ]| sense of an advantage. 244:239,28[I ]| "I may say now, indeed ~~ it 244:239,29[I ]| seems a good time ~~ that$3$ if I have ever annoyed you 244:239,30[I ]| (and I think sometimes I have) it is because I knew 244:239,31[I ]| I was willing to$9$ suffer annoyance for$4$ you. I have troubled 244:239,32[I ]| you ~~ doubtless. But I would \take\ trouble for$4$ you." 244:240,01[' ]| Goodwood hesitated. 244:240,01[E ]| "You are taking trouble 244:240,02[E ]| now." 244:240,03[I ]| "Yes, I am ~~ some. I want you to$9$ consider 244:240,04[I ]| whether it is better on$4$ the whole that$3$ you should go 244:240,05[I ]| to$4$ Rome." 244:240,06[E ]| "I thought you were going to$9$ say that$6#2$!" 244:240,06[' ]| he answered 244:240,07[' ]| rather artlessly. 244:240,08[I ]| "You \have\ considered it then?" 244:240,09[E ]| "Of course I have, very carefully. I have looked all 244:240,10[E ]| round it. Otherwise I should not have come so$5#1$ far as 244:240,11[E ]| this. That$6#2$ is what I stayed in$4$ Paris two months for$4$. 244:240,12[E ]| I was thinking it over." 244:240,13[I ]| "I am afraid you decided as you liked. You decided 244:240,14[I ]| it was best because you were so$5#1$ much attracted." 244:240,15[I ]| 244:240,16[E ]| "Best for$4$ whom, do you mean?" 244:240,16[' ]| Goodwood demanded. 244:240,17[' ]| 244:240,18[I ]| "Well, for$4$ yourself first. For$4$ Mrs%*Osmond 244:240,19[I ]| next." 244:240,20[E ]| "Oh, it will$1$ not do \her\ any good! I do not flatter myself 244:240,21[E ]| that$6#2$." 244:240,22[I ]| "Will$1$ not it do her some harm? ~~ that$6#2$ is the question." 244:240,23[I ]| 244:240,24[E ]| "I do not see what it will$1$ matter to$4$ her. I am nothing 244:240,25[E ]| to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond. But if you want to$9$ know, 244:240,26[E ]| I do want to$9$ see her myself." 244:240,27[I ]| "Yes, and that$6#2$ is why you go." 244:240,28[E ]| "Of course it is. Could there be a better reason?" 244:240,29[I ]| "How will$1$ it help you? ~~ that$6#2$ is what I want to$9$ 244:240,30[I ]| know," 244:240,30[' ]| said Miss*Stackpole. 244:240,31[E ]| "That$6#2$ is just what I can not tell you. It is just what 244:240,32[E ]| I was thinking about in$4$ Paris." 244:241,01[I ]| "It will$1$ make you more discontented." 244:241,02[E ]| "Why do you say ""more"" so$5#2$?" 244:241,02[' ]| Goodwood asked 244:241,03[' ]| rather sternly. 244:241,03[E ]| "How do you know I am discontented?" 244:241,04[E ]| 244:241,05[I ]| "Well," 244:241,05[' ]| said Henrietta, hesitating a little, 244:241,05[I ]| "you 244:241,06[I ]| seem never to$9$ have cared for$4$ another." 244:241,07[E ]| "How do you know what I care for$4$?" 244:241,07[' ]| he cried 244:241,08[' ]| with a big blush. 244:241,08[E ]| "Just now I care to$9$ go to$4$ Rome." 244:241,09[' ]| Henrietta looked at him in$4$ silence, with a sad yet 244:241,10[' ]| luminous expression. 244:241,10[I ]| "Well," 244:241,10[' ]| she observed at last, 244:241,11[I ]| "I only wanted to$9$ tell you what I think; I had it on$4$ 244:241,12[I ]| my mind. Of course you think it is none of my business. 244:241,13[I ]| But nothing is any*one's business, on$4$ that$6#2$ principle." 244:241,14[I ]| 244:241,15[E ]| "It is very kind of you; I am greatly obliged to$4$ you 244:241,16[E ]| for$4$ your interest," 244:241,16[' ]| said Caspar*Goodwood. 244:241,16[E ]| "I shall 244:241,17[E ]| go to$4$ Rome and I shall not hurt Mrs%*Osmond." 244:241,18[I ]| "You will$1$ not hurt her, perhaps. But will$1$ you help 244:241,19[I ]| her? ~~ that$6#2$ is the real issue." 244:241,20[E ]| "Is she in$4$ need of help?" 244:241,20[' ]| he asked slowly, with 244:241,21[' ]| a penetrating look. 244:241,22[I ]| "Most women always are," 244:241,22[' ]| said Henrietta, with 244:241,23[' ]| conscientious evasiveness and generalising less hopefully 244:241,24[' ]| than usual. 244:241,24[I ]| "If you go to$4$ Rome," 244:241,24[' ]| she added, 244:241,25[I ]| "I hope you will$1$ be a true friend ~~ not a selfish 244:241,26[I ]| one!" 244:241,26[' ]| And she turned off and began to$9$ look at the 244:241,27[' ]| pictures. 244:241,28[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood let her go and stood watching 244:241,29[' ]| her while she wandered round the room; but after a 244:241,30[' ]| moment he rejoined her. 244:241,30[E ]| "You have heard something 244:241,31[E ]| about her here," 244:241,31[' ]| he then resumed. 244:241,31[E ]| "I should like$1$ 244:241,32[E ]| to$9$ know what you have heard." 244:242,01[' ]| Henrietta had never prevaricated in$4$ her life, and, 244:242,02[' ]| though on$4$ this occasion there might have been a fitness 244:242,03[' ]| in$4$ doing so$5#2$, she decided, after thinking some 244:242,04[' ]| minutes, to$9$ make no$2$ superficial exception. 244:242,04[I ]| "Yes, 244:242,05[I ]| I have heard," 244:242,05[' ]| she answered; 244:242,05[I ]| "but as I do not want 244:242,06[I ]| you to$9$ go to$4$ Rome I will$1$ not tell you." 244:242,07[E ]| "Just as you please. I shall see for$4$ myself," 244:242,07[' ]| he 244:242,08[' ]| said. Then inconsistently, for$4$ him, 244:242,08[E ]| "You have heard 244:242,09[E ]| she is unhappy!" 244:242,09[' ]| he added. 244:242,10[I ]| "Oh, you will$1$ not see that$6#2$!" 244:242,10[' ]| Henrietta exclaimed. 244:242,11[E ]| "I hope not. When do you start?" 244:242,12[I ]| "To-morrow, by$4$ the evening train. And you?" 244:242,13[' ]| Goodwood hung back; he had no$2$ desire to$9$ make 244:242,14[' ]| his journey to$4$ Rome in$4$ Miss*Stackpole's company. 244:242,15[' ]| His indifference to$4$ this advantage was not of the same 244:242,16[' ]| character as Gilbert*Osmond's, but it had at this moment 244:242,17[' ]| an equal distinctness. It was rather a tribute 244:242,18[' ]| to$4$ Miss*Stackpole's virtues than a reference to$4$ her 244:242,19[' ]| faults. He thought her very remarkable, very brilliant, 244:242,20[' ]| and he had, in$4$ theory, no$2$ objection to$4$ the class 244:242,21[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ she belonged. Lady correspondents appeared 244:242,22[' ]| to$4$ him a part of the natural scheme of things 244:242,23[' ]| in$4$ a progressive country, and though he never read 244:242,24[' ]| their letters he supposed that$3$ they ministered somehow 244:242,25[' ]| to$4$ social prosperity. But it was this very eminence 244:242,26[' ]| of their position that$6#1$ made him wish 244:242,26@e | Miss*Stackpole 244:242,27@e | did not take so$5#1$ much for$4$ granted. She 244:242,28@e | took for$4$ granted that$3$ he was always ready for$4$ some 244:242,29@e | allusion to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond; she had done so$5#2$ when 244:242,30@e | they met in$4$ Paris, six weeks after his arrival in$4$ Europe, 244:242,31@e | and she had repeated the assumption with every 244:242,32@e | successive opportunity. He had no$2$ wish whatever 244:243,01@e | to$9$ allude to$4$ Mrs%*Osmond; he was \not\ always thinking 244:243,02@e | of her; he was perfectly sure of that$6#2$. 244:243,02[' ]| He was the 244:243,03[' ]| most reserved, the least colloquial of men, and this 244:243,04[' ]| enquiring authoress was constantly flashing her lantern 244:243,05[' ]| into the quiet darkness of his soul. He wished 244:243,06@e | she did not care so$5#1$ much; 244:243,05[' ]| he even wished, though it 244:243,07[' ]| might seem rather brutal of him, that$3$ 244:243,07@e | she would 244:243,08@e | leave him alone. 244:243,08[' ]| In$4$ spite of this, however, he just 244:243,09[' ]| now made other reflections ~~ which$6#1$ show how 244:243,10[' ]| widely different, in$4$ effect, his ill-humour was from 244:243,11[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond's. 244:243,11@e | He desired to$9$ go immediately 244:243,12@e | to$4$ Rome; he would have liked to$9$ go alone, in$4$ the 244:243,13@e | night-train. He hated the European railway-carriages, 244:243,14@e | in$4$ which$6#1$ one sat for$4$ hours in$4$ a vise, knee to$4$ 244:243,15@e | knee and nose to$4$ nose with a foreigner to$4$ whom one 244:243,16@e | presently found one's self objecting with all the added 244:243,17@e | vehemence of one's wish to$9$ have the window open; 244:243,18@e | and if they were worse at night even than by$4$ day, at 244:243,19@e | least at night one could sleep and dream of an American 244:243,20@e | saloon-car. But he could not take a night-train 244:243,21@e | when Miss*Stackpole was starting in$4$ the morning; it 244:243,22@e | struck him that$3$ this would be an insult to$4$ an unprotected 244:243,23@e | woman. Nor could he wait until after she had 244:243,24@e | gone unless he should wait longer than he had patience 244:243,25@e | for$5$. It would not do to$9$ start the next day. She 244:243,26@e | worried him; she oppressed him; the idea of spending 244:243,27@e | the day in$4$ a European railway-carriage with her 244:243,28@e | offered a complication of irritations. Still, she was a 244:243,29@e | lady travelling alone; it was his duty to$9$ put himself 244:243,30@e | out for$4$ her. There could be no$2$ two questions about 244:243,31@e | that$6#2$; it was a perfectly clear necessity. 244:243,31[' ]| He looked 244:243,32[' ]| extremely grave for$4$ some moments and then said, 244:244,01[' ]| wholly without the flourish of gallantry but in$4$ a tone 244:244,02[' ]| of extreme distinctness, 244:244,02[E ]| "Of course if you are going 244:244,03[E ]| to-morrow I will$1$ go too, as I may be of assistance to$4$ 244:244,04[E ]| you." 244:244,05[I ]| "Well, Mr%*Goodwood, I should hope so$5#2$!" 244:244,05[' ]| Henrietta 244:244,06[' ]| returned imperturbably. 245:245,01[' ]| I have already had reason to$9$ say that$3$ Isabel knew 245:245,02[' ]| her husband to$9$ be displeased by$4$ the continuance of 245:245,03[' ]| Ralph's visit to$4$ Rome. That$6#2$ knowledge was very 245:245,04[' ]| present to$4$ her as she went to$4$ her cousin's hotel the day 245:245,05[' ]| after she had invited Lord*Warburton to$9$ give a tangible 245:245,06[' ]| proof of his sincerity; and at this moment, as at 245:245,07[' ]| others, she had a sufficient perception of the sources 245:245,08[' ]| of Osmond's opposition. He wished her to$9$ have no$2$ 245:245,09[' ]| freedom of mind, and he knew perfectly well that$3$ 245:245,10[' ]| Ralph was an apostle of freedom. 245:245,10@a | It was just because 245:245,11@a | he was this, 245:245,11[' ]| Isabel said to$4$ herself, that$3$ 245:245,11@a | it was a refreshment 245:245,12@a | to$9$ go and see him. 245:245,12[' ]| It will$1$ be perceived 245:245,13[' ]| that$3$ she partook of this refeshment in$4$ spite of her 245:245,14[' ]| husband's aversion to$4$ it, that$6#2$ is partook of it, as she 245:245,15[' ]| flattered herself, discreetly. She had not as yet undertaken 245:245,16[' ]| to$9$ act in$4$ direct opposition to$4$ his wishes; he 245:245,17[' ]| was her appointed and inscribed master; she gazed 245:245,18[' ]| at moments with a sort of incredulous blankness at 245:245,19[' ]| this fact. It weighed upon$4$ her imagination, however; 245:245,20[' ]| constantly present to$4$ her mind were all the traditionary 245:245,21[' ]| decencies and sanctities of marriage. The 245:245,22[' ]| idea of violating them filled her with shame as well 245:245,23[' ]| as with dread, for$3$ on$4$ giving herself away she had lost 245:245,24[' ]| sight of this contingency in$4$ the perfect belief that$3$ her 245:245,25[' ]| husband's intentions were as generous as her own. 245:245,26[' ]| She seemed to$9$ see, none the less, the rapid approach 245:246,01[' ]| of the day when she should have to$9$ take back something 245:246,02[' ]| she had solemnly bestown. 245:246,02@a | Such a ceremony 245:246,03@a | would be odious and monstrous; she tried to$9$ shut 245:246,04@a | her eyes to$4$ it meanwhile. Osmond would do nothing 245:246,05@a | to$9$ help it by$4$ beginning first; he would put that$6#2$ burden 245:246,06@a | upon$4$ her to$4$ the end. He had not yet formally 245:246,07@a | forbidden her to$9$ call upon$4$ Ralph; but she felt sure 245:246,08@a | that$3$ unless Ralph should very soon depart this prohibition 245:246,09@a | would come. How could poor Ralph depart? 245:246,10@a | The weather as yet made it impossible. She 245:246,11@a | could perfectly understand her husband's wish for$4$ 245:246,12@a | the event; she did not, to$9$ be just, see how he \could\ 245:246,13@a | like$1$ her to$9$ be with her cousin. Ralph never said a 245:246,14@a | word against him, but Osmond's sore, mute protest 245:246,15@a | was none the less founded. If he should positively 245:246,16@a | interpose, if he should put forth his authority, she 245:246,17@a | would have to$9$ decide, and that$6#2$ would not be easy. 245:246,18[' ]| The prospect made her heart beat and her cheeks 245:246,19[' ]| burn, as I say, in$4$ advance; there were moments 245:246,20[' ]| when, in$4$ her wish to$9$ avoid an open rupture, she 245:246,21[' ]| found herself wishing Ralph would start even at a 245:246,22[' ]| risk. And it was of no$2$ use that$3$, when catching herself 245:246,23[' ]| in$4$ this state of mind, she called herself a feeble spirit, 245:246,24[' ]| a coward. It was not that$3$ she loved Ralph less, but 245:246,25[' ]| that$3$ almost anything seemed preferable to$4$ repudiating 245:246,26[' ]| the most serious act ~~ the single sacred act- 245:246,27[' ]| of her life. 245:246,27@a | That$6#2$ appeared to$9$ make the whole future 245:246,28@a | hideous. To$9$ break with Osmond once would be to$9$ 245:246,29@a | break for*ever; any open acknowledgement of irreconciliable 245:246,30@a | needs would be an admission that$3$ their whole 245:246,31@a | attempt had proved a failure. For$4$ them there could 245:246,32@a | be no$2$ condonement, no$2$ compromise, no$2$ easy forgetfulness, 245:247,01@a | no$2$ formal readjustment. They had attempted 245:247,02@a | only one thing, but that$6#2$ one thing was to$9$ have been 245:247,03@a | exquisite. Once they missed it nothing else would do; 245:247,04@a | there was no$2$ conceivable substitute for$4$ that$6#2$ success. 245:247,05[' ]| For$4$ the moment, Isabel went to$4$ the Ho^tel de Paris as 245:247,06[' ]| often as she thought well; the measure of propriety 245:247,07[' ]| was in$4$ the canon of taste, and there could not have 245:247,08[' ]| been a better proof that$3$ morality was, so$5#2$ to$9$ speak, 245:247,09[' ]| a matter of earnest appreciation. Isabel's application 245:247,10[' ]| of that$6#2$ measure had been particularly free to-day, for$3$ 245:247,11[' ]| in$4$ addition to$4$ the general truth that$3$ she could not 245:247,12[' ]| leave Ralph to$9$ die alone she had something important 245:247,13[' ]| to$9$ ask of him. This indeed was Gilbert's business as 245:247,14[' ]| well as her own. 245:247,15[' ]| She came very soon to$4$ what she wished to$9$ speak of. 245:247,16[A ]| "I want you to$9$ answer me a question. It is about 245:247,17[A ]| Lord*Warburton." 245:247,18[B ]| "I think I guess your question," 245:247,18[' ]| Ralph answered 245:247,19[' ]| from his arm-chair, out of which$6#1$ his thin legs protruded 245:247,20[' ]| at greater length than ever. 245:247,21[A ]| "Very possibly you guess it. Please then answer 245:247,22[A ]| it." 245:247,23[B ]| "Oh, I do not say I can do that$6#2$." 245:247,24[A ]| "You are intimate with him," 245:247,24[' ]| she said; 245:247,24[A ]| "you have 245:247,25[A ]| a great deal of observation of him." 245:247,26[B ]| "Very true. But think how he must dissimulate!" 245:247,27[B ]| 245:247,28[A ]| "Why should he dissimulate? That$6#2$ is not his 245:247,29[A ]| nature." 245:247,30[B ]| "Ah, you must remember that$3$ the circumstances 245:247,31[B ]| are peculiar," 245:247,31[' ]| said Ralph with an air of private amusement. 245:247,32[' ]| 245:248,01[A ]| "To$4$ a certain extent ~~ yes. But is he really in$4$ 245:248,02[A ]| love?" 245:248,03[B ]| "Very much, I think. I can make that$6#2$ out." 245:248,04[A ]| "Ah!" 245:248,04[' ]| said Isabel with a certain dryness. 245:248,05[' ]| Ralph looked at her as if his mild hilarity had been 245:248,06[' ]| touched with mystification. 245:248,06[B ]| "You say that$6#2$ as if you 245:248,07[B ]| were disappointed." 245:248,08[' ]| Isabel got up$5$, slowly smoothing her gloves and eyeing 245:248,09[' ]| them thoughtfully. 245:248,09[A ]| "It is after all no$2$ business of 245:248,10[A ]| mine." 245:248,11[B ]| "You are very philosophic," 245:248,11[' ]| said her cousin. And 245:248,12[' ]| then in$4$ a moment: 245:248,12[B ]| "May I enquire what you are talking 245:248,13[B ]| about?" 245:248,14[' ]| Isabel stared. 245:248,14[A ]| "I thought you knew. Lord*Warburton 245:248,15[A ]| tells me he wants, of all things in$4$ the world, 245:248,16[A ]| to$9$ marry Pansy. I have told you that$6#2$ before, without 245:248,17[A ]| eliciting a comment from you. You might risk one 245:248,18[A ]| this morning, I think. Is it your belief that$3$ he really 245:248,19[A ]| cares for$4$ her?" 245:248,20[B ]| "Ah, for$4$ Pansy, no$7$!" 245:248,20[' ]| cried Ralph very positively. 245:248,21[' ]| 245:248,22[A ]| "But you said just now he did." 245:248,23[' ]| Ralph waited a moment. 245:248,23[B ]| "That$3$ he cared for$4$ you, 245:248,24[B ]| Mrs%*Osmond." 245:248,25[' ]| Isabel shook her head gravely. 245:248,25[A ]| "That$6#2$ is nonsense, 245:248,26[A ]| you know." 245:248,27[B ]| "Of course it is. But the nonsense is Warburton's, 245:248,28[B ]| not mine." 245:248,29[A ]| "That$6#2$ would be very tiresome." 245:248,29[' ]| She spoke, as she 245:248,30[' ]| flattered herself, with much subtlety. 245:248,31[B ]| "I ought to$9$ tell you indeed," 245:248,31[' ]| Ralph went on$5$, 245:248,31[B ]| "that$3$ 245:248,32[B ]| to$4$ me he has denied it." 245:249,01[A ]| "It is very good of you to$9$ talk about it together! 245:249,02[A ]| Has he also told you that$3$ he is in$4$ love with 245:249,03[A ]| Pansy?" 245:249,04[B ]| "He has spoken very well of her ~~ very properly. 245:249,05[B ]| He has let me know, of course, that$3$ he thinks she 245:249,06[B ]| would do very well at Lockleigh." 245:249,07[A ]| "Does he really think it?" 245:249,08[B ]| "Ah, what Warburton really thinks ~~ !" 245:249,08[' ]| said 245:249,09[' ]| Ralph. 245:249,10[' ]| Isabel fell smoothing her gloves again; they were 245:249,11[' ]| long, loose gloves on$4$ which$6#1$ she could freely expend 245:249,12[' ]| herself. Soon, however, she looked up$5$, and then, 245:249,12[A ]| "Ah, 245:249,13[A ]| Ralph, you give me no$2$ help!" 245:249,13[' ]| she cried abruptly and 245:249,14[' ]| passionately. 245:249,15[' ]| It was the first time she had alluded to$4$ the need 245:249,16[' ]| for$4$ help, and the words shook her cousin with their 245:249,17[' ]| violence. He gave a long murmur of relief, of pity, 245:249,18[' ]| of tenderness; it seemed to$4$ him that$3$ at last the gulf 245:249,19[' ]| between them had been bridged. It was this that$6#1$ 245:249,20[' ]| made him exclaim in$4$ a moment: 245:249,20[B ]| "How unhappy you 245:249,21[B ]| must be!" 245:249,22[' ]| He had no$2$ sooner spoken than she recovered her 245:249,23[' ]| self-possession, and the first use she made of it was 245:249,24[' ]| to$9$ pretend she had not heard him. 245:249,24[A ]| "When I talk of 245:249,25[A ]| your helping me I talk great nonsense," 245:249,25[' ]| she said 245:249,26[' ]| with a quick smile. 245:249,26[A ]| "The idea of my troubling you 245:249,27[A ]| with my domestic embarrassments! The matter is 245:249,28[A ]| very simple; Lord*Warburton must get on$5$ by$4$ himself. 245:249,29[A ]| I can not undertake to$9$ see him through." 245:249,30[B ]| "He ought to$9$ succeed easily," 245:249,30[' ]| said Ralph. 245:249,31[' ]| Isabel debated. 245:249,31[A ]| "Yes ~~ but he has not always 245:249,32[A ]| succeeded." 245:250,01[B ]| "Very true. You know, however, how that$6#2$ always 245:250,02[B ]| surprised me. Is Miss*Osmond capable of giving us 245:250,03[B ]| a surprise?" 245:250,04[A ]| "It will$1$ come from him, rather. I seem to$9$ see that$3$ 245:250,05[A ]| after all he will$1$ let the matter drop." 245:250,06[B ]| "He will$1$ do nothing dishonourable," 245:250,06[' ]| said Ralph. 245:250,07[A ]| "I am very sure of that$6#2$. Nothing can be more 245:250,08[A ]| honourable than for$4$ him to$9$ leave the poor child alone. 245:250,09[A ]| She cares for$4$ another person, and it is cruel to$9$ attempt 245:250,10[A ]| to$9$ bribe her by$4$ magnificent offers to$9$ give 245:250,11[A ]| him up$5$." 245:250,12[B ]| "Cruel to$4$ the other person perhaps ~~ the one she 245:250,13[B ]| cares for$4$. But Warburton is not obliged to$9$ mind 245:250,14[B ]| that$6#2$." 245:250,15[A ]| "No$7$, cruel to$4$ her," 245:250,15[' ]| said Isabel. 245:250,15[A ]| "She would be 245:250,16[A ]| very unhappy if she were to$9$ allow herself to$9$ be persuaded 245:250,17[A ]| to$9$ desert poor Mr%*Rosier. That$6#2$ idea seems 245:250,18[A ]| to$9$ amuse you; of course you are not in$4$ love with him. 245:250,19[A ]| He has the merit ~~ for$4$ Pansy ~~ of being in$4$ love 245:250,20[A ]| with Pansy. She can see at a glance that$3$ Lord*Warburton 245:250,21[A ]| is not." 245:250,22[B ]| "He would be very good to$4$ her," 245:250,22[' ]| said Ralph. 245:250,23[A ]| "He has been good to$4$ her already. Fortunately, 245:250,24[A ]| however, he has not said a word to$9$ disturb her. He 245:250,25[A ]| could come and bid her good-bye to-morrow with 245:250,26[A ]| perfect propriety." 245:250,27[B ]| "How would your husband like$1$ that$6#2$?" 245:250,28[A ]| "Not at all; and he may be right in$4$ not liking it. 245:250,29[A ]| Only he must obtain satisfaction himself." 245:250,30[B ]| "Has he commissioned you to$9$ obtain it?" 245:250,30[' ]| Ralph 245:250,31[' ]| ventured to$9$ ask. 245:250,32[A ]| "It was natural that$3$ as an old friend of Lord*Warburton's 245:251,01[A ]| ~~ an older friend, that$6#2$ is, than Gilbert ~~ 245:251,02[A ]| I should take an interest in$4$ his intentions." 245:251,03[B ]| "Take an interest in$4$ his renouncing them, you 245:251,04[B ]| mean?" 245:251,05[' ]| Isabel hesitated, frowning a little. 245:251,05[A ]| "Let me understand. 245:251,06[A ]| Are you pleading his cause?" 245:251,07[B ]| "Not in$4$ the least. I am very glad he should not 245:251,08[B ]| become your stepdaughter's husband. It makes 245:251,09[B ]| such a very queer relation to$4$ you!" 245:251,09[' ]| said Ralph, smiling. 245:251,10[B ]| "But I am rather nervous lest your husband 245:251,11[B ]| should think you have not pushed him enough." 245:251,12[' ]| Isabel found herself able to$9$ smile as well as he. 245:251,13[A ]| "He knows me well enough not to$9$ have expected me 245:251,14[A ]| to$9$ push. He himself has no$2$ intention of pushing, 245:251,15[A ]| I presume. I am not afraid I shall not be able to$9$ 245:251,16[A ]| justify myself!" 245:251,16[' ]| she said lightly. 245:251,17[' ]| Her mask had dropped for$4$ an instant, but she had 245:251,18[' ]| put it on$4$ again, to$4$ Ralph's infinite disappointment. 245:251,19[' ]| He had caught a glimpse of her natural face and he 245:251,20[' ]| wished immensely to$9$ look into it. He had an almost 245:251,21[' ]| savage desire to$9$ hear her complain of her husband ~~ 245:251,22[' ]| hear her say that$3$ she should be held accountable for$4$ 245:251,23[' ]| Lord*Warburton's defection. Ralph was certain that$3$ 245:251,24[' ]| this was her situation; he knew by$4$ instinct, in$4$ advance, 245:251,25[' ]| the form that$6#1$ in$4$ such an event Osmond's displeasure 245:251,26[' ]| would take. It could only take the meanest 245:251,27[' ]| and cruellest. He would have liked to$9$ warn Isabel 245:251,28[' ]| of it ~~ to$9$ let her see at least how he judged for$4$ her 245:251,29[' ]| and how he knew. It little mattered that$3$ Isabel would 245:251,30[' ]| know much better; it was for$4$ his own satisfaction 245:251,31[' ]| more than for$4$ hers that$3$ he longed to$9$ show her he was 245:251,32[' ]| not deceived. He tried and tried again to$9$ make her 245:252,01[' ]| betray Osmond; he felt cold-blooded, cruel, dishonourable 245:252,02[' ]| almost, in$4$ doing so$5#2$. But it scarcely 245:252,03[' ]| mattered, for$3$ he only failed. 245:252,03@b | What had she come 245:252,04@b | for$4$ then, and why did she seem almost to$9$ offer him 245:252,05@b | a chance to$9$ violate their tacit convention? Why did 245:252,06@b | she ask him his advice if she gave him no$2$ liberty to$9$ 245:252,07@b | answer her? How could they talk of her domestic 245:252,08@b | embarrassments, as it pleased her humorously to$9$ 245:252,09@b | designate them, if the principal factor was not to$9$ be 245:252,10@b | mentioned? These contradictions were themselves 245:252,11@b | but an indication of her trouble, and her cry for$4$ help, 245:252,12@b | just before, was the only thing he was bound to$9$ consider. 245:252,13[B ]| "You will$1$ be decidedly at variance, all the same," 245:252,14[' ]| he said in$4$ a moment. And as she answered nothing, 245:252,15[' ]| looking as if she scarce understood, 245:252,15[B ]| "You will$1$ 245:252,16[B ]| find yourselves thinking very differently," 245:252,16[' ]| he continued. 245:252,17[' ]| 245:252,18[A ]| "That$6#2$ may easily happen, among the most united 245:252,19[A ]| couples!" 245:252,19[' ]| She took up$5$ her parasol; he saw 245:252,19@b | she was 245:252,20@b | nervous, afraid of what he might say. 245:252,20[A ]| "It is a matter 245:252,21[A ]| we can hardly quarrel about, however," 245:252,21[' ]| she added; 245:252,22[A ]| "for$3$ almost all the interest is on$4$ his side. That$6#2$ is 245:252,23[A ]| very natural. Pansy is after all his daughter ~~ not 245:252,24[A ]| mine." 245:252,24[' ]| And she put out her hand to$9$ wish him goodbye. 245:252,25[' ]| 245:252,26[' ]| Ralph took an inward resolution that$3$ 245:252,26@b | she should not 245:252,27@b | leave him without his letting her know that$3$ he knew 245:252,28@b | everything: it seemed too great an opportunity to$9$ 245:252,29@b | lose. 245:252,29[B ]| "Do you know what his interest will$1$ make him 245:252,30[B ]| say?" 245:252,30[' ]| he asked as he took her hand. She shook her 245:252,31[' ]| head, rather dryly ~~ not discouragingly ~~ and he 245:252,32[' ]| went on$5$. 245:252,32[B ]| "It will$1$ make him say that$3$ your want of 245:253,01[B ]| zeal is owing to$4$ jealousy." 245:253,01[' ]| He stopped a moment; 245:253,02[' ]| her face made him afraid. 245:253,03[A ]| "To$4$ jealousy?" 245:253,04[B ]| "To$4$ jealousy of his daughter." 245:253,05[' ]| She blushed red and threw back her head. 245:253,05[A ]| "You are 245:253,06[A ]| not kind," 245:253,06[' ]| she said in$4$ a voice that$6#1$ he had never heard 245:253,07[' ]| on$4$ her lips. 245:253,08[B ]| "Be frank with me and you will$1$ see," 245:253,08[' ]| he answered. 245:253,09[' ]| But she made no$2$ reply; she only pulled her hand 245:253,10[' ]| out of his own, which$6#1$ he tried still to$9$ hold, and rapidly 245:253,11[' ]| withdrew from the room. She made up$5$ her mind to$9$ 245:253,12[' ]| speak to$4$ Pansy, and she took an occasion on$4$ the same 245:253,13[' ]| day, going to$4$ the girl's room before dinner. Pansy 245:253,14[' ]| was already dressed; she was always in$4$ advance of 245:253,15[' ]| the time: it seemed to$9$ illustrate her pretty patience 245:253,16[' ]| and the graceful stillness with which$6#1$ she could sit 245:253,17[' ]| and wait. At present she was seated, in$4$ her fresh 245:253,18[' ]| array, before the bed-room fire; she had blown out 245:253,19[' ]| her candles on$4$ the completion of her toilet, in$4$ accordance 245:253,20[' ]| with the economical habits in$4$ which$6#1$ she had 245:253,21[' ]| been brought up$5$ and which$6#1$ she was now more careful 245:253,22[' ]| than ever to$9$ observe; so$3$ that$3$ the room was lighted 245:253,23[' ]| only by$4$ a couple of logs. The rooms in$4$ Palazzo*Roccanera 245:253,24[' ]| were as spacious as they were numerous, and 245:253,25[' ]| Pansy's virginal bower was an immense chamber 245:253,26[' ]| with a dark, heavily-timbered ceiling. Its diminutive 245:253,27[' ]| mistress, in$4$ the midst of it, appeared but a speck of 245:253,28[' ]| humanity, and as she got up$5$, with quick deference, 245:253,29[' ]| to$9$ welcome Isabel, the latter was more than ever 245:253,30[' ]| struck with her shy sincerity. Isabel had a difficult 245:253,31[' ]| task ~~ the only thing was to$9$ perform it as simply as 245:253,32[' ]| possible. She felt bitter and angry, but she warned 245:254,01[' ]| herself against betraying this heat. She was afraid 245:254,02[' ]| even of looking too grave, or at least too stern; she 245:254,03[' ]| was afraid of causing alarm. But Pansy seemed to$9$ 245:254,04[' ]| have guessed she had come more or less as a confessor; 245:254,05[' ]| for$3$ after she had moved the chair in$4$ which$6#1$ 245:254,06[' ]| she had been sitting a little nearer to$4$ the fire and 245:254,07[' ]| Isabel had taken her place in$4$ it, she kneeled down 245:254,08[' ]| on$4$ a cushion in$4$ front of her, looking up$5$ and resting 245:254,09[' ]| her clasped hands on$4$ her stepmother's knees. What 245:254,10[' ]| Isabel wished to$9$ do was to$9$ hear from her own lips 245:254,11[' ]| that$3$ her mind was not occupied with Lord*Warburton; 245:254,12[' ]| but if she desired the assurance she felt herself 245:254,13[' ]| by$4$ no$2$ means at liberty to$9$ provoke it. The girl's father 245:254,14[' ]| would have qualified this as rank treachery; and 245:254,15[' ]| indeed Isabel knew that$3$ if Pansy should display the 245:254,16[' ]| smallest germ of a disposition to$9$ encourage Lord*Warburton 245:254,17[' ]| her own duty was to$9$ hold her tongue. It 245:254,18[' ]| was difficult to$9$ interrogate without appearing to$9$ suggest; 245:254,19[' ]| Pansy's supreme simplicity, an innocence even 245:254,20[' ]| more complete than Isabel had yet judged it, gave 245:254,21[' ]| to$4$ the most tentative enquiry something of the effect 245:254,22[' ]| of an admonition. As she knelt there in$4$ the vague 245:254,23[' ]| firelight, with her pretty dress dimly shining, her 245:254,24[' ]| hands folded half in$4$ appeal and half in$4$ submission, 245:254,25[' ]| her soft eyes, raised and fixed, full of the seriousness 245:254,26[' ]| of the situation, she looked to$4$ Isabel like$4$ a childish 245:254,27[' ]| martyr decked out for$4$ sacrifice and scarcely presuming 245:254,28[' ]| even to$9$ hope to$9$ avert it. When Isabel said to$4$ 245:254,29[' ]| her that$3$ 245:254,29@a | she had never yet spoken to$4$ her of what 245:254,30@a | might have been going on$5$ in$4$ relation to$4$ her getting 245:254,31@a | married, but that$3$ her silence had not been indifference 245:254,32@a | or ignorance, had only been the desire to$9$ leave her at 245:255,01@a | liberty, 245:255,01[' ]| Pansy bent forward, raised her face nearer 245:255,02[' ]| and nearer, and with a little murmur which$6#1$ evidently 245:255,03[' ]| expressed a deep longing, answered 245:255,03@k | that$3$ she had 245:255,04@k | greatly wished her to$9$ speak and that$3$ she begged her 245:255,05@k | to$9$ advise her now. 245:255,06[A ]| "It is difficult for$4$ me to$9$ advise you," 245:255,06[' ]| Isabel returned. 245:255,07[A ]| "I do not know how I can undertake that$6#2$. 245:255,08[A ]| That$6#2$ is for$4$ your father; you must get his advice and, 245:255,09[A ]| above all, you must act on$4$ it." 245:255,10[' ]| At this Pansy dropped her eyes; for$4$ a moment she 245:255,11[' ]| said nothing. 245:255,11[K ]| "I think I should like$1$ your advice 245:255,12[K ]| better than papa's," 245:255,12[' ]| she presently remarked. 245:255,13[A ]| "That$6#2$ is not as it should be," 245:255,13[' ]| said Isabel coldly. 245:255,14[A ]| "I love you very much, but your father loves you 245:255,15[A ]| better." 245:255,16[K ]| "It is not because you love me ~~ it is because 245:255,17[K ]| you are a lady," 245:255,17[' ]| Pansy answered with the air of saying 245:255,18[' ]| something very reasonable. 245:255,18[K ]| "A lady can advise 245:255,19[K ]| a young girl better than a man." 245:255,20[A ]| "I advise you then to$9$ pay the greatest respect to$4$ 245:255,21[A ]| your father's wishes." 245:255,22[K ]| "Ah yes," 245:255,22[' ]| said the child eagerly, 245:255,22[K ]| "I must do 245:255,23[K ]| that$6#2$." 245:255,24[A ]| "But if I speak to$4$ you now about your getting 245:255,25[A ]| married it is not for$4$ your own sake, it is for$4$ mine," 245:255,26[' ]| Isabel went on$5$. 245:255,26[A ]| "If I try to$9$ learn from you what you 245:255,27[A ]| expect, what you desire, it is only that$3$ I may act 245:255,28[A ]| accordingly." 245:255,29[' ]| Pansy stared, and then very quickly, 245:255,29[K ]| "Will$1$ you 245:255,30[K ]| do everything I want?" 245:255,30[' ]| she asked. 245:255,31[A ]| "Before I say yes I must know what such things 245:255,32[A ]| are." 245:256,01[' ]| Pansy presently told her that$3$ 245:256,01@k | the only thing she 245:256,02@k | wanted in$4$ life was to$9$ marry Mr%*Rosier. He had 245:256,03@k | asked her and she had told him she would do so$5#2$ if her 245:256,04@k | papa would allow it. Now her papa would not allow it. 245:256,05[A ]| "Very well then, it is impossible," 245:256,05[' ]| Isabel pronounced. 245:256,06[' ]| 245:256,07[K ]| "Yes, it is impossible," 245:256,07[' ]| said Pansy without a sigh 245:256,08[' ]| and with the same extreme attention in$4$ her clear 245:256,09[' ]| little face. 245:256,10[A ]| "You must think of something else then," 245:256,10[' ]| Isabel 245:256,11[' ]| went on$5$; but Pansy, sighing at this, told her 245:256,12[' ]| that$3$ 245:256,12@k | she had attempted that$6#2$ feat without the least 245:256,13@k | success. 245:256,14[K ]| "You think of those who$6#1$ think of you," 245:256,14[' ]| she said 245:256,15[' ]| with a faint smile. 245:256,15[K ]| "I know Mr%*Rosier thinks of 245:256,16[K ]| me." 245:256,17[A ]| "He ought not to$9$," 245:256,17[' ]| said Isabel loftily. 245:256,17[A ]| "Your 245:256,18[A ]| father has expressly requested he should not." 245:256,19[K ]| "He can not help it, because he knows I think of 245:256,20[K ]| \him\." 245:256,21[A ]| "You should not think of him. There is some excuse 245:256,22[A ]| for$4$ him, perhaps; but there is none for$4$ you." 245:256,23[K ]| "I wish you would try to$9$ find one," 245:256,23[' ]| the girl exclaimed 245:256,24[' ]| as if she were praying to$4$ the Madonna. 245:256,25[A ]| "I should be very sorry to$9$ attempt it," 245:256,25[' ]| said the 245:256,26[' ]| Madonna with unusual frigidity. 245:256,26[A ]| "If you knew some*one 245:256,27[A ]| else was thinking of you, would you think of 245:256,28[A ]| him?" 245:256,29[K ]| "No*one can think of me as Mr%*Rosier does; no*one 245:256,30[K ]| has the right." 245:256,31[A ]| "Ah, but I do not admit Mr%*Rosier is right!" 245:256,31[' ]| Isabel 245:256,32[' ]| hypocritically cried. 245:257,01[' ]| Pansy only gazed at her, evidently much puzzled; 245:257,02[' ]| and Isabel, taking advantage of it, began to$9$ represent 245:257,03[' ]| to$4$ her the wretched consequences of disobeying her 245:257,04[' ]| father. At this Pansy stopped her with the assurance 245:257,05[' ]| that$3$ 245:257,05@k | she would never disobey him, would never marry 245:257,06@k | without his consent. 245:257,06[' ]| And she announced, in$4$ the 245:257,07[' ]| serenest, simplest tone, that$3$, 245:257,07@k | though she might never 245:257,08@k | marry Mr%*Rosier, she would never cease to$9$ think of 245:257,09@k | him. 245:257,09[' ]| She appeared to$9$ have accepted the idea of 245:257,10[' ]| eternal singleness; but Isabel of course was free to$9$ 245:257,11[' ]| reflect that$3$ 245:257,11@a | she had no$2$ conception of its meaning. 245:257,12@a | She was perfectly sincere; she was prepared to$9$ give 245:257,13@a | up$5$ her lover. This might seem an important step 245:257,14@a | toward taking another, but for$4$ Pansy, evidently, it 245:257,15@a | failed to$9$ lead in$4$ that$6#2$ direction. 245:257,15[' ]| She felt no$2$ bitterness 245:257,16[' ]| toward her father; there was no$2$ bitterness in$4$ her 245:257,17[' ]| heart; there was only the sweetness of fidelity to$4$ 245:257,18[' ]| Edward*Rosier, and a strange, exquisite intimation 245:257,19[' ]| that$3$ she could prove it better by$4$ remaining single than 245:257,20[' ]| even by$4$ marrying him. 245:257,21[A ]| "Your father would like$1$ you to$9$ make a better 245:257,22[A ]| marriage," 245:257,22[' ]| said Isabel. 245:257,22[A ]| "Mr%*Rosier's fortune is not 245:257,23[A ]| at all large." 245:257,24[K ]| "How do you mean better ~~ if that$6#2$ would be good 245:257,25[K ]| enough? And I have myself so$5#1$ little money; why 245:257,26[K ]| should I look for$4$ a fortune?" 245:257,27[A ]| "Your having so$5#1$ little is a reason for$4$ looking for$4$ 245:257,28[A ]| more." 245:257,28[' ]| With which$6#1$ Isabel was grateful for$4$ the dimness 245:257,29[' ]| of the room; she felt as if her face were hideously 245:257,30[' ]| insincere. 245:257,30@a | It was what she was doing for$4$ Osmond; 245:257,31@a | it was what one had to$9$ do for$4$ Osmond! 245:257,31[' ]| Pansy's 245:257,32[' ]| solemn eyes, fixed on$4$ her own, almost embarrassed 245:258,01[' ]| her; she was ashamed to$9$ think she had made so$5#1$ light 245:258,02[' ]| of the girl's preference. 245:258,03[K ]| "What should you like$1$ me to$9$ do?" 245:258,03[' ]| her companion 245:258,04[' ]| softly demanded. 245:258,05[' ]| The question was a terrible one, and Isabel took 245:258,06[' ]| refuge in$4$ timorous vagueness. 245:258,06[A ]| "To$9$ remember all the 245:258,07[A ]| pleasure it is in$4$ your power to$9$ give your father." 245:258,08[K ]| "To$9$ marry some*one else, you mean ~~ if he should 245:258,09[K ]| ask me?" 245:258,10[' ]| For$4$ a moment Isabel's answer caused itself to$9$ be 245:258,11[' ]| waited for$5$; then she heard herself utter it in$4$ the 245:258,12[' ]| stillness that$6#1$ Pansy's attention seemed to$9$ make. 245:258,13[A ]| "Yes ~~ to$9$ marry someone else." 245:258,14[' ]| The child's eyes grew more penetrating; Isabel 245:258,15[' ]| believed she was doubting her sincerity, and the 245:258,16[' ]| impression took force from her slowly getting up$5$ 245:258,17[' ]| from her cushion. She stood there a moment with 245:258,18[' ]| her small hands unclasped and then quavered out: 245:258,19[K ]| "Well, I hope no*one will$1$ ask me!" 245:258,20[A ]| "There has been a question of that$6#2$. Some*one else 245:258,21[A ]| would have been ready to$9$ ask you." 245:258,22[K ]| "I do not think he can have been ready," 245:258,22[' ]| said 245:258,23[' ]| Pansy. 245:258,24[A ]| "It would appear so$5#2$ ~~ if he had been sure he would 245:258,25[A ]| succeed." 245:258,26[K ]| "If he had been sure? Then he was not ready!" 245:258,27[' ]| Isabel thought this rather sharp; she also got up$5$ 245:258,28[' ]| and stood a moment looking into the fire. 245:258,28[A ]| "Lord*Warburton 245:258,29[A ]| has shown you great attention," 245:258,29[' ]| she 245:258,30[' ]| resumed; 245:258,30[A ]| "of course you know it is of him I speak." 245:258,31[' ]| She found herself, against her expectation, almost 245:258,32[' ]| placed in$4$ the position of justifying herself; which$6#1$ 245:259,01[' ]| led her to$9$ introduce this nobleman more crudely than 245:259,02[' ]| she had intended. 245:259,03[K ]| "He has been very kind to$4$ me, and I like$1$ him very 245:259,04[K ]| much. But if you mean that$3$ he will$1$ propose for$4$ me 245:259,05[K ]| I think you are mistaken." 245:259,06[A ]| "Perhaps I am. But your father would like$1$ it 245:259,07[A ]| extremely." 245:259,08[' ]| Pansy shook her head with a little wise smile. 245:259,09[K ]| "Lord*Warburton will$1$ not propose simply to$9$ please 245:259,10[K ]| papa." 245:259,11[A ]| "Your father would like$1$ you to$9$ encourage him," 245:259,12[' ]| Isabel went on$5$ mechanically. 245:259,13[K ]| "How can I encourage him?" 245:259,14[A ]| "I do not know. Your father must tell you that$6#2$." 245:259,15[' ]| Pansy said nothing for$4$ a moment; she only continued 245:259,16[' ]| to$9$ smile as if she were in$4$ possession of a bright 245:259,17[' ]| assurance. 245:259,17[K ]| "There is no$2$ danger ~~ no$2$ danger!" 245:259,17[' ]| she 245:259,18[' ]| declared at last. 245:259,19[' ]| There was a conviction in$4$ the way she said this, 245:259,20[' ]| and a felicity in$4$ her believing it, which$6#1$ conduced to$4$ 245:259,21[' ]| Isabel's awkwardness. She felt accused of dishonesty, 245:259,22[' ]| and the idea was disgusting. To$9$ repair her self-respect 245:259,23[' ]| she was on$4$ the point of saying that$3$ Lord*Warburton 245:259,24[' ]| had let her know that$3$ there \was\ a danger. 245:259,25[' ]| But she did not; she only said ~~ in$4$ her embarrassment 245:259,26[' ]| rather wide of the mark ~~ that$3$ 245:259,26@a | he surely had 245:259,27@a | been most kind, most friendly. 245:259,28[K ]| "Yes, he has been very kind," 245:259,28[' ]| Pansy answered. 245:259,29[K ]| "That$6#2$ is what I like$1$ him for$4$." 245:259,30[A ]| "Why then is the difficulty so$5#1$ great?" 245:259,31[K ]| "I have always felt sure of his knowing that$3$ I do not 245:259,32[K ]| want ~~ what did you say I should do? ~~ to$9$ encourage 245:260,01[K ]| him. He knows I do not want to$9$ marry, and he wants 245:260,02[K ]| me to$9$ know that$3$ he therefore will$1$ not trouble me. 245:260,03[K ]| That$6#2$ is the meaning of his kindness. It is as if he 245:260,04[K ]| said to$4$ me: ""I like$1$ you very much, but if it does not 245:260,05[K ]| please you I will$1$ never say it again."" I think that$6#2$ is 245:260,06[K ]| very kind, very noble," 245:260,06[' ]| Pansy went on$5$ with deepening 245:260,07[' ]| positiveness. 245:260,07[K ]| "That$6#2$ is all we have said to$4$ each 245:260,08[K ]| other. And he does not care for$4$ me either. Ah no$7$, 245:260,09[K ]| there is no$2$ danger." 245:260,10[' ]| Isabel was touched with wonder at the depths of 245:260,11[' ]| perception of which$6#1$ this submissive little person was 245:260,12[' ]| capable; she felt afraid of Pansy's wisdom ~~ began 245:260,13[' ]| almost to$9$ retreat before it. 245:260,13[A ]| "You must tell your 245:260,14[A ]| father that$6#2$," 245:260,14[' ]| she remarked reservedly. 245:260,15[K ]| "I think I would rather not," 245:260,15[' ]| Pansy unreservedly answered. 245:260,16[' ]| 245:260,17[A ]| "You ought not to$9$ let him have false hopes." 245:260,18[K ]| "Perhaps not; but it will$1$ be good for$4$ me that$3$ he 245:260,19[K ]| should. So$5#1$ long as he believes that$3$ Lord*Warburton 245:260,20[K ]| intends anything of the kind you say, papa will$1$ not 245:260,21[K ]| propose any*one else. And that$6#2$ will$1$ be an advantage 245:260,22[K ]| for$4$ me," 245:260,22[' ]| said the child very lucidly. 245:260,23[' ]| There was something brilliant in$4$ her lucidity, and 245:260,24[' ]| it made her companion draw a long breath. It relieved 245:260,25[' ]| this friend of a heavy responsibility. Pansy 245:260,26[' ]| had a sufficient illumination of her own, and Isabel 245:260,27[' ]| felt that$3$ she herself just now had no$2$ light to$9$ spare 245:260,28[' ]| from her small stock. Nevertheless it still clung to$4$ 245:260,29[' ]| her that$3$ 245:260,29@a | she must be loyal to$4$ Osmond, that$3$ she was 245:260,30@a | on$4$ her honour in$4$ dealing with his daughter. 245:260,30[' ]| Under 245:260,31[' ]| the influence of this sentiment she threw out another 245:260,32[' ]| suggestion before she retired ~~ a suggestion with 245:261,01[' ]| which$6#1$ it seemed to$4$ her that$3$ she should have done 245:261,02[' ]| her utmost. 245:261,02[A ]| "Your father takes for$4$ granted at least 245:261,03[A ]| that$3$ you would like$1$ to$9$ marry a nobleman." 245:261,04[' ]| Pansy stood in$4$ the open doorway; she had drawn 245:261,05[' ]| back the curtain for$4$ Isabel to$9$ pass. 245:261,05[K ]| "I think Mr%*Rosier 245:261,06[K ]| looks like$4$ one!" 245:261,06[' ]| she remarked very gravely. 246:262,01[' ]| Lord*Warburton was not seen in$4$ Mrs%*Osmond's 246:262,02[' ]| drawing-room for$4$ several days, and Isabel could not 246:262,03[' ]| fail to$9$ observe that$3$ 246:262,03@a | her husband said nothing to$4$ her 246:262,04@a | about having received a letter from him. 246:262,04[' ]| She could not 246:262,05[' ]| fail to$9$ observe, either, that$3$ 246:262,05@a | Osmond was in$4$ a state of 246:262,06@a | expectancy and that$3$, though it was not agreeable to$4$ 246:262,07@a | him to$9$ betray it, he thought their distinguished friend 246:262,08@a | kept him waiting quite too long. 246:262,08[' ]| At the end of four 246:262,09[' ]| days he alluded to$4$ his absence. 246:262,10[C ]| "What has become of Warburton? What does 246:262,11[C ]| he mean by$4$ treating one like$4$ a tradesman with a 246:262,12[C ]| bill?" 246:262,13[A ]| "I know nothing about him," 246:262,13[' ]| Isabel said. 246:262,13[A ]| "I saw 246:262,14[A ]| him last Friday at the German ball. He told me then 246:262,15[A ]| that$3$ he meant to$9$ write to$4$ you." 246:262,16[C ]| "He has never written to$4$ me." 246:262,17[A ]| "So$5#2$ I supposed, from your not having told me." 246:262,18[C ]| "He is an odd fish," 246:262,18[' ]| said Osmond comprehensively. 246:262,19[' ]| And on$4$ Isabel's making no$2$ rejoinder he went on$5$ to$9$ 246:262,20[' ]| enquire whether it took his lordship five days to$9$ 246:262,21[' ]| indite a letter. 246:262,21[C ]| "Does he form his words with such 246:262,22[C ]| difficulty?" 246:262,23[A ]| "I do not know," 246:262,23[' ]| Isabel was reduced to$4$ replying. 246:262,24[A ]| "I have never had a letter from him." 246:262,25[C ]| "Never had a letter? I had an idea that$3$ you were 246:262,26[C ]| at one time in$4$ intimate correspondence." 246:262,27[' ]| She answered that$3$ 246:262,27@a | this had not been the case, 246:262,27[' ]| and 246:263,01[' ]| let the conversation drop. On$4$ the morrow, however, 246:263,02[' ]| coming into the drawing-room late in$4$ the afternoon, 246:263,03[' ]| her husband took it up$5$ again. 246:263,04[C ]| "When Lord*Warburton told you of his intention 246:263,05[C ]| of writing what did you say to$4$ him?" 246:263,05[' ]| he asked. 246:263,06[' ]| She just faltered. 246:263,06[A ]| "I think I told him not to$9$ forget 246:263,07[A ]| it." 246:263,08[C ]| "Did you believe there was a danger of that$6#2$?" 246:263,09[A ]| "As you say, he is an odd fish." 246:263,10[C ]| "Apparently he has forgotten it," 246:263,10[' ]| said Osmond. 246:263,11[C ]| "Be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ remind him." 246:263,12[A ]| "Should you like$1$ me to$9$ write to$4$ him?" 246:263,12[' ]| she demanded. 246:263,13[' ]| 246:263,14[C ]| "I have no$2$ objection whatever." 246:263,15[A ]| "You expect too much of me." 246:263,16[C ]| "Ah yes, I expect a great deal of you." 246:263,17[A ]| "I am afraid I shall disappoint you," 246:263,17[' ]| said Isabel. 246:263,18[C ]| "My expectations have survived a good deal of 246:263,19[C ]| disappointment." 246:263,20[A ]| "Of course I know that$6#2$. Think how I must have 246:263,21[A ]| disappointed myself! If you really wish hands laid 246:263,22[A ]| on$4$ Lord*Warburton you must lay them yourself." 246:263,23[' ]| For$4$ a couple of minutes Osmond answered nothing; 246:263,24[' ]| then he said: 246:263,24[C ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ not be easy, with you working 246:263,25[C ]| against me." 246:263,26[' ]| Isabel started; she felt herself beginning to$9$ tremble. 246:263,27[' ]| He had a way of looking at her through half-closed 246:263,28[' ]| eyelids, as if he were thinking of her but 246:263,29[' ]| scarcely saw her, which$6#1$ seemed to$4$ her to$9$ have a wonderfully 246:263,30[' ]| cruel intention. 246:263,30@a | It appeared to$9$ recognise her 246:263,31@a | as a disagreeable necessity of thought, but to$9$ ignore 246:263,32@a | her for$4$ the time as a presence. That$6#2$ effect had never 246:264,01@a | been so$5#1$ marked as now. 246:264,01[A ]| "I think you accuse me of 246:264,02[A ]| something very base," 246:264,02[' ]| she returned. 246:264,03[C ]| "I accuse you of not being trustworthy. If he 246:264,04[C ]| does not after all come forward it will$1$ be because 246:264,05[C ]| you have kept him off. I do not know that$3$ it is base: it 246:264,06[C ]| is the kind of thing a woman always thinks she may 246:264,07[C ]| do. I have no$2$ doubt you have the finest ideas about it." 246:264,08[A ]| "I told you I would do what I could," 246:264,08[' ]| she went 246:264,09[' ]| on$5$. 246:264,10[C ]| "Yes, that$6#2$ gained you time." 246:264,11[' ]| It came over her, after he had said this, that$3$ 246:264,11@a | she 246:264,12@a | had once thought him beautiful. 246:264,12[A ]| "How much you 246:264,13[A ]| must want to$9$ make sure of him!" 246:264,13[' ]| she exclaimed in$4$ 246:264,14[' ]| a moment. 246:264,15[' ]| She had no$2$ sooner spoken than she perceived the 246:264,16[' ]| full reach of her words, of which$6#1$ she had not been 246:264,17[' ]| conscious in$4$ uttering them. 246:264,17@a | They made a comparison 246:264,18@a | between Osmond and herself, recalled the fact that$3$ 246:264,19@a | she had once held this coveted treasure in$4$ her hand 246:264,20@a | and felt herself rich enough to$9$ let it fall. 246:264,20[' ]| A momentary 246:264,21[' ]| exultation took possession of her ~~ a horrible delight 246:264,22[' ]| in$4$ having wounded him; for$3$ his face instantly told 246:264,23[' ]| her that$3$ none of the force of her exclamation was lost. 246:264,24[' ]| He expressed nothing otherwise, however; he only 246:264,25[' ]| said quickly: 246:264,25[C ]| "Yes, I want it immensely." 246:264,26[' ]| At this moment a servant came in$5$ to$9$ usher a visitor, 246:264,27[' ]| and he was followed the next by$4$ Lord*Warburton, 246:264,28[' ]| who$6#1$ received a visible check on$4$ seeing Osmond. He 246:264,29[' ]| looked rapidly from the master of the house to$4$ the 246:264,30[' ]| mistress; a movement that$6#1$ seemed to$9$ denote a reluctance 246:264,31[' ]| to$9$ interrupt or even a perception of ominous 246:264,32[' ]| conditions. Then he advanced, with his English 246:265,01[' ]| address, in$4$ which$6#1$ a vague shyness seemed to$9$ offer 246:265,02[' ]| itself as an element of good-breeding; in$4$ which$6#1$ the 246:265,03[' ]| only defect was a difficulty in$4$ achieving transitions. 246:265,04[' ]| Osmond was embarrassed; he found nothing to$9$ say; 246:265,05[' ]| but Isabel remarked, promptly enough, that$3$ 246:265,05@a | they 246:265,06@a | had been in$4$ the act of talking about their visitor. 246:265,07[' ]| Upon$4$ this her husband added that$3$ 246:265,07@c | they had not 246:265,08@c | known what was become of him ~~ they had been 246:265,09@c | afraid he had gone away. 246:265,09[D ]| "No$7$," 246:265,09[' ]| he explained, 246:265,10[' ]| smiling and looking at Osmond; 246:265,10[D ]| "I am only on$4$ the 246:265,11[D ]| point of going." 246:265,11[' ]| And then he mentioned that$3$ he 246:265,12[' ]| found himself suddenly recalled to$4$ England: he 246:265,13[' ]| should start on$4$ the morrow or the day after. 246:265,13[D ]| "I am 246:265,14[D ]| awfully sorry to$9$ leave poor Touchett!" 246:265,14[' ]| he ended by$4$ 246:265,15[' ]| exclaiming. 246:265,16[' ]| For$4$ a moment neither of his companions spoke; 246:265,17[' ]| Osmond only leaned back in$4$ his chair, listening. Isabel 246:265,18[' ]| did not look at him; she could only fancy how 246:265,19[' ]| he looked. Her eyes were on$4$ their visitor's face, where 246:265,20[' ]| they were the more free to$9$ rest that$3$ those of his lordship 246:265,21[' ]| carefully avoided them. Yet Isabel was sure that$3$ 246:265,22@a | had she met his glance she would have found it expressive. 246:265,23[C ]| "You had better take poor Touchett with 246:265,24[C ]| you," 246:265,24[' ]| she heard her husband say, lightly enough, in$4$ 246:265,25[' ]| a moment. 246:265,26[D ]| "He had better wait for$4$ warmer weather," 246:265,26[' ]| Lord*Warburton 246:265,27[' ]| answered. 246:265,27[D ]| "I should not advise him to$9$ 246:265,28[D ]| travel just now." 246:265,29[' ]| He sat there a quarter of an hour, talking as if he 246:265,30[' ]| might not soon see them again ~~ unless indeed they 246:265,31[' ]| should come to$4$ England, a course he strongly recommended. 246:265,32@d | Why should not they come to$4$ England in$4$ 246:266,01@d | the autumn? ~~ that$6#2$ struck him as a very happy 246:266,02@d | thought. It would give him such pleasure to$9$ do what 246:266,03@d | he could for$4$ them ~~ to$9$ have them come and spend 246:266,04@d | a month with him. Osmond, by$4$ his own admission, 246:266,05@d | had been to$4$ England but once; which$6#1$ was an absurd 246:266,06@d | state of things for$4$ a man of his leisure and intelligence. 