101:003,00[U ]| 101:003,01[' ]| The family of $SS#ZI$Dashwood had been long settled in$4$ Sussex. 101:003,02[' ]| Their estate was large, and their residence was at Norland*Park, 101:003,03[' ]| in$4$ the centre$0$ of their property, where, for$4$ many 101:003,04[' ]| generations, they had lived in$4$ so$5#1$ respectable a manner, 101:003,05[' ]| as to$9$ engage the general$2$ good opinion of their surrounding 101:003,06[' ]| acquaintance. The late owner of this estate was a single 101:003,07[' ]| man, who$6#1$ lived to$4$ a very advanced age, and who$6#1$ for$4$ many 101:003,08[' ]| years of his life, had a constant companion and housekeeper 101:003,09[' ]| in$4$ his sister. But her death, which$6#1$ happened ten 101:003,10[' ]| years before$4$ his own$2$, produced a great alteration in$4$ his 101:003,11[' ]| home; for$3$ to$9$ supply$1$ her loss, he invited and received 101:003,12[' ]| into his house the family of his nephew $SS#ZI$Mr%*Henry*Dashwood, 101:003,13[' ]| the legal inheritor of the Norland estate, and the 101:003,14[' ]| person to$4$ whom$6#1$ he intended to$9$ bequeath it. In$4$ the 101:003,15[' ]| society of his nephew and niece, and their children, the 101:003,16[' ]| old Gentleman's days were comfortably spent. His 101:003,17[' ]| attachment to$4$ them all increased. The constant attention 101:003,18[' ]| of $SS#ZI$Mr% and $SS#D$Mrs%*Henry*Dashwood to$4$ his wishes$0$, which$6#1$ 101:003,19[' ]| proceeded not merely from interest$0$, but from goodness 101:003,20[' ]| of heart, gave him every degree of solid comfort$0$ which$6#1$ his 101:003,21[' ]| age could receive; and the cheerfulness of the children 101:003,22[' ]| added a relish$0$ to$4$ his existence. 101:003,23[' ]| By$4$ a former marriage, $SS#ZI$Mr%*Henry*Dashwood had one 101:003,24[' ]| son: by$4$ his present$2$ lady, three daughters. The son, 101:003,25[' ]| a steady respectable young man, was amply provided 101:003,26[' ]| for$5$ by$4$ the fortune of his mother, which$6#1$ had been large, 101:003,27[' ]| and half of which$6#1$ devolved on$4$ him on$4$ his coming of age. 101:003,28[' ]| By$4$ his own$2$ marriage, likewise, which$6#1$ happened soon 101:003,29[' ]| afterwards, he added to$4$ his wealth. To$4$ him therefore 101:003,30[' ]| the succession to$4$ the Norland estate was not so$5#1$ really 101:003,31[' ]| important as to$4$ his sisters; for$3$ their fortune, independent 101:004,01[' ]| of what might arise to$4$ them from their father's inheriting 101:004,02[' ]| that$6#2$ property, could be but small. Their mother had 101:004,03[' ]| nothing, and their father only seven thousand pounds in$4$ 101:004,04[' ]| his own$2$ disposal; for$3$ the remaining moiety of his first 101:004,05[' ]| wife's fortune was also secured to$4$ her child, and he had 101:004,06[' ]| only a life interest$0$ in$4$ it. 101:004,07[' ]| The old Gentleman died; his will$0$ was read, and like$4$ 101:004,08[' ]| almost every other will$0$, gave as much disappointment as 101:004,09[' ]| pleasure. He was neither so$5#1$ unjust, nor so$5#1$ ungrateful, 101:004,10[' ]| as to$9$ leave$1$ his estate from his nephew; ~~ but he left it 101:004,11[' ]| to$4$ him on$4$ such terms as destroyed half the value$0$ of the 101:004,12[' ]| bequest. $SS#ZI$Mr%*Dashwood had wished for$4$ it more for$4$ the 101:004,13[' ]| sake of his wife and daughters than for$4$ himself or his son: 101:004,14[' ]| ~~ but to$4$ his son, and his son's son, a child of four years 101:004,15[' ]| old, it was secured, in$4$ such a way, as to$9$ leave$1$ to$4$ himself 101:004,16[' ]| no$2$ power of providing for$4$ those who$6#1$ were most dear$2#1$ to$4$ 101:004,17[' ]| him, and who$6#1$ most needed a provision, by$4$ any charge$0$ 101:004,18[' ]| on$4$ the estate, or by$4$ any sale of its valuable woods. The 101:004,19[' ]| whole$0$ was tied up$5$ for$4$ the benefit of this child, who$6#1$, in$4$ 101:004,20[' ]| occasional visits with his father and mother at Norland, 101:004,21[' ]| had so$5#1$ far gained on$4$ the affections of his uncle, by$4$ such 101:004,22[' ]| attractions as are by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ unusual in$4$ children of two 101:004,23[' ]| or three years old; an imperfect articulation, an earnest 101:004,24[' ]| desire$0$ of having his own$2$ way, many cunning tricks, and 101:004,25[' ]| a great deal$0$ of noise, as to$9$ outweigh all the value$0$ of all 101:004,26[' ]| the attention which$6#1$, for$4$ years, he had received from his 101:004,27[' ]| niece and her daughters. He meant not to$9$ be unkind 101:004,28[' ]| however, and, as a mark$0$ of his affection for$4$ the three 101:004,29[' ]| girls, he left them a thousand pounds a-piece. 101:004,30[' ]| $SS#ZI$Mr%*Dashwood's disappointment was, at first, severe; 101:004,31[' ]| but his temper was cheerful and sanguine, and he might 101:004,32[' ]| reasonably hope$1$ to$9$ live many years, and by$4$ living 101:004,33[' ]| economically, lay$1#1$ by$5$ a considerable sum from the produce 101:004,34[' ]| of an estate already large, and capable of almost immediate 101:004,35[' ]| improvement. But the fortune, which$6#1$ had been so$5#1$ tardy 101:004,36[' ]| in$4$ coming, was his only one twelvemonth. He survived his 101:004,37[' ]| uncle no$2$ longer; and ten thousand pounds, including the late 101:004,38[' ]| legacies, was all that$6#1$ remained for$4$ his widow and daughters. 101:005,01[' ]| His son was sent for$5$, as soon as his danger was known, 101:005,02[' ]| and to$4$ him $SS#ZI$Mr%*Dashwood recommended, with all the 101:005,03[' ]| strength and urgency which$6#1$ illness could command$1$, the 101:005,04[' ]| interest$0$ of his mother-in-law and sisters. 101:005,05[' ]| $SS#F$Mr%*John*Dashwood had not the strong feelings of 101:005,06[' ]| the rest$0#1$ of the family; but he was affected by$4$ a recommendation 101:005,07[' ]| of such a nature at such a time, and he promised 101:005,08[' ]| to$9$ do every*thing in$4$ his power to$9$ make$1$ them comfortable. 101:005,09[' ]| His father was rendered easy by$4$ such an assurance, and 101:005,10[' ]| $SS#F$Mr%*John*Dashwood had then leisure to$9$ consider how much 101:005,11[' ]| there might prudently be in$4$ his power to$9$ do for$4$ them. 101:005,12[' ]| He was not an ill-disposed young man, unless to$9$ be 101:005,13[' ]| rather cold*hearted, and rather selfish, is to$9$ be ill-disposed: 101:005,14[' ]| but he was, in$4$ general$0$, well$5$ respected; for$3$ he conducted 101:005,15[' ]| himself with propriety in$4$ the discharge of his ordinary 101:005,16[' ]| duties. Had he married a more amiable woman, he might 101:005,17[' ]| have been made still$5$ more respectable than he was: ~~ 101:005,18[' ]| he might even$5$ have been made amiable himself; for$3$ he 101:005,19[' ]| was very young when he married, and very fond of his 101:005,20[' ]| wife. But $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood was a strong caricature 101:005,21[' ]| of himself; ~~ more narrow-minded and selfish. 101:005,22[' ]| When he gave his promise$0$ to$4$ his father, he meditated 101:005,23[' ]| within himself to$9$ increase$1$ the fortunes of his sisters by$4$ 101:005,24[' ]| the present$0#2$ of a thousand pounds a-piece. He then really 101:005,25[' ]| thought$1$ himself equal$2$ to$4$ it. The prospect of four thousand 101:005,26[' ]| a-year, in$4$ addition to$4$ his present$2$ income, besides the 101:005,27[' ]| remaining half of his own$2$ mother's fortune, warmed his 101:005,28[' ]| heart and made him feel capable of generosity. 101:005,28@f | ~~ "Yes, 101:005,29@f | he would give them three thousand pounds: it would 101:005,30@f | be liberal and handsome! It would be enough to$9$ make$1$ 101:005,31@f | them completely easy. Three thousand pounds! he 101:005,32@f | could spare$1$ so$5#1$ considerable a sum with little inconvenience." 101:005,33[' ]| ~~ He thought$1$ of it all day long, and for$4$ many days 101:005,34[' ]| successively, and he did not repent. 101:005,35[' ]| No$2$ sooner was his father's funeral over, than $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood, 101:005,36[' ]| without sending any notice$0$ of her intention 101:005,37[' ]| to$4$ her mother-in-law, arrived with her child and their 101:005,38[' ]| attendants. No*one could dispute her right$0$ to$9$ come; 101:006,01[' ]| the house was her husband's from the moment of his 101:006,02[' ]| father's decease; but the indelicacy of her conduct$0$ was 101:006,03[' ]| so$5#1$ much the greater, and to$4$ a woman in$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's 101:006,04[' ]| situation, with only common$2$ feelings, must have been 101:006,05[' ]| highly unpleasing; ~~ but in$4$ \her\ mind$0$ there was a sense 101:006,06[' ]| of honour$0$ so$5#1$ keen, a generosity so$5#1$ romantic, that$3$ any 101:006,07[' ]| offence of the kind$0$, by$4$ whomsoever given or received, 101:006,08[' ]| was to$4$ her a source of immoveable disgust$0$. $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood 101:006,09[' ]| had never been a favourite$0$ with any of her 101:006,10[' ]| husband's family; but she had had no$2$ opportunity, till 101:006,11[' ]| the present$0#1$, of shewing them with how little attention 101:006,12[' ]| to$4$ the comfort$0$ of other people she could act$1$ when occasion$0$ 101:006,13[' ]| required it. 101:006,14[' ]| So$5#1$ acutely did $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood feel this ungracious 101:006,15[' ]| behaviour, and so$5#1$ earnestly did she despise her daughter-in-law 101:006,16[' ]| for$4$ it, that$3$, on$4$ the arrival of the latter, she would 101:006,17[' ]| have quitted the house for*ever, had not the entreaty of 101:006,18[' ]| her eldest girl induced her first to$9$ reflect on$4$ the propriety 101:006,19[' ]| of going, and her own$2$ tender$2$ love$0$ for$4$ all her three children 101:006,20[' ]| determined her afterwards to$9$ stay$1$, and for$4$ their sakes 101:006,21[' ]| avoid a breach with their brother. 101:006,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, this eldest daughter whose$6#1$ advice was so$5#1$ 101:006,23[' ]| effectual, possessed a strength of understanding, and 101:006,24[' ]| coolness of judgment, which$6#1$ qualified her, though only 101:006,25[' ]| nineteen, to$9$ be the counsellor of her mother, and enabled 101:006,26[' ]| her frequently to$9$ counteract, to$4$ the advantage of them 101:006,27[' ]| all, that$6#2$ eagerness of mind$0$ in$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood which$6#1$ must 101:006,28[' ]| generally have led to$4$ imprudence. She had an excellent 101:006,29[' ]| heart; ~~ her disposition was affectionate, and her feelings 101:006,30[' ]| were strong; but she knew how to$9$ govern them: it was 101:006,31[' ]| a knowledge which$6#1$ her mother had yet to$9$ learn, and which$6#1$ 101:006,32[' ]| one of her sisters had resolved never to$9$ be taught. 101:006,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's abilities were, in$4$ many respects, quite equal$2$ 101:006,34[' ]| to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's. She was sensible$2#2$ and clever; but eager in$4$ 101:006,35[' ]| every*thing; her sorrows, her joys, could have no$2$ 101:006,36[' ]| moderation. She was generous, amiable, interesting: 101:006,37[' ]| she was every*thing but prudent. The resemblance 101:006,38[' ]| between her and her mother was strikingly great. 101:007,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor saw, with concern$0$, the excess of her sister's 101:007,02[' ]| sensibility; but by$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood it was valued and 101:007,03[' ]| cherished. They encouraged each other now in$4$ the 101:007,04[' ]| violence of their affliction. The agony of grief which$6#1$ 101:007,05[' ]| overpowered them at first, was voluntarily renewed, 101:007,06[' ]| was sought for$5$, was created again and again. They 101:007,07[' ]| gave themselves up$5$ wholly to$4$ their sorrow, seeking 101:007,08[' ]| increase$0$ of wretchedness in$4$ every reflection that$6#1$ could 101:007,09[' ]| afford it, and resolved against ever admitting consolation 101:007,10[' ]| in$4$ future. $SS#A$Elinor, too$5#2$, was deeply afflicted; but 101:007,11[' ]| still$5$ she could struggle$1$, she could exert herself. She 101:007,12[' ]| could consult with her brother, could receive her sister-in-law 101:007,13[' ]| on$4$ her arrival, and treat$1$ her with proper attention; 101:007,14[' ]| and could strive to$9$ rouse her mother to$4$ similar exertion, 101:007,15[' ]| and encourage her to$4$ similar forbearance. 101:007,16[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret, the other sister, was a good-humoured well-disposed 101:007,17[' ]| girl; but as she had already imbibed a good 101:007,18[' ]| deal$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne's romance, without having much of her 101:007,19[' ]| sense, she did not, at thirteen, bid fair to$9$ equal$1$ her sisters 101:007,20[' ]| at a more advanced period of life. 102:008,01[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood now installed herself mistress 102:008,02[' ]| of Norland; and her mother and sisters-in-law were 102:008,03[' ]| degraded to$4$ the condition$0$ of visitors. As such, however, 102:008,04[' ]| they were treated by$4$ her with quiet$2$ civility; and by$4$ 102:008,05[' ]| her husband with as much kindness as he could feel 102:008,06[' ]| towards any*body beyond$4$ himself, his wife, and their 102:008,07[' ]| child. He really pressed them, with some earnestness, 102:008,08[' ]| to$9$ consider Norland as their home; and, as no$2$ plan 102:008,09[' ]| appeared so$5#1$ eligible to$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood as remaining there 102:008,10[' ]| till she could accommodate herself with a house in$4$ the 102:008,11[' ]| neighbourhood, his invitation was accepted. 102:008,12[' ]| A continuance in$4$ a place$0$ where every*thing reminded her 102:008,13[' ]| of former delight$0$, was exactly what suited her mind$0$. In$4$ 102:008,14[' ]| seasons of cheerfulness, no$2$ temper could be more cheerful 102:008,15[' ]| than hers, or possess, in$4$ a greater degree, that$6#2$ sanguine 102:008,16[' ]| expectation of happiness which$6#1$ is happiness itself. But in$4$ 102:008,17[' ]| sorrow she must be equally carried away by$4$ her fancy$0$, and 102:008,18[' ]| as far beyond$4$ consolation as in$4$ pleasure she was beyond$4$ alloy. 102:008,19[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood did not at all approve of what 102:008,20[' ]| her husband intended to$9$ do for$4$ his sisters. 102:008,20@g | To$9$ take 102:008,21@g | three thousand pounds from the fortune of their dear$2#1$ 102:008,22@g | little boy, would be impoverishing him to$4$ the most 102:008,23@g | dreadful degree. 102:008,23[' ]| She begged him to$9$ 102:008,23@g | think again on$4$ the 102:008,24@g | subject$0$. How could he answer$1$ it to$4$ himself to$9$ rob his 102:008,25@g | child, and his only child too$5#2$, of so$5#1$ large a sum? And 102:008,26@g | what possible claim$0$ could the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods, who$6#1$ 102:008,27@g | were related to$4$ him only by$4$ half blood, which$6#1$ she considered 102:008,28@g | as no$2$ relationship at all, have on$4$ his generosity 102:008,29@g | to$4$ so$5#1$ large an amount. It was very well$5$ known that$3$ no$2$ 102:008,30@g | affection was ever supposed to$9$ exist between the children 102:008,31@g | of any man by$4$ different marriages; and why was he to$9$ 102:008,32@g | ruin$1$ himself, and their poor little $SS#G1$Harry, by$4$ giving away 102:008,33@g | all his money to$4$ his half sisters? 102:009,01[F ]| "It was my father's last$2$ request$0$ to$4$ me," 102:009,01[' ]| replied her 102:009,02[' ]| husband, 102:009,02[F ]| "that$3$ I should assist his widow and daughters." 102:009,03[G ]| "He did not know what he was talking of, I dare$1#2$ say; 102:009,04[G ]| ten to$4$ one but he was light-headed at the time. Had he 102:009,05[G ]| been in$4$ his right$2#1$ senses, he could not have thought$1$ of 102:009,06[G ]| such a thing as begging you to$9$ give away half your fortune 102:009,07[G ]| from your own$2$ child." 102:009,08[F ]| "He did not stipulate for$4$ any particular sum, my dear$2#1$ 102:009,09[F ]| $SS#G$Fanny; he only requested me, in$4$ general$2$ terms, to$9$ assist 102:009,10[F ]| them, and make$1$ their situation more comfortable than 102:009,11[F ]| it was in$4$ his power to$9$ do. Perhaps it would have been as 102:009,12[F ]| well$5$ if he had left it wholly to$4$ myself. He could hardly 102:009,13[F ]| suppose I should neglect$1$ them. But as he required the 102:009,14[F ]| promise$0$, I could not do less than give it: at least I thought$1$ 102:009,15[F ]| so$5#2$ at the time. The promise$0$, therefore, was given, and 102:009,16[F ]| must be performed. Something must be done for$4$ them 102:009,17[F ]| whenever they leave$1$ Norland and settle in$4$ a new home." 102:009,18[G ]| "Well$7$, then, \let\ something be done for$4$ them; but 102:009,19[G ]| \that$6#2$\ something need$1$ not be three thousand pounds. 102:009,20[G ]| Consider," 102:009,20[' ]| she added, 102:009,20[G ]| "that$3$ when the money is once 102:009,21[G ]| parted with, it never can return$1$. Your sisters will$1$ marry, 102:009,22[G ]| and it will$1$ be gone for*ever. If, indeed, it could ever be 102:009,23[G ]| restored to$4$ our little boy ~~" 102:009,24[F ]| "Why, to$9$ be sure," 102:009,24[' ]| said her husband, very gravely, 102:009,25[F ]| "that$6#2$ would make$1$ a great difference. The time may$1$ 102:009,26[F ]| come when $SS#G1$Harry will$1$ regret$1$ that$3$ so$5#1$ large a sum was 102:009,27[F ]| parted with. If he should have a numerous family, for$4$ 102:009,28[F ]| instance$0$, it would be a very convenient addition." 102:009,29[G ]| "To$9$ be sure it would." 102:009,30[F ]| "Perhaps, then, it would be better for$4$ all parties if 102:009,31[F ]| the sum were diminished one half. ~~ Five hundred pounds 102:009,32[F ]| would be a prodigious increase$0$ to$4$ their fortunes!" 102:009,33[G ]| "Oh! beyond$4$ any*thing great! What brother on$4$ 102:009,34[G ]| earth would do half so$5#1$ much for$4$ his sisters, even$5$ if \really\ 102:009,35[G ]| his sisters! And as it is ~~ only half blood! ~~ But you 102:009,36[G ]| have such a generous spirit!" 102:009,37[F ]| "I would not wish$1$ to$9$ do any*thing mean$2$," 102:009,37[' ]| he replied. 102:009,38[F ]| "One had rather, on$4$ such occasions, do too$5#1$ much than too$5#1$ 102:010,01[F ]| little. No*one, at least, can think I have not done enough 102:010,02[F ]| for$4$ them: even$5$ themselves, they can hardly expect more." 102:010,03[G ]| "There is no$2$ knowing what \they\ may$1$ expect," 102:010,03[' ]| said 102:010,04[' ]| the lady, 102:010,04[G ]| "but we are not to$9$ think of their expectations: 102:010,05[G ]| the question$0$ is, what you can afford to$9$ do." 102:010,06[F ]| "Certainly ~~ and I think I may$1$ afford to$9$ give them 102:010,07[F ]| five hundred pounds a-piece. As it is, without any addition 102:010,08[F ]| of mine$6$, they will$1$ each have above$4$ three thousand 102:010,09[F ]| pounds on$4$ their mother's death ~~ a very comfortable 102:010,10[F ]| fortune for$4$ any young woman." 102:010,11[G ]| "To$9$ be sure it is: and, indeed, it strikes me that$3$ they 102:010,12[G ]| can want$1$ no$2$ addition at all. They will$1$ have ten thousand 102:010,13[G ]| pounds divided amongst them. If they marry, they will$1$ 102:010,14[G ]| be sure of doing well$5$, and if they do not, they may$1$ all 102:010,15[G ]| live very comfortably together on$4$ the interest$0$ of ten 102:010,16[G ]| thousand pounds." 102:010,17[F ]| "That$6#2$ is very true, and, therefore, I do not know 102:010,18[F ]| whether, upon$4$ the whole$0$, it would not be more advisable 102:010,19[F ]| to$9$ do something for$4$ their mother while$3$ she lives$1$ rather 102:010,20[F ]| than for$4$ them ~~ something of the annuity kind$0$ I mean$1$. ~~ 102:010,21[F ]| My sisters would feel the good effects of it as well$5$ as herself. 102:010,22[F ]| A hundred a year would make$1$ them all perfectly 102:010,23[F ]| comfortable." 102:010,24[' ]| His wife hesitated a little, however, in$4$ giving her 102:010,25[' ]| consent$0$ to$4$ this plan. 102:010,26[G ]| "To$9$ be sure," 102:010,26[' ]| said she, 102:010,26[G ]| "it is better than parting with 102:010,27[G ]| fifteen hundred pounds at once. But then if $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 102:010,28[G ]| should live fifteen years, we shall be completely 102:010,29[G ]| taken in$5$." 102:010,30[F ]| "Fifteen years! my dear$2#1$ $SS#G$Fanny; her life cannot be 102:010,31[F ]| worth half that$6#2$ purchase$0$." 102:010,32[G ]| "Certainly not; but if you observe, people always 102:010,33[G ]| live for*ever when there is any annuity to$9$ be paid them; 102:010,34[G ]| and she is very stout and healthy, and hardly forty. 102:010,35[G ]| An annuity is a very serious$2$ business; it comes over and 102:010,36[G ]| over every year, and there is no$2$ getting rid of it. You are 102:010,37[G ]| not aware of what you are doing. I have known a great 102:010,38[G ]| deal$0$ of the trouble$0$ of annuities; for$3$ my mother was 102:011,01[G ]| clogged with the payment of three to$4$ old superannuated 102:011,02[G ]| servants by$4$ my father's will$0$, and it is amazing how 102:011,03[G ]| disagreeable she found it. Twice every year these 102:011,04[G ]| annuities were to$9$ be paid; and then there was the trouble$0$ 102:011,05[G ]| of getting it to$4$ them; and then one of them was said to$9$ 102:011,06[G ]| have died, and afterwards it turned out$5$ to$9$ be no$2$ such 102:011,07[G ]| thing. My mother was quite sick of it. Her income was 102:011,08[G ]| not her own$2$, she said, with such perpetual claims on$4$ it; 102:011,09[G ]| and it was the more unkind in$4$ my father, because, 102:011,10[G ]| otherwise, the money would have been entirely at my 102:011,11[G ]| mother's disposal, without any restriction whatever. It 102:011,12[G ]| has given me such an abhorrence of annuities, that$3$ I am 102:011,13[G ]| sure I would not pin myself down$5$ to$4$ the payment of one 102:011,14[G ]| for$4$ all the world." 102:011,15[F ]| "It is certainly an unpleasant thing," 102:011,15[' ]| replied $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood, 102:011,16[F ]| "to$9$ have those kind$0$ of yearly drains on$4$ one's 102:011,17[F ]| income. One's fortune, as your mother justly says, is 102:011,18[F ]| \not\ one's own$2$. To$9$ be tied down$5$ to$4$ the regular payment 102:011,19[F ]| of such a sum, on$4$ every rent day, is by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ desirable: 102:011,20[F ]| it takes away one's independence." 102:011,21[G ]| "Undoubtedly; and after$4$ all you have no$2$ thanks 102:011,22[G ]| for$4$ it. They think themselves secure$2$, you do no$2$ more 102:011,23[G ]| than what is expected, and it raises no$2$ gratitude at all. 102:011,24[G ]| If I were you, whatever I did should be done at my own$2$ 102:011,25[G ]| discretion entirely. I would not bind myself to$9$ allow 102:011,26[G ]| them any*thing yearly. It may$1$ be very inconvenient 102:011,27[G ]| some years to$9$ spare$1$ a hundred, or even$5$ fifty pounds from 102:011,28[G ]| our own$2$ expences." 102:011,29[F ]| "I believe you are right$2#1$, my love$0$; it will$1$ be better 102:011,30[F ]| that$3$ there should be no$2$ annuity in$4$ the case; whatever 102:011,31[F ]| I may$1$ give them occasionally will$1$ be of far greater assistance 102:011,32[F ]| than a yearly allowance, because they would only 102:011,33[F ]| enlarge their style of living if they felt sure of a larger 102:011,34[F ]| income, and would not be sixpence the richer for$4$ it at 102:011,35[F ]| the end$0$ of the year. It will$1$ certainly be much the best 102:011,36[F ]| way. A present$0#2$ of fifty pounds, now and then, will$1$ 102:011,37[F ]| prevent their ever being$1$ distressed for$4$ money, and will$1$, 102:011,38[F ]| I think be amply discharging my promise$0$ to$4$ my father." 102:012,01[G ]| "To$9$ be sure it will$1$. Indeed, to$9$ say the truth, I am 102:012,02[G ]| convinced within myself that$3$ your father had no$2$ idea 102:012,03[G ]| of your giving them any money at all. The assistance 102:012,04[G ]| he thought$1$ of, I dare$1#2$ say, was only such as might be 102:012,05[G ]| reasonably expected of you; for$4$ instance$0$, such as looking 102:012,06[G ]| out$5$ for$4$ a comfortable small house for$4$ them, helping them 102:012,07[G ]| to$9$ move$1$ their things, and sending them presents$0$ of fish 102:012,08[G ]| and game, and so$5#2$ forth, whenever they are in$4$ season. 102:012,09[G ]| I'll lay$1#1$ my life that$3$ he meant nothing farther; indeed, it 102:012,10[G ]| would be very strange and unreasonable if he did. Do 102:012,11[G ]| but consider, my dear$2#1$ $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood, how excessively 102:012,12[G ]| comfortable your mother-in-law and her daughters may$1$ 102:012,13[G ]| live on$4$ the interest$0$ of seven thousand pounds, besides 102:012,14[G ]| the thousand pounds belonging to$4$ each of the girls, 102:012,15[G ]| which$6#1$ brings them in$4$ fifty pounds a-year a-piece, and, 102:012,16[G ]| of course$8$, they will$1$ pay$1$ their mother for$4$ their board out$5$ 102:012,17[G ]| of it. Altogether, they will$1$ have five hundred a-year 102:012,18[G ]| amongst them, and what on$4$ earth can four women want$1$ 102:012,19[G ]| for$4$ more than that$6#2$? ~~ They will$1$ live so$5#1$ cheap! Their 102:012,20[G ]| housekeeping will$1$ be nothing at all. They will$1$ have no$2$ 102:012,21[G ]| carriage, no$2$ horses, and hardly any servants; they will$1$ 102:012,22[G ]| keep no$2$ company, and can have no$2$ expences of any kind$0$! 102:012,23[G ]| Only conceive how comfortable they will$1$ be! Five 102:012,24[G ]| hundred a-year! I am sure I cannot imagine how they 102:012,25[G ]| will$1$ spend half of it; and as to$4$ your giving them more, 102:012,26[G ]| it is quite absurd to$9$ think of it. They will$1$ be much more 102:012,27[G ]| able to$9$ give \you\ something." 102:012,28[F ]| "Upon$4$ my word," 102:012,28[' ]| said $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood, 102:012,28[F ]| "I believe you 102:012,29[F ]| are perfectly right$2#1$. My father certainly could mean$1$ 102:012,30[F ]| nothing more by$4$ his request$0$ to$4$ me than what you say. 102:012,31[F ]| I clearly understand it now, and I will$1$ strictly fulfil my 102:012,32[F ]| engagement by$4$ such acts$0$ of assistance and kindness to$4$ 102:012,33[F ]| them as you have described. When my mother removes 102:012,34[F ]| into another house my services shall be readily given to$9$ 102:012,35[F ]| accommodate her as far as I can. Some little present$0#2$ of 102:012,36[F ]| furniture too$5#2$ may$1$ be acceptable then." 102:012,37[G ]| "Certainly," 102:012,37[' ]| returned $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood. 102:012,37[G ]| "But, 102:012,38[G ]| however, \one\ thing must be considered. When your 102:013,01[G ]| father and mother moved to$4$ Norland, though the furniture 102:013,02[G ]| of Stanhill was sold, all the china, plate, and linen was 102:013,03[G ]| saved, and is now left to$4$ your mother. Her house will$1$ 102:013,04[G ]| therefore be almost completely fitted up$5$ as soon as she 102:013,05[G ]| takes it." 102:013,06[F ]| "That$6#2$ is a material$2$ consideration undoubtedly. A 102:013,07[F ]| valuable legacy indeed! And yet some of the plate 102:013,08[F ]| would have been a very pleasant addition to$4$ our own$2$ 102:013,09[F ]| stock here." 102:013,10[G ]| "Yes; and the set$0$ of breakfast$0$ china is twice as 102:013,11[G ]| handsome as what belongs to$4$ this house. A great deal$0$ 102:013,12[G ]| too$5#1$ handsome, in$4$ my opinion, for$4$ any place$0$ \they\ can ever 102:013,13[G ]| afford to$9$ live in$4$. But, however, so$5#2$ it is. Your father 102:013,14[G ]| thought$1$ only of \them\. And I must say this: that$3$ you 102:013,15[G ]| owe no$2$ particular gratitude to$4$ him, nor attention to$4$ his 102:013,16[G ]| wishes$0$, for$3$ we very well$5$ know that$3$ if he could, he would 102:013,17[G ]| have left almost every*thing in$4$ the world to$4$ \them\." 102:013,18[' ]| This argument was irresistible. It gave to$4$ his intentions 102:013,19[' ]| whatever of decision was wanting before$5$; and he finally 102:013,20[' ]| resolved, that$3$ it would be absolutely unnecessary, if 102:013,21[' ]| not highly indecorous, to$9$ do more for$4$ the widow and 102:013,22[' ]| children of his father, than such kind$0$ of neighbourly acts$0$ 102:013,23[' ]| as his own$2$ wife pointed out$5$. 103:014,01[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood remained at Norland several months; 103:014,02[' ]| not from any disinclination to$9$ move$1$ when the sight of 103:014,03[' ]| every well$5$ known spot ceased to$9$ raise the violent emotion 103:014,04[' ]| which$6#1$ it produced for$4$ a while$0$; for$3$ when her spirits 103:014,05[' ]| began to$9$ revive, and her mind$0$ became capable of some 103:014,06[' ]| other exertion than that$6#2$ of heightening its affliction by$4$ 103:014,07[' ]| melancholy$2$ remembrances, she was impatient to$9$ be gone, 103:014,08[' ]| and indefatigable in$4$ her inquiries for$4$ a suitable dwelling 103:014,09[' ]| in$4$ the neighbourhood of Norland; for$3$ to$9$ remove$1$ far 103:014,10[' ]| from that$6#2$ beloved spot was impossible. But she could 103:014,11[' ]| hear of no$2$ situation that$6#1$ at once answered her notions 103:014,12[' ]| of comfort$0$ and ease$0$, and suited the prudence of her 103:014,13[' ]| eldest daughter, whose$6#1$ steadier judgment rejected several 103:014,14[' ]| houses as too$5#1$ large for$4$ their income, which$6#1$ her mother 103:014,15[' ]| would have approved. 103:014,16[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood had been informed by$4$ her husband of 103:014,17[' ]| the solemn promise$0$ on$4$ the part$0$ of his son in$4$ their favour$0$, 103:014,18[' ]| which$6#1$ gave comfort$0$ to$4$ his last$2$ earthly reflections. She 103:014,19[' ]| doubted the sincerity of this assurance no$2$ more than he 103:014,20[' ]| had doubted it himself, and she thought$1$ of it for$4$ her 103:014,21[' ]| daughters' sake with satisfaction, though as for$4$ herself 103:014,22[' ]| she was persuaded that$3$ a much smaller provision than 103:014,23[' ]| 7000*l% would support$1$ her in$4$ affluence. For$4$ their brother's 103:014,24[' ]| sake too$5#2$, for$4$ the sake of his own$2$ heart she rejoiced; and 103:014,25[' ]| she reproached herself for$4$ being$1$ unjust to$4$ his merit$0$ before$5$, 103:014,26[' ]| in$4$ believing him incapable of generosity. His attentive 103:014,27[' ]| behaviour to$4$ herself and his sisters convinced her that$3$ 103:014,28[' ]| their welfare was dear$2#1$ to$4$ him, and, for$4$ a long time, she 103:014,29[' ]| firmly relied on$4$ the liberality of his intentions. 103:014,30[' ]| The contempt which$6#1$ she had, very early in$4$ their 103:014,31[' ]| acquaintance, felt for$4$ her daughter-in-law, was very 103:014,32[' ]| much increased by$4$ the farther knowledge of her character, 103:014,33[' ]| which$6#1$ half a year's residence in$4$ her family afforded; and 103:015,01[' ]| perhaps in$4$ spite$8$ of every consideration of politeness or 103:015,02[' ]| maternal affection on$4$ the side$0$ of the former, the two ladies 103:015,03[' ]| might have found it impossible to$9$ have lived together 103:015,04[' ]| so$5#1$ long, had not a particular circumstance occurred to$9$ 103:015,05[' ]| give still$5$ greater eligibility, according to$4$ the opinions of 103:015,06[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, to$4$ her daughters' continuance at Norland. 103:015,07[' ]| This circumstance was a growing attachment between 103:015,08[' ]| her eldest girl and the brother of $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood, 103:015,09[' ]| a gentlemanlike and pleasing young man, who$6#1$ was introduced 103:015,10[' ]| to$4$ their acquaintance soon after$4$ his sister's establishment 103:015,11[' ]| at Norland, and who$6#1$ had since spent the greatest 103:015,12[' ]| part$0$ of his time there. 103:015,13[' ]| Some mothers might have encouraged the intimacy 103:015,14[' ]| from motives of interest$0$, for$3$ $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars was the 103:015,15[' ]| eldest son of a man who$6#1$ had died very rich; and some 103:015,16[' ]| might have repressed it from motives of prudence, for$3$, 103:015,17[' ]| except a trifling sum, the whole$0$ of his fortune depended 103:015,18[' ]| on$4$ the will$0$ of his mother. But $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was alike 103:015,19[' ]| uninfluenced by$4$ either consideration. It was enough for$4$ 103:015,20[' ]| her that$3$ he appeared to$9$ be amiable, that$3$ he loved her 103:015,21[' ]| daughter, and that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor returned the partiality. It 103:015,22[' ]| was contrary to$4$ every doctrine of her's that$3$ difference of 103:015,23[' ]| fortune should keep any couple asunder who$6#1$ were 103:015,24[' ]| attracted by$4$ resemblance of disposition; and that$3$ 103:015,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's merit$0$ should not be acknowledged by$4$ every*one 103:015,26[' ]| who$6#1$ knew her, was to$4$ her comprehension impossible. 103:015,27[' ]| $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars was not recommended to$4$ their good 103:015,28[' ]| opinion by$4$ any peculiar graces of person or address$0$. He 103:015,29[' ]| was not handsome, and his manners required intimacy to$9$ 103:015,30[' ]| make$1$ them pleasing. He was too$5#1$ diffident to$4$ do justice to$9$ 103:015,31[' ]| himself; but when his natural$2$ shyness was overcome, 103:015,32[' ]| his behaviour gave every indication of an open$2$ affectionate 103:015,33[' ]| heart. His understanding was good, and his education 103:015,34[' ]| had given it solid improvement. But he was neither fitted 103:015,35[' ]| by$4$ abilities nor disposition to$9$ answer$1$ the wishes$0$ of his 103:015,36[' ]| mother and sister, who$6#1$ longed to$9$ see him distinguished ~~ 103:015,37[' ]| as ~~ they hardly knew what. They wanted him to$9$ make$1$ 103:015,38[' ]| a fine figure in$4$ the world in$4$ some manner or other. His 103:016,01[' ]| mother wished to$9$ interest$1$ him in$4$ political concerns$0$, to$9$ 103:016,02[' ]| get him into parliament, or to$9$ see him connected with 103:016,03[' ]| some of the great men of the day. $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood 103:016,04[' ]| wished it likewise; but in$4$ the mean*while, till one of 103:016,05[' ]| these superior blessings could be attained, it would have 103:016,06[' ]| quieted her ambition to$9$ see him driving a barouche. But 103:016,07[' ]| $SS#B$Edward had no$2$ turn$0$ for$4$ great men or barouches. All 103:016,08[' ]| his wishes$0$ centered in$4$ domestic$2$ comfort$0$ and the quiet$2$ of 103:016,09[' ]| private$2$ life. Fortunately he had a younger brother who$6#1$ 103:016,10[' ]| was more promising. 103:016,11[' ]| $SS#B$Edward had been staying several weeks in$4$ the house 103:016,12[' ]| before$3$ he engaged much of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's attention; 103:016,13[' ]| for$3$ she was, at that$6#2$ time, in$4$ such affliction as rendered 103:016,14[' ]| her careless of surrounding objects$0$. She saw only that$3$ 103:016,15[' ]| he was quiet$2$ and unobtrusive, and she liked him for$4$ it. 103:016,16[' ]| He did not disturb the wretchedness of her mind$0$ by$4$ 103:016,17[' ]| ill-timed conversation. She was first called to$9$ observe 103:016,18[' ]| and approve him farther, by$4$ a reflection which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor 103:016,19[' ]| chanced one day to$9$ make$1$ on$4$ the difference between him 103:016,20[' ]| and his sister. It was a contrast which$6#1$ recommended 103:016,21[' ]| him most forcibly to$4$ her mother. 103:016,22[D ]| "It is enough," 103:016,22[' ]| said she; 103:016,22[D ]| "to$9$ say that$3$ he is unlike 103:016,23[D ]| $SS#G$Fanny is enough. It implies every*thing amiable. I love$1$ 103:016,24[D ]| him already." 103:016,25[A ]| "I think you will$1$ like$1$ him," 103:016,25[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 103:016,25[A ]| "when you 103:016,26[A ]| know more of him." 103:016,27[D ]| "Like$1$ him!" 103:016,27[' ]| replied her mother with a smile$0$. 103:016,27[D ]| "I 103:016,28[D ]| can feel no$2$ sentiment of approbation inferior to$4$ love$0$." 103:016,29[A ]| "You may$1$ esteem$1$ him." 103:016,30[D ]| "I have never yet known what it was to$9$ separate$1$ 103:016,31[D ]| esteem$0$ and love$0$." 103:016,32[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood now took pains to$9$ get acquainted 103:016,33[' ]| with him. Her manners were attaching and soon 103:016,34[' ]| banished his reserve$0$. She speedily comprehended all 103:016,35[' ]| his merits; the persuasion of his regard$0$ for$4$ $SS#A$Elinor 103:016,36[' ]| perhaps assisted her penetration; but she really felt 103:016,37[' ]| assured of his worth: and even$5$ that$6#2$ quietness of manner 103:016,38[' ]| which$6#1$ militated against all her established ideas of what 103:017,01[' ]| a young man's address$0$ ought to$9$ be, was no$2$ longer 103:017,02[' ]| uninteresting when she knew his heart to$9$ be warm$2$ and 103:017,03[' ]| his temper affectionate. 103:017,04[' ]| No$2$ sooner did she perceive any symptom of love$0$ in$4$ 103:017,05[' ]| his behaviour to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, than she considered their 103:017,06[' ]| serious$2$ attachment as certain, and looked forward$5$ to$4$ 103:017,07[' ]| their marriage as rapidly approaching. 103:017,08[D ]| "In$4$ a few months, my dear$2#1$ $SS#C$Marianne," 103:017,08[' ]| said she, 103:017,09[D ]| "$SS#A$Elinor will$1$ in$4$ all probability be settled for$4$ life. We 103:017,10[D ]| shall miss her; but \she\ will$1$ be happy." 103:017,11[C ]| "Oh! mama, how shall we do without her?" 103:017,12[D ]| "My love$0$, it will$1$ be scarcely a separation. We shall 103:017,13[D ]| live within a few miles of each other, and shall meet$1$ 103:017,14[D ]| every day of our lives$0$. You will$1$ gain$1$ a brother, a real, 103:017,15[D ]| affectionate brother. I have the highest opinion in$4$ the 103:017,16[D ]| world of $SS#B$Edward's heart. But you look$1$ grave$2$, $SS#C$Marianne; 103:017,17[D ]| do you disapprove your sister's choice$0$?" 103:017,18[C ]| "Perhaps," 103:017,18[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 103:017,18[C ]| "I may$1$ consider it with 103:017,19[C ]| some surprise$0$. $SS#B$Edward is very amiable, and I love$1$ him 103:017,20[C ]| tenderly. But yet ~~ he is not the kind$0$ of young man ~~ 103:017,21[C ]| there is a something wanting ~~ his figure is not striking; 103:017,22[C ]| it has none of that$6#2$ grace$0$ which$6#1$ I should expect in$4$ the 103:017,23[C ]| man who$6#1$ could seriously attach my sister. His eyes 103:017,24[C ]| want$1$ all that$6#2$ spirit, that$6#2$ fire$0$, which$6#1$ at once announce 103:017,25[C ]| virtue and intelligence. And besides all this, I am afraid, 103:017,26[C ]| mama, he has no$2$ real taste. Music seems scarcely to$9$ 103:017,27[C ]| attract him, and though he admires $SS#A$Elinor's drawings 103:017,28[C ]| very much, it is not the admiration of a person who$6#1$ can 103:017,29[C ]| understand their worth. It is evident, in$4$ spite$8$ of his 103:017,30[C ]| frequent attention to$4$ her while$3$ she draws, that$3$ in$4$ fact 103:017,31[C ]| he knows nothing of the matter. He admires as a lover, 103:017,32[C ]| not as a connoisseur. To$9$ satisfy me, those characters 103:017,33[C ]| must be united. I could not be happy with a man whose$6#1$ 103:017,34[C ]| taste did not in$4$ every point$0$ coincide with my own$2$. He 103:017,35[C ]| must enter into all my feelings; the same books, the 103:017,36[C ]| same music must charm$1$ us both. Oh! mama, how 103:017,37[C ]| spiritless, how tame was $SS#B$Edward's manner in$4$ reading 103:017,38[C ]| to$4$ us last$2$ night! I felt for$4$ my sister most severely. 103:018,01[C ]| Yet she bore$1#1$ it with so$5#1$ much composure, she seemed 103:018,02[C ]| scarcely to$9$ notice$1$ it. I could hardly keep my seat. 103:018,03[C ]| To$9$ hear those beautiful lines which$6#1$ have frequently 103:018,04[C ]| almost driven me wild, pronounced with such impenetrable 103:018,05[C ]| calmness, such dreadful indifference!" ~~ 103:018,06[D ]| "He would certainly have done more justice to$4$ 103:018,07[D ]| simple$2$ and elegant prose. I thought$1$ so$5#2$ at the time; 103:018,08[D ]| but you \would\ give him $SS#Z1$Cowper." 103:018,09[C ]| "Nay, mama, if he is not to$9$ be animated by$4$ $SS#Z1$Cowper! 103:018,10[C ]| ~~ but we must allow for$4$ difference of taste. $SS#A$Elinor 103:018,11[C ]| has not my feelings, and therefore she may$1$ overlook it, 103:018,12[C ]| and be happy with him. But it would have broke \my\ 103:018,13[C ]| heart had I loved him, to$9$ hear him read with so$5#1$ little 103:018,14[C ]| sensibility. Mama, the more I know of the world, the 103:018,15[C ]| more am I convinced that$3$ I shall never see a man whom$6#1$ 103:018,16[C ]| I can really love$1$. I require so$5#1$ much! He must have 103:018,17[C ]| all $SS#B$Edward's virtues, and his person and manners must 103:018,18[C ]| ornament his goodness with every possible charm$0$." 103:018,19[D ]| "Remember, my love$0$, that$3$ you are not seventeen. 103:018,20[D ]| It is yet too$5#1$ early in$4$ life to$9$ despair$1$ of such an happiness. 103:018,21[D ]| Why should you be less fortunate than your mother? 103:018,22[D ]| In$4$ one circumstance only, my $SS#C$Marianne, may$1$ your 103:018,23[D ]| destiny be different from her's!" 104:019,01[C ]| "What a pity$0$ it is, $SS#A$Elinor", 104:019,01[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 104:019,01[C ]| "that$3$ 104:019,02[C ]| $SS#B$Edward should have no$2$ taste for$4$ drawing." 104:019,03[A ]| "No$2$ taste for$4$ drawing," 104:019,03[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor; 104:019,03[A ]| "why 104:019,04[A ]| should you think so$5#2$? He does not draw himself, indeed, 104:019,05[A ]| but he has great pleasure in$4$ seeing the performance of 104:019,06[A ]| other people, and I assure you he is by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ deficient 104:019,07[A ]| in$4$ natural$2$ taste, though he has not had opportunities 104:019,08[A ]| of improving it. Had he ever been in$4$ the way of learning, 104:019,09[A ]| I think he would have drawn very well$5$. He distrusts 104:019,10[A ]| his own$2$ judgment in$4$ such matters so$5#1$ much, that$3$ he 104:019,11[A ]| is always unwilling to$9$ give his opinion on$4$ any picture$0$; 104:019,12[A ]| but he has an innate propriety and simplicity of taste, 104:019,13[A ]| which$6#1$ in$4$ general$0$ direct$1$ him perfectly right$2#1$." 104:019,14[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was afraid of offending, and said no$2$ more 104:019,15[' ]| on$4$ the subject$0$; but the kind$0$ of approbation which$6#1$ 104:019,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor described as excited in$4$ him by$4$ the drawings of 104:019,17[' ]| other people, was very far from that$6#2$ rapturous delight$0$, 104:019,18[' ]| which$6#1$, in$4$ her opinion, could alone be called taste. Yet, 104:019,19[' ]| though smiling within herself at the mistake$0$, she 104:019,20[' ]| honoured her sister for$4$ that$6#2$ blind$2$ partiality to$4$ $SS#B$Edward 104:019,21[' ]| which$6#1$ produced it. 104:019,22[A ]| "I hope$1$, $SS#C$Marianne," 104:019,22[' ]| continued $SS#A$Elinor, 104:019,22[A ]| "you do not 104:019,23[A ]| consider him as deficient in$4$ general$2$ taste. Indeed, 104:019,24[A ]| I think I may$1$ say that$3$ you cannot, for$3$ your behaviour 104:019,25[A ]| to$4$ him is perfectly cordial$2$, and if \that$6#2$\ were your opinion, 104:019,26[A ]| I am sure you could never be civil to$4$ him." 104:019,27[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne hardly knew what to$9$ say. She would not 104:019,28[' ]| wound$1#2$ the feelings of her sister on$4$ any account$0$, and yet 104:019,29[' ]| to$9$ say what she did not believe was impossible. At 104:019,30[' ]| length she replied: 104:019,31[C ]| "Do not be offended, $SS#A$Elinor, if my praise$0$ of him is 104:019,32[C ]| not in$4$ every*thing equal$2$ to$4$ your sense of his merits. I 104:019,33[C ]| have not had so$5#1$ many opportunities of estimating the 104:020,01[C ]| minuter propensities of his mind$0$, his inclinations and 104:020,02[C ]| tastes as you have; but I have the highest opinion in$4$ 104:020,03[C ]| the world of his goodness and sense. I think him every*thing 104:020,04[C ]| that$6#1$ is worthy and amiable." 104:020,05[A ]| "I am sure," 104:020,05[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor with a smile$0$, 104:020,05[A ]| "that$3$ his 104:020,06[A ]| dearest friends could not be dissatisfied with such 104:020,07[A ]| commendation as that$6#2$. I do not perceive how you 104:020,08[A ]| could express$1$ yourself more warmly." 104:020,09[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was rejoiced to$9$ find her sister so$5#1$ easily 104:020,10[' ]| pleased. 104:020,11[A ]| "Of his sense and his goodness," 104:020,11[' ]| continued $SS#A$Elinor, 104:020,12[A ]| "no*one can, I think, be in$4$ doubt$0$, who$6#1$ has seen him 104:020,13[A ]| often enough to$9$ engage him in$4$ unreserved conversation. 104:020,14[A ]| The excellence of his understanding and his principles 104:020,15[A ]| can be concealed only by$4$ that$6#2$ shyness which$6#1$ too$5#1$ often 104:020,16[A ]| keeps him silent. You know enough of him to$9$ do justice 104:020,17[A ]| to$4$ his solid worth. But of his minuter propensities as 104:020,18[A ]| you call$1$ them, you have from peculiar circumstances 104:020,19[A ]| been kept more ignorant than myself. He and I have 104:020,20[A ]| been at times thrown a good deal$0$ together, while$3$ you 104:020,21[A ]| have been wholly engrossed on$4$ the most affectionate 104:020,22[A ]| principle by$4$ my mother. I have seen a great deal$0$ of 104:020,23[A ]| him, have studied his sentiments and heard his opinion 104:020,24[A ]| on$4$ subjects of literature and taste; and, upon$4$ the whole$0$, 104:020,25[A ]| I venture to$9$ pronounce that$3$ his mind$0$ is well-informed, 104:020,26[A ]| his enjoyment of books exceedingly great, his imagination 104:020,27[A ]| lively, his observation just$2$ and correct$2$, and his taste 104:020,28[A ]| delicate and pure. His abilities in$4$ every respect$0$ improve 104:020,29[A ]| as much upon$4$ acquaintance as his manners and person. 104:020,30[A ]| At first sight, his address$0$ is certainly not striking; and 104:020,31[A ]| his person can hardly be called handsome, till the expression 104:020,32[A ]| of his eyes, which$6#1$ are uncommonly good, and the 104:020,33[A ]| general$2$ sweetness of his countenance, is perceived. At 104:020,34[A ]| present$0#1$, I know him so$5#1$ well$5$, that$3$ I think him really 104:020,35[A ]| handsome; or, at least, almost so$5#2$. What say you, 104:020,36[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne?" 104:020,37[C ]| "I shall very soon think him handsome, $SS#A$Elinor, if 104:020,38[C ]| I do not now. When you tell me to$9$ love$1$ him as a brother, 104:021,01[C ]| I shall no$2$ more see imperfection in$4$ his face$0$, than I now 104:021,02[C ]| do in$4$ his heart." 104:021,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor started at this declaration, and was sorry for$4$ 104:021,04[' ]| the warmth she had been betrayed into, in$4$ speaking 104:021,05[' ]| of him. She felt that$3$ $SS#B$Edward stood very high in$4$ her 104:021,06[' ]| opinion. She believed the regard$0$ to$9$ be mutual; but 104:021,07[' ]| she required greater certainty of it to$9$ make$1$ $SS#C$Marianne's 104:021,08[' ]| conviction of their attachment agreeable to$4$ her. She 104:021,09[' ]| knew that$3$ what $SS#C$Marianne and her mother conjectured 104:021,10[' ]| one moment, they believed the next ~~ that$3$ with them, 104:021,11[' ]| to$9$ wish$1$ was to$9$ hope$1$, and to$9$ hope$1$ was to$9$ expect. She 104:021,12[' ]| tried to$9$ explain the real state$0$ of the case to$4$ her sister. 104:021,13[A ]| "I do not attempt$1$ to$9$ deny," 104:021,13[' ]| said she, 104:021,13[A ]| "that$3$ I think 104:021,14[A ]| very highly of him ~~ that$3$ I greatly esteem$1$, that$3$ I like$1$ 104:021,15[A ]| him." 104:021,16[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne here burst$1$ forth with indignation ~~ 104:021,17[C ]| "Esteem$1$ him! Like$1$ him! Cold-hearted $SS#A$Elinor! Oh! 104:021,18[C ]| worse than cold-hearted! Ashamed of being$1$ otherwise. Use$1$ 104:021,19[C ]| those words again and I will$1$ leave$1$ the room this moment." 104:021,20[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not help$1$ laughing. 104:021,20[A ]| "Excuse$1$ me," 104:021,20[' ]| said 104:021,21[' ]| she, 104:021,21[A ]| "and be assured that$3$ I meant no$2$ offence to$4$ you, 104:021,22[A ]| by$4$ speaking, in$4$ so$5#1$ quiet$2$ a way, of my own$2$ feelings. 104:021,23[A ]| Believe them to$9$ be stronger than I have declared; 104:021,24[A ]| believe them, in$4$ short, to$9$ be such as his merit$0$, and the 104:021,25[A ]| suspicion ~~ the hope$0$ of his affection for$4$ me may$1$ warrant, 104:021,26[A ]| without imprudence or folly. But farther than this 104:021,27[A ]| you must \not\ believe. I am by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ assured of 104:021,28[A ]| his regard$0$ for$4$ me. There are moments when the extent 104:021,29[A ]| of it seems doubtful; and till his sentiments are fully 104:021,30[A ]| known, you cannot wonder$1$ at my wishing to$9$ avoid any 104:021,31[A ]| encouragement of my own$2$ partiality, by$4$ believing or 104:021,32[A ]| calling it more than it is. In$4$ my heart I feel little ~~ 104:021,33[A ]| scarcely any doubt$0$ of his preference. But there are 104:021,34[A ]| other points to$9$ be considered besides his inclination. 104:021,35[A ]| He is very far from being$1$ independent. What his mother 104:021,36[A ]| really is we cannot know; but, from $SS#G$Fanny's occasional 104:021,37[A ]| mention$0$ of her conduct$0$ and opinions, we have never 104:021,38[A ]| been disposed to$9$ think her amiable; and I am very much 104:022,01[A ]| mistaken if $SS#B$Edward is not himself aware that$3$ there 104:022,02[A ]| would be many difficulties in$4$ his way, if he were to$9$ wish$1$ 104:022,03[A ]| to$9$ marry a woman who$6#1$ had not either a great fortune 104:022,04[A ]| or high rank$0$." 104:022,05[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was astonished to$9$ find how much the 104:022,06[' ]| imagination of her mother and herself had outstripped 104:022,07[' ]| the truth. 104:022,08[C ]| "And you really are not engaged to$4$ him!" 104:022,08[' ]| said she. 104:022,09[C ]| "Yet it certainly soon will$1$ happen. But two advantages 104:022,10[C ]| will$1$ proceed from this delay$0$. \I\ shall not lose you so$5#1$ 104:022,11[C ]| soon, and $SS#B$Edward will$1$ have greater opportunity of 104:022,12[C ]| improving that$6#2$ natural$2$ taste for$4$ your favourite$2$ pursuit 104:022,13[C ]| which$6#1$ must be so$5#1$ indispensably necessary to$4$ your 104:022,14[C ]| future felicity. Oh! if he should be so$5#1$ far stimulated 104:022,15[C ]| by$4$ your genius as to$9$ learn to$9$ draw himself, how delightful 104:022,16[C ]| it would be!" 104:022,17[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had given her real opinion to$4$ her sister. She 104:022,18[' ]| could not consider her partiality for$4$ $SS#B$Edward in$4$ so$5#1$ 104:022,19[' ]| prosperous a state$0$ as $SS#C$Marianne had believed it. 104:022,19@a | There 104:022,20@a | was, at times, a want$0$ of spirits about$4$ him which$6#1$, if it 104:022,21@a | did not denote indifference, spoke a something almost 104:022,22@a | as unpromising. A doubt$0$ of her regard$0$, supposing him 104:022,23@a | to$9$ feel it, need$1$ not give him more than inquietude. It 104:022,24@a | would not be likely to$9$ produce that$6#2$ dejection of mind$0$ 104:022,25@a | which$6#1$ frequently attended him. A more reasonable 104:022,26@a | cause might be found in$4$ the dependent situation which$6#1$ 104:022,27@a | forbad the indulgence of his affection. 104:022,27[' ]| She knew that$3$ 104:022,28[' ]| his mother neither behaved to$4$ him so$3$ as to$9$ make$1$ his 104:022,29[' ]| home comfortable at present$0#1$, nor to$9$ give him any assurance 104:022,30[' ]| that$3$ he might form$1$ a home for$4$ himself, without 104:022,31[' ]| strictly attending to$4$ her views for$4$ his aggrandizement. 104:022,32[' ]| With such a knowledge as this, it was impossible for$4$ 104:022,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor to$9$ feel easy on$4$ the subject$0$. She was far from 104:022,34[' ]| depending on$4$ that$6#2$ result$0$ of his preference of her, which$6#1$ 104:022,35[' ]| her mother and sister still$5$ considered as certain. Nay, 104:022,36[' ]| the longer they were together the more doubtful seemed 104:022,37[' ]| the nature of his regard$0$; and sometimes, for$4$ a few painful 104:022,38[' ]| minutes, she believed it to$9$ be no$2$ more than friendship. 104:023,01[' ]| But, whatever might really be its limits, it was enough, 104:023,02[' ]| when perceived by$4$ his sister, to$9$ make$1$ her uneasy; and 104:023,03[' ]| at the same time, (which$6#1$ was still$5$ more common$2$,) to$9$ 104:023,04[' ]| make$1$ her uncivil. She took the first opportunity of 104:023,05[' ]| affronting her mother-in-law on$4$ the occasion$0$, talking to$4$ 104:023,06[' ]| her so$5#1$ expressively of her brother's great expectations, 104:023,07[' ]| of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's resolution that$3$ both her sons should 104:023,08[' ]| marry well$5$, and of the danger attending any young 104:023,09[' ]| woman who$6#1$ attempted to$9$ \draw\ \him\ \in$5$\; that$3$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 104:023,10[' ]| could neither pretend to$9$ be unconscious, 104:023,11[' ]| nor endeavour$1$ to$9$ be calm$2$. She gave her an answer$0$ 104:023,12[' ]| which$6#1$ marked her contempt, and instantly left the room, 104:023,13[' ]| resolving that$3$, whatever might be the inconvenience or 104:023,14[' ]| expense of so$5#1$ sudden$2$ a removal, her beloved $SS#A$Elinor 104:023,15[' ]| should not be exposed another week to$4$ such insinuations. 104:023,16[' ]| In$4$ this state$0$ of her spirits, a letter was delivered to$4$ 104:023,17[' ]| her from the post, which$6#1$ contained a proposal particularly 104:023,18[' ]| well$5$ timed. It was the offer$0$ of a small house, 104:023,19[' ]| on$4$ very easy terms, belonging to$4$ a relation of her own$2$, 104:023,20[' ]| a gentleman of consequence and property in$4$ Devonshire. 104:023,21[' ]| The letter was from this gentleman himself, and written 104:023,22[' ]| in$4$ the true spirit of friendly accommodation. 104:023,22@l | He 104:023,23@l | understood that$3$ she was in$4$ need$0$ of a dwelling, and though 104:023,24@l | the house he now offered her was merely a cottage, he 104:023,25@l | assured her that$3$ every*thing should be done to$4$ it which$6#1$ 104:023,26@l | she might think necessary, if the situation pleased her. 104:023,27[' ]| He earnestly pressed her, after$4$ giving the particulars of 104:023,28[' ]| the house and garden, to$9$ come with her daughters to$4$ 104:023,29[' ]| Barton*Park, the place$0$ of his own$2$ residence, from whence 104:023,30[' ]| she might judge$1$, herself, whether Barton*Cottage, for$3$ 104:023,31[' ]| the houses were in$4$ the same parish, could, by$4$ any alteration, 104:023,32[' ]| be made comfortable to$4$ her. He seemed really 104:023,33[' ]| anxious to$9$ accommodate them, and the whole$0$ of his 104:023,34[' ]| letter was written in$4$ so$5#1$ friendly a style as could not fail 104:023,35[' ]| of giving pleasure to$4$ his cousin; more especially at 104:023,36[' ]| a moment when she was suffering under the cold$2$ and 104:023,37[' ]| unfeeling behaviour of her nearer connections. She 104:023,38[' ]| needed no$2$ time for$4$ deliberation or inquiry. Her resolution 104:024,01[' ]| was formed as she read. The situation of Barton, 104:024,02[' ]| in$4$ a county so$5#1$ far distant from Sussex as Devonshire, 104:024,03[' ]| which$6#1$, but a few hours before$5$, would have been a sufficient 104:024,04[' ]| objection to$9$ outweigh every possible advantage 104:024,05[' ]| belonging to$4$ the place$0$, was now its first recommendation. 104:024,06@d | To$9$ quit the neighbourhood of Norland was no$2$ longer an 104:024,07@d | evil; it was an object$0$ of desire$0$; it was a blessing, in$4$ 104:024,08@d | comparison of the misery of continuing her daughter-in-law's 104:024,09@d | guest: and to$9$ remove$1$ for*ever from that$6#2$ 104:024,10@d | beloved place$0$ would be less painful than to$9$ inhabit 104:024,11@d | or visit$1$ it while$3$ such a woman was its mistress. 104:024,11[' ]| She 104:024,12[' ]| instantly wrote $SS#L$Sir*John*Middleton her acknowledgment 104:024,13[' ]| of his kindness, and her acceptance of his proposal; 104:024,14[' ]| and then hastened to$9$ shew$1$ both letters to$4$ her daughters, 104:024,15[' ]| that$3$ she might be secure$2$ of their approbation before$3$ her 104:024,16[' ]| answer$0$ were sent. 104:024,17[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had always thought$1$ it would be more prudent 104:024,18[' ]| for$4$ them to$9$ settle at some distance$0$ from Norland than 104:024,19[' ]| immediately amongst their present$2$ acquaintance. On$4$ 104:024,20[' ]| \that$6#2$\ head$0$, therefore, it was not for$4$ her to$9$ oppose her 104:024,21[' ]| mother's intention of removing into Devonshire. The 104:024,22[' ]| house, too$5#2$, as described by$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John, was on$4$ so$5#1$ simple$2$ 104:024,23[' ]| a scale, and the rent so$5#1$ uncommonly moderate, as to$9$ 104:024,24[' ]| leave$1$ her no$2$ right$0$ of objection on$4$ either point$0$; and, 104:024,25[' ]| therefore, though it was not a plan which$6#1$ brought any 104:024,26[' ]| charm$0$ to$4$ her fancy$0$, though it was a removal from the 104:024,27[' ]| vicinity of Norland beyond$4$ her wishes$0$, she made no$2$ 104:024,28[' ]| attempt$0$ to$9$ dissuade her mother from sending her letter 104:024,29[' ]| of acquiescence. 105:025,01[' ]| No$2$ sooner was her answer$0$ dispatched, than $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 105:025,02[' ]| indulged herself in$4$ the pleasure of announcing to$4$ 105:025,03[' ]| her son-in-law and his wife that$3$ 105:025,03@d | she was provided with 105:025,04@d | an house, and should incommode them no$2$ longer than 105:025,05@d | till every*thing were ready for$4$ her inhabiting it. 105:025,05[' ]| They 105:025,06[' ]| heard her with surprise$0$. $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood said 105:025,07[' ]| nothing; but her husband civilly 105:025,07@g | hoped that$3$ she would 105:025,08@g | not be settled far from Norland. 105:025,08[' ]| She had great satisfaction 105:025,09[' ]| in$4$ replying that$3$ she was going into Devonshire. ~~ 105:025,10[' ]| $SS#B$Edward turned hastily towards her, on$4$ hearing this, 105:025,11[' ]| and, in$4$ a voice of surprise$0$ and concern$0$, which$6#1$ required 105:025,12[' ]| no$2$ explanation to$4$ her, repeated, 105:025,12[B ]| "Devonshire! Are 105:025,13[B ]| you, indeed, going there? So$5#1$ far from hence! And to$4$ 105:025,14[B ]| what part$0$ of it?" 105:025,14[' ]| She explained the situation. It was 105:025,15[' ]| within four miles northward of Exeter. 105:025,16[D ]| "It is but a cottage," 105:025,16[' ]| she continued, 105:025,16[D ]| "but I hope$1$ 105:025,17[D ]| to$9$ see many of my friends in$4$ it. A room or two can 105:025,18[D ]| easily be added; and if my friends find no$2$ difficulty 105:025,19[D ]| in$4$ travelling so$5#1$ far to$9$ see me, I am sure I will$1$ find none 105:025,20[D ]| in$4$ accommodating them." 105:025,21[' ]| She concluded with a very kind$2$ invitation to$4$ $SS#F$Mr% and 105:025,22[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood to$9$ visit$1$ her at Barton; and to$4$ 105:025,23[' ]| $SS#B$Edward she gave one with still$5$ greater affection. Though 105:025,24[' ]| her late conversation with her daughter-in-law had 105:025,25[' ]| made her resolve$1$ on$4$ remaining at Norland no$2$ longer than 105:025,26[' ]| was unavoidable, it had not produced the smallest effect$0$ 105:025,27[' ]| on$4$ her in$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$ to$4$ which$6#1$ it principally tended. 105:025,28[' ]| To$9$ separate$1$ $SS#B$Edward and $SS#A$Elinor was as far from being$1$ 105:025,29[' ]| her object$0$ as ever; and she wished to$9$ shew$1$ $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood 105:025,30[' ]| by$4$ this pointed invitation to$4$ her brother, how 105:025,31[' ]| totally she disregarded her disapprobation of the match$0$. 105:025,32[' ]| $SS#F$Mr%*John*Dashwood told his mother again and again 105:025,33@g | how exceedingly sorry he was that$3$ she had taken an 105:025,34@g | house at such a distance$0$ from Norland as to$9$ prevent 105:026,01@g | his being$1$ of any service to$4$ her in$4$ removing her furniture. 105:026,02[' ]| He really felt conscientiously vexed on$4$ the occasion$0$; 105:026,03[' ]| for$3$ the very exertion to$4$ which$6#1$ he had limited the 105:026,04[' ]| performance of his promise$0$ to$4$ his father was by$4$ this 105:026,05[' ]| arrangement rendered impracticable. ~~ The furniture 105:026,06[' ]| was all sent round$5$ by$4$ water. It chiefly consisted of 105:026,07[' ]| household linen, plate, china, and books, with an 105:026,08[' ]| handsome pianoforte of $SS#C$Marianne's. $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood 105:026,09[' ]| saw the packages depart with a sigh$0$: she could 105:026,10[' ]| not help$1$ feeling it hard that$3$ as $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's income 105:026,11[' ]| would be so$5#1$ trifling in$4$ comparison with their own$2$, she 105:026,12[' ]| should have any handsome article of furniture. 105:026,13[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood took the house for$4$ a twelvemonth; 105:026,14[' ]| it was ready furnished, and she might have immediate 105:026,15[' ]| possession. No$2$ difficulty arose on$4$ either side$0$ in$4$ the 105:026,16[' ]| agreement; and she waited only for$4$ the disposal of 105:026,17[' ]| her effects at Norland, and to$9$ determine her future 105:026,18[' ]| household, before$3$ she set$1$ off for$4$ the west; and this, 105:026,19[' ]| as she was exceedingly rapid in$4$ the performance of 105:026,20[' ]| every*thing that$6#1$ interested her, was soon done. ~~ The 105:026,21[' ]| horses which$6#1$ were left her by$4$ her husband, had been 105:026,22[' ]| sold soon after$4$ his death, and an opportunity now offering 105:026,23[' ]| of disposing of her carriage, she agreed to$9$ sell that$6#2$ likewise 105:026,24[' ]| at the earnest advice of her eldest daughter. For$4$ 105:026,25[' ]| the comfort$0$ of her children, had she consulted only her 105:026,26[' ]| own$2$ wishes$0$, she would have kept it; but the discretion 105:026,27[' ]| of $SS#A$Elinor prevailed. \Her\ wisdom too$5#2$ limited the number 105:026,28[' ]| of their servants to$4$ three; two maids and a man, with 105:026,29[' ]| whom$6#1$ they were speedily provided from amongst those 105:026,30[' ]| who$6#1$ had formed their establishment at Norland. 105:026,31[' ]| The man and one of the maids were sent off immediately 105:026,32[' ]| into Devonshire, to$9$ prepare the house for$4$ their 105:026,33[' ]| mistress's arrival; for$3$ as $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was entirely 105:026,34[' ]| unknown to$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, she preferred going directly 105:026,35[' ]| to$4$ the cottage to$4$ being$1$ a visitor at Barton*Park; and 105:026,36[' ]| she relied so$5#1$ undoubtingly on$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John's description 105:026,37[' ]| of the house, as to$9$ feel no$2$ curiosity to$9$ examine it herself 105:026,38[' ]| till she entered it as her own$2$. Her eagerness to$9$ be gone 105:027,01[' ]| from Norland was preserved from diminution by$4$ the 105:027,02[' ]| evident satisfaction of her daughter-in-law in$4$ the prospect 105:027,03[' ]| of her removal; a satisfaction which$6#1$ was but feebly 105:027,04[' ]| attempted to$9$ be concealed under a cold$2$ invitation to$4$ 105:027,05[' ]| her to$9$ defer her departure. Now was the time when her 105:027,06[' ]| son-in-law's promise$0$ to$4$ his father might with particular 105:027,07[' ]| propriety be fulfilled. Since he had neglected to$9$ do it 105:027,08[' ]| on$4$ first coming to$4$ the estate, their quitting his house 105:027,09[' ]| might be looked on$5$ as the most suitable period for$4$ its 105:027,10[' ]| accomplishment. But $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood began shortly 105:027,11[' ]| to$9$ give over every hope$0$ of the kind$0$, and to$9$ be convinced, 105:027,12[' ]| from the general$2$ drift of his discourse, that$3$ his assistance 105:027,13[' ]| extended no$2$ farther than their maintenance for$4$ six 105:027,14[' ]| months at Norland. He so$5#1$ frequently talked of the 105:027,15[' ]| increasing expenses of housekeeping, and of the perpetual 105:027,16[' ]| demands$0$ upon$4$ his purse, which$6#1$ a man of any consequence 105:027,17[' ]| in$4$ the world was beyond$4$ calculation exposed to$4$, that$3$ he 105:027,18[' ]| seemed rather to$9$ stand$1$ in$4$ need$0$ of more money himself 105:027,19[' ]| than to$9$ have any design$0$ of giving money away. 105:027,20[' ]| In$4$ a very few weeks from the day which$6#1$ brought 105:027,21[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John*Middleton's first letter to$4$ Norland, every*thing 105:027,22[' ]| was so$5#1$ far settled in$4$ their future abode as to$9$ enable 105:027,23[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood and her daughters to$9$ begin their journey. 105:027,24[' ]| Many were the tears shed by$4$ them in$4$ their last$2$ adieus 105:027,25[' ]| to$4$ a place$0$ so$5#1$ much beloved. 105:027,25[C ]| "Dear$2#1$, dear$2#1$ Norland!" 105:027,26[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, as she wandered alone before$4$ the house, 105:027,27[' ]| on$4$ the last$2$ evening of their being$1$ there; 105:027,27[C ]| "when shall 105:027,28[C ]| I cease to$9$ regret$1$ you! ~~ when learn to$9$ feel a home 105:027,29[C ]| elsewhere! ~~ Oh! happy house, could you know what 105:027,30[C ]| I suffer in$4$ now viewing you from this spot, from whence 105:027,31[C ]| perhaps I may$1$ view$1$ you no$2$ more! ~~ And you, ye well-known 105:027,32[C ]| trees! ~~ but you will$1$ continue the same. ~~ No$2$ 105:027,33[C ]| leaf will$1$ decay because we are removed, nor any branch 105:027,34[C ]| become motionless although we can observe you no$2$ 105:027,35[C ]| longer! ~~ No$7$; you will$1$ continue the same; unconscious 105:027,36[C ]| of the pleasure or the regret$0$ you occasion$1$, and insensible 105:027,37[C ]| of any change$0$ in$4$ those who$6#1$ walk$1$ under your shade! ~~ 105:027,38[C ]| But who$6#2$ will$1$ remain to$9$ enjoy you?" 106:028,01[' ]| The first part$0$ of their journey was performed in$4$ too$5#1$ 106:028,02[' ]| melancholy$2$ a disposition to$9$ be otherwise than tedious 106:028,03[' ]| and unpleasant. But as they drew towards the end$0$ of 106:028,04[' ]| it, their interest$0$ in$4$ the appearance of a country which$6#1$ 106:028,05[' ]| they were to$9$ inhabit overcame their dejection, and 106:028,06[' ]| a view$0$ of Barton*Valley as they entered it gave them 106:028,07[' ]| cheerfulness. It was a pleasant fertile spot, well$5$ wooded, 106:028,08[' ]| and rich in$4$ pasture. After$4$ winding along$4$ it for$4$ more 106:028,09[' ]| than a mile, they reached their own$2$ house. A small 106:028,10[' ]| green court$0$ was the whole$0$ of its demesne in$4$ front$0$; and 106:028,11[' ]| a neat wicket gate admitted them into it. 106:028,12[' ]| As a house, Barton*Cottage, though small, was comfortable 106:028,13[' ]| and compact; but as a cottage it was defective, 106:028,14[' ]| for$3$ the building was regular, the roof was tiled, the 106:028,15[' ]| window shutters were not painted green, nor were the 106:028,16[' ]| walls covered with honeysuckles. A narrow passage 106:028,17[' ]| led directly through$4$ the house into the garden behind. 106:028,18[' ]| On$4$ each side$0$ of the entrance was a sitting*room, about$4$ 106:028,19[' ]| sixteen feet square; and beyond$4$ them were the offices 106:028,20[' ]| and the stairs. Four bed-rooms and two garrets formed 106:028,21[' ]| the rest$0#1$ of the house. It had not been built many 106:028,22[' ]| years and was in$4$ good repair. In$4$ comparison of Norland, 106:028,23[' ]| it was poor and small indeed! ~~ but the tears which$6#1$ 106:028,24[' ]| recollection called forth as they entered the house were 106:028,25[' ]| soon dried away. They were cheered by$4$ the joy of the 106:028,26[' ]| servants on$4$ their arrival, and each for$4$ the sake of the 106:028,27[' ]| others resolved to$9$ appear happy. It was very early 106:028,28[' ]| in$4$ September; the season was fine, and from first 106:028,29[' ]| seeing the place$0$ under the advantage of good weather, 106:028,30[' ]| they received an impression in$4$ its favour$0$ which$6#1$ was of 106:028,31[' ]| material$2$ service in$4$ recommending it to$4$ their lasting 106:028,32[' ]| approbation. 106:028,33[' ]| The situation of the house was good. High hills rose$1$ 106:029,01[' ]| immediately behind, and at no$2$ great distance$0$ on$4$ each 106:029,02[' ]| side$0$; some of which$6#1$ were open$2$ downs, the others 106:029,03[' ]| cultivated and woody. The village of Barton was chiefly 106:029,04[' ]| on$4$ one of these hills, and formed a pleasant view$0$ from 106:029,05[' ]| the cottage windows. The prospect in$4$ front$0$ was more 106:029,06[' ]| extensive; it commanded the whole$0$ of the valley, and 106:029,07[' ]| reached into the country beyond$5$. The hills which$6#1$ 106:029,08[' ]| surrounded the cottage terminated the valley in$4$ that$6#2$ 106:029,09[' ]| direction; under another name$0$, and in$4$ another course$0$, 106:029,10[' ]| it branched out$5$ again between two of the steepest of 106:029,11[' ]| them. 106:029,12[' ]| With the size and furniture of the house $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 106:029,13[' ]| was upon$4$ the whole$0$ well$5$ satisfied; for$3$ though her 106:029,14[' ]| former style of life rendered many additions to$4$ the latter 106:029,15[' ]| indispensable, yet to$9$ add and improve was a delight$0$ to$4$ 106:029,16[' ]| her; and she had at this time ready money enough to$9$ 106:029,17[' ]| supply$1$ all that$6#1$ was wanted of greater elegance to$4$ the 106:029,18[' ]| apartments. 106:029,18[D ]| "As for$4$ the house itself, to$9$ be sure," 106:029,19[' ]| said she, 106:029,19[D ]| "it is too$5#1$ small for$4$ our family, but we will$1$ 106:029,20[D ]| make$1$ ourselves tolerably comfortable for$4$ the present$0#1$, 106:029,21[D ]| as it is too$5#1$ late in$4$ the year for$4$ improvements. Perhaps 106:029,22[D ]| in$4$ the spring$0$, if I have plenty of money, as I dare$1#2$ say 106:029,23[D ]| I shall, we may$1$ think about$4$ building. These parlours 106:029,24[D ]| are both too$5#1$ small for$4$ such parties of our friends as I 106:029,25[D ]| hope$1$ to$9$ see often collected here; and I have some 106:029,26[D ]| thoughts of throwing the passage into one of them with 106:029,27[D ]| perhaps a part$0$ of the other, and so$3$ leave$1$ the remainder 106:029,28[D ]| of that$6#2$ other for$4$ an entrance; this, with a new drawing-room 106:029,29[D ]| which$6#1$ may$1$ be easily added, and a bed-chamber 106:029,30[D ]| and garret above$5$, will$1$ make$1$ it a very snug little cottage. 106:029,31[D ]| I could wish$1$ the stairs were handsome. But one must 106:029,32[D ]| not expect every*thing; though I suppose it would be 106:029,33[D ]| no$2$ difficult matter to$9$ widen them. I shall see how 106:029,34[D ]| much I am before-hand with the world in$4$ the spring$0$, 106:029,35[D ]| and we will$1$ plan our improvements accordingly." 106:029,36[' ]| In$4$ the mean*time, till all these alterations could be 106:029,37[' ]| made from the savings of an income of five hundred 106:029,38[' ]| a-year by$4$ a woman who$6#1$ never saved in$4$ her life, they 106:030,01[' ]| were wise enough to$9$ be contented with the house as it 106:030,02[' ]| was; and each of them was busy in$4$ arranging their 106:030,03[' ]| particular concerns$0$, and endeavouring, by$4$ placing 106:030,04[' ]| around$4$ them their books and other possessions, to$9$ form$1$ 106:030,05[' ]| themselves a home. $SS#C$Marianne's pianoforte was unpacked 106:030,06[' ]| and properly disposed of; and $SS#A$Elinor's drawings were 106:030,07[' ]| affixed to$4$ the walls of their sitting*room. 106:030,08[' ]| In$4$ such employments as these they were interrupted 106:030,09[' ]| soon after$4$ breakfast$0$ the next day by$4$ the entrance of 106:030,10[' ]| their landlord, who$6#1$ called to$9$ welcome$1$ them to$4$ Barton, 106:030,11[' ]| and to$9$ offer$1$ them every accommodation from his own$2$ 106:030,12[' ]| house and garden in$4$ which$6#1$ their's might at present$0#1$ be 106:030,13[' ]| deficient. $SS#L$Sir*John*Middleton was a good*looking man 106:030,14[' ]| about$4$ forty. He had formerly visited at Stanhill, but 106:030,15[' ]| it was too$5#1$ long ago for$4$ his young cousins to$9$ remember 106:030,16[' ]| him. His countenance was thoroughly good-humoured; 106:030,17[' ]| and his manners were as friendly as the style of his 106:030,18[' ]| letter. Their arrival seemed to$9$ afford him real satisfaction, 106:030,19[' ]| and their comfort$0$ to$9$ be an object$0$ of real solicitude 106:030,20[' ]| to$4$ him. He said much of his earnest desire$0$ of their 106:030,21[' ]| living in$4$ the most sociable terms with his family, and 106:030,22[' ]| pressed them so$5#1$ cordially to$9$ dine at Barton*Park every 106:030,23[' ]| day till they were better settled at home, that$3$, though 106:030,24[' ]| his entreaties were carried to$4$ a point$0$ of perseverance 106:030,25[' ]| beyond$4$ civility, they could not give offence. His kindness 106:030,26[' ]| was not confined to$4$ words; for$3$ within an hour after$3$ 106:030,27[' ]| he left them, a large basket full of garden stuff and fruit 106:030,28[' ]| arrived from the park, which$6#1$ was followed before$4$ the end$0$ 106:030,29[' ]| of the day by$4$ a present$0#2$ of game. He insisted moreover 106:030,30[' ]| on$4$ conveying all their letters to$4$ and from the post for$4$ 106:030,31[' ]| them, and would not be denied the satisfaction of sending 106:030,32[' ]| them his newspaper every day. 106:030,33[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton had sent a very civil message by$4$ him, 106:030,34[' ]| denoting her intention of waiting on$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 106:030,35[' ]| as soon as she could be assured that$3$ her visit$0$ would be 106:030,36[' ]| no$2$ inconvenience; and as this message was answered 106:030,37[' ]| by$4$ an invitation equally polite, her ladyship was introduced 106:030,38[' ]| to$4$ them the next day. 106:031,01[' ]| They were of course$8$ very anxious to$9$ see a person on$4$ 106:031,02[' ]| whom$6#1$ so$5#1$ much of their comfort$0$ at Barton must depend; 106:031,03[' ]| and the elegance of her appearance was favourable to$4$ 106:031,04[' ]| their wishes$0$. $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was not more than six 106:031,05[' ]| or seven*and*twenty; her face$0$ was handsome, her 106:031,06[' ]| figure tall and striking, and her address$0$ graceful. Her 106:031,07[' ]| manners had all the elegance which$6#1$ her husband's 106:031,08[' ]| wanted. But they would have been improved by$4$ some 106:031,09[' ]| share$0$ of his frankness and warmth; and her visit$0$ was 106:031,10[' ]| long enough to$9$ detract something from their first 106:031,11[' ]| admiration, by$4$ shewing that$3$ though perfectly well-bred, 106:031,12[' ]| she was reserved, cold$2$, and had nothing to$9$ say for$4$ herself 106:031,13[' ]| beyond$4$ the most common-place inquiry or remark$0$. 106:031,14[' ]| Conversation however was not wanted, for$3$ $SS#L$Sir*John 106:031,15[' ]| was very chatty, and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton had taken the 106:031,16[' ]| wise precaution of bringing with her their eldest child, 106:031,17[' ]| a fine little boy about$4$ six years old, by$4$ which$6#1$ means$0$ 106:031,18[' ]| there was one subject$0$ always to$9$ be recurred to$4$ by$4$ the 106:031,19[' ]| ladies in$4$ case of extremity, for$3$ they had to$9$ inquire his 106:031,20[' ]| name$0$ and age, admire his beauty, and ask him questions 106:031,21[' ]| which$6#1$ his mother answered for$4$ him, while$3$ he hung 106:031,22[' ]| about$4$ her and held down$5$ his head$0$, to$4$ the great surprise$0$ 106:031,23[' ]| of her ladyship, who$6#1$ 106:031,23@j | wondered at his being$1$ so$5#1$ shy before$4$ 106:031,24@j | company as he could make$1$ noise enough at home. 106:031,24[' ]| On$4$ 106:031,25[' ]| every formal visit$0$ a child ought to$9$ be of the party, by$4$ 106:031,26[' ]| way of provision for$4$ discourse. In$4$ the present$2$ case it 106:031,27[' ]| took up$5$ ten minutes to$9$ determine whether the boy were 106:031,28[' ]| most like$4$ his father or mother, and in$4$ what particular he 106:031,29[' ]| resembled either, for$3$ of course$8$ every*body differed, and 106:031,30[' ]| every*body was astonished at the opinion of the others. 106:031,31[' ]| An opportunity was soon to$9$ be given to$4$ the $SS#D1$Dashwoods 106:031,32[' ]| of debating on$4$ the rest$0#1$ of the children, as $SS#L$Sir*John 106:031,33[' ]| would not leave$1$ the house without securing their promise$0$ 106:031,34[' ]| of dining at the park the next day. 107:032,01[' ]| Barton*Park was about$4$ half a mile from the cottage. 107:032,02[' ]| The ladies had passed near$4$ it in$4$ their way along$4$ the 107:032,03[' ]| valley, but it was screened from their view$0$ at home by$4$ 107:032,04[' ]| the projection of an hill. The house was large and 107:032,05[' ]| handsome; and the $SS#L1$Middletons lived in$4$ a style of equal$2$ 107:032,06[' ]| hospitality and elegance. The former was for$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John's 107:032,07[' ]| gratification, the latter for$4$ that$6#2$ of his lady. They were 107:032,08[' ]| scarcely ever without some friends staying with them 107:032,09[' ]| in$4$ the house, and they kept more company of every 107:032,10[' ]| kind$0$ than any other family in$4$ the neighbourhood. It 107:032,11[' ]| was necessary to$4$ the happiness of both; for$3$ however 107:032,12[' ]| dissimilar in$4$ temper and outward behaviour, they 107:032,13[' ]| strongly resembled each other in$4$ that$6#2$ total want$0$ of 107:032,14[' ]| talent and taste which$6#1$ confined their employments, 107:032,15[' ]| unconnected with such as society produced, within 107:032,16[' ]| a very narrow compass. $SS#L$Sir*John was a sportsman, 107:032,17[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton a mother. He hunted and shot, and 107:032,18[' ]| she humoured her children; and these were their only 107:032,19[' ]| resources. $SS#M$Lady*Middleton had the advantage of being$1$ 107:032,20[' ]| able to$9$ spoil her children all the year round$5$, while$3$ 107:032,21[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John's independent employments were in$4$ existence 107:032,22[' ]| only half the time. Continual engagements at home and 107:032,23[' ]| abroad, however, supplied all the deficiencies of nature 107:032,24[' ]| and education; supported the good spirits of $SS#L$Sir*John, 107:032,25[' ]| and gave exercise$0$ to$4$ the good-breeding of his wife. 107:032,26[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton piqued herself upon$4$ the elegance of 107:032,27[' ]| her table, and of all her domestic$2$ arrangements; and 107:032,28[' ]| from this kind$0$ of vanity was her greatest enjoyment in$4$ 107:032,29[' ]| any of their parties. But $SS#L$Sir*John's satisfaction in$4$ 107:032,30[' ]| society was much more real; he delighted in$4$ collecting 107:032,31[' ]| about$4$ him more young people than his house would 107:032,32[' ]| hold$1$, and the noisier they were the better was he pleased. 107:032,33[' ]| He was a blessing to$4$ all the juvenile part$0$ of the neighbourhood, 107:033,01[' ]| for$3$ in$4$ summer he was for*ever forming parties 107:033,02[' ]| to$9$ eat cold$2$ ham and chicken out$5$ of doors, and in$4$ winter 107:033,03[' ]| his private$2$ balls were numerous enough for$4$ any young 107:033,04[' ]| lady who$6#1$ was not suffering under the insatiable appetite 107:033,05[' ]| of fifteen. 107:033,06[' ]| The arrival of a new family in$4$ the country was always 107:033,07[' ]| a matter of joy to$4$ him, and in$4$ every point$0$ of view$0$ he 107:033,08[' ]| was charmed with the inhabitants he had now procured 107:033,09[' ]| for$4$ his cottage at Barton. The $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods were 107:033,10[' ]| young, pretty$2$, and unaffected. It was enough to$9$ secure$1$ 107:033,11[' ]| his good opinion; for$3$ 107:033,11@l | to$9$ be unaffected was all that$6#1$ a 107:033,12@l | pretty$2$ girl could want$1$ to$9$ make$1$ her mind$0$ as captivating 107:033,13@l | as her person. 107:033,13[' ]| The friendliness of his disposition made 107:033,14[' ]| him happy in$4$ accommodating those, whose$6#1$ situation 107:033,15[' ]| might be considered, in$4$ comparison with the past$0$, as 107:033,16[' ]| unfortunate. In$4$ shewing kindness to$4$ his cousins 107:033,17[' ]| therefore he had the real satisfaction of a good heart; 107:033,18[' ]| and in$4$ settling a family of females only in$4$ his cottage, 107:033,19[' ]| he had all the satisfaction of a sportsman; for$3$ a sportsman, 107:033,20[' ]| though he esteems only those of his sex who$6#1$ are 107:033,21[' ]| sportsmen likewise, is not often desirous of encouraging 107:033,22[' ]| their taste by$4$ admitting them to$4$ a residence within 107:033,23[' ]| his own$2$ manor. 107:033,24[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood and her daughters were met at the 107:033,25[' ]| door of the house by$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John, who$6#1$ welcomed them to$4$ 107:033,26[' ]| Barton*Park with unaffected sincerity; and as he 107:033,27[' ]| attended them to$4$ the drawing*room repeated to$4$ the 107:033,28[' ]| young ladies the concern$0$ which$6#1$ the same subject$0$ had 107:033,29[' ]| drawn from him the day before$5$, at being$1$ unable to$9$ 107:033,30[' ]| get any smart young men to$9$ meet$1$ them. 107:033,30@l | They would 107:033,31@l | see, 107:033,31[' ]| he said, 107:033,31@l | only one gentleman there besides himself; 107:033,32@l | a particular friend who$6#1$ was staying at the park, but who$6#1$ 107:033,33@l | was neither very young nor very gay. He hoped they 107:033,34@l | would all excuse$1$ the smallness of the party, and could 107:033,35@l | assure them it should never happen so$5#2$ again. He had 107:033,36@l | been to$4$ several families that$6#2$ morning in$4$ hopes$0$ of 107:033,37@l | procuring some addition to$4$ their number, but it was 107:033,38@l | moonlight and every*body was full of engagements. 107:034,01@l | Luckily $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's mother had arrived at Barton 107:034,02@l | within the last$2$ hour, and as she was a very cheerful agreeable 107:034,03@l | woman, he hoped the young ladies would not find it 107:034,04@l | so$5#1$ very dull as they might imagine. 107:034,04[' ]| The young ladies, as 107:034,05[' ]| well$5$ as their mother, were perfectly satisfied with having 107:034,06[' ]| two entire strangers of the party, and wished for$4$ no$2$ more. 107:034,07[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's mother, was a good-humoured, 107:034,08[' ]| merry, fat, elderly woman, who$6#1$ talked a great 107:034,09[' ]| deal$0$, seemed very happy, and rather vulgar. She was 107:034,10[' ]| full of jokes and laughter, and before$3$ dinner was over 107:034,11[' ]| had said many witty things on$4$ the subject$0$ of lovers and 107:034,12[' ]| husbands; hoped they had not left their hearts behind 107:034,13[' ]| them in$4$ Sussex, and pretended to$9$ see them blush$1$ 107:034,14[' ]| whether they did or not. $SS#C$Marianne was vexed at it 107:034,15[' ]| for$4$ her sister's sake, and turned her eyes towards $SS#A$Elinor 107:034,16[' ]| to$9$ see how she bore$1#1$ these attacks, with an earnestness 107:034,17[' ]| which$6#1$ gave $SS#A$Elinor far more pain$0$ than could arise from 107:034,18[' ]| such common-place raillery as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's. 107:034,19[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, the friend of $SS#L$Sir*John, seemed no$2$ 107:034,20[' ]| more adapted by$4$ resemblance of manner to$9$ be his 107:034,21[' ]| friend, than $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was to$9$ be his wife, or 107:034,22[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings to$9$ be $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's mother. He was 107:034,23[' ]| silent and grave$2$. His appearance however was not 107:034,24[' ]| unpleasing, in$4$ spite$8$ of his being$1$ in$4$ the opinion of $SS#C$Marianne 107:034,25[' ]| and $SS#E$Margaret an absolute old bachelor, for$3$ he was on$4$ 107:034,26[' ]| the wrong side$0$ of five*and*thirty; but though his face$0$ 107:034,27[' ]| was not handsome his countenance was sensible$2#2$, and 107:034,28[' ]| his address$0$ was particularly gentlemanlike. 107:034,29[' ]| There was nothing in$4$ any of the party which$6#1$ could 107:034,30[' ]| recommend them as companions to$4$ the $SS#D1$Dashwoods; 107:034,31[' ]| but the cold$2$ insipidity of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was so$5#1$ 107:034,32[' ]| particularly repulsive, that$3$ in$4$ comparison of it the 107:034,33[' ]| gravity of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, and even$5$ the boisterous 107:034,34[' ]| mirth of $SS#L$Sir*John and his mother-in-law was interesting. 107:034,35[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton seemed to$9$ be roused to$4$ enjoyment only 107:034,36[' ]| by$4$ the entrance of her four noisy children after$4$ dinner, 107:034,37[' ]| who$6#1$ pulled her about$5$, tore her clothes, and put an end$0$ to$4$ 107:034,38[' ]| every kind$0$ of discourse except what related to$4$ themselves. 107:035,01[' ]| In$4$ the evening, as $SS#C$Marianne was discovered to$9$ be 107:035,02[' ]| musical, she was invited to$9$ play$1$. The instrument was 107:035,03[' ]| unlocked, every*body prepared to$9$ be charmed, and 107:035,04[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ sang very well$5$, at their request$0$ went 107:035,05[' ]| through$4$ the chief of the songs which$6#1$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 107:035,06[' ]| had brought into the family on$4$ her marriage, and which$6#1$ 107:035,07[' ]| perhaps had lain ever since in$4$ the same position on$4$ the 107:035,08[' ]| pianoforte=, for$3$ her ladyship had celebrated that$6#2$ event 107:035,09[' ]| by$4$ giving up$5$ music, although by$4$ her mother's account$0$ 107:035,10[' ]| she had played extremely well$5$, and by$4$ her own$2$ was 107:035,11[' ]| very fond of it. 107:035,12[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's performance was highly applauded. $SS#L$Sir*John 107:035,13[' ]| was loud in$4$ his admiration at the end$0$ of every 107:035,14[' ]| song, and as loud in$4$ his conversation with the others 107:035,15[' ]| while$3$ every song lasted. $SS#M$Lady*Middleton frequently 107:035,16[' ]| called him to$4$ order, wondered how any*one's attention 107:035,17[' ]| could be diverted from music for$4$ a moment, and asked 107:035,18[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ sing a particular song which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne 107:035,19[' ]| had just$5$ finished. $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon alone, of all the 107:035,20[' ]| party, heard her without being$1$ in$4$ raptures. He paid 107:035,21[' ]| her only the compliment$0$ of attention; and she felt 107:035,22[' ]| a respect$0$ for$4$ him on$4$ the occasion$0$, which$6#1$ the others had 107:035,23[' ]| reasonably forfeited by$4$ their shameless want$0$ of taste. 107:035,24[' ]| His pleasure in$4$ music, though it amounted not to$4$ that$6#2$ 107:035,25[' ]| extatic delight$0$ which$6#1$ alone could sympathize with her 107:035,26[' ]| own$2$, was estimable when contrasted against the horrible 107:035,27[' ]| insensibility of the others; and she was reasonable 107:035,28[' ]| enough to$9$ allow that$3$ a man of five*and*thirty might well$5$ 107:035,29[' ]| have outlived all acuteness of feeling and every exquisite 107:035,30[' ]| power of enjoyment. She was perfectly disposed to$9$ 107:035,31[' ]| make$1$ every allowance for$4$ the $SS#H$colonel's advanced state$0$ 107:035,32[' ]| of life which$6#1$ humanity required. 108:036,01[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was a widow, with an ample jointure. 108:036,02[' ]| She had only two daughters, both of whom$6#1$ she had 108:036,03[' ]| lived to$9$ see respectably married, and she had now 108:036,04[' ]| therefore nothing to$9$ do but marry all the rest$0#1$ of the 108:036,05[' ]| world. In$4$ the promotion of this object$0$ she was zealously 108:036,06[' ]| active, as far as her ability reached; and missed no$2$ 108:036,07[' ]| opportunity of projecting weddings among all the young 108:036,08[' ]| people of her acquaintance. She was remarkably quick$2$ 108:036,09[' ]| in$4$ the discovery of attachments, and had enjoyed the 108:036,10[' ]| advantage of raising the blushes and the vanity of many 108:036,11[' ]| a young lady by$4$ insinuations of her power over such 108:036,12[' ]| a young man; and this kind$0$ of discernment enabled 108:036,13[' ]| her soon after$4$ her arrival at Barton decisively to$9$ pronounce 108:036,14[' ]| that$3$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon was very much in$4$ love$0$ 108:036,15[' ]| with $SS#C$Marianne*Dashwood. She rather suspected it to$9$ 108:036,16[' ]| be so$5#2$, on$4$ the very first evening of their being$1$ together, 108:036,17[' ]| from his listening so$5#1$ attentively while$3$ she sang to$4$ them; 108:036,18[' ]| and when the visit$0$ was returned by$4$ the $SS#L1$Middletons' 108:036,19[' ]| dining at the cottage, the fact was ascertained by$4$ his 108:036,20[' ]| listening to$4$ her again. 108:036,20@k | It must be so$5#2$. 108:036,20[' ]| She was perfectly 108:036,21[' ]| convinced of it. 108:036,21@k | It would be an excellent match$0$, for$3$ 108:036,22@k | \he\ was rich and \she\ was handsome. 108:036,22[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings had 108:036,23[' ]| been anxious to$9$ see $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon well$5$ married, ever 108:036,24[' ]| since her connection with $SS#L$Sir*John first brought him 108:036,25[' ]| to$4$ her knowledge; and she was always anxious to$9$ get 108:036,26[' ]| a good husband for$4$ every pretty$2$ girl. 108:036,27[' ]| The immediate advantage to$4$ herself was by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ 108:036,28[' ]| inconsiderable, for$3$ it supplied her with endless jokes 108:036,29[' ]| against them both. At the park she laughed at the 108:036,30[' ]| $SS#H$colonel, and in$4$ the cottage at $SS#C$Marianne. To$4$ the former 108:036,31[' ]| her raillery was probably, as far as it regarded only 108:036,32[' ]| himself, perfectly indifferent; but to$4$ the latter it was 108:036,33[' ]| at first incomprehensible; and when its object$0$ was 108:037,01[' ]| understood, she hardly knew whether most to$9$ laugh$1$ 108:037,02[' ]| at its absurdity, or censure$0$ its impertinence, for$3$ she 108:037,03[' ]| considered it as an unfeeling reflection on$4$ the $SS#H$colonel's 108:037,04[' ]| advanced years, and on$4$ his forlorn condition$0$ as an old 108:037,05[' ]| bachelor. 108:037,06[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, who$6#1$ could not think a man five years 108:037,07[' ]| younger than herself, so$5#1$ exceedingly ancient as he 108:037,08[' ]| appeared to$4$ the youthful fancy$0$ of her daughter, ventured 108:037,09[' ]| to$9$ clear$1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings from the probability of wishing 108:037,10[' ]| to$9$ throw$1$ ridicule$0#1$ on$4$ his age. 108:037,11[C ]| "But at least, mama, you cannot deny the absurdity 108:037,12[C ]| of the accusation, though you may$1$ not think it intentionally 108:037,13[C ]| ill-natured. $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon is certainly 108:037,14[C ]| younger than $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, but he is old enough to$9$ 108:037,15[C ]| be \my\ father; and if he were ever animated enough to$9$ 108:037,16[C ]| be in$4$ love$0$, must have long outlived every sensation$0#1$ of 108:037,17[C ]| the kind$0$. It is too$5#1$ ridiculous! When is a man to$9$ be 108:037,18[C ]| safe from such wit, if age and infirmity will$1$ not protect 108:037,19[C ]| him?" 108:037,20[A ]| "Infirmity!" 108:037,20[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 108:037,20[A ]| "do you call$1$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 108:037,21[A ]| infirm? I can easily suppose that$3$ his age may$1$ 108:037,22[A ]| appear much greater to$4$ you than to$4$ my mother; but 108:037,23[A ]| you can hardly deceive yourself as to$4$ his having the 108:037,24[A ]| use$0$ of his limbs!" 108:037,25[C ]| "Did not you hear him complain of the rheumatism? 108:037,26[C ]| and is not that$6#2$ the commonest infirmity of declining 108:037,27[C ]| life?" 108:037,28[D ]| "My dearest child," 108:037,28[' ]| said her mother laughing, 108:037,28[D ]| "at 108:037,29[D ]| this rate$0$ you must be in$4$ continual terror of \my\ decay; 108:037,30[D ]| and it must seem to$4$ you a miracle that$3$ my life has 108:037,31[D ]| been extended to$4$ the advanced age of forty." 108:037,32[C ]| "Mama, you are not doing me justice. I know very 108:037,33[C ]| well$5$ that$3$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon is not old enough to$9$ make$1$ 108:037,34[C ]| his friends yet apprehensive of losing him in$4$ the course$0$ 108:037,35[C ]| of nature. He may$1$ live twenty years longer. But thirty-five 108:037,36[C ]| has nothing to$9$ do with matrimony." 108:037,37[A ]| "Perhaps," 108:037,37[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 108:037,37[A ]| "thirty-five and seventeen 108:037,38[A ]| had better not have any*thing to$9$ do with matrimony 108:038,01[A ]| together. But if there should by$4$ any chance$0$ happen 108:038,02[A ]| to$9$ be a woman who$6#1$ is single at seven*and*twenty, I 108:038,03[A ]| should not think $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's being$1$ thirty-five 108:038,04[A ]| any objection to$4$ his marrying \her\." 108:038,05[C ]| "A woman of seven*and*twenty," 108:038,05[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 108:038,06[' ]| after$4$ pausing a moment, 108:038,06[C ]| "can never hope$1$ to$9$ feel or 108:038,07[C ]| inspire affection again, and if her home be uncomfortable, 108:038,08[C ]| or her fortune small, I can suppose that$3$ she might bring 108:038,09[C ]| herself to$9$ submit to$4$ the offices of a nurse$0$, for$4$ the sake 108:038,10[C ]| of the provision and security of a wife. In$4$ his marrying 108:038,11[C ]| such a woman therefore there would be nothing unsuitable. 108:038,12[C ]| It would be a compact of convenience, and the 108:038,13[C ]| world would be satisfied. In$4$ my eyes it would be no$2$ 108:038,14[C ]| marriage at all, but that$6#2$ would be nothing. To$4$ me it 108:038,15[C ]| would seem only a commercial exchange$0$, in$4$ which$6#1$ each 108:038,16[C ]| wished to$9$ be benefited at the expense of the other." 108:038,17[A ]| "It would be impossible, I know," 108:038,17[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 108:038,18[A ]| "to$9$ convince you that$3$ a woman of seven*and*twenty 108:038,19[A ]| could feel for$4$ a man of thirty-five any*thing near$5$ enough 108:038,20[A ]| to$4$ love$0$, to$9$ make$1$ him a desirable companion to$4$ her. But 108:038,21[A ]| I must object$1$ to$4$ your dooming $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon and 108:038,22[A ]| his wife to$4$ the constant confinement of a sick*chamber, 108:038,23[A ]| merely because he chanced to$9$ complain yesterday (a 108:038,24[A ]| very cold$2$ damp$2$ day) of a slight$2$ rheumatic feel in$4$ one 108:038,25[A ]| of his shoulders." 108:038,26[C ]| "But he talked of flannel waistcoats," 108:038,26[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne; 108:038,27[C ]| "and with me a flannel waistcoat is invariably connected 108:038,28[C ]| with the aches, cramps, rheumatisms, and every 108:038,29[C ]| species of ailment that$3$ can afflict the old and the feeble." 108:038,30[A ]| "Had he been only in$4$ a violent fever, you would not 108:038,31[A ]| have despised him half so$5#1$ much. Confess, $SS#C$Marianne, 108:038,32[A ]| is not there something interesting to$4$ you in$4$ the flushed 108:038,33[A ]| cheek, hollow eye, and quick$2$ pulse of a fever?" 108:038,34[' ]| Soon after$4$ this, upon$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's leaving the room, 108:038,35[C ]| "Mama," 108:038,35[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 108:038,35[C ]| "I have an alarm$0$ on$4$ the 108:038,36[C ]| subject$0$ of illness, which$6#1$ I cannot conceal from you. 108:038,37[C ]| I am sure $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars is not well$5$. We have now 108:038,38[C ]| been here almost a fortnight, and yet he does not come. 108:039,01[C ]| Nothing but real indisposition could occasion$1$ this 108:039,02[C ]| extraordinary delay$0$. What else can detain him at 108:039,03[C ]| Norland?" 108:039,04[D ]| "Had you any idea of his coming so$5#1$ soon?" 108:039,04[' ]| said 108:039,05[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood. 108:039,05[D ]| "\I\ had none. On$4$ the contrary, if 108:039,06[D ]| I have felt any anxiety at all on$4$ the subject$0$, it has been 108:039,07[D ]| in$4$ recollecting that$3$ he sometimes shewed a want$0$ of 108:039,08[D ]| pleasure and readiness in$4$ accepting my invitation, when 108:039,09[D ]| I talked of his coming to$4$ Barton. Does $SS#A$Elinor expect 108:039,10[D ]| him already?" 108:039,11[C ]| "I have never mentioned it to$4$ her, but of course$8$ 108:039,12[C ]| she must." 108:039,13[D ]| "I rather think you are mistaken, for$3$ when I was 108:039,14[D ]| talking to$4$ her yesterday of getting a new grate for$4$ the 108:039,15[D ]| spare$2$ bedchamber, she observed that$3$ there was no$2$ 108:039,16[D ]| immediate hurry$0$ for$4$ it, as it was not likely that$3$ the 108:039,17[D ]| room would be wanted for$4$ some time." 108:039,18[C ]| "How strange this is! what can be the meaning of 108:039,19[C ]| it! But the whole$0$ of their behaviour to$4$ each other has 108:039,20[C ]| been unaccountable! How cold$2$, how composed were 108:039,21[C ]| their last$2$ adieus! How languid their conversation the 108:039,22[C ]| last$2$ evening of their being$1$ together! In$4$ $SS#B$Edward's 108:039,23[C ]| farewell there was no$2$ distinction between $SS#A$Elinor and 108:039,24[C ]| me: it was the good wishes$0$ of an affectionate brother 108:039,25[C ]| to$4$ both. Twice did I leave$1$ them purposely together 108:039,26[C ]| in$4$ the course$0$ of the morning, and each time did he 108:039,27[C ]| most unaccountably follow me out$5$ of the room. And 108:039,28[C ]| $SS#A$Elinor, in$4$ quitting Norland and $SS#B$Edward, cried not as 108:039,29[C ]| I did. Even$5$ now her self-command is invariable. When 108:039,30[C ]| is she dejected or melancholy$2$? When does she try to$9$ 108:039,31[C ]| avoid society, or appear restless and dissatisfied in$4$ it?" 109:040,01[' ]| The $SS#D1$Dashwoods were now settled at Barton with 109:040,02[' ]| tolerable comfort$0$ to$4$ themselves. The house and the 109:040,03[' ]| garden, with all the objects$0$ surrounding them, were now 109:040,04[' ]| become familiar, and the ordinary pursuits which$6#1$ had 109:040,05[' ]| given to$4$ Norland half its charms, were engaged in$5$ again 109:040,06[' ]| with far greater enjoyments than Norland had been able 109:040,07[' ]| to$9$ afford, since the loss of their father. $SS#L$Sir*John*Middleton, 109:040,08[' ]| who$6#1$ called on$4$ them every day for$4$ the first 109:040,09[' ]| fortnight, and who$6#1$ was not in$4$ the habit of seeing much 109:040,10[' ]| occupation at home, could not conceal his amazement 109:040,11[' ]| on$4$ finding them always employed. 109:040,12[' ]| Their visitors, except those from Barton*Park, were 109:040,13[' ]| not many; for$3$, in$4$ spite$8$ of $SS#L$Sir*John's urgent entreaties 109:040,14[' ]| that$3$ they would mix more in$4$ the neighbourhood, and 109:040,15[' ]| repeated assurances of his carriage being$1$ always at their 109:040,16[' ]| service, the independence of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's spirit 109:040,17[' ]| overcame the wish$0$ of society for$4$ her children; and she 109:040,18[' ]| was resolute in$4$ declining to$9$ visit$1$ any family beyond$4$ the 109:040,19[' ]| distance$0$ of a walk$0$. There were but few who$6#1$ could be 109:040,20[' ]| so$5#2$ classed; and it was not all of them that$6#1$ were attainable. 109:040,21[' ]| About$4$ a mile and a half from the cottage, along$4$ 109:040,22[' ]| the narrow winding valley of Allenham, which$6#1$ issued 109:040,23[' ]| from that$6#2$ of Barton, as formerly described, the girls 109:040,24[' ]| had, in$4$ one of their earliest walks$0$, discovered an ancient 109:040,25[' ]| respectable looking mansion, which$6#1$, by$4$ reminding them 109:040,26[' ]| a little of Norland, interested their imagination and made 109:040,27[' ]| them wish$1$ to$9$ be better acquainted with it. But they 109:040,28[' ]| learnt, on$4$ inquiry, that$3$ its possessor, an elderly lady of 109:040,29[' ]| very good character, was unfortunately too$5#1$ infirm to$9$ 109:040,30[' ]| mix with the world, and never stirred from home. 109:040,31[' ]| The whole$2$ country about$4$ them abounded in$4$ beautiful 109:040,32[' ]| walks$0$. The high downs which$6#1$ invited them from 109:040,33[' ]| almost every window of the cottage to$9$ seek the exquisite 109:041,01[' ]| enjoyment of air on$4$ their summits, were an happy 109:041,02[' ]| alternative when the dirt of the valleys beneath shut 109:041,03[' ]| up$5$ their superior beauties; and towards one of these 109:041,04[' ]| hills did $SS#C$Marianne and $SS#E$Margaret one memorable morning 109:041,05[' ]| direct$1$ their steps, attracted by$4$ the partial sunshine of 109:041,06[' ]| a showery sky, and unable longer to$9$ bear$1$ the confinement 109:041,07[' ]| which$6#1$ the settled rain$0$ of the two preceding days 109:041,08[' ]| had occasioned. The weather was not tempting enough 109:041,09[' ]| to$9$ draw the two others from their pencil and their book, 109:041,10[' ]| in$4$ spite$8$ of $SS#C$Marianne's declaration that$3$ the day would 109:041,11[' ]| be lastingly fair, and that$3$ every threatening cloud$0$ 109:041,12[' ]| would be drawn off from their hills; and the two girls 109:041,13[' ]| set$1$ off together. 109:041,14[' ]| They gaily ascended the downs, rejoicing in$4$ their own$2$ 109:041,15[' ]| penetration at every glimpse of blue sky; and when 109:041,16[' ]| they caught in$4$ their faces the animating gales of an 109:041,17[' ]| high south-westerly wind, they pitied the fears which$6#1$ had 109:041,18[' ]| prevented their mother and $SS#A$Elinor from sharing such 109:041,19[' ]| delightful sensations. 109:041,20[C ]| "Is there a felicity in$4$ the world," 109:041,20[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 109:041,21[C ]| "superior to$4$ this? ~~ $SS#E$Margaret, we will$1$ walk$1$ here at 109:041,22[C ]| least two hours." 109:041,23[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret agreed, and they pursued their way against 109:041,24[' ]| the wind, resisting it with laughing delight$0$ for$4$ about$4$ 109:041,25[' ]| twenty minutes longer, when suddenly the clouds 109:041,26[' ]| united over their heads, and a driving rain$0$ set$1$ full in$4$ 109:041,27[' ]| their face$0$. ~~ Chagrined and surprised, they were obliged, 109:041,28[' ]| though unwillingly, to$9$ turn$1$ back$5$, for$3$ no$2$ shelter was 109:041,29[' ]| nearer than their own$2$ house. One consolation however 109:041,30[' ]| remained for$4$ them, to$4$ which$6#1$ the exigence of the moment 109:041,31[' ]| gave more than usual propriety; it was that$6#2$ of running 109:041,32[' ]| with all possible speed down$4$ the steep side$0$ of the hill 109:041,33[' ]| which$6#1$ led immediately to$4$ their garden gate. 109:041,34[' ]| They set$1$ off. $SS#C$Marianne had at first the advantage, 109:041,35[' ]| but a false step$0$ brought her suddenly to$4$ the ground, 109:041,36[' ]| and $SS#E$Margaret, unable to$9$ stop$1$ herself to$9$ assist her, was 109:041,37[' ]| involuntarily hurried along$5$, and reached the bottom in$4$ 109:041,38[' ]| safety. 109:042,01[' ]| A gentleman carrying a gun, with two pointers playing 109:042,02[' ]| round$4$ him, was passing up$4$ the hill and within a few 109:042,03[' ]| yards of $SS#C$Marianne, when her accident happened. He 109:042,04[' ]| put down$5$ his gun and ran to$4$ her assistance. She had 109:042,05[' ]| raised herself from the ground, but her foot had been 109:042,06[' ]| twisted in$4$ the fall$0$, and she was scarcely able to$9$ stand$1$. 