101:003,00[U ]| 101:003,01[' ]| About$4$ thirty years ago, $MP#F$Miss*Maria*Ward of Huntingdon, 101:003,02[' ]| with only seven thousand pounds, had the good luck 101:003,03[' ]| to$9$ captivate $MP#E$Sir*Thomas*Bertram, of Mansfield*Park, in$4$ 101:003,04[' ]| the county of Northampton, and to$9$ be thereby raised to$4$ 101:003,05[' ]| the rank$0$ of a baronet's lady, with all the comforts and 101:003,06[' ]| consequences of an handsome house and large income. 101:003,07[' ]| All Huntingdon exclaimed on$4$ the greatness of the match$0$, 101:003,08[' ]| and her uncle, the lawyer, himself, allowed her to$9$ be at 101:003,09[' ]| least three thousand pounds short of any equitable claim$0$ 101:003,10[' ]| to$4$ it. She had two sisters to$9$ be benefited by$4$ her elevation; 101:003,11[' ]| and such of their acquaintance as thought$1$ $MP#J$Miss*Ward 101:003,12[' ]| and $MP#P$Miss*Frances quite as handsome as $MP#F$Miss*Maria, 101:003,13[' ]| did not scruple$1$ to$9$ predict their marrying with almost 101:003,14[' ]| equal$2$ advantage. But there certainly are not so$5#1$ many 101:003,15[' ]| men of large fortune in$4$ the world, as there are pretty$2$ 101:003,16[' ]| women to$9$ deserve them. $MP#J$Miss*Ward, at the end$0$ of half 101:003,17[' ]| a dozen years, found herself obliged to$9$ be attached to$4$ 101:003,18[' ]| the $MP#ZY$Rev*Mr%*Norris, a friend of her brother-in-law, with 101:003,19[' ]| scarcely any private$2$ fortune, and $MP#P$Miss*Frances fared yet 101:003,20[' ]| worse. $MP#J$Miss*Ward's match$0$, indeed, when it came to$4$ the 101:003,21[' ]| point$0$, was not contemptible, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas being$1$ happily 101:003,22[' ]| able to$9$ give his friend an income in$4$ the living of Mansfield, 101:003,23[' ]| and $MP#ZY$Mr% and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris began their career of conjugal 101:003,24[' ]| felicity with very little less than a thousand a year. But 101:003,25[' ]| $MP#P$Miss*Frances married, in$4$ the common$2$ phrase, to$9$ disoblige 101:003,26[' ]| her family, and by$4$ fixing on$4$ a Lieutenant of Marines, 101:003,27[' ]| without education, fortune, or connections, did it very 101:003,28[' ]| thoroughly. She could hardly have made a more untoward 101:003,29[' ]| choice$0$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas*Bertram had interest$0$, which$6#1$, from 101:004,01[' ]| principle as well$5$ as pride, from a general$2$ wish$0$ of doing 101:004,02[' ]| right$0$, and a desire$0$ of seeing all that$6#1$ were connected with 101:004,03[' ]| him in$4$ situations of respectability, he would have been 101:004,04[' ]| glad to$9$ exert for$4$ the advantage of $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's sister; 101:004,05[' ]| but her husband's profession$0#2$ was such as no$2$ interest$0$ could 101:004,06[' ]| reach$1$; and before$3$ he had time to$9$ devise any other method 101:004,07[' ]| of assisting them, an absolute breach between the sisters 101:004,08[' ]| had taken place$0$. It was the natural$2$ result$0$ of the conduct$0$ 101:004,09[' ]| of each party, and such as a very imprudent marriage 101:004,10[' ]| almost always produces. To$9$ save$1$ herself from useless 101:004,11[' ]| remonstrance, $MP#P$Mrs%*Price never wrote to$4$ her family on$4$ 101:004,12[' ]| the subject$0$ till actually married. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, who$6#1$ 101:004,13[' ]| was a woman of very tranquil feelings, and a temper 101:004,14[' ]| remarkably easy and indolent, would have contented herself 101:004,15[' ]| with merely giving up$5$ her sister, and thinking no$2$ 101:004,16[' ]| more of the matter: but $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had a spirit of 101:004,17[' ]| activity, which$6#1$ could not be satisfied till she had written 101:004,18[' ]| a long and angry letter to$4$ $MP#P$Fanny, to$9$ point$1$ out$5$ the folly 101:004,19[' ]| of her conduct$0$, and threaten her with all its possible ill*consequences. 101:004,20[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price in$4$ her turn$0$ was injured and 101:004,21[' ]| angry; and an answer$0$ which$6#1$ comprehended each sister 101:004,22[' ]| in$4$ its bitterness, and bestowed such very disrespectful 101:004,23[' ]| reflections on$4$ the pride of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 101:004,24[' ]| could not possibly keep to$4$ herself, put an end$0$ to$4$ all intercourse 101:004,25[' ]| between them for$4$ a considerable period. 101:004,26[' ]| Their homes were so$5#1$ distant, and the circles in$4$ which$6#1$ 101:004,27[' ]| they moved so$5#1$ distinct, as almost to$9$ preclude the means$0$ 101:004,28[' ]| of ever hearing of each other's existence during the eleven 101:004,29[' ]| following years, or at least to$9$ make$1$ it very wonderful to$4$ 101:004,30[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, that$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris should ever have it in$4$ her 101:004,31[' ]| power to$9$ tell them, as she now and then did in$4$ an angry 101:004,32[' ]| voice, that$3$ $MP#P$Fanny had got another child. By$4$ the end$0$ of 101:004,33[' ]| eleven years, however, $MP#P$Mrs%*Price could no$2$ longer afford 101:004,34[' ]| to$9$ cherish pride or resentment, or to$9$ lose one connection 101:004,35[' ]| that$6#1$ might possibly assist her. A large and still$5$ increasing 101:004,36[' ]| family, an husband disabled for$4$ active service, but not 101:004,37[' ]| the less equal$2$ to$4$ company and good liquor, and a very 101:004,38[' ]| small income to$9$ supply$1$ their wants$0$, made her eager to$9$ 101:005,01[' ]| regain the friends she had so$5#1$ carelessly sacrificed; and 101:005,02[' ]| she addressed $MP#F$Lady*Bertram in$4$ a letter which$6#1$ spoke so$5#1$ 101:005,03[' ]| much contrition and despondence, such a superfluity of 101:005,04[' ]| children, and such a want$0$ of almost every*thing else, as 101:005,05[' ]| could not but dispose them all to$4$ a reconciliation. She 101:005,06[' ]| was preparing for$4$ her ninth lying-in, and after$4$ bewailing 101:005,07[' ]| the circumstance, and imploring their countenance as 101:005,08[' ]| sponsors to$4$ the expected child, she could not conceal how 101:005,09[' ]| important she felt they might be to$4$ the future maintenance 101:005,10[' ]| of the eight already in$4$ being$0$. 101:005,10@p | Her eldest was 101:005,11@p | a boy of ten years old, a fine spirited fellow who$6#1$ longed 101:005,12@p | to$9$ be out$5$ in$4$ the world; but what could she do? Was 101:005,13@p | there any chance$0$ of his being$1$ hereafter useful to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 101:005,14@p | in$4$ the concerns$0$ of his West*Indian property? 101:005,15@p | No$2$ situation would be beneath him ~~ or what did $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 101:005,16@p | think of Woolwich? or how could a boy be sent 101:005,17@p | out$5$ to$4$ the East? 101:005,18[' ]| The letter was not unproductive. It re-established 101:005,19[' ]| peace and kindness. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas sent friendly advice 101:005,20[' ]| and professions, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram dispatched money and 101:005,21[' ]| baby-linen, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris wrote the letters. 101:005,22[' ]| Such were its immediate effects, and within a twelve-month 101:005,23[' ]| a more important advantage to$4$ $MP#P$Mrs%*Price resulted 101:005,24[' ]| from it. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was often observing to$4$ the others, 101:005,25[' ]| that$3$ 101:005,25@j | she could not get her poor sister and her family out$5$ 101:005,26@j | of her head$0$, 101:005,26[' ]| and that$3$ 101:005,26@j | much as they had all done for$4$ her, 101:005,27@j | she seemed to$9$ be wanting to$9$ do more: and at length 101:005,28@j | she could not but own$1$ it to$9$ be her wish$0$, that$3$ poor 101:005,29@j | $MP#P$Mrs%*Price should be relieved from the charge$0$ and expense 101:005,30@j | of one child entirely out$5$ of her great number. 101:005,30[J ]| "What 101:005,31[J ]| if they were among them to$9$ undertake the care$0$ of her 101:005,32[J ]| eldest daughter, a girl now nine years old, of an age to$9$ 101:005,33[J ]| require more attention than her poor mother could possibly 101:005,34[J ]| give? The trouble$0$ and expense of it to$4$ them, 101:005,35[J ]| would be nothing compared with the benevolence of the 101:005,36[J ]| action." 101:005,36[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram agreed with her instantly. 101:005,36[F ]| "I 101:005,37[F ]| think we cannot do better," 101:005,37[' ]| said she, 101:005,37[F ]| "let us send for$4$ 101:005,38[F ]| the child." 101:006,01[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could not give so$5#1$ instantaneous and unqualified 101:006,02[' ]| a consent$0$. He debated and hesitated; ~~ 101:006,02@e | it was 101:006,03@e | a serious$2$ charge$0$; ~~ a girl so$5#1$ brought up$5$ must be adequately 101:006,04@e | provided for$5$, or there would be cruelty instead of kindness 101:006,05@e | in$4$ taking her from her family. 101:006,05@e | He thought$1$ of his own$2$ 101:006,06@e | four children ~~ of his two sons ~~ of cousins in$4$ love$0$, &c%; ~~ 101:006,07[' ]| but no$2$ sooner had he deliberately begun to$9$ state$1$ his 101:006,08[' ]| objections, than $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris interrupted him with a reply$0$ 101:006,09[' ]| to$4$ them all whether stated or not. 101:006,10[J ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, I perfectly comprehend you, 101:006,11[J ]| and do justice to$4$ the generosity and delicacy of your 101:006,12[J ]| notions, which$6#1$ indeed are quite of a piece with your 101:006,13[J ]| general$2$ conduct$0$; and I entirely agree with you in$4$ the 101:006,14[J ]| main$0$ as to$4$ the propriety of doing every*thing one could 101:006,15[J ]| by$4$ way of providing for$4$ a child one had in$4$ a manner 101:006,16[J ]| taken into one's own$2$ hands; and I am sure I should 101:006,17[J ]| be the last$2$ person in$4$ the world to$9$ withhold my mite upon$4$ 101:006,18[J ]| such an occasion$0$. Having no$2$ children of my own$2$, who$6#1$ 101:006,19[J ]| should I look$1$ to$4$ in$4$ any little matter I may$1$ ever have to$9$ 101:006,20[J ]| bestow, but the children of my sisters? ~~ and I am sure 101:006,21[J ]| $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris is too$5#1$ just$2$ ~~ but you know I am a woman of 101:006,22[J ]| few words and professions. Do not let us be frightened 101:006,23[J ]| from a good deed by$4$ a trifle$0$. Give a girl an education, 101:006,24[J ]| and introduce her properly into the world, and ten to$4$ 101:006,25[J ]| one but she has the means$0$ of settling well$5$, without farther 101:006,26[J ]| expense to$4$ any*body. A niece of our's, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, I may$1$ 101:006,27[J ]| say, or, at least of \your's\, would not grow up$5$ in$4$ this 101:006,28[J ]| neighbourhood without many advantages. I don't say 101:006,29[J ]| she would be so$5#1$ handsome as her cousins. I dare$1#2$ say 101:006,30[J ]| she would not; but she would be introduced into the 101:006,31[J ]| society of this country under such very favourable circumstances 101:006,32[J ]| as, in$4$ all human probability, would get her 101:006,33[J ]| a creditable establishment. You are thinking of your 101:006,34[J ]| sons ~~ but do not you know that$3$ of all things upon$4$ earth 101:006,35[J ]| \that$6#2$\ is the least likely to$9$ happen; brought up$5$, as they 101:006,36[J ]| would be, always together like$4$ brothers and sisters? It 101:006,37[J ]| is morally impossible. I never knew an instance$0$ of it. 101:006,38[J ]| It is, in$4$ fact, the only sure way of providing against the 101:007,01[J ]| connection. Suppose her a pretty$2$ girl, and seen by$4$ $MP#G$Tom 101:007,02[J ]| or $MP#B$Edmund for$4$ the first time seven years hence, and 101:007,03[J ]| I dare$1#2$ say there would be mischief. The very idea of 101:007,04[J ]| her having been suffered to$9$ grow up$5$ at a distance$0$ from 101:007,05[J ]| us all in$4$ poverty and neglect$0$, would be enough to$9$ make$1$ 101:007,06[J ]| either of the dear$2#1$ sweet-tempered boys in$4$ love$0$ with her. 101:007,07[J ]| But breed her up$5$ with them from this time, and suppose 101:007,08[J ]| her even$5$ to$9$ have the beauty of an angel, and she will$1$ 101:007,09[J ]| never be more to$4$ either than a sister." 101:007,10[E ]| "There is a great deal$0$ of truth in$4$ what you say," 101:007,11[' ]| replied $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 101:007,11[E ]| "and far be it from me to$9$ throw$1$ 101:007,12[E ]| any fanciful impediment in$4$ the way of a plan which$6#1$ 101:007,13[E ]| would be so$5#1$ consistent with the relative situations of 101:007,14[E ]| each. I only meant to$9$ observe, that$3$ it ought not to$9$ be 101:007,15[E ]| lightly engaged in$5$, and that$3$ to$9$ make$1$ it really serviceable 101:007,16[E ]| to$4$ $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, and creditable to$4$ ourselves, we must secure$1$ 101:007,17[E ]| to$4$ the child, or consider ourselves engaged to$9$ secure$1$ to$4$ 101:007,18[E ]| her hereafter, as circumstances may$1$ arise, the provision 101:007,19[E ]| of a gentlewoman, if no$2$ such establishment should offer$1$ 101:007,20[E ]| as you are so$5#1$ sanguine in$4$ expecting." 101:007,21[J ]| "I thoroughly understand you," 101:007,21[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris; 101:007,22[J ]| "you are every*thing that$6#1$ is generous and considerate, 101:007,23[J ]| and I am sure we shall never disagree on$4$ this point$0$. 101:007,24[J ]| Whatever I can do, as you well$5$ know, I am always ready 101:007,25[J ]| enough to$9$ do for$4$ the good of those I love$1$; and, though 101:007,26[J ]| I could never feel for$4$ this little girl the hundredth part$0$ 101:007,27[J ]| of the regard$0$ I bear$1$ your own$2$ dear$2#1$ children, nor consider 101:007,28[J ]| her, in$4$ any respect$0$, so$5#1$ much my own$2$, I should hate 101:007,29[J ]| myself if I were capable of neglecting her. Is not she 101:007,30[J ]| a sister's child? and could I bear$1$ to$9$ see her want$0$, while$3$ 101:007,31[J ]| I had a bit of bread to$9$ give her? My dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 101:007,32[J ]| with all my faults I have a warm$2$ heart: and, poor as 101:007,33[J ]| I am, would rather deny myself the necessaries of life, 101:007,34[J ]| than do an ungenerous thing. So$3$, if you are not against 101:007,35[J ]| it, I will$1$ write to$4$ my poor sister to-morrow, and make$1$ 101:007,36[J ]| the proposal; and, as soon as matters are settled, \I\ will$1$ 101:007,37[J ]| engage to$9$ get the child to$4$ Mansfield; \you\ shall have no$2$ 101:007,38[J ]| trouble$0$ about$4$ it. My own$2$ trouble$0$, you know, I never 101:008,01[J ]| regard$1$. I will$1$ send $MP#ZZL$Nanny to$4$ London on$4$ purpose, and 101:008,02[J ]| she may$1$ have a bed at her cousin, the sadler's, and the 101:008,03[J ]| child be appointed to$9$ meet$1$ her there. They may$1$ easily 101:008,04[J ]| get her from Portsmouth to$4$ town by$4$ the coach, under 101:008,05[J ]| the care$0$ of any creditable person that$6#1$ may$1$ chance$1$ to$9$ be 101:008,06[J ]| going. I dare$1#2$ say there is always some reputable tradesman's 101:008,07[J ]| wife or other going up$5$." 101:008,08[' ]| Except to$4$ the attack$0$ on$4$ $MP#ZZL$Nanny's cousin, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 101:008,09[' ]| no$2$ longer made any objection, and a more respectable 101:008,10[' ]| though less economical rendezvous being$1$ accordingly substituted, 101:008,11[' ]| every*thing was considered as settled, and the 101:008,12[' ]| pleasures of so$5#1$ benevolent a scheme$0$ were already enjoyed. 101:008,13[' ]| The division of gratifying sensations ought not, in$4$ strict 101:008,14[' ]| justice, to$9$ have been equal$2$; for$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was fully 101:008,15[' ]| resolved to$9$ be the real and consistent patron of the 101:008,16[' ]| selected child, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had not the least intention 101:008,17[' ]| of being$1$ at any expense whatever in$4$ her maintenance. 101:008,18[' ]| As far as walking, talking, and contriving reached, she 101:008,19[' ]| was thoroughly benevolent, and nobody knew better how 101:008,20[' ]| to$9$ dictate$1$ liberality to$4$ others: but her love$0$ of money 101:008,21[' ]| was equal$2$ to$4$ her love$0$ of directing, and she knew quite 101:008,22[' ]| as well$5$ how to$9$ save$1$ her own$2$ as to$9$ spend that$6#2$ of her 101:008,23[' ]| friends. Having married on$4$ a narrower income than 101:008,24[' ]| she had been used to$9$ look$1$ forward$5$ to$4$, she had, from 101:008,25[' ]| the first, fancied a very strict line of economy necessary; 101:008,26[' ]| and what was begun as a matter of prudence, 101:008,27[' ]| soon grew into a matter of choice$0$, as an object$0$ of 101:008,28[' ]| that$6#2$ needful solicitude, which$6#1$ there were no$2$ children 101:008,29[' ]| to$9$ supply$1$. Had there been a family to$9$ provide for$4$, 101:008,30[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris might never have saved her money; but 101:008,31[' ]| having no$2$ care$0$ of that$6#2$ kind$0$, there was nothing to$9$ impede 101:008,32[' ]| her frugality, or lessen the comfort$0$ of making a yearly 101:008,33[' ]| addition to$4$ an income which$6#1$ they had never lived up$5$ 101:008,34[' ]| to$4$. Under this infatuating principle, counteracted by$4$ no$2$ 101:008,35[' ]| real affection for$4$ her sister, it was impossible for$4$ her to$9$ 101:008,36[' ]| aim$1$ at more than the credit$0$ of projecting and arranging 101:008,37[' ]| so$5#1$ expensive a charity; though perhaps she might so$5#1$ 101:008,38[' ]| little know herself, as to$9$ walk$1$ home to$4$ the Parsonage 101:009,01[' ]| after$4$ this conversation, in$4$ the happy belief of being$1$ the 101:009,02[' ]| most liberal-minded sister and aunt in$4$ the world. 101:009,03[' ]| When the subject$0$ was brought forward$5$ again, her views 101:009,04[' ]| were more fully explained; and, in$4$ reply$0$ to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 101:009,05[' ]| calm$2$ inquiry of 101:009,05[F ]| "Where shall the child come to$4$ 101:009,06[F ]| first, sister, to$4$ you or to$4$ us?" 101:009,06[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas heard, with 101:009,07[' ]| some surprise$0$, that$3$ it would be totally out$5$ of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's 101:009,08[' ]| power to$9$ take any share$0$ in$4$ the personal charge$0$ of her. 101:009,09[' ]| He had been considering her as a particularly welcome$2$ 101:009,10[' ]| addition at the Parsonage, as a desirable companion to$4$ 101:009,11[' ]| an aunt who$6#1$ had no$2$ children of her own$2$; but he found 101:009,12[' ]| himself wholly mistaken. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was sorry to$9$ say, 101:009,13[' ]| that$3$ 101:009,13@j | the little girl's staying with them, at least as things 101:009,14@j | then were, was quite out$5$ of the question$0$. Poor $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris's 101:009,15@j | indifferent state$0$ of health made it an impossibility: he 101:009,16@j | could no$2$ more bear$1$ the noise of a child than he could 101:009,17@j | fly$1$; if indeed he should ever get well$5$ of his gouty complaints, 101:009,18@j | it would be a different matter: she should then 101:009,19@j | be glad to$9$ take her turn$0$, and think nothing of the inconvenience; 101:009,20@j | but just$5$ now, poor $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris took up$5$ every 101:009,21@j | moment of her time, and the very mention$0$ of such 101:009,22@j | a thing she was sure would distract him. 101:009,23[F ]| "Then she had better come to$4$ us," 101:009,23[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 101:009,24[' ]| with the utmost composure. After$4$ a short pause$0$, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 101:009,25[' ]| added with dignity, 101:009,25[E ]| "Yes, let her home be in$4$ 101:009,26[E ]| this house. We will$1$ endeavour$1$ to$9$ do our duty by$4$ her, 101:009,27[E ]| and she will$1$ at least have the advantage of companions 101:009,28[E ]| of her own$2$ age, and of a regular instructress." 101:009,29[J ]| "Very true," 101:009,29[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 101:009,29[J ]| "which$6#1$ are both very 101:009,30[J ]| important considerations: and it will$1$ be just$5$ the same 101:009,31[J ]| to$4$ $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee, whether she has three girls to$9$ teach, or only 101:009,32[J ]| two ~~ there can be no$2$ difference. I only wish$1$ I could be 101:009,33[J ]| more useful; but you see I do all in$4$ my power. I am 101:009,34[J ]| not one of those that$6#1$ spare$1$ their own$2$ trouble$0$; and 101:009,35[J ]| $MP#ZZL$Nanny shall fetch her, however it may$1$ put me to$4$ inconvenience 101:009,36[J ]| to$9$ have my chief counsellor away for$4$ three days. 101:009,37[J ]| I suppose, sister, you will$1$ put the child in$4$ the little white 101:009,38[J ]| attic, near$4$ the old nurseries. It will$1$ be much the best 101:010,01[J ]| place$0$ for$4$ her, so$5#1$ near$4$ $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee, and not far from the 101:010,02[J ]| girls, and close$5$ by$4$ the housemaids, who$6#1$ could either of 101:010,03[J ]| them help$1$ dress$1$ her you know, and take care$0$ of her 101:010,04[J ]| clothes, for$3$ I suppose you would not think it fair to$9$ 101:010,05[J ]| expect $MP#ZZL$Ellis to$9$ wait on$4$ her as well$5$ as the others. Indeed, 101:010,06[J ]| I do not see that$3$ you could possibly place$1$ her any*where 101:010,07[J ]| else." 101:010,08[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram made no$2$ opposition. 101:010,09[J ]| "I hope$1$ she will$1$ prove a well-disposed girl," 101:010,09[' ]| continued 101:010,10[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 101:010,10[J ]| "and be sensible$2#1$ of her uncommon good 101:010,11[J ]| fortune in$4$ having such friends." 101:010,12[E ]| "Should her disposition be really bad," 101:010,12[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 101:010,13[E ]| "we must not, for$4$ our own$2$ children's sake, continue her 101:010,14[E ]| in$4$ the family; but there is no$2$ reason$0$ to$9$ expect so$5#1$ great 101:010,15[E ]| an evil. We shall probably see much to$9$ wish$1$ altered in$4$ 101:010,16[E ]| her, and must prepare ourselves for$4$ gross ignorance, some 101:010,17[E ]| meanness of opinions, and very distressing vulgarity of 101:010,18[E ]| manner; but these are not incurable faults ~~ nor, I trust$1$, 101:010,19[E ]| can they be dangerous for$4$ her associates$0$. Had my 101:010,20[E ]| daughters been \younger\ than herself, I should have considered 101:010,21[E ]| the introduction of such a companion, as a matter 101:010,22[E ]| of very serious$2$ moment; but as it is, I hope$1$ there can 101:010,23[E ]| be nothing to$9$ fear$1$ for$4$ \them\, and every*thing to$9$ hope$1$ for$4$ 101:010,24[E ]| \her\, from the association." 101:010,25[J ]| "That$6#2$ is exactly what I think," 101:010,25[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 101:010,26[J ]| "and what I was saying to$4$ my husband this morning. 101:010,27[J ]| It will$1$ be an education for$4$ the child said I, only being$1$ 101:010,28[J ]| with her cousins; if $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee taught her nothing, she 101:010,29[J ]| would learn to$9$ be good and clever from \them\." 101:010,30[F ]| "I hope$1$ she will$1$ not tease my poor pug," 101:010,30[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 101:010,31[F ]| "I have but just$5$ got $MP#I$Julia to$9$ leave$1$ it alone." 101:010,32[E ]| "There will$1$ be some difficulty in$4$ our way, $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris," 101:010,33[' ]| observed $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 101:010,33[E ]| "as to$4$ the distinction proper to$9$ be 101:010,34[E ]| made between the girls as they grow up$5$; how to$9$ preserve 101:010,35[E ]| in$4$ the minds of my \daughters\ the consciousness of what 101:010,36[E ]| they are, without making them think too$5#1$ lowly of their 101:010,37[E ]| cousin; and how, without depressing her spirits too$5#1$ far, 101:010,38[E ]| to$9$ make$1$ her remember that$3$ she is not a \$MP#H$Miss*Bertram\. 101:011,01[E ]| I should wish$1$ to$9$ see them very good friends, and would, 101:011,02[E ]| on$4$ no$2$ account$0$, authorize in$4$ my girls the smallest degree 101:011,03[E ]| of arrogance towards their relation; but still$5$ they cannot 101:011,04[E ]| be equals. Their rank$0$, fortune, rights, and expectations, 101:011,05[E ]| will$1$ always be different. It is a point$0$ of great delicacy, 101:011,06[E ]| and you must assist us in$4$ our endeavours$0$ to$9$ choose exactly 101:011,07[E ]| the right$2#1$ line of conduct$0$." 101:011,08[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was quite at his service; and though she 101:011,09[' ]| perfectly agreed with him as to$4$ its being$1$ a most difficult 101:011,10[' ]| thing, encouraged him to$9$ hope$1$ that$3$ between them it 101:011,11[' ]| would be easily managed. 101:011,12[' ]| It will$1$ be readily believed that$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris did not 101:011,13[' ]| write to$4$ her sister in$4$ vain. $MP#P$Mrs%*Price seemed 101:011,13@p | rather 101:011,14@p | surprised that$3$ a girl should be fixed on$5$, when she had 101:011,15@p | so$5#1$ many fine boys, but accepted the offer$0$ most thankfully, 101:011,16@p | assuring them of her daughter's being$1$ a very well-disposed, 101:011,17@p | good-humoured girl, and trusting they would 101:011,18@p | never have cause to$9$ throw$1$ her off. 101:011,18[' ]| She spoke of her 101:011,19[' ]| farther as 101:011,19@p | somewhat delicate and puny, but was sanguine 101:011,20@p | in$4$ the hope$0$ of her being$1$ materially better for$4$ change$0$ of 101:011,21@p | air. 101:011,21[' ]| Poor woman! she probably thought$1$ change$0$ of air 101:011,22[' ]| might agree with many of her children. 102:012,01[' ]| The little girl performed her long journey in$4$ safety, 102:012,02[' ]| and at Northampton was met by$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ thus 102:012,03[' ]| regaled in$4$ the credit$0$ of being$1$ foremost to$9$ welcome$1$ her, 102:012,04[' ]| and in$4$ the importance of leading her in$5$ to$4$ the others, 102:012,05[' ]| and recommending her to$4$ their kindness. 102:012,06[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny*Price was at this time just$5$ ten years old, and 102:012,07[' ]| though there might not be much in$4$ her first appearance 102:012,08[' ]| to$9$ captivate, there was, at least, nothing to$9$ disgust$1$ her 102:012,09[' ]| relations. She was small of her age, with no$2$ glow of 102:012,10[' ]| complexion, nor any other striking beauty; exceedingly 102:012,11[' ]| timid and shy, and shrinking from notice$0$; but her air, 102:012,12[' ]| though awkward, was not vulgar, her voice was sweet, 102:012,13[' ]| and when she spoke, her countenance was pretty$2$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 102:012,14[' ]| and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram received her very kindly, and 102:012,15[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas seeing how much she needed encouragement, 102:012,16[' ]| tried to$9$ be all that$6#1$ was conciliating; but he had to$9$ work$1$ 102:012,17[' ]| against a most untoward gravity of deportment ~~ and 102:012,18[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, without taking half so$5#1$ much trouble$0$, or 102:012,19[' ]| speaking one word where he spoke ten, by$4$ the mere aid 102:012,20[' ]| of a good-humoured smile$0$, became immediately the less 102:012,21[' ]| awful character of the two. 102:012,22[' ]| The young people were all at home, and sustained their 102:012,23[' ]| share$0$ in$4$ the introduction very well$5$, with much good*humour, 102:012,24[' ]| and no$2$ embarrassment, at least on$4$ the part$0$ of 102:012,25[' ]| the sons, who$6#1$ at seventeen and sixteen, and tall of their 102:012,26[' ]| age, had all the grandeur of men in$4$ the eyes of their 102:012,27[' ]| little cousin. The two girls were more at a loss from 102:012,28[' ]| being$1$ younger and in$4$ greater awe of their father, who$6#1$ 102:012,29[' ]| addressed them on$4$ the occasion$0$ with rather an injudicious 102:012,30[' ]| particularity. But they were too$5#1$ much used to$4$ company 102:012,31[' ]| and praise$0$, to$9$ have any*thing like$4$ natural$2$ shyness, and 102:012,32[' ]| their confidence increasing from their cousin's total want$0$ 102:013,01[' ]| of it, they were soon able to$9$ take a full survey of her face$0$ 102:013,02[' ]| and her frock in$4$ easy indifference. 102:013,03[' ]| They were a remarkably fine family, the sons very 102:013,04[' ]| well-looking, the daughters decidedly handsome, and all 102:013,05[' ]| of them well-grown and forward$5$ of their age, which$6#1$ produced 102:013,06[' ]| as striking a difference between the cousins in$4$ 102:013,07[' ]| person, as education had given to$4$ their address$0$; and no*one 102:013,08[' ]| would have supposed the girls so$5#1$ nearly of an age 102:013,09[' ]| as they really were. There was in$4$ fact two years 102:013,10[' ]| between the youngest and $MP#A$Fanny. $MP#I$Julia*Bertram was 102:013,11[' ]| only twelve, and $MP#H$Maria but a year older. The little 102:013,12[' ]| visitor meanwhile was as unhappy as possible. Afraid 102:013,13[' ]| of every*body, ashamed of herself, and longing for$4$ the 102:013,14[' ]| home she had left, she knew not how to$9$ look$1$ up$5$, and 102:013,15[' ]| could scarcely speak to$9$ be heard, or without crying. 102:013,16[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had been talking to$4$ her the whole$2$ way from 102:013,17[' ]| Northampton of her wonderful good fortune, and the 102:013,18[' ]| extraordinary degree of gratitude and good behaviour 102:013,19[' ]| which$6#1$ it ought to$9$ produce, and her consciousness of 102:013,20[' ]| misery was therefore increased by$4$ the idea of its being$1$ 102:013,21[' ]| a wicked thing for$4$ her not to$9$ be happy. The fatigue$0$ 102:013,22[' ]| too$5#2$, of so$5#1$ long a journey, became soon no$2$ trifling evil. 102:013,23[' ]| In$4$ vain were the well-meant condescensions of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 102:013,24[' ]| and all the officious prognostications of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris that$3$ 102:013,25[' ]| she would be a good girl; in$4$ vain did $MP#F$Lady*Bertram smile$1$ 102:013,26[' ]| and make$1$ her sit on$4$ the sofa with herself and pug, and 102:013,27[' ]| vain was even$5$ the sight of a gooseberry tart towards 102:013,28[' ]| giving her comfort$0$; she could scarcely swallow two 102:013,29[' ]| mouthfuls before$3$ tears interrupted her, and sleep$0$ seeming 102:013,30[' ]| to$9$ be her likeliest friend, she was taken to$9$ finish$1$ her 102:013,31[' ]| sorrows in$4$ bed. 102:013,32[J ]| "This is not a very promising beginning," 102:013,32[' ]| said $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 102:013,33[' ]| when $MP#A$Fanny had left the room. ~~ 102:013,33[J ]| "After$4$ all that$6#1$ 102:013,34[J ]| I said to$4$ her as we came along$5$, I thought$1$ she would have 102:013,35[J ]| behaved better; I told her how much might depend upon$4$ 102:013,36[J ]| her acquitting herself well$5$ at first. I wish$1$ there may$1$ not 102:013,37[J ]| be a little sulkiness of temper ~~ her poor mother had 102:013,38[J ]| a good deal$0$; but we must make$1$ allowances for$4$ such 102:014,01[J ]| a child ~~ and I do not know that$3$ her being$1$ sorry to$9$ leave$1$ 102:014,02[J ]| her home is really against her, for$3$, with all its faults, it 102:014,03[J ]| \was\ her home, and she cannot as yet understand how much 102:014,04[J ]| she has changed for$4$ the better; but then there is moderation 102:014,05[J ]| in$4$ all things." 102:014,06[' ]| It required a longer time, however, than $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 102:014,07[' ]| was inclined to$9$ allow, to$9$ reconcile $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ the novelty 102:014,08[' ]| of Mansfield*Park, and the separation from every*body 102:014,09[' ]| she had been used to$4$. Her feelings were very acute, and 102:014,10[' ]| too$5#1$ little understood to$9$ be properly attended to$5$. Nobody 102:014,11[' ]| meant to$9$ be unkind, but nobody put themselves out$5$ of 102:014,12[' ]| their way to$9$ secure$1$ her comfort$0$. 102:014,13[' ]| The holiday allowed to$4$ the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams the next 102:014,14[' ]| day on$4$ purpose to$9$ afford leisure for$4$ getting acquainted 102:014,15[' ]| with, and entertaining their young cousin, produced little 102:014,16[' ]| union. They could not but hold$1$ her cheap on$4$ finding 102:014,17[' ]| that$3$ she had but two sashes, and had never learnt French; 102:014,18[' ]| and when they perceived her to$9$ be little struck with the 102:014,19[' ]| duet they were so$5#1$ good as to$9$ play$1$, they could do no$2$ more 102:014,20[' ]| than make$1$ her a generous present$0#2$ of some of their least 102:014,21[' ]| valued toys, and leave$1$ her to$4$ herself, while$3$ they adjourned 102:014,22[' ]| to$4$ whatever might be the favourite$2$ holiday sport$0$ of the 102:014,23[' ]| moment, making artificial flowers or wasting gold paper. 102:014,24[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, whether near$4$ or from her cousins, whether in$4$ 102:014,25[' ]| the school-room, the drawing-room, or the shrubbery, was 102:014,26[' ]| equally forlorn, finding something to$9$ fear$1$ in$4$ every person 102:014,27[' ]| and place$0$. She was disheartened by$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 102:014,28[' ]| silence$0$, awed by$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's grave$2$ looks$0$, and quite 102:014,29[' ]| overcome by$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's admonitions. Her elder cousins 102:014,30[' ]| mortified her by$4$ reflections on$4$ her size, and abashed her 102:014,31[' ]| by$4$ noticing her shyness; $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee wondered at her 102:014,32[' ]| ignorance, and the maid-servants sneered at her clothes; 102:014,33[' ]| and when to$4$ these sorrows was added the idea of the 102:014,34[' ]| brothers and sisters among whom$6#1$ she had always been 102:014,35[' ]| important as play-fellow, instructress, and nurse$0$, the 102:014,36[' ]| despondence that$6#1$ sunk her little heart was severe. 102:014,37[' ]| The grandeur of the house astonished, but could not 102:014,38[' ]| console her. The rooms were too$5#1$ large for$4$ her to$9$ move$1$ 102:015,01[' ]| in$4$ with ease$0$; whatever she touched she expected to$9$ 102:015,02[' ]| injure, and she crept about$5$ in$4$ constant terror of something 102:015,03[' ]| or other; often retreating towards her own$2$ chamber to$9$ 102:015,04[' ]| cry$1$; and the little girl who$6#1$ was spoken of in$4$ the drawing-room 102:015,05[' ]| when she left it at night, as seeming so$5#1$ desirably 102:015,06[' ]| sensible$2#1$ of her peculiar good fortune, ended every day's 102:015,07[' ]| sorrows by$4$ sobbing herself to$4$ sleep$0$. A week had passed 102:015,08[' ]| in$4$ this way, and no$2$ suspicion of it conveyed by$4$ her quiet$2$ 102:015,09[' ]| passive manner, when she was found one morning by$4$ her 102:015,10[' ]| cousin $MP#B$Edmund, the youngest of the sons, sitting crying 102:015,11[' ]| on$4$ the attic stairs. 102:015,12[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ little cousin," 102:015,12[' ]| said he with all the gentleness 102:015,13[' ]| of an excellent nature, 102:015,13[B ]| "what can be the matter?" 102:015,13[' ]| And 102:015,14[' ]| sitting down$5$ by$4$ her, was at great pains to$9$ overcome her 102:015,15[' ]| shame$0$ in$4$ being$1$ so$5#1$ surprised, and persuade her to$9$ speak 102:015,16[' ]| openly. 102:015,16[B ]| "Was she ill? or was any*body angry with 102:015,17[B ]| her? or had she quarrelled with $MP#H$Maria and $MP#I$Julia? or 102:015,18[B ]| was she puzzled about$4$ any*thing in$4$ her lesson that$6#1$ he 102:015,19[B ]| could explain? Did she, in$4$ short, want$1$ any*thing he 102:015,20[B ]| could possibly get her, or do for$4$ her?" 102:015,20[' ]| For$4$ a long while$0$ 102:015,21[' ]| no$2$ answer$0$ could be obtained beyond$4$ a 102:015,21[A ]| "no$7$, no$7$ ~~ not at 102:015,22[A ]| all ~~ no$7$, thank you;" 102:015,22[' ]| but he still$5$ persevered, and no$2$ 102:015,23[' ]| sooner had he begun to$9$ revert to$4$ her own$2$ home, than 102:015,24[' ]| her increased sobs explained to$4$ him where the grievance 102:015,25[' ]| lay$1#2$. He tried to$9$ console her. 102:015,26[B ]| "You are sorry to$9$ leave$1$ Mamma, my dear$2#1$ little $MP#A$Fanny," 102:015,27[' ]| said he, 102:015,27[B ]| "which$6#1$ shows$1$ you to$9$ be a very good girl; but 102:015,28[B ]| you must remember that$3$ you are with relations and 102:015,29[B ]| friends, who$6#1$ all love$1$ you, and wish$1$ to$9$ make$1$ you happy. 102:015,30[B ]| Let us walk$1$ out$5$ in$4$ the park, and you shall tell me all 102:015,31[B ]| about$4$ your brothers and sisters." 102:015,32[' ]| On$4$ pursuing the subject$0$, he found that$3$ dear$2#1$ as all 102:015,33[' ]| these brothers and sisters generally were, there was one 102:015,34[' ]| among them who$6#1$ ran more in$4$ her thoughts than the rest$0#1$. 102:015,35[' ]| It was $MP#Q$William whom$6#1$ she talked of most and wanted 102:015,36[' ]| most to$9$ see. $MP#Q$William, the eldest, a year older than herself, 102:015,37[' ]| her constant companion and friend; her advocate with 102:015,38[' ]| her mother (of whom$6#1$ he was the darling) in$4$ every distress$0$. 102:016,01[A ]| "$MP#Q$William did not like$1$ she should come away ~~ he had 102:016,02[A ]| told her he should miss her very much indeed." 102:016,02[B ]| "But 102:016,03[B ]| $MP#Q$William will$1$ write to$4$ you, I dare$1#2$ say." 102:016,03[A ]| "Yes, he had 102:016,04[A ]| promised he would, but he had told \her\ to$9$ write first." 102:016,05[B ]| "And when shall you do it?" 102:016,05[' ]| She hung her head$0$ and 102:016,06[' ]| answered, hesitatingly, 102:016,06[A ]| "she did not know; she had not 102:016,07[A ]| any paper." 102:016,08[B ]| "If that$6#2$ be all your difficulty, I will$1$ furnish you with 102:016,09[B ]| paper and every other material$0$, and you may$1$ write your 102:016,10[B ]| letter whenever you choose. Would it make$1$ you happy 102:016,11[B ]| to$9$ write to$4$ $MP#Q$William?" 102:016,12[A ]| "Yes, very." 102:016,13[B ]| "Then let it be done now. Come with me into the 102:016,14[B ]| breakfast*room, we shall find every*thing there, and be 102:016,15[B ]| sure of having the room to$4$ ourselves." 102:016,16[A ]| "But cousin ~~ will$1$ it go to$4$ the post?" 102:016,17[B ]| "Yes, depend upon$4$ me it shall; it shall go with the 102:016,18[B ]| other letters; and as your uncle will$1$ frank$1$ it, it will$1$ cost$1$ 102:016,19[B ]| $MP#Q$William nothing." 102:016,20[A ]| "My uncle!" 102:016,20[' ]| repeated $MP#A$Fanny with a frightened look$0$. 102:016,21[B ]| "Yes, when you have written the letter, I will$1$ take it 102:016,22[B ]| to$4$ my father to$9$ frank$1$." 102:016,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny thought$1$ it a bold measure$0$, but offered no$2$ farther 102:016,24[' ]| resistance; and they went together into the breakfast-room, 102:016,25[' ]| where $MP#B$Edmund prepared her paper, and ruled her 102:016,26[' ]| lines with all the good*will that$6#1$ her brother could himself 102:016,27[' ]| have felt, and probably with somewhat more exactness. 102:016,28[' ]| He continued with her the whole$2$ time of her writing, 102:016,29[' ]| to$9$ assist her with his penknife or his orthography, as 102:016,30[' ]| either were wanted; and added to$4$ these attentions, which$6#1$ 102:016,31[' ]| she felt very much, a kindness to$4$ her brother, which$6#1$ 102:016,32[' ]| delighted her beyond$4$ all the rest$0#1$. He wrote with his 102:016,33[' ]| own$2$ hand$0$ his love$0$ to$4$ his cousin $MP#Q$William, and sent him 102:016,34[' ]| half a guinea under the seal. $MP#A$Fanny's feelings on$4$ the 102:016,35[' ]| occasion$0$ were such as she believed herself incapable of 102:016,36[' ]| expressing; but her countenance and a few artless words 102:016,37[' ]| fully conveyed all their gratitude and delight$0$, and her 102:016,38[' ]| cousin began to$9$ find her an interesting object$0$. He talked 102:017,01[' ]| to$4$ her more, and from all that$6#1$ she said, was convinced 102:017,02[' ]| of her having an affectionate heart, and a strong desire$0$ 102:017,03[' ]| of doing right$0$; and he could perceive her to$9$ be farther 102:017,04[' ]| entitled to$4$ attention, by$4$ great sensibility of her situation, 102:017,05[' ]| and great timidity. He had never knowingly given her 102:017,06[' ]| pain$0$, but he now felt that$3$ she required more positive 102:017,07[' ]| kindness, and with that$6#2$ view$0$ endeavoured, in$4$ the first 102:017,08[' ]| place$0$, to$9$ lessen her fears of them all, and gave her 102:017,09[' ]| especially a great deal$0$ of good advice as to$4$ playing with 102:017,10[' ]| $MP#H$Maria and $MP#I$Julia, and being$1$ as merry as possible. 102:017,11[' ]| From this day $MP#A$Fanny grew more comfortable. She felt 102:017,12[' ]| that$3$ she had a friend, and the kindness of her cousin 102:017,13[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund gave her better spirits with every*body else. 102:017,14[' ]| The place$0$ became less strange, and the people less formidable; 102:017,15[' ]| and if there were some amongst them whom$6#1$ 102:017,16[' ]| she could not cease to$9$ fear$1$, she began at least to$9$ know 102:017,17[' ]| their ways, and to$9$ catch$1$ the best manner of conforming 102:017,18[' ]| to$4$ them. The little rusticities and awkwardnesses which$6#1$ 102:017,19[' ]| had at first made grievous inroads on$4$ the tranquillity of 102:017,20[' ]| all, and not least of herself, necessarily wore away, and 102:017,21[' ]| she was no$2$ longer materially afraid to$9$ appear before$4$ her 102:017,22[' ]| uncle, nor did her aunt $MP#J$Norris's voice make$1$ her start$1$ very 102:017,23[' ]| much. To$4$ her cousins she became occasionally an acceptable 102:017,24[' ]| companion. Though unworthy, from inferiority of 102:017,25[' ]| age and strength, to$9$ be their constant associate$0$, their 102:017,26[' ]| pleasures and schemes were sometimes of a nature to$9$ 102:017,27[' ]| make$1$ a third very useful, especially when that$6#2$ third was 102:017,28[' ]| of an obliging, yielding temper; and they could not but 102:017,29[' ]| own$1$, when their aunt inquired into her faults, or their 102:017,30[' ]| brother $MP#B$Edmund urged her claims to$4$ their kindness, that$3$ 102:017,31[Y ]| "$MP#A$Fanny was good-natured enough." 102:017,32[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was uniformly kind$2$ himself, and she had 102:017,33[' ]| nothing worse to$9$ endure on$4$ the part$0$ of $MP#G$Tom, than that$6#2$ 102:017,34[' ]| sort of merriment which$6#1$ a young man of seventeen will$1$ 102:017,35[' ]| always think fair with a child of ten. He was just$5$ entering 102:017,36[' ]| into life, full of spirits, and with all the liberal dispositions 102:017,37[' ]| of an eldest son, who$6#1$ feels born$1#1$ only for$4$ expense and 102:017,38[' ]| enjoyment. His kindness to$4$ his little cousin was consistent 102:018,01[' ]| with his situation and rights; he made her some 102:018,02[' ]| very pretty$2$ presents$0$, and laughed at her. 102:018,03[' ]| As her appearance and spirits improved, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 102:018,04[' ]| and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris thought$1$ with greater satisfaction of their 102:018,05[' ]| benevolent plan; and it was pretty$5$ soon decided between 102:018,06[' ]| them, that$3$ though far from clever, she showed a tractable 102:018,07[' ]| disposition, and seemed likely to$9$ give them little trouble$0$. 102:018,08[' ]| A mean$2$ opinion of her abilities was not confined to$4$ \them\. 102:018,09[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could read, work$1$, and write, but she had been 102:018,10[' ]| taught nothing more; and as her cousins found her 102:018,11[' ]| ignorant of many things with which$6#1$ they had been long 102:018,12[' ]| familiar, they thought$1$ her 102:018,12@y | prodigiously stupid, 102:018,12[' ]| and for$4$ 102:018,13[' ]| the first two or three weeks were continually bringing 102:018,14[' ]| some fresh report$0$ of it into the drawing-room. 102:018,14[Y ]| "Dear$2#1$ 102:018,15[Y ]| Mamma, only think, my cousin cannot put the map of 102:018,16[Y ]| Europe together ~~ or my cousin cannot tell the principal$2$ 102:018,17[Y ]| rivers of Russia ~~ or she never heard of Asia*Minor ~~ or 102:018,18[Y ]| she does not know the difference between water-colours 102:018,19[Y ]| and crayons! ~~ How strange! ~~ Did you ever hear any*thing 102:018,20[Y ]| so$5#1$ stupid?" 102:018,21[J ]| "My dear$2#1$," 102:018,21[' ]| their considerate aunt would reply$1$; 102:018,21[J ]| "it 102:018,22[J ]| is very bad, but you must not expect every*body to$9$ be 102:018,23[J ]| as forward$2$ and quick$2$ at learning as yourself." 102:018,24[H ]| "But, aunt, she is really so$5#1$ very ignorant! ~~ Do you 102:018,25[H ]| know, we asked her last$2$ night, which$6#1$ way she would go 102:018,26[H ]| to$9$ get to$4$ Ireland; and she said, she should cross$1$ to$4$ the 102:018,27[H ]| Isle*of*Wight. She thinks of nothing but the Isle*of*Wight, 102:018,28[H ]| and she calls$1$ it \the\ \Island\, as if there were no$2$ 102:018,29[H ]| other island in$4$ the world. I am sure I should have been 102:018,30[H ]| ashamed of myself, if I had not known better long before$3$ 102:018,31[H ]| I was so$5#1$ old as she is. I cannot remember the time when 102:018,32[H ]| I did not know a great deal$0$ that$6#1$ she has not the least 102:018,33[H ]| notion of yet. How long ago it is, aunt, since we used 102:018,34[H ]| to$9$ repeat the chronological order of the kings of England, 102:018,35[H ]| with the dates of their accession, and most of the principal$2$ 102:018,36[H ]| events of their reigns!" 102:018,37[I ]| "Yes," 102:018,37[' ]| added the other; 102:018,37[I ]| "and of the Roman emperors 102:018,38[I ]| as low as $MP#Z1$Severus; besides a great deal$0$ of the Heathen 102:019,01[I ]| Mythology, and all the Metals, Semi-Metals, Planets, and 102:019,02[I ]| distinguished philosophers." 102:019,03[J ]| "Very true, indeed, my dears, but you are blessed with 102:019,04[J ]| wonderful memories, and your poor cousin has probably 102:019,05[J ]| none at all. There is a vast deal$0$ of difference in$4$ memories, 102:019,06[J ]| as well$5$ as in$4$ every*thing else, and therefore you must 102:019,07[J ]| make$1$ allowance for$4$ your cousin, and pity$1$ her deficiency. 102:019,08[J ]| And remember that$3$, if you are ever so$5#1$ forward$2$ and clever 102:019,09[J ]| yourselves, you should always be modest; for$3$, much as 102:019,10[J ]| you know already, there is a great deal$0$ more for$4$ you to$9$ 102:019,11[J ]| learn." 102:019,12[H ]| "Yes, I know there is, till I am seventeen. But I must 102:019,13[H ]| tell you another thing of $MP#A$Fanny, so$5#1$ odd and so$5#1$ stupid. 102:019,14[H ]| Do you know, she says she does not want$1$ to$9$ learn either 102:019,15[H ]| music or drawing." 102:019,16[J ]| "To$9$ be sure, my dear$2#1$, that$6#2$ is very stupid indeed, and 102:019,17[J ]| shows$1$ a great want$0$ of genius and emulation. But all 102:019,18[J ]| things considered, I do not know whether it is not as 102:019,19[J ]| well$5$ that$3$ it should be so$5#2$, for$3$, though you know (owing 102:019,20[J ]| to$4$ me) your papa and mamma are so$5#1$ good as to$9$ bring 102:019,21[J ]| her up$5$ with you, it is not at all necessary that$3$ she should 102:019,22[J ]| be as accomplished as you are; ~~ on$4$ the contrary, it is 102:019,23[J ]| much more desirable that$3$ there should be a difference." 102:019,24[' ]| Such were the counsels by$4$ which$6#1$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris assisted 102:019,25[' ]| to$9$ form$1$ her nieces' minds; and it is not very wonderful 102:019,26[' ]| that$3$ with all their promising talents and early information, 102:019,27[' ]| they should be entirely deficient in$4$ the less common$2$ 102:019,28[' ]| acquirements of self-knowledge, generosity, and humility. 102:019,29[' ]| In$4$ every*thing but disposition, they were admirably 102:019,30[' ]| taught. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas did not know what was wanting, 102:019,31[' ]| because, though a truly anxious father, he was not outwardly 102:019,32[' ]| affectionate, and the reserve$0$ of his manner repressed 102:019,33[' ]| all the flow$0$ of their spirits before$4$ him. 102:019,34[' ]| To$4$ the education of her daughters, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram paid 102:019,35[' ]| not the smallest attention. She had not time for$4$ such 102:019,36[' ]| cares$0$. She was a woman who$6#1$ spent her days in$4$ sitting 102:019,37[' ]| nicely dressed on$4$ a sofa, doing some long piece of needlework, 102:019,38[' ]| of little use$0$ and no$2$ beauty, thinking more of her 102:020,01[' ]| pug than her children, but very indulgent to$4$ the latter, 102:020,02[' ]| when it did not put herself to$4$ inconvenience, guided in$4$ 102:020,03[' ]| every*thing important by$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, and in$4$ smaller 102:020,04[' ]| concerns$0$ by$4$ her sister. Had she possessed greater leisure 102:020,05[' ]| for$4$ the service of her girls, she would probably have 102:020,06[' ]| supposed it unnecessary, for$3$ 102:020,06@f | they were under the care$0$ of 102:020,07@f | a governess, with proper masters, and could want$1$ nothing 102:020,08@f | more. As for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's being$1$ stupid at learning, 102:020,08[F ]| "she 102:020,09[F ]| could only say it was very unlucky, but some people 102:020,10[F ]| \were\ stupid, and $MP#A$Fanny must take more pains; she did 102:020,11[F ]| not know what else was to$9$ be done; and except her 102:020,12[F ]| being$1$ so$5#1$ dull, she must add, she saw no$2$ harm$0$ in$4$ the poor 102:020,13[F ]| little thing ~~ and always found her very handy and quick$2$ 102:020,14[F ]| in$4$ carrying messages, and fetching what she wanted." 102:020,15[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, with all her faults of ignorance and timidity, 102:020,16[' ]| was fixed at Mansfield*Park, and learning to$9$ transfer$1$ in$4$ 102:020,17[' ]| its favour$0$ much of her attachment to$4$ her former home, 102:020,18[' ]| grew up$5$ there not unhappily among her cousins. There 102:020,19[' ]| was no$2$ positive ill-nature in$4$ $MP#H$Maria or $MP#I$Julia; and though 102:020,20[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was often mortified by$4$ their treatment of her, she 102:020,21[' ]| thought$1$ too$5#1$ lowly of her own$2$ claims to$9$ feel injured by$4$ it. 102:020,22[' ]| From about$4$ the time of her entering the family, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 102:020,23[' ]| in$4$ consequence of a little ill-health, and a great 102:020,24[' ]| deal$0$ of indolence, gave up$5$ the house in$4$ town, which$6#1$ she 102:020,25[' ]| had been used to$9$ occupy every spring$0$, and remained 102:020,26[' ]| wholly in$4$ the country, leaving $MP#E$Sir*Thomas to$9$ attend his 102:020,27[' ]| duty in$4$ Parliament, with whatever increase$0$ or diminution 102:020,28[' ]| of comfort$0$ might arise from her absence. In$4$ the 102:020,29[' ]| country, therefore, the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams continued to$9$ exercise$1$ 102:020,30[' ]| their memories, practise their duets, and grow tall 102:020,31[' ]| and womanly; and their father saw them becoming in$4$ 102:020,32[' ]| person, manner, and accomplishments, every*thing that$6#1$ 102:020,33[' ]| could satisfy his anxiety. 102:020,33@e | His eldest son was careless and 102:020,34@e | extravagant, and had already given him much uneasiness; 102:020,35@e | but his other children promised him nothing but good. 102:020,36@e | His daughters he felt, while$3$ they retained the name$0$ of 102:020,37@e | $MP#H1$Bertram, must be giving it new grace$0$, and in$4$ quitting it 102:020,38@e | he trusted would extend its respectable alliances; and 102:021,01@e | the character of $MP#B$Edmund, his strong good sense and 102:021,02@e | uprightness of mind$0$, bid most fairly for$4$ utility, honour$0$, 102:021,03@e | and happiness to$4$ himself and all his connections. 102:021,03[' ]| He 102:021,04[' ]| was to$9$ be a clergyman. 102:021,05[' ]| Amid the cares$0$ and the complacency which$6#1$ his own$2$ 102:021,06[' ]| children suggested, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas did not forget to$9$ do what 102:021,07[' ]| he could for$4$ the children of $MP#P$Mrs%*Price; he assisted her 102:021,08[' ]| liberally in$4$ the education and disposal of her sons as they 102:021,09[' ]| became old enough for$4$ a determinate pursuit: and $MP#A$Fanny, 102:021,10[' ]| though almost totally separated from her family, was 102:021,11[' ]| sensible$2#1$ of the truest satisfaction in$4$ hearing of any kindness 102:021,12[' ]| towards them, or of any*thing at all promising in$4$ 102:021,13[' ]| their situation or conduct$0$. Once, and once only in$4$ the 102:021,14[' ]| course$0$ of many years, had she the happiness of being$1$ 102:021,15[' ]| with $MP#Q$William. Of the rest$0#1$ she saw nothing; nobody 102:021,16[' ]| seemed to$9$ think of her ever going amongst them again, 102:021,17[' ]| even$5$ for$4$ a visit$0$, nobody at home seemed to$9$ want$1$ her; 102:021,18[' ]| but $MP#Q$William determining, soon after$4$ her removal, to$9$ be 102:021,19[' ]| a sailor, was invited to$9$ spend a week with his sister in$4$ 102:021,20[' ]| Northamptonshire, before$3$ he went to$4$ sea. Their eager 102:021,21[' ]| affection in$4$ meeting, their exquisite delight$0$ in$4$ being$1$ 102:021,22[' ]| together, their hours of happy mirth, and moments of 102:021,23[' ]| serious$2$ conference, may$1$ be imagined; as well$5$ as the 102:021,24[' ]| sanguine views and spirits of the boy even$5$ to$4$ the last$0$, 102:021,25[' ]| and the misery of the girl when he left her. Luckily 102:021,26[' ]| the visit$0$ happened in$4$ the Christmas holidays, when 102:021,27[' ]| she could directly look$1$ for$4$ comfort$0$ to$4$ her cousin 102:021,28[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund; and he told her such charming things of what 102:021,29[' ]| $MP#Q$William was to$9$ do, and be hereafter, in$4$ consequence of 102:021,30[' ]| his profession$0#2$, as made her gradually admit that$3$ the 102:021,31[' ]| separation might have some use$0$. $MP#B$Edmund's friendship 102:021,32[' ]| never failed her: his leaving Eton for$4$ Oxford made no$2$ 102:021,33[' ]| change$0$ in$4$ his kind$2$ dispositions, and only afforded more 102:021,34[' ]| frequent opportunities of proving them. Without any 102:021,35[' ]| display$0$ of doing more than the rest$0#1$, or any fear$0$ of doing 102:021,36[' ]| too$5#1$ much, he was always true to$4$ her interests$0$, and considerate 102:021,37[' ]| of her feelings, trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ her good qualities 102:021,38[' ]| understood, and to$9$ conquer the diffidence which$6#1$ prevented 102:022,01[' ]| their being$1$ more apparent; giving her advice, consolation, 102:022,02[' ]| and encouragement. 102:022,03[' ]| Kept back$5$ as she was by$4$ every*body else, his single 102:022,04[' ]| support$0$ could not bring her forward$5$, but his attentions 102:022,05[' ]| were otherwise of the highest importance in$4$ assisting the 102:022,06[' ]| improvement of her mind$0$, and extending its pleasures. 102:022,07[' ]| He knew her to$9$ be clever, to$9$ have a quick$2$ apprehension 102:022,08[' ]| as well$5$ as good sense, and a fondness for$4$ reading, which$6#1$, 102:022,09[' ]| properly directed, must be an education in$4$ itself. $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee 102:022,10[' ]| taught her French, and heard her read the daily 102:022,11[' ]| portion of History; but he recommended the books which$6#1$ 102:022,12[' ]| charmed her leisure hours, he encouraged her taste, and 102:022,13[' ]| corrected her judgment; he made reading useful by$4$ 102:022,14[' ]| talking to$4$ her of what she read, and heightened its attraction 102:022,15[' ]| by$4$ judicious praise$0$. In$4$ return$0$ for$4$ such services she 102:022,16[' ]| loved him better than any*body in$4$ the world except 102:022,17[' ]| $MP#Q$William; her heart was divided between the two. 103:023,01[' ]| The first event of any importance in$4$ the family was 103:023,02[' ]| the death of $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris, which$6#1$ happened when $MP#A$Fanny 103:023,03[' ]| was about$4$ fifteen, and necessarily introduced alterations 103:023,04[' ]| and novelties. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, on$4$ quitting the parsonage, 103:023,05[' ]| removed first to$4$ the park, and afterwards to$4$ a small house 103:023,06[' ]| of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's in$4$ the village, and consoled herself for$4$ 103:023,07[' ]| the loss of her husband by$4$ considering that$3$ she could do 103:023,08[' ]| very well$5$ without him, and for$4$ her reduction of income 103:023,09[' ]| by$4$ the evident necessity of stricter economy. 103:023,10[' ]| The living was hereafter for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, and had his uncle 103:023,11[' ]| died a few years sooner, it would have been duly given 103:023,12[' ]| to$4$ some friend to$9$ hold$1$ till he were old enough for$4$ orders$0#2$. 103:023,13[' ]| But $MP#G$Tom's extravagance had, previous to$4$ that$6#2$ event, 103:023,14[' ]| been so$5#1$ great, as to$9$ render a different disposal of the next 103:023,15[' ]| presentation necessary, and the younger brother must 103:023,16[' ]| help$1$ to$9$ pay$1$ for$4$ the pleasures of the elder. There was 103:023,17[' ]| another family-living actually held for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund; but 103:023,18[' ]| though this circumstance had made the arrangement 103:023,19[' ]| somewhat easier to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's conscience, 103:023,19@e | he could not 103:023,20@e | but feel it to$9$ be an act$0$ of injustice, 103:023,20[' ]| and he earnestly tried 103:023,21[' ]| to$9$ impress his eldest son with the same conviction, in$4$ the 103:023,22[' ]| hope$0$ of its producing a better effect$0$ than any*thing he 103:023,23[' ]| had yet been able to$9$ say or do. 103:023,24[E ]| "I blush$1$ for$4$ you, $MP#G$Tom," 103:023,24[' ]| said he, in$4$ his most dignified 103:023,25[' ]| manner; 103:023,25[E ]| "I blush$1$ for$4$ the expedient$0$ which$6#1$ I am driven 103:023,26[E ]| on$4$, and I trust$1$ I may$1$ pity$1$ your feelings as a brother on$4$ 103:023,27[E ]| the occasion$0$. You have robbed $MP#B$Edmund for$4$ ten, twenty, 103:023,28[E ]| thirty years, perhaps for$4$ life, of more than half the income 103:023,29[E ]| which$6#1$ ought to$9$ be his. It may$1$ hereafter be in$4$ my power, 103:023,30[E ]| or in$4$ your's (I hope$1$ it will$1$), to$9$ procure him better 103:023,30[E ]| preferment; 103:023,31[E ]| but it must not be forgotten, that$3$ no$2$ benefit of 103:023,32[E ]| that$6#2$ sort would have been beyond$4$ his natural$2$ claims on$4$ 103:024,01[E ]| us, and that$3$ nothing can, in$4$ fact, be an equivalent for$4$ 103:024,02[E ]| the certain advantage which$6#1$ he is now obliged to$9$ forego 103:024,03[E ]| through$4$ the urgency of your debts." 103:024,04[' ]| $MP#G$Tom listened with some shame$0$ and some sorrow; but 103:024,05[' ]| escaping as quickly as possible, could soon with cheerful 103:024,06[' ]| selfishness reflect, 103:024,06@g | 1st, that$3$ he had not been half so$5#1$ much 103:024,07@g | in$4$ debt as some of his friends; 2dly, that$3$ his father had 103:024,08@g | made a most tiresome piece of work$0$ of it; and 3dly, 103:024,09@g | that$3$ the future incumbent, whoever he might be, would, 103:024,10@g | in$4$ all probability, die$1$ very soon. 103:024,11[' ]| On$4$ $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris's death, the presentation became the 103:024,12[' ]| right$0$ of a $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, who$6#1$ came consequently to$9$ reside 103:024,13[' ]| at Mansfield, and on$4$ proving to$9$ be a hearty man of forty-five, 103:024,14[' ]| seemed likely to$9$ disappoint $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram's calculations. 103:024,15[' ]| But 103:024,15[G ]| "no$7$, he was a short-neck'd, apoplectic sort 103:024,16[G ]| of fellow, and, plied well$5$ with good things, would soon 103:024,17[G ]| pop off." 103:024,18[' ]| He had a wife about$4$ fifteen years his junior, but no$2$ 103:024,19[' ]| children, and they entered the neighbourhood with the 103:024,20[' ]| usual fair report$0$ of being$1$ very respectable, agreeable 103:024,21[' ]| people. 103:024,22[' ]| The time was now come when $MP#E$Sir*Thomas expected 103:024,23@e | his sister-in-law to$9$ claim$1$ her share$0$ in$4$ their niece, the 103:024,24@e | change$0$ in$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's situation, and the improvement 103:024,25@e | in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's age, seeming not merely to$9$ do away any 103:024,26@e | former objection to$4$ their living together, but even$5$ to$9$ 103:024,27@e | give it the most decided eligibility; and as his own$2$ 103:024,28@e | circumstances were rendered less fair than heretofore, 103:024,29@e | by$4$ some recent losses on$4$ his West*India*Estate, in$4$ addition 103:024,30@e | to$4$ his eldest son's extravagance, it became not undesirable 103:024,31@e | to$4$ himself to$9$ be relieved from the expense of her support$0$, 103:024,32@e | and the obligation of her future provision. 103:024,32[' ]| In$4$ the fulness 103:024,33[' ]| of his belief that$3$ such a thing must be, he mentioned its 103:024,34[' ]| probability to$4$ his wife; and the first time of the subject's 103:024,35[' ]| occurring to$4$ her again, happening to$9$ be when $MP#A$Fanny was 103:024,36[' ]| present$5$, she calmly observed to$4$ her, 103:024,36[F ]| "So$3$, $MP#A$Fanny, you are 103:024,37[F ]| going to$9$ leave$1$ us, and live with my sister. How shall 103:024,38[F ]| you like$1$ it?" 103:025,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was too$5#1$ much surprised to$9$ do more than repeat 103:025,02[' ]| her aunt's words, 103:025,02[A ]| "Going to$9$ leave$1$ you?" 103:025,03[F ]| "Yes, my dear$2#1$, why should you be astonished? You 103:025,04[F ]| have been five years with us, and my sister always meant 103:025,05[F ]| to$9$ take you when $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris died. But you must come 103:025,06[F ]| up$5$ and tack on$5$ my patterns all the same." 103:025,07[' ]| The news was as disagreeable to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny as it had been 103:025,08[' ]| unexpected. 103:025,08@a | She had never received kindness from her 103:025,09@a | aunt $MP#J$Norris, and could not love$1$ her. 103:025,10[A ]| "I shall be very sorry to$9$ go away," 103:025,10[' ]| said she, with 103:025,11[' ]| a faltering voice. 103:025,12[F ]| "Yes, I dare$1#2$ say you will$1$; \that's\ natural$2$ enough. 103:025,13[F ]| I suppose you have had as little to$9$ vex you, since you 103:025,14[F ]| came into this house, as any creature in$4$ the world." 103:025,15[A ]| "I hope$1$ I am not ungrateful, aunt," 103:025,15[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, 103:025,16[' ]| modestly. 103:025,17[F ]| "No$7$, my dear$2#1$; I hope$1$ not. I have always found you 103:025,18[F ]| a very good girl." 103:025,19[A ]| "And am I never to$9$ live here again?" 103:025,20[F ]| "Never, my dear$2#1$; but you are sure of a comfortable 103:025,21[F ]| home. It can make$1$ very little difference to$4$ you, whether 103:025,22[F ]| you are in$4$ one house or the other." 103:025,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny left the room with a very sorrowful heart; 103:025,23@a | she 103:025,24@a | could not feel the difference to$9$ be so$5#1$ small, she could not 103:025,25@a | think of living with her aunt with any*thing like$4$ satisfaction. 103:025,26[' ]| As soon as she met with $MP#B$Edmund, she told him 103:025,27[' ]| her distress$0$. 103:025,28[A ]| "Cousin," 103:025,28[' ]| said she, 103:025,28[A ]| "something is going to$9$ happen 103:025,29[A ]| which$6#1$ I do not like$1$ at all; and though you have often 103:025,30[A ]| persuaded me into being$1$ reconciled to$9$ things that$6#1$ I disliked 103:025,31[A ]| at first, you will$1$ not be able to$9$ do it now. I am 103:025,32[A ]| going to$9$ live entirely with my aunt $MP#J$Norris." 103:025,33[B ]| "Indeed!" 103:025,34[A ]| "Yes, my aunt $MP#F$Bertram has just$5$ told me so$5#2$. It is 103:025,35[A ]| quite settled. I am to$9$ leave$1$ Mansfield*Park, and go to$4$ the 103:025,36[A ]| White*house, I suppose, as soon as she is removed there." 103:025,37[B ]| "Well$7$, $MP#A$Fanny, and if the plan were not unpleasant to$4$ 103:025,38[B ]| you, I should call$1$ it an excellent one." 103:026,01[A ]| "Oh! Cousin!" 103:026,02[B ]| "It has every*thing else in$4$ its favour$0$. My aunt is acting 103:026,03[B ]| like$4$ a sensible$2#2$ woman in$4$ wishing for$4$ you. She is choosing 103:026,04[B ]| a friend and companion exactly where she ought, and 103:026,05[B ]| I am glad her love$0$ of money does not interfere. You 103:026,06[B ]| will$1$ be what you ought to$9$ be to$4$ her. I hope$1$ it does not 103:026,07[B ]| distress$1$ you very much, $MP#A$Fanny." 103:026,08[A ]| "Indeed it does. I cannot like$1$ it. I love$1$ this house 103:026,09[A ]| and every*thing in$4$ it. I shall love$1$ nothing there. You 103:026,10[A ]| know how uncomfortable I feel with her." 103:026,11[B ]| "I can say nothing for$4$ her manner to$4$ you as a child; 103:026,12[B ]| but it was the same with us all, or nearly so$5#2$. She never 103:026,13[B ]| knew how to$9$ be pleasant to$4$ children. But you are now 103:026,14[B ]| of an age to$9$ be treated better; I think she \is\ behaving 103:026,15[B ]| better already; and when you are her only companion, 103:026,16[B ]| you \must\ be important to$4$ her." 103:026,17[A ]| "I can never be important to$4$ any*one." 103:026,18[B ]| "What is to$9$ prevent you?" 103:026,19[A ]| "Every*thing ~~ my situation ~~ my foolishness and 103:026,20[A ]| awkwardness." 103:026,21[B ]| "As to$4$ your foolishness and awkwardness, my dear$2#1$ 103:026,22[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny, believe me, you never have a shadow of either, 103:026,23[B ]| but in$4$ using the words so$5#1$ improperly. There is no$2$ 103:026,24[B ]| reason$0$ in$4$ the world why you should not be important 103:026,25[B ]| where you are known. You have good sense, and a sweet 103:026,26[B ]| temper, and I am sure you have a grateful heart, that$6#1$ 103:026,27[B ]| could never receive kindness without wishing to$9$ return$1$ it. 103:026,28[B ]| I do not know any better qualifications for$4$ a friend and 103:026,29[B ]| companion." 103:026,30[A ]| "You are too$5#1$ kind$2$," 103:026,30[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, colouring at such 103:026,31[' ]| praise$0$; 103:026,31[A ]| "how shall I ever thank you as I ought, for$4$ 103:026,32[A ]| thinking so$5#1$ well$5$ of me? Oh! cousin, if I am to$9$ go 103:026,33[A ]| away, I shall remember your goodness, to$4$ the last$2$ moment 103:026,34[A ]| of my life." 103:026,35[B ]| "Why, indeed, $MP#A$Fanny, I should hope$1$ to$9$ be remembered 103:026,36[B ]| at such a distance$0$ as the White*house. You speak as if 103:026,37[B ]| you were going two hundred miles off, instead of only 103:026,38[B ]| across$4$ the park. But you will$1$ belong to$4$ us almost as 103:027,01[B ]| much as ever. The two families will$1$ be meeting every 103:027,02[B ]| day in$4$ the year. The only difference will$1$ be, that$3$ living 103:027,03[B ]| with your aunt, you will$1$ necessarily be brought forward$5$, 103:027,04[B ]| as you ought to$9$ be. \Here\, there are too$5#1$ many, whom$6#1$ 103:027,05[B ]| you can hide behind; but with \her\ you will$1$ be forced to$9$ 103:027,06[B ]| speak for$4$ yourself." 103:027,07[A ]| "Oh! do not say so$5#2$." 103:027,08[B ]| "I must say it, and say it with pleasure. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 103:027,09[B ]| is much better fitted than my mother for$4$ having the 103:027,10[B ]| charge$0$ of you now. She is of a temper to$9$ do a great 103:027,11[B ]| deal$0$ for$4$ any*body she really interests$1$ herself about$4$, 103:027,12[B ]| and she will$1$ force$1$ you to$9$ do justice to$4$ your natural$2$ 103:027,13[B ]| powers." 103:027,14[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny sighed, and said, 103:027,14[A ]| "I cannot see things as you 103:027,15[A ]| do; but I ought to$9$ believe you to$9$ be right$2#1$ rather than 103:027,16[A ]| myself, and I am very much obliged to$4$ you for$4$ trying$1$ to$9$ 103:027,17[A ]| reconcile me to$4$ what must be. If I could suppose my 103:027,18[A ]| aunt really to$9$ care$1$ for$4$ me, it would be delightful to$9$ feel 103:027,19[A ]| myself of consequence to$4$ any*body! ~~ \Here\, I know I am 103:027,20[A ]| of none, and yet I love$1$ the place$0$ so$5#1$ well$5$." 103:027,21[B ]| "The place$0$, $MP#A$Fanny, is what you will$1$ not quit, though 103:027,22[B ]| you quit the house. You will$1$ have as free a command$0$ 103:027,23[B ]| of the park and gardens as ever. Even$5$ \your\ constant 103:027,24[B ]| little heart need$1$ not take fright at such a nominal change$0$. 103:027,25[B ]| You will$1$ have the same walks$0$ to$9$ frequent, the same 103:027,26[B ]| library to$9$ choose from, the same people to$9$ look$1$ at, the 103:027,27[B ]| same horse to$9$ ride$1$." 103:027,28[A ]| "Very true. Yes, dear$2#1$ old grey poney. Ah! cousin, 103:027,29[A ]| when I remember how much I used to$9$ dread$1$ riding, what 103:027,30[A ]| terrors it gave me to$9$ hear it talked of as likely to$9$ do me 103:027,31[A ]| good; ~~ (Oh! how I have trembled at my uncle's opening 103:027,32[A ]| his lips if horses were talked of) and then think of the 103:027,33[A ]| kind$2$ pains you took to$9$ reason$1$ and persuade me out$5$ of 103:027,34[A ]| my fears, and convince me that$3$ I should like$1$ it after$4$ 103:027,35[A ]| a little while$0$, and feel how right$2#1$ you proved to$9$ be, I am 103:027,36[A ]| inclined to$9$ hope$1$ you may$1$ always prophesy as well$5$." 103:027,37[B ]| "And I am quite convinced that$3$ your being$1$ with 103:027,38[B ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, will$1$ be as good for$4$ your mind$0$, as riding has 103:028,01[B ]| been for$4$ your health ~~ and as much for$4$ your ultimate 103:028,02[B ]| happiness, too$5#2$." 103:028,03[' ]| So$5#2$ ended their discourse, which$6#1$, for$4$ any very appropriate 103:028,04[' ]| service it could render $MP#A$Fanny, might as well$5$ have 103:028,05[' ]| been spared, for$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had not the smallest intention 103:028,06[' ]| of taking her. It had never occurred to$4$ her, on$4$ the 103:028,07[' ]| present$2$ occasion$0$, but as a thing to$9$ be carefully avoided. 103:028,08[' ]| To$9$ prevent its being$1$ expected, she had fixed on$4$ the 103:028,09[' ]| smallest habitation which$6#1$ could rank$1$ as genteel among 103:028,10[' ]| the buildings of Mansfield parish; the White*house being$1$ 103:028,11[' ]| only just$5$ large enough to$9$ receive herself and her servants, 103:028,12[' ]| and allow a spare*room for$4$ a friend, of which$6#1$ she made 103:028,13[' ]| a very particular point$0$; ~~ the spare-rooms at the parsonage 103:028,14[' ]| had never been wanted, but the absolute necessity 103:028,15[' ]| of a spare-room for$4$ a friend was now never forgotten. 103:028,16[' ]| Not all her precautions, however, could save$1$ her from 103:028,17[' ]| being$1$ suspected of something better; or, perhaps, her 103:028,18[' ]| very display$0$ of the importance of a spare-room, might 103:028,19[' ]| have misled $MP#E$Sir*Thomas to$9$ suppose it really intended for$4$ 103:028,20[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram soon brought the matter to$4$ a 103:028,21[' ]| certainty, by$4$ carelessly observing to$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, ~~ 103:028,22[F ]| "I think, sister, we need$1$ not keep $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee any longer, 103:028,23[F ]| when $MP#A$Fanny goes to$9$ live with you?" 103:028,24[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris almost started. 103:028,24[J ]| "Live with me, dear$2#1$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 103:028,25[J ]| what do you mean$1$?" 103:028,26[F ]| "Is not she to$9$ live with you? ~~ I thought$1$ you had 103:028,27[F ]| settled it with $MP#E$Sir*Thomas?" 103:028,28[J ]| "Me! never. I never spoke a syllable about$4$ it to$4$ 103:028,29[J ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, nor he to$4$ me. $MP#A$Fanny live with me! the 103:028,30[J ]| last$2$ thing in$4$ the world for$4$ me to$9$ think of, or for$4$ any*body 103:028,31[J ]| to$9$ wish$1$ that$6#1$ really knows us both. Good heaven! what 103:028,32[J ]| could I do with $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ Me! a poor helpless, forlorn 103:028,33[J ]| widow, unfit for$4$ any*thing, my spirits quite broke down$5$, 103:028,34[J ]| what could I do with a girl at her time of life, a girl of 103:028,35[J ]| fifteen! the very age of all others to$9$ need$1$ most attention 103:028,36[J ]| and care$0$, and put the cheerfullest spirits to$4$ the test. 103:028,37[J ]| Sure $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could not seriously expect such a thing! 103:028,38[J ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas is too$5#1$ much my friend. Nobody that$6#1$ wishes$1$ 103:029,01[J ]| me well$5$, I am sure, would propose it. How came $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 103:029,02[J ]| to$9$ speak to$4$ you about$4$ it?" 103:029,03[F ]| "Indeed, I do not know. I suppose he thought$1$ it 103:029,04[F ]| best." 103:029,05[J ]| "But what did he say? ~~ He could not say he \wished\ 103:029,06[J ]| me to$9$ take $MP#A$Fanny. I am sure in$4$ his heart he could not 103:029,07[J ]| wish$1$ me to$9$ do it." 103:029,08[F ]| "No$7$, he only said he thought$1$ it very likely ~~ and 103:029,09[F ]| I thought$1$ so$5#2$ too$5#2$. We both thought$1$ it would be a comfort$0$ 103:029,10[F ]| to$4$ you. But if you do not like$1$ it, there is no$2$ more to$9$ be 103:029,11[F ]| said. She is no$2$ incumbrance here." 103:029,12[J ]| "Dear$2#1$ sister! If you consider my unhappy state$0$, 103:029,13[J ]| how can she be any comfort$0$ to$4$ me? Here am I a poor 103:029,14[J ]| desolate widow, deprived of the best of husbands, my 103:029,15[J ]| health gone in$4$ attending and nursing him, my spirits 103:029,16[J ]| still$5$ worse, all my peace in$4$ this world destroyed, with 103:029,17[J ]| barely enough to$9$ support$1$ me in$4$ the rank$0$ of a gentlewoman, 103:029,18[J ]| and enable me to$9$ live so$3$ as not to$9$ disgrace$1$ the 103:029,19[J ]| memory of the dear$2#1$ departed ~~ what possible comfort$0$ 103:029,20[J ]| could I have in$4$ taking such a charge$0$ upon$4$ me as $MP#A$Fanny! 103:029,21[J ]| If I could wish$1$ it for$4$ my own$2$ sake, I would not do so$5#1$ 103:029,22[J ]| unjust a thing by$4$ the poor girl. She is in$4$ good hands, 103:029,23[J ]| and sure of doing well$5$. I must struggle$1$ through$4$ my 103:029,24[J ]| sorrows and difficulties as I can." 103:029,25[F ]| "Then you will$1$ not mind$1$ living by$4$ yourself quite 103:029,26[F ]| alone?" 103:029,27[J ]| "Dear$2#1$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram! what am I fit$2$ for$4$ but solitude? 103:029,28[J ]| Now and then I shall hope$1$ to$9$ have a friend in$4$ my little 103:029,29[J ]| cottage (I shall always have a bed for$4$ a friend); but the 103:029,30[J ]| most part$0$ of my future days will$1$ be spent in$4$ utter$2$ seclusion. 103:029,31[J ]| If I can but make$1$ both ends$0$ meet$1$, that's all 103:029,32[J ]| I ask for$4$." 103:029,33[F ]| "I hope$1$, sister, things are not so$5#1$ very bad with you 103:029,34[F ]| neither ~~ considering. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas says you will$1$ have 103:029,35[F ]| six hundred a year." 103:029,36[J ]| "$MP#F$Lady*Bertram, I do not complain. I know I cannot 103:029,37[J ]| live as I have done, but I must retrench where I can, and 103:029,38[J ]| learn to$9$ be a better manager. I \have\ \been\ a liberal 103:030,01[J ]| housekeeper enough, but I shall not be ashamed to$9$ 103:030,02[J ]| practice$1$ economy now. My situation is as much altered 103:030,03[J ]| as my income. A great many things were due$2$ from 103:030,04[J ]| poor $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris as clergyman of the parish, that$6#1$ cannot 103:030,05[J ]| be expected from me. It is unknown how much was 103:030,06[J ]| consumed in$4$ our kitchen by$4$ odd comers and goers. At 103:030,07[J ]| the White*house, matters must be better looked after$5$. 103:030,08[J ]| I \must\ live within my income, or I shall be miserable; 103:030,09[J ]| and I own$1$ it would give me great satisfaction to$9$ be able 103:030,10[J ]| to$9$ do rather more ~~ to$9$ lay$1#1$ by$5$ a little at the end$0$ of the 103:030,11[J ]| year." 103:030,12[F ]| "I dare$1#2$ say you will$1$. You always do, don't you?" 103:030,13[J ]| "My object$0$, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, is to$9$ be of use$0$ to$4$ those 103:030,14[J ]| that$6#1$ come after$4$ me. It is for$4$ your children's good that$3$ 103:030,15[J ]| I wish$1$ to$9$ be richer. I have nobody else to$9$ care$1$ for$4$, but 103:030,16[J ]| I should be very glad to$9$ think I could leave$1$ a little trifle$0$ 103:030,17[J ]| among them, worth their having." 103:030,18[F ]| "You are very good, but do not trouble$1$ yourself about$4$ 103:030,19[F ]| them. They are sure of being$1$ well$5$ provided for$5$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 103:030,20[F ]| will$1$ take care$0$ of that$6#2$." 103:030,21[J ]| "Why, you know $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's means$0$ will$1$ be rather 103:030,22[J ]| straitened, if the Antigua estate is to$9$ make$1$ such poor 103:030,23[J ]| returns$0$." 103:030,24[F ]| "Oh! \that$6#2$\ will$1$ soon be settled. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas has been 103:030,25[F ]| writing about$4$ it, I know." 103:030,26[J ]| "Well$7$, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram," 103:030,26[' ]| said $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, moving to$9$ 103:030,27[' ]| go, 103:030,27[J ]| "I can only say that$3$ my sole desire$0$ is to$9$ be of use$0$ to$4$ 103:030,28[J ]| your family ~~ and so$3$ if $MP#E$Sir*Thomas should ever speak 103:030,29[J ]| again about$4$ my taking $MP#A$Fanny, you will$1$ be able to$9$ say, 103:030,30[J ]| that$3$ my health and spirits put it quite out$5$ of the question$0$ ~~ 103:030,31[J ]| besides that$6#2$, I really should not have a bed to$9$ give 103:030,32[J ]| her, for$3$ I must keep a spare*room for$4$ a friend." 103:030,33[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram repeated enough of this conversation 103:030,34[' ]| to$4$ her husband, to$9$ convince him how much he had 103:030,35[' ]| mistaken his sister-in-law's views; and she was from 103:030,36[' ]| that$6#2$ moment perfectly safe from all expectation, or the 103:030,37[' ]| slightest allusion to$4$ it from him. 103:030,37@e | He could not but 103:030,38@e | wonder$1$ at her refusing to$9$ do any*thing for$4$ a niece, whom$6#1$ 103:031,01@e | she had been so$5#1$ forward$2$ to$9$ adopt; 103:031,01[' ]| but as she took early 103:031,02[' ]| care$0$ to$9$ make$1$ him, as well$5$ as $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, understand 103:031,03[' ]| that$3$ whatever she possessed was designed for$4$ their family, 103:031,04[' ]| he soon grew reconciled to$4$ a distinction, which$6#1$ 103:031,04@e | at the 103:031,05@e | same time that$3$ it was advantageous and complimentary 103:031,06@e | to$4$ them, would enable him better to$9$ provide for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny 103:031,07@e | himself. 103:031,08[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny soon learnt how unnecessary had been her fears 103:031,09[' ]| of a removal; and her spontaneous, untaught felicity on$4$ 103:031,10[' ]| the discovery, conveyed some consolation to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund 103:031,11[' ]| for$4$ his disappointment in$4$ what he had expected to$9$ be so$5#1$ 103:031,12[' ]| essentially serviceable to$4$ her. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris took possession 103:031,13[' ]| of the White*house, the $MP#M1$Grants arrived at the parsonage, 103:031,14[' ]| and these events over, every*thing at Mansfield went 103:031,15[' ]| on$5$ for$4$ some time as usual. 103:031,16[' ]| The $MP#M1$Grants showing a disposition to$9$ be friendly and 103:031,17[' ]| sociable, gave great satisfaction in$4$ the main$0$ among their 103:031,18[' ]| new acquaintance. They had their faults, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 103:031,19[' ]| soon found them out$5$. The $MP#M$Dr% was very fond of 103:031,20[' ]| eating, and would have a good dinner every day; and 103:031,21[' ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, instead of contriving to$9$ gratify him at little 103:031,22[' ]| expense, gave her cook as high wages as they did at 103:031,23[' ]| Mansfield*Park, and was scarcely ever seen in$4$ her offices. 103:031,24[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris could not speak with any temper of such 103:031,25[' ]| grievances, nor of the quantity of butter and eggs that$6#1$ 103:031,26[' ]| were regularly consumed in$4$ the house. 103:031,26[J ]| "Nobody loved 103:031,27[J ]| plenty and hospitality more than herself ~~ nobody more 103:031,28[J ]| hated pitiful doings ~~ the parsonage she believed had 103:031,29[J ]| never been wanting in$4$ comforts of any sort, had never 103:031,30[J ]| borne a bad character in$4$ \her\ \time\, but this was a way of 103:031,31[J ]| going on$5$ that$6#1$ she could not understand. A fine lady in$4$ 103:031,32[J ]| a country parsonage was quite out$5$ of place$0$. \Her\ store-room 103:031,33[J ]| she thought$1$ might have been good enough for$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 103:031,34[J ]| to$9$ go into. Enquire where she would, she could 103:031,35[J ]| not find out$5$ that$3$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant had ever had more than 103:031,36[J ]| five thousand pounds." 103:031,37[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram listened without much interest$0$ to$4$ this 103:031,38[' ]| sort of invective. She could not enter into the wrongs 103:032,01[' ]| of an economist, but she felt all the injuries of beauty 103:032,02[' ]| in$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's being$1$ so$5#1$ well$5$ settled in$4$ life without being$1$ 103:032,03[' ]| handsome, and expressed her astonishment on$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$ 103:032,04[' ]| almost as often, though not so$5#1$ diffusely, as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 103:032,05[' ]| discussed the other. 103:032,06[' ]| These opinions had been hardly canvassed a year, 103:032,07[' ]| before$3$ another event arose of such importance in$4$ the 103:032,08[' ]| family, as might fairly claim$1$ some place$0$ in$4$ the thoughts 103:032,09[' ]| and conversation of the ladies. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas found it 103:032,10[' ]| expedient$2$ to$9$ go to$4$ Antigua himself, for$4$ the better arrangement 103:032,11[' ]| of his affairs, and he took his eldest son with him 103:032,12[' ]| in$4$ the hope$0$ of detaching him from some bad connections 103:032,13[' ]| at home. They left England with the probability of 103:032,14[' ]| being$1$ nearly a twelvemonth absent. 103:032,15[' ]| The necessity of the measure$0$ in$4$ a pecuniary light$0$, and 103:032,16[' ]| the hope$0$ of its utility to$4$ his son, reconciled $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 103:032,17[' ]| to$4$ the effort of quitting the rest$0#1$ of his family, and of 103:032,18[' ]| leaving his daughters to$4$ the direction of others at their 103:032,19[' ]| present$2$ most interesting time of life. He could not 103:032,20[' ]| think $MP#F$Lady*Bertram quite equal$2$ to$9$ supply$1$ his place$0$ with 103:032,21[' ]| them, or rather to$9$ perform what should have been her 103:032,22[' ]| own$2$; but in$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's watchful attention, and in$4$ 103:032,23[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's judgment, he had sufficient confidence to$9$ make$1$ 103:032,24[' ]| him go without fears for$4$ their conduct$0$. 103:032,25[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram did not at all like$1$ to$9$ have her husband 103:032,26[' ]| leave$1$ her; but she was not disturbed by$4$ any alarm$0$ for$4$ 103:032,27[' ]| his safety, or solicitude for$4$ his comfort$0$, being$1$ one of 103:032,28[' ]| those persons who$6#1$ think nothing can be dangerous or 103:032,29[' ]| difficult, or fatiguing to$4$ any*body but themselves. 103:032,30[' ]| The $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams were much to$9$ be pitied on$4$ the 103:032,31[' ]| occasion$0$; not for$4$ their sorrow, but for$4$ their want$0$ of it. 103:032,32[' ]| Their father was no$2$ object$0$ of love$0$ to$4$ them, he had never 103:032,33[' ]| seemed the friend of their pleasures, and his absence 103:032,34[' ]| was unhappily most welcome$2$. They were relieved by$4$ it 103:032,35[' ]| from all restraint; and without aiming at one gratification 103:032,36[' ]| that$6#1$ would probably have been forbidden by$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 103:032,37[' ]| they felt themselves immediately at their own$2$ disposal, 103:032,38[' ]| and to$9$ have every indulgence within their reach$0$. $MP#A$Fanny's 103:033,01[' ]| relief, and her consciousness of it, were quite equal$2$ to$4$ 103:033,02[' ]| her cousins', but a more tender$2$ nature suggested that$3$ her 103:033,03[' ]| feelings were ungrateful, and she really grieved because 103:033,04[' ]| she could not grieve. 103:033,04[A ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas, who$6#1$ had done so$5#1$ 103:033,05[A ]| much for$4$ her and her brothers, and who$6#1$ was gone perhaps 103:033,06[A ]| never to$9$ return$1$! that$3$ she should see him go without 103:033,07[A ]| a tear$0$! ~~ it was a shameful insensibility." 103:033,07[' ]| He had said 103:033,08[' ]| to$4$ her moreover, on$4$ the very last$2$ morning, that$3$ 103:033,08@e | he hoped 103:033,09@e | she might see $MP#Q$William again in$4$ the course$0$ of the ensuing 103:033,10@e | winter, and had charged her to$9$ write and invite him to$4$ 103:033,11@e | Mansfield as soon as the squadron to$4$ which$6#1$ he belonged 103:033,12@e | should be known to$9$ be in$4$ England. 103:033,12[A ]| "This was so$5#1$ 103:033,13[A ]| thoughtful and kind$2$!" 103:033,13@a | ~~ and would he only have smiled 103:033,14@a | upon$4$ her and called her "my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny," while$3$ he said 103:033,15@a | it, every former frown$0$ or cold$2$ address$0$ might have been 103:033,16@a | forgotten. 103:033,16[' ]| But he had ended his speech in$4$ a way to$9$ sink 103:033,17[' ]| her in$4$ sad mortification, by$4$ adding, 103:033,17[E ]| "If $MP#Q$William does 103:033,18[E ]| come to$4$ Mansfield, I hope$1$ you may$1$ be able to$9$ convince 103:033,19[E ]| him that$3$ the many years which$6#1$ have passed since you 103:033,20[E ]| parted, have not been spent on$4$ your side$0$ entirely without 103:033,21[E ]| improvement ~~ though I fear$1$ he must find his sister at 103:033,22[E ]| sixteen in$4$ some respects too$5#1$ much like$4$ his sister at ten." 103:033,23[' ]| She cried bitterly over this reflection when her uncle was 103:033,24[' ]| gone; and her cousins, on$4$ seeing her with red eyes, set$1$ 103:033,25[' ]| her down$5$ as a hypocrite. 104:034,01[' ]| $MP#G$Tom*Bertram had of late spent so$5#1$ little of his time 104:034,02[' ]| at home, that$3$ he could be only nominally missed; and 104:034,03[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was soon 104:034,03@f | astonished to$9$ find how very well$5$ 104:034,04@f | they did even$5$ without his father, how well$5$ $MP#B$Edmund could 104:034,05@f | supply$1$ his place$0$ in$4$ carving, talking to$4$ the steward, 104:034,06@f | writing to$4$ the attorney, settling with the servants, 104:034,06[' ]| and 104:034,07[' ]| equally saving her from all possible fatigue$0$ or exertion 104:034,08[' ]| in$4$ every particular, but that$6#2$ of directing her letters. 104:034,09[' ]| The earliest intelligence of the travellers' safe arrival 104:034,10[' ]| in$4$ Antigua after$4$ a favourable voyage, was received; 104:034,11[' ]| though not before$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had been indulging in$4$ very 104:034,12[' ]| dreadful fears, and trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ $MP#B$Edmund participate 104:034,13[' ]| them whenever she could get him alone; and as she 104:034,14[' ]| depended on$4$ being$1$ the first person made acquainted with 104:034,15[' ]| any fatal catastrophe, she had already arranged the 104:034,16[' ]| manner of breaking it to$4$ all the others, when $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 104:034,17[' ]| assurances of their both being$1$ alive and well$5$, made it 104:034,18[' ]| necessary to$9$ lay$1#1$ by$4$ her agitation and affectionate preparatory 104:034,19[' ]| speeches for$4$ a while$0$. 104:034,20[' ]| The winter came and passed without their being$1$ called 104:034,21[' ]| for$5$; the accounts continued perfectly good; ~~ and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 104:034,22[' ]| in$4$ promoting gaieties for$4$ her nieces, assisting their 104:034,23[' ]| toilettes, displaying their accomplishments, and looking 104:034,24[' ]| about$5$ for$4$ their future husbands, had so$5#1$ much to$9$ do as, 104:034,25[' ]| in$4$ addition to$4$ all her own$2$ household cares$0$, some interference 104:034,26[' ]| in$4$ those of her sister, and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's wasteful 104:034,27[' ]| doings to$9$ overlook, left her very little occasion$0$ to$9$ be 104:034,28[' ]| occupied even$5$ in$4$ fears for$4$ the absent. 104:034,29[' ]| The $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams were now fully established among 104:034,30[' ]| the belles of the neighbourhood; and as they joined to$4$ 104:034,31[' ]| beauty and brilliant acquirements, a manner naturally 104:034,32[' ]| easy, and carefully formed to$4$ general$2$ civility and obligingness, 104:034,33[' ]| they possessed its favour$0$ as well$5$ as its admiration. 104:035,01[' ]| Their vanity was in$4$ such good order, that$3$ they seemed 104:035,02[' ]| to$9$ be quite free from it, and gave themselves no$2$ airs; 104:035,03[' ]| while$3$ the praises attending such behaviour, secured, and 104:035,04[' ]| brought round$5$ by$4$ their aunt, served to$9$ strengthen them 104:035,05[' ]| in$4$ believing they had no$2$ faults. 104:035,06[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram did not go into public$0$ with her daughters. 104:035,07[' ]| She was too$5#1$ indolent even$5$ to$9$ accept a mother's gratification 104:035,08[' ]| in$4$ witnessing their success and enjoyment at the 104:035,09[' ]| expense of any personal trouble$0$, and the charge$0$ was made 104:035,10[' ]| over to$4$ her sister, who$6#1$ desired nothing better than a post 104:035,11[' ]| of such honourable representation, and very thoroughly 104:035,12[' ]| relished the means$0$ it afforded her of mixing in$4$ society 104:035,13[' ]| without having horses to$9$ hire$1$. 104:035,14[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had no$2$ share$0$ in$4$ the festivities of the season; 104:035,15[' ]| but she enjoyed being$1$ avowedly useful as her aunt's 104:035,16[' ]| companion, when they called away the rest$0#1$ of the family; 104:035,17[' ]| and as $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee had left Mansfield, she naturally became 104:035,18[' ]| every*thing to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram during the night of a ball$0#2$ 104:035,19[' ]| or a party. She talked to$4$ her, listened to$4$ her, read to$4$ 104:035,20[' ]| her; and the tranquillity of such evenings, her perfect$2$ 104:035,21[' ]| security in$4$ such a \te^te-a`-te^te\ from any sound$0$ of unkindness, 104:035,22[' ]| was unspeakably welcome$2$ to$4$ a mind$0$ which$6#1$ had seldom 104:035,23[' ]| known a pause$0$ in$4$ its alarms or embarrassments. 104:035,23@a | As to$4$ 104:035,24@a | her cousins' gaieties, she loved to$9$ hear an account$0$ of them, 104:035,25@a | especially of the balls, and whom$6#1$ $MP#B$Edmund had danced 104:035,26@a | with; but thought$1$ too$5#1$ lowly of her own$2$ situation to$9$ 104:035,27@a | imagine she should ever be admitted to$4$ the same, and 104:035,28@a | listened therefore without an idea of any nearer concern$0$ 104:035,29@a | in$4$ them. Upon$4$ the whole$0$, it was a comfortable winter 104:035,30@a | to$4$ her; for$3$ though it brought no$2$ $MP#Q$William to$4$ England, 104:035,31@a | the never failing hope$0$ of his arrival was worth much. 104:035,32[' ]| The ensuing spring$0$ deprived her of her valued friend 104:035,33[' ]| the old grey poney, and for$4$ some time she was in$4$ danger 104:035,34[' ]| of feeling the loss in$4$ her health as well$5$ as in$4$ her affections, 104:035,35[' ]| for$3$ in$4$ spite$8$ of the acknowledged importance of her riding 104:035,36[' ]| on$4$ horseback, no$2$ measures were taken for$4$ mounting her 104:035,37[' ]| again, 104:035,37[Y ]| "because," 104:035,37[' ]| as it was observed by$4$ her aunts, 104:035,37[Y ]| "she 104:035,38[Y ]| might ride$1$ one of her cousins' horses at any time when 104:036,01[Y ]| they did not want$1$ them;" 104:036,01[' ]| and as the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams 104:036,02[' ]| regularly wanted their horses every fine day, and had 104:036,03[' ]| no$2$ idea of carrying their obliging manners to$4$ the sacrifice$0$ 104:036,04[' ]| of any real pleasure, that$6#2$ time of course$8$ never came. 104:036,05[' ]| They took their cheerful rides$0$ in$4$ the fine mornings of 104:036,06[' ]| April and May$0$; and $MP#A$Fanny either sat at home the whole$2$ 104:036,07[' ]| day with one aunt, or walked beyond$4$ her strength at the 104:036,08[' ]| instigation of the other; $MP#F$Lady*Bertram holding exercise$0$ 104:036,09[' ]| to$9$ be as unnecessary for$4$ every*body as it was unpleasant 104:036,10[' ]| to$4$ herself; and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ was walking all day, 104:036,11[' ]| thinking every*body ought to$9$ walk$1$ as much. $MP#B$Edmund 104:036,12[' ]| was absent at this time, or the evil would have been 104:036,13[' ]| earlier remedied. When he returned to$9$ understand how 104:036,14[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was situated, and perceive its ill effects, there 104:036,15[' ]| seemed with him but one thing to$9$ be done, and that$3$ 104:036,16[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny must have a horse," 104:036,16[' ]| was the resolute declaration 104:036,17[' ]| with which$6#1$ he opposed whatever could be urged by$4$ the 104:036,18[' ]| supineness of his mother, or the economy of his aunt, to$9$ 104:036,19[' ]| make$1$ it appear unimportant. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 104:036,19@j | could not help$1$ 104:036,20@j | thinking that$3$ some steady old thing might be found 104:036,21@j | among the numbers belonging to$4$ the Park, that$6#1$ would do 104:036,22@j | vastly well$5$, or that$3$ one might be borrowed of the steward, 104:036,23@j | or that$3$ perhaps $MP#M$Dr%*Grant might now and then lend 104:036,24@j | them the poney he sent to$4$ the post. She could not but 104:036,25@j | consider it as absolutely unnecessary, and even$5$ improper, 104:036,26@j | that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny should have a regular lady's horse of her own$2$ 104:036,27@j | in$4$ the style of her cousins. She was sure $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 104:036,28@j | had never intended it; and she must say, that$3$ to$9$ be 104:036,29@j | making such a purchase$0$ in$4$ his absence, and adding to$4$ 104:036,30@j | the great expenses of his stable at a time when a large 104:036,31@j | part$0$ of his income was unsettled, seemed to$4$ her very 104:036,32@j | unjustifiable. 104:036,32[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny must have a horse," 104:036,32[' ]| was $MP#B$Edmund's 104:036,33[' ]| only reply$0$. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris could not see it in$4$ the same light$0$. 104:036,34[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram did; 104:036,34@f | she entirely agreed with her son as 104:036,35@f | to$4$ the necessity of it, and as to$4$ its being$1$ considered 104:036,36@f | necessary by$4$ his father; ~~ she only pleaded against there 104:036,37@f | being$1$ any hurry$0$, she only wanted him to$9$ wait till $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 104:036,38@f | return$0$, and then $MP#E$Sir*Thomas might settle it all 104:037,01@f | himself. He would be at home in$4$ September, and where 104:037,02@f | would be the harm$0$ of only waiting till September? 104:037,03[' ]| Though $MP#B$Edmund was much more displeased with his 104:037,04[' ]| aunt than with his mother, as evincing least regard$0$ for$4$ 104:037,05[' ]| her niece, he could not help$1$ paying more attention to$4$ 104:037,06[' ]| what she said, and at length determined on$4$ a method 104:037,07[' ]| of proceeding which$6#1$ would obviate the risk$0$ of his father's 104:037,08[' ]| thinking he had done too$5#1$ much, and at the same time 104:037,09[' ]| procure for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny the immediate means$0$ of exercise$0$, 104:037,10[' ]| which$6#1$ he could not bear$1$ she should be without. He had 104:037,11[' ]| three horses of his own$2$, but not one that$6#1$ would carry 104:037,12[' ]| a woman. Two of them were hunters; the third, 104:037,13[' ]| a useful road-horse: this third he resolved to$9$ exchange$1$ 104:037,14[' ]| for$4$ one that$6#1$ his cousin might ride$1$; he knew where such 104:037,15[' ]| a one was to$9$ be met with, and having once made up$5$ his 104:037,16[' ]| mind$0$, the whole$2$ business was soon completed. The new 104:037,17[' ]| mare proved a treasure; with a very little trouble$0$, she 104:037,18[' ]| became exactly calculated for$4$ the purpose, and $MP#A$Fanny 104:037,19[' ]| was then put in$4$ almost full possession of her. She had 104:037,20[' ]| not supposed before$5$, that$3$ any*thing could ever suit$1$ her 104:037,21[' ]| like$4$ the old grey poney; but 104:037,21@a | her delight$0$ in$4$ $MP#B$Edmund's 104:037,22@a | mare was far beyond$4$ any former pleasure of the sort; 104:037,23@a | and the addition it was ever receiving in$4$ the consideration 104:037,24@a | of that$6#2$ kindness from which$6#1$ her pleasure sprung, 104:037,25@a | was beyond$4$ all her words to$9$ express$1$. She regarded her 104:037,26@a | cousin as an example of every*thing good and great, as 104:037,27@a | possessing worth, which$6#1$ no*one but herself could ever 104:037,28@a | appreciate, and as entitled to$4$ such gratitude from her, 104:037,29@a | as no$2$ feelings could be strong enough to$9$ pay$1$. 104:037,29[' ]| Her 104:037,30[' ]| sentiments towards him were compounded of all that$6#1$ 104:037,31[' ]| was respectful, grateful, confiding, and tender$2$. 104:037,32[' ]| As the horse continued in$4$ name$0$ as well$5$ as fact, the 104:037,33[' ]| property of $MP#B$Edmund, $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris could tolerate its being$1$ 104:037,34[' ]| for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's use$0$; and had $MP#F$Lady*Bertram ever thought$1$ 104:037,35[' ]| about$4$ her own$2$ objection again, he might have been 104:037,36[' ]| excused in$4$ her eyes, for$4$ not waiting till $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 104:037,37[' ]| return$0$ in$4$ September, for$3$ when September came, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 104:037,38[' ]| was still$5$ abroad, and without any near$2$ prospect 104:038,01[' ]| of finishing his business. Unfavourable circumstances 104:038,02[' ]| had suddenly arisen at a moment when he was beginning 104:038,03[' ]| to$9$ turn$1$ all his thoughts towards England, and the very 104:038,04[' ]| great uncertainty in$4$ which$6#1$ every*thing was then involved, 104:038,05[' ]| determined him on$4$ sending home his son, and waiting 104:038,06[' ]| the final arrangement by$4$ himself. $MP#G$Tom arrived safely, 104:038,07[' ]| bringing an excellent account$0$ of his father's health; but 104:038,08[' ]| to$4$ very little purpose, as far as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was concerned. 104:038,09[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's sending away his son, seemed to$4$ her 104:038,09@j | so$5#1$ like$4$ 104:038,10@j | a parent's care$0$, under the influence$0$ of a foreboding of 104:038,11@j | evil to$4$ himself, that$3$ she could not help$1$ feeling dreadful 104:038,12@j | presentiments; and as the long evenings of autumn 104:038,13@j | came on$5$, was so$5#1$ terribly haunted by$4$ these ideas, in$4$ 104:038,14@j | the sad solitariness of her cottage, as to$9$ be obliged to$9$ 104:038,15@j | take daily refuge in$4$ the dining*room of the park. 104:038,15[' ]| The 104:038,16[' ]| return$0$ of winter engagements, however, was not without 104:038,17[' ]| its effect$0$; and in$4$ the course$0$ of their progress, her mind$0$ 104:038,18[' ]| became so$5#1$ pleasantly occupied in$4$ superintending the 104:038,19[' ]| fortunes of her eldest niece, as tolerably to$9$ quiet$1$ her 104:038,20[' ]| nerves. 104:038,20@j | "If poor $MP#E$Sir*Thomas were fated never to$9$ return$1$, 104:038,21@j | it would be peculiarly consoling to$9$ see their dear$2#1$ $MP#H$Maria 104:038,22@j | well$5$ married," 104:038,22[' ]| she very often thought$1$; always when they 104:038,23[' ]| were in$4$ the company of men of fortune, and particularly 104:038,24[' ]| on$4$ the introduction of a young man who$6#1$ had recently 104:038,25[' ]| succeeded to$4$ one of the largest estates and finest places$0$ 104:038,26[' ]| in$4$ the country. 104:038,27[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was from the first struck with the 104:038,28[' ]| beauty of $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, and being$1$ inclined to$9$ marry, 104:038,29[' ]| soon fancied himself in$4$ love$0$. He was a heavy young 104:038,30[' ]| man, with not more than common$2$ sense; but as there 104:038,31[' ]| was nothing disagreeable in$4$ his figure or address$0$, the 104:038,32[' ]| young lady was well$5$ pleased with her conquest. Being$1$ 104:038,33[' ]| now in$4$ her twenty-first year, $MP#H$Maria*Bertram was beginning 104:038,34[' ]| to$9$ think matrimony a duty; and as a marriage 104:038,35[' ]| with $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth would give her the enjoyment of 104:038,36[' ]| a larger income than her father's, as well$5$ as ensure her 104:038,37[' ]| the house in$4$ town, which$6#1$ was now a prime object$0$, it 104:038,38[' ]| became, by$4$ the same rule of moral obligation, her evident 104:039,01[' ]| duty to$9$ marry $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth if she could. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 104:039,02[' ]| was most zealous in$4$ promoting the match$0$, by$4$ every 104:039,03[' ]| suggestion and contrivance, likely to$9$ enhance its desirableness 104:039,04[' ]| to$4$ either party; and, among other means$0$, by$4$ 104:039,05[' ]| seeking an intimacy with the gentleman's mother, who$6#1$ 104:039,06[' ]| at present$0#1$ lived with him, and to$4$ whom$6#1$ she even$5$ forced 104:039,07[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram to$9$ go through$4$ ten miles of indifferent road, 104:039,08[' ]| to$9$ pay$1$ a morning visit$0$. It was not long before$3$ a good 104:039,09[' ]| understanding took place$0$ between this lady and herself. 104:039,10[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth acknowledged herself 104:039,10@l | very desirous that$3$ 104:039,11@l | her son should marry, 104:039,11[' ]| and declared that$3$ 104:039,11@l | of all the young 104:039,12@l | ladies she had ever seen, $MP#H$Miss*Bertram seemed, by$4$ her 104:039,13@l | amiable qualities and accomplishments, the best adapted 104:039,14@l | to$9$ make$1$ him happy. 104:039,14[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris accepted the compliment$0$, 104:039,15[' ]| and admired the nice discernment of character 104:039,16[' ]| which$6#1$ could so$5#1$ well$5$ distinguish merit$0$. 104:039,16@j | $MP#H$Maria was indeed 104:039,17@j | the pride and delight$0$ of them all ~~ perfectly faultless ~~ an 104:039,18@j | angel; and of course$8$, so$5#1$ surrounded by$4$ admirers, must 104:039,19@j | be difficult in$4$ her choice$0$; but yet as far as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 104:039,20@j | could allow herself to$9$ decide on$4$ so$5#1$ short an acquaintance, 104:039,21@j | $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth appeared precisely the young man to$9$ 104:039,22@j | deserve and attach her. 104:039,23[' ]| After$4$ dancing with each other at a proper number of 104:039,24[' ]| balls, the young people justified these opinions, and an 104:039,25[' ]| engagement, with a due$2$ reference to$4$ the absent $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 104:039,26[' ]| was entered into, much to$4$ the satisfaction of 104:039,27[' ]| their respective families, and of the general$2$ lookers-on 104:039,28[' ]| of the neighbourhood, who$6#1$ had, for$4$ many weeks past$1$, 104:039,29[' ]| felt the expediency of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's marrying $MP#H$Miss*Bertram. 104:039,30[' ]| 104:039,31[' ]| It was some months before$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's consent$0$ could 104:039,32[' ]| be received; but in$4$ the mean*while, as no*one felt a doubt$0$ 104:039,33[' ]| of his most cordial$2$ pleasure in$4$ the connection, the intercourse 104:039,34[' ]| of the two families was carried on$5$ without restraint, 104:039,35[' ]| and no$2$ other attempt$0$ made at secrecy, than $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's 104:039,36[' ]| talking of it every*where as 104:039,36@j | a matter not to$9$ be talked of 104:039,37@j | at present$0#1$. 104:039,38[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was the only one of the family who$6#1$ could see 104:040,01[' ]| a fault in$4$ the business; but no$2$ representation of his 104:040,02[' ]| aunt's could induce him to$9$ find $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth a desirable 104:040,03[' ]| companion. He could allow his sister to$9$ be the best 104:040,04[' ]| judge$0$ of her own$2$ happiness, but he was not pleased that$3$ 104:040,05[' ]| her happiness should centre$1$ in$4$ a large income; nor could 104:040,06[' ]| he refrain from often saying to$4$ himself, in$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 104:040,07[' ]| company, 104:040,07[B ]| "If this man had not twelve thousand 104:040,08[B ]| a year, he would be a very stupid fellow." 104:040,09[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, however, was truly happy in$4$ the prospect 104:040,10[' ]| of an alliance so$5#1$ unquestionably advantageous, and of 104:040,11[' ]| which$6#1$ he heard nothing but the perfectly good and 104:040,12[' ]| agreeable. 104:040,12@e | It was a connection exactly of the right$2#1$ sort; 104:040,13@e | in$4$ the same county, and the same interest$0$; 104:040,13[' ]| and his most 104:040,14[' ]| hearty concurrence was conveyed as soon as possible. 104:040,15[' ]| He only conditioned that$3$ the marriage should not take 104:040,16[' ]| place$0$ before$4$ his return$0$, which$6#1$ he was again looking 104:040,17[' ]| eagerly forward$5$ to$4$. He wrote in$4$ April, 104:040,17@e | and had strong 104:040,18@e | hopes$0$ of settling every*thing to$4$ his entire satisfaction, 104:040,19@e | and leaving Antigua before$4$ the end$0$ of the summer. 104:040,20[' ]| Such was the state$0$ of affairs in$4$ the month of July, 104:040,21[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny had just$5$ reached her eighteenth year, when 104:040,22[' ]| the society of the village received an addition in$4$ the 104:040,23[' ]| brother and sister of $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, a $MP#D$Mr% and 104:040,23[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 104:040,24[' ]| the children of her mother by$4$ a second$2$ marriage. They 104:040,25[' ]| were young people of fortune. The son had a good 104:040,26[' ]| estate in$4$ Norfolk, the daughter twenty thousand pounds. 104:040,27[' ]| As children, their sister had been always very fond of 104:040,28[' ]| them; but, as her own$2$ marriage had been soon followed 104:040,29[' ]| by$4$ the death of their common$2$ parent, which$6#1$ left them to$4$ 104:040,30[' ]| the care$0$ of a brother of their father, of whom$6#1$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 104:040,31[' ]| knew nothing, she had scarcely seen them since. In$4$ 104:040,32[' ]| their uncle's house they had found a kind$2$ home. 104:040,32[' ]| $MP#ZF$Admiral 104:040,33[' ]| and $MP#ZF$Mrs%*Crawford, though agreeing in$4$ nothing else, were 104:040,34[' ]| united in$4$ affection for$4$ these children, or at least were no$2$ 104:040,35[' ]| farther adverse in$4$ their feelings than that$3$ each had their 104:040,36[' ]| favourite$0$, to$4$ whom$6#1$ they showed the greatest fondness 104:040,37[' ]| of the two. The $MP#ZF$Admiral delighted in$4$ the boy, $MP#ZF$Mrs%*Crawford 104:040,38[' ]| doated on$4$ the girl; and it was the lady's death 104:041,01[' ]| which$6#1$ now obliged her \protege=e\, after$4$ some months 104:041,02[' ]| further trial at her uncle's house, to$9$ find another home. 104:041,03[' ]| $MP#ZF$Admiral*Crawford was a man of vicious conduct$0$, who$6#1$ 104:041,04[' ]| chose, instead of retaining his niece, to$9$ bring his mistress 104:041,05[' ]| under his own$2$ roof; and to$4$ this $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant was indebted 104:041,06[' ]| for$4$ her sister's proposal of coming to$4$ her, a measure$0$ quite 104:041,07[' ]| as welcome$2$ on$4$ one side$0$, as it could be expedient$2$ on$4$ the 104:041,08[' ]| other; for$3$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant having by$4$ this time run$1$ through$4$ 104:041,09[' ]| the usual resources of ladies residing in$4$ the country 104:041,10[' ]| without a family of children; having more than filled 104:041,11[' ]| her favourite$2$ sitting-room with pretty$2$ furniture, and 104:041,12[' ]| made a choice$2$ collection of plants and poultry, was very 104:041,13[' ]| much in$4$ want$0$ of some variety at home. The arrival, 104:041,14[' ]| therefore, of a sister whom$6#1$ she had always loved, and 104:041,15[' ]| now hoped to$9$ retain with her as long as she remained 104:041,16[' ]| single, was highly agreeable; and her chief anxiety was 104:041,17[' ]| lest Mansfield should not satisfy the habits of a young 104:041,18[' ]| woman who$6#1$ had been mostly used to$4$ London. 104:041,19[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was not entirely free from similar apprehensions, 104:041,20[' ]| though they arose principally from doubts$0$ of 104:041,21[' ]| her sister's style of living and tone of society; and it 104:041,22[' ]| was not till after$3$ she had tried in$4$ vain to$9$ persuade her 104:041,23[' ]| brother to$9$ settle with her at his own$2$ country-house, that$3$ 104:041,24[' ]| she could resolve$1$ to$9$ hazard$1$ herself among her other 104:041,25[' ]| relations. To$4$ any*thing like$4$ a permanence of abode, or 104:041,26[' ]| limitation of society, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had, unluckily, 104:041,27[' ]| a great dislike$0$; he could not accommodate his sister in$4$ 104:041,28[' ]| an article of such importance, but he escorted her, with 104:041,29[' ]| the utmost kindness, into Northamptonshire, and as 104:041,30[' ]| readily engaged to$9$ fetch her away again at half an hour's 104:041,31[' ]| notice$0$, whenever she were weary of the place$0$. 104:041,32[' ]| The meeting was very satisfactory on$4$ each side$0$. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 104:041,33[' ]| found 104:041,33@c | a sister without preciseness or rusticity ~~ 104:041,34@c | a sister's husband who$6#1$ looked the gentleman, and a house 104:041,35@c | commodious and well$5$ fitted up$5$; 104:041,35[' ]| and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant received 104:041,36@n | in$4$ those whom$6#1$ she hoped to$9$ love$1$ better than ever, a young 104:041,37@n | man and woman of very prepossessing appearance. 104:041,38[' ]| $MP#C$Mary*Crawford was remarkably pretty$2$; $MP#D$Henry, though 104:042,01[' ]| not handsome, had air and countenance; the manners 104:042,02[' ]| of both were lively and pleasant, and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant immediately 104:042,03[' ]| gave them credit$0$ for$4$ every*thing else. She was 104:042,04[' ]| delighted with each, but $MP#C$Mary was her dearest object$0$; 104:042,05[' ]| and having never been able to$9$ glory$1$ in$4$ beauty of her own$2$, 104:042,06[' ]| she thoroughly enjoyed the power of being$1$ proud of her 104:042,07[' ]| sister's. She had not waited her arrival to$9$ look$1$ out$5$ for$4$ 104:042,08[' ]| a suitable match$0$ for$4$ her; she had fixed on$4$ $MP#G$Tom*Bertram; 104:042,09@n | the eldest son of a Baronet was not too$5#1$ good for$4$ a girl 104:042,10@n | of twenty thousand pounds, with all the elegance and 104:042,11@n | accomplishments 104:042,11[' ]| which$6#1$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant foresaw in$4$ her; and 104:042,12[' ]| being$1$ a warm-hearted, unreserved woman, $MP#C$Mary had not 104:042,13[' ]| been three hours in$4$ the house before$3$ she told her what 104:042,14[' ]| she had planned. 104:042,15[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was glad to$9$ find a family of such consequence 104:042,16[' ]| so$5#1$ very near$4$ them, and not at all displeased 104:042,17[' ]| either at her sister's early care$0$, or the choice$0$ it had fallen 104:042,18[' ]| on$4$. Matrimony was her object$0$, provided she could marry 104:042,19[' ]| well$5$, and having seen $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram in$4$ town, she knew 104:042,20[' ]| that$6#2$ objection could no$2$ more be made to$4$ his person than 104:042,21[' ]| to$4$ his situation in$4$ life. While$3$ she treated it as a joke, 104:042,22[' ]| therefore, she did not forget to$9$ think of it seriously. The 104:042,23[' ]| scheme$0$ was soon repeated to$4$ $MP#D$Henry. 104:042,24[N ]| "And now," 104:042,24[' ]| added $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, 104:042,24[N ]| "I have thought$1$ of 104:042,25[N ]| something to$9$ make$1$ it quite complete$2$. I should dearly$5#1$ 104:042,26[N ]| love$1$ to$9$ settle you both in$4$ this country, and therefore, 104:042,27[N ]| $MP#D$Henry, you shall marry the youngest $MP#I$Miss*Bertram, 104:042,28[N ]| a nice, handsome, good-humoured, accomplished girl, 104:042,29[N ]| who$6#1$ will$1$ make$1$ you very happy." 104:042,30[' ]| $MP#D$Henry bowed and thanked her. 104:042,31[C ]| "My dear$2#1$ sister," 104:042,31[' ]| said $MP#C$Mary, 104:042,31[C ]| "if you can persuade 104:042,32[C ]| him into any*thing of the sort, it will$1$ be a fresh matter 104:042,33[C ]| of delight$0$ to$4$ me, to$9$ find myself allied to$4$ any*body so$5#1$ 104:042,34[C ]| clever, and I shall only regret$1$ that$3$ you have not half-a-dozen 104:042,35[C ]| daughters to$9$ dispose of. If you can persuade 104:042,36[C ]| $MP#D$Henry to$9$ marry, you must have the address$0$ of a Frenchwoman. 104:042,37[C ]| All that$6#1$ English abilities can do, has been 104:042,38[C ]| tried already. I have three very particular friends who$6#1$ 104:043,01[C ]| have been all dying for$4$ him in$4$ their turn$0$; and the pains 104:043,02[C ]| which$6#1$ they, their mothers, (very clever women,) as well$5$ 104:043,03[C ]| as my dear$2#1$ aunt and myself, have taken to$9$ reason$1$, coax, 104:043,04[C ]| or trick$1$ him into marrying, is inconceivable! He is the 104:043,05[C ]| most horrible flirt that$6#1$ can be imagined. If your $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams 104:043,06[C ]| do not like$1$ to$9$ have their hearts broke, let them 104:043,07[C ]| avoid $MP#D$Henry." 104:043,08[N ]| "My dear$2#1$ brother, I will$1$ not believe this of you." 104:043,09[D ]| "No$7$, I am sure you are too$5#1$ good. You will$1$ be kinder 104:043,10[D ]| than $MP#C$Mary. You will$1$ allow for$4$ the doubts$0$ of youth and 104:043,11[D ]| inexperience. I am of a cautious temper, and unwilling 104:043,12[D ]| to$9$ risk$1$ my happiness in$4$ a hurry$0$. Nobody can think 104:043,13[D ]| more highly of the matrimonial state$0$ than myself. I consider 104:043,14[D ]| the blessing of a wife as most justly described in$4$ 104:043,15[D ]| those discreet lines of the poet, 104:043,15@z | "Heaven's \last$2$\ best gift." 104:043,16[C ]| "There, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, you see how he dwells on$4$ one 104:043,17[C ]| word, and only look$1$ at his smile$0$. I assure you he is very 104:043,18[C ]| detestable ~~ the $MP#ZF$admiral's lessons have quite spoiled him." 104:043,19[N ]| "I pay$1$ very little regard$0$," 104:043,19[' ]| said $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, 104:043,19[N ]| "to$4$ what 104:043,20[N ]| any young person says on$4$ the subject$0$ of marriage. If 104:043,21[N ]| they profess a disinclination for$4$ it, I only set$1$ it down$5$ that$3$ 104:043,22[N ]| they have not yet seen the right$2#1$ person." 104:043,23[' ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant laughingly congratulated $MP#C$Miss*Crawford on$4$ 104:043,24@m | feeling no$2$ disinclination to$4$ the state$0$ herself. 104:043,25[C ]| "Oh! yes, I am not at all ashamed of it. I would 104:043,26[C ]| have every*body marry if they can do it properly; I do 104:043,27[C ]| not like$1$ to$9$ have people throw$1$ themselves away; but 104:043,28[C ]| every*body should marry as soon as they can do it to$4$ 104:043,29[C ]| advantage." 105:044,01[' ]| The young people were pleased with each other from 105:044,02[' ]| the first. On$4$ each side$0$ there was much to$9$ attract, and 105:044,03[' ]| their acquaintance soon promised as early an intimacy 105:044,04[' ]| as good manners would warrant. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's beauty 105:044,05[' ]| did her no$2$ disservice with the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams. They were 105:044,06[' ]| too$5#1$ handsome themselves to$9$ dislike$1$ any woman for$4$ being$1$ so$5#2$ 105:044,07[' ]| too$5#2$, and were almost as much charmed as their brothers, 105:044,08[' ]| with her lively dark$2$ eye, clear$2$ brown complexion, and 105:044,09[' ]| general$2$ prettiness. Had she been tall, full formed, and 105:044,10[' ]| fair, it might have been more of a trial; but as it was, 105:044,11[' ]| there could be no$2$ comparison, and she was most allowably 105:044,12[' ]| a sweet pretty$2$ girl, while$3$ they were the finest young 105:044,13[' ]| women in$4$ the country. 105:044,14@y | Her brother was not handsome; no$7$, when they first 105:044,15@y | saw him, he was absolutely plain, black and plain; but 105:044,16@y | still$5$ he was the gentleman, with a pleasing address$0$. The 105:044,17@y | second$2$ meeting proved him not so$5#1$ very plain; he was 105:044,18@y | plain, to$9$ be sure, but then he had so$5#1$ much countenance, 105:044,19@y | and his teeth were so$5#1$ good, and he was so$5#1$ well$5$ made, 105:044,20@y | that$3$ one soon forgot he was plain; 105:044,20[' ]| and after$4$ a third 105:044,21[' ]| interview, after$4$ dining in$4$ company with him at the 105:044,22[' ]| parsonage, he was no$2$ longer allowed to$9$ be called so$5#2$ by$4$ 105:044,23[' ]| any*body. He was, in$4$ fact, the most agreeable young 105:044,24[' ]| man the sisters had ever known, and they were equally 105:044,25[' ]| delighted with him. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram's engagement made 105:044,26[' ]| him in$4$ equity the property of $MP#I$Julia, of which$6#1$ $MP#I$Julia was 105:044,27[' ]| fully aware, and before$3$ he had been at Mansfield a week, 105:044,28[' ]| she was quite ready to$9$ be fallen in$4$ love$0$ with. 105:044,29[' ]| $MP#H$Maria's notions on$4$ the subject$0$ were more confused and 105:044,30[' ]| indistinct. She did not want$1$ to$9$ see or understand. 105:044,31[H ]| "There could be no$2$ harm$0$ in$4$ her liking an agreeable 105:044,32[H ]| man ~~ every*body knew her situation ~~ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 105:044,33[H ]| must take care$0$ of himself." 105:044,33[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford did not mean$1$ 105:045,01[' ]| to$9$ be in$4$ any danger; 105:045,01@d | the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams were worth 105:045,02@d | pleasing, and were ready to$9$ be pleased; 105:045,02[' ]| and he began 105:045,03[' ]| with no$2$ object$0$ but of making them like$1$ him. 105:045,03@d | He did 105:045,04@d | not want$1$ them to$9$ die$1$ of love$0$; 105:045,04[' ]| but with sense and temper 105:045,05[' ]| which$6#1$ ought to$9$ have made him judge$1$ and feel better, he 105:045,06[' ]| allowed himself great latitude on$4$ such points. 105:045,07[D ]| "I like$1$ your $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams exceedingly, sister," 105:045,07[' ]| said he, 105:045,08[' ]| as he returned from attending them to$4$ their carriage 105:045,09[' ]| after$4$ the said dinner visit$0$; 105:045,09[D ]| "they are very elegant, 105:045,10[D ]| agreeable girls." 105:045,11[N ]| "So$5#2$ they are, indeed, and I am delighted to$9$ hear you 105:045,12[N ]| say it. But you like$1$ $MP#I$Julia best." 105:045,13[D ]| "Oh! yes, I like$1$ $MP#I$Julia best." 105:045,14[N ]| "But do you really? for$3$ $MP#H$Miss*Bertram is in$4$ general$0$ 105:045,15[N ]| thought$1$ the handsomest." 105:045,16[D ]| "So$5#2$ I should suppose. She has the advantage in$4$ 105:045,17[D ]| every feature, and I prefer her countenance ~~ but I like$1$ 105:045,18[D ]| $MP#I$Julia best. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram is certainly the handsomest, 105:045,19[D ]| and I have found her the most agreeable, but I shall 105:045,20[D ]| always like$1$ $MP#I$Julia best, because you order me." 105:045,21[N ]| "I shall not talk$1$ to$4$ you, $MP#D$Henry, but I know you \will$1$\ 105:045,22[N ]| like$1$ her best at last$0$." 105:045,23[D ]| "Do not I tell you, that$3$ I like$1$ her best \at\ \first\?" 105:045,24[N ]| "And besides, $MP#H$Miss*Bertram is engaged. Remember 105:045,25[N ]| that$6#2$, my dear$2#1$ brother. Her choice$0$ is made." 105:045,26[D ]| "Yes, and I like$1$ her the better for$4$ it. An engaged 105:045,27[D ]| woman is always more agreeable than a disengaged. 105:045,28[D ]| She is satisfied with herself. Her cares$0$ are over, and she 105:045,29[D ]| feels that$3$ she may$1$ exert all her powers of pleasing without 105:045,30[D ]| suspicion. All is safe with a lady engaged; no$2$ harm$0$ 105:045,31[D ]| can be done." 105:045,32[N ]| "Why as to$4$ that$6#2$ ~~ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is a very good sort 105:045,33[N ]| of young man, and it is a great match$0$ for$4$ her." 105:045,34[D ]| "But $MP#H$Miss*Bertram does not care$1$ three straws for$4$ him; 105:045,35[D ]| \that$6#2$\ is your opinion of your intimate$2$ friend. \I\ do not 105:045,36[D ]| subscribe to$4$ it. I am sure $MP#H$Miss*Bertram is very much 105:045,37[D ]| attached to$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth. I could see it in$4$ her eyes, 105:045,38[D ]| when he was mentioned. I think too$5#1$ well$5$ of $MP#H$Miss*Bertram 105:046,01[D ]| to$9$ suppose she would ever give her hand$0$ without her 105:046,02[D ]| heart." 105:046,03[N ]| "$MP#C$Mary, how shall we manage him?" 105:046,04[C ]| "We must leave$1$ him to$4$ himself I believe. Talking 105:046,05[C ]| does no$2$ good. He will$1$ be taken in$5$ at last$0$." 105:046,06[N ]| "But I would not have him \taken\ \in$5$\, I would not have 105:046,07[N ]| him duped; I would have it all fair and honourable." 105:046,08[C ]| "Oh! dear$7$ ~~ Let him stand$1$ his chance$0$ and be taken in$5$. 105:046,09[C ]| It will$1$ do just$5$ as well$5$. Every*body is taken in$5$ at some 105:046,10[C ]| period or other." 105:046,11[N ]| "Not always in$4$ marriage, dear$2#1$ $MP#C$Mary." 105:046,12[C ]| "In$4$ marriage especially. With all due$2$ respect$0$ to$4$ such 105:046,13[C ]| of the present$2$ company as chance$1$ to$9$ be married, my dear$2#1$ 105:046,14[C ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, there is not one in$4$ a hundred of either sex, 105:046,15[C ]| who$6#1$ is not taken in$5$ when they marry. Look$1$ where I will$1$, 105:046,16[C ]| I see that$3$ it \is\ so$5#2$; and I feel that$3$ it \must\ be so$5#2$, when 105:046,17[C ]| I consider that$3$ it is, of all transactions, the one in$4$ which$6#1$ 105:046,18[C ]| people expect most from others, and are least honest 105:046,19[C ]| themselves." 105:046,20[N ]| "Ah! You have been in$4$ a bad school for$4$ matrimony, 105:046,21[N ]| in$4$ Hill*Street." 105:046,22[C ]| "My poor aunt had certainly little cause to$9$ love$1$ the 105:046,23[C ]| state$0$; but, however, speaking from my own$2$ observation, 105:046,24[C ]| it is a mano*euvring business. I know so$5#1$ many who$6#1$ have 105:046,25[C ]| married in$4$ the full expectation and confidence of some 105:046,26[C ]| one particular advantage in$4$ the connection, or accomplishment 105:046,27[C ]| or good quality in$4$ the person, who$6#1$ have found 105:046,28[C ]| themselves entirely deceived, and been obliged to$9$ put up$5$ 105:046,29[C ]| with exactly the reverse! What is this, but a take*in?" 105:046,30[N ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, there must be a little imagination here. 105:046,31[N ]| I beg your pardon$0$, but I cannot quite believe you. 105:046,32[N ]| Depend upon$4$ it, you see but half. You see the evil, but 105:046,33[N ]| you do not see the consolation. There will$1$ be little rubs 105:046,34[N ]| and disappointments every*where, and we are all apt to$9$ 105:046,35[N ]| expect too$5#1$ much; but then, if one scheme$0$ of happiness 105:046,36[N ]| fails, human nature turns$1$ to$4$ another; if the first calculation 105:046,37[N ]| is wrong, we make$1$ a second$2$ better; we find comfort$0$ 105:046,38[N ]| somewhere ~~ and those evil-minded observers, dearest 105:047,01[N ]| $MP#C$Mary, who$6#1$ make$1$ much of a little, are more taken in$5$ and 105:047,02[N ]| deceived than the parties themselves." 105:047,03[C ]| "Well$5$ done, sister! I honour$1$ your \esprit*du*corps\. 105:047,04[C ]| When I am a wife, I mean$1$ to$9$ be just$5$ as staunch myself; 105:047,05[C ]| and I wish$1$ my friends in$4$ general$0$ would be so$5#2$ too$5#2$. It 105:047,06[C ]| would save$1$ me many a heart-ache." 105:047,07[N ]| "You are as bad as your brother, $MP#C$Mary; but we will$1$ 105:047,08[N ]| cure$1$ you both. Mansfield shall cure$1$ you both ~~ and without 105:047,09[N ]| any taking in$5$. Stay$1$ with us and we will$1$ cure$1$ you." 105:047,10[' ]| The $MP#D1$Crawfords, without wanting to$9$ be cured, were very 105:047,11[' ]| willing to$9$ stay$1$. $MP#C$Mary was satisfied with the parsonage 105:047,12[' ]| as a present$2$ home, and $MP#D$Henry equally ready to$9$ lengthen 105:047,13[' ]| his visit$0$. He had come, intending to$9$ spend only a few 105:047,14[' ]| days with them, but 105:047,14@d | Mansfield promised well$5$, and there 105:047,15@d | was nothing to$9$ call$1$ him elsewhere. 105:047,15[' ]| It delighted $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 105:047,16[' ]| to$9$ keep them both with her, and $MP#M$Dr%*Grant was exceedingly 105:047,17[' ]| well$5$ contented to$9$ have it so$5#2$; a talking pretty$2$ young 105:047,18[' ]| woman like$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, is always pleasant society to$4$ 105:047,19[' ]| an indolent, stay-at-home man; and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's being$1$ 105:047,20[' ]| his guest was an excuse$0$ for$4$ drinking claret every day. 105:047,21[' ]| The $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams' admiration of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was 105:047,22[' ]| more rapturous than any*thing which$6#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 105:047,23[' ]| habits made her likely to$9$ feel. She acknowledged, however, 105:047,24[' ]| that$3$ 105:047,24@c | the $MP#G1$Mr%*Bertrams were very fine young men, 105:047,25[' ]| that$3$ 105:047,25@c | two such young men were not often seen together 105:047,26@c | even$5$ in$4$ London, 105:047,26[' ]| and that$3$ 105:047,26@c | their manners, particularly 105:047,27@c | those of the eldest, were very good. \He\ had been much in$4$ 105:047,28@c | London, and had more liveliness and gallantry than 105:047,29@c | $MP#B$Edmund, and must, therefore, be preferred; and, indeed, 105:047,30@c | his being$1$ the eldest was another strong claim$0$. She had 105:047,31@c | felt an early presentiment that$3$ she \should\ like$1$ the eldest 105:047,32@c | best. She knew it was her way. 105:047,33[' ]| $MP#G$Tom*Bertram must have been thought$1$ pleasant, indeed, 105:047,34[' ]| at any rate$0$; he was the sort of young man to$9$ be generally 105:047,35[' ]| liked, his agreeableness was of the kind$0$ to$9$ be oftener 105:047,36[' ]| found agreeable than some endowments of a higher 105:047,37[' ]| stamp, for$3$ he had easy manners, excellent spirits, a large 105:047,38[' ]| acquaintance, and a great deal$0$ to$9$ say; and the reversion 105:048,01[' ]| of Mansfield*Park, and a baronetcy, did no$2$ harm$0$ to$4$ all 105:048,02[' ]| this. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford soon felt, that$3$ 105:048,02@c | he and his situation 105:048,03@c | might do. 105:048,03[' ]| She looked about$4$ her with due$2$ consideration, 105:048,04[' ]| and found 105:048,04@c | almost every*thing in$4$ his favour$0$, a park, a real 105:048,05@c | park five miles round$5$, a spacious modern-built house, so$5#1$ 105:048,06@c | well$5$ placed and well$5$ screened as to$9$ deserve to$9$ be in$4$ any 105:048,07@c | collection of engravings of gentlemen's seats in$4$ the 105:048,08@c | kingdom, and wanting only to$9$ be completely new furnished ~~ 105:048,09@c | pleasant sisters, a quiet$2$ mother, and an agreeable 105:048,10@c | man himself ~~ with the advantage of being$1$ tied up$5$ from 105:048,11@c | much gaming at present$0#1$, by$4$ a promise$0$ to$4$ his father, 105:048,12@c | and of being$1$ $MP#G$Sir*Thomas hereafter. It might do very 105:048,13@c | well$5$; she believed she should accept him; and she 105:048,14@c | began accordingly to$9$ interest$1$ herself a little about$4$ the 105:048,15@c | horse which$6#1$ he had to$9$ run$1$ at the B**** races. 105:048,16@c | These races were to$9$ call$1$ him away not long after$3$ their 105:048,17@c | acquaintance began; and as it appeared that$3$ the family 105:048,18@c | did not, from his usual goings*on, expect him back$5$ again 105:048,19@c | for$4$ many weeks, it would bring his passion to$4$ an early 105:048,20@c | proof. 105:048,20[' ]| Much was said on$4$ his side$0$ to$9$ induce her to$9$ attend 105:048,21[' ]| the races, and schemes were made for$4$ a large party to$4$ 105:048,22[' ]| them, with all the eagerness of inclination, but it would 105:048,23[' ]| only do to$9$ be talked of. 105:048,24[' ]| And $MP#A$Fanny, what was \she\ doing and thinking all this 105:048,25[' ]| while$0$? and what was \her\ opinion of the new-comers? 105:048,26[' ]| Few young ladies of eighteen could be less called on$5$ to$9$ 105:048,27[' ]| speak their opinion than $MP#A$Fanny. In$4$ a quiet$2$ way, very 105:048,28[' ]| little attended to$5$, she paid her tribute of admiration to$4$ 105:048,29[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's beauty; but as she still$5$ continued to$9$ 105:048,30[' ]| think $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford very plain, in$4$ spite$8$ of her two cousins 105:048,31[' ]| having repeatedly proved the contrary, she never mentioned 105:048,32[' ]| \him\. The notice$0$ which$6#1$ she excited herself, was 105:048,33[' ]| to$4$ this effect$0$. 105:048,33[C ]| "I begin now to$9$ understand you all, 105:048,34[C ]| except $MP#A$Miss*Price," 105:048,34[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, as she was walking 105:048,35[' ]| with the $MP#G1$Mr%*Bertrams. 105:048,35[C ]| "Pray, is she out$5$, or is she not? 105:048,36[C ]| ~~ I am puzzled. ~~ She dined at the parsonage, with the 105:048,37[C ]| rest$0#1$ of you, which$6#1$ seemed like$4$ being$1$ \out$5$\; and yet she 105:048,38[C ]| says so$5#1$ little, that$3$ I can hardly suppose she \is\." 105:049,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, to$4$ whom$6#1$ this was chiefly addressed, replied, 105:049,02[B ]| "I believe I know what you mean$1$ ~~ but I will$1$ not undertake 105:049,03[B ]| to$9$ answer$1$ the question$0$. My cousin is grown up$5$. 105:049,04[B ]| She has the age and sense of a woman, but the outs and 105:049,05[B ]| not outs are beyond$4$ me." 105:049,06[C ]| "And yet in$4$ general$0$, nothing can be more easily ascertained. 105:049,07[C ]| The distinction is so$5#1$ broad. Manners as well$5$ as 105:049,08[C ]| appearance are, generally speaking, so$5#1$ totally different. 105:049,09[C ]| Till now, I could not have supposed it possible to$9$ be mistaken 105:049,10[C ]| as to$4$ a girl's being$1$ out$5$ or not. A girl not out$5$, has 105:049,11[C ]| always the same sort of dress$0$; a close$2$ bonnet for$4$ instance$0$, 105:049,12[C ]| looks$1$ very demure, and never says a word. You may$1$ 105:049,13[C ]| smile$1$ ~~ but it is so$5#2$ I assure you ~~ and except that$3$ it is 105:049,14[C ]| sometimes carried a little too$5#1$ far, it is all very proper. 105:049,15[C ]| Girls should be quiet$2$ and modest. The most objectionable 105:049,16[C ]| part$0$ is, that$3$ the alteration of manners on$4$ being$1$ 105:049,17[C ]| introduced into company is frequently too$5#1$ sudden$2$. They 105:049,18[C ]| sometimes pass$1$ in$4$ such very little time from reserve$0$ to$4$ 105:049,19[C ]| quite the opposite ~~ to$4$ confidence! \That$6#2$\ is the faulty 105:049,20[C ]| part$0$ of the present$2$ system. One does not like$1$ to$9$ see 105:049,21[C ]| a girl of eighteen or nineteen so$5#1$ immediately up$5$ to$4$ every*thing ~~ 105:049,22[C ]| and perhaps when one has seen her hardly able to$9$ 105:049,23[C ]| speak the year before$5$. $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram, I dare$1#2$ say \you\ 105:049,24[C ]| have sometimes met with such changes$0$." 105:049,25[G ]| "I believe I have; but this is hardly fair; I see what 105:049,26[G ]| you are at. You are quizzing me and $MP#ZA$Miss*Anderson." 105:049,27[C ]| "No$7$ indeed. $MP#ZA$Miss*Anderson! I do not know who$6#1$ or 105:049,28[C ]| what you mean$1$. I am quite in$4$ the dark$0$. But I \will$1$\ 105:049,29[C ]| quiz you with a great deal$0$ of pleasure, if you will$1$ tell me 105:049,30[C ]| what about$4$." 105:049,31[G ]| "Ah! you carry it off very well$5$, but I cannot be quite 105:049,32[G ]| so$5#1$ far imposed on$5$. You must have had $MP#ZA$Miss*Anderson in$4$ 105:049,33[G ]| your eye, in$4$ describing an altered young lady. You 105:049,34[G ]| paint too$5#1$ accurately for$4$ mistake$0$. It was exactly so$5#2$. 105:049,35[G ]| The $MP#ZA$Andersons of Baker*Street. We were speaking of 105:049,36[G ]| them the other day, you know. $MP#B$Edmund, you have heard 105:049,37[G ]| me mention$1$ $MP#ZA$Charles*Anderson. The circumstance was 105:049,38[G ]| precisely as this lady has represented it. When $MP#ZA$Anderson 105:050,01[G ]| first introduced me to$4$ his family, about$4$ two years ago, his 105:050,02[G ]| sister was not \out$5$\, and I could not get her to$9$ speak to$4$ me. 105:050,03[G ]| I sat there an hour one morning waiting for$4$ $MP#ZA$Anderson, 105:050,04[G ]| with only her and a little girl or two in$4$ the room ~~ the 105:050,05[G ]| governess being$1$ sick or run$1$ away, and the mother in$5$ and 105:050,06[G ]| out$5$ every moment with letters of business; and I could 105:050,07[G ]| hardly get a word or a look$0$ from the young lady ~~ nothing 105:050,08[G ]| like$4$ a civil answer$0$ ~~ she screwed up$5$ her mouth, and turned 105:050,09[G ]| from me with such an air! I did not see her again for$4$ 105:050,10[G ]| a twelvemonth. She was then \out$5$\. I met her at $MP#ZN$Mrs%*Holford's ~~ 105:050,11[G ]| and did not recollect her. She came up$5$ to$4$ me, 105:050,12[G ]| claimed me as an acquaintance, stared me out$5$ of countenance, 105:050,13[G ]| and talked and laughed till I did not know which$6#1$ 105:050,14[G ]| way to$9$ look$1$. I felt that$3$ I must be the jest of the room 105:050,15[G ]| at the time ~~ and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, it is plain, has heard 105:050,16[G ]| the story." 105:050,17[C ]| "And a very pretty$2$ story it is, and with more truth in$4$ 105:050,18[C ]| it, I dare$1#2$ say, than does credit$0$ to$4$ $MP#ZA$Miss*Anderson. It is 105:050,19[C ]| too$5#1$ common$2$ a fault. Mothers certainly have not yet got 105:050,20[C ]| quite the right$2#1$ way of managing their daughters. I do 105:050,21[C ]| not know where the error lies$1$. I do not pretend to$9$ set$1$ 105:050,22[C ]| people right$2#1$, but I do see that$3$ they are often wrong." 105:050,23[G ]| "Those who$6#1$ are showing the world what female$2$ manners 105:050,24[G ]| \should\ \be\," 105:050,24[' ]| said $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram, gallantly, 105:050,24[G ]| "are doing 105:050,25[G ]| a great deal$0$ to$9$ set$1$ them right$2#1$." 105:050,26[B ]| "The error is plain enough," 105:050,26[' ]| said the less courteous 105:050,27[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund; 105:050,27[B ]| "such girls are ill brought up$5$. They are 105:050,28[B ]| given wrong notions from the beginning. They are 105:050,29[B ]| always acting upon$4$ motives of vanity ~~ and there is no$2$ 105:050,30[B ]| more real modesty in$4$ their behaviour \before$3$\ they appear 105:050,31[B ]| in$4$ public$0$ than afterwards." 105:050,32[C ]| "I do not know," 105:050,32[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford hesitatingly. 105:050,33[C ]| "Yes, I cannot agree with you there. It is certainly the 105:050,34[C ]| modestest part$0$ of the business. It is much worse to$9$ 105:050,35[C ]| have girls \not\ \out$5$\, give themselves the same airs and take 105:050,36[C ]| the same liberties as if they were, which$6#1$ I \have\ seen done. 105:050,37[C ]| \That$6#2$\ is worse than any*thing ~~ quite disgusting!" 105:050,38[G ]| "Yes, \that$6#2$\ is very inconvenient indeed," 105:050,38[' ]| said $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram. 105:051,01[G ]| "It leads one astray; one does not know what to$9$ 105:051,02[G ]| do. The close$2$ bonnet and demure air you describe so$5#1$ 105:051,03[G ]| well$5$, (and nothing was ever juster,) tell one what is 105:051,04[G ]| expected; but I got into a dreadful scrape last$2$ year from 105:051,05[G ]| the want$0$ of them. I went down$5$ to$4$ Ramsgate for$4$ a week 105:051,06[G ]| with a friend last$2$ September ~~ just$5$ after$4$ my return$0$ from 105:051,07[G ]| the West*Indies ~~ my friend $MP#ZZH$Sneyd ~~ you have heard me 105:051,08[G ]| speak of $MP#ZZH$Sneyd, $MP#B$Edmund; his father and mother and 105:051,09[G ]| sisters were there, all new to$4$ me. When we reached Albion*place 105:051,10[G ]| they were out$5$; we went after$4$ them, and found 105:051,11[G ]| them on$4$ the pier. $MP#ZZH$Mrs% and the two $MP#ZZH$Miss*Sneyds, with 105:051,12[G ]| others of their acquaintance. I made my bow$0#1$ in$4$ form$0$, 105:051,13[G ]| and as $MP#ZZH$Mrs%*Sneyd was surrounded by$4$ men, attached 105:051,14[G ]| myself to$4$ one of her daughters, walked by$4$ her side$0$ all the 105:051,15[G ]| way home, and made myself as agreeable as I could; the 105:051,16[G ]| young lady perfectly easy in$4$ her manners, and as ready 105:051,17[G ]| to$9$ talk$1$ as to$9$ listen. I had not a suspicion that$3$ I could 105:051,18[G ]| be doing any*thing wrong. They looked just$5$ the same; 105:051,19[G ]| both well$5$ dressed, with veils and parasols like$4$ other girls; 105:051,20[G ]| but I afterwards found that$3$ I had been giving all my 105:051,21[G ]| attention to$4$ the youngest, who$6#1$ was not \out$5$\, and had most 105:051,22[G ]| excessively offended the eldest. $MP#ZZH$Miss*Augusta ought not 105:051,23[G ]| to$9$ have been noticed for$4$ the next six months, and $MP#ZZH$Miss*Sneyd, 105:051,24[G ]| I believe, has never forgiven me." 105:051,25[C ]| "That$6#2$ was bad indeed. Poor $MP#ZZH$Miss*Sneyd! Though 105:051,26[C ]| I have no$2$ younger sister, I feel for$4$ her. To$9$ be neglected 105:051,27[C ]| before$4$ one's time, must be very vexatious. But it was 105:051,28[C ]| entirely the mother's fault. $MP#ZZH$Miss*Augusta should have 105:051,29[C ]| been with her governess. Such half and half doings never 105:051,30[C ]| prosper. But now I must be satisfied about$4$ $MP#A$Miss*Price. 105:051,31[C ]| Does she go to$4$ balls? Does she dine out$5$ every*where, as 105:051,32[C ]| well$5$ as at my sister's?" 105:051,33[B ]| "No$7$," 105:051,33[' ]| replied $MP#B$Edmund, 105:051,33[B ]| "I do not think she has ever 105:051,34[B ]| been to$4$ a ball$0#2$. My mother seldom goes into company 105:051,35[B ]| herself, and dines no*where but with $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, and 105:051,36[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny stays at home with \her\." 105:051,37[C ]| "Oh! then the point$0$ is clear$2$. $MP#A$Miss*Price is \not\ out$5$." 106:052,01[' ]| $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram set$1$ off for$4$ ****, and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 106:052,02@c | was prepared to$9$ find a great chasm in$4$ their society, and 106:052,03@c | to$9$ miss him decidedly in$4$ the meetings which$6#1$ were now 106:052,04@c | becoming almost daily between the families; 106:052,04[' ]| and on$4$ 106:052,05[' ]| their all dining together at the park soon after$4$ his going, 106:052,06[' ]| she retook her chosen place$0$ near$4$ the bottom of the table, 106:052,07@c | fully expecting to$9$ feel a most melancholy$2$ difference in$4$ 106:052,08@c | the change$0$ of masters. It would be a very flat business, 106:052,09@c | she was sure. In$4$ comparison with his brother, $MP#B$Edmund 106:052,10@c | would have nothing to$9$ say. The soup would be sent 106:052,11@c | round$5$ in$4$ a most spiritless manner, wine drank without 106:052,12@c | any smiles, or agreeable trifling, and the venison cut$1$ up$5$ 106:052,13@c | without supplying one pleasant anecdote of any former 106:052,14@c | haunch, or a single entertaining story about$4$ "my friend 106:052,15@c | such a one." She must try to$9$ find amusement in$4$ what 106:052,16@c | was passing at the upper end$0$ of the table, and in$4$ observing 106:052,17@c | $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 106:052,17[' ]| who$6#1$ was now making his appearance at 106:052,18[' ]| Mansfield, for$4$ the first time since the $MP#D1$Crawfords' arrival. 106:052,19[' ]| He had been visiting a friend in$4$ a neighbouring county, 106:052,20[' ]| and that$6#2$ friend having recently had his grounds laid out$5$ 106:052,21[' ]| by$4$ an improver, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was returned with his 106:052,22[' ]| head$0$ full of the subject$0$, and very eager to$9$ be improving 106:052,23[' ]| his own$2$ place$0$ in$4$ the same way; and though not saying 106:052,24[' ]| much to$4$ the purpose, could talk$1$ of nothing else. The 106:052,25[' ]| subject$0$ had been already handled in$4$ the drawing-room; 106:052,26[' ]| it was revived in$4$ the dining-parlour. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram's 106:052,27[' ]| attention and opinion was evidently his chief aim$0$; and 106:052,28[' ]| though her deportment showed rather conscious superiority 106:052,29[' ]| than any solicitude to$9$ oblige him, the mention$0$ of Sotherton*Court, 106:052,30[' ]| and the ideas attached to$4$ it, gave her a feeling 106:052,31[' ]| of complacency, which$6#1$ prevented her from being$1$ very 106:052,32[' ]| ungracious. 106:053,01[K ]| "I wish$1$ you could see Compton," 106:053,01[' ]| said he, 106:053,01[K ]| "it is the 106:053,02[K ]| most complete$2$ thing! I never saw a place$0$ so$5#1$ altered in$4$ 106:053,03[K ]| my life. I told $MP#ZZJ$Smith I did not know where I was. The 106:053,04[K ]| approach$0$ \now\ is one of the finest things in$4$ the country. 106:053,05[K ]| You see the house in$4$ the most surprising manner. I declare 106:053,06[K ]| when I got back$5$ to$4$ Sotherton yesterday, it looked like$4$ 106:053,07[K ]| a prison ~~ quite a dismal old prison." 106:053,08[J ]| "Oh! for$4$ shame$0$!" 106:053,08[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris. 106:053,08[J ]| "A prison, 106:053,09[J ]| indeed! Sotherton*Court is the noblest old place$0$ in$4$ the 106:053,10[J ]| world." 106:053,11[K ]| "It wants$1$ improvement, ma'am, beyond$4$ any*thing. 106:053,12[K ]| I never saw a place$0$ that$6#1$ wanted so$5#1$ much improvement in$4$ 106:053,13[K ]| my life; and it is so$5#1$ forlorn, that$3$ I do not know what can 106:053,14[K ]| be done with it." 106:053,15[N ]| "No$2$ wonder$0$ that$3$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth should think so$5#2$ at 106:053,16[N ]| present$0#1$," 106:053,16[' ]| said $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant to$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, with a smile$0$; 106:053,17[N ]| "but depend upon$4$ it, Sotherton will$1$ have \every\ improvement 106:053,18[N ]| in$4$ time which$6#1$ his heart can desire$1$." 106:053,19[K ]| "I must try to$9$ do something with it," 106:053,19[' ]| said $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 106:053,20[K ]| "but I do not know what. I hope$1$ I shall have 106:053,21[K ]| some good friend to$9$ help$1$ me." 106:053,22[H ]| "Your best friend upon$4$ such an occasion$0$," 106:053,22[' ]| said $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, 106:053,23[' ]| calmly, 106:053,23[H ]| "would be $MP#Z1$Mr%*Repton, I imagine." 106:053,24[K ]| "That$6#2$ is what I was thinking of. As he has done so$5#1$ 106:053,25[K ]| well$5$ by$4$ $MP#ZZJ$Smith, I think I had better have him at once. His 106:053,26[K ]| terms are five guineas a day." 106:053,27[J ]| "Well$7$, and if they were \ten\," 106:053,27[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 106:053,27[J ]| "I am 106:053,28[J ]| sure \you\ need$1$ not regard$1$ it. The expense need$1$ not be 106:053,29[J ]| any impediment. If I were you, I should not think of 106:053,30[J ]| the expense. I would have every*thing done in$4$ the best 106:053,31[J ]| style, and made as nice as possible. Such a place$0$ as 106:053,32[J ]| Sotherton*Court deserves every*thing that$6#1$ taste and 106:053,33[J ]| money can do. You have space to$9$ work$1$ upon$4$ there, and 106:053,34[J ]| grounds that$6#1$ will$1$ well$5$ reward$1$ you. For$4$ my own$2$ part$0$, if 106:053,35[J ]| I had any*thing within the fiftieth part$0$ of the size of 106:053,36[J ]| Sotherton, I should be always planting and improving, 106:053,37[J ]| for$3$ naturally I am excessively fond of it. It would be 106:053,38[J ]| too$5#1$ ridiculous for$4$ me to$9$ attempt$1$ any*thing where I am 106:054,01[J ]| now, with my little half acre. It would be quite a burlesque. 106:054,02[J ]| But if I had more room, I should take a prodigious 106:054,03[J ]| delight$0$ in$4$ improving and planting. We did a vast deal$0$ 106:054,04[J ]| in$4$ that$6#2$ way at the parsonage; we made it quite a different 106:054,05[J ]| place$0$ from what it was when we first had it. You young 106:054,06[J ]| ones do not remember much about$4$ it, perhaps. But if 106:054,07[J ]| dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas were here, he could tell you what improvements 106:054,08[J ]| we made; and a great deal$0$ more would have been 106:054,09[J ]| done, but for$4$ poor $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris's sad state$0$ of health. He 106:054,10[J ]| could hardly ever get out$5$, poor man, to$9$ enjoy any*thing, 106:054,11[J ]| and \that$6#2$\ disheartened me from doing several things that$6#1$ 106:054,12[J ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas and I used to$9$ talk$1$ of. If it had not been for$4$ 106:054,13[J ]| \that$6#2$\, we should have carried on$5$ the garden wall, and made 106:054,14[J ]| the plantation to$9$ shut out$5$ the churchyard, just$5$ as $MP#M$Dr%*Grant 106:054,15[J ]| has done. We were always doing something, as it 106:054,16[J ]| was. It was only the spring$0$ twelvemonth before$4$ $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris's 106:054,17[J ]| death, that$3$ we put in$5$ the apricot against the 106:054,18[J ]| stable wall, which$6#1$ is now grown such a noble tree, and 106:054,19[J ]| getting to$4$ such perfection, sir," 106:054,19[' ]| addressing herself then to$4$ 106:054,20[' ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant. 106:054,21[M ]| "The tree thrives well$5$ beyond$4$ a doubt$0$, madam," 106:054,21[' ]| replied 106:054,22[' ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant. 106:054,22[M ]| "The soil is good; and I never pass$1$ it without 106:054,23[M ]| regretting, that$3$ the fruit should be so$5#1$ little worth 106:054,24[M ]| the trouble$0$ of gathering." 106:054,25[J ]| "Sir, it is a moor*park, we bought it as a moor*park, 106:054,26[J ]| and it cost$1$ us ~~ that$6#2$ is, it was a present$0#2$ from $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 106:054,27[J ]| but I saw the bill, and I know it cost$1$ seven shillings, and 106:054,28[J ]| was charged as a moor*park." 106:054,29[M ]| "You were imposed on$5$, ma'am," 106:054,29[' ]| replied $MP#M$Dr%*Grant; 106:054,30[M ]| "these potatoes have as much the flavour of a moor*park 106:054,31[M ]| apricot, as the fruit from that$6#2$ tree. It is an insipid fruit 106:054,32[M ]| at the best; but a good apricot is eatable, which$6#1$ none 106:054,33[M ]| from my garden are." 106:054,34[N ]| "The truth is, ma'am," 106:054,34[' ]| said $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, pretending to$9$ 106:054,35[' ]| whisper$1$ across$4$ the table to$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 106:054,35[N ]| "that$3$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant 106:054,36[N ]| hardly knows what the natural$2$ taste of our apricot is; he 106:054,37[N ]| is scarcely ever indulged with one, for$3$ it is so$5#1$ valuable 106:054,38[N ]| a fruit, with a little assistance, and ours is such a remarkably 106:055,01[N ]| large, fair sort, that$3$ with early tarts and preserves, 106:055,02[N ]| my cook contrives to$9$ get them all." 106:055,03[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ had begun to$9$ redden, was appeased, 106:055,04[' ]| and, for$4$ a little while$0$, other subjects took place$0$ of the 106:055,05[' ]| improvements of Sotherton. $MP#M$Dr%*Grant and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 106:055,06[' ]| were seldom good friends; their acquaintance had begun 106:055,07[' ]| in$4$ dilapidations, and their habits were totally dissimilar. 106:055,08[' ]| After$4$ a short interruption, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth began again. 106:055,09[K ]| "$MP#ZZJ$Smith's place$0$ is the admiration of all the country; and 106:055,10[K ]| it was a mere nothing before$3$ $MP#Z1$Repton took it in$4$ hand$0$. 106:055,11[K ]| I think I shall have $MP#Z1$Repton." 106:055,12[F ]| "$MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth," 106:055,12[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 106:055,12[F ]| "if I were you, 106:055,13[F ]| I would have a very pretty$2$ shrubbery. One likes to$9$ get 106:055,14[F ]| out$5$ into a shrubbery in$4$ fine weather." 106:055,15[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was eager to$9$ assure her ladyship of his 106:055,16[' ]| acquiescence, and tried to$9$ make$1$ out$5$ something complimentary; 106:055,17[' ]| but between his submission to$4$ \her\ taste, and 106:055,18[' ]| his having always intended the same himself, with the 106:055,19[' ]| super-added objects$0$ of professing attention to$4$ the comfort$0$ 106:055,20[' ]| of ladies in$4$ general$0$, and of insinuating, that$3$ there was one 106:055,21[' ]| only whom$6#1$ he was anxious to$9$ please, he grew puzzled; 106:055,22[' ]| and $MP#B$Edmund was glad to$9$ put an end$0$ to$4$ his speech by$4$ 106:055,23[' ]| a proposal of wine. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, however, though 106:055,24[' ]| not usually a great talker, had still$5$ more to$9$ say on$4$ the 106:055,25[' ]| subject$0$ next his heart. 106:055,25[K ]| "$MP#ZZJ$Smith has not much above$4$ 106:055,26[K ]| a hundred acres altogether in$4$ his grounds, which$6#1$ is little 106:055,27[K ]| enough, and makes it more surprising that$3$ the place$0$ can 106:055,28[K ]| have been so$5#1$ improved. Now, at Sotherton, we have 106:055,29[K ]| a good seven hundred, without reckoning the water 106:055,30[K ]| meadows; so$3$ that$3$ I think, if so$5#1$ much could be done at 106:055,31[K ]| Compton, we need$1$ not despair$1$. There have been two or 106:055,32[K ]| three fine old trees cut$1$ down$5$ that$6#1$ grew too$5#1$ near$4$ the house, 106:055,33[K ]| and it opens the prospect amazingly, which$6#1$ makes me 106:055,34[K ]| think that$3$ $MP#Z1$Repton, or any*body of that$6#2$ sort, would 106:055,35[K ]| certainly have the avenue at Sotherton down$5$; the avenue 106:055,36[K ]| that$6#1$ leads from the west front$0$ to$4$ the top of the hill you 106:055,37[K ]| know," 106:055,37[' ]| turning to$4$ $MP#H$Miss*Bertram particularly as he spoke. 106:055,38[' ]| But $MP#H$Miss*Bertram thought$1$ it most becoming to$9$ reply$1$: 106:056,01[H ]| "The avenue! Oh! I do not recollect it. I really know 106:056,02[H ]| very little of Sotherton." 106:056,03[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ was sitting on$4$ the other side$0$ of $MP#B$Edmund, 106:056,04[' ]| exactly opposite $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, and who$6#1$ had been attentively 106:056,05[' ]| listening, now looked at him, and said in$4$ a low voice, 106:056,06[A ]| "Cut$1$ down$5$ an avenue! What a pity$0$! Does not it make$1$ 106:056,07[A ]| you think of $MP#Z1$Cowper? 106:056,07@z | ""Ye fallen avenues, once more 106:056,08@z | I mourn your fate unmerited.""" 106:056,09[' ]| He smiled as he answered, 106:056,09[B ]| "I am afraid the avenue 106:056,10[B ]| stands a bad chance$0$, $MP#A$Fanny." 106:056,11[A ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ see Sotherton before$3$ it is cut$1$ down$5$, 106:056,12[A ]| to$9$ see the place$0$ as it is now, in$4$ its old state$0$; but I do 106:056,13[A ]| not suppose I shall." 106:056,14[B ]| "Have you never been there? No$7$, you never can; and 106:056,15[B ]| unluckily it is out$5$ of distance$0$ for$4$ a ride$0$. I wish$1$ we could 106:056,16[B ]| contrive it." 106:056,17[A ]| "Oh! it does not signify. Whenever I do see it, you 106:056,18[A ]| will$1$ tell me how it has been altered." 106:056,19[C ]| "I collect," 106:056,19[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 106:056,19[C ]| "that$3$ Sotherton is 106:056,20[C ]| an old place$0$, and a place$0$ of some grandeur. In$4$ any 106:056,21[C ]| particular style of building?" 106:056,22[B ]| "The house was built in$4$ $MP#Z1$Elizabeth's time, and is a large, 106:056,23[B ]| regular, brick building ~~ heavy, but respectable looking, 106:056,24[B ]| and has many good rooms. It is ill placed. It stands in$4$ 106:056,25[B ]| one of the lowest spots of the park; in$4$ that$6#2$ respect$0$, 106:056,26[B ]| unfavourable for$4$ improvement. But the woods are fine, 106:056,27[B ]| and there is a stream, which$6#1$, I dare$1#2$ say, might be made 106:056,28[B ]| a good deal$0$ of. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is quite right$2#1$, I think, in$4$ 106:056,29[B ]| meaning to$9$ give it a modern dress$0$, and I have no$2$ doubt$0$ 106:056,30[B ]| that$3$ it will$1$ be all done extremely well$5$." 106:056,31[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford listened with submission, and said to$4$ 106:056,32[' ]| herself, 106:056,32[C ]| "He is a well*bred man; he makes the best of it." 106:056,33[B ]| "I do not wish$1$ to$9$ influence$1$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth," 106:056,33[' ]| he continued, 106:056,34[B ]| "but had I a place$0$ to$9$ new fashion$1$, I should not put 106:056,35[B ]| myself into the hands of an improver. I would rather 106:056,36[B ]| have an inferior degree of beauty, of my own$2$ choice$0$, and 106:056,37[B ]| acquired progressively. I would rather abide by$4$ my 106:056,38[B ]| own$2$ blunders than by$4$ his." 106:057,01[C ]| "\You\ would know what you were about$4$ of course$8$ ~~ but 106:057,02[C ]| that$6#2$ would not suit$1$ \me\. I have no$2$ eye or ingenuity for$4$ 106:057,03[C ]| such matters, but as they are before$4$ me; and had I a place$0$ 106:057,04[C ]| of my own$2$ in$4$ the country, I should be most thankful to$4$ 106:057,05[C ]| any $MP#Z1$Mr%*Repton who$6#1$ would undertake it, and give me as 106:057,06[C ]| much beauty as he could for$4$ my money; and I should 106:057,07[C ]| never look$1$ at it, till it was complete$2$." 106:057,08[A ]| "It would be delightful to$4$ \me\ to$9$ see the progress of it 106:057,09[A ]| all," 106:057,09[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny. 106:057,10[C ]| "Ay ~~ you have been brought up$5$ to$4$ it. It was no$2$ part$0$ 106:057,11[C ]| of my education; and the only dose I ever had, being$1$ 106:057,12[C ]| administered by$4$ not the first favourite$0$ in$4$ the world, has 106:057,13[C ]| made me consider improvements \in$4$\ \hand$0$\ as the greatest 106:057,14[C ]| of nuisances. Three years ago, the $MP#ZF$admiral, my honoured 106:057,15[C ]| uncle, bought a cottage at Twickenham for$4$ us all to$9$ spend 106:057,16[C ]| our summers in$4$; and my aunt and I went down$5$ to$4$ it 106:057,17[C ]| quite in$4$ raptures; but it being$1$ excessively pretty$2$, it was 106:057,18[C ]| soon found necessary to$9$ be improved; and for$4$ three 106:057,19[C ]| months we were all dirt and confusion, without a gravel 106:057,20[C ]| walk$0$ to$9$ step$1$ on$5$, or a bench fit$2$ for$4$ use$0$. I would have 106:057,21[C ]| every*thing as complete$2$ as possible in$4$ the country, shrubberies 106:057,22[C ]| and flower gardens, and rustic seats innumerable; 106:057,23[C ]| but it must be all done without my care$0$. $MP#D$Henry is 106:057,24[C ]| different, he loves to$9$ be doing." 106:057,25[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was sorry to$9$ hear $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, whom$6#1$ he 106:057,26[' ]| was much disposed to$9$ admire, speak so$5#1$ freely of her uncle. 106:057,27[' ]| It did not suit$1$ his sense of propriety, and he was silenced, 106:057,28[' ]| till induced by$4$ further smiles and liveliness, to$9$ put the 106:057,29[' ]| matter by$5$ for$4$ the present$0#1$. 106:057,30[C ]| "$MP#B$Mr%*Bertram," 106:057,30[' ]| said she, 106:057,30[C ]| "I have tidings of my harp 106:057,31[C ]| at last$0$. I am assured that$3$ it is safe at Northampton; 106:057,32[C ]| and there it has probably been these ten days, in$4$ spite$8$ of 106:057,33[C ]| the solemn assurances we have so$5#1$ often received to$4$ the 106:057,34[C ]| contrary." 106:057,34[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund expressed his pleasure and surprise$0$. 106:057,35[C ]| "The truth is, that$3$ our inquiries were too$5#1$ direct$2$; we 106:057,36[C ]| sent a servant, we went ourselves: this will$1$ not do seventy 106:057,37[C ]| miles from London ~~ but this morning we heard of it in$4$ 106:057,38[C ]| the right$2#1$ way. It was seen by$4$ some farmer, and he told 106:058,01[C ]| the miller, and the miller told the butcher, and the butcher's 106:058,02[C ]| son-in-law left word at the shop." 106:058,03[B ]| "I am very glad that$3$ you have heard of it, by$4$ whatever 106:058,04[B ]| means$0$; and hope$1$ there will$1$ be no$2$ farther delay$0$." 106:058,05[C ]| "I am to$9$ have it to*morrow; but how do you think 106:058,06[C ]| it is to$9$ be conveyed? Not by$4$ a waggon or cart; ~~ Oh! no$7$, 106:058,07[C ]| nothing of that$6#2$ kind$0$ could be hired in$4$ the village. I might 106:058,08[C ]| as well$5$ have asked for$4$ porters and a hand-barrow." 106:058,09[B ]| "You would find it difficult, I dare$1#2$ say, just$5$ now, in$4$ the 106:058,10[B ]| middle of a very late hay harvest, to$9$ hire$1$ a horse and 106:058,11[B ]| cart?" 106:058,12[C ]| "I was astonished to$9$ find what a piece of work$0$ was 106:058,13[C ]| made of it! To$9$ want$1$ a horse and cart in$4$ the country 106:058,14[C ]| seemed impossible, so$3$ I told my maid to$9$ speak for$4$ one 106:058,15[C ]| directly; and as I cannot look$1$ out$5$ of my dressing-closet 106:058,16[C ]| without seeing one farm*yard, nor walk$1$ in$4$ the shrubbery 106:058,17[C ]| without passing another, I thought$1$ it would be only ask 106:058,18[C ]| and have, and was rather grieved that$3$ I could not give 106:058,19[C ]| the advantage to$4$ all. Guess$1$ my surprise$0$, when I found 106:058,20[C ]| that$3$ I had been asking the most unreasonable, most 106:058,21[C ]| impossible thing in$4$ the world, had offended all the farmers, 106:058,22[C ]| all the labourers, all the hay in$4$ the parish. As for$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant's 106:058,23[C ]| bailiff, I believe I had better keep out$5$ of \his\ way; 106:058,24[C ]| and my brother-in-law himself, who$6#1$ is all kindness in$4$ 106:058,25[C ]| general$0$, looked rather black upon$4$ me, when he found 106:058,26[C ]| what I had been at." 106:058,27[B ]| "You could not be expected to$9$ have thought$1$ on$4$ the 106:058,28[B ]| subject$0$ before$5$, but when you \do\ think of it, you must see 106:058,29[B ]| the importance of getting in$4$ the grass. The hire$0$ of a cart 106:058,30[B ]| at any time, might not be so$5#1$ easy as you suppose; our 106:058,31[B ]| farmers are not in$4$ the habit of letting them out$5$; but in$4$ 106:058,32[B ]| harvest, it must be quite out$5$ of their power to$9$ spare$1$ a 106:058,33[B ]| horse." 106:058,34[C ]| "I shall understand all your ways in$4$ time; but coming 106:058,35[C ]| down$5$ with the true London maxim, that$3$ every*thing is to$9$ 106:058,36[C ]| be got with money, I was a little embarrassed at first by$4$ 106:058,37[C ]| the sturdy independence of your country customs. However, 106:058,38[C ]| I am to$9$ have my harp fetched to-morrow. $MP#D$Henry, 106:059,01[C ]| who$6#1$ is good-nature itself, has offered to$9$ fetch it in$4$ his 106:059,02[C ]| barouche. Will$1$ it not be honourably conveyed?" 106:059,03[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund spoke of the harp as his favourite$2$ instrument, 106:059,04[' ]| and hoped to$9$ be soon allowed to$9$ hear her. $MP#A$Fanny had 106:059,05[' ]| never heard the harp at all, and wished for$4$ it very much. 106:059,06[C ]| "I shall be most happy to$9$ play$1$ to$4$ you both," 106:059,06[' ]| said 106:059,07[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; 106:059,07[C ]| "at least, as long as you can like$1$ to$9$ listen; 106:059,08[C ]| probably much longer, for$3$ I dearly$5#1$ love$1$ music myself, and 106:059,09[C ]| where the natural$2$ taste is equal$2$, the player must always 106:059,10[C ]| be best off, for$3$ she is gratified in$4$ more ways than one. 106:059,11[C ]| Now, $MP#B$Mr%*Bertram, if you write to$4$ your brother, I entreat 106:059,12[C ]| you to$9$ tell him that$3$ my harp \is\ come, he heard so$5#1$ much 106:059,13[C ]| of my misery about$4$ it. And you may$1$ say, if you please, 106:059,14[C ]| that$3$ I shall prepare my most plaintive airs against his 106:059,15[C ]| return$0$, in$4$ compassion to$4$ his feelings, as I know his horse 106:059,16[C ]| will$1$ lose." 106:059,17[B ]| "If I write, I will$1$ say whatever you wish$1$ me; but I do 106:059,18[B ]| not at present$0#1$ foresee any occasion$0$ for$4$ writing." 106:059,19[C ]| "No$7$, I dare$1#2$ say, nor if he were to$9$ be gone a twelvemonth, 106:059,20[C ]| would you ever write to$4$ him, nor he to$4$ you, if it could 106:059,21[C ]| be helped. The occasion$0$ would never be foreseen. What 106:059,22[C ]| strange creatures brothers are! You would not write to$4$ 106:059,23[C ]| each other but upon$4$ the most urgent necessity in$4$ the 106:059,24[C ]| world; and when obliged to$9$ take up$5$ the pen to$9$ say that$3$ 106:059,25[C ]| such a horse is ill, or such a relation dead, it is done in$4$ the 106:059,26[C ]| fewest possible words. You have but one style among you. 106:059,27[C ]| I know it perfectly. $MP#D$Henry, who$6#1$ is in$4$ every other respect$0$ 106:059,28[C ]| exactly what a brother should be, who$6#1$ loves me, consults 106:059,29[C ]| me, confides in$4$ me, and will$1$ talk$1$ to$4$ me by$4$ the hour 106:059,30[C ]| together, has never yet turned the page in$4$ a letter; and 106:059,31[C ]| very often it is nothing more than, ""Dear$2#1$ $MP#C$Mary, I am 106:059,32[C ]| just$5$ arrived. Bath$0#1$ seems full, and every*thing as usual. 106:059,33[C ]| Your's sincerely."" That$6#2$ is the true manly style; that$6#2$ is 106:059,34[C ]| a complete$2$ brother's letter." 106:059,35[A ]| "When they are at a distance$0$ from all their family," 106:059,36[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, colouring for$4$ $MP#Q$William's sake, 106:059,36[A ]| "they can 106:059,37[A ]| write long letters." 106:059,38[B ]| "$MP#A$Miss*Price has a brother at sea," 106:059,38[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 106:060,01[B ]| "whose$6#1$ excellence as a correspondent, makes her think 106:060,02[B ]| you too$5#1$ severe upon$4$ us." 106:060,03[C ]| "At sea, has she? ~~ In$4$ the King's service of course$8$." 106:060,04[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny would rather have had $MP#B$Edmund tell the story, 106:060,05[' ]| but his determined silence$0$ obliged her to$9$ relate her brother's 106:060,06[' ]| situation; her voice was animated in$4$ speaking of 106:060,07[' ]| his profession$0#2$, and the foreign stations he had been on$4$, 106:060,08[' ]| but she could not mention$1$ the number of years that$6#1$ he 106:060,09[' ]| had been absent without tears in$4$ her eyes. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 106:060,10[' ]| civilly wished him an early promotion. 106:060,11[B ]| "Do you know any*thing of my cousin's captain?" 106:060,12[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund; 106:060,12[B ]| "$MP#ZV$Captain*Marshall? You have a large 106:060,13[B ]| acquaintance in$4$ the navy, I conclude?" 106:060,14[C ]| "Among Admirals, large enough; but," 106:060,14[' ]| with an air 106:060,15[' ]| of grandeur; 106:060,15[C ]| "we know very little of the inferior ranks. 106:060,16[C ]| Post captains may$1$ be very good sort of men, but they do 106:060,17[C ]| not belong to$4$ \us\. Of various admirals, I could tell you 106:060,18[C ]| a great deal$0$; of them and their flags, and the gradation 106:060,19[C ]| of their pay$0$, and their bickerings and jealousies. But in$4$ 106:060,20[C ]| general$0$, I can assure you that$3$ they are all passed over, 106:060,21[C ]| and all very ill*used. Certainly, my home at my uncle's 106:060,22[C ]| brought me acquainted with a circle of admirals. Of 106:060,23[C ]| \Rears\, and \Vices\, I saw enough. Now, do not be suspecting 106:060,24[C ]| me of a pun, I entreat." 106:060,25[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund again felt grave$2$, and only replied, 106:060,25[B ]| "It is a noble 106:060,26[B ]| profession$0#2$." 106:060,27[C ]| "Yes, the profession$0#2$ is well$5$ enough under two circumstances; 106:060,28[C ]| if it make$1$ the fortune, and there be discretion 106:060,29[C ]| in$4$ spending it. But, in$4$ short, it is not a favourite$2$ profession$0#2$ 106:060,30[C ]| of mine$6$. It has never worn an amiable form$0$ 106:060,31[C ]| to$4$ \me\." 106:060,32[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund reverted to$4$ the harp, and was again very 106:060,33[' ]| happy in$4$ the prospect of hearing her play$1$. 