246:266,07@d | It was just the country for$4$ him ~~ he would be sure to$9$ 246:266,08@d | get on$5$ well there. 246:266,08[' ]| Then Lord*Warburton asked Isabel 246:266,09@d | if she remembered what a good time she had had there 246:266,10@d | and if she did not want to$9$ try it again. Did not she 246:266,11@d | want to$9$ see Gardencourt once more? Gardencourt 246:266,12@d | was really very good. Touchett did not take proper 246:266,13@d | care of it, but it was the sort of place you could hardly 246:266,14@d | spoil by$4$ letting it alone. Why did not they come and 246:266,15@d | pay Touchett a visit? He surely must have asked 246:266,16@d | them. Had not asked them? What an ill-mannered 246:266,17@d | wretch! ~~ 246:266,17[' ]| and Lord*Warburton promised to$9$ 246:266,17@d | give the 246:266,18@d | master of Gardencourt a piece of his mind. Of course 246:266,19@d | it was a mere accident; he would be delighted to$9$ have 246:266,20@d | them. Spending a month with Touchett and a month 246:266,21@d | with himself, and seeing all the rest of the people they 246:266,22@d | must know there, they really would not find it half bad. 246:266,23[' ]| Lord*Warburton added that$3$ 246:266,23@d | it would amuse Miss*Osmond 246:266,24@d | as well, who$6#1$ had told him that$3$ she had never 246:266,25@d | been to$4$ England and whom he had assured it was 246:266,26@d | a country she deserved to$9$ see. Of course she did not 246:266,27@d | need to$9$ go to$4$ England to$9$ be admired ~~ that$6#2$ was her 246:266,28@d | fate everywhere; but she would be an immense success 246:266,29@d | there, she certainly would, if that$6#2$ was any inducement. 246:266,30[' ]| He asked 246:266,30@d | if she were not at home: could not 246:266,31@d | he say good-bye? Not that$3$ he liked good-byes ~~ he 246:266,32@d | always funked them. When he left England the other 246:267,01@d | day he had not said good-bye to$4$ a two-legged creature. 246:267,02@d | He had had half a mind to$9$ leave Rome without 246:267,03@d | troubling Mrs%*Osmond for$4$ a final interview. What 246:267,04@d | could be more dreary than final interviews? One 246:267,05@d | never said the things one wanted ~~ one remembered 246:267,06@d | them all an hour afterwards. On$4$ the other hand one 246:267,07@d | usually said a lot of things one should not, simply from 246:267,08@d | a sense that$3$ one had to$9$ say something. Such a sense 246:267,09@d | was upsetting; it muddled one's wits. He had it at 246:267,10@d | present, and that$6#2$ was the effect it produced on$4$ him. 246:267,11@d | If Mrs%*Osmond did not think he spoke as he ought 246:267,12@d | she must set it down to$4$ agitation; it was no$2$ light thing 246:267,13@d | to$9$ part with Mrs%*Osmond. He was really very sorry 246:267,14@d | to$9$ be going. He had thought of writing to$4$ her instead 246:267,15@d | of calling ~~ but he would write to$4$ her at any rate, to$9$ 246:267,16@d | tell her a lot of things that$6#1$ would be sure to$9$ occur 246:267,17@d | to$4$ him as soon as he had left the house. They must 246:267,18@d | think seriously about coming to$4$ Lockleigh. 246:267,19[' ]| If there was anything awkward in$4$ the conditions 246:267,20[' ]| of his visit or in$4$ the announcement of his departure 246:267,21[' ]| it failed to$9$ come to$4$ the surface. Lord*Warburton 246:267,22[' ]| talked about his agitation; but he showed it in$4$ no$2$ 246:267,23[' ]| other manner, and Isabel saw that$3$ since he had determined 246:267,24[' ]| on$4$ a retreat he was capable of executing it gallantly. 246:267,25[' ]| She was very glad for$4$ him; she liked him 246:267,26[' ]| quite well enough to$9$ wish him to$9$ appear to$9$ carry a 246:267,27[' ]| thing off. He would do that$6#2$ on$4$ any occasion ~~ not 246:267,28[' ]| from impudence but simply from the habit of success; 246:267,29[' ]| and Isabel felt it out of her husband's power to$9$ frustrate 246:267,30[' ]| this faculty. A complex operation, as she sat 246:267,31[' ]| there, went on$5$ in$4$ her mind. On$4$ one side she listened 246:267,32[' ]| to$4$ their visitor; said what was proper to$4$ him; read, 246:268,01[' ]| more or less, between the lines of what he said himself; 246:268,02[' ]| and wondered how he would have spoken if he 246:268,03[' ]| had found her alone. On$4$ the other she had a perfect 246:268,04[' ]| consciousness of Osmond's emotion. She felt almost 246:268,05[' ]| sorry for$4$ him; he was condemned to$4$ the sharp 246:268,06[' ]| pain of loss without the relief of cursing. He had 246:268,07[' ]| had a great hope, and now, as he saw it vanish into 246:268,08[' ]| smoke, he was obliged to$9$ sit and smile and twirl his 246:268,09[' ]| thumbs. Not that$3$ he troubled himself to$9$ smile very 246:268,10[' ]| brightly; he treated their friend on$4$ the whole to$4$ 246:268,11[' ]| as vacant a countenance as so$5#1$ clever a man could 246:268,12[' ]| very well wear. It was indeed a part of Osmond's 246:268,13[' ]| cleverness that$3$ he could look consummately uncompromised. 246:268,14[' ]| His present appearance, however, was 246:268,15[' ]| not a confession of disappointment; it was simply 246:268,16[' ]| a part of Osmond's habitual system, which$6#1$ was to$9$ be 246:268,17[' ]| inexpressive exactly in$4$ proportion as he was really intent. 246:268,18[' ]| He had been intent on$4$ this prize from the first; 246:268,19[' ]| but he had never allowed his eagerness to$9$ irradiate 246:268,20[' ]| his refined face. He had treated his possible son-in-law 246:268,21[' ]| as he treated every*one ~~ with an air of being 246:268,22[' ]| interested in$4$ him only for$4$ his own advantage, not for$4$ 246:268,23[' ]| any profit to$4$ a person already so$5#1$ generally, so$5#1$ perfectly 246:268,24[' ]| provided as Gilbert*Osmond. He would give 246:268,25[' ]| no$2$ sign now of an inward rage which$6#1$ was the result 246:268,26[' ]| of a vanished prospect of gain ~~ not the faintest nor 246:268,27[' ]| subtlest. Isabel could be sure of that$6#2$, if it was any 246:268,28[' ]| satisfaction to$4$ her. Strangely, very strangely, it was a 246:268,29[' ]| satisfaction; she wished Lord*Warburton to$9$ triumph 246:268,30[' ]| before her husband, and at the same time she wished 246:268,31[' ]| her husband to$9$ be very superior before Lord*Warburton. 246:268,32@a | Osmond, in$4$ his way, was admirable; he had, 246:269,01@a | like$4$ their visitor, the advantage of an acquired habit. 246:269,02@a | It was not that$6#2$ of succeeding, but it was something 246:269,03@a | almost as good ~~ that$6#2$ of not attempting. 246:269,03[' ]| As he leaned 246:269,04[' ]| back in$4$ his place, listening but vaguely to$4$ the other's 246:269,05[' ]| friendly offers and suppressed explanations ~~ as if 246:269,06[' ]| it were only proper to$9$ assume that$3$ they were addressed 246:269,07[' ]| essentially to$4$ his wife ~~ he had at least (since so$5#1$ little 246:269,08[' ]| else was left him) the comfort of thinking how well he 246:269,09[' ]| personally had kept out of it, and how the air of indifference, 246:269,10[' ]| which$6#1$ he was now able to$9$ wear, had the added 246:269,11[' ]| beauty of consistency. It was something to$9$ be able to$9$ 246:269,12[' ]| look as if the leave-taker's movements had no$2$ relation 246:269,13[' ]| to$4$ his own mind. The latter did well, certainly; but 246:269,14[' ]| Osmond's performance was in$4$ its very nature more 246:269,15[' ]| finished. Lord*Warburton's position was after all an 246:269,16[' ]| easy one; there was no$2$ reason in$4$ the world why he 246:269,17[' ]| should not leave Rome. He had had beneficent inclinations, 246:269,18[' ]| but they had stopped short of fruition; he 246:269,19[' ]| had never committed himself, and his honour was safe. 246:269,20[' ]| Osmond appeared to$9$ take but a moderate interest in$4$ 246:269,21[' ]| the proposal that$3$ they should go and stay with him 246:269,22[' ]| and in$4$ his allusion to$4$ the success Pansy might extract 246:269,23[' ]| from their visit. He murmured a recognition, but left 246:269,24[' ]| Isabel to$9$ say that$3$ 246:269,24@a | it was a matter requiring grave consideration. 246:269,25[' ]| Isabel, even while she made this remark, 246:269,26[' ]| could see the great vista which$6#1$ had suddenly opened 246:269,27[' ]| out in$4$ her husband's mind, with Pansy's little figure 246:269,28[' ]| marching up$4$ the middle of it. 246:269,29[' ]| Lord*Warburton had asked leave to$9$ bid good-bye 246:269,30[' ]| to$4$ Pansy, but neither Isabel nor Osmond had made 246:269,31[' ]| any motion to$9$ send for$4$ her. He had the air of giving 246:269,32[' ]| out that$3$ his visit must be short; he sat on$4$ a small chair, 246:270,01[' ]| as if it were only for$4$ a moment, keeping his hat in$4$ his 246:270,02[' ]| hand. But he stayed and stayed; Isabel wondered 246:270,03@a | what he was waiting for$4$. She believed it was not to$9$ 246:270,04@a | see Pansy; 246:270,04[' ]| she had an impression that$3$ 246:270,04@a | on$4$ the whole 246:270,05@a | he would rather not see Pansy. It was of course to$9$ see 246:270,06@a | herself alone ~~ he had something to$9$ say to$4$ her. 246:270,06[' ]| Isabel 246:270,07[' ]| had no$2$ great wish to$9$ hear it, for$3$ she was afraid it 246:270,08[' ]| would be an explanation, and she could perfectly dispense 246:270,09[' ]| with explanations. Osmond, however, presently 246:270,10[' ]| got up$5$, like$4$ a man of good taste to$4$ whom it had occurred 246:270,11[' ]| that$3$ so$5#1$ inveterate a visitor might wish to$9$ say 246:270,12[' ]| just the last word of all to$4$ the ladies. 246:270,12[C ]| "I have a letter to$9$ 246:270,13[C ]| write before dinner," 246:270,13[' ]| he said; 246:270,13[C ]| "you must excuse me. 246:270,14[C ]| I will$1$ see if my daughter is disengaged, and if she is she 246:270,15[C ]| shall know you are here. Of course when you come to$4$ 246:270,16[C ]| Rome you will$1$ always look us up$5$. Mrs%*Osmond will$1$ 246:270,17[C ]| talk to$4$ you about the English expedition: she decides 246:270,18[C ]| all those things." 246:270,19[' ]| The nod with which$6#1$, instead of a hand-shake, he 246:270,20[' ]| wound up$5$ this little speech was perhaps rather a 246:270,21[' ]| meagre form of salutation; but on$4$ the whole it was all 246:270,22[' ]| the occasion demanded. Isabel reflected that$3$ 246:270,22@a | after he 246:270,23@a | left the room Lord*Warburton would have no$2$ pretext 246:270,24@a | for$4$ saying, 246:270,24@d | "Your husband is very angry"; 246:270,24[' ]| which$6#1$ 246:270,25[' ]| would have been extremely disagreeable to$4$ her. Nevertheless, 246:270,26[' ]| if he had done so$5#2$, she would have said: 246:270,26@a | "Oh, 246:270,27@a | do not be anxious. He does not hate \you\: it is me that$6#1$ 246:270,28@a | he hates!" 246:270,29[' ]| It was only when they had been left alone together 246:270,30[' ]| that$3$ her friend showed a certain vague awkwardness 246:270,31[' ]| ~sitting down in$4$ another chair, handling two or three 246:270,32[' ]| of the objects that$6#1$ were near him. 246:270,32[D ]| "I hope he will$1$ make 246:271,01[D ]| Miss*Osmond come," 246:271,01[' ]| he presently remarked. 246:271,01[D ]| "I 246:271,02[D ]| want very much to$9$ see her." 246:271,03[A ]| "I am glad it is the last time," 246:271,03[' ]| said Isabel. 246:271,04[D ]| "So$5#2$ am I. She does not care for$4$ me." 246:271,05[A ]| "No$7$, she does not care for$4$ you." 246:271,06[D ]| "I do not wonder at it," 246:271,06[' ]| he returned. Then he added 246:271,07[' ]| with inconsequence: 246:271,07[D ]| "You will$1$ come to$4$ England, will$1$ not 246:271,08[D ]| you?" 246:271,09[A ]| "I think we had better not." 246:271,10[D ]| "Ah, you owe me a visit. Do not you remember that$3$ 246:271,11[D ]| you were to$9$ have come to$4$ Lockleigh once, and you 246:271,12[D ]| never did?" 246:271,13[A ]| "Everything is changed since then," 246:271,13[' ]| said Isabel. 246:271,14[D ]| "Not changed for$4$ the worse, surely ~~ as far as 246:271,15[D ]| we are concerned. To$9$ see you under my roof" 246:271,15[' ]| ~~ and 246:271,16[' ]| he hung fire but an instant ~~ 246:271,16[D ]| "would be a great satisfaction." 246:271,17[D ]| 246:271,18[' ]| She had feared an explanation; but that$6#2$ was the 246:271,19[' ]| only one that$6#1$ occurred. They talked a little of Ralph, 246:271,20[' ]| and in$4$ another moment Pansy came in$5$, already dressed 246:271,21[' ]| for$4$ dinner and with a little red spot in$4$ either cheek. 246:271,22[' ]| She shook hands with Lord*Warburton and stood 246:271,23[' ]| looking up$5$ into his face with a fixed smile ~~ a smile 246:271,24[' ]| that$6#1$ Isabel knew, though his lordship probably never 246:271,25[' ]| suspected it, to$9$ be near akin to$4$ a burst of tears. 246:271,26[D ]| "I am going away," 246:271,26[' ]| he said. 246:271,26[D ]| "I want to$9$ bid you 246:271,27[D ]| good-bye." 246:271,28[K ]| "Good-bye, Lord*Warburton." 246:271,28[' ]| Her voice perceptibly 246:271,29[' ]| trembled. 246:271,30[D ]| "And I want to$9$ tell you how much I wish you may 246:271,31[D ]| be very happy." 246:271,32[K ]| "Thank you, Lord*Warburton," 246:271,32[' ]| Pansy answered. 246:272,01[' ]| He lingered a moment and gave a glance at Isabel. 246:272,02[D ]| "You ought to$9$ be very happy ~~ you have got a guardian 246:272,03[D ]| angel." 246:272,04[K ]| "I am sure I shall be happy," 246:272,04[' ]| said Pansy in$4$ the 246:272,05[' ]| tone of a person whose certainties were always cheerful. 246:272,06[' ]| 246:272,07[D ]| "Such a conviction as that$6#2$ will$1$ take you a great 246:272,08[D ]| way. But if it should ever fail you, remember ~~ remember ~~ " 246:272,09[' ]| And her interlocutor stammered a little. 246:272,10[D ]| "Think of me sometimes, you know!" 246:272,10[' ]| he said with 246:272,11[' ]| a vague laugh. Then he shook hands with Isabel in$4$ 246:272,12[' ]| silence, and presently he was gone. 246:272,13[' ]| When he had left the room she expected an effusion 246:272,14[' ]| of tears from her stepdaughter; but Pansy in$4$ fact 246:272,15[' ]| treated her to$4$ something very different. 246:272,16[K ]| "I think you \are\ my guardian angel!" 246:272,16[' ]| she exclaimed 246:272,17[' ]| very sweetly. 246:272,18[' ]| Isabel shook her head. 246:272,18[A ]| "I am not an angel of any 246:272,19[A ]| kind. I am at the most your good friend." 246:272,20[K ]| "You are a very good friend then ~~ to$9$ have asked 246:272,21[K ]| papa to$9$ be gentle with me." 246:272,22[A ]| "I have asked your father nothing," 246:272,22[' ]| said Isabel, 246:272,23[' ]| wondering. 246:272,24[K ]| "He told me just now to$9$ come to$4$ the drawing-room, 246:272,25[K ]| and then he gave me a very kind kiss." 246:272,26[A ]| "Ah," 246:272,26[' ]| said Isabel, 246:272,26[A ]| "that$6#2$ was quite his own idea!" 246:272,27[' ]| She recognised the idea perfectly; it was very characteristic, 246:272,28[' ]| and she was to$9$ see a great deal more of it. 246:272,29[' ]| Even with Pansy he could not put himself the least in$4$ 246:272,30[' ]| the wrong. They were dining out that$6#2$ day, and after 246:272,31[' ]| their dinner they went to$4$ another entertainment; so$3$ 246:272,32[' ]| that$3$ it was not till late in$4$ the evening that$3$ Isabel saw 246:273,01[' ]| him alone. When Pansy kissed him before going to$4$ 246:273,02[' ]| bed he returned her embrace with even more than his 246:273,03[' ]| usual munificence, and Isabel wondered 246:273,03@a | if he meant 246:273,04@a | it as a hint that$3$ his daughter had been injured by$4$ the 246:273,05@a | machinations of her stepmother. It was a partial 246:273,06@a | expression, at any rate, of what he continued to$9$ expect 246:273,07@a | of his wife. 246:273,07[' ]| She was about to$9$ follow Pansy, but he 246:273,08[' ]| remarked that$3$ 246:273,08@c | he wished she would remain; he had 246:273,09@c | something to$9$ say to$4$ her. 246:273,09[' ]| Then he walked about the 246:273,10[' ]| drawing-room a little, while she stood waiting in$4$ her 246:273,11[' ]| cloak. 246:273,12[C ]| "I do not understand what you wish to$9$ do," 246:273,12[' ]| he said 246:273,13[' ]| in$4$ a moment. 246:273,13[C ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ know ~~ so$3$ that$3$ I 246:273,14[C ]| may know how to$9$ act." 246:273,15[A ]| "Just now I wish to$9$ go to$4$ bed. I am very tired." 246:273,16[C ]| "Sit down and rest; I shall not keep you long. 246:273,17[C ]| Not there ~~ take a comfortable place." 246:273,17[' ]| And he 246:273,18[' ]| arranged a multitude of cushions that$6#1$ were scattered 246:273,19[' ]| in$4$ pictureque disorder upon$4$ a vast divan. This was 246:273,20[' ]| not, however, where she seated herself; she dropped 246:273,21[' ]| into the nearest chair. The fire had gone out; the 246:273,22[' ]| lights in$4$ the great room were few. She drew her 246:273,23[' ]| cloak about her; she felt mortally cold. 246:273,23[C ]| "I think 246:273,24[C ]| you are trying to$9$ humiliate me," 246:273,24[' ]| Osmond went on$5$. 246:273,25[C ]| "It is a most absurd undertaking." 246:273,26[A ]| "I have not the least idea what you mean," 246:273,26[' ]| she 246:273,27[' ]| returned. 246:273,28[C ]| "You have played a very deep game; you have 246:273,29[C ]| managed it beautifully." 246:273,30[A ]| "What is it that$6#1$ I have managed?" 246:273,31[C ]| "You have not quite settled it, however; we shall 246:273,32[C ]| see him again." 246:273,32[' ]| And he stopped in$4$ front of her, with 246:274,01[' ]| his hands in$4$ his pockets, looking down at her thoughtfully, 246:274,02[' ]| in$4$ his usual way, which$6#1$ seemed meant to$9$ let 246:274,03[' ]| her know that$3$ she was not an object, but only a rather 246:274,04[' ]| disagreeable incident, of thought. 246:274,05[A ]| "If you mean that$3$ Lord*Warburton is under an 246:274,06[A ]| obligation to$9$ come back you are wrong," 246:274,06[' ]| Isabel said. 246:274,07[A ]| "He is under none whatever." 246:274,08[C ]| "That$6#2$ is just what I complain of. But when I say 246:274,09[C ]| he will$1$ come back I do not mean he will$1$ come from a sense 246:274,10[C ]| of duty." 246:274,11[A ]| "There is nothing else to$9$ make him. I think he has 246:274,12[A ]| quite exhausted Rome." 246:274,13[C ]| "Ah no$7$, that$6#2$ is a shallow judgement. Rome is inexhaustible." 246:274,14[' ]| And Osmond began to$9$ walk about 246:274,15[' ]| again. 246:274,15[C ]| "However, about that$6#2$ perhaps there is no$2$ 246:274,16[C ]| hurry," 246:274,16[' ]| he added. 246:274,16[C ]| "It is rather a good idea of his 246:274,17[C ]| that$3$ we should go to$4$ England. If it were not for$4$ the 246:274,18[C ]| fear of finding your cousin there I think I should try 246:274,19[C ]| to$9$ persuade you." 246:274,20[A ]| "It may be that$3$ you will$1$ not find my cousin," 246:274,20[' ]| said 246:274,21[' ]| Isabel. 246:274,22[C ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ be sure of it. However, I shall be 246:274,23[C ]| as sure as possible. At the same time I should like$1$ 246:274,24[C ]| to$9$ see his house, that$6#1$ you told me so$5#1$ much about at 246:274,25[C ]| one time: what do you call it ~~ Gardencourt. It 246:274,26[C ]| must be a charming thing. And then, you know, 246:274,27[C ]| I have a devotion to$4$ the memory of your uncle: you 246:274,28[C ]| made me take a great fancy to$4$ him. I should like$1$ 246:274,29[C ]| to$9$ see where he lived and died. That$6#2$ indeed is a 246:274,30[C ]| detail. Your friend was right. Pansy ought to$9$ see 246:274,31[C ]| England." 246:274,32[A ]| "I have no$2$ doubt she would enjoy it," 246:274,32[' ]| said Isabel. 246:275,01[C ]| "But that$6#2$ is a long time hence; next autumn is 246:275,02[C ]| far off," 246:275,02[' ]| Osmond continued; 246:275,02[C ]| "and meantime there 246:275,03[C ]| are things that$6#1$ more nearly interest us. Do you 246:275,04[C ]| think me so$5#1$ very proud?" 246:275,04[' ]| he suddenly asked. 246:275,05[A ]| "I think you very strange." 246:275,06[C ]| "You do not understand me." 246:275,07[A ]| "No$7$, not even when you insult me." 246:275,08[C ]| "I do not insult you; I am incapable of it. I merely 246:275,09[C ]| speak of certain facts, and if the allusion is an injury 246:275,10[C ]| to$4$ you the fault is not mine. It is surely a fact 246:275,11[C ]| that$3$ you have kept all this matter quite in$4$ your own 246:275,12[C ]| hands." 246:275,13[A ]| "Are you going back to$4$ Lord*Warburton?" 246:275,13[' ]| Isabel 246:275,14[' ]| asked. 246:275,14[A ]| "I am very tired of his name." 246:275,15[C ]| "You shall hear it again before we have done with 246:275,16[C ]| it." 246:275,17[' ]| She had spoken of his insulting her, but it suddenly 246:275,18[' ]| seemed to$4$ her that$3$ 246:275,18@a | this ceased to$9$ be a pain. He was 246:275,19@a | going down ~~ down; the vision of such a fall made 246:275,20@a | her almost giddy: that$6#2$ was the only pain. He was 246:275,21@a | too strange, too different; he did not touch her. 246:275,22[' ]| Still, the working of his morbid passion was extraordinary, 246:275,23[' ]| and she felt a rising curiosity to$9$ know in$4$ 246:275,24[' ]| what light he saw himself justified. 246:275,24[A ]| "I might say to$4$ 246:275,25[A ]| you that$3$ I judge you have nothing to$9$ say to$4$ me that$6#1$ is 246:275,26[A ]| worth hearing," 246:275,26[' ]| she returned in$4$ a moment. 246:275,26[A ]| "But 246:275,27[A ]| I should perhaps be wrong. There is a thing that$3$ 246:275,28[A ]| would be worth my hearing ~~ to$9$ know in$4$ the plainest 246:275,29[A ]| words of what it is you accuse me." 246:275,30[C ]| "Of having prevented Pansy's marriage to$4$ Warburton. 246:275,31[C ]| Are those words plain enough?" 246:275,32[A ]| "On$4$ the contrary, I took a great interest in$4$ it. I 246:276,01[A ]| told you so$5#2$; and when you told me that$3$ you counted 246:276,02[A ]| on$4$ me ~~ that$6#2$ I think was what you said ~~ I accepted 246:276,03[A ]| the obligation. I was a fool to$9$ do so$5#2$, but I did it." 246:276,04[C ]| "You pretended to$9$ do it, and you even pretended 246:276,05[C ]| reluctance to$9$ make me more willing to$9$ trust you. 246:276,06[C ]| Then you began to$9$ use your ingenuity to$9$ get him out 246:276,07[C ]| of the way." 246:276,08[A ]| "I think I see what you mean," 246:276,08[' ]| said Isabel. 246:276,09[C ]| "Where is the letter you told me he had written 246:276,10[C ]| me?" 246:276,10[' ]| her husband demanded. 246:276,11[A ]| "I have not the least idea; I have not asked him." 246:276,12[C ]| "You stopped it on$4$ the way," 246:276,12[' ]| said Osmond. 246:276,13[' ]| Isabel slowly got up$5$; standing there in$4$ her white 246:276,14[' ]| cloak, which$6#1$ covered her to$4$ her feet, she might have 246:276,15[' ]| represented the angel of disdain, first cousin to$4$ that$6#2$ 246:276,16[' ]| of pity. 246:276,16[A ]| "Oh, Gilbert, for$4$ a man who$6#1$ was so$5#1$ fine ~!" 246:276,17[' ]| she exclaimed in$4$ a long murmur. 246:276,18[C ]| "I was never so$5#1$ fine as you. You have done everything 246:276,19[C ]| you wanted. You have got him out of the way 246:276,20[C ]| without appearing to$9$ do so$5#2$, and you have placed me 246:276,21[C ]| in$4$ the position in$4$ which$6#1$ you wished to$9$ see me ~~ that$6#2$ 246:276,22[C ]| of a man who$6#1$ has tried to$9$ marry his daughter to$4$ a 246:276,23[C ]| lord, but has grotesquely failed." 246:276,24[A ]| "Pansy doe not care for$4$ him. She is very glad 246:276,25[A ]| he is gone," 246:276,25[' ]| Isabel said. 246:276,26[C ]| "That$6#2$ has nothing to$9$ do with the matter." 246:276,27[A ]| "And he does not care for$4$ Pansy." 246:276,28[C ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ not do; you told me he did. I do not know 246:276,29[C ]| why you wanted this particular satisfaction," 246:276,29[' ]| Osmond 246:276,30[' ]| continued; 246:276,30[C ]| "you might have taken some other. It 246:276,31[C ]| does not seem to$4$ me that$3$ I have been presumptuous ~~ 246:276,32[C ]| that$3$ I have taken too much for$4$ granted. I have been 246:277,01[C ]| very modest about it, very quiet. The idea did not 246:277,02[C ]| originate with me. He began to$9$ show that$3$ he liked 246:277,03[C ]| her before I ever thought of it. I left it all to$4$ you." 246:277,04[A ]| "Yes, you were very glad to$9$ leave it to$4$ me. After 246:277,05[A ]| this you must attend to$4$ such things yourself." 246:277,06[' ]| He looked at her a moment; then he turned away. 246:277,07[C ]| "I thought you were very fond of my daughter." 246:277,08[A ]| "I have never been more so$5#2$ than to-day." 246:277,09[C ]| "Your affection is attended with immense limitations. 246:277,10[C ]| However, that$6#2$ perhaps is natural." 246:277,11[A ]| "Is this all you wished to$9$ say to$4$ me?" 246:277,11[' ]| Isabel 246:277,12[' ]| asked, taking a candle that$6#1$ stood on$4$ one of the tables. 246:277,13[C ]| "Are you satisfied? Am I sufficiently disappointed?" 246:277,14[C ]| 246:277,15[A ]| "I do not think that$3$ on$4$ the whole you are disappointed. 246:277,16[A ]| You have had another opportunity to$9$ try to$9$ 246:277,17[A ]| stupefy me." 246:277,18[C ]| "It is not that$6#2$. It is proved that$3$ Pansy can aim 246:277,19[C ]| high." 246:277,20[A ]| "Poor little Pansy!" 246:277,20[' ]| said Isabel as she turned 246:277,21[' ]| away with her candle. 247:278,01[' ]| It was from Henrietta*Stackpole that$3$ she learned 247:278,02[' ]| how Caspar*Goodwood had come to$4$ Rome; an 247:278,03[' ]| event that$6#1$ took place three days after Lord*Warburton's 247:278,04[' ]| departure. This latter fact had been preceded 247:278,05[' ]| by$4$ an incident of some importance to$4$ Isabel ~~ the 247:278,06[' ]| temporary absence, once again, of Madame*Merle, 247:278,07[' ]| who$6#1$ had gone to$4$ Naples to$9$ stay with a friend, the 247:278,08[' ]| happy possessor of a villa at Posilippo. Madame*Merle 247:278,09[' ]| had ceased to$9$ minister to$4$ Isabel's happiness, 247:278,10[' ]| who$6#1$ found herself wondering whether the most discreet 247:278,11[' ]| of women might not also by$4$ chance be the most 247:278,12[' ]| dangerous. Sometimes, at night, she had strange 247:278,13[' ]| visions; she seemed to$9$ see her husband and her 247:278,14[' ]| friend ~~ his friend ~~ in$4$ dim, indistinguishable combination. 247:278,15[' ]| It seemed to$4$ her that$3$ she had not done with 247:278,16[' ]| her; this lady had something in$4$ reservse. Isabel's 247:278,17[' ]| imagination applied itself actively to$4$ this elusive 247:278,18[' ]| point, but every now and then it was checked by$4$ a 247:278,19[' ]| nameless dread, so$3$ that$3$ when the charming woman 247:278,20[' ]| was away from Rome she had almost a consciousness 247:278,21[' ]| of respite. She had already learned from Miss*Stackpole 247:278,22[' ]| that$3$ Caspar*Goodwood was in$4$ Europe, Henrietta 247:278,23[' ]| having written to$9$ make it known to$4$ her immediately 247:278,24[' ]| after meeting him in$4$ Paris. He himself never 247:278,25[' ]| wrote to$4$ Isabel, and though he was in$4$ Europe she 247:278,26[' ]| thought 247:278,26@a | it very possible he might not desire to$9$ see 247:278,27@a | her. Their last interview, before her marriage, had 247:279,01@a | had quite the character of a complete rupture; if 247:279,02@a | she remembered rightly he had said he wished to$9$ 247:279,03@a | take his last look at her. Since then he had been 247:279,04@a | the most discordant survival of her earlier time ~~ the 247:279,05@a | only one in$4$ fact with which$6#1$ a permanent pain was 247:279,06@a | associated. He had left her that$6#2$ morning with a 247:279,07@a | sense of the most superfluous of shocks: it was like$4$ 247:279,08@a | a collision between vessels in$4$ broad daylight. There 247:279,09@a | had been no$2$ mist, no$2$ hidden current to$9$ excuse it, 247:279,10@a | and she herself had only wished to$9$ steer wide. He 247:279,11@a | had bumped against her prow, however, while her 247:279,12@a | hand was on$4$ the tiller, and ~~ to$9$ complete the metaphor 247:279,13@a | ~~ had given the lighter vessel a strain which$6#1$ 247:279,14@a | still occasionally betrayed itself in$4$ a faint creaking. 247:279,15@a | It had been horrid to$9$ see him, because he represented 247:279,16@a | the only serious harm that$6#1$ 247:279,16[' ]| (to$4$ her belief) 247:279,16@a | she 247:279,17@a | had ever done in$4$ the world: he was the only person 247:279,18@a | with an unsatisfied claim on$4$ her. She had made him 247:279,19@a | unhappy, she could not help it; and his unhappiness 247:279,20@a | was a grim reality. 247:279,20[' ]| She had cried with rage, after he 247:279,21[' ]| had left her, 247:279,21@a | at ~~ she hardly knew what: 247:279,21[' ]| she tried to$9$ 247:279,22[' ]| think 247:279,22@a | it had been at his want of consideration. He 247:279,23@a | had come to$4$ her with his unhappiness when her own 247:279,24@a | bliss was so$5#1$ perfect; he had done his best to$9$ darken 247:279,25@a | the brightness of those pure rays. He had not been 247:279,26@a | violent, and yet there had been a violence in$4$ the 247:279,27@a | impression. There had been a violence at any rate 247:279,28@a | in$4$ something somewhere; perhaps it was only in$4$ 247:279,29@a | her own fit of weeping and in$4$ that$6#2$ after-sense of the 247:279,30@a | same which$6#1$ had lasted three or four days. 247:279,31@a | The effect of his final appeal had in$4$ short faded 247:279,32@a | away, and all the first year of her marriage he had 247:280,01@a | dropped out of her books. He was a thankless subject 247:280,02@a | of reference; it was disagreeable to$9$ have to$9$ think of 247:280,03@a | a person who$6#1$ was sore and sombre about you and 247:280,04@a | whom you could yet do nothing to$9$ relieve. It would 247:280,05@a | have been different if she had been able to$9$ doubt, even 247:280,06@a | a little, of his unreconciled state, as she doubted of 247:280,07@a | Lord*Warburton's; unfortunately it was beyond question, 247:280,08@a | and this aggressive, uncompromising look of it 247:280,09@a | was just what made it unattractive. She could never 247:280,10@a | say to$4$ herself that$3$ here was a sufferer who$6#1$ had compensations, 247:280,11@a | as she was able to$9$ say in$4$ the case of her 247:280,12@a | English suitor. She had no$2$ faith in$4$ Mr%*Goodwood's 247:280,13@a | compensations and no$2$ esteem for$4$ them. A cotton-factory 247:280,14@a | was not a compensation for$4$ anything ~~ least 247:280,15@a | of all for$4$ having failed to$9$ marry Isabel*Archer. And 247:280,16@a | yet, beyond that$6#2$, she hardly knew what he had ~~ 247:280,17@a | save of course his intrinsic qualities. Oh, he was intrinsic 247:280,18@a | enough; she never thought of his even looking 247:280,19@a | for$4$ artificial aids. If he extended his business ~~ that$6#2$, 247:280,20@a | to$4$ the best of her belief, was the only form exertion 247:280,21@a | could take with him ~~ it would be because it was an 247:280,22@a | enterprising thing, or good for$4$ the business; not in$4$ 247:280,23@a | the least because he might hope it would overlay the 247:280,24@a | past. 247:280,24@a | This gave his figure a kind of bareness and 247:280,25@a | bleakness which$6#1$ made the accident of meeting it in$4$ 247:280,26@a | memory or in$4$ apprehension a peculiar concussion; it 247:280,27@a | was deficient in$4$ the social drapery commonly muffling, 247:280,28@a | in$4$ an overcivilized age, the sharpness of human contacts. 247:280,29@a | His perfect silence, moreover, the fact that$3$ she 247:280,30@a | never heard from him and very seldom heard any 247:280,31@a | mention of him, deepened this impression of his loneliness. 247:280,32[' ]| She asked Lily for$4$ news of him, from time to$4$ 247:281,01[' ]| time; but Lily knew nothing of Boston ~~ her imagination 247:281,02[' ]| was all bounded on$4$ the east by$4$ Madison Avenue. 247:281,03[' ]| As time went on$5$ Isabel had thought of him 247:281,04[' ]| oftener, and with fewer restrictions; she had had 247:281,05[' ]| more than once the idea of writing to$4$ him. She had 247:281,06[' ]| never told her husband about him ~~ never let Osmond 247:281,07[' ]| know of his visits to$4$ her in$4$ Florence; a reserve 247:281,08[' ]| not dictated in$4$ the early period by$4$ a want of confidence 247:281,09[' ]| in$4$ Osmond, but simply by$4$ the consideration 247:281,10[' ]| that$3$ the young man's disappointment was not her secret 247:281,11[' ]| but his own. 247:281,11@a | It would be wrong of her, 247:281,11[' ]| she had 247:281,12[' ]| believed, 247:281,12@a | to$9$ convey it to$4$ another, and Mr%*Goodwood's 247:281,13@a | affairs could have, after all, little interest for$4$ Gilbert. 247:281,14[' ]| When it had come to$4$ the point she had never written 247:281,15[' ]| to$4$ him; it seemed to$4$ her that$3$, 247:281,15@a | considering his grievance, 247:281,16@a | the least she could do was to$9$ let him alone. 247:281,16[' ]| Nevertheless 247:281,17[' ]| she would have been glad to$9$ be in$4$ some way 247:281,18[' ]| nearer to$4$ him. It was not that$3$ it ever occurred to$4$ her 247:281,19[' ]| that$3$ she might have married him; even after the consequences 247:281,20[' ]| of her actual union had grown vivid to$4$ her 247:281,21[' ]| that$6#2$ particular reflection, though she indulged in$4$ so$5#1$ 247:281,22[' ]| many, had not had the assurance to$9$ present itself. But 247:281,23[' ]| on$4$ finding herself in$4$ trouble he had become a member 247:281,24[' ]| of that$6#2$ circle of things with which$6#1$ she wished to$9$ set 247:281,25[' ]| herself right. I have mentioned how passionately she 247:281,26[' ]| needed to$9$ feel that$3$ her unhappiness should not have 247:281,27[' ]| come to$4$ her through her own fault. She had no$2$ near 247:281,28[' ]| prospect of dying, and yet she wished to$9$ make her 247:281,29[' ]| peace with the world ~~ to$9$ put her spiritual affairs in$4$ 247:281,30[' ]| order. It came back to$4$ her from time to$4$ time that$3$ there 247:281,31[' ]| was an account still to$9$ be settled with Caspar, and she 247:281,32[' ]| saw herself disposed or able to$9$ settle it to-day on$4$ terms 247:282,01[' ]| easier for$4$ him than ever before. Still, when she learned 247:282,02[' ]| he was coming to$4$ Rome she felt all afraid; 247:282,02@a | it would 247:282,03@a | be more disagreeable for$4$ him than for$4$ any*one else to$9$ 247:282,04@a | make out ~~ since he \would\ make it out, as over a falsified 247:282,05@a | balance-sheet or something of that$6#2$ sort ~~ the 247:282,06@a | intimate disarray of her affairs. 247:282,06[' ]| Deep in$4$ her breast 247:282,07[' ]| she believed that$3$ 247:282,07@a | he had invested his all in$4$ her happiness, 247:282,08@a | while the others had invested only a part. He 247:282,09@a | was one more person from whom she should have to$9$ 247:282,10@a | conceal her stress. 247:282,10[' ]| She was reassured, however, after 247:282,11[' ]| he arrived in$4$ Rome, for$3$ he spent several days without 247:282,12[' ]| coming to$9$ see her. 247:282,13[' ]| Henrietta*Stackpole, it may well be imagined, was 247:282,14[' ]| much more punctual, and Isabel was largely favoured 247:282,15[' ]| with the society of her friend. She threw herself into 247:282,16[' ]| it, for$3$ now that$3$ she had made such a point of keeping 247:282,17[' ]| her conscience clear, that$6#2$ was one way of proving she 247:282,18[' ]| had not been superficial ~~ the more so$5#2$ as the years, 247:282,19[' ]| in$4$ their flight, had rather enriched than blighted those 247:282,20[' ]| pecularities which$6#1$ had been humorously criticised 247:282,21[' ]| by$4$ persons less interested than Isabel, and which$6#1$ were 247:282,22[' ]| still marked enough to$9$ give loyalty a spice of heroism. 247:282,23[' ]| Henrietta was as keen and quick and fresh as ever, 247:282,24[' ]| and as neat and bright and fair. Her remarkably open 247:282,25[' ]| eyes, lighted like$4$ great glazed railway-stations, had 247:282,26[' ]| put up$5$ no$2$ shutters; her attire had lost none of its 247:282,27[' ]| crispness, her opinions none of their national reference. 247:282,28[' ]| She was by$4$ no$2$ means quite unchanged, however; 247:282,29[' ]| it struck Isabel she had grown vague. Of old 247:282,30[' ]| she had never been vague; though undertaking many 247:282,31[' ]| enquiries at once, she had managed to$9$ be entire and 247:282,32[' ]| pointed about each. She had a reason for$4$ everything 247:283,01[' ]| she did; she fairly bristled with motives. Formerly, 247:283,02[' ]| when she came to$4$ Europe it was because she wished 247:283,03[' ]| to$9$ see it, but now, having already seen it, she had no$2$ 247:283,04[' ]| such excuse. She did not for$4$ a moment pretend that$3$ 247:283,05[' ]| the desire to$9$ examine decaying civilisations had anything 247:283,06[' ]| to$9$ do with her present enterprise; her journey 247:283,07[' ]| was rather an expression of her independence of the 247:283,08[' ]| old world than of a sense of further obligations to$4$ it. 247:283,09[I ]| "It is nothing to$9$ come to$4$ Europe," 247:283,09[' ]| she said to$4$ Isabel; 247:283,10[I ]| "it does not seem to$4$ me one needs so$5#1$ many reasons 247:283,11[I ]| for$4$ that$6#2$. It is something to$9$ stay at home; this is 247:283,12[I ]| much more important." 247:283,12[' ]| It was not therefore with 247:283,13[' ]| a sense of doing anything very important that$3$ she 247:283,14[' ]| treated herself to$4$ another pilgrimage to$4$ Rome; she 247:283,15[' ]| had seen the place before and carefully inspected it; 247:283,16[' ]| her present act was simply a sign of familiarity, of her 247:283,17[' ]| knowing all about it, of her having as good a right as 247:283,18[' ]| any*one else to$9$ be there. This was all very well, and 247:283,19[' ]| Henrietta was restless; she had a perfect right to$9$ be 247:283,20[' ]| restless too, if one came to$4$ that$6#2$. But she had after all 247:283,21[' ]| a better reason for$4$ coming to$4$ Rome than that$3$ she cared 247:283,22[' ]| for$4$ it so$5#1$ little. Her friend easily recognised it, and with 247:283,23[' ]| it the worth of the other's fidelity. She had crossed the 247:283,24[' ]| stormy ocean in$4$ midwinter because she had guessed 247:283,25[' ]| that$3$ Isabel was sad. Henrietta guessed a great deal, 247:283,26[' ]| but she had never guessed so$5#1$ happily as that$6#2$. Isabel's 247:283,27[' ]| satisfactions just now were few, but even if they had 247:283,28[' ]| been more numerous there would still have been something 247:283,29[' ]| of individual joy in$4$ her sense of being justified 247:283,30[' ]| in$4$ having always thought highly of Henrietta. She had 247:283,31[' ]| made large concessions with regard to$4$ her, and had yet 247:283,32[' ]| insisted that$3$, with all abatements, she was very valuable. 247:284,01[' ]| It was not her own triumph, however, that$6#1$ she 247:284,02[' ]| found good; it was simply the relief of confessing to$4$ 247:284,03[' ]| this confidant, the first person to$4$ whom she had owned 247:284,04[' ]| it, that$3$ she was not in$4$ the least at her ease. Henrietta 247:284,05[' ]| had herself approached this point with the smallest 247:284,06[' ]| possible delay, and had accused her to$4$ her face of 247:284,07[' ]| being wretched. She was a woman, she was a sister; 247:284,08[' ]| she was not Ralph, nor Lord*Warburton, nor Caspar*Goodwood, 247:284,09[' ]| and Isabel could speak. 247:284,10[A ]| "Yes, I am wretched," 247:284,10[' ]| she said very mildly. She 247:284,11[' ]| hated to$9$ hear herself say it; she tried to$9$ say it as judicially 247:284,12[' ]| as possible. 247:284,13[I ]| "What does he do to$4$ you?" 247:284,13[' ]| Henrietta asked, 247:284,14[' ]| frowning as if she were enquiring into the operations 247:284,15[' ]| of a quack doctor. 247:284,16[A ]| "He does nothing. But he does not like$1$ me." 247:284,17[I ]| "He is very hard to$9$ please!" 247:284,17[' ]| cried Miss*Stackpole. 247:284,18[I ]| "Why do not you leave him?" 247:284,19[A ]| "I can not change that$6#2$ way," 247:284,19[' ]| Isabel said. 247:284,20[I ]| "Why not, I should like$1$ to$9$ know? You will$1$ not 247:284,21[I ]| confess that$3$ you have made a mistake. You are too 247:284,22[I ]| proud." 247:284,23[A ]| "I do not know whether I am too proud. But I can not 247:284,24[A ]| publish my mistake. I do not think that$6#2$ is decent. I would 247:284,25[A ]| much rather die." 247:284,26[I ]| "You will$1$ not think so$5#2$ always," 247:284,26[' ]| said Henrietta. 247:284,27[A ]| "I do not know what great unhappiness might bring 247:284,28[A ]| me to$4$; but it seems to$4$ me I shall always be ashamed. 247:284,29[A ]| One must accept one's deeds. I married him before 247:284,30[A ]| all the world; I was perfectly free; it was impossible 247:284,31[A ]| to$9$ do anything more deliberate. One can not change 247:284,32[A ]| that$6#2$ way," 247:284,32[' ]| Isabel repeated. 247:285,01[I ]| "You \have\ changed, in$4$ spite of the impossibility. 247:285,02[I ]| I hope you do not mean to$9$ say you like$1$ him." 247:285,03[' ]| Isabel debated. 247:285,03[A ]| "No$7$, I do not like$1$ him. I can tell 247:285,04[A ]| you, because I am weary of my secret. But that$6#2$ is 247:285,05[A ]| enough; I can not announce it on$4$ the housetops." 247:285,06[' ]| Henrietta gave a laugh. 247:285,06[I ]| "Do not you think you are 247:285,07[I ]| rather too considerate?" 247:285,08[A ]| "It is not of him that$3$ I am considerate ~~ it is of 247:285,09[A ]| myself!" 247:285,09[' ]| Isabel answered. 247:285,10[' ]| It was not surprising Gilbert*Osmond should not 247:285,11[' ]| have taken comfort in$4$ Miss*Stackpole; his instinct 247:285,12[' ]| had naturally set him in$4$ opposition to$4$ a young lady 247:285,13[' ]| capable of advising his wife to$9$ withdraw from the conjugal 247:285,14[' ]| roof. When she arrived in$4$ Rome he had said to$4$ 247:285,15[' ]| Isabel that$3$ 247:285,15@c | he hoped she would leave her friend the 247:285,16@c | interviewer alone; 247:285,16[' ]| and Isabel had answered that$3$ 247:285,16@a | he 247:285,17@a | at least had nothing to$9$ fear from her. 247:285,17[' ]| She said to$4$ Henrietta 247:285,18[' ]| that$3$ 247:285,18@a | as Osmond did not like$1$ her she could not 247:285,19@a | invite her to$9$ dine, but they could easily see each other 247:285,20@a | in$4$ other ways. 247:285,20[' ]| Isabel received Miss*Stackpole freely 247:285,21[' ]| in$4$ her own sitting-room, and took her repeatedly to$9$ 247:285,22[' ]| drive, face to$4$ face with Pansy, who$6#1$, bending a little 247:285,23[' ]| forward, on$4$ the opposite seat of the carriage, gazed 247:285,24[' ]| at the celebrated authoress with a respectful attention 247:285,25[' ]| which$6#1$ Henrietta occasionally found irritating. She 247:285,26[' ]| complained to$4$ Isabel that$3$ 247:285,26@i | Miss*Osmond had a little 247:285,27@i | look as if she should remember everything one said. 247:285,28[I ]| "I do not want to$9$ be remembered that$6#2$ way," 247:285,28[' ]| Miss*Stackpole 247:285,29[' ]| declared; 247:285,29[I ]| "I consider that$3$ my conversation 247:285,30[I ]| refers only to$4$ the moment, like$4$ the morning papers. 247:285,31[I ]| Your stepdaughter, as she sits there, looks as if she 247:285,32[I ]| kept all the back numbers and would bring them out 247:286,01[I ]| some day against me." 247:286,01[' ]| She could not teach herself to$9$ 247:286,02[' ]| think favourably of Pansy, whose absence of initiative, 247:286,03[' ]| of conversation, of personal claims, seemed to$4$ her, in$4$ 247:286,04[' ]| a girl of twenty, unnatural and even uncanny. Isabel 247:286,05[' ]| presently saw that$3$ 247:286,05@a | Osmond would have liked her to$9$ 247:286,06@a | urge a little the cause of her friend, insist a little upon$4$ 247:286,07@a | his receiving her, so$3$ that$3$ he might appear to$9$ suffer for$4$ 247:286,08@a | good manners' sake. Her immediate acceptance of 247:286,09@a | his objections put him too much in$4$ the wrong ~~ 247:286,09[' ]| it 247:286,10[' ]| being in$4$ effect one of the disadvantages of expressing 247:286,11[' ]| contempt that$3$ you cannot enjoy at the same time the 247:286,12[' ]| credit of expressing sympathy. Osmond held to$4$ his 247:286,13[' ]| credit, and yet he held to$4$ his objections ~~ all of which$6#1$ 247:286,14[' ]| were elements difficult to$9$ reconcile. The right thing 247:286,15[' ]| would have been that$3$ Miss*Stackpole should come to$9$ 247:286,16[' ]| dine at Palazzo*Roccanera once or twice, so$3$ that$3$ (in$4$ 247:286,17[' ]| spite of his superficial civility, always so$5#1$ great) she 247:286,18[' ]| might judge for$4$ herself how little pleasure it gave him. 247:286,19[' ]| From the moment, however, that$3$ both the ladies were 247:286,20[' ]| so$5#1$ unaccommodating, there was nothing for$4$ Osmond 247:286,21[' ]| but to$9$ wish the lady from New*York would take herself 247:286,22[' ]| off. It was surprising how little satisfaction he 247:286,23[' ]| got from his wife's friends; he took occasion to$9$ call 247:286,24[' ]| Isabel's attention to$4$ it. 247:286,25[C ]| "You are certainly not fortunate in$4$ your intimates; 247:286,26[C ]| I wish you might make a new collection," 247:286,26[' ]| he said 247:286,27[' ]| to$4$ her one morning in$4$ reference to$4$ nothing visible at 247:286,28[' ]| the moment, but in$4$ a tone of ripe reflection which$6#1$ 247:286,29[' ]| deprived the remark of all brutal abruptness. 247:286,29[C ]| "It is 247:286,30[C ]| as if you had taken the trouble to$9$ pick out the people 247:286,31[C ]| in$4$ the world that$6#1$ I have least in$4$ common with. Your 247:286,32[C ]| cousin I have always thought a conceited ass ~~ besides 247:287,01[C ]| his being the most ill-favoured animal I know. 247:287,02[C ]| Then it is insufferably tiresome that$3$ one can not tell 247:287,03[C ]| him so$5#2$; one must spare him on$4$ account of his health. 247:287,04[C ]| His health seems to$4$ me the best part of him; it gives 247:287,05[C ]| him privileges enjoyed by$4$ no*one else. If he is so$5#1$ 247:287,06[C ]| desperately ill there is only one way to$9$ prove it; but 247:287,07[C ]| he seems to$9$ have no$2$ mind for$4$ that$6#2$. I can not say much 247:287,08[C ]| more for$4$ the great Warburton. When one really 247:287,09[C ]| thinks of it, the cool insolence of that$6#2$ performance 247:287,10[C ]| was something rare! He comes and looks at one's 247:287,11[C ]| daughter as if she were a suite of apartments; he 247:287,12[C ]| tries the door-handles and looks out of the windows, 247:287,13[C ]| raps on$4$ the walls and almost thinks he will$1$ take the 247:287,14[C ]| place. Will$1$ you be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ draw up$5$ a lease? 247:287,15[C ]| Then, on$4$ the whole, he decides that$3$ the rooms are 247:287,16[C ]| too small; he does not think he could live on$4$ a third 247:287,17[C ]| floor; he must look out for$4$ a \8piano*nobile\. And he 247:287,18[C ]| goes away after having got a month's lodging in$4$ the 247:287,19[C ]| poor little apartment for$4$ nothing. Miss*Stackpole, 247:287,20[C ]| however, is your most wonderful invention. She 247:287,21[C ]| strikes me as a kind of monster. One has not a nerve 247:287,22[C ]| in$4$ one's body that$6#1$ she does not set quivering. You 247:287,23[C ]| know I never have admitted that$3$ she is a woman. 247:287,24[C ]| Do you know what she reminds me of? Of a new 247:287,25[C ]| steel pen ~~ the most odious thing in$4$ nature. She 247:287,26[C ]| talks as a steel pen writes; are not her letters, by$4$ the 247:287,27[C ]| way, on$4$ ruled paper? She thinks and moves and 247:287,28[C ]| walks and looks exactly as she talks. You may say 247:287,29[C ]| that$3$ she does not hurt me, inasmuch as I do not see 247:287,30[C ]| her. I do not see her, but I hear her; I hear her all 247:287,31[C ]| day long. Her voice is in$4$ my ears; I can not get rid 247:287,32[C ]| of it. I know exactly what she says, and every inflexion 247:288,01[C ]| of the tone in$4$ which$6#1$ she says it. She says 247:288,02[C ]| charming things about me, and they give you great 247:288,03[C ]| comfort. I do not like$1$ at all to$9$ think she talks about 247:288,04[C ]| me ~~ I feel as I should feel if I knew the footman 247:288,05[C ]| were wearing my hat." 247:288,06[' ]| Henrietta talked about Gilbert*Osmond, as his 247:288,07[' ]| wife assured him, rather less than he suspected. 247:288,08[' ]| She had plenty of other subjects, in$4$ two of which$6#1$ 247:288,09[' ]| the reader may be supposed to$9$ be especially interested. 247:288,10[' ]| She let her friend know that$3$ Caspar*Goodwood 247:288,11[' ]| had discovered for$4$ himself that$3$ she was unhappy, 247:288,12[' ]| though indeed her ingenuity was unable to$9$ 247:288,13[' ]| suggest what comfort he hoped to$9$ give her by$4$ coming 247:288,14[' ]| to$4$ Rome and yet not calling on$4$ her. They met him 247:288,15[' ]| twice in$4$ the street, but he had no$2$ appearance of seeing 247:288,16[' ]| them; they were driving, and he had a habit of 247:288,17[' ]| looking straight in$4$ front of him, as if he proposed 247:288,18[' ]| to$9$ take in$4$ but one object at a time. Isabel could 247:288,19[' ]| have fancied she had seen him the day before; 247:288,19@a | it 247:288,20@a | must have been with just that$6#2$ face and step that$3$ he 247:288,21@a | had walked out of Mrs%*Touchett's door at the close 247:288,22@a | of their last interview. He was dressed just as he 247:288,23@a | had been dressed on$4$ that$6#2$ day, 247:288,23[' ]| Isabel remembered 247:288,24[' ]| the colour of his cravat; and yet in$4$ spite of this familiar 247:288,25[' ]| look there was a strangeness in$4$ his figure too, 247:288,26[' ]| something that$6#1$ made her feel it afresh to$9$ be rather 247:288,27[' ]| terrible he should have come to$4$ Rome. 247:288,27@a | He looked 247:288,28@a | bigger and more overtopping than of old, and in$4$ 247:288,29@a | those days he certainly reached high enough. 247:288,29[' ]| She 247:288,30[' ]| noticed that$3$ 247:288,30@a | the people whom he passed looked back 247:288,31@a | after him; but he went straight forward, lifting 247:288,32@a | above them a face like$4$ a February sky. 247:289,01[' ]| Miss*Stackpole's other topic was very different; 247:289,02[' ]| she gave Isabel the latest news about Mr%*Bantling. 247:289,03@i | He had been out in$4$ the United*States the year before, 247:289,04@i | and she was happy to$9$ say she had been able 247:289,05@i | to$9$ show him considerable attention. She did not 247:289,06@i | know how much he had enjoyed it, but she would 247:289,07@i | undertake to$9$ say it had done him good; he was not 247:289,08@i | the same man when he left as he had been when he 247:289,09@i | came. It had opened his eyes and shown him that$3$ 247:289,10@i | England was not everything. He had been very much 247:289,11@i | liked in$4$ most places, and thought extremely simple 247:289,12@i | ~~ more simple than the English were commonly 247:289,13@i | supposed to$9$ be. There were people who$6#1$ had thought 247:289,14@i | him affected; she did not know whether they meant 247:289,15@i | that$3$ his simplicity was an affectation. Some of his 247:289,16@i | questions were too discouraging; he thought all 247:289,17@i | the chambermaids were farmers' daughters ~~ or 247:289,18@i | all the farmers' daughters were chambermaids ~~ 247:289,19@i | she could not exactly remember which$6#1$. He had not 247:289,20@i | seemed able to$9$ grasp the great school system; it 247:289,21@i | had been really too much for$4$ him. On$4$ the whole 247:289,22@i | he had behaved as if there were too much of everything 247:289,23@i | ~~ as if he could only take in$4$ a small part. 247:289,24@i | The part he had chosen was the hotel system and 247:289,25@i | the river navigation. He had seemed really fascinated 247:289,26@i | with the hotels; he had a photograph of every 247:289,27@i | one he had visited. But the river steamers were his 247:289,28@i | principal interest; he wanted to$9$ do nothing but 247:289,29@i | sail on$4$ the big boats. They had travelled together 247:289,30@i | from New*York to$4$ Milwaukee, stopping at the most 247:289,31@i | interesting cities on$4$ the route; and whenever they 247:289,32@i | started afresh he had wanted to$9$ know if they could 247:290,01@i | go by$4$ the steamer. He seemed to$9$ have no$2$ idea of 247:290,02@i | geography ~~ had an impression that$3$ Baltimore was 247:290,03@i | a Western city and was perpetually expecting to$9$ arrive 247:290,04@i | at the Mississippi. He appeared never to$9$ have heard 247:290,05@i | of any river in$4$ America but the Mississippi and was 247:290,06@i | unprepared to$9$ recognise the existence of the Hudson, 247:290,07@i | though obliged to$9$ confess at last that$3$ it was fully 247:290,08@i | equal to$4$ the Rhine. They had spent some pleasant 247:290,09@i | hours in$4$ the palace-cars; he was always ordering 247:290,10@i | ice-cream from the coloured man. He could never 247:290,11@i | get used to$4$ that$6#2$ idea ~~ that$3$ you could get ice-cream 247:290,12@i | in$4$ the cars. Of course you could not, nor fans, nor 247:290,13@i | candy, nor anything in$4$ the English cars! He found 247:290,14@i | the heat quite overwhelming, and she had told him 247:290,15@i | she indeed expected it was the biggest he had ever 247:290,16@i | experienced. He was now in$4$ England, hunting ~~ 247:290,17[' ]| "hunting round" Henrietta called it. 247:290,17@i | These amusements 247:290,18@i | were those of the American red men; we had 247:290,19@i | left that$6#2$ behind long ago, the pleasures of the chase. 