109:042,07[' ]| The gentleman offered his services, and perceiving that$3$ 109:042,08[' ]| her modesty declined what her situation rendered 109:042,09[' ]| necessary, took her up$5$ in$4$ his arms without farther 109:042,10[' ]| delay$0$, and carried her down$4$ the hill. Then passing 109:042,11[' ]| through$4$ the garden, the gate of which$6#1$ had been left 109:042,12[' ]| open$2$ by$4$ $SS#E$Margaret, he bore$1#1$ her directly into the house, 109:042,13[' ]| whither $SS#E$Margaret was just$5$ arrived, and quitted not his 109:042,14[' ]| hold$0$ till he had seated her in$4$ a chair in$4$ the parlour. 109:042,15[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor and her mother rose$1$ up$5$ in$4$ amazement at their 109:042,16[' ]| entrance, and while$3$ the eyes of both were fixed on$4$ him 109:042,17[' ]| with an evident wonder$0$ and a secret$2$ admiration which$6#1$ 109:042,18[' ]| equally sprung from his appearance, he apologized for$4$ 109:042,19[' ]| his intrusion by$4$ relating its cause, in$4$ a manner so$5#1$ frank$2$ 109:042,20[' ]| and so$5#1$ graceful, that$3$ his person, which$6#1$ was uncommonly 109:042,21[' ]| handsome, received additional charms from his voice 109:042,22[' ]| and expression. Had he been even$5$ old, ugly, and vulgar, 109:042,23[' ]| the gratitude and kindness of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood would 109:042,24[' ]| have been secured by$4$ any act$0$ of attention to$4$ her child; 109:042,25[' ]| but the influence$0$ of youth, beauty, and elegance, gave 109:042,26[' ]| an interest$0$ to$4$ the action which$6#1$ came home to$4$ her 109:042,27[' ]| feelings. 109:042,28[' ]| She thanked him again and again; and with a sweetness 109:042,29[' ]| of address$0$ which$6#1$ always attended her, invited him 109:042,30[' ]| to$9$ be seated. But this he declined, as he was dirty and 109:042,31[' ]| wet$2$. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood then begged to$9$ know to$4$ whom$6#1$ 109:042,32[' ]| she was obliged. 109:042,32@r | His name$0$, 109:042,32[' ]| he replied, 109:042,32@r | was $SS#R$Willoughby, 109:042,33@r | and his present$2$ home was at Allenham, from whence 109:042,34@r | he hoped she would allow him the honour$0$ of calling 109:042,35@r | to-morrow to$9$ inquire after$4$ $SS#C$Miss*Dashwood. 109:042,35[' ]| The honour$0$ 109:042,36[' ]| was readily granted, and he then departed, to$9$ make$1$ 109:042,37[' ]| himself still$5$ more interesting, in$4$ the midst of an heavy 109:042,38[' ]| rain$0$. 109:043,01[' ]| His manly beauty and more than common$2$ gracefulness 109:043,02[' ]| were instantly the theme of general$2$ admiration, and the 109:043,03[' ]| laugh$0$ which$6#1$ his gallantry raised against $SS#C$Marianne, 109:043,04[' ]| received particular spirit from his exterior attractions. ~~ 109:043,05[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne herself had seen less of his person than the 109:043,06[' ]| rest$0#1$, for$4$ the confusion which$6#1$ crimsoned over her face$0$, 109:043,07[' ]| on$4$ his lifting her up$5$, had robbed her of the power of 109:043,08[' ]| regarding him after$4$ their entering the house. But she 109:043,09[' ]| had seen enough of him to$9$ join in$4$ all the admiration of 109:043,10[' ]| the others, and with an energy which$6#1$ always adorned 109:043,11[' ]| her praise$0$. His person and air were equal$2$ to$4$ what her 109:043,12[' ]| fancy$0$ had ever drawn for$4$ the hero of a favourite$2$ story; 109:043,13[' ]| and in$4$ his carrying her into the house with so$5#1$ little 109:043,14[' ]| previous formality, there was a rapidity of thought$0$ 109:043,15[' ]| which$6#1$ particularly recommended the action to$4$ her. 109:043,16[' ]| Every circumstance belonging to$4$ him was interesting. 109:043,17[' ]| His name$0$ was good, his residence was in$4$ their favourite$2$ 109:043,18[' ]| village, and she soon found out$5$ that$3$ of all manly dresses$0$ 109:043,19[' ]| a shooting-jacket was the most becoming. Her imagination 109:043,20[' ]| was busy, her reflections were pleasant, and the 109:043,21[' ]| pain$0$ of a sprained ancle was disregarded. 109:043,22[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John called on$4$ them as soon as the next interval 109:043,23[' ]| of fair weather that$6#2$ morning allowed him to$9$ get out$5$ of 109:043,24[' ]| doors; and $SS#C$Marianne's accident being$1$ related to$4$ him, 109:043,25[' ]| he was eagerly asked whether he knew any gentleman 109:043,26[' ]| of the name$0$ of $SS#R$Willoughby at Allenham. 109:043,27[L ]| "$SS#R$Willoughby!" 109:043,27[' ]| cried $SS#L$Sir*John; 109:043,27[L ]| "what, is \he\ in$4$ 109:043,28[L ]| the country? That$6#2$ is good news however; I will$1$ ride$1$ 109:043,29[L ]| over to-morrow, and ask him to$4$ dinner on$4$ Thursday." 109:043,30[D ]| "You know him then," 109:043,30[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood. 109:043,31[L ]| "Know him! to$9$ be sure I do. Why, he is down$5$ here 109:043,32[L ]| every year." 109:043,33[D ]| "And what sort of a young man is he?" 109:043,34[L ]| "As good a kind$0$ of fellow as ever lived, I assure you. 109:043,35[L ]| A very decent shot, and there is not a bolder rider in$4$ 109:043,36[L ]| England." 109:043,37[C ]| "And is \that$6#2$\ all you can say for$4$ him?" 109:043,37[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 109:043,38[' ]| indignantly. 109:043,38[C ]| "But what are his manners on$4$ 109:044,01[C ]| more intimate$2$ acquaintance? What his pursuits, his 109:044,02[C ]| talents and genius?" 109:044,03[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John was rather puzzled. 109:044,04[L ]| "Upon$4$ my soul," 109:044,04[' ]| said he, 109:044,04[L ]| "I do not know much about$4$ 109:044,05[L ]| him as to$4$ all \that$6#2$\. But he is a pleasant, good*humoured 109:044,06[L ]| fellow, and has got the nicest little black bitch of 109:044,07[L ]| a pointer I ever saw. Was she out$5$ with him to-day?" 109:044,08[' ]| But $SS#C$Marianne could no$2$ more satisfy him as to$4$ the 109:044,09[' ]| colour of $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby's pointer, than he could describe 109:044,10[' ]| to$4$ her the shades of his mind$0$. 109:044,11[A ]| "But who$6#2$ is he?" 109:044,11[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 109:044,11[A ]| "Where does he 109:044,12[A ]| come from? Has he a house at Allenham?" 109:044,13[' ]| On$4$ this point$0$ $SS#L$Sir*John could give more certain 109:044,14[' ]| intelligence; and he told them that$3$ 109:044,14@l | $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby 109:044,15@l | had no$2$ property of his own$2$ in$4$ the country; that$3$ he 109:044,16@l | resided there only while$3$ he was visiting the old lady at 109:044,17@l | Allenham*Court, to$4$ whom$6#1$ he was related, and whose$6#1$ 109:044,18@l | possessions he was to$9$ inherit; 109:044,18[' ]| adding, 109:044,18[L ]| "Yes, yes, he 109:044,19[L ]| is very well$5$ worth catching, I can tell you, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood; 109:044,20[L ]| he has a pretty$2$ little estate of his own$2$ in$4$ Somersetshire 109:044,21[L ]| besides; and if I were you, I would not give him 109:044,22[L ]| up$5$ to$4$ my younger sister in$4$ spite$8$ of all this tumbling 109:044,23[L ]| down$4$ hills. $SS#C$Miss*Marianne must not expect to$9$ have all 109:044,24[L ]| the men to$4$ herself. $SS#H$Brandon will$1$ be jealous, if she 109:044,25[L ]| does not take care$0$." 109:044,26[D ]| "I do not believe," 109:044,26[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, with a good*humoured 109:044,27[' ]| smile$0$, 109:044,27[D ]| "that$3$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby will$1$ be incommoded 109:044,28[D ]| by$4$ the attempts of either of \my\ daughters towards 109:044,29[D ]| what you call$1$ \catching\ \him\. It is not an employment 109:044,30[D ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ they have been brought up$5$. Men are very 109:044,31[D ]| safe with us, let them be ever so$5#1$ rich. I am glad to$9$ find, 109:044,32[D ]| however, from what you say, that$3$ he is a respectable 109:044,33[D ]| young man, and one whose$6#1$ acquaintance will$1$ not be 109:044,34[D ]| ineligible." 109:044,35[L ]| "He is as good a sort of fellow, I believe, as ever 109:044,36[L ]| lived," 109:044,36[' ]| repeated $SS#L$Sir*John. 109:044,36[L ]| "I remember last$2$ Christmas, 109:044,37[L ]| at a little hop at the park, he danced from eight o'clock 109:044,38[L ]| till four, without once sitting down$5$." 109:045,01[C ]| "Did he indeed?" 109:045,01[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, with sparkling 109:045,02[' ]| eyes, 109:045,02[C ]| "and with elegance, with spirit?" 109:045,03[L ]| "Yes; and he was up$5$ again at eight to$9$ ride$1$ to$4$ covert." 109:045,04[C ]| "That$6#2$ is what I like$1$; that$6#2$ is what a young man 109:045,05[C ]| ought to$9$ be. Whatever be his pursuits, his eagerness 109:045,06[C ]| in$4$ them should know no$2$ moderation, and leave$1$ him no$2$ 109:045,07[C ]| sense of fatigue$0$." 109:045,08[L ]| "Aye, aye, I see how it will$1$ be," 109:045,08[' ]| said $SS#L$Sir*John, 109:045,09[L ]| "I see how it will$1$ be. You will$1$ be setting your cap at 109:045,10[L ]| him now, and never think of poor $SS#H$Brandon." 109:045,11[C ]| "That$6#2$ is an expression, $SS#L$Sir*John," 109:045,11[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 109:045,12[' ]| warmly, 109:045,12[C ]| "which$6#1$ I particularly dislike$1$. I abhor every 109:045,13[C ]| common-place phrase by$4$ which$6#1$ wit is intended; and 109:045,14[C ]| ""setting one's cap at a man,"" or ""making a conquest,"" 109:045,15[C ]| are the most odious of all. Their tendency is gross and 109:045,16[C ]| illiberal; and if their construction could ever be deemed 109:045,17[C ]| clever, time has long ago destroyed all its ingenuity." 109:045,18[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John did not much understand this reproof; but 109:045,19[' ]| he laughed as heartily as if he did, and then replied, 109:045,20[L ]| "Aye, you will$1$ make$1$ conquests enough, I dare$1#2$ say, 109:045,21[L ]| one way or other. Poor $SS#H$Brandon! he is quite smitten 109:045,22[L ]| already, and he is very well$5$ worth setting your cap at, 109:045,23[L ]| I can tell you, in$4$ spite$8$ of all this tumbling about$5$ and 109:045,24[L ]| spraining of ancles." 110:046,01@e | $SS#C$Marianne's preserver, 109:046,01[' ]| as $SS#E$Margaret, with more elegance 110:046,02[' ]| than precision, stiled $SS#R$Willoughby, called at the 110:046,03[' ]| cottage early the next morning to$9$ make$1$ his personal inquiries. 110:046,04[' ]| He was received by$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood with more 110:046,05[' ]| than politeness; with a kindness which$6#1$ $SS#L$Sir*John's 110:046,06[' ]| account$0$ of him and her own$2$ gratitude prompted; and 110:046,07[' ]| every*thing that$6#1$ passed during the visit$0$, tended to$9$ assure 110:046,08[' ]| him of the sense, elegance, mutual affection, and 110:046,09[' ]| domestic$2$ comfort$0$ of the family to$4$ whom$6#1$ accident had 110:046,10[' ]| now introduced him. Of their personal charms he had 110:046,11[' ]| not required a second$2$ interview to$9$ be convinced. 110:046,12[' ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood had a delicate complexion, regular 110:046,13[' ]| features, and a remarkably pretty$2$ figure. $SS#C$Marianne 110:046,14[' ]| was still$5$ handsomer. Her form$0$, though not so$5#1$ correct$2$ 110:046,15[' ]| as her sister's, in$4$ having the advantage of height, was 110:046,16[' ]| more striking; and her face$0$ was so$5#1$ lovely, that$3$ when in$4$ 110:046,17[' ]| the common$2$ cant of praise$0$ she was called a beautiful 110:046,18[' ]| girl, truth was less violently outraged than usually 110:046,19[' ]| happens. Her skin was very brown, but from its 110:046,20[' ]| transparency, her complexion was uncommonly brilliant; 110:046,21[' ]| her features were all good; her smile$0$ was sweet and 110:046,22[' ]| attractive, and in$4$ her eyes, which$6#1$ were very dark$2$, there 110:046,23[' ]| was a life, a spirit, an eagerness which$6#1$ could hardly be 110:046,24[' ]| seen without delight$0$. From $SS#R$Willoughby their expression 110:046,25[' ]| was at first held back$5$, by$4$ the embarrassment which$6#1$ the 110:046,26[' ]| remembrance of his assistance created. But when this 110:046,27[' ]| passed away, when her spirits became collected, when 110:046,28[' ]| she saw that$3$ to$4$ the perfect$2$ good-breeding of the gentleman, 110:046,29[' ]| he united frankness and vivacity, and above$4$ all, 110:046,30[' ]| when she heard him declare that$3$ of music and dancing 110:046,31[' ]| he was passionately fond, she gave him such a look$0$ of 110:046,32[' ]| approbation as secured the largest share$0$ of his discourse 110:046,33[' ]| to$4$ herself for$4$ the rest$0#1$ of his stay$0$. 110:047,01[' ]| It was only necessary to$9$ mention$1$ any favourite$2$ 110:047,02[' ]| amusement to$9$ engage her to$9$ talk$1$. She could not be 110:047,03[' ]| silent when such points were introduced, and she had 110:047,04[' ]| neither shyness nor reserve$0$ in$4$ their discussion. They 110:047,05[' ]| speedily discovered that$3$ their enjoyment of dancing 110:047,06[' ]| and music was mutual, and that$3$ it arose from a general$2$ 110:047,07[' ]| conformity of judgment in$4$ all that$6#1$ related to$4$ either. 110:047,08[' ]| Encouraged by$4$ this to$4$ a further examination of his 110:047,09[' ]| opinions, she proceeded to$9$ question$1$ him on$4$ the subject$0$ 110:047,10[' ]| of books; her favourite$2$ authors were brought forward$5$ 110:047,11[' ]| and dwelt upon$5$ with so$5#1$ rapturous a delight$0$, that$3$ any 110:047,12[' ]| young man of five*and*twenty must have been insensible 110:047,13[' ]| indeed, not to$9$ become an immediate convert to$4$ the 110:047,14[' ]| excellence of such works$0$, however disregarded before$5$. 110:047,15[' ]| Their taste was strikingly alike. The same books, the 110:047,16[' ]| same passages were idolized by$4$ each ~~ or if any difference 110:047,17[' ]| appeared, any objection arose, it lasted no$2$ longer than 110:047,18[' ]| till the force$0$ of her arguments and the brightness of her 110:047,19[' ]| eyes could be displayed. He acquiesced in$4$ all her 110:047,20[' ]| decisions, caught all her enthusiasm; and long before$3$ 110:047,21[' ]| his visit$0$ concluded, they conversed with the familiarity 110:047,22[' ]| of a long-established acquaintance. 110:047,23[A ]| "Well$7$, $SS#C$Marianne," 110:047,23[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, as soon as he had left 110:047,24[' ]| them, 110:047,24[A ]| "for$4$ \one\ morning I think you have done pretty$5$ 110:047,25[A ]| well$5$. You have already ascertained $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby's 110:047,26[A ]| opinion in$4$ almost every matter of importance. You 110:047,27[A ]| know what he thinks of $SS#Z1$Cowper and $SS#Z1$Scott; you are 110:047,28[A ]| certain of his estimating their beauties as he ought, and 110:047,29[A ]| you have received every assurance of his admiring $SS#Z1$Pope 110:047,30[A ]| no$2$ more than is proper. But how is your acquaintance 110:047,31[A ]| to$9$ be long supported, under such extraordinary dispatch 110:047,32[A ]| of every subject$0$ for$4$ discourse? You will$1$ soon have 110:047,33[A ]| exhausted each favourite$2$ topic. Another meeting will$1$ 110:047,34[A ]| suffice to$9$ explain his sentiments on$4$ picturesque beauty, 110:047,35[A ]| and second$2$ marriages, and then you can have nothing 110:047,36[A ]| farther to$9$ ask." ~~ 110:047,37[C ]| "$SS#A$Elinor," 110:047,37[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 110:047,37[C ]| "is this fair? is this 110:047,38[C ]| just$2$? are my ideas so$5#1$ scanty? But I see what you 110:048,01[C ]| mean$1$. I have been too$5#1$ much at my ease$0$, too$5#1$ happy, 110:048,02[C ]| too$5#1$ frank$2$. I have erred against every common-place 110:048,03[C ]| notion of decorum; I have been open$2$ and sincere 110:048,04[C ]| where I ought to$9$ have been reserved, spiritless, dull, 110:048,05[C ]| and deceitful: ~~ had I talked only of the weather and 110:048,06[C ]| the roads, and had I spoken only once in$4$ ten minutes, 110:048,07[C ]| this reproach$0$ would have been spared." 110:048,08[D ]| "My love$0$," 110:048,08[' ]| said her mother, 110:048,08[D ]| "you must not be 110:048,09[D ]| offended with $SS#A$Elinor ~~ she was only in$4$ jest. I should 110:048,10[D ]| scold her myself, if she were capable of wishing to$9$ check$1$ 110:048,11[D ]| the delight$0$ of your conversation with our new friend." ~~ 110:048,12[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was softened in$4$ a moment. 110:048,13[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby, on$4$ his side$0$, gave every proof of his pleasure 110:048,14[' ]| in$4$ their acquaintance, which$6#1$ an evident wish$0$ of 110:048,15[' ]| improving it could offer$1$. He came to$4$ them every day. 110:048,16[' ]| To$9$ inquire after$4$ $SS#C$Marianne was at first his excuse$0$; but 110:048,17[' ]| the encouragement of his reception, to$4$ which$6#1$ every day 110:048,18[' ]| gave greater kindness, made such an excuse$0$ unnecessary 110:048,19[' ]| before$3$ it had ceased to$9$ be possible, by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's perfect$2$ 110:048,20[' ]| recovery. She was confined for$4$ some days to$4$ the house; 110:048,21[' ]| but never had any confinement been less irksome. 110:048,22[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby was a young man of good abilities, quick$2$ 110:048,23[' ]| imagination, lively spirits, and open$2$, affectionate 110:048,24[' ]| manners. He was exactly formed to$9$ engage $SS#C$Marianne's 110:048,25[' ]| heart, for$3$ with all this, he joined not only a captivating 110:048,26[' ]| person, but a natural$2$ ardour of mind$0$ which$6#1$ was now 110:048,27[' ]| roused and increased by$4$ the example of her own$2$, and 110:048,28[' ]| which$6#1$ recommended him to$4$ her affection beyond$4$ every*thing 110:048,29[' ]| else. 110:048,30[' ]| His society became gradually her most exquisite 110:048,31[' ]| enjoyment. They read, they talked, they sang together; 110:048,32[' ]| his musical talents were considerable; and he read with 110:048,33[' ]| all the sensibility and spirit which$6#1$ $SS#B$Edward had unfortunately 110:048,34[' ]| wanted. 110:048,35[' ]| In$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's estimation, he was as faultless 110:048,36[' ]| as in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's; and $SS#A$Elinor saw nothing to$9$ censure$1$ 110:048,37[' ]| in$4$ him but a propensity, in$4$ which$6#1$ he strongly resembled 110:048,38[' ]| and peculiarly delighted her sister, of saying too$5#1$ much 110:049,01[' ]| what he thought$1$ on$4$ every occasion$0$, without attention 110:049,02[' ]| to$4$ persons or circumstances. In$4$ hastily forming and 110:049,03[' ]| giving his opinion of other people, in$4$ sacrificing general$2$ 110:049,04[' ]| politeness to$4$ the enjoyment of undivided attention 110:049,05[' ]| where his heart was engaged, and in$4$ slighting too$5#1$ easily 110:049,06[' ]| the forms of worldly propriety, he displayed a want$0$ of 110:049,07[' ]| caution$0$ which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor could not approve, in$4$ spite$8$ of 110:049,08[' ]| all that$6#1$ he and $SS#C$Marianne could say in$4$ its support$0$. 110:049,09[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne began now to$9$ perceive that$3$ the desperation 110:049,10[' ]| which$6#1$ had seized her at sixteen and a half, of ever 110:049,11[' ]| seeing a man who$6#1$ could satisfy her ideas of perfection, 110:049,12[' ]| had been rash and unjustifiable. $SS#R$Willoughby was all 110:049,13[' ]| that$6#1$ her fancy$0$ had delineated in$4$ that$6#2$ unhappy hour 110:049,14[' ]| and in$4$ every brighter period, as capable of attaching 110:049,15[' ]| her; and his behaviour declared his wishes$0$ to$9$ be in$4$ that$6#2$ 110:049,16[' ]| respect$0$ as earnest, as his abilities were strong. 110:049,17[' ]| Her mother too$5#2$, in$4$ whose$6#1$ mind$0$ not one speculative 110:049,18[' ]| thought$0$ of their marriage had been raised, by$4$ his 110:049,19[' ]| prospect of riches, was led before$4$ the end$0$ of a week to$9$ 110:049,20[' ]| hope$1$ and expect it; and secretly to$9$ congratulate herself 110:049,21[' ]| on$4$ having gained two such sons-in-law as $SS#B$Edward and 110:049,22[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby. 110:049,23[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's partiality for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, which$6#1$ had 110:049,24[' ]| so$5#1$ early been discovered by$4$ his friends, now first became 110:049,25[' ]| perceptible to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, when it ceased to$9$ be noticed by$4$ 110:049,26[' ]| them. Their attention and wit were drawn off to$4$ his 110:049,27[' ]| more fortunate rival; and the raillery which$6#1$ the other 110:049,28[' ]| had incurred before$3$ any partiality arose, was removed 110:049,29[' ]| when his feelings began really to$9$ call$1$ for$4$ the ridicule$0#1$ 110:049,30[' ]| so$5#1$ justly annexed to$4$ sensibility. $SS#A$Elinor was obliged, 110:049,31[' ]| though unwillingly, to$9$ believe that$3$ the sentiments 110:049,32[' ]| which$6#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings had assigned him for$4$ her own$2$ 110:049,33[' ]| satisfaction, were now actually excited by$4$ her sister; 110:049,34[' ]| and that$3$ however a general$2$ resemblance of disposition 110:049,35[' ]| between the parties might forward$1$ the affection of 110:049,36[' ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, an equally striking opposition of 110:049,37[' ]| character was no$2$ hindrance to$4$ the regard$0$ of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon. 110:049,38[' ]| She saw it with concern$0$; 110:049,38@a | for$4$ what could 110:050,01@a | a silent man of five*and*thirty hope$1$, when opposed by$4$ 110:050,02@a | a very lively one of five*and*twenty? 110:050,02[' ]| and as she could 110:050,03[' ]| not even$5$ wish$1$ him successful, she heartily wished him 110:050,04[' ]| indifferent. She liked him ~~ in$4$ spite$8$ of his gravity and 110:050,05[' ]| reserve$0$, she beheld in$4$ him an object$0$ of interest$0$. His 110:050,06[' ]| manners, though serious$2$, were mild; and his reserve$0$ 110:050,07[' ]| appeared rather the result$0$ of some oppression of spirits, 110:050,08[' ]| than of any natural$2$ gloominess of temper. $SS#L$Sir*John 110:050,09[' ]| had dropt hints of past$2$ injuries and disappointments, 110:050,10[' ]| which$6#1$ justified her belief of his being$1$ an unfortunate 110:050,11[' ]| man, and she regarded him with respect$0$ and compassion. 110:050,12[' ]| Perhaps she pitied and esteemed him the more because 110:050,13[' ]| he was slighted by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby and $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$, 110:050,14[' ]| prejudiced against him for$4$ being$1$ neither lively nor young, 110:050,15[' ]| seemed resolved to$9$ undervalue his merits. 110:050,16[R ]| "$SS#H$Brandon is just$5$ the kind$0$ of man," 110:050,16[' ]| said $SS#R$Willoughby 110:050,17[' ]| one day, when they were talking of him together, 110:050,18[R ]| "whom$6#1$ every*body speaks well$5$ of, and nobody cares$1$ 110:050,19[R ]| about$4$; whom$6#1$ all are delighted to$9$ see, and nobody 110:050,20[R ]| remembers to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$." 110:050,21[C ]| "That$6#2$ is exactly what I think of him," 110:050,21[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne. 110:050,22[A ]| "Do not boast$1$ of it, however," 110:050,22[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 110:050,22[A ]| "for$3$ it 110:050,23[A ]| is injustice in$4$ both of you. He is highly esteemed by$4$ 110:050,24[A ]| all the family at the park, and I never see him myself 110:050,25[A ]| without taking pains to$9$ converse with him." 110:050,26[R ]| "That$6#2$ he is patronized by$4$ \you\," 110:050,26[' ]| replied $SS#R$Willoughby, 110:050,27[R ]| "is certainly in$4$ his favour$0$; but as for$4$ the esteem$0$ of the 110:050,28[R ]| others, it is a reproach$0$ in$4$ itself. Who$6#2$ would submit to$4$ 110:050,29[R ]| the indignity of being$1$ approved by$4$ such women as $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 110:050,30[R ]| and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, that$6#2$ could command$1$ the 110:050,31[R ]| indifference of any*body else?" 110:050,32[A ]| "But perhaps the abuse of such people as yourself 110:050,33[A ]| and $SS#C$Marianne, will$1$ make$1$ amends for$4$ the regard$0$ of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 110:050,34[A ]| and her mother. If their praise$0$ is censure$0$, 110:050,35[A ]| your censure$0$ may$1$ be praise$0$, for$3$ they are not more 110:050,36[A ]| undiscerning, than you are prejudiced and unjust." 110:050,37[R ]| "In$4$ defence of your protege= you can even$5$ be saucy." 110:050,38[A ]| "My protege=, as you call$1$ him, is a sensible$2#2$ man; 110:051,01[A ]| and sense will$1$ always have attraction for$4$ me. Yes, 110:051,02[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne, even$5$ in$4$ a man between thirty and forty. 110:051,03[A ]| He has seen a great deal$0$ of the world; has been abroad; 110:051,04[A ]| has read, and has a thinking mind$0$. I have found him 110:051,05[A ]| capable of giving me much information on$4$ various 110:051,06[A ]| subjects, and he has always answered my inquiries with 110:051,07[A ]| the readiness of good-breeding and good*nature." 110:051,08[C ]| "That$6#2$ is to$9$ say," 110:051,08[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne contemptuously, 110:051,09[C ]| "he has told you that$3$ in$4$ the East*Indies the climate 110:051,10[C ]| is hot, and the mosquitoes are troublesome." 110:051,11[A ]| "He \would\ have told me so$5#2$, I doubt$1$ not, had I made 110:051,12[A ]| any such inquiries, but they happened to$9$ be points on$4$ 110:051,13[A ]| which$6#1$ I had been previously informed." 110:051,14[R ]| "Perhaps," 110:051,14[' ]| said $SS#R$Willoughby, 110:051,14[R ]| "his observations may$1$ 110:051,15[R ]| have extended to$4$ the existence of nabobs, gold mohrs, 110:051,16[R ]| and palanquins." 110:051,17[A ]| "I may$1$ venture to$9$ say that$3$ \his\ observations have 110:051,18[A ]| stretched much farther than \your\ candour. But why 110:051,19[A ]| should you dislike$1$ him?" 110:051,20[R ]| "I do not dislike$1$ him. I consider him, on$4$ the contrary, 110:051,21[R ]| as a very respectable man, who$6#1$ has every*body's 110:051,22[R ]| good word and nobody's notice$0$; who$6#1$ has more money 110:051,23[R ]| than he can spend, more time than he knows how to$9$ 110:051,24[R ]| employ, and two new coats every year." 110:051,25[C ]| "Add to$4$ which$6#1$," 110:051,25[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 110:051,25[C ]| "that$3$ he has neither 110:051,26[C ]| genius, taste, nor spirit. That$3$ his understanding has 110:051,27[C ]| no$2$ brilliancy, his feelings no$2$ ardour, and his voice 110:051,28[C ]| no$2$ expression." 110:051,29[A ]| "You decide on$4$ his imperfections so$5#1$ much in$4$ the 110:051,30[A ]| mass," 110:051,30[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 110:051,30[A ]| "and so$5#1$ much on$4$ the strength 110:051,31[A ]| of your own$2$ imagination, that$3$ the commendation \I\ am 110:051,32[A ]| able to$9$ give of him is comparatively cold$2$ and insipid. 110:051,33[A ]| I can only pronounce him to$9$ be a sensible$2#2$ man, well-bred, 110:051,34[A ]| well-informed, of gentle address$0$, and I believe possessing 110:051,35[A ]| an amiable heart." 110:051,36[R ]| "$SS#A$Miss*Dashwood," 110:051,36[' ]| cried $SS#R$Willoughby, 110:051,36[R ]| "you are now 110:051,37[R ]| using me unkindly. You are endeavouring to$9$ disarm 110:051,38[R ]| me by$4$ reason$0$, and to$9$ convince me against my will$0$. 110:052,01[R ]| But it will$1$ not do. You shall find me as stubborn as 110:052,02[R ]| you can be artful. I have three unanswerable reasons 110:052,03[R ]| for$4$ disliking $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon: he has threatened me 110:052,04[R ]| with rain$0$ when I wanted it to$9$ be fine; he has found 110:052,05[R ]| fault with the hanging of my curricle, and I cannot 110:052,06[R ]| persuade him to$9$ buy my brown mare. If it will$1$ be any 110:052,07[R ]| satisfaction to$4$ you, however, to$9$ be told, that$3$ I believe 110:052,08[R ]| his character to$9$ be in$4$ other respects irreproachable, 110:052,09[R ]| I am ready to$9$ confess it. And in$4$ return$0$ for$4$ an acknowledgment, 110:052,10[R ]| which$6#1$ must give me some pain$0$, you cannot 110:052,11[R ]| deny me the privilege of disliking him as much as ever." 111:053,01[' ]| Little had $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood or her daughters imagined, 111:053,02[' ]| when they first came into Devonshire, that$3$ so$5#1$ many 111:053,03[' ]| engagements would arise to$9$ occupy their time as shortly 111:053,04[' ]| presented themselves, or that$3$ they should have such 111:053,05[' ]| frequent invitations and such constant visitors as to$9$ 111:053,06[' ]| leave$1$ them little leisure for$4$ serious$2$ employment. Yet 111:053,07[' ]| such was the case. When $SS#C$Marianne was recovered, the 111:053,08[' ]| schemes of amusement at home and abroad, which$6#1$ 111:053,09[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John had been previously forming, were put in$4$ 111:053,10[' ]| execution. The private$2$ balls at the park then began; 111:053,11[' ]| and parties on$4$ the water were made and accomplished 111:053,12[' ]| as often as a showery October would allow. In$4$ every 111:053,13[' ]| meeting of the kind$0$ $SS#R$Willoughby was included; and the 111:053,14[' ]| ease$0$ and familiarity which$6#1$ naturally attended these 111:053,15[' ]| parties were exactly calculated to$9$ give increasing 111:053,16[' ]| intimacy to$4$ his acquaintance with the $SS#D1$Dashwoods, to$9$ 111:053,17[' ]| afford him opportunity of witnessing the excellencies 111:053,18[' ]| of $SS#C$Marianne, of marking his animated admiration of her, 111:053,19[' ]| and of receiving, in$4$ her behaviour to$4$ himself, the most 111:053,20[' ]| pointed assurance of her affection. 111:053,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not be surprised at their attachment. 111:053,22[' ]| She only wished that$3$ it were less openly shewn; and 111:053,23[' ]| once or twice did venture to$9$ suggest the propriety of 111:053,24[' ]| some self-command to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. But $SS#C$Marianne 111:053,25[' ]| abhorred all concealment where no$2$ real disgrace$0$ could 111:053,26[' ]| attend unreserve; and to$9$ aim$1$ at the restraint of sentiments 111:053,27[' ]| which$6#1$ were not in$4$ themselves illaudable, appeared 111:053,28[' ]| to$4$ her not merely an unnecessary effort, but a disgraceful 111:053,29[' ]| subjection of reason$0$ to$4$ common-place and mistaken 111:053,30[' ]| notions. $SS#R$Willoughby thought$1$ the same; and their 111:053,31[' ]| behaviour, at all times, was an illustration of their 111:053,32[' ]| opinions. 111:053,33[' ]| When he was present$5$ she had no$2$ eyes for$4$ any*one else. 111:054,01[' ]| Every*thing he did, was right$2#1$. Every*thing he said, was 111:054,02[' ]| clever. If their evenings at the park were concluded 111:054,03[' ]| with cards, he cheated himself and all the rest$0#1$ of the 111:054,04[' ]| party to$9$ get her a good hand$0$. If dancing formed the 111:054,05[' ]| amusement of the night, they were partners for$4$ half the 111:054,06[' ]| time; and when obliged to$9$ separate$1$ for$4$ a couple of 111:054,07[' ]| dances$0$, were careful to$9$ stand$1$ together and scarcely 111:054,08[' ]| spoke a word to$4$ any*body else. Such conduct$0$ made 111:054,09[' ]| them of course$8$ most exceedingly laughed at; but ridicule$0#1$ 111:054,10[' ]| could not shame$1$, and seemed hardly to$9$ provoke them. 111:054,11[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood entered into all their feelings with 111:054,12[' ]| a warmth which$6#1$ left her no$2$ inclination for$4$ checking 111:054,13[' ]| this excessive display$0$ of them. To$4$ her it was but the 111:054,14[' ]| natural$2$ consequence of a strong affection in$4$ a young 111:054,15[' ]| and ardent mind$0$. 111:054,16[' ]| This was the season of happiness to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. Her 111:054,17[' ]| heart was devoted to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, and the fond attachment 111:054,18[' ]| to$4$ Norland, which$6#1$ she brought with her from 111:054,19[' ]| Sussex, was more likely to$9$ be softened than she had 111:054,20[' ]| thought$1$ it possible before$5$, by$4$ the charms which$6#1$ his 111:054,21[' ]| society bestowed on$4$ her present$2$ home. 111:054,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's happiness was not so$5#1$ great. Her heart was 111:054,23[' ]| not so$5#1$ much at ease$0$, nor her satisfaction in$4$ their amusements 111:054,24[' ]| so$5#1$ pure. They afforded her no$2$ companion that$6#1$ 111:054,25[' ]| could make$1$ amends for$4$ what she had left behind, nor 111:054,26[' ]| that$6#1$ could teach her to$9$ think of Norland with less regret$0$ 111:054,27[' ]| than ever. Neither $SS#M$Lady*Middleton nor $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 111:054,28[' ]| could supply$1$ to$4$ her the conversation she missed; although 111:054,29[' ]| the latter was an everlasting talker, and from the first 111:054,30[' ]| had regarded her with a kindness which$6#1$ ensured her 111:054,31[' ]| a large share$0$ of her discourse. She had already repeated 111:054,32[' ]| her own$2$ history to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor three or four times; and had 111:054,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's memory been equal$2$ to$4$ her means$0$ of improvement, 111:054,34[' ]| she might have known very early in$4$ their acquaintance, 111:054,35[' ]| all the particulars of $SS#K1$Mr%*Jennings's last$2$ illness, 111:054,36[' ]| and what he said to$4$ his wife a few minutes before$3$ he died. 111:054,37[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was more agreeable than her mother, 111:054,38[' ]| only in$4$ being$1$ more silent. $SS#A$Elinor needed little observation 111:055,01[' ]| to$9$ perceive that$3$ her reserve$0$ was a mere calmness 111:055,02[' ]| of manner with which$6#1$ sense had nothing to$9$ do. Towards 111:055,03[' ]| her husband and mother she was the same as to$4$ them; 111:055,04[' ]| and intimacy was therefore neither to$9$ be looked for$5$ nor 111:055,05[' ]| desired. She had nothing to$9$ say one day that$6#1$ she had 111:055,06[' ]| not said the day before$5$. Her insipidity was invariable, 111:055,07[' ]| for$3$ even$5$ her spirits were always the same; and though 111:055,08[' ]| she did not oppose the parties arranged by$4$ her husband, 111:055,09[' ]| provided every*thing were conducted in$4$ style and her 111:055,10[' ]| two eldest children attended her, she never appeared 111:055,11[' ]| to$9$ receive more enjoyment from them, than she might 111:055,12[' ]| have experienced in$4$ sitting at home; ~~ and so$5#1$ little did 111:055,13[' ]| her presence add to$4$ the pleasure of the others, by$4$ any 111:055,14[' ]| share$0$ in$4$ their conversation, that$3$ they were sometimes 111:055,15[' ]| only reminded of her being$1$ amongst them by$4$ her solicitude 111:055,16[' ]| about$4$ her troublesome boys. 111:055,17[' ]| In$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon alone, of all her new acquaintance, 111:055,18[' ]| did $SS#A$Elinor find a person who$6#1$ could in$4$ any degree claim$1$ 111:055,19[' ]| the respect$0$ of abilities, excite the interest$0$ of friendship, 111:055,20[' ]| or give pleasure as a companion. $SS#R$Willoughby was out$5$ 111:055,21[' ]| of the question$0$. Her admiration and regard$0$, even$5$ her 111:055,22[' ]| sisterly regard$0$, was all his own$2$; but he was a lover; 111:055,23[' ]| his attentions were wholly $SS#C$Marianne's, and a far less 111:055,24[' ]| agreeable man might have been more generally pleasing. 111:055,25[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, unfortunately for$4$ himself, had no$2$ 111:055,26[' ]| such encouragement to$9$ think only of $SS#C$Marianne, and in$4$ 111:055,27[' ]| conversing with $SS#A$Elinor he found the greatest consolation 111:055,28[' ]| for$4$ the total indifference of her sister. 111:055,29[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's compassion for$4$ him increased, as she had 111:055,30[' ]| reason$0$ to$9$ suspect that$3$ the misery of disappointed love$0$ 111:055,31[' ]| had already been known by$4$ him. This suspicion was 111:055,32[' ]| given by$4$ some words which$6#1$ accidentally dropt from him 111:055,33[' ]| one evening at the park, when they were sitting down$5$ 111:055,34[' ]| together by$4$ mutual consent$0$, while$3$ the others were 111:055,35[' ]| dancing. His eyes were fixed on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, and, after$4$ 111:055,36[' ]| a silence$0$ of some minutes, he said with a faint$2$ smile$0$, 111:055,37[H ]| "Your sister, I understand, does not approve of second$2$ 111:055,38[H ]| attachments." 111:056,01[A ]| "No$7$," 111:056,01[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 111:056,01[A ]| "her opinions are all romantic." 111:056,02[H ]| "Or rather, as I believe, she considers them impossible 111:056,03[H ]| to$9$ exist." 111:056,04[A ]| "I believe she does. But how she contrives it without 111:056,05[A ]| reflecting on$4$ the character of her own$2$ father, who$6#1$ had 111:056,06[A ]| himself two wives, I know not. A few years however 111:056,07[A ]| will$1$ settle her opinions on$4$ the reasonable basis of common$2$ 111:056,08[A ]| sense and observation; and then they may$1$ be more 111:056,09[A ]| easy to$9$ define and to$9$ justify than they now are, by$4$ any*body 111:056,10[A ]| but herself." 111:056,11[H ]| "This will$1$ probably be the case," 111:056,11[' ]| he replied; 111:056,11[H ]| "and 111:056,12[H ]| yet there is something so$5#1$ amiable in$4$ the prejudices of 111:056,13[H ]| a young mind$0$, that$3$ one is sorry to$9$ see them give way 111:056,14[H ]| to$4$ the reception of more general$2$ opinions." 111:056,15[A ]| "I cannot agree with you there," 111:056,15[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 111:056,15[A ]| "There 111:056,16[A ]| are inconveniences attending such feelings as $SS#C$Marianne's, 111:056,17[A ]| which$6#1$ all the charms of enthusiasm and ignorance of 111:056,18[A ]| the world cannot atone for$4$. Her systems have all the 111:056,19[A ]| unfortunate tendency of setting propriety at nought; 111:056,20[A ]| and a better acquaintance with the world is what I look$1$ 111:056,21[A ]| forward$5$ to$4$ as her greatest possible advantage." 111:056,22[' ]| After$4$ a short pause$0$ he resumed the conversation by$4$ 111:056,23[' ]| saying ~~ 111:056,24[H ]| "Does your sister make$1$ no$2$ distinction in$4$ her objections 111:056,25[H ]| against a second$2$ attachment? or is it equally 111:056,26[H ]| criminal in$4$ every*body? Are those who$6#1$ have been 111:056,27[H ]| disappointed in$4$ their first choice$0$, whether from the 111:056,28[H ]| inconstancy of its object$0$, or the perverseness of circumstances, 111:056,29[H ]| to$9$ be equally indifferent during the rest$0#1$ of 111:056,30[H ]| their lives$0$?" 111:056,31[A ]| "Upon$4$ my word, I am not acquainted with the 111:056,32[A ]| minutia of her principles. I only know that$3$ I never yet 111:056,33[A ]| heard her admit any instance$0$ of a second$2$ attachment's 111:056,34[A ]| being$1$ pardonable." 111:056,35[H ]| "This," 111:056,35[' ]| said he, 111:056,35[H ]| "cannot hold$1$; but a change$0$, a 111:056,36[H ]| total change$0$ of sentiments ~~ No$7$, no$7$, do not desire$1$ it, ~~ 111:056,37[H ]| for$3$ when the romantic refinements of a young mind$0$ are 111:056,38[H ]| obliged to$9$ give way, how frequently are they succeeded 111:057,01[H ]| by$4$ such opinions as are but too$5#1$ common$2$, and too$5#1$ 111:057,02[H ]| dangerous! I speak from experience$0$. I once knew 111:057,03[H ]| a lady who$6#1$ in$4$ temper and mind$0$ greatly resembled your 111:057,04[H ]| sister, who$6#1$ thought$1$ and judged like$4$ her, but who$6#1$ from 111:057,05[H ]| an inforced change$0$ ~~ from a series of unfortunate 111:057,06[H ]| circumstances" ~~ 111:057,06[' ]| Here he stopt suddenly; appeared 111:057,07[' ]| to$9$ think that$3$ he had said too$5#1$ much, and by$4$ his countenance 111:057,08[' ]| gave rise$0$ to$4$ conjectures$0$, which$6#1$ might not 111:057,09[' ]| otherwise have entered $SS#A$Elinor's head$0$. The lady would 111:057,10[' ]| probably have passed without suspicion, had he not 111:057,11[' ]| convinced $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood that$3$ what concerned her 111:057,12[' ]| ought not to$9$ escape$1$ his lips. As it was, it required but 111:057,13[' ]| a slight$2$ effort of fancy$0$ to$9$ connect his emotion with the 111:057,14[' ]| tender$2$ recollection of past$2$ regard$0$. $SS#A$Elinor attempted 111:057,15[' ]| no$2$ more. But $SS#C$Marianne, in$4$ her place$0$, would not have 111:057,16[' ]| done so$5#1$ little. The whole$2$ story would have been speedily 111:057,17[' ]| formed under her active imagination; and every*thing 111:057,18[' ]| established in$4$ the most melancholy$2$ order of disastrous 111:057,19[' ]| love$0$. 112:058,01[' ]| As $SS#A$Elinor and $SS#C$Marianne were walking together the 112:058,02[' ]| next morning the latter communicated a piece of news 112:058,03[' ]| to$4$ her sister, which$6#1$ in$4$ spite$8$ of all that$6#1$ she knew before$5$ 112:058,04[' ]| of $SS#C$Marianne's imprudence and want$0$ of thought$0$, surprised 112:058,05[' ]| her by$4$ its extravagant testimony of both. $SS#C$Marianne 112:058,06[' ]| told her, with the greatest delight$0$, that$3$ 112:058,06@c | $SS#R$Willoughby 112:058,07@c | had given her a horse, one that$6#1$ he had bred himself on$4$ 112:058,08@c | his estate in$4$ Somersetshire, and which$6#1$ was exactly 112:058,09@c | calculated to$9$ carry a woman. 112:058,09[' ]| Without considering that$3$ 112:058,10[' ]| it was not in$4$ her mother's plan to$9$ keep any horse, 112:058,11[' ]| that$3$ if she were to$9$ alter her resolution in$4$ favour$0$ of this 112:058,12[' ]| gift, she must buy another for$4$ the servant, and keep 112:058,13[' ]| a servant to$9$ ride$1$ it, and after$4$ all, build a stable to$9$ receive 112:058,14[' ]| them, she had accepted the present$0#2$ without hesitation, 112:058,15[' ]| and told her sister of it in$4$ raptures. 112:058,16[C ]| "He intends to$9$ send his groom into Somersetshire 112:058,17[C ]| immediately for$4$ it," 112:058,17[' ]| she added, 112:058,17[C ]| "and when it arrives, 112:058,18[C ]| we will$1$ ride$1$ every day. You shall share$1$ its use$0$ with me. 112:058,19[C ]| Imagine to$4$ yourself, my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Elinor, the delight$0$ of 112:058,20[C ]| a gallop on$4$ some of these downs." 112:058,21[' ]| Most unwilling was she to$9$ awaken from such a dream$0$ 112:058,22[' ]| of felicity, to$9$ comprehend all the unhappy truths which$6#1$ 112:058,23[' ]| attended the affair; and for$4$ some time she refused to$9$ 112:058,24[' ]| submit to$4$ them. 112:058,24@c | As to$4$ an additional servant, the 112:058,25@c | expence would be a trifle$0$; mama she was sure would 112:058,26@c | never object$1$ to$4$ it; and any horse would do for$4$ \him\; 112:058,27@c | he might always get one at the park; as to$4$ a stable, 112:058,28@c | the merest shed would be sufficient. 112:058,28[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor then 112:058,29[' ]| ventured to$9$ doubt$1$ the propriety of her receiving such 112:058,30[' ]| a present$0#2$ from a man so$5#1$ little, or at least so$5#1$ lately 112:058,31[' ]| known to$4$ her. This was too$5#1$ much. 112:058,32[C ]| "You are mistaken, $SS#A$Elinor," 112:058,32[' ]| said she warmly, 112:058,32[C ]| "in$4$ 112:058,33[C ]| supposing I know very little of $SS#R$Willoughby. I have not 112:059,01[C ]| known him long indeed, but I am much better acquainted 112:059,02[C ]| with him, than I am with any other creature 112:059,03[C ]| in$4$ the world, except yourself and mama. It is not time 112:059,04[C ]| or opportunity that$6#1$ is to$9$ determine intimacy; ~~ it is 112:059,05[C ]| disposition alone. Seven years would be insufficient to$9$ 112:059,06[C ]| make$1$ some people acquainted with each other, and seven 112:059,07[C ]| days are more than enough for$4$ others. I should hold$1$ 112:059,08[C ]| myself guilty of greater impropriety in$4$ accepting a horse 112:059,09[C ]| from my brother, than from $SS#R$Willoughby. Of $SS#F$John I know 112:059,10[C ]| very little, though we have lived together for$4$ years; 112:059,11[C ]| but of $SS#R$Willoughby my judgment has long been formed." 112:059,12[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor thought$1$ it wisest to$9$ touch$1$ that$6#2$ point$0$ no$2$ more. 112:059,13[' ]| She knew her sister's temper. Opposition on$4$ so$5#1$ tender$2$ 112:059,14[' ]| a subject$0$ would only attach her the more to$4$ her own$2$ 112:059,15[' ]| opinion. But by$4$ an appeal to$4$ her affection for$4$ her 112:059,16[' ]| mother, by$4$ representing the inconveniences which$6#1$ that$6#2$ 112:059,17[' ]| indulgent mother must draw on$4$ herself, if (as would 112:059,18[' ]| probably be the case) she consented to$4$ this increase$0$ of 112:059,19[' ]| establishment, $SS#C$Marianne was shortly subdued; and she 112:059,20[' ]| promised not to$9$ tempt her mother to$4$ such imprudent 112:059,21[' ]| kindness by$4$ mentioning the offer$0$, and to$9$ tell $SS#R$Willoughby 112:059,22[' ]| when she saw him next, that$3$ it must be declined. 112:059,23[' ]| She was faithful to$4$ her word; and when $SS#R$Willoughby 112:059,24[' ]| called at the cottage, the same day, $SS#A$Elinor heard her 112:059,25[' ]| express$1$ her disappointment to$4$ him in$4$ a low voice, on$4$ 112:059,26[' ]| being$1$ obliged to$9$ forego the acceptance of his present$0#2$. 112:059,27[' ]| The reasons for$4$ this alteration were at the same time 112:059,28[' ]| related, and they were such as to$9$ make$1$ further entreaty 112:059,29[' ]| on$4$ his side$0$ impossible. His concern$0$ however was very 112:059,30[' ]| apparent; and after$4$ expressing it with earnestness, he 112:059,31[' ]| added in$4$ the same low voice ~~ 112:059,31[R ]| "But, $SS#C$Marianne, the horse 112:059,32[R ]| is still$5$ yours, though you cannot use$1$ it now. I shall keep 112:059,33[R ]| it only till you can claim$1$ it. When you leave$1$ Barton 112:059,34[R ]| to$9$ form$1$ your own$2$ establishment in$4$ a more lasting home, 112:059,35[R ]| Queen*Mab shall receive you." 112:059,36[' ]| This was all overheard by$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood; 112:059,36@a | and in$4$ 112:059,37@a | the whole$0$ of the sentence, in$4$ his manner of pronouncing 112:059,38@a | it, and in$4$ his addressing her sister by$4$ her christian name$0$ 112:060,01@a | alone, she instantly saw an intimacy so$5#1$ decided, a meaning 112:060,02@a | so$5#1$ direct$2$, as marked a perfect$2$ agreement between 112:060,03@a | them. 112:060,03[' ]| From that$6#2$ moment she doubted not of their 112:060,04[' ]| being$1$ engaged to$4$ each other; and the belief of it created 112:060,05[' ]| no$2$ other surprise$0$, than that$3$ she, or any of their friends, 112:060,06[' ]| should be left by$4$ tempers so$5#1$ frank$2$, to$9$ discover it by$4$ 112:060,07[' ]| accident. 112:060,08[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret related something to$4$ her the next day, 112:060,09[' ]| which$6#1$ placed this matter in$4$ a still$5$ clearer light$0$. $SS#R$Willoughby 112:060,10[' ]| had spent the preceding evening with them, 112:060,11[' ]| and $SS#E$Margaret, being$1$ left some time in$4$ the parlour 112:060,12[' ]| with only him and $SS#C$Marianne, had had opportunity for$4$ 112:060,13[' ]| observations, which$6#1$, with a most important face$0$, she 112:060,14[' ]| communicated to$4$ her eldest sister, when they were next 112:060,15[' ]| by$4$ themselves. 112:060,16[E ]| "Oh! $SS#A$Elinor," 112:060,16[' ]| she cried, 112:060,16[E ]| "I have such a secret$0$ to$9$ 112:060,17[E ]| tell you about$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. I am sure she will$1$ be married 112:060,18[E ]| to$4$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby very soon." 112:060,19[A ]| "You have said so$5#2$," 112:060,19[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 112:060,19[A ]| "almost every 112:060,20[A ]| day since they first met on$4$ High-church*Down; and 112:060,21[A ]| they had not known each other a week, I believe, before$3$ 112:060,22[A ]| you were certain that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne wore his picture$0$ round$4$ 112:060,23[A ]| her neck; but it turned out$5$ to$9$ be only the miniature 112:060,24[A ]| of our great*uncle." 112:060,25[E ]| "But indeed this is quite another thing. I am sure 112:060,26[E ]| they will$1$ be married very soon, for$3$ he has got a lock$0$ of her 112:060,27[E ]| hair." 112:060,28[A ]| "Take care$0$, $SS#E$Margaret. It may$1$ be only the hair of 112:060,29[A ]| some great*uncle of \his\." 112:060,30[E ]| "But indeed, $SS#A$Elinor, it is $SS#C$Marianne's. I am almost 112:060,31[E ]| sure it is, for$3$ I saw him cut$1$ it off. Last$2$ night after$4$ tea, 112:060,32[E ]| when you and mama went out$5$ of the room, they were 112:060,33[E ]| whispering and talking together as fast as could be, and 112:060,34[E ]| he seemed to$9$ be begging something of her, and presently 112:060,35[E ]| he took up$5$ her scissars and cut$1$ off a long lock$0$ of her hair, 112:060,36[E ]| for$3$ it was all tumbled down$4$ her back$0$; and he kissed 112:060,37[E ]| it, and folded it up$5$ in$4$ a piece of white paper, and put 112:060,38[E ]| it into his pocket-book." 112:061,01[' ]| From such particulars, stated on$4$ such authority, 112:061,02[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not withhold her credit$0$: nor was she disposed 112:061,03[' ]| to$4$ it, for$3$ the circumstance was in$4$ perfect$2$ unison 112:061,04[' ]| with what she had heard and seen herself. 112:061,05[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret's sagacity was not always displayed in$4$ 112:061,06[' ]| a way so$5#1$ satisfactory to$4$ her sister. When $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 112:061,07[' ]| attacked her one evening at the park, to$9$ give the name$0$ 112:061,08[' ]| of the young man who$6#1$ was $SS#A$Elinor's particular favourite$0$, 112:061,09[' ]| which$6#1$ had been long a matter of great curiosity to$4$ her, 112:061,10[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret answered by$4$ looking at her sister, and saying, 112:061,11[E ]| "I must not tell, may$1$ I, $SS#A$Elinor?" 112:061,12[' ]| This of course$8$ made every*body laugh$1$; and $SS#A$Elinor 112:061,13[' ]| tried to$9$ laugh$1$ too$5#2$. But the effort was painful. She was 112:061,14[' ]| convinced that$3$ $SS#E$Margaret had fixed on$4$ a person, whose$6#1$ 112:061,15[' ]| name$0$ she could not bear$1$ with composure to$9$ become 112:061,16[' ]| a standing joke with $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. 112:061,17[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne felt for$4$ her most sincerely; but she did 112:061,18[' ]| more harm$0$ than good to$4$ the cause, by$4$ turning very 112:061,19[' ]| red, and saying in$4$ an angry manner to$4$ $SS#E$Margaret, 112:061,20[C ]| "Remember that$3$ whatever your conjectures$0$ may$1$ be, 112:061,21[C ]| you have no$2$ right$0$ to$9$ repeat them." 112:061,22[E ]| "I never had any conjectures$0$ about$4$ it," 112:061,22[' ]| replied 112:061,23[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret; 112:061,23[E ]| "it was you who$6#1$ told me of it yourself." 112:061,24[' ]| This increased the mirth of the company, and $SS#E$Margaret 112:061,25[' ]| was eagerly pressed to$9$ say something more. 112:061,26[K ]| "Oh! pray, $SS#E$Miss*Margaret, let us know all about$4$ 112:061,27[K ]| it," 112:061,27[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. 112:061,27[K ]| "What is the gentleman's 112:061,28[K ]| name$0$?" 112:061,29[E ]| "I must not tell, ma'am. But I know very well$5$ 112:061,30[E ]| what it is; and I know where he is too$5#2$." 112:061,31[K ]| "Yes, yes, we can guess$1$ where he is; at his own$2$ 112:061,32[K ]| house at Norland to$9$ be sure. He is the curate of the 112:061,33[K ]| parish I dare$1#2$ say." 112:061,34[E ]| "No$7$, \that$6#2$\ he is not. He is of no$2$ profession$0#2$ at all." 112:061,35[C ]| "$SS#E$Margaret," 112:061,35[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne with great warmth, 112:061,35[C ]| "you 112:061,36[C ]| know that$3$ all this is an invention of your own$2$, and that$3$ 112:061,37[C ]| there is no$2$ such person in$4$ existence." 112:061,38[E ]| "Well$7$ then he is lately dead, $SS#C$Marianne, for$3$ I am sure 112:062,01[E ]| there was such a man once, and his name$0$ begins with 112:062,02[E ]| an $SS#B$F." 112:062,03[' ]| Most grateful did $SS#A$Elinor feel to$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton for$4$ 112:062,04[' ]| observing at this moment, 112:062,04@m | "that$3$ it rained very hard," 112:062,05[' ]| though she believed the interruption to$9$ proceed less from 112:062,06[' ]| any attention to$4$ her, than from her ladyship's great 112:062,07[' ]| dislike$0$ of all such inelegant subjects of raillery as delighted 112:062,08[' ]| her husband and mother. The idea however started by$4$ 112:062,09[' ]| her, was immediately pursued by$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 112:062,10[' ]| who$6#1$ was on$4$ every occasion$0$ mindful of the feelings of 112:062,11[' ]| others; and much was said on$4$ the subject$0$ of rain$0$ by$4$ 112:062,12[' ]| both of them. $SS#R$Willoughby opened the piano-forte, and 112:062,13[' ]| asked $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ sit down$5$ to$4$ it; and thus amidst the 112:062,14[' ]| various endeavours$0$ of different people to$9$ quit the topic, 112:062,15[' ]| it fell to$4$ the ground. But not so$5#1$ easily did $SS#A$Elinor recover 112:062,16[' ]| from the alarm$0$ into which$6#1$ it had thrown her. 112:062,17[' ]| A party was formed this evening for$4$ going on$4$ the 112:062,18[' ]| following day to$9$ see a very fine place$0$ about$4$ twelve 112:062,19[' ]| miles from Barton, belonging to$4$ a brother-in-law of 112:062,20[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, without whose$6#1$ interest$0$ it could not 112:062,21[' ]| be seen, as the proprietor, who$6#1$ was then abroad, had 112:062,22[' ]| left strict orders$0#1$ on$4$ that$6#2$ head$0$. The grounds were 112:062,23[' ]| declared to$9$ be highly beautiful, and $SS#L$Sir*John, who$6#1$ was 112:062,24[' ]| particularly warm$2$ in$4$ their praise$0$, might be allowed to$9$ 112:062,25[' ]| be a tolerable judge$0$, for$3$ he had formed parties to$9$ visit$1$ 112:062,26[' ]| them, at least, twice every summer for$4$ the last$2$ ten years. 112:062,27[' ]| They contained a noble piece of water; a sail on$4$ which$6#1$ 112:062,28[' ]| was to$9$ form$1$ a great part$0$ of the morning's amusement; 112:062,29[' ]| cold$2$ provisions were to$9$ be taken, open$2$ carriages only 112:062,30[' ]| to$9$ be employed, and every*thing conducted in$4$ the usual 112:062,31[' ]| style of a complete$2$ party of pleasure. 112:062,32[' ]| To$4$ some few of the company, it appeared rather a bold 112:062,33[' ]| undertaking, considering the time of year, and that$3$ it 112:062,34[' ]| had rained every day for$4$ the last$2$ fortnight; ~~ and $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 112:062,35[' ]| who$6#1$ had already a cold$0$, was persuaded by$4$ 112:062,36[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor to$9$ stay$1$ at home. 113:063,01[' ]| Their intended excursion to$4$ Whitwell turned out$5$ very 113:063,02[' ]| differently from what $SS#A$Elinor had expected. She was prepared 113:063,03[' ]| to$9$ be wet$2$ through$5$, fatigued, and frightened; but the 113:063,04[' ]| event was still$5$ more unfortunate, for$3$ they did not go at all. 113:063,05[' ]| By$4$ ten o'clock the whole$2$ party were assembled at 113:063,06[' ]| the park, where they were to$9$ breakfast$1$. The morning 113:063,07[' ]| was rather favourable, though it had rained all night, 113:063,08[' ]| as the clouds were then dispersing across$4$ the sky, and 113:063,09[' ]| the sun frequently appeared. They were all in$4$ high 113:063,10[' ]| spirits and good*humour, eager to$9$ be happy, and 113:063,11[' ]| determined to$9$ submit to$4$ the greatest inconveniences 113:063,12[' ]| and hardships rather than be otherwise. 113:063,13[' ]| While$3$ they were at breakfast$0$ the letters were brought 113:063,14[' ]| in$5$. Among the rest$0#1$ there was one for$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon; 113:063,15[' ]| ~~ he took it, looked at the direction, changed colour, 113:063,16[' ]| and immediately left the room. 113:063,17[L ]| "What is the matter with $SS#H$Brandon?" 113:063,17[' ]| said $SS#L$Sir*John. 113:063,18[' ]| Nobody could tell. 113:063,19[M ]| "I hope$1$ he has had no$2$ bad news," 113:063,19[' ]| said $SS#M$Lady*Middleton. 113:063,20[M ]| "It must be something extraordinary that$6#1$ could 113:063,21[M ]| make$1$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon leave$1$ my breakfast*table so$5#1$ 113:063,22[M ]| suddenly." 113:063,23[' ]| In$4$ about$4$ five minutes he returned. 113:063,24[K ]| "No$2$ bad news, $SS#H$Colonel, I hope$1$;" 113:063,24[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 113:063,25[' ]| as soon as he entered the room. 113:063,26[H ]| "None at all, ma'am, I thank you." 113:063,27[K ]| "Was it from Avignon? I hope$1$ it is not to$9$ say that$3$ 113:063,28[K ]| your sister is worse." 113:063,29[H ]| "No$7$, ma'am. It came from town, and is merely 113:063,30[H ]| a letter of business." 113:063,31[K ]| "But how came the hand$0$ to$9$ discompose you so$5#1$ much, 113:063,32[K ]| if it was only a letter of business? Come, come, this 113:063,33[K ]| wo'nt do, $SS#H$Colonel; so$3$ let us hear the truth of it." 113:064,01[M ]| "My dear$2#1$ Madam," 113:064,01[' ]| said $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 113:064,01[M ]| "recollect 113:064,02[M ]| what you are saying." 113:064,03[K ]| "Perhaps it is to$9$ tell you that$3$ your cousin $SS#ZN$Fanny 113:064,04[K ]| is married?" 113:064,04[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, without attending 113:064,05[' ]| to$4$ her daughter's reproof. 113:064,06[H ]| "No$7$, indeed, it is not." 113:064,07[K ]| "Well$7$, then, I know who$6#2$ it is from, $SS#H$Colonel. And 113:064,08[K ]| I hope$1$ she is well$5$." 113:064,09[H ]| "Whom$6#2$ do you mean$1$, ma'am?" 113:064,09[' ]| said he, colouring 113:064,10[' ]| a little. 113:064,11[K ]| "Oh! you know who$6#2$ I mean$1$." 113:064,12[H ]| "I am particularly sorry, ma'am," 113:064,12[' ]| said he, addressing 113:064,13[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 113:064,13[H ]| "that$3$ I should receive this letter to-day, 113:064,14[H ]| for$3$ it is on$4$ business which$6#1$ requires my immediate 113:064,15[H ]| attendance in$4$ town." 113:064,16[K ]| "In$4$ town!" 113:064,16[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. 113:064,16[K ]| "What can you 113:064,17[K ]| have to$9$ do in$4$ town at this time of year?" 113:064,18[H ]| "My own$2$ loss is great," 113:064,18[' ]| he continued, 113:064,18[H ]| "in$4$ being$1$ 113:064,19[H ]| obliged to$9$ leave$1$ so$5#1$ agreeable a party; but I am the more 113:064,20[H ]| concerned, as I fear$1$ my presence is necessary to$9$ gain$1$ 113:064,21[H ]| your admittance at Whitwell." 113:064,22[' ]| What a blow upon$4$ them all was this! 113:064,23[C ]| "But if you write a note$0$ to$4$ the housekeeper, $SS#H$Mr%*Brandon," 113:064,24[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne eagerly, 113:064,24[C ]| "will$1$ it not be 113:064,25[C ]| sufficient?" 113:064,26[' ]| He shook his head$0$. 113:064,27[L ]| "We must go," 113:064,27[' ]| said $SS#L$Sir*John. ~~ 113:064,27[L ]| "It shall not be put 113:064,28[L ]| off when we are so$5#1$ near$4$ it. You cannot go to$9$ town till 113:064,29[L ]| to-morrow, $SS#H$Brandon, that$6#2$ is all." 113:064,30[H ]| "I wish$1$ it could be so$5#1$ easily settled. But it is not 113:064,31[H ]| in$4$ my power to$9$ delay$1$ my journey for$4$ one day!" 113:064,32[K ]| "If you would but let us know what your business 113:064,33[K ]| is," 113:064,33[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 113:064,33[K ]| "we might see whether it could 113:064,34[K ]| be put off or not." 113:064,35[R ]| "You would not be six hours later," 113:064,35[' ]| said $SS#R$Willoughby, 113:064,36[R ]| "if you were to$9$ defer your journey till our return$0$." 113:064,37[H ]| "I cannot afford to$9$ lose \one\ hour." ~~ 113:064,38[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor then heard $SS#R$Willoughby say in$4$ a low voice to$4$ 113:065,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, 113:065,01[R ]| "There are some people who$6#1$ cannot bear$1$ 113:065,02[R ]| a party of pleasure. $SS#H$Brandon is one of them. He was 113:065,03[R ]| afraid of catching cold$0$ I dare$1#2$ say, and invented this 113:065,04[R ]| trick$0$ for$4$ getting out$5$ of it. I would lay$1#1$ fifty guineas the 113:065,05[R ]| letter was of his own$2$ writing." 113:065,06[C ]| "I have no$2$ doubt$0$ of it," 113:065,06[' ]| replied $SS#C$Marianne. 113:065,07[L ]| "There is no$2$ persuading you to$9$ change$1$ your mind$0$, 113:065,08[L ]| $SS#H$Brandon, I know of old," 113:065,08[' ]| said $SS#L$Sir*John, 113:065,08[L ]| "when once 113:065,09[L ]| you are determined on$4$ any*thing. But, however, 113:065,10[L ]| I hope$1$ you will$1$ think better of it. Consider, here are 113:065,11[L ]| the two $SS#ZE$Miss*Careys come over from Newton, the three 113:065,12[L ]| $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods walked up$5$ from the cottage, and 113:065,13[L ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby got up$5$ two hours before$4$ his usual time, 113:065,14[L ]| on$4$ purpose to$9$ go to$4$ Whitwell." 113:065,15[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon again repeated his sorrow at being$1$ 113:065,16[' ]| the cause of disappointing the party; but at the same 113:065,17[' ]| time declared it to$9$ be unavoidable. 113:065,18[L ]| "Well$7$ then, when will$1$ you come back$5$ again?" 113:065,19[M ]| "I hope$1$ we shall see you at Barton," 113:065,19[' ]| added her ladyship, 113:065,20[M ]| "as soon as you can conveniently leave$1$ town; 113:065,21[M ]| and we must put off the party to$4$ Whitwell till you 113:065,22[M ]| return$1$." 113:065,23[H ]| "You are very obliging. But it is so$5#1$ uncertain, when 113:065,24[H ]| I may$1$ have it in$4$ my power to$9$ return$1$, that$3$ I dare$1#2$ not 113:065,25[H ]| engage for$4$ it at all." 113:065,26[L ]| "Oh! he must and shall come back$5$," 113:065,26[' ]| cried $SS#L$Sir*John. 113:065,27[L ]| "If he is not here by$4$ the end$0$ of the week, I shall go 113:065,28[L ]| after$4$ him." 113:065,29[K ]| "Aye, so$5#2$ do, $SS#L$Sir*John," 113:065,29[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 113:065,29[K ]| "and 113:065,30[K ]| then perhaps you may$1$ find out$5$ what his business is." 113:065,31[L ]| "I do not want$1$ to$9$ pry into other men's concerns$0$. 113:065,32[L ]| I suppose it is something he is ashamed of." 113:065,33[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's horses were announced. 113:065,34[L ]| "You do not go to$4$ town on$4$ horseback, do you?" 113:065,35[' ]| added $SS#L$Sir*John. 113:065,36[H ]| "No$7$. Only to$4$ Honiton. I shall then go post." 113:065,37[L ]| "Well$7$, as you are resolved to$9$ go, I wish$1$ you a good 113:065,38[L ]| journey. But you had better change$1$ your mind$0$." 113:066,01[H ]| "I assure you it is not in$4$ my power." 113:066,02[' ]| He then took leave$0$ of the whole$2$ party. 113:066,03[H ]| "Is there no$2$ chance$0$ of my seeing you and your 113:066,04[H ]| sisters in$4$ town this winter, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood?" 113:066,05[A ]| "I am afraid, none at all." 113:066,06[H ]| "Then I must bid you farewell for$4$ a longer time 113:066,07[H ]| than I should wish$1$ to$9$ do." 113:066,08[' ]| To$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, he merely bowed and said nothing. 113:066,09[K ]| "Come, $SS#H$Colonel," 113:066,09[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 113:066,09[K ]| "before$3$ you go, 113:066,10[K ]| do let us know what you are going about$4$." 113:066,11[' ]| He wished her a good morning, and attended by$4$ 113:066,12[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John, left the room. 113:066,13[' ]| The complaints and lamentations which$6#1$ politeness 113:066,14[' ]| had hitherto restrained, now burst$1$ forth universally; 113:066,15[' ]| and they all agreed again and again how provoking it 113:066,16[' ]| was to$9$ be so$5#1$ disappointed. 113:066,17[K ]| "I can guess$1$ what his business is, however," 113:066,17[' ]| said 113:066,18[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings exultingly. 113:066,19[X ]| "Can you, ma'am?" 113:066,19[' ]| said almost every*body. 113:066,20[K ]| "Yes; it is about$4$ $SS#ZC$Miss*Williams, I am sure." 113:066,21[C ]| "And who$6#2$ is $SS#ZC$Miss*Williams?" 113:066,21[' ]| asked $SS#C$Marianne. 113:066,22[K ]| "What! do not you know who$6#2$ $SS#ZC$Miss*Williams is? 113:066,23[K ]| I am sure you must have heard of her before$5$. She 113:066,24[K ]| is a relation of the $SS#H$Colonel's, my dear$2#1$; a very near$2$ 113:066,25[K ]| relation. We will$1$ not say how near$5$, for$4$ fear$0$ of shocking 113:066,26[K ]| the young ladies." 113:066,26[' ]| Then lowering her voice a little, 113:066,27[' ]| she said to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, 113:066,27[K ]| "She is his natural$2$ daughter." 113:066,28[A ]| "Indeed!" 113:066,29[K ]| "Oh! yes; and as like$4$ him as she can stare. I dare$1#2$ 113:066,30[K ]| say the $SS#H$Colonel will$1$ leave$1$ her all his fortune." 113:066,31[' ]| When $SS#L$Sir*John returned, he joined most heartily 113:066,32[' ]| in$4$ the general$2$ regret$0$ on$4$ so$5#1$ unfortunate an event; 113:066,33[' ]| concluding however by$4$ observing, that$3$ 113:066,33@l | as they were all 113:066,34@l | got together, they must do something by$4$ way of being$1$ 113:066,35@l | happy; 113:066,35[' ]| and after$4$ some consultation it was agreed, 113:066,36[' ]| that$3$ although happiness could only be enjoyed at 113:066,37[' ]| Whitwell, they might procure a tolerable composure 113:066,38[' ]| of mind$0$ by$4$ driving about$4$ the country. The carriages 113:067,01[' ]| were then ordered; $SS#R$Willoughby's was first, and $SS#C$Marianne 113:067,02[' ]| never looked happier than when she got into it. He 113:067,03[' ]| drove through$4$ the park very fast, and they were soon 113:067,04[' ]| out$5$ of sight; and nothing more of them was seen till 113:067,05[' ]| their return$0$, which$6#1$ did not happen till after$4$ the return$0$ 113:067,06[' ]| of all the rest$0#1$. They both seemed delighted with their 113:067,07[' ]| drive$0$, but said only in$4$ general$2$ terms that$3$ they had kept 113:067,08[' ]| in$4$ the lanes, while$3$ the others went on$4$ the downs. 113:067,09[' ]| It was settled that$3$ there should be a dance$0$ in$4$ the 113:067,10[' ]| evening, and that$3$ every*body should be extremely 113:067,11[' ]| merry all day long. Some more of the $SS#ZE$Careys came to$4$ 113:067,12[' ]| dinner, and they had the pleasure of sitting down$5$ nearly 113:067,13[' ]| twenty to$4$ table, which$6#1$ $SS#L$Sir*John observed with great 113:067,14[' ]| contentment. $SS#R$Willoughby took his usual place$0$ between 113:067,15[' ]| the two elder $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings sat on$4$ 113:067,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's right$2#2$ hand$0$; and they had not been long 113:067,17[' ]| seated, before$3$ she leant behind her and $SS#R$Willoughby, 113:067,18[' ]| and said to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, loud enough for$4$ them both to$9$ 113:067,19[' ]| hear, 113:067,19[K ]| "I have found you out$5$ in$4$ spite$8$ of all your tricks. 113:067,20[K ]| I know where you spent the morning." 113:067,21[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne coloured, and replied very hastily, 113:067,21[C ]| "Where, 113:067,22[C ]| pray?" ~~ 113:067,23[R ]| "Did not you know," 113:067,23[' ]| said $SS#R$Willoughby, 113:067,23[R ]| "that$3$ we 113:067,24[R ]| had been out$5$ in$4$ my curricle?" 113:067,25[K ]| "Yes, yes, $SS#R$Mr%*Impudence, I know that$6#2$ very well$5$, 113:067,26[K ]| and I was determined to$9$ find out$5$ \where\ you had been to$4$. 113:067,27[K ]| ~~ I hope$1$ you like$1$ your house, $SS#C$Miss*Marianne. It is 113:067,28[K ]| a very large one I know, and when I come to$9$ see you, 113:067,29[K ]| I hope$1$ you will$1$ have new-furnished it, for$3$ it wanted it 113:067,30[K ]| very much, when I was there six years ago." 113:067,31[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne turned away in$4$ great confusion. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 113:067,32[' ]| laughed heartily; and $SS#A$Elinor found that$3$ in$4$ 113:067,33[' ]| her resolution to$9$ know where they had been, she had 113:067,34[' ]| actually made her own$2$ woman enquire of $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby's 113:067,35[' ]| groom, and that$3$ she had by$4$ that$6#2$ method been 113:067,36[' ]| informed that$3$ they had gone to$4$ Allenham, and spent 113:067,37[' ]| a considerable time there in$4$ walking about$4$ the garden 113:067,38[' ]| and going all over the house. 113:068,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could hardly believe this to$9$ be true, as it 113:068,02[' ]| seemed very unlikely that$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby should propose, 113:068,03[' ]| or $SS#C$Marianne consent$1$, to$9$ enter the house while$3$ $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith 113:068,04[' ]| was in$4$ it, with whom$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne had not the 113:068,05[' ]| smallest acquaintance. 113:068,06[' ]| As soon as they left the dining-room, $SS#A$Elinor enquired 113:068,07[' ]| of her about$4$ it; and great was her surprise$0$ when she 113:068,08[' ]| found that$3$ every circumstance related by$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 113:068,09[' ]| was perfectly true. $SS#C$Marianne was quite angry with her 113:068,10[' ]| for$4$ doubting it. 113:068,11[C ]| "Why should you imagine, $SS#A$Elinor, that$3$ we did not 113:068,12[C ]| go there, or that$3$ we did not see the house? Is not it 113:068,13[C ]| what you have often wished to$9$ do yourself?" 113:068,14[A ]| "Yes, $SS#C$Marianne, but I would not go while$3$ $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith 113:068,15[A ]| was there, and with no$2$ other companion than $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby." 113:068,17[C ]| "$SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby however is the only person who$6#1$ can 113:068,18[C ]| have a right$0$ to$9$ shew$1$ that$6#2$ house; and as we went in$4$ 113:068,19[C ]| an open$2$ carriage, it was impossible to$9$ have any other 113:068,20[C ]| companion. I never spent a pleasanter morning in$4$ 113:068,21[C ]| my life." 113:068,22[A ]| "I am afraid," 113:068,22[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 113:068,22[A ]| "that$3$ the pleasantness 113:068,23[A ]| of an employment does not always evince its propriety." 113:068,24[C ]| "On$4$ the contrary, nothing can be a stronger proof 113:068,25[C ]| of it, $SS#A$Elinor; for$3$ if there had been any real impropriety 113:068,26[C ]| in$4$ what I did, I should have been sensible$2#1$ of it at the 113:068,27[C ]| time, for$3$ we always know when we are acting wrong, 113:068,28[C ]| and with such a conviction I could have had no$2$ pleasure." 113:068,29[A ]| "But, my dear$2#1$ $SS#C$Marianne, as it has already exposed 113:068,30[A ]| you to$4$ some very impertinent remarks, do you not 113:068,31[A ]| now begin to$9$ doubt$1$ the discretion of your own$2$ conduct$0$?" 113:068,32[C ]| "If the impertinent remarks of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings are 113:068,33[C ]| to$9$ be the proof of impropriety in$4$ conduct$0$, we are all 113:068,34[C ]| offending every moment of our lives$0$. I value$1$ not 113:068,35[C ]| her censure$0$ any more than I should do her commendation. 113:068,36[C ]| I am not sensible$2#1$ of having done any*thing wrong 113:068,37[C ]| in$4$ walking over $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith's grounds, or in$4$ seeing her 113:068,38[C ]| house. They will$1$ one day be $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby's, and" ~~ 113:069,01[A ]| "If they were one day to$9$ be your own$2$, $SS#C$Marianne, 113:069,02[A ]| you would not be justified in$4$ what you have done." 113:069,03[' ]| She blushed at this hint$0$; but it was even$5$ visibly 113:069,04[' ]| gratifying to$4$ her; and after$4$ a ten minutes' interval of 113:069,05[' ]| earnest thought$0$, she came to$4$ her sister again, and said 113:069,06[' ]| with great good*humour, 113:069,06[C ]| "Perhaps, $SS#A$Elinor, it \was\ rather 113:069,07[C ]| ill-judged in$4$ me to$9$ go to$4$ Allenham; but $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby 113:069,08[C ]| wanted particularly to$9$ shew$1$ me the place$0$; and it is 113:069,09[C ]| a charming house I assure you. ~~ There is one remarkably 113:069,10[C ]| pretty$2$ sitting*room up*stairs; of a nice comfortable 113:069,11[C ]| size for$4$ constant use$0$, and with modern furniture it 113:069,12[C ]| would be delightful. It is a corner room, and has 113:069,13[C ]| windows on$4$ two sides. On$4$ one side$0$ you look$1$ across$4$ the 113:069,14[C ]| bowling-green, behind the house, to$4$ a beautiful hanging*wood, 113:069,15[C ]| and on$4$ the other you have a view$0$ of the church 113:069,16[C ]| and village, and, beyond$4$ them, of those fine bold hills 113:069,17[C ]| that$3$ we have so$5#1$ often admired. I did not see it to$4$ 113:069,18[C ]| advantage, for$3$ nothing could be more forlorn than the 113:069,19[C ]| furniture, ~~ but if it were newly fitted up$5$ ~~ a couple 113:069,20[C ]| of hundred pounds, $SS#R$Willoughby says, would make$1$ it 113:069,21[C ]| one of the pleasantest summer-rooms in$4$ England." 113:069,22[' ]| Could $SS#A$Elinor have listened to$4$ her without interruption 113:069,23[' ]| from the others, she would have described every room 113:069,24[' ]| in$4$ the house with equal$2$ delight$0$. 114:070,01[' ]| The sudden$2$ termination of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's visit$0$ 114:070,02[' ]| at the park, with his steadiness in$4$ concealing its cause, 114:070,03[' ]| filled the mind$0$ and raised the wonder$0$ of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 114:070,04[' ]| for$4$ two or three days; she was a great wonderer, as 114:070,05[' ]| every*one must be who$6#1$ takes a very lively interest$0$ in$4$ all 114:070,06[' ]| the comings and goings of all their acquaintance. She 114:070,07[' ]| wondered with little intermission 114:070,07@k | what could be the 114:070,08@k | reason$0$ of it; was sure there must be some bad news, 114:070,09[' ]| and thought$1$ over every kind$0$ of distress$0$ that$3$ could have 114:070,10[' ]| befallen him, with a fixed determination that$3$ he should 114:070,11[' ]| not escape$1$ them all. 114:070,12[K ]| "Something very melancholy$2$ must be the matter, 114:070,13[K ]| I am sure," 114:070,13[' ]| said she. 114:070,13[K ]| "I could see it in$4$ his face$0$. Poor 114:070,14[K ]| man! I am afraid his circumstances may$1$ be bad. The 114:070,15[K ]| estate at Delaford was never reckoned more than two 114:070,16[K ]| thousand a year, and his brother left every*thing sadly 114:070,17[K ]| involved. I do think he must have been sent for$5$ about$4$ 114:070,18[K ]| money matters, for$3$ what else can it be? I wonder$1$ 114:070,19[K ]| whether it is so$5#2$. I would give any*thing to$9$ know the 114:070,20[K ]| truth of it. Perhaps it is about$4$ $SS#ZC$Miss*Williams ~~ and, 114:070,21[K ]| by*the*bye, I dare$1#2$ say it is, because he looked so$5#1$ conscious 114:070,22[K ]| when I mentioned her. May*be she is ill in$4$ town; 114:070,23[K ]| nothing in$4$ the world more likely, for$3$ I have a notion 114:070,24[K ]| she is always rather sickly. I would lay$1#1$ any wager it is 114:070,25[K ]| about$4$ $SS#ZC$Miss*Williams. It is not so$5#1$ very likely he should 114:070,26[K ]| be distressed in$4$ his circumstances \now\, for$3$ he is a very 114:070,27[K ]| prudent man, and to$9$ be sure must have cleared the 114:070,28[K ]| estate by$4$ this time. I wonder$1$ what it can be! May*be 114:070,29[K ]| his sister is worse at Avignon, and has sent for$4$ him 114:070,30[K ]| over. His setting off in$4$ such a hurry$0$ seems very like$4$ 114:070,31[K ]| it. Well$7$, I wish$1$ him out$5$ of all his trouble$0$ with all my 114:070,32[K ]| heart, and a good wife into the bargain." 114:070,33[' ]| So$5#2$ wondered, so$5#2$ talked $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, her opinion 114:071,01[' ]| varying with every fresh conjecture$0$, and all seeming 114:071,02[' ]| equally probable as they arose. $SS#A$Elinor, though she felt 114:071,03[' ]| really interested in$4$ the welfare of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 114:071,04[' ]| could not bestow all the wonder$0$ on$4$ his going so$5#1$ suddenly 114:071,05[' ]| away, which$6#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was desirous of her feeling; 114:071,06[' ]| for$3$ besides that$6#2$ the circumstance did not in$4$ her opinion 114:071,07[' ]| justify such lasting amazement or variety of speculation, 114:071,08[' ]| her wonder$0$ was otherwise disposed of. It was engrossed 114:071,09[' ]| by$4$ the extraordinary silence$0$ of her sister and $SS#R$Willoughby 114:071,10[' ]| on$4$ the subject$0$, which$6#1$ they must know to$9$ be peculiarly 114:071,11[' ]| interesting to$4$ them all. As this silence$0$ continued, 114:071,12[' ]| every day made it appear more strange and more 114:071,13[' ]| incompatible with the disposition of both. 114:071,13@a | Why they 114:071,14@a | should not openly acknowledge to$4$ her mother and herself, 114:071,15@a | what their constant behaviour to$4$ each other 114:071,16@a | declared to$9$ have taken place$0$, 114:071,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not imagine. 114:071,17[' ]| She could easily conceive that$3$ marriage might not 114:071,18[' ]| be immediately in$4$ their power; for$3$ though $SS#R$Willoughby 114:071,19[' ]| was independent, there was no$2$ reason$0$ to$9$ believe him 114:071,20[' ]| rich. His estate had been rated by$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John at about$4$ 114:071,21[' ]| six or seven hundred a year; but he lived at an expense 114:071,22[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ that$6#2$ income could hardly be equal$2$, and he 114:071,23[' ]| had himself often complained of his poverty. But for$4$ 114:071,24[' ]| this strange kind$0$ of secrecy maintained by$4$ them relative 114:071,25[' ]| to$4$ their engagement, which$6#1$ in$4$ fact concealed nothing 114:071,26[' ]| at all, she could not account$1$; and it was so$5#1$ wholly 114:071,27[' ]| contradictory to$4$ their general$2$ opinions and practice$0$, 114:071,28[' ]| that$3$ a doubt$0$ sometimes entered her mind$0$ of their being$1$ 114:071,29[' ]| really engaged, and this doubt$0$ was enough to$9$ prevent 114:071,30[' ]| her making any inquiry of $SS#C$Marianne. 114:071,31[' ]| Nothing could be more expressive of attachment to$4$ 114:071,32[' ]| them all, than $SS#R$Willoughby's behaviour. To$4$ $SS#C$Marianne 114:071,33[' ]| it had all the distinguishing tenderness which$6#1$ a lover's 114:071,34[' ]| heart could give, and to$4$ the rest$0#1$ of the family it was the 114:071,35[' ]| affectionate attention of a son and a brother. The 114:071,36[' ]| cottage seemed to$9$ be considered and loved by$4$ him as 114:071,37[' ]| his home; many more of his hours were spent there 114:071,38[' ]| than at Allenham; and if no$2$ general$2$ engagement 114:072,01[' ]| collected them at the park, the exercise$0$ which$6#1$ called 114:072,02[' ]| him out$5$ in$4$ the morning was almost certain of ending 114:072,03[' ]| there, where the rest$0#1$ of the day was spent by$4$ himself 114:072,04[' ]| at the side$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne, and by$4$ his favourite$2$ pointer 114:072,05[' ]| at her feet. 114:072,06[' ]| One evening in$4$ particular, about$4$ a week after$3$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 114:072,07[' ]| had left the country, his heart seemed more 114:072,08[' ]| than usually open$2$ to$4$ every feeling of attachment to$4$ 114:072,09[' ]| the objects$0$ around$4$ him; and on$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's 114:072,10[' ]| happening to$9$ mention$1$ her design$0$ of improving the cottage 114:072,11[' ]| in$4$ the spring$0$, he warmly opposed every alteration of 114:072,12[' ]| a place$0$ which$6#1$ affection had established as perfect$2$ with 114:072,13[' ]| him. 114:072,14[R ]| "What!" 114:072,14[' ]| he exclaimed ~~ 114:072,14[R ]| "Improve this dear$2#1$ cottage! 114:072,15[R ]| No$7$. \That$6#2$\ I will$1$ never consent$1$ to$4$. Not a stone 114:072,16[R ]| must be added to$4$ its walls, not an inch to$4$ its size, if my 114:072,17[R ]| feelings are regarded." 114:072,18[A ]| "Do not be alarmed," 114:072,18[' ]| said $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, 114:072,18[A ]| "nothing 114:072,19[A ]| of the kind$0$ will$1$ be done; for$3$ my mother will$1$ never have 114:072,20[A ]| money enough to$9$ attempt$1$ it." 114:072,21[R ]| "I am heartily glad of it," 114:072,21[' ]| he cried. 114:072,21[R ]| "May$1$ she 114:072,22[R ]| always be poor, if she can employ her riches no$2$ better." 114:072,23[D ]| "Thank you, $SS#R$Willoughby. But you may$1$ be assured 114:072,24[D ]| that$3$ I would not sacrifice$1$ one sentiment of local attachment 114:072,25[D ]| of yours, or of any*one whom$6#1$ I loved, for$4$ all the 114:072,26[D ]| improvements in$4$ the world. Depend upon$4$ it that$3$ whatever 114:072,27[D ]| unemployed sum may$1$ remain, when I make$1$ up$5$ 114:072,28[D ]| my accounts in$4$ the spring$0$, I would even$5$ rather lay$1#1$ it 114:072,29[D ]| uselessly by$5$ than dispose of it in$4$ a manner so$5#1$ painful 114:072,30[D ]| to$4$ you. But are you really so$5#1$ attached to$4$ this place$0$ as 114:072,31[D ]| to$9$ see no$2$ defect in$4$ it?" 114:072,32[R ]| "I am," 114:072,32[' ]| said he. 114:072,32[R ]| "To$4$ me it is faultless. Nay, more, 114:072,33[R ]| I consider it as the only form$0$ of building in$4$ which$6#1$ 114:072,34[R ]| happiness is attainable, and were I rich enough, I would 114:072,35[R ]| instantly pull Combe down$5$, and build it up$5$ again in$4$ 114:072,36[R ]| the exact$2$ plan of this cottage." 114:072,37[A ]| "With dark$2$ narrow stairs, and a kitchen that$6#1$ smokes, 114:072,38[A ]| I suppose," 114:072,38[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 114:073,01[R ]| "Yes," 114:073,01[' ]| cried he in$4$ the same eager tone, 114:073,01[R ]| "with all 114:073,02[R ]| and every*thing belonging to$4$ it; ~~ in$4$ no$2$ one convenience 114:073,03[R ]| or \in\convenience about$4$ it, should the least variation be 114:073,04[R ]| perceptible. Then, and then only, under such a roof, 114:073,05[R ]| I might perhaps be as happy at Combe as I have been 114:073,06[R ]| at Barton." 114:073,07[A ]| "I flatter myself," 114:073,07[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 114:073,07[A ]| "that$3$ even$5$ under 114:073,08[A ]| the disadvantage of better rooms and a broader staircase, 114:073,09[A ]| you will$1$ hereafter find your own$2$ house as faultless as 114:073,10[A ]| you now do this." 114:073,11[R ]| "There certainly are circumstances," 114:073,11[' ]| said $SS#R$Willoughby, 114:073,12[R ]| "which$6#1$ might greatly endear it to$4$ me; but this place$0$ 114:073,13[R ]| will$1$ always have one claim$0$ on$4$ my affection, which$6#1$ no$2$ 114:073,14[R ]| other can possibly share$1$." 114:073,15[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood looked with pleasure at $SS#C$Marianne, 114:073,16[' ]| whose$6#1$ fine eyes were fixed so$5#1$ expressively on$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, 114:073,17[' ]| as plainly denoted how well$5$ she understood him. 114:073,18[R ]| "How often did I wish$1$," 114:073,18[' ]| added he, 114:073,18[R ]| "when I was at 114:073,19[R ]| Allenham this time twelvemonth, that$3$ Barton*cottage 114:073,20[R ]| were inhabited! I never passed within view$0$ of it without 114:073,21[R ]| admiring its situation, and grieving that$3$ no*one should 114:073,22[R ]| live in$4$ it. How little did I then think that$3$ the very 114:073,23[R ]| first news I should hear from $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith, when I next 114:073,24[R ]| came into the country, would be that$3$ Barton*cottage 114:073,25[R ]| was taken: and I felt an immediate satisfaction and 114:073,26[R ]| interest$0$ in$4$ the event, which$6#1$ nothing but a kind$0$ of 114:073,27[R ]| prescience of what happiness I should experience$1$ from 114:073,28[R ]| it, can account$1$ for$4$. Must it not have been so$5#2$, $SS#C$Marianne?" 114:073,29[' ]| speaking to$4$ her in$4$ a lowered voice. Then continuing 114:073,30[' ]| his former tone, he said, 114:073,30[R ]| "And yet this house you would 114:073,31[R ]| spoil, $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood? You would rob it of its simplicity 114:073,32[R ]| by$4$ imaginary improvement! and this dear$2#1$ parlour, 114:073,33[R ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ our acquaintance first began, and in$4$ which$6#1$ so$5#1$ 114:073,34[R ]| many happy hours have been since spent by$4$ us together, 114:073,35[R ]| you would degrade to$4$ the condition$0$ of a common$2$ 114:073,36[R ]| entrance, and every*body would be eager to$9$ pass$1$ through$4$ 114:073,37[R ]| the room which$6#1$ has hitherto contained within itself, 114:073,38[R ]| more real accommodation and comfort$0$ than any other 114:074,01[R ]| apartment of the handsomest dimensions in$4$ the world 114:074,02[R ]| could possibly afford." 114:074,03[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood again assured him that$3$ no$2$ alteration 114:074,04[' ]| of the kind$0$ should be attempted. 114:074,05[R ]| "You are a good woman," 114:074,05[' ]| he warmly replied. 114:074,05[R ]| "Your 114:074,06[R ]| promise$0$ makes me easy. Extend it a little farther, and 114:074,07[R ]| it will$1$ make$1$ me happy. Tell me that$3$ not only your 114:074,08[R ]| house will$1$ remain the same, but that$3$ I shall ever find 114:074,09[R ]| you and yours as unchanged as your dwelling; and 114:074,10[R ]| that$3$ you will$1$ always consider me with the kindness 114:074,11[R ]| which$6#1$ has made every*thing belonging to$4$ you so$5#1$ dear$2#1$ 114:074,12[R ]| to$4$ me." 114:074,13[' ]| The promise$0$ was readily given, and $SS#R$Willoughby's 114:074,14[' ]| behaviour during the whole$0$ of the evening declared at 114:074,15[' ]| once his affection and happiness. 114:074,16[D ]| "Shall we see you to-morrow to$4$ dinner?" 114:074,16[' ]| said 114:074,17[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood when he was leaving them. 114:074,17[D ]| "I do not 114:074,18[D ]| ask you to$9$ come in$4$ the morning, for$3$ we must walk$1$ to$4$ 114:074,19[D ]| the park, to$9$ call$1$ on$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton." 114:074,20[' ]| He engaged to$9$ be with them by$4$ four o'clock. 115:075,01[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's visit$0$ to$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton took place$0$ 115:075,02[' ]| the next day, and two of her daughters went with her; 115:075,03[' ]| but $SS#C$Marianne excused herself from being$1$ of the party 115:075,04[' ]| under some trifling pretext of employment; and her 115:075,05[' ]| mother, who$6#1$ concluded that$3$ a promise$0$ had been made 115:075,06[' ]| by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby the night before$5$ of calling on$4$ her while$3$ 115:075,07[' ]| they were absent, was perfectly satisfied with her 115:075,08[' ]| remaining at home. 115:075,09[' ]| On$4$ their return$0$ from the park they found $SS#R$Willoughby's 115:075,10[' ]| curricle and servant in$4$ waiting at the cottage, and 115:075,11[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was convinced that$3$ her conjecture$0$ had 115:075,12[' ]| been just$2$. So$5#1$ far it was all as she had foreseen; but 115:075,13[' ]| on$4$ entering the house she beheld what no$2$ foresight 115:075,14[' ]| had taught her to$9$ expect. They were no$2$ sooner in$4$ the 115:075,15[' ]| passage than $SS#C$Marianne came hastily out$5$ of the parlour 115:075,16[' ]| apparently in$4$ violent affliction, with her handkerchief 115:075,17[' ]| at her eyes; and without noticing them ran up*stairs. 115:075,18[' ]| Surprised and alarmed they proceeded directly into the 115:075,19[' ]| room she had just$5$ quitted, where they found only 115:075,20[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby, who$6#1$ was leaning against the mantle-piece 115:075,21[' ]| with his back$0$ towards them. He turned round$5$ on$4$ their 115:075,22[' ]| coming in$5$, and his countenance shewed that$3$ he strongly 115:075,23[' ]| partook of the emotion which$6#1$ overpowered $SS#C$Marianne. 115:075,24[D ]| "Is any*thing the matter with her?" 115:075,24[' ]| cried $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 115:075,25[' ]| as she entered ~~ 115:075,25[D ]| "is she ill?" 115:075,26[R ]| "I hope$1$ not," 115:075,26[' ]| he replied, trying to$9$ look$1$ cheerful; and 115:075,27[' ]| with a forced smile$0$ presently added, 115:075,27[R ]| "It is I who$6#1$ may$1$ 115:075,28[R ]| rather expect to$9$ be ill ~~ for$3$ I am now suffering under 115:075,29[R ]| a very heavy disappointment!" 115:075,30[D ]| "Disappointment!" 115:075,31[R ]| "Yes, for$3$ I am unable to$9$ keep my engagement with 115:075,32[R ]| you. $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith has this morning exercised the privilege 115:075,33[R ]| of riches upon$4$ a poor dependant cousin, by$4$ sending me on$4$ 115:076,01[R ]| business to$4$ London. I have just$5$ received my dispatches, 115:076,02[R ]| and taken my farewel of Allenham; and by$4$ way of 115:076,03[R ]| exhilaration I am now come to$9$ take my farewel of you." 115:076,04[D ]| "To$4$ London! ~~ and are you going this morning?" 115:076,05[R ]| "Almost this moment." 115:076,06[D ]| "This is very unfortunate. But $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith must be 115:076,07[D ]| obliged; ~~ and her business will$1$ not detain you from 115:076,08[D ]| us long I hope$1$." 115:076,09[' ]| He coloured as he replied, 115:076,09[R ]| "You are very kind$2$, but 115:076,10[R ]| I have no$2$ idea of returning into Devonshire immediately. 115:076,11[R ]| My visits to$4$ $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith are never repeated within the 115:076,12[R ]| twelvemonth." 115:076,13[D ]| "And is $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith your only friend? Is Allenham 115:076,14[D ]| the only house in$4$ the neighbourhood to$4$ which$6#1$ you will$1$ 115:076,15[D ]| be welcome$2$? For$4$ shame$0$, $SS#R$Willoughby. Can you wait 115:076,16[D ]| for$4$ an invitation here?" 115:076,17[' ]| His colour increased; and with his eyes fixed on$4$ the 115:076,18[' ]| ground he only replied, 115:076,18[R ]| "You are too$5#1$ good." 115:076,19[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood looked at $SS#A$Elinor with surprise$0$. $SS#A$Elinor 115:076,20[' ]| felt equal$2$ amazement. For$4$ a few moments every*one 115:076,21[' ]| was silent. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood first spoke. 115:076,22[D ]| "I have only to$9$ add, my dear$2#1$ $SS#R$Willoughby, that$3$ at 115:076,23[D ]| Barton*cottage you will$1$ always be welcome$2$; for$3$ I 115:076,24[D ]| will$1$ not press$1$ you to$9$ return$1$ here immediately, because 115:076,25[D ]| you only can judge$1$ how far \that$6#2$\ might be pleasing 115:076,26[D ]| to$4$ $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith; and on$4$ this head$0$ I shall be no$2$ more 115:076,27[D ]| disposed to$9$ question$1$ your judgment than to$9$ doubt$1$ your 115:076,28[D ]| inclination." 115:076,29[R ]| "My engagements at present$0#1$," 115:076,29[' ]| replied $SS#R$Willoughby 115:076,30[' ]| confusedly, 115:076,30[R ]| "are of such a nature ~~ that$3$ ~~ I dare$1#2$ not 115:076,31[R ]| flatter myself" ~~ 115:076,32[' ]| He stopt. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was too$5#1$ much astonished 115:076,33[' ]| to$9$ speak, and another pause$0$ succeeded. This was broken 115:076,34[' ]| by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, who$6#1$ said with a faint$2$ smile$0$, 115:076,34[R ]| "It is folly 115:076,35[R ]| to$9$ linger in$4$ this manner. I will$1$ not torment$1$ myself 115:076,36[R ]| any longer by$4$ remaining among friends whose$6#1$ society 115:076,37[R ]| it is impossible for$4$ me now to$9$ enjoy." 115:076,38[' ]| He then hastily took leave$0$ of them all and left the 115:077,01[' ]| room. They saw him step$1$ into his carriage, and in$4$ 115:077,02[' ]| a minute$0$ it was out$5$ of sight. 115:077,03[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood felt too$5#1$ much for$4$ speech, and instantly 115:077,04[' ]| quitted the parlour to$9$ give way in$4$ solitude to$4$ the concern$0$ 115:077,05[' ]| and alarm$0$ which$6#1$ this sudden$2$ departure occasioned. 115:077,06[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's uneasiness was at least equal$2$ to$4$ her mother's. 115:077,07[' ]| She thought$1$ of what had just$5$ passed with anxiety and 115:077,08[' ]| distrust$0$. $SS#R$Willoughby's behaviour in$4$ taking leave$0$ of 115:077,09[' ]| them, his embarrassment, and affectation of cheerfulness, 115:077,10[' ]| and, above$4$ all, his unwillingness to$9$ accept her 115:077,11[' ]| mother's invitation, a backwardness so$5#1$ unlike a lover, 115:077,12[' ]| so$5#1$ unlike himself, greatly disturbed her. One moment 115:077,13[' ]| she feared that$3$ no$2$ serious$2$ design$0$ had ever been formed 115:077,14[' ]| on$4$ his side$0$; and the next that$3$ some unfortunate 115:077,15[' ]| quarrel$0$ had taken place$0$ between him and her sister; ~~ 115:077,16[' ]| the distress$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne had quitted the room was 115:077,17[' ]| such as a serious$2$ quarrel$0$ could most reasonably account$1$ 115:077,18[' ]| for$4$, though when she considered what $SS#C$Marianne's love$0$ 115:077,19[' ]| for$4$ him was, a quarrel$0$ seemed almost impossible. 115:077,20[' ]| But whatever might be the particulars of their separation, 115:077,21[' ]| her sister's affliction was indubitable; and she 115:077,22[' ]| thought$1$ with the tenderest compassion of that$6#2$ violent 115:077,23[' ]| sorrow which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne was in$4$ all probability not merely 115:077,24[' ]| giving way to$4$ as a relief, but feeding and encouraging 115:077,25[' ]| as a duty. 115:077,26[' ]| In$4$ about$4$ half an hour her mother returned, and though 115:077,27[' ]| her eyes were red, her countenance was not uncheerful. 115:077,28[D ]| "Our dear$2#1$ $SS#R$Willoughby is now some miles from 115:077,29[D ]| Barton, $SS#A$Elinor," 115:077,29[' ]| said she, as she sat down$5$ to$9$ work$1$, 115:077,30[D ]| "and with how heavy a heart does he travel?" 115:077,31[A ]| "It is all very strange. So$5#1$ suddenly to$9$ be gone! 115:077,32[A ]| It seems but the work$0$ of a moment. And last$2$ night 115:077,33[A ]| he was with us so$5#1$ happy, so$5#1$ cheerful, so$5#1$ affectionate? 115:077,34[A ]| And now after$4$ only ten minutes notice$0$ ~~ Gone too$5#2$ without 115:077,35[A ]| intending to$9$ return$1$! ~~ Something more than what 115:077,36[A ]| he owned to$4$ us must have happened. He did not speak, 115:077,37[A ]| he did not behave like$4$ himself. \You\ must have seen the 115:077,38[A ]| difference as well$5$ as I. What can it be? Can they have 115:078,01[A ]| quarrelled? Why else should he have shewn such 115:078,02[A ]| unwillingness to$9$ accept your invitation here?" ~~ 115:078,03[D ]| "It was not inclination that$3$ he wanted, $SS#A$Elinor; 115:078,04[D ]| I could plainly see \that$6#2$\. He had not the power of 115:078,05[D ]| accepting it. I have thought$1$ it all over I assure you, 115:078,06[D ]| and I can perfectly account$1$ for$4$ every*thing that$6#1$ at first 115:078,07[D ]| seemed strange to$4$ me as well$5$ as to$4$ you." 115:078,08[A ]| "Can you indeed?" 115:078,09[D ]| "Yes. I have explained it to$4$ myself in$4$ the most 115:078,10[D ]| satisfactory way; ~~ but you, $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ love$1$ to$9$ doubt$1$ 115:078,11[D ]| where you can ~~ It will$1$ not satisfy \you\, I know; but 115:078,12[D ]| you shall not talk$1$ \me\ out$5$ of my trust$0$ in$4$ it. I am persuaded 115:078,13[D ]| that$3$ $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith suspects his regard$0$ for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, 115:078,14[D ]| disapproves of it, (perhaps because she has other views 115:078,15[D ]| for$4$ him,) and on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$ is eager to$9$ get him away; ~~ 115:078,16[D ]| and that$3$ the business which$6#1$ she sends him off to$9$ transact, 115:078,17[D ]| is invented as an excuse$0$ to$9$ dismiss him. This is what 115:078,18[D ]| I believe to$9$ have happened. He is moreover aware that$3$ 115:078,19[D ]| she \does\ disapprove the connection, he dares not therefore 115:078,20[D ]| at present$0#1$ confess to$4$ her his engagement with 115:078,21[D ]| $SS#C$Marianne, and he feels himself obliged, from his dependent 115:078,22[D ]| situation, to$9$ give into her schemes, and absent 115:078,23[D ]| himself from Devonshire for$4$ a while$0$. You will$1$ tell me, 115:078,24[D ]| I know, that$3$ this may$1$, or may$1$ \not\ have happened; 115:078,25[D ]| but I will$1$ listen to$4$ no$2$ cavil, unless you can point$1$ out$5$ 115:078,26[D ]| any other method of understanding the affair as satisfactory 115:078,27[D ]| as this. And now, $SS#A$Elinor, what have you to$9$ say?" 115:078,28[A ]| "Nothing, for$3$ you have anticipated my answer$0$." 115:078,29[D ]| "Then you would have told me, that$3$ it might or 115:078,30[D ]| might not have happened. Oh! $SS#A$Elinor, how incomprehensible 115:078,31[D ]| are your feelings! You had rather take evil 115:078,32[D ]| upon$4$ credit$0$ than good. You had rather look$1$ out$5$ for$4$ 115:078,33[D ]| misery for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne and guilt for$4$ poor $SS#R$Willoughby, 115:078,34[D ]| than an apology for$4$ the latter. You are resolved to$9$ 115:078,35[D ]| think him blameable, because he took leave$0$ of us with 115:078,36[D ]| less affection than his usual behaviour has shewn. And 115:078,37[D ]| is no$2$ allowance to$9$ be made for$4$ inadvertence, or for$4$ 115:078,38[D ]| spirits depressed by$4$ recent disappointment? Are no$2$ 115:079,01[D ]| probabilities to$9$ be accepted, merely because they are 115:079,02[D ]| not certainties? Is nothing due$2$ to$4$ the man whom$6#1$ we 115:079,03[D ]| have all so$5#1$ much reason$0$ to$9$ love$1$, and no$2$ reason$0$ in$4$ the 115:079,04[D ]| world to$9$ think ill of? To$4$ the possibility of motives 115:079,05[D ]| unanswerable in$4$ themselves, though unavoidably secret$2$ 115:079,06[D ]| for$4$ a while$0$? And, after$4$ all, what is it you suspect 115:079,07[D ]| him of?" 115:079,08[A ]| "I can hardly tell you myself. ~~ But suspicion of 115:079,09[A ]| something unpleasant is the inevitable consequence of 115:079,10[A ]| such an alteration as we have just$5$ witnessed in$4$ him. 115:079,11[A ]| There is great truth, however, in$4$ what you have now 115:079,12[A ]| urged of the allowances which$6#1$ ought to$9$ be made for$4$ 115:079,13[A ]| him, and it is my wish$0$ to$9$ be candid in$4$ my judgment of 115:079,14[A ]| every*body. $SS#R$Willoughby may$1$ undoubtedly have very 115:079,15[A ]| sufficient reasons for$4$ his conduct$0$, and I will$1$ hope$1$ that$3$ 115:079,16[A ]| he has. But it would have been more like$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby 115:079,17[A ]| to$9$ acknowledge them at once. Secrecy may$1$ be advisable; 115:079,18[A ]| but still$5$ I cannot help$1$ wondering at its being$1$ 115:079,19[A ]| practised by$4$ him." 115:079,20[D ]| "Do not blame$1$ him, however, for$4$ departing from his 115:079,21[D ]| character, where the deviation is necessary. But you 115:079,22[D ]| really do admit the justice of what I have said in$4$ his 115:079,23[D ]| defence? ~~ I am happy ~~ and he is acquitted." 115:079,24[A ]| "Not entirely. It may$1$ be proper to$9$ conceal their 115:079,25[A ]| engagement (if they \are\ engaged) from $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith ~~ 115:079,26[A ]| and if that$6#2$ is the case, it must be highly expedient$2$ for$4$ 115:079,27[A ]| $SS#R$Willoughby to$9$ be but little in$4$ Devonshire at present$0#1$. 115:079,28[A ]| But this is no$2$ excuse$0$ for$4$ their concealing it from us." 115:079,29[D ]| "Concealing it from us! my dear$2#1$ child, do you 115:079,30[D ]| accuse $SS#R$Willoughby and $SS#C$Marianne of concealment? This 115:079,31[D ]| is strange indeed, when your eyes have been reproaching 115:079,32[D ]| them every day for$4$ incautiousness." 115:079,33[A ]| "I want$1$ no$2$ proof of their affection," 115:079,33[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor; 115:079,34[A ]| "but of their engagement I do." 115:079,35[D ]| "I am perfectly satisfied of both." 115:079,36[A ]| "Yet not a syllable has been said to$4$ you on$4$ the 115:079,37[A ]| subject$0$, by$4$ either of them." 115:079,38[D ]| "I have not wanted syllables where actions have 115:080,01[D ]| spoken so$5#1$ plainly. Has not his behaviour to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne 115:080,02[D ]| and to$4$ all of us, for$4$ at least the last$2$ fortnight, declared 115:080,03[D ]| that$3$ he loved and considered her as his future wife, 115:080,04[D ]| and that$3$ he felt for$4$ us the attachment of the nearest 115:080,05[D ]| relation? Have we not perfectly understood each other? 115:080,06[D ]| Has not my consent$0$ been daily asked by$4$ his looks$0$, his 115:080,07[D ]| manner, his attentive and affectionate respect$0$? My 115:080,08[D ]| $SS#A$Elinor, is it possible to$9$ doubt$1$ their engagement? How 115:080,09[D ]| could such a thought$0$ occur to$4$ you? How is it to$9$ be 115:080,10[D ]| supposed that$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby, persuaded as he must be 115:080,11[D ]| of your sister's love$0$, should leave$1$ her, and leave$1$ her 115:080,12[D ]| perhaps for$4$ months, without telling her of his affection; 115:080,13[D ]| ~~ that$3$ they should part$1$ without a mutual exchange$0$ 115:080,14[D ]| of confidence?" 115:080,15[A ]| "I confess," 115:080,15[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 115:080,15[A ]| "that$3$ every circumstance 115:080,16[A ]| except \one\ is in$4$ favour$0$ of their engagement; but that$6#2$ 115:080,17[A ]| \one\ is the total silence$0$ of both on$4$ the subject$0$, and with 115:080,18[A ]| me it almost outweighs every other." 115:080,19[D ]| "How strange this is! You must think wretchedly 115:080,20[D ]| indeed of $SS#R$Willoughby, if after$4$ all that$6#1$ has openly passed 115:080,21[D ]| between them, you can doubt$1$ the nature of the terms 115:080,22[D ]| on$4$ which$6#1$ they are together. Has he been acting a part$0$ 115:080,23[D ]| in$4$ his behaviour to$4$ your sister all this time? Do you 115:080,24[D ]| suppose him really indifferent to$4$ her?" 115:080,25[A ]| "No$7$, I cannot think that$6#2$. He must and does love$1$ 115:080,26[A ]| her I am sure." 115:080,27[D ]| "But with a strange kind$0$ of tenderness, if he can 115:080,28[D ]| leave$1$ her with such indifference, such carelessness of 115:080,29[D ]| the future, as you attribute to$4$ him." 115:080,30[A ]| "You must remember, my dear$2#1$ mother, that$3$ I have 115:080,31[A ]| never considered this matter as certain. I have had my 115:080,32[A ]| doubts$0$, I confess; but they are fainter than they were, 115:080,33[A ]| and they may$1$ soon be entirely done away. If we find 115:080,34[A ]| they correspond, every fear$0$ of mine$6$ will$1$ be removed." 115:080,35[D ]| "A mighty concession indeed! If you were to$9$ see 115:080,36[D ]| them at the altar, you would suppose they were going 115:080,37[D ]| to$9$ be married. Ungracious girl! But \I\ require no$2$ such 115:080,38[D ]| proof. Nothing in$4$ my opinion has ever passed to$9$ justify 115:081,01[D ]| doubt$0$; no$2$ secrecy has been attempted; all has been 115:081,02[D ]| uniformly open$2$ and unreserved. You cannot doubt$1$ 115:081,03[D ]| your sister's wishes$0$. It must be $SS#R$Willoughby therefore 115:081,04[D ]| whom$6#1$ you suspect. But why? Is he not a man of 115:081,05[D ]| honour$0$ and feeling? Has there been any inconsistency 115:081,06[D ]| on$4$ his side$0$ to$9$ create alarm$0$? can he be deceitful?" 