106:060,34[' ]| The subject$0$ of improving grounds meanwhile was still$5$ 106:060,35[' ]| under consideration among the others; and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 106:060,36[' ]| could not help$1$ addressing her brother, though it was 106:060,37[' ]| calling his attention from $MP#I$Miss*Julia*Bertram. 106:060,37[N ]| "My 106:060,38[N ]| dear$2#1$ $MP#D$Henry, have \you\ nothing to$9$ say? You have been 106:061,01[N ]| an improver yourself, and from what I hear of Everingham, 106:061,02[N ]| it may$1$ vie with any place$0$ in$4$ England. Its natural$2$ 106:061,03[N ]| beauties, I am sure, are great. Everingham as it \used\ 106:061,04[N ]| to$9$ be was perfect$2$ in$4$ my estimation; such a happy fall$0$ of 106:061,05[N ]| ground, and such timber! What would not I give to$9$ see 106:061,06[N ]| it again!" 106:061,07[D ]| "Nothing could be so$5#1$ gratifying to$4$ me as to$9$ hear your 106:061,08[D ]| opinion of it," 106:061,08[' ]| was his answer$0$. 106:061,08[D ]| "But I fear$1$ there would 106:061,09[D ]| be some disappointment. You would not find it equal$2$ 106:061,10[D ]| to$4$ your present$2$ ideas. In$4$ extent it is a mere nothing ~~ 106:061,11[D ]| you would be surprised at its insignificance; and as for$4$ 106:061,12[D ]| improvement, there was very little for$4$ me to$9$ do; too$5#1$ 106:061,13[D ]| little ~~ I should like$1$ to$9$ have been busy much longer." 106:061,14[I ]| "You are fond of the sort of thing?" 106:061,14[' ]| said $MP#I$Julia. 106:061,15[D ]| "Excessively: but what with the natural$2$ advantages 106:061,16[D ]| of the ground, which$6#1$ pointed out$5$ even$5$ to$4$ a very young 106:061,17[D ]| eye what little remained to$9$ be done, and my own$2$ consequent 106:061,18[D ]| resolutions, I had not been of age three months 106:061,19[D ]| before$3$ Everingham was all that$6#1$ it is now. My plan was 106:061,20[D ]| laid at Westminster ~~ a little altered perhaps at Cambridge, 106:061,21[D ]| and at one*and*twenty executed. I am inclined to$9$ envy$1$ 106:061,22[D ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth for$4$ having so$5#1$ much happiness yet before$4$ 106:061,23[D ]| him. I have been a devourer of my own$2$." 106:061,24[I ]| "Those who$6#1$ see quickly, will$1$ resolve$1$ quickly and act$1$ 106:061,25[I ]| quickly," 106:061,25[' ]| said $MP#I$Julia. 106:061,25[I ]| "\You\ can never want$1$ employment. 106:061,26[I ]| Instead of envying $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, you should assist him 106:061,27[I ]| with your opinion." 106:061,28[' ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant hearing the latter part$0$ of this speech, enforced 106:061,29[' ]| it warmly, persuaded that$3$ no$2$ judgment could be 106:061,30[' ]| equal$2$ to$4$ her brother's; and as $MP#H$Miss*Bertram caught at 106:061,31[' ]| the idea likewise, and gave it her full support$0$, declaring 106:061,32[' ]| that$3$ 106:061,32@h | in$4$ her opinion it was infinitely better to$9$ consult with 106:061,33@h | friends and disinterested advisers, than immediately to$9$ 106:061,34@h | throw$1$ the business into the hands of a professional man, 106:061,35[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was very ready to$9$ request$1$ the favour$0$ of 106:061,36[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's assistance; and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford after$4$ properly 106:061,37[' ]| depreciating his own$2$ abilities, was quite at his service 106:061,38[' ]| in$4$ any way that$6#1$ could be useful. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth then 106:062,01[' ]| began to$9$ propose $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's doing him the honour$0$ of 106:062,02[' ]| coming over to$4$ Sotherton, and taking a bed there; when 106:062,03[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, as if reading in$4$ her two nieces' minds their 106:062,04[' ]| little approbation of a plan which$6#1$ was to$9$ take $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 106:062,05[' ]| away, interposed with an amendment. 106:062,05[J ]| "There can 106:062,06[J ]| be no$2$ doubt$0$ of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's willingness; but why 106:062,07[J ]| should not more of us go? ~~ Why should not we make$1$ 106:062,08[J ]| a little party? Here are many that$6#1$ would be interested 106:062,09[J ]| in$4$ your improvements, my dear$2#1$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, and 106:062,10[J ]| that$6#1$ would like$1$ to$9$ hear $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's opinion on$4$ the 106:062,11[J ]| spot, and that$6#1$ might be of some small use$0$ to$4$ you with 106:062,12[J ]| \their\ opinions; and for$4$ my own$2$ part$0$ I have been long 106:062,13[J ]| wishing to$9$ wait upon$4$ your good mother again; nothing 106:062,14[J ]| but having no$2$ horses of my own$2$, could have made me so$5#1$ 106:062,15[J ]| remiss; but now I could go and sit a few hours with 106:062,16[J ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth while$3$ the rest$0#1$ of you walked about$5$ and 106:062,17[J ]| settled things, and then we could all return$1$ to$4$ a late dinner 106:062,18[J ]| here, or dine at Sotherton just$5$ as might be most agreeable 106:062,19[J ]| to$4$ your mother, and have a pleasant drive$0$ home by$4$ moonlight. 106:062,20[J ]| I dare$1#2$ say $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford would take my two 106:062,21[J ]| nieces and me in$4$ his barouche, and $MP#B$Edmund can go on$4$ 106:062,22[J ]| horseback, you know, sister, and $MP#A$Fanny will$1$ stay$1$ at home 106:062,23[J ]| with you." 106:062,24[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram made no$2$ objection, and every*one concerned 106:062,25[' ]| in$4$ the going, was forward$5$ in$4$ expressing their ready 106:062,26[' ]| concurrence, excepting $MP#B$Edmund, who$6#1$ heard it all and 106:062,27[' ]| said nothing. 107:063,01[B ]| "Well$7$ $MP#A$Fanny, and how do you like$1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 107:063,02[B ]| \now\?" 107:063,02[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund the next day, after$4$ thinking some 107:063,03[' ]| time on$4$ the subject$0$ himself. 107:063,03[B ]| "How did you like$1$ her 107:063,04[B ]| yesterday?" 107:063,05[A ]| "Very well$5$ ~~ very much. I like$1$ to$9$ hear her talk$1$. 107:063,06[A ]| She entertains me; and she is so$5#1$ extremely pretty$2$, that$3$ 107:063,07[A ]| I have great pleasure in$4$ looking at her." 107:063,08[B ]| "It is her countenance that$6#1$ is so$5#1$ attractive. She has 107:063,09[B ]| a wonderful play$0$ of feature! But was there nothing in$4$ her 107:063,10[B ]| conversation that$6#1$ struck you $MP#A$Fanny, as not quite right$2#1$?" 107:063,11[A ]| "Oh! yes, she ought not to$9$ have spoken of her uncle 107:063,12[A ]| as she did. I was quite astonished. An uncle with whom$6#1$ 107:063,13[A ]| she has been living so$5#1$ many years, and who$6#1$, whatever his 107:063,14[A ]| faults may$1$ be, is so$5#1$ very fond of her brother, treating him, 107:063,15[A ]| they say, quite like$4$ a son. I could not have believed it!" 107:063,16[B ]| "I thought$1$ you would be struck. It was very wrong ~~ 107:063,17[B ]| very indecorous." 107:063,18[A ]| "And very ungrateful I think." 107:063,19[B ]| "Ungrateful is a strong word. I do not know that$3$ her 107:063,20[B ]| uncle has any claim$0$ to$4$ her \gratitude\; his wife certainly 107:063,21[B ]| had; and it is the warmth of her respect$0$ for$4$ her aunt's 107:063,22[B ]| memory which$6#1$ misleads her here. She is awkwardly 107:063,23[B ]| circumstanced. With such warm$2$ feelings and lively 107:063,24[B ]| spirits it must be difficult to$9$ do justice to$4$ her affection for$4$ 107:063,25[B ]| $MP#ZF$Mrs%*Crawford, without throwing a shade on$4$ the $MP#ZF$admiral. 107:063,26[B ]| I do not pretend to$9$ know which$6#1$ was most to$9$ blame$1$ in$4$ 107:063,27[B ]| their disagreements, though the $MP#ZF$admiral's present$2$ conduct$0$ 107:063,28[B ]| might incline one to$4$ the side$0$ of his wife: but it is natural$2$ 107:063,29[B ]| and amiable that$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford should acquit her aunt 107:063,30[B ]| entirely. I do not censure$1$ her \opinions\; but there 107:063,31[B ]| certainly \is\ impropriety in$4$ making them public$2$." 107:063,32[A ]| "Do not you think," 107:063,32[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, after$4$ a little consideration, 107:063,33[A ]| "that$3$ this impropriety is a reflection itself upon$4$ 107:064,01[A ]| $MP#ZF$Mrs%*Crawford, as her niece has been entirely brought up$5$ 107:064,02[A ]| by$4$ her? She cannot have given her right$2#1$ notions of what 107:064,03[A ]| was due$2$ to$4$ the $MP#ZF$admiral." 107:064,04[B ]| "That$6#2$ is a fair remark$0$. Yes, we must suppose the 107:064,05[B ]| faults of the niece to$9$ have been those of the aunt; and it 107:064,06[B ]| makes one more sensible$2#1$ of the disadvantages she has 107:064,07[B ]| been under. But I think her present$2$ home must do her 107:064,08[B ]| good. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's manners are just$5$ what they ought 107:064,09[B ]| to$9$ be. She speaks of her brother with a very pleasing 107:064,10[B ]| affection." 107:064,11[A ]| "Yes, except as to$4$ his writing her such short letters. 107:064,12[A ]| She made me almost laugh$1$; but I cannot rate$1$ so$5#1$ very 107:064,13[A ]| highly the love$0$ or good*nature of a brother, who$6#1$ will$1$ not 107:064,14[A ]| give himself the trouble$0$ of writing any*thing worth 107:064,15[A ]| reading, to$4$ his sisters, when they are separated. I am 107:064,16[A ]| sure $MP#Q$William would never have used \me\ so$5#2$, under any 107:064,17[A ]| circumstances. And what right$0$ had she to$9$ suppose, that$3$ 107:064,18[A ]| \you\ would not write long letters when you were absent?" 107:064,19[B ]| "The right$0$ of a lively mind$0$, $MP#A$Fanny, seizing whatever 107:064,20[B ]| may$1$ contribute to$4$ its own$2$ amusement or that$6#2$ of others; 107:064,21[B ]| perfectly allowable, when untinctured by$4$ ill*humour or 107:064,22[B ]| roughness; and there is not a shadow of either in$4$ the 107:064,23[B ]| countenance or manner of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, nothing sharp, 107:064,24[B ]| or loud, or coarse. She is perfectly feminine, except in$4$ 107:064,25[B ]| the instances we have been speaking of. \There\ she 107:064,26[B ]| cannot be justified. I am glad you saw it all as I did." 107:064,27[' ]| Having formed her mind$0$ and gained her affections, 107:064,28[' ]| he had a good chance$0$ of her thinking like$4$ him; though 107:064,29[' ]| at this period, and on$4$ this subject$0$, there began now to$9$ 107:064,30[' ]| be some danger of dissimilarity, for$3$ he was in$4$ a line of 107:064,31[' ]| admiration of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, which$6#1$ might lead$1$ him 107:064,32[' ]| where $MP#A$Fanny could not follow. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's attractions 107:064,33[' ]| did not lessen. The harp arrived, and rather added 107:064,34[' ]| to$4$ her beauty, wit, and good*humour, for$3$ she played 107:064,35[' ]| with the greatest obligingness, with an expression and 107:064,36[' ]| taste which$6#1$ were peculiarly becoming, and there was 107:064,37[' ]| something clever to$9$ be said at the close$0$ of every air. 107:064,38[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was at the parsonage every day to$9$ be indulged 107:065,01[' ]| with his favourite$2$ instrument; one morning secured an 107:065,02[' ]| invitation for$4$ the next, for$3$ the lady could not be unwilling 107:065,03[' ]| to$9$ have a listener, and every*thing was soon in$4$ a fair 107:065,04[' ]| train. 107:065,05[' ]| A young woman, pretty$2$, lively, with a harp as elegant 107:065,06[' ]| as herself; and both placed near$4$ a window, cut$1$ down$5$ 107:065,07[' ]| to$4$ the ground, and opening on$4$ a little lawn, surrounded 107:065,08[' ]| by$4$ shrubs in$4$ the rich foliage of summer, was enough to$9$ 107:065,09[' ]| catch$1$ any man's heart. The season, the scene, the air, 107:065,10[' ]| were all favourable to$4$ tenderness and sentiment. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 107:065,11[' ]| and her tambour frame were not without their 107:065,12[' ]| use$0$; it was all in$4$ harmony; and as every*thing will$1$ 107:065,13[' ]| turn$1$ to$4$ account$0$ when love$0$ is once set$1$ going, even$5$ the 107:065,14[' ]| sandwich tray, and $MP#M$Dr%*Grant doing the honours of it, 107:065,15[' ]| were worth looking at. Without studying the business, 107:065,16[' ]| however, or knowing what he was about$4$, $MP#B$Edmund was 107:065,17[' ]| beginning at the end$0$ of a week of such intercourse, to$9$ be 107:065,18[' ]| a good deal$0$ in$4$ love$0$; and to$4$ the credit$0$ of the lady it may$1$ 107:065,19[' ]| be added, that$3$ without his being$1$ a man of the world or 107:065,20[' ]| an elder brother, without any of the arts of flattery or 107:065,21[' ]| the gaieties of small talk$0$, he began to$4$ be agreeable to$9$ her. 107:065,22[' ]| She felt it to$9$ be so$5#2$, though she had not foreseen and could 107:065,23[' ]| hardly understand it; for$3$ 107:065,23@c | he was not pleasant by$4$ any 107:065,24@c | common$2$ rule, he talked no$2$ nonsense, he paid no$2$ compliments, 107:065,25@c | his opinions were unbending, his attentions 107:065,26@c | tranquil and simple$2$. 107:065,26[' ]| There was a charm$0$, perhaps, in$4$ his 107:065,27[' ]| sincerity, his steadiness, his integrity, which$6#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 107:065,28[' ]| might be equal$2$ to$9$ feel, though not equal$2$ to$9$ discuss 107:065,29[' ]| with herself. She did not think very much about$4$ it, 107:065,30[' ]| however; 107:065,30@c | he pleased her for$4$ the present$0#1$; she liked to$9$ 107:065,31@c | have him near$4$ her; it was enough. 107:065,32@a | $MP#A$Fanny could not wonder$1$ that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund was at the 107:065,33@a | parsonage every morning; she would gladly have been 107:065,34@a | there too$5#2$, might she have gone in$5$ uninvited and unnoticed 107:065,35@a | to$9$ hear the harp; neither could she wonder$1$, that$3$ when 107:065,36@a | the evening stroll was over, and the two families parted 107:065,37@a | again, he should think it right$2#1$ to$9$ attend $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and 107:065,38@a | her sister to$4$ their home, while$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was devoted 107:066,01@a | to$4$ the ladies of the park; but she thought$1$ it a very bad 107:066,02@a | exchange$0$, and if $MP#B$Edmund were not there to$9$ mix the wine 107:066,03@a | and water for$4$ her, would rather go without it than not. 107:066,04@a | She was a little surprised that$3$ he could spend so$5#1$ many 107:066,05@a | hours with $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, and not see more of the sort 107:066,06@a | of fault which$6#1$ he had already observed, and of which$6#1$ \she\ 107:066,07@a | was almost always reminded by$4$ a something of the same 107:066,08@a | nature whenever she was in$4$ her company; but so$5#2$ it was. 107:066,09@a | $MP#B$Edmund was fond of speaking to$4$ her of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 107:066,10@a | but he seemed to$9$ think it enough that$3$ the $MP#ZF$admiral had 107:066,11@a | since been spared; and she scrupled to$9$ point$1$ out$5$ her 107:066,12@a | own$2$ remarks to$4$ him, lest it should appear like$4$ ill-nature. 107:066,13[' ]| The first actual pain$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford occasioned her, 107:066,14[' ]| was the consequence of an inclination to$9$ learn to$9$ ride$1$, 107:066,15[' ]| which$6#1$ the former caught soon after$4$ her being$1$ settled at 107:066,16[' ]| Mansfield from the example of the young ladies at the 107:066,17[' ]| park, and which$6#1$, when $MP#B$Edmund's acquaintance with her 107:066,18[' ]| increased, led to$4$ his encouraging the wish$0$, and the offer$0$ 107:066,19[' ]| of his own$2$ quiet$2$ mare for$4$ the purpose of her first attempts, 107:066,20[' ]| as the best fitted for$4$ a beginner that$6#1$ either stable could 107:066,21[' ]| furnish. No$2$ pain$0$, no$2$ injury, however, was designed by$4$ 107:066,22[' ]| him to$4$ his cousin in$4$ this offer$0$: 107:066,22@b | \she\ was not to$9$ lose a day's 107:066,23@b | exercise$0$ by$4$ it. The mare was only to$9$ be taken down$5$ 107:066,24@b | to$4$ the parsonage half an hour before$3$ her ride$0$ were to$9$ 107:066,25@b | begin; 107:066,25[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny, on$4$ its being$1$ first proposed, so$5#1$ far 107:066,26[' ]| from feeling slighted, was almost overpowered with 107:066,27[' ]| gratitude that$3$ he should be asking her leave$0$ for$4$ it. 107:066,28[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford made her first essay with great credit$0$ 107:066,29[' ]| to$4$ herself, and no$2$ inconvenience to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny. $MP#B$Edmund, 107:066,30[' ]| who$6#1$ had taken down$5$ the mare and presided at the whole$0$, 107:066,31[' ]| returned with it in$4$ excellent time, before$3$ either $MP#A$Fanny 107:066,32[' ]| or the steady old coachman, who$6#1$ always attended her 107:066,33[' ]| when she rode without her cousins, were ready to$9$ set$1$ 107:066,34[' ]| forward$5$. The second$2$ day's trial was not so$5#1$ guiltless. 107:066,35[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's enjoyment of riding was such, that$3$ she 107:066,36[' ]| did not know how to$9$ leave$1$ off. Active and fearless, and, 107:066,37[' ]| though rather small, strongly made, she seemed formed 107:066,38[' ]| for$4$ a horsewoman; and to$4$ the pure genuine pleasure of 107:067,01[' ]| the exercise$0$, something was probably added in$4$ $MP#B$Edmund's 107:067,02[' ]| attendance and instructions, and something more in$4$ the 107:067,03[' ]| conviction of very much surpassing her sex in$4$ general$0$ 107:067,04[' ]| by$4$ her early progress, to$9$ make$1$ her unwilling to$9$ dismount. 107:067,05[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was ready and waiting, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was 107:067,06[' ]| beginning to$9$ scold her for$4$ not being$1$ gone, and still$5$ no$2$ 107:067,07[' ]| horse was announced, no$2$ $MP#B$Edmund appeared. To$9$ avoid 107:067,08[' ]| her aunt, and look$1$ for$4$ him, she went out$5$. 107:067,09[' ]| The houses, though scarcely half a mile apart, were 107:067,10[' ]| not within sight of each other; but by$4$ walking fifty 107:067,11[' ]| yards from the hall door, she could look$1$ down$4$ the park, 107:067,12[' ]| and command$1$ a view$0$ of the parsonage and all its demesnes, 107:067,13[' ]| gently rising beyond$4$ the village road; and in$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant's 107:067,14[' ]| meadow she immediately saw the group ~~ 107:067,14@a | $MP#B$Edmund and 107:067,15@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford both on$4$ horseback, riding side$0$ by$4$ side$0$, 107:067,16@a | $MP#M$Dr% and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, with two or three 107:067,17@a | grooms, standing about$5$ and looking on$5$. A happy party 107:067,18@a | it appeared to$4$ her ~~ all interested in$4$ one object$0$ ~~ cheerful 107:067,19@a | beyond$4$ a doubt$0$, for$3$ the sound$0$ of merriment ascended 107:067,20@a | even$5$ to$4$ her. It was a sound$0$ which$6#1$ did not make$1$ \her\ 107:067,21@a | cheerful; she wondered that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund should forget her, 107:067,22@a | and felt a pang. She could not turn$1$ her eyes from the 107:067,23@a | meadow, she could not help$1$ watching all that$6#1$ passed. 107:067,24@a | At first $MP#C$Miss*Crawford and her companion made the 107:067,25@a | circuit of the field, which$6#1$ was not small, at a foot's pace$0$; 107:067,26@a | then, at \her\ apparent suggestion, they rose$1$ into a canter; 107:067,27[' ]| and to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's timid nature 107:067,27@a | it was most astonishing to$9$ 107:067,28@a | see how well$5$ she sat. After$4$ a few minutes, they stopt 107:067,29@a | entirely, $MP#B$Edmund was close$5$ to$4$ her, he was speaking to$4$ 107:067,30@a | her, he was evidently directing her management of the 107:067,31@a | bridle, he had hold$0$ of her hand$0$; 107:067,31[' ]| she saw it, or the imagination 107:067,32[' ]| supplied what the eye could not reach$1$. 107:067,32@a | She must 107:067,33@a | not wonder$1$ at all this; what could be more natural$2$ than 107:067,34@a | that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund should be making himself useful, and 107:067,35@a | proving his good-nature by$4$ any*one? She could not but 107:067,36@a | think indeed that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford might as well$5$ have saved 107:067,37@a | him the trouble$0$; that$3$ it would have been particularly 107:067,38@a | proper and becoming in$4$ a brother to$9$ have done it himself; 107:068,01@a | but $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, with all his boasted$2$ good-nature, and 107:068,02@a | all his coachmanship, probably knew nothing of the 107:068,03@a | matter, and had no$2$ active kindness in$4$ comparison of 107:068,04@a | $MP#B$Edmund. She began to$9$ think it rather hard upon$4$ the 107:068,05@a | mare to$9$ have such double$2$ duty; if she were forgotten 107:068,06@a | the poor mare should be remembered. 107:068,07[' ]| Her feelings for$4$ one and the other were soon a little 107:068,08[' ]| tranquillized, by$4$ seeing the party in$4$ the meadow disperse, 107:068,09[' ]| and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford still$5$ on$4$ horseback, but attended by$4$ 107:068,10[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund on$4$ foot, pass$1$ through$4$ a gate into the lane, and 107:068,11[' ]| so$3$ into the park, and make$1$ towards the spot where she 107:068,12[' ]| stood. She began then to$9$ be afraid of appearing rude 107:068,13[' ]| and impatient; and walked to$9$ meet$1$ them with a great 107:068,14[' ]| anxiety to$9$ avoid the suspicion. 107:068,15[C ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Miss*Price," 107:068,15[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, as soon as 107:068,16[' ]| she was at all within hearing, 107:068,16[C ]| "I am come to$9$ make$1$ my 107:068,17[C ]| own$2$ apologies for$4$ keeping you waiting ~~ but I have 107:068,18[C ]| nothing in$4$ the world to$9$ say for$4$ myself ~~ I knew it was very 107:068,19[C ]| late, and that$3$ I was behaving extremely ill; and, therefore, 107:068,20[C ]| if you please, you must forgive me. Selfishness 107:068,21[C ]| must always be forgiven you know, because there is no$2$ 107:068,22[C ]| hope$0$ of a cure$0$." 107:068,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's answer$0$ was extremely civil, and $MP#B$Edmund 107:068,24[' ]| added his conviction that$3$ she could be in$4$ no$2$ hurry$0$. 107:068,25[B ]| "For$3$ there is more than time enough for$4$ my cousin to$9$ 107:068,26[B ]| ride$1$ twice as far as she ever goes," 107:068,26[' ]| said he, 107:068,26[B ]| "and you 107:068,27[B ]| have been promoting her comfort$0$ by$4$ preventing her 107:068,28[B ]| from setting off half an hour sooner; clouds are now 107:068,29[B ]| coming up$5$, and she will$1$ not suffer from the heat$0$ as she 107:068,30[B ]| would have done then. I wish$1$ \you\ may$1$ not be fatigued 107:068,31[B ]| by$4$ so$5#1$ much exercise$0$. I wish$1$ you had saved yourself this 107:068,32[B ]| walk$0$ home." 107:068,33[C ]| "No$2$ part$0$ of it fatigues$1$ me but getting off this horse, 107:068,34[C ]| I assure you," 107:068,34[' ]| said she, as she sprang down$5$ with his help$1$; 107:068,35[C ]| "I am very strong. Nothing ever fatigues$1$ me, but 107:068,36[C ]| doing what I do not like$1$. $MP#A$Miss*Price, I give way to$4$ you 107:068,37[C ]| with a very bad grace$0$; but I sincerely hope$1$ you will$1$ 107:068,38[C ]| have a pleasant ride$0$, and that$3$ I may$1$ have nothing 107:069,01[C ]| but good to$9$ hear of this dear$2#1$, delightful, beautiful 107:069,02[C ]| animal." 107:069,03[' ]| The old coachman, who$6#1$ had been waiting about$5$ with 107:069,04[' ]| his own$2$ horse, now joining them, $MP#A$Fanny was lifted on$4$ 107:069,05[' ]| her's, and they set$1$ off across$4$ another part$0$ of the park; 107:069,06[' ]| her feelings of discomfort not lightened by$4$ seeing, as she 107:069,07[' ]| looked back$5$, that$3$ the others were walking down$4$ the hill 107:069,08[' ]| together to$4$ the village; nor did her attendant do her 107:069,09[' ]| much good by$4$ his comments on$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's great 107:069,10[' ]| cleverness as a horsewoman, which$6#1$ he had been watching 107:069,11[' ]| with an interest$0$ almost equal$2$ to$4$ her own$2$. 107:069,12[W ]| "It is a pleasure to$9$ see a lady with such a good heart 107:069,13[W ]| for$4$ riding!" 107:069,13[' ]| said he. 107:069,13[W ]| "I never see one sit a horse 107:069,14[W ]| better. She did not seem to$9$ have a thought$0$ of fear$0$. 107:069,15[W ]| Very different from you, $MP#A$miss, when you first began, six 107:069,16[W ]| years ago come next Easter. Lord$7$ bless me! how you 107:069,17[W ]| did tremble$1$ when $MP#E$Sir*Thomas first had you put on$5$!" 107:069,18[' ]| In$4$ the drawing-room $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was also celebrated. 107:069,19[' ]| Her merit$0$ in$4$ being$1$ gifted by$4$ nature with 107:069,20[' ]| strength and courage was fully appreciated by$4$ the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams; 107:069,21[' ]| her delight$0$ in$4$ riding was like$4$ their own$2$; 107:069,22[' ]| her early excellence in$4$ it was like$4$ their own$2$, and they 107:069,23[' ]| had great pleasure in$4$ praising it. 107:069,24[I ]| "I was sure she would ride$1$ well$5$," 107:069,24[' ]| said $MP#I$Julia; 107:069,24[I ]| "she 107:069,25[I ]| has the make$0$ for$4$ it. Her figure is as neat as her brother's." 107:069,26[H ]| "Yes," 107:069,26[' ]| added $MP#H$Maria, 107:069,26[H ]| "and her spirits are as good, 107:069,27[H ]| and she has the same energy of character. I cannot 107:069,28[H ]| but think that$3$ good horsemanship has a great deal$0$ to$9$ do 107:069,29[H ]| with the mind$0$." 107:069,30[' ]| When they parted at night, $MP#B$Edmund asked $MP#A$Fanny 107:069,31[' ]| whether she meant to$9$ ride$1$ the next day. 107:069,32[A ]| "No$7$, I do not know, not if you want$1$ the mare," 107:069,32[' ]| was 107:069,33[' ]| her answer$0$. 107:069,34[B ]| "I do not want$1$ her at all for$4$ myself," 107:069,34[' ]| said he; 107:069,34[B ]| "but 107:069,35[B ]| whenever you are next inclined to$9$ stay$1$ at home, I think 107:069,36[B ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford would be glad to$9$ have her for$4$ a longer 107:069,37[B ]| time ~~ for$4$ a whole$2$ morning in$4$ short. She has a great 107:069,38[B ]| desire$0$ to$9$ get as far as Mansfield*common, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 107:070,01[B ]| has been telling her of its fine views, and I have no$2$ doubt$0$ 107:070,02[B ]| of her being$1$ perfectly equal$2$ to$4$ it. But any morning 107:070,03[B ]| will$1$ do for$4$ this. She would be extremely sorry to$9$ interfere 107:070,04[B ]| with you. It would be very wrong if she did. ~~ \She\ 107:070,05[B ]| rides$1$ only for$4$ pleasure, \you\ for$4$ health." 107:070,06[A ]| "I shall not ride$1$ to-morrow, certainly," 107:070,06[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny; 107:070,07[A ]| "I have been out$5$ very often lately, and would rather 107:070,08[A ]| stay$1$ at home. You know I am strong enough now to$9$ 107:070,09[A ]| walk$1$ very well$5$." 107:070,10[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund looked pleased, which$6#1$ must be $MP#A$Fanny's comfort$0$, 107:070,11[' ]| and the ride$0$ to$4$ Mansfield*common took place$0$ the next 107:070,12[' ]| morning; ~~ the party included all the young people but 107:070,13[' ]| herself, and was much enjoyed at the time, and doubly 107:070,14[' ]| enjoyed again in$4$ the evening discussion. A successful 107:070,15[' ]| scheme$0$ of this sort generally brings on$5$ another; and the 107:070,16[' ]| having been to$4$ Mansfield-common, disposed them all for$4$ 107:070,17[' ]| going somewhere else the day after$5$. There were many 107:070,18[' ]| other views to$9$ be shewn, and though the weather was 107:070,19[' ]| hot, there were shady lanes wherever they wanted to$9$ go. 107:070,20[' ]| A young party is always provided with a shady lane. 107:070,21[' ]| Four fine mornings successively were spent in$4$ this manner, 107:070,22[' ]| in$4$ shewing the $MP#D1$Crawfords the country, and doing the 107:070,23[' ]| honours of its finest spots. Every*thing answered; it 107:070,24[' ]| was all gaiety and good-humour, the heat$0$ only supplying 107:070,25[' ]| inconvenience enough to$9$ be talked of with pleasure ~~ till 107:070,26[' ]| the fourth day, when the happiness of one of the party 107:070,27[' ]| was exceedingly clouded. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram was the one. 107:070,28[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#I$Julia were invited to$9$ dine at the parsonage, 107:070,29[' ]| and \she\ was excluded. It was meant and done by$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, 107:070,30[' ]| with perfect$2$ good*humour, on$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 107:070,31[' ]| account$0$, who$6#1$ was partly expected at the park that$6#2$ day; 107:070,32[' ]| but it was felt as a very grievous injury, and her good 107:070,33[' ]| manners were severely taxed to$9$ conceal her vexation 107:070,34[' ]| and anger$0$, till she reached home. As $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 107:070,35[' ]| did \not\ come, the injury was increased, and she had not 107:070,36[' ]| even$5$ the relief of shewing her power over him; she could 107:070,37[' ]| only be sullen to$4$ her mother, aunt, and cousin, and throw$1$ 107:070,38[' ]| as great a gloom as possible over their dinner and dessert. 107:071,01[' ]| Between ten and eleven, $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#I$Julia walked 107:071,02[' ]| into the drawing-room, fresh with the evening air, 107:071,03[' ]| glowing and cheerful, the very reverse of what they 107:071,04[' ]| found in$4$ the three ladies sitting there, for$3$ $MP#H$Maria would 107:071,05[' ]| scarcely raise her eyes from her book, and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 107:071,06[' ]| was half asleep; and even$5$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, discomposed by$4$ 107:071,07[' ]| her niece's ill-humour, and having asked one or two 107:071,08[' ]| questions about$4$ the dinner, which$6#1$ were not immediately 107:071,09[' ]| attended to$5$, seemed almost determined to$9$ say no$2$ more. 107:071,10[' ]| For$4$ a few minutes, the brother and sister were too$5#1$ eager 107:071,11[' ]| in$4$ their praise$0$ of the night and their remarks on$4$ the stars, 107:071,12[' ]| to$9$ think beyond$4$ themselves; but when the first pause$0$ 107:071,13[' ]| came, $MP#B$Edmund, looking around$5$, said, 107:071,13[B ]| "But where is 107:071,14[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ Is she gone to$4$ bed?" 107:071,15[J ]| "No$7$, not that$6#2$ I know of," 107:071,15[' ]| replied $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris; 107:071,15[J ]| "she 107:071,16[J ]| was here a moment ago." 107:071,17[' ]| Her own$2$ gentle voice speaking from the other end$0$ of 107:071,18[' ]| the room, which$6#1$ was a very long one, told them that$3$ she 107:071,19[' ]| was on$4$ the sofa. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris began scolding. 107:071,20[J ]| "That$6#2$ is a very foolish trick$0$, $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ be idling away 107:071,21[J ]| all the evening upon$4$ a sofa. Why cannot you come and 107:071,22[J ]| sit here, and employ yourself as \we\ do? ~~ If you have 107:071,23[J ]| no$2$ work$0$ of your own$2$, I can supply$1$ you from the poor-basket. 107:071,24[J ]| There is all the new calico that$6#1$ was bought last$2$ 107:071,25[J ]| week, not touched yet. I am sure I almost broke my 107:071,26[J ]| back$0$ by$4$ cutting it out$5$. You should learn to$9$ think of 107:071,27[J ]| other people; and take my word for$4$ it, it is a shocking 107:071,28[J ]| trick$0$ for$4$ a young person to$9$ be always lolling upon$4$ a 107:071,29[J ]| sofa." 107:071,30[' ]| Before$3$ half this was said, $MP#A$Fanny was returned to$4$ her 107:071,31[' ]| seat at the table, and had taken up$5$ her work$0$ again; 107:071,32[' ]| and $MP#I$Julia, who$6#1$ was in$4$ high good-humour, from the 107:071,33[' ]| pleasures of the day, did her the justice of exclaiming, 107:071,34[I ]| "I must say, ma'am, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny is as little upon$4$ the 107:071,35[I ]| sofa as any*body in$4$ the house." 107:071,36[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny," 107:071,36[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, after$4$ looking at her attentively; 107:071,37[B ]| "I am sure you have the headach?" 107:071,38[' ]| She could not deny it, but said it was not very bad. 107:072,01[B ]| "I can hardly believe you," 107:072,01[' ]| he replied; 107:072,01[B ]| "I know your 107:072,02[B ]| looks$0$ too$5#1$ well$5$. How long have you had it?" 107:072,03[A ]| "Since a little before$4$ dinner. It is nothing but the heat$0$." 107:072,04[B ]| "Did you go out$5$ in$4$ the heat$0$?" 107:072,05[J ]| "Go out$5$! to$9$ be sure she did," 107:072,05[' ]| said $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris; 107:072,06[J ]| "would you have her stay$1$ within such a fine day as this? 107:072,07[J ]| Were not we \all\ out$5$? Even$5$ your mother was out$5$ to-day 107:072,08[J ]| for$4$ above$4$ an hour." 107:072,09[F ]| "Yes, indeed, $MP#B$Edmund," 107:072,09[' ]| added her ladyship, who$6#1$ had 107:072,10[' ]| been thoroughly awakened by$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's sharp reprimand 107:072,11[' ]| to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny; 107:072,11[F ]| "I was out$5$ above$4$ an hour. I sat 107:072,12[F ]| three quarters of an hour in$4$ the flower*garden, while$3$ 107:072,13[F ]| $MP#A$Fanny cut$1$ the roses, and very pleasant it was I assure 107:072,14[F ]| you, but very hot. It was shady enough in$4$ the alcove, 107:072,15[F ]| but I declare I quite dreaded the coming home again." 107:072,16[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny has been cutting roses, has she?" 107:072,17[F ]| "Yes, and I am afraid they will$1$ be the last$0$ this year. 107:072,18[F ]| Poor thing! \She\ found it hot enough, but they were so$5#1$ 107:072,19[F ]| full blown, that$3$ one could not wait." 107:072,20[J ]| "There was no$2$ help$0$ for$4$ it certainly," 107:072,20[' ]| rejoined $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 107:072,21[' ]| in$4$ a rather softened voice; 107:072,21[J ]| "but I question$1$ 107:072,22[J ]| whether her headach might not be caught \then\, sister. 107:072,23[J ]| There is nothing so$5#1$ likely to$9$ give it as standing and 107:072,24[J ]| stooping in$4$ a hot sun. But I dare$1#2$ say it will$1$ be well$5$ 107:072,25[J ]| to-morrow. Suppose you let her have your aromatic 107:072,26[J ]| vinegar; I always forget to$9$ have mine$6$ filled." 107:072,27[F ]| "She has got it," 107:072,27[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram; 107:072,27[F ]| "she has had 107:072,28[F ]| it ever since she came back$5$ from your house the second$2$ 107:072,29[F ]| time." 107:072,30[B ]| "What!" 107:072,30[' ]| cried $MP#B$Edmund; 107:072,30[B ]| "has she been walking 107:072,31[B ]| as well$5$ as cutting roses; walking across$4$ the hot park to$4$ 107:072,32[B ]| your house, and doing it twice, ma'am? ~~ No$2$ wonder$0$ her 107:072,33[B ]| head$0$ aches." 107:072,34[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was talking to$4$ $MP#I$Julia, and did not hear. 107:072,35[F ]| "I was afraid it would be too$5#1$ much for$4$ her," 107:072,35[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram; 107:072,36[F ]| "but when the roses were gathered, your aunt 107:072,37[F ]| wished to$9$ have them, and then you know they must be 107:072,38[F ]| taken home." 107:073,01[B ]| "But were there roses enough to$9$ oblige her to$9$ go 107:073,02[B ]| twice?" 107:073,03[F ]| "No$7$; but they were to$9$ be put into the spare*room to$9$ 107:073,04[F ]| dry$1$; and, unluckily, $MP#A$Fanny forgot to$9$ lock$1$ the door of 107:073,05[F ]| the room and bring away the key, so$3$ she was obliged to$9$ 107:073,06[F ]| go again." 107:073,07[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund got up$5$ and walked about$4$ the room, saying, 107:073,08[B ]| "And could nobody be employed on$4$ such an errand but 107:073,09[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ Upon$4$ my word, ma'am, it has been a very 107:073,10[B ]| ill-managed business." 107:073,11[J ]| "I am sure I do not know how it was to$9$ have been 107:073,12[J ]| done better," 107:073,12[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, unable to$9$ be longer deaf; 107:073,13[J ]| "unless I had gone myself indeed; but I cannot be in$4$ 107:073,14[J ]| two places$0$ at once; and I was talking to$4$ $MP#ZI$Mr%*Green at 107:073,15[J ]| that$6#2$ very time about$4$ your mother's dairymaid, by$4$ \her\ 107:073,16[J ]| desire$0$, and had promised $MP#ZZL$John*Groom to$9$ write to$4$ 107:073,16[J ]| $MP#ZP$Mrs%*Jefferies 107:073,17[J ]| about$4$ his son, and the poor fellow was waiting 107:073,18[J ]| for$4$ me half an hour. I think nobody can justly accuse 107:073,19[J ]| me of sparing myself upon$4$ any occasion$0$, but really 107:073,20[J ]| I cannot do every*thing at once. And as for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's 107:073,21[J ]| just$5$ stepping down$5$ to$4$ my house for$4$ me, it is not much 107:073,22[J ]| above$4$ a quarter$0#1$ of a mile, I cannot think I was unreasonable 107:073,23[J ]| to$9$ ask it. How often do I pace$1$ it three times a-day, 107:073,24[J ]| early and late, ay and in$4$ all weathers too$5#2$, and say nothing 107:073,25[J ]| about$4$ it." 107:073,26[B ]| "I wish$1$ $MP#A$Fanny had half your strength, ma'am." 107:073,27[J ]| "If $MP#A$Fanny would be more regular in$4$ her exercise$0$, she 107:073,28[J ]| would not be knocked up$5$ so$5#1$ soon. She has not been out$5$ 107:073,29[J ]| on$4$ horseback now this long while$0$, and I am persuaded, 107:073,30[J ]| that$3$ when she does not ride$1$, she ought to$9$ walk$1$. If she 107:073,31[J ]| had been riding before$5$, I should not have asked it of her. 107:073,32[J ]| But I thought$1$ it would rather do her good after$4$ being$1$ 107:073,33[J ]| stooping among the roses; for$3$ there is nothing so$5#1$ refreshing 107:073,34[J ]| as a walk$0$ after$4$ a fatigue$0$ of that$6#2$ kind$0$; and though 107:073,35[J ]| the sun was strong, it was not so$5#1$ very hot. Between 107:073,36[J ]| ourselves, $MP#B$Edmund," 107:073,36[' ]| nodding significantly at his mother, 107:073,37[J ]| "it was cutting the roses, and dawdling about$5$ in$4$ the 107:073,38[J ]| flower-garden, that$6#1$ did the mischief." 107:074,01[F ]| "I am afraid it was, indeed," 107:074,01[' ]| said the more candid 107:074,02[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, who$6#1$ had overheard her, 107:074,02[F ]| "I am very much 107:074,03[F ]| afraid she caught the headach there, for$3$ the heat$0$ was 107:074,04[F ]| enough to$9$ kill any*body. It was as much as I could bear$1$ 107:074,05[F ]| myself. Sitting and calling to$4$ Pug, and trying$1$ to$9$ keep 107:074,06[F ]| him from the flower-beds, was almost too$5#1$ much for$4$ me." 107:074,07[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund said no$2$ more to$4$ either lady; but going 107:074,08[' ]| quietly to$4$ another table, on$4$ which$6#1$ the supper tray yet 107:074,09[' ]| remained, brought a glass of Madeira to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and 107:074,10[' ]| obliged her to$9$ drink the greater part$0$. She wished to$9$ be 107:074,11[' ]| able to$9$ decline it; but the tears which$6#1$ a variety of 107:074,12[' ]| feelings created, made it easier to$9$ swallow than to$9$ speak. 107:074,13[' ]| Vexed as $MP#B$Edmund was with his mother and aunt, he 107:074,14[' ]| was still$5$ more angry with himself. 107:074,14@b | His own$2$ forgetfulness 107:074,15@b | of her was worse than any*thing which$6#1$ they had done. 107:074,16@b | Nothing of this would have happened had she been 107:074,17@b | properly considered; but she had been left four days 107:074,18@b | together without any choice$0$ of companions or exercise$0$, 107:074,19@b | and without any excuse$0$ for$4$ avoiding whatever her 107:074,20@b | unreasonable aunts might require. He was ashamed to$9$ 107:074,21@b | think that$3$ for$4$ four days together she had not had the 107:074,22@b | power of riding, and very seriously resolved, however 107:074,23@b | unwilling he must be to$9$ check$1$ a pleasure of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's, 107:074,24@b | that$3$ it should never happen again. 107:074,25[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny went to$4$ bed with her heart as full as on$4$ the 107:074,26[' ]| first evening of her arrival at the Park. The state$0$ of her 107:074,27[' ]| spirits had probably had its share$0$ in$4$ her indisposition; 107:074,28[' ]| for$3$ she had been feeling neglected, and been struggling 107:074,29[' ]| against discontent and envy$0$ for$4$ some days past$1$. As she 107:074,30[' ]| leant on$4$ the sofa, to$4$ which$6#1$ she had retreated that$3$ she 107:074,31[' ]| might not be seen, the pain$0$ of her mind$0$ had been much 107:074,32[' ]| beyond$4$ that$6#2$ in$4$ her head$0$; and the sudden$2$ change$0$ which$6#1$ 107:074,33[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's kindness had then occasioned, made her hardly 107:074,34[' ]| know how to$9$ support$1$ herself. 108:075,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's rides$0$ recommenced the very next day, and 108:075,02[' ]| as it was a pleasant fresh-feeling morning, less hot than 108:075,03[' ]| the weather had lately been, $MP#B$Edmund trusted that$3$ her 108:075,04[' ]| losses both of health and pleasure would be soon made 108:075,05[' ]| good. While$3$ she was gone, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth arrived, 108:075,06[' ]| escorting his mother, who$6#1$ came to$9$ be civil, and to$9$ shew$1$ 108:075,07[' ]| her civility especially, in$4$ urging the execution of the plan 108:075,08[' ]| for$4$ visiting Sotherton, which$6#1$ had been started a fortnight 108:075,09[' ]| before$5$, and which$6#1$, in$4$ consequence of her subsequent 108:075,10[' ]| absence from home, had since lain dormant. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 108:075,11[' ]| and her nieces were all well$5$ pleased with its revival, and 108:075,12[' ]| an early day was named, and agreed to$5$, provided $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 108:075,13[' ]| should be disengaged; the young ladies did not 108:075,14[' ]| forget that$6#2$ stipulation, and though $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris would 108:075,15[' ]| willingly have answered for$4$ his being$1$ so$5#2$, they would 108:075,16[' ]| neither authorize the liberty, nor run$1$ the risk$0$; and at 108:075,17[' ]| last$0$ on$4$ a hint$0$ from $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth discovered 108:075,18[' ]| that$3$ 108:075,18@k | the properest thing to$9$ be done, was for$4$ him 108:075,19@k | to$9$ walk$1$ down$5$ to$4$ the parsonage directly, and call$1$ on$4$ 108:075,19@k | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 108:075,20@k | and inquire whether Wednesday would suit$1$ 108:075,21@k | him or not. 108:075,22[' ]| Before$4$ his return$0$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford came 108:075,23[' ]| in$5$. Having been out$5$ some time, and taken a different 108:075,24[' ]| route to$4$ the house, they had not met him. Comfortable 108:075,25[' ]| hopes$0$, however, were given that$3$ he would find $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 108:075,26[' ]| at home. The Sotherton scheme$0$ was mentioned of 108:075,27[' ]| course$8$. It was hardly possible indeed that$3$ any*thing 108:075,28[' ]| else should be talked of, for$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was in$4$ high 108:075,29[' ]| spirits about$4$ it, and $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, a well-meaning, 108:075,30[' ]| civil, prosing, pompous woman, who$6#1$ thought$1$ nothing of 108:075,31[' ]| consequence, but as it related to$4$ her own$2$ and her son's 108:075,32[' ]| concerns$0$, had not yet given over pressing $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 108:076,01[' ]| to$9$ be of the party. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram constantly declined 108:076,02[' ]| it; but her placid manner of refusal made $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth 108:076,03[' ]| still$5$ think she wished to$9$ come, till $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's 108:076,04[' ]| more numerous words and louder tone convinced her of 108:076,05[' ]| the truth. 108:076,06[J ]| "The fatigue$0$ would be too$5#1$ much for$4$ my sister, a great 108:076,07[J ]| deal$0$ too$5#1$ much I assure you, my dear$2#1$ $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth. 108:076,08[J ]| Ten miles there, and ten back$5$, you know. You must 108:076,09[J ]| excuse$1$ my sister on$4$ this occasion$0$, and accept of our two 108:076,10[J ]| dear$2#1$ girls and myself without her. Sotherton is the only 108:076,11[J ]| place$0$ that$6#1$ could give her a \wish$0$\ to$9$ go so$5#1$ far, but it cannot 108:076,12[J ]| be indeed. She will$1$ have a companion in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny*Price 108:076,13[J ]| you know, so$3$ it will$1$ all do very well$5$; and as for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, 108:076,14[J ]| as he is not here to$9$ speak for$4$ himself, I will$1$ answer$1$ for$4$ his 108:076,15[J ]| being$1$ most happy to$9$ join the party. He can go on$4$ horseback, 108:076,16[J ]| you know." 108:076,17[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth being$1$ obliged to$9$ yield to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 108:076,18[' ]| staying at home, could only be sorry. 108:076,18[L ]| "The loss of her 108:076,19[L ]| Ladyship's company would be a great drawback, and she 108:076,20[L ]| should have been extremely happy to$9$ have seen the 108:076,21[L ]| young lady too$5#2$, $MP#A$Miss*Price, who$6#1$ had never been at 108:076,22[L ]| Sotherton yet, and it was a pity$0$ she should not see the 108:076,23[L ]| place$0$." 108:076,24[J ]| "You are very kind$2$, you are all kindness, my dear$2#1$ 108:076,25[J ]| madam," 108:076,25[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris; 108:076,25[J ]| "but as to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, she will$1$ 108:076,26[J ]| have opportunities in$4$ plenty of seeing Sotherton. She 108:076,27[J ]| has time enough before$4$ her; and her going now is quite 108:076,28[J ]| out$5$ of the question$0$. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram could not possibly 108:076,29[J ]| spare$1$ her." 108:076,30[F ]| "Oh! no$7$ ~~ I cannot do without $MP#A$Fanny." 108:076,31[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth proceeded next, under the conviction 108:076,32[' ]| that$3$ every*body must be wanting to$9$ see Sotherton, to$9$ 108:076,33[' ]| include $MP#C$Miss*Crawford in$4$ the invitation; and though 108:076,34[' ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, who$6#1$ had not been at the trouble$0$ of visiting 108:076,35[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth on$4$ her coming into the neighbourhood, 108:076,36[' ]| civilly declined it on$4$ her own$2$ account$0$, she was glad to$9$ 108:076,37[' ]| secure$1$ any pleasure for$4$ her sister; and $MP#C$Mary, properly 108:076,38[' ]| pressed and persuaded, was not long in$4$ accepting her 108:077,01[' ]| share$0$ of the civility. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth came back$5$ from 108:077,02[' ]| the parsonage successful; and $MP#B$Edmund made his appearance 108:077,03[' ]| just$5$ in$4$ time to$9$ learn what had been settled for$4$ 108:077,04[' ]| Wednesday, to$9$ attend $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth to$4$ her carriage, 108:077,05[' ]| and walk$1$ half way down$4$ the park with the two other 108:077,06[' ]| ladies. 108:077,07[' ]| On$4$ his return$0$ to$4$ the breakfast-room, he found $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 108:077,08[' ]| trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ up$5$ her mind$0$ as to$4$ whether $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 108:077,09[' ]| being$1$ of the party were desirable or not, or 108:077,10[' ]| whether her brother's barouche would not be full without 108:077,11[' ]| her. The $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams laughed at the idea, assuring 108:077,12[' ]| her that$3$ the barouche would hold$1$ four perfectly well$5$, 108:077,13[' ]| independent of the box, on$4$ which$6#1$ \one\ might go with him. 108:077,14[B ]| "But why is it necessary," 108:077,14[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 108:077,14[B ]| "that$3$ $MP#D$Crawford's 108:077,15[B ]| carriage, or his \only\ should be employed? Why 108:077,16[B ]| is no$2$ use$0$ to$9$ be made of my mother's chaise? I could 108:077,17[B ]| not, when the scheme$0$ was first mentioned the other day, 108:077,18[B ]| understand why a visit$0$ from the family were not to$9$ be 108:077,19[B ]| made in$4$ the carriage of the family." 108:077,20[I ]| "What!" 108:077,20[' ]| cried $MP#I$Julia: 108:077,20[I ]| "go box'd up$5$ three in$4$ a post-chaise 108:077,21[I ]| in$4$ this weather, when we may$1$ have seats in$4$ a 108:077,22[I ]| barouche! No$7$, my dear$2#1$ $MP#B$Edmund, that$6#2$ will$1$ not quite do." 108:077,23[H ]| "Besides," 108:077,23[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria, 108:077,23[H ]| "I know that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 108:077,24[H ]| depends upon$4$ taking us. After$4$ what passed at first, he 108:077,25[H ]| would claim$1$ it as a promise$0$." 108:077,26[J ]| "And my dear$2#1$ $MP#B$Edmund," 108:077,26[' ]| added $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 108:077,26[J ]| "taking 108:077,27[J ]| out$5$ \two\ carriages when \one\ will$1$ do, would be trouble$0$ for$4$ 108:077,28[J ]| nothing; and between ourselves, coachman is not very 108:077,29[J ]| fond of the roads between this and Sotherton; he always 108:077,30[J ]| complains bitterly of the narrow lanes scratching his 108:077,31[J ]| carriage, and you know one should not like$1$ to$9$ have dear$2#1$ 108:077,32[J ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas when he comes home find all the varnish 108:077,33[J ]| scratched off." 108:077,34[H ]| "That$6#2$ would not be a very handsome reason$0$ for$4$ using 108:077,35[H ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's," 108:077,35[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria; 108:077,35[H ]| "but the truth is, that$3$ 108:077,36[H ]| $MP#W$Wilcox is a stupid old fellow, and does not know how to$9$ 108:077,37[H ]| drive$1$. I will$1$ answer$1$ for$4$ it that$3$ we shall find no$2$ 108:077,37[H ]| inconvenience 108:077,38[H ]| from narrow roads on$4$ Wednesday." 108:078,01[B ]| "There is no$2$ hardship, I suppose, nothing unpleasant," 108:078,02[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 108:078,02[B ]| "in$4$ going on$4$ the barouche*box." 108:078,03[H ]| "Unpleasant!" 108:078,03[' ]| cried $MP#H$Maria; 108:078,03[H ]| "Oh! dear$7$, I believe 108:078,04[H ]| it would be generally thought$1$ the favourite$2$ seat. There 108:078,05[H ]| can be no$2$ comparison as to$4$ one's view$0$ of the country. 108:078,06[H ]| Probably, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford will$1$ choose the barouche*box 108:078,07[H ]| herself." 108:078,08[B ]| "There can be no$2$ objection then to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's going 108:078,09[B ]| with you; there can be no$2$ doubt$0$ of your having room 108:078,10[B ]| for$4$ her." 108:078,11[J ]| "$MP#A$Fanny!" 108:078,11[' ]| repeated $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris; 108:078,11[J ]| "my dear$2#1$ $MP#B$Edmund, 108:078,12[J ]| there is no$2$ idea of her going with us. She stays with 108:078,13[J ]| her aunt. I told $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth so$5#2$. She is not 108:078,14[J ]| expected." 108:078,15[B ]| "You can have no$2$ reason$0$ I imagine madam," 108:078,15[' ]| said he, 108:078,16[' ]| addressing his mother, 108:078,16[B ]| "for$4$ wishing $MP#A$Fanny \not\ to$9$ be of 108:078,17[B ]| the party, but as it relates to$4$ yourself, to$4$ your own$2$ 108:078,18[B ]| comfort$0$. If you could do without her, you would not 108:078,19[B ]| wish$1$ to$9$ keep her at home?" 108:078,20[F ]| "To$9$ be sure not, but I \cannot\ do without her." 108:078,21[B ]| "You can, if I stay$1$ at home with you, as I mean$1$ to$9$ do." 108:078,22[' ]| There was a general$2$ cry$0$ out$5$ at this. 108:078,22[B ]| "Yes," 108:078,22[' ]| he continued, 108:078,23[B ]| "there is no$2$ necessity for$4$ my going, and I mean$1$ 108:078,24[B ]| to$9$ stay$1$ at home. $MP#A$Fanny has a great desire$0$ to$9$ see Sotherton. 108:078,25[B ]| I know she wishes$1$ it very much. She has not often 108:078,26[B ]| a gratification of the kind$0$, and I am sure ma'am you 108:078,27[B ]| would be glad to$9$ give her the pleasure now?" 108:078,28[F ]| "Oh! yes, very glad, if your aunt sees no$2$ objection." 108:078,29[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was very ready with the only objection 108:078,30[' ]| which$6#1$ could remain, 108:078,30@j | their having positively assured 108:078,31@j | $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could not go, and the 108:078,32@j | very strange appearance there would consequently be 108:078,33@j | in$4$ taking her, which$6#1$ seemed to$4$ her a difficulty quite 108:078,34@j | impossible to$9$ be got over. It must have the strangest 108:078,35@j | appearance! It would be something so$5#1$ very unceremonious, 108:078,36@j | so$5#1$ bordering on$4$ disrespect for$4$ $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, 108:078,37@j | whose$6#1$ own$2$ manners were such a pattern of good-breeding 108:078,38@j | and attention, that$3$ she really did not feel equal$2$ to$4$ it. 108:079,01[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had no$2$ affection for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and no$2$ wish$0$ of 108:079,02[' ]| procuring her pleasure at any time, but her opposition to$4$ 108:079,03[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund \now\ arose more from partiality for$4$ her own$2$ 108:079,04[' ]| scheme$0$ because it \was\ her own$2$, than from any*thing else. 108:079,05[' ]| She felt that$3$ she had arranged every*thing extremely well$5$, 108:079,06[' ]| and that$3$ any alteration must be for$4$ the worse. When 108:079,07[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, therefore, told her in$4$ reply$0$, as he did when she 108:079,08[' ]| would give him the hearing, that$3$ she need$1$ not distress$1$ 108:079,09[' ]| herself on$4$ $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth's account$0$, because he had 108:079,10[' ]| taken the opportunity as he walked with her through$4$ 108:079,11[' ]| the hall, of mentioning $MP#A$Miss*Price as one who$6#1$ would 108:079,12[' ]| probably be of the party, and had directly received a very 108:079,13[' ]| sufficient invitation for$4$ his cousin, $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was too$5#1$ 108:079,14[' ]| much vexed to$9$ submit with a very good grace$0$, and 108:079,15[' ]| would only say, 108:079,15[J ]| "Very well$5$, very well$5$, just$5$ as you 108:079,16[J ]| choose, settle it your own$2$ way, I am sure I do not care$1$ 108:079,17[J ]| about$4$ it." 108:079,18[H ]| "It seems very odd," 108:079,18[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria, 108:079,18[H ]| "that$3$ you should 108:079,19[H ]| be staying at home instead of $MP#A$Fanny." 108:079,20[I ]| "I am sure she ought to$9$ be very much obliged to$4$ you," 108:079,21[' ]| added $MP#I$Julia, hastily leaving the room as she spoke, from 108:079,22[' ]| a consciousness that$3$ 108:079,22@i | she ought to$9$ offer$1$ to$9$ stay$1$ at home 108:079,23@i | herself. 108:079,24[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny will$1$ feel quite as grateful as the occasion$0$ 108:079,25[B ]| requires," 108:079,25[' ]| was $MP#B$Edmund's only reply$0$, and the subject$0$ 108:079,26[' ]| dropt. 108:079,27[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's gratitude when she heard the plan, was in$4$ 108:079,28[' ]| fact much greater than her pleasure. She felt $MP#B$Edmund's 108:079,29[' ]| kindness with all, and more than all, the sensibility which$6#1$ 108:079,30[' ]| he, unsuspicious of her fond attachment, could be aware 108:079,31[' ]| of; 108:079,31@a | but that$3$ he should forego any enjoyment on$4$ her 108:079,32@a | account$0$ gave her pain$0$, and her own$2$ satisfaction in$4$ seeing 108:079,33@a | Sotherton would be nothing without him. 108:079,34[' ]| The next meeting of the two Mansfield families produced 108:079,35[' ]| another alteration in$4$ the plan, and one that$6#1$ was 108:079,36[' ]| admitted with general$2$ approbation. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant offered 108:079,37[' ]| herself as companion for$4$ the day to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram in$4$ lieu 108:079,38[' ]| of her son, and $MP#M$Dr%*Grant was to$9$ join them at dinner. 108:080,01[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was very well$5$ pleased to$9$ have it so$5#2$, and 108:080,02[' ]| the young ladies were in$4$ spirits again. Even$5$ $MP#B$Edmund 108:080,03[' ]| was very thankful for$4$ an arrangement which$6#1$ restored 108:080,04[' ]| him to$4$ his share$0$ of the party; and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris thought$1$ 108:080,05[' ]| it an excellent plan, and had it at her tongue's end$0$, and 108:080,06[' ]| was on$4$ the point$0$ of proposing it when $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant spoke. 108:080,07[' ]| Wednesday was fine, and soon after$4$ breakfast$0$ the 108:080,08[' ]| barouche arrived, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford driving his sisters; 108:080,09[' ]| and as every*body was ready, there was nothing to$9$ be 108:080,10[' ]| done but for$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant to$9$ alight and the others to$9$ take 108:080,11[' ]| their places$0$. The place$0$ of all places$0$, the envied seat, the 108:080,12[' ]| post of honour$0$, was unappropriated. To$4$ whose$6#2$ happy 108:080,13[' ]| lot was it to$9$ fall$1$? While$3$ each of the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams were 108:080,14[' ]| meditating how best, and with most appearance of 108:080,15[' ]| obliging the others, to$9$ secure$1$ it, the matter was settled 108:080,16[' ]| by$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's saying, as she stepped from the carriage, 108:080,17[N ]| "As there are five of you, it will$1$ be better that$3$ one should 108:080,18[N ]| sit with $MP#D$Henry, and as you were saying lately, that$3$ you 108:080,19[N ]| wished you could drive$1$, $MP#I$Julia, I think this will$1$ be a good 108:080,20[N ]| opportunity for$4$ you to$9$ take a lesson." 108:080,21[' ]| Happy $MP#I$Julia! Unhappy $MP#H$Maria! The former was on$4$ 108:080,22[' ]| the barouche-box in$4$ a moment, the latter took her seat 108:080,23[' ]| within, in$4$ gloom and mortification; and the carriage 108:080,24[' ]| drove off amid the good wishes$0$ of the two remaining 108:080,25[' ]| ladies, and the barking of pug in$4$ his mistress's arms. 108:080,26[' ]| Their road was through$4$ a pleasant country; and 108:080,27[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, whose$6#1$ rides$0$ had never been extensive, was soon 108:080,28[' ]| beyond$4$ her knowledge, and was very happy in$4$ observing 108:080,29[' ]| all that$6#1$ was new, and admiring all that$6#1$ was pretty$2$. She 108:080,30[' ]| was not often invited to$9$ join in$4$ the conversation of the 108:080,31[' ]| others, nor did she desire$1$ it. Her own$2$ thoughts and 108:080,32[' ]| reflections were habitually her best companions; and in$4$ 108:080,33[' ]| observing the appearance of the country, the bearings 108:080,34[' ]| of the roads, the difference of soil, the state$0$ of the harvest, 108:080,35[' ]| the cottages, the cattle, the children, she found entertainment 108:080,36[' ]| that$6#1$ could only have been heightened by$4$ 108:080,37[' ]| having $MP#B$Edmund to$9$ speak to$4$ of what she felt. That$6#2$ was 108:080,38[' ]| the only point$0$ of resemblance between her and the lady 108:081,01[' ]| who$6#1$ sat by$4$ her; in$4$ every*thing but a value$0$ for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, 108:081,02[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was very unlike her. She had none of 108:081,03[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's delicacy of taste, of mind$0$, of feeling; she saw 108:081,04[' ]| nature, inanimate nature, with little observation; her 108:081,05[' ]| attention was all for$4$ men and women, her talents for$4$ 108:081,06[' ]| the light$2$ and lively. In$4$ looking back$5$ after$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, 108:081,07[' ]| however, when there was any stretch of road behind 108:081,08[' ]| them, or when he gained on$4$ them in$4$ ascending a considerable 108:081,09[' ]| hill, they were united, and a 108:081,09[Y ]| "there he is" 108:081,10[' ]| broke at the same moment from them both, more than 108:081,11[' ]| once. 108:081,12[' ]| For$4$ the first seven miles $MP#H$Miss*Bertram had very little 108:081,13[' ]| real comfort$0$; her prospect always ended in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 108:081,14[' ]| and her sister sitting side$0$ by$4$ side$0$ full of conversation and 108:081,15[' ]| merriment; and to$9$ see only his expressive profile as he 108:081,16[' ]| turned with a smile$0$ to$4$ $MP#I$Julia, or to$9$ catch$1$ the laugh$0$ of the 108:081,17[' ]| other, was a perpetual source of irritation, which$6#1$ her 108:081,18[' ]| own$2$ sense of propriety could but just$5$ smooth$1$ over. When 108:081,19[' ]| $MP#I$Julia looked back$5$, it was with a countenance of delight$0$, 108:081,20[' ]| and whenever she spoke to$4$ them, it was in$4$ the highest 108:081,21[' ]| spirits; 108:081,21[I ]| "her view$0$ of the country was charming, she 108:081,22[I ]| wished they could all see it, &c%" 108:081,22[' ]| but her only offer$0$ of 108:081,23[' ]| exchange$0$ was addressed to$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, as they gained 108:081,24[' ]| the summit of a long hill, and was not more inviting than 108:081,25[' ]| this, 108:081,25[I ]| "Here is a fine burst$0$ of country. I wish$1$ you had 108:081,26[I ]| my seat, but I dare$1#2$ say you will$1$ not take it, let me 108:081,27[I ]| press$1$ you ever so$5#1$ much," 108:081,27[' ]| and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford could 108:081,28[' ]| hardly answer$1$, before$3$ they were moving again at a good 108:081,29[' ]| pace$0$. 108:081,30[' ]| When they came within the influence$0$ of Sotherton 108:081,31[' ]| associations, it was better for$4$ $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, who$6#1$ might 108:081,32[' ]| be said to$9$ have two strings to$4$ her bow$0#2$. She had 108:081,32[' ]| $MP#K$Rushworth-feelings, 108:081,33[' ]| and $MP#D$Crawford-feelings, and in$4$ the vicinity 108:081,34[' ]| of Sotherton, the former had considerable effect$0$. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 108:081,35[' ]| consequence was hers. She could not tell 108:081,36[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford that$3$ 108:081,36[H ]| "those woods belonged to$4$ Sotherton," 108:081,37[' ]| she could not carelessly observe that$3$ 108:081,37[H ]| "she believed it was 108:081,38[H ]| now all $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's property on$4$ each side$0$ of the 108:082,01[H ]| road," 108:082,01[' ]| without elation of heart; and it was a pleasure to$9$ 108:082,02[' ]| increase$1$ with their approach$0$ to$4$ the capital freehold mansion, 108:082,03[' ]| and ancient manorial residence of the family, with 108:082,04[' ]| all its rights of Court-Leet and Court-Baron. 108:082,05[H ]| "Now we shall have no$2$ more rough road, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 108:082,06[H ]| our difficulties are over. The rest$0#1$ of the way is such as 108:082,07[H ]| it ought to$9$ be. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth has made it since he succeeded 108:082,08[H ]| to$4$ the estate. Here begins the village. Those 108:082,09[H ]| cottages are really a disgrace$0$. The church spire is 108:082,10[H ]| reckoned remarkably handsome. I am glad the church 108:082,11[H ]| is not so$5#1$ close$5$ to$4$ the Great House as often happens in$4$ old 108:082,12[H ]| places$0$. The annoyance of the bells must be terrible. 108:082,13[H ]| There is the parsonage; a tidy looking house, and 108:082,14[H ]| I understand the clergyman and his wife are very decent 108:082,15[H ]| people. Those are alms-houses, built by$4$ some of the 108:082,16[H ]| family. To$4$ the right$2#2$ is the steward's house; he is a very 108:082,17[H ]| respectable man. Now we are coming to$4$ the lodge 108:082,18[H ]| gates; but we have nearly a mile through$4$ the park 108:082,19[H ]| still$5$. It is not ugly, you see, at this end$0$; there is some 108:082,20[H ]| fine timber, but the situation of the house is dreadful. 108:082,21[H ]| We go down*hill to$4$ it for$4$ half-a-mile, and it is a pity$0$, 108:082,22[H ]| for$3$ it would not be an ill-looking place$0$ if it had a better 108:082,23[H ]| approach$0$." 108:082,24[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was not slow to$9$ admire; she pretty$5$ 108:082,25[' ]| well$5$ guessed $MP#H$Miss*Bertram's feelings, and made it a point$0$ 108:082,26[' ]| of honour$0$ to$9$ promote her enjoyment to$4$ the utmost. 108:082,27[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was all delight$0$ and volubility; and even$5$ 108:082,28[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had something to$9$ say in$4$ admiration, and might 108:082,29[' ]| be heard with complacency. Her eye was eagerly taking 108:082,30[' ]| in$4$ every*thing within her reach$0$; and after$4$ being$1$ at some 108:082,31[' ]| pains to$9$ get a view$0$ of the house, and observing that$3$ 108:082,31[A ]| "it 108:082,32[A ]| was a sort of building which$6#1$ she could not look$1$ at but 108:082,33[A ]| with respect$0$," 108:082,33[' ]| she added, 108:082,33[A ]| "Now, where is the avenue? 108:082,34[A ]| The house fronts the east, I perceive. The avenue, 108:082,35[A ]| therefore, must be at the back$0$ of it. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 108:082,36[A ]| talked of the west front$0$." 108:082,37[H ]| "Yes, it is exactly behind the house; begins at a little 108:082,38[H ]| distance$0$, and ascends for$4$ half-a-mile to$4$ the extremity of 108:083,01[H ]| the grounds. You may$1$ see something of it here ~~ something 108:083,02[H ]| of the more distant trees. It is oak entirely." 108:083,03[' ]| $MP#H$Miss*Bertram could now speak with decided information 108:083,04[' ]| of what she had known nothing about$4$, when $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 108:083,05[' ]| had asked her opinion, and her spirits were in$4$ as 108:083,06[' ]| happy a flutter as vanity and pride could furnish, when 108:083,07[' ]| they drove up$5$ to$4$ the spacious stone steps before$4$ the 108:083,08[' ]| principal$2$ entrance. 109:084,01[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was at the door to$9$ receive his fair 109:084,02[' ]| lady, and the whole$2$ party were welcomed by$4$ him with 109:084,03[' ]| due$2$ attention. In$4$ the drawing-room they were met with 109:084,04[' ]| equal$2$ cordiality by$4$ the mother, and $MP#H$Miss*Bertram had all 109:084,05[' ]| the distinction with each that$6#1$ she could wish$1$. After$4$ the 109:084,06[' ]| business of arriving was over, it was first necessary to$9$ eat, 109:084,07[' ]| and the doors were thrown open$2$ to$9$ admit them through$4$ 109:084,08[' ]| one or two intermediate rooms into the appointed dining-parlour, 109:084,09[' ]| where a collation was prepared with abundance 109:084,10[' ]| and elegance. Much was said, and much was ate, and all 109:084,11[' ]| went well$5$. The particular object$0$ of the day was then considered. 109:084,12[' ]| How would $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford like$1$, in$4$ what manner 109:084,13[' ]| would he choose, to$9$ take a survey of the grounds? ~~ 109:084,14[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth mentioned his curricle. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 109:084,15[' ]| suggested the greater desirableness of some carriage 109:084,16[' ]| which$6#1$ might convey more than two. 109:084,16[D ]| "To$9$ be depriving 109:084,17[D ]| themselves of the advantage of other eyes and other 109:084,18[D ]| judgments, might be an evil even$5$ beyond$4$ the loss of 109:084,19[D ]| present$2$ pleasure." 109:084,20[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth proposed that$3$ the chaise should be 109:084,21[' ]| taken also; but this was scarcely received as an amendment; 109:084,22[' ]| the young ladies neither smiled nor spoke. Her 109:084,23[' ]| next proposition, of shewing the house to$4$ such of them 109:084,24[' ]| as had not been there before$5$, was more acceptable, for$3$ 109:084,25[' ]| $MP#H$Miss*Bertram was pleased to$9$ have its size displayed, and 109:084,26[' ]| all were glad to$9$ be doing something. 109:084,27[' ]| The whole$2$ party rose$1$ accordingly, and under $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth's 109:084,28[' ]| guidance were shewn through$4$ a number of 109:084,29[' ]| rooms, all lofty, and many large, and amply furnished 109:084,30[' ]| in$4$ the taste of fifty years back$5$, with shining floors, solid 109:084,31[' ]| mahogany, rich damask, marble, gilding and carving, 109:084,32[' ]| each handsome in$4$ its way. Of pictures there were 109:084,33[' ]| abundance, and some few good, but the larger part$0$ were 109:085,01[' ]| family portraits, no$2$ longer any*thing to$4$ any*body but 109:085,02[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, who$6#1$ had been at great pains to$9$ learn 109:085,03[' ]| all that$6#1$ the housekeeper could teach, and was now almost 109:085,04[' ]| equally well$5$ qualified to$9$ shew$1$ the house. On$4$ the present$2$ 109:085,05[' ]| occasion$0$, she addressed herself chiefly to$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 109:085,06[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny, but there was no$2$ comparison in$4$ the willingness 109:085,07[' ]| of their attention, for$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, who$6#1$ had seen scores 109:085,08[' ]| of great houses, and cared for$4$ none of them, had only the 109:085,09[' ]| appearance of civilly listening, while$3$ $MP#A$Fanny, to$4$ whom$6#1$ 109:085,10[' ]| every*thing was almost as interesting as it was new, 109:085,11[' ]| attended with unaffected earnestness to$4$ all that$6#1$ 109:085,11[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth 109:085,12[' ]| could relate of the family in$4$ former times, its 109:085,13[' ]| rise$0$ and grandeur, regal visits and loyal efforts, delighted 109:085,14[' ]| to$9$ connect any*thing with history already known, or 109:085,15[' ]| warm$1$ her imagination with scenes of the past$0$. 109:085,16[' ]| The situation of the house excluded the possibility of 109:085,17[' ]| much prospect from any of the rooms, and while$3$ $MP#A$Fanny 109:085,18[' ]| and some of the others were attending $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, 109:085,19[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was looking grave$2$ and shaking his head$0$ 109:085,20[' ]| at the windows. Every room on$4$ the west front$0$ looked 109:085,21[' ]| across$4$ a lawn to$4$ the beginning of the avenue immediately 109:085,22[' ]| beyond$4$ tall iron palisades and gates. 109:085,23[' ]| Having visited many more rooms than could be 109:085,24[' ]| supposed to$9$ be of any other use$0$ than to$9$ contribute to$4$ the 109:085,25[' ]| window tax$0$, and find employment for$4$ housemaids, 109:085,26[L ]| "Now," 109:085,26[' ]| said $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, 109:085,26[L ]| "we are coming to$4$ the 109:085,27[L ]| chapel, which$6#1$ properly we ought to$9$ enter from above$5$, 109:085,28[L ]| and look$1$ down$5$ upon$5$; but as we are quite among friends, 109:085,29[L ]| I will$1$ take you in$4$ this way, if you will$1$ excuse$1$ me." 109:085,30[' ]| They entered. $MP#A$Fanny's imagination had prepared her 109:085,31[' ]| for$4$ something grander than a mere, spacious, oblong 109:085,32[' ]| room, fitted up$5$ for$4$ the purpose of devotion ~~ with nothing 109:085,33[' ]| more striking or more solemn than the profusion of 109:085,34[' ]| mahogany, and the crimson velvet cushions appearing 109:085,35[' ]| over the ledge of the family gallery above$5$. 109:085,35[A ]| "I am 109:085,36[A ]| disappointed," 109:085,36[' ]| said she, in$4$ a low voice, to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund. 109:085,37[A ]| "This is not my idea of a chapel. There is nothing 109:085,38[A ]| awful here, nothing melancholy$2$, nothing grand. Here 109:086,01[A ]| are no$2$ aisles, no$2$ arches, no$2$ inscriptions, no$2$ banners. 109:086,02[A ]| No$2$ banners, cousin, to$9$ be ""blown by$4$ the night wind 109:086,03[A ]| of Heaven."" No$2$ signs that$6#1$ a ""Scottish monarch sleeps 109:086,04[A ]| below.""" 109:086,05[B ]| "You forget, $MP#A$Fanny, how lately all this has been 109:086,06[B ]| built, and for$4$ how confined a purpose, compared with 109:086,07[B ]| the old chapels of castles and monasteries. It was only 109:086,08[B ]| for$4$ the private$2$ use$0$ of the family. They have been 109:086,09[B ]| buried, I suppose, in$4$ the parish church. \There\ you must 109:086,10[B ]| look$1$ for$4$ the banners and the atchievements." 109:086,11[A ]| "It was foolish of me not to$9$ think of all that$6#2$, but I am 109:086,12[A ]| disappointed." 109:086,13[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth began her relation. 109:086,13[L ]| "This chapel was 109:086,14[L ]| fitted up$5$ as you see it, in$4$ $MP#Z1$James*the*Second's time. Before$4$ 109:086,15[L ]| that$6#2$ period, as I understand, the pews were only wainscot; 109:086,16[L ]| and there is some reason$0$ to$9$ think that$3$ the linings and 109:086,17[L ]| cushions of the pulpit and family-seat were only purple 109:086,18[L ]| cloth; but this is not quite certain. It is a handsome 109:086,19[L ]| chapel, and was formerly in$4$ constant use$0$ both morning 109:086,20[L ]| and evening. Prayers were always read in$4$ it by$4$ the 109:086,21[L ]| domestic$2$ chaplain, within the memory of many. But the 109:086,22[L ]| late $MP#W$Mr%*Rushworth left it off." 109:086,23[C ]| "Every generation has its improvements," 109:086,23[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 109:086,24[' ]| with a smile$0$, to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund. 109:086,25[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth was gone to$9$ repeat her lesson to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford; 109:086,26[' ]| and $MP#B$Edmund, $MP#A$Fanny, and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 109:086,27[' ]| remained in$4$ a cluster together. 109:086,28[A ]| "It is a pity$0$," 109:086,28[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, 109:086,28[A ]| "that$3$ the custom should 109:086,29[A ]| have been discontinued. It was a valuable part$0$ of 109:086,30[A ]| former times. There is something in$4$ a chapel and 109:086,31[A ]| chaplain so$5#1$ much in$4$ character with a great house, with 109:086,32[A ]| one's ideas of what such a household should be! A whole$2$ 109:086,33[A ]| family assembling regularly for$4$ the purpose of prayer, 109:086,34[A ]| is fine!" 109:086,35[C ]| "Very fine indeed!" 109:086,35[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, laughing. 109:086,36[C ]| "It must do the heads of the family a great deal$0$ of good 109:086,37[C ]| to$9$ force$1$ all the poor housemaids and footmen to$9$ leave$1$ 109:086,38[C ]| business and pleasure, and say their prayers here twice 109:087,01[C ]| a day, while$3$ they are inventing excuses themselves for$4$ 109:087,02[C ]| staying away." 109:087,03[B ]| "\That$6#2$\ is hardly $MP#A$Fanny's idea of a family assembling," 109:087,04[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund. 109:087,04[B ]| "If the master and mistress do \not\ 109:087,05[B ]| attend themselves, there must be more harm$0$ than good 109:087,06[B ]| in$4$ the custom." 109:087,07[C ]| "At any rate$0$, it is safer to$9$ leave$1$ people to$4$ their own$2$ 109:087,08[C ]| devices on$4$ such subjects. Every*body likes to$9$ go their 109:087,09[C ]| own$2$ way ~~ to$9$ choose their own$2$ time and manner of 109:087,10[C ]| devotion. The obligation of attendance, the formality, 109:087,11[C ]| the restraint, the length of time ~~ altogether it is a formidable 109:087,12[C ]| thing, and what nobody likes: and if the good 109:087,13[C ]| people who$6#1$ used to$9$ kneel and gape in$4$ that$6#2$ gallery could 109:087,14[C ]| have foreseen that$3$ the time would ever come when men 109:087,15[C ]| and women might lie$1$ another ten minutes in$4$ bed, when 109:087,16[C ]| they woke with a headach, without danger of reprobation, 109:087,17[C ]| because chapel was missed, they would have jumped 109:087,18[C ]| with joy and envy$0$. Cannot you imagine with what 109:087,19[C ]| unwilling feelings the former belles of the house of $MP#K$Rushworth 109:087,20[C ]| did many a time repair to$4$ this chapel? The 109:087,21[C ]| young $MP#X$Mrs%*Eleanors and $MP#X$Mrs%*Bridgets ~~ starched up$5$ into 109:087,22[C ]| seeming piety, but with heads full of something very 109:087,23[C ]| different ~~ especially if the poor chaplain were not worth 109:087,24[C ]| looking at ~~ and, in$4$ those days, I fancy$1$ parsons were very 109:087,25[C ]| inferior even$5$ to$4$ what they are now." 109:087,26[' ]| For$4$ a few moments she was unanswered. $MP#A$Fanny 109:087,27[' ]| coloured and looked at $MP#B$Edmund, but felt too$5#1$ angry for$4$ 109:087,28[' ]| speech; and \he\ needed a little recollection before$3$ he 109:087,29[' ]| could say, 109:087,29[B ]| "Your lively mind$0$ can hardly be serious$2$ even$5$ 109:087,30[B ]| on$4$ serious$2$ subjects. You have given us an amusing 109:087,31[B ]| sketch, and human nature cannot say it was not so$5#2$. 109:087,32[B ]| We must all feel \at\ \times\ the difficulty of fixing our 109:087,33[B ]| thoughts as we could wish$1$; but if you are supposing it 109:087,34[B ]| a frequent thing, that$6#2$ is to$9$ say, a weakness grown into 109:087,35[B ]| a habit from neglect$0$, what could be expected from the 109:087,36[B ]| \private$2$\ devotions of such persons? Do you think the 109:087,37[B ]| minds which$6#1$ are suffered, which$6#1$ are indulged in$4$ wanderings 109:087,38[B ]| in$4$ a chapel, would be more collected in$4$ a closet?" 109:088,01[C ]| "Yes, very likely. They would have two chances at 109:088,02[C ]| least in$4$ their favour$0$. There would be less to$9$ distract 109:088,03[C ]| the attention from without, and it would not be tried 109:088,04[C ]| so$5#1$ long." 109:088,05[B ]| "The mind$0$ which$6#1$ does not struggle$1$ against itself 109:088,06[B ]| under \one\ circumstance, would find objects$0$ to$9$ distract it 109:088,07[B ]| in$4$ the \other\, I believe; and the influence$0$ of the place$0$ and 109:088,08[B ]| of example may$1$ often rouse better feelings than are begun 109:088,09[B ]| with. The greater length of the service, however, I admit 109:088,10[B ]| to$9$ be sometimes too$5#1$ hard a stretch upon$4$ the mind$0$. 109:088,11[B ]| One wishes$1$ it were not so$5#2$ ~~ but I have not yet left Oxford 109:088,12[B ]| long enough to$9$ forget what chapel prayers are." 109:088,13[' ]| While$3$ this was passing, the rest$0#1$ of the party being$1$ 109:088,14[' ]| scattered about$4$ the chapel, $MP#I$Julia called $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 109:088,15[' ]| attention to$4$ her sister, by$4$ saying, 109:088,15[I ]| "Do look$1$ at $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 109:088,16[I ]| and $MP#H$Maria, standing side$0$ by$4$ side$0$, exactly as 109:088,17[I ]| if the ceremony were going to$9$ be performed. Have not 109:088,18[I ]| they completely the air of it?" 109:088,19[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford smiled his acquiescence, and stepping 109:088,20[' ]| forward$5$ to$4$ $MP#H$Maria, said, in$4$ a voice which$6#1$ she only could 109:088,21[' ]| hear, 109:088,21[D ]| "I do not like$1$ to$9$ see $MP#H$Miss*Bertram so$5#1$ near$4$ the 109:088,22[D ]| altar." 109:088,23[' ]| Starting, the lady instinctively moved a step$0$ or two, 109:088,24[' ]| but recovering herself in$4$ a moment, affected to$9$ laugh$1$, 109:088,25[' ]| and asked him, in$4$ a tone not much louder, 109:088,25[H ]| "if he would 109:088,26[H ]| give her away?" 109:088,27[D ]| "I am afraid I should do it very awkwardly," 109:088,27[' ]| was his 109:088,28[' ]| reply$0$, with a look$0$ of meaning. 109:088,29[' ]| $MP#I$Julia joining them at the moment, carried on$5$ the joke. 109:088,30[I ]| "Upon$4$ my word, it is really a pity$0$ that$3$ it should not 109:088,31[I ]| take place$0$ directly, if we had but a proper license, for$3$ here 109:088,32[I ]| we are altogether, and nothing in$4$ the world could be more 109:088,33[I ]| snug and pleasant." 109:088,33[' ]| And she talked and laughed about$4$ 109:088,34[' ]| it with so$5#1$ little caution$0$, as to$9$ catch$1$ the comprehension 109:088,35[' ]| of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth and his mother, and expose her sister 109:088,36[' ]| to$4$ the whispered gallantries of her lover, while$3$ 109:088,36[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth 109:088,37[' ]| spoke with proper smiles and dignity of 109:088,37@l | its 109:088,38@l | being$1$ a most happy event to$4$ her whenever it took place$0$. 109:089,01[I ]| "If $MP#B$Edmund were but in$4$ orders$0#2$!" 109:089,01[' ]| cried $MP#I$Julia, and 109:089,02[' ]| running to$4$ where he stood with $MP#C$Miss*Crawford and $MP#A$Fanny; 109:089,03[I ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#B$Edmund, if you were but in$4$ orders$0#2$ now, you 109:089,04[I ]| might perform the ceremony directly. How unlucky 109:089,05[I ]| that$3$ you are not ordained, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth and $MP#H$Maria are 109:089,06[I ]| quite ready." 109:089,07[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's countenance, as $MP#I$Julia spoke, might 109:089,08[' ]| have amused a disinterested observer. She looked almost 109:089,09[' ]| aghast under the new idea she was receiving. $MP#A$Fanny 109:089,10[' ]| pitied her. 109:089,10@a | "How distressed she will$1$ be at what she said 109:089,11@a | just$5$ now," 109:089,11[' ]| passed across$4$ her mind$0$. 109:089,12[C ]| "Ordained!" 109:089,12[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; 109:089,12[C ]| "what, are you to$9$ 109:089,13[C ]| be a clergyman?" 109:089,14[B ]| "Yes, I shall take orders$0#2$ soon after$4$ my father's return$0$ ~~ 109:089,15[B ]| probably at Christmas." 109:089,16[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford rallying her spirits, and recovering her 109:089,17[' ]| complexion, replied only, 109:089,17[C ]| "If I had known this before$5$, 109:089,18[C ]| I would have spoken of the cloth with more respect$0$," 109:089,19[' ]| and turned the subject$0$. 109:089,20[' ]| The chapel was soon afterwards left to$4$ the silence$0$ 109:089,21[' ]| and stillness which$6#1$ reigned in$4$ it with few interruptions 109:089,22[' ]| throughout the year. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, displeased with her 109:089,23[' ]| sister, led the way, and all seemed to$9$ feel that$3$ they had 109:089,24[' ]| been there long enough. 109:089,25[' ]| The lower$2$ part$0$ of the house had been now entirely 109:089,26[' ]| shown, and $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, never weary in$4$ the cause, 109:089,27[' ]| would have proceeded towards the principal$2$ stair-case, 109:089,28[' ]| and taken them through$4$ all the rooms above$5$, if her son 109:089,29[' ]| had not interposed with a doubt$0$ of there being$1$ time 109:089,30[' ]| enough. 109:089,30[K ]| "For$3$ if," 109:089,30[' ]| said he, with the sort of self-evident 109:089,31[' ]| proposition which$6#1$ many a clearer head$0$ does not always 109:089,32[' ]| avoid ~~ 109:089,32[K ]| "we are \too$5#1$\ long going over the house, we shall 109:089,33[K ]| not have time for$4$ what is to$9$ be done out$5$ of doors. It is 109:089,34[K ]| past$4$ two, and we are to$9$ dine at five." 109:089,35[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth submitted, and the question$0$ of surveying 109:089,36[' ]| the grounds, with the who$6#1$ and the how, was likely to$9$ 109:089,37[' ]| be more fully agitated, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was beginning to$9$ 109:089,38[' ]| arrange by$4$ what junction of carriages and horses most 109:090,01[' ]| could be done, when the young people, meeting with an 109:090,02[' ]| outward door, temptingly open$2$ on$4$ a flight of steps which$6#1$ 109:090,03[' ]| led immediately to$4$ turf and shrubs, and all the sweets of 109:090,04[' ]| pleasure-grounds, as by$4$ one impulse, one wish$0$ for$4$ air and 109:090,05[' ]| liberty, all walked out$5$. 109:090,06[L ]| "Suppose we turn$1$ down$5$ here for$4$ the present$0#1$," 109:090,06[' ]| said 109:090,07[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, civilly taking the hint$0$ and following 109:090,08[' ]| them. 109:090,08[L ]| "Here are the greatest number of our plants, 109:090,09[L ]| and here are the curious pheasants." 109:090,10[D ]| "Query," 109:090,10[' ]| said $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, looking round$4$ him, 109:090,11[D ]| "whether we may$1$ not find something to$9$ employ us here, 109:090,12[D ]| before$3$ we go farther? I see walls of great promise$0$. 109:090,12[D ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 109:090,13[D ]| shall we summon a council on$4$ this lawn?" 109:090,14[L ]| "$MP#K$James," 109:090,14[' ]| said $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth to$4$ her son, 109:090,14[L ]| "I believe 109:090,15[L ]| the wilderness will$1$ be new to$4$ all the party. The 109:090,15[L ]| $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams 109:090,16[L ]| have never seen the wilderness yet." 109:090,17[' ]| No$2$ objection was made, but for$4$ some time there seemed 109:090,18[' ]| no$2$ inclination to$9$ move$1$ in$4$ any plan, or to$4$ any distance$0$. 109:090,19[' ]| All were attracted at first by$4$ the plants or the pheasants, 109:090,20[' ]| and all dispersed about$5$ in$4$ happy independence. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 109:090,21[' ]| was the first to$9$ move$1$ forward$5$, to$9$ examine the 109:090,22[' ]| capabilities of that$6#2$ end$0$ of the house. The lawn, bounded 109:090,23[' ]| on$4$ each side$0$ by$4$ a high wall, contained beyond$4$ the first 109:090,24[' ]| planted a*erea, a bowling-green, and beyond$4$ the bowling-green 109:090,25[' ]| a long terrace walk$0$, backed by$4$ iron palissades, 109:090,26[' ]| and commanding a view$0$ over them into the tops of the 109:090,27[' ]| trees of the wilderness immediately adjoining. It was 109:090,28[' ]| a good spot for$4$ fault-finding. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was soon 109:090,29[' ]| followed by$4$ $MP#H$Miss*Bertram and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, and when 109:090,30[' ]| after$4$ a little time the others began to$9$ form$1$ into parties, 109:090,31[' ]| these three were found in$4$ busy consultation on$4$ the 109:090,32[' ]| terrace by$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford and $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ 109:090,33[' ]| seemed as naturally to$9$ unite, and who$6#1$ after$4$ a short 109:090,34[' ]| participation of their regrets and difficulties, left them 109:090,35[' ]| and walked on$5$. The remaining three, $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, 109:090,36[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, and $MP#I$Julia, were still$5$ far behind; for$3$ $MP#I$Julia, 109:090,37[' ]| whose$6#1$ happy star no$2$ longer prevailed, was obliged to$9$ keep 109:090,38[' ]| by$4$ the side$0$ of $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, and restrain her impatient 109:091,01[' ]| feet to$4$ that$6#2$ lady's slow pace$0$, while$3$ her aunt, having fallen 109:091,02[' ]| in$5$ with the housekeeper, who$6#1$ was come out$5$ to$9$ feed the 109:091,03[' ]| pheasants, was lingering behind in$4$ gossip with her. 109:091,04[' ]| Poor $MP#I$Julia, the only one out$5$ of the nine not tolerably 109:091,05[' ]| satisfied with their lot, was now in$4$ a state$0$ of complete$2$ 109:091,06[' ]| penance, and as different from the $MP#I$Julia of the barouche-box 109:091,07[' ]| as could well$5$ be imagined. The politeness which$6#1$ she 109:091,08[' ]| had been brought up$5$ to$9$ practise as a duty, made it 109:091,09[' ]| impossible for$4$ her to$9$ escape$1$; while$3$ the want$0$ of that$6#2$ 109:091,10[' ]| higher species of self-command, that$6#2$ just$2$ consideration of 109:091,11[' ]| others, that$6#2$ knowledge of her own$2$ heart, that$6#2$ principle of 109:091,12[' ]| right$0$ which$6#1$ had not formed any essential part$0$ of her 109:091,13[' ]| education, made her miserable under it. 109:091,14[C ]| "This is insufferably hot," 109:091,14[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford when 109:091,15[' ]| they had taken one turn$0$ on$4$ the terrace, and were drawing 109:091,16[' ]| a second$2$ time to$4$ the door in$4$ the middle which$6#1$ opened to$4$ 109:091,17[' ]| the wilderness. 109:091,17[C ]| "Shall any of us object$1$ to$4$ being$1$ comfortable? 109:091,18[C ]| Here is a nice little wood, if one can but get 109:091,19[C ]| into it. What happiness if the door should not be 109:091,20[C ]| locked! ~~ but of course$8$ it is, for$3$ in$4$ these great places$0$, 109:091,21[C ]| the gardeners are the only people who$6#1$ can go where they 109:091,22[C ]| like$1$." 109:091,23[' ]| The door, however, proved not to$9$ be locked, and they 109:091,24[' ]| were all agreed in$4$ turning joyfully through$4$ it, and leaving 109:091,25[' ]| the unmitigated glare of day behind. A considerable 109:091,26[' ]| flight of steps landed them in$4$ the wilderness, which$6#1$ was 109:091,27[' ]| a planted wood of about$4$ two acres, and though chiefly of 109:091,28[' ]| larch and laurel, and beech cut$1$ down$5$, and though laid 109:091,29[' ]| out$5$ with too$5#1$ much regularity, was darkness and shade, 109:091,30[' ]| and natural$2$ beauty, compared with the bowling-green 109:091,31[' ]| and the terrace. They all felt the refreshment of it, and 109:091,32[' ]| for$4$ some time could only walk$1$ and admire. At length, 109:091,33[' ]| after$4$ a short pause$0$, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford began with, 109:091,33[C ]| "So$3$ you 109:091,34[C ]| are to$9$ be a clergyman, $MP#B$Mr%*Bertram. This is rather 109:091,35[C ]| a surprise$0$ to$4$ me." 109:091,36[B ]| "Why should it surprise$1$ you? You must suppose me 109:091,37[B ]| designed for$4$ some profession$0#2$, and might perceive that$3$ 109:091,38[B ]| I am neither a lawyer, nor a soldier, nor a sailor." 109:092,01[C ]| "Very true; but, in$4$ short, it had not occurred to$4$ me. 109:092,02[C ]| And you know there is generally an uncle or a grandfather 109:092,03[C ]| to$9$ leave$1$ a fortune to$4$ the second$2$ son." 109:092,04[B ]| "A very praiseworthy practice$0$," 109:092,04[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 109:092,04[B ]| "but 109:092,05[B ]| not quite universal. I am one of the exceptions, and 109:092,06[B ]| \being$1$\ one, must do something for$4$ myself." 109:092,07[C ]| "But why are you to$9$ be a clergyman? I thought$1$ \that$6#2$\ 109:092,08[C ]| was always the lot of the youngest, where there were many 109:092,09[C ]| to$9$ choose before$4$ him." 109:092,10[B ]| "Do you think the church itself never chosen then?" 109:092,11[C ]| "\Never\ is a black word. But yes, in$4$ the \never\ of 109:092,12[C ]| conversation which$6#1$ means$1$ \not\ \very\ \often\, I do think it. 109:092,13[C ]| For$3$ what is to$9$ be done in$4$ the church? Men love$1$ to$9$ 109:092,14[C ]| distinguish themselves, and in$4$ either of the other lines, 109:092,15[C ]| distinction may$1$ be gained, but not in$4$ the church. A 109:092,16[C ]| clergyman is nothing." 109:092,17[B ]| "The \nothing\ of conversation has its gradations, I hope$1$, 109:092,18[B ]| as well$5$ as the \never\. A clergyman cannot be high in$4$ 109:092,19[B ]| state$0$ or fashion$0$. He must not head$1$ mobs, or set$1$ the 109:092,20[B ]| ton in$4$ dress$0$. But I cannot call$1$ that$6#2$ situation nothing, 109:092,21[B ]| which$6#1$ has the charge$0$ of all that$6#1$ is of the first importance 109:092,22[B ]| to$4$ mankind, individually or collectively considered, 109:092,23[B ]| temporally and eternally ~~ which$6#1$ has the guardianship 109:092,24[B ]| of religion and morals, and consequently of the manners 109:092,25[B ]| which$6#1$ result$1$ from their influence$0$. No*one here can call$1$ 109:092,26[B ]| the \office\ nothing. If the man who$6#1$ holds it is so$5#2$, it is 109:092,27[B ]| by$4$ the neglect$0$ of his duty, by$4$ foregoing its just$2$ importance, 109:092,28[B ]| and stepping out$5$ of his place$0$ to$9$ appear what he 109:092,29[B ]| ought not to$9$ appear." 109:092,30[C ]| "\You\ assign greater consequence to$4$ the clergyman 109:092,31[C ]| than one has been used to$9$ hear given, or than I can quite 109:092,32[C ]| comprehend. One does not see much of this influence$0$ 109:092,33[C ]| and importance in$4$ society, and how can it be acquired 109:092,34[C ]| where they are so$5#1$ seldom seen themselves? How can 109:092,35[C ]| two sermons a week, even$5$ supposing them worth hearing, 109:092,36[C ]| supposing the preacher to$9$ have the sense to$9$ prefer $MP#Z1$Blair's 109:092,37[C ]| to$4$ his own$2$, do all that$6#1$ you speak of? govern the conduct$0$ 109:092,38[C ]| and fashion$0$ the manners of a large congregation for$4$ the 109:093,01[C ]| rest$0#1$ of the week? One scarcely sees a clergyman out$5$ 109:093,02[C ]| of his pulpit." 109:093,03[B ]| "\You\ are speaking of London, \I\ am speaking of the 109:093,04[B ]| nation at large." 109:093,05[C ]| "The metropolis, I imagine, is a pretty$5$ fair sample 109:093,06[C ]| of the rest$0#1$." 109:093,07[B ]| "Not, I should hope$1$, of the proportion of virtue to$4$ vice 109:093,08[B ]| throughout the kingdom. We do not look$1$ in$4$ great cities 109:093,09[B ]| for$4$ our best morality. It is not there, that$3$ respectable 109:093,10[B ]| people of any denomination can do most good; and it 109:093,11[B ]| certainly is not there, that$3$ the influence$0$ of the clergy 109:093,12[B ]| can be most felt. A fine preacher is followed and admired; 109:093,13[B ]| but it is not in$4$ fine preaching only that$3$ a good 109:093,14[B ]| clergyman will$1$ be useful in$4$ his parish and his neighbourhood, 109:093,15[B ]| where the parish and neighbourhood are of a size 109:093,16[B ]| capable of knowing his private$2$ character, and observing 109:093,17[B ]| his general$2$ conduct$0$, which$6#1$ in$4$ London can rarely be the 109:093,18[B ]| case. The clergy are lost there in$4$ the crowds of their 109:093,19[B ]| parishioners. They are known to$4$ the largest part$0$ only 109:093,20[B ]| as preachers. And with regard$0$ to$4$ their influencing 109:093,21[B ]| public$2$ manners, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford must not misunderstand 109:093,22[B ]| me, or suppose I mean$1$ to$9$ call$1$ them the arbiters of good*breeding, 109:093,23[B ]| the regulators of refinement and courtesy, the 109:093,24[B ]| masters of the ceremonies of life. The \manners\ I speak of, 109:093,25[B ]| might rather be called \conduct$0$\, perhaps, the result$0$ of good 109:093,26[B ]| principles; the effect$0$, in$4$ short, of those doctrines which$6#1$ 109:093,27[B ]| it is their duty to$9$ teach and recommend; and it will$1$, I believe, 109:093,28[B ]| be every*where found, that$3$ as the clergy are, or are 109:093,29[B ]| not what they ought to$9$ be, so$5#2$ are the rest$0#1$ of the nation." 109:093,30[A ]| "Certainly," 109:093,30[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny with gentle earnestness. 109:093,31[C ]| "There," 109:093,31[' ]| cried $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 109:093,31[C ]| "you have quite 109:093,32[C ]| convinced $MP#A$Miss*Price already." 109:093,33[B ]| "I wish$1$ I could convince $MP#C$Miss*Crawford too$5#2$." 109:093,34[C ]| "I do not think you ever will$1$," 109:093,34[' ]| said she with an arch 109:093,35[' ]| smile$0$; 109:093,35[C ]| "I am just$5$ as much surprised now as I was at 109:093,36[C ]| first that$3$ you should intend to$9$ take orders$0#2$. You really 109:093,37[C ]| are fit$2$ for$4$ something better. Come, do change$1$ your mind$0$. 109:093,38[C ]| It is not too$5#1$ late. Go into the law." 109:094,01[B ]| "Go into the law! with as much ease$0$ as I was told 109:094,02[B ]| to$9$ go into this wilderness." 109:094,03[C ]| "Now you are going to$9$ say something about$4$ law 109:094,04[C ]| being$1$ the worst wilderness of the two, but I forestall you; 109:094,05[C ]| remember I have forestalled you." 109:094,06[B ]| "You need$1$ not hurry$1$ when the object$0$ is only to$9$ 109:094,07[B ]| prevent my saying a bon-mot, for$3$ there is not the least 109:094,08[B ]| wit in$4$ my nature. I am a very matter of fact, plain 109:094,09[B ]| spoken being$0$, and may$1$ blunder$1$ on$4$ the borders of a 109:094,10[B ]| repartee for$4$ half an hour together without striking it out$5$." 109:094,11[' ]| A general$2$ silence$0$ succeeded. Each was thoughtful. 109:094,12[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny made the first interruption by$4$ saying, 109:094,12[A ]| "I wonder$1$ 109:094,13[A ]| that$3$ I should be tired with only walking in$4$ this sweet 109:094,14[A ]| wood; but the next time we come to$4$ a seat, if it is not 109:094,15[A ]| disagreeable to$4$ you, I should be glad to$9$ sit down$5$ for$4$ 109:094,16[A ]| a little while$0$." 109:094,17[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny," 109:094,17[' ]| cried $MP#B$Edmund, immediately drawing 109:094,18[' ]| her arm$0$ within his, 109:094,18[B ]| "how thoughtless I have been! 109:094,19[B ]| I hope$1$ you are not very tired. Perhaps," 109:094,19[' ]| turning to$4$ 109:094,20[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 109:094,20[B ]| "my other companion may$1$ do me the 109:094,21[B ]| honour$0$ of taking an arm$0$." 109:094,22[C ]| "Thank you, but I am not at all tired." 109:094,22[' ]| She took it, 109:094,23[' ]| however, as she spoke, and the gratification of having 109:094,24[' ]| her do so$5#2$, of feeling such a connection for$4$ the first time, 109:094,25[' ]| made him a little forgetful of $MP#A$Fanny. 109:094,25[B ]| "You scarcely 109:094,26[B ]| touch$1$ me." 109:094,26[' ]| said he. 109:094,26[B ]| "You do not make$1$ me of any use$0$. 109:094,27[B ]| What a difference in$4$ the weight of a woman's arm$0$ from 109:094,28[B ]| that$6#2$ of a man! At Oxford I have been a good deal$0$ used 109:094,29[B ]| to$9$ have a man lean on$4$ me for$4$ the length of a street, and 109:094,30[B ]| you are only a fly$0$ in$4$ the comparison." 109:094,31[C ]| "I am really not tired, which$6#1$ I almost wonder$1$ at; 109:094,32[C ]| for$3$ we must have walked at least a mile in$4$ this wood. 109:094,33[C ]| Do not you think we have?" 109:094,34[B ]| "Not half a mile," 109:094,34[' ]| was his sturdy answer$0$; for$3$ he was 109:094,35[' ]| not yet so$5#1$ much in$4$ love$0$ as to$9$ measure$1$ distance$0$, or reckon 109:094,36[' ]| time, with feminine lawlessness. 109:094,37[C ]| "Oh! you do not consider how much we have wound$1#1$ 109:094,38[C ]| about$5$. We have taken such a very serpentine course$0$; 109:095,01[C ]| and the wood itself must be half a mile long in$4$ a straight 109:095,02[C ]| line, for$3$ we have never seen the end$0$ of it yet, since we 109:095,03[C ]| left the first great path." 109:095,04[B ]| "But if you remember, before$3$ we left that$6#2$ first great 109:095,05[B ]| path, we saw directly to$4$ the end$0$ of it. We looked down$4$ 109:095,06[B ]| the whole$2$ vista, and saw it closed by$4$ iron gates, and it 109:095,07[B ]| could not have been more than a furlong in$4$ length." 109:095,08[C ]| "Oh! I know nothing of your furlongs, but I am sure 109:095,09[C ]| it is a very long wood; and that$3$ we have been winding 109:095,10[C ]| in$5$ and out$5$ ever since we came into it; and therefore 109:095,11[C ]| when I say that$3$ we have walked a mile in$4$ it, I must 109:095,12[C ]| speak within compass." 109:095,13[B ]| "We have been exactly a quarter$0#1$ of an hour here," 109:095,14[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, taking out$5$ his watch$0$. 109:095,14[B ]| "Do you think we 109:095,15[B ]| are walking four miles an hour?" 109:095,16[C ]| "Oh! do not attack$1$ me with your watch$0$. A watch$0$ 109:095,17[C ]| is always too$5#1$ fast or too$5#1$ slow. I cannot be dictated to$5$ 109:095,18[C ]| by$4$ a watch$0$." 109:095,19[' ]| A few steps farther brought them out$5$ at the bottom 109:095,20[' ]| of the very walk$0$ they had been talking of; and standing 109:095,21[' ]| back$5$, well$5$ shaded and sheltered, and looking over a ha-ha 109:095,22[' ]| into the park, was a comfortable-sized bench, on$4$ which$6#1$ 109:095,23[' ]| they all sat down$5$. 109:095,24[B ]| "I am afraid you are very tired, $MP#A$Fanny," 109:095,24[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 109:095,25[' ]| observing her; 109:095,25[B ]| "why would not you speak sooner? 109:095,26[B ]| This will$1$ be a bad day's amusement for$4$ you, if you are 109:095,27[B ]| to$9$ be knocked up$5$. Every sort of exercise$0$ fatigues$1$ her so$5#1$ 109:095,28[B ]| soon, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, except riding." 109:095,29[C ]| "How abominable in$4$ you, then, to$9$ let me engross her 109:095,30[C ]| horse as I did all last$2$ week! I am ashamed of you and 109:095,31[C ]| of myself, but it shall never happen again." 109:095,32[B ]| "\Your\ attentiveness and consideration make$1$ me more 109:095,33[B ]| sensible$2#1$ of my own$2$ neglect$0$. $MP#A$Fanny's interest$0$ seems in$4$ 109:095,34[B ]| safer hands with you than with me." 109:095,35[C ]| "That$3$ she should be tired now, however, gives me no$2$ 109:095,36[C ]| surprise$0$; for$3$ there is nothing in$4$ the course$0$ of one's 109:095,37[C ]| duties so$5#1$ fatiguing as what we have been doing this 109:095,38[C ]| morning ~~ seeing a great house, dawdling from one room 109:096,01[C ]| to$4$ another ~~ straining one's eyes and one's attention ~~ 109:096,02[C ]| hearing what one does not understand ~~ admiring what 109:096,03[C ]| one does not care$1$ for$4$. ~~ It is generally allowed to$9$ be the 109:096,04[C ]| greatest bore$0$ in$4$ the world, and $MP#A$Miss*Price has found it so$5#2$, 109:096,05[C ]| though she did not know it." 109:096,06[A ]| "I shall soon be rested," 109:096,06[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny; 109:096,06[A ]| "to$9$ sit in$4$ the 109:096,07[A ]| shade on$4$ a fine day, and look$1$ upon$4$ verdure, is the most 109:096,08[A ]| perfect$2$ refreshment." 109:096,09[' ]| After$4$ sitting a little while$0$, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was up$5$ again. 109:096,10[C ]| "I must move$1$," 109:096,10[' ]| said she, 109:096,10[C ]| "resting fatigues$1$ me. ~~ I have 109:096,11[C ]| looked across$4$ the ha-ha till I am weary. I must go and 109:096,12[C ]| look$1$ through$4$ that$6#2$ iron gate at the same view$0$, without 109:096,13[C ]| being$1$ able to$9$ see it so$5#1$ well$5$." 109:096,14[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund left the seat likewise. 109:096,14[B ]| "Now, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 109:096,15[B ]| if you will$1$ look$1$ up$4$ the walk$0$, you will$1$ convince yourself 109:096,16[B ]| that$3$ it cannot be half a mile long, or half half a mile." 109:096,17[C ]| "It is an immense distance$0$," 109:096,17[' ]| said she; 109:096,17[C ]| "I see \that$6#2$\ 109:096,18[C ]| with a glance$0$." 109:096,19[' ]| He still$5$ reasoned with her, but in$4$ vain. She would 109:096,20[' ]| not calculate, she would not compare. She would only 109:096,21[' ]| smile$1$ and assert. The greatest degree of rational consistency 109:096,22[' ]| could not have been more engaging, and they 109:096,23[' ]| talked with mutual satisfaction. At last$0$ it was agreed, 109:096,24[' ]| that$3$ 109:096,24@y | they should endeavour$1$ to$9$ determine the dimensions 109:096,25@y | of the wood by$4$ walking a little more about$4$ it. They 109:096,26@y | would go to$4$ one end$0$ of it, in$4$ the line they were then in$4$ 109:096,27[' ]| (for$3$ there was a straight green walk$0$ along$4$ the bottom by$4$ 109:096,28[' ]| the side$0$ of the ha-ha,) 109:096,28@y | and perhaps turn$1$ a little way in$4$ 109:096,29@y | some other direction, if it seemed likely to$9$ assist them, 109:096,30@y | and be back$5$ in$4$ a few minutes. 109:096,30[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny said she was 109:096,31[' ]| rested, and would have moved too$5#2$, but this was not 109:096,32[' ]| suffered. $MP#B$Edmund urged her remaining where she was 109:096,33[' ]| with an earnestness which$6#1$ she could not resist, and she 109:096,34[' ]| was left on$4$ the bench to$9$ think with pleasure of her 109:096,35[' ]| cousin's care$0$, but with great regret$0$ that$3$ she was not 109:096,36[' ]| stronger. She watched them till they had turned the 109:096,37[' ]| corner, and listened till all sound$0$ of them had ceased. 110:097,01[' ]| A quarter$0#1$ of an hour, twenty minutes, passed away, 110:097,02[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny was still$5$ thinking of $MP#B$Edmund, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 110:097,03[' ]| and herself, without interruption from any*one. She 110:097,04[' ]| began to$9$ be surprised at being$1$ left so$5#1$ long, and to$9$ listen 110:097,05[' ]| with an anxious desire$0$ of hearing their steps and their 110:097,06[' ]| voices again. She listened, and at length she heard; 110:097,07[' ]| she heard voices and feet approaching; but she had just$5$ 110:097,08[' ]| satisfied herself that$3$ it was not those she wanted, when 110:097,09[' ]| $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, issued 110:097,10[' ]| from the same path which$6#1$ she had trod herself, and 110:097,11[' ]| were before$4$ her. 110:097,12[Y ]| "$MP#A$Miss*Price all alone!" 110:097,12[' ]| and 110:097,12[H ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, how 110:097,13[H ]| comes this?" 110:097,13[' ]| were the first salutations. She told her 110:097,14[' ]| story. 110:097,14[H ]| "Poor dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny," 110:097,14[' ]| cried her cousin, 110:097,14[H ]| "how ill 110:097,15[H ]| you have been used by$4$ them! You had better have 110:097,16[H ]| staid with us." 110:097,17[' ]| Then seating herself with a gentleman on$4$ each side$0$, 110:097,18[' ]| she resumed the conversation which$6#1$ had engaged them 110:097,19[' ]| before$5$, and discussed the possibility of improvements 110:097,20[' ]| with much animation. Nothing was fixed on$5$ ~~ but 110:097,21[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was full of ideas and projects, and, 110:097,22[' ]| generally speaking, whatever he proposed was immediately 110:097,23[' ]| approved, first by$4$ her, and then by$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 110:097,24[' ]| whose$6#1$ principal$2$ business seemed to$9$ be to$9$ hear 110:097,25[' ]| the others, and who$6#1$ scarcely risked an original thought$0$ 110:097,26[' ]| of his own$2$ beyond$4$ 110:097,26@k | a wish$0$ that$3$ they had seen his friend 110:097,27@k | $MP#ZZJ$Smith's place$0$. 110:097,28[' ]| After$4$ some minutes spent in$4$ this way, $MP#H$Miss*Bertram 110:097,29[' ]| observing the iron gate, expressed 110:097,29@h | a wish$0$ of passing 110:097,30@h | through$4$ it into the park, that$3$ their views and their plans 110:097,31@h | might be more comprehensive. 110:097,31@d | It was the very thing 110:097,32@d | of all others to$9$ be wished, it was the best, it was the only 110:097,33@d | way of proceeding with any advantage, 110:097,33[' ]| in$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's 110:098,01[' ]| opinion; 110:098,01@d | and he directly saw a knoll not half 110:098,02@d | a mile off, which$6#1$ would give them exactly the requisite 110:098,03@d | command$0$ of the house. 110:098,03[' ]| Go therefore they must to$4$ that$6#2$ 110:098,04[' ]| knoll, and through$4$ that$6#2$ gate; but the gate was locked. 110:098,05[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 110:098,05@k | wished he had brought the key; he had 110:098,06@k | been very near$5$ thinking whether he should not bring the 110:098,07@k | key; he was determined he would never come without 110:098,08@k | the key again; 110:098,08[' ]| but still$5$ this did not remove$1$ the present$2$ 110:098,09[' ]| evil. They could not get through$5$; and as $MP#H$Miss*Bertram's 110:098,10[' ]| inclination for$4$ so$5#2$ doing did by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ lessen, it ended 110:098,11[' ]| in$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's declaring outright that$3$ 110:098,11@k | he would go 110:098,12@k | and fetch the key. 110:098,12[' ]| He set$1$ off accordingly. 110:098,13[D ]| "It is undoubtedly the best thing we can do now, as 110:098,14[D ]| we are so$5#1$ far from the house already," 110:098,14[' ]| said $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 110:098,15[' ]| when he was gone. 110:098,16[H ]| "Yes, there is nothing else to$9$ be done. But now, 110:098,17[H ]| sincerely, do not you find the place$0$ altogether worse than 110:098,18[H ]| you expected?" 110:098,19[D ]| "No$7$, indeed, far otherwise. I find it better, grander, 110:098,20[D ]| more complete$2$ in$4$ its style, though that$6#2$ style may$1$ not be 110:098,21[D ]| the best. And to$9$ tell you the truth," 110:098,21[' ]| speaking rather 110:098,22[' ]| lower$2$, 110:098,22[D ]| "I do not think that$3$ \I\ shall ever see Sotherton 110:098,23[D ]| again with so$5#1$ much pleasure as I do now. Another 110:098,24[D ]| summer will$1$ hardly improve it to$4$ me." 110:098,25[' ]| After$4$ a moment's embarrassment the lady replied, 110:098,26[H ]| "You are too$5#1$ much a man of the world not to$9$ see with the 110:098,27[H ]| eyes of the world. If other people think Sotherton 110:098,28[H ]| improved, I have no$2$ doubt$0$ that$3$ you will$1$." 110:098,29[D ]| "I am afraid I am not quite so$5#1$ much the man of the 110:098,30[D ]| world as might be good for$4$ me in$4$ some points. My 110:098,31[D ]| feelings are not quite so$5#1$ evanescent, nor my memory of 110:098,32[D ]| the past$0$ under such easy dominion as one finds to$9$ be the 110:098,33[D ]| case with men of the world." 110:098,34[' ]| This was followed by$4$ a short silence$0$. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram 110:098,35[' ]| began again. 110:098,35[H ]| "You seemed to$9$ enjoy your drive$0$ here 110:098,36[H ]| very much this morning. I was glad to$9$ see you so$5#1$ well$5$ 110:098,37[H ]| entertained. You and $MP#I$Julia were laughing the whole$2$ way." 110:098,38[D ]| "Were we? Yes, I believe we were; but I have not 110:099,01[D ]| the least recollection at what. Oh! I believe I was relating 110:099,02[D ]| to$4$ her some ridiculous stories of an old Irish groom of my 110:099,03[D ]| uncle's. Your sister loves to$9$ laugh$1$." 110:099,04[H ]| "You think her more light-hearted than I am." 110:099,05[D ]| "More easily amused," 110:099,05[' ]| he replied, 110:099,05[D ]| "consequently you 110:099,06[D ]| know," 110:099,06[' ]| smiling, 110:099,06[D ]| "better company. I could not have 110:099,07[D ]| hoped to$9$ entertain \you\ with Irish anecdotes during a ten 110:099,08[D ]| miles' drive$0$." 110:099,09[H ]| "Naturally, I believe, I am as lively as $MP#I$Julia, but 110:099,10[H ]| I have more to$9$ think of now." 110:099,11[D ]| "You have undoubtedly ~~ and there are situations in$4$ 110:099,12[D ]| which$6#1$ very high spirits would denote insensibility. Your 110:099,13[D ]| prospects, however, are too$5#1$ fair to$9$ justify want$0$ of spirits. 110:099,14[D ]| You have a very smiling scene before$4$ you." 110:099,15[H ]| "Do you mean$1$ literally or figuratively? Literally 110:099,16[H ]| I conclude. Yes, certainly, the sun shines and the park 110:099,17[H ]| looks$1$ very cheerful. But unluckily that$6#2$ iron gate, that$6#2$ 110:099,18[H ]| ha-ha, give me a feeling of restraint and hardship. I cannot 110:099,19[H ]| get out$5$, as the starling said." 110:099,19[' ]| As she spoke, and it 110:099,20[' ]| was with expression, she walked to$4$ the gate; he followed 110:099,21[' ]| her. 110:099,21[H ]| "$MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is so$5#1$ long fetching this key!" 110:099,22[D ]| "And for$4$ the world you would not get out$5$ without 110:099,23[D ]| the key and without $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's authority and 110:099,24[D ]| protection, or I think you might with little difficulty pass$1$ 110:099,25[D ]| round$4$ the edge of the gate, here, with my assistance; 110:099,26[D ]| I think it might be done, if you really wished to$9$ be more 110:099,27[D ]| at large, and could allow yourself to$9$ think it not 110:099,28[D ]| prohibited." 110:099,29[H ]| "Prohibited! nonsense! I certainly can get out$5$ that$6#2$ 110:099,30[H ]| way, and I will$1$. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth will$1$ be here in$4$ a moment 110:099,31[H ]| you know ~~ we shall not be out$5$ of sight." 110:099,32[D ]| "Or if we are, $MP#A$Miss*Price will$1$ be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ tell him, 110:099,33[D ]| that$3$ he will$1$ find us near$4$ that$6#2$ knoll, the grove of oak on$4$ 110:099,34[D ]| the knoll." 110:099,35[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, feeling all this to$9$ be wrong, could not help$1$ 110:099,36[' ]| making an effort to$9$ prevent it. 110:099,36[A ]| "You will$1$ hurt yourself, 110:099,37[A ]| $MP#H$Miss*Bertram," 110:099,37[' ]| she cried, 110:099,37[A ]| "you will$1$ certainly hurt yourself 110:099,38[A ]| against those spikes ~~ you will$1$ tear$1$ your gown ~~ you 110:100,01[A ]| will$1$ be in$4$ danger of slipping into the ha-ha. You had 110:100,02[A ]| better not go." 110:100,03[' ]| Her cousin was safe on$4$ the other side$0$, while$3$ these 110:100,04[' ]| words were spoken, and smiling with all the good-humour 110:100,05[' ]| of success, she said, 110:100,05[H ]| "Thank you, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, but 110:100,06[H ]| I and my gown are alive and well$5$, and so$3$ good*bye." 110:100,07[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was again left to$4$ her solitude, and with no$2$ 110:100,08[' ]| increase$0$ of pleasant feelings, for$3$ 110:100,08@a | she was sorry for$4$ almost 110:100,09@a | all that$6#1$ she had seen and heard, astonished at $MP#H$Miss*Bertram, 110:100,10@a | and angry with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. By$4$ taking 110:100,11@a | a circuitous, and as it appeared to$4$ her, very unreasonable 110:100,12@a | direction to$4$ the knoll, they were soon beyond$4$ her eye; 110:100,13@a | and for$4$ some minutes longer she remained without sight 110:100,14@a | or sound$0$ of any companion. She seemed to$9$ have the 110:100,15@a | little wood all to$4$ herself. She could almost have thought$1$, 110:100,16@a | that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford had left it, but that$3$ it 110:100,17@a | was impossible for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund to$9$ forget her so$5#1$ entirely. 110:100,18[' ]| She was again roused from disagreeable musings by$4$ 110:100,19[' ]| sudden$2$ footsteps, 110:100,19@a | somebody was coming at a quick$2$ pace$0$ 110:100,20@a | down$4$ the principal$2$ walk$0$. She expected $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 110:100,21@a | but it was $MP#I$Julia, who$6#1$ hot and out$5$ of breath, and with 110:100,22@a | a look$0$ of disappointment, cried out$5$ on$4$ seeing her, 110:100,22[I ]| "Hey-day! 110:100,23[I ]| Where are the others? I thought$1$ $MP#H$Maria and 110:100,24[I ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford were with you." 110:100,25[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny explained. 110:100,26[I ]| "A pretty$2$ trick$0$, upon$4$ my word! I cannot see them 110:100,27[I ]| any*where," 110:100,27[' ]| looking eagerly into the park. 110:100,27[I ]| "But they 110:100,28[I ]| cannot be very far off, and I think I am equal$2$ to$4$ as much 110:100,29[I ]| as $MP#H$Maria, even$5$ without help$0$." 110:100,30[A ]| "But, $MP#I$Julia, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth will$1$ be here in$4$ a moment 110:100,31[A ]| with the key. Do wait for$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth." 110:100,32[I ]| "Not I, indeed. I have had enough of the family for$4$ 110:100,33[I ]| one morning. Why, child, I have but this moment 110:100,34[I ]| escaped from his horrible mother. Such a penance as 110:100,35[I ]| I have been enduring, while$3$ you were sitting here so$5#1$ 110:100,36[I ]| composed and so$5#1$ happy! It might have been as well$5$, 110:100,37[I ]| perhaps, if you had been in$4$ my place$0$, but you always 110:100,38[I ]| contrive to$9$ keep out$5$ of these scrapes." 110:101,01[' ]| This was a most unjust reflection, but $MP#A$Fanny could 110:101,02[' ]| allow for$4$ it, and let it pass$1$; 110:101,02@a | $MP#I$Julia was vexed, and her 110:101,03@a | temper was hasty, but she felt that$3$ it would not last$1$, 110:101,04[' ]| and therefore taking no$2$ notice$0$, only asked her 110:101,04@a | if she had 110:101,05@a | not seen $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth. 110:101,06[I ]| "Yes, yes, we saw him. He was posting away as if 110:101,07[I ]| upon$4$ life and death, and could but just$5$ spare$1$ time to$9$ tell 110:101,08[I ]| us his errand, and where you all were." 110:101,09[A ]| "It is a pity$0$ that$3$ he should have so$5#1$ much trouble$0$ for$4$ 110:101,10[A ]| nothing." 110:101,11[I ]| "\That$6#2$\ is $MP#H$Miss*Maria's concern$0$. I am not obliged to$9$ 110:101,12[I ]| punish myself for$4$ \her\ sins. The mother I could not 110:101,13[I ]| avoid, as long as my tiresome aunt was dancing about$5$ 110:101,14[I ]| with the housekeeper, but the son I \can\ get away from." 110:101,15[' ]| And she immediately scrambled across$4$ the fence, and 110:101,16[' ]| walked away, not attending to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's last$2$ question$0$ of 110:101,17[' ]| whether she had seen any*thing of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford and 110:101,18[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund. The sort of dread$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny now sat of 110:101,19[' ]| seeing $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth prevented her thinking so$5#1$ much 110:101,20[' ]| of their continued absence, however, as she might have 110:101,21[' ]| done. She felt that$3$ he had been very ill-used, and was 110:101,22[' ]| quite unhappy in$4$ having to$9$ communicate what had 110:101,23[' ]| passed. He joined her within five minutes after$4$ $MP#I$Julia's 110:101,24[' ]| exit; and though she made the best of the story, he was 110:101,25[' ]| evidently mortified and displeased in$4$ no$2$ common$2$ degree. 110:101,26[' ]| At first he scarcely said any*thing; his looks$0$ only expressed 110:101,27[' ]| his extreme$2$ surprise$0$ and vexation, and he walked 110:101,28[' ]| to$4$ the gate and stood there, without seeming to$9$ know 110:101,29[' ]| what to$9$ do. 110:101,30[A ]| "They desired me to$9$ stay$1$ ~~ my cousin $MP#H$Maria charged 110:101,31[A ]| me to$9$ say that$3$ you would find them at that$6#2$ knoll, or 110:101,32[A ]| thereabouts." 110:101,33[K ]| "I do not believe I shall go any further," 110:101,33[' ]| said he 110:101,34[' ]| sullenly; 110:101,34[K ]| "I see nothing of them. By$4$ the time I get 110:101,35[K ]| to$4$ the knoll, they may$1$ be gone some*where else. I have 110:101,36[K ]| had walking enough." 110:101,37[' ]| And he sat down$5$ with a most gloomy countenance by$4$ 110:101,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny. 110:102,01[A ]| "I am very sorry," 110:102,01[' ]| said she; 110:102,01[A ]| "it is very unlucky." 110:102,02[' ]| And she longed to$9$ be able to$9$ say something more to$4$ the 110:102,03[' ]| purpose. 110:102,04[' ]| After$4$ an interval of silence$0$, 110:102,04[K ]| "I think they might as 110:102,05[K ]| well$5$ have staid for$4$ me," 110:102,05[' ]| said he. 110:102,06[A ]| "$MP#H$Miss*Bertram thought$1$ you would follow her." 110:102,07[K ]| "I should not have had to$9$ follow if she had staid." 110:102,08[' ]| This could not be denied, and $MP#A$Fanny was silenced. 110:102,09[' ]| After$4$ another pause$0$, he went on$5$. 110:102,09[K ]| "Pray, $MP#A$Miss*Price, 110:102,10[K ]| are you such a great admirer of this $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford as some 110:102,11[K ]| people are? For$4$ my part$0$, I can see nothing in$4$ him." 110:102,12[A ]| "I do not think him at all handsome." 110:102,13[K ]| "Handsome! Nobody can call$1$ such an under-sized 110:102,14[K ]| man handsome. He is not five foot nine. I should not 110:102,15[K ]| wonder$1$ if he was not more than five foot eight. I think 110:102,16[K ]| he is an ill-looking fellow. In$4$ my opinion, these $MP#D1$Crawfords 110:102,17[K ]| are no$2$ addition at all. We did very well$5$ without 110:102,18[K ]| them." 110:102,19[' ]| A small sigh$0$ escaped $MP#A$Fanny here, and she did not 110:102,20[' ]| know how to$9$ contradict him. 110:102,21[K ]| "If I had made any difficulty about$4$ fetching the key, 110:102,22[K ]| there might have been some excuse$0$, but I went the very 110:102,23[K ]| moment she said she wanted it." 110:102,24[A ]| "Nothing could be more obliging than your manner, 110:102,25[A ]| I am sure, and I dare$1#2$ say you walked as fast as you 110:102,26[A ]| could; but still$5$ it is some distance$0$, you know, from 110:102,27[A ]| this spot to$4$ the house, quite into the house; and when 110:102,28[A ]| people are waiting, they are bad judges of time, and 110:102,29[A ]| every half minute$0$ seems like$4$ five." 110:102,30[' ]| He got up$5$ and walked to$4$ the gate again, and 110:102,30[K ]| "wished 110:102,31[K ]| he had had the key about$4$ him at the time." 110:102,31[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny 110:102,32[' ]| thought$1$ she discerned in$4$ his standing there, an indication 110:102,33[' ]| of relenting, which$6#1$ encouraged her to$4$ another attempt$0$, 110:102,34[' ]| and she said, therefore, 110:102,34[A ]| "It is a pity$0$ you should not join 110:102,35[A ]| them. They expected to$9$ have a better view$0$ of the house 110:102,36[A ]| from that$6#2$ part$0$ of the park, and will$1$ be thinking how it 110:102,37[A ]| may$1$ be improved; and nothing of that$6#2$ sort, you know, 110:102,38[A ]| can be settled without you." 110:103,01[' ]| She found herself more successful in$4$ sending away, than 110:103,02[' ]| in$4$ retaining a companion. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was worked 110:103,03[' ]| on$5$. 110:103,03[K ]| "Well$7$," 110:103,03[' ]| said he, 110:103,03[K ]| "if you really think I had better 110:103,04[K ]| go; it would be foolish to$9$ bring the key for$4$ nothing." 110:103,05[' ]| And letting himself out$5$, he walked off without further 110:103,06[' ]| ceremony. 110:103,07[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's thoughts were now all engrossed by$4$ the two 110:103,08[' ]| who$6#1$ had left her so$5#1$ long ago, and getting quite impatient, 110:103,09[' ]| she resolved to$9$ go in$4$ search$0$ of them. She followed their 110:103,10[' ]| steps along$4$ the bottom walk$0$, and had just$5$ turned up$5$ into 110:103,11[' ]| another, when the voice and the laugh$0$ of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 110:103,12[' ]| once more caught her ear; the sound$0$ approached, and 110:103,13[' ]| a few more windings brought them before$4$ her. 110:103,13@y | They 110:103,14@y | were just$5$ returned into the wilderness from the park, 110:103,15@y | to$4$ which$6#1$ a side$2$ gate, not fastened, had tempted them 110:103,16@y | very soon after$4$ their leaving her, and they had been 110:103,17@y | across$4$ a portion of the park into the very avenue which$6#1$ 110:103,18@y | $MP#A$Fanny had been hoping the whole$2$ morning to$9$ reach$1$ at 110:103,19@y | last$0$; and had been sitting down$5$ under one of the trees. 110:103,20[' ]| This was their history. 110:103,20@a | It was evident that$3$ they had 110:103,21@a | been spending their time pleasantly, and were not aware 110:103,22@a | of the length of their absence. $MP#A$Fanny's best consolation 110:103,23@a | was in$4$ being$1$ assured that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund had wished for$4$ her 110:103,24@a | very much, and that$3$ he should certainly have come back$5$ 110:103,25@a | for$4$ her, had she not been tired already; but this was 110:103,26@a | not quite sufficient to$9$ do away the pain$0$ of having been 110:103,27@a | left a whole$2$ hour, when he had talked of only a few 110:103,28@a | minutes, nor to$9$ banish the sort of curiosity she felt, to$9$ 110:103,29@a | know what they had been conversing about$4$ all that$6#2$ time; 110:103,30@a | and the result$0$ of the whole$0$ was to$4$ her disappointment 110:103,31@a | and depression, as they prepared, by$4$ general$2$ agreement, 110:103,32@a | to$9$ return$1$ to$4$ the house. 110:103,33[' ]| On$4$ reaching the bottom of the steps to$4$ the terrace, 110:103,34[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris presented themselves 110:103,35[' ]| at the top, just$5$ ready for$4$ the wilderness, at the end$0$ of an 110:103,36[' ]| hour and half from their leaving the house. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 110:103,37[' ]| had been too$5#1$ well$5$ employed to$9$ move$1$ faster. Whatever 110:103,38[' ]| cross$2$ accidents had occurred to$9$ intercept the pleasures 110:104,01[' ]| of her nieces, she had found a morning of complete$2$ enjoyment ~~ 110:104,02[' ]| for$3$ the housekeeper, after$4$ a great many courtesies 110:104,03[' ]| on$4$ the subject$0$ of pheasants, had taken her to$4$ the dairy, 110:104,04[' ]| told her all about$4$ their cows, and given her the receipt 110:104,05[' ]| for$4$ a famous cream cheese; and since $MP#I$Julia's leaving 110:104,06[' ]| them, they had been met by$4$ the gardener, with whom$6#1$ 110:104,07[' ]| she had made a most satisfactory acquaintance, for$3$ she 110:104,08[' ]| had set$1$ him right$2#1$ as to$4$ his grandson's illness, convinced 110:104,09[' ]| him it was an ague, and promised him a charm$0$ for$4$ it; 110:104,10[' ]| and he, in$4$ return$0$, had shewn her all his choicest nursery 110:104,11[' ]| of plants, and actually presented her with a very curious 110:104,12[' ]| specimen of heath. 110:104,13[' ]| On$4$ this rencontre they all returned to$4$ the house 110:104,14[' ]| together, there to$9$ lounge away the time as they could 110:104,15[' ]| with sofas, and chit-chat, and Quarterly*Reviews, till the 110:104,16[' ]| return$0$ of the others, and the arrival of dinner. It was 110:104,17[' ]| late before$3$ the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams and the two gentlemen 110:104,18[' ]| came in$5$, and their ramble did not appear to$9$ have been 110:104,19[' ]| more than partially agreeable, or at all productive of any*thing 110:104,20[' ]| useful with regard$0$ to$4$ the object$0$ of the day. By$4$ 110:104,21[' ]| their own$2$ accounts they had been all walking after$4$ each 110:104,22[' ]| other, 110:104,22@a | and the junction which$6#1$ had taken place$0$ at last$0$ 110:104,23@a | seemed, to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's observation, to$9$ have been as much 110:104,24@a | too$5#1$ late for$4$ re-establishing harmony, as it confessedly had 110:104,25@a | been for$4$ determining on$4$ any alteration. She felt, as she 110:104,26@a | looked at $MP#I$Julia and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, that$3$ her's was not 110:104,27@a | the only dissatisfied bosom amongst them; there was 110:104,28@a | gloom on$4$ the face$0$ of each. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford and $MP#H$Miss*Bertram 110:104,29@a | were much more gay, and she thought$1$ that$3$ he 110:104,30@a | was taking particular pains, during dinner, to$9$ do away 110:104,31@a | any little resentment of the other two, and restore general$2$ 110:104,32@a | good*humour. 110:104,33[' ]| Dinner was soon followed by$4$ tea and coffee, a ten 110:104,34[' ]| miles' drive$0$ home allowed no$2$ waste$0$ of hours, and from 110:104,35[' ]| the time of their sitting down$5$ to$4$ table, it was a quick$2$ 110:104,36[' ]| succession of busy nothings till the carriage came to$4$ the 110:104,37[' ]| door, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, having fidgetted about$5$, and 110:104,38[' ]| obtained a few pheasant's eggs and a cream cheese from 110:105,01[' ]| the housekeeper, and made abundance of civil speeches 110:105,02[' ]| to$4$ $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, was ready to$9$ lead$1$ the way. At the 110:105,03[' ]| same moment $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford approaching $MP#I$Julia, said, 110:105,04[D ]| "I hope$1$ I am not to$9$ lose my companion, unless she is 110:105,05[D ]| afraid of the evening air in$4$ so$5#1$ exposed a seat." 110:105,05[' ]| The 110:105,06[' ]| request$0$ had not been foreseen, but was very graciously 110:105,07[' ]| received, and $MP#I$Julia's day was likely to$9$ end$1$ almost as well$5$ 110:105,08[' ]| as it began. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram had made up$5$ her mind$0$ to$4$ 110:105,09[' ]| something different, and was a little disappointed ~~ but 110:105,10[' ]| her conviction of being$1$ really the one preferred, comforted 110:105,11[' ]| her under it, and enabled her to$9$ receive $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 110:105,12[' ]| parting attentions as she ought. He was certainly 110:105,13[' ]| better pleased to$9$ hand$1$ her into the barouche than to$9$ 110:105,14[' ]| assist her in$4$ ascending the box ~~ and his complacency 110:105,15[' ]| seemed confirmed by$4$ the arrangement. 110:105,16[J ]| "Well$7$, $MP#A$Fanny, this has been a fine day for$4$ you, upon$4$ 110:105,17[J ]| my word!" 110:105,17[' ]| said $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, as they drove through$4$ the 110:105,18[' ]| park. 110:105,18[J ]| "Nothing but pleasure from beginning to$4$ end$0$! 110:105,19[J ]| I am sure you ought to$9$ be very much obliged to$4$ your 110:105,20[J ]| aunt $MP#F$Bertram and me, for$4$ contriving to$9$ let you go. 110:105,21[J ]| A pretty$5$ good day's amusement you have had!" 110:105,22[' ]| $MP#H$Maria was just$5$ discontented enough to$9$ say directly, 110:105,23[H ]| "I think \you\ have done pretty$5$ well$5$ yourself, ma'am. 110:105,24[H ]| Your lap seems full of good things, and here is a basket 110:105,25[H ]| of something between us, which$6#1$ has been knocking my 110:105,26[H ]| elbow unmercifully." 110:105,27[J ]| "My dear$2#1$, it is only a beautiful little heath, which$6#1$ that$6#2$ 110:105,28[J ]| nice old gardener would make$1$ me take; but if it is in$4$ your 110:105,29[J ]| way, I will$1$ have it in$4$ my lap directly. There $MP#A$Fanny, you 110:105,30[J ]| shall carry that$6#2$ parcel for$4$ me ~~ take great care$0$ of it ~~ do 110:105,31[J ]| not let it fall$1$; it is a cream cheese, just$5$ like$4$ the excellent 110:105,32[J ]| one we had at dinner. Nothing would satisfy that$6#2$ good 110:105,33[J ]| old $MP#V$Mrs%*Whitaker, but my taking one of the cheeses. 110:105,34[J ]| I stood out$5$ as long as I could, till the tears almost came 110:105,35[J ]| into her eyes, and I knew it was just$5$ the sort that$6#1$ my 110:105,36[J ]| sister would be delighted with. That$6#2$ $MP#V$Mrs%*Whitaker is 110:105,37[J ]| a treasure! She was quite shocked when I asked her 110:105,38[J ]| whether wine was allowed at the second$2$ table, and she has 110:106,01[J ]| turned away two housemaids for$4$ wearing white gowns. 110:106,02[J ]| Take care$0$ of the cheese, $MP#A$Fanny. Now I can manage the 110:106,03[J ]| other parcel and the basket very well$5$." 110:106,04[H ]| "What else have you been spunging?" 110:106,04[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria, 110:106,05[' ]| half pleased that$3$ Sotherton should be so$5#1$ complimented. 110:106,06[J ]| "Spunging, my dear$2#1$! It is nothing but four of those 110:106,07[J ]| beautiful pheasant's eggs, which$6#1$ $MP#V$Mrs%*Whitaker would 110:106,08[J ]| quite force$1$ upon$4$ me; she would not take a denial. She 110:106,09[J ]| said it must be such an amusement to$4$ me, as she understood 110:106,10[J ]| I lived quite alone, to$9$ have a few living creatures 110:106,11[J ]| of that$6#2$ sort; and so$5#2$ to$9$ be sure it will$1$. I shall get the 110:106,12[J ]| dairy maid to$9$ set$1$ them under the first spare$2$ hen, and if 110:106,13[J ]| they come to$4$ good I can have them moved to$4$ my own$2$ 110:106,14[J ]| house and borrow a coop; and it will$1$ be a great delight$0$ 110:106,15[J ]| to$4$ me in$4$ my lonely hours to$9$ attend to$4$ them. And if I have 110:106,16[J ]| good luck, your mother shall have some." 110:106,17[' ]| It was a beautiful evening, mild and still$2$, and the drive$0$ 110:106,18[' ]| was as pleasant as the serenity of nature could make$1$ it; 110:106,19[' ]| but when $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris ceased speaking it was altogether 110:106,20[' ]| a silent drive$0$ to$4$ those within. Their spirits were in$4$ 110:106,21[' ]| general$0$ exhausted ~~ and to$9$ determine whether the day 110:106,22[' ]| had afforded most pleasure or pain$0$, might occupy the 110:106,23[' ]| meditations of almost all. 111:107,01[' ]| The day at Sotherton, with all its imperfections, 111:107,02[' ]| afforded the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams much more agreeable feelings 111:107,03[' ]| than were derived from the letters from Antigua, 111:107,04[' ]| which$6#1$ soon afterwards reached Mansfield. It was much 111:107,05[' ]| pleasanter to$9$ think of $MP#D$Henry*Crawford than of their 111:107,06[' ]| father; and to$9$ think of their father in$4$ England again 111:107,07[' ]| within a certain period, which$6#1$ these letters obliged them 111:107,08[' ]| to$9$ do, was a most unwelcome exercise$0$. 111:107,09[' ]| November was the black month fixed for$4$ his return$0$. 111:107,10[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas wrote of it with as much decision as experience$0$ 111:107,11[' ]| and anxiety could authorize. 111:107,11@e | His business was so$5#1$ nearly 111:107,12@e | concluded as to$9$ justify him in$4$ proposing to$9$ take his 111:107,13@e | passage in$4$ the September packet, and he consequently 111:107,14@e | looked forward$5$ with the hope$0$ of being$1$ with his beloved 111:107,15@e | family again early in$4$ November. 111:107,16[' ]| $MP#H$Maria was more to$9$ be pitied than $MP#I$Julia, for$3$ to$4$ her the 111:107,17[' ]| father brought a husband, and the return$0$ of the friend 111:107,18[' ]| most solicitous for$4$ her happiness, would unite her to$4$ the 111:107,19[' ]| lover, on$4$ whom$6#1$ she had chosen that$6#2$ happiness should 111:107,20[' ]| depend. 111:107,20@h | It was a gloomy prospect, and all that$6#1$ she could 111:107,21@h | do was to$9$ throw$1$ a mist over it, and hope$1$ when the mist 111:107,22@h | cleared away, she should see something else. It would 111:107,23@h | hardly be \early\ in$4$ November, there were generally delays, 111:107,24@h | a bad passage or \something\; 111:107,24[' ]| that$6#2$ favouring \something\ 111:107,25[' ]| which$6#1$ every*body who$6#1$ shuts their eyes while$3$ they look$1$, or 111:107,26[' ]| their understandings while$3$ they reason$1$, feels the comfort$0$ 111:107,27[' ]| of. 111:107,27@h | It would probably be the middle of November at 111:107,28@h | least; the middle of November was three months off. 111:107,29@h | Three months comprised thirteen weeks. Much might 111:107,30@h | happen in$4$ thirteen weeks. 111:107,31[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas would have been deeply mortified by$4$ 111:107,32[' ]| a suspicion of half that$6#1$ his daughters felt on$4$ the subject$0$ 111:108,01[' ]| of his return$0$, and would hardly have found consolation in$4$ 111:108,02[' ]| a knowledge of the interest$0$ it excited in$4$ the breast of 111:108,03[' ]| another young lady. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, on$4$ walking up$5$ with 111:108,04[' ]| her brother to$9$ spend the evening at Mansfield*Park, heard 111:108,05[' ]| the good news; and though seeming to$9$ have no$2$ concern$0$ in$4$ 111:108,06[' ]| the affair beyond$4$ politeness, and to$9$ have vented all her 111:108,07[' ]| feelings in$4$ a quiet$2$ congratulation, heard it with an 111:108,08[' ]| attention not so$5#1$ easily satisfied. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris gave the 111:108,09[' ]| particulars of the letters, and the subject$0$ was dropt; but 111:108,10[' ]| after$4$ tea, as $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was standing at an open$2$ 111:108,11[' ]| window with $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#A$Fanny looking out$5$ on$4$ a 111:108,12[' ]| twilight scene, while$3$ the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams, $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 111:108,13[' ]| and $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, were all busy with candles at the 111:108,14[' ]| pianoforte, she suddenly revived it by$4$ turning round$5$ 111:108,15[' ]| towards the group, and saying, 111:108,15[C ]| "How happy $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 111:108,16[C ]| looks$1$! He is thinking of November." 111:108,17[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund looked round$5$ at $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth too$5#2$, but had 111:108,18[' ]| nothing to$9$ say. 111:108,19[C ]| "Your father's return$0$ will$1$ be a very interesting event." 111:108,20[B ]| "It will$1$, indeed, after$4$ such an absence; an absence not 111:108,21[B ]| only long, but including so$5#1$ many dangers." 111:108,22[C ]| "It will$1$ be the fore-runner also of other interesting 111:108,23[C ]| events; your sister's marriage, and your taking orders$0#2$." 111:108,24[B ]| "Yes." 111:108,25[C ]| "Don't be affronted," 111:108,25[' ]| said she laughing; 111:108,25[C ]| "but it does 111:108,26[C ]| put me in$4$ mind$0$ of some of the old heathen heroes, who$6#1$ 111:108,27[C ]| after$4$ performing great exploits in$4$ a foreign land, offered 111:108,28[C ]| sacrifices to$4$ the gods on$4$ their safe return$0$." 111:108,29[B ]| "There is no$2$ sacrifice$0$ in$4$ the case," 111:108,29[' ]| replied $MP#B$Edmund 111:108,30[' ]| with a serious$2$ smile$0$, and glancing at the piano-forte again, 111:108,31[B ]| "It is entirely her own$2$ doing." 111:108,32[C ]| "Oh! yes, I know it is. I was merely joking. She has 111:108,33[C ]| done no$2$ more than what every young woman would do; 111:108,34[C ]| and I have no$2$ doubt$0$ of her being$1$ extremely happy. My 111:108,35[C ]| other sacrifice$0$ of course$8$ you do not understand." 111:108,36[B ]| "My taking orders$0#2$ I assure you is quite as voluntary as 111:108,37[B ]| $MP#H$Maria's marrying." 111:108,38[C ]| "It is fortunate that$3$ your inclination and your father's 111:109,01[C ]| convenience should accord so$5#1$ well$5$. There is a very good 111:109,02[C ]| living kept for$4$ you, I understand, hereabouts." 111:109,03[B ]| "Which$6#1$ you suppose has biassed me." 111:109,04[A ]| "But \that$6#2$\ I am sure it has not," 111:109,04[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny. 111:109,05[B ]| "Thank you for$4$ your good word, $MP#A$Fanny, but it is more 111:109,06[B ]| than I would affirm myself. On$4$ the contrary, the knowing 111:109,07[B ]| that$3$ there was such a provision for$4$ me, probably did bias$1$ 111:109,08[B ]| me. Nor can I think it wrong that$3$ it should. There was 111:109,09[B ]| no$2$ natural$2$ disinclination to$9$ be overcome, and I see no$2$ 111:109,10[B ]| reason$0$ why a man should make$1$ a worse clergyman for$4$ 111:109,11[B ]| knowing that$3$ he will$1$ have a competence early in$4$ life. 111:109,12[B ]| I was in$4$ safe hands. I hope$1$ I should not have been 111:109,13[B ]| influenced myself in$4$ a wrong way, and I am sure my 111:109,14[B ]| father was too$5#1$ conscientious to$9$ have allowed it. I have no$2$ 111:109,15[B ]| doubt$0$ that$3$ I was biassed, but I think it was blamelessly." 111:109,16[A ]| "It is the same sort of thing," 111:109,16[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, after$4$ a short 111:109,17[' ]| pause$0$, 111:109,17[A ]| "as for$4$ the son of an admiral to$9$ go into the navy, 111:109,18[A ]| or the son of a general$0$ to$9$ be in$4$ the army, and nobody sees 111:109,19[A ]| any*thing wrong in$4$ that$6#2$. Nobody wonders$1$ that$3$ they 111:109,20[A ]| should prefer the line where their friends can serve them 111:109,21[A ]| best, or suspects them to$9$ be less in$4$ earnest in$4$ it than they 111:109,22[A ]| appear." 111:109,23[C ]| "No$7$, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Miss*Price, and for$4$ reasons good. The 111:109,24[C ]| profession$0#2$, either navy or army, is its own$2$ justification. It 111:109,25[C ]| has every*thing in$4$ its favour$0$; heroism, danger, bustle$0$, 111:109,26[C ]| fashion$0$. Soldiers and sailors are always acceptable in$4$ 111:109,27[C ]| society. Nobody can wonder$1$ that$3$ men are soldiers and 111:109,28[C ]| sailors." 111:109,29[B ]| "But the motives of a man who$6#1$ takes orders$0#2$ with the 111:109,30[B ]| certainty of preferment, may$1$ be fairly suspected, you 111:109,31[B ]| think?" 111:109,31[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund. 111:109,31[B ]| "To$9$ be justified in$4$ your eyes, he 111:109,32[B ]| must do it in$4$ the most complete$2$ uncertainty of any 111:109,33[B ]| provision." 111:109,34[C ]| "What! take orders$0#2$ without a living! No$7$, that$6#2$ is 111:109,35[C ]| madness indeed, absolute madness!" 111:109,36[B ]| "Shall I ask you how the church is to$9$ be filled, if a man 111:109,37[B ]| is neither to$9$ take orders$0#2$ with a living, nor without? No$7$, 111:109,38[B ]| for$3$ you certainly would not know what to$9$ say. But 111:110,01[B ]| I must beg some advantage to$4$ the clergyman from your 111:110,02[B ]| own$2$ argument. As he cannot be influenced by$4$ those 111:110,03[B ]| feelings which$6#1$ you rank$1$ highly as temptation and reward$0$ 111:110,04[B ]| to$4$ the soldier and sailor in$4$ their choice$0$ of a profession$0#2$, as 111:110,05[B ]| heroism, and noise, and fashion$0$ are all against him, he 111:110,06[B ]| ought to$9$ be less liable to$4$ the suspicion of wanting sincerity 111:110,07[B ]| or good intentions in$4$ the choice$0$ of his." 111:110,08[C ]| "Oh! no$2$ doubt$0$ he is very sincere in$4$ preferring an 111:110,09[C ]| income ready made, to$4$ the trouble$0$ of working for$4$ one; and 111:110,10[C ]| has the best intentions of doing nothing all the rest$0#1$ of his 111:110,11[C ]| days but eat, drink, and grow fat. It is indolence $MP#B$Mr%*Bertram, 111:110,12[C ]| indeed. Indolence and love$0$ of ease$0$ ~~ a want$0$ of 111:110,13[C ]| all laudable ambition, of taste for$4$ good company, or of 111:110,14[C ]| inclination to$9$ take the trouble$0$ of being$1$ agreeable, which$6#1$ 111:110,15[C ]| make$1$ men clergymen. A clergyman has nothing to$9$ do 111:110,16[C ]| but to$9$ be slovenly and selfish ~~ read the newspaper, watch$1$ 111:110,17[C ]| the weather, and quarrel$1$ with his wife. His curate does all 111:110,18[C ]| the work$0$, and the business of his own$2$ life is to$9$ dine." 111:110,19[B ]| "There are such clergymen, no$2$ doubt$0$, but I think they 111:110,20[B ]| are not so$5#1$ common$2$ as to$9$ justify $MP#C$Miss*Crawford in$4$ esteeming 111:110,21[B ]| it their general$2$ character. I suspect that$3$ in$4$ this comprehensive 111:110,22[B ]| and (may$1$ I say) common-place censure$0$, you 111:110,23[B ]| are not judging from yourself, but from prejudiced 111:110,24[B ]| persons, whose$6#1$ opinions you have been in$4$ the habit of 111:110,25[B ]| hearing. It is impossible that$3$ your own$2$ observation can 111:110,26[B ]| have given you much knowledge of the clergy. You can 111:110,27[B ]| have been personally acquainted with very few of a set$0$ 111:110,28[B ]| of men you condemn so$5#1$ conclusively. You are speaking 111:110,29[B ]| what you have been told at your uncle's table." 111:110,30[C ]| "I speak what appears to$4$ me the general$2$ opinion; 111:110,31[C ]| and where an opinion is general$2$, it is usually correct$2$. 111:110,32[C ]| Though \I\ have not seen much of the domestic$2$ lives$0$ of 111:110,33[C ]| clergymen, it is seen by$4$ too$5#1$ many to$9$ leave$1$ any deficiency 111:110,34[C ]| of information." 111:110,35[B ]| "Where any one body of educated men, of whatever 111:110,36[B ]| denomination, are condemned indiscriminately, there must 111:110,37[B ]| be a deficiency of information, or 111:110,37[' ]| (smiling) 111:110,37[B ]| of something 111:110,38[B ]| else. Your uncle, and his brother admirals, perhaps, 111:111,01[B ]| knew little of clergymen beyond$4$ the chaplains whom$6#1$, 111:111,02[B ]| good or bad, they were always wishing away." 111:111,03[A ]| "Poor $MP#Q$William! He has met with great kindness from 111:111,04[A ]| the chaplain of the Antwerp," 111:111,04[' ]| was a tender$2$ apostrophe of 111:111,05[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's, very much to$4$ the purpose of her own$2$ feelings, if 111:111,06[' ]| not of the conversation. 111:111,07[C ]| "I have been so$5#1$ little addicted to$9$ take my opinions from 111:111,08[C ]| my uncle," 111:111,08[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 111:111,08[C ]| "that$3$ I can hardly 111:111,09[C ]| suppose; ~~ and since you push$1$ me so$5#1$ hard, I must observe, 111:111,10[C ]| that$3$ I am not entirely without the means$0$ of seeing what 111:111,11[C ]| clergymen are, being$1$ at this present$2$ time the guest of my 111:111,12[C ]| own$2$ brother, $MP#M$Dr%*Grant. And though $MP#M$Dr%*Grant is most 111:111,13[C ]| kind$2$ and obliging to$4$ me, and though he is really a gentleman, 111:111,14[C ]| and I dare$1#2$ say a good scholar and clever, and often 111:111,15[C ]| preaches good sermons, and is very respectable, \I\ see him 111:111,16[C ]| to$9$ be an indolent selfish bon*vivant, who$6#1$ must have his 111:111,17[C ]| palate consulted in$4$ every*thing, who$6#1$ will$1$ not stir a finger 111:111,18[C ]| for$4$ the convenience of any*one, and who$6#1$, moreover, if the 111:111,19[C ]| cook makes a blunder$0$, is out$5$ of humour with his excellent 111:111,20[C ]| wife. To$9$ own$1$ the truth, $MP#D$Henry and I were partly driven 111:111,21[C ]| out$5$ this very evening, by$4$ a disappointment about$4$ a green 111:111,22[C ]| goose, which$6#1$ he could not get the better of. My poor sister 111:111,23[C ]| was forced to$9$ stay$1$ and bear$1$ it." 111:111,24[B ]| "I do not wonder$1$ at your disapprobation, upon$4$ my 111:111,25[B ]| word. It is a great defect of temper, made worse by$4$ a 111:111,26[B ]| very faulty habit of self-indulgence; and to$9$ see your sister 111:111,27[B ]| suffering from it, must be exceedingly painful to$9$ such 111:111,28[B ]| feelings as your's. $MP#A$Fanny, it goes against us. We cannot 111:111,29[B ]| attempt$1$ to$9$ defend $MP#M$Dr%*Grant." 111:111,30[A ]| "No$7$," 111:111,30[' ]| replied $MP#A$Fanny, 111:111,30[A ]| "but we need$1$ not give up$5$ his 111:111,31[A ]| profession$0#2$ for$4$ all that$6#2$; because, whatever profession$0#2$ 111:111,32[A ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant had chosen, he would have taken a ~~ not 111:111,33[A ]| a good temper into it; and as he must either in$4$ the navy 111:111,34[A ]| or army have had a great many more people under his 111:111,35[A ]| command$0$ than he has now, I think more would have been 111:111,36[A ]| made unhappy by$4$ him as a sailor or soldier than as 111:111,37[A ]| a clergyman. Besides, I cannot but suppose that$3$ whatever 111:111,38[A ]| there may$1$ be to$9$ wish$1$ otherwise in$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 111:112,01[A ]| would have been in$4$ a greater danger of becoming worse 111:112,02[A ]| in$4$ a more active and worldly profession$0#2$, where he would 111:112,03[A ]| have had less time and obligation ~~ where he might have 111:112,04[A ]| escaped that$6#2$ knowledge of himself, the \frequency\, at least, 111:112,05[A ]| of that$6#2$ knowledge which$6#1$ it is impossible he should escape$1$ 111:112,06[A ]| as he is now. A man ~~ a sensible$2#2$ man like$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 111:112,07[A ]| cannot be in$4$ the habit of teaching others their duty every 111:112,08[A ]| week, cannot go to$4$ church twice every Sunday and preach 111:112,09[A ]| such very good sermons in$4$ so$5#1$ good a manner as he does, 111:112,10[A ]| without being$1$ the better for$4$ it himself. It must make$1$ him 111:112,11[A ]| think, and I have no$2$ doubt$0$ that$3$ he oftener endeavours$1$ to$9$ 111:112,12[A ]| restrain himself than he would if he had been any*thing but 111:112,13[A ]| a clergyman." 111:112,14[C ]| "We cannot prove the contrary, to$9$ be sure ~~ but I wish$1$ 111:112,15[C ]| you a better fate $MP#A$Miss*Price, than to$9$ be the wife of a man 111:112,16[C ]| whose$6#1$ amiableness depends upon$4$ his own$2$ sermons; for$3$ 111:112,17[C ]| though he may$1$ preach himself into a good*humour every 111:112,18[C ]| Sunday, it will$1$ be bad enough to$9$ have him quarrelling 111:112,19[C ]| about$4$ green geese from Monday morning till Saturday 111:112,20[C ]| night." 111:112,21[B ]| "I think the man who$6#1$ could often quarrel$1$ with $MP#A$Fanny," 111:112,22[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, affectionately, 111:112,22[B ]| "must be beyond$4$ the reach$0$ 111:112,23[B ]| of any sermons." 111:112,24[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny turned farther into the window; and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 111:112,25[' ]| had only time to$9$ say in$4$ a pleasant manner, 111:112,25[C ]| "I fancy$1$ 111:112,26[C ]| $MP#A$Miss*Price has been more used to$9$ deserve praise$0$ than to$9$ 111:112,27[C ]| hear it;" 111:112,27[' ]| when being$1$ earnestly invited by$4$ the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams 111:112,28[' ]| to$9$ join in$5$ a glee, she tripped off to$4$ the instrument, 111:112,29[' ]| leaving $MP#B$Edmund looking after$4$ her in$4$ an ecstacy 111:112,30[' ]| of admiration of all her many virtues, from her obliging 111:112,31[' ]| manners down$5$ to$4$ her light$2$ and graceful tread. 111:112,32[B ]| "There goes good*humour I am sure," 111:112,32[' ]| said he presently. 111:112,33[B ]| "There goes a temper which$6#1$ would never give pain$0$! 111:112,34[B ]| How well$5$ she walks$1$! and how readily she falls in$5$ with 111:112,35[B ]| the inclination of others! joining them the moment she 111:112,36[B ]| is asked. What a pity$0$," 111:112,36[' ]| he added, after$4$ an instant's 111:112,37[' ]| reflection, 111:112,37[B ]| "that$3$ she should have been in$4$ such hands!" 111:112,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny agreed to$4$ it, 111:112,38@a | and had the pleasure of seeing him 111:113,01@a | continue at the window with her, in$4$ spite$8$ of the expected 111:113,02@a | glee; and of having his eyes soon turned like$4$ her's towards 111:113,03@a | the scene without, where all that$6#1$ was solemn and soothing, 111:113,04@a | and lovely, appeared in$4$ the brilliancy of an unclouded 111:113,05@a | night, and the contrast of the deep shade of the woods. 111:113,06[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny spoke her feelings. 111:113,06[A ]| "Here's harmony!" 111:113,06[' ]| said she, 111:113,07[A ]| "Here's repose! Here's what may$1$ leave$1$ all painting and 111:113,08[A ]| all music behind, and what poetry only can attempt$1$ to$9$ 111:113,09[A ]| describe. Here's what may$1$ tranquillize every care$0$, and 111:113,10[A ]| lift the heart to$4$ rapture! When I look$1$ out$5$ on$4$ such a night 111:113,11[A ]| as this, I feel as if there could be neither wickedness nor 111:113,12[A ]| sorrow in$4$ the world; and there certainly would be less of 111:113,13[A ]| both if the sublimity of Nature were more attended to$5$, and 111:113,14[A ]| people were carried more out$5$ of themselves by$4$ contemplating 111:113,15[A ]| such a scene." 111:113,16[B ]| "I like$1$ to$9$ hear your enthusiasm, $MP#A$Fanny. It is a lovely 111:113,17[B ]| night, and they are much to$9$ be pitied who$6#1$ have not been 111:113,18[B ]| taught to$9$ feel in$4$ some degree as you do ~~ who$6#1$ have not at 111:113,19[B ]| least been given a taste for$4$ nature in$4$ early life. They lose 111:113,20[B ]| a great deal$0$." 111:113,21[A ]| "\You\ taught me to$9$ think and feel on$4$ the subject$0$, 111:113,22[A ]| cousin." 111:113,23[B ]| "I had a very apt scholar. There's Arcturus looking 111:113,24[B ]| very bright." 111:113,25[A ]| "Yes, and the bear$0$. I wish$1$ I could see Cassiopeia." 111:113,26[B ]| "We must go out$5$ on$4$ the lawn for$4$ that$6#2$. Should you be 111:113,27[B ]| afraid?" 111:113,28[A ]| "Not in$4$ the least. It is a great while$0$ since we have had 111:113,29[A ]| any star-gazing." 111:113,30[B ]| "Yes, I do not know how it has happened." 111:113,30[' ]| The glee 111:113,31[' ]| began. 111:113,31[B ]| "We will$1$ stay$1$ till this is finished, $MP#A$Fanny," 111:113,31[' ]| said he, 111:113,32[' ]| turning his back$0$ on$4$ the window; 111:113,32@a | and as it advanced, she 111:113,33@a | had the mortification of seeing him advance$1$ too$5#2$, moving 111:113,34@a | forward$5$ by$4$ gentle degrees towards the instrument, and 111:113,35@a | when it ceased, he was close$5$ by$4$ the singers, among the 111:113,36@a | most urgent in$4$ requesting to$9$ hear the glee again. 111:113,37[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny sighed alone at the window till scolded away by$4$ 111:113,38[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's threats of catching cold$0$. 112:114,01[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was to$9$ return$1$ in$4$ November, and his eldest 112:114,02[' ]| son had duties to$9$ call$1$ him earlier home. The approach$0$ of 112:114,03[' ]| September brought tidings of $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram first in$4$ a letter 112:114,04[' ]| to$4$ the gamekeeper, and then in$4$ a letter to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund; 112:114,05[' ]| and by$4$ the end$0$ of August, he arrived himself, to$9$ be gay, 112:114,06[' ]| agreeable, and gallant again as occasion$0$ served, or $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 112:114,07[' ]| demanded, to$9$ tell of races and Weymouth, and 112:114,08[' ]| parties and friends, to$4$ which$6#1$ she might have listened six 112:114,09[' ]| weeks before$5$ with some interest$0$, and altogether to$9$ give 112:114,10[' ]| her the fullest conviction, by$4$ the power of actual comparison, 112:114,11[' ]| of her preferring his younger brother. 112:114,12@c | It was very vexatious, and she was heartily sorry for$4$ it; 112:114,13@c | but so$5#2$ it was; 112:114,13[' ]| and so$5#1$ far from now meaning to$9$ marry the 112:114,14[' ]| elder, she did not even$5$ want$1$ to$9$ attract him beyond$4$ what 112:114,15[' ]| the simplest claims of conscious beauty required; 112:114,15@c | his 112:114,16@c | lengthened absence from Mansfield, without any*thing but 112:114,17@c | pleasure in$4$ view$0$, and his own$2$ will$0$ to$9$ consult, made it 112:114,18@c | perfectly clear$2$ that$3$ he did not care$1$ about$4$ her; and his 112:114,19@c | indifference was so$5#1$ much more than equalled by$4$ her own$2$, 112:114,20@c | that$3$ were he now to$9$ step$1$ forth the owner of Mansfield*park, 112:114,21@c | the $MP#G$Sir*Thomas complete$2$, which$6#1$ he was to$9$ be in$4$ time, she 112:114,22@c | did not believe she could accept him. 112:114,23[' ]| The season and duties which$6#1$ brought $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram back$5$ 112:114,24[' ]| to$4$ Mansfield, took $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford into Norfolk. Everingham 112:114,25[' ]| could not do without him in$4$ the beginning of September. 112:114,26[' ]| He went for$4$ a fortnight; a fortnight of such dulness to$4$ the 112:114,27[' ]| $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams, as ought to$9$ have put them both on$4$ their 112:114,28[' ]| guard$0$, and made even$5$ $MP#I$Julia admit in$4$ her jealousy of 112:114,29[' ]| her sister, the absolute necessity of distrusting his attentions, 112:114,30[' ]| and wishing him not to$9$ return$1$; and a fortnight of 112:114,31[' ]| sufficient leisure in$4$ the intervals of shooting and sleeping, 112:114,32[' ]| to$9$ have convinced the gentleman that$3$ he ought to$9$ keep 112:114,33[' ]| longer away, had he been more in$4$ the habit of examining 112:114,34[' ]| his own$2$ motives, and of reflecting to$4$ what the indulgence 112:115,01[' ]| of his idle vanity was tending; but, thoughtless and 112:115,02[' ]| selfish from prosperity and bad example, he would not 112:115,03[' ]| look$1$ beyond$4$ the present$2$ moment. The sisters, handsome, 112:115,04[' ]| clever, and encouraging, were an amusement to$4$ his sated 112:115,05[' ]| mind$0$; and finding nothing in$4$ Norfolk to$9$ equal$1$ the social 112:115,06[' ]| pleasures of Mansfield, he gladly returned to$4$ it at the time 112:115,07[' ]| appointed, and was welcomed thither quite as gladly by$4$ 112:115,08[' ]| those whom$6#1$ he came to$9$ trifle$1$ with farther. 112:115,09[' ]| $MP#H$Maria, with only $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth to$9$ attend to$4$ her, and 112:115,10[' ]| doomed to$4$ the repeated details of his day's sport$0$, good or 112:115,11[' ]| bad, his boast$0$ of his dogs, his jealousy of his neighbours, 112:115,12[' ]| his doubts$0$ of their qualification, and his zeal after$4$ poachers, 112:115,13[' ]| ~~ subjects which$6#1$ will$1$ not find their way to$4$ female$2$ feelings 112:115,14[' ]| without some talent on$4$ one side$0$, or some attachment on$4$ 112:115,15[' ]| the other, had missed $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford grievously; and 112:115,16[' ]| $MP#I$Julia, unengaged and unemployed, felt all the right$0$ of 112:115,17[' ]| missing him much more. Each sister believed herself 112:115,18[' ]| the favourite$0$. $MP#I$Julia might be justified in$4$ so$5#2$ doing by$4$ the 112:115,19[' ]| hints of $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, inclined to$9$ credit$1$ what she wished, and 112:115,20[' ]| $MP#H$Maria by$4$ the hints of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford himself. Every*thing 112:115,21[' ]| returned into the same channel as before$4$ his absence; 112:115,22[' ]| his manners being$1$ to$4$ each so$5#1$ animated and agreeable, as 112:115,23[' ]| to$9$ lose no$2$ ground with either, and just$5$ stopping short of 112:115,24[' ]| the consistence, the steadiness, the solicitude, and the 112:115,25[' ]| warmth which$6#1$ might excite general$2$ notice$0$. 112:115,26[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was the only one of the party who$6#1$ found any*thing 112:115,27[' ]| to$9$ dislike$1$; 112:115,27@a | but since the day at Sotherton, she could 112:115,28@a | never see $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford with either sister without observation, 112:115,29@a | and seldom without wonder$0$ or censure$0$; 112:115,29[' ]| and had 112:115,30[' ]| her confidence in$4$ her own$2$ judgment been equal$2$ to$4$ her 112:115,31[' ]| exercise$0$ of it in$4$ every other respect$0$, had she been sure that$3$ 112:115,32[' ]| she was seeing clearly, and judging candidly, she would 112:115,33[' ]| probably have made some important communications to$4$ 112:115,34[' ]| her usual confidant. As it was, however, she only 112:115,35[' ]| hazarded a hint$0$, and the hint$0$ was lost. 112:115,35[A ]| "I am rather 112:115,36[A ]| surprised," 112:115,36[' ]| said she, 112:115,36[A ]| "that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford should come 112:115,37[A ]| back$5$ again so$5#1$ soon, after$4$ being$1$ here so$5#1$ long before$5$, full 112:115,38[A ]| seven weeks; for$3$ I had understood he was so$5#1$ very fond 112:116,01[A ]| of change$0$ and moving about$5$, that$3$ I thought$1$ something 112:116,02[A ]| would certainly occur when he was once gone, to$9$ take him 112:116,03[A ]| elsewhere. He is used to$4$ much gayer places$0$ than Mansfield." 112:116,04[A ]| 112:116,05[B ]| "It is to$4$ his credit$0$," 112:116,05[' ]| was $MP#B$Edmund's answer$0$, 112:116,05[B ]| "and I 112:116,06[B ]| dare$1#2$ say it gives his sister pleasure. She does not like$1$ 112:116,07[B ]| his unsettled habits." 112:116,08[A ]| "What a favourite$0$ he is with my cousins!" 112:116,09[B ]| "Yes, his manners to$4$ women are such as must please. 112:116,10[B ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, I believe, suspects him of a preference for$4$ 112:116,11[B ]| $MP#I$Julia; I have never seen much symptom of it, but I wish$1$ 112:116,12[B ]| it may$1$ be so$5#2$. He has no$2$ faults but what a serious$2$ attachment 112:116,13[B ]| would remove$1$." 112:116,14[A ]| "If $MP#H$Miss*Bertram were not engaged," 112:116,14[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, 112:116,15[' ]| cautiously, 112:116,15[A ]| "I could sometimes almost think that$3$ he 112:116,16[A ]| admired her more than $MP#I$Julia." 112:116,17[B ]| "Which$6#1$ is, perhaps, more in$4$ favour$0$ of his liking $MP#I$Julia 112:116,18[B ]| best, than you, $MP#A$Fanny, may$1$ be aware; for$3$ I believe it 112:116,19[B ]| often happens, that$3$ a man, before$3$ he has quite made up$5$ 112:116,20[B ]| his own$2$ mind$0$, will$1$ distinguish the sister or intimate$2$ friend 112:116,21[B ]| of the woman he is really thinking of, more than the 112:116,22[B ]| woman herself. $MP#D$Crawford has too$5#1$ much sense to$9$ stay$1$ here 112:116,23[B ]| if he found himself in$4$ any danger from $MP#H$Maria; and I am 112:116,24[B ]| not at all afraid for$4$ her, after$4$ such a proof as she has 112:116,25[B ]| given, that$3$ her feelings are not strong." 112:116,26[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny supposed she must have been mistaken, and 112:116,27[' ]| meant to$9$ think differently in$4$ future; 112:116,27@a | but with all that$6#1$ 112:116,28@a | submission to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund could do, and all the help$0$ of the 112:116,29@a | coinciding looks$0$ and hints which$6#1$ she occasionally noticed 112:116,30@a | in$4$ some of the others, and which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ say that$3$ $MP#I$Julia 112:116,31@a | was $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's choice$0$, she knew not always what to$9$ 112:116,32@a | think. 112:116,32[' ]| She was privy, one evening, to$4$ the hopes$0$ of her 112:116,33[' ]| aunt $MP#J$Norris on$4$ this subject$0$, as well$5$ as to$4$ her feelings, and 112:116,34[' ]| the feelings of $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, on$4$ a point$0$ of some similarity, 112:116,35@a | and could not help$1$ wondering as she listened; 112:116,36@a | and glad would she have been not to$9$ be obliged to$9$ listen, 112:116,37[' ]| for$3$ it was while$3$ all the other young people were dancing, 112:116,38[' ]| and she sitting, most unwillingly, among the chaperons 112:117,01[' ]| at the fire$0$, longing for$4$ the re-entrance of her elder cousin, 112:117,02[' ]| on$4$ whom$6#1$ all her own$2$ hopes$0$ of a partner then depended. 112:117,03[' ]| It was $MP#A$Fanny's first ball$0#2$, though without the preparation 112:117,04[' ]| or splendour of many a young lady's first ball$0#2$, being$1$ the 112:117,05[' ]| thought$0$ only of the afternoon, built on$4$ the late acquisition 112:117,06[' ]| of a violin player in$4$ the servants' hall, and the possibility 112:117,07[' ]| of raising five couple with the help$0$ of $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 112:117,08[' ]| and a new intimate$2$ friend of $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram's just$5$ arrived 112:117,09[' ]| on$4$ a visit$0$. It had, however, been a very happy one to$4$ 112:117,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny through$4$ four dances$0$, and she was quite grieved to$9$ 112:117,11[' ]| be losing even$5$ a quarter$0#1$ of an hour. ~~ While$4$ waiting and 112:117,12[' ]| wishing, looking now at the dancers and now at the door, 112:117,13[' ]| this dialogue between the two above-mentioned ladies 112:117,14[' ]| was forced on$4$ her. 112:117,15[J ]| "I think, ma'am," 112:117,15[' ]| said $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris ~~ her eyes directed 112:117,16[' ]| towards $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth and $MP#H$Maria, who$6#1$ were partners 112:117,17[' ]| for$4$ the second$2$ time ~~ 112:117,17[J ]| "we shall see some happy faces 112:117,18[J ]| again now." 112:117,19[L ]| "Yes, ma'am, indeed" 112:117,19[' ]| ~~ replied the other, with a 112:117,20[' ]| stately simper ~~ 112:117,20[L ]| "there will$1$ be some satisfaction in$4$ looking 112:117,21[L ]| on$5$ \now\, and I think it was rather a pity$0$ they should 112:117,22[L ]| have been obliged to$9$ part$1$. Young folks in$4$ their situation 112:117,23[L ]| should be excused complying with the common$2$ forms. ~~ 112:117,24[L ]| I wonder$1$ my son did not propose it." 112:117,25[J ]| "I dare$1#2$ say he did, ma'am. ~~ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is never 112:117,26[J ]| remiss. But dear$2#1$ $MP#H$Maria has such a strict sense of propriety, 112:117,27[J ]| so$5#1$ much of that$6#2$ true delicacy which$6#1$ one seldom 112:117,28[J ]| meets with now-a-days, $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, that$6#2$ wish$0$ of 112:117,29[J ]| avoiding particularity! ~~ Dear$2#1$ ma'am, only look$1$ at her 112:117,30[J ]| face$0$ at this moment; ~~ how different from what it was 112:117,31[J ]| the two last$2$ dances$0$!" 112:117,32@a | $MP#H$Miss*Bertram did indeed look$1$ happy, her eyes were 112:117,33@a | sparkling with pleasure, and she was speaking with great 112:117,34@a | animation, for$3$ $MP#I$Julia and her partner, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, were 112:117,35@a | close$5$ to$4$ her; they were all in$4$ a cluster together. How 112:117,36@a | she had looked before$5$, $MP#A$Fanny could not recollect, for$3$ she 112:117,37@a | had been dancing with $MP#B$Edmund herself, and had not 112:117,38@a | thought$1$ about$4$ her. 112:118,01[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris continued, 112:118,01[J ]| "It is quite delightful, ma'am, 112:118,02[J ]| to$9$ see young people so$5#1$ properly happy, so$5#1$ well$5$ suited, 112:118,03[J ]| and so$5#1$ much the thing! I cannot but think of dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 112:118,04[J ]| delight$0$. And what do you say, ma'am, to$4$ the 112:118,05[J ]| chance$0$ of another match$0$? $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth has set$1$ a good 112:118,06[J ]| example, and such things are very catching." 112:118,07[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, who$6#1$ saw nothing but her son, was 112:118,08[' ]| quite at a loss. 112:118,08[J ]| "The couple above$5$, ma'am. Do you 112:118,09[J ]| see no$2$ symptoms there?" 112:118,10[L ]| "Oh! dear$7$ ~~ $MP#I$Miss*Julia and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. Yes, indeed, 112:118,11[L ]| a very pretty$2$ match$0$. What is his property?" 112:118,12[J ]| "Four thousand a year." 112:118,13[L ]| "Very well$5$. ~~ Those who$6#1$ have not more, must be satisfied 112:118,14[L ]| with what they have. ~~ Four thousand a year is a 112:118,15[L ]| pretty$2$ estate, and he seems a very genteel, steady young 112:118,16[L ]| man, so$3$ I hope$1$ $MP#I$Miss*Julia will$1$ be very happy." 