247:290,20@i | It seemed to$9$ be generally believed in$4$ England that$3$ 247:290,21@i | we wore tomahawks and feathers; but such a costume 247:290,22@i | was more in$4$ keeping with English habits. 247:290,23@i | Mr%*Bantling would not have time to$9$ join her in$4$ 247:290,24@i | Italy, but when she should go to$4$ Paris again he expected 247:290,25@i | to$9$ come over. He wanted very much to$9$ see 247:290,26@i | Versailles again; he was very fond of the ancient 247:290,27@i | \9re'gime\. They did not agree about that$6#2$, but that$6#2$ 247:290,28@i | was what she liked Versailles for$4$, that$3$ you could see 247:290,29@i | the ancient \9re'gime\ had been swept away. There 247:290,30@i | were no$2$ dukes and marquises there now; she remembered 247:290,31@i | on$4$ the contrary one day when there were 247:290,32@i | five American families, walking all round. Mr%*Bantling 247:291,01@i | was very anxious that$3$ she should take up$5$ 247:291,02@i | the subject of England again, and he thought she 247:291,03@i | might get on$5$ better with it now; England had changed 247:291,04@i | a good deal within two or three years. He was determined 247:291,05@i | that$3$ if she went there he should go to$9$ see his 247:291,06@i | sister, Lady*Pensil, and that$3$ this time the invitation 247:291,07@i | should come to$4$ her straight. The mystery about that$6#2$ 247:291,08@i | other one had never been explained. 247:291,09[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood came at last to$4$ Palazzo*Roccanera; 247:291,10[' ]| he had written Isabel a note beforehand, 247:291,11[' ]| to$9$ ask leave. This was promptly granted; 247:291,11@a | she would 247:291,12@a | be at home at six o'clock that$6#2$ afternoon. 247:291,12[' ]| She spent 247:291,13[' ]| the day wondering 247:291,13@a | what he was coming for$4$ ~~ what 247:291,14@a | good he expected to$9$ get of it. 247:291,14[' ]| He had presented 247:291,15[' ]| himself hitherto as a person destitute of the faculty 247:291,16[' ]| of compromise, who$6#1$ would take what he had asked 247:291,17[' ]| for$4$ or take nothing. Isabel's hospitality, however, 247:291,18[' ]| raised no$2$ questions, and she found no$2$ great difficulty 247:291,19[' ]| in$4$ appearing happy enough to$9$ deceive him. It was 247:291,20[' ]| her conviction at least that$3$ 247:291,20@a | she deceived him, made 247:291,21@a | him say to$4$ himself that$3$ he had been misinformed. 247:291,22[' ]| But she also saw, so$5#2$ she believed, that$3$ 247:291,22@a | he was not 247:291,23@a | disappointed, as some other men, she was sure, 247:291,24@a | would have been; he had not come to$4$ Rome to$9$ look 247:291,25@a | for$4$ an opportunity. She never found out what he 247:291,26@a | had come for$4$; he offered her no$2$ explanation; there 247:291,27@a | could be none but the very simple one that$3$ he wanted 247:291,28@a | to$9$ see her. In$4$ other words he had come for$4$ his amusement. 247:291,29[' ]| Isabel followed up$5$ this induction with a good 247:291,30[' ]| deal of eagerness, and was delighted to$9$ have found 247:291,31[' ]| a formula that$6#1$ would lay the ghost of this gentleman's 247:291,32[' ]| ancient grievance. 247:291,32@a | If he had come to$4$ Rome 247:292,01@a | for$4$ his amusement this was exactly what she wanted; 247:292,02@a | for$3$ if he cared for$4$ amusement he had got over his 247:292,03@a | heartache. If he had got over his heartache everything 247:292,04@a | was as it should be and her responsibilities 247:292,05@a | were at an end. It was true that$3$ he took his recreation 247:292,06@a | a little stiffly, but he had never been loose and 247:292,07@a | easy and she had every reason to$9$ believe he was 247:292,08@a | satisfied with what he saw. 247:292,08[' ]| Henrietta was not in$4$ his 247:292,09[' ]| confidence, though he was in$4$ hers, and Isabel consequently 247:292,10[' ]| received no$2$ side-light upon$4$ his state of 247:292,11[' ]| mind. He was open to$4$ little conversation on$4$ general 247:292,12[' ]| topics; it came back to$4$ her that$3$ 247:292,12@a | she had said of him 247:292,13@a | once, years before, "Mr%*Goodwood speaks a good 247:292,14@a | deal, but he does not talk." He spoke a good deal 247:292,15@a | now, but he talked perhaps as little as ever; considering, 247:292,16@a | that$6#2$ is, how much there was in$4$ Rome to$9$ 247:292,17@a | talk about. 247:292,17[' ]| His arrival was not calculated to$9$ simplify 247:292,18[' ]| her relations with her husband, for$3$ 247:292,18@a | if Mr%*Osmond 247:292,19@a | did not like$1$ her friends Mr%*Goodwood had no$2$ claim 247:292,20@a | upon$4$ his attention save as having been one of the 247:292,21@a | first of them. There was nothing for$4$ her to$9$ say of 247:292,22@a | him but that$3$ he was the very oldest; 247:292,22[' ]| this rather 247:292,23[' ]| meagre synthesis exhausted the facts. 247:292,23@a | She had been 247:292,24@a | obliged to$9$ introduce him to$4$ Gilbert; it was impossible 247:292,25@a | she should not ask him to$4$ dinner, to$4$ her Thursday 247:292,26@a | evenings, of which$6#1$ she had grown very weary, 247:292,27@a | but to$4$ which$6#1$ her husband still held for$4$ the sake not 247:292,28@a | so$5#1$ much of inviting people as of not inviting them. 247:292,29[' ]| To$4$ the Thursdays Mr%*Goodwood came regularly, 247:292,30[' ]| solemnly, rather early; he appeared to$9$ regard them 247:292,31[' ]| with a good deal of gravity. Isabel every now and 247:292,32[' ]| then had a moment of anger; there was something 247:293,01[' ]| so$5#1$ literal about him; she thought 247:293,01@a | he might know 247:293,02@a | that$3$ she did not know what to$9$ do with him. But she 247:293,03@a | could not call him stupid; he was not that$6#2$ in$4$ the least; 247:293,04@a | he was only extraordinarily honest. To$9$ be as honest 247:293,05@a | as that$6#2$ made a man very different from most people; 247:293,06@a | one had to$9$ be almost equally honest with \him\. 247:293,06[' ]| She 247:293,07[' ]| made this latter reflection at the very time she was flattering 247:293,08[' ]| herself she had persuaded him that$3$ she was the 247:293,09[' ]| most light-hearted of women. He never threw any 247:293,10[' ]| doubt on$4$ this point, never asked her any personal 247:293,11[' ]| questions. He got on$5$ much better with Osmond 247:293,12[' ]| than had seemed probable. Osmond had a great 247:293,13[' ]| dislike to$4$ being counted on$5$; in$4$ such a case he had an 247:293,14[' ]| irresistible need of disappointing you. It was in$4$ virtue 247:293,15[' ]| of this principle that$3$ he gave himself the entertainment 247:293,16[' ]| of taking a fancy to$4$ a perpendicular Bostonian 247:293,17[' ]| whom he had been depended upon$5$ to$9$ treat 247:293,18[' ]| with coldness. He asked Isabel 247:293,18@c | if Mr%*Goodwood 247:293,19@c | also had wanted to$9$ marry her, 247:293,19[' ]| and expressed surprise 247:293,20[' ]| at her not having accepted him. 247:293,20@c | It would have 247:293,21@c | been an excellent thing, like$4$ living under some tall 247:293,22@c | belfry which$6#1$ would strike all the hours and make a 247:293,23@c | queer vibration in$4$ the upper air. 247:293,23[' ]| He declared 247:293,23@c | he 247:293,24@c | liked to$9$ talk with the great Goodwood; it was not 247:293,25@c | easy at first, you had to$9$ climb up$4$ an interminable 247:293,26@c | steep staircase, up$5$ to$4$ the top of the tower; but when 247:293,27@c | you got there you had a big view and felt a little fresh 247:293,28@c | breeze. 247:293,28[' ]| Osmond, as we know, had delightful qualities, 247:293,29[' ]| and he gave Caspar*Goodwood the benefit of 247:293,30[' ]| them all. Isabel could see that$3$ Mr%*Goodwood 247:293,31[' ]| thought better of her husband than he had ever 247:293,32[' ]| wished to$9$; he had given her the impression that$6#2$ 247:294,01[' ]| morning in$4$ Florence of being inaccessible to$4$ a good 247:294,02[' ]| impression. Gilbert asked him repeatedly to$4$ dinner, 247:294,03[' ]| and Mr%*Goodwood smoked a cigar with him afterwards 247:294,04[' ]| and even desired to$9$ be shown his collections. 247:294,05[' ]| Gilbert said to$4$ Isabel that$3$ 247:294,05@c | he was very original; he 247:294,06@c | was as strong and of as good a style as an English 247:294,07@c | portmanteau, ~~ he had plenty of straps and buckles 247:294,08@c | which$6#1$ would never wear out, and a capital patent 247:294,09@c | lock. 247:294,04[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood took to$4$ riding on$4$ the Campagna 247:294,10[' ]| and devoted much time to$4$ this exercise; it 247:294,11[' ]| was therefore mainly in$4$ the evening that$3$ Isabel saw 247:294,12[' ]| him. She bethought herself of saying to$4$ him one day 247:294,13[' ]| that$3$ if he were willing he could render her a service. 247:294,14[' ]| And then she added smiling: 247:294,15[A ]| "I do not know, however, what right I have to$9$ ask 247:294,16[A ]| a service of you." 247:294,17[E ]| "You are the person in$4$ the world who$6#1$ has most 247:294,18[E ]| right," 247:294,18[' ]| he answered. 247:294,18[E ]| "I have given you assurances 247:294,19[E ]| that$3$ I have never given any*one else." 247:294,20[' ]| The service was that$3$ 247:294,20@a | he should go and see her cousin 247:294,21@a | Ralph, who$6#1$ was ill at the Ho^tel*de*Paris, alone, 247:294,22@a | and be as kind to$4$ him as possible. Mr%*Goodwood 247:294,23@a | had never seen him, but he would know who$6#1$ the poor 247:294,24@a | fellow was; if she was not mistaken Ralph had once 247:294,25@a | invited him to$4$ Gardencourt. 247:294,25[' ]| Caspar remembered 247:294,26[' ]| the invitation perfectly, and, though he was not 247:294,27[' ]| supposed to$9$ be a man of imagination, had enough 247:294,28[' ]| to$9$ put himself in$4$ the place of a poor gentleman who$6#1$ 247:294,29[' ]| lay dying at a Roman inn. He called at the Ho^tel*de*Paris 247:294,30[' ]| and, on$4$ being shown into the presence of 247:294,31[' ]| the master of Gardencourt, found Miss*Stackpole 247:294,32[' ]| sitting beside his sofa. A singular change had in$4$ fact 247:295,01[' ]| occurred in$4$ this lady's relations with Ralph*Touchett. 247:295,02[' ]| She had not been asked by$4$ Isabel to$9$ go and see him, 247:295,03[' ]| but on$4$ hearing that$3$ he was too ill to$9$ come out had 247:295,04[' ]| immediately gone of her own motion. After this 247:295,05[' ]| she had paid him a daily visit ~~ always under the 247:295,06[' ]| conviction that$3$ they were great enemies. 247:295,06[B ]| "Oh yes, 247:295,07[B ]| we are intimate enemies," 247:295,07[' ]| Ralph used to$9$ say; and he 247:295,08[' ]| accused her freely ~~ as freely as the humour of it 247:295,09[' ]| would allow ~~ 247:295,09@b | of coming to$9$ worry him to$4$ death. 247:295,10[' ]| In$4$ reality they became excellent friends, Henrietta 247:295,11[' ]| much wondering that$3$ 247:295,11@i | she should never have liked 247:295,12@i | him before. 247:295,12[' ]| Ralph liked her exactly as much as he 247:295,13[' ]| had always done; 247:295,13@b | he had never doubted for$4$ a moment 247:295,14@b | that$3$ she was an excellent fellow. 247:295,14[' ]| They talked 247:295,15[' ]| about everything and always differed; about everything, 247:295,16[' ]| that$6#2$ is, but Isabel ~~ a topic as to$4$ which$6#1$ Ralph 247:295,17[' ]| always had a thin forefinger on$4$ his lips. Mr%*Bantling 247:295,18[' ]| on$4$ the other hand proved a great resource; Ralph 247:295,19[' ]| was capable of discussing Mr%*Bantling with Henrietta 247:295,20[' ]| for$4$ hours. Discussion was stimulated of course 247:295,21[' ]| by$4$ their inevitable difference of view ~~ Ralph having 247:295,22[' ]| amused himself with taking the ground that$3$ 247:295,23[' ]| the genial ex-Guardsman was a regular Machiavelli. 247:295,24[' ]| Caspar Goodwood could contribute nothing to$4$ such 247:295,25[' ]| a debate; but after he had been left alone with his 247:295,26[' ]| host he found there were various other matters they 247:295,27[' ]| could take up$5$. It must be admitted that$3$ the lady 247:295,28[' ]| who$6#1$ had just gone out was not one of these; Caspar 247:295,29[' ]| granted all Miss*Stackpole's merits in$4$ advance, but 247:295,30[' ]| had no$2$ further remark to$9$ make about her. Neither, 247:295,31[' ]| after the first allusions, did the two men expatiate 247:295,32[' ]| upon$4$ Mrs%*Osmond ~~ a theme in$4$ which$6#1$ Goodwood 247:296,01[' ]| perceived as many dangers as Ralph. He felt very 247:296,02[' ]| sorry for$4$ that$6#2$ unclassable personage; he could not 247:296,03[' ]| bear to$9$ see a pleasant man, so$5#1$ pleasant for$4$ all his 247:296,04[' ]| queerness, so$5#1$ beyond anything to$9$ be done. There 247:296,05[' ]| was always something to$9$ be done, for$4$ Goodwood, 247:296,06[' ]| and he did it in$4$ this case by$4$ repeating several times 247:296,07[' ]| his visit to$4$ the Ho^tel de Paris. It seemed to$4$ Isabel 247:296,08[' ]| that$3$ she had been very clever; she had artfully disposed 247:296,09[' ]| of the superfluous Caspar. She had given him 247:296,10[' ]| an occupation; she had converted him into a caretaker 247:296,11[' ]| of Ralph. She had a plan of making him travel 247:296,12[' ]| northward with her cousin as soon as the first mild 247:296,13[' ]| weather should allow it. Lord*Warburton had 247:296,14[' ]| brought Ralph to$4$ Rome and Mr%*Goodwood should 247:296,15[' ]| take him away. There seemed a happy symmetry 247:296,16[' ]| in$4$ this, and she was now intensely eager that$3$ Ralph 247:296,17[' ]| should depart. She had a constant fear he would 247:296,18[' ]| die there before her eyes and a horror of the occurrence 247:296,19[' ]| of this event an an inn, by$4$ her door, which$6#1$ he 247:296,20[' ]| had so$5#1$ rarely entered. 247:296,20@a | Ralph must sink to$4$ his last 247:296,21@a | rest in$4$ his own dear house, in$4$ one of those deep, 247:296,22@a | dim chambers of Gardencourt where the dark ivy 247:296,23@a | would cluster round the edges of the glimmering 247:296,24@a | window. 247:296,24[' ]| There seemed to$4$ Isabel in$4$ these days 247:296,25[' ]| something sacred in$4$ Gardencourt; no$2$ chapter of 247:296,26[' ]| the past was more perfectly irrecoverable. When 247:296,27[' ]| she thought of the months she had spent there the 247:296,28[' ]| tears rose to$4$ her eyes. She flattered herself, as I say, 247:296,29[' ]| upon$4$ her ingenuity, but she had need of all she could 247:296,30[' ]| muster; for$3$ several events occurred which$6#1$ seemed 247:296,31[' ]| to$9$ confront and defy her. The Countess*Gemini 247:296,32[' ]| arrived from Florence ~~ arrived with her trunks, 247:297,01[' ]| her dresses, her chatter, her falsehoods, her frivolity, 247:297,02[' ]| the strange, the unholy legend of the number of her 247:297,03[' ]| lovers. Edward*Rosier, who$6#1$ had been away somewhere, 247:297,04[' ]| ~~ no*one, not even Pansy, knew where, ~~ 247:297,05[' ]| reappeared in$4$ Rome and began to$9$ write her long 247:297,06[' ]| letters, which$6#1$ she never answered. Madame*Merle 247:297,07[' ]| returned from Naples and said to$4$ her with a strange 247:297,08[' ]| smile: 247:297,08[H ]| "What on$4$ earth did you do with Lord*Warburton?" 247:297,09[H ]| 247:297,09@a | As if it were any business of hers! 248:298,01[' ]| One day, toward the end of February, Ralph*Touchett 248:298,02[' ]| made up$5$ his mind to$9$ return to$4$ England. He had 248:298,03[' ]| his own reasons for$4$ this decision, which$6#1$ he was not 248:298,04[' ]| bound to$9$ communicate; but Henrietta*Stackpole, to$4$ 248:298,05[' ]| whom he mentioned his intention, flattered herself 248:298,06[' ]| that$3$ she guessed them. She forbore to$9$ express them, 248:298,07[' ]| however; she only said, after a moment, as she sat by$4$ 248:298,08[' ]| his sofa: 248:298,08[I ]| "I suppose you know you can not go alone?" 248:298,09[B ]| "I have no$2$ idea of doing that$6#2$," 248:298,09[' ]| Ralph answered. 248:298,09[B ]| "I 248:298,10[B ]| shall have people with me." 248:298,11[I ]| "What do you mean by$4$ ""people""? Servants whom 248:298,12[I ]| you pay?" 248:298,13[B ]| "Ah," 248:298,13[' ]| said Ralph jocosely, 248:298,13[B ]| "after all, they are human 248:298,14[B ]| beings." 248:298,15[I ]| "Are there any women among them?" 248:298,15[' ]| Miss*Stackpole 248:298,16[' ]| desired to$9$ know. 248:298,17[B ]| "You speak as if I had a dozen! No$7$, I confess 248:298,18[B ]| I have not a 9soubrette in$4$ my employment." 248:298,19[I ]| "Well," 248:298,19[' ]| said Henrietta calmly, 248:298,19[I ]| "you can not go to$4$ 248:298,20[I ]| England that$6#2$ way. You must have a woman's care." 248:298,21[B ]| "I have had so$5#1$ much of yours for$4$ the past fortnight 248:298,22[B ]| that$3$ it will$1$ last me a good while." 248:298,23[I ]| "You have not had enough of it yet. I guess I will$1$ 248:298,24[I ]| go with you," 248:298,24[' ]| said Henrietta. 248:298,25[B ]| "Go with me?" 248:298,25[' ]| Ralph slowly raised himself from 248:298,26[' ]| his sofa. 248:298,27[I ]| "Yes, I know you do not like$1$ me, but I will$1$ go with 248:299,01[I ]| all the same. It would be better for$4$ your health 248:299,02[I ]| to$9$ lie down again." 248:299,03[' ]| Ralph looked at her a little; then he slowly relapsed. 248:299,04[B ]| "I like$1$ you very much," 248:299,04[' ]| he said in$4$ a moment. 248:299,05[' ]| Miss*Stackpole gave one of her infrequent laughs. 248:299,06[I ]| "You need not think that$3$ by$4$ saying that$6#2$ you can buy 248:299,07[I ]| me off, I will$1$ go with you, and what is more I will$1$ take 248:299,08[I ]| care of you." 248:299,09[B ]| "You are a very good woman," 248:299,09[' ]| said Ralph. 248:299,10[I ]| "Wait till I get you safely home before you say 248:299,11[I ]| that$6#2$. It will$1$ not be easy. But you had better go, all 248:299,12[I ]| the same." 248:299,13[' ]| Before she left him, Ralph said to$4$ her: 248:299,13[B ]| "Do you 248:299,14[B ]| really mean to$9$ take care of me?" 248:299,15[I ]| "Well, I mean to$9$ try." 248:299,16[B ]| "I notify you then that$3$ I submit. Oh, I submit!" 248:299,17[' ]| And it was perhaps a sign of submission that$3$ a few 248:299,18[' ]| minutes after she had left him alone he burst into a 248:299,19[' ]| loud fit of laughter. It seemed to$4$ him so$5#1$ inconsequent, 248:299,20[' ]| such a conclusive proof of his having abdicated all 248:299,21[' ]| functions and renounced all exercise, that$3$ he should 248:299,22[' ]| start on$4$ a journey across Europe under the supervision 248:299,23[' ]| of Miss*Stackpole. And the great oddity was that$3$ the 248:299,24[' ]| prospect pleased him; he was gratefully, luxuriously 248:299,25[' ]| passive. He felt even impatient to$9$ start; and indeed 248:299,26[' ]| he had an immense longing to$9$ see his own house again. 248:299,27[' ]| The end of everything was at hand; it seemed to$4$ him 248:299,28[' ]| he could stretch out his arm and touch the goal. But 248:299,29[' ]| he wanted to$9$ die at home; it was the only wish he had 248:299,30[' ]| left ~~ to$9$ extend himself in$4$ the large quiet room where 248:299,31[' ]| he had last seen his father lie, and close his eyes upon$4$ 248:299,32[' ]| the summer dawn. 248:300,01[' ]| That$6#2$ same day Caspar*Goodwood came to$9$ see him, 248:300,02[' ]| and he informed his visitor that$3$ 248:300,02@b | Miss*Stackpole had 248:300,03@b | taken him up$5$ and was to$9$ conduct him back to$4$ England. 248:300,04[E ]| "Ah then," 248:300,04[' ]| said Caspar, 248:300,04[E ]| "I am afraid I shall 248:300,05[E ]| be a fifth wheel to$4$ the coach. Mrs%*Osmond has made 248:300,06[E ]| \me\ promise to$9$ go with you." 248:300,07[B ]| "Good Heavens ~~ it is the golden age! You are all 248:300,08[B ]| too kind." 248:300,09[E ]| "The kindness on$4$ my part is to$4$ her; it is hardly 248:300,10[E ]| to$4$ you." 248:300,11[B ]| "Granting that$6#2$, \she is\ kind," 248:300,11[' ]| smiled Ralph. 248:300,12[E ]| "To$9$ get people to$9$ go with you? Yes, that$6#2$ is a sort 248:300,13[E ]| of kindness," 248:300,13[' ]| Goodwood answered without lending 248:300,14[' ]| himself to$4$ the joke. 248:300,14[E ]| "For$4$ myself, however," 248:300,14[' ]| he 248:300,15[' ]| added, 248:300,15[E ]| "I will$1$ go so$5#1$ far as to$9$ say that$3$ I would much 248:300,16[E ]| rather travel with you and Miss*Stackpole than with 248:300,17[E ]| Miss*Stackpole alone." 248:300,18[B ]| "And you would rather stay here than do either," 248:300,18[' ]| said 248:300,19[' ]| Ralph. 248:300,19[B ]| "There is really no$2$ need of your coming. 248:300,20[B ]| Henrietta is extraordinarily efficient." 248:300,21[E ]| "I am sure of that$6#2$. But I have promised Mrs%*Osmond." 248:300,22[E ]| 248:300,23[B ]| "You can easily get her to$9$ let you off." 248:300,24[E ]| "She would not let me off for$4$ the world. She wants 248:300,25[E ]| me to$9$ look after you, but that$6#2$ is not the principal thing. 248:300,26[E ]| The principal thing is that$3$ she wants me to$9$ leave 248:300,27[E ]| Rome." 248:300,28[B ]| "Ah, you see too much in$4$ it," 248:300,28[' ]| Ralph suggested. 248:300,29[E ]| "I bore her," 248:300,29[' ]| Goodwood went on$5$; 248:300,29[E ]| "she has nothing 248:300,30[E ]| to$9$ say to$4$ me, so$3$ she invented that$6#2$." 248:300,31[B ]| "Oh then, if it is a convenience to$4$ her I certainly 248:300,32[B ]| will$1$ take you with me. Though I do not see why it 248:301,01[B ]| should be a convenience," 248:301,01[' ]| Ralph added in$4$ a moment. 248:301,02[' ]| 248:301,03[E ]| "Well," 248:301,03[' ]| said Caspar*Goodwood simply, 248:301,03[E ]| "she 248:301,04[E ]| thinks I am watching her." 248:301,05[B ]| "Watching her?" 248:301,06[E ]| "Trying to$9$ make out if she is happy." 248:301,07[B ]| "That$6#2$ is easy to$9$ make out," 248:301,07[' ]| said Ralph. 248:301,07[B ]| "She is 248:301,08[B ]| the most visibly happy woman I know." 248:301,09[E ]| "Exactly so$5#2$; I am satisfied," 248:301,09[' ]| Goodwood answered 248:301,10[' ]| dryly. For$4$ all his dryness, however, he had more to$9$ 248:301,11[' ]| say. 248:301,11[E ]| "I have been watching her; I was an old friend 248:301,12[E ]| and it seemed to$4$ me I had the right. She pretends to$9$ 248:301,13[E ]| be happy; that$6#2$ was what she undertook to$9$ be; and I 248:301,14[E ]| thought I should like$1$ to$9$ see for$4$ myself what it amounts 248:301,15[E ]| to$4$. I have seen," 248:301,15[' ]| he continued with a harsh ring in$4$ his 248:301,16[' ]| voice, 248:301,16[E ]| "and I do not want to$9$ see any more. I am now 248:301,17[E ]| quite ready to$9$ go." 248:301,18[B ]| "Do you know it strikes me as about time you 248:301,19[B ]| should?" 248:301,19[' ]| Ralph rejoined. And this was the only 248:301,20[' ]| conversation these gentlemen had about Isabel*Osmond. 248:301,21[' ]| 248:301,22[' ]| Henrietta made her preparations for$4$ departure, and 248:301,23[' ]| among them she found it proper to$9$ say a few words to$4$ 248:301,24[' ]| the Countess*Gemini, who$6#1$ returned at Miss*Stackpole's 248:301,25[' ]| \9pension\ the visit which$6#1$ this lady had paid her 248:301,26[' ]| in$4$ Florence. 248:301,27[I ]| "You were very wrong about Lord*Warburton," 248:301,28[' ]| she remarked to$4$ the Countess. 248:301,28[I ]| "I think it right you 248:301,29[I ]| should know that$6#2$." 248:301,30[J ]| "About his making love to$4$ Isabel? My poor lady, 248:301,31[J ]| he was at her house three times a day. He has left 248:301,32[J ]| traces of his passage!" 248:301,32[' ]| the Countess cried. 248:302,01[I ]| "He wished to$9$ marry your niece; that$6#2$ is why he 248:302,02[I ]| came to$4$ the house." 248:302,03[' ]| The Countess stared, and then with an inconsiderate 248:302,04[' ]| laugh: 248:302,04[J ]| "Is that$6#2$ the story Isabel tells? It is not 248:302,05[J ]| bad, as such things go. If he wishes to$9$ marry my niece, 248:302,06[J ]| pray why does not he do it? Perhaps he has gone to$9$ 248:302,07[J ]| buy the wedding-ring and will$1$ come back with it next 248:302,08[J ]| month, after I am gone." 248:302,09[I ]| "No$7$, he will$1$ not come back. Miss*Osmond does not 248:302,10[I ]| wish to$9$ marry him." 248:302,11[J ]| "She is very accommodating! I knew she was fond 248:302,12[J ]| of Isabel, but did not know she carried it so$5#1$ far." 248:302,13[I ]| "I do not understand you," 248:302,13[' ]| said Henrietta coldly, 248:302,14[' ]| and reflecting that$3$ the Countess was unpleasantly 248:302,15[' ]| perverse. 248:302,15[I ]| "I really must stick to$4$ my point ~~ that$3$ 248:302,16[I ]| Isabel never encouraged the attentions of Lord*Warburton." 248:302,17[I ]| 248:302,18[J ]| "My dear friend, what do you and I know about 248:302,19[J ]| it? All we know is that$3$ my brother is capable of 248:302,20[J ]| everything." 248:302,21[I ]| "I do not know what your brother is capable of," 248:302,22[' ]| said Henrietta with dignity. 248:302,23[J ]| "It is not her encouraging Warburton that$6#1$ I complain 248:302,24[J ]| of; it is her sending him away. I want particularly 248:302,25[J ]| to$9$ see him. Do you suppose she thought I would 248:302,26[J ]| make him faithless?" 248:302,26[' ]| the Countess continued with 248:302,27[' ]| audacious insistence. 248:302,27[J ]| "However, she is only keeping 248:302,28[J ]| him, one can feel that$6#2$. The house is full of him there; 248:302,29[J ]| he is quite in$4$ the air. Oh yes, he has left traces; I am 248:302,30[J ]| sure I shall see him yet." 248:302,31[I ]| "Well," 248:302,31[' ]| said Henrietta after a little, with one of 248:302,32[' ]| those inspirations which$6#1$ had made the fortune of her 248:303,01[' ]| letters to$4$ the \Interviewer\, 248:303,01[I ]| "perhaps he will$1$ be more 248:303,02[I ]| successful with you than with Isabel!" 248:303,03[' ]| When she told her friend of the offer she had made 248:303,04[' ]| Ralph Isabel replied that$3$ 248:303,04@a | she could have done nothing 248:303,05@a | that$6#1$ would have pleased her more. It had 248:303,06@a | always been her faith that$3$ at bottom Ralph and 248:303,07@a | this young woman were made to$9$ understand each 248:303,08@a | other. 248:303,08[I ]| "I do not care whether he understands me or 248:303,09[I ]| not," 248:303,09[' ]| Henrietta declared. 248:303,09[I ]| "The great thing is that$3$ 248:303,10[I ]| he should not die in$4$ the cars." 248:303,11[A ]| "He will$1$ not do that$6#2$," 248:303,11[' ]| Isabel said, shaking her head 248:303,12[' ]| with an extension of faith. 248:303,13[I ]| "He will$1$ not if I can help it. I see you want us all 248:303,14[I ]| to$9$ go. I do not know what you want to$9$ do." 248:303,15[A ]| "I want to$9$ be alone," 248:303,15[' ]| said Isabel. 248:303,16[I ]| "You will$1$ not be that$6#2$ so$5#1$ long as you have so$5#1$ much company 248:303,17[I ]| at home." 248:303,18[A ]| "Ah, they are part of the comedy. You others are 248:303,19[A ]| spectators." 248:303,20[I ]| "Do you call it a comedy, Isabel*Archer?" 248:303,20[' ]| Henrietta 248:303,21[' ]| rather grimly asked. 248:303,22[A ]| "The tragedy then if you like$1$. You are all looking 248:303,23[A ]| at me; it makes me uncomfortable." 248:303,24[' ]| Henrietta engaged in$4$ this act for$4$ a while. 248:303,24[I ]| "You are 248:303,25[I ]| like$4$ the stricken deer, seeking the innermost shade. 248:303,26[I ]| Oh, you do give me such a sense of helplessness!" 248:303,26[' ]| she 248:303,27[' ]| broke out. 248:303,28[A ]| "I am not at all helpless. There are many things 248:303,29[A ]| I mean to$9$ do." 248:303,30[I ]| "It is not you I am speaking of; it is myself. It is 248:303,31[I ]| too much, having come on$4$ purpose, to$9$ leave you just 248:303,32[I ]| as I find you." 248:304,01[A ]| "You do not do that$6#2$; you leave me much refreshed," 248:304,02[' ]| Isabel said. 248:304,03[I ]| "Very mild refreshment ~~ sour lemonade! I want 248:304,04[I ]| you to$9$ promise me something." 248:304,05[A ]| "I can not do that$6#2$. I shall never make another promise. 248:304,06[A ]| I made such a solemn one four years ago, and 248:304,07[A ]| I have succeeded so$5#1$ ill in$4$ keeping it." 248:304,08[I ]| "You have had no$2$ encouragement. In$4$ this case I 248:304,09[I ]| should give you the greatest. Leave your husband 248:304,10[I ]| before the worst comes; that$6#2$ is what I want you to$9$ 248:304,11[I ]| promise." 248:304,12[A ]| "The worst? What do you call the worst?" 248:304,13[I ]| "Before your character gets spoiled." 248:304,14[A ]| "Do you mean my disposition? It will$1$ not get 248:304,15[A ]| spoiled," 248:304,15[' ]| Isabel answered, smiling. 248:304,15[A ]| "I am taking 248:304,16[A ]| very good care of it. I am extremely struck," 248:304,16[' ]| she 248:304,17[' ]| added, turning away, 248:304,17[A ]| "with the off-hand way in$4$ 248:304,18[A ]| which$6#1$ you speak of a woman's leaving her husband. 248:304,19[A ]| It is easy to$9$ see you have never had one!" 248:304,20[I ]| "Well," 248:304,20[' ]| said Henrietta as if she were beginning 248:304,21[' ]| an argument, 248:304,21[I ]| "nothing is more common in$4$ our 248:304,22[I ]| Western cities, and it is to$4$ them, after all, that$3$ we 248:304,23[I ]| must look in$4$ the future." 248:304,23[' ]| Her argument, however, 248:304,24[' ]| does not concern this history, which$6#1$ has too many 248:304,25[' ]| other threads to$9$ unwind. She announced to$4$ Ralph*Touchett 248:304,26[' ]| that$3$ 248:304,26@i | she was ready to$9$ leave Rome by$4$ any 248:304,27@i | train he might designate, 248:304,27[' ]| and Ralph immediately 248:304,28[' ]| pulled himself together for$4$ departure. Isabel went 248:304,29[' ]| to$9$ see him at the last, and he made the same remark 248:304,30[' ]| that$6#1$ Henrietta had made. It struck him that$3$ 248:304,30@b | Isabel 248:304,31@b | was uncommonly glad to$9$ get rid of them all. 248:304,32[' ]| For$4$ all answer to$4$ this she gently laid her hand on$4$ 248:305,01[' ]| his, and said in$4$ a low tone, with a quick smile: 248:305,02[A ]| "My dear Ralph ~~ !" 248:305,03[' ]| It was answer enough, and he was quite contented. 248:305,04[' ]| But he went on$5$ in$4$ the same way, jocosely, ingenuously: 248:305,05[B ]| "I have seen less of you than I might, but it is 248:305,06[B ]| better than nothing. And then I have heard a great 248:305,07[B ]| deal about you." 248:305,08[A ]| "I do not know from whom, leading the life you have 248:305,09[A ]| done." 248:305,10[B ]| "From the voices of the air! Oh, from no*one 248:305,11[B ]| else; I never let other people speak of you. They 248:305,12[B ]| always say you are ""charming,"" and that$6#2$ is so$5#1$ flat." 248:305,13[A ]| "I might have seen more of you certainly," 248:305,13[' ]| Isabel 248:305,14[' ]| said. 248:305,14[A ]| "But when one is married one has so$5#1$ much 248:305,15[A ]| occupation." 248:305,16[B ]| "Fortunately I am not married. When you come 248:305,17[B ]| to$9$ see me in$4$ England I shall be able to$9$ entertain 248:305,18[B ]| you with all the freedom of a bachelor." 248:305,18[' ]| He continued 248:305,19[' ]| to$9$ talk as if they should certainly meet again, 248:305,20[' ]| and succeeded in$4$ making the assumption appear 248:305,21[' ]| almost just. He made no$2$ allusion to$4$ his term being 248:305,22[' ]| near, to$4$ the probability that$3$ he should not outlast 248:305,23[' ]| the summer. If he preferred it so$5#2$, Isabel was 248:305,24[' ]| willing enough; the reality was sufficiently distinct 248:305,25[' ]| without their erecting finger-posts in$4$ conversation. 248:305,26[' ]| That$6#2$ had been well enough for$4$ the earlier time, 248:305,27[' ]| though about this, as about his other affairs, Ralph 248:305,28[' ]| had never been egotistic. Isabel spoke of his journey, 248:305,29[' ]| of the stages into which$6#1$ he should divide it, of 248:305,30[' ]| the precautions he should take. 248:305,30[B ]| "Henrietta is my 248:305,31[B ]| greatest precaution," 248:305,31[' ]| he went on$5$. 248:305,31[B ]| "The conscience 248:305,32[B ]| of that$6#2$ woman is sublime." 248:306,01[A ]| "Certainly she will$1$ be very conscientious." 248:306,02[B ]| "Will$1$ be? She has been! It is only because she 248:306,03[B ]| thinks it is her duty that$3$ she goes with me. There is 248:306,04[B ]| a conception of duty for$4$ you." 248:306,05[A ]| "Yes, it is a generous one," 248:306,05[' ]| said Isabel, 248:306,05[A ]| "and it 248:306,06[A ]| make me deeply ashamed. I ought to$9$ go with you, 248:306,07[A ]| you know." 248:306,08[B ]| "Your husband would not like$1$ that$6#2$." 248:306,09[A ]| "No$7$, he would not like$1$ it. But I might go, all the 248:306,10[A ]| same." 248:306,11[B ]| "I am startled by$4$ the boldness of your imagination. 248:306,12[B ]| Fancy my being a cause of disagreement between a 248:306,13[B ]| lady and her husband!" 248:306,14[A ]| "That$6#2$ is why I do not go," 248:306,14[' ]| said Isabel simply ~~ 248:306,15[' ]| yet not very lucidly. 248:306,16[' ]| Ralph understood well enough, however. 248:306,16[B ]| "I should 248:306,17[B ]| think so$5#2$, with all those occupations you speak of." 248:306,18[A ]| "It is not that$6#2$, I am afraid," 248:306,18[' ]| said Isabel. After a 248:306,19[' ]| pause she repeated, as if to$9$ make herself, rather than 248:306,20[' ]| him, hear the words: 248:306,20[A ]| "I am afraid." 248:306,21[' ]| Ralph could hardly tell what her tone meant; 248:306,21@b | it 248:306,22@b | was so$5#1$ strangely deliberate ~~ apparently so$5#1$ void of 248:306,23@b | emotion. Did she wish to$9$ do public penance for$4$ a 248:306,24@b | fault of which$6#1$ she had not been convicted? or were 248:306,25@b | her words simply an attempt at enlightened self-analysis? 248:306,26[' ]| However this might be, Ralph could 248:306,27[' ]| not resist so$5#1$ easy an opportunity. 248:306,27[B ]| "Afraid of your 248:306,28[B ]| husband?" 248:306,29[A ]| "Afraid of myself!" 248:306,29[' ]| she said, getting up$5$. She 248:306,30[' ]| stood there a moment and then added: 248:306,30[A ]| "If I were 248:306,31[A ]| afraid of my husband that$6#2$ would be simply my duty. 248:306,32[A ]| That$6#2$ is what women are expected to$9$ be." 248:307,01[B ]| "Ah yes," 248:307,01[' ]| laughed Ralph; 248:307,01[B ]| "but to$9$ make up$5$ for$4$ 248:307,02[B ]| it there is always some man awfully afraid of some 248:307,03[B ]| woman!" 248:307,04[' ]| She gave no$2$ heed to$4$ his pleasantry, but suddenly 248:307,05[' ]| took a different turn. 248:307,05[A ]| "With Henrietta at the head 248:307,06[A ]| of your little band," 248:307,06[' ]| she exclaimed abruptly, 248:307,06[A ]| "there 248:307,07[A ]| will$1$ be nothing left for$4$ Mr%*Goodwood." 248:307,08[B ]| "Ah, my dear Isabel," 248:307,08[' ]| Ralph answered, 248:307,08[B ]| "he is 248:307,09[B ]| used to$4$ that$6#2$. There \is\ nothing left for$4$ Mr%*Goodwood." 248:307,10[B ]| 248:307,11[' ]| She coloured and then observed, quickly, that$3$ 248:307,11@a | she 248:307,12@a | must leave him. 248:307,12[' ]| They stood together a moment; 248:307,13[' ]| both her hands were in$4$ both of his. 248:307,13[A ]| "You have been 248:307,14[A ]| my best friend," 248:307,14[' ]| she said. 248:307,15[A ]| "It was for$4$ you that$3$ I wanted ~~ that$3$ I wanted to$9$ 248:307,16[A ]| live. But I am of no$2$ use to$4$ you." 248:307,17[' ]| Then it came over her more poignantly that$3$ 248:307,17@a | she 248:307,18@a | should not see him again. She could not accept that$6#2$; 248:307,19@a | she could not part with him that$6#2$ way. 248:307,19[A ]| "If you should 248:307,20[A ]| send for$4$ me I would come," 248:307,20[' ]| she said at last. 248:307,21[B ]| "Your husband will$1$ not consent to$4$ that$6#2$." 248:307,22[A ]| "Oh yes, I can arrange it." 248:307,23[B ]| "I shall keep that$6#2$ for$4$ my last pleasure!" 248:307,23[' ]| said 248:307,24[' ]| Ralph. 248:307,25[' ]| In$4$ answer to$4$ which$6#1$ she simply kissed him. It 248:307,26[' ]| was a Thursday, and that$6#2$ evening Caspar*Goodwood 248:307,27[' ]| came to$4$ Palazzo*Roccanera. He was among 248:307,28[' ]| the first to$9$ arrive, and he spent some time in$4$ conversation 248:307,29[' ]| with Gilbert*Osmond, who$6#1$ almost always 248:307,30[' ]| was present when his wife received. They sat down 248:307,31[' ]| together, and Osmond, talkative, communicative, 248:307,32[' ]| expansive, seemed possessed with a kind of intellectual 248:308,01[' ]| gaiety. He leaned back with his legs crossed, 248:308,02[' ]| lounging and chatting, while Goodwood, more restless, 248:308,03[' ]| but not at all lively, shifted his position, played 248:308,04[' ]| with his hat, made the little sofa creak beneath him. 248:308,05[' ]| Osmond's face wore a sharp, aggressive smile; he 248:308,06[' ]| was as a man whose perceptions have been quickened 248:308,07[' ]| by$4$ good news. He remarked to$4$ Goodwood 248:308,08[' ]| that$3$ 248:308,08@c | he was sorry they were to$9$ lose him; he himself 248:308,09@c | should particularly miss him. He saw so$5#1$ few 248:308,10@c | intelligent men ~~ they were surprisingly scarce in$4$ 248:308,11@c | Rome. He must be sure to$9$ come back; there was 248:308,12@c | something very refreshing, to$4$ an inveterate Italian 248:308,13@c | like$4$ himself, in$4$ talking with a genuine outsider. 248:308,14[C ]| "I am very fond of Rome, you know," 248:308,14[' ]| Osmond 248:308,15[' ]| said; 248:308,15[C ]| "but there is nothing I like$1$ better than to$9$ meet 248:308,16[C ]| people who$6#1$ have not that$6#2$ superstition. The modern 248:308,17[C ]| world is after all very fine. Now you are thoroughly 248:308,18[C ]| modern and yet are not at all common. So$5#1$ many 248:308,19[C ]| of the moderns we see are such very poor stuff. If 248:308,20[C ]| they are the children of the future we are willing to$9$ die 248:308,21[C ]| young. Of course the ancients too are often very 248:308,22[C ]| tiresome. My wife and I like$1$ everything that$6#1$ is 248:308,23[C ]| really new ~~ not the mere pretence of it. There is 248:308,24[C ]| nothing new, unfortunately, in$4$ ignorance and stupidity. 248:308,25[C ]| We see plenty of that$6#2$ in$4$ forms that$6#1$ offer themselves 248:308,26[C ]| as a revelation of progress, of light. A revelation 248:308,27[C ]| of vulgarity! There is a certain kind of vulgarity 248:308,28[C ]| which$6#1$ I believe is really new; I do not think there 248:308,29[C ]| ever was anything like$4$ it before. Indeed I do not 248:308,30[C ]| find vulgarity, at all, before the present century. 248:308,31[C ]| You see a faint menace of it here and there in$4$ the 248:308,32[C ]| last, but to-day the air has grown so$5#1$ dense that$3$ 248:309,01[C ]| delicate things are literally not recognised. Now, 248:309,02[C ]| we have \liked you\ ~~ !" 248:309,02[' ]| With which$6#1$ he hesitated 248:309,03[' ]| a moment, laying his hand gently on$4$ Goodwood's 248:309,04[' ]| knee and smiling with a mixture of assurance and 248:309,05[' ]| embarrassment. 248:309,05[C ]| "I am going to$9$ say something extremely 248:309,06[C ]| offensive and patronising, but you must let 248:309,07[C ]| me have the satisfaction of it. We have liked you because 248:309,08[C ]| ~~ because you have reconciled us a little to$4$ the 248:309,09[C ]| future. If there are to$9$ be a certain number of people 248:309,10[C ]| like$4$ you ~~ \9a*la*bonne*heure!\ I am talking for$4$ my wife 248:309,11[C ]| as well as for$4$ myself, you see. She speaks for$4$ me, 248:309,12[C ]| my wife; why should not I speak for$4$ her? We are as 248:309,13[C ]| united, you know, as the candlestick and the snuffers. 248:309,14[C ]| Am I assuming too much when I say that$3$ I think 248:309,15[C ]| I have understood from you that$3$ your occupations 248:309,16[C ]| have been ~~ a ~~ commercial? There is a danger 248:309,17[C ]| in$4$ that$6#2$, you know; but it is the way you have escaped 248:309,18[C ]| that$6#1$ strikes us. Excuse me if my little compliment 248:309,19[C ]| seems in$4$ execrable taste; fortunately my wife 248:309,20[C ]| does not hear me. What I mean is that$3$ you might 248:309,21[C ]| have been ~~ a ~~ what I was mentioning just now. 248:309,22[C ]| The whole American world was in$4$ a conspiracy to$9$ 248:309,23[C ]| make you so$5#2$. But you resisted, you have something 248:309,24[C ]| about you that$6#1$ saved you. And yet you are so$5#1$ modern, 248:309,25[C ]| so$5#1$ modern; the most modern man we know! We 248:309,26[C ]| shall always be delighted to$9$ see you again." 248:309,27[' ]| I have said that$3$ Osmond was in$4$ good humour, and 248:309,28[' ]| these remarks will$1$ give ample evidence of the fact. 248:309,29[' ]| They were infinitely more personal than he usually 248:309,30[' ]| cared to$9$ be, and if Caspar*Goodwood had attended 248:309,31[' ]| to$4$ them more closely he might have thought that$3$ the 248:309,32[' ]| defence of delicacy was in$4$ rather odd hands. We may 248:310,01[' ]| believe, however, that$3$ Osmond knew very well what 248:310,02[' ]| he was about, and that$3$ if he chose to$9$ use the tone of 248:310,03[' ]| patronage with a grossness not in$4$ his habits he had 248:310,04[' ]| an excellent reason for$4$ the escapade. Goodwood had 248:310,05[' ]| only a vague sense that$3$ he was laying it on$4$ somehow; 248:310,06[' ]| he scarcely knew where the mixture was applied. Indeed 248:310,07[' ]| he scarcely knew what Osmond was talking 248:310,08[' ]| about; he wanted to$9$ be alone with Isabel, and that$6#2$ 248:310,09[' ]| idea spoke louder to$4$ him than her husband's perfectly-pitched 248:310,10[' ]| voice. He watched her talking with other people 248:310,11[' ]| and wondered 248:310,11@e | when she would be at liberty and 248:310,12@e | whether he might ask her to$9$ go into one of the other 248:310,13@e | rooms. 248:310,13[' ]| His humour was not, like$4$ Osmond's, of the 248:310,14[' ]| best; there was an element of dull rage in$4$ this consciousness 248:310,15[' ]| of things. Up$5$ to$4$ this time he had not disliked 248:310,16[' ]| Osmond personally; he had only thought him 248:310,17[' ]| very well-informed and obliging and more than he had 248:310,18[' ]| supposed like$4$ the person whom Isabel*Archer would 248:310,19[' ]| naturally marry. His host had won in$4$ the open field 248:310,20[' ]| a great advantage over him, and Goodwood had too 248:310,21[' ]| strong a sense of fair play to$9$ have been moved to$9$ underrate 248:310,22[' ]| him on$4$ that$6#2$ account. He had not tried positively 248:310,23[' ]| to$9$ think well of him; this was a flight of sentimental 248:310,24[' ]| benevolence of which$6#1$, even in$4$ the days when 248:310,25[' ]| he came nearest to$4$ reconciling himself to$4$ what had 248:310,26[' ]| happened, Goodwood was quite incapable. He accepted 248:310,27[' ]| him as 248:310,27@e | rather a brilliant personage of the 248:310,28@e | amateurish kind, afflicted with a redundancy of leisure 248:310,29@e | which$6#1$ it amused him to$9$ work off in$4$ little refinements 248:310,30@e | of conversation. 248:310,30[' ]| But he only half trusted him; 248:310,30@e | he 248:310,31@e | could never make out why the deuce Osmond should 248:310,32@e | lavish refinements of any sort upon$4$ \him\. 248:310,32[' ]| It made him 248:311,01[' ]| suspect that$3$ he found some private entertainment in$4$ 248:311,02[' ]| it, and it ministered to$4$ a general impression that$3$ his 248:311,03[' ]| triumphant rival had in$4$ his composition a streak of 248:311,04[' ]| perversity. He knew indeed that$3$ Osmond could have 248:311,05[' ]| no$2$ reason to$9$ wish him evil; he had nothing to$9$ fear 248:311,06[' ]| from him. He had carried off a supreme advantage 248:311,07[' ]| and could afford to$9$ be kind to$4$ a man who$6#1$ had lost 248:311,08[' ]| everything. It was true that$3$ Goodwood had at times 248:311,09[' ]| grimly wished he were dead and would have liked to$9$ 248:311,10[' ]| kill him; but Osmond had no$2$ means of knowing this, 248:311,11[' ]| for$3$ practice had made the younger man perfect in$4$ the 248:311,12[' ]| art of appearing inaccessible to-day to$4$ any violent 248:311,13[' ]| emotion. He cultivated this art in$4$ order to$9$ deceive 248:311,14[' ]| himself, but it was others that$6#1$ he deceived first. 248:311,15[' ]| He cultivated it, moreover, with very limited success; 248:311,16[' ]| of which$6#1$ there could be no$2$ better proof than the 248:311,17[' ]| deep, dumb irritation that$6#1$ reigned in$4$ his soul when 248:311,18[' ]| he heard Osmond speak of his wife's feelings as if he 248:311,19[' ]| were commissioned to$9$ answer for$4$ them. 248:311,20[' ]| That$6#2$ was all he had had an ear for$5$ in$4$ what his host 248:311,21[' ]| said to$4$ him this evening; he had been conscious that$3$ 248:311,22@e | Osmond made more of a point even than usual of referring 248:311,23@e | to$4$ the conjugal harmony prevailing at Palazzo*Roccanera. 248:311,24@e | He had been more careful than ever to$9$ 248:311,25@e | speak as if he and his wife had all things in$4$ sweet community 248:311,26@e | and it were as natural to$4$ each of them to$9$ say 248:311,27@e | "we" as to$9$ say "I". 248:311,27[' ]| In$4$ all this there was an air of 248:311,28[' ]| intention that$6#1$ had puzzled and angered our poor Bostonian, 248:311,29[' ]| who$6#1$ could only reflect for$4$ his comfort that$3$ 248:311,29@e | Mrs%*Osmond's 248:311,30@e | relations with her husband were none of his 248:311,31@e | business. He had no$2$ proof whatever that$3$ her husband 248:311,32@e | misrepresented her, and if he judged her by$4$ the surface 248:312,01@e | of things was bound to$9$ believe that$3$ she liked her 248:312,02@e | life. She had never given him the faintest sign of discontent. 248:312,03@e | Miss*Stackpole had told him that$3$ she had 248:312,04@e | lost her illusions, but writing for$4$ the papers had made 248:312,05@e | Miss*Stackpole sensational. She was too fond of dreary 248:312,06@e | news. 248:312,06[' ]| Moreover, since her arrival in$4$ Rome she had 248:312,07[' ]| been much on$4$ her guard; she had pretty well ceased 248:312,08[' ]| to$9$ flash her lantern at him. This indeed, it may be 248:312,09[' ]| said for$4$ her, would have been quite against her conscience. 248:312,10[' ]| She had now seen the reality of Isabel's situation, 248:312,11[' ]| and it had inspired her with a just reserve. 248:312,12[' ]| Whatever could be done to$9$ improve it the most useful 248:312,13[' ]| form of assistance would not be to$9$ inflame her former 248:312,14[' ]| lovers with a sense of her wrongs. Miss*Stackpole continued 248:312,15[' ]| to$9$ take a deep interest in$4$ the state of Mr%*Goodwood's 248:312,16[' ]| feelings, but she showed it at present only 248:312,17[' ]| by$4$ sending him choice extracts, humorous and other, 248:312,18[' ]| from the American journals, of which$6#1$ she received 248:312,19[' ]| several by$4$ every post and which$6#1$ she always perused 248:312,20[' ]| with a pair of scissors in$4$ her hand. The articles she 248:312,21[' ]| cut out she placed in$4$ an envelope addressed to$4$ Mr%*Goodwood, 248:312,22[' ]| which$6#1$ she left with her own hand at his 248:312,23[' ]| hotel. He never asked her a question about Isabel: 248:312,24@e | had not he come five thousand miles to$9$ see for$4$ himself? 248:312,25[' ]| He was thus not in$4$ the least authorised to$9$ think Mrs%*Osmond 248:312,26[' ]| unhappy; but the very absence of authorisation 248:312,27[' ]| operated as an irritant, ministered to$4$ the harshness 248:312,28[' ]| with which$6#1$, in$4$ spite of his theory that$3$ he had 248:312,29[' ]| ceased to$9$ care, he now recognised that$3$, 248:312,29@e | so$5#1$ far as she 248:312,30@e | was concerned, the future had nothing more for$4$ him. 248:312,31@e | He had not even the satisfaction of knowing the truth; 248:312,32@e | apparently he could not even be trusted to$9$ respect her 248:313,01@e | if she \were\ unhappy. He was hopeless, helpless, useless. 248:313,02@e | To$4$ this last character she had called his attention 248:313,03@e | by$4$ her ingenious plan for$4$ making him leave Rome. 248:313,04@e | He had no$2$ objection whatever to$4$ doing what he could 248:313,05@e | for$4$ her cousin, but it made him grind his teeth to$9$ think 248:313,06@e | that$3$ of all the services she might have asked of him 248:313,07@e | this was the one she had been eager to$9$ select. There 248:313,08@e | had been no$2$ danger of her choosing one that$6#1$ would 248:313,09@e | have kept him in$4$ Rome. 248:313,10[' ]| To-night what he was chiefly thinking of was that$3$ 248:313,11@e | he was to$9$ leave her to-morrow and that$3$ he had gained 248:313,12@e | nothing by$4$ coming but the knowledge that$3$ he was as 248:313,13@e | little wanted as ever. About herself he had gained no$2$ 248:313,14@e | knowledge; she was imperturbable, inscrutable, impenetrable. 248:313,15[' ]| He felt the old bitterness, which$6#1$ he had 248:313,16[' ]| tried so$5#1$ hard to$9$ swallow, rise again in$4$ his throat, and 248:313,17[' ]| he knew 248:313,17@e | there are disappointments that$6#1$ last as long 248:313,18@e | as life. 248:313,18[' ]| Osmond went on$5$ talking; Goodwood was 248:313,19[' ]| vaguely aware that$3$ he was touching again upon$4$ his 248:313,20[' ]| perfect intimacy with his wife. It seemed to$4$ him for$4$ 248:313,21[' ]| a moment that$3$ 248:313,21@e | the man had a kind of demonic imagination; 248:313,22@e | it was impossible that$3$ without malice he 248:313,23@e | should have selected so$5#1$ unusual a topic. But what 248:313,24@e | did it matter, after all, whether he was demonic or 248:313,25@e | not, and whether she loved him or hated him? She 248:313,26@e | might hate him to$4$ the death without one's gaining a 248:313,27@e | straw one's self. 248:313,27[C ]| "You travel, by$7$ the by$7$, with Ralph*Touchett," 248:313,28[' ]| Osmond said. 248:313,28[C ]| "I suppose that$6#2$ means 248:313,29[C ]| you will$1$ move slowly?" 248:313,30[E ]| "I do not know. I shall do just as he likes." 248:313,31[C ]| "You are very accommodating. We are immensely 248:313,32[C ]| obliged to$4$ you; you must really let me say it. My 248:314,01[C ]| wife has probably expressed to$4$ you what we feel. 248:314,02[C ]| Touchett has been on$4$ our minds all winter; it has 248:314,03[C ]| looked more than once as if he would never leave 248:314,04[C ]| Rome. He ought never to$9$ have come; it is worse than 248:314,05[C ]| an impudence for$4$ people in$4$ that$6#2$ state to$9$ travel; it is 248:314,06[C ]| a kind of indelicacy. I would not for$4$ the world be 248:314,07[C ]| under such an obligation to$4$ Touchett as he has been 248:314,08[C ]| to$4$ ~~ to$4$ my wife and me. Other people inevitably 248:314,09[C ]| have to$9$ look after him, and every*one is not so$5#1$ generous 248:314,10[C ]| as you." 248:314,11[E ]| "I have nothing else to$9$ do," 248:314,11[' ]| Caspar said dryly. 248:314,12[' ]| Osmond looked at him a moment askance. 248:314,12[C ]| "You 248:314,13[C ]| ought to$9$ marry, and then you would have plenty to$9$ do! 248:314,14[C ]| It is true that$3$ in$4$ that$6#2$ case you would not be quite so$5#1$ 248:314,15[C ]| available for$4$ deeds of mercy." 248:314,16[E ]| "Do you find that$3$ as a married man you are so$5#1$ much 248:314,17[E ]| occupied?" 248:314,17[' ]| the young man mechanically asked. 248:314,18[C ]| "Ah, you see, being married is in$4$ itself an occupation. 