115:081,07[A ]| "I hope$1$ not, I believe not," 115:081,07[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor. 115:081,07[A ]| "I love$1$ 115:081,08[A ]| $SS#R$Willoughby, sincerely love$1$ him; and suspicion of his 115:081,09[A ]| integrity cannot be more painful to$4$ yourself than to$4$ 115:081,10[A ]| me. It has been involuntary, and I will$1$ not encourage 115:081,11[A ]| it. I was startled, I confess, by$4$ the alteration in$4$ his 115:081,12[A ]| manners this morning; ~~ he did not speak like$4$ himself, 115:081,13[A ]| and did not return$1$ your kindness with any cordiality. 115:081,14[A ]| But all this may$1$ be explained by$4$ such a situation of 115:081,15[A ]| his affairs as you have supposed. He had just$5$ parted 115:081,16[A ]| from my sister, had seen her leave$1$ him in$4$ the greatest 115:081,17[A ]| affliction; and if he felt obliged, from a fear$0$ of offending 115:081,18[A ]| $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith, to$9$ resist the temptation of returning here 115:081,19[A ]| soon, and yet aware that$3$ by$4$ declining your invitation, 115:081,20[A ]| by$4$ saying that$3$ he was going away for$4$ some time, he 115:081,21[A ]| should seem to$9$ act$1$ an ungenerous, a suspicious part$0$ by$4$ 115:081,22[A ]| our family, he might well$5$ be embarrassed and disturbed. 115:081,23[A ]| In$4$ such a case, a plain and open$2$ avowal of his difficulties 115:081,24[A ]| would have been more to$4$ his honour$0$ I think, as well$5$ as 115:081,25[A ]| more consistent with his general$2$ character; ~~ but I will$1$ 115:081,26[A ]| not raise objections against any*one's conduct$0$ on$4$ so$5#1$ 115:081,27[A ]| illiberal a foundation, as a difference in$4$ judgment from 115:081,28[A ]| myself, or a deviation from what I may$1$ think right$2#1$ 115:081,29[A ]| and consistent." 115:081,30[D ]| "You speak very properly. $SS#R$Willoughby certainly 115:081,31[D ]| does not deserve to$9$ be suspected. Though \we\ have not 115:081,32[D ]| known him long, he is no$2$ stranger$0$ in$4$ this part$0$ of the 115:081,33[D ]| world; and who$6#2$ has ever spoken to$4$ his disadvantage? 115:081,34[D ]| Had he been in$4$ a situation to$9$ act$1$ independently and 115:081,35[D ]| marry immediately, it might have been odd that$3$ he 115:081,36[D ]| should leave$1$ us without acknowledging every*thing to$4$ 115:081,37[D ]| me at once: but this is not the case. It is an engagement 115:081,38[D ]| in$4$ some respects not prosperously begun, for$3$ their 115:082,01[D ]| marriage must be at a very uncertain distance$0$; and 115:082,02[D ]| even$5$ secrecy, as far as it can be observed, may$1$ now be 115:082,03[D ]| very advisable." 115:082,04[' ]| They were interrupted by$4$ the entrance of $SS#E$Margaret; 115:082,05[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor was then at liberty to$9$ think over the representations 115:082,06[' ]| of her mother, to$9$ acknowledge the probability 115:082,07[' ]| of many, and hope$1$ for$4$ the justice of all. 115:082,08[' ]| They saw nothing of $SS#C$Marianne till dinner time, when 115:082,09[' ]| she entered the room and took her place$0$ at the table 115:082,10[' ]| without saying a word. Her eyes were red and swollen; 115:082,11[' ]| and it seemed as if her tears were even$5$ then restrained 115:082,12[' ]| with difficulty. She avoided the looks$0$ of them all, 115:082,13[' ]| could neither eat nor speak, and after$4$ some time, on$4$ 115:082,14[' ]| her mother's silently pressing her hand$0$ with tender$2$ 115:082,15[' ]| compassion, her small degree of fortitude was quite 115:082,16[' ]| overcome, she burst$1$ into tears and left the room. 115:082,17[' ]| This violent oppression of spirits continued the whole$2$ 115:082,18[' ]| evening. She was without any power, because she was 115:082,19[' ]| without any desire$0$ of command$0$ over herself. The 115:082,20[' ]| slightest mention$0$ of any*thing relative to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby 115:082,21[' ]| overpowered her in$4$ an instant$0$; and though her family 115:082,22[' ]| were most anxiously attentive to$4$ her comfort$0$, it was 115:082,23[' ]| impossible for$4$ them, if they spoke at all, to$9$ keep clear$2$ 115:082,24[' ]| of every subject$0$ which$6#1$ her feelings connected with him. 116:083,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne would have thought$1$ herself very inexcusable 116:083,02[' ]| had she been able to$9$ sleep$1$ at all the first night 116:083,03[' ]| after$4$ parting from $SS#R$Willoughby. She would have been 116:083,04[' ]| ashamed to$9$ look$1$ her family in$4$ the face$0$ the next morning, 116:083,05[' ]| had she not risen from her bed in$4$ more need$0$ of repose 116:083,06[' ]| than when she lay$1#2$ down$5$ in$4$ it. But the feelings which$6#1$ 116:083,07[' ]| made such composure a disgrace$0$, left her in$4$ no$2$ danger 116:083,08[' ]| of incurring it. She was awake$2$ the whole$2$ night, and she 116:083,09[' ]| wept the greatest part$0$ of it. She got up$5$ with an headache, 116:083,10[' ]| was unable to$9$ talk$1$, and unwilling to$9$ take any 116:083,11[' ]| nourishment; giving pain$0$ every moment to$4$ her mother 116:083,12[' ]| and sisters, and forbidding all attempt$0$ at consolation 116:083,13[' ]| from either. Her sensibility was potent enough! 116:083,14[' ]| When breakfast$0$ was over she walked out$5$ by$4$ herself, 116:083,15[' ]| and wandered about$4$ the village of Allenham, indulging 116:083,16[' ]| the recollection of past$2$ enjoyment and crying over the 116:083,17[' ]| present$2$ reverse for$4$ the chief of the morning. 116:083,18[' ]| The evening passed off in$4$ the equal$2$ indulgence of 116:083,19[' ]| feeling. She played over every favourite$2$ song that$6#1$ she 116:083,20[' ]| had been used to$9$ play$1$ to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, every air in$4$ which$6#1$ 116:083,21[' ]| their voices had been oftenest joined, and sat at the 116:083,22[' ]| instrument gazing on$4$ every line of music that$6#1$ he had 116:083,23[' ]| written out$5$ for$4$ her, till her heart was so$5#1$ heavy that$3$ no$2$ 116:083,24[' ]| farther sadness could be gained; and this nourishment 116:083,25[' ]| of grief was every day applied. She spent whole$2$ hours 116:083,26[' ]| at the pianoforte= alternately singing and crying; her 116:083,27[' ]| voice often totally suspended by$4$ her tears. In$4$ books 116:083,28[' ]| too$5#2$, as well$5$ as in$4$ music, she courted the misery which$6#1$ 116:083,29[' ]| a contrast betwen the past$0$ and present$0#1$ was certain 116:083,30[' ]| of giving. She read nothing but what they had been 116:083,31[' ]| used to$9$ read together. 116:083,32[' ]| Such violence of affliction indeed could not be supported 116:083,33[' ]| for*ever; it sunk within a few days into a calmer 116:084,01[' ]| melancholy$0$; but these employments, to$4$ which$6#1$ she daily 116:084,02[' ]| recurred, her solitary walks$0$ and silent meditations, still$5$ 116:084,03[' ]| produced occasional effusions of sorrow as lively as 116:084,04[' ]| ever. 116:084,05[' ]| No$2$ letter from $SS#R$Willoughby came; and none seemed 116:084,06[' ]| expected by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. Her mother was surprised, and 116:084,07[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor again became uneasy. But $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 116:084,08[' ]| could find explanations whenever she wanted them, 116:084,09[' ]| which$6#1$ at least satisfied herself. 116:084,10[D ]| "Remember, $SS#A$Elinor," 116:084,10[' ]| said she, 116:084,10[D ]| "how very often 116:084,11[D ]| $SS#L$Sir*John fetches our letters himself from the post, and 116:084,12[D ]| carries them to$4$ it. We have already agreed that$3$ secrecy 116:084,13[D ]| may$1$ be necessary, and we must acknowledge that$3$ it 116:084,14[D ]| could not be maintained if their correspondence were 116:084,15[D ]| to$9$ pass$1$ through$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John's hands." 116:084,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not deny the truth of this, and she tried 116:084,17[' ]| to$9$ find in$4$ it a motive sufficient for$4$ their silence$0$. But 116:084,18[' ]| there was one method so$5#1$ direct$2$, so$5#1$ simple$2$, and in$4$ her 116:084,19[' ]| opinion so$5#1$ eligible of knowing the real state$0$ of the affair, 116:084,20[' ]| and of instantly removing all mystery, that$3$ she could 116:084,21[' ]| not help$1$ suggesting it to$4$ her mother. 116:084,22[A ]| "Why do you not ask $SS#C$Marianne at once," 116:084,22[' ]| said she, 116:084,23[A ]| "whether she is or is not engaged to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby? 116:084,24[A ]| From you, her mother, and so$5#1$ kind$2$, so$5#1$ indulgent 116:084,25[A ]| a mother, the question$0$ could not give offence. It 116:084,26[A ]| would be the natural$2$ result$0$ of your affection for$4$ her. 116:084,27[A ]| She used to$9$ be all unreserve, and to$4$ you more especially." 116:084,28[D ]| "I would not ask such a question$0$ for$4$ the world. 116:084,29[D ]| Supposing it possible that$3$ they are not engaged, what 116:084,30[D ]| distress$0$ would not such an inquiry inflict! At any rate$0$ 116:084,31[D ]| it would be most ungenerous. I should never deserve 116:084,32[D ]| her confidence again, after$4$ forcing from her a confession 116:084,33[D ]| of what is meant at present$0#1$ to$9$ be unacknowledged to$4$ 116:084,34[D ]| any*one. I know $SS#C$Marianne's heart: I know that$3$ she 116:084,35[D ]| dearly$5#1$ loves me, and that$3$ I shall not be the last$0$ to$4$ whom$6#1$ 116:084,36[D ]| the affair is made known, when circumstances make$1$ the 116:084,37[D ]| revealment of it eligible. I would not attempt$1$ to$9$ force$1$ 116:084,38[D ]| the confidence of any*one; of a child much less; because 116:085,01[D ]| a sense of duty would prevent the denial which$6#1$ her 116:085,02[D ]| wishes$0$ might direct$1$." 116:085,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor thought$1$ this generosity overstrained, considering 116:085,04[' ]| her sister's youth, and urged the matter farther, 116:085,05[' ]| but in$4$ vain; common$2$ sense, common$2$ care$0$, common$2$ 116:085,06[' ]| prudence, were all sunk in$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's romantic 116:085,07[' ]| delicacy. 116:085,08[' ]| It was several days before$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby's name$0$ was 116:085,09[' ]| mentioned before$4$ $SS#C$Marianne by$4$ any of her family; 116:085,10[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, indeed, were not so$5#1$ nice; 116:085,11[' ]| their witticisms added pain$0$ to$4$ many a painful hour; ~~ 116:085,12[' ]| but one evening, $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, accidentally taking 116:085,13[' ]| up$5$ a volume of $SS#Z1$Shakespeare, exclaimed, 116:085,14[D ]| "We have never finished Hamlet, $SS#C$Marianne; our 116:085,15[D ]| dear$2#1$ $SS#R$Willoughby went away before$3$ we could get through$4$ 116:085,16[D ]| it. We will$1$ put it by$5$, that$3$ when he comes again ~~ 116:085,17[D ]| But it may$1$ be months, perhaps, before$3$ \that$6#2$\ happens." 116:085,18[C ]| "Months!" 116:085,18[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, with strong surprise$0$. 116:085,19[C ]| "No$7$ ~~ nor many weeks." 116:085,20[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was sorry for$4$ what she had said; but 116:085,21[' ]| it gave $SS#A$Elinor pleasure, as it produced a reply$0$ from 116:085,22[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne so$5#1$ expressive of confidence in$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby 116:085,23[' ]| and knowledge of his intentions. 116:085,24[' ]| One morning, about$4$ a week after$4$ his leaving the 116:085,25[' ]| country, $SS#C$Marianne was prevailed on$5$ to$9$ join her sisters 116:085,26[' ]| in$4$ their usual walk$0$, instead of wandering away by$4$ herself. 116:085,27[' ]| Hitherto she had carefully avoided every companion 116:085,28[' ]| in$4$ her rambles. If her sisters intended to$9$ walk$1$ 116:085,29[' ]| on$4$ the downs, she directly stole away towards the lanes; 116:085,30[' ]| if they talked of the valley, she was as speedy in$4$ climbing 116:085,31[' ]| the hills, and could never be found when the others set$1$ 116:085,32[' ]| off. But at length she was secured by$4$ the exertions of 116:085,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ greatly disapproved such continual seclusion. 116:085,34[' ]| They walked along$4$ the road through$4$ the valley, and 116:085,35[' ]| chiefly in$4$ silence$0$, for$3$ $SS#C$Marianne's \mind$0$\ could not be 116:085,36[' ]| controuled, and $SS#A$Elinor, satisfied with gaining one point$0$, 116:085,37[' ]| would not then attempt$1$ more. Beyond$4$ the entrance 116:085,38[' ]| of the valley, where the country, though still$5$ rich, was 116:086,01[' ]| less wild and more open$2$, a long stretch of the road 116:086,02[' ]| which$6#1$ they had travelled on$4$ first coming to$4$ Barton, lay$1#1$ 116:086,03[' ]| before$4$ them; and on$4$ reaching that$6#2$ point$0$, they stopped 116:086,04[' ]| to$9$ look$1$ around$4$ them, and examine a prospect which$6#1$ 116:086,05[' ]| formed the distance$0$ of their view$0$ from the cottage, 116:086,06[' ]| from a spot which$6#1$ they had never happened to$9$ reach$1$ 116:086,07[' ]| in$4$ any of their walks$0$ before$5$. 116:086,08[' ]| Amongst the objects$0$ in$4$ the scene, they soon discovered 116:086,09[' ]| an animated one; it was a man on$4$ horseback riding 116:086,10[' ]| towards them. In$4$ a few minutes they could distinguish 116:086,11[' ]| him to$9$ be a gentleman; and in$4$ a moment afterwards 116:086,12[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne rapturously exclaimed, 116:086,13[C ]| "It is he; it is indeed; ~~ I know it is!" ~~ 116:086,13[' ]| And was 116:086,14[' ]| hastening to$9$ meet$1$ him, when $SS#A$Elinor cried out$5$, 116:086,15[A ]| "Indeed, $SS#C$Marianne, I think you are mistaken. It is 116:086,16[A ]| not $SS#R$Willoughby. The person is not tall enough for$4$ him, 116:086,17[A ]| and has not his air." 116:086,18[C ]| "He has, he has," 116:086,18[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 116:086,18[C ]| "I am sure he has. 116:086,19[C ]| His air, his coat, his horse. I knew how soon he would 116:086,20[C ]| come." 116:086,21[' ]| She walked eagerly on$5$ as she spoke; and $SS#A$Elinor, to$9$ 116:086,22[' ]| screen $SS#C$Marianne from particularity, as she felt almost 116:086,23[' ]| certain of its not being$1$ $SS#R$Willoughby, quickened her pace$0$ 116:086,24[' ]| and kept up$5$ with her. They were soon within thirty 116:086,25[' ]| yards of the gentleman. $SS#C$Marianne looked again; her 116:086,26[' ]| heart sunk within her; and abruptly turning round$5$, 116:086,27[' ]| she was hurrying back$5$, when the voices of both her 116:086,28[' ]| sisters were raised to$9$ detain her, a third, almost as well$5$ 116:086,29[' ]| known as $SS#R$Willoughby's, joined them in$4$ begging her to$9$ 116:086,30[' ]| stop$1$, and she turned round$5$ with surprise$0$ to$9$ see and 116:086,31[' ]| welcome$1$ $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars. 116:086,32[' ]| He was the only person in$4$ the world who$6#1$ could at 116:086,33[' ]| that$6#2$ moment be forgiven for$4$ not being$1$ $SS#R$Willoughby; the 116:086,34[' ]| only one who$6#1$ could have gained a smile$0$ from her; but 116:086,35[' ]| she dispersed her tears to$9$ smile$1$ on$4$ \him\, and in$4$ her 116:086,36[' ]| sister's happiness forgot for$4$ a time her own$2$ disappointment. 116:086,37[' ]| 116:086,38[' ]| He dismounted, and giving his horse to$4$ his servant, 116:087,01[' ]| walked back$5$ with them to$4$ Barton, whither he was 116:087,02[' ]| purposely coming to$9$ visit$1$ them. 116:087,03[' ]| He was welcomed by$4$ them all with great cordiality, 116:087,04[' ]| but especially by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ shewed more warmth 116:087,05[' ]| of regard$0$ in$4$ her reception of him than even$5$ $SS#A$Elinor 116:087,06[' ]| herself. To$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, indeed, the meeting between 116:087,07[' ]| $SS#B$Edward and her sister was but a continuation of that$6#2$ 116:087,08[' ]| unaccountable coldness which$6#1$ she had often observed 116:087,09[' ]| at Norland in$4$ their mutual behaviour. On$4$ $SS#B$Edward's 116:087,10[' ]| side$0$, more particularly, there was a deficiency of all 116:087,11[' ]| that$6#1$ a lover ought to$9$ look$1$ and say on$4$ such an occasion$0$. 116:087,12[' ]| He was confused, seemed scarcely sensible$2#1$ of pleasure 116:087,13[' ]| in$4$ seeing them, looked neither rapturous nor gay, said 116:087,14[' ]| little but what was forced from him by$4$ questions, and 116:087,15[' ]| distinguished $SS#A$Elinor by$4$ no$2$ mark$0$ of affection. $SS#C$Marianne 116:087,16[' ]| saw and listened with increasing surprise$0$. She began 116:087,17[' ]| almost to$9$ feel a dislike$0$ of $SS#B$Edward; and it ended, as 116:087,18[' ]| every feeling must end$1$ with her, by$4$ carrying back$5$ her 116:087,19[' ]| thoughts to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, whose$6#1$ manners formed a contrast 116:087,20[' ]| sufficiently striking to$4$ those of his brother elect. 116:087,21[' ]| After$4$ a short silence$0$ which$6#1$ succeeded the first surprise$0$ 116:087,22[' ]| and inquiries of meeting, $SS#C$Marianne asked $SS#B$Edward 116:087,22@c | if 116:087,23@c | he came directly from London. 116:087,23@b | No$7$, he had been in$4$ 116:087,24@b | Devonshire a fortnight. 116:087,25[C ]| "A fortnight!" she repeated, surprised at his being$1$ 116:087,26[C ]| so$5#1$ long in$4$ the same county with $SS#A$Elinor without seeing 116:087,27[C ]| her before$5$. 116:087,28[' ]| He looked rather distressed as he added, that$3$ 116:087,28@b | he had 116:087,29@b | been staying with some friends near$4$ Plymouth. 116:087,30[A ]| "Have you been lately in$4$ Sussex?" 116:087,30[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 116:087,31[B ]| "I was at Norland about$4$ a month ago." 116:087,32[C ]| "And how does dear$2#1$, dear$2#1$ Norland look$1$?" 116:087,32[' ]| cried 116:087,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne. 116:087,34[A ]| "Dear$2#1$, dear$2#1$ Norland," 116:087,34[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 116:087,34[A ]| "probably looks$1$ 116:087,35[A ]| much as it always does at this time of year. The woods 116:087,36[A ]| and walks$0$ thickly covered with dead leaves$0$." 116:087,37[C ]| "Oh!" 116:087,37[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 116:087,37[C ]| "with what transporting 116:087,38[C ]| sensations have I formerly seen them fall$1$! How have 116:088,01[C ]| I delighted, as I walked, to$9$ see them driven in$4$ showers 116:088,02[C ]| about$4$ me by$4$ the wind! What feelings have they, the 116:088,03[C ]| season, the air altogether inspired! Now there is no*one 116:088,04[C ]| to$9$ regard$1$ them. They are seen only as a nuisance, 116:088,05[C ]| swept hastily off, and driven as much as possible from 116:088,06[C ]| the sight." 116:088,07[A ]| "It is not every*one," 116:088,07[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 116:088,07[A ]| "who$6#1$ has your 116:088,08[A ]| passion for$4$ dead leaves$0$." 116:088,09[C ]| "No$7$; my feelings are not often shared, not often 116:088,10[C ]| understood. But \sometimes\ they are." ~~ 116:088,10[' ]| As she said 116:088,11[' ]| this, she sunk into a reverie for$4$ a few moments; ~~ but 116:088,12[' ]| rousing herself again, 116:088,12[C ]| "Now, $SS#B$Edward," 116:088,12[' ]| said she, calling 116:088,13[' ]| his attention to$4$ the prospect, 116:088,13[C ]| "here is Barton*valley. 116:088,14[C ]| Look$1$ up$4$ it, and be tranquil if you can. Look$1$ at those 116:088,15[C ]| hills! Did you ever see their equals? To$4$ the left is 116:088,16[C ]| Barton*park, amongst those woods and plantations. 116:088,17[C ]| You may$1$ see one end$0$ of the house. And there, beneath 116:088,18[C ]| that$6#2$ farthest hill, which$6#1$ rises with such grandeur, is 116:088,19[C ]| our cottage." 116:088,20[B ]| "It is a beautiful country," 116:088,20[' ]| he replied; 116:088,20[B ]| "but these 116:088,21[B ]| bottoms must be dirty in$4$ winter." 116:088,22[C ]| "How can you think of dirt, with such objects$0$ before$4$ 116:088,23[C ]| you?" 116:088,24[B ]| "Because," 116:088,24[' ]| replied he, smiling, 116:088,24[B ]| "among the rest$0#1$ of 116:088,25[B ]| the objects$0$ before$4$ me, I see a very dirty lane." 116:088,26[C ]| "How strange!" 116:088,26[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne to$4$ herself as she 116:088,27[' ]| walked on$5$. 116:088,28[B ]| "Have you an agreeable neighbourhood here? Are 116:088,29[B ]| the $SS#L1$Middletons pleasant people?" 116:088,30[C ]| "No$7$, not at all," 116:088,30[' ]| answered $SS#C$Marianne, 116:088,30[C ]| "we could not 116:088,31[C ]| be more unfortunately situated." 116:088,32[A ]| "$SS#C$Marianne," 116:088,32[' ]| cried her sister, 116:088,32[A ]| "how can you say so$5#2$? 116:088,33[A ]| How can you be so$5#1$ unjust? They are a very respectable 116:088,34[A ]| family, $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars; and towards us have behaved in$4$ 116:088,35[A ]| the friendliest manner. Have you forgot, $SS#C$Marianne, 116:088,36[A ]| how many pleasant days we have owed to$4$ them?" 116:088,37[C ]| "No$7$," 116:088,37[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ a low voice, 116:088,37[C ]| "nor how many 116:088,38[C ]| painful moments." 116:089,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor took no$2$ notice$0$ of this, and directing her 116:089,02[' ]| attention to$4$ their visitor, endeavoured to$9$ support$1$ something 116:089,03[' ]| like$4$ discourse with him by$4$ talking of their 116:089,04[' ]| present$2$ residence, its conveniences, &c% extorting from 116:089,05[' ]| him occasional questions and remarks. His coldness 116:089,06[' ]| and reserve$0$ mortified her severely; she was vexed and 116:089,07[' ]| half angry; but resolving to$9$ regulate her behaviour to$4$ 116:089,08[' ]| him by$4$ the past$0$ rather than the present$0#1$, she avoided 116:089,09[' ]| every appearance of resentment or displeasure, and 116:089,10[' ]| treated him as she thought$1$ he ought to$9$ be treated from 116:089,11[' ]| the family connection. 117:090,01[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was surprised only for$4$ a moment at 117:090,02[' ]| seeing him; for$3$ his coming to$4$ Barton was, in$4$ her opinion, 117:090,03[' ]| of all things the most natural$2$. Her joy and expressions 117:090,04[' ]| of regard$0$ long outlived her wonder$0$. He received the 117:090,05[' ]| kindest welcome$0$ from her; and shyness, coldness, reserve$0$ 117:090,06[' ]| could not stand$1$ against such a reception. They 117:090,07[' ]| had begun to$9$ fail him before$3$ he entered the house, and 117:090,08[' ]| they were quite overcome by$4$ the captivating manners 117:090,09[' ]| of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood. Indeed a man could not very well$5$ 117:090,10[' ]| be in$4$ love$0$ with either of her daughters, without extending 117:090,11[' ]| the passion to$4$ her; and $SS#A$Elinor had the satisfaction 117:090,12[' ]| of seeing him soon become more like$4$ himself. 117:090,12@a | His 117:090,13@a | affections seemed to$9$ reanimate towards them all, and 117:090,14@a | his interest$0$ in$4$ their welfare again became perceptible. 117:090,15@a | He was not in$4$ spirits however; he praised their house, 117:090,16@a | admired its prospect, was attentive, and kind$2$; but still$5$ 117:090,17@a | he was not in$4$ spirits. 117:090,17[' ]| The whole$2$ family perceived it, 117:090,18[' ]| and $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, attributing it to$4$ some want$0$ of 117:090,19[' ]| liberality in$4$ his mother, sat down$5$ to$4$ table indignant 117:090,20[' ]| against all selfish parents. 117:090,21[D ]| "What are $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's views for$4$ you at present$0#1$, 117:090,22[D ]| $SS#B$Edward?" 117:090,22[' ]| said she, when dinner was over and they 117:090,23[' ]| had drawn round$4$ the fire$0$; 117:090,23[D ]| "are you still$5$ to$9$ be a great 117:090,24[D ]| orator in$4$ spite$8$ of yourself?" 117:090,25[B ]| "No$7$. I hope$1$ my mother is now convinced that$3$ I 117:090,26[B ]| have no$2$ more talents than inclination for$4$ a public$2$ 117:090,27[B ]| life!" 117:090,28[D ]| "But how is your fame to$9$ be established? for$3$ famous 117:090,29[D ]| you must be to$9$ satisfy all your family; and with no$2$ 117:090,30[D ]| inclination for$4$ expense, no$2$ affection for$4$ strangers, no$2$ 117:090,31[D ]| profession$0#2$, and no$2$ assurance, you may$1$ find it a difficult 117:090,32[D ]| matter." 117:090,33[B ]| "I shall not attempt$1$ it. I have no$2$ wish$0$ to$9$ be distinguished; 117:091,01[B ]| and I have every reason$0$ to$9$ hope$1$ I never 117:091,02[B ]| shall. Thank Heaven! I cannot be forced into genius 117:091,03[B ]| and eloquence." 117:091,04[D ]| "You have no$2$ ambition, I well$5$ know. Your wishes$0$ 117:091,05[D ]| are all moderate." 117:091,06[B ]| "As moderate as those of the rest$0#1$ of the world, 117:091,07[B ]| I believe. I wish$1$ as well$5$ as every*body else to$9$ be 117:091,08[B ]| perfectly happy; but like$4$ every*body else it must be 117:091,09[B ]| in$4$ my own$2$ way. Greatness will$1$ not make$1$ me so$5#2$." 117:091,10[C ]| "Strange if it would!" 117:091,10[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne. 117:091,10[C ]| "What 117:091,11[C ]| have wealth or grandeur to$9$ do with happiness?" 117:091,12[A ]| "Grandeur has but little," 117:091,12[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 117:091,12[A ]| "but wealth 117:091,13[A ]| has much to$9$ do with it." 117:091,14[C ]| "$SS#A$Elinor, for$4$ shame$0$!" 117:091,14[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne; 117:091,14[C ]| "money can 117:091,15[C ]| only give happiness where there is nothing else to$9$ give 117:091,16[C ]| it. Beyond$4$ a competence, it can afford no$2$ real satisfaction, 117:091,17[C ]| as far as mere self is concerned." 117:091,18[A ]| "Perhaps," 117:091,18[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, smiling, 117:091,18[A ]| "we may$1$ come to$4$ 117:091,19[A ]| the same point$0$. \Your\ competence and \my\ wealth are 117:091,20[A ]| very much alike, I dare$1#2$ say; and without them, as 117:091,21[A ]| the world goes now, we shall both agree that$3$ every kind$0$ 117:091,22[A ]| of external comfort$0$ must be wanting. Your ideas are 117:091,23[A ]| only more noble than mine$6$. Come, what is your 117:091,24[A ]| competence?" 117:091,25[C ]| "About$4$ eighteen hundred or two thousand a-year; 117:091,26[C ]| not more than \that$6#2$\." 117:091,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor laughed. 117:091,27[A ]| "\Two\ thousand a-year! \One\ is 117:091,28[A ]| my wealth! I guessed how it would end$1$." 117:091,29[C ]| "And yet two thousand a-year is a very moderate 117:091,30[C ]| income," 117:091,30[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne. 117:091,30[C ]| "A family cannot well$5$ be 117:091,31[C ]| maintained on$4$ a smaller. I am sure I am not extravagant 117:091,32[C ]| in$4$ my demands$0$. A proper establishment of servants, 117:091,33[C ]| a carriage, perhaps two, and hunters, cannot be supported 117:091,34[C ]| on$4$ less." 117:091,35[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor smiled again, to$9$ hear her sister describing so$5#1$ 117:091,36[' ]| accurately their future expenses at Combe*Magna. 117:091,37[B ]| "Hunters!" 117:091,37[' ]| repeated $SS#B$Edward ~~ 117:091,37[B ]| "But why must 117:091,38[B ]| you have hunters? Every*body does not hunt." 117:092,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne coloured as she replied, 117:092,01[C ]| "But most people 117:092,02[C ]| do." 117:092,03[E ]| "I wish$1$," 117:092,03[' ]| said $SS#E$Margaret, striking out$5$ a novel thought$0$, 117:092,04[E ]| "that$3$ somebody would give us all a large fortune 117:092,05[E ]| apiece!" 117:092,06[C ]| "Oh that$3$ they would!" 117:092,06[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, her eyes 117:092,07[' ]| sparkling with animation, and her cheeks glowing with 117:092,08[' ]| the delight$0$ of such imaginary happiness. 117:092,09[A ]| "We are all unanimous in$4$ that$6#2$ wish$0$, I suppose," 117:092,10[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 117:092,10[A ]| "in$4$ spite$8$ of the insufficiency of wealth." 117:092,11[E ]| "Oh dear$7$!" 117:092,11[' ]| cried $SS#E$Margaret, 117:092,11[E ]| "how happy I should 117:092,12[E ]| be! I wonder$1$ what I should do with it!" 117:092,13[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne looked as if she had no$2$ doubt$0$ on$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$. 117:092,14[D ]| "I should be puzzled to$9$ spend a large fortune myself," 117:092,15[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 117:092,16[D ]| "if my children were all to$9$ be 117:092,17[D ]| rich without my help$0$." 117:092,17[A ]| "You must begin your improvements on$4$ this house," 117:092,18[' ]| observed $SS#A$Elinor, 117:092,18[A ]| "and your difficulties will$1$ soon vanish." 117:092,19[B ]| "What magnificent orders$0#1$ would travel from this 117:092,20[B ]| family to$4$ London," 117:092,20[' ]| said $SS#B$Edward, 117:092,20[B ]| "in$4$ such an event! 117:092,21[B ]| What a happy day for$4$ booksellers, music-sellers, and 117:092,22[B ]| print-shops! You, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, would give a general$2$ 117:092,23[B ]| commission for$4$ every new print of merit$0$ to$9$ be sent 117:092,24[B ]| you ~~ and as for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, I know her greatness of 117:092,25[B ]| soul, there would not be music enough in$4$ London to$9$ 117:092,26[B ]| content her. And books! ~~ $SS#Z1$Thomson, $SS#Z1$Cowper, $SS#Z1$Scott ~~ 117:092,27[B ]| she would buy them all over and over again; she 117:092,28[B ]| would buy up$5$ every copy$0$, I believe, to$9$ prevent their 117:092,29[B ]| falling into unworthy hands; and she would have every 117:092,30[B ]| book that$6#1$ tells her how to$9$ admire an old twisted tree. 117:092,31[B ]| Should not you, $SS#C$Marianne? Forgive me, if I am very 117:092,32[B ]| saucy. But I was willing to$9$ shew$1$ you that$3$ I had not 117:092,33[B ]| forgot our old disputes." 117:092,34[C ]| "I love$1$ to$9$ be reminded of the past$0$, $SS#B$Edward ~~ whether 117:092,35[C ]| it be melancholy$2$ or gay, I love$1$ to$9$ recall$1$ it ~~ and you will$1$ 117:092,36[C ]| never offend me by$4$ talking of former times. You are 117:092,37[C ]| very right$2#1$ in$4$ supposing how my money would be spent 117:092,38[C ]| ~~ some of it, at least ~~ my loose cash would certainly 117:093,01[C ]| be employed in$4$ improving my collection of music and 117:093,02[C ]| books." 117:093,03[B ]| "And the bulk of your fortune would be laid out$5$ in$4$ 117:093,04[B ]| annuities on$4$ the authors or their heirs." 117:093,05[C ]| "No$7$, $SS#B$Edward, I should have something else to$9$ do 117:093,06[C ]| with it." 117:093,07[B ]| "Perhaps then you would bestow it as a reward$0$ on$4$ 117:093,08[B ]| that$6#2$ person who$6#1$ wrote the ablest defence of your 117:093,09[B ]| favorite maxim, that$3$ no*one can ever be in$4$ love$0$ more 117:093,10[B ]| than once in$4$ their life ~~ for$3$ your opinion on$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$ 117:093,11[B ]| is unchanged, I presume?" 117:093,12[C ]| "Undoubtedly. At my time of life opinions are 117:093,13[C ]| tolerably fixed. It is not likely that$3$ I should now see 117:093,14[C ]| or hear anything to$9$ change$1$ them." 117:093,15[A ]| "$SS#C$Marianne is as stedfast as ever, you see," 117:093,15[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 117:093,16[A ]| "she is not at all altered." 117:093,17[B ]| "She is only grown a little more grave$2$ than she was." 117:093,18[C ]| "Nay, $SS#B$Edward," 117:093,18[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 117:093,18[C ]| "\you\ need$1$ not 117:093,19[C ]| reproach$1$ me. You are not very gay yourself." 117:093,20[B ]| "Why should you think so$5#2$!" 117:093,20[' ]| replied he, with a sigh$0$. 117:093,21[B ]| "But gaiety never was a part$0$ of \my\ character." 117:093,22[A ]| "Nor do I think it a part$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne's," 117:093,22[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor; 117:093,23[A ]| "I should hardly call$1$ her a lively girl ~~ she is very 117:093,24[A ]| earnest, very eager in$4$ all she does ~~ sometimes talks 117:093,25[A ]| a great deal$0$ and always with animation ~~ but she is 117:093,26[A ]| not often really merry." 117:093,27[B ]| "I believe you are right$2#1$," 117:093,27[' ]| he replied, 117:093,27[B ]| "and yet 117:093,28[B ]| I have always set$1$ her down$5$ as a lively girl." 117:093,29[A ]| "I have frequently detected myself in$4$ such kind$0$ of 117:093,30[A ]| mistakes," 117:093,30[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 117:093,30[A ]| "in$4$ a total misapprehension of 117:093,31[A ]| character in$4$ some point$0$ or other: fancying people so$5#1$ 117:093,32[A ]| much more gay or grave$2$, or ingenious or stupid than 117:093,33[A ]| they really are, and I can hardly tell why, or in$4$ what 117:093,34[A ]| the deception originated. Sometimes one is guided by$4$ 117:093,35[A ]| what they say of themselves, and very frequently by$4$ 117:093,36[A ]| what other people say of them, without giving oneself 117:093,37[A ]| time to$9$ deliberate and judge$1$." 117:093,38[C ]| "But I thought$1$ it was right$2#1$, $SS#A$Elinor," 117:093,38[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 117:094,01[C ]| "to$9$ be guided wholly by$4$ the opinion of other people. 117:094,02[C ]| I thought$1$ our judgments were given us merely to$9$ be 117:094,03[C ]| subservient to$4$ those of our neighbours. This has always 117:094,04[C ]| been your doctrine, I am sure." 117:094,05[A ]| "No$7$, $SS#C$Marianne, never. My doctrine has never aimed 117:094,06[A ]| at the subjection of the understanding. All I have 117:094,07[A ]| ever attempted to$9$ influence$1$ has been the behaviour. 117:094,08[A ]| You must not confound my meaning. I am guilty, 117:094,09[A ]| I confess, of having often wished you to$9$ treat$1$ our 117:094,10[A ]| acquaintance in$4$ general$0$ with greater attention; but 117:094,11[A ]| when have I advised you to$9$ adopt their sentiments or 117:094,12[A ]| conform to$4$ their judgment in$4$ serious$2$ matters?" 117:094,13[B ]| "You have not been able then to$9$ bring your sister 117:094,14[B ]| over to$4$ your plan of general$2$ civility," 117:094,14[' ]| said $SS#B$Edward to$4$ 117:094,15[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor. 117:094,15[B ]| "Do you gain$1$ no$2$ ground?" 117:094,16[A ]| "Quite the contrary," 117:094,16[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, looking expressively 117:094,17[' ]| at $SS#C$Marianne. 117:094,18[B ]| "My judgment," 117:094,18[' ]| he returned, 117:094,18[B ]| "is all on$4$ your side$0$ 117:094,19[B ]| of the question$0$; but I am afraid my practice$0$ is much 117:094,20[B ]| more on$4$ your sister's. I never wish$1$ to$9$ offend, but I am 117:094,21[B ]| so$5#1$ foolishly shy, that$3$ I often seem negligent, when I am 117:094,22[B ]| only kept back$5$ by$4$ my natural$2$ aukwardness. I have 117:094,23[B ]| frequently thought$1$ that$3$ I must have been intended by$4$ 117:094,24[B ]| nature to$9$ be fond of low company, I am so$5#1$ little at my 117:094,25[B ]| ease$0$ among strangers of gentility!" 117:094,26[A ]| "$SS#C$Marianne has not shyness to$9$ excuse$1$ any inattention 117:094,27[A ]| of hers," 117:094,27[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 117:094,28[B ]| "She knows her own$2$ worth too$5#1$ well$5$ for$4$ false shame$0$," 117:094,29[' ]| replied $SS#B$Edward. 117:094,29[B ]| "Shyness is only the effect$0$ of a sense 117:094,30[B ]| of inferiority in$4$ some way or other. If I could persuade 117:094,31[B ]| myself that$3$ my manners were perfectly easy and graceful, 117:094,32[B ]| I should not be shy." 117:094,33[C ]| "But you would still$5$ be reserved," 117:094,33[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 117:094,34[C ]| "and that$6#2$ is worse." 117:094,35[' ]| $SS#B$Edward stared ~~ 117:094,35[B ]| "Reserved! Am I reserved, $SS#C$Marianne?" 117:094,36[B ]| 117:094,37[C ]| "Yes, very." 117:094,38[B ]| "I do not understand you," 117:094,38[' ]| replied he, colouring. 117:095,01[B ]| "Reserved! ~~ how, in$4$ what manner? What am I to$9$ 117:095,02[B ]| tell you? What can you suppose?" 117:095,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor looked surprised at his emotion, but trying 117:095,04[' ]| to$9$ laugh$1$ off the subject$0$, she said to$4$ him, 117:095,04[A ]| "Do not you 117:095,05[A ]| know my sister well$5$ enough to$9$ understand what she 117:095,06[A ]| means$1$? Do not you know that$3$ she calls$1$ every*one 117:095,07[A ]| reserved who$6#1$ does not talk$1$ as fast, and admire what she 117:095,08[A ]| admires as rapturously as herself?" 117:095,09[' ]| $SS#B$Edward made no$2$ answer$0$. His gravity and thoughtfulness 117:095,10[' ]| returned on$4$ him in$4$ their fullest extent ~~ and he 117:095,11[' ]| sat for$4$ some time silent and dull. 118:096,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor saw, with great uneasiness, the low spirits 118:096,02[' ]| of her friend. His visit$0$ afforded her but a very partial 118:096,03[' ]| satisfaction, while$3$ his own$2$ enjoyment in$4$ it appeared 118:096,04[' ]| so$5#1$ imperfect. It was evident that$3$ he was unhappy; 118:096,05[' ]| she wished it were equally evident that$3$ he still$5$ distinguished 118:096,06[' ]| her by$4$ the same affection which$6#1$ once she had 118:096,07[' ]| felt no$2$ doubt$0$ of inspiring; but hitherto the continuance 118:096,08[' ]| of his preference seemed very uncertain; and the 118:096,09[' ]| reservedness of his manner towards her contradicted 118:096,10[' ]| one moment what a more animated look$0$ had intimated 118:096,11[' ]| the preceding one. 118:096,12[' ]| He joined her and $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ the breakfast-room 118:096,13[' ]| the next morning before$3$ the others were down$5$; and 118:096,14[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ was always eager to$9$ promote their 118:096,15[' ]| happiness as far as she could, soon left them to$4$ themselves. 118:096,16[' ]| But before$3$ she was half way up*stairs she 118:096,17[' ]| heard the parlour door open$1$, and, turning round$5$, was 118:096,18[' ]| astonished to$9$ see $SS#B$Edward himself come out$5$. 118:096,19[B ]| "I am going into the village to$9$ see my horses," 118:096,19[' ]| said 118:096,20[' ]| he, 118:096,20[B ]| "as you are not yet ready for$4$ breakfast$0$; I shall be 118:096,21[B ]| back$5$ again presently." 118:096,22[' ]| ~~ ~~ ~~ 118:096,22[' ]| $SS#B$Edward returned to$4$ them with fresh admiration of 118:096,23[' ]| the surrounding country; in$4$ his walk$0$ to$4$ the village, he 118:096,24[' ]| had seen many parts of the valley to$4$ advantage; and 118:096,25[' ]| the village itself, in$4$ a much higher situation than the 118:096,26[' ]| cottage, afforded a general$2$ view$0$ of the whole$0$, which$6#1$ had 118:096,27[' ]| exceedingly pleased him. This was a subject$0$ which$6#1$ 118:096,28[' ]| ensured $SS#C$Marianne's attention, and she was beginning 118:096,29[' ]| to$9$ describe her own$2$ admiration of these scenes, and to$9$ 118:096,30[' ]| question$1$ him more minutely on$4$ the objects$0$ that$6#1$ had 118:096,31[' ]| particularly struck him, when $SS#B$Edward interrupted her 118:096,32[' ]| by$4$ saying, 118:096,32[B ]| "You must not inquire too$5#1$ far, $SS#C$Marianne ~~ 118:096,33[B ]| remember I have no$2$ knowledge in$4$ the picturesque, and 118:097,01[B ]| I shall offend you by$4$ my ignorance and want$0$ of taste 118:097,02[B ]| if we come to$4$ particulars. I shall call$1$ hills steep, which$6#1$ 118:097,03[B ]| ought to$9$ be bold; surfaces strange and uncouth, which$6#1$ 118:097,04[B ]| ought to$9$ be irregular and rugged; and distant objects$0$ 118:097,05[B ]| out$5$ of sight, which$6#1$ ought only to$9$ be indistinct through$4$ 118:097,06[B ]| the soft medium of a hazy atmosphere. You must be 118:097,07[B ]| satisfied with such admiration as I can honestly give. 118:097,08[B ]| I call$1$ it a very fine country ~~ the hills are steep, the woods 118:097,09[B ]| seem full of fine timber, and the valley looks$1$ comfortable 118:097,10[B ]| and snug ~~ with rich meadows and several neat farm 118:097,11[B ]| houses scattered here and there. It exactly answers 118:097,12[B ]| my idea of a fine country, because it unites beauty 118:097,13[B ]| with utility ~~ and I dare$1#2$ say it is a picturesque one too$5#2$, 118:097,14[B ]| because you admire it; I can easily believe it to$9$ be full 118:097,15[B ]| of rocks and promontories, grey moss and brush wood, 118:097,16[B ]| but these are all lost on$4$ me. I know nothing of the 118:097,17[B ]| picturesque." 118:097,18[C ]| "I am afraid it is but too$5#1$ true," 118:097,18[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne; 118:097,19[C ]| "but why should you boast$1$ of it?" 118:097,20[A ]| "I suspect," 118:097,20[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 118:097,20[A ]| "that$3$ to$9$ avoid one kind$0$ of 118:097,21[A ]| affectation, $SS#B$Edward here falls into another. Because he 118:097,22[A ]| believes many people pretend to$4$ more admiration of 118:097,23[A ]| the beauties of nature than they really feel, and is 118:097,24[A ]| disgusted with such pretensions, he affects greater 118:097,25[A ]| indifference and less discrimination in$4$ viewing them 118:097,26[A ]| himself than he possesses. He is fastidious and will$1$ 118:097,27[A ]| have an affectation of his own$2$." 118:097,28[C ]| "It is very true," 118:097,28[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 118:097,28[C ]| "that$3$ admiration 118:097,29[C ]| of landscape scenery is become a mere jargon. Every*body 118:097,30[C ]| pretends to$9$ feel and tries to$9$ describe with the 118:097,31[C ]| taste and elegance of him who$6#1$ first defined what picturesque 118:097,32[C ]| beauty was. I detest jargon of every kind$0$, 118:097,33[C ]| and sometimes I have kept my feelings to$4$ myself, 118:097,34[C ]| because I could find no$2$ language to$9$ describe them in$4$ but 118:097,35[C ]| what was worn and hackneyed out$5$ of all sense and 118:097,36[C ]| meaning." 118:097,37[B ]| "I am convinced," 118:097,37[' ]| said $SS#B$Edward, 118:097,37[B ]| "that$3$ you really 118:097,38[B ]| feel all the delight$0$ in$4$ a fine prospect which$6#1$ you profess 118:098,01[B ]| to$9$ feel. But, in$4$ return$0$, your sister must allow me to$9$ 118:098,02[B ]| feel no$2$ more than I profess. I like$1$ a fine prospect, but 118:098,03[B ]| not on$4$ picturesque principles. I do not like$1$ crooked, 118:098,04[B ]| twisted, blasted trees. I admire them much more if 118:098,05[B ]| they are tall, straight and flourishing. I do not like$1$ 118:098,06[B ]| ruined, tattered cottages. I am not fond of nettles, or 118:098,07[B ]| thistles, or heath blossoms. I have more pleasure in$4$ 118:098,08[B ]| a snug farm-house than a watch-tower ~~ and a troop of 118:098,09[B ]| tidy, happy villagers please me better than the finest 118:098,10[B ]| banditti in$4$ the world." 118:098,11[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne looked with amazement at $SS#B$Edward, with 118:098,12[' ]| compassion at her sister. $SS#A$Elinor only laughed. 118:098,13[' ]| The subject$0$ was continued no$2$ farther; and $SS#C$Marianne 118:098,14[' ]| remained thoughtfully silent, till a new object$0$ suddenly 118:098,15[' ]| engaged her attention. She was sitting by$4$ $SS#B$Edward, 118:098,16[' ]| and in$4$ taking his tea from $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, his hand$0$ 118:098,17[' ]| passed so$5#1$ directly before$4$ her, as to$9$ make$1$ a ring$0$, with 118:098,18[' ]| a plait of hair in$4$ the centre$0$, very conspicuous on$4$ one of 118:098,19[' ]| his fingers. 118:098,20[C ]| "I never saw you wear a ring$0$ before$5$, $SS#B$Edward," 118:098,20[' ]| she 118:098,21[' ]| cried. 118:098,21[C ]| "Is that$6#2$ $SS#G$Fanny's hair? I remember her 118:098,22[C ]| promising to$9$ give you some. But I should have thought$1$ 118:098,23[C ]| her hair had been darker." 118:098,24[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne spoke inconsiderately what she really felt ~~ 118:098,25[' ]| but when she saw how much she had pained $SS#B$Edward, 118:098,26[' ]| her own$2$ vexation at her want$0$ of thought$0$ could not be 118:098,27[' ]| surpassed by$4$ his. He coloured very deeply, and giving 118:098,28[' ]| a momentary glance$0$ at $SS#A$Elinor, replied, 118:098,28[B ]| "Yes; it is 118:098,29[B ]| my sister's hair. The setting always casts a different 118:098,30[B ]| shade on$4$ it you know." 118:098,31[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had met his eye, and looked conscious likewise. 118:098,32[' ]| That$3$ the hair was her own$2$, she instantaneously felt as 118:098,33[' ]| well$5$ satisfied as $SS#C$Marianne; the only difference in$4$ their 118:098,34[' ]| conclusions was, that$3$ what $SS#C$Marianne considered as a 118:098,35[' ]| free gift from her sister, $SS#A$Elinor was conscious must have 118:098,36[' ]| been procured by$4$ some theft or contrivance unknown to$4$ 118:098,37[' ]| herself. She was not in$4$ a humour, however, to$9$ regard$1$ 118:098,38[' ]| it as an affront, and affecting to$9$ take no$2$ notice$0$ of what 118:099,01[' ]| passed, by$4$ instantly talking of something else, she 118:099,02[' ]| internally resolved henceforward to$9$ catch$1$ every opportunity 118:099,03[' ]| of eyeing the hair and of satisfying herself, 118:099,04[' ]| beyond$4$ all doubt$0$, that$3$ it was exactly the shade of her 118:099,05[' ]| own$2$. 118:099,06[' ]| $SS#B$Edward's embarrassment lasted some time, and it 118:099,07[' ]| ended in$4$ an absence of mind$0$ still$5$ more settled. He 118:099,08[' ]| was particularly grave$2$ the whole$2$ morning. $SS#C$Marianne 118:099,09[' ]| severely censured herself for$4$ what she had said; but 118:099,10[' ]| her own$2$ forgiveness might have been more speedy, 118:099,11[' ]| had she known how little offence it had given her sister. 118:099,12[' ]| Before$4$ the middle of the day, they were visited by$4$ 118:099,13[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, who$6#1$, having heard of the 118:099,14[' ]| arrival of a gentleman at the cottage, came to$9$ take 118:099,15[' ]| a survey of the guest. With the assistance of his mother-in-law, 118:099,16[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John was not long in$4$ discovering that$3$ the 118:099,17[' ]| name$0$ of $SS#B$Ferrars began with an $SS#B$F% and this prepared 118:099,18[' ]| a future mine$0$ of raillery against the devoted $SS#A$Elinor, 118:099,19[' ]| which$6#1$ nothing but the newness of their acquaintance 118:099,20[' ]| with $SS#B$Edward could have prevented from being$1$ immediately 118:099,21[' ]| sprung. But, as it was, she only learned from some 118:099,22[' ]| very significant looks$0$, how far their penetration, founded 118:099,23[' ]| on$4$ $SS#E$Margaret's instructions, extended. 118:099,24[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John never came to$4$ the $SS#D1$Dashwoods without 118:099,25[' ]| either inviting them to$9$ dine at the park the next day, 118:099,26[' ]| or to$9$ drink tea with them that$6#2$ evening. On$4$ the present$2$ 118:099,27[' ]| occasion$0$, for$4$ the better entertainment of their visitor, 118:099,28[' ]| towards whose$6#1$ amusement he felt himself bound to$9$ 118:099,29[' ]| contribute, he wished to$9$ engage them for$4$ both. 118:099,30[L ]| "You \must\ drink tea with us to*night," 118:099,30[' ]| said he, 118:099,30[L ]| "for$3$ 118:099,31[L ]| we shall be quite alone ~~ and to-morrow you must 118:099,32[L ]| absolutely dine with us, for$3$ we shall be a large party." 118:099,33[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings enforced the necessity. 118:099,33[K ]| "And who$6#2$ 118:099,34[K ]| knows but you may$1$ raise a dance$0$," 118:099,34[' ]| said she. 118:099,34[K ]| "And 118:099,35[K ]| that$6#2$ will$1$ tempt \you\, $SS#C$Miss*Marianne." 118:099,36[C ]| "A dance$0$!" 118:099,36[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne. 118:099,36[C ]| "Impossible! Who$6#2$ 118:099,37[C ]| is to$9$ dance$1$?" 118:099,38[K ]| "Who$6#2$! why yourselves, and the $SS#ZE$Careys, and 118:100,01[K ]| $SS#ZZK$Whitakers to$9$ be sure. ~~ What! you thought$1$ nobody 118:100,02[K ]| could dance$1$ because a certain person that$6#1$ shall be 118:100,03[K ]| nameless is gone!" 118:100,04[L ]| "I wish$1$ with all my soul," 118:100,04[' ]| cried $SS#L$Sir*John, 118:100,04[L ]| "that$6#2$ 118:100,05[L ]| $SS#R$Willoughby were among us again." 118:100,06[' ]| This, and $SS#C$Marianne's blushing, gave new suspicions 118:100,07[' ]| to$4$ $SS#B$Edward. 118:100,08[B ]| "And who$6#2$ is $SS#R$Willoughby?" 118:100,08[' ]| said he, in$4$ 118:100,09[' ]| a low voice, to$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, by$4$ whom$6#1$ he was sitting. 118:100,10[' ]| She gave him a brief reply$0$. $SS#C$Marianne's countenance 118:100,11[' ]| was more communicative. $SS#B$Edward saw enough to$9$ 118:100,12[' ]| comprehend, not only the meaning of others, but such 118:100,13[' ]| of $SS#C$Marianne's expressions as had puzzled him before$5$; 118:100,14[' ]| and when their visitors left them, he went immediately 118:100,15[' ]| round$5$ to$4$ her and said, in$4$ a whisper$0$, 118:100,15[B ]| "I have been 118:100,16[B ]| guessing. Shall I tell you my guess$0$?" 118:100,17[C ]| "What do you mean$1$?" 118:100,18[B ]| "Shall I tell you?" 118:100,19[C ]| "Certainly." 118:100,20[B ]| "Well$7$ then; I guess$1$ that$3$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby hunts." 118:100,21[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was surprised and confused, yet she could 118:100,22[' ]| not help$1$ smiling at the quiet$2$ archness of his manner, 118:100,23[' ]| and, after$4$ a moment's silence$0$, said, 118:100,24[C ]| "Oh! $SS#B$Edward! How can you? ~~ But the time will$1$ 118:100,25[C ]| come I hope$1$ ~~ I am sure you will$1$ like$1$ him." 118:100,26[B ]| "I do not doubt$1$ it," 118:100,26[' ]| replied he, rather astonished 118:100,27[' ]| at her earnestness and warmth; for$3$ had he not imagined 118:100,28[' ]| it to$9$ be a joke for$4$ the good of her acquaintance in$4$ general$0$, 118:100,29[' ]| founded only on$4$ a something or a nothing between 118:100,30[' ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby and herself, he would not have ventured 118:100,31[' ]| to$9$ mention$1$ it. 119:101,01[' ]| $SS#B$Edward remained a week at the cottage; he was 119:101,02[' ]| earnestly pressed by$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood to$9$ stay$1$ longer; but 119:101,03[' ]| as if he were bent only on$4$ self-mortification, he seemed 119:101,04[' ]| resolved to$9$ be gone when his enjoyment among his 119:101,05[' ]| friends was at the height. His spirits, during the last$2$ 119:101,06[' ]| two or three days, though still$5$ very unequal, were greatly 119:101,07[' ]| improved ~~ he grew more and more partial to$4$ the house 119:101,08[' ]| and environs ~~ never spoke of going away without 119:101,09[' ]| a sigh$0$ ~~ declared 119:101,09@b | his time to$9$ be wholly disengaged ~~ 119:101,10@b | even$5$ doubted to$4$ what place$0$ he should go when he left 119:101,11@b | them ~~ but still$5$, go he must. Never had any week 119:101,12@b | passed so$5#1$ quickly ~~ he could hardly believe it to$9$ be gone. 119:101,13[' ]| He said so$5#2$ repeatedly; other things he said too$5#2$, which$6#1$ 119:101,14[' ]| marked the turn$0$ of his feelings and gave the lie$0$ to$4$ his 119:101,15[' ]| actions. 119:101,15@b | He had no$2$ pleasure at Norland; he detested 119:101,16@b | being$1$ in$4$ town; but either to$4$ Norland or London, he 119:101,17@b | must go. He valued their kindness beyond$4$ any*thing, 119:101,18@b | and his greatest happiness was in$4$ being$1$ with them. 119:101,18[' ]| Yet 119:101,19[' ]| he must leave$1$ them at the end$0$ of a week, in$4$ spite$8$ of 119:101,20[' ]| their wishes$0$ and his own$2$, and without any restraint 119:101,21[' ]| on$4$ his time. 119:101,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor placed all that$6#1$ was astonishing in$4$ this way of 119:101,23[' ]| acting to$4$ his mother's account$0$; and it was happy for$4$ 119:101,24[' ]| her that$3$ he had a mother whose$6#1$ character was so$5#1$ 119:101,25[' ]| imperfectly known to$4$ her, as to$9$ be the general$2$ excuse$0$ 119:101,26[' ]| for$4$ every*thing strange on$4$ the part$0$ of her son. Disappointed, 119:101,27[' ]| however, and vexed as she was, and sometimes 119:101,28[' ]| displeased with his uncertain behaviour to$4$ herself, 119:101,29[' ]| she was very well$5$ disposed on$4$ the whole$0$ to$9$ regard$1$ his 119:101,30[' ]| actions with all the candid allowances and generous 119:101,31[' ]| qualifications, which$6#1$ had been rather more painfully 119:101,32[' ]| extorted from her, for$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby's service, by$4$ her 119:101,33[' ]| mother. His want$0$ of spirits, of openness, and of 119:102,01[' ]| consistency, were most usually attributed to$4$ his want$0$ 119:102,02[' ]| of independence, and his better knowledge of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's 119:102,03[' ]| disposition and designs. 119:102,03@a | The shortness of 119:102,04@a | his visit$0$, the steadiness of his purpose in$4$ leaving them, 119:102,05@a | originated in$4$ the same fettered inclination, the same 119:102,06@a | inevitable necessity of temporising with his mother. 119:102,07@a | The old, well$5$ established grievance of duty against will$0$, 119:102,08@a | parent against child, was the cause of all. 119:102,09[' ]| She would 119:102,09[' ]| have been glad to$9$ know when these difficulties were to$9$ 119:102,10[' ]| cease, this opposition was to$9$ yield, ~~ when $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars 119:102,11[' ]| would be reformed, and her son be at liberty to$9$ be 119:102,12[' ]| happy. But from such vain wishes$0$, she was forced to$9$ 119:102,13[' ]| turn$1$ for$4$ comfort$0$ to$4$ the renewal of her confidence in$4$ 119:102,14[' ]| $SS#B$Edward's affection, to$4$ the remembrance of every mark$0$ 119:102,15[' ]| of regard$0$ in$4$ look$0$ or word which$6#1$ fell from him while$3$ at 119:102,16[' ]| Barton, and above$4$ all to$4$ that$6#2$ flattering proof of it 119:102,17[' ]| which$6#1$ he constantly wore round$4$ his finger. 119:102,18[D ]| "I think, $SS#B$Edward," 119:102,18[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, as they 119:102,19[' ]| were at breakfast$0$ the last$2$ morning, 119:102,19[D ]| "you would be 119:102,20[D ]| a happier man if you had any profession$0#2$ to$9$ engage 119:102,21[D ]| your time and give an interest$0$ of your plans and actions. 119:102,22[D ]| Some inconvenience to$4$ your friends, indeed, might 119:102,23[D ]| result$1$ from it ~~ you would not be able to$9$ give them so$5#1$ 119:102,24[D ]| much of your time. But 119:102,24[' ]| (with a smile$0$) 119:102,24[D ]| you would be 119:102,25[D ]| materially benefited in$4$ one particular at least ~~ you 119:102,26[D ]| would know where to$9$ go when you left them." 119:102,27[B ]| "I do assure you," 119:102,27[' ]| he replied, 119:102,27[B ]| "that$3$ I have long 119:102,28[B ]| thought$1$ on$4$ this point$0$, as you think now. It has been, 119:102,29[B ]| and is, and probably will$1$ always be a heavy misfortune 119:102,30[B ]| to$4$ me, that$3$ I have had no$2$ necessary business to$9$ engage 119:102,31[B ]| me, no$2$ profession$0#2$ to$9$ give me employment, or afford me 119:102,32[B ]| any*thing like$4$ independence. But unfortunately my 119:102,33[B ]| own$2$ nicety, and the nicety of my friends, have made me 119:102,34[B ]| what I am, an idle, helpless being$0$. We never could 119:102,35[B ]| agree in$4$ our choice$0$ of a profession$0#2$. I always preferred 119:102,36[B ]| the church, as I still$5$ do. But that$6#2$ was not smart enough 119:102,37[B ]| for$4$ my family. They recommended the army. That$6#2$ 119:102,38[B ]| was a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ smart for$4$ me. The law was allowed 119:103,01[B ]| to$9$ be genteel enough; many young men, who$6#1$ had 119:103,02[B ]| chambers in$4$ the Temple, made a very good appearance 119:103,03[B ]| in$4$ the first circles, and drove about$4$ town in$4$ very knowing 119:103,04[B ]| gigs. But I had no$2$ inclination for$4$ the law, even$5$ in$4$ this 119:103,05[B ]| less abstruse study$0$ of it, which$6#1$ my family approved. 119:103,06[B ]| As for$4$ the navy, it had fashion$0$ on$4$ its side$0$, but I was too$5#1$ 119:103,07[B ]| old when the subject$0$ was first started to$9$ enter it ~~ and, 119:103,08[B ]| at length, as there was no$2$ necessity for$4$ my having any 119:103,09[B ]| profession$0#2$ at all, as I might be as dashing and expensive 119:103,10[B ]| without a red coat on$4$ my back$0$ as with one, idleness was 119:103,11[B ]| pronounced on$4$ the whole$0$ to$9$ be the most advantageous 119:103,12[B ]| and honourable, and a young man of eighteen is not in$4$ 119:103,13[B ]| general$0$ so$5#1$ earnestly bent on$4$ being$1$ busy as to$9$ resist the 119:103,14[B ]| solicitations of his friends to$9$ do nothing. I was therefore 119:103,15[B ]| entered at Oxford and have been properly idle ever 119:103,16[B ]| since." 119:103,17[D ]| "The consequence of which$6#1$, I suppose, will$1$ be," 119:103,18[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 119:103,18[D ]| "since leisure has not promoted 119:103,19[D ]| your own$2$ happiness, that$3$ your sons will$1$ be brought up$5$ 119:103,20[D ]| to$4$ as many pursuits, employments, professions, and 119:103,21[D ]| trades as $SS#Z2$Columella's." 119:103,22[B ]| "They will$1$ be brought up$5$," 119:103,22[' ]| said he, in$4$ a serious$2$ 119:103,23[' ]| accent, 119:103,23[B ]| "to$9$ be as unlike myself as is possible. In$4$ feeling, 119:103,24[B ]| in$4$ action, in$4$ condition$0$, in$4$ every*thing." 119:103,25[D ]| "Come, come; this is all an effusion of immediate 119:103,26[D ]| want$0$ of spirits, $SS#B$Edward. You are in$4$ a melancholy$2$ 119:103,27[D ]| humour, and fancy$1$ that$3$ any*one unlike yourself must 119:103,28[D ]| be happy. But remember that$3$ the pain$0$ of parting from 119:103,29[D ]| friends will$1$ be felt by$4$ every*body at times, whatever 119:103,30[D ]| be their education or state$0$. Know your own$2$ happiness. 119:103,31[D ]| You want$1$ nothing but patience ~~ or give it a more 119:103,32[D ]| fascinating name$0$, call$1$ it hope$0$. Your mother will$1$ secure$1$ 119:103,33[D ]| to$4$ you, in$4$ time, that$6#2$ independence you are so$5#1$ anxious for$4$; 119:103,34[D ]| it is her duty, and it will$1$, it must ere long become her happiness 119:103,35[D ]| to$9$ prevent your whole$2$ youth from being$1$ wasted in$4$ 119:103,36[D ]| discontent. How much may$1$ not a few months do?" 119:103,37[B ]| "I think," 119:103,37[' ]| replied $SS#B$Edward, 119:103,37[B ]| "that$3$ I may$1$ defy many 119:103,38[B ]| months to$9$ produce any good to$4$ me." 119:104,01[' ]| This desponding turn$0$ of mind$0$, though it could not 119:104,02[' ]| be communicated to$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, gave additional 119:104,03[' ]| pain$0$ to$4$ them all in$4$ the parting, which$6#1$ shortly took place$0$, 119:104,04[' ]| and left an uncomfortable impression on$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's feelings 119:104,05[' ]| especially, which$6#1$ required some trouble$0$ and time to$9$ 119:104,06[' ]| subdue. But as it was her determination to$9$ subdue it, 119:104,07[' ]| and to$9$ prevent herself from appearing to$9$ suffer more than 119:104,08[' ]| what all her family suffered on$4$ his going away, she did 119:104,09[' ]| not adopt the method so$5#1$ judiciously employed by$4$ 119:104,10[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, on$4$ a similar occasion$0$, to$9$ augment and fix 119:104,11[' ]| her sorrow, by$4$ seeking silence$0$, solitude, and idleness. 119:104,12[' ]| Their means$0$ were as different as their objects$0$, and equally 119:104,13[' ]| suited to$4$ the advancement of each. 119:104,14[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor sat down$5$ to$4$ her drawing-table as soon as he 119:104,15[' ]| was out$5$ of the house, busily employed herself the whole$2$ 119:104,16[' ]| day, neither sought nor avoided the mention$0$ of his 119:104,17[' ]| name$0$, appeared to$9$ interest$1$ herself almost as much as 119:104,18[' ]| ever in$4$ the general$2$ concerns$0$ of the family, and if, by$4$ 119:104,19[' ]| this conduct$0$, she did not lessen her own$2$ grief, it was at 119:104,20[' ]| least prevented from unnecessary increase$0$, and her 119:104,21[' ]| mother and sisters were spared much solicitude on$4$ her 119:104,22[' ]| account$0$. 119:104,23[' ]| Such behaviour as this, so$5#1$ exactly the reverse of her 119:104,24[' ]| own$2$, appeared no$2$ more meritorious to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, than 119:104,25[' ]| her own$2$ had seemed faulty to$4$ her. The business of 119:104,26[' ]| self-command she settled very easily; ~~ 119:104,26@c | with strong 119:104,27@c | affections it was impossible, with calm$2$ ones it could have 119:104,28@c | no$2$ merit$0$. 119:104,28[' ]| That$3$ her sister's affections \were\ calm$2$, she 119:104,29[' ]| dared not deny, though she blushed to$9$ acknowledge it; 119:104,30[' ]| and of the strength of her own$2$, she gave a very striking 119:104,31[' ]| proof, by$4$ still$5$ loving and respecting that$6#2$ sister, in$4$ spite$8$ 119:104,32[' ]| of this mortifying conviction. 119:104,33[' ]| Without shutting herself up$5$ from her family, or leaving 119:104,34[' ]| the house in$4$ determined solitude to$9$ avoid them, or lying 119:104,35[' ]| awake$2$ the whole$2$ night to$9$ indulge meditation, $SS#A$Elinor 119:104,36[' ]| found every day afforded her leisure enough to$9$ think of 119:104,37[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, and of $SS#B$Edward's behaviour, in$4$ every possible 119:104,38[' ]| variety which$6#1$ the different state$0$ of her spirits at different 119:105,01[' ]| times could produce; ~~ with tenderness, pity$0$, approbation, 119:105,02[' ]| censure$0$, and doubt$0$. There were moments in$4$ 119:105,03[' ]| abundance, when, if not by$4$ the absence of her mother 119:105,04[' ]| and sisters, at least by$4$ the nature of their employments, 119:105,05[' ]| conversation was forbidden among them, and every 119:105,06[' ]| effect$0$ of solitude was produced. Her mind$0$ was inevitably 119:105,07[' ]| at liberty; her thoughts could not be chained elsewhere; 119:105,08[' ]| and the past$0$ and the future, on$4$ a subject$0$ so$5#1$ interesting, 119:105,09[' ]| must be before$4$ her, must force$1$ her attention, and engross 119:105,10[' ]| her memory, her reflection, and her fancy$0$. 119:105,11[' ]| From a reverie of this kind$0$, as she sat at her drawing-table, 119:105,12[' ]| she was roused one morning, soon after$4$ $SS#B$Edward's 119:105,13[' ]| leaving them, by$4$ the arrival of company. She happened 119:105,14[' ]| to$9$ be quite alone. The closing of the little gate, at the 119:105,15[' ]| entrance of the green court$0$ in$4$ front$0$ of the house, drew 119:105,16[' ]| her eyes to$4$ the window, and she saw a large party 119:105,17[' ]| walking up$5$ to$4$ the door. Amongst them were $SS#L$Sir*John 119:105,18[' ]| and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, but there were 119:105,19[' ]| two others, a gentleman and lady, who$6#1$ were quite 119:105,20[' ]| unknown to$4$ her. She was sitting near$4$ the window, and 119:105,21[' ]| as soon as $SS#L$Sir*John perceived her, he left the rest$0#1$ of 119:105,22[' ]| the party to$4$ the ceremony of knocking at the door, and 119:105,23[' ]| stepping across$4$ the turf, obliged her to$9$ open$1$ the casement 119:105,24[' ]| to$9$ speak to$4$ him, though the space was so$5#1$ short 119:105,25[' ]| between the door and the window, as to$9$ make$1$ it hardly 119:105,26[' ]| possible to$9$ speak at one without being$1$ heard at the other. 119:105,27[L ]| "Well$7$," 119:105,27[' ]| said he, 119:105,27[L ]| "we have brought you some 119:105,28[L ]| strangers. How do you like$1$ them?" 119:105,29[A ]| "Hush! they will$1$ hear you." 119:105,30[L ]| "Never mind$1$ if they do. It is only the $SS#N1$Palmers. 119:105,31[L ]| $SS#O$Charlotte is very pretty$2$, I can tell you. You may$1$ see 119:105,32[L ]| her if you look$1$ this way." 119:105,33[' ]| As $SS#A$Elinor was certain of seeing her in$4$ a couple of 119:105,34[' ]| minutes, without taking that$6#2$ liberty, she begged to$9$ 119:105,35[' ]| be excused. 119:105,36[L ]| "Where is $SS#C$Marianne? Has she run$1$ away because 119:105,37[L ]| we are come? I see her instrument is open$2$." 119:105,38[A ]| "She is walking, I believe." 119:106,01[' ]| They were now joined by$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, who$6#1$ had not 119:106,02[' ]| patience enough to$9$ wait till the door was opened before$3$ 119:106,03[' ]| she told \her\ story. She came hallooing to$4$ the window, 119:106,04[K ]| "How do you do, my dear$2#1$? How does $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 119:106,05[K ]| do? And where are your sisters? What! all alone! 119:106,06[K ]| you will$1$ be glad of a little company to$9$ sit with you. 119:106,07[K ]| I have brought my other son and daughter to$9$ see you. 119:106,08[K ]| Only think of their coming so$5#1$ suddenly! I thought$1$ 119:106,09[K ]| I heard a carriage last$2$ night, while$3$ we were drinking 119:106,10[K ]| our tea, but it never entered my head$0$ that$3$ it could be 119:106,11[K ]| them. I thought$1$ of nothing but whether it might not 119:106,12[K ]| be $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon come back$5$ again; so$3$ I said to$4$ 119:106,13[K ]| $SS#L$Sir*John, I do think I hear a carriage; perhaps it is 119:106,14[K ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon come back$5$ again" ~~ 119:106,15[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was obliged to$9$ turn$1$ from her, in$4$ the middle 119:106,16[' ]| of her story, to$9$ receive the rest$0#1$ of the party; $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 119:106,17[' ]| introduced the two strangers; $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 119:106,18[' ]| and $SS#E$Margaret came down*stairs at the same time, 119:106,19[' ]| and they all sat down$5$ to$9$ look$1$ at one another, while$3$ 119:106,20[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings continued her story as she walked through$4$ 119:106,21[' ]| the passage into the parlour, attended by$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John. 119:106,22[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer was several years younger than $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 119:106,23[' ]| and totally unlike her in$4$ every respect$0$. 119:106,24[' ]| She was short and plump, had a very pretty$2$ face$0$, and 119:106,25[' ]| the finest expression of good*humour in$4$ it that$6#1$ could 119:106,26[' ]| possibly be. Her manners were by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ so$5#1$ elegant 119:106,27[' ]| as her sister's, but they were much more prepossessing. 119:106,28[' ]| She came in$5$ with a smile$0$, smiled all the time of her 119:106,29[' ]| visit$0$, except when she laughed, and smiled when she 119:106,30[' ]| went away. Her husband was a grave looking young 119:106,31[' ]| man of five or six*and*twenty, with an air of more 119:106,32[' ]| fashion$0$ and sense than his wife, but of less willingness 119:106,33[' ]| to$9$ please or be pleased. He entered the room with 119:106,34[' ]| a look$0$ of self-consequence, slightly bowed to$4$ the ladies, 119:106,35[' ]| without speaking a word, and, after$4$ briefly surveying 119:106,36[' ]| them and their apartments, took up$5$ a newspaper from 119:106,37[' ]| the table and continued to$9$ read it as long as he staid. 119:106,38[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer, on$4$ the contrary, who$6#1$ was strongly 119:107,01[' ]| endowed by$4$ nature with a turn$0$ for$4$ being$1$ uniformly 119:107,02[' ]| civil and happy, was hardly seated before$3$ her admiration 119:107,03[' ]| of the parlour and every*thing in$4$ it burst$1$ forth. 119:107,04[O ]| "Well$7$! what a delightful room this is! I never saw 119:107,05[O ]| anything so$5#1$ charming! Only think, mama, how it is 119:107,06[O ]| improved since I was here last$2$! I always thought$1$ it 119:107,07[O ]| such a sweet place$0$, ma'am! 119:107,07[' ]| (turning to$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood,) 119:107,08[O ]| but you have made it so$5#1$ charming! Only look$1$, sister, 119:107,09[O ]| how delightful every*thing is! How I should like$1$ such 119:107,10[O ]| a house for$4$ myself! Should not you, $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer?" 119:107,11[' ]| $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer made her no$2$ answer$0$, and did not even$5$ 119:107,12[' ]| raise his eyes from the newspaper. 119:107,13[O ]| "$SS#N$Mr%*Palmer does not hear me," 119:107,13[' ]| said she, laughing, 119:107,14[O ]| "he never does sometimes. It is so$5#1$ ridiculous!" 119:107,15[' ]| This was quite a new idea to$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, she had 119:107,16[' ]| never been used to$9$ find wit in$4$ the inattention of any*one, 119:107,17[' ]| and could not help$1$ looking with surprise$0$ at them both. 119:107,18[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, in$4$ the mean*time, talked on$5$ as loud as 119:107,19[' ]| she could, and continued her account$0$ of their surprise$0$, 119:107,20[' ]| the evening before$5$, on$4$ seeing their friends, without 119:107,21[' ]| ceasing till every*thing was told. $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer laughed 119:107,22[' ]| heartily at the recollection of their astonishment, and 119:107,23[' ]| every*body agreed, two or three times over, that$3$ 119:107,23@y | it 119:107,24@y | had been quite an agreeable surprise$0$. 119:107,25[K ]| "You may$1$ believe how glad we all were to$9$ see them," 119:107,26[' ]| added $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, leaning forwards towards $SS#A$Elinor, 119:107,27[' ]| and speaking in$4$ a low voice as if she meant to$9$ be heard 119:107,28[' ]| by$4$ no*one else, though they were seated on$4$ different 119:107,29[' ]| sides of the room; 119:107,29[K ]| "but, however, I can't help$1$ wishing 119:107,30[K ]| they had not travelled quite so$5#1$ fast, nor made such 119:107,31[K ]| a long journey of it, for$3$ they came all round$5$ by$4$ London 119:107,32[K ]| upon$4$ account$0$ of some business, for$3$ you know 119:107,32[' ]| (nodding 119:107,33[' ]| significantly and pointing to$4$ her daughter) 119:107,33[K ]| it was wrong 119:107,34[K ]| in$4$ her situation. I wanted her to$9$ stay$1$ at home and 119:107,35[K ]| rest$1$ this morning, but she would come with us; she 119:107,36[K ]| longed so$5#1$ much to$9$ see you all!" 119:107,37[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer laughed, and said 119:107,37@o | it would not do her 119:107,38@o | any harm$0$. 119:108,01[K ]| "She expects to$9$ be confined in$4$ February," 119:108,01[' ]| continued 119:108,02[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. 119:108,03[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton could no$2$ longer endure such a conversation, 119:108,04[' ]| and therefore exerted herself to$9$ ask $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 119:108,05[' ]| if there was any news in$4$ the paper. 119:108,06[N ]| "No$7$, none at all," 119:108,06[' ]| he replied, and read on$5$. 119:108,07[L ]| "Here comes $SS#C$Marianne," 119:108,07[' ]| cried $SS#L$Sir*John. 119:108,07[L ]| "Now, 119:108,08[L ]| $SS#N$Palmer, you shall see a monstrous pretty$2$ girl." 119:108,09[' ]| He immediately went into the passage, opened the 119:108,10[' ]| front$2$ door, and ushered her in$4$ himself. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 119:108,11[' ]| asked her, as soon as she appeared, if she had not been 119:108,12[' ]| to$4$ Allenham; and $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer laughed so$5#1$ heartily 119:108,13[' ]| at the question$0$, as to$9$ shew$1$ she understood it. $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 119:108,14[' ]| looked up$5$ on$4$ her entering the room, stared at 119:108,15[' ]| her some minutes, and then returned to$4$ his newspaper. 119:108,16[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's eye was now caught by$4$ the drawings 119:108,17[' ]| which$6#1$ hung round$4$ the room. She got up$5$ to$9$ examine 119:108,18[' ]| them. 119:108,19[O ]| "Oh! dear$7$, how beautiful these are! Well$7$! how 119:108,20[O ]| delightful! Do but look$1$, mama, how sweet! I declare 119:108,21[O ]| they are quite charming; I could look$1$ at them for*ever." 119:108,22[' ]| And then sitting down$5$ again, she very soon 119:108,23[' ]| forgot that$3$ there were any such things in$4$ the room. 119:108,24[' ]| When $SS#M$Lady*Middleton rose$1$ to$9$ go away, $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 119:108,25[' ]| rose$1$ also, laid down$5$ the newspaper, stretched himself, 119:108,26[' ]| and looked at them all round$5$. 119:108,27[O ]| "My love$0$, have you been asleep?" 119:108,27[' ]| said his wife, 119:108,28[' ]| laughing. 119:108,29[' ]| He made her no$2$ answer$0$; and only observed, after$4$ 119:108,30[' ]| again examining the room, that$3$ it was very low pitched, 119:108,31[' ]| and that$3$ the ceiling was crooked. He then made his 119:108,32[' ]| bow$0#1$ and departed with the rest$0#1$. 119:108,33[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John had been very urgent with them all to$9$ spend 119:108,34[' ]| the next day at the park. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, who$6#1$ did not 119:108,35[' ]| chuse to$9$ dine with them oftener than they dined at the 119:108,36[' ]| cottage, absolutely refused on$4$ her own$2$ account$0$; her 119:108,37[' ]| daughters might do as they pleased. But they had no$2$ 119:108,38[' ]| curiosity to$9$ see how $SS#N$Mr% and $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer ate their 119:109,01[' ]| dinner, and no$2$ expectation of pleasure from them in$4$ 119:109,02[' ]| any other way. They attempted, therefore, likewise to$9$ 119:109,03[' ]| excuse$1$ themselves; the weather was uncertain and not 119:109,04[' ]| likely to$9$ be good. But $SS#L$Sir*John would not be satisfied ~~ 119:109,05[' ]| the carriage should be sent for$4$ them and they must come. 119:109,06[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton too$5#2$, though she did not press$1$ their 119:109,07[' ]| mother, pressed them. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings and $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer 119:109,08[' ]| joined their entreaties, all seemed equally anxious to$9$ 119:109,09[' ]| avoid a family party; and the young ladies were obliged 119:109,10[' ]| to$9$ yield. 119:109,11[C ]| "Why should they ask us?" 119:109,11[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, as soon 119:109,12[' ]| as they were gone. 119:109,12[C ]| "The rent of this cottage is said to$9$ 119:109,13[C ]| be low; but we have it on$4$ very hard terms, if we are 119:109,14[C ]| to$9$ dine at the park whenever any*one is staying either 119:109,15[C ]| with them, or with us." 119:109,16[A ]| "They mean$1$ no$2$ less to$9$ be civil and kind$2$ to$4$ us now," 119:109,17[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor," 119:109,17[A ]| by$4$ these frequent invitations than by$4$ 119:109,18[A ]| those which$6#1$ we received from them a few weeks ago. 119:109,19[A ]| The alteration is not in$4$ them, if their parties are grown 119:109,20[A ]| tedious and dull. We must look$1$ for$4$ the change$0$ elsewhere." 119:109,21[A ]| 120:110,01[' ]| As the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods entered the drawing-room 120:110,02[' ]| of the park the next day, at one door, $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer 120:110,03[' ]| came running in$5$ at the other, looking as good*humoured 120:110,04[' ]| and merry as before$5$. She took them all most affectionately 120:110,05[' ]| by$4$ the hand$0$, and expressed great delight$0$ in$4$ seeing 120:110,06[' ]| them again. 120:110,07[O ]| "I am so$5#1$ glad to$9$ see you!" 120:110,07[' ]| said she, seating herself 120:110,08[' ]| between $SS#A$Elinor and $SS#C$Marianne, 120:110,08[O ]| "for$3$ it is so$5#1$ bad a day 120:110,09[O ]| I was afraid you might not come, which$6#1$ would be 120:110,10[O ]| a shocking thing, as we go away again to-morrow. We 120:110,11[O ]| must go, for$3$ the $SS#ZZJ$Westons come to$4$ us next week you 120:110,12[O ]| know. It was quite a sudden$2$ thing our coming at all, 120:110,13[O ]| and I knew nothing of it till the carriage was coming to$4$ 120:110,14[O ]| the door, and then $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer asked me if I would 120:110,15[O ]| go with him to$4$ Barton. He is so$5#1$ droll! He never tells 120:110,16[O ]| me any*thing! I am so$5#1$ sorry we cannot stay$1$ longer; 120:110,17[O ]| however we shall meet$1$ again in$4$ town very soon, I hope$1$." 120:110,18[' ]| They were obliged to$9$ put an end$0$ to$4$ such an expectation. 120:110,19[O ]| "Not go to$4$ town!" 120:110,19[' ]| cried $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer, with a laugh$0$, 120:110,20[O ]| "I shall be quite disappointed if you do not. I could 120:110,21[O ]| get the nicest house in$4$ the world for$4$ you, next door to$4$ 120:110,22[O ]| our's, in$4$ Hanover-square. You must come, indeed. 120:110,23[O ]| I am sure I shall be very happy to$9$ chaperon you at any 120:110,24[O ]| time till I am confined, if $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood should not 120:110,25[O ]| like$1$ to$9$ go into public$0$." 120:110,26[' ]| They thanked her; but were obliged to$9$ resist all 120:110,27[' ]| her entreaties. 120:110,28[O ]| "Oh! my love$0$," 120:110,28[' ]| cried $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer to$4$ her husband, 120:110,29[' ]| who$6#1$ just$5$ then entered the room ~~ 120:110,29[O ]| "You must help$1$ me 120:110,30[O ]| persuade the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods to$9$ go to$4$ town this winter." 120:110,31[' ]| Her love$0$ made no$2$ answer$0$; and after$4$ slightly bowing 120:110,32[' ]| to$4$ the ladies, began complaining of the weather. 120:110,33[N ]| "How horrid all this is!" 120:110,33[' ]| said he. 120:110,33[N ]| "Such weather 120:111,01[N ]| makes every*thing and every*body disgusting. Dulness 120:111,02[N ]| is as much produced within doors as without, by$4$ rain$0$. 120:111,03[N ]| It makes one detest all one's acquaintance. What the 120:111,04[N ]| devil does $SS#L$Sir*John mean$1$ by$4$ not having a billiard*room 120:111,05[N ]| in$4$ his house? How few people know what comfort$0$ is! 120:111,06[N ]| $SS#L$Sir*John is as stupid as the weather." 120:111,07[' ]| The rest$0#1$ of the company soon dropt in$5$. 120:111,08[L ]| "I am afraid, $SS#C$Miss*Marianne," 120:111,08[' ]| said $SS#L$Sir*John, 120:111,08[L ]| "you 120:111,09[L ]| have not been able to$9$ take your usual walk$0$ to$4$ Allenham 120:111,10[L ]| to-day." 120:111,11[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne looked very grave$2$ and said nothing. 120:111,12[O ]| "Oh! don't be so$5#1$ sly before$4$ us," 120:111,12[' ]| said $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer; 120:111,13[O ]| "for$3$ we know all about$4$ it, I assure you; and I admire 120:111,14[O ]| your taste very much, for$3$ I think he is extremely handsome. 120:111,15[O ]| We do not live a great way from him in$4$ the 120:111,16[O ]| country, you know. Not above$4$ ten miles, I dare$1#2$ say." 120:111,17[N ]| "Much nearer thirty," 120:111,17[' ]| said her husband. 120:111,18[O ]| "Ah! well$7$! there is not much difference. I never 120:111,19[O ]| was at his house; but they say it is a sweet pretty$2$ 120:111,20[O ]| place$0$." 120:111,21[N ]| "As vile a spot as I ever saw in$4$ my life," 120:111,21[' ]| said $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer. 120:111,22[' ]| 120:111,23[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne remained perfectly silent, though her 120:111,24[' ]| countenance betrayed her interest$0$ in$4$ what was said. 120:111,25[O ]| "Is it very ugly?" 120:111,25[' ]| continued $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer ~~ 120:111,25[O ]| "then 120:111,26[O ]| it must be some other place$0$ that$6#1$ is so$5#1$ pretty$2$ I suppose." 120:111,27[' ]| When they were seated in$4$ the dining*room, $SS#L$Sir*John 120:111,28[' ]| observed with regret$0$ that$3$ they were only eight altogether. 120:111,29[L ]| "My dear$2#1$," 120:111,29[' ]| said he to$4$ his lady, 120:111,29[L ]| "it is very provoking 120:111,30[L ]| that$3$ we should be so$5#1$ few. Why did not you ask the 120:111,31[L ]| $SS#ZP$Gilberts to$9$ come to$4$ us to-day?" 120:111,32[M ]| "Did not I tell you, $SS#L$Sir*John, when you spoke to$4$ 120:111,33[M ]| me about$4$ it before$5$, that$3$ it could not be done? They 120:111,34[M ]| dined with us last$2$." 120:111,35[K ]| "You and I, $SS#L$Sir*John," 120:111,35[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 120:111,35[K ]| "should 120:111,36[K ]| not stand$1$ upon$4$ such ceremony." 120:111,37[N ]| "Then you would be very ill-bred," 120:111,37[' ]| cried $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer. 120:111,38[O ]| "My love$0$, you contradict every*body," ~~ 120:111,38[' ]| said his 120:112,01[' ]| wife with her usual laugh$0$. 120:112,01[O ]| "Do you know that$3$ you are 120:112,02[O ]| quite rude?" 120:112,03[N ]| "I did not know I contradicted any*body in$4$ calling 120:112,04[N ]| your mother ill-bred." 120:112,05[K ]| "Aye, you may$1$ abuse me as you please," 120:112,05[' ]| said the 120:112,06[' ]| good-natured old lady, 120:112,06[K ]| "you have taken $SS#O$Charlotte off 120:112,07[K ]| my hands, and cannot give her back$5$ again. So$3$ there 120:112,08[K ]| I have the whip hand$0$ of you." 120:112,09[' ]| $SS#O$Charlotte laughed heartily to$9$ think that$3$ her husband 120:112,10[' ]| could not get rid of her; and exultingly said, 120:112,10@o | she did 120:112,11@o | not care$1$ how cross$2$ he was to$4$ her, as they must live 120:112,12@o | together. 120:112,12[' ]| It was impossible for$4$ any*one to$9$ be more 120:112,13[' ]| thoroughly good-natured, or more determined to$9$ be 120:112,14[' ]| happy than $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer. The studied indifference, 120:112,15[' ]| insolence, and discontent of her husband gave her no$2$ 120:112,16[' ]| pain$0$: and when he scolded or abused her, she was 120:112,17[' ]| highly diverted. 120:112,18[O ]| "$SS#N$Mr%*Palmer is so$5#1$ droll!" 120:112,18[' ]| said she, in$4$ a whisper$0$, 120:112,19[' ]| to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. 120:112,19[O ]| "He is always out$5$ of humour." 120:112,20[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was not inclined, after$4$ a little observation, to$9$ 120:112,21[' ]| give him credit$0$ for$4$ being$1$ so$5#1$ genuinely and unaffectedly 120:112,22[' ]| ill-natured or ill-bred as he wished to$9$ appear. His 120:112,23[' ]| temper might perhaps be a little soured by$4$ finding, like$4$ 120:112,24[' ]| many others of his sex, that$3$ through$4$ some unaccountable 120:112,25[' ]| bias$0$ in$4$ favour$0$ of beauty, he was the husband of a very 120:112,26[' ]| silly woman, ~~ but she knew that$3$ 120:112,26@a | this kind$0$ of blunder$0$ 120:112,27@a | was too$5#1$ common$2$ for$4$ any sensible$2#2$ man to$9$ be lastingly 120:112,28@a | hurt by$4$ it. ~~ It was rather a wish$0$ of distinction she 120:112,29@a | believed, which$6#1$ produced his contemptuous treatment 120:112,30@a | of every*body, and his general$2$ abuse of every*thing 120:112,31@a | before$4$ him. It was the desire$0$ of appearing superior to$4$ 120:112,32@a | other people. The motive was too$5#1$ common$2$ to$9$ be wondered 120:112,33@a | at; but the means$0$, however they might succeed 120:112,34@a | by$4$ establishing his superiority in$4$ ill-breeding, were not 120:112,35@a | likely to$9$ attach any*one to$4$ him except his wife. 120:112,36[O ]| "Oh! my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood," 120:112,36[' ]| said $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer 120:112,37[' ]| soon afterwards, 120:112,37[O ]| "I have got such a favour$0$ to$9$ ask of 120:112,38[O ]| you and your sister. Will$1$ you come and spend some 120:113,01[O ]| time at Cleveland this Christmas? Now, pray do, ~~ 120:113,02[O ]| and come while$3$ the $SS#ZZJ$Westons are with us. You cannot 120:113,03[O ]| think how happy I shall be! It will$1$ be quite delightful! 120:113,04[O ]| ~~ My love$0$," 120:113,04[' ]| applying to$4$ her husband, 120:113,04[O ]| "don't you 120:113,05[O ]| long to$9$ have the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods come to$4$ Cleveland?" 120:113,06[N ]| "Certainly," ~~ 120:113,06[' ]| he replied with a sneer ~~ 120:113,06[N ]| "I came into 120:113,07[N ]| Devonshire with no$2$ other view$0$." 120:113,08[O ]| "There now" ~~ 120:113,08[' ]| said his lady, 120:113,08[O ]| "you see $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 120:113,09[O ]| expects you; so$3$ you cannot refuse to$9$ come." 120:113,10[' ]| They both eagerly and resolutely declined her invitation. 120:113,11[' ]| 120:113,12[O ]| "But indeed you must and shall come. I am sure 120:113,13[O ]| you will$1$ like$1$ it of all things. The $SS#ZZJ$Westons will$1$ be with 120:113,14[O ]| us, and it will$1$ be quite delightful. You cannot think 120:113,15[O ]| what a sweet place$0$ Cleveland is; and we are so$5#1$ gay 120:113,16[O ]| now, for$3$ $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer is always going about$4$ the country 120:113,17[O ]| canvassing against the election; and so$5#1$ many people 120:113,18[O ]| come to$9$ dine with us that$6#1$ I never saw before$5$, it is quite 120:113,19[O ]| charming! But, poor fellow! it is very fatiguing to$4$ 120:113,20[O ]| him! for$3$ he is forced to$9$ make$1$ every*body like$1$ him." 120:113,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could hardly keep her countenance as she 120:113,22[' ]| assented to$4$ the hardship of such an obligation. 120:113,23[O ]| "How charming it will$1$ be," 120:113,23[' ]| said $SS#O$Charlotte, 120:113,23[O ]| "when he 120:113,24[O ]| is in$4$ Parliament! ~~ won't it? How I shall laugh$1$! It 120:113,25[O ]| will$1$ be so$5#1$ ridiculous to$9$ see all his letters directed to$4$ him 120:113,26[O ]| with an M%P% ~~ But do you know, he says, he will$1$ never 120:113,27[O ]| frank$1$ for$4$ me? He declares he won't. Don't you, 120:113,28[O ]| $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer?" 120:113,29[' ]| $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer took no$2$ notice$0$ of her. 120:113,30[O ]| "He cannot bear$1$ writing, you know," 120:113,30[' ]| she continued ~~ 120:113,31[O ]| "he says it is quite shocking." 120:113,32[N ]| "No$7$;" 120:113,32[' ]| said he, 120:113,32[N ]| "I never said any*thing so$5#1$ irrational. 120:113,33[N ]| Don't palm all your abuses of language upon$4$ me." 120:113,34[O ]| "There now; you see how droll he is. This is always 120:113,35[O ]| the way with him! Sometimes he won't speak to$4$ me for$4$ 120:113,36[O ]| half a day together, and then he comes out$5$ with something 120:113,37[O ]| so$5#1$ droll ~~ all about$4$ any*thing in$4$ the world." 120:113,38[' ]| She surprised $SS#A$Elinor very much as they returned into 120:114,01[' ]| the drawing-room by$4$ asking her whether she did not 120:114,02[' ]| like$1$ $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer excessively. 120:114,03[A ]| "Certainly;" 120:114,03[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 120:114,03[A ]| "he seems very agreeable." 120:114,04[O ]| "Well$7$ ~~ I am so$5#1$ glad you do. I thought$1$ you would, 120:114,05[O ]| he is so$5#1$ pleasant; and $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer is excessively pleased 120:114,06[O ]| with you and your sisters I can tell you, and you can't 120:114,07[O ]| think how disappointed he will$1$ be if you don't come to$4$ 120:114,08[O ]| Cleveland. ~~ I can't imagine why you should object$1$ 120:114,09[O ]| to$4$ it." 120:114,10[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was again obliged to$9$ decline her invitation; 120:114,11[' ]| and by$4$ changing the subject$0$, put a stop$0$ to$4$ her entreaties. 120:114,12[' ]| She thought$1$ it probable that$3$ as they lived in$4$ the same 120:114,13[' ]| county, $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer might be able to$9$ give some more 120:114,14[' ]| particular account$0$ of $SS#R$Willoughby's general$2$ character, 120:114,15[' ]| than could be gathered from the $SS#L1$Middletons' partial 120:114,16[' ]| acquaintance with him; and she was eager to$9$ gain$1$ from 120:114,17[' ]| any*one, such a confirmation of his merits as might 120:114,18[' ]| remove$1$ the possibility of fear$0$ for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. She began 120:114,19[' ]| by$4$ inquiring if they saw much of $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby at 120:114,20[' ]| Cleveland, and whether they were intimately acquainted 120:114,21[' ]| with him. 120:114,22[O ]| "Oh! dear$7$, yes; I know him extremely well$5$," 120:114,23[' ]| replied $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer ~~ 120:114,23[O ]| "Not that$3$ I ever spoke to$4$ him 120:114,24[O ]| indeed; but I have seen him for*ever in$4$ town. Somehow 120:114,25[O ]| or other I never happened to$9$ be staying at Barton 120:114,26[O ]| while$3$ he was at Allenham. Mama saw him here once 120:114,27[O ]| before$5$; ~~ but I was with my uncle at Weymouth. 120:114,28[O ]| However, I dare$1#2$ say we should have seen a great deal$0$ 120:114,29[O ]| of him in$4$ Somersetshire, if it had not happened very 120:114,30[O ]| unluckily that$3$ we should never have been in$4$ the country 120:114,31[O ]| together. He is very little at Combe, I believe; but 120:114,32[O ]| if he were ever so$5#1$ much there, I do not think $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 120:114,33[O ]| would visit$1$ him, for$3$ he is in$4$ the opposition you know, 120:114,34[O ]| and besides it is such a way off. I know why you 120:114,35[O ]| inquire about$4$ him, very well$5$; your sister is to$9$ marry 120:114,36[O ]| him. I am monstrous glad of it, for$3$ then I shall have 120:114,37[O ]| her for$4$ a neighbour you know." 120:114,38[A ]| "Upon$4$ my word," 120:114,38[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 120:114,38[A ]| "you know much 120:115,01[A ]| more of the matter than I do, if you have any reason$0$ to$9$ 120:115,02[A ]| expect such a match$0$." 120:115,03[O ]| "Don't pretend to$9$ deny it, because you know it is 120:115,04[O ]| what every*body talks of. I assure you I heard of it in$4$ 120:115,05[O ]| my way through$4$ town." 120:115,06[A ]| "My dear$2#1$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer!" 120:115,07[O ]| "Upon$4$ my honour$0$ I did. ~~ I met $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 120:115,08[O ]| Monday morning in$4$ Bond-street, just$5$ before$3$ we left 120:115,09[O ]| town, and he told me of it directly." 120:115,10[A ]| "You surprise$1$ me very much. $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon tell 120:115,11[A ]| you of it! Surely you must be mistaken. To$9$ give such 120:115,12[A ]| intelligence to$4$ a person who$6#1$ could not be interested in$4$ 120:115,13[A ]| it, even$5$ if it were true, is not what I should expect 120:115,14[A ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon to$9$ do." 120:115,15[O ]| "But I do assure you it was so$5#2$, for$4$ all that$6#2$, and I will$1$ 120:115,16[O ]| tell you how it happened. When we met him, he turned 120:115,17[O ]| back$5$ and walked with us; and so$3$ we began talking of 120:115,18[O ]| my brother and sister, and one thing and another, and 120:115,19[O ]| I said to$4$ him, ""So$3$, $SS#H$Colonel, there is a new family come 120:115,20[O ]| to$4$ Barton*cottage, I hear, and mama sends me word 120:115,21[O ]| they are very pretty$2$, and that$3$ one of them is going to$9$ 120:115,22[O ]| be married to$4$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby of Combe*Magna. Is it 120:115,23[O ]| true, pray? for$3$ of course$8$ you must know, as you have 120:115,24[O ]| been in$4$ Devonshire so$5#1$ lately.""" 120:115,25[A ]| "And what did the $SS#H$Colonel say?" 120:115,26[O ]| "Oh! ~~ he did not say much; but he looked as if 120:115,27[O ]| he knew it to$9$ be true, so$3$ from that$6#2$ moment I set$1$ it down$5$ 120:115,28[O ]| as certain. It will$1$ be quite delightful, I declare! When 120:115,29[O ]| is it to$9$ take place$0$?" 120:115,30[A ]| "$SS#H$Mr%*Brandon was very well$5$ I hope$1$." 120:115,31[O ]| "Oh! yes, quite well$5$; and so$5#1$ full of your praises, 120:115,32[O ]| he did nothing but say fine things of you." 120:115,33[A ]| "I am flattered by$4$ his commendation. He seems 120:115,34[A ]| an excellent man; and I think him uncommonly 120:115,35[A ]| pleasing." 120:115,36[O ]| "So$5#2$ do I. ~~ He is such a charming man, that$3$ it is 120:115,37[O ]| quite a pity$0$ he should be so$5#1$ grave$2$ and so$5#1$ dull. Mama 120:115,38[O ]| says \he\ was in$4$ love$0$ with your sister too$5#2$. ~~ I assure you 120:116,01[O ]| it was a great compliment$0$ if he was, for$3$ he hardly ever 120:116,02[O ]| falls in$4$ love$0$ with any*body." 120:116,03[A ]| "Is $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby much known in$4$ your part$0$ of 120:116,04[A ]| Somersetshire?" 120:116,04[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 120:116,05[O ]| "Oh! yes, extremely well$5$; that$3$ is, I do not believe 120:116,06[O ]| many people are acquainted with him, because Combe*Magna 120:116,07[O ]| is so$5#1$ far off; but they all think him extremely 120:116,08[O ]| agreeable I assure you. Nobody is more liked than 120:116,09[O ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby wherever he goes, and so$5#2$ you may$1$ tell 120:116,10[O ]| your sister. She is a monstrous lucky girl to$9$ get him, 120:116,11[O ]| upon$4$ my honour$0$; not but that$3$ he is much more lucky 120:116,12[O ]| in$4$ getting her, because she is so$5#1$ very handsome and 120:116,13[O ]| agreeable, that$3$ nothing can be good enough for$4$ her. 120:116,14[O ]| However I don't think her hardly at all handsomer 120:116,15[O ]| than you, I assure you; for$3$ I think you both excessively 120:116,16[O ]| pretty$2$, and so$5#2$ does $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer too$5#2$ I am sure, though 120:116,17[O ]| we could not get him to$9$ own$1$ it last$2$ night." 120:116,18[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's information respecting $SS#R$Willoughby was 120:116,19[' ]| not very material$2$; but any testimony in$4$ his favour$0$, 120:116,20[' ]| however small, was pleasing to$4$ her. 120:116,21[O ]| "I am so$5#1$ glad we are got acquainted at last$0$," 120:116,21[' ]| continued 120:116,22[' ]| $SS#O$Charlotte. ~~ 120:116,22[O ]| "And now I hope$1$ we shall always 120:116,23[O ]| be great friends. You can't think how much I longed 120:116,24[O ]| to$9$ see you! It is so$5#1$ delightful that$3$ you should live at 120:116,25[O ]| the cottage! Nothing can be like$4$ it to$9$ be sure! And 120:116,26[O ]| I am so$5#1$ glad your sister is going to$9$ be well$5$ married! 120:116,27[O ]| I hope$1$ you will$1$ be a great deal$0$ at Combe*Magna. It is 120:116,28[O ]| a sweet place$0$ by$4$ all accounts." 120:116,29[A ]| "You have been long acquainted with $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 120:116,30[A ]| have not you?" 120:116,31[O ]| "Yes, a great while$0$; ever since my sister married. ~~ 120:116,32[O ]| He was a particular friend of $SS#L$Sir*John's. I believe," 120:116,33[' ]| she added in$4$ a low voice, 120:116,33[O ]| "he would have been very 120:116,34[O ]| glad to$9$ have had me, if he could. $SS#L$Sir*John and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 120:116,35[O ]| wished it very much. But mama did not 120:116,36[O ]| think the match$0$ good enough for$4$ me, otherwise $SS#L$Sir*John 120:116,37[O ]| would have mentioned it to$4$ the $SS#H$Colonel, and we should 120:116,38[O ]| have been married immediately." 120:117,01[A ]| "Did not $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon know of $SS#L$Sir*John's proposal 120:117,02[A ]| to$4$ your mother before$3$ it was made? Had he never 120:117,03[A ]| owned his affection to$4$ yourself?" 120:117,04[O ]| "Oh! no$7$; but if mama had not objected to$4$ it, 120:117,05[O ]| I dare$1#2$ say he would have liked it of all things. He had 120:117,06[O ]| not seen me then above$4$ twice, for$3$ it was before$3$ I left 120:117,07[O ]| school. However I am much happier as I am. $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 120:117,08[O ]| is just$5$ the kind$0$ of man I like$1$." 121:118,01[' ]| The $SS#N1$Palmers returned to$4$ Cleveland the next day, and 121:118,02[' ]| the two families at Barton were again left to$9$ entertain 121:118,03[' ]| each other. But this did not last$1$ long; $SS#A$Elinor had 121:118,04[' ]| hardly got their last$2$ visitors out$5$ of her head$0$, had hardly 121:118,05[' ]| done wondering at $SS#O$Charlotte's being$1$ so$5#1$ happy without 121:118,06[' ]| a cause, at $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer's acting so$5#1$ simply, with good 121:118,07[' ]| abilities, and at the strange unsuitableness which$6#1$ often 121:118,08[' ]| existed between husband and wife, before$3$ $SS#L$Sir*John's and 121:118,09[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's active zeal in$4$ the cause of society, procured 121:118,10[' ]| her some other new acquaintance to$9$ see and observe. 121:118,11[' ]| In$4$ a morning's excursion to$4$ Exeter, they had met with 121:118,12[' ]| two young ladies, whom$6#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings had the satisfaction 121:118,13[' ]| of discovering to$9$ be her relations, and this was 121:118,14[' ]| enough for$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John to$9$ invite them directly to$4$ the park, 121:118,15[' ]| as soon as their present$2$ engagements at Exeter were over. 121:118,16[' ]| Their engagements at Exeter instantly gave way before$4$ 121:118,17[' ]| such an invitation, and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was thrown 121:118,18[' ]| into no$2$ little alarm$0$ on$4$ the return$0$ of $SS#L$Sir*John, by$4$ hearing 121:118,19[' ]| that$3$ she was very soon to$9$ receive a visit$0$ from two girls 121:118,20[' ]| whom$6#1$ she had never seen in$4$ her life, and of whose$6#1$ 121:118,21[' ]| elegance, ~~ whose$6#1$ tolerable gentility even$5$, she could 121:118,22[' ]| have no$2$ proof; for$3$ the assurances of her husband and 121:118,23[' ]| mother on$4$ that$6#2$ subject$0$ went for$4$ nothing at all. Their 121:118,24[' ]| being$1$ her relations too$5#2$ made it so$5#1$ much the worse; and 121:118,25[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's attempts at consolation were therefore 121:118,26[' ]| unfortunately founded, when she advised her daughter 121:118,27[' ]| not to$9$ care$1$ about$4$ their being$1$ so$5#1$ fashionable; because 121:118,28[' ]| they were all cousins and must put up$5$ with one another. 121:118,29[' ]| As it was impossible however now to$9$ prevent their 121:118,30[' ]| coming, $SS#M$Lady*Middleton resigned herself to$4$ the idea of 121:118,31[' ]| it, with all the philosophy of a well*bred woman, contenting 121:118,32[' ]| herself with merely giving her husband a gentle 121:118,33[' ]| reprimand on$4$ the subject$0$ five or six times every day. 121:119,01[' ]| The young ladies arrived, their appearance was by$4$ 121:119,02[' ]| no$2$ means$0$ ungenteel or unfashionable. Their dress$0$ was 121:119,03[' ]| very smart, their manners very civil, they were delighted 121:119,04[' ]| with the house, and in$4$ raptures with the furniture, and 121:119,05[' ]| they happened to$9$ be so$5#1$ doatingly fond of children that$3$ 121:119,06[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's good opinion was engaged in$4$ their 121:119,07[' ]| favour$0$ before$3$ they had been an hour at the Park. She 121:119,08[' ]| declared them to$9$ be 121:119,08@m | very agreeable girls indeed, 121:119,08[' ]| which$6#1$ 121:119,09[' ]| for$4$ her ladyship was enthusiastic admiration. $SS#L$Sir*John's 121:119,10[' ]| confidence in$4$ his own$2$ judgment rose$1$ with this animated 121:119,11[' ]| praise$0$, and he set$1$ off directly for$4$ the cottage to$9$ tell the 121:119,12[' ]| $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods of the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles' arrival, and to$9$ 121:119,13[' ]| assure them of their being$1$ 121:119,13@l | the sweetest girls in$4$ the world. 121:119,14[' ]| From such commendation as this, however, there was 121:119,15[' ]| not much to$9$ be learned; $SS#A$Elinor well$5$ knew that$3$ the 121:119,16[' ]| sweetest girls in$4$ the world were to$9$ be met with in$4$ every 121:119,17[' ]| part$0$ of England, under every possible variation of form$0$, 121:119,18[' ]| face$0$, temper, and understanding. $SS#L$Sir*John wanted the 121:119,19[' ]| whole$2$ family to$9$ walk$1$ to$4$ the Park directly and look$1$ at 121:119,20[' ]| his guests. Benevolent, philanthropic man! It was 121:119,21[' ]| painful to$4$ him even$5$ to$9$ keep a third cousin to$4$ himself. 121:119,22[L ]| "Do come now," 121:119,22[' ]| said he ~~ 121:119,22[L ]| "pray come ~~ you must 121:119,23[L ]| come ~~ I declare you shall come ~~ You can't think how 121:119,24[L ]| you will$1$ like$1$ them. $SS#Q$Lucy is monstrous pretty$2$, and so$5#1$ good*humoured 121:119,25[L ]| and agreeable! The children are all hanging 121:119,26[L ]| about$4$ her already, as if she was an old acquaintance. And 121:119,27[L ]| they both long to$9$ see you of all things, for$3$ they have heard 121:119,28[L ]| at Exeter that$3$ you are the most beautiful creatures in$4$ the 121:119,29[L ]| world; and I have told them it is all very true, and a great 121:119,30[L ]| deal$0$ more. You will$1$ be delighted with them I am sure. 121:119,31[L ]| They have brought the whole$2$ coach full of playthings 121:119,32[L ]| for$4$ the children. How can you be so$5#1$ cross$2$ as not to$9$ 121:119,33[L ]| come? Why they are your cousins, you know, after$4$ 121:119,34[L ]| a fashion$0$. \You\ are my cousins, and they are my wife's, 121:119,35[L ]| so$3$ you must be related." 121:119,36[' ]| But $SS#L$Sir*John could not prevail. He could only obtain a 121:119,37[' ]| promise$0$ of their calling at the Park within a day or two, 121:119,38[' ]| and then left them in$4$ amazement at their indifference, 121:120,01[' ]| to$9$ walk$1$ home and boast$1$ anew of their attractions to$4$ 121:120,02[' ]| the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, as he had been already boasting of the 121:120,03[' ]| $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles to$4$ them. 121:120,04[' ]| When their promised visit$0$ to$4$ the Park and consequent 121:120,05[' ]| introduction to$4$ these young ladies took place$0$, they 121:120,06[' ]| found in$4$ the appearance of the eldest, who$6#1$ was nearly 121:120,07[' ]| thirty, with a very plain and not a sensible$2#2$ face$0$, nothing 121:120,08[' ]| to$9$ admire; but in$4$ the other, who$6#1$ was not more than 121:120,09[' ]| two or three*and*twenty, they acknowledged considerable 121:120,10[' ]| beauty; her features were pretty$2$, and she had 121:120,11[' ]| a sharp quick$2$ eye, and a smartness of air, which$6#1$ though 121:120,12[' ]| it did not give actual elegance or grace$0$, gave distinction 121:120,13[' ]| to$4$ her person. ~~ Their manners were particularly civil, 121:120,14[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor soon allowed them credit$0$ for$4$ some kind$0$ of 121:120,15[' ]| sense, when she saw with what constant and judicious 121:120,16[' ]| attentions they were making themselves agreeable to$4$ 121:120,17[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton. With her children they were in$4$ 121:120,18[' ]| continual raptures, extolling their beauty, courting 121:120,19[' ]| their notice$0$, and humouring all their whims; and such 121:120,20[' ]| of their time as could be spared from the importunate 121:120,21[' ]| demands$0$ which$6#1$ this politeness made on$4$ it, was spent 121:120,22[' ]| in$4$ admiration of whatever her ladyship was doing, if 121:120,23[' ]| she happened to$9$ be doing any*thing, or in$4$ taking patterns 121:120,24[' ]| of some elegant new dress$0$, in$4$ which$6#1$ her appearance the 121:120,25[' ]| day before$5$ had thrown them into unceasing delight$0$. 121:120,26[' ]| Fortunately for$4$ those who$6#1$ pay$1$ their court$0$ through$4$ such 121:120,27[' ]| foibles, a fond mother, though, in$4$ pursuit of praise$0$ for$4$ 121:120,28[' ]| her children, the most rapacious of human beings, is 121:120,29[' ]| likewise the most credulous; her demands$0$ are exorbitant; 121:120,30[' ]| but she will$1$ swallow any*thing; and the excessive 121:120,31[' ]| affection and endurance of the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles towards 121:120,32[' ]| her offspring, were viewed therefore by$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 121:120,33[' ]| without the smallest surprise$0$ or distrust$0$. She saw with 121:120,34[' ]| maternal complacency all the impertinent incroachments 121:120,35[' ]| and mischievous tricks to$4$ which$6#1$ her cousins submitted. 