112:118,17[J ]| "It is not a settled thing, ma'am, yet. ~~ We only speak 112:118,18[J ]| of it among friends. But I have very little doubt$0$ it \will$1$\ 112:118,19[J ]| \be\. ~~ He is growing extremely particular in$4$ his attentions." 112:118,20[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could listen no$2$ farther. 112:118,20@a | Listening and wondering 112:118,21@a | were all suspended for$4$ a time, for$3$ $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram was in$4$ 112:118,22@a | the room again, and though feeling it would be a great 112:118,23@a | honour$0$ to$9$ be asked by$4$ him, she thought$1$ it must happen. 112:118,24[' ]| He came towards their little circle; but instead of asking 112:118,25[' ]| her to$9$ dance$1$, drew a chair near$4$ her, and gave her an 112:118,26[' ]| account$0$ of the present$2$ state$0$ of a sick horse, and the opinion 112:118,27[' ]| of the groom, from whom$6#1$ he had just$5$ parted. $MP#A$Fanny 112:118,28[' ]| found that$3$ 112:118,28@a | it was not to$9$ be, 112:118,28[' ]| and in$4$ the modesty of her 112:118,29[' ]| nature immediately felt that$3$ 112:118,29@a | she had been unreasonable 112:118,30@a | in$4$ expecting it. 112:118,30[' ]| When he had told of his horse, he took 112:118,31[' ]| a newspaper from the table, and looking over it said 112:118,32[' ]| in$4$ a languid way, 112:118,32[G ]| "If you want$1$ to$9$ dance$1$, $MP#A$Fanny, I will$1$ 112:118,33[G ]| stand$1$ up$5$ with you." ~~ 112:118,33[' ]| With more than equal$2$ civility the 112:118,34[' ]| offer$0$ was declined; 112:118,34@a | ~~ she did not wish$1$ to$9$ dance$1$. ~~ 112:118,34[G ]| "I am 112:118,35[G ]| glad of it," 112:118,35[' ]| said he in$4$ a much brisker tone, and throwing 112:118,36[' ]| down$5$ the newspaper again ~~ 112:118,36[G ]| "for$3$ I am tired to$4$ death. I 112:118,37[G ]| only wonder$1$ how the good people can keep it up$5$ so$5#1$ long. ~~ 112:118,38[G ]| They had need$1$ be \all\ in$4$ love$0$, to$9$ find any amusement in$4$ 112:119,01[G ]| such folly ~~ and so$5#2$ they are, I fancy$1$. ~~ If you look$1$ at them, 112:119,02[G ]| you may$1$ see they are so$5#1$ many couple of lovers ~~ all but 112:119,03[G ]| $MP#R$Yates and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant ~~ and, between ourselves, she, poor 112:119,04[G ]| woman! must want$1$ a lover as much as any one of them. 112:119,05[G ]| A desperate dull life her's must be with the $MP#M$doctor," 112:119,06[' ]| making a sly face$0$ as he spoke towards the chair of the 112:119,07[' ]| latter, who$6#1$ proving, however, to$9$ be close$5$ at his elbow, 112:119,08[' ]| made so$5#1$ instantaneous a change$0$ of expression and subject$0$ 112:119,09[' ]| necessary, as $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ spite$8$ of every*thing, could hardly 112:119,10[' ]| help$1$ laughing at. ~~ 112:119,10[G ]| "A strange business this in$4$ America, 112:119,11[G ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant! ~~ What is your opinion? ~~ I always come to$4$ 112:119,12[G ]| you to$9$ know what I am to$9$ think of public$2$ matters." 112:119,13[J ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#G$Tom," 112:119,13[' ]| cried his aunt soon afterwards, 112:119,13[J ]| "as 112:119,14[J ]| you are not dancing, I dare$1#2$ say you will$1$ have no$2$ objection 112:119,15[J ]| to$9$ join us in$4$ a rubber; shall you?" ~~ 112:119,15[' ]| then, leaving her 112:119,16[' ]| seat, and coming to$4$ him to$9$ enforce the proposal, added 112:119,17[' ]| in$4$ a whisper$0$ ~~ 112:119,17[J ]| "We want$1$ to$9$ make$1$ a table for$4$ $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, 112:119,18[J ]| you know. ~~ Your mother is quite anxious about$4$ 112:119,19[J ]| it, but cannot very well$5$ spare$1$ time to$9$ sit down$5$ herself, 112:119,20[J ]| because of her fringe. Now, you and I and $MP#M$Dr%*Grant 112:119,21[J ]| will$1$ just$5$ do; and though \we\ play$1$ but half-crowns, you 112:119,22[J ]| know you may$1$ bet half-guineas with \him\." 112:119,23[G ]| "I should be most happy," 112:119,23[' ]| replied he aloud, and jumping 112:119,24[' ]| up$5$ with alacrity, 112:119,24[G ]| "it would give me the greatest pleasure 112:119,25[G ]| ~~ but that$3$ I am this moment going to$9$ dance$1$. Come, 112:119,26[G ]| $MP#A$Fanny," ~~ 112:119,26[' ]| taking her hand$0$ ~~ 112:119,26[G ]| "do not be dawdling any 112:119,27[G ]| longer, or the dance$0$ will$1$ be over." 112:119,28[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was led off very willingly, though it was impossible 112:119,29[' ]| for$4$ her to$9$ feel much gratitude towards her cousin, 112:119,30[' ]| or distinguish, as he certainly did, between the selfishness 112:119,31[' ]| of another person and his own$2$. 112:119,32[G ]| "A pretty$5$ modest request$0$ upon$4$ my word!" 112:119,32[' ]| he indignantly 112:119,33[' ]| exclaimed as they walked away. 112:119,33[G ]| "To$9$ want$1$ to$9$ 112:119,34[G ]| nail me to$4$ a card*table for$4$ the next two hours with herself 112:119,35[G ]| and $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, who$6#1$ are always quarrelling, and that$6#2$ 112:119,36[G ]| poking old woman, who$6#1$ knows no$2$ more of whist than of 112:119,37[G ]| algebra. I wish$1$ my good aunt would be a little less busy! 112:119,38[G ]| And to$9$ ask me in$4$ such a way too$5#2$! without ceremony, 112:120,01[G ]| before$4$ them all, so$3$ as to$9$ leave$1$ me no$2$ possibility of refusing! 112:120,02[G ]| \That$6#2$\ is what I dislike$1$ most particularly. It raises 112:120,03[G ]| my spleen more than any*thing, to$9$ have the pretence of 112:120,04[G ]| being$1$ asked, of being$1$ given a choice$0$, and at the same time 112:120,05[G ]| addressed in$4$ such a way as to$9$ oblige one to$9$ do the very 112:120,06[G ]| thing ~~ whatever it be! If I had not luckily thought$1$ of 112:120,07[G ]| standing up$5$ with you, I could not have got out$5$ of it. It is 112:120,08[G ]| a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ bad. But when my aunt has got a fancy$0$ 112:120,09[G ]| in$4$ her head$0$, nothing can stop$1$ her." 113:121,01[' ]| The $MP#R$Honourable*John*Yates, this new friend, had not 113:121,02[' ]| much to$9$ recommend him beyond$4$ habits of fashion$0$ and 113:121,03[' ]| expense, and being$1$ the younger son of a lord$0$ with a tolerable 113:121,04[' ]| independence; and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas would probably have 113:121,05[' ]| thought$1$ his introduction at Mansfield by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ desirable. 113:121,06[' ]| $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram's acquaintance with him had begun 113:121,07[' ]| at Weymouth, where they had spent ten days together 113:121,08[' ]| in$4$ the same society, and the friendship, if friendship it 113:121,09[' ]| might be called, had been proved and perfected by$4$ 113:121,10[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's being$1$ invited to$9$ take Mansfield in$4$ his way, 113:121,11[' ]| whenever he could, and by$4$ his promising to$9$ come; and 113:121,12[' ]| he did come rather earlier than had been expected, in$4$ 113:121,13[' ]| consequence of the sudden$2$ breaking-up of a large party 113:121,14[' ]| assembled for$4$ gaiety at the house of another friend, which$6#1$ 113:121,15[' ]| he had left Weymouth to$9$ join. He came on$4$ the wings of 113:121,16[' ]| disappointment, and with his head$0$ full of acting, for$3$ it 113:121,17[' ]| had been a theatrical party; and the play$0$, in$4$ which$6#1$ he 113:121,18[' ]| had borne a part$0$, was within two days of representation, 113:121,19[' ]| when the sudden$2$ death of one of the nearest connections 113:121,20[' ]| of the family had destroyed the scheme$0$ and dispersed the 113:121,21[' ]| performers. To$9$ be so$5#1$ near$4$ happiness, so$5#1$ near$4$ fame, so$5#1$ near$4$ 113:121,22[' ]| the long paragraph in$4$ praise$0$ of the private$2$ theatricals at 113:121,23[' ]| Ecclesford, the seat of the $MP#ZZD$Right*Hon%*Lord*Ravenshaw, 113:121,24[' ]| in$4$ Cornwall, which$6#1$ would of course$8$ have immortalized 113:121,25[' ]| the whole$2$ party for$4$ at least a twelvemonth! and being$1$ 113:121,26[' ]| so$5#1$ near$5$, to$9$ lose it all, was an injury to$9$ be keenly felt, and 113:121,27[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates could talk$1$ of nothing else. Ecclesford and its 113:121,28[' ]| theatre, with its arrangements and dresses$0$, rehearsals and 113:121,29[' ]| jokes, was his never-failing subject$0$, and to$9$ boast$1$ of the 113:121,30[' ]| past$0$ his only consolation. 113:121,31[' ]| Happily for$4$ him, a love$0$ of the theatre is so$5#1$ general$2$, an 113:121,32[' ]| itch for$4$ acting so$5#1$ strong among young people, that$3$ he 113:122,01[' ]| could hardly out-talk the interest$0$ of his hearers. From 113:122,02[' ]| the first casting of the parts, to$4$ the epilogue, it was all 113:122,03[' ]| bewitching, and there were few who$6#1$ did not wish$1$ to$9$ have 113:122,04[' ]| been a party concerned, or would have hesitated to$9$ try 113:122,05[' ]| their skill. The play$0$ had been Lovers'*Vows, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates 113:122,06[' ]| was to$9$ have been $MP#ZZN$Count*Cassel. 113:122,06[R ]| "A trifling part$0$," 113:122,07[' ]| said he, 113:122,07[R ]| "and not at all to$4$ my taste, and such a one as I 113:122,08[R ]| certainly would not accept again; but I was determined 113:122,09[R ]| to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ difficulties. $MP#ZZD$Lord*Ravenshaw and the duke 113:122,10[R ]| had appropriated the only two characters worth playing 113:122,11[R ]| before$3$ I reached Ecclesford; and though $MP#ZZD$Lord*Ravenshaw 113:122,12[R ]| offered to$9$ resign his to$4$ me, it was impossible to$9$ take 113:122,13[R ]| it, you know. I was sorry for$4$ \him\ that$3$ he should have 113:122,14[R ]| so$5#1$ mistaken his powers, for$3$ he was no$2$ more equal$2$ to$4$ the 113:122,15[R ]| $MP#ZZM$Baron! A little man, with a weak voice, always hoarse 113:122,16[R ]| after$4$ the first ten minutes! It must have injured the 113:122,17[R ]| piece materially; but \I\ was resolved to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ difficulties. 113:122,18[R ]| $MP#ZM$Sir*Henry thought$1$ the duke not equal$2$ to$4$ $MP#ZZP$Frederick, 113:122,19[R ]| but that$6#2$ was because $MP#ZM$Sir*Henry wanted the part$0$ 113:122,20[R ]| himself; whereas it was certainly in$4$ the best hands of the 113:122,21[R ]| two. I was surprised to$9$ see $MP#ZM$Sir*Henry such a stick. 113:122,22[R ]| Luckily the strength of the piece did not depend upon$4$ 113:122,23[R ]| him. Our $MP#ZZU$Agatha was inimitable, and the duke was 113:122,24[R ]| thought$1$ very great by$4$ many. And upon$4$ the whole$0$ it 113:122,25[R ]| would certainly have gone off wonderfully." 113:122,26[X ]| "It was a hard case, upon$4$ my word;" 113:122,26[' ]| and, 113:122,26[X ]| "I do 113:122,27[X ]| think you were very much to$9$ be pitied;" 113:122,27[' ]| were the kind$2$ 113:122,28[' ]| responses of listening sympathy. 113:122,29[R ]| "It is not worth complaining about$4$, but to$9$ be sure the 113:122,30[R ]| poor old dowager could not have died at a worse time; 113:122,31[R ]| and it is impossible to$9$ help$1$ wishing, that$3$ the news could 113:122,32[R ]| have been suppressed for$4$ just$5$ the three days we wanted. 113:122,33[R ]| It was but three days; and being$1$ only a grand-mother, 113:122,34[R ]| and all happening two hundred miles off, I think there 113:122,35[R ]| would have been no$2$ great harm$0$, and it \was\ suggested, I 113:122,36[R ]| know; but $MP#ZZD$Lord*Ravenshaw, who$6#1$ I suppose is one of the 113:122,37[R ]| most correct$2$ men in$4$ England, would not hear of it." 113:122,38[G ]| "An after-piece instead of a comedy," 113:122,38[' ]| said $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram. 113:123,01[G ]| "Lovers'*Vows were at an end$0$, and $MP#ZZD$Lord and 113:123,01[G ]| $MP#ZZD$Lady*Ravenshaw 113:123,02[G ]| left to$9$ act$1$ My*Grandmother by$4$ themselves. 113:123,03[G ]| Well$7$, the jointure may$1$ comfort$1$ \him\; and perhaps, 113:123,04[G ]| between friends, he began to$9$ tremble$1$ for$4$ his credit$0$ and 113:123,05[G ]| his lungs in$4$ the $MP#ZZM$Baron, and was not sorry to$9$ withdraw; 113:123,06[G ]| and to$9$ make$1$ \you\ amends, $MP#R$Yates, I think we must raise 113:123,07[G ]| a little theatre at Mansfield, and ask you to$9$ be our 113:123,08[G ]| manager." 113:123,09[' ]| This, though the thought$0$ of the moment, did not end$1$ 113:123,10[' ]| with the moment; for$3$ the inclination to$9$ act$1$ was awakened, 113:123,11[' ]| and in$4$ no*one more strongly than in$4$ him who$6#1$ was now 113:123,12[' ]| master of the house; and who$6#1$ having so$5#1$ much leisure as 113:123,13[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ almost any novelty a certain good, had likewise 113:123,14[' ]| such a degree of lively talents and comic taste, as were 113:123,15[' ]| exactly adapted to$4$ the novelty of acting. The thought$0$ 113:123,16[' ]| returned again and again. 113:123,16[G ]| "Oh! for$4$ the Ecclesford 113:123,17[G ]| theatre and scenery to$9$ try something with." 113:123,17[' ]| Each sister 113:123,18[' ]| could echo the wish$0$; and $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, to$4$ whom$6#1$, in$4$ 113:123,19[' ]| all the riot of his gratifications, it was yet an untasted 113:123,20[' ]| pleasure, was quite alive at the idea. 113:123,20[D ]| "I really believe," 113:123,21[' ]| said he, 113:123,21[D ]| "I could be fool enough at this moment to$9$ undertake 113:123,22[D ]| any character that$6#1$ ever was written, from $MP#Z2$Shylock 113:123,23[D ]| or $MP#Z1$Richard*III% down$5$ to$4$ the singing hero of a farce in$4$ his 113:123,24[D ]| scarlet coat and cocked hat. I feel as if I could be any*thing 113:123,25[D ]| or every*thing, as if I could rant$1$ and storm$1$, or sigh$1$, 113:123,26[D ]| or cut$1$ capers in$4$ any tragedy or comedy in$4$ the English 113:123,27[D ]| language. Let us be doing something. Be it only half 113:123,28[D ]| a play$0$ ~~ an act$0$ ~~ a scene; what should prevent us? Not 113:123,29[D ]| these countenances I am sure," 113:123,29[' ]| looking towards the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams, 113:123,30[D ]| "and for$4$ a theatre, what signifies a theatre? 113:123,31[D ]| We shall be only amusing ourselves. Any room in$4$ this 113:123,32[D ]| house might suffice." 113:123,33[G ]| "We must have a curtain," 113:123,33[' ]| said $MP#G$Tom*Bertram, 113:123,33[G ]| "a few 113:123,34[G ]| yards of green baize for$4$ a curtain, and perhaps that$6#2$ may$1$ 113:123,35[G ]| be enough." 113:123,36[R ]| "Oh! quite enough," 113:123,36[' ]| cried $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, 113:123,36[R ]| "with only just$5$ 113:123,37[R ]| a side$2$ wing or two run$1$ up$5$, doors in$4$ flat, and three or four 113:123,38[R ]| scenes to$9$ be let down$5$; nothing more would be necessary 113:124,01[R ]| on$4$ such a plan as this. For$4$ mere amusement among ourselves, 113:124,02[R ]| we should want$1$ nothing more." 113:124,03[H ]| "I believe we must be satisfied with \less\," 113:124,03[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria. 113:124,04[H ]| "There would not be time, and other difficulties would 113:124,05[H ]| arise. We must rather adopt $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's views, and 113:124,06[H ]| make$1$ the \performance\, not the \theatre\, our object$0$. Many 113:124,07[H ]| parts of our best plays$0$ are independent of scenery." 113:124,08[B ]| "Nay," 113:124,08[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, who$6#1$ began to$9$ listen with alarm$0$. 113:124,09[B ]| "Let us do nothing by$4$ halves. If we are to$9$ act$1$, let it be 113:124,10[B ]| in$4$ a theatre completely fitted up$5$ with pit, box, and gallery, 113:124,11[B ]| and let us have a play$0$ entire from beginning to$4$ end$0$; so$3$ 113:124,12[B ]| as it be a German play$0$, no$2$ matter what, with a good tricking, 113:124,13[B ]| shifting after-piece, and a figure-dance, and a horn-pipe, 113:124,14[B ]| and a song between the acts$0$. If we do not out$5$ do 113:124,15[B ]| Ecclesford, we do nothing." 113:124,16[I ]| "Now, $MP#B$Edmund, do not be disagreeable," 113:124,16[' ]| said $MP#I$Julia. 113:124,17[I ]| "Nobody loves a play$0$ better than you do, or can have 113:124,18[I ]| gone much farther to$9$ see one." 113:124,19[B ]| "True, to$9$ see real acting, good hardened real acting; 113:124,20[B ]| but I would hardly walk$1$ from this room to$4$ the next to$9$ 113:124,21[B ]| look$1$ at the raw efforts of those who$6#1$ have not been bred 113:124,22[B ]| to$4$ the trade, ~~ a set$0$ of gentlemen and ladies, who$6#1$ have all 113:124,23[B ]| the disadvantages of education and decorum to$9$ struggle$1$ 113:124,24[B ]| through$4$." 113:124,25[' ]| After$4$ a short pause$0$, however, the subject$0$ still$5$ continued, 113:124,26[' ]| and was discussed with unabated eagerness, every*one's 113:124,27[' ]| inclination increasing by$4$ the discussion, and a knowledge 113:124,28[' ]| of the inclination of the rest$0#1$; and though nothing was 113:124,29[' ]| settled but that$3$ $MP#G$Tom*Bertram would prefer a comedy, 113:124,30[' ]| and his sisters and $MP#D$Henry*Crawford a tragedy, and that$3$ 113:124,31[' ]| nothing in$4$ the world could be easier than to$9$ find a piece 113:124,32[' ]| which$6#1$ would please them all, the resolution to$9$ act$1$ something 113:124,33[' ]| or other, seemed so$5#1$ decided, as to$9$ make$1$ $MP#B$Edmund 113:124,34[' ]| quite uncomfortable. He was determined to$9$ prevent it, 113:124,35[' ]| if possible, though his mother, who$6#1$ equally heard the 113:124,36[' ]| conversation which$6#1$ passed at table, did not evince the 113:124,37[' ]| least disapprobation. 113:124,38[' ]| The same evening afforded him an opportunity of trying$1$ 113:125,01[' ]| his strength. $MP#H$Maria, $MP#I$Julia, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, 113:125,02[' ]| were in$4$ the billiard-room. $MP#G$Tom returning from 113:125,03[' ]| them into the drawing-room, where $MP#B$Edmund was standing 113:125,04[' ]| thoughtfully by$4$ the fire$0$, while$3$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was on$4$ the 113:125,05[' ]| sofa at a little distance$0$, and $MP#A$Fanny close$5$ beside$4$ her arranging 113:125,06[' ]| her work$0$, thus began as he entered. 113:125,06[G ]| "Such a horribly 113:125,07[G ]| vile billiard-table as ours, is not to$9$ be met with, I believe, 113:125,08[G ]| above$4$ ground! I can stand$1$ it no$2$ longer, and I think, I 113:125,09[G ]| may$1$ say, that$3$ nothing shall ever tempt me to$4$ it again. 113:125,10[G ]| But one good thing I have just$5$ ascertained. It is the 113:125,11[G ]| very room for$4$ a theatre, precisely the shape$0$ and length 113:125,12[G ]| for$4$ it, and the doors at the farther end$0$, communicating 113:125,13[G ]| with each other as they may$1$ be made to$9$ do in$4$ five minutes, 113:125,14[G ]| by$4$ merely moving the book-case in$4$ my father's room, is 113:125,15[G ]| the very thing we could have desired, if we had set$1$ down$5$ 113:125,16[G ]| to$9$ wish$1$ for$4$ it. And my father's room will$1$ be an excellent 113:125,17[G ]| green-room. It seems to$9$ join the billiard-room on$4$ 113:125,18[G ]| purpose." 113:125,19[B ]| "You are not serious$2$, $MP#G$Tom, in$4$ meaning to$9$ act$1$?" 113:125,19[' ]| said 113:125,20[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund in$4$ a low voice, as his brother approached the fire$0$. 113:125,21[G ]| "Not serious$2$! never more so$5#2$, I assure you. What is 113:125,22[G ]| there to$9$ surprise$1$ you in$4$ it?" 113:125,23[B ]| "I think it would be very wrong. In$4$ a \general$2$\ light$0$, 113:125,24[B ]| private$2$ theatricals are open$2$ to$4$ some objections, but as \we\ 113:125,25[B ]| are circumstanced, I must think it would be highly injudicious, 113:125,26[B ]| and more than injudicious, to$9$ attempt$1$ any*thing 113:125,27[B ]| of the kind$0$. It would show$1$ great want$0$ of feeling on$4$ my 113:125,28[B ]| father's account$0$, absent as he is, and in$4$ some degree of 113:125,29[B ]| constant danger; and it would be imprudent, I think, 113:125,30[B ]| with regard$0$ to$4$ $MP#H$Maria, whose$6#1$ situation is a very delicate 113:125,31[B ]| one, considering every*thing, extremely delicate." 113:125,32[G ]| "You take up$5$ a thing so$5#1$ seriously! as if we were going 113:125,33[G ]| to$9$ act$1$ three times a week till my father's return$0$, and 113:125,34[G ]| invite all the country. But it is not to$9$ be a display$0$ of 113:125,35[G ]| that$6#2$ sort. We mean$1$ nothing but a little amusement 113:125,36[G ]| among ourselves, just$5$ to$9$ vary the scene, and exercise$1$ our 113:125,37[G ]| powers in$4$ something new. We want$1$ no$2$ audience, no$2$ 113:125,38[G ]| publicity. We may$1$ be trusted, I think, in$4$ choosing some 113:126,01[G ]| play$0$ most perfectly unexceptionable, and I can conceive 113:126,02[G ]| no$2$ greater harm$0$ or danger to$4$ any of us in$4$ conversing in$4$ 113:126,03[G ]| the elegant written language of some respectable author 113:126,04[G ]| than in$4$ chattering in$4$ words of our own$2$. I have no$2$ fears, 113:126,05[G ]| and no$2$ scruples. And as to$4$ my father's being$1$ absent, it 113:126,06[G ]| is so$5#1$ far from an objection, that$3$ I consider it rather as 113:126,07[G ]| a motive; for$3$ the expectation of his return$0$ must be a very 113:126,08[G ]| anxious period to$4$ my mother, and if we can be the means$0$ 113:126,09[G ]| of amusing that$6#2$ anxiety, and keeping up$5$ her spirits for$4$ 113:126,10[G ]| the next few weeks, I shall think our time very well$5$ spent, 113:126,11[G ]| and so$5#2$ I am sure will$1$ he. ~~ It is a \very\ anxious period for$4$ 113:126,12[G ]| her." 113:126,13[' ]| As he said this, each looked towards their mother. 113:126,14[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, sunk back$5$ in$4$ one corner of the sofa, the 113:126,15[' ]| picture$0$ of health, wealth, ease$0$, and tranquillity, was just$5$ 113:126,16[' ]| falling into a gentle doze, while$3$ $MP#A$Fanny was getting through$4$ 113:126,17[' ]| the few difficulties of her work$0$ for$4$ her. 113:126,18[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund smiled and shook his head$0$. 113:126,19[G ]| "By$4$ Jove! this won't do" 113:126,19[' ]| cried $MP#G$Tom, throwing himself 113:126,20[' ]| into a chair with a hearty laugh$0$. 113:126,20[G ]| "To$9$ be sure, my 113:126,21[G ]| dear$2#1$ mother, your anxiety ~~ I was unlucky there." 113:126,22[F ]| "What is the matter?" 113:126,22[' ]| asked her ladyship in$4$ the 113:126,23[' ]| heavy tone of one half roused, ~~ 113:126,23[F ]| "I was not asleep." 113:126,24[G ]| "Oh! dear$7$, no$7$ ma'am ~~ nobody suspected you ~~ Well$7$, 113:126,25[G ]| $MP#B$Edmund," 113:126,25[' ]| he continued, returning to$4$ the former subject$0$, 113:126,26[' ]| posture, and voice, as soon as $MP#F$Lady*Bertram began to$9$ 113:126,27[' ]| nod$1$ again ~~ 113:126,27[G ]| "But \this\ I \will$1$\ maintain ~~ that$3$ we shall be 113:126,28[G ]| doing no$2$ harm$0$." 113:126,29[B ]| "I cannot agree with you ~~ I am convinced that$3$ my 113:126,30[B ]| father would totally disapprove it." 113:126,31[G ]| "And I am convinced to$4$ the contrary. ~~ Nobody is 113:126,32[G ]| fonder of the exercise$0$ of talent in$4$ young people, or promotes 113:126,33[G ]| it more, than my father; and for$4$ any*thing of the 113:126,34[G ]| acting, spouting, reciting kind$0$, I think he has always 113:126,35[G ]| a decided taste. I am sure he encouraged it in$4$ us as boys. 113:126,36[G ]| How many a time have we mourned over the dead body 113:126,37[G ]| of $MP#Z1$Julius*Ca*esar, and \to$9$\ \be'd\ and \not\ \to$9$\ \be'd\, in$4$ this 113:126,37[G ]| very 113:126,38[G ]| room, for$4$ his amusement! And I am sure, \my\ \name$0$\ \was\ 113:127,01[G ]| \Norval\, every evening of my life through$4$ one Christmas 113:127,02[G ]| holidays." 113:127,03[B ]| "It was a very different thing. ~~ You must see the 113:127,04[B ]| difference yourself. My father wished us, as school-boys, 113:127,05[B ]| to$9$ speak well$5$, but he would never wish$1$ his grown up$5$ 113:127,06[B ]| daughters to$9$ be acting plays$0$. His sense of decorum is 113:127,07[B ]| strict." 113:127,08[G ]| "I know all that$6#2$," 113:127,08[' ]| said $MP#G$Tom displeased. 113:127,08[G ]| "I know my 113:127,09[G ]| father as well$5$ as you do, and I'll take care$0$ that$3$ his daughters 113:127,10[G ]| do nothing to$9$ distress$1$ him. Manage your own$2$ concerns$0$, 113:127,11[G ]| $MP#B$Edmund, and I'll take care$0$ of the rest$0#1$ of the family." 113:127,12[B ]| "If you are resolved on$4$ acting," 113:127,12[' ]| replied the persevering 113:127,13[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, 113:127,13[B ]| "I must hope$1$ it will$1$ be in$4$ a very small and 113:127,14[B ]| quiet$2$ way; and I think a theatre ought not to$9$ be attempted. ~~ 113:127,15[B ]| It would be taking liberties with my father's 113:127,16[B ]| house in$4$ his absence which$6#1$ could not be justified." 113:127,17[G ]| "For$4$ every*thing of that$6#2$ nature, I will$1$ be answerable," 113:127,18[' ]| ~~ said $MP#G$Tom, in$4$ a decided tone. ~~ 113:127,18[G ]| "His house shall not be 113:127,19[G ]| hurt. I have quite as great an interest$0$ in$4$ being$1$ careful 113:127,20[G ]| of his house as you can have; and as to$4$ such alterations 113:127,21[G ]| as I was suggesting just$5$ now, such as moving a book-case, 113:127,22[G ]| or unlocking a door, or even$5$ as using the billiard-room 113:127,23[G ]| for$4$ the space of a week without playing at billiards in$4$ it, 113:127,24[G ]| you might just$5$ as well$5$ suppose he would object$1$ to$4$ our 113:127,25[G ]| sitting more in$4$ this room, and less in$4$ the breakfast-room, 113:127,26[G ]| than we did before$3$ he went away, or to$4$ my sisters' piano-forte 113:127,27[G ]| being$1$ moved from one side$0$ of the room to$4$ the other. 113:127,28[G ]| ~~ Absolute nonsense!" 113:127,29[B ]| "The innovation, if not wrong as an innovation, will$1$ 113:127,30[B ]| be wrong as an expense." 113:127,31[G ]| "Yes, the expense of such an undertaking would be 113:127,32[G ]| prodigious! Perhaps it might cost$1$ a whole$2$ twenty 113:127,33[G ]| pounds. ~~ Something of a theatre we must have undoubtedly, 113:127,34[G ]| but it will$1$ be on$4$ the simplest plan; ~~ a green 113:127,35[G ]| curtain and a little carpenter's work$0$ ~~ and that's all; 113:127,36[G ]| and as the carpenter's work$0$ may$1$ be all done at home by$4$ 113:127,37[G ]| $MP#ZO$Christopher*Jackson himself, it will$1$ be too$5#1$ absurd to$9$ talk$1$ 113:127,38[G ]| of expense; ~~ and as long as $MP#ZO$Jackson is employed, every*thing 113:128,01[G ]| will$1$ be right$2#1$ with $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. ~~ Don't imagine that$3$ 113:128,02[G ]| nobody in$4$ this house can see or judge$1$ but yourself. ~~ 113:128,03[G ]| Don't act$1$ yourself, if you do not like$1$ it, but don't expect 113:128,04[G ]| to$9$ govern every*body else." 113:128,05[B ]| "No$7$, as to$4$ acting myself," 113:128,05[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 113:128,05[B ]| "\that$6#2$\ I absolutely 113:128,06[B ]| protest against." 113:128,07[' ]| $MP#G$Tom walked out$5$ of the room as he said it, and $MP#B$Edmund 113:128,08[' ]| was left to$9$ sit down$5$ and stir the fire$0$ in$4$ thoughtful vexation. 113:128,09[' ]| 113:128,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ had heard it all, and borne $MP#B$Edmund company 113:128,11[' ]| in$4$ every feeling throughout the whole$0$, now ventured 113:128,12[' ]| to$9$ say, in$4$ her anxiety to$9$ suggest some comfort$0$, 113:128,12[A ]| "Perhaps 113:128,13[A ]| they may$1$ not be able to$9$ find any play$0$ to$9$ suit$1$ them. Your 113:128,14[A ]| brother's taste, and your sisters', seem very different." 113:128,15[B ]| "I have no$2$ hope$0$ there, $MP#A$Fanny. If they persist in$4$ the 113:128,16[B ]| scheme$0$ they will$1$ find something ~~ I shall speak to$4$ my 113:128,17[B ]| sisters, and try to$9$ dissuade \them\, and that$6#2$ is all I can do." 113:128,18[A ]| "I should think my aunt $MP#J$Norris would be on$4$ your side$0$." 113:128,19[B ]| "I dare$1#2$ say she would; but she has no$2$ influence$0$ with 113:128,20[B ]| either $MP#G$Tom or my sisters that$6#1$ could be of any use$0$; and 113:128,21[B ]| if I cannot convince them myself, I shall let things take 113:128,22[B ]| their course$0$, without attempting it through$4$ her. Family 113:128,23[B ]| squabling is the greatest evil of all, and we had better 113:128,24[B ]| do any*thing than be altogether by$4$ the ears." 113:128,25[' ]| His sisters, to$4$ whom$6#1$ he had an opportunity of speaking 113:128,26[' ]| the next morning, were quite as impatient of his advice, 113:128,27[' ]| quite as unyielding to$4$ his representation, quite as determined 113:128,28[' ]| in$4$ the cause of pleasure, as $MP#G$Tom. 113:128,28@y | ~~ Their mother 113:128,29@y | had no$2$ objection to$4$ the plan, and they were not in$4$ the 113:128,30@y | least afraid of their father's disapprobation. ~~ There could 113:128,31@y | be no$2$ harm$0$ in$4$ what had been done in$4$ so$5#1$ many respectable 113:128,32@y | families, and by$4$ so$5#1$ many women of the first consideration; 113:128,33@y | and it must be scrupulousness run$1$ mad, that$6#1$ could 113:128,34@y | see any*thing to$9$ censure$1$ in$4$ a plan like$4$ their's, comprehending 113:128,35@y | only brothers and sisters, and intimate$2$ friends, 113:128,36@y | and which$6#1$ would never be heard of beyond$4$ themselves. 113:128,37@b | $MP#I$Julia \did\ seem inclined to$9$ admit that$3$ $MP#H$Maria's situation 113:128,38@b | might require particular caution$0$ and delicacy ~~ but that$6#2$ 113:129,01@b | could not extend to$4$ \her\ ~~ \she\ was at liberty; and $MP#H$Maria 113:129,02@b | evidently considered her engagement as only raising her 113:129,03@b | so$5#1$ much more above$4$ restraint, and leaving her less occasion$0$ 113:129,04@b | than $MP#I$Julia, to$9$ consult either father or mother. 113:129,05[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had little to$9$ hope$1$, but he was still$5$ urging the 113:129,06[' ]| subject$0$, when $MP#D$Henry*Crawford entered the room, fresh 113:129,07[' ]| from the Parsonage, calling out$5$, 113:129,07[D ]| "No$2$ want$0$ of hands in$4$ 113:129,08[D ]| our Theatre, $MP#H$Miss*Bertram. No$2$ want$0$ of under*strappers 113:129,09[D ]| ~~ My sister desires her love$0$, and hopes$1$ to$9$ be admitted 113:129,10[D ]| into the company, and will$1$ be happy to$9$ take the part$0$ of 113:129,11[D ]| any old $MP#Z2$Duenna or tame $MP#Z2$Confidante, that$6#1$ you may$1$ not 113:129,12[D ]| like$1$ to$9$ do yourselves." 113:129,13[' ]| $MP#H$Maria gave $MP#B$Edmund a glance$0$, which$6#1$ meant, 113:129,13@h | "What 113:129,14@h | say you now? Can we be wrong if $MP#C$Mary*Crawford feels 113:129,15@h | the same?" 113:129,15[' ]| And $MP#B$Edmund silenced, was obliged to$9$ 113:129,16[' ]| acknowledge that$3$ the charm$0$ of acting might well$5$ carry 113:129,17[' ]| fascination to$4$ the mind$0$ of genius; and with the ingenuity 113:129,18[' ]| of love$0$, to$9$ dwell more on$4$ the obliging, accommodating 113:129,19[' ]| purport of the message than on$4$ any*thing else. 113:129,20[' ]| The scheme$0$ advanced. Opposition was vain; and as 113:129,21[' ]| to$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, he was mistaken in$4$ supposing she would 113:129,22[' ]| wish$1$ to$9$ make$1$ any. She started no$2$ difficulties that$6#1$ were 113:129,23[' ]| not talked down$5$ in$4$ five minutes by$4$ her eldest nephew and 113:129,24[' ]| niece, who$6#1$ were all-powerful with her; and, as the whole$2$ 113:129,25[' ]| arrangement was to$9$ bring very little expense to$4$ any*body, 113:129,26[' ]| and none at all to$4$ herself, as she foresaw in$4$ it all the comforts 113:129,27[' ]| of hurry$0$, bustle$0$ and importance, and derived the 113:129,28[' ]| immediate advantage of fancying herself obliged to$9$ leave$1$ 113:129,29[' ]| her own$2$ house, where she had been living a month at her 113:129,30[' ]| own$2$ cost$0$, and take up$5$ her abode in$4$ their's, that$3$ every 113:129,31[' ]| hour might be spent in$4$ their service; she was, in$4$ fact, 113:129,32[' ]| exceedingly delighted with the project. 114:130,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny seemed nearer being$1$ right$2#1$ than $MP#B$Edmund had 114:130,02[' ]| supposed. The business of finding a play$0$ that$6#1$ would suit$1$ 114:130,03[' ]| every*body, proved to$9$ be no$2$ trifle$0$; and the carpenter had 114:130,04[' ]| received his orders$0#1$ and taken his measurements, had suggested 114:130,05[' ]| and removed at least two sets of difficulties, and 114:130,06[' ]| having made the necessity of an enlargement of plan and 114:130,07[' ]| expense fully evident, was already at work$0$, while$3$ a play$0$ 114:130,08[' ]| was still$5$ to$9$ seek. Other preparations were also in$4$ hand$0$. 114:130,09[' ]| An enormous roll$0$ of green baize had arrived from Northampton, 114:130,10[' ]| and been cut$1$ out$5$ by$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris (with a saving, 114:130,11[' ]| by$4$ her good management, of full three quarters of a yard), 114:130,12[' ]| and was actually forming into a curtain by$4$ the housemaids, 114:130,13[' ]| and still$5$ the play$0$ was wanting; and as two or three days 114:130,14[' ]| passed away in$4$ this manner, $MP#B$Edmund began almost to$9$ 114:130,15[' ]| hope$1$ that$3$ none might ever be found. 114:130,16[' ]| There were, in$4$ fact, so$5#1$ many things to$9$ be attended to$5$, 114:130,17[' ]| so$5#1$ many people to$9$ be pleased, so$5#1$ many best characters 114:130,18[' ]| required, and above$4$ all, such a need$0$ that$3$ the play$0$ should 114:130,19[' ]| be at once both tragedy and comedy, that$3$ there did seem 114:130,20[' ]| as little chance$0$ of a decision, as any*thing pursued by$4$ 114:130,21[' ]| youth and zeal could hold$1$ out$5$. 114:130,22[' ]| On$4$ the tragic side$0$ were the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, 114:130,23[' ]| and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates; on$4$ the comic, $MP#G$Tom*Bertram, 114:130,24[' ]| not \quite\ alone, because it was evident that$3$ $MP#C$Mary*Crawford's 114:130,25[' ]| wishes$0$, though politely kept back$5$, inclined the 114:130,26[' ]| same way; but his determinateness and his power, 114:130,27[' ]| seemed to$9$ make$1$ allies unnecessary; and independent of 114:130,28[' ]| this great irreconcileable difference, they wanted a piece 114:130,29[' ]| containing very few characters in$4$ the whole$0$, but every 114:130,30[' ]| character first-rate, and three principal$2$ women. All the 114:130,31[' ]| best plays$0$ were run$1$ over in$4$ vain. Neither Hamlet, nor 114:131,01[' ]| Macbeth, nor Othello, nor Douglas, nor the Gamester, 114:131,02[' ]| presented any*thing that$6#1$ could satisfy even$5$ the tragedians; 114:131,03[' ]| and the Rivals, the School*for*Scandal, Wheel*of*Fortune, 114:131,04[' ]| Heir*at*Law, and a long etcetera, were successively dismissed 114:131,05[' ]| with yet warmer objections. No$2$ piece could be 114:131,06[' ]| proposed that$6#1$ did not supply$1$ somebody with a difficulty, 114:131,07[' ]| and on$4$ one side$0$ or the other it was a continual repetition 114:131,08[' ]| of, 114:131,08[X ]| "Oh! no$7$, \that$6#2$\ will$1$ never do. Let us have no$2$ ranting 114:131,09[X ]| tragedies. Too$5#1$ many characters ~~ Not a tolerable woman's 114:131,10[X ]| part$0$ in$4$ the play$0$ ~~ Any*thing but \that$6#2$\, my dear$2#1$ $MP#G$Tom. It 114:131,11[X ]| would be impossible to$9$ fill it up$5$ ~~ One could not expect 114:131,12[X ]| any*body to$9$ take such a part$0$ ~~ Nothing but buffoonery 114:131,13[X ]| from beginning to$4$ end$0$. \That$6#2$\ might do, perhaps, but for$4$ 114:131,14[X ]| the low parts ~~ If I \must\ give my opinion, I have always 114:131,15[X ]| thought$1$ it the most insipid play$0$ in$4$ the English language ~~ 114:131,16[X ]| \I\ do not wish$1$ to$9$ make$1$ objections, I shall be happy to$9$ be 114:131,17[X ]| of any use$0$, but I think we could not choose worse." 114:131,18[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny looked on$5$ and listened, not unamused to$9$ observe 114:131,19[' ]| the selfishness which$6#1$, more or less disguised, seemed 114:131,20[' ]| to$9$ govern them all, and wondering how it would end$1$. 114:131,21[' ]| For$4$ her own$2$ gratification 114:131,21@a | she could have wished that$3$ 114:131,22@a | something might be acted, for$3$ she had never seen even$5$ 114:131,23@a | half a play$0$, but every*thing of higher consequence was 114:131,24@a | against it. 114:131,25[G ]| "This will$1$ never do," 114:131,25[' ]| said $MP#G$Tom*Bertram at last$0$. 114:131,25[G ]| "We 114:131,26[G ]| are wasting time most abominably. Something must be 114:131,27[G ]| fixed on$5$. No$2$ matter what, so$3$ that$3$ something is chosen. 114:131,28[G ]| We must not be so$5#1$ nice. A few characters too$5#1$ many, 114:131,29[G ]| must not frighten us. We must \double$1$\ them. We must 114:131,30[G ]| descend a little. If a part$0$ is insignificant, the greater our 114:131,31[G ]| credit$0$ in$4$ making any*thing of it. From this moment 114:131,32[G ]| \I\ make$1$ no$2$ difficulties. I take any part$0$ you choose to$9$ 114:131,33[G ]| give me, so$3$ as it be comic. Let it but be comic, I condition$1$ 114:131,34[G ]| for$4$ nothing more." 114:131,35[' ]| For$4$ about$4$ the fifth time he then proposed the Heir*at*Law, 114:131,36[' ]| doubting only whether to$9$ prefer $MP#Z2$Lord*Duberley or 114:131,37[' ]| $MP#Z2$Dr%*Pangloss for$4$ himself, and very earnestly, but very 114:131,38[' ]| unsuccessfully, trying$1$ to$9$ persuade the others that$3$ there 114:132,01[' ]| were some fine tragic parts in$4$ the rest$0#1$ of the Dramatis*persona*e. 114:132,02[' ]| The pause$0$ which$6#1$ followed this fruitless effort was ended 114:132,03[' ]| by$4$ the same speaker, who$6#1$ taking up$5$ one of the many 114:132,04[' ]| volumes of plays$0$ that$6#1$ lay$1#2$ on$4$ the table, and turning it over, 114:132,05[' ]| suddenly exclaimed, 114:132,06[G ]| "Lovers'*Vows! And why should 114:132,07[G ]| not Lovers'*Vows do for$4$ \us\ as well$5$ as for$4$ the $MP#ZZD$Ravenshaws? 114:132,08[G ]| How came it never to$9$ be thought$1$ of before$5$? It strikes 114:132,09[G ]| me as if it would do exactly. What say you all? ~~ Here 114:132,10[G ]| are two capital tragic parts for$4$ $MP#R$Yates and $MP#D$Crawford, and 114:132,11[G ]| here is the rhyming butler for$4$ me ~~ if nobody else wants$1$ it 114:132,12[G ]| ~~ a trifling part$0$, but the sort of thing I should not dislike$1$, 114:132,13[G ]| and as I said before$5$, I am determined to$9$ take any*thing 114:132,14[G ]| and do my best. And as for$4$ the rest$0#1$, they may$1$ be filled 114:132,15[G ]| up$5$ by$4$ any*body. It is only $MP#ZZN$Count*Cassel and $MP#ZZO$Anhalt." 114:132,16[' ]| The suggestion was generally welcome$2$. Every*body 114:132,17[' ]| was growing weary of indecision, and the first idea with 114:132,18[' ]| every*body was, that$3$ nothing had been proposed before$5$ 114:132,19[' ]| so$5#1$ likely to$9$ suit$1$ them all. $MP#R$Mr%*Yates was particularly 114:132,20[' ]| pleased; he had been sighing and longing to$9$ do the $MP#ZZM$Baron 114:132,21[' ]| at Ecclesford, had grudged every rant$0$ of $MP#ZZD$Lord*Ravenshaw's, 114:132,22[' ]| and been forced to$9$ re-rant it all in$4$ his own$2$ room. 114:132,23[' ]| To$9$ storm$1$ through$4$ $MP#ZZM$Baron*Wildenhaim was the height of 114:132,24[' ]| his theatrical ambition, and with the advantage of knowing 114:132,25[' ]| half the scenes by$4$ heart already, he did now with the 114:132,26[' ]| greatest alacrity offer$1$ his services for$4$ the part$0$. To$9$ do 114:132,27[' ]| him justice, however, he did not resolve$1$ to$9$ appropriate 114:132,28[' ]| it ~~ for$3$ remembering that$3$ there was some very good 114:132,29[' ]| ranting ground in$4$ $MP#ZZP$Frederick, he professed an equal$2$ willingness 114:132,30[' ]| for$4$ that$6#2$. $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was ready to$9$ take either. 114:132,31[' ]| Whichever $MP#R$Mr%*Yates did not choose, would perfectly 114:132,32[' ]| satisfy him, and a short parley of compliment$0$ ensued. 114:132,33[' ]| $MP#H$Miss*Bertram feeling all the interest$0$ of an $MP#ZZU$Agatha in$4$ the 114:132,34[' ]| question$0$, took on$4$ her to$9$ decide it, by$4$ observing to$4$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, 114:132,35[' ]| that$3$ 114:132,35@h | this was a point$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ height and figure 114:132,36@h | ought to$9$ be considered, and that$3$ \his\ being$1$ the tallest, 114:132,37@h | seemed to$9$ fit$1$ him peculiarly for$4$ the $MP#ZZM$Baron. 114:132,37[' ]| She was 114:132,38[' ]| acknowledged to$9$ be quite right$2#1$, and the two parts being$1$ 114:133,01[' ]| accepted accordingly, she was certain of the proper 114:133,02[' ]| $MP#ZZP$Frederick. Three of the characters were now cast, besides 114:133,03[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, who$6#1$ was always answered for$5$ by$4$ $MP#H$Maria 114:133,04[' ]| as willing to$9$ do any*thing; when $MP#I$Julia, meaning like$4$ her 114:133,05[' ]| sister to$9$ be $MP#ZZU$Agatha, began to$9$ be scrupulous on$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 114:133,06[' ]| account$0$. 114:133,07[I ]| "This is not behaving well$5$ by$4$ the absent," 114:133,07[' ]| said she. 114:133,08[I ]| "Here are not women enough. $MP#ZZT$Amelia and $MP#ZZU$Agatha may$1$ 114:133,09[I ]| do for$4$ $MP#H$Maria and me, but here is nothing for$4$ your sister, 114:133,10[I ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford." 114:133,11[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford desired \that$6#2$\ might not be thought$1$ of; 114:133,11@d | he 114:133,12@d | was very sure his sister had no$2$ wish$0$ of acting, but as she 114:133,13@d | might be useful, and that$3$ she would not allow herself to$9$ 114:133,14@d | be considered in$4$ the present$2$ case. 114:133,14[' ]| But this was immediately 114:133,15[' ]| opposed by$4$ $MP#G$Tom*Bertram, who$6#1$ asserted the part$0$ 114:133,16[' ]| of $MP#ZZT$Amelia to$9$ be in$4$ every respect$0$ the property of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 114:133,17[' ]| if she would accept it. 114:133,17[G ]| "It falls as naturally, 114:133,18[G ]| as necessarily to$4$ her," 114:133,18[' ]| said he, 114:133,18[G ]| "as $MP#ZZU$Agatha does to$4$ one 114:133,19[G ]| or other of my sisters. It can be no$2$ sacrifice$0$ on$4$ their side$0$, 114:133,20[G ]| for$3$ it is highly comic." 114:133,21[' ]| A short silence$0$ followed. Each sister looked anxious; 114:133,22[' ]| for$3$ each felt the best claim$0$ to$4$ $MP#ZZU$Agatha, and was hoping to$9$ 114:133,23[' ]| have it pressed on$4$ her by$4$ the rest$0#1$. $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, 114:133,24[' ]| who$6#1$ meanwhile had taken up$5$ the play$0$, and with seeming 114:133,25[' ]| carelessness was turning over the first act$0$, soon settled 114:133,26[' ]| the business. 114:133,26[D ]| "I must entreat $MP#I$Miss*\Julia\*Bertram," 114:133,27[' ]| said he, 114:133,27[D ]| "not to$9$ engage in$4$ the part$0$ of $MP#ZZU$Agatha, or it will$1$ 114:133,28[D ]| be the ruin$0$ of all my solemnity. You must not, indeed 114:133,29[D ]| you must not ~~ 114:133,29[' ]| (turning to$4$ her.) 114:133,29[D ]| I could not stand$1$ your 114:133,30[D ]| countenance dressed up$5$ in$4$ woe and paleness. The many 114:133,31[D ]| laughs we have had together would infallibly come across$4$ 114:133,32[D ]| me, and $MP#ZZP$Frederick and his knapsack would be obliged to$9$ 114:133,33[D ]| run$1$ away." 114:133,34[' ]| Pleasantly, courteously it was spoken; but the manner 114:133,35[' ]| was lost in$4$ the matter to$4$ $MP#I$Julia's feelings. 114:133,35@i | She saw a 114:133,36@i | glance$0$ at $MP#H$Maria, which$6#1$ confirmed the injury to$4$ herself; 114:133,37@i | it was a scheme$0$ ~~ a trick$0$; she was slighted, $MP#H$Maria was 114:133,38@i | preferred; the smile$0$ of triumph$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#H$Maria was trying$1$ 114:134,01@i | to$9$ suppress shewed how well$5$ it was understood, 114:134,01[' ]| and before$3$ 114:134,02[' ]| $MP#I$Julia could command$1$ herself enough to$9$ speak, her brother 114:134,03[' ]| gave his weight against her too$5#2$, by$4$ saying, 114:134,03[G ]| "Oh! yes, 114:134,04[G ]| $MP#H$Maria must be $MP#ZZU$Agatha. $MP#H$Maria will$1$ be the best $MP#ZZU$Agatha. 114:134,05[G ]| Though $MP#I$Julia fancies$1$ she prefers tragedy, I would not 114:134,06[G ]| trust$1$ her in$4$ it. There is nothing of tragedy about$4$ her. 114:134,07[G ]| She has not the look$0$ of it. Her features are not tragic 114:134,08[G ]| features, and she walks$1$ too$5#1$ quick$2$, and speaks too$5#1$ quick$2$, 114:134,09[G ]| and would not keep her countenance. She had better 114:134,10[G ]| do the old countrywoman; the $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife; you had, 114:134,11[G ]| indeed, $MP#I$Julia. $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife is a very pretty$2$ part$0$ I 114:134,12[G ]| assure you. The old lady relieves the high-flown benevolence 114:134,13[G ]| of her husband with a good deal$0$ of spirit. You 114:134,14[G ]| shall be $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife." 114:134,15[R ]| "$MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife!" 114:134,15[' ]| cried $MP#R$Mr%*Yates. 114:134,15[R ]| "What are you 114:134,16[R ]| talking of? The most trivial, paltry, insignificant part$0$; 114:134,17[R ]| the merest common-place ~~ not a tolerable speech in$4$ the 114:134,18[R ]| whole$0$. Your sister do that$6#2$! It is an insult to$9$ propose 114:134,19[R ]| it. At Ecclesford the governess was to$9$ have done it. 114:134,20[R ]| We all agreed that$3$ it could not be offered to$4$ any*body 114:134,21[R ]| else. A little more justice, $MP#G$Mr%*Manager, if you please. 114:134,22[R ]| You do not deserve the office, if you cannot appreciate 114:134,23[R ]| the talents of your company a little better." 114:134,24[G ]| "Why as to$4$ \that$6#2$\, my good friend, till I and my company 114:134,25[G ]| have really acted there must be some guess-work; 114:134,26[G ]| but I mean$1$ no$2$ disparagement to$4$ $MP#I$Julia. We cannot have 114:134,27[G ]| two $MP#ZZU$Agathas, and we must have one $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife; and 114:134,28[G ]| I am sure I set$1$ her the example of moderation myself in$4$ 114:134,29[G ]| being$1$ satisfied with the old $MP#ZZQ$Butler. If the part$0$ is trifling 114:134,30[G ]| she will$1$ have more credit$0$ in$4$ making something of it; and 114:134,31[G ]| if she is so$5#1$ desperately bent against every*thing humorous, 114:134,32[G ]| let her take $MP#ZZS$Cottager's speeches instead of 114:134,32[G ]| $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife's, 114:134,33[G ]| and so$3$ change$1$ the parts all through$5$; \he\ is solemn 114:134,34[G ]| and pathetic enough I am sure. It could make$1$ no$2$ difference 114:134,35[G ]| in$4$ the play$0$; and as for$4$ $MP#ZZS$Cottager himself, when he 114:134,36[G ]| has got his wife's speeches, \I\ would undertake him with 114:134,37[G ]| all my heart." 114:134,38[D ]| "With all your partiality for$4$ $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife," 114:134,38[' ]| said 114:135,01[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, 114:135,01[D ]| "it will$1$ be impossible to$9$ make$1$ any*thing 114:135,02[D ]| of it fit$2$ for$4$ your sister, and we must not suffer her 114:135,03[D ]| good*nature to$9$ be imposed on$5$. We must not \allow\ her 114:135,04[D ]| to$9$ accept the part$0$. She must not be left to$4$ her own$2$ 114:135,05[D ]| complaisance. Her talents will$1$ be wanted in$4$ $MP#ZZT$Amelia. 114:135,06[D ]| $MP#ZZT$Amelia is a character more difficult to$9$ be well$5$ represented 114:135,07[D ]| than even$5$ $MP#ZZU$Agatha. I consider $MP#ZZT$Amelia as the most difficult 114:135,08[D ]| character in$4$ the whole$2$ piece. It requires great 114:135,09[D ]| powers, great nicety, to$9$ give her playfulness and simplicity 114:135,10[D ]| without extravagance. I have seen good actresses 114:135,11[D ]| fail in$4$ the part$0$. Simplicity, indeed, is beyond$4$ the reach$0$ 114:135,12[D ]| of almost every actress by$4$ profession$0#2$. It requires a 114:135,13[D ]| delicacy of feeling which$6#1$ they have not. It requires 114:135,14[D ]| a gentlewoman ~~ a $MP#I$Julia*Bertram. You \will$1$\ undertake 114:135,15[D ]| it I hope$1$?" 114:135,15[' ]| turning to$4$ her with a look$0$ of anxious entreaty, 114:135,16[' ]| which$6#1$ softened her a little; but while$3$ she hesitated what 114:135,17[' ]| to$9$ say, her brother again interposed with $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 114:135,18[' ]| better claim$0$." 114:135,19[G ]| "No$7$, no$7$, $MP#I$Julia must not be $MP#ZZT$Amelia. It is not at all the 114:135,20[G ]| part$0$ for$4$ her. She would not like$1$ it. She would not do 114:135,21[G ]| well$5$. She is too$5#1$ tall and robust. $MP#ZZT$Amelia should be 114:135,22[G ]| a small, light$2$, girlish, skipping figure. It is fit$2$ for$4$ 114:135,22[G ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 114:135,23[G ]| and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford only. She looks$1$ the part$0$, 114:135,24[G ]| and I am persuaded will$1$ do it admirably." 114:135,25[' ]| Without attending to$4$ this, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford continued 114:135,26[' ]| his supplication. 114:135,26[D ]| "You must oblige us," 114:135,26[' ]| said he, 114:135,26[D ]| "indeed 114:135,27[D ]| you must. When you have studied the character, 114:135,28[D ]| I am sure you will$1$ feel it suit$1$ you. Tragedy may$1$ be your 114:135,29[D ]| choice$0$, but it will$1$ certainly appear that$3$ comedy chooses 114:135,30[D ]| \you\. You will$1$ be to$9$ visit$1$ me in$4$ prison with a basket of 114:135,31[D ]| provisions; you will$1$ not refuse to$9$ visit$1$ me in$4$ prison? 114:135,32[D ]| I think I see you coming in$5$ with your basket." 114:135,33[' ]| The influence$0$ of his voice was felt. $MP#I$Julia wavered: 114:135,34@i | but was he only trying$1$ to$9$ soothe and pacify her, and make$1$ 114:135,35@i | her overlook the previous affront? She distrusted him. 114:135,36@i | The slight$0$ had been most determined. He was, perhaps, 114:135,37@i | but at treacherous play$0$ with her. She looked suspiciously 114:135,38@i | at her sister; $MP#H$Maria's countenance was to$9$ decide 114:136,01@i | it; if she were vexed and alarmed ~~ but $MP#H$Maria looked all 114:136,02@i | serenity and satisfaction, and $MP#I$Julia well$5$ knew that$3$ on$4$ this 114:136,03@i | ground $MP#H$Maria could not be happy but at her expense. 114:136,04[' ]| With hasty indignation therefore, and a tremulous voice, 114:136,05[' ]| she said to$4$ him, 114:136,05[I ]| "You do not seem afraid of not keeping 114:136,06[I ]| your countenance when I come in$5$ with a basket of provisions ~~ 114:136,07[I ]| though one might have supposed ~~ but it is only 114:136,08[I ]| as $MP#ZZU$Agatha that$3$ I was to$9$ be so$5#1$ overpowering!" ~~ 114:136,08[' ]| She 114:136,09[' ]| stopped ~~ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford looked rather foolish, and as 114:136,10[' ]| if he did not know what to$9$ say. $MP#G$Tom*Bertram began 114:136,11[' ]| again, 114:136,12[G ]| "$MP#C$Miss*Crawford must be $MP#ZZT$Amelia. ~~ She will$1$ be an 114:136,13[G ]| excellent $MP#ZZT$Amelia." 114:136,14[I ]| "Do not be afraid of \my\ wanting the character," 114:136,14[' ]| cried 114:136,15[' ]| $MP#I$Julia with angry quickness; ~~ 114:136,15[I ]| "I am \not\ to$9$ be $MP#ZZU$Agatha, 114:136,16[I ]| and I am sure I will$1$ do nothing else; and as to$4$ $MP#ZZT$Amelia, 114:136,17[I ]| it is of all parts in$4$ the world the most disgusting to$4$ me. 114:136,18[I ]| I quite detest her. An odious, little, pert, unnatural, 114:136,19[I ]| impudent girl. I have always protested against comedy, 114:136,20[I ]| and this is comedy in$4$ its worst form$0$." 114:136,20[' ]| And so$5#2$ saying, 114:136,21[' ]| she walked hastily out$5$ of the room, leaving awkward feelings 114:136,22[' ]| to$4$ more than one, but exciting small compassion in$4$ 114:136,23[' ]| any except $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ had been a quiet$2$ auditor of the 114:136,24[' ]| whole$0$, and who$6#1$ could not think of her as under the agitations 114:136,25[' ]| of \jealousy\, without great pity$0$. 114:136,26[' ]| A short silence$0$ succeeded her leaving them; but her 114:136,27[' ]| brother soon returned to$4$ business and Lovers'*Vows, and 114:136,28[' ]| was eagerly looking over the play$0$, with $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's help$0$, 114:136,29[' ]| to$9$ ascertain what scenery would be necessary ~~ while$3$ 114:136,30[' ]| $MP#H$Maria and $MP#D$Henry*Crawford conversed together in$4$ an under 114:136,31[' ]| voice, and the declaration with which$6#1$ she began of, 114:136,31[H ]| "I 114:136,32[H ]| am sure I would give up$5$ the part$0$ to$4$ $MP#I$Julia most willingly, 114:136,33[H ]| but that$3$ though I shall probably do it very ill, I feel persuaded 114:136,34[H ]| \she\ would do it worse," 114:136,34[' ]| was doubtless receiving 114:136,35[' ]| all the compliments it called for$4$. 114:136,36[' ]| When this had lasted some time, the division of the 114:136,37[' ]| party was completed by$4$ $MP#G$Tom*Bertram and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates 114:136,38[' ]| walking off together to$9$ consult farther in$4$ the room now 114:137,01[' ]| beginning to$9$ be called \the\ \Theatre\, and $MP#H$Miss*Bertram's 114:137,02[' ]| resolving to$9$ go down$5$ to$4$ the Parsonage herself with the 114:137,03[' ]| offer$0$ of $MP#ZZT$Amelia to$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; and $MP#A$Fanny remained 114:137,04[' ]| alone. 114:137,05[' ]| The first use$0$ she made of her solitude was to$9$ take up$5$ 114:137,06[' ]| the volume which$6#1$ had been left on$4$ the table, and begin 114:137,07[' ]| to$9$ acquaint herself with the play$0$ of which$6#1$ she had heard so$5#1$ 114:137,08[' ]| much. Her curiosity was all awake$2$, and she ran through$4$ 114:137,09[' ]| it with an eagerness which$6#1$ was suspended only by$4$ intervals 114:137,10[' ]| of astonishment, 114:137,10@a | that$3$ it could be chosen in$4$ the present$2$ 114:137,11@a | instance$0$ ~~ that$3$ it could be proposed and accepted in$4$ a 114:137,12@a | private$2$ Theatre! $MP#ZZU$Agatha and $MP#ZZT$Amelia appeared to$4$ her 114:137,13@a | in$4$ their different ways so$5#1$ totally improper for$4$ home representation ~~ 114:137,14@a | the situation of one, and the language of the 114:137,15@a | other, so$5#1$ unfit to$9$ be expressed by$4$ any woman of modesty, 114:137,16@a | that$3$ she could hardly suppose her cousins could be aware 114:137,17@a | of what they were engaging in$4$; and longed to$9$ have them 114:137,18@a | roused as soon as possible by$4$ the remonstrance which$6#1$ 114:137,19@a | $MP#B$Edmund would certainly make$1$. 115:138,01[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford accepted the part$0$ very readily, and 115:138,02[' ]| soon after$4$ $MP#H$Miss*Bertram's return$0$ from the Parsonage, 115:138,03[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth arrived, and another character was consequently 115:138,04[' ]| cast. He had the offer$0$ of $MP#ZZN$Count*Cassel and 115:138,05[' ]| $MP#ZZO$Anhalt, and at first did not know which$6#1$ to$9$ choose, and 115:138,06[' ]| wanted $MP#H$Miss*Bertram to$9$ direct$1$ him, but upon$4$ being$1$ made 115:138,07[' ]| to$9$ understand the different style of the characters, and 115:138,08[' ]| which$6#1$ was which$6#1$, and recollecting that$3$ he had once seen 115:138,09[' ]| the play$0$ in$4$ London, and had thought$1$ $MP#ZZO$Anhalt a very 115:138,10[' ]| stupid fellow, he soon decided for$4$ the $MP#ZZN$Count. $MP#H$Miss*Bertram 115:138,11[' ]| approved the decision, for$3$ 115:138,11@h | the less he had to$9$ 115:138,12@h | learn the better; 115:138,12[' ]| and though she could not sympathize 115:138,13[' ]| in$4$ his wish$0$ that$3$ the $MP#ZZN$Count and $MP#ZZU$Agatha might be to$9$ act$1$ 115:138,14[' ]| together, nor wait very patiently while$3$ he was slowly 115:138,15[' ]| turning over the leaves$0$ with the hope$0$ of still$5$ discovering 115:138,16[' ]| such a scene, she very kindly took his part$0$ in$4$ hand$0$, and 115:138,17[' ]| curtailed every speech that$6#1$ admitted being$1$ shortened; ~~ 115:138,18[' ]| besides pointing out$5$ the necessity of his being$1$ very much 115:138,19[' ]| dressed, and choosing his colours. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth liked 115:138,20[' ]| the idea of his finery very well$5$, though affecting to$9$ 115:138,21[' ]| despise it, and was too$5#1$ much engaged with what his own$2$ 115:138,22[' ]| appearance would be, to$9$ think of the others, or draw 115:138,23[' ]| any of those conclusions, or feel any of that$6#2$ displeasure, 115:138,24[' ]| which$6#1$ $MP#H$Maria had been half prepared for$4$. 115:138,25[' ]| Thus much was settled before$3$ $MP#B$Edmund, who$6#1$ had been 115:138,26[' ]| out$5$ all the morning, knew any*thing of the matter; but 115:138,27[' ]| when he entered the drawing-room before$4$ dinner, the 115:138,28[' ]| buz of discussion was high between $MP#G$Tom, $MP#H$Maria, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates; 115:138,29[' ]| and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth stepped forward$5$ with great 115:138,30[' ]| alacrity to$9$ tell him the agreeable news. 115:138,31[K ]| "We have got a play$0$," 115:138,31[' ]| said he. ~~ 115:138,31[K ]| "It is to$9$ be Lovers'*Vows; 115:138,32[K ]| and I am to$9$ be $MP#ZZN$Count*Cassel, and am to$9$ come 115:138,33[K ]| in$5$ first with a blue dress$0$, and a pink satin cloak, and 115:139,01[K ]| afterwards am to$9$ have another fine fancy$2$ suit$0$ by$4$ way 115:139,02[K ]| of a shooting dress$0$. ~~ I do not know how I shall like$1$ it." 115:139,03[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's eyes followed $MP#B$Edmund, and her heart beat for$4$ 115:139,04[' ]| him as she heard this speech, and saw his look$0$, and felt 115:139,05[' ]| what his sensations must be. 115:139,06[B ]| "Lovers'*Vows!" ~~ 115:139,06[' ]| in$4$ a tone of the greatest amazement, 115:139,07[' ]| was his only reply$0$ to$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth; and he 115:139,08[' ]| turned towards his brother and sisters as if hardly doubting 115:139,09[' ]| a contradiction. 115:139,10[R ]| "Yes," 115:139,10[' ]| cried $MP#R$Mr%*Yates. ~~ 115:139,10[R ]| "After$4$ all our debatings 115:139,11[R ]| and difficulties, we find there is nothing that$6#1$ will$1$ suit$1$ us 115:139,12[R ]| altogether so$5#1$ well$5$, nothing so$5#1$ unexceptionable, as Lovers'*Vows. 115:139,13[R ]| The wonder$0$ is that$3$ it should not have been 115:139,14[R ]| thought$1$ of before$5$. My stupidity was abominable, for$3$ 115:139,15[R ]| here we have all the advantage of what I saw at Ecclesford; 115:139,16[R ]| and it is so$5#1$ useful to$9$ have any*thing of a model! ~~ 115:139,17[R ]| We have cast almost every part$0$." 115:139,18[B ]| "But what do you do for$4$ women?" 115:139,18[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund 115:139,19[' ]| gravely, and looking at $MP#H$Maria. 115:139,20[' ]| $MP#H$Maria blushed in$4$ spite$8$ of herself as she answered, 115:139,21[H ]| "I take the part$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#ZZD$Lady*Ravenshaw was to$9$ have 115:139,22[H ]| done, and 115:139,22[' ]| (with a bolder eye) 115:139,22[H ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford is to$9$ be 115:139,23[H ]| $MP#ZZT$Amelia." 115:139,24[B ]| "I should not have thought$1$ it the sort of play$0$ to$9$ be so$5#1$ 115:139,25[B ]| easily filled up$5$, with \us\," 115:139,25[' ]| replied $MP#B$Edmund, turning away 115:139,26[' ]| to$4$ the fire$0$ where sat his mother, aunt, and $MP#A$Fanny, and 115:139,27[' ]| seating himself with a look$0$ of great vexation. 115:139,28[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth followed him to$9$ say, 115:139,28[K ]| "I come in$5$ three 115:139,29[K ]| times, and have two*and*forty speeches. That's something, 115:139,30[K ]| is not it? ~~ But I do not much like$1$ the idea of 115:139,31[K ]| being$1$ so$5#1$ fine. ~~ I shall hardly know myself in$4$ a blue dress$0$, 115:139,32[K ]| and a pink satin cloak." 115:139,33[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund could not answer$1$ him. ~~ In$4$ a few minutes 115:139,34[' ]| $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram was called out$5$ of the room to$9$ satisfy some 115:139,35[' ]| doubts$0$ of the carpenter, and being$1$ accompanied by$4$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, 115:139,36[' ]| and followed soon afterwards by$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 115:139,37[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund almost immediately took the opportunity of 115:139,38[' ]| saying, 115:139,38[B ]| "I cannot before$4$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates speak what I feel 115:140,01[B ]| as to$4$ this play$0$, without reflecting on$4$ his friends at Ecclesford ~~ 115:140,02[B ]| but I must now, my dear$2#1$ $MP#H$Maria, tell \you\, that$3$ 115:140,03[B ]| I think it exceedingly unfit for$4$ private$2$ representation, 115:140,04[B ]| and that$3$ I hope$1$ you will$1$ give it up$5$. ~~ I cannot but suppose 115:140,05[B ]| you \will$1$\ when you have read it carefully over. ~~ Read 115:140,06[B ]| only the first Act$0$ aloud, to$4$ either your mother or aunt, 115:140,07[B ]| and see how you can approve it. ~~ It will$1$ not be necessary 115:140,08[B ]| to$9$ send you to$4$ your \father's\ judgment, I am convinced." 115:140,09[H ]| "We see things very differently," 115:140,09[' ]| cried $MP#H$Maria ~~ 115:140,09[H ]| "I am 115:140,10[H ]| perfectly acquainted with the play$0$, I assure you ~~ and 115:140,11[H ]| with a very few omissions, and so$5#2$ forth, which$6#1$ will$1$ be 115:140,12[H ]| made, of course$8$, I can see nothing objectionable in$4$ it; 115:140,13[H ]| and \I\ am not the \only\ young woman you find, who$6#1$ thinks 115:140,14[H ]| it very fit$2$ for$4$ private$2$ representation." 115:140,15[B ]| "I am sorry for$4$ it," 115:140,15[' ]| was his answer$0$ ~~ 115:140,15[B ]| "But in$4$ this 115:140,16[B ]| matter it is \you\ who$6#1$ are to$9$ lead$1$. \You\ must set$1$ the 115:140,17[B ]| example. ~~ If others have blundered, it is your place$0$ to$9$ 115:140,18[B ]| put them right$2#1$, and shew$1$ them what true delicacy is. ~~ 115:140,19[B ]| In$4$ all points of decorum, \your\ conduct$0$ must be law to$4$ the 115:140,20[B ]| rest$0#1$ of the party." 115:140,21[' ]| This picture$0$ of her consequence had some effect$0$, for$3$ 115:140,22[' ]| no*one loved better to$9$ lead$1$ than $MP#H$Maria; ~~ and with far 115:140,23[' ]| more good*humour she answered, 115:140,23[H ]| "I am much obliged 115:140,24[H ]| to$4$ you, $MP#B$Edmund; ~~ you mean$1$ very well$5$, I am sure ~~ 115:140,25[H ]| but I still$5$ think you see things too$5#1$ strongly; and I really 115:140,26[H ]| cannot undertake to$9$ harangue$1$ all the rest$0#1$ upon$4$ a subject$0$ 115:140,27[H ]| of this kind$0$. ~~ \There\ would be the greatest indecorum 115:140,28[H ]| I think." 115:140,29[B ]| "Do you imagine that$3$ I could have such an idea in$4$ 115:140,30[B ]| my head$0$? No$7$ ~~ let your conduct$0$ be the only harangue$0$. ~~ 115:140,31[B ]| Say that$3$, on$4$ examining the part$0$, you feel yourself unequal 115:140,32[B ]| to$4$ it, that$3$ you find it requiring more exertion and confidence 115:140,33[B ]| than you can be supposed to$9$ have. ~~ Say this 115:140,34[B ]| with firmness, and it will$1$ be quite enough. ~~ All who$6#1$ can 115:140,35[B ]| distinguish, will$1$ understand your motive. ~~ The play$0$ will$1$ 115:140,36[B ]| be given up$5$, and your delicacy honoured as it ought." 115:140,37[F ]| "Do not act$1$ any*thing improper, my dear$2#1$," 115:140,37[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram. 115:140,38[F ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas would not like$1$ it. ~~ $MP#A$Fanny, ring$1$ 115:141,01[F ]| the bell; I must have my dinner. ~~ To$9$ be sure $MP#I$Julia is 115:141,02[F ]| dressed by$4$ this time." 115:141,03[B ]| "I am convinced, madam," 115:141,03[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, preventing 115:141,04[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, 115:141,04[B ]| "that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas would not like$1$ it." 115:141,05[F ]| "There, my dear$2#1$, do you hear what $MP#B$Edmund says?" 115:141,06[H ]| "If I were to$9$ decline the part$0$," 115:141,06[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria with renewed 115:141,07[' ]| zeal, 115:141,07[H ]| "$MP#I$Julia would certainly take it." 115:141,08[B ]| "What!" ~~ 115:141,08[' ]| cried $MP#B$Edmund, 115:141,08[B ]| "if she knew your 115:141,09[B ]| reasons!" 115:141,10[H ]| "Oh! she might think the difference between us ~~ the 115:141,11[H ]| difference in$4$ our situations ~~ that$3$ \she\ need$1$ not be so$5#1$ 115:141,12[H ]| scrupulous as \I\ might feel necessary. I am sure she 115:141,13[H ]| would argue so$5#2$. No$7$, you must excuse$1$ me, I cannot 115:141,14[H ]| retract my consent$0$. It is too$5#1$ far settled; every*body 115:141,15[H ]| would be so$5#1$ disappointed. $MP#G$Tom would be quite angry; 115:141,16[H ]| and if we are so$5#1$ very nice, we shall never act$1$ any*thing." 115:141,17[J ]| "I was just$5$ going to$9$ say the very same thing," 115:141,17[' ]| said 115:141,18[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris. 115:141,18[J ]| "If every play$0$ is to$9$ be objected to$5$, you 115:141,19[J ]| will$1$ act$1$ nothing ~~ and the preparations will$1$ be all so$5#1$ much 115:141,20[J ]| money thrown away ~~ and I am sure \that$6#2$\ would be a discredit 115:141,21[J ]| to$4$ us all. I do not know the play$0$; but, as $MP#H$Maria 115:141,22[J ]| says, if there is any*thing a little too$5#1$ warm$2$ (and it is so$5#2$ 115:141,23[J ]| with most of them) it can be easily left out$5$. ~~ We must 115:141,24[J ]| not be over precise $MP#B$Edmund. As $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is to$9$ 115:141,25[J ]| act$1$ too$5#2$, there can be no$2$ harm$0$. ~~ I only wish$1$ $MP#G$Tom had 115:141,26[J ]| known his own$2$ mind$0$ when the carpenters began, for$3$ 115:141,27[J ]| there was the loss of half a day's work$0$ about$4$ those side-doors. ~~ 115:141,28[J ]| The curtain will$1$ be a good job, however. The 115:141,29[J ]| maids do their work$0$ very well$5$, and I think we shall be 115:141,30[J ]| able to$9$ send back$5$ some dozens of the rings. ~~ There is no$2$ 115:141,31[J ]| occasion$0$ to$9$ put them so$5#1$ very close$5$ together. I \am\ of 115:141,32[J ]| some use$0$ I hope$1$ in$4$ preventing waste$0$ and making the 115:141,33[J ]| most of things. There should always be one steady head$0$ 115:141,34[J ]| to$9$ superintend so$5#1$ many young ones. I forgot to$9$ tell 115:141,35[J ]| $MP#G$Tom of something that$6#1$ happened to$4$ me this very day. ~~ 115:141,36[J ]| I had been looking about$4$ me in$4$ the poultry yard, and 115:141,37[J ]| was just$5$ coming out$5$, when who$6#1$ should I see but $MP#ZO$Dick*Jackson 115:141,38[J ]| making up$5$ to$4$ the servants' hall door with two 115:142,01[J ]| bits of deal$2$ board in$4$ his hand$0$, bringing them to$4$ father, 115:142,02[J ]| you may$1$ be sure; mother had chanced to$9$ send him of 115:142,03[J ]| a message to$4$ father, and then father had bid him bring 115:142,04[J ]| up$5$ them two bits of board for$3$ he could not no*how do 115:142,05[J ]| without them. I knew what all this meant, for$3$ the 115:142,06[J ]| servants' dinner*bell was ringing at the very moment 115:142,07[J ]| over our heads, and as I hate such encroaching people, 115:142,08[J ]| (the $MP#ZO$Jacksons are very encroaching, I have always said 115:142,09[J ]| so$5#2$, ~~ just$5$ the sort of people to$9$ get all they can), I said to$4$ 115:142,10[J ]| the boy directly ~~ (a great lubberly fellow of ten years 115:142,11[J ]| old you know, who$6#1$ ought to$9$ be ashamed of himself,) 115:142,12[J ]| \I'll\ take the boards to$4$ your father, $MP#ZO$Dick; so$3$ get you 115:142,13[J ]| home again as fast as you can. ~~ The boy looked very 115:142,14[J ]| silly and turned away without offering a word, for$3$ I believe 115:142,15[J ]| I might speak pretty$5$ sharp; and I dare$1#2$ say it will$1$ 115:142,16[J ]| cure$1$ him of coming marauding about$4$ the house for$4$ one 115:142,17[J ]| while$0$, ~~ I hate such greediness ~~ so$5#1$ good as your father 115:142,18[J ]| is to$4$ the family, employing the man all the year round$5$!" 115:142,19[' ]| Nobody was at the trouble$0$ of an answer$0$; the others 115:142,20[' ]| soon returned, and $MP#B$Edmund found that$3$ to$9$ have endeavoured 115:142,21[' ]| to$9$ set$1$ them right$2#1$ must be his only satisfaction. 115:142,22[' ]| Dinner passed heavily. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris related again her 115:142,23[' ]| triumph$0$ over $MP#ZO$Dick*Jackson, but neither play$0$ nor preparation 115:142,24[' ]| were otherwise much talked of, for$3$ $MP#B$Edmund's 115:142,25[' ]| disapprobation was felt even$5$ by$4$ his brother, though he 115:142,26[' ]| would not have owned it. $MP#H$Maria, wanting $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's 115:142,27[' ]| animating support$0$, thought$1$ the subject$0$ better 115:142,28[' ]| avoided. $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, who$6#1$ was trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ himself 115:142,29[' ]| agreeable to$4$ $MP#I$Julia, found her gloom less impenetrable on$4$ 115:142,30[' ]| any topic than that$6#2$ of his regret$0$ at her secession from 115:142,31[' ]| their company, and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth having only his own$2$ 115:142,32[' ]| part$0$, and his own$2$ dress$0$ in$4$ his head$0$, had soon talked away 115:142,33[' ]| all that$6#1$ could be said of either. 115:142,34[' ]| But the concerns$0$ of the theatre were suspended only 115:142,35[' ]| for$4$ an hour or two; there was still$5$ a great deal$0$ to$9$ be 115:142,36[' ]| settled; and the spirits of evening giving fresh courage, 115:142,37[' ]| $MP#G$Tom, $MP#H$Maria, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, soon after$4$ their being$1$ 115:142,37[' ]| reassembled 115:142,38[' ]| in$4$ the drawing-room, seated themselves in$4$ 115:143,01[' ]| committee at a separate$2$ table, with the play$0$ open$2$ before$4$ 115:143,02[' ]| them, and were just$5$ getting deep in$4$ the subject$0$ when 115:143,03[' ]| a most welcome$2$ interruption was given by$4$ the entrance 115:143,04[' ]| of $MP#D$Mr% and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, who$6#1$, late and dark$2$ and 115:143,04[' ]| dirty 115:143,05[' ]| as it was, could not help$1$ coming, and were received with 115:143,06[' ]| the most grateful joy. 115:143,07[Y ]| "Well$7$, how do you go on$5$?" 115:143,07[' ]| and 115:143,07[Y ]| "What have you 115:143,08[Y ]| settled?" 115:143,08[' ]| and 115:143,08[X ]| "Oh! we can do nothing without you," 115:143,09[' ]| followed the first salutations; and $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was 115:143,10[' ]| soon seated with the other three at the table, while$3$ his 115:143,11[' ]| sister made her way to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, and with pleasant 115:143,12[' ]| attention was complimenting \her\. 115:143,12[C ]| "I must really 115:143,13[C ]| congratulate your ladyship," 115:143,13[' ]| said she, 115:143,13[C ]| "on$4$ the play$0$ 115:143,14[C ]| being$1$ chosen; for$3$ though you have borne it with exemplary 115:143,15[C ]| patience, I am sure you must be sick of all our 115:143,16[C ]| noise and difficulties. The actors may$1$ be glad, but the 115:143,17[C ]| by-standers must be infinitely more thankful for$4$ a decision; 115:143,18[C ]| and I do sincerely give you joy, madam, as well$5$ 115:143,19[C ]| as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, and every*body else who$6#1$ is in$4$ the same 115:143,20[C ]| predicament," 115:143,20[' ]| glancing half fearfully, half slily, beyond$4$ 115:143,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund. 115:143,22[' ]| She was very civilly answered by$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, but 115:143,23[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund said nothing. His being$1$ only a by-stander was 115:143,24[' ]| not disclaimed. After$4$ continuing in$4$ chat$0$ with the party 115:143,25[' ]| round$4$ the fire$0$ a few minutes, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford returned to$4$ 115:143,26[' ]| the party round$4$ the table; and standing by$4$ them, seemed 115:143,27[' ]| to$9$ interest$1$ herself in$4$ their arrangements till, as if struck 115:143,28[' ]| by$4$ a sudden$2$ recollection, she exclaimed, 115:143,28[C ]| "My good 115:143,29[C ]| friends, you are most composedly at work$0$ upon$4$ these 115:143,30[C ]| cottages and ale-houses, inside$5$ and out$5$ ~~ but pray let me 115:143,31[C ]| know my fate in$4$ the meanwhile. Who$6#2$ is to$9$ be $MP#ZZO$Anhalt? 115:143,32[C ]| What gentleman among you am I to$9$ have the pleasure of 115:143,33[C ]| making love$0$ to$4$?" 115:143,34[' ]| For$4$ a moment no*one spoke; and then many spoke 115:143,35[' ]| together to$9$ tell the same melancholy$2$ truth ~~ that$3$ they 115:143,36[' ]| had not yet got any $MP#ZZO$Anhalt. 115:143,36[X ]| "$MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was to$9$ 115:143,37[X ]| be $MP#ZZN$Count*Cassel, but no*one had yet undertaken $MP#ZZO$Anhalt." 115:143,38[K ]| "I had my choice$0$ of the parts," 115:143,38[' ]| said $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth; 115:144,01[K ]| "but I thought$1$ I should like$1$ the $MP#ZZN$Count best ~~ though 115:144,02[K ]| I do not much relish$1$ the finery I am to$9$ have." 115:144,03[C ]| "You chose very wisely, I am sure," 115:144,03[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 115:144,04[' ]| with a brightened look$0$. 115:144,04[C ]| "$MP#ZZO$Anhalt is a heavy 115:144,05[C ]| part$0$." 115:144,06[K ]| "\The\ \$MP#ZZN$Count\ has two*and*forty speeches," 115:144,06[' ]| returned $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 115:144,07[K ]| "which$6#1$ is no$2$ trifle$0$." 115:144,08[C ]| "I am not at all surprised," 115:144,08[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, after$4$ 115:144,09[' ]| a short pause$0$, 115:144,09[C ]| "at this want$0$ of an $MP#ZZO$Anhalt. $MP#ZZT$Amelia 115:144,10[C ]| deserves no$2$ better. Such a forward$2$ young lady may$1$ well$5$ 115:144,11[C ]| frighten the men." 115:144,12[G ]| "I should be but too$5#1$ happy in$4$ taking the part$0$ if it 115:144,13[G ]| were possible," 115:144,13[' ]| cried $MP#G$Tom, 115:144,13[G ]| "but unluckily the $MP#ZZQ$Butler and 115:144,14[G ]| $MP#ZZO$Anhalt are in$5$ together. I will$1$ not entirely give it up$5$, 115:144,15[G ]| however ~~ I will$1$ try what can be done ~~ I will$1$ look$1$ it over 115:144,16[G ]| again." 115:144,17[R ]| "Your \brother\ should take the part$0$," 115:144,17[' ]| said $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, 115:144,18[' ]| in$4$ a low voice. 115:144,18[R ]| "Do not you think he would?" 115:144,19[G ]| "\I\ shall not ask him," 115:144,19[' ]| replied $MP#G$Tom, in$4$ a cold$2$, determined 115:144,20[' ]| manner. 115:144,21[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford talked of something else, and soon 115:144,22[' ]| afterwards rejoined the party at the fire$0$. 115:144,22[C ]| "They do not 115:144,23[C ]| want$1$ me at all," 115:144,23[' ]| said she, seating herself. 115:144,23[C ]| "I only puzzle$1$ 115:144,24[C ]| them, and oblige them to$9$ make$1$ civil speeches. $MP#B$Mr%*Edmund*Bertram, 115:144,25[C ]| as you do not act$1$ yourself, you will$1$ 115:144,26[C ]| be a disinterested adviser; and, therefore, I apply to$4$ \you\. 115:144,27[C ]| What shall we do for$4$ an $MP#ZZO$Anhalt? Is it practicable for$4$ 115:144,28[C ]| any of the others to$9$ double$1$ it? What is your advice?" 115:144,29[B ]| "My advice," 115:144,29[' ]| said he, calmly, 115:144,29[B ]| "is that$3$ you change$1$ 115:144,30[B ]| the play$0$." 115:144,31[C ]| "\I\ should have no$2$ objection," 115:144,31[' ]| she replied; 115:144,31[C ]| "for$3$ 115:144,32[C ]| though I should not particularly dislike$1$ the part$0$ of 115:144,33[C ]| $MP#ZZT$Amelia if well$5$ supported ~~ that$6#2$ is, if every*thing went 115:144,34[C ]| well$5$ ~~ I shall be sorry to$9$ be an inconvenience ~~ but as 115:144,35[C ]| they do not choose to$9$ hear your advice at \that$6#2$\ \table\ ~~ 115:144,36[' ]| (looking round$5$) ~~ 115:144,36[C ]| it certainly will$1$ not be taken." 115:144,37[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund said no$2$ more. 115:144,38[C ]| "If \any\ part$0$ could tempt \you\ to$9$ act$1$, I suppose it 115:145,01[C ]| would be $MP#ZZO$Anhalt," 115:145,01[' ]| observed the lady, archly, after$4$ a short 115:145,02[' ]| pause$0$ ~~ 115:145,02[C ]| "for$3$ he is a clergyman you know." 115:145,03[B ]| "\That$6#2$\ circumstance would by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ tempt me," 115:145,04[' ]| he replied, 115:145,04[B ]| "for$3$ I should be sorry to$9$ make$1$ the character 115:145,05[B ]| ridiculous by$4$ bad acting. It must be very difficult to$9$ 115:145,06[B ]| keep $MP#ZZO$Anhalt from appearing a formal, solemn lecturer; 115:145,07[B ]| and the man who$6#1$ chooses the profession$0#2$ itself, is, perhaps, 115:145,08[B ]| one of the last$0$ who$6#1$ would wish$1$ to$9$ represent it on$4$ the 115:145,09[B ]| stage$0#2$." 115:145,10[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was silenced; and with some feelings 115:145,11[' ]| of resentment and mortification, moved her chair considerably 115:145,12[' ]| nearer the tea-table, and gave all her attention 115:145,13[' ]| to$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ was presiding there. 115:145,14[G ]| "$MP#A$Fanny," 115:145,14[' ]| cried $MP#G$Tom*Bertram, from the other table, 115:145,15[' ]| where the conference was eagerly carrying on$5$, and the 115:145,16[' ]| conversation incessant, 115:145,16[G ]| "we want$1$ your services." 115:145,17[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was up$5$ in$4$ a moment, expecting some errand, 115:145,18[' ]| for$3$ the habit of employing her in$4$ that$6#2$ way was not yet 115:145,19[' ]| overcome, in$4$ spite$8$ of all that$6#1$ $MP#B$Edmund could do. 115:145,20[G ]| "Oh! we do not want$1$ to$9$ disturb you from your 115:145,21[G ]| seat. We do not want$1$ your \present$2$\ services. We shall 115:145,22[G ]| only want$1$ you in$4$ our play$0$. You must be $MP#ZZV$Cottager's*wife." 115:145,23[G ]| 115:145,24[A ]| "Me!" 115:145,24[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, sitting down$5$ again with a most 115:145,25[' ]| frightened look$0$. 115:145,25[A ]| "Indeed you must excuse$1$ me. I could 115:145,26[A ]| not act$1$ any*thing if you were to$9$ give me the world. No$7$, 115:145,27[A ]| indeed, I cannot act$1$." 115:145,28[G ]| "Indeed but you must, for$3$ we cannot excuse$1$ you. 115:145,29[G ]| It need$1$ not frighten you; it is a nothing of a part$0$, a mere 115:145,30[G ]| nothing, not above$4$ half a dozen speeches altogether, and 115:145,31[G ]| it will$1$ not much signify if nobody hears a word you say, 115:145,32[G ]| so$3$ you may$1$ be as creepmouse as you like$1$, but we must 115:145,33[G ]| have you to$9$ look$1$ at." 115:145,34[K ]| "If you are afraid of half a dozen speeches," 115:145,34[' ]| cried 115:145,35[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 115:145,35[K ]| "what would you do with such a part$0$ 115:145,36[K ]| as mine$6$? I have forty-two to$9$ learn. 115:145,37[A ]| "It is not that$3$ I am afraid of learning by$4$ heart," 115:145,37[' ]| said 115:145,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, shocked to$9$ find herself at that$6#2$ moment the only 115:146,01[' ]| speaker in$4$ the room, and to$9$ feel that$3$ almost every eye 115:146,02[' ]| was upon$4$ her; 115:146,02[A ]| "but I really cannot act$1$." 115:146,03[G ]| "Yes, yes, you can act$1$ well$5$ enough for$4$ \us\. Learn your 115:146,04[G ]| part$0$, and we will$1$ teach you all the rest$0#1$. You have only 115:146,05[G ]| two scenes, and as I shall be $MP#ZZS$Cottager, I'll put you in$5$ and 115:146,06[G ]| push$1$ you about$5$; and you will$1$ do it very well$5$ I'll answer$1$ 115:146,07[G ]| for$4$ it." 115:146,08[A ]| "No$7$, indeed, $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram, you must excuse$1$ me. 115:146,09[A ]| You cannot have an idea. It would be absolutely impossible 115:146,10[A ]| for$4$ me. If I were to$9$ undertake it, I should only 115:146,11[A ]| disappoint you." 115:146,12[G ]| "Phoo! Phoo! Do not be so$5#1$ shamefaced. You'll do 115:146,13[G ]| it very well$5$. Every allowance will$1$ be made for$4$ you. 115:146,14[G ]| We do not expect perfection. You must get a brown 115:146,15[G ]| gown, and a white apron, and a mob cap, and we must 115:146,16[G ]| make$1$ you a few wrinkles, and a little of the crowsfoot 115:146,17[G ]| at the corner of your eyes, and you will$1$ be a very proper, 115:146,18[G ]| little old woman." 115:146,19[A ]| "You must excuse$1$ me, indeed you must excuse$1$ me," 115:146,20[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, growing more and more red from excessive 115:146,21[' ]| agitation, and looking distressfully at $MP#B$Edmund, who$6#1$ was 115:146,22[' ]| kindly observing her, but unwilling to$9$ exasperate his 115:146,23[' ]| brother by$4$ interference, gave her only an encouraging 115:146,24[' ]| smile$0$. Her entreaty had no$2$ effect$0$ on$4$ $MP#G$Tom; he only 115:146,25[' ]| said again what he had said before$5$; and it was not 115:146,26[' ]| merely $MP#G$Tom, for$3$ the requisition was now backed by$4$ $MP#H$Maria 115:146,27[' ]| and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, with an urgency which$6#1$ 115:146,28[' ]| differed from his, but in$4$ being$1$ more gentle or more 115:146,29[' ]| ceremonious, and which$6#1$ altogether was quite overpowering 115:146,30[' ]| to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny; and before$3$ she could breathe after$4$ it, 115:146,31[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris completed the whole$0$, by$4$ thus addressing her 115:146,32[' ]| in$4$ a whisper$0$ at once angry and audible: 115:146,32[J ]| "What a piece 115:146,33[J ]| of work$0$ here is about$4$ nothing, ~~ I am quite ashamed of 115:146,34[J ]| you, $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ make$1$ such a difficulty of obliging your 115:146,35[J ]| cousins in$4$ a trifle$0$ of this sort, ~~ So$5#1$ kind$2$ as they are to$4$ 115:146,36[J ]| you! ~~ Take the part$0$ with a good grace$0$, and let us hear 115:146,37[J ]| no$2$ more of the matter, I entreat." 115:146,38[B ]| "Do not urge her, madam," 115:146,38[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund. 115:146,38[B ]| "It is 115:147,01[B ]| not fair to$9$ urge her in$4$ this manner. ~~ You see she does 115:147,02[B ]| not like$1$ to$9$ act$1$. ~~ Let her choose for$4$ herself as well$5$ as the 115:147,03[B ]| rest$0#1$ of us. ~~ Her judgment may$1$ be quite as safely trusted. 115:147,04[B ]| ~~ Do not urge her any more." 115:147,05[J ]| "I am not going to$9$ urge her," ~~ 115:147,05[' ]| replied $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 115:147,06[' ]| sharply, 115:147,06[J ]| "but I shall think her a very obstinate, ungrateful 115:147,07[J ]| girl, if she does not do what her aunt and cousins wish$1$ 115:147,08[J ]| her ~~ very ungrateful indeed, considering who$6#1$ and what 115:147,09[J ]| she is." 115:147,10[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was too$5#1$ angry to$9$ speak; but $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 115:147,11[' ]| looking for$4$ a moment with astonished eyes at $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 115:147,12[' ]| and then at $MP#A$Fanny, whose$6#1$ tears were beginning to$9$ show$1$ 115:147,13[' ]| themselves, immediately said with some keenness, 115:147,13[C ]| "I do 115:147,14[C ]| not like$1$ my situation; this \place$0$\ is too$5#1$ hot for$4$ me" 115:147,14[' ]| ~~ and 115:147,15[' ]| moved away her chair to$4$ the opposite side$0$ of the table 115:147,16[' ]| close$5$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, saying to$4$ her in$4$ a kind$2$ low whisper$0$ as 115:147,17[' ]| she placed herself, 115:147,17[C ]| "Never mind$1$, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Miss*Price ~~ 115:147,18[C ]| this is a cross$2$ evening, ~~ everybody is cross$2$ and teasing ~~ 115:147,19[C ]| but do not let us mind$1$ them;" 115:147,19[' ]| and with pointed attention 115:147,20[' ]| continued to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ her and endeavour$1$ to$9$ raise her 115:147,21[' ]| spirits, in$4$ spite$8$ of being$1$ out$5$ of spirits herself. ~~ By$4$ a look$0$ 115:147,22[' ]| at her brother, she prevented any farther entreaty from 115:147,23[' ]| the theatrical board, and the really good feelings by$4$ 115:147,24[' ]| which$6#1$ she was almost purely governed, were rapidly 115:147,25[' ]| restoring her to$4$ all the little she had lost in$4$ $MP#B$Edmund's 115:147,26[' ]| favour$0$. 115:147,27[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny did not love$1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; but she felt very 115:147,28[' ]| much obliged to$4$ her for$4$ her present$2$ kindness; and when 115:147,29[' ]| from taking notice$0$ of her work$0$ and wishing \she\ could 115:147,30[' ]| work$1$ as well$5$, and begging for$4$ the pattern, and supposing 115:147,31[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was now preparing for$4$ her \appearance\ as of course$8$ 115:147,32[' ]| she would come out$5$ when her cousin was married, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 115:147,33[' ]| proceeded to$9$ inquire if she had heard lately 115:147,34[' ]| from her brother at sea, and said that$3$ 115:147,34@c | she had quite 115:147,35@c | a curiosity to$9$ see him, and imagined him a very fine 115:147,36@c | young man, and advised $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ get his picture$0$ 115:147,37@c | drawn before$3$ he went to$4$ sea again ~~ 115:147,37[' ]| she could not help$1$ 115:147,38[' ]| admitting it to$9$ be very agreeable flattery, or help$1$ 115:148,01[' ]| listening, and answering with more animation than she 115:148,02[' ]| had intended. 115:148,03[' ]| The consultation upon$4$ the play$0$ still$5$ went on$5$, and 115:148,04[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's attention was first called from $MP#A$Fanny by$4$ 115:148,05[' ]| $MP#G$Tom*Bertram's telling her, with infinite regret$0$, that$3$ he 115:148,06[' ]| found it absolutely impossible for$4$ him to$9$ undertake the 115:148,07[' ]| part$0$ of $MP#ZZO$Anhalt in$4$ addition to$4$ the $MP#ZZQ$Butler; ~~ 115:148,07@g | he had been 115:148,08@g | most anxiously trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ it out$5$ to$9$ be feasible, ~~ 115:148,09@g | but it would not do, ~~ he must give it up$5$. ~~ 115:148,09[G ]| "But there 115:148,10[G ]| will$1$ not be the smallest difficulty in$4$ filling it," 115:147,10[' ]| he added. ~~ 115:148,11[G ]| "We have but to$9$ speak the word; we may$1$ pick and 115:148,12[G ]| choose. ~~ I could name$1$ at this moment at least six young 115:148,13[G ]| men within six miles of us, who$6#1$ are wild to$9$ be admitted 115:148,14[G ]| into our company, and there are one or two that$6#1$ would 115:148,15[G ]| not disgrace$1$ us. ~~ I should not be afraid to$9$ trust$1$ either 115:148,16[G ]| of the $MP#ZZ$Olivers or $MP#ZU$Charles*Maddox. ~~ $MP#ZZ$Tom*Oliver is a very 115:148,17[G ]| clever fellow, and $MP#ZU$Charles*Maddox is as gentlemanlike 115:148,18[G ]| a man as you will$1$ see any*where, so$3$ I will$1$ take my horse 115:148,19[G ]| early to-morrow morning, and ride$1$ over to$4$ Stoke, and 115:148,20[G ]| settle with one of them." 115:148,21[' ]| While$3$ he spoke, $MP#H$Maria was looking apprehensively 115:148,22[' ]| round$5$ at $MP#B$Edmund in$4$ full expectation that$3$ he must 115:148,23[' ]| oppose such an enlargement of the plan as this ~~ so$5#1$ 115:148,24[' ]| contrary to$4$ all their first protestations; but $MP#B$Edmund 115:148,25[' ]| said nothing. ~~ After$4$ a moment's thought$0$, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 115:148,26[' ]| calmly replied, 115:148,26[C ]| "As far as I am concerned, I can have 115:148,27[C ]| no$2$ objection to$4$ any*thing that$6#1$ you all think eligible. 115:148,28[C ]| Have I ever seen either of the gentlemen? ~~ Yes, $MP#ZU$Mr%*Charles*Maddox 115:148,29[C ]| dined at my sister's one day, did not he 115:148,30[C ]| $MP#D$Henry? ~~ A quiet-looking young man. I remember him. 115:148,31[C ]| Let \him\ be applied to$5$, if you please, for$3$ it will$1$ be less 115:148,32[C ]| unpleasant to$4$ me than to$9$ have a perfect$2$ stranger$0$." 115:148,33[' ]| $MP#ZU$Charles*Maddox was to$9$ be the man. ~~ $MP#G$Tom repeated 115:148,34[' ]| his resolution of going to$4$ him early on$4$ the morrow; and 115:148,35[' ]| though $MP#I$Julia, who$6#1$ had scarcely opened her lips before$5$, 115:148,36[' ]| observed in$4$ a sarcastic manner, and with a glance$0$, first at 115:148,37[' ]| $MP#H$Maria, and then at $MP#B$Edmund, that$3$ 115:148,37[I ]| "the Mansfield Theatricals 115:148,38[I ]| would enliven the whole$2$ neighbourhood exceedingly" ~~ 115:149,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund still$5$ held his peace, and shewed his 115:149,02[' ]| feelings only by$4$ a determined gravity. 115:149,03[C ]| "I am not very sanguine as to$4$ our play$0$" ~~ 115:149,03[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 115:149,04[' ]| in$4$ an under voice, to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, after$4$ some consideration; 115:149,05[C ]| "and I can tell $MP#ZU$Mr%*Maddox, that$3$ I shall 115:149,06[C ]| shorten some of \his\ speeches, and a great many of \my\ \own$2$\, 115:149,07[C ]| before$3$ we rehearse together. ~~ It will$1$ be very disagreeable, 115:149,08[C ]| and by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ what I expected." 116:150,01[' ]| It was not in$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's power to$9$ talk$1$ $MP#A$Fanny 116:150,02[' ]| into any real forgetfulness of what had passed. ~~ When 116:150,03[' ]| the evening was over, she went to$4$ bed full of it, her 116:150,04[' ]| nerves still$5$ agitated by$4$ the shock$0$ of such an attack$0$ from 116:150,05[' ]| her cousin $MP#G$Tom, so$5#1$ public$2$ and so$5#1$ persevered in$5$, and her 116:150,06[' ]| spirits sinking under her aunt's unkind reflection and 116:150,07[' ]| reproach$0$. 116:150,07@a | To$9$ be called into notice$0$ in$4$ such a manner, to$9$ 116:150,08@a | hear that$3$ it was but the prelude to$4$ something so$5#1$ infinitely 116:150,09@a | worse, to$9$ be told that$3$ she must do what was so$5#1$ impossible 116:150,10@a | as to$9$ act$1$; and then to$9$ have the charge$0$ of obstinacy and 116:150,11@a | ingratitude follow it, enforced with such a hint$0$ at the 116:150,12@a | dependence of her situation, had been too$5#1$ distressing 116:150,13@a | at the time, to$9$ make$1$ the remembrance when she was 116:150,14@a | alone much less so$5#2$, ~~ especially with the superadded 116:150,15@a | dread$0$ of what the morrow might produce in$4$ continuation 116:150,16@a | of the subject$0$. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford had protected her only 116:150,17@a | for$4$ the time; and if she were applied to$5$ again among 116:150,18@a | themselves with all the authoritative urgency that$6#1$ $MP#G$Tom 116:150,19@a | and $MP#H$Maria were capable of; and $MP#B$Edmund perhaps away ~~ 116:150,20@a | what should she do? 116:150,20[' ]| She fell asleep before$3$ she could 116:150,21[' ]| answer$1$ the question$0$, and found it quite as puzzling when 116:150,22[' ]| she awoke the next morning. The little white attic, 116:150,23[' ]| which$6#1$ had continued her sleeping room ever since her 116:150,24[' ]| first entering the family, proving incompetent to$9$ suggest 116:150,25[' ]| any reply$0$, she had recourse, as soon as she was dressed, 116:150,26[' ]| to$4$ another apartment, more spacious and more meet$2$ 116:150,27[' ]| for$4$ walking about$5$ in$5$, and thinking, and of which$6#1$ she had 116:150,28[' ]| now for$4$ some time been almost equally mistress. It had 116:150,29[' ]| been their school-room; so$5#2$ called till the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams 116:150,30[' ]| would not allow it to$9$ be called so$5#2$ any longer, and inhabited 116:150,31[' ]| as such to$4$ a later period. There $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee had 116:151,01[' ]| lived, and there they had read and written, and talked 116:151,02[' ]| and laughed, till within the last$2$ three years, when she had 116:151,03[' ]| quitted them. ~~ The room had then become useless, and 116:151,04[' ]| for$4$ some time was quite deserted, except by$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, 116:151,05[' ]| when she visited her plants, or wanted one of the books, 116:151,06[' ]| which$6#1$ she was still$5$ glad to$9$ keep there, from the deficiency 116:151,07[' ]| of space and accommodation in$4$ her little chamber above$5$; 116:151,08[' ]| ~~ but gradually, as her value$0$ for$4$ the comforts of it 116:151,09[' ]| increased, she had added to$4$ her possessions, and spent 116:151,10[' ]| more of her time there; and having nothing to$9$ oppose 116:151,11[' ]| her, had so$5#1$ naturally and so$5#1$ artlessly worked herself into 116:151,12[' ]| it, that$3$ it was now generally admitted to$9$ be her's. The 116:151,13[' ]| East*room as it had been called, ever since $MP#H$Maria*Bertram 116:151,14[' ]| was sixteen, was now considered $MP#A$Fanny's, almost as 116:151,15[' ]| decidedly as the white attic; ~~ the smallness of the one 116:151,16[' ]| making the use$0$ of the other so$5#1$ evidently reasonable, that$3$ 116:151,17[' ]| the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams, with every superiority in$4$ their own$2$ 116:151,18[' ]| apartments, which$6#1$ their own$2$ sense of superiority could 116:151,19[' ]| demand$1$, were entirely approving it; ~~ and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 116:151,20[' ]| having stipulated for$4$ there never being$1$ a fire$0$ in$4$ it on$4$ 116:151,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's account$0$, was tolerably resigned to$4$ her having 116:151,22[' ]| the use$0$ of what nobody else wanted, though the terms 116:151,23[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ she sometimes spoke of the indulgence, seemed 116:151,24[' ]| to$9$ imply that$3$ it was the best room in$4$ the house. 116:151,25[' ]| The aspect was so$5#1$ favourable, that$3$ even$5$ without a fire$0$ 116:151,26[' ]| it was habitable in$4$ many an early spring$0$, and late autumn 116:151,27[' ]| morning, to$4$ such a willing mind$0$ as $MP#A$Fanny's, and while$3$ 116:151,28[' ]| there was a gleam of sunshine, she hoped not to$9$ be 116:151,29[' ]| driven from it entirely, even$5$ when winter came. The 116:151,30[' ]| comfort$0$ of it in$4$ her hours of leisure was extreme$2$. She 116:151,31[' ]| could go there after$4$ any*thing unpleasant below, and find 116:151,32[' ]| immediate consolation in$4$ some pursuit, or some train of 116:151,33[' ]| thought$0$ at hand$0$. ~~ Her plants, her books ~~ of which$6#1$ she 116:151,34[' ]| had been a collector, from the first hour of her commanding 116:151,35[' ]| a shilling ~~ her writing desk, and her works$0$ of 116:151,36[' ]| charity and ingenuity, were all within her reach$0$; ~~ or if 116:151,37[' ]| indisposed for$4$ employment, if nothing but musing would 116:151,38[' ]| do, she could scarcely see an object$0$ in$4$ that$6#2$ room which$6#1$ 116:152,01[' ]| had not an interesting remembrance connected with it. ~~ 116:152,02@a | Every*thing was a friend, or bore$1#1$ her thoughts to$4$ a 116:152,03@a | friend; and though there had been sometimes much of 116:152,04@a | suffering to$4$ her ~~ though her motives had been often 116:152,05@a | misunderstood, her feelings disregarded, and her comprehension 116:152,06@a | under-valued; though she had known the 116:152,07@a | pains of tyranny, of ridicule$0#1$, and neglect$0$, yet almost 116:152,08@a | every recurrence of either had led to$4$ something consolatory; 116:152,09@a | her aunt $MP#F$Bertram had spoken for$4$ her, or $MP#ZZL$Miss*Lee 116:152,10@a | had been encouraging, or what was yet more frequent 116:152,11@a | or more dear$2#1$ ~~ $MP#B$Edmund had been her champion and her 116:152,12@a | friend; ~~ he had supported her cause, or explained her 116:152,13@a | meaning, he had told her not to$9$ cry$1$, or had given her 116:152,14@a | some proof of affection which$6#1$ made her tears delightful ~~ 116:152,15@a | and the whole$0$ was now so$5#1$ blended together, so$5#1$ harmonized 116:152,16@a | by$4$ distance$0$, that$3$ every former affliction had its 116:152,17@a | charm$0$. 116:152,17[' ]| The room was most dear$2#1$ to$4$ her, and she would 116:152,18[' ]| not have changed its furniture for$4$ the handsomest in$4$ the 116:152,19[' ]| house, though what had been originally plain, had 116:152,20[' ]| suffered all the ill-usage of children ~~ and its greatest 116:152,21[' ]| elegancies and ornaments were a faded footstool of 116:152,22[' ]| $MP#I$Julia's work$0$, too$5#1$ ill done for$4$ the drawing-room, three 116:152,23[' ]| transparencies, made in$4$ a rage for$4$ transparencies, for$4$ the 116:152,24[' ]| three lower$2$ panes of one window, where Tintern*Abbey 116:152,25[' ]| held its station between a cave in$4$ Italy, and a moonlight 116:152,26[' ]| lake in$4$ Cumberland; a collection of family profiles 116:152,27[' ]| thought$1$ unworthy of being$1$ anywhere else, over the 116:152,28[' ]| mantle-piece, and by$4$ their side$0$ and pinned against the 116:152,29[' ]| wall, a small sketch of a ship sent four years ago from the 116:152,30[' ]| Mediterranean by$4$ $MP#Q$William, with H%*M%*S%*Antwerp at the 116:152,31[' ]| bottom, in$4$ letters as tall as the main-mast. 116:152,32[' ]| To$4$ this nest of comforts $MP#A$Fanny now walked down$5$ to$9$ 116:152,33[' ]| try its influence$0$ on$4$ an agitated, doubting spirit ~~ to$9$ see 116:152,34[' ]| if by$4$ looking at $MP#B$Edmund's profile she could catch$1$ any 116:152,35[' ]| of his counsel$0$, or by$4$ giving air to$4$ her geraniums she 116:152,36[' ]| might inhale a breeze of mental strength herself. But 116:152,37[' ]| she had more than fears of her own$2$ perseverance to$9$ 116:152,38[' ]| remove$1$; she had begun to$9$ feel undecided as to$4$ what 116:153,01[' ]| she \ought\ \to$9$\ \do\; and as she walked round$4$ the room her 116:153,02[' ]| doubts$0$ were increasing. 116:153,02@a | Was she \right$2#1$\ in$4$ refusing what 116:153,03@a | was so$5#1$ warmly asked, so$5#1$ strongly wished for$5$? what 116:153,04@a | might be so$5#1$ essential to$4$ a scheme$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ some of those 116:153,05@a | to$4$ whom$6#1$ she owed the greatest complaisance, had set$1$ 116:153,06@a | their hearts? Was it not ill-nature ~~ selfishness ~~ and 116:153,07@a | a fear$0$ of exposing herself? And would $MP#B$Edmund's 116:153,08@a | judgment, would his persuasion of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's disapprobation 116:153,09@a | of the whole$0$, be enough to$9$ justify her in$4$ a determined 116:153,10@a | denial in$4$ spite$8$ of all the rest$0#1$? It would be so$5#1$ 116:153,11@a | horrible to$4$ her to$9$ act$1$, that$3$ she was inclined to$9$ suspect the 116:153,12@a | truth and purity of her own$2$ scruples, and as she looked 116:153,13@a | around$4$ her, the claims of her cousins to$4$ being$1$ obliged, 116:153,14@a | were strengthened by$4$ the sight of present$0#2$ upon$4$ present$0#2$ 116:153,15@a | that$6#1$ she had received from them. The table between 116:153,16@a | the windows was covered with work-boxes and netting-boxes, 116:153,17@a | which$6#1$ had been given her at different times, 116:153,18@a | principally by$4$ $MP#G$Tom; and she grew bewildered as to$4$ the 116:153,19@a | amount of the debt which$6#1$ all these kind$2$ remembrances 116:153,20@a | produced. 116:153,20[' ]| A tap at the door roused her in$4$ the midst of 116:153,21[' ]| this attempt$0$ to$9$ find her way to$4$ her duty, and her gentle 116:153,22[A ]| "come in$5$," 116:153,22[' ]| was answered by$4$ the appearance of one, 116:153,23[' ]| before$4$ whom$6#1$ all her doubts$0$ were wont to$9$ be laid. Her 116:153,24[' ]| eyes brightened at the sight of $MP#B$Edmund. 116:153,25[B ]| "Can I speak with you, $MP#A$Fanny, for$4$ a few minutes?" 116:153,26[' ]| said he. 116:153,27[A ]| "Yes, certainly." 116:153,28[B ]| "I want$1$ to$9$ consult. I want$1$ your opinion." 116:153,29[A ]| "My opinion!" 116:153,29[' ]| she cried, shrinking from such a compliment$0$, 116:153,30[' ]| highly as it gratified her. 116:153,31[B ]| "Yes, your advice and opinion. I do not know what 116:153,32[B ]| to$9$ do. This acting scheme$0$ gets worse and worse you see. 116:153,33[B ]| They have chosen almost as bad a play$0$ as they could; 116:153,34[B ]| and now, to$9$ complete$1$ the business, are going to$9$ ask the 116:153,35[B ]| help$0$ of a young man very slightly known to$4$ any of us. 116:153,36[B ]| This is the end$0$ of all the privacy and propriety which$6#1$ 116:153,37[B ]| was talked about$4$ at first. I know no$2$ harm$0$ of $MP#ZU$Charles*Maddox; 116:153,38[B ]| but the excessive intimacy which$6#1$ must spring$1$ 116:154,01[B ]| from his being$1$ admitted among us in$4$ this manner, is 116:154,02[B ]| highly objectionable, the \more\ than intimacy ~~ the 116:154,03[B ]| familiarity. I cannot think of it with any patience ~~ 116:154,04[B ]| and it does appear to$4$ me an evil of such magnitude as 116:154,05[B ]| must, \if\ \possible\, be prevented. Do not you see it in$4$ the 116:154,06[B ]| same light$0$?" 116:154,07[A ]| "Yes, but what can be done? Your brother is so$5#1$ 116:154,08[A ]| determined?" 116:154,09[B ]| "There is but \one\ thing to$9$ be done, $MP#A$Fanny. I must 116:154,10[B ]| take $MP#ZZO$Anhalt myself. I am well$5$ aware that$3$ nothing else 116:154,11[B ]| will$1$ quiet$1$ $MP#G$Tom." 116:154,12[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not answer$1$ him. 116:154,13[B ]| "It is not at all what I like$1$," 116:154,13[' ]| he continued. 116:154,13[B ]| "No$2$ 116:154,14[B ]| man can like$1$ being$1$ driven into the \appearance\ of such 116:154,15[B ]| inconsistency. After$4$ being$1$ known to$9$ oppose the scheme$0$ 116:154,16[B ]| from the beginning, there is absurdity in$4$ the face$0$ of my 116:154,17[B ]| joining them \now\, when they are exceeding their first 116:154,18[B ]| plan in$4$ every respect$0$; but I can think of no$2$ other alternative. 116:154,19[B ]| Can you, $MP#A$Fanny?" 116:154,20[A ]| "No$7$," 116:154,20[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, slowly, 116:154,20[A ]| "not immediately ~~ 116:154,21[A ]| but ~~" 116:154,22[B ]| "But what? I see your judgment is not with me. 116:154,23[B ]| Think it a little over. Perhaps you are not so$5#1$ much 116:154,24[B ]| aware as I am, of the mischief that$6#1$ \may$1$\, of the unpleasantness 116:154,25[B ]| that$6#1$ \must\, arise from a young man's being$1$ 116:154,26[B ]| received in$4$ this manner ~~ domesticated among us ~~ 116:154,27[B ]| authorized to$9$ come at all hours ~~ and placed suddenly 116:154,28[B ]| on$4$ a footing which$6#1$ must do away all restraints. To$9$ 116:154,29[B ]| think only of the licence which$6#1$ every rehearsal must tend 116:154,30[B ]| to$9$ create. It is all very bad! Put yourself in$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 116:154,31[B ]| place$0$, $MP#A$Fanny. Consider what it would be 116:154,32[B ]| to$9$ act$1$ $MP#ZZT$Amelia with a stranger$0$. She has a right$0$ to$9$ be 116:154,33[B ]| felt for$5$, because she evidently feels for$4$ herself. I heard 116:154,34[B ]| enough of what she said to$4$ you last$2$ night, to$9$ understand 116:154,35[B ]| her unwillingness to$9$ be acting with a stranger$0$; and as 116:154,36[B ]| she probably engaged in$4$ the part$0$ with different expectations ~~ 116:154,37[B ]| perhaps, without considering the subject$0$ enough 116:154,38[B ]| to$9$ know what was likely to$9$ be, it would be ungenerous, 116:155,01[B ]| it would be really wrong to$9$ expose her to$4$ it. Her feelings 116:155,02[B ]| ought to$9$ be respected. Does not it strike you so$5#2$, $MP#A$Fanny? 116:155,03[B ]| You hesitate." 116:155,04[A ]| "I am sorry for$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; but I am more sorry 116:155,05[A ]| to$9$ see you drawn in$5$ to$9$ do what you had resolved against, 116:155,06[A ]| and what you are known to$9$ think will$1$ be disagreeable to$4$ 116:155,07[A ]| my uncle. It will$1$ be such a triumph$0$ to$4$ the others!" 116:155,08[B ]| "They will$1$ not have much cause of triumph$0$, when they 116:155,09[B ]| see how infamously I act$1$. But, however, triumph$0$ there 116:155,10[B ]| certainly will$1$ be, and I must brave it. But if I can be 116:155,11[B ]| the means$0$ of restraining the publicity of the business, of 116:155,12[B ]| limiting the exhibition, of concentrating our folly, I shall 116:155,13[B ]| be well$5$ repaid. As I am now, I have no$2$ influence$0$, I can 116:155,14[B ]| do nothing; I have offended them, and they will$1$ not 116:155,15[B ]| hear me; but when I have put them in$4$ good*humour by$4$ 116:155,16[B ]| this concession, I am not without hopes$0$ of persuading 116:155,17[B ]| them to$9$ confine the representation within a much smaller 116:155,18[B ]| circle than they are now in$4$ the high road for$4$. This will$1$ 116:155,19[B ]| be a material$2$ gain$0$. My object$0$ is to$9$ confine it to$4$ 116:155,19[B ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth 116:155,20[B ]| and the $MP#M1$Grants. Will$1$ not this be worth 116:155,21[B ]| gaining?" 116:155,22[A ]| "Yes, it will$1$ be a great point$0$." 116:155,23[B ]| "But still$5$ it has not your approbation. Can you mention$1$ 116:155,24[B ]| any other measure$0$ by$4$ which$6#1$ I have a chance$0$ of doing 116:155,25[B ]| equal$2$ good?" 116:155,26[A ]| "No$7$, I cannot think of any*thing else." 116:155,27[B ]| "Give me your approbation, then, $MP#A$Fanny. I am not 116:155,28[B ]| comfortable without it." 116:155,29[A ]| "Oh! cousin." 116:155,30[B ]| "If you are against me, I ought to$9$ distrust$1$ myself ~~ 116:155,31[B ]| and yet ~~ But it is absolutely impossible to$9$ let $MP#G$Tom go 116:155,32[B ]| on$5$ in$4$ this way, riding about$4$ the country in$4$ quest of any*body 116:155,33[B ]| who$6#1$ can be persuaded to$9$ act$1$ ~~ no$2$ matter whom$6#1$; 116:155,34[B ]| the look$0$ of a gentleman is to$9$ be enough. I thought$1$ \you\ 116:155,35[B ]| would have entered more into $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's feelings." 116:155,36[A ]| "No$2$ doubt$0$ she will$1$ be very glad. It must be a great 116:155,37[A ]| relief to$4$ her," 116:155,37[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, trying$1$ for$4$ greater warmth of 116:155,38[' ]| manner. 116:156,01[B ]| "She never appeared more amiable than in$4$ her behaviour 116:156,02[B ]| to$4$ you last$2$ night. It gave her a very strong claim$0$ 116:156,03[B ]| on$4$ my good*will." 116:156,04[A ]| "She \was\ very kind$2$ indeed, and I am glad to$9$ have her 116:156,05[A ]| spared." ~~ 116:156,06[' ]| She could not finish$1$ the generous effusion. Her conscience 116:156,07[' ]| stopt her in$4$ the middle, but $MP#B$Edmund was satisfied. 116:156,08[B ]| "I shall walk$1$ down$5$ immediately after$4$ breakfast$0$," 116:156,08[' ]| said 116:156,09[' ]| he, 116:156,09[B ]| "and am sure of giving pleasure there. And now, 116:156,10[B ]| dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, I will$1$ not interrupt you any longer. You 116:156,11[B ]| want$1$ to$9$ be reading. But I could not be easy till I had 116:156,12[B ]| spoken to$4$ you, and come to$4$ a decision. Sleeping or waking, 116:156,13[B ]| my head$0$ has been full of this matter all night. It is 116:156,14[B ]| an evil ~~ but I am certainly making it less than it might 116:156,15[B ]| be. If $MP#G$Tom is up$5$, I shall go to$4$ him directly and get it over; 116:156,16[B ]| and when we meet$1$ at breakfast$0$ we shall be all in$4$ high 116:156,17[B ]| good*humour at the prospect of acting the fool together 116:156,18[B ]| with such unanimity. \You\ in$4$ the meanwhile will$1$ be 116:156,19[B ]| taking a trip into China, I suppose. How does $MP#Z1$Lord*Macartney 116:156,20[B ]| go on$5$? ~~ 116:156,20[' ]| (opening a volume on$4$ the table and 116:156,21[' ]| then taking up$5$ some others.) 116:156,21[B ]| And here are $MP#Z1$Crabbe's Tales, 116:156,22[B ]| and the Idler, at hand$0$ to$9$ relieve you, if you tire 116:156,23[B ]| of your great book. I admire your little establishment 116:156,24[B ]| exceedingly; and as soon as I am gone, you will$1$ empty$1$ 116:156,25[B ]| your head$0$ of all this nonsense of acting, and sit comfortably 116:156,26[B ]| down$5$ to$4$ your table. But do not stay$1$ here to$9$ be 116:156,27[B ]| cold$2$." 116:156,28[' ]| He went; but there was no$2$ reading, no$2$ China, no$2$ composure 116:156,29[' ]| for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny. 116:156,29@a | He had told her the most extraordinary, 116:156,30@a | the most inconceivable, the most unwelcome 116:156,31@a | news; and she could think of nothing else. To$9$ be acting! 116:156,32@a | After$4$ all his objections ~~ objections so$5#1$ just$2$ and so$5#1$ public$2$! 116:156,33@a | After$4$ all that$6#1$ she had heard him say, and seen him look$1$, 116:156,34@a | and known him to$9$ be feeling. Could it be possible? 116:156,35@a | $MP#B$Edmund so$5#1$ inconsistent. Was he not deceiving himself? 116:156,36@a | Was he not wrong? Alas! it was all $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 116:156,37@a | doing. She had seen her influence$0$ in$4$ every speech, and 116:156,38@a | was miserable. The doubts$0$ and alarms as to$4$ her own$2$ 116:157,01@a | conduct$0$, which$6#1$ had previously distressed her, and which$6#1$ 116:157,02@a | had all slept while$3$ she listened to$4$ him, were become of 116:157,03@a | little consequence now. This deeper anxiety swallowed 116:157,04@a | them up$5$. Things should take their course$0$; she cared 116:157,05@a | not how it ended. Her cousins might attack$1$, but could 116:157,06@a | hardly tease her. She was beyond$4$ their reach$0$; and if at 116:157,07@a | last$0$ obliged to$9$ yield ~~ no$2$ matter ~~ it was all misery \now\. 117:158,01[' ]| It was, indeed, a triumphant day to$4$ $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram and 117:158,02[' ]| $MP#H$Maria. Such a victory over $MP#B$Edmund's discretion had 117:158,03[' ]| been beyond$4$ their hopes$0$, and was most delightful. There 117:158,04[' ]| was no$2$ longer any*thing to$9$ disturb them in$4$ their darling 117:158,05[' ]| project, and they congratulated each other in$4$ private$0$ on$4$ 117:158,06[' ]| the jealous weakness to$4$ which$6#1$ they attributed the change$0$, 117:158,07[' ]| with all the glee of feelings gratified in$4$ every way. 117:158,07@y | $MP#B$Edmund 117:158,08@y | might still$5$ look$1$ grave$2$, and say he did not like$1$ the 117:158,09@y | scheme$0$ in$4$ general$0$, and must disapprove the play$0$ in$4$ particular; 117:158,10@y | their point$0$ was gained; he was to$9$ act$1$, and he 117:158,11@y | was driven to$4$ it by$4$ the force$0$ of selfish inclinations only. 117:158,12[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had descended from that$6#2$ moral elevation which$6#1$ 117:158,13[' ]| he had maintained before$5$, and they were both as much 117:158,14[' ]| the better as the happier for$4$ the descent. 117:158,15[' ]| They behaved very well$5$, however, \to$4$\ \him\ on$4$ the occasion$0$, 117:158,16[' ]| betraying no$2$ exultation beyond$4$ the lines about$4$ the 117:158,17[' ]| corners of the mouth, and seemed to$9$ think it as great an 117:158,18[' ]| escape$0$ to$9$ be quit of the intrusion of $MP#ZU$Charles*Maddox, as 117:158,19[' ]| if they had been forced into admitting him against their 117:158,20[' ]| inclination. 117:158,20[Y ]| "To$9$ have it quite in$4$ their own$2$ family circle 117:158,21[Y ]| was what they had particularly wished. A stranger$0$ 117:158,22[Y ]| among them would have been the destruction of all their 117:158,23[Y ]| comfort$0$," 117:158,23[' ]| and when $MP#B$Edmund, pursuing that$6#2$ idea, gave 117:158,24[' ]| a hint$0$ of his hope$0$ as to$4$ the limitation of the audience, 117:158,25[' ]| they were ready, in$4$ the complaisance of the moment, to$9$ 117:158,26[' ]| promise$1$ any*thing. It was all good*humour and encouragement. 117:158,27[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris offered to$9$ contrive his dress$0$, $MP#R$Mr%*Yates 117:158,28[' ]| assured him, that$3$ $MP#ZZO$Anhalt's last$2$ scene with the 117:158,29[' ]| $MP#ZZM$Baron admitted a good deal$0$ of action and emphasis, and 117:158,30[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth undertook to$9$ count his speeches. 117:158,31[G ]| "Perhaps," 117:158,31[' ]| said $MP#G$Tom, 117:158,31[G ]| "\$MP#A$Fanny\ may$1$ be more disposed 117:158,32[G ]| to$9$ oblige us now. Perhaps you may$1$ persuade \her\." 117:159,01[B ]| "No$7$, she is quite determined. She certainly will$1$ not 117:159,02[B ]| act$1$." 117:159,03[G ]| "Oh! very well$5$." 117:159,03[' ]| And not another word was said: 117:159,04[' ]| but $MP#A$Fanny felt herself again in$4$ danger, and her indifference 117:159,05[' ]| to$4$ the danger was beginning to$9$ fail her already. 117:159,06[' ]| There were not fewer smiles at the parsonage than at 117:159,07[' ]| the park on$4$ this change$0$ in$4$ $MP#B$Edmund; $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 117:159,08[' ]| looked very lovely in$4$ her's, and entered with such an 117:159,09[' ]| instantaneous renewal of cheerfulness into the whole$2$ 117:159,10[' ]| affair, as could have but one effect$0$ on$4$ him. 117:159,10[B ]| "He was 117:159,11[B ]| certainly right$2#1$ in$4$ respecting such feelings; he was glad 117:159,12[B ]| he had determined on$4$ it." 117:159,12[' ]| And the morning wore away 117:159,13[' ]| in$4$ satisfactions very sweet, if not very sound$2$. One advantage 117:159,14[' ]| resulted from it to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny; at the earnest request$0$ 117:159,15[' ]| of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant had with her usual good*humour 117:159,16[' ]| agreed to$9$ undertake the part$0$ for$4$ which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny 117:159,17[' ]| had been wanted ~~ and this was all that$6#1$ occurred to$9$ 117:159,18[' ]| gladden \her\ heart during the day; and even$5$ this, when 117:159,19[' ]| imparted by$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, brought a pang with it, 117:159,19@a | for$3$ it was 117:159,20@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford to$4$ whom$6#1$ she was obliged, it was $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 117:159,21@a | whose$6#1$ kind$2$ exertions were to$9$ excite her gratitude, 117:159,22@a | and whose$6#1$ merit$0$ in$4$ making them was spoken of with 117:159,23@a | a glow of admiration. She was safe; but peace and 117:159,24@a | safety were unconnected here. Her mind$0$ had been never 117:159,25@a | farther from peace. She could not feel that$3$ she had done 117:159,26@a | wrong herself, but she was disquieted in$4$ every other way. 117:159,27@a | Her heart and her judgment were equally against $MP#B$Edmund's 117:159,28@a | decision; she could not acquit his unsteadiness; and his 117:159,29@a | happiness under it made her wretched. She was full of 117:159,30@a | jealousy and agitation. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford came with looks$0$ 117:159,31@a | of gaiety which$6#1$ seemed an insult, with friendly expressions 117:159,32@a | towards herself which$6#1$ she could hardly answer$1$ 117:159,33@a | calmly. Every*body around$4$ her was gay and busy, 117:159,34@a | prosperous and important, each had their object$0$ of interest$0$, 117:159,35@a | their part$0$, their dress$0$, their favourite$2$ scene, their 117:159,36@a | friends and confederates, all were finding employment in$4$ 117:159,37@a | consultations and comparisons, or diversion in$4$ the playful 117:159,38@a | conceits they suggested. She alone was sad and insignificant; 117:160,01@a | she had no$2$ share$0$ in$4$ any*thing; she might go or 117:160,02@a | stay$1$, she might be in$4$ the midst of their noise, or retreat$1$ 117:160,03@a | from it to$4$ the solitude of the East*room, without being$1$ 117:160,04@a | seen or missed. She could almost think any*thing would 117:160,05@a | have been preferable to$4$ this. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant was of consequence; 117:160,06@a | \her\ good*nature had honourable mention$0$ ~~ her 117:160,07@a | taste and her time were considered ~~ her presence was 117:160,08@a | wanted ~~ she was sought for$5$ and attended, and praised; 117:160,09[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny was at first in$4$ some danger of envying her the 117:160,10[' ]| character she had accepted. But reflection brought better 117:160,11[' ]| feelings, and shewed her that$3$ 117:160,11@a | $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant was entitled to$4$ 117:160,12@a | respect$0$, which$6#1$ could never have belonged to$4$ \her\, and that$3$ 117:160,13@a | had she received even$5$ the greatest, she could never have 117:160,14@a | been easy in$4$ joining a scheme$0$ which$6#1$, considering only her 117:160,15@a | uncle, she must condemn altogether. 117:160,16[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's heart was not absolutely the only saddened 117:160,17[' ]| one amongst them, as she soon began to$9$ acknowledge 117:160,18[' ]| herself. ~~ $MP#I$Julia was a sufferer too$5#2$, though not quite so$5#1$ 117:160,19[' ]| blamelessly. 117:160,20[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had trifled with her feelings; but she 117:160,21[' ]| had very long allowed and even$5$ sought his attentions, 117:160,22[' ]| with a jealousy of her sister so$5#1$ reasonable as ought to$9$ 117:160,23[' ]| have been their cure$0$; and now that$3$ the conviction of his 117:160,24[' ]| preference for$4$ $MP#H$Maria had been forced on$4$ her, she submitted 117:160,25[' ]| to$4$ it without any alarm$0$ for$4$ $MP#H$Maria's situation, or any 117:160,26[' ]| endeavour$0$ at rational tranquillity for$4$ herself. ~~ She either 117:160,27[' ]| sat in$4$ gloomy silence$0$, wrapt in$4$ such gravity as nothing 117:160,28[' ]| could subdue, no$2$ curiosity touch$1$, no$2$ wit amuse; or allowing 117:160,29[' ]| the attentions of $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, was talking with forced 117:160,30[' ]| gaiety to$4$ him alone, and ridiculing the acting of the 117:160,31[' ]| others. 117:160,32[' ]| For$4$ a day or two after$3$ the affront was given, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 117:160,33[' ]| had endeavoured to$9$ do it away by$4$ the usual 117:160,34[' ]| attack$0$ of gallantry and compliment$0$, but he had not cared 117:160,35[' ]| enough about$4$ it to$9$ persevere against a few repulses; and 117:160,36[' ]| becoming soon too$5#1$ busy with his play$0$ to$9$ have time for$4$ 117:160,37[' ]| more than one flirtation, he grew indifferent to$4$ the quarrel$0$, 117:160,38[' ]| or rather thought$1$ it a lucky occurrence, as quietly putting 117:161,01[' ]| an end$0$ to$4$ what might ere long have raised expectations 117:161,02[' ]| in$4$ more than $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant. ~~ She was not pleased to$9$ see 117:161,03[' ]| $MP#I$Julia excluded from the play$0$, and sitting by$5$ disregarded; 117:161,04@n | but as it was not a matter which$6#1$ really involved her happiness, 117:161,05@n | as $MP#D$Henry must be the best judge$0$ of his own$2$, and 117:161,06@n | as he did assure her, with a most persuasive smile$0$, that$3$ 117:161,07@n | neither he nor $MP#I$Julia had ever had a serious$2$ thought$0$ of 117:161,08@n | each other, she could only renew her former caution$0$ as to$4$ 117:161,09@n | the elder sister, entreat him not to$9$ risk$1$ his tranquillity by$4$ 117:161,10@n | too$5#1$ much admiration there, and then gladly take her share$0$ 117:161,11@n | in$4$ any*thing that$6#1$ brought cheerfulness to$4$ the young people 117:161,12@n | in$4$ general$0$, and that$6#1$ did so$5#1$ particularly promote the 117:161,13@n | pleasure of the two so$5#1$ dear$2#1$ to$4$ her. 117:161,14[N ]| "I rather wonder$1$ $MP#I$Julia is not in$4$ love$0$ with $MP#D$Henry," 117:161,14[' ]| was 117:161,15[' ]| her observation to$4$ $MP#C$Mary. 117:161,16[C ]| "I dare$1#2$ say she is," 117:161,16[' ]| replied $MP#C$Mary, coldly. 117:161,16[C ]| "I imagine 117:161,17[C ]| both sisters are." 117:161,18[N ]| "Both! no$7$, no$7$, that$6#2$ must not be. Do not give him 117:161,19[N ]| a hint$0$ of it. Think of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth." 117:161,20[C ]| "You had better tell $MP#H$Miss*Bertram to$9$ think of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth. 117:161,21[C ]| It may$1$ do \her\ some good. I often think of 117:161,22[C ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's property and independence, and wish$1$ 117:161,23[C ]| them in$4$ other hands ~~ but I never think of \him\. A man 117:161,24[C ]| might represent the county with such an estate; a man 117:161,25[C ]| might escape$1$ a profession$0#2$ and represent the county." 117:161,26[N ]| "I dare$1#2$ say he \will$1$\ be in$4$ parliament soon. When $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 117:161,27[N ]| comes, I dare$1#2$ say he will$1$ be in$5$ for$4$ some borough, 117:161,28[N ]| but there has been nobody to$9$ put him in$4$ the way of doing 117:161,29[N ]| any*thing yet." 117:161,30[C ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas is to$9$ achieve mighty things when he comes 117:161,31[C ]| home," 117:161,31[' ]| said $MP#C$Mary, after$4$ a pause$0$. 117:161,31[C ]| "Do you remember 117:161,32[C ]| $MP#Z1$Hawkins*Browne's ""Address*to*Tobacco,"" in$4$ imitation 117:161,33[C ]| of $MP#Z1$Pope? ~~ 117:161,34@z | ""Blest leaf! whose$6#1$ aromatic gales dispense 117:161,35@z | To$4$ Templars modesty, to$4$ Parsons sense."" 117:161,36[C ]| I will$1$ parody them: 117:161,37[C ]| Blest Knight! whose$6#1$ dictatorial looks$0$ dispense 117:161,38[C ]| To$4$ Children affluence, to$4$ $MP#K$Rushworth sense. 117:162,01[C ]| Will$1$ not that$6#2$ do, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant? Every*thing seems to$9$ 117:162,02[C ]| depend upon$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's return$0$." 117:162,03[N ]| "You will$1$ find his consequence very just$2$ and reasonable 117:162,04[N ]| when you see him in$4$ his family, I assure you. I do not 117:162,05[N ]| think we do so$5#1$ well$5$ without him. He has a fine dignified 117:162,06[N ]| manner, which$6#1$ suits the head$0$ of such a house, and keeps 117:162,07[N ]| every*body in$4$ their place$0$. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram seems more 117:162,08[N ]| of a cipher now than when he is at home; and nobody 117:162,09[N ]| else can keep $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris in$4$ order. But, $MP#C$Mary, do not 117:162,10[N ]| fancy$1$ that$3$ $MP#H$Maria*Bertram cares$1$ for$4$ $MP#D$Henry. I am sure 117:162,11[N ]| \$MP#I$Julia\ does not, or she would not have flirted as she did 117:162,12[N ]| last$2$ night with $MP#R$Mr%*Yates; and though he and $MP#H$Maria are 117:162,13[N ]| very good friends, I think she likes Sotherton too$5#1$ well$5$ to$9$ 117:162,14[N ]| be inconstant." 117:162,15[C ]| "I would not give much for$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's chance$0$, 117:162,16[C ]| if $MP#D$Henry stept in$5$ before$3$ the articles were signed." 117:162,17[N ]| "If you have such a suspicion, something must be done, 117:162,18[N ]| and as soon as the play$0$ is all over, we will$1$ talk$1$ to$4$ him 117:162,19[N ]| seriously, and make$1$ him know his own$2$ mind$0$; and if he 117:162,20[N ]| means$1$ nothing, we will$1$ send him off, though he is $MP#D$Henry, 117:162,21[N ]| for$4$ a time." 117:162,22[' ]| $MP#I$Julia \did\ suffer, however, though $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant discerned 117:162,23[' ]| it not, and though it escaped the notice$0$ of many of her 117:162,24[' ]| own$2$ family likewise. She had loved, she did love$1$ still$5$, 117:162,25[' ]| and she had all the suffering which$6#1$ a warm$2$ temper and 117:162,26[' ]| a high spirit were likely to$9$ endure under the disappointment 117:162,27[' ]| of a dear$2#1$, though irrational hope$0$, with a strong 117:162,28[' ]| sense of ill-usage. Her heart was sore and angry, and 117:162,29[' ]| she was capable only of angry consolations. The sister 117:162,30[' ]| with whom$6#1$ she was used to$9$ be on$4$ easy terms, was now 117:162,31[' ]| become her greatest enemy; they were alienated from 117:162,32[' ]| each other, and $MP#I$Julia was not superior to$4$ the hope$0$ of some 117:162,33[' ]| distressing end$0$ to$4$ the attentions which$6#1$ were still$5$ carrying 117:162,34[' ]| on$5$ there, some punishment to$4$ $MP#H$Maria for$4$ conduct$0$ so$5#1$ 117:162,35[' ]| shameful towards herself, as well$5$ as towards $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth. 117:162,36[' ]| With no$2$ material$2$ fault of temper, or difference 117:162,37[' ]| of opinion, to$9$ prevent their being$1$ very good friends while$3$ 117:162,38[' ]| their interests$0$ were the same, the sisters, under such 117:163,01[' ]| a trial as this, had not affection or principle enough to$9$ 117:163,02[' ]| make$1$ them merciful or just$2$, to$9$ give them honour$0$ or 117:163,03[' ]| compassion. $MP#H$Maria felt her triumph$0$, and pursued her 117:163,04[' ]| purpose careless of $MP#I$Julia; and $MP#I$Julia could never see 117:163,05[' ]| $MP#H$Maria distinguished by$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, without trusting 117:163,06[' ]| that$3$ it would create jealousy, and bring a public$2$ disturbance 117:163,07[' ]| at last$0$. 117:163,08[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny saw and pitied much of this in$4$ $MP#I$Julia; but there 117:163,09[' ]| was no$2$ outward fellowship between them. $MP#I$Julia made 117:163,10[' ]| no$2$ communication, and $MP#A$Fanny took no$2$ liberties. They 117:163,11[' ]| were two solitary sufferers, or connected only by$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's 117:163,12[' ]| consciousness. 117:163,13[' ]| The inattention of the two brothers and the aunt to$4$ 117:163,14[' ]| $MP#I$Julia's discomposure, and their blindness to$4$ its true 117:163,15[' ]| cause, must be imputed to$4$ the fulness of their own$2$ minds. 117:163,16[' ]| They were totally pre-occupied. $MP#G$Tom was engrossed by$4$ 117:163,17[' ]| the concerns$0$ of his theatre, and saw nothing that$6#1$ did not 117:163,18[' ]| immediately relate to$4$ it. $MP#B$Edmund, between his theatrical 117:163,19[' ]| and his real part$0$, between $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's claims and his 117:163,20[' ]| own$2$ conduct$0$, between love$0$ and consistency, was equally 117:163,21[' ]| unobservant; and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was too$5#1$ busy in$4$ contriving 117:163,22[' ]| and directing the general$2$ little matters of the 117:163,23[' ]| company, superintending their various dresses$0$ with 117:163,24[' ]| economical expedient$0$, for$4$ which$6#1$ nobody thanked her, and 117:163,25[' ]| saving, with delighted integrity, half-a-crown here and 117:163,26[' ]| there to$4$ the absent $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, to$9$ have leisure for$4$ 117:163,27[' ]| watching the behaviour, or guarding the happiness of 117:163,28[' ]| his daughters. 118:164,01[' ]| Every*thing was now in$4$ a regular train; theatre, actors, 118:164,02[' ]| actresses, and dresses$0$, were all getting forward$5$: but 118:164,03[' ]| though no$2$ other great impediments arose, $MP#A$Fanny found, 118:164,04[' ]| before$3$ many days were past$1$, that$3$ it was not all uninterrupted 118:164,05[' ]| enjoyment to$4$ the party themselves, and that$3$ she 118:164,06[' ]| had not to$9$ witness$1$ the continuance of such unanimity and 118:164,07[' ]| delight$0$, as had been almost too$5#1$ much for$4$ her at first. 118:164,08[' ]| Every*body began to$9$ have their vexation. $MP#B$Edmund had 118:164,09[' ]| many. Entirely against \his\ judgment, a scene painter 118:164,10[' ]| arrived from town, and was at work$0$, much to$4$ the increase$0$ 118:164,11[' ]| of the expenses, and what was worse, of the eclat of their 118:164,12[' ]| proceedings; and his brother, instead of being$1$ really 118:164,13[' ]| guided by$4$ him as to$4$ the privacy of the representation, was 118:164,14[' ]| giving an invitation to$4$ every family who$6#1$ came in$4$ his way. 118:164,15[' ]| $MP#G$Tom himself began to$9$ fret over the scene painter's slow 118:164,16[' ]| progress, and to$9$ feel the miseries of waiting. He had 118:164,17[' ]| learned his part$0$ ~~ all his parts ~~ for$3$ he took every trifling 118:164,18[' ]| one that$6#1$ could be united with the $MP#ZZQ$Butler, and began to$9$ be 118:164,19[' ]| impatient to$9$ be acting; and every day thus unemployed, 118:164,20[' ]| was tending to$9$ increase$1$ his sense of the insignificance of all 118:164,21[' ]| his parts together, and make$1$ him more ready to$9$ regret$1$ 118:164,22[' ]| that$3$ some other play$0$ had not been chosen. 118:164,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, being$1$ always a very courteous listener, and often 118:164,24[' ]| the only listener at hand$0$, came in$5$ for$4$ the complaints and 118:164,25[' ]| distresses of most of them. \She\ knew that$3$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates was 118:164,26[' ]| in$4$ general$0$ thought$1$ to$9$ rant$1$ dreadfully, that$3$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates was 118:164,27[' ]| disappointed in$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, that$3$ $MP#G$Tom*Bertram spoke 118:164,28[' ]| so$5#1$ quick$2$ he would be unintelligible, that$3$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant spoilt 118:164,29[' ]| every*thing by$4$ laughing, that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund was behind-hand 118:164,30[' ]| with his part$0$, and that$3$ it was misery to$9$ have any*thing to$9$ 118:164,31[' ]| do with $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, who$6#1$ was wanting a prompter 118:164,32[' ]| through$4$ every speech. She knew, also, that$3$ poor 118:164,33[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth could seldom get any*body to$9$ rehearse 118:165,01[' ]| with him; \his\ complaint came before$4$ her as well$5$ as the 118:165,02[' ]| rest$0#1$; and so$5#1$ decided to$4$ her eye was her cousin $MP#H$Maria's 118:165,03[' ]| avoidance of him, and so$5#1$ needlessly often the rehearsal of 118:165,04[' ]| the first scene between her and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, that$3$ she had 118:165,05[' ]| soon all the terror of other complaints from \him\. ~~ So$5#1$ far 118:165,06[' ]| from being$1$ all satisfied and all enjoying, she found every*body 118:165,07[' ]| requiring something they had not, and giving 118:165,08[' ]| occasion$0$ of discontent to$4$ the others. ~~ Every*body had 118:165,09[' ]| a part$0$ either too$5#1$ long or too$5#1$ short; ~~ nobody would attend 118:165,10[' ]| as they ought, nobody would remember on$4$ which$6#1$ side$0$ they 118:165,11[' ]| were to$9$ come in$5$ ~~ nobody but the complainer would 118:165,12[' ]| observe any directions. 118:165,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny believed herself to$9$ derive as much innocent 118:165,14[' ]| enjoyment from the play$0$ as any of them; ~~ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 118:165,15[' ]| acted well$5$, and it was a pleasure to$4$ \her\ to$9$ creep into 118:165,16[' ]| the theatre, and attend the rehearsal of the first act$0$ ~~ in$4$ 118:165,17[' ]| spite$8$ of the feelings it excited in$4$ some speeches for$4$ $MP#H$Maria. ~~ 118:165,18[' ]| $MP#H$Maria she also thought$1$ acted well$5$ ~~ too$5#1$ well$5$; ~~ and after$4$ 118:165,19[' ]| the first rehearsal or two, $MP#A$Fanny began to$9$ be their only 118:165,20[' ]| audience, and ~~ sometimes as prompter, sometimes as spectator ~~ 118:165,21[' ]| was often very useful. ~~ 118:165,21@a | As far as she could judge$1$, 118:165,22@a | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was considerably the best actor of all; he 118:165,23@a | had more confidence than $MP#B$Edmund, more judgment than 118:165,24@a | $MP#G$Tom, more talent and taste than $MP#R$Mr%*Yates. ~~ She did not 118:165,25@a | like$1$ him as a man, but she must admit him to$9$ be the best 118:165,26@a | actor, 118:165,26[' ]| and on$4$ this point$0$ there were not many who$6#1$ differed 118:165,27[' ]| from her. $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, indeed, exclaimed against his 118:165,28[' ]| tameness and insipidity ~~ and the day came at last$0$, when 118:165,29[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth turned to$4$ her with a black look$0$, and 118:165,30[' ]| said ~~ 118:165,30[K ]| "Do you think there is any*thing so$5#1$ very fine in$4$ all 118:165,31[K ]| this? For$4$ the life and soul of me, I cannot admire him; ~~ 118:165,32[K ]| and between ourselves, to$9$ see such an undersized, little, 118:165,33[K ]| mean-looking man, set$1$ up$5$ for$4$ a fine actor, is very ridiculous 118:165,34[K ]| in$4$ my opinion." 118:165,35[' ]| From this moment there was a return$0$ of his former 118:165,36[' ]| jealousy, which$6#1$ $MP#H$Maria, from increasing hopes$0$ of $MP#D$Crawford, 118:165,37[' ]| was at little pains to$9$ remove$1$; and the chances of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 118:165,38[' ]| ever attaining to$4$ the knowledge of his two*and*forty 118:166,01[' ]| speeches became much less. As to$4$ his ever making 118:166,02[' ]| any*thing \tolerable\ of them, nobody had the smallest idea 118:166,03[' ]| of that$6#2$ except his mother ~~ \She\, indeed, regretted that$3$ his 118:166,04[' ]| part$0$ was not more considerable, and deferred coming over 118:166,05[' ]| to$4$ Mansfield till they were forward$5$ enough in$4$ their rehearsal 118:166,06[' ]| to$9$ comprehend all his scenes, but the others aspired at 118:166,07[' ]| nothing beyond$4$ his remembering the catchword, and the 118:166,08[' ]| first line of his speech, and being$1$ able to$9$ follow the prompter 118:166,09[' ]| through$4$ the rest$0#1$. $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ her pity$0$ and kind-heartedness, 118:166,10[' ]| was at great pains to$9$ teach him how to$9$ learn, giving 118:166,11[' ]| him all the helps and directions in$4$ her power, trying$1$ to$9$ 118:166,12[' ]| make$1$ an artificial memory for$4$ him, and learning every word 118:166,13[' ]| of his part$0$ herself, but without his being$1$ much the 118:166,14[' ]| forwarder. 118:166,15[' ]| Many uncomfortable, anxious, apprehensive feelings she 118:166,16[' ]| certainly had; but with all these, and other claims on$4$ her 118:166,17[' ]| time and attention, she was as far from finding herself 118:166,18[' ]| without employment or utility amongst them, as without 118:166,19[' ]| a companion in$4$ uneasiness; quite as far from having no$2$ 118:166,20[' ]| demand$0$ on$4$ her leisure as on$4$ her compassion. The gloom 118:166,21[' ]| of her first anticipations was proved to$9$ have been unfounded. 118:166,22[' ]| She was occasionally useful to$4$ all; she was 118:166,23[' ]| perhaps as much at peace as any. 118:166,24[' ]| There was a great deal$0$ of needle-work to$9$ be done moreover, 118:166,25[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ her help$0$ was wanted; and that$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 118:166,26[' ]| thought$1$ her quite as well$5$ off as the rest$0#1$, was evident by$4$ 118:166,27[' ]| the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ she claimed it: 118:166,27[J ]| "Come $MP#A$Fanny," 118:166,27[' ]| she 118:166,28[' ]| cried, 118:166,28[J ]| "these are fine times for$4$ you, but you must not be 118:166,29[J ]| always walking from one room to$4$ the other and doing the 118:166,30[J ]| lookings on$5$, at your ease$0$, in$4$ this way, ~~ I want$1$ you here. 118:166,31[J ]| ~~ I have been slaving myself till I can hardly stand$1$, to$9$ 118:166,32[J ]| contrive $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's cloak without sending for$4$ any 118:166,33[J ]| more satin; and now I think you may$1$ give me your help$0$ 118:166,34[J ]| in$4$ putting it together. ~~ There are but three seams, you 118:166,35[J ]| may$1$ do them in$4$ a trice. ~~ It would be lucky for$4$ me if 118:166,36[J ]| I had nothing but the executive part$0$ to$9$ do. ~~ \You\ are best 118:166,37[J ]| off, I can tell you; but if nobody did more than \you\, we 118:166,38[J ]| should not get on$5$ very fast." 118:167,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny took the work$0$ very quietly without attempting 118:167,02[' ]| any defence; but her kinder aunt $MP#F$Bertram observed on$4$ 118:167,03[' ]| her behalf, 118:167,04[F ]| "One cannot wonder$1$, sister, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny \should\ be 118:167,05[F ]| delighted; it is all new to$4$ her, you know, ~~ you and I used 118:167,06[F ]| to$9$ be very fond of a play$0$ ourselves ~~ and so$5#2$ am I still$5$; ~~ 118:167,07[F ]| and as soon as I am a little more at leisure, \I\ mean$1$ to$9$ look$1$ 118:167,08[F ]| in$5$ at their rehearsals too$5#2$. What is the play$0$ about$4$, $MP#A$Fanny, 118:167,09[F ]| you have never told me?" 118:167,10[J ]| "Oh! sister, pray do not ask her now; for$3$ $MP#A$Fanny is not 118:167,11[J ]| one of those who$6#1$ can talk$1$ and work$1$ at the same time. ~~ It is 118:167,12[J ]| about$4$ Lovers' Vows." 118:167,13[A ]| "I believe" 118:167,13[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ her aunt $MP#F$Bertram, 118:167,13[A ]| "there will$1$ 118:167,14[A ]| be three acts$0$ rehearsed to-morrow evening, and that$6#2$ will$1$ 118:167,15[A ]| give you an opportunity of seeing all the actors at once." 118:167,16[J ]| "You had better stay$1$ till the curtain is hung," 118:167,16[' ]| interposed 118:167,17[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris ~~ 118:167,17[J ]| "the curtain will$1$ be hung in$4$ a day or 118:167,18[J ]| two, ~~ there is very little sense in$4$ a play$0$ without a curtain 118:167,19[J ]| ~~ and I am much mistaken if you do not find it draw up$5$ 118:167,20[J ]| into very handsome festoons." 118:167,21[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram seemed quite resigned to$4$ waiting. ~~ 118:167,22[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny did not share$1$ her aunt's composure; she thought$1$ 118:167,23[' ]| of the morrow a great deal$0$, ~~ 118:167,23@a | for$3$ if the three acts$0$ were 118:167,24@a | rehearsed, $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford would then be 118:167,25@a | acting together for$4$ the first time; ~~ the third act$0$ would 118:167,26@a | bring a scene between them which$6#1$ interested her most 118:167,27@a | particularly, and which$6#1$ she was longing and dreading to$9$ 118:167,28@a | see how they would perform. The whole$2$ subject$0$ of it was 118:167,29@a | love$0$ ~~ a marriage of love$0$ was to$9$ be described by$4$ the gentleman, 118:167,30@a | and very little short of a declaration of love$0$ be made 118:167,31@a | by$4$ the lady. 118:167,32@a | She had read, and read the scene again with many 118:167,33@a | painful, many wondering emotions, and looked forward$5$ 118:167,34@a | to$4$ their representation of it as a circumstance almost too$5#1$ 118:167,35@a | interesting. She did not \believe\ they had yet rehearsed it, 118:167,36@a | even$5$ in$4$ private$0$. 118:167,37[' ]| The morrow came, the plan for$4$ the evening continued, 118:167,38[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny's consideration of it did not become less 118:168,01[' ]| agitated. She worked very diligently under her aunt's 118:168,02[' ]| directions, but her diligence and her silence$0$ concealed a 118:168,03[' ]| very absent, anxious mind$0$; and about$4$ noon she made her 118:168,04[' ]| escape$0$ with her work$0$ to$4$ the East*room, that$3$ she might 118:168,05[' ]| have no$2$ concern$0$ in$4$ another, and, as she deemed it, most 118:168,06[' ]| unnecessary rehearsal of the first act$0$, which$6#1$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 118:168,07[' ]| was just$5$ proposing, desirous at once of having her time 118:168,08[' ]| to$4$ herself, and of avoiding the sight of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth. 118:168,09[' ]| A glimpse, as she passed through$4$ the hall, of the two ladies 118:168,10[' ]| walking up$5$ from the parsonage, made no$2$ change$0$ in$4$ her 118:168,11[' ]| wish$0$ of retreat$0$, and she worked and meditated in$4$ the East*room, 118:168,12[' ]| undisturbed, for$4$ a quarter$0#1$ of an hour, when a gentle 118:168,13[' ]| tap at the door was followed by$4$ the entrance of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. 118:168,14[' ]| 118:168,15[C ]| "Am I right$2#1$? ~~ Yes; this is the East*room. My dear$2#1$ 118:168,16[C ]| $MP#A$Miss*Price, I beg your pardon$0$, but I have made my way to$4$ 118:168,17[C ]| you on$4$ purpose to$9$ entreat your help$0$." 118:168,18[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, quite surprised, endeavoured to$9$ show$1$ herself 118:168,19[' ]| mistress of the room by$4$ her civilities, and looked at the 118:168,20[' ]| bright bars of her empty$2$ grate with concern$0$. 118:168,21[C ]| "Thank you ~~ I am quite warm$2$, very warm$2$. Allow 118:168,22[C ]| me to$9$ stay$1$ here a little while$0$, and do have the goodness to$9$ 118:168,23[C ]| hear me my third act$0$. I have brought my book, and if 118:168,24[C ]| you would but rehearse it with me, I should be \so$5#1$\ obliged! 118:168,25[C ]| I came here to-day intending to$9$ rehearse it with $MP#B$Edmund ~~ 118:168,26[C ]| by$4$ ourselves ~~ against the evening, but he is not in$4$ the way; 118:168,27[C ]| and if he \were\, I do not think I could go through$4$ it with 118:168,28[C ]| \him\, till I have hardened myself a little, for$3$ really there \is\ 118:168,29[C ]| a speech or two ~~ You will$1$ be so$5#1$ good, won't you?" 118:168,30[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was most civil in$4$ her assurances, though she 118:168,31[' ]| could not give them in$4$ a very steady voice. 118:168,32[C ]| "Have you ever happened to$9$ look$1$ at the part$0$ I mean$1$?" 118:168,33[' ]| continued $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, opening her book. 118:168,33[C ]| "Here it is. 118:168,34[C ]| I did not think much of it at first ~~ but, upon$4$ my word ~~ . 118:168,35[C ]| There, look$1$ at \that$6#2$\ speech, and \that$6#2$\, and \that$6#2$\. How am 118:168,36[C ]| I ever to$9$ look$1$ him in$4$ the face$0$ and say such things? Could 118:168,37[C ]| you do it? But then he is your cousin, which$6#1$ makes all the 118:168,38[C ]| difference. You must rehearse it with me, that$3$ I may$1$ 118:169,01[C ]| fancy$1$ \you\ him, and get on$5$ by$4$ degrees. You \have\ a look$0$ of 118:169,02[C ]| \his\ sometimes." 118:169,03[A ]| "Have I? ~~ I will$1$ do my best with the greatest readiness 118:169,04[A ]| ~~ but I must \read\ the part$0$, for$3$ I can \say\ very little of it." 118:169,05[C ]| "\None\ of it, I suppose. You are to$9$ have the book of 118:169,06[C ]| course$8$. Now for$4$ it. We must have two chairs at hand$0$ 118:169,07[C ]| for$4$ you to$9$ bring forward$5$ to$4$ the front$0$ of the stage$0#2$. There 118:169,08[C ]| ~~ very good school-room chairs, not made for$4$ a theatre, 118:169,09[C ]| I dare$1#2$ say; much more fitted for$4$ little girls to$9$ sit and kick 118:169,10[C ]| their feet against when they are learning a lesson. What 118:169,11[C ]| would your governess and your uncle say to$9$ see them 118:169,12[C ]| used for$4$ such a purpose? Could $MP#E$Sir*Thomas look$1$ in$5$ upon$4$ 118:169,13[C ]| us just$5$ now, he would bless himself, for$3$ we are rehearsing 118:169,14[C ]| all over the house. $MP#R$Yates is storming away in$4$ the dining*room. 118:169,15[C ]| I heard him as I came up*stairs, and the theatre 118:169,16[C ]| is engaged of course$8$ by$4$ those indefatigable rehearsers, 118:169,17[C ]| $MP#ZZU$Agatha and $MP#ZZP$Frederick. If \they\ are not perfect$2$, I \shall\ 118:169,18[C ]| be surprised. By*the*bye, I looked in$5$ upon$4$ them five 118:169,19[C ]| minutes ago, and it happened to$9$ be exactly at one of the 118:169,20[C ]| times when they were trying$1$ \not\ to$9$ embrace$1$, and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 118:169,21[C ]| was with me. I thought$1$ he began to$9$ look$1$ a little 118:169,22[C ]| queer, so$3$ I turned it off as well$5$ as I could, by$4$ whispering to$4$ 118:169,23[C ]| him, ""We shall have an excellent $MP#ZZU$Agatha, there is something 118:169,24[C ]| so$5#1$ \maternal\ in$4$ her manner, so$5#1$ completely \maternal\ in$4$ 118:169,25[C ]| her voice and countenance."" Was not that$6#2$ well$5$ done of 118:169,26[C ]| me? He brightened up$5$ directly. Now for$4$ my soliloquy." 118:169,27[' ]| She began, and $MP#A$Fanny joined in$5$ with all the modest 118:169,28[' ]| feeling which$6#1$ the idea of representing $MP#B$Edmund was so$5#1$ 118:169,29[' ]| strongly calculated to$9$ inspire; but with looks$0$ and voice so$5#1$ 118:169,30[' ]| truly feminine, as to$9$ be no$2$ very good picture$0$ of a man. 118:169,31[' ]| With such an $MP#ZZO$Anhalt, however, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford had courage 118:169,32[' ]| enough, and they had got through$4$ half the scene, when 118:169,33[' ]| a tap at the door brought a pause$0$, and the entrance of 118:169,34[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund the next moment, suspended it all. 118:169,35[' ]| Surprise$0$, consciousness, and pleasure, appeared in$4$ each 118:169,36[' ]| of the three on$4$ this unexpected meeting; and as $MP#B$Edmund 118:169,37[' ]| was come on$4$ the very same business that$6#1$ had brought 118:169,38[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, consciousness and pleasure were likely to$9$ 118:170,01[' ]| be more than momentary in$4$ \them\. He too$5#2$ had his book, 118:170,02[' ]| and was seeking $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ ask her to$9$ rehearse with him, 118:170,03[' ]| and help$1$ him prepare for$4$ the evening, without knowing 118:170,04[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford to$9$ be in$4$ the house; and great was the joy 118:170,05[' ]| and animation of being$1$ thus thrown together ~~ of comparing 118:170,06[' ]| schemes ~~ and sympathizing in$4$ praise$0$ of $MP#A$Fanny's kind$2$ 118:170,07[' ]| offices. 118:170,08@a | \She\ could not equal$1$ them in$4$ their warmth. \Her\ spirits 118:170,09@a | sank under the glow of theirs, and she felt herself becoming 118:170,10@a | too$5#1$ nearly nothing to$4$ both, to$9$ have any comfort$0$ in$4$ 118:170,11@a | having been sought by$4$ either. 118:170,11[' ]| They must now rehearse 118:170,12[' ]| together. $MP#B$Edmund proposed, urged, entreated it ~~ till 118:170,13[' ]| the lady, not very unwilling at first, could refuse no$2$ 118:170,14[' ]| longer ~~ and $MP#A$Fanny was wanted only to$9$ prompt$1$ and 118:170,15[' ]| observe them. She was invested, indeed, with the office 118:170,16[' ]| of judge$0$ and critic, and earnestly desired to$9$ exercise$1$ it and 118:170,17[' ]| tell them all their faults; 118:170,17@a | but from doing so$5#2$ every feeling 118:170,18@a | within her shrank, she could not, would not, dared not 118:170,19@a | attempt$1$ it; 118:170,19[' ]| had she been otherwise qualified for$4$ criticism, 118:170,20[' ]| her conscience must have restrained her from venturing at 118:170,21[' ]| disapprobation. She believed herself to$9$ feel too$5#1$ much of 118:170,22[' ]| it in$4$ the aggregate for$4$ honesty or safety in$4$ particulars. 118:170,23@a | To$9$ prompt$1$ them must be enough for$4$ her; and it was 118:170,24@a | sometimes \more\ than enough; 118:170,24[' ]| for$3$ she could not always pay$1$ 118:170,25[' ]| attention to$4$ the book. In$4$ watching them she forgot herself; 118:170,26[' ]| and agitated by$4$ the increasing spirit of $MP#B$Edmund's manner, 118:170,27[' ]| had once closed the page and turned away exactly as he 118:170,28[' ]| wanted help$0$. It was imputed to$4$ very reasonable weariness, 118:170,29[' ]| and she was thanked and pitied; but she deserved 118:170,30[' ]| their pity$0$, more than she hoped they would ever surmise$1$. 118:170,31[' ]| At last$0$ the scene was over, and $MP#A$Fanny forced herself to$9$ add 118:170,32[' ]| her praise$0$ to$4$ the compliments each was giving the other; 118:170,33[' ]| and when again alone and able to$9$ recall$1$ the whole$0$, 118:170,33@a | she was 118:170,34@a | inclined to$9$ believe their performance would, indeed, have 118:170,35@a | such nature and feeling in$4$ it, as must ensure their credit$0$, 118:170,36@a | and make$1$ it a very suffering exhibition to$4$ herself. Whatever 118:170,37@a | might be its effect$0$, however, she must stand$1$ the 118:170,38@a | brunt of it again that$6#2$ very day. 118:171,01[' ]| The first regular rehearsal of the three first acts$0$ was 118:171,02[' ]| certainly to$9$ take place$0$ in$4$ the evening; $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and the 118:171,03[' ]| $MP#D1$Crawfords were engaged to$9$ return$1$ for$4$ that$6#2$ purpose as soon 118:171,04[' ]| as they could after$4$ dinner; and every*one concerned was 118:171,05[' ]| looking forward$5$ with eagerness. There seemed a general$2$ 118:171,06[' ]| diffusion of cheerfulness on$4$ the occasion$0$; $MP#G$Tom was enjoying 118:171,07[' ]| such an advance$0$ towards the end$0$, $MP#B$Edmund was in$4$ 118:171,08[' ]| spirits from the morning's rehearsal, and little vexations 118:171,09[' ]| seemed every*where smoothed away. All were alert$2$ and 118:171,10[' ]| impatient; the ladies moved soon, the gentlemen soon 118:171,11[' ]| followed them, and with the exception of $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 118:171,12[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, and $MP#I$Julia, every*body was in$4$ the theatre 118:171,13[' ]| at an early hour, and having lighted it up$5$ as well$5$ as its 118:171,14[' ]| unfinished state$0$ admitted, were waiting only the arrival 118:171,15[' ]| of $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and the $MP#D1$Crawfords to$9$ begin. 118:171,16[' ]| They did not wait long for$4$ the $MP#D1$Crawfords, but there was 118:171,17[' ]| no$2$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant. She could not come. $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, professing 118:171,18[' ]| an indisposition, for$4$ which$6#1$ he had little credit$0$ with his 118:171,19[' ]| fair sister-in-law, could not spare$1$ his wife. 118:171,20[C ]| "$MP#M$Dr%*Grant is ill," 118:171,20[' ]| said she, with mock solemnity. 118:171,21[C ]| "He has been ill ever since; he did not eat any of the 118:171,22[C ]| pheasant to*day. He fancied it tough ~~ sent away his plate 118:171,23[C ]| ~~ and has been suffering ever since." 118:171,24[' ]| Here was disappointment! $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's non-attendance 118:171,25[' ]| was sad indeed. Her pleasant manners and cheerful 118:171,26[' ]| conformity made her always valuable amongst them ~~ but 118:171,27[' ]| \now\ she was absolutely necessary. They could not act$1$, 118:171,28[' ]| they could not rehearse with any satisfaction without her. 118:171,29[' ]| The comfort$0$ of the whole$2$ evening was destroyed. What 118:171,30[' ]| was to$9$ be done? $MP#G$Tom, as $MP#ZZS$Cottager, was in$4$ despair$0$. After$4$ 118:171,31[' ]| a pause$0$ of perplexity, some eyes began to$9$ be turned 118:171,32[' ]| towards $MP#A$Fanny, and a voice or two, to$9$ say, 118:171,32[X ]| "If $MP#A$Miss*Price 118:171,33[X ]| would be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ \read\ the part$0$." 118:171,33[' ]| She was immediately 118:171,34[' ]| surrounded by$4$ supplications, every*body asked it, 118:171,35[' ]| even$5$ $MP#B$Edmund said, 118:171,35[B ]| "Do $MP#A$Fanny, if it is not \very\ disagreeable 118:171,36[B ]| to$4$ you." 118:171,37[' ]| But $MP#A$Fanny still$5$ hung back$5$. She could not endure the 118:171,38[' ]| idea of it. 118:171,38@a | Why was not $MP#C$Miss*Crawford to$9$ be applied to$5$ as 118:172,01@a | well$5$? Or why had not she rather gone to$4$ her own$2$ room, as 118:172,02@a | she had felt to$9$ be safest, instead of attending the rehearsal 118:172,03@a | at all? She had known it would irritate and distress$1$ her ~~ 118:172,04@a | she had known it her duty to$9$ keep away. She was properly 118:172,05@a | punished. 118:172,06[D ]| "You have only to$9$ \read\ the part$0$," 118:172,06[' ]| said $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 118:172,07[' ]| with renewed entreaty. 118:172,08[H ]| "And I do believe she can say every word of it," 118:172,08[' ]| added 118:172,09[' ]| $MP#H$Maria, 118:172,09[H ]| "for$3$ she could put $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant right$2#1$ the other day 118:172,10[H ]| in$4$ twenty places$0$. $MP#A$Fanny, I am sure you know the part$0$." 118:172,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not say she did \not\ ~~ 118:172,11@a | and as they all 118:172,12@a | persevered ~~ as $MP#B$Edmund repeated his wish$0$, and with a look$0$ 118:172,13@a | of even$5$ fond dependence on$4$ her good*nature, she must 118:172,14@a | yield. She would do her best. 118:172,14[' ]| Every*body was satisfied 118:172,15[' ]| ~~ and she was left to$4$ the tremors of a most palpitating 118:172,16[' ]| heart, while$3$ the others prepared to$9$ begin. 118:172,17[' ]| They \did\ begin ~~ and being$1$ too$5#1$ much engaged in$4$ their 118:172,18[' ]| own$2$ noise, to$9$ be struck by$4$ unusual noise in$4$ the other part$0$ of 118:172,19[' ]| the house, had proceeded some way, when the door of the 118:172,20[' ]| room was thrown open$2$, and $MP#I$Julia appearing at it, with 118:172,21[' ]| a face$0$ all aghast, exclaimed, 118:172,21[I ]| "My father is come! He is 118:172,22[I ]| in$4$ the hall at this moment." 201:175,01[' ]| How is the consternation of the party to$9$ be described? 201:175,02[' ]| To$4$ the greater number it was a moment of absolute horror. 201:175,03[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas in$4$ the house! All felt the instantaneous 201:175,04[' ]| conviction. Not a hope$0$ of imposition or mistake$0$ was 201:175,05[' ]| harboured any*where. $MP#I$Julia's looks$0$ were an evidence 201:175,06[' ]| of the fact that$6#1$ made it indisputable; and after$4$ the first 201:175,07[' ]| starts and exclamations, not a word was spoken for$4$ half 201:175,08[' ]| a minute$0$; each with an altered countenance was looking 201:175,09[' ]| at some other, and almost each was feeling it a stroke the 201:175,10[' ]| most unwelcome, most ill-timed, most appalling! $MP#R$Mr%*Yates 201:175,11[' ]| might consider it only as a vexatious interruption 201:175,12[' ]| for$4$ the evening, and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth might imagine it 201:175,13[' ]| a blessing, but every other heart was sinking under some 201:175,14[' ]| degree of self-condemnation or undefined alarm$0$, every 201:175,15[' ]| other heart was suggesting 201:175,15@x | "What will$1$ become of us? 201:175,16@x | what is to$9$ be done now?" 201:175,16[' ]| It was a terrible pause$0$; and 201:175,17[' ]| terrible to$4$ every ear were the corroborating sounds$0$ of 201:175,18[' ]| opening doors and passing footsteps. 201:175,19[' ]| $MP#I$Julia was the first to$9$ move$1$ and speak again. Jealousy 201:175,20[' ]| and bitterness had been suspended: selfishness was lost 201:175,21[' ]| in$4$ the common$2$ cause; but at the moment of her appearance, 201:175,22[' ]| $MP#ZZP$Frederick was listening with looks$0$ of devotion to$4$ 201:175,23[' ]| $MP#ZZU$Agatha's narrative, and pressing her hand$0$ to$4$ his heart, 201:175,24[' ]| and as soon as she could notice$1$ this, and see that$3$, in$4$ spite$8$ 201:175,25[' ]| of the shock$0$ of her words, he still$5$ kept his station and 201:175,26[' ]| retained her sister's hand$0$, her wounded heart swelled 201:175,27[' ]| again with injury, and looking as red as she had been 201:175,28[' ]| white before$5$, she turned out$5$ of the room, saying 201:175,28[I ]| "\I\ need$1$ 201:175,29[I ]| not be afraid of appearing before$4$ him." 201:176,01[' ]| Her going roused the rest$0#1$; and at the same moment, 201:176,02[' ]| the two brothers stepped forward$5$, feeling the necessity 201:176,03[' ]| of doing something. A very few words between them 201:176,04[' ]| were sufficient. The case admitted no$2$ difference of 201:176,05[' ]| opinion; they must go to$4$ the drawing-room directly. 201:176,06[' ]| $MP#H$Maria joined them with the same intent, just$5$ then the 201:176,07[' ]| stoutest of the three; for$3$ the very circumstance which$6#1$ 201:176,08[' ]| had driven $MP#I$Julia away, was to$4$ her the sweetest support$0$. 201:176,09@h | $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's retaining her hand$0$ at such a moment, 201:176,10@h | a moment of such peculiar proof and importance, was 201:176,11@h | worth ages of doubt$0$ and anxiety. 201:176,11[' ]| She hailed it as an 201:176,12[' ]| earnest of the most serious$2$ determination, and was equal$2$ 201:176,13[' ]| even$5$ to$9$ encounter her father. They walked off, utterly 201:176,14[' ]| heedless of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's repeated question$0$ of, 201:176,14[K ]| "Shall 201:176,15[K ]| I go too$5#2$? ~~ Had not I better go too$5#2$? ~~ will$1$ not it be 201:176,16[K ]| right$2#1$ for$4$ me to$9$ go too$5#2$?" 201:176,16[' ]| but they were no$2$ sooner through$4$ 201:176,17[' ]| the door than $MP#D$Henry*Crawford undertook to$9$ answer$1$ the 201:176,18[' ]| anxious inquiry, and encouraging him by$4$ all means$0$ to$9$ pay$1$ 201:176,19[' ]| his respects to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas without delay$0$, sent him after$4$ 201:176,20[' ]| the others with delighted haste. 201:176,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was left with only the $MP#D1$Crawfords and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates. 201:176,22[' ]| She had been quite overlooked by$4$ her cousins; and as 201:176,23[' ]| her own$2$ opinion of her claims on$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's affection 201:176,24[' ]| was much too$5#1$ humble$2$ to$9$ give her any idea of classing herself 201:176,25[' ]| with his children, she was glad to$9$ remain behind and 201:176,26[' ]| gain$1$ a little breathing time. Her agitation and alarm$0$ 201:176,27[' ]| exceeded all that$6#1$ was endured by$4$ the rest$0#1$, by$4$ the right$0$ 201:176,28[' ]| of a disposition which$6#1$ not even$5$ innocence could keep from 201:176,29[' ]| suffering. She was nearly fainting: all her former habitual 201:176,30[' ]| dread$0$ of her uncle was returning, and with it compassion 201:176,31[' ]| for$4$ him and for$4$ almost every one of the party 201:176,32[' ]| on$4$ the development before$4$ him ~~ with solicitude on$4$ 201:176,33[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's account$0$ indescribable. She had found a seat, 201:176,34[' ]| where in$4$ excessive trembling she was enduring all these 201:176,35[' ]| fearful thoughts, while$3$ the other three, no$2$ longer under 201:176,36[' ]| any restraint, were giving vent to$4$ their feelings of vexation, 201:176,37[' ]| lamenting over such an unlooked-for premature 201:176,38[' ]| arrival as a most untoward event, and without mercy 201:177,01[' ]| wishing poor $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had been twice as long on$4$ his 201:177,02[' ]| passage, or were still$5$ in$4$ Antigua. 201:177,03[' ]| The $MP#D1$Crawfords were more warm$2$ on$4$ the subject$0$ than 201:177,04[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, from better understanding the family and 201:177,05[' ]| judging more clearly of the mischief that$6#1$ must ensue. 201:177,05@y | The 201:177,06@y | ruin$0$ of the play$0$ was to$4$ them a certainty, they felt the 201:177,07@y | total destruction of the scheme$0$ to$9$ be inevitably at hand$0$; 201:177,08[' ]| while$3$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates considered it only as a temporary interruption, 201:177,09[' ]| a disaster for$4$ the evening, and could even$5$ suggest 201:177,10[' ]| the possibility of the rehearsal being$1$ renewed after$4$ tea, 201:177,11[' ]| when the bustle$0$ of receiving $MP#E$Sir*Thomas were over and he 201:177,12[' ]| might be at leisure to$9$ be amused by$4$ it. The $MP#D1$Crawfords 201:177,13[' ]| laughed at the idea; and having soon agreed on$4$ the propriety 201:177,14[' ]| of their walking quietly home and leaving the 201:177,15[' ]| family to$4$ themselves, proposed $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's accompanying 201:177,16[' ]| them and spending the evening at the Parsonage. But 201:177,17[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, having never been with those who$6#1$ thought$1$ 201:177,18[' ]| much of parental claims, or family confidence, could not 201:177,19[' ]| perceive that$3$ any*thing of the kind$0$ was necessary, and 201:177,20[' ]| therefore, thanking them, said, 201:177,20[R ]| "he preferred remaining 201:177,21[R ]| where he was that$3$ he might pay$1$ his respects to$4$ the old 201:177,22[R ]| gentleman handsomely since he \was\ come; and besides, 201:177,23[R ]| he did not think it would be fair by$4$ the others to$9$ have 201:177,24[R ]| every*body run$1$ away." 201:177,25[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was just$5$ beginning to$9$ collect herself, and to$9$ feel 201:177,26[' ]| that$3$ if she staid longer behind it might seem disrespectful, 201:177,27[' ]| when this point$0$ was settled, and being$1$ commissioned with 201:177,28[' ]| the brother and sister's apology, saw them preparing to$9$ 201:177,29[' ]| go as she quitted the room herself to$9$ perform the dreadful 201:177,30[' ]| duty of appearing before$4$ her uncle. 201:177,31@a | Too$5#1$ soon did she find herself at the drawing-room door, 201:177,32@a | and after$4$ pausing a moment for$4$ what she knew would not 201:177,33@a | come, for$4$ a courage which$6#1$ the outside of no$2$ door had ever 201:177,34@a | supplied to$4$ her, she turned the lock$0$ in$4$ desperation, and 201:177,35@a | the lights of the drawing-room and all the collected family 201:177,36@a | were before$4$ her. 201:177,36[' ]| As she entered, her own$2$ name$0$ caught 201:177,37[' ]| her ear. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was at that$6#2$ moment looking round$4$ 201:177,38[' ]| him, and saying 201:177,38[E ]| "But where is $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ Why do not I 201:178,01[E ]| see my little $MP#A$Fanny?", 201:178,01[' ]| and on$4$ perceiving her, came forward$5$ 201:178,02[' ]| with a kindness which$6#1$ astonished and penetrated 201:178,03[' ]| her, calling her his dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, kissing her affectionately, 201:178,04[' ]| and observing with decided pleasure how much she was 201:178,05[' ]| grown! $MP#A$Fanny knew not how to$9$ feel, nor where to$9$ look$1$. 201:178,06[' ]| She was quite oppressed. 201:178,06@a | He had never been so$5#1$ kind$2$, so$5#1$ 201:178,07@a | \very\ kind$2$ to$4$ her in$4$ his life. His manner seemed changed; 201:178,08@a | his voice was quick$2$ from the agitation of joy, and all that$6#1$ 201:178,09@a | had been awful in$4$ his dignity seemed lost in$4$ tenderness. 201:178,10[' ]| He led her nearer the light$0$ and looked at her again ~~ 201:178,11[' ]| inquired particularly after$4$ her health, and then correcting 201:178,12[' ]| himself, observed, that$3$ 201:178,12@e | he need$1$ \not\ inquire, for$3$ her 201:178,13@e | appearance spoke sufficiently on$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$. 201:178,13[' ]| A fine blush$0$ 201:178,14[' ]| having succeeded the previous paleness of her face$0$, he 201:178,15[' ]| was justified in$4$ his belief of her equal$2$ improvement in$4$ 201:178,16[' ]| health and beauty. He inquired next after$4$ her family, 201:178,17[' ]| especially $MP#Q$William; 201:178,17@a | and his kindness altogether was such 201:178,18@a | as made her reproach$1$ herself for$4$ loving him so$5#1$ little, and 201:178,19@a | thinking his return$0$ a misfortune; and when, on$4$ having 201:178,20@a | courage to$9$ lift her eyes to$4$ his face$0$, she saw that$3$ he was 201:178,21@a | grown thinner and had the burnt, fagged, worn look$0$ of 201:178,22@a | fatigue$0$ and a hot climate, every tender$2$ feeling was increased, 201:178,23@a | and she was miserable in$4$ considering how much 201:178,24@a | unsuspected vexation was probably ready to$9$ burst$1$ on$4$ him. 201:178,25[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was indeed the life of the party, who$6#1$ at his 201:178,26[' ]| suggestion now seated themselves round$4$ the fire$0$. He 201:178,27[' ]| had the best right$0$ to$9$ be the talker; and the delight$0$ of his 201:178,28[' ]| sensations in$4$ being$1$ again in$4$ his own$2$ house, in$4$ the centre$0$ 201:178,29[' ]| of his family, after$4$ such a separation, made him communicative 201:178,30[' ]| and chatty in$4$ a very unusual degree; and he 201:178,31[' ]| was ready to$9$ give every information as to$4$ his voyage, and 201:178,32[' ]| answer$1$ every question$0$ of his two sons almost before$3$ it 201:178,33[' ]| was put. 201:178,33@e | His business in$4$ Antigua had latterly been 201:178,34@e | prosperously rapid, and he came directly from Liverpool, 201:178,35@e | having had an opportunity of making his passage thither 201:178,36@e | in$4$ a private$2$ vessel, instead of waiting for$4$ the packet; 201:178,36[' ]| and 201:178,37[' ]| all the little particulars of his proceedings and events, his 201:178,38[' ]| arrivals and departures, were most promptly delivered, 201:179,01[' ]| as he sat by$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram and looked with heartfelt 201:179,02[' ]| satisfaction on$4$ the faces around$4$ him ~~ interrupting himself 201:179,03[' ]| more than once, however, to$9$ remark$1$ on$4$ 201:179,03@e | his good fortune 201:179,04@e | in$4$ finding them all at home ~~ coming unexpectedly 201:179,05@e | as he did ~~ all collected together exactly as he could have 201:179,06@e | wished, but dared not depend on$4$. 201:179,06[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was 201:179,07[' ]| not forgotten; a most friendly reception and warmth of 201:179,08[' ]| hand-shaking had already met him, and with pointed 201:179,09[' ]| attention he was now included in$4$ the objects$0$ most intimately 201:179,10[' ]| connected with Mansfield. There was nothing 201:179,11[' ]| disagreeable in$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's appearance, and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 201:179,12[' ]| was liking him already. 201:179,13[' ]| By$4$ not one of the circle was he listened to$5$ with such 201:179,14[' ]| unbroken unalloyed enjoyment as by$4$ his wife, who$6#1$ was 201:179,15[' ]| really extremely happy to$9$ see him, and whose$6#1$ feelings 201:179,16[' ]| were so$5#1$ warmed by$4$ his sudden$2$ arrival, as to$9$ place$1$ her 201:179,17[' ]| nearer agitation than she had been for$4$ the last$2$ twenty 201:179,18[' ]| years. She had been \almost\ fluttered for$4$ a few minutes, 201:179,19[' ]| and still$5$ remained so$5#1$ sensibly animated as to$9$ put away 201:179,20[' ]| her work$0$, move$1$ Pug from her side$0$, and give all her attention 201:179,21[' ]| and all the rest$0#1$ of her sofa to$4$ her husband. She had 201:179,22[' ]| no$2$ anxieties for$4$ any*body to$9$ cloud$1$ \her\ pleasure; her own$2$ 201:179,23[' ]| time had been irreproachably spent during his absence; 201:179,24[' ]| she had done a great deal$0$ of carpet work$0$ and made many 201:179,25[' ]| yards of fringe; and she would have answered as freely 201:179,26[' ]| for$4$ the good conduct$0$ and useful pursuits of all the young 201:179,27[' ]| people as for$4$ her own$2$. It was so$5#1$ agreeable to$4$ her to$9$ see 201:179,28[' ]| him again, and hear him talk$1$, to$9$ have her ear amused and 201:179,29[' ]| her whole$2$ comprehension filled by$4$ his narratives, that$3$ 201:179,30[' ]| she began 201:179,30@f | particularly to$9$ feel how dreadfully she must 201:179,31@f | have missed him, and how impossible it would have been 201:179,32@f | for$4$ her to$9$ bear$1$ a lengthened absence. 