248:314,19[C ]| It is not always active; it is often passive; but 248:314,20[C ]| that$6#2$ takes even more attention. Then my wife and 248:314,21[C ]| I do so$5#1$ many things together. We read, we study, we 248:314,22[C ]| make music, we walk, we drive ~~ we talk even, as 248:314,23[C ]| when we first knew each other. I delight, to$4$ this hour, 248:314,24[C ]| in$4$ my wife's conversation. If you are ever bored take 248:314,25[C ]| my advice and get married. Your wife indeed may 248:314,26[C ]| bore you, in$4$ that$6#2$ case; but you will$1$ never bore yourself. 248:314,27[C ]| You will$1$ always have something to$9$ say to$4$ yourself ~~ 248:314,28[C ]| always have a subject of reflection." 248:314,29[E ]| "I am not bored," 248:314,29[' ]| said Goodwood. 248:314,29[E ]| "I have plenty 248:314,30[E ]| to$9$ think about and to$9$ say to$4$ myself." 248:314,31[C ]| "More than to$9$ say to$4$ others!" 248:314,31[' ]| Osmond exclaimed 248:314,32[' ]| with a light laugh. 248:314,32[C ]| "Where shall you go next? I mean 248:315,01[C ]| after you have consigned Touchett to$4$ his natural care-takers 248:315,02[C ]| ~~ I believe his mother is at last coming back 248:315,03[C ]| to$9$ look after him. That$6#2$ little lady is superb; she 248:315,04[C ]| neglects her duties with a finish ~~ ! Perhaps you will$1$ 248:315,05[C ]| spend the summer in$4$ England?" 248:315,06[E ]| "I do not know. I have no$2$ plans." 248:315,07[C ]| "Happy man! That$6#2$ is a little bleak, but it is very 248:315,08[C ]| free." 248:315,09[E ]| "Oh yes, I am very free." 248:315,10[C ]| "Free to$9$ come back to$4$ Rome I hope," 248:315,10[' ]| said Osmond 248:315,11[' ]| as he saw a group of new visitors enter the room. 248:315,12[C ]| "Remember that$3$ when you do come we count on$4$ 248:315,13[C ]| you!" 248:315,14[' ]| Goodwood had meant to$9$ go away early, but the 248:315,15[' ]| evening elapsed without his having a chance to$9$ speak 248:315,16[' ]| to$4$ Isabel otherwise than as one of several associated 248:315,17[' ]| interlocutors. There was something perverse in$4$ the 248:315,18[' ]| inveteracy with which$6#1$ she avoided him; his unquenchable 248:315,19[' ]| rancour discovered an intention where there was 248:315,20[' ]| certainly no$2$ appearance of one. There was absolutely 248:315,21[' ]| no$2$ appearance of one. She met his eyes with her clear 248:315,22[' ]| hospitable smile, which$6#1$ seemed almost to$9$ ask that$3$ he 248:315,23[' ]| would come and help her to$9$ entertain some of her 248:315,24[' ]| visitors. To$4$ such suggestions, however, he opposed 248:315,25[' ]| but a stiff impatience. He wandered about and waited; 248:315,26[' ]| he talked to$4$ the few people he knew, who$6#1$ found him 248:315,27[' ]| for$4$ the first time rather self-contradictory. This was 248:315,28[' ]| indeed rare with Caspar*Goodwood, though he often 248:315,29[' ]| contradicted others. There was often music at Palazzo*Roccanera, 248:315,30[' ]| and it was usually very good. Under 248:315,31[' ]| cover of the music he managed to$9$ contain himself; but 248:315,32[' ]| toward the end, when he saw the people beginning to$9$ 248:316,01[' ]| go, he drew near to$4$ Isabel and asked her in$4$ a low tone 248:316,02[' ]| if he might not speak to$4$ her in$4$ one of the other rooms, 248:316,03[' ]| which$6#1$ he had just assured himself was empty. She 248:316,04[' ]| smiled as if she wished to$9$ oblige him but found herself 248:316,05[' ]| absolutely prevented. 248:316,05[A ]| "I am afraid it is impossible. 248:316,06[A ]| People are saying good-night, and I must be where 248:316,07[A ]| they can see me." 248:316,08[E ]| "I shall wait till they are all gone then." 248:316,09[' ]| She hesitated a moment. 248:316,09[A ]| "Ah, that$6#2$ will$1$ be delightful!" 248:316,10[' ]| she exclaimed. 248:316,11[' ]| And he waited, though it took a long time yet. 248:316,12[' ]| There were several people, at the end, who$6#1$ seemed 248:316,13[' ]| tethered to$4$ the carpet. The Countess*Gemini, who$6#1$ 248:316,14[' ]| was never herself till midnight, as she said, displayed 248:316,15[' ]| no$2$ consciousness that$3$ the entertainment was 248:316,16[' ]| over; she had still a little circle of gentlemen in$4$ 248:316,17[' ]| front of the fire, who$6#1$ every now and then broke into 248:316,18[' ]| a united laugh. Osmond had disappeared ~~ he 248:316,19[' ]| never bade good-bye to$4$ people; and as the Countess 248:316,20[' ]| was extending her range, according to$4$ her custom 248:316,21[' ]| at this period of the evening, Isabel had sent Pansy 248:316,22[' ]| to$4$ bed. Isabel sat a little apart; she too appeared 248:316,23[' ]| to$9$ wish her sister-in-law would sound a lower note 248:316,24[' ]| and let the last loiterers depart in$4$ peace. 248:316,25[E ]| "May I not say a word to$4$ you now?" 248:316,25[' ]| Goodwood 248:316,26[' ]| presently asked her. 248:316,27[' ]| She got up$5$ immediately, smiling. 248:316,27[A ]| "Certainly, we will$1$ 248:316,28[A ]| go somewhere else if you like$1$." 248:316,28[' ]| They went together, 248:316,29[' ]| leaving the Countess with her little circle, and for$4$ a 248:316,30[' ]| moment after they had crossed the threshold neither 248:316,31[' ]| of them spoke. Isabel would not sit down; she stood 248:316,32[' ]| in$4$ the middle of the room slowly fanning herself; 248:317,01@e | she had for$4$ him the same familiar grace. She seemed 248:317,02@e | to$9$ wait for$4$ him to$9$ speak. 248:317,02[' ]| Now that$3$ he was alone 248:317,03[' ]| with her all the passion he had never stifled surged 248:317,04[' ]| into his senses; it hummed in$4$ his eyes and made 248:317,05[' ]| things swim round him. The bright, empty room 248:317,06[' ]| grew dim and blurred, and through the heaving veil 248:317,07[' ]| he felt her hover before him with gleaming eyes and 248:317,08[' ]| parted lips. If he had seen more distinctly he would 248:317,09[' ]| have perceived her smile was fixed and a trifle forced 248:317,10[' ]| ~~ that$3$ she was frightened at what she saw in$4$ his 248:317,11[' ]| own face. 248:317,11[A ]| "I suppose you wish to$9$ bid me good-bye?" 248:317,12[' ]| she said. 248:317,13[E ]| "Yes ~~ but I do not like$1$ it. I do not want to$9$ leave 248:317,14[E ]| Rome," 248:317,14[' ]| he answered with almost plaintive honesty. 248:317,15[A ]| "I can well imagine. It is wonderfully good of 248:317,16[A ]| you. I can not tell you how kind I think you." 248:317,17[' ]| For$4$ a moment more he said nothing. 248:317,17[E ]| "With a few 248:317,18[E ]| words like$4$ that$6#2$ you make me go." 248:317,19[A ]| "You must come back some day," 248:317,19[' ]| she brightly 248:317,20[' ]| returned. 248:317,21[E ]| "Some day? You mean as long a time hence as 248:317,22[E ]| possible." 248:317,23[A ]| "Oh no$7$; I do not mean all that$6#2$." 248:317,24[E ]| "What \do\ you mean? I do not understand! But 248:317,25[E ]| I said I would go, and I will$1$ go," 248:317,25[' ]| Goodwood added. 248:317,26[A ]| "Come back whenever you like$1$," 248:317,26[' ]| said Isabel with 248:317,27[' ]| attempted lightness. 248:317,28[E ]| "I do not care a straw for$4$ your cousin!" 248:317,28[' ]| Caspar 248:317,29[' ]| broke out. 248:317,30[A ]| "Is that$6#2$ what you wished to$9$ tell me?" 248:317,31[E ]| "No$7$, no$7$; I did not want to$9$ tell you anything; 248:317,32[E ]| I wanted to$9$ ask you ~~ " 248:317,32[' ]| he paused a moment, and 248:318,01[' ]| then ~~ 248:318,01[E ]| "What have you really made of your life?" 248:318,02[' ]| he said, in$4$ a low, quick tone. He paused again, as 248:318,03[' ]| if for$4$ an answer; but she said nothing, and he went 248:318,04[' ]| on$5$: 248:318,04[E ]| "I can not understand, I can not penetrate you! 248:318,05[E ]| What am I to$9$ believe ~~ what do you want me to$9$ 248:318,06[E ]| think?" 248:318,06[' ]| Still she said nothing; she only stood looking 248:318,07[' ]| at him, now quite without pretending to$4$ ease. 248:318,08[E ]| "I am told you are unhappy, and if you are I should 248:318,09[E ]| like$1$ to$9$ know it. That$6#2$ would be something for$4$ me. 248:318,10[E ]| But you yourself say you are happy, and you are 248:318,11[E ]| somehow so$5#1$ still, so$5#1$ smooth, so$5#1$ hard. You are completely 248:318,12[E ]| changed. You conceal everything; I have not 248:318,13[E ]| really come near you." 248:318,14[A ]| "You come very near," 248:318,14[' ]| Isabel said gently, but in$4$ 248:318,15[' ]| a tone of warning. 248:318,16[E ]| "And yet I do not touch you! I want to$9$ know the 248:318,17[E ]| truth. Have you done well?" 248:318,18[A ]| "You ask a great deal." 248:318,19[E ]| "Yes ~~ I have always asked a great deal. Of course 248:318,20[E ]| you will$1$ not tell me. I shall never know if you can help 248:318,21[E ]| it. And then it is none of my business." 248:318,21[' ]| He had 248:318,22[' ]| spoken with a visible effort to$9$ control himself, to$9$ give 248:318,23[' ]| a considerate form to$4$ an inconsiderate state of mind. 248:318,24[' ]| But the sense that$3$ 248:318,24@e | it was his last chance, that$3$ he 248:318,25@e | loved her and had lost her, that$3$ she would think 248:318,26@e | him a fool whatever he should say, 248:318,26[' ]| suddenly gave 248:318,27[' ]| him a lash and added a deep vibration to$4$ his low 248:318,28[' ]| voice. 248:318,28[E ]| "You are perfectly inscrutable, and that$6#2$ is 248:318,29[E ]| what makes me think you have something to$9$ hide. 248:318,30[E ]| I tell you I do not care a straw for$4$ your cousin, but 248:318,31[E ]| I do not meant that$3$ I do not like$1$ him. I mean that$3$ it 248:318,32[E ]| is not because I like$1$ him that$3$ I go away with him. 248:319,01[E ]| I would go if he were an idiot and you should have asked 248:319,02[E ]| me. If you should ask me I would go to$4$ Siberia to-morrow. 248:319,03[E ]| Why do you want me to$9$ leave the place? You 248:319,04[E ]| must have some reason for$4$ that$6#2$; if you were as contented 248:319,05[E ]| as you pretend you are you would not care. 248:319,06[E ]| I would rather know the truth about you, even if it is 248:319,07[E ]| damnable, than have come here for$4$ nothing. That$6#2$ 248:319,08[E ]| is not what I came for$4$. I thought I should not care. 248:319,09[E ]| I came because I wanted to$9$ assure myself that$3$ I 248:319,10[E ]| need not think of you any more. I have not thought 248:319,11[E ]| of anything else, and you are quite right to$9$ wish me 248:319,12[E ]| to$9$ go away. But if I must go, there is no$2$ harm in$4$ my 248:319,13[E ]| letting myself out for$4$ a single moment, is there? If 248:319,14[E ]| you are really hurt ~~ if \he\ hurts you ~~ nothing \I\ 248:319,15[E ]| say will$1$ hurt you. When I tell you I love you it is 248:319,16[E ]| simply what I came for$4$. I thought it was for$4$ something 248:319,17[E ]| else; but it was for$4$ that$6#2$. I should not say it 248:319,18[E ]| if I did not believe I should never see you again. 248:319,19[E ]| It is the last time ~~ let me pluck a single flower! 248:319,20[E ]| I have no$2$ right to$9$ say that$6#2$, I know; and you have no$2$ 248:319,21[E ]| right to$9$ listen. But you do not listen; you never 248:319,22[E ]| listen, you are always thinking of something else. 248:319,23[E ]| After this I must go, of course; so$3$ I shall at least 248:319,24[E ]| have a reason. Your asking me is no$2$ reason, not a 248:319,25[E ]| real one. I can not judge by$4$ your husband," 248:319,25[' ]| he went 248:319,26[' ]| on$5$ irrelevantly, almost incoherently; 248:319,26[E ]| "I do not understand 248:319,27[E ]| him; he tells me you adore each other. 248:319,28[E ]| Why does he tell me that$6#2$? What business is it of 248:319,29[E ]| mine? When I say that$6#2$ to$4$ you, you look strange. 248:319,30[E ]| But you always look strange. Yes, you have something 248:319,31[E ]| to$9$ hide. It is none of my business ~~ very true. 248:319,32[E ]| But I love you," 248:319,32[' ]| said Caspar*Goodwood. 248:320,01[' ]| As he said, she looked strange. She turned her 248:320,02[' ]| eyes to$4$ the door by$4$ which$6#1$ they had entered and raised 248:320,03[' ]| her fan as if in$4$ warning. 248:320,03[A ]| "You have behaved so$5#1$ well; 248:320,04[A ]| do not spoil it," 248:320,04[' ]| she uttered softly. 248:320,05[E ]| "No*one hears me. It is wonderful what you 248:320,06[E ]| tried to$9$ put me off with. I love you as I have never 248:320,07[E ]| loved you." 248:320,08[A ]| "I know it. I knew it as soon as you consented 248:320,09[A ]| to$9$ go." 248:320,10[E ]| "You can not help it ~~ of course not. You would 248:320,11[E ]| if you could, but can not, unfortunately. Unfortunately 248:320,12[E ]| for$4$ me, I mean. I ask nothing ~~ nothing, 248:320,13[E ]| that$3$ is, I should not. But I do ask one sole satisfaction: ~~ 248:320,14[E ]| that$3$ you tell me ~~ that$3$ you tell me ~~!" 248:320,15[A ]| "That$3$ I tell you what?" 248:320,16[E ]| "Whether I may pity you." 248:320,17[A ]| "Should you like$1$ that$6#2$?" 248:320,17[' ]| Isabel asked, trying to$9$ 248:320,18[' ]| smile again. 248:320,19[E ]| "To$9$ pity you? Most assuredly! That$6#2$ at least 248:320,20[E ]| would be doing something. I would give my life to$4$ it." 248:320,21[' ]| She raised her fan to$4$ her face, which$6#1$ it covered 248:320,22[' ]| all except her eyes. They rested a moment on$4$ his. 248:320,23[A ]| "Do not give your life to$4$ it; but give a thought to$4$ it 248:320,24[A ]| every now and then." 248:320,24[' ]| And with that$6#2$ she went back 248:320,25[' ]| to$4$ the Countess*Gemini. 249:321,01[' ]| Madame*Merle had not made her appearance at 249:321,02[' ]| Palazzo*Roccanera on$4$ the evening of that$6#2$ Thursday 249:321,03[' ]| of which$6#1$ I have narrated some of the incidents, and 249:321,04[' ]| Isabel, though she observed her absence, was not 249:321,05[' ]| surprised by$4$ it. Things had passed between them 249:321,06[' ]| which$6#1$ added no$2$ stimulus to$4$ sociability, and to$9$ appreciate 249:321,07[' ]| which$6#1$ we must glance a little backward. 249:321,08[' ]| It has been mentioned that$3$ Madame*Merle returned 249:321,09[' ]| from Naples shortly after Lord*Warburton had left 249:321,10[' ]| Rome, and that$3$ on$4$ her first meeting with Isabel 249:321,11[' ]| (whom, to$9$ do her justice, she came immediately to$9$ 249:321,12[' ]| see) her first utterance had been an enquiry as to$4$ 249:321,13[' ]| the whereabouts of this nobleman, for$4$ whom she 249:321,14[' ]| appeared to$9$ hold her dear friend accountable. 249:321,15[A ]| "Please do not talk of him," 249:321,15[' ]| said Isabel for$4$ answer; 249:321,16[A ]| "we have heard so$5#1$ much of him of late." 249:321,17[' ]| Madame*Merle bent her head on$4$ one side a little, 249:321,18[' ]| protestingly, and smiled at the left corner of her 249:321,19[' ]| mouth. 249:321,19[H ]| "You have heard, yes. But you must remember 249:321,20[H ]| that$3$ I have not, in$4$ Naples. I hoped to$9$ find him here 249:321,21[H ]| and to$9$ be able to$9$ congratulate Pansy." 249:321,22[A ]| "You may congratulate Pansy still; but not on$4$ 249:321,23[A ]| marrying Lord*Warburton." 249:321,24[H ]| "How you say that$6#2$! Do not you know I had set 249:321,25[H ]| my heart on$4$ it?" 249:321,25[' ]| Madame*Merle asked with a great 249:321,26[' ]| deal of spirit, but still with the intonation of good-humour. 249:321,27[' ]| 249:322,01[' ]| Isabel was discomposed, but she was determined to$9$ 249:322,02[' ]| be good-humoured too. 249:322,02[A ]| "You should not have gone 249:322,03[A ]| to$4$ Naples then. You should have stayed here to$9$ 249:322,04[A ]| watch the affair." 249:322,05[H ]| "I had too much confidence in$4$ you. But do you 249:322,06[H ]| think it is too late?" 249:322,07[A ]| "You had better ask Pansy," 249:322,07[' ]| said Isabel. 249:322,08[H ]| "I shall ask her what you have said to$4$ her." 249:322,09[' ]| These words seemed to$9$ justify the impulse of self-defence 249:322,10[' ]| aroused on$4$ Isabel's part by$4$ her perceiving 249:322,11[' ]| that$3$ her visitor's attitude was a critical one. Madame*Merle, 249:322,12[' ]| as we know, had been very discreet hitherto; 249:322,13[' ]| she had never criticised; she had been markedly afraid 249:322,14[' ]| of intermeddling. But apparently she had only reserved 249:322,15[' ]| herself for$4$ this occasion, since she now had a 249:322,16[' ]| dangerous quickness in$4$ her eye and an air of irritation 249:322,17[' ]| which$6#1$ even her admirable ease was not able to$9$ transmute. 249:322,18[' ]| She had suffered a disappointment which$6#1$ excited 249:322,19[' ]| Isabel's surprise ~~ our heroine having no$2$ knowledge 249:322,20[' ]| of her zealous interest in$4$ Pansy's marriage; and 249:322,21[' ]| she betrayed it in$4$ a manner which$6#1$ quickened Mrs%*Osmond's 249:322,22[' ]| alarm. More clearly than ever before 249:322,23[' ]| Isabel heard a cold, mocking voice proceed from she 249:322,24[' ]| knew not where, in$4$ the dim void that$6#1$ surrounded her, 249:322,25[' ]| and declare that$3$ this bright, strong, definite, worldly 249:322,26[' ]| woman, this incarnation of the practical, the personal, 249:322,27[' ]| the immediate, was a powerful agent in$4$ her destiny. 249:322,28[' ]| She was nearer to$4$ her than Isabel had yet discovered, 249:322,29[' ]| and her nearness was not the charming accident she 249:322,30[' ]| had so$5#1$ long supposed. The sense of accident indeed 249:322,31[' ]| had died within her that$6#2$ day when she happened to$9$ be 249:322,32[' ]| struck with the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ the wonderful lady 249:323,01[' ]| and her own husband sat together in$4$ private. No$2$ definite 249:323,02[' ]| suspicion had as yet taken its place; but it was 249:323,03[' ]| enough to$9$ make her view this friend with a different 249:323,04[' ]| eye, to$9$ have been led to$9$ reflect that$3$ 249:323,04@a | there was more intention 249:323,05@a | in$4$ her past behaviour than she had allowed for$4$ 249:323,06@a | at the time. 249:323,06@a | Ah yes, there had been intention, there 249:323,07@a | had been intention, 249:323,07[' ]| Isabel said to$4$ herself; and she 249:323,08[' ]| seemed to$9$ wake from a long pernicious dream. 249:323,08@a | What 249:323,09@a | was it that$6#1$ brought home to$4$ her that$3$ Madame*Merle's 249:323,10@a | intention had not been good? Nothing but the mistrust 249:323,11@a | which$6#1$ had lately taken body and which$6#1$ married 249:323,12@a | itself now to$4$ the fruitful wonder produced by$4$ her visitor's 249:323,13@a | challenge on$4$ behalf of poor Pansy. There was 249:323,14@a | something in$4$ this challenge which$6#1$ had at the very outset 249:323,15@a | excited an answering defiance; a nameless vitality 249:323,16@a | which$6#1$ she could see to$9$ have been absent from her 249:323,17@a | friend's professions of delicacy and caution. Madame*Merle 249:323,18@a | had been unwilling to$9$ interfere, certainly, but 249:323,19@a | only so$5#1$ long as there was nothing to$9$ interfere with. 249:323,19[' ]| It 249:323,20[' ]| will$1$ perhaps seem to$4$ the reader that$3$ Isabel went fast 249:323,21[' ]| in$4$ casting doubt, on$4$ mere suspicion, on$4$ a sincerity 249:323,22[' ]| proved by$4$ several years of good offices. She moved 249:323,23[' ]| quickly indeed, and with reason, for$3$ a strange truth 249:323,24[' ]| was filtering into her soul. Madame*Merle's interest 249:323,25[' ]| was identical with Osmond's: that$6#2$ was enough. 249:323,25[A ]| "I 249:323,26[A ]| think Pansy will$1$ tell you nothing that$6#1$ will$1$ make you 249:323,27[A ]| more angry," 249:323,27[' ]| she said in$4$ answer to$4$ her companion's 249:323,28[' ]| last remark. 249:323,29[H ]| "I am not in$4$ the least angry. I have only a great 249:323,30[H ]| desire to$9$ retrieve the situation. Do you consider that$3$ 249:323,31[H ]| Warburton has left us for*ever?" 249:323,32[A ]| "I can not tell you; I do not understand you. It is all 249:324,01[A ]| over; please let it rest. Osmond has talked to$4$ me 249:324,02[A ]| a great deal about it, and I have nothing more to$9$ say 249:324,03[A ]| or to$9$ hear. I have no$2$ doubt," 249:324,03[' ]| Isabel added, 249:324,03[A ]| "that$3$ he will$1$ 249:324,04[A ]| be very happy to$9$ discuss the subject with you." 249:324,05[H ]| "I know what he thinks; he came to$9$ see me last 249:324,06[H ]| evening." 249:324,07[A ]| "As soon as you had arrived? Then you know all 249:324,08[A ]| about it and you need not apply to$4$ me for$4$ information." 249:324,09[A ]| 249:324,10[H ]| "It is not information I want. At bottom it is sympathy. 249:324,11[H ]| I had set my heart on$4$ that$6#2$ marriage; the idea 249:324,12[H ]| did what so$5#1$ few things do ~~ it satisfied the imagination." 249:324,13[H ]| 249:324,14[A ]| "Your imagination, yes. But not that$6#2$ of the persons 249:324,15[A ]| concerned." 249:324,16[H ]| "You mean by$4$ that$6#2$ of course that$3$ I am not concerned. 249:324,17[H ]| Of course not directly. But when one is such an old 249:324,18[H ]| friend one can not help having something at stake. You 249:324,19[H ]| forget how long I have known Pansy. You mean, of 249:324,20[H ]| course," 249:324,20[' ]| Madame*Merle added, 249:324,20[H ]| "that$3$ \you\ are one 249:324,21[H ]| of the persons concerned." 249:324,22[A ]| "No$7$; that$6#2$ is the last thing I mean. I am very weary 249:324,23[A ]| of it all." 249:324,24[' ]| Madame*Merle hesitated a little. 249:324,24[H ]| "Ah yes, your 249:324,25[H ]| work is done." 249:324,26[A ]| "Take care what you say," 249:324,26[' ]| said Isabel very gravely. 249:324,27[H ]| "Oh, I take care; never perhaps more than when 249:324,28[H ]| it appears least. Your husband judges you severely." 249:324,29[' ]| Isabel made for$4$ a moment no$2$ answer to$4$ this; she 249:324,30[' ]| felt choked with bitterness. 249:324,30@a | It was not the insolence 249:324,31@a | of Madame*Merle's informing her that$3$ Osmond had 249:324,32@a | been taking her into his confidence as against his wife 249:325,01@a | that$6#1$ struck her most; 249:325,01[' ]| for$3$ she was not quick to$9$ believe 249:325,02[' ]| that$3$ this was meant for$4$ insolence. 249:325,02@a | Madame*Merle 249:325,03@a | was very rarely insolent, and only when it was exactly 249:325,04@a | right. It was not right now, or at least it was not 249:325,05@a | right yet. 249:325,05[' ]| What touched Isabel like$4$ a drop of corosive 249:325,06[' ]| acid upon$4$ an open wound was the knowledge that$3$ 249:325,07[' ]| Osmond dishonoured her in$4$ his words as well as in$4$ 249:325,08[' ]| his thoughts. 249:325,08[A ]| "Should you like$1$ to$9$ know how I judge 249:325,09[A ]| \him\?" 249:325,09[' ]| she asked at last. 249:325,10[H ]| "No$7$, because you would never tell me. And it would 249:325,11[H ]| be painful for$4$ me to$9$ know." 249:325,12[' ]| There was a pause, and for$4$ the first time since she 249:325,13[' ]| had known her Isabel thought Madame*Merle disagreeable. 249:325,14[' ]| She wished she would leave her. 249:325,14[A ]| "Remember 249:325,15[A ]| how attractive Pansy is, and do not despair," 249:325,15[' ]| she 249:325,16[' ]| said abruptly, with a desire that$3$ this should close their 249:325,17[' ]| interview. 249:325,18[' ]| But Madame*Merle's expansive presence underwent 249:325,19[' ]| no$2$ contraction. She only gathered her mantle 249:325,20[' ]| about her and, with the movement, scattered upon$4$ 249:325,21[' ]| the air a faint, agreeable fragrance. 249:325,21[H ]| "I do not despair; 249:325,22[H ]| I feel encouraged. And I did not come to$9$ scold you; 249:325,23[H ]| I came if possible to$9$ learn the truth. I know you will$1$ 249:325,24[H ]| tell it if I ask you. It is an immense blessing with you 249:325,25[H ]| that$3$ one can count upon$4$ that$6#2$. No$7$, you will$1$ not believe 249:325,26[H ]| what a comfort I take in$4$ it." 249:325,27[A ]| "What truth do you speak of?" 249:325,27[' ]| Isabel asked, 249:325,28[' ]| wondering. 249:325,29[H ]| "Just this: whether Lord*Warburton changed his 249:325,30[H ]| mind quite of his own movement or because you recommended 249:325,31[H ]| it. To$9$ please himself I mean, or to$9$ please 249:325,32[H ]| you. Think of the confidence I must still have in$4$ you, 249:326,01[H ]| in$4$ spite of having lost a little of it," 249:326,01[' ]| Madame*Merle 249:326,02[' ]| continued with a smile, 249:326,02[H ]| "to$9$ ask such a question as 249:326,03[H ]| that$6#2$!" 249:326,03[' ]| She sat looking at her friend, to$9$ judge the effect 249:326,04[' ]| of her words, and then went on$5$: 249:326,04[H ]| "Now do not be 249:326,05[H ]| heroic, do not be unreasonable, do not take offence. It 249:326,06[H ]| seems to$4$ me I do you an honour in$4$ speaking so$5#2$. I do not 249:326,07[H ]| know another woman to$4$ whom I would do it. I have not 249:326,08[H ]| the least idea that$3$ any other woman would tell me 249:326,09[H ]| the truth. And do not you see how well it is that$3$ your 249:326,10[H ]| husband should know it? It is true that$3$ he does not 249:326,11[H ]| appear to$9$ have had any tact whatever in$4$ trying to$9$ 249:326,12[H ]| extract it; he has indulged in$4$ gratuitous suppositions. 249:326,13[H ]| But that$6#2$ does not alter the fact that$3$ it would make 249:326,14[H ]| a difference in$4$ his view of his daughter's prospects to$9$ 249:326,15[H ]| know distinctly what really occurred. If Lord*Warburton 249:326,16[H ]| simply got tired of the poor child, that$6#2$ is one 249:326,17[H ]| thing, and it is a pity. If he gave her up$5$ to$9$ please you 249:326,18[H ]| it is another. That$6#2$ is a pity too, but in$4$ a different way. 249:326,19[H ]| Then, in$4$ the latter case, you had perhaps resign yourself 249:326,20[H ]| to$4$ not being pleased ~~ to$4$ simply seeing your step-daughter 249:326,21[H ]| married. Let him off ~~ let us have him!" 249:326,22[' ]| Madame*Merle had proceeded very deliberately, 249:326,23[' ]| watching her companion and apparently thinking 249:326,24[' ]| she could proceed safely. As she went on$5$ Isabel grew 249:326,25[' ]| pale; she clasped her hands more tightly in$4$ her lap. 249:326,26@a | It was not that$3$ her visitor had at last thought it the 249:326,27@a | right time to$9$ be insolent; for$3$ this was not what was 249:326,28@a | most apparent. It was a worse horror than that$6#2$. 249:326,29[A ]| "Who$6#2$ are you ~~ what are you?" 249:326,29[' ]| Isabel murmured. 249:326,30[A ]| "What have you to$9$ do with my husband?" 249:326,30[' ]| It was 249:326,31[' ]| strange that$3$ for$4$ the moment she drew as near to$4$ him 249:326,32[' ]| as if she had loved him. 249:327,01[H ]| "Ah then, you take it heroically! I am very sorry. 249:327,02[H ]| Do not think, however, that$3$ I shall do so$5#2$." 249:327,03[A ]| "What have you to$9$ do with me?" 249:327,03[' ]| Isabel went on$5$. 249:327,04[' ]| Madame*Merle slowly got up$5$, stroking her muff, 249:327,05[' ]| but not removing her eyes from Isabel's face. 249:327,05[H ]| "Everything!" 249:327,06[' ]| she answered. 249:327,07[' ]| Isabel sat there looking up$5$ at her, without rising; 249:327,08[' ]| her face was almost a prayer to$9$ be enlightened. 249:327,08@a | But 249:327,09@a | the light of this woman's eyes seemed only a darkness. 249:327,10[A ]| "Oh misery!" 249:327,10[' ]| she murmured at last; and she fell 249:327,11[' ]| back, covering her face with her hands. It had come 249:327,12[' ]| over her like$4$ a high-surging wave that$3$ 249:327,12@a | Mrs%*Touchett 249:327,13@a | was right. Madame*Merle had married her. 249:327,13[' ]| Before 249:327,14[' ]| she uncovered her face again that$6#2$ lady had left the 249:327,15[' ]| room. 249:327,16[' ]| Isabel took a drive alone that$6#2$ afternnon; she wished 249:327,17[' ]| to$9$ be far away, under the sky, where she could descend 249:327,18[' ]| from her carriage and tread upon$4$ the daisies. 249:327,19[' ]| She had long before this taken old Rome into her confidence, 249:327,20[' ]| for$3$ in$4$ a world of ruins the ruin of her happiness 249:327,21[' ]| seemed a less unnatural catastrophe. She rested 249:327,22[' ]| her weariness upon$4$ things that$6#1$ had crumbled for$4$ centuries 249:327,23[' ]| and yet still were upright; she dropped her secret 249:327,24[' ]| sadness into the silence of lonely places, where its 249:327,25[' ]| very modern quality detached itself and grew objective, 249:327,26[' ]| so$3$ that$3$ as she sat in$4$ a sun-warmed angle on$4$ a 249:327,27[' ]| winter's day, or stood in$4$ a mouldy church to$4$ which$6#1$ no*one 249:327,28[' ]| came, she could almost smile at it and think of its 249:327,29[' ]| smallness. Small it was, in$4$ the large Roman record, 249:327,30[' ]| and her haunting sense of the continuity of the human 249:327,31[' ]| lot easily carried her from the less to$4$ the greater. She 249:327,32[' ]| had become deeply, tenderly acquainted with Rome; 249:328,01[' ]| it interfused and moderated her passion. But she had 249:328,02[' ]| grown to$9$ think of it chiefly as the place where people 249:328,03[' ]| had suffered. This was what came to$4$ her in$4$ the starved 249:328,04[' ]| churches, where the marble columns, transferred from 249:328,05[' ]| pagan ruins, seemed to$9$ offer her a companionship in$4$ 249:328,06[' ]| endurance and the musty incense to$9$ be a compound of 249:328,07[' ]| long-unanswered prayers. There was no$2$ gentler nor 249:328,08[' ]| less consistent heretic than Isabel; the firmest of worshippers, 249:328,09[' ]| gazing at dark altar-pictures or clustered 249:328,10[' ]| candles, could not have felt more intimately the suggestiveness 249:328,11[' ]| of these objects nor have been more liable 249:328,12[' ]| at such moments to$4$ a spiritual visitation. Pansy, as we 249:328,13[' ]| know, was almost always her companion, and of late 249:328,14[' ]| the Countess*Gemini, balancing a pink parasol, had 249:328,15[' ]| lent brilliancy to$4$ their equipage; but she still occasionally 249:328,16[' ]| found herself alone when it suited her mood 249:328,17[' ]| and where it suited the place. On$4$ such occasions she 249:328,18[' ]| had several resorts; the most accessible of which$6#1$ perhaps 249:328,19[' ]| was a seat on$4$ the low parapet which$6#1$ edges the 249:328,20[' ]| wide grassy space before the high, cold front of Saint*John*Lateran, 249:328,21[' ]| whence you look across the Campagna 249:328,22[' ]| at the far-trailing outline of the Alban*Mount and at 249:328,23[' ]| that$6#2$ mighty plain, between, which$6#1$ is still so$5#1$ full of all 249:328,24[' ]| that$6#1$ has passed from it. After the departure of her 249:328,25[' ]| cousin and his companions she roamed more than 249:328,26[' ]| usual; she carried her sombre spirit from one familiar 249:328,27[' ]| shrine to$4$ the other. Even when Pansy and the Countess 249:328,28[' ]| were with her she felt the touch of a vanished 249:328,29[' ]| world. The carriage, leaving the wall of Rome behind, 249:328,30[' ]| rolled through narrow lanes where the wild honeysuckle 249:328,31[' ]| had begun to$9$ tangle itself in$4$ the hedges, or 249:328,32[' ]| waited for$4$ her in$4$ quiet places where the fields lay near, 249:329,01[' ]| while she strolled further and further over the flower-freckled 249:329,02[' ]| turf, or sat on$4$ a stone that$6#1$ had once had a use 249:329,03[' ]| and gazed through the veil of her personal sadness at 249:329,04[' ]| the splendid sadness of the scene ~~ at the dense, 249:329,05[' ]| warm light, the far gradations and soft confusions of 249:329,06[' ]| colour, the motionless shepherds in$4$ lonely attitudes, 249:329,07[' ]| the hills where the cloud-shadows had the lightness of 249:329,08[' ]| a blush. 249:329,09[' ]| On$4$ the afternoon I began with speaking of, she had 249:329,10[' ]| taken a resolution not to$9$ think of Madame*Merle; but 249:329,11[' ]| the resolution proved vain, and this lady's image hovered 249:329,12[' ]| constantly before her. She asked herself, with an 249:329,13[' ]| almost childlike horror of the supposition, 249:329,13@a | whether 249:329,14@a | to$4$ this intimate friend of several years the great historical 249:329,15@a | epithet of \wicked\ were to$9$ be applied. 249:329,15[' ]| She knew the 249:329,16[' ]| idea only by$4$ the Bible and other literary works; to$4$ the 249:329,17[' ]| best of her belief she had had no$2$ personal acquaintance 249:329,18[' ]| with wickedness. She had desired a large acquaintance 249:329,19[' ]| with human life, and in$4$ spite of her having 249:329,20[' ]| flattered herself that$3$ she cultivated it with some success 249:329,21[' ]| this elementary privilege had been denied her. 249:329,22@a | Perhaps it was not wicked ~~ in$4$ the historic sense ~~ 249:329,23@a | to$9$ be even deeply false; for$3$ that$6#2$ was what Madame*Merle 249:329,24@a | had been ~~ deeply, deeply, deeply. 249:329,24[' ]| Isabel's 249:329,25[' ]| Aunt*Lydia had made this discovery long before, and 249:329,26[' ]| had mentioned it to$4$ her niece; but Isabel had flattered 249:329,27[' ]| herself at this time that$3$ she had a much richer view 249:329,28[' ]| of things, especially of the spontaneity of her own career 249:329,29[' ]| and the nobleness of her own interpretations, than 249:329,30[' ]| poor stiffly-reasoning Mrs%*Touchett. Madame*Merle 249:329,31[' ]| had done what she wanted; she had brought about 249:329,32[' ]| the union of her two friends; a reflection which$6#1$ could 249:330,01[' ]| not fail to$9$ make it a matter of wonder that$3$ she should 249:330,02[' ]| so$5#1$ much have desired such an event. There were 249:330,03[' ]| people who$6#1$ had the match-making passion, like$4$ the 249:330,04[' ]| votaries of art for$4$ art; but Madame*Merle, great artist 249:330,05[' ]| as she was, was scarcely one of these. She thought too 249:330,06[' ]| ill of marriage, too ill even of life; she had desired that$6#2$ 249:330,07[' ]| particular marriage but had not desired others. She 249:330,08[' ]| had therefore had a conception of gain, and Isabel 249:330,09[' ]| asked herself 249:330,09@a | where she had found her profit. 249:330,09[' ]| It took 249:330,10[' ]| her naturally a long time to$9$ discover, and even then 249:330,11[' ]| her discovery was imperfect. It came back to$4$ her that$3$ 249:330,12@a | Madame*Merle, though she had seemed to$9$ like$1$ her 249:330,13@a | from their first meeting at Gardencourt, had been 249:330,14@a | doubly affectionate after Mr%*Touchett's death and 249:330,15@a | after learning that$3$ her young friend had been subject 249:330,16@a | to$4$ the good old man's charity. 249:330,16[' ]| She had found her profit 249:330,17[' ]| not in$4$ the gross device of borrowing money , but in$4$ the 249:330,18[' ]| more refined idea of introducing one of her intimates 249:330,19[' ]| to$4$ the young woman's fresh and ingenuous fortune. 249:330,20[' ]| She had naturally chosen her closest intimate, and it 249:330,21[' ]| was already vivid enough to$4$ Isabel that$3$ Gilbert occupied 249:330,22[' ]| this position. She found herself confronted in$4$ this 249:330,23[' ]| manner with the conviction that$3$ 249:330,23@a | the man in$4$ the world 249:330,24@a | whom she had supposed to$9$ be the least sordid had 249:330,25@a | married her, like$4$ a vulgar adventurer, for$4$ her money. 249:330,26[' ]| Strange to$9$ say, it had never before occurred to$4$ her; if 249:330,27[' ]| she had thought a good deal of harm of Osmond she 249:330,28[' ]| had not done him this particular injury. This was the 249:330,29[' ]| worst she could think of, and she had been saying to$4$ 249:330,30[' ]| herself that$3$ 249:330,30@a | the worst was still to$9$ come. A man might 249:330,31@a | marry a woman for$4$ her money perfectly well; the 249:330,32@a | thing was often done. But at least he should let her 249:331,01@a | know. 249:331,01[' ]| She wondered whether 249:331,01@a | since he had wanted 249:331,02@a | her money, her money would now satisfy him. Would 249:331,03@a | he take her money and let her go? Ah, if Mr%*Touchett's 249:331,04@a | great charity would but help her to-day it would 249:331,05@a | be blessed indeed! 249:331,05[' ]| It was not slow to$9$ occur to$4$ her that$3$ 249:331,06@a | if Madame*Merle had wished to$9$ do Gilbert a service 249:331,07@a | his recognition to$4$ her of the boon must have lost its 249:331,08@a | warmth. What must be his feelings to-day in$4$ regard 249:331,09@a | to$4$ his too zealous benefactress, and what expression 249:331,10@a | must they have found on$4$ the part of such a master of 249:331,11@a | irony? 249:331,11[' ]| It is a singular, but a characteristic, fact that$3$ 249:331,12[' ]| before Isabel returned from her silent drive she had 249:331,13[' ]| broken its silence by$4$ the soft exclamation: 249:331,13[A ]| "Poor, 249:331,14[A ]| poor Madame*Merle!" 249:331,15[' ]| Her compassion would perhaps have been justified 249:331,16[' ]| if on$4$ this same afternoon she had been concealed 249:331,17[' ]| behind one of the valuable curtains of time-softened 249:331,18[' ]| damask which$6#1$ dressed the interesting little \9salon\ of the 249:331,19[' ]| lady to$4$ whom it referred; the carefully-arranged apartment 249:331,20[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ we once paid a visit in$4$ company with 249:331,21[' ]| the discreet Mr%*Rosier. In$4$ that$6#2$ apartment, towards 249:331,22[' ]| six o'clock, Gilbert*Osmond was seated, and his hostess 249:331,23[' ]| stood before him as Isabel had seen her stand on$4$ 249:331,24[' ]| an occasion commemorated in$4$ this history with an 249:331,25[' ]| emphasis appropriate not so$5#1$ much to$4$ its apparent as 249:331,26[' ]| to$4$ its real importance. 249:331,27[H ]| "I do not believe you are unhappy; I believe you like$1$ 249:331,28[H ]| it," 249:331,28[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 249:331,29[C ]| "Did I say I was unhappy?" 249:331,29[' ]| Osmond asked with 249:331,30[' ]| a face grave enough to$9$ suggest that$3$ he might have been. 249:331,31[H ]| "No$7$, but you do not say the contrary, as you ought 249:331,32[H ]| in$4$ common gratitude." 249:332,01[C ]| "Do not talk about gratitude," 249:332,01[' ]| he returned dryly. 249:332,02[C ]| "And do not aggravate me," 249:332,02[' ]| he added in$4$ a moment. 249:332,03[' ]| 249:332,04[' ]| Madame*Merle slowly seated herself, with her arms 249:332,05[' ]| folded and her white hands arranged as a support to$4$ 249:332,06[' ]| one of them and an ornament, as it were, to$4$ the other. 249:332,07[' ]| She looked exquisitely calm but impressively sad. 249:332,08[H ]| "On$4$ your side, do not try to$9$ frighten me. I wonder if 249:332,09[H ]| you guess some of my thoughts." 249:332,10[C ]| "I trouble about them no$2$ more than I can help. 249:332,11[C ]| I have quite enough of my own." 249:332,12[H ]| "That$6#2$ is because they are so$5#1$ delightful." 249:332,13[' ]| Osmond rested his head against the back of his 249:332,14[' ]| chair and looked at his companion with a cynical directness 249:332,15[' ]| which$6#1$ seemed also partly an expression of 249:332,16[' ]| fatigue. 249:332,16[C ]| "You do aggravate me," 249:332,16[' ]| he remarked in$4$ a 249:332,17[' ]| moment. 249:332,17[C ]| "I am very tired." 249:332,18[H ]| "\9Eh 9moi 9donc!\" 249:332,18[' ]| cried Madame*Merle. 249:332,19[C ]| "With you it is because you fatigue yourself. With 249:332,20[C ]| me it is not my own fault." 249:332,21[H ]| "When I fatigue myself it is for$4$ you. I have given 249:332,22[H ]| you an interest. That$6#2$ is a great gift." 249:332,23[C ]| "Do you call it an interest?" 249:332,23[' ]| Osmond enquired 249:332,24[' ]| with detachment. 249:332,25[H ]| "Certainly, since it helps you to$9$ pass your time." 249:332,26[C ]| "The time has never seemed longer to$4$ me than 249:332,27[C ]| this winter." 249:332,28[H ]| "You have never looked better; you have never been 249:332,29[H ]| so$5#1$ agreeable, so$5#1$ brilliant." 249:332,30[C ]| "Damn my brilliancy!" 249:332,30[' ]| he thoughtfully murmured. 249:332,31[C ]| "How little, after all, you know me!" 249:332,32[H ]| "If I do not know you I know nothing," 249:332,32[' ]| smiled 249:333,01[' ]| Madame*Merle. 249:333,01[H ]| "You have the feeling of complete 249:333,02[H ]| success." 249:333,03[C ]| "No$7$, I shall not have that$6#2$ till I have made you stop 249:333,04[C ]| judging me." 249:333,05[H ]| "I did that$6#2$ long ago. I speak from old knowledge. 249:333,06[H ]| But you express yourself more too." 249:333,07[' ]| Osmond just hung fire. 249:333,07[C ]| "I wish you would express 249:333,08[C ]| yourself less!" 249:333,09[H ]| "You wish to$9$ condemn me to$4$ silence? Remember 249:333,10[H ]| that$3$ I have never been a chatterbox. At any rate there 249:333,11[H ]| are three or four things I should like$1$ to$9$ say to$4$ you 249:333,12[H ]| first. Your wife does not know what to$9$ do with herself," 249:333,13[' ]| she went on$5$ with a change of tone. 249:333,14[C ]| "Pardon me; she knows perfectly. She has a line 249:333,15[C ]| sharply drawn. She means to$9$ carry out her ideas." 249:333,16[H ]| "Her ideas to-day must be remarkable." 249:333,17[C ]| "Certainly they are. She has more of them than 249:333,18[C ]| ever." 249:333,19[H ]| "She was unable to$9$ show me any this morning," 249:333,20[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 249:333,20[H ]| "She seemed in$4$ a very simple, 249:333,21[H ]| almost in$4$ a stupid, state of mind. She was completely 249:333,22[H ]| bewildered." 249:333,23[C ]| "You had better say at once that$3$ she was pathetic." 249:333,24[C ]| 249:333,25[H ]| "Ah no$7$, I do not want to$9$ encourage you too much." 249:333,26[' ]| He still had his head against the cushion behind 249:333,27[' ]| him; the ankle of one foot rested on$4$ the other knee. 249:333,28[' ]| So$3$ he sat for$4$ a while. 249:333,28[C ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ know what is 249:333,29[C ]| the matter with you," 249:333,29[' ]| he said at last. 249:333,30[H ]| "The matter ~~ the matter ~~ !" 249:333,30[' ]| And here Madame*Merle 249:333,31[' ]| stopped. Then she went on$5$ with a sudden 249:333,32[' ]| outbreak of passion, a burst of summer thunder 249:334,01[' ]| in$4$ a clear sky: 249:334,01[H ]| "The matter is that$3$ I would give my 249:334,02[H ]| right hand to$9$ be able to$9$ weep, and that$3$ I can not!" 249:334,03[C ]| "What good would it do you to$9$ weep?" 249:334,04[H ]| "It would make me feel as I felt before I knew 249:334,05[H ]| you." 249:334,06[C ]| "If I have dried your tears, that$6#2$ is something. But 249:334,07[C ]| I have seen you shed them." 249:334,08[H ]| "Oh, I believe you will$1$ make me cry still. I mean 249:334,09[H ]| make me howl like$4$ a wolf. I have a great hope, I have 249:334,10[H ]| a great need of that$6#2$. I was vile this morning; I was 249:334,11[H ]| horrid," 249:334,11[' ]| she said. 249:334,12[C ]| "If Isabel was in$4$ the stupid state of mind you 249:334,13[C ]| mention she probably did not perceive it," 249:334,13[' ]| Osmond 249:334,14[' ]| answered. 249:334,15[H ]| "It was precisely my devilry that$6#1$ stupefied her. 249:334,16[H ]| I could not help it; I was full of something bad. 249:334,17[H ]| Perhaps it was something good; I do not know. 249:334,18[H ]| You have not only dried up$5$ my tears; you have dried up$5$ 249:334,19[H ]| my soul." 249:334,20[C ]| "It is not I then that$6#1$ am responsible for$4$ my wife's 249:334,21[C ]| condition," 249:334,21[' ]| Osmond said. 249:334,21[C ]| "It is pleasant to$9$ think 249:334,22[C ]| that$3$ I shall get the benefit of your influence upon$4$ 249:334,23[C ]| her. Do not you know the soul is an immortal principle? 249:334,24[C ]| How can it suffer alteration?" 249:334,25[H ]| "I do not believe at all that$3$ it is an immortal principle. 249:334,26[H ]| I believe it can perfectly be destroyed. That$6#2$ is 249:334,27[H ]| what has happened to$4$ mine, which$6#1$ was a very good 249:334,28[H ]| one to$9$ start with; and it is you I have to$9$ thank for$4$ 249:334,29[H ]| it. You are \very\ bad," 249:334,29[' ]| she added with gravity in$4$ her 249:334,30[' ]| emphasis. 249:334,31[C ]| "Is this the way we are to$9$ end?" 249:334,31[' ]| Osmond asked 249:334,32[' ]| with the same studied coldness. 249:335,01[H ]| "I do not know how we are to$9$ end. I wish I did! 249:335,02[H ]| How do bad people end? ~~ expecially as to$4$ their \common\ 249:335,03[H ]| crimes. You have made me as bad as yourself." 249:335,04[C ]| "I do not understand you. You seem to$4$ me quite 249:335,05[C ]| good enough," 249:335,05[' ]| said Osmond, his conscious indifference 249:335,06[' ]| giving an extreme effect to$4$ the words. 249:335,07[' ]| Madame*Merle's self-possession tended on$4$ the 249:335,08[' ]| contrary to$9$ diminish, and she was nearer losing 249:335,09[' ]| it than on$4$ any occasion on$4$ which$6#1$ we have had 249:335,10[' ]| the pleasure of meeting her. The glow of her eye 249:335,11[' ]| turned sombre; her smile betrayed a painful effort. 249:335,12[H ]| "Good enough for$4$ anything that$6#1$ I have done with myself? 249:335,13[H ]| I suppose that$6#2$ is what you mean." 249:335,14[C ]| "Good enough to$9$ be always charming!" 249:335,14[' ]| Osmond 249:335,15[' ]| exclaimed, smiling too. 249:335,16[H ]| "Oh God!" 249:335,16[' ]| his companion murmured; and, sitting 249:335,17[' ]| there in$4$ her ripe freshness, she had recourse to$4$ 249:335,18[' ]| the same gesture she had provoked on$4$ Isabel's part 249:335,19[' ]| in$4$ the morning: she bent her face and covered it 249:335,20[' ]| with her hands. 249:335,21[C ]| "Are you going to$9$ weep after all?" 249:335,21[' ]| Osmond asked; 249:335,22[' ]| and on$4$ her remaining motionless he went on$5$: 249:335,22[C ]| "Have 249:335,23[C ]| I ever complained to$4$ you?" 249:335,24[' ]| She dropped her hands quickly. 249:335,24[H ]| "No$7$, you have 249:335,25[H ]| taken your revenge otherwise ~~ you have taken it 249:335,26[H ]| on$4$ \her\." 249:335,27[' ]| Osmond threw back his head further; he looked 249:335,28[' ]| a while at the ceiling and might have been supposed 249:335,29[' ]| to$9$ be appealing, in$4$ an informal way, to$4$ the heavenly 249:335,30[' ]| powers. 249:335,30[C ]| "Oh, the imagination of women! It is always 249:335,31[C ]| vulgar, at bottom. You talk of revenge like$4$ a third-rate 249:335,32[C ]| novelist." 249:336,01[H ]| "Of course you have not complained. You have 249:336,02[H ]| enjoyed your triumph too much." 249:336,03[C ]| "I am rather curious to$9$ know what you call my 249:336,04[C ]| triumph." 249:336,05[H ]| "You have made your wife afraid of you." 249:336,06[' ]| Osmond changed his position; he leaned forward, 249:336,07[' ]| resting his elbows on$4$ his knees and looking a while 249:336,08[' ]| at a beautiful old Persian rug, at his feet. He had an 249:336,09[' ]| air of refusing to$9$ accept any*one's valuation of anything, 249:336,10[' ]| even of time, and of preferring to$9$ abide by$4$ 249:336,11[' ]| his own; a peculiarity which$6#1$ made him at moments 249:336,12[' ]| an irritating person to$9$ converse with. 249:336,12[C ]| "Isabel is 249:336,13[C ]| not afraid of me, and it is not what I wish," 249:336,13[' ]| he said 249:336,14[' ]| at last. 249:336,14[C ]| "To$4$ what do you want to$9$ provoke me when 249:336,15[C ]| you say such things as that$6#2$?" 249:336,16[H ]| "I have thought over all the harm you can do me," 249:336,17[' ]| Madame*Merle answered. 249:336,17[H ]| "Your wife was afraid 249:336,18[H ]| of me this morning, but in$4$ me it was really you she 249:336,19[H ]| feared." 249:336,20[C ]| "You may have said things that$6#1$ were in$4$ very 249:336,21[C ]| bad taste; I am not responsible for$4$ that$6#2$. I did not 249:336,22[C ]| see the use of your going to$9$ see her at all: you are 249:336,23[C ]| capable of acting without her. I have not made \you\ 249:336,24[C ]| afraid of me that$3$ I can see," 249:336,24[' ]| he went on$5$; 249:336,24[C ]| "how then 249:336,25[C ]| should I have made her? You are at least as brave. 249:336,26[C ]| I can not think where you have picked up$5$ such rubbish; 249:336,27[C ]| one might suppose you knew me by$4$ this time." 249:336,27[' ]| He 249:336,28[' ]| got up$5$ as he spoke and walked to$4$ the chimney, where 249:336,29[' ]| he stood a moment bending his eye, as if he had seen 249:336,30[' ]| them for$4$ the first time, on$4$ the delicate specimens 249:336,31[' ]| of rare porcelain with which$6#1$ it was covered. He 249:336,32[' ]| took up$5$ a small cup and held it in$4$ his hand; then, 249:337,01[' ]| still holding it and leaning his arm on$4$ the mantel, 249:337,02[' ]| he pursued: 249:337,02[C ]| "You always see too much in$4$ everything; 249:337,03[C ]| you overdo it; you lose sight of the real. I am 249:337,04[C ]| much simpler than you think." 249:337,05[H ]| "I think you are very simple." 249:337,05[' ]| And Madame*Merle 249:337,06[' ]| kept her eye on$4$ her cup. 249:337,06[H ]| "I have come to$4$ 249:337,07[H ]| that$6#2$ with time. I judged you, as I say, of old; but 249:337,08[H ]| it is only since your marriage that$3$ I have understood 249:337,09[H ]| you. I have seen better what you have been to$4$ your 249:337,10[H ]| wife than I ever saw what you were for$4$ me. Please 249:337,11[H ]| be very careful of that$6#2$ precious object." 249:337,12[C ]| "It already has a wee bit of a tiny crack," 249:337,12[' ]| said 249:337,13[' ]| Osmond dryly as he put it down. 249:337,13[C ]| "If you did not 249:337,14[C ]| understand me before I married it was cruelly rash 249:337,15[C ]| of you to$9$ put me into such a box. However, I took 249:337,16[C ]| a fancy to$4$ my box myself; I thought it would be a 249:337,17[C ]| comfortable fit. I asked very little; I only asked that$3$ 249:337,18[C ]| she should like$1$ me." 249:337,19[H ]| "That$3$ she should like$1$ you so$5#1$ much!" 249:337,20[C ]| "So$5#1$ much, of course; in$4$ such a case one asks the 249:337,21[C ]| maximum. That$3$ she should adore me, if you will$1$. 249:337,22[C ]| Oh yes, I wanted that$3$." 249:337,23[H ]| "I never adored you," 249:337,23[' ]| said Madame*Merle. 249:337,24[C ]| "Ah, but you pretended to$9$!" 249:337,25[H ]| "It is true that$3$ you never accused me of being a 249:337,26[H ]| comfortable fit," 249:337,26[' ]| Madame*Merle went on$5$. 249:337,27[C ]| "My wife has declined ~~ declined to$9$ do anything 249:337,28[C ]| of the sort," 249:337,28[' ]| said Osmond. 249:337,28[C ]| "If you are determined to$9$ 249:337,29[C ]| make a tragedy of that$6#2$, the tragedy is hardly for$4$ her." 249:337,30[H ]| "The tragedy is for$4$ me!" 249:337,30[' ]| Madame*Merle exclaimed, 249:337,31[' ]| rising with a long low sigh but having a glance at 249:337,32[' ]| the same time for$4$ the contents of her mantel-shelf. 249:338,01[H ]| "It appears that$3$ I am to$9$ be severely taught the disadvantages 249:338,02[H ]| of a false position." 249:338,03[C ]| "You express yourself like$4$ a sentence in$4$ a copy-book. 249:338,04[C ]| We must look for$4$ our comfort where we can 249:338,05[C ]| find it. If my wife does not like$1$ me, at least my 249:338,06[C ]| child does. I shall look for$4$ compensations in$4$ Pansy. 249:338,07[C ]| Fortunately I have not a fault to$9$ find with her." 249:338,08[H ]| "Ah," 249:338,08[' ]| she said softly, 249:338,08[H ]| "if I had a child ~~ !" 249:338,09[' ]| Osmond waited, and then, with a little formal 249:338,10[' ]| air, 249:338,10[C ]| "The children of others may be a great interest!" 249:338,11[' ]| he announced. 249:338,12[H ]| "You are more like$4$ a copy-book than I. There is 249:338,13[H ]| something after all that$6#1$ holds us together." 249:338,14[C ]| "Is it the idea of the harm I may do you?" 249:338,14[' ]| Osmond 249:338,15[' ]| asked. 249:338,16[H ]| "No$7$, it is the idea of the good I may do for$4$ you. 249:338,17[H ]| It is that$6#2$," 249:338,17[' ]| Madame*Merle pursued, 249:338,17[H ]| "that$6#1$ made me 249:338,18[' ]| so$5#1$ jealous of Isabel. I want it to$9$ be \my\ work," 249:338,18[' ]| she 249:338,19[' ]| added, with her face, which$6#1$ had grown hard and 249:338,20[' ]| bitter, relaxing to$4$ its habit of smoothness. 249:338,21[' ]| Her friend took up$5$ his hat and his umbrella, and 249:338,22[' ]| after giving the former article two or three strokes 249:338,23[' ]| with his coat-cuff, 249:338,23[C ]| "On$4$ the whole, I think," 249:338,23[' ]| he said, 249:338,24[C ]| "you had better leave it to$4$ me." 249:338,25[' ]| After he had left her she went, the first thing, and 249:338,26[' ]| lifted from the mantel-shelf the attenuated coffee-cup 249:338,27[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ he had mentioned the existence of a crack; 249:338,28[' ]| but she looked at it rather abstractedly. 249:338,28[H ]| "Have I 249:338,29[H ]| been so$5#1$ vile all for$4$ nothing?" 249:338,29[' ]| she vaguely wailed. 