121:120,36[' ]| She saw their sashes untied, their hair pulled about$4$ their 121:120,37[' ]| ears, their work-bags searched, and their knives and 121:120,38[' ]| scissars stolen away, and felt no$2$ doubt$0$ of its being$1$ 121:121,01[' ]| a reciprocal enjoyment. It suggested no$2$ other surprise$0$ 121:121,02[' ]| than that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor and $SS#C$Marianne should sit so$5#1$ composedly 121:121,03[' ]| by$5$, without claiming a share$0$ in$4$ what was passing. 121:121,04[M ]| "$SS#M2$John is in$4$ such spirits to-day!" 121:121,04[' ]| said she, on$4$ his 121:121,05[' ]| taking $SS#P$Miss*Steele's pocket handkerchief, and throwing 121:121,06[' ]| it out$5$ of the window ~~ 121:121,06[M ]| "He is full of monkey*tricks." 121:121,07[' ]| And soon afterwards, on$4$ the second$2$ boy's violently 121:121,08[' ]| pinching one of the same lady's fingers, she fondly 121:121,09[' ]| observed, 121:121,09[M ]| "How playful $SS#M3$William is!" 121:121,10[M ]| "And here is my sweet little $SS#M4$Annamaria," 121:121,10[' ]| she added, 121:121,11[' ]| tenderly caressing a little girl of three years old, who$6#1$ had 121:121,12[' ]| not made a noise for$4$ the last$2$ two minutes; 121:121,12[M ]| "And she 121:121,13[M ]| is always so$5#1$ gentle and quiet$2$ ~~ Never was there such 121:121,14[M ]| a quiet$2$ little thing!" 121:121,15[' ]| But unfortunately in$4$ bestowing these embraces, a pin 121:121,16[' ]| in$4$ her ladyship's head*dress slightly scratching the child's 121:121,17[' ]| neck, produced from this pattern of gentleness, such 121:121,18[' ]| violent screams, as could hardly be outdone by$4$ any 121:121,19[' ]| creature professedly noisy. The mother's consternation 121:121,20[' ]| was excessive; but it could not surpass the alarm$0$ of 121:121,21[' ]| the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, and every*thing was done by$4$ all three, 121:121,22[' ]| in$4$ so$5#1$ critical an emergency, which$6#1$ affection could suggest 121:121,23[' ]| as likely to$9$ assuage the agonies of the little sufferer. 121:121,24[' ]| She was seated in$4$ her mother's lap, covered with kisses, 121:121,25[' ]| her wound$0$ bathed with lavender-water, by$4$ one of the 121:121,26[' ]| $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, who$6#1$ was on$4$ her knees to$9$ attend her, and her 121:121,27[' ]| mouth stuffed with sugar plums by$4$ the other. With 121:121,28[' ]| such a reward$0$ for$4$ her tears, the child was too$5#1$ wise to$9$ 121:121,29[' ]| cease crying. She still$5$ screamed and sobbed lustily, 121:121,30[' ]| kicked her two brothers for$4$ offering to$9$ touch$1$ her, and all 121:121,31[' ]| their united soothings were ineffectual till $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 121:121,32[' ]| luckily remembering that$3$ in$4$ a scene of similar distress$0$ 121:121,33[' ]| last$2$ week, some apricot marmalade had been successfully 121:121,34[' ]| applied for$4$ a bruised temple, the same remedy was 121:121,35[' ]| eagerly proposed for$4$ this unfortunate scratch, and a 121:121,36[' ]| slight$2$ intermission of screams in$4$ the young lady on$4$ 121:121,37[' ]| hearing it, gave them reason$0$ to$9$ hope$1$ that$3$ it would not 121:121,38[' ]| be rejected. ~~ She was carried out$5$ of the room therefore 121:122,01[' ]| in$4$ her mother's arms, in$4$ quest of this medicine, and as 121:122,02[' ]| the two boys chose to$9$ follow, though earnestly entreated 121:122,03[' ]| by$4$ their mother to$9$ stay$1$ behind, the four young ladies 121:122,04[' ]| were left in$4$ a quietness which$6#1$ the room had not known 121:122,05[' ]| for$4$ many hours. 121:122,06[P ]| "Poor little creature!" 121:122,06[' ]| said $SS#P$Miss*Steele, as soon as they 121:122,07[' ]| were gone. 121:122,07[P ]| "It might have been a very sad accident." 121:122,08[C ]| "Yet I hardly know how," 121:122,08[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 121:122,08[C ]| "unless 121:122,09[C ]| it had been under totally different circumstances. But 121:122,10[C ]| this is the usual way of heightening alarm$0$, where there 121:122,11[C ]| is nothing to$9$ be alarmed at in$4$ reality." 121:122,12[Q ]| "What a sweet woman $SS#M$Lady*Middleton is!" 121:122,12[' ]| said 121:122,13[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele. 121:122,14[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was silent; it was impossible for$4$ her to$9$ 121:122,15[' ]| say what she did not feel, however trivial the occasion$0$; 121:122,16[' ]| and upon$4$ $SS#A$Elinor therefore the whole$2$ task of telling lies$0$ 121:122,17[' ]| when politeness required it, always fell. She did her 121:122,18[' ]| best when thus called on$5$, by$4$ speaking of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 121:122,19[' ]| with more warmth than she felt, though with far less 121:122,20[' ]| than $SS#Q$Miss*Lucy. 121:122,21[P ]| "And $SS#L$Sir*John too$5#2$," 121:122,21[' ]| cried the elder sister, 121:122,21[P ]| "what 121:122,22[P ]| a charming man he is!" 121:122,23[' ]| Here too$5#2$, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood's commendation, being$1$ 121:122,24[' ]| only simple$2$ and just$2$, came in$5$ without any eclat. She 121:122,25[' ]| merely observed that$3$ he was perfectly good*humoured 121:122,26[' ]| and friendly. 121:122,27[P ]| "And what a charming little family they have! 121:122,28[P ]| I never saw such fine children in$4$ my life. ~~ I declare 121:122,29[P ]| I quite doat upon$4$ them already, and indeed I am always 121:122,30[P ]| distractedly fond of children." 121:122,31[A ]| "I should guess$1$ so$5#2$," 121:122,31[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor with a smile$0$, 121:122,31[A ]| "from 121:122,32[A ]| what I have witnessed this morning." 121:122,33[Q ]| "I have a notion," 121:122,33[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, 121:122,33[Q ]| "you think the little 121:122,34[Q ]| $SS#M1$Middletons rather too$5#1$ much indulged; perhaps they may$1$ 121:122,35[Q ]| be the outside of enough; but it is so$5#1$ natural$2$ in$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton; 121:122,36[Q ]| and for$4$ my part$0$, I love$1$ to$9$ see children full 121:122,37[Q ]| of life and spirits; I cannot bear$1$ them if they are tame 121:122,38[Q ]| and quiet$2$." 121:123,01[A ]| "I confess," 121:123,01[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 121:123,01[A ]| "that$3$ while$3$ I am at 121:123,02[A ]| Barton*Park, I never think of tame and quiet$2$ children 121:123,03[A ]| with any abhorrence." 121:123,04[' ]| A short pause$0$ succeeded this speech, which$6#1$ was first 121:123,05[' ]| broken by$4$ $SS#P$Miss*Steele, who$6#1$ seemed very much disposed 121:123,06[' ]| for$4$ conversation, and who$6#1$ now said rather abruptly, 121:123,07[P ]| "And how do you like$1$ Devonshire, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood? 121:123,08[P ]| I suppose you were very sorry to$9$ leave$1$ Sussex." 121:123,09[' ]| In$4$ some surprise$0$ at the familiarity of this question$0$, 121:123,10[' ]| or at least of the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ it was spoken, $SS#A$Elinor 121:123,11[' ]| replied that$3$ she was. 121:123,12[P ]| "Norland is a prodigious beautiful place$0$, is not it?" 121:123,13[' ]| added $SS#P$Miss*Steele. 121:123,14[Q ]| "We have heard $SS#L$Sir*John admire it excessively," 121:123,15[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ seemed to$9$ think some apology necessary 121:123,16[' ]| for$4$ the freedom of her sister. 121:123,17[A ]| "I think every*one \must\ admire it," 121:123,17[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 121:123,18[A ]| "who$6#1$ ever saw the place$0$; though it is not to$9$ be supposed 121:123,19[A ]| that$3$ any*one can estimate$1$ its beauties as we do." 121:123,20[P ]| "And had you a great many smart beaux there? 121:123,21[P ]| I suppose you have not so$5#1$ many in$4$ this part$0$ of the world; 121:123,22[P ]| for$4$ my part$0$, I think they are a vast addition always." 121:123,23[Q ]| "But why should you think," 121:123,23[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, looking 121:123,24[' ]| ashamed of her sister, 121:123,24[Q ]| "that$3$ there are not as many 121:123,25[Q ]| genteel young men in$4$ Devonshire as Sussex?" 121:123,26[P ]| "Nay, my dear$2#1$, I'm sure I don't pretend to$9$ say that$3$ 121:123,27[P ]| there an't. I'm sure there's a vast many smart beaux 121:123,28[P ]| in$4$ Exeter; but you know, how could I tell what smart 121:123,29[P ]| beaux there might be about$4$ Norland; and I was only 121:123,30[P ]| afraid the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods might find it dull at Barton, 121:123,31[P ]| if they had not so$5#1$ many as they used to$9$ have. But 121:123,32[P ]| perhaps you young ladies may$1$ not care$1$ about$4$ the 121:123,33[P ]| beaux, and had as lief be without them as with them. 121:123,34[P ]| For$4$ my part$0$, I think they are vastly agreeable, provided 121:123,35[P ]| they dress$1$ smart and behave civil. But I can't bear$1$ to$9$ 121:123,36[P ]| see them dirty and nasty. Now there's $SS#ZZ$Mr%*Rose at 121:123,37[P ]| Exeter, a prodigious smart young man, quite a beau, 121:123,38[P ]| clerk to$4$ $SS#ZZD$Mr%*Simpson you know, and yet if you do but 121:124,01[P ]| meet$1$ him of a morning, he is not fit$2$ to$9$ be seen. ~~ I 121:124,02[P ]| suppose your brother was quite a beau, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, 121:124,03[P ]| before$3$ he married, as he was so$5#1$ rich?" 121:124,04[A ]| "Upon$4$ my word," 121:124,04[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 121:124,04[A ]| "I cannot tell 121:124,05[A ]| you, for$3$ I do not perfectly comprehend the meaning 121:124,06[A ]| of the word. But this I can say, that$3$ if he ever was a 121:124,07[A ]| beau before$3$ he married, he is one still$5$, for$3$ there is not the 121:124,08[A ]| smallest alteration in$4$ him." 121:124,09[P ]| "Oh! dear$7$! one never thinks of married mens' 121:124,10[P ]| being$1$ beaux ~~ they have something else to$9$ do." 121:124,11[Q ]| "Lord$7$! $SS#P$Anne," 121:124,11[' ]| cried her sister, 121:124,11[Q ]| "you can talk$1$ of 121:124,12[Q ]| nothing but beaux; ~~ you will$1$ make$1$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood 121:124,13[Q ]| believe you think of nothing else." 121:124,13[' ]| And then to$9$ turn$1$ 121:124,14[' ]| the discourse, she began admiring the house and the 121:124,15[' ]| furniture. 121:124,16[' ]| This specimen of the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles was enough. The 121:124,17[' ]| vulgar freedom and folly of the eldest left her no$2$ recommendation, 121:124,18[' ]| and as $SS#A$Elinor was not blinded by$4$ the beauty, 121:124,19[' ]| or the shrewd look$0$ of the youngest, to$4$ her want$0$ of real 121:124,20[' ]| elegance and artlessness, she left the house without any 121:124,21[' ]| wish$0$ of knowing them better. 121:124,22[' ]| Not so$5#2$, the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles. ~~ They came from Exeter, 121:124,23[' ]| well$5$ provided with admiration for$4$ the use$0$ of $SS#L$Sir*John*Middleton, 121:124,24[' ]| his family, and all his relations, and no$2$ 121:124,25[' ]| niggardly proportion was now dealt out$5$ to$4$ his fair 121:124,26[' ]| cousins, whom$6#1$ they declared to$9$ be 121:124,26@y | the most beautiful, 121:124,27@y | elegant, accomplished and agreeable girls they had 121:124,28@y | ever beheld, and with whom$6#1$ they were particularly 121:124,29@y | anxious to$9$ be better acquainted. ~~ 121:124,29[' ]| And to$9$ be better 121:124,30[' ]| acquainted therefore, $SS#A$Elinor soon found was their 121:124,31[' ]| inevitable lot, for$3$ as $SS#L$Sir*John was entirely on$4$ the side$0$ 121:124,32[' ]| of the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, their party would be too$5#1$ strong for$4$ 121:124,33[' ]| opposition, and that$6#2$ kind$0$ of intimacy must be submitted 121:124,34[' ]| to$4$, which$6#1$ consists of sitting an hour or two together in$4$ 121:124,35[' ]| the same room almost every day. $SS#L$Sir*John could do no$2$ 121:124,36[' ]| more; but he did not know that$3$ any more was required; 121:124,37[' ]| to$9$ be together was, in$4$ his opinion, to$9$ be intimate$2$, and 121:124,38[' ]| while$3$ his continual schemes for$4$ their meeting were 121:125,01[' ]| effectual, he had not a doubt$0$ of their being$1$ established 121:125,02[' ]| friends. 121:125,03[' ]| To$9$ do him justice, he did every*thing in$4$ his power 121:125,04[' ]| to$9$ promote their unreserve, by$4$ making the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles 121:125,05[' ]| acquainted with whatever he knew or supposed of his 121:125,06[' ]| cousins' situations in$4$ the most delicate particulars, ~~ 121:125,07[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor had not seen them more than twice, before$3$ 121:125,08[' ]| the eldest of them wished her joy on$4$ her sister's having 121:125,09[' ]| been so$5#1$ lucky as to$9$ make$1$ a conquest of a very smart 121:125,10[' ]| beau since she came to$4$ Barton. 121:125,11[P ]| "'Twill be a fine thing to$9$ have her married so$5#1$ young 121:125,12[P ]| to$9$ be sure," 121:125,12[' ]| said she, 121:125,12[P ]| "and I hear he is quite a beau, 121:125,13[P ]| and prodigious handsome. And I hope$1$ you may$1$ have 121:125,14[P ]| as good luck yourself soon, ~~ but perhaps you may$1$ have 121:125,15[P ]| a friend in$4$ the corner already." 121:125,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not suppose that$3$ $SS#L$Sir*John would be more 121:125,17[' ]| nice in$4$ proclaiming his suspicions of her regard$0$ for$4$ 121:125,18[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, than he had been with respect$0$ to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne; 121:125,19[' ]| indeed it was rather his favourite$2$ joke of the two, as 121:125,20[' ]| being$1$ somewhat newer and more conjectural; and since 121:125,21[' ]| $SS#B$Edward's visit$0$, they had never dined together, without 121:125,22[' ]| his drinking to$4$ her best affections with so$5#1$ much significancy 121:125,23[' ]| and so$5#1$ many nods and winks, as to$9$ excite general$2$ 121:125,24[' ]| attention. The letter $SS#B$F*** had been likewise invariably 121:125,25[' ]| brought forward$5$, and found productive of such countless 121:125,26[' ]| jokes, that$3$ its character as the wittiest letter in$4$ the 121:125,27[' ]| alphabet had been long established with $SS#A$Elinor. 121:125,28[' ]| The $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, as she expected, had now all the 121:125,29[' ]| benefit of these jokes, and in$4$ the eldest of them they 121:125,30[' ]| raised a curiosity to$9$ know the name$0$ of the gentleman 121:125,31[' ]| alluded to$4$, which$6#1$, though often impertinently expressed, 121:125,32[' ]| was perfectly of a piece with her general$2$ inquisitiveness 121:125,33[' ]| into the concerns$0$ of their family. But $SS#L$Sir*John did not 121:125,34[' ]| sport$1$ long with the curiosity which$6#1$ he delighted to$9$ 121:125,35[' ]| raise, for$3$ he had at least as much pleasure in$4$ telling 121:125,36[' ]| the name$0$, as $SS#P$Miss*Steele had in$4$ hearing it. 121:125,37[L ]| "His name$0$ is $SS#B$Ferrars," 121:125,37[' ]| said he, in$4$ a very audible 121:125,38[' ]| whisper$0$; 121:125,38[L ]| "but pray do not tell it, for$3$ it's a great secret$0$." 121:126,01[P ]| "$SS#B$Ferrars!" 121:126,01[' ]| repeated $SS#P$Miss*Steele; 121:126,01[P ]| "$SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars is 121:126,02[P ]| the happy man, is he? What! your sister-in-law's 121:126,03[P ]| brother, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood? a very agreeable young man 121:126,04[P ]| to$9$ be sure; I know him very well$5$." 121:126,05[Q ]| "How can you say so$5#2$, $SS#P$Anne?" 121:126,05[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ 121:126,06[' ]| generally made an amendment to$4$ all her sister's assertions. 121:126,07[Q ]| "Though we have seen him once or twice at 121:126,08[Q ]| my uncle's, it is rather too$5#1$ much to$9$ pretend to$9$ know him 121:126,09[Q ]| very well$5$." 121:126,10[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor heard all this with attention and surprise$0$. 121:126,11@a | "And who$6#2$ was this uncle? Where did he live? How 121:126,12@a | came they acquainted?" 121:126,12[' ]| She wished very much to$9$ 121:126,13[' ]| have the subject$0$ continued, though she did not chuse 121:126,14[' ]| to$9$ join in$4$ it herself; but nothing more of it was said, 121:126,15[' ]| and for$4$ the first time in$4$ her life, she thought$1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 121:126,16[' ]| deficient either in$4$ curiosity after$4$ petty information, 121:126,17[' ]| or in$4$ a disposition to$9$ communicate it. The manner 121:126,18[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#P$Miss*Steele had spoken of $SS#B$Edward, increased 121:126,19[' ]| her curiosity; for$3$ it struck her as being$1$ rather ill-natured, 121:126,20[' ]| and suggested the suspicion of that$6#2$ lady's 121:126,21[' ]| knowing, or fancying herself to$9$ know something to$4$ 121:126,22[' ]| his disadvantage. ~~ But her curiosity was unavailing, 121:126,23[' ]| for$3$ no$2$ farther notice$0$ was taken of $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars's name$0$ by$4$ 121:126,24[' ]| $SS#P$Miss*Steele when alluded to$4$, or even$5$ openly mentioned 121:126,25[' ]| by$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John. 122:127,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ had never much toleration for$4$ any*thing 122:127,02[' ]| like$4$ impertinence, vulgarity, inferiority of parts, 122:127,03[' ]| or even$5$ difference of taste from herself, was at this time 122:127,04[' ]| particularly ill-disposed, from the state$0$ of her spirits, 122:127,05[' ]| to$9$ be pleased with the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, or to$9$ encourage 122:127,06[' ]| their advances$0$; and to$4$ the invariable coldness of her 122:127,07[' ]| behaviour towards them, which$6#1$ checked every endeavour$0$ 122:127,08[' ]| at intimacy on$4$ their side$0$, $SS#A$Elinor principally attributed 122:127,09[' ]| that$6#2$ preference of herself which$6#1$ soon became evident 122:127,10[' ]| in$4$ the manners of both, but especially of $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ 122:127,11[' ]| missed no$2$ opportunity of engaging her in$4$ conversation, 122:127,12[' ]| or of striving to$9$ improve their acquaintance by$4$ an easy 122:127,13[' ]| and frank$2$ communication of her sentiments. 122:127,14[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy was naturally clever; her remarks were often 122:127,15[' ]| just$2$ and amusing; and as a companion for$4$ half an hour 122:127,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor frequently found her agreeable; but her powers 122:127,17[' ]| had received no$2$ aid from education, she was ignorant 122:127,18[' ]| and illiterate, and her deficiency of all mental improvement, 122:127,19[' ]| her want$0$ of information in$4$ the most common$2$ 122:127,20[' ]| particulars, could not be concealed from $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, 122:127,21[' ]| in$4$ spite$8$ of her constant endeavour$0$ to$9$ appear to$4$ advantage. 122:127,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor saw, and pitied her for$4$, the neglect$0$ of 122:127,23[' ]| abilities which$6#1$ education might have rendered so$5#1$ respectable; 122:127,24[' ]| but she saw, with less tenderness of feeling, 122:127,25[' ]| the thorough want$0$ of delicacy, of rectitude, and integrity 122:127,26[' ]| of mind$0$, which$6#1$ her attentions, her assiduities, her 122:127,27[' ]| flatteries at the Park betrayed; and she could have no$2$ 122:127,28[' ]| lasting satisfaction in$4$ the company of a person who$6#1$ 122:127,29[' ]| joined insincerity with ignorance; whose$6#1$ want$0$ of 122:127,30[' ]| instruction prevented their meeting in$4$ conversation on$4$ 122:127,31[' ]| terms of equality, and whose$6#1$ conduct$0$ towards others, 122:127,32[' ]| made every shew$0$ of attention and deference towards 122:127,33[' ]| herself perfectly valueless. 122:128,01[Q ]| "You will$1$ think my question$0$ an odd one, I dare$1#2$ say," 122:128,02[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy to$4$ her one day as they were walking together 122:128,03[' ]| from the park to$4$ the cottage ~~ 122:128,03[Q ]| "but, pray, are you 122:128,04[Q ]| personally acquainted with your sister-in-law's mother, 122:128,05[Q ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars?" 122:128,06[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor \did\ think the question$0$ a very odd one, and her 122:128,07[' ]| countenance expressed it, as she answered that$3$ she had 122:128,08[' ]| never seen $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars. 122:128,09[Q ]| "Indeed!" 122:128,09[' ]| replied $SS#Q$Lucy; 122:128,09[Q ]| "I wonder$1$ at that$6#2$, for$3$ 122:128,10[Q ]| I thought$1$ you must have seen her at Norland sometimes. 122:128,11[Q ]| Then perhaps you cannot tell me what sort of a woman 122:128,12[Q ]| she is?" 122:128,13[A ]| "No$7$;" 122:128,13[' ]| returned $SS#A$Elinor, cautious of giving her real 122:128,14[' ]| opinion of $SS#B$Edward's mother, and not very desirous of 122:128,15[' ]| satisfying, what seemed impertinent curiosity ~~ 122:128,15[A ]| "I know 122:128,16[A ]| nothing of her." 122:128,17[Q ]| "I am sure you think me very strange, for$4$ inquiring 122:128,18[Q ]| about$4$ her in$4$ such a way;" 122:128,18[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, eyeing $SS#A$Elinor 122:128,19[' ]| attentively as she spoke; 122:128,19[Q ]| "but perhaps there may$1$ be 122:128,20[Q ]| reasons ~~ I wish$1$ I might venture; but however I hope$1$ 122:128,21[Q ]| you will$1$ do me the justice of believing that$3$ I do not 122:128,22[Q ]| mean$1$ to$9$ be impertinent." 122:128,23[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor made her a civil reply$0$, and they walked on$5$ 122:128,24[' ]| for$4$ a few minutes in$4$ silence$0$. It was broken by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, 122:128,25[' ]| who$6#1$ renewed the subject$0$ again by$4$ saying with some 122:128,26[' ]| hesitation. 122:128,27[Q ]| "I cannot bear$1$ to$9$ have you think me impertinently 122:128,28[Q ]| curious. I am sure I would rather do any*thing in$4$ the 122:128,29[Q ]| world than be thought$1$ so$5#2$ by$4$ a person whose$6#1$ good opinion 122:128,30[Q ]| is so$5#1$ well$5$ worth having as yours. And I am sure I 122:128,31[Q ]| should not have the smallest fear$0$ of trusting \you\; 122:128,32[Q ]| indeed I should be very glad of your advice how to$9$ 122:128,33[Q ]| manage in$4$ such an uncomfortable situation as I am; 122:128,34[Q ]| but however there is no$2$ occasion$0$ to$9$ trouble$1$ \you\. I am 122:128,35[Q ]| sorry you do not happen to$9$ know $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars." 122:128,36[A ]| "I am sorry I do \not\," 122:128,36[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, in$4$ great astonishment, 122:128,37[A ]| "if it could be of any use$0$ to$4$ \you\ to$9$ know my 122:128,38[A ]| opinion of her. But really, I never understood that$3$ you 122:129,01[A ]| were at all connected with that$6#2$ family, and therefore 122:129,02[A ]| I am a little surprised, I confess, at so$5#1$ serious$2$ an inquiry 122:129,03[A ]| into her character." 122:129,04[Q ]| "I dare$1#2$ say you are, and I am sure I do not at all 122:129,05[Q ]| wonder$1$ at it. But if I dared tell you all, you would not 122:129,06[Q ]| be so$5#1$ much surprised. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars is certainly nothing 122:129,07[Q ]| to$4$ me at present$0#1$, ~~ but the time \may$1$\ come ~~ how soon 122:129,08[Q ]| it will$1$ come must depend upon$4$ herself ~~ when we may$1$ 122:129,09[Q ]| be very intimately connected." 122:129,10[' ]| She looked down$5$ as she said this, amiably bashful, 122:129,11[' ]| with only one side$2$ glance$0$ at her companion to$9$ observe 122:129,12[' ]| its effect$0$ on$4$ her. 122:129,13[A ]| "Good heavens!" 122:129,13[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor, 122:129,13[A ]| "what do you mean$1$? 122:129,14[A ]| Are you acquainted with $SS#J$Mr%*Robert*Ferrars? Can you 122:129,15[A ]| be ~~ ?" 122:129,15[' ]| And she did not feel much delighted with 122:129,16[' ]| the idea of such a sister-in-law. 122:129,17[Q ]| "No$7$;" 122:129,17[' ]| replied $SS#Q$Lucy, 122:129,17[Q ]| "not to$4$ $SS#J$Mr%*\Robert\*Ferrars ~~ 122:129,18[Q ]| I never saw him in$4$ my life; but," 122:129,18[' ]| fixing her eyes upon$4$ 122:129,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, 122:129,19[Q ]| "to$4$ his elder brother." 122:129,20[' ]| What felt $SS#A$Elinor at that$6#2$ moment? Astonishment, 122:129,21[' ]| that$6#1$ would have been as painful as it was strong, had 122:129,22[' ]| not an immediate disbelief of the assertion attended it. 122:129,23[' ]| She turned towards $SS#Q$Lucy in$4$ silent amazement, unable 122:129,24[' ]| to$9$ divine the reason$0$ or object$0$ of such a declaration, and 122:129,25[' ]| though her complexion varied, she stood firm in$4$ 122:129,26[' ]| incredulity and felt in$4$ no$2$ danger of an hysterical fit$0$, 122:129,27[' ]| or a swoon. 122:129,28[Q ]| "You may$1$ well$5$ be surprised," 122:129,28[' ]| continued $SS#Q$Lucy; 122:129,28[Q ]| "for$3$ 122:129,29[Q ]| to$9$ be sure you could have had no$2$ idea of it before$5$; for$3$ 122:129,30[Q ]| I dare$1#2$ say he never dropped the smallest hint$0$ of it to$4$ 122:129,31[Q ]| you or any of your family; because it was always 122:129,32[Q ]| meant to$9$ be a great secret$0$, and I am sure has been 122:129,33[Q ]| faithfully kept so$5#2$ by$4$ me to$4$ this hour. Not a soul of 122:129,34[Q ]| all my relations know of it but $SS#P$Anne, and I never should 122:129,35[Q ]| have mentioned it to$4$ you, if I had not felt the greatest 122:129,36[Q ]| dependance in$4$ the world upon$4$ your secrecy; and I really 122:129,37[Q ]| thought$1$ my behaviour in$4$ asking so$5#1$ many questions 122:129,38[Q ]| about$4$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, must seem so$5#1$ odd, that$3$ it ought to$9$ 122:130,01[Q ]| be explained. And I do not think $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars can be 122:130,02[Q ]| displeased, when he knows I have trusted you, because 122:130,03[Q ]| I know he has the highest opinion in$4$ the world of all 122:130,04[Q ]| your family, and looks$1$ upon$4$ yourself and the other 122:130,05[Q ]| $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods, quite as his own$2$ sisters." ~~ 122:130,05[' ]| She paused. 122:130,06[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor for$4$ a few moments remained silent. Her 122:130,07[' ]| astonishment at what she heard was at first too$5#1$ great 122:130,08[' ]| for$4$ words; but at length forcing herself to$9$ speak, and 122:130,09[' ]| to$9$ speak cautiously, she said with a calmness of manner, 122:130,10[' ]| which$6#1$ tolerably well$5$ concealed her surprise$0$ and solicitude 122:130,11[A ]| ~~ "May$1$ I ask if your engagement is of long standing?" 122:130,12[Q ]| "We have been engaged these four years." 122:130,13[A ]| "Four years!" 122:130,14[Q ]| "Yes." 122:130,15[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, though greatly shocked, still$5$ felt unable to$9$ 122:130,16[' ]| believe it. 122:130,17[A ]| "I did not know," 122:130,17[' ]| said she, 122:130,17[A ]| "that$3$ you were even$5$ 122:130,18[A ]| acquainted till the other day." 122:130,19[Q ]| "Our acquaintance, however, is of many years date. 122:130,20[Q ]| He was under my uncle's care$0$, you know, a considerable 122:130,21[Q ]| while$0$." 122:130,22[A ]| "Your uncle!" 122:130,23[Q ]| "Yes; $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt. Did you never hear him talk$1$ of 122:130,24[Q ]| $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt?" 122:130,25[A ]| "I think I have," 122:130,25[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, with an exertion 122:130,26[' ]| of spirits, which$6#1$ increased with her increase$0$ of emotion. 122:130,27[Q ]| "He was four years with my uncle, who$6#1$ lives$1$ at 122:130,28[Q ]| Longstaple, near$4$ Plymouth. It was there our acquaintance 122:130,29[Q ]| begun, for$3$ my sister and me was often staying 122:130,30[Q ]| with my uncle, and it was there our engagement was 122:130,31[Q ]| formed, though not till a year after$3$ he had quitted as 122:130,32[Q ]| a pupil; but he was almost always with us afterwards. 122:130,33[Q ]| I was very unwilling to$9$ enter into it, as you may$1$ 122:130,34[Q ]| imagine, without the knowledge and approbation 122:130,35[Q ]| of his mother; but I was too$5#1$ young and loved 122:130,36[Q ]| him too$5#1$ well$5$ to$9$ be so$5#1$ prudent as I ought to$9$ have 122:130,37[Q ]| been. ~~ Though you do not know him so$5#1$ well$5$ as me, 122:130,38[Q ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, you must have seen enough of him to$9$ 122:131,01[Q ]| be sensible$2#1$ he is very capable of making a woman 122:131,02[Q ]| sincerely attached to$4$ him." 122:131,03[A ]| "Certainly," 122:131,03[' ]| answered $SS#A$Elinor, without knowing what 122:131,04[' ]| she said; but after$4$ a moment's reflection, she added 122:131,05[' ]| with revived security of $SS#B$Edward's honour$0$ and love$0$, 122:131,06[' ]| and her companion's falsehood ~~ 122:131,06[A ]| "Engaged to$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Edward*Ferrars! 122:131,07[A ]| ~~ I confess myself so$5#1$ totally surprised 122:131,08[A ]| at what you tell me, that$3$ really ~~ I beg your pardon$0$; 122:131,09[A ]| but surely there must be some mistake$0$ of person or 122:131,10[A ]| name$0$. We cannot mean$1$ the same $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars." 122:131,11[Q ]| "We can mean$1$ no$2$ other," 122:131,11[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy smiling. 122:131,12[Q ]| "$SS#B$Mr%*Edward*Ferrars, the eldest son of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars of 122:131,13[Q ]| Park-street, and brother of your sister-in-law, $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood, 122:131,14[Q ]| is the person I mean$1$; you must allow that$3$ 122:131,15[Q ]| \I\ am not likely to$9$ be deceived, as to$4$ the name$0$ of the man 122:131,16[Q ]| on$4$ who$6#1$ all my happiness depends." 122:131,17[A ]| "It is strange," 122:131,17[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor in$4$ a most painful 122:131,18[' ]| perplexity, 122:131,18[A ]| "that$3$ I should never have heard him even$5$ 122:131,19[A ]| mention$1$ your name$0$." 122:131,20[Q ]| "No$7$; considering our situation, it was not strange. 122:131,21[Q ]| Our first care$0$ has been to$9$ keep the matter secret$2$. ~~ You 122:131,22[Q ]| knew nothing of me, or my family, and therefore there 122:131,23[Q ]| could be no$2$ \occasion$0$\ for$4$ ever mentioning my name$0$ to$4$ 122:131,24[Q ]| you, and as he was always particularly afraid of his 122:131,25[Q ]| sister's suspecting any*thing, \that$6#2$\ was reason$0$ enough 122:131,26[Q ]| for$4$ his not mentioning it." 122:131,27[' ]| She was silent. ~~ $SS#A$Elinor's security sunk; but her self-command 122:131,28[' ]| did not sink with it. 122:131,29[A ]| "Four years you have been engaged," 122:131,29[' ]| said she with 122:131,30[' ]| a firm voice. 122:131,31[Q ]| "Yes; and heaven knows how much longer we may$1$ 122:131,32[Q ]| have to$9$ wait. Poor $SS#B$Edward! It puts him quite out$5$ 122:131,33[Q ]| of heart." 122:131,33[' ]| Then taking a small miniature from her 122:131,34[' ]| pocket, she added, 122:131,34[Q ]| "To$9$ prevent the possibility of 122:131,35[Q ]| mistake$0$, be so$5#1$ good as to$9$ look$1$ at this face$0$. It does not 122:131,36[Q ]| do him justice to$9$ be sure, but yet I think you cannot be 122:131,37[Q ]| deceived as to$4$ the person it was drew of. ~~ I have had 122:131,38[Q ]| it above$4$ these three years." 122:132,01[' ]| She put it into her hands as she spoke, and when 122:132,02[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor saw the painting, whatever other doubts$0$ her fear$0$ 122:132,03[' ]| of a too$5#1$ hasty decision, or her wish$0$ of detecting falsehood 122:132,04[' ]| might suffer to$9$ linger in$4$ her mind$0$, she could have none 122:132,05[' ]| of its being$1$ $SS#B$Edward's face$0$. She returned it almost 122:132,06[' ]| instantly, acknowledging the likeness. 122:132,07[Q ]| "I have never been able," 122:132,07[' ]| continued $SS#Q$Lucy, 122:132,07[Q ]| "to$9$ give 122:132,08[Q ]| him my picture$0$ in$4$ return$0$, which$6#1$ I am very much 122:132,09[Q ]| vexed at, for$3$ he has been always so$5#1$ anxious to$9$ get it! 122:132,10[Q ]| But I am determined to$9$ set$1#1$ for$4$ it the very first opportunity." 122:132,11[Q ]| 122:132,12[A ]| "You are quite in$4$ the right$0$;" 122:132,12[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor calmly. 122:132,13[' ]| They then proceeded a few paces in$4$ silence$0$. $SS#Q$Lucy 122:132,14[' ]| spoke first. 122:132,15[Q ]| "I am sure," 122:132,15[' ]| said she, 122:132,15[Q ]| "I have no$2$ doubt$0$ in$4$ the world 122:132,16[Q ]| of your faithfully keeping this secret$0$, because you must 122:132,17[Q ]| know of what importance it is to$4$ us, not to$9$ have it 122:132,18[Q ]| reach$1$ his mother; for$3$ she would never approve of it, 122:132,19[Q ]| I dare$1#2$ say. I shall have no$2$ fortune, and I fancy$1$ she is 122:132,20[Q ]| an exceeding proud woman." 122:132,21[A ]| "I certainly did not seek your confidence," 122:132,21[' ]| said 122:132,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor; 122:132,22[A ]| "but you do me no$2$ more than justice in$4$ 122:132,23[A ]| imagining that$3$ I may$1$ be depended on$5$. Your secret$0$ 122:132,24[A ]| is safe with me; but pardon$1$ me if I express$1$ some 122:132,25[A ]| surprise$0$ at so$5#1$ unnecessary a communication. You must 122:132,26[A ]| at least have felt that$3$ my being$1$ acquainted with it 122:132,27[A ]| could not add to$4$ its safety." 122:132,28[' ]| As she said this, she looked earnestly at $SS#Q$Lucy, hoping 122:132,29[' ]| to$9$ discover something in$4$ her countenance; perhaps the 122:132,30[' ]| falsehood of the greatest part$0$ of what she had been 122:132,31[' ]| saying; but $SS#Q$Lucy's countenance suffered no$2$ change$0$. 122:132,32[Q ]| "I was afraid you would think I was taking a great 122:132,33[Q ]| liberty with you," 122:132,33[' ]| said she, 122:132,33[Q ]| "in$4$ telling you all this. 122:132,34[Q ]| I have not known you long to$9$ be sure, personally at 122:132,35[Q ]| least, but I have known you and all your family by$4$ 122:132,36[Q ]| description a great while$0$; and as soon as I saw you, 122:132,37[Q ]| I felt almost as if you was an old acquaintance. Besides 122:132,38[Q ]| in$4$ the present$2$ case, I really thought$1$ some explanation 122:133,01[Q ]| was due$2$ to$4$ you after$4$ my making such particular inquiries 122:133,02[Q ]| about$4$ $SS#B$Edward's mother; and I am so$5#1$ unfortunate, 122:133,03[Q ]| that$3$ I have not a creature whose$6#1$ advice I can ask. $SS#P$Anne 122:133,04[Q ]| is the only person that$6#1$ knows of it, and she has no$2$ 122:133,05[Q ]| judgment at all; indeed she does me a great deal$0$ more 122:133,06[Q ]| harm$0$ than good, for$3$ I am in$4$ constant fear$0$ of her betraying 122:133,07[Q ]| me. She does not know how to$9$ hold$1$ her tongue, 122:133,08[Q ]| as you must perceive, and I am sure I was in$4$ the greatest 122:133,09[Q ]| fright in$4$ the world t'other day, when $SS#B$Edward's name$0$ 122:133,10[Q ]| was mentioned by$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John, lest she should out$5$ with it 122:133,11[Q ]| all. You can't think how much I go through$5$ in$4$ my mind$0$ 122:133,12[Q ]| from it altogether. I only wonder$1$ that$3$ I am alive after$4$ 122:133,13[Q ]| what I have suffered for$4$ $SS#B$Edward's sake these last$2$ four 122:133,14[Q ]| years. Every*thing in$4$ such suspense and uncertainty; 122:133,15[Q ]| and seeing him so$5#1$ seldom ~~ we can hardly meet$1$ above$4$ 122:133,16[Q ]| twice a-year. I am sure I wonder$1$ my heart is not quite 122:133,17[Q ]| broke." 122:133,18[' ]| Here she took out$5$ her handkerchief; but $SS#A$Elinor did 122:133,19[' ]| not feel very compassionate. 122:133,20[Q ]| "Sometimes," 122:133,20[' ]| continued $SS#Q$Lucy, after$4$ wiping her eyes, 122:133,21[Q ]| "I think whether it would not be better for$4$ us both, to$9$ 122:133,22[Q ]| break off the matter entirely." 122:133,22[' ]| As she said this, she 122:133,23[' ]| looked directly at her companion. 122:133,23[Q ]| "But then at other 122:133,24[Q ]| times I have not resolution enough for$4$ it. ~~ I cannot 122:133,25[Q ]| bear$1$ the thoughts of making him so$5#1$ miserable, as I 122:133,26[Q ]| know the very mention$0$ of such a thing would do. And 122:133,27[Q ]| on$4$ my own$2$ account$0$ too$5#2$ ~~ so$5#1$ dear$2#1$ as he is to$4$ me ~~ I 122:133,28[Q ]| don't think I could be equal$2$ to$4$ it. What would you 122:133,29[Q ]| advise me to$9$ do in$4$ such a case, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood? What 122:133,30[Q ]| would you do yourself?" 122:133,31[A ]| "Pardon$1$ me," 122:133,31[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, startled by$4$ the question$0$; 122:133,32[A ]| "but I can give you no$2$ advice under such circumstances. 122:133,33[A ]| Your own$2$ judgment must direct$1$ you." 122:133,34[Q ]| "To$9$ be sure," 122:133,34[' ]| continued $SS#Q$Lucy, after$4$ a few minutes 122:133,35[' ]| silence$0$ on$4$ both sides, 122:133,35[Q ]| "his mother must provide for$4$ 122:133,36[Q ]| him sometime or other; but poor $SS#B$Edward is so$5#1$ cast 122:133,37[Q ]| down$5$ about$4$ it! Did not you think him dreadful low-spirited 122:133,38[Q ]| when he was at Barton? He was so$5#1$ miserable 122:134,01[Q ]| when he left us at Longstaple, to$9$ go to$4$ you, that$3$ I was 122:134,02[Q ]| afraid you would think him quite ill." 122:134,03[A ]| "Did he come from your uncle's then, when he 122:134,04[A ]| visited us?" 122:134,05[Q ]| "Oh! yes; he had been staying a fortnight with us. 122:134,06[Q ]| Did you think he came directly from town?" 122:134,07[A ]| "No$7$," 122:134,07[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, most feelingly sensible$2#1$ of every 122:134,08[' ]| fresh circumstance in$4$ favour$0$ of $SS#Q$Lucy's veracity; 122:134,08[A ]| "I 122:134,09[A ]| remember he told us, that$3$ he had been staying a fortnight 122:134,10[A ]| with some friends near$4$ Plymouth." 122:134,10[' ]| She remembered 122:134,11[' ]| too$5#2$, her own$2$ surprise$0$ at the time, at his mentioning 122:134,12[' ]| nothing farther of those friends, at his total silence$0$ with 122:134,13[' ]| respect$0$ even$5$ to$4$ their names. 122:134,14[Q ]| "Did not you think him sadly out$5$ of spirits?" 122:134,15[' ]| repeated $SS#Q$Lucy. 122:134,16[A ]| "We did indeed, particularly so$5#2$ when he first arrived." 122:134,17[Q ]| "I begged him to$9$ exert himself for$4$ fear$0$ you should 122:134,18[Q ]| suspect what was the matter; but it made him so$5#1$ 122:134,19[Q ]| melancholy$2$, not being$1$ able to$9$ stay$1$ more than a fortnight 122:134,20[Q ]| with us, and seeing me so$5#1$ much affected. ~~ Poor fellow! 122:134,21[Q ]| ~~ I am afraid it is just$5$ the same with him now; for$3$ he 122:134,22[Q ]| writes in$4$ wretched spirits. I heard from him just$5$ before$3$ 122:134,23[Q ]| I left Exeter;" 122:134,23[' ]| taking a letter from her pocket and 122:134,24[' ]| carelessly shewing the direction to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. 122:134,24[Q ]| "You know 122:134,25[Q ]| his hand$0$, I dare$1#2$ say, a charming one it is; but that$6#2$ is 122:134,26[Q ]| not written so$5#1$ well$5$ as usual. ~~ He was tired, I dare$1#2$ say, 122:134,27[Q ]| for$3$ he had just$5$ filled the sheet to$4$ me as full as possible." 122:134,28[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor saw that$3$ it \was\ his hand$0$, and she could doubt$1$ 122:134,29[' ]| no$2$ longer. 122:134,29@a | The picture$0$, 122:134,29[' ]| she had allowed herself to$9$ 122:134,30[' ]| believe, 122:134,30@a | might have been accidentally obtained; it 122:134,31@a | might not have been $SS#B$Edward's gift; but a correspondence 122:134,32@a | between them by$4$ letter, could subsist only under 122:134,33@a | a positive engagement, could be authorised by$4$ nothing 122:134,34@a | else; 122:134,34[' ]| for$4$ a few moments, she was almost overcome ~~ her 122:134,35[' ]| heart sunk within her, and she could hardly stand$1$; but 122:134,36[' ]| exertion was indispensably necessary, and she struggled 122:134,37[' ]| so$5#1$ resolutely against the oppression of her feelings, that$3$ 122:134,38[' ]| her success was speedy, and for$4$ the time complete$2$. 122:135,01[Q ]| "Writing to$4$ each other," 122:135,01[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, returning the 122:135,02[' ]| letter into her pocket, 122:135,02[Q ]| "is the only comfort$0$ we have in$4$ 122:135,03[Q ]| such long separations. Yes, \I\ have one other comfort$0$ 122:135,04[Q ]| in$4$ his picture$0$; but poor $SS#B$Edward has not even$5$ \that$6#2$\. 122:135,05[Q ]| If he had but my picture$0$, he says he should be easy. 122:135,06[Q ]| I gave him a lock$0$ of my hair set$1$ in$4$ a ring$0$ when he was 122:135,07[Q ]| at Longstaple last$2$, and that$6#2$ was some comfort$0$ to$4$ him, 122:135,08[Q ]| he said, but not equal$2$ to$4$ a picture$0$. Perhaps you might 122:135,09[Q ]| notice$1$ the ring$0$ when you saw him?" 122:135,10[A ]| "I did;" 122:135,10[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, with a composure of voice, 122:135,11[' ]| under which$6#1$ was concealed an emotion and distress$0$ 122:135,12[' ]| beyond$4$ any*thing she had ever felt before$5$. She was 122:135,13[' ]| mortified, shocked, confounded. 122:135,14[' ]| Fortunately for$4$ her, they had now reached the 122:135,15[' ]| cottage, and the conversation could be continued no$2$ 122:135,16[' ]| farther. After$4$ sitting with them a few minutes, the 122:135,17[' ]| $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles returned to$4$ the Park, and $SS#A$Elinor was then 122:135,18[' ]| at liberty to$9$ think and be wretched. 201:139,01[' ]| However small $SS#A$Elinor's general$2$ dependance on$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy's 201:139,02[' ]| veracity might be, it was impossible for$4$ her on$4$ serious$2$ 201:139,03[' ]| reflection to$9$ suspect it in$4$ the present$2$ case, where no$2$ 201:139,04[' ]| temptation could be answerable to$4$ the folly of inventing 201:139,05[' ]| a falsehood of such a description. What $SS#Q$Lucy had 201:139,06[' ]| asserted to$9$ be true, therefore, $SS#A$Elinor could not, dared 201:139,07[' ]| not longer doubt$1$; supported as it was too$5#2$ on$4$ every side$0$ 201:139,08[' ]| by$4$ such probabilities and proofs, and contradicted by$4$ 201:139,09[' ]| nothing but her own$2$ wishes$0$. 201:139,09@a | Their opportunity of 201:139,10@a | acquaintance in$4$ the house of $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt was a foundation 201:139,11@a | for$4$ the rest$0#1$, at once indisputable and alarming; and 201:139,12@a | $SS#B$Edward's visit$0$ near$4$ Plymouth, his melancholy$2$ state$0$ of 201:139,13@a | mind$0$, his dissatisfaction at his own$2$ prospects, his uncertain 201:139,14@a | behaviour towards herself, the intimate$2$ knowledge 201:139,15@a | of the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles as to$4$ Norland and their family connections, 201:139,16@a | which$6#1$ had often surprised her, the picture$0$, the 201:139,17@a | letter, the ring$0$, formed altogether such a body of 201:139,18@a | evidence, as overcame every fear$0$ of condemning him 201:139,19@a | unfairly, and established as a fact, which$6#1$ no$2$ partiality 201:139,20@a | could set$1$ aside, his ill-treatment of herself. ~~ 201:139,20[' ]| Her resentment 201:139,21[' ]| of such behaviour, her indignation at having been 201:139,22[' ]| its dupe$0$, for$4$ a short time made her feel only for$4$ herself; 201:139,23[' ]| but other ideas, other considerations soon arose. 201:139,23@a | Had 201:139,24@a | $SS#B$Edward been intentionally deceiving her? Had he 201:139,25@a | feigned a regard$0$ for$4$ her which$6#1$ he did not feel? Was 201:139,26@a | his engagement to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, an engagement of the heart? 201:139,27@a | No$7$; whatever it might once have been, she could not 201:139,28@a | believe it such at present$0#1$. His affection was all her 201:139,29@a | own$2$. She could not be deceived in$4$ that$6#2$. Her mother, 201:139,30@a | sisters, $SS#G$Fanny, all had been conscious of his regard$0$ for$4$ 201:139,31@a | her at Norland; it was not an illusion of her own$2$ vanity. 201:140,01@a | He certainly loved her. What a softener of the heart 201:140,02@a | was this persuasion! How much could it not tempt her 201:140,03@a | to$9$ forgive! He had been blameable, highly blameable, 201:140,04@a | in$4$ remaining at Norland after$3$ he felt her influence$0$ 201:140,05@a | over him to$9$ be more than it ought to$9$ be. In$4$ that$6#2$, he 201:140,06@a | could not be defended; but if he had injured her, how 201:140,07@a | much more had he injured himself; if her case were 201:140,08@a | pitiable, his was hopeless. His imprudence had made 201:140,09@a | her miserable for$4$ a while$0$; but it seemed to$9$ have deprived 201:140,10@a | himself of all chance$0$ of ever being$1$ otherwise. She might 201:140,11@a | in$4$ time regain tranquillity; but \he\, what had he to$9$ look$1$ 201:140,12@a | forward$5$ to$4$? Could he ever be tolerably happy with 201:140,13@a | $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele; could he, were his affection for$4$ herself out$5$ 201:140,14@a | of the question$0$, with his integrity, his delicacy, and 201:140,15@a | well-informed mind$0$, be satisfied with a wife like$4$ her ~~ 201:140,16@a | illiterate, artful, and selfish? 201:140,17@a | The youthful infatuation of nineteen would naturally 201:140,18@a | blind$1$ him to$4$ every*thing but her beauty and good*nature; 201:140,19@a | but the four succeeding years ~~ years, which$6#1$ if 201:140,20@a | rationally spent, give such improvement to$4$ the understanding, 201:140,21@a | must have opened his eyes to$4$ her defects of 201:140,22@a | education, while$3$ the same period of time, spent on$4$ her 201:140,23@a | side$0$ in$4$ inferior society and more frivolous pursuits, had 201:140,24@a | perhaps robbed her of that$6#2$ simplicity, which$6#1$ might once 201:140,25@a | have given an interesting character to$4$ her beauty. 201:140,26@a | If in$4$ the supposition of his seeking to$9$ marry herself, 201:140,27@a | his difficulties from his mother had seemed great, how 201:140,28@a | much greater were they now likely to$9$ be, when the 201:140,29@a | object$0$ of his engagement was undoubtedly inferior in$4$ 201:140,30@a | connections, and probably inferior in$4$ fortune to$4$ herself. 201:140,31@a | These difficulties, indeed, with an heart so$5#1$ alienated 201:140,32@a | from $SS#Q$Lucy, might not press$1$ very hard upon$4$ his patience; 201:140,33@a | but melancholy$2$ was the state$0$ of the person, by$4$ whom$6#1$ 201:140,34@a | the expectation of family opposition and unkindness, 201:140,35@a | could be felt as a relief! 201:140,36[' ]| As these considerations occurred to$4$ her in$4$ painful 201:140,37[' ]| succession, she wept for$4$ him, more than for$4$ herself. 201:140,38[' ]| Supported by$4$ the conviction of having done nothing to$9$ 201:141,01[' ]| merit$1$ her present$2$ unhappiness, and consoled by$4$ the 201:141,02[' ]| belief that$3$ $SS#B$Edward had done nothing to$9$ forfeit her 201:141,03[' ]| esteem$0$, she thought$1$ she could even$5$ now, under the first 201:141,04[' ]| smart of the heavy blow, command$1$ herself enough to$9$ 201:141,05[' ]| guard$1$ every suspicion of the truth from her mother and 201:141,06[' ]| sisters. And so$5#1$ well$5$ was she able to$9$ answer$1$ her own$2$ 201:141,07[' ]| expectations, that$3$ when she joined them at dinner only 201:141,08[' ]| two hours after$3$ she had first suffered the extinction of 201:141,09[' ]| all her dearest hopes$0$, no*one would have supposed from 201:141,10[' ]| the appearance of the sisters, that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor was mourning 201:141,11[' ]| in$4$ secret$0$ over obstacles which$6#1$ must divide her for*ever from 201:141,12[' ]| the object$0$ of her love$0$, and that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was internally 201:141,13[' ]| dwelling on$4$ the perfections of a man, of whose$6#1$ whole$2$ heart 201:141,14[' ]| she felt thoroughly possessed, and whom$6#1$ she expected 201:141,15[' ]| to$9$ see in$4$ every carriage which$6#1$ drove near$4$ their house. 201:141,16[' ]| The necessity of concealing from her mother and 201:141,17[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, what had been entrusted in$4$ confidence to$4$ 201:141,18[' ]| herself, though it obliged her to$4$ unceasing exertion, was 201:141,19[' ]| no$2$ aggravation of $SS#A$Elinor's distress$0$. On$4$ the contrary it 201:141,20[' ]| was a relief to$4$ her, to$9$ be spared the communication of 201:141,21[' ]| what would give such affliction to$4$ them, and to$9$ be saved 201:141,22[' ]| likewise from hearing that$6#2$ condemnation of $SS#B$Edward, 201:141,23[' ]| which$6#1$ would probably flow$1$ from the excess of their 201:141,24[' ]| partial affection for$4$ herself, and which$6#1$ was more than 201:141,25[' ]| she felt equal$2$ to$9$ support$1$. 201:141,26[' ]| From their counsel$0$, or their conversation she knew 201:141,27[' ]| she could receive no$2$ assistance, their tenderness and 201:141,28[' ]| sorrow must add to$4$ her distress$0$, while$3$ her self-command 201:141,29[' ]| would neither receive encouragement from their example 201:141,30[' ]| nor from their praise$0$. She was stronger alone, and her 201:141,31[' ]| own$2$ good sense so$5#1$ well$5$ supported her, that$3$ her firmness 201:141,32[' ]| was as unshaken, her appearance of cheerfulness as 201:141,33[' ]| invariable, as with regrets so$5#1$ poignant and so$5#1$ fresh, it 201:141,34[' ]| was possible for$4$ them to$9$ be. 201:141,35[' ]| Much as she had suffered from her first conversation 201:141,36[' ]| with $SS#Q$Lucy on$4$ the subject$0$, she soon felt an earnest wish$0$ 201:141,37[' ]| of renewing it; and this for$4$ more reasons than one. 201:141,38[' ]| She wanted to$9$ hear many particulars of their engagement 201:142,01[' ]| repeated again, she wanted more clearly to$9$ understand 201:142,02[' ]| what $SS#Q$Lucy really felt for$4$ $SS#B$Edward, whether there were 201:142,03[' ]| any sincerity in$4$ her declaration of tender$2$ regard$0$ for$4$ 201:142,04[' ]| him, and she particularly wanted to$9$ convince $SS#Q$Lucy, by$4$ 201:142,05[' ]| her readiness to$9$ enter on$4$ the matter again, and her calmness 201:142,06[' ]| in$4$ conversing on$4$ it, that$3$ she was no$2$ otherwise interested 201:142,07[' ]| in$4$ it than as a friend, which$6#1$ she very much feared her 201:142,08[' ]| involuntary agitation, in$4$ their morning discourse, must 201:142,09[' ]| have left at least doubtful. 201:142,09@a | That$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy was disposed to$9$ 201:142,10@a | be jealous of her, appeared very probable; it was plain 201:142,11@a | that$3$ $SS#B$Edward had always spoken highly in$4$ her praise$0$, 201:142,12@a | not merely from $SS#Q$Lucy's assertion, but from her venturing 201:142,13@a | to$9$ trust$1$ her on$4$ so$5#1$ short a personal acquaintance, with 201:142,14@a | a secret$0$, so$5#1$ confessedly and evidently important. And 201:142,15@a | even$5$ $SS#L$Sir*John's joking intelligence must have had some 201:142,16@a | weight. 201:142,16[' ]| But indeed, while$3$ $SS#A$Elinor remained so$5#1$ well$5$ 201:142,17[' ]| assured within herself of being$1$ really beloved by$4$ $SS#B$Edward, 201:142,18[' ]| it required no$2$ other consideration of probabilities to$9$ 201:142,19[' ]| make$1$ it natural$2$ that$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy should be jealous; and that$3$ 201:142,20[' ]| she was so$5#2$, her very confidence was a proof. What 201:142,21[' ]| other reason$0$ for$4$ the disclosure of the affair could there 201:142,22[' ]| be, but that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor might be informed by$4$ it of $SS#Q$Lucy's 201:142,23[' ]| superior claims on$4$ $SS#B$Edward, and be taught to$9$ avoid him 201:142,24[' ]| in$4$ future? She had little difficulty in$4$ understanding 201:142,25[' ]| thus much of her rival's intentions, and while$3$ she was 201:142,26[' ]| firmly resolved to$9$ act$1$ by$4$ her as every principle of honour$0$ 201:142,27[' ]| and honesty directed, to$9$ combat her own$2$ affection for$4$ 201:142,28[' ]| $SS#B$Edward and to$9$ see him as little as possible; she could 201:142,29[' ]| not deny herself the comfort$0$ of endeavouring to$9$ convince 201:142,30[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy that$3$ her heart was unwounded. And as she could 201:142,31[' ]| now have nothing more painful to$9$ hear on$4$ the subject$0$ 201:142,32[' ]| than had already been told, she did not mistrust her 201:142,33[' ]| own$2$ ability of going through$4$ a repetition of particulars 201:142,34[' ]| with composure. 201:142,35[' ]| But it was not immediately that$3$ an opportunity of 201:142,36[' ]| doing so$5#2$ could be commanded, though $SS#Q$Lucy was as well$5$ 201:142,37[' ]| disposed as herself to$9$ take advantage of any that$6#1$ 201:142,38[' ]| occurred; for$3$ the weather was not often fine enough 201:143,01[' ]| to$9$ allow of their joining in$4$ a walk$0$, where they might 201:143,02[' ]| most easily separate$1$ themselves from the others; and 201:143,03[' ]| though they met at least every other evening either at 201:143,04[' ]| the park or cottage, and chiefly at the former, they 201:143,05[' ]| could not be supposed to$9$ meet$1$ for$4$ the sake of conversation. 201:143,06[' ]| Such a thought$0$ would never enter either $SS#L$Sir*John 201:143,07[' ]| or $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's head$0$, and therefore very little 201:143,08[' ]| leisure was ever given for$4$ general$2$ chat$0$, and none at all for$4$ 201:143,09[' ]| particular discourse. They met for$4$ the sake of eating, 201:143,10[' ]| drinking, and laughing together, playing at cards, or consequences, 201:143,11[' ]| or any other game that$6#1$ was sufficiently noisy. 201:143,12[' ]| One or two meetings of this kind$0$ had taken place$0$, 201:143,13[' ]| without affording $SS#A$Elinor any chance$0$ of engaging $SS#Q$Lucy 201:143,14[' ]| in$4$ private$0$, when $SS#L$Sir*John called at the cottage one 201:143,15[' ]| morning, to$9$ 201:143,15@l | beg in$4$ the name$0$ of charity, that$3$ they would 201:143,16@l | all dine with $SS#M$Lady*Middleton that$6#2$ day, as he was obliged 201:143,17@l | to$9$ attend the club at Exeter, and she would otherwise 201:143,18@l | be quite alone, except her mother and the two $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles. 201:143,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ foresaw a fairer opening for$4$ the 201:143,20[' ]| point$0$ she had in$4$ view$0$, in$4$ such a party as this was likely 201:143,21[' ]| to$9$ be, more at liberty among themselves under the 201:143,22[' ]| tranquil and well-bred direction of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton than 201:143,23[' ]| when her husband united them together in$4$ one noisy 201:143,24[' ]| purpose, immediately accepted the invitation; $SS#E$Margaret, 201:143,25[' ]| with her mother's permission, was equally compliant, 201:143,26[' ]| and $SS#C$Marianne, though always unwilling to$9$ join 201:143,27[' ]| any of their parties, was persuaded by$4$ her mother, who$6#1$ 201:143,28[' ]| could not bear$1$ to$9$ have her seclude herself from any 201:143,29[' ]| chance$0$ of amusement, to$9$ go likewise. 201:143,30[' ]| The young ladies went, and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was 201:143,31[' ]| happily preserved from the frightful solitude which$6#1$ had 201:143,32[' ]| threatened her. The insipidity of the meeting was 201:143,33[' ]| exactly such as $SS#A$Elinor had expected; it produced not 201:143,34[' ]| one novelty of thought$0$ or expression, and nothing could 201:143,35[' ]| be less interesting than the whole$0$ of their discourse both 201:143,36[' ]| in$4$ the dining*parlour and drawing*room: to$4$ the latter, 201:143,37[' ]| the children accompanied them, and while$3$ they remained 201:143,38[' ]| there, she was too$5#1$ well$5$ convinced of the impossibility 201:144,01[' ]| of engaging $SS#Q$Lucy's attention to$9$ attempt$1$ it. They 201:144,02[' ]| quitted it only with the removal of the tea-things. The 201:144,03[' ]| card-table was then placed, and $SS#A$Elinor began to$9$ wonder$1$ 201:144,04[' ]| at herself for$4$ having ever entertained a hope$0$ of finding 201:144,05[' ]| time for$4$ conversation at the park. They all rose$1$ up$5$ in$4$ 201:144,06[' ]| preparation for$4$ a round*game. 201:144,07[M ]| "I am glad," 201:144,07[' ]| said $SS#M$Lady*Middleton to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, 201:144,07[M ]| "you 201:144,08[M ]| are not going to$9$ finish$1$ poor little $SS#M4$Annamaria's basket 201:144,09[M ]| this evening; for$3$ I am sure it must hurt your eyes to$9$ 201:144,10[M ]| work$1$ fillagree by$4$ candlelight. And we will$1$ make$1$ the 201:144,11[M ]| dear$2#1$ little love$0$ some amends for$4$ her disappointment 201:144,12[M ]| to-morrow, and then I hope$1$ she will$1$ not much mind$1$ it." 201:144,13[' ]| This hint$0$ was enough, $SS#Q$Lucy recollected herself instantly 201:144,14[' ]| and replied, 201:144,14[Q ]| "Indeed you are very much mistaken, 201:144,15[Q ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton; I am only waiting to$9$ know 201:144,16[Q ]| whether you can make$1$ your party without me, or 201:144,17[Q ]| I should have been at my fillagree already. I would 201:144,18[Q ]| not disappoint the little angel for$4$ all the world, and if 201:144,19[Q ]| you want$1$ me at the card-table now, I am resolved to$9$ 201:144,20[Q ]| finish$1$ the basket after$4$ supper." 201:144,21[M ]| "You are very good, I hope$1$ it won't hurt your eyes ~~ 201:144,22[M ]| will$1$ you ring$1$ the bell for$4$ some working candles? My 201:144,23[M ]| poor little girl would be sadly disappointed, I know, if 201:144,24[M ]| the basket was not finished to-morrow, for$3$ though I told 201:144,25[M ]| her it certainly would not, I am sure she depends upon$4$ 201:144,26[M ]| having it done." 201:144,27[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy directly drew her work*table near$4$ her and 201:144,28[' ]| reseated herself with an alacrity and cheerfulness which$6#1$ 201:144,29[' ]| seemed to$9$ infer that$3$ she could taste no$2$ greater delight$0$ 201:144,30[' ]| than in$4$ making a fillagree basket for$4$ a spoilt child. 201:144,31[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton proposed a rubber of Casino to$4$ the 201:144,32[' ]| others. No*one made any objection but $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$, 201:144,33[' ]| with her usual inattention to$4$ the forms of general$2$ 201:144,34[' ]| civility, exclaimed, 201:144,34[C ]| "Your ladyship will$1$ have the goodness 201:144,35[C ]| to$9$ excuse$1$ \me\ ~~ you know I detest cards. I shall go 201:144,36[C ]| to$4$ the piano-forte=; I have not touched it since it was 201:144,37[C ]| tuned." 201:144,37[' ]| And without farther ceremony, she turned 201:144,38[' ]| away and walked to$4$ the instrument. 201:145,01[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton looked as if she thanked heaven that$3$ 201:145,02[' ]| \she\ had never made so$5#1$ rude a speech. 201:145,03[A ]| "$SS#C$Marianne can never keep long from that$6#2$ instrument 201:145,04[A ]| you know, ma'am," 201:145,04[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, endeavouring to$9$ smooth$1$ 201:145,05[' ]| away the offence; 201:145,05[A ]| "and I do not much wonder$1$ at it; 201:145,06[A ]| for$3$ it is the very best*toned piano-forte= I ever heard." 201:145,07[' ]| The remaining five were now to$9$ draw their cards. 201:145,08[A ]| "Perhaps," 201:145,08[' ]| continued $SS#A$Elinor, 201:145,08[A ]| "if I should happen to$9$ 201:145,09[A ]| cut$1$ out$5$, I may$1$ be of some use$0$ to$4$ $SS#Q$Miss*Lucy*Steele, in$4$ 201:145,10[A ]| rolling her papers for$4$ her; and there is so$5#1$ much still$5$ 201:145,11[A ]| to$9$ be done to$4$ the basket, that$3$ it must be impossible 201:145,12[A ]| I think for$4$ her labour singly, to$9$ finish$1$ it this evening. 201:145,13[A ]| I should like$1$ the work$0$ exceedingly, if she would allow 201:145,14[A ]| me a share$0$ in$4$ it." 201:145,15[Q ]| "Indeed I shall be very much obliged to$4$ you for$4$ your 201:145,16[Q ]| help$0$," 201:145,16[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy, 201:145,16[Q ]| "for$3$ I find there is more to$4$ be done to$9$ 201:145,17[Q ]| it than I thought$1$ there was; and it would be a shocking 201:145,18[Q ]| thing to$9$ disappoint dear$2#1$ $SS#M4$Annamaria after$4$ all." 201:145,19[P ]| "Oh! that$6#2$ would be terrible indeed," 201:145,19[' ]| said $SS#P$Miss*Steele ~~ 201:145,20[P ]| "Dear$2#1$ little soul, how I do love$1$ her!" 201:145,21[M ]| "You are very kind$2$," 201:145,21[' ]| said $SS#M$Lady*Middleton to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor: 201:145,22[M ]| "and as you really like$1$ the work$0$, perhaps you will$1$ be 201:145,23[M ]| as well$5$ pleased not to$9$ cut$1$ in$5$ till another rubber, or will$1$ 201:145,24[M ]| you take your chance$0$ now?" 201:145,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor joyfully profited by$4$ the first of these proposals, 201:145,26[' ]| and thus by$4$ a little of that$6#2$ address$0$, which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne 201:145,27[' ]| could never condescend to$9$ practise, gained her own$2$ end$0$, 201:145,28[' ]| and pleased $SS#M$Lady*Middleton at the same time. $SS#Q$Lucy 201:145,29[' ]| made room for$4$ her with ready attention, and the two 201:145,30[' ]| fair rivals were thus seated side$0$ by$4$ side$0$ at the same 201:145,31[' ]| table, and with the utmost harmony engaged in$4$ forwarding 201:145,32[' ]| the same work$0$. The piano-forte=, at which$6#1$ 201:145,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, wrapt up$5$ in$4$ her own$2$ music and her own$2$ 201:145,34[' ]| thoughts, had by$4$ this time forgotten that$3$ any*body was 201:145,35[' ]| in$4$ the room besides herself, was luckily so$5#1$ near$4$ them 201:145,36[' ]| that$3$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood now judged, she might safely, under 201:145,37[' ]| the shelter of its noise, introduce the interesting subject$0$, 201:145,38[' ]| without any risk$0$ of being$1$ heard at the card-table. 202:146,01[' ]| In$4$ a firm, though cautious tone, $SS#A$Elinor thus began. 202:146,02[A ]| "I should be undeserving of the confidence you have 202:146,03[A ]| honoured me with, if I felt no$2$ desire$0$ for$4$ its continuance, 202:146,04[A ]| or no$2$ farther curiosity on$4$ its subject$0$. I will$1$ not apologize 202:146,05[A ]| therefore for$4$ bringing it forward$5$ again." 202:146,06[Q ]| "Thank you," 202:146,06[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy warmly, 202:146,06[Q ]| "for$4$ breaking the 202:146,07[Q ]| ice; you have set$1$ my heart at ease$0$ by$4$ it; for$3$ I was 202:146,08[Q ]| somehow or other afraid I had offended you by$4$ what 202:146,09[Q ]| I told you that$6#2$ Monday." 202:146,10[A ]| "Offended me! How could you suppose so$5#2$? Believe 202:146,11[A ]| me," 202:146,11[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor spoke it with the truest sincerity, 202:146,12[A ]| "nothing could be farther from my intention, than to$9$ 202:146,13[A ]| give you such an idea. Could you have a motive for$4$ 202:146,14[A ]| the trust$0$, that$6#1$ was not honourable and flattering to$4$ 202:146,15[A ]| me?" 202:146,16[Q ]| "And yet I do assure you," 202:146,16[' ]| replied $SS#Q$Lucy, her little 202:146,17[' ]| sharp eyes full of meaning, 202:146,17[Q ]| "there seemed to$4$ me to$9$ be 202:146,18[Q ]| a coldness and displeasure in$4$ your manner, that$6#1$ made 202:146,19[Q ]| me quite uncomfortable. I felt sure that$3$ you was angry 202:146,20[Q ]| with me; and have been quarrelling with myself ever 202:146,21[Q ]| since, for$4$ having took such a liberty as to$9$ trouble$1$ you 202:146,22[Q ]| with my affairs. But I am very glad to$9$ find it was only 202:146,23[Q ]| my own$2$ fancy$0$, and that$3$ you do not really blame$1$ me. 202:146,24[Q ]| If you knew what a consolation it was to$4$ me to$9$ relieve 202:146,25[Q ]| my heart by$4$ speaking to$4$ you of what I am always 202:146,26[Q ]| thinking of every moment of my life, your compassion 202:146,27[Q ]| would make$1$ you overlook every*thing else I am sure." 202:146,28[A ]| "Indeed I can easily believe that$3$ it was a very great 202:146,29[A ]| relief to$4$ you, to$9$ acknowledge your situation to$4$ me, and 202:146,30[A ]| be assured that$3$ you shall never have reason$0$ to$9$ repent 202:146,31[A ]| it. Your case is a very unfortunate one; you seem to$4$ 202:146,32[A ]| me to$9$ be surrounded with difficulties, and you will$1$ have 202:146,33[A ]| need$0$ of all your mutual affection to$9$ support$1$ you under 202:147,01[A ]| them. $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars, I believe, is entirely dependent on$4$ 202:147,02[A ]| his mother." 202:147,03[Q ]| "He has only two thousand pounds of his own$2$; it 202:147,04[Q ]| would be madness to$9$ marry upon$4$ that$6#2$, though for$4$ my 202:147,05[Q ]| own$2$ part$0$, I could give up$5$ every prospect of more without 202:147,06[Q ]| a sigh$0$. I have been always used to$4$ a very small income, 202:147,07[Q ]| and could struggle$1$ with any poverty for$4$ him; but I love$1$ 202:147,08[Q ]| him too$5#1$ well$5$ to$9$ be the selfish means$0$ of robbing him, 202:147,09[Q ]| perhaps, of all that$6#1$ his mother might give him if he 202:147,10[Q ]| married to$9$ please her. We must wait, it may$1$ be for$4$ 202:147,11[Q ]| many years. With almost every other man in$4$ the world, 202:147,12[Q ]| it would be an alarming prospect; but $SS#B$Edward's 202:147,13[Q ]| affection and constancy nothing can deprive me of 202:147,14[Q ]| I know." 202:147,15[A ]| "That$6#2$ conviction must be every*thing to$4$ you; and 202:147,16[A ]| he is undoubtedly supported by$4$ the same trust$0$ in$4$ your's. 202:147,17[A ]| If the strength of your reciprocal attachment had failed, 202:147,18[A ]| as between many people and under many circumstances 202:147,19[A ]| it naturally would during a four years' engagement, your 202:147,20[A ]| situation would have been pitiable indeed." 202:147,21[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy here looked up$5$; but $SS#A$Elinor was careful in$4$ 202:147,22[' ]| guarding her countenance from every expression that$6#1$ 202:147,23[' ]| could give her words a suspicious tendency. 202:147,24[Q ]| "$SS#B$Edward's love$0$ for$4$ me," 202:147,24[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, 202:147,24[Q ]| "has been pretty$5$ 202:147,25[Q ]| well$5$ put to$4$ the test, by$4$ our long, very long absence 202:147,26[Q ]| since we were first engaged, and it has stood the trial 202:147,27[Q ]| so$5#1$ well$5$, that$3$ I should be unpardonable to$9$ doubt$1$ it now. 202:147,28[Q ]| I can safely say that$3$ he has never gave me one moment's 202:147,29[Q ]| alarm$0$ on$4$ that$6#2$ account$0$ from the first." 202:147,30[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor hardly knew whether to$9$ smile$1$ or sigh$1$ at this 202:147,31[' ]| assertion. 202:147,32[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy went on$5$. 202:147,32[Q ]| "I am rather of a jealous temper too$5#2$ 202:147,33[Q ]| by$4$ nature, and from our different situations in$4$ life, from 202:147,34[Q ]| his being$1$ so$5#1$ much more in$4$ the world than me, and our 202:147,35[Q ]| continual separation, I was enough inclined for$4$ suspicion, 202:147,36[Q ]| to$9$ have found out$5$ the truth in$4$ an instant$0$, if there had 202:147,37[Q ]| been the slightest alteration in$4$ his behaviour to$4$ me when 202:147,38[Q ]| we met, or any lowness of spirits that$6#1$ I could not account$1$ 202:148,01[Q ]| for$4$, or if he had talked more of one lady than another, 202:148,02[Q ]| or seemed in$4$ any respect$0$ less happy at Longstaple than 202:148,03[Q ]| he used to$9$ be. I do not mean$1$ to$9$ say that$3$ I am particularly 202:148,04[Q ]| observant or quick-sighted in$4$ general$0$, but in$4$ 202:148,05[Q ]| such a case I am sure I could not be deceived." 202:148,06[A ]| "All this," 202:148,06[' ]| thought$1$ $SS#A$Elinor, 202:148,06[A ]| "is very pretty$2$; but it 202:148,07[A ]| can impose upon$4$ neither of us." 202:148,08[A ]| "But what," 202:148,08[' ]| said she after$4$ a short silence$0$, 202:148,08[A ]| "are your 202:148,09[A ]| views? or have you none but that$6#2$ of waiting for$4$ 202:148,10[A ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's death, which$6#1$ is a melancholy$2$ and shocking 202:148,11[A ]| extremity? ~~ Is her son determined to$9$ submit to$4$ this, 202:148,12[A ]| and to$4$ all the tediousness of the many years of suspense 202:148,13[A ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ it may$1$ involve you, rather than run$1$ the risk$0$ 202:148,14[A ]| of her displeasure for$4$ a while$0$ by$4$ owning the truth?" 202:148,15[Q ]| "If we could be certain that$3$ it would be only for$4$ 202:148,16[Q ]| a while$0$! But $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars is a very headstrong proud 202:148,17[Q ]| woman, and in$4$ her first fit$0$ of anger$0$ upon$4$ hearing it, 202:148,18[Q ]| would very likely secure$1$ every*thing to$4$ $SS#J$Robert, and the 202:148,19[Q ]| idea of that$6#2$, for$4$ $SS#B$Edward's sake, frightens away all my 202:148,20[Q ]| inclination for$4$ hasty measures." 202:148,21[A ]| "And for$4$ your own$2$ sake too$5#2$, or you are carrying 202:148,22[A ]| your disinterestedness beyond$4$ reason$0$." 202:148,23[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy looked at $SS#A$Elinor again, and was silent. 202:148,24[A ]| "Do you know $SS#J$Mr%*Robert*Ferrars?" 202:148,24[' ]| asked $SS#A$Elinor. 202:148,25[Q ]| "Not at all ~~ I never saw him; but I fancy$1$ he is 202:148,26[Q ]| very unlike his brother ~~ silly and a great coxcomb." 202:148,27[P ]| "A great coxcomb!" 202:148,27[' ]| repeated $SS#P$Miss*Steele, whose$6#1$ ear 202:148,28[' ]| had caught those words by$4$ a sudden$2$ pause$0$ in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's 202:148,29[' ]| music. ~~ 202:148,29[P ]| "Oh! they are talking of their favourite$2$ beaux, 202:148,30[P ]| I dare$1#2$ say." 202:148,31[Q ]| "No$7$, sister," 202:148,31[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy, 202:148,31[Q ]| "you are mistaken there, 202:148,32[Q ]| our favourite$2$ beaux are \not\ great coxcombs." 202:148,33[K ]| "I can answer$1$ for$4$ it that$3$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood's is not," 202:148,34[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, laughing heartily; 202:148,34[K ]| "for$3$ he is one 202:148,35[K ]| of the modestest, prettiest behaved young men I ever 202:148,36[K ]| saw; but as for$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, she is such a sly little creature, 202:148,37[K ]| there is no$2$ finding out$5$ who$6#1$ \she\ likes." 202:148,38[P ]| "Oh!" 202:148,38[' ]| cried $SS#P$Miss*Steele, looking significantly round$5$ 202:149,01[' ]| at them, 202:149,01[P ]| "I dare$1#2$ say $SS#Q$Lucy's beau is quite as modest 202:149,02[P ]| and pretty$2$ behaved as $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood's." 202:149,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor blushed in$4$ spite$8$ of herself. $SS#Q$Lucy bit her lip, 202:149,04[' ]| and looked angrily at her sister. A mutual silence$0$ took 202:149,05[' ]| place$0$ for$4$ some time. $SS#Q$Lucy first put an end$0$ to$4$ it by$4$ 202:149,06[' ]| saying in$4$ a lower$2$ tone, though $SS#C$Marianne was then giving 202:149,07[' ]| them the powerful protection of a very magnificent 202:149,08[' ]| concerto ~~ 202:149,09[Q ]| "I will$1$ honestly tell you of one scheme$0$ which$6#1$ has 202:149,10[Q ]| lately come into my head$0$, for$4$ bringing matters to$9$ bear$1$; 202:149,11[Q ]| indeed I am bound to$9$ let you into the secret$0$, for$3$ you 202:149,12[Q ]| are a party concerned. I dare$1#2$ say you have seen enough 202:149,13[Q ]| of $SS#B$Edward to$9$ know that$3$ he would prefer the church to$4$ 202:149,14[Q ]| every other profession$0#2$; now my plan is that$3$ he should 202:149,15[Q ]| take orders$0#2$ as soon as he can, and then through$4$ your 202:149,16[Q ]| interest$0$, which$6#1$ I am sure you would be kind$2$ enough to$9$ 202:149,17[Q ]| use$1$ out$5$ of friendship for$4$ him, and I hope$1$ out$5$ of some 202:149,18[Q ]| regard$0$ to$4$ me, your brother might be persuaded to$9$ give 202:149,19[Q ]| him Norland living; which$6#1$ I understand is a very good 202:149,20[Q ]| one, and the present$2$ incumbent not likely to$9$ live a great 202:149,21[Q ]| while$0$. That$6#2$ would be enough for$4$ us to$9$ marry upon$4$, 202:149,22[Q ]| and we might trust$1$ to$4$ time and chance$0$ for$4$ the rest$0#1$." 202:149,23[A ]| "I should be always happy," 202:149,23[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 202:149,23[A ]| "to$9$ shew$1$ 202:149,24[A ]| any mark$0$ of my esteem$0$ and friendship for$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars; 202:149,25[A ]| but do not you perceive that$3$ my interest$0$ on$4$ such an 202:149,26[A ]| occasion$0$ would be perfectly unnecessary? He is brother 202:149,27[A ]| to$4$ $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood ~~ \that$6#2$\ must be recommendation 202:149,28[A ]| enough to$4$ her husband." 202:149,29[Q ]| "But $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood would not much approve 202:149,30[Q ]| of $SS#B$Edward's going into orders$0#2$." 202:149,31[A ]| "Then I rather suspect that$3$ my interest$0$ would do 202:149,32[A ]| very little." 202:149,33[' ]| They were again silent for$4$ many minutes. At length 202:149,34[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy exclaimed with a deep sigh$0$, 202:149,35[Q ]| "I believe it would be the wisest way to$9$ put an end$0$ 202:149,36[Q ]| to$4$ the business at once by$4$ dissolving the engagement. 202:149,37[Q ]| We seem so$5#1$ beset with difficulties on$4$ every side$0$, that$3$ 202:149,38[Q ]| though it would make$1$ us miserable for$4$ a time, we should 202:150,01[Q ]| be happier perhaps in$4$ the end$0$. But you will$1$ not give 202:150,02[Q ]| me your advice, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood?" 202:150,03[A ]| "No$7$;" 202:150,03[' ]| answered $SS#A$Elinor, with a smile$0$, which$6#1$ concealed 202:150,04[' ]| very agitated feelings, 202:150,04[A ]| "on$4$ such a subject$0$ I certainly 202:150,05[A ]| will$1$ not. You know very well$5$ that$3$ my opinion 202:150,06[A ]| would have no$2$ weight with you, unless it were on$4$ the 202:150,07[A ]| side$0$ of your wishes$0$." 202:150,08[Q ]| "Indeed you wrong me," 202:150,08[' ]| replied $SS#Q$Lucy with great 202:150,09[' ]| solemnity; 202:150,09[Q ]| "I know nobody of whose$6#1$ judgment I think 202:150,10[Q ]| so$5#1$ highly as I do of yours; and I do really believe, that$3$ 202:150,11[Q ]| if you was to$9$ say to$4$ me, ""I advise you by$4$ all means$0$ to$9$ 202:150,12[Q ]| put an end$0$ to$4$ your engagement with $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars, 202:150,13[Q ]| it will$1$ be more for$4$ the happiness of both of you,"" I should 202:150,14[Q ]| resolve$1$ upon$4$ doing it immediately." 202:150,15[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor blushed for$4$ the insincerity of $SS#B$Edward's future 202:150,16[' ]| wife, and replied, 202:150,16[A ]| "this compliment$0$ would effectually 202:150,17[A ]| frighten me from giving any opinion on$4$ the subject$0$ had 202:150,18[A ]| I formed one. It raises my influence$0$ much too$5#1$ high; 202:150,19[A ]| the power of dividing two people so$5#1$ tenderly attached 202:150,20[A ]| is too$5#1$ much for$4$ an indifferent person." 202:150,21[Q ]| "'Tis because you are an indifferent person," 202:150,21[' ]| said 202:150,22[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, with some pique, and laying a particular stress 202:150,23[' ]| on$4$ those words, 202:150,23[Q ]| "that$3$ your judgment might justly have 202:150,24[Q ]| such weight with me. If you could be supposed to$9$ be 202:150,25[Q ]| biassed in$4$ any respect$0$ by$4$ your own$2$ feelings, your opinion 202:150,26[Q ]| would not be worth having." 202:150,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor thought$1$ it wisest to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ answer$0$ to$4$ this, 202:150,28[' ]| lest they might provoke each other to$4$ an unsuitable 202:150,29[' ]| increase$0$ of ease$0$ and unreserve; and was even$5$ partly 202:150,30[' ]| determined never to$9$ mention$1$ the subject$0$ again. Another 202:150,31[' ]| pause$0$ therefore of many minutes' duration, succeeded 202:150,32[' ]| this speech, and $SS#Q$Lucy was still$5$ the first to$9$ end$1$ it. 202:150,33[Q ]| "Shall you be in$4$ town this winter, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood?" 202:150,34[' ]| said she with all her accustomary complacency. 202:150,35[A ]| "Certainly not." 202:150,36[Q ]| "I am sorry for$4$ that$6#2$," 202:150,37[' ]| returned the other, while$3$ her 202:150,37[' ]| eyes brightened at the information, 202:150,37[Q ]| "it would have gave 202:150,38[Q ]| me such pleasure to$9$ meet$1$ you there! But I dare$1#2$ say 202:151,01[Q ]| you will$1$ go for$4$ all that$6#2$. To$9$ be sure, your brother and 202:151,02[Q ]| sister will$1$ ask you to$9$ come to$4$ them." 202:151,03[A ]| "It will$1$ not be in$4$ my power to$9$ accept their invitation 202:151,04[A ]| if they do." 202:151,05[Q ]| "How unlucky that$6#2$ is! I had quite depended upon$4$ 202:151,06[Q ]| meeting you there. $SS#P$Anne and me are to$9$ go the latter 202:151,07[Q ]| end$0$ of January to$4$ some relations who$6#1$ have been wanting 202:151,08[Q ]| us to$9$ visit$1$ them these several years! But I only go for$4$ 202:151,09[Q ]| the sake of seeing $SS#B$Edward. He will$1$ be there in$4$ February, 202:151,10[Q ]| otherwise London would have no$2$ charms for$4$ me; I have 202:151,11[Q ]| not spirits for$4$ it." 202:151,12[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was soon called to$4$ the card-table by$4$ the conclusion 202:151,13[' ]| of the first rubber, and the confidential discourse 202:151,14[' ]| of the two ladies was therefore at an end$0$, to$4$ which$6#1$ both 202:151,15[' ]| of them submitted without any reluctance, for$3$ nothing 202:151,16[' ]| had been said on$4$ either side$0$, to$9$ make$1$ them dislike$1$ each 202:151,17[' ]| other less than they had done before$5$; and $SS#A$Elinor sat 202:151,18[' ]| down$5$ to$4$ the card*table with the melancholy$2$ persuasion 202:151,19[' ]| that$3$ 202:151,19@a | $SS#B$Edward was not only without affection for$4$ the 202:151,20@a | person who$6#1$ was to$9$ be his wife; but that$3$ he had not 202:151,21@a | even$5$ the chance$0$ of being$1$ tolerably happy in$4$ marriage, 202:151,22@a | which$6#1$ sincere affection on$4$ \her\ side$0$ would have given, 202:151,23@a | for$3$ self-interest alone could induce a woman to$9$ keep 202:151,24@a | a man to$4$ an engagement, of which$6#1$ she seemed so$5#1$ 202:151,25@a | thoroughly aware that$3$ he was weary. 202:151,26[' ]| From this time the subject$0$ was never revived by$4$ 202:151,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, and when entered on$5$ by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ seldom 202:151,28[' ]| missed an opportunity of introducing it, and was particularly 202:151,29[' ]| careful to$9$ inform her confidante, of her happiness 202:151,30[' ]| whenever she received a letter from $SS#B$Edward, it was 202:151,31[' ]| treated by$4$ the former with calmness and caution$0$, and 202:151,32[' ]| dismissed as soon as civility would allow; for$3$ she felt 202:151,33[' ]| such conversations to$9$ be an indulgence which$6#1$ $SS#Q$Lucy did 202:151,34[' ]| not deserve, and which$6#1$ were dangerous to$4$ herself. 202:151,35[' ]| The visit$0$ of the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles at Barton*Park was 202:151,36[' ]| lengthened far beyond$4$ what the first invitation implied. 202:151,37[' ]| Their favour$0$ increased, they could not be spared; $SS#L$Sir*John 202:151,38[' ]| would not hear of their going; and in$4$ spite$8$ of their 202:152,01[' ]| numerous and long arranged engagements in$4$ Exeter, in$4$ 202:152,02[' ]| spite$8$ of the absolute necessity of their returning to$9$ fulfil 202:152,03[' ]| them immediately, which$6#1$ was in$4$ full force$0$ at the end$0$ of 202:152,04[' ]| every week, they were prevailed on$5$ to$9$ stay$1$ nearly two 202:152,05[' ]| months at the park, and to$9$ assist in$4$ the due$2$ celebration 202:152,06[' ]| of that$6#2$ festival which$6#1$ requires a more than ordinary 202:152,07[' ]| share$0$ of private$2$ balls and large dinners to$9$ proclaim its 202:152,08[' ]| importance. 203:153,01[' ]| Though $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was in$4$ the habit of spending 203:153,02[' ]| a large portion of the year at the houses of her children 203:153,03[' ]| and friends, she was not without a settled habitation of 203:153,04[' ]| her own$2$. Since the death of her husband, who$6#1$ had 203:153,05[' ]| traded with success in$4$ a less elegant part$0$ of town, 203:153,06[' ]| she had resided every winter in$4$ a house in$4$ one of the 203:153,07[' ]| streets near$4$ Portman-square. Towards this home, she 203:153,08[' ]| began on$4$ the approach$0$ of January to$9$ turn$1$ her thoughts, 203:153,09[' ]| and thither she one day abruptly, and very unexpectedly 203:153,10[' ]| by$4$ them, asked the elder $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods to$9$ accompany 203:153,11[' ]| her. $SS#A$Elinor, without observing the varying complexion 203:153,12[' ]| of her sister, and the animated look$0$ which$6#1$ spoke no$2$ 203:153,13[' ]| indifference to$4$ the plan, immediately gave a grateful 203:153,14[' ]| but absolute denial for$4$ both, in$4$ which$6#1$ she believed herself 203:153,15[' ]| to$9$ be speaking their united inclinations. The reason$0$ 203:153,16[' ]| alleged was their determined resolution of not leaving 203:153,17[' ]| their mother at that$6#2$ time of year. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 203:153,18[' ]| received the refusal with some surprize$0$, and repeated 203:153,19[' ]| her invitation immediately. 203:153,20[K ]| "Oh! Lord$7$, I am sure your mother can spare$1$ you 203:153,21[K ]| very well$5$, and I \do\ beg you will$1$ favour$1$ me with your 203:153,22[K ]| company, for$3$ I've quite set$1$ my heart upon$4$ it. Don't 203:153,23[K ]| fancy$1$ that$3$ you will$1$ be any inconvenience to$4$ me, for$3$ 203:153,24[K ]| I shan't put myself at all out$5$ of my way for$4$ you. It 203:153,25[K ]| will$1$ only be sending $SS#ZA$Betty by$4$ the coach, and I hope$1$ 203:153,26[K ]| I can afford \that$6#2$\. We three shall be able to$9$ go very 203:153,27[K ]| well$5$ in$4$ my chaise; and when we are in$4$ town, if you do 203:153,28[K ]| not like$1$ to$9$ go wherever I do, well$5$ and good, you may$1$ 203:153,29[K ]| always go with one of my daughters. I am sure your 203:153,30[K ]| mother will$1$ not object$1$ to$4$ it; for$3$ I have had such good 203:153,31[K ]| luck in$4$ getting my own$2$ children off my hands, that$3$ she 203:153,32[K ]| will$1$ think me a very fit$2$ person to$9$ have the charge$0$ of 203:153,33[K ]| you; and if I don't get one of you at least well$5$ married 203:154,01[K ]| before$3$ I have done with you, it shall not be my fault. 203:154,02[K ]| I shall speak a good word for$4$ you to$4$ all the young men, 203:154,03[K ]| you may$1$ depend upon$4$ it." 203:154,04[L ]| "I have a notion," 203:154,04[' ]| said $SS#L$Sir*John, 203:154,04[L ]| "that$3$ $SS#C$Miss*Marianne 203:154,05[L ]| would not object$1$ to$4$ such a scheme$0$, if her elder sister 203:154,06[L ]| would come into it. It is very hard indeed that$3$ she 203:154,07[L ]| should not have a little pleasure, because $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood 203:154,08[L ]| does not wish$1$ it. So$3$ I would advise you two, to$9$ set$1$ off 203:154,09[L ]| for$4$ town, when you are tired of Barton, without saying 203:154,10[L ]| a word to$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood about$4$ it." 203:154,11[K ]| "Nay," 203:154,11[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 203:154,11[K ]| "I am sure I shall be 203:154,12[K ]| monstrous glad of $SS#C$Miss*Marianne's company, whether 203:154,13[K ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood will$1$ go or not, only the more the merrier 203:154,14[K ]| say I, and I thought$1$ it would be more comfortable for$4$ 203:154,15[K ]| them to$9$ be together; because if they got tired of me, 203:154,16[K ]| they might talk$1$ to$4$ one another, and laugh$1$ at my odd 203:154,17[K ]| ways behind my back$0$. But one or the other, if not 203:154,18[K ]| both of them, I must have. Lord$7$ bless me! how do 203:154,19[K ]| you think I can live poking by$4$ myself, I who$6#1$ have been 203:154,20[K ]| always used till this winter to$9$ have $SS#O$Charlotte with me. 203:154,21[K ]| Come, $SS#C$Miss*Marianne, let us strike hands upon$4$ the 203:154,22[K ]| bargain, and if $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood will$1$ change$1$ her mind$0$ 203:154,23[K ]| by*and*bye, why so$5#1$ much the better." 203:154,24[C ]| "I thank you, ma'am, sincerely thank you," 203:154,24[' ]| said 203:154,25[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, with warmth; 203:154,25[C ]| "your invitation has insured 203:154,26[C ]| my gratitude for*ever, and it would give me such happiness, 203:154,27[C ]| yes almost the greatest happiness I am capable of, 203:154,28[C ]| to$9$ be able to$9$ accept it. But my mother, my dearest, 203:154,29[C ]| kindest mother, ~~ I feel the justice of what $SS#A$Elinor has 203:154,30[C ]| urged, and if she were to$9$ be made less happy, less comfortable 203:154,31[C ]| by$4$ our absence ~~ Oh! no$7$, nothing should tempt 203:154,32[C ]| me to$9$ leave$1$ her. It should not, must not be a struggle$0$." 203:154,33[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings repeated her assurance that$3$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 203:154,34[' ]| could spare$1$ them perfectly well$5$; and $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ 203:154,35[' ]| now understood her sister, and saw to$4$ what indifference 203:154,36[' ]| to$4$ almost every*thing else, she was carried by$4$ her eagerness 203:154,37[' ]| to$9$ be with $SS#R$Willoughby again, made no$2$ farther direct$2$ 203:154,38[' ]| opposition to$4$ the plan, and merely referred it to$4$ her 203:155,01[' ]| mother's decision, from whom$6#1$ however she scarcely 203:155,02[' ]| expected to$9$ receive any support$0$ in$4$ her endeavour$0$ to$9$ 203:155,03[' ]| prevent a visit$0$, which$6#1$ she could not approve of for$4$ 203:155,04[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, and which$6#1$ on$4$ her own$2$ account$0$ she had 203:155,05[' ]| particular reasons to$9$ avoid. 203:155,05@a | Whatever $SS#C$Marianne was 203:155,05@a | desirous of, her mother would be eager to$9$ promote ~~ 203:155,06@a | she could not expect to$9$ influence$1$ the latter to$4$ cautiousness 203:155,07@a | of conduct$0$ in$4$ an affair, respecting which$6#1$ she had 203:155,08@a | never been able to$9$ inspire her with distrust$0$; and she 203:155,09@a | dared not explain the motive of her own$2$ disinclination 203:155,10@a | for$4$ going to$4$ London. 203:155,11[' ]| That$3$ $SS#C$Marianne, fastidious as she 203:155,12[' ]| was, thoroughly acquainted with $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings' manners, 203:155,13[' ]| and invariably disgusted by$4$ them, should overlook every 203:155,14[' ]| inconvenience of that$6#2$ kind$0$, should disregard whatever 203:155,15[' ]| must be most wounding to$4$ her irritable feelings, in$4$ her 203:155,16[' ]| pursuit of one object$0$, was such a proof, so$5#1$ strong, so$5#1$ 203:155,17[' ]| full, of the importance of that$6#2$ object$0$ to$4$ her, as $SS#A$Elinor, 203:155,18[' ]| in$4$ spite$8$ of all that$6#1$ had passed, was not prepared to$9$ 203:155,19[' ]| witness$1$. 203:155,20[' ]| On$4$ being$1$ informed of the invitation, $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 203:155,21[' ]| persuaded that$3$ such an excursion would be productive 203:155,22[' ]| of much amusement to$4$ both her daughters, and perceiving 203:155,23[' ]| through$4$ all her affectionate attention to$4$ herself, 203:155,24[' ]| how much the heart of $SS#C$Marianne was in$4$ it, would not 203:155,25[' ]| hear of their declining the offer$0$ upon$4$ \her\ account$0$; 203:155,26[' ]| insisted on$4$ their both accepting it directly, and then 203:155,27[' ]| began to$9$ foresee with her usual cheerfulness, a variety 203:155,28[' ]| of advantages that$3$ would accrue to$4$ them all, from this 203:155,29[' ]| separation. 203:155,30[D ]| "I am delighted with the plan," 203:155,30[' ]| she cried, 203:155,30[D ]| "it is 203:155,31[D ]| exactly what I could wish$1$. $SS#E$Margaret and I shall be as 203:155,32[D ]| much benefited by$4$ it as yourselves. When you and the 203:155,33[D ]| $SS#L1$Middletons are gone, we shall go on$5$ so$5#1$ quietly and 203:155,34[D ]| happily together with our books and our music! You 203:155,35[D ]| will$1$ find $SS#E$Margaret so$5#1$ improved when you come back$5$ 203:155,36[D ]| again! And I have a little plan of alteration for$4$ your 203:155,37[D ]| bedrooms too$5#2$, which$6#1$ may$1$ now be performed without 203:155,38[D ]| inconvenience to$4$ any*one. It is very right$2#1$ that$3$ you 203:156,01[D ]| \should\ go to$4$ town; I would have every young woman 203:156,02[D ]| of your condition$0$ in$4$ life, acquainted with the manners 203:156,03[D ]| and amusements of London. You will$1$ be under the 203:156,04[D ]| care$0$ of a motherly good sort of woman, of whose$6#1$ 203:156,05[D ]| kindness to$4$ you I can have no$2$ doubt$0$. And in$4$ all 203:156,06[D ]| probability you will$1$ see your brother, and whatever 203:156,07[D ]| may$1$ be his faults, or the faults of his wife, when I consider 203:156,08[D ]| whose$6#1$ son he is, I cannot bear$1$ to$9$ have you so$5#1$ 203:156,09[D ]| wholly estranged from each other." 203:156,10[A ]| "Though with your usual anxiety for$4$ our happiness," 203:156,11[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 203:156,11[A ]| "you have been obviating every impediment 203:156,12[A ]| to$4$ the present$2$ scheme$0$ which$6#1$ occurred to$4$ you, there is 203:156,13[A ]| still$5$ one objection which$6#1$, in$4$ my opinion, cannot be so$5#1$ 203:156,14[A ]| easily removed." 203:156,15[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's countenance sunk. 203:156,16[D ]| "And what," 203:156,16[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 203:156,16[D ]| "is my dear$2#1$ 203:156,17[D ]| prudent $SS#A$Elinor going to$9$ suggest? What formidable 203:156,18[D ]| obstacle is she now to$9$ bring forward$5$? Do not let me 203:156,19[D ]| hear a word about$4$ the expense of it." 203:156,20[A ]| "My objection is this; though I think very well$5$ of 203:156,21[A ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings' heart, she is not a woman whose$6#1$ society 203:156,22[A ]| can afford us pleasure, or whose$6#1$ protection will$1$ give us 203:156,23[A ]| consequence." 203:156,24[D ]| "That$6#2$ is very true," 203:156,24[' ]| replied her mother; 203:156,24[D ]| "but of 203:156,25[D ]| her society, separately from that$6#2$ of other people, you 203:156,26[D ]| will$1$ scarcely have any*thing at all, and you will$1$ almost 203:156,27[D ]| always appear in$4$ public$0$ with $SS#M$Lady*Middleton." 203:156,28[C ]| "If $SS#A$Elinor is frightened away by$4$ her dislike$0$ of 203:156,29[C ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings," 203:156,29[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 203:156,29[C ]| "at least it need$1$ not 203:156,30[C ]| prevent \my\ accepting her invitation. I have no$2$ such 203:156,31[C ]| scruples, and I am sure, I could put up$5$ with every 203:156,32[C ]| unpleasantness of that$6#2$ kind$0$ with very little effort." 203:156,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not help$1$ smiling at this display$0$ of 203:156,34[' ]| indifference towards the manners of a person, to$4$ whom$6#1$ 203:156,35[' ]| she had often had difficulty in$4$ persuading $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ 203:156,36[' ]| behave with tolerable politeness: and resolved within 203:156,37[' ]| herself, that$3$ 203:156,37@a | if her sister persisted in$4$ going, she would 203:156,38@a | go likewise, as she did not think it proper that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne 203:157,01@a | should be left to$4$ the sole guidance of her own$2$ judgment, 203:157,02@a | or that$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings should be abandoned to$4$ the mercy 203:157,03@a | of $SS#C$Marianne for$4$ all the comfort$0$ of her domestic$2$ hours. 203:157,04[' ]| To$4$ this determination she was the more easily reconciled, 203:157,05[' ]| by$4$ recollecting, that$3$ $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars, by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy's account$0$, 203:157,06[' ]| was not to$9$ be in$4$ town before$4$ February; and that$3$ their 203:157,07[' ]| visit$0$, without any unreasonable abridgment, might be 203:157,08[' ]| previously finished. 203:157,09[D ]| "I will$1$ have you \both\ go," 203:157,09[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood; 203:157,10[D ]| "these objections are nonsensical. You will$1$ have much 203:157,11[D ]| pleasure in$4$ being$1$ in$4$ London, and especially in$4$ being$1$ 203:157,12[D ]| together; and if $SS#A$Elinor would ever condescend to$9$ anticipate 203:157,13[D ]| enjoyment, she would foresee it there from 203:157,14[D ]| a variety of sources; she would perhaps expect some 203:157,15[D ]| from improving her acquaintance with her sister-in-law's 203:157,16[D ]| family." 203:157,17[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had often wished for$4$ an opportunity of attempting 203:157,18[' ]| to$9$ weaken her mother's dependence on$4$ the attachment 203:157,19[' ]| of $SS#B$Edward and herself, that$3$ the shock$0$ might be 203:157,20[' ]| the less when the whole$2$ truth were revealed, and now 203:157,21[' ]| on$4$ this attack$0$, though almost hopeless of success, she 203:157,22[' ]| forced herself to$9$ begin her design$0$ by$4$ saying, as calmly 203:157,23[' ]| as she could, 203:157,23[A ]| "I like$1$ $SS#B$Edward*Ferrars very much, and 203:157,24[A ]| shall always be glad to$9$ see him; but as to$4$ the rest$0#1$ of 203:157,25[A ]| the family, it is a matter of perfect$2$ indifference to$4$ me, 203:157,26[A ]| whether I am ever known to$4$ them or not." 203:157,27[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood smiled and said nothing. $SS#C$Marianne 203:157,28[' ]| lifted up$5$ her eyes in$4$ astonishment, and $SS#A$Elinor conjectured 203:157,29[' ]| that$3$ she might as well$5$ have held her tongue. 203:157,30[' ]| After$4$ very little farther discourse, it was finally settled 203:157,31[' ]| that$3$ the invitation should be fully accepted. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 203:157,32[' ]| received the information with a great deal$0$ of joy, 203:157,33[' ]| and many assurances of kindness and care$0$; nor was it 203:157,34[' ]| a matter of pleasure merely to$4$ her. $SS#L$Sir*John was 203:157,35[' ]| delighted; for$3$ to$4$ a man, whose$6#1$ prevailing anxiety was 203:157,36[' ]| the dread$0$ of being$1$ alone, the acquisition of two, to$4$ the 203:157,37[' ]| number of inhabitants in$4$ London, was something. Even$5$ 203:157,38[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton took the trouble$0$ of being$1$ delighted, 203:158,01[' ]| which$6#1$ was putting herself rather out$5$ of her way; and 203:158,02[' ]| as for$4$ the $SS#P$Miss*Steeles, especially $SS#Q$Lucy, 203:158,02@y | they had never 203:158,03@y | been so$5#1$ happy in$4$ their lives$0$ as this intelligence made 203:158,04@y | them. 203:158,05[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor submitted to$4$ the arrangement which$6#1$ counteracted 203:158,06[' ]| her wishes$0$, with less reluctance than she had 203:158,07[' ]| expected to$9$ feel. With regard$0$ to$4$ herself, it was now 203:158,08[' ]| a matter of unconcern whether she went to$4$ town or not, 203:158,09[' ]| and when she saw her mother so$5#1$ thoroughly pleased 203:158,10[' ]| with the plan, and her sister exhilarated by$4$ it in$4$ look$0$, 203:158,11[' ]| voice, and manner, restored to$4$ all her usual animation, 203:158,12[' ]| and elevated to$4$ more than her usual gaiety, she could 203:158,13[' ]| not be dissatisfied with the cause, and would hardly 203:158,14[' ]| allow herself to$9$ distrust$1$ the consequence. 203:158,15[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's joy was almost a degree beyond$4$ happiness, 203:158,16[' ]| so$5#1$ great was the perturbation of her spirits and her 203:158,17[' ]| impatience to$9$ be gone. Her unwillingness to$9$ quit her 203:158,18[' ]| mother was her only restorative to$4$ calmness; and at 203:158,19[' ]| the moment of parting, her grief on$4$ that$6#2$ score was 203:158,20[' ]| excessive. Her mother's affliction was hardly less, and 203:158,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was the only one of the three, who$6#1$ seemed to$9$ 203:158,22[' ]| consider the separation as any*thing short of eternal. 203:158,23[' ]| Their departure took place$0$ in$4$ the first week in$4$ January. 203:158,24[' ]| The $SS#L1$Middletons were to$9$ follow in$4$ about$4$ a week. The 203:158,25[' ]| $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles kept their station at the park, and were to$9$ 203:158,26[' ]| quit it only with the rest$0#1$ of the family. 204:159,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not find herself in$4$ the carriage with 204:159,02[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, and beginning a journey to$4$ London under 204:159,03[' ]| her protection, and as her guest, without wondering at 204:159,04[' ]| her own$2$ situation, so$5#1$ short had their acquaintance with 204:159,05[' ]| that$6#2$ lady been, so$5#1$ wholly unsuited were they in$4$ age and 204:159,06[' ]| disposition, and so$5#1$ many had been her objections against 204:159,07[' ]| such a measure$0$ only a few days before$5$! But these 204:159,08[' ]| objections had all, with that$6#2$ happy ardour of youth 204:159,09[' ]| which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne and her mother equally shared, been 204:159,10[' ]| overcome or overlooked; and $SS#A$Elinor, in$4$ spite$8$ of every 204:159,11[' ]| occasional doubt$0$ of $SS#R$Willoughby's constancy, could not 204:159,12[' ]| witness$1$ the rapture of delightful expectation which$6#1$ filled 204:159,13[' ]| the whole$2$ soul and beamed in$4$ the eyes of $SS#C$Marianne, 204:159,14[' ]| without feeling how blank$2$ was her own$2$ prospect, how 204:159,15[' ]| cheerless her own$2$ state$0$ of mind$0$ in$4$ the comparison, and 204:159,16[' ]| how gladly she would engage in$4$ the solicitude of $SS#C$Marianne's 204:159,17[' ]| situation to$9$ have the same animating object$0$ in$4$ 204:159,18[' ]| view$0$, the same possibility of hope$0$. 204:159,18@a | A short, a very 204:159,19@a | short time however must now decide what $SS#R$Willoughby's 204:159,20@a | intentions were; in$4$ all probability he was already in$4$ 204:159,21@a | town. $SS#C$Marianne's eagerness to$9$ be gone declared her 204:159,22@a | dependance on$4$ finding him there; 204:159,22[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor was 204:159,23[' ]| resolved not only upon$4$ gaining every new light$0$ as to$4$ his 204:159,24[' ]| character which$6#1$ her own$2$ observation or the intelligence 204:159,25[' ]| of others could give her, but likewise upon$4$ watching his 204:159,26[' ]| behaviour to$4$ her sister with such zealous attention, as 204:159,27[' ]| to$9$ ascertain what he was and what he meant, before$3$ 204:159,28[' ]| many meetings had taken place$0$. Should the result$0$ of 204:159,29[' ]| her observations be unfavourable, she was determined 204:159,30[' ]| at all events to$9$ open$1$ the eyes of her sister; should it 204:159,31[' ]| be otherwise, her exertions would be of a different 204:159,32[' ]| nature ~~ she must then learn to$9$ avoid every selfish comparison, 204:159,33[' ]| and banish every regret$0$ which$6#1$ might lessen her 204:159,34[' ]| satisfaction in$4$ the happiness of $SS#C$Marianne. 204:160,01[' ]| They were three days on$4$ their journey, and $SS#C$Marianne's 204:160,02[' ]| behaviour as they travelled was a happy specimen of 204:160,03[' ]| what her future complaisance and companionableness 204:160,04[' ]| to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings might be expected to$9$ be. She sat in$4$ 204:160,05[' ]| silence$0$ almost all the way, wrapt in$4$ her own$2$ meditations, 204:160,06[' ]| and scarcely ever voluntarily speaking, except when any 204:160,07[' ]| object$0$ of picturesque beauty within their view$0$ drew from 204:160,08[' ]| her an exclamation of delight$0$ exclusively addressed to$4$ 204:160,09[' ]| her sister. To$9$ atone for$4$ this conduct$0$ therefore, $SS#A$Elinor 204:160,10[' ]| took immediate possession of the post of civility which$6#1$ 204:160,11[' ]| she had assigned herself, behaved with the greatest 204:160,12[' ]| attention to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, talked with her, laughed 204:160,13[' ]| with her, and listened to$4$ her whenever she could; and 204:160,14[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings on$4$ her side$0$ treated them both with all 204:160,15[' ]| possible kindness, was solicitous on$4$ every occasion$0$ for$4$ 204:160,16[' ]| their ease$0$ and enjoyment, and only disturbed that$3$ she 204:160,17[' ]| could not make$1$ them choose their own$2$ dinners at the 204:160,18[' ]| inn, nor extort a confession of their preferring salmon 204:160,19[' ]| to$4$ cod, or boiled fowls to$4$ veal cutlets. They reached 204:160,20[' ]| town by$4$ three o'clock the third day, glad to$9$ be released, 204:160,21[' ]| after$4$ such a journey, from the confinement of a carriage, 204:160,22[' ]| and ready to$9$ enjoy all the luxury of a good fire$0$. 204:160,23[' ]| The house was handsome and handsomely fitted up$5$, 204:160,24[' ]| and the young ladies were immediately put in$4$ possession 204:160,25[' ]| of a very comfortable apartment. It had formerly been 204:160,26[' ]| $SS#O$Charlotte's, and over the mantlepiece still$5$ hung a landscape 204:160,27[' ]| in$4$ coloured silks of her performance, in$4$ proof of 204:160,28[' ]| her having spent seven years at a great school in$4$ town 204:160,29[' ]| to$4$ some effect$0$. 204:160,30[' ]| As dinner was not to$9$ be ready in$4$ less than two hours 204:160,31[' ]| from their arrival, $SS#A$Elinor determined to$9$ employ the 204:160,32[' ]| interval in$4$ writing to$4$ her mother, and sat down$5$ for$4$ that$6#2$ 204:160,33[' ]| purpose. In$4$ a few moments $SS#C$Marianne did the same. 204:160,34[A ]| "\I\ am writing home, $SS#C$Marianne," 204:160,34[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor; 204:160,34[A ]| "had 204:160,35[A ]| not you better defer your letter for$4$ a day or two?" 204:160,36[C ]| "I am \not\ going to$9$ write to$4$ my mother," 204:160,36[' ]| replied 204:160,37[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne hastily, and as if wishing to$9$ avoid any farther 204:160,38[' ]| inquiry. $SS#A$Elinor said no$2$ more; it immediately struck 204:161,01[' ]| her that$3$ 204:161,01@a | she must then be writing to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, 204:161,01[' ]| and 204:161,02[' ]| the conclusion which$6#1$ as instantly followed was, that$3$ 204:161,03@a | however mysteriously they might wish$1$ to$9$ conduct$1$ the 204:161,04@a | affair, they must be engaged. 204:161,04[' ]| This conviction, though 204:161,05[' ]| not entirely satisfactory, gave her pleasure, and she 204:161,06[' ]| continued her letter with greater alacrity. $SS#C$Marianne's 204:161,07[' ]| was finished in$4$ a very few minutes; in$4$ length it could 204:161,08[' ]| be no$2$ more than a note$0$: it was then folded up$5$, sealed 204:161,09[' ]| and directed with eager rapidity. $SS#A$Elinor thought$1$ she 204:161,10[' ]| could distinguish a large $SS#R$W% in$4$ the direction, and no$2$ 204:161,11[' ]| sooner was it complete$2$ than $SS#C$Marianne, ringing the bell, 204:161,12[' ]| requested the footman who$6#1$ answered it, to$9$ get that$6#2$ 204:161,13[' ]| letter conveyed for$4$ her to$4$ the two-penny post. This 204:161,14[' ]| decided the matter at once. 204:161,15[' ]| Her spirits still$5$ continued very high, but there was 204:161,16[' ]| a flutter in$4$ them which$6#1$ prevented their giving much 204:161,17[' ]| pleasure to$4$ her sister, and this agitation increased as 204:161,18[' ]| the evening drew on$5$. She could scarcely eat any dinner, 204:161,19[' ]| and when they afterwards returned to$4$ the drawing*room, 204:161,20[' ]| seemed anxiously listening to$4$ the sound$0$ of every carriage. 