201:179,33[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ to$9$ be compared in$4$ happiness 201:179,34[' ]| to$4$ her sister. Not that$3$ \she\ was incommoded by$4$ 201:179,35[' ]| many fears of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's disapprobation when the 201:179,36[' ]| present$2$ state$0$ of his house should be known, for$3$ her 201:179,37[' ]| judgment had been so$5#1$ blinded, that$3$ except by$4$ the instinctive 201:179,38[' ]| caution$0$ with which$6#1$ she had whisked away 201:180,01[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's pink satin cloak as her brother-in-law 201:180,02[' ]| entered, she could hardly be said to$9$ shew$1$ any sign of 201:180,03[' ]| alarm$0$; but she was vexed by$4$ the \manner\ of his return$0$. 201:180,04[' ]| It had left her nothing to$9$ do. Instead of being$1$ sent for$5$ 201:180,05[' ]| out$5$ of the room, and seeing him first, and having to$9$ 201:180,06[' ]| spread the happy news through$4$ the house, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 201:180,07[' ]| with a very reasonable dependance perhaps on$4$ the nerves 201:180,08[' ]| of his wife and children, had sought no$2$ confidant but the 201:180,09[' ]| butler, and had been following him almost instantaneously 201:180,10[' ]| into the drawing-room. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris felt herself 201:180,11[' ]| defrauded of an office on$4$ which$6#1$ she had always depended, 201:180,12[' ]| whether his arrival or his death were to$9$ be the thing 201:180,13[' ]| unfolded; and was now trying$1$ to$9$ be in$4$ a bustle$0$ without 201:180,14[' ]| having any*thing to$9$ bustle$1$ about$5$, and labouring to$9$ be 201:180,15[' ]| important where nothing was wanted but tranquillity 201:180,16[' ]| and silence$0$. Would $MP#E$Sir*Thomas have consented to$9$ eat, 201:180,17[' ]| she might have gone to$4$ the house-keeper with troublesome 201:180,18[' ]| directions, and insulted the footmen with injunctions 201:180,19[' ]| of dispatch; but $MP#E$Sir*Thomas resolutely declined 201:180,20[' ]| all dinner; 201:180,20@e | he would take nothing, nothing till tea came ~~ 201:180,21@e | he would rather wait for$4$ tea. 201:180,21[' ]| Still$5$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was at 201:180,22[' ]| intervals urging something different, and in$4$ the most 201:180,23[' ]| interesting moment of his passage to$4$ England, when the 201:180,24[' ]| alarm$0$ of a French privateer was at the height, she burst$1$ 201:180,25[' ]| through$4$ his recital with the proposal of soup. 201:180,25[J ]| "Sure, 201:180,26[J ]| my dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, a basin of soup would be a much 201:180,27[J ]| better thing for$4$ you than tea. Do have a basin of soup." 201:180,28[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could not be provoked. 201:180,28[E ]| "Still$5$ the same 201:180,29[E ]| anxiety for$4$ every*body's comfort$0$, my dear$2#1$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris," 201:180,30[' ]| was his answer$0$. 201:180,30[E ]| "But indeed I would rather have 201:180,31[E ]| nothing but tea." 201:180,32[J ]| "Well$7$ then, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, suppose you speak for$4$ tea 201:180,33[J ]| directly, suppose you hurry$1$ $MP#W$Baddeley a little, he seems 201:180,34[J ]| behind hand$0$ to-night." 201:180,34[' ]| She carried this point$0$, and 201:180,35[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's narrative proceeded. 201:180,36[' ]| At length there was a pause$0$. His immediate communications 201:180,37[' ]| were exhausted, and it seemed enough to$9$ be 201:180,38[' ]| looking joyfully around$4$ him, now at one, now at another 201:181,01[' ]| of the beloved circle; but the pause$0$ was not long: in$4$ 201:181,02[' ]| the elation of her spirits $MP#F$Lady*Bertram became talkative, 201:181,03[' ]| and what were the sensations of her children upon$4$ 201:181,04[' ]| hearing her say, 201:181,04[F ]| "How do you think the young people 201:181,05[F ]| have been amusing themselves lately, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas? 201:181,06[F ]| They have been acting. We have been all alive with 201:181,07[F ]| acting." 201:181,08[E ]| "Indeed! and what have you been acting?" 201:181,09[F ]| "Oh! They'll tell you all about$4$ it." 201:181,10[G ]| "The \all\ will$1$ be soon told," 201:181,10[' ]| cried $MP#G$Tom hastily, and with 201:181,11[' ]| affected unconcern; 201:181,11[G ]| "but it is not worth*while to$9$ bore$1#2$ 201:181,12[G ]| my father with it now. You will$1$ hear enough of it 201:181,13[G ]| to-morrow, sir. We have just$5$ been trying$1$, by$4$ way of 201:181,14[G ]| doing something, and amusing my mother, just$5$ within 201:181,15[G ]| the last$2$ week, to$9$ get up$5$ a few scenes, a mere trifle$0$. We 201:181,16[G ]| have had such incessant rains almost since October began, 201:181,17[G ]| that$3$ we have been nearly confined to$4$ the house for$4$ days 201:181,18[G ]| together. I have hardly taken out$5$ a gun since the 3d. 201:181,19[G ]| Tolerable sport$0$ the first three days, but there has been 201:181,20[G ]| no$2$ attempting any*thing since. The first day I went 201:181,21[G ]| over Mansfield*Wood, and $MP#B$Edmund took the copses 201:181,22[G ]| beyond$4$ Easton, and we brought home six brace between 201:181,23[G ]| us, and might each have killed six times as many; but 201:181,24[G ]| we respect$1$ your pheasants, sir, I assure you, as much 201:181,25[G ]| as you could desire$1$. I do not think you will$1$ find your 201:181,26[G ]| woods by$4$ any means$0$ worse stocked than they were. 201:181,27[G ]| \I\ never saw Mansfield*Wood so$5#1$ full of pheasants in$4$ my 201:181,28[G ]| life as this year. I hope$1$ you will$1$ take a day's sport$0$ there 201:181,29[G ]| yourself, sir, soon." 201:181,30[' ]| For$4$ the present$0#1$ the danger was over, and $MP#A$Fanny's sick 201:181,31[' ]| feelings subsided; but when tea was soon afterwards 201:181,32[' ]| brought in$5$, and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, getting up$5$, said that$3$ 201:181,32@e | he found 201:181,33@e | he could not be any longer in$4$ the house without just$5$ 201:181,34@e | looking into his own$2$ dear$2#1$ room, 201:181,34[' ]| every agitation was 201:181,35[' ]| returning. He was gone before$3$ any*thing had been said 201:181,36[' ]| to$9$ prepare him for$4$ the change$0$ he must find there; and 201:181,37[' ]| a pause$0$ of alarm$0$ followed his disappearance. $MP#B$Edmund 201:181,38[' ]| was the first to$9$ speak: 201:182,01[B ]| "Something must be done," 201:182,01[' ]| said he. 201:182,02[H ]| "It is time to$9$ think of our visitors," 201:182,02[' ]| said $MP#H$Maria, still$5$ 201:182,03[' ]| feeling her hand$0$ pressed to$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's heart, and 201:182,04[' ]| caring little for$4$ any*thing else. ~~ 201:182,04[H ]| "Where did you leave$1$ 201:182,05[H ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, $MP#A$Fanny?" 201:182,06[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny told of their departure, and delivered their 201:182,07[' ]| message. 201:182,08[G ]| "Then poor $MP#R$Yates is all alone," 201:182,08[' ]| cried $MP#G$Tom. 201:182,08[G ]| "I will$1$ 201:182,09[G ]| go and fetch him. He will$1$ be no$2$ bad assistant when it 201:182,10[G ]| all comes out$5$." 201:182,11[' ]| To$4$ the Theatre he went, and reached it just$5$ in$4$ time to$9$ 201:182,12[' ]| witness$1$ the first meeting of his father and his friend. 201:182,13[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had been a good deal$0$ surprised to$9$ find candles 201:182,14[' ]| burning in$4$ his room; and on$4$ casting his eye round$4$ it, 201:182,15[' ]| to$9$ see other symptoms of recent habitation, and a general$2$ 201:182,16[' ]| air of confusion in$4$ the furniture. The removal of the 201:182,17[' ]| book-case from before$4$ the billiard*room door struck him 201:182,18[' ]| especially, but he had scarcely more than time to$9$ feel 201:182,19[' ]| astonished at all this, before$3$ there were sounds$0$ from the 201:182,20[' ]| billiard*room to$9$ astonish him still$5$ further. 201:182,20@e | Some*one 201:182,21@e | was talking there in$4$ a very loud accent ~~ he did not know 201:182,22@e | the voice ~~ \more\ than talking ~~ almost hallooing. 201:182,22[' ]| He 201:182,23[' ]| stept to$4$ the door, rejoicing at that$6#2$ moment in$4$ having 201:182,24[' ]| the means$0$ of immediate communication, and opening it, 201:182,25[' ]| found himself on$4$ the stage$0#2$ of a theatre, and opposed to$4$ 201:182,26[' ]| a ranting young man, who$6#1$ appeared likely to$9$ knock$1$ him 201:182,27[' ]| down$5$ backwards. At the very moment of $MP#R$Yates perceiving 201:182,28[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, and giving perhaps the very best 201:182,29[' ]| start$0$ he had ever given in$4$ the whole$2$ course$0$ of his rehearsals, 201:182,30[' ]| $MP#G$Tom*Bertram entered at the other end$0$ of the room; 201:182,31[' ]| and never had he found greater difficulty in$4$ keeping his 201:182,32[' ]| countenance. 201:182,32@g | His father's looks$0$ of solemnity and 201:182,33@g | amazement on$4$ this his first appearance on$4$ any stage$0#2$, 201:182,34@g | and the gradual metamorphosis of the impassioned 201:182,35@g | $MP#ZZM$Baron*Wildenhaim into the well-bred and easy $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, 201:182,36@g | making his bow$0#1$ and apology to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas*Bertram, 201:182,37@g | was such an exhibition, such a piece of true acting as he 201:182,38@g | would not have lost upon$4$ any account$0$. It would be the 201:183,01@g | last$2$ ~~ in$4$ all probability the last$2$ scene on$4$ that$6#2$ stage$0#2$; 201:183,02@g | but he was sure there could not be a finer. The house 201:183,03@g | would close$1$ with the greatest eclat. 201:183,04[' ]| There was little time, however, for$4$ the indulgence of 201:183,05[' ]| any images of merriment. It was necessary for$4$ him to$9$ 201:183,06[' ]| step$1$ forward$5$ too$5#2$ and assist the introduction, and with 201:183,07[' ]| many awkward sensations he did his best. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 201:183,08[' ]| received $MP#R$Mr%*Yates with all the appearance of cordiality 201:183,09[' ]| which$6#1$ was due$2$ to$4$ his own$2$ character, but was really as far 201:183,10[' ]| from pleased with the necessity of the acquaintance as 201:183,11[' ]| with the manner of its commencement. $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's 201:183,12[' ]| family and connections were sufficiently known to$4$ him, 201:183,13[' ]| to$9$ render his introduction as the 201:183,13[G ]| "particular friend," 201:183,14@e | another of the hundred particular friends of his son, 201:183,15[' ]| exceedingly unwelcome; and it needed all the felicity of 201:183,16[' ]| being$1$ again at home, and all the forbearance it could 201:183,17[' ]| supply$1$, to$9$ save$1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas from anger$0$ on$4$ 201:183,17@e | finding himself 201:183,18@e | thus bewildered in$4$ his own$2$ house, making part$0$ of a 201:183,19@e | ridiculous exhibition in$4$ the midst of theatrical nonsense, 201:183,20@e | and forced in$4$ so$5#1$ untoward a moment to$9$ admit the acquaintance 201:183,21@e | of a young man whom$6#1$ he felt sure of disapproving, 201:183,22@e | and whose$6#1$ easy indifference and volubility in$4$ the course$0$ 201:183,23@e | of the first five minutes seemed to$9$ mark$1$ him the most at 201:183,24@e | home of the two. 201:183,25[' ]| $MP#G$Tom understood his father's thoughts, and 201:183,25@g | heartily 201:183,26@g | wishing he might be always as well$5$ disposed to$9$ give them 201:183,27@g | but partial expression, began to$9$ see more clearly than 201:183,28@g | he had ever done before$5$ that$3$ there might be some ground 201:183,29@g | of offence ~~ that$3$ there might be some reason$0$ for$4$ the 201:183,30@g | glance$0$ his father gave towards the ceiling and stucco of 201:183,31@g | the room; and that$3$ when he inquired with mild gravity 201:183,32@g | after$4$ the fate of the billiard*table, he was not proceeding 201:183,33@g | beyond$4$ a very allowable curiosity. 201:183,33[' ]| A few minutes were 201:183,34[' ]| enough for$4$ such unsatisfactory sensations on$4$ each side$0$; 201:183,35[' ]| and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, having exerted himself so$5#1$ far as to$9$ 201:183,36[' ]| speak a few words of calm$2$ approbation in$4$ reply$0$ to$4$ an 201:183,37[' ]| eager appeal of $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, as to$4$ the happiness of the 201:183,38[' ]| arrangement, the three gentlemen returned to$4$ the drawing-room 201:184,01[' ]| together, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas with an increase$0$ of gravity 201:184,02[' ]| which$6#1$ was not lost on$4$ all. 201:184,03[E ]| "I come from your theatre," 201:184,03[' ]| said he composedly, as 201:184,04[' ]| he sat down$5$; 201:184,04[E ]| "I found myself in$4$ it rather unexpectedly. 201:184,05[E ]| Its vicinity to$4$ my own$2$ room ~~ but in$4$ every respect$0$ indeed 201:184,06[E ]| it took me by$4$ surprize$0$, as I had not the smallest suspicion 201:184,07[E ]| of your acting having assumed so$5#1$ serious$2$ a character. 201:184,08[E ]| It appears a neat job, however, as far as I could judge$1$ by$4$ 201:184,09[E ]| candle-light, and does my friend $MP#ZO$Christopher*Jackson 201:184,10[E ]| credit$0$." 201:184,10[' ]| And then he would have changed the subject$0$, 201:184,11[' ]| and sipped his coffee in$4$ peace over domestic$2$ matters of 201:184,12[' ]| a calmer hue; but $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, without discernment to$9$ 201:184,13[' ]| catch$1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's meaning, or diffidence, or delicacy, 201:184,14[' ]| or discretion enough to$9$ allow him to$9$ lead$1$ the discourse 201:184,15[' ]| while$3$ he mingled among the others with the least obtrusiveness 201:184,16[' ]| himself, would keep him on$4$ the topic of the 201:184,17[' ]| theatre, would torment$1$ him with questions and remarks 201:184,18[' ]| relative to$4$ it, and finally would make$1$ him hear the whole$2$ 201:184,19[' ]| history of his disappointment at Ecclesford. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 201:184,20[' ]| listened most politely, but found much to$9$ offend his 201:184,21[' ]| ideas of decorum and confirm his ill*opinion of $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's 201:184,22[' ]| habits of thinking from the beginning to$4$ the end$0$ of the 201:184,23[' ]| story; and when it was over, could give him no$2$ other 201:184,24[' ]| assurance of sympathy than what a slight$2$ bow$0#1$ conveyed. 201:184,25[G ]| "This was in$4$ fact the origin of \our\ acting," 201:184,25[' ]| said $MP#G$Tom 201:184,26[' ]| after$4$ a moment's thought$0$. 201:184,26[G ]| "My friend $MP#R$Yates brought 201:184,27[G ]| the infection from Ecclesford, and it spread as those 201:184,28[G ]| things always spread you know, sir ~~ the faster probably 201:184,29[G ]| from \your\ having so$5#1$ often encouraged the sort of thing 201:184,30[G ]| in$4$ us formerly. It was like$4$ treading old ground again." 201:184,31[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates took the subject$0$ from his friend as soon as 201:184,32[' ]| possible, and immediately gave $MP#E$Sir*Thomas an account$0$ 201:184,33[' ]| of what they had done and were doing, told him of the 201:184,34[' ]| gradual increase$0$ of their views, the happy conclusion of 201:184,35[' ]| their first difficulties, and present$2$ promising state$0$ of 201:184,36[' ]| affairs; relating every*thing with so$5#1$ blind$2$ an interest$0$ as 201:184,37[' ]| made him not only totally unconscious of the uneasy 201:184,38[' ]| movements of many of his friends as they sat, the change$0$ 201:185,01[' ]| of countenance, the fidget, the hem! of unquietness, 201:185,02[' ]| but prevented him even$5$ from seeing the expression of the 201:185,03[' ]| face$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ his own$2$ eyes were fixed ~~ from seeing $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 201:185,04[' ]| dark$2$ brow contract as he looked with inquiring 201:185,05[' ]| earnestness at his daughters and $MP#B$Edmund, dwelling 201:185,06[' ]| particularly on$4$ the latter, and speaking a language, 201:185,07[' ]| a remonstrance, a reproof, which$6#1$ \he\ felt at his heart. 201:185,08[' ]| Not less acutely was it felt by$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ had edged 201:185,09[' ]| back$5$ her chair behind her aunt's end$0$ of the sofa, and, 201:185,10[' ]| screened from notice$0$ herself, saw all that$6#1$ was passing 201:185,11[' ]| before$4$ her. 201:185,11@a | Such a look$0$ of reproach$0$ at $MP#B$Edmund from 201:185,12@a | his father she could never have expected to$9$ witness$1$; 201:185,13@a | and to$9$ feel that$3$ it was in$4$ any degree deserved, was an 201:185,14@a | aggravation indeed. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's look$0$ implied, "On$4$ 201:185,15@a | your judgment, $MP#B$Edmund, I depended; what have you 201:185,16@a | been about$4$?" ~~ She knelt in$4$ spirit to$4$ her uncle, and her 201:185,17@a | bosom swelled to$9$ utter$1$, "Oh! not to$4$ \him\. Look$1$ so$5#2$ to$4$ 201:185,18@a | all the others, but not to$4$ \him\!" 201:185,19[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates was still$5$ talking. 201:185,19[R ]| "To$9$ own$1$ the truth, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 201:185,20[R ]| we were in$4$ the middle of a rehearsal when you 201:185,21[R ]| arrived this evening. We were going through$4$ the three 201:185,22[R ]| first acts$0$, and not unsuccessfully upon$4$ the whole$0$. Our 201:185,23[R ]| company is now so$5#1$ dispersed from the $MP#D1$Crawfords being$1$ 201:185,24[R ]| gone home, that$3$ nothing more can be done to-night; 201:185,25[R ]| but if you will$1$ give us the honour$0$ of your company 201:185,26[R ]| to-morrow evening, I should not be afraid of the result$0$. 201:185,27[R ]| We bespeak your indulgence, you understand, as young 201:185,28[R ]| performers; we bespeak your indulgence." 201:185,29[E ]| "My indulgence shall be given, sir," 201:185,29[' ]| replied $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 201:185,30[' ]| gravely, 201:185,30[E ]| "but without any other rehearsal." ~~ 201:185,30[' ]| And with 201:185,31[' ]| a relenting smile$0$ he added, 201:185,31[E ]| "I come home to$9$ be happy 201:185,32[E ]| and indulgent." 201:185,32[' ]| Then turning away towards any or all 201:185,33[' ]| of the rest$0#1$, he tranquilly said, 201:185,33[E ]| "$MP#D$Mr% and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 201:185,34[E ]| were mentioned in$4$ my last$2$ letters from Mansfield. Do 201:185,35[E ]| you find them agreeable acquaintance?" 201:185,36[' ]| $MP#G$Tom was the only one at all ready with an answer$0$, but 201:185,37[' ]| he being$1$ entirely without particular regard$0$ for$4$ either, 201:185,38[' ]| without jealousy either in$4$ love$0$ or acting, could speak 201:186,01[' ]| very handsomely of both. 201:186,01[G ]| "$MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was a most 201:186,02[G ]| pleasant gentleman-like man; ~~ his sister a sweet, pretty$2$, 201:186,03[G ]| elegant, lively girl." 201:186,04[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth could be silent no$2$ longer. 201:186,04[K ]| "I do not 201:186,05[K ]| say he is not gentleman-like, considering; but you 201:186,06[K ]| should tell your father he is not above$4$ five feet eight, or 201:186,07[K ]| he will$1$ be expecting a well-looking man." 201:186,08[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas did not quite understand this, and looked 201:186,09[' ]| with some surprize$0$ at the speaker. 201:186,10[K ]| "If I must say what I think," 201:186,10[' ]| continued $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 201:186,11[K ]| "in$4$ my opinion it is very disagreeable to$9$ be 201:186,12[K ]| always rehearsing. It is having too$5#1$ much of a good 201:186,13[K ]| thing. I am not so$5#1$ fond of acting as I was at first. 201:186,14[K ]| I think we are a great deal$0$ better employed, sitting comfortably 201:186,15[K ]| here among ourselves, and doing nothing." 201:186,16[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas looked again, and then replied with an 201:186,17[' ]| approving smile$0$, 201:186,17[E ]| "I am happy to$9$ find our sentiments on$4$ 201:186,18[E ]| the subject$0$ so$5#1$ much the same. It gives me sincere 201:186,19[E ]| satisfaction. That$3$ I should be cautious and quick-sighted, 201:186,20[E ]| and feel many scruples which$6#1$ my children do 201:186,21[E ]| \not\ feel, is perfectly natural$2$; and equally so$5#2$ that$3$ \my\ 201:186,22[E ]| value$0$ for$4$ domestic$2$ tranquillity, for$4$ a home which$6#1$ shuts 201:186,23[E ]| out$5$ noisy pleasures, should much exceed theirs. But at 201:186,24[E ]| your time of life to$9$ feel all this, is a most favourable 201:186,25[E ]| circumstance for$4$ yourself and for$4$ every*body connected 201:186,26[E ]| with you; and I am sensible$2#1$ of the importance of having 201:186,27[E ]| an ally of such weight." 201:186,28[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas meant to$9$ be giving $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 201:186,29[' ]| opinion in$4$ better words than he could find himself. He 201:186,30[' ]| was aware that$3$ 201:186,30@e | he must not expect a genius in$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth; 201:186,31@e | but as a well-judging steady young man, with 201:186,32@e | better notions than his elocution would do justice to$4$, he 201:186,33@e | intended to$9$ value$1$ him very highly. 201:186,33[' ]| It was impossible 201:186,34[' ]| for$4$ many of the others not to$9$ smile$1$. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 201:186,35[' ]| hardly knew what to$9$ do with so$5#1$ much meaning; but by$4$ 201:186,36[' ]| looking as he really felt, most exceedingly pleased with 201:186,37[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's good opinion, and saying scarcely any*thing, 201:186,38[' ]| he did his best towards preserving that$6#2$ good 201:186,39[' ]| opinion a little longer. 202:187,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's first object$0$ the next morning was to$9$ see his 202:187,02[' ]| father alone, and give him a fair statement of the whole$2$ 202:187,03[' ]| acting scheme$0$, defending his own$2$ share$0$ in$4$ it as far only 202:187,04[' ]| as he could then, in$4$ a soberer moment, feel his motives 202:187,05[' ]| to$9$ deserve, and acknowledging with perfect$2$ ingenuousness 202:187,06[' ]| that$3$ his concession had been attended with such partial 202:187,07[' ]| good as to$9$ make$1$ his judgment in$4$ it very doubtful. He 202:187,08[' ]| was anxious, while$4$ vindicating himself, to$9$ say nothing 202:187,09[' ]| unkind of the others; but there was only one amongst 202:187,10[' ]| them whose$6#1$ conduct$0$ he could mention$1$ without some 202:187,11[' ]| necessity of defence or palliation. 202:187,11[B ]| "We have all been 202:187,12[B ]| more or less to$9$ blame$1$," 202:187,12[' ]| said he, 202:187,12[B ]| "every one of us, excepting 202:187,13[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny. $MP#A$Fanny is the only one who$6#1$ has judged 202:187,14[B ]| rightly throughout, who$6#1$ has been consistent. \Her\ feelings 202:187,15[B ]| have been steadily against it from first to$4$ last$0$. She 202:187,16[B ]| never ceased to$9$ think of what was due$2$ to$4$ you. You will$1$ 202:187,17[B ]| find $MP#A$Fanny every*thing you could wish$1$." 202:187,18[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas saw all the impropriety of such a scheme$0$ 202:187,19[' ]| among such a party, and at such a time, as strongly as 202:187,20[' ]| his son had ever supposed he must; he felt it too$5#1$ much 202:187,21[' ]| indeed for$4$ many words; and having shaken hands with 202:187,22[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, meant to$9$ try to$9$ lose the disagreeable impression, 202:187,23[' ]| and forget how much he had been forgotten himself as 202:187,24[' ]| soon as he could, after$3$ the house had been cleared of 202:187,25[' ]| every object$0$ enforcing the remembrance, and restored 202:187,26[' ]| to$4$ it proper state$0$. He did not enter into any remonstrance 202:187,27[' ]| with his other children: he was more willing 202:187,28[' ]| to$9$ believe they felt their error, than to$9$ run$1$ the risk$0$ of 202:187,29[' ]| investigation. 202:187,29@e | The reproof of an immediate conclusion 202:187,30@e | of every*thing, the sweep of every preparation would be 202:187,31@e | sufficient. 202:187,32[' ]| There was one person, however, in$4$ the house whom$6#1$ 202:188,01[' ]| he could not leave$1$ to$9$ learn his sentiments merely through$4$ 202:188,02[' ]| his conduct$0$. He could not help$1$ giving $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris a hint$0$ 202:188,03[' ]| of his having hoped, that$3$ her advice might have been 202:188,04[' ]| interposed to$9$ prevent what her judgment must certainly 202:188,05[' ]| have disapproved. 202:188,05@e | The young people had been very 202:188,06@e | inconsiderate in$4$ forming the plan; they ought to$9$ have 202:188,07@e | been capable of a better decision themselves; but they 202:188,08@e | were young, and, excepting $MP#B$Edmund, he believed of 202:188,09@e | unsteady characters; and with greater surprize$0$ therefore 202:188,10@e | he must regard$1$ her acquiescence in$4$ their wrong measures, 202:188,11@e | her countenance of their unsafe amusements, than that$3$ 202:188,12@e | such measures and such amusements should have been 202:188,13@e | suggested. 202:188,13[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was a little confounded, and as 202:188,14[' ]| nearly being$1$ silenced as ever she had been in$4$ her life; for$3$ 202:188,15[' ]| she was ashamed to$9$ confess having never seen any of the 202:188,16[' ]| impropriety which$6#1$ was so$5#1$ glaring to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, and 202:188,17[' ]| would not have admitted that$3$ her influence$0$ was insufficient, 202:188,18[' ]| that$3$ she might have talked in$4$ vain. Her only 202:188,19[' ]| resource was to$9$ get out$5$ of the subject$0$ as fast as possible, 202:188,20[' ]| and turn$1$ the current of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's ideas into a happier 202:188,21[' ]| channel. She had a great deal$0$ to$9$ insinuate in$4$ her own$2$ 202:188,22[' ]| praise$0$ as to$4$ 202:188,22@j | \general$2$\ attention to$4$ the interest$0$ and comfort$0$ 202:188,23@j | of his family, much exertion and many sacrifices to$9$ 202:188,24@j | glance$1$ at in$4$ the form$0$ of hurried walks$0$ and sudden$2$ removals 202:188,25@j | from her own$2$ fire-side, and many excellent hints 202:188,26@j | of distrust$0$ and economy to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram and $MP#B$Edmund 202:188,27@j | to$9$ detail$1$, whereby a most considerable saving had always 202:188,28@j | arisen, and more than one bad servant been detected. 202:188,29[' ]| But her chief strength lay$1#2$ in$4$ Sotherton. Her greatest 202:188,30[' ]| support$0$ and glory$0$ was in$4$ having formed the connection 202:188,31[' ]| with the $MP#K1$Rushworths. \There\ she was impregnable. She 202:188,32[' ]| took to$4$ herself all the credit$0$ of bringing $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 202:188,33[' ]| admiration of $MP#H$Maria to$4$ any effect$0$. 202:188,33[J ]| "If I had not been 202:188,34[J ]| active," 202:188,34[' ]| said she, 202:188,34[J ]| "and made a point$0$ of being$1$ introduced 202:188,35[J ]| to$4$ his mother, and then prevailed on$4$ my sister to$9$ pay$1$ 202:188,36[J ]| the first visit$0$, I am as certain as I sit here, that$3$ nothing 202:188,37[J ]| would have come of it ~~ for$3$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is the sort 202:188,38[J ]| of amiable modest young man who$6#1$ wants$1$ a great deal$0$ of 202:189,01[J ]| encouragement, and there were girls enough on$4$ the 202:189,02[J ]| catch$0$ for$4$ him if we had been idle. But I left no$2$ stone 202:189,03[J ]| unturned. I was ready to$9$ move$1$ heaven and earth to$9$ 202:189,04[J ]| persuade my sister, and at last$0$ I did persuade her. You 202:189,05[J ]| know the distance$0$ to$4$ Sotherton; it was in$4$ the middle 202:189,06[J ]| of winter, and the roads almost impassable, but I did 202:189,07[J ]| persuade her." 202:189,08[E ]| "I know how great, how justly great your influence$0$ 202:189,09[E ]| is with $MP#F$Lady*Bertram and her children, and am the more 202:189,10[E ]| concerned that$3$ it should not have been" ~~ 202:189,11[J ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, if you had seen the state$0$ of 202:189,12[J ]| the roads \that$6#2$\ day! I thought$1$ we should never have 202:189,13[J ]| got through$4$ them, though we had the four horses of 202:189,14[J ]| course$8$; and poor old coachman would attend us, out$5$ of 202:189,15[J ]| his great love$0$ and kindness, though he was hardly able 202:189,16[J ]| to$9$ sit the box on$4$ account$0$ of the rheumatism which$6#1$ I had 202:189,17[J ]| been doctoring him for$4$, ever since Michaelmas. I cured 202:189,18[J ]| him at last$0$; but he was very bad all the winter ~~ and 202:189,19[J ]| this was such a day, I could not help$1$ going to$4$ him up$5$ in$4$ 202:189,20[J ]| his room before$3$ we set$1$ off to$9$ advise him not to$9$ venture: 202:189,21[J ]| he was putting on$5$ his wig ~~ so$3$ I said, "Coachman, you 202:189,22[J ]| had much better not go, your Lady and I shall be very 202:189,23[J ]| safe; you know how steady $MP#ZZL$Stephen is, and $MP#ZZL$Charles has 202:189,24[J ]| been upon$4$ the leaders so$5#1$ often now, that$3$ I am sure there 202:189,25[J ]| is no$2$ fear$0$." But, however, I soon found it would not do; 202:189,26[J ]| he was bent upon$4$ going, and as I hate to$9$ be worrying 202:189,27[J ]| and officious, I said no$2$ more; but my heart quite ached 202:189,28[J ]| for$4$ him at every jolt, and when we got into the rough 202:189,29[J ]| lanes about$4$ Stoke, where what with frost and snow upon$4$ 202:189,30[J ]| beds of stones, it was worse than any*thing you can 202:189,31[J ]| imagine, I was quite in$4$ an agony about$4$ him. And then 202:189,32[J ]| the poor horses too$5#2$! ~~ To$9$ see them straining away! You 202:189,33[J ]| know how I always feel for$4$ the horses. And when we 202:189,34[J ]| got to$4$ the bottom of Sandcroft*Hill, what do you think 202:189,35[J ]| I did? You will$1$ laugh$1$ at me ~~ but I got out$5$ and walked 202:189,36[J ]| up$5$. I did indeed. It might not be saving them much, 202:189,37[J ]| but it was something, and I could not bear$1$ to$9$ sit at 202:189,38[J ]| my ease$0$, and be dragged up$5$ at the expense of those 202:190,01[J ]| noble animals. I caught a dreadful cold$0$, but \that$6#2$\ I 202:190,02[J ]| did not regard$1$. My object$0$ was accomplished in$4$ the 202:190,03[J ]| visit$0$." 202:190,04[E ]| "I hope$1$ we shall always think the acquaintance worth 202:190,05[E ]| any trouble$0$ that$6#1$ might be taken to$9$ establish it. There 202:190,06[E ]| is nothing very striking in$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's manners, but 202:190,07[E ]| I was pleased last$2$ night with what appeared to$9$ be his 202:190,08[E ]| opinion on$4$ \one\ subject$0$ ~~ his decided preference of a quiet$2$ 202:190,09[E ]| family-party to$4$ the bustle$0$ and confusion of acting. He 202:190,10[E ]| seemed to$9$ feel exactly as one could wish$1$." 202:190,11[J ]| "Yes, indeed, ~~ and the more you know of him, the 202:190,12[J ]| better you will$1$ like$1$ him. He is not a shining character, 202:190,13[J ]| but he has a thousand good qualities! and is so$5#1$ disposed 202:190,14[J ]| to$9$ look$1$ up$5$ to$4$ you, that$3$ I am quite laughed at about$4$ it, 202:190,15[J ]| for$3$ every*body considers it as my doing. 202:190,15@n | ""Upon$4$ my 202:190,16@n | word, $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris,"" 202:190,16[J ]| said $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, the other day, 202:190,16@n | ""if 202:190,17@n | $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth were a son of your own$2$ he could not hold$1$ 202:190,18@n | $MP#E$Sir*Thomas in$4$ greater respect$0$.""" 202:190,19[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas gave up$5$ the point$0$, foiled by$4$ her evasions, 202:190,20[' ]| disarmed by$4$ her flattery; and was obliged to$9$ rest$1$ satisfied 202:190,21[' ]| with the conviction that$3$ 202:190,21@e | where the present$2$ pleasure of 202:190,22@e | those she loved was at stake$0$, her kindness did sometimes 202:190,23@e | overpower her judgment. 202:190,24[' ]| It was a busy morning with him. Conversation with 202:190,25[' ]| any of them occupied but a small part$0$ of it. He had to$9$ 202:190,26[' ]| reinstate himself in$4$ all the wonted concerns$0$ of his Mansfield 202:190,27[' ]| life, to$9$ see his steward and his bailiff ~~ to$9$ examine 202:190,28[' ]| and compute ~~ and, in$4$ the intervals of business, to$9$ walk$1$ 202:190,29[' ]| into his stables and his gardens, and nearest plantations; 202:190,30[' ]| but active and methodical, he had not only done all this 202:190,31[' ]| before$3$ he resumed his seat as master of the house at 202:190,32[' ]| dinner, he had also set$1$ the carpenter to$4$ work$0$ in$4$ pulling 202:190,33[' ]| down$5$ what had been so$5#1$ lately put up$5$ in$4$ the billiard*room, 202:190,34[' ]| and given the scene painter his dismissal, long enough 202:190,35[' ]| to$9$ justify the pleasing belief of his being$1$ then at least as 202:190,36[' ]| far off as Northampton. The scene painter was gone, 202:190,37[' ]| having spoilt only the floor of one room, ruined all the 202:190,38[' ]| coachman's sponges, and made five of the under-servants 202:191,01[' ]| idle and dissatisfied; and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was 202:191,01@e | in$4$ hopes$0$ that$3$ 202:191,02@e | another day or two would suffise to$9$ wipe away every 202:191,03@e | outward memento of what had been, even$5$ to$4$ the destruction 202:191,04@e | of every unbound copy$0$ of "Lovers'*Vows" in$4$ the 202:191,05@e | house, 202:191,05[' ]| for$3$ he was burning all that$6#1$ met his eye. 202:191,06[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates was beginning now to$9$ understand $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 202:191,07[' ]| intentions, though as far as ever from understanding 202:191,08[' ]| their source. He and his friend had been out$5$ 202:191,09[' ]| with their guns the chief of the morning, and $MP#G$Tom had 202:191,10[' ]| taken the opportunity of explaining, with proper apologies 202:191,11[' ]| for$4$ his father's particularity, what was to$9$ be expected. 202:191,12[' ]| $MP#R$Mr%*Yates felt it as acutely as might be supposed. 202:191,12@r | To$9$ be 202:191,13@r | a second$2$ time disappointed in$4$ the same way was an 202:191,14@r | instance$0$ of very severe ill-luck; and his indignation was 202:191,15@r | such, that$3$ had it not been for$4$ delicacy towards his friend 202:191,16@r | and his friend's youngest sister, he believed he should 202:191,17@r | certainly attack$1$ the Baronet on$4$ the absurdity of his 202:191,18@r | proceedings, and argue him into a little more rationality. 202:191,19[' ]| He believed this very stoutly while$3$ he was in$4$ Mansfield*Wood, 202:191,20[' ]| and all the way home; but there was a something 202:191,21[' ]| in$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, when they sat round$4$ the same table, 202:191,22[' ]| which$6#1$ made $MP#R$Mr%*Yates think it wiser to$9$ let him pursue 202:191,23[' ]| his own$2$ way, and feel the folly of it without opposition. 202:191,24@r | He had known many disagreeable fathers before$5$, and 202:191,25@r | often been struck with the inconveniences they occasioned, 202:191,26@r | but never in$4$ the whole$2$ course$0$ of his life, had he 202:191,27@r | seen one of that$6#2$ class$0$, so$5#1$ unintelligibly moral, so$5#1$ infamously 202:191,28@r | tyrannical as $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. He was not a man to$9$ be 202:191,29@r | endured but for$4$ his children's sake, and he might be 202:191,30@r | thankful to$4$ his fair daughter $MP#I$Julia that$3$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates did yet 202:191,31@r | mean$1$ to$9$ stay$1$ a few days longer under his roof. 202:191,32[' ]| The evening passed with external smoothness, though 202:191,33[' ]| almost every mind$0$ was ruffled; and the music which$6#1$ 202:191,34[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas called for$4$ from his daughters helped to$9$ 202:191,35[' ]| conceal the want$0$ of real harmony. $MP#H$Maria was in$4$ a good 202:191,36[' ]| deal$0$ of agitation. It was of the utmost consequence to$4$ 202:191,37[' ]| her that$3$ $MP#D$Crawford should now lose no$2$ time in$4$ declaring 202:191,38[' ]| himself, and she was disturbed that$3$ even$5$ a day should 202:192,01[' ]| be gone by$5$ without seeming to$9$ advance$1$ that$6#2$ point$0$. 202:192,02[' ]| She had been expecting to$9$ see him the whole$2$ morning 202:192,03[' ]| ~~ and all the evening too$5#2$ was still$5$ expecting him. 202:192,04[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth had set$1$ off early with the great news for$4$ 202:192,05[' ]| Sotherton; and she had fondly hoped for$4$ such an immediate 202:192,06[' ]| eclaircissement as might save$1$ him the trouble$0$ of 202:192,07[' ]| ever coming back$5$ again. But they had seen no*one 202:192,08[' ]| from the Parsonage ~~ not a creature, and had heard no$2$ 202:192,09[' ]| tidings beyond$4$ a friendly note$0$ of congratulation and 202:192,10[' ]| inquiry from $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram. It was the 202:192,11[' ]| first day for$4$ many, many weeks, in$4$ which$6#1$ the families 202:192,12[' ]| had been wholly divided. Four-and-twenty hours had 202:192,13[' ]| never passed before$5$, since August began, without bringing 202:192,14[' ]| them together in$4$ some way or other. It was a sad 202:192,15[' ]| anxious day; and the morrow, though differing in$4$ the 202:192,16[' ]| sort of evil, did by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ bring less. A few moments 202:192,17[' ]| of feverish enjoyment were followed by$4$ hours of acute 202:192,18[' ]| suffering. $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was again in$4$ the house; he 202:192,19[' ]| walked up$5$ with $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, who$6#1$ was anxious to$9$ pay$1$ his 202:192,20[' ]| respects to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, and at rather an early hour 202:192,21[' ]| they were ushered into the breakfast*room, where were 202:192,22[' ]| most of the family. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas soon appeared, and 202:192,23[' ]| $MP#H$Maria saw with delight$0$ and agitation the introduction 202:192,24[' ]| of the man she loved to$4$ her father. Her sensations were 202:192,25[' ]| indefinable, and so$5#2$ were they a few minutes afterwards 202:192,26[' ]| upon$4$ hearing $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, who$6#1$ had a chair between 202:192,27[' ]| herself and $MP#G$Tom, ask the latter in$4$ an under voice, 202:192,27@d | whether 202:192,28@d | there were any plan for$4$ resuming the play$0$ after$4$ the 202:192,29@d | present$2$ happy interruption, 202:192,29[' ]| (with a courteous glance$0$ at 202:192,30[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas,) 202:192,30@d | because in$4$ that$6#2$ case, he should make$1$ a 202:192,31@d | point$0$ of returning to$4$ Mansfield, at any time required by$4$ 202:192,32@d | the party; he was going away immediately, being$1$ to$9$ 202:192,33@d | meet$1$ his uncle at Bath$0#1$ without delay$0$, but if there were 202:192,34@d | any prospect of a renewal of "Lovers'*Vows", he should 202:192,35@d | hold$1$ himself positively engaged, he should break through$4$ 202:192,36@d | every other claim$0$, he should absolutely condition$1$ with 202:192,37@d | his uncle for$4$ attending them whenever he might be 202:192,38@d | wanted. The play$0$ should not be lost by$4$ \his\ absence. 202:193,01[D ]| "From Bath$0#1$, Norfolk, London, York ~~ wherever I may$1$ 202:193,02[D ]| be," 202:193,02[' ]| said he, 202:193,02[D ]| "I will$1$ attend you from any place$0$ in$4$ England, 202:193,03[D ]| at an hour's notice$0$." 202:193,04[' ]| It was well$5$ at that$6#2$ moment that$3$ $MP#G$Tom had to$9$ speak 202:193,05[' ]| and not his sister. He could immediately say with easy 202:193,06[' ]| fluency, 202:193,06[G ]| "I am sorry you are going ~~ but as to$4$ our play$0$, 202:193,07[G ]| \that$6#2$\ is all over ~~ entirely at an end$0$ 202:193,07[' ]| (looking significantly 202:193,08[' ]| at his father). 202:193,08[G ]| The painter was sent off yesterday, and 202:193,09[G ]| very little will$1$ remain of the theatre to-morrow. ~~ I knew 202:193,10[G ]| how \that$6#2$\ would be from the first. ~~ It is early for$4$ Bath$0#1$. ~~ 202:193,11[G ]| You will$1$ find nobody there." 202:193,12[D ]| "It is about$4$ my uncle's usual time." 202:193,13[G ]| "When do you think of going?" 202:193,14[D ]| "I may$1$ perhaps get as far as Banbury to-day." 202:193,15[G ]| "Whose$6#2$ stables do you use$1$ at Bath$0#1$?" 202:193,15[' ]| was the next 202:193,16[' ]| question$0$; and while$3$ this branch of the subject$0$ was under 202:193,17[' ]| discussion, $MP#H$Maria, who$6#1$ wanted neither pride nor resolution, 202:193,18[' ]| was preparing to$9$ encounter her share$0$ of it with tolerable 202:193,19[' ]| calmness. 202:193,20[' ]| To$4$ her he soon turned, repeating much of what he had 202:193,21[' ]| already said, with only a softened air and stronger 202:193,22[' ]| expressions of regret$0$. But what availed his expressions 202:193,23[' ]| or his air? ~~ 202:193,23@h | He was going ~~ and if not voluntarily going, 202:193,24@h | voluntarily intending to$9$ stay$1$ away; for$3$, excepting what 202:193,25@h | might be due$2$ to$4$ his uncle, his engagements were all self-imposed. ~~ 202:193,26@h | He might talk$1$ of necessity, but she knew his 202:193,27@h | independence. ~~ The hand$0$ which$6#1$ had so$5#1$ pressed her's to$4$ 202:193,28@h | his heart! ~~ The hand$0$ and the heart were alike motionless 202:193,29@h | and passive now! 202:193,29[' ]| Her spirit supported her, but the 202:193,30[' ]| agony of her mind$0$ was severe. ~~ She had not long to$9$ 202:193,31[' ]| endure what arose from listening to$4$ language, which$6#1$ his 202:193,32[' ]| actions contradicted, or to$9$ bury the tumult of her feelings 202:193,33[' ]| under the restraint of society; for$3$ general$2$ civilities soon 202:193,34[' ]| called his notice$0$ from her, and the farewell visit$0$, as it 202:193,35[' ]| then became openly acknowledged, was a very short 202:193,36[' ]| one. ~~ 202:193,36@h | He was gone ~~ he had touched her hand$0$ for$4$ the 202:193,37@h | last$2$ time, he had made his parting bow$0#1$, and she might 202:193,38@h | seek directly all that$6#1$ solitude could do for$4$ her. 202:193,38[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 202:194,01[' ]| was gone ~~ gone from the house, and within 202:194,02[' ]| two hours afterwards from the parish; and so$5#2$ ended all 202:194,03[' ]| the hopes$0$ his selfish vanity had raised in$4$ $MP#H$Maria and 202:194,03[' ]| $MP#I$Julia*Bertram. 202:194,04[' ]| $MP#I$Julia could rejoice that$3$ he was gone. ~~ His presence 202:194,05[' ]| was beginning to$9$ be odious to$4$ her; and if $MP#H$Maria gained 202:194,06[' ]| him not, she was now cool$2$ enough to$9$ dispense with any 202:194,07[' ]| other revenge. ~~ 202:194,08@i | She did not want$1$ exposure to$9$ be added 202:194,09@i | to$4$ desertion. ~~ 202:194,09[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford gone, she could even$5$ pity$1$ 202:194,10[' ]| her sister. 202:194,11[' ]| With a purer spirit did $MP#A$Fanny rejoice in$4$ the intelligence. 202:194,12[' ]| ~~ She heard it at dinner and felt it a blessing. By$4$ all 202:194,13[' ]| the others it was mentioned with regret$0$, and his merits 202:194,14[' ]| honoured with due$2$ gradation of feeling, from the sincerity 202:194,15[' ]| of $MP#B$Edmund's too$5#1$ partial regard$0$, to$4$ the unconcern of his 202:194,16[' ]| mother speaking entirely by$4$ rote. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris began to$9$ 202:194,17[' ]| look$1$ about$4$ her and 202:194,17@j | wonder$1$ that$3$ his falling in$4$ love$0$ with 202:194,18@j | $MP#I$Julia had come to$4$ nothing; and could almost fear$1$ that$3$ 202:194,19@j | she had been remiss herself in$4$ forwarding it; but with 202:194,20@j | so$5#1$ many to$9$ care$1$ for$4$, how was it possible for$4$ even$5$ \her\ 202:194,21@j | activity to$9$ keep pace$0$ with her wishes$0$? 202:194,22[' ]| Another day or two, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates was gone likewise. 202:194,23[' ]| In$4$ \his\ departure $MP#E$Sir*Thomas felt the chief interest$0$; 202:194,24@e | wanting to$9$ be alone with his family, the presence of 202:194,25@e | a stranger$0$ superior to$4$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates must have been irksome; 202:194,26@e | but of him, trifling and confident, idle and expensive, 202:194,27@e | it was every way vexatious. In$4$ himself he was wearisome, 202:194,28@e | but as the friend of $MP#G$Tom and the admirer of $MP#I$Julia he 202:194,29@e | became offensive. 202:194,29[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had been quite indifferent 202:194,30[' ]| to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's going or staying ~~ but his good wishes$0$ 202:194,31[' ]| for$4$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's having a pleasant journey, as he walked 202:194,32[' ]| with him to$4$ the hall door, were given with genuine 202:194,33[' ]| satisfaction. $MP#R$Mr%*Yates had staid to$9$ see the destruction 202:194,34[' ]| of every theatrical preparation at Mansfield, the removal 202:194,35[' ]| of every*thing appertaining to$4$ the play$0$; he left the 202:194,36[' ]| house in$4$ all the soberness of its general$2$ character; and 202:194,37[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas hoped, in$4$ seeing him out$5$ of it, 202:194,37@e | to$9$ be rid 202:194,38@e | of the worst object$0$ connected with the scheme$0$, and 202:195,01@e | the last$0$ that$6#1$ must be inevitably reminding him of its 202:195,02@e | existence. 202:195,03[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris contrived to$9$ remove$1$ one article from his 202:195,04[' ]| sight that$6#1$ might have distressed him. The curtain over 202:195,05[' ]| which$6#1$ she had presided with such talent and such success, 202:195,06[' ]| went off with her to$4$ her cottage, where 202:195,06@j | she happened to$9$ 202:195,07@j | be particularly in$4$ want$0$ of green baize. 203:196,01[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's return$0$ made a striking change$0$ in$4$ the 203:196,02[' ]| ways of the family, independent of Lovers'*Vows. Under 203:196,03[' ]| his government, Mansfield was an altered place$0$. Some 203:196,04[' ]| members of their society sent away and the spirits of 203:196,05[' ]| many others saddened, it was all sameness and gloom, 203:196,06[' ]| compared with the past$0$; a sombre family-party rarely 203:196,07[' ]| enlivened. There was little intercourse with the Parsonage. 203:196,08[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas drawing back$5$ from intimacies in$4$ 203:196,09[' ]| general$0$, was particularly disinclined, at this time, for$4$ any 203:196,10[' ]| engagements but in$4$ one quarter$0#2$. The $MP#K1$Rushworths were 203:196,11[' ]| the only addition to$4$ his own$2$ domestic$2$ circle which$6#1$ he 203:196,12[' ]| could solicit. 203:196,13[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund did not wonder$1$ that$3$ such should be his 203:196,14[' ]| father's feelings, nor could he regret$1$ any*thing but the 203:196,15[' ]| exclusion of the $MP#M1$Grants. 203:196,15[B ]| "But they," 203:196,15[' ]| he observed to$4$ 203:196,16[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, 203:196,16[B ]| "have a claim$0$. They seem to$9$ belong to$4$ us ~~ 203:196,17[B ]| they seem to$9$ be part$0$ of ourselves. I could wish$1$ my 203:196,18[B ]| father were more sensible$2#1$ of their very great attention 203:196,19[B ]| to$4$ my mother and sisters while$3$ he was away. I am 203:196,20[B ]| afraid they may$1$ feel themselves neglected. But the 203:196,21[B ]| truth is that$3$ my father hardly knows them. They had 203:196,22[B ]| not been here a twelvemonth when he left England. 203:196,23[B ]| If he knew them better, he would value$1$ their society 203:196,24[B ]| as it deserves, for$3$ they are in$4$ fact exactly the sort of 203:196,25[B ]| people he would like$1$. We are sometimes a little in$4$ want$0$ 203:196,26[B ]| of animation among ourselves; my sisters seem out$5$ of 203:196,27[B ]| spirits, and $MP#G$Tom is certainly not at his ease$0$. $MP#M$Dr% and 203:196,28[B ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant would enliven us, and make$1$ our evenings pass$1$ 203:196,29[B ]| away with more enjoyment even$5$ to$4$ my father." 203:196,30[A ]| "Do you think so$5#2$?" 203:196,30[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny. 203:196,30[A ]| "In$4$ my opinion, 203:196,31[A ]| my uncle would not like$1$ \any\ addition. I think he values 203:196,32[A ]| the very quietness you speak of, and that$3$ the repose of his 203:196,33[A ]| own$2$ family-circle is all he wants$1$. And it does not appear 203:197,01[A ]| to$4$ me that$3$ we are more serious$2$ than we used to$9$ be; 203:197,02[A ]| I mean$1$ before$3$ my uncle went abroad. As well$5$ as I can 203:197,03[A ]| recollect, it was always much the same. There was never 203:197,04[A ]| much laughing in$4$ his presence; or, if there is any difference, 203:197,05[A ]| it is not more I think than such an absence has 203:197,06[A ]| a tendency to$9$ produce at first. There must be a sort of 203:197,07[A ]| shyness. But I cannot recollect that$3$ our evenings 203:197,08[A ]| formerly were ever merry, except when my uncle was in$4$ 203:197,09[A ]| town. No$2$ young people's are, I suppose, when those 203:197,10[A ]| they look$1$ up$5$ to$4$ are at home." 203:197,11[B ]| "I believe you are right$2#1$, $MP#A$Fanny," 203:197,11[' ]| was his reply$0$, after$4$ 203:197,12[' ]| a short consideration. 203:197,12[B ]| "I believe our evenings are 203:197,13[B ]| rather returned to$4$ what they were, than assuming a new 203:197,14[B ]| character. The novelty was in$4$ their being$1$ lively. ~~ Yet, 203:197,15[B ]| how strong the impression that$6#1$ only a few weeks will$1$ give! 203:197,16[B ]| I have been feeling as if we had never lived so$5#2$ before$5$." 203:197,17[A ]| "I suppose I am graver than other people," 203:197,17[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny. 203:197,18[A ]| "The evenings do not appear long to$4$ me. I love$1$ to$9$ hear 203:197,19[A ]| my uncle talk$1$ of the West*Indies. I could listen to$4$ him 203:197,20[A ]| for$4$ an hour together. It entertains \me\ more than many 203:197,21[A ]| other things have done ~~ but then I am unlike other people 203:197,22[A ]| I dare$1#2$ say." 203:197,23[B ]| "Why should you dare$1#2$ say \that$6#2$?\ 203:197,23[' ]| (smiling) ~~ 203:197,23[B ]| Do you 203:197,24[B ]| want$1$ to$9$ be told that$3$ you are only unlike other people in$4$ 203:197,25[B ]| being$1$ more wise and discreet? But when did you or any*body 203:197,26[B ]| ever get a compliment$0$ from me, $MP#A$Fanny? Go to$4$ my 203:197,27[B ]| father if you want$1$ to$9$ be complimented. He will$1$ satisfy 203:197,28[B ]| you. Ask your uncle what he thinks, and you will$1$ hear 203:197,29[B ]| compliments enough; and though they may$1$ be chiefly on$4$ 203:197,30[B ]| your person, you must put up$5$ with it, and trust$1$ to$4$ his 203:197,31[B ]| seeing as much beauty of mind$0$ in$4$ time." 203:197,32[' ]| Such language was so$5#1$ new to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny that$3$ it quite 203:197,33[' ]| embarrassed her. 203:197,34[B ]| "Your uncle thinks you very pretty$2$, dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny ~~ and 203:197,35[B ]| that$6#2$ is the long and the short of the matter. Anybody but 203:197,36[B ]| myself would have made something more of it, and any*body 203:197,37[B ]| but you would resent that$3$ you had not been thought$1$ 203:197,38[B ]| very pretty$2$ before$5$; but the truth is, that$3$ your uncle 203:198,01[B ]| never did admire you till now ~~ and now he does. Your 203:198,02[B ]| complexion is so$5#1$ improved! ~~ and you have gained so$5#1$ 203:198,03[B ]| much countenance! ~~ and your figure ~~ Nay, $MP#A$Fanny, do 203:198,04[B ]| not turn$1$ away about$4$ it ~~ it is but an uncle. If you cannot 203:198,05[B ]| bear$1$ an uncle's admiration what is to$9$ become of you? 203:198,06[B ]| You must really begin to$9$ harden yourself to$4$ the idea of 203:198,07[B ]| being$1$ worth looking at. ~~ You must try not to$9$ mind$1$ 203:198,08[B ]| growing up$5$ into a pretty$2$ woman." 203:198,09[A ]| "Oh! don't talk$1$ so$5#2$, don't talk$1$ so$5#2$," 203:198,09[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, distressed 203:198,10[' ]| by$4$ more feelings than he was aware of; but seeing 203:198,11[' ]| that$3$ she was distressed, he had done with the subject$0$, and 203:198,12[' ]| only added more seriously, 203:198,12[B ]| "Your uncle is disposed to$9$ be 203:198,13[B ]| pleased with you in$4$ every respect$0$; and I only wish$1$ you 203:198,14[B ]| would talk$1$ to$4$ him more. ~~ You are one of those who$6#1$ are too$5#1$ 203:198,15[B ]| silent in$4$ the evening circle." 203:198,16[A ]| "But I do talk$1$ to$4$ him more than I used. I am sure I do. 203:198,17[A ]| Did not you hear me ask him about$4$ the slave*trade last$2$ 203:198,18[A ]| night?" 203:198,19[B ]| "I did ~~ and was in$4$ hopes$0$ the question$0$ would be 203:198,20[B ]| followed up$5$ by$4$ others. It would have pleased your uncle 203:198,21[B ]| to$9$ be inquired of farther." 203:198,22[A ]| "And I longed to$9$ do it ~~ but there was such a dead 203:198,23[A ]| silence$0$! And while$3$ my cousins were sitting by$5$ without 203:198,24[A ]| speaking a word, or seeming at all interested in$4$ the subject$0$, 203:198,25[A ]| I did not like$1$ ~~ I thought$1$ it would appear as if I wanted to$9$ 203:198,26[A ]| set$1$ myself off at their expense, by$4$ shewing a curiosity and 203:198,27[A ]| pleasure in$4$ his information which$6#1$ he must wish$1$ his own$2$ 203:198,28[A ]| daughters to$9$ feel." 203:198,29[B ]| "$MP#C$Miss*Crawford was very right$2#1$ in$4$ what she said of you 203:198,30[B ]| the other day ~~ that$3$ you seemed almost as fearful of notice$0$ 203:198,31[B ]| and praise$0$ as other women were of neglect$0$. We were 203:198,32[B ]| talking of you at the Parsonage, and those were her words. 203:198,33[B ]| She has great discernment. I know nobody who$6#1$ distinguishes 203:198,34[B ]| characters better. ~~ For$4$ so$5#1$ young a woman it is 203:198,35[B ]| remarkable! She certainly understands \you\ better than 203:198,36[B ]| you are understood by$4$ the greater part$0$ of those who$6#1$ have 203:198,37[B ]| known you so$5#1$ long; and with regard$0$ to$4$ some others, 203:198,38[B ]| I can perceive, from occasional lively hints, the unguarded 203:199,01[B ]| expressions of the moment, that$3$ she could define \many\ as 203:199,02[B ]| accurately, did not delicacy forbid it. I wonder$1$ what she 203:199,03[B ]| thinks of my father! She must admire him as a fine*looking 203:199,04[B ]| man, with most gentleman-like, dignified, consistent 203:199,05[B ]| manners; but perhaps having seen him so$5#1$ seldom, his 203:199,06[B ]| reserve$0$ may$1$ be a little repulsive. Could they be much 203:199,07[B ]| together I feel sure of their liking each other. He would 203:199,08[B ]| enjoy her liveliness ~~ and she has talents to$9$ value$1$ his 203:199,09[B ]| powers. I wish$1$ they met more frequently! ~~ I hope$1$ she 203:199,10[B ]| does not suppose there is any dislike$0$ on$4$ his side$0$." 203:199,11[A ]| "She must know herself too$5#1$ secure$2$ of the regard$0$ of all 203:199,12[A ]| the rest$0#1$ of you," 203:199,12[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny with half a sigh$0$, 203:199,12[A ]| "to$9$ have any 203:199,13[A ]| such apprehension. And $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's wishing just$5$ at 203:199,14[A ]| first to$9$ be only with his family is so$5#1$ very natural$2$, that$3$ she 203:199,15[A ]| can argue nothing from that$6#2$. After$4$ a little while$0$ I dare$1#2$ 203:199,16[A ]| say we shall be meeting again in$4$ the same sort of way, 203:199,17[A ]| allowing for$4$ the difference of the time of year." 203:199,18[B ]| "This is the first October that$6#1$ she has passed in$4$ the 203:199,19[B ]| country since her infancy. I do not call$1$ Tunbridge or 203:199,20[B ]| Cheltenham the country; and November is a still$5$ more 203:199,21[B ]| serious$2$ month, and I can see that$3$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant is very 203:199,22[B ]| anxious for$4$ her not finding Mansfield dull as winter 203:199,23[B ]| comes on$5$." 203:199,24[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could have said a great deal$0$, but 203:199,24@a | it was safer 203:199,25@a | to$9$ say nothing, and leave$1$ untouched all $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 203:199,26@a | resources, her accomplishments, her spirits, her importance, 203:199,27@a | her friends, lest it should betray her into any observations 203:199,28@a | seemingly unhandsome. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's kind$2$ opinion of 203:199,29@a | herself deserved at least a grateful forbearance, and she 203:199,30@a | began to$9$ talk$1$ of something else. 203:199,31[A ]| "To-morrow, I think, my uncle dines at Sotherton, and 203:199,32[A ]| you and $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram too$5#2$. We shall be quite a small party 203:199,33[A ]| at home. I hope$1$ my uncle may$1$ continue to$9$ like$1$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 203:199,34[A ]| 203:199,35[B ]| "That$6#2$ is impossible, $MP#A$Fanny. He must like$1$ him less 203:199,36[B ]| after$4$ to-morrow's visit$0$, for$3$ we shall be five hours in$4$ his 203:199,37[B ]| company. I should dread$1$ the stupidity of the day, if 203:199,38[B ]| there were not a much greater evil to$9$ follow ~~ the impression 203:200,01[B ]| it must leave$1$ on$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. He cannot much longer 203:200,02[B ]| deceive himself. I am sorry for$4$ them all, and would give 203:200,03[B ]| something that$3$ $MP#K$Rushworth and $MP#H$Maria had never met." 203:200,04[' ]| In$4$ this quarter$0#2$, indeed, disappointment was impending 203:200,05[' ]| over $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. Not all his good-will for$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, 203:200,06[' ]| not all $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's deference for$4$ him, could prevent 203:200,07[' ]| him from soon discerning some part$0$ of the truth ~~ 203:200,07@e | that$3$ 203:200,08@e | $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was an inferior young man, as ignorant in$4$ 203:200,09@e | business as in$4$ books, with opinions in$4$ general$0$ unfixed, and 203:200,10@e | without seeming much aware of it himself. 203:200,11[' ]| He had expected a very different son-in-law; and 203:200,12[' ]| beginning to$9$ feel grave$2$ on$4$ $MP#H$Maria's account$0$, tried to$9$ 203:200,12[' ]| understand 203:200,13[' ]| \her\ feelings. Little observation there was necessary 203:200,14[' ]| to$9$ tell him that$3$ 203:200,14@e | indifference was the most favourable state$0$ 203:200,15@e | they could be in$4$. Her behaviour to$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was 203:200,16@e | careless and cold$2$. She could not, did not like$1$ him. 203:200,16[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 203:200,17[' ]| resolved to$9$ speak seriously to$4$ her. 203:200,17@e | Advantageous 203:200,18@e | as would be the alliance, and long standing and public$2$ as 203:200,19@e | was the engagement, her happiness must not be sacrificed 203:200,20@e | to$4$ it. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth had perhaps been accepted on$4$ too$5#1$ 203:200,21@e | short an acquaintance, and on$4$ knowing him better she 203:200,22@e | was repenting. 203:200,23[' ]| With solemn kindness $MP#E$Sir*Thomas addressed her; 203:200,23@e | told 203:200,24@e | her his fears, inquired into her wishes$0$, entreated her to$9$ be 203:200,25@e | open$2$ and sincere, and assured her that$3$ every inconvenience 203:200,26@e | should be braved, and the connection entirely given up$5$, if 203:200,27@e | she felt herself unhappy in$4$ the prospect of it. He would 203:200,28@e | act$1$ for$4$ her and release$1$ her. 203:200,28[' ]| $MP#H$Maria had a moment's struggle$0$ 203:200,29[' ]| as she listened, and only a moment's: when her father 203:200,30[' ]| ceased, she was able to$9$ give her answer$0$ immediately, 203:200,31[' ]| decidedly, and with no$2$ apparent agitation. 203:200,31@h | She thanked 203:200,32@h | him for$4$ his great attention, his paternal kindness, but he 203:200,33@h | was quite mistaken in$4$ supposing she had the smallest 203:200,34@h | desire$0$ of breaking through$4$ her engagement, or was sensible$2#1$ 203:200,35@h | of any change$0$ of opinion or inclination since her forming it. 203:200,36@h | She had the highest esteem$0$ for$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's character 203:200,37@h | and disposition, and could not have a doubt$0$ of her happiness 203:200,38@h | with him. 203:201,01[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was satisfied; too$5#1$ glad to$9$ be satisfied perhaps 203:201,02[' ]| to$9$ urge the matter quite so$5#1$ far as his judgment might 203:201,03[' ]| have dictated to$4$ others. It was an alliance which$6#1$ he could 203:201,04[' ]| not have relinquished without pain$0$; and thus he reasoned. 203:201,05@e | $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was young enough to$9$ improve; ~~ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 203:201,06@e | must and would improve in$4$ good society; and if 203:201,07@e | $MP#H$Maria could now speak so$5#1$ securely of her happiness with 203:201,08@e | him, speaking certainly without the prejudice, the blindness 203:201,09@e | of love$0$, she ought to$9$ be believed. Her feelings probably 203:201,10@e | were not acute; he had never supposed them to$9$ be 203:201,11@e | so$5#2$; but her comforts might not be less on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$, 203:201,12@e | and if she could dispense with seeing her husband a leading, 203:201,13@e | shining character, there would certainly be every*thing else 203:201,14@e | in$4$ her favour$0$. A well-disposed young woman, who$6#1$ did not 203:201,15@e | marry for$4$ love$0$, was in$4$ general$0$ but the more attached to$4$ her 203:201,16@e | own$2$ family, and the nearness of Sotherton to$4$ Mansfield 203:201,17@e | must naturally hold$1$ out$5$ the greatest temptation, and 203:201,18@e | would, in$4$ all probability, be a continual supply$0$ of the most 203:201,19@e | amiable and innocent enjoyments. 203:201,19[' ]| Such and such-like 203:201,20[' ]| were the reasonings of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas ~~ happy to$9$ escape$1$ the 203:201,21[' ]| embarrassing evils of a rupture, the wonder$0$, the reflections, 203:201,22[' ]| the reproach$0$ that$6#1$ must attend it, happy to$9$ secure$1$ 203:201,23[' ]| a marriage which$6#1$ would bring him such an addition 203:201,24[' ]| of respectability and influence$0$, and very happy to$9$ think 203:201,25[' ]| any*thing of his daughter's disposition that$6#1$ was most 203:201,26[' ]| favourable for$4$ the purpose. 203:201,27[' ]| To$4$ her the conference closed as satisfactorily as to$4$ him. 203:201,28[' ]| She was in$4$ a state$0$ of mind$0$ to$9$ be 203:201,28@h | glad that$3$ she had secured 203:201,29@h | her fate beyond$4$ recall$0$ ~~ that$3$ she had pledged herself anew 203:201,30@h | to$4$ Sotherton ~~ that$3$ she was safe from the possibility of 203:201,31@h | giving $MP#D$Crawford the triumph$0$ of governing her actions, and 203:201,32@h | destroying her prospects; 203:201,32[' ]| and retired in$4$ proud resolve$0$, 203:201,33@h | determined only to$9$ behave more cautiously to$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 203:201,34@h | in$4$ future, that$3$ her father might not be again 203:201,35@h | suspecting her. 203:201,36[' ]| Had $MP#E$Sir*Thomas applied to$4$ his daughter within the first 203:201,37[' ]| three or four days after$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's leaving Mansfield, 203:201,38[' ]| before$3$ her feelings were at all tranquillized, before$3$ 203:202,01[' ]| she had given up$5$ every hope$0$ of him, or absolutely resolved 203:202,02[' ]| on$4$ enduring his rival, her answer$0$ might have been different; 203:202,03[' ]| but after$4$ another three or four days, when there was no$2$ 203:202,04[' ]| return$0$, no$2$ letter, no$2$ message ~~ no$2$ symptom of a softened 203:202,05[' ]| heart ~~ no$2$ hope$0$ of advantage from separation ~~ her mind$0$ 203:202,06[' ]| became cool$2$ enough to$9$ seek all the comfort$0$ that$6#1$ pride and 203:202,07[' ]| self-revenge could give. 203:202,08@h | $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had destroyed her happiness, but he 203:202,09@h | should not know that$3$ he had done it; he should not 203:202,10@h | destroy her credit$0$, her appearance, her prosperity too$5#2$. 203:202,11@h | He should not have to$9$ think of her as pining in$4$ the retirement 203:202,12@h | of Mansfield for$4$ \him\, rejecting Sotherton and London, 203:202,13@h | independence and splendour for$4$ \his\ sake. Independence 203:202,14@h | was more needful than ever; the want$0$ of it at Mansfield 203:202,15@h | more sensibly felt. She was less and less able to$9$ endure the 203:202,16@h | restraint which$6#1$ her father imposed. The liberty which$6#1$ his 203:202,17@h | absence had given was now become absolutely necessary. 203:202,18@h | She must escape$1$ from him and Mansfield as soon as 203:202,19@h | possible, and find consolation in$4$ fortune and consequence, 203:202,20@h | bustle$0$ and the world, for$4$ a wounded spirit. 203:202,20[' ]| Her mind$0$ was 203:202,21[' ]| quite determined and varied not. 203:202,22[' ]| To$4$ such feelings, delay$0$, even$5$ the delay$0$ of much preparation, 203:202,23[' ]| would have been an evil, and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth could 203:202,24[' ]| hardly be more impatient for$4$ the marriage than herself. 203:202,25[' ]| In$4$ all the important preparations of the mind$0$ she was 203:202,26[' ]| complete$2$; being$1$ prepared for$4$ matrimony by$4$ an hatred of 203:202,27[' ]| home, restraint, and tranquillity; by$4$ the misery of disappointed 203:202,28[' ]| affection, and contempt of the man she was to$9$ 203:202,29[' ]| marry. The rest$0#1$ might wait. The preparations of new 203:202,30[' ]| carriages and furniture might wait for$4$ London and spring$0$, 203:202,31[' ]| when her own$2$ taste could have fairer play$0$. 203:202,32[' ]| The principals being$1$ all agreed in$4$ this respect$0$, it soon 203:202,33[' ]| appeared that$3$ a very few weeks would be sufficient for$4$ 203:202,34[' ]| such arrangements as must precede the wedding. 203:202,35[' ]| $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth was quite ready to$9$ retire, and make$1$ way 203:202,36[' ]| for$4$ the fortunate young woman whom$6#1$ her dear$2#1$ son had 203:202,37[' ]| selected; ~~ and very early in$4$ November removed herself, 203:202,38[' ]| her maid, her footman, and her chariot, with true dowager 203:203,01[' ]| propriety, to$4$ Bath$0#1$ ~~ there to$9$ parade$1$ over the wonders$0$ 203:203,02[' ]| of Sotherton in$4$ her evening-parties ~~ enjoying them as 203:203,03[' ]| thoroughly perhaps in$4$ the animation of a card-table as she 203:203,04[' ]| had ever done on$4$ the spot ~~ and before$4$ the middle of the 203:203,05[' ]| same month the ceremony had taken place$0$, which$6#1$ gave 203:203,06[' ]| Sotherton another mistress. 203:203,07[' ]| It was a very proper wedding. The bride was elegantly 203:203,08[' ]| dressed ~~ the two bridemaids were duly inferior ~~ her father 203:203,09[' ]| gave her away ~~ her mother stood with salts in$4$ her hand$0$, 203:203,10[' ]| expecting to$9$ be agitated ~~ her aunt tried to$9$ cry$1$ ~~ and the 203:203,11[' ]| service was impressively read by$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant. Nothing 203:203,12[' ]| could be objected to$5$ when it came under the discussion of 203:203,13[' ]| the neighbourhood, except that$3$ the carriage which$6#1$ conveyed 203:203,14[' ]| the bride and bridegroom and $MP#I$Julia from the church 203:203,15[' ]| door to$4$ Sotherton, was the same chaise which$6#1$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 203:203,16[' ]| had used for$4$ a twelvemonth before$5$. In$4$ every*thing 203:203,17[' ]| else the etiquette of the day might stand$1$ the strictest 203:203,18[' ]| investigation. 203:203,19[' ]| It was done, and they were gone. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas felt as an 203:203,20[' ]| anxious father must feel, and was indeed experiencing 203:203,21[' ]| much of the agitation which$6#1$ his wife had been apprehensive 203:203,22[' ]| of for$4$ herself, but had fortunately escaped. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 203:203,23[' ]| most happy to$9$ assist in$4$ the duties of the day, by$4$ spending it 203:203,24[' ]| at the Park to$9$ support$1$ her sister's spirits, and drinking the 203:203,25[' ]| health of $MP#K$Mr% and $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth in$4$ a supernumerary 203:203,26[' ]| glass or two, was all joyous delight$0$ ~~ for$3$ 203:203,26@j | she had made the 203:203,27@j | match$0$ ~~ she had done every*thing ~~ 203:203,27[' ]| and no*one would have 203:203,28[' ]| supposed, from her confident triumph$0$, that$3$ she had ever 203:203,29[' ]| heard of conjugal infelicity in$4$ her life, or could have the 203:203,30[' ]| smallest insight into the disposition of the niece who$6#1$ had 203:203,31[' ]| been brought up$5$ under her eye. 203:203,32[' ]| The plan of the young couple was to$9$ proceed after$4$ a few 203:203,33[' ]| days to$4$ Brighton, and take a house there for$4$ some weeks. 203:203,34[' ]| Every public$2$ place$0$ was new to$4$ $MP#H$Maria, and Brighton is 203:203,35[' ]| almost as gay in$4$ winter as in$4$ summer. When the novelty 203:203,36[' ]| of amusement there were over, it would be time for$4$ the 203:203,37[' ]| wider range$0$ of London. 203:203,38[' ]| $MP#I$Julia was to$9$ go with them to$4$ Brighton. Since rivalry 203:204,01[' ]| between the sisters had ceased, they had been gradually 203:204,02[' ]| recovering much of their former good understanding; and 203:204,03[' ]| were at least sufficiently friends to$9$ make$1$ each of them 203:204,04[' ]| exceedingly glad to$9$ be with the other at such a time. 203:204,05[' ]| Some other companion than $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was of the 203:204,06[' ]| first consequence to$4$ his lady, and $MP#I$Julia was quite as eager 203:204,07[' ]| for$4$ novelty and pleasure as $MP#H$Maria, though she might not 203:204,08[' ]| have struggled through$4$ so$5#1$ much to$9$ obtain them, and could 203:204,09[' ]| better bear$1$ a subordinate situation. 203:204,10[' ]| Their departure made another material$2$ change$0$ at Mansfield, 203:204,11[' ]| a chasm which$6#1$ required some time to$9$ fill up$5$. The 203:204,12[' ]| family circle became greatly contracted, and though the 203:204,13[' ]| $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams had latterly added little to$4$ its gaiety, they 203:204,14[' ]| could not but be missed. Even$5$ their mother missed 203:204,15[' ]| them ~~ and how much more their tender-hearted cousin, 203:204,16[' ]| who$6#1$ wandered about$4$ the house, and thought$1$ of them, 203:204,17[' ]| and felt for$4$ them, with a degree of affectionate regret$0$ which$6#1$ 203:204,18[' ]| they had never done much to$9$ deserve! 204:205,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's consequence increased on$4$ the departure of her 204:205,02[' ]| cousins. Becoming as she then did, the only young woman 204:205,03[' ]| in$4$ the drawing-room, the only occupier of that$6#2$ interesting 204:205,04[' ]| division of a family in$4$ which$6#1$ she had hitherto held so$5#1$ 204:205,05[' ]| humble$2$ a third, it was impossible for$4$ her not to$9$ be more 204:205,06[' ]| looked at, more thought$1$ of and attended to$5$, than she had 204:205,07[' ]| ever been before$5$; and 204:205,07[X ]| "where is $MP#A$Fanny?" 204:205,07[' ]| became no$2$ 204:205,08[' ]| uncommon question$0$, even$5$ without her being$1$ wanted for$4$ 204:205,09[' ]| any*one's convenience. 204:205,10[' ]| Not only at home did her value$0$ increase$0$, but at the 204:205,11[' ]| Parsonage too$5#2$. In$4$ that$6#2$ house which$6#1$ she had hardly entered 204:205,12[' ]| twice a year since $MP#ZY$Mr%*Norris's death, she became a welcome$2$, 204:205,13[' ]| an invited guest; and in$4$ the gloom and dirt of 204:205,14[' ]| a November day, most acceptable to$4$ $MP#C$Mary*Crawford. 204:205,15[' ]| Her visits there, beginning by$4$ chance$0$, were continued by$4$ 204:205,16[' ]| solicitation. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, really eager to$9$ get any change$0$ for$4$ 204:205,17[' ]| her sister, could by$4$ the easiest self-deceit persuade herself 204:205,18[' ]| that$3$ 204:205,18@n | she was doing the kindest thing by$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and giving 204:205,19@n | her the most important opportunities of improvement in$4$ 204:205,20@n | pressing her frequent calls$0$. 204:205,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, having been sent into the village on$4$ some errand 204:205,22[' ]| by$4$ her aunt $MP#J$Norris, was overtaken by$4$ a heavy shower close$5$ 204:205,23[' ]| to$4$ the Parsonage, and being$1$ descried from one of the 204:205,24[' ]| windows endeavouring to$9$ find shelter under the branches 204:205,25[' ]| and lingering leaves$0$ of an oak just$5$ beyond$4$ their premises, 204:205,26[' ]| was forced, though not without some modest reluctance on$4$ 204:205,27[' ]| her part$0$, to$9$ come in$5$. A civil servant she had withstood; 204:205,28[' ]| but when $MP#M$Dr%*Grant himself went out$5$ with an umbrella, 204:205,29[' ]| there was nothing to$9$ be done but to$9$ be very much ashamed 204:205,30[' ]| and to$9$ get into the house as fast as possible; and to$4$ poor 204:205,31[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 204:205,31@c | who$6#1$ had just$5$ been contemplating the 204:205,32@c | dismal rain$0$ in$4$ a very desponding state$0$ of mind$0$, sighing 204:205,33@c | over the ruin$0$ of all her plan of exercise$0$ for$4$ that$6#2$ morning, 204:206,01@c | and of every chance$0$ of seeing a single creature beyond$4$ 204:206,02@c | themselves for$4$ the next twenty-four hours; the sound$0$ of 204:206,03@c | a little bustle$0$ at the front$2$ door, and the sight of $MP#A$Miss*Price 204:206,04@c | dripping with wet$0$ in$4$ the vestibule, was delightful. 204:206,04[' ]| The 204:206,05[' ]| value$0$ of an event on$4$ a wet$2$ day in$4$ the country, was most 204:206,06[' ]| forcibly brought before$4$ her. She was all alive again directly, 204:206,07[' ]| and among the most active in$4$ being$1$ useful to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ 204:206,08[' ]| detecting her to$9$ be wetter than she would at first allow, and 204:206,09[' ]| providing her with dry$2$ clothes; and $MP#A$Fanny, after$4$ being$1$ 204:206,10[' ]| obliged to$9$ submit to$4$ all this attention, and to$4$ being$1$ assisted 204:206,11[' ]| and waited on$5$ by$4$ mistresses and maids, being$1$ also obliged 204:206,12[' ]| on$4$ returning down*stairs, to$9$ be fixed in$4$ their drawing-room 204:206,13[' ]| for$4$ an hour while$3$ the rain$0$ continued, the blessing of something 204:206,14[' ]| fresh to$9$ see and think of was thus extended to$4$ 204:206,15[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, and might carry on$5$ her spirits to$4$ the period 204:206,16[' ]| of dressing and dinner. 204:206,17[' ]| The two sisters were so$5#1$ kind$2$ to$4$ her and so$5#1$ pleasant, 204:206,18[' ]| that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny might have enjoyed her visit$0$ 204:206,18@a | could she have 204:206,19@a | believed herself not in$4$ the way, and could she have foreseen 204:206,20@a | that$3$ the weather would certainly clear$1$ at the end$0$ of the 204:206,21@a | hour, and save$1$ her from the shame$0$ of having $MP#M$Dr%*Grant's 204:206,22@a | carriage and horses out$5$ to$9$ take her home, with which$6#1$ she 204:206,23@a | was threatened. As to$4$ anxiety for$4$ any alarm$0$ that$6#1$ her 204:206,24@a | absence in$4$ such weather might occasion$1$ at home, she had 204:206,25@a | nothing to$9$ suffer on$4$ that$6#2$ score; for$3$ as her being$1$ out$5$ was 204:206,26@a | known only to$4$ her two aunts, she was perfectly aware that$3$ 204:206,27@a | none would be felt, and that$3$ in$4$ whatever cottage aunt 204:206,28@a | $MP#J$Norris might chuse to$9$ establish her during the rain$0$, 204:206,29@a | her being$1$ in$4$ such cottage would be indubitable to$4$ aunt 204:206,30@a | $MP#F$Bertram. 204:206,31[' ]| It was beginning to$9$ look$1$ brighter, when $MP#A$Fanny, observing 204:206,32[' ]| a harp in$4$ the room, asked some questions about$4$ it, which$6#1$ 204:206,33[' ]| soon led to$4$ an acknowledgment of her wishing very much 204:206,34[' ]| to$9$ hear it, and a confession, which$6#1$ could hardly be believed, 204:206,35[' ]| of her having never yet heard it since its being$1$ in$4$ Mansfield. 204:206,36[' ]| To$4$ $MP#A$Fanny herself 204:206,36@a | it appeared a very simple$2$ and natural$2$ 204:206,37@a | circumstance. She had scarcely ever been at the Parsonage 204:206,38@a | since the instrument's arrival, there had been no$2$ reason$0$ 204:207,01@a | that$3$ she should; 204:207,01[' ]| but $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, calling to$4$ mind$0$ an 204:207,02[' ]| early-expressed wish$0$ on$4$ the subject$0$, was concerned at her 204:207,03[' ]| own$2$ neglect$0$; ~~ and 204:207,03[C ]| "shall I play$1$ to$4$ you now?" ~~ 204:207,03[' ]| and 204:207,04[C ]| "what will$1$ you have?" 204:207,04[' ]| were questions immediately 204:207,05[' ]| following with the readiest good*humour. 204:207,06[' ]| She played accordingly; 204:207,06@c | happy to$9$ have a new listener, 204:207,07@c | and a listener who$6#1$ seemed so$5#1$ much obliged, so$5#1$ full of 204:207,08@c | wonder$0$ at the performance, and who$6#1$ shewed herself not 204:207,09@c | wanting in$4$ taste. 204:207,09[' ]| She played till $MP#A$Fanny's eyes, straying 204:207,10[' ]| to$4$ the window on$4$ the weather's being$1$ evidently fair, spoke 204:207,11[' ]| what she felt must be done. 204:207,12[C ]| "Another quarter$0#1$ of an hour," 204:207,12[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 204:207,13[C ]| "and we shall see how it will$1$ be. Do not run$1$ away 204:207,14[C ]| the first moment of its holding up$5$. Those clouds look$1$ 204:207,15[C ]| alarming." 204:207,16[A ]| "But they are passed over," 204:207,16[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny. ~~ 204:207,16[A ]| "I have been 204:207,17[A ]| watching them. ~~ This weather is all from the south." 204:207,18[C ]| "South or north, I know a black cloud$0$ when I see it; 204:207,19[C ]| and you must not set$1$ forward$5$ while$3$ it is so$5#1$ threatening. 204:207,20[C ]| And besides, I want$1$ to$9$ play$1$ something more to$4$ you ~~ a very 204:207,21[C ]| pretty$2$ piece ~~ and your cousin $MP#B$Edmund's prime favourite$0$. 204:207,22[C ]| You must stay$1$ and hear your cousin's favourite$0$." 204:207,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny felt that$3$ she must; and though she had not 204:207,24[' ]| waited for$4$ that$6#2$ sentence to$9$ be thinking of $MP#B$Edmund, 204:207,24@a | such 204:207,25@a | a memento made her particularly awake$2$ to$4$ his idea, and 204:207,26@a | she fancied him sitting in$4$ that$6#2$ room again and again, 204:207,27@a | perhaps in$4$ the very spot where she sat now, listening with 204:207,28@a | constant delight$0$ to$4$ the favourite$2$ air, played, as it appeared 204:207,29@a | to$4$ her, with superior tone and expression; 204:207,29[' ]| and though 204:207,30[' ]| pleased with it herself, and glad to$9$ like$1$ whatever was liked 204:207,31[' ]| by$4$ him, she was more sincerely impatient to$9$ go away at the 204:207,32[' ]| conclusion of it than she had been before$5$; and on$4$ this 204:207,33[' ]| being$1$ evident, she was so$5#1$ kindly asked to$9$ call$1$ again, to$9$ take 204:207,34[' ]| them in$4$ her walk$0$ whenever she could, to$9$ come and hear 204:207,35[' ]| more of the harp, that$3$ she felt it necessary to$9$ be done, if no$2$ 204:207,36[' ]| objection arose at home. 204:207,37[' ]| Such was the origin of the sort of intimacy which$6#1$ took 204:207,38[' ]| place$0$ between them within the first fortnight after$4$ the 204:208,01[' ]| $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams' going away, an intimacy resulting principally 204:208,02[' ]| from $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's desire$0$ of something new, and 204:208,03[' ]| which$6#1$ had little reality in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's feelings. $MP#A$Fanny went 204:208,04[' ]| to$4$ her every two or three days; 204:208,04@a | it seemed a kind$0$ of fascination; 204:208,05@a | she could not be easy without going, and yet it was 204:208,06@a | without loving her, without ever thinking like$4$ her, without 204:208,07@a | any sense of obligation for$4$ being$1$ sought after$5$ now when 204:208,08@a | nobody else was to$9$ be had; and deriving no$2$ higher pleasure 204:208,09@a | from her conversation than occasional amusement, 204:208,10@a | and \that$6#2$\ often at the expense of her judgment, when it 204:208,11@a | was raised by$4$ pleasantry on$4$ people or subjects which$6#1$ she 204:208,12@a | wished to$9$ be respected. 204:208,12[' ]| She went however, and they 204:208,13[' ]| sauntered about$5$ together many an half hour in$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's 204:208,14[' ]| shrubbery, the weather being$1$ unusually mild for$4$ the time 204:208,15[' ]| of year; and venturing sometimes even$5$ to$9$ sit down$5$ on$4$ one 204:208,16[' ]| of the benches now comparatively unsheltered, remaining 204:208,17[' ]| there perhaps till in$4$ the midst of some tender$2$ ejaculation 204:208,18[' ]| of $MP#A$Fanny's, on$4$ the sweets of so$5#1$ protracted an autumn, they 204:208,19[' ]| were forced by$4$ the sudden$2$ swell of a cold$2$ gust shaking 204:208,20[' ]| down$5$ the last$2$ few yellow leaves$0$ about$4$ them, to$9$ jump up$5$ 204:208,21[' ]| and walk$1$ for$4$ warmth. 204:208,22[A ]| "This is pretty$2$ ~~ very pretty$2$," 204:208,22[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, looking 204:208,23[' ]| around$4$ her as they were thus sitting together one day: 204:208,24[A ]| "Every time I come into this shrubbery I am more struck 204:208,25[A ]| with its growth and beauty. Three years ago, this was 204:208,26[A ]| nothing but a rough hedgerow along$4$ the upper side$0$ of the 204:208,27[A ]| field, never thought$1$ of as any*thing, or capable of becoming 204:208,28[A ]| any*thing; and now it is converted into a walk$0$, and 204:208,29[A ]| it would be difficult to$9$ say whether most valuable as 204:208,30[A ]| a convenience or an ornament; and perhaps in$4$ another 204:208,31[A ]| three years we may$1$ be forgetting ~~ almost forgetting what 204:208,32[A ]| it was before$5$. How wonderful, how very wonderful the 204:208,33[A ]| operations of time, and the changes$0$ of the human mind$0$!" 204:208,34[' ]| And following the latter train of thought$0$, she soon afterwards 204:208,35[' ]| added: 204:208,35[A ]| "If any one faculty of our nature may$1$ be 204:208,36[A ]| called \more\ wonderful than the rest$0#1$, I do think it is 204:208,37[A ]| memory. There seems something more speakingly incomprehensible 204:208,38[A ]| in$4$ the powers, the failures, the inequalities 204:209,01[A ]| of memory, than in$4$ any other of our intelligences. The 204:209,02[A ]| memory is sometimes so$5#1$ retentive, so$5#1$ serviceable, so$5#1$ 204:209,03[A ]| obedient ~~ at others, so$5#1$ bewildered and so$5#1$ weak ~~ and at 204:209,04[A ]| others again, so$5#1$ tyrannic, so$5#1$ beyond$4$ controul! ~~ We are 204:209,05[A ]| to$9$ be sure a miracle every way ~~ but our powers of recollecting 204:209,06[A ]| and of forgetting, do seem peculiarly past$4$ finding 204:209,07[A ]| out$5$." 204:209,08[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, untouched and inattentive, had nothing 204:209,09[' ]| to$9$ say; and $MP#A$Fanny, perceiving it, brought back$5$ her own$2$ 204:209,10[' ]| mind$0$ to$4$ what she thought$1$ must interest$1$. 204:209,11[A ]| "It may$1$ seem impertinent in$4$ \me\ to$9$ praise$1$, but I must 204:209,12[A ]| admire the taste $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant has shewn in$4$ all this. There 204:209,13[A ]| is such a quiet$2$ simplicity in$4$ the plan of the walk$0$! ~~ not 204:209,14[A ]| too$5#1$ much attempted!" 204:209,15[C ]| "Yes," 204:209,15[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford carelessly, 204:209,15[C ]| "it does very 204:209,16[C ]| well$5$ for$4$ a place$0$ of this sort. One does not think of extent 204:209,17[C ]| \here\ ~~ and between ourselves, till I came to$4$ Mansfield, I 204:209,18[C ]| had not imagined a country parson ever aspired to$4$ a 204:209,19[C ]| shrubbery or any*thing of the kind$0$." 204:209,20[A ]| "I am so$5#1$ glad to$9$ see the evergreens thrive!" 204:209,20[' ]| said 204:209,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny in$4$ reply$0$. 204:209,21[A ]| "My uncle's gardener always says the 204:209,22[A ]| soil here is better than his own$2$, and so$5#2$ it appears from 204:209,23[A ]| the growth of the laurels and evergreens in$4$ general$0$. ~~ The 204:209,24[A ]| evergreen! ~~ How beautiful, how welcome$2$, how wonderful 204:209,25[A ]| the evergreen! ~~ When one thinks of it, how astonishing 204:209,26[A ]| a variety of nature! ~~ In$4$ some countries we know the 204:209,27[A ]| tree that$6#1$ sheds its leaf is the variety, but that$6#2$ does not 204:209,28[A ]| make$1$ it less amazing, that$3$ the same soil and the same sun 204:209,29[A ]| should nurture plants differing in$4$ the first rule and law 204:209,30[A ]| of their existence. You will$1$ think me rhapsodizing; but 204:209,31[A ]| when I am out$5$ of doors, especially when I am sitting out$5$ 204:209,32[A ]| of doors, I am very apt to$9$ get into this sort of wondering 204:209,33[A ]| strain. One cannot fix one's eyes on$4$ the commonest 204:209,34[A ]| natural$2$ production without finding food for$4$ a rambling 204:209,35[A ]| fancy$0$." 204:209,36[C ]| "To$9$ say the truth," 204:209,36[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 204:209,36[C ]| "I am 204:209,37[C ]| something like$4$ the famous Doge at the court$0$ of $MP#Z1$Lewis*XIV; 204:209,38[C ]| and may$1$ declare that$3$ I see no$2$ wonder$0$ in$4$ this shrubbery 204:210,01[C ]| equal$2$ to$4$ seeing myself in$4$ it. If any*body had told me 204:210,02[C ]| a year ago that$3$ this place$0$ would be my home, that$3$ I 204:210,03[C ]| should be spending month after$4$ month here, as I have 204:210,04[C ]| done, I certainly should not have believed them! ~~ I have 204:210,05[C ]| now been here nearly five months! and moreover the 204:210,06[C ]| quietest five months I ever passed." 204:210,07[A ]| "\Too$5#1$\ quiet$2$ for$4$ you I believe." 204:210,08[C ]| "I should have thought$1$ so$5#2$ \theoretically\ myself, but" 204:210,09[' ]| ~~ and her eyes brightened as she spoke ~~ 204:210,09[C ]| "take it all and 204:210,10[C ]| all, I never spent so$5#1$ happy a summer. ~~ But then" ~~ 204:210,11[' ]| with a more thoughtful air and lowered voice ~~ 204:210,11[C ]| "there 204:210,12[C ]| is no$2$ saying what it may$1$ lead$1$ to$4$." 204:210,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's heart beat quick$2$, and she felt quite unequal 204:210,14[' ]| to$4$ surmising or soliciting any*thing more. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 204:210,15[' ]| however, with renewed animation, soon went on$5$: 204:210,16[C ]| "I am conscious of being$1$ far better reconciled to$4$ a 204:210,17[C ]| country residence than I had ever expected to$9$ be. I can 204:210,18[C ]| even$5$ suppose it pleasant to$9$ spend \half\ the year in$4$ the 204:210,19[C ]| country, under certain circumstances ~~ very pleasant. 204:210,20[C ]| An elegant, moderate-sized house in$4$ the centre$0$ of family 204:210,21[C ]| connections ~~ continual engagements among them ~~ commanding 204:210,22[C ]| the first society in$4$ the neighbourhood ~~ looked-up 204:210,23[C ]| to$5$ perhaps as leading it even$5$ more than those of larger 204:210,24[C ]| fortune, and turning from the cheerful round$0$ of such 204:210,25[C ]| amusements to$4$ nothing worse than a te^te-a`-te^te with the 204:210,26[C ]| person one feels most agreeable in$4$ the world. There is 204:210,27[C ]| nothing frightful in$4$ such a picture$0$, is there, $MP#A$Miss*Price? 204:210,28[C ]| One need$1$ not envy$1$ the new $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth with such 204:210,29[C ]| a home as \that$6#2$\?" 204:210,29[A ]| "Envy$1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth!" 204:210,29[' ]| was all that$6#1$ 204:210,30[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny attempted to$9$ say. 204:210,30[C ]| "Come, come, it would be very 204:210,31[C ]| unhandsome in$4$ us to$9$ be severe on$4$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth, for$3$ I 204:210,32[C ]| look$1$ forward$5$ to$4$ our owing her a great many gay, brilliant, 204:210,33[C ]| happy hours. I expect we shall be all very much at 204:210,34[C ]| Sotherton another year. Such a match$0$ as $MP#H$Miss*Bertram 204:210,35[C ]| has made is a public$2$ blessing, for$3$ the first pleasures of 204:210,36[C ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's wife must be to$9$ fill her house, and give 204:210,37[C ]| the best balls in$4$ the country." 204:210,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was silent ~~ and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford relapsed into 204:211,01[' ]| thoughtfulness, till suddenly looking up$5$ at the end$0$ of 204:211,02[' ]| a few minutes, she exclaimed, 204:211,02[C ]| "Ah! here he is." 204:211,02[' ]| It was 204:211,03[' ]| not $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, however, but $MP#B$Edmund, who$6#1$ then 204:211,04[' ]| appeared walking towards them with $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant. 204:211,04[C ]| "My 204:211,05[C ]| sister and $MP#B$Mr%*Bertram ~~ I am so$5#1$ glad your eldest cousin 204:211,06[C ]| is gone that$3$ he \may$1$\ be $MP#B$Mr%*Bertram again. There is 204:211,07[C ]| something in$4$ the sound$0$ of $MP#B$Mr%*\Edmund\*Bertram so$5#1$ formal, 204:211,08[C ]| so$5#1$ pitiful, so$5#1$ younger-brother-like, that$3$ I detest it." 204:211,09[A ]| "How differently we feel!" 204:211,09[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny. 204:211,09[A ]| "To$4$ me, the 204:211,10[A ]| sound$0$ of $MP#B$\Mr\%*Bertram is so$5#1$ cold$2$ and nothing-meaning ~~ 204:211,11[A ]| so$5#1$ entirely without warmth or character! ~~ It just$5$ stands 204:211,12[A ]| for$4$ a gentleman, and that's all. But there is nobleness 204:211,13[A ]| in$4$ the name$0$ of $MP#B$Edmund. It is a name$0$ of heroism and 204:211,14[A ]| renown ~~ of kings, princes, and knights; and seems to$9$ 204:211,15[A ]| breathe the spirit of chivalry and warm$2$ affections." 204:211,16[C ]| "I grant you the name$0$ is good in$4$ itself, and $MP#B$\Lord\*Edmund 204:211,17[C ]| or $MP#B$\Sir\*Edmund sound$1$ delightfully; but sink it 204:211,18[C ]| under the chill, the annihilation of a Mr% ~~ and $MP#B$Mr%*Edmund 204:211,19[C ]| is no$2$ more than $MP#X$Mr%*John or $MP#X$Mr%*Thomas. Well$7$, shall we 204:211,20[C ]| join and disappoint them of half their lecture upon$4$ sitting 204:211,21[C ]| down$5$ out$5$ of doors at this time of year, by$4$ being$1$ up$5$ before$3$ 204:211,22[C ]| they can begin?" 204:211,23[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund met them with particular pleasure. It was 204:211,24[' ]| the first time of his seeing them together since the beginning 204:211,25[' ]| of that$6#2$ better acquaintance which$6#1$ he had been hearing 204:211,26[' ]| of with great satisfaction. A friendship between two 204:211,27[' ]| so$5#1$ very dear$2#1$ to$4$ him was exactly what he could have wished; 204:211,28[' ]| and to$4$ the credit$0$ of the lover's understanding be it stated, 204:211,29[' ]| that$3$ he did not by$4$ any means$0$ consider $MP#A$Fanny as the only, 204:211,30[' ]| or even$5$ as the greater gainer by$4$ such a friendship. 204:211,31[C ]| "Well$7$," 204:211,31[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 204:211,31[C ]| "and do not you scold us 204:211,32[C ]| for$4$ our imprudence? What do you think we have been 204:211,33[C ]| sitting down$5$ for$4$ but to$9$ be talked to$5$ about$4$ it, and entreated 204:211,34[C ]| and supplicated never to$9$ do so$5#2$ again?" 204:211,35[B ]| "Perhaps I might have scolded," 204:211,35[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 204:211,35[B ]| "if 204:211,36[B ]| either of you had been sitting down$5$ alone; but while$3$ you 204:211,37[B ]| do wrong together I can overlook a great deal$0$." 204:211,38[N ]| "They cannot have been sitting long," 204:211,38[' ]| cried $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, 204:212,01[N ]| "for$3$ when I went up$5$ for$4$ my shawl I saw them 204:212,02[N ]| from the staircase window, and then they were walking." 204:212,03[B ]| "And really," 204:212,03[' ]| added $MP#B$Edmund, 204:212,03[B ]| "the day is so$5#1$ mild, 204:212,04[B ]| that$3$ your sitting down$5$ for$4$ a few minutes can be hardly 204:212,05[B ]| thought$1$ imprudent. Our weather must not always be 204:212,06[B ]| judged by$4$ the Calendar. We may$1$ sometimes take greater 204:212,07[B ]| liberties in$4$ November than in$4$ May$0$." 204:212,08[C ]| "Upon$4$ my word," 204:212,08[' ]| cried $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 204:212,08[C ]| "you are two 204:212,09[C ]| of the most disappointing and unfeeling kind$2$ friends I ever 204:212,10[C ]| met with! There is no$2$ giving you a moment's uneasiness. 204:212,11[C ]| You do not know how much we have been suffering, nor 204:212,12[C ]| what chills we have felt! But I have long thought$1$ $MP#B$Mr%*Bertram 204:212,13[C ]| one of the worst subjects to$9$ work$1$ on$4$, in$4$ any little 204:212,14[C ]| mano*euvre against common$2$ sense, that$6#1$ a woman could be 204:212,15[C ]| plagued with. I had very little hope$0$ of \him\ from the 204:212,16[C ]| first; but you, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, my sister, my own$2$ sister, I 204:212,17[C ]| think I had a right$0$ to$9$ alarm$1$ you a little." 204:212,18[N ]| "Do not flatter yourself, my dearest $MP#C$Mary. You have 204:212,19[N ]| not the smallest chance$0$ of moving me. I have my alarms, 204:212,20[N ]| but they are quite in$4$ a different quarter$0#2$: and if I could 204:212,21[N ]| have altered the weather, you would have had a good 204:212,22[N ]| sharp east wind blowing on$4$ you the whole$2$ time ~~ for$3$ here 204:212,23[N ]| are some of my plants which$6#1$ $MP#ZZE$Robert \will$1$\ leave$1$ out$5$ 204:212,23[N ]| because 204:212,24[N ]| the nights are so$5#1$ mild, and I know the end$0$ of it will$1$ be 204:212,25[N ]| that$3$ we shall have a sudden$2$ change$0$ of weather, a hard 204:212,26[N ]| frost setting in$4$ all at once, taking every*body (at least 204:212,27[N ]| $MP#ZZE$Robert) by$4$ surprize$0$, and I shall lose every one; and what 204:212,28[N ]| is worse, cook has just$5$ been telling me that$3$ the turkey, 204:212,29[N ]| which$6#1$ I particularly wished not to$9$ be dressed till Sunday, 204:212,30[N ]| because I know how much more $MP#M$Dr%*Grant would enjoy 204:212,31[N ]| it on$4$ Sunday after$4$ the fatigues$0$ of the day, will$1$ not keep 204:212,32[N ]| beyond$4$ to-morrow. These are something like$4$ grievances, 204:212,33[N ]| and make$1$ me think the weather most unseasonably close$2$." 204:212,34[C ]| "The sweets of housekeeping in$4$ a country village!" 204:212,35[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford archly. 204:212,35[C ]| "Commend me to$4$ the nurseryman 204:212,36[C ]| and the poulterer." 204:212,37[N ]| "My dear$2#1$ child, commend $MP#M$Dr%*Grant to$4$ the deanery 204:212,38[N ]| of Westminster or St%*Paul's, and I should be as glad of 204:213,01[N ]| your nurseryman and poulterer as you could be. But we 204:213,02[N ]| have no$2$ such people in$4$ Mansfield. What would you have 204:213,03[N ]| me do?" 204:213,04[C ]| "Oh! you can do nothing but what you do already; 204:213,05[C ]| be plagued very often and never lose your temper." 204:213,06[N ]| "Thank you ~~ but there is no$2$ escaping these little vexations, 204:213,07[N ]| $MP#C$Mary, live where we may$1$; and when you are settled 204:213,08[N ]| in$4$ town and I come to$9$ see you, I dare$1#2$ say I shall 204:213,09[N ]| find you with yours, in$4$ spite$8$ of the nurseryman and the 204:213,10[N ]| poulterer ~~ or perhaps on$4$ their very account$0$. Their 204:213,11[N ]| remoteness and unpunctuality, or their exorbitant charges 204:213,12[N ]| and frauds will$1$ be drawing forth bitter lamentations." 204:213,13[C ]| "I mean$1$ to$9$ be too$5#1$ rich to$9$ lament or to$9$ feel any*thing 204:213,14[C ]| of the sort. A large income is the best recipe= for$4$ happiness 204:213,15[C ]| I ever heard of. It certainly may$1$ secure$1$ all the 204:213,16[C ]| myrtle and turkey part$0$ of it." 204:213,17[B ]| "You intend to$9$ be very rich," 204:213,17[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, with a look$0$ 204:213,18[' ]| which$6#1$, to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's eye, had a great deal$0$ of serious$2$ meaning. 204:213,19[C ]| "To$9$ be sure. Do not you? ~~ Do not we all?" 204:213,20[B ]| "I cannot intend any*thing which$6#1$ it must be so$5#1$ completely 204:213,21[B ]| beyond$4$ my power to$9$ command$1$. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 204:213,22[B ]| may$1$ chuse her degree of wealth. She has only to$9$ fix on$4$ 204:213,23[B ]| her number of thousands a year, and there can be no$2$ 204:213,24[B ]| doubt$0$ of their coming. My intentions are only not to$9$ 204:213,25[B ]| be poor." 204:213,26[C ]| "By$4$ moderation and economy, and bringing down$5$ your 204:213,27[C ]| wants$0$ to$4$ your income, and all that$6#2$. I understand you ~~ 204:213,28[C ]| and a very proper plan it is for$4$ a person at your time of 204:213,29[C ]| life, with such limited means$0$ and indifferent connections. 204:213,30[C ]| ~~ What can \you\ want$1$ but a decent maintenance? You 204:213,31[C ]| have not much time before$4$ you; and your relations are 204:213,32[C ]| in$4$ no$2$ situation to$9$ do any*thing for$4$ you, or to$9$ mortify you 204:213,33[C ]| by$4$ the contrast of their own$2$ wealth and consequence. 204:213,34[C ]| Be honest and poor, by$4$ all means$0$ ~~ but I shall not envy$1$ 204:213,35[C ]| you; I do not much think I shall even$5$ respect$1$ you. I 204:213,36[C ]| have a much greater respect$0$ for$4$ those that$6#1$ are honest and 204:213,37[C ]| rich." 204:213,38[B ]| "Your degree of respect$0$ for$4$ honesty, rich or poor, is 204:214,01[B ]| precisely what I have no$2$ manner of concern$0$ with. I do 204:214,02[B ]| not mean$1$ to$9$ be poor. Poverty is exactly what I have 204:214,03[B ]| determined against. Honesty, in$4$ the something between, 204:214,04[B ]| in$4$ the middle state$0$ of worldly circumstances, is all that$6#1$ 204:214,05[B ]| I am anxious for$4$ your not looking down$5$ on$5$." 204:214,06[C ]| "But I do look$1$ down$5$ upon$4$ it, if it might have been 204:214,07[C ]| higher. I must look$1$ down$5$ upon$4$ any*thing contented 204:214,08[C ]| with obscurity when it might rise$1$ to$4$ distinction." 204:214,09[B ]| "But how may$1$ it rise$1$? ~~ How may$1$ my honesty at 204:214,10[B ]| least rise$1$ to$4$ any distinction?" 204:214,11[' ]| This was not so$5#1$ very easy a question$0$ to$9$ answer$1$, and 204:214,12[' ]| occasioned an 204:214,12[C ]| "Oh!" 204:214,12[' ]| of some length from the fair lady 204:214,13[' ]| before$3$ she could add 204:214,13[C ]| "You ought to$9$ be in$4$ parliament, 204:214,14[C ]| or you should have gone into the army ten years ago." 204:214,15[B ]| "\That$6#2$\ is not much to$4$ the purpose now; and as to$4$ my 204:214,16[B ]| being$1$ in$4$ parliament, I believe I must wait till there is an 204:214,17[B ]| especial assembly for$4$ the representation of younger sons 204:214,18[B ]| who$6#1$ have little to$9$ live on$4$. No$7$, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford," 204:214,18[' ]| he added, 204:214,19[' ]| in$4$ a more serious$2$ tone, 204:214,19[B ]| "there \are\ distinctions which$6#1$ I 204:214,20[B ]| should be miserable if I thought$1$ myself without any 204:214,21[B ]| chance$0$ ~~ absolutely without chance$0$ or possibility of obtaining ~~ 204:214,22[B ]| but they are of a different character." 204:214,23@a | A look$0$ of consciousness as he spoke, and what seemed 204:214,24@a | a consciousness of manner on$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's side$0$ as she 204:214,25@a | made some laughing answer$0$, was sorrowful food for$4$ 204:214,26@a | $MP#A$Fanny's observation; and finding herself quite unable to$9$ 204:214,27@a | attend as she ought to$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, by$4$ whose$6#1$ side$0$ she was 204:214,28@a | now following the others, she had nearly resolved on$4$ 204:214,29@a | going home immediately, and only waited for$4$ courage to$9$ 204:214,30@a | say so$5#2$, when the sound$0$ of the great clock at Mansfield*Park, 204:214,31@a | striking three, made her feel that$3$ she had really 204:214,32@a | been much longer absent than usual, and brought the 204:214,33@a | previous self-inquiry of whether she should take leave$0$ or 204:214,34@a | not just$5$ then, and how, to$4$ a very speedy issue$0$. 204:214,34[' ]| With 204:214,35[' ]| undoubting decision she directly began her adieus; and 204:214,36[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund began at the same time to$9$ recollect, that$3$ 204:214,36@b | his 204:214,37@b | mother had been inquiring for$4$ her, and that$3$ he had walked 204:214,38@b | down$5$ to$4$ the Parsonage on$4$ purpose to$9$ bring her back$5$. 204:215,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's hurry$0$ increased; and without in$4$ the least 204:215,02[' ]| expecting $MP#B$Edmund's attendance, she would have hastened 204:215,03[' ]| away alone; but the general$2$ pace$0$ was quickened, and 204:215,04[' ]| they all accompanied her into the house, through$4$ which$6#1$ 204:215,05[' ]| it was necessary to$9$ pass$1$. $MP#M$Dr%*Grant was in$4$ the vestibule, 204:215,06[' ]| and as they stopt to$9$ speak to$4$ him, she found from $MP#B$Edmund's 204:215,07[' ]| manner that$3$ 204:215,07@a | he \did\ mean$1$ to$9$ go with her. ~~ He too$5#2$ 204:215,08@a | was taking leave$0$. ~~ She could not but be thankful. ~~ 204:215,08[' ]| In$4$ 204:215,09[' ]| the moment of parting, $MP#B$Edmund was invited by$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant 204:215,10[' ]| to$9$ eat his mutton with him the next day; and 204:215,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had barely time for$4$ an unpleasant feeling on$4$ the 204:215,12[' ]| occasion$0$, when $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, with sudden$2$ recollection, 204:215,13[' ]| turned to$4$ her and asked for$4$ the pleasure of her company 204:215,14[' ]| too$5#2$. This was so$5#1$ new an attention, so$5#1$ perfectly new a 204:215,15[' ]| circumstance in$4$ the events of $MP#A$Fanny's life, that$3$ she was 204:215,16[' ]| all surprize$0$ and embarrassment; and while$4$ stammering 204:215,17[' ]| out$5$ her great obligation, and her ~~ 204:215,17[A ]| "but she did not suppose 204:215,18[A ]| it would be in$4$ her power," 204:215,18[' ]| was looking at $MP#B$Edmund 204:215,19[' ]| for$4$ his opinion and help$0$. ~~ But $MP#B$Edmund, 204:215,19@b | delighted with 204:215,20@b | her having such an happiness offered, and ascertaining 204:215,21@b | with half a look$0$, and half a sentence, that$3$ she had no$2$ 204:215,22@b | objection but on$4$ her aunt's account$0$, could not imagine 204:215,23@b | that$3$ his mother would make$1$ any difficulty of sparing her, 204:215,24@b | and therefore gave his decided open$2$ advice that$3$ the invitation 204:215,25@b | should be accepted; 204:215,25[' ]| and though $MP#A$Fanny would not 204:215,26[' ]| venture, even$5$ on$4$ his encouragement, to$4$ such a flight of 204:215,27[' ]| audacious independence, it was soon settled that$3$ if nothing 204:215,28[' ]| were heard to$4$ the contrary, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant might expect her. 204:215,29[N ]| "And you know what your dinner will$1$ be," 204:215,29[' ]| said $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, 204:215,30[' ]| smiling ~~ 204:215,30[N ]| "the turkey ~~ and I assure you a very 204:215,31[N ]| fine one; for$3$, my dear$2#1$" ~~ 204:215,31[' ]| turning to$4$ her husband ~~ 204:215,31[N ]| "cook 204:215,32[N ]| insists upon$4$ the turkey's being$1$ dressed to-morrow." 204:215,33[M ]| "Very well$5$, very well$5$," 204:215,33[' ]| cried $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 204:215,33[M ]| "all the better. 204:215,34[M ]| I am glad to$9$ hear you have any*thing so$5#1$ good in$4$ the house. 204:215,35[M ]| But $MP#A$Miss*Price and $MP#B$Mr%*Edmund*Bertram, I dare$1#2$ say, 204:215,36[M ]| would take their chance$0$. We none of us want$1$ to$9$ hear 204:215,37[M ]| the bill of fare$0$. A friendly meeting, and not a fine dinner, 204:215,38[M ]| is all we have in$4$ view$0$. A turkey or a goose, or a leg 204:216,01[M ]| of mutton, or whatever you and your cook chuse to$9$ 204:216,02[M ]| give us." 204:216,03[' ]| The two cousins walked home together; and except 204:216,04[' ]| in$4$ the immediate discussion of this engagement, which$6#1$ 204:216,05[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund spoke of with the warmest satisfaction, as 204:216,05@b | so$5#1$ 204:216,06@b | particularly desirable for$4$ her in$4$ the intimacy which$6#1$ he 204:216,07@b | saw with so$5#1$ much pleasure established, 204:216,07[' ]| it was a silent walk$0$ 204:216,08[' ]| ~~ for$3$ having finished that$6#2$ subject$0$, he grew thoughtful and 204:216,09[' ]| indisposed for$4$ any other. 205:217,01[F ]| "But why should $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant ask $MP#A$Fanny?" 205:217,01[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram. 205:217,02[F ]| "How came she to$9$ think of asking $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ 205:217,03[F ]| $MP#A$Fanny never dines there, you know, in$4$ this sort of way. 205:217,04[F ]| I cannot spare$1$ her, and I am sure she does not want$1$ to$9$ go. 205:217,05[F ]| ~~ $MP#A$Fanny, you do not want$1$ to$9$ go, do you?" 205:217,06[B ]| "If you put such a question$0$ to$4$ her," 205:217,06[' ]| cried $MP#B$Edmund, 205:217,07[' ]| preventing his cousin's speaking, 205:217,07[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny will$1$ immediately 205:217,08[B ]| say, no$7$; but I am sure, my dear$2#1$ mother, she 205:217,09[B ]| would like$1$ to$9$ go; and I can see no$2$ reason$0$ why she should 205:217,10[B ]| not." 205:217,11[F ]| "I cannot imagine why $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant should think of 205:217,12[F ]| asking her. ~~ She never did before$5$. ~~ She used to$9$ ask your 205:217,13[F ]| sisters now and then, but she never asked $MP#A$Fanny." 205:217,14[A ]| "If you cannot do without me, ma'am," 205:217,14[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, 205:217,15[' ]| in$4$ a self-denying tone ~~ 205:217,16[B ]| "But my mother will$1$ have my father with her all the 205:217,17[B ]| evening." 205:217,18[F ]| "To$9$ be sure, so$5#2$ I shall." 205:217,19[B ]| "Suppose you take my father's opinion, ma'am." 205:217,20[F ]| "That's well$5$ thought$1$ of. So$5#2$ I will$1$, $MP#B$Edmund. I will$1$ 205:217,21[F ]| ask $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, as soon as he comes in$5$, whether I can do 205:217,22[F ]| without her." 205:217,23[B ]| "As you please, ma'am, on$4$ that$6#2$ head$0$; but I meant 205:217,24[B ]| my father's opinion as to$4$ the \propriety\ of the invitation's 205:217,25[B ]| being$1$ accepted or not; and I think he will$1$ consider it 205:217,26[B ]| a right$2#1$ thing by$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, as well$5$ as by$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ 205:217,27[B ]| being$1$ the \first\ invitation it should be accepted." 205:217,28[F ]| "I do not know. We will$1$ ask him. But he will$1$ be 205:217,29[F ]| very much surprized that$3$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant should ask $MP#A$Fanny 205:217,30[F ]| at all." 205:217,31[' ]| There was nothing more to$9$ be said, or that$6#1$ could be said 205:217,32[' ]| to$4$ any purpose, till $MP#E$Sir*Thomas were present$5$; but the 205:217,33[' ]| subject$0$ involving, as it did, her own$2$ evening's comfort$0$ 205:218,01[' ]| for$4$ the morrow, was so$5#1$ much uppermost in$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 205:218,02[' ]| mind$0$, that$3$ half an hour afterwards, on$4$ his looking in$5$ for$4$ 205:218,03[' ]| a minute$0$ in$4$ his way from his plantation to$4$ his dressing-room, 205:218,04[' ]| she called him back$5$ again, when he had almost 205:218,05[' ]| closed the door, with 205:218,05[F ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas, stop$1$ a moment ~~ I 205:218,06[F ]| have something to$9$ say to$4$ you." 205:218,07[' ]| Her tone of calm$2$ languor, for$3$ she never took the trouble$0$ 205:218,08[' ]| of raising her voice, was always heard and attended to$5$; 205:218,09[' ]| and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas came back$5$. Her story began; and 205:218,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny immediately slipped out$5$ of the room; 205:218,10@a | for$3$ to$9$ hear 205:218,11@a | herself the subject$0$ of any discussion with her uncle, was 205:218,12@a | more than her nerves could bear$1$. She was anxious, she 205:218,13@a | knew ~~ more anxious perhaps than she ought to$9$ be ~~ for$3$ 205:218,14@a | what was it after$4$ all whether she went or staid? ~~ but if 205:218,15@a | her uncle were to$9$ be a great while$0$ considering and deciding, 205:218,16@a | and with very grave$2$ looks$0$, and those grave$2$ looks$0$ directed 205:218,17@a | to$4$ her, and at last$0$ decide against her, she might not be 205:218,18@a | able to$9$ appear properly submissive and indifferent. 205:218,18[' ]| Her 205:218,19[' ]| cause meanwhile went on$5$ well$5$. It began on$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 205:218,20[' ]| part$0$, with, 205:218,20[F ]| "I have something to$9$ tell you that$6#1$ will$1$ 205:218,21[F ]| surprize$1$ you. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant has asked $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ dinner!" 205:218,22[E ]| "Well$7$," 205:218,22[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, as if waiting more to$9$ accomplish 205:218,23[' ]| the surprize$0$. 205:218,24[F ]| "$MP#B$Edmund wants$1$ her to$9$ go. But how can I spare$1$ her?" 205:218,25[E ]| "She will$1$ be late," 205:218,25[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, taking out$5$ his 205:218,26[' ]| watch$0$, 205:218,26[E ]| "but what is your difficulty?" 205:218,27[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund found himself obliged to$9$ speak and fill up$5$ the 205:218,28[' ]| blanks in$4$ his mother's story. He told the whole$0$, and she 205:218,29[' ]| had only to$9$ add, 205:218,29[F ]| "So$5#1$ strange! for$3$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant never used 205:218,30[F ]| to$9$ ask her." 205:218,31[B ]| "But is not it very natural$2$," 205:218,31[' ]| observed $MP#B$Edmund, 205:218,31[B ]| "that$3$ 205:218,32[B ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant should wish$1$ to$9$ procure so$5#1$ agreeable a visitor 205:218,33[B ]| for$4$ her sister?" 205:218,34[E ]| "Nothing can be more natural$2$," 205:218,34[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, after$4$ 205:218,35[' ]| a short deliberation; 205:218,35[E ]| "nor, were there no$2$ sister in$4$ the 205:218,36[E ]| case, could any*thing in$4$ my opinion be more natural$2$. 205:218,37[E ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's shewing civility to$4$ $MP#A$Miss*Price, to$4$ 205:218,37[E ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 205:218,38[E ]| niece, could never want$1$ explanation. The only 205:219,01[E ]| surprize$0$ I can feel is that$3$ this should be the \first\ time of 205:219,02[E ]| its being$1$ paid. $MP#A$Fanny was perfectly right$2#1$ in$4$ giving only 205:219,03[E ]| a conditional answer$0$. She appears to$9$ feel as she ought. 205:219,04[E ]| But as I conclude that$3$ she must wish$1$ to$9$ go, since all young 205:219,05[E ]| people like$1$ to$9$ be together, I can see no$2$ reason$0$ why she 205:219,06[E ]| should be denied the indulgence." 205:219,07[F ]| "But can I do without her, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas?" 205:219,08[E ]| "Indeed I think you may$1$." 205:219,09[F ]| "She always makes tea, you know, when my sister is 205:219,10[F ]| not here." 205:219,11[E ]| "Your sister perhaps may$1$ be prevailed on$5$ to$9$ spend 205:219,12[E ]| the day with us, and I shall certainly be at home." 205:219,13[F ]| "Very well$5$, then, $MP#A$Fanny may$1$ go, $MP#B$Edmund." 205:219,14[' ]| The good news soon followed her. $MP#B$Edmund knocked 205:219,15[' ]| at her door in$4$ his way to$4$ his own$2$. 205:219,16[B ]| "Well$7$, $MP#A$Fanny, it is all happily settled, and without the 205:219,17[B ]| smallest hesitation on$4$ your uncle's side$0$. He had but one 205:219,18[B ]| opinion. You are to$9$ go." 205:219,19[A ]| "Thank you, I am \so$5#1$\ glad," 205:219,19[' ]| was $MP#A$Fanny's instinctive 205:219,20[' ]| reply$0$; though when she had turned from him and shut 205:219,21[' ]| the door, she could not help$1$ feeling, 205:219,21[A ]| "And yet, why should 205:219,22[A ]| I be glad? for$3$ am I not certain of seeing or hearing something 205:219,23[A ]| there to$9$ pain$1$ me?" 205:219,24[' ]| In$4$ spite$8$ of this conviction, however, she was glad. 205:219,25[' ]| Simple$2$ as such an engagement might appear in$4$ other eyes, 205:219,26[' ]| it had novelty and importance in$4$ her's, for$3$ excepting the 205:219,27[' ]| day at Sotherton, she had scarcely ever dined out$5$ before$5$; 205:219,28[' ]| and though now going only half a mile and only to$4$ three 205:219,29[' ]| people, still$5$ it was dining out$5$, and all the little interests$0$ of 205:219,30[' ]| preparation were enjoyments in$4$ themselves. She had 205:219,31[' ]| neither sympathy nor assistance from those who$6#1$ ought to$9$ 205:219,32[' ]| have entered into her feelings and directed her taste; for$3$ 205:219,33[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram never thought$1$ of being$1$ useful to$4$ any*body, 205:219,34[' ]| and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, when she came on$4$ the morrow, in$4$ consequence 205:219,35[' ]| of an early call$0$ and invitation from $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 205:219,36[' ]| was in$4$ a very ill*humour, and seemed intent only on$4$ lessening 205:219,37[' ]| her niece's pleasure, both present$2$ and future, as much 205:219,38[' ]| as possible. 205:220,01[J ]| "Upon$4$ my word, $MP#A$Fanny, you are in$4$ high luck to$9$ meet$1$ 205:220,02[J ]| with such attention and indulgence! You ought to$9$ be 205:220,03[J ]| very much obliged to$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant for$4$ thinking of you, and 205:220,04[J ]| to$4$ your aunt for$4$ letting you go, and you ought to$9$ look$1$ 205:220,05[J ]| upon$4$ it as something extraordinary: for$3$ I hope$1$ you are 205:220,06[J ]| aware that$3$ there is no$2$ real occasion$0$ for$4$ your going into 205:220,07[J ]| company in$4$ this sort of way, or ever dining out$5$ at all; and 205:220,08[J ]| it is what you must not depend upon$4$ ever being$1$ repeated. 205:220,09[J ]| Nor must you be fancying, that$3$ the invitation is meant as 205:220,10[J ]| any particular compliment$0$ to$4$ \you\; the compliment$0$ is 205:220,11[J ]| intended to$4$ your uncle and aunt, and me. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 205:220,12[J ]| thinks it a civility due$2$ to$4$ \us\ to$9$ take a little notice$0$ of you, 205:220,12[J ]| or 205:220,13[J ]| else it would never have come into her head$0$, and you 205:220,14[J ]| may$1$ be very certain, that$3$ if your cousin $MP#I$Julia had been at 205:220,15[J ]| home, you would not have been asked at all." 205:220,16[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had now so$5#1$ ingeniously done away all 205:220,17[' ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's part$0$ of the favour$0$, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ found 205:220,18[' ]| herself expected to$9$ speak, could only say that$3$ 205:220,18@a | she was very 205:220,19@a | much obliged to$4$ her aunt $MP#F$Bertram for$4$ sparing her, and 205:220,20@a | that$3$ she was endeavouring to$9$ put her aunt's evening work$0$ 205:220,21@a | in$4$ such a state$0$ as to$9$ prevent her being$1$ missed. 205:220,22[J ]| "Oh! depend upon$4$ it, your aunt can do very well$5$ without 205:220,23[J ]| you, or you would not be allowed to$9$ go. \I\ shall be 205:220,24[J ]| here, so$3$ you may$1$ be quite easy about$4$ your aunt. And 205:220,25[J ]| I hope$1$ you will$1$ have a very \agreeable\ day and find it all 205:220,26[J ]| mighty \delightful\. But I must observe, that$3$ five is the 205:220,27[J ]| very awkwardest of all possible numbers to$9$ sit down$5$ to$4$ 205:220,28[J ]| table; and I cannot but be surprized that$3$ such an \elegant\ 205:220,29[J ]| lady as $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant should not contrive better! And 205:220,30[J ]| round$4$ their enormous great wide table too$5#2$, which$6#1$ fills up$5$ 205:220,31[J ]| the room so$5#1$ dreadfully! Had the $MP#M$Doctor been contented 205:220,32[J ]| to$9$ take my dining*table when I came away, as any*body 205:220,33[J ]| in$4$ their senses would have done, instead of having that$6#2$ 205:220,34[J ]| absurd new one of his own$2$, which$6#1$ is wider, literally wider 205:220,35[J ]| than the dinner*table here ~~ how infinitely better it would 205:220,36[J ]| have been! and how much more he would have been 205:220,37[J ]| respected! for$3$ people are never respected when they step$1$ 205:220,38[J ]| out$5$ of their proper sphere. Remember \that$6#2$\, $MP#A$Fanny. 205:221,01[J ]| Five, only five to$9$ be sitting round$4$ that$6#2$ table! However, 205:221,02[J ]| you will$1$ have dinner enough on$4$ it for$4$ ten I dare$1#2$ say." 205:221,03[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris fetched breath and went on$5$ again. 205:221,04[J ]| "The nonsense and folly of people's stepping out$5$ of 205:221,05[J ]| their rank$0$ and trying$1$ to$9$ appear above$4$ themselves, makes 205:221,06[J ]| me think it right$2#1$ to$9$ give \you\ a hint$0$, $MP#A$Fanny, now that$3$ you 205:221,07[J ]| are going into company without any of us; and I do 205:221,08[J ]| beseech and intreat you not to$9$ be putting yourself forward$5$, 205:221,09[J ]| and talking and giving your opinion as if you were one of 205:221,10[J ]| your cousins ~~ as if you were dear$2#1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth or 205:221,11[J ]| $MP#I$Julia. \That$6#2$\ will$1$ never do, believe me. Remember, wherever 205:221,12[J ]| you are, you must be the lowest and last$0$; and though 205:221,13[J ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford is in$4$ a manner at home, at the Parsonage, 205:221,14[J ]| you are not to$9$ be taking place$0$ of her. And as to$4$ coming 205:221,15[J ]| away at night, you are to$9$ stay$1$ just$5$ as long as $MP#B$Edmund 205:221,16[J ]| chuses. Leave$1$ him to$9$ settle \that$6#2$\." 205:221,17[A ]| "Yes, ma'am, I should not think of any*thing else." 205:221,18[J ]| "And if it should rain$1$, which$6#1$ I think exceedingly likely, 205:221,19[J ]| for$3$ I never saw it more threatening for$4$ a wet$2$ evening in$4$ 205:221,20[J ]| my life ~~ you must manage as well$5$ as you can, and not be 205:221,21[J ]| expecting the carriage to$9$ be sent for$4$ you. I certainly do 205:221,22[J ]| not go home to*night, and, therefore, the carriage will$1$ not 205:221,23[J ]| be out$5$ on$4$ my account$0$; so$3$ you must make$1$ up$5$ your mind$0$ to$4$ 205:221,24[J ]| what may$1$ happen, and take your things accordingly." 205:221,25[' ]| Her niece thought$1$ it perfectly reasonable. She rated 205:221,26[' ]| her own$2$ claims to$4$ comfort$0$ as low even$5$ as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris could; 205:221,27[' ]| and when $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, soon afterwards, just$5$ opening the 205:221,28[' ]| door, said, 205:221,28[E ]| "$MP#A$Fanny, at what time would you have the 205:221,29[E ]| carriage come round$5$?" 205:221,29[' ]| she felt a degree of astonishment 205:221,30[' ]| which$6#1$ made it impossible for$4$ her to$9$ speak. 205:221,31[J ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas!" 205:221,31[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, red with 205:221,32[' ]| anger$0$, 205:221,32[J ]| "$MP#A$Fanny can walk$1$." 205:221,33[E ]| "Walk$1$!" 205:221,33[' ]| repeated $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, in$4$ a tone of most unanswerable 205:221,34[' ]| dignity, and coming farther into the room. ~~ 205:221,35[E ]| "My niece walk$1$ to$4$ a dinner engagement at this time of the 205:221,36[E ]| year! Will$1$ twenty minutes after$4$ four suit$1$ you?" 205:221,37[A ]| "Yes, sir," 205:221,37[' ]| was $MP#A$Fanny's humble$2$ answer$0$, given with the 205:221,38[' ]| feelings almost of a criminal towards $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris; and not 205:222,01[' ]| bearing to$9$ remain with her in$4$ what might seem a state$0$ of 205:222,02[' ]| triumph$0$, she followed her uncle out$5$ of the room, having 205:222,03[' ]| staid behind him only long enough to$9$ hear these words 205:222,04[' ]| spoken in$4$ angry agitation: 205:222,05[J ]| "Quite unnecessary! ~~ a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ kind$2$! But 205:222,06[J ]| $MP#B$Edmund goes; ~~ true ~~ it is upon$4$ $MP#B$Edmund's account$0$. 205:222,07[J ]| I observed he was hoarse on$4$ Thursday night." 205:222,08[' ]| But this could not impose on$4$ $MP#A$Fanny. 205:222,08[' ]| She felt that$3$ 205:222,09@a | the carriage was for$4$ herself and herself alone; 205:222,09[' ]| and her uncle's 205:222,10[' ]| consideration of her, coming immediately after$4$ such representations 205:222,11[' ]| from her aunt, cost$1$ her some tears of gratitude 205:222,12[' ]| when she was alone. 205:222,13[' ]| The coachman drove round$5$ to$4$ a minute$0$; another 205:222,14[' ]| minute$0$ brought down$5$ the gentleman, and as the lady had, 205:222,15[' ]| with a most scrupulous fear$0$ of being$1$ late, been many 205:222,16[' ]| minutes seated in$4$ the drawing*room, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas saw them 205:222,17[' ]| off in$4$ as good time as his own$2$ correctly punctual habits 205:222,18[' ]| required. 205:222,19[B ]| "Now I must look$1$ at you, $MP#A$Fanny," 205:222,19[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, with 205:222,20[' ]| the kind$2$ smile$0$ of an affectionate brother, 205:222,20[B ]| "and tell you 205:222,21[B ]| how I like$1$ you; and as well$5$ as I can judge$1$ by$4$ this light$0$, 205:222,22[B ]| you look$1$ very nicely indeed. What have you got on$5$?" 205:222,23[A ]| "The new dress$0$ that$6#1$ my uncle was so$5#1$ good as to$9$ give me 205:222,24[A ]| on$4$ my cousin's marriage. I hope$1$ it is not too$5#1$ fine; but 205:222,25[A ]| I thought$1$ I ought to$9$ wear it as soon as I could, and that$3$ 205:222,26[A ]| I might not have such another opportunity all the winter. 205:222,27[A ]| I hope$1$ you do not think me too$5#1$ fine." 205:222,28[B ]| "A woman can never be too$5#1$ fine while$3$ she is all in$4$ white. 205:222,29[B ]| No$7$, I see no$2$ finery about$4$ you; nothing but what is perfectly 205:222,30[B ]| proper. Your gown seems very pretty$2$. I like$1$ these 205:222,31[B ]| glossy spots. Has not $MP#C$Miss*Crawford a gown something 205:222,32[B ]| the same?" 205:222,33[' ]| In$4$ approaching the Parsonage they passed close$5$ by$4$ the 205:222,34[' ]| stable-yard and coach-house. ~~ 205:222,35[B ]| "Hey*day!" 205:222,35[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund 205:222,35[B ]| "here's company, here's 205:222,36[B ]| a carriage! who$6#2$ have they got to$9$ meet$1$ us?" 205:222,36[' ]| And letting 205:222,37[' ]| down$5$ the side-glass to$9$ distinguish, 205:222,37[B ]| "'Tis $MP#D$Crawford's, $MP#D$Crawford's 205:222,38[B ]| barouche, I protest! There are his own$2$ two men 205:223,01[B ]| pushing it back$5$ into its old quarters. He is here of course$8$. 205:223,02[B ]| This is quite a surprize$0$, $MP#A$Fanny. I shall be very glad to$9$ see 205:223,03[B ]| him." 205:223,04[' ]| There was no$2$ occasion$0$, there was no$2$ time for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ 205:223,05[' ]| say 205:223,05@a | how very differently she felt; but the idea of having 205:223,06@a | such another to$9$ observe her, was a great increase$0$ of the 205:223,07@a | trepidation with which$6#1$ she performed the very aweful 205:223,08@a | ceremony of walking into the drawing-room. 205:223,09@a | In$4$ the drawing-room $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford certainly was; 205:223,10@a | having been just$5$ long enough arrived to$9$ be ready for$4$ dinner; 205:223,11@a | and the smiles and pleased looks$0$ of the three others 205:223,12@a | standing round$4$ him, shewed how welcome$2$ was his sudden$2$ 205:223,13@a | resolution of coming to$4$ them for$4$ a few days on$4$ leaving 205:223,14@a | Bath$0#1$. 205:223,14[' ]| A very cordial$2$ meeting passed between him and 205:223,15[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund; and with the exception of $MP#A$Fanny, the pleasure 205:223,16[' ]| was general$2$; and even$5$ to$4$ \her\, there might be some advantage 205:223,17[' ]| in$4$ his presence, since every addition to$4$ the party must 205:223,18[' ]| rather forward$1$ her favourite$2$ indulgence of being$1$ suffered 205:223,19[' ]| to$9$ sit silent and unattended to$5$. She was soon aware of this 205:223,20[' ]| herself; for$3$ though she must submit, as her own$2$ propriety 205:223,21[' ]| of mind$0$ directed, in$4$ spite$8$ of her aunt $MP#J$Norris's opinion, to$4$ 205:223,22[' ]| being$1$ the principal$2$ lady in$4$ company, and to$4$ all the little 205:223,23[' ]| distinctions consequent thereon, 205:223,23@a | she found, while$3$ they 205:223,24@a | were at table, such a happy flow$0$ of conversation prevailing 205:223,25@a | in$4$ which$6#1$ she was not required to$9$ take any part$0$ ~~ there was 205:223,26@a | so$5#1$ much to$9$ be said between the brother and sister about$4$ 205:223,27@a | Bath$0#1$, so$5#1$ much between the two young men about$4$ hunting, 205:223,28@a | so$5#1$ much of politics between $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford and $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 205:223,29@a | and of every*thing, and all together between $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 205:223,30@a | and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, as to$9$ leave$1$ her the fairest prospect of 205:223,31@a | having only to$9$ listen in$4$ quiet$2$, and of passing a very agreeable 205:223,32@a | day. She could not compliment$1$ the newly-arrived 205:223,33@a | gentleman however with any appearance of interest$0$ in$4$ 205:223,34@a | a scheme$0$ for$4$ extending his stay$0$ at Mansfield, and sending 205:223,35@a | for$4$ his hunters from Norfolk, which$6#1$, suggested by$4$ $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 205:223,36@a | advised by$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, and warmly urged by$4$ the two sisters, 205:223,37@a | was soon in$4$ possession of his mind$0$, and which$6#1$ he seemed to$9$ 205:223,38@a | want$1$ to$9$ be encouraged even$5$ by$4$ her to$9$ resolve$1$ on$4$. Her 205:224,01@a | opinion was sought as to$4$ the probable continuance of the 205:224,02@a | open$2$ weather, 205:224,02[' ]| but her answers were as short and indifferent 205:224,03[' ]| as civility allowed. 205:224,03@a | She could not wish$1$ him to$9$ stay$1$, and 205:224,04@a | would much rather not have him speak to$4$ her. 205:224,05[' ]| Her two absent cousins, especially $MP#H$Maria, were much in$4$ 205:224,06[' ]| her thoughts on$4$ seeing him; 205:224,06@a | but no$2$ embarrassing remembrance 205:224,07@a | affected \his\ spirits. Here he was again on$4$ the same 205:224,08@a | ground where all had passed before$5$, and apparently as 205:224,09@a | willing to$9$ stay$1$ and be happy without the $MP#H1$Miss*Bertrams, 205:224,10@a | as if he had never known Mansfield in$4$ any other state$0$. 205:224,11@a | She heard them spoken of by$4$ him only in$4$ a general$2$ way, till 205:224,12@a | they were all re-assembled in$4$ the drawing-room, when 205:224,13@a | $MP#B$Edmund, being$1$ engaged apart in$4$ some matter of business 205:224,14@a | with $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, which$6#1$ seemed entirely to$9$ engross them, 205:224,15@a | and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant occupied at the tea-table, he began talking 205:224,16@a | of them with more particularity to$4$ his other sister. 205:224,16[' ]| With 205:224,17[' ]| a significant smile$0$, which$6#1$ made $MP#A$Fanny quite hate him, he 205:224,18[' ]| said, 205:224,18[D ]| "So$3$! $MP#K$Rushworth and his fair bride are at Brighton, 205:224,19[D ]| I understand ~~ Happy man!" 205:224,20[C ]| "Yes, they have been there ~~ about$4$ a fortnight, 205:224,21[C ]| $MP#A$Miss*Price, have they not? ~~ And $MP#I$Julia is with them." 205:224,22[D ]| "And $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, I presume, is not far off." 205:224,23[C ]| "$MP#R$Mr%*Yates! ~~ Oh! we hear nothing of $MP#R$Mr%*Yates. I do 205:224,24[C ]| not imagine he figures$1$ much in$4$ the letters to$4$ Mansfield*Park; 205:224,25[C ]| do you, $MP#A$Miss*Price? ~~ I think my friend $MP#I$Julia knows 205:224,26[C ]| better than to$9$ entertain her father with $MP#R$Mr%*Yates." 205:224,27[D ]| "Poor $MP#K$Rushworth and his two-and-forty speeches!" 205:224,28[' ]| continued $MP#D$Crawford. 205:224,28[D ]| "Nobody can ever forget them. 205:224,29[D ]| Poor fellow! ~~ I see him now; ~~ his toil and his despair$0$. 205:224,30[D ]| Well$7$, I am much mistaken if his lovely $MP#H$Maria will$1$ ever want$1$ 205:224,31[D ]| him to$9$ make$1$ two-and-forty speeches to$4$ her" ~~ 205:224,31[' ]| adding, with 205:224,32[' ]| a momentary seriousness, 205:224,32[D ]| "She is too$5#1$ good for$4$ him ~~ 205:224,33[D ]| much too$5#1$ good." 205:224,33[' ]| And then changing his tone again to$4$ one 205:224,34[' ]| of gentle gallantry, and addressing $MP#A$Fanny, he said, 205:224,34[D ]| "You 205:224,35[D ]| were $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's best friend. Your kindness and 205:224,36[D ]| patience can never be forgotten, your indefatigable patience 205:224,37[D ]| in$4$ trying$1$ to$9$ make$1$ it possible for$4$ him to$9$ learn his part$0$ ~~ in$4$ 205:224,38[D ]| trying$1$ to$9$ give him a brain which$6#1$ nature had denied ~~ to$9$ 205:225,01[D ]| mix up$5$ an understanding for$4$ him out$5$ of the superfluity of 205:225,02[D ]| your own$2$! \He\ might not have sense enough himself to$9$ 205:225,03[D ]| estimate$1$ your kindness, but I may$1$ venture to$9$ say that$3$ it 205:225,04[D ]| had honour$0$ from all the rest$0#1$ of the party." 205:225,05[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny coloured, and said nothing. 205:225,06[D ]| "It is as a dream$0$, a pleasant dream$0$!" 205:225,06[' ]| he exclaimed, 205:225,07[' ]| breaking forth again after$4$ few minutes musing. 205:225,07[D ]| "I shall 205:225,08[D ]| always look$1$ back$5$ on$4$ our theatricals with exquisite pleasure. 205:225,09[D ]| There was such an interest$0$, such an animation, such a spirit 205:225,10[D ]| diffused! Every*body felt it. We were all alive. There 205:225,11[D ]| was employment, hope$0$, solicitude, bustle$0$, for$4$ every hour of 205:225,12[D ]| the day. Always some little objection, some little doubt$0$, 205:225,13[D ]| some little anxiety to$9$ be got over. I never was happier." 205:225,14[' ]| With silent indignation, $MP#A$Fanny repeated to$4$ herself, 205:225,15[A ]| "Never happier! ~~ never happier than when doing what 205:225,16[A ]| you must know was not justifiable! ~~ never happier than 205:225,17[A ]| when behaving so$5#1$ dishonourably and unfeelingly! ~~ Oh! 205:225,18[A ]| what a corrupted mind$0$!" 205:225,19[D ]| "We were unlucky, $MP#A$Miss*Price," 205:225,19[' ]| he continued in$4$ a lower$2$ 205:225,20[' ]| tone, to$9$ avoid the possibility of being$1$ heard by$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, 205:225,21[' ]| and not at all aware of her feelings, 205:225,21[D ]| "we certainly were 205:225,22[D ]| very unlucky. Another week, only one other week, would 205:225,23[D ]| have been enough for$4$ us. I think if we had had the disposal 205:225,24[D ]| of events ~~ if Mansfield*Park had had the government of 205:225,25[D ]| the winds just$5$ for$4$ a week or two about$4$ the equinox, there 205:225,26[D ]| would have been a difference. Not that$3$ we would have 205:225,27[D ]| endangered his safety by$4$ any tremendous weather ~~ but only 205:225,28[D ]| by$4$ a steady contrary wind, or a calm$0$. I think, $MP#A$Miss*Price, 205:225,29[D ]| we would have indulged ourselves with a week's calm$0$ in$4$ 205:225,30[D ]| the Atlantic at that$6#2$ season." 205:225,31[' ]| He seemed determined to$9$ be answered; and $MP#A$Fanny, 205:225,32[' ]| averting her face$0$, said with a firmer tone than usual, 205:225,33[A ]| "As far as \I\ am concerned, sir, I would not have delayed 205:225,34[A ]| his return$0$ for$4$ a day. My uncle disapproved it all so$5#1$ 205:225,35[A ]| entirely when he did arrive, that$3$ in$4$ my opinion, every*thing 205:225,36[A ]| had gone quite far enough." 205:225,37[' ]| She had never spoken so$5#1$ much at once to$4$ him in$4$ her life 205:225,38[' ]| before$5$, and never so$5#1$ angrily to$4$ any*one; and when her 205:226,01[' ]| speech was over, she trembled and blushed at her own$2$ 205:226,02[' ]| daring. He was surprized; but after$4$ a few moments silent 205:226,03[' ]| consideration of her, replied in$4$ a calmer, graver tone, and 205:226,04[' ]| as if the candid result$0$ of conviction, 205:226,04[D ]| "I believe you are 205:226,05[D ]| right$2#1$. It was more pleasant than prudent. We were getting 205:226,06[D ]| too$5#1$ noisy." 205:226,06[' ]| And then turning the conversation, he 205:226,07[' ]| would have engaged her on$4$ some other subject$0$, but her 205:226,08[' ]| answers were so$5#1$ shy and reluctant that$3$ he could not 205:226,09[' ]| advance$1$ in$4$ any. 205:226,10[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, who$6#1$ had been repeatedly eyeing 205:226,11[' ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant and $MP#B$Edmund, now observed, 205:226,11[C ]| "Those gentlemen 205:226,12[C ]| must have some very interesting point$0$ to$9$ discuss." 205:226,13[D ]| "The most interesting in$4$ the world," 205:226,13[' ]| replied her brother 205:226,14[D ]| ~~ "how to$9$ make$1$ money ~~ how to$9$ turn$1$ a good income into 205:226,15[D ]| a better. $MP#M$Dr%*Grant is giving $MP#B$Bertram instructions about$4$ 205:226,16[D ]| the living he is to$9$ step$1$ into so$5#1$ soon. I find he takes orders$0#2$ 205:226,17[D ]| in$4$ a few weeks. They were at it in$4$ the dining-parlour. 205:226,18[D ]| I am glad to$9$ hear $MP#B$Bertram will$1$ be so$5#1$ well$5$ off. He will$1$ have 205:226,19[D ]| a very pretty$2$ income to$9$ make$1$ ducks and drakes with, and 205:226,20[D ]| earned without much trouble$0$. I apprehend he will$1$ not 205:226,21[D ]| have less than seven hundred a year. Seven hundred 205:226,22[D ]| a year is a fine thing for$4$ a younger brother; and as of 205:226,23[D ]| course$8$ he will$1$ still$5$ live at home, it will$1$ be all for$4$ his 205:226,23[D ]| \menus*plaisirs\; 205:226,24[D ]| and a sermon at Christmas and Easter, I suppose, 205:226,25[D ]| will$1$ be the sum total of sacrifice$0$." 205:226,26[' ]| His sister tried to$9$ laugh$1$ off her feelings by$4$ saying, 205:226,27[C ]| "Nothing amuses me more than the easy manner with 205:226,28[C ]| which$6#1$ every*body settles the abundance of those who$6#1$ have 205:226,29[C ]| a great deal$0$ less than themselves. You would look$1$ rather 205:226,30[C ]| blank$2$, $MP#D$Henry, if your menus*plaisirs were to$9$ be limited to$4$ 205:226,31[C ]| seven hundred a year." 205:226,32[D ]| "Perhaps I might; but all \that$6#1$\ you know is entirely 205:226,33[D ]| comparative. Birthright and habit must settle the business. 205:226,34[D ]| $MP#B$Bertram is certainly well$5$ off for$4$ a cadet of even$5$ 205:226,35[D ]| a Baronet's family. By$4$ the time he is four or five-and-twenty 205:226,36[D ]| he will$1$ have seven hundred a year, and nothing 205:226,37[D ]| to$9$ do for$4$ it." 205:226,38[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford \could\ have said that$3$ there would be a 205:227,01[' ]| something to$9$ do and to$9$ suffer for$4$ it, which$6#1$ she could not 205:227,02[' ]| think lightly of; but she checked herself and let it pass$1$; 205:227,03[' ]| and tried to$9$ look$1$ calm$2$ and unconcerned when the two 205:227,04[' ]| gentlemen shortly afterwards joined them. 205:227,05[D ]| "$MP#B$Bertram," 205:227,05[' ]| said $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, 205:227,05[D ]| "I shall make$1$ a point$0$ 205:227,06[D ]| of coming to$4$ Mansfield to$9$ hear you preach your first 205:227,07[D ]| sermon. I shall come on$4$ purpose to$9$ encourage a young 205:227,08[D ]| beginner. When is it to$9$ be? $MP#A$Miss*Price, will$1$ not you join 205:227,09[D ]| me in$4$ encouraging your cousin? Will$1$ not you engage to$9$ 205:227,10[D ]| attend with your eyes steadily fixed on$4$ him the whole$2$ 205:227,11[D ]| time ~~ as I shall do ~~ not to$9$ lose a word; or only looking off 205:227,12[D ]| just$5$ to$9$ note$1$ down$5$ any sentence pre-eminently beautiful? 205:227,13[D ]| We will$1$ provide ourselves with tablets and a pencil. 205:227,14[D ]| When will$1$ it be? You must preach at Mansfield, you 205:227,15[D ]| know, that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram may$1$ hear you." 205:227,16[B ]| "I shall keep clear$2$ of you, $MP#D$Crawford, as long as I can," 205:227,17[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 205:227,17[B ]| "for$3$ you would be more likely to$9$ disconcert 205:227,18[B ]| me, and I should be more sorry to$9$ see you trying$1$ at it, than 205:227,19[B ]| almost any other man." 205:227,20@a | "Will$1$ he not feel this?" 205:227,20[' ]| thought$1$ $MP#A$Fanny. 205:227,20@a | "No$7$, he can 205:227,21@a | feel nothing as he ought." 205:227,21[' ]| The party being$1$ now all united, and the chief talkers 205:227,22[' ]| attracting each other, she remained in$4$ tranquillity; and 205:227,23[' ]| as a whist*table was formed after$4$ tea ~~ formed really for$4$ 205:227,24[' ]| the amusement of $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, by$4$ his attentive wife, though 205:227,25[' ]| it was not to$9$ be supposed so$5#2$ ~~ and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford took her 205:227,26[' ]| harp, she had nothing to$9$ do but to$9$ listen, and her tranquillity 205:227,27[' ]| remained undisturbed the rest$0#1$ of the evening, 205:227,28[' ]| except when $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford now and then addressed to$4$ her 205:227,29[' ]| a question$0$ or observation, which$6#1$ she could not avoid 205:227,30[' ]| answering. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was too$5#1$ much vexed by$4$ what 205:227,31[' ]| had passed to$9$ be in$4$ a humour for$4$ any*thing but music. 205:227,32[' ]| With that$6#2$, she soothed herself and amused her friend. 205:227,33[' ]| The assurance of $MP#B$Edmund's being$1$ so$5#1$ soon to$9$ take orders$0#2$, 205:227,34[' ]| coming upon$4$ her like$4$ a blow that$6#1$ had been suspended, and 205:227,35[' ]| still$5$ hoped uncertain and at a distance$0$, was felt with 205:227,36[' ]| resentment and mortification. 205:227,37@c | She was very angry with 205:227,38@c | him. She had thought$1$ her influence$0$ more. She \had\ begun 205:228,01@c | to$9$ think of him ~~ she felt that$3$ she had ~~ with great regard$0$, 205:228,02@c | with almost decided intentions; but she would now meet$1$ 205:228,03@c | him with his own$2$ cool$2$ feelings. It was plain that$3$ he could 205:228,04@c | have no$2$ serious$2$ views, no$2$ true attachment, by$4$ fixing himself 205:228,05@c | in$4$ a situation which$6#1$ he must know she would never 205:228,06@c | stoop to$4$. She would learn to$9$ match$1$ him in$4$ his indifference. 205:228,07@c | She would henceforth admit his attentions without any 205:228,08@c | idea beyond$4$ immediate amusement. If \he\ could so$5#1$ command$1$ 205:228,09@c | his affections, \her's\ should do her no$2$ harm$0$. 206:229,01[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had quite made up$5$ his mind$0$ by$4$ the 206:229,02[' ]| next morning to$9$ give another fortnight to$4$ Mansfield, and 206:229,03[' ]| having sent for$4$ his hunters and written a few lines of 206:229,04[' ]| explanation to$4$ the $MP#ZF$Admiral, he looked round$5$ at his sister 206:229,05[' ]| as he sealed and threw the letter from him, and seeing the 206:229,06[' ]| coast clear$2$ of the rest$0#1$ of the family, said, with a smile$0$, 206:229,07[D ]| "And how do you think I mean$1$ to$9$ amuse myself, $MP#C$Mary, on$4$ 206:229,08[D ]| the days that$6#1$ I do not hunt? I am grown too$5#1$ old to$9$ go out$5$ 206:229,09[D ]| more than three times a week; but I have a plan for$4$ the 206:229,10[D ]| intermediate days, and what do you think it is?" 206:229,11[C ]| "To$9$ walk$1$ and ride$1$ with me, to$9$ be sure." 206:229,12[D ]| "Not exactly, though I shall be happy to$9$ do both, but 206:229,13[D ]| \that$6#2$\ would be exercise$0$ only to$4$ my body, and I must take 206:229,14[D ]| care$0$ of my mind$0$. Besides \that$6#2$\ would be all recreation and 206:229,15[D ]| indulgence, without the wholesome alloy of labour, and 206:229,16[D ]| I do not like$1$ to$9$ eat the bread of idleness. No$7$, my plan is to$9$ 206:229,17[D ]| make$1$ $MP#A$Fanny*Price in$4$ love$0$ with me." 206:229,18[C ]| "$MP#A$Fanny*Price! Nonsense! No$7$, no$7$. You ought to$9$ be 206:229,19[C ]| satisfied with her two cousins." 206:229,20[D ]| "But I cannot be satisfied without $MP#A$Fanny*Price, without 206:229,21[D ]| making a small hole in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny*Price's heart. You do not 206:229,22[D ]| seem properly aware of her claims to$4$ notice$0$. When we 206:229,23[D ]| talked of her last$2$ night, you none of you seemed sensible$2#1$ 206:229,24[D ]| of the wonderful improvement that$6#1$ has taken place$0$ in$4$ her 206:229,25[D ]| looks$0$ within the last$2$ six weeks. You see her every day, 206:229,26[D ]| and therefore do not notice$1$ it, but I assure you, she is quite 206:229,27[D ]| a different creature from what she was in$4$ the autumn. 206:229,28[D ]| She was then merely a quiet$2$, modest, not plain looking girl, 206:229,29[D ]| but she is now absolutely pretty$2$. I used to$9$ think she had 206:229,30[D ]| neither complexion nor countenance; but in$4$ that$6#2$ soft skin 206:229,31[D ]| of her's, so$5#1$ frequently tinged with a blush$0$ as it was yesterday, 206:229,32[D ]| there is decided beauty; and from what I observed of 206:230,01[D ]| her eyes and mouth, I do not despair$1$ of their being$1$ capable 206:230,02[D ]| of expression enough when she has any*thing to$9$ express$1$. 206:230,03[D ]| And then ~~ her air, her manner, her tout*ensemble is so$5#1$ 206:230,04[D ]| indescribably improved! She must be grown two inches, 206:230,05[D ]| at least, since October." 206:230,06[C ]| "Phoo! phoo! This is only because there were no$2$ tall 206:230,07[C ]| women to$9$ compare her with, and because she has got a new 206:230,08[C ]| gown, and you never saw her so$5#1$ well$5$ dressed before$5$. She is 206:230,09[C ]| just$5$ what she was in$4$ October, believe me. The truth is, 206:230,10[C ]| that$3$ she was the only girl in$4$ company for$4$ you to$9$ notice$1$, and 206:230,11[C ]| you must have a somebody. I have always thought$1$ her 206:230,12[C ]| pretty$2$ ~~ not strikingly pretty$2$ ~~ but ""pretty$2$ enough"" as 206:230,13[C ]| people say; a sort of beauty that$6#1$ grows on$4$ one. Her eyes 206:230,14[C ]| should be darker, but she has a sweet smile$0$; but as for$4$ 206:230,15[C ]| this wonderful degree of improvement, I am sure it may$1$ 206:230,16[C ]| all be resolved into a better style of dress$0$ and your having 206:230,17[C ]| nobody else to$9$ look$1$ at; and therefore, if you do set$1$ about$5$ 206:230,18[C ]| a flirtation with her, you never will$1$ persuade me that$3$ it is 206:230,19[C ]| in$4$ compliment$0$ to$4$ her beauty, or that$3$ it proceeds from any*thing 206:230,20[C ]| but your own$2$ idleness and folly." 206:230,21[' ]| Her brother gave only a smile$0$ to$4$ this accusation, and 206:230,22[' ]| soon afterwards said, 206:230,22[D ]| "I do not quite know what to$9$ 206:230,23[D ]| make$1$ of $MP#A$Miss*Fanny. I do not understand her. I could 206:230,24[D ]| not tell what she would be at yesterday. What is her 206:230,25[D ]| character? ~~ Is she solemn? ~~ Is she queer? ~~ Is she 206:230,26[D ]| prudish? Why did she draw back$5$ and look$1$ so$5#1$ grave$2$ 206:230,27[D ]| at me? I could hardly get her to$9$ speak. I never was 206:230,28[D ]| so$5#1$ long in$4$ company with a girl in$4$ my life ~~ trying$1$ to$9$ 206:230,29[D ]| entertain her ~~ and succeed so$5#1$ ill! Never met with 206:230,30[D ]| a girl who$6#1$ looked so$5#1$ grave$2$ on$4$ me! I must try to$9$ get 206:230,31[D ]| the better of this. Her looks$0$ say, ""I will$1$ not like$1$ you, 206:230,32[D ]| I am determined not to$9$ like$1$ you,"" and I say, she shall." 206:230,33[C ]| "Foolish fellow! And so$3$ this is her attraction after$4$ 206:230,34[C ]| all! This it is ~~ her not caring about$4$ you ~~ which$6#1$ gives 206:230,35[C ]| her such a soft skin and makes her so$5#1$ much taller, and 206:230,36[C ]| produces all these charms and graces! I do desire$1$ that$3$ 206:230,37[C ]| you will$1$ not be making her really unhappy; a \little\ love$0$ 206:230,38[C ]| perhaps may$1$ animate$1$ and do her good, but I will$1$ not 206:231,01[C ]| have you plunge her deep, for$3$ she is as good a little 206:231,02[C ]| creature as ever lived, and has a great deal$0$ of feeling." 206:231,03[D ]| "It can be but for$4$ a fortnight," 206:231,03[' ]| said $MP#D$Henry, 206:231,03[D ]| "and if 206:231,04[D ]| a fortnight can kill her, she must have a constitution 206:231,05[D ]| which$6#1$ nothing could save$1$. No$7$, I will$1$ not do her any 206:231,06[D ]| harm$0$, dear$2#1$ little soul! I only want$1$ her to$9$ look$1$ kindly 206:231,07[D ]| on$4$ me, to$9$ give me smiles as well$5$ as blushes, to$9$ keep 206:231,08[D ]| a chair for$4$ me by$4$ herself wherever we are, and be all 206:231,09[D ]| animation when I take it and talk$1$ to$4$ her; to$9$ think as 206:231,10[D ]| I think, be interested in$4$ all my possessions and pleasures, 206:231,11[D ]| try to$9$ keep me longer at Mansfield, and feel when I go 206:231,12[D ]| away that$3$ she shall be never happy again. I want$1$ 206:231,13[D ]| nothing more." 206:231,14[C ]| "Moderation itself!" 206:231,14[' ]| said $MP#C$Mary. 206:231,14[C ]| "I can have no$2$ 206:231,15[C ]| scruples now. Well$7$, you will$1$ have opportunities enough 206:231,16[C ]| of endeavouring to$9$ recommend yourself, for$3$ we are 206:231,17[C ]| a great deal$0$ together." 206:231,18[' ]| And without attempting any further remonstrance, 206:231,19[' ]| she left $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ her fate ~~ a fate which$6#1$, had not $MP#A$Fanny's 206:231,20[' ]| heart been guarded in$4$ a way unsuspected by$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 206:231,21[' ]| might have been a little harder than she deserved; 206:231,22[' ]| for$3$ although there doubtless are such unconquerable 206:231,23[' ]| young ladies of eighteen (or one should not read about$4$ 206:231,24[' ]| them) as are never to$9$ be persuaded into love$0$ against 206:231,25[' ]| their judgment by$4$ all that$6#1$ talent, manner, attention, 206:231,26[' ]| and flattery can do, I have no$2$ inclination to$9$ believe 206:231,27[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny one of them, or to$9$ think that$3$ with so$5#1$ much tenderness 206:231,28[' ]| of disposition, and so$5#1$ much taste as belonged to$4$ her, 206:231,29[' ]| she could have escaped heart-whole from the courtship 206:231,30[' ]| (though the courtship only of a fortnight) of such a man 206:231,31[' ]| as $MP#D$Crawford, in$4$ spite$8$ of there being$1$ some previous ill-opinion 206:231,32[' ]| of him to$9$ be overcome, had not her affection been 206:231,33[' ]| engaged elsewhere. With all the security which$6#1$ love$0$ of 206:231,34[' ]| another and disesteem of him could give to$4$ the peace 206:231,35[' ]| of mind$0$ he was attacking, his continued attentions ~~ 206:231,36[' ]| continued, but not obtrusive, and adapting themselves 206:231,37[' ]| more and more to$4$ the gentleness and delicacy of her 206:231,38[' ]| character, ~~ obliged her very soon to$9$ dislike$1$ him less than 206:232,01[' ]| formerly. She had by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ forgotten the past$0$, and 206:232,02[' ]| she thought$1$ as ill of him as ever; but she felt his powers; 206:232,03@a | he was entertaining, and his manners were so$5#1$ improved, 206:232,04@a | so$5#1$ polite, so$5#1$ seriously and blamelessly polite, that$3$ it was 206:232,05@a | impossible not to$9$ be civil to$4$ him in$4$ return$0$. 206:232,06[' ]| A very few days were enough to$9$ effect$1$ this; and at 206:232,07[' ]| the end$0$ of those few days, circumstances arose which$6#1$ had 206:232,08[' ]| a tendency rather to$9$ forward$1$ his views of pleasing her, 206:232,09[' ]| inasmuch as they gave her a degree of happiness which$6#1$ 206:232,10[' ]| must dispose her to$9$ be pleased with every*body. $MP#Q$William, 206:232,11[' ]| her brother, the so$5#1$ long absent and dearly$5#1$ loved brother, 206:232,12[' ]| was in$4$ England again. She had a letter from him herself, 206:232,13[' ]| a few hurried happy lines, written as the ship came up$4$ 206:232,14[' ]| Channel, and sent into Portsmouth, with the first boat 206:232,15[' ]| that$6#1$ left the Antwerp, at anchor, in$4$ Spithead; and when 206:232,16[' ]| $MP#D$Crawford walked up$5$ with the newspaper in$4$ his hand$0$, 206:232,17[' ]| which$6#1$ he had hoped would bring the first tidings, he 206:232,18[' ]| found her trembling with joy over this letter, and listening 206:232,19[' ]| with a glowing, grateful countenance to$4$ the kind$2$ invitation 206:232,20[' ]| which$6#1$ her uncle was most collectedly dictating in$4$ 206:232,21[' ]| reply$0$. 206:232,22[' ]| It was but the day before$5$, that$3$ $MP#D$Crawford had made 206:232,23[' ]| himself thoroughly master of the subject$0$, or had in$4$ fact 206:232,24[' ]| become at all aware of her having such a brother, or his 206:232,25[' ]| being$1$ in$4$ such a ship, but the interest$0$ then excited had 206:232,26[' ]| been very properly lively, determining him on$4$ his return$0$ 206:232,27[' ]| to$4$ town to$9$ apply for$4$ information as to$4$ the probable 206:232,28[' ]| period of the Antwerp's return$0$ from the Mediterranean, 206:232,29[' ]| &c%; 206:232,29@d | and the good luck which$6#1$ attended his early examination 206:232,30@d | of ship news, the next morning, seemed the reward$0$ 206:232,31@d | of his ingenuity in$4$ finding out$5$ such a method of pleasing 206:232,32@d | her, as well$5$ as of his dutiful attention to$4$ the $MP#ZF$Admiral, 206:232,33@d | in$4$ having for$4$ many years taken in$5$ the paper esteemed 206:232,34@d | to$9$ have the earliest naval intelligence. 206:232,34[' ]| He proved, however, 206:232,35[' ]| to$9$ be too$5#1$ late. All those fine first feelings, of which$6#1$ 206:232,36[' ]| he had hoped to$9$ be the excitor, were already given. But 206:232,37[' ]| his intention, the kindness of his intention, was thankfully 206:232,38[' ]| acknowledged ~~ quite thankfully and warmly, for$3$ she was 206:233,01[' ]| elevated beyond$4$ the common$2$ timidity of her mind$0$ by$4$ 206:233,02[' ]| the flow$0$ of her love$0$ for$4$ $MP#Q$William. 206:233,03[' ]| This dear$2#1$ $MP#Q$William would soon be amongst them. 206:233,04[' ]| There could be no$2$ doubt$0$ of his obtaining leave$0$ of absence 206:233,05[' ]| immediately, for$3$ he was still$5$ only a midshipman; and as 206:233,06[' ]| his parents, from living on$4$ the spot, must already have 206:233,07[' ]| seen him and be seeing him perhaps daily, his direct$2$ 206:233,08[' ]| holidays might with justice be instantly given to$4$ the 206:233,09[' ]| sister, who$6#1$ had been his best correspondent through$4$ 206:233,10[' ]| a period of seven years, and the uncle who$6#1$ had done 206:233,11[' ]| most for$4$ his support$0$ and advancement; and accordingly 206:233,12[' ]| the reply$0$ to$4$ her reply$0$, fixing a very early day for$4$ his 206:233,13[' ]| arrival, came as soon as possible; and scarcely ten days 206:233,14[' ]| had passed since $MP#A$Fanny had been in$4$ the agitation of her 206:233,15[' ]| first dinner visit$0$, when she found herself in$4$ an agitation 206:233,16[' ]| of a higher nature ~~ watching in$4$ the hall, in$4$ the lobby, 206:233,17[' ]| on$4$ the stairs, for$4$ the first sound$0$ of the carriage which$6#1$ was 206:233,18[' ]| to$9$ bring her a brother. 206:233,19[' ]| It came happily while$3$ she was thus waiting; and there 206:233,20[' ]| being$1$ neither ceremony nor fearfulness to$9$ delay$1$ the 206:233,21[' ]| moment of meeting, she was with him as he entered the 206:233,22[' ]| house, and the first minutes of exquisite feeling had no$2$ 206:233,23[' ]| interruption and no$2$ witnesses, unless the servants chiefly 206:233,24[' ]| intent upon$4$ opening the proper doors could be called such. 206:233,25[' ]| This was exactly what $MP#E$Sir*Thomas and $MP#B$Edmund had been 206:233,26[' ]| separately conniving at, as each proved to$4$ the other by$4$ 206:233,27[' ]| the sympathetic alacrity with which$6#1$ they both advised 206:233,28[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's continuing where she was, instead of rushing 206:233,29[' ]| out$5$ into the hall as soon as the noises of the arrival 206:233,30[' ]| reached them. 206:233,31[' ]| $MP#Q$William and $MP#A$Fanny soon shewed themselves; and 206:233,32[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had the pleasure of receiving in$4$ his prote=ge=, 206:233,33@e | certainly a very different person from the one he had 206:233,34@e | equipped seven years ago, but a young man of an open$2$, 206:233,35@e | pleasant countenance, and frank$2$, unstudied, but feeling 206:233,36@e | and respectful manners, and such as confirmed him his 206:233,37@e | friend. 206:233,38[' ]| It was long before$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could recover from the 206:234,01[' ]| agitating happiness of such an hour as was formed by$4$ 206:234,02[' ]| the last$2$ thirty minutes of expectation and the first of 206:234,03[' ]| fruition; it was some time even$5$ before$3$ her happiness 206:234,04[' ]| could be said to$9$ make$1$ her happy, before$3$ the disappointment 206:234,05[' ]| inseparable from the alteration of person had 206:234,06[' ]| vanished, and she could see in$4$ him the same $MP#Q$William as 206:234,07[' ]| before$5$, and talk$1$ to$4$ him, as her heart had been yearning 206:234,08[' ]| to$9$ do, through$4$ many a past$2$ year. That$6#2$ time, however, 206:234,09[' ]| did gradually come, forwarded by$4$ an affection on$4$ his side$0$ 206:234,10[' ]| as warm$2$ as her own$2$, and much less incumbered by$4$ 206:234,11[' ]| refinement or self-distrust. She was the first object$0$ of 206:234,12[' ]| his love$0$, but it was a love$0$ which$6#1$ his stronger spirits, and 206:234,13[' ]| bolder temper, made it as natural$2$ for$4$ him to$9$ express$1$ as 206:234,14[' ]| to$9$ feel. On$4$ the morrow they were walking about$5$ together 206:234,15[' ]| with true enjoyment, and every succeeding morrow 206:234,16[' ]| renewed a te^te-a`-te^te, which$6#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could not but 206:234,17[' ]| observe with complacency, even$5$ before$3$ $MP#B$Edmund had 206:234,18[' ]| pointed it out$5$ to$4$ him. 206:234,19[' ]| Excepting the moments of peculiar delight$0$, which$6#1$ any 206:234,20[' ]| marked or unlooked-for instance$0$ of $MP#B$Edmund's consideration 206:234,21[' ]| of her in$4$ the last$2$ few months had excited, $MP#A$Fanny 206:234,22[' ]| had never known so$5#1$ much felicity in$4$ her life, as in$4$ 206:234,22@a | this 206:234,23@a | unchecked, equal$2$, fearless intercourse with the brother 206:234,24@a | and friend, who$6#1$ was opening all his heart to$4$ her, telling 206:234,25@a | her all his hopes$0$ and fears, plans, and solicitudes respecting 206:234,26@a | that$6#2$ long thought$1$ of, dearly$5#2$ earned, and justly valued 206:234,27@a | blessing of promotion ~~ who$6#1$ could give her direct$2$ and 206:234,28@a | minute$2$ information of the father and mother, brothers 206:234,29@a | and sisters, of whom$6#1$ she very seldom heard ~~ who$6#1$ was 206:234,30@a | interested in$4$ all the comforts and all the little hardships 206:234,31@a | of her home, at Mansfield ~~ ready to$9$ think of every 206:234,32@a | member of that$6#2$ home as she directed, or differing only 206:234,33@a | by$4$ a less scrupulous opinion, and more noisy abuse of 206:234,34@a | their aunt $MP#J$Norris ~~ and with whom$6#1$ (perhaps the dearest 206:234,35@a | indulgence of the whole$0$) all the evil and good of their 206:234,36@a | earliest years could be gone over again, and every former 206:234,37@a | united pain$0$ and pleasure retraced with the fondest 206:234,38@a | recollection. 206:234,38[' ]| An advantage this, a strengthener of love$0$, 206:235,01[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ even$5$ the conjugal tie is beneath the fraternal. 206:235,02[' ]| Children of the same family, the same blood, with the 206:235,03[' ]| same first associations and habits, have some means$0$ of 206:235,04[' ]| enjoyment in$4$ their power, which$6#1$ no$2$ subsequent connections 206:235,05[' ]| can supply$1$; and it must be by$4$ a long and 206:235,06[' ]| unnatural estrangement, by$4$ a divorce which$6#1$ no$2$ subsequent 206:235,07[' ]| connection can justify, if such precious remains$0$ 206:235,08[' ]| of the earliest attachments are ever entirely outlived. 206:235,09[' ]| Too$5#1$ often, alas! it is so$5#2$. ~~ Fraternal love$0$, sometimes 206:235,10[' ]| almost every*thing, is at others worse than nothing. 206:235,11[' ]| But with $MP#Q$William and $MP#A$Fanny*Price, it was still$5$ a sentiment 206:235,12[' ]| in$4$ all its prime and freshness, wounded by$4$ no$2$ opposition 206:235,13[' ]| of interest$0$, cooled by$4$ no$2$ separate$2$ attachment, and feeling 206:235,14[' ]| the influence$0$ of time and absence only in$4$ its increase$0$. 206:235,15[' ]| An affection so$5#1$ amiable was advancing each in$4$ the 206:235,16[' ]| opinion of all who$6#1$ had hearts to$9$ value$1$ any*thing good. 206:235,17[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was as much struck with it as any. 206:235,18@d | He honoured the warm*hearted, blunt fondness of the 206:235,19@d | young sailor, 206:235,19[' ]| which$6#1$ led him to$9$ say, with his hand$0$ stretched 206:235,20[' ]| towards $MP#A$Fanny's head$0$, 206:235,20[Q ]| "Do you know, I begin to$9$ like$1$ 206:235,21[Q ]| that$6#2$ queer fashion$0$ already, though when I first heard 206:235,22[Q ]| of such things being$1$ done in$4$ England I could not believe 206:235,23[Q ]| it, and when $MP#ZC$Mrs%*Brown, and the other women, at the 206:235,24[Q ]| Commissioner's, at Gibraltar, appeared in$4$ the same trim, 206:235,25[Q ]| I thought$1$ they were mad; but $MP#A$Fanny can reconcile me 206:235,26[Q ]| to$4$ any*thing" ~~ 206:235,26[' ]| and saw, with lively admiration, 206:235,26@d | the glow 206:235,27@d | of $MP#A$Fanny's cheek, the brightness of her eye, the deep 206:235,28@d | interest$0$, the absorbed attention, 206:235,28[' ]| while$3$ her brother was 206:235,29[' ]| describing any of the imminent hazards, or terrific 206:235,30[' ]| scenes, which$6#1$ such a period, at sea, must supply$1$. 206:235,31[' ]| It was a picture$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had moral 206:235,32[' ]| taste enough to$9$ value$1$. 206:235,32@d | $MP#A$Fanny's attractions increased ~~ 206:235,33@d | increased two-fold ~~ for$3$ the sensibility which$6#1$ beautified 206:235,34@d | her complexion and illumined her countenance, was an 206:235,35@d | attraction in$4$ itself. He was no$2$ longer in$4$ doubt$0$ of the 206:235,36@d | capabilities of her heart. She had feeling, genuine feeling. 206:235,37@d | It would be something to$9$ be loved by$4$ such a girl, 206:235,38@d | to$9$ excite the first ardours of her young, unsophisticated 206:236,01@d | mind$0$! She interested him more than he had foreseen. 206:236,02@d | A fortnight was not enough. 206:236,02[' ]| His stay$0$ became indefinite. 206:236,03[' ]| $MP#Q$William was often called on$5$ by$4$ his uncle to$9$ be the 206:236,04[' ]| talker. His recitals were amusing in$4$ themselves to$4$ 206:236,05[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, but the chief object$0$ in$4$ seeking them, was 206:236,06[' ]| to$9$ understand the recitor, to$9$ know the young man by$4$ his 206:236,07[' ]| histories; and he listened to$4$ his clear$2$, simple$2$, spirited 206:236,08[' ]| details with full satisfaction ~~ 206:236,08@e | seeing in$4$ them, the proof 206:236,09@e | of good principles, professional knowledge, energy, 206:236,10@e | courage, and cheerfulness ~~ every*thing that$6#1$ could deserve 206:236,11@e | or promise$1$ well$5$. 206:236,11[' ]| Young as he was, $MP#Q$William had already 206:236,12[' ]| seen a great deal$0$. He had been in$4$ the Mediterranean ~~ 206:236,13[' ]| in$4$ the West*Indies ~~ in$4$ the Mediterranean again ~~ had 206:236,14[' ]| been often taken on$4$ shore by$4$ the favour$0$ of his Captain, 206:236,15[' ]| and in$4$ the course$0$ of seven years had known every variety 206:236,16[' ]| of danger, which$6#1$ sea and war together could offer$1$. With 206:236,17[' ]| such means$0$ in$4$ his power he had a right$0$ to$9$ be listened to$5$; 206:236,18[' ]| and though $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris could fidget about$4$ the room, and 206:236,19[' ]| disturb every*body in$4$ quest of two needlefulls of thread 206:236,20[' ]| or a second$2$ hand$0$ shirt button in$4$ the midst of her nephew's 206:236,21[' ]| account$0$ of a shipwreck or an engagement, every*body 206:236,22[' ]| else was attentive; and even$5$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram could not 206:236,23[' ]| hear of such horrors unmoved, or without sometimes 206:236,24[' ]| lifting her eyes from her work$0$ to$9$ say, 206:236,24[F ]| "Dear$7$ me! how 206:236,25[F ]| disagreeable. ~~ I wonder$1$ any*body can ever go to$4$ sea." 206:236,26[' ]| To$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford they gave a different feeling. 206:236,26@d | He 206:236,27@d | longed to$9$ have been at sea, and seen and done and 206:236,28@d | suffered as much. His heart was warmed, his fancy$0$ 206:236,29@d | fired, and he felt the highest respect$0$ for$4$ a lad who$6#1$, before$3$ 206:236,30@d | he was twenty, had gone through$4$ such bodily hardships, 206:236,31@d | and given such proofs of mind$0$. The glory$0$ of heroism, 206:236,32@d | of usefulness, of exertion, of endurance, made his own$2$ 206:236,33@d | habits of selfish indulgence appear in$4$ shameful contrast; 206:236,34@d | and he wished he had been a $MP#Q$William*Price, distinguishing 206:236,35@d | himself and working his way to$4$ fortune and consequence 206:236,36@d | with so$5#1$ much self-respect and happy ardour, instead of 206:236,37@d | what he was! 206:236,38[' ]| The wish$0$ was rather eager than lasting. He was 206:237,01[' ]| roused from the reverie of retrospection and regret$0$ produced 206:237,02[' ]| by$4$ it, by$4$ some inquiry from $MP#B$Edmund as to$4$ his 206:237,03[' ]| plans for$4$ the next day's hunting; 206:237,03@d | and he found it was 206:237,04@d | as well$5$ to$9$ be a man of fortune at once with horses and 206:237,05@d | grooms at his command$0$. In$4$ one respect$0$ it was better, 206:237,06@d | as it gave him the means$0$ of conferring a kindness where 206:237,07@d | he wished to$9$ oblige. 206:237,07[' ]| With spirits, courage, and curiosity 206:237,08[' ]| up$5$ to$4$ any*thing, $MP#Q$William expressed an inclination to$9$ hunt; 206:237,09[' ]| and $MP#D$Crawford could mount him without the slightest 206:237,10[' ]| inconvenience to$4$ himself, and with only some scruples to$9$ 206:237,11[' ]| obviate in$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, who$6#1$ knew better than his nephew 206:237,12[' ]| the value$0$ of such a loan, and some alarms to$9$ reason$1$ away 206:237,13[' ]| in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny. She feared for$4$ $MP#Q$William; by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ convinced 206:237,14[' ]| by$4$ all that$6#1$ he could relate of his own$2$ horsemanship 206:237,15[' ]| in$4$ various countries, of the scrambling parties in$4$ 206:237,16[' ]| which$6#1$ he had been engaged, the rough horses and mules 206:237,17[' ]| he had ridden, or his many narrow escapes from dreadful 206:237,18[' ]| falls, that$3$ he was at all equal$2$ to$4$ the management of 206:237,19[' ]| a high-fed hunter in$4$ an English fox-chase; nor till he 206:237,20[' ]| returned safe and well$5$, without accident or discredit, 206:237,21[' ]| could she be reconciled to$4$ the risk$0$, or feel any of that$6#2$ 206:237,22[' ]| obligation to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford for$4$ lending the horse which$6#1$ 206:237,23[' ]| he had fully intended it should produce. When it was 206:237,24[' ]| proved however to$9$ have done $MP#Q$William no$2$ harm$0$, she could 206:237,25[' ]| allow it to$9$ be a kindness, and even$5$ reward$1$ the owner 206:237,26[' ]| with a smile$0$ when the animal was one minute$0$ tendered 206:237,27[' ]| to$4$ his use$0$ again; and the next, with the greatest cordiality, 206:237,28[' ]| and in$4$ a manner not to$9$ be resisted, made over 206:237,29[' ]| to$4$ his use$0$ entirely so$5#1$ long as he remained in$4$ Northamptonshire. 207:238,01[' ]| The intercourse of the two families was at this period 207:238,02[' ]| more nearly restored to$4$ what it had been in$4$ the autumn, 207:238,03[' ]| than any member of the old intimacy had thought$1$ ever 207:238,04[' ]| likely to$9$ be again. The return$0$ of $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, and 207:238,05[' ]| the arrival of $MP#Q$William*Price, had much to$9$ do with it, 207:238,06[' ]| but much was still$5$ owing to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's more than 207:238,07[' ]| toleration of the neighbourly attempts at the Parsonage. 207:238,08[' ]| His mind$0$, now disengaged from the cares$0$ which$6#1$ had 207:238,09[' ]| pressed on$4$ him at first, was at leisure to$9$ find the $MP#M1$Grants 207:238,10[' ]| and their young inmates really worth visiting; and 207:238,11[' ]| though infinitely above$4$ scheming or contriving for$4$ any 207:238,12[' ]| the most advantageous matrimonial establishment that$6#1$ 207:238,13[' ]| could be among the apparent possibilities of any*one 207:238,14[' ]| most dear$2#1$ to$4$ him, and disdaining even$5$ as a littleness the 207:238,15[' ]| being$1$ quick-sighted on$4$ such points, he could not avoid 207:238,16[' ]| perceiving in$4$ a grand and careless way that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 207:238,17[' ]| was somewhat distinguishing his niece ~~ nor perhaps 207:238,18[' ]| refrain (though unconsciously) from giving a more willing 207:238,19[' ]| assent to$4$ invitations on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$. 