250:339,01[' ]| As the Countess*Gemini was not acquainted with the 250:339,02[' ]| ancient monuments Isabel occasionally offered to$9$ 250:339,03[' ]| introduce her to$4$ these interesting relics and to$9$ give 250:339,04[' ]| their afternoon drive an antiquarian aim. The Countess, 250:339,05[' ]| who$6#1$ professed to$9$ think her sister-in-law a prodigy 250:339,06[' ]| of learning, never made an objection, and gazed 250:339,07[' ]| at masses of Roman brickwork as patiently as if 250:339,08[' ]| they had been mounds of modern drapery. She had 250:339,09[' ]| not the historic sense, though she had in$4$ some directions 250:339,10[' ]| the anecdotic, and as regards herself the 250:339,11[' ]| apologetic, but she was so$5#1$ delighted to$9$ be in$4$ Rome 250:339,12[' ]| that$3$ she only desired to$9$ float with the current. She 250:339,13[' ]| would gladly have passed an hour every day in$4$ the 250:339,14[' ]| damp darkness of the Baths*of*Titus if it had been 250:339,15[' ]| a condition of her remaining at Palazzo*Roccanera. 250:339,16[' ]| Isabel, however, was not a severe cicerone; she used 250:339,17[' ]| to$9$ visit the ruins chiefly because they offered an 250:339,18[' ]| excuse for$4$ talking about other matters than the love-affairs 250:339,19[' ]| of the ladies of Florence, as to$4$ which$6#1$ her companion 250:339,20[' ]| was never wary of offering information. It 250:339,21[' ]| must be added that$3$ during these visits the Countess 250:339,22[' ]| forbade herself every form of active research; her 250:339,23[' ]| preference was to$9$ sit in$4$ the carriage and exclaim 250:339,24[' ]| that$3$ 250:339,24@j | everything was most interesting. 250:339,24[' ]| It was in$4$ this 250:339,25[' ]| manner that$3$ she had hitherto examined the Coliseum, 250:339,26[' ]| to$4$ the infinite regret of her niece, who$6#1$ ~~ with all 250:339,27[' ]| the respect that$6#1$ she owed her ~~ could not see why she 250:340,01[' ]| should not descend from the vehicle and enter the 250:340,02[' ]| building. Pansy had so$5#1$ little chance to$9$ ramble that$3$ 250:340,03[' ]| her view of the case was not wholly disinterested; 250:340,04[' ]| it may be divined that$3$ she had a secret hope that$3$, 250:340,05[' ]| once inside, her parents' guest might be induced to$9$ 250:340,06[' ]| climb to$4$ the upper tiers. There came a day when 250:340,07[' ]| the Countess announced her willingness to$9$ undertake 250:340,08[' ]| this feat ~~ a mild afternoon in$4$ March when 250:340,09[' ]| the windy month expressed itself in$4$ occasional puffs 250:340,10[' ]| of spring. The three ladies went into the Coliseum 250:340,11[' ]| together, but Isabel left her companions to$9$ wander 250:340,12[' ]| over the place. She had often ascended to$4$ those 250:340,13[' ]| desolate ledges from which$6#1$ the Roman crowd used 250:340,14[' ]| to$9$ bellow applause and where now the wild flowers 250:340,15[' ]| (when they are allowed) bloom in$4$ the deep crevices; 250:340,16[' ]| and to-day she felt weary and disposed to$9$ sit in$4$ the 250:340,17[' ]| despoiled arena. It made an intermission too, for$3$ 250:340,18[' ]| the Countess often asked more from one's attention 250:340,19[' ]| than she gave in$4$ return; and Isabel believed that$3$ 250:340,20[' ]| when she was alone with her niece she let the dust 250:340,21[' ]| gather for$4$ a moment on$4$ the ancient scandals of 250:340,22[' ]| the Arnide. She so$5#2$ remained below therefore, while 250:340,23[' ]| Pansy guided her undiscriminating aunt to$4$ the steep 250:340,24[' ]| brick staircase at the foot of which$6#1$ the custodian 250:340,25[' ]| unlocks the tall wooden gate. The great enclosure 250:340,26[' ]| was half in$4$ shadow; the western sun brought out 250:340,27[' ]| the pale red tone of the great blocks of travertine ~~ 250:340,28[' ]| the latent colour that$6#1$ is the only living element in$4$ 250:340,29[' ]| the immense ruin. Here and there wandered a peasant 250:340,30[' ]| or a tourist, looking up$5$ at the far sky-line where, 250:340,31[' ]| in$4$ the clear stillness, a multitude of swallows kept 250:340,32[' ]| circling and plunging. Isabel presently became aware 250:341,01[' ]| that$3$ one of the other visitors, planted in$4$ the middle of 250:341,02[' ]| the arena, had turned his attention to$4$ her own person 250:341,03[' ]| and was looking at her with a certain little poise of 250:341,04[' ]| the head which$6#1$ she had some weeks before perceived 250:341,05[' ]| to$9$ be characteristic of baffled but indestructible 250:341,06[' ]| purpose. Such an attitude, to-day, could belong 250:341,07[' ]| only to$4$ Mr%*Edward*Rosier; and this gentleman 250:341,08[' ]| proved in$4$ fact to$9$ have been considering the question 250:341,09[' ]| of speaking to$4$ her. When he had assured himself 250:341,10[' ]| that$3$ she was unaccompanied he drew near, remarking 250:341,11[' ]| that$3$ 250:341,11@l | though she would not answer his letters 250:341,12@l | she would perhaps not wholly close her ears to$4$ his 250:341,13@l | spoken eloquence. 250:341,13[' ]| She replied that$3$ 250:341,13@a | her stepdaughter 250:341,14@a | was close at hand and that$3$ she could only give him 250:341,15@a | five minutes; 250:341,15[' ]| whereupon he took out his watch and 250:341,16[' ]| sat down upon$4$ a broken block. 250:341,17[L ]| "It is very soon told," 250:341,17[' ]| said Edward*Rosier. 250:341,17[L ]| "I have 250:341,18[L ]| sold all my 9bibelots!" 250:341,18[' ]| Isabel gave instinctively an 250:341,19[' ]| exclamation of horror; it was as if he had told her 250:341,20[' ]| he had had all his teeth drawn. 250:341,20[L ]| "I have sold them by$4$ 250:341,21[L ]| auction at the Ho^tel*Drouot," 250:341,21[' ]| he went on$5$. 250:341,21[L ]| "The 250:341,22[L ]| sale took place three days ago, and they have telegraphed 250:341,23[L ]| me the result. It is magnificent." 250:341,24[A ]| "I am glad to$9$ hear it; but I wish you had kept 250:341,25[A ]| your pretty things." 250:341,26[L ]| "I have the money instead ~~ fifty thousand dollars. 250:341,27[L ]| Will$1$ Mr%*Osmond think me rich enough now?" 250:341,28[A ]| "Is it for$4$ that$6#2$ you did it?" 250:341,28[' ]| Isabel asked gently. 250:341,29[L ]| "For$4$ what else in$4$ the world could it be? That$6#2$ is 250:341,30[L ]| the only thing I think of. I went to$4$ Paris and made 250:341,31[L ]| my arrangements. I could not stop for$4$ the sale; I 250:341,32[L ]| could not have seen them going off; I think it would 250:342,01[L ]| have killed me. But I put them into good hands, 250:342,02[L ]| and they brought high prices. I should tell you I 250:342,03[L ]| have kept my enamels. Now I have the money in$4$ 250:342,04[L ]| my pocket, and he can not say I am poor!" 250:342,04[' ]| the young 250:342,05[' ]| man exclaimed defiantly. 250:342,06[A ]| "He will$1$ say now that$3$ you are not wise," 250:342,06[' ]| said Isabel, 250:342,07[' ]| as if Gilbert*Osmond had never said this before. 250:342,08[' ]| Rosier gave her a sharp look. 250:342,08[L ]| "Do you mean that$3$ 250:342,09[L ]| without my 9bibelots I am nothing? Do you mean they 250:342,10[L ]| were the best thing about me? That$6#2$ is what they told 250:342,11[L ]| me in$4$ Paris; oh they were very frank about it. But 250:342,12[L ]| they had not seen \her\!" 250:342,13[A ]| "My dear friend, you deserve to$9$ succeed," 250:342,13[' ]| said 250:342,14[' ]| Isabel very kindly. 250:342,15[L ]| "You say that$6#2$ so$5#1$ sadly that$3$ it is the same as if you 250:342,16[L ]| said I should not." 250:342,16[' ]| And he questioned her eyes with 250:342,17[' ]| the clear trepidation of his own. He had the air of 250:342,18[' ]| a man who$6#1$ knows he has been the talk of Paris for$4$ a 250:342,19[' ]| week and is full half a head taller in$4$ consequence, but 250:342,20[' ]| who$6#1$ also has a painful suspicion that$3$ in$4$ spite of this 250:342,21[' ]| increase of stature one or two persons still have the 250:342,22[' ]| perversity to$9$ think him diminutive. 250:342,22[L ]| "I know what 250:342,23[L ]| happened here while I was away," 250:342,23[' ]| he went on$5$. 250:342,24[L ]| "What does Mr%*Osmond expect after she has refused 250:342,25[L ]| Lord*Warburton?" 250:342,26[' ]| Isabel debated. 250:342,26[A ]| "That$3$ she will$1$ marry another nobleman." 250:342,27[A ]| 250:342,28[L ]| "What other nobleman?" 250:342,29[A ]| "One that$6#1$ he will$1$ pick out." 250:342,30[' ]| Rosier slowly got up$5$, putting his watch into his 250:342,31[' ]| waistcoat-pocket. 250:342,31[L ]| "You are laughing at some*one, 250:342,32[L ]| but this time I do not think it is at me." 250:343,01[A ]| "I did not mean to$9$ laugh," 250:343,01[' ]| said Isabel. 250:343,01[A ]| "I laugh 250:343,02[A ]| very seldom. Now you had better go away." 250:343,03[L ]| "I feel very safe!" 250:343,03[' ]| Rosier declared without moving. 250:343,04@a | This might be; but it evidently made him feel 250:343,05@a | more so$5#2$ to$9$ make the announcement in$4$ rather a loud 250:343,06@a | voice, balancing himself a little complacently on$4$ his 250:343,07@a | toes and looking all round the Coliseum as if it were 250:343,08@a | filled with an audience. 250:343,08[' ]| Suddenly Isabel saw him 250:343,09[' ]| change colour; there was more of an audience than he 250:343,10[' ]| had suspected. She turned and perceived that$3$ her two 250:343,11[' ]| companions had returned from their excursion. 250:343,11[A ]| "You 250:343,12[A ]| must really go away," 250:343,12[' ]| she said quickly. 250:343,13[L ]| "Ah, my dear lady, pity me!" 250:343,13[' ]| Edward*Rosier 250:343,14[' ]| murmured in$4$ a voice strangely at variance with the 250:343,15[' ]| announcement I have just quoted. And then he added 250:343,16[' ]| eargerly, like$4$ a man who$6#1$ in$4$ the midst of his misery is 250:343,17[' ]| seized by$4$ a happy thought: 250:343,17[L ]| "Is that$6#2$ lady the Countess*Gemini? 250:343,18[L ]| I have a great desire to$9$ be presented to$4$ 250:343,19[L ]| her." 250:343,20[' ]| Isabel looked at him a moment. 250:343,20[A ]| "She has no$2$ influence 250:343,21[A ]| with her brother." 250:343,22[L ]| "Ah, what a monster you make him out!" 250:343,22[' ]| And 250:343,23[' ]| Rosier faced the Countess, who$6#1$ advanced, in$4$ front of 250:343,24[' ]| Pansy, with an animation partly due perhaps to$4$ the 250:343,25[' ]| fact that$3$ she perceived her sister-in-law to$9$ be engaged 250:343,26[' ]| in$4$ conversation with a very pretty young man. 250:343,27[A ]| "I am glad you have kept your enamels!" 250:343,27[' ]| Isabel 250:343,28[' ]| called as she left him. She went straight to$4$ Pansy, 250:343,29[' ]| who$6#1$, on$4$ seeing Edward*Rosier, had stopped short, 250:343,30[' ]| with lowered eyes. 250:343,30[A ]| "We will$1$ go back to$4$ the carriage," 250:343,31[' ]| she said gently. 250:343,32[K ]| "Yes, it is getting late," 250:343,32[' ]| Pansy returned more 250:344,01[' ]| gently still. And she went on$5$ without a murmur, 250:344,02[' ]| without faltering or glancing back. 250:344,03[' ]| Isabel, however, allowing herself this last liberty, 250:344,04[' ]| saw that$3$ a meeting had immediately taken place between 250:344,05[' ]| the Countess and Mr%*Rosier. He had removed 250:344,06[' ]| his hat and was bowing and smiling; he had evidently 250:344,07[' ]| introduced himself, while the Countess's expressive 250:344,08[' ]| back displayed to$4$ Isabel's eye a gracious inclination. 250:344,09[' ]| These facts, none the less, were presently lost to$4$ sight, 250:344,10[' ]| for$3$ Isabel and Pansy took their places again in$4$ the 250:344,11[' ]| carriage. Pansy, who$6#1$ faced her stepmother, at first 250:344,12[' ]| kept her eyes fixed on$4$ her lap; then she raised them 250:344,13[' ]| and rested them on$4$ Isabel's. There shone out of each 250:344,14[' ]| of them a little melancholy ray ~~ a spark of timid 250:344,15[' ]| passion which$6#1$ touched Isabel to$4$ the heart. At the 250:344,16[' ]| same time a wave of envy passed over her soul, as 250:344,17[' ]| she compared the tremulous longing, the definite 250:344,18[' ]| ideal of the child with her own dry despair. 250:344,18[A ]| "Poor 250:344,19[A ]| little Pansy!" 250:344,19[' ]| she affectionately said. 250:344,20[K ]| "Oh never mind!" 250:344,20[' ]| Pansy answered in$4$ the tone of 250:344,21[' ]| eager apology. 250:344,22[' ]| And then there was a silence; the Countess was 250:344,23[' ]| a long time coming. 250:344,23[A ]| "Did you show your aunt everything, 250:344,24[A ]| and did she enjoy it?" 250:344,24[' ]| Isabel asked at 250:344,25[' ]| last. 250:344,26[K ]| "Yes, I showed her everything. I think she was 250:344,27[K ]| very much pleased." 250:344,28[A ]| "And you are not tired, I hope." 250:344,29[K ]| "Oh no$7$, thank you, I am not tired." 250:344,30[' ]| The Countess still remained behind, so$3$ that$3$ Isabel 250:344,31[' ]| requested the footman to$9$ 250:344,31@a | go into the Coliseum and 250:344,32@a | tell her they were waiting. 250:344,32[' ]| He presently returned 250:345,01[' ]| with the announcement that$3$ 250:345,01@w | the Signora*Contessa 250:345,02@w | begged them not to$9$ wait ~~ she would come home in$4$ 250:345,03@w | a cab! 250:345,04[' ]| About a week after this lady's quick sympathies 250:345,05[' ]| had enlisted themselves with Mr%*Rosier, Isabel, going 250:345,06[' ]| rather late to$9$ dress for$4$ dinner, found Pansy sitting in$4$ 250:345,07[' ]| her room. The girl seemed to$9$ have been awaiting her; 250:345,08[' ]| she got up$5$ from her low chair. 250:345,08[K ]| "Pardon my taking 250:345,09[K ]| the liberty," 250:345,09[' ]| she said in$4$ a small voice. 250:345,09[K ]| "It will$1$ be 250:345,10[K ]| the last ~~ for$4$ some time." 250:345,11[' ]| Her voice was strange, and her eyes, widely opened, 250:345,12[' ]| had an excited, frightened look. 250:345,12[A ]| "You are not going 250:345,13[A ]| away!" 250:345,13[' ]| Isabel exclaimed. 250:345,14[K ]| "I am going to$4$ the convent." 250:345,15[A ]| "To$4$ the convent?" 250:345,16[' ]| Pansy drew nearer, till she was near enough to$9$ put 250:345,17[' ]| her arms round Isabel and rest her head on$4$ her shoulder. 250:345,18[' ]| She stood this way a moment, perfectly still; but 250:345,19[' ]| her companion could feel her tremble. The quiver of 250:345,20[' ]| her little body expressed everything she was unable to$9$ 250:345,21[' ]| say. Isabel nevertheless pressed her. 250:345,21[A ]| "Why are you 250:345,22[A ]| going to$4$ the convent?" 250:345,23[K ]| "Because papa thinks it best. He says a young girl is 250:345,24[K ]| better, every now and then, for$4$ making a little retreat. 250:345,25[K ]| He says the world, always the world, is very bad for$4$ a 250:345,26[K ]| young girl. This is just a chance for$4$ a little seclusion 250:345,27[K ]| ~~ a little reflexion." 250:345,27[' ]| Pansy spoke in$4$ short detached 250:345,28[' ]| sentences, as if she could scarce trust herself; and then 250:345,29[' ]| she added with a triumph of self-control: 250:345,29[K ]| "I think 250:345,30[K ]| papa is right; I have been so$5#1$ much in$4$ the world this 250:345,31[K ]| winter." 250:345,32[' ]| Her announcement had a strange effect on$4$ Isabel; 250:346,01[' ]| it seemed to$9$ carry a larger meaning than the girl herself 250:346,02[' ]| knew. 250:346,02[A ]| "When was this decided?" 250:346,02[' ]| she asked. 250:346,03[A ]| "I have heard nothing of it." 250:346,04[K ]| "Papa told me half an hour ago; he thought it 250:346,05[K ]| better it should not be too much talked about in$4$ advance. 250:346,06[K ]| Madame*Catherine is to$9$ come for$4$ me at a 250:346,07[K ]| quarter past seven, and I am only to$9$ take two frocks. 250:346,08[K ]| It is only for$4$ a few weeks; I am sure it will$1$ be very 250:346,09[K ]| good. I shall find all those ladies who$6#1$ used to$9$ be so$5#1$ 250:346,10[K ]| kind to$4$ me, and I shall see the little girls who$6#1$ are being 250:346,11[K ]| educated. I am very fond of little girls," 250:346,11[' ]| said Pansy 250:346,12[' ]| with an effect of diminutive grandeur. 250:346,12[K ]| "And I am also 250:346,13[K ]| very fond of Mother*Catherine. I shall be very quiet 250:346,14[K ]| and think a great deal." 250:346,15[' ]| Isabel listened to$4$ her, holding her breath; she was 250:346,16[' ]| almost awe-struck. 250:346,16[A ]| "Think of \me\ sometimes." 250:346,17[K ]| "Ah, come and see me soon!" 250:346,17[' ]| cried Pansy; and 250:346,18[' ]| the cry was very different from the heroic remarks of 250:346,19[' ]| which$6#1$ she had just delivered herself. 250:346,20[' ]| Isabel could say nothing more; she understood 250:346,21[' ]| nothing; she only felt how little she yet knew her 250:346,22[' ]| husband. Her answer to$4$ his daughter was a long, 250:346,23[' ]| tender kiss. 250:346,24[' ]| Half an hour later she learned from her maid that$3$ 250:346,25@v | Madame*Catherine had arrived in$4$ a cab and had 250:346,26@v | departed again with the signorina. 250:346,26[' ]| On$4$ going to$4$ the 250:346,27[' ]| drawing-room before dinner she found the Countess*Gemini 250:346,28[' ]| alone, and this lady characterised the incident 250:346,29[' ]| by$4$ exclaiming, with a wonderful toss of the head, 250:346,29[J ]| "\9En 250:346,30[J ]| 9voila`, 9ma 9che=re, 9une 9pose!\" 250:346,30[' ]| But if it was an affectation 250:346,31[' ]| she was at a loss to$9$ see what her husband affected. 250:346,32[' ]| She could only dimly perceive that$3$ he had more traditions 250:347,01[' ]| than she supposed. It had become her habit to$9$ be 250:347,02[' ]| so$5#1$ careful as to$4$ what she said to$4$ him that$3$, strange as 250:347,03[' ]| it may appear, she hesitated, for$4$ several minutes after 250:347,04[' ]| he had come in$5$, to$9$ allude to$4$ his daughter's sudden 250:347,05[' ]| departure: she spoke of it only after they were seated 250:347,06[' ]| at table. But she had forbidden herself ever to$9$ ask 250:347,07[' ]| Osmond a question. All she could do was to$9$ make 250:347,08[' ]| a declaration, and there was one that$6#1$ came very naturally. 250:347,09[A ]| "I shall miss Pansy very much." 250:347,10[' ]| He looked a while, with his head inclined a little, 250:347,11[' ]| at the basket of flowers in$4$ the middle of the table. 250:347,12[C ]| "Ah yes," 250:347,12[' ]| he said at last, 250:347,12[C ]| "I had thought of that$6#2$. 250:347,13[C ]| You must go and see her, you know; but not too often. 250:347,14[C ]| I dare say you wonder why I sent her to$4$ the good sisters; 250:347,15[C ]| but I doubt if I can make you understand. It 250:347,16[C ]| does not matter; do not trouble yourself about it. That$6#2$ is 250:347,17[C ]| why I had not spoken of it. I did not believe you would 250:347,18[C ]| enter into it. But I have always had the idea; I have always 250:347,19[C ]| thought it a part of the education of one's daughter. 250:347,20[C ]| One's daughter should be fresh and fair; she 250:347,21[C ]| should be innocent and gentle. With the manners of 250:347,22[C ]| the present time she is liable to$9$ become so$5#1$ dusty and 250:347,23[C ]| crumpled. Pansy is a little dusty, a little dishevelled; 250:347,24[C ]| she has knocked about too much. This bustling, pushing 250:347,25[C ]| rabble that$6#1$ calls itself society ~~ one should take 250:347,26[C ]| her out of it occasionally. Convents are very quiet, 250:347,27[C ]| very convenient, very salutary. I like$1$ to$9$ think of her 250:347,28[C ]| there, in$4$ the old garden, under the arcade, among 250:347,29[C ]| those tranquil virtuous women. Many of them are 250:347,30[C ]| gentlewomen born; several of them are noble. She 250:347,31[C ]| will$1$ have her books and her drawing, she will$1$ have 250:347,32[C ]| her piano. I have made the most liberal arrangements. 250:348,01[C ]| There is to$9$ be nothing ascetic; there is just to$9$ be a 250:348,02[C ]| certain little sense of sequestration. She will$1$ have time 250:348,03[C ]| to$9$ think, and there is something I want her to$9$ think 250:348,04[C ]| about." 250:348,04[' ]| Osmond spoke deliberately, reasonably, 250:348,05[' ]| still with his head on$4$ one side, as if he were looking 250:348,06[' ]| at the basket of flowers. His tone, however, was that$6#2$ 250:348,07[' ]| of a man not so$5#1$ much offering an explanation as 250:348,08[' ]| putting a thing into words ~~ almost into pictures ~~ 250:348,09[' ]| to$9$ see, himself, how it would look. He considered a 250:348,10[' ]| while the picture he had evoked and seemed greatly 250:348,11[' ]| pleased with it. And then he went on$5$: 250:348,11[C ]| "The Catholics 250:348,12[C ]| are very wise after all. The convent is a great 250:348,13[C ]| institution; we can not do without it; it corresponds 250:348,14[C ]| to$4$ an essential need in$4$ families, in$4$ society. It is a 250:348,15[C ]| school of good manners; it is a school of repose. Oh 250:348,16[C ]| I do not want to$9$ detach my daughter from the world," 250:348,17[' ]| he added; 250:348,17[C ]| "I do not want to$9$ make her fix her thoughts 250:348,18[C ]| on$4$ any other. This one is very well, as \she\ should 250:348,19[C ]| take it, and she may think of it as much as she likes. 250:348,20[C ]| Only she must think of it in$4$ the right way." 250:348,21[' ]| Isabel gave an extreme attention to$4$ this little sketch; 250:348,22[' ]| she found it indeed intensely interesting. It seemed 250:348,23[' ]| to$9$ show her how far her husband's desire to$9$ be effective 250:348,24[' ]| was capable of going ~~ to$4$ the point of playing 250:348,25[' ]| theoretic tricks on$4$ the delicate organism of his 250:348,26[' ]| daughter. She could not understand his purpose, 250:348,27[' ]| no$7$ ~~ not wholly; but she understood it better than 250:348,28[' ]| he supposed or desired, inasmuch as she was convinced 250:348,29[' ]| that$3$ the whole proceeding was an elaborate 250:348,30[' ]| mystification, addressed to$4$ herself and destined to$9$ 250:348,31[' ]| act upon$4$ her imagination. 250:348,31@a | He had wanted to$9$ do 250:348,32@a | something sudden and arbitrary, something unexpected 250:349,01@a | and refined; to$9$ mark the difference between 250:349,02@a | his sympathies and her own, and show that$3$ if he 250:349,03@a | regarded his daughter as a precious work of art it 250:349,04@a | was natural he should be more and more careful 250:349,05@a | about the finishing touches. If he wished to$9$ be effective 250:349,06@a | he had succeeded; 250:349,06[' ]| the incident struck a chill 250:349,07[' ]| into Isabel's heart. 250:349,07@a | Pansy had known the convent in$4$ 250:349,08@a | her childhood and had found a happy home there; 250:349,09@a | she was fond of the good sisters, who$6#1$ were very fond 250:349,10@a | of her, and there was therefore for$4$ the moment no$2$ 250:349,11@a | definite hardship in$4$ her lot. But all the same the 250:349,12@a | girl had taken fright; the impression her father 250:349,13@a | desired to$9$ make would evidently be sharp enough. 250:349,14[' ]| The old Protestant tradition had never faded from 250:349,15[' ]| Isabel's imagination, and as her thoughts attached 250:349,16[' ]| themselves to$4$ this striking example of her husband's 250:349,17[' ]| genius ~~ she sat looking, like$4$ him, at the basket 250:349,18[' ]| of flowers ~~ poor little Pansy became the heroine of 250:349,19[' ]| a tragedy. Osmond wished it to$9$ be known that$3$ he 250:349,20[' ]| shrank from nothing, and his wife found it hard to$9$ 250:349,21[' ]| pretend to$9$ eat her dinner. There was a certain relief 250:349,22[' ]| presently , in$4$ hearing the high, strained voice of her 250:349,23[' ]| sister-in-law. The Countess too, apparently, had 250:349,24[' ]| been thinking the thing out, but had arrived at a 250:349,25[' ]| different conclusion from Isabel. 250:349,26[J ]| "It is very absurd, my dear Osmond," 250:349,26[' ]| she said 250:349,27[J ]| "to$9$ invent so$5#1$ many pretty reasons for$4$ poor Pansy's 250:349,28[J ]| banishment. Why do not you say at once that$3$ you 250:349,29[J ]| want to$9$ get her out of my way? Have not you discovered 250:349,30[J ]| that$3$ I think very well of Mr%*Rosier? I do 250:349,31[J ]| indeed; he seems to$4$ me \8simpaticissimo\. He has made 250:349,32[J ]| me believe in$4$ true love; I never did before! Of 250:350,01[J ]| course you have made up$5$ your mind that$3$ with those 250:350,02[J ]| convictions I am dreadful company for$4$ Pansy." 250:350,03[' ]| Osmond took a sip of a glass of wine; he looked 250:350,04[' ]| perfectly good-humoured. 250:350,04[C ]| "My dear Amy," 250:350,04[' ]| he 250:350,05[' ]| answered, smiling as if he were uttering a piece of 250:350,06[' ]| gallantry, 250:350,06[C ]| "I do not know anythng about your convictions, 250:350,07[C ]| but if I suspected that$3$ they interfere with 250:350,08[C ]| mine it would be much simpler to$9$ banish \you\." 251:351,01[' ]| The Countess was not banished, but she felt the 251:351,02[' ]| insecurity of her tenure of her brother's hospitality. 251:351,03[' ]| A week after this incident Isabel received a telegram 251:351,04[' ]| from England, dated from Gardencourt and bearing 251:351,05[' ]| the stamp of Mrs%*Touchett's authorship. 251:351,05[G ]| "Ralph 251:351,06[G ]| cannot last many days," 251:351,06[' ]| it ran, 251:351,06[G ]| "and if convenient 251:351,07[G ]| would like$1$ to$9$ see you. Wishes me to$9$ say that$3$ you 251:351,08[G ]| must come only if you have not other duties. Say, for$4$ 251:351,09[G ]| myself, that$3$ you used to$9$ talk a good deal about your 251:351,10[G ]| duty and to$9$ wonder what it was; shall be curious 251:351,11[G ]| to$9$ see whether you have found it out. Ralph is really 251:351,12[G ]| dying, and there is no$2$ other company." 251:351,12[' ]| Isabel was 251:351,13[' ]| prepared for$4$ this news, having received from Henrietta*Stackpole 251:351,14[' ]| a detailed account of her journey to$4$ 251:351,15[' ]| England with her appreciative patient. Ralph had 251:351,16[' ]| arrived more dead than alive, but she had managed 251:351,17[' ]| to$9$ convey him to$4$ Gardencourt, where he had taken to$4$ 251:351,18[' ]| his bed, which$6#1$, as Miss*Stackpole wrote, 251:351,18@i | he evidently 251:351,19@i | would never leave again. 251:351,19[' ]| She added that$3$ 251:351,19@i | she 251:351,20@i | had really had two patients on$4$ her hands instead of 251:351,21@i | one, inasmuch as Mr%*Goodwood, who$6#1$ had been of no$2$ 251:351,22@i | earthly use, was quite as ailing, in$4$ a different way, 251:351,23@i | as Mr%*Touchett. 251:351,23[' ]| Afterwards she wrote that$3$ 251:351,23@i | she had 251:351,24@i | been obliged to$9$ surrender the field to$4$ Mrs%*Touchett, 251:351,25@i | who$6#1$ had just returned from America and had 251:351,26@i | promptly given her to$9$ understand that$3$ she did not 251:351,27@i | wish any interviewing at Gardencourt. 251:351,27[' ]| Isabel had 251:352,01[' ]| written to$4$ her aunt shortly after Ralph came to$4$ 251:352,02[' ]| Rome, letting her know of his critical condition 251:352,03[' ]| and suggesting that$3$ she should lose no$2$ time in$4$ returning 251:352,04[' ]| to$4$ Europe. Mrs%*Touchett had telegraphed 251:352,05[' ]| an acknowledgement of this admonition, and the only 251:352,06[' ]| further news Isabel received from her was the second 251:352,07[' ]| telegram I have just quoted. 251:352,08[' ]| Isabel stood a moment looking at the latter missive; 251:352,09[' ]| then, thrusting it into her pocket, she went straight 251:352,10[' ]| to$4$ the door of her husband's study. Here she again 251:352,11[' ]| paused an instant, after which$6#1$ she opened the door 251:352,12[' ]| and went in$5$. Osmond was seated at the table near 251:352,13[' ]| the window with a folio volume before him, propped 251:352,14[' ]| against a pile of books. This volume was open at 251:352,15[' ]| a page of small coloured plates, and Isabel presently 251:352,16[' ]| saw that$3$ he had been copying from it the drawing 251:352,17[' ]| of an antique coin. A box of water-colours and fine 251:352,18[' ]| brushes lay before him, and he had already transferred 251:352,19[' ]| to$4$ a sheet of immaculate paper the delicate, 251:352,20[' ]| finely-tinted disk. His back was turned toward the 251:352,21[' ]| door, but he recognised his wife without looking 251:352,22[' ]| round. 251:352,23[A ]| "Excuse me for$4$ disturbing you," 251:352,23[' ]| she said. 251:352,24[C ]| "When I come to$4$ your room I always knock," 251:352,25[' ]| he answered, going on$5$ with his work. 251:352,26[A ]| "I forgot; I had something else to$9$ think of. My 251:352,27[A ]| cousin is dying." 251:352,28[C ]| "Ah, I do not believe that$6#2$," 251:352,28[' ]| said Osmond, looking 251:352,29[' ]| at his drawing through a magnifying glass. 251:352,29[C ]| "He was 251:352,30[C ]| dying when we married; he will$1$ outlive us all." 251:352,31[' ]| Isabel gave herself no$2$ time, no$2$ thought, to$9$ appreciate 251:352,32[' ]| the careful cynicism of this declaration; she 251:353,01[' ]| simply went on$5$ quickly, full of her own intention: 251:353,02[A ]| "My aunt has telegraphed me; I must go to$4$ 251:353,03[A ]| Gardencourt." 251:353,04[C ]| "Why must you go to$4$ Gardencourt?" 251:353,04[' ]| Osmond 251:353,05[' ]| asked in$4$ the tone of impartial curiosity. 251:353,06[A ]| "To$9$ see Ralph before he dies." 251:353,07[' ]| To$4$ this, for$4$ some time, he made no$2$ rejoinder; he 251:353,08[' ]| continued to$9$ give his chief attention to$4$ his work, 251:353,09[' ]| which$6#1$ was of a sort that$6#1$ would brook no$2$ negligence. 251:353,10[C ]| "I do not see the need of it," 251:353,10[' ]| he said at last. 251:353,10[C ]| "He 251:353,11[C ]| came to$9$ see you here. I did not like$1$ that$6#2$; I thought 251:353,12[C ]| his being in$4$ Rome a great mistake. But I tolerated 251:353,13[C ]| it because it was to$9$ be the last time you should see 251:353,14[C ]| him. Now you tell me it is not to$9$ have been the 251:353,15[C ]| last. Ah, you are not grateful!" 251:353,16[A ]| "What am I to$9$ be grateful for$4$?" 251:353,17[' ]| Gilbert*Osmond laid down his little implements, 251:353,18[' ]| blew a speck of dust from his drawing, slowly got 251:353,19[' ]| up$5$, and for$4$ the first time looked at his wife. 251:353,19[C ]| "For$4$ 251:353,20[C ]| my not having interfered while he was here." 251:353,21[A ]| "Oh yes, I am. I remember perfectly how distinctly 251:353,22[A ]| you let me know you did not like$1$ it. I was 251:353,23[A ]| very glad when he went away." 251:353,24[C ]| "Leave him alone then. Do not run after him." 251:353,25[' ]| Isabel turned her eyes away from him; they rested 251:353,26[' ]| upon$4$ his little drawing. 251:353,26[A ]| "I must go to$4$ England," 251:353,27[' ]| she said, with a full consciousness that$3$ her tone might 251:353,28[' ]| strike an irritable man of taste as stupidly obstinate. 251:353,29[C ]| "I shall not like$1$ it if you do," 251:353,29[' ]| Osmond remarked. 251:353,30[A ]| "Why should I mind that$6#2$? You will$1$ not like$1$ it if 251:353,31[A ]| I do not. You like$1$ nothing I do or do not do. You 251:353,32[A ]| pretend to$9$ think I lie." 251:354,01[' ]| Osmond turned slightly pale; he gave a cold 251:354,02[' ]| smile. 251:354,02[C ]| "That$6#2$ is why you must go then? Not to$9$ see 251:354,03[C ]| your cousin, but to$9$ take a revenge on$4$ me." 251:354,04[A ]| "I know nothing about revenge." 251:354,05[C ]| "I do," 251:354,05[' ]| said Osmond. 251:354,05[C ]| "Do not give me an occasion." 251:354,06[C ]| 251:354,07[A ]| "You are only too eager to$9$ take one. You wish 251:354,08[A ]| immensely that$3$ I would commit some folly." 251:354,09[C ]| "I should be gratified in$4$ that$6#2$ case if you disobeyed 251:354,10[C ]| me." 251:354,11[A ]| "If I disobeyed you?" 251:354,11[' ]| said Isabel in$4$ a low tone 251:354,12[' ]| which$6#1$ had the effect of mildness. 251:354,13[C ]| "Let it be clear. If you leave Rome to-day it will$1$ 251:354,14[C ]| be a piece of the most deliberate, the most calculated, 251:354,15[C ]| opposition." 251:354,16[A ]| "How can you call it calculated? I received my 251:354,17[A ]| aunt's telegram but three minutes ago." 251:354,18[C ]| "You calculate rapidly; it is a great accomplishment. 251:354,19[C ]| I do not see why we should prolong our discussion; 251:354,20[C ]| you know my wish." 251:354,20[' ]| And he stood there 251:354,21[' ]| as if he expected to$9$ see her withdraw. 251:354,22[' ]| But she never moved; she could not move, strange 251:354,23[' ]| as it may seem; she still wished to$9$ justify herself; 251:354,24[' ]| he had the power, in$4$ an extraordinary degree, of 251:354,25[' ]| making her feel this need. There was something 251:354,26[' ]| in$4$ her imagination he could always appeal to$4$ against 251:354,27[' ]| her judgement. 251:354,27[A ]| "You have no$2$ reason for$4$ such a wish," 251:354,28[' ]| said Isabel, 251:354,28[A ]| "and I have every reason for$4$ going. I can not 251:354,29[A ]| tell you how unjust you seem to$4$ me. But I think 251:354,30[A ]| you know. It is your own opposition that$6#1$ is calculated. 251:354,31[A ]| It is malignant." 251:354,32[' ]| She had never uttered her worst thought to$4$ her 251:355,01[' ]| husband before, and the sensation of hearing it was 251:355,02[' ]| evidently new to$4$ Osmond. But he showed no$2$ surprise, 251:355,03[' ]| and his coolness was apparently a proof that$3$ 251:355,04[' ]| he had believed his wife would in$4$ fact be unable to$9$ 251:355,05[' ]| resist for*ever his ingenious endeavour to$9$ draw her out. 251:355,06[C ]| "It is all the more intense then," 251:355,06[' ]| he answered. 251:355,07[' ]| And he added almost as if he were giving her a 251:355,08[' ]| friendly counsel: 251:355,08[C ]| "This is a very important matter." 251:355,09[' ]| She recognised that$6#2$; she was fully conscious of the 251:355,10[' ]| weight of the occasion; she knew that$3$ between them 251:355,11[' ]| they had arrived at a crisis. Its gravity made her 251:355,12[' ]| careful; she said nothing, and he went on$5$. 251:355,12[C ]| "You 251:355,13[C ]| say I have no$2$ reason? I have the very best. I dislike, 251:355,14[C ]| from the bottom of my soul, what you intend to$9$ do. 251:355,15[C ]| It is dishonourable; it is indelicate; it is indecent. 251:355,16[C ]| Your cousin is nothing whatever to$4$ me, and I am 251:355,17[C ]| under no$2$ obligation to$9$ make concessions to$4$ him. 251:355,18[C ]| I have already made the very handsomest. Your relations 251:355,19[C ]| with him, while he was here, kept me on$4$ 251:355,20[C ]| pins and needles; but I let that$6#2$ pass, because from 251:355,21[C ]| week to$4$ week I expected him to$9$ go. I have never liked 251:355,22[C ]| him and he has never liked me. That$6#2$ is why you 251:355,23[C ]| like$1$ him ~~ because he hates me," 251:355,23[' ]| said Osmond 251:355,24[' ]| with a quick, barely audible tremor in$4$ his voice. 251:355,25[C ]| "I have an ideal of what my wife should do and should 251:355,26[C ]| not do. She should not travel across Europe alone, 251:355,27[C ]| in$4$ defiance of my deepest desire, to$9$ sit at the bed-side 251:355,28[C ]| of other men. Your cousin is nothing to$4$ you; 251:355,29[C ]| he is nothing to$4$ us. You smile most expressively 251:355,30[C ]| when I talk about \us\, but I assure you that$3$ \we\,\we\, 251:355,31[C ]| Mrs%*Osmond, is all I know. I take our marriage 251:355,32[C ]| seriously; you appear to$9$ have found a way of not 251:356,01[C ]| doing so$5#2$. I am not aware that$3$ we are divorced or 251:356,02[C ]| separated; for$4$ me we are indissolubly united. You 251:356,03[C ]| are nearer to$4$ me than any human creature, and I am 251:356,04[C ]| nearer to$4$ you. It may be a disagreeable proximity; 251:356,05[C ]| it is one, at any rate, of our own deliberate making. 251:356,06[C ]| You do not like$1$ to$9$ be reminded of that$6#2$, I know; but 251:356,07[C ]| I am perfectly willing, because ~~ because ~" 251:356,07[' ]| And 251:356,08[' ]| he paused a moment, looking as if he had something 251:356,09[' ]| to$9$ say which$6#1$ would be very much to$4$ the point. 251:356,10[C ]| "Because I think we should accept the consequences 251:356,11[C ]| of our actions, and what I value most in$4$ life is the 251:356,12[C ]| honour of a thing!" 251:356,13[' ]| He spoke gravely and almost gently; the accent 251:356,14[' ]| of sarcasm had dropped out of his tone. It had 251:356,15[' ]| a gravity which$6#1$ checked his wife's quick emotion; 251:356,16[' ]| the resolution with which$6#1$ she had entered the room 251:356,17[' ]| found itself caught in$4$ a mesh of fine threads. His 251:356,18[' ]| last words were not a command, they constituted 251:356,19[' ]| a kind of appeal; and, though she felt that$3$ any 251:356,20[' ]| expression of respect on$4$ his part could only be a refinement 251:356,21[' ]| of egotism, they represented something 251:356,22[' ]| transcendent and absolute, like$4$ the sign of the cross 251:356,23[' ]| or the flag of one's country. He spoke in$4$ the name 251:356,24[' ]| of something sacred and precious ~~ the observance 251:356,25[' ]| of a magnificent form. They were as perfectly 251:356,26[' ]| apart in$4$ feeling as two disillusioned lovers had ever 251:356,27[' ]| been; but they had never yet separated in$4$ act. 251:356,28[' ]| Isabel had not changed; her old passion for$4$ justice 251:356,29[' ]| still abode within her; and now, in$4$ the very thick 251:356,30[' ]| of her sense of her husband's blasphemous sophistry, 251:356,31[' ]| it began to$9$ throb to$4$ a tune which$6#1$ for$4$ a moment 251:356,32[' ]| promised him the victory. It came over her that$3$ in$4$ 251:357,01[' ]| his wish to$9$ preserve appearances he was after all 251:357,02[' ]| sincere, and that$3$ this, as far as it went, was a merit. 251:357,03[' ]| Ten minutes before she had felt all the joy of irreflective 251:357,04[' ]| action ~~ a joy to$4$ which$6#1$ she had so$5#1$ long 251:357,05[' ]| been a stranger; but action had been suddenly 251:357,06[' ]| changed to$4$ slow renunciation, transformed by$4$ the 251:357,07[' ]| blight of Osmond's touch. If she must renounce, 251:357,08[' ]| however, she would let him know she was a victim 251:357,09[' ]| rather than a dupe. 251:357,09[A ]| "I know you are a master of 251:357,10[A ]| the art of mockery," 251:357,10[' ]| she said. 251:357,10[A ]| "How can you speak 251:357,11[A ]| of an indissoluble union ~~ how can you speak of 251:357,12[A ]| your being contented? Where is our union when 251:357,13[A ]| you accuse me of falsity? Where is your contentment 251:357,14[A ]| when you have nothing but hideous suspicion 251:357,15[A ]| in$4$ your heart?" 251:357,16[C ]| "It is in$4$ our living decently together, in$4$ spite of 251:357,17[C ]| such drawbacks." 251:357,18[A ]| "We do not live decently together!" 251:357,18[' ]| cried Isabel. 251:357,19[' ]| 251:357,20[C ]| "Indeed we do not if you go to$4$ England." 251:357,21[A ]| "That$6#2$ is very little; that$6#2$ is nothing. I might do 251:357,22[A ]| much more." 251:357,23[' ]| He raised his eyebrows and even his shoulders a 251:357,24[' ]| little: he had lived long enough in$4$ Italy to$9$ catch 251:357,25[' ]| this trick. 251:357,25[C ]| "Ah, if you have come to$9$ threaten me I 251:357,26[C ]| prefer my drawing." 251:357,26[' ]| And he walked back to$4$ his 251:357,27[' ]| table, where he took up$5$ the sheet of paper on$4$ which$6#1$ 251:357,28[' ]| he had been working and stood studying it. 251:357,29[A ]| "I suppose that$3$ if I go you will$1$ not expect me to$9$ 251:357,30[A ]| come back," 251:357,30[' ]| said Isabel. 251:357,31[' ]| He turned quickly round, and she could see this 251:357,32[' ]| movement at least was not designed. He looked at 251:358,01[' ]| her a little, and then, 251:358,01[C ]| "Are you out of your mind?" 251:358,02[' ]| he enquired. 251:358,03[A ]| "How can it be anything but a rupture?" 251:358,03[' ]| she 251:358,04[' ]| went on$5$; 251:358,04[A ]| "especially if all you say is true?" 251:358,04[' ]| She 251:358,05[' ]| was unable to$9$ see how it could be anything but a 251:358,06[' ]| rupture; she sincerely wished to$9$ know what else it 251:358,07[' ]| might be. 251:358,08[' ]| He sat down before his table. 251:358,08[C ]| "I really can not 251:358,09[C ]| argue with you on$4$ the hypothesis of your defying 251:358,10[C ]| me," 251:358,10[' ]| he said. And he took up$5$ one of his little 251:358,11[' ]| brushes again. 251:358,12[' ]| She lingered but a moment longer; long enough to$9$ 251:358,13[' ]| embrace with her eye his whole deliberately indifferent 251:358,14[' ]| yet most expressive figure; after which$6#1$ she quickly 251:358,15[' ]| left the room. Her faculties, her energy, her passion, 251:358,16[' ]| were all dispersed again; she felt as if a cold, dark 251:358,17[' ]| mist had suddenly encompassed her. Osmond possessed 251:358,18[' ]| in$4$ a supreme degree the art of eliciting any 251:358,19[' ]| weakness. On$4$ her way back to$4$ her room she found 251:358,20[' ]| the Countess*Gemini standing in$4$ the open doorway of 251:358,21[' ]| a little parlour in$4$ which$6#1$ a small collection of heterogeneous 251:358,22[' ]| books had been arranged. The Countess had 251:358,23[' ]| an open volume in$4$ her hand; she appeared to$9$ have 251:358,24[' ]| been glancing down a page which$6#1$ failed to$9$ strike her 251:358,25[' ]| as interesting. At the sound of Isabel's step she raised 251:358,26[' ]| her head. 251:358,27[J ]| "Ah my dear," 251:358,27[' ]| she said, 251:358,27[J ]| "you, who$6#1$ are so$5#1$ literary, 251:358,28[J ]| do tell me some amusing book to$9$ read! Everything 251:358,29[J ]| here is of a dreariness ~~ ! Do you think this would 251:358,30[J ]| do me any good?" 251:358,31[' ]| Isabel glanced at the title of the volume she held 251:358,32[' ]| out, but without reading or understand it. 251:358,32[A ]| "I am 251:359,01[A ]| afraid I can not advise you. I have had bad news. My 251:359,02[A ]| cousin, Ralph*Touchett, is dying." 251:359,03[' ]| The Countess threw down her book. 251:359,03[J ]| "Ah, he was 251:359,04[J ]| so$5#1$ 8simpatico. I am awfully sorry for$4$ you." 251:359,05[A ]| "You would be sorrier still if you knew." 251:359,06[J ]| "What is there to$9$ know? You look very badly," 251:359,07[' ]| the Countess added. 251:359,07[J ]| "You must have been with 251:359,08[J ]| Osmond." 251:359,09[' ]| Half an hour before Isabel would have listened 251:359,10[' ]| very coldly to$4$ an intimation that$3$ she should ever feel 251:359,11[' ]| a desire for$4$ the sympathy of her sister-in-law, and 251:359,12[' ]| there can be no$2$ better proof of her present embarrassment 251:359,13[' ]| than the fact that$3$ she almost clutched at this 251:359,14[' ]| lady's fluttering attention. 251:359,14[A ]| "I have been with Osmond," 251:359,15[' ]| she said, while the Countess's bright eyes glittered at 251:359,16[' ]| her. 251:359,17[J ]| "I am sure then he has been odious!" 251:359,17[' ]| The Countess 251:359,18[' ]| cried. 251:359,18[J ]| "Did he say he was glad poor Mr%*Touchett is 251:359,19[J ]| dying?" 251:359,20[A ]| "He said it is impossible I should go to$4$ England." 251:359,21[' ]| The Countess's mind, when her interest were concerned, 251:359,22[' ]| was agile; she already foresaw the extinction 251:359,23[' ]| of any further brightness in$4$ her visit to$4$ Rome. 251:359,23@j | Ralph*Touchett 251:359,24@j | would die, Isabel would go into mourning, 251:359,25@j | and then there would be no$2$ more dinner-parties. 251:359,25[' ]| Such 251:359,26[' ]| a prospect produced for$4$ a moment in$4$ her countenance 251:359,27[' ]| an expressive grimace; but this rapid, picturesque 251:359,28[' ]| play of feature was her only tribute to$4$ disappointment. 251:359,29@j | After all, 251:359,19[' ]| she reflected, 251:359,19@j | the game was almost played 251:359,30@j | out; she had already overstayed her invitation. 251:359,30[' ]| And 251:359,31[' ]| then she cared enough for$4$ Isabel's trouble to$9$ forget 251:359,32[' ]| her own, and she saw that$3$ Isabel's trouble was deep. 251:360,01[' ]| It seemed deeper than the mere death of a cousin, 251:360,02[' ]| and the Countess had no$2$ hesitation in$4$ connecting her 251:360,03[' ]| exasperating brother with the expression of her sister-in-law's 251:360,04[' ]| eyes. Her heart beat with an almost joyous 251:360,05[' ]| expectation, for$3$ if she had wished to$9$ see Osmond 251:360,06[' ]| overtopped the conditions looked favourable now. 251:360,06@j | Of 251:360,07@j | course if Isabel should go to$4$ England she herself would 251:360,08@j | immediately leave Palazzo*Roccanera; nothing would 251:360,09@j | induce her to$9$ remain there with Osmond. 251:360,09[' ]| Nevertheless 251:360,10[' ]| she felt an immense desire to$9$ hear that$3$ Isabel 251:360,11[' ]| would go to$4$ England. 251:360,11[J ]| "Nothing is impossible for$4$ you, 251:360,12[J ]| my dear," 251:360,12[' ]| she said caressingly. 251:360,12[J ]| "Why else are you 251:360,13[J ]| rich and clever and good?" 251:360,14[A ]| "Why indeed? I feel stupidly weak." 251:360,15[J ]| "Why does Osmond say it is impossible?" 251:360,15[' ]| the 251:360,16[' ]| Countess asked in$4$ a tone which$6#1$ sufficiently declared 251:360,17[' ]| that$3$ she could not imagine. 251:360,18[' ]| From the moment she thus began to$9$ question her, 251:360,19[' ]| however, Isabel drew back; she disengaged her hand, 251:360,20[' ]| which$6#1$ the Countess had affectionately taken. But she 251:360,21[' ]| answered this enquiry with frank bitterness. 251:360,21[A ]| "Because 251:360,22[A ]| we are so$5#1$ happy together that$3$ we can not separate even 251:360,23[A ]| for$4$ a fortnight." 251:360,24[J ]| "Ah," 251:360,24[' ]| cried the Countess while Isabel turned 251:360,25[' ]| away, 251:360,25[J ]| "when I want to$9$ make a journey my husband 251:360,26[J ]| simply tells me I can have no$2$ money!" 251:360,27[' ]| Isabel went to$4$ her room, where she walked up$5$ and 251:360,28[' ]| down for$4$ an hour. It may appear to$4$ some readers that$3$ 251:360,29[' ]| she gave herself much trouble, and it is certain that$3$ 251:360,30[' ]| for$4$ a woman of a high spirit she had allowed herself 251:360,31[' ]| easily to$9$ be arrested. It seemed to$4$ her that$3$ only now 251:360,32[' ]| she fully measured the great undertaking of matrimony. 251:361,01@a | Marriage meant that$3$ in$4$ such a case as this, 251:361,02@a | when one had to$9$ choose, one chose as a matter of course 251:361,03@a | for$4$ one's husband. 251:361,03[A ]| "I am afraid ~~ yes, I am afraid," 251:361,04[' ]| she said to$4$ herself more than once, stopping short in$4$ 251:361,05[' ]| her walk. But what she was afraid of was not her 251:361,06[' ]| husband ~~ his displeasure, his hatred, his revenge; it 251:361,07[' ]| was not even her own later judgement of her conduct ~~ 251:361,08[' ]| a consideration which$6#1$ had often held her in$4$ check; it 251:361,09[' ]| was simply the violence there would be in$4$ going when 251:361,10[' ]| Osmond wished her to$9$ remain. A gulf of difference 251:361,11[' ]| had opened between them, but nevertheless it was his 251:361,12[' ]| desire that$3$ she should stay, it was a horror to$4$ him that$4$ 251:361,13[' ]| she should go. She knew the nervous fineness with 251:361,14[' ]| which$6#1$ he could feel an objection. What he thought of 251:361,15[' ]| her she knew, what he was capable of saying to$4$ her 251:361,16[' ]| she had felt; 251:361,16@a | yet they were married, for$4$ all that$6#2$, and 251:361,17@a | marriage meant that$3$ a woman should cleave to$4$ the 251:361,18@a | man with whom, uttering tremendous vows, she had 251:361,19@a | stood at the altar. 251:361,19[' ]| She sank down on$4$ her sofa at last 251:361,20[' ]| and buried her head in$4$ a pile of cushions. 251:361,21[' ]| When she raised her head again the Countess*Gemini 251:361,22[' ]| hovered before her. She had come in$5$ all 251:361,23[' ]| unperceived; she had a strange smile on$4$ her thin lips 251:361,24[' ]| and her whole face had grown in$4$ an hour a shining 251:361,25[' ]| intimation. She lived assuredly, it might be said, at 251:361,26[' ]| the window of her spirit, but now she was leaning far 251:361,27[' ]| out. 251:361,27[J ]| "I knocked," 251:361,27[' ]| she began, 251:361,27[J ]| "but you did not answer 251:361,28[J ]| me. So$3$ I ventured in$5$. I have been looking at you 251:361,29[J ]| for$4$ the last five minutes. You are very unhappy." 251:361,30[A ]| "Yes; but I do not think you can comfort me." 251:361,31[J ]| "Will$1$ you give me leave to$9$ try?" 251:361,31[' ]| And the Countess 251:361,32[' ]| sat down on$4$ the sofa beside her. She continued to$9$ 251:362,01[' ]| smile, and there was something communicative and 251:362,02[' ]| exultant in$4$ her expression. She appeared to$9$ have a 251:362,03[' ]| deal to$9$ say, and it occurred to$4$ Isabel for$4$ the first time 251:362,04[' ]| that$3$ 251:362,04@a | her sister-in-law might say something really 251:362,05@a | human. She made play with her glittering eyes, in$4$ 251:362,06@a | which$6#1$ there was an unpleasant fascination. 251:362,06[J ]| "After 251:362,07[J ]| all," 251:362,07[' ]| she soon resumed, 251:362,07[J ]| "I must tell you, to$9$ begin 251:362,08[J ]| with, that$3$ I do not understand your state of mind. 251:362,09[J ]| You seem to$9$ have so$5#1$ many scruples, so$5#1$ many reasons, 251:362,10[J ]| so$5#1$ many ties. When I discovered, ten years ago, that$3$ 251:362,11[J ]| my husband's dearest wish was to$9$ make me miserable ~~ 251:362,12[J ]| of late he has simply let me alone ~~ ah, it was 251:362,13[J ]| a wonderful simplification! My poor Isabel, you are 251:362,14[J ]| not simple enough." 251:362,15[A ]| "No$7$, I am not simple enough," 251:362,15[' ]| said Isabel. 251:362,16[J ]| "There is something I want you to$9$ know," 251:362,16[' ]| the 251:362,17[' ]| Countess declared ~~ 251:362,17[J ]| "because I think you ought to$9$ 251:362,18[J ]| know it. Perhaps you do; perhaps you have guessed 251:362,19[J ]| it. But if you have, all I can say is that$3$ I understand 251:362,20[J ]| still less why you should not do as you like$1$." 251:362,21[A ]| "What do you wish me to$9$ know?" 251:362,21[' ]| Isabel felt a 251:362,22[' ]| foreboding that$6#1$ made her heart beat faster. The 251:362,23[' ]| Countess was about to$9$ justify herself, and this alone 251:362,24[' ]| was portentous. 251:362,25[' ]| But she was nevertheless disposed to$9$ play a little with 251:362,26[' ]| her subject. 251:362,26[J ]| "In$4$ your place I should have guessed 251:362,27[J ]| it ages ago. Have you never really suspected?" 251:362,28[A ]| "I have guessed nothing. What should I have suspected? 251:362,29[A ]| I do not know what you mean." 251:362,30[J ]| "That$6#2$ is because you have such a beastly pure mind. 251:362,31[J ]| I never saw a woman with such a pure mind!" 251:362,31[' ]| cried 251:362,32[' ]| the Countess. 251:363,01[' ]| Isabel slowly got up$5$. 251:363,01[A ]| "You are going to$9$ tell me 251:363,02[A ]| something horrible." 251:363,03[J ]| "You can call it by$4$ whatever name you will$1$!" 251:363,04[' ]| And the Countess rose also, while her gathered perversity 251:363,05[' ]| grew vivid and dreadful. She stood a moment 251:363,06[' ]| in$4$ a sort of glare of intention and, as seemed to$4$ Isabel 251:363,07[' ]| even then, of ugliness; after which$6#1$ she said: 251:363,07[J ]| "My 251:363,08[J ]| first sister-in-law had no$2$ children." 251:363,09[' ]| Isabel stared back at her; the announcement was 251:363,10[' ]| an anticlimax. 251:363,10[A ]| "Your first sister-in-law?" 251:363,11[J ]| "I suppose you know at least, if one may mention 251:363,12[J ]| it, that$3$ Osmond has been married before! I have never 251:363,13[J ]| spoken to$4$ you of his wife; I thought it might not be 251:363,14[J ]| decent or respectful. But, others, less particular, must 251:363,15[J ]| have done so$5#2$. The poor little woman lived hardly 251:363,16[J ]| three years and died childless. It was not till after 251:363,17[J ]| her death that$3$ Pansy arrived." 251:363,18[' ]| Isabel's brow had contracted to$4$ a frown; her lips 251:363,19[' ]| were parted in$4$ pale, vague wonder. She was trying 251:363,20[' ]| to$9$ follow; 251:363,20@a | there seemed so$5#1$ much more to$9$ follow than 251:363,21@a | she could see. 251:363,21[A ]| "Pansy is not my husband's child 251:363,22[A ]| then?" 251:363,23[J ]| "Your husbands's ~~ in$4$ perfection! But no*one 251:363,24[J ]| else's husband's. Some*one else's wife's. Ah, my good 251:363,25[J ]| Isabel," 251:363,25[' ]| cried the Countess, 251:363,25[J ]| "with you one must dot 251:363,26[J ]| one's i's!" 251:363,27[A ]| "I do not understand. Whose wife's?" 251:363,27[' ]| Isabel 251:363,28[' ]| asked. 