204:161,21[' ]| It was a great satisfaction to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor that$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 204:161,22[' ]| by$4$ being$1$ much engaged in$4$ her own$2$ room, could see little 204:161,23[' ]| of what was passing. The tea things were brought in$5$, 204:161,24[' ]| and already had $SS#C$Marianne been disappointed more than 204:161,25[' ]| once by$4$ a rap at a neighbouring door, when a loud one 204:161,26[' ]| was suddenly heard which$6#1$ could not be mistaken for$4$ one 204:161,27[' ]| at any other house. $SS#A$Elinor felt secure$2$ of its announcing 204:161,28[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby's approach$0$, and $SS#C$Marianne starting up$5$ moved 204:161,29[' ]| towards the door. Every*thing was silent; this could 204:161,30[' ]| not be borne many seconds, she opened the door, 204:161,31[' ]| advanced a few steps towards the stairs, and after$4$ 204:161,32[' ]| listening half a minute$0$, returned into the room in$4$ all 204:161,33[' ]| the agitation which$6#1$ a conviction of having heard him 204:161,34[' ]| would naturally produce; in$4$ the extasy of her feelings 204:161,35[' ]| at that$6#2$ instant$0$ she could not help$1$ exclaiming, 204:161,35[C ]| "Oh! 204:161,36[C ]| $SS#A$Elinor, it is $SS#R$Willoughby, indeed it is!" 204:161,36[' ]| and seemed 204:161,37[' ]| almost ready to$9$ throw$1$ herself into his arms, when 204:161,38[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon appeared. 204:162,01[' ]| It was too$5#1$ great a shock$0$ to$9$ be borne with calmness, 204:162,02[' ]| and she immediately left the room. $SS#A$Elinor was disappointed 204:162,03[' ]| too$5#2$; but at the same time her regard$0$ for$4$ 204:162,04[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon ensured his welcome$0$ with her, and she 204:162,05[' ]| felt particularly hurt that$3$ a man so$5#1$ partial to$4$ her sister 204:162,06[' ]| should perceive that$3$ she experienced nothing but grief 204:162,07[' ]| and disappointment in$4$ seeing him. She instantly saw 204:162,08[' ]| that$3$ it was not unnoticed by$4$ him, that$3$ he even$5$ observed 204:162,09[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne as she quitted the room, with such astonishment 204:162,10[' ]| and concern$0$, as hardly left him the recollection of 204:162,11[' ]| what civility demanded towards herself. 204:162,12[H ]| "Is your sister ill?" 204:162,12[' ]| said he. 204:162,13[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor answered in$4$ some distress$0$ that$3$ she was, and 204:162,14[' ]| then talked of head-aches, low spirits, and over*fatigues; 204:162,15[' ]| and of every*thing to$4$ which$6#1$ she could decently attribute 204:162,16[' ]| her sister's behaviour. 204:162,17[' ]| He heard her with the most earnest attention, but 204:162,18[' ]| seeming to$9$ recollect himself, said no$2$ more on$4$ the subject$0$, 204:162,19[' ]| and began directly to$9$ speak of his pleasure at seeing 204:162,20[' ]| them in$4$ London, making the usual inquiries about$4$ their 204:162,21[' ]| journey and the friends they had left behind. 204:162,22[' ]| In$4$ this calm$2$ kind$0$ of way, with very little interest$0$ on$4$ 204:162,23[' ]| either side$0$, they continued to$9$ talk$1$, both of them out$5$ of 204:162,24[' ]| spirits, and the thoughts of both engaged elsewhere. 204:162,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor wished very much to$9$ ask whether $SS#R$Willoughby 204:162,26[' ]| were then in$4$ town, but she was afraid of giving him 204:162,27[' ]| pain$0$ by$4$ any inquiry after$4$ his rival; and at length by$4$ 204:162,28[' ]| way of saying something, she asked if he had been in$4$ 204:162,29[' ]| London ever since she had seen him last$2$. 204:162,29[H ]| "Yes," 204:162,29[' ]| he 204:162,30[' ]| replied, with some embarrassment, 204:162,30[H ]| "almost ever since; 204:162,31[H ]| I have been once or twice at Delaford for$4$ a few days, 204:162,32[H ]| but it has never been in$4$ my power to$9$ return$1$ to$4$ Barton." 204:162,33[' ]| This, and the manner in$4$ which$6#1$ it was said, immediately 204:162,34[' ]| brought back$5$ to$4$ her remembrance, all the circumstances 204:162,35[' ]| of his quitting that$6#2$ place$0$, with the uneasiness and 204:162,36[' ]| suspicions they had caused to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, and she 204:162,37[' ]| was fearful that$3$ her question$0$ had implied much more 204:162,38[' ]| curiosity on$4$ the subject$0$ than she had ever felt. 204:163,01[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings soon came in$5$. 204:163,01[K ]| "Oh! $SS#H$Colonel," 204:163,01[' ]| said 204:163,02[' ]| she, with her usual noisy cheerfulness, 204:163,02[K ]| "I am monstrous 204:163,03[K ]| glad to$9$ see you ~~ sorry I could not come before$5$ ~~ beg 204:163,04[K ]| your pardon$0$, but I have been forced to$9$ look$1$ about$4$ me 204:163,05[K ]| a little, and settle my matters; for$3$ it is a long while$0$ 204:163,06[K ]| since I have been at home, and you know one has always 204:163,07[K ]| a world of little odd things to$9$ do after$3$ one has been 204:163,08[K ]| away for$4$ any time; and then I have had $SS#ZF$Cartwright 204:163,09[K ]| to$9$ settle with ~~ Lord$7$, I have been as busy as a bee ever 204:163,10[K ]| since dinner! But pray, $SS#H$Colonel, how came you to$9$ 204:163,11[K ]| conjure out$5$ that$3$ I should be in$4$ town to-day?" 204:163,12[H ]| "I had the pleasure of hearing it at $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer's, 204:163,13[H ]| where I have been dining." 204:163,14[K ]| "Oh! you did; well$7$, and how do they all do at 204:163,15[K ]| their house? How does $SS#O$Charlotte do? I warrant you 204:163,16[K ]| she is a fine size by$4$ this time." 204:163,17[H ]| "$SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer appeared quite well$5$, and I am commissioned 204:163,18[H ]| to$9$ tell you, that$3$ you will$1$ certainly see her 204:163,19[H ]| to-morrow." 204:163,20[K ]| "Aye, to$9$ be sure, I thought$1$ as much. Well$7$, $SS#H$Colonel, 204:163,21[K ]| I have brought two young ladies with me, you see ~~ 204:163,22[K ]| that$6#2$ is, you see but one of them now, but there is another 204:163,23[K ]| somewhere. Your friend $SS#C$Miss*Marianne, too$5#2$ ~~ which$6#1$ you 204:163,24[K ]| will$1$ not be sorry to$9$ hear. I do not know what you and 204:163,25[K ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby will$1$ do between you about$4$ her. Aye, 204:163,26[K ]| it is a fine thing to$9$ be young and handsome. Well$7$! 204:163,27[K ]| I was young once, but I never was very handsome ~~ 204:163,28[K ]| worse luck for$4$ me. However I got a very good husband, 204:163,29[K ]| and I don't know what the greatest beauty can do more. 204:163,30[K ]| Ah! poor man! he has been dead these eight years 204:163,31[K ]| and better. But $SS#H$Colonel, where have you been to$4$ since 204:163,32[K ]| we parted? And how does your business go on$5$? Come, 204:163,33[K ]| come, let's have no$2$ secrets among friends." 204:163,34[' ]| He replied with his accustomary mildness to$4$ all her 204:163,35[' ]| inquiries, but without satisfying her in$4$ any. $SS#A$Elinor now 204:163,36[' ]| began to$9$ make$1$ the tea, and $SS#C$Marianne was obliged to$9$ 204:163,37[' ]| appear again. 204:163,38[' ]| After$4$ her entrance, $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon became more 204:164,01[' ]| thoughtful and silent than he had been before$5$, and 204:164,02[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings could not prevail on$4$ him to$9$ stay$1$ long. 204:164,03[' ]| No$2$ other visitor appeared that$6#2$ evening, and the ladies 204:164,04[' ]| were unanimous in$4$ agreeing to$9$ go early to$4$ bed. 204:164,05[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne rose$1$ the next morning with recovered spirits 204:164,06[' ]| and happy looks$0$. The disappointment of the evening 204:164,07[' ]| before$5$ seemed forgotten in$4$ the expectation of what was 204:164,08[' ]| to$9$ happen that$6#2$ day. They had not long finished their 204:164,09[' ]| breakfast$0$ before$3$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's barouche stopt at the 204:164,10[' ]| door, and in$4$ few minutes she came laughing into 204:164,11[' ]| the room; so$5#1$ delighted to$9$ see them all, that$3$ it was 204:164,12[' ]| hard to$9$ say whether she received most pleasure from 204:164,13[' ]| meeting her mother or the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods again. So$5#1$ 204:164,14[' ]| surprised at their coming to$4$ town, though it was what 204:164,15[' ]| she had rather expected all along$5$; so$5#1$ angry at their 204:164,16[' ]| accepting her mother's invitation after$4$ having declined 204:164,17[' ]| her own$2$, though at the same time she would never have 204:164,18[' ]| forgiven them if they had not come! 204:164,19[O ]| "$SS#N$Mr%*Palmer will$1$ be so$5#1$ happy to$9$ see you," 204:164,19[' ]| said she; 204:164,20[O ]| "what do you think he said when he heard of your 204:164,21[O ]| coming with mama? I forget what it was now, but it 204:164,22[O ]| was something so$5#1$ droll!" 204:164,23[' ]| After$4$ an hour or two spent in$4$ what her mother 204:164,24[' ]| called comfortable chat$0$, or in$4$ other words, in$4$ every 204:164,25[' ]| variety of inquiry concerning all their acquaintance on$4$ 204:164,26[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's side$0$, and in$4$ laughter without cause on$4$ 204:164,27[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's, it was proposed by$4$ the latter that$3$ they 204:164,28[' ]| should all accompany her to$4$ some shops where she had 204:164,29[' ]| business that$6#2$ morning, to$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings and 204:164,30[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor readily consented, as having likewise some purchases 204:164,31[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ themselves; and $SS#C$Marianne, though 204:164,32[' ]| declining it at first, was induced to$9$ go likewise. 204:164,33[' ]| Wherever they went, she was evidently always on$4$ the 204:164,34[' ]| watch$0$. In$4$ Bond-street especially, where much of their 204:164,35[' ]| business lay$1#2$, her eyes were in$4$ constant inquiry; and in$4$ 204:164,36[' ]| whatever shop the party were engaged, her mind$0$ was 204:164,37[' ]| equally abstracted from every*thing actually before$4$ 204:164,38[' ]| them, from all that$6#1$ interested and occupied the others. 204:165,01[' ]| Restless and dissatisfied every*where, her sister could 204:165,02[' ]| never obtain her opinion of any article of purchase$0$, 204:165,03[' ]| however it might equally concern$1$ them both; she 204:165,04[' ]| received no$2$ pleasure from any*thing; was only impatient 204:165,05[' ]| to$9$ be at home again, and could with difficulty govern 204:165,06[' ]| her vexation at the tediousness of $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer, whose$6#1$ 204:165,07[' ]| eye was caught by$4$ every*thing pretty$2$, expensive, or 204:165,08[' ]| new; who$6#1$ was wild to$9$ buy all, could determine on$4$ none, 204:165,09[' ]| and dawdled away her time in$4$ rapture and indecision. 204:165,10[' ]| It was late in$4$ the morning before$3$ they returned home; 204:165,11[' ]| and no$2$ sooner had they entered the house than $SS#C$Marianne 204:165,12[' ]| flew eagerly up*stairs, and when $SS#A$Elinor followed, she 204:165,13[' ]| found her turning from the table with a sorrowful 204:165,14[' ]| countenance, which$6#1$ declared that$3$ no$2$ $SS#R$Willoughby had 204:165,15[' ]| been there. 204:165,16[C ]| "Has no$2$ letter been left here for$4$ me since we went 204:165,17[C ]| out$5$?" 204:165,17[' ]| said she to$4$ the footman who$6#1$ then entered with 204:165,18[' ]| the parcels. She was answered in$4$ the negative. 204:165,18[C ]| "Are 204:165,19[C ]| you quite sure of it?" 204:165,19[' ]| she replied. 204:165,19[C ]| "Are you certain 204:165,20[C ]| that$3$ no$2$ servant, no$2$ porter has left any letter or note$0$?" 204:165,21[' ]| The man replied that$3$ none had. 204:165,22[C ]| "How very odd!" 204:165,22[' ]| said she in$4$ a low and disappointed 204:165,23[' ]| voice, as she turned away to$4$ the window. 204:165,24[A ]| "How odd indeed!" 204:165,24[' ]| repeated $SS#A$Elinor within herself, 204:165,25[' ]| regarding her sister with uneasiness. 204:165,25[A ]| "If she had not 204:165,26[A ]| known him to$9$ be in$4$ town she would not have written 204:165,27[A ]| to$4$ him, as she did; she would have written to$4$ Combe*Magna; 204:165,28[A ]| and if he is in$4$ town, how odd that$3$ he should 204:165,29[A ]| neither come nor write! Oh! my dear$2#1$ mother, you 204:165,30[A ]| must be wrong in$4$ permitting an engagement between 204:165,31[A ]| a daughter so$5#1$ young, a man so$5#1$ little known, to$9$ be carried 204:165,32[A ]| on$5$ in$4$ so$5#1$ doubtful, so$5#1$ mysterious a manner! I long to$9$ 204:165,33[A ]| inquire; but how will$1$ \my\ interference be borne!" 204:165,34[' ]| She determined after$4$ some consideration, that$3$ if 204:165,35[' ]| appearances continued many days longer, as unpleasant 204:165,36[' ]| as they now were, she would represent in$4$ the strongest 204:165,37[' ]| manner to$4$ her mother the necessity of some serious$2$ 204:165,38[' ]| inquiry into the affair. 204:166,01[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer and two elderly ladies of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 204:166,02[' ]| intimate$2$ acquaintance, whom$6#1$ she had met and invited 204:166,03[' ]| in$4$ the morning, dined with them. The former left them 204:166,04[' ]| soon after$4$ tea to$9$ fulfil her evening engagements; and 204:166,05[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was obliged to$9$ assist in$4$ making a whist-table for$4$ 204:166,06[' ]| the others. $SS#C$Marianne was of no$2$ use$0$ on$4$ these occasions, 204:166,07[' ]| as she would never learn the game, but though her time 204:166,08[' ]| was therefore at her own$2$ disposal, the evening was by$4$ 204:166,09[' ]| no$2$ means$0$ more productive of pleasure to$4$ her than to$4$ 204:166,10[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, for$3$ it was spent in$4$ all the anxiety of expectation 204:166,11[' ]| and the pain$0$ of disappointment. She sometimes 204:166,12[' ]| endeavoured for$4$ a few minutes to$9$ read; but the book 204:166,13[' ]| was soon thrown aside, and she returned to$4$ the more 204:166,14[' ]| interesting employment of walking backwards and forwards 204:166,15[' ]| across$4$ the room, pausing for$4$ a moment whenever 204:166,16[' ]| she came to$4$ the window, in$4$ hopes$0$ of distinguishing the 204:166,17[' ]| long-expected rap. 205:167,01[K ]| "If this open$2$ weather holds much longer," 205:167,01[' ]| said 205:167,02[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, when they met at breakfast$0$ the following 205:167,03[' ]| morning. 205:167,03[K ]| "$SS#L$Sir*John will$1$ not like$1$ leaving Barton next 205:167,04[K ]| week; 'tis a sad thing for$4$ sportsmen to$9$ lose a day's 205:167,05[K ]| pleasure. Poor souls! I always pity$1$ them when they 205:167,06[K ]| do; they seem to$9$ take it so$5#1$ much to$4$ heart." 205:167,07[C ]| "That$6#2$ is true," 205:167,07[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ a cheerful voice, 205:167,08[' ]| and walking to$4$ the window as she spoke, to$9$ examine 205:167,09[' ]| the day. 205:167,09[C ]| "I had not thought$1$ of \that$6#2$\. This weather 205:167,10[C ]| will$1$ keep many sportsmen in$4$ the country." 205:167,11[' ]| It was a lucky recollection, all her good spirits were 205:167,12[' ]| restored by$4$ it. 205:167,12[C ]| "It is charming weather for$4$ \them\ 205:167,13[C ]| indeed," 205:167,13[' ]| she continued, as she sat down$5$ to$4$ the breakfast*table 205:167,14[' ]| with a happy countenance. 205:167,14[C ]| "How much they 205:167,15[C ]| must enjoy it! But" 205:167,15[' ]| (with a little return$0$ of anxiety) 205:167,16[C ]| "it cannot be expected to$9$ last$1$ long. At this time of 205:167,17[C ]| year, and after$4$ such a series of rain$0$, we shall certainly 205:167,18[C ]| have very little more of it. Frosts will$1$ soon set$1$ in$5$, and 205:167,19[C ]| in$4$ all probability with severity. In$4$ another day or two 205:167,20[C ]| perhaps; this extreme$2$ mildness can hardly last$1$ longer ~~ 205:167,21[C ]| nay, perhaps it may$1$ freeze to-night!" 205:167,22[A ]| "At any rate$0$," 205:167,22[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, wishing to$9$ prevent 205:167,23[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings from seeing her sister's thoughts as clearly 205:167,24[' ]| as she did, 205:167,24[A ]| "I dare$1#2$ say we shall have $SS#L$Sir*John and 205:167,25[A ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton in$4$ town by$4$ the end$0$ of next week." 205:167,26[K ]| "Aye, my dear$2#1$, I'll warrant you we do. $SS#M$Mary always 205:167,27[K ]| has her own$2$ way." 205:167,28@a | "And now," 205:167,28[' ]| silently conjectured $SS#A$Elinor, 205:167,28@a | "she will$1$ 205:167,29@a | write to$4$ Combe by$4$ this day's post." 205:167,30[' ]| But if she \did\, the letter was written and sent away 205:167,31[' ]| with a privacy which$6#1$ eluded all her watchfulness to$9$ 205:167,32[' ]| ascertain the fact. Whatever the truth of it might be, 205:167,33[' ]| and far as $SS#A$Elinor was from feeling thorough contentment 205:168,01[' ]| about$4$ it, yet while$3$ she saw $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ spirits, she could 205:168,02[' ]| not be very uncomfortable herself. And $SS#C$Marianne was 205:168,03[' ]| in$4$ spirits; happy in$4$ the mildness of the weather, and 205:168,04[' ]| still$5$ happier in$4$ her expectation of a frost. 205:168,05[' ]| The morning was chiefly spent in$4$ leaving cards at the 205:168,06[' ]| houses of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's acquaintance to$9$ inform them 205:168,07[' ]| of her being$1$ in$4$ town; and $SS#C$Marianne was all the time 205:168,08[' ]| busy in$4$ observing the direction of the wind, watching 205:168,09[' ]| the variations of the sky and imagining an alteration in$4$ 205:168,10[' ]| the air. 205:168,11[C ]| "Don't you find it colder than it was in$4$ the morning, 205:168,12[C ]| $SS#A$Elinor? There seems to$4$ me a very decided difference. 205:168,13[C ]| I can hardly keep my hands warm$2$ even$5$ in$4$ my muff. 205:168,14[C ]| It was not so$5#2$ yesterday, I think. The clouds seem 205:168,15[C ]| parting too$5#2$, the sun will$1$ be out$5$ in$4$ a moment; and we 205:168,16[C ]| shall have a clear$2$ afternoon." 205:168,17[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was alternately diverted and pained; but 205:168,18[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne persevered, and saw every night in$4$ the brightness 205:168,19[' ]| of the fire$0$, and every morning in$4$ the appearance 205:168,20[' ]| of the atmosphere, the certain symptoms of approaching 205:168,21[' ]| frost. 205:168,22[' ]| The $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods had no$2$ greater reason$0$ to$9$ be 205:168,23[' ]| dissatisfied with $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's style of living, and set$0$ 205:168,24[' ]| of acquaintance, than with her behaviour to$4$ themselves, 205:168,25[' ]| which$6#1$ was invariably kind$2$. Every*thing in$4$ her household 205:168,26[' ]| arrangements was conducted on$4$ the most liberal 205:168,27[' ]| plan, and excepting a few old city friends, whom$6#1$, to$4$ 205:168,28[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's regret$0$, she had never dropped, she 205:168,29[' ]| visited no*one, to$4$ whom$6#1$ an introduction could at all 205:168,30[' ]| discompose the feelings of her young companions. 205:168,31[' ]| Pleased to$9$ find herself more comfortably situated in$4$ 205:168,32[' ]| that$6#2$ particular than she had expected, $SS#A$Elinor was very 205:168,33[' ]| willing to$9$ compound for$4$ the want$0$ of much real enjoyment 205:168,34[' ]| from any of their evening parties, which$6#1$, whether 205:168,35[' ]| at home or abroad, formed only for$4$ cards, could have 205:168,36[' ]| little to$9$ amuse her. 205:168,37[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, who$6#1$ had a general$2$ invitation to$4$ the 205:168,38[' ]| house, was with them almost every day; he came to$9$ 205:169,01[' ]| look$1$ at $SS#C$Marianne and talk$1$ to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ often derived 205:169,02[' ]| more satisfaction from conversing with him than from 205:169,03[' ]| any other daily occurrence, but who$6#1$ saw at the same 205:169,04[' ]| time with much concern$0$ his continued regard$0$ for$4$ her 205:169,05[' ]| sister. She feared it was a strengthening regard$0$. It 205:169,06[' ]| grieved her to$9$ see the earnestness with which$6#1$ he often 205:169,07[' ]| watched $SS#C$Marianne, and his spirits were certainly worse 205:169,08[' ]| than when at Barton. 205:169,09[' ]| About$4$ a week after$4$ their arrival it became certain 205:169,10[' ]| that$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby was also arrived. His card was on$4$ the 205:169,11[' ]| table, when they came in$5$ from the morning's drive$0$. 205:169,12[C ]| "Good God!" 205:169,12[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 205:169,12[C ]| "he has been here 205:169,13[C ]| while$3$ we were out$5$." 205:169,13[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, rejoiced to$9$ be assured of 205:169,14[' ]| his being$1$ in$4$ London, now ventured to$9$ say, 205:169,14[A ]| "depend 205:169,15[A ]| upon$4$ it he will$1$ call$1$ again to-morrow." 205:169,15[' ]| But $SS#C$Marianne 205:169,16[' ]| seemed hardly to$9$ hear her, and on$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 205:169,17[' ]| entrance, escaped with the precious card. 205:169,18[' ]| This event, while$3$ it raised the spirits of $SS#A$Elinor, restored 205:169,19[' ]| to$4$ those of her sister, all, and more than all, their former 205:169,20[' ]| agitation. From this moment her mind$0$ was never quiet$2$; 205:169,21[' ]| the expectation of seeing him every hour of the day, 205:169,22[' ]| made her unfit for$4$ anything. She insisted on$4$ being$1$ left 205:169,23[' ]| behind, the next morning, when the others went out$5$. 205:169,24[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's thoughts were full of what might be passing 205:169,25[' ]| in$4$ Berkeley-street during their absence; but a moment's 205:169,26[' ]| glance$0$ at her sister when they returned was enough to$9$ 205:169,27[' ]| inform her, that$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby had paid no$2$ second$2$ visit$0$ 205:169,28[' ]| there. A note$0$ was just$5$ then brought in$5$, and laid on$4$ 205:169,29[' ]| the table. 205:169,30[C ]| "For$4$ me?" 205:169,30[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, stepping hastily forward$5$. 205:169,31[W ]| "No$7$, ma'am, for$4$ my mistress." 205:169,32[' ]| But $SS#C$Marianne, not convinced, took it instantly up$5$. 205:169,33[C ]| "It is indeed for$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings; how provoking!" 205:169,34[A ]| "You are expecting a letter then?" 205:169,34[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 205:169,35[' ]| unable to$9$ be longer silent. 205:169,36[C ]| "Yes, a little ~~ not much." 205:169,37[' ]| After$4$ a short pause$0$, 205:169,37[A ]| "you have no$2$ confidence in$4$ me, 205:169,38[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne." 205:170,01[C ]| "Nay, $SS#A$Elinor, this reproach$0$ from \you\ ~~ you who$6#1$ have 205:170,02[C ]| confidence in$4$ no*one!" 205:170,03[A ]| "Me!" 205:170,03[' ]| returned $SS#A$Elinor in$4$ some confusion; 205:170,03[A ]| "indeed, 205:170,04[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne, I have nothing to$9$ tell." 205:170,05[C ]| "Nor I," 205:170,05[' ]| answered $SS#C$Marianne with energy, 205:170,05[C ]| "our situations 205:170,06[C ]| then are alike. We have neither of us any*thing 205:170,07[C ]| to$9$ tell; you, because you communicate, and I, because 205:170,08[C ]| I conceal nothing." 205:170,09[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, distressed by$4$ this charge$0$ of reserve$0$ in$4$ herself, 205:170,10[' ]| which$6#1$ she was not at liberty to$9$ do away, knew not how, 205:170,11[' ]| under such circumstances, to$9$ press$1$ for$4$ greater openness 205:170,12[' ]| in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. 205:170,13[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings soon appeared, and the note$0$ being$1$ given 205:170,14[' ]| her, she read it aloud. It was from $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 205:170,15[' ]| announcing their arrival in$4$ Conduit-street the night 205:170,16[' ]| before$5$, and requesting the company of her mother and 205:170,17[' ]| cousins the following evening. Business on$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John's 205:170,18[' ]| part$0$, and a violent cold$0$ on$4$ her own$2$, prevented their 205:170,19[' ]| calling in$4$ Berkeley-street. The invitation was accepted: 205:170,20[' ]| but when the hour of appointment drew near$5$, necessary 205:170,21[' ]| as it was in$4$ common$2$ civility to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, that$3$ they 205:170,22[' ]| should both attend her on$4$ such a visit$0$, $SS#A$Elinor had 205:170,23[' ]| some difficulty in$4$ persuading her sister to$9$ go, for$3$ still$5$ 205:170,24[' ]| she had seen nothing of $SS#R$Willoughby; and therefore 205:170,25[' ]| was not more indisposed for$4$ amusement abroad, than 205:170,26[' ]| unwilling to$9$ run$1$ the risk$0$ of his calling again in$4$ her 205:170,27[' ]| absence. 205:170,28[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor found, when the evening was over, that$3$ disposition 205:170,29[' ]| is not materially altered by$4$ a change$0$ of abode, 205:170,30[' ]| for$3$ although scarcely settled in$4$ town, $SS#L$Sir*John had contrived 205:170,31[' ]| to$9$ collect around$4$ him, nearly twenty young people, 205:170,32[' ]| and to$9$ amuse them with a ball$0#2$. This was an affair, 205:170,33[' ]| however, of which$6#1$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton did not approve. In$4$ 205:170,34[' ]| the country, an unpremeditated dance$0$ was very allowable; 205:170,35[' ]| but in$4$ London, where the reputation of elegance 205:170,36[' ]| was more important and less easily attained, it was 205:170,37[' ]| risking too$5#1$ much for$4$ the gratification of a few girls, to$9$ 205:170,38[' ]| have it known that$3$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton had given a small 205:171,01[' ]| dance$0$ of eight or nine couple, with two violins, and 205:171,02[' ]| a mere side-board collation. 205:171,03[' ]| $SS#N$Mr% and $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer were of the party; from the 205:171,04[' ]| former, whom$6#1$ they had not seen before$5$ since their 205:171,05[' ]| arrival in$4$ town, as he was careful to$9$ avoid the appearance 205:171,06[' ]| of any attention to$4$ his mother-in-law, and therefore 205:171,07[' ]| never came near$4$ her, they received no$2$ mark$0$ of recognition 205:171,08[' ]| on$4$ their entrance. He looked at them slightly, 205:171,09[' ]| without seeming to$9$ know who$6#1$ they were, and merely 205:171,10[' ]| nodded to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings from the other side$0$ of the 205:171,11[' ]| room. $SS#C$Marianne gave one glance$0$ round$4$ the apartment 205:171,12[' ]| as she entered; it was enough, \he\ was not there ~~ and 205:171,13[' ]| she sat down$5$, equally ill-disposed to$9$ receive or communicate 205:171,14[' ]| pleasure. After$3$ they had been assembled 205:171,15[' ]| about$4$ an hour, $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer sauntered towards the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods 205:171,16[' ]| to$9$ express$1$ his surprise$0$ on$4$ seeing them in$4$ 205:171,17[' ]| town, though $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon had been first informed 205:171,18[' ]| of their arrival at his house, and he had himself said 205:171,19[' ]| something very droll on$4$ hearing that$3$ they were to$9$ come. 205:171,20[N ]| "I thought$1$ you were both in$4$ Devonshire," 205:171,20[' ]| said he. 205:171,21[A ]| "Did you?" 205:171,21[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor. 205:171,22[N ]| "When do you go back$5$ again?" 205:171,23[A ]| "I do not know." 205:171,23[' ]| And thus ended their discourse. 205:171,24[' ]| Never had $SS#C$Marianne been so$5#1$ unwilling to$9$ dance$1$ in$4$ 205:171,25[' ]| her life, as she was that$6#2$ evening, and never so$5#1$ much 205:171,26[' ]| fatigued by$4$ the exercise$0$. She complained of it as they 205:171,27[' ]| returned to$4$ Berkeley-street. 205:171,28[K ]| "Aye, aye," 205:171,28[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 205:171,28[K ]| "we know the reason$0$ 205:171,29[K ]| of all that$6#2$ very well$5$; if a certain person who$6#1$ shall be 205:171,30[K ]| nameless, had been there, you would not have been 205:171,31[K ]| a bit tired: and to$9$ say the truth it was not very pretty$2$ 205:171,32[K ]| of him not to$9$ give you the meeting when he was invited." 205:171,33[C ]| "Invited!" 205:171,33[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne. 205:171,34[K ]| "So$5#2$ my daughter $SS#M$Middleton told me, for$3$ it seems 205:171,35[K ]| $SS#L$Sir*John met him somewhere in$4$ the street this morning." 205:171,36[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne said no$2$ more, but looked exceedingly hurt. 205:171,37[' ]| Impatient in$4$ this situation to$9$ be doing something that$6#1$ 205:171,38[' ]| might lead$1$ to$4$ her sister's relief, $SS#A$Elinor resolved to$9$ write 205:172,01[' ]| the next morning to$4$ her mother, and hoped by$4$ awakening 205:172,02[' ]| her fears for$4$ the health of $SS#C$Marianne, to$9$ procure those 205:172,03[' ]| inquiries which$6#1$ had been so$5#1$ long delayed; and she was 205:172,04[' ]| still$5$ more eagerly bent on$4$ this measure$0$ by$4$ perceiving 205:172,05[' ]| after$4$ breakfast$0$ on$4$ the morrow, that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was again 205:172,06[' ]| writing to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, for$3$ she could not suppose it to$9$ 205:172,07[' ]| be to$4$ any other person. 205:172,08[' ]| About$4$ the middle of the day, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings went out$5$ 205:172,09[' ]| by$4$ herself on$4$ business, and $SS#A$Elinor began her letter 205:172,10[' ]| directly, while$3$ $SS#C$Marianne, too$5#1$ restless for$4$ employment, 205:172,11[' ]| too$5#1$ anxious for$4$ conversation, walked from one window 205:172,12[' ]| to$4$ the other, or sat down$5$ by$4$ the fire$0$ in$4$ melancholy$2$ 205:172,13[' ]| meditation. $SS#A$Elinor was very earnest in$4$ her application 205:172,14[' ]| to$4$ her mother, relating all that$6#1$ had passed, her suspicions 205:172,15[' ]| of $SS#R$Willoughby's inconstancy, urging her by$4$ every plea 205:172,16[' ]| of duty and affection to$9$ demand$1$ from $SS#C$Marianne, an 205:172,17[' ]| account$0$ of her real situation with respect$0$ to$4$ him. 205:172,18[' ]| Her letter was scarcely finished, when a rap foretold 205:172,19[' ]| a visitor, and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon was announced. $SS#C$Marianne, 205:172,20[' ]| who$6#1$ had seen him from the window, and who$6#1$ 205:172,21[' ]| hated company of any kind$0$, left the room before$3$ he 205:172,22[' ]| entered it. He looked more than usually grave$2$, and 205:172,23[' ]| though expressing satisfaction at finding $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood 205:172,24[' ]| alone, as if he had somewhat in$4$ particular to$9$ tell her, 205:172,25[' ]| sat for$4$ some time without saying a word. $SS#A$Elinor, persuaded 205:172,26[' ]| that$3$ he had some communication to$9$ make$1$ in$4$ 205:172,27[' ]| which$6#1$ her sister was concerned, impatiently expected its 205:172,28[' ]| opening. It was not the first time of her feeling the 205:172,29[' ]| same kind$0$ of conviction; for$3$ more than once before$5$, 205:172,30[' ]| beginning with the observation of 205:172,30[H ]| "your sister looks$1$ 205:172,31[H ]| unwell to-day," 205:172,31[' ]| or 205:172,31[H ]| "your sister seems out$5$ of spirits," 205:172,32[' ]| he had appeared on$4$ the point$0$, either of disclosing, or 205:172,33[' ]| of inquiring, something particular about$4$ her. After$4$ 205:172,34[' ]| a pause$0$ of several minutes, their silence$0$ was broken, by$4$ 205:172,35[' ]| his asking her in$4$ a voice of some agitation, 205:172,35@h | when he was 205:172,36@h | to$9$ congratulate her on$4$ the acquisition of a brother? 205:172,37[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was not prepared for$4$ such a question$0$, and having 205:172,38[' ]| no$2$ answer$0$ ready, was obliged to$9$ adopt the simple$2$ and 205:173,01[' ]| common$2$ expedient$0$, of asking what he meant? He tried 205:173,02[' ]| to$9$ smile$1$ as he replied, 205:173,02[H ]| "your sister's engagement to$4$ 205:173,03[H ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby is very generally known." 205:173,04[A ]| "It cannot be generally known," 205:173,04[' ]| returned $SS#A$Elinor, 205:173,05[A ]| "for$3$ her own$2$ family do not know it." 205:173,06[' ]| He looked surprised and said, 205:173,06[H ]| "I beg your pardon$0$, 205:173,07[H ]| I am afraid my inquiry has been impertinent; but I had 205:173,08[H ]| not supposed any secrecy intended, as they openly correspond, 205:173,09[H ]| and their marriage is universally talked of." 205:173,10[A ]| "How can that$6#2$ be? By$4$ whom$6#2$ can you have heard 205:173,11[A ]| it mentioned?" 205:173,12[H ]| "By$4$ many ~~ by$4$ some of whom$6#1$ you know nothing, by$4$ 205:173,13[H ]| others with whom$6#1$ you are most intimate$2$, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 205:173,14[H ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer, and the $SS#L1$Middletons. But still$5$ I might not 205:173,15[H ]| have believed it, for$3$ where the mind$0$ is perhaps rather 205:173,16[H ]| unwilling to$9$ be convinced, it will$1$ always find something 205:173,17[H ]| to$9$ support$1$ its doubts$0$, if I had not, when the servant 205:173,18[H ]| let me in$5$ to-day, accidentally seen a letter in$4$ his hand$0$, 205:173,19[H ]| directed to$4$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby in$4$ your sister's writing. 205:173,20[H ]| I came to$9$ inquire, but I was convinced before$3$ I could 205:173,21[H ]| ask the question$0$. Is every*thing finally settled? Is it 205:173,22[H ]| impossible to$9$ ~~? But I have no$2$ right$0$, and I could 205:173,23[H ]| have no$2$ chance$0$ of succeeding. Excuse$1$ me, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood. 205:173,24[H ]| I believe I have been wrong in$4$ saying so$5#1$ much, 205:173,25[H ]| but I hardly know what to$9$ do, and on$4$ your prudence 205:173,26[H ]| I have the strongest dependence. Tell me that$3$ it is all 205:173,27[H ]| absolutely resolved on$5$, that$3$ any attempt$0$, that$3$ in$4$ short 205:173,28[H ]| concealment, if concealment be possible, is all that$6#1$ 205:173,29[H ]| remains$1$." 205:173,30[' ]| These words, which$6#1$ conveyed to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor a direct$2$ avowal 205:173,31[' ]| of his love$0$ for$4$ her sister, affected her very much. She 205:173,32[' ]| was not immediately able to$9$ say anything, and even$5$ 205:173,33[' ]| when her spirits were recovered, she debated for$4$ a short 205:173,34[' ]| time, on$4$ the answer$0$ it would be most proper to$9$ give. 205:173,35[' ]| The real state$0$ of things between $SS#R$Willoughby and her 205:173,36[' ]| sister was so$5#1$ little known to$4$ herself, that$3$ in$4$ endeavouring 205:173,37[' ]| to$9$ explain it, she might be as liable to$9$ say too$5#1$ much as 205:173,38[' ]| too$5#1$ little. Yet as she was convinced that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne's 205:174,01[' ]| affection for$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, could leave$1$ no$2$ hope$0$ of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's 205:174,02[' ]| success, whatever the event of that$6#2$ affection 205:174,03[' ]| might be, and at the same time wished to$9$ shield her 205:174,04[' ]| conduct$0$ from censure$0$, she thought$1$ it most prudent and 205:174,05[' ]| kind$2$, after$4$ some consideration, to$9$ say more than she 205:174,06[' ]| really knew or believed. She acknowledged, therefore, 205:174,07[' ]| that$3$ 205:174,07@a | though she had never been informed by$4$ themselves 205:174,08@a | of the terms on$4$ which$6#1$ they stood with each other, of 205:174,09@a | their mutual affection she had no$2$ doubt$0$, and of their 205:174,10@a | correspondence she was not astonished to$9$ hear. 205:174,11[' ]| He listened to$4$ her with silent attention, and on$4$ her 205:174,12[' ]| ceasing to$9$ speak, rose$1$ directly from his seat, and after$4$ 205:174,13[' ]| saying in$4$ a voice of emotion, 205:174,13[H ]| "to$4$ your sister I wish$1$ all 205:174,14[H ]| imaginable happiness; to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby that$3$ he may$1$ 205:174,15[H ]| endeavour$1$ to$9$ deserve her," ~~ 205:174,15[' ]| took leave$0$, and went away. 205:174,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor derived no$2$ comfortable feelings from this conversation, 205:174,17[' ]| to$9$ lessen the uneasiness of her mind$0$ on$4$ other 205:174,18[' ]| points; she was left, on$4$ the contrary, with a melancholy$2$ 205:174,19[' ]| impression of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's unhappiness, and was 205:174,20[' ]| prevented even$5$ from wishing it removed, by$4$ her anxiety 205:174,21[' ]| for$4$ the very event that$6#1$ must confirm it. 206:175,01[' ]| Nothing occurred during the next three or four days, 206:175,02[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ $SS#A$Elinor regret$1$ what she had done, in$4$ applying 206:175,03[' ]| to$4$ her mother; for$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby neither came nor wrote. 206:175,04[' ]| The were engaged about$4$ the end$0$ of that$6#2$ time to$9$ attend 206:175,05[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton to$4$ a party, from which$6#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 206:175,06[' ]| was kept away by$4$ the indisposition of her youngest 206:175,07[' ]| daughter; and for$4$ this party, $SS#C$Marianne, wholly 206:175,08[' ]| dispirited, careless of her appearance, and seeming 206:175,09[' ]| equally indifferent whether she went or staid, prepared, 206:175,10[' ]| without one look$0$ of hope$0$, or one expression of pleasure. 206:175,11[' ]| She sat by$4$ the drawing*room fire$0$ after$4$ tea, till the 206:175,12[' ]| moment of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's arrival, without once 206:175,13[' ]| stirring from her seat, or altering her attitude, lost in$4$ 206:175,14[' ]| her own$2$ thoughts and insensible of her sister's presence; 206:175,15[' ]| and when at last$0$ they were told that$3$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 206:175,16[' ]| waited for$4$ them at the door, she started as if she had 206:175,17[' ]| forgotten that$3$ any*one was expected. 206:175,18[' ]| They arrived in$4$ due$2$ time at the place$0$ of destination, 206:175,19[' ]| and as soon as the string of carriages before$4$ them would 206:175,20[' ]| allow, alighted, ascended the stairs, heard their names 206:175,21[' ]| announced from one landing-place to$4$ another in$4$ an 206:175,22[' ]| audible voice, and entered a room splendidly lit up$5$, 206:175,23[' ]| quite full of company, and insufferably hot. When they 206:175,24[' ]| had paid their tribute of politeness by$4$ curtesying to$4$ the 206:175,25[' ]| lady of the house, they were permitted to$9$ mingle in$4$ 206:175,26[' ]| the croud, and take their share$0$ of the heat$0$ and inconvenience, 206:175,27[' ]| to$4$ which$6#1$ their arrival must necessarily add. 206:175,28[' ]| After$4$ some time spent in$4$ saying little and doing less, 206:175,29[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton sat down$5$ to$4$ Casino, and as $SS#C$Marianne 206:175,30[' ]| was not in$4$ spirits for$4$ moving about$5$, she and $SS#A$Elinor 206:175,31[' ]| luckily succeeding to$4$ chairs, placed themselves at no$2$ 206:175,32[' ]| great distance$0$ from the table. 206:175,33[' ]| They had not remained in$4$ this manner long, before$3$ 206:176,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor perceived $SS#R$Willoughby, standing within a few 206:176,02[' ]| yards of them, in$4$ earnest conversation with a very 206:176,03[' ]| fashionable looking young woman. She soon caught his 206:176,04[' ]| eye, and he immediately bowed, but without attempting 206:176,05[' ]| to$9$ speak to$4$ her, or to$9$ approach$1$ $SS#C$Marianne, though he 206:176,06[' ]| could not but see her; and then continued his discourse 206:176,07[' ]| with the same lady. $SS#A$Elinor turned involuntarily to$4$ 206:176,08[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, to$9$ see whether it could be unobserved by$4$ her. 206:176,09[' ]| At that$6#2$ moment she first perceived him, and her whole$2$ 206:176,10[' ]| countenance glowing with sudden$2$ delight$0$, she would 206:176,11[' ]| have moved towards him instantly, had not her sister 206:176,12[' ]| caught hold$0$ of her. 206:176,13[C ]| "Good heavens!" 206:176,13[' ]| she exclaimed, 206:176,13[C ]| "he is there ~~ he 206:176,14[C ]| is there ~~ Oh! why does he not look$1$ at me? why cannot 206:176,15[C ]| I speak to$4$ him?" 206:176,16[A ]| "Pray, pray be composed," 206:176,16[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor, 206:176,16[A ]| "and do 206:176,17[A ]| not betray what you feel to$4$ every*body present$5$. Perhaps 206:176,18[A ]| he has not observed you yet." 206:176,19[' ]| This however was more than she could believe herself; 206:176,20[' ]| and to$9$ be composed at such a moment was not only 206:176,21[' ]| beyond$4$ the reach$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne, it was beyond$4$ her wish$0$. 206:176,22[' ]| She sat in$4$ an agony of impatience, which$6#1$ affected every 206:176,23[' ]| feature. 206:176,24[' ]| At last$0$ he turned round$5$ again, and regarded them 206:176,25[' ]| both; she started up$5$, and pronouncing his name$0$ in$4$ 206:176,26[' ]| a tone of affection, held out$5$ her hand$0$ to$4$ him. He 206:176,27[' ]| approached, and addressing himself rather to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor 206:176,28[' ]| than $SS#C$Marianne, as if wishing to$9$ avoid her eye, and 206:176,29[' ]| determined not to$9$ observe her attitude, inquired in$4$ 206:176,30[' ]| a hurried manner after$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, and asked how 206:176,31[' ]| long they had been in$4$ town. $SS#A$Elinor was robbed of all 206:176,32[' ]| presence of mind$0$ by$4$ such an address$0$, and was unable 206:176,33[' ]| to$9$ say a word. But the feelings of her sister were 206:176,34[' ]| instantly expressed. Her face$0$ was crimsoned over, and 206:176,35[' ]| she exclaimed in$4$ a voice of the greatest emotion, 206:176,35[C ]| "Good 206:176,36[C ]| God! $SS#R$Willoughby, what is the meaning of this? Have 206:176,37[C ]| you not received my letters? Will$1$ you not shake$1$ hands 206:176,38[C ]| with me?" 206:177,01[' ]| He could not then avoid it, but her touch$0$ seemed 206:177,02[' ]| painful to$4$ him, and he held her hand$0$ only for$4$ a moment. 206:177,03[' ]| During all this time he was evidently struggling for$4$ 206:177,04[' ]| composure. $SS#A$Elinor watched his countenance and saw 206:177,05[' ]| its expression becoming more tranquil. After$4$ a moment's 206:177,06[' ]| pause$0$, he spoke with calmness. 206:177,07[R ]| "I did myself the honour$0$ of calling in$4$ Berkeley-street 206:177,08[R ]| last$2$ Tuesday, and very much regretted that$3$ I was not 206:177,09[R ]| fortunate enough to$9$ find yourselves and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 206:177,10[R ]| at home. My card was not lost, I hope$1$." 206:177,11[C ]| "But have you not received my notes?" 206:177,11[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne 206:177,12[' ]| in$4$ the wildest anxiety. 206:177,12[C ]| "Here is some mistake$0$ 206:177,13[C ]| I am sure ~~ some dreadful mistake$0$. What can be the 206:177,14[C ]| meaning of it? Tell me, $SS#R$Willoughby; for$4$ heaven's sake 206:177,15[C ]| tell me, what is the matter?" 206:177,16[' ]| He made no$2$ reply$0$; his complexion changed and all 206:177,17[' ]| his embarrassment returned; but as if, on$4$ catching the 206:177,18[' ]| eye of the young lady with whom$6#1$ he had been previously 206:177,19[' ]| talking, he felt the necessity of instant$2$ exertion, he 206:177,20[' ]| recovered himself again, and after$4$ saying, 206:177,20[R ]| "Yes, I had 206:177,21[R ]| the pleasure of receiving the information of your arrival 206:177,22[R ]| in$4$ town, which$6#1$ you were so$5#1$ good as to$9$ send me," 206:177,22[' ]| turned 206:177,23[' ]| hastily away with a slight$2$ bow$0#1$ and joined his friend. 206:177,24[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, now looking dreadfully white, and unable 206:177,25[' ]| to$9$ stand$1$, sunk into her chair, and $SS#A$Elinor, expecting 206:177,26[' ]| every moment to$9$ see her faint$1$, tried to$9$ screen her from 206:177,27[' ]| the observation of others, while$3$ reviving her with 206:177,28[' ]| lavendar water. 206:177,29[C ]| "Go to$4$ him, $SS#A$Elinor," 206:177,29[' ]| she cried, as soon as she could 206:177,30[' ]| speak, 206:177,30[C ]| "and force$1$ him to$9$ come to$4$ me. Tell him I must 206:177,31[C ]| see him again ~~ must speak to$4$ him instantly. ~~ I cannot 206:177,32[C ]| rest$1$ ~~ I shall not have a moment's peace till this is 206:177,33[C ]| explained ~~ some dreadful misapprehension or other. ~~ 206:177,34[C ]| Oh go to$4$ him this moment." 206:177,35[A ]| "How can that$6#2$ be done? No$7$, my dearest $SS#C$Marianne, 206:177,36[A ]| you must wait. This is not a place$0$ for$4$ explanations. 206:177,37[A ]| Wait only till to-morrow." 206:177,38[' ]| With difficulty however could she prevent her from 206:178,01[' ]| following him herself; and to$9$ persuade her to$9$ check$1$ her 206:178,02[' ]| agitation, to$9$ wait, at least, with the appearance of composure, 206:178,03[' ]| till she might speak to$4$ him with more privacy 206:178,04[' ]| and more effect$0$, was impossible; for$3$ $SS#C$Marianne continued 206:178,05[' ]| incessantly to$9$ give way in$4$ a low voice to$4$ the misery of 206:178,06[' ]| her feelings, by$4$ exclamations of wretchedness. In$4$ a short 206:178,07[' ]| time $SS#A$Elinor saw $SS#R$Willoughby quit the room by$4$ the door 206:178,08[' ]| towards the staircase, and telling $SS#C$Marianne that$3$ he was 206:178,09[' ]| gone, urged the impossibility of speaking to$4$ him again 206:178,10[' ]| that$6#2$ evening, as a fresh argument for$4$ her to$9$ be calm$2$. 206:178,11[' ]| She instantly begged her sister would entreat $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 206:178,12[' ]| to$9$ take them home, as she was too$5#1$ miserable 206:178,13[' ]| to$9$ stay$1$ a minute$0$ longer. 206:178,14[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, though in$4$ the middle of a rubber, 206:178,15[' ]| on$4$ being$1$ informed that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was unwell, was too$5#1$ 206:178,16[' ]| polite to$9$ object$1$ for$4$ a moment to$4$ her wish$0$ of going away, 206:178,17[' ]| and making over her cards to$4$ a friend, they departed as 206:178,18[' ]| soon as the carriage could be found. Scarcely a word was 206:178,19[' ]| spoken during their return$0$ to$4$ Berkeley-street. $SS#C$Marianne 206:178,20[' ]| was in$4$ a silent agony, too$5#1$ much oppressed even$5$ for$4$ tears; 206:178,21[' ]| but as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was luckily not come home, they 206:178,22[' ]| could go directly to$4$ their own$2$ room, where hartshorn 206:178,23[' ]| restored her a little to$4$ herself. She was soon undressed 206:178,24[' ]| and in$4$ bed, and as she seemed desirous of being$1$ alone, 206:178,25[' ]| her sister then left her, and while$3$ she waited the return$0$ 206:178,26[' ]| of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, had leisure enough for$4$ thinking over 206:178,27[' ]| the past$0$. 206:178,28@a | That$3$ some kind$0$ of engagement had subsisted between 206:178,29@a | $SS#R$Willoughby and $SS#C$Marianne she could not doubt$1$; and 206:178,30@a | that$3$ $SS#R$Willoughby was weary of it, seemed equally clear$2$; 206:178,31@a | for$3$ however $SS#C$Marianne might still$5$ feed her own$2$ wishes$0$, 206:178,32@a | \she\ could not attribute such behaviour to$4$ mistake$0$ or 206:178,33@a | misapprehension of any kind$0$. Nothing but a thorough 206:178,34@a | change$0$ of sentiment could account$1$ for$4$ it. 206:178,34[' ]| Her indignation 206:178,35[' ]| would have been still$5$ stronger than it was, had she 206:178,36[' ]| not witnessed that$6#2$ embarrassment which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ 206:178,37[' ]| speak a consciousness of his own$2$ misconduct, and prevented 206:178,38[' ]| her from believing him so$5#1$ unprincipled as to$9$ 206:179,01[' ]| have been sporting with the affections of her sister from 206:179,02[' ]| the first, without any design$0$ that$6#1$ would bear$1$ investigation. 206:179,03@a | Absence might have weakened his regard$0$, and 206:179,04@a | convenience might have determined him to$9$ overcome it, 206:179,05@a | but that$3$ such a regard$0$ had formerly existed she could 206:179,05@a | not bring herself to$9$ doubt$1$. 206:179,06@a | As for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, on$4$ the pangs which$6#1$ so$5#1$ unhappy 206:179,07@a | a meeting must already have given her, and on$4$ those 206:179,08@a | still$5$ more severe which$6#1$ might await her in$4$ its probable 206:179,09@a | consequence, she could not reflect without the deepest 206:179,10@a | concern$0$. Her own$2$ situation gained in$4$ the comparison; 206:179,11@a | for$3$ while$3$ she could \esteem$1$\ $SS#B$Edward as much as ever, 206:179,12@a | however they might be divided in$4$ future, her mind$0$ 206:179,13@a | might be always supported. But every circumstance 206:179,14@a | that$6#1$ could embitter such an evil seemed uniting to$9$ 206:179,15@a | heighten the misery of $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ a final separation 206:179,16@a | from $SS#R$Willoughby ~~ in$4$ an immediate and irreconcileable 206:179,17@a | rupture with him. 207:180,01[' ]| Before$3$ the house-maid had lit their fire$0$ the next day, 207:180,02[' ]| or the sun gained any power over a cold$2$, gloomy morning 207:180,03[' ]| in$4$ January, $SS#C$Marianne, only half*dressed, was kneeling 207:180,04[' ]| against one of the window-seats for$4$ the sake of all the 207:180,05[' ]| little light$0$ she could command$1$ from it, and writing as 207:180,06[' ]| fast as a continual flow$0$ of tears would permit her. In$4$ 207:180,07[' ]| this situation, $SS#A$Elinor, roused from sleep$0$ by$4$ her agitation 207:180,08[' ]| and sobs, first perceived her; and after$4$ observing her 207:180,09[' ]| for$4$ a few moments with silent anxiety, said, in$4$ a tone 207:180,10[' ]| of the most considerate gentleness, 207:180,11[A ]| "$SS#C$Marianne, may$1$ I ask?" ~~ 207:180,12[C ]| "No$7$, $SS#A$Elinor," 207:180,12[' ]| she replied, 207:180,12[C ]| "ask nothing; you will$1$ 207:180,13[C ]| soon know all." 207:180,14[' ]| The sort of desperate calmness with which$6#1$ this was 207:180,15[' ]| said, lasted no$2$ longer than while$3$ she spoke, and was 207:180,16[' ]| immediately followed by$4$ a return$0$ of the same excessive 207:180,17[' ]| affliction. It was some minutes before$3$ she could go on$5$ 207:180,18[' ]| with her letter, and the frequent bursts of grief which$6#1$ 207:180,19[' ]| still$5$ obliged her, at intervals, to$9$ withhold her pen, were 207:180,20[' ]| proofs enough of her feeling how more than probable it 207:180,21[' ]| was that$3$ she was writing for$4$ the last$2$ time to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby. 207:180,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor paid her every quiet$2$ and unobtrusive attention 207:180,23[' ]| in$4$ her power; and she would have tried to$9$ sooth and 207:180,24[' ]| tranquillize her still$5$ more, had not $SS#C$Marianne entreated 207:180,25[' ]| her, with all the eagerness of the most nervous irritability, 207:180,26@c | not to$9$ speak to$4$ her for$4$ the world. 207:180,26[' ]| In$4$ such circumstances, 207:180,27[' ]| it was better for$4$ both that$3$ they should not be long 207:180,28[' ]| together; and the restless state$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne's mind$0$ not 207:180,29[' ]| only prevented her from remaining in$4$ the room a moment 207:180,30[' ]| after$3$ she was dressed, but requiring at once solitude and 207:180,31[' ]| continual change$0$ of place$0$, made her wander about$4$ the 207:180,32[' ]| house till breakfast$0$ time, avoiding the sight of every*body. 207:180,33[' ]| 207:181,01[' ]| At breakfast$0$ she neither ate, nor attempted to$9$ eat 207:181,02[' ]| any*thing; and $SS#A$Elinor's attention was then all employed, 207:181,03[' ]| not in$4$ urging her, not in$4$ pitying her, nor in$4$ appearing 207:181,04[' ]| to$9$ regard$1$ her, but in$4$ endeavouring to$9$ engage $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 207:181,05[' ]| notice$0$ entirely to$4$ herself. 207:181,06[' ]| As this was a favourite$2$ meal with $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, it 207:181,07[' ]| lasted a considerable time, and they were just$5$ setting 207:181,08[' ]| themselves, after$4$ it, round$4$ the common$2$ working*table, 207:181,09[' ]| when a letter was delivered to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, which$6#1$ she 207:181,10[' ]| eagerly caught from the servant, and, turning of a death-like 207:181,11[' ]| paleness, instantly ran out$5$ of the room. $SS#A$Elinor, 207:181,12[' ]| who$6#1$ saw as plainly by$4$ this, as if she had seen the direction, 207:181,13[' ]| that$3$ it must come from $SS#R$Willoughby, felt immediately 207:181,14[' ]| such a sickness at heart as made her hardly able 207:181,15[' ]| to$9$ hold$1$ up$5$ her head$0$, and sat in$4$ such a general$2$ tremour 207:181,16[' ]| as made her fear$1$ it impossible to$9$ escape$1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 207:181,17[' ]| notice$0$. That$3$ good lady, however, saw only that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne 207:181,18[' ]| had received a letter from $SS#R$Willoughby, which$6#1$ 207:181,19[' ]| appeared to$4$ her a very good joke, and which$6#1$ she treated 207:181,20[' ]| accordingly, by$4$ hoping, with a laugh$0$, that$3$ she would 207:181,21[' ]| find it to$4$ her liking. Of $SS#A$Elinor's distress$0$, she was too$5#1$ 207:181,22[' ]| busily employed in$4$ measuring lengths of worsted for$4$ her 207:181,23[' ]| rug, to$9$ see any*thing at all; and calmly continuing 207:181,24[' ]| her talk$0$, as soon as $SS#C$Marianne disappeared, she said, 207:181,25[K ]| "Upon$4$ my word I never saw a young woman so$5#1$ 207:181,26[K ]| desperately in$4$ love$0$ in$4$ my life! \My\ girls were nothing 207:181,27[K ]| to$4$ her, and yet they used to$9$ be foolish enough; but as 207:181,28[K ]| for$4$ $SS#C$Miss*Marianne, she is quite an altered creature. 207:181,29[K ]| I hope$1$, from the bottom of my heart, he wo'nt keep 207:181,30[K ]| her waiting much longer, for$3$ it is quite grievous to$9$ see 207:181,31[K ]| her look$1$ so$5#1$ ill and forlorn. Pray, when are they to$9$ be 207:181,32[K ]| married?" 207:181,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, though never less disposed to$9$ speak than at 207:181,34[' ]| that$6#2$ moment, obliged herself to$9$ answer$1$ such an attack$0$ 207:181,35[' ]| as this, and, therefore, trying to$9$ smile$1$, replied, 207:181,35[A ]| "And 207:181,36[A ]| have you really, Ma'am, talked yourself into a persuasion 207:181,37[A ]| of my sister's being$1$ engaged to$4$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby? 207:181,38[A ]| I thought$1$ it had been only a joke, but so$5#1$ serious$2$ 207:182,01[A ]| a question$0$ seems to$9$ imply more; and I must beg, 207:182,02[A ]| therefore, that$3$ you will$1$ not deceive yourself any longer. 207:182,03[A ]| I do assure you that$3$ nothing would surprise$1$ me more 207:182,04[A ]| than to$9$ hear of their being$1$ going to$9$ be married." 207:182,05[K ]| "For$4$ shame$0$, for$4$ shame$0$, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood! how can 207:182,06[K ]| you talk$1$ so$5#2$! Don't we all know that$3$ it must be a match$0$, 207:182,07[K ]| that$3$ they were over head$0$ and ears in$4$ love$0$ with each 207:182,08[K ]| other from the first moment they met? Did not I see 207:182,09[K ]| them together in$4$ Devonshire every day, and all day 207:182,10[K ]| long; and did not I know that$3$ your sister came to$4$ 207:182,11[K ]| town with me on$4$ purpose to$9$ buy wedding clothes? 207:182,12[K ]| Come, come, this wo'nt do. Because you are so$5#1$ sly 207:182,13[K ]| about$4$ it yourself, you think nobody else has any senses; 207:182,14[K ]| but it is no$2$ such thing, I can tell you, for$3$ it has been 207:182,15[K ]| known all over town this ever so$5#1$ long. I tell every*body 207:182,16[K ]| of it and so$5#2$ does $SS#O$Charlotte." 207:182,17[A ]| "Indeed, Ma'am," 207:182,17[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, very seriously, 207:182,17[A ]| "you 207:182,18[A ]| are mistaken. Indeed, you are doing a very unkind 207:182,19[A ]| thing in$4$ spreading the report$0$, and you will$1$ find that$3$ 207:182,20[A ]| you have, though you will$1$ not believe me now." 207:182,21[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings laughed again, but $SS#A$Elinor had not 207:182,22[' ]| spirits to$9$ say more, and eager at all events to$9$ know 207:182,23[' ]| what $SS#R$Willoughby had written, hurried away to$4$ their 207:182,24[' ]| room, where, on$4$ opening the door, she saw $SS#C$Marianne 207:182,25[' ]| stretched on$4$ the bed, almost choked by$4$ grief, one letter 207:182,26[' ]| in$4$ her hand$0$, and two or three others lying by$4$ her. 207:182,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor drew near$5$, but without saying a word; and 207:182,28[' ]| seating herself on$4$ the bed, took her hand$0$, kissed her 207:182,29[' ]| affectionately several times, and then gave way to$4$ 207:182,30[' ]| a burst$0$ of tears, which$6#1$ at first was scarcely less violent 207:182,31[' ]| than $SS#C$Marianne's. The latter, though unable to$9$ speak, 207:182,32[' ]| seemed to$9$ feel all the tenderness of this behaviour, and 207:182,33[' ]| after$4$ some time thus spent in$4$ joint affliction, she put 207:182,34[' ]| all the letters into $SS#A$Elinor's hands; and then covering 207:182,35[' ]| her face$0$ with her handkerchief, almost screamed with 207:182,36[' ]| agony. $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ knew that$3$ such grief, shocking as 207:182,37[' ]| it was to$9$ witness$1$ it, must have its course$0$, watched by$4$ 207:182,38[' ]| her till this excess of suffering had somewhat spent itself, 207:183,01[' ]| and then turning eagerly to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby's letter, read as 207:183,02[' ]| follows: 207:183,03[R ]| \Bond*Street\, \January\. 207:183,04[R ]| MY DEAR$2#1$ MADAM, 207:183,05[R ]| I have just$5$ had the honour$0$ of receiving your letter, 207:183,06[R ]| for$4$ which$6#1$ I beg to$9$ return$1$ my sincere acknowledgments. 207:183,07[R ]| I am much concerned to$9$ find there was any*thing in$4$ 207:183,08[R ]| my behaviour last$2$ night that$6#1$ did not meet$1$ your approbation; 207:183,09[R ]| and though I am quite at a loss to$9$ discover in$4$ 207:183,10[R ]| what point$0$ I could be so$5#1$ unfortunate as to$9$ offend you, 207:183,11[R ]| I entreat your forgiveness of what I can assure you to$9$ 207:183,12[R ]| have been perfectly unintentional. I shall never reflect 207:183,13[R ]| on$4$ my former acquaintance with your family in$4$ Devonshire 207:183,14[R ]| without the most grateful pleasure, and flatter 207:183,15[R ]| myself it will$1$ not be broken by$4$ any mistake$0$ or misapprehension 207:183,16[R ]| of my actions. My esteem$0$ for$4$ your whole$2$ 207:183,17[R ]| family is very sincere; but if I have been so$5#1$ unfortunate 207:183,18[R ]| as to$9$ give rise$0$ to$4$ a belief of more than I felt, or meant 207:183,19[R ]| to$9$ express$1$, I shall reproach$1$ myself for$4$ not having been 207:183,20[R ]| more guarded in$4$ my professions of that$6#2$ esteem$0$. That$3$ 207:183,21[R ]| I should ever have meant more you will$1$ allow to$9$ be 207:183,22[R ]| impossible, when you understand that$3$ my affections 207:183,23[R ]| have been long engaged elsewhere, and it will$1$ not be 207:183,24[R ]| many weeks, I believe, before$3$ this engagement is fulfilled. 207:183,25[R ]| It is with great regret$0$ that$3$ I obey your commands 207:183,26[R ]| of returning the letters, with which$6#1$ I have been honoured 207:183,27[R ]| from you, and the lock$0$ of hair, which$6#1$ you so$5#1$ obligingly 207:183,28[R ]| bestowed on$4$ me. 207:183,29[R ]| I am, dear$2#1$ Madam, 207:183,30[R ]| Your most obedient 207:183,31[R ]| humble$2$ Servant, 207:183,32[R ]| $SS#R$JOHN*WILLOUGHBY. 207:183,33[R ]| 207:183,34[' ]| With what indignation such a letter as this must be 207:183,35[' ]| read by$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, may$1$ be imagined. Though 207:183,36[' ]| aware, before$3$ she began it, that$3$ it must bring a confession 207:183,37[' ]| of his inconstancy, and confirm their separation 207:183,38[' ]| for*ever, she was not aware that$3$ such language could 207:184,01[' ]| be suffered to$9$ announce it; nor could she have supposed 207:184,02[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby capable of departing so$5#1$ far from the appearance 207:184,03[' ]| of every honourable and delicate feeling ~~ so$5#1$ far 207:184,04[' ]| from the common$2$ decorum of a gentleman, as to$9$ send 207:184,05[' ]| a letter so$5#1$ impudently cruel: a letter which$6#1$, instead of 207:184,06[' ]| bringing with his desire$0$ of a release$0$ any professions of 207:184,07[' ]| regret$0$, acknowledged no$2$ breach of faith, denied all 207:184,08[' ]| peculiar affection whatever ~~ a letter of which$6#1$ every line 207:184,09[' ]| was an insult, and which$6#1$ proclaimed its writer to$9$ be 207:184,10[' ]| deep in$4$ hardened villany. 207:184,11[' ]| She paused over it for$4$ some time with indignant 207:184,12[' ]| astonishment; then read it again and again; but every 207:184,13[' ]| perusal only served to$9$ increase$1$ her abhorrence of the 207:184,14[' ]| man, and so$5#1$ bitter were her feelings against him, that$3$ 207:184,15[' ]| she dared not trust$1$ herself to$9$ speak, lest she might 207:184,16[' ]| wound$1#2$ $SS#C$Marianne still$5$ deeper by$4$ treating their disengagement, 207:184,17[' ]| not as a loss to$4$ her of any possible good but as 207:184,18[' ]| an escape$0$ from the worst and most irremediable of all 207:184,19[' ]| evils, a connection, for$4$ life, with an unprincipled man, 207:184,20[' ]| as a deliverance the most real, a blessing the most 207:184,21[' ]| important. 207:184,22[' ]| In$4$ her earnest meditations on$4$ the contents of the 207:184,23[' ]| letter, on$4$ the depravity of that$6#2$ mind$0$ which$6#1$ could dictate$1$ 207:184,24[' ]| it, and, probably, on$4$ the very different mind$0$ of a very 207:184,25[' ]| different person, who$6#1$ had no$2$ other connection whatever 207:184,26[' ]| with the affair than what her heart gave him with every*thing 207:184,27[' ]| that$6#1$ passed, $SS#A$Elinor forgot the immediate distress$0$ 207:184,28[' ]| of her sister, forgot that$3$ she had three letters on$4$ her lap 207:184,29[' ]| yet unread, and so$5#1$ entirely forgot how long she had 207:184,30[' ]| been in$4$ the room, that$3$ when on$4$ hearing a carriage drive$1$ 207:184,31[' ]| up$5$ to$4$ the door, she went to$4$ the window to$9$ see who$6#1$ 207:184,32[' ]| could be coming so$5#1$ unreasonably early, she was all 207:184,33[' ]| astonishment to$9$ perceive $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's chariot, which$6#1$ 207:184,34[' ]| she knew had not been ordered till one. Determined 207:184,35[' ]| not to$9$ quit $SS#C$Marianne, though hopeless of contributing, 207:184,36[' ]| at present$0#1$, to$4$ her ease$0$, she hurried away to$9$ excuse$1$ 207:184,37[' ]| herself from attending $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, on$4$ account$0$ of her 207:184,38[' ]| sister being$1$ indisposed. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, with a thoroughly 207:185,01[' ]| good-humoured concern$0$ for$4$ its cause, admitted the 207:185,02[' ]| excuse$0$ most readily, and $SS#A$Elinor, after$4$ seeing her safe 207:185,03[' ]| off, returned to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, whom$6#1$ she found attempting 207:185,04[' ]| to$9$ rise$1$ from the bed, and whom$6#1$ she reached just$5$ in$4$ time 207:185,05[' ]| to$9$ prevent her from falling on$4$ the floor, faint$2$ and giddy 207:185,06[' ]| from a long want$0$ of proper rest$0#2$ and food; for$3$ it was 207:185,07[' ]| many days since she had any appetite, and many nights 207:185,08[' ]| since she had really slept; and now, when her mind$0$ 207:185,09[' ]| was no$2$ longer supported by$4$ the fever of suspense, the 207:185,10[' ]| consequence of all this was felt in$4$ an aching head$0$, 207:185,11[' ]| a weakened stomach, and a general$2$ nervous faintness. 207:185,12[' ]| A glass of wine, which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor procured for$4$ her directly, 207:185,13[' ]| made her more comfortable, and she was at last$0$ able 207:185,14[' ]| to$9$ express$1$ some sense of her kindness, by$4$ saying, 207:185,15[C ]| "Poor $SS#A$Elinor! how unhappy I make$1$ you!" 207:185,16[A ]| "I only wish$1$," 207:185,16[' ]| replied her sister, 207:185,16[A ]| "there were any*thing 207:185,17[A ]| I \could\ do, which$6#1$ might be of comfort$0$ to$4$ you." 207:185,18[' ]| This, as every*thing else would have been, was too$5#1$ 207:185,19[' ]| much for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ could only exclaim, in$4$ the 207:185,20[' ]| anguish of her heart, 207:185,20[C ]| "Oh! $SS#A$Elinor, I am miserable 207:185,21[C ]| indeed," 207:185,21[' ]| before$3$ her voice was entirely lost in$4$ sobs. 207:185,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could no$2$ longer witness$1$ this torrent of unresisted 207:185,23[' ]| grief in$4$ silence$0$. 207:185,24[A ]| "Exert yourself, dear$2#1$ $SS#C$Marianne," 207:185,24[' ]| she cried, 207:185,24[A ]| "if you 207:185,25[A ]| would not kill yourself and all who$6#1$ love$1$ you. Think of 207:185,26[A ]| your mother; think of her misery while$3$ \you\ suffer; for$4$ 207:185,27[A ]| her sake you must exert yourself." 207:185,28[C ]| "I cannot, I cannot," 207:185,28[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne; 207:185,28[C ]| "leave$1$ me, 207:185,29[C ]| leave$1$ me, if I distress$1$ you; leave$1$ me, hate me, forget 207:185,30[C ]| me! but do not torture me so$5#2$. Oh! how easy for$4$ 207:185,31[C ]| those who$6#1$ have no$2$ sorrow of their own$2$ to$9$ talk$1$ of exertion! 207:185,32[C ]| Happy, happy $SS#A$Elinor, \you\ cannot have an idea 207:185,33[C ]| of what I suffer." 207:185,34[A ]| "Do you call$1$ \me\ happy, $SS#C$Marianne? Ah! if you 207:185,35[A ]| knew! ~~ And can you believe me to$9$ be so$5#2$, while$3$ I see 207:185,36[A ]| you so$5#1$ wretched!" 207:185,37[C ]| "Forgive me, forgive me," 207:185,37[' ]| throwing her arms round$4$ 207:185,38[' ]| her sister's neck; 207:185,38[C ]| "I know you feel for$4$ me; I know 207:186,01[C ]| what a heart you have; but yet you are ~~ you must be 207:186,02[C ]| happy; $SS#B$Edward loves you ~~ what, oh! what can do 207:186,03[C ]| away such happiness as that$6#2$?" 207:186,04[A ]| "Many, many circumstances," 207:186,04[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, solemnly. 207:186,05[C ]| "No$7$, no$7$, no$7$," 207:186,05[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne wildly, 207:186,05[C ]| "he loves you, 207:186,06[C ]| and only you. You \can\ have no$2$ grief." 207:186,07[A ]| "I can have no$2$ pleasure while$3$ I see you in$4$ this state$0$." 207:186,08[C ]| "And you will$1$ never see me otherwise. Mine$6$ is 207:186,09[C ]| a misery which$6#1$ nothing can do away." 207:186,10[A ]| "You must not talk$1$ so$5#2$, $SS#C$Marianne. Have you no$2$ 207:186,11[A ]| comforts? no$2$ friends? Is your loss such as leaves$1$ no$2$ 207:186,12[A ]| opening for$4$ consolation? Much as you suffer now, think 207:186,13[A ]| of what you would have suffered if the discovery of his 207:186,14[A ]| character had been delayed to$4$ a later period ~~ if your 207:186,15[A ]| engagement had been carried on$5$ for$4$ months and months, 207:186,16[A ]| as it might have been, before$3$ he chose to$9$ put an end$0$ 207:186,17[A ]| to$4$ it. Every additional day of unhappy confidence, on$4$ 207:186,18[A ]| your side$0$, would have made the blow more dreadful." 207:186,19[C ]| "Engagement!" 207:186,19[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 207:186,19[C ]| "there has been no$2$ 207:186,20[C ]| engagement." 207:186,21[A ]| "No$2$ engagement!" 207:186,22[C ]| "No$7$, he is not so$5#1$ unworthy as you believe him. He 207:186,23[C ]| has broken no$2$ faith with me." 207:186,24[A ]| "But he told you that$3$ he loved you?" ~~ 207:186,25[C ]| "Yes ~~ no$7$ ~~ never absolutely. It was every day 207:186,26[C ]| implied, but never professedly declared. Sometimes 207:186,27[C ]| I thought$1$ it had been ~~ but it never was." 207:186,28[A ]| "Yet you wrote to$4$ him?" ~~ 207:186,29[C ]| "Yes ~~ could that$6#2$ be wrong after$4$ all that$6#1$ had passed? 207:186,30[C ]| ~~ But I cannot talk$1$." 207:186,31[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor said no$2$ more, and turning again to$4$ the three 207:186,32[' ]| letters which$6#1$ now raised a much stronger curiosity than 207:186,33[' ]| before$5$, directly ran over the contents of all. The first, 207:186,34[' ]| which$6#1$ was what her sister had sent him on$4$ their arrival 207:186,35[' ]| in$4$ town, was to$4$ this effect$0$. 207:186,36[C ]| \Berkeley*Street\, \January\. 207:186,37[C ]| How surprised you will$1$ be, $SS#R$Willoughby, on$4$ receiving 207:186,38[C ]| this; and I think you will$1$ feel something more than 207:187,01[C ]| surprise$0$, when you know that$3$ I am in$4$ town. An opportunity 207:187,02[C ]| of coming hither, though with $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 207:187,03[C ]| was a temptation we could not resist. I wish$1$ you may$1$ 207:187,04[C ]| receive this in$4$ time to$9$ come here to-night, but I will$1$ 207:187,05[C ]| not depend on$4$ it. At any rate$0$ I shall expect you 207:187,06[C ]| to-morrow. For$4$ the present$0#1$, adieu. 207:187,07[C ]| $SS#C$M%*D% 207:187,08[' ]| Her second$2$ note$0$, which$6#1$ had been written on$4$ the 207:187,09[' ]| morning after$4$ the dance$0$ at the $SS#L1$Middletons', was in$4$ 207:187,10[' ]| these words: ~~ 207:187,11[C ]| "I cannot express$1$ my disappointment in$4$ having 207:187,12[C ]| missed you the day before$4$ yesterday, nor my astonishment 207:187,13[C ]| at not having received any answer$0$ to$4$ a note$0$ which$6#1$ 207:187,14[C ]| I sent you above$4$ a week ago. I have been expecting 207:187,15[C ]| to$9$ hear from you, and still$5$ more to$9$ see you, every hour 207:187,16[C ]| of the day. Pray call$1$ again as soon as possible, and 207:187,17[C ]| explain the reason$0$ of my having expected this in$4$ vain. 207:187,18[C ]| You had better come earlier another time, because we 207:187,19[C ]| are generally out$5$ by$4$ one. We were last$2$ night at $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's, 207:187,20[C ]| where there was a dance$0$. I have been told 207:187,21[C ]| that$3$ you were asked to$9$ be of the party. But could it 207:187,22[C ]| be so$5#2$? You must be very much altered indeed since 207:187,23[C ]| we parted, if that$6#2$ could be the case, and you not there. 207:187,24[C ]| But I will$1$ not suppose this possible, and I hope$1$ very 207:187,25[C ]| soon to$9$ receive your personal assurance of its being$1$ 207:187,26[C ]| otherwise." 207:187,27[C ]| $SS#C$M%*D% 207:187,28[' ]| The contents of her last$2$ note$0$ to$4$ him were these: ~~ 207:187,29[C ]| "What am I to$9$ imagine, $SS#R$Willoughby, by$4$ your 207:187,30[C ]| behaviour last$2$ night? Again I demand$1$ an explanation 207:187,31[C ]| of it. I was prepared to$9$ meet$1$ you with the pleasure 207:187,32[C ]| which$6#1$ our separation naturally produced, with the 207:187,33[C ]| familiarity which$6#1$ our intimacy at Barton appeared to$4$ 207:187,34[C ]| me to$9$ justify. I was repulsed indeed! I have passed 207:187,35[C ]| a wretched night in$4$ endeavouring to$9$ excuse$1$ a conduct$0$ 207:187,36[C ]| which$6#1$ can scarcely be called less than insulting; but 207:187,37[C ]| though I have not yet been able to$9$ form$1$ any reasonable 207:188,01[C ]| apology for$4$ your behaviour, I am perfectly ready to$9$ 207:188,02[C ]| hear your justification of it. You have perhaps been 207:188,03[C ]| misinformed, or purposely deceived, in$4$ something concerning 207:188,04[C ]| me, which$6#1$ may$1$ have lowered me in$4$ your opinion. 207:188,05[C ]| Tell me what it is, explain the grounds on$4$ which$6#1$ you 207:188,06[C ]| acted, and I shall be satisfied, in$4$ being$1$ able to$9$ satisfy 207:188,07[C ]| you. It would grieve me indeed to$9$ be obliged to$9$ think 207:188,08[C ]| ill of you; but if I am to$9$ do it, if I am to$9$ learn that$3$ 207:188,09[C ]| you are not what we have hitherto believed you, that$3$ 207:188,10[C ]| your regard$0$ for$4$ us all was insincere, that$3$ your behaviour 207:188,11[C ]| to$4$ me was intended only to$9$ deceive, let it be told as 207:188,12[C ]| soon as possible. My feelings are at present$0#1$ in$4$ a state$0$ 207:188,13[C ]| of dreadful indecision; I wish$1$ to$9$ acquit you, but certainty 207:188,14[C ]| on$4$ either side$0$ will$1$ be ease$0$ to$4$ what I now suffer. 207:188,15[C ]| If your sentiments are no$2$ longer what they were, you 207:188,16[C ]| will$1$ return$1$ my notes, and the lock$0$ of my hair which$6#1$ is 207:188,17[C ]| in$4$ your possession." 207:188,18[C ]| $SS#C$M%*D% 207:188,19[' ]| That$3$ such letters, so$5#1$ full of affection and confidence, 207:188,20[' ]| could have been so$5#2$ answered, $SS#A$Elinor, for$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby's 207:188,21[' ]| sake, would have been unwilling to$9$ believe. But her 207:188,22[' ]| condemnation of him did not blind$1$ her to$4$ the impropriety 207:188,23[' ]| of their having been written at all; and she 207:188,24[' ]| was silently grieving over the imprudence which$6#1$ had 207:188,25[' ]| hazarded such unsolicited proofs of tenderness, not 207:188,26[' ]| warranted by$4$ anything preceding, and most severely 207:188,27[' ]| condemned by$4$ the event, when $SS#C$Marianne, perceiving 207:188,28[' ]| that$3$ she had finished the letters, observed to$4$ her that$3$ 207:188,29@c | they contained nothing but what any*one would have 207:188,30@c | written in$4$ the same situation. 207:188,31[C ]| "I felt myself," 207:188,31[' ]| she added, 207:188,31[C ]| "to$9$ be as solemnly 207:188,32[C ]| engaged to$4$ him, as if the strictest legal covenant had 207:188,33[C ]| bound us to$4$ each other." 207:188,34[A ]| "I can believe it," 207:188,34[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor; 207:188,34[A ]| "but unfortunately 207:188,35[A ]| he did not feel the same." 207:188,36[C ]| "He \did\ feel the same, $SS#A$Elinor ~~ for$4$ weeks and weeks 207:188,37[C ]| he felt it. I know he did. Whatever may$1$ have changed 207:188,38[C ]| him now, (and nothing but the blackest art employed 207:189,01[C ]| against me can have done it,) I was once as dear$2#1$ to$4$ him 207:189,02[C ]| as my own$2$ soul could wish$1$. This lock$0$ of hair, which$6#1$ 207:189,03[C ]| now he can so$5#1$ readily give up$5$, was begged of me with 207:189,04[C ]| the most earnest supplication. Had you seen his look$0$, 207:189,05[C ]| his manner, had you heard his voice at that$6#2$ moment! 207:189,06[C ]| Have you forgot the last$2$ evening of our being$1$ together 207:189,07[C ]| at Barton? The morning that$6#1$ we parted too$5#2$! When 207:189,08[C ]| he told me that$3$ it might be many weeks before$3$ we meet$1$ 207:189,09[C ]| again ~~ his distress$0$ ~~ can I ever forget his distress$0$!" 207:189,10[' ]| For$4$ a moment or two she could say no$2$ more; but 207:189,11[' ]| when this emotion had passed away, she added, in$4$ 207:189,12[' ]| a firmer tone, 207:189,13[C ]| "$SS#A$Elinor, I have been cruelly used; but not by$4$ 207:189,14[C ]| $SS#R$Willoughby." 207:189,15[A ]| "Dearest $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#2$ but himself? By$4$ whom$6#2$ can 207:189,16[A ]| he have been instigated?" 207:189,17[C ]| "By$4$ all the world, rather than by$4$ his own$2$ heart. 207:189,18[C ]| I could rather believe every creature of my acquaintance 207:189,19[C ]| leagued together to$9$ ruin$1$ me in$4$ his opinion, than believe 207:189,20[C ]| his nature capable of such cruelty. This woman of 207:189,21[C ]| whom$6#1$ he writes ~~ whoever she be ~~ or any*one, in$4$ short, 207:189,22[C ]| but your own$2$ dear$2#1$ self, mama, and $SS#B$Edward, may$1$ have 207:189,23[C ]| been so$5#1$ barbarous to$9$ bely me. Beyond$4$ you three, is 207:189,24[C ]| there a creature in$4$ the world whom$6#1$ I would not rather 207:189,25[C ]| suspect of evil than $SS#R$Willoughby, whose$6#1$ heart I know 207:189,26[C ]| so$5#1$ well$5$?" 207:189,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor would not contend, and only replied, 207:189,27[A ]| "Whoever 207:189,28[A ]| may$1$ have been so$5#1$ detestably your enemy, let them 207:189,29[A ]| be cheated of their malignant triumph$0$, my dear$2#1$ sister, 207:189,30[A ]| by$4$ seeing how nobly the consciousness of your own$2$ 207:189,31[A ]| innocence and good intentions supports your spirits. 207:189,32[A ]| It is a reasonable and laudable pride which$6#1$ resists such 207:189,33[A ]| malevolence." 207:189,34[C ]| "No$7$, no$7$," 207:189,34[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne, 207:189,34[C ]| "misery such as mine$6$ has 207:189,35[C ]| no$2$ pride. I care$1$ not who$6#1$ knows that$3$ I am wretched. 207:189,36[C ]| The triumph$0$ of seeing me so$5#2$ may$1$ be open$2$ to$4$ all the 207:189,37[C ]| world. $SS#A$Elinor, $SS#A$Elinor, they who$6#1$ suffer little may$1$ be 207:189,38[C ]| proud and independent as they like$1$ ~~ may$1$ resist insult, 207:190,01[C ]| or return$1$ mortification ~~ but I cannot. I must feel ~~ 207:190,02[C ]| I must be wretched ~~ and they are welcome$2$ to$9$ enjoy 207:190,03[C ]| the consciousness of it that$6#1$ can." 207:190,04[A ]| "But for$4$ my mother's sake and mine$6$" ~~ 207:190,05[C ]| "I would do more than for$4$ my own$2$. But to$9$ appear 207:190,06[C ]| happy when I am so$5#1$ miserable ~~ Oh! who$6#2$ can require 207:190,07[C ]| it?" 207:190,08[' ]| Again they were both silent. $SS#A$Elinor was employed 207:190,09[' ]| in$4$ walking thoughtfully from the fire$0$ to$4$ the window, 207:190,10[' ]| from the window to$4$ the fire$0$, without knowing that$3$ she 207:190,11[' ]| received warmth from one, or discerning objects$0$ through$4$ 207:190,12[' ]| the other; and $SS#C$Marianne, seated at the foot of the bed, 207:190,13[' ]| with her head$0$ leaning against one of its posts, again 207:190,14[' ]| took up$5$ $SS#R$Willoughby's letter, and after$4$ shuddering over 207:190,15[' ]| every sentence, exclaimed ~~ 207:190,16[C ]| "It is too$5#1$ much! Oh! $SS#R$Willoughby, $SS#R$Willoughby, 207:190,17[C ]| could this be yours! Cruel, cruel ~~ nothing can acquit 207:190,18[C ]| you. $SS#A$Elinor, nothing can. Whatever he might have 207:190,19[C ]| heard against me ~~ ought he not to$9$ have suspended his 207:190,20[C ]| belief? ought he not to$9$ have told me of it, to$9$ have 207:190,21[C ]| given me the power of clearing myself? 207:190,21[R ]| ""The lock$0$ of 207:190,22[R ]| hair, 207:190,22[' ]| (repeating it from the letter,) 207:190,22[R ]| which$6#1$ you so$5#1$ obligingly 207:190,23[R ]| bestowed on$4$ me"" ~~ 207:190,23[C ]| That$6#2$ is unpardonable. $SS#R$Willoughby, 207:190,24[C ]| where was your heart, when you wrote those 207:190,25[C ]| words? Oh! barbarously insolent! ~~ $SS#A$Elinor, can he be 207:190,26[C ]| justified?" 207:190,27[A ]| "No$7$, $SS#C$Marianne, in$4$ no$2$ possible way." 207:190,28[C ]| "And yet this woman ~~ who$6#2$ knows what her art may$1$ 207:190,29[C ]| have been ~~ how long it may$1$ have been premeditated, 207:190,30[C ]| and how deeply contrived by$4$ her! ~~ Who$6#2$ is she? ~~ Who$6#2$ 207:190,31[C ]| can she be? ~~ Whom$6#2$ did I ever hear him talk$1$ of as 207:190,32[C ]| young and attractive among his female$2$ acquaintance? ~~ 207:190,33[C ]| Oh! no*one, no*one ~~ he talked to$4$ me only of myself." 207:190,34[' ]| Another pause$0$ ensued; $SS#C$Marianne was greatly agitated, 207:190,35[' ]| and it ended thus. 207:190,36[C ]| "$SS#A$Elinor, I must go home. I must go and comfort$1$ 207:190,37[C ]| mama. Cannot we be gone to-morrow?" 207:190,38[A ]| "To-morrow, $SS#C$Marianne!" 207:191,01[C ]| "Yes; why should I stay$1$ here? I came only for$4$ 207:191,02[C ]| $SS#R$Willoughby's sake ~~ and now who$6#2$ cares$1$ for$4$ me? Who$6#2$ 207:191,03[C ]| regards$1$ me?" 207:191,04[A ]| "It would be impossible to$9$ go to-morrow. We owe 207:191,05[A ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings much more than civility; and civility of 207:191,06[A ]| the commonest kind$0$ must prevent such a hasty removal 207:191,07[A ]| as that$6#2$." 207:191,08[C ]| "Well$7$, then, another day or two, perhaps; but 207:191,09[C ]| I cannot stay$1$ here long, I cannot stay$1$ to$9$ endure the 207:191,10[C ]| questions and remarks of all these people. The $SS#L1$Middletons 207:191,11[C ]| and $SS#N1$Palmers ~~ how am I to$9$ bear$1$ their pity$0$? The 207:191,12[C ]| pity$0$ of such a woman as $SS#M$Lady*Middleton! Oh! what 207:191,13[C ]| would \he\ say to$4$ that$6#2$!" 207:191,14[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor advised her to$9$ lie$1$ down$5$ again, and for$4$ a moment 207:191,15[' ]| she did so$5#2$; but no$2$ attitude could give her ease$0$; and 207:191,16[' ]| in$4$ restless pain$0$ of mind$0$ and body she moved from one 207:191,17[' ]| posture to$4$ another, till growing more and more hysterical, 207:191,18[' ]| her sister could with difficulty keep her on$4$ the bed at 207:191,19[' ]| all, and for$4$ some time was fearful of being$1$ constrained 207:191,20[' ]| to$9$ call$1$ for$4$ assistance. Some lavender drops$0$, however, 207:191,21[' ]| which$6#1$ she was at length persuaded to$9$ take, were of use$0$; 207:191,22[' ]| and from that$6#2$ time till $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings returned, she 207:191,23[' ]| continued on$4$ the bed quiet$2$ and motionless. 208:192,01[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings came immediately to$4$ their room on$4$ 208:192,02[' ]| her return$0$, and without waiting to$9$ have her request$0$ of 208:192,03[' ]| admittance answered, opened the door and walked in$5$ 208:192,04[' ]| with a look$0$ of real concern$0$. 208:192,05[K ]| "How do you do my dear$2#1$?" ~~ 208:192,05[' ]| said she in$4$ a voice of 208:192,06[' ]| great compassion to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ turned away her 208:192,07[' ]| face$0$ without attempting to$9$ answer$1$. 208:192,08[K ]| "How is she, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood? ~~ Poor thing! she 208:192,09[K ]| looks$1$ very bad. ~~ No$2$ wonder$0$. Aye, it is but too$5#1$ true. 208:192,10[K ]| He is to$9$ be married very soon ~~ a good-for-nothing 208:192,11[K ]| fellow! I have no$2$ patience with him. $SS#ZZH$Mrs%*Taylor 208:192,12[K ]| told me of it half an hour ago, and she was told it by$4$ 208:192,13[K ]| a particular friend of $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey herself, else I am sure 208:192,14[K ]| I should not have believed it; and I was almost ready 208:192,15[K ]| to$9$ sink as it was. Well$7$, said I, all I can say is, that$3$ 208:192,16[K ]| if it is true, he has used a young lady of my acquaintance 208:192,17[K ]| abominably ill, and I wish$1$ with all my soul his wife 208:192,18[K ]| may$1$ plague his heart out$5$. And so$3$ I shall always say, 208:192,19[K ]| my dear$2#1$, you may$1$ depend on$4$ it. I have no$2$ notion of 208:192,20[K ]| men's going on$5$ in$4$ this way: and if ever I meet$1$ him 208:192,21[K ]| again, I will$1$ give him such a dressing as he has not had 208:192,22[K ]| this many a day. But there is one comfort$0$, my dear$2#1$ 208:192,23[K ]| $SS#C$Miss*Marianne; he is not the only young man in$4$ the 208:192,24[K ]| world worth having; and with your pretty$2$ face$0$ you 208:192,25[K ]| will$1$ never want$1$ admirers. Well$7$, poor thing! I won't 208:192,26[K ]| disturb her any longer, for$3$ she had better have her cry$1$ 208:192,27[K ]| out$5$ at once and have done with it. The $SS#ZU$Parrys and 208:192,28[K ]| $SS#ZZB$Sandersons luckily are coming to-night you know, and 208:192,29[K ]| that$6#2$ will$1$ amuse her." 208:192,30[' ]| She then went away, walking on$4$ tiptoe out$5$ of the 208:192,31[' ]| room, as if she supposed her young friend's affliction 208:192,32[' ]| could be increased by$4$ noise. 208:192,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, to$4$ the surprise$0$ of her sister, determined on$4$ 208:192,34[' ]| dining with them. $SS#A$Elinor even$5$ advised her against it. 208:193,01[' ]| But 208:193,01[C ]| "no$7$, she would go down$5$; she could bear$1$ it very 208:193,02[C ]| well$5$, and the bustle$0$ about$4$ her would be less." 208:193,02[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, 208:193,03[' ]| pleased to$9$ have her governed for$4$ a moment by$4$ such 208:193,04[' ]| a motive, though believing it hardly possible that$3$ she 208:193,05[' ]| could sit out$5$ the dinner, said no$2$ more; and adjusting 208:193,06[' ]| her dress$0$ for$4$ her as well$5$ as she could, while$3$ $SS#C$Marianne 208:193,07[' ]| still$5$ remained on$4$ the bed, was ready to$9$ assist her into 208:193,08[' ]| the dining*room as soon as they were summoned to$4$ it. 208:193,09[' ]| When there, though looking most wretchedly, she ate 208:193,10[' ]| more and was calmer than her sister had expected. 208:193,11[' ]| Had she tried to$9$ speak, or had she been conscious of 208:193,12[' ]| half $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's well-meant but ill-judged attentions 208:193,13[' ]| to$4$ her, this calmness could not have been maintained; 208:193,14[' ]| but not a syllable escaped her lips, and the abstraction 208:193,15[' ]| of her thoughts preserved her in$4$ ignorance of every*thing 208:193,16[' ]| that$6#1$ was passing before$4$ her. 208:193,17[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ did justice to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's kindness, 208:193,18[' ]| though its effusions were often distressing, and sometimes 208:193,19[' ]| almost ridiculous, made her those acknowledgments, 208:193,20[' ]| and returned her those civilities, which$6#1$ her sister 208:193,21[' ]| could not make$1$ or return$1$ for$4$ herself. Their good friend 208:193,22[' ]| saw that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was unhappy, and felt that$3$ every*thing 208:193,23[' ]| was due$2$ to$4$ her which$6#1$ might make$1$ her at all less 208:193,24[' ]| so$5#2$. She treated her therefore, with all the indulgent 208:193,25[' ]| fondness of a parent towards a favourite$2$ child on$4$ the 208:193,26[' ]| last$2$ day of its holidays. $SS#C$Marianne was to$9$ have the best 208:193,27[' ]| place$0$ by$4$ the fire$0$, was to$9$ be tempted to$9$ eat by$4$ every 208:193,28[' ]| delicacy in$4$ the house, and to$9$ be amused by$4$ the relation 208:193,29[' ]| of all the news of the day. Had not $SS#A$Elinor, in$4$ the sad 208:193,30[' ]| countenance of her sister, seen a check$0$ to$4$ all mirth, 208:193,31[' ]| she could have been entertained by$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 208:193,32[' ]| endeavours$0$ to$9$ cure$1$ a disappointment in$4$ love$0$, by$4$ a variety 208:193,33[' ]| of sweetmeats and olives, and a good fire$0$. As soon, 208:193,34[' ]| however, as the consciousness of all this was forced by$4$ 208:193,35[' ]| continual repetition on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, she could stay$1$ no$2$ 208:193,36[' ]| longer. With an hasty exclamation of 208:193,36[C ]| Misery, 208:193,36[' ]| and 208:193,37[' ]| a sign to$4$ her sister not to$9$ follow her, she directly got 208:193,38[' ]| up$5$ and hurried out$5$ of the room. 208:194,01[K ]| "Poor soul!" 208:194,01[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, as soon as she 208:194,02[' ]| was gone, 208:194,02[K ]| "how it grieves me to$9$ see her! And I declare 208:194,03[K ]| if she is not gone away without finishing her wine! 208:194,04[K ]| And the dried cherries too$5#2$! Lord$7$! nothing seems to$9$ 208:194,05[K ]| do her any good. I am sure if I knew any*thing she 208:194,06[K ]| would like$1$, I would send all over the town for$4$ it. Well$7$, 208:194,07[K ]| it is the oddest thing to$4$ me, that$3$ a man should use$1$ such 208:194,08[K ]| a pretty$2$ girl so$5#1$ ill! But when there is plenty of money 208:194,09[K ]| on$4$ one side$0$, and next to$4$ none on$4$ the other, Lord$7$ bless 208:194,10[K ]| you! they care$1$ no$2$ more about$4$ such things! ~~" 208:194,11[A ]| "The lady then ~~ $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey I think you called her ~~ 208:194,12[A ]| is very rich?" 208:194,13[K ]| "Fifty thousand pounds, my dear$2#1$. Did you ever see 208:194,14[K ]| her? a smart, stilish girl they say, but not handsome. 208:194,15[K ]| I remember her aunt very well$5$, $SS#ZS$Biddy*Henshawe; she 208:194,16[K ]| married a very wealthy man. But the family are all 208:194,17[K ]| rich together. Fifty thousand pounds! and by$4$ all 208:194,18[K ]| accounts it wo'nt come before$3$ it's wanted; for$3$ they 208:194,19[K ]| say he is all to$4$ pieces. No$2$ wonder$0$! dashing about$5$ with 208:194,20[K ]| his curricle and hunters! Well$7$, it don't signify talking, 208:194,21[K ]| but when a young man, be he who$6#1$ he will$1$, comes and 208:194,22[K ]| makes love$0$ to$4$ a pretty$2$ girl, and promises$1$ marriage, he 208:194,23[K ]| has no$2$ business to$9$ fly$1$ off from his word only because 208:194,24[K ]| he grows poor, and a richer girl is ready to$9$ have him. 208:194,25[K ]| Why don't he, in$4$ such a case, sell his horses, let his 208:194,26[K ]| house, turn$1$ off his servants, and make$1$ a thorough reform$0$ 208:194,27[K ]| at once? I warrant you, $SS#C$Miss*Marianne would have 208:194,28[K ]| been ready to$9$ wait till matters came round$5$. But that$6#2$ 208:194,29[K ]| won't do, now-a-days; nothing in$4$ the way of pleasure 208:194,30[K ]| can ever be given up$5$ by$4$ the young men of this age." 208:194,31[A ]| "Do you know what kind$0$ of a girl $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey is? 208:194,32[A ]| Is she said to$9$ be amiable?" 208:194,33[K ]| "I never heard any harm$0$ of her; indeed I hardly 208:194,34[K ]| ever heard her mentioned; except that$3$ $SS#ZZH$Mrs%*Taylor did 208:194,35[K ]| say this morning, that$3$ one day $SS#ZZI$Miss*Walker hinted to$4$ 208:194,36[K ]| her, that$3$ she believed $SS#ZM$Mr% and $SS#ZM$Mrs%*Ellison would not 208:194,37[K ]| be sorry to$9$ have $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey married, for$3$ she and $SS#ZM$Mrs%*Ellison 208:194,38[K ]| could never agree." ~~ 208:195,01[A ]| "And who$6#2$ are the $SS#ZM$Ellisons?" 208:195,02[K ]| "Her guardians, my dear$2#1$. But now she is of age 208:195,03[K ]| and may$1$ choose for$4$ herself; and a pretty$2$ choice$0$ she has 208:195,04[K ]| made! What now," 208:195,04[' ]| after$4$ pausing a moment ~~ 208:195,04[K ]| "your 208:195,05[K ]| poor sister is gone to$4$ her own$2$ room I suppose to$9$ moan 208:195,06[K ]| by$4$ herself. Is there nothing one can get to$9$ comfort$1$ her? 208:195,07[K ]| Poor dear$2#1$, it seems quite cruel to$9$ let her be alone. Well$7$, 208:195,08[K ]| by-and-by we shall have a few friends, and that$6#2$ will$1$ amuse 208:195,09[K ]| her a little. What shall we play$1$ at? She hates whist 208:195,10[K ]| I know; but is there no$2$ round$2$ game she cares$1$ for$4$?" 208:195,11[A ]| "Dear$2#1$ Ma'am, this kindness is quite unnecessary. 208:195,12[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne I dare$1#2$ say will$1$ not leave$1$ her room again this 208:195,13[A ]| evening. I shall persuade her if I can to$9$ go early to$4$ 208:195,14[A ]| bed, for$3$ I am sure she wants$1$ rest$0#2$." 208:195,15[K ]| "Aye, I believe that$6#2$ will$1$ be best for$4$ her. Let her 208:195,16[K ]| name$1$ her own$2$ supper, and go to$4$ bed. Lord$7$! no$2$ wonder$0$ 208:195,17[K ]| she has been looking so$5#1$ bad and so$5#1$ cast down$5$ this last$2$ 208:195,18[K ]| week or two, for$3$ this matter I suppose has been hanging 208:195,19[K ]| over her head$0$ as long as that$6#2$. And so$3$ the letter that$6#1$ 208:195,20[K ]| came to-day finished it! Poor soul! I am sure if I had 208:195,21[K ]| had a notion of it, I would not have joked her about$4$ 208:195,22[K ]| it for$4$ all my money. But then you know, how should 208:195,23[K ]| I guess$1$ such a thing? I made sure of its being$1$ nothing 208:195,24[K ]| but a common$2$ love$0$ letter, and you know young people 208:195,25[K ]| like$1$ to$9$ be laughed at about$4$ them. Lord$7$! how concerned 208:195,26[K ]| $SS#L$Sir*John and my daughters will$1$ be when they 208:195,27[K ]| hear it! If I had had my senses about$4$ me I might 208:195,28[K ]| have called in$4$ Conduit-street in$4$ my way home, and told 208:195,29[K ]| them of it. But I shall see them to-morrow." 208:195,30[A ]| "It would be unnecessary I am sure, for$4$ you to$9$ 208:195,31[A ]| caution$1$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer and $SS#L$Sir*John against ever naming 208:195,32[A ]| $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, or making the slightest allusion to$4$ what 208:195,33[A ]| has passed, before$4$ my sister. Their own$2$ good-nature 208:195,34[A ]| must point$1$ out$5$ to$4$ them the real cruelty of appearing 208:195,35[A ]| to$9$ know any*thing about$4$ it when she is present$5$; and 208:195,36[A ]| the less that$6#1$ may$1$ ever be said to$4$ myself on$4$ the subject$0$, 208:195,37[A ]| the more my feelings will$1$ be spared, as you my dear$2#1$ 208:195,38[A ]| madam will$1$ easily believe." 208:196,01[K ]| "Oh! Lord$7$! yes, that$6#2$ I do indeed. It must be 208:196,02[K ]| terrible for$4$ you to$9$ hear it talked of; and as for$4$ your 208:196,03[K ]| sister, I am sure I would not mention$1$ a word about$4$ it 208:196,04[K ]| to$4$ her for$4$ the world. You saw I did not all dinner time. 208:196,05[K ]| No$2$ more would $SS#L$Sir*John nor my daughters, for$3$ they are 208:196,06[K ]| all very thoughtful and considerate; especially if I give 208:196,07[K ]| them a hint$0$, as I certainly will$1$. For$4$ my part$0$, I think 208:196,08[K ]| the less that$6#1$ is said about$4$ such things, the better, the 208:196,09[K ]| sooner 'tis blown over and forgot. And what good does 208:196,10[K ]| talking ever do you know?" 208:196,11[A ]| "In$4$ this affair it can only do harm$0$; more so$5#2$ perhaps 208:196,12[A ]| than in$4$ many cases of a similar kind$0$, for$3$ it has been 208:196,13[A ]| attended by$4$ circumstances which$6#1$, for$4$ the sake of every*one 208:196,14[A ]| concerned in$4$ it, make$1$ it unfit to$9$ become the public$2$ 208:196,15[A ]| conversation. I must do \this\ justice to$4$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby 208:196,16[A ]| ~~ he has broken no$2$ positive engagement with my sister." 208:196,17[K ]| "Law, my dear$2#1$! Don't pretend to$9$ defend him. No$2$ 208:196,18[K ]| positive engagement indeed! after$4$ taking her all over 208:196,19[K ]| Allenham*House, and fixing on$4$ the very rooms they 208:196,20[K ]| were to$9$ live in$4$ hereafter!" 208:196,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, for$4$ her sister's sake, could not press$1$ the subject$0$ 208:196,22[' ]| farther, and she hoped it was not required of her for$4$ 208:196,23[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby's; since, though $SS#C$Marianne might lose much, 208:196,24[' ]| he could gain$1$ very little by$4$ the inforcement of the real 208:196,25[' ]| truth. After$4$ a short silence$0$ on$4$ both sides, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 208:196,26[' ]| with all her natural$2$ hilarity, burst$1$ forth again. 208:196,27[K ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$, 'tis a true saying about$4$ an ill wind, 208:196,28[K ]| for$3$ it will$1$ be all the better for$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon. He 208:196,29[K ]| will$1$ have her at last$0$; aye, that$6#2$ he will$1$. Mind$1$ me, now, 208:196,30[K ]| if they an't married by$4$ Midsummer. Lord$7$! how he'll 208:196,31[K ]| chuckle over this news! I hope$1$ he will$1$ come to-night. 208:196,32[K ]| It will$1$ be all to$4$ one a better match$0$ for$4$ your sister. Two 208:196,33[K ]| thousand a year without debt or drawback ~~ except the 208:196,34[K ]| little love-child, indeed; aye, I had forgot her; but 208:196,35[K ]| she may$1$ be 'prenticed out$5$ at small cost$0$, and then what 208:196,36[K ]| does it signify? Delaford is a nice place$0$, I can tell you; 208:196,37[K ]| exactly what I call$1$ a nice old*fashioned place$0$, full of 208:196,38[K ]| comforts and conveniences; quite shut in$5$ with great 208:197,01[K ]| garden walls that$6#1$ are covered with the best fruit-trees 208:197,02[K ]| in$4$ the country: and such a mulberry tree in$4$ one corner! 208:197,03[K ]| Lord$7$! how $SS#O$Charlotte and I did stuff the only time we 208:197,04[K ]| were there! Then, there is a dove-cote, some delightful 208:197,05[K ]| stewponds, and a very pretty$2$ canal; and every*thing, 208:197,06[K ]| in$4$ short, that$6#1$ one could wish$1$ for$4$: and, moreover, it is 208:197,07[K ]| close$5$ to$4$ the church, and only a quarter$0#1$ of a mile from 208:197,08[K ]| the turnpike-road, so$3$ 'tis never dull, for$3$ if you only go 208:197,09[K ]| and sit up$5$ in$4$ an old yew arbour behind the house, you 208:197,10[K ]| may$1$ see all the carriages that$6#1$ pass$1$ along$5$. Oh! 'tis 208:197,11[K ]| a nice place$0$! A butcher hard by$5$ in$4$ the village, and 208:197,12[K ]| the parsonage-house within a stone's throw$0$. To$4$ my 208:197,13[K ]| fancy$0$, a thousand times prettier than Barton*Park, 208:197,14[K ]| where they are forced to$9$ send three miles for$4$ their meat, 208:197,15[K ]| and have not a neighbour nearer than your mother. 208:197,16[K ]| Well$7$, I shall spirit up$5$ the $SS#H$Colonel as soon as I can. 208:197,17[K ]| One shoulder of mutton, you know, drives another down$5$. 208:197,18[K ]| If we \can\ but put $SS#R$Willoughby out$5$ of her head$0$!" 208:197,19[A ]| "Aye, if we can but do \that$6#2$\, Ma'am," 208:197,19[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 208:197,20[A ]| "we shall do very well$5$ with or without $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon." 208:197,21[' ]| And then rising, she went away to$9$ join $SS#C$Marianne, whom$6#1$ 208:197,22[' ]| she found, as she expected, in$4$ her own$2$ room, leaning, 208:197,23[' ]| in$4$ silent misery, over the small remains$0$ of a fire$0$, which$6#1$, 208:197,24[' ]| till $SS#A$Elinor's entrance, had been her only light$0$. 208:197,25[C ]| "You had better leave$1$ me," 208:197,25[' ]| was all the notice$0$ that$6#1$ 208:197,26[' ]| her sister received from her." 208:197,27[A ]| "I will$1$ leave$1$ you," 208:197,27[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 208:197,27[A ]| "if you will$1$ go to$4$ 208:197,28[A ]| bed." 208:197,28[' ]| But this, from the momentary perverseness of 208:197,29[' ]| impatient suffering, she at first refused to$9$ do. Her 208:197,30[' ]| sister's earnest, though gentle persuasion, however, soon 208:197,31[' ]| softened her to$4$ compliance, and $SS#A$Elinor saw her lay$1#1$ her 208:197,32[' ]| aching head$0$ on$4$ the pillow, and saw her, as she hoped, 208:197,33[' ]| in$4$ a way to$9$ get some quiet$2$ rest$0#2$ before$3$ she left her. 208:197,34[' ]| In$4$ the drawing-room, whither she then repaired, she 208:197,35[' ]| was soon joined by$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, with a wine-glass, 208:197,36[' ]| full of something, in$4$ her hand$0$. 208:197,37[K ]| "My dear$2#1$," 208:197,37[' ]| said she, entering, 208:197,37[K ]| "I have just$5$ recollected 208:197,38[K ]| that$3$ I have some of the finest old Constantia wine in$4$ 208:198,01[K ]| the house, that$6#1$ ever was tasted, so$3$ I have brought 208:198,02[K ]| a glass of it for$4$ your sister. My poor husband! how 208:198,03[K ]| fond he was of it! Whenever he had a touch$0$ of his 208:198,04[K ]| old cholicky gout, he said it did him more good than 208:198,05[K ]| any*thing else in$4$ the world. Do take it to$4$ your sister." 208:198,06[A ]| "Dear$2#1$ Ma'am," 208:198,06[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, smiling at the difference 208:198,07[' ]| of the complaints for$4$ which$6#1$ it was recommended, 208:198,08[A ]| "how good you are! But I have just$5$ left $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ 208:198,09[A ]| bed, and, I hope$1$, almost asleep; and as I think nothing 208:198,10[A ]| will$1$ be of so$5#1$ much service to$4$ her as rest$0#2$, if you will$1$ 208:198,11[A ]| give me leave$0$, I will$1$ drink the wine myself." 208:198,12[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, though regretting that$3$ she had not 208:198,13[' ]| been five minutes earlier, was satisfied with the compromise; 208:198,14[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor, as she swallowed the chief of it, 208:198,15[' ]| reflected that$3$, though its good effects on$4$ a cholicky gout 208:198,16[' ]| were, at present$0#1$, of little importance to$4$ her, its healing 208:198,17[' ]| powers on$4$ a disappointed heart might be as reasonably 208:198,18[' ]| tried on$4$ herself as on$4$ her sister. 208:198,19[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon came in$5$ while$3$ the party were at 208:198,20[' ]| tea, and by$4$ his manner of looking round$4$ the room for$4$ 208:198,21[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, $SS#A$Elinor immediately fancied that$3$ he neither 208:198,22[' ]| expected, nor wished to$9$ see her there, and, in$4$ short, 208:198,23[' ]| that$3$ he was already aware of what occasioned her 208:198,24[' ]| absence. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was not struck by$4$ the same 208:198,25[' ]| thought$0$; for$3$, soon after$4$ his entrance, she walked across$4$ 208:198,26[' ]| the room to$4$ the tea-table where $SS#A$Elinor presided, and 208:198,27[' ]| whispered ~~ 208:198,27[K ]| "The $SS#H$Colonel looks$1$ as grave$2$ as ever you 208:198,28[K ]| see. He knows nothing of it; do tell him, my dear$2#1$." 208:198,29[' ]| He shortly afterwards drew a chair close$5$ to$4$ her's, and, 208:198,30[' ]| with a look$0$ which$6#1$ perfectly assured her of his good 208:198,31[' ]| information, inquired after$4$ her sister. 208:198,32[A ]| "$SS#C$Marianne is not well$5$," 208:198,32[' ]| said she. 208:198,32[A ]| "She has been 208:198,33[A ]| indisposed all day, and we have persuaded her to$9$ go 208:198,34[A ]| to$4$ bed." 208:198,35[H ]| "Perhaps, then," 208:198,35[' ]| he hesitatingly replied, 208:198,35[H ]| "what I 208:198,36[H ]| heard this morning may$1$ be ~~ there may$1$ be more truth 208:198,37[H ]| in$4$ it than I could believe possible at first." 208:198,38[A ]| "What did you hear?" 208:199,01[H ]| "That$3$ a gentleman, whom$6#1$ I had reason$0$ to$9$ think ~~ in$4$ 208:199,02[H ]| short, that$3$ a man, whom$6#1$ I \knew\ to$9$ be engaged ~~ but 208:199,03[H ]| how shall I tell you? If you know it already, as surely 208:199,04[H ]| you must, I may$1$ be spared." 208:199,05[A ]| "You mean$1$," 208:199,05[' ]| answered $SS#A$Elinor, with forced calmness, 208:199,06[A ]| "$SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby's marriage with $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey. Yes, we 208:199,07[A ]| \do\ know it all. This seems to$9$ have been a day of general$2$ 208:199,08[A ]| elucidation, for$3$ this very morning first unfolded it to$4$ 208:199,09[A ]| us. $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby is unfathomable! Where did you 208:199,10[A ]| hear it?" 208:199,11[H ]| "In$4$ a stationer's shop in$4$ Pall*Mall, where I had 208:199,12[H ]| business. Two ladies were waiting for$4$ their carriage, 208:199,13[H ]| and one of them was giving the other an account$0$ of the 208:199,14[H ]| intended match$0$, in$4$ a voice so$5#1$ little attempting concealment, 208:199,15[H ]| that$3$ it was impossible for$4$ me not to$9$ hear all. 208:199,16[H ]| The name$0$ of $SS#R$Willoughby, $SS#R$John*Willoughby, frequently 208:199,17[H ]| repeated, first caught my attention, and what followed 208:199,18[H ]| was a positive assertion that$3$ every*thing was now finally 208:199,19[H ]| settled respecting his marriage with $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey ~~ it was 208:199,20[H ]| no$2$ longer to$9$ be a secret$0$ ~~ it would take place$0$ even$5$ within 208:199,21[H ]| a few weeks, with many particulars of preparations and 208:199,22[H ]| other matters. One thing, especially, I remember, 208:199,23[H ]| because it served to$9$ identify the man still$5$ more: ~~ as 208:199,24[H ]| soon as the ceremony was over, they were to$9$ go to$4$ 208:199,25[H ]| Combe*Magna, his seat in$4$ Somersetshire. My astonishment! ~~ 208:199,26[H ]| but it would be impossible to$9$ describe what 208:199,27[H ]| I felt. The communicative lady I learnt, on$4$ inquiry, 208:199,28[H ]| for$3$ I staid in$4$ the shop till they were gone, was a $SS#ZM$Mrs%*Ellison, 208:199,29[H ]| and that$3$, as I have been since informed, is the 208:199,30[H ]| name$0$ of $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey's guardian." 