207:238,20[' ]| His readiness, however, in$4$ agreeing to$9$ dine at the 207:238,21[' ]| Parsonage, when the general$2$ invitation was at last$0$ 207:238,22[' ]| hazarded, after$4$ many debates and many doubts$0$ as to$4$ 207:238,23[' ]| whether it were worth*while, 207:238,23[X ]| "because $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 207:238,24[X ]| seemed so$5#1$ ill inclined! and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was so$5#1$ indolent!" ~~ 207:238,25[' ]| proceeded from good*breeding and good-will 207:238,26[' ]| alone, and had nothing to$9$ do with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, but as 207:238,27[' ]| being$1$ one in$4$ an agreeable group; for$3$ it was in$4$ the course$0$ 207:238,28[' ]| of that$6#2$ very visit$0$, that$3$ he first began to$9$ think, that$3$ 207:238,28@e | any*one 207:238,29@e | in$4$ the habit of such idle observations \would\ \have\ 207:238,30@e | \thought$1$\ that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was the admirer of $MP#A$Fanny*Price. 207:238,31@e | 207:238,32[' ]| The meeting was generally felt to$9$ be a pleasant one, 207:238,33[' ]| being$1$ composed in$4$ a good proportion of those who$6#1$ would 207:239,01[' ]| talk$1$ and those who$6#1$ would listen; and the dinner itself 207:239,02[' ]| was elegant and plentiful, according to$4$ the usual style 207:239,03[' ]| of the $MP#M1$Grants, and too$5#1$ much according to$4$ the usual habits 207:239,04[' ]| of all to$9$ raise any emotion except in$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ 207:239,05[' ]| could never behold either the wide table or the number 207:239,06[' ]| of dishes on$4$ it with patience, and who$6#1$ did always contrive 207:239,07[' ]| to$9$ experience$1$ some evil from the passing of the servants 207:239,08[' ]| behind her chair, and to$9$ bring away some fresh conviction 207:239,09[' ]| of its being$1$ impossible among so$5#1$ many dishes but 207:239,10[' ]| that$3$ some must be cold$2$. 207:239,11[' ]| In$4$ the evening it was found, according to$4$ the predetermination 207:239,12[' ]| of $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and her sister, that$3$ after$4$ 207:239,13[' ]| making up$5$ the Whist*table there would remain sufficient 207:239,14[' ]| for$4$ a round$2$ game, and every*body being$1$ as perfectly 207:239,15[' ]| complying, and without a choice$0$ as on$4$ such occasions 207:239,16[' ]| they always are, Speculation was decided on$5$ almost as 207:239,17[' ]| soon as Whist; and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram soon found herself 207:239,18[' ]| in$4$ the critical situation of being$1$ applied to$5$ for$4$ her own$2$ 207:239,19[' ]| choice$0$ between the games, and being$1$ required either 207:239,20[' ]| to$9$ draw a card for$4$ Whist or not. She hesitated. Luckily 207:239,21[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was at hand$0$. 207:239,22[F ]| "What shall I do, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas? ~~ Whist and Speculation; 207:239,23[F ]| which$6#2$ will$1$ amuse me most?" 207:239,24[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, after$4$ a moment's thought$0$, recommended 207:239,25[' ]| Speculation. He was a Whist player himself, and perhaps 207:239,26[' ]| might feel that$3$ it would not much amuse him to$9$ have her 207:239,27[' ]| for$4$ a partner. 207:239,28[F ]| "Very well$5$," 207:239,28[' ]| was her ladyship's contented answer$0$ ~~ 207:239,29[F ]| "then Speculation if you please, $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant. I know 207:239,30[F ]| nothing about$4$ it, but $MP#A$Fanny must teach me." 207:239,31[' ]| Here $MP#A$Fanny interposed however with anxious protestations 207:239,32[' ]| of her own$2$ equal$2$ ignorance; 207:239,32@a | she had never 207:239,33@a | played the game nor seen it played in$4$ her life; 207:239,33[' ]| and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 207:239,34[' ]| felt a moment's indecision again ~~ but upon$4$ 207:239,35[' ]| every*body's assuring her that$3$ nothing could be so$5#1$ easy, 207:239,36[' ]| that$3$ it was the easiest game on$4$ the cards, and $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's 207:239,37[' ]| stepping forward$5$ with a most earnest request$0$ 207:239,38@d | to$9$ be allowed to$9$ sit between her ladyship and $MP#A$Miss*Price, 207:240,01@d | and teach them both, 207:240,01[' ]| it was so$5#2$ settled; and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 207:240,02[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, and $MP#M$Dr% and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, being$1$ seated 207:240,02[' ]| at the 207:240,03[' ]| table of prime intellectual state$0$ and dignity, the remaining 207:240,04[' ]| six, under $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's direction, were arranged 207:240,05[' ]| round$4$ the other. It was a fine arrangement for$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, 207:240,06[' ]| who$6#1$ was close$5$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and with his hands 207:240,07[' ]| full of business, having two persons' cards to$9$ manage as 207:240,08[' ]| well$5$ as his own$2$ ~~ for$3$ though it was impossible for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny 207:240,09[' ]| not to$9$ feel herself mistress of the rules$0$ of the game in$4$ 207:240,10[' ]| three minutes, he had yet to$9$ inspirit her play$0$, sharpen 207:240,11[' ]| her avarice, and harden her heart, which$6#1$, especially in$4$ 207:240,12[' ]| any competition with $MP#Q$William, was a work$0$ of some 207:240,13[' ]| difficulty; and as for$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, he must continue in$4$ 207:240,14[' ]| charge$0$ of all her fame and fortune through$4$ the whole$2$ 207:240,15[' ]| evening; and if quick$2$ enough to$9$ keep her from looking 207:240,16[' ]| at her cards when the deal$0$ began, must direct$1$ her in$4$ 207:240,17[' ]| whatever was to$9$ be done with them to$4$ the end$0$ of it. 207:240,18[' ]| He was in$4$ high spirits, doing every*thing with happy 207:240,19[' ]| ease$0$, and pre-eminent in$4$ all the lively turns$0$, quick$2$ 207:240,20[' ]| resources, and playful impudence that$6#1$ could do honour$0$ 207:240,21[' ]| to$4$ the game; and the round$2$ table was altogether a very 207:240,22[' ]| comfortable contrast to$4$ the steady sobriety and orderly 207:240,23[' ]| silence$0$ of the other. 207:240,24[' ]| Twice had $MP#E$Sir*Thomas inquired into the enjoyment 207:240,25[' ]| and success of his lady, but in$4$ vain; no$2$ pause$0$ was long 207:240,26[' ]| enough for$4$ the time his measured manner needed; and 207:240,27[' ]| very little of her state$0$ could be known till $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 207:240,28[' ]| was able, at the end$0$ of the first rubber, to$9$ go to$4$ her and 207:240,29[' ]| pay$1$ her compliments. 207:240,30[N ]| "I hope$1$ your ladyship is pleased with the game." 207:240,31[F ]| "Oh! dear$7$, yes. ~~ Very entertaining indeed. A very 207:240,32[F ]| odd game. I do not know what it is all about$4$. I am 207:240,33[F ]| never to$9$ see my cards; and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford does all the 207:240,34[F ]| rest$0#1$." 207:240,35[D ]| "$MP#B$Bertram," 207:240,35[' ]| said $MP#D$Crawford some time afterwards, 207:240,36[' ]| taking the opportunity of a little languor in$4$ the game, 207:240,37[D ]| "I have never told you what happened to$4$ me yesterday 207:240,38[D ]| in$4$ my ride$0$ home." 207:240,38[' ]| They had been hunting together, 207:241,01[' ]| and were in$4$ the midst of a good run$0$, and at some distance$0$ 207:241,02[' ]| from Mansfield, when his horse being$1$ found to$9$ have flung 207:241,03[' ]| a shoe, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had been obliged to$9$ give up$5$, 207:241,04[' ]| and make$1$ the best of his way back$5$. 207:241,04[D ]| "I told you I lost 207:241,05[D ]| my way after$4$ passing that$6#2$ old farm house, with the yew 207:241,06[D ]| trees, because I can never bear$1$ to$9$ ask; but I have not 207:241,07[D ]| told you that$3$ with my usual luck ~~ for$3$ I never do wrong 207:241,08[D ]| without gaining by$4$ it ~~ I found myself in$4$ due$2$ time in$4$ the 207:241,09[D ]| very place$0$ which$6#1$ I had a curiosity to$9$ see. I was suddenly, 207:241,10[D ]| upon$4$ turning the corner of a steepish downy field, in$4$ the 207:241,11[D ]| midst of a retired little village between gently rising hills; 207:241,12[D ]| a small stream before$4$ me to$9$ be forded, a church standing 207:241,13[D ]| on$4$ a sort of knoll to$4$ my right$2#2$ ~~ which$6#1$ church was strikingly 207:241,14[D ]| large and handsome for$4$ the place$0$, and not a gentleman 207:241,15[D ]| or half a gentleman's house to$9$ be seen excepting 207:241,16[D ]| one ~~ to$9$ be presumed the Parsonage, within a stone's 207:241,17[D ]| throw$0$ of the said knoll and church. I found myself in$4$ 207:241,18[D ]| short in$4$ Thornton*Lacey." 207:241,19[B ]| "It sounds$1$ like$4$ it," 207:241,19[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund; 207:241,19[B ]| "but which$6#2$ way 207:241,20[B ]| did you turn$1$ after$4$ passing $MP#ZZL$Sewell's farm?" 207:241,21[D ]| "I answer$1$ no$2$ such irrelevant and insidious questions; 207:241,22[D ]| though were I to$9$ answer$1$ all that$6#1$ you could put in$4$ the 207:241,23[D ]| course$0$ of an hour, you would never be able to$9$ prove that$3$ 207:241,24[D ]| it was \not\ Thornton*Lacey ~~ for$3$ such it certainly was." 207:241,25[B ]| "You inquired then?" 207:241,26[D ]| "No$7$, I never inquire. But I \told\ a man mending 207:241,27[D ]| a hedge that$3$ it was Thornton*Lacey, and he agreed to$9$ it." 207:241,28[B ]| "You have a good memory. I had forgotten having 207:241,29[B ]| ever told you half so$5#1$ much of the place$0$." 207:241,30[' ]| Thornton*Lacey was the name$0$ of his impending living, 207:241,31[' ]| as $MP#C$Miss*Crawford well$5$ knew; and her interest$0$ in$4$ a 207:241,32[' ]| negociation for$4$ $MP#Q$William*Price's knave increased. 207:241,33[B ]| "Well$7$" 207:241,33[' ]| continued $MP#B$Edmund, 207:241,33[B ]| "and how did you like$1$ 207:241,34[B ]| what you saw?" 207:241,35[D ]| "Very much indeed. You are a lucky fellow. There 207:241,36[D ]| will$1$ be work$0$ for$4$ five summers at least before$3$ the place$0$ is 207:241,37[D ]| live-able." 207:241,38[B ]| "No$7$, no$7$, not so$5#1$ bad as that$6#2$. The farm-yard must be 207:242,01[B ]| moved, I grant you; but I am not aware of any*thing 207:242,02[B ]| else. The house is by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ bad, and when the yard 207:242,03[B ]| is removed, there may$1$ be a very tolerable approach$0$ 207:242,04[B ]| to$4$ it." 207:242,05[D ]| "The farm-yard must be cleared away entirely, and 207:242,06[D ]| planted up$5$ to$9$ shut out$5$ the blacksmith's shop. The house 207:242,07[D ]| must be turned to$9$ front$1$ the east instead of the north ~~ the 207:242,08[D ]| entrance and principal$2$ rooms, I mean$1$, must be on$4$ that$6#2$ 207:242,09[D ]| side$0$, where the view$0$ is really very pretty$2$; I am sure it 207:242,10[D ]| may$1$ be done. And \there\ must be your approach$0$ ~~ 207:242,11[D ]| through$4$ what is at present$0#1$ the garden. You must make$1$ 207:242,12[D ]| you a new garden at what is now the back$0$ of the house; 207:242,13[D ]| which$6#1$ will$1$ be giving it the best aspect in$4$ the world ~~ 207:242,14[D ]| sloping to$4$ the south-east. The ground seems precisely 207:242,15[D ]| formed for$4$ it. I rode fifty yards up$4$ the lane between 207:242,16[D ]| the church and the house in$4$ order to$9$ look$1$ about$4$ me; 207:242,17[D ]| and saw how it might all be. Nothing can be easier. 207:242,18[D ]| The meadows beyond$4$ what \will$1$\ \be\ the garden, as well$5$ as 207:242,19[D ]| what now \is\, sweeping round$5$ from the lane I stood in$4$ to$4$ 207:242,20[D ]| the north-east, that$6#2$ is, to$4$ the principal$2$ road through$4$ the 207:242,21[D ]| village, must be all laid together of course$8$; very pretty$2$ 207:242,22[D ]| meadows they are, finely sprinkled with timber. They 207:242,23[D ]| belong to$4$ the living, I suppose. If not, you must purchase$1$ 207:242,24[D ]| them. Then the stream ~~ something must be done 207:242,25[D ]| with the stream; but I could not quite determine what. 207:242,26[D ]| I had two or three ideas." 207:242,27[B ]| "And I have two or three ideas also," 207:242,27[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 207:242,28[B ]| "and one of them is that$3$ very little of your plan for$4$ 207:242,29[B ]| Thornton*Lacey will$1$ ever be put in$4$ practice$0$. I must be 207:242,30[B ]| satisfied with rather less ornament and beauty. I think 207:242,31[B ]| the house and premises may$1$ be made comfortable, and 207:242,32[B ]| given the air of a gentleman's residence without any very 207:242,33[B ]| heavy expense, and that$6#2$ must suffice me; and I hope$1$ 207:242,34[B ]| may$1$ suffice all who$6#1$ care$1$ about$4$ me." 207:242,35[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, a little suspicious and resentful of 207:242,36[' ]| a certain tone of voice and a certain half-look attending 207:242,37[' ]| the last$2$ expression of his hope$0$, made a hasty finish$0$ of her 207:242,38[' ]| dealings with $MP#Q$William*Price, and securing his knave at 207:243,01[' ]| an exorbitant rate$0$, exclaimed, 207:243,01[C ]| "There, I will$1$ stake$1$ my 207:243,02[C ]| last$2$ like$4$ a woman of spirit. No$2$ cold$2$ prudence for$4$ me. 207:243,03[C ]| I am not born$1#1$ to$9$ sit still$2$ and do nothing. If I lose the 207:243,04[C ]| game, it shall not be from not striving for$4$ it." 207:243,05[' ]| The game was her's, and only did not pay$1$ her for$4$ 207:243,06[' ]| what she had given to$9$ secure$1$ it. Another deal$0$ proceeded, 207:243,07[' ]| and $MP#D$Crawford began again about$4$ Thornton*Lacey. 207:243,08[D ]| "My plan may$1$ not be the best possible; I had not 207:243,09[D ]| many minutes to$9$ form$1$ it in$4$: but you must do a good 207:243,10[D ]| deal$0$. The place$0$ deserves it, and you will$1$ find yourself 207:243,11[D ]| not satisfied with much less than it is capable of. ~~ 207:243,12[D ]| (Excuse$1$ me, your ladyship must not see your cards. 207:243,13[D ]| There, let them lie$1$ just$5$ before$4$ you.) The place$0$ deserves 207:243,14[D ]| it, $MP#B$Bertram. You talk$1$ of giving it the air of a gentleman's 207:243,15[D ]| residence. \That$6#2$\ will$1$ be done, by$4$ the removal of 207:243,16[D ]| the farm-yard, for$3$ independent of that$6#2$ terrible nuisance, 207:243,17[D ]| I never saw a house of the kind$0$ which$6#1$ had in$4$ itself so$5#1$ 207:243,18[D ]| much the air of a gentleman's residence, so$5#1$ much the look$0$ 207:243,19[D ]| of a something above$4$ a mere Parsonage*House, above$4$ 207:243,20[D ]| the expenditure of a few hundreds a year. It is not 207:243,21[D ]| a scrambling collection of low single rooms, with as 207:243,22[D ]| many roofs as windows ~~ it is not cramped into the 207:243,23[D ]| vulgar compactness of a square farm-house ~~ it is a solid 207:243,24[D ]| walled, roomy, mansion-like looking house, such as one 207:243,25[D ]| might suppose a respectable old country family had lived 207:243,26[D ]| in$4$ from generation to$4$ generation, through$4$ two centuries 207:243,27[D ]| at least, and were now spending from two to$4$ three 207:243,28[D ]| thousand a year in$4$." 207:243,28[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford listened, and 207:243,29[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund agreed to$4$ this. 207:243,29[D ]| "The air of a gentleman's 207:243,30[D ]| residence, therefore, you cannot but give it, if you do 207:243,31[D ]| any*thing. But it is capable of much more. (Let me 207:243,32[D ]| see, $MP#C$Mary; $MP#F$Lady*Bertram bids a dozen for$4$ that$6#2$ queen; 207:243,33[D ]| no$7$, no$7$, a dozen is more than it is worth. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 207:243,34[D ]| does \not\ bid a dozen. She will$1$ have nothing to$9$ say to$4$ it. 207:243,35[D ]| Go on$5$, go on$5$.) By$4$ some such improvements as I have 207:243,36[D ]| suggested, (I do not really require you to$9$ proceed upon$4$ 207:243,37[D ]| my plan, though by*the*bye I doubt$1$ any*body's striking 207:243,38[D ]| out$5$ a better) ~~ you may$1$ give it a higher character. You 207:244,01[D ]| may$1$ raise it into a \place$0$\. From being$1$ the mere gentleman's 207:244,02[D ]| residence, it becomes, by$4$ judicious improvement, 207:244,03[D ]| the residence of a man of education, taste, modern manners, 207:244,04[D ]| good connections. All this may$1$ be stamped on$4$ it; 207:244,05[D ]| and that$6#2$ house receive such an air as to$9$ make$1$ its owner 207:244,06[D ]| be set$1$ down$5$ as the great land-holder of the parish, by$4$ 207:244,07[D ]| every creature travelling the road; especially as there 207:244,08[D ]| is no$2$ real squire's house to$9$ dispute the point$0$; a circumstance 207:244,09[D ]| between ourselves to$9$ enhance the value$0$ of such 207:244,10[D ]| a situation in$4$ point$0$ of privilege and independence beyond$4$ 207:244,11[D ]| all calculation. \You\ think with me, I hope$1$ ~~ 207:244,11[' ]| (turning 207:244,12[' ]| with a softened voice to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny). ~~ 207:244,12[D ]| Have you ever seen 207:244,13[D ]| the place$0$?" 207:244,14[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny gave a quick$2$ negative, and tried to$9$ hide her 207:244,15[' ]| interest$0$ in$4$ the subject$0$ by$4$ an eager attention to$4$ her 207:244,16[' ]| brother, who$6#1$ was driving as hard a bargain and imposing 207:244,17[' ]| on$4$ her as much as he could; but $MP#D$Crawford pursued with 207:244,18[D ]| "No$7$, no$7$, you must not part$1$ with the queen. You have 207:244,19[D ]| bought her too$5#1$ dearly$5#2$, and your brother does not offer$1$ 207:244,20[D ]| half her value$0$. No$7$, no$7$, sir, hands off ~~ hands off. Your 207:244,21[D ]| sister does not part$1$ with the queen. She is quite determined. 207:244,22[D ]| The game will$1$ be yours, 207:244,22[' ]| (turning to$4$ her again) ~~ 207:244,23[D ]| it will$1$ certainly be yours." 207:244,24[B ]| "And $MP#A$Fanny had much rather it were $MP#Q$William's," 207:244,25[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, smiling at her. 207:244,25[B ]| "Poor $MP#A$Fanny! not 207:244,26[B ]| allowed to$9$ cheat herself as she wishes$1$!" 207:244,27[C ]| "$MP#B$Mr%*Bertram," 207:244,27[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, a few minutes 207:244,28[' ]| afterwards, 207:244,28[C ]| "you know $MP#D$Henry to$9$ be such a capital 207:244,29[C ]| improver, that$3$ you cannot possibly engage in$4$ any*thing 207:244,30[C ]| of the sort at Thornton*Lacey, without accepting his 207:244,31[C ]| help$0$. Only think how useful he was at Sotherton! 207:244,32[C ]| Only think what grand things were produced there by$4$ 207:244,33[C ]| our all going with him one hot day in$4$ August to$9$ drive$1$ 207:244,34[C ]| about$4$ the grounds, and see his genius take fire$0$. There 207:244,35[C ]| we went, and there we came home again; and what was 207:244,36[C ]| done there is not to$9$ be told!" 207:244,37[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's eyes were turned on$4$ $MP#D$Crawford for$4$ a moment 207:244,38[' ]| with an expression more than grave$2$, even$5$ reproachful; 207:245,01[' ]| but on$4$ catching his were instantly withdrawn. With 207:245,02[' ]| something of consciousness he shook his head$0$ at his 207:245,03[' ]| sister, and laughingly replied, 207:245,03[D ]| "I cannot say there was 207:245,04[D ]| much done at Sotherton; but it was a hot day, and we 207:245,05[D ]| were all walking after$4$ each other and bewildered." 207:245,05[' ]| As 207:245,06[' ]| soon as a general$2$ buz gave him shelter, he added, in$4$ a low 207:245,07[' ]| voice directed solely at $MP#A$Fanny, 207:245,07[D ]| "I should be sorry to$9$ 207:245,08[D ]| have my powers of \planning\ judged of by$4$ the day at 207:245,09[D ]| Sotherton. I see things very differently now. Do not 207:245,10[D ]| think of me as I appeared then." 207:245,11[' ]| Sotherton was a word to$9$ catch$1$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, and being$1$ 207:245,12[' ]| just$5$ then in$4$ the happy leisure which$6#1$ followed securing 207:245,13[' ]| the odd trick$0$ by$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's capital play$0$ and her own$2$, 207:245,14[' ]| against $MP#M$Dr% and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's great hands, she called 207:245,14[' ]| out$5$ 207:245,15[' ]| in$4$ high good-humour, 207:245,15[J ]| "Sotherton! Yes, that$6#2$ is a place$0$ 207:245,16[J ]| indeed, and we had a charming day there. $MP#Q$William, 207:245,17[J ]| you are quite out$5$ of luck; but the next time you come 207:245,18[J ]| I hope$1$ dear$2#1$ $MP#K$Mr% and $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth will$1$ be at 207:245,18[J ]| home, 207:245,19[J ]| and I am sure I can answer$1$ for$4$ your being$1$ kindly received 207:245,20[J ]| by$4$ both. Your cousins are not of a sort to$9$ forget their 207:245,21[J ]| relations, and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth is a most amiable man. 207:245,22[J ]| They are at Brighton now, you know ~~ in$4$ one of the best 207:245,23[J ]| houses there, as $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's fine fortune gives them 207:245,24[J ]| a right$0$ to$9$ be. I do not exactly know the distance$0$, but 207:245,25[J ]| when you get back$5$ to$4$ Portsmouth, if it is not very far off, 207:245,26[J ]| you ought to$9$ go over and pay$1$ your respects to$4$ them; 207:245,27[J ]| and I could send a little parcel by$4$ you that$6#1$ I want$1$ to$9$ get 207:245,28[J ]| conveyed to$4$ your cousins." 207:245,29[Q ]| "I should be very happy, aunt ~~ but Brighton is 207:245,30[Q ]| almost by$4$ Beachey*Head; and if I could get so$5#1$ far, 207:245,31[Q ]| I could not expect to$9$ be welcome$2$ in$4$ such a smart place$0$ 207:245,32[Q ]| as that$6#2$ ~~ poor scrubby midshipman as I am." 207:245,33[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was beginning an eager assurance of the 207:245,34[' ]| affability he might depend on$4$, when she was stopped by$4$ 207:245,35[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's saying with authority, 207:245,35[E ]| "I do not advise 207:245,36[E ]| your going to$4$ Brighton, $MP#Q$William, as I trust$1$ you may$1$ soon 207:245,37[E ]| have more convenient opportunities of meeting, but my 207:245,38[E ]| daughters would be happy to$9$ see their cousins any*where; 207:246,01[E ]| and you will$1$ find $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth most sincerely 207:246,02[E ]| disposed to$9$ regard$1$ all the connections of our family as 207:246,03[E ]| his own$2$." 207:246,04[Q ]| "I would rather find him private$2$ secretary to$4$ the first 207:246,05[Q ]| Lord$0$ than any*thing else," 207:246,05[' ]| was $MP#Q$William's only answer$0$, 207:246,06[' ]| in$4$ an under voice, not meant to$9$ reach$1$ far, and the subject$0$ 207:246,07[' ]| dropped. 207:246,08[' ]| As yet $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had seen nothing to$9$ remark$1$ in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 207:246,09[' ]| behaviour; but when the Whist*table broke 207:246,10[' ]| up$5$ at the end$0$ of the second$2$ rubber, and leaving $MP#M$Dr%*Grant 207:246,11[' ]| and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris to$9$ dispute over their last$2$ play$0$, he became 207:246,12[' ]| a looker-on at the other, he found his niece the object$0$ of 207:246,13[' ]| attentions, or rather of professions of a somewhat pointed 207:246,14[' ]| character. 207:246,15[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was in$4$ the first glow of another scheme$0$ 207:246,16[' ]| about$4$ Thornton*Lacey, and not being$1$ able to$9$ catch$1$ 207:246,17[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's ear, was detailing it to$4$ his fair neighbour with 207:246,18[' ]| a look$0$ of considerable earnestness. 207:246,18@d | His scheme$0$ was 207:246,19@d | to$9$ rent the house himself the following winter, that$3$ he 207:246,20@d | might have a home of his own$2$ in$4$ that$6#2$ neighbourhood; 207:246,21@d | and it was not merely for$4$ the use$0$ of it in$4$ the hunting 207:246,22@d | season, 207:246,22[' ]| (as he was then telling her,) 207:246,22@d | though \that$6#2$\ consideration 207:246,23@d | had certainly some weight, feeling as he did, 207:246,24@d | that$3$ in$4$ spite$8$ of all $MP#M$Dr%*Grant's very great kindness, it 207:246,25@d | was impossible for$4$ him and his horses to$9$ be accommodated 207:246,26@d | where they now were without material$2$ inconvenience; 207:246,27@d | but his attachment to$4$ that$6#2$ neighbourhood did 207:246,28@d | not depend upon$4$ one amusement or one season of the 207:246,29@d | year: he had set$1$ his heart upon$4$ having a something 207:246,30@d | there that$6#1$ he could come to$4$ at any time, a little home-stall 207:246,31@d | at his command$0$ where all the holidays of his year 207:246,32@d | might be spent, and he might find himself continuing, 207:246,33@d | improving, and \perfecting\ that$6#2$ friendship and intimacy 207:246,34@d | with the Mansfield*Park family which$6#1$ was increasing in$4$ 207:246,35@d | value$0$ to$4$ him every day. 207:246,35[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas heard and was not 207:246,36[' ]| offended. 207:246,36@e | There was no$2$ want$0$ of respect$0$ in$4$ the young 207:246,37@e | man's address$0$; and $MP#A$Fanny's reception of it was so$5#1$ 207:246,38@e | proper and modest, so$5#1$ calm$2$ and uninviting, that$3$ he had 207:247,01@e | nothing to$9$ censure$1$ in$4$ her. She said little, assented only 207:247,02@e | here and there, and betrayed no$2$ inclination either of 207:247,03@e | appropriating any part$0$ of the compliment$0$ to$4$ herself or 207:247,04@e | of strengthening his views in$4$ favour$0$ of Northamptonshire. 207:247,05[' ]| Finding by$4$ whom$6#1$ he was observed, $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 207:247,06[' ]| addressed himself on$4$ the same subject$0$ to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 207:247,07[' ]| in$4$ a more every*day tone, but still$5$ with feeling. 207:247,08[D ]| "I want$1$ to$9$ be your neighbour, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, as you 207:247,09[D ]| have perhaps heard me telling $MP#A$Miss*Price. May$1$ I hope$1$ 207:247,10[D ]| for$4$ your acquiescence and for$4$ your not influencing your 207:247,11[D ]| son against such a tenant?" 207:247,12[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, politely bowing, replied ~~ 207:247,12[E ]| "It is the only 207:247,13[E ]| way, sir, in$4$ which$6#1$ I could \not\ wish$1$ you established as 207:247,14[E ]| a permanent neighbour; but I hope$1$, and believe, that$3$ 207:247,15[E ]| $MP#B$Edmund will$1$ occupy his own$2$ house at Thornton*Lacey. 207:247,16[E ]| $MP#B$Edmund, am I saying too$5#1$ much?" 207:247,17[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, on$4$ this appeal, had first to$9$ hear what was 207:247,18[' ]| going on$5$, but on$4$ understanding the question$0$, was at no$2$ 207:247,19[' ]| loss for$4$ an answer$0$. 207:247,20[B ]| "Certainly, sir, I have no$2$ idea but of residence. But 207:247,21[B ]| $MP#D$Crawford, though I refuse you as a tenant, come to$4$ me 207:247,22[B ]| as a friend. Consider the house as half your own$2$ every 207:247,23[B ]| winter, and we will$1$ add to$4$ the stables on$4$ your own$2$ 207:247,24[B ]| improved plan, and with all the improvements of your 207:247,25[B ]| improved plan that$6#1$ may$1$ occur to$4$ you this spring$0$." 207:247,26[E ]| "We shall be the losers," 207:247,26[' ]| continued $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. 207:247,27[E ]| "His going, though only eight miles, will$1$ be an unwelcome 207:247,28[E ]| contraction of our family circle; but I 207:247,29[E ]| should have been deeply mortified, if any son of mine$6$ 207:247,30[E ]| could reconcile himself to$4$ doing less. It is perfectly 207:247,31[E ]| natural$2$ that$3$ you should not have thought$1$ much on$4$ the 207:247,32[E ]| subject$0$, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. But a parish has wants$0$ and 207:247,33[E ]| claims which$6#1$ can be known only by$4$ a clergyman constantly 207:247,34[E ]| resident, and which$6#1$ no$2$ proxy can be capable of 207:247,35[E ]| satisfying to$4$ the same extent. $MP#B$Edmund might, in$4$ the 207:247,36[E ]| common$2$ phrase, do the duty of Thornton, that$6#2$ is, he 207:247,37[E ]| might read prayers and preach, without giving up$5$ Mansfield*Park; 207:247,38[E ]| he might ride$1$ over, every Sunday, to$4$ a house 207:248,01[E ]| nominally inhabited, and go through$4$ divine service; he 207:248,02[E ]| might be the clergyman of Thornton*Lacey every seventh 207:248,03[E ]| day, for$4$ three or four hours, if that$6#2$ would content him. 207:248,04[E ]| But it will$1$ not. He knows that$3$ human nature needs 207:248,05[E ]| more lessons than a weekly sermon can convey, and that$3$ 207:248,06[E ]| if he does not live among his parishioners and prove 207:248,07[E ]| himself by$4$ constant attention their well-wisher and 207:248,08[E ]| friend, he does very little either for$4$ their good or his own$2$." 207:248,09[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford bowed his acquiescence. 207:248,10[E ]| "I repeat again," 207:248,10[' ]| added $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 207:248,10[E ]| "that$3$ Thornton*Lacey 207:248,11[E ]| is the only house in$4$ the neighbourhood in$4$ which$6#1$ 207:248,12[E ]| I should \not\ be happy to$9$ wait on$5$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford as occupier." 207:248,13[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford bowed his thanks. 207:248,14[B ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas," 207:248,14[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 207:248,14[B ]| "undoubtedly understands 207:248,15[B ]| the duty of a parish priest. ~~ We must hope$1$ his 207:248,16[B ]| son may$1$ prove that$3$ \he\ knows it too$5#2$." 207:248,17[' ]| Whatever effect$0$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's little harangue$0$ might 207:248,18[' ]| really produce on$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, it raised some awkward 207:248,19[' ]| sensations in$4$ two of the others, two of his most attentive 207:248,20[' ]| listeners, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford and $MP#A$Fanny. ~~ one of whom$6#1$, 207:248,21@a | having never before$5$ understood that$3$ Thornton was so$5#1$ 207:248,22@a | soon and so$5#1$ completely to$9$ be his home, was pondering 207:248,23@a | with downcast eyes on$4$ what it would be, \not\ to$9$ see 207:248,24@a | $MP#B$Edmund every day; 207:248,24[' ]| and the other, 207:248,24@c | startled from the 207:248,25@c | agreeable fancies$0$ she had been previously indulging on$4$ 207:248,26@c | the strength of her brother's description, no$2$ longer able, 207:248,27@c | in$4$ the picture$0$ she had been forming of a future Thornton, 207:248,28@c | to$9$ shut out$5$ the church, sink the clergyman, and see only 207:248,29@c | the respectable, elegant, modernized, and occasional 207:248,30@c | residence of a man of independent fortune ~~ 207:248,30[' ]| was considering 207:248,31[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, with decided ill-will, as the destroyer 207:248,32[' ]| of all this, and suffering the more from that$6#2$ involuntary 207:248,33[' ]| forbearance which$6#1$ his character and manner commanded, 207:248,34[' ]| and from not daring to$9$ relieve herself by$4$ a single attempt$0$ 207:248,35[' ]| at throwing ridicule$0#1$ on$4$ his cause. 207:248,36@c | All the agreeable of \her\ speculation was over for$4$ that$6#2$ 207:248,37@c | hour. It was time to$9$ have done with cards if sermons 207:248,38@c | prevailed, 207:248,38[' ]| and she was glad to$9$ find it necessary to$9$ come 207:249,01[' ]| to$4$ a conclusion and be able to$9$ refresh her spirits by$4$ 207:249,02[' ]| a change$0$ of place$0$ and neighbour. 207:249,03[' ]| The chief of the party were now collected irregularly 207:249,04[' ]| round$4$ the fire$0$, and waiting the final break*up. $MP#Q$William 207:249,05[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny were the most detached. They remained 207:249,06[' ]| together at the otherwise deserted card-table, talking 207:249,07[' ]| very comfortably and not thinking of the rest$0#1$, till some 207:249,08[' ]| of the rest$0#1$ began to$9$ think of them. $MP#D$Henry*Crawford's 207:249,09[' ]| chair was the first to$9$ be given a direction towards them, 207:249,10[' ]| and he sat silently observing them for$4$ a few minutes; 207:249,11[' ]| himself in$4$ the meanwhile observed by$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, who$6#1$ 207:249,12[' ]| was standing in$4$ chat$0$ with $MP#M$Dr%*Grant. 207:249,13[Q ]| "This is the Assembly night," 207:249,13[' ]| said $MP#Q$William. 207:249,13[Q ]| "If 207:249,14[Q ]| I were at Portsmouth, I should be at it perhaps." 207:249,15[A ]| "But you do not wish$1$ yourself at Portsmouth, $MP#Q$William?" 207:249,16[Q ]| "No$7$, $MP#A$Fanny, that$6#2$ I do not. I shall have enough of 207:249,17[Q ]| Portsmouth, and of dancing too$5#2$, when I cannot have you. 207:249,18[Q ]| And I do not know that$3$ there would be any good in$4$ 207:249,19[Q ]| going to$4$ the Assembly, for$3$ I might not get a partner. 207:249,20[Q ]| The Portsmouth girls turn$1$ up$5$ their noses at any*body 207:249,21[Q ]| who$6#1$ has not a commission. One might as well$5$ be nothing 207:249,22[Q ]| as a midshipman. One \is\ nothing indeed. You remember 207:249,23[Q ]| the $MP#ZJ$Gregorys; they are grown up$5$ amazing fine girls, 207:249,24[Q ]| but they will$1$ hardly speak to$4$ \me\, because $MP#ZJ$Lucy is courted 207:249,25[Q ]| by$4$ a lieutenant." 207:249,26[A ]| "Oh! shame$0$, shame$0$! ~~ But never mind$1$ it, $MP#Q$William. 207:249,27[' ]| (Her own$2$ cheeks in$4$ a glow of indignation as she spoke.) 207:249,28[A ]| It is not worth minding. It is no$2$ reflection on$4$ \you\; it is 207:249,29[A ]| no$2$ more than what the greatest admirals have all experienced, 207:249,30[A ]| more or less, in$4$ their time. You must think of 207:249,31[A ]| that$6#2$; you must try to$9$ make$1$ up$5$ your mind$0$ to$4$ it as one 207:249,32[A ]| of the hardships which$6#1$ fall$1$ to$4$ every sailor's share$0$ ~~ like$4$ 207:249,33[A ]| bad weather and hard living ~~ only with this advantage, 207:249,34[A ]| that$3$ there will$1$ be an end$0$ to$4$ it, that$3$ there will$1$ come a time 207:249,35[A ]| when you will$1$ have nothing of that$6#2$ sort to$9$ endure. When 207:249,36[A ]| you are a lieutenant! ~~ only think, $MP#Q$William, when you 207:249,37[A ]| are a lieutenant, how little you will$1$ care$1$ for$4$ any nonsense 207:249,38[A ]| of this kind$0$." 207:250,01[Q ]| "I begin to$9$ think I shall never be a lieutenant, $MP#A$Fanny. 207:250,02[Q ]| Every*body gets made but me." 207:250,03[A ]| "Oh! my dear$2#1$ $MP#Q$William, do not talk$1$ so$5#2$, do not be 207:250,04[A ]| so$5#1$ desponding. My uncle says nothing, but I am sure 207:250,05[A ]| he will$1$ do every*thing in$4$ his power to$9$ get you made. 207:250,06[A ]| He knows, as well$5$ as you do, of what consequence 207:250,07[A ]| it is." 207:250,08[' ]| She was checked by$4$ the sight of her uncle much 207:250,09[' ]| nearer to$4$ them than she had any suspicion of, and each 207:250,10[' ]| found it necessary to$9$ talk$1$ of something else. 207:250,11[Q ]| "Are you fond of dancing, $MP#A$Fanny?" 207:250,12[A ]| "Yes, very; ~~ only I am soon tired." 207:250,13[Q ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ go to$4$ a ball$0#2$ with you and see you 207:250,14[Q ]| dance$1$. Have you never any balls at Northampton? ~~ 207:250,15[Q ]| I should like$1$ to$9$ see you dance$1$, and I'd dance$1$ with you 207:250,16[Q ]| if you \would\, for$3$ nobody would know who$6#1$ I was here, 207:250,17[Q ]| and I should like$1$ to$9$ be your partner once more. We 207:250,18[Q ]| used to$9$ jump about$5$ together many a time, did not we? 207:250,19[Q ]| when the hand-organ was in$4$ the street? I am a pretty$5$ 207:250,20[Q ]| good dancer in$4$ my way, but I dare$1#2$ say you are a better." ~~ 207:250,21[' ]| And turning to$4$ his uncle, who$6#1$ was now close$5$ to$4$ them ~~ 207:250,22[Q ]| "Is not $MP#A$Fanny a very good dancer, sir?" 207:250,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ dismay at such an unprecedented question$0$, 207:250,24[' ]| did not know which$6#1$ way to$9$ look$1$, or how to$9$ be prepared 207:250,25[' ]| for$4$ the answer$0$. 207:250,25@a | Some very grave$2$ reproof, or at least 207:250,26@a | the coldest expression of indifference must be coming to$9$ 207:250,27@a | distress$1$ her brother, and sink her to$4$ the ground. But, 207:250,28@a | on$4$ the contrary, it was no$2$ worse than, 207:250,28[E ]| "I am sorry to$9$ say 207:250,29[E ]| that$3$ I am unable to$9$ answer$1$ your question$0$. I have never 207:250,30[E ]| seen $MP#A$Fanny dance$1$ since she was a little girl; but I trust$1$ 207:250,31[E ]| we shall both think she acquits herself like$4$ a gentlewoman 207:250,32[E ]| when we do see her, which$6#1$ perhaps we may$1$ have 207:250,33[E ]| an opportunity of doing ere long." 207:250,34[D ]| "I have had the pleasure of seeing your sister dance$1$, 207:250,35[D ]| $MP#Q$Mr%*Price," 207:250,35[' ]| said $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, leaning forward$5$, 207:250,35[D ]| "and 207:250,36[D ]| will$1$ engage to$9$ answer$1$ every inquiry which$6#1$ you can 207:250,37[D ]| make$1$ on$4$ the subject$0$, to$4$ your entire satisfaction. But 207:250,38[D ]| I believe 207:250,38[' ]| (seeing $MP#A$Fanny look$1$ distressed) 207:250,38[D ]| it must be at 207:251,01[D ]| some other time. There is \one\ person in$4$ company who$6#1$ 207:251,02[D ]| does not like$1$ to$9$ have $MP#A$Miss*Price spoken of." 207:251,03[' ]| True enough, he had once seen $MP#A$Fanny dance$1$; and it 207:251,04[' ]| was equally true that$3$ he would now have answered for$4$ 207:251,05[' ]| her gliding about$5$ with quiet$2$, light$2$ elegance, and in$4$ 207:251,06[' ]| admirable time, but in$4$ fact he could not for$4$ the life of 207:251,07[' ]| him recall$1$ what her dancing had been, and rather took 207:251,08[' ]| it for$4$ granted that$3$ she had been present$5$ than remembered 207:251,09[' ]| any*thing about$4$ her. 207:251,10[' ]| He passed, however, for$4$ an admirer of her dancing; 207:251,11[' ]| and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ displeased, prolonged the 207:251,12[' ]| conversation on$4$ dancing in$4$ general$0$, and was so$5#1$ well$5$ 207:251,13[' ]| engaged in$4$ describing the balls of Antigua, and listening 207:251,14[' ]| to$4$ what his nephew could relate of the different modes of 207:251,15[' ]| dancing which$6#1$ had fallen within his observation, that$3$ he 207:251,16[' ]| had not heard his carriage announced, and was first called 207:251,17[' ]| to$4$ the knowledge of it by$4$ the bustle$0$ of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris. 207:251,18[J ]| "Come, $MP#A$Fanny, $MP#A$Fanny, what are you about$4$? We 207:251,19[J ]| are going. Do not you see your aunt is going? Quick$2$, 207:251,20[J ]| quick$2$. I cannot bear$1$ to$9$ keep good old $MP#W$Wilcox waiting. 207:251,21[J ]| You should always remember the coachman and horses. 207:251,22[J ]| My dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, we have settled it that$3$ the carriage 207:251,23[J ]| should come back$5$ for$4$ you, and $MP#B$Edmund, and $MP#Q$William." 207:251,24[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could not dissent, as it had been his own$2$ 207:251,25[' ]| arrangement, previously communicated to$4$ his wife and 207:251,26[' ]| sister; but \that$6#2$\ seemed forgotten by$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ 207:251,27[' ]| must fancy$1$ that$3$ she settled it all herself. 207:251,28[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's last$2$ feeling in$4$ the visit$0$ was disappointment ~~ 207:251,29[' ]| for$3$ the shawl which$6#1$ $MP#B$Edmund was quietly taking from the 207:251,30[' ]| servant to$9$ bring and put round$4$ her shoulders, was seized 207:251,31[' ]| by$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's quicker hand$0$, and she was obliged to$9$ 207:251,32[' ]| be indebted to$4$ his more prominent attention. 208:252,01[' ]| $MP#Q$William's desire$0$ of seeing $MP#A$Fanny dance$1$, made more 208:252,02[' ]| than a momentary impression on$4$ his uncle. The hope$0$ 208:252,03[' ]| of an opportunity, which$6#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had then given, was 208:252,04[' ]| not given to$9$ be thought$1$ of no$2$ more. 208:252,04@e | He remained steadily 208:252,05@e | inclined to$9$ gratify so$5#1$ amiable a feeling ~~ to$9$ gratify any*body 208:252,06@e | else who$6#1$ might wish$1$ to$9$ see $MP#A$Fanny dance$1$, and to$9$ 208:252,07@e | give pleasure to$4$ the young people in$4$ general$0$; 208:252,07[' ]| and having 208:252,08[' ]| thought$1$ the matter over and taken his resolution in$4$ quiet$2$ 208:252,09[' ]| independence, the result$0$ of it appeared the next morning 208:252,10[' ]| at breakfast$0$, when, after$4$ recalling and commending what 208:252,11[' ]| his nephew had said, he added, 208:252,11[E ]| "I do not like$1$, $MP#Q$William, 208:252,12[E ]| that$3$ you should leave$1$ Northamptonshire without this 208:252,13[E ]| indulgence. It would give me pleasure to$9$ see you both 208:252,14[E ]| dance$1$. You spoke of the balls at Northampton. Your 208:252,15[E ]| cousins have occasionally attended them; but they 208:252,16[E ]| would not altogether suit$1$ us now. The fatigue$0$ would be 208:252,17[E ]| too$5#1$ much for$4$ your aunt. I believe, we must not think 208:252,18[E ]| of a Northampton ball$0#2$. A dance$0$ at home would be more 208:252,19[E ]| eligible, and if" ~~ 208:252,20[J ]| "Ah! my dear$2#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas," 208:252,20[' ]| interrupted $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 208:252,21[J ]| "I knew what was coming. I knew what you were going 208:252,22[J ]| to$9$ say. If dear$2#1$ $MP#I$Julia were at home, or dearest $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth 208:252,23[J ]| at Sotherton, to$9$ afford a reason$0$, an occasion$0$ for$4$ 208:252,24[J ]| such a thing, you would be tempted to$9$ give the young 208:252,25[J ]| people a dance$0$ at Mansfield. I know you would. If 208:252,26[J ]| \they\ were at home to$9$ grace$1$ the ball$0#2$, a ball$0#2$ you would have 208:252,27[J ]| this very Christmas. Thank your uncle, $MP#Q$William, thank 208:252,28[J ]| your uncle." 208:252,29[E ]| "My daughters," 208:252,29[' ]| replied $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, gravely interposing, 208:252,30[E ]| "have their pleasures at Brighton, and I hope$1$ 208:252,31[E ]| are very happy; but the dance$0$ which$6#1$ I think of giving 208:252,32[E ]| at Mansfield, will$1$ be for$4$ their cousins. Could we be all 208:253,01[E ]| assembled, our satisfaction would undoubtedly be more 208:253,02[E ]| complete$2$, but the absence of some is not to$9$ debar the 208:253,03[E ]| others of amusement." 208:253,04[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had not another word to$9$ say. She saw 208:253,05[' ]| decision in$4$ his looks$0$, and her surprize$0$ and vexation required 208:253,06[' ]| some minutes silence$0$ to$9$ be settled into composure. 208:253,07@j | A ball$0#2$ at such a time! His daughters absent and herself 208:253,08@j | not consulted! 208:253,08[' ]| There was comfort$0$, however, soon at 208:253,09[' ]| hand$0$. 208:253,09@j | \She\ must be the doer of every*thing; $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 208:253,10@j | would of course$8$ be spared all thought$0$ and exertion, 208:253,11@j | and it would all fall$1$ upon$4$ \her\. She should have to$9$ 208:253,12@j | do the honours of the evening, 208:253,12[' ]| and this reflection quickly 208:253,13[' ]| restored so$5#1$ much of her good*humour as enabled her to$9$ 208:253,14[' ]| join in$5$ with the others, before$3$ their happiness and thanks 208:253,15[' ]| were all expressed. 208:253,16[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, $MP#Q$William, and $MP#A$Fanny, did, in$4$ their different 208:253,17[' ]| ways, look$1$ and speak as much grateful pleasure in$4$ the 208:253,18[' ]| promised ball$0#2$, as $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could desire$1$. $MP#B$Edmund's 208:253,19[' ]| feelings were for$4$ the other two. 208:253,19@b | His father had never 208:253,20@b | conferred a favour$0$ or shewn a kindness more to$4$ his 208:253,21@b | satisfaction. 208:253,22[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was perfectly quiescent and contented, 208:253,23[' ]| and had no$2$ objections to$9$ make$1$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas engaged 208:253,24[' ]| for$4$ its giving her very little trouble$0$, and she assured him, 208:253,25[F ]| "that$3$ she was not at all afraid of the trouble$0$, indeed she 208:253,26[F ]| could not imagine there would be any." 208:253,27[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was ready with her suggestions as to$4$ the 208:253,28[' ]| rooms he would think fittest to$9$ be used, but found it all 208:253,29[' ]| prearranged; and when she would have conjectured and 208:253,30[' ]| hinted about$4$ the day, it appeared that$3$ the day was settled 208:253,31[' ]| too$5#2$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had been amusing himself with shaping 208:253,32[' ]| a very complete$2$ outline of the business; and as soon as 208:253,33[' ]| she would listen quietly, could read his list of the families 208:253,34[' ]| to$9$ be invited, from whom$6#1$ he calculated, with all necessary 208:253,35[' ]| allowance for$4$ the shortness of the notice$0$, to$9$ collect young 208:253,36[' ]| people enough to$9$ form$1$ twelve or fourteen couple; and 208:253,37[' ]| could detail$1$ the considerations which$6#1$ had induced him to$9$ 208:253,38[' ]| fix on$4$ the 22d, as the most eligible day. 208:253,38@e | $MP#Q$William was 208:254,01@e | required to$9$ be at Portsmouth on$4$ the 24th; the 22d would 208:254,02@e | therefore be the last$2$ day of his visit$0$; but where the days 208:254,03@e | were so$5#1$ few it would be unwise to$9$ fix on$4$ any earlier. 208:254,04[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was obliged to$9$ be satisfied with 208:254,04@j | thinking just$5$ 208:254,05@j | the same, and with having been on$4$ the point$0$ of proposing 208:254,06@j | the 22d herself, as by$4$ far the best day for$4$ the purpose. 208:254,07[' ]| The ball$0#2$ was now a settled thing, and before$4$ the evening 208:254,08[' ]| a proclaimed thing to$4$ all whom$6#1$ it concerned. Invitations 208:254,09[' ]| were sent with dispatch, and many a young lady went 208:254,10[' ]| to$4$ bed that$6#2$ night with her head$0$ full of happy cares$0$ as 208:254,11[' ]| well$5$ as $MP#A$Fanny. ~~ To$4$ her, the cares$0$ were sometimes almost 208:254,12[' ]| beyond$4$ the happiness; for$3$ young and inexperienced, 208:254,13[' ]| with small means$0$ of choice$0$ and no$2$ confidence in$4$ her own$2$ 208:254,14[' ]| taste ~~ 208:254,14@a | the "how she should be dressed" was a point$0$ of 208:254,15@a | painful solicitude; and the almost solitary ornament in$4$ 208:254,16@a | her possession, a very pretty$2$ amber cross$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#Q$William 208:254,17@a | had brought her from Sicily, was the greatest distress$0$ of 208:254,18@a | all, for$3$ she had nothing but a bit of ribbon to$9$ fasten it to$4$; 208:254,19@a | and though she had worn it in$4$ that$6#2$ manner once, would 208:254,20@a | it be allowable at such a time, in$4$ the midst of all the rich 208:254,21@a | ornaments which$6#1$ she supposed all the other young ladies 208:254,22@a | would appear in$4$? And yet not to$9$ wear it! $MP#Q$William 208:254,23@a | had wanted to$9$ buy her a gold chain too$5#2$, but the purchase$0$ 208:254,24@a | had been beyond$4$ his means$0$, and therefore not to$9$ wear the 208:254,25@a | cross$0$ might be mortifying him. 208:254,25[' ]| These were anxious considerations; 208:254,26[' ]| enough to$9$ sober her spirits even$5$ under the 208:254,27[' ]| prospect of a ball$0#2$ given principally for$4$ her gratification. 208:254,28[' ]| The preparations meanwhile went on$5$, and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 208:254,29[' ]| continued to$9$ sit on$4$ her sofa without any inconvenience 208:254,30[' ]| from them. She had some extra visits from 208:254,31[' ]| the housekeeper, and her maid was rather hurried in$4$ making 208:254,32[' ]| up$5$ a new dress$0$ for$4$ her; $MP#E$Sir*Thomas gave orders$0#1$ and 208:254,33[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris ran about$5$, but all this gave \her\ no$2$ trouble$0$, 208:254,34[' ]| and as she had foreseen, 208:254,34[F ]| "there was in$4$ fact no$2$ trouble$0$ in$4$ 208:254,35[F ]| the business." 208:254,36[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was at this time particularly full of cares$0$; 208:254,37[' ]| his mind$0$ being$1$ deeply occupied in$4$ the consideration of 208:254,38[' ]| two important events now at hand$0$, which$6#1$ were to$9$ fix his 208:255,01[' ]| fate in$4$ life ~~ ordination and matrimony ~~ events of such 208:255,02[' ]| a serious$2$ character as to$9$ make$1$ the ball$0#2$, which$6#1$ would be 208:255,03[' ]| very quickly followed by$4$ one of them, appear of less 208:255,04[' ]| moment in$4$ his eyes than in$4$ those of any other person in$4$ 208:255,05[' ]| the house. On$4$ the 23d he was going to$4$ a friend near$4$ 208:255,06[' ]| Peterborough in$4$ the same situation as himself, and they 208:255,07[' ]| were to$9$ receive ordination in$4$ the course$0$ of the Christmas 208:255,08[' ]| week. Half his destiny would then be determined ~~ but 208:255,09[' ]| the other half might not be so$5#1$ very smoothly wooed. 208:255,10[' ]| His duties would be established, but the wife who$6#1$ was 208:255,11[' ]| to$9$ share$1$, and animate$1$, and reward$1$ those duties might yet 208:255,12[' ]| be unattainable. He knew his own$2$ mind$0$, but he was 208:255,13[' ]| not always perfectly assured of knowing $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's. 208:255,14@b | There were points on$4$ which$6#1$ they did not quite agree, there 208:255,15@b | were moments in$4$ which$6#1$ she did not seem propitious, and 208:255,16@b | though trusting altogether to$4$ her affection, so$5#1$ far as to$9$ 208:255,17@b | be resolved (almost resolved) on$4$ bringing it to$4$ a decision 208:255,18@b | within a very short time, as soon as the variety of business 208:255,19@b | before$4$ him were arranged, and he knew what he had to$9$ offer$1$ 208:255,20@b | her ~~ he had many anxious feelings, many doubting hours 208:255,21@b | as to$4$ the result$0$. His conviction of her regard$0$ for$4$ him 208:255,22@b | was sometimes very strong; he could look$1$ back$5$ on$4$ a long 208:255,23@b | course$0$ of encouragement, and she was as perfect$2$ in$4$ disinterested 208:255,24@b | attachment as in$4$ every*thing else. But at 208:255,25@b | other times doubt$0$ and alarm$0$ intermingled with his hopes$0$, 208:255,26@b | and when he thought$1$ of her acknowledged disinclination 208:255,27@b | for$4$ privacy and retirement, her decided preference of a 208:255,28@b | London life ~~ what could he expect but a determined 208:255,29@b | rejection? unless it were an acceptance even$5$ more to$9$ be 208:255,30@b | deprecated, demanding such sacrifices of situation and 208:255,31@b | employment on$4$ his side$0$ as conscience must forbid. 208:255,32@b | The issue$0$ of all depended on$4$ one question$0$. Did she 208:255,33@b | love$1$ him well$5$ enough to$9$ forego what had used to$9$ be essential 208:255,34@b | points ~~ did she love$1$ him well$5$ enough to$9$ make$1$ them 208:255,35@b | no$2$ longer essential? And this question$0$, which$6#1$ he was 208:255,36@b | continually repeating to$4$ himself, though oftenest answered 208:255,37@b | with a "Yes," had sometimes its "No$7$." 208:255,38@b | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was soon to$9$ leave$1$ Mansfield, and on$4$ this 208:256,01@b | circumstance the "no$7$" and the "yes" had been very 208:256,02@b | recently in$4$ alternation. He had seen her eyes sparkle 208:256,03@b | as she spoke of the dear$2#1$ friend's letter, which$6#1$ claimed 208:256,04@b | a long visit$0$ from her in$4$ London, and of the kindness of 208:256,05@b | $MP#D$Henry, in$4$ engaging to$9$ remain where he was till January, 208:256,06@b | that$3$ he might convey her thither; he had heard her speak 208:256,07@b | of the pleasure of such a journey with an animation which$6#1$ 208:256,08@b | had "no$7$" in$4$ every tone. But this had occurred on$4$ the 208:256,09@b | first day of its being$1$ settled, within the first hour of the 208:256,10@b | burst$0$ of such enjoyment, when nothing but the friends 208:256,11@b | she was to$9$ visit$1$, was before$4$ her. He had since heard her 208:256,12@b | express$1$ herself differently ~~ with other feelings ~~ more 208:256,13@b | chequered feelings; he had heard her tell $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 208:256,14@b | that$3$ she should leave$1$ her with regret$0$; that$3$ she began to$9$ 208:256,15@b | believe neither the friends nor the pleasures she was going 208:256,16@b | to$4$ were worth those she left behind; and that$3$ though 208:256,17@b | she felt she must go, and knew she should enjoy herself 208:256,18@b | when once away, she was already looking forward$5$ to$4$ 208:256,19@b | being$1$ at Mansfield again. Was there not a "yes" in$4$ 208:256,20@b | all this? 208:256,21[' ]| With such matters to$9$ ponder over, and arrange, and 208:256,22[' ]| re-arrange, $MP#B$Edmund could not, on$4$ his own$2$ account$0$, think 208:256,23[' ]| very much of the evening, which$6#1$ the rest$0#1$ of the family 208:256,24[' ]| were looking forward$5$ to$4$ with a more equal$2$ degree of 208:256,25[' ]| strong interest$0$. 208:256,25@b | Independent of his two cousins' enjoyment 208:256,26@b | in$4$ it, the evening was to$4$ him of no$2$ higher value$0$ 208:256,27@b | than any other appointed meeting of the two families 208:256,28@b | might be. In$4$ every meeting there was a hope$0$ of receiving 208:256,29@b | farther confirmation of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's attachment; but 208:256,30@b | the whirl of a ball-room perhaps was not particularly 208:256,31@b | favourable to$4$ the excitement or expression of serious$2$ 208:256,32@b | feelings. To$9$ engage her early for$4$ the two first dances$0$, 208:256,33@b | was all the command$0$ of individual happiness which$6#1$ he 208:256,34@b | felt in$4$ his power, and the only preparation for$4$ the ball$0#2$ 208:256,35@b | which$6#1$ he could enter into, in$4$ spite$8$ of all that$6#1$ was passing 208:256,36@b | around$4$ him on$4$ the subject$0$, from morning till night. 208:256,37[' ]| Thursday was the day of the ball$0#2$: and on$4$ Wednesday 208:256,38[' ]| morning, $MP#A$Fanny, still$5$ unable to$9$ satisfy herself, as to$4$ what 208:257,01[' ]| she ought to$9$ wear, determined to$9$ seek the counsel$0$ of the 208:257,02[' ]| more enlightened, and apply to$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and her sister, 208:257,03[' ]| whose$6#1$ acknowledged taste would certainly bear$1$ her blameless; 208:257,04[' ]| and as $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#Q$William were gone to$4$ Northampton, 208:257,05[' ]| and she had reason$0$ to$9$ think $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford likewise 208:257,06[' ]| out$5$, she walked down$5$ to$4$ the Parsonage without much 208:257,07[' ]| fear$0$ of wanting an opportunity for$4$ private$2$ discussion; 208:257,08[' ]| and the privacy of such a discussion was a most important 208:257,09[' ]| part$0$ of it to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, being$1$ more than half ashamed of her 208:257,10[' ]| own$2$ solicitude. 208:257,11[' ]| She met $MP#C$Miss*Crawford within a few yards of the Parsonage, 208:257,12[' ]| just$5$ setting out$5$ to$9$ call$1$ on$4$ her, and as it seemed 208:257,13[' ]| to$4$ her, that$3$ her friend, though obliged to$9$ insist on$4$ turning 208:257,14[' ]| back$5$, was unwilling to$9$ lose her walk$0$, she explained her 208:257,15[' ]| business at once and observed that$3$ 208:257,15@a | if she would be so$5#1$ kind$2$ 208:257,16@a | as to$9$ give her opinion, it might be all talked over as well$5$ 208:257,17@a | without doors as within. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford appeared gratified 208:257,18@a | by$4$ the application, 208:257,18[' ]| and after$4$ a moment's thought$0$, 208:257,19[' ]| urged $MP#A$Fanny's returning with her in$4$ a much more cordial$2$ 208:257,20[' ]| manner than before$5$, and 208:257,20@c | proposed their going up$5$ into 208:257,21@c | her room, where they might have a comfortable coze, 208:257,22@c | without disturbing $MP#M$Dr% and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, who$6#1$ were together 208:257,23@c | in$4$ the drawing-room. 208:257,23[' ]| It was just$5$ the plan to$9$ suit$1$ $MP#A$Fanny; 208:257,24[' ]| and with a great deal$0$ of gratitude on$4$ her side$0$ for$4$ such 208:257,25[' ]| ready and kind$2$ attention, they proceeded in*doors and 208:257,26[' ]| upstairs, and were soon deep in$4$ the interesting subject$0$. 208:257,27[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, pleased with the appeal, gave her all her 208:257,28[' ]| best judgment and taste, made every*thing easy by$4$ her 208:257,29[' ]| suggestions, and tried to$9$ make$1$ every*thing agreeable by$4$ 208:257,30[' ]| her encouragement. The dress$0$ being$1$ settled in$4$ all its 208:257,31[' ]| grander parts, ~~ 208:257,31[C ]| "But what shall you have by$4$ way of 208:257,32[C ]| necklace?" 208:257,32[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. 208:257,32[C ]| "Shall not you wear 208:257,33[C ]| your brother's cross$0$?" 208:257,33[' ]| And as she spoke she was 208:257,34[' ]| undoing a small parcel, which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny had observed in$4$ 208:257,35[' ]| her hand$0$ when they met. $MP#A$Fanny acknowledged her 208:257,36[' ]| wishes$0$ and doubts$0$ on$4$ this point$0$; 208:257,36@a | she did not know how 208:257,37@a | either to$9$ wear the cross$0$, or to$9$ refrain from wearing it. 208:257,38[' ]| She was answered by$4$ having a small trinket-box placed 208:258,01[' ]| before$4$ her, and being$1$ requested to$9$ chuse from among 208:258,02[' ]| several gold chains and necklaces. Such had been the 208:258,03[' ]| parcel with which$6#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was provided, and such 208:258,04[' ]| the object$0$ of her intended visit$0$; and in$4$ the kindest 208:258,05[' ]| manner she now urged $MP#A$Fanny's taking one for$4$ the cross$0$ 208:258,06[' ]| and to$9$ keep for$4$ her sake, saying every*thing she could 208:258,07[' ]| think of to$9$ obviate the scruples which$6#1$ were making $MP#A$Fanny 208:258,08[' ]| start$1$ back$5$ at first with a look$0$ of horror at the proposal. 208:258,09[C ]| "You see what a collection I have," 208:258,09[' ]| said she, 208:258,09[C ]| "more 208:258,10[C ]| by$4$ half than I ever use$1$ or think of. I do not offer$1$ them 208:258,11[C ]| as new. I offer$1$ nothing but an old necklace. You must 208:258,12[C ]| forgive the liberty and oblige me." 208:258,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny still$5$ resisted, and from her heart. 208:258,13@a | The gift was 208:258,14@a | too$5#1$ valuable. 208:258,14[' ]| But, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford persevered, and argued 208:258,15[' ]| the case with so$5#1$ much affectionate earnestness through$4$ 208:258,16[' ]| all the heads of $MP#Q$William and the cross$0$, and the ball$0#2$, and 208:258,17[' ]| herself, as to$9$ be finally successful. $MP#A$Fanny found herself 208:258,18@a | obliged to$9$ yield that$3$ she might not be accused of pride 208:258,19@a | or indifference, or some other littleness; 208:258,19[' ]| and having with 208:258,20[' ]| modest reluctance given her consent$0$, proceeded to$9$ make$1$ 208:258,21[' ]| the selection. She looked and looked, 208:258,21@a | longing to$9$ know 208:258,22@a | which$6#1$ might be least valuable; and was determined in$4$ 208:258,23@a | her choice$0$ at last$0$, by$4$ fancying there was one necklace 208:258,24@a | more frequently placed before$4$ her eyes than the rest$0#1$. 208:258,25[' ]| It was of gold prettily worked; and though $MP#A$Fanny would 208:258,26[' ]| have preferred a longer and a plainer chain as more 208:258,27[' ]| adapted for$4$ her purpose, she hoped in$4$ fixing on$4$ this, to$9$ 208:258,28[' ]| be chusing what $MP#C$Miss*Crawford least wished to$9$ keep. 208:258,29[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford smiled her perfect$2$ approbation; and 208:258,30[' ]| hastened to$9$ complete$1$ the gift by$4$ putting the necklace 208:258,31[' ]| round$4$ her and making her see how well$5$ it looked. 208:258,32[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had not a word to$9$ say against its becomingness, 208:258,33@a | and excepting what remained of her scruples, was exceedingly 208:258,34@a | pleased with an acquisition so$5#1$ very apropos. She 208:258,35@a | would rather perhaps have been obliged to$4$ some other 208:258,36@a | person. But this was an unworthy feeling. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 208:258,37@a | had anticipated her wants$0$ with a kindness which$6#1$ 208:258,38@a | proved her a real friend. 208:258,38[A ]| "When I wear this necklace I 208:259,01[A ]| shall always think of you," 208:259,01[' ]| said she, 208:259,01[A ]| "and feel how very 208:259,02[A ]| kind$2$ you were." 208:259,03[C ]| "You must think of somebody else too$5#2$ when you wear 208:259,04[C ]| that$6#2$ necklace," 208:259,04[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. 208:259,04[C ]| "You must think 208:259,05[C ]| of $MP#D$Henry, for$3$ it was his choice$0$ in$4$ the first place$0$. He gave 208:259,06[C ]| it to$4$ me, and with the necklace I make$1$ over to$4$ you all 208:259,07[C ]| the duty of remembering the original giver. It is to$9$ be 208:259,08[C ]| a family remembrancer. The sister is not to$9$ be in$4$ your 208:259,09[C ]| mind$0$ without bringing the brother too$5#2$." 208:259,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ great astonishment and confusion, would 208:259,11[' ]| have returned the present$0#2$ instantly. 208:259,11@a | To$9$ take what had 208:259,12@a | been the gift of another person ~~ of a brother too$5#2$ ~~ impossible! ~~ 208:259,13@a | it must not be! ~~ 208:259,13[' ]| and with an eagerness and 208:259,14[' ]| embarrassment quite diverting to$4$ her companion, she laid 208:259,15[' ]| down$5$ the necklace again on$4$ its cotton, and seemed resolved 208:259,16[' ]| either to$9$ take another or none at all. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 208:259,17[' ]| thought$1$ 208:259,17@c | she had never seen a prettier consciousness. 208:259,18[C ]| "My dear$2#1$ child," 208:259,18[' ]| said she laughing, 208:259,18[C ]| "what are you 208:259,19[C ]| afraid of? Do you think $MP#D$Henry will$1$ claim$1$ the necklace 208:259,20[C ]| as mine$6$, and fancy$1$ you did not come honestly by$4$ it? ~~ 208:259,21[C ]| or are you imagining he would be too$5#1$ much flattered by$4$ 208:259,22[C ]| seeing round$4$ your lovely throat an ornament which$6#1$ his 208:259,23[C ]| money purchased three years ago, before$3$ he knew there 208:259,24[C ]| was such a throat in$4$ the world? ~~ or perhaps ~~ 208:259,24[' ]| looking 208:259,25[' ]| archly ~~ 208:259,25[C ]| you suspect a confederacy between us, and that$3$ 208:259,26[C ]| what I am now doing is with his knowledge and at his 208:259,27[C ]| desire$0$?" 208:259,28[' ]| With the deepest blushes $MP#A$Fanny protested against such 208:259,29[' ]| a thought$0$. 208:259,30[C ]| "Well$7$ then," 208:259,30[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford more seriously but 208:259,31[' ]| without at all believing her, 208:259,31[C ]| "to$9$ convince me that$3$ you 208:259,32[C ]| suspect no$2$ trick$0$, and are as unsuspicious of compliment$0$ 208:259,33[C ]| as I have always found you, take the necklace, and say 208:259,34[C ]| no$2$ more about$4$ it. Its being$1$ a gift of my brother's need$1$ 208:259,35[C ]| not make$1$ the smallest difference in$4$ your accepting it, as 208:259,36[C ]| I assure you it makes none in$4$ my willingness to$9$ part$1$ with 208:259,37[C ]| it. He is always giving me something or other. I have 208:259,38[C ]| such innumerable presents$0$ from him that$3$ it is quite 208:260,01[C ]| impossible for$4$ me to$9$ value$1$, or for$4$ him to$9$ remember half. 208:260,02[C ]| And as for$4$ this necklace, I do not suppose I have worn it 208:260,03[C ]| six times; it is very pretty$2$ ~~ but I never think of it; and 208:260,04[C ]| though you would be most heartily welcome$2$ to$4$ any other 208:260,05[C ]| in$4$ my trinket-box, you have happened to$9$ fix on$4$ the very 208:260,06[C ]| one which$6#1$, if I have a choice$0$, I would rather part$1$ with 208:260,07[C ]| and see in$4$ your possession than any other. Say no$2$ more 208:260,08[C ]| against it, I entreat you. Such a trifle$0$ is not worth half 208:260,09[C ]| so$5#1$ many words." 208:260,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny dared not make$1$ any further opposition; and 208:260,11[' ]| with renewed but less happy thanks accepted the necklace 208:260,12[' ]| again, for$3$ there was an expression in$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's eyes 208:260,13[' ]| which$6#1$ she could not be satisfied with. 208:260,14@a | It was impossible for$4$ her to$9$ be insensible of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 208:260,15@a | change$0$ of manners. She had long seen it. He 208:260,16@a | evidently tried to$9$ please her ~~ he was gallant ~~ he was 208:260,17@a | attentive ~~ he was something like$4$ what he had been to$4$ 208:260,18@a | her cousins: he wanted, she supposed, to$9$ cheat her of her 208:260,19@a | tranquillity as he had cheated them; and whether he 208:260,20@a | might not have some concern$0$ in$4$ this necklace! ~~ She 208:260,21@a | could not be convinced that$3$ he had not, for$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 208:260,22@a | complaisant as a sister, was careless as a woman and a 208:260,23@a | friend. 208:260,24[' ]| Reflecting and doubting, and feeling that$3$ the possession 208:260,25[' ]| of what she had so$5#1$ much wished for$5$, did not bring much 208:260,26[' ]| satisfaction, she now walked home again ~~ with a change$0$ 208:260,27[' ]| rather than a diminution of cares$0$ since her treading that$6#2$ 208:260,28[' ]| path before$5$. 209:261,01[' ]| On$4$ reaching home, $MP#A$Fanny went immediately up*stairs 209:261,02[' ]| to$9$ deposit this unexpected acquisition, this doubtful good 209:261,03[' ]| of a necklace, in$4$ some favourite$2$ box in$4$ the east*room 209:261,04[' ]| which$6#1$ held all her smaller treasures; but on$4$ opening the 209:261,05[' ]| door, what was her surprize$0$ to$9$ find her cousin $MP#B$Edmund 209:261,06[' ]| there writing at the table! 209:261,06@a | Such a sight having never 209:261,07@a | occurred before$5$, was almost as wonderful as it was 209:261,08@a | welcome$2$. 209:261,09[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny," 209:261,09[' ]| said he directly, leaving his seat and his pen, 209:261,10[' ]| and meeting her with something in$4$ his hand$0$. 209:261,10[B ]| "I beg your 209:261,11[B ]| pardon$0$ for$4$ being$1$ here. I came to$9$ look$1$ for$4$ you, and after$4$ 209:261,12[B ]| waiting a little while$0$ in$4$ hope$0$ of your coming in$5$, was making 209:261,13[B ]| use$0$ of your inkstand to$9$ explain my errand. You will$1$ 209:261,14[B ]| find the beginning of a note$0$ to$4$ yourself; but I can now 209:261,15[B ]| speak my business, which$6#1$ is merely to$9$ beg your acceptance 209:261,16[B ]| of this little trifle$0$ ~~ a chain for$4$ $MP#Q$William's cross$0$. You 209:261,17[B ]| ought to$9$ have had it a week ago, but there has been a 209:261,18[B ]| delay$0$ from my brother's not being$1$ in$4$ town by$4$ several days 209:261,19[B ]| so$5#1$ soon as I expected; and I have only just$5$ now received 209:261,20[B ]| it at Northampton. I hope$1$ you will$1$ like$1$ the chain itself, 209:261,21[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny. I endeavoured to$9$ consult the simplicity of your 209:261,22[B ]| taste, but at any rate$0$ I know you will$1$ be kind$2$ to$4$ my 209:261,22[B ]| intentions, 209:261,23[B ]| and consider it, as it really is, a token of the love$0$ 209:261,24[B ]| of one of your oldest friends." 209:261,25[' ]| And so$5#2$ saying, he was hurrying away, before$3$ $MP#A$Fanny, 209:261,26[' ]| overpowered by$4$ a thousand feelings of pain$0$ and pleasure, 209:261,27[' ]| could attempt$1$ to$9$ speak; but quickened by$4$ one sovereign 209:261,28[' ]| wish$0$ she then called out$5$, 209:261,28[A ]| "Oh! cousin, stop$1$ a moment, 209:261,29[A ]| pray stop$1$." 209:261,30[' ]| He turned back$5$. 209:261,31[A ]| "I cannot attempt$1$ to$9$ thank you," 209:261,31[' ]| she continued in$4$ 209:261,32[' ]| a very agitated manner, 209:261,32[A ]| "thanks are out$5$ of the question$0$. 209:262,01[A ]| I feel much more than I can possibly express$1$. Your 209:262,02[A ]| goodness in$4$ thinking of me in$4$ such a way is beyond$4$" ~~ 209:262,03[B ]| "If this is all you have to$9$ say, $MP#A$Fanny," 209:262,03[' ]| smiling and 209:262,04[' ]| turning away again ~~ 209:262,05[A ]| "No$7$, no$7$, it is not. I want$1$ to$9$ consult you." 209:262,06[' ]| Almost unconsciously she had now undone the parcel 209:262,07[' ]| he had just$5$ put into her hand$0$, and seeing before$4$ her, in$4$ 209:262,08[' ]| all the niceness of jeweller's packing, a plain gold chain 209:262,09[' ]| perfectly simple$2$ and neat, she could not help$1$ bursting 209:262,10[' ]| forth again. 209:262,10[A ]| "Oh! this is beautiful indeed! this is the 209:262,11[A ]| very thing, precisely what I wished for$4$! this is the only 209:262,12[A ]| ornament I have ever had a desire$0$ to$9$ possess. It will$1$ 209:262,13[A ]| exactly suit$1$ my cross$0$. They must and shall be worn 209:262,14[A ]| together. It comes too$5#2$ in$4$ such an acceptable moment. 209:262,15[A ]| Oh! cousin, you do not know how acceptable it is." 209:262,16[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, you feel these things a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ 209:262,17[B ]| much. I am most happy that$3$ you like$1$ the chain, and 209:262,18[B ]| that$3$ it should be here in$4$ time for$4$ to-morrow: but your 209:262,19[B ]| thanks are far beyond$4$ the occasion$0$. Believe me, I have 209:262,20[B ]| no$2$ pleasure in$4$ the world superior to$4$ that$6#2$ of contributing 209:262,21[B ]| to$4$ yours. No$7$, I can safely say, I have no$2$ pleasure so$5#1$ 209:262,22[B ]| complete$2$, so$5#1$ unalloyed. It is without a drawback." 209:262,23[' ]| Upon$4$ such expressions of affection, $MP#A$Fanny could have 209:262,24[' ]| lived an hour without saying another word; but $MP#B$Edmund, 209:262,25[' ]| after$4$ waiting a moment, obliged her to$9$ bring down$5$ her 209:262,26[' ]| mind$0$ from its heavenly flight by$4$ saying, 209:262,26[B ]| "But what is it 209:262,27[B ]| that$6#1$ you want$1$ to$9$ consult me about$4$?" 209:262,28[' ]| It was about$4$ the necklace, which$6#1$ she was now most 209:262,29[' ]| earnestly longing to$9$ return$1$, and hoped to$9$ obtain his approbation 209:262,30[' ]| of her doing. She gave the history of her recent 209:262,31[' ]| visit$0$, and now her raptures might well$5$ be over, for$3$ $MP#B$Edmund 209:262,32[' ]| was so$5#1$ struck with the circumstance, so$5#1$ delighted 209:262,33[' ]| with what $MP#C$Miss*Crawford had done, so$5#1$ gratified by$4$ such 209:262,34[' ]| a coincidence of conduct$0$ between them, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could 209:262,35[' ]| not but admit the superior power of \one\ pleasure over his 209:262,36[' ]| own$2$ mind$0$, though it might have its drawback. It was 209:262,37[' ]| some time before$3$ she could get his attention to$4$ her plan, 209:262,38[' ]| or any answer$0$ to$4$ her demand$0$ of his opinion; he was in$4$ a 209:263,01[' ]| reverie of fond reflection, uttering only now and then 209:263,02[' ]| a few half sentences of praise$0$; but when he did awake$1$ 209:263,03[' ]| and understand, he was very decided in$4$ opposing what 209:263,04[' ]| she wished. 209:263,05[B ]| "Return$1$ the necklace! No$7$, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, upon$4$ no$2$ 209:263,06[B ]| account$0$. It would be mortifying her severely. There 209:263,07[B ]| can hardly be a more unpleasant sensation$0#1$ than the having 209:263,08[B ]| any*thing returned on$4$ our hands, which$6#1$ we have given 209:263,09[B ]| with a reasonable hope$0$ of its contributing to$4$ the comfort$0$ 209:263,10[B ]| of a friend. Why should she lose a pleasure which$6#1$ she 209:263,11[B ]| has shewn herself so$5#1$ deserving of?" 209:263,12[A ]| "If it had been given to$4$ me in$4$ the first instance$0$," 209:263,12[' ]| said 209:263,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, 209:263,13[A ]| "I should not have thought$1$ of returning it; but 209:263,14[A ]| being$1$ her brother's present$0#2$, is not it fair to$9$ suppose that$3$ 209:263,15[A ]| she would rather not part$1$ with it, when it is not wanted?" 209:263,16[B ]| "She must not suppose it not wanted, not acceptable 209:263,17[B ]| at least; and its having been originally her brother's gift 209:263,18[B ]| makes no$2$ difference, for$3$ as she was not prevented from 209:263,19[B ]| offering, nor you from taking it on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$, it ought 209:263,20[B ]| not to$9$ affect your keeping it. No$2$ doubt$0$ it is handsomer 209:263,21[B ]| than mine$6$, and fitter for$4$ a ball-room." 209:263,22[A ]| "No$7$, it is not handsomer, not at all handsomer in$4$ its 209:263,23[A ]| way, and for$4$ my purpose not half so$5#1$ fit$2$. The chain will$1$ 209:263,24[A ]| agree with $MP#Q$William's cross$0$ beyond$4$ all comparison better 209:263,25[A ]| than the necklace." 209:263,26[B ]| "For$4$ one night, $MP#A$Fanny, for$4$ only one night, if it \be\ a 209:263,27[B ]| sacrifice$0$ ~~ I am sure you will$1$, upon$4$ consideration, make$1$ 209:263,28[B ]| that$6#2$ sacrifice$0$ rather than give pain$0$ to$4$ one who$6#1$ has been 209:263,29[B ]| so$5#1$ studious of your comfort$0$. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's attentions 209:263,30[B ]| to$4$ you have been ~~ not more than you were justly entitled 209:263,31[B ]| to$4$ ~~ I am the last$2$ person to$9$ think that$6#2$ \could\ \be\ ~~ but 209:263,31[B ]| they 209:263,32[B ]| have been invariable; and to$9$ be returning them with 209:263,33[B ]| what must have something the \air\ of ingratitude, though 209:263,34[B ]| I know it could never have the \meaning\, is not in$4$ your 209:263,35[B ]| nature I am sure. Wear the necklace, as you are engaged 209:263,36[B ]| to$9$ do to-morrow evening, and let the chain, which$6#1$ was 209:263,37[B ]| not ordered with any reference to$4$ the ball$0#2$, be kept for$4$ 209:263,38[B ]| commoner occasions. This is my advice. I would not 209:264,01[B ]| have the shadow of a coolness between the two whose$6#1$ 209:264,02[B ]| intimacy I have been observing with the greatest pleasure, 209:264,03[B ]| and in$4$ whose$6#1$ characters there is so$5#1$ much general$2$ resemblance 209:264,04[B ]| in$4$ true generosity and natural$2$ delicacy as to$9$ make$1$ 209:264,05[B ]| the few slight$2$ differences, resulting principally from situation, 209:264,06[B ]| no$2$ reasonable hindrance to$4$ a perfect$2$ friendship. I 209:264,07[B ]| would not have the shadow of a coolness arise," 209:264,07[' ]| he 209:264,08[' ]| repeated, his voice sinking a little, 209:264,08[B ]| "between the two 209:264,09[B ]| dearest objects$0$ I have on$4$ earth." 209:264,10[' ]| He was gone as he spoke; and $MP#A$Fanny remained to$9$ 209:264,11[' ]| tranquillise herself as she could. 209:264,11@a | She was one of his two 209:264,12@a | dearest ~~ that$6#2$ must support$1$ her. But the other! ~~ the 209:264,13@a | first! She had never heard him speak so$5#1$ openly before$5$, 209:264,14@a | and though it told her no$2$ more than what she had long 209:264,15@a | perceived, it was a stab; ~~ for$3$ it told of his own$2$ convictions 209:264,16@a | and views. They were decided. He would marry 209:264,17@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. It was a stab, in$4$ spite$8$ of every long-standing 209:264,18@a | expectation; and she was obliged to$9$ repeat 209:264,19@a | again and again that$3$ she was one of his two dearest, before$3$ 209:264,20@a | the words gave her any sensation$0#1$. Could she believe $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 209:264,21@a | to$9$ deserve him, it would be ~~ Oh! how different 209:264,22@a | would it be ~~ how far more tolerable! But he was 209:264,23@a | deceived in$4$ her; he gave her merits which$6#1$ she had not; 209:264,24@a | her faults were what they had ever been, but he saw them 209:264,25@a | no$2$ longer. 209:264,25[' ]| Till she had shed many tears over this deception, 209:264,26[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not subdue her agitation; and the 209:264,27[' ]| dejection which$6#1$ followed could only be relieved by$4$ the 209:264,28[' ]| influence$0$ of fervent prayers for$4$ his happiness. 209:264,29@a | It was her intention, as she felt it to$9$ be her duty, to$9$ try 209:264,30@a | to$9$ overcome all that$6#1$ was excessive, all that$6#1$ bordered on$4$ 209:264,31@a | selfishness in$4$ her affection for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund. To$9$ call$1$ or to$9$ 209:264,32@a | fancy$1$ it a loss, a disappointment, would be a presumption; 209:264,33@a | for$4$ which$6#1$ she had not words strong enough to$9$ satisfy her 209:264,34@a | own$2$ humility. To$9$ think of him as $MP#C$Miss*Crawford might 209:264,35@a | be justified in$4$ thinking, would in$4$ her be insanity. To$4$ 209:264,36@a | her, he could be nothing under any circumstances ~~ 209:264,37@a | nothing dearer than a friend. Why did such an idea occur 209:264,38@a | to$4$ her even$5$ enough to$9$ be reprobated and forbidden? It 209:265,01@a | ought not to$9$ have touched on$4$ the confines of her imagination. 209:265,02@a | She would endeavour$1$ to$9$ be rational, and to$9$ deserve 209:265,03@a | the right$0$ of judging of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's character and the 209:265,04@a | privilege of true solicitude for$4$ him by$4$ a sound$0$ intellect 209:265,05@a | and an honest heart. 209:265,06[' ]| She had all the heroism of principle, and was determined 209:265,07[' ]| to$9$ do her duty; but having also many of the feelings of 209:265,08[' ]| youth and nature, let her not be much wondered at if, 209:265,09[' ]| after$4$ making all these good resolutions on$4$ the side$0$ of self-government, 209:265,10[' ]| she seized the scrap of paper on$4$ which$6#1$ 209:265,11[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had begun writing to$4$ her, as a treasure beyond$4$ 209:265,12[' ]| all her hopes$0$, and reading with the tenderest emotion 209:265,13[' ]| these words, 209:265,13[B ]| "My very dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, you must do me the 209:265,14[B ]| favour$0$ to$9$ accept" ~~ 209:265,14[' ]| locked it up$5$ with the chain, as the 209:265,15[' ]| dearest part$0$ of the gift. 209:265,15@a | It was the only thing approaching 209:265,16@a | to$4$ a letter which$6#1$ she had ever received from him; 209:265,17@a | she might never receive another; it was impossible that$3$ 209:265,18@a | she ever should receive another so$5#1$ perfectly gratifying in$4$ 209:265,19@a | the occasion$0$ and the style. 209:265,19[' ]| Two lines more prized had 209:265,20[' ]| never fallen from the pen of the most distinguished author 209:265,21[' ]| ~~ never more completely blessed the researches of the 209:265,22[' ]| fondest biographer. The enthusiasm of a woman's love$0$ 209:265,23[' ]| is even$5$ beyond$4$ the biographer's. To$4$ her, the hand-writing 209:265,24[' ]| itself, independent of any*thing it may$1$ convey, 209:265,25[' ]| is a blessedness. 209:265,25@a | Never were such characters cut$1$ by$4$ any 209:265,26@a | other human being$0$, as $MP#B$Edmund's commonest hand-writing, 209:265,27@a | gave! This specimen, written in$4$ haste as it was, had 209:265,28@a | not a fault; and there was a felicity in$4$ the flow$0$ of the 209:265,29@a | first four words, in$4$ the arrangement of 209:265,29[B ]| "My very dear$2#1$ 209:265,30[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny," 209:265,30@a | which$6#1$ she could have looked at for*ever. 209:265,31[' ]| Having regulated her thoughts and comforted her feelings 209:265,32[' ]| by$4$ this happy mixture of reason$0$ and weakness, she 209:265,33[' ]| was able, in$4$ due$2$ time, to$9$ go down$5$ and resume her usual 209:265,34[' ]| employments near$4$ her aunt $MP#F$Bertram, and pay$1$ her the 209:265,35[' ]| usual observances without any apparent want$0$ of spirits. 209:265,36[' ]| Thursday, predestined to$4$ hope$0$ and enjoyment, came; and 209:265,37[' ]| opened with more kindness to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny than such self-willed, 209:265,38[' ]| unmanageable days often volunteer, for$3$ soon after$4$ breakfast$0$ 209:266,01[' ]| a very friendly note$0$ was brought from $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 209:266,02[' ]| to$4$ $MP#Q$William stating that$3$ 209:266,02@d | as he found himself obliged to$9$ go to$4$ 209:266,03@d | London on$4$ the morrow for$4$ a few days, he could not help$1$ 209:266,04@d | trying$1$ to$9$ procure a companion; and therefore hoped that$3$ if 209:266,05@d | $MP#Q$William could make$1$ up$5$ his mind$0$ to$9$ leave$1$ Mansfield half 209:266,06@d | a day earlier than had been proposed, he would accept 209:266,07@d | a place$0$ in$4$ his carriage. 209:266,07[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford meant to$9$ be in$4$ town 209:266,08[' ]| by$4$ his uncle's accustomary late dinner-hour, and $MP#Q$William 209:266,09[' ]| was invited to$9$ dine with him at the $MP#ZF$Admiral's. The 209:266,10[' ]| proposal was a very pleasant one to$4$ $MP#Q$William himself, who$6#1$ 209:266,11@q | enjoyed the idea of travelling post with four horses and 209:266,12@q | such a good*humoured agreeable friend; and in$4$ likening 209:266,13@q | it to$4$ going up$5$ with dispatches, 209:266,13[' ]| was saying at once every*thing 209:266,14[' ]| in$4$ favour$0$ of its happiness and dignity which$6#1$ his 209:266,15[' ]| imagination could suggest; and $MP#A$Fanny, from a different 209:266,16[' ]| motive, was exceedingly pleased: 209:266,16@a | for$3$ the original plan 209:266,17@a | was that$3$ $MP#Q$William should go up$5$ by$4$ the mail from Northampton 209:266,18@a | the following night, which$6#1$ would not have allowed 209:266,19@a | him an hour's rest$0#2$ before$3$ he must have got into a Portsmouth 209:266,20@a | coach; and though this offer$0$ of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 209:266,21@a | would rob her of many hours of his company, she was too$5#1$ 209:266,22@a | happy in$4$ having $MP#Q$William spared from the fatigue$0$ of such 209:266,23@a | a journey, to$9$ think of any*thing else. 209:266,23[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas approved 209:266,24[' ]| of it for$4$ another reason$0$. 209:266,24@e | His nephew's introduction 209:266,25@e | to$4$ $MP#ZF$Admiral*Crawford might be of service. The 209:266,26@e | $MP#ZF$Admiral he believed had interest$0$. 209:266,26[' ]| Upon$4$ the whole$0$, it 209:266,27[' ]| was a very joyous note$0$. $MP#A$Fanny's spirits lived on$4$ it half 209:266,28[' ]| the morning, deriving some accession of pleasure from its 209:266,29[' ]| writer being$1$ himself to$9$ go away. 209:266,30[' ]| As for$4$ the ball$0#2$ so$5#1$ near$5$ at hand$0$, she had too$5#1$ many 209:266,31[' ]| agitations and fears to$9$ have half the enjoyment in$4$ 209:266,32[' ]| anticipation which$6#1$ she ought to$9$ have had, or must have 209:266,33[' ]| been supposed to$9$ have, by$4$ the many young ladies looking 209:266,34[' ]| forward$5$ to$4$ the same event in$4$ situations more at ease$0$, but 209:266,35[' ]| under circumstances of less novelty, less interest$0$, less 209:266,36[' ]| peculiar gratification than would be attributed to$4$ her. 209:266,37[' ]| $MP#A$Miss*Price, known only by$4$ name$0$ to$4$ half the people invited, 209:266,38[' ]| was now to$9$ make$1$ her first appearance, and must be 209:267,01[' ]| regarded as the Queen of the evening. Who$6#2$ could be 209:267,02[' ]| happier than $MP#A$Miss*Price? But $MP#A$Miss*Price had not been 209:267,03[' ]| brought up$5$ to$4$ the trade of \coming\ \out$5$\; and had she 209:267,04[' ]| known in$4$ what light$0$ this ball$0#2$ was, in$4$ general$0$, considered 209:267,05[' ]| respecting her, it would very much have lessened her 209:267,06[' ]| comfort$0$ by$4$ increasing the fears she already had, of doing 209:267,07[' ]| wrong and being$1$ looked at. 209:267,07@a | To$9$ dance$1$ without much 209:267,08@a | observation or any extraordinary fatigue$0$, to$9$ have strength 209:267,09@a | and partners for$4$ about$4$ half the evening, to$9$ dance$1$ a little 209:267,10@a | with $MP#B$Edmund, and not a great deal$0$ with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 209:267,11@a | to$9$ see $MP#Q$William enjoy himself, and be able to$9$ keep away 209:267,12@a | from her aunt $MP#J$Norris, 209:267,12[' ]| was the height of her ambition, 209:267,13[' ]| and seemed to$9$ comprehend her greatest possibility of 209:267,14[' ]| happiness. As these were the best of her hopes$0$, they 209:267,15[' ]| could not always prevail; and in$4$ the course$0$ of a long 209:267,16[' ]| morning, spent principally with her two aunts, she was 209:267,17[' ]| often under the influence$0$ of much less sanguine views. 209:267,18[' ]| $MP#Q$William, determined to$9$ make$1$ this last$2$ day a day of 209:267,19[' ]| thorough enjoyment, was out$5$ snipe shooting; $MP#B$Edmund, 209:267,20[' ]| she had too$5#1$ much reason$0$ to$9$ suppose, was at the Parsonage; 209:267,21[' ]| and left alone to$9$ bear$1$ the worrying of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, who$6#1$ 209:267,22[' ]| was cross$2$ because the house-keeper would have her own$2$ 209:267,23[' ]| way with the supper, and whom$6#1$ \she\ could not avoid 209:267,24[' ]| though the house-keeper might, $MP#A$Fanny was worn down$5$ 209:267,25[' ]| at last$0$ to$9$ think every*thing an evil belonging to$4$ the ball$0#2$, 209:267,26[' ]| and when sent off with a parting worry to$9$ dress$1$, moved as 209:267,27[' ]| languidly towards her own$2$ room, and felt as incapable 209:267,28[' ]| of happiness as if she had been allowed no$2$ share$0$ in$4$ it. 209:267,29[' ]| As she walked slowly up*stairs she thought$1$ of yesterday; 209:267,30[' ]| it had been about$4$ the same hour that$6#1$ she had returned 209:267,31[' ]| from the Parsonage, and found $MP#B$Edmund in$4$ the east*room. 209:267,32[A ]| ~~ "Suppose I were to$9$ find him there again to-day!" 209:267,32[' ]| said 209:267,33[' ]| she to$4$ herself in$4$ a fond indulgence of fancy$0$. 209:267,34[B ]| "$MP#A$Fanny," 209:267,34[' ]| said a voice at that$6#2$ moment near$4$ her. 209:267,35[' ]| Starting and looking up$5$ she saw across$4$ the lobby she 209:267,36[' ]| had just$5$ reached $MP#B$Edmund himself, standing at the head$0$ 209:267,37[' ]| of a different staircase. He came towards her. 209:267,37[B ]| "You look$1$ 209:267,38[B ]| tired and fagged, $MP#A$Fanny. You have been walking too$5#1$ far." 209:268,01[A ]| "No$7$, I have not been out$5$ at all." 209:268,02[B ]| "Then you have had fatigues$0$ within doors, which$6#1$ are 209:268,03[B ]| worse. You had better have gone out$5$." 209:268,04[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, not liking to$9$ complain, found it easiest to$9$ make$1$ 209:268,05[' ]| no$2$ answer$0$; 209:268,05@a | and though he looked at her with his usual 209:268,06@a | kindness, she believed he had soon ceased to$9$ think of her 209:268,07@a | countenance. He did not appear in$4$ spirits; something 209:268,08@a | unconnected with her was probably amiss. 209:268,08[' ]| They proceeded 209:268,09[' ]| up*stairs together, their rooms being$1$ on$4$ the same 209:268,10[' ]| floor above$5$. 209:268,11[B ]| "I come from $MP#M$Dr%*Grant's," 209:268,11[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund presently. 209:268,12[B ]| "You may$1$ guess$1$ my errand there, $MP#A$Fanny." 209:268,12[' ]| And he 209:268,13[' ]| looked so$5#1$ conscious, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could think but of one 209:268,14[' ]| errand, which$6#1$ turned her too$5#1$ sick for$4$ speech. ~~ 209:268,14[B ]| "I wished 209:268,15[B ]| to$9$ engage $MP#C$Miss*Crawford for$4$ the two first dances$0$," 209:268,15[' ]| was 209:268,16[' ]| the explanation that$6#1$ followed, and brought $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ life 209:268,17[' ]| again, enabling her, as she found she was expected to$9$ 209:268,18[' ]| speak, to$9$ utter$1$ something like$4$ an inquiry as to$9$ the result$0$. 209:268,19[B ]| "Yes," 209:268,19[' ]| he answered, 209:268,19[B ]| "she is engaged to$4$ me; but 209:268,19[' ]| (with 209:268,20[' ]| a smile$0$ that$6#1$ did not sit easy) 209:268,20[B ]| she says it is to$9$ be the last$2$ 209:268,21[B ]| time that$6#1$ she ever will$1$ dance$1$ with me. She is not serious$2$. 209:268,22[B ]| I think, I hope$1$, I am sure she is not serious$2$ ~~ but I would 209:268,23[B ]| rather not hear it. She never has danced with a clergyman 209:268,24[B ]| she says, and she never \will$1$\. For$4$ my own$2$ sake, I 209:268,25[B ]| could wish$1$ there had been no$2$ ball$0#2$ just$5$ at ~~ I mean$1$ not 209:268,26[B ]| this very week, this very day ~~ to-morrow I leave$1$ home." 209:268,27[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny struggled for$4$ speech, and said, 209:268,27[A ]| "I am very sorry 209:268,28[A ]| that$3$ any*thing has occurred to$9$ distress$1$ you. This ought 209:268,29[A ]| to$9$ be a day of pleasure. My uncle meant it so$5#2$." 209:268,30[B ]| "Oh! yes, yes, and it will$1$ be a day of pleasure. It 209:268,31[B ]| will$1$ all end$0$ right$2#1$. I am only vexed for$4$ a moment. In$4$ 209:268,32[B ]| fact, it is not that$3$ I consider the ball$0#2$ as ill-timed; ~~ what 209:268,33[B ]| does it signify? But, $MP#A$Fanny," ~~ 209:268,33[' ]| stopping her by$4$ taking 209:268,34[' ]| her hand$0$, and speaking low and seriously, 209:268,34[B ]| "you know 209:268,35[B ]| what all this means$0$. You see how it is; and could tell 209:268,36[B ]| me, perhaps better than I could tell you, how and why 209:268,37[B ]| I am vexed. Let me talk$1$ to$4$ you a little. You are a kind$2$, 209:268,38[B ]| kind$2$ listener. I have been pained by$4$ her manner this 209:269,01[B ]| morning, and cannot get the better of it. I know her 209:269,02[B ]| disposition to$9$ be as sweet and faultless as your own$2$, but 209:269,03[B ]| the influence$0$ of her former companions makes her seem, 209:269,04[B ]| gives to$4$ her conversation, to$4$ her professed opinions, sometimes 209:269,05[B ]| a tinge of wrong. She does not \think\ evil, but she 209:269,06[B ]| speaks it ~~ speaks it in$4$ playfulness ~~ and though I know 209:269,07[B ]| it to$9$ be playfulness, it grieves me to$4$ the soul." 209:269,08[A ]| "The effect$0$ of education," 209:269,08[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny gently. 209:269,09[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund could not but agree to$4$ it. 209:269,09[B ]| "Yes, that$6#2$ uncle 209:269,10[B ]| and aunt! They have injured the finest mind$0$! ~~ for$3$ 209:269,11[B ]| sometimes, $MP#A$Fanny, I own$1$ to$4$ you, it does appear more than 209:269,12[B ]| manner; it appears as if the mind$0$ itself was tainted." 209:269,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny imagined this to$9$ be an appeal to$4$ her judgment, 209:269,14[' ]| and therefore, after$4$ a moment's consideration, said, 209:269,14[A ]| "If 209:269,15[A ]| you only want$1$ me as a listener, cousin, I will$1$ be as useful 209:269,16[A ]| as I can; but I am not qualified for$4$ an adviser. Do not 209:269,17[A ]| ask advice of \me\. I am not competent." 209:269,18[B ]| "You are right$2#1$, $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ protest against such an 209:269,19[B ]| office, but you need$1$ not be afraid. It is a subject$0$ on$4$ 209:269,20[B ]| which$6#1$ I should never ask advice. It is the sort of subject$0$ on$4$ 209:269,21[B ]| which$6#1$ it had better never be asked; and few I imagine 209:269,22[B ]| do ask it, but when they want$1$ to$9$ be influenced against 209:269,23[B ]| their conscience. I only want$1$ to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ you." 209:269,24[A ]| "One thing more. Excuse$1$ the liberty ~~ but take care$0$ 209:269,25[A ]| \how\ you talk$1$ to$4$ me. Do not tell me any*thing now, 209:269,26[A ]| which$6#1$ hereafter you may$1$ be sorry for$4$. The time may$1$ 209:269,27[A ]| come ~~" 209:269,28[' ]| The colour rushed into her cheeks as she spoke. 209:269,29[B ]| "Dearest $MP#A$Fanny!" 209:269,29[' ]| cried $MP#B$Edmund, pressing her hand$0$ 209:269,30[' ]| to$4$ his lips, with almost as much warmth as if it had been 209:269,31[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's, 209:269,31[B ]| "you are all considerate thought$0$! ~~ 209:269,32[B ]| But it is unnecessary here. The time will$1$ never come. 209:269,33[B ]| No$2$ such time as you allude to$4$ will$1$ ever come. I begin to$9$ 209:269,34[B ]| think it most improbable; the chances grow less and less. 209:269,35[B ]| And even$5$ if it should ~~ there will$1$ be nothing to$9$ be remembered 209:269,36[B ]| by$4$ either you or me, that$6#1$ we need$1$ be afraid of, for$3$ 209:269,37[B ]| I can never be ashamed of my own$2$ scruples; and if they 209:269,38[B ]| are removed, it must be by$4$ changes$0$ that$6#1$ will$1$ only raise 209:270,01[B ]| her character the more by$4$ the recollection of the faults 209:270,02[B ]| she once had. You are the only being$0$ upon$4$ earth to$4$ 209:270,03[B ]| whom$6#1$ I should say what I have said; but you have 209:270,04[B ]| always known my opinion of her; you can bear$1$ me 209:270,05[B ]| witness$0$, $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ I have never been blinded. How 209:270,06[B ]| many a time have we talked over her little errors! You 209:270,07[B ]| need$1$ not fear$1$ me. I have almost given up$5$ every serious$2$ 209:270,08[B ]| idea of her; but I must be a blockhead indeed if, whatever 209:270,09[B ]| befell me, I could think of your kindness and sympathy 209:270,10[B ]| without the sincerest gratitude." 209:270,11[' ]| He had said enough to$9$ shake$1$ the experience$0$ of eighteen. 209:270,12[' ]| He had said enough to$9$ give $MP#A$Fanny some happier feelings 209:270,13[' ]| than she had lately known, and with a brighter look$0$, she 209:270,14[' ]| answered, 209:270,14[A ]| "Yes, cousin, I am convinced that$3$ \you\ would 209:270,15[A ]| be incapable of any*thing else, though perhaps some might 209:270,16[A ]| not. I cannot be afraid of hearing any*thing you wish$1$ 209:270,17[A ]| to$9$ say. Do not check$1$ yourself. Tell me whatever you 209:270,18[A ]| like$1$." 209:270,19[' ]| They were now on$4$ the second$2$ floor, and the appearance 209:270,20[' ]| of a housemaid prevented any further conversation. For$4$ 209:270,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's present$2$ comfort$0$ it was concluded perhaps at the 209:270,22[' ]| happiest moment; had he been able to$9$ talk$1$ another five 209:270,23[' ]| minutes, there is no$2$ saying that$3$ he might not have talked 209:270,24[' ]| away all $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's faults and his own$2$ despondence. 209:270,25[' ]| But as it was, they parted with looks$0$ on$4$ his side$0$ 209:270,26[' ]| of grateful affection, and with some very precious sensations 209:270,27[' ]| on$4$ her's. 209:270,27@a | She had felt nothing like$4$ it for$4$ hours. 209:270,28@a | Since the first joy from $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's note$0$ to$4$ $MP#Q$William 209:270,29@a | had worn away, she had been in$4$ a state$0$ absolutely their 209:270,30@a | reverse; there had been no$2$ comfort$0$ around$5$, no$2$ hope$0$ 209:270,31@a | within her. Now, every*thing was smiling. $MP#Q$William's 209:270,32@a | good fortune returned again upon$4$ her mind$0$, and seemed 209:270,33@a | of greater value$0$ than at first. The ball$0#2$ too$5#2$ ~~ such an 209:270,34@a | evening of pleasure before$4$ her! It was now a real animation! 209:270,35[' ]| and she began to$9$ dress$1$ for$4$ it with much of the 209:270,36[' ]| happy flutter which$6#1$ belongs to$4$ a ball$0#2$. 209:270,36@a | All went well$5$ ~~ 209:270,37@a | she did not dislike$1$ her own$2$ looks$0$; and when she came 209:270,38@a | to$4$ the necklaces again, her good fortune seemed complete$2$, 209:271,01@a | for$3$ upon$4$ trial the one given her by$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 209:271,02@a | would by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ go through$4$ the ring$0$ of the cross$0$. 209:271,03@a | She had, to$9$ oblige $MP#B$Edmund, resolved to$9$ wear it ~~ but it 209:271,04@a | was too$5#1$ large for$4$ the purpose. His therefore must be 209:271,05@a | worn; and having, with delightful feelings, joined the 209:271,06@a | chain and the cross$0$, those memorials of the two most 209:271,07@a | beloved of her heart, those dearest tokens so$5#1$ formed for$4$ 209:271,08@a | each other by$4$ every*thing real and imaginary ~~ and put 209:271,09@a | them round$4$ her neck, and seen and felt how full of $MP#Q$William 209:271,10@a | and $MP#B$Edmund they were, she was able, without an effort, 209:271,11@a | to$9$ resolve$1$ on$4$ wearing $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's necklace too$5#2$. She 209:271,12@a | acknowledged it to$9$ be right$2#1$. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford had a claim$0$; 209:271,13@a | and when it was no$2$ longer to$9$ encroach on$4$, to$9$ interfere 209:271,14@a | with the stronger claims, the truer kindness of another, 209:271,15@a | she could do her justice even$5$ with pleasure to$4$ herself. 209:271,16@a | The necklace really looked very well$5$; 209:271,16[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny left her 209:271,17[' ]| room at last$0$, comfortably satisfied with herself and all 209:271,18[' ]| about$4$ her. 209:271,19[' ]| Her aunt $MP#F$Bertram had recollected her on$4$ this occasion$0$, 209:271,20[' ]| with an unusual degree of wakefulness. It had really 209:271,21[' ]| occurred to$4$ her, unprompted, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny, preparing for$4$ 209:271,22[' ]| a ball$0#2$, might be glad of better help$0$ than the upper housemaid's, 209:271,23[' ]| and when dressed herself, she actually sent her 209:271,24[' ]| own$2$ maid to$9$ assist her; too$5#1$ late of course$8$ to$9$ be of any use$0$. 209:271,25[' ]| $MP#ZZL$Mrs%*Chapman had just$5$ reached the attic floor, when 209:271,25[' ]| $MP#A$Miss*Price 209:271,26[' ]| came out$5$ of her room completely dressed, and only 209:271,27[' ]| civilities were necessary ~~ but $MP#A$Fanny felt her aunt's attention 209:271,28[' ]| almost as much as $MP#F$Lady*Bertram or $MP#ZZL$Mrs%*Chapman 209:271,29[' ]| could do themselves. 210:272,01[' ]| Her uncle and both her aunts were in$4$ the drawing-room 210:272,02[' ]| when $MP#A$Fanny went down$5$. To$4$ the former 210:272,02@e | she was an 210:272,03@e | interesting object$0$, and he saw with pleasure the general$2$ 210:272,04@e | elegance of her appearance and her being$1$ in$4$ remarkably 210:272,05@e | good looks$0$. 210:272,05[' ]| The neatness and propriety of her dress$0$ was 210:272,06[' ]| all that$6#1$ he would allow himself to$9$ commend in$4$ her presence, 210:272,07[' ]| but upon$4$ her leaving the room again soon afterwards, he 210:272,08[' ]| spoke of her beauty with very decided praise$0$. 210:272,09[F ]| "Yes," 210:272,09[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 210:272,09[F ]| "she looks$1$ very well$5$. I 210:272,10[F ]| sent $MP#ZZL$Chapman to$4$ her." 210:272,11[J ]| "Look$1$ well$5$! Oh yes," 210:272,11[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 210:272,11[J ]| "she has 210:272,12[J ]| good reason$0$ to$9$ look$1$ well$5$ with all her advantages: brought 210:272,13[J ]| up$5$ in$4$ this family as she has been, with all the benefit of 210:272,14[J ]| her cousins' manners before$4$ her. Only think, my dear$2#1$ 210:272,15[J ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, what extraordinary advantages you and I 210:272,16[J ]| have been the means$0$ of giving her. The very gown you 210:272,17[J ]| have been taking notice$0$ of, is your own$2$ generous present$0#2$ 210:272,18[J ]| to$4$ her when dear$2#1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth married. What would 210:272,19[J ]| she have been if we had not taken her by$4$ the hand$0$?" 210:272,20[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas said no$2$ more; but when they sat down$5$ to$4$ 210:272,21[' ]| table 210:272,21@e | the eyes of the two young men assured him, that$3$ 210:272,22@e | the subject$0$ might be gently touched again when the ladies 210:272,23@e | withdrew, with more success. 210:272,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny saw that$3$ she was 210:272,24[' ]| approved; and the consciousness of looking well$5$, made 210:272,25[' ]| her look$1$ still$5$ better. From a variety of causes she was 210:272,26[' ]| happy, and she was soon made still$5$ happier; for$3$ in$4$ following 210:272,27[' ]| her aunts out$5$ of the room, $MP#B$Edmund, who$6#1$ was 210:272,28[' ]| holding open$2$ the door, said as she passed him, 210:272,28[B ]| "You must 210:272,29[B ]| dance$1$ with me, $MP#A$Fanny; you must keep two dances$0$ for$4$ 210:272,30[B ]| me; any two that$6#1$ you like$1$, except the first." 210:272,30[' ]| She had 210:272,31[' ]| nothing more to$9$ wish$1$ for$4$. She had hardly ever been in$4$ 210:272,32[' ]| a state$0$ so$5#1$ nearly approaching high spirits in$4$ her life. 210:272,32@a | Her 210:272,33@a | cousins' former gaiety on$4$ the day of a ball$0#2$ was no$2$ longer 210:273,01@a | surprizing to$4$ her; she felt it to$9$ be indeed very charming, 210:273,02[' ]| and was actually practising her steps about$4$ the drawing-room 210:273,03[' ]| as long as she could be safe from the notice$0$ of her 210:273,04[' ]| aunt $MP#J$Norris, who$6#1$ was entirely taken up$5$ at first in$4$ fresh 210:273,05[' ]| arranging and injuring the noble fire$0$ which$6#1$ the butler had 210:273,06[' ]| prepared. 210:273,07[' ]| Half an hour followed, that$6#1$ would have been at least 210:273,08[' ]| languid under any other circumstances, but $MP#A$Fanny's happiness 210:273,09[' ]| still$5$ prevailed. 210:273,09@a | It was but to$9$ think of her conversation 210:273,10@a | with $MP#B$Edmund; and what was the restlessness 210:273,11@a | of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris? What were the yawns of $MP#F$Lady*Bertram? 210:273,12@a | The gentlemen joined them; and soon after$5$ began the 210:273,13@a | sweet expectation of a carriage, when a general$2$ spirit of 210:273,14@a | ease$0$ and enjoyment seemed diffused, and they all stood 210:273,15@a | about$5$ and talked and laughed, and every moment had its 210:273,16@a | pleasure and its hope$0$. 210:273,16[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny felt that$3$ 210:273,16@a | there must be 210:273,17@a | a struggle$0$ in$4$ $MP#B$Edmund's cheerfulness, but it was delightful 210:273,18@a | to$9$ see the effort so$5#1$ successfully made. 210:273,19[' ]| When the carriages were really heard, when the guests 210:273,20[' ]| began really to$9$ assemble, her own$2$ gaiety of heart was 210:273,21[' ]| much subdued; the sight of so$5#1$ many strangers threw 210:273,22[' ]| her back$5$ into herself; and besides the gravity and formality 210:273,23[' ]| of the first great circle, which$6#1$ the manners of 210:273,24[' ]| neither $MP#E$Sir*Thomas nor $MP#F$Lady*Bertram were of a kind$0$ to$9$ 210:273,25[' ]| do away, she found herself occasionally called on$5$ to$9$ 210:273,26[' ]| endure something worse. She was introduced here and 210:273,27[' ]| there by$4$ her uncle, and forced to$9$ be spoken to$5$, and to$9$ 210:273,28[' ]| curtsey, and speak again. This was a hard duty, and 210:273,29[' ]| she was never summoned to$4$ it, without looking at $MP#Q$William, 210:273,30[' ]| as he walked about$5$ at his ease$0$ in$4$ the back*ground of the 210:273,31[' ]| scene, and longing to$9$ be with him. 210:273,32[' ]| The entrance of the $MP#M1$Grants and $MP#D1$Crawfords was a 210:273,33[' ]| favourable epoch. The stiffness of the meeting soon gave 210:273,34[' ]| way before$4$ their popular manners and more diffused 210:273,35[' ]| intimacies: ~~ little groups were formed and every*body 210:273,36[' ]| grew comfortable. $MP#A$Fanny felt the advantage; and, 210:273,37[' ]| drawing back$5$ from the toils of civility, would have been 210:273,38[' ]| again most happy, could she have kept her eyes from 210:274,01[' ]| wandering between $MP#B$Edmund and $MP#C$Mary*Crawford. 210:274,01@a | \She\ 210:274,02@a | looked all loveliness ~~ and what might not be the end$0$ of it? 210:274,03[' ]| Her own$2$ musings were brought to$4$ an end$0$ on$4$ perceiving 210:274,04[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford before$4$ her, and her thoughts were put into 210:274,05[' ]| another channel by$4$ his engaging her almost instantly for$4$ 210:274,06[' ]| the two first dances$0$. Her happiness on$4$ this occasion$0$ 210:274,07[' ]| was very much a`-la-mortal, finely chequered. To$9$ be 210:274,08[' ]| secure$2$ of a partner at first, was a most essential good ~~ 210:274,09[' ]| for$3$ the moment of beginning was now growing seriously 210:274,10[' ]| near$5$, and she so$5#1$ little understood her own$2$ claims as to$9$ 210:274,11[' ]| think, that$3$ 210:274,11@a | if $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford had not asked her, she must 210:274,12@a | have been the last$0$ to$9$ be sought after$5$, and should have 210:274,13@a | received a partner only through$4$ a series of inquiry, and 210:274,14@a | bustle$0$, and interference which$6#1$ would have been terrible; 210:274,15@a | but at the same time there was a pointedness in$4$ his manner 210:274,16@a | of asking her, which$6#1$ she did not like$1$, and she saw his eye 210:274,17@a | glancing for$4$ a moment at her necklace ~~ with a smile$0$ ~~ 210:274,18@a | she thought$1$ there was a smile$0$ ~~ which$6#1$ made her blush$1$ 210:274,19@a | and feel wretched. 210:274,19[' ]| And though there was no$2$ second$2$ 210:274,20[' ]| glance$0$ to$9$ disturb her, though his object$0$ seemed then to$9$ 210:274,21[' ]| be only quietly agreeable, she could not get the better 210:274,22[' ]| of her embarrassment, heightened as it was by$4$ the idea 210:274,23[' ]| of his perceiving it, and had no$2$ composure till he turned 210:274,24[' ]| away to$4$ some*one else. Then she could gradually rise$1$ 210:274,25[' ]| up$5$ to$4$ the genuine satisfaction of having a partner, 210:274,26[' ]| a voluntary partner secured against the dancing began. 210:274,27[' ]| When the company were moving into the ball-room she 210:274,28[' ]| found herself for$4$ the first time near$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, whose$6#1$ 210:274,29[' ]| eyes and smiles were immediately and more unequivocally 210:274,30[' ]| directed as her brother's had been, and who$6#1$ was beginning 210:274,31[' ]| to$9$ speak on$4$ the subject$0$, when $MP#A$Fanny, anxious to$9$ get the 210:274,32[' ]| story over, hastened to$9$ give the explanation of the second$2$ 210:274,33[' ]| necklace ~~ the real chain. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford listened; and 210:274,34[' ]| all her intended compliments and insinuations to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny 210:274,35[' ]| were forgotten; she felt only one thing; and her eyes, 210:274,36[' ]| bright as they had been before$5$, shewing they could yet 210:274,37[' ]| be brighter, she exclaimed with eager pleasure, 210:274,37[C ]| "Did he? 210:274,38[C ]| Did $MP#B$Edmund? That$6#2$ was like$4$ himself. No$2$ other man 210:275,01[C ]| would have thought$1$ of it. I honour$1$ him beyond$4$ expression." 210:275,02[' ]| And she looked around$5$ as if longing to$9$ tell him 210:275,03[' ]| so$5#2$. He was not near$5$, he was attending a party of ladies 210:275,04[' ]| out$5$ of the room; and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant coming up$5$ to$4$ the two 210:275,05[' ]| girls and taking an arm$0$ of each, they followed with the 210:275,06[' ]| rest$0#1$. 210:275,07[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's heart sunk, but there was no$2$ leisure for$4$ thinking 210:275,08[' ]| long even$5$ of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's feelings. 210:275,08@a | They were in$4$ 210:275,09@a | the ball-room, the violins were playing, and her mind$0$ was 210:275,10@a | in$4$ a flutter that$6#1$ forbad its fixing on$4$ any*thing serious$2$. 210:275,11@a | She must watch$1$ the general$2$ arrangements and see how 210:275,12@a | every*thing was done. 210:275,13[' ]| In$4$ a few minutes $MP#E$Sir*Thomas came to$4$ her, and asked 210:275,14[' ]| if she were engaged; and the 210:275,14[A ]| "Yes, sir, to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford," 210:275,15[' ]| was exactly what he had intended to$9$ hear. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 210:275,16[' ]| was not far off; $MP#E$Sir*Thomas brought him to$4$ her, saying 210:275,17[' ]| something which$6#1$ discovered to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ 210:275,17@a | \she\ was to$9$ 210:275,18@a | lead$1$ the way and open$1$ the ball$0#2$; an idea that$6#1$ had never 210:275,19@a | occurred to$4$ her before$5$. 210:275,19[' ]| Whenever she had thought$1$ on$4$ 210:275,20[' ]| the minutia*e of the evening, 210:275,20@a | it had been as a matter of 210:275,21@a | course$0$ that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund would begin with $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 210:275,22@a | and the impression was so$5#1$ strong, that$3$ though \her\ \uncle\ 210:275,23@a | spoke the contrary, she could not help$1$ an exclamation 210:275,24@a | of surprize$0$, a hint$0$ of her unfitness, an entreaty even$5$ to$9$ be 210:275,25@a | excused. To$9$ be urging her opinion against $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's, 210:275,26@a | was a proof of the extremity of the case, but such was her 210:275,27@a | horror at the first suggestion, that$3$ she could actually look$1$ 210:275,28@a | him in$4$ the face$0$ and say she hoped it might be settled 210:275,29@a | otherwise; in$4$ vain however; ~~ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas smiled, tried 210:275,30@a | to$9$ encourage her, and then looked too$5#1$ serious$2$ and said 210:275,31@a | too$5#1$ decidedly ~~ 210:275,31[E ]| "It must be so$5#2$, my dear$2#1$," 210:275,31@a | for$4$ her to$9$ 210:275,32@a | hazard$1$ another word; and she found herself the next 210:275,33@a | moment conducted by$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford to$4$ the top of the 210:275,34@a | room, and standing there to$9$ be joined by$4$ the rest$0#1$ of the 210:275,35@a | dancers, couple after$4$ couple as they were formed. 210:275,36@a | She could hardly believe it. To$9$ be placed above$4$ so$5#1$ 210:275,37@a | many elegant young women! The distinction was too$5#1$ 210:275,38@a | great. It was treating her like$4$ her cousins! 210:275,38[' ]| And her 210:276,01[' ]| thoughts flew to$4$ those absent cousins with most unfeigned 210:276,02[' ]| and truly tender$2$ 210:276,02@a | regret$0$, that$3$ they were not at home to$9$ 210:276,03@a | take their own$2$ place$0$ in$4$ the room, and have their share$0$ of 210:276,04@a | a pleasure which$6#1$ would have been so$5#1$ very delightful to$4$ 210:276,05@a | them. So$5#1$ often as she had heard them wish$1$ for$4$ a ball$0#2$ at 210:276,06@a | home as the greatest of all felicities! And to$9$ have them 210:276,07@a | away when it was given ~~ and for$4$ \her\ to$9$ be opening the 210:276,08@a | ball$0#2$ ~~ and with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford too$5#2$! She hoped they would 210:276,09@a | not envy$1$ her that$6#2$ distinction \now\; but when she looked 210:276,10@a | back$5$ to$4$ the state$0$ of things in$4$ the autumn, to$4$ what they 210:276,11@a | had all been to$4$ each other when once dancing in$4$ that$6#2$ 210:276,12@a | house before$5$, the present$2$ arrangement was almost more 210:276,13@a | than she could understand herself. 210:276,14[' ]| The ball$0#2$ began. It was rather honour$0$ than happiness 210:276,15[' ]| to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, for$4$ the first dance$0$ at least; her partner was in$4$ 210:276,16[' ]| excellent spirits and tried to$9$ impart them to$4$ her, but she 210:276,17[' ]| was a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ much frightened to$9$ have any enjoyment, 210:276,18[' ]| till she could suppose herself no$2$ longer looked at. 210:276,19[' ]| Young, pretty$2$, and gentle, however, she had no$2$ awkwardnesses 210:276,20[' ]| that$6#1$ were not as good as graces, and there were few 210:276,21[' ]| persons present$5$ that$6#1$ were not disposed to$9$ praise$1$ her. 210:276,22[' ]| She was attractive, she was modest, she was $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 210:276,23[' ]| niece, and she was soon said to$9$ be admired by$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 210:276,24[' ]| It was enough to$9$ give her general$2$ favour$0$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 210:276,25[' ]| himself was watching her progress down$4$ the 210:276,26[' ]| dance$0$ with much complacency; 210:276,26@e | he was proud of his 210:276,27@e | niece, and without attributing all her personal beauty, 210:276,28@e | as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris seemed to$9$ do, to$4$ her transplantation to$4$ 210:276,29@e | Mansfield, he was pleased with himself for$4$ having supplied 210:276,30@e | every*thing else; ~~ education and manners she owed 210:276,31@e | to$4$ him. 210:276,32[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford saw much of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's thoughts as he 210:276,33[' ]| stood, and having, in$4$ spite$8$ of all his wrongs towards her, 210:276,34[' ]| a general$2$ prevailing desire$0$ of recommending herself to$4$ 210:276,35[' ]| him, took an opportunity of stepping aside to$9$ say something 210:276,36[' ]| agreeable of $MP#A$Fanny. Her praise$0$ was warm$2$, 210:276,36@c | and he 210:276,37@c | received it as she could wish$1$, joining in$4$ it as far as discretion, 210:276,38@c | and politeness, and slowness of speech would 210:277,01@c | allow, and certainly appearing to$4$ greater advantage on$4$ the 210:277,02@c | subject$0$, than his lady did, soon afterwards, 210:277,02[' ]| when $MP#C$Mary, 210:277,03[' ]| perceiving her on$4$ a sofa very near$5$, turned round$5$ before$3$ 210:277,04[' ]| she began to$9$ dance$1$, to$9$ compliment$1$ her on$4$ $MP#A$Miss*Price's 210:277,05[' ]| looks$0$. 210:277,06[F ]| "Yes, she does look$1$ very well$5$," 210:277,06[' ]| was $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 210:277,07[' ]| placid reply$0$. 210:277,07[F ]| "$MP#ZZL$Chapman helped her dress$0$. I sent $MP#ZZL$Chapman 210:277,08[F ]| to$4$ her." 210:277,08[' ]| Not but that$3$ she was really pleased to$9$ have 210:277,09[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny admired; but she was so$5#1$ much more struck with 210:277,10[' ]| her own$2$ kindness in$4$ sending $MP#ZZL$Chapman to$4$ her, that$3$ she 210:277,11[' ]| could not get it out$5$ of her head$0$. 210:277,12[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford knew $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris too$5#1$ well$5$ to$9$ think of 210:277,13[' ]| gratifying \her\ by$4$ commendation of $MP#A$Fanny; to$4$ her it was, 210:277,14[' ]| as the occasion$0$ offered, ~~ 210:277,14[C ]| "Ah! ma'am, how much we 210:277,15[C ]| want$1$ dear$2#1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth and $MP#I$Julia to-night!" 210:277,15[' ]| and 210:277,16[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris paid her with as many smiles and courteous 210:277,17[' ]| words as she had time for$4$, amid so$5#1$ much occupation as she 210:277,18[' ]| found for$4$ herself, in$4$ making up$5$ card-tables, giving hints 210:277,19[' ]| to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, and trying$1$ to$9$ move$1$ all the chaperons to$4$ 210:277,20[' ]| a better part$0$ of the room. 210:277,21[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford blundered most towards $MP#A$Fanny herself, 210:277,22[' ]| in$4$ her intentions to$9$ please. 210:277,22@c | She meant to$9$ be giving her 210:277,23@c | little heart a happy flutter, and filling her with sensations 210:277,24@c | of delightful self-consequence; 210:277,24[' ]| and misinterpreting $MP#A$Fanny's 210:277,25[' ]| blushes, still$5$ thought$1$ she must be doing so$5#2$ ~~ when she 210:277,26[' ]| went to$4$ her after$4$ the two first dances$0$ and said, with a 210:277,27[' ]| significant look$0$, 210:277,27[C ]| "perhaps \you\ can tell me why my brother 210:277,28[C ]| goes to$4$ town to-morrow. He says, he has business there, 210:277,29[C ]| but will$1$ not tell me what. The first time he ever denied 210:277,30[C ]| me his confidence! But this is what we all come to$4$. 210:277,31[C ]| All are supplanted sooner or later. Now, I must apply 210:277,32[C ]| to$4$ you for$4$ information. Pray what is $MP#D$Henry going for$4$?" 210:277,33[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny protested her ignorance as steadily as her embarrassment 210:277,34[' ]| allowed. 210:277,35[C ]| "Well$7$, then," 210:277,35[' ]| replied $MP#C$Miss*Crawford laughing, 210:277,35[C ]| "I must 210:277,36[C ]| suppose it to$9$ be purely for$4$ the pleasure of conveying your 210:277,37[C ]| brother and talking of you by$4$ the way." 210:277,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was confused, but it was the confusion of discontent; 210:278,01[' ]| while$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford wondered she did not smile$1$, 210:278,02[' ]| and thought$1$ her over-anxious, or thought$1$ her odd, or 210:278,03[' ]| thought$1$ her any*thing rather than insensible of pleasure 210:278,04[' ]| in$4$ $MP#D$Henry's attentions. $MP#A$Fanny had a good deal$0$ of enjoyment 210:278,05[' ]| in$4$ the course$0$ of the evening ~~ but $MP#D$Henry's attentions 210:278,06[' ]| had very little to$9$ do with it. 210:278,06@a | She would much rather 210:278,07@a | \not\ have been asked by$4$ him again so$5#1$ very soon, and she 210:278,08@a | wished she had not been obliged to$9$ suspect that$3$ his previous 210:278,09@a | inquiries of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, about$4$ the supper-hour, 210:278,10@a | were all for$4$ the sake of securing her at that$6#2$ part$0$ of the 210:278,11@a | evening. But it was not to$9$ be avoided; he made her 210:278,12@a | feel that$3$ she was the object$0$ of all; though she could not 210:278,13@a | say that$3$ it was unpleasantly done, that$3$ there was indelicacy 210:278,14@a | or ostentation in$4$ his manner ~~ and sometimes, when 210:278,15@a | he talked of $MP#Q$William, he was really not un-agreeable, and 210:278,16@a | shewed even$5$ a warmth of heart which$6#1$ did him credit$0$. 210:278,17@a | But still$5$ his attentions made no$2$ part$0$ of her satisfaction. 210:278,18@a | She was happy whenever she looked at $MP#Q$William, and saw 210:278,19@a | how perfectly he was enjoying himself, in$4$ every five 210:278,20@a | minutes that$3$ she could walk$1$ about$5$ with him and hear his 210:278,21@a | account$0$ of his partners; she was happy in$4$ knowing herself 210:278,22@a | admired, and she was happy in$4$ having the two dances$0$ 210:278,23@a | with $MP#B$Edmund still$5$ to$9$ look$1$ forward$5$ to$4$, during the greatest 210:278,24@a | part$0$ of the evening, her hand$0$ being$1$ so$5#1$ eagerly sought 210:278,25@a | after$5$, that$3$ her indefinite engagement with \him\ was in$4$ 210:278,26@a | continual perspective. She was happy even$5$ when they 210:278,27@a | did take place$0$; but not from any flow$0$ of spirits on$4$ his side$0$, 210:278,28@a | or any such expressions of tender$2$ gallantry as had blessed 210:278,29@a | the morning. His mind$0$ was fagged, and her happiness 210:278,30@a | sprung from being$1$ the friend with whom$6#1$ it could find 210:278,31@a | repose. 210:278,31[B ]| "I am worn out$5$ with civility," 210:278,31[' ]| said he. 210:278,31[B ]| "I have 210:278,32[B ]| been talking incessantly all night, and with nothing to$9$ say. 210:278,33[B ]| But with \you\, $MP#A$Fanny, there may$1$ be peace. You will$1$ not 210:278,34[B ]| want$1$ to$9$ be talked to$5$. Let us have the luxury of silence$0$." 210:278,35[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny would hardly even$5$ speak her agreement. 210:278,35@a | A 210:278,36@a | weariness arising probably, in$4$ great measure$0$, from the 210:278,37@a | same feelings which$6#1$ he had acknowledged in$4$ the morning, 210:278,38@a | was peculiarly to$9$ be respected, 210:278,38[' ]| and they went down$4$ their 210:279,01[' ]| two dances$0$ together with such sober tranquillity as might 210:279,02[' ]| satisfy any looker-on, that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had been bringing 210:279,03[' ]| up$5$ no$2$ wife for$4$ his younger son. 210:279,04[' ]| The evening had afforded $MP#B$Edmund little pleasure. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 210:279,05[' ]| had been in$4$ gay spirits when they first danced 210:279,06[' ]| together, but it was not her gaiety that$6#1$ could do him good; 210:279,07[' ]| it rather sank than raised his comfort$0$; and afterwards 210:279,08[' ]| ~~ for$3$ he found himself still$5$ impelled to$9$ seek her again, 210:279,09[' ]| she had absolutely pained him by$4$ her manner of speaking 210:279,10[' ]| of the profession$0#2$ to$4$ which$6#1$ he was now on$4$ the point$0$ of 210:279,11[' ]| belonging. They had talked ~~ and they had been silent 210:279,12[' ]| ~~ he had reasoned ~~ she had ridiculed ~~ and they had 210:279,13[' ]| parted at last$0$ with mutual vexation. $MP#A$Fanny, not able 210:279,14[' ]| to$9$ refrain entirely from observing them, had seen enough 210:279,15[' ]| to$9$ be tolerably satisfied. 210:279,15@a | It was barbarous to$9$ be happy 210:279,16@a | when $MP#B$Edmund was suffering. Yet some happiness must 210:279,17@a | and would arise, from the very conviction, that$3$ he did 210:279,18@a | suffer. 210:279,19@a | When her two dances$0$ with him were over, her inclination 210:279,20@a | and strength for$4$ more were pretty$5$ well$5$ at an end$0$; 210:279,21[' ]| and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas having seen her rather walk$1$ than dance$1$ 210:279,22[' ]| down$4$ the shortening set$0$, breathless and with her hand$0$ at 210:279,23[' ]| her side$0$, gave his orders$0#1$ for$4$ her sitting down$5$ entirely. 210:279,24[' ]| From that$6#2$ time, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford sat down$5$ likewise. 210:279,25[Q ]| "Poor $MP#A$Fanny!" 210:279,25[' ]| cried $MP#Q$William, coming for$4$ a moment 210:279,26[' ]| to$9$ visit$1$ her and working away his partner's fan as if for$4$ 210:279,27[' ]| life: ~~ 210:279,27[Q ]| "how soon she is knocked up$5$! Why, the sport$0$ is 210:279,28[Q ]| but just$5$ begun. I hope$1$ we shall keep it up$5$ these two 210:279,29[Q ]| hours. How can you be tired so$5#1$ soon?" 210:279,30[E ]| "So$5#1$ soon! my good friend," 210:279,30[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, producing 210:279,31[' ]| his watch$0$ with all necessary caution$0$ ~~ 210:279,31[E ]| "it is three 210:279,32[E ]| o'clock, and your sister is not used to$4$ these sort of hours." 210:279,33[Q ]| "Well$7$ then, $MP#A$Fanny, you shall not get up$5$ to-morrow 210:279,34[Q ]| before$3$ I go. Sleep$1$ as long as you can and never mind$0$ me." 210:279,35[A ]| "Oh! $MP#Q$William." 210:279,36[E ]| "What! Did she think of being$1$ up$5$ before$3$ you set$1$ off?" 210:279,37[A ]| "Oh! yes, sir," 210:279,37[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, rising eagerly from her 210:279,38[' ]| seat to$9$ be nearer her uncle, 210:279,38[A ]| "I must get up$5$ and breakfast$1$ 210:280,01[A ]| with him. It will$1$ be the last$2$ time you know, the last$2$ 210:280,02[A ]| morning." 210:280,03[E ]| "You had better not. ~~ He is to$9$ have breakfasted and 210:280,04[E ]| be gone by$4$ half past$4$ nine. ~~ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, I think you call$1$ 210:280,05[E ]| for$4$ him at half past$4$ nine?" 210:280,06[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was too$5#1$ urgent, however, and had too$5#1$ many tears 210:280,07[' ]| in$4$ her eyes for$4$ denial; and it ended in$4$ a gracious, 210:280,07[E ]| "Well$7$, 210:280,08[E ]| well$7$," 210:280,08[' ]| which$6#1$ was permission. 210:280,09[D ]| "Yes, half past$4$ nine," 210:280,09[' ]| said $MP#D$Crawford to$4$ $MP#Q$William, as the 210:280,10[' ]| latter was leaving them, 210:280,10[D ]| "and I shall be punctual, for$3$ 210:280,11[D ]| there will$1$ be no$2$ kind$2$ sister to$9$ get up$5$ for$4$ \me\." 210:280,11[' ]| And in$4$ 210:280,12[' ]| a lower$2$ tone to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, 210:280,12[D ]| "I shall have only a desolate house 210:280,13[D ]| to$9$ hurry$1$ from. Your brother will$1$ find my ideas of time 210:280,14[D ]| and his own$2$ very different to-morrow." 210:280,15[' ]| After$4$ a short consideration, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas asked $MP#D$Crawford 210:280,16@e | to$9$ join the early breakfast$0$ party in$4$ that$6#2$ house instead of 210:280,17@e | eating alone; he should himself be of it; and the readiness 210:280,18@e | with which$6#1$ his invitation was accepted, convinced 210:280,19@e | him that$3$ the suspicions whence, he must confess to$4$ himself, 210:280,20@e | this very ball$0#2$ had in$4$ great measure$0$ sprung, were well$5$ 210:280,21@e | founded. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was in$4$ love$0$ with $MP#A$Fanny. He 210:280,22@e | had a pleasing anticipation of what would be. 210:280,22[' ]| His niece, 210:280,23[' ]| meanwhile, did not thank him for$4$ what he had just$5$ done. 210:280,24@a | She had hoped to$9$ have $MP#Q$William all to$4$ herself, the last$2$ 210:280,25@a | morning. It would have been an unspeakable indulgence. 210:280,26[' ]| But though her wishes$0$ were overthrown there was no$2$ 210:280,27[' ]| spirit of murmuring within her. On$4$ the contrary, she 210:280,28[' ]| was so$5#1$ totally unused to$9$ have her pleasure consulted, or 210:280,29[' ]| to$9$ have any*thing take place$0$ at all in$4$ the way she could 210:280,30[' ]| desire$1$, that$3$ she was more disposed to$9$ wonder$1$ and rejoice 210:280,31[' ]| in$4$ having carried her point$0$ so$5#1$ far, than to$9$ repine at the 210:280,32[' ]| counteraction which$6#1$ followed. 210:280,33[' ]| Shortly afterwards, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was again interfering 210:280,34[' ]| a little with her inclination, by$4$ advising her to$9$ go immediately 210:280,35[' ]| to$4$ bed. "Advise" was his word, but it was the 210:280,36[' ]| advice of absolute power, and she had only to$9$ rise$1$ and, 210:280,37[' ]| with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's very cordial$2$ adieus, pass$1$ quietly 210:280,38[' ]| away; stopping at the entrance door, like$4$ the 210:280,38[' ]| $MP#Z2$Lady*of*Branxholm*Hall, 210:281,01[' ]| "one moment and no$2$ more," to$9$ view$1$ 210:281,02[' ]| the happy scene, and take a last$2$ look$0$ at the five or six 210:281,03[' ]| determined couple, who$6#1$ were still$5$ hard at work$0$ ~~ and then, 210:281,04[' ]| creeping slowly up$4$ the principal$2$ staircase, pursued by$4$ the 210:281,05[' ]| ceaseless country-dance, feverish with hopes$0$ and fears, 210:281,06[' ]| soup and negus, sore-footed and fatigued, restless and 210:281,07[' ]| agitated, yet feeling, in$4$ spite$8$ of every*thing, that$3$ 210:281,07@a | a ball$0#2$ 210:281,08@a | was indeed delightful. 210:281,09[' ]| In$4$ thus sending her away, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas perhaps might 210:281,10[' ]| not be thinking merely of her health. It might occur to$4$ 210:281,11[' ]| him, that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford had been sitting by$4$ her long 210:281,12[' ]| enough, or he might mean$1$ to$9$ recommend her as a wife by$4$ 210:281,13[' ]| shewing her persuadableness. 211:282,01[' ]| The ball$0#2$ was over ~~ and the breakfast$0$ was soon over 211:282,02[' ]| too$5#2$; the last$2$ kiss$0$ was given, and $MP#Q$William was gone. 211:282,02[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 211:282,03[' ]| had, as he foretold, been very punctual, and 211:282,04[' ]| short and pleasant had been the meal. 211:282,05[' ]| After$4$ seeing $MP#Q$William to$4$ the last$2$ moment, $MP#A$Fanny walked 211:282,06[' ]| back$5$ into the breakfast-room with a very saddened heart 211:282,07[' ]| to$9$ grieve over the melancholy$2$ change$0$; and there her uncle 211:282,08[' ]| kindly left her to$9$ cry$1$ in$4$ peace, conceiving perhaps that$3$ 211:282,09[' ]| the deserted chair of each young man might exercise$1$ her 211:282,10[' ]| tender$2$ enthusiasm, and that$3$ the remaining cold$2$ pork 211:282,11[' ]| bones and mustard in$4$ $MP#Q$William's plate, might but divide 211:282,12[' ]| her feelings with the broken egg-shells in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's. 211:282,13[' ]| She sat and cried \con*amore\ as her uncle intended, but it 211:282,14[' ]| was con*amore fraternal and no$2$ other. $MP#Q$William was gone, 211:282,15[' ]| and she now felt as if she had wasted half his visit$0$ in$4$ idle 211:282,16[' ]| cares$0$ and selfish solicitudes unconnected with him. 211:282,17[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's disposition was such that$3$ she could never even$5$ 211:282,18[' ]| think of her aunt $MP#J$Norris in$4$ the meagreness and cheerlessness 211:282,19[' ]| of her own$2$ small house, without reproaching herself for$4$ some 211:282,20[' ]| little want$0$ of attention to$4$ her when they had been last$2$ 211:282,21[' ]| together; much less could her feelings acquit her of having 211:282,22[' ]| done and said and thought$1$ every*thing by$4$ $MP#Q$William, that$6#1$ 211:282,23[' ]| was due$2$ to$4$ him for$4$ a whole$0$ fortnight. 211:282,24@a | It was a heavy, melancholy$2$ day. ~~ Soon after$4$ the second$2$ 211:282,25@a | breakfast$0$, $MP#B$Edmund bad them good*bye for$4$ a week, and 211:282,26@a | mounted his horse for$4$ Peterborough, and then all were 211:282,27@a | gone. Nothing remained of last$2$ night but remembrances, 211:282,28@a | which$6#1$ she had nobody to$9$ share$1$ in$4$. She talked to$4$ her 211:282,29@a | aunt $MP#F$Bertram ~~ she must talk$1$ to$4$ somebody of the ball$0#2$, 211:282,30@a | but her aunt had seen so$5#1$ little of what passed, and had so$5#1$ 211:282,31@a | little curiosity, that$3$ it was heavy work$0$. 211:282,31[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 211:282,32[' ]| was not certain of any*body's dress$0$, or any*body's place$0$ 211:283,01[' ]| at supper, but her own$2$. 211:283,01[F ]| "She could not recollect what 211:283,02[F ]| it was that$6#1$ she had heard about$4$ one of the $MP#ZU$Miss*Maddoxes, 211:283,03[F ]| or what it was that$6#1$ $MP#ZZB$Lady*Prescott had noticed in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny; 211:283,04[F ]| she was not sure whether $MP#ZL$Colonel*Harrison had been talking 211:283,05[F ]| of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford or of $MP#Q$William, when he said he was 211:283,06[F ]| the finest young man in$4$ the room; somebody had whispered 211:283,07[F ]| something to$4$ her, she had forgot to$9$ ask $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 211:283,08[F ]| what it could be." 211:283,08[' ]| And these were her longest speeches 211:283,09[' ]| and clearest communications; the rest$0#1$ was only a languid 211:283,10[F ]| "Yes ~~ yes ~~ very well$5$ ~~ did you? did he? ~~ I did not 211:283,11[F ]| see \that$6#2$\ ~~ I should not know one from the other." 211:283,11@a | This 211:283,12@a | was very bad. It was only better than $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's 211:283,13@a | sharp answers would have been; 211:283,13[' ]| but she being$1$ gone home 211:283,14[' ]| with all the supernumerary jellies to$9$ nurse$1$ a sick maid, 211:283,15[' ]| there was peace and good*humour in$4$ their little party, 211:283,16[' ]| though it could not boast$1$ much beside$5$. 211:283,17@a | The evening was heavy like$4$ the day ~~ 211:283,17[F ]| "I cannot think 211:283,18[F ]| what is the matter with me!" 211:283,18[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, when 211:283,19[' ]| the tea-things were removed. 211:283,19[F ]| "I feel quite stupid. It 211:283,20[F ]| must be sitting up$5$ so$5#1$ late last$2$ night. $MP#A$Fanny, you must 211:283,21[F ]| do something to$9$ keep me awake$2$. I cannot work$1$. Fetch 211:283,22[F ]| the cards, ~~ I feel so$5#1$ very stupid." 211:283,23[' ]| The cards were brought, and $MP#A$Fanny played at cribbage 211:283,24[' ]| with her aunt till bed-time; and as $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was reading 211:283,25[' ]| to$4$ himself, no$2$ sounds$0$ were heard in$4$ the room for$4$ the 211:283,26[' ]| next two hours beyond$4$ the reckonings of the game ~~ 211:283,27[A ]| "And \that$6#2$\ makes thirty-one; ~~ four in$4$ hand$0$ and eight in$4$ 211:283,28[A ]| crib. ~~ You are to$9$ deal$1$, ma'am; shall I deal$1$ for$4$ you?" 211:283,29[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny thought$1$ and thought$1$ again 211:283,29@a | of the difference which$6#1$ 211:283,30@a | twenty-four hours had made in$4$ that$6#2$ room, and all that$6#2$ 211:283,31@a | part$0$ of the house. Last$2$ night it had been hope$0$ and smiles, 211:283,32@a | bustle$0$ and motion, noise and brilliancy in$4$ the drawing-room, 211:283,33@a | and out$5$ of the drawing-room, and every*where. 211:283,34@a | Now it was languor, and all but solitude. 211:283,35[' ]| A good night's rest$0#2$ improved her spirits. She could 211:283,36[' ]| think of $MP#Q$William the next day more cheerfully, and as the 211:283,37[' ]| morning afforded her an opportunity of talking over 211:283,38[' ]| Thursday night with $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, in$4$ a 211:284,01[' ]| very handsome style, with all the heightenings of imagination 211:284,02[' ]| and all the laughs of playfulness which$6#1$ are so$5#1$ 211:284,03[' ]| essential to$4$ the shade of a departed ball$0#2$, she could afterwards 211:284,04[' ]| bring her mind$0$ without much effort into its everyday 211:284,05[' ]| state$0$, and easily conform to$4$ the tranquillity of the 211:284,06[' ]| present$2$ quiet$2$ week. 211:284,07@a | They were indeed a smaller party than she had ever 211:284,08@a | known there for$4$ a whole$0$ day together, and \he\ was gone 211:284,09@a | on$4$ whom$6#1$ the comfort$0$ and cheerfulness of every family-meeting 211:284,10@a | and every meal chiefly depended. But this must 211:284,11@a | be learned to$9$ be endured. He would soon be always gone; 211:284,12@a | and she was thankful that$3$ she could now sit in$4$ the same 211:284,13@a | room with her uncle, hear his voice, receive his questions, 211:284,14@a | and even$5$ answer$1$ them without such wretched feelings as 211:284,15@a | she had formerly known. 211:284,16[E ]| "We miss our two young men," 211:284,16[' ]| was $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 211:284,17[' ]| observation on$4$ both the first and second$2$ day, as they 211:284,18[' ]| formed their very reduced circle after$4$ dinner; and in$4$ 211:284,19[' ]| consideration of $MP#A$Fanny's swimming eyes, nothing more was 211:284,20[' ]| said on$4$ the first day than to$9$ drink their good*health; but 211:284,21[' ]| on$4$ the second$2$ it led to$4$ something farther. $MP#Q$William was 211:284,22[' ]| kindly commended and his promotion hoped for$5$. 211:284,22[E ]| "And 211:284,23[E ]| there is no$2$ reason$0$ to$9$ suppose," 211:284,23[' ]| added $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 211:284,23[E ]| "but 211:284,24[E ]| that$3$ his visits to$4$ us may$1$ now be tolerably frequent. As to$4$ 211:284,25[E ]| $MP#B$Edmund, we must learn to$9$ do without him. This will$1$ be 211:284,26[E ]| the last$2$ winter of his belonging to$4$ us, as he has done." 211:284,27[F ]| "Yes," 211:284,27[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 211:284,27[F ]| "but I wish$1$ he was not going 211:284,28[F ]| away. They are all going away I think. I wish$1$ they 211:284,29[F ]| would stay$1$ at home." 211:284,30[' ]| This wish$0$ was levelled principally at $MP#I$Julia, who$6#1$ had just$5$ 211:284,31[' ]| applied for$4$ permission to$9$ go to$4$ town with $MP#H$Maria; and as 211:284,32[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas thought$1$ it best for$4$ each daughter that$3$ the 211:284,33[' ]| permission should be granted, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, though in$4$ 211:284,34[' ]| her own$2$ good*nature she would not have prevented it, was 211:284,35[' ]| lamenting the change$0$ it made in$4$ the prospect of $MP#I$Julia's 211:284,36[' ]| return$0$, which$6#1$ would otherwise have taken place$0$ about$4$ this 211:284,37[' ]| time. A great deal$0$ of good sense followed on$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's 211:284,38[' ]| side$0$, tending to$9$ reconcile his wife to$4$ the arrangement. 211:285,01[' ]| Every*thing that$6#1$ a considerate parent \ought\ to$9$ feel was 211:285,02[' ]| advanced for$4$ her use$0$; and every*thing that$6#1$ an affectionate 211:285,03[' ]| mother \must\ feel in$4$ promoting her children's enjoyment, 211:285,04[' ]| was attributed to$4$ her nature. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram agreed to$4$ it 211:285,05[' ]| all with a calm$2$ 211:285,05[F ]| "Yes" ~~ 211:285,05[' ]| and at the end$0$ of a quarter$0#1$ of an 211:285,06[' ]| hour's silent consideration, spontaneously observed, 211:285,06[F ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 211:285,07[F ]| I have been thinking ~~ and I am very glad we 211:285,08[F ]| took $MP#A$Fanny as we did, for$3$ now the others are away, we feel 211:285,09[F ]| the good of it." 211:285,10[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas immediately improved this compliment$0$ by$4$ 211:285,11[' ]| adding, 211:285,11[E ]| "Very true. We shew$1$ $MP#A$Fanny what a good girl we 211:285,12[E ]| think her by$4$ praising her to$4$ her face$0$ ~~ she is now a very 211:285,13[E ]| valuable companion. If we have been kind$2$ to$4$ \her\, she is 211:285,14[E ]| now quite as necessary to$4$ \us\." 211:285,15[F ]| "Yes," 211:285,15[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram presently ~~ 211:285,15[F ]| "and it is a comfort$0$ 211:285,16[F ]| to$9$ think that$3$ we shall always have \her\." 211:285,17[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas paused, half smiled, glanced at his niece, and 211:285,18[' ]| then gravely replied, 211:285,18[E ]| "She will$1$ never leave$1$ us, I hope$1$, till 211:285,19[E ]| invited to$4$ some other home that$6#1$ may$1$ reasonably promise$1$ 211:285,20[E ]| her greater happiness than she knows here." 211:285,21[F ]| "And \that$6#2$\ is not very likely to$9$ be, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. Who$6#2$ 211:285,22[F ]| should invite her? $MP#H$Maria might be very glad to$9$ see her at 211:285,23[F ]| Sotherton now and then, but she would not think of asking 211:285,24[F ]| her to$9$ live there ~~ and I am sure she is better off here ~~ and 211:285,25[F ]| besides I cannot do without her." 211:285,26[' ]| The week which$6#1$ passed so$5#1$ quietly and peaceably at the 211:285,27[' ]| great house in$4$ Mansfield, had a very different character at 211:285,28[' ]| the Parsonage. To$4$ the young lady at least in$4$ each family, 211:285,29[' ]| it brought very different feelings. What was tranquillity 211:285,30[' ]| and comfort$0$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny was tediousness and vexation to$4$ 211:285,31[' ]| $MP#C$Mary. Something arose from difference of disposition and 211:285,32[' ]| habit ~~ one so$5#1$ easily satisfied, the other so$5#1$ unused to$9$ 211:285,33[' ]| endure; but still$5$ more might be imputed to$4$ difference 211:285,34[' ]| of circumstances. In$4$ some points of interest$0$ they were 211:285,35[' ]| exactly opposed to$4$ each other. To$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's mind$0$, 211:285,36[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's absence was really in$4$ its cause and its tendency 211:285,37[' ]| a relief. To$4$ $MP#C$Mary it was every way painful. She felt the 211:285,38[' ]| want$0$ of his society every day, almost every hour; and was 211:286,01[' ]| too$5#1$ much in$4$ want$0$ of it to$9$ derive any*thing but irritation 211:286,02[' ]| from considering the object$0$ for$4$ which$6#1$ he went. He could 211:286,03[' ]| not have devised any*thing more likely to$9$ raise his consequence 211:286,04[' ]| than this week's absence, occurring as it did at the 211:286,05[' ]| very time of her brother's going away, of $MP#Q$William*Price's 211:286,06[' ]| going too$5#2$, and completing the sort of general$2$ break-up of 211:286,07[' ]| a party which$6#1$ had been so$5#1$ animated. She felt it keenly. 211:286,08@c | They were now a miserable trio, confined within doors by$4$ 211:286,09@c | a series of rain$0$ and snow, with nothing to$9$ do and no$2$ variety 211:286,10@c | to$9$ hope$1$ for$4$. 211:286,10[' ]| Angry as she was with $MP#B$Edmund for$4$ adhering 211:286,11[' ]| to$4$ his own$2$ notions and acting on$4$ them in$4$ defiance of her, 211:286,12[' ]| (and she had been so$5#1$ angry that$3$ they had hardly parted 211:286,13[' ]| friends at the ball$0#2$,) she could not help$1$ thinking of him 211:286,14[' ]| continually when absent, dwelling on$4$ his merit$0$ and affection, 211:286,15[' ]| and longing again for$4$ the almost daily meetings they 211:286,16[' ]| lately had. 211:286,16@c | His absence was unnecessarily long. He 211:286,17@c | should not have planned such an absence ~~ he should not 211:286,18@c | have left home for$4$ a week, when her own$2$ departure from 211:286,19@c | Mansfield was so$5#1$ near$5$. 211:286,19[' ]| Then she began to$9$ blame$1$ herself. 211:286,20@c | She wished she had not spoken so$5#1$ warmly in$4$ their last$2$ 211:286,21@c | conversation. She was afraid she had used some strong ~~ 211:286,22@c | some contemptuous expressions in$4$ speaking of the clergy, 211:286,23@c | and \that$6#2$\ should not have been. It was ill-bred ~~ it 211:286,24@c | was wrong. She wished such words unsaid with all her 211:286,25@c | heart. 211:286,26[' ]| Her vexation did not end$1$ with the week. All this was 211:286,27[' ]| bad, but she had still$5$ more to$9$ feel when Friday came round$5$ 211:286,28[' ]| again and brought no$2$ $MP#B$Edmund ~~ when Saturday came and 211:286,29[' ]| still$5$ no$2$ $MP#B$Edmund ~~ and when, through$4$ the slight$2$ communication 211:286,30[' ]| with the other family which$6#1$ Sunday produced, she 211:286,31[' ]| learnt that$3$ he had actually written home to$9$ defer his 211:286,32[' ]| return$0$, having promised to$9$ remain some days longer with 211:286,33[' ]| his friend! 211:286,34[' ]| If she had felt impatience and regret$0$ before$5$ ~~ if she had 211:286,35[' ]| been sorry for$4$ what she said, and feared its too$5#1$ strong 211:286,36[' ]| effect$0$ on$4$ him, she now felt and feared it all tenfold more. 211:286,37[' ]| She had, moreover, to$9$ contend with one disagreeable 211:286,38[' ]| emotion entirely new to$4$ her ~~ jealousy. 211:286,38@c | His friend 211:287,01@c | $MP#ZZA$Mr%*Owen had sisters ~~ He might find them attractive. 211:287,02@c | But at any rate$0$ his staying away at a time, when, according 211:287,03@c | to$4$ all preceding plans, she was to$9$ remove$1$ to$4$ London, meant 211:287,04@c | something that$6#1$ she could not bear$1$. Had $MP#D$Henry returned, 211:287,05@c | as he talked of doing, at the end$0$ of three or four days, she 211:287,06@c | should now have been leaving Mansfield. It became 211:287,07@c | absolutely necessary for$4$ her to$9$ get to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny and try to$9$ 211:287,08@c | learn something more. She could not live any longer in$4$ 211:287,09@c | such solitary wretchedness; 211:287,09[' ]| and she made her way to$4$ the 211:287,10[' ]| Park, through$4$ difficulties of walking which$6#1$ she had deemed 211:287,11[' ]| unconquerable a week before$5$, for$4$ the chance$0$ of hearing 211:287,12[' ]| a little in$4$ addition, for$4$ the sake of at least hearing his 211:287,13[' ]| name$0$. 211:287,14@c | The first half hour was lost, for$3$ $MP#A$Fanny and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 211:287,15@c | were together, and unless she had $MP#A$Fanny to$4$ herself she 211:287,16@c | could hope$1$ for$4$ nothing. But at last$0$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram left the 211:287,17@c | room ~~ 211:287,17[' ]| and then almost immediately $MP#C$Miss*Crawford thus 211:287,18[' ]| began, with a voice as well$5$ regulated as she could ~~ 211:287,18[C ]| "And 211:287,19[C ]| how do \you\ like$1$ your cousin $MP#B$Edmund's staying away so$5#1$ 211:287,20[C ]| long? ~~ being$1$ the only young person at home, I consider 211:287,21[C ]| \you\ as the greatest sufferer. ~~ You must miss him. Does 211:287,22[C ]| his staying longer surprize$1$ you?" 211:287,23[A ]| "I do not know," 211:287,23[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny hesitatingly. 211:287,23[A ]| "Yes ~~ 211:287,24[A ]| I had not particularly expected it." 211:287,25[C ]| "Perhaps he will$1$ always stay$1$ longer than he talks of. 211:287,26[C ]| It is the general$2$ way; all young men do." 211:287,27[A ]| "He did not, the only time he went to$9$ see $MP#ZZA$Mr%*Owen 211:287,28[A ]| before$5$." 211:287,29[C ]| "He finds the house more agreeable \now\. ~~ He is a very ~~ 211:287,30[C ]| a very pleasing young man himself, and I cannot help$1$ 211:287,31[C ]| being$1$ rather concerned at not seeing him again before$3$ I go 211:287,32[C ]| to$4$ London, as will$1$ now undoubtedly be the case. ~~ I am 211:287,33[C ]| looking for$4$ $MP#D$Henry every day, and as soon as he comes there 211:287,34[C ]| will$1$ be nothing to$9$ detain me at Mansfield. I should like$1$ to$9$ 211:287,35[C ]| have seen him once more, I confess. But you must give my 211:287,36[C ]| compliments to$4$ him. Yes ~~ I think it must be compliments. 211:287,37[C ]| Is not there a something wanted, $MP#A$Miss*Price, in$4$ our 211:287,38[C ]| language a something between compliments and ~~ and 211:288,01[C ]| love$0$ ~~ to$9$ suit$1$ the sort of friendly acquaintance we have had 211:288,02[C ]| together? ~~ So$5#1$ many months acquaintance! ~~ But compliments 211:288,03[C ]| may$1$ be sufficient here. ~~ Was his letter a long one? 211:288,04[C ]| ~~ Does he give you much account$0$ of what he is doing? ~~ 211:288,05[C ]| Is it Christmas gaieties that$6#1$ he is staying for$4$?" 211:288,06[A ]| "I only heard a part$0$ of the letter; it was to$4$ my uncle ~~ 211:288,07[A ]| but I believe it was very short; indeed I am sure it was 211:288,08[A ]| but a few lines. All that$6#1$ I heard was that$3$ his friend had 211:288,09[A ]| pressed him to$9$ stay$1$ longer, and that$3$ he had agreed to$9$ do so$5#2$. 211:288,10[A ]| A \few\ days longer, or \some\ days longer, I am not quite 211:288,11[A ]| sure which$6#1$." 211:288,12[C ]| "Oh! if he wrote to$4$ his father ~~ but I thought$1$ it might 211:288,13[C ]| have been to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram or you. But if he wrote to$4$ his 211:288,14[C ]| father, no$2$ wonder$0$ he was concise. Who$6#2$ could write chat$0$ to$4$ 211:288,15[C ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas? If he had written to$4$ you, there would have 211:288,16[C ]| been more particulars. You would have heard of balls and 211:288,17[C ]| parties. ~~ He would have sent you a description of every*thing 211:288,18[C ]| and every*body. How many $MP#ZZA$Miss*Owens are there?" 211:288,19[A ]| "Three grown up$5$." 211:288,20[C ]| "Are they musical?" 211:288,21[A ]| "I do not at all know. I never heard." 211:288,22[C ]| "That$6#2$ is the first question$0$, you know," 211:288,22[' ]| said $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 211:288,23[' ]| trying$1$ to$9$ appear gay and unconcerned, 211:288,23[C ]| "which$6#1$ every 211:288,24[C ]| woman who$6#1$ plays$1$ herself is sure to$9$ ask about$4$ another. 211:288,25[C ]| But it is very foolish to$9$ ask questions about$4$ any young 211:288,26[C ]| ladies ~~ about$4$ any three sisters just$5$ grown up$5$; for$3$ one 211:288,27[C ]| knows, without being$1$ told, exactly what they are ~~ all very 211:288,28[C ]| accomplished and pleasing, and \one\ very pretty$2$. There is 211:288,29[C ]| a beauty in$4$ every family. ~~ It is a regular thing. Two play$1$ 211:288,30[C ]| on$4$ the piano-forte, and one on$4$ the harp ~~ and all sing ~~ or 211:288,31[C ]| would sing if they were taught ~~ or sing all the better for$4$ 211:288,32[C ]| not being$1$ taught ~~ or something like$4$ it." 211:288,33[A ]| "I know nothing of the $MP#ZZA$Miss*Owens," 211:288,33[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny 211:288,34[' ]| calmly. 211:288,35[C ]| "You know nothing and you care$1$ less, as people say. 211:288,36[C ]| Never did tone express$1$ indifference plainer. Indeed how 211:288,37[C ]| can one care$1$ for$4$ those one has never seen? ~~ Well$7$, when 211:288,38[C ]| your cousin comes back$5$, he will$1$ find Mansfield very quiet$2$; 211:289,01[C ]| ~~ all the noisy ones gone, your brother and mine$6$ and 211:289,02[C ]| myself. I do not like$1$ the idea of leaving $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant now 211:289,03[C ]| the time draws near$5$. She does not like$1$ my going." 211:289,04[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny felt obliged to$9$ speak. 211:289,04[A ]| "You cannot doubt$1$ your 211:289,05[A ]| being$1$ missed by$4$ many," 211:289,05[' ]| said she. 211:289,05[A ]| "You will$1$ be very 211:289,06[A ]| much missed." 211:289,07[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford turned her eye on$4$ her, as if wanting to$9$ 211:289,08[' ]| hear or see more, and then laughingly said, 211:289,08[C ]| "Oh! yes, 211:289,09[C ]| missed as every noisy evil is missed when it is taken away; 211:289,10[C ]| that$6#2$ is, there is a great difference felt. But I am not 211:289,11[C ]| fishing; don't compliment$1$ me. If I \am\ missed, it will$1$ 211:289,12[C ]| appear. I may$1$ be discovered by$4$ those who$6#1$ want$1$ to$9$ see 211:289,13[C ]| me. I shall not be in$4$ any doubtful, or distant, or unapproachable 211:289,14[C ]| region." 211:289,15[' ]| Now $MP#A$Fanny could not bring herself to$9$ speak, and 211:289,16[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford was disappointed; for$3$ she had hoped to$9$ 211:289,17[' ]| hear some pleasant assurance of her power, from one who$6#1$ 211:289,18[' ]| she thought$1$ must know; and her spirits were clouded 211:289,19[' ]| again. 211:289,20[C ]| "The $MP#ZZA$Miss*Owens," 211:289,20[' ]| said she soon afterwards ~~ 211:289,20[C ]| "Suppose 211:289,21[C ]| you were to$9$ have one of the $MP#ZZA$Miss*Owens settled at 211:289,22[C ]| Thornton*Lacey; how should you like$1$ it? Stranger$2$ things 211:289,23[C ]| have happened. I dare$1#2$ say they are trying$1$ for$4$ it. And 211:289,24[C ]| they are quite in$4$ the right$0$, for$3$ it would be a very pretty$2$ 211:289,25[C ]| establishment for$4$ them. I do not at all wonder$0$ or blame$1$ 211:289,26[C ]| them. ~~ It is every*body's duty to$9$ do as well$5$ for$4$ themselves 211:289,27[C ]| as they can. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas*Bertram's son is somebody; and 211:289,28[C ]| now, he is in$4$ their own$2$ line. Their father is a clergyman 211:289,29[C ]| and their brother is a clergyman, and they are all clergymen 211:289,30[C ]| together. He is their lawful property, he fairly 211:289,31[C ]| belongs to$4$ them. You don't speak, $MP#A$Fanny ~~ $MP#A$Miss*Price ~~ 211:289,32[C ]| you don't speak. ~~ But honestly now, do not you rather 211:289,33[C ]| expect it than otherwise?" 211:289,34[A ]| "No$7$," 211:289,34[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny stoutly, 211:289,34[A ]| "I do not expect it at all." 211:289,35[C ]| "Not at all!" ~~ 211:289,35[' ]| cried $MP#C$Miss*Crawford with alacrity. 211:289,36[C ]| "I wonder$1$ at that$6#2$. But I dare$1#2$ say you know exactly ~~ 211:289,37[C ]| I always imagine you are ~~ perhaps you do not think him 211:289,38[C ]| likely to$9$ marry at all ~~ or not at present$0#1$." 211:290,01[A ]| "No$7$, I do not," 211:290,01[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny softly ~~ hoping she did not 211:290,02[' ]| err either in$4$ the belief or the acknowledgment of it. 211:290,03[' ]| Her companion looked at her keenly; and gathering 211:290,04[' ]| greater spirit from the blush$0$ soon produced from such 211:290,05[' ]| a look$0$, only said, 211:290,05[C ]| "He is best off as he is," 211:290,05[' ]| and turned the 211:290,06[' ]| subject$0$. 212:291,01[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's uneasiness was much lightened by$4$ 212:291,02[' ]| this conversation, and she walked home again in$4$ spirits 212:291,03[' ]| which$6#1$ might have defied almost another week of the same 212:291,04[' ]| small party in$4$ the same bad weather, had they been put to$4$ 212:291,05[' ]| the proof; but as that$6#2$ very evening brought her brother 212:291,06[' ]| down$5$ from London again in$4$ quite, or more than quite, his 212:291,07[' ]| usual cheerfulness, she had nothing further to$9$ try her own$2$. 212:291,08[' ]| His still$5$ refusing to$9$ tell her what he had gone for$4$, was but 212:291,09[' ]| the promotion of gaiety; a day before$5$ it might have 212:291,10[' ]| irritated, but now it was a pleasant joke ~~ suspected only 212:291,11[' ]| of concealing something planned as a pleasant surprize$0$ to$4$ 212:291,12[' ]| herself. And the next day \did\ bring a surprize$0$ to$4$ her. 212:291,13[' ]| $MP#D$Henry had said 212:291,13@d | he should just$5$ go and ask the $MP#E1$Bertrams 212:291,14@d | how they did, and be back$5$ in$4$ ten minutes ~~ 212:291,14[' ]| but he was 212:291,15[' ]| gone above$4$ an hour; and when his sister, who$6#1$ had been 212:291,16[' ]| waiting for$4$ him to$9$ walk$1$ with her in$4$ the garden, met him at 212:291,17[' ]| last$0$ most impatiently in$4$ the sweep, and cried out$5$, 212:291,17[C ]| "My dear$2#1$ 212:291,18[C ]| $MP#D$Henry, where can you possibly have been all this time?" 212:291,19[' ]| he had only to$9$ say that$3$ he had been sitting 212:291,20[' ]| with $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 212:291,21[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny. 212:291,21[C ]| "Sitting with them an hour and half!" 212:291,21[' ]| exclaimed 212:291,22[' ]| $MP#C$Mary. 212:291,23[' ]| But this was only the beginning of her surprize$0$. 212:291,24[D ]| "Yes, $MP#C$Mary," 212:291,24[' ]| said he, drawing her arm$0$ within his, and 212:291,25[' ]| walking along$4$ the sweep as if not knowing where he was ~~ 212:291,26[D ]| "I could not get away sooner ~~ $MP#A$Fanny looked so$5#1$ lovely! ~~ 212:291,27[D ]| I am quite determined, $MP#C$Mary. My mind$0$ is entirely made 212:291,28[D ]| up$5$. Will$1$ it astonish you? No$7$ ~~ You must be aware that$3$ 212:291,29[D ]| I am quite determined to$9$ marry $MP#A$Fanny*Price." 212:291,30[' ]| The surprize$0$ was now complete$2$; for$3$ in$4$ spite$8$ of whatever 212:291,31[' ]| his consciousness might suggest, a suspicion of his having 212:291,32[' ]| any such views had never entered his sister's imagination; 212:291,33[' ]| and she looked so$5#1$ truly the astonishment she felt, that$3$ he 212:292,01[' ]| was obliged to$9$ repeat what he had said, and more fully and 212:292,02[' ]| more solemnly. The conviction of his determination once 212:292,03[' ]| admitted, it was not unwelcome. There was even$5$ pleasure 212:292,04[' ]| with the surprize$0$. $MP#C$Mary was in$4$ a state$0$ of mind$0$ to$9$ rejoice 212:292,05[' ]| in$4$ a connection with the $MP#E$Bertram family, and to$9$ be not 212:292,06[' ]| displeased with her brother's marrying a little beneath 212:292,07[' ]| him. 212:292,08[D ]| "Yes, $MP#C$Mary," 212:292,08[' ]| was $MP#D$Henry's concluding assurance, 212:292,09[D ]| "I am fairly caught. You know with what idle designs 212:292,10[D ]| I began ~~ but this is the end$0$ of them. I have (I flatter 212:292,11[D ]| myself) made no$2$ inconsiderable progress in$4$ her affections; 212:292,12[D ]| but my own$2$ are entirely fixed." 212:292,13[C ]| "Lucky, lucky girl!" 212:292,13[' ]| cried $MP#C$Mary as soon as she could 212:292,14[' ]| speak ~~ 212:292,14[C ]| "what a match$0$ for$4$ her! My dearest $MP#D$Henry, this 212:292,15[C ]| must be my \first\ feeling; but my \second$2$\, which$6#1$ you shall 212:292,16[C ]| have as sincerely, is that$3$ I approve your choice$0$ from my 212:292,17[C ]| soul, and foresee your happiness as heartily as I wish$1$ and 212:292,18[C ]| desire$1$ it. You will$1$ have a sweet little wife; all gratitude 212:292,19[C ]| and devotion. Exactly what you deserve. What an 212:292,20[C ]| amazing match$0$ for$4$ her! $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris often talks of her 212:292,21[C ]| luck; what will$1$ she say now? The delight$0$ of all the 212:292,22[C ]| family indeed! And she has some \true\ friends in$4$ it. How 212:292,23[C ]| \they\ will$1$ rejoice! But tell me all about$4$ it. Talk$1$ to$4$ me 212:292,24[C ]| for*ever. When did you begin to$9$ think seriously about$4$ 212:292,25[C ]| her?" 212:292,26[' ]| Nothing could be more impossible than to$9$ answer$1$ such 212:292,27[' ]| a question$0$, though nothing be more agreeable than to$9$ have 212:292,28[' ]| it asked. "How the pleasing plague had stolen on$4$ him" 212:292,29[' ]| he could not say, and before$3$ he had expressed the same 212:292,30[' ]| sentiment with a little variation of words three times over, 212:292,31[' ]| his sister eagerly interrupted him with, 212:292,31[C ]| "Ah! my dear$2#1$ 212:292,32[C ]| $MP#D$Henry, and this is what took you to$4$ London! This was 212:292,33[C ]| your business! You chose to$9$ consult the $MP#ZF$Admiral, before$3$ 212:292,34[C ]| you made up$5$ your mind$0$." 212:292,35[' ]| But this he stoutly denied. 212:292,35@d | He knew his uncle too$5#1$ well$5$ 212:292,36@d | to$9$ consult him on$4$ any matrimonial scheme$0$. 212:292,36[' ]| The $MP#ZF$Admiral 212:292,37[' ]| hated marriage, and thought$1$ it never pardonable in$4$ a 212:292,38[' ]| young man of independent fortune. 212:293,01[D ]| "When $MP#A$Fanny is known to$4$ him," 212:293,01[' ]| continued $MP#D$Henry, 212:293,01[D ]| "he 212:293,02[D ]| will$1$ doat on$4$ her. She is exactly the woman to$9$ do away 212:293,03[D ]| every prejudice of such a man as the $MP#ZF$Admiral, for$3$ she is 212:293,04[D ]| exactly such a woman as he thinks does not exist in$4$ the 212:293,05[D ]| world. She is the very impossibility he would describe ~~ if 212:293,06[D ]| indeed he has now delicacy of language enough to$9$ embody 212:293,07[D ]| his own$2$ ideas. But till it is absolutely settled ~~ settled 212:293,08[D ]| beyond$4$ all interference, he shall know nothing of the 212:293,09[D ]| matter. No$7$, $MP#C$Mary, you are quite mistaken. You have 212:293,10[D ]| not discovered my business yet!" 212:293,11[C ]| "Well$7$, well$7$, I am satisfied. I know now to$4$ whom$6#1$ it 212:293,12[C ]| must relate, and am in$4$ no$2$ hurry$0$ for$4$ the rest$0#1$. $MP#A$Fanny*Price 212:293,13[C ]| ~~ Wonderful ~~ quite wonderful! ~~ That$3$ Mansfield should 212:293,14[C ]| have done so$5#1$ much for$4$ ~~ that$3$ \you\ should have found your 212:293,15[C ]| fate in$4$ Mansfield! But you are quite right$2#1$, you could not 212:293,16[C ]| have chosen better. There is not a better girl in$4$ the world, 212:293,17[C ]| and you do not want$1$ for$4$ fortune; and as to$4$ her connections, 212:293,18[C ]| they are more than good. The $MP#E1$Bertrams are undoubtedly 212:293,19[C ]| some of the first people in$4$ this country. She is niece 212:293,20[C ]| to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas*Bertram; that$6#2$ will$1$ be enough for$4$ the world. 212:293,21[C ]| But go on$5$, go on$5$. Tell me more. What are your plans? 212:293,22[C ]| Does she know her own$2$ happiness?" 212:293,23[D ]| "No$7$." 212:293,24[C ]| "What are you waiting for$4$?" 212:293,25[D ]| "For$4$ ~~ for$4$ very little more than opportunity. $MP#C$Mary, 212:293,26[D ]| she is not like$4$ her cousins; but I think I shall not ask in$4$ 212:293,27[D ]| vain." 212:293,28[C ]| "Oh! no$7$, you cannot. Were you even$5$ less pleasing ~~ 212:293,29[C ]| supposing her not to$9$ love$1$ you already (of which$6#1$ however 212:293,30[C ]| I can have little doubt$0$,) you would be safe. The gentleness 212:293,31[C ]| and gratitude of her disposition would secure$1$ her all your 212:293,32[C ]| own$2$ immediately. From my soul I do not think she would 212:293,33[C ]| marry you \without\ love$0$; that$6#2$ is, if there is a girl in$4$ the 212:293,34[C ]| world capable of being$1$ uninfluenced by$4$ ambition, I can 212:293,35[C ]| suppose it her; but ask her to$9$ love$1$ you, and she will$1$ never 212:293,36[C ]| have the heart to$9$ refuse." 212:293,37[' ]| As soon as her eagerness could rest$1$ in$4$ silence$0$, he was as 212:293,38[' ]| happy to$9$ tell as she could be to$9$ listen, and a conversation 212:294,01[' ]| followed almost as deeply interesting to$4$ her as to$4$ himself, 212:294,02[' ]| though he had in$4$ fact nothing to$9$ relate but his own$2$ sensations, 212:294,03[' ]| nothing to$9$ dwell on$4$ but $MP#A$Fanny's charms. ~~ $MP#A$Fanny's 212:294,04[' ]| beauty of face$0$ and figure, $MP#A$Fanny's graces of manner and 212:294,05[' ]| goodness of heart were the exhaustless theme. The 212:294,06[' ]| gentleness, modesty, and sweetness of her character were 212:294,07[' ]| warmly expatiated on$5$, that$6#2$ sweetness which$6#1$ makes so$5#1$ 212:294,08[' ]| essential a part$0$ of every woman's worth in$4$ the judgment 212:294,09[' ]| of man, that$3$ though he sometimes loves where it is not, he 212:294,10[' ]| can never believe it absent. 212:294,10@d | Her temper he had good 212:294,11@d | reason$0$ to$9$ depend on$4$ and to$9$ praise$1$. He had often seen it 212:294,12@d | tried. Was there one of the family, excepting $MP#B$Edmund, 212:294,13@d | who$6#1$ had not in$4$ some way or other continually exercised 212:294,14@d | her patience and forbearance? Her affections were 212:294,15@d | evidently strong. To$9$ see her with her brother! What 212:294,16@d | could more delightfully prove that$3$ the warmth of her 212:294,17@d | heart was equal$2$ to$4$ its gentleness? ~~ What could be more 212:294,18@d | encouraging to$4$ a man who$6#1$ had her love$0$ in$4$ view$0$? Then, 212:294,19@d | her understanding was beyond$4$ every suspicion, quick$2$ and 212:294,20@d | clear$2$; and her manners were the mirror of her own$2$ modest 212:294,21@d | and elegant mind$0$. 212:294,21[' ]| Nor was this all. $MP#D$Henry*Crawford had 212:294,22[' ]| too$5#1$ much sense not to$9$ feel the worth of good principles in$4$ 212:294,23[' ]| a wife, though he was too$5#1$ little accustomed to$4$ serious$2$ 212:294,24[' ]| reflection to$9$ know them by$4$ their proper name$0$; but when 212:294,25[' ]| he talked of 212:294,25@d | her having such a steadiness and regularity of 212:294,26@d | conduct$0$, such a high notion of honour$0$, and such an observance 212:294,27@d | of decorum as might warrant any man in$4$ the fullest 212:294,28@d | dependence on$4$ her faith and integrity, 212:294,28[' ]| he expressed what 212:294,29[' ]| was inspired by$4$ the knowledge of her being$1$ well$5$ principled 212:294,30[' ]| and religious. 212:294,31[D ]| "I could so$5#1$ wholly and absolutely confide in$4$ her," 212:294,31[' ]| said 212:294,32[' ]| he; 212:294,32[D ]| "and \that$6#2$\ is what I want$1$." 212:294,33[' ]| Well$5$ might his sister, believing as she really did that$3$ his 212:294,34[' ]| opinion of $MP#A$Fanny*Price was scarcely beyond$4$ her merits, 212:294,35[' ]| rejoice in$4$ her prospects. 212:294,36[C ]| "The more I think of it," 212:294,36[' ]| she cried, 212:294,36[C ]| "the more am 212:294,37[C ]| I convinced that$3$ you are doing quite right$0$, and though 212:294,38[C ]| I should never have selected $MP#A$Fanny*Price as the girl most 212:295,01[C ]| likely to$9$ attach you, I am now persuaded she is the very 212:295,02[C ]| one to$9$ make$1$ you happy. Your wicked project upon$4$ her 212:295,03[C ]| peace turns$1$ out$5$ a clever thought$0$ indeed. You will$1$ both 212:295,04[C ]| find your good in$4$ it." 212:295,05[D ]| "It was bad, very bad in$4$ me against such a creature! 212:295,06[D ]| but I did not know her then. And she shall have no$2$ reason$0$ 212:295,07[D ]| to$9$ lament the hour that$6#1$ first put it into my head$0$. I will$1$ 212:295,08[D ]| make$1$ her very happy, $MP#C$Mary, happier than she has ever yet 212:295,09[D ]| been herself, or ever seen any*body else. I will$1$ not take her 212:295,10[D ]| from Northamptonshire. I shall let Everingham, and rent 212:295,11[D ]| a place$0$ in$4$ this neighbourhood ~~ perhaps Stanwix*Lodge. 212:295,12[D ]| I shall let a seven year's lease of Everingham. I am sure of 212:295,13[D ]| an excellent tenant at half a word. I could name$1$ three 212:295,14[D ]| people now, who$6#1$ would give me my own$2$ terms and thank 212:295,15[D ]| me." 212:295,16[C ]| "Ha!" 212:295,16[' ]| cried $MP#C$Mary, 212:295,16[C ]| "settle in$4$ Northamptonshire! 212:295,17[C ]| That$6#2$ is pleasant! Then we shall be all together." 212:295,18[' ]| When she had spoken it, she recollected herself, and 212:295,19[' ]| wished it unsaid; but there was no$2$ need$0$ of confusion, for$3$ 212:295,20[' ]| her brother saw her only as the supposed inmate of Mansfield*Parsonage, 212:295,21[' ]| and replied but to$9$ invite her in$4$ the kindest 212:295,22[' ]| manner to$4$ his own$2$ house, and to$9$ claim$1$ the best right$0$ in$4$ her. 212:295,23[D ]| "You must give us more than half your time," 212:295,23[' ]| said he; 212:295,24[D ]| "I cannot admit $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant to$9$ have an equal$2$ claim$0$ with 212:295,25[D ]| $MP#A$Fanny and myself, for$3$ we shall both have a right$0$ in$4$ you. 212:295,26[D ]| $MP#A$Fanny will$1$ be so$5#1$ truly your sister!" 212:295,27[' ]| $MP#C$Mary had only to$9$ be grateful and give general$2$ assurances; 212:295,28[' ]| but she was now very fully purposed to$9$ be the 212:295,29[' ]| guest of neither brother nor sister many months longer. 212:295,30[C ]| "You will$1$ divide your year between London and 212:295,31[C ]| Northamptonshire?" 212:295,32[D ]| "Yes." 212:295,33[C ]| "That's right$2#1$; and in$4$ London, of course$8$, a house of 212:295,34[C ]| your own$2$; no$2$ longer with the $MP#ZF$Admiral. My dearest 212:295,35[C ]| $MP#D$Henry, the advantage to$4$ you of getting away from the 212:295,36[C ]| $MP#ZF$Admiral before$3$ your manners are hurt by$4$ the contagion 212:295,37[C ]| of his, before$3$ you have contracted any of his foolish 212:295,38[C ]| opinions, or learnt to$9$ sit over your dinner, as if it were 212:296,01[C ]| the best blessing of life! ~~ \You\ are not sensible$2#1$ of the 212:296,02[C ]| gain$0$, for$3$ your regard$0$ for$4$ him has blinded you; but, in$4$ 212:296,03[C ]| my estimation, your marrying early may$1$ be the saving of 212:296,04[C ]| you. To$9$ have seen you grow like$4$ the $MP#ZF$Admiral in$4$ word 212:296,05[C ]| or deed, look$0$ or gesture, would have broken my heart." 