251:363,29[J ]| "The wife of a horrid little Swiss who$6#1$ died ~~ how 251:363,30[J ]| long? ~~ a dozen, more than fifteen, years ago. He 251:363,31[J ]| never recognised Miss*Pansy, nor, knowing what he 251:363,32[J ]| was about, would have anything to$9$ say to$4$ her; and 251:364,01[J ]| there was no$2$ reason why he should. Osmond did, and 251:364,02[J ]| that$6#2$ was better; though he had to$9$ fit on$5$ afterwards 251:364,03[J ]| the whole rigmarole of his own wife's having died in$4$ 251:364,04[J ]| childbirth, and of his having, in$4$ grief and horror, banished 251:364,05[J ]| the little girl from his sight for$4$ as long as possible 251:364,06[J ]| before taking her home from nurse. His wife had 251:364,07[J ]| really died, you know, of quite another matter and in$4$ 251:364,08[J ]| quite another place: in$4$ the Piedmontese mountains, 251:364,09[J ]| where they had gone, one August, because her health 251:364,10[J ]| appeared to$9$ require the air, but where she was suddenly 251:364,11[J ]| taken worse ~~ fatally ill. The story passed, 251:364,12[J ]| sufficiently; it was covered by$4$ the appearances so$5#1$ long 251:364,13[J ]| as nobody heeded, as nobody cared to$9$ look into it. But 251:364,14[J ]| of course \I\ knew ~~ without researches," 251:364,14[' ]| the Countess 251:364,15[' ]| lucidly proceeded; 251:364,15[J ]| "as also, you will$1$ understand, without 251:364,16[J ]| a word said between us ~~ I mean between Osmond 251:364,17[J ]| and me. Do not you see him looking at me, in$4$ 251:364,18[J ]| silence, that$6#2$ way, to$9$ settle it? ~~ that$6#2$ is to$9$ settle \me\ if 251:364,19[J ]| I should say anything. I said nothing, right or left ~~ 251:364,20[J ]| never a word to$4$ a creature, if you can believe that$6#2$ of 251:364,21[J ]| me: on$4$ my honour, my dear, I speak of the thing 251:364,22[J ]| to$4$ you now, after all this time, as I have never, never 251:364,23[J ]| spoken. It was to$9$ be enough for$4$ me, from the first, 251:364,24[J ]| that$3$ the child was my niece ~~ from the moment she 251:364,25[J ]| was my brother's daughter. As for$4$ her veritable mother 251:364,26[J ]| ~~ !" 251:364,26[' ]| But with this Pansy's wonderful aunt 251:364,27[' ]| dropped ~~ as, involuntarily, from the impression of 251:364,28[' ]| her sister-in-law's face, out of which$6#1$ more eyes might 251:364,29[' ]| have seemed to$9$ look at her than she had ever had to$9$ 251:364,30[' ]| meet. 251:364,31[' ]| She had spoken no$2$ name, yet Isabel could but 251:364,32[' ]| check, on$4$ her own lips, an echo of the unspoken. She 251:365,01[' ]| sank to$4$ her seat again, hanging her head. 251:365,01[A ]| "Why 251:365,02[A ]| have you told me this?" 251:365,02[' ]| she asked in$4$ a voice the 251:365,03[' ]| Countess hardly recognised. 251:365,04[J ]| "Because I have been so$5#1$ bored with your not knowing. 251:365,05[J ]| I have been bored, frankly, my dear, with not having 251:365,06[J ]| told you; as if, stupidly, all this time I could not 251:365,07[J ]| have managed! \9C^a me de=passe\, if you do not mind 251:365,08[J ]| my saying so$5#2$, the things, all round you, that$3$ you have 251:365,09[J ]| appeared to$9$ succeed in$4$ not knowing. It is a sort of 251:365,10[J ]| assistance ~~ aid to$4$ innocent ignorance ~~ that$3$ I have 251:365,11[J ]| always been a bad hand at rendering; and in$4$ this 251:365,12[J ]| connexion, that$6#2$ of keeping quiet for$4$ my brother, my 251:365,13[J ]| virtue has at any rate finally found itself exhausted. 251:365,14[J ]| It is not a black lie, moreover, you know," 251:365,14[' ]| the Countess 251:365,15[' ]| inimitably added. 251:365,15[J ]| "The facts are exactly what 251:365,16[J ]| I tell you." 251:365,17[A ]| "I had no$2$ idea," 251:365,17[' ]| said Isabel presently; and looked 251:365,18[' ]| up$5$ at her in$4$ a manner that$6#1$ doubtless matched the 251:365,19[' ]| apparent witlessness of this confession. 251:365,20[J ]| "So$5#2$ I believed ~~ though it was hard to$9$ believe. 251:365,21[J ]| Had it never occurred to$4$ you that$3$ he was for$4$ six or 251:365,22[J ]| seven years her lover?" 251:365,23[A ]| "I do not know. Things \have\ occurred to$4$ me, and 251:365,24[A ]| perhaps that$6#2$ was what they all meant." 251:365,25[J ]| "She has been wonderfully clever, she has been 251:365,26[J ]| magnificent, about Pansy!" 251:365,26[' ]| the Countess, before all 251:365,27[' ]| this view of it, cried. 251:365,28[A ]| "Oh, no$2$ idea, for$4$ me," 251:365,28[' ]| Isabel went on$5$, 251:365,28[A ]| "ever 251:365,29[A ]| \definitely\ took that$6#2$ form." 251:365,29[' ]| She appeared to$9$ be making 251:365,30[' ]| out to$4$ herself what had been and what had not. 251:365,30[A ]| "And 251:365,31[A ]| as it is ~~ I do not understand." 251:365,32[' ]| She spoke as one troubled and puzzled, yet the poor 251:366,01[' ]| Countess seemed to$9$ have seen her revelation fall below 251:366,02[' ]| its possibilities of effect. She had expected to$9$ kindle 251:366,03[' ]| some responsive blaze, but had barely extracted 251:366,04[' ]| a spark. Isabel showed as scarce more impressed than 251:366,05[' ]| she might have been, as a young woman of approved 251:366,06[' ]| imagination, with some fine sinister passage of public 251:366,07[' ]| history. 251:366,07[J ]| "Do not you recognise how the child could 251:366,08[J ]| never pass for$4$ \her\ husband's? ~~ that$6#2$ is with M%*Merle 251:366,09[J ]| himself," 251:366,09[' ]| her companion resumed. 251:366,09[J ]| "They had 251:366,10[J ]| been separated too long for$4$ that$6#2$, and he had gone to$4$ 251:366,11[J ]| some far country ~~ I think to$4$ South America. If she 251:366,12[J ]| had ever had children ~~ which$6#1$ I am not sure of ~~ she 251:366,13[J ]| had lost them. The conditions happened to$9$ make it 251:366,14[J ]| workable, under stress (I mean at so$5#1$ awkward a 251:366,15[J ]| pinch), that$3$ Osmond should acknowledge the little 251:366,16[J ]| girl. His wife was dead ~~ very true; but she had not 251:366,17[J ]| been dead too long to$9$ put a certain accommodation 251:366,18[J ]| of dates out of the question ~~ from the moment, I 251:366,19[J ]| mean, that$6#2$ suspicion was not started; which$6#1$ was what 251:366,20[J ]| they had to$9$ take care of. What was more natural than 251:366,21[J ]| that$3$ poor Mrs%*Osmond, at a distance and for$4$ a world 251:366,22[J ]| not troubling about trifles, should have left behind her, 251:366,23[J ]| \8poverina\, the pledge of her brief happiness that$6#1$ had 251:366,24[J ]| cost her her life? With the aid of change of residence 251:366,25[J ]| ~~ Osmond had been living with her at Naples 251:366,26[J ]| at the time of their stay in$4$ the Alps, and he in$4$ due 251:366,27[J ]| course left it for*ever ~~ the whole history was successfully 251:366,28[J ]| set going. My poor sister-in-law, in$4$ her grave, 251:366,29[J ]| could not help herself, and the real mother, to$9$ save \her\ 251:366,30[J ]| skin, renounced all visible property in$4$ the child." 251:366,31[A ]| "Ah, poor, poor woman!" 251:366,31[' ]| cried Isabel, who$6#1$ herewith 251:366,32[' ]| burst into tears. It was a long time since she had 251:367,01[' ]| shed any; she had suffered a high reaction from weeping. 251:367,02[' ]| But now they flowed with an abundance in$4$ which$6#1$ 251:367,03[' ]| the Countess*Gemini found only another discomfiture. 251:367,04[' ]| 251:367,05[J ]| "It is very kind of you to$9$ pity her!" 251:367,05[' ]| she discordantly 251:367,06[' ]| laughed. 251:367,06[J ]| "Yes indeed, you have a way of your own ~! 251:367,07[J ]| 251:367,08[A ]| "He must have been false to$4$ his wife ~~ and so$5#1$ very 251:367,09[A ]| soon!" 251:367,09[' ]| said Isabel with a sudden check. 251:367,10[J ]| "That$6#2$ is all that$6#1$ is wanting ~~ that$3$ you should take 251:367,11[J ]| up$5$ \her\ cause!" 251:367,11[' ]| the Countess went on$5$. 251:367,11[J ]| "I quite agree 251:367,12[J ]| with you, however, that$3$ it was much too soon." 251:367,13[A ]| "But to$4$ me, to$4$ me ~~ ?" 251:367,13[' ]| And Isabel hesitated as if 251:367,14[' ]| she had not heard; as if her question ~~ though it was 251:367,15[' ]| sufficiently there in$4$ her eyes ~~ were all for$4$ herself. 251:367,16[J ]| "To$4$ you he has been faithful? Well, it depends, 251:367,17[J ]| my dear, on$4$ what you call faithful. When he married 251:367,18[J ]| you he was no$2$ longer the lover of another woman ~~ 251:367,19[J ]| \such\ a lover as he had been, \8cara*mia\, between their 251:367,20[J ]| risks and their precautions, while the thing lasted! 251:367,21[J ]| That$6#2$ state of affairs had passed away; the lady had 251:367,22[J ]| repented, or at all events, for$4$ reasons of her own, 251:367,23[J ]| drawn back: she had always had, too, a worship of 251:367,24[J ]| appearances so$5#1$ intense that$3$ even Osmond himself had 251:367,25[J ]| got bored with it. You may therefore imagine what it 251:367,26[J ]| was ~~ when he could not patch it on$4$ conveniently to$4$ 251:367,27[J ]| \any\ of those he goes in$5$ for$4$! But the whole past was 251:367,28[J ]| between them." 251:367,29[A ]| "Yes," 251:367,29[' ]| Isabel mechanically echoed, 251:367,29[A ]| "the whole 251:367,30[A ]| past is between them." 251:367,31[J ]| "Ah, this later past is nothing. But for$4$ six or seven 251:367,32[J ]| years, as I say, they had kept it up$5$." 251:368,01[' ]| She was silent a little. 251:368,01[A ]| "Why then did she want 251:368,02[A ]| him to$9$ marry me?" 251:368,03[J ]| "Ah my dear, that$6#2$ is her superiority! Because you 251:368,04[J ]| had money; and because she believed you would be 251:368,05[J ]| good to$4$ Pansy." 251:368,06[A ]| "Poor woman ~~ and Pansy who$6#1$ does not like$1$ her!" 251:368,07[' ]| cried Isabel. 251:368,08[J ]| "That$6#2$ is the reason she wanted some*one whom 251:368,09[J ]| Pansy would like$1$. She knows it; she knows everything." 251:368,10[J ]| 251:368,11[A ]| "Will$1$ she know that$3$ you have told me this?" 251:368,12[J ]| "That$6#2$ will$1$ depend upon$4$ whether you tell her. She is 251:368,13[J ]| prepared for$4$ it, and do you know what she counts 251:368,14[J ]| upon$4$ for$4$ her defence? On$4$ your believing that$3$ I lie. 251:368,15[J ]| Perhaps you do; do not make yourself uncomfortable 251:368,16[J ]| to$9$ hide it. Only, as it happens this time, I do not. I have 251:368,17[J ]| told plenty of little idiotic fibs, but they have never 251:368,18[J ]| hurt any*one but myself." 251:368,19[' ]| Isabel sat staring at her companion's story as at 251:368,20[' ]| a bale of fantastic wares some strolling gypsy might 251:368,21[' ]| have unpacked on$4$ the carpet at her feet. 251:368,21[A ]| "Why did 251:368,22[A ]| Osmond never marry her?" 251:368,22[' ]| she finally asked. 251:368,23[J ]| "Because she had no$2$ money." 251:368,23[' ]| The Countess had 251:368,24[' ]| an answer for$4$ everything, and if she lied she lied well. 251:368,25[J ]| "No*one knows, no*one has ever known, what she 251:368,26[J ]| lives on$5$, or how she has got all those beautiful things. 251:368,27[J ]| I do not believe Osmond himself knows. Besides, she 251:368,28[J ]| would not have married him." 251:368,29[A ]| "How can she have loved him then?" 251:368,30[J ]| "She does not love him in$4$ that$6#2$ way. She did at first, 251:368,31[J ]| and then, I suppose, she would have married him; 251:368,32[J ]| but at that$6#2$ time her husband was living. By$4$ the time 251:369,01[J ]| M%*Merle had rejoined ~~ I will$1$ not say his ancestors, 251:369,02[J ]| because he never had any ~~ her relations with Osmond 251:369,03[J ]| had changed, and she had grown more ambitious. 251:369,04[J ]| Besides, she has never had, about him," 251:369,04[' ]| the 251:369,05[' ]| Countess went on$5$, leaving Isabel to$9$ wince for$4$ it so$5#1$ 251:369,06[' ]| tragically afterwards ~~ 251:369,06[J ]| "she \had\ never had, what you 251:369,07[J ]| might call any illusions of \intelligence\. She hoped she 251:369,08[J ]| might marry a great man; that$6#2$ has always been her 251:369,09[J ]| idea. She has waited and watched and plotted and 251:369,10[J ]| prayed; but she has never succeeded. I do not call 251:369,11[J ]| Madame*Merle a success, you know. I do not know 251:369,12[J ]| what she may accomplish yet, but at present she has 251:369,13[J ]| very little to$9$ show. The only tangible result she has 251:369,14[J ]| ever achieved ~~ except, of course, getting to$9$ know 251:369,15[J ]| every*one and staying with them free of expense ~~ has 251:369,16[J ]| been her bringing you and Osmond together. Oh, she 251:369,17[J ]| did that$6#2$, my dear; you need not look as if you doubted 251:369,18[J ]| it. I have watched them for$4$ years; I know everything 251:369,19[J ]| ~~ everything. I am thought a great scatterbrain, but 251:369,20[J ]| I have had enough application of mind to$9$ follow up$5$ 251:369,21[J ]| those two. She hates me, and her way of showing it is 251:369,22[J ]| to$9$ pretend to$9$ be for*ever defending me. When people 251:369,23[J ]| say I have had fifteen lovers she looks horrified and declares 251:369,24[J ]| that$3$ quite half of them were never proved. She 251:369,25[J ]| has been afraid of me for$4$ years, and she has taken 251:369,26[J ]| great comfort in$4$ the vile, false things people have said 251:369,27[J ]| about me. She has been afraid I would expose her, and she 251:369,28[J ]| threatened me one day when Osmond began to$9$ pay 251:369,29[J ]| his court to$4$ you. It was at his house in$4$ Florence; 251:369,30[J ]| do you remember that$6#2$ afternoon when she brought 251:369,31[J ]| you there and we had tea in$4$ the garden? She let me 251:369,32[J ]| know then that$3$ if I should tell tales two could play at 251:370,01[J ]| that$6#2$ game. She pretends there is a good deal more to$9$ 251:370,02[J ]| tell about me than about her. It would be an interesting 251:370,03[J ]| comparison! I do not care a fig what she may say, 251:370,04[J ]| simply because I know \you\ do not care a fig. You can not 251:370,05[J ]| trouble your head about me less than you do already. 251:370,06[J ]| So$3$ she may take her revenge as she chooses; I do not 251:370,07[J ]| think she will$1$ frighten you very much. Her great idea 251:370,08[J ]| has been to$9$ be tremendously irreproachable ~~ a kind 251:370,09[J ]| of full-blown lily ~~ the incarnation of propriety. She 251:370,10[J ]| has always worshipped that$6#2$ god. There should be no$2$ 251:370,11[J ]| scandal about Ca*esar's wife, you know; and, as I say, 251:370,12[J ]| she has always hoped to$9$ marry Ca*esar. That$6#2$ was one 251:370,13[J ]| reason she would not marry Osmond; the fear that$3$ 251:370,14[J ]| on$4$ seeing her with Pansy people would put things together 251:370,15[J ]| ~~ would even see a resemblance. She has had 251:370,16[J ]| a terror lest the mother would betray herself. She has 251:370,17[J ]| been awfully careful; the mother has never done so$5#2$." 251:370,18[A ]| "Yes, yes, the mother has done so$5#2$," 251:370,18[' ]| said Isabel, 251:370,19[' ]| who$6#1$ had listened to$4$ all this with a face more and more 251:370,20[' ]| wan. 251:370,20[A ]| "She betrayed herself to$4$ me the other day, 251:370,21[A ]| though I did not recognise her. There appeared to$9$ 251:370,22[A ]| have been a chance of Pansy's making a great marriage, 251:370,23[A ]| and in$4$ her disappointment at its not coming off 251:370,24[A ]| she almost dropped the mask." 251:370,25[J ]| "Ah, that$6#2$ is where she would dish herself!" 251:370,25[' ]| cried the 251:370,26[' ]| Countess. 251:370,26[J ]| "She has failed so$5#1$ dreadfully that$3$ she is 251:370,27[J ]| determined her daughter shall make it up$5$." 251:370,28[' ]| Isabel started at the words "her daughter," which$6#1$ 251:370,29[' ]| her guest threw off so$5#1$ familiarly. 251:370,29[A ]| "It seems very 251:370,30[A ]| wonderful," 251:370,30[' ]| she murmured; and in$4$ this bewildering 251:370,31[' ]| impression she had almost lost her sense of being 251:370,32[' ]| personally touched by$4$ the story. 251:371,01[J ]| "Now do not go and turn against the poor innocent 251:371,02[J ]| child!" 251:371,02[' ]| The Countess went on$5$. 251:371,02[J ]| "She is very nice, in$4$ 251:371,03[J ]| spite of her deplorable origin. I myself have liked 251:371,04[J ]| Pansy; not, naturally, because she was \hers\, but because 251:371,05[J ]| she had become yours." 251:371,06[A ]| "Yes, she has become mine. And how the poor 251:371,07[A ]| woman must have suffered at seeing me ~~ !" 251:371,07[' ]| Isabel 251:371,08[' ]| exclaimed while she flushed at the thought. 251:371,09[J ]| "I do not believe she has suffered; on$4$ the contrary, 251:371,10[J ]| she has enjoyed. Osmond's marriage has given his 251:371,11[J ]| daughter a great little lift. Before that$6#2$ she lived in$4$ 251:371,12[J ]| a hole. And do you know what the mother thought? 251:371,13[J ]| That$3$ you might take such a fancy to$4$ the child that$3$ 251:371,14[J ]| you would do something for$4$ her. Osmond of course could 251:371,15[J ]| never give her a portion. Osmond was really extremely 251:371,16[J ]| poor; but of course you know all about that$6#2$. 251:371,17[J ]| Ah, my dear," 251:371,17[' ]| cried the Countess, 251:371,17[J ]| "why did you 251:371,18[J ]| ever inherit money?" 251:371,18[' ]| She stopped a moment as if 251:371,19[' ]| she saw something singular in$4$ Isabel's face. 251:371,19[J ]| "Do not 251:371,20[J ]| tell me now that$3$ you will$1$ give her a \9dot\. You are capable 251:371,21[J ]| of that$6#2$, but I would refuse to$9$ believe it. Do not 251:371,22[J ]| try to$9$ be too good. Be a little easy and natural and 251:371,23[J ]| nasty; feel a little wicked, for$4$ the comfort of it, once 251:371,24[J ]| in$4$ your life!" 251:371,25[A ]| "It is very strange. I suppose I ought to$9$ know, but 251:371,26[A ]| I am sorry," 251:371,26[' ]| Isabel said. 251:371,26[A ]| "I am much obliged to$4$ you." 251:371,27[J ]| "Yes, you seem to$9$ be!" 251:371,27[' ]| cried the Countess with a 251:371,28[' ]| mocking laugh. 251:371,28[J ]| "Perhaps you are ~~ perhaps you are 251:371,29[J ]| not. You do not take it as I should have thought." 251:371,30[A ]| "How should I take it?" 251:371,30[' ]| Isabel asked. 251:371,31[J ]| "Well, I should say as a woman who$6#1$ has been made 251:371,32[J ]| use of." 251:371,32[' ]| Isabel made no$2$ answer to$4$ this; she only listened, 251:372,01[' ]| and the Countess went on$5$. 251:372,01[J ]| "They have always 251:372,02[J ]| been bound to$4$ each other; they remained so$5#2$ even after 251:372,03[J ]| she broke off ~~ or \he\ did. But he has always been 251:372,04[J ]| more for$4$ her than she has been for$4$ him. When their 251:372,05[J ]| little carnival was over they made a bargain that$3$ each 251:372,06[J ]| should give the other complete liberty, but that$3$ each 251:372,07[J ]| should also do everything possible to$9$ help the other 251:372,08[J ]| on$5$. You may ask me how I know such a thing as that$6#2$. 251:372,09[J ]| I know it by$4$ the way they have behaved. Now see how 251:372,10[J ]| much better women are than men! She has found a 251:372,11[J ]| wife for$4$ Osmond, but Osmond has never lifted a little 251:372,12[J ]| finger for$4$ \her\. She has worked for$4$ him, plotted for$4$ 251:372,13[J ]| him, suffered for$4$ him; she has even more than once 251:372,14[J ]| found money for$4$ him; and the end of it is that$3$ he is 251:372,15[J ]| tired of her. She is an old habit; there are moments 251:372,16[J ]| when he needs her, but on$4$ the whole he would not 251:372,17[J ]| miss her if she were removed. And, what is more, to-day 251:372,18[J ]| she knows it. So$3$ you need not be jealous!" 251:372,18[' ]| the 251:372,19[' ]| Countess added humorously. 251:372,20[' ]| Isabel rose from her sofa again; she felt bruised 251:372,21[' ]| and scant of breath; her head was humming with new 251:372,22[' ]| knowledge. 251:372,22[A ]| "I am much obliged to$4$ you," 251:372,22[' ]| she repeated. 251:372,23[' ]| And then she added abruptly, in$4$ quite a different tone: 251:372,24[A ]| "How do you know all this?" 251:372,25[' ]| This enquiry appeared to$9$ ruffle the Countess more 251:372,26[' ]| than Isabel's expression of gratitude pleased her. She 251:372,27[' ]| gave her companion a bold stare, with which$6#1$, 251:372,27[J ]| "Let 251:372,28[J ]| us assume that$3$ I have invented it!" 251:372,28[' ]| she cried. She 251:372,29[' ]| too, however, suddenly changed her tone and, laying 251:372,30[' ]| her hand on$4$ Isabel's arm, said with the penetration of 251:372,31[' ]| her sharp bright smile: 251:372,31[J ]| "Now will$1$ you give up$5$ your 251:372,32[J ]| journey?" 251:373,01[' ]| Isabel started a little; she turned away. But she 251:373,02[' ]| felt weak and in$4$ a moment had to$9$ lay her arm upon$4$ 251:373,03[' ]| the mantel-shelf for$4$ support. She stood a minute so$5#2$, 251:373,04[' ]| and then upon$4$ her arm she dropped her dizzy head, 251:373,05[' ]| with closed eyes and pale lips. 251:373,06[J ]| "I have done wrong to$9$ speak ~~ I have made you ill!" 251:373,07[' ]| the Countess cried. 251:373,08[A ]| "Ah, I must see Ralph!" 251:373,08[' ]| Isabel wailed; not in$4$ 251:373,09[' ]| resentment, not in$4$ the quick passion her companion 251:373,10[' ]| had looked for$4$; but in$4$ a tone of far-reaching, infinite 251:373,11[' ]| sadness. 252:374,01[' ]| There was a train for$4$ Turin and Paris that$6#2$ evening; 252:374,02[' ]| and after the Countess had left her Isabel had a rapid 252:374,03[' ]| and decisive conference with her maid, who$6#1$ was discreet, 252:374,04[' ]| devoted and active. After this she thought (except 252:374,05[' ]| of her journey) only of one thing. 252:374,05@a | She must go 252:374,06@a | and see Pansy; from her she could not turn away. She 252:374,07@a | had not seen her yet, as Osmond had given her to$9$ understand 252:374,08@a | that$3$ it was too soon to$9$ begin. 252:374,08[' ]| She drove at 252:374,09[' ]| five o'clock to$4$ a high door in$4$ a narrow street in$4$ the 252:374,10[' ]| quarter of the Piazza*Navona, and was admitted by$4$ 252:374,11[' ]| the portress of the convent, a genial and obsequious 252:374,12[' ]| person. Isabel had been at this institution before; she 252:374,13[' ]| had come with Pansy to$9$ see the sisters. She knew they 252:374,14[' ]| were good women, and she saw that$3$ the large rooms 252:374,15[' ]| were clean and cheerful and that$3$ the well-used garden 252:374,16[' ]| had sun for$4$ winter and shade for$4$ spring. But she 252:374,17[' ]| disliked the place, which$6#1$ affronted and almost frightened 252:374,18[' ]| her; not for$4$ the world would she have spent a 252:374,19[' ]| night there. It produced to-day more than before the 252:374,20[' ]| impression of a well-appointed prison; for$3$ it was not 252:374,21[' ]| possible to$9$ pretend Pansy was free to$9$ leave it. This 252:374,22[' ]| innocent creature had been presented to$4$ her in$4$ a new 252:374,23[' ]| and violent light, but the secondary effect of the revelation 252:374,24[' ]| was to$9$ make her reach out a hand. 252:374,25[' ]| The portress left her to$9$ wait in$4$ the parlour of the 252:374,26[' ]| convent while she went to$9$ make it known that$3$ 252:374,26@v | there 252:374,27@v | was a visitor for$4$ the dear young lady. 252:374,27[' ]| The parlour 252:375,01[' ]| was a vast, cold apartment, with new-looking furniture; 252:375,02[' ]| a large clean stove of white porcelain, unlighted, 252:375,03[' ]| a collection of wax flowers under glass, and a series 252:375,04[' ]| of engravings from religious pictures on$4$ the walls. On$4$ 252:375,05[' ]| the other occasion Isabel had thought it less like$4$ Rome 252:375,06[' ]| than like$4$ Philadelphia, but to-day she made no$2$ reflections; 252:375,07[' ]| the apartment only seemed to$4$ her very empty 252:375,08[' ]| and very soundless. The portress returned at the end 252:375,09[' ]| of some five minutes, ushering in$5$ another person. Isabel 252:375,10[' ]| got up$5$, expecting to$9$ see one of the ladies of the 252:375,11[' ]| sisterhood, but to$4$ her extreme surprise found herself 252:375,12[' ]| confronted with Madame*Merle. The effect was 252:375,13[' ]| strange, for$3$ Madame*Merle was already so$5#1$ present to$4$ 252:375,14[' ]| her vision that$3$ her appearance in$4$ the flesh was like$4$ 252:375,15[' ]| suddenly, and rather awfully, seeing a painted picture 252:375,16[' ]| move. Isabel had been thinking all day of her falsity, 252:375,17[' ]| her audacity, her ability, her probable suffering; and 252:375,18[' ]| these dark things seemed to$9$ flash with a sudden light 252:375,19[' ]| as she entered the room. Her being there at all had the 252:375,20[' ]| character of ugly evidence, of handwritings, of profaned 252:375,21[' ]| relics, of grim things produced in$4$ court. It made 252:375,22[' ]| Isabel feel faint; if it had been necessary to$9$ speak on$4$ 252:375,23[' ]| the spot she would have been quite unable. But no$2$ 252:375,24[' ]| such necessity was distinct to$4$ her; it seemed to$4$ her 252:375,25[' ]| indeed that$3$ 252:375,25@a | she had absolutely nothing to$9$ say to$4$ Madame*Merle. 252:375,26@a | In$4$ one's relations with this lady, however, 252:375,27@a | there were never any absolute necessities; she had 252:375,28@a | a manner which$6#1$ carried off not only her own deficiencies 252:375,29@a | but those of other people. But she was different 252:375,30@a | from usual; 252:375,30[' ]| she came in$4$ slowly, behind the portress, 252:375,31[' ]| and Isabel instantly perceived that$3$ 252:375,31@a | she was not likely 252:375,32@a | to$9$ depend upon$4$ her habitual resources. For$4$ her too 252:376,01@a | the occasion was exceptional, and she had undertaken 252:376,02@a | to$9$ treat it by$4$ the light of the moment. This gave her 252:376,03@a | a peculiar gravity; she pretended not even to$9$ smile, 252:376,04[' ]| and though Isabel saw 252:376,04@a | that$3$ she was more than ever 252:376,05@a | playing a part it seemed to$4$ her that$3$ on$4$ the whole the 252:376,06@a | wonderful woman had never been so$5#1$ natural. 252:376,06[' ]| She 252:376,07[' ]| looked at her young friend from head to$4$ foot, but not 252:376,08[' ]| harshly nor defiantly; with a cold gentleness rather, 252:376,09[' ]| and an absence of any air of allusion to$4$ their last meeting. 252:376,10@a | It was as if she had wished to$9$ mark a distinction. 252:376,11@a | She had been irritated then, she was reconciled now. 252:376,12[H ]| "You can leave us alone," 252:376,12[' ]| she said to$4$ the portress; 252:376,13[H ]| "in$4$ five minutes this lady will$1$ ring for$4$ you." 252:376,13[' ]| And then 252:376,14[' ]| she turned to$4$ Isabel, who$6#1$, after noting what has just 252:376,15[' ]| been mentioned, had ceased to$9$ notice and had let her 252:376,16[' ]| eyes wander as far as the limits of the room would 252:376,17[' ]| allow. 252:376,17@a | She wished never to$9$ look at Madame*Merle 252:376,18@a | again. 252:376,18[H ]| "You are surprised to$9$ find me here, and I am 252:376,19[H ]| afraid you are not pleased," 252:376,19[' ]| this lady went on$5$. 252:376,19[H ]| "You 252:376,20[H ]| do not see why I should have come; it is as if I had 252:376,21[H ]| anticipated you. I confess I have been rather indiscreet 252:376,22[H ]| ~~ I ought to$9$ have asked your permission." 252:376,22[' ]| There was 252:376,23[' ]| none of the oblique movement of irony in$4$ this; it was 252:376,24[' ]| said simply and mildly; but Isabel, far afloat on$4$ a sea 252:376,25[' ]| of wonder and pain, could not have told herself with 252:376,26[' ]| what intention it was uttered. 252:376,26[H ]| "But I have not been sitting 252:376,27[H ]| long," 252:376,27[' ]| Madame*Merle continued; 252:376,27[H ]| "that$6#2$ is I have 252:376,28[H ]| not been long with Pansy. I came to$9$ see her because 252:376,29[H ]| it occurred to$4$ me this afternoon that$3$ she must be 252:376,30[H ]| rather lonely and perhaps even a little miserable. It 252:376,31[H ]| may be good for$4$ a small girl; I know so$5#1$ little about 252:376,32[H ]| small girls; I can not tell. At any rate it is a little dismal. 252:377,01[H ]| Therefore I came ~~ on$4$ the chance. I knew of course 252:377,02[H ]| that$3$ you would come, and her father as well; still, I had 252:377,03[H ]| not been told other visitors were forbidden. The good 252:377,04[H ]| woman ~~ what is her name? Madame*Catherine ~~ 252:377,05[H ]| made no$2$ objection whatever. I stayed twenty minutes 252:377,06[H ]| with Pansy; she has a charming little room, not in$4$ the 252:377,07[H ]| least conventual, with a piano and flowers. She has 252:377,08[H ]| arranged it delighfully; she has so$5#1$ much taste. Of 252:377,09[H ]| course it is all none of my business, but I feel happier 252:377,10[H ]| since I have seen her. She may even have a maid if she 252:377,11[H ]| likes; but of course she has no$2$ occasion to$9$ dress. She 252:377,12[H ]| wears a little black frock; she looks so$5#1$ charming. I 252:377,13[H ]| went afterwards to$9$ see Mother*Catherine, who$6#1$ has a 252:377,14[H ]| very good room too; I assure you I do not find the poor 252:377,15[H ]| sisters at all monastic. Mother*Catherine has a most 252:377,16[H ]| coquettish little toilet-table, with something that$6#1$ looked 252:377,17[H ]| uncommonly like$4$ a bottle of eau-de-Cologne. She 252:377,18[H ]| speaks delighfully of Pansy; says it is a great happiness 252:377,19[H ]| for$4$ them to$9$ have her. She is a little saint of heaven 252:377,20[H ]| and a model to$4$ the oldest of them. Just as I was leaving 252:377,21[H ]| Madame*Catherine the portress came to$9$ say to$4$ 252:377,22[H ]| her that$3$ there was a lady for$4$ the signorina. Of course 252:377,23[H ]| I knew it must be you , and I asked her to$9$ let me go 252:377,24[H ]| and receive you in$4$ her place. She demurred greatly 252:377,25[H ]| ~~ I must tell you that$3$ ~~ and said it was her duty 252:377,26[H ]| to$9$ notify the Mother*Superior; it was of such high 252:377,27[H ]| importance that$3$ you should be treated with respect. 252:377,28[H ]| I requested her to$9$ let the Mother*Superior alone and 252:377,29[H ]| asked her how she suposed I would treat you!" 252:377,30[' ]| So$3$ Madame*Merle went on$5$, with much of the brilliancy 252:377,31[' ]| of a woman who$6#1$ had long been a mistress of the 252:377,32[' ]| art of conversation. But there were phases and gradations 252:378,01[' ]| in$4$ her speech, not one of which$6#1$ was lost upon$4$ 252:378,02[' ]| Isabel's ear, though her eyes were absent from her 252:378,03[' ]| companion's face. She had not proceeded far before 252:378,04[' ]| Isabel noted a sudden break in$4$ her voice, a lapse in$4$ her 252:378,05[' ]| continuity, which$6#1$ was in$4$ itself a complete drama. This 252:378,06[' ]| subtle modulation marked a momentous discovery ~~ 252:378,07[' ]| the perception of an entirely new attitude on$4$ the part 252:378,08[' ]| of her listener. Madame*Merle had guessed in$4$ the 252:378,09[' ]| space of an instant that$3$ everything was at end between 252:378,10[' ]| them, and in$4$ the space of another instant she 252:378,11[' ]| had guessed the reason why. The person who$6#1$ stood 252:378,12[' ]| there was not the same one she had seen hitherto, 252:378,13[' ]| but was a very different person ~~ a person who$6#1$ knew 252:378,14[' ]| her secret. This discovery was tremendous, and from 252:378,15[' ]| the moment she made it the most accomplished of 252:378,16[' ]| women faltered and lost her courage. But only for$4$ 252:378,17[' ]| that$6#2$ moment. Then the conscious stream of her perfect 252:378,18[' ]| manner gathered itself again and flowed on$5$ as 252:378,19[' ]| smoothly as might be to$4$ the end. But it was only 252:378,20[' ]| because she had the end in$4$ view that$3$ she was able to$9$ 252:378,21[' ]| proceed. She had been touched with a point that$6#1$ 252:378,22[' ]| made her quiver, and she needed all the alertness of 252:378,23[' ]| her will$0$ to$9$ repress her agitation. Her only safety was 252:378,24[' ]| in$4$ her not betraying herself. She resisted this, but 252:378,25[' ]| the startled quality of her voice refused to$9$ improve 252:378,26[' ]| ~~ she could not help it ~~ while she heard herself say 252:378,27[' ]| she hardly knew what. The tide of her confidence 252:378,28[' ]| ebbed, and she was able only just to$9$ glide into port, 252:378,29[' ]| faintly grazing the bottom. 252:378,30[' ]| Isabel saw it all as distincly as if it had been 252:378,31[' ]| reflected in$4$ a large clear glass. It might have been 252:378,32[' ]| a great moment for$4$ her, for$3$ it might have been a moment 252:379,01[' ]| of triumph. 252:379,01@a | That$3$ Madame*Merle had lost her 252:379,02@a | pluck and saw before her the phantom of exposure ~~ 252:379,03@a | this in$4$ itself was a revenge, this in$4$ itself was almost 252:379,04@a | the promise of a brighter day. 252:379,04[' ]| And for$4$ a moment during 252:379,05[' ]| which$6#1$ she stood apparently looking out of the window, 252:379,06[' ]| with her back half-turned, Isabel enjoyed that$6#2$ 252:379,07[' ]| knowledge. On$4$ the other side of the window lay the 252:379,08[' ]| garden of the convent; but this is not what she saw; 252:379,09[' ]| she saw nothing of the budding plants and the glowing 252:379,10[' ]| afternoon. She saw, in$4$ the crude light of that$6#2$ revelation 252:379,11[' ]| which$6#1$ had already become a part of experience 252:379,12[' ]| and to$4$ which$6#1$ the very frailty of the vessel in$4$ which$6#1$ it 252:379,13[' ]| had been offered her only gave an intrinsic price, the 252:379,14[' ]| dry staring fact that$3$ she had been an applied handled 252:379,15[' ]| hung-up tool, as senseless and convenient as mere 252:379,16[' ]| shaped wood and iron. All the bitterness of this knowledge 252:379,17[' ]| surged into her soul again; it was as if she felt 252:379,18[' ]| on$4$ her lips the taste of dishonour. There was a moment 252:379,19[' ]| during which$6#1$, if she had turned and spoken, she 252:379,20[' ]| would have said something that$6#1$ would hiss like$4$ a lash. 252:379,21[' ]| But she closed her eyes, and then the hideous vision 252:379,22[' ]| dropped. What remained was the cleverest woman 252:379,23[' ]| in$4$ the world standing there within a few feet of her 252:379,24[' ]| and knowing as little what to$9$ think as the meanest. 252:379,25[' ]| Isabel's only revenge was to$9$ be silent still ~~ to$9$ leave 252:379,26[' ]| Madame*Merle in$4$ this unprecedented situation. She 252:379,27[' ]| left her there for$4$ a period that$6#1$ must have seemed long 252:379,28[' ]| to$4$ this lady, who$6#1$ at last seated herself with a movement 252:379,29[' ]| which$6#1$ was in$4$ itself a confession of helplessness. 252:379,30[' ]| Then Isabel turned slow eyes, looking down at her. 252:379,31[' ]| Madame*Merle was very pale; her own eyes covered 252:379,32[' ]| Isabel's face. She might see what she would, but her 252:380,01[' ]| danger was over. Isabel would never accuse her, never 252:380,02[' ]| reproach her; perhaps because she never would give 252:380,03[' ]| her the opportunity to$9$ defend herself. 252:380,04[A ]| "I am come to$9$ bid Pansy good-bye," 252:380,04[' ]| our young 252:380,05[' ]| woman said at last. 252:380,05[A ]| "I go to$4$ England to-night." 252:380,06[H ]| "Go to$4$ England to-night!" 252:380,06[' ]| Madame*Merle repeated 252:380,07[' ]| sitting there and looking up$5$ at her. 252:380,08[A ]| "I am going to$4$ Gardencourt. Ralph*Touchett is 252:380,09[A ]| dying." 252:380,10[H ]| "Ah, you will$1$ feel that$6#2$." 252:380,10[' ]| Madame*Merle recovered 252:380,11[' ]| herself; she had a chance to$9$ express sympathy. 252:380,11[H ]| "Do 252:380,12[H ]| you go alone?" 252:380,13[A ]| "Yes; without my husband." 252:380,14[' ]| Madame*Merle gave a low vague murmur; a sort 252:380,15[' ]| of recognition of the general sadness of things. 252:380,15[H ]| "Mr%*Touchett 252:380,16[H ]| never liked me, but I am sorry he is dying. 252:380,17[H ]| Shall you see his mother?" 252:380,18[A ]| "Yes; she has returned from America." 252:380,19[H ]| "She used to$9$ be very kind to$4$ me; but she has 252:380,20[H ]| changed. Others too have changed," 252:380,20[' ]| said Madame*Merle 252:380,21[' ]| with a quiet noble pathos. She paused a moment, 252:380,22[' ]| then added: 252:380,22[H ]| "And you will$1$ see dear old Gardencourt 252:380,23[H ]| again!" 252:380,24[A ]| "I shall not enjoy it much," 252:380,24[' ]| Isabel answered. 252:380,25[H ]| "Naturally ~~ in$4$ your grief. But it is on$4$ the whole, 252:380,26[H ]| of all the houses I know, and I know many, the one 252:380,27[H ]| I should have liked best to$9$ live in$4$. I do not venture to$9$ 252:380,28[H ]| send a message to$4$ the people," 252:380,28[' ]| Madame*Merle added; 252:380,29[H ]| "but I should like$1$ to$9$ give my love to$4$ the place." 252:380,30[' ]| Isabel turned away. 252:380,30[A ]| "I had better go to$4$ Pansy. 252:380,31[A ]| I have not much time." 252:380,32[' ]| While she looked about her for$4$ the proper egress, 252:381,01[' ]| the door opened and admitted one of the ladies of the 252:381,02[' ]| house, who$6#1$ advanced with a discreet smile, gently 252:381,03[' ]| rubbing, under her long loose sleeves, a pair of plump 252:381,04[' ]| white hands. Isabel recognised Madame*Catherine, 252:381,05[' ]| whose acquaintance she had already made, and 252:381,06[' ]| begged that$3$ 252:381,06@a | she would immediately let her see Miss*Osmond. 252:381,07[' ]| Madame*Catherine looked doubly discreet, 252:381,08[' ]| but smiled very blandly and said: 252:381,08[V ]| "It will$1$ be good 252:381,09[V ]| for$4$ her to$9$ see you. I will$1$ take you to$4$ her myself." 252:381,09[' ]| Then 252:381,10[' ]| she directed her pleased guarded vision to$4$ Madame*Merle. 252:381,11[' ]| 252:381,12[H ]| "Will$1$ you let me remain a little?" 252:381,12[' ]| this lady asked. 252:381,13[H ]| "It is so$5#1$ good to$9$ be here." 252:381,14[V ]| "You may remain always if you like$1$!" 252:381,14[' ]| And the 252:381,15[' ]| good sister gave a knowing laugh. 252:381,16[' ]| She led Isabel out of the room, through several 252:381,17[' ]| corridors, and up$4$ a long staircase. All these departments 252:381,18[' ]| were solid and bare, light and clean; 252:381,18@a | so$5#2$, 252:381,18[' ]| thought 252:381,19[' ]| Isabel, 252:381,19@a | are the great penal establishments. 252:381,19[' ]| Madame*Catherine 252:381,20[' ]| gently pushed open the door of Pansy's 252:381,21[' ]| room and ushered in$5$ the visitor; then stood smiling 252:381,22[' ]| with folded hands while the two others met and 252:381,23[' ]| embraced. 252:381,24[V ]| "She is glad to$9$ see you," 252:381,24[' ]| she repeated; 252:381,24[V ]| "it will$1$ do 252:381,25[V ]| her good." 252:381,25[' ]| And she placed the best chair carefully 252:381,26[' ]| for$4$ Isabel. But she made no$2$ movement to$9$ seat herself; 252:381,27[' ]| she seemed ready to$9$ retire. 252:381,27[V ]| "How does this dear child 252:381,28[V ]| look?" 252:381,28[' ]| she asked of Isabel, lingering a moment. 252:381,29[A ]| "She looks pale," 252:381,29[' ]| Isabel answered. 252:381,30[V ]| "That$6#2$ is the pleasure of seeing you. She is very 252:381,31[V ]| happy. \9Elle 9e=claire 9la 9maison\," 252:381,31[' ]| said the good sister. 252:381,32[' ]| 252:382,01@a | Pansy wore, as Madame*Merle had said, a little 252:382,02@a | black dress; it was perhaps this that$6#1$ made her look 252:382,03@a | pale. 252:382,03[K ]| "They are very good to$4$ me ~~ they think of 252:382,04[K ]| everything!" 252:382,04[' ]| she exclaimed with all her customary 252:382,05[' ]| eagerness to$9$ accommodate. 252:382,06[V ]| "We think of you always ~~ you are a precious 252:382,07[V ]| charge," 252:382,07[' ]| Madame*Catherine remarked in$4$ the tone 252:382,08[' ]| of a woman with whom benevolence was a habit and 252:382,09[' ]| whose conception of duty was the acceptance of every 252:382,10[' ]| care. It fell with a leaden weight on$4$ Isabel's ears; it 252:382,11[' ]| seemed to$9$ represent the surrender of a personality, 252:382,12[' ]| the authority of the Church. 252:382,13[' ]| When Madame*Catherine had left them together 252:382,14[' ]| Pansy kneeled down and hid her head in$4$ her stepmother's 252:382,15[' ]| lap. So$3$ she remained some moments, while 252:382,16[' ]| Isabel gently stroked her hair. Then she got up$5$, averting 252:382,17[' ]| her face and looking about the room. 252:382,17[K ]| "Do not you 252:382,18[K ]| think I have arranged it well? I have everything I have at 252:382,19[K ]| home." 252:382,20[A ]| "It is very pretty; you are very comfortable." 252:382,20[' ]| Isabel 252:382,21[' ]| scarcely knew what she could say to$4$ her. 252:382,21@a | On$4$ the 252:382,22@a | one hand she could not let her think she had come to$9$ 252:382,23@a | pity her, and on$4$ the other it would be a dull mockery 252:382,24@a | to$9$ pretend to$9$ rejoice with her. 252:382,24[' ]| So$3$ she simply added 252:382,25[' ]| after a moment: 252:382,25[A ]| "I have come to$9$ bid you good-bye. 252:382,26[A ]| I am going to$4$ England." 252:382,27[' ]| Pansy's white little face turned red. 252:382,27[K ]| "To$4$ England! 252:382,28[K ]| Not to$9$ come back?" 252:382,29[A ]| "I do not know when I shall come back." 252:382,30[K ]| "Ah, I am sorry," 252:382,30[' ]| Pansy breathed with faintness. 252:382,31[' ]| She spoke as if she had no$2$ right to$9$ criticise; but her 252:382,32[' ]| tone expressed a depth of disappointment. 252:383,01[A ]| "My cousin, Mr%*Touchett, is very ill; he will$1$ probably 252:383,02[A ]| die. I wish to$9$ see him," 252:383,02[' ]| Isabel said. 252:383,03[K ]| "Ah yes; you told me he would die. Of course 252:383,04[K ]| you must go. And will$1$ papa go?" 252:383,05[A ]| "No$7$; I shall go alone." 252:383,06[' ]| For$4$ a moment the girl said nothing. Isabel had 252:383,07[' ]| often wondered 252:383,07@a | what she thought of the apparent 252:383,08@a | relations of her father with his wife; but never by$4$ 252:383,09@a | a glance, by$4$ an intimation, had she let it be seen that$3$ 252:383,10@a | she deemed them deficient in$4$ an air of intimacy. She 252:383,11@a | made her reflexions, 252:383,11[' ]| Isabel was sure; 252:383,11@a | and she must 252:383,12@a | have had a conviction that$3$ there were husbands and 252:383,13@a | wives who$6#1$ were more intimate than that$6#2$. 252:383,13[' ]| But Pansy 252:383,14[' ]| was not indiscreet even in$4$ thought; she would as little 252:383,15[' ]| have ventured to$9$ judge her gentle stepmother as to$9$ 252:383,16[' ]| criticise her magnificent father. Her heart may have 252:383,17[' ]| stood almost as still as it would have done had she seen 252:383,18[' ]| two of the saints in$4$ the great picture in$4$ the convent-chapel 252:383,19[' ]| turn their painted heads and shake them at 252:383,20[' ]| each other. But as in$4$ this latter case she would (for$4$ 252:383,21[' ]| very solemnity's sake) never have mentioned the 252:383,22[' ]| awful phenomenon, so$3$ she put away all knowledge 252:383,23[' ]| of the secrets of larger lives than her own. 252:383,23[K ]| "You will$1$ 252:383,24[K ]| be very far away," 252:382,24[' ]| she presently went on$5$. 252:383,25[A ]| "Yes; I shall be far away. But it will$1$ scarcely matter," 252:383,26[' ]| Isabel explained; 252:383,26[A ]| "since so$5#1$ long as you are here 252:383,27[A ]| I can not be called near you." 252:383,28[K ]| "Yes, but you can come and see me; though you have 252:383,29[K ]| not come very often." 252:383,30[A ]| "I have not come because your father forbade it. 252:383,31[A ]| To-day I bring nothing with me. I can not amuse 252:383,32[A ]| you." 252:384,01[K ]| "I am not to$9$ be amused. That$6#2$ is not what papa 252:384,02[K ]| wishes." 252:384,03[A ]| "Then it hardly matters whether I am in$4$ Rome or 252:384,04[A ]| in$4$ England." 252:384,05[K ]| "You are not happy, Mrs%*Osmond," 252:384,05[' ]| said Pansy. 252:384,06[A ]| "Not very. But it does not matter." 252:384,07[K ]| "That$6#2$ is what I say to$4$ myself. What does it matter? 252:384,08[K ]| But I should like$1$ to$9$ come out." 252:384,09[A ]| "I wish indeed you might." 252:384,10[K ]| "Do not leave me here," 252:384,10[' ]| Pansy went on$5$ gently. 252:384,11[' ]| Isabel said nothing for$4$ a minute; her heart beat 252:384,12[' ]| fast. 252:384,12[A ]| "Will$1$ you come away with me now?" 252:384,12[' ]| she 252:384,13[' ]| asked. 252:384,14[' ]| Pansy looked at her pleadingly. 252:384,14[K ]| "Did papa tell 252:384,15[K ]| you to$9$ bring me?" 252:384,16[A ]| "No$7$; it is my own proposal." 252:384,17[K ]| "I think I had better wait then. Did papa send 252:384,18[K ]| me no$2$ message?" 252:384,19[A ]| "I do not think he knew I was coming." 252:384,20[K ]| "He thinks I have not had enough," 252:384,20[' ]| said Pansy. 252:384,21[K ]| "But I have. The ladies are very kind to$4$ me and the 252:384,22[K ]| little girls come to$9$ see me. There are some very little 252:384,23[K ]| ones ~~ such charming children. Then my room ~~ 252:384,24[K ]| you can see for$4$ yourself. All that$6#2$ is very delightful. 252:384,25[K ]| But I have had enough. Papa wished me to$9$ think a little 252:384,26[K ]| ~~ and I have thought a great deal." 252:384,27[A ]| "What have you thought?" 252:384,28[K ]| "Well, that$3$ I must never displease papa." 252:384,29[A ]| "You knew that$6#2$ before." 252:384,30[K ]| "Yes; but I know it better. I will$1$ do anything ~~ I will$1$ 252:384,31[K ]| do anything," 252:384,31[' ]| said Pansy. Then, as she heard her 252:384,32[' ]| own words, a deep, pure blush came into her face 252:385,01[' ]| Isabel read the meaning of it; she saw 252:385,01@a | the poor girl 252:385,02@a | had been vanquished. It was well that$3$ Mr%*Edward*Rosier 252:385,03@a | had kept his enamels! 252:385,03[' ]| Isabel looked into her 252:385,04[' ]| eyes and saw there mainly a prayer to$9$ be treated easily. 252:385,05[' ]| She laid her hand on$4$ Pansy's as if to$9$ let her know that$3$ 252:385,06[' ]| her look conveyed no$2$ diminution of esteem; for$3$ the 252:385,07[' ]| collapse of the girl's momentary resistance (mute and 252:385,08[' ]| modest thought it had been) seemed only her tribute to$4$ 252:385,09[' ]| the truth of things. She did not presume to$9$ judge 252:385,10[' ]| others, but she had judged herself; she had seen the 252:385,11[' ]| reality. She had no$2$ vocation for$4$ struggling with combinations; 252:385,12[' ]| in$4$ the solemnity of sequestration there was 252:385,13[' ]| something that$6#1$ overwhelmed her. She bowed her 252:385,14[' ]| pretty head to$4$ authority and only asked of authority 252:385,15[' ]| to$9$ be merciful. 252:385,15@a | Yes; it was very well that$3$ Edward*Rosier 252:385,16@a | had reserved a few articles! 252:385,17[' ]| Isabel got up$5$; her time was rapidly shortening. 252:385,18[A ]| "Good-bye then. I leave Rome to-night." 252:385,19[' ]| Pansy took hold of her dress; there was a sudden 252:385,20[' ]| change in$4$ the child's face. 252:385,20[K ]| "You look strange; you 252:385,21[K ]| frighten me." 252:385,22[A ]| "Oh, I am very harmless," 252:385,22[' ]| said Isabel. 252:385,23[K ]| "Perhaps you will$1$ not come back?" 252:385,24[A ]| "Perhaps not. I can not tell." 252:385,25[K ]| "Ah, Mrs%*Osmond, you will$1$ not leave me!" 252:385,26[' ]| Isabel now saw she had guessed everything. 252:385,26[A ]| "My 252:385,27[A ]| dear child, what can I do for$4$ you?" 252:385,27[' ]| she asked. 252:385,28[K ]| "I do not know ~~ but I am happier when I think of 252:385,29[K ]| you." 252:385,30[A ]| "You can always think of me." 252:385,31[K ]| "Not when you are so$5#1$ far. I am a little afraid," 252:385,31[' ]| said 252:385,32[' ]| Pansy. 252:386,01[A ]| "What are you afraid of?" 252:386,02[K ]| "Of papa ~~ a little. And of Madame*Merle. She 252:386,03[K ]| has just been to$9$ see me." 252:386,04[A ]| "You must not say that$6#2$," 252:386,04[' ]| Isabel observed. 252:386,05[K ]| "Oh, I will$1$ do everything they want. Only if you are 252:386,06[K ]| here I shall do it more easily." 252:386,07[' ]| Isabel considered. 252:386,07[A ]| "I will$1$ not desert you," 252:386,07[' ]| she said 252:386,08[' ]| at last. 252:386,08[A ]| "Good-bye, my child." 252:386,09[' ]| Then they held each other a moment in$4$ a silent embrace, 252:386,10[' ]| like$4$ two sisters; and afterwards Pansy walked 252:386,11[' ]| along the corridor with her visitor to$4$ the top of the 252:386,12[' ]| staircase. 252:386,12[K ]| "Madame*Merle has been here," 252:386,12[' ]| she remarked 252:386,13[' ]| as they went; and as Isabel answered nothing 252:386,14[' ]| she added abruptly: 252:386,14[K ]| "I do not like$1$ Madame*Merle!" 252:386,15[' ]| Isabel hesitated, then stopped. 252:386,15[A ]| "You must never 252:386,16[A ]| say that$6#2$ ~~ that$3$ you do not like$1$ Madame*Merle." 252:386,17[' ]| Pansy looked at her in$4$ wonder; but wonder with 252:386,18[' ]| Pansy had never been a reason for$4$ non-compliance. 252:386,19[K ]| "I never will$1$ again," 252:386,19[' ]| she said with exquisite gentleness. 252:386,20[' ]| At the top of the staircase they had to$9$ separate, 252:386,21[' ]| as it appeared to$9$ be part of the mild but very definite 252:386,22[' ]| discipline under which$6#1$ Pansy lived that$3$ she should 252:386,23[' ]| not go down. Isabel descended, and when she reached 252:386,24[' ]| the bottom the girl was standing above. 252:386,24[K ]| "You will$1$ 252:386,25[K ]| come back?" 252:386,25[' ]| she called out in$4$ a voice that$6#1$ Isabel 252:386,26[' ]| remembered afterwards. 252:386,27[A ]| "Yes ~~ I will$1$ come back." 252:386,28[' ]| Madame*Catherine met Mrs%*Osmond below and 252:386,29[' ]| conducted her to$4$ the door of the parlour, outside of 252:386,30[' ]| which$6#1$ the two stood talking a minute. 252:386,30[V ]| "I will$1$ not go 252:386,31[V ]| in$5$," 252:386,31[' ]| said the good sister. 252:386,31[V ]| "Madame*Merle is waiting 252:386,32[V ]| for$4$ you." 252:387,01[' ]| At this announcement Isabel stiffened; she was on$4$ 252:387,02[' ]| the point of asking if there were no$2$ other egress from 252:387,03[' ]| the convent. But a moment's reflexion assured her 252:387,04[' ]| that$3$ 252:387,04@a | she would do well not to$9$ betray to$4$ the worthy 252:387,05@a | nun the desire to$9$ avoid Pansy's other friend. 252:387,05[' ]| Her 252:387,06[' ]| companion grasped her arm very gently and, fixing 252:387,07[' ]| her a moment with wise, benevolent eyes, said in$4$ 252:387,08[' ]| French and almost familiarly: 252:387,08[V ]| "\9Eh 9bien, 9che`re 252:387,09[V ]| 9Madame, 9qu'en 9pensez-vous?\" 252:387,10[A ]| "About my step-daughter? Oh, it would take long 252:387,11[A ]| to$9$ tell you." 252:387,12[V ]| "We think it is enough," 252:387,12[' ]| Madame*Catherine distinctly 252:387,13[' ]| observed. And she pushed open the door of 252:387,14[' ]| the parlour. 252:387,15[' ]| Madame*Merle was sitting just as Isabel had left 252:387,16[' ]| her, like$4$ a woman so$5#1$ absorbed in$4$ thought that$3$ she had 252:387,17[' ]| not moved a little finger. As Madame*Catherine 252:387,18[' ]| closed the door she got up$5$, and Isabel saw that$3$ 252:387,18@a | she 252:387,19@a | had been thinking to$4$ some purpose. She had recovered 252:387,20@a | balance; she was in$4$ full possession of her 252:387,21@a | resources. 252:387,21[H ]| "I found I wished to$9$ wait for$4$ you," 252:387,21[' ]| she 252:387,22[' ]| said urbanely. 252:387,22[H ]| "But it is not to$9$ talk about Pansy." 252:387,23[' ]| Isabel wondered what it could be to$9$ talk about, 252:387,24[' ]| and in$4$ spite of Madame*Merle's declaration she answered 252:387,25[' ]| after a moment: 252:387,25[A ]| "Madame*Catherine says 252:387,26[A ]| it is enough." 252:387,27[H ]| "Yes; it also seems to$4$ me enough. I wanted to$9$ 252:387,28[H ]| ask you another word about poor Mr%*Touchett," 252:387,29[' ]| Madame*Merle added. 252:387,29[H ]| "Have you reason to$9$ believe 252:387,30[H ]| that$3$ he is really at his last?" 252:387,31[A ]| "I have no$2$ information but a telegram. Unfortunately 252:387,32[A ]| it only confirms a probability." 252:388,01[H ]| "I am going to$9$ ask you a strange question," 252:388,01[' ]| said 252:388,02[' ]| Madame*Merle. 252:388,02[H ]| "Are you very fond of your cousin?" 252:388,03[' ]| And she gave a smile as strange as her utterance. 252:388,04[A ]| "Yes, I am very fond of him. But I do not understand 252:388,05[A ]| you." 252:388,06[' ]| She just hung fire. 252:388,06[H ]| "It is rather hard to$9$ explain. 252:388,07[H ]| Something has occurred to$4$ me which$6#1$ may not have 252:388,08[H ]| occurred to$4$ you, and I give you the benefit of my 252:388,09[H ]| idea. Your cousin did you once a great service. 