208:199,31[A ]| "It is. But have you likewise heard that$3$ $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey 208:199,32[A ]| has fifty thousand pounds? In$4$ that$6#2$, if in$4$ any*thing, 208:199,33[A ]| we may$1$ find an explanation." 208:199,34[H ]| "It may$1$ be so$5#2$; but $SS#R$Willoughby is capable ~~ at least 208:199,35[H ]| I think" ~~ 208:199,35[' ]| he stopped a moment; then added in$4$ a voice 208:199,36[' ]| which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ distrust$1$ itself, 208:199,36[H ]| "And your sister ~~ how 208:199,37[H ]| did she ~~" 208:199,38[A ]| "Her sufferings have been very severe. I have only 208:200,01[A ]| to$9$ hope$1$ that$3$ they may$1$ be proportionably short. It has 208:200,02[A ]| been, it is a most cruel affliction. Till yesterday, I 208:200,03[A ]| believe, she never doubted his regard$0$; and even$5$ now, 208:200,04[A ]| perhaps ~~ But \I\ am almost convinced that$3$ he never was 208:200,05[A ]| really attached to$4$ her. He has been very deceitful! 208:200,06[A ]| and, in$4$ some points, there seems a hardness of heart 208:200,07[A ]| about$4$ him." 208:200,08[H ]| "Ah!" 208:200,08[' ]| said $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 208:200,08[H ]| "there is, indeed! 208:200,09[H ]| But your sister does not ~~ I think you said so$5#2$ ~~ she does 208:200,10[H ]| not consider it quite as you do?" 208:200,11[A ]| "You know her disposition, and may$1$ believe how 208:200,12[A ]| eagerly she would still$5$ justify him if she could." 208:200,13[' ]| He made no$2$ answer$0$; and soon afterwards, by$4$ the 208:200,14[' ]| removal of the tea-things, and the arrangement of the 208:200,15[' ]| card*parties, the subject$0$ was necessarily dropped. 208:200,16[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, who$6#1$ had watched them with pleasure 208:200,17[' ]| while$3$ they were talking, and who$6#1$ expected to$9$ see the 208:200,18[' ]| effect$0$ of $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood's communication, in$4$ such an 208:200,19[' ]| instantaneous gaiety on$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's side$0$, as might 208:200,20[' ]| have become a man in$4$ the bloom of youth, of hope$0$ and 208:200,21[' ]| happiness, saw him, with amazement, remain the whole$2$ 208:200,22[' ]| evening more serious$2$ and thoughtful than usual. 209:201,01[' ]| From a night of more sleep$0$ than she had expected, 209:201,02[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne awoke the next morning to$4$ the same consciousness 209:201,03[' ]| of misery in$4$ which$6#1$ she had closed her eyes. 209:201,04[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor encouraged her as much as possible to$9$ talk$1$ 209:201,05[' ]| of what she felt; and before$3$ breakfast$0$ was ready, they 209:201,06[' ]| had gone through$4$ the subject$0$ again and again; with 209:201,07[' ]| the same steady conviction and affectionate counsel$0$ on$4$ 209:201,08[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's side$0$, the same impetuous feelings and varying 209:201,09[' ]| opinions on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's, as before$5$. Sometimes she could 209:201,10[' ]| believe $SS#R$Willoughby to$9$ be as unfortunate and as innocent 209:201,11[' ]| as herself, and at others, lost every consolation in$4$ the 209:201,12[' ]| impossibility of acquitting him. At one moment she 209:201,13[' ]| was absolutely indifferent to$4$ the observation of all the 209:201,14[' ]| world, at another she would seclude herself from it for*ever, 209:201,15[' ]| and at a third could resist it with energy. In$4$ one 209:201,16[' ]| thing, however, she was uniform, when it came to$4$ the 209:201,17[' ]| point$0$, in$4$ avoiding, where it was possible, the presence 209:201,18[' ]| of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, and in$4$ a determined silence$0$ when 209:201,19[' ]| obliged to$9$ endure it. Her heart was hardened against 209:201,20[' ]| the belief of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's entering into her sorrows 209:201,21[' ]| with any compassion. 209:201,22[C ]| "No$7$, no$7$, no$7$, it cannot be," 209:201,22[' ]| she cried; 209:201,22[C ]| "she cannot 209:201,23[C ]| feel. Her kindness is not sympathy; her good*nature 209:201,24[C ]| is not tenderness. All that$6#1$ she wants$1$ is gossip, and she 209:201,25[C ]| only likes me now because I supply$1$ it." 209:201,26[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had not needed this to$9$ be assured of the 209:201,27[' ]| injustice to$4$ which$6#1$ her sister was often led in$4$ her opinion 209:201,28[' ]| of others, by$4$ the irritable refinement of her own$2$ mind$0$, 209:201,29[' ]| and the too$5#1$ great importance placed by$4$ her on$4$ the 209:201,30[' ]| delicacies of a strong sensibility, and the graces of 209:201,31[' ]| a polished manner. Like$4$ half the rest$0#1$ of the world, if 209:201,32[' ]| more than half there be that$6#1$ are clever and good, 209:201,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, with excellent abilities and an excellent 209:202,01[' ]| disposition, was neither reasonable nor candid. She 209:202,02[' ]| expected from other people the same opinions and 209:202,03[' ]| feelings as her own$2$, and she judged of their motives by$4$ 209:202,04[' ]| the immediate effect$0$ of their actions on$4$ herself. Thus 209:202,05[' ]| a circumstance occurred, while$3$ the sisters were together 209:202,06[' ]| in$4$ their own$2$ room after$4$ breakfast$0$, which$6#1$ sunk the heart 209:202,07[' ]| of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings still$5$ lower$2$ in$4$ her estimation; because, 209:202,08[' ]| through$4$ her own$2$ weakness, it chanced to$9$ prove a source 209:202,09[' ]| of fresh pain$0$ to$4$ herself, though $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was 209:202,10[' ]| governed in$4$ it by$4$ an impulse of the utmost good-will. 209:202,11[' ]| With a letter in$4$ her out-stretched hand$0$, and countenance 209:202,12[' ]| gaily smiling, from the persuasion of bringing 209:202,13[' ]| comfort$0$, she entered their room, saying, 209:202,14[K ]| "Now, my dear$2#1$, I bring you something that$6#1$ I am 209:202,15[K ]| sure will$1$ do you good." 209:202,16[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne heard enough. In$4$ one moment her imagination 209:202,17[' ]| placed before$4$ her a letter from $SS#R$Willoughby, full of 209:202,18[' ]| tenderness and contrition, explanatory of all that$6#1$ had 209:202,19[' ]| passed, satisfactory, convincing; and instantly followed 209:202,20[' ]| by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby himself, rushing eagerly into the room 209:202,21[' ]| to$9$ inforce, at her feet, by$4$ the eloquence of his eyes, the 209:202,22[' ]| assurances of his letter. The work$0$ of one moment was 209:202,23[' ]| destroyed by$4$ the next. The hand*writing of her mother, 209:202,24[' ]| never till then unwelcome, was before$4$ her; and, in$4$ the 209:202,25[' ]| acuteness of the disappointment which$6#1$ followed such an 209:202,26[' ]| extasy of more than hope$0$, she felt as if, till that$6#2$ instant$0$, 209:202,27[' ]| she had never suffered. 209:202,28[' ]| The cruelty of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings no$2$ language, within her 209:202,29[' ]| reach$0$ in$4$ her moments of happiest eloquence, could have 209:202,30[' ]| expressed; and now she could reproach$1$ her only by$4$ the 209:202,31[' ]| tears which$6#1$ streamed from her eyes with passionate 209:202,32[' ]| violence ~~ a reproach$0$, however, so$5#1$ entirely lost on$4$ its 209:202,33[' ]| object$0$, that$3$ after$4$ many expressions of pity$0$, she withdrew, 209:202,34[' ]| still$5$ referring her to$4$ the letter for$4$ comfort$0$. But 209:202,35[' ]| the letter, when she was calm$2$ enough to$9$ read it, brought 209:202,36[' ]| little comfort$0$. $SS#R$Willoughby filled every page. Her 209:202,37[' ]| mother, still$5$ confident of their engagement, and relying 209:202,38[' ]| as warmly as ever on$4$ his constancy, had only been 209:203,01[' ]| roused by$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's application, to$9$ intreat from $SS#C$Marianne 209:203,02[' ]| greater openness towards them both; and this, with 209:203,03[' ]| such tenderness towards her, such affection for$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, 209:203,04[' ]| and such a conviction of their future happiness 209:203,05[' ]| in$4$ each other, that$3$ she wept with agony through$4$ the 209:203,06[' ]| whole$0$ of it. 209:203,07[' ]| All her impatience to$9$ be at home again now returned; 209:203,08[' ]| her mother was dearer to$4$ her than ever; dearer through$4$ 209:203,09[' ]| the very excess of her mistaken confidence in$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, 209:203,10[' ]| and she was wildly urgent to$9$ be gone. $SS#A$Elinor, unable 209:203,11[' ]| herself to$9$ determine whether it were better for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne 209:203,12[' ]| to$9$ be in$4$ London or at Barton, offered no$2$ counsel$0$ of her 209:203,13[' ]| own$2$ except of patience till their mother's wishes$0$ could 209:203,14[' ]| be known; and at length she obtained her sister's consent$0$ 209:203,15[' ]| to$9$ wait for$4$ that$6#2$ knowledge. 209:203,16[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings left them earlier than usual; for$3$ she 209:203,17[' ]| could not be easy till the $SS#L1$Middletons and $SS#N1$Palmers were 209:203,18[' ]| able to$9$ grieve as much as herself; and positively refusing 209:203,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's offered attendance, went out$5$ alone for$4$ the rest$0#1$ 209:203,20[' ]| of the morning. $SS#A$Elinor, with a very heavy heart, aware 209:203,21[' ]| of the pain$0$ she was going to$9$ communicate, and perceiving 209:203,22[' ]| by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's letter how ill she had succeeded 209:203,23[' ]| in$4$ laying any foundation for$4$ it, then sat down$5$ to$9$ write 209:203,24[' ]| her mother an account$0$ of what had passed, and intreat 209:203,25[' ]| her directions for$4$ the future; while$3$ $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ came 209:203,26[' ]| into the drawing-room on$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's going away, 209:203,27[' ]| remained fixed at the table where $SS#A$Elinor wrote, watching 209:203,28[' ]| the advancement of her pen, grieving over her for$4$ the 209:203,29[' ]| hardship of such a task, and grieving still$5$ more fondly 209:203,30[' ]| over its effect$0$ on$4$ her mother. 209:203,31[' ]| In$4$ this manner they had continued about$4$ a quarter$0#1$ 209:203,32[' ]| of an hour, when $SS#C$Marianne, whose$6#1$ nerves could not then 209:203,33[' ]| bear$1$ any sudden$2$ noise, was startled by$4$ a rap at the door. 209:203,34[A ]| "Who$6#2$ can this be?" 209:203,34[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor. 209:203,34[A ]| "So$5#1$ early too$5#2$! 209:203,35[A ]| I thought$1$ we \had\ been safe." 209:203,36[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne moved to$4$ the window ~~ 209:203,37[C ]| "It is $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon!" 209:203,37[' ]| said she, with vexation. 209:203,38[C ]| "We are never safe from \him\." 209:204,01[A ]| "He will$1$ not come in$5$, as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings is from home." 209:204,02[C ]| "I will$1$ not trust$1$ to$4$ \that$6#2$\," 209:204,02[' ]| retreating to$4$ her own$2$ room. 209:204,03[C ]| "A man who$6#1$ has nothing to$9$ do with his own$2$ time has 209:204,04[C ]| no$2$ conscience in$4$ his intrusion on$4$ that$6#2$ of others." 209:204,05[' ]| The event proved her conjecture$0$ right$2#1$, though it was 209:204,06[' ]| founded on$4$ injustice and error; for$3$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 209:204,07[' ]| \did\ come in$5$; and $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ was convinced that$3$ 209:204,08[' ]| solicitude for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne brought him thither, and who$6#1$ 209:204,09[' ]| saw \that$6#2$\ solicitude in$4$ his disturbed and melancholy$2$ look$0$, 209:204,10[' ]| and in$4$ his anxious though brief inquiry after$4$ her, could 209:204,11[' ]| not forgive her sister for$4$ esteeming him so$5#1$ lightly. 209:204,12[H ]| "I met $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings in$4$ Bond-street," 209:204,12[' ]| said he, after$4$ 209:204,13[' ]| the first salutation, 209:204,13[H ]| "and she encouraged me to$9$ come 209:204,14[H ]| on$5$; and I was the more easily encouraged, because 209:204,15[H ]| I thought$1$ it probable that$3$ I might find you alone, which$6#1$ 209:204,16[H ]| I was very desirous of doing. My object$0$ ~~ my wish$0$ ~~ 209:204,17[H ]| my sole wish$0$ in$4$ desiring it ~~ I hope$1$, I believe it is ~~ is 209:204,18[H ]| to$9$ be a means$0$ of giving comfort$0$; ~~ no$7$, I must not say 209:204,19[H ]| comfort$0$ ~~ not present$2$ comfort$0$ ~~ but conviction, lasting 209:204,20[H ]| conviction to$4$ your sister's mind$0$. My regard$0$ for$4$ her, for$4$ 209:204,21[H ]| yourself, for$4$ your mother ~~ will$1$ you allow me to$9$ prove 209:204,22[H ]| it, by$4$ relating some circumstances, which$6#1$ nothing but 209:204,23[H ]| a \very\ sincere regard$0$ ~~ nothing but an earnest desire$0$ of 209:204,24[H ]| being$1$ useful ~~ I think I am justified ~~ though where 209:204,25[H ]| so$5#1$ many hours have been spent in$4$ convincing myself 209:204,26[H ]| that$3$ I am right$2#1$, is there not some reason$0$ to$9$ fear$1$ I may$1$ 209:204,27[H ]| be wrong?" 209:204,27[' ]| He stopped. 209:204,28[A ]| "I understand you," 209:204,28[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 209:204,28[A ]| "You have something 209:204,29[A ]| to$9$ tell me of $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, that$6#1$ will$1$ open$1$ his 209:204,30[A ]| character farther. Your telling it will$1$ be the greatest 209:204,31[A ]| act$0$ of friendship that$6#1$ can be shewn $SS#C$Marianne. \My\ 209:204,32[A ]| gratitude will$1$ be insured immediately by$4$ any information 209:204,33[A ]| tending to$4$ that$6#2$ end$0$, and \her's\ must be gained by$4$ 209:204,34[A ]| it in$4$ time. Pray, pray let me hear it." 209:204,35[H ]| "You shall; and, to$9$ be brief, when I quitted Barton 209:204,36[H ]| last$2$ October, ~~ but this will$1$ give you no$2$ idea ~~ I must 209:204,37[H ]| go farther back$5$. You will$1$ find me a very awkward 209:204,38[H ]| narrator, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood; I hardly know where to$9$ 209:205,01[H ]| begin. A short account$0$ of myself, I believe, will$1$ be 209:205,02[H ]| necessary, and it \shall\ be a short one. On$4$ such a subject$0$," 209:205,03[' ]| sighing heavily, 209:205,03[H ]| "I can have little temptation to$9$ 209:205,04[H ]| be diffuse." 209:205,05[' ]| He stopt a moment for$4$ recollection, and then, with 209:205,06[' ]| another sigh$0$, went on$5$. 209:205,07[H ]| "You have probably entirely forgotten a conversation ~~ 209:205,08[H ]| (it is not to$9$ be supposed that$3$ it could make$1$ any 209:205,09[H ]| impression on$4$ you) ~~ a conversation between us one 209:205,10[H ]| evening at Barton*Park ~~ it was the evening of a dance$0$ ~~ 209:205,11[H ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ I alluded to$4$ a lady I had once known, as 209:205,12[H ]| resembling, in$4$ some measure$0$, your sister $SS#C$Marianne." 209:205,13[A ]| "Indeed," 209:205,13[' ]| answered $SS#A$Elinor, 209:205,13[A ]| "I have \not\ forgotten 209:205,14[A ]| it." 209:205,14[' ]| He looked pleased by$4$ this remembrance, and added, 209:205,15[H ]| "If I am not deceived by$4$ the uncertainty, the partiality 209:205,16[H ]| of tender$2$ recollection, there is a very strong 209:205,17[H ]| resemblance between them, as well$5$ in$4$ mind$0$ as person. 209:205,18[H ]| The same warmth of heart, the same eagerness of fancy$0$ 209:205,19[H ]| and spirits. This lady was one of my nearest relations, 209:205,20[H ]| an orphan from her infancy, and under the guardianship 209:205,21[H ]| of my father. Our ages were nearly the same, and from 209:205,22[H ]| our earliest years we were playfellows and friends. 209:205,23[H ]| I cannot remember the time when I did not love$1$ $SS#ZB$Eliza; 209:205,24[H ]| and my affection for$4$ her, as we grew up$5$, was such, as 209:205,25[H ]| perhaps, judging from my present$2$ forlorn and cheerless 209:205,26[H ]| gravity, you might think me incapable of having ever 209:205,27[H ]| felt. Her's, for$4$ me, was, I believe, fervent as the attachment 209:205,28[H ]| of your sister to$4$ $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, and it was, 209:205,29[H ]| though from a different cause, no$2$ less unfortunate. At 209:205,30[H ]| seventeen, she was lost to$4$ me for*ever. She was married 209:205,31[H ]| ~~ married against her inclination to$4$ my brother. Her 209:205,32[H ]| fortune was large, and our family estate much encumbered. 209:205,33[H ]| And this, I fear$1$, is all that$6#1$ can be said for$4$ the 209:205,34[H ]| conduct$0$ of one, who$6#1$ was at once her uncle and guardian. 209:205,35[H ]| My brother did not deserve her; he did not even$5$ love$1$ 209:205,36[H ]| her. I had hoped that$3$ her regard$0$ for$4$ me would support$1$ 209:205,37[H ]| her under any difficulty, and for$4$ some time it did; but 209:205,38[H ]| at last$0$ the misery of her situation, for$3$ she experienced 209:206,01[H ]| great unkindness, overcame all her resolution, and 209:206,02[H ]| though she had promised me that$3$ nothing ~~ but how 209:206,03[H ]| blindly I relate! I have never told you how this was 209:206,04[H ]| brought on$5$. We were within a few hours of eloping 209:206,05[H ]| together for$4$ Scotland. The treachery, or the folly, of 209:206,06[H ]| my cousin's maid betrayed us. I was banished to$4$ the 209:206,07[H ]| house of a relation far distant, and she was allowed no$2$ 209:206,08[H ]| liberty, no$2$ society, no$2$ amusement, till my father's point$0$ 209:206,09[H ]| was gained. I had depended on$4$ her fortitude too$5#1$ far, 209:206,10[H ]| and the blow was a severe one ~~ but had her marriage 209:206,11[H ]| been happy, so$5#1$ young as I then was, a few months must 209:206,12[H ]| have reconciled me to$4$ it, or at least I should not have 209:206,13[H ]| now to$9$ lament it. This however was not the case. My 209:206,14[H ]| brother had no$2$ regard$0$ for$4$ her; his pleasures were not 209:206,15[H ]| what they ought to$9$ have been, and from the first he 209:206,16[H ]| treated her unkindly. The consequence of this, upon$4$ 209:206,17[H ]| a mind$0$ so$5#1$ young, so$5#1$ lively, so$5#1$ inexperienced as $SS#ZB$Mrs%*Brandon's, 209:206,18[H ]| was but too$5#1$ natural$2$. She resigned herself 209:206,19[H ]| at first to$4$ all the misery of her situation; and happy 209:206,20[H ]| had it been if she had not lived to$9$ overcome those 209:206,21[H ]| regrets which$6#1$ the remembrance of me occasioned. But 209:206,22[H ]| can we wonder$1$ that$3$ with such a husband to$9$ provoke 209:206,23[H ]| inconstancy, and without a friend to$9$ advise or restrain 209:206,24[H ]| her, (for$3$ my father lived only a few months after$4$ their 209:206,25[H ]| marriage, and I was with my regiment in$4$ the East*Indies) 209:206,26[H ]| she should fall$1$? Had I remained in$4$ England, 209:206,27[H ]| perhaps ~~ but I meant to$9$ promote the happiness of both 209:206,28[H ]| by$4$ removing from her for$4$ years, and for$4$ that$6#2$ purpose 209:206,29[H ]| had procured my exchange$0$. The shock$0$ which$6#1$ her 209:206,30[H ]| marriage had given me," 209:206,30[' ]| he continued, in$4$ a voice of 209:206,31[' ]| great agitation, 209:206,31[H ]| "was of trifling weight ~~ was nothing ~~ 209:206,32[H ]| to$4$ what I felt when I heard, about$4$ two years afterwards, 209:206,33[H ]| of her divorce. It was \that$6#2$\ which$6#1$ threw this gloom, ~~ 209:206,34[H ]| even$5$ now the recollection of what I suffered ~~" 209:206,35[' ]| He could say no$2$ more, and rising hastily walked for$4$ 209:206,36[' ]| a few minutes about$4$ the room. $SS#A$Elinor, affected by$4$ his 209:206,37[' ]| relation, and still$5$ more by$4$ his distress$0$, could not speak. 209:206,38[' ]| He saw her concern$0$, and coming to$4$ her, took her hand$0$, 209:207,01[' ]| pressed it, and kissed it with grateful respect$0$. A few 209:207,02[' ]| minutes more of silent exertion enabled him to$9$ proceed 209:207,03[' ]| with composure. 209:207,04[H ]| "It was nearly three years after$4$ this unhappy period 209:207,05[H ]| before$3$ I returned to$4$ England. My first care$0$, when I \did\ 209:207,06[H ]| arrive, was of course$8$ to$9$ seek for$4$ her; but the search$0$ 209:207,07[H ]| was as fruitless as it was melancholy$2$. I could not trace 209:207,08[H ]| her beyond$4$ her first seducer, and there was every reason$0$ 209:207,09[H ]| to$9$ fear$1$ that$3$ she had removed from him only to$9$ sink 209:207,10[H ]| deeper in$4$ a life of sin. Her legal allowance was not 209:207,11[H ]| adequate to$4$ her fortune, nor sufficient for$4$ her comfortable 209:207,12[H ]| maintenance, and I learnt from my brother, that$3$ 209:207,13[H ]| the power of receiving it had been made over some 209:207,14[H ]| months before$5$ to$4$ another person. He imagined, and 209:207,15[H ]| calmly could he imagine it, that$3$ her extravagance and 209:207,16[H ]| consequent distress$0$ had obliged her to$9$ dispose of it for$4$ 209:207,17[H ]| some immediate relief. At last$0$, however, and after$3$ I had 209:207,18[H ]| been six months in$4$ England, I \did\ find her. Regard$0$ for$4$ 209:207,19[H ]| a former servant of my own$2$, who$6#1$ had since fallen into 209:207,20[H ]| misfortune, carried me to$9$ visit$1$ him in$4$ a spunging-house, 209:207,21[H ]| where he was confined for$4$ debt; and there, in$4$ the same 209:207,22[H ]| house, under a similar confinement, was my unfortunate 209:207,23[H ]| sister. So$5#1$ altered ~~ so$5#1$ faded ~~ worn down$5$ by$4$ acute 209:207,24[H ]| suffering of every kind$0$! hardly could I believe the 209:207,25[H ]| melancholy$2$ and sickly figure before$4$ me, to$9$ be the remains$0$ 209:207,26[H ]| of the lovely, blooming, healthful girl, on$4$ whom$6#1$ I had 209:207,27[H ]| once doated. What I endured in$4$ so$5#2$ beholding her ~~ but 209:207,28[H ]| I have no$2$ right$0$ to$9$ wound$1#2$ your feelings by$4$ attempting 209:207,29[H ]| to$9$ describe it ~~ I have pained you too$5#1$ much already. 209:207,30[H ]| That$3$ she was, to$4$ all appearance, in$4$ the last$2$ stage$0#1$ of 209:207,31[H ]| a consumption, was ~~ yes, in$4$ such a situation it was my 209:207,32[H ]| greatest comfort$0$. Life could do nothing for$4$ her, beyond$4$ 209:207,33[H ]| giving time for$4$ a better preparation for$4$ death; and that$6#2$ 209:207,34[H ]| was given. I saw her placed in$4$ comfortable lodgings, 209:207,35[H ]| and under proper attendants; I visited her every day 209:207,36[H ]| during the rest$0#1$ of her short life; I was with her in$4$ her 209:207,37[H ]| last$2$ moments." 209:207,38[' ]| Again he stopped to$9$ recover himself; and $SS#A$Elinor 209:208,01[' ]| spoke her feelings in$4$ an exclamation of tender$2$ concern$0$, 209:208,02[' ]| at the fate of his unfortunate friend. 209:208,03[H ]| "Your sister, I hope$1$, cannot be offended," 209:208,03[' ]| said he, 209:208,04[H ]| "by$4$ the resemblance I have fancied between her and 209:208,05[H ]| my poor disgraced relation. Their fates, their fortunes 209:208,06[H ]| cannot be the same; and had the natural$2$ sweet disposition 209:208,07[H ]| of the one been guarded by$4$ a firmer mind$0$, or 209:208,08[H ]| an happier marriage, she might have been all that$6#1$ you 209:208,09[H ]| will$1$ live to$9$ see the other be. But to$4$ what does all this 209:208,10[H ]| lead$1$? I seem to$9$ have been distressing you for$4$ nothing. 209:208,11[H ]| Ah! $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood ~~ a subject$0$ such as this ~~ untouched 209:208,12[H ]| for$4$ fourteen years ~~ it is dangerous to$9$ handle it at all! 209:208,13[H ]| I \will$1$\ be more collected ~~ more concise. She left to$4$ my 209:208,14[H ]| care$0$ her only child, a little girl, the offspring of her first 209:208,15[H ]| guilty connection, who$6#1$ was then about$4$ three years old. 209:208,16[H ]| She loved the child, and had always kept it with her. 209:208,17[H ]| It was a valued, a precious trust$0$ to$4$ me; and gladly 209:208,18[H ]| would I have discharged it in$4$ the strictest sense, by$4$ 209:208,19[H ]| watching over her education myself, had the nature of 209:208,20[H ]| our situations allowed it; but I had no$2$ family, no$2$ 209:208,21[H ]| home; and my little $SS#ZC$Eliza was therefore placed at 209:208,22[H ]| school. I saw her there whenever I could, and after$4$ 209:208,23[H ]| the death of my brother, (which$6#1$ happened about$4$ five 209:208,24[H ]| years ago, and which$6#1$ left to$4$ me the possession of the 209:208,25[H ]| family property,) she frequently visited me at Delaford. 209:208,26[H ]| I called her a distant relation; but I am well$5$ aware 209:208,27[H ]| that$3$ I have in$4$ general$0$ been suspected of a much nearer 209:208,28[H ]| connection with her. It is now three years ago, (she 209:208,29[H ]| had just$5$ reached her fourteenth year,) that$3$ I removed 209:208,30[H ]| her from school, to$9$ place$1$ her under the care$0$ of a very 209:208,31[H ]| respectable woman, residing in$4$ Dorsetshire, who$6#1$ had the 209:208,32[H ]| charge$0$ of four or five other girls of about$4$ the same time 209:208,33[H ]| of life; and for$4$ two years I had every reason$0$ to$9$ be 209:208,34[H ]| pleased with her situation. But last$2$ February, almost 209:208,35[H ]| a twelvemonth back$5$, she suddenly disappeared. I had 209:208,36[H ]| allowed her, (imprudently, as it has since turned out$5$,) 209:208,37[H ]| at her earnest desire$0$, to$9$ go to$4$ Bath$0#1$ with one of her 209:208,38[H ]| young friends, who$6#1$ was attending her father there for$4$ 209:209,01[H ]| his health. I knew him to$9$ be a very good sort of man, 209:209,02[H ]| and I thought$1$ well$5$ of his daughter ~~ better than she 209:209,03[H ]| deserved, for$3$, with a most obstinate and ill-judged 209:209,04[H ]| secrecy, she would tell nothing, would give no$2$ clue, 209:209,05[H ]| though she certainly knew all. He, her father, a well-meaning, 209:209,06[H ]| but not a quick-sighted man, could really, 209:209,07[H ]| I believe, give no$2$ information; for$3$ he had been generally 209:209,08[H ]| confined to$4$ the house, while$3$ the girls were ranging over 209:209,09[H ]| the town and making what acquaintance they chose; 209:209,10[H ]| and he tried to$9$ convince me, as thoroughly as he was 209:209,11[H ]| convinced himself, of his daughter's being$1$ entirely unconcerned 209:209,12[H ]| in$4$ the business. In$4$ short, I could learn nothing 209:209,13[H ]| but that$3$ she was gone; all the rest$0#1$, for$4$ eight long 209:209,14[H ]| months, was left to$4$ conjecture$0$. What I thought$1$, what 209:209,15[H ]| I feared, may$1$ be imagined; and what I suffered too$5#2$." 209:209,16[A ]| "Good heavens!" 209:209,16[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor, 209:209,16[A ]| "could it be ~~ could 209:209,17[A ]| $SS#R$Willoughby! ~~ 209:209,18[H ]| "The first news that$6#1$ reached me of her," 209:209,18[' ]| he continued, 209:209,19[H ]| "came in$4$ a letter from herself, last$2$ October. It was 209:209,20[H ]| forwarded to$4$ me from Delaford, and I received it on$4$ 209:209,21[H ]| the very morning of our intended party to$4$ Whitwell; 209:209,22[H ]| and this was the reason$0$ of my leaving Barton so$5#1$ suddenly, 209:209,23[H ]| which$6#1$ I am sure must at the time have appeared 209:209,24[H ]| strange to$4$ every*body, and which$6#1$ I believe gave offence 209:209,25[H ]| to$4$ some. Little did $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby imagine, I suppose, 209:209,26[H ]| when his looks$0$ censured me for$4$ incivility in$4$ breaking up$5$ 209:209,27[H ]| the party, that$3$ I was called away to$4$ the relief of one, 209:209,28[H ]| whom$6#1$ he had made poor and miserable; but \had\ he 209:209,29[H ]| known it, what would it have availed? Would he have 209:209,30[H ]| been less gay or less happy in$4$ the smiles of your sister? 209:209,31[H ]| No$7$, he had already done that$6#2$, which$6#1$ no$2$ man who$6#1$ \can\ 209:209,32[H ]| feel for$4$ another, would do. He had left the girl whose$6#1$ 209:209,33[H ]| youth and innocence he had seduced, in$4$ a situation of 209:209,34[H ]| the utmost distress$0$, with no$2$ creditable home, no$2$ help$0$, 209:209,35[H ]| no$2$ friends, ignorant of his address$0$! He had left her 209:209,36[H ]| promising to$9$ return$1$; he neither returned, nor wrote, 209:209,37[H ]| nor relieved her." 209:209,38[A ]| "This is beyond$4$ every*thing!" 209:209,38[' ]| exclaimed $SS#A$Elinor. 209:210,01[H ]| "His character is now before$4$ you; expensive, dissipated, 209:210,02[H ]| and worse than both. Knowing all this, as 209:210,03[H ]| I have now known it many weeks, guess$1$ what I must 209:210,04[H ]| have felt on$4$ seeing your sister as fond of him as ever, 209:210,05[H ]| and on$4$ being$1$ assured that$3$ she was to$9$ marry him; guess$1$ 209:210,06[H ]| what I must have felt for$4$ all your sakes. When I came 209:210,07[H ]| to$4$ you last$2$ week and found you alone, I came determined 209:210,08[H ]| to$9$ know the truth; though irresolute what to$9$ do when 209:210,09[H ]| it \was\ known. My behaviour must have seemed strange 209:210,10[H ]| to$4$ you then; but now you will$1$ comprehend it. To$9$ 209:210,11[H ]| suffer you all to$9$ be so$5#2$ deceived; to$9$ see your sister ~~ but 209:210,12[H ]| what could I do? I had no$2$ hope$0$ of interfering with 209:210,13[H ]| success; and sometimes I thought$1$ your sister's influence$0$ 209:210,14[H ]| might yet reclaim him. But now, after$4$ such dishonourable 209:210,15[H ]| usage, who$6#2$ can tell what were his designs on$4$ her? 209:210,16[H ]| Whatever they may$1$ have been, however, she may$1$ now, 209:210,17[H ]| and hereafter doubtless \will$1$\, turn$1$ with gratitude towards 209:210,18[H ]| her own$2$ condition$0$, when she compares it with that$6#2$ of 209:210,19[H ]| my poor $SS#ZC$Eliza, when she considers the wretched and 209:210,20[H ]| hopeless situation of this poor girl, and pictures her to$4$ 209:210,21[H ]| herself, with an affection for$4$ him as strong, still$5$ as strong 209:210,22[H ]| as her own$2$, and with a mind$0$ tormented by$4$ self-reproach, 209:210,23[H ]| which$6#1$ must attend her through$4$ life. Surely this comparison 209:210,24[H ]| must have its use$0$ with her. She will$1$ feel her 209:210,25[H ]| own$2$ sufferings to$9$ be nothing. They proceed from no$2$ 209:210,26[H ]| misconduct, and can bring no$2$ disgrace$0$. On$4$ the contrary, 209:210,27[H ]| every friend must be made still$5$ more her friend by$4$ 209:210,28[H ]| them. Concern$0$ for$4$ her unhappiness, and respect$0$ for$4$ her 209:210,29[H ]| fortitude under it, must strengthen every attachment. 209:210,30[H ]| Use$1$ your own$2$ discretion, however, in$4$ communicating to$4$ 209:210,31[H ]| her what I have told you. You must know best what 209:210,32[H ]| will$1$ be its effect$0$; but had I not seriously, and from my 209:210,33[H ]| heart believed it might be of service, might lessen her 209:210,34[H ]| regrets, I would not have suffered myself to$9$ trouble$1$ you 209:210,35[H ]| with this account$0$ of my family afflictions, with a recital 209:210,36[H ]| which$6#1$ may$1$ seem to$9$ have been intended to$9$ raise myself 209:210,37[H ]| at the expense of others." 209:210,38[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's thanks followed this speech with grateful 209:211,01[' ]| earnestness; attended too$5#2$ with the assurance of her 209:211,02[' ]| expecting material$2$ advantage to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, from the 209:211,03[' ]| communication of what had passed. 209:211,04[A ]| "I have been more pained," 209:211,04[' ]| said she, 209:211,04[A ]| "by$4$ her 209:211,05[A ]| endeavours$0$ to$9$ acquit him than by$4$ all the rest$0#1$; for$3$ it 209:211,06[A ]| irritates her mind$0$ more than the most perfect$2$ conviction 209:211,07[A ]| of his unworthiness can do. Now, though at first she 209:211,08[A ]| will$1$ suffer much, I am sure she will$1$ soon become easier. 209:211,09[A ]| Have you," 209:211,09[' ]| she continued, after$4$ a short silence$0$, 209:211,09[A ]| "ever 209:211,10[A ]| seen $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby since you left him at Barton?" 209:211,11[H ]| "Yes," 209:211,11[' ]| he replied gravely, 209:211,11[H ]| "once I have. One 209:211,12[H ]| meeting was unavoidable." 209:211,13[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, startled by$4$ his manner, looked at him anxiously, 209:211,14[' ]| saying, 209:211,15[A ]| "What? have you met him to$9$ ~~" 209:211,16[H ]| "I could meet$1$ him in$4$ no$2$ other way. $SS#ZC$Eliza had 209:211,17[H ]| confessed to$4$ me, though most reluctantly, the name$0$ of 209:211,18[H ]| her lover; and when he returned to$4$ town, which$6#1$ was 209:211,19[H ]| within a fortnight after$4$ myself, we met by$4$ appointment, 209:211,20[H ]| he to$9$ defend, I to$9$ punish his conduct$0$. We returned 209:211,21[H ]| unwounded, and the meeting, therefore, never got 209:211,22[H ]| abroad." 209:211,23[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor sighed over the fancied necessity of this; but 209:211,24[' ]| to$4$ a man and a soldier, she presumed not to$9$ censure$1$ it. 209:211,25[H ]| "Such," 209:211,25[' ]| said $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, after$4$ a pause$0$, 209:211,25[H ]| "has 209:211,26[H ]| been the unhappy resemblance between the fate of 209:211,27[H ]| mother and daughter! and so$5#1$ imperfectly have I discharged 209:211,28[H ]| my trust$0$!" 209:211,29[A ]| "Is she still$5$ in$4$ town?" 209:211,30[H ]| "No$7$; as soon as she recovered from her lying-in, 209:211,31[H ]| for$3$ I found her near$4$ her delivery, I removed her and her 209:211,32[H ]| child into the country, and there she remains$1$." 209:211,33[' ]| Recollecting, soon afterwards, that$3$ he was probably 209:211,34[' ]| dividing $SS#A$Elinor from her sister, he put an end$0$ to$4$ his 209:211,35[' ]| visit$0$, receiving from her again the same grateful acknowledgments, 209:211,36[' ]| and leaving her full of compassion and esteem$0$ 209:211,37[' ]| for$4$ him. 210:212,01[' ]| When the particulars of this conversation were 210:212,02[' ]| repeated by$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood to$4$ her sister, as they very 210:212,03[' ]| soon were, the effect$0$ on$4$ her was not entirely such as the 210:212,04[' ]| former had hoped to$9$ see. Not that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne appeared 210:212,05[' ]| to$9$ distrust$1$ the truth of any part$0$ of it, for$3$ she listened 210:212,06[' ]| to$4$ it all with the most steady and submissive attention, 210:212,07[' ]| made neither objection nor remark$0$, attempted no$2$ vindication 210:212,08[' ]| of $SS#R$Willoughby, and seemed to$9$ shew$1$ by$4$ her tears 210:212,09[' ]| that$3$ she felt it to$9$ be impossible. But though this 210:212,10[' ]| behaviour assured $SS#A$Elinor that$3$ the conviction of his guilt 210:212,11[' ]| \was\ carried home to$4$ her mind$0$, though she saw with 210:212,12[' ]| satisfaction the effect$0$ of it, in$4$ her no$2$ longer avoiding 210:212,13[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon when he called, in$4$ her speaking to$4$ him, 210:212,14[' ]| even$5$ voluntarily speaking, with a kind$0$ of compassionate 210:212,15[' ]| respect$0$, and though she saw her spirits less violently 210:212,16[' ]| irritated than before$5$, she did not see her less wretched. 210:212,17[' ]| Her mind$0$ did become settled, but it was settled in$4$ 210:212,18[' ]| a gloomy dejection. She felt the loss of $SS#R$Willoughby's 210:212,19[' ]| character yet more heavily than she had felt the loss of 210:212,20[' ]| his heart; his seduction and desertion of $SS#ZC$Miss*Williams, 210:212,21[' ]| the misery of that$6#2$ poor girl, and the doubt$0$ of what his 210:212,22[' ]| designs might \once\ have been on$4$ herself, preyed altogether 210:212,23[' ]| so$5#1$ much on$4$ her spirits, that$3$ she could not bring 210:212,24[' ]| herself to$9$ speak of what she felt even$5$ to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor; and 210:212,25[' ]| brooding over her sorrows in$4$ silence$0$, gave more pain$0$ to$4$ 210:212,26[' ]| her sister than could have been communicated by$4$ the 210:212,27[' ]| most open$2$ and most frequent confession of them. 210:212,28[' ]| To$9$ give the feelings or the language of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 210:212,29[' ]| on$4$ receiving and answering $SS#A$Elinor's letter, would be 210:212,30[' ]| only to$9$ give a repetition of what her daughters had 210:212,31[' ]| already felt and said; of a disappointment hardly less 210:212,32[' ]| painful than $SS#C$Marianne's, and an indignation even$5$ greater 210:212,33[' ]| than $SS#A$Elinor's. Long letters from her, quickly succeeding 210:213,01[' ]| each other, arrived to$9$ tell all that$6#1$ she suffered and 210:213,02[' ]| thought$1$; to$9$ express$1$ her anxious solicitude for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, 210:213,03[' ]| and entreat she would bear$1$ up$5$ with fortitude under this 210:213,04[' ]| misfortune. Bad indeed must the nature of $SS#C$Marianne's 210:213,05[' ]| affliction be, when her mother could talk$1$ of fortitude! 210:213,06[' ]| mortifying and humiliating must be the origin of those 210:213,07[' ]| regrets, which$6#1$ \she\ could wish$1$ her not to$9$ indulge! 210:213,08[' ]| Against the interest$0$ of her own$2$ individual comfort$0$, 210:213,09[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood had determined that$3$ it would be better 210:213,10[' ]| for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ be anywhere, at that$6#2$ time, than at 210:213,11[' ]| Barton, where every*thing within her view$0$ would be 210:213,12[' ]| bringing back$5$ the past$0$ in$4$ the strongest and most 210:213,13[' ]| afflicting manner, by$4$ constantly placing $SS#R$Willoughby 210:213,14[' ]| before$4$ her, such as she had always seen him there. She 210:213,15[' ]| recommended it to$4$ her daughters, therefore, by$4$ all means$0$ 210:213,16[' ]| not to$9$ shorten their visit$0$ to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings; the length 210:213,17[' ]| of which$6#1$, though never exactly fixed, had been expected 210:213,18[' ]| by$4$ all to$9$ comprise at least five or six weeks. A variety 210:213,19[' ]| of occupations, of objects$0$, and of company, which$6#1$ could 210:213,20[' ]| not be procured at Barton, would be inevitable there, 210:213,21[' ]| and might yet, she hoped, cheat $SS#C$Marianne, at times, 210:213,22[' ]| into some interest$0$ beyond$4$ herself, and even$5$ into some 210:213,23[' ]| amusement, much as the idea of both might now be 210:213,24[' ]| spurned by$4$ her. 210:213,25[' ]| From all danger of seeing $SS#R$Willoughby again, her 210:213,26[' ]| mother considered her to$9$ be at least equally safe in$4$ 210:213,27[' ]| town as in$4$ the country, since his acquaintance must 210:213,28[' ]| now be dropped by$4$ all who$6#1$ called themselves her friends. 210:213,29[' ]| Design$0$ could never bring them in$4$ each other's way: 210:213,30[' ]| negligence could never leave$1$ them exposed to$4$ a surprise$0$; 210:213,31[' ]| and chance$0$ had less in$4$ its favour$0$ in$4$ the croud of London 210:213,32[' ]| than even$5$ in$4$ the retirement of Barton, where it might 210:213,33[' ]| force$1$ him before$4$ her while$4$ paying that$6#2$ visit$0$ at Allenham 210:213,34[' ]| on$4$ his marriage, which$6#1$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, from foreseeing 210:213,35[' ]| at first as a probable event, had brought herself to$9$ 210:213,36[' ]| expect as a certain one. 210:213,37[' ]| She had yet another reason$0$ for$4$ wishing her children 210:213,38[' ]| to$9$ remain where they were; a letter from her son-in-law 210:214,01[' ]| had told her that$3$ he and his wife were to$9$ be in$4$ town 210:214,02[' ]| before$4$ the middle of February, and she judged it right$2#1$ 210:214,03[' ]| that$3$ they should sometimes see their brother. 210:214,04[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne had promised to$9$ be guided by$4$ her mother's 210:214,05[' ]| opinion, and she submitted to$4$ it therefore without 210:214,06[' ]| opposition, though it proved perfectly different from 210:214,07[' ]| what she wished and expected, though she felt it to$9$ be 210:214,08[' ]| entirely wrong, formed on$4$ mistaken grounds, and that$3$ 210:214,09[' ]| by$4$ requiring her longer continuance in$4$ London it 210:214,10[' ]| deprived her of the only possible alleviation of her 210:214,11[' ]| wretchedness, the personal sympathy of her mother, and 210:214,12[' ]| doomed her to$4$ such society and such scenes as must 210:214,13[' ]| prevent her ever knowing a moment's rest$0#2$. 210:214,14[' ]| But it was a matter of great consolation to$4$ her, that$3$ 210:214,15[' ]| what brought evil to$4$ herself would bring good to$4$ her 210:214,16[' ]| sister; and $SS#A$Elinor, on$4$ the other hand$0$, suspecting that$3$ 210:214,17[' ]| it would not be in$4$ her power to$9$ avoid $SS#B$Edward entirely, 210:214,18[' ]| comforted herself by$4$ thinking, that$3$ though their longer 210:214,19[' ]| stay$0$ would therefore militate against her own$2$ happiness, 210:214,20[' ]| it would be better for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne than an immediate 210:214,21[' ]| return$0$ into Devonshire. 210:214,22[' ]| Her carefulness in$4$ guarding her sister from ever 210:214,23[' ]| hearing $SS#R$Willoughby's name$0$ mentioned, was not thrown 210:214,24[' ]| away. $SS#C$Marianne, though without knowing it herself, 210:214,25[' ]| reaped all its advantage; for$3$ neither $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, nor 210:214,26[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John, nor even$5$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer herself, ever spoke of 210:214,27[' ]| him before$4$ her. $SS#A$Elinor wished that$3$ the same forbearance 210:214,28[' ]| could have extended towards herself, but that$6#2$ was 210:214,29[' ]| impossible, and she was obliged to$9$ listen day after$4$ day 210:214,30[' ]| to$4$ the indignation of them all. 210:214,31[' ]| $SS#L$Sir*John could not have thought$1$ it possible. 210:214,31[L ]| "A man 210:214,32[L ]| of whom$6#1$ he had always had such reason$0$ to$9$ think well$5$! 210:214,33[L ]| Such a good-natured fellow! He did not believe there 210:214,34[L ]| was a bolder rider in$4$ England! It was an unaccountable 210:214,35[L ]| business. He wished him at the devil with all his heart. 210:214,36[L ]| He would not speak another word to$4$ him, meet$1$ him 210:214,37[L ]| where he might, for$4$ all the world! No$7$, not if it were 210:214,38[L ]| to$9$ be by$4$ the side$0$ of Barton*covert, and they were kept 210:215,01[L ]| waiting for$4$ two hours together. Such a scoundrel of 210:215,02[L ]| a fellow! such a deceitful dog! It was only the last$2$ 210:215,03[L ]| time they met that$3$ he had offered him one of Folly's 210:215,04[L ]| puppies! and this was the end$0$ of it!" 210:215,05[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer, in$4$ her way, was equally angry. 210:215,05[O ]| "She 210:215,06[O ]| was determined to$9$ drop$1$ his acquaintance immediately, 210:215,07[O ]| and she was very thankful that$3$ she had never been 210:215,08[O ]| acquainted with him at all. She wished with all her 210:215,09[O ]| heart Combe*Magna was not so$5#1$ near$4$ Cleveland; but it 210:215,10[O ]| did not signify, for$3$ it was a great deal$0$ too$5#1$ far off to$9$ 210:215,11[O ]| visit$1$; she hated him so$5#1$ much that$3$ she was resolved 210:215,12[O ]| never to$9$ mention$1$ his name$0$ again, and she should tell 210:215,13[O ]| everybody she saw, how good-for-nothing he was." 210:215,14[' ]| The rest$0#1$ of $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's sympathy was shewn in$4$ procuring 210:215,15[' ]| all the particulars in$4$ her power of the approaching 210:215,16[' ]| marriage, and communicating them to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. She could 210:215,17[' ]| soon tell at what coachmaker's the new carriage was 210:215,18[' ]| building, by$4$ what painter $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby's portrait 210:215,19[' ]| was drawn, and at what warehouse $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey's clothes 210:215,20[' ]| might be seen. 210:215,21[' ]| The calm$2$ and polite unconcern of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 210:215,22[' ]| on$4$ the occasion$0$ was an happy relief to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's spirits, 210:215,23[' ]| oppressed as they often were by$4$ the clamorous kindness 210:215,24[' ]| of the others. It was a great comfort$0$ to$4$ her, to$9$ be sure 210:215,25[' ]| of exciting no$2$ interest$0$ in$4$ \one\ person at least among their 210:215,26[' ]| circle of friends; a great comfort$0$ to$9$ know that$3$ there 210:215,27[' ]| was \one\ who$6#1$ would meet$1$ her without feeling any curiosity 210:215,28[' ]| after$4$ particulars, or any anxiety for$4$ her sister's health. 210:215,29[' ]| Every qualification is raised at times, by$4$ the circumstances 210:215,30[' ]| of the moment, to$4$ more than its real value$0$; 210:215,31[' ]| and she was sometimes worried down$5$ by$4$ officious condolence 210:215,32[' ]| to$9$ rate$1$ good-breeding as more indispensable to$4$ 210:215,33[' ]| comfort$0$ than good-nature. 210:215,34[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton expressed her sense of the affair about$4$ 210:215,35[' ]| once every day, or twice, if the subject$0$ occurred very 210:215,36[' ]| often, by$4$ saying, 210:215,36[M ]| "It is very shocking indeed!" 210:215,36[' ]| and 210:215,37[' ]| by$4$ the means$0$ of this continual though gentle vent, was 210:215,38[' ]| able not only to$9$ see the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods from the first 210:216,01[' ]| without the smallest emotion, but very soon to$9$ see them 210:216,02[' ]| without recollecting a word of the matter; and having 210:216,03[' ]| thus supported the dignity of her own$2$ sex, and spoken 210:216,04[' ]| her decided censure$0$ of what was wrong in$4$ the other, she 210:216,05[' ]| thought$1$ herself at liberty to$9$ attend to$4$ the interest$0$ of 210:216,06[' ]| her own$2$ assemblies, and therefore determined (though 210:216,07[' ]| rather against the opinion of $SS#L$Sir*John) that$3$ as $SS#ZR$Mrs%*Willoughby 210:216,08[' ]| would at once be a woman of elegance and 210:216,09[' ]| fortune, to$9$ leave$1$ her card with her as soon as she married. 210:216,10[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's delicate unobtrusive inquiries were 210:216,11[' ]| never unwelcome to$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood. He had abundantly 210:216,12[' ]| earned the privilege of intimate$2$ discussion of her 210:216,13[' ]| sister's disappointment, by$4$ the friendly zeal with which$6#1$ 210:216,14[' ]| he had endeavoured to$9$ soften it, and they always conversed 210:216,15[' ]| with confidence. His chief reward$0$ for$4$ the painful 210:216,16[' ]| exertion of disclosing past$2$ sorrows and present$2$ humiliations, 210:216,17[' ]| was given in$4$ the pitying eye with which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne 210:216,18[' ]| sometimes observed him, and the gentleness of her voice 210:216,19[' ]| whenever (though it did not often happen) she was 210:216,20[' ]| obliged, or could oblige herself to$9$ speak to$4$ him. \These\ 210:216,21[' ]| assured him that$3$ his exertion had produced an increase$0$ 210:216,22[' ]| of good-will towards himself, and \these\ gave $SS#A$Elinor hopes$0$ 210:216,23[' ]| of its being$1$ farther augmented hereafter; but $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 210:216,24[' ]| who$6#1$ knew nothing of all this, who$6#1$ knew only that$3$ 210:216,25[' ]| the $SS#H$Colonel continued as grave$2$ as ever, and that$3$ she 210:216,26[' ]| could neither prevail on$4$ him to$9$ make$1$ the offer$0$ himself, 210:216,27[' ]| nor commission her to$9$ make$1$ it for$4$ him, began, at the 210:216,28[' ]| end$0$ of two days, to$9$ think that$3$, instead of Midsummer, 210:216,29[' ]| they would not be married till Michaelmas, and by$4$ the 210:216,30[' ]| end$0$ of a week that$3$ it would not be a match$0$ at all. The 210:216,31[' ]| good understanding between the $SS#H$Colonel and $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood 210:216,32[' ]| seemed rather to$9$ declare that$3$ the honours of the 210:216,33[' ]| mulberry-tree, the canal, and the yew arbour, would all 210:216,34[' ]| be made over to$4$ \her\; and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings had for$4$ some 210:216,35[' ]| time ceased to$9$ think at all of $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars. 210:216,36[' ]| Early in$4$ February, within a fortnight from the receipt 210:216,37[' ]| of $SS#R$Willoughby's letter, $SS#A$Elinor had the painful office of 210:216,38[' ]| informing her sister that$3$ he was married. She had taken 210:217,01[' ]| care$0$ to$9$ have the intelligence conveyed to$4$ herself, as soon 210:217,02[' ]| as it was known that$3$ the ceremony was over, as she was 210:217,03[' ]| desirous that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne should not receive the first notice$0$ 210:217,04[' ]| of it from the public$2$ papers, which$6#1$ she saw her eagerly 210:217,05[' ]| examining every morning. 210:217,06[' ]| She received the news with resolute composure; made 210:217,07[' ]| no$2$ observation on$4$ it, and at first shed no$2$ tears; but 210:217,08[' ]| after$4$ a short time they would burst$1$ out$5$, and for$4$ the 210:217,09[' ]| rest$0#1$ of the day, she was in$4$ a state$0$ hardly less pitiable 210:217,10[' ]| than when she first learnt to$9$ expect the event. 210:217,11[' ]| The $SS#R1$Willoughbys left town as soon as they were 210:217,12[' ]| married; and $SS#A$Elinor now hoped, as there could be no$2$ 210:217,13[' ]| danger of her seeing either of them, to$9$ prevail on$4$ her 210:217,14[' ]| sister, who$6#1$ had never yet left the house since the blow 210:217,15[' ]| first fell, to$9$ go out$5$ again by$4$ degrees as she had done 210:217,16[' ]| before$5$. 210:217,17[' ]| About$4$ this time, the two $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, lately arrived 210:217,18[' ]| at their cousin's house in$4$ Bartlett's*Buildings, Holborn, 210:217,19[' ]| presented themselves again before$4$ their more grand 210:217,20[' ]| relations in$4$ Conduit and Berkeley-street; and were 210:217,21[' ]| welcomed by$4$ them all with great cordiality. 210:217,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor only was sorry to$9$ see them. Their presence 210:217,23[' ]| always gave her pain$0$, and she hardly knew how to$9$ make$1$ 210:217,24[' ]| a very gracious return$0$ to$4$ the overpowering delight$0$ of 210:217,25[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy in$4$ finding her \still$5$\ in$4$ town. 210:217,26[Q ]| "I should have been quite disappointed if I had not 210:217,27[Q ]| found you here \still$5$\," 210:217,27[' ]| said she repeatedly, with a strong 210:217,28[' ]| emphasis on$4$ the word. 210:217,28[Q ]| "But I always thought$1$ I \should\. 210:217,29[Q ]| I was almost sure you would not leave$1$ London yet 210:217,30[Q ]| awhile; though you \told\ me, you know, at Barton, that$3$ 210:217,31[Q ]| you should not stay$1$ above$4$ a \month\. But I thought$1$, at 210:217,32[Q ]| the time, that$3$ you would most likely change$1$ your mind$0$ 210:217,33[Q ]| when it came to$4$ the point$0$. It would have been such 210:217,34[Q ]| a great pity$0$ to$9$ have went away before$3$ your brother and 210:217,35[Q ]| sister came. And now to$9$ be sure you will$1$ be in$4$ no$2$ 210:217,36[Q ]| \hurry$0$\ to$9$ be gone. I am amazingly glad you did not 210:217,37[Q ]| keep to$4$ \your\ \word\." 210:217,38[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor perfectly understood her, and was forced to$9$ 210:218,01[' ]| use$1$ all her self-command to$9$ make$1$ it appear that$3$ she 210:218,02[' ]| did \not\. 210:218,03[K ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$," 210:218,03[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 210:218,03[K ]| "and how did 210:218,04[K ]| you travel?" 210:218,05[P ]| "Not in$4$ the stage$0#3$, I assure you," 210:218,05[' ]| replied $SS#P$Miss*Steele, 210:218,06[' ]| with quick$2$ exultation; 210:218,06[P ]| "we came post all the way, and 210:218,07[P ]| had a very smart beau to$9$ attend us. $SS#ZJ$Dr%*Davies was 210:218,08[P ]| coming to$4$ town, and so$3$ we thought$1$ we'd join him in$4$ 210:218,09[P ]| a post-chaise; and he behaved very genteelly, and paid 210:218,10[P ]| ten or twelve shillings more than we did." 210:218,11[K ]| "Oh, oh!" 210:218,11[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings; 210:218,11[K ]| "very pretty$2$, 210:218,12[K ]| indeed! and the $SS#ZJ$Doctor is a single man, I warrant you." 210:218,13[P ]| "There now," 210:218,13[' ]| said $SS#P$Miss*Steele, affectedly simpering, 210:218,14[P ]| "everybody laughs at me so$5#2$ about$4$ the $SS#ZJ$Doctor, and 210:218,15[P ]| I cannot think why. My cousins say they are sure I 210:218,16[P ]| have made a conquest; but for$4$ my part$0$ I declare 210:218,17[P ]| I never think about$4$ him from one hour's end$0$ to$4$ another. 210:218,18[P ]| ""Lord$7$! here comes your beau, $SS#P$Nancy,"" my cousin said 210:218,19[P ]| t'other day, when she saw him crossing the street to$4$ 210:218,20[P ]| the house. My beau, indeed! said I ~~ I cannot think 210:218,21[P ]| who$6#1$ you mean$1$. The $SS#ZJ$Doctor is no$2$ beau of mine$6$." 210:218,22[K ]| "Aye, aye, that$6#2$ is very pretty$2$ talking ~~ but it won't 210:218,23[K ]| do ~~ the $SS#ZJ$Doctor is the man, I see." 210:218,24[P ]| "No$7$, indeed!" 210:218,24[' ]| replied her cousin, with affected 210:218,25[' ]| earnestness, 210:218,25[P ]| "and I beg you will$1$ contradict it, if you 210:218,26[P ]| ever hear it talked of." 210:218,27[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings directly gave her the gratifying assurance 210:218,28[' ]| that$3$ she certainly would \not\, and $SS#P$Miss*Steele was 210:218,29[' ]| made completely happy. 210:218,30[Q ]| "I suppose you will$1$ go and stay$1$ with your brother 210:218,31[Q ]| and sister, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, when they come to$4$ town," 210:218,32[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, returning, after$4$ a cessation of hostile hints, 210:218,33[' ]| to$4$ the charge$0$. 210:218,34[A ]| "No$7$, I do not think we shall." 210:218,35[Q ]| "Oh, yes, I dare$1#2$ say you will$1$." 210:218,36[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor would not humour her by$4$ farther opposition. 210:218,37[Q ]| "What a charming thing it is that$3$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 210:218,38[Q ]| can spare$1$ you both for$4$ so$5#1$ long a time together!" 210:219,01[K ]| "Long a time, indeed!" 210:219,01[' ]| interposed $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. 210:219,02[K ]| "Why, their visit$0$ is but just$5$ begun!" 210:219,03[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy was silenced. 210:219,04[P ]| "I am sorry we cannot see your sister, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood," 210:219,05[' ]| said $SS#P$Miss*Steele. 210:219,05[P ]| "I am sorry she is not well$5$;" 210:219,06[' ]| for$3$ $SS#C$Marianne had left the room on$4$ their arrival. 210:219,07[A ]| "You are very good. My sister will$1$ be equally sorry 210:219,08[A ]| to$9$ miss the pleasure of seeing you; but she has been 210:219,09[A ]| very much plagued lately with nervous head-aches, 210:219,10[A ]| which$6#1$ make$1$ her unfit for$4$ company or conversation." 210:219,11[P ]| "Oh, dear$7$, that$6#2$ is a great pity$0$! but such old friends 210:219,12[P ]| as $SS#Q$Lucy and me! ~~ I think she might see \us\; and I am 210:219,13[P ]| sure we would not speak a word." 210:219,14[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, with great civility, declined the proposal. Her 210:219,15[' ]| sister was perhaps laid down$5$ upon$4$ the bed, or in$4$ her 210:219,16[' ]| dressing gown, and therefore not able to$9$ come to$4$ them. 210:219,17[P ]| "Oh, if that's all," 210:219,17[' ]| cried $SS#P$Miss*Steele, 210:219,17[P ]| "we can just$5$ 210:219,18[P ]| as well$5$ go and see \her\." 210:219,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor began to$9$ find this impertinence too$5#1$ much for$4$ 210:219,20[' ]| her temper; but she was saved the trouble$0$ of checking 210:219,21[' ]| it, by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy's sharp reprimand, which$6#1$ now, as on$4$ many 210:219,22[' ]| occasions, though it did not give much sweetness to$4$ the 210:219,23[' ]| manners of one sister, was of advantage in$4$ governing 210:219,24[' ]| those of the other. 211:220,01[' ]| After$4$ some opposition, $SS#C$Marianne yielded to$4$ her 211:220,02[' ]| sister's entreaties, and consented to$9$ go out$5$ with her and 211:220,03[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings one morning for$4$ half an hour. She expressly 211:220,04[' ]| conditioned, however, for$4$ paying no$2$ visits, and 211:220,05[' ]| would do no$2$ more than accompany them to$4$ $SS#Z1$Gray's in$4$ 211:220,06[' ]| Sackvill-street, where $SS#A$Elinor was carrying on$5$ a negociation 211:220,07[' ]| for$4$ the exchange$0$ of a few old-fashioned jewels of 211:220,08[' ]| her mother. 211:220,09[' ]| When they stopped at the door, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings recollected 211:220,10[' ]| that$3$ there was a lady at the other end$0$ of the 211:220,11[' ]| street, on$4$ whom$6#1$ she ought to$9$ call$1$; and as she had no$2$ 211:220,12[' ]| business at $SS#Z1$Gray's, it was resolved, that$3$ while$3$ her young 211:220,13[' ]| friends transacted their's, she should pay$1$ her visit$0$ and 211:220,14[' ]| return$1$ for$4$ them. 211:220,15[' ]| On$4$ ascending the stairs, the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods found 211:220,16[' ]| so$5#1$ many people before$4$ them in$4$ the room, that$3$ there was 211:220,17[' ]| not a person at liberty to$9$ attend to$4$ their orders$0#1$; and 211:220,18[' ]| they were obliged to$9$ wait. All that$6#1$ could be done was, 211:220,19[' ]| to$9$ sit down$5$ at the end$0$ of the counter which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ 211:220,20[' ]| promise$1$ the quickest succession; one gentleman only 211:220,21[' ]| was standing there, and it is probable that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor was 211:220,22[' ]| not without hopes$0$ of exciting his politeness to$4$ a quicker 211:220,23[' ]| dispatch. But the correctness of his eye, and the 211:220,24[' ]| delicacy of his taste, proved to$9$ be beyond$4$ his politeness. 211:220,25[' ]| He was giving orders$0#1$ for$4$ a toothpick-case for$4$ himself, 211:220,26[' ]| and till its size, shape$0$, and ornaments were determined, 211:220,27[' ]| all of which$6#1$, after$4$ examining and debating for$4$ a quarter$0#1$ 211:220,28[' ]| of an hour over every toothpick-case in$4$ the shop, were 211:220,29[' ]| finally arranged by$4$ his own$2$ inventive fancy$0$, he had no$2$ 211:220,30[' ]| leisure to$9$ bestow any other attention on$4$ the two ladies, 211:220,31[' ]| than what was comprised in$4$ three or four very broad 211:220,32[' ]| stares; a kind$0$ of notice$0$ which$6#1$ served to$9$ imprint on$4$ 211:220,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor the remembrance of a person and face$0$, of strong, 211:221,01[' ]| natural$2$, sterling insignificance, though adorned in$4$ the 211:221,02[' ]| first style of fashion$0$. 211:221,03[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was spared from the troublesome feelings of 211:221,04[' ]| contempt and resentment, on$4$ this impertinent examination 211:221,05[' ]| of their features, and on$4$ the puppyism of his manner 211:221,06[' ]| in$4$ deciding on$4$ all the different horrors of the different 211:221,07[' ]| toothpick-cases presented to$4$ his inspection, by$4$ remaining 211:221,08[' ]| unconscious of it all; for$3$ she was as well$5$ able to$9$ collect 211:221,09[' ]| her thoughts within herself, and be as ignorant of what 211:221,10[' ]| was passing around$4$ her, in$4$ $SS#Z1$Mr%*Gray's shop, as in$4$ her 211:221,11[' ]| own$2$ bed-room. 211:221,12[' ]| At last$0$ the affair was decided. The ivory, the gold, 211:221,13[' ]| and the pearls, all received their appointment, and the 211:221,14[' ]| gentleman having named the last$2$ day on$4$ which$6#1$ his 211:221,15[' ]| existence could be continued without the possession of 211:221,16[' ]| the toothpick-case, drew on$5$ his gloves with leisurely 211:221,17[' ]| care$0$, and bestowing another glance$0$ on$4$ the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods, 211:221,18[' ]| but such a one as seemed rather to$9$ demand$1$ than 211:221,19[' ]| express$1$ admiration, walked off with an happy air of real 211:221,20[' ]| conceit and affected indifference. 211:221,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor lost no$2$ time in$4$ bringing her business forward$5$, 211:221,22[' ]| and was on$4$ the point$0$ of concluding it, when another 211:221,23[' ]| gentleman presented himself at her side$0$. She turned 211:221,24[' ]| her eyes towards his face$0$, and found him with some 211:221,25[' ]| surprise$0$ to$4$ be her brother. 211:221,26[' ]| Their affection and pleasure in$4$ meeting, was just$5$ 211:221,27[' ]| enough to$9$ make$1$ a very creditable appearance in$4$ 211:221,28[' ]| $SS#Z1$Mr%*Gray's shop. $SS#F$John*Dashwood was really far from 211:221,29[' ]| being$1$ sorry to$9$ see his sisters again; it rather gave them 211:221,30[' ]| satisfaction; and his inquiries after$4$ their mother were 211:221,31[' ]| respectful and attentive. 211:221,32[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor found that$3$ he and $SS#G$Fanny had been in$4$ town 211:221,33[' ]| two days. 211:221,34[F ]| "I wished very much to$9$ call$1$ upon$4$ you yesterday," 211:221,35[' ]| said he, 211:221,35[F ]| "but it was impossible, for$3$ we were obliged to$9$ 211:221,36[F ]| take $SS#G1$Harry to$9$ see the wild beasts at Exeter*Exchange: 211:221,37[F ]| and we spent the rest$0#1$ of the day with $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars. 211:221,38[F ]| $SS#G1$Harry was vastly pleased. \This\ morning I had fully 211:222,01[F ]| intended to$9$ call$1$ on$4$ you, if I could possibly find a spare$2$ 211:222,02[F ]| half hour, but one has always so$5#1$ much to$9$ do on$4$ first 211:222,03[F ]| coming to$4$ town. I am come here to$9$ bespeak $SS#G$Fanny 211:222,04[F ]| a seal. But to-morrow I think I shall certainly be able 211:222,05[F ]| to$9$ call$1$ in$4$ Berkeley-street, and be introduced to$4$ your 211:222,06[F ]| friend $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. I understand she is a woman of 211:222,07[F ]| very good fortune. And the $SS#L1$Middletons too$5#2$, you must 211:222,08[F ]| introduce me to$4$ \them\. As my mother-in-law's relations, 211:222,09[F ]| I shall be happy to$9$ shew$1$ them every respect$0$. They are 211:222,10[F ]| excellent neighbours to$4$ you in$4$ the country, I understand." 211:222,11[F ]| 211:222,12[A ]| "Excellent indeed. Their attention to$4$ our comfort$0$, 211:222,13[A ]| their friendliness in$4$ every particular, is more than I can 211:222,14[A ]| express$1$." 211:222,15[F ]| "I am extremely glad to$9$ hear it, upon$4$ my word; 211:222,16[F ]| extremely glad indeed. But so$5#2$ it ought to$9$ be; they 211:222,17[F ]| are people of large fortune, they are related to$4$ you, and 211:222,18[F ]| every civility, and accommodation that$6#1$ can serve to$9$ 211:222,19[F ]| make$1$ your situation pleasant, might be reasonably 211:222,20[F ]| expected. And so$3$ you are most comfortably settled in$4$ 211:222,21[F ]| your little cottage and want$1$ for$4$ nothing! $SS#B$Edward 211:222,22[F ]| brought us a most charming account$0$ of the place$0$; the 211:222,23[F ]| most complete$2$ thing of its kind$0$, he said, that$6#1$ ever was, 211:222,24[F ]| and you all seemed to$9$ enjoy it beyond$4$ any*thing. It 211:222,25[F ]| was a great satisfaction to$4$ us to$9$ hear it, I assure you." 211:222,26[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor did feel a little ashamed of her brother; and 211:222,27[' ]| was not sorry to$9$ be spared the necessity of answering 211:222,28[' ]| him, by$4$ the arrival of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's servant, who$6#1$ 211:222,29[' ]| came to$9$ tell her that$3$ his mistress waited for$4$ them at 211:222,30[' ]| the door. 211:222,31[' ]| $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood attended them down*stairs, was introduced 211:222,32[' ]| to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings at the door of her carriage, and 211:222,33[' ]| repeating his hope$0$ of being$1$ able to$9$ call$1$ on$4$ them the 211:222,34[' ]| next day, took leave$0$. 211:222,35[' ]| His visit$0$ was duly paid. He came with a pretence 211:222,36[' ]| at an apology from their sister-in-law, for$4$ not coming 211:222,37[' ]| too$5#2$; 211:222,37[G ]| "but she was so$5#1$ much engaged with her mother, 211:222,38[G ]| that$3$ really she had no$2$ leisure for$4$ going any*where." 211:223,01[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, however, assured him directly, that$3$ 211:223,01@k | she 211:223,02@k | should not stand$1$ upon$4$ ceremony, for$3$ they were all 211:223,03@k | cousins, or something like$4$ it, and she should certainly 211:223,04@k | wait on$4$ $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood very soon, and bring her 211:223,05@k | sisters to$9$ see her. 211:223,05[' ]| His manners to$4$ \them\, though calm$2$, were 211:223,06[' ]| perfectly kind$2$; to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings most attentively civil; 211:223,07[' ]| and on$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's coming in$5$ soon after$4$ himself, 211:223,08[' ]| he eyed him with a curiosity which$6#1$ seemed to$9$ say, that$3$ 211:223,09[' ]| he only wanted to$9$ know him to$9$ be rich, to$9$ be equally 211:223,10[' ]| civil to$4$ \him\. 211:223,11[' ]| After$4$ staying with them half an hour, he asked $SS#A$Elinor 211:223,12[' ]| to$9$ walk$1$ with him to$4$ Conduit-street, and introduce him 211:223,13[' ]| to$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton. The weather was 211:223,14[' ]| remarkably fine, and she readily consented. As soon as 211:223,15[' ]| they were out$5$ of the house, his enquiries began. 211:223,16[F ]| "Who$6#2$ is $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon? Is he a man of fortune?" 211:223,17[A ]| "Yes; he has very good property in$4$ Dorsetshire." 211:223,18[F ]| "I am glad of it. He seems a most gentlemanlike 211:223,19[F ]| man; and I think, $SS#A$Elinor, I may$1$ congratulate you on$4$ 211:223,20[F ]| the prospect of a very respectable establishment in$4$ life." 211:223,21[A ]| "Me, brother! what do you mean$1$?" 211:223,22[F ]| "He likes you. I observed him narrowly, and am 211:223,23[F ]| convinced of it. What is the amount of his fortune?" 211:223,24[A ]| "I believe about$4$ two thousand a-year." 211:223,25[F ]| "Two thousand a-year;" 211:223,25[' ]| and then working himself 211:223,26[' ]| up$5$ to$4$ a pitch of enthusiastic generosity, he added, 211:223,27[F ]| "$SS#A$Elinor, I wish$1$, with all my heart, it were \twice\ as 211:223,28[F ]| much, for$4$ your sake." 211:223,29[A ]| "Indeed I believe you," 211:223,29[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor; 211:223,29[A ]| "but I am 211:223,30[A ]| very sure that$3$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon has not the smallest 211:223,31[A ]| wish$0$ of marrying \me\." 211:223,32[F ]| "You are mistaken, $SS#A$Elinor; you are very much 211:223,33[F ]| mistaken. A very little trouble$0$ on$4$ your side$0$ secures 211:223,34[F ]| him. Perhaps just$5$ at present$0#1$ he may$1$ be undecided; 211:223,35[F ]| the smallness of your fortune may$1$ make$1$ him hang back$5$; 211:223,36[F ]| his friends may$1$ all advise him against it. But some of 211:223,37[F ]| those little attentions and encouragements which$6#1$ ladies 211:223,38[F ]| can so$5#1$ easily give, will$1$ fix him, in$4$ spite$8$ of himself. And 211:224,01[F ]| there can be no$2$ reason$0$ why you should not try for$4$ him. 211:224,02[F ]| It is not to$9$ be supposed that$3$ any prior attachment on$4$ 211:224,03[F ]| your side$0$ ~~ in$4$ short, you know as to$4$ an attachment of 211:224,04[F ]| that$6#2$ kind$0$, it is quite out$5$ of the question$0$, the objections 211:224,05[F ]| are insurmountable ~~ you have too$5#1$ much sense not to$9$ 211:224,06[F ]| see all that$6#2$. $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon must be the man; and 211:224,07[F ]| no$2$ civility shall be wanting on$4$ my part$0$, to$9$ make$1$ him 211:224,08[F ]| pleased with you and your family. It is a match$0$ that$6#1$ 211:224,09[F ]| must give universal satisfaction. In$4$ short, it is a kind$0$ 211:224,10[F ]| of thing that$6#1$" ~~ 211:224,10[' ]| lowering his voice to$4$ an important 211:224,11[' ]| whisper$0$ ~~ 211:224,11[F ]| "will$1$ be exceedingly welcome$2$ to$4$ \all\ \parties\." 211:224,12[' ]| Recollecting himself, however, he added, 211:224,12[F ]| "That$6#2$ is, 211:224,13[F ]| I mean$1$ to$9$ say ~~ your friends are all truly anxious to$9$ see 211:224,14[F ]| you well$5$ settled; $SS#G$Fanny particularly, for$3$ she has your 211:224,15[F ]| interest$0$ very much at heart, I assure you. And her 211:224,16[F ]| mother too$5#2$, $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, a very good-natured woman, 211:224,17[F ]| I am sure it would give her great pleasure; she said 211:224,18[F ]| as much the other day." 211:224,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor would not vouchsafe any answer$0$. 211:224,20[F ]| "It would be something remarkable now," 211:224,20[' ]| he continued, 211:224,21[F ]| "something droll, if $SS#G$Fanny should have a brother 211:224,22[F ]| and I a sister settling at the same time. And yet it is 211:224,23[F ]| not very unlikely." 211:224,24[A ]| "Is $SS#B$Mr%*Edward*Ferrars," 211:224,24[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, with resolution, 211:224,25[A ]| "going to$9$ be married?" 211:224,26[F ]| "It is not actually settled, but there is such a thing in$4$ 211:224,27[F ]| agitation. He has a most excellent mother. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, 211:224,28[F ]| with the utmost liberality, will$1$ come forward$5$, and settle 211:224,29[F ]| on$4$ him a thousand a-year, if the match$0$ takes place$0$. 211:224,30[F ]| The lady is the $SS#ZT1$Hon%*Miss*Morton, only daughter of the 211:224,31[F ]| late $SS#ZT$Lord*Morton, with thirty thousand pounds. A very 211:224,32[F ]| desirable connection on$4$ both sides, and I have not 211:224,33[F ]| a doubt$0$ of its taking place$0$ in$4$ time. A thousand a-year 211:224,34[F ]| is a great deal$0$ for$4$ a mother to$9$ give away, to$9$ make$1$ over 211:224,35[F ]| for*ever; but $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars has a noble spirit. To$9$ give 211:224,36[F ]| you another instance$0$ of her liberality: ~~ The other day, 211:224,37[F ]| as soon as we came to$4$ town, aware that$3$ money could 211:224,38[F ]| not be very plenty with us just$5$ now, she put bank-notes 211:225,01[F ]| into $SS#G$Fanny's hands to$4$ the amount of two hundred 211:225,02[F ]| pounds. And extremely acceptable it is, for$3$ we must 211:225,03[F ]| live at a great expense while$3$ we are here." 211:225,04[' ]| He paused for$4$ her assent and compassion; and she 211:225,05[' ]| forced herself to$9$ say, 211:225,06[A ]| "Your expenses both in$4$ town and country must 211:225,07[A ]| certainly be considerable, but your income is a large one." 211:225,08[F ]| "Not so$5#1$ large, I dare$1#2$ say, as many people suppose. 211:225,09[F ]| I do not mean$1$ to$9$ complain, however; it is undoubtedly 211:225,10[F ]| a comfortable one, and I hope$1$ will$1$ in$4$ time be better. 211:225,11[F ]| The inclosure of Norland*Common, now carrying on$5$, is 211:225,12[F ]| a most serious$2$ drain. And then I have made a little 211:225,13[F ]| purchase$0$ within this half year; East*Kingham*Farm, 211:225,14[F ]| you must remember the place$0$, where old $SS#ZO$Gibson used 211:225,15[F ]| to$9$ live. The land was so$5#1$ very desirable for$4$ me in$4$ every 211:225,16[F ]| respect$0$, so$5#1$ immediately adjoining my own$2$ property, that$3$ 211:225,17[F ]| I felt it my duty to$9$ buy it. I could not have answered 211:225,18[F ]| it to$4$ my conscience to$9$ let it fall$1$ into any other hands. 211:225,19[F ]| A man must pay$1$ for$4$ his convenience; and it \has\ cost$1$ 211:225,20[F ]| me a vast deal$0$ of money." 211:225,21[A ]| "More than you think it really and intrinsically 211:225,22[A ]| worth." 211:225,23[F ]| "Why, I hope$1$ not that$6#2$. I might have sold it again 211:225,24[F ]| the next day, for$4$ more than I gave: but with regard$0$ 211:225,25[F ]| to$4$ the purchase-money, I might have been very unfortunate 211:225,26[F ]| indeed; for$3$ the stocks were at that$6#2$ time so$5#1$ low, 211:225,27[F ]| that$3$ if I had not happened to$9$ have the necessary sum 211:225,28[F ]| in$4$ my banker's hands, I must have sold out$5$ to$4$ very 211:225,29[F ]| great loss." 211:225,30[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could only smile$1$. 211:225,31[F ]| "Other great and inevitable expenses too$5#2$ we have 211:225,32[F ]| had on$4$ first coming to$4$ Norland. Our respected father, 211:225,33[F ]| as you well$5$ know, bequeathed all the Stanhill effects 211:225,34[F ]| that$6#1$ remained at Norland (and very valuable they were) 211:225,35[F ]| to$4$ your mother. Far be it from me to$9$ repine at his 211:225,36[F ]| doing so$5#2$; he had an undoubted right$0$ to$9$ dispose of his 211:225,37[F ]| own$2$ property as he chose. But, in$4$ consequence of it, 211:225,38[F ]| we have been obliged to$9$ make$1$ large purchases of linen, 211:226,01[F ]| china, &c% to$9$ supply$1$ the place$0$ of what was taken away. 211:226,02[F ]| You may$1$ guess$1$, after$4$ all these expenses, how very far 211:226,03[F ]| we must be from being$1$ rich, and how acceptable 211:226,04[F ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's kindness is." 211:226,05[A ]| "Certainly," 211:226,05[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor; 211:226,05[A ]| "and assisted by$4$ her 211:226,06[A ]| liberality, I hope$1$ you may$1$ yet live to$9$ be in$4$ easy circumstances." 211:226,07[A ]| 211:226,08[F ]| "Another year or two may$1$ do much towards it," 211:226,08[' ]| he 211:226,09[' ]| gravely replied; 211:226,09[F ]| "but however there is still$5$ a great 211:226,10[F ]| deal$0$ to$9$ be done. There is not a stone laid of $SS#G$Fanny's 211:226,11[F ]| greenhouse, and nothing but the plan of the flower-garden 211:226,12[F ]| marked out$5$." 211:226,13[A ]| "Where is the green-house to$9$ be?" 211:226,14[F ]| "Upon$4$ the knoll behind the house. The old walnut 211:226,15[F ]| trees are all come down$5$ to$9$ make$1$ room for$4$ it. It will$1$ 211:226,16[F ]| be a very fine object$0$ from many parts of the park, and 211:226,17[F ]| the flower-garden will$1$ slope down$5$ just$5$ before$4$ it, and be 211:226,18[F ]| exceedingly pretty$2$. We have cleared away all the old 211:226,19[F ]| thorns that$6#1$ grew in$4$ patches over the brow." 211:226,20[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor kept her concern$0$ and her censure$0$ to$4$ herself; 211:226,21[' ]| and was very thankful that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was not present$5$, 211:226,22[' ]| to$9$ share$1$ the provocation. 211:226,23[' ]| Having now said enough to$9$ make$1$ his poverty clear$2$, 211:226,24[' ]| and to$9$ do away the necessity of buying a pair$0$ of ear-rings 211:226,25[' ]| for$4$ each of his sisters, in$4$ his next visit$0$ at $SS#Z1$Gray's, his 211:226,26[' ]| thoughts took a cheerfuller turn$0$, and he began to$9$ congratulate 211:226,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor on$4$ having such a friend as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. 211:226,28[F ]| "She seems a most valuable woman indeed. ~~ Her 211:226,29[F ]| house, her style of living, all bespeak an exceeding good 211:226,30[F ]| income; and it is an acquaintance that$6#1$ has not only 211:226,31[F ]| been of great use$0$ to$4$ you hitherto, but in$4$ the end$0$ may$1$ 211:226,32[F ]| prove materially advantageous. ~~ Her inviting you to$4$ 211:226,33[F ]| town is certainly a vast thing in$4$ your favour$0$; and 211:226,34[F ]| indeed, it speaks altogether so$5#1$ great a regard$0$ for$4$ you, 211:226,35[F ]| that$3$ in$4$ all probability when she dies you will$1$ not be 211:226,36[F ]| forgotten. ~~ She must have a great deal$0$ to$9$ leave$1$." 211:226,37[A ]| "Nothing at all, I should rather suppose; for$3$ she 211:226,38[A ]| has only her jointure, which$6#1$ will$1$ descend to$4$ her children." 211:227,01[F ]| "But it is not to$9$ be imagined that$3$ she lives$1$ up$5$ to$4$ her 211:227,02[F ]| income. Few people of common$2$ prudence will$1$ do \that$6#2$\; 211:227,03[F ]| and whatever she saves, she will$1$ be able to$9$ dispose of." 211:227,04[A ]| "And do you not think it more likely that$3$ she should 211:227,05[A ]| leave$1$ it to$4$ her daughters, than to$4$ us?" 211:227,06[F ]| "Her daughters are both exceedingly well$5$ married, 211:227,07[F ]| and therefore I cannot perceive the necessity of her 211:227,08[F ]| remembering them farther. Whereas, in$4$ my opinion, 211:227,09[F ]| by$4$ her taking so$5#1$ much notice$0$ of you, and treating you 211:227,10[F ]| in$4$ this kind$0$ of way, she has given you a sort of claim$0$ 211:227,11[F ]| on$4$ her future consideration, which$6#1$ a conscientious 211:227,12[F ]| woman would not disregard. Nothing can be kinder 211:227,13[F ]| than her behaviour; and she can hardly do all this, 211:227,14[F ]| without being$1$ aware of the expectation she raises." 211:227,15[A ]| "But she raises none in$4$ those most concerned. 211:227,16[A ]| Indeed, brother, your anxiety for$4$ our welfare and 211:227,17[A ]| prosperity carries you too$5#1$ far." 211:227,18[F ]| "Why to$9$ be sure," 211:227,18[' ]| said he, seeming to$9$ recollect 211:227,19[' ]| himself, 211:227,19[F ]| "people have little, have very little in$4$ their 211:227,20[F ]| power. But, my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Elinor, what is the matter with 211:227,21[F ]| $SS#C$Marianne? ~~ she looks$1$ very unwell, has lost her colour, 211:227,22[F ]| and is grown quite thin. Is she ill?" 211:227,23[A ]| "She is not well$5$, she has had a nervous complaint 211:227,24[A ]| on$4$ her for$4$ several weeks." 211:227,25[F ]| "I am sorry for$4$ that$6#2$. At her time of life, any*thing 211:227,26[F ]| of an illness destroys the bloom for*ever! Her's has 211:227,27[F ]| been a very short one! She was as handsome a girl 211:227,28[F ]| last$2$ September, as any I ever saw; and as likely to$9$ 211:227,29[F ]| attract the men. There was something in$4$ her style of 211:227,30[F ]| beauty, to$9$ please them particularly. I remember $SS#G$Fanny 211:227,31[F ]| used to$9$ say that$3$ she would marry sooner and better 211:227,32[F ]| than you did; not but what she is exceedingly fond of 211:227,33[F ]| \you\, but so$5#2$ it happened to$9$ strike her. She will$1$ be 211:227,34[F ]| mistaken, however. I question$1$ whether $SS#C$Marianne \now\, 211:227,35[F ]| will$1$ marry a man worth more than five or six hundred 211:227,36[F ]| a-year, at the utmost, and I am very much deceived if 211:227,37[F ]| \you\ do not do better. Dorsetshire! I know very little of 211:227,38[F ]| Dorsetshire; but, my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Elinor, I shall be exceedingly 211:228,01[F ]| glad to$9$ know more of it; and I think I can answer$1$ 211:228,02[F ]| for$4$ your having $SS#G$Fanny and myself among the earliest 211:228,03[F ]| and best pleased of your visitors." 211:228,04[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor tried very seriously to$9$ convince him that$3$ there 211:228,05[' ]| was no$2$ likelihood of her marrying $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon; but 211:228,06[' ]| it was an expectation of too$5#1$ much pleasure to$4$ himself 211:228,07[' ]| to$9$ be relinquished, and he was really resolved on$4$ seeking 211:228,08[' ]| an intimacy with that$6#2$ gentleman, and promoting the 211:228,09[' ]| marriage by$4$ every possible attention. He had just$5$ 211:228,10[' ]| compunction enough for$4$ having done nothing for$4$ his 211:228,11[' ]| sisters himself, to$9$ be exceedingly anxious that$3$ everybody 211:228,12[' ]| else should do a great deal$0$; and an offer$0$ from 211:228,13[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, or a legacy from $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, was 211:228,14[' ]| the easiest means$0$ of atoning for$4$ his own$2$ neglect$0$. 211:228,15[' ]| They were lucky enough to$9$ find $SS#M$Lady*Middleton at 211:228,16[' ]| home, and $SS#L$Sir*John came in$5$ before$3$ their visit$0$ ended. 211:228,17[' ]| Abundance of civilities passed on$4$ all sides. $SS#L$Sir*John 211:228,18[' ]| was ready to$9$ like$1$ anybody, and though $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood 211:228,19[' ]| did not seem to$9$ know much about$4$ horses, he soon set$1$ 211:228,20[' ]| him down$5$ as a very good-natured fellow: while$3$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 211:228,21[' ]| saw enough of fashion$0$ in$4$ his appearance, to$9$ 211:228,22[' ]| think his acquaintance worth having; and $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood 211:228,23[' ]| went away delighted with both. 211:228,24[F ]| "I shall have a charming account$0$ to$9$ carry to$4$ $SS#G$Fanny," 211:228,25[' ]| said he, as he walked back$5$ with his sister. 211:228,25[F ]| "$SS#M$Lady*Middleton 211:228,26[F ]| is really a most elegant woman! Such 211:228,27[F ]| a woman as I am sure $SS#G$Fanny will$1$ be glad to$9$ know. 211:228,28[F ]| And $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings too$5#2$, an exceeding well-behaved 211:228,29[F ]| woman, though not so$5#1$ elegant as her daughter. Your 211:228,30[F ]| sister need$1$ not have any scruple$0$ even$5$ of visiting \her\, 211:228,31[F ]| which$6#1$, to$9$ say the truth, has been a little the case, and 211:228,32[F ]| very naturally; for$3$ we only knew that$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 211:228,33[F ]| was the widow of a man who$6#1$ had got all his money in$4$ 211:228,34[F ]| a low way; and $SS#G$Fanny and $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars were both 211:228,35[F ]| strongly prepossessed that$3$ neither she nor her daughters 211:228,36[F ]| were such kind$0$ of women as $SS#G$Fanny would like$1$ to$9$ associate$1$ 211:228,37[F ]| with. But now I can carry her a most satisfactory 211:228,38[F ]| account$0$ of both." 212:229,01[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood had so$5#1$ much confidence in$4$ her 212:229,02[' ]| husband's judgment that$3$ she waited the very next day 212:229,03[' ]| both on$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings and her daughter; and her 212:229,04[' ]| confidence was rewarded by$4$ finding even$5$ the former, 212:229,05[' ]| even$5$ the woman with whom$6#1$ her sisters were staying, 212:229,06[' ]| by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ unworthy her notice$0$; and as for$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 212:229,07[' ]| she found her 212:229,07@g | one of the most charming 212:229,08@g | women in$4$ the world! 212:229,09[' ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was equally pleased with $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood. 212:229,10[' ]| There was a kind$0$ of cold*hearted selfishness on$4$ 212:229,11[' ]| both sides, which$6#1$ mutually attracted them; and they 212:229,12[' ]| sympathised with each other in$4$ an insipid propriety of 212:229,13[' ]| demeanour, and a general$2$ want$0$ of understanding. 212:229,14[' ]| The same manners however, which$6#1$ recommended 212:229,15[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood to$4$ the good opinion of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 212:229,16[' ]| did not suit$1$ the fancy$0$ of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, and 212:229,17[' ]| to$4$ \her\ she appeared nothing more than a little proud-looking 212:229,18[' ]| woman of uncordial address$0$, who$6#1$ met her 212:229,19[' ]| husband's sisters without any affection, and almost 212:229,20[' ]| without having any*thing to$9$ say to$4$ them; for$3$ of the 212:229,21[' ]| quarter$0#1$ of an hour bestowed on$4$ Berkeley-street, she sat 212:229,22[' ]| at least seven minutes and a half in$4$ silence$0$. 212:229,23[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor wanted very much to$9$ know, though she did 212:229,24[' ]| not chuse to$9$ ask, whether $SS#B$Edward was then in$4$ town; 212:229,25[' ]| but nothing would have induced $SS#G$Fanny voluntarily to$9$ 212:229,26[' ]| mention$1$ his name$0$ before$4$ her, till able to$9$ tell her that$3$ 212:229,27[' ]| his marriage with $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton was resolved on$5$, or till 212:229,28[' ]| her husband's expectations on$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon were 212:229,29[' ]| answered; because she believed them still$5$ so$5#1$ very much 212:229,30[' ]| attached to$4$ each other, that$3$ they could not be too$5#1$ 212:229,31[' ]| sedulously divided in$4$ word and deed on$4$ every occasion$0$. 212:229,32[' ]| The intelligence however, which$6#1$ \she\ would not give soon 212:229,33[' ]| flowed from another quarter$0#2$. $SS#Q$Lucy came very shortly 212:230,01[' ]| to$9$ claim$1$ $SS#A$Elinor's compassion on$4$ being$1$ unable to$9$ see 212:230,02[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, though he had arrived in$4$ town with $SS#F$Mr% and 212:230,03[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood. 212:230,03@q | He dared not come to$4$ Bartlett's*Buildings 212:230,04@q | for$4$ fear$0$ of detection, and though their mutual 212:230,05@q | impatience to$9$ meet$1$, was not to$9$ be told, they could do 212:230,06@q | nothing at present$0#1$ but write. 212:230,07[' ]| $SS#B$Edward assured them himself of his being$1$ in$4$ town, 212:230,08[' ]| within a very short time, by$4$ twice calling in$4$ Berkeley-street. 212:230,09[' ]| Twice was his card found on$4$ the table, when 212:230,10[' ]| they returned from their morning's engagements. $SS#A$Elinor 212:230,11[' ]| was pleased that$3$ he had called; and still$5$ more pleased 212:230,12[' ]| that$3$ she had missed him. 212:230,13[' ]| The $SS#F1$Dashwoods were so$5#1$ prodigiously delighted with 212:230,14[' ]| the $SS#L1$Middletons, that$3$ though not much in$4$ the habit of 212:230,15[' ]| giving any*thing, they determined to$9$ give them ~~ 212:230,16[' ]| a dinner; and soon after$3$ their acquaintance began, 212:230,17[' ]| invited them to$9$ dine in$4$ Harley-street, where they had 212:230,18[' ]| taken a very good house for$4$ three months. Their sisters 212:230,19[' ]| and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings were invited likewise, and $SS#F$John*Dashwood 212:230,20[' ]| was careful to$9$ secure$1$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, who$6#1$, 212:230,21[' ]| always glad to$9$ be where the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods were, 212:230,22[' ]| received his eager civilities with some surprise$0$, but much 212:230,23[' ]| more pleasure. They were to$9$ meet$1$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars; but 212:230,24[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not learn whether her sons were to$9$ be of 212:230,25[' ]| the party. The expectation of seeing \her\, however, was 212:230,26[' ]| enough to$9$ make$1$ her interested in$4$ the engagement; for$3$ 212:230,27[' ]| though she could now meet$1$ $SS#B$Edward's mother without 212:230,28[' ]| that$6#2$ strong anxiety which$6#1$ had once promised to$9$ attend 212:230,29[' ]| such an introduction, though she could now see her with 212:230,30[' ]| perfect$2$ indifference as to$4$ her opinion of herself, her 212:230,31[' ]| desire$0$ of being$1$ in$4$ company with $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, her 212:230,32[' ]| curiosity to$9$ know what she was like$4$, was as lively 212:230,33[' ]| as ever. 212:230,34[' ]| The interest$0$ with which$6#1$ she thus anticipated the 212:230,35[' ]| party, was soon afterwards increased, more powerfully 212:230,36[' ]| than pleasantly, by$4$ her hearing that$3$ the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles 212:230,37[' ]| were also to$9$ be at it. 212:230,38[' ]| So$5#1$ well$5$ had they recommended themselves to$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 212:231,01[' ]| so$5#1$ agreeable had their assiduities made them 212:231,02[' ]| to$4$ her, that$3$ though $SS#Q$Lucy was certainly not elegant, and 212:231,03[' ]| her sister not even$5$ genteel, she was as ready as $SS#L$Sir*John 212:231,04[' ]| to$9$ ask them to$9$ spend a week or two in$4$ Conduit-street: 212:231,05[' ]| and it happened to$9$ be particularly convenient to$4$ the 212:231,06[' ]| $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, as soon as the $SS#F1$Dashwoods' invitation was 212:231,07[' ]| known, that$3$ their visit$0$ should begin a few days before$3$ 212:231,08[' ]| the party took place$0$. 212:231,09[' ]| Their claims to$4$ the notice$0$ of $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood, 212:231,10[' ]| as the nieces of the gentleman who$6#1$ for$4$ many years had 212:231,11[' ]| had the care$0$ of her brother, might not have done much, 212:231,12[' ]| however, towards procuring them seats at her table; 212:231,13[' ]| but as $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's guests they must be welcome$2$; 212:231,14[' ]| and $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ had long wanted to$9$ be personally known 212:231,15[' ]| to$4$ the family, to$9$ have a nearer view$0$ of their characters 212:231,16[' ]| and her own$2$ difficulties, and to$9$ have an opportunity of 212:231,17[' ]| endeavouring to$9$ please them, had seldom been happier 212:231,18[' ]| in$4$ her life than she was on$4$ receiving $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood's 212:231,19[' ]| card. 212:231,20[' ]| On$4$ $SS#A$Elinor its effect$0$ was very different. She began 212:231,21[' ]| immediately to$9$ determine that$3$ 212:231,21@a | $SS#B$Edward who$6#1$ lived with 212:231,22@a | his mother, must be asked as his mother was, to$4$ a party 212:231,23@a | given by$4$ his sister; and to$9$ see him for$4$ the first time 212:231,24@a | after$4$ all that$6#1$ passed, in$4$ the company of $SS#Q$Lucy! ~~ she 212:231,25@a | hardly knew how she could bear$1$ it! 212:231,26[' ]| These apprehensions perhaps were not founded entirely 212:231,27[' ]| on$4$ reason$0$, and certainly not at all on$4$ truth. They were 212:231,28[' ]| relieved however, not by$4$ her own$2$ recollection, but by$4$ 212:231,29[' ]| the good*will of $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ believed herself to$9$ be inflicting 212:231,30[' ]| a severe disappointment when she told her that$3$ 212:231,30@q | $SS#B$Edward 212:231,31@q | certainly would not be in$4$ Harley-street on$4$ Tuesday, 212:231,31[' ]| and 212:231,32[' ]| even$5$ hoped to$9$ be carrying the pain$0$ still$5$ farther by$4$ 212:231,33[' ]| persuading her, that$3$ 212:231,33@q |he was kept away by$4$ that$6#2$ extreme$2$ 212:231,34@q | affection for$4$ herself, which$6#1$ he could not conceal when 212:231,35@q | they were together. 212:231,36[' ]| The important Tuesday came that$6#1$ was to$9$ introduce 212:231,37[' ]| the two young ladies to$4$ this formidable mother-in-law. 212:231,38[Q ]| "Pity$1$ me, dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood!" 212:231,38[' ]| said $SS#Q$Lucy, as 212:232,01[' ]| they walked up$4$ the stairs together ~~ for$3$ the $SS#L1$Middletons 212:232,02[' ]| arrived so$5#1$ directly after$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, that$3$ they all 212:232,03[' ]| followed the servant at the same time ~~ 212:232,03[Q ]| "There is 212:232,04[Q ]| nobody here but you, that$6#1$ can feel for$4$ me. ~~ I declare 212:232,05[Q ]| I can hardly stand$1$. Good gracious! ~~ In$4$ a moment 212:232,06[Q ]| I shall see the person that$6#1$ all my happiness depends 212:232,07[Q ]| on$4$ ~~ that$6#1$ is to$9$ be my mother!" ~~ 212:232,08[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could have given her immediate relief by$4$ 212:232,09[' ]| suggesting the possibility of its being$1$ $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton's 212:232,10[' ]| mother, rather than her own$2$, whom$6#1$ they were about$4$ 212:232,11[' ]| to$9$ behold; but instead of doing that$6#2$, she assured her, 212:232,12[' ]| and with great sincerity, that$3$ she did pity$1$ her, ~~ to$4$ the 212:232,13[' ]| utter$2$ amazement of $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$, though really uncomfortable 212:232,14[' ]| herself, hoped at least to$9$ be an object$0$ of 212:232,15[' ]| irrepressible envy$0$ to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. 212:232,16[' ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars was a little, thin woman, upright, even$5$ 212:232,17[' ]| to$4$ formality, in$4$ her figure, and serious$2$, even$5$ to$4$ sourness, 212:232,18[' ]| in$4$ her aspect. Her complexion was sallow; and her 212:232,19[' ]| features small, without beauty, and naturally without 212:232,20[' ]| expression; but a lucky contraction of the brow had 212:232,21[' ]| rescued her countenance from the disgrace$0$ of insipidity, 212:232,22[' ]| by$4$ giving it the strong characters of pride and ill*nature. 212:232,23[' ]| She was not a woman of many words: for$3$, unlike people 212:232,24[' ]| in$4$ general$0$, she proportioned them to$4$ the number of her 212:232,25[' ]| ideas; and of the few syllables that$6#1$ did escape$1$ her, not 212:232,26[' ]| one fell to$4$ the share$0$ of $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, whom$6#1$ she eyed 212:232,27[' ]| with the spirited determination of disliking her at all 212:232,28[' ]| events. 212:232,29[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not \now\ be made unhappy by$4$ this 212:232,30[' ]| behaviour. ~~ A few months ago it would have hurt her 212:232,31[' ]| exceedingly; but it was not in$4$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's power to$9$ 212:232,32[' ]| distress$1$ her by$4$ it now; ~~ and the difference of her 212:232,33[' ]| manners to$4$ the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, a difference which$6#1$ seemed 212:232,34[' ]| purposely made to$9$ humble$1$ her more, only amused her. 212:232,35[' ]| She could not but smile$1$ to$9$ see the graciousness of both 212:232,36[' ]| mother and daughter towards the very person ~~ for$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy 212:232,37[' ]| was particularly distinguished ~~ whom$6#1$ of all others, had 212:232,38[' ]| they known as much as she did, they would have been 212:233,01[' ]| most anxious to$9$ mortify; while$3$ she herself, who$6#1$ had 212:233,02[' ]| comparatively no$2$ power to$9$ wound$1#2$ them, sat pointedly 212:233,03[' ]| slighted by$4$ both. But while$3$ she smiled at a graciousness 212:233,04[' ]| so$5#1$ misapplied, she could not reflect on$4$ the mean-spirited 212:233,05[' ]| folly from which$6#1$ it sprung, nor observe the studied 212:233,06[' ]| attentions with which$6#1$ the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles courted its continuance, 212:233,07[' ]| without thoroughly despising them all four. 212:233,08[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy was all exultation on$4$ being$1$ so$5#1$ honourably 212:233,09[' ]| distinguished; and $SS#P$Miss*Steele wanted only to$9$ be teazed 212:233,10[' ]| about$4$ $SS#ZJ$Dr%*Davis to$9$ be perfectly happy. 212:233,11[' ]| The dinner was a grand one, the servants were 212:233,12[' ]| numerous, and every*thing bespoke the Mistress's 212:233,13[' ]| inclination for$4$ shew$0$, and the Master's ability to$9$ support$1$ 212:233,14[' ]| it. In$4$ spite$8$ of the improvements and additions which$6#1$ 212:233,15[' ]| were making to$4$ the Norland estate, and in$4$ spite$8$ of its 212:233,16[' ]| owner having once been within some thousand pounds 212:233,17[' ]| of being$1$ obliged to$9$ sell out$5$ at a loss, nothing gave any 212:233,18[' ]| symptom of that$6#2$ indigence which$6#1$ he had tried to$9$ infer 212:233,19[' ]| from it; ~~ no$2$ poverty of any kind$0$, except of conversation, 212:233,20[' ]| appeared ~~ but there, the deficiency was considerable. 212:233,21[' ]| $SS#F$John*Dashwood had not much to$9$ say for$4$ himself 212:233,22[' ]| that$3$ was worth hearing, and his wife had still$5$ less. But 212:233,23[' ]| there was no$2$ peculiar disgrace$0$ in$4$ this, for$3$ it was very 212:233,24[' ]| much the case with the chief of their visitors, who$6#1$ almost 212:233,25[' ]| all laboured under one or other of these disqualifications 212:233,26[' ]| for$4$ being$1$ agreeable ~~ Want$0$ of sense, either natural$2$ or 212:233,27[' ]| improved ~~ want$0$ of elegance ~~ want$0$ of spirits ~~ or want$0$ 212:233,28[' ]| of temper. 212:233,29[' ]| When the ladies withdrew to$4$ the drawing-room after$4$ 212:233,30[' ]| dinner, this poverty was particularly evident, for$3$ the 212:233,31[' ]| gentlemen \had\ supplied the discourse with some variety 212:233,32[' ]| ~~ the variety of politics, inclosing land, and breaking 212:233,33[' ]| horses ~~ but then it was all over; and one subject$0$ only 212:233,34[' ]| engaged the ladies till coffee came in$5$, which$6#1$ was the 212:233,35[' ]| comparative heights of $SS#G1$Harry*Dashwood, and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's 212:233,36[' ]| second$2$ son $SS#M3$William, who$6#1$ were nearly of the 212:233,37[' ]| same age. 212:233,38[' ]| Had both the children been there, the affair might 212:234,01[' ]| have been determined too$5#1$ easily by$4$ measuring them at 212:234,02[' ]| once; but as $SS#G1$Harry only was present$5$, it was all conjectural 212:234,03[' ]| assertion on$4$ both sides, and every*body had 212:234,04[' ]| a right$0$ to$9$ be equally positive in$4$ their opinion, and to$9$ 212:234,05[' ]| repeat it over and over again as often as they liked. 212:234,06[' ]| The parties stood thus: 212:234,07[' ]| The two mothers, though each really convinced that$3$ 212:234,08[' ]| her own$2$ son was the tallest, politely decided in$4$ favour$0$ 212:234,09[' ]| of the other. 212:234,10[' ]| The two grandmothers, with not less partiality, but 212:234,11[' ]| more sincerity, were equally earnest in$4$ support$0$ of their 212:234,12[' ]| own$2$ descendant. 212:234,13[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ was hardly less anxious to$9$ please one 212:234,14[' ]| parent than the other, thought$1$ the boys were both 212:234,15[' ]| remarkably tall for$4$ their age, and could not conceive 212:234,16[' ]| that$3$ there could be the smallest difference in$4$ the world 212:234,17[' ]| between them; and $SS#P$Miss*Steele, with yet greater address$0$ 212:234,18[' ]| gave it, as fast as she could, in$4$ favour$0$ of each. 212:234,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, having once delivered her opinion on$4$ $SS#M3$William's 212:234,20[' ]| side$0$, by$4$ which$6#1$ she offended $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars and $SS#G$Fanny still$5$ 212:234,21[' ]| more, did not see the necessity of enforcing it by$4$ any 212:234,22[' ]| farther assertion; and $SS#C$Marianne, when called on$5$ for$4$ 212:234,23[' ]| her's, offended them all, by$4$ declaring that$3$ 212:234,23@c | she had no$2$ 212:234,24@c | opinion to$9$ give, as she had never thought$1$ about$4$ it. 212:234,25[' ]| Before$4$ her removing from Norland, $SS#A$Elinor had painted 212:234,26[' ]| a very pretty$2$ pair$0$ of screens for$4$ her sister-in-law, which$6#1$ 212:234,27[' ]| being$1$ now just$5$ mounted and brought home, ornamented 212:234,28[' ]| her present$2$ drawing*room; and these screens, catching 212:234,29[' ]| the eye of $SS#F$John*Dashwood on$4$ his following the other 212:234,30[' ]| gentlemen into the room, were officiously handed by$4$ him 212:234,31[' ]| to$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon for$4$ his admiration. 212:234,32[F ]| "These are done by$4$ my eldest sister," 212:234,32[' ]| said he; 212:234,32[F ]| "and 212:234,33[F ]| you, as a man of taste, will$1$, I dare$1#2$ say, be pleased with 212:234,34[F ]| them. I do not know whether you ever happened to$9$ 212:234,35[F ]| see any of her performances before$5$, but she is in$4$ general$0$ 212:234,36[F ]| reckoned to$9$ draw extremely well$5$." 212:234,37[' ]| The $SS#H$Colonel, though disclaiming all pretensions to$4$ connoisseurship, 212:234,38[' ]| warmly admired the screens, as he would 212:235,01[' ]| have done any*thing painted by$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood; and 212:235,02[' ]| the curiosity of the others being$1$ of course$8$ excited, they 212:235,03[' ]| were handed round$5$ for$4$ general$2$ inspection. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, 212:235,04[' ]| not aware of their being$1$ $SS#A$Elinor's work$0$, particularly 212:235,05[' ]| requested to$9$ look$1$ at them; and after$3$ they had received 212:235,06[' ]| the gratifying testimony of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's approbation, 212:235,07[' ]| $SS#G$Fanny presented them to$4$ her mother, considerately 212:235,08[' ]| informing her at the same time, that$3$ they were done by$4$ 212:235,09[' ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood. 212:235,10[I ]| "Hum" ~~ 212:235,10[' ]| said $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars ~~ 212:235,10[I ]| "very pretty$2$," ~~ 212:235,10[' ]| and 212:235,11[' ]| without regarding them at all, returned them to$4$ her 212:235,12[' ]| daughter. 212:235,13[' ]| Perhaps $SS#G$Fanny thought$1$ for$4$ a moment that$3$ her mother 212:235,14[' ]| had been quite rude enough, ~~ for$3$, colouring a little, she 212:235,15[' ]| immediately said, 212:235,16[G ]| "They are very pretty$2$, ma'am ~~ an't they?" 212:235,16[' ]| But 212:235,17[' ]| then again, the dread$0$ of having been too$5#1$ civil, too$5#1$ 212:235,18[' ]| encouraging herself, probably came over her, for$3$ she 212:235,19[' ]| presently added, 212:235,20[G ]| "Do you not think they are something in$4$ $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton's 212:235,21[G ]| style of painting, ma'am? ~~ \She\ \does\ paint 212:235,22[G ]| most delightfully! ~~ How beautifully her last$2$ landscape 212:235,23[G ]| is done!" 212:235,24[I ]| "Beautifully indeed! But she \does\ every*thing 212:235,25[I ]| well$5$." 212:235,26[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne could not bear$1$ this. ~~ She was already greatly 212:235,27[' ]| displeased with $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars; and such ill-timed praise$0$ 212:235,28[' ]| of another, at $SS#A$Elinor's expense, though she had not any 212:235,29[' ]| notion of what was principally meant by$4$ it, provoked 212:235,30[' ]| her immediately to$9$ say with warmth, 212:235,31[C ]| "This is admiration of a very particular kind$0$! ~~ what 212:235,32[C ]| is $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton to$4$ us? ~~ who$6#2$ knows, or who$6#2$ cares$1$, for$4$ 212:235,33[C ]| her? ~~ it is $SS#A$Elinor of whom$6#1$ \we\ think and speak." 212:235,34[' ]| And so$5#2$ saying, she took the screens out$5$ of her sister-in-law's 212:235,35[' ]| hands, to$9$ admire them herself as they ought to$9$ 212:235,36[' ]| be admired. 212:235,37[' ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars looked exceedingly angry, and drawing 212:235,38[' ]| herself up$5$ more stiffly than ever, pronounced in$4$ retort 212:236,01[' ]| this bitter phillippic; 212:236,01[I ]| "$SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton is $SS#ZT$Lord*Morton's 212:236,02[I ]| daughter." 