212:296,06[D ]| "Well$7$, well$7$, we do not think quite alike here. The 212:296,07[D ]| $MP#ZF$Admiral has his faults, but he is a very good man, and 212:296,08[D ]| has been more than a father to$4$ me. Few fathers would 212:296,09[D ]| have let me have my own$2$ way half so$5#1$ much. You must 212:296,10[D ]| not prejudice $MP#A$Fanny against him. I must have them 212:296,11[D ]| love$0$ one another." 212:296,12[' ]| $MP#C$Mary refrained from saying what she felt, that$3$ 212:296,12@c | there 212:296,13@c | could not be two persons in$4$ existence, whose$6#1$ characters 212:296,14@c | and manners were less accordant; time would discover 212:296,15@c | it to$4$ him; 212:296,15[' ]| but she could not help$1$ \this\ reflection on$4$ the 212:296,16[' ]| $MP#ZF$Admiral. 212:296,16[C ]| "$MP#D$Henry, I think so$5#1$ highly of $MP#A$Fanny*Price, 212:296,17[C ]| that$3$ if I could suppose the next $MP#X$Mrs%*Crawford would have 212:296,18[C ]| half the reason$0$ which$6#1$ my poor ill*used aunt had to$9$ abhor 212:296,19[C ]| the very name$0$, I would prevent the marriage, if possible; 212:296,20[C ]| but I know you, I know that$3$ a wife you \loved\ would be 212:296,21[C ]| the happiest of women, and that$3$ even$5$ when you ceased 212:296,22[C ]| to$9$ love$1$, she would yet find in$4$ you the liberality and good-breeding 212:296,23[C ]| of a gentleman." 212:296,24@d | The impossibility of not doing every*thing in$4$ the 212:296,25@d | world to$9$ make$1$ $MP#A$Fanny*Price happy, or of ceasing to$9$ love$1$ 212:296,26@d | $MP#A$Fanny*Price, 212:296,26[' ]| was of course$8$ the ground-work of his 212:296,27[' ]| eloquent answer$0$. 212:296,28[D ]| "Had you seen her this morning, $MP#C$Mary," 212:296,28[' ]| he continued, 212:296,29[D ]| "attending with such ineffable sweetness and 212:296,30[D ]| patience, to$4$ all the demands$0$ of her aunt's stupidity, 212:296,31[D ]| working with her, and for$4$ her, her colour beautifully 212:296,32[D ]| heightened as she leant over the work$0$, then returning 212:296,33[D ]| to$4$ her seat to$9$ finish$1$ a note$0$ which$6#1$ she was previously 212:296,34[D ]| engaged in$4$ writing for$4$ that$6#2$ stupid woman's service, and 212:296,35[D ]| all this with such unpretending gentleness, so$5#1$ much as if 212:296,36[D ]| it were a matter of course$0$ that$3$ she was not to$9$ have 212:296,37[D ]| a moment at her own$2$ command$0$, her hair arranged as 212:296,38[D ]| neatly as it always is, and one little curl$0$ falling forward$5$ 212:297,01[D ]| as she wrote, which$6#1$ she now and then shook back$5$, and in$4$ 212:297,02[D ]| the midst of all this, still$5$ speaking at intervals to$4$ \me\, or 212:297,03[D ]| listening, and as if she liked to$9$ listen to$4$ what I said. 212:297,04[D ]| Had you seen her so$5#2$, $MP#C$Mary, you would not have implied 212:297,05[D ]| the possibility of her power over my heart ever ceasing." 212:297,06[C ]| "My dearest $MP#D$Henry," 212:297,06[' ]| cried $MP#C$Mary, stopping short, and 212:297,07[' ]| smiling in$4$ his face$0$, 212:297,07[C ]| "how glad I am to$9$ see you so$5#1$ much 212:297,08[C ]| in$4$ love$0$! It quite delights$1$ me. But what will$1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth 212:297,09[C ]| and $MP#I$Julia say?" 212:297,10[D ]| "I care$1$ neither what they say, nor what they feel. 212:297,11[D ]| They will$1$ now see what sort of woman it is that$6#1$ can 212:297,12[D ]| attach me, that$6#1$ can attach a man of sense. I wish$1$ the 212:297,13[D ]| discovery may$1$ do them any good. And they will$1$ now 212:297,14[D ]| see their cousin treated as she ought to$9$ be, and I wish$1$ 212:297,15[D ]| they may$1$ be heartily ashamed of their own$2$ abominable 212:297,16[D ]| neglect$0$ and unkindness. They will$1$ be angry," 212:297,16[' ]| he added, 212:297,17[' ]| after$4$ a moment's silence$0$, and in$4$ a cooler tone, 212:297,17[D ]| "$MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth 212:297,18[D ]| will$1$ be very angry. It will$1$ be a bitter pill 212:297,19[D ]| to$4$ her; that$6#2$ is, like$4$ other bitter pills, it will$1$ have two 212:297,20[D ]| moments ill-flavour, and then be swallowed and forgotten; 212:297,21[D ]| for$3$ I am not such a coxcomb as to$9$ suppose her 212:297,22[D ]| feelings more lasting than other women's, though \I\ was 212:297,23[D ]| the object$0$ of them. Yes, $MP#C$Mary, my $MP#A$Fanny will$1$ feel 212:297,24[D ]| a difference indeed, a daily, hourly difference, in$4$ the 212:297,25[D ]| behaviour of every being$0$ who$6#1$ approaches her; and it 212:297,26[D ]| will$1$ be the completion of my happiness to$9$ know that$3$ 212:297,27[D ]| I am the doer of it, that$3$ I am the person to$9$ give the 212:297,28[D ]| consequence so$5#1$ justly her due$0$. Now she is dependent, 212:297,29[D ]| helpless, friendless, neglected, forgotten." 212:297,30[C ]| "Nay, $MP#D$Henry, not by$4$ all, not forgotten by$4$ all, not 212:297,31[C ]| friendless or forgotten. Her cousin $MP#B$Edmund never 212:297,32[C ]| forgets her." 212:297,33[D ]| "$MP#B$Edmund ~~ True, I believe he is (generally speaking) 212:297,34[D ]| kind$2$ to$4$ her; and so$5#2$ is $MP#E$Sir*Thomas in$4$ his way, but it is 212:297,35[D ]| the way of a rich, superior, longworded, arbitrary uncle. 212:297,36[D ]| What can $MP#E$Sir*Thomas and $MP#B$Edmund together do, what \do\ 212:297,37[D ]| they do for$4$ her happiness, comfort$0$, honour$0$, and dignity 212:297,38[D ]| in$4$ the world to$4$ what I \shall\ do?" 213:298,01[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford was at Mansfield*Park again the 213:298,02[' ]| next morning, and at an earlier hour than common$2$ visiting 213:298,03[' ]| warrants. The two ladies were together in$4$ the 213:298,04[' ]| breakfast-room, and fortunately for$4$ him, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 213:298,05[' ]| was on$4$ the very point$0$ of quitting it as he entered. She 213:298,06[' ]| was almost at the door, and not chusing by$4$ any means$0$ 213:298,07[' ]| to$9$ take so$5#1$ much trouble$0$ in$4$ vain, she still$5$ went on$5$, after$4$ 213:298,08[' ]| a civil reception, a short sentence about$4$ being$1$ waited 213:298,09[' ]| for$5$, and a 213:298,09[F ]| "Let $MP#E$Sir*Thomas know," 213:298,09[' ]| to$4$ the servant. 213:298,10[' ]| $MP#D$Henry, overjoyed to$9$ have her go, bowed and watched 213:298,11[' ]| her off, and without losing another moment, turned 213:298,12[' ]| instantly to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and taking out$5$ some letters said, 213:298,13[' ]| with a most animated look$0$, 213:298,13[D ]| "I must acknowledge myself 213:298,14[D ]| infinitely obliged to$4$ any creature who$6#1$ gives me such an 213:298,15[D ]| opportunity of seeing you alone: I have been wishing 213:298,16[D ]| it more than you can have any idea. Knowing as I do 213:298,17[D ]| what your feelings as a sister are, I could hardly have 213:298,18[D ]| borne that$3$ any*one in$4$ the house should share$1$ with you 213:298,19[D ]| in$4$ the first knowledge of the news I now bring. He is 213:298,20[D ]| made. Your brother is a Lieutenant. I have the 213:298,21[D ]| infinite satisfaction of congratulating you on$4$ your 213:298,22[D ]| brother's promotion. Here are the letters which$6#1$ announce 213:298,23[D ]| it, this moment come to$4$ hand$0$. You will$1$, perhaps, 213:298,24[D ]| like$1$ to$9$ see them." 213:298,25[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not speak, 213:298,25@d | but he did not want$1$ her to$9$ 213:298,26@d | speak. To$9$ see the expression of her eyes, the change$0$ 213:298,27@d | of her complexion, the progress of her feelings, their 213:298,28@d | doubt$0$, confusion, and felicity, was enough. 213:298,28[' ]| She took the 213:298,29[' ]| letters as he gave them. The first was from the $MP#ZF$Admiral 213:298,30[' ]| to$9$ inform his nephew, in$4$ a few words, of his having 213:298,31[' ]| succeeded in$4$ the object$0$ he had undertaken, the promotion 213:298,32[' ]| of young $MP#Q$Price, and inclosing two more, one from 213:298,33[' ]| the Secretary of the First*Lord to$4$ a friend, whom$6#1$ the 213:299,01[' ]| $MP#ZF$Admiral had set$1$ to$9$ work$1$ in$4$ the business, the other from 213:299,02[' ]| that$6#2$ friend to$4$ himself, by$4$ which$6#1$ it appeared that$3$ his 213:299,03[' ]| Lordship had the very great happiness of attending to$4$ 213:299,04[' ]| the recommendation of $MP#ZE$Sir*Charles, that$3$ $MP#ZE$Sir*Charles was 213:299,05[' ]| much delighted in$4$ having such an opportunity of proving 213:299,06[' ]| his regard$0$ for$4$ $MP#ZF$Admiral*Crawford, and that$3$ the circumstance 213:299,07[' ]| of $MP#Q$Mr%*William*Price's commission as second$2$ 213:299,08[' ]| Lieutenant of H%*M%*sloop*Thrush, being$1$ made out$5$, was 213:299,09[' ]| spreading general$2$ joy through$4$ a wide circle of great 213:299,10[' ]| people. 213:299,11[' ]| While$3$ her hand$0$ was trembling under these letters, 213:299,12[' ]| her eye running from one to$4$ the other, and her heart 213:299,13[' ]| swelling with emotion, $MP#D$Crawford thus continued, with 213:299,14[' ]| unfeigned eagerness, to$9$ express$1$ his interest$0$ in$4$ the event. 213:299,15[D ]| "I will$1$ not talk$1$ of my own$2$ happiness," 213:299,15[' ]| said he, 213:299,15[D ]| "great 213:299,16[D ]| as it is, for$3$ I think only of yours. Compared with you, 213:299,17[D ]| who$6#2$ has a right$0$ to$9$ be happy? I have almost grudged 213:299,18[D ]| myself my own$2$ prior knowledge of what you ought to$9$ 213:299,19[D ]| have known before$4$ all the world. I have not lost a 213:299,20[D ]| moment, however. The post was late this morning, but 213:299,21[D ]| there has not been since, a moment's delay$0$. How 213:299,22[D ]| impatient, how anxious, how wild I have been on$4$ the 213:299,23[D ]| subject$0$, I will$1$ not attempt$1$ to$9$ describe; how severely 213:299,24[D ]| mortified, how cruelly disappointed, in$4$ not having it 213:299,25[D ]| finished while$3$ I was in$4$ London! I was kept there from 213:299,26[D ]| day to$4$ day in$4$ the hope$0$ of it, for$4$ nothing less dear$2#1$ to$4$ me 213:299,27[D ]| than such an object$0$ would have detained me half the 213:299,28[D ]| time from Mansfield. But though my uncle entered 213:299,29[D ]| into my wishes$0$ with all the warmth I could desire$1$, and 213:299,30[D ]| exerted himself immediately, there were difficulties from 213:299,31[D ]| the absence of one friend, and the engagements of another, 213:299,32[D ]| which$6#1$ at last$0$ I could no$2$ longer bear$1$ to$9$ stay$1$ the end$0$ of, 213:299,33[D ]| and knowing in$4$ what good hands I left the cause, I came 213:299,34[D ]| away on$4$ Monday, trusting that$3$ many posts would not 213:299,35[D ]| pass$1$ before$3$ I should be followed by$4$ such very letters as 213:299,36[D ]| these. My uncle, who$6#1$ is the very best man in$4$ the world, 213:299,37[D ]| has exerted himself, as I knew he would after$4$ seeing your 213:299,38[D ]| brother. He was delighted with him. I would not 213:300,01[D ]| allow myself yesterday to$9$ say \how\ delighted, or to$9$ repeat 213:300,02[D ]| half that$6#1$ the $MP#ZF$Admiral said in$4$ his praise$0$. I deferred it all, 213:300,03[D ]| till his praise$0$ should be proved the praise$0$ of a friend, 213:300,04[D ]| as this day \does\ prove it. \Now\ I may$1$ say that$3$ even$5$ 213:300,05[D ]| \I\ could not require $MP#Q$William*Price to$9$ excite a greater 213:300,06[D ]| interest$0$, or be followed by$4$ warmer wishes$0$ and higher 213:300,07[D ]| commendation, than were most voluntarily bestowed by$4$ 213:300,08[D ]| my uncle, after$4$ the evening they passed together." 213:300,09[A ]| "Has this been all \your\ doing then?" 213:300,09[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny. 213:300,10[A ]| "Good Heaven! how very, very kind$2$! Have you 213:300,11[A ]| really ~~ was it by$4$ \your\ desire$0$ ~~ I beg your pardon$0$, but 213:300,12[A ]| I am bewildered. Did $MP#ZF$Admiral*Crawford apply? ~~ how 213:300,13[A ]| was it? ~~ I am stupified." 213:300,14[' ]| $MP#D$Henry was most happy to$9$ make$1$ it more intelligible, 213:300,15[' ]| by$4$ beginning at an earlier stage$0#1$, and explaining very 213:300,16[' ]| particularly what he had done. 213:300,16@d | His last$2$ journey to$4$ 213:300,17@d | London had been undertaken with no$2$ other view$0$ than 213:300,18@d | that$6#2$ of introducing her brother in$4$ Hill-street, and prevailing 213:300,19@d | on$4$ the $MP#ZF$Admiral to$9$ exert whatever interest$0$ he 213:300,20@d | might have for$4$ getting him on$5$. This had been his 213:300,21@d | business. He had communicated it to$4$ no$2$ creature; he 213:300,22@d | had not breathed a syllable of it even$5$ to$4$ $MP#C$Mary; while$4$ 213:300,23@d | uncertain of the issue$0$, he could not have borne any 213:300,24@d | participation of his feelings, but this had been his business; 213:300,25[' ]| and he spoke with such a glow of what his solicitude had 213:300,26[' ]| been, and used such strong expressions, was so$5#1$ abounding 213:300,27@d | in$4$ the \deepest\ \interest$0$\, in$4$ \twofold\ \motives\, in$4$ \views\ \and\ 213:300,28@d | \wishes$0$\ \more\ \than\ \could\ \be\ \told\, 213:300,28[' ]| that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could not have 213:300,29[' ]| remained insensible of his drift, had she been able to$9$ 213:300,30[' ]| attend; but her heart was so$5#1$ full and her senses still$5$ 213:300,31[' ]| so$5#1$ astonished, that$3$ she could listen but imperfectly even$5$ 213:300,32[' ]| to$4$ what he told her of $MP#Q$William, and saying only when he 213:300,33[' ]| paused, 213:300,33[A ]| "How kind$2$! how very kind$2$! Oh! $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 213:300,34[A ]| we are infinitely obliged to$4$ you. Dearest, dearest 213:300,35[A ]| $MP#Q$William!" 213:300,35[' ]| she jumped up$5$ and moved in$4$ haste towards 213:300,36[' ]| the door, crying out$5$, 213:300,36[A ]| "I will$1$ go to$4$ my uncle. My uncle 213:300,37[A ]| ought to$9$ know it as soon as possible." 213:300,37[' ]| But this could 213:300,38[' ]| not be suffered. The opportunity was too$5#1$ fair, and his 213:301,01[' ]| feelings too$5#1$ impatient. He was after$4$ her immediately. 213:301,02[D ]| "She must not go, she must allow him five minutes 213:301,03[D ]| longer," 213:301,03[' ]| and he took her hand$0$ and led her back$5$ to$4$ her 213:301,04[' ]| seat, and was in$4$ the middle of his further explanation, 213:301,05[' ]| before$3$ she had suspected for$4$ what she was detained. 213:301,06[' ]| When she did understand it, however, and found herself 213:301,07[' ]| expected to$9$ believe that$3$ \she\ had created sensations which$6#1$ 213:301,08[' ]| his heart had never known before$5$, and that$3$ every*thing 213:301,09[' ]| he had done for$4$ $MP#Q$William, was to$9$ be placed to$4$ the account$0$ 213:301,10[' ]| of his excessive and unequalled attachment to$4$ her, she 213:301,11[' ]| was exceedingly distressed, and for$4$ some moments unable 213:301,12[' ]| to$9$ speak. She considered it 213:301,12@a | all as nonsense, as mere 213:301,13@a | trifling and gallantry, which$6#1$ meant only to$9$ deceive for$4$ 213:301,14@a | the hour; she could not but feel that$3$ it was treating her 213:301,15@a | improperly and unworthily, and in$4$ such a way as she 213:301,16@a | had not deserved; but it was like$4$ himself, and entirely 213:301,17@a | of a piece with what she had seen before$5$; and she would 213:301,18@a | not allow herself to$9$ shew$1$ half the displeasure she felt, 213:301,19@a | because he had been conferring an obligation, which$6#1$ no$2$ 213:301,20@a | want$0$ of delicacy on$4$ his part$0$ could make$1$ a trifle$0$ to$4$ her. 213:301,21[' ]| While$3$ her heart was still$5$ bounding with joy and gratitude 213:301,22[' ]| on$4$ $MP#Q$William's behalf, she could not be severely resentful 213:301,23[' ]| of any*thing that$6#1$ injured only herself; and after$4$ having 213:301,24[' ]| twice drawn back$5$ her hand$0$, and twice attempted in$4$ vain 213:301,25[' ]| to$9$ turn$1$ away from him, she got up$5$ and said only, with 213:301,26[' ]| much agitation, 213:301,26[A ]| "Don't, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, pray don't. 213:301,27[A ]| I beg you would not. This is a sort of talking which$6#1$ 213:301,28[A ]| is very unpleasant to$4$ me. I must go away. I cannot 213:301,29[A ]| bear$1$ it." 213:301,29[' ]| But he was still$5$ talking on$5$, describing his 213:301,30[' ]| affection, soliciting a return$0$, and, finally, in$4$ words so$5#1$ 213:301,31[' ]| plain as to$9$ bear$1$ but one meaning even$5$ to$4$ \her\, offering 213:301,32[' ]| himself, hand$0$, fortune, every*thing to$4$ her acceptance. 213:301,33@a | It was so$5#2$; he had said it. 213:301,33[' ]| Her astonishment and confusion 213:301,34[' ]| increased; and though still$5$ not knowing how to$9$ 213:301,35[' ]| suppose him serious$2$, she could hardly stand$1$. He pressed 213:301,36[' ]| for$4$ an answer$0$. 213:301,37[A ]| "No$7$, no$7$, no$7$," 213:301,37[' ]| she cried, hiding her face$0$. 213:301,37[A ]| "This is all 213:301,38[A ]| nonsense. Do not distress$1$ me. I can hear no$2$ more of 213:302,01[A ]| this. Your kindness to$4$ $MP#Q$William makes me more obliged 213:302,02[A ]| to$4$ you than words can express$1$; but I do not want$1$, 213:302,03[A ]| I cannot bear$1$, I must not listen to$4$ such ~~ No$7$, no$7$, don't 213:302,04[A ]| think of me. But you are \not\ thinking of me. I know 213:302,05[A ]| it is all nothing." 213:302,06[' ]| She had burst$1$ away from him, and at that$6#2$ moment 213:302,07[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was heard speaking to$4$ a servant in$4$ his way 213:302,08[' ]| towards the room they were in$4$. It was no$2$ time for$4$ 213:302,09[' ]| further assurances or entreaty, though to$9$ part$1$ with her 213:302,10[' ]| at a moment when her modesty alone seemed to$4$ his 213:302,11[' ]| sanguine and pre-assured mind$0$ to$9$ stand$1$ in$4$ the way of 213:302,12[' ]| the happiness he sought, was a cruel necessity. ~~ She 213:302,13[' ]| rushed out$5$ at an opposite door from the one her uncle 213:302,14[' ]| was approaching, and was walking up$4$ and down$4$ the east*room 213:302,15[' ]| in$4$ the utmost confusion of contrary feelings, before$3$ 213:302,16[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's politeness and apologies were over, or he 213:302,17[' ]| had reached the beginning of the joyful intelligence, 213:302,18[' ]| which$6#1$ his visitor came to$9$ communicate. 213:302,19[' ]| She was feeling, thinking, trembling, about$4$ every*thing; ~~ 213:302,20[' ]| agitated, happy, miserable, infinitely obliged, 213:302,21[' ]| absolutely angry. 213:302,21@a | It was all beyond$4$ belief! He was 213:302,22@a | inexcusable, incomprehensible! ~~ But such were his habits, 213:302,23@a | that$3$ he could do nothing without a mixture of evil. He 213:302,24@a | had previously made her the happiest of human beings, 213:302,25@a | and now he had insulted ~~ she knew not what to$9$ say ~~ 213:302,26@a | how to$9$ class$1$ or how to$9$ regard$1$ it. She would not have 213:302,27@a | him be serious$2$, and yet what could excuse$1$ the use$0$ of such 213:302,28@a | words and offers$0$, if they meant but to$9$ trifle$1$? 213:302,29@a | But $MP#Q$William was a Lieutenant. ~~ \That$6#2$\ was a fact 213:302,30@a | beyond$4$ a doubt$0$ and without an alloy. She would think 213:302,31@a | of it for*ever and forget all the rest$0#1$. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford would 213:302,32@a | certainly never address$1$ her so$5#2$ again: he must have seen 213:302,33@a | how unwelcome it was to$4$ her; and in$4$ that$6#2$ case, how gratefully 213:302,34@a | she could esteem$1$ him for$4$ his friendship to$4$ $MP#Q$William! 213:302,35[' ]| She would not stir farther from the east-room than the 213:302,36[' ]| head$0$ of the great staircase, till she had satisfied herself of 213:302,37[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's having left the house; but when convinced 213:302,38[' ]| of his being$1$ gone, she was eager to$9$ go down$5$ and be with her 213:303,01[' ]| uncle, and have all the happiness of his joy as well$5$ as her 213:303,02[' ]| own$2$, and all the benefit of his information or his conjectures$0$ 213:303,03[' ]| as to$4$ what would now be $MP#Q$William's destination. 213:303,04[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was as joyful as she could desire$1$, and very kind$2$ 213:303,05[' ]| and communicative; and she had so$5#1$ comfortable a talk$1$ 213:303,06[' ]| with him about$4$ $MP#Q$William as to$9$ make$1$ her feel as if nothing 213:303,07[' ]| had occurred to$9$ vex her, till she found towards the close$0$ 213:303,08[' ]| that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was engaged to$9$ return$1$ and dine there 213:303,09[' ]| that$6#2$ very day. 213:303,09@a | This was a most unwelcome hearing, for$3$ 213:303,10@a | though \he\ might think nothing of what had passed, it 213:303,11@a | would be quite distressing to$4$ her to$9$ see him again so$5#1$ soon. 213:303,12[' ]| She tried to$9$ get the better of it, tried very hard as the 213:303,13[' ]| dinner hour approached, to$9$ feel and appear as usual; but 213:303,14[' ]| it was quite impossible for$4$ her not to$9$ look$1$ most shy and 213:303,15[' ]| uncomfortable when their visitor entered the room. She 213:303,16[' ]| could not have supposed it in$4$ the power of any concurrence 213:303,17[' ]| of circumstances to$9$ give her so$5#1$ many painful sensations on$4$ 213:303,18[' ]| the first day of hearing of $MP#Q$William's promotion. 213:303,19@a | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was not only in$4$ the room; he was soon 213:303,20@a | close$5$ to$4$ her. He had a note$0$ to$9$ deliver from his sister. 213:303,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not look$1$ at him, but there was no$2$ consciousness 213:303,22[' ]| of past$2$ folly in$4$ his voice. She opened her note$0$ immediately, 213:303,23[' ]| glad to$9$ have any*thing to$9$ do, and happy, as she 213:303,24[' ]| read it, to$9$ feel that$3$ the fidgettings of her aunt $MP#J$Norris, who$6#1$ 213:303,25[' ]| was also to$9$ dine there, screened her a little from view$0$. 213:303,26[C ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, for$3$ so$5#2$ I may$1$ now always call$1$ you, to$4$ 213:303,27[C ]| the infinite relief of a tongue that$6#1$ has been stumbling at 213:303,28[C ]| \$MP#A$Miss*Price\ for$4$ at least the last$2$ six weeks ~~ I cannot let my 213:303,29[C ]| brother go without sending you a few lines of general$2$ 213:303,30[C ]| congratulation, and giving my most joyful consent$0$ and 213:303,31[C ]| approval. ~~ Go on$5$, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, and without fear$0$; 213:303,32[C ]| there can be no$2$ difficulties worth naming. I chuse to$9$ 213:303,33[C ]| suppose that$3$ the assurance of \my\ consent$0$ will$1$ be something; 213:303,34[C ]| so$3$, you may$1$ smile$1$ upon$4$ him with your sweetest 213:303,35[C ]| smiles this afternoon, and send him back$5$ to$4$ me even$5$ 213:303,36[C ]| happier than he goes. Your's affectionately, 213:303,37[C ]| $MP#C$M%*C%" 213:304,01[' ]| These were not expressions to$9$ do $MP#A$Fanny any good; 213:304,02[' ]| for$3$ though she read in$4$ too$5#1$ much haste and confusion to$9$ 213:304,03[' ]| form$1$ the clearest judgment of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's meaning, 213:304,04@a | it was evident that$3$ she meant to$9$ compliment$1$ her on$4$ her 213:304,05@a | brother's attachment and even$5$ to$9$ \appear\ to$9$ believe it 213:304,06@a | serious$2$. She did not know what to$9$ do, or what to$9$ think. 213:304,07@a | There was wretchedness in$4$ the idea of its being$1$ serious$2$; 213:304,08@a | there was perplexity and agitation every way. She was 213:304,09@a | distressed whenever $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford spoke to$4$ her, and he 213:304,10@a | spoke to$4$ her much too$5#1$ often; and she was afraid there 213:304,11@a | was a something in$4$ his voice and manner in$4$ addressing 213:304,12@a | her, very different from what they were when he talked to$4$ 213:304,13@a | the others. Her comfort$0$ in$4$ that$6#2$ day's dinner was quite 213:304,14@a | destroyed; she could hardly eat any*thing; 213:304,14[' ]| and when 213:304,15[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas good*humouredly observed, that$3$ joy had 213:304,16[' ]| taken away her appetite, she was ready to$9$ sink with 213:304,17[' ]| shame$0$, from the dread$0$ of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's interpretation; 213:304,18[' ]| for$3$ though nothing could have tempted her to$9$ turn$1$ her 213:304,19[' ]| eyes to$4$ the right$2#2$ hand$0$ where he sat, she felt that$3$ \his\ were 213:304,20[' ]| immediately directed towards her. 213:304,21[' ]| She was more silent than ever. She would hardly join 213:304,22[' ]| even$5$ when $MP#Q$William was the subject$0$, for$3$ his commission 213:304,23[' ]| came all from the right$2#2$ hand$0$ too$5#2$, and there was pain$0$ in$4$ the 213:304,24[' ]| connection. 213:304,25[' ]| She thought$1$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram sat longer than ever, and 213:304,26[' ]| began to$9$ be in$4$ despair$0$ of ever getting away; 213:304,26@a | but at last$0$ 213:304,27@a | they were in$4$ the drawing-room and she was able to$9$ think 213:304,28@a | as she would, while$3$ her aunts finished the subject$0$ of 213:304,29@a | $MP#Q$William's appointment in$4$ their own$2$ style. 213:304,30@a | $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris seemed as much delighted with the saving it 213:304,31@a | would be to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, as with any part$0$ of it. 213:304,31[J ]| "\Now\ 213:304,32[J ]| $MP#Q$William would be able to$9$ keep himself, which$6#1$ would make$1$ 213:304,33[J ]| a vast difference to$4$ his uncle, for$3$ it was unknown how 213:304,34[J ]| much he had cost$1$ his uncle; and indeed it would make$1$ 213:304,35[J ]| some difference in$4$ \her\ presents$0$ too$5#2$. She was very glad that$3$ 213:304,36[J ]| she had given $MP#Q$William what she did at parting, very glad 213:304,37[J ]| indeed that$3$ it had been in$4$ her power, without material$2$ 213:304,38[J ]| inconvenience just$5$ at that$6#2$ time, to$9$ give him something 213:305,01[J ]| rather considerable; that$6#2$ is, for$4$ \her\, with \her\ limited 213:305,02[J ]| means$0$, for$3$ now it would all be useful in$4$ helping to$9$ fit$1$ up$5$ his 213:305,03[J ]| cabin. She knew he must be at some expense, that$3$ he 213:305,04[J ]| would have many things to$9$ buy, though to$9$ be sure his 213:305,05[J ]| father and mother would be able to$9$ put him in$4$ the way of 213:305,06[J ]| getting every*thing very cheap ~~ but she was very glad 213:305,07[J ]| that$3$ she had contributed her mite towards it." 213:305,08[F ]| "I am glad you gave him something considerable," 213:305,09[' ]| said $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, with most unsuspicious calmness ~~ 213:305,10[F ]| "for$3$ \I\ gave him only 10L%" 213:305,11[J ]| "Indeed!" 213:305,11[' ]| cried $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, reddening. 213:305,11[J ]| "Upon$4$ my 213:305,12[J ]| word, he must have gone off with his pockets well$5$ lined! 213:305,13[J ]| and at no$2$ expense for$4$ his journey to$4$ London either!" 213:305,14[F ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas told me 10L% would be enough." 213:305,15[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris being$1$ not at all inclined to$9$ question$1$ its 213:305,16[' ]| sufficiency, began to$9$ take the matter in$4$ another point$0$. 213:305,17[J ]| "It is amazing," 213:305,17[' ]| said she, 213:305,17[J ]| "how much young people 213:305,18[J ]| cost$1$ their friends, what with bringing them up$5$ and putting 213:305,19[J ]| them out$5$ in$4$ the world! They little think how much it 213:305,20[J ]| comes to$4$, or what their parents, or their uncles and aunts 213:305,21[J ]| pay$1$ for$4$ them in$4$ the course$0$ of the year. Now, here are my 213:305,22[J ]| sister $MP#P$Price's children; ~~ take them all together, I dare$1#2$ say 213:305,23[J ]| nobody would believe what a sum they cost$1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 213:305,24[J ]| every year, to$9$ say nothing of what \I\ do for$4$ them." 213:305,25[F ]| "Very true, sister, as you say. But, poor things! they 213:305,26[F ]| cannot help$1$ it; and you know it makes very little 213:305,27[F ]| difference to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. $MP#A$Fanny, $MP#Q$William must not forget 213:305,28[F ]| my shawl, if he goes to$4$ the East*Indies; and I shall give 213:305,29[F ]| him a commission for$4$ any*thing else that$6#1$ is worth having. 213:305,30[F ]| I wish$1$ he may$1$ go to$4$ the East*Indies, that$3$ I may$1$ have my 213:305,31[F ]| shawl. I think I will$1$ have two shawls, $MP#A$Fanny." 213:305,32[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, meanwhile, speaking only when she could not 213:305,33[' ]| help$1$ it, was very earnestly trying$1$ to$9$ understand what 213:305,34[' ]| $MP#D$Mr% and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford were at. 213:305,34@a | There was every*thing in$4$ 213:305,35@a | the world \against\ their being$1$ serious$2$, but his words and 213:305,36@a | manner. Every*thing natural$2$, probable, reasonable was 213:305,37@a | against it; all their habits and ways of thinking, and all 213:305,38@a | her own$2$ demerits. ~~ How could \she\ have excited serious$2$ 213:306,01@a | attachment in$4$ a man, who$6#1$ had seen so$5#1$ many, and been 213:306,02@a | admired by$4$ so$5#1$ many, and flirted with so$5#1$ many, infinitely 213:306,03@a | her superiors ~~ who$6#1$ seemed so$5#1$ little open$2$ to$4$ serious$2$ 213:306,04@a | impressions, even$5$ where pains had been taken to$9$ please 213:306,05@a | him ~~ who$6#1$ thought$1$ so$5#1$ slightly, so$5#1$ carelessly, so$5#1$ unfeelingly 213:306,06@a | on$4$ all such points ~~ who$6#1$ was every*thing to$4$ every*body, 213:306,07@a | and seemed to$9$ find no*one essential to$4$ him? ~~ And further, 213:306,08@a | how could it be supposed that$3$ his sister, with all her high 213:306,09@a | and worldly notions of matrimony, would be forwarding 213:306,10@a | any*thing of a serious$2$ nature in$4$ such a quarter$0#2$? Nothing 213:306,11@a | could be more unnatural in$4$ either. 213:306,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was ashamed of 213:306,12[' ]| her own$2$ doubts$0$. 213:306,12@a | Every*thing might be possible rather 213:306,13@a | than serious$2$ attachment or serious$2$ approbation of it 213:306,14@a | toward her. 213:306,14[' ]| She had quite convinced herself of this 213:306,15[' ]| before$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford joined them. The 213:306,16[' ]| difficulty was in$4$ maintaining the conviction quite so$5#1$ 213:306,17[' ]| absolutely after$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was in$4$ the room; 213:306,17@a | for$3$ once 213:306,18@a | or twice a look$0$ seemed forced on$4$ her which$6#1$ she did not 213:306,19@a | know how to$9$ class$1$ among the common$2$ meaning; in$4$ any 213:306,20@a | other man at least, she would have said that$3$ it meant 213:306,21@a | something very earnest, very pointed. But she still$5$ tried 213:306,22@a | to$9$ believe it no$2$ more than what he might often have 213:306,23@a | expressed towards her cousins and fifty other women. 213:306,24@a | She thought$1$ he was wishing to$9$ speak to$4$ her unheard by$4$ 213:306,25@a | the rest$0#1$. She fancied he was trying$1$ for$4$ it the whole$2$ evening 213:306,26@a | at intervals, whenever $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was out$5$ of the room, or 213:306,27@a | at all engaged with $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, and she carefully refused 213:306,28@a | him every opportunity. 213:306,29@a | At last$0$ ~~ 213:306,29[' ]| it seemed an at last$0$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's nervousness, 213:306,30[' ]| though not remarkably late, ~~ 213:306,30@a | he began to$9$ talk$1$ of going 213:306,31@a | away; but the comfort$0$ of the sound$0$ was impaired by$4$ his 213:306,32@a | turning to$4$ her the next moment, and saying, 213:306,32[D ]| "Have you 213:306,33[D ]| nothing to$9$ send to$4$ $MP#C$Mary? No$2$ answer$0$ to$4$ her note$0$? She 213:306,34[D ]| will$1$ be disappointed if she receives nothing from you. 213:306,35[D ]| Pray write to$4$ her, if it be only a line." 213:306,36[A ]| "Oh! yes, certainly," 213:306,36[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, rising in$4$ haste, the 213:306,37[' ]| haste of embarrassment and of wanting to$9$ get away ~~ 213:306,38[A ]| "I will$1$ write directly." 213:307,01[' ]| She went accordingly to$4$ the table, where she was in$4$ the 213:307,02[' ]| habit of writing for$4$ her aunt, and prepared her materials 213:307,03[' ]| without knowing what in$4$ the world to$9$ say! She had read 213:307,04[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's note$0$ only once; 213:307,04@a | and how to$9$ reply$1$ to$4$ any*thing 213:307,05@a | so$5#1$ imperfectly understood was most distressing. 213:307,06[' ]| Quite unpractised in$4$ such sort of note-writing, had there 213:307,07[' ]| been time for$4$ scruples and fears as to$4$ style, she would 213:307,08[' ]| have felt them in$4$ abundance; 213:307,08@a | but something must be 213:307,09@a | instantly written, 213:307,09[' ]| and with only one decided feeling, 213:307,10[' ]| that$6#2$ of wishing not to$9$ appear to$9$ think any*thing really 213:307,11[' ]| intended, she wrote thus, in$4$ great trembling both of 213:307,12[' ]| spirits and hand$0$: 213:307,13[A ]| "I am very much obliged to$4$ you, my dear$2#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 213:307,14[A ]| for$4$ your kind$2$ congratulations, as far as they relate to$4$ 213:307,15[A ]| my dearest $MP#Q$William. The rest$0#1$ of your note$0$ I know 213:307,16[A ]| means$0$ nothing; but I am so$5#1$ unequal to$4$ any*thing of the 213:307,17[A ]| sort, that$3$ I hope$1$ you will$1$ excuse$1$ my begging you to$9$ take no$2$ 213:307,18[A ]| further notice$0$. I have seen too$5#1$ much of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford not 213:307,19[A ]| to$9$ understand his manners; if he understood me as well$5$, 213:307,20[A ]| he would, I dare$1#2$ say, behave differently. I do not know 213:307,21[A ]| what I write, but it would be a great favour$0$ of you never to$9$ 213:307,22[A ]| mention$1$ the subject$0$ again. With thanks for$4$ the honour$0$ of 213:307,23[A ]| your note$0$, 213:307,24[A ]| I remain, dear$2#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 213:307,25[A ]| &c%*&c%" 213:307,26[' ]| The conclusion was scarcely intelligible from increasing 213:307,27[' ]| fright, for$3$ she found that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, under pretence of 213:307,28[' ]| receiving the note$0$, was coming towards her. 213:307,29[D ]| "You cannot think I mean$1$ to$9$ hurry$1$ you," 213:307,29[' ]| said he, in$4$ an 213:307,30[' ]| under voice, perceiving the amazing trepidation with which$6#1$ 213:307,31[' ]| she made up$5$ the note$0$; 213:307,31[D ]| "you cannot think I have any such 213:307,32[D ]| object$0$. Do not hurry$1$ yourself, I entreat." 213:307,33[A ]| "Oh! I thank you, I have quite done, just$5$ done ~~ it 213:307,34[A ]| will$1$ be ready in$4$ a moment ~~ I am very much obliged to$4$ 213:307,35[A ]| you ~~ if you will$1$ be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ give \that$6#2$\ to$4$ 213:307,35[A ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford." 213:307,36[' ]| The note$0$ was held out$5$ and must be taken; and as she 213:307,37[' ]| instantly and with averted eyes walked towards the 213:308,01[' ]| fireplace, where sat the others, he had nothing to$9$ do but to$9$ 213:308,02[' ]| go in$4$ good earnest. 213:308,03[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny thought$1$ 213:308,03@a | she had never known a day of greater 213:308,04@a | agitation, both of pain$0$ and pleasure; but happily the 213:308,05@a | pleasure was not of a sort to$9$ die$1$ with the day ~~ for$3$ every 213:308,06@a | day would restore the knowledge of $MP#Q$William's advancement, 213:308,07@a | whereas the pain$0$ she hoped would return$1$ no$2$ more. 213:308,08@a | She had no$2$ doubt$0$ that$3$ her note$0$ must appear excessively 213:308,09@a | ill-written, that$3$ the language would disgrace$1$ a child, for$3$ 213:308,10@a | her distress$0$ had allowed no$2$ arrangement; but at least it 213:308,11@a | would assure them both of her being$1$ neither imposed on$5$, 213:308,12@a | nor gratified by$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's attentions. 301:311,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ forgotten $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, when 301:311,02[' ]| she awoke the next morning; but she remembered the 301:311,03[' ]| purport of her note$0$, and was not less sanguine, as to$4$ 301:311,04[' ]| its effect$0$, than she had been the night before$5$. 301:311,04@a | If $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 301:311,05@a | would but go away! ~~ That$6#2$ was what she most 301:311,06@a | earnestly desired; ~~ go and take his sister with him, as he 301:311,07@a | was to$9$ do, and as he returned to$4$ Mansfield on$4$ purpose to$9$ 301:311,08@a | do. And why it was not done already, she could not devise, 301:311,09@a | for$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford certainly wanted no$2$ delay$0$. ~~ 301:311,09[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny 301:311,10[' ]| had hoped, in$4$ the course$0$ of his yesterday's visit$0$, to$9$ hear 301:311,11[' ]| the day named; 301:311,11@a | but he had only spoken of their journey 301:311,12@a | as what would take place$0$ ere long. 301:311,13[' ]| Having so$5#1$ satisfactorily settled the conviction her note$0$ 301:311,14[' ]| would convey, she could not but be astonished to$9$ see $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 301:311,15[' ]| as she accidentally did, coming up$5$ to$4$ the house 301:311,16[' ]| again, and at an hour as early as the day before$5$. ~~ 301:311,16@a | His 301:311,17@a | coming might have nothing to$9$ do with her, but she must 301:311,18@a | avoid seeing him if possible; 301:311,18[' ]| and being$1$ then in$4$ her way 301:311,19[' ]| up*stairs, she resolved 301:311,19@a | there to$9$ remain, during the whole$0$ of 301:311,20@a | his visit$0$, unless actually sent for$5$; and as $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was 301:311,21@a | still$5$ in$4$ the house, there seemed little danger of her being$1$ 301:311,22@a | wanted. 301:311,23[' ]| She sat some time in$4$ a good deal$0$ of agitation, listening, 301:311,24[' ]| trembling, and fearing to$9$ be sent for$5$ every moment; but 301:311,25[' ]| as no$2$ footsteps approached the east*room, she grew 301:311,26[' ]| gradually composed, could sit down$5$, and be able to$9$ employ 301:311,27[' ]| herself, and able to$9$ hope$1$ that$3$ 301:311,27@a | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford had come, 301:311,28@a | and would go without her being$1$ obliged to$9$ know any*thing 301:311,29@a | of the matter. 301:312,01[' ]| Nearly half an hour had passed, and she was growing 301:312,02[' ]| very comfortable, when suddenly the sound$0$ of a step$0$ in$4$ 301:312,03[' ]| regular approach$0$ was heard ~~ 301:312,03@a | a heavy step$0$, an unusual 301:312,04@a | step$0$ in$4$ that$6#2$ part$0$ of the house; it was her uncle's; she 301:312,05@a | knew it as well$5$ as his voice; 301:312,05[' ]| she had trembled at it as 301:312,06[' ]| often, and began to$9$ tremble$1$ again, at the idea of his 301:312,07[' ]| coming up$5$ to$9$ speak to$4$ her, whatever might be the subject$0$. 301:312,08@a | ~~ It was indeed $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, who$6#1$ opened the door, and 301:312,09@a | asked if she were there, and if he might come in$5$. The 301:312,10@a | terror of his former occasional visits to$4$ that$6#2$ room seemed 301:312,11@a | all renewed, and she felt as if he were going to$9$ examine 301:312,12@a | her again in$4$ French and English. 301:312,13[' ]| She was all attention, however, in$4$ placing a chair for$4$ 301:312,14[' ]| him, and trying$1$ to$9$ appear honoured; and in$4$ her agitation, 301:312,15[' ]| had quite overlooked the deficiences of her apartment, 301:312,16[' ]| till he, stopping short as he entered, said, with much 301:312,17[' ]| surprise$0$, 301:312,17[E ]| "Why have you no$2$ fire$0$ to-day?" 301:312,18[' ]| There was snow on$4$ the ground, and she was sitting in$4$ 301:312,19[' ]| a shawl. She hesitated. 301:312,20[A ]| "I am not cold$2$, Sir ~~ I never sit here long at this time 301:312,21[A ]| of year." 301:312,22[E ]| "But, ~~ you have a fire$0$ in$4$ general$0$?" 301:312,23[A ]| "No$7$, Sir." 301:312,24[E ]| "How comes this about$5$; here must be some mistake$0$. 301:312,25[E ]| I understood that$3$ you had the use$0$ of this room by$4$ way 301:312,26[E ]| of making you perfectly comfortable. ~~ In$4$ your bed-chamber 301:312,27[E ]| I know you \cannot\ have a fire$0$. Here is some 301:312,28[E ]| great misapprehension which$6#1$ must be rectified. It is 301:312,29[E ]| highly unfit for$4$ you to$9$ sit ~~ be it only half an hour a day, 301:312,30[E ]| without a fire$0$. You are not strong. You are chilly. 301:312,31[E ]| Your aunt cannot be aware of this." 301:312,32[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny would rather have been silent, but being$1$ obliged 301:312,33[' ]| to$9$ speak, she could not forbear, in$4$ justice to$4$ the aunt she 301:312,34[' ]| loved best, from saying something in$4$ which$6#1$ the words 301:312,35[A ]| "my aunt $MP#J$Norris" 301:312,35[' ]| were distinguishable. 301:312,36[E ]| "I understand," 301:312,36[' ]| cried her uncle recollecting himself, 301:312,37[' ]| and not wanting to$9$ hear more ~~ 301:312,37[E ]| "I understand. Your 301:312,38[E ]| aunt $MP#J$Norris has always been an advocate, and very judiciously, 301:313,01[E ]| for$4$ young people's being$1$ brought up$5$ without 301:313,02[E ]| unnecessary indulgences; but there should be moderation 301:313,03[E ]| in$4$ every*thing. ~~ She is also very hardy herself, which$6#1$ 301:313,04[E ]| of course$8$ will$1$ influence$1$ her in$4$ her opinion of the wants$0$ 301:313,05[E ]| of others. And on$4$ another account$0$ too$5#2$, I can perfectly 301:313,06[E ]| comprehend. ~~ I know what her sentiments have always 301:313,07[E ]| been. The principle was good in$4$ itself, but it may$1$ have 301:313,08[E ]| been, and I believe \has\ \been\ carried too$5#1$ far in$4$ your case. 301:313,09[E ]| ~~ I am aware that$3$ there has been sometimes, in$4$ some 301:313,10[E ]| points, a misplaced distinction; but I think too$5#1$ well$5$ of 301:313,11[E ]| you, $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ suppose you will$1$ ever harbour$0$ resentment 301:313,12[E ]| on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$. ~~ You have an understanding, which$6#1$ will$1$ 301:313,13[E ]| prevent you from receiving things only in$4$ part$0$, and judging 301:313,14[E ]| partially by$4$ the event. ~~ You will$1$ take in$4$ the whole$0$ 301:313,15[E ]| of the past$0$, you will$1$ consider times, persons, and probabilities, 301:313,16[E ]| and you will$1$ feel that$3$ \they\ were not least your 301:313,17[E ]| friends who$6#1$ were educating and preparing you for$4$ that$6#2$ 301:313,18[E ]| mediocrity of condition$0$ which$6#1$ \seemed\ to$9$ be your lot. ~~ 301:313,19[E ]| Though their caution$0$ may$1$ prove eventually unnecessary, 301:313,20[E ]| it was kindly meant; and of this you may$1$ be assured, 301:313,21[E ]| that$3$ every advantage of affluence will$1$ be doubled by$4$ the 301:313,22[E ]| little privations and restrictions that$6#1$ may$1$ have been 301:313,23[E ]| imposed. I am sure you will$1$ not disappoint my opinion 301:313,24[E ]| of you, by$4$ failing at any time to$9$ treat$1$ your aunt $MP#J$Norris 301:313,25[E ]| with the respect$0$ and attention that$6#1$ are due$2$ to$4$ her. 301:313,26[E ]| ~~ But enough of this. Sit down$5$, my dear$2#1$. I must 301:313,27[E ]| speak to$4$ you for$4$ a few minutes, but I will$1$ not detain 301:313,28[E ]| you long." 301:313,29[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny obeyed, with eyes cast down$5$ and colour rising. 301:313,30[' ]| ~~ After$4$ a moment's pause$0$, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, trying$1$ to$9$ suppress 301:313,31[' ]| a smile$0$, went on$5$. 301:313,32[E ]| "You are not aware, perhaps, that$3$ I have had a visitor 301:313,33[E ]| this morning. ~~ I had not been long in$4$ my own$2$ room, after$4$ 301:313,34[E ]| breakfast$0$, when $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was shewn in$5$. ~~ His errand 301:313,35[E ]| you may$1$ probably conjecture$1$." 301:313,36[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's colour grew deeper and deeper; and her uncle 301:313,37[' ]| perceiving that$3$ she was embarrassed to$4$ a degree that$6#1$ 301:313,38[' ]| made either speaking or looking up$5$ quite impossible. 301:314,01[' ]| turned away his own$2$ eyes, and without any farther pause$0$, 301:314,02[' ]| proceeded in$4$ his account$0$ of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's visit$0$. 301:314,03@e | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's business had been to$9$ declare himself 301:314,04@e | the lover of $MP#A$Fanny, make$1$ decided proposals for$4$ her, and 301:314,05@e | intreat the sanction of the uncle, who$6#1$ seemed to$9$ stand$1$ 301:314,06@e | in$4$ the place$0$ of her parents; and he had done it all so$5#1$ well$5$, 301:314,07@e | so$5#1$ openly, so$5#1$ liberally, so$5#1$ properly, 301:314,07[' ]| that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, feeling, 301:314,08[' ]| moreover, his own$2$ replies$0$, and his own$2$ remarks to$9$ have 301:314,09[' ]| been very much to$4$ the purpose ~~ was exceedingly happy 301:314,10[' ]| to$9$ give the particulars of their conversation ~~ and, little 301:314,11[' ]| aware of what was passing in$4$ his niece's mind$0$, conceived 301:314,12[' ]| that$3$ by$4$ such details he must be gratifying her far more 301:314,13[' ]| than himself. He talked therefore for$4$ several minutes 301:314,14[' ]| without $MP#A$Fanny's daring to$9$ interrupt him. ~~ She had hardly 301:314,15[' ]| even$5$ attained the wish$0$ to$9$ do it. Her mind$0$ was in$4$ too$5#1$ 301:314,16[' ]| much confusion. She had changed her position, and with 301:314,17[' ]| her eyes fixed intently on$4$ one of the windows, was listening 301:314,18[' ]| to$4$ her uncle, in$4$ the utmost perturbation and dismay. ~~ For$4$ 301:314,19[' ]| a moment he ceased, but she had barely become conscious 301:314,20[' ]| of it, when, rising from his chair, he said, 301:314,20[E ]| "And now, 301:314,21[E ]| $MP#A$Fanny, having performed one part$0$ of my commission, 301:314,22[E ]| and shewn you every*thing placed on$4$ a basis the most 301:314,23[E ]| assured and satisfactory, I may$1$ execute the remainder by$4$ 301:314,24[E ]| prevailing on$4$ you to$9$ accompany me down*stairs, where ~~ 301:314,25[E ]| though I cannot but presume on$4$ having been no$2$ unacceptable 301:314,26[E ]| companion myself, I must submit to$4$ your finding 301:314,27[E ]| one still$5$ better worth listening to$4$. ~~ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, as you 301:314,28[E ]| have perhaps foreseen, is yet in$4$ the house. He is in$4$ my 301:314,29[E ]| room, and hoping to$9$ see you there." 301:314,30[' ]| There was a look$0$, a start$0$, an exclamation, on$4$ hearing 301:314,31[' ]| this, which$6#1$ astonished $MP#E$Sir*Thomas; but what was his 301:314,32[' ]| increase$0$ of astonishment on$4$ hearing her exclaim ~~ 301:314,32[A ]| "Oh! 301:314,33[A ]| no$7$, Sir, I cannot, indeed I cannot go down$5$ to$4$ him. 301:314,33[A ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 301:314,34[A ]| ought to$9$ know ~~ he must know that$3$ ~~ I told 301:314,35[A ]| him enough yesterday to$9$ convince him ~~ he spoke to$4$ me 301:314,36[A ]| on$4$ this subject$0$ yesterday ~~ and I told him without disguise 301:314,37[A ]| that$3$ it was very disagreeable to$4$ me, and quite out$5$ 301:314,38[A ]| of my power to$9$ return$1$ his good opinion." 301:315,01[E ]| "I do not catch$1$ your meaning," 301:315,01[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, sitting 301:315,02[' ]| down$5$ again. ~~ 301:315,02[E ]| "Out$5$ of your power to$9$ return$1$ his good 301:315,03[E ]| opinion! what is all this? I know he spoke to$4$ you yesterday, 301:315,04[E ]| and (as far as I understand), received as much 301:315,05[E ]| encouragement to$9$ proceed as a well-judging young woman 301:315,06[E ]| could permit herself to$9$ give. I was very much pleased 301:315,07[E ]| with what I collected to$9$ have been your behaviour on$4$ 301:315,08[E ]| the occasion$0$; it shewed a discretion highly to$9$ be commended. 301:315,09[E ]| But now, when he has made his overtures so$5#1$ 301:315,10[E ]| properly, and honourably ~~ what are your scruples \now\?" 301:315,11[A ]| "You are mistaken, Sir," ~~ 301:315,11[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny, forced by$4$ the 301:315,12[' ]| anxiety of the moment even$5$ to$9$ tell her uncle that$3$ he was 301:315,13[' ]| wrong ~~ 301:315,13[A ]| "You are quite mistaken. How could $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 301:315,14[A ]| say such a thing? I gave him no$2$ encouragement 301:315,15[A ]| yesterday ~~ On$4$ the contrary, I told him ~~ I cannot recollect 301:315,16[A ]| my exact$2$ words ~~ but I am sure I told him that$3$ I 301:315,17[A ]| would not listen to$4$ him, that$3$ it was very unpleasant to$4$ 301:315,18[A ]| me in$4$ every respect$0$, and that$3$ I begged him never to$9$ talk$1$ 301:315,19[A ]| to$4$ me in$4$ that$6#2$ manner again. ~~ I am sure I said as much 301:315,20[A ]| as that$6#2$ and more; and I should have said still$5$ more, ~~ 301:315,21[A ]| if I had been quite certain of his meaning any*thing 301:315,22[A ]| seriously, but I did not like$1$ to$9$ be ~~ I could not bear$1$ to$9$ be 301:315,23[A ]| ~~ imputing more than might be intended. I thought$1$ it 301:315,24[A ]| might all pass$1$ for$4$ nothing with \him\." 301:315,25[' ]| She could say no$2$ more; her breath was almost gone. 301:315,26[E ]| "Am I to$9$ understand," 301:315,26[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, after$4$ a few 301:315,27[' ]| moments silence$0$, 301:315,27[E ]| "that$3$ you mean$1$ to$9$ \refuse\ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford?" 301:315,28[E ]| 301:315,29[A ]| "Yes, Sir." 301:315,30[E ]| "Refuse him?" 301:315,31[A ]| "Yes, Sir." 301:315,32[E ]| "Refuse $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford! Upon$4$ what plea? For$4$ what 301:315,33[E ]| reason$0$?" 301:315,34[A ]| "I ~~ I cannot like$1$ him, Sir, well$5$ enough to$9$ marry him." 301:315,35[E ]| "This is very strange!" 301:315,35[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, in$4$ a voice 301:315,36[' ]| of calm$2$ displeasure. 301:315,36[E ]| "There is something in$4$ this which$6#1$ 301:315,37[E ]| my comprehension does not reach$1$. Here is a young man 301:315,38[E ]| wishing to$9$ pay$1$ his addresses to$4$ you, with every*thing to$9$ 301:316,01[E ]| recommend him; not merely situation in$4$ life, fortune, 301:316,02[E ]| and character, but with more than common$2$ agreeableness, 301:316,03[E ]| with address$0$ and conversation pleasing to$4$ every*body. 301:316,04[E ]| And he is not an acquaintance of to-day, you have 301:316,05[E ]| now known him some time. His sister, moreover, is your 301:316,06[E ]| intimate$2$ friend, and he has been doing \that$6#2$\ for$4$ your 301:316,07[E ]| brother, which$6#1$ I should suppose would have been almost 301:316,08[E ]| sufficient recommendation to$4$ you, had there been no$2$ 301:316,09[E ]| other. It is very uncertain when my interest$0$ might have 301:316,10[E ]| got $MP#Q$William on$5$. He has done it already." 301:316,11[A ]| "Yes," 301:316,11[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ a faint$2$ voice, and looking down$5$ 301:316,12[' ]| with fresh shame$0$; 301:316,12@a | and she did feel almost ashamed of 301:316,13@a | herself, after$4$ such a picture$0$ as her uncle had drawn, for$4$ 301:316,14@a | not liking $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 301:316,15[E ]| "You must have been aware," 301:316,15[' ]| continued $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 301:316,16[' ]| presently, 301:316,16[E ]| "you must have been some time aware of 301:316,17[E ]| a particularity in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's manners to$4$ you. This 301:316,18[E ]| cannot have taken you by$4$ surprise$0$. You must have 301:316,19[E ]| observed his attentions; and though you always received 301:316,20[E ]| them very properly, (I have no$2$ accusation to$9$ make$1$ on$4$ 301:316,21[E ]| that$6#2$ head$0$,) I never perceived them to$9$ be unpleasant to$4$ 301:316,22[E ]| you. I am half inclined to$9$ think, $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ you do not 301:316,23[E ]| quite know your own$2$ feelings." 301:316,24[A ]| "Oh! yes, Sir, indeed I do. His attentions were 301:316,25[A ]| always ~~ what I did not like$1$." 301:316,26[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas looked at her with deeper surprise$0$. 301:316,26[E ]| "This 301:316,27[E ]| is beyond$4$ me," 301:316,27[' ]| said he. 301:316,27[E ]| "This requires explanation. 301:316,28[E ]| Young as you are, and having seen scarcely any*one, it is 301:316,29[E ]| hardly possible that$3$ your affections ~~" 301:316,30[' ]| He paused and eyed her fixedly. 301:316,30@e | He saw her lips 301:316,31@e | formed into a \no$7$\, though the sound$0$ was inarticulate, but 301:316,32@e | her face$0$ was like$4$ scarlet. That$6#2$, however, in$4$ so$5#1$ modest 301:316,33@e | a girl might be very compatible with innocence; and 301:316,34@e | chusing at least to$9$ appear satisfied, 301:316,34[' ]| he quickly added, 301:316,35[E ]| "No$7$, no$7$, I know \that$6#2$\ is quite out$5$ of the question$0$ ~~ quite 301:316,36[E ]| impossible. Well$7$, there is nothing more to$9$ be said." 301:316,37[' ]| And for$4$ a few minutes he did say nothing. He was 301:316,38[' ]| deep in$4$ thought$0$. His niece was deep in$4$ thought$0$ likewise, 301:317,01[' ]| trying$1$ to$9$ harden and prepare herself against farther questioning. 301:317,02@a | She would rather die$1$ than own$1$ the truth, and 301:317,03@a | she hoped by$4$ a little reflection to$9$ fortify herself beyond$4$ 301:317,04@a | betraying it. 301:317,05[E ]| "Independently of the interest$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 301:317,06[E ]| \choice$0$\ seemed to$9$ justify," 301:317,06[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, beginning 301:317,07[' ]| again, and very composedly, 301:317,07[E ]| "his wishing to$9$ marry at 301:317,08[E ]| all so$5#1$ early is recommendatory to$4$ me. I am an advocate 301:317,09[E ]| for$4$ early marriages, where there are means$0$ in$4$ proportion, 301:317,10[E ]| and would have every young man, with a sufficient 301:317,11[E ]| income, settle as soon after$4$ four*and*twenty as he can. 301:317,12[E ]| This is so$5#1$ much my opinion, that$3$ I am sorry to$9$ think how 301:317,13[E ]| little likely my own$2$ eldest son, your cousin, $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram, 301:317,14[E ]| is to$9$ marry early; but at present$0#1$, as far as I can judge$1$, 301:317,15[E ]| matrimony makes no$2$ part$0$ of his plans or thoughts. I 301:317,16[E ]| wish$1$ he were more likely to$9$ fix." 301:317,16[' ]| Here was a glance$0$ at 301:317,17[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny. 301:317,17[E ]| "$MP#B$Edmund I consider from his disposition and 301:317,18[E ]| habits as much more likely to$9$ marry early than his 301:317,19[E ]| brother. \He\, indeed, I have lately thought$1$ has seen the 301:317,20[E ]| woman he could love$1$, which$6#1$, I am convinced, my eldest 301:317,21[E ]| son has not. Am I right$2#1$? Do you agree with me, my 301:317,22[E ]| dear$2#1$?" 301:317,23[A ]| "Yes, Sir." 301:317,24[' ]| It was gently, but it was calmly said, and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 301:317,25[' ]| was easy on$4$ the score of the cousins. But the removal 301:317,26[' ]| of his alarm$0$ did his niece no$2$ service; as her unaccountableness 301:317,27[' ]| was confirmed, his displeasure increased; and 301:317,28[' ]| getting up$5$ and walking about$4$ the room, with a frown$0$, 301:317,29[' ]| which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny could picture$1$ to$4$ herself, though she dared 301:317,30[' ]| not lift up$5$ her eyes, he shortly afterwards, and in$4$ a voice 301:317,31[' ]| of authority, said, 301:317,31[E ]| "Have you any reason$0$, child, to$9$ think 301:317,32[E ]| ill of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's temper?" 301:317,33[A ]| "No$7$, Sir." 301:317,34@a | She longed to$9$ add, "but of his principles I have;" 301:317,34[' ]| but 301:317,35[' ]| her heart sunk under the appalling prospect of discussion, 301:317,36[' ]| explanation, and probably non-conviction. 301:317,36@a | Her ill*opinion 301:317,37@a | of him was founded chiefly on$4$ observations, which$6#1$, for$4$ her 301:317,38@a | cousins' sake, she could scarcely dare$1#2$ mention$1$ to$4$ their 301:318,01@a | father. $MP#H$Maria and $MP#I$Julia ~~ and especially $MP#H$Maria, were so$5#1$ 301:318,02@a | closely implicated in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's misconduct, that$3$ she 301:318,03@a | could not give his character, such as she believed it, without 301:318,04@a | betraying them. She had hoped that$3$ to$4$ a man like$4$ 301:318,05@a | her uncle, so$5#1$ discerning, so$5#1$ honourable, so$5#1$ good, the simple$2$ 301:318,06@a | acknowledgment of settled \dislike$0$\ on$4$ her side$0$, would have 301:318,07@a | been sufficient. To$4$ her infinite grief she found it was not. 301:318,08[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas came towards the table where she sat in$4$ 301:318,09[' ]| trembling wretchedness, and with a good deal$0$ of cold$2$ 301:318,10[' ]| sternness, said, 301:318,10[E ]| "It is of no$2$ use$0$, I perceive, to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ you. 301:318,11[E ]| We had better put an end$0$ to$4$ this most mortifying conference. 301:318,12[E ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford must not be kept longer waiting. I will$1$, 301:318,13[E ]| therefore, only add, as thinking it my duty to$9$ mark$1$ my 301:318,14[E ]| opinion of your conduct$0$ ~~ that$3$ you have disappointed 301:318,15[E ]| every expectation I had formed, and proved yourself of 301:318,16[E ]| a character the very reverse of what I had supposed. 301:318,17[E ]| For$3$ I \had\, $MP#A$Fanny, as I think my behaviour must have 301:318,18[E ]| shewn, formed a very favourable opinion of you from the 301:318,19[E ]| period of my return$0$ to$4$ England. I had thought$1$ you 301:318,20[E ]| peculiarly free from wilfulness of temper, self-conceit, and 301:318,21[E ]| every tendency to$4$ that$6#2$ independence of spirit, which$6#1$ prevails 301:318,22[E ]| so$5#1$ much in$4$ modern days, even$5$ in$4$ young women, and 301:318,23[E ]| which$6#1$ in$4$ young women is offensive and disgusting beyond$4$ 301:318,24[E ]| all common$2$ offence. But you have now shewn me that$3$ 301:318,25[E ]| you can be wilful and perverse, that$3$ you can and will$1$ 301:318,26[E ]| decide for$4$ yourself, without any consideration or deference 301:318,27[E ]| for$4$ those who$6#1$ have surely some right$0$ to$9$ guide$1$ you ~~ without 301:318,28[E ]| even$5$ asking their advice. You have shewn yourself 301:318,29[E ]| very, very different from any*thing that$6#1$ I had imagined. 301:318,30[E ]| The advantage or disadvantage of your family ~~ of your 301:318,31[E ]| parents ~~ your brothers and sisters ~~ never seems to$9$ have 301:318,32[E ]| had a moment's share$0$ in$4$ your thoughts on$4$ this occasion$0$. 301:318,33[E ]| How \they\ might be benefited, how \they\ must rejoice in$4$ 301:318,34[E ]| such an establishment for$4$ you ~~ is nothing to$4$ \you\. You 301:318,35[E ]| think only of yourself; and because you do not feel for$4$ 301:318,36[E ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford exactly what a young, heated fancy$0$ imagines 301:318,37[E ]| to$9$ be necessary for$4$ happiness, you resolve$1$ to$9$ refuse him 301:318,38[E ]| at once, without wishing even$5$ for$4$ a little time to$9$ consider 301:319,01[E ]| of it ~~ a little more time for$4$ cool$2$ consideration, and for$4$ 301:319,02[E ]| really examining your own$2$ inclinations ~~ and are, in$4$ a 301:319,03[E ]| wild fit$0$ of folly, throwing away from you such an opportunity 301:319,04[E ]| of being$1$ settled in$4$ life, eligibly, honourably, nobly 301:319,05[E ]| settled, as will$1$, probably, never occur to$4$ you again. 301:319,06[E ]| Here is a young man of sense, of character, of temper, of 301:319,07[E ]| manners, and of fortune, exceedingly attached to$4$ you, 301:319,08[E ]| and seeking your hand$0$ in$4$ the most handsome and disinterested 301:319,09[E ]| way; and let me tell you, $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ you may$1$ 301:319,10[E ]| live eighteen years longer in$4$ the world, without being$1$ 301:319,11[E ]| addressed by$4$ a man of half $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's estate, or 301:319,12[E ]| a tenth part$0$ of his merits. Gladly would I have bestowed 301:319,13[E ]| either of my own$2$ daughters on$4$ him. $MP#H$Maria is nobly 301:319,14[E ]| married ~~ but had $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford sought $MP#I$Julia's hand$0$, I 301:319,15[E ]| should have given it to$4$ him with superior and more heartfelt 301:319,16[E ]| satisfaction than I gave $MP#H$Maria's to$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth." 301:319,17[' ]| After$4$ half a moment's pause$0$ ~~ 301:319,17[E ]| "And I should have been 301:319,18[E ]| very much surprised had either of my daughters, on$4$ 301:319,19[E ]| receiving a proposal of marriage at any time, which$6#1$ might 301:319,20[E ]| carry with it only \half\ the eligibility of \this\, immediately 301:319,21[E ]| and peremptorily, and without paying my opinion or my 301:319,22[E ]| regard$0$ the compliment$0$ of any consultation, put a decided 301:319,23[E ]| negative on$4$ it. I should have been much surprised, and 301:319,24[E ]| much hurt, by$4$ such a proceeding. I should have thought$1$ 301:319,25[E ]| it a gross violation of duty and respect$0$. \You\ are not to$9$ be 301:319,26[E ]| judged by$4$ the same rule. You do not owe me the duty 301:319,27[E ]| of a child. But, $MP#A$Fanny, if your heart can acquit you of 301:319,28[E ]| \ingratitude\ ~~" 301:319,29[' ]| He ceased. $MP#A$Fanny was by$4$ this time crying so$5#1$ bitterly, 301:319,30[' ]| that$3$ angry as he was, he would not press$1$ that$6#2$ article 301:319,31[' ]| farther. 301:319,31@a | Her heart was almost broke by$4$ such a picture$0$ 301:319,32@a | of what she appeared to$4$ him; by$4$ such accusations, so$5#1$ 301:319,33@a | heavy, so$5#1$ multiplied, so$5#1$ rising in$4$ dreadful gradation! 301:319,34@a | Self-willed, obstinate, selfish, and ungrateful. He thought$1$ 301:319,35@a | her all this. She had deceived his expectations; she had 301:319,36@a | lost his good opinion. What was to$9$ become of her? 301:319,37[A ]| "I am very sorry," 301:319,37[' ]| said she inarticulately through$4$ her 301:319,38[' ]| tears, 301:319,38[A ]| "I am very sorry indeed." 301:320,01[E ]| "Sorry! yes, I hope$1$ you are sorry; and you will$1$ 301:320,02[E ]| probably have reason$0$ to$9$ be long sorry for$4$ this day's 301:320,03[E ]| transactions." 301:320,04[A ]| "If it were possible for$4$ me to$9$ do otherwise," 301:320,04[' ]| said she 301:320,05[' ]| with another strong effort, 301:320,05[A ]| "but I am so$5#1$ perfectly convinced 301:320,06[A ]| that$3$ I could never make$1$ him happy, and that$3$ I 301:320,07[A ]| should be miserable myself." 301:320,08[' ]| Another burst$0$ of tears; but in$4$ spite$8$ of that$6#2$ burst$0$, and 301:320,09[' ]| in$4$ spite$8$ of that$6#2$ great black word \miserable\, which$6#1$ served 301:320,10[' ]| to$9$ introduce it, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas began to$9$ think 301:320,10@e | a little relenting, 301:320,11@e | a little change$0$ of inclination, might have something to$9$ 301:320,12@e | do with it; and to$9$ augur favourably from the personal 301:320,13@e | intreaty of the young man himself. He knew her to$9$ be 301:320,14@e | very timid, and exceedingly nervous; and thought$1$ it not 301:320,15@e | improbable that$3$ her mind$0$ might be in$4$ such a state$0$, as a 301:320,16@e | little time, a little pressing, a little patience, and a little 301:320,17@e | impatience, a judicious mixture of all on$4$ the lover's side$0$, 301:320,18@e | might work$1$ their usual effect$0$ on$4$. If the gentleman would 301:320,19@e | but persevere, if he had but love$0$ enough to$9$ persevere ~~ 301:320,20[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas began to$9$ have hopes$0$; and these reflections 301:320,21[' ]| having passed across$4$ his mind$0$ and cheered it, 301:320,21[E ]| "Well$7$," 301:320,22[' ]| said he, in$4$ a tone of becoming gravity, but of less anger$0$, 301:320,23[E ]| "well$7$, child, dry$1$ up$5$ your tears. There is no$2$ use$0$ in$4$ these 301:320,24[E ]| tears; they can do no$2$ good. You must now come down*stairs 301:320,25[E ]| with me. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford has been kept waiting too$5#1$ 301:320,26[E ]| long already. You must give him your own$2$ answer$0$; we 301:320,27[E ]| cannot expect him to$9$ be satisfied with less; and you only 301:320,28[E ]| can explain to$4$ him the grounds of that$6#2$ misconception of 301:320,29[E ]| your sentiments, which$6#1$, unfortunately for$4$ himself, he 301:320,30[E ]| certainly has imbibed. I am totally unequal to$4$ it." 301:320,31[' ]| But $MP#A$Fanny shewed such reluctance, such misery, at the 301:320,32[' ]| idea of going down$5$ to$4$ him, that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, after$4$ a little 301:320,33[' ]| consideration, judged it better to$9$ indulge her. 301:320,33@e | His hopes$0$ 301:320,34@e | from both gentleman and lady suffered a small depression 301:320,35@e | in$4$ consequence; but when he looked at his niece, and saw 301:320,36@e | the state$0$ of feature and complexion which$6#1$ her crying had 301:320,37@e | brought her into, he thought$1$ there might be as much lost 301:320,38@e | as gained by$4$ an immediate interview. 301:320,38[' ]| With a few words, 301:321,01[' ]| therefore, of no$2$ particular meaning, he walked off by$4$ himself, 301:321,02[' ]| leaving his poor niece to$9$ sit and cry$1$ over what had 301:321,03[' ]| passed, with very wretched feelings. 301:321,04[' ]| Her mind$0$ was all disorder. 301:321,04@a | The past$0$, present$0#1$, future, 301:321,05@a | every*thing was terrible. But her uncle's anger$0$ gave her 301:321,06@a | the severest pain$0$ of all. Selfish and ungrateful! to$9$ have 301:321,07@a | appeared so$5#2$ to$4$ him! She was miserable for*ever. She 301:321,08@a | had no*one to$9$ take her part$0$, to$9$ counsel$1$, or speak for$4$ her. 301:321,09@a | Her only friend was absent. He might have softened his 301:321,10@a | father; but all, perhaps all, would think her selfish and 301:321,11@a | ungrateful. She might have to$9$ endure the reproach$0$ again 301:321,12@a | and again; she might hear it, or see it, or know it to$9$ exist 301:321,13@a | for*ever in$4$ every connection about$4$ her. She could not 301:321,14@a | but feel some resentment against $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford; yet, if 301:321,15@a | he really loved her, and were unhappy too$5#2$! ~~ it was all 301:321,16@a | wretchedness together. 301:321,17[' ]| In$4$ about$4$ a quarter$0#1$ of an hour her uncle returned; she 301:321,18[' ]| was almost ready to$9$ faint$1$ at the sight of him. He spoke 301:321,19[' ]| calmly, however, without austerity, without reproach$0$, 301:321,20[' ]| and she revived a little. There was comfort$0$ too$5#2$ in$4$ his 301:321,21[' ]| words, as well$5$ as his manner, for$3$ he began with, 301:321,21[E ]| "$MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 301:321,22[E ]| is gone; he has just$5$ left me. I need$1$ not repeat 301:321,23[E ]| what has passed. I do not want$1$ to$9$ add to$4$ any*thing you 301:321,24[E ]| may$1$ now be feeling, by$4$ an account$0$ of what he has felt. 301:321,25[E ]| Suffice it, that$3$ he has behaved in$4$ the most gentlemanlike 301:321,26[E ]| and generous manner; and has confirmed me in$4$ a 301:321,27[E ]| most favourable opinion of his understanding, heart, and 301:321,28[E ]| temper. Upon$4$ my representation of what you were suffering, 301:321,29[E ]| he immediately, and with the greatest delicacy, ceased 301:321,30[E ]| to$9$ urge to$9$ see you for$4$ the present$0#1$." 301:321,31[' ]| Here $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ had looked up$5$, looked down$5$ again. 301:321,32[E ]| "Of course$8$," 301:321,32[' ]| continued her uncle, 301:321,32[E ]| "it cannot be supposed 301:321,33[E ]| but that$3$ he should request$1$ to$9$ speak with you alone, 301:321,34[E ]| be it only for$4$ five minutes; a request$0$ too$5#1$ natural$2$, a claim$0$ 301:321,35[E ]| too$5#1$ just$2$ to$9$ be denied. But there is no$2$ time fixed, perhaps 301:321,36[E ]| to-morrow, or whenever your spirits are composed enough. 301:321,37[E ]| For$4$ the present$0#1$ you have only to$9$ tranquillize yourself. 301:321,38[E ]| Check$1$ these tears; they do but exhaust you. If, as I am 301:322,01[E ]| willing to$9$ suppose, you wish$1$ to$9$ shew$1$ me any observance, 301:322,02[E ]| you will$1$ not give way to$4$ these emotions, but endeavour$1$ 301:322,03[E ]| to$9$ reason$1$ yourself into a stronger frame of mind$0$. I advise 301:322,04[E ]| you to$9$ go out$5$, the air will$1$ do you good; go out$5$ for$4$ an hour 301:322,05[E ]| on$4$ the gravel, you will$1$ have the shrubbery to$4$ yourself, 301:322,06[E ]| and will$1$ be the better for$4$ air and exercise$0$. And, $MP#A$Fanny, 301:322,07[' ]| (turning back$5$ again for$4$ a moment) 301:322,07[E ]| I shall make$1$ no$2$ mention$0$ 301:322,08[E ]| below of what has passed; I shall not even$5$ tell your 301:322,09[E ]| aunt $MP#F$Bertram. There is no$2$ occasion$0$ for$4$ spreading the 301:322,10[E ]| disappointment; say nothing about$4$ it yourself." 301:322,11[' ]| This was an order to$9$ be most joyfully obeyed; this was 301:322,12[' ]| an act$0$ of kindness which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny felt at her heart. 301:322,12@a | To$9$ be 301:322,13@a | spared from her aunt $MP#J$Norris's interminable reproaches! ~~ 301:322,14@a | he left her in$4$ a glow of gratitude. Any*thing might be 301:322,15@a | bearable rather than such reproaches. Even$5$ to$9$ see $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 301:322,16@a | would be less overpowering. 301:322,17[' ]| She walked out$5$ directly as her uncle recommended, and 301:322,18[' ]| followed his advice throughout, as far as she could; did 301:322,19[' ]| check$1$ her tears, did earnestly try to$9$ compose her spirits, 301:322,20[' ]| and strengthen her mind$0$. She wished to$9$ prove to$4$ him 301:322,21[' ]| that$3$ she did desire$1$ his comfort$0$, and sought to$9$ regain his 301:322,22[' ]| favour$0$; and he had given her another strong motive for$4$ 301:322,23[' ]| exertion, in$4$ keeping the whole$2$ affair from the knowledge 301:322,24[' ]| of her aunts. 301:322,24@a | Not to$9$ excite suspicion by$4$ her look$0$ or 301:322,25@a | manner was now an object$0$ worth attaining; and she 301:322,26@a | felt equal$2$ to$4$ almost any*thing that$6#1$ might save$1$ her from 301:322,27@a | her aunt $MP#J$Norris. 301:322,28[' ]| She was struck, quite struck, when on$4$ returning from 301:322,29[' ]| her walk$0$, and going into the east*room again, the first thing 301:322,30[' ]| which$6#1$ caught her eye was a fire$0$ lighted and burning. 301:322,30@a | A 301:322,31@a | fire$0$! it seemed too$5#1$ much; just$5$ at that$6#2$ time to$9$ be giving 301:322,32@a | her such an indulgence, was exciting even$5$ painful gratitude. 301:322,33@a | She wondered that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could have leisure 301:322,34@a | to$9$ think of such a trifle$0$ again; 301:322,34[' ]| but she soon found, from 301:322,35[' ]| the voluntary information of the housemaid, who$6#1$ came 301:322,36[' ]| in$5$ to$9$ attend it, that$3$ so$5#2$ it was to$9$ be every day. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 301:322,37[' ]| had given orders$0#1$ for$4$ it. 301:322,38[A ]| "I must be a brute indeed, if I can be really ungrateful!" 301:323,01[' ]| said she in$4$ soliloquy; 301:323,01[A ]| "Heaven defend me from being$1$ 301:323,02[A ]| ungrateful!" 301:323,03[' ]| She saw nothing more of her uncle, nor of her aunt $MP#J$Norris, 301:323,04[' ]| till they met at dinner. 301:323,04@a | Her uncle's behaviour to$4$ her was 301:323,05@a | then as nearly as possible what it had been before$5$; she 301:323,06@a | was sure he did not mean$1$ there should be any change$0$, and 301:323,07@a | that$3$ it was only her own$2$ conscience that$6#1$ could fancy$1$ any; 301:323,08@a | but her aunt was soon quarrelling with her: and when 301:323,09@a | she found how much and how unpleasantly her having 301:323,10@a | only walked out$5$ without her aunt's knowledge could be 301:323,11@a | dwelt on$5$, she felt all the reason$0$ she had to$9$ bless the kindness 301:323,12@a | which$6#1$ saved her from the same spirit of reproach$0$, 301:323,13@a | exerted on$4$ a more momentous subject$0$. 301:323,14[J ]| "If I had known you were going out$5$, I should have 301:323,15[J ]| got you just$5$ to$9$ go as far as my house with some orders$0#1$ 301:323,16[J ]| for$4$ $MP#ZZL$Nanny," 301:323,16[' ]| said she, 301:323,16[J ]| "which$6#1$ I have since, to$4$ my very 301:323,17[J ]| great inconvenience, been obliged to$9$ go and carry myself. 301:323,18[J ]| I could very ill spare$1$ the time, and you might have saved 301:323,19[J ]| me the trouble$0$, if you would only have been so$5#1$ good as to$9$ 301:323,20[J ]| let us know you were going out$5$. It would have made no$2$ 301:323,21[J ]| difference to$4$ you, I suppose, whether you had walked in$4$ 301:323,22[J ]| the shrubbery, or gone to$4$ my house." 301:323,23[E ]| "I recommended the shrubbery to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny as the dryest 301:323,24[E ]| place$0$," 301:323,24[' ]| said $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. 301:323,25[J ]| "Oh!" 301:323,25[' ]| said $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris with a moment's check$0$, 301:323,25[J ]| "that$6#2$ 301:323,26[J ]| was very kind$2$ of you, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas; but you do not know 301:323,27[J ]| how dry$2$ the path is to$4$ my house. $MP#A$Fanny would have 301:323,28[J ]| had quite as good a walk$0$ there, I assure you; with the 301:323,29[J ]| advantage of being$1$ of some use$0$, and obliging her aunt: 301:323,30[J ]| it is all her fault. If she would but have let us know she 301:323,31[J ]| was going out$5$ ~~ but there is a something about$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, 301:323,32[J ]| I have often observed it before$5$, ~~ she likes to$9$ go her own$2$ 301:323,33[J ]| way to$9$ work$1$; she does not like$1$ to$9$ be dictated to$5$; she 301:323,34[J ]| takes her own$2$ independent walk$0$ whenever she can; she 301:323,35[J ]| certainly has a little spirit of secrecy, and independence, 301:323,36[J ]| and nonsense, about$4$ her, which$6#1$ I would advise her to$9$ get 301:323,37[J ]| the better of." 301:323,38[' ]| As a general$2$ reflection on$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas thought$1$ 301:324,01[' ]| nothing could be more unjust, though he had been so$5#1$ 301:324,02[' ]| lately expressing the same sentiments himself, and he 301:324,03[' ]| tried to$9$ turn$1$ the conversation; tried repeatedly before$3$ 301:324,04[' ]| he could succeed; for$3$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris had not discernment 301:324,05[' ]| enough to$9$ perceive, either now, or at any other time, to$4$ 301:324,06[' ]| what degree he thought$1$ well$5$ of his niece, or how very far 301:324,07[' ]| he was from wishing to$9$ have his own$2$ children's merits 301:324,08[' ]| set$1$ off by$4$ the depreciation of hers. She was talking \at\ 301:324,09[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, and resenting this private$2$ walk$0$ half through$4$ the 301:324,10[' ]| dinner. 301:324,11[' ]| It was over, however, at last$0$; and the evening set$1$ in$5$ 301:324,12[' ]| with more composure to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and more cheerfulness 301:324,13[' ]| of spirits than she could have hoped for$4$ after$4$ so$5#1$ stormy 301:324,14[' ]| a morning; 301:324,14@a | but she trusted, in$4$ the first place$0$, that$3$ she 301:324,15@a | had done right$0$, that$3$ her judgment had not misled her; 301:324,16@a | for$4$ the purity of her intentions she could answer$1$; and 301:324,17@a | she was willing to$9$ hope$1$, secondly, that$3$ her uncle's displeasure 301:324,18@a | was abating, and would abate farther as he considered 301:324,19@a | the matter with more impartiality, and felt, as 301:324,20@a | a good man must feel, how wretched, and how unpardonable, 301:324,21@a | how hopeless and how wicked it was, to$9$ marry 301:324,22@a | without affection. 301:324,23@a | When the meeting with which$6#1$ she was threatened for$4$ 301:324,24@a | the morrow was past$1$, she could not but flatter herself 301:324,25@a | that$3$ the subject$0$ would be finally concluded, and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 301:324,26@a | once gone from Mansfield, that$3$ every*thing would 301:324,27@a | soon be as if no$2$ such subject$0$ had existed. She would not, 301:324,28@a | could not believe, that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's affection for$4$ her 301:324,29@a | could distress$1$ him long; his mind$0$ was not of that$6#2$ sort. 301:324,30@a | London would soon bring its cure$0$. In$4$ London he would 301:324,31@a | soon learn to$9$ wonder$1$ at his infatuation, and be thankful 301:324,32@a | for$4$ the right$2#1$ reason$0$ in$4$ her, which$6#1$ had saved him from its 301:324,33@a | evil consequences. 301:324,34[' ]| While$3$ $MP#A$Fanny's mind$0$ was engaged in$4$ these sort of hopes$0$, 301:324,35[' ]| her uncle was soon after$4$ tea called out$5$ of the room; an 301:324,36[' ]| occurrence too$5#1$ common$2$ to$9$ strike her, and she thought$1$ 301:324,37[' ]| nothing of it till the butler re-appeared ten minutes afterwards, 301:324,38[' ]| and advancing decidedly towards herself, said, 301:325,01[W ]| "$MP#E$Sir*Thomas wishes$1$ to$9$ speak with you, Ma'am, in$4$ his 301:325,02[W ]| own$2$ room." 301:325,02[' ]| Then it occurred to$4$ her what might be going 301:325,03[' ]| on$5$; a suspicion rushed over her mind$0$ which$6#1$ drove the 301:325,04[' ]| colour from her cheeks; but instantly rising, she was 301:325,05[' ]| preparing to$9$ obey, when $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris called out$5$, 301:325,05[J ]| "Stay$1$, 301:325,06[J ]| stay$1$, $MP#A$Fanny! what are you about$4$? ~~ where are you going? 301:325,07[J ]| ~~ don't be in$4$ such a hurry$0$. Depend upon$4$ it, it is not you 301:325,08[J ]| that$6#1$ are wanted; depend upon$4$ it it is me; 301:325,08[' ]| (looking at the 301:325,09[' ]| butler) 301:325,09[J ]| but you are so$5#1$ very eager to$9$ put yourself forward$5$. 301:325,10[J ]| What should $MP#E$Sir*Thomas want$1$ you for$4$? It is me, $MP#W$Baddeley, 301:325,11[J ]| you mean$1$; I am coming this moment. You mean$1$ 301:325,12[J ]| me, $MP#W$Baddeley, I am sure; $MP#E$Sir*Thomas wants$1$ me, not 301:325,12[J ]| $MP#A$Miss*Price." 301:325,13[J ]| 301:325,14[' ]| But $MP#W$Baddeley was stout. 301:325,14[W ]| "No$7$, Ma'am, it is $MP#A$Miss*Price, 301:325,15[W ]| I am certain of its being$1$ $MP#A$Miss*Price." 301:325,15[' ]| And there was a 301:325,16[' ]| half smile$0$ with the words which$6#1$ meant, 301:325,16@w | "I do not think 301:325,17@w | \you\ would answer$1$ the purpose at all." 301:325,18[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, much discontented, was obliged to$9$ compose 301:325,19[' ]| herself to$9$ work$1$ again; and $MP#A$Fanny, walking off in$4$ 301:325,20[' ]| agitating consciousness, found herself, as she anticipated, 301:325,21[' ]| in$4$ another minute$0$ alone with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 302:326,01[' ]| The conference was neither so$5#1$ short, nor so$5#1$ conclusive, 302:326,02[' ]| as the lady had designed. The gentleman was not so$5#1$ 302:326,03[' ]| easily satisfied. He had all the disposition to$9$ persevere 302:326,04[' ]| that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could wish$1$ him. He had vanity, which$6#1$ 302:326,05[' ]| strongly inclined him, in$4$ the first place$0$, to$9$ think she did 302:326,06[' ]| love$1$ him, though she might not know it herself; and 302:326,07[' ]| which$6#1$, secondly, when constrained at last$0$ to$9$ admit that$3$ 302:326,08[' ]| she did know her own$2$ present$2$ feelings, convinced him 302:326,09[' ]| that$3$ he should be able in$4$ time to$9$ make$1$ those feelings what 302:326,10[' ]| he wished. 302:326,11[' ]| He was in$4$ love$0$, very much in$4$ love$0$; and it was a love$0$ 302:326,12[' ]| which$6#1$, operating on$4$ an active, sanguine spirit, of more 302:326,13[' ]| warmth than delicacy, made her affection appear of 302:326,14[' ]| greater consequence, because it was withheld, and determined 302:326,15[' ]| him to$9$ have the glory$0$, as well$5$ as the felicity, of 302:326,16[' ]| forcing her to$9$ love$1$ him. 302:326,17@d | He would not despair$1$: he would not desist. He had 302:326,18@d | every well-grounded reason$0$ for$4$ solid attachment; he 302:326,19@d | knew her to$9$ have all the worth that$6#1$ could justify the 302:326,20@d | warmest hopes$0$ of lasting happiness with her; her conduct$0$ 302:326,21@d | at this very time, by$4$ speaking the disinterestedness 302:326,22@d | and delicacy of her character (qualities which$6#1$ he believed 302:326,23@d | most rare indeed), was of a sort to$9$ heighten all his wishes$0$, 302:326,24@d | and confirm all his resolutions. 302:326,24[' ]| He knew not that$3$ he had 302:326,25[' ]| a pre-engaged heart to$9$ attack$1$. Of \that$6#2$\, he had no$2$ suspicion. 302:326,26@d | He considered her rather as one who$6#1$ had never 302:326,27@d | thought$1$ on$4$ the subject$0$ enough to$9$ be in$4$ danger; who$6#1$ had 302:326,28@d | been guarded by$4$ youth, a youth of mind$0$ as lovely as of 302:326,29@d | person; whose$6#1$ modesty had prevented her from understanding 302:326,30@d | his attentions, and who$6#1$ was still$5$ overpowered 302:326,31@d | by$4$ the suddenness of addresses so$5#1$ wholly unexpected, 302:326,32@d | and the novelty of a situation which$6#1$ her fancy$0$ had never 302:326,33@d | taken into account$0$. 302:327,01@d | Must it not follow of course$8$, that$3$ when he was understood, 302:327,02@d | he should succeed? ~~ 302:327,02[' ]| he believed it fully. 302:327,02@d | Love$0$ 302:327,03@d | such as his, in$4$ a man like$4$ himself, must with perseverance 302:327,04@d | secure$2$ a return$0$, and at no$2$ great distance$0$; 302:327,04[' ]| and he had so$5#1$ 302:327,05[' ]| much delight$0$ in$4$ the idea of obliging her to$9$ love$1$ him in$4$ 302:327,06[' ]| a very short time, that$3$ her not loving him now was 302:327,07[' ]| scarcely regretted. A little difficulty to$9$ be overcome, 302:327,08[' ]| was no$2$ evil to$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford. He rather derived spirits 302:327,09[' ]| from it. He had been apt to$9$ gain$1$ hearts too$5#1$ easily. His 302:327,10[' ]| situation was new and animating. 302:327,11[' ]| To$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, however, who$6#1$ had known too$5#1$ much opposition 302:327,12[' ]| all her life, to$9$ find any charm$0$ in$4$ it, all this was unintelligible. 302:327,13@a | She found that$3$ he did mean$1$ to$9$ persevere; 302:327,14@a | but how he could, after$4$ such language from her as she felt 302:327,15@a | herself obliged to$9$ use$1$, was not to$9$ be understood. She 302:327,16@a | told him, that$3$ she did not love$1$ him, could not love$1$ him, 302:327,17@a | was sure she never should love$1$ him: that$3$ such a change$0$ 302:327,18@a | was quite impossible, that$3$ the subject$0$ was most painful 302:327,19@a | to$4$ her, that$3$ she must intreat him never to$9$ mention$1$ it 302:327,20@a | again, to$9$ allow her to$9$ leave$1$ him at once, and let it be considered 302:327,21@a | as concluded for*ever. 302:327,21[' ]| And when farther pressed, 302:327,22[' ]| had added, that$3$ 302:327,22@a | in$4$ her opinion their dispositions were so$5#1$ 302:327,23@a | totally dissimilar, as to$9$ make$1$ mutual affection incompatible; 302:327,24@a | and that$3$ they were unfitted for$4$ each other by$4$ 302:327,25@a | nature, education, and habit. All this she had said, and 302:327,26@a | with the earnestness of sincerity; yet this was not 302:327,27@a | enough, for$3$ he immediately denied there being$1$ anything 302:327,28@a | uncongenial in$4$ their characters, or anything unfriendly 302:327,29@a | in$4$ their situations; and positively declared, that$3$ he 302:327,30@a | would still$5$ love$1$, and still$5$ hope$1$! 302:327,31[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny knew her own$2$ meaning, but was no$2$ judge$0$ of her 302:327,32[' ]| own$2$ manner. Her manner was incurably gentle, and she 302:327,33[' ]| was not aware how much it concealed the sternness of her 302:327,34[' ]| purpose. Her diffidence, gratitude, and softness, made 302:327,35[' ]| every expression of indifference seem almost an effort of 302:327,36[' ]| self-denial; seem at least, to$9$ be giving nearly as much 302:327,37[' ]| pain$0$ to$4$ herself as to$4$ him. 302:327,37@a | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was no$2$ longer 302:327,38@a | the $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford who$6#1$, as the clandestine, insidious, 302:328,01@a | treacherous admirer of $MP#H$Maria*Bertram, had been her 302:328,02@a | abhorrence, whom$6#1$ she had hated to$9$ see or to$9$ speak to$4$, in$4$ 302:328,03@a | whom$6#1$ she could believe no$2$ good quality to$9$ exist, and 302:328,04@a | whose$6#1$ power, even$5$ of being$1$ agreeable, she had barely 302:328,05@a | acknowledged. He was now the $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford who$6#1$ was 302:328,06@a | addressing herself with ardent, disinterested, love$0$; whose$6#1$ 302:328,07@a | feelings were apparently become all that$6#1$ was honourable 302:328,08@a | and upright, whose$6#1$ views of happiness were all fixed on$4$ 302:328,09@a | a marriage of attachment; who$6#1$ was pouring out$5$ his sense 302:328,10@a | of her merits, describing and describing again his affection, 302:328,11@a | proving, as far as words could prove it, and in$4$ the 302:328,12@a | language, tone, and spirit of a man of talent too$5#2$, that$3$ he 302:328,13@a | sought her for$4$ her gentleness, and her goodness; and to$9$ 302:328,14@a | complete$1$ the whole$0$, he was now the $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford who$6#1$ 302:328,15@a | had procured $MP#Q$William's promotion! 302:328,16[' ]| Here was a change$0$! and here were claims which$6#1$ could 302:328,17[' ]| not but operate. She might have disdained him in$4$ all 302:328,18[' ]| the dignity of angry virtue, in$4$ the grounds of Sotherton, 302:328,19[' ]| or the theatre at Mansfield*Park; but he approached her 302:328,20[' ]| now with rights that$6#1$ demanded different treatment. 302:328,20@a | She 302:328,21@a | must be courteous, and she must be compassionate. She 302:328,22@a | must have a sensation$0#1$ of being$1$ honoured, and whether 302:328,23@a | thinking of herself or her brother, she must have a strong 302:328,24@a | feeling of gratitude. 302:328,24[' ]| The effect$0$ of the whole$0$ was a manner 302:328,25[' ]| so$5#1$ pitying and agitated, and words intermingled with her 302:328,26[' ]| refusal so$5#1$ expressive of obligation and concern$0$, that$3$ to$4$ 302:328,27[' ]| a temper of vanity and hope$0$ like$4$ $MP#D$Crawford's, the truth, 302:328,28[' ]| or at least the strength of her indifference, might well$5$ be 302:328,29[' ]| questionable; and he was not so$5#1$ irrational as $MP#A$Fanny considered 302:328,30[' ]| him, in$4$ the professions of persevering, assiduous, 302:328,31[' ]| and not desponding attachment which$6#1$ closed the interview. 302:328,32[' ]| It was with reluctance that$3$ he suffered her to$9$ go, but 302:328,33[' ]| there was no$2$ look$0$ of despair$0$ in$4$ parting to$9$ bely his words, 302:328,34[' ]| or give her hopes$0$ of his being$1$ less unreasonable than he 302:328,35[' ]| professed himself. 302:328,36[' ]| Now she was angry. 302:328,36@a | Some resentment did arise at 302:328,37@a | a perseverance so$5#1$ selfish and ungenerous. Here was again 302:328,38@a | a want$0$ of delicacy and regard$0$ for$4$ others which$6#1$ had formerly 302:329,01@a | so$5#1$ struck and disgusted her. Here was again a 302:329,02@a | something of the same $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford whom$6#1$ she had so$5#1$ 302:329,03@a | reprobated before$5$. How evidently was there a gross want$0$ 302:329,04@a | of feeling and humanity where his own$2$ pleasure was concerned ~~ 302:329,05@a | And, alas! how always known no$2$ principle to$9$ 302:329,06@a | supply$1$ as a duty what the heart was deficient in$4$. Had 302:329,07@a | her own$2$ affections been as free ~~ as perhaps they ought 302:329,08@a | to$9$ have been ~~ he never could have engaged them. 302:329,09[' ]| So$5#2$ thought$1$ $MP#A$Fanny in$4$ good truth and sober sadness, as 302:329,10[' ]| she sat musing over that$6#2$ too$5#1$ great indulgence and luxury 302:329,11[' ]| of a fire$0$ upstairs ~~ wondering at the past$0$ and present$0#1$, 302:329,12[' ]| wondering at what was yet to$9$ come, and in$4$ a nervous 302:329,13[' ]| agitation which$6#1$ made nothing clear$2$ to$4$ her but the persuasion 302:329,14[' ]| of her being$1$ never under any circumstances able 302:329,15[' ]| to$9$ love$1$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, and the felicity of having a fire$0$ to$9$ 302:329,16[' ]| sit over and think of it. 302:329,17[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was obliged or obliged himself to$9$ wait till 302:329,18[' ]| the morrow for$4$ a knowledge of what had passed between 302:329,19[' ]| the young people. He then saw $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, and received 302:329,20[' ]| his account$0$. ~~ 302:329,20@e | The first feeling was disappointment; 302:329,21@e | he had hoped better things; he had thought$1$ that$3$ an hour's 302:329,22@e | intreaty from a young man like$4$ $MP#D$Crawford could not have 302:329,23@e | worked so$5#1$ little change$0$ on$4$ a gentle tempered girl like$4$ 302:329,24@e | $MP#A$Fanny; but there was speedy comfort$0$ in$4$ the determined 302:329,25@e | view$0$ and sanguine perseverance of the lover; 302:329,25[' ]| and when 302:329,26[' ]| seeing such confidence of success in$4$ the principal$0$, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 302:329,27[' ]| was soon able to$9$ depend on$4$ it himself. 302:329,28[' ]| Nothing was omitted, on$4$ his side$0$, of civility, compliment$0$, 302:329,29[' ]| or kindness, that$6#1$ might assist the plan. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 302:329,30[' ]| steadiness was honoured, and $MP#A$Fanny was praised, 302:329,31[' ]| and the connection was still$5$ the most desirable in$4$ the 302:329,32[' ]| world. 302:329,32@e | At Mansfield*Park $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford would always 302:329,33@e | be welcome$2$; he had only to$9$ consult his own$2$ judgment 302:329,34@e | and feelings as to$4$ the frequency of his visits, at present$0#1$ 302:329,35@e | or in$4$ future. In$4$ all his niece's family and friends there 302:329,36@e | could be but one opinion, one wish$0$ on$4$ the subject$0$; the 302:329,37@e | influence$0$ of all who$6#1$ loved her must incline one way. 302:329,38[' ]| Every*thing was said that$6#1$ could encourage, every 302:330,01[' ]| encouragement received with grateful joy, and the gentlemen 302:330,02[' ]| parted the best of friends. 302:330,03[' ]| Satisfied that$3$ the cause was now on$4$ a footing the most 302:330,04[' ]| proper and hopeful, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas resolved to$9$ abstain from 302:330,05[' ]| all farther importunity with his niece, and to$9$ shew$1$ no$2$ 302:330,06[' ]| open$2$ interference. Upon$4$ her disposition he believed kindness 302:330,07[' ]| might be the best way of working. Intreaty should 302:330,08[' ]| be from one quarter$0#2$ only. The forbearance of her family 302:330,09[' ]| on$4$ a point$0$, respecting which$6#1$ she could be in$4$ no$2$ doubt$0$ of 302:330,10[' ]| their wishes$0$, might be their surest means$0$ of forwarding it. 302:330,11[' ]| Accordingly, on$4$ this principle $MP#E$Sir*Thomas took the first 302:330,12[' ]| opportunity of saying to$4$ her, with a mild gravity, intended 302:330,13[' ]| to$9$ be overcoming, 302:330,13[E ]| "Well$7$, $MP#A$Fanny, I have seen $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 302:330,14[E ]| again, and learn from him exactly how matters stand$1$ 302:330,15[E ]| between you. He is a most extraordinary young man, 302:330,16[E ]| and whatever be the event, you must feel that$3$ you have 302:330,17[E ]| created an attachment of no$2$ common$2$ character; though, 302:330,18[E ]| young as you are, and little acquainted with the transient, 302:330,19[E ]| varying, unsteady nature of love$0$, as it generally exists, 302:330,20[E ]| you cannot be struck as I am with all that$6#1$ is wonderful 302:330,21[E ]| in$4$ a perseverance of this sort, against discouragement. 302:330,22[E ]| With him, it is entirely a matter of feeling; he claims no$2$ 302:330,23[E ]| merit$0$ in$4$ it, perhaps is entitled to$4$ none. Yet, having 302:330,24[E ]| chosen so$5#1$ well$5$, his constancy has a respectable stamp. 302:330,25[E ]| Had his choice$0$ been less unexceptionable, I should have 302:330,26[E ]| condemned his persevering." 302:330,27[A ]| "Indeed, Sir," 302:330,27[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, 302:330,27[A ]| "I am very sorry that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 302:330,28[A ]| should continue to$9$ ~~ I know that$3$ it is paying 302:330,29[A ]| me a very great compliment$0$, and I feel most undeservedly 302:330,30[A ]| honoured, but I am so$5#1$ perfectly convinced, and I have 302:330,31[A ]| told him so$5#2$, that$3$ it never will$1$ be in$4$ my power ~~" 302:330,32[E ]| "My dear$2#1$," 302:330,32[' ]| interrupted $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 302:330,32[E ]| "there is no$2$ occasion$0$ 302:330,33[E ]| for$4$ this. Your feelings are as well$5$ known to$4$ me, as 302:330,34[E ]| my wishes$0$ and regrets must be to$4$ you. There is nothing 302:330,35[E ]| more to$9$ be said or done. From this hour, the subject$0$ is 302:330,36[E ]| never to$9$ be revived between us. You will$1$ have nothing 302:330,37[E ]| to$9$ fear$1$, or to$9$ be agitated about$5$. You cannot suppose me 302:330,38[E ]| capable of trying$1$ to$9$ persuade you to$9$ marry against your 302:331,01[E ]| inclinations. Your happiness and advantage are all that$6#1$ 302:331,02[E ]| I have in$4$ view$0$, and nothing is required of you but to$9$ bear$1$ 302:331,03[E ]| with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's endeavours$0$ to$9$ convince you, that$3$ they 302:331,04[E ]| may$1$ not be incompatible with his. He proceeds at his 302:331,05[E ]| own$2$ risk$0$. You are on$4$ safe ground. I have engaged for$4$ 302:331,06[E ]| your seeing him whenever he calls$1$, as you might have 302:331,07[E ]| done, had nothing of this sort occurred. You will$1$ see him 302:331,08[E ]| with the rest$0#1$ of us, in$4$ the same manner, and as much as 302:331,09[E ]| you can, dismissing the recollection of every*thing unpleasant. 302:331,10[E ]| He leaves$1$ Northamptonshire so$5#1$ soon, that$3$ even$5$ 302:331,11[E ]| this slight$2$ sacrifice$0$ cannot be often demanded. The 302:331,12[E ]| future must be very uncertain. And now, my dear$2#1$ 302:331,13[E ]| $MP#A$Fanny, this subject$0$ is closed between us." 302:331,14[' ]| The promised departure was all that$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny could think 302:331,15[' ]| of with much satisfaction. 302:331,15@a | Her uncle's kind$2$ expressions, 302:331,16@a | however, and forbearing manner, were sensibly felt; and 302:331,17@a | when she considered how much of the truth was unknown 302:331,18@a | to$4$ him, she believed she had no$2$ right$0$ to$9$ wonder$1$ at the 302:331,19@a | line of conduct$0$ he pursued. He who$6#1$ had married a 302:331,20@a | daughter to$4$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth. Romantic delicacy was certainly 302:331,21@a | not to$9$ be expected from him. She must do her 302:331,22@a | duty, and trust$1$ that$3$ time might make$1$ her duty easier than 302:331,23@a | it now was. 302:331,24[' ]| She could not, though only eighteen, suppose $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's 302:331,25[' ]| attachment would hold$1$ out$5$ for*ever; she could not 302:331,26[' ]| but imagine that$3$ steady, unceasing discouragement from 302:331,27[' ]| herself would put an end$0$ to$4$ it in$4$ time. How much time 302:331,28[' ]| she might, in$4$ her own$2$ fancy$0$, allot for$4$ its dominion, is 302:331,29[' ]| another concern$0$. It would not be fair to$9$ enquire into 302:331,30[' ]| a young lady's exact$2$ estimate$0$ of her own$2$ perfections. 302:331,31[' ]| In$4$ spite$8$ of his intended silence$0$, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas found himself 302:331,32[' ]| once more obliged to$9$ mention$1$ the subject$0$ to$4$ his niece, 302:331,33[' ]| to$9$ prepare her briefly for$4$ its being$1$ imparted to$4$ her aunts; 302:331,34[' ]| a measure$0$ which$6#1$ he would still$5$ have avoided, if possible, 302:331,35[' ]| but which$6#1$ became necessary from the totally opposite 302:331,36[' ]| feelings of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, as to$4$ any secrecy of proceeding. 302:331,37[' ]| He had no$2$ idea of concealment. It was all known at the 302:331,38[' ]| parsonage, where he loved to$9$ talk$1$ over the future with 302:332,01[' ]| both his sisters; and it would be rather gratifying to$4$ him 302:332,02[' ]| to$9$ have enlightened witnesses of the progress of his success. 302:332,03[' ]| When $MP#E$Sir*Thomas understood this, he felt the 302:332,04[' ]| necessity of making his own$2$ wife and sister-in-law acquainted 302:332,05[' ]| with the business without delay$0$; though on$4$ 302:332,06[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's account$0$, he almost dreaded the effect$0$ of the 302:332,07[' ]| communication to$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris as much as $MP#A$Fanny herself. 302:332,08[' ]| He deprecated her mistaken, but well-meaning zeal. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 302:332,09[' ]| indeed, was, by$4$ this time, not very far from 302:332,10[' ]| classing $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris as one of those well-meaning people, 302:332,11[' ]| who$6#1$ are always doing mistaken and very disagreeable 302:332,12[' ]| things. 302:332,13[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, however, relieved him. He pressed for$4$ 302:332,14[' ]| the strictest forbearance and silence$0$ towards their niece; 302:332,15[' ]| she not only promised, but did observe it. She only 302:332,16[' ]| looked her increased ill-will. Angry she was, bitterly 302:332,17[' ]| angry; but she was more angry with $MP#A$Fanny for$4$ having 302:332,18[' ]| received such an offer$0$, than for$4$ refusing it. It was an 302:332,19[' ]| injury and affront to$4$ $MP#I$Julia, who$6#1$ ought to$9$ have been 302:332,20[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's choice$0$; and, independently of that$6#2$, she 302:332,21[' ]| disliked $MP#A$Fanny, because she had neglected her; and 302:332,22[' ]| she would have grudged such an elevation to$4$ one whom$6#1$ 302:332,23[' ]| she had been always trying$1$ to$9$ depress. 302:332,24[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas gave her more credit$0$ for$4$ discretion on$4$ the 302:332,25[' ]| occasion$0$ than she deserved; and $MP#A$Fanny could have blessed 302:332,26[' ]| her for$4$ allowing her only to$9$ see her displeasure, and not 302:332,27[' ]| to$9$ hear it. 302:332,28[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram took it differently. She had been a 302:332,29[' ]| beauty, and a prosperous beauty, all her life; and beauty 302:332,30[' ]| and wealth were all that$6#1$ excited her respect$0$. To$9$ know 302:332,31[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ be sought in$4$ marriage by$4$ a man of fortune, 302:332,32[' ]| raised her, therefore, very much in$4$ her opinion. By$4$ convincing 302:332,33[' ]| her that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny \was\ very pretty$2$, which$6#1$ she had 302:332,34[' ]| been doubting about$4$ before$5$, and that$3$ she would be advantageously 302:332,35[' ]| married, it made her feel a sort of credit$0$ in$4$ 302:332,36[' ]| calling her niece. 302:332,37[F ]| "Well$7$, $MP#A$Fanny," 302:332,37[' ]| said she, as soon as they were alone 302:332,38[' ]| together afterwards, ~~ and she really had known something 302:333,01[' ]| like$4$ impatience, to$9$ be alone with her, and her countenance, 302:333,02[' ]| as she spoke, had extraordinary animation ~~ 302:333,03[F ]| "Well$7$, $MP#A$Fanny, I have had a very agreeable surprise$0$ this 302:333,04[F ]| morning. I must just$5$ speak of it \once\, I told $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 302:333,05[F ]| I must \once\, and then I shall have done. I give you joy, 302:333,06[F ]| my dear$2#1$ niece." ~~ 302:333,06[' ]| And looking at her complacently, she 302:333,07[' ]| added 302:333,07[F ]| "Humph ~~ We certainly are a handsome family." 302:333,08[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny coloured, and doubted at first what to$9$ say; 302:333,09[' ]| when hoping to$9$ assail her on$4$ her vulnerable side$0$, she 302:333,10[' ]| presently answered ~~ 302:333,11[A ]| "My dear$2#1$ aunt, \you\ cannot wish$1$ me to$9$ do differently 302:333,12[A ]| from what I have done, I am sure. \You\ cannot wish$1$ me 302:333,13[A ]| to$9$ marry; for$3$ you would miss me, should not you? ~~ 302:333,14[A ]| Yes, I am sure you would miss me too$5#1$ much for$4$ that$6#2$." 302:333,15[F ]| "No$7$, my dear$2#1$, I should not think of missing you, when 302:333,16[F ]| such an offer$0$ as this comes in$4$ your way. I could do very 302:333,17[F ]| well$5$ without you, if you were married to$4$ a man of such 302:333,18[F ]| good estate as $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. And you must be aware, 302:333,19[F ]| $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ it is every young woman's duty to$9$ accept such 302:333,20[F ]| a very unexceptionable offer$0$ as this." 302:333,21[' ]| This was almost the only rule of conduct$0$, the only piece 302:333,22[' ]| of advice, which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny had ever received from her aunt in$4$ 302:333,23[' ]| the course$0$ of eight years and a half. ~~ It silenced her. She 302:333,24[' ]| felt now unprofitable contention would be. If her aunt's 302:333,25[' ]| feelings were against her, nothing could be hoped from 302:333,26[' ]| attacking her understanding. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was quite 302:333,27[' ]| talkative. 302:333,28[F ]| "I will$1$ tell you what, $MP#A$Fanny," 302:333,28[' ]| said she. ~~ 302:333,28[F ]| "I am sure he 302:333,29[F ]| fell in$4$ love$0$ with you at the ball$0#2$, I am sure the mischief was 302:333,30[F ]| done that$6#2$ evening. You did look$1$ remarkably well$5$. Every*body 302:333,31[F ]| said so$5#2$. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas said so$5#2$. And you know you had 302:333,32[F ]| $MP#ZZL$Chapman to$9$ help$1$ you dress$1$. I am very glad I sent 302:333,33[F ]| $MP#ZZL$Chapman to$4$ you. I shall tell $MP#E$Sir*Thomas that$3$ I am sure it 302:333,34[F ]| was done that$6#2$ evening." ~~ 302:333,34[' ]| And still$5$ pursuing the same 302:333,35[' ]| cheerful thoughts, she soon afterwards added, ~~ 302:333,35[F ]| "And 302:333,36[F ]| I will$1$ tell you what, $MP#A$Fanny ~~ which$6#1$ is more than I did for$4$ 302:333,37[F ]| $MP#H$Maria ~~ the next time pug has a litter you shall have 302:333,38[F ]| a puppy." 303:334,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had great things to$9$ hear on$4$ his return$0$. Many 303:334,02[' ]| surprises were awaiting him. The first that$6#1$ occurred was 303:334,03[' ]| not least in$4$ interest$0$, ~~ the appearance of $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 303:334,04[' ]| and his sister walking together through$4$ the village, as he 303:334,05[' ]| rode into it. ~~ He had concluded, ~~ he had meant them to$9$ 303:334,06[' ]| be far distant. His absence had been extended beyond$4$ 303:334,07[' ]| a fortnight purposely to$9$ avoid $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. He was 303:334,08[' ]| returning to$4$ Mansfield with spirits ready to$9$ feed on$4$ 303:334,09[' ]| melancholy$2$ remembrances, and tender$2$ associations, when 303:334,10[' ]| her own$2$ fair self was before$4$ him, leaning on$4$ her brother's 303:334,11[' ]| arm$0$; and he found himself receiving a welcome$0$, unquestionably 303:334,12[' ]| friendly, from the woman whom$6#1$, two 303:334,13[' ]| moments before$5$, he had been thinking of as seventy miles 303:334,14[' ]| off, and as farther, much farther from him in$4$ inclination 303:334,15[' ]| than any distance$0$ could express$1$. 303:334,16[' ]| Her reception of him was of a sort which$6#1$ he could not have 303:334,17[' ]| hoped for$4$, had he expected to$9$ see her. Coming as he did 303:334,18[' ]| from such a purport fulfilled as had taken him away, he 303:334,19[' ]| would have expected any*thing rather than a look$0$ of 303:334,20[' ]| satisfaction, and words of simple$2$, pleasant meaning. It 303:334,21[' ]| was enough to$9$ set$1$ his heart in$4$ a glow, and to$9$ bring him 303:334,22[' ]| home in$4$ the properest state$0$ for$4$ feeling the full value$0$ of the 303:334,23[' ]| other joyful surprises at hand$0$. 303:334,24[' ]| $MP#Q$William's promotion, with all its particulars, he was 303:334,25[' ]| soon master of; and with such a secret$2$ provision of 303:334,26[' ]| comfort$0$ within his own$2$ breast to$9$ help$1$ the joy, he found in$4$ 303:334,27[' ]| it a source of most gratifying sensation$0#1$, and unvarying 303:334,28[' ]| cheerfulness all dinner-time. 303:334,29[' ]| After$4$ dinner, when he and his father were alone, he had 303:334,30[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's history; and then all the great events of the last$2$ 303:334,31[' ]| fortnight, and the present$2$ situation of matters at Mansfield 303:334,32[' ]| were known to$4$ him. 303:334,33[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny suspected what was going on$5$. They sat so$5#1$ much 303:335,01[' ]| longer than usual in$4$ the dining*parlour, that$3$ she was sure 303:335,02[' ]| they must be talking of her; and when tea at last$0$ brought 303:335,03[' ]| them away, and she was to$9$ be seen by$4$ $MP#B$Edmund again, she 303:335,04[' ]| felt dreadfully guilty. He came to$4$ her, sat down$5$ by$4$ her, 303:335,05[' ]| took her hand$0$, and pressed it kindly; and at that$6#2$ moment 303:335,06[' ]| she thought$1$ that$3$, but for$4$ the occupation and the scene 303:335,07[' ]| which$6#1$ the tea things afforded, she must have betrayed her 303:335,08[' ]| emotion in$4$ some unpardonable excess. 303:335,09[' ]| He was not intending, however, by$4$ such action, to$9$ be 303:335,10[' ]| conveying to$4$ her that$6#2$ unqualified approbation and 303:335,11[' ]| encouragement which$6#1$ her hopes$0$ drew from it. It was 303:335,12[' ]| designed only to$9$ express$1$ his participation in$4$ all that$6#1$ 303:335,13[' ]| interested her, and to$9$ tell her that$3$ he had been hearing 303:335,14[' ]| what quickened every feeling of affection. He was, in$4$ fact, 303:335,15[' ]| entirely on$4$ his father's side$0$ of the question$0$. His surprise$0$ 303:335,16[' ]| was not so$5#1$ great as his father's, at her refusing $MP#D$Crawford, 303:335,17[' ]| because, so$5#1$ far from supposing her to$9$ consider him with 303:335,18[' ]| anything like$4$ a preference, he had always believed it to$9$ be 303:335,19[' ]| rather the reverse, and could imagine her to$9$ be taken 303:335,20[' ]| perfectly unprepared, but $MP#E$Sir*Thomas could not regard$1$ the 303:335,21[' ]| connection as more desirable than he did. It had every 303:335,22[' ]| recommendation to$4$ him, and while$4$ honouring her for$4$ what 303:335,23[' ]| she had done under the influence$0$ of her present$2$ indifference, 303:335,24[' ]| honouring her in$4$ rather stronger terms than $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 303:335,25[' ]| could quite echo, he was most earnest in$4$ hoping, 303:335,26[' ]| and sanguine in$4$ believing, that$3$ it would be a match$0$ at last$0$, 303:335,27[' ]| and that$3$, united by$4$ mutual affection, it would appear that$3$ 303:335,28[' ]| their dispositions were as exactly fitted to$9$ make$1$ them 303:335,29[' ]| blessed in$4$ each other, as he was now beginning seriously to$9$ 303:335,30[' ]| consider them. 303:335,30@b | $MP#D$Crawford had been too$5#1$ precipitate. He 303:335,31@b | had not given her time to$9$ attach herself. He had begun at 303:335,32@b | the wrong end$0$. With such powers as his, however, and 303:335,33@b | such a disposition as hers, 303:335,33[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund trusted that$3$ 303:335,33@b | every*thing 303:335,34@b | would work$1$ out$5$ a happy conclusion. 303:335,34[' ]| Meanwhile, he 303:335,35[' ]| saw enough of $MP#A$Fanny's embarrassment to$9$ make$1$ him 303:335,36[' ]| scrupulously guard$1$ against exciting it a second$2$ time, by$4$ 303:335,37[' ]| any word, or look$0$, or movement. 303:335,38[' ]| $MP#D$Crawford called the next day, and on$4$ the score of 303:336,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's return$0$, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas felt himself more than 303:336,02[' ]| licensed to$9$ ask him to$9$ stay$1$ dinner; it was really a 303:336,03[' ]| necessary compliment$0$. He staid of course$8$, and $MP#B$Edmund 303:336,04[' ]| had then ample opportunity for$4$ observing how he sped 303:336,05[' ]| with $MP#A$Fanny, and what degree of immediate encouragement 303:336,06[' ]| for$4$ him might be extracted from her manners; 303:336,06@b | and it was 303:336,07@b | so$5#1$ little, so$5#1$ very very little, (every chance$0$, every possibility 303:336,08@b | of it, resting upon$4$ her embarrassment only, if there was not 303:336,09@b | hope$0$ in$4$ her confusion, there was hope$0$ in$4$ nothing else) that$3$ 303:336,10@b | he was almost ready to$9$ wonder$1$ at his friend's perseverance. 303:336,11@b | ~~ $MP#A$Fanny was worth it all; he held her to$9$ be worth every 303:336,12@b | effort of patience, every exertion of mind$0$ ~~ but he did not 303:336,13@b | think he could have gone on$5$ himself with any woman 303:336,14@b | breathing, without something more to$9$ warm$1$ his courage 303:336,15@b | than his eyes could discern in$4$ hers. He was very willing to$9$ 303:336,16@b | hope$1$ that$3$ $MP#D$Crawford saw clearer; and this was the most 303:336,17@b | comfortable conclusion for$4$ his friend that$6#1$ he could come to$4$ 303:336,18@b | from all that$6#1$ he observed to$9$ pass$1$ before$5$, and at, and after$4$ 303:336,19@b | dinner. 303:336,20[' ]| In$4$ the evening a few circumstances occurred which$6#1$ he 303:336,21[' ]| thought$1$ more promising. When he and $MP#D$Crawford walked 303:336,22[' ]| into the drawing-room, his mother and $MP#A$Fanny were sitting 303:336,23[' ]| as intently and silently at work$0$ as if there were nothing 303:336,24[' ]| else to$9$ care$1$ for$4$. $MP#B$Edmund could not help$1$ noticing their 303:336,25[' ]| apparently deep tranquillity. 303:336,26[F ]| "We have not been so$5#1$ silent all the time," 303:336,26[' ]| replied his 303:336,27[' ]| mother. 303:336,27[F ]| "$MP#A$Fanny has been reading to$4$ me, and only put the 303:336,28[F ]| book down$5$ upon$4$ hearing you coming." ~~ 303:336,28[' ]| And sure enough 303:336,29[' ]| there was a book on$4$ the table which$6#1$ had the air of being$1$ 303:336,30[' ]| very recently closed, a volume of $MP#Z1$Shakespeare. ~~ 303:336,30[F ]| "She 303:336,31[F ]| often reads to$4$ me out$5$ of those books; and she was in$4$ the 303:336,32[F ]| middle of a very fine speech of that$6#2$ man's ~~ What's his 303:336,33[F ]| name$0$, $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ when we heard your footsteps." 303:336,34[' ]| $MP#D$Crawford took the volume. 303:336,34[D ]| "Let me have the pleasure 303:336,35[D ]| of finishing that$6#2$ speech to$4$ your ladyship," 303:336,35[' ]| said he. 303:336,36[D ]| "I shall find it immediately," 303:336,36[' ]| And by$4$ carefully giving 303:336,37[' ]| way to$4$ the inclination of the leaves$0$, he did find it, or within 303:336,38[' ]| a page or two, quite near$5$ enough to$9$ satisfy $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 303:337,01[' ]| who$6#1$ assured him, as soon as he mentioned the name$0$ of 303:337,02[' ]| $MP#Z2$Cardinal*Wolsey, that$3$ he had got the very speech. ~~ Not 303:337,03[' ]| a look$0$, or an offer$0$ of help$0$ had $MP#A$Fanny given; not a syllable 303:337,04[' ]| for$4$ or against. All her attention was for$4$ her work$0$. She 303:337,05[' ]| seemed determined to$9$ be interested by$4$ nothing else. But 303:337,06[' ]| taste was too$5#1$ strong in$4$ her. She could not abstract her 303:337,07[' ]| mind$0$ five minutes; she was forced to$9$ listen; 303:337,07@a | his reading 303:337,08@a | was capital, and her pleasure in$4$ good reading extreme$2$. 303:337,09@a | To$4$ \good\ reading, however, she had been long used; her 303:337,10@a | uncle read well$5$ ~~ her cousins all ~~ $MP#B$Edmund very well$5$; but 303:337,11@a | in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's reading there was a variety of excellence 303:337,12@a | beyond$4$ what she had ever met with. The $MP#Z2$King, the 303:337,13@a | $MP#Z2$Queen, $MP#Z2$Buckingham, $MP#Z2$Wolsey, $MP#Z2$Cromwell, all were given in$4$ 303:337,14@a | turn$0$; for$3$ with the happiest knack, the happiest power of 303:337,15@a | jumping and guessing, he could always light$1$, at will$0$, on$4$ the 303:337,16@a | best scene, or the best speeches of each; and whether 303:337,17@a | it were dignity or pride, or tenderness or remorse, or 303:337,18@a | whatever were to$9$ be expressed, he could do it with equal$2$ 303:337,19@a | beauty. ~~ It was truly dramatic. ~~ 303:337,19[' ]| His acting had first 303:337,20[' ]| taught $MP#A$Fanny what pleasure a play$0$ might give, and his 303:337,21[' ]| reading brought all his acting before$4$ her again; nay, 303:337,22[' ]| perhaps with greater enjoyment, for$3$ it came unexpectedly, 303:337,23[' ]| and with no$2$ such drawback as she had been used to$9$ suffer 303:337,24[' ]| in$4$ seeing him on$4$ the stage$0#2$ with $MP#H$Miss*Bertram. 303:337,25[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund watched the progress of her attention, and was 303:337,26[' ]| amused and gratified by$4$ seeing how she gradually slackened 303:337,27[' ]| in$4$ the needle-work, which$6#1$, at the beginning, seemed to$9$ 303:337,28[' ]| occupy her totally; 303:337,28@b | how it fell from her hand$0$ while$3$ she sat 303:337,29@b | motionless over it ~~ and at last$0$, how the eyes which$6#1$ had 303:337,30@b | appeared so$5#1$ studiously to$9$ avoid him throughout the day, 303:337,31@b | were turned and fixed on$4$ $MP#D$Crawford, fixed on$4$ him for$4$ 303:337,32@b | minutes, fixed on$4$ him in$4$ short till the attraction drew 303:337,33@b | $MP#D$Crawford's upon$4$ her, and the book was closed, and the 303:337,34@b | charm$0$ was broken. Then, she was shrinking again into 303:337,35@b | herself, and blushing and working as hard as ever; 303:337,35[' ]| but it 303:337,36[' ]| had been enough to$9$ give $MP#B$Edmund encouragement for$4$ his 303:337,37[' ]| friend, and as he cordially thanked him, he hoped to$9$ be 303:337,38[' ]| expressing $MP#A$Fanny's secret$2$ feelings too$5#2$. 303:338,01[B ]| "That$6#2$ play$0$ must be a favourite$0$ with you," 303:338,01[' ]| said he; 303:338,02[B ]| "You read as if you knew it well$5$." 303:338,03[D ]| "It will$1$ be a favourite$0$ I believe from this hour," 303:338,03[' ]| replied 303:338,04[' ]| $MP#D$Crawford; ~~ 303:338,04[D ]| "but I do not think I have had a volume of 303:338,05[D ]| $MP#Z1$Shakespeare in$4$ my hand$0$ before$5$, since I was fifteen. ~~ I 303:338,06[D ]| once saw Henry*the*8th acted. ~~ Or I have heard of it 303:338,07[D ]| from somebody who$6#1$ did ~~ I am not certain which$6#1$. But 303:338,08[D ]| $MP#Z1$Shakespeare one gets acquainted with without knowing 303:338,09[D ]| how. It is a part$0$ of an Englishman's constitution. His 303:338,10[D ]| thoughts and beauties are so$5#1$ spread abroad that$3$ one 303:338,11[D ]| touches them every*where, one is intimate$2$ with him by$4$ 303:338,12[D ]| instinct. ~~ No$2$ man of any brain can open$1$ at a good part$0$ 303:338,13[D ]| of one of his plays$0$, without falling into the flow$0$ of his 303:338,14[D ]| meaning immediately." 303:338,15[B ]| "No$2$ doubt$0$, one is familiar with $MP#Z1$Shakespeare in$4$ a degree," 303:338,16[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund, 303:338,16[B ]| "from one's earliest years. His celebrated 303:338,17[B ]| passages are quoted by$4$ every*body; they are in$4$ half the 303:338,18[B ]| books we open$1$, and we all talk$1$ $MP#Z1$Shakespeare, use$1$ his 303:338,19[B ]| similies, and describe with his descriptions; but this is 303:338,20[B ]| totally distinct from giving his sense as you gave it. To$9$ 303:338,21[B ]| know him in$4$ bits and scraps, is common$2$ enough; to$9$ know 303:338,22[B ]| him pretty$5$ thoroughly, is, perhaps, not uncommon; but to$9$ 303:338,23[B ]| read him well$5$ aloud, is no$2$ every-day talent." 303:338,24[D ]| "Sir, you do me honour$0$;" 303:338,24[' ]| was $MP#D$Crawford's answer$0$, with 303:338,25[' ]| a bow$0#1$ of mock gravity. 303:338,26[' ]| Both gentlemen had a glance$0$ at $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ see if a word 303:338,27[' ]| of accordant praise$0$ could be extorted from her; yet both 303:338,28[' ]| feeling that$3$ it could not be. Her praise$0$ had been given in$4$ 303:338,29[' ]| her attention; \that$6#2$\ must content them. 303:338,30[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's admiration was expressed, and strongly 303:338,31[' ]| too$5#2$. 303:338,31[F ]| "It was really like$4$ being$1$ at a play$0$," 303:338,31[' ]| said she. ~~ 303:338,32[F ]| "I wish$1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had been here." 303:338,33[' ]| $MP#D$Crawford was excessively pleased. ~~ 303:338,33@d | If $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 303:338,34@d | with all her incompetency and languor, could feel this, the 303:338,35@d | inference of what her niece, alive and enlightened as she 303:338,36@d | was, must feel, was elevating. 303:338,37[F ]| "You have a great turn$0$ for$4$ acting, I am sure, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford," 303:338,38[' ]| said her Ladyship soon afterwards ~~ 303:338,38[F ]| "and I will$1$ tell 303:339,01[F ]| you what, I think you will$1$ have a theatre, some time or 303:339,02[F ]| other, at your house in$4$ Norfolk. I mean$1$ when you are 303:339,03[F ]| settled there. I do, indeed. I think you will$1$ fit$1$ up$5$ 303:339,04[F ]| a theatre at your house in$4$ Norfolk." 303:339,05[D ]| "Do you, Ma'am?" 303:339,05[' ]| cried he with quickness. 303:339,05[D ]| "No$7$, no$7$, 303:339,06[D ]| that$6#2$ will$1$ never be. Your Ladyship is quite mistaken. No$2$ 303:339,07[D ]| theatre at Everingham! Oh! no$7$." ~~ 303:339,07[' ]| And he looked at 303:339,08[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny with an expressive smile$0$, which$6#1$ evidently meant, 303:339,09@d | "that$6#2$ lady will$1$ never allow a theatre at Everingham." 303:339,10[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund saw it all, 303:339,10@b | and saw $MP#A$Fanny so$5#1$ determined \not\ to$9$ 303:339,11@b | see it, as to$9$ make$1$ it clear$2$ that$3$ the voice was enough to$9$ 303:339,12@b | convey the full meaning of the protestation; and such 303:339,13@b | a quick$2$ consciousness of compliment$0$, such a ready comprehension 303:339,14@b | of a hint$0$, 303:339,14[' ]| he thought$1$, 303:339,14@b | was rather favourable 303:339,15@b | than not. 303:339,16[' ]| The subject$0$ of reading aloud was farther discussed. 303:339,17[' ]| The two young men were the only talkers, but they, 303:339,18[' ]| standing by$4$ the fire$0$, talked over the too$5#1$ common$2$ neglect$0$ of 303:339,19[' ]| the qualification, the total inattention to$4$ it, in$4$ the ordinary 303:339,20[' ]| school-system for$4$ boys, the consequently natural$2$ ~~ yet in$4$ 303:339,21[' ]| some instances almost unnatural degree of ignorance and 303:339,22[' ]| uncouthness of men, of sensible$2#2$ and well-informed men, 303:339,23[' ]| when suddenly called to$4$ the necessity of reading aloud, 303:339,24[' ]| which$6#1$ had fallen within their notice$0$, giving instances of 303:339,25[' ]| blunders, and failures with their secondary causes, the 303:339,26[' ]| want$0$ of management of the voice, of proper modulation 303:339,27[' ]| and emphasis, of foresight and judgment, all proceeding 303:339,28[' ]| from the first cause, want$1$ of early attention and habit; 303:339,29[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny was listening again with great entertainment. 303:339,30[B ]| "Even$5$ in$4$ my profession$0#2$" ~~ 303:339,30[' ]| said $MP#B$Edmund with a smile$0$ 303:339,31[B ]| ~~ "how little the art of reading has been studied! how 303:339,32[B ]| little a clear$2$ manner, and good delivery, have been attended 303:339,33[B ]| to$5$! I speak rather of the past$0$, however, than the present$0#1$. 303:339,34[B ]| ~~ There is now a spirit of improvement abroad; but 303:339,35[B ]| among those who$6#1$ were ordained twenty, thirty, forty years 303:339,36[B ]| ago, the larger number, to$9$ judge$1$ by$4$ their performance, 303:339,37[B ]| must have thought$1$ reading was reading, and preaching was 303:339,38[B ]| preaching. It is different now. The subject$0$ is more justly 303:340,01[B ]| considered. It is felt that$3$ distinctness and energy may$1$ 303:340,02[B ]| have weight in$4$ recommending the most solid truths; and, 303:340,03[B ]| besides, there is more general$2$ observation and taste, 303:340,04[B ]| a more critical knowledge diffused, than formerly; in$4$ 303:340,05[B ]| every congregation, there is a larger proportion who$6#1$ know 303:340,06[B ]| a little of the matter, and who$6#1$ can judge$1$ and criticize." 303:340,07[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had already gone through$4$ the service once since 303:340,08[' ]| his ordination; and upon$4$ this being$1$ understood, he had 303:340,09[' ]| a variety of questions from $MP#D$Crawford as to$4$ his feelings and 303:340,10[' ]| success; questions which$6#1$ being$1$ made ~~ though with the 303:340,11[' ]| vivacity of friendly interest$0$ and quick$2$ taste ~~ without any 303:340,12[' ]| touch$0$ of that$6#2$ spirit of banter or air of levity which$6#1$ $MP#B$Edmund 303:340,13[' ]| knew to$9$ be most offensive to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, he had true pleasure in$4$ 303:340,14[' ]| satisfying; and when $MP#D$Crawford proceeded to$9$ ask his 303:340,15[' ]| opinion and give his own$2$ as to$4$ the properest manner in$4$ 303:340,16[' ]| which$6#1$ particular passages in$4$ the service should be delivered, 303:340,17[' ]| shewing it to$9$ be a subject$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ he had thought$1$ 303:340,18[' ]| before$5$, and thought$1$ with judgment, $MP#B$Edmund was still$5$ 303:340,19[' ]| more and more pleased. 303:340,19@b | This would be the way to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's 303:340,20@b | heart. She was not to$9$ be won by$4$ all that$6#1$ gallantry and wit, 303:340,21@b | and good*nature together, could do; or at least, she would 303:340,22@b | not be won by$4$ them nearly so$5#1$ soon, without the assistance 303:340,23@b | of sentiment and feeling, and seriousness on$4$ serious$2$ 303:340,24@b | subjects. 303:340,25[D ]| "Our liturgy," 303:340,25[' ]| observed $MP#D$Crawford, 303:340,25[D ]| "has beauties, 303:340,26[D ]| which$6#1$ not even$5$ a careless, slovenly style of reading can 303:340,27[D ]| destroy; but it has also redundancies and repetitions, 303:340,28[D ]| which$6#1$ require good reading not to$9$ be felt. For$4$ myself, at 303:340,29[D ]| least, I must confess being$1$ not always so$5#1$ attentive as 303:340,30[D ]| I ought to$9$ be ~~ 303:340,30[' ]| (here was a glance$0$ at $MP#A$Fanny) 303:340,30[D ]| that$3$ nineteen 303:340,31[D ]| times out$5$ of twenty I am thinking how such a prayer 303:340,32[D ]| ought to$9$ be read, and longing to$9$ have it to$9$ read myself ~~ 303:340,33[D ]| Did you speak?" 303:340,33[' ]| stepping eagerly to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and addressing 303:340,34[' ]| her in$4$ a softened voice; and upon$4$ her saying, 303:340,34[A ]| "No$7$," 303:340,35[' ]| he added, 303:340,35[D ]| "Are you sure you did not speak? I saw your 303:340,36[D ]| lips move$1$. I fancied you might be going to$9$ tell me 303:340,37[D ]| I \ought\ to$9$ be more attentive, and not \allow\ my thoughts to$9$ 303:340,38[D ]| wander. Are not you going to$9$ tell me so$5#2$?" 303:341,01[A ]| "No$7$, indeed, you know your duty too$5#1$ well$5$ for$4$ me to$9$ ~~ 303:341,02[A ]| even$5$ supposing ~~" 303:341,03[' ]| She stopt, felt herself getting into a puzzle$0$, and could not 303:341,04[' ]| be prevailed on$5$ to$9$ add another word, not by$4$ dint of several 303:341,05[' ]| minutes of supplication and waiting. He then returned to$4$ 303:341,06[' ]| his former station, and went on$5$ as if there had been no$2$ such 303:341,07[' ]| tender$2$ interruption. 303:341,08[D ]| "A sermon, well$5$ delivered, is more uncommon even$5$ than 303:341,09[D ]| prayers well$5$ read. A sermon, good in$4$ itself, is no$2$ rare 303:341,10[D ]| thing. It is more difficult to$9$ speak well$5$ than to$9$ compose 303:341,11[D ]| well$5$; that$6#2$ is, the rules$0$ and trick$0$ of composition are oftener 303:341,12[D ]| an object$0$ of study$0$. A thoroughly good sermon, thoroughly 303:341,13[D ]| well$5$ delivered, is a capital gratification. I can never hear 303:341,14[D ]| such a one without the greatest admiration and respect$0$, 303:341,15[D ]| and more than half a mind$0$ to$9$ take orders$0#2$ and preach 303:341,16[D ]| myself. There is something in$4$ the eloquence of the pulpit, 303:341,17[D ]| when it is really eloquence, which$6#1$ is entitled to$4$ the highest 303:341,18[D ]| praise$0$ and honour$0$. The preacher who$6#1$ can touch$1$ and 303:341,19[D ]| affect such an heterogeneous mass of hearers, on$4$ subjects 303:341,20[D ]| limited, and long worn thread-bare in$4$ all common$2$ hands; 303:341,21[D ]| who$6#1$ can say any*thing new or striking, any*thing that$6#1$ 303:341,22[D ]| rouses the attention, without offending the taste, or 303:341,23[D ]| wearing out$5$ the feelings of his hearers, is a man whom$6#1$ one 303:341,24[D ]| could not (in$4$ his public$2$ capacity) honour$0$ enough. I should 303:341,25[D ]| like$1$ to$9$ be such a man." 303:341,26[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund laughed. 303:341,27[D ]| "I should indeed. I never listened to$4$ a distinguished 303:341,28[D ]| preacher in$4$ my life, without a sort of envy$0$. But then, 303:341,29[D ]| I must have a London audience. I could not preach, but 303:341,30[D ]| to$4$ the educated; to$4$ those who$6#1$ were capable of estimating 303:341,31[D ]| my composition. And, I do not know that$3$ I should be fond 303:341,32[D ]| of preaching often; now and then, perhaps, once or twice 303:341,33[D ]| in$4$ the spring$0$, after$4$ being$1$ anxiously expected for$4$ half 303:341,34[D ]| a dozen Sundays together; but not for$4$ a constancy; it 303:341,35[D ]| would not do for$4$ a constancy." 303:341,36[' ]| Here $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ could not but listen, involuntarily 303:341,37[' ]| shook her head$0$, and $MP#D$Crawford was instantly by$4$ her side$0$ 303:341,38[' ]| again, intreating to$9$ know her meaning; and as $MP#B$Edmund 303:342,01[' ]| perceived, 303:342,01@b | by$4$ his drawing in$5$ a chair, and sitting down$5$ close$5$ 303:342,02@b | by$4$ her, that$3$ it was to$9$ be a very thorough attack$0$, that$3$ looks$0$ 303:342,03@b | and undertones were to$9$ be well$5$ tried, 303:342,03[' ]| he sank as quietly 303:342,04[' ]| as possible into a corner, turned his back$0$, and took up$5$ 303:342,05[' ]| a newspaper, 303:342,05@b | very sincerely wishing that$3$ dear$2#1$ little $MP#A$Fanny 303:342,06@b | might be persuaded into explaining away that$6#2$ shake$0$ of the 303:342,07@b | head$0$ to$4$ the satisfaction of her ardent lover; 303:342,07[' ]| and as 303:342,08[' ]| earnestly trying$1$ to$9$ bury every sound$0$ of the business from 303:342,09[' ]| himself in$4$ murmurs of his own$2$, over the various advertisements 303:342,10[' ]| of 303:342,10@z | "a most desirable estate in$4$ South*Wales" ~~ "To$4$ 303:342,11@z | Parents and Guardians" 303:342,11[' ]| and a 303:342,11@z | "Capital season'd Hunter." 303:342,12[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, meanwhile, 303:342,12@a | vexed with herself for$4$ not having 303:342,13@a | been as motionless as she was speechless, and grieved to$4$ the 303:342,14@a | heart to$9$ see $MP#B$Edmund's arrangements, 303:342,14[' ]| was trying$1$, by$4$ every*thing 303:342,15[' ]| in$4$ the power of her modest gentle nature, to$9$ repulse 303:342,16[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, and avoid both his looks$0$ and enquiries; and 303:342,17[' ]| he unrepulsable was persisting in$4$ both. 303:342,18[D ]| "What did that$6#2$ shake$0$ of the head$0$ mean$1$?" 303:342,18[' ]| said he. 303:342,19[D ]| "What was it meant to$9$ express$1$? Disapprobation, I fear$1$. 303:342,20[D ]| But of what? ~~ What had I been saying to$9$ displease you? 303:342,21[D ]| ~~ Did you think me speaking improperly? ~~ lightly, 303:342,22[D ]| irreverently on$4$ the subject$0$? ~~ Only tell me if I was. Only 303:342,23[D ]| tell me if I was wrong. I want$1$ to$9$ be set$1$ right$2#1$. Nay, nay, 303:342,24[D ]| I entreat you; for$4$ one moment put down$5$ your work$0$. 303:342,25[D ]| What did that$6#2$ shake$0$ of the head$0$ mean$1$?" 303:342,26[' ]| In$4$ vain was her 303:342,26[A ]| "Pray, Sir, don't ~~ pray, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford," 303:342,27[' ]| repeated twice over; and in$4$ vain did she try to$9$ move$1$ 303:342,28[' ]| away ~~ In$4$ the same low eager voice, and the same close$2$ 303:342,29[' ]| neighbourhood, he went on$5$, re-urging the same questions 303:342,30[' ]| as before$5$. She grew more agitated and displeased. 303:342,31[A ]| "How can you, Sir? You quite astonish me ~~ I wonder$1$ 303:342,32[A ]| how you can" ~~ 303:342,33[D ]| "Do I astonish you?" 303:342,33[' ]| said he. 303:342,33[D ]| "Do you wonder$1$? 303:342,34[D ]| Is there any*thing in$4$ my present$2$ intreaty that$6#1$ you do not 303:342,35[D ]| understand? I will$1$ explain to$4$ you instantly all that$6#1$ makes 303:342,36[D ]| me urge you in$4$ this manner, all that$6#1$ gives me an interest$0$ in$4$ 303:342,37[D ]| what you look$1$ and do, and excites my present$2$ curiosity. 303:342,38[D ]| I will$1$ not leave$1$ you to$9$ wonder$1$ long." 303:343,01[' ]| In$4$ spite$8$ of herself, she could not help$1$ half a smile$0$, but 303:343,02[' ]| she said nothing. 303:343,03[D ]| "You shook your head$0$ at my acknowledging that$3$ 303:343,04[D ]| I should not like$1$ to$9$ engage in$4$ the duties of a clergyman 303:343,05[D ]| always, for$4$ a constancy. Yes, that$6#2$ was the word. Constancy, 303:343,06[D ]| I am not afraid of the word. I would spell it, read 303:343,07[D ]| it, write it with any*body. I see nothing alarming in$4$ the 303:343,08[D ]| word. Did you think I ought?" 303:343,09[A ]| "Perhaps, Sir," 303:343,09[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, wearied at last$0$ into 303:343,10[' ]| speaking ~~ 303:343,10[A ]| "perhaps, Sir, I thought$1$ it was a pity$0$ you did 303:343,11[A ]| not always know yourself as well$5$ as you seemed to$9$ do at 303:343,12[A ]| that$6#2$ moment." 303:343,13[' ]| $MP#D$Crawford, delighted to$9$ get her to$9$ speak at any rate$0$, was 303:343,14[' ]| determined to$9$ keep it up$5$; and poor $MP#A$Fanny, 303:343,14@a | who$6#1$ had 303:343,15@a | hoped to$9$ silence$1$ him by$4$ such an extremity of reproof, found 303:343,16@a | herself sadly mistaken, and that$3$ it was only a change$0$ from 303:343,17@a | one object$0$ of curiosity and one set$0$ of words to$4$ another. 303:343,18@d | He had always something to$9$ intreat the explanation of. 303:343,19@d | The opportunity was too$5#1$ fair. None such had occurred 303:343,20@d | since his seeing her in$4$ her uncle's room, none such might 303:343,21@d | occur again before$4$ his leaving Mansfield. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 303:343,22@d | being$1$ just$5$ on$4$ the other side$0$ of the table was a trifle$0$, for$3$ 303:343,22@d | she 303:343,23@d | might always be considered as only half awake$2$, and 303:343,24@d | $MP#B$Edmund's advertisements were still$5$ of the first utility. 303:343,25[D ]| "Well$7$," 303:343,25[' ]| said $MP#D$Crawford, after$4$ a course$0$ of rapid questions 303:343,26[' ]| and reluctant answers ~~ 303:343,26[D ]| "I am happier than I was, 303:343,27[D ]| because I now understand more clearly your opinion of me. 303:343,28[D ]| You think me unsteady ~~ easily swayed by$4$ the whim of the 303:343,29[D ]| moment ~~ easily tempted ~~ easily put aside. With such an 303:343,30[D ]| opinion, no$2$ wonder$0$ that$3$ ~~ But we shall see. ~~ It is not by$4$ 303:343,31[D ]| protestations that$3$ I shall endeavour$1$ to$9$ convince you I am 303:343,32[D ]| wronged, it is not by$4$ telling you that$3$ my affections are 303:343,33[D ]| steady. My conduct$0$ shall speak for$4$ me ~~ absence, 303:343,34[D ]| distance$0$, time shall speak for$4$ me. ~~ \They\ shall prove, that$3$ 303:343,35[D ]| as far as you can be deserved by$4$ any*body, I do deserve 303:343,36[D ]| you. ~~ You are infinitely my superior in$4$ merit$0$; all \that$6#1$\ 303:343,37[D ]| I know. ~~ You have qualities which$6#1$ I had not before$5$ 303:343,38[D ]| supposed to$9$ exist in$4$ such a degree in$4$ any human creature. 303:344,01[D ]| You have some touches of the angel in$4$ you, beyond$4$ what ~~ 303:344,02[D ]| not merely beyond$4$ what one sees, because one never sees 303:344,03[D ]| any*thing like$4$ it ~~ but beyond$4$ what one fancies$1$ might be. 303:344,04[D ]| But still$5$ I am not frightened. It is not by$4$ equality of merit$0$ 303:344,05[D ]| that$3$ you can be won. That$6#2$ is out$5$ of the question$0$. It is he 303:344,06[D ]| who$6#1$ sees and worships your merit$0$ the strongest, who$6#1$ loves 303:344,07[D ]| you most devotedly, that$6#1$ has the best right$0$ to$4$ a return$0$. 303:344,08[D ]| There I build my confidence. By$4$ that$6#2$ right$0$ I do and will$1$ 303:344,09[D ]| deserve you; and when once convinced that$3$ my attachment 303:344,10[D ]| is what I declare it, I know you too$5#1$ well$5$ not to$9$ 303:344,11[D ]| entertain the warmest hopes$0$ ~~ Yes, dearest, sweetest 303:344,12[D ]| $MP#A$Fanny ~~ Nay ~~ 303:344,12[' ]| (seeing her draw back$5$ displeased) 303:344,12[D ]| forgive 303:344,13[D ]| me. Perhaps I have as yet no$2$ right$0$ ~~ but by$4$ what other 303:344,14[D ]| name$0$ can I call$1$ you? Do you suppose you are ever 303:344,15[D ]| present$5$ to$4$ my imagination under any other? No$7$, it is 303:344,16[D ]| ""$MP#A$Fanny"" that$6#1$ I think of all day, and dream$1$ of all night. ~~ 303:344,17[D ]| You have given the name$0$ such reality of sweetness, that$3$ 303:344,18[D ]| nothing else can now be descriptive of you." 303:344,19[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could hardly have kept her seat any longer, or 303:344,20[' ]| have refrained from at least trying$1$ to$9$ get away in$4$ spite$8$ of 303:344,21[' ]| all the too$5#1$ public$2$ opposition she foresaw to$4$ it, had it not 303:344,22[' ]| been for$4$ the sound$0$ of approaching relief, the very sound$0$ 303:344,23[' ]| which$6#1$ she had been long watching for$4$, and long thinking 303:344,24[' ]| strangely delayed. 303:344,25[' ]| The solemn procession, headed by$4$ $MP#W$Baddely, of tea-board, 303:344,26[' ]| urn, and cake-bearers, made its appearance, and delivered 303:344,27[' ]| her from a grievous imprisonment of body and mind$0$. 303:344,28[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was obliged to$9$ move$1$. She was at liberty, 303:344,29[' ]| she was busy, she was protected. 303:344,30[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was not sorry to$9$ be admitted again among the 303:344,31[' ]| number of those who$6#1$ might speak and hear. But though 303:344,32[' ]| the conference had seemed full long to$4$ him, and though on$4$ 303:344,33[' ]| looking at $MP#A$Fanny he saw rather a flush of vexation, he 303:344,34[' ]| inclined to$9$ hope$1$ that$3$ so$5#1$ much could not have been said and 303:344,35[' ]| listened to$5$, without some profit to$4$ the speaker. 304:345,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had determined that$3$ 304:345,01@b | it belonged entirely to$4$ 304:345,02@b | $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ chuse whether her situation with regard$0$ to$4$ 304:345,03@b | $MP#D$Crawford should be mentioned between them or not; 304:345,04@b | and that$3$ if she did not lead$1$ the way, it should never be 304:345,05@b | touched on$5$ by$4$ him; 304:345,05[' ]| but after$4$ a day or two of mutual 304:345,06[' ]| reserve$0$, he was induced by$4$ his father to$9$ change$1$ his mind$0$, 304:345,07[' ]| and try what his influence$0$ might do for$4$ his friend. 304:345,08[' ]| A day, and a very early day, was actually fixed for$4$ the 304:345,09[' ]| $MP#D1$Crawfords' departure; and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas thought$1$ 304:345,09@e | it might 304:345,10@e | be as well$5$ to$9$ make$1$ one more effort for$4$ the young man 304:345,11@e | before$3$ he left Mansfield, that$3$ all his professions and vows 304:345,12@e | of unshaken attachment might have as much hope$0$ to$9$ 304:345,13@e | sustain them as possible. 304:345,14[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was most cordially anxious for$4$ the perfection 304:345,15[' ]| of $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's character in$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$. 304:345,15@e | He wished 304:345,16@e | him to$9$ be a model of constancy; and fancied the best 304:345,17@e | means$0$ of effecting it would be by$4$ not trying$1$ him too$5#1$ long. 304:345,18[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was not unwilling to$9$ be persuaded to$9$ engage 304:345,19[' ]| in$4$ the business; 304:345,19@b | he wanted to$9$ know $MP#A$Fanny's feelings. 304:345,20@b | She had been used to$9$ consult him in$4$ every difficulty, and 304:345,21@b | he loved her too$5#1$ well$5$ to$9$ bear$1$ to$9$ be denied her confidence 304:345,22@b | now; he hoped to$9$ be of service to$4$ her, he thought$1$ he must 304:345,23@b | be of service to$4$ her, whom$6#1$ else had she to$9$ open$1$ her heart 304:345,24@b | to$4$? If she did not need$1$ counsel$0$, she must need$1$ the comfort$0$ 304:345,25@b | of communication. $MP#A$Fanny estranged from him, 304:345,26@b | silent and reserved, was an unnatural state$0$ of things; 304:345,27@b | a state$0$ which$6#1$ he must break through$5$, and which$6#1$ he 304:345,28@b | could easily learn to$9$ think she was wanting him to$9$ break 304:345,29@b | through$5$. 304:345,30[B ]| "I will$1$ speak to$4$ her, Sir; I will$1$ take the first opportunity 304:345,31[B ]| of speaking to$4$ her alone," 304:345,31[' ]| was the result$0$ of such 304:345,32[' ]| thoughts as these; and upon$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's information 304:346,01[' ]| of her being$1$ at that$6#2$ very time walking alone in$4$ the shrubbery, 304:346,02[' ]| he instantly joined her. 304:346,03[B ]| "I am come to$9$ walk$1$ with you, $MP#A$Fanny," 304:346,03[' ]| said he. 304:346,04[B ]| "Shall I?" ~~ 304:346,04[' ]| (drawing her arm$0$ within his,) 304:346,04[B ]| "it is a long 304:346,05[B ]| while$0$ since we have had a comfortable walk$0$ together." 304:346,06[' ]| She assented to$4$ it all rather by$4$ look$0$ than word. Her 304:346,07[' ]| spirits were low. 304:346,08[B ]| "But, $MP#A$Fanny," 304:346,08[' ]| he presently added, 304:346,08[B ]| "in$4$ order to$9$ have 304:346,09[B ]| a comfortable walk$0$, something more is necessary than 304:346,10[B ]| merely pacing this gravel together. You must talk$1$ to$4$ 304:346,11[B ]| me. I know you have something on$4$ your mind$0$. I know 304:346,12[B ]| what you are thinking of. You cannot suppose me uninformed. 304:346,13[B ]| Am I to$9$ hear of it from every*body but $MP#A$Fanny 304:346,14[B ]| herself?" 304:346,15[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, at once agitated and dejected, replied, 304:346,15[A ]| "If you 304:346,16[A ]| hear of it from every*body, cousin, there can be nothing 304:346,17[A ]| for$4$ me to$9$ tell." 304:346,18[B ]| "Not of facts, perhaps; but of feelings, $MP#A$Fanny. No*one 304:346,19[B ]| but you can tell me them. I do not mean$1$ to$9$ press$1$ 304:346,20[B ]| you, however. If it is not what you wish$1$ yourself, I have 304:346,21[B ]| done. I had thought$1$ it might be a relief." 304:346,22[A ]| "I am afraid we think too$5#1$ differently, for$4$ me to$9$ find 304:346,23[A ]| any relief in$4$ talking of what I feel." 304:346,24[B ]| "Do you suppose that$3$ we think differently? I have 304:346,25[B ]| no$2$ idea of it. I dare$1#2$ say, that$3$ on$4$ a comparison of our 304:346,26[B ]| opinions, they would be found as much alike as they have 304:346,27[B ]| been used to$9$ be: to$4$ the point$0$ ~~ I consider $MP#D$Crawford's 304:346,28[B ]| proposals as most advantageous and desirable, if you could 304:346,29[B ]| return$1$ his affection. I consider it as most natural$2$ that$3$ all 304:346,30[B ]| your family should wish$1$ you could return$1$ it; but that$3$ 304:346,31[B ]| as you cannot, you have done exactly as you ought in$4$ 304:346,32[B ]| refusing him. Can there be any disagreement between 304:346,33[B ]| us here?" 304:346,34[A ]| "Oh no$7$! But I thought$1$ you blamed me. I thought$1$ 304:346,35[A ]| you were against me. This is such a comfort$0$." 304:346,36[B ]| "This comfort$0$ you might have had sooner, $MP#A$Fanny, had 304:346,37[B ]| you sought it. But how could you possibly suppose me 304:346,38[B ]| against you? How could you imagine me an advocate 304:347,01[B ]| for$4$ marriage without love$0$? Were I even$5$ careless in$4$ 304:347,02[B ]| general$0$ on$4$ such matters, how could you imagine me so$5#2$ 304:347,03[B ]| where \your\ happiness was at stake$0$?" 304:347,04[A ]| "My uncle thought$1$ me wrong, and I knew he had been 304:347,05[A ]| talking to$4$ you." 304:347,06[B ]| "As far as you have gone, $MP#A$Fanny, I think you perfectly 304:347,07[B ]| right$2#1$. I may$1$ be sorry, I may$1$ be surprised ~~ though 304:347,08[B ]| hardly \that$6#2$\, for$3$ you had not had time to$9$ attach yourself; 304:347,09[B ]| but I think you perfectly right$2#1$. Can it admit of a question$0$? 304:347,10[B ]| It is disgraceful to$4$ us if it does. You did not love$1$ 304:347,11[B ]| him ~~ nothing could have justified your accepting him." 304:347,12[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had not felt so$5#1$ comfortable for$4$ days and days. 304:347,13[B ]| "So$5#1$ far your conduct$0$ has been faultless, and they were 304:347,14[B ]| quite mistaken who$6#1$ wished you to$9$ do otherwise. But the 304:347,15[B ]| matter does not end$1$ here. $MP#D$Crawford's is no$2$ common$2$ 304:347,16[B ]| attachment; he perseveres, with the hope$0$ of creating 304:347,17[B ]| that$6#2$ regard$0$ which$6#1$ had not been created before$5$. This, 304:347,18[B ]| we know, must be a work$0$ of time. But 304:347,18[' ]| (with an affectionate 304:347,19[' ]| smile$0$), 304:347,19[B ]| let him succeed at last$0$, $MP#A$Fanny, let him 304:347,20[B ]| succeed at last$0$. You have proved yourself upright and 304:347,21[B ]| disinterested, prove yourself grateful and tender-hearted; 304:347,22[B ]| and then you will$1$ be the perfect$2$ model of a woman, which$6#1$ 304:347,23[B ]| I have always believed you born$1#1$ for$4$." 304:347,24[A ]| "Oh! never, never, never; he never will$1$ succeed with 304:347,25[A ]| me." 304:347,25[' ]| And she spoke with a warmth which$6#1$ quite astonished 304:347,26[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund, and which$6#1$ she blushed at the recollection 304:347,27[' ]| of herself, when she saw his look$0$, and heard him reply$1$, 304:347,28[B ]| "Never, $MP#A$Fanny, so$5#1$ very determined and positive! This 304:347,29[B ]| is not like$4$ yourself, your rational self." 304:347,30[A ]| "I mean$1$," 304:347,30[' ]| she cried, sorrowfully, correcting herself, 304:347,31[A ]| "that$3$ I \think\, I never shall, as far as the future can be 304:347,32[A ]| answered for$5$ ~~ I think I never shall return$1$ his regard$0$." 304:347,33[B ]| "I must hope$1$ better things. I am aware, more aware 304:347,34[B ]| than $MP#D$Crawford can be, that$3$ the man who$6#1$ means$1$ to$9$ make$1$ 304:347,35[B ]| you love$1$ him (you having due$2$ notice$0$ of his intentions), 304:347,36[B ]| must have very up-hill work$0$, for$3$ there are all your early 304:347,37[B ]| attachments, and habits, in$4$ battle array; and before$3$ he 304:347,38[B ]| can get your heart for$4$ his own$2$ use$0$, he has to$9$ unfasten it 304:348,01[B ]| from all the holds upon$4$ things animate$2$ and inanimate, 304:348,02[B ]| which$6#1$ so$5#1$ many years growth have confirmed, and which$6#1$ 304:348,03[B ]| are considerably tightened for$4$ the moment by$4$ the very 304:348,04[B ]| idea of separation. I know that$3$ the apprehension of 304:348,05[B ]| being$1$ forced to$9$ quit Mansfield will$1$ for$4$ a time be arming 304:348,06[B ]| you against him. I wish$1$ he had not been obliged to$9$ tell 304:348,07[B ]| you what he was trying$1$ for$4$. I wish$1$ he had known you 304:348,08[B ]| as well$5$ as I do, $MP#A$Fanny. Between us, I think we should 304:348,09[B ]| have won you. My theoretical and his practical knowledge 304:348,10[B ]| together, could not have failed. He should have 304:348,11[B ]| worked upon$4$ my plans. I must hope$1$, however, that$3$ time 304:348,12[B ]| proving him (as I firmly believe it will$1$), to$9$ deserve you 304:348,13[B ]| by$4$ his steady affection, will$1$ give him his reward$0$. I cannot 304:348,14[B ]| suppose that$3$ you have not the \wish$0$\ to$9$ love$1$ him ~~ the 304:348,15[B ]| natural$2$ wish$0$ of gratitude. You must have some feeling 304:348,16[B ]| of that$6#2$ sort. You must be sorry for$4$ your own$2$ indifference." 304:348,17[A ]| "We are so$5#1$ totally unlike," 304:348,17[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, avoiding a 304:348,18[' ]| direct$2$ answer$0$, 304:348,18[A ]| "we are so$5#1$ very, very different in$4$ all our 304:348,19[A ]| inclinations and ways, that$3$ I consider it as quite impossible 304:348,20[A ]| we should ever be tolerably happy together, even$5$ if 304:348,21[A ]| I \could\ like$1$ him. There never were two people more dissimilar. 304:348,22[A ]| We have not one taste in$4$ common$0$. We should 304:348,23[A ]| be miserable." 304:348,24[B ]| "You are mistaken, $MP#A$Fanny. The dissimilarity is not 304:348,25[B ]| so$5#1$ strong. You are quite enough alike. You \have\ tastes 304:348,26[B ]| in$4$ common$0$. You have moral and literary tastes in$4$ common$0$. 304:348,27[B ]| You have both warm$2$ hearts and benevolent feelings; 304:348,28[B ]| and $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#2$ that$6#1$ heard him read, and saw you 304:348,29[B ]| listen to$4$ $MP#Z1$Shakespeare the other night, will$1$ think you 304:348,30[B ]| unfitted as companions? You forget yourself: there is 304:348,31[B ]| a decided difference in$4$ your tempers, I allow. He is lively, 304:348,32[B ]| you are serious$2$; but so$5#1$ much the better; his spirits will$1$ 304:348,33[B ]| support$1$ yours. It is your disposition to$9$ be easily dejected, 304:348,34[B ]| and to$9$ fancy$1$ difficulties greater than they are. His cheerfulness 304:348,35[B ]| will$1$ counteract this. He sees difficulties no*where; 304:348,36[B ]| and his pleasantness and gaiety will$1$ be a constant support$0$ 304:348,37[B ]| to$4$ you. Your being$1$ so$5#1$ far unlike, $MP#A$Fanny, does not in$4$ the 304:348,38[B ]| smallest degree make$1$ against the probability of your happiness 304:349,01[B ]| together: do not imagine it. I am myself convinced 304:349,02[B ]| that$3$ it is rather a favourable circumstance. I am 304:349,03[B ]| perfectly persuaded that$3$ the tempers had better be unlike; 304:349,04[B ]| I mean$1$ unlike in$4$ the flow$0$ of spirits, in$4$ the manners, in$4$ 304:349,05[B ]| the inclination for$4$ much or little company, in$4$ the propensity 304:349,06[B ]| to$9$ talk$1$ or to$9$ be silent, to$9$ be grave$2$ or to$9$ be gay. 304:349,07[B ]| Some opposition here is, I am thoroughly convinced, 304:349,08[B ]| friendly to$4$ matrimonial happiness. I exclude extremes 304:349,09[B ]| of course$8$; and a very close$2$ resemblance in$4$ all those points 304:349,10[B ]| would be the likeliest way to$9$ produce an extreme$0$. A 304:349,11[B ]| counteraction, gentle and continual, is the best safeguard 304:349,12[B ]| of manners and conduct$0$." 304:349,13[' ]| Full well$5$ could $MP#A$Fanny guess$1$ where his thoughts were 304:349,14[' ]| now. 304:349,14@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's power was all returning. He had 304:349,15@a | been speaking of her cheerfully from the hour of his coming 304:349,16@a | home. His avoiding her was quite at an end$0$. He had 304:349,17@a | dined at the parsonage only the preceding day. 304:349,18[' ]| After$4$ leaving him to$4$ his happier thoughts for$4$ some 304:349,19[' ]| minutes, $MP#A$Fanny feeling it due$2$ to$4$ herself, returned to$4$ 304:349,19[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 304:349,20[' ]| and said, 304:349,20[A ]| "It is not merely in$4$ \temper\ that$3$ I consider 304:349,21[A ]| him as totally unsuited to$4$ myself; though in$4$ \that$6#2$\ 304:349,22[A ]| respect$0$, I think the difference between us too$5#1$ great, 304:349,23[A ]| infinitely too$5#1$ great; his spirits often oppress me ~~ but 304:349,24[A ]| there is something in$4$ him which$6#1$ I object$1$ to$4$ still$5$ more. 304:349,25[A ]| I must say, cousin, that$3$ I cannot approve his character. 304:349,26[A ]| I have not thought$1$ well$5$ of him from the time of the play$0$. 304:349,27[A ]| I then saw him behaving, as it appeared to$4$ me, so$5#1$ very 304:349,28[A ]| improperly and unfeelingly, I may$1$ speak of it now because 304:349,29[A ]| it is all over ~~ so$5#1$ improperly by$4$ poor $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, not 304:349,30[A ]| seeming to$9$ care$1$ how he exposed or hurt him, and paying 304:349,31[A ]| attentions to$4$ my cousin $MP#H$Maria, which$6#1$ ~~ in$4$ short, at the 304:349,32[A ]| time of the play$0$, I received an impression which$6#1$ will$1$ never 304:349,33[A ]| be got over." 304:349,34[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny," 304:349,34[' ]| replied $MP#B$Edmund, scarcely hearing 304:349,35[' ]| her to$4$ the end$0$, 304:349,35[B ]| "let us not, any of us, be judged by$4$ what 304:349,36[B ]| we appeared at that$6#2$ period of general$2$ folly. The time 304:349,37[B ]| of the play$0$, is a time which$6#1$ I hate to$9$ recollect. $MP#H$Maria 304:349,38[B ]| was wrong, $MP#D$Crawford was wrong, we were all wrong 304:350,01[B ]| together; but none so$5#1$ wrong as myself. Compared with 304:350,02[B ]| me, all the rest$0#1$ were blameless. I was playing the fool 304:350,03[B ]| with my eyes open$2$." 304:350,04[A ]| "As a by-stander," 304:350,04[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, 304:350,04[A ]| "perhaps I saw more 304:350,05[A ]| than you did; and I do think that$3$ $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth was 304:350,06[A ]| sometimes very jealous." 304:350,07[B ]| "Very possibly. No$2$ wonder$0$. Nothing could be more 304:350,08[B ]| improper than the whole$2$ business. I am shocked whenever 304:350,09[B ]| I think that$3$ $MP#H$Maria could be capable of it; but if she 304:350,10[B ]| could undertake the part$0$, we must not be surprised at the 304:350,11[B ]| rest$0#1$." 304:350,12[A ]| "Before$4$ the play$0$, I am much mistaken, if \$MP#I$Julia\ did 304:350,13[A ]| not think he was paying her attentions." 304:350,14[B ]| "$MP#I$Julia! ~~ I have heard before$5$ from some*one of his 304:350,15[B ]| being$1$ in$4$ love$0$ with $MP#I$Julia, but I could never see anything 304:350,16[B ]| of it. And $MP#A$Fanny, though I hope$1$ I do justice to$4$ my 304:350,17[B ]| sisters' good qualities, I think it very possible that$3$ they 304:350,18[B ]| might, one or both, be more desirous of being$1$ admired 304:350,19[B ]| by$4$ $MP#D$Crawford, and might shew$1$ that$6#2$ desire$0$ rather more 304:350,20[B ]| unguardedly than was perfectly prudent. I can remember 304:350,21[B ]| that$3$ they were evidently fond of his society; and 304:350,22[B ]| with such encouragement, a man like$4$ $MP#D$Crawford, lively, 304:350,23[B ]| and it may$1$ be a little unthinking, might be led on$5$ to$9$ ~~ 304:350,24[B ]| There could be nothing very striking, because it is clear$2$ 304:350,25[B ]| that$3$ he had no$2$ pretensions; his heart was reserved for$4$ 304:350,26[B ]| you. And I must say, that$3$ its being$1$ for$4$ you, has raised 304:350,27[B ]| him inconceivably in$4$ my opinion. It does him the highest 304:350,28[B ]| honour$0$; it shews his proper estimation of the blessing of 304:350,29[B ]| domestic$2$ happiness, and pure attachment. It proves him 304:350,30[B ]| unspoilt by$4$ his uncle. It proves him, in$4$ short, every*thing 304:350,31[B ]| that$6#1$ I had been used to$9$ wish$1$ to$9$ believe him, and 304:350,32[B ]| feared he was not." 304:350,33[A ]| "I am persuaded that$3$ he does not think as he ought, 304:350,34[A ]| on$4$ serious$2$ subjects." 304:350,35[B ]| "Say rather, that$3$ he has not thought$1$ at all upon$4$ serious$2$ 304:350,36[B ]| subjects, which$6#1$ I believe to$9$ be a good deal$0$ the case. How 304:350,37[B ]| could it be otherwise, with such an education and adviser? 304:350,38[B ]| Under the disadvantages, indeed, which$6#1$ both have had, 304:351,01[B ]| is it not wonderful that$3$ they should be what they are? 304:351,02[B ]| $MP#D$Crawford's \feelings\, I am ready to$9$ acknowledge, have 304:351,03[B ]| hitherto been too$5#1$ much his guides. Happily, those feelings 304:351,04[B ]| have generally been good. You will$1$ supply$1$ the rest$0#1$; and 304:351,05[B ]| a most fortunate man he is to$9$ attach himself to$4$ such a 304:351,06[B ]| creature ~~ to$4$ a woman, who$6#1$ firm as a rock in$4$ her own$2$ principles, 304:351,07[B ]| has a gentleness of character so$5#1$ well$5$ adapted to$9$ 304:351,08[B ]| recommend them. He has chosen his partner, indeed, 304:351,09[B ]| with rare felicity. He will$1$ make$1$ you happy, $MP#A$Fanny, I 304:351,10[B ]| know he will$1$ make$1$ you happy; but you will$1$ make$1$ him 304:351,11[B ]| every*thing." 304:351,12[A ]| "I would not engage in$4$ such a charge$0$," 304:351,12[' ]| cried $MP#A$Fanny 304:351,13[' ]| in$4$ a shrinking accent ~~ 304:351,13[A ]| "in$4$ such an office of high responsibility!" 304:351,14[A ]| 304:351,15[B ]| "As usual, believing yourself unequal to$4$ anything! ~~ 304:351,16[B ]| fancying every*thing too$5#1$ much for$4$ you! Well$7$, though 304:351,17[B ]| I may$1$ not be able to$9$ persuade you into different feelings, 304:351,18[B ]| you will$1$ be persuaded into them I trust$1$. I confess myself 304:351,19[B ]| sincerely anxious that$3$ you may$1$. I have no$2$ common$2$ 304:351,20[B ]| interest$0$ in$4$ $MP#D$Crawford's well$5$ doing. Next to$4$ your happiness, 304:351,21[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny, his has the first claim$0$ on$4$ me. You are aware 304:351,22[B ]| of my having no$2$ common$2$ interest$0$ in$4$ $MP#D$Crawford." 304:351,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was too$5#1$ well$5$ aware of it, to$9$ have anything to$9$ 304:351,24[' ]| say; and they walked on$5$ together some fifty yards in$4$ 304:351,25[' ]| mutual silence$0$ and abstraction. $MP#B$Edmund first began 304:351,26[' ]| again: ~~ 304:351,27[B ]| "I was very much pleased by$4$ her manner of speaking 304:351,28[B ]| of it yesterday, particularly pleased, because I had not 304:351,29[B ]| depended upon$4$ her seeing every*thing in$4$ so$5#1$ just$2$ a light$0$. 304:351,30[B ]| I knew she was very fond of you, but yet I was afraid of 304:351,31[B ]| her not estimating your worth to$4$ her brother, quite as it 304:351,32[B ]| deserved, and of her regretting that$3$ he had not rather 304:351,33[B ]| fixed on$4$ some woman of distinction, or fortune. I was 304:351,34[B ]| afraid of the bias$0$ of those worldly maxims, which$6#1$ she has 304:351,35[B ]| been too$5#1$ much used to$9$ hear. But it was very different. 304:351,36[B ]| She spoke of you, $MP#A$Fanny, just$5$ as she ought. She desires 304:351,37[B ]| the connection as warmly as your uncle or myself. We 304:351,38[B ]| had a long talk$0$ about$4$ it. I should not have mentioned 304:352,01[B ]| the subject$0$, though very anxious to$9$ know her sentiments 304:352,02[B ]| ~~ but I had not been in$4$ the room five minutes, before$3$ she 304:352,03[B ]| began, introducing it with all that$6#2$ openness of heart, and 304:352,04[B ]| sweet peculiarity of manner, that$6#2$ spirit and ingenuousness, 304:352,05[B ]| which$6#1$ are so$5#1$ much a part$0$ of herself. $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 304:352,06[B ]| laughed at her for$4$ her rapidity." 304:352,07[A ]| "Was $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant in$4$ the room, then?" 304:352,08[B ]| "Yes, when I reached the house I found the two sisters 304:352,09[B ]| together by$4$ themselves; and when once we had begun, 304:352,10[B ]| we had not done with you, $MP#A$Fanny, till $MP#D$Crawford and 304:352,11[B ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant came in$5$." 304:352,12[A ]| "It is above$4$ a week since I saw $MP#C$Miss*Crawford." 304:352,13[B ]| "Yes, she laments it; yet owns it may$1$ have been best. 304:352,14[B ]| You will$1$ see her, however, before$3$ she goes. She is very 304:352,15[B ]| angry with you, $MP#A$Fanny; you must be prepared for$4$ that$6#2$. 304:352,16[B ]| She calls$1$ herself very angry, but you can imagine her 304:352,17[B ]| anger$0$. It is the regret$0$ and disappointment of a sister, 304:352,18[B ]| who$6#1$ thinks her brother has a right$0$ to$4$ every*thing he may$1$ 304:352,19[B ]| wish$1$ for$4$, at the first moment. She is hurt, as you would 304:352,20[B ]| be for$4$ $MP#Q$William; but she loves and esteems you with all 304:352,21[B ]| her heart." 304:352,22[A ]| "I knew she would be very angry with me." 304:352,23[B ]| "My dearest $MP#A$Fanny," 304:352,23[' ]| cried $MP#B$Edmund, pressing her arm$0$ 304:352,24[' ]| closer to$4$ him, 304:352,24[B ]| "do not let the idea of her anger$0$ distress$1$ 304:352,25[B ]| you. It is anger$0$ to$9$ be talked of, rather than felt. Her 304:352,26[B ]| heart is made for$4$ love$0$ and kindness, not for$4$ resentment. 304:352,27[B ]| I wish$1$ you could have overheard her tribute of praise$0$; 304:352,28[B ]| I wish$1$ you could have seen her countenance, when she 304:352,29[B ]| said that$3$ you \should\ be $MP#D$Henry's wife. And I observed, 304:352,30[B ]| that$3$ she always spoke of you as ""$MP#A$Fanny,"" which$6#1$ she was 304:352,31[B ]| never used to$9$ do; and it had a sound$0$ of most sisterly 304:352,32[B ]| cordiality." 304:352,33[A ]| "And $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, did she say ~~ did she speak ~~ was 304:352,34[A ]| she there all the time?" 304:352,35[B ]| "Yes, she was agreeing exactly with her sister. The 304:352,36[B ]| surprise$0$ of your refusal, $MP#A$Fanny, seems to$9$ have been 304:352,37[B ]| unbounded. That$3$ you could refuse such a man as $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, 304:352,38[B ]| seems more than they can understand. I said 304:353,01[B ]| what I could for$4$ you; but in$4$ good truth, as they stated the 304:353,02[B ]| case ~~ you must prove yourself to$9$ be in$4$ your senses as soon 304:353,03[B ]| as you can, by$4$ a different conduct$0$; nothing else will$1$ 304:353,04[B ]| satisfy them. But this is teazing you. I have done. Do 304:353,05[B ]| not turn$1$ away from me." 304:353,06[A ]| "I \should\ have thought$1$," 304:353,06[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, after$4$ a pause$0$ of 304:353,07[' ]| recollection and exertion, 304:353,07[A ]| "that$3$ every woman must have 304:353,08[A ]| felt the possibility of a man's not being$1$ approved, not 304:353,09[A ]| being$1$ loved by$4$ some one of her sex, at least, let him be ever 304:353,10[A ]| so$5#1$ generally agreeable. Let him have all the perfections 304:353,11[A ]| in$4$ the world, I think it ought not to$9$ be set$1$ down$5$ as certain, 304:353,12[A ]| that$3$ a man must be acceptable to$4$ every woman he may$1$ 304:353,13[A ]| happen to$9$ like$1$ himself. But even$5$ supposing it is so$5#2$, 304:353,14[A ]| allowing $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford to$9$ have all the claims which$6#1$ his 304:353,15[A ]| sisters think he has, how was I to$9$ be prepared to$9$ meet$1$ him 304:353,16[A ]| with any feeling answerable to$4$ his own$2$? He took me 304:353,17[A ]| wholly by$4$ surprise$0$. I had not an idea that$3$ his behaviour 304:353,18[A ]| to$4$ me before$5$ had any meaning; and surely I was not to$9$ 304:353,19[A ]| be teaching myself to$9$ like$1$ him only because he was taking, 304:353,20[A ]| what seemed, very idle notice$0$ of me. In$4$ my situation, it 304:353,21[A ]| would have been the extreme$0$ of vanity to$9$ be forming 304:353,22[A ]| expectations on$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. I am sure his sisters, 304:353,23[A ]| rating him as they do, must have thought$1$ it so$5#2$, supposing 304:353,24[A ]| he had meant nothing. How then was I to$9$ be ~~ to$9$ be in$4$ 304:353,25[A ]| love$0$ with him the moment he said he was with me? How 304:353,26[A ]| was I to$9$ have an attachment at his service, as soon as it 304:353,27[A ]| was asked for$5$? His sisters should consider me as well$5$ 304:353,28[A ]| as him. The higher his deserts, the more improper for$4$ 304:353,29[A ]| me ever to$9$ have thought$1$ of him. And, and ~~ we think 304:353,30[A ]| very differently of the nature of women, if they can 304:353,31[A ]| imagine a woman so$5#1$ very soon capable of returning an 304:353,32[A ]| affection as this seems to$9$ imply." 304:353,33[B ]| "My dear$2#1$, dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, now I have the truth. I know 304:353,34[B ]| this to$9$ be the truth; and most worthy of you are such 304:353,35[B ]| feelings. I had attributed them to$4$ you before$5$. I thought$1$ 304:353,36[B ]| I could understand you. You have now given exactly 304:353,37[B ]| the explanation which$6#1$ I ventured to$9$ make$1$ for$4$ you to$4$ your 304:353,38[B ]| friend and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, and they were both better satisfied, 304:354,01[B ]| though your warm-hearted friend was still$5$ run$1$ away with 304:354,02[B ]| a little, by$4$ the enthusiasm of her fondness for$4$ $MP#D$Henry. I 304:354,03[B ]| told them, that$3$ you were of all human creatures the one, 304:354,04[B ]| over whom$6#1$ habit had most power, and novelty least: 304:354,05[B ]| and that$3$ the very circumstance of the novelty of $MP#D$Crawford's 304:354,06[B ]| addresses was against him. Their being$1$ so$5#1$ new 304:354,07[B ]| and so$5#1$ recent was all in$4$ their disfavour; that$3$ you could 304:354,08[B ]| tolerate nothing that$6#1$ you were not used to$4$; and a great 304:354,09[B ]| deal$0$ more to$4$ the same purpose, to$9$ give them a knowledge 304:354,10[B ]| of your character. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford made us laugh$1$ by$4$ her 304:354,11[B ]| plans of encouragement for$4$ her brother. She meant to$9$ 304:354,12[B ]| urge him to$9$ persevere in$4$ the hope$0$ of being$1$ loved in$4$ time, 304:354,13[B ]| and of having his addresses most kindly received at the 304:354,14[B ]| end$0$ of about$4$ ten years' happy marriage." 304:354,15[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could with difficulty give the smile$0$ that$6#1$ was here 304:354,16[' ]| asked for$5$. Her feelings were all in$4$ revolt. 304:354,16@a | She feared 304:354,17@a | she had been doing wrong, saying too$5#1$ much, overacting 304:354,18@a | the caution$0$ which$6#1$ she had been fancying necessary, in$4$ 304:354,19@a | guarding against one evil, laying herself open$2$ to$4$ another, 304:354,20@a | and to$9$ have $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's liveliness repeated to$4$ her at 304:354,21@a | such a moment, and on$4$ such a subject$0$, was a bitter aggravation. 304:354,22@a | 304:354,23[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund saw weariness and distress$0$ in$4$ her face$0$, and 304:354,24[' ]| immediately resolved 304:354,24@b | to$9$ forbear all farther discussion; 304:354,25@b | and not even$5$ to$9$ mention$1$ the name$0$ of $MP#D$Crawford again, 304:354,26@b | except as it might be connected with what \must\ be agreeable 304:354,27@b | to$4$ her. 304:354,27[' ]| On$4$ this principle, he soon afterwards observed, 304:354,28[B ]| "They go on$4$ Monday. You are sure therefore 304:354,29[B ]| of seeing your friend either to-morrow or Sunday. They 304:354,30[B ]| really go on$4$ Monday! and I was within a trifle$0$ of being$1$ 304:354,31[B ]| persuaded to$9$ stay$1$ at Lessingby till that$6#2$ very day! I had 304:354,32[B ]| almost promised it. What a difference it might have 304:354,33[B ]| made. Those five or six days more at Lessingby might 304:354,34[B ]| have been felt all my life." 304:354,35[A ]| "You were near$5$ staying there?" 304:354,36[B ]| "Very. I was most kindly pressed, and had nearly 304:354,37[B ]| consented. Had I received any letter from Mansfield, 304:354,38[B ]| to$9$ tell me how you were all going on$5$, I believe I should 304:355,01[B ]| certainly have stayed; but I knew nothing that$6#1$ had 304:355,02[B ]| happened here for$4$ a fortnight, and felt that$3$ I had been 304:355,03[B ]| away long enough." 304:355,04[A ]| "You spent your time pleasantly there." 304:355,05[B ]| "Yes; that$6#2$ is, it was the fault of my own$2$ mind$0$ if I did 304:355,06[B ]| not. They were all very pleasant. I doubt$1$ their finding 304:355,07[B ]| me so$5#2$. I took uneasiness with me, and there was no$2$ getting 304:355,08[B ]| rid of it till I was in$4$ Mansfield again." 304:355,09[A ]| "The $MP#ZZA$Miss*Owens ~~ you liked them, did not you?" 304:355,10[B ]| "Yes, very well$5$. Pleasant, good-humoured, unaffected 304:355,11[B ]| girls. But I am spoilt, $MP#A$Fanny, for$4$ common$2$ female$2$ society. 304:355,12[B ]| Good-humoured, unaffected girls, will$1$ not do for$4$ a man 304:355,13[B ]| who$6#1$ has been used to$4$ sensible$2#2$ women. They are two distinct 304:355,14[B ]| orders$0#1$ of being$0$. You and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford have made 304:355,15[B ]| me too$5#1$ nice." 304:355,16[' ]| Still$5$, however, $MP#A$Fanny was oppressed and wearied; he 304:355,17[' ]| saw it in$4$ her looks$0$, it could not be talked away, and 304:355,18[' ]| attempting it no$2$ more, he led her directly with the kind$2$ 304:355,19[' ]| authority of a privileged guardian into the house. 305:356,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund now believed himself perfectly acquainted 305:356,02[' ]| with all that$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny could tell, or could leave$1$ to$9$ be 305:356,02[' ]| conjectured 305:356,03[' ]| of her sentiments, and he was satisfied. ~~ 305:356,03@b | It had 305:356,04@b | been, as he before$5$ presumed, too$5#1$ hasty a measure$0$ on$4$ 305:356,05@b | $MP#D$Crawford's side$0$, and time must be given to$9$ make$1$ the idea 305:356,06@b | first familiar, and then agreeable to$4$ her. She must be 305:356,07@b | used to$4$ the consideration of his being$1$ in$4$ love$0$ with her, 305:356,08@b | and then a return$0$ of affection might not be very distant. 