252:388,10[H ]| Have you never guessed it?" 252:388,11[A ]| "He has done me many services." 252:388,12[H ]| "Yes; but one was much above the rest. He made 252:388,13[H ]| you a rich woman." 252:388,14[A ]| "\He\ made me ~~ ?" 252:388,15[' ]| Madame*Merle appearing to$9$ see herself successful, 252:388,16[' ]| she went on$5$ more triumphantly: 252:388,16[H ]| "He imparted to$4$ 252:388,17[H ]| you that$6#2$ extra lustre which$6#1$ was required to$9$ make 252:388,18[H ]| you a brilliant match. At bottom it is him you have to$9$ 252:388,19[H ]| thank." 252:388,19[' ]| She stopped; there was something in$4$ Isabel's 252:388,20[' ]| eyes. 252:388,21[A ]| "I do not understand you. It was my uncle's 252:388,22[A ]| money." 252:388,23[H ]| "Yes; it was your uncle's money, but it was your 252:388,24[H ]| cousin's idea. He brought his father over to$4$ it. 252:388,25[H ]| Ah, my dear, the sum was large!" 252:388,26[' ]| Isabel stood staring; she seemed to-day to$9$ live in$4$ a 252:388,27[' ]| world illumined by$4$ lurid flashes. 252:388,27[A ]| "I do not know why 252:388,28[A ]| you say such things. I do not know what you know." 252:388,29[H ]| "I know nothing but what I have guessed. But I have 252:388,30[H ]| guessed that$6#2$." 252:388,31[' ]| Isabel went to$4$ the door and, when she had opened 252:388,32[' ]| it, stood a moment with her hand on$4$ the latch. Then 252:389,01[' ]| she said ~~ it was her only revenge: 252:389,01[A ]| "I believed it 252:389,02[A ]| was you I had to$9$ thank!" 252:389,03[' ]| Madame*Merle dropped her eyes; she stood there 252:389,04[' ]| in$4$ a kind of proud penance. 252:389,04[H ]| "You are very unhappy, 252:389,05[H ]| I know. But I am more so$5#2$." 252:389,06[A ]| "Yes; I can believe that$6#2$. I think I should like$1$ never 252:389,07[A ]| to$9$ see you again." 252:389,08[' ]| Madame*Merle raised her eyes. 252:389,08[H ]| "I shall go to$4$ 252:389,09[H ]| America," 252:389,09[' ]| she quietly remarked while Isabel passed 252:389,10[' ]| out. 253:390,01[' ]| It was not with surprise, it was with a feeling which$6#1$ 253:390,02[' ]| in$4$ other circumstances would have had much of the 253:390,03[' ]| effect of joy, that$3$ as Isabel descended from the Paris*Mail 253:390,04[' ]| at Charing*Cross she stepped into the arms, as 253:390,05[' ]| it were ~~ or at any rate into the hands ~~ of Henrietta*Stackpole. 253:390,06[' ]| She had telegraphed to$4$ her friend 253:390,07[' ]| from Turin, and though she had not definitely said to$4$ 253:390,08[' ]| herself that$3$ Henrietta would meet her, she had felt 253:390,09@a | her telegram would produce some helpful result. 253:390,09[' ]| On$4$ 253:390,10[' ]| her long journey from Rome her mind had been given 253:390,11[' ]| up$5$ to$4$ vagueness; she was unable to$9$ question the future. 253:390,12[' ]| She performed this journey with sightless eyes and 253:390,13[' ]| took little pleasure in$4$ the countries she traversed, 253:390,14[' ]| decked out though they were in$4$ the richest freshness 253:390,15[' ]| of spring. Her thoughts followed their course through 253:390,16[' ]| other countries ~~ strange-looking, dimly-lighted, 253:390,17[' ]| pathless lands, in$4$ which$6#1$ there was no$2$ change of seasons, 253:390,18[' ]| but only, as it seemed, a perpetual dreariness of 253:390,19[' ]| winter. She had plenty to$9$ think about; but it was 253:390,20[' ]| neither reflection nor conscious purpose that$6#1$ filled her 253:390,21[' ]| mind. Disconnected visions passed through it, and 253:390,22[' ]| sudden dull gleams of memory, of expectation. The 253:390,23[' ]| past and the future came and went at their will$0$, but 253:390,24[' ]| she saw them only in$4$ fitful images, which$6#1$ rose and fell 253:390,25[' ]| by$4$ a logic of their own. It was extraordinary the things 253:390,26[' ]| she remembered. Now that$3$ she was in$4$ the secret, now 253:390,27[' ]| that$3$ she knew something that$6#1$ so$5#1$ much concerned her 253:391,01[' ]| and the eclipse of which$6#1$ had made life resemble an attempt 253:391,02[' ]| to$9$ play whist with an imperfect pack of cards, 253:391,03[' ]| the truth of things, their mutual relations, their meaning, 253:391,04[' ]| and for$4$ the most part their horror, rose before her 253:391,05[' ]| with a kind of architectural vastness. She remembered 253:391,06[' ]| a thousand trifles; they started to$4$ life with the 253:391,07[' ]| spontaneity of a shiver. She had thought them trifles 253:391,08[' ]| at the time; now she saw that$3$ they had been weighted 253:391,09[' ]| with lead. Yet even now they were trifles after all, for$3$ 253:391,10[' ]| of what use was it to$4$ her to$9$ understand them? Nothing 253:391,11[' ]| seemed of use to$4$ her to-day. All purpose, all intention, 253:391,12[' ]| was suspended; all desire too save the single 253:391,13[' ]| desire to$9$ reach her much-embracing refuge. Gardencourt 253:391,14[' ]| had been her starting-point, and to$4$ those 253:391,15[' ]| muffled chambers it was at least a temporary solution 253:391,16[' ]| to$9$ return. She had gone forth in$4$ her strength; she 253:391,17[' ]| would come back in$4$ her weakness, and if the place 253:391,18[' ]| had been a rest to$4$ her before, it would be a sanctuary 253:391,19[' ]| now. She envied Ralph his dying, for$3$ 253:391,19@a | if one were 253:391,20@a | thinking of rest that$6#2$ was the most perfect of all. To$9$ 253:391,21@a | cease utterly, to$9$ give it all up$5$ and not know anything 253:391,22@a | more ~~ 253:391,22[' ]| this idea was as sweet as the vision of a cool 253:391,23[' ]| bath in$4$ a marble tank, in$4$ a darkened chamber, in$4$ 253:391,24[' ]| a hot land. 253:391,25[' ]| She had moments indeed in$4$ her journey from Rome 253:391,26[' ]| which$6#1$ were almost as good as being dead. She sat in$4$ 253:391,27[' ]| her corner, so$5#1$ motionless, so$5#1$ passive, simply with the 253:391,28[' ]| sense of being carried, so$5#1$ detached from hope and regret, 253:391,29[' ]| that$3$ she recalled to$4$ herself one of those Etruscan 253:391,30[' ]| figures couched upon$4$ the receptacle of their ashes. 253:391,31@a | There was nothing to$9$ regret now ~~ that$6#2$ was all over. 253:391,32@a | Not only the time of her folly, but the time of her 253:392,01@a | repentance was far. The only thing to$9$ regret was that$3$ 253:392,02@a | Madame*Merle had been so$5#1$ ~~ well, so$5#1$ unimaginable. 253:392,03[' ]| Just here her intelligence dropped, from literal inability 253:392,04[' ]| to$9$ say what it was that$6#1$ Madame*Merle had 253:392,05[' ]| been. 253:392,05@a | Whatever it was it was for$4$ Madame*Merle 253:392,06@a | herself to$9$ regret it; and doubtless she would do so$5#2$ in$4$ 253:392,07@a | America, where she had announced she was going. 253:392,07[' ]| It 253:392,08[' ]| concerned Isabel no$2$ more; she only had an impression 253:392,09[' ]| that$3$ 253:392,09@a | she should never again see Madame*Merle. 253:392,09[' ]| This 253:392,10[' ]| impression carried her into the future, of which$6#1$ from 253:392,11[' ]| time to$4$ time she had a mutilated glimpse. She saw 253:392,12[' ]| herself, in$4$ the distant years, still in$4$ the attitude of a 253:392,13[' ]| woman who$6#1$ had her life to$9$ live, and these intimations 253:392,14[' ]| contradicted the spirit of the present hour. 253:392,14@a | It might 253:392,15@a | be desirable to$9$ get quite away, really away, further 253:392,16@a | away than little grey-green England, but this privilege 253:392,17@a | was evidently to$9$ be denied her. 253:392,17[' ]| Deep in$4$ her soul 253:392,18[' ]| ~~ deeper than any appetite for$4$ renunciation ~~ was 253:392,19[' ]| the sense that$3$ life would be her business for$4$ a long 253:392,20[' ]| time to$9$ come. And at moments there was something 253:392,21[' ]| inspiring, almost enlivening, in$4$ the conviction. It was 253:392,22[' ]| a proof of strength ~~ it was a proof she should some 253:392,23[' ]| day be happy again. 253:392,23@a | It could not be she was to$9$ live 253:392,24@a | only to$9$ suffer; she was still young, after all, and a great 253:392,25@a | many things might happen to$4$ her yet. To$9$ live only to$9$ 253:392,26@a | suffer ~~ only to$9$ feel the injury of life repeated and 253:392,27@a | enlarged ~~ 253:392,27[' ]| it seemed to$4$ her 253:392,27@a | she was too valuable, too 253:392,28@a | capable, for$4$ that$6#2$. 253:392,28[' ]| Then she wondered 253:392,28@a | if it were vain 253:392,29@a | and stupid to$9$ think so$5#1$ well of herself. When had it 253:392,30@a | even been a guarantee to$9$ be valuable? Was not all history 253:392,31@a | full of the destruction of precious things? Was not 253:392,32@a | it much more probable that$3$ if one were fine one would 253:393,01@a | suffer? It involved then perhaps an admission that$3$ 253:393,02@a | one had a certain grossness; 253:393,02[' ]| but Isabel recognised, as 253:393,03[' ]| it passed before her eyes, the quick vague shadow of a 253:393,04[' ]| long future. 253:393,04@a | She should never escape; she should last 253:393,05@a | to$4$ the end. 253:393,05[' ]| Then the middle years wrapped her about 253:393,06[' ]| again and the grey curtain of her indifference closed 253:393,07[' ]| her in$5$. 253:393,08[' ]| Henrietta kissed her, as Henrietta usually kissed, 253:393,09[' ]| as if she were afraid she should be caught doing it; 253:393,10[' ]| and then Isabel stood there in$4$ the crowd, looking 253:393,11[' ]| about her, looking for$4$ her servant. She asked nothing; 253:393,12[' ]| she wished to$9$ wait. She had a sudden perception that$3$ 253:393,13[' ]| she should be helped. She rejoiced Henrietta had 253:393,14[' ]| come; there was something terrible in$4$ an arrival in$4$ 253:393,15[' ]| London. The dusky, smoky, far-arching vault of the 253:393,16[' ]| station, the strange, livid light, the dense, dark, pushing 253:393,17[' ]| crowd, filled her with a nervous fear and made her 253:393,18[' ]| put her arm into her friend's. She remembered she 253:393,19[' ]| had once liked these things; she seemed part of a 253:393,20[' ]| mighty spectacle in$4$ which$6#1$ there was something that$6#1$ 253:393,21[' ]| touched her. She remembered how she walked away 253:393,22[' ]| from Euston, in$4$ the winter dusk, in$4$ the crowded 253:393,23[' ]| streets, five years before. She could not have done 253:393,24[' ]| that$6#2$ to-day, and the incident came before her as the 253:393,25[' ]| deed of another person. 253:393,26[I ]| "It is too beautiful that$3$ you should have come," 253:393,27[' ]| said Henrietta, looking at her as if she thought Isabel 253:393,28[' ]| might be prepared to$9$ challenge the proposition. 253:393,28[I ]| "If 253:393,29[I ]| you had not ~~ if you had not; well, I do not know," 253:393,30[' ]| remarked Miss*Stackpole, hinting ominously at her 253:393,31[' ]| powers of disapproval. 253:393,32[' ]| Isabel looked about without seeing her maid. Her 253:394,01[' ]| eyes rested on$4$ another figure, however, which$6#1$ she felt 253:394,02[' ]| she had seen before; and in$4$ a moment she recognised 253:394,03[' ]| the genial countenance of Mr%*Bantling. He stood 253:394,04[' ]| a little apart, and it was not in$4$ the power of multitude 253:394,05[' ]| that$6#1$ pressed about him to$9$ make him yield an 253:394,06[' ]| inch of the ground he had taken ~~ that$6#2$ of abstracting 253:394,07[' ]| himself discreetly while the two ladies performed their 253:394,08[' ]| embraces. 253:394,09[A ]| "There is Mr%*Bantling," 253:394,09[' ]| said Isabel, gently irrelevantly, 253:394,10[' ]| scarcely caring much now whether she should 253:394,11[' ]| find her maid or not. 253:394,12[I ]| "Oh yes, he goes everywhere with me. Come here, 253:394,13[I ]| Mr%*Bantling!" 253:394,13[' ]| Henrietta exclaimed. Whereupon 253:394,14[' ]| the gallant bachelor advanced with a smile ~~ a smile 253:394,15[' ]| tempered, however, by$4$ the gravity of the occasion. 253:394,16[I ]| "Is not it lovely she has come?" 253:394,16[' ]| Henrietta asked. 253:394,17[I ]| "He knows all about it," 253:394,17[' ]| she added; 253:394,17[I ]| "we had 253:394,18[I ]| quite a discussion. He said you would not, I said you 253:394,19[I ]| would." 253:394,20[A ]| "I thought you always agreed," 253:394,20[' ]| Isabel smiled in$4$ 253:394,21[' ]| return. She felt she could smile now; she had seen 253:394,22[' ]| in$4$ an instant, in$4$ Mr%*Bantling's brave eyes, that$3$ he 253:394,23[' ]| had good news for$4$ her. They seemed to$9$ say he wished 253:394,24[' ]| her to$9$ remember he was an old friend of her cousin ~~ 253:394,25[' ]| that$3$ he understood, that$3$ it was all right. Isabel gave 253:394,26[' ]| him her hand; she thought of him, extravagantly, as 253:394,27[' ]| a beautiful blameless knight. 253:394,28[W ]| "Oh, I always agree," 253:394,28[' ]| said Mr%*Bantling. 253:394,28[W ]| "But 253:394,29[W ]| she does not, you know." 253:394,30[I ]| "Did not I tell you that$3$ a maid was a nuisance?" 253:394,31[' ]| Henrietta enquired. 253:394,31[I ]| "Your young lady has probably 253:394,32[I ]| remained at Calais." 253:395,01[A ]| "I do not care," 253:395,01[' ]| said Isabel, looking at Mr%*Bantling, 253:395,02[' ]| whom she had never found so$5#1$ interesting. 253:395,03[I ]| "Stay with her while I go and see," 253:395,03[' ]| Henrietta 253:395,04[' ]| commanded, leaving the two for$4$ a moment together. 253:395,05[' ]| They stood there at first in$4$ silence, and then 253:395,06[' ]| Mr%*Bantling asked Isabel how it had been on$4$ the 253:395,07[' ]| Channel. 253:395,08[A ]| "Very fine. No$7$, I believe it was very rough," 253:395,08[' ]| she 253:395,09[' ]| said, to$4$ her companion's obvious surprise. After 253:395,10[' ]| which$6#1$ she added: 253:395,10[A ]| "You have been to$4$ Gardencourt, 253:395,11[A ]| I know." 253:395,12[W ]| "Now how do you know that$6#2$?" 253:395,13[A ]| "I can not tell you ~~ except that$3$ you look like$4$ a 253:395,14[A ]| person who$6#1$ has been to$4$ Gardencourt." 253:395,15[W ]| "Do you think I look awfully sad? It is awfully 253:395,16[W ]| sad there, you know." 253:395,17[A ]| "I do not believe you ever look awfully sad. You 253:395,18[A ]| look awfully kind," 253:395,18[' ]| said Isabel with a breadth that$6#1$ 253:395,19[' ]| cost her no$2$ effort. It seemed to$4$ her 253:395,19@a | she should never 253:395,20@a | again feel a superficial embarrassment. 253:395,21[' ]| Poor Mr%*Bantling, however, was still in$4$ this 253:395,22[' ]| inferior stage. He blushed a good deal and laughed, 253:395,23[' ]| he assured her that$3$ 253:395,23@w | he was often very blue, 253:395,23[' ]| and that$3$ 253:395,24@w | when he was blue he was awfully fierce. 253:395,24[W ]| "You can 253:395,25[W ]| ask Miss*Stackpole, you know. I was at Gardencourt 253:395,26[W ]| two days ago." 253:395,27[A ]| "Did you see my cousin?" 253:395,28[W ]| "Only for$4$ a little. But he had been seeing people; 253:395,29[W ]| Warburton had been there the day before. Ralph 253:395,30[W ]| was just the same as usual, except that$3$ he was in$4$ bed 253:395,31[W ]| and that$3$ he looks tremendously ill and that$3$ he can not 253:395,32[W ]| speak," 253:395,32[' ]| Mr%*Bantling pursued. 253:395,32[W ]| "He was awfully 253:396,01[W ]| jolly and funny all the same. He was just as clever 253:396,02[W ]| as ever. It is awfully wretched." 253:396,03[' ]| Even in$4$ the crowded, noisy station this simple 253:396,04[' ]| picture was vivid. 253:396,04[A ]| "Was that$6#2$ late in$4$ the day?" 253:396,05[W ]| "Yes; I went on$4$ purpose. We thought you would like$1$ 253:396,06[W ]| to$9$ know." 253:396,07[A ]| "I am greatly obliged to$4$ you. Can I go down to-night?" 253:396,08[A ]| 253:396,09[W ]| "Ah, I do not think \she will$1$\ let you go," 253:396,09[' ]| said Mr%*Bantling. 253:396,10[W ]| "She wants you to$9$ stop with her. I made 253:396,11[W ]| Touchett's man promise to$9$ telegraph me to-day, and 253:396,12[W ]| I found the telegram an hour ago at my club. ""Quiet 253:396,13[W ]| and easy,"" that$6#2$ is what it says, and it is dated two 253:396,14[W ]| o'clock. So$3$ you see you can wait till to-morrow. 253:396,15[W ]| You must be awfully tired." 253:396,16[A ]| "Yes, I am awfully tired. And I thank you again." 253:396,17[W ]| "Oh," 253:396,17[' ]| said Mr%*Bantling, 253:396,17[W ]| "we were certain you 253:396,18[W ]| would like$1$ the last news." 253:396,18[' ]| On$4$ which$6#1$ Isabel vaguely 253:396,19[' ]| noted that$3$ 253:396,19@a | he and Henrietta seemed after all to$9$ agree. 253:396,20[' ]| Miss*Stackpole came back with Isabel's maid, 253:396,21[' ]| whom she had caught in$4$ the act of proving her utility. 253:396,22[' ]| This excellent person, instead of losing herself in$4$ the 253:396,23[' ]| crowd, had simply attended to$4$ her mistress's luggage, 253:396,24[' ]| so$3$ that$3$ the latter was now at liberty to$9$ leave the 253:396,25[' ]| station. 253:396,25[I ]| "You know you are not to$9$ think of going to$4$ 253:396,26[I ]| the country to-night," 253:396,26[' ]| Henrietta remarked to$4$ her. 253:396,27[I ]| "It does not matter whether there is a train or not. 253:396,28[I ]| You are to$9$ come straight to$4$ me in$4$ Wimpole*Street. 253:396,29[I ]| There is not a corner to$9$ be had in$4$ London, but I have 253:396,30[I ]| got you one all the same. It is not a Roman palace, 253:396,31[I ]| but it will$1$ do for$4$ a night." 253:396,32[A ]| "I will$1$ do whatever you wish," 253:396,32[' ]| Isabel said. 253:397,01[I ]| "You will$1$ come and answer a few questions; that$6#2$ is 253:397,02[I ]| what I wish." 253:397,03[W ]| "She does not say anything about dinner, does she, 253:397,04[W ]| Mrs%*Osmond?" 253:397,04[' ]| Mr%*Bantling enquired jocosely. 253:397,05[' ]| Henrietta fixed him a moment with her speculative 253:397,06[' ]| gaze. 253:397,06[I ]| "I see you are in$4$ a great hurry to$9$ get your own. 253:397,07[I ]| You will$1$ be at the Paddington*Station to-morrow 253:397,08[I ]| morning at ten." 253:397,09[A ]| "Do not come for$4$ my sake, Mr%*Bantling," 253:397,09[' ]| said 253:397,10[' ]| Isabel. 253:397,11[I ]| "He will$1$ come for$4$ mine," 253:397,11[' ]| Henrietta declared as she 253:397,12[' ]| ushered her friend into a cab. And later, in$4$ a large 253:397,13[' ]| dusky parlour in$4$ Wimpole*Street ~~ to$9$ do her justice 253:397,14[' ]| there had been dinner enough ~~ she asked those 253:397,15[' ]| questions to$4$ which$6#1$ she had alluded at the station. 253:397,16[I ]| "Did your husband make you a scene about your 253:397,17[I ]| coming?" 253:397,17[' ]| That$6#2$ was Miss Stackpole's first enquiry. 253:397,18[A ]| "No$7$; I can not say he made a scene." 253:397,19[I ]| "He did not object then?" 253:397,20[A ]| "Yes, he objected very much. But it was not what 253:397,21[A ]| you would call a scene." 253:397,22[I ]| "What was it then?" 253:397,23[A ]| "It was a very quiet conversation." 253:397,24[' ]| Henrietta for$4$ a moment regarded her guest. 253:397,24[I ]| "It 253:397,25[I ]| must have been hellish," 253:397,25[' ]| she then remarked. And 253:397,26[' ]| Isabel did not deny that$3$ it had been hellish. But she 253:397,27[' ]| confined herself to$4$ answering Henrietta's questions, 253:397,28[' ]| which$6#1$ was easy, as they were tolerably definite. For$4$ 253:397,29[' ]| the present she offered her no$2$ new information. 253:397,30[I ]| "Well," 253:397,30[' ]| said Miss*Stackpole at last, 253:397,30[I ]| "I have only one 253:397,31[I ]| criticism to$9$ make. I do not see why you promised 253:397,32[I ]| little Miss*Osmond to$9$ go back." 253:398,01[A ]| "I am not sure I myself see now," 253:398,01[' ]| Isabel replied. 253:398,02[A ]| "But I did then." 253:398,03[I ]| "If you have forgotten your reason perhaps you 253:398,04[I ]| will$1$ not return." 253:398,05[' ]| Isabel waited a moment. 253:398,05[A ]| "Perhaps I shall find 253:398,06[A ]| another." 253:398,07[I ]| "You will$1$ certainly never find a good one." 253:398,08[A ]| "In$4$ default of a better my having promised will$1$ 253:398,09[A ]| do," 253:398,09[' ]| Isabel suggested. 253:398,10[I ]| "Yes; that$6#2$ is why I hate it." 253:398,11[A ]| "Do not speak of it now. I have a little time. Coming 253:398,12[A ]| away was a complication, but what will$1$ going back 253:398,13[A ]| be?" 253:398,14[I ]| "You must remember, after all, that$3$ he will$1$ not 253:398,15[I ]| make you a scene!" 253:398,15[' ]| said Henrietta with much intention. 253:398,16[' ]| 253:398,17[A ]| "He will$1$, though," 253:398,17[' ]| Isabel answered gravely. 253:398,17[A ]| "It 253:398,18[A ]| will$1$ not be the scene of a moment; it will$1$ be a scene 253:398,19[A ]| of the rest of my life." 253:398,20[' ]| For$4$ some minutes the two women sat and considered 253:398,21[' ]| this remainder, and then Miss*Stackpole, 253:398,22[' ]| to$9$ change the subject, as Isabel had requested, 253:398,23[' ]| announced abruptly: 253:398,23[I ]| "I have been to$9$ stay with Lady*Pensil!" 253:398,24[I ]| 253:398,25[A ]| "Ah, the invitation came at last!" 253:398,26[I ]| "Yes; it took five years. But this time she wanted 253:398,27[I ]| to$9$ see me." 253:398,28[A ]| "Naturally enough." 253:398,29[I ]| "It was more natural than I think you know," 253:398,30[' ]| said Henrietta, who$6#1$ fixed her eyes on$4$ a distant point. 253:398,31[' ]| And then she added, turning suddenly: 253:398,31[I ]| "Isabel*Archer, 253:398,32[I ]| I beg your pardon. You do not know why? 253:399,01[I ]| Because I criticised you, and yet I have gone further 253:399,02[I ]| than you. Mr%*Osmond, at least, was born on$4$ the 253:399,03[I ]| other side!" 253:399,04[' ]| It was a moment before Isabel grasped her meaning; 253:399,05[' ]| this sense was so$5#1$ modestly, or at least so$5#1$ ingeniously, 253:399,06[' ]| veiled. Isabel's mind was not possessed at 253:399,07[' ]| present with the comicality of things; but she greeted 253:399,08[' ]| with a quick laugh the image that$6#1$ her companion 253:399,09[' ]| had raised. She immediately recovered herself, however, 253:399,10[' ]| and with the right excess of intensity, 253:399,10[A ]| "Henrietta*Stackpole," 253:399,11[' ]| she asked, 253:399,11[A ]| "are you going to$9$ give up$5$ 253:399,12[A ]| your country?" 253:399,13[I ]| "Yes, my poor Isabel, I am. I will$1$ not pretend to$9$ 253:399,14[I ]| deny it; I look the fact in$4$ the face. I am going 253:399,15[I ]| to$9$ marry Mr%*Bantling and locate right here in$4$ 253:399,16[I ]| London." 253:399,17[A ]| "It seems very strange," 253:399,17[' ]| said Isabel, smiling now. 253:399,18[I ]| "Well yes, I suppose it does. I have come to$4$ it little 253:399,19[I ]| by$4$ little. I think I know what I am doing; but I do not 253:399,20[I ]| know as I can explain." 253:399,21[A ]| "One can not explain one's marriage," 253:399,21[' ]| Isabel answered. 253:399,22[A ]| "And yours does not need to$9$ be explained. 253:399,23[A ]| Mr%*Bantling is not a riddle." 253:399,24[I ]| "No$7$, he is not a bad pun ~~ or even a high flight 253:399,25[I ]| of American humour. He has a beautiful nature," 253:399,26[' ]| Henrietta went on$5$. 253:399,26[I ]| "I have studied him for$4$ many 253:399,27[I ]| years and I see right through him. He is as clear as 253:399,28[I ]| the style of a good prospectus. He is not intellectual, 253:399,29[I ]| but he appreciates intellect. On$4$ the other hand he 253:399,30[I ]| does not exaggerate its claims. I sometimes think 253:399,31[I ]| we do in$4$ the United*States." 253:399,32[A ]| "Ah," 253:399,32[' ]| said Isabel, 253:399,32[A ]| "you are changed indeed! It is 253:400,01[A ]| the first time I have ever heard you say anything against 253:400,02[A ]| your native land." 253:400,03[I ]| "I only say that$3$ we are too infatuated with mere 253:400,04[I ]| brain-power; that$6#2$, after all, is not a vulgar fault. 253:400,05[I ]| But I \am\ changed; a woman has to$9$ change a good 253:400,06[I ]| deal to$9$ marry." 253:400,07[A ]| "I hope you will$1$ be very happy. You will$1$ at last ~~ 253:400,08[A ]| over here ~~ see something of the inner life." 253:400,09[' ]| Henrietta gave a little significant sigh. 253:400,09[I ]| "That$6#2$ is 253:400,10[I ]| the key to$4$ the mystery, I believe. I could not endure 253:400,11[I ]| to$9$ be kept off. Now I have as good a right as any*one!" 253:400,12[' ]| she added with artless elation. 253:400,13[' ]| Isabel was duly diverted, but there was a certain 253:400,14[' ]| melancholy in$4$ her view. 253:400,14@a | Henrietta, after all, had 253:400,15@a | confessed herself human and feminine, Henrietta 253:400,16@a | whom she had hitherto regarded as a light keen 253:400,17@a | flame, a disembodied voice. It was a disappointment 253:400,18@a | to$9$ find she had personal susceptibilities, that$3$ she was 253:400,19@a | subject to$4$ common passions, and that$3$ her intimacy 253:400,20@a | with Mr%*Bantling had not been completely original. 253:400,21@a | There was a want of originality in$4$ her marrying him 253:400,22@a | ~~ there was even a kind of stupidity; 253:400,22[' ]| and for$4$ a 253:400,23[' ]| moment, to$4$ Isabel's sense, the dreariness of the world 253:400,24[' ]| took on$5$ a deeper tinge. A little later indeed she reflected 253:400,25[' ]| that$3$ 253:400,25@a | Mr%*Bantling himself at least was original. 253:400,26@a | But she did not see how Henrietta could give up$5$ her 253:400,27@a | country. She herself had relaxed her hold of it, but 253:400,28@a | it had never been her country as it had been Henrietta's. 253:400,29[' ]| She presently asked her if she had enjoyed 253:400,30[' ]| her visit to$4$ Lady*Pensil. 253:400,31[I ]| "Oh yes," 253:400,31[' ]| said Henrietta, 253:400,31[I ]| "she did not know what 253:400,32[I ]| to$9$ make of me." 253:401,01[A ]| "And was that$6#2$ very enjoyable?" 253:401,02[I ]| "Very much so$5#2$, because she is supposed to$9$ be a 253:401,03[I ]| master mind. She thinks she knows everything; but 253:401,04[I ]| she does not understand a woman of my modern type. 253:401,05[I ]| It would be so$5#1$ much easier for$4$ her if I were only a 253:401,06[I ]| little better or a little worse. She is so$5#1$ puzzled; I believe 253:401,07[I ]| she thinks it is my duty to$9$ go and do something 253:401,08[I ]| immoral. She thinks it is immoral that$3$ I should 253:401,09[I ]| marry her brother; but, after all, that$6#2$ is not immoral 253:401,10[I ]| enough. And she will$1$ never understand my mixture ~~ 253:401,11[I ]| never!" 253:401,12[A ]| "She is not so$5#1$ intelligent as her brother then," 253:401,13[' ]| said Isabel. 253:401,13[A ]| "He appears to$9$ have understood." 253:401,14[I ]| "Oh no$7$, he has not!" 253:401,14[' ]| cried Miss*Stackpole with 253:401,15[' ]| decision. 253:401,15[I ]| "I really believe that$6#2$ is what he wants to$9$ 253:401,16[I ]| marry me for$4$ ~~ just to$9$ find out the mystery and the 253:401,17[I ]| proportions of it. That$6#2$ is a fixed idea ~~ a kind of 253:401,18[I ]| fascination." 253:401,19[A ]| "It is very good in$4$ you to$9$ humour it." 253:401,20[I ]| "Oh well," 253:401,20[' ]| said Henrietta. 253:401,20[I ]| "I have something to$9$ 253:401,21[I ]| find out too!" 253:401,21[' ]| And Isabel saw that$3$ she had not 253:401,22[' ]| renounced an allegiance, but planned an attack. She 253:401,23[' ]| was at last about to$9$ grapple in$4$ earnest with England. 253:401,24[' ]| Isabel also perceived, however, on$4$ the morrow, at 253:401,25[' ]| the Paddington*Station, where she found herself, at 253:401,26[' ]| ten o'clock, in$4$ the company both of Miss*Stackpole 253:401,27[' ]| and Mr%*Bantling, that$3$ 253:401,27@a | the gentleman bore his perplexities 253:401,28@a | lightly. If he had not found out everything 253:401,29@a | he had found out at least the great point ~~ that$3$ Miss*Stackpole 253:401,30@a | would not be wanting in$4$ initiative. It was 253:401,31@a | evident that$3$ in$4$ the selection of a wife he had been on$4$ 253:401,32@a | his guard against this deficiency. 253:402,01[A ]| "Henrietta has told me, and I am very glad," 253:402,02[' ]| Isabel said as she gave him her hand. 253:402,03[W ]| "I dare say you think it awfully odd," 253:402,03[' ]| Mr%*Bantling 253:402,04[' ]| replied, resting on$4$ his neat umbrella. 253:402,05[A ]| "Yes, I think it awfully odd." 253:402,06[W ]| "You can not think it so$5#1$ awfully odd as I do. But 253:402,07[W ]| I have always rather liked striking out a line," 253:402,07[' ]| said Mr%*Bantling 253:402,08[' ]| serenely. 254:403,01[' ]| Isabel's arrival at Gardencourt on$4$ this second occasion 254:403,02[' ]| was even quieter than it had been on$4$ the first. 254:403,03[' ]| Ralph*Touchett kept but a small household, and to$4$ 254:403,04[' ]| the new servants Mrs%*Osmond was a stranger; so$3$ 254:403,05[' ]| that$3$ instead of being conducted to$4$ her own apartment 254:403,06[' ]| she was coldly shown into the drawing-room and 254:403,07[' ]| left to$9$ wait while her name was carried up$5$ to$4$ her 254:403,08[' ]| aunt. She waited a long time; Mrs%*Touchett appeared 254:403,09[' ]| in$4$ no$2$ hurry to$9$ come to$4$ her. She grew impatient 254:403,10[' ]| at last; she grew nervous and scared ~~ as 254:403,11[' ]| scared as if the objects about her had begun to$9$ show 254:403,12[' ]| for$4$ conscious things, watching her trouble with grotesque 254:403,13[' ]| grimaces. The day was dark and cold; the 254:403,14[' ]| dusk was thick in$4$ the corners of the wide brown 254:403,15[' ]| rooms. The house was perfectly still ~~ with a stillness 254:403,16[' ]| that$6#1$ Isabel remembered; 254:403,16@a | it had filled all the 254:403,17@a | place the days before the death of her uncle. 254:403,17[' ]| She left 254:403,18[' ]| the drawing-room and wandered about ~~ strolled 254:403,19[' ]| into the library and along the gallery of pictures, 254:403,20[' ]| where, in$4$ the deep silence, her footstep made an 254:403,21[' ]| echo. 254:403,21@a | Nothing was changed; 254:403,21[' ]| she recognised everything 254:403,22[' ]| she had seen years before; 254:403,22@a | it might have been 254:403,23@a | only yesterday she had stood there. 254:403,23[' ]| She envied the 254:403,24[' ]| security of valuable "pieces" which$6#1$ change by$4$ no$2$ 254:403,25[' ]| hair's breadth, only grow in$4$ value, while their owners 254:403,26[' ]| lose inch by$4$ inch youth, happiness, beauty; and she 254:403,27[' ]| became aware that$3$ 254:403,27@a | she was walking about as her aunt 254:403,28@a | had done on$4$ the day she had come to$9$ see her in$4$ 254:404,01@a | Albany. She was changed enough since then ~~ that$6#2$ 254:404,02@a | had been the beginning. 254:404,02[' ]| It suddenly struck her that$3$ 254:404,03@a | if her Aunt Lydia had not come that$6#2$ day in$4$ just that$6#2$ 254:404,04@a | way and found her alone, everything might have been 254:404,05@a | different. She might have had another life and she 254:404,06@a | might have been a woman more blest. 254:404,06[' ]| She stopped 254:404,07[' ]| in$4$ the gallery in$4$ front of a small picture ~~ a charming 254:404,08[' ]| and precious Bonington ~~ upon$4$ which$6#1$ her eyes 254:404,09[' ]| rested a long time. But she was not looking at the 254:404,10[' ]| picture; she was wondering 254:404,10@a | whether if her aunt had 254:404,11@a | not come that$6#2$ day in$4$ Albany she would have married 254:404,12@a | Caspar*Goodwood. 254:404,13[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett appeared at last, just after Isabel 254:404,14[' ]| had returned to$4$ the big uninhabited drawing-room. 254:404,15@a | She looked a good deal older, but her eye was as 254:404,16@a | bright as ever and her head as erect; her thin lips 254:404,17@a | seemed a repository of latent meanings. She wore 254:404,18@a | a little grey dress of the most undecorated fashion, 254:404,19[' ]| and Isabel wondered, as she had wondered the first 254:404,20[' ]| time, 254:404,20@a | if her remarkable kinswoman resembled more 254:404,21@a | a queen-regent or the matron of a gaol. 254:404,21[' ]| Her lips felt 254:404,22[' ]| very thin indeed on$4$ Isabel's hot cheek. 254:404,23[G ]| "I have kept you waiting because I have been sitting 254:404,24[G ]| with Ralph," 254:404,24[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett said. 254:404,24[G ]| "The nurse had 254:404,25[G ]| gone to$4$ luncheon and I had taken her place. He has 254:404,26[G ]| a man who$6#1$ is supposed to$9$ look after him, but the 254:404,27[G ]| man is good for$4$ nothing; he is always looking out 254:404,28[G ]| of the window ~~ as if there were anything to$9$ see! 254:404,29[G ]| I did not wish to$9$ move, because Ralph seemed to$9$ be 254:404,30[G ]| sleeping and I was afraid the sound would disturb 254:404,31[G ]| him. I waited till the nurse came back. I remembered 254:404,32[G ]| you knew the house." 254:405,01[A ]| "I find I know it better even than I thought; I have 254:405,02[A ]| been walking everywhere," 254:405,02[' ]| Isabel answered. And 254:405,03[' ]| then she asked if Ralph slept much. 254:405,04[G ]| "He lies with his eyes closed; he does not move. 254:405,05[G ]| But I am not sure that$3$ it is always sleep." 254:405,06[A ]| "Will$1$ he see me? Can he speak to$4$ me?" 254:405,07[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett declined the office of saying. 254:405,07[G ]| "You 254:405,08[G ]| can try him," 254:405,08[' ]| was the limit of her extravagance. And 254:405,09[' ]| then she offered to$9$ conduct Isabel to$4$ her room. 254:405,09[G ]| "I 254:405,10[G ]| thought they had taken you there; but it is not my 254:405,11[G ]| house, it is Ralph's; and I do not know what they do. 254:405,12[G ]| They must at least have taken your luggage; I do not 254:405,13[G ]| suppose you have brought much. Not that$3$ I care, however. 254:405,14[G ]| I believe they have given you the same room you 254:405,15[G ]| had before; when Ralph heard you were coming he 254:405,16[G ]| said you must have that$6#2$ one." 254:405,17[A ]| "Did he say anything else?" 254:405,18[G ]| "Ah, my dear, he does not chatter as he used!" 254:405,19[' ]| cried Mrs%*Touchett as she preceded her niece up$4$ the 254:405,20[' ]| staircase. 254:405,21[' ]| It was the same room, and something told Isabel 254:405,22[' ]| it had not been slept in$5$ since she occupied it. Her 254:405,23[' ]| luggage was there and was not voluminous; Mrs%*Touchett 254:405,24[' ]| sat down a moment with her eyes upon$4$ it. 254:405,25[A ]| "Is there really no$2$ hope?" 254:405,25[' ]| our young woman asked 254:405,26[' ]| as she stood before her. 254:405,27[G ]| "None whatever. There never has been. It has 254:405,28[G ]| not been a successful life." 254:405,29[A ]| "No$7$ ~~ it has only been a beautiful one." 254:405,29[' ]| Isabel 254:405,30[' ]| found herself already contradicting her aunt; she 254:405,31[' ]| was irritated by$4$ her dryness. 254:405,32[G ]| "I do not know what you mean by$4$ that$6#2$; there is no$2$ 254:406,01[G ]| beauty without health. That$6#2$ is a very odd dress to$9$ 254:406,02[G ]| travel in$4$." 254:406,03[' ]| Isabel glanced at her garment. 254:406,03[A ]| "I left Rome at an 254:406,04[A ]| hour's notice; I took the first that$6#1$ came." 254:406,05[G ]| "Your sisters, in$4$ America, wished to$9$ know how 254:406,06[G ]| you dress. That$6#2$ seemed to$9$ be their principal interest. 254:406,07[G ]| I was not able to$9$ tell them ~~ but they seemed to$9$ have 254:406,08[G ]| the right idea: that$3$ you never wear anything less 254:406,09[G ]| than black brocade." 254:406,10[A ]| "They think I am more brilliant than I am; I am 254:406,11[A ]| afraid to$9$ tell them the truth," 254:406,11[' ]| said Isabel. 254:406,11[A ]| "Lily 254:406,12[A ]| wrote me you had dined with her." 254:406,13[G ]| "She invited me four times, and I went once. After 254:406,14[G ]| the second time she should have let me alone. The 254:406,15[G ]| dinner was very good; it must have been expensive. 254:406,16[G ]| Her husband has a very bad manner. Did I enjoy 254:406,17[G ]| my visit to$4$ America? Why should I have enjoyed it? 254:406,18[G ]| I did not go for$4$ my pleasure." 254:406,19[' ]| These were interesting items, but Mrs%*Touchett 254:406,20[' ]| soon left her niece, whom she was to$9$ meet in$4$ half an 254:406,21[' ]| hour at the midday meal. For$4$ this repast the two 254:406,22[' ]| ladies faced each other at an abbreviated table in$4$ the 254:406,23[' ]| melancholy dining-room. Here, after a little, Isabel 254:406,24[' ]| saw her aunt not to$9$ be so$5#1$ dry as she appeared, and 254:406,25[' ]| her old pity for$4$ the poor woman's inexpressiveness, 254:406,26[' ]| her want of regret, of disappointment, came back 254:406,27[' ]| to$4$ her. 254:406,27@a | Unmistakeably she would have found it a 254:406,28@a | blessing to-day to$9$ be able to$9$ feel a defeat, a mistake, 254:406,29@a | even a shame or two. 254:406,29[' ]| She wondered 254:406,29@a | if she were not 254:406,30@a | even missing those enrichments of consciousness and 254:406,31@a | privately trying ~~ reaching out for$4$ some aftertaste 254:406,32@a | of life, dregs of the banquet; the testimony of pain 254:407,01@a | or the cold recreation of remorse. On$4$ the other hand 254:407,02@a | perhaps she was afraid; if she should begin to$9$ know 254:407,03@a | remorse at all it might take her too far. 254:407,03[' ]| Isabel could 254:407,04[' ]| perceive, however, how 254:407,04@a | it had come over her dimly 254:407,05@a | that$3$ she had failed of something, that$3$ she saw herself 254:407,06@a | in$4$ the future as an old woman without memories. 254:407,07@a | Her little sharp face looked tragical. 254:407,07[' ]| She told her 254:407,08[' ]| niece that$3$ 254:407,08@g | Ralph had as yet not moved, but that$3$ he 254:407,09@g | probably would be able to$9$ see her before dinner. 254:407,10[' ]| And then in$4$ a moment she added that$3$ 254:407,10@g | he had seen 254:407,11@g | Lord*Warburton the day before; 254:407,11[' ]| an announcement 254:407,12[' ]| which$6#1$ startled Isabel a little, as it seemed an intimation 254:407,13[' ]| that$3$ 254:407,13@a | this personage was in$4$ the neighbourhood and 254:407,14@a | that$3$ an accident might bring them together. Such 254:407,15@a | an accident would not be happy; she had not come 254:407,16@a | to$4$ England to$9$ struggle again with Lord*Warburton. 254:407,17[' ]| She none the less presently said to$4$ her aunt that$3$ 254:407,17@a | he 254:407,18@a | had been very kind to$4$ Ralph; she had seen something 254:407,19@a | of that$6#2$ in$4$ Rome. 254:407,20[G ]| "He has something else to$9$ think of now," 254:407,20[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett 254:407,21[' ]| returned. And she paused with a gaze like$4$ 254:407,22[' ]| a gimlet. 254:407,23[' ]| Isabel saw she meant something, and instantly 254:407,24[' ]| guessed what she meant. But her reply concealed her 254:407,25[' ]| guess; he heart beat faster and she wished to$9$ gain a 254:407,26[' ]| moment. 254:407,26[A ]| "Ah yes ~~ the House of Lords and all that$6#2$." 254:407,27[G ]| "He is not thinking of the Lords; he is thinking 254:407,28[G ]| of the ladies. At least he is thinking of one of them; 254:407,29[G ]| he told Ralph he is engaged to$9$ be married." 254:407,30[A ]| "Ah, to$9$ be married!" 254:407,30[' ]| Isabel mildly exclaimed. 254:407,31[G ]| "Unless he breaks it off. He seemed to$9$ think 254:407,32[G ]| Ralph would like$1$ to$9$ know. Poor Ralph can not go to$4$ 254:408,01[G ]| the wedding, though I believe it is to$9$ take place very 254:408,02[G ]| soon." 254:408,03[A ]| "And who$6#2$ is the young lady?" 254:408,04[G ]| "A member of the aristocracy; Lady*Flora, Lady*Felicia 254:408,05[G ]| ~~ something of that$6#2$ sort." 254:408,06[A ]| "I am very glad," 254:408,06[' ]| Isabel said. 254:408,06[A ]| "It must be a sudden 254:408,07[A ]| decision." 254:408,08[G ]| "Sudden enough, I believe; a courtship of three 254:408,09[G ]| weeks. It has only just been made public." 254:408,10[A ]| "I am very glad," 254:408,10[' ]| Isabel repeated with a larger 254:408,11[' ]| emphasis. She knew her aunt was watching her ~~ 254:408,12[' ]| looking for$4$ the signs of some imputed soreness, and 254:408,13[' ]| the desire to$9$ prevent her companion from seeing anything 254:408,14[' ]| of this kind enabled her to$9$ speak in$4$ the tone 254:408,15[' ]| of quick satisfaction, the tone almost of relief. Mrs%*Touchett 254:408,16[' ]| of course followed the tradition that$3$ ladies, 254:408,17[' ]| even married ones, regard the marriage of their old 254:408,18[' ]| lovers as an offence to$4$ themselves. Isabel's first care 254:408,19[' ]| therefore was to$9$ show that$3$ however that$6#2$ might be in$4$ 254:408,20[' ]| general she was not offended now. But meanwhile, 254:408,21[' ]| as I say, her heart beat faster; and if she sat for$4$ some 254:408,22[' ]| moments, thoughtful ~~ she presently forgot Mrs%*Touchett's 254:408,23[' ]| observation ~~ it was not because she had 254:408,24[' ]| lost an admirer. Her imagination had traversed half 254:408,25[' ]| Europe; it halted, panting, and even trembling a 254:408,26[' ]| little, in$4$ the city of Rome. She figured herself announcing 254:408,27[' ]| to$4$ her husband that$3$ Lord*Warburton was 254:408,28[' ]| to$9$ lead a bride to$4$ the altar, and was of course not 254:408,29[' ]| aware how extremely wan she must have looked 254:408,30[' ]| while she made this intellectual effort. But at last 254:408,31[' ]| she collected herself and said to$4$ her aunt: 254:408,31[A ]| "He was 254:408,32[A ]| sure to$9$ do it some time or other." 254:409,01[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett was silent; then she gave a sharp 254:409,02[' ]| little shake of the head. 254:409,02[G ]| "Ah, my dear, you are beyond 254:409,03[G ]| me!" 254:409,03[' ]| she cried suddenly. They went on$5$ with their 254:409,04[' ]| luncheon in$4$ silence; Isabel felt as if she had heard 254:409,05[' ]| of Lord*Warburton's death. 254:409,05@a | She had known him 254:409,06@a | only as a suitor, and now that$6#2$ was all over. He was 254:409,07@a | dead for$4$ poor Pansy; by$4$ Pansy he might have lived. 254:409,08[' ]| A servant had been hovering about; at last Mrs%*Touchett 254:409,09[' ]| requested him to$9$ leave them alone. She 254:409,10[' ]| had finished her meal; she sat with her hands folded 254:409,11[' ]| on$4$ the edge of the table. 254:409,11[G ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ ask you 254:409,12[G ]| three questions," 254:409,12[' ]| she observed when the servant had 254:409,13[' ]| gone. 254:409,14[A ]| "Three are a great many." 254:409,15[G ]| "I can not do with less; I have been thinking. They are 254:409,16[G ]| all very good ones." 254:409,17[A ]| "That$6#2$ is what I am afraid of. The best questions 254:409,18[A ]| are the worst," 254:409,18[' ]| Isabel answered. Mrs%*Touchett had 254:409,19[' ]| pushed back her chair, and as her niece left the 254:409,20[' ]| table and walked, rather consciously, to$4$ one of the 254:409,21[' ]| deep windows, she felt herself followed by$4$ her eyes. 254:409,22[G ]| "Have you ever been sorry you did not marry Lord*Warburton?" 254:409,23[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett enquired. 254:409,24[' ]| Isabel shook her head slowly, but not heavily. 254:409,25[A ]| "No$7$, dear aunt." 254:409,26[G ]| "Good, I ought to$9$ tell you that$3$ I propose to$9$ believe 254:409,27[G ]| what you say." 254:409,28[A ]| "Your believing me is an immense temptation," 254:409,29[' ]| she declared, smiling still. 254:409,30[G ]| "A temptation to$9$ lie? I do not recommend you to$9$ 254:409,31[G ]| do that$6#2$, for$3$ when I am misinformed I am as dangerous 254:409,32[G ]| as a poisoned rat. I do not mean to$9$ crow over you." 254:410,01[A ]| "It is my husband who$6#1$ does not get on$5$ with me," 254:410,02[' ]| said Isabel. 254:410,03[G ]| "I could have told him he would not. I do not call 254:410,04[G ]| that$6#2$ crowing over \you\," 254:410,04[' ]| Mrs*Touchett added. 254:410,04[G ]| "Do 254:410,05[G ]| you still like$1$ Serena*Merle?" 254:410,05[' ]| she went on$5$. 254:410,06[A ]| "Not as I once did. But it does not matter, for$3$ she is 254:410,07[A ]| going to$4$ America." 254:410,08[G ]| "To$4$ America? She must have done something 254:410,09[G ]| very bad." 254:410,10[A ]| "Yes ~~ very bad." 254:410,11[G ]| "May I ask what it is?" 254:410,12[A ]| "She made a convenience of me." 254:410,13[G ]| "Ah," 254:410,13[' ]| cried Mrs%*Touchett, 254:410,13[G ]| "so$5#2$ she did of me! 254:410,14[G ]| She does of every*one." 254:410,15[A ]| "She will$1$ make a convenience of America," 254:410,15[' ]| said 254:410,16[' ]| Isabel, smiling again and glad that$3$ her aunt's questions 254:410,17[' ]| were over. 254:410,18[' ]| It was not till the evening that$3$ she was able to$9$ see 254:410,19[' ]| Ralph. He had been dozing all day; at least he had 254:410,20[' ]| been lying unconscious. The doctor was there, but 254:410,21[' ]| after a while went away ~~ the local doctor, who$6#1$ had 254:410,22[' ]| attended his father and whom Ralph liked. He 254:410,23[' ]| came three or four times a day; he was deeply interested 254:410,24[' ]| in$4$ his patient. Ralph had had Sir*Matthew*Hope, 254:410,25[' ]| but he had got tired of this celebrated man, to$4$ 254:410,26[' ]| whom he had asked his mother 254:410,26@b | to$9$ send word he was 254:410,27@b | now dead and was therefore without further need of 254:410,28@b | medical advice. 254:410,28[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett had simply written 254:410,29[' ]| to$4$ Sir*Matthew that$3$ 254:410,29@g | her son disliked him. 254:410,29[' ]| On$4$ the 254:410,30[' ]| day of Isabel's arrival Ralph gave no$2$ sign, as I have 254:410,31[' ]| related, for$4$ many hours; but toward evening he 254:410,32[' ]| raised himself and said 254:410,32@b | he knew that$3$ she had come. 254:411,01[' ]| How he knew was not apparent, inasmuch as for$4$ 254:411,02[' ]| fear of exciting him no*one had offered the information. 254:411,03[' ]| Isabel came in$5$ and sat by$4$ his bed in$4$ the dim 254:411,04[' ]| light; there was only a shaded candle in$4$ a corner 254:411,05[' ]| of the room. She told the nurse 254:411,05@a | she might go ~~ she 254:411,06@a | herself would sit with him for$4$ the rest of the evening. 254:411,07[' ]| He had opened his eyes and recognised her, and had 254:411,08[' ]| moved his hand, which$6#1$ lay helpless beside him, so$3$ 254:411,09[' ]| that$3$ she might take it. But he was unable to$9$ speak; 254:411,10[' ]| he closed his eyes again and remained perfectly still, 254:411,11[' ]| only keeping her hand in$4$ his own. She sat with him 254:411,12[' ]| a long time ~~ till the nurse came back; but he gave 254:411,13[' ]| no$2$ further sign. He might have passed away while 254:411,14[' ]| she looked at him; he was already the figure and 254:411,15[' ]| pattern of death. She had thought him far gone in$4$ 254:411,16[' ]| Rome, and this was worse; there was but one change 254:411,17[' ]| possible now. There was a strange tranquillity in$4$ his 254:411,18[' ]| face; it was as still as the lid of a box. With this he 254:411,19[' ]| was a mere lattice of bones; when he opened his 254:411,20[' ]| eyes to$9$ greet her it was as if she were looking into 254:411,21[' ]| immeasurable space. It was not till midnight that$3$ 254:411,22[' ]| the nurse came back; but the hours, to$4$ Isabel, had 254:411,23[' ]| not seemed long; it was exactly what she had come 254:411,24[' ]| for$4$. If she had come simply to$9$ wait she found ample 254:411,25[' ]| occasion, for$3$ he lay three days in$4$ a kind of grateful 254:411,26[' ]| silence. He recognised her and at moments seemed 254:411,27[' ]| to$9$ wish to$9$ speak; but he found no$2$ voice. Then he 254:411,28[' ]| closed his eyes again, as if he too were waiting for$4$ 254:411,29[' ]| something ~~ for$4$ something that$6#1$ certainly would 254:411,30[' ]| come. He was so$5#1$ absolutely quiet that$3$ it seemed to$4$ 254:411,31[' ]| her what was coming had already arrived; and yet 254:411,32[' ]| she never lost the sense that$3$ they were still together. 254:412,01[' ]| But they were not always together; there were other 254:412,02[' ]| hours that$6#1$ she passed in$4$ wandering through the empty 254:412,03[' ]| house and listening for$4$ a voice that$6#1$ was not poor 254:412,04[' ]| Ralph's. She had a constant fear; she thought it 254:412,05[' ]| possible her husband would write to$4$ her. But he 254:412,06[' ]| remained silent, and she only got a letter from Florence 254:412,07[' ]| and from the Countess*Gemini. Ralph, however, 254:412,08[' ]| spoke at last ~~ on$4$ the evening of the third day. 254:412,09[B ]| "I feel better to-night," 254:412,09[' ]| he murmured, abruptly, 254:412,10[' ]| in$4$ the soundless dimness of her vigil; 254:412,10[B ]| "I think I can 254:412,11[B ]| say something." 254:412,11[' ]| She sank upon$4$ her knees beside his 254:412,12[' ]| pillow; took his thin hand in$4$ her own; begged him 254:412,13[' ]| not to$9$ make an effort ~~ not to$9$ tire himself. His face 254:412,14[' ]| was of necessity serious ~~ it was incapable of the 254:412,15[' ]| muscular play of a smile; but its owner apparently 254:412,16[' ]| had not lost a perception of incongruities. 254:412,16[B ]| "What 254:412,17[B ]| does it matter if I am tired when I have all eternity to$9$ 254:412,18[B ]| rest? There is no$2$ harm in$4$ making an effort when it is 254:412,19[B ]| the very last of all. Do not people always feel better 254:412,20[B ]| just before the end? I have often heard of that$6#2$; it is 254:412,21[B ]| what I was waiting for$4$. Ever since you have been here 254:412,22[B ]| I thought it would come. I tried two or three times; 254:412,23[B ]| I was afraid you would get tired of sitting there." 254:412,23[' ]| He 254:412,24[' ]| spoke slowly, with painful breaks and long pauses; 254:412,25[' ]| his voice seemed to$9$ come from a distance. When he 254:412,26[' ]| ceased he lay with his face turned to$4$ Isabel and his 254:412,27[' ]| large unwinking eyes open into her own. 254:412,27[B ]| "It was 254:412,28[B ]| very good of you to$9$ come," 254:412,28[' ]| he went on$5$. 254:412,28[B ]| "I thought 254:412,29[B ]| you would; but I was not sure." 254:412,30[A ]| "I was not sure either till I came," 254:412,30[' ]| said Isabel. 254:412,31[B ]| "You have been like$4$ an angel beside my bed. You 254:412,32[B ]| know they talk about the angel of death. It is the 254:413,01[B ]| most beautiful of all. You have been like$4$ that$6#2$; as if 254:413,02[B ]| you were waiting for$4$ me." 254:413,03[A ]| "I was not waiting for$4$ your death; I was waiting 254:413,04[A ]| for$4$ ~~ for$4$ this. This is not death, dear Ralph." 254:413,05[B ]| "Not for$4$ you ~~ no$7$. There is nothing makes us 254:413,06[B ]| feel so$5#1$ much alive as to$9$ see others die. That$6#2$ is the 254:413,07[B ]| sensation of life ~~ the sense that$3$ we remain. I have had 254:413,08[B ]| it ~~ even I. But now I am of no$2$ use but to$9$ give it to$4$ 254:413,09[B ]| others. With me it is all over." 254:413,09[' ]| And then he paused. 254:413,10[' ]| Isabel bowed her head further, till it rested on$4$ the 254:413,11[' ]| two hands that$6#1$ were clasped upon$4$ his own. She 254:413,12[' ]| could not see him now; but his far-away voice was 254:413,13[' ]| close to$4$ her ear. 254:413,13[B ]| "Isabel," 254:413,13[B ]| he went on$5$ suddenly, 254:413,13[B ]| "I 254:413,14[B ]| wish it were over for$4$ you." 254:413,14[' ]| She answered nothing; 254:413,15[' ]| she had burst into sobs; she remained so$5#2$, with her 254:413,16[' ]| buried face. He lay silent, listening to$4$ her sobs; at 254:413,17[' ]| last he gave a long groan. 254:413,17[B ]| "Ah, what is it you have 254:413,18[B ]| done for$4$ me?" 254:413,19[A ]| "What is it you did for$4$ me?" 254:413,19[' ]| she cried, her now 254:413,20[' ]| extreme agitation half smothered by$4$ her attitude. 254:413,21[' ]| She had lost all her shame, all wish to$9$ hide things. 254:413,22@a | Now he must know; she wished him to$9$ know, for$3$ 254:413,23@a | it brought them supremely together, and he was 254:413,24@a | beyond the reach of pain. 254:413,24[A ]| "You did something 254:413,25[A ]| once ~~ you know it. O Ralph, you have been everything! 254:413,26[A ]| What have I done for$4$ you ~~ what can I do 254:413,27[A ]| to-day? I would die if you could live. But I do not 254:413,28[A ]| wish you to$9$ live; I would die myself, not to$9$ lose 254:413,29[A ]| you." 254:413,29[' ]| Her voice was as broken as his own and full 254:413,30[' ]| of tears and anguish. 