212:236,03[' ]| $SS#G$Fanny looked very angry too$5#2$, and her husband was 212:236,04[' ]| all in$4$ a fright at his sister's audacity. $SS#A$Elinor was much 212:236,05[' ]| more hurt by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's warmth, than she had been 212:236,06[' ]| by$4$ what produced it; but $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's eyes, as 212:236,07[' ]| they were fixed on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, declared that$3$ he noticed 212:236,08[' ]| only what was amiable in$4$ it, the affectionate heart which$6#1$ 212:236,09[' ]| could not bear$1$ to$9$ see a sister slighted in$4$ the smallest 212:236,10[' ]| point$0$. 212:236,11[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's feelings did not stop$1$ here. The cold$2$ 212:236,12[' ]| insolence of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's general$2$ behaviour to$4$ her 212:236,13[' ]| sister, seemed, to$4$ her, to$9$ foretel such difficulties and 212:236,14[' ]| distresses to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, as her own$2$ wounded heart taught 212:236,15[' ]| her to$9$ think of with horror; and urged by$4$ a strong 212:236,16[' ]| impulse of affectionate sensibility, she moved, after$4$ 212:236,17[' ]| a moment, to$4$ her sister's chair, and putting one arm$0$ 212:236,18[' ]| round$4$ her neck, and one cheek close$5$ to$4$ her's, said in$4$ 212:236,19[' ]| a low, but eager, voice, 212:236,20[C ]| "Dear$2#1$, dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Elinor, don't mind$1$ them. Don't let 212:236,21[C ]| them make$1$ \you\ unhappy." 212:236,22[' ]| She could say no$2$ more; her spirits were quite overcome, 212:236,23[' ]| and hiding her face$0$ on$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's shoulder, she burst$1$ 212:236,24[' ]| into tears. ~~ Every*body's attention was called, and 212:236,25[' ]| almost every*body was concerned. ~~ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 212:236,26[' ]| rose$1$ up$5$ and went to$4$ them without knowing what he 212:236,27[' ]| did. ~~ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, with a very intelligent 212:236,27[K ]| "Ah! poor 212:236,28[K ]| dear$2#1$," 212:236,28[' ]| immediately gave her, her salts; and $SS#L$Sir*John 212:236,29[' ]| felt so$5#1$ desperately enraged against the author of this 212:236,30[' ]| nervous distress$0$, that$3$ he instantly changed his seat to$4$ 212:236,31[' ]| one close$5$ by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele, and gave her, in$4$ a whisper$0$, 212:236,32[' ]| a brief account$0$ of the whole$2$ shocking affair. 212:236,33[' ]| In$4$ a few minutes, however, $SS#C$Marianne was recovered 212:236,34[' ]| enough to$9$ put an end$0$ to$4$ the bustle$0$, and sit down$5$ among 212:236,35[' ]| the rest$0#1$; though her spirits retained the impression of 212:236,36[' ]| what had passed, the whole$2$ evening. 212:236,37[F ]| "Poor $SS#C$Marianne!" 212:236,37[' ]| said her brother to$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 212:236,38[' ]| in$4$ a low voice, as soon as he could secure$1$ his 212:237,01[' ]| attention, ~~ 212:237,01[F ]| "She has not such good*health as her sister, 212:237,02[F ]| ~~ she is very nervous, ~~ she has not $SS#A$Elinor's constitution; 212:237,03[F ]| ~~ and one must allow that$3$ there is something very 212:237,04[F ]| trying to$4$ a young woman who$6#1$ \has\ \been\ a beauty, in$4$ the 212:237,05[F ]| loss of her personal attractions. You would not think 212:237,06[F ]| it perhaps, but $SS#C$Marianne \was\ remarkably handsome 212:237,07[F ]| a few months ago; quite as handsome as $SS#A$Elinor. ~~ Now 212:237,08[F ]| you see it is all gone." 213:238,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's curiosity to$9$ see $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars was satisfied. ~~ 213:238,02[' ]| She had found in$4$ her every*thing that$6#1$ could tend to$9$ ~~ 213:238,03[' ]| make$1$ a farther connection between the families, undesirable. ~~ 213:238,04@a | She had seen enough of her pride, her meanness, 213:238,05@a | and her determined prejudice against herself, to$9$ comprehend 213:238,06@a | all the difficulties that$6#1$ must have perplexed the 213:238,07@a | engagement, and retarded the marriage, of $SS#B$Edward and 213:238,08@a | herself, had he been otherwise free; ~~ and she had seen 213:238,09@a | almost enough to$9$ be thankful for$4$ her \own$2$\ sake, that$3$ one 213:238,10@a | greater obstacle preserved her from suffering under any 213:238,11@a | other of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's creation, preserved her from all 213:238,12@a | dependence upon$4$ her caprice, or any solicitude for$4$ her 213:238,13@a | good opinion. 213:238,13[' ]| Or at least, if she did not bring herself 213:238,14[' ]| quite to$9$ rejoice in$4$ $SS#B$Edward's being$1$ fettered to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, she 213:238,15[' ]| determined, that$3$ had $SS#Q$Lucy been more amiable, she \ought\ 213:238,16[' ]| to$9$ have rejoiced. 213:238,17[' ]| She wondered that$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy's spirits could be so$5#1$ very 213:238,18[' ]| much elevated by$4$ the civility of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars; ~~ that$3$ 213:238,19[' ]| her interest$0$ and her vanity should so$5#1$ very much blind$1$ 213:238,20[' ]| her, as to$9$ make$1$ the attention which$6#1$ seemed only paid 213:238,21[' ]| her because she was \not\ \$SS#A$Elinor\, appear a compliment$0$ to$4$ 213:238,22[' ]| herself ~~ or to$9$ allow her to$9$ derive encouragement from 213:238,23[' ]| a preference only given her, because her real situation 213:238,24[' ]| was unknown. But that$6#2$ it was so$5#2$, had not only been 213:238,25[' ]| declared by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy's eyes at the time, but was declared 213:238,26[' ]| over again the next morning more openly, for$3$ at her 213:238,27[' ]| particular desire$0$, $SS#M$Lady*Middleton set$1$ her down$5$ in$4$ 213:238,28[' ]| Berkeley-street on$4$ the chance$0$ of seeing $SS#A$Elinor alone, to$9$ 213:238,29[' ]| tell her how happy she was. 213:238,30[' ]| The chance$0$ proved a lucky one, for$3$ a message from 213:238,31[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer soon after$3$ she arrived, carried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 213:238,32[' ]| away. 213:238,33[Q ]| "My dear$2#1$ friend," 213:238,33[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy as soon as they were 213:239,01[' ]| by$4$ themselves, 213:239,01[Q ]| "I come to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ you of my happiness. 213:239,02[Q ]| Could any*thing be so$5#1$ flattering as $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's way 213:239,03[Q ]| of treating me yesterday? So$5#1$ exceeding affable as she 213:239,04[Q ]| was! ~~ You know how I dreaded the thoughts of seeing 213:239,05[Q ]| her; ~~ but the very moment I was introduced, there was 213:239,06[Q ]| such an affability in$4$ her behaviour as really should seem 213:239,07[Q ]| to$9$ say, she had quite took a fancy$0$ to$4$ me. Now was not 213:239,08[Q ]| it so$5#2$? ~~ You saw it all; and was not you quite struck 213:239,09[Q ]| with it?" 213:239,10[A ]| "She was certainly very civil to$4$ you." 213:239,11[Q ]| "Civil! ~~ Did you see nothing but only civility? ~~ 213:239,12[Q ]| I saw a vast deal$0$ more. Such kindness as fell to$4$ the 213:239,13[Q ]| share$0$ of nobody but me! ~~ No$2$ pride, no$2$ hauteur, and 213:239,14[Q ]| your sister just$5$ the same ~~ all sweetness and affability!" 213:239,15[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor wished to$9$ talk$1$ of something else, but $SS#Q$Lucy still$5$ 213:239,16[' ]| pressed her to$9$ own$1$ that$3$ she had reason$0$ for$4$ her happiness; 213:239,17[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor was obliged to$9$ go on$5$. ~~ 213:239,18[A ]| "Undoubtedly, if they had known your engagement," 213:239,19[' ]| said she, 213:239,19[A ]| "nothing could be more flattering 213:239,20[A ]| than their treatment of you; ~~ but as that$6#2$ was not the 213:239,21[A ]| case" ~~ 213:239,22[Q ]| "I guessed you would say so$5#2$" ~~ 213:239,22[' ]| replied $SS#Q$Lucy quickly ~~ 213:239,23[Q ]| "but there was no$2$ reason$0$ in$4$ the world why $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars 213:239,24[Q ]| should seem to$9$ like$1$ me, if she did not, and her liking 213:239,25[Q ]| me is every*thing. You shan't talk$1$ me out$5$ of my 213:239,26[Q ]| satisfaction. I am sure it will$1$ all end$1$ well$5$, and there 213:239,27[Q ]| will$1$ be no$2$ difficulties at all, to$4$ what I used to$9$ think. 213:239,28[Q ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars is a charming woman, and so$5#2$ is your sister. 213:239,29[Q ]| They are both delightful women indeed! ~~ I wonder$1$ 213:239,30[Q ]| I should never hear you say how agreeable $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood 213:239,31[Q ]| was!" 213:239,32[' ]| To$4$ this, $SS#A$Elinor had no$2$ answer$0$ to$9$ make$1$, and did not 213:239,33[' ]| attempt$1$ any. 213:239,34[Q ]| "Are you ill, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood? ~~ you seem low ~~ you 213:239,35[Q ]| don't speak; ~~ sure you an't well$5$." 213:239,36[A ]| "I never was in$4$ better health." 213:239,37[Q ]| "I am glad of it with all my heart, but really you 213:239,38[Q ]| did not look$1$ it. I should be so$5#1$ sorry to$9$ have \you\ ill; 213:240,01[Q ]| you, that$6#1$ have been the greatest comfort$0$ to$4$ me in$4$ the 213:240,02[Q ]| world! ~~ Heaven knows what I should have done without 213:240,03[Q ]| your friendship." ~~ 213:240,04[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor tried to$9$ make$1$ a civil answer$0$, though doubting 213:240,05[' ]| her own$2$ success. But it seemed to$9$ satisfy $SS#Q$Lucy, for$3$ 213:240,06[' ]| she directly replied, 213:240,07[Q ]| "Indeed I am perfectly convinced of your regard$0$ for$4$ 213:240,08[Q ]| me, and next to$4$ $SS#B$Edward's love$0$, it is the greatest comfort$0$ 213:240,09[Q ]| I have. ~~ Poor $SS#B$Edward! ~~ But now, there is one good 213:240,10[Q ]| thing, we shall be able to$9$ meet$1$, and meet$1$ pretty$5$ often, 213:240,11[Q ]| for$3$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's delighted with $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood, so$3$ 213:240,12[Q ]| we shall be a good deal$0$ in$4$ Harley-street, I dare$1#2$ say, and 213:240,13[Q ]| $SS#B$Edward spends half his time with his sister ~~ besides, 213:240,14[Q ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton and $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars will$1$ visit$1$ now; ~~ and 213:240,15[Q ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars and your sister were both so$5#1$ good to$9$ say 213:240,16[Q ]| more than once, they should always be glad to$9$ see me. ~~ 213:240,17[Q ]| They are such charming women! ~~ I am sure if ever 213:240,18[Q ]| you tell your sister what I think of her, you cannot 213:240,19[Q ]| speak too$5#1$ high." 213:240,20[' ]| But $SS#A$Elinor would not give her any encouragement to$9$ 213:240,21[' ]| hope$1$ that$3$ she \should\ tell her sister. $SS#Q$Lucy continued. 213:240,22[Q ]| "I am sure I should have seen it in$4$ a moment, if 213:240,23[Q ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars had took a dislike$0$ to$4$ me. If she had only 213:240,24[Q ]| made me a formal curtsey, for$4$ instance$0$, without saying 213:240,25[Q ]| a word, and never after$5$ had took any notice$0$ of me, and 213:240,26[Q ]| never looked at me in$4$ a pleasant way ~~ you know what 213:240,27[Q ]| I mean$1$, ~~ if I had been treated in$4$ that$6#2$ forbidding sort 213:240,28[Q ]| of way, I should have gave it all up$5$ in$4$ despair$0$. I could 213:240,29[Q ]| not have stood it. For$3$ where she \does\ dislike$1$, I know 213:240,30[Q ]| it is most violent." 213:240,31[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was prevented from making any reply$0$ to$4$ this 213:240,32[' ]| civil triumph$0$, by$4$ the door's being$1$ thrown open$2$, the 213:240,33[' ]| servant's announcing $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars, and $SS#B$Edward's immediately 213:240,34[' ]| walking in$5$. 213:240,35[' ]| It was a very awkward moment; and the countenance 213:240,36[' ]| of each shewed that$3$ it was so$5#2$. They all looked 213:240,37[' ]| exceedingly foolish; and $SS#B$Edward seemed to$9$ have as 213:240,38[' ]| great an inclination to$9$ walk$1$ out$5$ of the room again, as to$9$ 213:241,01[' ]| advance$1$ farther into it. The very circumstance, in$4$ its 213:241,02[' ]| unpleasantest form$0$, which$6#1$ they would each have been 213:241,03[' ]| most anxious to$9$ avoid, had fallen on$4$ them ~~ They were 213:241,04[' ]| not only all three together, but were together without 213:241,05[' ]| the relief of any other person. The ladies recovered 213:241,06[' ]| themselves first. It was not $SS#Q$Lucy's business to$9$ put 213:241,07[' ]| herself forward$5$, and the appearance of secrecy must still$5$ 213:241,08[' ]| be kept up$5$. She could therefore only \look$1$\ her tenderness, 213:241,09[' ]| and after$4$ slightly addressing him, said no$2$ more. 213:241,10[' ]| But $SS#A$Elinor had more to$9$ do; and so$5#1$ anxious was she, 213:241,11[' ]| for$4$ his sake and her own$2$, to$9$ do it well$5$, that$3$ she forced 213:241,12[' ]| herself, after$4$ a moment's recollection, to$9$ welcome$1$ him, 213:241,13[' ]| with a look$0$ and manner that$6#1$ were almost easy, and 213:241,14[' ]| almost open$2$; and another struggle$0$, another effort still$5$ 213:241,15[' ]| improved them. 213:241,15@a | She would not allow the presence of 213:241,16@a | $SS#Q$Lucy, nor the consciousness of some injustice towards 213:241,17@a | herself, to$9$ deter her from saying that$3$ she was happy to$9$ 213:241,18@a | see him, and that$3$ she had very much regretted being$1$ 213:241,19@a | from home, when he called before$5$ in$4$ Berkeley-street. 213:241,20@a | She would not be frightened from paying him those 213:241,21@a | attentions which$6#1$, as a friend and almost a relation, were 213:241,22@a | his due$0$, by$4$ the observant eyes of $SS#Q$Lucy, though she soon 213:241,23@a | perceived them to$9$ be narrowly watching her. 213:241,24[' ]| Her manners gave some re-assurance to$4$ $SS#B$Edward, and 213:241,25[' ]| he had courage enough to$9$ sit down$5$; but his embarrassment 213:241,26[' ]| still$5$ exceeded that$6#2$ of the ladies in$4$ a proportion, 213:241,27[' ]| which$6#1$ the case rendered reasonable, though his sex 213:241,28[' ]| might make$1$ it rare; for$3$ his heart had not the indifference 213:241,29[' ]| of $SS#Q$Lucy's, nor could his conscience have quite the ease$0$ 213:241,30[' ]| of $SS#A$Elinor's. 213:241,31[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, with a demure and settled air, seemed determined 213:241,32[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ no$2$ contribution to$4$ the comfort$0$ of the 213:241,33[' ]| others, and would not say a word; and almost every*thing 213:241,34[' ]| that$6#1$ \was\ said, proceeded from $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ was 213:241,35[' ]| obliged to$9$ volunteer all the information about$4$ her 213:241,36[' ]| mother's health, their coming to$4$ town, &c% which$6#1$ 213:241,37[' ]| $SS#B$Edward ought to$9$ have inquired about$4$, but never did. 213:241,38[' ]| Her exertions did not stop$1$ here; for$3$ she soon afterwards 213:242,01[' ]| felt herself so$5#1$ heroically disposed as to$9$ determine, 213:242,02[' ]| under pretence of fetching $SS#C$Marianne, to$9$ leave$1$ the others 213:242,03[' ]| by$4$ themselves: and she really did it, and \that$6#2$\ in$4$ the 213:242,04[' ]| handsomest manner, for$3$ she loitered away several 213:242,05[' ]| minutes on$4$ the landing-place, with the most high-minded 213:242,06[' ]| fortitude, before$3$ she went to$4$ her sister. When 213:242,07[' ]| that$6#2$ was once done, however, it was time for$4$ the raptures 213:242,08[' ]| of $SS#B$Edward to$9$ cease; for$3$ $SS#C$Marianne's joy hurried her into 213:242,09[' ]| the drawing-room immediately. Her pleasure in$4$ seeing 213:242,10[' ]| him was like$4$ every other of her feelings, strong in$4$ itself, 213:242,11[' ]| and strongly spoken. She met him with a hand$0$ that$6#1$ 213:242,12[' ]| would be taken, and a voice that$6#1$ expressed the affection 213:242,13[' ]| of a sister. 213:242,14[C ]| "Dear$2#1$ $SS#B$Edward!" 213:242,14[' ]| she cried, 213:242,14[C ]| "this is a moment of 213:242,15[C ]| great happiness! ~~ This would almost make$1$ amends for$4$ 213:242,16[C ]| every*thing!" 213:242,17[' ]| $SS#B$Edward tried to$9$ return$1$ her kindness as it deserved, 213:242,18[' ]| but before$4$ such witnesses he dared not say half what 213:242,19[' ]| he really felt. Again they all sat down$5$, and for$4$ a moment 213:242,20[' ]| or two all were silent; while$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was looking with 213:242,21[' ]| the most speaking tenderness, sometimes at $SS#B$Edward and 213:242,22[' ]| sometimes at $SS#A$Elinor, regretting only that$3$ their delight$0$ 213:242,23[' ]| in$4$ each other should be checked by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy's unwelcome 213:242,24[' ]| presence. $SS#B$Edward was the first to$9$ speak, and it was to$9$ 213:242,25[' ]| notice$0$ $SS#C$Marianne's altered looks$0$, and express$1$ his fear$0$ of 213:242,26[' ]| her not finding London agree with her. 213:242,27[C ]| "Oh! don't think of me!" 213:242,27[' ]| she replied, with spirited 213:242,28[' ]| earnestness, though her eyes were filled with tears as she 213:242,29[' ]| spoke, 213:242,29[C ]| "don't think of \my\ health. $SS#A$Elinor is well$5$, you 213:242,30[C ]| see. That$6#2$ must be enough for$4$ us both." 213:242,31[' ]| This remark$0$ was not calculated to$9$ make$1$ $SS#B$Edward or 213:242,32[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor more easy, nor to$9$ conciliate the good*will of 213:242,33[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ looked up$5$ at $SS#C$Marianne with no$2$ very benignant 213:242,34[' ]| expression. 213:242,35[B ]| "Do you like$1$ London?" 213:242,35[' ]| said $SS#B$Edward, willing to$9$ say 213:242,36[' ]| any*thing that$6#1$ might introduce another subject$0$. 213:242,37[C ]| "Not at all. I expected much pleasure in$4$ it, but 213:242,38[C ]| I have found none. The sight of you, $SS#B$Edward, is the 213:243,01[C ]| only comfort$0$ it has afforded; and thank Heaven! you 213:243,02[C ]| are what you always were!" 213:243,03[' ]| She paused ~~ no*one spoke. 213:243,04[C ]| "I think, $SS#A$Elinor," 213:243,04[' ]| she presently added, 213:243,04[C ]| "we must 213:243,05[C ]| employ $SS#B$Edward to$9$ take care$0$ of us in$4$ our return$0$ to$4$ 213:243,06[C ]| Barton. In$4$ a week or two, I suppose, we shall be going; 213:243,07[C ]| and, I trust$1$, $SS#B$Edward will$1$ not be very unwilling to$9$ accept 213:243,08[C ]| the charge$0$." 213:243,09[' ]| Poor $SS#B$Edward muttered something, but what it was, 213:243,10[' ]| nobody knew, not even$5$ himself. But $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ 213:243,11[' ]| saw his agitation, and could easily trace it to$4$ whatever 213:243,12[' ]| cause best pleased herself, was perfectly satisfied, and 213:243,13[' ]| soon talked of something else. 213:243,14[C ]| "We spent such a day, $SS#B$Edward, in$4$ Harley-street 213:243,15[C ]| yesterday! So$5#1$ dull, so$5#1$ wretchedly dull! ~~ But I have 213:243,16[C ]| much to$9$ say to$4$ you on$4$ that$6#2$ head$0$, which$6#1$ cannot be 213:243,17[C ]| said now." 213:243,18[' ]| And with this admirable discretion did she defer the 213:243,19[' ]| assurance of her finding their mutual relatives more 213:243,20[' ]| disagreeable than ever, and of her being$1$ particularly 213:243,21[' ]| disgusted with his mother, till they were more in$4$ 213:243,22[' ]| private$0$. 213:243,23[C ]| "But why were you not there, $SS#B$Edward? ~~ Why did 213:243,24[C ]| you not come? 213:243,25[B ]| "I was engaged elsewhere." 213:243,26[C ]| "Engaged! But what was that$6#2$, when such friends 213:243,27[C ]| were to$9$ be met?" 213:243,28[Q ]| "Perhaps, $SS#C$Miss*Marianne," 213:243,28[' ]| cried $SS#Q$Lucy, eager to$9$ take 213:243,29[' ]| some revenge on$4$ her, 213:243,29[Q ]| "you think young men never 213:243,30[Q ]| stand$1$ upon$4$ engagements, if they have no$2$ mind$0$ to$9$ keep 213:243,31[Q ]| them, little as well$5$ as great." 213:243,32[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was very angry, but $SS#C$Marianne seemed entirely 213:243,33[' ]| insensible of the sting; for$3$ she calmly replied, 213:243,34[C ]| "Not so$5#2$, indeed; for$3$, seriously speaking, I am very 213:243,35[C ]| sure that$3$ conscience only kept $SS#B$Edward from Harley-street. 213:243,36[C ]| And I really believe he \has\ the most delicate 213:243,37[C ]| conscience in$4$ the world; the most scrupulous in$4$ performing 213:243,38[C ]| every engagement however minute$2$, and however 213:244,01[C ]| it may$1$ make$1$ against his interest$0$ or pleasure. He is the 213:244,02[C ]| most fearful of giving pain$0$, of wounding expectation, 213:244,03[C ]| and the most incapable of being$1$ selfish, of any*body 213:244,04[C ]| I ever saw. $SS#B$Edward, it is so$5#2$ and I will$1$ say it. What! 213:244,05[C ]| are you never to$9$ hear yourself praised! ~~ Then, you 213:244,06[C ]| must be no$2$ friend of mine$6$; for$3$ those who$6#1$ will$1$ accept 213:244,07[C ]| of my love$0$ and esteem$0$, must submit to$4$ my open$2$ commendation." 213:244,08[C ]| 213:243,09[' ]| The nature of her commendation, in$4$ the present$2$ case, 213:243,10[' ]| however, happened to$9$ be particularly ill-suited to$4$ the 213:243,11[' ]| feelings of two*thirds of her auditors, and was so$5#1$ very 213:244,12[' ]| unexhilarating to$4$ $SS#B$Edward, that$3$ he very soon got up$5$ to$9$ 213:244,13[' ]| go away. 213:244,14[C ]| "Going so$5#1$ soon!" 213:244,14[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne; 213:244,14[C ]| "my dear$2#1$ $SS#B$Edward, 213:244,15[C ]| this must not be." 213:244,16[' ]| And drawing him a little aside, she whispered her 213:244,17[' ]| persuasion that$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy could not stay$1$ much longer. But 213:244,18[' ]| even$5$ this encouragement failed, for$3$ he would go; and 213:244,19[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ would have outstaid him had his visit$0$ lasted 213:244,20[' ]| two hours, soon afterwards went away. 213:244,21[C ]| "What can bring her here so$5#1$ often!" 213:244,21[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 213:244,22[' ]| on$4$ her leaving them. 213:244,22[C ]| "Could she not see that$3$ we 213:244,23[C ]| wanted her gone! ~~ how teazing to$4$ $SS#B$Edward!" 213:244,24[A ]| "Why so$5#2$? ~~ we were all his friends, and $SS#Q$Lucy has 213:244,25[A ]| been the longest known to$4$ him of any. It is but natural$2$ 213:244,26[A ]| that$3$ he should like$1$ to$9$ see her as well$5$ as ourselves." 213:244,27[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne looked at her steadily, and said, 213:244,27[C ]| "You 213:244,28[C ]| know, $SS#A$Elinor, that$3$ this is a kind$0$ of talking which$6#1$ I cannot 213:244,29[C ]| bear$1$. If you only hope$1$ to$9$ have your assertion 213:244,30[C ]| contradicted, as I must suppose to$9$ be the case, you 213:244,31[C ]| ought to$9$ recollect that$3$ I am the last$2$ person in$4$ the 213:244,32[C ]| world to$9$ do it. I cannot descend to$9$ be tricked out$5$ of 213:244,33[C ]| assurances, that$6#1$ are not really wanted." 213:244,34[' ]| She then left the room; and $SS#A$Elinor dared not follow 213:244,35[' ]| her to$9$ say more, for$3$ bound as she was by$4$ her promise$0$ 213:244,36[' ]| of secrecy to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, she could give no$2$ information that$6#1$ 213:244,37[' ]| would convince $SS#C$Marianne; and painful as the consequences 213:244,38[' ]| of her still$5$ continuing in$4$ an error might be, she 213:245,01[' ]| was obliged to$9$ submit to$4$ it. All that$6#1$ she could hope$1$, 213:245,02[' ]| was that$3$ $SS#B$Edward would not often expose her or himself 213:245,03[' ]| to$4$ the distress$0$ of hearing $SS#C$Marianne's mistaken warmth, 213:245,04[' ]| nor to$4$ the repetition of any other part$0$ of the pain$0$ that$6#1$ 213:245,05[' ]| had attended their recent meeting ~~ and this she had 213:245,06[' ]| every reason$0$ to$9$ expect. 214:246,01[' ]| Within a few days after$4$ this meeting, the newspapers 214:246,02[' ]| announced to$4$ the world, that$3$ the Lady of $SS#N$Thomas*Palmer*Esq% 214:246,03[' ]| was safely delivered of a son and heir; 214:246,04[' ]| a very interesting and satisfactory paragraph, at least 214:246,05[' ]| to$4$ all those intimate$2$ connections who$6#1$ knew it before$5$. 214:246,06[' ]| This event, highly important to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's happiness, 214:246,07[' ]| produced a temporary alteration in$4$ the disposal of 214:246,08[' ]| her time, and influenced, in$4$ a like$2$ degree, the engagements 214:246,09[' ]| of her young friends; for$3$ as she wished to$9$ be as 214:246,10[' ]| much as possible with $SS#O$Charlotte, she went thither every 214:246,11[' ]| morning as soon as she was dressed, and did not return$1$ 214:246,12[' ]| till late in$4$ the evening; and the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods, at 214:246,13[' ]| the particular request$0$ of the $SS#L1$Middletons, spent the whole$0$ 214:246,14[' ]| of every day in$4$ Conduit-street. For$4$ their own$2$ comfort$0$, 214:246,15[' ]| they would much rather have remained, at least all the 214:246,16[' ]| morning, in$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's house; but it was not 214:246,17[' ]| a thing to$9$ be urged against the wishes$0$ of everybody. 214:246,18[' ]| Their hours were therefore made over to$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 214:246,19[' ]| and the two $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles, by$4$ whom$6#1$ their company was 214:246,20[' ]| in$4$ fact as little valued, as it was professedly sought. 214:246,21[' ]| They had too$5#1$ much sense to$9$ be desirable companions 214:246,22[' ]| to$4$ the former; and by$4$ the latter they were considered 214:246,23[' ]| with a jealous eye, as intruding on$4$ \their\ ground, and 214:246,24[' ]| sharing the kindness which$6#1$ they wanted to$9$ monopolize. 214:246,25[' ]| Though nothing could be more polite than $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's 214:246,26[' ]| behaviour to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor and $SS#C$Marianne, she did not 214:246,27[' ]| really like$1$ them at all. Because they neither flattered 214:246,28[' ]| herself nor her children, she could not believe them 214:246,29[' ]| good-natured; and because they were fond of reading, 214:246,30[' ]| she fancied them satirical: perhaps without exactly 214:246,31[' ]| knowing what it was to$9$ be satirical; but \that$6#2$\ did not 214:246,32[' ]| signify. It was censure$0$ in$4$ common$2$ use$0$, and easily 214:246,33[' ]| given. 214:247,01[' ]| Their presence was a restraint both on$4$ her and on$4$ 214:247,02[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy. It checked the idleness of one, and the business 214:247,03[' ]| of the other. $SS#M$Lady*Middleton was ashamed of doing 214:247,04[' ]| nothing before$4$ them, and the flattery which$6#1$ $SS#Q$Lucy was 214:247,05[' ]| proud to$9$ think of and administer at other times, she 214:247,06[' ]| feared they would despise her for$4$ offering. $SS#P$Miss*Steele 214:247,07[' ]| was the least discomposed of the three, by$4$ their presence; 214:247,08[' ]| and it was in$4$ their power to$9$ reconcile her to$4$ it entirely. 214:247,09[' ]| Would either of them, only have given her a full and 214:247,10[' ]| minute$2$ account$0$ of the whole$2$ affair between $SS#C$Marianne 214:247,11[' ]| and $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, she would have thought$1$ herself 214:247,12[' ]| amply rewarded for$4$ the sacrifice$0$ of the best place$0$ by$4$ 214:247,13[' ]| the fire$0$ after$4$ dinner, which$6#1$ their arrival occasioned. 214:247,14[' ]| But this conciliation was not granted; for$3$ though she 214:247,15[' ]| often threw out$5$ expressions of pity$0$ for$4$ her sister to$4$ 214:247,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, and more than once dropt a reflection on$4$ the 214:247,17[' ]| inconstancy of beaux before$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, no$2$ effect$0$ was 214:247,18[' ]| produced, but a look$0$ of indifference from the former, 214:247,19[' ]| or of disgust$0$ in$4$ the latter. An effort even$5$ yet lighter 214:247,20[' ]| might have made her their friend. Would they only 214:247,21[' ]| have laughed at her about$4$ the $SS#ZJ$Doctor! But so$5#1$ little 214:247,22[' ]| were they, any more than the others, inclined to$9$ oblige 214:247,23[' ]| her, that$3$ if $SS#L$Sir*John dined from home, she might spend 214:247,24[' ]| a whole$2$ day without hearing any other raillery on$4$ the 214:247,25[' ]| subject$0$, than what she was kind$2$ enough to$9$ bestow on$4$ 214:247,26[' ]| herself. 214:247,27[' ]| All these jealousies and discontents, however, were so$5#1$ 214:247,28[' ]| totally unsuspected by$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, that$3$ she thought$1$ 214:247,29[' ]| it a delightful thing for$4$ the girls to$9$ be together; and 214:247,30[' ]| generally congratulated her young friends every night, 214:247,31[' ]| on$4$ having escaped the company of a stupid old woman 214:247,32[' ]| so$5#1$ long. She joined them sometimes at $SS#L$Sir*John's, and 214:247,33[' ]| sometimes at her own$2$ house; but wherever it was, she 214:247,34[' ]| always came in$4$ excellent spirits, full of delight$0$ and 214:247,35[' ]| importance, attributing $SS#O$Charlotte's well*doing to$4$ her 214:247,36[' ]| own$2$ care$0$, and ready to$9$ give so$5#1$ exact$2$, so$5#1$ minute$2$ a detail$0$ 214:247,37[' ]| of her situation, as only $SS#P$Miss*Steele had curiosity enough 214:247,38[' ]| to$9$ desire$1$. One thing \did\ disturb her; and of that$6#2$ she 214:248,01[' ]| made her daily complaint. $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer maintained the 214:248,02[' ]| common$2$, but unfatherly opinion among his sex, of all 214:248,03[' ]| infants being$1$ alike; and though she could plainly perceive 214:248,04[' ]| at different times, the most striking resemblance 214:248,05[' ]| between this baby and every one of his relations on$4$ both 214:248,06[' ]| sides, there was no$2$ convincing his father of it; no$2$ 214:248,07[' ]| persuading him to$9$ believe that$3$ it was not exactly like$4$ 214:248,08[' ]| every other baby of the same age; nor could he even$5$ 214:248,09[' ]| be brought to$9$ acknowledge the simple$2$ proposition of 214:248,10[' ]| its being$1$ the finest child in$4$ the world. 214:248,11[' ]| I come now to$4$ the relation of a misfortune, which$6#1$ 214:248,12[' ]| about$4$ this time befell $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood. It so$5#2$ 214:248,13[' ]| happened that$3$ while$3$ her two sisters with $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 214:248,14[' ]| were first calling on$4$ her in$4$ Harley-street, another of her 214:248,15[' ]| acquaintance had dropt in$5$ ~~ a circumstance in$4$ itself not 214:248,16[' ]| apparently likely to$9$ produce evil to$4$ her. But while$3$ the 214:248,17[' ]| imaginations of other people will$1$ carry them away to$9$ 214:248,18[' ]| form$1$ wrong judgments of our conduct$0$, and to$9$ decide on$4$ 214:248,19[' ]| it by$4$ slight$2$ appearances, one's happiness must in$4$ some 214:248,20[' ]| measure$0$ be always at the mercy of chance$0$. In$4$ the 214:248,21[' ]| present$2$ instance$0$, this last-arrived lady allowed her fancy$0$ 214:248,22[' ]| so$5#1$ far to$9$ outrun truth and probability, that$3$ on$4$ merely 214:248,23[' ]| hearing the name$0$ of the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods, and understanding 214:248,24[' ]| them to$9$ be $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood's sisters, she immediately 214:248,25[' ]| concluded them to$9$ be staying in$4$ Harley-street; 214:248,26[' ]| and this misconstruction produced within a day or two 214:248,27[' ]| afterwards, cards of invitation for$4$ them as well$5$ as for$4$ 214:248,28[' ]| their brother and sister, to$4$ a small musical party at her 214:248,29[' ]| house. The consequence of which$6#1$ was, that$3$ $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood 214:248,30[' ]| was obliged to$9$ submit not only to$4$ the exceedingly 214:248,31[' ]| great inconvenience of sending her carriage for$4$ the 214:248,32[' ]| $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods; but, what was still$5$ worse, must be 214:248,33[' ]| subject$2$ to$4$ all the unpleasantness of appearing to$9$ treat$1$ 214:248,34[' ]| them with attention: and who$6#2$ could tell that$3$ they 214:248,35[' ]| might not expect to$9$ go out$5$ with her a second$2$ time? 214:248,36[' ]| The power of disappointing them, it was true, must 214:248,37[' ]| always be her's. But that$6#2$ was not enough; for$3$ when 214:248,38[' ]| people are determined on$4$ a mode of conduct$0$ which$6#1$ they 214:249,01[' ]| know to$9$ be wrong, they feel injured by$4$ the expectation 214:249,02[' ]| of any*thing better from them. 214:249,03[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne had now been brought by$4$ degrees, so$5#1$ much 214:249,04[' ]| into the habit of going out$5$ every day, that$3$ it was become 214:249,05[' ]| a matter of indifference to$4$ her, whether she went or 214:249,06[' ]| not: and she prepared quietly and mechanically for$4$ 214:249,07[' ]| every evening's engagement, though without expecting 214:249,08[' ]| the smallest amusement from any, and very often without 214:249,09[' ]| knowing till the last$2$ moment, where it was to$9$ 214:249,10[' ]| take her. 214:249,11[' ]| To$4$ her dress$0$ and appearance she was grown so$5#1$ perfectly 214:249,12[' ]| indifferent, as not to$9$ bestow half the consideration 214:249,13[' ]| on$4$ it, during the whole$0$ of her toilette, which$6#1$ it received 214:249,14[' ]| from $SS#P$Miss*Steele in$4$ the first five minutes of their being$1$ 214:249,15[' ]| together, when it was finished. Nothing escaped \her\ 214:249,16[' ]| minute$2$ observation and general$2$ curiosity; she saw every*thing, 214:249,17[' ]| and asked every*thing; was never easy till she 214:249,18[' ]| knew the price of every part$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne's dress$0$; could 214:249,19[' ]| have guessed the number of her gowns altogether with 214:249,20[' ]| better judgment than $SS#C$Marianne herself, and was not 214:249,21[' ]| without hopes$0$ of finding out$5$ before$3$ they parted, how 214:249,22[' ]| much her washing cost$1$ per week, and how much she 214:249,23[' ]| had every year to$9$ spend upon$4$ herself. The impertinence 214:249,24[' ]| of these kind$0$ of scrutinies, moreover, was generally concluded 214:249,25[' ]| with a compliment$0$, which$6#1$ though meant as its 214:249,26[' ]| douceur, was considered by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne as the greatest 214:249,27[' ]| impertinence of all; for$3$ after$4$ undergoing an examination 214:249,28[' ]| into the value$0$ and make$0$ of her gown, the colour of her 214:249,29[' ]| shoes, and the arrangement of her hair, she was almost 214:249,30[' ]| sure of being$1$ told that$3$ upon$4$ 214:249,30[P ]| "her word she looked 214:249,31[P ]| vastly smart, and she dared to$9$ say would make$1$ a great 214:249,32[P ]| many conquests." 214:249,33[' ]| With such encouragement as this, was she dismissed 214:249,34[' ]| on$4$ the present$2$ occasion$0$ to$4$ her brother's carriage; which$6#1$ 214:249,35[' ]| they were ready to$9$ enter five minutes after$3$ it stopped 214:249,36[' ]| at the door, a punctuality not very agreeable to$4$ their 214:249,37[' ]| sister-in-law, who$6#1$ had preceded them to$4$ the house of 214:249,38[' ]| her acquaintance, and was there hoping for$4$ some delay$0$ 214:250,01[' ]| on$4$ their part$0$ that$6#1$ might inconvenience either herself or 214:250,02[' ]| her coachman. 214:250,03[' ]| The events of the evening were not very remarkable. 214:250,04[' ]| The party, like$4$ other musical parties, comprehended 214:250,05[' ]| a great many people who$6#1$ had real taste for$4$ the performance, 214:250,06[' ]| and a great many more who$6#1$ had none at all; 214:250,07[' ]| and the performers themselves were, as usual, in$4$ their 214:250,08[' ]| own$2$ estimation, and that$6#2$ of their immediate friends, 214:250,09[' ]| the first private$2$ performers in$4$ England. 214:250,10[' ]| As $SS#A$Elinor was neither musical, nor affecting to$9$ be 214:250,11[' ]| so$5#2$, she made no$2$ scruple$0$ of turning away her eyes 214:250,12[' ]| from the grand pianoforte=, whenever it suited her, 214:250,13[' ]| and unrestrained even$5$ by$4$ the presence of a harp, and 214:250,14[' ]| a violoncello, would fix them at pleasure on$4$ any other 214:250,15[' ]| object$0$ in$4$ the room. In$4$ one of these excursive glances 214:250,16[' ]| she perceived among a group of young men, the very 214:250,17[' ]| he, who$6#1$ had given them a lecture on$4$ toothpick-cases at 214:250,18[' ]| $SS#Z1$Gray's. She perceived him soon afterwards looking at 214:250,19[' ]| herself, and speaking familiarly to$4$ her brother; and had 214:250,20[' ]| just$5$ determined to$9$ find out$5$ his name$0$ from the latter, 214:250,21[' ]| when they both came towards her, and $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood 214:250,22[' ]| introduced him to$4$ her as $SS#J$Mr%*Robert*Ferrars. 214:250,23[' ]| He addressed her with easy civility, and twisted his 214:250,24[' ]| head$0$ into a bow$0#1$ which$6#1$ assured her as plainly as words 214:250,25[' ]| could have done, that$3$ he was exactly the coxcomb she 214:250,26[' ]| had heard him described to$9$ be by$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy. Happy had 214:250,27[' ]| it been for$4$ her, if her regard$0$ for$4$ $SS#B$Edward had depended 214:250,28[' ]| less on$4$ his own$2$ merit$0$, than on$4$ the merit$0$ of his nearest 214:250,29[' ]| relations! For$3$ then his brother's bow$0#1$ must have given 214:250,30[' ]| the finishing stroke to$4$ what the ill-humour of his mother 214:250,31[' ]| and sister would have begun. But while$3$ she wondered 214:250,32[' ]| at the difference of the two young men, she did not 214:250,33[' ]| find that$3$ the emptiness and conceit of the one, put her 214:250,34[' ]| at all out$5$ of charity with the modesty and worth of 214:250,35[' ]| the other. Why they \were\ different, $SS#J$Robert explained 214:250,36[' ]| to$4$ her himself in$4$ the course$0$ of a quarter$0#1$ of an hour's 214:250,37[' ]| conversation; for$3$, talking of his brother, and lamenting 214:250,38[' ]| the extreme$2$ \gaucherie\ which$6#1$ he really believed kept him 214:251,01[' ]| from mixing in$4$ proper society, he candidly and generously 214:251,02[' ]| attributed it much less to$4$ any natural$2$ deficiency, than to$4$ 214:251,03[' ]| the misfortune of a private$2$ education; while$3$ he himself, 214:251,04[' ]| though probably without any particular, any material$2$ 214:251,05[' ]| superiority by$4$ nature, merely from the advantage of 214:251,06[' ]| a public$2$ school, was as well$5$ fitted to$9$ mix in$4$ the world 214:251,07[' ]| as any other man. 214:251,08[J ]| "Upon$4$ my soul," 214:251,08[' ]| he added, 214:251,08[J ]| "I believe it is nothing 214:251,09[J ]| more; and so$5#2$ I often tell my mother, when she is 214:251,10[J ]| grieving about$4$ it. ""My dear$2#1$ Madam,"" I always say to$4$ 214:251,11[J ]| her, ""you must make$1$ yourself easy. The evil is now 214:251,12[J ]| irremediable, and it has been entirely your own$2$ doing. 214:251,13[J ]| Why would you be persuaded by$4$ my uncle, $SS#ZY$Sir*Robert, 214:251,14[J ]| against your own$2$ judgment, to$9$ place$1$ $SS#B$Edward under 214:251,15[J ]| private$2$ tuition, at the most critical time of his life? 214:251,16[J ]| If you had only sent him to$4$ Westminster as well$5$ as 214:251,17[J ]| myself, instead of sending him to$4$ $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt's, all this 214:251,18[J ]| would have been prevented."" This is the way in$4$ which$6#1$ 214:251,19[J ]| I always consider the matter, and my mother is perfectly 214:251,20[J ]| convinced of her error." 214:251,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor would not oppose his opinion, because, whatever 214:251,22[' ]| might be her general$2$ estimation of the advantage 214:251,23[' ]| of a public$2$ school, she could not think of $SS#B$Edward's 214:251,24[' ]| abode in$4$ $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt's family, with any satisfaction. 214:251,25[J ]| "You reside in$4$ Devonshire, I think" ~~ 214:251,25[' ]| was his next 214:251,26[' ]| observation, 214:251,26[J ]| "in$4$ a cottage near$4$ Dawlish." 214:251,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor set$1$ him right$2#1$ as to$4$ its situation, and it seemed 214:251,28[' ]| rather surprising to$4$ him that$3$ anybody could live in$4$ 214:251,29[' ]| Devonshire, without living near$4$ Dawlish. He bestowed 214:251,30[' ]| his hearty approbation however on$4$ their species of house. 214:251,31[J ]| "For$4$ my own$2$ part$0$," 214:251,31[' ]| said he, 214:251,31[J ]| "I am excessively fond 214:251,32[J ]| of a cottage; there is always so$5#1$ much comfort$0$, so$5#1$ much 214:251,33[J ]| elegance about$4$ them. And I protest, if I had any money 214:251,34[J ]| to$9$ spare$1$, I should buy a little land and build one myself, 214:251,35[J ]| within a short distance$0$ of London, where I might drive$1$ 214:251,36[J ]| myself down$5$ at any time, and collect a few friends about$4$ 214:251,37[J ]| me, and be happy. I advise every*body who$6#1$ is going 214:251,38[J ]| to$9$ build, to$9$ build a cottage. My friend $SS#ZH$Lord*Courtland 214:252,01[J ]| came to$4$ me the other day on$4$ purpose to$9$ ask my advice, 214:252,02[J ]| and laid before$4$ me three different plans of $SS#Z1$Bonomi's. 214:252,03[J ]| I was to$9$ decide on$4$ the best of them. ""My dear$2#1$ $SS#ZH$Courtland,"" 214:252,04[J ]| said I, immediately throwing them all into the 214:252,05[J ]| fire$0$, ""do not adopt either of them, but by$4$ all means$0$ 214:252,06[J ]| build a cottage."" And that$6#2$, I fancy$1$, will$1$ be the end$0$ of it. 214:252,07[J ]| "Some people imagine that$3$ there can be no$2$ accommodations, 214:252,08[J ]| no$2$ space in$4$ a cottage; but this is all a mistake$0$. 214:252,09[J ]| I was last$2$ month at my friend $SS#ZL$Elliott's near$4$ 214:252,10[J ]| Dartford. $SS#ZL$Lady*Elliott wished to$9$ give a dance$0$. ""But 214:252,11[J ]| how can it be done?"" said she; ""my dear$2#1$ $SS#J$Ferrars, do 214:252,12[J ]| tell me how it is to$9$ be managed. There is not a room 214:252,13[J ]| in$4$ this cottage that$6#1$ will$1$ hold$1$ ten couple, and where can 214:252,14[J ]| the supper be?"" \I\ immediately saw that$3$ there could 214:252,15[J ]| be no$2$ difficulty in$4$ it, so$3$ I said, ""My dear$2#1$ $SS#ZL$Lady*Elliott, 214:252,16[J ]| do not be uneasy. The dining*parlour will$1$ admit 214:252,17[J ]| eighteen couple with ease$0$; card-tables may$1$ be placed 214:252,18[J ]| in$4$ the drawing-room; the library may$1$ be open$2$ for$4$ tea 214:252,19[J ]| and other refreshments; and let the supper be set$1$ out$5$ 214:252,20[J ]| in$4$ the saloon."" $SS#ZL$Lady*Elliott was delighted with the 214:252,21[J ]| thought$0$. We measured the dining-room, and found it 214:252,22[J ]| would hold$1$ exactly eighteen couple, and the affair was 214:252,23[J ]| arranged precisely after$4$ my plan. So$3$ that$3$, in$4$ fact, you 214:252,24[J ]| see, if people do but know how to$9$ set$1$ about$4$ it, every 214:252,25[J ]| comfort$0$ may$1$ be as well$5$ enjoyed in$4$ a cottage as in$4$ the 214:252,26[J ]| most spacious dwelling." 214:252,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor agreed to$4$ it all, for$3$ she did not think he deserved 214:252,28[' ]| the compliment$0$ of rational opposition. 214:252,29[' ]| As $SS#F$John*Dashwood had no$2$ more pleasure in$4$ music 214:252,30[' ]| than his eldest sister, his mind$0$ was equally at liberty 214:252,31[' ]| to$9$ fix on$4$ any*thing else; and a thought$0$ struck him 214:252,32[' ]| during the evening, which$6#1$ he communicated to$4$ his wife, 214:252,33[' ]| for$4$ her approbation, when they got home. The consideration 214:252,34[' ]| of $SS#ZK$Mrs%*Dennison's mistake$0$, in$4$ supposing his 214:252,35[' ]| sisters their guests, had suggested the propriety of their 214:252,36[' ]| being$1$ really invited to$9$ become such, while$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 214:252,37[' ]| engagements kept her from home. 214:252,37@f | The expense would 214:252,38@f | be nothing, the inconvenience not more; 214:252,38[' ]| and it was 214:253,01[' ]| altogether an attention, which$6#1$ the delicacy of his conscience 214:253,02[' ]| pointed out$5$ to$9$ be requisite to$4$ its complete$2$ 214:253,03[' ]| enfranchisement from his promise$0$ to$4$ his father. $SS#G$Fanny 214:253,04[' ]| was startled at the proposal. 214:253,05[G ]| "I do not see how it can be done," 214:253,05[' ]| said she, 214:253,05[G ]| "without 214:253,06[G ]| affronting $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, for$3$ they spend every day 214:253,07[G ]| with her; otherwise I should be exceedingly glad to$9$ do 214:253,08[G ]| it. You know I am always ready to$9$ pay$1$ them any 214:253,09[G ]| attention in$4$ my power, as my taking them out$5$ this 214:253,10[G ]| evening shews. But they are $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's visitors. 214:253,11[G ]| How can I ask them away from her?" 214:253,12[' ]| Her husband, but with great humility, did not see the 214:253,13[' ]| force$0$ of her objection. 214:253,13[F ]| "They had already spent a week 214:253,14[F ]| in$4$ this manner in$4$ Conduit-street, and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton 214:253,15[F ]| could not be displeased at their giving the same number 214:253,16[F ]| of days to$4$ such near$2$ relations." 214:253,17[' ]| $SS#G$Fanny paused a moment, and then, with fresh vigour, 214:253,18[' ]| said, 214:253,19[G ]| "My love$0$, I would ask them with all my heart, if it 214:253,20[G ]| was in$4$ my power. But I had just$5$ settled within myself 214:253,21[G ]| to$9$ ask the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles to$9$ spend a few days with us. 214:253,22[G ]| They are very well*behaved, good kind$0$ of girls; and 214:253,23[G ]| I think the attention is due$2$ to$4$ them, as their uncle did 214:253,24[G ]| so$5#1$ very well$5$ by$4$ $SS#B$Edward. We can ask your sisters some 214:253,25[G ]| other year, you know; but the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles may$1$ not 214:253,26[G ]| be in$4$ town any more. I am sure you will$1$ like$1$ them; 214:253,27[G ]| indeed, you \do\ like$1$ them, you know, very much already, 214:253,28[G ]| and so$5#2$ does my mother; and they are such favourites 214:253,29[G ]| with $SS#G1$Harry!" 214:253,30[' ]| $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood was convinced. He saw the necessity 214:253,31[' ]| of inviting the $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles immediately, and his conscience 214:253,32[' ]| was pacified by$4$ the resolution of inviting his 214:253,33[' ]| sisters another year; at the same time, however, slyly 214:253,34[' ]| suspecting that$3$ another year would make$1$ the invitation 214:253,35[' ]| needless, by$4$ bringing $SS#A$Elinor to$4$ town as $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's 214:253,36[' ]| wife, and $SS#C$Marianne as \their\ visitor. 214:253,37[' ]| $SS#G$Fanny, rejoicing in$4$ her escape$0$, and proud of the ready 214:253,38[' ]| wit that$6#1$ had procured it, wrote the next morning to$4$ 214:254,01[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, to$9$ request$1$ her company and her sister's, for$4$ some 214:254,02[' ]| days, in$4$ Harley-street, as soon as $SS#M$Lady*Middleton could 214:254,03[' ]| spare$1$ them. This was enough to$9$ make$1$ $SS#Q$Lucy really and 214:254,04[' ]| reasonably happy. 214:254,04@q | $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood seemed actually 214:254,05@q | working for$4$ her, herself; cherishing all her hopes$0$, and 214:254,06@q | promoting all her views! Such an opportunity of being$1$ 214:254,07@q | with $SS#B$Edward and his family was, above$4$ all things, the 214:254,08@q | most material$2$ to$4$ her interest$0$, and such an invitation 214:254,09@q | the most gratifying to$4$ her feelings! 214:254,09[' ]| It was an advantage 214:254,10[' ]| that$6#1$ could not be too$5#1$ gratefully acknowledged, nor too$5#1$ 214:254,11[' ]| speedily made use$0$ of; and the visit$0$ to$4$ $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 214:254,12[' ]| which$6#1$ had not before$5$ had any precise limits, was 214:254,13[' ]| instantly discovered to$9$ have been always meant to$9$ end$1$ 214:254,14[' ]| in$4$ two days time. 214:254,15[' ]| When the note$0$ was shewn to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, as it was within 214:254,16[' ]| ten minutes after$4$ its arrival, it gave her, for$4$ the first 214:254,17[' ]| time, some share$0$ in$4$ the expectations of $SS#Q$Lucy; for$3$ 214:254,17@a | such 214:254,18@a | a mark$0$ of uncommon kindness, vouchsafed on$4$ so$5#1$ short 214:254,19@a | an acquaintance, seemed to$9$ declare that$3$ the good*will 214:254,20@a | towards her arose from something more than merely 214:254,21@a | malice against herself; and might be brought, by$4$ time 214:254,22@a | and address$0$, to$9$ do every*thing that$6#1$ $SS#Q$Lucy wished. Her 214:254,23@a | flattery had already subdued the pride of $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 214:254,24@a | and made an entry into the close$2$ heart of $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood; 214:254,25@a | and these were effects that$6#1$ laid open$2$ the 214:254,26@a | probability of greater. 214:254,27[' ]| The $SS#P1$Miss*Steeles removed to$4$ Harley-street, and all 214:254,28[' ]| that$6#1$ reached $SS#A$Elinor of their influence$0$ there, strengthened 214:254,29[' ]| her expectation of the event. $SS#L$Sir*John, who$6#1$ called on$4$ 214:254,30[' ]| them more than once, brought home such accounts of 214:254,31[' ]| the favour$0$ they were in$4$, as must be universally striking. 214:254,32@l | $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood had never been so$5#1$ much pleased with 214:254,33@l | any young women in$4$ her life, as she was with them; 214:254,34@l | had given each of them a needle*book, made by$4$ some 214:254,35@l | emigrant; called $SS#Q$Lucy by$4$ her christian name$0$; and did 214:254,36@l | not know whether she should ever be able to$9$ part$1$ with 214:254,37@l | them. 301:257,01[' ]| $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer was so$5#1$ well$5$ at the end$0$ of a fortnight, that$3$ 301:257,02[' ]| her mother felt it no$2$ longer necessary to$9$ give up$5$ the 301:257,03[' ]| whole$0$ of her time to$4$ her; and contenting herself with 301:257,04[' ]| visiting her once or twice a day, returned from that$6#2$ period 301:257,05[' ]| to$4$ her own$2$ home, and her own$2$ habits, in$4$ which$6#1$ she found 301:257,06[' ]| the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods very ready to$9$ reassume their former 301:257,07[' ]| share$0$. 301:257,08[' ]| About$4$ the third or fourth morning after$4$ their being$1$ 301:257,09[' ]| thus re-settled in$4$ Berkeley-street, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, on$4$ returning 301:257,10[' ]| from her ordinary visit$0$ to$4$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer, entered 301:257,11[' ]| the drawing-room, where $SS#A$Elinor was sitting by$4$ herself, 301:257,12[' ]| with an air of such hurrying importance as prepared her 301:257,13[' ]| to$9$ hear something wonderful; and giving her time only 301:257,14[' ]| to$9$ form$1$ that$6#2$ idea, began directly to$9$ justify it by$4$ saying, 301:257,15[K ]| "Lord$7$! my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood! have you heard 301:257,16[K ]| the news!" 301:257,17[A ]| "No$7$, ma'am. What is it?" 301:257,18[K ]| "Something so$5#1$ strange! But you shall hear it all. ~~ 301:257,19[K ]| When I got to$4$ $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer's, I found $SS#O$Charlotte quite in$4$ 301:257,20[K ]| a fuss about$4$ the child. She was sure it was very ill ~~ it 301:257,21[K ]| cried, and fretted, and was all over pimples. So$3$ I looked 301:257,22[K ]| at it directly, and, ""Lord$7$! my dear$2#1$,"" says I, ""it is nothing 301:257,23[K ]| in$4$ the world but the red-gum;"" and nurse$0$ said just$5$ 301:257,24[K ]| the same. But $SS#O$Charlotte, she would not be satisfied, so$3$ 301:257,25[K ]| $SS#W$Mr%*Donavan was sent for$5$; and luckily he happened to$9$ 301:257,26[K ]| be just$5$ come in$4$ from Harley-street, so$3$ he stepped over 301:257,27[K ]| directly, and as soon as ever he saw the child, he said just$5$ 301:257,28[K ]| as we did, that$3$ it was nothing in$4$ the world but the red-gum, 301:257,29[K ]| and then $SS#O$Charlotte was easy. And so$3$, just$5$ as he 301:257,30[K ]| was going away again, it came into my head$0$, I am sure 301:258,01[K ]| I do not know how I happened to$9$ think of it, but it came 301:258,02[K ]| into my head$0$ to$9$ ask him if there was any news. So$3$ 301:258,03[K ]| upon$4$ that$6#2$, he smirked, and simpered, and looked grave$2$, 301:258,04[K ]| and seemed to$9$ know something or other, and at last$0$ he 301:258,05[K ]| said in$4$ a whisper$0$, 301:258,05@w | ""For$4$ fear$0$ any unpleasant report$0$ should 301:258,06@w | reach$1$ the young ladies under your care$0$ as to$4$ their sister's 301:258,07@w | indisposition, I think it advisable to$9$ say, that$3$ I believe 301:258,08@w | there is no$2$ great reason$0$ for$4$ alarm$0$; I hope$1$ $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood 301:258,09@w | will$1$ do very well$5$.""" 301:258,10[A ]| "What! is $SS#G$Fanny ill?" 301:258,11[K ]| "That$6#2$ is exactly what I said, my dear$2#1$. ""Lord$7$!"" 301:258,12[K ]| says I, ""is $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood ill?"" So$3$ then it all came out$5$; 301:258,13[K ]| and the long and the short of the matter, by$4$ all I can 301:258,14[K ]| learn, seems to$9$ be this. $SS#B$Mr%*Edward*Ferrars, the very 301:258,15[K ]| young man I used to$9$ joke with you about$4$ (but however, 301:258,16[K ]| as it turns$1$ out$5$, I am monstrous glad there never was any*thing 301:258,17[K ]| in$4$ it), $SS#B$Mr%*Edward*Ferrars, it seems, has been 301:258,18[K ]| engaged above$4$ this twelvemonth to$4$ my cousin $SS#Q$Lucy! ~~ 301:258,19[K ]| There's for$4$ you, my dear$2#1$! ~~ And not a creature knowing 301:258,20[K ]| a syllable of the matter except $SS#P$Nancy! ~~ Could you have 301:258,21[K ]| believed such a thing possible? ~~ There is no$2$ great 301:258,22[K ]| wonder$0$ in$4$ their liking one another; but that$3$ matters 301:258,23[K ]| should be brought so$5#1$ forward$5$ between them, and nobody 301:258,24[K ]| suspect it! \That$6#2$\ is strange! ~~ I never happened to$9$ see them 301:258,25[K ]| together, or I am sure I should have found it out$5$ directly. 301:258,26[K ]| Well$7$, and so$3$ this was kept a great secret$0$, for$4$ fear$0$ of 301:258,27[K ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, and neither she nor your brother or sister 301:258,28[K ]| suspected a word of the matter; ~~ till this very morning, 301:258,29[K ]| poor $SS#P$Nancy, who$6#1$, you know, is a well-meaning creature, 301:258,30[K ]| but no$2$ conjurer, popt it all out$5$. ""Lord$7$!"" thinks she to$4$ 301:258,31[K ]| herself, ""they are all so$5#1$ fond of $SS#Q$Lucy, to$9$ be sure they will$1$ 301:258,32[K ]| make$1$ no$2$ difficulty about$4$ it;"" and so$3$, away she went to$4$ 301:258,33[K ]| your sister, who$6#1$ was sitting all alone at her carpet-work, 301:258,34[K ]| little suspecting what was to$9$ come ~~ for$3$ she had just$5$ been 301:258,35[K ]| saying to$4$ your brother, only five minutes before$5$, that$3$ 301:258,36[K ]| she thought$1$ to$9$ make$1$ a match$0$ between $SS#B$Edward and some 301:258,37[K ]| Lord's daughter or other, I forget who$6#1$. So$3$ you may$1$ 301:258,38[K ]| think what a blow it was to$4$ all her vanity and pride. 301:259,01[K ]| She fell into violent hysterics immediately, with such 301:259,02[K ]| screams as reached your brother's ears, as he was sitting 301:259,03[K ]| in$4$ his own$2$ dressing-room down*stairs, thinking about$4$ 301:259,04[K ]| writing a letter to$4$ his steward in$4$ the country. So$3$ up$5$ he 301:259,05[K ]| flew directly, and a terrible scene took place$0$, for$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy was 301:259,06[K ]| come to$4$ them by$4$ that$6#2$ time, little dreaming what was 301:259,07[K ]| going on$5$. Poor soul! I pity$1$ \her\. And I must say, I 301:259,08[K ]| think she was used very hardly; for$3$ your sister scolded 301:259,09[K ]| like$4$ any fury, and soon drove her into a fainting fit$0$. 301:259,10[K ]| $SS#P$Nancy, she fell upon$4$ her knees, and cried bitterly; and 301:259,11[K ]| your brother, he walked about$4$ the room, and said he did 301:259,12[K ]| not know what to$9$ do. $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood declared they 301:259,13[K ]| should not stay$1$ a minute$0$ longer in$4$ the house, and your 301:259,14[K ]| brother was forced to$9$ go down$5$ upon$4$ \his\ knees too$5#2$, to$9$ 301:259,15[K ]| persuade her to$9$ let them stay$1$ till they had packed up$5$ 301:259,16[K ]| their clothes. \Then\ she fell into hysterics again, and he 301:259,17[K ]| was so$5#1$ frightened that$3$ he would send for$4$ $SS#W$Mr%*Donavan, 301:259,18[K ]| and $SS#W$Mr%*Donavan found the house in$4$ all this uproar. 301:259,19[K ]| The carriage was at the door ready to$9$ take my poor 301:259,20[K ]| cousins away, and they were just$5$ stepping in$5$ as he came 301:259,21[K ]| off; poor $SS#Q$Lucy in$4$ such a condition$0$, he says, she could 301:259,22[K ]| hardly walk$1$; and $SS#P$Nancy, she was almost as bad. I 301:259,23[K ]| declare, I have no$2$ patience with your sister; and I hope$1$, 301:259,24[K ]| with all my heart, it will$1$ be a match$0$ in$4$ spite$8$ of her. 301:259,25[K ]| Lord$7$! what a taking poor $SS#B$Mr%*Edward will$1$ be in$4$ when 301:259,26[K ]| he hears of it! To$9$ have his love$0$ used so$5#1$ scornfully! for$3$ 301:259,27[K ]| they say he is monstrous fond of her, as well$5$ he may$1$. 301:259,28[K ]| I should not wonder$1$, if he was to$9$ be in$4$ the greatest of 301:259,29[K ]| a passion! ~~ and $SS#W$Mr%*Donavan thinks just$5$ the same. He 301:259,30[K ]| and I had a great deal$0$ of talk$0$ about$4$ it; and the best of 301:259,31[K ]| all is, that$3$ he is gone back$5$ again to$4$ Harley-street, that$3$ 301:259,32[K ]| he may$1$ be within call$0$ when $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars is told of it, for$3$ 301:259,33[K ]| she was sent for$5$ as soon as ever my cousins left the house, 301:259,34[K ]| for$3$ your sister was sure \she\ would be in$4$ hysterics too$5#2$; 301:259,35[K ]| and so$5#2$ she may$1$, for$4$ what I care$1$. I have no$2$ pity$0$ for$4$ either 301:259,36[K ]| of them. I have no$2$ notion of people's making such 301:259,37[K ]| a to-do about$4$ money and greatness. There is no$2$ reason$0$ 301:259,38[K ]| on$4$ earth why $SS#B$Mr%*Edward and $SS#Q$Lucy should not marry; 301:260,01[K ]| for$3$ I am sure $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars may$1$ afford to$9$ do very well$5$ by$4$ 301:260,02[K ]| her son, and though $SS#Q$Lucy has next to$4$ nothing herself, 301:260,03[K ]| she knows better than any*body how to$9$ make$1$ the most 301:260,04[K ]| of every*thing; and I dare$1#2$ say, if $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars would only 301:260,05[K ]| allow him five hundred a-year, she would make$1$ as good 301:260,06[K ]| an appearance with it as any*body else would with eight. 301:260,07[K ]| Lord$7$! how snug they might live in$4$ such another cottage 301:260,08[K ]| as yours ~~ or a little bigger ~~ with two maids and two 301:260,09[K ]| men; and I believe I could help$1$ them to$4$ a housemaid, 301:260,10[K ]| for$3$ my $SS#ZA$Betty has a sister out$5$ of place$0$, that$6#1$ would fit$1$ 301:260,11[K ]| them exactly." 301:260,12[' ]| Here $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings ceased, and as $SS#A$Elinor had had 301:260,13[' ]| time enough to$9$ collect her thoughts, she was able to$9$ give 301:260,14[' ]| such an answer$0$, and make$1$ such observations, as the 301:260,15[' ]| subject$0$ might naturally be supposed to$9$ produce. Happy 301:260,16[' ]| to$9$ find that$3$ she was not suspected of any extraordinary 301:260,17[' ]| interest$0$ in$4$ it; that$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings (as she had of late 301:260,18[' ]| often hoped might be the case) had ceased to$9$ imagine 301:260,19[' ]| her at all attached to$4$ $SS#B$Edward; and happy above$4$ all the 301:260,20[' ]| rest$0#1$, in$4$ the absence of $SS#C$Marianne, she felt very well$5$ able 301:260,21[' ]| to$9$ speak of the affair without embarrassment, and to$9$ 301:260,22[' ]| give her judgment, as she believed, with impartiality 301:260,23[' ]| on$4$ the conduct$0$ of every*one concerned in$4$ it. 301:260,24[' ]| She could hardly determine what her own$2$ expectation 301:260,25[' ]| of its event really was; though she earnestly tried to$9$ drive$1$ 301:260,26[' ]| away the notion of its being$1$ possible to$9$ end$1$ otherwise at 301:260,27[' ]| last$0$, than in$4$ the marriage of $SS#B$Edward and $SS#Q$Lucy. What 301:260,28[' ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars would say and do, though there could 301:260,29[' ]| not be a doubt$0$ of its nature, she was anxious to$9$ hear; 301:260,30[' ]| and still$5$ more anxious to$9$ know how $SS#B$Edward would conduct$1$ 301:260,31[' ]| himself. For$4$ \him\ she felt much compassion; ~~ for$4$ 301:260,32[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy very little ~~ and it cost$1$ her some pains to$9$ procure 301:260,33[' ]| that$6#2$ little; ~~ for$4$ the rest$0#1$ of the party none at all. 301:260,34[' ]| As $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings could talk$1$ on$4$ no$2$ other subject$0$, $SS#A$Elinor 301:260,35[' ]| soon saw the necessity of preparing $SS#C$Marianne for$4$ its 301:260,36[' ]| discussion. No$2$ time was to$9$ be lost in$4$ undeceiving her, 301:260,37[' ]| in$4$ making her acquainted with the real truth, and in$4$ 301:260,38[' ]| endeavouring to$9$ bring her to$9$ hear it talked of by$4$ others, 301:261,01[' ]| without betraying that$3$ she felt any uneasiness for$4$ her 301:261,02[' ]| sister, or any resentment against $SS#B$Edward. 301:261,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's office was a painful one. ~~ She was going to$9$ 301:261,04[' ]| remove$1$ what she really believed to$9$ be her sister's chief 301:261,05[' ]| consolation, ~~ to$9$ give such particulars of $SS#B$Edward, as she 301:261,06[' ]| feared would ruin$1$ him for*ever in$4$ her good opinion, ~~ and 301:261,07[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ $SS#C$Marianne, by$4$ a resemblance in$4$ their situations, 301:261,08[' ]| which$6#1$ to$4$ \her\ fancy$0$ would seem strong, feel all her own$2$ 301:261,09[' ]| disappointment over again. But unwelcome as such 301:261,10[' ]| a task must be, it was necessary to$9$ be done, and $SS#A$Elinor 301:261,11[' ]| therefore hastened to$9$ perform it. 301:261,12[' ]| She was very far from wishing to$9$ dwell on$4$ her own$2$ 301:261,13[' ]| feelings, or to$9$ represent herself as suffering much, any 301:261,14[' ]| otherwise than as the self-command she had practised 301:261,15[' ]| since her first knowledge of $SS#B$Edward's engagement, 301:261,16[' ]| might suggest a hint$0$ of what was practicable to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. 301:261,17[' ]| Her narration was clear$2$ and simple$2$; and though it 301:261,18[' ]| could not be given without emotion, it was not accompanied 301:261,19[' ]| by$4$ violent agitation, nor impetuous grief. ~~ \That$6#2$\ 301:261,20[' ]| belonged rather to$4$ the hearer, for$3$ $SS#C$Marianne listened with 301:261,21[' ]| horror, and cried excessively. $SS#A$Elinor was to$9$ be the 301:261,22[' ]| comforter of others in$4$ her own$2$ distresses, no$2$ less than in$4$ 301:261,23[' ]| theirs; and all the comfort$0$ that$6#1$ could be given by$4$ 301:261,24[' ]| assurances of her own$2$ composure of mind$0$, and a very 301:261,25[' ]| earnest vindication of $SS#B$Edward from every charge$0$ but 301:261,26[' ]| of imprudence, was readily offered. 301:261,27[' ]| But $SS#C$Marianne for$4$ some time would give credit$0$ to$4$ 301:261,28[' ]| neither. $SS#B$Edward seemed a second$2$ $SS#R$Willoughby; and 301:261,29[' ]| acknowledging as $SS#A$Elinor did, that$3$ she \had\ loved him most 301:261,30[' ]| sincerely, could she feel less than herself! As for$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele, 301:261,31[' ]| she considered her so$5#1$ totally unamiable, so$5#1$ 301:261,32[' ]| absolutely incapable of attaching a sensible$2#2$ man, that$3$ 301:261,33[' ]| she could not be persuaded at first to$9$ believe, and afterwards 301:261,34[' ]| to$9$ pardon$1$, any former affection of $SS#B$Edward for$4$ 301:261,35[' ]| her. She would not even$5$ admit it to$9$ have been natural$2$; 301:261,36[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor left her to$9$ be convinced that$3$ it was so$5#2$, by$4$ that$6#2$ 301:261,37[' ]| which$6#1$ only could convince her, a better knowledge of 301:261,38[' ]| mankind. 301:262,01[' ]| Her first communication had reached no$2$ farther than 301:262,02[' ]| to$9$ state$1$ the fact of the engagement, and the length of 301:262,03[' ]| time it had existed. ~~ $SS#C$Marianne's feelings had then broken 301:262,04[' ]| in$5$, and put an end$0$ to$4$ all regularity of detail$0$; and for$4$ 301:262,05[' ]| some time all that$6#1$ could be done was to$9$ sooth her distress$0$, 301:262,06[' ]| lessen her alarms, and combat her resentment. The 301:262,07[' ]| first question$0$ on$4$ her side$0$, which$6#1$ led to$4$ farther particulars, 301:262,08[' ]| was, 301:262,09[C ]| "How long has this been known to$4$ you, $SS#A$Elinor? has 301:262,10[C ]| he written to$4$ you?" 301:262,11[A ]| "I have known it these four months. When $SS#Q$Lucy first 301:262,12[A ]| came to$4$ Barton-park last$2$ November, she told me in$4$ 301:262,13[A ]| confidence of her engagement." 301:262,14[' ]| At these words, $SS#C$Marianne's eyes expressed the 301:262,15[' ]| astonishment, which$6#1$ her lips could not utter$1$. After$4$ a 301:262,16[' ]| pause$0$ of wonder$0$, she exclaimed, 301:262,17[C ]| "Four months! ~~ Have you known of this four 301:262,18[C ]| months?" ~~ 301:262,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor confirmed it. 301:262,20[C ]| "What! ~~ while$4$ attending me in$4$ all my misery, has 301:262,21[C ]| this been on$4$ your heart? ~~ and I have reproached you 301:262,22[C ]| for$4$ being$1$ happy!" ~~ 301:262,23[A ]| "It was not fit$2$ that$3$ you should then know how much 301:262,24[A ]| I was the reverse!" ~~ 301:262,25[C ]| "Four months!" ~~ 301:262,25[' ]| cried $SS#C$Marianne again. ~~ 301:262,25[C ]| "So$5#1$ calm$2$! 301:262,26[C ]| ~~ so$5#1$ cheerful! ~~ how have you been supported?" ~~ 301:262,27[A ]| "By$4$ feeling that$3$ I was doing my duty. ~~ My promise$0$ 301:262,28[A ]| to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, obliged me to$9$ be secret$2$. I owed it to$4$ her, 301:262,29[A ]| therefore, to$9$ avoid giving any hint$0$ of the truth; and 301:262,30[A ]| I owed it to$4$ my family and friends, not to$9$ create in$4$ them 301:262,31[A ]| a solicitude about$4$ me, which$6#1$ it could not be in$4$ my power 301:262,32[A ]| to$9$ satisfy." 301:262,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne seemed much struck. ~~ 301:262,34[A ]| "I have very often wished to$9$ undeceive yourself and 301:262,35[A ]| my mother," 301:262,35[' ]| added $SS#A$Elinor; 301:262,35[A ]| "and once or twice I have 301:262,36[A ]| attempted it; ~~ but without betraying my trust$0$, I never 301:262,37[A ]| could have convinced you." 301:262,38[C ]| "Four months! ~~ and yet you loved him!" ~~ 301:263,01[A ]| "Yes. But I did not love$1$ only him; ~~ and while$3$ the 301:263,02[A ]| comfort$0$ of others was dear$2#1$ to$4$ me, I was glad to$9$ spare$1$ 301:263,03[A ]| them from knowing how much I felt. Now, I can think 301:263,04[A ]| and speak of it with little emotion. I would not have 301:263,05[A ]| you suffer on$4$ my account$0$; for$3$ I assure you I no$2$ 301:263,06[A ]| longer suffer materially myself. I have many things to$9$ 301:263,07[A ]| support$1$ me. I am not conscious of having provoked the 301:263,08[A ]| disappointment by$4$ any imprudence of my own$2$, and I 301:263,09[A ]| have borne it as much as possible without spreading it 301:263,10[A ]| farther. I acquit $SS#B$Edward of all essential misconduct. 301:263,11[A ]| I wish$1$ him very happy; and I am so$5#1$ sure of his always 301:263,12[A ]| doing his duty, that$3$ though now he may$1$ harbour$1$ some 301:263,13[A ]| regret$0$, in$4$ the end$0$ he must become so$5#2$. $SS#Q$Lucy does not 301:263,14[A ]| want$1$ sense, and that$6#2$ is the foundation on$4$ which$6#1$ every*thing 301:263,15[A ]| good may$1$ be built. ~~ And after$4$ all, $SS#C$Marianne, after$4$ 301:263,16[A ]| all that$6#1$ is bewitching in$4$ the idea of a single and constant 301:263,17[A ]| attachment, and all that$6#1$ can be said of one's happiness 301:263,18[A ]| depending entirely on$4$ any particular person, it is not 301:263,19[A ]| meant ~~ it is not fit$2$ ~~ it is not possible that$3$ it should be 301:263,20[A ]| so$5#2$. ~~ $SS#B$Edward will$1$ marry $SS#Q$Lucy; he will$1$ marry a woman 301:263,21[A ]| superior in$4$ person and understanding to$4$ half her sex; 301:263,22[A ]| and time and habit will$1$ teach him to$9$ forget that$3$ he ever 301:263,23[A ]| thought$1$ another superior to$4$ \her\." ~~ 301:263,24[C ]| "If such is your way of thinking," 301:263,24[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 301:263,24[C ]| "if 301:263,25[C ]| the loss of what is most valued is so$5#1$ easily to$9$ be made up$5$ 301:263,26[C ]| by$4$ something else, your resolution, your self-command, 301:263,27[C ]| are, perhaps, a little less to$9$ be wondered at. ~~ They are 301:263,28[C ]| brought more within my comprehension." 301:263,29[A ]| "I understand you. ~~ You do not suppose that$3$ I have 301:263,30[A ]| ever felt much. ~~ For$4$ four months, $SS#C$Marianne, I have had 301:263,31[A ]| all this hanging on$4$ my mind$0$, without being$1$ at liberty 301:263,32[A ]| to$9$ speak of it to$4$ a single creature; knowing that$3$ it would 301:263,33[A ]| make$1$ you and my mother most unhappy whenever it 301:263,34[A ]| were explained to$4$ you, yet unable to$9$ prepare you for$4$ it 301:263,35[A ]| in$4$ the least. ~~ It was told me, ~~ it was in$4$ a manner forced 301:263,36[A ]| on$4$ me by$4$ the very person herself, whose$6#1$ prior engagement 301:263,37[A ]| ruined all my prospects; and told me, as I thought$1$, 301:263,38[A ]| with triumph$0$. ~~ This person's suspicions, therefore, I 301:264,01[A ]| have had to$9$ oppose, by$4$ endeavouring to$9$ appear indifferent 301:264,02[A ]| where I have been most deeply interested; ~~ 301:264,03[A ]| and it has not been only once; ~~ I have had her hopes$0$ 301:264,04[A ]| and exultation to$9$ listen to$4$ again and again. ~~ I have 301:264,05[A ]| known myself to$9$ be divided from $SS#B$Edward for*ever, 301:264,06[A ]| without hearing one circumstance that$6#1$ could make$1$ 301:264,07[A ]| me less desire$1$ the connection. ~~ Nothing has proved 301:264,08[A ]| him unworthy; nor has any*thing declared him indifferent 301:264,09[A ]| to$4$ me. ~~ I have had to$9$ contend against the 301:264,10[A ]| unkindness of his sister, and the insolence of his mother; 301:264,11[A ]| and have suffered the punishment of an attachment, 301:264,12[A ]| without enjoying its advantages. ~~ And all this has been 301:264,13[A ]| going on$5$ at a time, when, as you too$5#1$ well$5$ know, it has 301:264,14[A ]| not been my only unhappiness. ~~ If you can think me 301:264,15[A ]| capable of ever feeling ~~ surely you may$1$ suppose that$3$ 301:264,16[A ]| I have suffered \now\. The composure of mind$0$ with which$6#1$ 301:264,17[A ]| I have brought myself at present$0#1$ to$9$ consider the matter, 301:264,18[A ]| the consolation that$6#1$ I have been willing to$9$ admit, have 301:264,19[A ]| been the effect$0$ of constant and painful exertion; ~~ they 301:264,20[A ]| did not spring$1$ up$5$ of themselves; ~~ they did not occur 301:264,21[A ]| to$9$ relieve my spirits at first ~~ No$7$, $SS#C$Marianne. ~~ \Then\, if 301:264,22[A ]| I had not been bound to$4$ silence$0$, perhaps nothing could 301:264,23[A ]| have kept me entirely ~~ not even$5$ what I owed to$4$ my 301:264,24[A ]| dearest friends ~~ from openly shewing that$3$ I was \very\ 301:264,25[A ]| unhappy." ~~ 301:264,26[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was quite subdued. ~~ 301:264,27[C ]| "Oh! $SS#A$Elinor," 301:264,27[' ]| she cried, 301:264,27[C ]| "you have made me hate 301:264,28[C ]| myself for*ever. ~~ How barbarous have I been to$4$ you! 301:264,29[C ]| ~~ you, who$6#1$ have been my only comfort$0$, who$6#1$ have borne 301:264,30[C ]| with me in$4$ all my misery, who$6#1$ have seemed to$9$ be only 301:264,31[C ]| suffering for$4$ me! ~~ Is this my gratitude! ~~ Is this the only 301:264,32[C ]| return$0$ I can make$1$ you? ~~ Because your merit$0$ cries out$5$ 301:264,33[C ]| upon$4$ myself, I have been trying to$9$ do it away." 301:264,34[' ]| The tenderest caresses followed this confession. In$4$ 301:264,35[' ]| such a frame of mind$0$ as she was now in$4$, $SS#A$Elinor had no$2$ 301:264,36[' ]| difficulty in$4$ obtaining from her whatever promise$0$ she required; 301:264,37[' ]| and at her request$0$, $SS#C$Marianne engaged never to$9$ 301:264,38[' ]| speak of the affair to$4$ any*one with the least appearance 301:265,01[' ]| of bitterness; ~~ to$9$ meet$1$ $SS#Q$Lucy without betraying the 301:265,02[' ]| smallest increase$0$ of dislike$0$ to$4$ her; ~~ and even$5$ to$9$ see 301:265,03[' ]| $SS#B$Edward himself, if chance$0$ should bring them together, 301:265,04[' ]| without any diminution of her usual cordiality. ~~ These 301:265,05[' ]| were great concessions; ~~ but where $SS#C$Marianne felt that$3$ 301:265,06[' ]| she had injured, no$2$ reparation could be too$5#1$ much for$4$ 301:265,07[' ]| her to$9$ make$1$. 301:265,08[' ]| She performed her promise$0$ of being$1$ discreet, to$4$ 301:265,09[' ]| admiration. ~~ She attended to$4$ all that$6#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings had 301:265,10[' ]| to$9$ say upon$4$ the subject$0$, with an unchanging complexion, 301:265,11[' ]| dissented from her in$4$ nothing, and was heard three times 301:265,12[' ]| to$9$ say, 301:265,12[C ]| "Yes, ma'am." ~~ 301:265,12[' ]| She listened to$4$ her praise$0$ of $SS#Q$Lucy 301:265,13[' ]| with only moving from one chair to$4$ another, and when 301:265,14[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings talked of $SS#B$Edward's affection, it cost$1$ her only 301:265,15[' ]| a spasm in$4$ her throat. ~~ Such advances$0$ towards heroism 301:265,16[' ]| in$4$ her sister, made $SS#A$Elinor feel equal$2$ to$4$ any*thing herself. 301:265,17[' ]| The next morning brought a farther trial of it, in$4$ a visit$0$ 301:265,18[' ]| from their brother, who$6#1$ came with a most serious$2$ aspect 301:265,19[' ]| to$9$ talk$1$ over the dreadful affair, and bring them news of 301:265,20[' ]| his wife. 301:265,21[F ]| "You have heard, I suppose," 301:265,21[' ]| said he with great 301:265,22[' ]| solemnity, as soon as he was seated, 301:265,22[F ]| "of the very 301:265,23[F ]| shocking discovery that$6#1$ took place$0$ under our roof 301:265,24[F ]| yesterday." 301:265,25[' ]| They all looked their assent; it seemed too$5#1$ awful 301:265,26[' ]| a moment for$4$ speech. 301:265,27[F ]| "Your sister," 301:265,27[' ]| he continued, 301:265,27[F ]| "has suffered dreadfully. 301:265,28[F ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars too$5#2$ ~~ in$4$ short it has been a scene of such 301:265,29[F ]| complicated distress$0$ ~~ but I will$1$ hope$1$ that$3$ the storm$0$ 301:265,30[F ]| may$1$ be weathered without our being$1$ any of us quite 301:265,31[F ]| overcome. Poor $SS#G$Fanny! she was in$4$ hysterics all 301:265,32[F ]| yesterday. But I would not alarm$1$ you too$5#1$ much. 301:265,33[F ]| $SS#W$Donavan says there is nothing materially to$9$ be apprehended; 301:265,34[F ]| her constitution is a good one, and her resolution 301:265,35[F ]| equal$2$ to$4$ any*thing. She has borne it all, with the 301:265,36[F ]| fortitude of an angel! She says she never shall think 301:265,37[F ]| well$5$ of anybody again; and one cannot wonder$1$ at it, 301:265,38[F ]| after$4$ being$1$ so$5#1$ deceived! ~~ meeting with such ingratitude, 301:266,01[F ]| where so$5#1$ much kindness had been shewn, so$5#1$ much 301:266,02[F ]| confidence had been placed! It was quite out$5$ of the 301:266,03[F ]| benevolence of her heart, that$3$ she had asked these young 301:266,04[F ]| women to$4$ her house; merely because she thought$1$ they 301:266,05[F ]| deserved some attention, were harmless, well-behaved 301:266,06[F ]| girls, and would be pleasant companions; for$3$ otherwise 301:266,07[F ]| we both wished very much to$9$ have invited you and 301:266,08[F ]| $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ be with us, while$3$ your kind$2$ friend there, was 301:266,09[F ]| attending her daughter. And now to$9$ be so$5#2$ rewarded! 301:266,10@g | ""I wish$1$ with all my heart,"" 301:266,10[F ]| says poor $SS#G$Fanny in$4$ her 301:266,11[F ]| affectionate way, 301:266,11@g | ""that$3$ we had asked your sisters instead 301:266,12@g | of them.""" 301:266,13[' ]| Here he stopped to$9$ be thanked; which$6#1$ being$1$ done, 301:266,14[' ]| he went on$5$. 301:266,15[F ]| "What poor $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars suffered, when first $SS#G$Fanny 301:266,16[F ]| broke it to$4$ her, is not to$9$ be described. While$3$ she with 301:266,17[F ]| the truest affection had been planning a most eligible 301:266,18[F ]| connection for$4$ him, was it to$9$ be supposed that$3$ he could 301:266,19[F ]| be all the time secretly engaged to$4$ another person! ~~ 301:266,20[F ]| such a suspicion could never have entered her head$0$! 301:266,21[F ]| If she suspected \any\ prepossession elsewhere, it could 301:266,22[F ]| not be in$4$ \that$6#2$\ quarter$0#2$. 301:266,22@i | ""\There\, to$9$ be sure,"" 301:266,22[F ]| said she, 301:266,23@i | ""I might have thought$1$ myself safe."" 301:266,23[F ]| She was quite in$4$ 301:266,24[F ]| an agony. We consulted together, however, as to$4$ what 301:266,25[F ]| should be done, and at last$0$ she determined to$9$ send for$4$ 301:266,26[F ]| $SS#B$Edward. He came. But I am sorry to$9$ relate what 301:266,27[F ]| ensued. All that$6#1$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars could say to$9$ make$1$ him 301:266,28[F ]| put an end$0$ to$4$ the engagement, assisted too$5#2$ as you may$1$ 301:266,29[F ]| well$5$ suppose by$4$ my arguments, and $SS#G$Fanny's entreaties, 301:266,30[F ]| was of no$2$ avail. Duty, affection, every*thing was disregarded. 301:266,31[F ]| I never thought$1$ $SS#B$Edward so$5#1$ stubborn, so$5#1$ 301:266,32[F ]| unfeeling before$5$. His mother explained to$4$ him her 301:266,33[F ]| liberal designs, in$4$ case of his marrying $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton; 301:266,34[F ]| told him that$3$ she would settle on$4$ him the Norfolk estate, 301:266,35[F ]| which$6#1$, clear$2$ of land-tax, brings in$4$ a good thousand a-year; 301:266,36[F ]| offered even$5$, when matters grew desperate, to$9$ make$1$ it 301:266,37[F ]| twelve hundred; and in$4$ opposition to$4$ this, if he still$5$ 301:266,38[F ]| persisted in$4$ this low connection, represented to$4$ him the 301:267,01[F ]| certain penury that$6#1$ must attend the match$0$. His own$2$ 301:267,02[F ]| two thousand pounds she protested should be his all; 301:267,03[F ]| she would never see him again; and so$5#1$ far would she 301:267,04[F ]| be from affording him the smallest assistance, that$3$ if he 301:267,05[F ]| were to$9$ enter into any profession$0#2$ with a view$0$ of better 301:267,06[F ]| support$0$, she would do all in$4$ her power to$9$ prevent his 301:267,07[F ]| advancing in$4$ it." 301:267,08[' ]| Here $SS#C$Marianne, in$4$ an ecstacy of indignation, clapped 301:267,09[' ]| her hands together, and cried, 301:267,09[C ]| "Gracious God! can 301:267,10[C ]| this be possible!" 301:267,11[F ]| "Well$5$ may$1$ you wonder$1$, $SS#C$Marianne," 301:267,11[' ]| replied her 301:267,12[' ]| brother, 301:267,12[F ]| "at the obstinacy which$6#1$ could resist such 301:267,13[F ]| arguments as these. Your exclamation is very natural$2$." 301:267,14[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was going to$9$ retort, but she remembered 301:267,15[' ]| her promises$0$, and forbore. 301:267,16[F ]| "All this, however," 301:267,16[' ]| he continued, 301:267,16[F ]| "was urged in$4$ 301:267,17[F ]| vain. $SS#B$Edward said very little; but what he did say, 301:267,18[F ]| was in$4$ the most determined manner. Nothing should 301:267,19[F ]| prevail on$4$ him to$9$ give up$5$ his engagement. He would 301:267,20[F ]| stand$1$ to$4$ it, cost$1$ him what it might." 301:267,21[K ]| "Then," 301:267,21[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings with blunt sincerity, 301:267,22[' ]| no$2$ longer able to$9$ be silent, 301:267,22[K ]| "he has acted like$4$ an honest 301:267,23[K ]| man! I beg your pardon$0$, $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood, but if he had 301:267,24[K ]| done otherwise, I should have thought$1$ him a rascal. 301:267,25[K ]| I have some little concern$0$ in$4$ the business, as well$5$ as yourself, 301:267,26[K ]| for$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele is my cousin, and I believe there 301:267,27[K ]| is not a better kind$0$ of girl in$4$ the world, nor one who$6#1$ 301:267,28[K ]| more deserves a good husband." 301:267,29[' ]| $SS#F$John*Dashwood was greatly astonished; but his 301:267,30[' ]| nature was calm$2$, not open$2$ to$4$ provocation, and he never 301:267,31[' ]| wished to$9$ offend anybody, especially anybody of good 301:267,32[' ]| fortune. He therefore replied, without any resentment, 301:267,33[F ]| "I would by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ speak disrespectfully of any 301:267,34[F ]| relation of yours, madam. $SS#Q$Miss*Lucy*Steele is, I dare$1#2$ 301:267,35[F ]| say, a very deserving young woman, but in$4$ the present$2$ 301:267,36[F ]| case you know, the connection must be impossible. And 301:267,37[F ]| to$9$ have entered into a secret$2$ engagement with a young 301:267,38[F ]| man under her uncle's care$0$, the son of a woman especially 301:268,01[F ]| of such very large fortune as $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, is perhaps 301:268,02[F ]| altogether a little extraordinary. In$4$ short, I do not 301:268,03[F ]| mean$1$ to$9$ reflect upon$4$ the behaviour of any person whom$6#1$ 301:268,04[F ]| you have a regard$0$ for$4$, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings. We all wish$1$ her 301:268,05[F ]| extremely happy, and $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's conduct$0$ throughout 301:268,06[F ]| the whole$0$, has been such as every conscientious, 301:268,07[F ]| good mother, in$4$ like$2$ circumstances, would adopt. It 301:268,08[F ]| has been dignified and liberal. $SS#B$Edward has drawn his 301:268,09[F ]| own$2$ lot, and I fear$1$ it will$1$ be a bad one." 301:268,10[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne sighed out$5$ her similar apprehension; and 301:268,11[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's heart wrung for$4$ the feelings of $SS#B$Edward, while$4$ 301:268,12[' ]| braving his mother's threats, for$4$ a woman who$6#1$ could not 301:268,13[' ]| reward$1$ him. 301:268,14[K ]| "Well$7$, sir," 301:268,14[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 301:268,14[K ]| "and how did it 301:268,15[K ]| end$1$?" 301:268,16[F ]| "I am sorry to$9$ say, ma'am, in$4$ a most unhappy 301:268,17[F ]| rupture: ~~ $SS#B$Edward is dismissed for*ever from his 301:268,18[F ]| mother's notice$0$. He left her house yesterday, but where 301:268,19[F ]| he is gone, or whether he is still$5$ in$4$ town, I do not know; 301:268,20[F ]| for$3$ \we\ of course$8$ can make$1$ no$2$ inquiry." 301:268,21[K ]| "Poor young man! ~~ and what is to$9$ become of him?" 301:268,22[F ]| "What, indeed, ma'am! It is a melancholy$2$ consideration. 301:268,23[F ]| Born$1#1$ to$4$ the prospect of such affluence! I cannot 301:268,24[F ]| conceive a situation more deplorable. The interest$0$ of 301:268,25[F ]| two thousand pounds ~~ how can a man live on$4$ it! ~~ and 301:268,26[F ]| when to$4$ that$6#2$ is added the recollection, that$3$ he might, but 301:268,27[F ]| for$4$ his own$2$ folly, within three months have been in$4$ the 301:268,28[F ]| receipt of two thousand, five hundred a-year, (for$3$ $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton 301:268,29[F ]| has thirty thousand pounds,) I cannot picture$1$ 301:268,30[F ]| to$4$ myself a more wretched condition$0$. We must all feel 301:268,31[F ]| for$4$ him; and the more so$5#2$, because it is totally out$5$ of our 301:268,32[F ]| power to$9$ assist him." 301:268,33[K ]| "Poor young man!" 301:268,33[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 301:268,33[K ]| "I am 301:268,34[K ]| sure he should be very welcome$2$ to$4$ bed and board at my 301:268,35[K ]| house; and so$5#2$ I would tell him if I could see him. It is 301:268,36[K ]| not fit$2$ that$3$ he should be living about$5$ at his own$2$ charge$0$ 301:268,37[K ]| now, at lodgings and taverns." 301:268,38[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's heart thanked her for$4$ such kindness towards 301:269,01[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, though she could not forbear smiling at the 301:269,02[' ]| form$0$ of it. 301:269,03[F ]| "If he would only have done as well$5$ by$4$ himself," 301:269,03[' ]| said 301:269,04[' ]| $SS#F$John*Dashwood, 301:269,04[F ]| "as all his friends were disposed to$9$ do 301:269,05[F ]| by$4$ him, he might now have been in$4$ his proper situation, 301:269,06[F ]| and would have wanted for$4$ nothing. But as it is, it must 301:269,07[F ]| be out$5$ of anybody's power to$9$ assist him. And there is 301:269,08[F ]| one thing more preparing against him, which$6#1$ must be 301:269,09[F ]| worse than all ~~ his mother has determined, with a very 301:269,10[F ]| natural$2$ kind$0$ of spirit, to$9$ settle \that$6#2$\ estate upon$4$ $SS#J$Robert 301:269,11[F ]| immediately, which$6#1$ might have been $SS#B$Edward's, on$4$ 301:269,12[F ]| proper conditions. I left her this morning with her 301:269,13[F ]| lawyer, talking over the business." 301:269,14[K ]| "Well$7$!" 301:269,14[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 301:269,14[K ]| "that$6#2$ is \her\ revenge. 301:269,15[K ]| Everybody has a way of their own$2$. But I don't think 301:269,16[K ]| mine$6$ would be, to$9$ make$1$ one son independent, because 301:269,17[K ]| another had plagued me." 301:269,18[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne got up$5$, and walked about$4$ the room. 301:269,19[F ]| "Can any*thing be more galling to$4$ the spirit of a man," 301:269,20[' ]| continued $SS#F$John, 301:269,20[F ]| "than to$9$ see his younger brother in$4$ 301:269,21[F ]| possession of an estate which$6#1$ might have been his own$2$? 301:269,22[F ]| Poor $SS#B$Edward! I feel for$4$ him sincerely." 301:269,23[' ]| A few minutes more spent in$4$ the same kind$0$ of effusion, 301:269,24[' ]| concluded his visit$0$; and with repeated assurances to$4$ 301:269,25[' ]| his sisters that$3$ 301:269,25@f | he really believed there was no$2$ material$2$ 301:269,26@f | danger in$4$ $SS#G$Fanny's indisposition, and that$3$ they need$1$ not 301:269,27@f | therefore be very uneasy about$4$ it, 301:269,27[' ]| he went away; leaving 301:269,28[' ]| the three ladies unanimous in$4$ their sentiments on$4$ the 301:269,29[' ]| present$2$ occasion$0$, as far at least as it regarded $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's 301:269,30[' ]| conduct$0$, the $SS#F1$Dashwoods' and $SS#B$Edward's. 301:269,31[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's indignation burst$1$ forth as soon as he 301:269,32[' ]| quitted the room; and as her vehemence made reserve$0$ 301:269,33[' ]| impossible in$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, and unnecessary in$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 301:269,34[' ]| they all joined in$4$ a very spirited critique upon$4$ the party. 302:270,01[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was very warm$2$ in$4$ her praise$0$ of $SS#B$Edward's 302:270,02[' ]| conduct$0$, but only $SS#A$Elinor and $SS#C$Marianne understood its 302:270,03[' ]| true merit$0$. \They\ only knew how little he had had to$9$ 302:270,04[' ]| tempt him to$9$ be disobedient, and how small was the 302:270,05[' ]| consolation, beyond$4$ the consciousness of doing right$0$, that$6#1$ 302:270,06[' ]| could remain to$4$ him in$4$ the loss of friends and fortune. 302:270,07[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor gloried in$4$ his integrity; and $SS#C$Marianne forgave 302:270,08[' ]| all his offences in$4$ compassion for$4$ his punishment. But 302:270,09[' ]| though confidence between them was, by$4$ this public$2$ 302:270,10[' ]| discovery, restored to$9$ its proper state$0$, it was not a 302:270,11[' ]| subject$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ either of them were fond of dwelling 302:270,12[' ]| when alone. $SS#A$Elinor avoided it upon$4$ principle, as tending 302:270,13[' ]| to$9$ fix still$5$ more upon$4$ her thoughts, by$4$ the too$5#1$ warm$2$, 302:270,14[' ]| too$5#1$ positive assurances of $SS#C$Marianne, that$6#2$ belief of 302:270,15[' ]| $SS#B$Edward's continued affection for$4$ herself which$6#1$ she rather 302:270,16[' ]| wished to$9$ do away; and $SS#C$Marianne's courage soon failed 302:270,17[' ]| her, in$4$ trying to$9$ converse upon$4$ a topic which$6#1$ always 302:270,18[' ]| left her more dissatisfied with herself than ever, by$4$ the 302:270,19[' ]| comparison it necessarily produced between $SS#A$Elinor's 302:270,20[' ]| conduct$0$ and her own$2$. 302:270,21[' ]| She felt all the force$0$ of that$6#2$ comparison; but not as 302:270,22[' ]| her sister had hoped, to$9$ urge her to$4$ exertion now; she felt 302:270,23[' ]| it with all the pain$0$ of continual self-reproach, regretted 302:270,24[' ]| most bitterly that$3$ she had never exerted herself before$5$; 302:270,25[' ]| but it brought only the torture of penitence, without 302:270,26[' ]| the hope$0$ of amendment. Her mind$0$ was so$5#1$ much 302:270,27[' ]| weakened that$3$ she still$5$ fancied present$2$ exertion impossible, 302:270,28[' ]| and therefore it only dispirited her more. 302:270,29[' ]| Nothing new was heard by$4$ them, for$4$ a day or two 302:270,30[' ]| afterwards, of affairs in$4$ Harley-street, or Bartlett's*Buildings. 302:270,31[' ]| But though so$5#1$ much of the matter was 302:270,32[' ]| known to$4$ them already, that$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings might have 302:270,33[' ]| had enough to$9$ do in$4$ spreading that$6#2$ knowledge farther, 302:271,01[' ]| without seeking after$4$ more, she had resolved from the 302:271,02[' ]| first to$9$ pay$1$ a visit$0$ of comfort$0$ and inquiry to$4$ her cousins 302:271,03[' ]| as soon as she could; and nothing but the hindrance of 302:271,04[' ]| more visitors than usual, had prevented her going to$4$ 302:271,05[' ]| them within that$6#2$ time. 302:271,06[' ]| The third day succeeding their knowledge of the 302:271,07[' ]| particulars, was so$5#1$ fine, so$5#1$ beautiful a Sunday as to$9$ draw 302:271,08[' ]| many to$4$ Kensington*Gardens, though it was only the 302:271,09[' ]| second$2$ week in$4$ March. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings and $SS#A$Elinor were 302:271,10[' ]| of the number; but $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ knew that$3$ the 302:271,11[' ]| $SS#R1$Willoughbys were again in$4$ town, and had a constant 302:271,12[' ]| dread$0$ of meeting them, chose rather to$9$ stay$1$ at home, 302:271,13[' ]| than venture into so$5#1$ public$2$ a place$0$. 302:271,14[' ]| An intimate$2$ acquaintance of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings joined 302:271,15[' ]| them soon after$3$ they entered the Gardens, and $SS#A$Elinor 302:271,16[' ]| was not sorry that$3$ by$4$ her continuing with them, and 302:271,17[' ]| engaging all $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's conversation, she was herself 302:271,18[' ]| left to$4$ quiet$2$ reflection. She saw nothing of the 302:271,19[' ]| $SS#R1$Willoughbys, nothing of $SS#B$Edward, and for$4$ some time 302:271,20[' ]| nothing of anybody who$6#1$ could by$4$ any chance$0$ whether 302:271,21[' ]| grave$2$ or gay, be interesting to$4$ her. But at last$0$ she found 302:271,22[' ]| herself with some surprise$0$, accosted by$4$ $SS#P$Miss*Steele, who$6#1$, 302:271,23[' ]| though looking rather shy, expressed great satisfaction 302:271,24[' ]| in$4$ meeting them, and on$4$ receiving encouragement from 302:271,25[' ]| the particular kindness of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, left her own$2$ 302:271,26[' ]| party for$4$ a short time, to$9$ join their's. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 302:271,27[' ]| immediately whispered to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. 302:271,28[K ]| "Get it all out$5$ of her, my dear$2#1$. She will$1$ tell you any*thing 302:271,29[K ]| if you ask. You see I cannot leave$1$ $SS#ZG$Mrs%*Clarke." 302:271,30[' ]| It was lucky, however, for$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's curiosity and 302:271,31[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's too$5#2$, that$3$ she would tell any*thing \without\ being$1$ 302:271,32[' ]| asked, for$3$ nothing would otherwise have been learnt. 302:271,33[P ]| "I am so$5#1$ glad to$9$ meet$1$ you;" 302:271,33[' ]| said $SS#P$Miss*Steele, taking 302:271,34[' ]| her familiarly by$4$ the arm$0$ ~~ 302:271,34[P ]| "for$3$ I wanted to$9$ see you of 302:271,35[P ]| all things in$4$ the world." 302:271,35[' ]| And then lowering her voice, 302:271,36[P ]| "I suppose $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings has heard all about$4$ it. Is she 302:271,37[P ]| angry?" 302:271,38[A ]| "Not at all, I believe, with you." 302:272,01[P ]| "That$6#2$ is a good thing. And $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, is \she\ 302:272,02[P ]| angry?" 302:272,03[A ]| "I cannot suppose it possible that$3$ she should." 302:272,04[P ]| "I am monstrous glad of it. Good gracious! I have 302:272,05[P ]| had such a time of it! I never saw $SS#Q$Lucy in$4$ such a rage 302:272,06[P ]| in$4$ my life. She vowed at first she would never trim me 302:272,07[P ]| up$5$ a new bonnet, nor do any*thing else for$4$ me again, so$5#1$ 302:272,08[P ]| long as she lived; but now she is quite come to$4$, and we 302:272,09[P ]| are as good friends as ever. Look$1$, she made me this 302:272,10[P ]| bow$0#1$ to$4$ my hat, and put in$5$ the feather last$2$ night. There 302:272,11[P ]| now, \you\ are going to$9$ laugh$1$ at me too$5#2$. But why should 302:272,12[P ]| not I wear pink ribbons? I do not care$1$ if it is the 302:272,13[P ]| $SS#ZJ$Doctor's favourite$2$ colour. I am sure, for$4$ my part$0$, I 302:272,14[P ]| should never have known he \did\ like$1$ it better than any 302:272,15[P ]| other colour, if he had not happened to$9$ say so$5#2$. My 302:272,16[P ]| cousins have been so$5#2$ plaguing me! ~~ I declare sometimes 302:272,17[P ]| I do not know which$6#1$ way to$9$ look$1$ before$4$ them." 302:272,18[' ]| She had wandered away to$4$ a subject$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor 302:272,19[' ]| had nothing to$9$ say, and therefore soon judged it expedient$2$ 302:272,20[' ]| to$9$ find her way back$5$ again to$4$ the first. 302:272,21[P ]| "Well$7$, but $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood," 302:272,21[' ]| speaking triumphantly, 302:272,22[P ]| "people may$1$ say what they chuse about$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars's 302:272,23[P ]| declaring he would not have $SS#Q$Lucy, for$3$ it's no$2$ such a 302:272,24[P ]| thing I can tell you; and it's quite a shame$0$ for$4$ such 302:272,25[P ]| ill-natured reports to$9$ be spread abroad. Whatever $SS#Q$Lucy 302:272,26[P ]| might think about$4$ it herself, you know, it was no$2$ business 302:272,27[P ]| of other people to$9$ set$1$ it down$5$ for$4$ certain." 302:272,28[A ]| "I never heard anything of the kind$0$ hinted at before$5$, 302:272,29[A ]| I assure you," 302:272,29[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 302:272,30[P ]| "Oh! did not you? But it \was\ said, I know, very 302:272,31[P ]| well$5$, and by$4$ more than one; for$3$ $SS#ZQ$Miss*Godby told $SS#ZZF$Miss*Sparks, 302:272,32[P ]| that$3$ nobody in$4$ their senses could expect $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars 302:272,33[P ]| to$9$ give up$5$ a woman like$4$ $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton, with 302:272,34[P ]| thirty thousand pounds to$4$ her fortune, for$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele 302:272,35[P ]| that$6#1$ had nothing at all; and I had it from $SS#ZZF$Miss*Sparks 302:272,36[P ]| myself. And besides that$6#2$, my cousin $SS#ZW$Richard said 302:272,37[P ]| himself, that$3$ when it came to$4$ the point$0$, he was afraid 302:272,38[P ]| $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars would be off; and when $SS#B$Edward did not 302:273,01[P ]| come near$4$ us for$4$ three days, I could not tell what to$9$ 302:273,02[P ]| think myself; and I believe in$4$ my heart $SS#Q$Lucy gave it 302:273,03[P ]| all up$5$ for$4$ lost; for$3$ we came away from your brother's on$4$ 302:273,04[P ]| Wednesday, and we saw nothing of him not all Thursday, 302:273,05[P ]| Friday, and Saturday, and did not know what was 302:273,06[P ]| become with him. Once $SS#Q$Lucy thought$1$ to$9$ write to$4$ him, 302:273,07[P ]| but then her spirit rose$1$ against that$6#2$. However this 302:273,08[P ]| morning he came just$5$ as we came home from church; 302:273,09[P ]| and then it all came out$5$, how he had been sent for$5$ 302:273,10[P ]| Wednesday to$4$ Harley-street, and been talked to$4$ by$4$ 302:273,11[P ]| his mother and all of them, and how he had declared 302:273,12[P ]| before$4$ them all that$3$ he loved nobody but $SS#Q$Lucy, and 302:273,13[P ]| nobody but $SS#Q$Lucy would he have. And how he had been 302:273,14[P ]| so$5#1$ worried by$4$ what passed, that$3$ as soon as he had went 302:273,15[P ]| away from his mother's house, he had got upon$4$ his 302:273,16[P ]| horse, and rid into the country some*where or other; 302:273,17[P ]| and how he had staid about$5$ at an inn all Thursday and 302:273,18[P ]| Friday, on$4$ purpose to$9$ get the better of it. And after$4$ 302:273,19[P ]| thinking it all over and over again, he said, it seemed to$4$ 302:273,20[P ]| him as if, now he had no$2$ fortune, and no$2$ nothing at all, 302:273,21[P ]| it would be quite unkind to$9$ keep her on$5$ to$4$ the engagement, 302:273,22[P ]| because it must be for$4$ her loss, for$3$ he had nothing 302:273,23[P ]| but two thousand pounds, and no$2$ hope$0$ of any*thing 302:273,24[P ]| else; and if he was to$9$ go into orders$0#2$, as he had some 302:273,25[P ]| thoughts, he could get nothing but a curacy, and how 302:273,26[P ]| was they to$9$ live upon$4$ that$6#2$? ~~ He could not bear$1$ to$9$ think 302:273,27[P ]| of her doing no$2$ better, and so$3$ he begged, if she had the 302:273,28[P ]| least mind$0$ for$4$ it, to$9$ put an end$0$ to$4$ the matter directly, 302:273,29[P ]| and leave$1$ him to$9$ shift$1$ for$4$ himself. I heard him say all 302:273,30[P ]| this as plain as could possibly be. And it was entirely 302:273,31[P ]| for$4$ \her\ sake, and upon$4$ \her\ account$0$, that$3$ he said a word 302:273,32[P ]| about$4$ being$1$ off, and not upon$4$ his own$2$. I will$1$ take my 302:273,33[P ]| oath he never dropt a syllable of being$1$ tired of her, or 302:273,34[P ]| of wishing to$9$ marry $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton, or anything like$4$ it. 302:273,35[P ]| But, to$9$ be sure, $SS#Q$Lucy would not give ear to$4$ such kind$0$ of 302:273,36[P ]| talking; so$3$ she told him directly (with a great deal$0$ about$4$ 302:273,37[P ]| sweet and love$0$, you know, and all that$6#2$ ~~ Oh, la! one 302:273,38[P ]| can't repeat such kind$0$ of things you know) ~~ she told 302:274,01[P ]| him directly, she had not the least mind$0$ in$4$ the world to$9$ 302:274,02[P ]| be off, for$3$ she could live with him upon$4$ a trifle$0$, and how 302:274,03[P ]| little so$5#1$ ever he might have, she should be very glad to$9$ 302:274,04[P ]| have it all, you know, or something of the kind$0$. So$3$ then 302:274,05[P ]| he was monstrous happy, and talked on$5$ some time about$4$ 302:274,06[P ]| what they should do, and they agreed he should take 302:274,07[P ]| orders$0#2$ directly, and they must wait to$9$ be married till he 302:274,08[P ]| got a living. And just$5$ then I could not hear any more, 302:274,09[P ]| for$3$ my cousin called from below to$9$ tell me $SS#ZX$Mrs%*Richardson 302:274,10[P ]| was come in$4$ her coach, and would take one of us to$4$ 302:274,11[P ]| Kensington*Gardens; so$3$ I was forced to$9$ go into the 302:274,12[P ]| room and interrupt them, to$9$ ask $SS#Q$Lucy if she would like$1$ 302:274,13[P ]| to$9$ go, but she did not care$1$ to$9$ leave$1$ $SS#B$Edward; so$3$ I just$5$ 302:274,14[P ]| run$1$ up*stairs and put on$5$ a pair$0$ of silk stockings, and came 302:274,15[P ]| off with the $SS#ZX$Richardsons." 302:274,16[A ]| "I do not understand what you mean$1$ by$4$ interrupting 302:274,17[A ]| them" 302:274,17[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor; 302:274,17[A ]| "you were all in$4$ the same room 302:274,18[A ]| together, were not you?" 302:274,19[P ]| "No$7$, indeed, not us. La! $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, do you 302:274,20[P ]| think people make$1$ love$0$ when any*body else is by$5$? Oh 302:274,21[P ]| for$4$ shame$0$! ~~ To$9$ be sure you must know better than that$6#2$. 302:274,22[' ]| (Laughing affectedly.) ~~ 302:274,22[P ]| No$7$, no$7$; they were shut up$5$ in$4$ 302:274,23[P ]| the drawing-room together, and all I heard was only 302:274,24[P ]| by$4$ listening at the door." 302:274,25[A ]| "How!" 302:274,25[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor; 302:274,25[A ]| "have you been repeating 302:274,26[A ]| to$4$ me what you only learnt yourself by$4$ listening at the 302:274,27[A ]| door? I am sorry I did not know it before$5$; for$3$ I certainly 302:274,28[A ]| would not have suffered you to$9$ give me particulars 302:274,29[A ]| of a conversation which$6#1$ you ought not to$9$ have known 302:274,30[A ]| yourself. How could you behave so$5#1$ unfairly by$4$ your 302:274,31[A ]| sister?" 302:274,32[P ]| "Oh, la! there is nothing in$4$ \that$6#2$\. I only stood at the 302:274,33[P ]| door, and heard what I could. And I am sure $SS#Q$Lucy 302:274,34[P ]| would have done just$5$ the same by$4$ me; for$3$ a year or two 302:274,35[P ]| back$5$, when $SS#ZZC$Martha*Sharpe and I had so$5#1$ many secrets 302:274,36[P ]| together, she never made any bones of hiding in$4$ a closet, 302:274,37[P ]| or behind a chimney-board, on$4$ purpose to$9$ hear what we 302:274,38[P ]| said." 302:275,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor tried to$9$ talk$1$ of something else; but $SS#P$Miss*Steele 302:275,02[' ]| could not be kept beyond$4$ a couple of minutes, from what 302:275,03[' ]| was uppermost in$4$ her mind$0$. 302:275,04[P ]| "$SS#B$Edward talks of going to$4$ Oxford soon," 302:275,04[' ]| said she, 302:275,05[P ]| "but now he is lodging at No%***, Pall*Mall. What an 302:275,06[P ]| ill-natured woman his mother is, an't she? And your 302:275,07[P ]| brother and sister were not very kind$2$! However, 302:275,08[P ]| I shan't say anything against them to$4$ \you\; and to$9$ be 302:275,09[P ]| sure they did send us home in$4$ their own$2$ chariot, which$6#1$ 302:275,10[P ]| was more than I looked for$4$. And for$4$ my part$0$, I was all 302:275,11[P ]| in$4$ a fright for$4$ fear$0$ your sister should ask us for$4$ the huswifes 302:275,12[P ]| she had gave us a day or two before$5$; but however, 302:275,13[P ]| nothing was said about$4$ them, and I took care$0$ to$9$ keep 302:275,14[P ]| mine$6$ out$5$ of sight. $SS#B$Edward have got some business at 302:275,15[P ]| Oxford, he says; so$3$ he must go there for$4$ a time; and 302:275,16[P ]| after$4$ \that$6#2$\, as soon as he can light$1$ upon$4$ a Bishop, he will$1$ 302:275,17[P ]| be ordained. I wonder$1$ what curacy he will$1$ get! ~~ Good 302:275,18[P ]| gracious! 302:275,18[' ]| (giggling as she spoke) 302:275,18[P ]| I'd lay$1#1$ my life I know 302:275,19[P ]| what my cousins will$1$ say, when they hear of it. They 302:275,20[P ]| will$1$ tell me I should write to$4$ the $SS#ZJ$Doctor, to$9$ get $SS#B$Edward 302:275,21[P ]| the curacy of his new living. I know they will$1$; but I 302:275,22[P ]| am sure I would not do such a thing for$4$ all the world. ~~ 302:275,23[P ]| ""La!"" I shall say directly, ""I wonder$1$ how you could 302:275,24[P ]| think of such a thing. \I\ write to$4$ the $SS#ZJ$Doctor, indeed!""" 