305:356,09[' ]| He gave this opinion as the result$0$ of the conversation, 305:356,10[' ]| to$4$ his father; and recommended 305:356,10@b | there being$1$ nothing more 305:356,11@b | said to$4$ her, no$2$ farther attempts to$9$ influence$1$ or persuade; 305:356,12@b | but that$3$ every*thing should be left to$4$ $MP#D$Crawford's assiduities, 305:356,13@b | and the natural$2$ workings of her own$2$ mind$0$. 305:356,14[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas promised that$3$ it should be so$5#2$. 305:356,14@e | $MP#B$Edmund's 305:356,15@e | account$0$ of $MP#A$Fanny's disposition he could believe to$9$ be just$2$, 305:356,16@e | he supposed she had all those feelings, but he must consider 305:356,17@e | it as very unfortunate that$3$ she \had\; for$3$, less willing 305:356,18@e | than his son to$9$ trust$1$ to$4$ the future, he could not help$1$ fearing 305:356,19@e | that$3$ if such very long allowances of time and habit 305:356,20@e | were necessary for$4$ her, she might not have persuaded herself 305:356,21@e | into receiving his addresses properly, before$3$ the young 305:356,22@e | man's inclination for$4$ paying them were over. There was 305:356,23@e | nothing to$9$ be done, however, but to$9$ submit quietly, and 305:356,24@e | hope$1$ the best. 305:356,25[' ]| The promised visit$0$ from her "friend," as $MP#B$Edmund called 305:356,26[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, was a formidable threat to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and she 305:356,27[' ]| lived in$4$ continual terror of it. 305:356,27@a | As a sister, so$5#1$ partial and 305:356,28@a | so$5#1$ angry, and so$5#1$ little scrupulous of what she said; and 305:356,29@a | in$4$ another light$0$, so$5#1$ triumphant and secure$2$, she was in$4$ 305:356,30@a | every way an object$0$ of painful alarm$0$. Her displeasure, 305:356,31@a | her penetration, and her happiness were all fearful to$9$ 305:356,32@a | encounter; 305:356,32[' ]| and the dependence of having others present$5$ 305:357,01[' ]| when they met, was $MP#A$Fanny's only support$0$ in$4$ looking forward$5$ 305:357,02[' ]| to$4$ it. She absented herself as little as possible from 305:357,03[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, kept away from the east*room, and took 305:357,04[' ]| no$2$ solitary walk$0$ in$4$ the shrubbery, in$4$ her caution$0$ to$9$ avoid 305:357,05[' ]| any sudden$2$ attack$0$. 305:357,06[' ]| She succeeded. She was safe in$4$ the breakfast-room, 305:357,07[' ]| with her aunt, when $MP#C$Miss*Crawford did come; 305:357,07@a | and the 305:357,08@a | first misery over, and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford looking and speaking 305:357,09@a | with much less particularity of expression than she had 305:357,10@a | anticipated, 305:357,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny began to$9$ hope$1$ 305:357,10@a | there would be nothing 305:357,11@a | worse to$9$ be endured than an half-hour of moderate agitation. 305:357,12[' ]| But here she hoped too$5#1$ much, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 305:357,13[' ]| was not the slave of opportunity. She was determined 305:357,14[' ]| to$9$ see $MP#A$Fanny alone, and therefore said to$4$ her tolerably 305:357,15[' ]| soon, in$4$ a low voice, 305:357,15[C ]| "I must speak to$4$ you for$4$ a few minutes 305:357,16[C ]| somewhere;" 305:357,16[' ]| words that$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny felt all over her, in$4$ all 305:357,17[' ]| her pulses, and all her nerves. 305:357,17@a | Denial was impossible. 305:357,18[' ]| Her habits of ready submission, on$4$ the contrary, made her 305:357,19[' ]| almost instantly rise$1$ and lead$1$ the way out$5$ of the room. 305:357,20[' ]| She did it with wretched feelings, but it was inevitable. 305:357,21[' ]| They were no$2$ sooner in$4$ the hall than all restraint of 305:357,22[' ]| countenance was over on$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's side$0$. She 305:357,23[' ]| immediately shook her head$0$ at $MP#A$Fanny with arch, yet 305:357,24[' ]| affectionate reproach$0$, and taking her hand$0$, seemed hardly 305:357,25[' ]| able to$9$ help$1$ beginning directly. She said nothing, however, 305:357,26[' ]| but, 305:357,26[C ]| "Sad, sad girl! I do not know when I shall 305:357,27[C ]| have done scolding you," 305:357,27[' ]| and had discretion enough to$9$ 305:357,28[' ]| reserve$1$ the rest$0#1$ till they might be secure$2$ of having four 305:357,29[' ]| walls to$4$ themselves. $MP#A$Fanny naturally turned up*stairs, 305:357,30[' ]| and took her guest to$4$ the apartment which$6#1$ was now always 305:357,31[' ]| fit$2$ for$4$ comfortable use$0$; opening the door, however, with 305:357,32[' ]| a most aching heart, 305:357,32@a | and feeling that$3$ she had a more distressing 305:357,33@a | scene before$4$ her than ever that$6#2$ spot had yet witnessed. 305:357,34[' ]| But the evil ready to$9$ burst$1$ on$4$ her, was at least 305:357,35[' ]| delayed by$4$ the sudden$2$ change$0$ in$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's ideas; 305:357,36[' ]| by$4$ the strong effect$0$ on$4$ her mind$0$ which$6#1$ the finding herself 305:357,37[' ]| in$4$ the east*room again produced. 305:357,38[C ]| "Ha!" 305:357,38[' ]| she cried, with instant$2$ animation, 305:357,38[C ]| "am I here 305:358,01[C ]| again? The east*room. Once only was I in$4$ this room 305:358,02[C ]| before$5$!" ~~ 305:358,02[' ]| and after$4$ stopping to$9$ look$1$ about$4$ her, and 305:358,03[' ]| seemingly to$9$ retrace all that$6#1$ had then passed, she added, 305:358,04[C ]| "Once only before$5$. Do you remember it? I came to$9$ 305:358,05[C ]| rehearse. Your cousin came too$5#2$; and we had a rehearsal. 305:358,06[C ]| You were our audience and prompter. A delightful 305:358,07[C ]| rehearsal. I shall never forget it. Here we were, just$5$ 305:358,08[C ]| in$4$ this part$0$ of the room; here was your cousin, here was 305:358,09[C ]| I, here were the chairs. ~~ Oh! why will$1$ such things ever 305:358,10[C ]| pass$1$ away?" 305:358,11[' ]| Happily for$4$ her companion, she wanted no$2$ answer$0$. 305:358,12[' ]| Her mind$0$ was entirely self-engrossed. She was in$4$ a reverie 305:358,13[' ]| of sweet remembrances. 305:358,14[C ]| "The scene we were rehearsing was so$5#1$ very remarkable! 305:358,15[C ]| The subject$0$ of it so$5#1$ very ~~ very ~~ what shall I say? He 305:358,16[C ]| was to$9$ be describing and recommending matrimony to$4$ me. 305:358,17[C ]| I think I see him now, trying$1$ to$9$ be as demure and composed 305:358,18[C ]| as $MP#ZZO$Anhalt ought, through$4$ the two long speeches. 305:358,19@z | ""When two sympathetic hearts meet$1$ in$4$ the marriage state$0$, 305:358,20@z | matrimony may$1$ be called a happy life."" 305:358,20[C ]| I suppose no$2$ 305:358,21[C ]| time can ever wear out$5$ the impression I have of his looks$0$ 305:358,22[C ]| and voice, as he said those words. It was curious, very 305:358,23[C ]| curious, that$3$ we should have such a scene to$9$ play$1$! If I 305:358,24[C ]| had the power of recalling any one week of my existence, 305:358,25[C ]| it should be that$6#2$ week, that$6#2$ acting week. Say what you 305:358,26[C ]| would, $MP#A$Fanny, it should be \that$6#2$\; for$3$ I never knew such 305:358,27[C ]| exquisite happiness in$4$ any other. His sturdy spirit to$9$ 305:358,28[C ]| bend$1$ as it did! Oh! it was sweet beyond$4$ expression. 305:358,29[C ]| But alas! that$6#2$ very evening destroyed it all. That$6#2$ very 305:358,30[C ]| evening brought your most unwelcome uncle. Poor $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 305:358,31[C ]| who$6#2$ was glad to$9$ see you? Yet, $MP#A$Fanny, do not 305:358,32[C ]| imagine I would now speak disrespectfully of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 305:358,33[C ]| though I certainly did hate him for$4$ many a week. No$7$, 305:358,34[C ]| I do him justice now. He is just$5$ what the head$0$ of such 305:358,35[C ]| a family should be. Nay, in$4$ sober sadness, I believe I 305:358,36[C ]| now love$1$ you all." 305:358,36[' ]| And having said so$5#2$, with a degree of 305:358,37[' ]| tenderness and consciousness which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny had never seen 305:358,38[' ]| in$4$ her before$5$, and now thought$1$ only too$5#1$ becoming, she 305:359,01[' ]| turned away for$4$ a moment to$9$ recover herself. 305:359,01[C ]| "I have 305:359,02[C ]| had a little fit$0$ since I came into this room, as you may$1$ 305:359,03[C ]| perceive," 305:359,03[' ]| said she presently, with a playful smile$0$, 305:359,03[C ]| "but 305:359,04[C ]| it is over now; so$3$ let us sit down$5$ and be comfortable; 305:359,05[C ]| for$3$ as to$4$ scolding you, $MP#A$Fanny, which$6#1$ I came fully intending 305:359,06[C ]| to$9$ do, I have not the heart for$4$ it when it comes to$4$ the 305:359,07[C ]| point$0$." 305:359,07[' ]| And embracing her very affectionately, ~~ 305:359,07[C ]| "Good, 305:359,08[C ]| gentle $MP#A$Fanny! when I think of this being$1$ the last$2$ time of 305:359,09[C ]| seeing you; for$3$ I do not know how long ~~ I feel it quite 305:359,10[C ]| impossible to$9$ do any*thing but love$1$ you." 305:359,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was affected. She had not foreseen anything 305:359,12[' ]| of this, and her feelings could seldom withstand the melancholy$2$ 305:359,13[' ]| influence$0$ of the word "last$0$." She cried as if she 305:359,14[' ]| had loved $MP#C$Miss*Crawford more than she possibly could; 305:359,15[' ]| and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, yet farther softened by$4$ the sight of 305:359,16[' ]| such emotion, hung about$4$ her with fondness, and said, 305:359,17[C ]| "I hate to$9$ leave$1$ you. I shall see no*one half so$5#1$ amiable 305:359,18[C ]| where I am going. Who$6#2$ says we shall not be sisters? 305:359,19[C ]| I know we shall. I feel that$3$ we are born$1#1$ to$9$ be connected; 305:359,20[C ]| and those tears convince me that$3$ you feel it too$5#2$, dear$2#1$ 305:359,21[C ]| $MP#A$Fanny." 305:359,22[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny roused herself, and replying only in$4$ part$0$, said, 305:359,23[A ]| "But you are only going from one set$0$ of friends to$4$ another. 305:359,24[A ]| You are going to$4$ a very particular friend." 305:359,25[C ]| "Yes, very true. $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser has been my intimate$2$ 305:359,26[C ]| friend for$4$ years. But I have not the least inclination to$9$ 305:359,27[C ]| go near$4$ her. I can think only of the friends I am leaving; 305:359,28[C ]| my excellent sister, yourself, and the $MP#E1$Bertrams in$4$ general$0$. 305:359,29[C ]| You have all so$5#1$ much more \heart\ among you, than one 305:359,30[C ]| finds in$4$ the world at large. You all give me a feeling of 305:359,31[C ]| being$1$ able to$9$ trust$1$ and confide in$4$ you; which$6#1$, in$4$ common$2$ 305:359,32[C ]| intercourse, one knows nothing of. I wish$1$ I had settled 305:359,33[C ]| with $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser not to$9$ go to$4$ her till after$4$ Easter, a much 305:359,34[C ]| better time for$4$ the visit$0$ ~~ but now I cannot put her off. 305:359,35[C ]| And when I have done with her, I must go to$4$ her sister, 305:359,36[C ]| $MP#ZZI$Lady*Stornaway, because \she\ was rather my most particular 305:359,37[C ]| friend of the two; but I have not cared much for$4$ 305:359,38[C ]| \her\ these three years." 305:360,01[' ]| After$4$ this speech, the two girls sat many minutes silent, 305:360,02[' ]| each thoughtful; $MP#A$Fanny meditating on$4$ the different sorts 305:360,03[' ]| of friendship in$4$ the world, $MP#C$Mary on$4$ something of less 305:360,04[' ]| philosophic tendency. \She\ first spoke again. 305:360,05[C ]| "How perfectly I remember my resolving to$9$ look$1$ for$4$ 305:360,06[C ]| you up*stairs; and setting off to$9$ find my way to$4$ the east*room, 305:360,07[C ]| without having an idea whereabouts it was! How 305:360,08[C ]| well$5$ I remember what I was thinking of as I came along$5$; 305:360,09[C ]| and my looking in$5$ and seeing you here, sitting at this table 305:360,10[C ]| at work$0$; and then your cousin's astonishment when he 305:360,11[C ]| opened the door at seeing me here! To$9$ be sure, your 305:360,12[C ]| uncle's returning that$6#2$ very evening! There never was 305:360,13[C ]| anything quite like$4$ it." 305:360,14[' ]| Another short fit$0$ of abstraction followed ~~ when, shaking 305:360,15[' ]| it off, she thus attacked her companion. 305:360,16[C ]| "Why, $MP#A$Fanny, you are absolutely in$4$ a reverie! 305:360,17[C ]| Thinking, I hope$1$, of one who$6#1$ is always thinking of you. 305:360,18[C ]| Oh! that$3$ I could transport you for$4$ a short time into our 305:360,19[C ]| circle in$4$ town, that$3$ you might understand how your power 305:360,20[C ]| over $MP#D$Henry is thought$1$ of there! Oh! the envyings and 305:360,21[C ]| heart-burnings of dozens and dozens! the wonder$0$, the 305:360,22[C ]| incredulity that$6#1$ will$1$ be felt at hearing what you have 305:360,23[C ]| done! For$3$ as to$4$ secrecy, $MP#D$Henry is quite the hero of an 305:360,24[C ]| old romance, and glories in$4$ his chains. You should come 305:360,25[C ]| to$4$ London, to$9$ know how to$9$ estimate$1$ your conquest. If 305:360,26[C ]| you were to$9$ see how he is courted, and how I am courted 305:360,27[C ]| for$4$ his sake! Now I am well$5$ aware, that$3$ I shall not be 305:360,28[C ]| half so$5#1$ welcome$2$ to$4$ $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser in$4$ consequence of his 305:360,28[C ]| situation 305:360,29[C ]| with you. When she comes to$9$ know the truth, she 305:360,30[C ]| will$1$ very likely wish$1$ me in$4$ Northamptonshire again; for$3$ 305:360,31[C ]| there is a daughter of $MP#ZH$Mr%*Fraser by$4$ a first wife, whom$6#1$ she 305:360,32[C ]| is wild to$9$ get married, and wants$1$ $MP#D$Henry to$9$ take. Oh! 305:360,33[C ]| she has been trying$1$ for$4$ him to$4$ such a degree! Innocent 305:360,34[C ]| and quiet$2$ as you sit here, you cannot have an idea of the 305:360,35[C ]| \sensation$0#1$\ that$6#1$ you will$1$ be occasioning, of the curiosity 305:360,36[C ]| there will$1$ be to$9$ see you, of the endless questions I shall 305:360,37[C ]| have to$9$ answer$1$! Poor $MP#ZH$Margaret*Fraser will$1$ be at me for*ever 305:360,38[C ]| about$4$ your eyes and your teeth, and how you do 305:361,01[C ]| your hair, and who$6#1$ makes your shoes. I wish$1$ $MP#ZH$Margaret 305:361,02[C ]| were married, for$4$ my poor friend's sake, for$3$ I look$1$ upon$4$ 305:361,03[C ]| the $MP#ZH$Frasers to$9$ be about$4$ as unhappy as most other married 305:361,04[C ]| people. And yet it was a most desirable match$0$ for$4$ $MP#ZH$Janet 305:361,05[C ]| at the time. We were all delighted. She could not do 305:361,06[C ]| otherwise than accept him, for$3$ he was rich, and she had 305:361,07[C ]| nothing; but he turns$1$ out$5$ ill-tempered, and \exigeant\; 305:361,08[C ]| and wants$1$ a young woman, a beautiful young woman of 305:361,09[C ]| five-and-twenty, to$9$ be as steady as himself. And my 305:361,10[C ]| friend does not manage him well$5$; she does not seem to$9$ 305:361,11[C ]| know how to$9$ make$1$ the best of it. There is a spirit of 305:361,12[C ]| irritation, which$6#1$, to$9$ say nothing worse, is certainly very 305:361,13[C ]| ill-bred. In$4$ their house I shall call$1$ to$4$ mind$0$ the conjugal 305:361,14[C ]| manners of Mansfield*Parsonage with respect$0$. Even$5$ 305:361,15[C ]| $MP#M$Dr%*Grant does shew$1$ a thorough confidence in$4$ my sister, 305:361,16[C ]| and a certain consideration for$4$ her judgment, which$6#1$ makes 305:361,17[C ]| one feel there \is\ attachment; but of that$6#2$, I shall see 305:361,18[C ]| nothing with the $MP#ZH$Frasers. I shall be at Mansfield for*ever, 305:361,19[C ]| $MP#A$Fanny. My own$2$ sister as a wife, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas*Bertram as 305:361,20[C ]| a husband, are my standards of perfection. Poor $MP#ZH$Janet 305:361,21[C ]| has been sadly taken in$5$; and yet there was nothing 305:361,22[C ]| improper on$4$ her side$0$; she did not run$1$ into the match$0$ 305:361,23[C ]| inconsiderately, there was no$2$ want$0$ of foresight. She 305:361,24[C ]| took three days to$9$ consider of his proposals; and during 305:361,25[C ]| those three days asked the advice of every*body connected 305:361,26[C ]| with her, whose$6#1$ opinion was worth having; and especially 305:361,27[C ]| applied to$4$ my late dear$2#1$ aunt, whose$6#1$ knowledge of the 305:361,28[C ]| world made her judgment very generally and deservedly 305:361,29[C ]| looked up$5$ to$5$ by$4$ all the young people of her acquaintance; 305:361,30[C ]| and she was decidedly in$4$ favour$0$ of $MP#ZH$Mr%*Fraser. This 305:361,31[C ]| seems as if nothing were a security for$4$ matrimonial comfort$0$! 305:361,32[C ]| I have not so$5#1$ much to$9$ say for$4$ my friend $MP#ZZI$Flora, 305:361,33[C ]| who$6#1$ jilted a very nice young man in$4$ the Blues, for$4$ the 305:361,34[C ]| sake of that$6#2$ horrid $MP#ZZI$Lord*Stornaway, who$6#1$ has about$4$ as 305:361,35[C ]| much sense, $MP#A$Fanny, as $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth, but much worse 305:361,36[C ]| looking, and with a blackguard character. I \had\ my 305:361,37[C ]| doubts$0$ at the time about$4$ her being$1$ right$2#1$, for$3$ he has not 305:361,38[C ]| even$5$ the air of a gentleman, and now, I am sure, she was 305:362,01[C ]| wrong. By*the*bye, $MP#ZI$Flora*Ross was dying for$4$ $MP#D$Henry the 305:362,02[C ]| first winter she came out$5$. But were I to$9$ attempt$1$ to$9$ tell 305:362,03[C ]| you of all the women whom$6#1$ I have known to$9$ be in$4$ love$0$ 305:362,04[C ]| with him, I should never have done. It is you only, you, 305:362,05[C ]| insensible $MP#A$Fanny, who$6#1$ can think of him with any*thing 305:362,06[C ]| like$4$ indifference. But are you so$5#1$ insensible as you profess 305:362,07[C ]| yourself? No$7$, no$7$, I see you are not." 305:362,08[' ]| There was indeed so$5#1$ deep a blush$0$ over $MP#A$Fanny's face$0$ at 305:362,09[' ]| that$6#2$ moment, as might warrant strong suspicion in$4$ a predisposed 305:362,10[' ]| mind$0$. 305:362,11[C ]| "Excellent creature! I will$1$ not teaze you. Every*thing 305:362,12[C ]| shall take its course$0$. But dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, you must 305:362,13[C ]| allow that$3$ you were not so$5#1$ absolutely unprepared to$9$ have 305:362,14[C ]| the question$0$ asked as your cousin fancies$1$. It is not possible, 305:362,15[C ]| but that$3$ you must have had some thoughts on$4$ the 305:362,16[C ]| subject$0$, some surmises as to$4$ what might be. You must 305:362,17[C ]| have seen that$3$ he was trying$1$ to$9$ please you, by$4$ every attention 305:362,18[C ]| in$4$ his power. Was not he devoted to$4$ you at the ball$0#2$? 305:362,19[C ]| And then before$4$ the ball$0#2$, the necklace! Oh! you received 305:362,20[C ]| it just$5$ as it was meant. You were as conscious as heart 305:362,21[C ]| could desire$1$. I remember it perfectly." 305:362,22[A ]| "Do you mean$1$ then that$3$ your brother knew of the 305:362,23[A ]| necklace beforehand? Oh! $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, \that$6#2$\ was not 305:362,24[A ]| fair." 305:362,25[C ]| "Knew of it! it was his own$2$ doing entirely, his own$2$ 305:362,26[C ]| thought$0$. I am ashamed to$9$ say, that$3$ it had never entered 305:362,27[C ]| my head$0$; but I was delighted to$9$ act$1$ on$4$ his proposal, for$4$ 305:362,28[C ]| both your sakes." 305:362,29[A ]| "I will$1$ not say," 305:362,29[' ]| replied $MP#A$Fanny, 305:362,29[A ]| "that$3$ I was not half 305:362,30[A ]| afraid at the time, of its being$1$ so$5#2$; for$3$ there was something 305:362,31[A ]| in$4$ your look$0$ that$6#1$ frightened me ~~ but not at first ~~ 305:362,32[A ]| I was as unsuspicious of it at first! ~~ indeed, indeed I was. 305:362,33[A ]| It is as true as that$3$ I sit here. And had I had an idea of 305:362,34[A ]| it, nothing should have induced me to$9$ accept the necklace. 305:362,35[A ]| As to$4$ your brother's behaviour, certainly I was sensible$2#1$ 305:362,36[A ]| of a particularity, I had been sensible$2#1$ of it some little 305:362,37[A ]| time, perhaps two or three weeks; but then I considered 305:362,38[A ]| it as meaning nothing, I put it down$5$ as simply being$1$ his 305:363,01[A ]| way, and was as far from supposing as from wishing him 305:363,02[A ]| to$9$ have any serious$2$ thoughts of me. I had not, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 305:363,03[A ]| been an inattentive observer of what was passing 305:363,04[A ]| between him and some part$0$ of this family in$4$ the 305:363,05[A ]| summer and autumn. I was quiet$2$, but I was not blind$2$. 305:363,06[A ]| I could not but see that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford allowed himself in$4$ 305:363,07[A ]| gallantries which$6#1$ did mean$1$ nothing." 305:363,08[C ]| "Ah! I cannot deny it. He has now and then been 305:363,09[C ]| a sad flirt, and cared very little for$4$ the havock he might 305:363,10[C ]| be making in$4$ young ladies' affections. I have often 305:363,11[C ]| scolded him for$4$ it, but it is his only fault; and there is 305:363,12[C ]| this to$9$ be said, that$3$ very few young ladies have any affections 305:363,13[C ]| worth caring for$4$. And then, $MP#A$Fanny, the glory$0$ of 305:363,14[C ]| fixing one who$6#1$ has been shot at by$4$ so$5#1$ many; of having 305:363,15[C ]| it in$4$ one's power to$9$ pay$1$ off the debts of one's sex! Oh, 305:363,16[C ]| I am sure it is not in$4$ woman's nature to$9$ refuse such a 305:363,17[C ]| triumph$0$." 305:363,18[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny shook her head$0$. 305:363,18[A ]| "I cannot think well$5$ of a man 305:363,19[A ]| who$6#1$ sports$1$ with any woman's feelings; and there may$1$ 305:363,20[A ]| often be a great deal$0$ more suffered than a stander-by can 305:363,21[A ]| judge$1$ of." 305:363,22[C ]| "I do not defend him. I leave$1$ him entirely to$4$ your 305:363,23[C ]| mercy; and when he has got you at Everingham, I do 305:363,24[C ]| not care$1$ how much you lecture him. But this I will$1$ say, 305:363,25[C ]| that$3$ his fault, the liking to$9$ make$1$ girls a little in$4$ love$0$ with 305:363,26[C ]| him, is not half so$5#1$ dangerous to$4$ a wife's happiness, as a 305:363,27[C ]| tendency to$9$ fall$1$ in$4$ love$0$ himself, which$6#1$ he has never been 305:363,28[C ]| addicted to$4$. And I do seriously and truly believe that$3$ 305:363,29[C ]| he is attached to$4$ you in$4$ a way that$6#1$ he never was to$4$ any 305:363,30[C ]| woman before$5$; that$3$ he loves you with all his heart, and 305:363,31[C ]| will$1$ love$1$ you as nearly for*ever as possible. If any man 305:363,32[C ]| ever loved a woman for*ever, I think $MP#D$Henry will$1$ do as 305:363,33[C ]| much for$4$ you." 305:363,34[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not avoid a faint$2$ smile$0$, but had nothing 305:363,35[' ]| to$9$ say. 305:363,36[C ]| "I cannot imagine $MP#D$Henry ever to$9$ have been happier," 305:363,37[' ]| continued $MP#C$Mary, presently, 305:363,37[C ]| "than when he had succeeded 305:363,38[C ]| in$4$ getting your brother's commission." 305:364,01[' ]| She had made a sure push$0$ at $MP#A$Fanny's feelings here. 305:364,02[A ]| "Oh! yes. How very, very kind$2$ of him!" 305:364,03[C ]| "I know he must have exerted himself very much, for$3$ 305:364,04[C ]| I know the parties he had to$9$ move$1$. The $MP#ZF$Admiral hates 305:364,05[C ]| trouble$0$, and scorns asking favours; and there are so$5#1$ many 305:364,06[C ]| young men's claims to$9$ be attended to$5$ in$4$ the same way, 305:364,07[C ]| that$3$ a friendship and energy, not very determined, is 305:364,08[C ]| easily put by$5$. What a happy creature $MP#Q$William must be! 305:364,09[C ]| I wish$1$ we could see him." 305:364,10[' ]| Poor $MP#A$Fanny's mind$0$ was thrown into the most distressing 305:364,11[' ]| of all its varieties. The recollection of what had been done 305:364,12[' ]| for$4$ $MP#Q$William was always the most powerful disturber of 305:364,13[' ]| every decision against $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford; and she sat thinking 305:364,14[' ]| deeply of it till $MP#C$Mary, who$6#1$ had been first watching her 305:364,15[' ]| complacently, and then musing on$4$ something else, suddenly 305:364,16[' ]| called her attention, by$4$ saying, 305:364,16[C ]| "I should like$1$ to$9$ 305:364,17[C ]| sit talking with you here all day, but we must not forget 305:364,18[C ]| the ladies below, and so$3$ good*bye, my dear$2#1$, my amiable, 305:364,19[C ]| my excellent $MP#A$Fanny, for$3$ though we shall nominally part$0$ 305:364,20[C ]| in$4$ the breakfast*parlour, I must take leave$0$ of you here. 305:364,21[C ]| And I do take leave$0$, longing for$4$ a happy re-union, and 305:364,22[C ]| trusting, that$3$ when we meet$1$ again, it will$1$ be under circumstances 305:364,23[C ]| which$6#1$ may$1$ open$2$ our hearts to$4$ each other 305:364,24[C ]| without any remnant or shadow of reserve$0$." 305:364,25[' ]| A very, very kind$2$ embrace$0$, and some agitation of 305:364,26[' ]| manner, accompanied these words. 305:364,27[C ]| "I shall see your cousin in$4$ town soon; he talks of being$1$ 305:364,28[C ]| there tolerably soon; and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, I dare$1#2$ say, in$4$ the 305:364,29[C ]| course$0$ of the spring$0$; and your eldest cousin and the 305:364,30[C ]| $MP#K1$Rushworths and $MP#I$Julia I am sure of meeting again and 305:364,31[C ]| again, and all but you. I have two favours to$9$ ask, 305:364,32[C ]| $MP#A$Fanny; one is your correspondence. You must write to$4$ 305:364,33[C ]| me. And the other, that$3$ you will$1$ often call$1$ on$4$ $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant 305:364,34[C ]| and make$1$ her amends for$4$ my being$1$ gone." 305:364,35[' ]| The first, at least, of these favours $MP#A$Fanny would rather 305:364,36[' ]| not have been asked; but it was impossible for$4$ her to$9$ 305:364,37[' ]| refuse the correspondence; it was impossible for$4$ her even$5$ 305:364,38[' ]| not to$9$ accede to$4$ it more readily than her own$2$ judgment 305:365,01[' ]| authorised. There was no$2$ resisting so$5#1$ much apparent 305:365,02[' ]| affection. Her disposition was peculiarly calculated to$9$ 305:365,03[' ]| value$1$ a fond treatment, and from having hitherto known 305:365,04[' ]| so$5#1$ little of it, she was the more overcome by$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's. 305:365,05[' ]| Besides, there was gratitude towards her, for$4$ 305:365,06[' ]| having made their te^te*a`*te^te so$5#1$ much less painful than 305:365,07[' ]| her fears had predicted. 305:365,08@a | It was over, and she had escaped without reproaches 305:365,09@a | and without detection. Her secret$0$ was still$5$ her own$2$; 305:365,10@a | and while$3$ that$6#2$ was the case, she thought$1$ she could resign 305:365,11@a | herself to$4$ almost every*thing. 305:365,12[' ]| In$4$ the evening there was another parting. 305:365,12@a | $MP#D$Henry*Crawford 305:365,13@a | came and sat some time with them; and her 305:365,14@a | spirits not being$1$ previously in$4$ the strongest state$0$, her 305:365,15@a | heart was softened for$4$ a while$0$ towards him ~~ because he 305:365,16@a | really seemed to$9$ feel. ~~ Quite unlike his usual self, he 305:365,17@a | scarcely said any*thing. He was evidently oppressed, 305:365,17[' ]| and 305:365,18[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny must grieve for$4$ him, though hoping she might 305:365,19[' ]| never see him again till he were the husband of some 305:365,20[' ]| other woman. 305:365,21[' ]| When it came to$4$ the moment of parting, he would take 305:365,22[' ]| her hand$0$, he would not be denied it; he said nothing, 305:365,23[' ]| however, or nothing that$6#1$ she heard, and when he had left 305:365,24[' ]| the room, she was better pleased that$3$ such a token of 305:365,25[' ]| friendship had passed. 305:365,26[' ]| On$4$ the morrow the $MP#D1$Crawfords were gone. 306:366,01[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford gone, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's next object$0$ was, 306:366,02@e | that$3$ he should be missed, and he entertained great hope$0$ 306:366,03@e | that$3$ his niece would find a blank$0$ in$4$ the loss of those attentions 306:366,04@e | which$6#1$ at the time she had felt, or fancied an evil. 306:366,05@e | She had tasted of consequence in$4$ its most flattering form$0$; 306:366,06@e | and he did hope$1$ that$3$ the loss of it, the sinking again 306:366,07@e | into nothing, would awaken very wholesome regrets in$4$ 306:366,08@e | her mind$0$. ~~ He watched her with this idea ~~ but he could 306:366,09@e | hardly tell with what success. He hardly knew whether 306:366,10@e | there were any difference in$4$ her spirits or not. She was 306:366,11@e | always so$5#1$ gentle and retiring, that$3$ her emotions were 306:366,12@e | beyond$4$ his discrimination. He did not understand her; 306:366,13@e | he felt that$3$ he did not; and therefore applied to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund 306:366,14@e | to$9$ tell him how she stood affected on$4$ the present$2$ occasion$0$, 306:366,15@e | and whether she were more or less happy than she had 306:366,16@e | been. 306:366,17[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund did not discern any symptoms of regret$0$, 306:366,17@b | and 306:366,18@b | thought$1$ his father a little unreasonable in$4$ supposing the 306:366,19@b | first three or four days could produce any. 306:366,20@b | What chiefly surprised $MP#B$Edmund was, that$3$ $MP#D$Crawford's 306:366,21@b | sister, the friend and companion, who$6#1$ had been so$5#1$ much 306:366,22@b | to$4$ her, should not be more visibly regretted. He wondered 306:366,23@b | that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny spoke so$5#1$ seldom of \her\, and had so$5#1$ little 306:366,24@b | voluntarily to$9$ say of her concern$0$ at this separation. 306:366,25[' ]| Alas! it was this sister, this friend and companion, who$6#1$ 306:366,26[' ]| was now the chief bane of $MP#A$Fanny's comfort$0$. ~~ 306:366,26@a | If she could 306:366,27@a | have believed $MP#C$Mary's future fate as unconnected with 306:366,28@a | Mansfield, as she was determined the brother's should be, 306:366,29@a | if she could have hoped her return$0$ thither, to$9$ be as distant 306:366,30@a | as she was much inclined to$9$ think his, she would have 306:366,31@a | been light$2$ of heart indeed; but the more she recollected 306:366,32@a | and observed, the more deeply was she convinced that$3$ 306:366,33@a | every*thing was now in$4$ a fairer train for$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 306:367,01@a | marrying $MP#B$Edmund than it had ever been before$5$. ~~ On$4$ his 306:367,02@a | side$0$, the inclination was stronger, on$4$ hers less equivocal. 306:367,03@a | His objections, the scruples of his integrity, seemed all 306:367,04@a | done away ~~ nobody could tell how; and the doubts$0$ 306:367,05@a | and hesitations of her ambition were equally got over ~~ 306:367,06@a | and equally without apparent reason$0$. It could only be 306:367,07@a | imputed to$4$ increasing attachment. His good and her 306:367,08@a | bad feelings yielded to$4$ love$0$, and such love$0$ must unite 306:367,09@a | them. He was to$9$ go to$4$ town, as soon as some business 306:367,10@a | relative to$4$ Thornton*Lacey were completed ~~ perhaps, 306:367,11@a | within a fortnight, he talked of going, he loved to$9$ talk$1$ 306:367,12@a | of it; and when once with her again, $MP#A$Fanny could not 306:367,13@a | doubt$1$ the rest$0#1$. ~~ Her acceptance must be as certain as 306:367,14@a | his offer$0$; and yet, there were bad feelings still$5$ remaining 306:367,15@a | which$6#1$ made the prospect of it most sorrowful to$4$ her, 306:367,16@a | independently ~~ she believed independently of self. 306:367,17@a | In$4$ their very last$2$ conversation, $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, in$4$ spite$8$ 306:367,18@a | of some amiable sensations, and much personal kindness, 306:367,19@a | had still$5$ been $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, still$5$ shewn a mind$0$ led astray 306:367,20@a | and bewildered, and without any suspicion of being$1$ so$5#2$; 306:367,21@a | darkened, yet fancying itself light$2$. She might love$1$, but 306:367,22@a | she did not deserve $MP#B$Edmund by$4$ any other sentiment. 306:367,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny believed there was scarcely a second$2$ feeling in$4$ 306:367,24[' ]| common$0$ between them; and she may$1$ be forgiven by$4$ 306:367,25[' ]| older sages, for$4$ looking on$4$ the chance$0$ of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 306:367,26[' ]| future improvement as nearly desperate, for$4$ thinking that$3$ 306:367,27@a | if $MP#B$Edmund's influence$0$ in$4$ this season of love$0$, had already 306:367,28@a | done so$5#1$ little in$4$ clearing her judgment, and regulating her 306:367,29@a | notions, his worth would be finally wasted on$4$ her even$5$ in$4$ 306:367,30@a | years of matrimony. 306:367,31[' ]| Experience$0$ might have hoped more for$4$ any young 306:367,32[' ]| people, so$5#1$ circumstanced, and impartiality would not have 306:367,33[' ]| denied to$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's nature, that$6#2$ participation of 306:367,34[' ]| the general$2$ nature of women, which$6#1$ would lead$1$ her to$9$ 306:367,35[' ]| adopt the opinions of the man she loved and respected, 306:367,36[' ]| as her own$2$. ~~ But as such were $MP#A$Fanny's persuasions, she 306:367,37[' ]| suffered very much from them, and could never speak 306:367,38[' ]| of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford without pain$0$. 306:368,01[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, meanwhile, went on$5$ with his own$2$ hopes$0$, 306:368,02[' ]| and his own$2$ observations, still$5$ feeling a right$0$, by$4$ all his 306:368,03[' ]| knowledge of human nature, to$9$ expect to$9$ see the effect$0$ 306:368,04[' ]| of the loss of power and consequence, on$4$ his niece's spirits, 306:368,05[' ]| and the past$2$ attentions of the lover producing a craving 306:368,06[' ]| for$4$ their return$0$; and he was soon afterwards able to$9$ 306:368,07[' ]| account$1$ for$4$ his not yet completely and indubitably seeing 306:368,08[' ]| all this, by$4$ the prospect of another visitor, whose$6#1$ approach$0$ 306:368,09[' ]| he could allow to$9$ be quite enough to$9$ support$1$ the spirits 306:368,10[' ]| he was watching. ~~ $MP#Q$William had obtained a ten days' 306:368,11[' ]| leave$0$ of absence to$9$ be given to$4$ Northamptonshire, and 306:368,12[' ]| was coming, the happiest of lieutenants, because the latest 306:368,13[' ]| made, to$9$ shew$1$ his happiness and describe his uniform. 306:368,14[' ]| He came; and he would have been delighted to$9$ shew$1$ 306:368,15[' ]| his uniform there too$5#2$, had not cruel custom prohibited its 306:368,16[' ]| appearance except on$4$ duty. So$3$ the uniform remained 306:368,17[' ]| at Portsmouth, and $MP#B$Edmund conjectured that$3$ 306:368,17@b | before$3$ 306:368,18@b | $MP#A$Fanny had any chance$0$ of seeing it, all its own$2$ freshness, 306:368,19@b | and all the freshness of its wearer's feelings, must be worn 306:368,20@b | away. It would be sunk into a badge of disgrace$0$; for$3$ 306:368,21@b | what can be more unbecoming, or more worthless, than 306:368,22@b | the uniform of a lieutenant, who$6#1$ has been a lieutenant 306:368,23@b | a year or two, and sees others made commanders before$4$ 306:368,24@b | him? 306:368,24[' ]| So$5#2$ reasoned $MP#B$Edmund, till his father made him 306:368,25[' ]| the confident of a scheme$0$ which$6#1$ placed $MP#A$Fanny's chance$0$ 306:368,26[' ]| of seeing the 2d lieutenant of H%*M%*S%*Thrush, in$4$ all his 306:368,27[' ]| glory$0$, in$4$ another light$0$. 306:368,28[' ]| This scheme$0$ was that$3$ she should accompany her brother 306:368,29[' ]| back$5$ to$4$ Portsmouth, and spend a little time with her own$2$ 306:368,30[' ]| family. It had occurred to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, in$4$ one of his 306:368,31[' ]| dignified musings, as a right$2#1$ and desirable measure$0$; but 306:368,32[' ]| before$3$ he absolutely made up$5$ his mind$0$, he consulted his 306:368,33[' ]| son. $MP#B$Edmund considered it every way, and saw nothing 306:368,34[' ]| but what was right$2#1$. 306:368,34@b | The thing was good in$4$ itself, and 306:368,35@b | could not be done at a better time; and he had no$2$ doubt$0$ 306:368,36@b | of it being$1$ highly agreeable to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny. 306:368,36[' ]| This was enough 306:368,37[' ]| to$9$ determine $MP#E$Sir*Thomas; and a decisive 306:368,37[E ]| "then so$5#2$ it shall 306:368,38[E ]| be," 306:368,38[' ]| closed that$6#2$ stage$0#1$ of the business; $MP#E$Sir*Thomas retiring 306:369,01[' ]| from it with some feelings of satisfaction, and views of 306:369,02[' ]| good over and above$4$ what he had communicated to$4$ his 306:369,03[' ]| son, for$3$ his prime motive in$4$ sending her away, had very 306:369,04[' ]| little to$9$ do with the propriety of her seeing her parents 306:369,05[' ]| again, and nothing at all with any idea of making her 306:369,06[' ]| happy. 306:369,06@e | He certainly wished her to$9$ go willingly, but he 306:369,07@e | as certainly wished her to$9$ be heartily sick of home before$3$ 306:369,08@e | her visit$0$ ended; and that$3$ a little abstinence from the elegancies 306:369,09@e | and luxuries of Mansfield*Park, would bring her 306:369,10@e | mind$0$ into a sober state$0$, and incline her to$4$ a juster estimate$0$ 306:369,11@e | of the value$0$ of that$6#2$ home of greater permanence, and equal$2$ 306:369,12@e | comfort$0$, of which$6#1$ she had the offer$0$. 306:369,13@e | It was a medicinal project upon$4$ his niece's understanding, 306:369,14@e | which$6#1$ he must consider as at present$0#1$ diseased. A 306:369,15@e | residence of eight or nine years in$4$ the abode of wealth and 306:369,16@e | plenty had a little disordered her powers of comparing 306:369,17@e | and judging. Her Father's house would, in$4$ all probability, 306:369,18@e | teach her the value$0$ of a good income; and he 306:369,19@e | trusted that$3$ she would be the wiser and happier woman 306:369,20@e | all her life, for$4$ the experiment he had devised. 306:369,21[' ]| Had $MP#A$Fanny been at all addicted to$4$ raptures, she must 306:369,22[' ]| have had a strong attack$0$ of them, when she first understood 306:369,23[' ]| what was intended, when her uncle first made her 306:369,24[' ]| the offer$0$ of visiting the parents and brothers, and sisters, 306:369,25[' ]| from whom$6#1$ she had been divided, almost half her life, of 306:369,26[' ]| returning for$4$ a couple of months to$4$ the scenes of her 306:369,27[' ]| infancy, with $MP#Q$William for$4$ the protector and companion 306:369,28[' ]| of her journey; and the certainty of continuing to$9$ see 306:369,29[' ]| $MP#Q$William to$4$ the last$2$ hour of his remaining on$4$ land. Had 306:369,30[' ]| she ever given way to$4$ bursts of delight$0$, it must have been 306:369,31[' ]| then, for$3$ she was delighted, but her happiness was of a 306:369,32[' ]| quiet$2$, deep, heart-swelling sort; and though never a great 306:369,33[' ]| talker, she was always more inclined to$4$ silence$0$ when feeling 306:369,34[' ]| most strongly. At the moment she could only thank and 306:369,35[' ]| accept. Afterwards, when familiarized with the visions 306:369,36[' ]| of enjoyment so$5#1$ suddenly opened, she could speak more 306:369,37[' ]| largely to$4$ $MP#Q$William and $MP#B$Edmund of what she felt; but 306:369,38[' ]| still$5$ there were emotions of tenderness that$6#1$ could not be 306:370,01[' ]| clothed in$4$ words ~~ 306:370,01@a | The remembrance of all her earliest 306:370,02@a | pleasures, and of what she had suffered in$4$ being$1$ torn from 306:370,03@a | them, came over her with renewed strength, and it seemed 306:370,04@a | as if to$9$ be at home again, would heal every pain$0$ that$6#1$ had 306:370,05@a | since grown out$5$ of the separation. To$9$ be in$4$ the centre$0$ 306:370,06@a | of such a circle, loved by$4$ so$5#1$ many, and more loved by$4$ all 306:370,07@a | than she had ever been before$5$, to$9$ feel affection without 306:370,08@a | fear$0$ or restraint, to$9$ feel herself the equal$0$ of those who$6#1$ 306:370,09@a | surrounded her, to$9$ be at peace from all mention$0$ of the 306:370,10@a | $MP#D1$Crawfords, safe from every look$0$ which$6#1$ could be fancied 306:370,11@a | a reproach$0$ on$4$ their account$0$! ~~ This was a prospect to$9$ be 306:370,12@a | dwelt on$5$ with a fondness that$6#1$ could be but half acknowledged. 306:370,13@a | $MP#B$Edmund too$5#2$ ~~ to$9$ be two months from \him\, (and perhaps, 306:370,14@a | she might be allowed to$9$ make$1$ her absence three) must do 306:370,15@a | her good. At a distance$0$ unassailed by$4$ his looks$0$ or his 306:370,16@a | kindness, and safe from the perpetual irritation of knowing 306:370,17@a | his heart, and striving to$9$ avoid his confidence, she should 306:370,18@a | be able to$9$ reason$1$ herself into a properer state$0$; she should 306:370,19@a | be able to$9$ think of him as in$4$ London, and arranging every*thing 306:370,20@a | there, without wretchedness. ~~ What might have 306:370,21@a | been hard to$9$ bear$1$ at Mansfield, was to$9$ become a slight$2$ evil 306:370,22@a | at Portsmouth. 306:370,23@a | The only drawback was the doubt$0$ of her Aunt $MP#F$Bertram's 306:370,24@a | being$1$ comfortable without her. She was of use$0$ to$4$ no*one 306:370,25@a | else; but \there\ she might be missed to$4$ a degree that$6#1$ she 306:370,26@a | did not like$1$ to$9$ think of; 306:370,27[' ]| and that$6#2$ part$0$ of the arrangement 306:370,28[' ]| was, indeed, the hardest for$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas to$9$ accomplish, 306:370,29[' ]| and what only \he\ could have accomplished at all. 306:370,30[' ]| But he was master at Mansfield*Park. When he had 306:370,31[' ]| really resolved on$4$ any measure$0$, he could always carry it 306:370,32[' ]| through$5$; and now by$4$ dint of long talking on$4$ the subject$0$, 306:370,33[' ]| explaining and dwelling on$4$ the duty of $MP#A$Fanny's sometimes 306:370,34[' ]| seeing her family, he did induce his wife to$9$ let her go; 306:370,35[' ]| obtaining it rather from submission, however, than conviction, 306:370,36[' ]| for$3$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was convinced of very little 306:370,37[' ]| more than that$3$ 306:370,37@f | $MP#E$Sir*Thomas thought$1$ $MP#A$Fanny ought to$9$ go, 306:370,38@f | and therefore that$3$ she must. 306:370,38[' ]| In$4$ the calmness of her own$2$ 306:371,01[' ]| dressing*room, in$4$ the impartial flow$0$ of her own$2$ meditations, 306:371,02[' ]| unbiassed by$4$ his bewildering statements, she could 306:371,03[' ]| not acknowledge any necessity for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's ever going 306:371,04[' ]| near$4$ a Father and Mother who$6#1$ had done without her so$5#1$ 306:371,05[' ]| long, while$3$ she was so$5#1$ useful to$4$ herself. ~~ And as to$4$ the 306:371,06[' ]| not missing her, which$6#1$ under $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's discussion was 306:371,07[' ]| the point$0$ attempted to$9$ be proved, she set$1$ herself very 306:371,08[' ]| steadily against admitting any such thing. 306:371,09[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had appealed to$4$ her reason$0$, conscience, and 306:371,10[' ]| dignity. He called it a sacrifice$0$, and demanded it of her 306:371,11[' ]| goodness and self-command as such. But $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 306:371,12[' ]| wanted to$9$ persuade her that$3$ 306:371,12@j | $MP#A$Fanny could be very well$5$ 306:371,13@j | spared ~~ \She\ being$1$ ready to$9$ give up$5$ all her own$2$ time to$4$ 306:371,14@j | her as requested) and in$4$ short could not really be wanted 306:371,15@j | or missed. 306:371,16[F ]| "That$6#2$ may$1$ be, sister," ~~ 306:371,16[' ]| was all $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's reply$0$ ~~ 306:371,17[F ]| "I dare$1#2$ say you are very right$2#1$, but I am sure I shall miss 306:371,18[F ]| her very much." 306:371,19[' ]| The next step$0$ was to$9$ communicate with Portsmouth. 306:371,20[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny wrote to$9$ offer$1$ herself; and her mother's answer$0$, 306:371,21[' ]| though short, was so$5#1$ kind$2$, a few simple$2$ lines expressed 306:371,22[' ]| so$5#1$ natural$2$ and motherly a joy in$4$ the prospect of seeing 306:371,23[' ]| her child again, as to$9$ confirm all the daughter's views of 306:371,24[' ]| happiness in$4$ being$1$ with her ~~ convincing her that$3$ she 306:371,25[' ]| should now find a warm$2$ and affectionate friend in$4$ the 306:371,26[' ]| "Mamma" who$6#1$ had certainly shewn no$2$ remarkable fondness 306:371,27[' ]| for$4$ her formerly; but this she could easily suppose 306:371,28[' ]| to$9$ have been her own$2$ fault, or her own$2$ fancy$0$. 306:371,28@a | She had 306:371,29@a | probably alienated Love$0$ by$4$ the helplessness and fretfulness 306:371,30@a | of a fearful temper, or been unreasonable in$4$ wanting 306:371,31@a | a larger share$0$ than any one among so$5#1$ many could deserve. 306:371,32@a | Now, when she knew better how to$9$ be useful and how to$9$ 306:371,33@a | forbear, and when her mother could be no$2$ longer occupied 306:371,34@a | by$4$ the incessant demands$0$ of a house full of little children, 306:371,35@a | there would be leisure and inclination for$4$ every comfort$0$, 306:371,36@a | and they should soon be what mother and daughter ought 306:371,37@a | to$9$ be to$4$ each other. 306:371,38[' ]| $MP#Q$William was almost as happy in$4$ the plan as his sister. 306:372,01@q | It would be the greatest pleasure to$4$ him to$9$ have her there 306:372,02@q | to$4$ the last$2$ moment before$3$ he sailed, and perhaps find her 306:372,03@q | there still$5$ when he came in$5$, from his first cruise! And 306:372,04@q | besides, he wanted her so$5#1$ very much to$9$ see the Thrush 306:372,05@q | before$3$ she went out$5$ of harbour$0$ (the Thrush was certainly 306:372,06@q | the finest sloop in$4$ the service). And there were several 306:372,07@q | improvements in$4$ the dock-yard, too$5#2$, which$6#1$ he quite longed 306:372,08@q | to$9$ shew$1$ her. 306:372,09[' ]| He did not scruple$1$ to$9$ add, that$3$ 306:372,09@q | her being$1$ at home for$4$ 306:372,10@q | a while$0$ would be a great advantage to$4$ every*body. 306:372,11[Q ]| "I do not know how it is," 306:372,11[' ]| said he, 306:372,11[Q ]| "but we seem 306:372,12[Q ]| to$9$ want$1$ some of your nice ways and orderliness at my 306:372,13[Q ]| father's. The house is always in$4$ confusion. You will$1$ set$1$ 306:372,14[Q ]| things going in$4$ a better way, I am sure. You will$1$ tell my 306:372,15[Q ]| mother how it all ought to$9$ be, and you will$1$ be so$5#1$ useful to$4$ 306:372,16[Q ]| $MP#V$Susan, and you will$1$ teach $MP#ZZC$Betsey, and make$1$ the boys love$1$ 306:372,17[Q ]| and mind$1$ you. How right$2#1$ and comfortable it will$1$ all be!" 306:372,18[' ]| By$4$ the time $MP#P$Mrs%*Price's answer$0$ arrived, there remained 306:372,19[' ]| but a very few days more to$9$ be spent at Mansfield; and 306:372,20[' ]| for$4$ part$0$ of one of those days the young travellers were in$4$ 306:372,21[' ]| a good deal$0$ of alarm$0$ on$4$ the subject$0$ of their journey, for$3$ 306:372,22[' ]| when the mode of it came to$9$ be talked of, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris 306:372,23[' ]| found that$3$ 306:372,23@j | all her anxiety to$9$ save$1$ her Brother-in-law's 306:372,24@j | money was vain, and that$3$ in$4$ spite$8$ of her wishes$0$ and hints 306:372,25@j | for$4$ a less expensive conveyance of $MP#A$Fanny, they were to$9$ 306:372,26@j | travel post, when she saw $MP#E$Sir*Thomas actually give $MP#Q$William 306:372,27@j | notes for$4$ the purpose, she was struck with the idea of there 306:372,28@j | being$1$ room for$4$ a third in$4$ the carriage, and suddenly seized 306:372,29@j | with a strong inclination to$9$ go with them ~~ to$9$ go and see 306:372,30@j | her poor dear$2#1$ sister $MP#P$Price. 306:372,30[' ]| She proclaimed her thoughts. 306:372,31@j | She must say that$3$ she had more than half a mind$0$ to$9$ go 306:372,32@j | with the young people; it would be such an indulgence 306:372,33@j | to$4$ her; she had not seen her poor dear$2#1$ sister $MP#P$Price for$4$ 306:372,34@j | more than twenty years; and it would be a help$0$ to$4$ the 306:372,35@j | young people in$4$ their journey to$9$ have her older head$0$ to$9$ 306:372,36@j | manage for$4$ them; and she could not help$1$ thinking her 306:372,37@j | poor dear$2#1$ sister $MP#P$Price would feel it very unkind of her not 306:372,38@j | to$9$ come by$4$ such an opportunity. 306:373,01[' ]| $MP#Q$William and $MP#A$Fanny were horror-struck at the idea. 306:373,02[' ]| All the comfort$0$ of their comfortable journey would be 306:373,03[' ]| destroyed at once. With woeful countenances they looked 306:373,04[' ]| at each other. Their suspense lasted an hour or two. No*one 306:373,05[' ]| interfered to$9$ encourage or dissuade. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris was 306:373,06[' ]| left to$9$ settle the matter by$4$ herself; and it ended to$4$ the 306:373,07[' ]| infinite joy of her nephew and niece, in$4$ the recollection 306:373,08@j | that$3$ she could not possibly be spared from Mansfield*Park 306:373,09@j | at present$0#1$; that$3$ she was a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ necessary 306:373,09@j | to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 306:373,10@j | and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram for$4$ her to$9$ be able to$9$ answer$1$ 306:373,11@j | it to$4$ herself to$9$ leave$1$ them even$5$ for$4$ a week, and therefore 306:373,12@j | must certainly sacrifice$1$ every other pleasure to$4$ that$6#2$ of 306:373,13@j | being$1$ useful to$4$ them. 306:373,14[' ]| It had, in$4$ fact, occurred to$4$ her, that$3$, though taken to$4$ 306:373,15[' ]| Portsmouth for$4$ nothing, it would be hardly possible for$4$ her 306:373,16[' ]| to$9$ avoid paying her own$2$ expenses back$5$ again. So$3$, her 306:373,17[' ]| poor dear$2#1$ sister $MP#P$Price was left to$4$ all the disappointment 306:373,18[' ]| of her missing such an opportunity; and another twenty 306:373,19[' ]| years' absence, perhaps, begun. 306:373,20[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's plans were affected by$4$ this Portsmouth 306:373,21[' ]| journey, this absence of $MP#A$Fanny's. He too$5#2$ had a sacrifice$0$ 306:373,22[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ to$4$ Mansfield*Park, as well$5$ as his aunt. He had 306:373,23[' ]| intended, about$4$ this time, to$9$ be going to$4$ London, but he 306:373,24[' ]| could not leave$1$ his father and mother just$5$ when every*body 306:373,25[' ]| else of most importance to$4$ their comfort$0$, was leaving 306:373,26[' ]| them; and with an effort, felt but not boasted$1$ of, he 306:373,27[' ]| delayed for$4$ a week or two longer a journey which$6#1$ he was 306:373,28[' ]| looking forward$5$ to$4$, with the hope$0$ of its fixing his happiness 306:373,29[' ]| for*ever. 306:373,30[' ]| He told $MP#A$Fanny of it. She knew so$5#1$ much already, that$3$ 306:373,31[' ]| she must know every*thing. It made the substance of 306:373,32[' ]| one other confidential discourse about$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; 306:373,33[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny was the more affected from feeling it to$9$ be the 306:373,34[' ]| last$2$ time in$4$ which$6#1$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's name$0$ would ever be 306:373,35[' ]| mentioned between them with any remains$0$ of liberty. 306:373,36[' ]| Once afterwards, she was alluded to$5$ by$4$ him. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 306:373,37[' ]| had been telling her niece in$4$ the evening to$9$ write to$4$ 306:373,38[' ]| her soon and often, and promising to$9$ be a good correspondent 306:374,01[' ]| herself; and $MP#B$Edmund, at a convenient moment, 306:374,02[' ]| then added, in$4$ a whisper$0$, 306:374,02[B ]| "And \I\ shall write to$4$ you, 306:374,03[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny, when I have any*thing worth writing about$4$; any*thing 306:374,04[B ]| to$9$ say, that$6#1$ I think you will$1$ like$1$ to$9$ hear, and that$6#1$ 306:374,05[B ]| you will$1$ not hear so$5#1$ soon from any other quarter$0#2$." 306:374,05[' ]| Had 306:374,06[' ]| she doubted his meaning while$3$ she listened, the glow in$4$ 306:374,07[' ]| his face$0$, when she looked up$5$ at him, would have been 306:374,08[' ]| decisive. 306:374,09@a | For$4$ this letter she must try to$9$ arm$1$ herself. That$3$ a 306:374,10@a | letter from $MP#B$Edmund should be a subject$0$ of terror! She 306:374,11@a | began to$9$ feel that$3$ she had not yet gone through$4$ all the 306:374,12@a | changes$0$ of opinion and sentiment, which$6#1$ the progress of 306:374,13@a | time and variation of circumstances occasion$0$ in$4$ this world 306:374,14@a | of changes$0$. 306:374,14[' ]| The vicissitudes of the human mind$0$ had not 306:374,15[' ]| yet been exhausted by$4$ her. 306:374,16[' ]| Poor $MP#A$Fanny! though going, as she did, willingly and 306:374,17[' ]| eagerly, the last$2$ evening at Mansfield*Park must still$5$ be 306:374,18[' ]| wretchedness. Her heart was completely sad at parting. 306:374,19[' ]| She had tears for$4$ every room in$4$ the house, much more for$4$ 306:374,20[' ]| every beloved inhabitant. She clung to$4$ her aunt, because 306:374,21[' ]| she would miss her; she kissed the hand$0$ of her uncle with 306:374,22[' ]| struggling sobs, because she had displeased him; and as 306:374,23[' ]| for$4$ $MP#B$Edmund, she could neither speak, nor look$1$, nor think, 306:374,24[' ]| when the last$2$ moment came with \him\, and it was not till 306:374,25[' ]| it was over that$3$ she knew he was giving her the affectionate 306:374,26[' ]| farewell of a brother. 306:374,27[' ]| All this passed over night, for$3$ the journey was to$9$ begin 306:374,28[' ]| very early in$4$ the morning; and when the small, diminished 306:374,29[' ]| party met at breakfast$0$, $MP#Q$William and $MP#A$Fanny were talked 306:374,30[' ]| of as already advanced one stage$0#1$. 307:375,01[' ]| The novelty of travelling, and the happiness of being$1$ 307:375,02[' ]| with $MP#Q$William, soon produced their natural$2$ effect$0$ on$4$ 307:375,03[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's spirits, when Mansfield*Park was fairly left 307:375,04[' ]| behind, and by$4$ the time their first stage$0#1$ was ended, and 307:375,05[' ]| they were to$9$ quit $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's carriage, she was able to$9$ 307:375,06[' ]| take leave$0$ of the old coachman, and send back$5$ proper 307:375,07[' ]| messages, with cheerful looks$0$. 307:375,08[' ]| Of pleasant talk$0$ between the brother and sister, there was 307:375,09[' ]| no$2$ end$0$. Every*thing supplied an amusement to$4$ the high 307:375,10[' ]| glee of $MP#Q$William's mind$0$, and he was full of frolic and joke, 307:375,11[' ]| in$4$ the intervals of their higher-toned subjects, all of which$6#1$ 307:375,12[' ]| ended, if they did not begin, in$4$ praise$0$ of the Thrush, conjectures$1$ 307:375,13[' ]| how she would be employed, schemes for$4$ an 307:375,14[' ]| action with some superior force$0$, which$6#1$ (supposing the 307:375,15[' ]| first lieutenant out$5$ of the way ~~ and $MP#Q$William was not very 307:375,16[' ]| merciful to$4$ the first lieutenant) was to$9$ give himself the 307:375,17[' ]| next step$0$ as soon as possible, or speculations upon$4$ prize$0$ 307:375,18[' ]| money, which$6#1$ was to$9$ be generously distributed at home, 307:375,19[' ]| with only the reservation of enough to$9$ make$1$ the little 307:375,20[' ]| cottage comfortable, in$4$ which$6#1$ he and $MP#A$Fanny were to$9$ pass$1$ 307:375,21[' ]| all their middle and latter life together. 307:375,22[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's immediate concerns$0$, as far as they involved 307:375,23[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, made no$2$ part$0$ of their conversation. $MP#Q$William 307:375,24[' ]| knew what had passed, 307:375,24@q | and from his heart lamented 307:375,25@q | that$3$ his sister's feelings should be so$5#1$ cold$2$ towards a man 307:375,26@q | whom$6#1$ he must consider as the first of human characters; 307:375,27[' ]| but he was of an age to$9$ be all for$4$ love$0$, and therefore 307:375,28[' ]| unable to$9$ blame$1$; and knowing her wish$0$ on$4$ the subject$0$, 307:375,29[' ]| he would not distress$1$ her by$4$ the slightest allusion. 307:375,30[' ]| She had reason$0$ to$9$ suppose herself not yet forgotten by$4$ 307:375,31[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. ~~ She had heard repeatedly from his sister 307:375,32[' ]| within the three weeks which$6#1$ had passed since their leaving 307:375,33[' ]| Mansfield, and in$4$ each letter there had been a few lines 307:376,01[' ]| from himself, warm$2$ and determined like$4$ his speeches. It 307:376,02[' ]| was a correspondence which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny found quite as unpleasant 307:376,03[' ]| as she had feared. 307:376,03@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's style of 307:376,04@a | writing, lively and affectionate, was itself an evil, independent 307:376,05@a | of what she was thus forced into reading from 307:376,06@a | the brother's pen, for$3$ $MP#B$Edmund would never rest$1$ till she 307:376,07@a | had read the chief of the letter to$4$ him, and then she had 307:376,08@a | to$9$ listen to$4$ his admiration of her language, and the warmth 307:376,09@a | of her attachments. ~~ There had, in$4$ fact, been so$5#1$ much 307:376,10@a | of message, of allusion, of recollection, so$5#1$ much of Mansfield 307:376,11@a | in$4$ every letter, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could not but suppose it 307:376,12@a | meant for$4$ him to$9$ hear; and to$9$ find herself forced into 307:376,13@a | a purpose of that$6#2$ kind$0$, compelled into a correspondence 307:376,14@a | which$6#1$ was bringing her the addresses of the man she did 307:376,15@a | not love$1$, and obliging her to$9$ administer to$4$ the adverse 307:376,16@a | passion of the man she did, was cruelly mortifying. Here, 307:376,17@a | too$5#2$, her present$2$ removal promised advantage. When no$2$ 307:376,18@a | longer under the same roof with $MP#B$Edmund, she trusted that$3$ 307:376,19@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford would have no$2$ motive for$4$ writing, strong 307:376,20@a | enough to$9$ overcome the trouble$0$, and that$3$ at Portsmouth 307:376,21@a | their correspondence would dwindle into nothing. 307:376,22[' ]| With such thoughts as these among ten hundred others, 307:376,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny proceeded in$4$ her journey, safely and cheerfully, 307:376,24[' ]| and as expeditiously as could rationally be hoped in$4$ the 307:376,25[' ]| dirty month of February. They entered Oxford, but she 307:376,26[' ]| could take only a hasty glimpse of $MP#B$Edmund's College as 307:376,27[' ]| they passed along$5$, and made no$2$ stop$0$ any*where, till they 307:376,28[' ]| reached Newbury, where a comfortable meal, uniting 307:376,29[' ]| dinner and supper, wound$1#1$ up$5$ the enjoyments and fatigues$0$ 307:376,30[' ]| of the day. 307:376,31[' ]| The next morning saw them off again at an early hour; 307:376,32[' ]| and with no$2$ events and no$2$ delays they regularly advanced, 307:376,33[' ]| and were in$4$ the environs of Portsmouth while$3$ there was 307:376,34[' ]| yet daylight for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ look$1$ around$4$ her, and wonder$1$ at 307:376,35[' ]| the new buildings. ~~ They passed the Drawbridge, and 307:376,36[' ]| entered the town; and the light$0$ was only beginning to$9$ 307:376,37[' ]| fail, as, guided by$4$ $MP#Q$William's powerful voice, they were 307:376,38[' ]| rattled into a narrow street, leading from the high street, 307:377,01[' ]| and drawn up$5$ before$4$ the door of a small house now 307:377,02[' ]| inhabited by$4$ $MP#O$Mr%*Price. 307:377,03[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was all agitation and flutter ~~ all hope$0$ and apprehension. 307:377,04[' ]| The moment they stopt, a trollopy-looking 307:377,05[' ]| maid-servant, seemingly in$4$ waiting for$4$ them at the door, 307:377,06[' ]| stept forward$5$, and more intent on$4$ telling the news, than 307:377,07[' ]| giving them any help$0$, immediately began with, 307:377,07[V ]| "the 307:377,08[V ]| Thrush is gone out$5$ of harbour$0$, please Sir, and one of the 307:377,09[V ]| officers has been here to$9$" ~~ 307:377,09[' ]| She was interrupted by$4$ 307:377,10[' ]| a fine tall boy of eleven years old, who$6#1$ rushing out$5$ of the 307:377,11[' ]| house, pushed the maid aside, and while$3$ $MP#Q$William was 307:377,12[' ]| opening the chaise door himself, called out$5$, 307:377,12[W ]| "you are just$5$ 307:377,13[W ]| in$4$ time. We have been looking for$4$ you this half hour. 307:377,14[W ]| The Thrush went out$5$ of harbour$0$ this morning. I saw 307:377,15[W ]| her. It was a beautiful sight. And they think she will$1$ 307:377,16[W ]| have her orders$0#1$ in$4$ a day or two. And $MP#ZD$Mr%*Campbell was 307:377,17[W ]| here at four o'clock, to$9$ ask for$4$ you; he has got one of the 307:377,18[W ]| Thrush's boats, and is going off to$4$ her at six, and hoped 307:377,19[W ]| you would be here in$4$ time to$9$ go with him." 307:377,20[' ]| A stare or two at $MP#A$Fanny, as $MP#Q$William helped her out$5$ 307:377,21[' ]| of the carriage, was all the voluntary notice$0$ which$6#1$ this 307:377,22[' ]| brother bestowed; ~~ but he made no$2$ objection to$4$ her 307:377,23[' ]| kissing him, though still$5$ entirely engaged in$4$ detailing 307:377,24[' ]| farther particulars of the Thrush's going out$5$ of harbour$0$, 307:377,25[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ he had a strong right$0$ of interest$0$, being$1$ to$9$ commence 307:377,26[' ]| his career of seamanship in$4$ her at this very time. 307:377,27[' ]| Another moment, and $MP#A$Fanny was in$4$ the narrow entrance-passage 307:377,28[' ]| of the house, and in$4$ her mother's arms, who$6#1$ met 307:377,29[' ]| her there with looks$0$ of true kindness, and with features 307:377,30[' ]| which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny loved the more, because they brought her 307:377,31[' ]| aunt $MP#F$Bertram's before$4$ her; and there were her two sisters, 307:377,32[' ]| $MP#V$Susan, a well-grown fine girl of fourteen, and $MP#ZZC$Betsey, the 307:377,33[' ]| youngest of the family, about$4$ five ~~ both glad to$9$ see her 307:377,34[' ]| in$4$ their way, though with no$2$ advantage of manner in$4$ 307:377,35[' ]| receiving her. But manner $MP#A$Fanny did not want$1$. 307:377,35@a | Would 307:377,36@a | they but love$1$ her, she should be satisfied. 307:377,37[' ]| She was then taken into a parlour, so$5#1$ small that$3$ 307:377,38[' ]| her first conviction was of its being$1$ only a passage-room to$4$ 307:378,01[' ]| something better, and she stood for$4$ a moment expecting 307:378,02[' ]| to$9$ be invited on$5$; but when she saw there was no$2$ other 307:378,03[' ]| door, and that$3$ there were signs of habitation before$4$ her, 307:378,04[' ]| she called back$5$ her thoughts, reproved herself, and grieved 307:378,05[' ]| lest they should have been suspected. Her mother, 307:378,06[' ]| however, could not stay$1$ long enough to$9$ suspect any*thing. 307:378,07[' ]| She was gone again to$4$ the street door, to$9$ welcome$1$ $MP#Q$William. 307:378,08[P ]| "Oh! my dear$2#1$ $MP#Q$William, how glad I am to$9$ see you. But 307:378,09[P ]| have you heard about$4$ the Thrush? She is gone out$5$ of 307:378,10[P ]| harbour$0$ already, three days before$3$ we had any thought$1$ of 307:378,11[P ]| it; and I do not know what I am to$9$ do about$4$ $MP#W$Sam's things, 307:378,12[P ]| they will$1$ never be ready in$4$ time; for$3$ she may$1$ have her 307:378,13[P ]| orders$0#1$ to-morrow, perhaps. It takes me quite unawares. 307:378,14[P ]| And now you must be off for$4$ Spithead too$5#2$. $MP#ZD$Campbell has 307:378,15[P ]| been here, quite in$4$ a worry about$4$ you; and now, what 307:378,16[P ]| shall we do? I thought$1$ to$9$ have had such a comfortable 307:378,17[P ]| evening with you, and here every*thing comes upon$4$ me at 307:378,18[P ]| once." 307:378,19[' ]| Her son answered cheerfully, telling her that$3$ every*thing 307:378,20[' ]| was always for$4$ the best; and making light$2$ of his own$2$ 307:378,21[' ]| inconvenience, in$4$ being$1$ obliged to$9$ hurry$1$ away so$5#1$ soon. 307:378,22[Q ]| "To$9$ be sure, I had much rather she had stayed in$4$ 307:378,23[Q ]| harbour$0$, that$3$ I might have sat a few hours with you in$4$ 307:378,24[Q ]| comfort$0$; but as there is a boat ashore, I had better go off 307:378,25[Q ]| at once, and there is no$2$ help$0$ for$4$ it. Whereabouts does the 307:378,26[Q ]| Thrush lay$1#2$ at Spithead! Near$4$ the Canopus? But no$2$ 307:378,27[Q ]| matter ~~ here's $MP#A$Fanny in$4$ the parlour, and why should we 307:378,28[Q ]| stay$1$ in$4$ the passage? ~~ Come, mother, you have hardly 307:378,29[Q ]| looked at your dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny yet." 307:378,30[' ]| In$5$ they both came, and $MP#P$Mrs%*Price having kindly kissed 307:378,31[' ]| her daughter again, and commented a little on$4$ her growth, 307:378,32[' ]| began with very natural$2$ solicitude to$9$ feel for$4$ their fatigues$0$ 307:378,33[' ]| and wants$0$ as travellers. 307:378,34[P ]| "Poor dears! how tired you must both be! ~~ and now 307:378,35[P ]| what will$1$ you have? I began to$9$ think you would never 307:378,36[P ]| come. $MP#ZZC$Betsey and I have been watching for$4$ you this half 307:378,37[P ]| hour. And when did you get anything to$9$ eat? And what 307:378,38[P ]| would you like$1$ to$9$ have now? I could not tell whether you 307:379,01[P ]| would be for$4$ some meat, or only a dish of tea after$4$ your 307:379,02[P ]| journey, or else I would have got something ready. And 307:379,03[P ]| now I am afraid $MP#ZD$Campbell will$1$ be here, before$3$ there is time 307:379,04[P ]| to$9$ dress$1$ a steak, and we have no$2$ butcher at hand$0$. It is 307:379,05[P ]| very inconvenient to$9$ have no$2$ butcher in$4$ the street. We 307:379,06[P ]| were better off in$4$ our last$2$ house. Perhaps you would like$1$ 307:379,07[P ]| some tea, as soon as it can be got." 307:379,08[' ]| They both declared they should prefer it to$4$ anything. 307:379,09[P ]| "Then, $MP#ZZC$Betsey, my dear$2#1$, run$1$ into the kitchen, and see if 307:379,10[P ]| $MP#V$Rebecca has put the water on$5$; and tell her to$9$ bring in$5$ the 307:379,11[P ]| tea-things as soon as she can. I wish$1$ we could get the bell 307:379,12[P ]| mended ~~ but $MP#ZZC$Betsey is a very handy little messenger." 307:379,13[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Betsey went with alacrity; proud to$9$ shew$1$ her abilities 307:379,14[' ]| before$4$ her fine new sister. 307:379,15[P ]| "Dear$7$ me!" 307:379,15[' ]| continued the anxious mother, 307:379,15[P ]| "what 307:379,16[P ]| a sad fire$0$ we have got, and I dare$1#2$ say you are both starved 307:379,17[P ]| with cold$0$. Draw your chair nearer, my dear$2#1$. I cannot 307:379,18[P ]| think what $MP#V$Rebecca has been about$4$. I am sure I told her 307:379,19[P ]| to$9$ bring some coals half an hour ago. $MP#V$Susan, \you\ should 307:379,20[P ]| have taken care$0$ of the fire$0$." 307:379,21[V ]| "I was up*stairs, mamma, moving my things;" 307:379,21[' ]| said 307:379,22[' ]| $MP#V$Susan, in$4$ a fearless, self-defending tone, which$6#1$ startled 307:379,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny. 307:379,23[V ]| "You know you had but just$5$ settled that$3$ my 307:379,24[V ]| sister $MP#A$Fanny and I should have the other room; and 307:379,25[V ]| I could not get $MP#V$Rebecca to$9$ give me any help$0$." 307:379,26[' ]| Farther discussion was prevented by$4$ various bustles; 307:379,27[' ]| first, the driver came to$9$ be paid ~~ then there was a squabble 307:379,28[' ]| between $MP#W$Sam and $MP#V$Rebecca, about$4$ the manner of carrying 307:379,29[' ]| up$5$ his sister's trunk, which$6#1$ he would manage all his own$2$ 307:379,30[' ]| way; and lastly in$5$ walked $MP#O$Mr%*Price himself, his own$2$ loud 307:379,31[' ]| voice preceding him, as with something of the oath kind$0$ he 307:379,32[' ]| kicked away his son's portmanteau, and his daughter's 307:379,33[' ]| band-box in$4$ the passage, and called out$5$ for$4$ a candle; no$2$ 307:379,34[' ]| candle was brought, however, and he walked into the 307:379,35[' ]| room. 307:379,36[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, with doubting feelings, had risen to$9$ meet$1$ him, 307:379,37[' ]| but sank down$5$ again on$4$ finding herself undistinguished in$4$ 307:379,38[' ]| the dusk, and unthought of. With a friendly shake$0$ of his 307:380,01[' ]| son's hand$0$, and an eager voice, he instantly began ~~ 307:380,01[O ]| "Ha! 307:380,02[O ]| welcome$1$ back$5$, my boy. Glad to$9$ see you. Have you heard 307:380,03[O ]| the news? The Thrush went out$5$ of harbour$0$ this morning. 307:380,04[O ]| Sharp is the word, you see. By$4$ G***, you are just$5$ in$4$ time. 307:380,05[O ]| The doctor has been here enquiring for$4$ you; he has got 307:380,06[O ]| one of the boats, and is to$9$ be off for$4$ Spithead by$4$ six, so$3$ you 307:380,07[O ]| had better go with him. I have been to$4$ $MP#Z1$Turner's about$4$ 307:380,08[O ]| your mess; it is all in$4$ a way to$9$ be done. I should not 307:380,09[O ]| wonder$1$ if you had your orders$0#1$ to-morrow; but you cannot 307:380,10[O ]| sail with this wind, if you are to$9$ cruize to$4$ the westward; 307:380,11[O ]| and $MP#ZZK$Captain*Walsh thinks you will$1$ certainly have a cruize 307:380,12[O ]| to$4$ the westward, with the Elephant. By$4$ G***, I wish$1$ you 307:380,13[O ]| may$1$. But old $MP#ZZG$Scholey was saying just$5$ now, that$3$ he 307:380,14[O ]| thought$1$ you would be sent first to$4$ the Texel. Well$7$, well$7$, 307:380,15[O ]| we are ready, whatever happens. But by$4$ G***, you lost 307:380,16[O ]| a fine sight by$4$ not being$1$ here in$4$ the morning to$9$ see the 307:380,17[O ]| Thrush go out$5$ of harbour$0$. I would not have been out$5$ of 307:380,18[O ]| the way for$4$ a thousand pounds. Old $MP#ZZG$Scholey ran in$5$ at 307:380,19[O ]| breakfast*time, to$9$ say she had slipped her moorings and 307:380,20[O ]| was coming out$5$. I jumped up$5$, and made but two steps to$4$ 307:380,21[O ]| the platform. If ever there was a perfect$2$ beauty afloat, she 307:380,22[O ]| is one; and there she lays at Spithead, and anybody in$4$ 307:380,23[O ]| England would take her for$4$ an eight-and-twenty. I was 307:380,24[O ]| upon$4$ the platform two hours this afternoon, looking at her. 307:380,25[O ]| She lays close$5$ to$4$ the Endymion, between her and the 307:380,26[O ]| Cleopatra, just$5$ to$4$ the eastward of the sheer hulk." 307:380,27[Q ]| "Ha!" 307:380,27[' ]| cried $MP#Q$William, 307:380,27[Q ]| "\that's\ just$5$ where I should have 307:380,28[Q ]| put her myself. It's the best birth$0#2$ at Spithead. But here 307:380,29[Q ]| is my sister, Sir, here is $MP#A$Fanny;" 307:380,29[' ]| turning and leading her 307:380,30[' ]| forward$5$; ~~ 307:380,30[Q ]| "it is so$5#1$ dark$2$ you do not see her." 307:380,31[' ]| With an acknowledgement that$3$ he had quite forgot her, 307:380,32[' ]| $MP#O$Mr%*Price now received his daughter; and, having given 307:380,33[' ]| her a cordial$2$ hug, and observed that$3$ 307:380,33@o | she was grown into 307:380,34@o | a woman, and he supposed would be wanting a husband 307:380,35@o | soon, 307:380,35[' ]| seemed very much inclined to$9$ forget her again. 307:380,36[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny shrunk back$5$ to$4$ her seat, with feelings sadly 307:380,37[' ]| pained by$4$ his language and his smell of spirits; and he 307:380,38[' ]| talked on$5$ only to$4$ his son, and only of the Thrush, though 307:381,01[' ]| $MP#Q$William, warmly interested, as he was, in$4$ that$6#2$ subject$0$, 307:381,02[' ]| more than once tried to$9$ make$1$ his father think of $MP#A$Fanny, 307:381,03[' ]| and her long absence and long journey. 307:381,04[' ]| After$4$ sitting some time longer, a candle was obtained; 307:381,05[' ]| but, as there was still$5$ no$2$ appearance of tea, nor, from 307:381,06[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Betsey's reports from the kitchen, much hope$0$ of any under 307:381,07[' ]| a considerable period, $MP#Q$William determined to$9$ go and 307:381,08[' ]| change$1$ his dress$0$, and make$1$ the necessary preparations for$4$ 307:381,09[' ]| his removal on$4$ board directly, that$3$ he might have his tea 307:381,10[' ]| in$4$ comfort$0$ afterwards. 307:381,11[' ]| As he left the room, two rosy-faced boys, ragged and 307:381,12[' ]| dirty, about$4$ eight and nine years old, rushed into it just$5$ 307:381,13[' ]| released from school, and coming eagerly to$9$ see their sister, 307:381,14[' ]| and tell that$3$ the Thrush was gone out$5$ of the harbour$0$; $MP#ZZC$Tom 307:381,15[' ]| and $MP#ZZC$Charles: $MP#ZZC$Charles had been born$1#1$ since $MP#A$Fanny's going 307:381,16[' ]| away, but $MP#ZZC$Tom she often helped to$9$ nurse$1$, and now felt 307:381,17[' ]| a particular pleasure in$4$ seeing again. Both were kissed 307:381,18[' ]| very tenderly, but $MP#ZZC$Tom she wanted to$9$ keep by$4$ her, to$9$ try 307:381,19[' ]| to$9$ trace the features of the baby she had loved, and talk$1$ to$4$ 307:381,20[' ]| him of his infant preference of herself. $MP#ZZC$Tom, however, had 307:381,21[' ]| no$2$ mind$0$ for$4$ such treatment: he came home, not to$9$ stand$1$ 307:381,22[' ]| and be talked to$5$, but to$9$ run$1$ about$5$ and make$1$ a noise; and 307:381,23[' ]| both boys had soon burst$1$ away from her, and slammed the 307:381,24[' ]| parlour door till her temples ached. 307:381,25[' ]| She had now seen all that$6#1$ were at home; there remained 307:381,26[' ]| only two brothers between herself and $MP#V$Susan, one of whom$6#1$ 307:381,27[' ]| was clerk in$4$ a public$2$ office in$4$ London, and the other 307:381,28[' ]| midshipman on$4$ board an Indiaman. But though she had 307:381,29[' ]| \seen\ all the members of the family, she had not yet \heard\ all 307:381,30[' ]| the noise they could make$1$. Another quarter$0#1$ of an hour 307:381,31[' ]| brought her a great deal$0$ more. $MP#Q$William was soon calling 307:381,32[' ]| out$5$ from the landing-place of the second$2$ story, for$4$ his 307:381,33[' ]| mother and for$4$ $MP#V$Rebecca. He was in$4$ distress$0$ for$4$ something 307:381,34[' ]| that$6#1$ he had left there, and did not find again. A key was 307:381,35[' ]| mislaid, $MP#ZZC$Betsey accused of having got at his new hat, and 307:381,36[' ]| some slight$2$, but essential alteration of his uniform waistcoat, 307:381,37[' ]| which$6#1$ he had been promised to$9$ have done for$4$ him, 307:381,38[' ]| entirely neglected. 307:382,01[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, $MP#V$Rebecca, and $MP#ZZC$Betsey, all went up$5$ to$9$ defend 307:382,02[' ]| themselves, all talking together, but $MP#V$Rebecca loudest, and 307:382,03[' ]| the job was to$9$ be done, as well$5$ as it could, in$4$ a great hurry$0$; 307:382,04[' ]| $MP#Q$William trying$1$ in$4$ vain to$9$ send $MP#ZZC$Betsey down$5$ again, or keep 307:382,05[' ]| her from being$1$ troublesome where she was; the whole$0$ of 307:382,06[' ]| which$6#1$, as almost every door in$4$ the house was open$2$, could 307:382,07[' ]| be plainly distinguished in$4$ the parlour, except when 307:382,08[' ]| drowned at intervals by$4$ the superior noise of $MP#W$Sam, $MP#ZZC$Tom, 307:382,09[' ]| and $MP#ZZC$Charles chasing each other up$5$ and down*stairs, and 307:382,10[' ]| tumbling about$5$ and hallooing. 307:382,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was almost stunned. The smallness of the house, 307:382,12[' ]| and thinness of the walls, brought every*thing so$5#1$ close$5$ 307:382,13[' ]| to$4$ her, that$3$, added to$4$ the fatigue$0$ of her journey, and all 307:382,14[' ]| her recent agitation, she hardly knew how to$9$ bear$1$ it. 307:382,15[' ]| \Within\ the room all was tranquil enough, for$3$ $MP#V$Susan having 307:382,16[' ]| disappeared with the others, there were soon only her 307:382,17[' ]| father and herself remaining; and he taking out$5$ a newspaper 307:382,18[' ]| ~~ the accustomary loan of a neighbour, applied 307:382,19[' ]| himself to$4$ studying it, without seeming to$9$ recollect her 307:382,20[' ]| existence. The solitary candle was held between himself 307:382,21[' ]| and the paper, without any reference to$4$ her possible 307:382,22[' ]| convenience; but she had nothing to$9$ do, and was glad to$9$ 307:382,23[' ]| have the light$0$ screened from her aching head$0$, as she sat in$4$ 307:382,24[' ]| bewildered, broken, sorrowful contemplation. 307:382,25[' ]| She was at home. 307:382,25@a | But alas! it was not such a home, she 307:382,26@a | had not such a welcome$0$, as ~~ 307:382,26[' ]| she checked herself; 307:382,26@a | she 307:382,27@a | was unreasonable. What right$0$ had she to$9$ be of importance 307:382,28@a | to$4$ her family? She could have none, so$5#1$ long lost sight of! 307:382,29@a | $MP#Q$William's concerns$0$ must be dearest ~~ they always had 307:382,30@a | been ~~ and he had every right$0$. Yet to$9$ have so$5#1$ little said or 307:382,31@a | asked about$4$ herself ~~ to$9$ have scarcely an enquiry made 307:382,32@a | after$4$ Mansfield! It did pain$1$ her to$9$ have Mansfield 307:382,33@a | forgotten; the friends who$6#1$ had done so$5#1$ much ~~ the dear$2#1$, 307:382,34@a | dear$2#1$ friends! But here, one subject$0$ swallowed up$5$ all the 307:382,35@a | rest$0#1$. Perhaps it must be so$5#2$. The destination of the 307:382,36@a | Thrush must be now pre-eminently interesting. A day or 307:382,37@a | two might shew$1$ the difference. \She\ only was to$9$ blame$1$. 307:382,38@a | Yet she thought$1$ it would not have been so$5#2$ at Mansfield. 307:383,01@a | No$7$, in$4$ her uncle's house there would have been a consideration 307:383,02@a | of times and seasons, a regulation of subject$0$, a propriety, 307:383,03@a | an attention towards every*body which$6#1$ there was 307:383,04@a | not here. 307:383,05[' ]| The only interruption which$6#1$ thoughts like$4$ these received 307:383,06[' ]| for$4$ nearly half an hour, was from a sudden$2$ burst$0$ of her 307:383,07[' ]| father's, not at all calculated to$9$ compose them. At a more 307:383,08[' ]| than ordinary pitch of thumping and hallooing in$4$ the 307:383,09[' ]| passage, he exclaimed, 307:383,09[O ]| "Devil take those young dogs! 307:383,10[O ]| How they are singing out$5$! Ay, $MP#W$Sam's voice louder than all 307:383,11[O ]| the rest$0#1$! That$6#2$ boy is fit$2$ for$4$ a boatswain. Holla ~~ you 307:383,12[O ]| there ~~ $MP#W$Sam ~~ stop$1$ your confounded pipe, or I shall be after$4$ 307:383,13[O ]| you." 307:383,14[' ]| This threat was so$5#1$ palpably disregarded, that$3$ though 307:383,15[' ]| within five minutes afterwards the three boys all burst$1$ into 307:383,16[' ]| the room together and sat down$5$, $MP#A$Fanny could not consider 307:383,17[' ]| it as a proof of any*thing more than their being$1$ for$4$ the time 307:383,18[' ]| thoroughly fagged, which$6#1$ their hot faces and panting 307:383,19[' ]| breaths seemed to$9$ prove ~~ especially as they were still$5$ 307:383,20[' ]| kicking each other's shins, and hallooing out$5$ at sudden$2$ 307:383,21[' ]| starts immediately under their father's eye. 307:383,22[' ]| The next opening of the door brought something more 307:383,23[' ]| welcome$2$; it was for$4$ the tea-things, which$6#1$ she had begun 307:383,24[' ]| almost to$9$ despair$1$ of seeing that$6#2$ evening. $MP#V$Susan and an 307:383,25[' ]| attendant girl, whose$6#1$ inferior appearance informed $MP#A$Fanny, 307:383,26[' ]| to$4$ her great surprise$0$, that$3$ she had previously seen the 307:383,27[' ]| upper servant, brought in$4$ every*thing necessary for$4$ the 307:383,28[' ]| meal; $MP#V$Susan looking as she put the kettle on$4$ the fire$0$ and 307:383,29[' ]| glanced at her sister, as if divided between the agreeable 307:383,30[' ]| triumph$0$ of shewing her activity and usefulness, and the 307:383,31[' ]| dread$0$ of being$1$ thought$1$ to$9$ demean herself by$4$ such an office. 307:383,32[V ]| "She had been into the kitchen," 307:383,32[' ]| she said, 307:383,32[V ]| "to$9$ hurry$1$ 307:383,33[V ]| $MP#ZZF$Sally and help$1$ make$1$ the toast, and spread the bread and 307:383,34[V ]| butter ~~ or she did not know when they should have got 307:383,35[V ]| tea ~~ and she was sure her sister must want$1$ something after$4$ 307:383,36[V ]| her journey." 307:383,37[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was very thankful. She could not but own$1$ that$3$ 307:383,38[' ]| she should be very glad of a little tea, and $MP#V$Susan immediately 307:384,01[' ]| set$1$ about$5$ making it, as if pleased to$9$ have the 307:384,02[' ]| employment all to$4$ herself; and with only a little unnecessary 307:384,03[' ]| bustle$0$, and some few injudicious attempts at keeping 307:384,04[' ]| her brothers in$4$ better order than she could, acquitted 307:384,05[' ]| herself very well$5$. $MP#A$Fanny's spirit was as much refreshed 307:384,06[' ]| as her body; her head$0$ and heart were soon the better for$4$ 307:384,07[' ]| such well-timed kindness. $MP#V$Susan had an open$2$, sensible$2#2$ 307:384,08[' ]| countenance; she was like$4$ $MP#Q$William ~~ and $MP#A$Fanny hoped to$9$ 307:384,09[' ]| find her like$4$ him in$4$ disposition and good*will towards 307:384,10[' ]| herself. 307:384,11[' ]| In$4$ this more placid state$0$ of things $MP#Q$William re-entered, 307:384,12[' ]| followed not far behind by$4$ his mother and $MP#ZZC$Betsey. He, 307:384,13[' ]| complete$2$ in$4$ his Lieutenant's uniform, looking and moving 307:384,14[' ]| all the taller, firmer, and more graceful for$4$ it, and with the 307:384,15[' ]| happiest smile$0$ over his face$0$, walked up$5$ directly to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny 307:384,16[' ]| ~~ who$6#1$, rising from her seat, looked at him for$4$ a moment in$4$ 307:384,17[' ]| speechless admiration, and then threw her arms round$4$ his 307:384,18[' ]| neck to$9$ sob out$5$ her various emotions of pain$0$ and pleasure. 307:384,19[' ]| Anxious not to$9$ appear unhappy, she soon recovered 307:384,20[' ]| herself: and wiping away her tears, was able to$9$ notice$1$ and 307:384,21[' ]| admire all the striking parts of his dress$0$ ~~ listening with 307:384,22[' ]| reviving spirits to$4$ his cheerful hopes$0$ of being$1$ on$4$ shore some 307:384,23[' ]| part$0$ of every day before$3$ they sailed, and even$5$ of getting 307:384,24[' ]| her to$4$ Spithead to$9$ see the sloop. 307:384,25[' ]| The next bustle$0$ brought in$4$ $MP#ZD$Mr%*Campbell, the Surgeon of 307:384,26[' ]| the Thrush, a very well$5$ behaved young man, who$6#1$ came to$9$ 307:384,27[' ]| call$1$ for$4$ his friend, and for$4$ whom$6#1$ there was with some 307:384,28[' ]| contrivance found a chair, and with some hasty washing 307:384,29[' ]| of the young tea-maker's, a cup and saucer; and after$4$ 307:384,30[' ]| another quarter$0#1$ of an hour of earnest talk$0$ between the 307:384,31[' ]| gentlemen, noise rising upon$4$ noise, and bustle$0$ upon$4$ bustle$0$, 307:384,32[' ]| men and boys at last$0$ all in$4$ motion together, the moment 307:384,33[' ]| came for$4$ setting off; every*thing was ready, $MP#Q$William took 307:384,34[' ]| leave$0$, and all of them were gone ~~ for$4$ the three boys, in$4$ 307:384,35[' ]| spite$8$ of their mother's intreaty, determined to$9$ see their 307:384,36[' ]| brother and $MP#ZD$Mr%*Campbell to$4$ the sally-port; and $MP#O$Mr%*Price 307:384,37[' ]| walked off at the same time to$9$ carry back$5$ his neighbour's 307:384,38[' ]| newspaper. 307:385,01[' ]| Something like$4$ tranquillity might now be hoped for$5$, and 307:385,02[' ]| accordingly, when $MP#V$Rebecca had been prevailed on$5$ to$9$ carry 307:385,03[' ]| away the tea-things, and $MP#P$Mrs%*Price had walked about$4$ the 307:385,04[' ]| room some time looking for$4$ a shirt sleeve, which$6#1$ $MP#ZZC$Betsey at 307:385,05[' ]| last$0$ hunted out$5$ from a drawer in$4$ the kitchen, the small 307:385,06[' ]| party of females were pretty$5$ well$5$ composed, and the 307:385,07[' ]| mother having lamented again over the impossibility of 307:385,08[' ]| getting $MP#W$Sam ready in$4$ time, was at leisure to$9$ think of her 307:385,09[' ]| eldest daughter and the friends she had come from. 307:385,10[' ]| A few enquiries began; but one of the earliest ~~ 307:385,10[P ]| "How 307:385,11[P ]| did her sister $MP#F$Bertram manage about$4$ her servants? Was 307:385,12[P ]| she as much plagued as herself to$9$ get tolerable servants?" 307:385,13[' ]| ~~ soon led her mind$0$ away from Northamptonshire, and 307:385,14[' ]| fixed it on$4$ her own$2$ domestic$2$ grievances; and the shocking 307:385,15[' ]| character of all the Portsmouth servants, of whom$6#1$ she 307:385,16[' ]| believed her own$2$ two were the very worst, engrossed her 307:385,17[' ]| completely. The $MP#E1$Bertrams were all forgotten in$4$ detailing 307:385,18[' ]| the faults of $MP#V$Rebecca, against whom$6#1$ $MP#V$Susan had also much 307:385,19[' ]| to$9$ depose, and little $MP#ZZC$Betsey a great deal$0$ more, and who$6#1$ did 307:385,20[' ]| seem so$5#1$ thoroughly without a single recommendation, that$3$ 307:385,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not help$1$ modestly presuming that$3$ 307:385,21@a | her mother 307:385,22@a | meant to$9$ part$1$ with her when her year was up$5$. 307:385,23[P ]| "Her year!" 307:385,23[' ]| cried $MP#P$Mrs%*Price; 307:385,23[P ]| "I am sure I hope$1$ 307:385,24[P ]| I shall be rid of her before$3$ she has staid a year, for$3$ that$6#2$ 307:385,24[P ]| will$1$ 307:385,25[P ]| not be up$5$ till November. Servants are come to$4$ such a pass$0$, 307:385,26[P ]| my dear$2#1$, in$4$ Portsmouth, that$3$ it is quite a miracle if one 307:385,27[P ]| keeps them more than half-a-year. I have no$2$ hope$0$ of ever 307:385,28[P ]| being$1$ settled; and if I was to$9$ part$1$ with $MP#V$Rebecca, I should 307:385,29[P ]| only get something worse. And yet, I do not think I am 307:385,30[P ]| a very difficult mistress to$9$ please ~~ and I am sure the place$0$ 307:385,31[P ]| is easy enough, for$3$ there is always a girl under her, and 307:385,32[P ]| I often do half the work$0$ myself." 307:385,33[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was silent; but not from being$1$ convinced that$3$ 307:385,34[' ]| there might not be a remedy found for$4$ some of these evils. 307:385,35[' ]| As she now sat looking at $MP#ZZC$Betsey, 307:385,35@a | she could not but think 307:385,36@a | particularly of another sister, a very pretty$2$ little girl, 307:385,37@a | whom$6#1$ she had left there not much younger when she went 307:385,38@a | into Northamptonshire, who$6#1$ had died a few years afterwards. 307:386,01@a | There had been something remarkably amiable 307:386,02@a | about$4$ her. 307:386,02[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ those early days, had preferred her 307:386,03[' ]| to$4$ $MP#V$Susan; and when the news of her death had at last$0$ 307:386,04[' ]| reached Mansfield, had for$4$ a short time been quite 307:386,05[' ]| afflicted. ~~ The sight of $MP#ZZC$Betsey brought the image of little 307:386,06[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Mary back$5$ again, but she would not have pained her 307:386,07[' ]| mother by$4$ alluding to$4$ her, for$4$ the world. ~~ While$4$ considering 307:386,08[' ]| her with these ideas, $MP#ZZC$Betsey, at a small distance$0$, was 307:386,09[' ]| holding out$5$ something to$9$ catch$1$ her eyes, meaning to$9$ 307:386,10[' ]| screen it at the same time from $MP#V$Susan's. 307:386,11[A ]| "What have you got there, my love$0$?" 307:386,11[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, 307:386,12[A ]| "come and shew$1$ it to$4$ me." 307:386,13[' ]| It was a silver knife. Up$5$ jumped $MP#V$Susan, claiming it as 307:386,14[' ]| her own$2$, and trying$1$ to$9$ get it away; but the child ran to$4$ 307:386,15[' ]| her mother's protection, and $MP#V$Susan could only reproach$1$, 307:386,16[' ]| which$6#1$ she did very warmly, and evidently hoping to$9$ 307:386,17[' ]| interest$1$ $MP#A$Fanny on$4$ her side$0$. 307:386,17[V ]| "It was very hard that$3$ she 307:386,18[V ]| was not to$9$ have her \own$2$\ knife; it was her own$2$ knife; little 307:386,19[V ]| sister $MP#ZZC$Mary had left it to$4$ her upon$4$ her death-bed, and she 307:386,20[V ]| ought to$9$ have had it to$9$ keep herself long ago. But mamma 307:386,21[V ]| kept it from her, and was always letting $MP#ZZC$Betsey get hold$0$ of 307:386,22[V ]| it; and the end$0$ of it would be that$3$ $MP#ZZC$Betsey would spoil it, 307:386,23[V ]| and get it for$4$ her own$2$, though mamma had \promised\ her 307:386,24[V ]| that$3$ $MP#ZZC$Betsey should not have it in$4$ her own$2$ hands." 307:386,25[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was quite shocked. Every feeling of duty, 307:386,26[' ]| honour$0$, and tenderness was wounded by$4$ her sister's speech 307:386,27[' ]| and her mother's reply$0$. 307:386,28[P ]| "Now, $MP#V$Susan," 307:386,28[' ]| cried $MP#P$Mrs%*Price in$4$ a complaining voice, 307:386,29[P ]| "now, how can you be so$5#1$ cross$2$? You are always 307:386,30[P ]| quarrelling about$4$ that$6#2$ knife. I wish$1$ you would not be so$5#1$ 307:386,31[P ]| quarrelsome. Poor little $MP#ZZC$Betsey; how cross$2$ $MP#V$Susan is to$4$ 307:386,32[P ]| you! But you should not have taken it out$5$, my dear$2#1$, 307:386,33[P ]| when I sent you to$4$ the drawer. You know I told you not 307:386,34[P ]| to$9$ touch$1$ it, because $MP#V$Susan is so$5#1$ cross$2$ about$4$ it. I must hide 307:386,35[P ]| it another time, $MP#ZZC$Betsey. Poor $MP#ZZC$Mary little thought$1$ it would 307:386,36[P ]| be such a bone of contention when she gave it me to$9$ 307:386,37[P ]| keep, only two hours before$3$ she died. Poor little soul! she 307:386,38[P ]| could but just$5$ speak to$9$ be heard, and she said so$5#2$ prettily, 307:387,01@v | Let sister $MP#V$Susan have my knife, mamma, when I am dead 307:387,02@v | and buried." ~~ 307:387,02[P ]| Poor little dear$2#1$! she was so$5#1$ fond of it, 307:387,03[P ]| $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ she would have it lay$1#2$ by$4$ her in$4$ bed, all 307:387,04[P ]| through$4$ her illness. It was the gift of her good godmother, 307:387,05[P ]| old $MP#ZW$Mrs%*Admiral*Maxwell, only six weeks before$3$ 307:387,06[P ]| she was taken for$4$ death. Poor little sweet creature! 307:387,07[P ]| Well$7$, she was taken away from evil to$9$ come. My own$2$ 307:387,08[P ]| $MP#ZZC$Betsey, 307:387,08[' ]| (fondling her), 307:387,08[P ]| \you\ have not the luck of such a good 307:387,09[P ]| godmother. Aunt $MP#J$Norris lives$1$ too$5#1$ far off, to$9$ think of such 307:387,10[P ]| little people as you." 307:387,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had indeed nothing to$9$ convey from aunt $MP#J$Norris, 307:387,12[' ]| but a message to$9$ say 307:387,12@j | she hoped her god-daughter was 307:387,13@j | a good girl, and learnt her book. 307:387,13[' ]| There had been at one 307:387,14[' ]| moment a slight$2$ murmur in$4$ the drawing-room at Mansfield*Park, 307:387,15[' ]| about$4$ sending her a Prayer-book; but no$2$ second$2$ 307:387,16[' ]| sound$0$ had been heard of such a purpose. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 307:387,17[' ]| however, had gone home and taken down$5$ two old Prayer-books 307:387,18[' ]| of her husband, with that$6#2$ idea, but upon$4$ examination, 307:387,19[' ]| the ardour of generosity went off. One was found to$9$ 307:387,20[' ]| have too$5#1$ small a print for$4$ a child's eyes, and the other to$9$ 307:387,21[' ]| be too$5#1$ cumbersome for$4$ her to$9$ carry about$5$. 307:387,22[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny fatigued and fatigued again, was thankful to$9$ 307:387,23[' ]| accept the first invitation of going to$4$ bed; and before$3$ 307:387,24[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Betsey had finished her cry$0$ at being$1$ allowed to$9$ sit up$5$ only 307:387,25[' ]| one hour extraordinary in$4$ honour$0$ of sister, she was off, 307:387,26[' ]| leaving all below in$4$ confusion and noise again, the boys 307:387,27[' ]| begging for$4$ toasted cheese, her father calling out$5$ for$4$ his rum 307:387,28[' ]| and water, and $MP#V$Rebecca never where she ought to$9$ be. 307:387,29[' ]| There was nothing to$9$ raise her spirits in$4$ the confined and 307:387,30[' ]| scantily-furnished chamber that$6#1$ she was to$9$ share$1$ with 307:387,31[' ]| $MP#V$Susan. The smallness of the rooms above$5$ and below 307:387,32[' ]| indeed, and the narrowness of the passage and staircase, 307:387,33[' ]| struck her beyond$4$ her imagination. She soon learnt to$9$ 307:387,34[' ]| think with respect$0$ of her own$2$ little attic at Mansfield*Park, 307:387,35[' ]| in$4$ \that$6#2$\ house reckoned too$5#1$ small for$4$ anybody's comfort$0$. 308:388,01[' ]| Could $MP#E$Sir*Thomas have seen all his niece's feelings, 308:388,02[' ]| when she wrote her first letter to$4$ her aunt, he would not 308:388,03[' ]| have despaired; for$3$ though a good night's rest$0#2$, a pleasant 308:388,04[' ]| morning, the hope$0$ of soon seeing $MP#Q$William again, and the 308:388,05[' ]| comparatively quiet$2$ state$0$ of the house, from $MP#ZZC$Tom and 308:388,06[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Charles being$1$ gone to$4$ school, $MP#W$Sam on$4$ some project of his 308:388,07[' ]| own$2$, and her father on$4$ his usual lounges, enabled her to$9$ 308:388,08[' ]| express$1$ herself cheerfully on$4$ the subject$0$ of home, there 308:388,09[' ]| were still$5$ to$4$ her own$2$ perfect$2$ consciousness, many drawbacks 308:388,10[' ]| suppressed. Could he have seen only half that$6#1$ she 308:388,11[' ]| felt before$4$ the end$0$ of a week, he would have thought$1$ 308:388,12[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford sure of her, and been delighted with his own$2$ 308:388,13[' ]| sagacity. 308:388,14[' ]| Before$3$ the week ended, it was all disappointment. In$4$ 308:388,15[' ]| the first place$0$, $MP#Q$William was gone. The Thrush had had her 308:388,16[' ]| orders$0#1$, the wind had changed, and he was sailed within 308:388,17[' ]| four days from their reaching Portsmouth; and during 308:388,18[' ]| those days, she had seen him only twice, in$4$ a short and 308:388,19[' ]| hurried way, when he had come ashore on$4$ duty. There had 308:388,20[' ]| been no$2$ free conversation, no$2$ walk$0$ on$4$ the ramparts, no$2$ visit$0$ 308:388,21[' ]| to$4$ the dock-yard, no$2$ acquaintance with the Thrush ~~ 308:388,22[' ]| nothing of all that$6#1$ they had planned and depended on$4$. 308:388,23[' ]| Every*thing in$4$ that$6#2$ quarter$0#2$ failed her, except $MP#Q$William's 308:388,24[' ]| affection. His last$2$ thought$1$ on$4$ leaving home was for$4$ her. 308:388,25[' ]| He stepped back$5$ again to$4$ the door to$9$ say, 308:388,25[Q ]| "Take care$0$ of 308:388,26[Q ]| $MP#A$Fanny, mother. She is tender$2$, and not used to$9$ rough it 308:388,27[Q ]| like$4$ the rest$0#1$ of us. I charge$1$ you, take care$0$ of $MP#A$Fanny." 308:388,28@a | $MP#Q$William was gone; ~~ and the home he had left her in$4$ 308:388,29@a | was ~~ 308:388,29[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny could not conceal it from herself ~~ 308:388,29@a | in$4$ almost 308:388,30@a | every respect$0$, the very reverse of what she could have 308:388,31@a | wished. It was the abode of noise, disorder, and impropriety. 308:388,32@a | Nobody was in$4$ their right$2#1$ place$0$, nothing was done 308:389,01@a | as it ought to$9$ be. She could not respect$1$ her parents, as she 308:389,02@a | had hoped. On$4$ her father, her confidence had not been 308:389,03@a | sanguine, but he was more negligent of his family, his habits 308:389,04@a | were worse, and his manners coarser, than she had been 308:389,05@a | prepared for$5$. He did not want$1$ abilities; but he had no$2$ 308:389,06@a | curiosity, and no$2$ information beyond$4$ his profession$0#2$; he 308:389,07@a | read only the newspaper and the navy-list; he talked only 308:389,08@a | of the dock-yard, the harbour$0$, Spithead, and the Motherbank; 308:389,09@a | he swore and he drank, he was dirty and gross. 308:389,10@a | She had never been able to$9$ recal$1$ anything approaching to$4$ 308:389,11@a | tenderness in$4$ his former treatment of herself. There had 308:389,12@a | remained only a general$2$ impression of roughness and 308:389,13@a | loudness; and now he scarcely ever noticed her, but to$9$ 308:389,14@a | make$1$ her the object$0$ of a coarse joke. 308:389,15@a | Her disappointment in$4$ her mother was greater; \there\ 308:389,16@a | she had hoped much, and found almost nothing. Every 308:389,17@a | flattering scheme$0$ of being$1$ of consequence to$4$ her soon fell to$4$ 308:389,18@a | the ground. 308:389,18[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price was not unkind ~~ but, instead of 308:389,19[' ]| gaining on$4$ her affection and confidence, and becoming 308:389,20[' ]| more and more dear$2#1$, her daughter never met with greater 308:389,21[' ]| kindness from her, than on$4$ the first day of her arrival. 308:389,22[' ]| The instinct of nature was soon satisfied, and $MP#P$Mrs%*Price's 308:389,23[' ]| attachment had no$2$ other source. Her heart and her time 308:389,24[' ]| were already quite full; she had neither leisure nor 308:389,25[' ]| affection to$9$ bestow on$4$ $MP#A$Fanny. Her daughters never had 308:389,26[' ]| been much to$4$ her. She was fond of her sons, especially of 308:389,27[' ]| $MP#Q$William, but $MP#ZZC$Betsey was the first of her girls whom$6#1$ she had 308:389,28[' ]| ever much regarded. To$4$ her she was most injudiciously 308:389,29[' ]| indulgent. $MP#Q$William was her pride; $MP#ZZC$Betsey, her darling; 308:389,30[' ]| and $MP#ZZC$John, $MP#ZZC$Richard, $MP#W$Sam, $MP#ZZC$Tom, and $MP#ZZC$Charles, 308:389,30[' ]| occupied all 308:389,31[' ]| the rest$0#1$ of her maternal solicitude, alternately her worries 308:389,32[' ]| and her comforts. These shared her heart; her time was 308:389,33[' ]| given chiefly to$4$ her house and her servants. Her days 308:389,34[' ]| were spent in$4$ a kind$0$ of slow bustle$0$; always busy without 308:389,35[' ]| getting on$5$, always behindhand and lamenting it, without 308:389,36[' ]| altering her ways; wishing to$9$ be an economist, without 308:389,37[' ]| contrivance or regularity; dissatisfied with her servants, 308:389,38[' ]| without skill to$9$ make$1$ them better, and whether helping, 308:390,01[' ]| or reprimanding, or indulging them, without any power 308:390,02[' ]| of engaging their respect$0$. 308:390,03[' ]| Of her two sisters, $MP#P$Mrs%*Price very much more resembled 308:390,04[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram than $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris. She was a manager by$4$ 308:390,05[' ]| necessity, without any of $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's inclination for$4$ it, or 308:390,06[' ]| any of her activity. Her disposition was naturally easy 308:390,07[' ]| and indolent, like$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's; and a situation of 308:390,08[' ]| similar affluence and do-nothing-ness would have been 308:390,09[' ]| much more suited to$4$ her capacity, than the exertions and 308:390,10[' ]| self-denials of the one, which$6#1$ her imprudent marriage had 308:390,11[' ]| placed her in$4$. She might have made just$5$ as good a woman 308:390,12[' ]| of consequence as $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, but $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris would 308:390,13[' ]| have been a more respectable mother of nine children, on$4$ 308:390,14[' ]| a small income. 308:390,15[' ]| Much of all this, $MP#A$Fanny could not but be sensible$2#1$ of. 308:390,16[' ]| She might scruple$1$ to$9$ make$1$ use$0$ of the words, but she must 308:390,17[' ]| and did feel that$3$ 308:390,17@a | her mother was a partial, ill-judging 308:390,18@a | parent, a dawdle, a slattern, who$6#1$ neither taught nor 308:390,19@a | restrained her children, whose$6#1$ house was the scene of 308:390,20@a | mismanagement and discomfort from beginning to$4$ end$0$, 308:390,21@a | and who$6#1$ had no$2$ talent, no$2$ conversation, no$2$ affection 308:390,22@a | towards herself; no$2$ curiosity to$9$ know her better, no$2$ desire$0$ 308:390,23@a | of her friendship, and no$2$ inclination for$4$ her company that$6#1$ 308:390,24@a | could lessen her sense of such feelings. 308:390,25[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was very anxious to$9$ be useful, and not to$9$ appear 308:390,26[' ]| above$4$ her home, or in$4$ any way disqualified or disinclined, 308:390,27[' ]| by$4$ her foreign education, from contributing her help$0$ to$4$ its 308:390,28[' ]| comforts, and therefore set$1$ about$5$ working for$4$ $MP#W$Sam 308:390,29[' ]| immediately, and by$4$ working early and late, with perseverance 308:390,30[' ]| and great dispatch, did so$5#1$ much, that$3$ the boy 308:390,31[' ]| was shipped off at last$0$, with more than half his linen ready. 308:390,32[' ]| She had great pleasure in$4$ feeling her usefulness, but could 308:390,33[' ]| not conceive how they would have managed without her. 308:390,34[' ]| $MP#W$Sam, loud and overbearing as he was, she rather 308:390,35[' ]| regretted when he went, for$3$ he was clever and intelligent, 308:390,36[' ]| and glad to$9$ be employed in$4$ any errand in$4$ the town; and 308:390,37[' ]| though spurning the remonstrances of $MP#V$Susan, given as they 308:390,38[' ]| were ~~ though very reasonable in$4$ themselves, with ill-timed 308:391,01[' ]| and powerless warmth, was beginning to$9$ be influenced by$4$ 308:391,02[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's services, and gentle persuasions; and she found 308:391,03[' ]| that$3$ the best of the three younger ones was gone in$4$ him; 308:391,04[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Tom and $MP#ZZC$Charles being$1$ at least as many years as they were 308:391,05[' ]| his juniors distant from that$6#2$ age of feeling and reason$0$, 308:391,06[' ]| which$6#1$ might suggest the expediency of making friends, and 308:391,07[' ]| of endeavouring to$9$ be less disagreeable. Their sister soon 308:391,08[' ]| despaired of making the smallest impression on$4$ \them\; they 308:391,09[' ]| were quite untameable by$4$ any means$0$ of address$0$ which$6#1$ she 308:391,10[' ]| had spirits or time to$9$ attempt$1$. Every afternoon brought 308:391,11[' ]| a return$0$ of their riotous games all over the house; and she 308:391,12[' ]| very early learnt to$9$ sigh$1$ at the approach$0$ of Saturday's 308:391,13[' ]| constant half holiday. 308:391,14[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Betsey too$5#2$, a spoilt child, trained up$5$ to$9$ think the 308:391,15[' ]| alphabet her greatest enemy, left to$9$ be with the servants 308:391,16[' ]| at her pleasure, and then encouraged to$9$ report$1$ any evil of 308:391,17[' ]| them, she was almost as ready to$9$ despair$1$ of being$1$ able to$9$ 308:391,18[' ]| love$1$ or assist; and of $MP#V$Susan's temper, she had many 308:391,19[' ]| doubts$0$. Her continual disagreements with her mother, her 308:391,20[' ]| rash squabbles with $MP#ZZC$Tom and $MP#ZZC$Charles, and petulance with 308:391,21[' ]| $MP#ZZC$Betsey, were at least so$5#1$ distressing to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ though 308:391,22[' ]| admitting they were by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ without provocation, she 308:391,23[' ]| feared the disposition that$6#1$ could push$1$ them to$4$ such length 308:391,24[' ]| must be far from amiable, and from affording any repose to$4$ 308:391,25[' ]| herself. 308:391,26[' ]| Such was the home which$6#1$ was to$9$ put Mansfield out$5$ of 308:391,27[' ]| her head$0$, and teach her to$9$ think of her cousin $MP#B$Edmund 308:391,28[' ]| with moderated feelings. On$4$ the contrary, she could think 308:391,29[' ]| of nothing but Mansfield, its beloved inmates, its happy 308:391,30[' ]| ways. Every*thing where she now was was in$4$ full contrast 308:391,31[' ]| to$4$ it. The elegance, propriety, regularity, harmony ~~ and 308:391,32[' ]| perhaps, above$4$ all, the peace and tranquillity of Mansfield, 308:391,33[' ]| were brought to$4$ her remembrance every hour of the day, 308:391,34[' ]| by$4$ the prevalence of every*thing opposite to$4$ them \here\. 308:391,35[' ]| The living in$4$ incessant noise was to$4$ a frame and temper, 308:391,36[' ]| delicate and nervous like$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's, an evil which$6#1$ no$2$ super-added 308:391,37[' ]| elegance or harmony could have entirely atoned for$4$. 308:391,38@a | It was the greatest misery of all. At Mansfield, no$2$ sounds$0$ 308:392,01@a | of contention, no$2$ raised voice, no$2$ abrupt bursts, no$2$ tread 308:392,02@a | of violence was ever heard; all proceeded in$4$ a regular 308:392,03@a | course$0$ of cheerful orderliness; every*body had their due$2$ 308:392,04@a | importance; every*body's feelings were consulted. If 308:392,05@a | tenderness could be ever supposed wanting, good sense and 308:392,06@a | good*breeding supplied its place$0$; and as to$4$ the little 308:392,07@a | irritations, sometimes introduced by$4$ aunt $MP#J$Norris, they 308:392,08@a | were short, they were trifling, they were as a drop$0$ of water 308:392,09@a | to$4$ the ocean, compared with the ceaseless tumult of her 308:392,10@a | present$2$ abode. Here, every*body was noisy, every voice 308:392,11@a | was loud, (excepting, perhaps, her mother's, which$6#1$ 308:392,12@a | resembled the soft monotony of $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's, only 308:392,13@a | worn into fretfulness.) ~~ Whatever was wanted, was 308:392,14@a | halloo'd for$5$, and the servants halloo'd out$5$ their excuses 308:392,15@a | from the kitchen. The doors were in$4$ constant banging, 308:392,16@a | the stairs were never at rest$0#2$, nothing was done without 308:392,17@a | a clatter, nobody sat still$2$, and nobody could command$1$ 308:392,18@a | attention when they spoke. 308:392,19[' ]| In$4$ a review of the two houses, as they appeared to$4$ her 308:392,20[' ]| before$4$ the end$0$ of a week, $MP#A$Fanny was tempted to$9$ apply to$4$ 308:392,21[' ]| them $MP#Z1$Dr%*Johnson's celebrated judgment as to$4$ matrimony 308:392,22[' ]| and celibacy, and say, that$3$ though Mansfield*Park might 308:392,23[' ]| have some pains, Portsmouth could have no$2$ pleasures. 309:393,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was right$2#1$ enough in$4$ not expecting to$9$ hear from 309:393,02[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford now, at the rapid rate$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ their 309:393,03[' ]| correspondence had begun; $MP#C$Mary's next letter was after$4$ 309:393,04[' ]| a decidedly longer interval than the last$0$, but she was not 309:393,05[' ]| right$2#1$ in$4$ supposing that$3$ such an interval would be felt 309:393,06[' ]| a great relief to$4$ herself. ~~ Here was another strange 309:393,07[' ]| revolution of mind$0$! ~~ She was really glad to$9$ receive the 309:393,08[' ]| letter when it did come. In$4$ her present$2$ exile from good 309:393,09[' ]| society, and distance$0$ from every*thing that$6#1$ had been wont 309:393,10[' ]| to$9$ interest$1$ her, a letter from one belonging to$4$ the set$0$ where 309:393,11[' ]| her heart lived, written with affection, and some degree of 309:393,12[' ]| elegance, was thoroughly acceptable. ~~ The usual plea of 309:393,13[' ]| increasing engagements was made in$4$ excuse$0$ for$4$ not having 309:393,14[' ]| written to$4$ her earlier, 309:393,14[C ]| "and now that$3$ I have begun," 309:393,14[' ]| she 309:393,15[' ]| continued, 309:393,15[C ]| "my letter will$1$ not be worth your reading, for$3$ 309:393,16[C ]| there will$1$ be no$2$ little offering of love$0$ at the end$0$, no$2$ three or 309:393,17[C ]| four lines passione=es from the most devoted $MP#D$H%*C% in$4$ the 309:393,18[C ]| world, for$3$ $MP#D$Henry is in$4$ Norfolk; business called him to$4$ 309:393,19[C ]| Everingham ten days ago, or perhaps he only pretended 309:393,20[C ]| the call$0$, for$3$ the sake of being$1$ travelling at the same time 309:393,21[C ]| that$6#1$ you were. But there he is, and, by*the*by, his absence 309:393,22[C ]| may$1$ sufficiently account$1$ for$4$ any remissness of his sister's 309:393,23[C ]| in$4$ writing, for$3$ there has been no$2$ ""well$7$, $MP#C$Mary, when do 309:393,24[C ]| you write to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny? ~~ is not it time for$4$ you to$9$ write to$4$ 309:393,25[C ]| $MP#A$Fanny?"" to$9$ spur me on$5$. At last$0$, after$4$ various attempts at 309:393,26[C ]| meeting, I have seen your cousins, ""dear$2#1$ $MP#I$Julia and dearest 309:393,27[C ]| $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth;"" they found me at home yesterday, and 309:393,28[C ]| we were glad to$9$ see each other again. We \seemed\ \very\ glad 309:393,29[C ]| to$9$ see each other, and I do really think we were a little. ~~ 309:393,30[C ]| We had a vast deal$0$ to$9$ say. ~~ Shall I tell you how $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth 309:393,31[C ]| looked when your name$0$ was mentioned? I did not 309:393,32[C ]| use$1$ to$9$ think her wanting in$4$ self possession, but she had not 309:394,01[C ]| quite enough for$4$ the demands$0$ of yesterday. Upon$4$ the 309:394,02[C ]| whole$0$ $MP#I$Julia was in$4$ the best looks$0$ of the two, at least after$3$ 309:394,03[C ]| you were spoken of. There was no$2$ recovering the complexion 309:394,04[C ]| from the moment that$6#1$ I spoke of ""$MP#A$Fanny"", and 309:394,05[C ]| spoke of her as a sister should. ~~ But $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth's day 309:394,06[C ]| of good looks$0$ will$1$ come; we have cards for$4$ her first party 309:394,07[C ]| on$4$ the 28th. ~~ Then she will$1$ be in$4$ beauty, for$3$ she will$1$ open$1$ 309:394,08[C ]| one of the best houses in$4$ Wimpole*Street. I was in$4$ it two 309:394,09[C ]| years ago, when it was $MP#ZR$Lady*Lascelles's, and prefer it to$4$ 309:394,10[C ]| almost any I know in$4$ London, and certainly she will$1$ then 309:394,11[C ]| feel ~~ to$9$ use$1$ a vulgar phrase ~~ that$3$ she has got her penny-worth 309:394,12[C ]| for$4$ her penny. $MP#D$Henry could not have afforded her 309:394,13[C ]| such a house. I hope$1$ she will$1$ recollect it, and be satisfied, 309:394,14[C ]| as well$5$ she may$1$, with moving the queen of a palace, though 309:394,15[C ]| the king may$1$ appear best in$4$ the back*ground, and as 309:394,16[C ]| I have no$2$ desire$0$ to$9$ tease her, I shall never \force$1$\ your name$0$ 309:394,17[C ]| upon$4$ her again. She will$1$ grow sober by$4$ degrees. ~~ From 309:394,18[C ]| all that$6#1$ I hear and guess$1$, $MP#ZZM$Baron*Wildenhaim's attentions 309:394,18[C ]| to$4$ 309:394,19[C ]| $MP#I$Julia continue, but I do not know that$3$ he has any serious$2$ 309:394,20[C ]| encouragement. She ought to$9$ do better. A poor honourable 309:394,21[C ]| is no$2$ catch$0$, and I cannot imagine any liking in$4$ the 309:394,22[C ]| case, for$3$, take away his rants, and the poor $MP#ZZM$Baron has 309:394,23[C ]| nothing. What a difference a vowel makes! ~~ if his rents 309:394,24[C ]| were but equal$2$ to$4$ his rants! ~~ Your cousin $MP#B$Edmund moves 309:394,25[C ]| slowly; detained, perchance, by$4$ parish duties. There 309:394,26[C ]| may$1$ be some old woman at Thornton*Lacey to$9$ be converted. 309:394,27[C ]| I am unwilling to$9$ fancy$1$ myself neglected for$4$ a 309:394,28[C ]| \young\ one. Adieu, my dear$2#1$ sweet $MP#A$Fanny, this is a long 309:394,29[C ]| letter from London; write me a pretty$2$ one in$4$ reply$0$ to$9$ 309:394,30[C ]| gladden $MP#D$Henry's eyes, when he comes back$5$ ~~ and send me 309:394,31[C ]| an account$0$ of all the dashing young captains whom$6#1$ you 309:394,32[C ]| disdain$1$ for$4$ his sake." 309:394,33[' ]| There was great food for$4$ meditation in$4$ this letter, and 309:394,34[' ]| chiefly for$4$ unpleasant meditation; 309:394,34@a | and yet, with all the 309:394,35@a | uneasiness it supplied, it connected her with the absent, it 309:394,36@a | told her of people and things about$4$ whom$6#1$ she had never 309:394,37@a | felt so$5#1$ much curiosity as now, and she would have been 309:394,38@a | glad to$9$ have been sure of such a letter every week. Her 309:395,01@a | correspondence with her aunt $MP#F$Bertram was her only 309:395,02@a | concern$0$ of higher interest$0$. 309:395,03@a | As for$4$ any society in$4$ Portsmouth, that$6#1$ could at all make$1$ 309:395,04@a | amends for$4$ deficiencies at home, there were none within 309:395,05@a | the circle of her father's and mother's acquaintance to$9$ 309:395,06@a | afford her the smallest satisfaction; she saw nobody in$4$ 309:395,07@a | whose$6#1$ favour$0$ she could wish$1$ to$9$ overcome her own$2$ shyness 309:395,08@a | and reserve$0$. The men appeared to$4$ her all coarse, the 309:395,09@a | women all pert, every*body under-bred; and she gave 309:395,10@a | as little contentment as she received from introductions 309:395,11@a | either to$4$ old or new acquaintance. 309:395,11[' ]| The young ladies who$6#1$ 309:395,12[' ]| approached her at first with some respect$0$ in$4$ consideration 309:395,13[' ]| of her coming from a Baronet's family, were soon offended 309:395,14[' ]| by$4$ what they termed "airs" ~~ for$3$ as she neither played on$4$ 309:395,15[' ]| the pianoforte nor wore fine pelisses, they could, on$4$ farther 309:395,16[' ]| observation, admit no$2$ right$0$ of superiority. 309:395,17[' ]| The first solid consolation which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny received for$4$ the 309:395,18[' ]| evils of home, the first which$6#1$ her judgment could entirely 309:395,19[' ]| approve, and which$6#1$ gave any promise$0$ of durability, was in$4$ 309:395,20[' ]| a better knowledge of $MP#V$Susan, and a hope$0$ of being$1$ of service 309:395,21[' ]| to$4$ her. $MP#V$Susan had always behaved pleasantly to$4$ herself, 309:395,22[' ]| but the determined character of her general$2$ manners had 309:395,23[' ]| astonished and alarmed her, and it was at least a fortnight 309:395,24[' ]| before$3$ she began to$9$ understand a disposition so$5#1$ totally 309:395,25[' ]| different from her own$2$. $MP#V$Susan saw that$3$ much was wrong 309:395,26[' ]| at home, and wanted to$9$ set$1$ it right$2#1$. That$3$ a girl of fourteen, 309:395,27[' ]| acting only on$4$ her own$2$ unassisted reason$0$, should err in$4$ the 309:395,28[' ]| method of reform$0$ was not wonderful; and $MP#A$Fanny soon 309:395,29[' ]| became 309:395,29@a | more disposed to$9$ admire the natural$2$ light$0$ of the 309:395,30@a | mind$0$ which$6#1$ could so$5#1$ early distinguish justly, than to$9$ 309:395,31@a | censure$1$ severely the faults of conduct$0$ to$4$ which$6#1$ it led. 309:395,32@a | $MP#V$Susan was only acting on$4$ the same truths, and pursuing 309:395,33@a | the same system, which$6#1$ her own$2$ judgment acknowledged, 309:395,34@a | but which$6#1$ her more supine and yielding temper would have 309:395,35@a | shrunk from asserting. $MP#V$Susan tried to$9$ be useful, where \she\ 309:395,36@a | could only have gone away and cried; and that$3$ $MP#V$Susan was 309:395,37@a | useful she could perceive; that$3$ things, bad as they were, 309:395,38@a | would have been worse but for$4$ such interposition, and that$3$ 309:396,01@a | both her mother and $MP#ZZC$Betsey were restrained from some 309:396,02@a | excesses of very offensive indulgence and vulgarity. 309:396,03[' ]| In$4$ every argument with her mother, $MP#V$Susan had in$4$ point$0$ 309:396,04[' ]| of reason$0$ the advantage, and never was there any maternal 309:396,05[' ]| tenderness to$9$ buy her off. The blind$2$ fondness which$6#1$ was 309:396,06[' ]| for*ever producing evil around$4$ her, \she\ had never known. 309:396,07[' ]| There was no$2$ gratitude for$4$ affection past$2$ or present$2$, to$9$ 309:396,08[' ]| make$1$ her better bear$1$ with its excesses to$4$ the others. 309:396,09[' ]| All this became gradually evident, and gradually placed 309:396,10[' ]| $MP#V$Susan before$4$ her sister as an object$0$ of mingled compassion 309:396,11[' ]| and respect$0$. 309:396,11@a | That$3$ her manner was wrong, however, at 309:396,12@a | times very wrong ~~ her measures often ill-chosen and 309:396,13@a | ill-timed, and her looks$0$ and language very often indefensible, 309:396,14@a | $MP#A$Fanny could not cease to$9$ feel; but she began to$9$ hope$1$ 309:396,15@a | they might be rectified. $MP#V$Susan, she found, looked up$5$ to$4$ 309:396,16@a | her and wished for$4$ her good opinion; 309:396,16[' ]| and new as any*thing 309:396,17[' ]| like$4$ an office of authority was to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, new as it was 309:396,18[' ]| to$9$ imagine herself capable of guiding or informing any*one, 309:396,19[' ]| she did resolve$1$ to$9$ give occasional hints to$4$ $MP#V$Susan, and 309:396,20[' ]| endeavour$1$ to$9$ exercise$1$ for$4$ her advantage the juster notions 309:396,21[' ]| of what was due$2$ to$4$ every*body, and what would be wisest 309:396,22[' ]| for$4$ herself, which$6#1$ her own$2$ more favoured education had 309:396,23[' ]| fixed in$4$ her. 309:396,24[' ]| Her influence$0$, or at least the consciousness and use$0$ of it, 309:396,25[' ]| originated in$4$ an act$0$ of kindness by$4$ $MP#V$Susan, which$6#1$ after$4$ 309:396,26[' ]| many hesitations of delicacy, she at last$0$ worked herself up$5$ 309:396,27[' ]| to$4$. It had very early occurred to$4$ her, that$3$ a small sum 309:396,28[' ]| of money might, perhaps, restore peace for*ever on$4$ the sore 309:396,29[' ]| subject$0$ of the silver knife, canvassed as it now was continually, 309:396,30[' ]| and the riches which$6#1$ she was in$4$ possession of herself, 309:396,31[' ]| her uncle having given her 10L% at parting, made her as 309:396,32[' ]| able as she was willing to$9$ be generous. But she was so$5#1$ 309:396,33[' ]| wholly unused to$9$ confer favours, except on$4$ the very poor, 309:396,34[' ]| so$5#1$ unpractised in$4$ removing evils, or bestowing kindnesses 309:396,35[' ]| among her equals, and so$5#1$ fearful of appearing to$9$ elevate 309:396,36[' ]| herself as a great lady at home, that$3$ it took some time to$9$ 309:396,37[' ]| determine that$3$ it would not be unbecoming in$4$ her to$9$ make$1$ 309:396,38[' ]| such a present$0#2$. It was made, however, at last$0$; a silver 309:397,01[' ]| knife was bought for$4$ $MP#ZZC$Betsey, and accepted with great 309:397,02[' ]| delight$0$, its newness giving it every advantage over the 309:397,03[' ]| other that$6#1$ could be desired; $MP#V$Susan was established in$4$ the 309:397,04[' ]| full possession of her own$2$, $MP#ZZC$Betsey handsomely declaring 309:397,05[' ]| that$3$ 309:397,05@v | now she had got one so$5#1$ much prettier herself, she 309:397,06@v | should never want$1$ \that$6#2$\ again ~~ 309:397,06[' ]| and no$2$ reproach$0$ seemed 309:397,07[' ]| conveyed to$4$ the equally satisfied mother, which$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny had 309:397,08[' ]| almost feared to$9$ be impossible. The deed thoroughly 309:397,09[' ]| answered; a source of domestic$2$ altercation was entirely 309:397,10[' ]| done away, and it was the means$0$ of opening $MP#V$Susan's heart 309:397,11[' ]| to$4$ her, and giving her something more to$9$ love$1$ and be 309:397,12[' ]| interested in$4$. $MP#V$Susan shewed that$3$ she had delicacy; 309:397,13[' ]| pleased as she was to$9$ be mistress of property which$6#1$ she 309:397,14[' ]| had been struggling for$4$ at least two years, she yet feared 309:397,15[' ]| that$3$ her sister's judgment had been against her, and that$3$ a 309:397,16[' ]| reproof was designed her for$4$ having so$5#2$ struggled as to$9$ make$1$ 309:397,17[' ]| the purchase$0$ necessary for$4$ the tranquillity of the house. 309:397,18[' ]| Her temper was open$1$. She acknowledged her fears, 309:397,19[' ]| blamed herself for$4$ having contended so$5#1$ warmly, and from 309:397,20[' ]| that$6#2$ hour $MP#A$Fanny understanding the worth of her disposition, 309:397,21[' ]| and perceiving how fully she was inclined to$9$ seek her 309:397,22[' ]| good opinion and refer to$4$ her judgment, began to$9$ feel again 309:397,23[' ]| the blessing of affection, and to$9$ entertain the hope$0$ of being$1$ 309:397,24[' ]| useful to$4$ a mind$0$ so$5#1$ much in$4$ need$0$ of help$0$, and so$5#1$ much 309:397,25[' ]| deserving it. She gave advice; advice too$5#1$ sound$2$ to$9$ be 309:397,26[' ]| resisted by$4$ a good understanding, and given so$5#1$ mildly and 309:397,27[' ]| considerately as not to$9$ irritate an imperfect temper; and 309:397,28[' ]| she had the happiness of observing its good effects not 309:397,29[' ]| unfrequently; more was not expected by$4$ one, who$6#1$, while$4$ 309:397,30[' ]| seeing all the obligation and expediency of submission and 309:397,31[' ]| forbearance, saw also with sympathetic acuteness of feeling, 309:397,32[' ]| all that$6#1$ must be hourly grating to$4$ a girl like$4$ $MP#V$Susan. Her 309:397,33[' ]| greatest wonder$0$ on$4$ the subject$0$ soon became ~~ 309:397,33@a | not that$3$ 309:397,34@a | $MP#V$Susan should have been provoked into disrespect and 309:397,35@a | impatience against her better knowledge ~~ but that$3$ so$5#1$ 309:397,36@a | much better knowledge, so$5#1$ many good notions, should have 309:397,37@a | been hers at all; and that$3$, brought up$5$ in$4$ the midst of 309:397,38@a | negligence and error, she should have formed such proper 309:398,01@a | opinions of what ought to$9$ be ~~ she, who$6#1$ had no$2$ cousin 309:398,02@a | $MP#B$Edmund to$9$ direct$1$ her thoughts or fix her principles. 309:398,03[' ]| The intimacy thus begun between them was a material$2$ 309:398,04[' ]| advantage to$4$ each. By$4$ sitting together up*stairs, they 309:398,05[' ]| avoided a great deal$0$ of the disturbance of the house; 309:398,06[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had peace, and $MP#V$Susan learnt to$9$ think it no$2$ misfortune 309:398,07[' ]| to$9$ be quietly employed. They sat without a fire$0$; but 309:398,08[' ]| \that$6#2$\ was a privation familiar even$5$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and she 309:398,09[' ]| suffered the less because reminded by$4$ it of the east-room. 309:398,10[' ]| It was the only point$0$ of resemblance. In$4$ space, light$0$, 309:398,11[' ]| furniture, and prospect, there was nothing alike in$4$ the two 309:398,12[' ]| apartments; and she often heaved a sigh$0$ at the remembrance 309:398,13[' ]| of all her books and boxes, and various comforts 309:398,14[' ]| there. By$4$ degrees the girls came to$9$ spend the chief of the 309:398,15[' ]| morning up*stairs, at first only in$4$ working and talking; 309:398,16[' ]| but after$4$ a few days, the remembrance of the said books 309:398,17[' ]| grew so$5#1$ potent and stimulative, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny found it 309:398,18[' ]| impossible not to$9$ try for$4$ books again. There were none in$4$ 309:398,19[' ]| her father's house; but wealth is luxurious and daring ~~ 309:398,20[' ]| and some of hers found its way to$4$ a circulating library. 309:398,21[' ]| She became a subscriber ~~ amazed at being$1$ any*thing \in*propria*persona\, 309:398,22[' ]| amazed at her own$2$ doings in$4$ every way; 309:398,23@a | to$9$ be a renter, a chuser of books! And to$9$ be having any*one's 309:398,24@a | improvement in$4$ view$0$ in$4$ her choice$0$! But so$5#2$ it was. 309:398,25[' ]| $MP#V$Susan had read nothing, and $MP#A$Fanny longed to$9$ give her 309:398,26[' ]| a share$0$ in$4$ her own$2$ first pleasures, and inspire a taste for$4$ 309:398,27[' ]| the biography and poetry which$6#1$ she delighted in$4$ herself. 309:398,28[' ]| In$4$ this occupation she hoped, moreover, to$9$ bury some of 309:398,29[' ]| the recollections of Mansfield which$6#1$ were too$5#1$ apt to$9$ seize 309:398,30[' ]| her mind$0$ if her fingers only were busy; and especially at 309:398,31[' ]| this time, hoped it might be useful in$4$ diverting her thoughts 309:398,32[' ]| from pursuing $MP#B$Edmund to$4$ London, whither, on$4$ the 309:398,33[' ]| authority of her aunt's last$2$ letter, she knew he was gone. 309:398,34[' ]| She had no$2$ doubt$0$ of what would ensue. The promised 309:398,35[' ]| notification was hanging over her head$0$. The postman's 309:398,36[' ]| knock$0$ within the neighbourhood was beginning to$9$ bring its 309:398,37[' ]| daily terrors ~~ and if reading could banish the idea for$4$ even$5$ 309:398,38[' ]| half an hour, it was something gained. 310:399,01[' ]| A week was gone since $MP#B$Edmund might be supposed in$4$ 310:399,02[' ]| town, and $MP#A$Fanny had heard nothing of him. There were 310:399,03[' ]| three different conclusions to$9$ be drawn from his silence$0$, 310:399,04[' ]| between which$6#1$ her mind$0$ was in$4$ fluctuation; each of them 310:399,05[' ]| at times being$1$ held the most probable. 310:399,05@a | Either his going 310:399,06@a | had been again delayed, or he had yet procured no$2$ opportunity 310:399,07@a | of seeing $MP#C$Miss*Crawford alone ~~ or, he was too$5#1$ happy 310:399,08@a | for$4$ letter writing! 310:399,09[' ]| One morning about$4$ this time, $MP#A$Fanny having now been 310:399,10[' ]| nearly four weeks from Mansfield ~~ a point$0$ which$6#1$ she never 310:399,11[' ]| failed to$9$ think over and calculate every day ~~ as she and 310:399,12[' ]| $MP#V$Susan were preparing to$9$ remove$1$ as usual up*stairs, they 310:399,13[' ]| were stopt by$4$ the knock$0$ of a visitor, whom$6#1$ they felt they 310:399,14[' ]| could not avoid, from $MP#V$Rebecca's alertness in$4$ going to$4$ the 310:399,15[' ]| door, a duty which$6#1$ always interested her beyond$4$ any other. 310:399,16[' ]| It was a gentleman's voice; it was a voice that$6#1$ $MP#A$Fanny 310:399,17[' ]| was just$5$ turning pale about$4$, when $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford walked 310:399,18[' ]| into the room. 310:399,19[' ]| Good sense, like$4$ hers, will$1$ always act$1$ when really called 310:399,20[' ]| upon$5$; and she found that$3$ she had been able to$9$ name$1$ him 310:399,21[' ]| to$4$ her mother, and recal$1$ her remembrance of the name$0$, 310:399,22[' ]| as that$6#2$ of 310:399,22[A ]| "$MP#Q$William's friend" 310:399,22[' ]| though she could not previously 310:399,23[' ]| have believed herself capable of uttering a syllable 310:399,24[' ]| at such a moment. The consciousness of his being$1$ known 310:399,25[' ]| there only as $MP#Q$William's friend, was some support$0$. Having 310:399,26[' ]| introduced him, however, and being$1$ all re-seated, the 310:399,27[' ]| terrors that$6#1$ occurred of what this visit$0$ might lead$1$ to$4$, 310:399,28[' ]| were overpowering, and she fancied herself on$4$ the point$0$ 310:399,29[' ]| of fainting away. 310:399,30[' ]| While$4$ trying$1$ to$9$ keep herself alive, their visitor, who$6#1$ 310:399,31[' ]| had at first approached her with as animated a countenance 310:399,32[' ]| as ever, was wisely and kindly keeping his eyes away, 310:399,33[' ]| and giving her time to$9$ recover, while$3$ he devoted himself 310:400,01[' ]| entirely to$4$ her mother, addressing her, and attending to$4$ 310:400,02[' ]| her with the utmost politeness and propriety, at the same 310:400,03[' ]| time with a degree of friendliness ~~ of interest$0$ at least ~~ 310:400,04[' ]| which$6#1$ was making his manner perfect$2$. 310:400,05[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price's manners were also at their best. Warmed 310:400,06[' ]| by$4$ the sight of such a friend to$4$ her son, and regulated by$4$ 310:400,07[' ]| the wish$0$ of appearing to$4$ advantage before$4$ him, she was 310:400,08[' ]| overflowing with gratitude, artless, maternal gratitude, 310:400,09[' ]| which$6#1$ could not be unpleasing. 310:400,09@p | $MP#O$Mr%*Price was out$5$, which$6#1$ 310:400,10@p | she regretted very much. 310:400,10[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was just$5$ recovered 310:400,11[' ]| enough to$9$ feel that$3$ 310:400,11@a | \she\ could not regret$1$ it; for$3$ to$4$ her many 310:400,12@a | other sources of uneasiness was added the severe one of 310:400,13@a | shame$0$ for$4$ the home in$4$ which$6#1$ he found her. She might 310:400,14@a | scold herself for$4$ the weakness, but there was no$2$ scolding 310:400,15@a | it away. She was ashamed, and she would have been yet 310:400,16@a | more ashamed of her father, than of all the rest$0#1$. 310:400,17[' ]| They talked of $MP#Q$William, a subject$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ $MP#P$Mrs%*Price 310:400,18[' ]| could never tire; and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was as warm$2$ in$4$ his 310:400,19[' ]| commendation, as even$5$ her heart could wish$1$. She felt 310:400,20[' ]| that$3$ 310:400,20@p | she had never seen so$5#1$ agreeable a man in$4$ her life; 310:400,21@p | and was only astonished to$9$ find, that$3$ so$5#1$ great and so$5#1$ agreeable 310:400,22@p | as he was, he should be come down$5$ to$4$ Portsmouth 310:400,23@p | neither on$4$ a visit$0$ to$4$ the port-admiral, nor the commissioner, 310:400,24@p | nor yet with the intention of going over to$4$ the 310:400,25@p | island, nor of seeing the Dock-yard. 310:400,25[' ]| Nothing of all that$6#1$ 310:400,26[' ]| she had been used to$9$ think of as the proof of importance, 310:400,27[' ]| or the employment of wealth, had brought him to$4$ Portsmouth. 310:400,28@d | He had reached it late the night before$5$, was come 310:400,29@d | for$4$ a day or two, was staying at the Crown$0#1$, had accidentally 310:400,30@d | met with a navy officer or two of his acquaintance, 310:400,31@d | since his arrival, but had no$2$ object$0$ of that$6#2$ kind$0$ in$4$ coming. 310:400,32[' ]| By$4$ the time he had given all this information, it was 310:400,33[' ]| not unreasonable to$9$ suppose, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny might be looked 310:400,34[' ]| at and spoken to$5$; and she was tolerably able to$9$ bear$1$ his 310:400,35[' ]| eye, and hear that$3$ 310:400,35@d | he had spent half an hour with his sister, 310:400,36@d | the evening before$4$ his leaving London; that$3$ she had sent 310:400,37@d | her best and kindest love$0$, but had had no$2$ time for$4$ writing; 310:400,38@d | that$3$ he thought$1$ himself lucky in$4$ seeing $MP#C$Mary for$4$ even$5$ 310:401,01@d | half an hour, having spent scarcely twenty-four hours in$4$ 310:401,02@d | London after$4$ his return$0$ from Norfolk, before$3$ he set$1$ off 310:401,03@d | again; that$3$ her cousin $MP#B$Edmund was in$4$ town, had been 310:401,04@d | in$4$ town he understood, a few days; that$3$ he had not seen 310:401,05@d | him, himself, but that$3$ he was well$5$, had left them all well$5$ 310:401,06@d | at Mansfield, and was to$9$ dine, as yesterday, with the 310:401,07@d | $MP#ZH$Frasers. 310:401,08[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny listened collectedly even$5$ to$4$ the last-mentioned 310:401,09[' ]| circumstance; nay, it seemed a relief to$4$ her worn mind$0$ 310:401,10[' ]| to$9$ be at any certainty; and the words, 310:401,10[D ]| "then by$4$ this time 310:401,11[D ]| it is all settled," 310:401,11[' ]| passed internally, without more evidence 310:401,12[' ]| of emotion than a faint$2$ blush$0$. 310:401,13[' ]| After$4$ talking a little more about$4$ Mansfield, a subject$0$ in$4$ 310:401,14[' ]| which$6#1$ her interest$0$ was most apparent, $MP#D$Crawford began to$9$ 310:401,15[' ]| hint$1$ at the expediency of an early walk$0$; ~~ 310:401,15[D ]| "It was a 310:401,16[D ]| lovely morning, and at that$6#2$ season of the year a fine morning 310:401,17[D ]| so$5#1$ often turned off, that$3$ it was wisest for$4$ everybody 310:401,18[D ]| not to$9$ delay$1$ their exercise$0$;" 310:401,18[' ]| and such hints producing 310:401,19[' ]| nothing, he soon proceeded to$4$ a positive recommendation 310:401,20[' ]| to$4$ $MP#P$Mrs%*Price and her daughters, to$9$ take their walk$0$ without 310:401,21[' ]| loss of time. Now they came to$4$ an understanding. $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, 310:401,22[' ]| it appeared, scarcely ever stirred out$5$ of doors, except 310:401,23[' ]| of a Sunday; she owned she could seldom, with her large 310:401,24[' ]| family, find time for$4$ a walk$0$. ~~ 310:401,24[D ]| "Would she not then persuade 310:401,25[D ]| her daughters to$9$ take advantage of such weather, 310:401,26[D ]| and allow him the pleasure of attending them?" ~~ 310:401,26[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price 310:401,27[' ]| was greatly obliged, and very complying. ~~ 310:401,27[P ]| "Her 310:401,28[P ]| daughters were very much confined ~~ Portsmouth was 310:401,29[P ]| a sad place$0$ ~~ they did not often get out$5$ ~~ and she knew 310:401,30[P ]| they had some errands in$4$ the town, which$6#1$ they would be 310:401,31[P ]| very glad to$9$ do." ~~ 310:401,31[' ]| And the consequence was, that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny, 310:401,32@a | strange as it was ~~ strange, awkward, and distressing ~~ 310:401,33@a | found herself and $MP#V$Susan, within ten minutes, walking 310:401,34@a | towards the High*Street, with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 310:401,35@a | It was soon pain$0$ upon$4$ pain$0$, confusion upon$4$ confusion; 310:401,36@a | for$3$ they were hardly in$4$ the High*Street, before$3$ they met 310:401,37@a | her father, whose$6#1$ appearance was not the better from its 310:401,38@a | being$1$ Saturday. 310:401,38[' ]| He stopt; and, ungentlemanlike as he 310:402,01[' ]| looked, $MP#A$Fanny was obliged to$9$ introduce him to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 310:402,02@a | She could not have a doubt$0$ of the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ 310:402,03@a | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford must be struck. He must be ashamed and 310:402,04@a | disgusted altogether. He must soon give her up$5$, and 310:402,05@a | cease to$9$ have the smallest inclination for$4$ the match$0$; 310:402,05[' ]| and 310:402,06[' ]| yet, though she had been so$5#1$ much wanting his affection 310:402,07[' ]| to$9$ be cured, this was a sort of cure$0$ that$6#1$ would be almost 310:402,08[' ]| as bad as the complaint; and I believe, there is scarcely 310:402,09[' ]| a young lady in$4$ the united kingdoms, who$6#1$ would not 310:402,10[' ]| rather put up$5$ with the misfortune of being$1$ sought by$4$ a 310:402,11[' ]| clever, agreeable man, than have him driven away by$4$ the 310:402,12[' ]| vulgarity of her nearest relations. 310:402,13[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford probably could not regard$1$ his future 310:402,14[' ]| father-in-law with any idea of taking him for$4$ a model in$4$ 310:402,15[' ]| dress$0$; but (as $MP#A$Fanny instantly, and to$4$ her great relief 310:402,16[' ]| discerned), 310:402,16@a | her father was a very different man, a very 310:402,17@a | different $MP#O$Mr%*Price in$4$ his behaviour to$4$ this most 310:402,17@a | highly-respected 310:402,18@a | stranger$0$, from what he was in$4$ his own$2$ family 310:402,19@a | at home. His manners now, though not polished, were 310:402,20@a | more than passable; they were grateful, animated, manly; 310:402,21@a | his expressions were those of an attached father, and a 310:402,22@a | sensible$2#2$ man; ~~ his loud tones did very well$5$ in$4$ the open$2$ 310:402,23@a | air, and there was not a single oath to$9$ be heard. 310:402,23[' ]| Such 310:402,24[' ]| was his instinctive compliment$0$ to$4$ the good manners of 310:402,25[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford; and be the consequence what it might, 310:402,26[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's immediate feelings were infinitely soothed. 310:402,27[' ]| The conclusion of the two gentlemen's civilities was an 310:402,28[' ]| offer$0$ of $MP#O$Mr%*Price's to$9$ take $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford into the dock-yard, 310:402,29[' ]| which$6#1$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, desirous of accepting as a 310:402,30[' ]| favour$0$, what was intended as such, though he had seen 310:402,31[' ]| the dock-yard again and again; and hoping to$9$ be so$5#1$ much 310:402,32[' ]| the longer with $MP#A$Fanny, 310:402,32@d | was very gratefully disposed to$9$ 310:402,33@d | avail himself of, if the $MP#A1$Miss*Prices were not afraid of the 310:402,34@d | fatigue$0$; 310:402,34[' ]| and as it was somehow or other ascertained, or 310:402,35[' ]| inferred, or at least acted upon$5$, that$3$ they were not at 310:402,36[' ]| all afraid, to$4$ the dock-yard they were all to$9$ go; and, 310:402,37[' ]| but for$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, $MP#O$Mr%*Price would have turned 310:402,38[' ]| thither directly, without the smallest consideration for$4$ his 310:403,01[' ]| daughters' errands in$4$ the High*Street. He took care$0$, 310:403,02[' ]| however, that$3$ they should be allowed to$9$ go to$4$ the shops 310:403,03[' ]| they came out$5$ expressly to$9$ visit$1$; and it did not delay$1$ 310:403,04[' ]| them long, for$3$ $MP#A$Fanny could so$5#1$ little bear$1$ to$9$ excite 310:403,04[' ]| impatience, 310:403,05[' ]| or be waited for$5$, that$3$ before$4$ the gentlemen, as 310:403,06[' ]| they stood at the door, could do more than begin upon$4$ 310:403,07[' ]| the last$2$ naval regulations, or settle the number of three*deckers 310:403,08[' ]| now in$4$ commission, their companions were ready 310:403,09[' ]| to$9$ proceed. 310:403,10[' ]| They were then to$9$ set$1$ forward$5$ for$4$ the dock-yard at once, 310:403,11[' ]| and the walk$0$ would have been conducted (according to$4$ 310:403,12[' ]| $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's opinion) 310:403,12@d | in$4$ a singular manner, had $MP#O$Mr%*Price 310:403,13@d | been allowed the entire regulation of it, as the two 310:403,14@d | girls, he found, would have been left to$9$ follow, and keep 310:403,15@d | up$5$ with them, or not, as they could, while$3$ they walked on$5$ 310:403,16@d | together at their own$2$ hasty pace$0$. 310:403,16[' ]| He was able to$9$ introduce 310:403,17[' ]| some improvement occasionally, though by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ 310:403,18[' ]| to$4$ the extent he wished; he absolutely would not walk$1$ 310:403,19[' ]| away from them; and, at any crossing, or any crowd, 310:403,20[' ]| when $MP#O$Mr%*Price was only calling out$5$, 310:403,20[O ]| "Come girls ~~ come, 310:403,21[O ]| $MP#A$Fan ~~ come, $MP#V$Sue ~~ take care$0$ of yourselves ~~ keep a sharp 310:403,22[O ]| look$0$ out$5$," 310:403,22[' ]| he would give them his particular attendance. 310:403,23[' ]| 310:403,24[' ]| Once fairly in$4$ the dock-yard, he began to$9$ reckon upon$4$ 310:403,25[' ]| some happy intercourse with $MP#A$Fanny, as they were very 310:403,26[' ]| soon joined by$4$ a brother lounger of $MP#O$Mr%*Price's, who$6#1$ was 310:403,27[' ]| come to$9$ take his daily survey of how things went on$5$, and 310:403,28[' ]| who$6#1$ must prove a far more worthy companion than himself; 310:403,29[' ]| and after$4$ a time the two officers seemed very well$5$ 310:403,30[' ]| satisfied in$4$ going about$5$ together and discussing matters 310:403,31[' ]| of equal$2$ and never-failing interest$0$, while$3$ the young people 310:403,32[' ]| sat down$5$ upon$4$ some timbers in$4$ the yard, or found a seat 310:403,33[' ]| on$4$ board a vessel in$4$ the stocks which$6#1$ they all went to$9$ look$1$ 310:403,34[' ]| at. $MP#A$Fanny was most conveniently in$4$ want$0$ of rest$0#2$. $MP#D$Crawford 310:403,35@d | could not have wished her more fatigued or more 310:403,36@d | ready to$9$ sit down$5$; but he could have wished her sister 310:403,37@d | away. A quick$2$ looking girl of $MP#V$Susan's age was the very 310:403,38@d | worst third in$4$ the world ~~ totally different from $MP#F$Lady*Bertram ~~ 310:404,01@d | all eyes and ears; and there was no$2$ introducing 310:404,02@d | the main$2$ point$0$ before$4$ her. He must content himself with 310:404,03@d | being$1$ only generally agreeable, and letting $MP#V$Susan have 310:404,04@d | her share$0$ of entertainment, with the indulgence, now and 310:404,05@d | then, of a look$0$ or hint$0$ for$4$ the better informed and conscious 310:404,06@d | $MP#A$Fanny. 310:404,06[' ]| Norfolk was what he had mostly to$9$ talk$1$ 310:404,07[' ]| of; there he had been some time, and every*thing there 310:404,08[' ]| was rising in$4$ importance from his present$2$ schemes. Such 310:404,09[' ]| a man could come from no$2$ place$0$, no$2$ society, without 310:404,10[' ]| importing something to$9$ amuse; his journeys and his 310:404,11[' ]| acquaintance were all of use$0$, and $MP#V$Susan was entertained 310:404,12[' ]| in$4$ a way quite new to$4$ her. For$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, somewhat more 310:404,13[' ]| was related than the accidental agreeableness of the 310:404,14[' ]| parties he had been in$4$. For$4$ her approbation, 310:404,14@d | the particular 310:404,15@d | reason$0$ of his going into Norfolk at all, at this 310:404,16@d | unusual time of year, was given. It had been real business, 310:404,17@d | relative to$4$ the renewal of a lease in$4$ which$6#1$ the welfare 310:404,18@d | of a large and 310:404,18[' ]| (he believed) 310:404,18@d | industrious family was at stake$0$. 310:404,19@d | He had suspected his agent of some underhand dealing ~~ 310:404,20@d | of meaning to$9$ bias$1$ him against the deserving ~~ and he had 310:404,21@d | determined to$9$ go himself, and thoroughly investigate the 310:404,22@d | merits of the case. He had gone, had done even$5$ more 310:404,23@d | good than he had foreseen, had been useful to$4$ more than 310:404,24@d | his first plan had comprehended, and was now able to$9$ 310:404,25@d | congratulate himself upon$4$ it, and to$9$ feel, that$3$ in$4$ performing 310:404,26@d | a duty, he had secured agreeable recollections for$4$ his 310:404,27@d | own$2$ mind$0$. He had introduced himself to$4$ some tenants, 310:404,28@d | whom$6#1$ he had never seen before$5$; he had begun making 310:404,29@d | acquaintance with cottages whose$6#1$ very existence, though 310:404,30@d | on$4$ his own$2$ estate, had been hitherto unknown to$4$ him. 310:404,31[' ]| This was aimed, and well$5$ aimed, at $MP#A$Fanny. 310:404,31@a | It was pleasing 310:404,32@a | to$9$ hear him speak so$5#1$ properly; here, he had been acting 310:404,33@a | as he ought to$9$ do. To$9$ be the friend of the poor and 310:404,34@a | oppressed! 310:404,34[' ]| Nothing could be more grateful to$4$ her, and 310:404,35[' ]| she was on$4$ the point$0$ of giving him an approving look$0$ when 310:404,36[' ]| it was all frightened off, by$4$ his adding a something too$5#1$ 310:404,37[' ]| pointed 310:404,37@d | of his hoping soon to$9$ have an assistant, a friend, 310:404,38@d | a guide$0$ in$4$ every plan of utility or charity for$4$ Everingham, 310:405,01@d | a somebody that$6#1$ would make$1$ Everingham and all about$4$ 310:405,02@d | it, a dearer object$0$ than it had ever been yet. 310:405,03[' ]| She turned away, and wished he would not say such 310:405,04[' ]| things. 310:405,04@a | She was willing to$9$ allow he might have more 310:405,05@a | good qualities than she had been wont to$9$ suppose. She 310:405,06@a | began to$9$ feel the possibility of his turning out$5$ well$5$ at last$0$; 310:405,07@a | but he was and must ever be completely unsuited to$9$ her, 310:405,08@a | and ought not to$9$ think of her. 310:405,09[' ]| He perceived that$3$ enough had been said of Everingham, 310:405,10[' ]| and that$3$ it would be as well$5$ to$9$ talk$1$ of something else, and 310:405,11[' ]| turned to$4$ Mansfield. He could not have chosen better; 310:405,12[' ]| that$6#2$ was a topic to$9$ bring back$5$ her attention and her looks$0$ 310:405,13[' ]| almost instantly. It was a real indulgence to$4$ her to$9$ hear 310:405,14[' ]| or to$9$ speak of Mansfield. Now so$5#1$ long divided from every*body 310:405,15[' ]| who$6#1$ knew the place$0$, she felt it quite the voice of 310:405,16[' ]| a friend when he mentioned it, and led the way to$4$ her fond 310:405,17[' ]| exclamations in$4$ praise$0$ of its beauties and comforts, and 310:405,18[' ]| by$4$ his honourable tribute to$4$ its inhabitants allowed her 310:405,19[' ]| to$9$ gratify her own$2$ heart in$4$ the warmest eulogium, in$4$ 310:405,20[' ]| speaking of her uncle as all that$6#1$ was clever and good, and 310:405,21[' ]| her aunt as having the sweetest of all sweet tempers. 310:405,22@d | He had a great attachment to$4$ Mansfield himself; 310:405,22[' ]| he 310:405,23[' ]| said so$5#2$; 310:405,23@d | he looked forward$5$ with the hope$0$ of spending 310:405,24@d | much, very much of his time there ~~ always there, or in$4$ 310:405,25@d | the neighbourhood. He particularly built upon$4$ a very 310:405,26@d | happy summer and autumn there this year; he felt that$3$ 310:405,27@d | it would be so$5#2$; he depended upon$4$ it; a summer and 310:405,28@d | autumn infinitely superior to$4$ the last$0$. As animated, as 310:405,29@d | diversified, as social ~~ but with circumstances of superiority 310:405,30@d | undescribable. 310:405,31[D ]| "Mansfield, Sotherton, Thornton*Lacey," 310:405,31[' ]| he continued, 310:405,32[D ]| "what a society will$1$ be comprised in$4$ those houses! And 310:405,33[D ]| at Michaelmas, perhaps, a fourth may$1$ be added, some 310:405,34[D ]| small hunting-box in$4$ the vicinity of every*thing so$5#1$ dear$2#1$ 310:405,35[D ]| ~~ for$3$ as to$4$ any partnership in$4$ Thornton*Lacey, as 310:405,35[D ]| $MP#B$Edmund*Bertram 310:405,36[D ]| once good-humouredly proposed, I hope$1$ I foresee 310:405,37[D ]| two objections, two fair, excellent, irresistible objections 310:405,38[D ]| to$4$ that$6#2$ plan." 310:406,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was doubly silenced here; though when the 310:406,02[' ]| moment was passed, 310:406,02@a | could regret$1$ that$3$ she had not forced 310:406,03@a | herself into the acknowledged comprehension of one half 310:406,04@a | of his meaning, and encouraged him to$9$ say something 310:406,05@a | more of his sister and $MP#B$Edmund. It was a subject$0$ which$6#1$ 310:406,06@a | she must learn to$9$ speak of, and the weakness that$6#1$ shrunk 310:406,07@a | from it would soon be quite unpardonable. 310:406,08[' ]| When $MP#O$Mr%*Price and his friend had seen all that$6#1$ they 310:406,09[' ]| wished, or had time for$4$, the others were ready to$9$ return$1$; 310:406,10[' ]| and in$4$ the course$0$ of their walk$0$ back$5$, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford contrived 310:406,11[' ]| a minute's privacy for$4$ telling $MP#A$Fanny that$3$ 310:406,11@d | his only 310:406,12@d | business in$4$ Portsmouth was to$9$ see her, that$3$ he was come 310:406,13@d | down$5$ for$4$ a couple of days on$4$ her account$0$ and hers only, 310:406,14@d | and because he could not endure a longer total separation. 310:406,15@a | She was sorry, really sorry; and yet, in$4$ spite$8$ of this and 310:406,16@a | the two or three other things which$6#1$ she wished he had not 310:406,17@a | said, she thought$1$ him altogether improved since she had 310:406,18@a | seen him; he was much more gentle, obliging, and attentive 310:406,19@a | to$4$ other people's feelings than he had ever been at 310:406,20@a | Mansfield; she had never seen him so$5#1$ agreeable ~~ so$5#1$ \near$5$\ 310:406,21@a | being$1$ agreeable; his behaviour to$4$ her father could not 310:406,22@a | offend, and there was something particularly kind$2$ and 310:406,23@a | proper in$4$ the notice$0$ he took of $MP#V$Susan. He was decidedly 310:406,24@a | improved. She wished the next day over, she wished 310:406,25@a | he had come only for$4$ one day ~~ but it was not so$5#1$ very bad 310:406,26@a | as she would have expected; the pleasure of talking of 310:406,27@a | Mansfield was so$5#1$ very great! 310:406,28[' ]| Before$3$ they parted, she had to$9$ thank him for$4$ another 310:406,29[' ]| pleasure, and one of no$2$ trivial kind$0$. Her father asked 310:406,30[' ]| him to$9$ do them the honour$0$ of taking his mutton with 310:406,31[' ]| them, and $MP#A$Fanny had time for$4$ only one thrill of horror, 310:406,32[' ]| before$3$ he declared himself prevented by$4$ a prior engagement. 310:406,33@d | He was engaged to$4$ dinner already both for$4$ that$6#2$ 310:406,34@d | day and the next; he had met with some acquaintance 310:406,35@d | at the Crown$0#1$ who$6#1$ would not be denied; he should have 310:406,36@d | the honour$0$, however, of waiting on$4$ them again on$4$ the 310:406,37@d | morrow, 310:406,37[' ]| &c% and so$5#2$ they parted ~~ $MP#A$Fanny in$4$ a state$0$ of 310:406,38[' ]| actual felicity from escaping so$5#1$ horrible an evil! 310:407,01@a | To$9$ have had him join their family dinner-party and see 310:407,02@a | all their deficiencies would have been dreadful! $MP#V$Rebecca's 310:407,03@a | cookery and $MP#V$Rebecca's waiting, and $MP#ZZC$Betsey's eating at 310:407,04@a | table without restraint, and pulling every*thing about$5$ as 310:407,05@a | she chose, 310:407,05[' ]| were what $MP#A$Fanny herself was not yet enough 310:407,06[' ]| inured to$4$, for$4$ her often to$9$ make$1$ a tolerable meal. \She\ 310:407,07[' ]| was nice only from natural$2$ delicacy, but \he\ had been 310:407,08[' ]| brought up$5$ in$4$ a school of luxury and epicurism. 311:408,01[' ]| The $MP#O$Prices were just$5$ setting off for$4$ church the next day 311:408,02[' ]| when $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford appeared again. He came ~~ not to$9$ 311:408,03[' ]| stop$1$ ~~ but to$9$ join them; he was asked to$9$ go with them 311:408,04[' ]| to$4$ the Garrison*chapel, which$6#1$ was exactly what he had 311:408,05[' ]| intended, and they all walked thither together. 311:408,06[' ]| The family were now seen to$4$ advantage. Nature had 311:408,07[' ]| given them no$2$ inconsiderable share$0$ of beauty, and every 311:408,08[' ]| Sunday dressed them in$4$ their cleanest skins and best attire. 311:408,09[' ]| Sunday always brought this comfort$0$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and on$4$ this 311:408,10[' ]| Sunday she felt it more than ever. 311:408,10@a | Her poor mother now 311:408,11@a | did not look$1$ so$5#1$ very unworthy of being$1$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's 311:408,12@a | sister as she was but too$5#1$ apt to$9$ look$1$. It often grieved 311:408,13@a | her to$4$ the heart ~~ to$9$ think of the contrast between them 311:408,14@a | ~~ to$9$ think that$3$ where nature had made so$5#1$ little difference, 311:408,15@a | circumstances should have made so$5#1$ much, and that$3$ her 311:408,16@a | mother, as handsome as $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, and some years 311:408,17@a | her junior, should have an appearance so$5#1$ much more worn 311:408,18@a | and faded, so$5#1$ comfortless, so$5#1$ slatternly, so$5#1$ shabby. 311:408,18[' ]| But 311:408,19[' ]| Sunday made her a very creditable and tolerably cheerful*looking 311:408,20[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, coming abroad with a fine family of 311:408,21[' ]| children, feeling a little respite of her weekly cares$0$, and 311:408,22[' ]| only discomposed if she saw her boys run$1$ into danger, or 311:408,23[' ]| $MP#V$Rebecca pass$1$ by$5$ with a flower in$4$ her hat. 311:408,24[' ]| In$4$ chapel they were obliged to$9$ divide, but $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 311:408,25[' ]| took care$0$ not to$9$ be divided from the female$2$ branch; and 311:408,26[' ]| after$4$ chapel he still$5$ continued with them, and made one 311:408,27[' ]| in$4$ the family party on$4$ the ramparts. 311:408,28[' ]| $MP#P$Mrs%*Price took her weekly walk$0$ on$4$ the ramparts every 311:408,29[' ]| fine Sunday throughout the year, always going directly 311:408,30[' ]| after$4$ morning service and staying till dinner-time. It 311:408,31[' ]| was her public$2$ place$0$; there she met her acquaintance, 311:408,32[' ]| heard a little news, talked over the badness of the Portsmouth 311:408,33[' ]| servants, and wound$1#1$ up$5$ her spirits for$4$ the six days 311:408,34[' ]| ensuing. 311:409,01[' ]| Thither they now went; $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford most happy to$9$ 311:409,02[' ]| consider the $MP#A1$Miss*Prices as his peculiar charge$0$; and 311:409,03[' ]| before$3$ they had been there long ~~ somehow or other ~~ 311:409,04[' ]| there was no$2$ saying how ~~ $MP#A$Fanny could not have believed 311:409,05[' ]| it ~~ but he was walking between them with an arm$0$ of each 311:409,06[' ]| under his, and she did not know how to$9$ prevent or put an 311:409,07[' ]| end$0$ to$4$ it. It made her uncomfortable for$4$ a time ~~ but 311:409,08[' ]| yet there were enjoyments in$4$ the day and in$4$ the view$0$ 311:409,09[' ]| which$6#1$ would be felt. 311:409,10[' ]| The day was uncommonly lovely. It was really March; 311:409,11[' ]| but it was April in$4$ its mild air, brisk soft wind, and bright 311:409,12[' ]| sun, occasionally clouded for$4$ a minute$0$; and every*thing 311:409,13[' ]| looked so$5#1$ beautiful under the influence$0$ of such a sky, the 311:409,14[' ]| effects of the shadows pursuing each other, on$4$ the ships 311:409,15[' ]| at Spithead and the island beyond$5$, with the ever-varying 311:409,16[' ]| hues of the sea now at high water, dancing in$4$ its glee and 311:409,17[' ]| dashing against the ramparts with so$5#1$ fine a sound$0$, produced 311:409,18[' ]| altogether such a combination of charms for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, 311:409,19[' ]| as made her gradually almost careless of the circumstances 311:409,20[' ]| under which$6#1$ she felt them. Nay, had she been without 311:409,21[' ]| his arm$0$, she would soon have known that$3$ she needed it, 311:409,22[' ]| for$3$ she wanted strength for$4$ a two hours' saunter of this 311:409,23[' ]| kind$0$, coming as it generally did upon$4$ a week's previous 311:409,24[' ]| inactivity. $MP#A$Fanny was beginning to$9$ feel the effect$0$ of 311:409,25[' ]| being$1$ debarred from her usual, regular exercise$0$; she had 311:409,26[' ]| lost ground as to$4$ health since her being$1$ in$4$ Portsmouth, 311:409,27[' ]| and but for$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford and the beauty of the weather, 311:409,28[' ]| would soon have been knocked up$5$ now. 311:409,29[' ]| The loveliness of the day, and of the view$0$, he felt like$4$ 311:409,30[' ]| herself. They often stopt with the same sentiment and 311:409,31[' ]| taste, leaning against the wall, some minutes, to$9$ look$1$ and 311:409,32[' ]| admire; and considering he was not $MP#B$Edmund, $MP#A$Fanny 311:409,33[' ]| could not but allow that$3$ he was sufficiently open$2$ to$4$ the 311:409,34[' ]| charms of nature, and very well$5$ able to$9$ express$1$ his admiration. 311:409,35[' ]| She had a few tender$2$ reveries now and then, which$6#1$ 311:409,36[' ]| he could sometimes take advantage of, to$9$ look$1$ in$4$ her 311:409,37[' ]| face$0$ without detection; and the result$0$ of these looks$0$ was, 311:409,38@d | that$3$ though as bewitching as ever, her face$0$ was less blooming 311:410,01@d | than it ought to$9$ be. ~~ She \said\ she was very well$5$, and 311:410,02@d | did not like$1$ to$9$ be supposed otherwise; but take it all in$4$ 311:410,03@d | all, he was convinced that$3$ her present$2$ residence could not 311:410,04@d | be comfortable, and, therefore, could not be salutary for$4$ 311:410,05@d | her, and he was growing anxious for$4$ her being$1$ again at 311:410,06@d | Mansfield, where her own$2$ happiness, and his in$4$ seeing her, 311:410,07@d | must be so$5#1$ much greater. 311:410,08[D ]| "You have been here a month, I think?" 311:410,08[' ]| said he. 311:410,09[A ]| "No$7$. Not quite a month. ~~ It is only four weeks tomorrow 311:410,10[A ]| since I left Mansfield." 311:410,11[D ]| "You are a most accurate and honest reckoner. I 311:410,12[D ]| should call$1$ that$6#2$ a month." 311:410,13[A ]| "I did not arrive here till Tuesday evening." 311:410,14[D ]| "And it is to$9$ be a two months' visit$0$, is not it?" 311:410,15[A ]| "Yes. ~~ My uncle talked of two months. I suppose it 311:410,16[A ]| will$1$ not be less." 311:410,17[D ]| "And how are you to$9$ be conveyed back$5$ again? Who$6#2$ 311:410,18[D ]| comes for$4$ you?" 311:410,19[A ]| "I do not know. I have heard nothing about$4$ it yet 311:410,20[A ]| from my aunt. Perhaps I may$1$ be to$9$ stay$1$ longer. It may$1$ 311:410,21[A ]| not be convenient for$4$ me to$9$ be fetched exactly at the two 311:410,22[A ]| months' end$0$." 311:410,23[' ]| After$4$ a moment's reflection, $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford replied, 311:410,23[D ]| "I 311:410,24[D ]| know Mansfield, I know its way, I know its faults towards 311:410,25[D ]| \you\. I know the danger of your being$1$ so$5#1$ far forgotten, 311:410,26[D ]| as to$9$ have your comforts give way to$4$ the imaginary convenience 311:410,27[D ]| of any single being$0$ in$4$ the family. I am aware 311:410,28[D ]| that$3$ you may$1$ be left here week after$4$ week, if $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 311:410,29[D ]| cannot settle every*thing for$4$ coming himself, or sending 311:410,30[D ]| your aunt's maid for$4$ you, without involving the slightest 311:410,31[D ]| alteration of the arrangements which$6#1$ he may$1$ have laid 311:410,32[D ]| down$5$ for$4$ the next quarter$0#1$ of a year. This will$1$ not do. 311:410,33[D ]| Two months is an ample allowance, I should think six 311:410,34[D ]| weeks quite enough. ~~ I am considering your sister's 311:410,35[D ]| health," 311:410,35[' ]| said he, addressing himself to$4$ $MP#V$Susan, 311:410,35[D ]| "which$6#1$ 311:410,36[D ]| I think the confinement of Portsmouth unfavourable to$4$. 311:410,37[D ]| She requires constant air and exercise$0$. When you know 311:410,38[D ]| her as well$5$ as I do, I am sure you will$1$ agree that$3$ she does, 311:411,01[D ]| and that$3$ she ought never to$9$ be long banished from the free 311:411,02[D ]| air, and liberty of the country. ~~ If, therefore, 311:411,02[' ]| (turning 311:411,03[' ]| again to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny) 311:411,03[D ]| you find yourself growing unwell, and 311:411,04[D ]| any difficulties arise about$4$ your returning to$4$ Mansfield ~~ 311:411,05[D ]| without waiting for$4$ the two months to$9$ be ended ~~ \that$6#2$\ 311:411,06[D ]| must not be regarded as of any consequence, if you feel 311:411,07[D ]| yourself at all less strong, or comfortable than usual, and 311:411,08[D ]| will$1$ only let my sister know it, give her only the slightest 311:411,09[D ]| hint$0$, she and I will$1$ immediately come down$5$, and take 311:411,10[D ]| you back$5$ to$4$ Mansfield. You know the ease$0$, and the 311:411,11[D ]| pleasure with which$6#1$ this would be done. You know all 311:411,12[D ]| that$6#1$ would be felt on$4$ the occasion$0$." 311:411,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny thanked him, but tried to$9$ laugh$1$ it off. 311:411,14[D ]| "I am perfectly serious$2$," ~~ 311:411,14[' ]| he replied, ~~ 311:411,14[D ]| "as you perfectly 311:411,15[D ]| know. ~~ And I hope$1$ you will$1$ not be cruelly concealing 311:411,16[D ]| any tendency to$4$ indisposition. ~~ Indeed, you shall 311:411,17[D ]| \not\, it shall not be in$4$ your power, for$4$ so$5#1$ long only as you 311:411,18[D ]| positively say, in$4$ every letter to$4$ $MP#C$Mary, ""I am well$5$."" ~~ and 311:411,19[D ]| I know you cannot speak or write a falsehood, ~~ so$5#1$ long 311:411,20[D ]| only shall you be considered as well$5$." 311:411,21[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny thanked him again, but was affected and distressed 311:411,22[' ]| to$4$ a degree that$6#1$ made it impossible for$4$ her to$9$ say 311:411,23[' ]| much, or even$5$ to$9$ be certain of what she ought to$9$ say. ~~ 311:411,24[' ]| This was towards the close$0$ of their walk$0$. He attended 311:411,25[' ]| them to$4$ the last$0$, and left them only at the door of their 311:411,26[' ]| own$2$ house, when he knew them to$9$ be going to$4$ dinner, 311:411,27[' ]| and therefore pretended to$9$ be waited for$5$ elsewhere. 311:411,28[D ]| "I wish$1$ you were not so$5#1$ tired," ~~ 311:411,28[' ]| said he, still$5$ detaining 311:411,29[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny after$3$ all the others were in$4$ the house; 311:411,29[D ]| "I wish$1$ I 311:411,30[D ]| left you in$4$ stronger health. ~~ Is there anything I can do 311:411,31[D ]| for$4$ you in$4$ town? I have half an idea of going into Norfolk 311:411,32[D ]| again soon. I am not satisfied about$4$ $MP#ZT$Maddison. ~~ 311:411,33[D ]| I am sure he still$5$ means$1$ to$9$ impose on$4$ me if possible, and 311:411,34[D ]| get a cousin of his own$2$ into a certain mill, which$6#1$ I design$1$ 311:411,35[D ]| for$4$ somebody else. ~~ I must come to$4$ an understanding 311:411,36[D ]| with him. I must make$1$ him know that$3$ I will$1$ not be 311:411,37[D ]| tricked on$4$ the south side$0$ of Everingham, any more than 311:411,38[D ]| on$4$ the north, that$3$ I will$1$ be master of my own$2$ property. 311:412,01[D ]| I was not explicit enough with him before$5$. ~~ The mischief 311:412,02[D ]| such a man does on$4$ an estate, both as to$4$ the credit$0$ of his 311:412,03[D ]| employer, and the welfare of the poor, is inconceivable. 311:412,04[D ]| I have a great mind$0$ to$9$ go back$5$ into Norfolk directly, and 311:412,05[D ]| put every*thing at once on$4$ such a footing as cannot be 311:412,06[D ]| afterwards swerved from. ~~ $MP#ZT$Maddison is a clever fellow; 311:412,07[D ]| I do not wish$1$ to$9$ displace him ~~ provided he does not try 311:412,08[D ]| to$9$ displace \me\; ~~ but it would be simple$2$ to$9$ be duped by$4$ 311:412,09[D ]| a man who$6#1$ has no$2$ right$0$ of creditor to$9$ dupe$1$ me ~~ and 311:412,10[D ]| worse than simple$2$ to$9$ let him give me a hard-hearted, 311:412,11[D ]| griping fellow for$4$ a tenant, instead of an honest man, 311:412,12[D ]| to$4$ whom$6#1$ I have given half a promise$0$ already. ~~ Would 311:412,13[D ]| not it be worse than simple$2$? Shall I go? ~~ Do you 311:412,14[D ]| advise it?" 311:412,15[A ]| "I advise! ~~ you know very well$5$ what is right$2#1$." 311:412,16[D ]| "Yes. When you give me your opinion, I always know 311:412,17[D ]| what is right$2#1$. Your judgment is my rule of right$0$." 311:412,18[A ]| "Oh, no$7$! ~~ do not say so$5#2$. We have all a better guide$0$ 311:412,19[A ]| in$4$ ourselves, if we would attend to$4$ it, than any other 311:412,20[A ]| person can be. Good*bye; I wish$1$ you a pleasant journey 311:412,21[A ]| to-morrow." 311:412,22[D ]| "Is there nothing I can do for$4$ you in$4$ town?" 311:412,23[A ]| "Nothing, I am much obliged to$4$ you." 311:412,24[D ]| "Have you no$2$ message for$4$ anybody?" 311:412,25[A ]| "My love$0$ to$4$ your sister, if you please; and when you 311:412,26[A ]| see my cousin ~~ my cousin $MP#B$Edmund, I wish$1$ you would be 311:412,27[A ]| so$5#1$ good as to$9$ say that$3$ ~~ I suppose I shall soon hear from 311:412,28[A ]| him." 311:412,29[D ]| "Certainly; and if he is lazy or negligent, I will$1$ write 311:412,30[D ]| his excuses myself ~~" 311:412,31[' ]| He could say no$2$ more, for$3$ $MP#A$Fanny would be no$2$ longer 311:412,32[' ]| detained. He pressed her hand$0$, looked at her, and was 311:412,33[' ]| gone. \He\ went to$9$ while$1$ away the next three hours 311:412,34[' ]| as he could, with his other acquaintance, till the best 311:412,35[' ]| dinner that$6#1$ a capital inn afforded, was ready for$4$ their 311:412,36[' ]| enjoyment, and \she\ turned in$5$ to$4$ her more simple$2$ one 311:412,37[' ]| immediately. 311:412,38[' ]| Their general$2$ fare$0$ bore$1#1$ a very different character; and 311:413,01[' ]| could he have suspected how many privations, besides 311:413,02[' ]| that$6#2$ of exercise$0$, she endured in$4$ her father's house, he 311:413,03[' ]| would have wondered that$3$ her looks$0$ were not much more 311:413,04[' ]| affected than he found them. She was so$5#1$ little equal$2$ to$4$ 311:413,05[' ]| $MP#V$Rebecca's puddings, and $MP#V$Rebecca's hashes, brought to$4$ 311:413,06[' ]| table as they all were, with such accompaniments of half-cleaned 311:413,07[' ]| plates, and not half-cleaned knives and forks, 311:413,08[' ]| that$3$ she was very often constrained to$9$ defer her heartiest 311:413,09[' ]| meal, till she could send her brothers in$4$ the evening for$4$ 311:413,10[' ]| biscuits and buns. After$4$ being$1$ nursed up$5$ at Mansfield, 311:413,11[' ]| it was too$5#1$ late in$4$ the day to$9$ be hardened at Portsmouth; 311:413,12[' ]| and though $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, had he known all, might have 311:413,13[' ]| thought$1$ his niece in$4$ the most promising way of being$1$ 311:413,14[' ]| starved, both mind$0$ and body, into a much juster value$0$ 311:413,15[' ]| for$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's good company and good fortune, he 311:413,16[' ]| would probably have feared to$9$ push$1$ his experiment 311:413,17[' ]| farther, lest she might die$1$ under the cure$0$. 311:413,18[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was out$5$ of spirits all the rest$0#1$ of the day. Though 311:413,19[' ]| tolerably secure$2$ of not seeing $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford again, she 311:413,20[' ]| could not help$1$ being$1$ low. 311:413,20@a | It was parting with somebody 311:413,21@a | of the nature of a friend; and though in$4$ one light$0$ glad 311:413,22@a | to$9$ have him gone, it seemed as if she was now deserted 311:413,23@a | by$4$ everybody; it was a sort of renewed separation from 311:413,24@a | Mansfield; 311:413,24[' ]| and she could not think of his returning to$4$ 311:413,25[' ]| town, and being$1$ frequently with $MP#C$Mary and $MP#B$Edmund, without 311:413,26[' ]| feelings so$5#1$ near$5$ akin to$9$ envy$0$, as made her hate herself 311:413,27[' ]| for$4$ having them. 311:413,28[' ]| Her dejection had no$2$ abatement from anything passing 311:413,29[' ]| around$4$ her; a friend or two of her father's, as always 311:413,30[' ]| happened if he was not with them, spent the long, long 311:413,31[' ]| evening there; and from six o'clock to$4$ half past$4$ nine, 311:413,32[' ]| there was little intermission of noise or grog. She was 311:413,33[' ]| very low. The wonderful improvement which$6#1$ she still$5$ 311:413,34[' ]| fancied in$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, was the nearest to$4$ administering 311:413,35[' ]| comfort$0$ of anything within the current of her thoughts. 311:413,36[' ]| Not considering in$4$ how different a circle she had been just$5$ 311:413,37[' ]| seeing him, nor how much might be owing to$4$ contrast, 311:413,38[' ]| she was quite persuaded of 311:413,38@a | his being$1$ astonishingly more 311:414,01@a | gentle, and regardful of others, than formerly. And if 311:414,02@a | in$4$ little things, must it not be so$5#2$ in$4$ great? So$5#1$ anxious 311:414,03@a | for$4$ her health and comfort$0$, so$5#1$ very feeling as he now 311:414,04@a | expressed himself, and really seemed, might not it be 311:414,05@a | fairly supposed, that$3$ he would not much longer persevere 311:414,06@a | in$4$ a suit$0$ so$5#1$ distressing to$4$ her? 312:415,01[' ]| It was presumed that$3$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford was travelling back$5$ 312:415,02[' ]| to$4$ London, on$4$ the morrow, for$4$ nothing more was seen of 312:415,03[' ]| him at $MP#O$Mr%*Price's; and two days afterwards, it was a fact 312:415,04[' ]| ascertained to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny by$4$ the following letter from his 312:415,05[' ]| sister, opened and read by$4$ her, on$4$ another account$0$, with 312:415,06[' ]| the most anxious curiosity: ~~ 312:415,07[C ]| "I have to$9$ inform you, my dearest $MP#A$Fanny, that$3$ $MP#D$Henry 312:415,08[C ]| has been down$5$ to$4$ Portsmouth to$9$ see you; that$3$ he had 312:415,09[C ]| a delightful walk$0$ with you to$4$ the Dock-yard last$2$ Saturday, 312:415,10[C ]| and one still$5$ more to$9$ be dwelt on$4$ the next day, on$4$ the 312:415,11[C ]| ramparts; when the balmy air, the sparkling sea, and 312:415,12[C ]| your sweet looks$0$ and conversation were altogether in$4$ the 312:415,13[C ]| most delicious harmony, and afforded sensations which$6#1$ 312:415,14[C ]| are to$9$ raise ecstacy even$5$ in$4$ retrospect. This, as well$5$ as 312:415,15[C ]| I understand, is to$9$ be the substance of my information. 