254:413,31[B ]| "You will$1$ not lose me ~~ you will$1$ keep me. Keep 254:413,32[B ]| me in$4$ your heart; I shall be nearer to$4$ you than I have 254:414,01[B ]| ever been. Dear Isabel, life is better; for$3$ in$4$ life 254:414,02[B ]| there is love. Death is good ~~ but there is no$2$ love." 254:414,03[A ]| "I never thanked you ~~ I never spoke ~~ I never 254:414,04[A ]| was what I should be!" 254:414,04[' ]| Isabel went on$5$. She felt a 254:414,05[' ]| passionate need to$9$ cry out and accuse herself, to$9$ let 254:414,06[' ]| her sorrow possess her. All her troubles, for$4$ the 254:414,07[' ]| moment, became single and melted together into 254:414,08[' ]| this present pain. 254:414,08[A ]| "What must you have thought of 254:414,09[A ]| me? Yet how could I know? I never knew, and I 254:414,10[A ]| only know to-day because there are people less stupid 254:414,11[A ]| than I." 254:414,12[B ]| "Do not mind people," 254:414,12[' ]| said Ralph. 254:414,12[B ]| "I think I am 254:414,13[B ]| glad to$9$ leave people." 254:414,14[' ]| She raised her head and her clasped hands; she 254:414,15[' ]| seemed for$4$ a moment to$9$ pray to$4$ him. 254:414,15[A ]| "Is it true ~~ is 254:414,16[A ]| it true?" 254:414,16[' ]| she asked. 254:414,17[B ]| "True that$3$ you have been stupid? Oh no$7$," 254:414,17[' ]| said 254:414,18[' ]| Ralph with a sensible intention of wit. 254:414,19[A ]| "That$3$ you made me rich ~~ that$3$ all I have is 254:414,20[A ]| yours?" 254:414,21[' ]| He turned away his head, and for$4$ some time said 254:414,22[' ]| nothing. Then at last: 254:414,22[B ]| "Ah, do not speak of that$6#2$ ~~ 254:414,23[B ]| that$6#2$ was not happy." 254:414,23[' ]| Slowly he moved his face 254:414,24[' ]| toward her again, and they once more saw each other. 254:414,25[B ]| "But for$4$ that$6#2$ ~~ but for$4$ that$6#2$ ~~ !" 254:414,25[' ]| And he paused. 254:414,26[B ]| "I believe I ruined you," 254:414,26[' ]| he wailed. 254:414,27[' ]| She was full of the sense that$3$ he was beyond the 254:414,28[' ]| reach of pain; 254:414,28@a | he seemed already so$5#1$ little of this 254:414,29@a | world. 254:414,29[' ]| But even if she had not had it she would still 254:414,30[' ]| have spoken, for$3$ nothing mattered now but the only 254:414,31[' ]| knowledge that$6#1$ was not pure anguish ~~ the knowledge 254:414,32[' ]| that$3$ they were looking at the truth together. 254:415,01[A ]| "He married me for$4$ the money," 254:415,01[' ]| she said. She wished 254:415,02@a | to$9$ say everything; she was afraid he might die before 254:415,03@a | she had done so$5#2$. 254:415,04[' ]| He gazed at her a little, and for$4$ the first time his 254:415,05[' ]| fixed eyes lowered their lids. But he raised them in$4$ 254:415,06[' ]| a moment, and then, 254:415,06[B ]| "He was greatly in$4$ love with 254:415,07[B ]| you," 254:415,07[' ]| he answered. 254:415,08[A ]| "Yes, he was in$4$ love with me. But he would not 254:415,09[A ]| have married me if I had been poor. I do not hurt you 254:415,10[A ]| in$4$ saying that$6#2$. How can I? I only want you to$9$ understand. 254:415,11[A ]| I always tried to$9$ keep you from understanding; 254:415,12[A ]| but that$6#2$ is all over." 254:415,13[B ]| "I always understood," 254:415,13[' ]| said Ralph. 254:415,14[A ]| "I thought you did, and I did not like$1$ it. But now 254:415,15[A ]| I like$1$ it." 254:415,16[B ]| "You do not hurt me ~~ you make me very happy." 254:415,17[' ]| And as Ralph said this there was an extraordinary 254:415,18[' ]| gladness in$4$ his voice. She bent her head again, and 254:415,19[' ]| pressed her lips to$4$ the back of his hand. 254:415,19[B ]| "I always 254:415,20[B ]| understood," 254:415,20[' ]| he continued, 254:415,20[B ]| "though it was so$5#1$ strange 254:415,21[B ]| ~~ so$5#1$ pitiful. You wanted to$9$ look at life for$4$ yourself 254:415,22[B ]| ~~ but you were not allowed; you were punished 254:415,23[B ]| for$4$ your wish. You were ground in$4$ the very mill of 254:415,24[B ]| the conventional!" 254:415,25[A ]| "Oh yes, I have been punished," 254:415,25[' ]| Isabel sobbed. 254:415,26[' ]| He listened to$4$ her a little, and then continued: 254:415,27[B ]| "Was he very bad about your coming?" 254:415,28[A ]| "He made it very hard for$4$ me. But I do not care." 254:415,29[B ]| "It is all over then between you?" 254:415,30[A ]| "Oh no$7$; I do not think anything is over." 254:415,31[B ]| "Are you going back to$4$ him?" 254:415,31[' ]| Ralph gasped. 254:415,32[A ]| "I do not know ~~ I can not tell. I shall stay here as 254:416,01[A ]| long as I may. I do not want to$9$ think ~~ I need not 254:416,02[A ]| think. I do not care for$4$ anything but you, and that$6#2$ is 254:416,03[A ]| enough for$4$ the present. It will$1$ last a little yet. Here 254:416,04[A ]| on$4$ my knees, with you dying in$4$ my arms, I am happier 254:416,05[A ]| than I have been for$4$ a long time. And I want you 254:416,06[A ]| to$9$ be happy ~~ not to$9$ think of anything sad; only to$9$ 254:416,07[A ]| feel that$3$ I am near you and I love you. Why should 254:416,08[A ]| there be pain? In$4$ such hours as this what have 254:416,09[A ]| we to$9$ do with pain? That$6#2$ is not the deepest thing; 254:416,10[A ]| there is something deeper." 254:416,11[' ]| Ralph evidently found from moment to$4$ moment 254:416,12[' ]| greater difficulty in$4$ speaking; he had to$9$ wait longer 254:416,13[' ]| to$9$ collect himself. At first he appeared to$9$ make no$2$ 254:416,14[' ]| response to$4$ these last words; he let a long time elapse. 254:416,15[' ]| Then he murmured simply: 254:416,15[B ]| "You must stay here." 254:416,16[A ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ stay ~~ as long as seems right." 254:416,17[B ]| "As seems right ~~ as seems right?" 254:416,17[' ]| He repeated 254:416,18[' ]| her words. 254:416,18[B ]| "Yes, you think a great deal about that$6#2$." 254:416,19[A ]| "Of course one must. You are very tired," 254:416,19[' ]| said 254:416,20[' ]| Isabel. 254:416,21[B ]| "I am very tired. You said just now that$3$ pain is 254:416,22[B ]| not the deepest thing. No$7$ ~~ no$7$. But it is very deep. 254:416,23[B ]| If I could stay ~~ " 254:416,24[A ]| "For$4$ me you will$1$ always be here," 254:416,24[' ]| she softly interrupted. 254:416,25[' ]| It was easy to$9$ interrupt him. 254:416,26[' ]| But he went on$5$, after a moment: 254:416,26[B ]| "It passes, after 254:416,27[B ]| all; it is passing now. But love remains. I do not 254:416,28[B ]| know why we should suffer so$5#1$ much. Perhaps I shall 254:416,29[B ]| find out. There are many things in$4$ life. You are very 254:416,30[B ]| young." 254:416,31[A ]| "I feel very old," 254:416,31[' ]| said Isabel. 254:416,32[B ]| "You will$1$ grow young again. That$6#2$ is how I see you. 254:417,01[B ]| I do not believe ~~ I do not believe ~~ " 254:417,01[' ]| But he stopped 254:417,02[' ]| again; his strength failed him. 254:417,03[' ]| She begged him to$9$ be quiet now. 254:417,03[A ]| "We need not 254:417,04[A ]| speak to$9$ understand each other," 254:417,04[' ]| she said. 254:417,05[B ]| "I do not believe that$3$ such a generous mistake as 254:417,06[B ]| yours can hurt you for$4$ more than a little." 254:417,07[A ]| "Oh Ralph, I am very happy now," 254:417,07[' ]| she cried 254:417,08[' ]| through her tears. 254:417,09[B ]| "And remember this," 254:417,09[' ]| he continued, 254:417,09[B ]| "that$3$ if 254:417,10[B ]| you have been hated you have also been loved. Ah but, 254:417,11[B ]| Isabel ~~ \adored!\" 254:417,11[' ]| he just audibly and lingeringly 254:417,12[' ]| breathed. 254:417,13[A ]| "Oh my brother!" 254:417,13[' ]| she cried with a movement of 254:417,14[' ]| still deeper prostration. 255:418,01[' ]| He had told her, the first evening she ever spent at 255:418,02[' ]| Gardencourt, that$3$ 255:418,02@b | if she should live to$9$ suffer enough 255:418,03@b | she might some day see the ghost with which$6#1$ the old 255:418,04@b | house was duly provided. 255:418,04[' ]| She apparently had fulfilled 255:418,05[' ]| the necessary condition; for$3$ the next morning, 255:418,06[' ]| in$4$ the cold, faint dawn, she knew that$3$ a spirit was 255:418,07[' ]| standing by$4$ her bed. She had lain down without 255:418,08[' ]| undressing, it being her belief that$3$ Ralph would not 255:418,09[' ]| outlast the night. She had no$2$ inclination to$9$ sleep; 255:418,10[' ]| she was waiting, and such waiting was wakeful. But 255:418,11[' ]| she closed her eyes; she believed that$3$ as the night 255:418,12[' ]| wore on$5$ she should hear a knock at her door. She 255:418,13[' ]| heard no$2$ knock, but at the time the darkness began 255:418,14[' ]| vaguely to$9$ grow grey she started up$5$ from her pillow 255:418,15[' ]| as abruptly as if she had received a summons. It 255:418,16[' ]| seemed to$4$ her for$4$ an instant that$3$ he was standing 255:418,17[' ]| there ~~ a vague, hovering figure in$4$ the vagueness 255:418,18[' ]| of the room. She stared a moment; she saw his 255:418,19[' ]| white face ~~ his kind eyes; then she saw there was 255:418,20[' ]| nothing. She was not afraid; she was only sure. 255:418,21[' ]| She quitted the place and in$4$ her certainty passed 255:418,22[' ]| through dark corridors and down a flight of oaken 255:418,23[' ]| steps that$6#1$ shone in$4$ the vague light of a hall-window. 255:418,24[' ]| Outside Ralph's door she stopped a moment, listening, 255:418,25[' ]| but she seemed to$9$ hear only the hush that$6#1$ filled it. 255:418,26[' ]| She opened the door with a hand as gentle as if she 255:419,01[' ]| were lifting a veil from the face of the dead, and saw 255:419,02[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett sitting motionless and upright beside 255:419,03[' ]| the couch of her son, with one of his hands in$4$ her 255:419,04[' ]| own. The doctor was on$4$ the other side, with poor 255:419,05[' ]| Ralph's further wrist resting in$4$ his professional fingers. 255:419,06[' ]| The two nurses were at the foot between them. 255:419,07[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett took no$2$ notice of Isabel, but the 255:419,08[' ]| doctor looked at her very hard; then he gently placed 255:419,09[' ]| Ralph's hand in$4$ a proper position, close beside him. 255:419,10[' ]| The nurse looked at her very hard too, and no*one 255:419,11[' ]| said a word; but Isabel only looked at what she had 255:419,12[' ]| come to$9$ see. It was fairer than Ralph had ever been 255:419,13[' ]| in$4$ life, and there was a strange resemblance to$4$ the face 255:419,14[' ]| of his father, which$6#1$, six years before, she had seen 255:419,15[' ]| lying on$4$ the same pillow. She went to$4$ her aunt and 255:419,16[' ]| put her arm around her; and Mrs%*Touchett, who$6#1$ as 255:419,17[' ]| a general thing neither invited nor enjoyed caresses, 255:419,18[' ]| submitted for$4$ a moment to$4$ this one, rising, as might 255:419,19[' ]| be, to$9$ take it. But she was stiff and dry-eyed; her 255:419,20[' ]| acute white face was terrible. 255:419,21[A ]| "Dear Aunt Lydia," 255:419,21[' ]| Isabel murmured. 255:419,22[G ]| "Go and thank God you have no$2$ child," 255:419,22[' ]| said Mrs%*Touchett, 255:419,23[' ]| disengaging herself. 255:419,24[' ]| Three days after this a considerable number of 255:419,25[' ]| people found time, at the height of the London 255:419,26[' ]| "season," to$9$ take a morning train down to$4$ a quiet 255:419,27[' ]| station in$4$ Berkshire and spend half an hour in$4$ a 255:419,28[' ]| small grey church which$6#1$ stood within an easy walk. 255:419,29[' ]| It was in$4$ the green burial-place of this edifice that$3$ 255:419,30[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett consigned her son to$4$ earth. She stood 255:419,31[' ]| herself at the edge of the grave, and Isabel stood 255:419,32[' ]| beside her; the sexton himself had not a more practical 255:420,01[' ]| interest in$4$ the scene than Mrs%*Touchett. It 255:420,02[' ]| was a solemn occasion, but neither a harsh nor a 255:420,03[' ]| heavy one; there was a certain geniality in$4$ the appearance 255:420,04[' ]| of things. The weather had changed to$4$ fair; the 255:420,05[' ]| day, one of the last of the treacherous May-time, was 255:420,06[' ]| warm and windless, and the air had the brightness 255:420,07[' ]| of the hawthorn and the blackbird. 255:420,07@x | If it was sad to$9$ 255:420,08@x | think of poor Touchett, it was not too sad, since 255:420,09@x | death, for$4$ him, had had no$2$ violence. He had been 255:420,10@x | dying so$5#1$ long; he was so$5#1$ ready; everything had been 255:420,11@x | so$5#1$ expected and prepared. 255:420,11[' ]| There were tears in$4$ 255:420,12[' ]| Isabel's eyes, but they were not tears that$6#1$ blinded. 255:420,13[' ]| She looked through them at the beauty of the day, 255:420,14[' ]| the splendour of nature, the sweetness of the old 255:420,15[' ]| English churchyard, the bowed heads of good friends. 255:420,16[' ]| Lord*Warburton was there, and a group of gentlemen 255:420,17[' ]| all unknown to$4$ her, several of whom, as she 255:420,18[' ]| afterwards learned, were connected with the bank; 255:420,19[' ]| and there were others whom she knew. Miss*Stackpole 255:420,20[' ]| was among the first, with honest Mr%*Bantling 255:420,21[' ]| beside her; and Caspar*Goodwood, lifting his head 255:420,22[' ]| higher than the rest ~~ bowing it rather less. During 255:420,23[' ]| much of the time Isabel was conscious of Mr%*Goodwood's 255:420,24[' ]| gaze; he looked at her somewhat harder than 255:420,25[' ]| he usually looked in$4$ public, while the others had 255:420,26[' ]| fixed their eyes upon$4$ the churchyard turf. But she 255:420,27[' ]| never let him see that$3$ she saw him; she thought of 255:420,28[' ]| him only to$9$ wonder that$3$ he was still in$4$ England. 255:420,28@a | She 255:420,29@a | found she had taken for$4$ granted that$3$ after accompanying 255:420,30@a | Ralph to$4$ Gardencourt he had gone away; 255:420,31@a | she remembered how little it was a country that$6#1$ 255:420,32@a | pleased him. He was there, however, very distinctly 255:421,01@a | there; and something in$4$ his attitude seemed to$9$ say 255:421,02@a | that$3$ he was there with a complex intention. 255:421,02[' ]| She 255:421,03[' ]| would not meet his eyes, though there was doubtless 255:421,04[' ]| sympathy in$4$ them; he made her rather uneasy. With 255:421,05[' ]| the dispersal of the little group he disappeared, and 255:421,06[' ]| the only person who$6#1$ came to$9$ speak to$4$ her ~~ though 255:421,07[' ]| several spoke to$4$ Mrs%*Touchett ~~ was Henrietta*Stackpole. 255:421,08[' ]| Henrietta had been crying. 255:421,09[' ]| Ralph had said to$4$ Isabel that$3$ 255:421,09@b | he hoped she would 255:421,10@b | remain at Gardencourt, 255:421,10[' ]| and she made no$2$ immediate 255:421,11[' ]| motion to$9$ leave the place. She said to$4$ herself that$3$ 255:421,11@a | it 255:421,12@a | was but common charity to$9$ stay a little with her 255:421,13@a | aunt. 255:421,13[' ]| It was fortunate she had so$5#1$ good a formula; 255:421,14[' ]| otherwise she might have been greatly in$4$ want of one. 255:421,15@a | Her errand was over; she had done what she had 255:421,16@a | left her husband to$9$ do. She had a husband in$4$ a 255:421,17@a | foreign city, counting the hours of her absence; in$4$ 255:421,18@a | such a case one needed an excellent motive. He was 255:421,19@a | not one of the best husbands, but that$6#2$ did not alter 255:421,20@a | the case. Certain obligations were involved in$4$ the 255:421,21@a | very fact of marriage, and were quite independent 255:421,22@a | of the quantity of enjoyment extracted from it. 255:421,23[' ]| Isabel thought of her husband as little as might be; 255:421,24[' ]| but now that$3$ she was at a distance, beyond its spell, 255:421,25[' ]| she thought with a kind of spiritual shudder of 255:421,26[' ]| Rome. There was a penetrating chill in$4$ the image, 255:421,27[' ]| and she drew back into the deepest shade of Gardencourt. 255:421,28[' ]| She lived from day to$4$ day, postponing, closing 255:421,29[' ]| her eyes, trying not to$9$ think. She knew 255:421,29@a | she must 255:421,30@a | decide, but she decided nothing; her coming itself 255:421,31@a | had not been a decision. On$4$ that$6#2$ occasion she had 255:421,32@a | simply started. Osmond gave no$2$ sound and now 255:422,01@a | evidently would give none; he would leave it all to$4$ 255:422,02@a | her. From Pansy she heard nothing, but that$6#2$ was 255:422,03@a | very simple: her father had told her not to$9$ write. 255:422,04[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett accepted Isabel's company, but 255:422,05[' ]| offered her no$2$ assistance; she appeared to$9$ be absorbed 255:422,06[' ]| in$4$ considering, without enthusiasm but with 255:422,07[' ]| perfect lucidity, the new conveniences of her own 255:422,08[' ]| situation. Mrs%*Touchett was not an optimist, but 255:422,09[' ]| even from painful occurrences she managed to$9$ 255:422,10[' ]| extract a certain utility. This consisted in$4$ the reflexion 255:422,11[' ]| that$3$, after all, 255:422,11@g | such things happened to$4$ other 255:422,12@a | people and not to$4$ herself. Death was disagreeable, 255:422,13@a | but in$4$ this case it was her son's death, not her own; 255:422,14[' ]| she had never flattered herself that$3$ her own would be 255:422,15[' ]| disagreeable to$4$ any*one but Mrs%*Touchett. 255:422,15@g | She was 255:422,16@g | better off than poor Ralph, who$6#1$ had left all the 255:422,17@g | commodities of life behind him, and indeed all the 255:422,18@g | security; since the worst of dying was, 255:422,18[' ]| to$4$ Mrs%*Touchett's 255:422,19[' ]| mind, 255:422,19@g | that$3$ it exposed one to$9$ be taken 255:422,20@g | advantage of. For$4$ herself she was on$4$ the spot; there 255:422,21@g | was nothing so$5#1$ good as that$6#2$. 255:422,21[' ]| She made known to$4$ 255:422,22[' ]| Isabel very punctually ~~ it was the evening her son 255:422,23[' ]| was buried ~~ several of Ralph's testamentary arrangements. 255:422,24@g | He had told her everything, had consulted 255:422,25@g | her about everything. He left her no$2$ money; of 255:422,26@g | course she had no$2$ need of money. He left her the 255:422,27@g | furniture of Gardencourt, exclusive of the pictures 255:422,28@g | and books and the use of the place for$4$ a year; after 255:422,29@g | which$6#1$ it was to$9$ be sold. The money produced by$4$ the 255:422,30@g | sale was to$9$ constitute an endowment for$4$ a hospital 255:422,31@g | for$4$ poor persons suffering from the malady of which$6#1$ 255:422,32@g | he died; and of this portion of the will$0$ Lord*Warburton 255:423,01@g | was appointed executor. The rest of his 255:423,02@g | property, which$6#1$ was to$9$ be withdrawn from the bank, 255:423,03@g | was disposed of in$4$ various bequests, several of them 255:423,04@g | to$4$ those cousins in$4$ Vermont to$4$ whom his father had 255:423,05@g | already been so$5#1$ bountiful. Then there were a number 255:423,06@g | of small legacies. 255:423,07[G ]| "Some of them are extremely peculiar," 255:423,07[' ]| said Mrs%*Touchett; 255:423,08[G ]| "he had left considerable sums to$4$ persons 255:423,09[G ]| I never heard of. He gave me a list, and I asked then 255:423,10[G ]| who$6#1$ some of them were, and he told me they were 255:423,11[G ]| people who$6#1$ at various times had seemed to$9$ like$1$ him. 255:423,12[G ]| Apparently he thought you did not like$1$ him, for$3$ he 255:423,13[G ]| has not left you a penny. It was his opinion that$3$ you 255:423,14[G ]| had been handsomely treated by$4$ his father, which$6#1$ 255:423,15[G ]| I am bound to$9$ say I think you were ~~ though I do not 255:423,16[G ]| mean that$3$ I ever heard him complain of it. The 255:423,17[G ]| pictures are to$9$ be dispersed; he has distributed 255:423,18[G ]| tham about, one by$4$ one, as little keepsakes. The 255:423,19[G ]| most valuable of the collection goes to$4$ Lord*Warburton. 255:423,20[G ]| And what do you think he has done with 255:423,21[G ]| his library? It sounds like$4$ a practical joke. He has 255:423,22[G ]| left it to$4$ your friend Miss*Stackpole ~~ 255:423,22@b | ""in$4$ recognition 255:423,23@b | of her services to$4$ literature."" 255:423,23[G ]| Does he mean her 255:423,24[G ]| following him up$5$ from Rome? Was that$6#2$ a service to$4$ 255:423,25[G ]| literature? It contains a great many rare and valuable 255:423,26[G ]| books, and as she can not carry it about the world 255:423,27[G ]| in$4$ her trunk he recommends her to$9$ sell it at auction. 255:423,28[G ]| She will$1$ sell it of course at Christie's, and 255:423,29[G ]| with the proceeds she will$1$ set up$5$ a newspaper. Will$1$ 255:423,30[G ]| that$6#2$ be a service to$4$ literature?" 255:423,31[' ]| This question Isabel forbore to$9$ answer, as it 255:423,32[' ]| exceeded the little interrogatory to$4$ which$6#1$ she had 255:424,01[' ]| deemed it necessary to$9$ submit on$4$ her arrival. Besides, 255:424,02[' ]| she had never been less interested in$4$ literature than 255:424,03[' ]| to-day, as she found when she occasionally took 255:424,04[' ]| down from the shelf one of the rare and valuable 255:424,05[' ]| volumes of which$6#1$ Mrs%*Touchett had spoken. She 255:424,06[' ]| was quite unable to$9$ read; her attention had never 255:424,07[' ]| been so$5#1$ little at her command. One afternoon, in$4$ the 255:424,08[' ]| library, about a week after the ceremony in$4$ the 255:424,09[' ]| churchyard, she was trying to$9$ fix it for$4$ an hour; but 255:424,10[' ]| her eyes often wandered from the book in$4$ her hand 255:424,11[' ]| to$4$ the open window, which$6#1$ looked down the long 255:424,12[' ]| avenue. It was in$4$ this way that$3$ she saw a modest 255:424,13[' ]| vehicle approach the door and perceived Lord*Warburton 255:424,14[' ]| sitting, in$4$ rather an uncomfortable 255:424,15[' ]| attitude, in$4$ a corner of it. 255:424,15@a | He had always had a high 255:424,16@a | standard of courtesy, and it was therefore not remarkable, 255:424,17@a | under the circumstances, that$3$ he should 255:424,18@a | have taken the trouble to$9$ come down from London to$9$ 255:424,19@a | call on$4$ Mrs%*Touchett. It was of course Mrs%*Touchett 255:424,20@a | he had come to$9$ see, and not Mrs%*Osmond; 255:424,20[' ]| and to$9$ 255:424,21[' ]| prove to$4$ herself the validity of this thesis Isabel 255:424,22[' ]| presently stepped out of the house and wandered 255:424,23[' ]| away into the park. Since her arrival at Gardencourt 255:424,24[' ]| she had been but little out of doors, the weather 255:424,25[' ]| being unfavourable for$4$ visiting the grounds. This 255:424,26[' ]| evening, however, was fine, and at first it struck her 255:424,27[' ]| as a happy thought to$9$ have come out. The theory 255:424,28[' ]| I have just mentioned was plausible enough, but it 255:424,29[' ]| brought her little rest, and if you had seen her pacing 255:424,30[' ]| about you would have said she had a bad conscience. 255:424,31[' ]| She was not pacified when at the end of a quarter 255:424,32[' ]| of an hour, finding herself in$4$ view of the house, she 255:425,01[' ]| saw Mrs%*Touchett emerge from the portico accompanied 255:425,02[' ]| by$4$ her visitor. 255:425,02@a | Her aunt had evidently proposed 255:425,03@a | to$4$ Lord*Warburton that$3$ they should come in$4$ 255:425,04@a | search of her. She was in$4$ no$2$ humour for$4$ visitors 255:425,05@a | and, if she had had a chance, would have drawn 255:425,06@a | back behind one of the great trees. But she saw she 255:425,07@a | had been seen and that$3$ nothing was left her but to$9$ 255:425,08@a | advance. 255:425,08[' ]| As the lawn at Gardencourt was a vast 255:425,09[' ]| expanse this took some time; during which$6#1$ she observed 255:425,10[' ]| that$3$, 255:425,10@a | as he walked beside his hostess, Lord*Warburton 255:425,11@a | kept his hands rather stiffly behind him 255:425,12@a | and his eyes upon$4$ the ground. Both persons apparently 255:425,13@a | were silent; but Mrs%*Touchett's thin little 255:425,14@a | glance, as she directed it toward Isabel, had even at a 255:425,15@a | distance an expression. It seemed to$9$ say with cutting 255:425,16@a | sharpness: 255:425,16@g | "Here is the eminently amenable nobleman 255:425,17@g | you might have married!" 255:425,17@a | When Lord*Warburton 255:425,18@a | lifted his own eyes, however, that$6#2$ was not 255:425,19@a | what they said. They only said 255:425,19@d | "This is rather 255:425,20@d | awkward, you know, and I depend upon$4$ you to$9$ help 255:425,21@d | me." 255:425,21@a | He was very grave, very proper and, for$4$ the 255:425,22@a | first time since Isabel had known him, greeted her 255:425,23@a | without a smile. Even in$4$ his days of distress he had 255:425,24@a | always begun with a smile. He looked extremely self-conscious. 255:425,25[' ]| 255:425,26[G ]| "Lord Warburton has been so$5#1$ good as to$9$ come out 255:425,27[G ]| to$9$ see me," 255:425,27[' ]| said Mrs%*Touchett. 255:425,27[G ]| "He tells me he 255:425,28[G ]| did not know you were still here. I know he is an old 255:425,29[G ]| friend of yours, and as I was told you were not in$4$ the 255:425,30[G ]| house I brought him out to$9$ see for$4$ himself." 255:425,31[D ]| "Oh, I saw there was a good train at 6%40, that$6#1$ 255:425,32[D ]| would get me back in$4$ time for$4$ dinner," 255:425,32[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett's 255:426,01[' ]| companion rather irrelevantly explained. 255:426,01[D ]| "I am 255:426,02[D ]| so$5#1$ glad to$9$ find you have not gone." 255:426,03[A ]| "I am not here for$4$ long, you know," 255:426,03[' ]| Isabel said 255:426,04[' ]| with a certain eagerness. 255:426,05[D ]| "I suppose not; but I hope it is for$4$ some weeks. 255:426,06[D ]| You came to$4$ England sooner than ~~ a ~~ than you 255:426,07[D ]| thought?" 255:426,08[A ]| "Yes, I came very suddenly." 255:426,09[' ]| Mrs%*Touchett turned away as if she were looking 255:426,10[' ]| at the condition of the grounds, which$6#1$ indeed was 255:426,11[' ]| not what it should be, while Lord*Warburton hesitated 255:426,12[' ]| a litle. Isabel fancied 255:426,12@a | he had been on$4$ the point 255:426,13@a | of asking about her husband ~~ rather confusedly ~~ 255:426,14@a | and then had checked himself. He continued immitigably 255:426,15@a | grave, either because he thought it becoming 255:426,16@a | in$4$ a place over which$6#1$ death had just passed, or for$4$ 255:426,17@a | more personal reasons. If he was conscious of personal 255:426,18@a | reasons it was very fortunate that$3$ he had the 255:426,19@a | cover of the former motive; he could make the most 255:426,20@a | of that$6#2$. 255:426,20[' ]| Isabel thought of all this. 255:426,20@a | It was not that$3$ his 255:426,21@a | face was sad, for$3$ that$6#2$ was another matter; but it was 255:426,22@a | strangely inexpressive. 255:426,23[D ]| "My sisters would have been so$5#1$ glad to$9$ come if 255:426,24[D ]| they had known you were still here ~~ if they had 255:426,25[D ]| thought you would see them," 255:426,25[' ]| Lord*Warburton went 255:426,26[' ]| on$5$. 255:426,26[D ]| "Do kindly let them see you before you leave 255:426,27[D ]| England." 255:426,28[A ]| "It would give me great pleasure; I have such a 255:426,29[A ]| friendly recollection of them." 255:426,30[D ]| "I do not know whether you would come to$4$ Lockleigh 255:426,31[D ]| for$4$ a day or two? You know there is always 255:426,32[D ]| that$6#2$ old promise." 255:426,32[' ]| And his lordship coloured a little 255:427,01[' ]| as he made this suggestion, which$6#1$ gave his face a 255:427,02[' ]| somewhat more familiar air. 255:427,02[D ]| "Perhaps I am not 255:427,03[D ]| right in$4$ saying that$6#2$ just now; of course you are not 255:427,04[D ]| thinking of visiting. But I meant what would hardly 255:427,05[D ]| be a visit. My sisters are to$9$ be at Lockleigh at Whitsuntide 255:427,06[D ]| for$4$ five days; and if you could come then ~~ 255:427,07[D ]| as you say you are not to$9$ be very long in$4$ England ~~ 255:427,08[D ]| I would see that$3$ there should be literally no*one 255:427,09[D ]| else." 255:427,10[' ]| Isabel wondered 255:427,10@a | if not even the young lady he was 255:427,11@a | to$9$ marry would be there with her mamma; 255:427,11[' ]| but she 255:427,12[' ]| did not express the idea. 255:427,12[A ]| "Thank you extremely," 255:427,13[' ]| she contented herself with saying; 255:427,13[A ]| "I am afraid I 255:427,14[A ]| hardly know about Whitsuntide." 255:427,15[D ]| "But I have your promise ~~ have not I? ~~ for$4$ 255:427,16[D ]| some other time." 255:427,17[' ]| There was an interrogation in$4$ this; but Isabel let 255:427,18[' ]| it pass. She looked at her interlocutor a moment, 255:427,19[' ]| and the result of her observation was that$3$ ~~ as had 255:427,20[' ]| happened before ~~ she felt sorry for$4$ him. 255:427,20[A ]| "Take 255:427,21[A ]| care you do not miss your train," 255:427,21[' ]| she said. And then 255:427,22[' ]| added: 255:427,22[A ]| "I wish you every happiness." 255:427,23[' ]| He blushed again, more than before, and he looked 255:427,24[' ]| at his watch. 255:427,24[D ]| "Ah yes, 6%40; I have not much time, 255:427,25[D ]| but I have a fly at the door. Thank you very much." 255:427,26@a | It was not apparent whether the thanks applied to$4$ 255:427,27@a | her having reminded him of his train or to$4$ the more 255:427,28@a | sentimental remark. 255:427,28[D ]| "Good-bye, Mrs%*Osmond; 255:427,29[D ]| good-bye." 255:427,29[' ]| He shook hands with her, without meeting 255:427,30[' ]| her eyes, and then he turned to$4$ Mrs%*Touchett, 255:427,31[' ]| who$6#1$ had wandered back to$4$ them. With her his parting 255:427,32[' ]| was equally brief; and in$4$ a moment the two 255:428,01[' ]| ladies saw him move with long steps across the 255:428,02[' ]| lawn. 255:428,03[A ]| "Are you very sure he is to$9$ be married?" 255:428,03[' ]| Isabel 255:428,04[' ]| asked of her aunt. 255:428,05[G ]| "I can not be surer than he; but he seems sure. I 255:428,06[G ]| congratulated him, and he accepted it." 255:428,07[A ]| "Ah," 255:428,07[' ]| said Isabel, 255:428,07[A ]| "I give it up$5$!" 255:428,07[' ]| ~~ while her 255:428,08[' ]| aunt returned to$4$ the house and to$4$ those avocations 255:428,09[' ]| which$6#1$ the visitor had interrupted. 255:428,10[' ]| She gave it up$5$, but she still thought of it ~~ thought 255:428,11[' ]| of it while she strolled again under the great oaks 255:428,12[' ]| whose shadows were long upon$4$ the acres of turf. At 255:428,13[' ]| the end of a few minutes she found herself near a 255:428,14[' ]| rustic bench, which$6#1$, a moment after she had looked 255:428,15[' ]| at it, struck her as an object recognised. 255:428,15@a | It was not 255:428,16@a | simply that$3$ she had seen it before, nor even that$3$ she 255:428,17@a | had sat upon$4$ it; it was that$3$ on$4$ this spot something 255:428,18@a | important had happened to$4$ her ~~ that$3$ the place had 255:428,19@a | an air of association. 255:428,19[' ]| Then she remembered that$3$ 255:428,19@a | she 255:428,20@a | had been sitting there, six years before, when a servant 255:428,21@a | brought her from the house the letter in$4$ which$6#1$ 255:428,22@a | Caspar*Goodwood informed her that$3$ he had followed 255:428,23@a | her to$4$ Europe; and that$3$ when she had read the letter 255:428,24@a | she looked up$5$ to$9$ hear Lord*Warburton announcing 255:428,25@a | that$3$ he should like$1$ to$9$ marry her. It was indeed an 255:428,26@a | historical, an interesting bench; 255:428,26[' ]| she stood and looked 255:428,27[' ]| at it as if it might have something to$9$ say to$4$ her. 255:428,28@a | She would not sit down on$4$ it now ~~ she felt rather 255:428,29@a | afraid of it. 255:428,29[' ]| She only stood before it, and while she 255:428,30[' ]| stood the past came back to$4$ her in$4$ one of those rushing 255:428,31[' ]| waves of emotion by$4$ which$6#1$ persons of sensibility 255:428,32[' ]| are visited at odd hours. The effect of this agitation 255:429,01[' ]| was a sudden sense of being very tired, under the 255:429,02[' ]| influence of which$6#1$ she overcame her scruples and 255:429,03[' ]| sank into the rustic seat. I have said that$3$ she was 255:429,04[' ]| restless and unable to$9$ occupy herself; and whether 255:429,05[' ]| or no$2$, if you had seen her there, you would have 255:429,06[' ]| admired the justice of the former epithet, you would 255:429,07[' ]| at least have allowed that$3$ at this moment she was 255:429,08[' ]| the image of a victim of idleness. Her attitude had 255:429,09[' ]| a singular absence of purpose; her hands, hanging at 255:429,10[' ]| her sides, lost themselves in$4$ the folds of her black 255:429,11[' ]| dress; her eyes gazed vaguley before her. There was 255:429,12[' ]| nothing to$9$ recall her to$4$ the house; the two ladies, 255:429,13[' ]| in$4$ their seclusion, dined early and had tea at an indefinite 255:429,14[' ]| hour. How long she had sat in$4$ this position she 255:429,15[' ]| could not have told you; but the twilight had grown 255:429,16[' ]| thick when she became aware that$3$ she was not alone. 255:429,17[' ]| She quickly straightened herself, glancing about, 255:429,18[' ]| and then saw what had become of her solitude. She 255:429,19[' ]| was sharing it with Caspar*Goodwood, who$6#1$ stood 255:429,20[' ]| looking at her, a few yards off, and whose footfall 255:429,21[' ]| on$4$ the unresonant turf, as he came near, she had not 255:429,22[' ]| heard. It occurred to$4$ her in$4$ the midst of this that$3$ 255:429,23@a | it was just so$5#2$ Lord*Warburton had surprised her of 255:429,24@a | old. 255:429,25[' ]| She instantly rose, and as soon as Goodwood saw 255:429,26[' ]| he was seen he started forward. She had had time 255:429,27[' ]| only to$9$ rise when, with a motion that$6#1$ looked like$4$ 255:429,28[' ]| violence, but felt like$4$ ~~ she knew not what, he 255:429,29[' ]| grasped her by$4$ the wrist and made her sink again 255:429,30[' ]| into the seat. She closed her eyes; he had not hurt 255:429,31[' ]| her; it was only a touch, which$6#1$ she had obeyed. But 255:429,32[' ]| there was something in$4$ his face that$6#1$ she wished not 255:430,01[' ]| to$9$ see. 255:430,01@a | That$6#2$ was the way he had looked at her the 255:430,02@a | other day in$4$ the churchyard; only at present it was 255:430,03@a | worse. 255:430,03[' ]| He said nothing at first; she only felt him 255:430,04[' ]| close to$4$ her ~~ beside her on$4$ the bench and pressingly 255:430,05[' ]| turned to$4$ her. It almost seemed to$4$ her that$3$ 255:430,05@a | no*one 255:430,06@a | had ever been so$5#1$ close to$4$ her as that$6#2$. 255:430,06[' ]| All this, however, 255:430,07[' ]| took but an instant, at the end of which$6#1$ she had disengaged 255:430,08[' ]| her wrist, turning her eyes upon$4$ her visitant. 255:430,09[A ]| "You have frightened me," 255:430,09[' ]| she said. 255:430,10[E ]| "I did not mean to$9$," 255:430,10[' ]| he answered, 255:430,10[E ]| "but if I did a 255:430,11[E ]| little, no$2$ matter. I came from London a while ago 255:430,12[E ]| by$4$ the train, but I could not come here directly. There 255:430,13[E ]| was a man at the station who$6#1$ got ahead of me. He 255:430,14[E ]| took a fly that$6#1$ was there, and I heard him give the 255:430,15[E ]| order to$9$ drive here. I do not know who$6#1$ he was, but 255:430,16[E ]| I did not want to$9$ come with him; I wanted to$9$ see 255:430,17[E ]| you alone. So$3$ I have been waiting and walking about. 255:430,18[E ]| I have walked all over, and I was just coming to$4$ the 255:430,19[E ]| house when I saw you here. There was a keeper, or 255:430,20[E ]| some*one, who$6#1$ met me; but that$6#2$ was all right, because 255:430,21[E ]| I had made his acquaintance when I came here with 255:430,22[E ]| your cousin. Is that$6#2$ gentleman gone? Are you really 255:430,23[E ]| alone? I want to$9$ speak to$4$ you." 255:430,23[' ]| Goodwood spoke 255:430,24[' ]| very fast; 255:430,24@a | he was as excited as when they had parted 255:430,25@a | in$4$ Rome. 255:430,25[' ]| Isabel had hoped that$6#2$ condition would 255:430,26[' ]| subside; and she shrank into herself as she perceived 255:430,27[' ]| that$3$, 255:430,27@a | on$4$ the contrary, he had only let out sail. 255:430,27[' ]| She 255:430,28[' ]| had a new sensation; 255:430,28@a | he had never produced it 255:430,29@a | before; it was a feeling of danger. There was indeed 255:430,30@a | something really formidable in$4$ his resolution. 255:430,30[' ]| She 255:430,31[' ]| gazed straight before her; he, with a hand on$4$ each 255:430,32[' ]| knee, leaned forward, looking deeply into her face. 255:431,01[' ]| The twilight seemed to$9$ darken round them. 255:431,01[E ]| "I want 255:431,02[E ]| to$9$ speak to$4$ you," 255:431,02[' ]| he repeated; 255:431,02[E ]| "I have something 255:431,03[E ]| particular to$9$ say. I do not want to$9$ trouble you ~~ as 255:431,04[E ]| I did the other day in$4$ Rome. That$6#2$ was of no$2$ use; 255:431,05[E ]| it only distressed you. I could not help it; I knew 255:431,06[E ]| I was wrong. But I am not wrong now; please do not 255:431,07[E ]| think I am," 255:431,07[' ]| he went on$5$ with his hard, deep voice 255:431,08[' ]| melting a moment into entreaty. 255:431,08[E ]| "I came here to-day 255:431,09[E ]| for$4$ a purpose. It is very different. It was vain for$4$ me 255:431,10[E ]| to$9$ speak to$4$ you then; but now I can help you." 255:431,11[' ]| She could not have told you whether it was because 255:431,12[' ]| she was afraid, or because such a voice in$4$ the darkness 255:431,13[' ]| seemed of necessity a boon; but she listened 255:431,14[' ]| to$4$ him as she had never listened before; his words 255:431,15[' ]| dropped deep into her soul. They produced a sort 255:431,16[' ]| of stillness in$4$ all her being; and it was with an effort, 255:431,17[' ]| in$4$ a moment, that$3$ she answered him. 255:431,17[A ]| "How can you 255:431,18[A ]| help me?" 255:431,18[' ]| she asked in$4$ a low tone, as if she were 255:431,19[' ]| taking what he had said seriously enough to$9$ make 255:431,20[' ]| the enquiry in$4$ confidence. 255:431,21[E ]| "By$4$ inducing you to$9$ trust me. Now I know ~~ 255:431,22[E ]| to-day I know. Do you remember what I asked you 255:431,23[E ]| in$4$ Rome? Then I was quite in$4$ the dark. But to-day 255:431,24[E ]| I know on$4$ good authority; everything is clear to$4$ me 255:431,25[E ]| to-day. It was a good thing when you made me come 255:431,26[E ]| away with your cousin. He was a good man, a fine 255:431,27[E ]| man, one of the best; he told me how the case stands 255:431,28[E ]| for$4$ you. He explained everything; he guessed my 255:431,29[E ]| sentiments. He was a member of your family and 255:431,30[E ]| he left you ~~ so$5#1$ long as you should be in$4$ England ~~ 255:431,31[E ]| to$4$ my care," 255:431,31[' ]| said Goodwood as if he were making 255:431,32[' ]| a great point. 255:431,32[E ]| "Do you know what he said to$4$ me the 255:432,01[E ]| last time I saw him ~~ as he lay there where he died? 255:432,02[E ]| He said: 255:432,02@b | ""Do everything you can for$4$ her; do everything 255:432,03@b | she will$1$ let you.""" 255:432,04[' ]| Isabel suddenly got up$5$. 255:432,04[A ]| "You had no$2$ business to$9$ 255:432,05[A ]| talk about me!" 255:432,06[E ]| "Why not ~~ why not, when we talked in$4$ that$6#2$ 255:432,07[E ]| way?" 255:432,07[' ]| he demanded, following her fast. 255:432,07[E ]| "And he 255:432,08[E ]| was dying ~~ when a man is dying it is different." 255:432,09[' ]| She checked the movement she had made to$9$ leave 255:432,10[' ]| him; she was listening more than ever; 255:432,10@a | it was true 255:432,11@a | that$3$ he was not the same as that$6#2$ last time. That$6#2$ had 255:432,12@a | been aimless, fruitless passion, but at present he had 255:432,13@a | an idea, which$6#1$ she scented in$4$ all her being. 255:432,13[E ]| "But it 255:432,14[E ]| does not matter!" 255:432,14[' ]| he exclaimed, pressing her still 255:432,15[' ]| harder, though now without touching a hem of her 255:432,16[' ]| garment. 255:432,16[E ]| "If Touchett had never opened his mouth 255:432,17[E ]| I should have known all the same. I had only to$9$ look 255:432,18[E ]| at you at your cousin's funeral to$9$ see what is the 255:432,19[E ]| matter with you. You can not deceive me any more; 255:432,20[E ]| for$4$ God's sake be honest with a man who$6#1$ is so$5#1$ 255:432,21[E ]| honest with you. You are the most unhappy of women, 255:432,22[E ]| and your husband is the deadliest of fiends." 255:432,23[' ]| She turned on$4$ him as if he had struck her. 255:432,23[A ]| "Are 255:432,24[A ]| you mad?" 255:432,24[' ]| she cried. 255:432,25[E ]| "I have never been so$5#1$ sane; I see the whole thing. 255:432,26[E ]| Do not think it is necessary to$9$ defend him. But I will$1$ not 255:432,27[E ]| say another word against him; I will$1$ speak only of 255:432,28[E ]| you," 255:432,28[' ]| Goodwood added quickly. 255:432,28[E ]| "How can you 255:432,29[E ]| pretend you are not heart-broken? You do not know 255:432,30[E ]| what to$9$ do ~~ you do not know where to$9$ turn. It is 255:432,31[E ]| too late to$9$ play a part; did not you leave all that$6#2$ 255:432,32[E ]| behind you in$4$ Rome? Touchett knew all about it, 255:433,01[E ]| and I knew it too ~~ what it would cost you to$9$ come 255:433,02[E ]| here. It will$1$ have cost you your life? Say it will$1$" ~~ 255:433,03[' ]| and he flared almost into anger: 255:433,03[E ]| "give me one word 255:433,04[E ]| of truth! When I know such a horror as that$6#2$, how 255:433,05[E ]| can I keep myself from wishing to$9$ save you? What 255:433,06[E ]| would you think of me if I should stand still and see 255:433,07[E ]| you go back to$4$ your reward? 255:433,07@b | ""It is awful, what she will$1$ 255:433,08@b | have to$9$ pay for$4$ it!"" 255:433,08[E ]| ~~ that$6#2$ is what Touchett said to$4$ 255:433,09[E ]| me. I may tell you that$6#2$, may not I? He was such 255:433,10[E ]| a near relation!" 255:433,10[' ]| cried Goodwood, making his queer 255:433,11[' ]| grim point again. 255:433,11[E ]| "I would sooner have been shot than 255:433,12[E ]| let another man say those things to$4$ me; but he was 255:433,13[E ]| different; he seemed to$4$ me to$9$ have the right. It was 255:433,14[E ]| after he got home ~~ when he saw he was dying, and 255:433,15[E ]| when I saw it too. I understand all about it: you are 255:433,16[E ]| afraid to$9$ go back. You are perfectly alone; you do not 255:433,17[E ]| know where to$9$ turn. You can not turn anywhere; you 255:433,18[E ]| know that$6#2$ perfectly. Now it is therefore that$3$ I want 255:433,19[E ]| you to$9$ think of \me\." 255:433,20[A ]| "To$9$ think of ""you""?" 255:433,20[' ]| Isabel said, standing before 255:433,21[' ]| him in$4$ the dusk. The idea of which$6#1$ she had caught 255:433,22[' ]| a glimpse a few moments before now loomed large. 255:433,23[' ]| She threw back her head a little; she stared at it as 255:433,24[' ]| if it had been a comet in$4$ the sky. 255:433,25[E ]| "You do not know where to$9$ turn. Turn straight 255:433,26[E ]| to$4$ \me\. I want to$9$ persuade you to$9$ trust me," 255:433,26[' ]| Goodwood 255:433,27[' ]| repeated. And then he paused with his shining 255:433,28[' ]| eyes. 255:433,28[E ]| "Why should you go back ~~ why should you 255:433,29[E ]| go through that$6#2$ ghastly form?" 255:433,30[A ]| "To$9$ get away from \you\!" 255:433,30[' ]| she answered. But this 255:433,31[' ]| expressed only a little of what she felt. The rest was 255:433,32[' ]| that$3$ 255:433,32@a | she had never been loved before. She had believed 255:434,01@a | it, but this was different; this was the hot 255:434,02@a | wind of the desert, at the approach of which$6#1$ the 255:434,03@a | others dropped dead, like$4$ mere sweet airs of the 255:434,04@a | garden. It wrapped her about; it lifted her off her 255:434,05@a | feet, while the very taste of it, as of something potent, 255:434,06@a | acrid and strange, forced open her set teeth. 255:434,07[' ]| At first, in$4$ rejoinder to$4$ what she had said, it seemed 255:434,08[' ]| to$4$ her that$3$ 255:434,08@a | he would break out into greater violence. 255:434,09@a | But after an instant he was perfectly quiet; he wished 255:434,10@a | to$9$ prove he was sane, that$3$ he had reasoned it all out. 255:434,11[E ]| "I want to$9$ prevent that$6#2$, and I think I may, if you will$1$ 255:434,12[E ]| only for$4$ once listen to$4$ me. It is too monstrous of you 255:434,13[E ]| to$9$ think of sinking back into that$6#2$ misery, of going 255:434,14[E ]| to$9$ open your mouth to$4$ that$6#2$ poisoned air. It is you 255:434,15[E ]| that$6#1$ are out of your mind. Trust me as if I had the 255:434,16[E ]| care of you. Why should not we be happy ~~ when 255:434,17[E ]| it is here before us, when it is so$5#1$ easy? I am yours for*ever 255:434,18[E ]| ~~ for*ever and ever. Here I stand; I am as 255:434,19[E ]| firm as a rock. What have you to$9$ care about? You have 255:434,20[E ]| no$2$ children; that$6#2$ perhaps would be an obstacle. 255:434,21[E ]| As it is you have nothing to$9$ consider. You must save 255:434,22[E ]| what you can of your life; you must not lose it all 255:434,23[E ]| simply because you have lost a part. It would be an 255:434,24[E ]| insult to$4$ you to$9$ assume that$3$ you care for$4$ the look of 255:434,25[E ]| the thing, for$4$ what people will$1$ say, for$4$ the bottomless 255:434,26[E ]| idiocy of the world. We have nothing to$9$ do with all 255:434,27[E ]| that$6#2$; we are quite out of it; we look at things as they 255:434,28[E ]| are. You took the great step in$4$ coming away; the 255:434,29[E ]| next is nothing; it is the natural one. I swear, as I 255:434,30[E ]| stand here, that$3$ a woman deliberately made to$9$ suffer 255:434,31[E ]| is justified in$4$ anything in$4$ life ~~ in$4$ going down into 255:434,32[E ]| the streets if that$6#2$ will$1$ help her! I know how you 255:435,01[E ]| suffer, and that$6#2$ is why I am here. We can do absolutely 255:435,02[E ]| as we please; to$4$ whom under the sun do we 255:435,03[E ]| owe anything? What is it that$6#1$ holds us, what is it 255:435,04[E ]| that$6#1$ has the smallest right to$9$ interfere in$4$ such a question 255:435,05[E ]| as this? Such a question is between ourselves ~~ 255:435,06[E ]| and to$9$ say that$6#2$ is to$9$ settle it! Were we born to$9$ rot in$4$ 255:435,07[E ]| our misery ~~ were we born to$9$ be afraid? I never 255:435,08[E ]| knew \you\ afraid! If you will$1$ only trust me, how little 255:435,09[E ]| you will$1$ be disappointed! The world is all before us 255:435,10[E ]| ~~ and the world is very big. I know something about 255:435,11[E ]| that$6#2$." 255:435,12[' ]| Isabel gave a long murmur, like$4$ a creature in$4$ pain; 255:435,13@a | it was as if he were pressing something that$6#1$ hurt her. 255:435,14[A ]| "The world is very small," 255:435,14[' ]| she said at random; she 255:435,15[' ]| had an immense desire to$9$ appear to$9$ resist. She said 255:435,16[' ]| it at random, to$9$ hear herself say something; but it 255:435,17[' ]| was not what she meant. 255:435,16@a | The world, in$4$ truth, had 255:435,18@a | never seemed so$5#1$ large; it seemed to$9$ open out, all 255:435,19@a | round her, to$9$ take the form of a mighty sea, where 255:435,20@a | she floated in$4$ fathomless waters. She had wanted 255:435,21@a | help, and here was help; it had come in$4$ a rushing 255:435,22@a | torrent. 255:435,22[' ]| I know not whether she believed everything 255:435,23[' ]| he said; but she believed just then that$3$ 255:435,23@a | to$9$ let him 255:435,24@a | take her in$4$ his arms would be the next best thing to$4$ 255:435,25@a | her dying. 255:435,25[' ]| This belief, for$4$ a moment, was a kind of 255:435,26[' ]| rapture, in$4$ which$6#1$ she felt herself sink and sink. In$4$ the 255:435,27[' ]| movement she seemed to$9$ beat with her feet, in$4$ order 255:435,28[' ]| to$9$ catch herself, to$9$ feel something to$9$ rest on$5$. 255:435,29[E ]| "Ah, be mine as I am yours!" 255:435,29[' ]| she heard her companion 255:435,30[' ]| cry. 255:435,30@a | He had suddenly given up$5$ argument, 255:435,31@a | and his voice seemed to$9$ come, harsh and terrible 255:435,32@a | through a confusion of vaguer sounds. 255:436,01[' ]| This however, of course, was but a subjective fact, 255:436,02[' ]| as the metaphysicians say; the confusion, the noise 255:436,03[' ]| of waters, all the rest of it, were in$4$ her own swimming 255:436,04[' ]| head. In$4$ an instant she became aware of this. 255:436,04[A ]| "Do 255:436,05[A ]| me the greatest kindness of all," 255:436,05[' ]| she panted. 255:436,05[A ]| "I beseech 255:436,06[A ]| you to$9$ go away!" 255:436,07[E ]| "Ah, do not say that$6#2$. Do not kill me!" 255:436,07[' ]| he cried. 255:436,08[' ]| She clasped her hands; her eyes were streaming 255:436,09[' ]| with tears. 255:436,09[A ]| "As you love me, as you pity me, leave 255:436,10[A ]| me alone!" 255:436,11[' ]| He glared at her a moment through the dusk, and 255:436,12[' ]| the next instant she felt his arms about her and his 255:436,13[' ]| lips on$4$ her own lips. 255:436,13@a | His kiss was like$4$ white lightning, 255:436,14@a | a flash that$6#1$ spread, and spread again, and stayed; 255:436,15@a | and it was extraordinarily as if, while she took it, 255:436,16@a | she felt each thing in$4$ his hard manhood that$6#1$ had 255:436,17@a | least pleased her, each aggressive fact of his face, 255:436,18@a | his figure, his presence, justified of its intense identity 255:436,19@a | and made one with this act of possession. 255:436,19[' ]| So$5#2$ had 255:436,20[' ]| she heard of those wrecked and under water following 255:436,21[' ]| a train of images before they sink. But when darkness 255:436,22[' ]| returned she was free. She never looked about 255:436,23[' ]| her; she only darted from the spot. There were 255:436,24[' ]| lights in$4$ the windows of the house; they shone far 255:436,25[' ]| across the lawn. In$4$ an extraordinarily short time ~~ 255:436,26[' ]| for$4$ the distance was considerable ~~ she had moved 255:436,27[' ]| through the darkness (for$3$ she saw nothing) and 255:436,28[' ]| reached the door. Here only she paused. She looked 255:436,29[' ]| all about her; she listened a little; then she put her 255:436,30[' ]| hand on$4$ the latch. 255:436,30@a | She had not known where to$9$ 255:436,31@a | turn; but she knew now. There was a very straight 255:436,32@a | path. 255:437,01[' ]| Two days afterwards Caspar*Goodwood knocked 255:437,02[' ]| at the door of the house in$4$ Wimpole Street in$4$ which$6#1$ 255:437,03[' ]| Henrietta*Stackpole occupied furnished lodgings. 255:437,04[' ]| He had hardly removed his hand from the knocker 255:437,05[' ]| when the door was opened and Miss*Stackpole herself 255:437,06[' ]| stood before him. She had on$4$ her hat and jacket; 255:437,07[' ]| she was on$4$ the point of going out. 255:437,07[E ]| "Oh, good-morning," 255:437,08[' ]| he said, 255:437,08[E ]| "I was in$4$ hopes I should find Mrs%*Osmond." 255:437,09[E ]| 255:437,10[' ]| Henrietta kept him waiting a moment for$4$ her reply; 255:437,11[' ]| but there was a good deal of expression about Miss*Stackpole 255:437,12[' ]| even when she was silent. 255:437,12[I ]| "Pray what led 255:437,13[I ]| you to$9$ suppose she was here?" 255:437,14[E ]| "I went down to$4$ Gardencourt this morning, and 255:437,15[E ]| the servant told me she had come to$4$ London. He 255:437,16[E ]| believed she was to$9$ come to$4$ you." 255:437,17[' ]| Again Miss*Stackpole held him ~~ with an intention 255:437,18[' ]| of perfect kindness ~~ in$4$ suspense. 255:437,18[I ]| "She came 255:437,19[I ]| here yesterday, and spent the night. But this morning 255:437,20[I ]| she started for$4$ Rome." 255:437,21[' ]| Caspar*Goodwood was not looking at her; his 255:437,22[' ]| eyes were fastened on$4$ the doorstep. 255:437,22[E ]| "Oh, she 255:437,23[E ]| started ~~ ?" 255:437,23[' ]| he stammered. And without finishing 255:437,24[' ]| his phrase or looking up$5$ he stiffly averted himself. 255:437,25[' ]| But he could not otherwise move. 255:437,26[' ]| Henrietta had come out, closing the door behind 255:437,27[' ]| her, and now she put out her hand and grasped his 255:437,28[' ]| arm. 255:437,28[I ]| "Look here, Mr%*Goodwood," 255:437,28[' ]| she said; 255:437,28[I ]| "just 255:437,29[I ]| you wait!" 255:437,30[' ]| On$4$ which$6#1$ he looked up$5$ at her ~~ but only to$9$ guess, 255:437,31[' ]| from her face, with a revulsion, that$3$ she simply 255:437,32[' ]| meant he was young. She stood shining at him 255:438,01[' ]| with that$6#2$ cheap comfort, and it added, on$4$ the spot, 255:438,02[' ]| thirty years to$4$ his life. She walked him away with 255:438,03[' ]| her, however, as if she had given him now the key 255:438,04[' ]| to$4$ patience.