312:415,16[C ]| He makes me write, but I do not know what else is to$9$ be 312:415,17[C ]| communicated, except this said visit$0$ to$4$ Portsmouth, and 312:415,18[C ]| these two said walks$0$, and his introduction to$4$ your family, 312:415,19[C ]| especially to$4$ a fair sister of your's, a fine girl of fifteen, 312:415,20[C ]| who$6#1$ was of the party on$4$ the ramparts, taking her first 312:415,21[C ]| lesson, I presume, in$4$ love$0$. I have not time for$4$ writing 312:415,22[C ]| much, but it would be out$5$ of place$0$ if I had, for$3$ this is to$9$ 312:415,23[C ]| be a mere letter of business, penned for$4$ the purpose of 312:415,24[C ]| conveying necessary information, which$6#1$ could not be 312:415,25[C ]| delayed without risk$0$ of evil. My dear$2#1$, dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, if I 312:415,26[C ]| had you here, how I would talk$1$ to$4$ you! ~~ You should 312:415,27[C ]| listen to$4$ me till you were tired, and advise me till you were 312:415,28[C ]| tired still$5$ more; but it is impossible to$9$ put an hundredth 312:415,29[C ]| part$0$ of my great mind$0$ on$4$ paper, so$3$ I will$1$ abstain altogether, 312:415,30[C ]| and leave$1$ you to$9$ guess$1$ what you like$1$. I have no$2$ news 312:415,31[C ]| for$4$ you. You have politics of course$8$; and it would be 312:415,32[C ]| too$5#1$ bad to$9$ plague you with the names of people and 312:415,33[C ]| parties, that$6#1$ fill up$5$ my time. I ought to$9$ have sent you 312:416,01[C ]| an account$0$ of your cousin's first party, but I was lazy, 312:416,02[C ]| and now it is too$5#1$ long ago; suffice it, that$3$ every*thing 312:416,03[C ]| was just$5$ as it ought to$9$ be, in$4$ a style that$6#1$ any of her 312:416,03[C ]| connections 312:416,04[C ]| must have been gratified to$9$ witness$1$, and that$3$ her 312:416,05[C ]| own$2$ dress$0$ and manners did her the greatest credit$0$. My 312:416,06[C ]| friend $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser is mad for$4$ such a house, and it would 312:416,07[C ]| not make$1$ \me\ miserable. I go to$4$ $MP#ZZI$Lady*Stornaway after$4$ 312:416,08[C ]| Easter. She seems in$4$ high spirits, and very happy. I 312:416,09[C ]| fancy$1$ $MP#ZZI$Lord*S% is very good-humoured and pleasant in$4$ his 312:416,10[C ]| own$2$ family, and I do not think him so$5#1$ very ill-looking as 312:416,11[C ]| I did, at least one sees many worse. He will$1$ not do by$4$ 312:416,12[C ]| the side$0$ of your cousin $MP#B$Edmund. Of the last-mentioned 312:416,13[C ]| hero, what shall I say? If I avoided his name$0$ entirely, 312:416,14[C ]| it would look$1$ suspicious. I will$1$ say, then, that$3$ we have 312:416,15[C ]| seen him two or three times, and that$3$ my friends here 312:416,16[C ]| are very much struck with his gentleman-like appearance. 312:416,17[C ]| $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser (no$2$ bad judge$0$), declares she knows but three 312:416,18[C ]| men in$4$ town who$6#1$ have so$5#1$ good a person, height, and air; 312:416,19[C ]| and I must confess, when he dined here the other day, 312:416,20[C ]| there were none to$9$ compare with him, and we were a party 312:416,21[C ]| of sixteen. Luckily there is no$2$ distinction of dress$0$ now-a-days 312:416,22[C ]| to$9$ tell tales, but ~~ but ~~ but. 312:416,23[C ]| Your's, affectionately." 312:416,24[C ]| "I had almost forgot (it was $MP#B$Edmund's fault, he gets 312:416,25[C ]| into my head$0$ more than does me good), one very material$2$ 312:416,26[C ]| thing I had to$9$ say from $MP#D$Henry and myself, I mean$1$ about$4$ 312:416,27[C ]| our taking you back$5$ into Northamptonshire. My dear$2#1$ 312:416,28[C ]| little creature, do not stay$1$ at Portsmouth to$9$ lose your 312:416,29[C ]| pretty$2$ looks$0$. Those vile sea-breezes are the ruin$0$ of beauty 312:416,30[C ]| and health. My poor aunt always felt affected, if within 312:416,31[C ]| ten miles of the sea, which$6#1$ the $MP#ZF$Admiral of course$8$ never 312:416,32[C ]| believed, but I know it was so$5#2$. I am at your service and 312:416,33[C ]| $MP#D$Henry's, at an hour's notice$0$. I should like$1$ the scheme$0$, 312:416,34[C ]| and we would make$1$ a little circuit, and shew$1$ you 312:416,35[C ]| Everingham in$4$ our way, and perhaps you would not 312:416,36[C ]| mind$1$ passing through$4$ London, and seeing the inside$0$ of 312:416,37[C ]| St%*George's, Hanover-Square. Only keep your cousin 312:416,38[C ]| $MP#B$Edmund from me at such a time, I should not like$1$ to$9$ be 312:417,01[C ]| tempted. What a long letter! ~~ one word more. $MP#D$Henry 312:417,02[C ]| I find has some idea of going into Norfolk again upon$4$ some 312:417,03[C ]| business that$6#1$ \you\ approve, but this cannot possibly be 312:417,04[C ]| permitted before$4$ the middle of next week, that$6#2$ is, he cannot 312:417,05[C ]| any*how be spared till after$4$ the 14th, for$3$ \we\ have a 312:417,06[C ]| party that$6#2$ evening. The value$0$ of a man like$4$ $MP#D$Henry on$4$ 312:417,07[C ]| such an occasion$0$, is what you can have no$2$ conception of; 312:417,08[C ]| so$3$ you must take it upon$4$ my word, to$9$ be inestimable. 312:417,09[C ]| He will$1$ see the $MP#K1$Rushworths, which$6#1$ I own$1$ I am not sorry 312:417,10[C ]| for$4$ ~~ having a little curiosity ~~ and so$5#2$ I think has he, 312:417,11[C ]| though he will$1$ not acknowledge it." 312:417,12[' ]| This was a letter to$9$ be run$1$ through$5$ eagerly, to$9$ be read 312:417,13[' ]| deliberately, to$9$ supply$1$ matter for$4$ much reflection, and to$9$ 312:417,14[' ]| leave$1$ every*thing in$4$ greater suspense than ever. 312:417,14@a | The 312:417,15@a | only certainty to$9$ be drawn from it was, that$3$ nothing 312:417,16@a | decisive had yet taken place$0$. $MP#B$Edmund had not yet 312:417,17@a | spoken. How $MP#C$Miss*Crawford really felt ~~ how she meant 312:417,18@a | to$9$ act$1$, or might act$1$ without or against her meaning ~~ 312:417,19@a | whether his importance to$4$ her were quite what it had been 312:417,20@a | before$4$ the last$2$ separation ~~ whether if lessened it were 312:417,21@a | likely to$9$ lessen more, or to$9$ recover itself, were subjects 312:417,22@a | for$4$ endless conjecture$0$, and to$9$ be thought$1$ of on$4$ that$6#2$ day 312:417,23@a | and many days to$9$ come, without producing any conclusion. 312:417,24@a | The idea that$6#1$ returned the oftenest, was that$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 312:417,25@a | after$4$ proving herself cooled and staggered by$4$ 312:417,26@a | a return$0$ to$4$ London habits, would yet prove herself in$4$ the 312:417,27@a | end$0$ too$5#1$ much attached to$4$ him, to$9$ give him up$5$. She 312:417,28@a | would try to$9$ be more ambitious than her heart would allow. 312:417,29@a | She would hesitate, she would teaze, she would condition$1$, 312:417,30@a | she would require a great deal$0$, but she would finally accept. 312:417,31[' ]| This was $MP#A$Fanny's most frequent expectation. 312:417,31@a | A house 312:417,32@a | in$4$ town! ~~ \that$6#2$\ she thought$1$ must be impossible. Yet 312:417,33@a | there was no$2$ saying what $MP#C$Miss*Crawford might not ask. 312:417,34@a | The prospect for$4$ her cousin grew worse and worse. The 312:417,35@a | woman who$6#1$ could speak of him, and speak only of his 312:417,36@a | appearance! ~~ What an unworthy attachment! To$9$ be 312:417,37@a | deriving support$0$ from the commendations of $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser! 312:417,38@a | \She\ who$6#1$ had known him intimately half a year! 312:417,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny 312:418,01[' ]| was ashamed of her. 312:418,01@a | Those parts of the letter which$6#1$ 312:418,02@a | related only to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford and herself, touched her in$4$ 312:418,03@a | comparison, slightly. Whether $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford went into 312:418,04@a | Norfolk before$4$ or after$4$ the 14th, was certainly no$2$ concern$0$ 312:418,05@a | of her's, though, every*thing considered, she thought$1$ he 312:418,06@a | \would\ go without delay$0$. That$3$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford should 312:418,07@a | endeavour$1$ to$9$ secure$1$ a meeting between him and $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth, 312:418,08@a | was all in$4$ her worst line of conduct$0$, and 312:418,09@a | grossly unkind and ill-judged; but she hoped \he\ would 312:418,10@a | not be actuated by$4$ any such degrading curiosity. He 312:418,11@a | acknowledged no$2$ such inducement, and his sister ought 312:418,12@a | to$9$ have given him credit$0$ for$4$ better feelings than her own$2$. 312:418,13[' ]| She was yet more impatient for$4$ another letter from 312:418,14[' ]| town after$4$ receiving this, than she had been before$5$; and 312:418,15[' ]| for$4$ a few days, was so$5#1$ unsettled by$4$ it altogether, by$4$ what 312:418,16[' ]| had come, and what might come, that$3$ her usual readings 312:418,17[' ]| and conversation with $MP#V$Susan were much suspended. She 312:418,18[' ]| could not command$1$ her attention as she wished. 312:418,18@a | If $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford 312:418,19@a | remembered her message to$4$ her cousin, she 312:418,20@a | thought$1$ it very likely, \most\ likely, that$3$ he would write to$4$ 312:418,21@a | her at all events; it would be most consistent with his 312:418,22@a | usual kindness, 312:418,22[' ]| and till she got rid of this idea, till it 312:418,23[' ]| gradually wore off, by$4$ no$2$ letters appearing in$4$ the course$0$ 312:418,24[' ]| of three or four days more, she was in$4$ a most restless, 312:418,25[' ]| anxious state$0$. 312:418,26[' ]| At length, a something like$4$ composure succeeded. Suspense 312:418,27[' ]| must be submitted to$5$, and must not be allowed to$9$ 312:418,28[' ]| wear her out$5$, and make$1$ her useless. Time did something, 312:418,29[' ]| her own$2$ exertions something more, and she resumed her 312:418,30[' ]| attentions to$4$ $MP#V$Susan, and again awakened the same interest$0$ 312:418,31[' ]| in$4$ them. 312:418,32[' ]| $MP#V$Susan was growing very fond of her, and though without 312:418,33[' ]| any of the early delight$0$ in$4$ books, which$6#1$ had been so$5#1$ strong 312:418,34[' ]| in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, with a disposition much less inclined to$4$ sedentary 312:418,35[' ]| pursuits, or to$4$ information for$4$ information's sake, 312:418,36[' ]| she had so$5#1$ strong a desire$0$ of not \appearing\ ignorant, as 312:418,37[' ]| with a good clear$2$ understanding, made her a most attentive, 312:418,38[' ]| profitable, thankful pupil. $MP#A$Fanny was her oracle. 312:419,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's explanations and remarks were a most important 312:419,02[' ]| addition to$4$ every essay, or every chapter of history. 312:419,03[' ]| What $MP#A$Fanny told her of former times, dwelt more on$4$ her 312:419,04[' ]| mind$0$ than the pages of $MP#Z1$Goldsmith; and she paid her 312:419,05[' ]| sister the compliment$0$ of preferring her style to$4$ that$6#2$ of 312:419,06[' ]| any printed author. The early habit of reading was 312:419,07[' ]| wanting. 312:419,08[' ]| Their conversations, however, were not always on$4$ subjects 312:419,09[' ]| so$5#1$ high as history or morals. Others had their hour; 312:419,10[' ]| and of lesser matters, none returned so$5#1$ often, or remained 312:419,11[' ]| so$5#1$ long between them, as Mansfield*Park, a description 312:419,12[' ]| of the people, the manners, the amusements, the ways of 312:419,13[' ]| Mansfield*Park. $MP#V$Susan, who$6#1$ had an innate taste for$4$ the 312:419,14[' ]| genteel and well-appointed, was eager to$9$ hear, and $MP#A$Fanny 312:419,15[' ]| could not but indulge herself in$4$ dwelling on$4$ so$5#1$ beloved 312:419,16[' ]| a theme. 312:419,16@a | She hoped it was not wrong; though after$4$ 312:419,17@a | a time, $MP#V$Susan's very great admiration of every*thing said 312:419,18@a | or done in$4$ her uncle's house, and earnest longing to$9$ go 312:419,19@a | into Northamptonshire, seemed almost to$9$ blame$1$ her for$4$ 312:419,20@a | exciting feelings which$6#1$ could not be gratified. 312:419,21[' ]| Poor $MP#V$Susan was very little better fitted for$4$ home than 312:419,22[' ]| her elder sister; and as $MP#A$Fanny grew thoroughly to$9$ understand 312:419,23[' ]| this, 312:419,23@a | she began to$9$ feel that$3$ when her own$2$ release$0$ 312:419,24@a | from Portsmouth came, her happiness would have a 312:419,25@a | material$2$ drawback in$4$ leaving $MP#V$Susan behind. That$3$ a girl 312:419,26@a | so$5#1$ capable of being$1$ made, every*thing good, should be left 312:419,27@a | in$4$ such hands, distressed her more and more. Were \she\ 312:419,28@a | likely to$9$ have a home to$9$ invite her to$4$, what a blessing it 312:419,29@a | would be! ~~ And had it been possible for$4$ her to$9$ return$1$ 312:419,30@a | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford's regard$0$, the probability of his being$1$ very 312:419,31@a | far from objecting to$4$ such a measure$0$, would have been 312:419,32@a | the greatest increase$0$ of all her own$2$ comforts. She thought$1$ 312:419,33@a | he was really good-tempered, and could fancy$1$ his entering 312:419,34@a | into a plan of that$6#2$ sort, most pleasantly. 313:420,01[' ]| Seven weeks of the two months were very nearly gone, 313:420,02[' ]| when the one letter, the letter from $MP#B$Edmund so$5#1$ long 313:420,03[' ]| expected, was put into $MP#A$Fanny's hands. As she opened 313:420,04[' ]| and saw its length she prepared herself for$4$ a minute$2$ detail$0$ 313:420,05[' ]| of happiness and a profusion of love$0$ and praise$0$ towards 313:420,06[' ]| the fortunate creature, who$6#1$ was now mistress of his fate. 313:420,07[' ]| These were the contents. 313:420,08[B ]| "\Mansfield*Park\. 313:420,09[B ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, 313:420,10[B ]| "Excuse$1$ me that$3$ I have not written before$5$. $MP#D$Crawford 313:420,11[B ]| told me that$3$ you were wishing to$9$ hear from me, but I 313:420,12[B ]| found it impossible to$9$ write from London, and persuaded 313:420,13[B ]| myself that$3$ you would understand my silence$0$. ~~ Could I 313:420,14[B ]| have sent a few happy lines, they should not have been 313:420,15[B ]| wanting, but nothing of that$6#2$ nature was ever in$4$ my power. 313:420,16[B ]| ~~ I am returned to$4$ Mansfield in$4$ a less assured state$0$ than 313:420,17[B ]| when I left it. My hopes$0$ are much weaker. ~~ You are 313:420,18[B ]| probably aware of this already. ~~ So$5#1$ very fond of you as 313:420,19[B ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford is, it is most natural$2$ that$3$ she should tell 313:420,20[B ]| you enough of her own$2$ feelings, to$9$ furnish a tolerable guess$0$ 313:420,21[B ]| at mine$6$. ~~ I will$1$ not be prevented, however, from making 313:420,22[B ]| my own$2$ communication. Our confidences in$4$ you need$1$ not 313:420,23[B ]| clash. ~~ I ask no$2$ questions. ~~ There is something soothing 313:420,24[B ]| in$4$ the idea, that$3$ we have the same friend, and that$3$ 313:420,25[B ]| whatever unhappy differences of opinion may$1$ exist 313:420,26[B ]| between us, we are united in$4$ our love$0$ of you. ~~ It will$1$ be 313:420,27[B ]| a comfort$0$ to$4$ me to$9$ tell you how things now are, and what 313:420,28[B ]| are my present$2$ plans, if plans I can be said to$9$ have. ~~ I 313:420,29[B ]| have been returned since Saturday. I was three weeks 313:420,30[B ]| in$4$ London, and saw her (for$4$ London) very often. I had 313:420,31[B ]| every attention from the $MP#ZH$Frasers that$6#1$ could be reasonably 313:420,32[B ]| expected. I dare$1#2$ say I was \not\ reasonable in$4$ carrying 313:420,33[B ]| with me hopes$0$ of an intercourse at all like$4$ that$6#2$ of Mansfield. 313:421,01[B ]| It was her manner, however, rather than any unfrequency 313:421,02[B ]| of meeting. Had she been different when I did 313:421,03[B ]| see her, I should have made no$2$ complaint, but from the 313:421,04[B ]| very first she was altered; my first reception was so$5#1$ unlike 313:421,05[B ]| what I had hoped, that$3$ I had almost resolved on$4$ leaving 313:421,06[B ]| London again directly. ~~ I need$1$ not particularize. You 313:421,07[B ]| know the weak side$0$ of her character, and may$1$ imagine 313:421,08[B ]| the sentiments and expressions which$6#1$ were torturing me. 313:421,09[B ]| She was in$4$ high spirits, and surrounded by$4$ those who$6#1$ were 313:421,10[B ]| giving all the support$0$ of their own$2$ bad sense to$4$ her too$5#1$ 313:421,11[B ]| lively mind$0$. I do not like$1$ $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser. She is a cold-hearted, 313:421,12[B ]| vain woman, who$6#1$ has married entirely from convenience, 313:421,13[B ]| and though evidently unhappy in$4$ her marriage, 313:421,14[B ]| places$1$ her disappointment, not to$4$ faults of judgment or 313:421,15[B ]| temper, or disproportion of age, but to$4$ her being$1$ after$4$ all, 313:421,16[B ]| less affluent than many of her acquaintance, especially 313:421,17[B ]| than her sister, $MP#ZZI$Lady*Stornaway, and is the determined 313:421,18[B ]| supporter of every*thing mercenary and ambitious, provided 313:421,19[B ]| it be only mercenary and ambitious enough. I look$1$ 313:421,20[B ]| upon$4$ her intimacy with those two sisters, as the greatest 313:421,21[B ]| misfortune of her life and mine$6$. They have been leading 313:421,22[B ]| her astray for$4$ years. Could she be detached from them! 313:421,23[B ]| ~~ and sometimes I do not despair$1$ of it, for$3$ the affection 313:421,24[B ]| appears to$4$ me principally on$4$ their side$0$. They are very 313:421,25[B ]| fond of her; but I am sure she does not love$1$ them as she 313:421,26[B ]| loves you. When I think of her great attachment to$4$ you, 313:421,27[B ]| indeed, and the whole$0$ of her judicious, upright conduct$0$ 313:421,28[B ]| as a sister, she appears a very different creature, capable 313:421,29[B ]| of every*thing noble, and I am ready to$9$ blame$1$ myself for$4$ 313:421,30[B ]| a too$5#1$ harsh construction of a playful manner. I cannot 313:421,31[B ]| give her up$5$, $MP#A$Fanny. She is the only woman in$4$ the world 313:421,32[B ]| whom$6#1$ I could ever think of as a wife. If I did not believe 313:421,33[B ]| that$3$ she had some regard$0$ for$4$ me, of course$8$ I should not 313:421,34[B ]| say this, but I do believe it. I am convinced, that$3$ she is 313:421,35[B ]| not without a decided preference. I have no$2$ jealousy of 313:421,36[B ]| any individual. It is the influence$0$ of the fashionable 313:421,37[B ]| world altogether that$6#1$ I am jealous of. It is the habits 313:421,38[B ]| of wealth that$6#1$ I fear$1$. Her ideas are not higher than her 313:422,01[B ]| own$2$ fortune may$1$ warrant, but they are beyond$4$ what our 313:422,02[B ]| incomes united could authorise. There is comfort$0$, however, 313:422,03[B ]| even$5$ here. I could better bear$1$ to$9$ lose her, because 313:422,04[B ]| not rich enough, than because of my profession$0#2$. That$6#2$ 313:422,05[B ]| would only prove her affection not equal$2$ to$4$ sacrifices, 313:422,06[B ]| which$6#1$, in$4$ fact, I am scarcely justified in$4$ asking; and if I 313:422,07[B ]| am refused, \that$6#2$\, I think, will$1$ be the honest motive. Her 313:422,08[B ]| prejudices, I trust$1$, are not so$5#1$ strong as they were. You 313:422,09[B ]| have my thoughts exactly as they arise, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny; 313:422,10[B ]| perhaps they are some*times contradictory, but it will$1$ not 313:422,11[B ]| be a less faithful picture$0$ of my mind$0$. Having once begun, 313:422,12[B ]| it is a pleasure to$4$ me to$9$ tell you all I feel. I cannot give 313:422,13[B ]| her up$5$. Connected, as we already are, and, I hope$1$, are 313:422,14[B ]| to$9$ be, to$9$ give up$5$ $MP#C$Mary*Crawford, would be to$9$ give up$5$ the 313:422,15[B ]| society of some of those most dear$2#1$ to$4$ me, to$9$ banish myself 313:422,16[B ]| from the very houses and friends whom$6#1$, under any other 313:422,17[B ]| distress$0$, I should turn$1$ to$4$ for$4$ consolation. The loss of 313:422,18[B ]| $MP#C$Mary I must consider as comprehending the loss of $MP#D$Crawford 313:422,19[B ]| and of $MP#A$Fanny. Were it a decided thing, an actual 313:422,20[B ]| refusal, I hope$1$ I should know how to$9$ bear$1$ it, and how to$9$ 313:422,21[B ]| endeavour$1$ to$9$ weaken her hold$0$ on$4$ my heart ~~ and in$4$ the 313:422,22[B ]| course$0$ of a few years ~~ but I am writing nonsense ~~ were 313:422,23[B ]| I refused, I must bear$1$ it; and till I am, I can never cease 313:422,24[B ]| to$9$ try for$4$ her. This is the truth. The only question$0$ is 313:422,25[B ]| \how\? What may$1$ be the likeliest means$0$? I have sometimes 313:422,26[B ]| thought$1$ of going to$4$ London again after$4$ Easter, and 313:422,27[B ]| sometimes resolved on$4$ doing nothing till she returns$1$ to$4$ 313:422,28[B ]| Mansfield. Even$5$ now, she speaks with pleasure of being$1$ 313:422,29[B ]| in$4$ Mansfield in$4$ June; but June is at a great distance$0$, and 313:422,30[B ]| I believe I shall write to$4$ her. I have nearly determined 313:422,31[B ]| on$4$ explaining myself by$4$ letter. To$9$ be at an early certainty 313:422,32[B ]| is a material$2$ object$0$. My present$2$ state$0$ is miserably 313:422,33[B ]| irksome. Considering every*thing, I think a letter will$1$ 313:422,34[B ]| be decidedly the best method of explanation. I shall be 313:422,35[B ]| able to$9$ write much that$6#1$ I could not say, and shall be giving 313:422,36[B ]| her time for$4$ reflection before$3$ she resolves on$4$ her answer$0$, 313:422,37[B ]| and I am less afraid of the result$0$ of reflection than of an 313:422,38[B ]| immediate hasty impulse; I think I am. My greatest 313:423,01[B ]| danger would lie$1$ in$4$ her consulting $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser, and I at 313:423,02[B ]| a distance$0$, unable to$9$ help$1$ my own$2$ cause. A letter exposes 313:423,03[B ]| to$4$ all the evil of consultation, and where the mind$0$ is any*thing 313:423,04[B ]| short of perfect$2$ decision, an adviser may$1$, in$4$ an 313:423,05[B ]| unlucky moment, lead$1$ it to$9$ do what it may$1$ afterwards 313:423,06[B ]| regret$1$. I must think this matter over a little. This long 313:423,07[B ]| letter, full of my own$2$ concerns$0$ alone, will$1$ be enough to$9$ 313:423,08[B ]| tire even$5$ the friendship of a $MP#A$Fanny. The last$2$ time I saw 313:423,09[B ]| $MP#D$Crawford was at $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser's party. I am more and 313:423,10[B ]| more satisfied with all that$6#1$ I see and hear of him. There 313:423,11[B ]| is not a shadow of wavering. He thoroughly knows his 313:423,12[B ]| own$2$ mind$0$, and acts$1$ up$5$ to$4$ his resolutions ~~ an inestimable 313:423,13[B ]| quality. I could not see him, and my eldest sister in$4$ the 313:423,14[B ]| same room, without recollecting what you once told me, 313:423,15[B ]| and I acknowledge that$3$ they did not meet$1$ as friends. 313:423,16[B ]| There was marked coolness on$4$ her side$0$. They scarcely 313:423,17[B ]| spoke. I saw him draw back$5$ surprised, and I was sorry 313:423,18[B ]| that$3$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth should resent any former supposed 313:423,19[B ]| slight$0$ to$4$ $MP#H$Miss*Bertram. You will$1$ wish$1$ to$9$ hear my opinion 313:423,20[B ]| of $MP#H$Maria's degree of comfort$0$ as a wife. There is no$2$ appearance 313:423,21[B ]| of unhappiness. I hope$1$ they get on$5$ pretty$5$ well$5$ 313:423,22[B ]| together. I dined twice in$4$ Wimpole*Street, and might 313:423,23[B ]| have been there oftener, but it is mortifying to$9$ be with 313:423,24[B ]| $MP#K$Rushworth as a brother. $MP#I$Julia seems to$9$ enjoy London 313:423,25[B ]| exceedingly. I had little enjoyment there ~~ but have less 313:423,26[B ]| here. We are not a lively party. You are very much 313:423,27[B ]| wanted. I miss you more than I can express$1$. My 313:423,28[B ]| mother desires her best love$0$, and hopes$1$ to$9$ hear from you 313:423,29[B ]| soon. She talks of you almost every hour, and I am sorry 313:423,30[B ]| to$9$ find how many weeks more she is likely to$9$ be without 313:423,31[B ]| you. My Father means$1$ to$9$ fetch you himself, but it will$1$ 313:423,32[B ]| not be till after$4$ Easter, when he has business in$4$ town. 313:423,33[B ]| You are happy at Portsmouth, I hope$1$, but this must not 313:423,34[B ]| be a yearly visit$0$. I want$1$ you at home, that$3$ I may$1$ have 313:423,35[B ]| your opinion about$4$ Thornton*Lacey. I have little heart 313:423,36[B ]| for$4$ extensive improvements till I know that$3$ it will$1$ ever 313:423,37[B ]| have a mistress. I think I shall certainly write. It is 313:423,38[B ]| quite settled that$3$ the $MP#M1$Grants go to$4$ Bath$0#1$; they leave$1$ 313:424,01[B ]| Mansfield on$4$ Monday. I am glad of it. I am not comfortable 313:424,02[B ]| enough to$9$ be fit$2$ for$4$ any*body; but your aunt 313:424,03[B ]| seems to$9$ feel out$5$ of luck that$3$ such an article of Mansfield 313:424,04[B ]| news should fall$1$ to$4$ my pen instead of her's. Your's ever, 313:424,05[B ]| my dearest $MP#A$Fanny." 313:424,06[A ]| "I never will$1$ ~~ no$7$, I certainly never will$1$ wish$1$ for$4$ a 313:424,06[A ]| letter 313:424,07[A ]| again," 313:424,07[' ]| was $MP#A$Fanny's secret$2$ declaration, as she finished 313:424,08[' ]| this. 313:424,08[A ]| "What do they bring but disappointment and 313:424,09[A ]| sorrow? ~~ Not till after$4$ Easter! ~~ How shall I bear$1$ it? 313:424,10[A ]| ~~ And my poor aunt talking of me every hour!" 313:424,11[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny checked the tendency of these thoughts as well$5$ 313:424,12[' ]| as she could, but she was within half a minute$0$ of starting 313:424,13[' ]| the idea, that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was quite unkind, both to$4$ her 313:424,14[' ]| aunt and to$4$ herself. ~~ As for$4$ the main$2$ subject$0$ of the letter 313:424,15[' ]| ~~ there was nothing in$4$ that$6#2$ to$9$ soothe irritation. She was 313:424,16[' ]| almost vexed into displeasure, and anger$0$, against $MP#B$Edmund. 313:424,17[A ]| "There is no$2$ good in$4$ this delay$0$," 313:424,17[' ]| said she. 313:424,17[A ]| "Why is not 313:424,18[A ]| it settled? ~~ He is blinded, and nothing will$1$ open$1$ his eyes, 313:424,19[A ]| nothing can, after$4$ having had truths before$4$ him so$5#1$ long 313:424,20[A ]| in$4$ vain. ~~ He will$1$ marry her, and be poor and miserable. 313:424,21[A ]| God grant that$3$ her influence$0$ do not make$1$ him cease to$9$ 313:424,22[A ]| be respectable!" ~~ 313:424,22[' ]| She looked over the letter again. 313:424,23@b | """So$5#1$ very fond of me!"" 313:424,23[A ]| 'tis nonsense all. She loves 313:424,24[A ]| nobody but herself and her brother. Her friends leading 313:424,25[A ]| her astray for$4$ years! She is quite as likely to$9$ have led 313:424,26[A ]| \them\ astray. They have all, perhaps, been corrupting 313:424,27[A ]| one another; but if they are so$5#1$ much fonder of her than 313:424,28[A ]| she is of them, she is the less likely to$9$ have been hurt, 313:424,29[A ]| except by$4$ their flattery. 313:424,29@b | ""The only woman in$4$ the world, 313:424,30@b | whom$6#1$ he could ever think of as a wife."" 313:424,30[A ]| I firmly believe 313:424,31[A ]| it. It is an attachment to$9$ govern his whole$2$ life. Accepted 313:424,32[A ]| or refused, his heart is wedded to$4$ her for*ever. ~~ 313:424,32@b | ""The loss 313:424,33@b | of $MP#C$Mary, I must consider as comprehending the loss of 313:424,34@b | $MP#D$Crawford and $MP#A$Fanny."" 313:424,34[A ]| $MP#B$Edmund, you do not know \me\. The 313:424,35[A ]| families would never be connected, if you did not connect 313:424,36[A ]| them. Oh! write, write. Finish$1$ it at once. Let there be an 313:424,37[A ]| end$0$ of this suspense. Fix, commit, condemn yourself." 313:424,38[' ]| Such sensations, however, were too$5#1$ near$5$ a kin to$4$ resentment 313:425,01[' ]| to$9$ be long guiding $MP#A$Fanny's soliloquies. She was 313:425,02[' ]| soon more softened and sorrowful. ~~ 313:425,02@a | His warm$2$ regard$0$, his 313:425,03@a | kind$2$ expressions, his confidential treatment touched her 313:425,04@a | strongly. He was only too$5#1$ good to$4$ every*body. ~~ It was 313:425,05@a | a letter, in$4$ short, which$6#1$ she would not but have had for$4$ the 313:425,06@a | world, and which$6#1$ could never be valued enough. 313:425,06[' ]| This 313:425,07[' ]| was the end$0$ of it. 313:425,08[' ]| Every*body at all addicted to$4$ letter writing, without 313:425,09[' ]| having much to$9$ say, which$6#1$ will$1$ include a large proportion 313:425,10[' ]| of the female$2$ world at least, must feel with $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 313:425,11[' ]| that$3$ she was out$5$ of luck in$4$ having such a capital piece 313:425,12[' ]| of Mansfield news, as the certainty of the $MP#M1$Grants going 313:425,13[' ]| to$4$ Bath$0#1$, occur at a time when she could make$1$ no$2$ advantage 313:425,14[' ]| of it, and will$1$ admit that$3$ it must have been very 313:425,15[' ]| mortifying to$4$ her to$9$ see it fall$1$ to$4$ the share$0$ of her thankless 313:425,16[' ]| son, and treated as concisely as possible at the end$0$ of 313:425,17[' ]| a long letter, instead of having it to$9$ spread over the largest 313:425,18[' ]| part$0$ of a page of her own$2$. ~~ For$3$ though $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 313:425,19[' ]| rather shone in$4$ the epistolary line, having early in$4$ her 313:425,20[' ]| marriage, from the want$0$ of other employment, and the 313:425,21[' ]| circumstance of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's being$1$ in$4$ Parliament, got 313:425,22[' ]| into the way of making and keeping correspondents, and 313:425,23[' ]| formed for$4$ herself a very creditable, common-place, amplifying 313:425,24[' ]| style, so$3$ that$3$ a very little matter was enough for$4$ her; 313:425,25[' ]| she could not do entirely without any; she must have 313:425,26[' ]| something to$9$ write about$4$, even$5$ to$4$ her niece, and being$1$ 313:425,27[' ]| so$5#1$ soon to$9$ lose all the benefit of $MP#M$Dr%*Grant's gouty 313:425,28[' ]| symptoms and $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant's morning calls$0$, it was very 313:425,29[' ]| hard upon$4$ her to$9$ be deprived of one of the last$2$ epistolary 313:425,30[' ]| uses she could put them to$4$. 313:425,31[' ]| There was a rich amends, however, preparing for$4$ her. 313:425,32[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's hour of good luck came. Within a few 313:425,33[' ]| days from the receipt of $MP#B$Edmund's letter, $MP#A$Fanny had 313:425,34[' ]| one from her aunt, beginning thus: ~~ 313:425,35[F ]| "My dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, 313:425,36[F ]| "I take up$5$ my pen to$9$ communicate some very 313:425,37[F ]| alarming intelligence, which$6#1$ I make$1$ no$2$ doubt$0$ will$1$ give 313:425,38[F ]| you much concern$0$." 313:426,01[' ]| This was a great deal$0$ better than to$9$ have to$9$ take up$5$ 313:426,02[' ]| the pen to$9$ acquaint her with all the particulars of the 313:426,03[' ]| $MP#M1$Grants' intended journey, for$4$ the present$2$ intelligence was 313:426,04[' ]| of a nature to$9$ promise$1$ occupation for$4$ the pen for$4$ many 313:426,05[' ]| days to$9$ come, being$1$ no$2$ less than the dangerous illness 313:426,06[' ]| of her eldest son, of which$6#1$ they had received notice$0$ by$4$ 313:426,07[' ]| express$0$, a few hours before$5$. 313:426,08[' ]| $MP#G$Tom had gone from London with a party of young men 313:426,09[' ]| to$4$ Newmarket, where a neglected fall$0$, and a good deal$0$ of 313:426,10[' ]| drinking, had brought on$5$ a fever; and when the party 313:426,11[' ]| broke up$5$, being$1$ unable to$9$ move$1$, had been left by$4$ himself 313:426,12[' ]| at the house of one of these young men, to$4$ the comforts 313:426,13[' ]| of sickness and solitude, and the attendance only of servants. 313:426,14[' ]| Instead of being$1$ soon well$5$ enough to$9$ follow his 313:426,15[' ]| friends, as he had then hoped, his disorder increased considerably, 313:426,16[' ]| and it was not long before$3$ he thought$1$ so$5#1$ ill of 313:426,17[' ]| himself, as to$9$ be as ready as his physician to$9$ have a letter 313:426,18[' ]| dispatched to$4$ Mansfield. 313:426,19[F ]| "This distressing intelligence, as you may$1$ suppose," 313:426,20[' ]| observed her Ladyship, after$4$ giving the substance of it, 313:426,21[F ]| "has agitated us exceedingly, and we cannot prevent 313:426,22[F ]| ourselves from being$1$ greatly alarmed, and apprehensive 313:426,23[F ]| for$4$ the poor invalid, whose$6#1$ state$0$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas fears may$1$ be 313:426,24[F ]| very critical; and $MP#B$Edmund kindly proposes attending 313:426,25[F ]| his brother immediately, but I am happy to$9$ add, that$3$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 313:426,26[F ]| will$1$ not leave$1$ me on$4$ this distressing occasion$0$, as 313:426,27[F ]| it would be too$5#1$ trying$2$ for$4$ me. We shall greatly miss 313:426,28[F ]| $MP#B$Edmund in$4$ our small circle, but I trust$1$ and hope$1$ he will$1$ 313:426,29[F ]| find the poor invalid in$4$ a less alarming state$0$ than might 313:426,30[F ]| be apprehended, and that$3$ he will$1$ be able to$9$ bring him to$4$ 313:426,31[F ]| Mansfield shortly, which$6#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas proposes should be 313:426,32[F ]| done, and thinks best on$4$ every account$0$, and I flatter myself, 313:426,33[F ]| the poor sufferer will$1$ soon be able to$9$ bear$1$ the removal 313:426,34[F ]| without material$2$ inconvenience or injury. As I have 313:426,35[F ]| little doubt$0$ of your feeling for$4$ us, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, under 313:426,36[F ]| these distressing circumstances, I will$1$ write again very 313:426,37[F ]| soon." 313:426,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's feelings on$4$ the occasion$0$ were indeed considerably 313:427,01[' ]| more warm$2$ and genuine than her aunt's style of 313:427,02[' ]| writing. She felt truly for$4$ them all. $MP#G$Tom dangerously 313:427,03[' ]| ill, $MP#B$Edmund gone to$9$ attend him, and the sadly small party 313:427,04[' ]| remaining at Mansfield, were cares$0$ to$9$ shut out$5$ every other 313:427,05[' ]| care$0$, or almost every other. She could just$5$ find selfishness 313:427,06[' ]| enough to$9$ wonder$1$ whether $MP#B$Edmund \had\ written to$4$ 313:427,07[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford before$3$ this summons came, but no$2$ sentiment 313:427,08[' ]| dwelt long with her, that$6#1$ was not purely affectionate 313:427,09[' ]| and disinterestedly anxious. Her aunt did not neglect$1$ 313:427,10[' ]| her; she wrote again and again; they were receiving 313:427,11[' ]| frequent accounts from $MP#B$Edmund, and these accounts were 313:427,12[' ]| as regularly transmitted to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, in$4$ the same diffuse 313:427,13[' ]| style, and the same medley of trusts, hopes$0$, and fears, all 313:427,14[' ]| following and producing each other at hap-hazard. It 313:427,15[' ]| was a sort of playing at being$1$ frightened. The sufferings 313:427,16[' ]| which$6#1$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram did not see, had little power over 313:427,17[' ]| her fancy$0$; and she wrote very comfortably about$4$ agitation 313:427,18[' ]| and anxiety, and poor invalids, till $MP#G$Tom was actually 313:427,19[' ]| conveyed to$4$ Mansfield, and her own$2$ eyes had beheld his 313:427,20[' ]| altered appearance. Then, a letter which$6#1$ she had been 313:427,21[' ]| previously preparing for$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, was finished in$4$ a different 313:427,22[' ]| style, in$4$ the language of real feeling and alarm$0$; then, she 313:427,23[' ]| wrote as she might have spoken. 313:427,23[F ]| "He is just$5$ come, my 313:427,24[F ]| dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, and is taken up*stairs; and I am so$5#1$ shocked 313:427,25[F ]| to$9$ see him, that$3$ I do not know what to$9$ do. I am sure he 313:427,26[F ]| has been very ill. Poor $MP#G$Tom, I am quite grieved for$4$ him, 313:427,27[F ]| and very much frightened, and so$5#2$ is $MP#E$Sir*Thomas; and 313:427,28[F ]| how glad I should be, if you were here to$9$ comfort$1$ me. 313:427,29[F ]| But $MP#E$Sir*Thomas hopes$1$ he will$1$ be better to-morrow, and 313:427,30[F ]| says we must consider his journey." 313:427,31[' ]| The real solicitude now awakened in$4$ the maternal 313:427,32[' ]| bosom was not soon over. $MP#G$Tom's extreme$2$ impatience 313:427,33[' ]| to$9$ be removed to$4$ Mansfield, and experience$1$ those comforts 313:427,34[' ]| of home and family which$6#1$ had been little thought$1$ 313:427,35[' ]| of in$4$ uninterrupted health, had probably induced his being$1$ 313:427,36[' ]| conveyed thither too$5#1$ early, as a return$0$ of fever came on$5$, 313:427,37[' ]| and for$4$ a week he was in$4$ a more alarming state$0$ than ever. 313:427,38[' ]| They were all very seriously frightened. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 313:428,01[' ]| wrote her daily terrors to$4$ her niece, who$6#1$ might now be 313:428,02[' ]| said to$9$ live upon$4$ letters, and pass$1$ all her time between 313:428,03[' ]| suffering from that$6#2$ of to-day, and looking forward$5$ to$4$ 313:428,03[' ]| tomorrow's. 313:428,04[' ]| Without any particular affection for$4$ her eldest 313:428,05[' ]| cousin, her tenderness of heart made her feel that$3$ she could 313:428,06[' ]| not spare$1$ him; and the purity of her principles added yet 313:428,07[' ]| a keener solicitude, when she considered how little useful, 313:428,08[' ]| how little self-denying his life had (apparently) been. 313:428,09[' ]| $MP#V$Susan was her only companion and listener on$4$ this, as 313:428,10[' ]| on$4$ more common$2$ occasions. $MP#V$Susan was always ready to$9$ 313:428,11[' ]| hear and to$9$ sympathize. Nobody else could be interested 313:428,12[' ]| in$4$ so$5#1$ remote an evil as illness, in$4$ a family above$4$ an hundred 313:428,13[' ]| miles off ~~ not even$5$ $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, beyond$4$ a brief question$0$ 313:428,14[' ]| or two if she saw her daughter with a letter in$4$ her hand$0$, 313:428,15[' ]| and now and then the quiet$2$ observation of 313:428,15[P ]| "My poor 313:428,16[P ]| sister $MP#F$Bertram must be in$4$ a great deal$0$ of trouble$0$." 313:428,17[' ]| So$5#1$ long divided, and so$5#1$ differently situated, the ties of 313:428,18[' ]| blood were little more than nothing. An attachment, 313:428,19[' ]| originally as tranquil as their tempers, was now become 313:428,20[' ]| a mere name$0$. $MP#P$Mrs%*Price did quite as much for$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, 313:428,21[' ]| as $MP#F$Lady*Bertram would have done for$4$ $MP#P$Mrs%*Price. 313:428,22[' ]| Three or four $MP#O$Prices might have been swept away, 313:428,23[' ]| any or all, except $MP#A$Fanny and $MP#Q$William, and $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 313:428,24[' ]| would have thought$1$ little about$4$ it; or perhaps might have 313:428,25[' ]| caught from $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's lips the cant of its being$1$ a very 313:428,26[' ]| happy thing, and a great blessing to$4$ their poor dear$2#1$ sister 313:428,27[' ]| $MP#P$Price to$9$ have them so$5#1$ well$5$ provided for$5$. 314:429,01[' ]| At about$4$ the week's end$0$ from his return$0$ to$4$ Mansfield, 314:429,02[' ]| $MP#G$Tom's immediate danger was over, and he was so$5#1$ far pronounced 314:429,03[' ]| safe, as to$9$ make$1$ his mother perfectly easy; for$3$ 314:429,04[' ]| being$1$ now used to$4$ the sight of him in$4$ his suffering, helpless 314:429,05[' ]| state$0$, and hearing only the best, and never thinking beyond$4$ 314:429,06[' ]| what she heard, with no$2$ disposition for$4$ alarm$0$, and no$2$ 314:429,07[' ]| aptitude at a hint$0$, $MP#F$Lady*Bertram was the happiest subject$0$ 314:429,08[' ]| in$4$ the world for$4$ a little medical imposition. 314:429,08@f | The fever 314:429,09@f | was subdued; the fever had been his complaint, of course$8$ 314:429,10@f | he would soon be well$5$ again; 314:429,10[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram could think 314:429,11[' ]| nothing less, and $MP#A$Fanny shared her aunt's security, till 314:429,12[' ]| she received a few lines from $MP#B$Edmund, 314:429,12@b | written purposely 314:429,13@b | to$9$ give her a clearer idea of his brother's situation, and 314:429,14@b | acquaint her with the apprehensions which$6#1$ he and his 314:429,15@b | father had imbibed from the physician, with respect$0$ to$4$ 314:429,16@b | some strong hectic symptoms, which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ seize the 314:429,17@b | frame on$4$ the departure of the fever. They judged it best 314:429,18@b | that$3$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram should not be harassed by$4$ alarms 314:429,19@b | which$6#1$, it was to$9$ be hoped, would prove unfounded; but 314:429,20@b | there was no$2$ reason$0$ why $MP#A$Fanny should not know the 314:429,21@b | truth. They were apprehensive for$4$ his lungs. 314:429,22[' ]| A very few lines from $MP#B$Edmund shewed her the patient 314:429,23[' ]| and the sick room in$4$ a juster and stronger light$0$ than all 314:429,24[' ]| $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's sheets of paper could do. There was 314:429,25[' ]| hardly any*one in$4$ the house who$6#1$ might have not described, 314:429,26[' ]| from personal observation, better than herself; not one 314:429,27[' ]| who$6#1$ was not more useful at times to$4$ her son. She could 314:429,28[' ]| do nothing but glide in$5$ quietly and look$1$ at him; but, 314:429,29[' ]| when able to$9$ talk$1$ or be talked to$5$, or read to$5$, $MP#B$Edmund was 314:429,30[' ]| the companion he preferred. His aunt worried him by$4$ 314:429,31[' ]| her cares$0$, and $MP#E$Sir*Thomas knew not how to$9$ bring down$5$ 314:429,32[' ]| his conversation or his voice to$4$ the level of irritation and 314:429,33[' ]| feebleness. $MP#B$Edmund was all in$4$ all. $MP#A$Fanny would certainly 314:430,01[' ]| believe him so$5#2$ at least, and must find that$3$ her estimation 314:430,02[' ]| of him was higher than ever when he appeared as 314:430,03[' ]| the attendant, supporter, cheerer of a suffering brother. 314:430,04[' ]| There was not only the debility of recent illness to$9$ assist; 314:430,05[' ]| there was also, as she now learnt, nerves much affected, 314:430,06[' ]| spirits much depressed to$9$ calm$1$ and raise; and her own$2$ 314:430,07[' ]| imagination added that$3$ there must be a mind$0$ to$9$ be 314:430,08[' ]| properly guided. 314:430,09[' ]| The family were not consumptive, and she was more 314:430,10[' ]| inclined to$9$ hope$1$ than fear$1$ for$4$ her cousin ~~ except when 314:430,11[' ]| she thought$1$ of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford ~~ but $MP#C$Miss*Crawford gave 314:430,12[' ]| her the idea of being$1$ the child of good luck, and to$4$ her 314:430,13[' ]| selfishness and vanity it would be good luck to$9$ have 314:430,14[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund the only son. 314:430,15[' ]| Even$5$ in$4$ the sick chamber, the fortunate $MP#C$Mary was not 314:430,16[' ]| forgotten. $MP#B$Edmund's letter had this postscript. 314:430,16[B ]| "On$4$ 314:430,17[B ]| the subject$0$ of my last$0$, I had actually begun a letter when 314:430,18[B ]| called away by$4$ $MP#G$Tom's illness, but I have now changed my 314:430,19[B ]| mind$0$, and fear$1$ to$9$ trust$1$ the influence$0$ of friends. When 314:430,20[B ]| $MP#G$Tom is better, I shall go." 314:430,21[' ]| Such was the state$0$ of Mansfield, and so$3$ it continued, 314:430,22[' ]| with scarcely any change$0$ till Easter. A line occasionally 314:430,23[' ]| added by$4$ $MP#B$Edmund to$4$ his mother's letter was enough for$4$ 314:430,24[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's information. $MP#G$Tom's amendment was alarmingly 314:430,25[' ]| slow. 314:430,26[' ]| Easter came ~~ particularly late this year, as $MP#A$Fanny had 314:430,27[' ]| most sorrowfully considered, on$4$ first learning that$3$ she 314:430,28[' ]| had no$2$ chance$0$ of leaving Portsmouth till after$4$ it. 314:430,28@a | It 314:430,29@a | came, and she had yet heard nothing of her return$0$ ~~ 314:430,30@a | nothing even$5$ of the going to$4$ London, which$6#1$ was to$9$ precede 314:430,31@a | her return$0$. Her aunt often expressed a wish$0$ for$4$ her, 314:430,32@a | but there was no$2$ notice$0$, no$2$ message from the uncle on$4$ 314:430,33@a | whom$6#1$ all depended. She supposed he could not yet leave$1$ 314:430,34@a | his son, but it was a cruel, a terrible delay$0$ to$4$ her. The 314:430,35@a | end$0$ of April was coming on$5$; it would soon be almost 314:430,36@a | three months instead of two that$3$ she had been absent from 314:430,37@a | them all, and that$3$ her days had been passing in$4$ a state$0$ 314:430,38@a | of penance, which$6#1$ she loved them too$5#1$ well$5$ to$9$ hope$1$ they 314:431,01@a | would thoroughly understand; ~~ and who$6#2$ could yet say 314:431,02@a | when there might be leisure to$9$ think of, or fetch her? 314:431,03@a | Her eagerness, her impatience, her longings to$9$ be with 314:431,04@a | them, were such as to$9$ bring a line or two of $MP#Z1$Cowper's 314:431,05@a | Tirocinium for*ever before$4$ her. 314:431,05@z | "With what intense desire$0$ 314:431,06@z | she wants$1$ her home," 314:431,06@a | was continually on$4$ her tongue, as 314:431,07@a | the truest description of a yearning which$6#1$ she could not 314:431,08@a | suppose any school-boy's bosom to$9$ feel more keenly. 314:431,09@a | When she had been coming to$4$ Portsmouth, she had 314:431,10@a | loved to$9$ call$1$ it her home, had been fond of saying that$3$ she 314:431,11@a | was going home; the word had been very dear$2#1$ to$4$ her; 314:431,12@a | and so$5#2$ it still$5$ was, but it must be applied to$4$ Mansfield. 314:431,13@a | \That$6#2$\ was now the home. Portsmouth was Portsmouth; 314:431,14@a | Mansfield was home. 314:431,14[' ]| They had been long so$5#2$ arranged 314:431,15[' ]| in$4$ the indulgence of her secret$2$ meditations; 314:431,15@a | and nothing 314:431,16@a | was more consolatory to$4$ her than to$9$ find her aunt using 314:431,17@a | the same language. ~~ 314:431,17[F ]| "I cannot but say, I much regret$1$ 314:431,18[F ]| your being$1$ from home at this distressing time, so$5#1$ very 314:431,19[F ]| trying$2$ to$4$ my spirits. ~~ I trust$1$ and hope$1$, and sincerely 314:431,19[F ]| wish$1$ 314:431,20[F ]| you may$1$ never be absent from home so$5#1$ long again" ~~ 314:431,21@a | were most delightful sentences to$4$ her. 314:431,21[' ]| Still$5$, however, 314:431,22[' ]| it was her private$2$ regale. ~~ Delicacy to$4$ her parents made 314:431,23[' ]| her careful not to$9$ betray such a preference of her uncle's 314:431,24[' ]| house: it was always, 314:431,24[A ]| "when I go back$5$ into Northamptonshire, 314:431,25[A ]| or when I return$1$ to$4$ Mansfield, I shall do so$5#2$ and 314:431,26[A ]| so$5#2$." ~~ 314:431,26[' ]| For$4$ a great while$0$ it was so$5#2$; but at last$0$ the longing 314:431,27[' ]| grew stronger, it overthrew caution$0$, 314:431,27@a | and she found herself 314:431,28@a | talking of what she should do when she went home, before$3$ 314:431,29@a | she was aware. ~~ 314:431,29[' ]| She reproached herself, coloured and 314:431,30[' ]| looked fearfully towards her Father and Mother. 314:431,30@a | She 314:431,31@a | need$1$ not have been uneasy. There was no$2$ sign of displeasure, 314:431,32@a | or even$5$ of hearing her. They were perfectly free 314:431,33@a | from any jealousy of Mansfield. She was as welcome$2$ to$9$ 314:431,34@a | wish$1$ herself there, as to$9$ be there. 314:431,35[' ]| It was sad to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ lose all the pleasures of spring$0$. 314:431,36[' ]| She had not known before$5$ what pleasures she \had\ to$9$ lose 314:431,37[' ]| in$4$ passing March and April in$4$ a town. She had not known 314:431,38[' ]| before$5$, how much the beginnings and progress of vegetation 314:432,01[' ]| had delighted her. ~~ What animation both of body 314:432,02[' ]| and mind$0$, she had derived from watching the advance$0$ of 314:432,03[' ]| that$6#2$ season which$6#1$ cannot, in$4$ spite$8$ of its capriciousness, 314:432,04[' ]| be unlovely, and seeing its increasing beauties, from the 314:432,05[' ]| earliest flowers, in$4$ the warmest divisions of her aunt's 314:432,06[' ]| garden, to$4$ the opening of leaves$0$ of her uncle's plantations, 314:432,07[' ]| and the glory$0$ of his woods. ~~ To$9$ be losing such pleasures 314:432,08[' ]| was no$2$ trifle$0$; to$9$ be losing them, because she was in$4$ the 314:432,09[' ]| midst of closeness and noise, to$9$ have confinement, bad 314:432,10[' ]| air, bad smells, substituted for$4$ liberty, freshness, fragrance, 314:432,11[' ]| and verdure, was infinitely worse; ~~ but even$5$ these 314:432,12[' ]| incitements to$4$ regret$0$, were feeble, compared with what 314:432,13[' ]| arose from the conviction of being$1$ missed, by$4$ her best 314:432,14[' ]| friends, and the longing to$9$ be useful to$4$ those who$6#1$ were 314:432,15[' ]| wanting her! 314:432,16@a | Could she have been at home, she might have been of 314:432,17@a | service to$4$ every creature in$4$ the house. She felt that$3$ she 314:432,18@a | must have been of use$0$ to$4$ all. To$4$ all, she must have saved 314:432,19@a | some trouble$0$ of head$0$ or hand$0$; and were it only in$4$ supporting 314:432,20@a | the spirits of her aunt $MP#F$Bertram, keeping her from 314:432,21@a | the evil of solitude, or the still$5$ greater evil of a restless, 314:432,22@a | officious companion, too$5#1$ apt to$9$ be heightening danger in$4$ 314:432,23@a | order to$9$ enhance her own$2$ importance, her being$1$ there 314:432,24@a | would have been a general$2$ good. She loved to$9$ fancy$1$ how 314:432,25@a | she could have read to$4$ her aunt, how she could have talked 314:432,26@a | to$4$ her, and tried at once to$9$ make$1$ her feel the blessing of 314:432,27@a | what was, and prepare her mind$0$ for$4$ what might be; and 314:432,28@a | how many walks$0$ up$5$ and down*stairs she might have saved 314:432,29@a | her, and how many messages she might have carried. 314:432,30@a | It astonished her that$3$ $MP#G$Tom's sisters could be satisfied 314:432,31@a | with remaining in$4$ London at such a time ~~ through$4$ an 314:432,32@a | illness, which$6#1$ had now, under different degrees of danger, 314:432,33@a | lasted several weeks. \They\ might return$1$ to$4$ Mansfield 314:432,34@a | when they chose; travelling could be no$2$ difficulty to$4$ 314:432,35@a | \them\, and she could not comprehend how both could still$5$ 314:432,36@a | keep away. If $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth could imagine any interfering 314:432,37@a | obligations, $MP#I$Julia was certainly able to$9$ quit London 314:432,38@a | whenever she chose. ~~ It appeared from one of her aunt's 314:433,01@a | letters, that$3$ $MP#I$Julia had offered to$9$ return$1$ if wanted ~~ but 314:433,02@a | this was all. ~~ It was evident that$3$ she would rather remain 314:433,03@a | where she was. 314:433,04[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was disposed to$9$ think the influence$0$ of London 314:433,05[' ]| very much at war with all respectable attachments. She 314:433,06[' ]| saw the proof of it in$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, as well$5$ as in$4$ her 314:433,07[' ]| cousins; 314:433,07@a | \her\ attachment to$4$ $MP#B$Edmund had been respectable, 314:433,08@a | the most respectable part$0$ of her character, her friendship 314:433,09@a | for$4$ herself, had at least been blameless. Where was either 314:433,10@a | sentiment now? 314:433,10[' ]| It was so$5#1$ long since $MP#A$Fanny had had any 314:433,11[' ]| letter from her, that$3$ she had some reason$0$ to$9$ think lightly 314:433,12[' ]| of the friendship which$6#1$ had been so$5#1$ dwelt on$5$. ~~ 314:433,12@a | It was 314:433,13@a | weeks since she had heard any*thing of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford or 314:433,14@a | of her other connections in$4$ town, except through$4$ Mansfield, 314:433,15@a | and she was beginning to$9$ suppose that$3$ she might never 314:433,16@a | know whether $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford had gone into Norfolk again 314:433,17@a | or not, till they met, and might never hear from his sister 314:433,18@a | any more this spring$0$, 314:433,18[' ]| when the following letter was received 314:433,19[' ]| to$9$ revive old, and create some new sensations. 314:433,20[C ]| "Forgive me, my dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, as soon as you can, for$4$ 314:433,21[C ]| my long silence$0$, and behave as if you could forgive me 314:433,22[C ]| directly. This is my modest request$0$ and expectation, 314:433,23[C ]| for$3$ you are so$5#1$ good, that$3$ I depend upon$4$ being$1$ treated 314:433,24[C ]| better than I deserve ~~ and I write now to$9$ beg an immediate 314:433,25[C ]| answer$0$. I want$1$ to$9$ know the state$0$ of things at 314:433,26[C ]| Mansfield*Park, and you, no$2$ doubt$0$, are perfectly able to$9$ 314:433,27[C ]| give it. One should be a brute not to$9$ feel for$4$ the distress$0$ 314:433,28[C ]| they are in$4$ ~~ and from what I hear, poor $MP#G$Mr%*Bertram has 314:433,29[C ]| a bad chance$0$ of ultimate recovery. I thought$1$ little of 314:433,30[C ]| his illness at first. I looked upon$4$ him as the sort of person 314:433,31[C ]| to$9$ be made a fuss with, and to$9$ make$1$ a fuss himself in$4$ any 314:433,32[C ]| trifling disorder, and was chiefly concerned for$4$ those who$6#1$ 314:433,33[C ]| had to$9$ nurse$1$ him; but now it is confidently asserted that$3$ 314:433,34[C ]| he is really in$4$ a decline, that$3$ the symptoms are most 314:433,35[C ]| alarming, and that$3$ part$0$ of the family, at least, are aware 314:433,36[C ]| of it. If it be so$5#2$, I am sure you must be included in$4$ that$6#2$ 314:433,37[C ]| part$0$, that$6#2$ discerning part$0$, and therefore intreat you to$9$ 314:433,38[C ]| let me know how far I have been rightly informed. I need$1$ 314:434,01[C ]| not say how rejoiced I shall be to$9$ hear there has been 314:434,02[C ]| any mistake$0$, but the report$0$ is so$5#1$ prevalent, that$3$ I confess 314:434,03[C ]| I cannot help$1$ trembling. To$9$ have such a fine young 314:434,04[C ]| man cut$1$ off in$4$ the flower of his days, is most melancholy$2$. 314:434,05[C ]| Poor $MP#E$Sir*Thomas will$1$ feel it dreadfully. I really am quite 314:434,06[C ]| agitated on$4$ the subject$0$. $MP#A$Fanny, $MP#A$Fanny, I see you smile$1$, 314:434,07[C ]| and look$1$ cunning, but upon$4$ my honour$0$, I never bribed 314:434,08[C ]| a physician in$4$ my life. Poor young man! ~~ If he is to$9$ 314:434,09[C ]| die$1$, there will$1$ be \two\ poor young men less in$4$ the world; 314:434,10[C ]| and with a fearless face$0$ and bold voice would I say to$4$ any*one, 314:434,11[C ]| that$3$ wealth and consequence could fall$1$ into no$2$ hands 314:434,12[C ]| more deserving of them. It was a foolish precipitation 314:434,13[C ]| last$2$ Christmas, but the evil of a few days may$1$ be blotted 314:434,14[C ]| out$5$ in$4$ part$0$. Varnish and gilding hide many stains. It 314:434,15[C ]| will$1$ be but the loss of the Esquire after$4$ his name$0$. With 314:434,16[C ]| real affection, $MP#A$Fanny, like$4$ mine$6$, more might be overlooked. 314:434,17[C ]| Write to$4$ me by$4$ return$0$ of post, judge$1$ of my 314:434,18[C ]| anxiety, and do not trifle$1$ with it. Tell me the real truth, 314:434,19[C ]| as you have it from the fountain head. And now, do not 314:434,20[C ]| trouble$1$ yourself to$9$ be ashamed of either my feelings or 314:434,21[C ]| your own$2$. Believe me, they are not only natural$2$, they 314:434,22[C ]| are philanthropic and virtuous. I put it to$4$ your conscience, 314:434,23[C ]| whether ""$MP#B$Sir*Edmund"" would not do more good 314:434,24[C ]| with all the $MP#E$Bertram property, than any other possible 314:434,25[C ]| ""Sir."" Had the $MP#M1$Grants been at home, I would not have 314:434,26[C ]| troubled you, but you are now the only one I can apply 314:434,27[C ]| to$4$ for$4$ the truth, his sisters not being$1$ within my reach$0$. 314:434,28[C ]| $MP#H$Mrs%*R% has been spending the Easter with the $MP#ZB$Aylmers 314:434,29[C ]| at Twickenham (as to$9$ be sure you know), and is not yet 314:434,30[C ]| returned; and $MP#I$Julia is with the cousins, who$6#1$ live near$4$ 314:434,31[C ]| Bedford*Square; but I forgot their name$0$ and street. 314:434,32[C ]| Could I immediately apply to$4$ either, however, I should 314:434,33[C ]| still$5$ prefer you, because it strikes me, that$3$ they have all 314:434,34[C ]| along$5$ been so$5#1$ unwilling to$9$ have their own$2$ amusements 314:434,35[C ]| cut$1$ up$5$, as to$9$ shut their eyes to$4$ the truth. I suppose, 314:434,36[C ]| $MP#H$Mrs%*R%'s Easter holidays will$1$ not last$1$ much longer; no$2$ 314:434,37[C ]| doubt$0$ they are thorough holidays to$4$ her. The $MP#ZB$Aylmers 314:434,38[C ]| are pleasant people; and her husband away, she can have 314:435,01[C ]| nothing but enjoyment. I give her credit$0$ for$4$ promoting 314:435,02[C ]| his going dutifully down$5$ to$4$ Bath$0#1$, to$9$ fetch his mother; 314:435,03[C ]| but how will$1$ she and the dowager agree in$4$ one house? 314:435,04[C ]| $MP#D$Henry is not at hand$0$, so$3$ I have nothing to$9$ say from him. 314:435,05[C ]| Do not you think $MP#B$Edmund would have been in$4$ town again 314:435,06[C ]| long ago, but for$4$ this illness? ~~ Yours ever, $MP#C$Mary." 314:435,07[C ]| "I had actually began folding my letter, when $MP#D$Henry 314:435,08[C ]| walked in$5$; but he brings no$2$ intelligence to$9$ prevent my 314:435,09[C ]| sending it. $MP#H$Mrs%*R% knows a decline is apprehended; he 314:435,10[C ]| saw her this morning, she returns$1$ to$4$ Wimpole-Street today, 314:435,11[C ]| the old lady is come. Now do not make$1$ yourself 314:435,12[C ]| uneasy with any queer fancies$0$, because he has been spending 314:435,13[C ]| a few days at Richmond. He does it every spring$0$. 314:435,14[C ]| Be assured, he cares$1$ for$4$ nobody but you. At this very 314:435,15[C ]| moment, he is wild to$9$ see you, and occupied only in$4$ contriving 314:435,16[C ]| the means$0$ for$4$ doing so$5#2$, and for$4$ making his pleasure 314:435,17[C ]| conduce to$4$ yours. In$4$ proof, he repeats, and more eagerly, 314:435,18[C ]| what he said at Portsmouth, about$4$ our conveying you 314:435,19[C ]| home, and I join him in$4$ it with all my soul. Dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, 314:435,20[C ]| write directly, and tell us to$9$ come. It will$1$ do us all good. 314:435,21[C ]| He and I can go to$4$ the Parsonage, you know, and be no$2$ 314:435,22[C ]| trouble$0$ to$4$ our friends at Mansfield*Park. It would really 314:435,23[C ]| be gratifying to$9$ see them all again, and a little addition 314:435,24[C ]| of society might be of infinite use$0$ to$4$ them; and, as to$4$ 314:435,25[C ]| yourself, you must feel yourself to$9$ be so$5#1$ wanted there, 314:435,26[C ]| that$3$ you cannot in$4$ conscience (conscientious as you are,) 314:435,27[C ]| keep away, when you have the means$0$ of returning. I have 314:435,28[C ]| not time or patience to$9$ give half $MP#D$Henry's messages; be 314:435,29[C ]| satisfied, that$3$ the spirit of each and every one is unalterable 314:435,30[C ]| affection." 314:435,31[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's disgust$0$ at the greater part$0$ of this letter, with 314:435,32[' ]| her extreme$2$ reluctance to$9$ bring the writer of it and her 314:435,33[' ]| cousin $MP#B$Edmund together, would have made her (as she 314:435,34[' ]| felt), 314:435,34@a | incapable of judging impartially whether the concluding 314:435,35@a | offer$0$ might be accepted or not. To$4$ herself, individually, 314:435,36@a | it was most tempting. To$9$ be finding herself, 314:435,37@a | perhaps, within three days, transported to$4$ Mansfield, was 314:435,38@a | an image of the greatest felicity ~~ but it would have been a 314:436,01@a | material$2$ drawback, to$9$ be owing such felicity to$4$ persons 314:436,02@a | in$4$ whose$6#1$ feelings and conduct$0$, at the present$2$ moment, 314:436,03@a | she saw so$5#1$ much to$9$ condemn; the sister's feelings ~~ 314:436,04@a | the brother's conduct$0$ ~~ \her\ cold-hearted ambition ~~ \his\ 314:436,05@a | thoughtless vanity. To$9$ have him still$5$ the acquaintance, 314:436,06@a | the flirt, perhaps, of $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth! ~~ She was mortified. 314:436,07@a | She had thought$1$ better of him. Happily, however, she 314:436,08@a | was not left to$9$ weigh and decide between opposite inclinations 314:436,09@a | and doubtful notions of right$0$; there was no$2$ occasion$0$ 314:436,10@a | to$9$ determine, whether she ought to$9$ keep $MP#B$Edmund and 314:436,11@a | $MP#C$Mary asunder or not. She had a rule to$9$ apply to$4$, which$6#1$ 314:436,12@a | settled every*thing. Her awe of her uncle, and her dread$0$ 314:436,13@a | of taking a liberty with him, made it instantly plain to$4$ her, 314:436,14@a | what she had to$9$ do. She must absolutely decline the 314:436,15@a | proposal. If he wanted, he would send for$4$ her; and even$5$ 314:436,16@a | to$9$ offer$1$ an early return$0$, was a presumption which$6#1$ hardly 314:436,17@a | any*thing would have seemed to$9$ justify. 314:436,17[' ]| She thanked 314:436,18[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, but gave a decided negative. ~~ 314:436,18[A ]| "Her uncle, 314:436,19[A ]| she understood, meant to$9$ fetch her; and as her cousin's 314:436,20[A ]| illness had continued so$5#1$ many weeks without her being$1$ 314:436,21[A ]| thought$1$ at all necessary, she must suppose her return$0$ 314:436,22[A ]| would be unwelcome at present$0#1$, and that$3$ she should be 314:436,23[A ]| felt an incumbrance." 314:436,24[' ]| Her representation of her cousin's state$0$ at this time, 314:436,25[' ]| was exactly according to$4$ her own$2$ belief of it, 314:436,25@a | and such 314:436,26@a | as she supposed would convey to$4$ the sanguine mind$0$ of 314:436,27@a | her correspondent, the hope$0$ of every*thing she was 314:436,28@a | wishing for$4$. $MP#B$Edmund would be forgiven for$4$ being$1$ a 314:436,29@a | clergyman, it seemed, under certain conditions of wealth; 314:436,30@a | and this, she suspected, was all the conquest of prejudice, 314:436,31@a | which$6#1$ he was so$5#1$ ready to$9$ congratulate himself upon$4$. 314:436,32@a | She had only learnt to$9$ think nothing of consequence but 314:436,33@a | money. 315:437,01[' ]| As $MP#A$Fanny could not doubt$0$ that$3$ her answer$0$ was conveying 315:437,02[' ]| a real disappointment, she was rather in$4$ expectation, 315:437,03[' ]| from her knowledge of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's temper, 315:437,04[' ]| of being$1$ urged again; and though no$2$ second$2$ letter arrived 315:437,05[' ]| for$4$ the space of a week, she had still$5$ the same feeling when 315:437,06[' ]| it did come. 315:437,07[' ]| On$4$ receiving it, she could instantly decide on$4$ its containing 315:437,08[' ]| little writing, and was persuaded of its having the 315:437,09[' ]| air of a letter of haste and business. Its object$0$ was unquestionable; 315:437,10[' ]| and two moments were enough to$9$ start$1$ 315:437,11[' ]| the probability of its being$1$ merely to$9$ give her notice$0$ that$3$ 315:437,12[' ]| they should be in$4$ Portsmouth that$6#2$ very day, and to$9$ throw$1$ 315:437,13[' ]| her into all the agitation of doubting what she ought to$9$ 315:437,14[' ]| do in$4$ such a case. If two moments, however, can surround 315:437,15[' ]| with difficulties, a third can disperse them; and 315:437,16[' ]| before$3$ she had opened the letter, the possibility of $MP#D$Mr% 315:437,17[' ]| and $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's having applied to$4$ her uncle and 315:437,18[' ]| obtained his permission, was giving her ease$0$. This was 315:437,19[' ]| the letter. 315:437,20[C ]| "A most scandalous, ill-natured rumour has just$5$ reached 315:437,21[C ]| me, and I write, dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, to$9$ warn you against giving 315:437,22[C ]| the least credit$0$ to$4$ it, should it spread into the country. 315:437,23[C ]| Depend upon$4$ it there is some mistake$0$, and that$3$ a day or 315:437,24[C ]| two will$1$ clear$1$ it up$5$ ~~ at any rate$0$, that$3$ $MP#D$Henry is blameless, 315:437,25[C ]| and in$4$ spite$8$ of a moment's \etourderie\ thinks of nobody but 315:437,26[C ]| you. Say not a word of it ~~ hear nothing, surmise$1$ nothing, 315:437,27[C ]| whisper$1$ nothing, till I write again. I am sure it will$1$ be 315:437,28[C ]| all hushed up$5$, and nothing proved but $MP#K$Rushworth's folly. 315:437,29[C ]| If they are gone, I would lay$1#1$ my life they are only gone 315:437,30[C ]| to$4$ Mansfield*Park, and $MP#I$Julia with them. But why would 315:437,31[C ]| not you let us come for$4$ you? I wish$1$ you may$1$ not repent 315:437,32[C ]| it. 315:437,33[C ]| "Yours, &c%" 315:438,01[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny stood aghast. 315:438,01@a | As no$2$ scandalous, ill-natured 315:438,02@a | rumour had reached her, it was impossible for$4$ her to$9$ 315:438,03@a | understand much of this strange letter. She could only 315:438,04@a | perceive that$3$ it must relate to$4$ Wimpole*Street and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 315:438,05@a | and only conjecture$1$ that$3$ something very imprudent 315:438,06@a | had just$5$ occurred in$4$ that$6#2$ quarter$0#2$ to$9$ draw the 315:438,07@a | notice$0$ of the world, and to$9$ excite her jealousy, in$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's 315:438,08@a | apprehension, if she heard it. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford 315:438,09@a | need$1$ not be alarmed for$4$ her. She was only sorry for$4$ the 315:438,10@a | parties concerned and for$4$ Mansfield, if the report$0$ should 315:438,11@a | spread so$5#1$ far; but she hoped it might not. If the $MP#K1$Rushworths 315:438,12@a | were gone themselves to$4$ Mansfield, as was to$9$ be 315:438,13@a | inferred from what $MP#C$Miss*Crawford said, it was not likely 315:438,14@a | that$3$ any*thing unpleasant should have preceded them, 315:438,15@a | or at least should make$1$ any impression. 315:438,16@a | As to$4$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, she hoped it might give him a 315:438,17@a | knowledge of his own$2$ disposition, convince him that$3$ he 315:438,18@a | was not capable of being$1$ steadily attached to$4$ any one 315:438,19@a | woman in$4$ the world, and shame$1$ him from persisting any 315:438,20@a | longer in$4$ addressing herself. 315:438,21@a | It was very strange! She had begun to$9$ think he really 315:438,22@a | loved her, and to$9$ fancy$1$ his affection for$4$ her something 315:438,23@a | more than common$2$ ~~ and his sister still$5$ said that$3$ he cared 315:438,24@a | for$4$ nobody else. Yet there must have been some marked 315:438,25@a | display$0$ of attentions to$4$ her cousin, there must have been 315:438,26@a | some strong indiscretion, since her correspondent was not 315:438,27@a | of a sort to$9$ regard$1$ a slight$2$ one. 315:438,28[' ]| Very uncomfortable she was and must continue till she 315:438,29[' ]| heard from $MP#C$Miss*Crawford again. It was impossible to$9$ 315:438,30[' ]| banish the letter from her thoughts, and she could not 315:438,31[' ]| relieve herself by$4$ speaking of it to$4$ any human being$0$. 315:438,32@a | $MP#C$Miss*Crawford need$1$ not have urged secrecy with so$5#1$ much 315:438,33@a | warmth, she might have trusted to$4$ her sense of what was 315:438,34@a | due$2$ to$4$ her cousin. 315:438,35[' ]| The next day came and brought no$2$ second$2$ letter. 315:438,36[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was disappointed. She could still$5$ think of little 315:438,37[' ]| else all the morning; but when her father came back$5$ in$4$ 315:438,38[' ]| the afternoon with the daily newspaper as usual, she was 315:439,01[' ]| so$5#1$ far from expecting any elucidation through$4$ such a 315:439,02[' ]| channel, that$3$ the subject$0$ was for$4$ a moment out$5$ of her 315:439,03[' ]| head$0$. 315:439,04[' ]| She was deep in$4$ other musing. 315:439,04@a | The remembrance of 315:439,05@a | her first evening in$4$ that$6#2$ room, of her father and his newspaper 315:439,06@a | came across$4$ her. No$2$ candle was \now\ wanted. The 315:439,07@a | sun was yet an hour and half above$4$ the horizon. She 315:439,08@a | felt that$3$ she had, indeed, been three months there; and 315:439,09@a | the sun's rays falling strongly into the parlour, instead 315:439,10@a | of cheering, made her still$5$ more melancholy$2$; for$3$ sun-shine 315:439,11@a | appeared to$4$ her a totally different thing in$4$ a town and 315:439,12@a | in$4$ the country. Here, its power was only a glare, a stifling, 315:439,13@a | sickly glare, serving but to$9$ bring forward$5$ stains and 315:439,14@a | dirt that$6#1$ might otherwise have slept. There was neither 315:439,15@a | health nor gaiety in$4$ sun-shine in$4$ a town. She sat in$4$ a 315:439,16@a | blaze of oppressive heat$0$, in$4$ a cloud$0$ of moving dust; and 315:439,17@a | her eyes could only wander from the walls marked by$4$ her 315:439,18@a | father's head$0$, to$4$ the table cut$1$ and knotched by$4$ her 315:439,19@a | brothers, where stood the tea-board never thoroughly 315:439,20@a | cleaned, the cups and saucers wiped in$4$ streaks, the milk 315:439,21@a | a mixture of motes floating in$4$ thin blue, and the bread 315:439,22@a | and butter growing every minute$0$ more greasy than even$5$ 315:439,23@a | $MP#V$Rebecca's hands had first produced it. Her father read 315:439,24@a | his newspaper, and her mother lamented over the ragged 315:439,25@a | carpet as usual, while$3$ the tea was in$4$ preparation ~~ and 315:439,26@a | wished $MP#V$Rebecca would mend it; 315:439,26[' ]| and $MP#A$Fanny was first 315:439,27[' ]| roused by$4$ his calling out$5$ to$4$ her, after$4$ humphing and considering 315:439,28[' ]| over a particular paragraph ~~ 315:439,28[O ]| "What's the name$0$ 315:439,29[O ]| of your great cousins in$4$ town, $MP#A$Fan?" 315:439,30[' ]| A moment's recollection enabled her to$9$ say, 315:439,30[A ]| "$MP#K$Rushworth, 315:439,31[A ]| Sir." 315:439,32[O ]| "And don't they live in$4$ Wimpole*Street?" 315:439,33[A ]| "Yes, Sir." 315:439,34[O ]| "Then, there's the devil to$9$ pay$1$ among them, that's all. 315:439,35[O ]| There, 315:439,35[' ]| (holding out$5$ the paper to$4$ her) ~~ 315:439,35[O ]| much good may$1$ 315:439,36[O ]| such fine relations do you. I don't know what $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 315:439,37[O ]| may$1$ think of such matters; he may$1$ be too$5#1$ much of the 315:439,38[O ]| courtier and fine gentleman to$9$ like$1$ his daughter the less. 315:440,01[O ]| But by$4$ G*** if she belonged to$4$ me, I'd give her the rope's 315:440,02[O ]| end$0$ as long as I could stand$1$ over her. A little flogging 315:440,03[O ]| for$4$ man and woman too$5#2$, would be the best way of preventing 315:440,04[O ]| such things." 315:440,05[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny read to$4$ herself that$3$ 315:440,05@z | "it was with infinite concern$0$ 315:440,06@z | the newspaper had to$9$ announce to$4$ the world, a matrimonial 315:440,07@z | \fracas\ in$4$ the family of $MP#K$Mr%*R% of Wimpole*Street; 315:440,08@z | the beautiful $MP#H$Mrs%*R% whose$6#1$ name$0$ had not long been 315:440,09@z | enrolled in$4$ the lists of hymen, and who$6#1$ had promised to$9$ 315:440,10@z | become so$5#1$ brilliant a leader in$4$ the fashionable world, 315:440,11@z | having quitted her husband's roof in$4$ company with the 315:440,12@z | well$5$ known and captivating $MP#D$Mr%*C% the intimate$2$ friend 315:440,13@z | and associate$0$ of $MP#K$Mr%*R% and it was not known, even$5$ to$4$ the 315:440,14@z | editor of the newspaper, whither they were gone." 315:440,15[A ]| "It is a mistake$0$, Sir," 315:440,15[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny instantly; 315:440,15[A ]| "it must 315:440,16[A ]| be a mistake$0$ ~~ it cannot be true ~~ it must mean$1$ some other 315:440,17[A ]| people." 315:440,18[' ]| She spoke from the instinctive wish$0$ of delaying shame$0$, 315:440,19[' ]| she spoke with a resolution which$6#1$ sprung from despair$0$, 315:440,20[' ]| for$3$ she spoke what she did not, could not believe herself. 315:440,21@a | It had been the shock$0$ of conviction as she read. The 315:440,22@a | truth rushed on$4$ her; and how she could have spoken at 315:440,23@a | all, how she could even$5$ have breathed ~~ was afterwards 315:440,24@a | matter of wonder$0$ to$4$ herself. 315:440,24[' ]| $MP#O$Mr%*Price cared too$5#1$ little about$4$ the report$0$, to$9$ make$1$ her 315:440,25[' ]| much answer$0$. 315:440,26[O ]| "It might be all a lie$0$," 315:440,26[' ]| he acknowledged; 315:440,27[O ]| "but so$5#1$ many fine ladies were going to$4$ the devil now-a-days 315:440,28[O ]| that$6#2$ way, that$3$ there was no$2$ answering for$4$ anybody." 315:440,29[P ]| "Indeed, I hope$1$ it is not true," 315:440,29[' ]| said $MP#P$Mrs%*Price plaintively, 315:440,30[P ]| "it would be so$5#1$ very shocking! ~~ If I have spoke 315:440,31[P ]| once to$4$ $MP#V$Rebecca about$4$ that$6#2$ carpet, I am sure I have 315:440,32[P ]| spoke at least a dozen times; have not I, $MP#ZZC$Betsey? 315:440,33[P ]| ~~ And it would not be ten minutes work$0$." 315:440,34[' ]| The horror of a mind$0$ like$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's, as it received the 315:440,35[' ]| conviction of such guilt, and began to$9$ take in$4$ some part$0$ 315:440,36[' ]| of the misery that$6#1$ must ensue, can hardly be described. 315:440,37[' ]| At first, it was a sort of stupefaction; but every moment 315:440,38[' ]| was quickening her perception of the horrible evil. 315:440,38@a | She 315:441,01@a | could not doubt$0$; she dared not indulge a hope$0$ of the 315:441,02@a | paragraph being$1$ false. $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's letter, which$6#1$ she 315:441,03@a | had read so$5#1$ often as to$9$ make$1$ every line her own$2$, was in$4$ 315:441,04@a | frightful conformity with it. Her eager defence of her 315:441,05@a | brother, her hope$0$ of its being$1$ \hushed up$5$\, her evident agitation, 315:441,06@a | were all of a piece with something very bad; and 315:441,07@a | if there was a woman of character in$4$ existence, who$6#1$ could 315:441,08@a | treat$1$ as a trifle$0$ this sin of the first magnitude, who$6#1$ could 315:441,09@a | try to$9$ gloss it over, and desire$1$ to$9$ have it unpunished, she 315:441,10@a | could believe $MP#C$Miss*Crawford to$9$ be the woman! Now she 315:441,11@a | could see her own$2$ mistake$0$ as to$4$ \who$6#1$\ were gone ~~ or \said\ 315:441,12@a | to$9$ be gone. It was not $MP#K$Mr% and $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth, it was 315:441,13@a | $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth and $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 315:441,14[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny seemed to$4$ herself never to$9$ have been shocked 315:441,15[' ]| before$5$. 315:441,15@a | There was no$2$ possibility of rest$0#2$. 315:441,15[' ]| The evening 315:441,16[' ]| passed, without a pause$0$ of misery, the night was totally 315:441,17[' ]| sleepless. She passed only from feelings of sickness to$4$ 315:441,18[' ]| shudderings of horror; and from hot fits of fever to$4$ cold$0$. 315:441,19[' ]| The event was so$5#1$ shocking, that$3$ there were moments even$5$ 315:441,20[' ]| when her heart revolted from it as impossible ~~ when she 315:441,21[' ]| thought$1$ it could not be. 315:441,21@a | A woman married only six 315:441,22@a | months ago, a man professing himself devoted, even$5$ 315:441,23@a | \engaged\, to$4$ another ~~ that$6#2$ other her near$2$ relation ~~ the 315:441,24@a | whole$2$ family, both families connected as they were by$4$ 315:441,25@a | tie upon$4$ tie, all friends, all intimate$2$ together! ~~ it was too$5#1$ 315:441,26@a | horrible a confusion of guilt, too$5#1$ gross a complication of 315:441,27@a | evil, for$4$ human nature, not in$4$ a state$0$ of utter$2$ barbarism, 315:441,28@a | to$9$ be capable of! ~~ 315:441,28[' ]| yet her judgment told her it was so$5#2$. 315:441,29@a | \His\ unsettled affections, wavering with his vanity, 315:441,30@a | $MP#H$Maria's decided attachment, and no$2$ sufficient principle 315:441,31@a | on$4$ either side$0$, gave it possibility ~~ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's letter 315:441,32@a | stampt it a fact. 315:441,33@a | What would be the consequence? Whom$6#2$ would it not 315:441,34@a | injure? Whose$6#2$ views might it not affect? Whose$6#2$ peace 315:441,35@a | would it not cut$1$ up$5$ for*ever? $MP#C$Miss*Crawford herself ~~ 315:441,36@a | $MP#B$Edmund; but it was dangerous, perhaps, to$9$ tread such 315:441,37@a | ground. 315:441,37[' ]| She confined herself, or tried to$9$ confine herself 315:441,38[' ]| to$4$ the simple$2$, indubitable family-misery which$6#1$ must 315:442,01[' ]| envelope all, if it were indeed a matter of certified guilt 315:442,02[' ]| and public$2$ exposure. 315:442,02@a | The mother's sufferings, the father's 315:442,03[' ]| ~~ there, she paused. 315:442,03@a | $MP#I$Julia's, $MP#G$Tom's, $MP#B$Edmund's ~~ 315:442,03[' ]| there, 315:442,04[' ]| a yet longer pause$0$. 315:442,04@a | They were the two on$4$ whom$6#1$ it would 315:442,05@a | fall$1$ most horribly. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's parental solicitude, and 315:442,06@a | high sense of honour$0$ and decorum, $MP#B$Edmund's upright 315:442,07@a | principles, unsuspicious temper, and genuine strength of 315:442,08@a | feeling, made her think it scarcely possible for$4$ them to$9$ 315:442,09@a | support$1$ life and reason$0$ under such disgrace$0$; and it appeared 315:442,10@a | to$4$ her, that$3$ as far as this world alone was concerned, 315:442,11@a | the greatest blessing to$4$ every*one of kindred with $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth 315:442,12@a | would be instant$2$ annihilation. 315:442,13[' ]| Nothing happened the next day, or the next, to$9$ weaken 315:442,14[' ]| her terrors. Two posts came in$5$, and brought no$2$ refutation, 315:442,15[' ]| public$2$ or private$2$. There was no$2$ second$2$ letter to$9$ 315:442,16[' ]| explain away the first, from $MP#C$Miss*Crawford; there was 315:442,17[' ]| no$2$ intelligence from Mansfield, though it was now full 315:442,18[' ]| time for$4$ her to$9$ hear again from her aunt. This was an 315:442,19[' ]| evil omen. She had, indeed, scarcely the shadow of a hope$0$ 315:442,20[' ]| to$9$ soothe her mind$0$, and was reduced to$4$ so$5#1$ low and wan 315:442,21[' ]| and trembling a condition$0$ as no$2$ mother ~~ not unkind, 315:442,22[' ]| except $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, could have overlooked, when the third 315:442,23[' ]| day did bring the sickening knock$0$, and a letter was again 315:442,24[' ]| put into her hands. It bore$1#1$ the London postmark, and 315:442,25[' ]| came from $MP#B$Edmund. 315:442,26[B ]| "Dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny, 315:442,27[B ]| You know our present$2$ wretchedness. May$1$ God support$1$ 315:442,28[B ]| you under \your\ share$0$. We have been here two days, 315:442,29[B ]| but there is nothing to$9$ be done. They cannot be traced. 315:442,30[B ]| You may$1$ not have heard of the last$2$ blow ~~ $MP#I$Julia's elopement; 315:442,31[B ]| she is gone to$4$ Scotland with $MP#R$Yates. She left 315:442,32[B ]| London a few hours before$3$ we entered it. At any other 315:442,33[B ]| time, this would have been felt dreadfully. Now it seems 315:442,34[B ]| nothing, yet it is an heavy aggravation. My father is 315:442,35[B ]| not overpowered. More cannot be hoped. He is still$5$ 315:442,36[B ]| able to$9$ think and act$1$; and I write, by$4$ his desire$0$, to$9$ propose 315:442,37[B ]| your returning home. He is anxious to$9$ get you there 315:442,38[B ]| for$4$ my mother's sake. I shall be at Portsmouth the 315:443,01[B ]| morning after$3$ you receive this, and hope$1$ to$9$ find you ready 315:443,02[B ]| to$9$ set$1$ off for$4$ Mansfield. My Father wishes$1$ you to$9$ invite 315:443,03[B ]| $MP#V$Susan to$9$ go with you, for$4$ a few months. Settle it as you 315:443,04[B ]| like$1$; say what is proper; I am sure you will$1$ feel such 315:443,05[B ]| an instance$0$ of his kindness at such a moment! Do justice 315:443,06[B ]| to$4$ his meaning, however I may$1$ confuse it. You may$1$ 315:443,07[B ]| imagine something of my present$2$ state$0$. There is no$2$ end$0$ 315:443,08[B ]| of the evil let loose upon$4$ us. You will$1$ see me early, by$4$ 315:443,09[B ]| the mail. Your's, &c%" 315:443,10[' ]| Never had $MP#A$Fanny more wanted a cordial$0$. Never had 315:443,11[' ]| she felt such a one as this letter contained. 315:443,11@a | To-morrow! 315:443,12@a | to$9$ leave$1$ Portsmouth to-morrow! She was, she felt she 315:443,13@a | was, in$4$ the greatest danger of being$1$ exquisitely happy, 315:443,14@a | while$3$ so$5#1$ many were miserable. The evil which$6#1$ brought 315:443,15@a | such good to$4$ her! She dreaded lest she should learn to$9$ 315:443,16@a | be insensible of it. To$9$ be going so$5#1$ soon, sent for$5$ so$5#1$ kindly, 315:443,17@a | sent for$5$ as a comfort$0$, and with leave$0$ to$9$ take $MP#V$Susan, was 315:443,18@a | altogether such a combination of blessings as set$1$ her heart 315:443,19@a | in$4$ a glow, and for$4$ a time, seemed to$9$ distance$1$ every pain$0$, 315:443,20@a | and make$1$ her incapable of suitably sharing the distress$0$ 315:443,21@a | even$5$ of those whose$6#1$ distress$0$ she thought$1$ of most. $MP#I$Julia's 315:443,22@a | elopement could affect her comparatively but little; she 315:443,23@a | was amazed and shocked; but it could not occupy her, 315:443,24@a | could not dwell on$4$ her mind$0$. She was obliged to$9$ call$1$ 315:443,25@a | herself to$9$ think of it, and acknowledge it to$9$ be terrible 315:443,26@a | and grievous, or it was escaping her, in$4$ the midst of all 315:443,27@a | the agitating, pressing joyful cares$0$ attending this summons 315:443,28@a | to$4$ herself. 315:443,29[' ]| There is nothing like$4$ employment, active, indispensable 315:443,30[' ]| employment, for$4$ relieving sorrow. Employment, even$5$ 315:443,31[' ]| melancholy$0$, may$1$ dispel melancholy$0$, and her occupations 315:443,32[' ]| were hopeful. 315:443,32@a | She had so$5#1$ much to$9$ do, that$3$ not even$5$ the 315:443,33@a | horrible story of $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth (now fixed to$4$ the last$2$ 315:443,34@a | point$0$ of certainty), could affect her as it had done before$5$. 315:443,35@a | She had not time to$9$ be miserable. Within twenty-four 315:443,36@a | hours she was hoping to$9$ be gone; her father and mother 315:443,37@a | must be spoken to$5$, $MP#V$Susan prepared, every*thing got ready. 315:443,38[' ]| Business followed business; the day was hardly long 315:444,01[' ]| enough. The happiness she was imparting too$5#2$, happiness 315:444,02[' ]| very little alloyed by$4$ the black communication which$6#1$ must 315:444,03[' ]| briefly precede it ~~ the joyful consent$0$ of her father and 315:444,04[' ]| mother to$4$ $MP#V$Susan's going with her ~~ the general$2$ satisfaction 315:444,05[' ]| with which$6#1$ the going of both seemed regarded ~~ and the 315:444,06[' ]| ecstacy of $MP#V$Susan herself, was all serving to$9$ support$1$ her 315:444,07[' ]| spirits. 315:444,08[' ]| The affliction of the $MP#E1$Bertrams was little felt in$4$ the 315:444,09[' ]| family. $MP#P$Mrs%*Price talked of her poor sister for$4$ a few 315:444,10[' ]| minutes ~~ but 315:444,10@p | how to$9$ find any*thing to$9$ hold$1$ $MP#V$Susan's 315:444,11@p | clothes, because $MP#V$Rebecca took away all the boxes and 315:444,12@p | spoilt them, 315:444,12[' ]| was much more in$4$ her thoughts, and as for$4$ 315:444,13[' ]| $MP#V$Susan, now unexpectedly gratified in$4$ the first wish$0$ of her 315:444,14[' ]| heart, and knowing nothing personally of those who$6#1$ had 315:444,15[' ]| sinned, or of those who$6#1$ were sorrowing ~~ if she could help$1$ 315:444,16[' ]| rejoicing from beginning to$4$ end$0$, it was as much as ought to$9$ 315:444,17[' ]| be expected from human virtue at fourteen. 315:444,18[' ]| As nothing was really left for$4$ the decision of $MP#P$Mrs%*Price, 315:444,19[' ]| or the good offices of $MP#V$Rebecca, every*thing was rationally 315:444,20[' ]| and duly accomplished, and the girls were ready for$4$ the 315:444,21[' ]| morrow. The advantage of much sleep$0$ to$9$ prepare them 315:444,22[' ]| for$4$ their journey, was impossible. The cousin who$6#1$ was 315:444,23[' ]| travelling towards them, could hardly have less than 315:444,24[' ]| visited their agitated spirits, one all happiness, the other all 315:444,25[' ]| varying and indescribable perturbation. 315:444,26[' ]| By$4$ eight in$4$ the morning, $MP#B$Edmund was in$4$ the house. 315:444,27[' ]| The girls heard his entrance from above$5$, and $MP#A$Fanny went 315:444,28[' ]| down$5$. 315:444,28@a | The idea of immediately seeing him, with the 315:444,29@a | knowledge of what he must be suffering, brought back$5$ all 315:444,30@a | her own$2$ first feelings. He so$5#1$ near$4$ her, and in$4$ misery. 315:444,30[' ]| She 315:444,31[' ]| was ready to$9$ sink, as she entered the parlour. He was 315:444,32[' ]| alone, and met her instantly; and she found herself pressed 315:444,33[' ]| to$4$ his heart with only these words, just$5$ articulate$2$, 315:444,33[B ]| "My 315:444,34[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny ~~ my only sister ~~ my only comfort$0$ now." 315:444,34[' ]| She 315:444,35[' ]| could say nothing; nor for$4$ some minutes could he say 315:444,36[' ]| more. 315:444,37[' ]| He turned away to$9$ recover himself, and when he spoke 315:444,38[' ]| again, though his voice still$5$ faltered, his manner showed 315:445,01[' ]| the wish$0$ of self-command, and the resolution of avoiding 315:445,02[' ]| any farther allusion. 315:445,02[B ]| "Have you breakfasted? ~~ When 315:445,03[B ]| shall you be ready? ~~ Does $MP#V$Susan go?" 315:445,03[' ]| were questions 315:445,04[' ]| following each other rapidly. His great object$0$ was to$9$ be off 315:445,05[' ]| as soon as possible. When Mansfield was considered, time 315:445,06[' ]| was precious; and the state$0$ of his own$2$ mind$0$ made him 315:445,07[' ]| find relief only in$4$ motion. It was settled that$3$ he should 315:445,08[' ]| order the carriage to$4$ the door in$4$ half an hour; $MP#A$Fanny 315:445,09[' ]| answered for$4$ their having breakfasted, and being$1$ quite 315:445,10[' ]| ready in$4$ half an hour. 315:445,10@b | He had already ate, and declined 315:445,11@b | staying for$4$ their meal. He would walk$1$ round$4$ the ramparts, 315:445,12@b | and join them with the carriage. 315:445,12[' ]| He was gone again, glad 315:445,13[' ]| to$9$ get away even$5$ from $MP#A$Fanny. 315:445,14@a | He looked very ill; evidently suffering under violent 315:445,15@a | emotions, which$6#1$ he was determined to$9$ suppress. She knew 315:445,16@a | it must be so$5#2$, but it was terrible to$4$ her. 315:445,17[' ]| The carriage came; and he entered the house again at 315:445,18[' ]| the same moment, just$5$ in$4$ time to$9$ spend a few minutes with 315:445,19[' ]| the family, and be a witness$0$ ~~ but that$3$ he saw nothing ~~ of 315:445,20[' ]| the tranquil manner in$4$ which$6#1$ the daughters were parted 315:445,21[' ]| with, and just$5$ in$4$ time to$9$ prevent their sitting down$5$ to$4$ the 315:445,22[' ]| breakfast*table, which$6#1$ by$4$ dint of much unusual activity, 315:445,23[' ]| was quite and completely ready as the carriage drove from 315:445,24[' ]| the door. $MP#A$Fanny's last$2$ meal in$4$ her father's house was in$4$ 315:445,25[' ]| character with her first; she was dismissed from it as 315:445,26[' ]| hospitably as she had been welcomed. 315:445,27[' ]| How her heart swelled with joy and gratitude, as she 315:445,28[' ]| passed the barriers of Portsmouth, and how $MP#V$Susan's face$0$ 315:445,29[' ]| wore its broadest smiles, may$1$ be easily conceived. Sitting 315:445,30[' ]| forwards, however, and screened by$4$ her bonnet, those 315:445,31[' ]| smiles were unseen. 315:445,32[' ]| The journey was likely to$9$ be a silent one. $MP#B$Edmund's 315:445,33[' ]| deep sighs often reached $MP#A$Fanny. Had he been alone with 315:445,34[' ]| her, his heart must have opened in$4$ spite$8$ of every resolution; 315:445,35[' ]| but $MP#V$Susan's presence drove him quite into himself, and his 315:445,36[' ]| attempts to$9$ talk$1$ on$4$ indifferent subjects could never be long 315:445,37[' ]| supported. 315:445,38[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny watched him with never-failing solicitude, and 315:446,01[' ]| sometimes catching his eye, received an affectionate smile$0$, 315:446,02[' ]| which$6#1$ comforted her; but the first day's journey passed 315:446,03[' ]| without her hearing a word from him on$4$ the subjects that$6#1$ 315:446,04[' ]| were weighing him down$5$. The next morning produced 315:446,05[' ]| a little more. Just$5$ before$4$ their setting out$5$ from Oxford, 315:446,06[' ]| while$3$ $MP#V$Susan was stationed at a window, in$4$ eager observation 315:446,07[' ]| of the departure of a large family from the inn, the 315:446,08[' ]| other two were standing by$4$ the fire$0$; and $MP#B$Edmund, 315:446,09[' ]| particularly struck by$4$ the alteration in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's looks$0$, and 315:446,10[' ]| from his ignorance of the daily evils of her father's house, 315:446,11[' ]| attributing an undue share$0$ of the change$0$, attributing \all\ to$4$ 315:446,12[' ]| the recent event, took her hand$0$, and said in$4$ a low, but very 315:446,13[' ]| expressive tone, 315:446,13[B ]| "No$2$ wonder$0$ ~~ you must feel it ~~ you must 315:446,14[B ]| suffer. How a man who$6#1$ had once loved, could desert$1$ you! 315:446,15[B ]| But \your's\ ~~ your regard$0$ was new compared with ~~ 315:446,16[B ]| $MP#A$Fanny, think of \me\!" 315:446,17[' ]| The first division of their journey occupied a long day, 315:446,18[' ]| and brought them almost knocked up$5$, to$4$ Oxford; but the 315:446,19[' ]| second$2$ was over at a much earlier hour. They were in$4$ the 315:446,20[' ]| environs of Mansfield long before$4$ the usual dinner-time, 315:446,21[' ]| and as they approached the beloved place$0$, the hearts of 315:446,22[' ]| both sisters sank a little. $MP#A$Fanny began to$9$ dread$1$ the 315:446,23[' ]| meeting with her aunts and $MP#G$Tom, under so$5#1$ dreadful 315:446,24[' ]| a humiliation; and $MP#V$Susan to$9$ feel with some anxiety, that$3$ 315:446,25[' ]| all her best manners, all her lately acquired knowledge of 315:446,26[' ]| what was practised here, was on$4$ the point$0$ of being$1$ called 315:446,27[' ]| into action. Visions of good and ill*breeding, of old 315:446,28[' ]| vulgarisms and new gentilities were before$4$ her; and she 315:446,29[' ]| was meditating much upon$4$ silver forks, napkins, and 315:446,30[' ]| finger glasses. $MP#A$Fanny had been every*where awake$2$ to$4$ the 315:446,31[' ]| difference of the country since February; but, when they 315:446,32[' ]| entered the Park, her perceptions and her pleasures were of 315:446,33[' ]| the keenest sort. It was three months, full three months, 315:446,34[' ]| since her quitting it; and the change$0$ was from winter to$4$ 315:446,35[' ]| summer. Her eye fell every*where on$4$ lawns and plantations 315:446,36[' ]| of the freshest green; and the trees, though not fully 315:446,37[' ]| clothed, were in$4$ that$6#2$ delightful state$0$, when farther beauty 315:446,38[' ]| is known to$9$ be at hand$0$, and when, while$3$ much is actually 315:447,01[' ]| given to$4$ the sight, more yet remains$1$ for$4$ the imagination. 315:447,02[' ]| Her enjoyment, however, was for$4$ herself alone. $MP#B$Edmund 315:447,03[' ]| could not share$1$ it. She looked at him, but he was leaning 315:447,04[' ]| back$5$, sunk in$4$ a deeper gloom than ever, and with eyes 315:447,05[' ]| closed as if the view$0$ of cheerfulness oppressed him, and the 315:447,06[' ]| lovely scenes of home must be shut out$5$. 315:447,07[' ]| It made her melancholy$2$ again; and the knowledge of 315:447,08[' ]| what must be enduring there, invested even$5$ the house, 315:447,09[' ]| modern, airy, and well$5$ situated as it was, with a melancholy$2$ 315:447,10[' ]| aspect. 315:447,11[' ]| By$4$ one of the suffering party within, they were expected 315:447,12[' ]| with such impatience as she had never known before$5$. 315:447,13[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny had scarcely passed the solemn-looking servants, 315:447,14[' ]| when $MP#F$Lady*Bertram came from the drawing-room to$9$ meet$1$ 315:447,15[' ]| her; came with no$2$ indolent step$0$; and, falling on$4$ her neck, 315:447,16[' ]| said, 315:447,16[F ]| "Dear$2#1$ $MP#A$Fanny! now I shall be comfortable." 316:448,01[' ]| It had been a miserable party, each of the three 316:448,02[' ]| believing themselves most miserable. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 316:448,03[' ]| however, as most attached to$4$ $MP#H$Maria, was really the 316:448,04[' ]| greatest sufferer. $MP#H$Maria was her first favourite$0$, the 316:448,05[' ]| dearest of all; the match$0$ had been her own$2$ contriving, 316:448,06[' ]| as she had been wont with such pride of heart to$9$ feel and 316:448,07[' ]| say, and this conclusion of it almost overpowered her. 316:448,08[' ]| She was an altered creature, quieted, stupified, indifferent 316:448,09[' ]| to$4$ every*thing that$6#1$ passed. The being$1$ left with her 316:448,10[' ]| sister and nephew, and all the house under her care$0$, had 316:448,11[' ]| been an advantage entirely thrown away; she had been 316:448,12[' ]| unable to$9$ direct$1$ or dictate$1$, or even$5$ fancy$1$ herself useful. 316:448,13[' ]| When really touched by$4$ affliction, her active powers had 316:448,14[' ]| been all benumbed; and neither $MP#F$Lady*Bertram nor $MP#G$Tom 316:448,15[' ]| had received from her the smallest support$0$ or attempt$0$ at 316:448,16[' ]| support$0$. She had done no$2$ more for$4$ them, than they had 316:448,17[' ]| done for$4$ each other. They had been all solitary, helpless, 316:448,18[' ]| and forlorn alike; and now the arrival of the others only 316:448,19[' ]| established her superiority in$4$ wretchedness. Her companions 316:448,20[' ]| were relieved, but there was no$2$ good for$4$ \her\. 316:448,21[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was almost as welcome$2$ to$4$ his brother, as $MP#A$Fanny 316:448,22[' ]| to$4$ her aunt; but $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, instead of having comfort$0$ 316:448,23[' ]| from either, was but the more irritated by$4$ the sight of the 316:448,24[' ]| person whom$6#1$, in$4$ the blindness of her anger$0$, she could have 316:448,25[' ]| charged as the da*emon of the piece. 316:448,25@j | Had $MP#A$Fanny accepted 316:448,26@j | $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, this could not have happened. 316:448,27[' ]| $MP#V$Susan, too$5#2$, was a grievance. She had not spirits to$9$ 316:448,28[' ]| notice$1$ her in$4$ more than a few repulsive looks$0$, but she felt 316:448,29[' ]| her as a spy, and an intruder, and an indigent niece, and 316:448,30[' ]| every*thing most odious. By$4$ her other aunt, $MP#V$Susan was 316:448,31[' ]| received with quiet$2$ kindness. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram could not 316:448,32[' ]| give her much time, or many words, but she felt her, as 316:448,33[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny's sister, to$9$ have a claim$0$ at Mansfield, and was ready 316:448,34[' ]| to$9$ kiss$1$ and like$1$ her; and $MP#V$Susan was more than satisfied, 316:448,34[' ]| for$3$ 316:449,01[' ]| she came perfectly aware, that$3$ nothing but ill*humour was 316:449,02[' ]| to$9$ be expected from Aunt $MP#J$Norris; and was so$5#1$ provided 316:449,03[' ]| with happiness, so$5#1$ strong in$4$ that$6#2$ best of blessings, an 316:449,04[' ]| escape$0$ from many certain evils, that$3$ she could have stood 316:449,05[' ]| against a great deal$0$ more indifference than she met with 316:449,06[' ]| from the others. 316:449,07[' ]| She was now left a good deal$0$ to$4$ herself, to$9$ get acquainted 316:449,08[' ]| with the house and grounds as she could, and spent her 316:449,09[' ]| days very happily in$4$ so$5#2$ doing, while$3$ those who$6#1$ might 316:449,10[' ]| otherwise have attended to$4$ her, were shut up$5$, or wholly 316:449,11[' ]| occupied each with the person quite dependant on$4$ them, at 316:449,12[' ]| this time, for$4$ every*thing like$4$ comfort$0$; $MP#B$Edmund trying$1$ 316:449,13[' ]| to$9$ bury his own$2$ feelings in$4$ exertions for$4$ the relief of his 316:449,14[' ]| brother's, and $MP#A$Fanny devoted to$4$ her aunt $MP#F$Bertram, 316:449,15[' ]| returning to$4$ every former office, with more than former 316:449,16[' ]| zeal, and thinking she could never do enough for$4$ one who$6#1$ 316:449,17[' ]| seemed so$5#1$ much to$9$ want$1$ her. 316:449,18[' ]| To$9$ talk$1$ over the dreadful business with $MP#A$Fanny, talk$1$ 316:449,19[' ]| and lament, was all $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's consolation. To$9$ be 316:449,20[' ]| listened to$5$ and borne with, and hear the voice of kindness 316:449,21[' ]| and sympathy in$4$ return$0$, was every*thing that$6#1$ could be 316:449,22[' ]| done for$4$ her. To$9$ be otherwise comforted was out$5$ of the 316:449,23[' ]| question$0$. The case admitted of no$2$ comfort$0$. $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 316:449,24[' ]| did not think deeply, but, guided by$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 316:449,25[' ]| she thought$1$ justly on$4$ all important points; and she saw, 316:449,26[' ]| therefore, in$4$ all its enormity, what had happened, and 316:449,27[' ]| neither endeavoured herself, nor required $MP#A$Fanny to$9$ advise 316:449,28[' ]| her, to$9$ think little of guilt and infamy. 316:449,29[' ]| Her affections were not acute, nor was her mind$0$ 316:449,30[' ]| tenacious. After$4$ a time, $MP#A$Fanny found it not impossible to$9$ 316:449,31[' ]| direct$1$ her thoughts to$4$ other subjects, and revive some 316:449,32[' ]| interest$0$ in$4$ the usual occupations; but whenever $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 316:449,33[' ]| \was\ fixed on$4$ the event, she could see it only in$4$ 316:449,34[' ]| one light$0$, as comprehending the loss of a daughter, and 316:449,35[' ]| a disgrace$0$ never to$9$ be wiped off. 316:449,36[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny learnt from her, all the particulars which$6#1$ had yet 316:449,37[' ]| transpired. Her aunt was no$2$ very methodical narrator; 316:449,38[' ]| but with the help$0$ of some letters to$4$ and from $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, 316:450,01[' ]| and what she already knew herself, and could reasonably 316:450,02[' ]| combine, she was soon able to$9$ understand quite as much as 316:450,03[' ]| she wished of the circumstances attending the story. 316:450,04[' ]| $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth had gone, for$4$ the Easter holidays, to$4$ 316:450,05[' ]| Twickenham, with a family whom$6#1$ she had just$5$ grown 316:450,06[' ]| intimate$2$ with ~~ a family of lively, agreeable manners, and 316:450,07[' ]| probably of morals and discretion to$9$ suit$1$ ~~ for$3$ to$4$ \their\ 316:450,08[' ]| house $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford had constant access at all times. His 316:450,09[' ]| having been in$4$ the same neighbourhood, $MP#A$Fanny already 316:450,10[' ]| knew. $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth had been gone, at this time, to$4$ 316:450,11[' ]| Bath$0#1$, to$9$ pass$1$ a few days with his mother, and bring her 316:450,12[' ]| back$5$ to$4$ town, and $MP#H$Maria was with these friends without 316:450,13[' ]| any restraint, without even$5$ $MP#I$Julia; for$3$ $MP#I$Julia had removed 316:450,14[' ]| from Wimpole*Street two or three weeks before$5$, on$4$ a visit$0$ 316:450,15[' ]| to$4$ some relations of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas; a removal which$6#1$ her 316:450,16[' ]| father and mother were now disposed to$9$ attribute to$4$ 316:450,17[' ]| some view$0$ of convenience on$4$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's account$0$. Very 316:450,18[' ]| soon after$4$ the $MP#K1$Rushworths' return$0$ to$4$ Wimpole*Street, 316:450,19[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas had received a letter from an old and most 316:450,20[' ]| particular friend in$4$ London, who$6#1$ hearing and witnessing 316:450,21[' ]| a good deal$0$ to$9$ alarm$1$ him in$4$ that$6#2$ quarter$0#2$, wrote to$9$ recommend 316:450,22[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's coming to$4$ London himself, and using 316:450,23[' ]| his influence$0$ with his daughter, to$9$ put an end$0$ to$4$ an 316:450,24[' ]| intimacy which$6#1$ was already exposing her to$4$ unpleasant 316:450,25[' ]| remarks, and evidently making $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth uneasy. 316:450,26[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas was preparing to$9$ act$1$ upon$4$ this letter, 316:450,27[' ]| without communicating its contents to$4$ any creature at 316:450,28[' ]| Mansfield, when it was followed by$4$ another, sent express$0$ 316:450,29[' ]| from the same friend, to$9$ break to$4$ him the almost desperate 316:450,30[' ]| situation in$4$ which$6#1$ affairs then stood with the young people. 316:450,31[' ]| $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth had left her husband's house; $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth 316:450,32[' ]| had been in$4$ great anger$0$ and distress$0$ to$4$ \him\ 316:450,33[' ]| ($MP#ZK$Mr%*Harding), for$4$ his advice; $MP#ZK$Mr%*Harding feared 316:450,34[' ]| there had been \at\ \least\, very flagrant indiscretion. The 316:450,35[' ]| maid-servant of $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, senior, threatened 316:450,36[' ]| alarmingly. He was doing all in$4$ his power to$9$ quiet$1$ every*thing, 316:450,37[' ]| with the hope$0$ of $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth's return$0$, but was 316:450,38[' ]| so$5#1$ much counteracted in$4$ Wimpole*Street by$4$ the influence$0$ 316:451,01[' ]| of $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's mother, that$3$ the worst consequences 316:451,02[' ]| might be apprehended. 316:451,03[' ]| This dreadful communication could not be kept from the 316:451,04[' ]| rest$0#1$ of the family. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas set$1$ off; $MP#B$Edmund would go 316:451,05[' ]| with him; and the others had been left in$4$ a state$0$ of 316:451,06[' ]| wretchedness, inferior only to$4$ what followed the receipt of 316:451,07[' ]| the next letters from London. Every*thing was by$4$ that$6#2$ 316:451,08[' ]| time public$2$ beyond$4$ a hope$0$. The servant of $MP#L$Mrs%*Rushworth, 316:451,09[' ]| the mother, had exposure in$4$ her power, and, 316:451,10[' ]| supported by$4$ her mistress, was not to$9$ be silenced. The 316:451,11[' ]| two ladies, even$5$ in$4$ the short time they had been together, 316:451,12[' ]| had disagreed; and the bitterness of the elder against her 316:451,13[' ]| daughter-in-law might, perhaps, arise almost as much from 316:451,14[' ]| the personal disrespect with which$6#1$ she had herself been 316:451,15[' ]| treated, as from sensibility for$4$ her son. 316:451,16[' ]| However that$6#2$ might be, she was unmanageable. But 316:451,17[' ]| had she been less obstinate, or of less weight with her son, 316:451,18[' ]| who$6#1$ was always guided by$4$ the last$2$ speaker, by$4$ the person 316:451,19[' ]| who$6#1$ could get hold$0$ of and shut him up$5$, the case would still$5$ 316:451,20[' ]| have been hopeless, for$3$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth did not appear 316:451,21[' ]| again, and there was every reason$0$ to$9$ conclude her to$9$ be 316:451,22[' ]| concealed somewhere with $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, who$6#1$ had quitted 316:451,23[' ]| his uncle's house, as for$4$ a journey, on$4$ the very day of her 316:451,24[' ]| absenting herself. 316:451,25[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, however, remained yet a little longer in$4$ 316:451,26[' ]| town, in$4$ the hope$0$ of discovering, and snatching her from 316:451,27[' ]| farther vice, though all was lost on$4$ the side$0$ of character. 316:451,28[' ]| \His\ present$2$ state$0$, $MP#A$Fanny could hardly bear$1$ to$9$ think of. 316:451,29[' ]| There was but one of his children who$6#1$ was not at this time 316:451,30[' ]| a source of misery to$4$ him. $MP#G$Tom's complaints had been 316:451,31[' ]| greatly heightened by$4$ the shock$0$ of his sister's conduct$0$, and 316:451,32[' ]| his recovery so$5#1$ much thrown back$5$ by$4$ it, that$3$ even$5$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram 316:451,33[' ]| had been struck by$4$ the difference, and all her 316:451,34[' ]| alarms were regularly sent off to$4$ her husband; and $MP#I$Julia's 316:451,35[' ]| elopement, the additional blow which$6#1$ had met him on$4$ his 316:451,36[' ]| arrival in$4$ London, though its force$0$ had been deadened at 316:451,37[' ]| the moment, must, she knew, be sorely felt. She saw that$3$ 316:451,38[' ]| it was. His letters expressed 316:451,38@e | how much he deplored it. 316:452,01@e | Under any circumstances it would have been an unwelcome 316:452,02@e | alliance, but to$9$ have it so$5#1$ clandestinely formed, and such 316:452,03@e | a period chosen for$4$ its completion, placed $MP#I$Julia's feelings 316:452,04@e | in$4$ a most unfavourable light$0$, and severely aggravated the 316:452,05@e | folly of her choice$0$. He called it a bad thing, done in$4$ the 316:452,06@e | worst manner, and at the worst time; and though $MP#I$Julia 316:452,07@e | was yet as more pardonable than $MP#H$Maria as folly than vice, 316:452,08@e | he could not but regard$1$ the step$0$ she had taken, as opening 316:452,09@e | the worst probabilities of a conclusion hereafter, like$4$ her 316:452,10@e | sister's. Such was his opinion of the set$0$ into which$6#1$ she had 316:452,11@e | thrown herself. 316:452,12[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny felt for$4$ him most acutely. 316:452,12@a | He could have no$2$ 316:452,13@a | comfort$0$ but in$4$ $MP#B$Edmund. Every other child must be racking 316:452,14@a | his heart. His displeasure against herself she trusted, 316:452,15@a | reasoning differently from $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, would now be 316:452,16@a | done away. \She\ should be justified. $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford would 316:452,17@a | have fully acquitted her conduct$0$ in$4$ refusing him, but this, 316:452,18@a | though most material$2$ to$4$ herself, would be poor consolation 316:452,19@a | to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas. Her uncle's displeasure was terrible to$4$ her; 316:452,20@a | but what could her justification, or her gratitude and 316:452,21@a | attachment do for$4$ him? His stay$0$ must be on$4$ $MP#B$Edmund 316:452,22@a | alone. 316:452,23[' ]| She was mistaken, however, in$4$ supposing that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund 316:452,24[' ]| gave his father no$2$ present$2$ pain$0$. It was of a much less 316:452,25[' ]| poignant nature than what the others excited; but $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 316:452,26[' ]| was 316:452,26@e | considering his happiness as very deeply 316:452,27@e | involved in$4$ the offence of his sister and friend, cut$1$ off by$4$ 316:452,28@e | it as he must be from the woman, whom$6#1$ he had been 316:452,29@e | pursuing with undoubted attachment, and strong probability 316:452,30@e | of success; and who$6#1$ in$4$ every*thing but this 316:452,31@e | despicable brother, would have been so$5#1$ eligible a connection. 316:452,32@e | He was aware of what $MP#B$Edmund must be suffering on$4$ 316:452,33@e | his own$2$ behalf in$4$ addition to$4$ all the rest$0#1$, when they were in$4$ 316:452,34@e | town; he had seen or conjectured his feelings, and having 316:452,35@e | reason$0$ to$9$ think that$3$ \one\ interview with $MP#C$Miss*Crawford had 316:452,36@e | taken place$0$, from which$6#1$ $MP#B$Edmund derived only increased 316:452,37@e | distress$0$, had been as anxious on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$ as on$4$ others, 316:452,38@e | to$9$ get him out$5$ of town, and had engaged him in$4$ taking 316:453,01@e | $MP#A$Fanny home to$4$ her aunt, with a view$0$ to$4$ his relief and 316:453,02@e | benefit, no$2$ less than theirs. 316:453,02[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was not in$4$ the secret$0$ 316:453,03[' ]| of her uncle's feelings, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas not in$4$ the secret$0$ of 316:453,04[' ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's character. Had he been privy to$4$ her 316:453,05[' ]| conversation with his son, he would not have wished her to$9$ 316:453,06[' ]| belong to$4$ him, though her twenty thousand pounds had 316:453,07[' ]| been forty. 316:453,08[' ]| That$3$ $MP#B$Edmund must be for*ever divided from $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 316:453,09[' ]| did not admit of a doubt$0$ with $MP#A$Fanny; and yet, till 316:453,10[' ]| she knew that$3$ he felt the same, her own$2$ conviction was 316:453,11[' ]| insufficient. 316:453,11@a | She thought$1$ he did, but she wanted to$9$ be 316:453,12@a | assured of it. If he would now speak to$4$ her with the 316:453,13@a | unreserve which$6#1$ had sometimes been too$5#1$ much for$4$ her 316:453,14@a | before$5$, it would be most consoling; but \that$6#2$\ she found was 316:453,15@a | not to$9$ be. She seldom saw him ~~ never alone ~~ he probably 316:453,16@a | avoided being$1$ alone with her. What was to$9$ be inferred? 316:453,17@a | That$3$ his judgment submitted to$4$ all his own$2$ peculiar and 316:453,18@a | bitter share$0$ of this family affliction, but that$3$ it was too$5#1$ 316:453,19@a | keenly felt to$9$ be a subject$0$ of the slightest communication. 316:453,20@a | This must be his state$0$. He yielded, but it was with 316:453,21@a | agonies, which$6#1$ did not admit of speech. Long, long would 316:453,22@a | it be ere $MP#C$Miss*Crawford's name$0$ passed his lips again, or she 316:453,23@a | could hope$1$ for$4$ a renewal of such confidential intercourse as 316:453,24@a | had been. 316:453,25[' ]| It \was\ long. They reached Mansfield on$4$ Thursday, and 316:453,26[' ]| it was not till Sunday evening that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund began to$9$ talk$1$ 316:453,27[' ]| to$4$ her on$4$ the subject$0$. Sitting with her on$4$ Sunday evening 316:453,28[' ]| ~~ a wet$2$ Sunday evening ~~ the very time of all others when 316:453,29[' ]| if a friend is at hand$0$ the heart must be opened, and every*thing 316:453,30[' ]| told ~~ no*one else in$4$ the room, except his mother, 316:453,31[' ]| who$6#1$, after$4$ hearing an affecting sermon, had cried herself to$4$ 316:453,32[' ]| sleep$0$ ~~ it was impossible not to$9$ speak; and so$5#2$, with the 316:453,33[' ]| usual beginnings, hardly to$9$ be traced as to$4$ what came first, 316:453,34[' ]| and the usual declaration that$3$ 316:453,34@b | if she would listen to$4$ him for$4$ 316:453,35@b | a few minutes, he should be very brief, and certainly never 316:453,36@b | tax$1$ her kindness in$4$ the same way again ~~ she need$1$ not fear$1$ 316:453,37@b | a repetition ~~ it would be a subject$0$ prohibited entirely ~~ 316:453,37[' ]| he 316:453,38[' ]| entered upon$4$ the luxury of relating circumstances and 316:454,01[' ]| sensations of the first interest$0$ to$4$ himself, to$4$ one of whose$6#1$ 316:454,02[' ]| affectionate sympathy he was quite convinced. 316:454,03[' ]| How $MP#A$Fanny listened, with what curiosity and concern$0$, 316:454,04[' ]| what pain$0$ and what delight$0$, how the agitation of his voice 316:454,05[' ]| was watched, and how carefully her own$2$ eyes were fixed on$4$ 316:454,06[' ]| any object$0$ but himself, may$1$ be imagined. 316:454,06@a | The opening 316:454,07@a | was alarming. 316:454,07@b | He had seen $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. He had been 316:454,08@b | invited to$9$ see her. He had received a note$0$ from $MP#ZZI$Lady*Stornaway 316:454,09@b | to$9$ beg him to$9$ call$1$; and regarding it as what 316:454,10@b | was meant to$9$ be the last$2$, last$2$ interview of friendship, and 316:454,11@b | investing her with all the feelings of shame$0$ and wretchedness 316:454,12@b | which$6#1$ $MP#D$Crawford's sister ought to$9$ have known, he had 316:454,13@b | gone to$4$ her in$4$ such a state$0$ of mind$0$, so$5#1$ softened, so$5#1$ devoted, 316:454,14[' ]| as made it for$4$ a few moments impossible to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's fears, 316:454,15[' ]| that$3$ it should be the last$0$. But as he proceeded in$4$ his story, 316:454,16[' ]| these fears were over. 316:454,16@b | She had met him, 316:454,16[' ]| he said, 316:454,16@b | with 316:454,17@b | a serious$2$ ~~ certainly a serious$2$ ~~ even$5$ an agitated air; but 316:454,18@b | before$3$ he had been able to$9$ speak one intelligible sentence, 316:454,19@b | she had introduced the subject$0$ in$4$ a manner which$6#1$ he 316:454,20@b | owned had shocked him. 316:454,20[C ]| "I heard you were in$4$ town," 316:454,21[B ]| said she ~~ 316:454,21[C ]| "I wanted to$9$ see you. Let us talk$1$ over this sad 316:454,22[C ]| business. What can equal$1$ the folly of our two relations?" 316:454,23[B ]| ~~ "I could not answer$1$, but I believe my looks$0$ spoke. 316:454,24[B ]| She felt reproved. Sometimes how quick$2$ to$9$ feel! With 316:454,25[B ]| a graver look$0$ and voice she then added ~~ 316:454,25[C ]| "I do not mean$1$ 316:454,26[C ]| to$9$ defend $MP#D$Henry at your sister's expense." 316:454,26[B ]| So$3$ she began ~~ 316:454,27[B ]| but how she went on$5$, $MP#A$Fanny, is not fit$2$ ~~ is hardly fit$2$ to$9$ 316:454,27[B ]| be 316:454,28[B ]| repeated to$4$ you. I cannot recall$1$ all her words. I would 316:454,29[B ]| not dwell upon$4$ them if I could. Their substance was 316:454,30[B ]| great anger$0$ at the \folly\ of each. She reprobated her 316:454,31[B ]| brother's folly in$4$ being$1$ drawn on$5$ by$4$ a woman whom$6#1$ he 316:454,32[B ]| had never cared for$4$, to$9$ do what must lose him the woman 316:454,33[B ]| he adored; but still$5$ more the folly of ~~ poor $MP#H$Maria, in$4$ 316:454,34[B ]| sacrificing such a situation, plunging into such difficulties, 316:454,35[B ]| under the idea of being$1$ really loved by$4$ a man who$6#1$ had long 316:454,36[B ]| ago made his indifference clear$2$. Guess$1$ what I must have 316:454,37[B ]| felt. To$9$ hear the woman whom$6#1$ ~~ no$2$ harsher name$0$ than 316:454,38[B ]| folly given! ~~ So$5#1$ voluntarily, so$5#1$ freely, so$5#1$ coolly to$9$ canvass 316:455,01[B ]| it! ~~ No$2$ reluctance, no$2$ horror, no$2$ feminine ~~ shall I say? 316:455,02[B ]| no$2$ modest loathings! ~~ This is what the world does. For$3$ 316:455,03[B ]| where, $MP#A$Fanny, shall we find a woman whom$6#1$ nature had so$5#1$ 316:455,04[B ]| richly endowed? ~~ Spoilt, spoilt! ~~" 316:455,05[' ]| After$4$ a little reflection, he went on$5$ with a sort of desperate 316:455,06[' ]| calmness ~~ 316:455,06[B ]| "I will$1$ tell you every*thing, and then 316:455,07[B ]| have done for*ever. She saw it only as folly, and that$6#2$ 316:455,08[B ]| folly stamped only by$4$ exposure. The want$0$ of common$2$ 316:455,09[B ]| discretion, of caution$0$ ~~ his going down$5$ to$4$ Richmond for$4$ 316:455,10[B ]| the whole$2$ time of her being$1$ at Twickenham ~~ her putting 316:455,11[B ]| herself in$4$ the power of a servant; ~~ it was the detection 316:455,12[B ]| in$4$ short ~~ Oh! $MP#A$Fanny, it was the detection, not the 316:455,13[B ]| offence which$6#1$ she reprobated. It was the imprudence 316:455,14[B ]| which$6#1$ had brought things to$4$ extremity, and obliged her 316:455,15[B ]| brother to$9$ give up$5$ every dearer plan, in$4$ order to$9$ fly$1$ with 316:455,16[B ]| her." 316:455,17[' ]| He stopt. ~~ 316:455,17[A ]| "And what," 316:455,17[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny, (believing herself 316:455,18[' ]| required to$9$ speak), 316:455,18[A ]| "what could you say?" 316:455,19[B ]| "Nothing, nothing to$9$ be understood. I was like$4$ a man 316:455,20[B ]| stunned. She went on$5$, began to$9$ talk$1$ of you; ~~ yes, then 316:455,21[B ]| she began to$9$ talk$1$ of you, regretting, as well$5$ she might, 316:455,22[B ]| the loss of such a ~~. There she spoke very rationally. 316:455,23[B ]| But she always has done justice to$4$ you. 316:455,23[C ]| ""He has thrown 316:455,24[C ]| away,"" 316:455,24[B ]| said she, 316:455,24[C ]| ""such a woman as he will$1$ never see again. 316:455,25[C ]| She would have fixed him, she would have made him happy 316:455,26[C ]| for*ever."" ~~ 316:455,26[B ]| My dearest $MP#A$Fanny, I am giving you I hope$1$ 316:455,27[B ]| more pleasure than pain$0$ by$4$ this retrospect of what might 316:455,28[B ]| have been ~~ but what never can be now. You do not 316:455,29[B ]| wish$1$ me to$9$ be silent? ~~ if you do, give me but a look$0$, 316:455,30[B ]| a word, and I have done." 316:455,31[' ]| No$2$ look$0$ or word was given. 316:455,32[B ]| "Thank God!" 316:455,32[' ]| said he. 316:455,32[B ]| "We were all disposed to$9$ 316:455,33[B ]| wonder$1$ ~~ but it seems to$9$ have been the merciful appointment 316:455,34[B ]| of Providence that$3$ the heart which$6#1$ knew no$2$ guile, 316:455,35[B ]| should not suffer. She spoke of you with high praise$0$ and 316:455,36[B ]| warm$2$ affection; yet, even$5$ here, there was alloy, a dash 316:455,37[B ]| of evil ~~ for$3$ in$4$ the midst of it she could exclaim 316:455,37[C ]| ""Why, 316:455,38[C ]| would not she have him? It is all her fault. Simple$2$ 316:456,01[C ]| girl! ~~ I shall never forgive her. Had she accepted him 316:456,02[C ]| as she ought, they might now have been on$4$ the point$0$ of 316:456,03[C ]| marriage, and $MP#D$Henry would have been too$5#1$ happy and too$5#1$ 316:456,04[C ]| busy to$9$ want$1$ any other object$0$. He would have taken 316:456,05[C ]| no$2$ pains to$9$ be on$4$ terms with $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth again. It 316:456,06[C ]| would have all ended in$4$ a regular standing flirtation, in$4$ 316:456,07[C ]| yearly meetings at Sotherton and Everingham."" 316:456,08[B ]| Could 316:456,09[B ]| you have believed it possible? ~~ But the charm$0$ is broken. 316:456,10[B ]| My eyes are opened." 316:456,10[A ]| "Cruel!" 316:456,10[' ]| said $MP#A$Fanny ~~ 316:456,10[A ]| "quite cruel! At such a 316:456,11[A ]| moment to$9$ give way to$4$ gaiety and to$9$ speak with lightness, 316:456,12[A ]| and to$4$ you! ~~ Absolute cruelty." 316:456,13[B ]| "Cruelty, do you call$1$ it? ~~ We differ there. No$7$, her's 316:456,14[B ]| is not a cruel nature. I do not consider her as meaning 316:456,15[B ]| to$9$ wound$1#2$ my feelings. The evil lies$1$ yet deeper; in$4$ her 316:456,16[B ]| total ignorance, unsuspiciousness of there being$1$ such feelings, 316:456,17[B ]| in$4$ a perversion of mind$0$ which$6#1$ made it natural$2$ to$4$ her 316:456,18[B ]| to$9$ treat$1$ the subject$0$ as she did. She was speaking only, as 316:456,19[B ]| she had been used to$9$ hear others speak, as she imagined 316:456,20[B ]| every*body else would speak. Her's are not faults of 316:456,21[B ]| temper. She would not voluntarily give unnecessary pain$0$ 316:456,22[B ]| to$4$ any*one, and though I may$1$ deceive myself, I cannot but 316:456,23[B ]| think that$3$ for$4$ me, for$4$ my feelings, she would ~~ Her's are 316:456,24[B ]| faults of principle, $MP#A$Fanny, of blunted delicacy and a corrupted, 316:456,25[B ]| vitiated mind$0$. Perhaps it is best for$4$ me ~~ since 316:456,26[B ]| it leaves$1$ me so$5#1$ little to$9$ regret$1$. Not so$5#2$, however. Gladly 316:456,27[B ]| would I submit to$4$ all the increased pain$0$ of losing her, 316:456,28[B ]| rather than have to$9$ think of her as I do. I told her so$5#2$." 316:456,29[A ]| "Did you?" 316:456,30[B ]| "Yes, when I left her I told her so$5#2$." 316:456,31[A ]| "How long were you together?" 316:456,32[B ]| "Five*and*twenty minutes. Well$7$, she went on$5$ to$9$ say, 316:456,33[B ]| that$3$ what remained now to$9$ be done, was to$9$ bring about$5$ 316:456,34[B ]| a marriage between them. She spoke of it, $MP#A$Fanny, with 316:456,35[B ]| a steadier voice than I can." 316:456,35[' ]| He was obliged to$9$ pause$1$ 316:456,36[' ]| more than once as he continued. 316:456,36[C ]| "We must persuade 316:456,37[C ]| $MP#D$Henry to$9$ marry her," 316:456,37[B ]| said she, 316:456,37[C ]| "and what with honour$0$, 316:456,38[C ]| and the certainty of having shut himself out$5$ for*ever from 316:457,01[C ]| $MP#A$Fanny, I do not despair$1$ of it. $MP#A$Fanny he must give up$5$. 316:457,02[C ]| I do not think that$3$ even$5$ \he\ could now hope$1$ to$9$ succeed 316:457,03[C ]| with one of her stamp, and therefore I hope$1$ we may$1$ find 316:457,04[C ]| no$2$ insuperable difficulty. My influence$0$, which$6#1$ is not 316:457,05[C ]| small, shall all go that$6#2$ way; and, when once married, 316:457,06[C ]| and properly supported by$4$ her own$2$ family, people of 316:457,07[C ]| respectability as they are, she may$1$ recover her footing in$4$ 316:457,08[C ]| society to$4$ a certain degree. In$4$ some circles, we know, she 316:457,09[C ]| would never be admitted, but with good dinners, and large 316:457,10[C ]| parties, there will$1$ always be those who$6#1$ will$1$ be glad of her 316:457,11[C ]| acquaintance; and there is, undoubtedly, more liberality 316:457,12[C ]| and candour on$4$ those points than formerly. What I 316:457,13[C ]| advise is, that$3$ your father be quiet$2$. Do not let him 316:457,14[C ]| injure his own$2$ cause by$4$ interference. Persuade him to$9$ 316:457,15[C ]| let things take their course$0$. If by$4$ any officious exertions 316:457,16[C ]| of his, she is induced to$9$ leave$1$ $MP#D$Henry's protection, there 316:457,17[C ]| will$1$ be much less chance$0$ of his marrying her, than if she 316:457,18[C ]| remain with him. I know how he is likely to$9$ be influenced. 316:457,19[C ]| Let $MP#E$Sir*Thomas trust$1$ to$4$ his honour$0$ and compassion, and 316:457,20[C ]| it may$1$ all end$1$ well$5$; but if he get his daughter away, it will$1$ 316:457,21[C ]| be destroying the chief hold$0$." 316:457,22[' ]| After$4$ repeating this, $MP#B$Edmund was so$5#1$ much affected, 316:457,23[' ]| that$3$ $MP#A$Fanny, watching him with silent, but most tender$2$ 316:457,24[' ]| concern$0$, was almost sorry that$3$ the subject$0$ had been 316:457,25[' ]| entered on$5$ at all. It was long before$3$ he could speak again. 316:457,26[' ]| At last$0$, 316:457,26[B ]| "Now, $MP#A$Fanny," 316:457,26[' ]| said he, 316:457,26[B ]| "I shall soon have done. 316:457,27[B ]| I have told you the substance of all that$6#1$ she said. As 316:457,28[B ]| soon as I could speak, I replied that$3$ I had not supposed 316:457,29[B ]| it possible, coming in$4$ such a state$0$ of mind$0$ into that$6#2$ house, 316:457,30[B ]| as I had done, that$3$ any*thing could occur to$9$ make$1$ me 316:457,31[B ]| suffer more, but that$3$ she had been inflicting deeper wounds 316:457,32[B ]| in$4$ almost every sentence. That$3$, though I had, in$4$ the 316:457,33[B ]| course$0$ of our acquaintance, been often sensible$2#1$ of some 316:457,34[B ]| difference in$4$ our opinions, on$4$ points too$5#2$, of some moment, 316:457,35[B ]| it had not entered my imagination to$9$ conceive the difference 316:457,36[B ]| could be such as she had now proved it. That$3$ the 316:457,37[B ]| manner in$4$ which$6#1$ she treated the dreadful crime committed 316:457,38[B ]| by$4$ her brother and my sister ~~ (with whom$6#1$ lay$1#2$ the greater 316:458,01[B ]| seduction I pretended not to$9$ say) ~~ but the manner in$4$ 316:458,02[B ]| which$6#1$ she spoke of the crime itself, giving it every reproach$0$ 316:458,03[B ]| but the right$2#1$, considering its ill*consequences only as they 316:458,04[B ]| were to$9$ be braved or overborne by$4$ a defiance of decency 316:458,05[B ]| and impudence in$4$ wrong; and, last$2$ of all, and above$4$ all, 316:458,06[B ]| recommending to$4$ us a compliance, a compromise, an 316:458,07[B ]| acquiescence, in$4$ the continuance of the sin, on$4$ the chance$0$ 316:458,08[B ]| of a marriage which$6#1$, thinking as I now thought$1$ of her 316:458,09[B ]| brother, should rather be prevented than sought ~~ all this 316:458,10[B ]| together most grievously convinced me that$3$ I had never 316:458,11[B ]| understood her before$5$, and that$3$, as far as related to$4$ mind$0$, 316:458,12[B ]| it had been the creature of my own$2$ imagination, not 316:458,12[B ]| $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, 316:458,13[B ]| that$6#1$ I had been too$5#1$ apt to$9$ dwell on$5$ for$4$ many 316:458,14[B ]| months past$1$. That$3$, perhaps it was best for$4$ me; I had 316:458,15[B ]| less to$9$ regret$1$ in$4$ sacrificing a friendship ~~ feelings ~~ hopes$0$ 316:458,16[B ]| which$6#1$ must, at any rate$0$, have been torn from me now. 316:458,17[B ]| And yet, that$3$ I must and would confess, that$3$, could I have 316:458,18[B ]| restored her to$4$ what she had appeared to$4$ me before$5$, I 316:458,19[B ]| would infinitely prefer any increase$0$ of the pain$0$ of parting, 316:458,20[B ]| for$4$ the sake of carrying with me the right$0$ of tenderness 316:458,21[B ]| and esteem$0$. This is what I said ~~ the purport of it ~~ but, 316:458,22[B ]| as you may$1$ imagine, not spoken so$5#1$ collectedly or methodically 316:458,23[B ]| as I have repeated it to$4$ you. She was astonished, 316:458,24[B ]| exceedingly astonished ~~ more than astonished. I saw 316:458,25[B ]| her change$0$ countenance. She turned extremely red. I 316:458,26[B ]| imagined I saw a mixture of many feelings ~~ a great, 316:458,27[B ]| though short struggle$0$ ~~ half a wish$0$ of yielding to$4$ truths, 316:458,28[B ]| half a sense of shame$0$ ~~ but habit, habit carried it. She 316:458,29[B ]| would have laughed if she could. It was a sort of laugh$0$, 316:458,30[B ]| as she answered, 316:458,30[C ]| ""A pretty$5$ good lecture upon$4$ my word. 316:458,31[C ]| Was it part$0$ of your last$2$ sermon? At this rate$0$, you will$1$ 316:458,32[C ]| soon reform$1$ every*body at Mansfield and Thornton*Lacey; 316:458,33[C ]| and when I hear of you next, it may$1$ be as a celebrated 316:458,34[C ]| preacher in$4$ some great society of Methodists, or as a missionary 316:458,35[C ]| into foreign parts."" 316:458,35[B ]| She tried to$9$ speak carelessly; 316:458,36[B ]| but she was not so$5#1$ careless as she wanted to$9$ appear. I 316:458,37[B ]| only said in$4$ reply$0$, that$3$ from my heart I wished her well$5$, 316:458,38[B ]| and earnestly hoped that$3$ she might soon learn to$9$ think 316:459,01[B ]| more justly, and not owe the most valuable knowledge 316:459,02[B ]| we could any of us acquire ~~ the knowledge of ourselves 316:459,03[B ]| and of our duty, to$4$ the lessons of affliction ~~ and immediately 316:459,04[B ]| left the room. I had gone a few steps, $MP#A$Fanny, 316:459,05[B ]| when I heard the door open$1$ behind me. 316:459,05[C ]| ""$MP#B$Mr%*Bertram,"" 316:459,06[B ]| said she. I looked back$5$. 316:459,06[C ]| ""$MP#B$Mr%*Bertram,"" 316:459,06[B ]| said she, with 316:459,07[B ]| a smile$0$ ~~ but it was a smile$0$ ill-suited to$4$ the conversation 316:459,08[B ]| that$6#1$ had passed, a saucy playful smile$0$, seeming to$9$ invite, 316:459,09[B ]| in$4$ order to$9$ subdue me; at least, it appeared so$5#2$ to$4$ me. 316:459,10[B ]| I resisted; it was the impulse of the moment to$9$ resist, 316:459,11[B ]| and still$5$ walked on$5$. I have since ~~ sometimes ~~ for$4$ a 316:459,12[B ]| moment ~~ regretted that$3$ I did not go back$5$; but I know 316:459,13[B ]| I was right$2#1$; and such has been the end$0$ of our acquaintance! 316:459,14[B ]| And what an acquaintance has it been! How 316:459,15[B ]| have I been deceived! Equally in$4$ brother and sister 316:459,16[B ]| deceived! I thank you for$4$ your patience, $MP#A$Fanny. This 316:459,17[B ]| has been the greatest relief, and now we will$1$ have done." 316:459,18[' ]| And such was $MP#A$Fanny's dependance on$4$ his words, that$3$ 316:459,19[' ]| for$4$ five minutes she thought$1$ they \had\ done. Then, however, 316:459,20[' ]| it all came on$5$ again, or something very like$4$ it, and 316:459,21[' ]| nothing less than $MP#F$Lady*Bertram's rousing thoroughly up$5$, 316:459,22[' ]| could really close$1$ such a conversation. Till that$6#2$ happened, 316:459,23[' ]| they continued to$9$ talk$1$ of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford alone, and how 316:459,24[' ]| she had attached him, and how delightful nature had 316:459,25[' ]| made her, and how excellent she would have been, had 316:459,26[' ]| she fallen into good hands earlier. $MP#A$Fanny, now at liberty 316:459,27[' ]| to$9$ speak openly, 316:459,27@a | felt more than justified in$4$ adding to$4$ his 316:459,28@a | knowledge of her real character, by$4$ some hint$0$ of what 316:459,29@a | share$0$ his brother's state$0$ of health might be supposed to$9$ 316:459,30@a | have in$4$ her wish$0$ for$4$ a complete$2$ reconciliation. 316:459,30[' ]| This was 316:459,31[' ]| not an agreeable intimation. Nature resisted it for$4$ a 316:459,32[' ]| while$0$. 316:459,32@b | It would have been a vast deal$0$ pleasanter to$9$ have 316:459,33@b | had her more disinterested in$4$ her attachment; 316:459,33[' ]| but his 316:459,34[' ]| vanity was not of a strength to$9$ fight long against reason$0$. 316:459,35[' ]| He submitted to$9$ believe, that$3$ $MP#G$Tom's illness had influenced 316:459,36[' ]| her; only reserving for$4$ himself this consoling thought$1$, 316:459,37@b | that$3$ considering the many counteractions of opposing 316:459,38@b | habits, she had certainly been \more\ attached to$4$ him than 316:460,01@b | could have been expected, and for$4$ his sake been more 316:460,02@b | near$4$ doing right$2#1$. 316:460,02[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny thought$1$ exactly the same; and 316:460,03[' ]| they were also quite agreed in$4$ their opinion of 316:460,03@y | the lasting 316:460,04@y | effect$0$, the indelible impression, which$6#1$ such a disappointment 316:460,05@y | must make$1$ on$4$ his mind$0$. Time would undoubtedly 316:460,06@y | abate somewhat of his sufferings, but still$5$ it was a sort 316:460,07@y | of thing which$6#1$ he never could get entirely the better of; 316:460,08@y | and as to$4$ his ever meeting with any other woman who$6#1$ 316:460,09@y | could ~~ it was too$5#1$ impossible to$9$ be named but with indignation. 316:460,10@y | $MP#A$Fanny's friendship was all that$6#1$ he had to$9$ cling to$4$. 317:461,01[' ]| Let other pens dwell on$4$ guilt and misery. I quit such 317:461,02[' ]| odious subjects as soon as I can, impatient to$9$ restore every*body, 317:461,03[' ]| not greatly in$4$ fault themselves, to$4$ tolerable comfort$0$, 317:461,04[' ]| and to$9$ have done with all the rest$0#1$. 317:461,05[' ]| My $MP#A$Fanny indeed at this very time, I have the satisfaction 317:461,06[' ]| of knowing, must have been happy in$4$ spite$8$ of 317:461,07[' ]| every*thing. She must have been a happy creature in$4$ 317:461,08[' ]| spite$8$ of all that$6#1$ she felt or thought$1$ she felt, for$4$ the 317:461,08[' ]| distress$0$ 317:461,09[' ]| of those around$4$ her. She had sources of delight$0$ that$6#1$ must 317:461,10[' ]| force$1$ their way. 317:461,10@a | She was returned to$4$ Mansfield*Park, 317:461,11@a | she was useful, she was beloved; she was safe from $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford, 317:461,12@a | and when $MP#E$Sir*Thomas came back$5$ she had every 317:461,13@a | proof that$6#1$ could be given in$4$ his then melancholy$2$ state$0$ 317:461,14@a | of spirits, of his perfect$2$ approbation and increased regard$0$; 317:461,15@a | and happy as all this must make$1$ her, she would still$5$ have 317:461,16@a | been happy without any of it, for$3$ $MP#B$Edmund was no$2$ longer 317:461,17@a | the dupe$0$ of $MP#C$Miss*Crawford. 317:461,18[' ]| It is true, that$3$ $MP#B$Edmund was very far from happy himself. 317:461,19[' ]| He was suffering from disappointment and regret$0$, 317:461,20[' ]| grieving over what was, and wishing for$4$ what could never 317:461,21[' ]| be. She knew it was so$5#2$, and was sorry; but it was with 317:461,22[' ]| a sorrow so$5#1$ founded on$4$ satisfaction, so$5#1$ tending to$4$ ease$0$, 317:461,23[' ]| and so$5#1$ much in$4$ harmony with every dearest sensation$0#1$, 317:461,24[' ]| that$3$ there are few who$6#1$ might not have been glad to$9$ 317:461,25[' ]| exchange$1$ their greatest gaiety for$4$ it. 317:461,26[' ]| $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, poor $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, a parent, and conscious 317:461,27[' ]| of errors in$4$ his own$2$ conduct$0$ as a parent, was the longest 317:461,28[' ]| to$9$ suffer. 317:461,28@e | He felt that$3$ he ought not to$9$ have allowed the 317:461,29@e | marriage, that$3$ his daughter's sentiments had been sufficiently 317:461,30@e | known to$4$ him to$9$ render him culpable in$4$ authorising 317:461,31@e | it, that$3$ in$4$ so$5#2$ doing he had sacrificed the right$0$ to$4$ the 317:461,32@e | expedient$0$, and been governed by$4$ motives of selfishness 317:461,33@e | and worldly wisdom. 317:461,33[' ]| These were reflections that$6#1$ required 317:462,01[' ]| some time to$9$ soften; but time will$1$ do almost every*thing, 317:462,02[' ]| and though little comfort$0$ arose on$4$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth's side$0$ 317:462,03[' ]| for$4$ the misery she had occasioned, comfort$0$ was to$9$ be 317:462,04[' ]| found greater than he had supposed, in$4$ his other children. 317:462,05[' ]| $MP#I$Julia's match$0$ became a less desperate business than he 317:462,06[' ]| had considered it at first. 317:462,06@e | She was humble$2$ and wishing 317:462,07@e | to$9$ be forgiven, and $MP#R$Mr%*Yates, desirous of being$1$ really 317:462,08@e | received into the family, was disposed to$9$ look$1$ up$5$ to$4$ him 317:462,09@e | and be guided. He was not very solid; but there was 317:462,10@e | a hope$0$ of his becoming less trifling ~~ of his being$1$ at least 317:462,11@e | tolerably domestic$2$ and quiet$2$; and, at any rate$0$, there was 317:462,12@e | comfort$0$ in$4$ finding his estate rather more, and his debts 317:462,13@e | much less, than he had feared, and in$4$ being$1$ consulted and 317:462,14@e | treated as the friend best worth attending to$4$. 317:462,14[' ]| There was 317:462,15[' ]| comfort$0$ also in$4$ $MP#G$Tom, who$6#1$ gradually regained his health, 317:462,16[' ]| without regaining the thoughtlessness and selfishness of his 317:462,17[' ]| previous habits. He was the better for*ever for$4$ his illness. 317:462,18[' ]| He had suffered, and he had learnt to$9$ think, two advantages 317:462,19[' ]| that$6#1$ he had never known before$5$; and the self-reproach 317:462,20[' ]| arising from the deplorable event in$4$ Wimpole*Street, 317:462,21[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ he felt himself accessary by$4$ all the dangerous 317:462,22[' ]| intimacy of his unjustifiable theatre, made an 317:462,23[' ]| impression on$4$ his mind$0$ which$6#1$, at the age of six-and-twenty, 317:462,24[' ]| with no$2$ want$0$ of sense, or good companions, was durable 317:462,25[' ]| in$4$ its happy effects. He became what he ought to$9$ be, 317:462,26[' ]| useful to$4$ his father, steady and quiet$2$, and not living merely 317:462,27[' ]| for$4$ himself. 317:462,28[' ]| Here was comfort$0$ indeed! and quite as soon as $MP#E$Sir*Thomas 317:462,29[' ]| could place$1$ dependence on$4$ such sources of good, 317:462,30[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund was contributing to$4$ his father's ease$0$ by$4$ improvement 317:462,31[' ]| in$4$ the only point$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ \he\ had given him pain$0$ 317:462,32[' ]| before$5$ ~~ improvement in$4$ his spirits. After$4$ wandering 317:462,33[' ]| about$5$ and sitting under trees with $MP#A$Fanny all the summer 317:462,34[' ]| evenings, he had so$5#1$ well$5$ talked his mind$0$ into submission, 317:462,35[' ]| as to$9$ be very tolerably cheerful again. 317:462,36[' ]| These were the circumstances and the hopes$0$ which$6#1$ 317:462,37[' ]| gradually brought their alleviation to$4$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas, deadening 317:462,38[' ]| his sense of what was lost, and in$4$ part$0$ reconciling him 317:463,01[' ]| to$4$ himself; though the anguish arising from the conviction 317:463,02[' ]| of his own$2$ errors in$4$ the education of his daughters, 317:463,03[' ]| was never to$9$ be entirely done away. 317:463,04@e | Too$5#1$ late he became aware how unfavourable to$4$ the 317:463,05@e | character of any young people, must be the totally opposite 317:463,06@e | treatment which$6#1$ $MP#H$Maria and $MP#I$Julia had been always 317:463,07@e | experiencing at home, where the excessive indulgence 317:463,08@e | and flattery of their aunt had been continually contrasted 317:463,09@e | with his own$2$ severity. He saw how ill he had judged, in$4$ 317:463,10@e | expecting to$9$ counteract what was wrong in$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 317:463,11@e | by$4$ its reverse in$4$ himself, clearly saw that$3$ he had but 317:463,12@e | increased the evil, by$4$ teaching them to$9$ repress their spirits 317:463,13@e | in$4$ his presence, as to$9$ make$1$ their real disposition unknown 317:463,14@e | to$4$ him, and sending them for$4$ all their indulgences to$4$ a 317:463,15@e | person who$6#1$ had been able to$9$ attach them only by$4$ the 317:463,16@e | blindness of her affection, and the excess of her praise$0$. 317:463,17@e | Here had been grievous mismanagement; but, bad as 317:463,18@e | it was, he gradually grew to$9$ feel that$3$ it had not been the 317:463,19@e | most direful mistake$0$ in$4$ his plan of education. Something 317:463,20@e | must have been wanting \within\, or time would have worn 317:463,21@e | away much of its ill effect$0$. He feared that$3$ principle, 317:463,22@e | active principle, had been wanting, that$3$ they had never 317:463,23@e | been properly taught to$9$ govern their inclinations and 317:463,24@e | tempers, by$4$ that$6#2$ sense of duty which$6#1$ can alone suffice. 317:463,25@e | They had been instructed theoretically in$4$ their religion, 317:463,26@e | but never required to$9$ bring it into daily practice$0$. To$9$ be 317:463,27@e | distinguished for$4$ elegance and accomplishments ~~ the 317:463,28@e | authorised object$0$ of their youth ~~ could have had no$2$ useful 317:463,29@e | influence$0$ that$6#2$ way, no$2$ moral effect$0$ on$4$ the mind$0$. He had 317:463,30@e | meant them to$9$ be good, but his cares$0$ had been directed 317:463,31@e | to$4$ the understanding and manners, not the disposition; 317:463,32@e | and of the necessity of self-denial and humility, he feared 317:463,33@e | they had never heard from any lips that$6#1$ could profit 317:463,34@e | them. 317:463,35@e | Bitterly did he deplore a deficiency which$6#1$ now he could 317:463,36@e | scarcely comprehend to$9$ have been possible. Wretchedly 317:463,37@e | did he feel, that$3$ with all the cost$0$ and care$0$ of an anxious 317:463,38@e | and expensive education, he had brought up$5$ his daughters, 317:464,01@e | without their understanding their first duties, or his being$1$ 317:464,02@e | acquainted with their character and temper. 317:464,03[' ]| The high spirit and strong passions of $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth 317:464,04[' ]| especially, were made known to$4$ him only in$4$ their sad 317:464,05[' ]| result$0$. She was not to$9$ be prevailed on$5$ to$9$ leave$1$ $MP#D$Mr%*Crawford. 317:464,06[' ]| She hoped to$9$ marry him, and they continued 317:464,07[' ]| together till she was obliged to$9$ be convinced that$3$ such 317:464,08[' ]| hope$0$ was vain, and till the disappointment and wretchedness 317:464,09[' ]| arising from the conviction, rendered her temper so$5#1$ 317:464,10[' ]| bad, and her feelings for$4$ him so$5#1$ like$4$ hatred, as to$9$ make$1$ 317:464,11[' ]| them for$4$ a while$0$ each other's punishment, and then induce 317:464,12[' ]| a voluntary separation. 317:464,13[' ]| She had lived with him to$9$ be reproached as the ruin$0$ of 317:464,14[' ]| all his happiness in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, and carried away no$2$ better 317:464,15[' ]| consolation in$4$ leaving him, than that$3$ she \had\ divided 317:464,16[' ]| them. What can exceed the misery of such a mind$0$ in$4$ 317:464,17[' ]| such a situation? 317:464,18[' ]| $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth had no$2$ difficulty in$4$ procuring a divorce; 317:464,19[' ]| and so$5#2$ ended a marriage contracted under such circumstances 317:464,20[' ]| as to$9$ make$1$ any better end$0$, the effect$0$ of good luck, 317:464,21[' ]| not to$9$ be reckoned on$5$. She had despised him, and loved 317:464,22[' ]| another ~~ and he had been very much aware that$3$ it was 317:464,23[' ]| so$5#2$. The indignities of stupidity, and the disappointments 317:464,24[' ]| of selfish passion, can excite little pity$0$. His punishment 317:464,25[' ]| followed his conduct$0$, as did a deeper punishment, the 317:464,26[' ]| deeper guilt of his wife. \He\ was released from the engagement 317:464,27[' ]| to$9$ be mortified and unhappy, till some other pretty$2$ 317:464,28[' ]| girl could attract him into matrimony again, and he might 317:464,29[' ]| set$1$ forward$5$ on$4$ a second$2$, and it is to$9$ be hoped, more 317:464,29[' ]| prosperous 317:464,30[' ]| trial of the state$0$ ~~ if duped, to$9$ be duped at least 317:464,31[' ]| with good*humour and good luck; while$3$ \she\ must withdraw 317:464,32[' ]| with infinitely stronger feelings to$4$ a retirement and 317:464,33[' ]| reproach$0$, which$6#1$ could allow no$2$ second$2$ spring$0$ of hope$0$ or 317:464,34[' ]| character. 317:464,35[' ]| Where she could be placed, became a subject$0$ of most 317:464,36[' ]| melancholy$2$ and momentous consultation. $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris, 317:464,37[' ]| whose$6#1$ attachment seemed to$9$ augment with the demerits 317:464,38[' ]| of her niece, would have had her received at home, and 317:465,01[' ]| countenanced by$4$ them all. $MP#E$Sir*Thomas would not hear 317:465,02[' ]| of it, and $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's anger$0$ against $MP#A$Fanny was so$5#1$ much 317:465,03[' ]| the greater, from considering \her\ residence there as the 317:465,04[' ]| motive. She persisted in$4$ placing his scruples to$4$ \her\ 317:465,05[' ]| account$0$, though $MP#E$Sir*Thomas very solemnly assured her, 317:465,06[' ]| that$3$ 317:465,06@e | had there been no$2$ young woman in$4$ question$0$, had 317:465,07@e | there been no$2$ young person of either sex belonging to$4$ him, 317:465,08@e | to$9$ be endangered by$4$ the society, or hurt by$4$ the character 317:465,09@e | of $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth, he would never have offered so$5#1$ great 317:465,10@e | an insult to$4$ the neighbourhood, as to$9$ expect it to$9$ notice$1$ 317:465,11@e | her. As a daughter ~~ he hoped a penitent one ~~ she should 317:465,12@e | be protected by$4$ him, and secured in$4$ every comfort$0$, and 317:465,13@e | supported by$4$ every encouragement to$9$ do right$0$, which$6#1$ 317:465,14@e | their relative situations admitted; but farther than \that$6#2$\, 317:465,15@e | he would not go. $MP#H$Maria had destroyed her own$2$ character, 317:465,16@e | and he would not by$4$ a vain attempt$0$ to$9$ restore what never 317:465,17@e | could be restored, be affording his sanction to$4$ vice, or in$4$ 317:465,18@e | seeking to$9$ lessen its disgrace$0$, be anywise accessary to$9$ 317:465,19@e | introducing such misery in$4$ another man's family, as he 317:465,20@e | had known himself. 317:465,21[' ]| It ended in$4$ $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's resolving to$9$ quit Mansfield, 317:465,22[' ]| and devote herself to$4$ her unfortunate $MP#H$Maria, and in$4$ an 317:465,23[' ]| establishment being$1$ formed for$4$ them in$4$ another country ~~ 317:465,24[' ]| remote and private$2$, where, shut up$5$ together with little 317:465,25[' ]| society, on$4$ one side$0$ no$2$ affection, on$4$ the other, no$2$ judgment, 317:465,26[' ]| it may$1$ be reasonably supposed that$3$ their tempers became 317:465,27[' ]| their mutual punishment. 317:465,28[' ]| $MP#J$Mrs%*Norris's removal from Mansfield was the great 317:465,29[' ]| supplementary comfort$0$ of $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's life. 317:465,29@e | His opinion 317:465,30@e | of her had been sinking from the day of his return$0$ from 317:465,31@e | Antigua; in$4$ every transaction together from that$6#2$ period, 317:465,32@e | in$4$ their daily intercourse, in$4$ business, or in$4$ chat$0$, she had 317:465,33@e | been regularly losing ground in$4$ his esteem$0$, and convincing 317:465,34@e | him that$3$ either time had done her much disservice, or that$3$ 317:465,35@e | he had considerably over-rated her sense, and wonderfully 317:465,36@e | borne with her manners before$5$. He had felt her as an 317:465,37@e | hourly evil, which$6#1$ was so$5#1$ much the worse, as there seemed 317:465,38@e | no$2$ chance$0$ of its ceasing but with life; she seemed a part$0$ of 317:466,01@e | himself, that$6#1$ must be borne for*ever. 317:466,01[' ]| To$9$ be relieved from 317:466,02[' ]| her, therefore, was so$5#1$ great a felicity, that$3$ had she not left 317:466,03[' ]| bitter remembrances behind her, there might have been 317:466,04[' ]| danger of his learning almost to$9$ approve the evil which$6#1$ 317:466,05[' ]| produced such a good. 317:466,06[' ]| She was regretted by$4$ no*one at Mansfield. She had 317:466,07[' ]| never been able to$9$ attach even$5$ those she loved best, and 317:466,08[' ]| since $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth's elopement, her temper had been in$4$ 317:466,09[' ]| a state$0$ of such irritation, as to$9$ make$1$ her every*where 317:466,10[' ]| tormenting. Not even$5$ $MP#A$Fanny had tears for$4$ aunt $MP#J$Norris ~~ 317:466,11[' ]| not even$5$ when she was gone for*ever. 317:466,12[' ]| That$3$ $MP#I$Julia escaped better than $MP#H$Maria was owing, in$4$ some 317:466,13[' ]| measure$0$, to$4$ a favourable difference of disposition and 317:466,14[' ]| circumstance, but in$4$ a greater to$4$ her having been less the 317:466,15[' ]| darling of that$6#2$ very aunt, less flattered, and less spoilt. 317:466,16[' ]| Her beauty and acquirements had held but a second$2$ place$0$. 317:466,17[' ]| She had been always used to$9$ think herself a little inferior to$4$ 317:466,18[' ]| $MP#H$Maria. Her temper was naturally the easiest of the two, 317:466,19[' ]| her feelings, though quick$2$, were more controulable; and 317:466,20[' ]| education had not given her so$5#1$ very hurtful a degree of 317:466,21[' ]| self-consequence. 317:466,22[' ]| She had submitted the best to$4$ the disappointment in$4$ 317:466,23[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford. After$4$ the first bitterness of the conviction 317:466,24[' ]| of being$1$ slighted was over, she had been tolerably soon 317:466,25[' ]| in$4$ a fair way of not thinking of him again; and when the 317:466,26[' ]| acquaintance was renewed in$4$ town, and $MP#K$Mr%*Rushworth's 317:466,27[' ]| house became $MP#D$Crawford's object$0$, she had had the merit$0$ of 317:466,28[' ]| withdrawing herself from it, and of chusing that$6#2$ time to$9$ 317:466,29[' ]| pay$1$ a visit$0$ to$4$ her other friends, in$4$ order to$9$ secure$1$ herself 317:466,30[' ]| from being$1$ again too$5#1$ much attracted. This had been her 317:466,31[' ]| motive in$4$ going to$4$ her cousins. $MP#R$Mr%*Yates's convenience 317:466,32[' ]| had had nothing to$9$ do with it. She had been allowing his 317:466,33[' ]| attentions some time, but with very little idea of ever 317:466,34[' ]| accepting him; and, had not her sister's conduct$0$ burst$1$ 317:466,35[' ]| forth as it did, and her increased dread$0$ of her father and of 317:466,36[' ]| home, on$4$ that$6#2$ event ~~ imagining its certain consequence 317:466,37[' ]| to$4$ herself would be greater severity and restraint ~~ made 317:466,38[' ]| her hastily resolve$1$ on$4$ avoiding such immediate horrors at 317:467,01[' ]| all risks, it is probable that$3$ $MP#R$Mr%*Yates would never have 317:467,02[' ]| succeeded. She had not eloped with any worse feelings 317:467,03[' ]| than those of selfish alarm$0$. It had appeared to$4$ her the 317:467,04[' ]| only thing to$9$ be done. $MP#H$Maria's guilt had induced $MP#I$Julia's 317:467,05[' ]| folly. 317:467,06[' ]| $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, ruined by$4$ early independence and bad 317:467,07[' ]| domestic$2$ example, indulged in$4$ the freaks of a cold-blooded 317:467,08[' ]| vanity a little too$5#1$ long. Once it had, by$4$ an opening 317:467,09[' ]| undesigned and unmerited, led him into the way of 317:467,10[' ]| happiness. Could he have been satisfied with the conquest 317:467,11[' ]| of one amiable woman's affections, could he have found 317:467,12[' ]| sufficient exultation in$4$ overcoming the reluctance, in$4$ 317:467,13[' ]| working himself into the esteem$0$ and tenderness of $MP#A$Fanny*Price, 317:467,14[' ]| there would have been every probability of success 317:467,15[' ]| and felicity for$4$ him. His affection had already done 317:467,16[' ]| something. Her influence$0$ over him had already given him 317:467,17[' ]| some influence$0$ over her. Would he have deserved more, 317:467,18[' ]| there can be no$2$ doubt$0$ that$3$ more would have been obtained; 317:467,19[' ]| especially when that$6#2$ marriage had taken place$0$, which$6#1$ 317:467,20[' ]| would have given him the assistance of her conscience in$4$ 317:467,21[' ]| subduing her first inclination, and brought them very 317:467,22[' ]| often together. Would he have persevered, and uprightly, 317:467,23[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny must have been his reward$0$ ~~ and a reward$0$ very 317:467,24[' ]| voluntarily bestowed ~~ within a reasonable period from 317:467,25[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's marrying $MP#C$Mary. 317:467,26[' ]| Had he done as he intended, and as he knew he ought, by$4$ 317:467,27[' ]| going down$5$ to$4$ Everingham after$4$ his return$0$ from Portsmouth, 317:467,28[' ]| he might have been deciding his own$2$ happy destiny. 317:467,29[' ]| But he was pressed to$9$ stay$1$ for$4$ $MP#ZH$Mrs%*Fraser's party; his 317:467,30[' ]| staying was made of flattering consequence, and he was to$9$ 317:467,31[' ]| meet$1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth there. Curiosity and vanity were 317:467,32[' ]| both engaged, and the temptation of immediate pleasure 317:467,33[' ]| was too$5#1$ strong for$4$ a mind$0$ unused to$9$ make$1$ any sacrifice$0$ to$4$ 317:467,34[' ]| right$0$; he resolved to$9$ defer his Norfolk journey, resolved 317:467,35[' ]| that$3$ writing should answer$1$ the purpose of it, or that$3$ its 317:467,36[' ]| purpose was unimportant ~~ and staid. He saw $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth, 317:467,37[' ]| was received by$4$ her with a coldness which$6#1$ ought 317:467,38[' ]| to$9$ have been repulsive, and have established apparent 317:468,01[' ]| indifference between them for*ever; but he was mortified, 317:468,02[' ]| he could not bear$1$ to$9$ be thrown off by$4$ the woman whose$6#1$ 317:468,03[' ]| smiles had been so$5#1$ wholly at his command$0$; 317:468,03@d | he must exert 317:468,04@d | himself to$9$ subdue so$5#1$ proud a display$0$ of resentment; it was 317:468,05@d | anger$0$ on$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's account$0$; he must get the better of it, 317:468,06@d | and make$1$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth $MP#H$Maria*Bertram again in$4$ her 317:468,07@d | treatment of himself. 317:468,08[' ]| In$4$ this spirit he began the attack$0$; and by$4$ animated 317:468,09[' ]| perseverance had soon re-established the sort of familiar 317:468,10[' ]| intercourse ~~ of gallantry ~~ of flirtation which$6#1$ bounded his 317:468,11[' ]| views, but in$4$ triumphing over the discretion, which$6#1$, 317:468,12[' ]| though beginning in$4$ anger$0$, might have saved them both, 317:468,13[' ]| he had put himself in$4$ the power of feelings on$4$ her side$0$, 317:468,14[' ]| more strong than he had supposed. ~~ 317:468,14@d | She loved him; there 317:468,15@d | was no$2$ withdrawing attentions, avowedly dear$2#1$ to$4$ her. 317:468,15[' ]| He 317:468,16[' ]| was entangled by$4$ his own$2$ vanity, with as little excuse$0$ 317:468,17[' ]| of love$0$ as possible, and without the smallest inconstancy 317:468,18[' ]| of mind$0$ towards her cousin. ~~ To$9$ keep $MP#A$Fanny and the 317:468,19[' ]| $MP#E1$Bertrams from a knowledge of what was passing became 317:468,20[' ]| his first object$0$. Secrecy could not have been more 317:468,21[' ]| desirable for$4$ $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth's credit$0$ than he felt it for$4$ his 317:468,22[' ]| own$2$. ~~ When he returned from Richmond, he would have 317:468,23[' ]| been glad to$9$ see $MP#H$Mrs%*Rushworth no$2$ more. ~~ All that$6#1$ 317:468,24[' ]| followed was the result$0$ of her imprudence; and he went 317:468,25[' ]| off with her at last$0$, because he could not help$1$ it, regretting 317:468,26[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, even$5$ at the moment, but regretting her infinitely 317:468,27[' ]| more, when all the bustle$0$ of the intrigue was over, and 317:468,28[' ]| a very few months had taught him, by$4$ the force$0$ of contrast, 317:468,29[' ]| to$9$ place$1$ a yet higher value$0$ on$4$ the sweetness of her temper, 317:468,30[' ]| the purity of her mind$0$, and the excellence of her principles. 317:468,31[' ]| That$3$ punishment, the public$2$ punishment of disgrace$0$, 317:468,32[' ]| should in$4$ a just$2$ measure$0$ attend \his\ share$0$ of the offence, is, 317:468,33[' ]| we know, not one of the barriers, which$6#1$ society gives to$4$ 317:468,34[' ]| virtue. In$4$ this world, the penalty is less equal$2$ than could 317:468,35[' ]| be wished; but without presuming to$9$ look$1$ forward$5$ to$4$ 317:468,36[' ]| a juster appointment hereafter, we may$1$ fairly consider 317:468,37[' ]| a man of sense like$4$ $MP#D$Henry*Crawford, to$9$ be providing for$4$ 317:468,38[' ]| himself no$2$ small portion of vexation and regret$0$ ~~ vexation 317:469,01[' ]| that$6#1$ must rise$1$ sometimes to$4$ self-reproach, and regret$0$ to$4$ 317:469,02[' ]| wretchedness ~~ in$4$ having so$5#2$ requited hospitality, so$5#2$ injured 317:469,03[' ]| family peace, so$5#2$ forfeited his best, most estimable and 317:469,04[' ]| endeared acquaintance, and so$5#2$ lost the woman whom$6#1$ he 317:469,05[' ]| had rationally, as well$5$ as passionately loved. 317:469,06[' ]| After$3$ what had passed to$9$ wound$1#2$ and alienate the two 317:469,07[' ]| families, the continuance of the $MP#E1$Bertrams and $MP#M1$Grants in$4$ 317:469,08[' ]| such close$2$ neighbourhood would have been most distressing; 317:469,09[' ]| but the absence of the latter, for$4$ some months purposely 317:469,10[' ]| lengthened, ended very fortunately in$4$ the necessity, or at 317:469,11[' ]| least the practicability of a permanent removal. $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 317:469,12[' ]| through$4$ an interest$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ he had almost ceased to$9$ form$1$ 317:469,13[' ]| hopes$0$, succeeded to$4$ a stall in$4$ Westminster, which$6#1$, as 317:469,14[' ]| affording an occasion$0$ for$4$ leaving Mansfield, an excuse$0$ for$4$ 317:469,15[' ]| residence in$4$ London, and an increase$0$ of income to$9$ answer$1$ 317:469,16[' ]| the expenses of the change$0$, was highly acceptable to$4$ those 317:469,17[' ]| who$6#1$ went, and those who$6#1$ staid. 317:469,18[' ]| $MP#N$Mrs%*Grant, with a temper to$9$ love$1$ and be loved, must 317:469,19[' ]| have gone with some regret$0$, from the scenes and people she 317:469,20[' ]| had been used to$4$; but the same happiness of disposition 317:469,21[' ]| must in$4$ any place$0$ and any society, secure$1$ her a great deal$0$ 317:469,22[' ]| to$9$ enjoy, and she had again a home to$9$ offer$1$ $MP#C$Mary; and 317:469,23[' ]| $MP#C$Mary had had enough of her own$2$ friends, enough of vanity, 317:469,24[' ]| ambition, love$0$, and disappointment in$4$ the course$0$ of the last$0$ 317:469,25[' ]| half year, to$9$ be in$4$ need$0$ of the true kindness of her sister's 317:469,26[' ]| heart, and the rational tranquillity of her ways. ~~ They 317:469,27[' ]| lived together; and when $MP#M$Dr%*Grant had brought on$5$ 317:469,28[' ]| apoplexy and death, by$4$ three great institutionary dinners 317:469,29[' ]| in$4$ one week, they still$5$ lived together; for$3$ $MP#C$Mary, though 317:469,30[' ]| perfectly resolved against ever attaching herself to$4$ 317:469,31[' ]| a younger brother again, was long in$4$ finding among the 317:469,32[' ]| dashing representatives, or idle heir*apparents, who$6#1$ were 317:469,33[' ]| at the command$0$ of her beauty, and her 20_000L% any*one 317:469,34[' ]| who$6#1$ could satisfy the better taste she had acquired at 317:469,35[' ]| Mansfield, whose$6#1$ character and manners could authorise 317:469,36[' ]| a hope$0$ of the domestic$2$ happiness she had there learnt to$9$ 317:469,37[' ]| estimate$1$, or put $MP#B$Edmund*Bertram sufficiently out$5$ of her 317:469,38[' ]| head$0$. 317:470,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in$4$ this 317:470,02[' ]| respect$0$. He had not to$9$ wait and wish$1$ with vacant 317:470,03[' ]| affections for$4$ an object$0$ worthy to$9$ succeed her in$4$ them. 317:470,04[' ]| Scarcely had he done regretting $MP#C$Mary*Crawford, and 317:470,05[' ]| observing to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny how impossible it was that$3$ he should 317:470,06[' ]| ever meet$1$ with such another woman, before$3$ it began to$9$ 317:470,07[' ]| strike him 317:470,07@b | whether a very different kind$0$ of woman might 317:470,08@b | not do just$5$ as well$5$ ~~ or a great deal$0$ better; whether $MP#A$Fanny 317:470,09@b | herself were not growing as dear$2#1$, as important to$4$ him in$4$ all 317:470,10@b | her smiles, and all her ways, as $MP#C$Mary*Crawford had ever 317:470,11@b | been; and whether it might not be a possible, an hopeful 317:470,12@b | undertaking to$9$ persuade her that$3$ her warm$2$ and sisterly regard$0$ 317:470,13@b | for$4$ him would be foundation enough for$4$ wedded love$0$. 317:470,14[' ]| I purposely abstain from dates on$4$ this occasion$0$, that$3$ 317:470,15[' ]| every*one may$1$ be at liberty to$9$ fix their own$2$, aware that$3$ 317:470,16[' ]| the cure$0$ of unconquerable passions, and the transfer$0$ of 317:470,17[' ]| unchanging attachments, must vary much as to$4$ time in$4$ 317:470,18[' ]| different people. ~~ I only intreat every*body to$9$ believe that$3$ 317:470,19[' ]| exactly at the time when it was quite natural$2$ that$3$ it should 317:470,20[' ]| be so$5#2$, and not a week earlier, $MP#B$Edmund did cease to$9$ care$1$ 317:470,21[' ]| about$4$ $MP#C$Miss*Crawford, and became as anxious to$9$ marry 317:470,22[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny, as $MP#A$Fanny herself could desire$1$. 317:470,23[' ]| With such a regard$0$ for$4$ her, indeed, as his had long been, 317:470,24[' ]| a regard$0$ founded on$4$ the most endearing claims of innocence 317:470,25[' ]| and helplessness, and completed by$4$ every recommendation 317:470,26[' ]| of growing worth, what could be more natural$2$ than the 317:470,27[' ]| change$0$? Loving, guiding, protecting her, as he had been 317:470,28[' ]| doing ever since her being$1$ ten years old, her mind$0$ in$4$ so$5#1$ 317:470,29[' ]| great a degree formed by$4$ his care$0$, and her comfort$0$ 317:470,30[' ]| depending on$4$ his kindness, an object$0$ to$4$ him of such close$2$ 317:470,31[' ]| and peculiar interest$0$, dearer by$4$ all his own$2$ importance 317:470,32[' ]| with her than any*one else at Mansfield, what was there 317:470,33[' ]| now to$9$ add, but that$3$ he should learn to$9$ prefer soft light$2$ 317:470,34[' ]| eyes to$4$ sparkling dark$2$ ones. ~~ And being$1$ always with her, 317:470,35[' ]| and always talking confidentially, and his feelings exactly 317:470,36[' ]| in$4$ that$6#2$ favourable state$0$ which$6#1$ a recent disappointment 317:470,37[' ]| gives, those soft light$2$ eyes could not be very long in$4$ 317:470,38[' ]| obtaining the pre-eminence. 317:471,01[' ]| Having once set$1$ out$5$, and felt that$3$ he had done so$5#2$, on$4$ 317:471,02[' ]| this road to$4$ happiness, there was nothing on$4$ the side$0$ of 317:471,03[' ]| prudence to$9$ stop$1$ him or make$1$ his progress slow; no$2$ doubts$0$ 317:471,04[' ]| of her deserving, no$2$ fears from opposition of taste, no$2$ need$0$ 317:471,05[' ]| of drawing new hopes$0$ of happiness from dissimilarity of 317:471,06[' ]| temper. Her mind$0$, disposition, opinions, and habits 317:471,07[' ]| wanted no$2$ half concealment, no$2$ self deception on$4$ the 317:471,08[' ]| present$0#1$, no$2$ reliance on$4$ future improvement. Even$5$ in$4$ the 317:471,09[' ]| midst of his late infatuation, he had acknowledged $MP#A$Fanny's 317:471,10[' ]| mental superiority. What must be his sense of it now, 317:471,11[' ]| therefore? She was of course$8$ only too$5#1$ good for$4$ him; but 317:471,12[' ]| as nobody minds having what is too$5#1$ good for$4$ them, he was 317:471,13[' ]| very steadily earnest in$4$ the pursuit of the blessing, and it 317:471,14[' ]| was not possible that$3$ encouragement from her should be 317:471,15[' ]| long wanting. Timid, anxious, doubting as she was, it was 317:471,16[' ]| still$5$ impossible that$3$ such tenderness as hers should not, at 317:471,17[' ]| times, hold$1$ out$5$ the strongest hope$0$ of success, though it 317:471,18[' ]| remained for$4$ a later period to$9$ tell him the whole$2$ delightful 317:471,19[' ]| and astonishing truth. His happiness in$4$ knowing himself 317:471,20[' ]| to$9$ have been so$5#1$ long the beloved of such a heart, must have 317:471,21[' ]| been great enough to$9$ warrant any strength of language in$4$ 317:471,22[' ]| which$6#1$ he could cloathe it to$4$ her or to$4$ himself; it must 317:471,23[' ]| have been a delightful happiness! But there was happiness 317:471,24[' ]| elsewhere which$6#1$ no$2$ description can reach$1$. Let no*one 317:471,25[' ]| presume to$9$ give the feelings of a young woman on$4$ 317:471,26[' ]| receiving the assurance of that$6#2$ affection of which$6#1$ she has 317:471,27[' ]| scarcely allowed herself to$9$ entertain a hope$0$. 317:471,28[' ]| Their own$2$ inclinations ascertained, there were no$2$ 317:471,29[' ]| difficulties behind, no$2$ drawback of poverty or parent. It 317:471,30[' ]| was a match$0$ which$6#1$ $MP#E$Sir*Thomas's wishes$0$ had even$5$ forestalled. 317:471,31[' ]| Sick of ambitious and mercenary connections, 317:471,32[' ]| prizing more and more the sterling good of principle and 317:471,33[' ]| temper, and chiefly anxious to$9$ bind by$4$ the strongest 317:471,34[' ]| securities all that$6#1$ remained to$4$ him of domestic$2$ felicity, he 317:471,35[' ]| had pondered with genuine satisfaction on$4$ the more than 317:471,36[' ]| possibility of the two young friends finding their mutual 317:471,37[' ]| consolation in$4$ each other for$4$ all that$6#1$ had occurred of 317:471,37[' ]| disappointment 317:471,38[' ]| to$4$ either; and the joyful consent$0$ which$6#1$ met 317:472,01[' ]| $MP#B$Edmund's application, the high sense of having realised a 317:472,02[' ]| great acquisition in$4$ the promise$0$ of $MP#A$Fanny for$4$ a daughter, 317:472,03[' ]| formed just$5$ such a contrast with his early opinion on$4$ the 317:472,04[' ]| subject$0$ when the poor little girl's coming had been first 317:472,05[' ]| agitated, as time is for*ever producing between the plans 317:472,06[' ]| and decisions of mortals, for$4$ their own$2$ instruction, and 317:472,07[' ]| their neighbours' entertainment. 317:472,08[' ]| $MP#A$Fanny was indeed the daughter that$6#1$ he wanted. His 317:472,09[' ]| charitable kindness had been rearing a prime comfort$0$ for$4$ 317:472,10[' ]| himself. His liberality had a rich repayment, and the 317:472,11[' ]| general$2$ goodness of his intentions by$4$ her, deserved it. He 317:472,12[' ]| might have made her childhood happier; but it had 317:472,13[' ]| been an error of judgment only which$6#1$ had given him the 317:472,14[' ]| appearance of harshness, and deprived him of her early 317:472,15[' ]| love$0$; and now, on$4$ really knowing each other, their mutual 317:472,16[' ]| attachment became very strong. After$4$ settling her at 317:472,17[' ]| Thornton*Lacey with every kind$2$ attention to$4$ her comfort$0$, 317:472,18[' ]| the object$0$ of almost every day was to$9$ see her there, or to$9$ 317:472,19[' ]| get her away from it. 317:472,20[' ]| Selfishly dear$2#1$ as she had long been to$4$ $MP#F$Lady*Bertram, she 317:472,21[' ]| could not be parted with willingly by$4$ \her\. No$2$ happiness 317:472,22[' ]| of son or niece could make$1$ her wish$1$ the marriage. But it 317:472,23[' ]| was possible to$9$ part$1$ with her, because $MP#V$Susan remained to$9$ 317:472,24[' ]| supply$1$ her place$0$. ~~ $MP#V$Susan became the stationary niece ~~ 317:472,25[' ]| delighted to$9$ be so$5#2$! ~~ and equally well$5$ adapted for$4$ it by$4$ 317:472,26[' ]| a readiness of mind$0$, and an inclination for$4$ usefulness, 317:472,27[' ]| as $MP#A$Fanny had been by$4$ sweetness of temper, and strong 317:472,28[' ]| feelings of gratitude. $MP#V$Susan could never be spared. First 317:472,29[' ]| as a comfort$0$ to$4$ $MP#A$Fanny, then as an auxiliary, and last$2$ as her 317:472,30[' ]| substitute, she was established at Mansfield, with every 317:472,31[' ]| appearance of equal$2$ permanency. Her more fearless 317:472,32[' ]| disposition and happier nerves made every*thing easy to$4$ 317:472,33[' ]| her there. ~~ With quickness in$4$ understanding the tempers 317:472,34[' ]| of those she had to$9$ deal$1$ with, and no$2$ natural$2$ timidity to$9$ 317:472,35[' ]| restrain any consequent wishes$0$, she was soon welcome$2$, 317:472,36[' ]| and useful to$4$ all; and after$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's removal, succeeded so$5#1$ 317:472,37[' ]| naturally to$4$ her influence$0$ over the hourly comfort$0$ of her 317:472,38[' ]| aunt, as gradually to$9$ become, perhaps, the most beloved 317:473,01[' ]| of the two. ~~ In$4$ \her\ usefulness, in$4$ $MP#A$Fanny's excellence, in$4$ 317:473,02[' ]| $MP#Q$William's continued good conduct$0$, and rising fame, and in$4$ 317:473,03[' ]| the general$2$ well-doing and success of the other members 317:473,04[' ]| of the family, all assisting to$9$ advance$1$ each other, and 317:473,05[' ]| doing credit$0$ to$4$ his countenance and aid, $MP#E$Sir*Thomas saw 317:473,06[' ]| repeated, and for*ever repeated reason$0$ to$9$ rejoice in$4$ what he 317:473,07[' ]| had done for$4$ them all, and acknowledge the advantages 317:473,08[' ]| of early hardship and discipline, and the consciousness of 317:473,09[' ]| being$1$ born$1#1$ to$9$ struggle$1$ and endure. 317:473,10[' ]| With so$5#1$ much true merit$0$ and true love$0$, and no$2$ want$0$ of 317:473,11[' ]| fortune or friends, the happiness of the married cousins 317:473,12[' ]| must appear as secure$2$ as earthly happiness can be. ~~ 317:473,13[' ]| Equally formed for$4$ domestic$2$ life, and attached to$4$ country 317:473,14[' ]| pleasures, their home was the home of affection and 317:473,15[' ]| comfort$0$; and to$9$ complete$1$ the picture$0$ of good, the 317:473,16[' ]| acquisition of Mansfield living by$4$ the death of $MP#M$Dr%*Grant, 317:473,17[' ]| occurred just$5$ after$3$ they had been married long enough to$9$ 317:473,18[' ]| begin to$9$ want$1$ an increase$0$ of income, and feel their distance$0$ 317:473,19[' ]| from the paternal abode an inconvenience. 317:473,20[' ]| On$4$ that$6#2$ event they removed to$4$ Mansfield, and the 317:473,21[' ]| parsonage there, which$6#1$ under each of its two former 317:473,22[' ]| owners, $MP#A$Fanny had never been able to$9$ approach$1$ but with 317:473,23[' ]| some painful sensation$0#1$ of restraint or alarm$0$, soon grew as 317:473,24[' ]| dear$2#1$ to$4$ her heart, and as thoroughly perfect$2$ in$4$ her eyes, 317:473,25[' ]| as every*thing else, within the view$0$ and patronage of 317:473,26[' ]| Mansfield*Park, had long been.