302:275,25[A ]| "Well$7$," 302:275,25[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 302:275,25[A ]| "it is a comfort$0$ to$9$ be prepared 302:275,26[A ]| against the worst. You have got your answer$0$ ready." 302:275,27[' ]| $SS#P$Miss*Steele was going to$9$ reply$1$ on$4$ the same subject$0$, 302:275,28[' ]| but the approach$0$ of her own$2$ party made another more 302:275,29[' ]| necessary. 302:275,30[P ]| "Oh, la! here come the $SS#ZX$Richardsons. I had a vast 302:275,31[P ]| deal$0$ more to$9$ say to$4$ you, but I must not stay$1$ away from 302:275,32[P ]| them not any longer. I assure you they are very genteel 302:275,33[P ]| people. He makes a monstrous deal$0$ of money, and 302:275,34[P ]| they keep their own$2$ coach. I have not time to$9$ speak to$4$ 302:275,35[P ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings about$4$ it myself, but pray tell her I am 302:275,36[P ]| quite happy to$9$ hear she is not in$4$ anger$0$ against us, and 302:275,37[P ]| $SS#M$Lady*Middleton the same; and if any*thing should 302:275,38[P ]| happen to$9$ take you and your sister away, and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 302:276,01[P ]| should want$1$ company, I am sure we should be 302:276,02[P ]| very glad to$9$ come and stay$1$ with her for$4$ as long a time 302:276,03[P ]| as she likes. I suppose $SS#M$Lady*Middleton won't ask us 302:276,04[P ]| any more this bout. Good*bye; I am sorry $SS#C$Miss*Marianne 302:276,05[P ]| was not here. Remember me kindly to$4$ her. 302:276,06[P ]| La! if you have not got your spotted muslin on$5$! ~~ I 302:276,07[P ]| wonder$1$ you was not afraid of its being$1$ torn." 302:276,08[' ]| Such was her parting concern$0$; for$3$ after$4$ this, she had 302:276,09[' ]| time only to$9$ pay$1$ her farewell compliments to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 302:276,10[' ]| before$3$ her company was claimed by$4$ $SS#ZX$Mrs%*Richardson; 302:276,11[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor was left in$4$ possession of knowledge 302:276,12[' ]| which$6#1$ might feed her powers of reflection some 302:276,13[' ]| time, though she had learnt very little more than what 302:276,14[' ]| had been already foreseen and foreplanned in$4$ her own$2$ 302:276,15[' ]| mind$0$. $SS#B$Edward's marriage with $SS#Q$Lucy was as firmly 302:276,16[' ]| determined on$5$, and the time of its taking place$0$ remained 302:276,17[' ]| as absolutely uncertain, as she had concluded it would 302:276,18[' ]| be; ~~ every*thing depended, exactly after$4$ her expectation, 302:276,19[' ]| on$4$ his getting that$6#2$ preferment, of which$6#1$, at present$0#1$, 302:276,20[' ]| there seemed not the smallest chance$0$. 302:276,21[' ]| As soon as they returned to$4$ the carriage, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 302:276,22[' ]| was eager for$4$ information; but as $SS#A$Elinor wished to$9$ 302:276,23[' ]| spread as little as possible intelligence that$6#1$ had in$4$ the 302:276,24[' ]| first place$0$ been so$5#1$ unfairly obtained, she confined herself 302:276,25[' ]| to$4$ the brief repetition of such simple$2$ particulars, as she 302:276,26[' ]| felt assured that$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy, for$4$ the sake of her own$2$ consequence, 302:276,27[' ]| would chuse to$9$ have known. The continuance 302:276,28[' ]| of their engagement, and the means$0$ that$6#1$ were to$9$ be taken 302:276,29[' ]| for$4$ promoting its end$0$, was all her communication; and 302:276,30[' ]| this produced from $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings the following natural$2$ 302:276,31[' ]| remark$0$. 302:276,32[K ]| "Wait for$4$ his having a living! ~~ aye, we all know 302:276,33[K ]| how \that$6#2$\ will$1$ end$1$; ~~ they will$1$ wait a twelvemonth, and 302:276,34[K ]| finding no$2$ good comes of it, will$1$ set$1$ down$5$ upon$4$ a curacy 302:276,35[K ]| of fifty pounds a-year, with the interest$0$ of his two 302:276,36[K ]| thousand pounds, and what little matter $SS#ZZG$Mr%*Steele and 302:276,37[K ]| $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt can give her. ~~ Then they will$1$ have a child 302:276,38[K ]| every year! and Lord$7$ help$1$ 'em! how poor they will$1$ be! 302:277,01[K ]| ~~ I must see what I can give them towards furnishing 302:277,02[K ]| their house. Two maids and two men indeed! ~~ as I 302:277,03[K ]| talked of t'other day. ~~ No$7$, no$7$, they must get a stout 302:277,04[K ]| girl of all works$0$. ~~ $SS#ZA$Betty's sister would never do for$4$ 302:277,05[K ]| them \now\." 302:277,06[' ]| The next morning brought $SS#A$Elinor a letter by$4$ the 302:277,07[' ]| two-penny post from $SS#Q$Lucy herself. It was as follows: 302:277,08[' ]| 302:277,09[Q ]| \Bartlett's*Buildings\, \March\. 302:277,10[Q ]| I hope$1$ my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood will$1$ excuse$1$ the liberty 302:277,11[Q ]| I take of writing to$4$ her; but I know your friendship for$4$ 302:277,12[Q ]| me will$1$ make$1$ you pleased to$9$ hear such a good account$0$ 302:277,13[Q ]| of myself and my dear$2#1$ $SS#B$Edward, after$4$ all the troubles 302:277,14[Q ]| we have went through$5$ lately, therefore will$1$ make$1$ no$2$ 302:277,15[Q ]| more apologies, but proceed to$9$ say that$3$, thank God! 302:277,16[Q ]| though we have suffered dreadfully, we are both quite 302:277,17[Q ]| well$5$ now, and as happy as we must always be in$4$ one 302:277,18[Q ]| another's love$0$. We have had great trials, and great 302:277,19[Q ]| persecutions, but however, at the same time, gratefully 302:277,20[Q ]| acknowledge many friends, yourself not the least among 302:277,21[Q ]| them, whose$6#1$ great kindness I shall always thankfully 302:277,22[Q ]| remember, as will$1$ $SS#B$Edward too$5#2$, who$6#1$ I have told of it. 302:277,23[Q ]| I am sure you will$1$ be glad to$9$ hear, as likewise dear$2#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 302:277,24[Q ]| I spent two happy hours with him yesterday 302:277,25[Q ]| afternoon, he would not hear of our parting, though 302:277,26[Q ]| earnestly did I, as I thought$1$ my duty required, urge him 302:277,27[Q ]| to$4$ it for$4$ prudence sake, and would have parted for*ever 302:277,28[Q ]| on$4$ the spot, would he consent$1$ to$4$ it; but he said it should 302:277,29[Q ]| never be, he did not regard$1$ his mother's anger$0$, while$3$ he 302:277,30[Q ]| could have my affections; our prospects are not very 302:277,31[Q ]| bright, to$9$ be sure, but we must wait, and hope$1$ for$4$ the 302:277,32[Q ]| best; he will$1$ be ordained shortly, and should it ever be 302:277,33[Q ]| in$4$ your power to$9$ recommend him to$4$ any*body that$6#1$ has 302:277,34[Q ]| a living to$9$ bestow, am very sure you will$1$ not forget us, 302:277,35[Q ]| and dear$2#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings too$5#2$, trust$1$ she will$1$ speak a good 302:277,36[Q ]| word for$4$ us to$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John, or $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer, or any friend that$6#1$ 302:277,37[Q ]| may$1$ be able to$9$ assist us. ~~ Poor $SS#P$Anne was much to$9$ blame$1$ 302:277,38[Q ]| for$4$ what she did, but she did it for$4$ the best, so$3$ I say 302:278,01[Q ]| nothing; hope$1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings won't think it too$5#1$ much 302:278,02[Q ]| trouble$0$ to$9$ give us a call$0$, should she come this way any 302:278,03[Q ]| morning, 'twould be a great kindness, and my cousins 302:278,04[Q ]| would be proud to$9$ know her. ~~ My paper reminds me to$9$ 302:278,05[Q ]| conclude, and begging to$9$ be most gratefully and respectfully 302:278,06[Q ]| remembered to$4$ her, and to$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John, and $SS#M$Lady*Middleton, 302:278,07[Q ]| and the dear$2#1$ children, when you chance$1$ to$9$ 302:278,08[Q ]| see them, and love$0$ to$4$ $SS#C$Miss*Marianne, 302:278,09[Q ]| I am, &c% &c% 302:278,10[Q ]| 302:278,11[' ]| As soon as $SS#A$Elinor had finished it, she performed what 302:278,12[' ]| she concluded to$9$ be its writer's real design$0$, by$4$ placing it 302:278,13[' ]| in$4$ the hands of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, who$6#1$ read it aloud with 302:278,14[' ]| many comments of satisfaction and praise$0$. 302:278,15[K ]| "Very well$5$ indeed! ~~ how prettily she writes! ~~ aye, 302:278,16[K ]| that$6#2$ was quite proper to$9$ let him be off if he would. That$6#2$ 302:278,17[K ]| was just$5$ like$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy. ~~ Poor soul! I wish$1$ I \could\ get him a 302:278,18[K ]| living with all my heart. ~~ She calls$1$ me dear$2#1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 302:278,19[K ]| you see. She is a good-hearted girl as ever lived. ~~ Very 302:278,20[K ]| well$5$ upon$4$ my word. That$6#2$ sentence is very prettily 302:278,21[K ]| turned. Yes, yes, I will$1$ go and see her, sure enough. 302:278,22[K ]| How attentive she is, to$9$ think of every*body! ~~ Thank 302:278,23[K ]| you, my dear$2#1$, for$4$ shewing it me. It is as pretty$2$ a letter 302:278,24[K ]| as ever I saw, and does $SS#Q$Lucy's head$0$ and heart great 302:278,25[K ]| credit$0$." 303:279,01[' ]| The $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods had now been rather more than 303:279,02[' ]| two months in$4$ town, and $SS#C$Marianne's impatience to$9$ be 303:279,03[' ]| gone increased every day. She sighed for$4$ the air, the 303:279,04[' ]| liberty, the quiet$0$ of the country; and fancied that$3$ if any 303:279,05[' ]| place$0$ could give her ease$0$, Barton must do it. $SS#A$Elinor was 303:279,06[' ]| hardly less anxious than herself for$4$ their removal, and 303:279,07[' ]| only so$5#1$ much less bent on$4$ its being$1$ effected immediately, 303:279,08[' ]| as that$3$ she was conscious of the difficulties of so$5#1$ long 303:279,09[' ]| a journey, which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne could not be brought to$9$ 303:279,10[' ]| acknowledge. She began, however, seriously to$9$ turn$1$ her 303:279,11[' ]| thoughts towards its accomplishment, and had already 303:279,12[' ]| mentioned their wishes$0$ to$4$ their kind$2$ hostess, who$6#1$ resisted 303:279,13[' ]| them with all the eloquence of her good-will, when a plan 303:279,14[' ]| was suggested, which$6#1$, though detaining them from home 303:279,15[' ]| yet a few weeks longer, appeared to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor altogether 303:279,16[' ]| much more eligible than any other. The $SS#N1$Palmers were 303:279,17[' ]| to$9$ remove$1$ to$4$ Cleveland about$4$ the end$0$ of March, for$4$ the 303:279,18[' ]| Easter holidays; and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, with both her 303:279,19[' ]| friends, received a very warm$2$ invitation from $SS#O$Charlotte 303:279,20[' ]| to$9$ go with them. This would not, in$4$ itself, have been 303:279,21[' ]| sufficient for$4$ the delicacy of $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood; ~~ but it 303:279,22[' ]| was inforced with so$5#1$ much real politeness by$4$ $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer 303:279,23[' ]| himself, as, joined to$4$ the very great amendment of 303:279,24[' ]| his manners towards them since her sister had been 303:279,25[' ]| known to$9$ be unhappy, induced her to$9$ accept it with 303:279,26[' ]| pleasure. 303:279,27[' ]| When she told $SS#C$Marianne what she had done, however, 303:279,28[' ]| her first reply$0$ was not very auspicious. 303:279,29[C ]| "Cleveland!" ~~ 303:279,29[' ]| she cried, with great agitation. 303:279,29[C ]| "No$7$, 303:279,30[C ]| I cannot go to$4$ Cleveland." ~~ 303:279,31[A ]| "You forget," 303:279,31[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, gently, 303:279,31[A ]| "that$3$ its situation 303:279,32[A ]| is not ~~ that$3$ it is not in$4$ the neighbourhood of ~~" 303:279,33[C ]| "But it is in$4$ Somersetshire. ~~ I cannot go into Somersetshire. ~~ 303:280,01[C ]| There, where I looked forward$5$ to$4$ going ~~ 303:280,02[C ]| No$7$, $SS#A$Elinor, you cannot expect me to$9$ go there." 303:280,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor would not argue upon$4$ the propriety of overcoming 303:280,04[' ]| such feelings; ~~ she only endeavoured to$9$ counteract 303:280,05[' ]| them by$4$ working on$4$ others; ~~ and represented it, 303:280,06[' ]| therefore, as a measure$0$ which$6#1$ would fix the time of 303:280,07[' ]| her returning to$4$ that$6#2$ dear$2#1$ mother, whom$6#1$ she so$5#1$ much 303:280,08[' ]| wished to$9$ see, in$4$ a more eligible, more comfortable 303:280,09[' ]| manner, than any other plan could do, and perhaps 303:280,10[' ]| without any greater delay$0$. From Cleveland, which$6#1$ was 303:280,11[' ]| within a few miles of Bristol, the distance$0$ to$4$ Barton was 303:280,12[' ]| not beyond$4$ one day, though a long day's journey; and 303:280,13[' ]| their mother's servant might easily come there to$9$ attend 303:280,14[' ]| them down$5$; and as there could be no$2$ occasion$0$ for$4$ their 303:280,15[' ]| staying above$4$ a week at Cleveland, they might now 303:280,16[' ]| be at home in$4$ little more than three weeks' time. As 303:280,17[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's affection for$4$ her mother was sincere, it must 303:280,18[' ]| triumph$1$, with little difficulty, over the imaginary evil 303:280,19[' ]| she had started. 303:280,20[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was so$5#1$ far from being$1$ weary of her 303:280,21[' ]| guests, that$3$ she pressed them very earnestly to$9$ return$1$ 303:280,22[' ]| with her again from Cleveland. $SS#A$Elinor was grateful for$4$ 303:280,23[' ]| the attention, but it could not alter their design$0$; and 303:280,24[' ]| their mother's concurrence being$1$ readily gained, every*thing 303:280,25[' ]| relative to$4$ their return$0$ was arranged as far as it 303:280,26[' ]| could be; ~~ and $SS#C$Marianne found some relief in$4$ drawing 303:280,27[' ]| up$5$ a statement of the hours, that$6#1$ were yet to$9$ divide her 303:280,28[' ]| from Barton. 303:280,29[K ]| "Ah! $SS#H$Colonel, I do not know what you and I shall 303:280,30[K ]| do without the $SS#A1$Miss*Dashwoods;" ~~ 303:280,30[' ]| was $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 303:280,31[' ]| address$0$ to$4$ him when he first called on$4$ her, after$4$ their 303:280,32[' ]| leaving her was settled ~~ 303:280,32[K ]| "for$3$ they are quite resolved 303:280,33[K ]| upon$4$ going home from the $SS#N1$Palmers; ~~ and how forlorn 303:280,34[K ]| we shall be, when I come back$5$! ~~ Lord$7$! we shall sit and 303:280,35[K ]| gape at one another as dull as two cats." 303:280,36[' ]| Perhaps $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was in$4$ hopes$0$, by$4$ this vigorous 303:280,37[' ]| sketch of their future ennui, to$9$ provoke him to$9$ make$1$ 303:280,38[' ]| that$6#2$ offer$0$, which$6#1$ might give himself an escape$0$ from it; ~~ 303:281,01[' ]| and if so$5#2$, she had soon afterwards good reason$0$ to$9$ think 303:281,02[' ]| her object$0$ gained; for$3$, on$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's moving to$4$ the window 303:281,03[' ]| to$9$ take more expeditiously the dimensions of a print, 303:281,04[' ]| which$6#1$ she was going to$9$ copy$1$ for$4$ her friend, he followed 303:281,05[' ]| her to$4$ it with a look$0$ of particular meaning, and conversed 303:281,06[' ]| with her there for$4$ several minutes. The effect$0$ of his 303:281,07[' ]| discourse on$4$ the lady too$5#2$, could not escape$1$ her observation, 303:281,08[' ]| for$3$ though she was too$5#1$ honourable to$9$ listen, and 303:281,09[' ]| had even$5$ changed her seat, on$4$ purpose that$3$ she might 303:281,10[' ]| \not\ hear, to$4$ one close$5$ by$4$ the piano*forte= on$4$ which$6#1$ 303:281,11[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was playing, she could not keep herself from 303:281,12[' ]| seeing that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor changed colour, attended with agitation, 303:281,13[' ]| and was too$5#1$ intent on$4$ what he said, to$9$ pursue her 303:281,14[' ]| employment. Still$5$ farther in$4$ confirmation of her hopes$0$, 303:281,15[' ]| in$4$ the interval of $SS#C$Marianne's turning from one lesson to$4$ 303:281,16[' ]| another, some words of the $SS#H$Colonel's inevitably reached 303:281,17[' ]| her ear, in$4$ which$6#1$ he seemed to$9$ be apologizing for$4$ the 303:281,18[' ]| badness of his house. 303:281,18@k | This set$1$ the matter beyond$4$ a doubt$0$. 303:281,19[' ]| She wondered indeed at his thinking it necessary to$9$ do 303:281,20[' ]| so$5#2$; ~~ but supposed it to$9$ be the proper etiquette. What 303:281,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor said in$4$ reply$0$ she could not distinguish, but judged 303:281,22[' ]| from the motion of her lips that$3$ she did not think \that$6#2$\ 303:281,23[' ]| any material$2$ objection; ~~ and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings commended 303:281,24[' ]| her in$4$ her heart for$4$ being$1$ so$5#1$ honest. They then talked 303:281,25[' ]| on$5$ for$4$ a few minutes longer without her catching a 303:281,26[' ]| syllable, when another lucky stop$0$ in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's performance 303:281,27[' ]| brought her these words in$4$ the $SS#H$Colonel's calm$2$ 303:281,28[' ]| voice, 303:281,29[H ]| "I am afraid it cannot take place$0$ very soon." 303:281,30[' ]| Astonished and shocked at so$5#1$ unlover-like a speech, 303:281,31[' ]| she was almost ready to$9$ cry$1$ out$5$, 303:281,31@k | "Lord$7$! what should 303:281,32[K ]| hinder it?" ~~ 303:281,32[' ]| but checking her desire$0$, confined herself 303:281,33[' ]| to$4$ this silent ejaculation. 303:281,34@k | "This is very strange! ~~ sure he need$1$ not wait to$9$ be 303:281,35@k | older." ~~ 303:281,36[' ]| This delay$0$ on$4$ the $SS#H$Colonel's side$0$, however, did not seem 303:281,37[' ]| to$9$ offend or mortify his fair companion in$4$ the least, for$3$ 303:281,38[' ]| on$4$ their breaking up$5$ the conference soon afterwards, 303:282,01[' ]| and moving different ways, $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings very plainly 303:282,02[' ]| heard $SS#A$Elinor say, and with a voice which$6#1$ shewed her to$9$ 303:282,03[' ]| feel what she said, 303:282,04[A ]| "I shall always think myself very much obliged to$4$ 303:282,05[A ]| you." 303:282,06[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was delighted with her gratitude, and 303:282,07[' ]| only wondered, that$3$ after$4$ hearing such a sentence, the 303:282,08[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel should be able to$9$ take leave$0$ of them, as he 303:282,09[' ]| immediately did, with the utmost sang-froid, and go 303:282,10[' ]| away without making her any reply$0$! ~~ She had not 303:282,11[' ]| thought$1$ her old friend could have made so$5#1$ indifferent a 303:282,12[' ]| suitor. 303:282,13[' ]| What had really passed between them was to$4$ this 303:282,14[' ]| effect$0$. 303:282,15[H ]| "I have heard," 303:282,15[' ]| said he, with great compassion, 303:282,15[H ]| "of 303:282,16[H ]| the injustice your friend $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars has suffered from 303:282,17[H ]| his family; for$3$ if I understand the matter right$2#1$, he has 303:282,18[H ]| been entirely cast off by$4$ them for$4$ persevering in$4$ his 303:282,19[H ]| engagement with a very deserving young woman ~~ 303:282,20[H ]| Have I been rightly informed? ~~ Is it so$5#2$?" ~~ 303:282,21[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor told him that$3$ it was. 303:282,22[H ]| "The cruelty, the impolitic cruelty," ~~ 303:282,22[' ]| he replied, with 303:282,23[' ]| great feeling ~~ 303:282,23[H ]| "of dividing, or attempting to$9$ divide, 303:282,24[H ]| two young people long attached to$4$ each other, is terrible 303:282,25[H ]| ~~ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars does not know what she may$1$ be doing ~~ 303:282,26[H ]| what she may$1$ drive$1$ her son to$4$. I have seen $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars 303:282,27[H ]| two or three times in$4$ Harley-street, and am much pleased 303:282,28[H ]| with him. He is not a young man with whom$6#1$ one can 303:282,29[H ]| be intimately acquainted in$4$ a short time, but I have 303:282,30[H ]| seen enough of him to$9$ wish$1$ him well$5$ for$4$ his own$2$ sake, 303:282,31[H ]| and as a friend of yours, I wish$1$ it still$5$ more. I understand 303:282,32[H ]| that$3$ he intends to$9$ take orders$0#2$. Will$1$ you be so$5#1$ 303:282,33[H ]| good as to$9$ tell him that$3$ the living of Delaford, now just$5$ 303:282,34[H ]| vacant, as I am informed by$4$ this day's post, is his, if he 303:282,35[H ]| think it worth his acceptance ~~ but \that$6#2$\, perhaps, so$5#1$ 303:282,36[H ]| unfortunately circumstanced as he is now, it may$1$ be 303:282,37[H ]| nonsense to$9$ appear to$9$ doubt$1$; I only wish$1$ it were more 303:282,38[H ]| valuable. ~~ It is a rectory, but a small one; the late 303:283,01[H ]| incumbent, I believe, did not make$1$ more than 200\l%\ per*annum, 303:283,02[H ]| and though it is certainly capable of improvement, 303:283,03[H ]| I fear$1$, not to$4$ such an amount as to$9$ afford him 303:283,04[H ]| a very comfortable income. Such as it is, however, my 303:283,05[H ]| pleasure in$4$ presenting him to$4$ it, will$1$ be very great. 303:283,06[H ]| Pray assure him of it." 303:283,07[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's astonishment at this commission could hardly 303:283,08[' ]| have been greater, had the $SS#H$Colonel been really making 303:283,09[' ]| her an offer$0$ of his hand$0$. The preferment, which$6#1$ only two 303:283,10[' ]| days before$5$ she had considered as hopeless for$4$ $SS#B$Edward, 303:283,11[' ]| was already provided to$9$ enable him to$9$ marry; ~~ 303:283,11@a | and 303:283,12@a | \she\, of all people in$4$ the world, was fixed on$5$ to$9$ bestow 303:283,13@a | it! ~~ 303:283,13[' ]| Her emotion was such as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings had attributed 303:283,14[' ]| to$4$ a very different cause; ~~ but whatever minor 303:283,15[' ]| feelings less pure, less pleasing, might have a share$0$ in$4$ 303:283,16[' ]| that$6#2$ emotion, her esteem$0$ for$4$ the general$2$ benevolence, 303:283,17[' ]| and her gratitude for$4$ the particular friendship, which$6#1$ 303:283,18[' ]| together prompted $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon to$4$ this act$0$, were 303:283,19[' ]| strongly felt, and warmly expressed. She thanked him 303:283,20[' ]| for$4$ it with all her heart, spoke of $SS#B$Edward's principles 303:283,21[' ]| and disposition with that$6#2$ praise$0$ which$6#1$ she knew them 303:283,22[' ]| to$9$ deserve; and promised to$9$ undertake the commission 303:283,23[' ]| with pleasure, if it were really his wish$0$ to$9$ put off so$5#1$ 303:283,24[' ]| agreeable an office to$4$ another. But at the same time, 303:283,25[' ]| she could not help$1$ thinking that$3$ no*one could so$5#1$ well$5$ 303:283,26[' ]| perform it as himself. It was an office in$4$ short, from 303:283,27[' ]| which$6#1$, unwilling to$9$ give $SS#B$Edward the pain$0$ of receiving 303:283,28[' ]| an obligation from \her\, she would have been very glad 303:283,29[' ]| to$9$ be spared herself; ~~ but $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, on$4$ motives 303:283,30[' ]| of equal$2$ delicacy, declining it likewise, still$5$ seemed so$5#1$ 303:283,31[' ]| desirous of its being$1$ given through$4$ her means$0$, that$3$ she 303:283,32[' ]| would not on$4$ any account$0$ make$1$ farther opposition. 303:283,33[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, she believed, was still$5$ in$4$ town, and fortunately 303:283,34[' ]| she had heard his address$0$ from $SS#P$Miss*Steele. She could 303:283,35[' ]| undertake therefore to$9$ inform him of it, in$4$ the course$0$ of 303:283,36[' ]| the day. After$3$ this had been settled, $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 303:283,37[' ]| began to$9$ talk$1$ of his own$2$ advantage in$4$ securing so$5#1$ 303:283,38[' ]| respectable and agreeable a neighbour, and \then\ it was 303:284,01[' ]| that$3$ he mentioned with regret$0$, that$3$ the house was small 303:284,02[' ]| and indifferent; ~~ an evil which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor, as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 303:284,03[' ]| had supposed her to$9$ do, made very light$2$ of, at least as 303:284,04[' ]| far as regarded its size. 303:284,05[A ]| "The smallness of the house," 303:284,05[' ]| said she, 303:284,05[A ]| "I cannot 303:284,06[A ]| imagine any inconvenience to$4$ them, for$3$ it will$1$ be in$4$ 303:284,07[A ]| proportion to$4$ their family and income." 303:284,08[' ]| By$4$ which$6#1$ the $SS#H$Colonel was surprised to$9$ find that$3$ \she\ 303:284,09[' ]| was considering $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars's marriage as the certain 303:284,10[' ]| consequence of the presentation; for$3$ he did not suppose 303:284,11[' ]| it possible that$3$ Delaford living could supply$1$ such an 303:284,12[' ]| income, as any*body in$4$ his style of life would venture to$9$ 303:284,13[' ]| settle on$4$ ~~ and he said so$5#2$. 303:284,14[H ]| "This little rectory \can\ do no$2$ more than make$1$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars 303:284,15[H ]| comfortable as a bachelor; it cannot enable him 303:284,16[H ]| to$9$ marry. I am sorry to$9$ say that$3$ my patronage ends$1$ 303:284,17[H ]| with this; and my interest$0$ is hardly more extensive. 303:284,18[H ]| If, however, by$4$ any unforeseen chance$0$ it should be in$4$ 303:284,19[H ]| my power to$9$ serve him farther, I must think very 303:284,20[H ]| differently of him from what I now do, if I am not as 303:284,21[H ]| ready to$9$ be useful to$4$ him then, as I sincerely wish$1$ I 303:284,22[H ]| could be at present$0#1$. What I am now doing indeed, 303:284,23[H ]| seems nothing at all, since it can advance$1$ him so$5#1$ little 303:284,24[H ]| towards what must be his principal$0$, his only object$0$ of 303:284,25[H ]| happiness. His marriage must still$5$ be a distant good; ~~ 303:284,26[H ]| at least, I am afraid it cannot take place$0$ very soon. ~~" 303:284,27[' ]| Such was the sentence which$6#1$, when misunderstood, 303:284,28[' ]| so$5#1$ justly offended the delicate feelings of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings; 303:284,29[' ]| but after$4$ this narration of what really passed between 303:284,30[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon and $SS#A$Elinor, while$3$ they stood at the 303:284,31[' ]| window, the gratitude expressed by$4$ the latter on$4$ their 303:284,32[' ]| parting, may$1$ perhaps appear in$4$ general$0$, not less 303:284,33[' ]| reasonably excited, nor less properly worded than if it 303:284,34[' ]| had arisen from an offer$0$ of marriage. 304:285,01[K ]| "Well$7$, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood," 304:285,01[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, sagaciously 304:285,02[' ]| smiling, as soon as the gentleman had withdrawn, 304:285,03[K ]| "I do not ask you what the $SS#H$Colonel has been saying 304:285,04[K ]| to$4$ you; for$3$ though, upon$4$ my honour$0$, I \tried\ to$9$ keep out$5$ 304:285,05[K ]| of hearing, I could not help$1$ catching enough to$9$ understand 304:285,06[K ]| his business. And I assure you I never was better 304:285,07[K ]| pleased in$4$ my life, and I wish$1$ you joy of it with all my 304:285,08[K ]| heart." 304:285,09[A ]| "Thank you, ma'am," 304:285,09[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor. 304:285,09[A ]| "It \is\ a matter 304:285,10[A ]| of great joy to$4$ me; and I feel the goodness of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 304:285,11[A ]| most sensibly. There are not many men who$6#1$ 304:285,12[A ]| would act$1$ as he has done. Few people who$6#1$ have so$5#1$ compassionate 304:285,13[A ]| an heart! I never was more astonished in$4$ my 304:285,14[A ]| life." 304:285,15[K ]| "Lord$7$! my dear$2#1$, you are very modest! I an't the 304:285,16[K ]| least astonished at it in$4$ the world, for$3$ I have often 304:285,17[K ]| thought$1$ of late, there was nothing more likely to$9$ 304:285,18[K ]| happen." 304:285,19[A ]| "You judged from your knowledge of the $SS#H$Colonel's 304:285,20[A ]| general$2$ benevolence; but at least you could not foresee 304:285,21[A ]| that$3$ the opportunity would so$5#1$ very soon occur." 304:285,22[K ]| "Opportunity!" 304:285,22[' ]| repeated $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings ~~ 304:285,22[K ]| "Oh! as 304:285,23[K ]| to$4$ that$6#2$, when a man has once made up$5$ his mind$0$ to$4$ 304:285,24[K ]| such a thing, somehow or other he will$1$ soon find an 304:285,25[K ]| opportunity. Well$7$, my dear$2#1$, I wish$1$ you joy of it again 304:285,26[K ]| and again; and if ever there was a happy couple in$4$ the 304:285,27[K ]| world, I think I shall soon know where to$9$ look$1$ for$4$ 304:285,28[K ]| them." 304:285,29[A ]| "You mean$1$ to$9$ go to$4$ Delaford after$4$ them I suppose," 304:285,30[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, with a faint$2$ smile$0$. 304:285,31[K ]| "Aye, my dear$2#1$, that$6#2$ I do, indeed. And as to$4$ the 304:285,32[K ]| house being$1$ a bad one, I do not know what the $SS#H$Colonel 304:285,33[K ]| would be at, for$3$ it is a good a one as ever I saw." 304:286,01[A ]| "He spoke of its being$1$ out$5$ of repair." 304:286,02[K ]| "Well$7$, and whose$6#2$ fault is that$6#2$? why don't he 304:286,03[K ]| repair it? ~~ who$6#2$ should do it but himself?" 304:286,04[' ]| They were interrupted by$4$ the servant's coming in$5$ 304:286,05[' ]| to$9$ announce the carriage being$1$ at the door; and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 304:286,06[' ]| immediately preparing to$9$ go, said ~~ 304:286,07[K ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$, I must be gone before$3$ I have had 304:286,08[K ]| half my talk$0$ out$5$. But, however, we may$1$ have it all 304:286,09[K ]| over in$4$ the evening, for$3$ we shall be quite alone. I do 304:286,10[K ]| not ask you to$9$ go with me, for$3$ I dare$1#2$ say your mind$0$ is 304:286,11[K ]| too$5#1$ full of the matter to$9$ care$1$ for$4$ company; and besides, 304:286,12[K ]| you must long to$9$ tell your sister all about$4$ it." 304:286,13[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne had left the room before$3$ the conversation 304:286,14[' ]| began. 304:286,15[A ]| "Certainly, ma'am, I shall tell $SS#C$Marianne of it; but 304:286,16[A ]| I shall not mention$1$ it at present$0#1$ to$4$ any*body else." 304:286,17[K ]| "Oh! very well$5$," 304:286,17[' ]| said $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings rather disappointed. 304:286,18[K ]| "Then you would not have me tell it $SS#Q$Lucy, 304:286,19[K ]| for$3$ I think of going as far as Holborn to-day." 304:286,20[A ]| "No$7$, ma'am, not even$5$ $SS#Q$Lucy if you please. One day's 304:286,21[A ]| delay$0$ will$1$ not be very material$2$; and till I have written 304:286,22[A ]| to$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars, I think it ought not to$9$ be mentioned to$4$ 304:286,23[A ]| any*body else. I shall do \that$6#2$\ directly. It is of importance 304:286,24[A ]| that$6#2$ no$2$ time should be lost with him, for$3$ he will$1$ 304:286,25[A ]| of course$8$ have much to$9$ do relative to$4$ his ordination." 304:286,26[' ]| This speech at first puzzled $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings exceedingly. 304:286,27[' ]| Why $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars was to$9$ be written to$4$ about$4$ it in$4$ such 304:286,28[' ]| a hurry$0$, she could not immediately comprehend. A few 304:286,29[' ]| moments' reflection, however, produced a very happy 304:286,30[' ]| idea, and she exclaimed; ~~ 304:286,31[K ]| "Oh ho! ~~ I understand you. $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars is to$9$ be 304:286,32[K ]| the man. Well$7$, so$5#1$ much the better for$4$ him. Aye, to$9$ be 304:286,33[K ]| sure, he must be ordained in$4$ readiness; and I am very 304:286,34[K ]| glad to$9$ find things are so$5#1$ forward$5$ between you. But, my 304:286,35[K ]| dear$2#1$, is not this rather out$5$ of character? Should not 304:286,36[K ]| the $SS#H$Colonel write himself? ~~ sure, he is the proper 304:286,37[K ]| person." 304:286,38[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor did not quite understand the beginning of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 304:287,01[' ]| speech; neither did she think it worth 304:287,02[' ]| inquiring into; and therefore only replied to$4$ its conclusion. 304:287,03[' ]| 304:287,04[A ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon is so$5#1$ delicate a man, that$3$ he rather 304:287,05[A ]| wished any*one to$9$ announce his intentions to$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars 304:287,06[A ]| than himself." 304:287,07[K ]| "And so$3$ \you\ are forced to$9$ do it. Well$7$, \that$6#2$\ is an odd 304:287,08[K ]| kind$0$ of delicacy! However, I will$1$ not disturb you 304:287,08[' ]| (seeing 304:287,09[' ]| her preparing to$9$ write.) 304:287,09[K ]| You know your own$2$ concerns$0$ 304:287,10[K ]| best. So$3$ good*bye, my dear$2#1$. I have not heard of any*thing 304:287,11[K ]| to$9$ please me so$5#1$ well$5$ since $SS#O$Charlotte was brought 304:287,12[K ]| to$4$ bed." 304:287,13[' ]| And away she went; but returning again in$4$ a moment, 304:287,14[K ]| "I have just$5$ been thinking of $SS#ZA$Betty's sister, my dear$2#1$. 304:287,15[K ]| I should be very glad to$9$ get her so$5#1$ good a mistress. But 304:287,16[K ]| whether she would do for$4$ a lady's maid, I am sure I can't 304:287,17[K ]| tell. She is an excellent housemaid, and works$1$ very 304:287,18[K ]| well$5$ at her needle. However, you will$1$ think of all that$6#2$ at 304:287,19[K ]| your leisure." 304:287,20[A ]| "Certainly, ma'am," 304:287,20[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, not hearing 304:287,21[' ]| much of what she said, and more anxious to$9$ be alone, 304:287,22[' ]| than to$9$ be mistress of the subject$0$. 304:287,23@a | How she should begin ~~ how she should express$1$ herself 304:287,24@a | in$4$ her note$0$ to$4$ $SS#B$Edward, was now all her concern$0$. The 304:287,25@a | particular circumstances between them made a difficulty 304:287,26@a | of that$6#2$ which$6#1$ to$4$ any other person would have been the 304:287,27@a | easiest thing in$4$ the world; 304:287,27[' ]| but she equally feared to$9$ say 304:287,28[' ]| too$5#1$ much or too$5#1$ little, and sat deliberating over her 304:287,29[' ]| paper, with the pen in$4$ her hand$0$, till broken in$5$ on$5$ by$4$ the 304:287,30[' ]| entrance of $SS#B$Edward himself. 304:287,31[' ]| He had met $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings at the door in$4$ her way to$4$ 304:287,32[' ]| the carriage, as he came to$9$ leave$1$ his farewell card; and 304:287,33[' ]| she, after$4$ apologising for$4$ not returning herself, had 304:287,34[' ]| obliged him to$9$ enter, by$4$ saying that$3$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood was 304:287,35[' ]| above$5$, and wanted to$9$ speak with him on$4$ very particular 304:287,36[' ]| business. 304:287,37[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had just$5$ been congratulating herself, in$4$ the 304:287,38[' ]| midst of her perplexity, that$3$ 304:287,38@a | however difficult it might 304:288,01@a | be to$9$ express$1$ herself properly by$4$ letter, it was at least 304:288,02@a | preferable to$4$ giving the information by$4$ word of mouth, 304:288,03[' ]| when her visitor entered, to$9$ force$1$ her upon$4$ this greatest 304:288,04[' ]| exertion of all. Her astonishment and confusion were 304:288,05[' ]| very great on$4$ his so$5#1$ sudden$2$ appearance. She had not 304:288,06[' ]| seen him before$5$ since his engagement became public$2$, 304:288,07[' ]| and therefore not since his knowing her to$9$ be acquainted 304:288,08[' ]| with it; which$6#1$, with the consciousness of what she had 304:288,09[' ]| been thinking of, and what she had to$9$ tell him, made her 304:288,10[' ]| feel particularly uncomfortable for$4$ some minutes. He 304:288,11[' ]| too$5#2$ was much distressed, and they sat down$5$ together 304:288,12[' ]| in$4$ a most promising state$0$ of embarrassment. ~~ Whether 304:288,13[' ]| he had asked her pardon$0$ for$4$ his intrusion on$4$ first coming 304:288,14[' ]| into the room, he could not recollect; but determining 304:288,15[' ]| to$9$ be on$4$ the safe side$0$, he made his apology in$4$ form$0$ as 304:288,16[' ]| soon as he could say any*thing, after$4$ taking a chair. 304:288,17[B ]| "$SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings told me," 304:288,17[' ]| said he, 304:288,17[B ]| "that$3$ you wished 304:288,18[B ]| to$9$ speak to$4$ me, at least I understood her so$5#2$ ~~ or I 304:288,19[B ]| certainly should not have intruded on$4$ you in$4$ such 304:288,20[B ]| a manner; though at the same time, I should have been 304:288,21[B ]| extremely sorry to$9$ leave$1$ London without seeing you and 304:288,22[B ]| your sister; especially as it will$1$ most likely be some 304:288,23[B ]| time ~~ it is not probable that$3$ I should soon have the 304:288,24[B ]| pleasure of meeting you again. I go to$4$ Oxford to-morrow." 304:288,25[B ]| 304:288,26[A ]| "You would not have gone, however," 304:288,26[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 304:288,27[' ]| recovering herself, and determined to$9$ get over what she 304:288,28[' ]| so$5#1$ much dreaded as soon as possible, 304:288,28[A ]| "without receiving 304:288,29[A ]| our good wishes$0$, even$5$ if we had not been able to$9$ give 304:288,30[A ]| them in$4$ person. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings was quite right$2#1$ in$4$ what 304:288,31[A ]| she said. I have something of consequence to$9$ inform you 304:288,32[A ]| of, which$6#1$ I was on$4$ the point$0$ of communicating by$4$ paper. 304:288,33[A ]| I am charged with a most agreeable office, 304:288,33[' ]| (breathing 304:288,34[' ]| rather faster than usual as she spoke.) 304:288,34[A ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 304:288,35[A ]| who$6#1$ was here only ten minutes ago, has desired me to$9$ 304:288,36[A ]| say that$3$, understanding you mean$1$ to$9$ take orders$0#2$, he 304:288,37[A ]| has great pleasure in$4$ offering you the living of Delaford, 304:288,38[A ]| now just$5$ vacant, and only wishes$1$ it were more valuable. 304:289,01[A ]| Allow me to$9$ congratulate you on$4$ having so$5#1$ respectable 304:289,02[A ]| and well-judging a friend, and to$9$ join in$4$ his wish$0$ that$3$ 304:289,03[A ]| the living ~~ it is about$4$ two hundred a-year ~~ were much 304:289,04[A ]| more considerable, and such as might better enable you 304:289,05[A ]| to$9$ ~~ as might be more than a temporary accommodation 304:289,06[A ]| to$4$ yourself ~~ such, in$4$ short, as might establish all your 304:289,07[A ]| views of happiness." 304:289,08[' ]| What $SS#B$Edward felt, as he could not say it himself, it 304:289,09[' ]| cannot be expected that$3$ any*one else should say for$4$ him. 304:289,10[' ]| He \looked\ all the astonishment which$6#1$ such unexpected, 304:289,11[' ]| such unthought-of information could not fail of exciting; 304:289,12[' ]| but he said only these two words, 304:289,13[B ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon!" 304:289,14[A ]| "Yes," 304:289,14[' ]| continued $SS#A$Elinor, gathering more resolution, 304:289,15[' ]| as some of the worst was over; 304:289,15[A ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 304:289,16[A ]| means$1$ it as a testimony of his concern$0$ for$4$ what has lately 304:289,17[A ]| passed ~~ for$4$ the cruel situation in$4$ which$6#1$ the unjustifiable 304:289,18[A ]| conduct$0$ of your family has placed you ~~ a concern$0$ which$6#1$ 304:289,19[A ]| I am sure $SS#C$Marianne, myself, and all your friends must 304:289,20[A ]| share$1$; and likewise as a proof of his high esteem$0$ for$4$ 304:289,21[A ]| your general$2$ character, and his particular approbation 304:289,22[A ]| of your behaviour on$4$ the present$2$ occasion$0$." 304:289,23[B ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon give \me\ a living! ~~ Can it be 304:289,24[B ]| possible?" 304:289,25[A ]| "The unkindness of your own$2$ relations has made you 304:289,26[A ]| astonished to$9$ find friendship any*where." 304:289,27[B ]| "No$7$," 304:289,27[' ]| replied he, with sudden$2$ consciousness, 304:289,27[B ]| "not 304:289,28[B ]| to$9$ find it in$4$ \you\; for$3$ I cannot be ignorant that$3$ to$4$ you, 304:289,29[B ]| to$4$ your goodness I owe it all ~~ I feel it ~~ I would express$1$ 304:289,30[B ]| it if I could ~~ but, as you well$5$ know, I am no$2$ orator." 304:289,31[A ]| "You are very much mistaken. I do assure you that$3$ 304:289,32[A ]| you owe it entirely, at least almost entirely, to$4$ your own$2$ 304:289,33[A ]| merit$0$, and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's discernment of it. I have 304:289,34[A ]| had no$2$ hand$0$ in$4$ it. I did not even$5$ know, till I understood 304:289,35[A ]| his design$0$, that$3$ the living was vacant; nor had 304:289,36[A ]| it ever occurred to$4$ me that$3$ he might have had such a 304:289,37[A ]| living in$4$ his gift. As a friend of mine$6$, of my family, he 304:289,38[A ]| may$1$ perhaps ~~ indeed I know he \has\, still$5$ greater pleasure 304:290,01[A ]| in$4$ bestowing it; but, upon$4$ my word, you owe nothing 304:290,02[A ]| to$4$ my solicitation." 304:290,03[' ]| Truth obliged her to$9$ acknowledge some small share$0$ 304:290,04[' ]| in$4$ the action, but she was at the same time so$5#1$ unwilling 304:290,05[' ]| to$9$ appear as the benefactress of $SS#B$Edward, that$3$ she 304:290,06[' ]| acknowledged it with hesitation; which$6#1$ probably contributed 304:290,07[' ]| to$9$ fix that$6#2$ suspicion in$4$ his mind$0$ which$6#1$ had 304:290,08[' ]| recently entered it. For$4$ a short time he sat deep in$4$ 304:290,09[' ]| thought$0$, after$3$ $SS#A$Elinor had ceased to$9$ speak; ~~ at last$0$, and 304:290,10[' ]| as if it were rather an effort, he said, 304:290,11[B ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon seems a man of great worth and 304:290,12[B ]| respectability. I have always heard him spoken of as 304:290,13[B ]| such, and your brother I know esteems him highly. 304:290,14[B ]| He is undoubtedly a sensible$2#2$ man, and in$4$ his manners 304:290,15[B ]| perfectly the gentleman." 304:290,16[A ]| "Indeed," 304:290,16[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 304:290,16[A ]| "I believe that$3$ you will$1$ 304:290,17[A ]| find him, on$4$ farther acquaintance, all that$6#1$ you have heard 304:290,18[A ]| him to$9$ be; and as you will$1$ be such very near$2$ neighbours, 304:290,19[A ]| (for$3$ I understand the parsonage is almost close$5$ to$4$ the 304:290,20[A ]| mansion-house,) it is particularly important that$3$ he 304:290,21[A ]| \should\ be all this." 304:290,22[' ]| $SS#B$Edward made no$2$ answer$0$; but when she had turned 304:290,23[' ]| away her head$0$, gave her a look$0$ so$5#1$ serious$2$, so$5#1$ earnest, so$5#1$ 304:290,24[' ]| uncheerful, as seemed to$9$ say, that$3$ he might hereafter 304:290,25[' ]| wish$1$ the distance$0$ between the parsonage and the mansion-house 304:290,26[' ]| much greater. 304:290,27[B ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, I think, lodges in$4$ St%*James's-street," 304:290,28[' ]| said he, soon afterwards, rising from his chair. 304:290,29[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor told him the number of the house. 304:290,30[B ]| "I must hurry$1$ away then, to$9$ give him those thanks 304:290,31[B ]| which$6#1$ you will$1$ not allow me to$9$ give \you\; to$9$ assure him 304:290,32[B ]| that$3$ he has made me a very ~~ an exceedingly happy man." 304:290,33[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor did not offer$1$ to$9$ detain him; and they parted, 304:290,34[' ]| with a very earnest assurance on$4$ \her\ side$0$ of her unceasing 304:290,35[' ]| good wishes$0$ for$4$ his happiness in$4$ every change$0$ of situation 304:290,36[' ]| that$6#1$ might befal him; on$4$ \his\, with rather an attempt$0$ 304:290,37[' ]| to$9$ return$1$ the same good*will, than the power of expressing 304:290,38[' ]| it. 304:291,01[A ]| "When I see him again," 304:291,01[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor to$4$ herself, as the 304:291,02[' ]| door shut him out$5$, 304:291,02[A ]| "I shall see him the husband of $SS#Q$Lucy." 304:291,03[' ]| And with this pleasing anticipation, she sat down$5$ to$9$ 304:291,04[' ]| re-consider the past$0$, recal$0$ the words and endeavour$1$ to$9$ 304:291,05[' ]| comprehend all the feelings of $SS#B$Edward; and, of course$8$, 304:291,06[' ]| to$9$ reflect on$4$ her own$2$ with discontent. 304:291,07[' ]| When $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings came home, though she returned 304:291,08[' ]| from seeing people whom$6#1$ she had never seen before$5$, and 304:291,09[' ]| of whom$6#1$ therefore she must have a great deal$0$ to$9$ say, 304:291,10[' ]| her mind$0$ was so$5#1$ much more occupied by$4$ the important 304:291,11[' ]| secret$0$ in$4$ her possession, than by$4$ anything else, that$3$ she 304:291,12[' ]| reverted to$4$ it again as soon as $SS#A$Elinor appeared. 304:291,13[K ]| "Well$7$, my dear$2#1$," 304:291,13[' ]| she cried, 304:291,13[K ]| "I sent you up$5$ the young 304:291,14[K ]| man. Did not I do right$2#1$? ~~ And I suppose you had no$2$ 304:291,15[K ]| great difficulty ~~ You did not find him very unwilling to$9$ 304:291,16[K ]| accept your proposal?" 304:291,17[A ]| "No$7$, ma'am; \that$6#2$\ was not very likely." 304:291,18[K ]| "Well$7$, and how soon will$1$ he be ready? ~~ For$3$ it seems 304:291,19[K ]| all to$9$ depend upon$4$ that$6#2$." 304:291,20[A ]| "Really," 304:291,20[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 304:291,20[A ]| "I know so$5#1$ little of these kind$0$ 304:291,21[A ]| of forms, that$3$ I can hardly even$5$ conjecture$1$ as to$4$ the 304:291,22[A ]| time, or the preparation necessary; but I suppose two 304:291,23[A ]| or three months will$1$ complete$1$ his ordination." 304:291,24[K ]| "Two or three months!" 304:291,24[' ]| cried $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings; 304:291,25[K ]| "Lord$7$! my dear$2#1$, how calmly you talk$1$ of it; and can 304:291,26[K ]| the $SS#H$Colonel wait two or three months! Lord$7$ bless me! ~~ 304:291,27[K ]| I am sure it would put \me\ quite out$5$ of patience! ~~ And 304:291,28[K ]| though one would be very glad to$9$ do a kindness by$4$ poor 304:291,29[K ]| $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars, I do think it is not worth*while to$9$ wait two 304:291,30[K ]| or three months for$4$ him. Sure, somebody else might 304:291,31[K ]| be found that$6#1$ would do as well$5$; somebody that$6#1$ is in$4$ 304:291,32[K ]| orders$0#2$ already." 304:291,33[A ]| "My dear$2#1$ ma'am," 304:291,33[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 304:291,33[A ]| "what can you be 304:291,34[A ]| thinking of? ~~ Why, $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's only object$0$ is to$9$ 304:291,35[A ]| be of use$0$ to$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars." 304:291,36[K ]| "Lord$7$ bless you, my dear$2#1$! ~~ Sure you do not mean$1$ 304:291,37[K ]| to$9$ persuade me that$3$ the $SS#H$Colonel only marries you for$4$ 304:291,38[K ]| the sake of giving ten guineas to$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars!" 304:292,01[' ]| The deception could not continue after$4$ this; and 304:292,02[' ]| an explanation immediately took place$0$, by$4$ which$6#1$ both 304:292,03[' ]| gained considerable amusement for$4$ the moment, without 304:292,04[' ]| any material$2$ loss of happiness to$4$ either, for$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 304:292,05[' ]| only exchanged one form$0$ of delight$0$ for$4$ another, and still$5$ 304:292,06[' ]| without forfeiting her expectation of the first. 304:292,07[K ]| "Aye, aye, the parsonage is but a small one," 304:292,07[' ]| said 304:292,08[' ]| she, after$3$ the first ebullition of surprise$0$ and satisfaction 304:292,09[' ]| was over, 304:292,09[K ]| "and very likely \may$1$\ be out$5$ of repair; but 304:292,10[K ]| to$9$ hear a man apologising, as I thought$1$, for$4$ a house that$6#1$ 304:292,11[K ]| to$4$ my knowledge has five sitting*rooms on$4$ the ground-floor, 304:292,12[K ]| and I think the housekeeper told me, could make$1$ 304:292,13[K ]| up$5$ fifteen beds! ~~ and to$4$ you too$5#2$, that$6#1$ had been used to$9$ 304:292,14[K ]| live in$4$ Barton*cottage! ~~ It seemed quite ridiculous. 304:292,15[K ]| But, my dear$2#1$, we must touch$1$ up$5$ the $SS#H$Colonel to$9$ do something 304:292,16[K ]| to$4$ the parsonage, and make$1$ it comfortable for$4$ 304:292,17[K ]| them, before$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy goes to$4$ it." 304:292,18[A ]| "But $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon does not seem to$9$ have any 304:292,19[A ]| idea of the living's being$1$ enough to$9$ allow them to$9$ marry." 304:292,20[K ]| "The $SS#H$Colonel is a ninny, my dear$2#1$; because he has two 304:292,21[K ]| thousand a-year himself, he thinks that$3$ nobody else can 304:292,22[K ]| marry on$4$ less. Take my word for$4$ it, that$3$, if I am alive, 304:292,23[K ]| I shall be paying a visit$0$ at Delaford*Parsonage before$4$ 304:292,24[K ]| Michaelmas; and I am sure I sha'nt go if $SS#Q$Lucy an't 304:292,25[K ]| there." 304:292,26[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was quite of her opinion, as to$4$ the probability 304:292,27[' ]| of their not waiting for$4$ any*thing more. 305:293,01[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, having carried his thanks to$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 305:293,02[' ]| proceeded with his happiness to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy; and such was the 305:293,03[' ]| excess of it by$4$ the time he reached Bartlett's*Buildings, 305:293,04[' ]| that$3$ she was able to$9$ assure $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, who$6#1$ called on$4$ 305:293,05[' ]| her again the next day with her congratulations, that$3$ 305:293,06@q | she had never seen him in$4$ such spirits before$5$ in$4$ her 305:293,07@q | life. 305:293,08[' ]| Her own$2$ happiness, and her own$2$ spirits, were at least 305:293,09[' ]| very certain; and she joined $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings most 305:293,10[' ]| heartily in$4$ her expectation of their being$1$ all comfortably 305:293,11[' ]| together in$4$ Delaford*Parsonage before$4$ Michaelmas. So$5#1$ 305:293,12[' ]| far was she, at the same time, from any backwardness 305:293,13[' ]| to$9$ give $SS#A$Elinor that$6#2$ credit$0$ which$6#1$ $SS#B$Edward \would\ give 305:293,14[' ]| her, that$3$ she spoke of her friendship for$4$ them both 305:293,15[' ]| with the most grateful warmth, was ready to$9$ own$1$ all 305:293,16[' ]| their obligation to$4$ her, and openly declared that$3$ 305:293,16@q | no$2$ 305:293,17@q | exertion for$4$ their good on$4$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood's part$0$, either 305:293,18@q | present$2$ or future, would ever surprise$1$ her, for$3$ she believed 305:293,19@q | her capable of doing anything in$4$ the world for$4$ those she 305:293,20@q | really valued. 305:293,20[' ]| As for$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, she was not only 305:293,21[' ]| ready to$9$ worship him as a saint, but was moreover truly 305:293,22[' ]| anxious that$3$ he should be treated as one in$4$ all worldly 305:293,23[' ]| concerns$0$; anxious that$3$ his tythes should be raised to$4$ the 305:293,24[' ]| utmost; and secretly resolved to$9$ avail herself, at Delaford, 305:293,25[' ]| as far as she possibly could, of his servants, his 305:293,26[' ]| carriage, his cows, and his poultry. 305:293,27[' ]| It was now above$4$ a week since $SS#F$John*Dashwood had 305:293,28[' ]| called in$4$ Berkeley-street, and as since that$6#2$ time no$2$ notice$0$ 305:293,29[' ]| had been taken by$4$ them of his wife's indisposition, beyond$4$ 305:293,30[' ]| one verbal inquiry, $SS#A$Elinor began to$9$ feel it necessary to$9$ 305:293,31[' ]| pay$1$ her a visit$0$. ~~ This was an obligation, however, which$6#1$ 305:293,32[' ]| not only opposed her own$2$ inclination, but which$6#1$ had not 305:293,33[' ]| the assistance of any encouragement from her companions. 305:294,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, not contented with absolutely 305:294,02[' ]| refusing to$9$ go herself, was very urgent to$9$ prevent her 305:294,03[' ]| sister's going at all; and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, though her 305:294,04[' ]| carriage was always at $SS#A$Elinor's service, so$5#1$ very much 305:294,05[' ]| disliked $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood, that$3$ not even$5$ her curiosity 305:294,06[' ]| to$9$ see how she looked after$4$ the late discovery, nor her 305:294,07[' ]| strong desire$0$ to$9$ affront her by$4$ taking $SS#B$Edward's part$0$, 305:294,08[' ]| could overcome her unwillingness to$9$ be in$4$ her company 305:294,09[' ]| again. The consequence was, that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor set$1$ out$5$ by$4$ 305:294,10[' ]| herself to$9$ pay$1$ a visit$0$, for$4$ which$6#1$ no*one could really have 305:294,11[' ]| less inclination, and to$9$ run$1$ the risk$0$ of a te^te-a`-te^te with 305:294,12[' ]| a woman, whom$6#1$ neither of the others had so$5#1$ much reason$0$ 305:294,13[' ]| to$9$ dislike$1$. 305:294,14[' ]| $SS#G$Mrs%*Dashwood was denied; but before$3$ the carriage 305:294,15[' ]| could turn$1$ from the house, her husband accidentally 305:294,16[' ]| came out$5$. He expressed great pleasure in$4$ meeting 305:294,17[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, told her that$3$ he had been just$5$ going to$9$ call$1$ in$4$ 305:294,18[' ]| Berkeley-street, and assuring her that$3$ $SS#G$Fanny would 305:294,19[' ]| be very glad to$9$ see her, invited her to$9$ come in$5$. 305:294,20[' ]| They walked up*stairs into the drawing-room. ~~ Nobody 305:294,21[' ]| was there. 305:294,22[F ]| "$SS#G$Fanny is in$4$ her own$2$ room, I suppose," 305:294,22[' ]| said he; ~~ 305:294,23[F ]| "I will$1$ go to$4$ her presently, for$3$ I am sure she will$1$ not have 305:294,24[F ]| the least objection in$4$ the world to$4$ seeing \you\. ~~ Very 305:294,25[F ]| far from it indeed. \Now\ especially there cannot be ~~ 305:294,26[F ]| but however, you and $SS#C$Marianne were always great 305:294,27[F ]| favourites. ~~ Why would not $SS#C$Marianne come?" ~~ 305:294,28[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor made what excuse$0$ she could for$4$ her. 305:294,29[F ]| "I am not sorry to$9$ see you alone," 305:294,29[' ]| he replied, 305:294,30[F ]| "for$3$ I have a good deal$0$ to$9$ say to$4$ you. This living 305:294,31[F ]| of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's ~~ can it be true? ~~ has he really 305:294,32[F ]| given it to$4$ $SS#B$Edward? ~~ I heard it yesterday by$4$ chance$0$, 305:294,33[F ]| and was coming to$4$ you on$4$ purpose to$9$ inquire farther 305:294,34[F ]| about$4$ it." 305:294,35[A ]| "It is perfectly true. ~~ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon has given 305:294,36[A ]| the living of Delaford to$4$ $SS#B$Edward." 305:294,37[F ]| "Really! ~~ Well$7$, this is very astonishing! ~~ no$2$ relationship! ~~ 305:294,38[F ]| no$2$ connection between then! ~~ and now that$3$ 305:295,01[F ]| livings fetch such a price! ~~ what was the value$0$ of 305:295,02[F ]| this?" 305:295,03[A ]| "About$4$ two hundred a-year." 305:295,04[F ]| "Very well$5$ ~~ and for$4$ the next presentation to$4$ a living 305:295,05[F ]| of that$6#2$ value$0$ ~~ supposing the late incumbent to$9$ have been 305:295,06[F ]| old and sickly, and likely to$9$ vacate it soon ~~ he might 305:295,07[F ]| have got I dare$1#2$ say ~~ fourteen hundred pounds. And 305:295,08[F ]| how came he not to$9$ have settled that$6#2$ matter before$4$ this 305:295,09[F ]| person's death? ~~ \Now\ indeed it would be too$5#1$ late to$9$ 305:295,10[F ]| sell it, but a man of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's sense! ~~ I wonder$1$ 305:295,11[F ]| he should be so$5#1$ improvident in$4$ a point$0$ of such common$2$, 305:295,12[F ]| such natural$2$, concern$0$! ~~ Well$7$, I am convinced that$3$ 305:295,13[F ]| there is a vast deal$0$ of inconsistency in$4$ almost every 305:295,14[F ]| human character. I suppose, however ~~ on$4$ recollection 305:295,15[F ]| ~~ that$3$ the case may$1$ probably be \this\. $SS#B$Edward is only 305:295,16[F ]| to$9$ hold$1$ the living till the person to$4$ whom$6#1$ the $SS#H$Colonel 305:295,17[F ]| has really sold the presentation, is old enough to$9$ take 305:295,18[F ]| it. ~~ Aye, aye, that$6#2$ is the fact, depend upon$4$ it." 305:295,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor contradicted it, however, very positively; and 305:295,20[' ]| by$4$ relating that$3$ she had herself been employed in$4$ conveying 305:295,21[' ]| the offer$0$ from $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon to$4$ $SS#B$Edward, and 305:295,22[' ]| therefore must understand the terms on$4$ which$6#1$ it was 305:295,23[' ]| given, obliged him to$9$ submit to$4$ her authority. 305:295,24[F ]| "It is truly astonishing!" ~~ 305:295,24[' ]| he cried, after$4$ hearing 305:295,25[' ]| what she said ~~ 305:295,25[F ]| "what could be the $SS#H$Colonel's motive?" 305:295,26[A ]| "A very simple$2$ one ~~ to$9$ be of use$0$ to$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars." 305:295,27[F ]| "Well$7$, well$7$; whatever $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon may$1$ be, 305:295,28[F ]| $SS#B$Edward is a very lucky man! ~~ You will$1$ not mention$1$ the 305:295,29[F ]| matter to$4$ $SS#G$Fanny, however, for$3$ though I have broke it 305:295,30[F ]| to$4$ her, and she bears it vastly well$5$, ~~ she will$1$ not like$1$ to$9$ 305:295,31[F ]| hear it much talked of." 305:295,32[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had some difficulty here to$9$ refrain from observing, 305:295,33[' ]| that$3$ she thought$1$ $SS#G$Fanny might have borne 305:295,34[' ]| with composure, an acquisition of wealth to$4$ her brother, 305:295,35[' ]| by$4$ which$6#1$ neither she nor her child could be possibly 305:295,36[' ]| impoverished. 305:295,37[F ]| "$SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars," 305:295,37[' ]| added he, lowering his voice to$4$ the 305:295,38[' ]| tone becoming so$5#1$ important a subject$0$, 305:295,38[F ]| "knows nothing 305:296,01[F ]| about$4$ it at present$0#1$, and I believe it will$1$ be best to$9$ keep 305:296,02[F ]| it entirely concealed from her as long as may$1$ be. ~~ When 305:296,03[F ]| the marriage takes place$0$, I fear$1$ she must hear of it all." 305:296,04[A ]| "But why should such precaution be used? ~~ Though 305:296,05[A ]| it is not to$9$ be supposed that$3$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars can have the 305:296,06[A ]| smallest satisfaction in$4$ knowing that$3$ her son has money 305:296,07[A ]| enough to$9$ live upon$4$, ~~ for$3$ \that$6#2$\ must be quite out$5$ of the 305:296,08[A ]| question$0$; yet why, after$4$ her late behaviour, is she 305:296,09[A ]| supposed to$9$ feel at all? ~~ she has done with her son, she 305:296,10[A ]| has cast him off for*ever, and has made all those over 305:296,11[A ]| whom$6#1$ she had any influence$0$, cast him off likewise. 305:296,12[A ]| Surely, after$4$ doing so$5#2$, she cannot be imagined liable to$4$ 305:296,13[A ]| any impression of sorrow or of joy on$4$ his account$0$ ~~ 305:296,14[A ]| she cannot be interested in$4$ any*thing that$6#1$ befalls him. ~~ 305:296,15[A ]| She would not be so$5#1$ weak as to$9$ throw$1$ away the comfort$0$ 305:296,16[A ]| of a child, and yet retain the anxiety of a parent!" 305:296,17[F ]| "Ah! $SS#A$Elinor," 305:296,17[' ]| said $SS#F$John, 305:296,17[F ]| "your reasoning is very 305:296,18[F ]| good, but it is founded on$4$ ignorance of human nature. 305:296,19[F ]| When $SS#B$Edward's unhappy match$0$ takes place$0$, depend 305:296,20[F ]| upon$4$ it his mother will$1$ feel as much as if she had never 305:296,21[F ]| discarded him; and therefore every circumstance that$6#1$ 305:296,22[F ]| may$1$ accelerate that$6#2$ dreadful event, must be concealed 305:296,23[F ]| from her as much as possible. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars can never 305:296,24[F ]| forget that$3$ $SS#B$Edward is her son." 305:296,25[A ]| "You surprise$1$ me; I should think it must nearly 305:296,26[A ]| have escaped her memory by$4$ \this\ time." 305:296,27[F ]| "You wrong her exceedingly. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars is one 305:296,28[F ]| of the most affectionate mothers in$4$ the world." 305:296,29[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was silent. 305:296,30[F ]| "We think \now\" ~~ 305:296,30[' ]| said $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood, after$4$ a short 305:296,31[' ]| pause$0$, 305:296,31[F ]| "of \$SS#J$Robert's\ marrying $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton." 305:296,32[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, smiling at the grave$2$ and decisive importance 305:296,33[' ]| of her brother's tone, calmly replied, 305:296,34[A ]| "The lady, I suppose, has no$2$ choice$0$ in$4$ the affair." 305:296,35[F ]| "Choice$0$! ~~ how do you mean$1$?" ~~ 305:296,36[A ]| "I only mean$1$, that$3$ I suppose from your manner of 305:296,37[A ]| speaking, it must be the same to$4$ $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton whether 305:296,38[A ]| she marry $SS#B$Edward or $SS#J$Robert." 305:297,01[F ]| "Certainly, there can be no$2$ difference; for$3$ $SS#J$Robert 305:297,02[F ]| will$1$ now to$4$ all intents and purposes be considered as the 305:297,03[F ]| eldest son; ~~ and as to$4$ any*thing else, they are both 305:297,04[F ]| very agreeable young men, I do not know that$3$ one is 305:297,05[F ]| superior to$4$ the other." 305:297,06[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor said no$2$ more, and $SS#F$John was also for$4$ a short 305:297,07[' ]| time silent. ~~ His reflections ended thus. 305:297,08[F ]| "Of \one\ thing, my dear$2#1$ sister," 305:297,08[' ]| kindly taking her hand$0$, 305:297,09[' ]| and speaking in$4$ an awful whisper$0$ ~~ 305:297,09[F ]| "I may$1$ assure you; ~~ 305:297,10[F ]| and I \will$1$\ do it, because I know it must gratify you. 305:297,11[F ]| I have good reason$0$ to$9$ think ~~ indeed I have it from the 305:297,12[F ]| best authority, or I should not repeat it, for$3$ otherwise it 305:297,13[F ]| would be very wrong to$9$ say any*thing about$4$ it ~~ but 305:297,14[F ]| I have it from the very best authority ~~ not that$3$ I ever 305:297,15[F ]| precisely heard $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars say it herself ~~ but her 305:297,16[F ]| daughter \did\, and I have it from her ~~ That$3$ in$4$ short, 305:297,17[F ]| whatever objections there might be against a certain ~~ 305:297,18[F ]| a certain connection ~~ you understand me ~~ it would 305:297,19[F ]| have been far preferable to$4$ her, it would not have given 305:297,20[F ]| her half the vexation that$6#1$ \this\ does. I was exceedingly 305:297,21[F ]| pleased to$9$ hear that$3$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars considered it in$4$ that$6#2$ 305:297,22[F ]| light$0$ ~~ a very gratifying circumstance you know to$4$ us 305:297,23[F ]| all. 305:297,23@i | ""It would have been beyond$4$ comparison,"" 305:297,23[F ]| she said, 305:297,24@i | ""the least evil of the two, and she would be glad to$9$ 305:297,25@i | compound \now\ for$4$ nothing worse."" 305:297,25[F ]| But however, all 305:297,26[F ]| that$6#2$ is quite out$5$ of the question$0$ ~~ not to$9$ be thought$1$ of 305:297,27[F ]| or mentioned ~~ as to$4$ any attachment you know ~~ it 305:297,28[F ]| never could be ~~ all that$6#2$ is gone by$5$. But I thought$1$ I 305:297,29[F ]| would just$5$ tell you of this, because I knew how much 305:297,30[F ]| it must please you. Not that$3$ you have any reason$0$ to$9$ 305:297,31[F ]| regret$1$, my dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Elinor. There is no$2$ doubt$0$ of your doing 305:297,32[F ]| exceedingly well$5$ ~~ quite as well$5$, or better, perhaps, all 305:297,33[F ]| things considered. Has $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon been with you 305:297,34[F ]| lately?" 305:297,35[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had heard enough, if not to$9$ gratify her vanity, 305:297,36[' ]| and raise her self-importance, to$9$ agitate her nerves and 305:297,37[' ]| fill her mind$0$; ~~ and she was therefore glad to$9$ be spared 305:297,38[' ]| from the necessity of saying much in$4$ reply$0$ herself, and 305:298,01[' ]| from the danger of hearing any*thing more from her 305:298,02[' ]| brother, by$4$ the entrance of $SS#J$Mr%*Robert*Ferrars. After$4$ 305:298,03[' ]| a few moments' chat$0$, $SS#F$John*Dashwood, recollecting that$3$ 305:298,04[' ]| $SS#G$Fanny was yet uninformed of his sister's being$1$ there, 305:298,05[' ]| quitted the room in$4$ quest of her; and $SS#A$Elinor was left 305:298,06[' ]| to$9$ improve her acquaintance with $SS#J$Robert, who$6#1$, by$4$ the 305:298,07[' ]| gay unconcern, the happy self-complacency of his 305:298,08[' ]| manner while$4$ enjoying so$5#1$ unfair a division of his mother's 305:298,09[' ]| love$0$ and liberality, to$4$ the prejudice of his banished 305:298,10[' ]| brother, earned only by$4$ his own$2$ dissipated course$0$ of 305:298,11[' ]| life, and that$6#2$ brother's integrity, was confirming her 305:298,12[' ]| most unfavourable opinion of his head$0$ and heart. 305:298,13[' ]| They had scarcely been two minutes by$4$ themselves, 305:298,14[' ]| before$3$ he began to$9$ speak of $SS#B$Edward; for$3$ he too$5#2$ had 305:298,15[' ]| heard of the living, and was very inquisitive on$4$ the 305:298,16[' ]| subject$0$. $SS#A$Elinor repeated the particulars of it, as she 305:298,17[' ]| had given them to$4$ $SS#F$John; and their effect$0$ on$4$ $SS#J$Robert 305:298,18[' ]| though very different, was not less striking than it had 305:298,19[' ]| been on$4$ \him\. He laughed most immoderately. The 305:298,20[' ]| idea of $SS#B$Edward's being$1$ a clergyman, and living in$4$ a small 305:298,21[' ]| parsonage-house, diverted him beyond$4$ measure$0$; ~~ and 305:298,22[' ]| when to$4$ that$6#2$ was added the fanciful imagery of $SS#B$Edward 305:298,23[' ]| reading prayers in$4$ a white surplice, and publishing the 305:298,24[' ]| banns of marriage between $SS#X$John*Smith and $SS#X$Mary*Brown, 305:298,25[' ]| he could conceive nothing more ridiculous. 305:298,26[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, while$3$ she waited in$4$ silence$0$, and immovable 305:298,27[' ]| gravity, the conclusion of such folly, could not restrain 305:298,28[' ]| her eyes from being$1$ fixed on$4$ him with a look$0$ that$6#1$ spoke 305:298,29[' ]| all the contempt it excited. It was a look$0$, however, 305:298,30[' ]| very well$5$ bestowed, for$3$ it relieved her own$2$ feelings, and 305:298,31[' ]| gave no$2$ intelligence of him. He was recalled from wit 305:298,32[' ]| to$4$ wisdom, not by$4$ any reproof of her's, but by$4$ his own$2$ 305:298,33[' ]| sensibility. 305:298,34[J ]| "We may$1$ treat$1$ it as a joke," 305:298,34[' ]| said he at last$0$, recovering 305:298,35[' ]| from the affected laugh$0$ which$6#1$ had considerably lengthened 305:298,36[' ]| out$5$ the genuine gaiety of the moment ~~ 305:298,36[J ]| "but upon$4$ 305:298,37[J ]| my soul, it is a most serious$2$ business. Poor $SS#B$Edward! he 305:298,38[J ]| is ruined for*ever. I am extremely sorry for$4$ it ~~ for$3$ I 305:299,01[J ]| know him to$9$ be a very good-hearted creature; as well-meaning 305:299,02[J ]| a fellow perhaps, as any in$4$ the world. You 305:299,03[J ]| must not judge$1$ of him, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, from \your\ 305:299,04[J ]| slight$2$ acquaintance. ~~ Poor $SS#B$Edward! ~~ His manners are 305:299,05[J ]| certainly not the happiest in$4$ nature. ~~ But we are not all 305:299,06[J ]| born$1#1$, you know, with the same powers ~~ the same address$0$. ~~ 305:299,07[J ]| Poor fellow! ~~ to$9$ see him in$4$ a circle of strangers! 305:299,08[J ]| ~~ to$9$ be sure it was pitiable enough! ~~ but, upon$4$ my 305:299,09[J ]| soul, I believe he has as good a heart as any in$4$ the 305:299,10[J ]| kingdom; and I declare and protest to$4$ you I never 305:299,11[J ]| was so$5#1$ shocked in$4$ my life, as when it all burst$1$ forth. I 305:299,12[J ]| could not believe it. ~~ My mother was the first person 305:299,13[J ]| who$6#1$ told me of it, and I, feeling myself called on$5$ to$9$ act$1$ 305:299,14[J ]| with resolution, immediately said to$4$ her, ""My dear$2#1$ 305:299,15[J ]| madam, I do not know what you may$1$ intend to$9$ do on$4$ 305:299,16[J ]| the occasion$0$, but as for$4$ myself, I must say, that$3$ if 305:299,17[J ]| $SS#B$Edward does marry this young woman, \I\ never will$1$ see 305:299,18[J ]| him again."" That$6#2$ was what I said immediately, ~~ I was 305:299,19[J ]| most uncommonly shocked indeed! ~~ Poor $SS#B$Edward! ~~ 305:299,20[J ]| he has done for$4$ himself completely ~~ shut himself out$5$ 305:299,21[J ]| for*ever from all decent society! ~~ but, as I directly 305:299,22[J ]| said to$4$ my mother, I am not in$4$ the least surprised at it; 305:299,23[J ]| from his style of education it was always to$9$ be expected. 305:299,24[J ]| My poor mother was half frantic." 305:299,25[A ]| "Have you ever seen the lady?" 305:299,26[J ]| "Yes; once, while$3$ she was staying in$4$ this house, 305:299,27[J ]| I happened to$9$ drop$1$ in$5$ for$4$ ten minutes; and I saw quite 305:299,28[J ]| enough of her. The merest awkward country girl, 305:299,29[J ]| without style, or elegance, and almost without beauty. ~~ 305:299,30[J ]| I remember her perfectly. Just$5$ the kind$0$ of girl I should 305:299,31[J ]| suppose likely to$9$ captivate poor $SS#B$Edward. I offered 305:299,32[J ]| immediately, as soon as my mother related the affair 305:299,33[J ]| to$4$ me, to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ him myself, and dissuade him from the 305:299,34[J ]| match$0$; but it was too$5#1$ late \then\, I found, to$9$ do any*thing, 305:299,35[J ]| for$3$ unluckily, I was not in$4$ the way at first, and knew 305:299,36[J ]| nothing of it till after$3$ the breach had taken place$0$, when 305:299,37[J ]| it was not for$4$ me, you know, to$9$ interfere. But had I 305:299,38[J ]| been informed of it a few hours earlier ~~ I think it is 305:300,01[J ]| most probable ~~ that$3$ something might have been hit 305:300,02[J ]| on$5$. I certainly should have represented it to$4$ $SS#B$Edward 305:300,03[J ]| in$4$ a very strong light$0$. ""My dear$2#1$ fellow,"" I should have 305:300,04[J ]| said, ""consider what you are doing. You are making 305:300,05[J ]| a most disgraceful connection, and such a one as your 305:300,06[J ]| family are unanimous in$4$ disapproving."" I cannot help$1$ 305:300,07[J ]| thinking, in$4$ short, that$3$ means$0$ might have been found. 305:300,08[J ]| But now it is all too$5#1$ late. He must be starved, you 305:300,09[J ]| know; ~~ that$6#2$ is certain; absolutely starved." 305:300,10[' ]| He had just$5$ settled this point$0$ with great composure, 305:300,11[' ]| when the entrance of $SS#G$Mrs%*John*Dashwood put an end$0$ 305:300,12[' ]| to$4$ the subject$0$. But though \she\ never spoke of it out$5$ of 305:300,13[' ]| her own$2$ family, $SS#A$Elinor could see its influence$0$ on$4$ her 305:300,14[' ]| mind$0$, in$4$ the something like$4$ confusion of countenance 305:300,15[' ]| with which$6#1$ she entered, and an attempt$0$ at cordiality in$4$ 305:300,16[' ]| her behaviour to$4$ herself. She even$5$ proceeded so$5#1$ far as 305:300,17[' ]| to$9$ be concerned to$9$ find that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor and her sister were so$5#1$ 305:300,18[' ]| soon to$9$ leave$1$ town, as she had hoped to$9$ see more of 305:300,19[' ]| them; ~~ an exertion in$4$ which$6#1$ her husband, who$6#1$ attended 305:300,20[' ]| her into the room, and hung enamoured over her accents, 305:300,21[' ]| seemed to$9$ distinguish every*thing that$6#1$ was most affectionate 305:300,22[' ]| and graceful. 306:301,01[' ]| One other short call$0$ in$4$ Harley-street, in$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor 306:301,02[' ]| received her brother's congratulations on$4$ their travelling 306:301,03[' ]| so$5#1$ far towards Barton without any expense, and on$4$ 306:301,04[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's being$1$ to$9$ follow them to$4$ Cleveland in$4$ 306:301,05[' ]| a day or two, completed the intercourse of the brother 306:301,06[' ]| and sisters in$4$ town; ~~ and a faint$2$ invitation from $SS#G$Fanny, 306:301,07[' ]| to$9$ come to$4$ Norland whenever it should happen to$9$ be in$4$ 306:301,08[' ]| their way, which$6#1$ of all things was the most unlikely to$9$ 306:301,09[' ]| occur, with a more warm$2$, though less public$2$, assurance, 306:301,10[' ]| from $SS#F$John to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, of the promptitude with which$6#1$ he 306:301,11[' ]| should come to$9$ see her at Delaford, was all that$6#1$ foretold 306:301,12[' ]| any meeting in$4$ the country. 306:301,13[' ]| It amused her to$9$ observe that$3$ all her friends seemed 306:301,14[' ]| determined to$9$ send her to$4$ Delaford; ~~ a place$0$, in$4$ which$6#1$, 306:301,15[' ]| of all others, she would now least chuse to$9$ visit$1$, or wish$1$ 306:301,16[' ]| to$9$ reside; for$3$ not only was it considered as her future 306:301,17[' ]| home by$4$ her brother and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, but even$5$ $SS#Q$Lucy, 306:301,18[' ]| when they parted, gave her a pressing invitation to$9$ visit$1$ 306:301,19[' ]| her there. 306:301,20[' ]| Very early in$4$ April, and tolerably early in$4$ the day, 306:301,21[' ]| the two parties from Hanover-square and Berkeley-street 306:301,22[' ]| set$1$ out$5$ from their respective homes, to$9$ meet$1$, by$4$ appointment, 306:301,23[' ]| on$4$ the road. For$4$ the convenience of $SS#O$Charlotte 306:301,24[' ]| and her child, they were to$9$ be more than two days on$4$ 306:301,25[' ]| their journey, and $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer, travelling more expeditiously 306:301,26[' ]| with $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, was to$9$ join them at 306:301,27[' ]| Cleveland soon after$4$ their arrival. 306:301,28[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, few as had been her hours of comfort$0$ in$4$ 306:301,29[' ]| London, and eager as she had long been to$9$ quit it, could 306:301,30[' ]| not, when it came to$4$ the point$0$, bid adieu to$4$ the house 306:301,31[' ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ she had for$4$ the last$2$ time enjoyed those hopes$0$, 306:301,32[' ]| and that$6#2$ confidence, in$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, which$6#1$ were now 306:301,33[' ]| extinguished for*ever, without great pain$0$. Nor could she 306:302,01[' ]| leave$1$ the place$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#R$Willoughby remained, busy in$4$ 306:302,02[' ]| new engagements, and new schemes, in$4$ which$6#1$ \she\ could 306:302,03[' ]| have no$2$ share$0$, without shedding many tears. 306:302,04[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's satisfaction at the moment of removal, was 306:302,05[' ]| more positive. She had no$2$ such object$0$ for$4$ her lingering 306:302,06[' ]| thoughts to$9$ fix on$4$, she left no$2$ creature behind, from 306:302,07[' ]| whom$6#1$ it would give her a moment's regret$0$ to$9$ be divided 306:302,08[' ]| for*ever, she was pleased to$9$ be free herself from the 306:302,09[' ]| persecution of $SS#Q$Lucy's friendship, she was grateful for$4$ 306:302,10[' ]| bringing her sister away unseen by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby since 306:302,11[' ]| his marriage, and she looked forward$5$ with hope$0$ to$4$ what 306:302,12[' ]| a few months of tranquillity at Barton might do towards 306:302,13[' ]| restoring $SS#C$Marianne's peace of mind$0$, and confirming her 306:302,14[' ]| own$2$. 306:302,15[' ]| Their journey was safely performed. The second$2$ day 306:302,16[' ]| brought them into the cherished, or the prohibited, 306:302,17[' ]| county of Somerset, for$3$ as such was it dwelt on$5$ by$4$ turns$0$ 306:302,18[' ]| in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's imagination; and in$4$ the forenoon of the 306:302,19[' ]| third they drove up$5$ to$4$ Cleveland. 306:302,20[' ]| Cleveland was a spacious, modern-built house, situated 306:302,21[' ]| on$4$ a sloping lawn. It had no$2$ park, but the pleasure-grounds 306:302,22[' ]| were tolerably extensive; and like$4$ every other 306:302,23[' ]| place$0$ of the same degree of importance, it had its open$2$ 306:302,24[' ]| shrubbery, and closer wood walk$0$, a road of smooth$2$ gravel 306:302,25[' ]| winding round$4$ a plantation, led to$4$ the front$0$, the lawn 306:302,26[' ]| was dotted over with timber, the house itself was under 306:302,27[' ]| the guardianship of the fir, the mountain-ash, and the 306:302,28[' ]| acacia, and a thick screen of them altogether, interspersed 306:302,29[' ]| with tall Lombardy poplars, shut out$5$ the offices. 306:302,30[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne entered the house with an heart swelling 306:302,31[' ]| with emotion from the consciousness of being$1$ only eighty 306:302,32[' ]| miles from Barton, and not thirty from Combe*Magna; 306:302,33[' ]| and before$3$ she had been five minutes within its walls, 306:302,34[' ]| while$3$ the others were busily helping $SS#O$Charlotte shew$1$ her 306:302,35[' ]| child to$4$ the housekeeper, she quitted it again, stealing 306:302,36[' ]| away through$4$ the winding shrubberies, now just$5$ 306:302,37[' ]| beginning to$9$ be in$4$ beauty, to$9$ gain$1$ a distant eminence; 306:302,38[' ]| where, from its Grecian temple, her eye, wandering over 306:303,01[' ]| a wide tract of country to$4$ the south-east, could fondly 306:303,02[' ]| rest$1$ on$4$ the farthest ridge of hills in$4$ the horizon, and 306:303,03[' ]| fancy$1$ that$3$ from their summits Combe*Magna might be 306:303,04[' ]| seen. 306:303,05[' ]| In$4$ such moments of precious, of invaluable misery, 306:303,06[' ]| she rejoiced in$4$ tears of agony to$9$ be at Cleveland; and as 306:303,07[' ]| she returned by$4$ a different circuit to$4$ the house, feeling 306:303,08[' ]| all the happy privilege of country liberty, of wandering 306:303,09[' ]| from place$0$ to$4$ place$0$ in$4$ free and luxurious solitude, she 306:303,10[' ]| resolved to$9$ spend almost every hour of every day while$3$ 306:303,11[' ]| she remained with the $SS#N1$Palmers, in$4$ the indulgence of 306:303,12[' ]| such solitary rambles. 306:303,13[' ]| She returned just$5$ in$4$ time to$9$ join the others as they 306:303,14[' ]| quitted the house, on$4$ an excursion through$4$ its more 306:303,15[' ]| immediate premises; and the rest$0#1$ of the morning was 306:303,16[' ]| easily whiled away, in$4$ lounging round$4$ the kitchen garden, 306:303,17[' ]| examining the bloom upon$4$ its walls, and listening to$4$ 306:303,18[' ]| the gardener's lamentations upon$4$ blights, ~~ in$4$ dawdling 306:303,19[' ]| through$4$ the green-house, where the loss of her favourite$2$ 306:303,20[' ]| plants, unwarily exposed, and nipped by$4$ the lingering 306:303,21[' ]| frost, raised the laughter of $SS#O$Charlotte, ~~ and in$4$ visiting 306:303,22[' ]| her poultry-yard, where, in$4$ the disappointed hopes$0$ of 306:303,23[' ]| her dairy-maid, by$4$ hens forsaking their nests, or being$1$ 306:303,24[' ]| stolen by$4$ a fox, or in$4$ the rapid decease of a promising 306:303,25[' ]| young brood, she found fresh sources of merriment. 306:303,26[' ]| The morning was fine and dry$2$, and $SS#C$Marianne, in$4$ her 306:303,27[' ]| plan of employment abroad, had not calculated for$4$ any 306:303,28[' ]| change$0$ of weather during their stay$0$ at Cleveland. With 306:303,29[' ]| great surprise$0$ therefore, did she find herself prevented by$4$ 306:303,30[' ]| a settled rain$0$ from going out$5$ again after$4$ dinner. She 306:303,31[' ]| had depended on$4$ a twilight walk$0$ to$4$ the Grecian temple, 306:303,32[' ]| and perhaps all over the grounds, and an evening merely 306:303,33[' ]| cold$2$ or damp$2$ would not have deterred her from it; but 306:303,34[' ]| an heavy and settled rain$0$ even$5$ \she\ could not fancy$1$ dry$2$ 306:303,35[' ]| or pleasant weather for$4$ walking. 306:303,36[' ]| Their party was small, and the hours passed quietly 306:303,37[' ]| away. $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer had her child, and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 306:303,38[' ]| her carpet-work; they talked of the friends they had 306:304,01[' ]| left behind, arranged $SS#M$Lady*Middleton's engagements, 306:304,02[' ]| and wondered whether $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 306:304,03[' ]| would get farther than Reading that$6#2$ night. $SS#A$Elinor, 306:304,04[' ]| however little concerned in$4$ it, joined in$4$ their discourse, 306:304,05[' ]| and $SS#C$Marianne, who$6#1$ had the knack of finding her way 306:304,06[' ]| in$4$ every house to$4$ the library, however it might be 306:304,07[' ]| avoided by$4$ the family in$4$ general$0$, soon procured herself 306:304,08[' ]| a book. 306:304,09[' ]| Nothing was wanting on$4$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's side$0$ that$6#1$ constant 306:304,10[' ]| and friendly good-humour could do, to$9$ make$1$ them 306:304,11[' ]| feel themselves welcome$2$. The openness and heartiness 306:304,12[' ]| of her manner, more than atoned for$4$ that$6#2$ want$0$ of 306:304,13[' ]| recollection and elegance, which$6#1$ made her often deficient 306:304,14[' ]| in$4$ the forms of politeness; her kindness, recommended 306:304,15[' ]| by$4$ so$5#1$ pretty$2$ a face$0$, was engaging; her folly, though 306:304,16[' ]| evident, was not disgusting, because it was not conceited; 306:304,17[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor could have forgiven every*thing but 306:304,18[' ]| her laugh$0$. 306:304,19[' ]| The two gentlemen arrived the next day to$4$ a very late 306:304,20[' ]| dinner, affording a pleasant enlargement of the party, 306:304,21[' ]| and a very welcome$2$ variety to$4$ their conversation, which$6#1$ 306:304,22[' ]| a long morning of the same continued rain$0$ had reduced 306:304,23[' ]| very low. 306:304,24[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had seen so$5#1$ little of $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer, and in$4$ that$6#2$ 306:304,25[' ]| little had seen so$5#1$ much variety in$4$ his address$0$ to$4$ her sister 306:304,26[' ]| and herself, that$3$ she knew not what to$9$ expect to$9$ find 306:304,27[' ]| him in$4$ his own$2$ family. She found him, however, perfectly 306:304,28[' ]| the gentleman in$4$ his behaviour to$4$ all his visitors, 306:304,29[' ]| and only occasionally rude to$4$ his wife and her mother; 306:304,30[' ]| she found him very capable of being$1$ a pleasant companion, 306:304,31[' ]| and only prevented from being$1$ so$5#2$ always, by$4$ 306:304,32[' ]| too$5#1$ great an aptitude to$9$ fancy$1$ himself as much superior 306:304,33[' ]| to$4$ people in$4$ general$0$, as he must feel himself to$9$ be to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 306:304,34[' ]| and $SS#O$Charlotte. For$4$ the rest$0#1$ of his character 306:304,35[' ]| and habits, they were marked, as far as $SS#A$Elinor could 306:304,36[' ]| perceive, with no$2$ traits at all unusual in$4$ his sex and 306:304,37[' ]| time of life. He was nice in$4$ his eating, uncertain in$4$ his 306:304,38[' ]| hours; fond of his child, though affecting to$9$ slight$1$ it; 306:305,01[' ]| and idled away the mornings at billiards, which$6#1$ ought 306:305,02[' ]| to$9$ have been devoted to$4$ business. She liked him, 306:305,03[' ]| however, upon$4$ the whole$0$ much better than she had 306:305,04[' ]| expected, and in$4$ her heart was not sorry that$3$ she could 306:305,05[' ]| like$1$ him no$2$ more; ~~ not sorry to$9$ be driven by$4$ the 306:305,06[' ]| observation of his Epicurism, his selfishness, and his 306:305,07[' ]| conceit, to$9$ rest$1$ with complacency on$4$ the remembrance 306:305,08[' ]| of $SS#B$Edward's generous temper, simple$2$ taste, and diffident 306:305,09[' ]| feelings. 306:305,10[' ]| Of $SS#B$Edward, or at least of some of his concerns$0$, she 306:305,11[' ]| now received intelligence from $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, who$6#1$ 306:305,12[' ]| had been into Dorsetshire lately; and who$6#1$, treating 306:305,13[' ]| her at once as the disinterested friend of $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars, and 306:305,14[' ]| the kind$2$ confidante of himself, talked to$4$ her a great deal$0$ 306:305,15[' ]| of the Parsonage at Delaford, described its deficiencies, 306:305,16[' ]| and told her what he meant to$9$ do himself towards 306:305,17[' ]| removing them. ~~ His behaviour to$4$ her in$4$ this, as well$5$ 306:305,18[' ]| as in$4$ every other particular, his open$2$ pleasure in$4$ meeting 306:305,19[' ]| her after$4$ an absence of only ten days, his readiness to$9$ 306:305,20[' ]| converse with her, and his deference for$4$ her opinion, 306:305,21[' ]| might very well$5$ justify $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's persuasion of his 306:305,22[' ]| attachment, and would have been enough, perhaps, 306:305,23[' ]| had not $SS#A$Elinor still$5$, as from the first, believed $SS#C$Marianne 306:305,24[' ]| his real favourite$0$, to$9$ make$1$ her suspect it herself. But 306:305,25[' ]| as it was, such a notion had scarcely ever entered her 306:305,26[' ]| head$0$, except by$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's suggestion; and she 306:305,27[' ]| could not help$1$ believing herself the nicest observer of 306:305,28[' ]| the two; ~~ she watched his eyes, while$3$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 306:305,29[' ]| thought$1$ only of his behaviour; ~~ and while$3$ his looks$0$ of 306:305,30[' ]| anxious solicitude on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's feeling, in$4$ her head$0$ 306:305,31[' ]| and throat, the beginning of an heavy cold$0$, because 306:305,32[' ]| unexpressed by$4$ words, entirely escaped the latter lady's 306:305,33[' ]| observation; ~~ \she\ could discover in$4$ them the quick$2$ 306:305,34[' ]| feelings, and needless alarm$0$ of a lover. 306:305,35[' ]| Two delightful twilight walks$0$ on$4$ the third and fourth 306:305,36[' ]| evenings of her being$1$ there, not merely on$4$ the dry$2$ gravel 306:305,37[' ]| of the shrubbery, but all over the grounds, and especially 306:305,38[' ]| in$4$ the most distant parts of them, where there was something 306:306,01[' ]| more of wildness than in$4$ the rest$0#1$, where the 306:306,02[' ]| trees were the oldest, and the grass was the longest and 306:306,03[' ]| wettest, had ~~ assisted by$4$ the still$5$ greater imprudence 306:306,04[' ]| of sitting in$4$ her wet$2$ shoes and stockings ~~ given $SS#C$Marianne 306:306,05[' ]| a cold$0$ so$5#1$ violent, as, though for$4$ a day or two trifled with 306:306,06[' ]| or denied, would force$1$ itself by$4$ increasing ailments, on$4$ 306:306,07[' ]| the concern$0$ of every*body, and the notice$0$ of herself. 306:306,08[' ]| Prescriptions poured in$5$ from all quarters, and as usual, 306:306,09[' ]| were all declined. Though heavy and feverish, with 306:306,10[' ]| a pain$0$ in$4$ her limbs, a cough, and a sore throat, a good 306:306,11[' ]| night's rest$0#2$ was to$9$ cure$1$ her entirely; and it was with 306:306,12[' ]| difficulty that$3$ $SS#A$Elinor prevailed on$4$ her, when she went 306:306,13[' ]| to$4$ bed, to$9$ try one or two of the simplest of the remedies. 307:307,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne got up$5$ the next morning at her usual time; 307:307,02[' ]| to$4$ every inquiry replied that$3$ she was better, and tried to$9$ 307:307,03[' ]| prove herself so$5#2$, by$4$ engaging in$4$ her accustomary employments. 307:307,04[' ]| But a day spent in$4$ sitting shivering over the 307:307,05[' ]| fire$0$ with a book in$4$ her hand$0$, which$6#1$ she was unable to$9$ 307:307,06[' ]| read, or in$4$ lying, weary and languid, on$4$ a sofa, did not 307:307,07[' ]| speak much in$4$ favour$0$ of her amendment; and when, 307:307,08[' ]| at last$0$, she went early to$4$ bed, more and more indisposed, 307:307,09[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon was only astonished at her sister's 307:307,10[' ]| composure, who$6#1$, though attending and nursing her the 307:307,11[' ]| whole$2$ day, against $SS#C$Marianne's inclination, and forcing 307:307,12[' ]| proper medicines on$4$ her at night, trusted, like$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, 307:307,13[' ]| to$4$ the certainty and efficacy of sleep$0$, and felt no$2$ real 307:307,14[' ]| alarm$0$. 307:307,15[' ]| A very restless and feverish night, however, disappointed 307:307,16[' ]| the expectation of both; and when $SS#C$Marianne, 307:307,17[' ]| after$4$ persisting in$4$ rising, confessed herself unable to$9$ sit 307:307,18[' ]| up$5$, and returned voluntarily to$4$ her bed, $SS#A$Elinor was very 307:307,19[' ]| ready to$9$ adopt $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's advice, of sending for$4$ 307:307,20[' ]| the $SS#N1$Palmers' apothecary. 307:307,21[' ]| He came, examined his patient, and though encouraging 307:307,22[' ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood to$9$ expect that$3$ a very few days 307:307,23[' ]| would restore her sister to$4$ health, yet, by$4$ pronouncing 307:307,24[' ]| her disorder to$9$ have a putrid tendency, and allowing the 307:307,25[' ]| word 307:307,25[W ]| "infection" 307:307,25[' ]| to$9$ pass$1$ his lips, gave instant$2$ alarm$0$ 307:307,26[' ]| to$4$ $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer on$4$ her baby's account$0$. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 307:307,27[' ]| who$6#1$ had been inclined from the first to$9$ think $SS#C$Marianne's 307:307,28[' ]| complaint more serious$2$ than $SS#A$Elinor, now looked very 307:307,29[' ]| grave$2$ on$4$ $SS#W$Mr%*Harris's report$0$, and confirming $SS#O$Charlotte's 307:307,30[' ]| fears and caution$0$, urged the necessity of her immediate 307:307,31[' ]| removal with her infant; and $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer, though 307:307,32[' ]| treating their apprehensions as idle, found the anxiety 307:307,33[' ]| and importunity of his wife too$5#1$ great to$9$ be withstood. 307:308,01[' ]| Her departure therefore was fixed on$5$; and, within an 307:308,02[' ]| hour after$4$ $SS#W$Mr%*Harris's arrival, she set$1$ off, with her 307:308,03[' ]| little boy and his nurse$0$, for$4$ the house of a near$2$ relation 307:308,04[' ]| of $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer's, who$6#1$ lived a few miles on$4$ the other side$0$ 307:308,05[' ]| of Bath$0#1$; whither her husband promised, at her earnest 307:308,06[' ]| entreaty, to$9$ join her in$4$ a day or two; and whither she 307:308,07[' ]| was almost equally urgent with her mother to$9$ accompany 307:308,08[' ]| her. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, however, with a kindness of 307:308,09[' ]| heart which$6#1$ made $SS#A$Elinor really love$1$ her, declared her 307:308,10[' ]| resolution of not stirring from Cleveland as long as 307:308,11[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne remained ill, and of endeavouring, by$4$ her own$2$ 307:308,12[' ]| attentive care$0$, to$9$ supply$1$ to$4$ her the place$0$ of the mother 307:308,13[' ]| she had taken her from; and $SS#A$Elinor found her on$4$ every 307:308,14[' ]| occasion$0$ a most willing and active helpmate, desirous 307:308,15[' ]| to$9$ share$1$ in$4$ all her fatigues$0$, and often by$4$ her better 307:308,16[' ]| experience$0$ in$4$ nursing, of material$2$ use$0$. 307:308,17[' ]| Poor $SS#C$Marianne, languid and low from the nature of 307:308:18[' ]| her malady, and feeling herself universally ill, could no$2$ 307:308,19[' ]| longer hope$1$ that$3$ to-morrow would find her recovered; 307:308,20[' ]| and the idea of what to-morrow would have produced, 307:308,21[' ]| but for$4$ this unlucky illness, made every ailment more 307:308,22[' ]| severe; for$3$ on$4$ that$6#2$ day they were to$9$ have begun their 307:308,23[' ]| journey home; and, attended the whole$2$ way by$4$ a servant 307:308,24[' ]| of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, were to$9$ have taken their mother 307:308,25[' ]| by$4$ surprise$0$ on$4$ the following forenoon. The little that$6#1$ 307:308,26[' ]| she said, was all in$4$ lamentation of this inevitable delay$0$; 307:308,27[' ]| though $SS#A$Elinor tried to$9$ raise her spirits, and make$1$ her 307:308,28[' ]| believe, as she \then\ really believed herself, that$3$ it would 307:308,29[' ]| be a very short one. 307:308,30[' ]| The next day produced little or no$2$ alteration in$4$ the 307:308,31[' ]| state$0$ of the patient; she certainly was not better, and 307:308,32[' ]| except that$3$ there was no$2$ amendment, did not appear 307:308,33[' ]| worse. Their party was now farther reduced; for$3$ 307:308,34[' ]| $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer, though very unwilling to$9$ go, as well$5$ from 307:308,35[' ]| real humanity and good-nature, as from a dislike$0$ of 307:308,36[' ]| appearing to$9$ be frightened away by$4$ his wife, was persuaded 307:308,37[' ]| at last$0$ by$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon to$9$ perform his promise$0$ 307:308,38[' ]| of following her; and while$3$ he was preparing to$9$ go, 307:309,01[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon himself, with a much greater exertion, 307:309,02[' ]| began to$9$ talk$1$ of going likewise. ~~ Here, however, the 307:309,03[' ]| kindness of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings interposed most acceptably; 307:309,04[' ]| for$3$ 307:309,04@k | to$9$ send the $SS#H$Colonel away while$3$ his love$0$ was in$4$ so$5#1$ 307:309,05@k | much uneasiness on$4$ her sister's account$0$, would be to$9$ 307:309,06@k | deprive them both, 307:309,06[' ]| she thought$1$, 307:309,06@k | of every comfort$0$; 307:309,06[' ]| and 307:309,07[' ]| therefore telling him at once that$3$ 307:309,07@k | his stay$0$ at Cleveland 307:309,08@k | was necessary to$4$ herself, that$3$ she should want$1$ him to$9$ 307:309,09@k | play$1$ at piquet of an evening, while$3$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood was 307:309,10@k | above$5$ with her sister, 307:309,10[' ]| &c% she urged him so$5#1$ strongly 307:309,11[' ]| to$9$ remain, that$3$ he, who$6#1$ was gratifying the first wish$0$ 307:309,12[' ]| of his own$2$ heart by$4$ a compliance, could not long even$5$ 307:309,13[' ]| affect to$9$ demur; especially as $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's entreaty 307:309,14[' ]| was warmly seconded by$4$ $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer, who$6#1$ seemed to$9$ feel 307:309,15[' ]| a relief to$4$ himself, in$4$ leaving behind him a person so$5#1$ well$5$ 307:309,16[' ]| able to$9$ assist or advise $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood in$4$ any emergence. 307:309,17[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was of course$8$ kept in$4$ ignorance of all these 307:309,18[' ]| arrangements. She knew not that$3$ she had been the 307:309,19[' ]| means$0$ of sending the owners of Cleveland away, in$4$ 307:309,20[' ]| about$4$ seven days from the time of their arrival. It gave 307:309,21[' ]| her no$2$ surprise$0$ that$3$ she saw nothing of $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer; 307:309,22[' ]| and as it gave her likewise no$2$ concern$0$, she never mentioned 307:309,23[' ]| her name$0$. 307:309,24[' ]| Two days passed away from the time of $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer's 307:309,25[' ]| departure, and her situation continued, with little variation, 307:309,26[' ]| the same. $SS#W$Mr%*Harris, who$6#1$ attended her every day, 307:309,27[' ]| still$5$ talked boldly of a speedy recovery, and $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood 307:309,28[' ]| was equally sanguine; but the expectation of 307:309,29[' ]| the others was by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ so$5#1$ cheerful. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 307:309,30[' ]| had determined very early in$4$ the seisure that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne 307:309,31[' ]| would never get over it, and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, who$6#1$ was 307:309,32[' ]| chiefly of use$0$ in$4$ listening to$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's forebodings, 307:309,33[' ]| was not in$4$ a state$0$ of mind$0$ to$9$ resist their influence$0$. He 307:309,34[' ]| tried to$9$ reason$1$ himself out$5$ of fears, which$6#1$ the different 307:309,35[' ]| judgment of the apothecary seemed to$9$ render absurd; 307:309,36[' ]| but the many hours of each day in$4$ which$6#1$ he was left 307:309,37[' ]| entirely alone, were but too$5#1$ favourable for$4$ the admission 307:309,38[' ]| of every melancholy$2$ idea, and he could not expel from 307:310,01[' ]| his mind$0$ the persuasion that$3$ he should see $SS#C$Marianne no$2$ 307:310,02[' ]| more. 307:310,03[' ]| On$4$ the morning of the third day however, the gloomy 307:310,04[' ]| anticipations of both were almost done away; for$3$ when 307:310,05[' ]| $SS#W$Mr%*Harris arrived, he declared his patient materially 307:310,06[' ]| better. Her pulse was much stronger, and every symptom 307:310,07[' ]| more favourable than on$4$ the preceding visit$0$. 307:310,08[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, confirmed in$4$ every pleasant hope$0$, was all cheerfulness; 307:310,09[' ]| rejoicing that$3$ in$4$ her letters to$4$ her mother, she 307:310,10[' ]| had pursued her own$2$ judgment rather than her friend's, 307:310,11[' ]| in$4$ making very light$2$ of the indisposition which$6#1$ delayed 307:310,12[' ]| them at Cleveland; and almost fixing on$4$ the time when 307:310,13[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne would be able to$9$ travel. 307:310,14[' ]| But the day did not close$1$ so$5#1$ auspiciously as it began. ~~ 307:310,15[' ]| Towards the evening, $SS#C$Marianne became ill again, 307:310,16[' ]| growing more heavy, restless, and uncomfortable than 307:310,17[' ]| before$5$. Her sister, however, still$5$ sanguine, was willing 307:310,18[' ]| to$9$ attribute the change$0$ to$4$ nothing more than the fatigue$0$ 307:310,19[' ]| of having sat up$5$ to$9$ have her bed made; and carefully 307:310,20[' ]| administering the cordials prescribed, saw her with 307:310,21[' ]| satisfaction sink at last$0$ into a slumber$0$, from which$6#1$ she 307:310,22[' ]| expected the most beneficial effects. Her sleep$0$, though 307:310,23[' ]| not so$5#1$ quiet$2$ as $SS#A$Elinor wished to$9$ see it, lasted a considerable 307:310,24[' ]| time; and anxious to$9$ observe the result$0$ of it 307:310,25[' ]| herself, she resolved to$9$ sit with her during the whole$0$ of 307:310,26[' ]| it. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, knowing nothing of any change$0$ in$4$ 307:310,27[' ]| the patient, went unusually early to$4$ bed; her maid, who$6#1$ 307:310,28[' ]| was one of the principal$2$ nurses, was recreating herself 307:310,29[' ]| in$4$ the housekeeper's room, and $SS#A$Elinor remained alone 307:310,30[' ]| with $SS#C$Marianne. 307:310,31[' ]| The repose of the latter became more and more disturbed; 307:310,32[' ]| and her sister, who$6#1$ watched with unremitting 307:310,33[' ]| attention her continual change$0$ of posture, and heard 307:310,34[' ]| the frequent but inarticulate sounds$0$ of complaint which$6#1$ 307:310,35[' ]| passed her lips, was almost wishing to$9$ rouse her from 307:310,36[' ]| so$5#1$ painful a slumber$0$, when $SS#C$Marianne, suddenly awakened 307:310,37[' ]| by$4$ some accidental noise in$4$ the house, started 307:310,38[' ]| hastily up$5$, and with feverish wildness, cried out$5$ ~~ 307:311,01[C ]| "Is mama coming? ~~" 307:311,02[A ]| "Not yet," 307:311,02[' ]| replied the other, concealing her terror, 307:311,03[' ]| and assisting $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ lie$1$ down$5$ again, 307:311,03[A ]| "but she will$1$ 307:311,04[A ]| be here, I hope$1$, before$3$ it is long. It is a great way, you 307:311,05[A ]| know, from hence to$4$ Barton." 307:311,06[C ]| "But she must not go round$5$ by$4$ London," 307:311,06[' ]| cried 307:311,07[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, in$4$ the same hurried manner, 307:311,07[C ]| "I shall never 307:311,08[C ]| see her, if she goes by$4$ London." 307:311,09[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor perceived with alarm$0$ that$3$ she was not quite 307:311,10[' ]| herself, and while$4$ attempting to$9$ sooth her, eagerly felt 307:311,11[' ]| her pulse. It was lower$2$ and quicker than ever! and 307:311,12[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, still$5$ talking wildly of mama, her alarm$0$ increased 307:311,13[' ]| so$5#1$ rapidly, as to$9$ determine her on$4$ sending 307:311,14[' ]| instantly for$4$ $SS#W$Mr%*Harris, and dispatching a messenger 307:311,15[' ]| to$4$ Barton for$4$ her mother. To$9$ consult with $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 307:311,16[' ]| on$4$ the best means$0$ of effecting the latter, was 307:311,17[' ]| a thought$0$ which$6#1$ immediately followed the resolution of 307:311,18[' ]| its performance; and as soon as she had rung up$5$ the 307:311,19[' ]| maid to$9$ take her place$0$ by$4$ her sister, she hastened down$5$ 307:311,20[' ]| to$4$ the drawing-room, where she knew he was generally 307:311,21[' ]| to$9$ be found at a much later hour than the present$0#1$. 307:311,22[' ]| It was no$2$ time for$4$ hesitation. Her fears and her 307:311,23[' ]| difficulties were immediately before$4$ him. Her fears, he 307:311,24[' ]| had no$2$ courage, no$2$ confidence to$9$ attempt$1$ the removal 307:311,25[' ]| of; ~~ he listened to$4$ them in$4$ silent despondence; ~~ but 307:311,26[' ]| her difficulties were instantly obviated, for$3$ with a readiness 307:311,27[' ]| that$6#1$ seemed to$9$ speak the occasion$0$, and the service 307:311,28[' ]| pre-arranged in$4$ his mind$0$, he offered himself as the 307:311,29[' ]| messenger who$6#1$ should fetch $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood. $SS#A$Elinor 307:311,30[' ]| made no$2$ resistance that$6#1$ was not easily overcome. She 307:311,31[' ]| thanked him with brief, though fervent gratitude, and 307:311,32[' ]| while$3$ he went to$9$ hurry$1$ off his servant with a message 307:311,33[' ]| to$4$ $SS#W$Mr%*Harris, and an order for$4$ post-horses directly, she 307:311,34[' ]| wrote a few lines to$4$ her mother. 307:311,35[' ]| The comfort$0$ of such a friend at that$6#2$ moment as 307:311,36[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon ~~ of such a companion for$4$ her mother, ~~ 307:311,37[' ]| how gratefully was it felt! ~~a companion whose$6#1$ judgment 307:311,38[' ]| would guide$1$, whose$6#1$ attendance must relieve, and 307:312,01[' ]| whose$6#1$ friendship might sooth her! ~~ as far as the shock$0$ 307:312,02[' ]| of such a summons \could\ be lessened to$4$ her, his presence, 307:312,03[' ]| his manners, his assistance, would lessen it. 307:312,04[' ]| \He\, meanwhile, whatever he might feel, acted with 307:312,05[' ]| all the firmness of a collected mind$0$, made every necessary 307:312,06[' ]| arrangement with the utmost dispatch, and calculated 307:312,07[' ]| with exactness the time in$4$ which$6#1$ she might look$1$ for$4$ his 307:312,08[' ]| return$0$. Not a moment was lost in$4$ delay$0$ of any kind$0$. 307:312,09[' ]| The horses arrived, even$5$ before$3$ they were expected, 307:312,10[' ]| and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon only pressing her hand$0$ with a 307:312,11[' ]| look$0$ of solemnity, and a few words spoken too$5#1$ low 307:312,12[' ]| to$9$ reach$1$ her ear, hurried into the carriage. It 307:312,13[' ]| was then about$4$ twelve o'clock, and she returned to$4$ 307:312,14[' ]| her sister's apartment to$9$ wait for$4$ the arrival of the 307:312,15[' ]| apothecary, and to$9$ watch$1$ by$4$ her the rest$0#1$ of the night. 307:312,16[' ]| It was a night of almost equal$2$ suffering to$4$ both. Hour 307:312,17[' ]| after$4$ hour passed away in$4$ sleepless pain$0$ and delirium on$4$ 307:312,18[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's side$0$, and in$4$ the most cruel anxiety on$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's, 307:312,19[' ]| before$3$ $SS#W$Mr%*Harris appeared. Her apprehensions once 307:312,20[' ]| raised, paid by$4$ their excess for$4$ all her former security; 307:312,21[' ]| and the servant who$6#1$ sat up$5$ with her, for$3$ she would not 307:312,22[' ]| allow $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings to$9$ be called, only tortured her more, 307:312,23[' ]| by$4$ hints of what her mistress had always thought$1$. 307:312,24[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's ideas were still$5$, at intervals, fixed incoherently 307:312,25[' ]| on$4$ her mother, and whenever she mentioned 307:312,26[' ]| her name$0$, it gave a pang to$4$ the heart of poor $SS#A$Elinor, 307:312,27[' ]| who$6#1$, reproaching herself for$4$ having trifled with so$5#1$ many 307:312,28[' ]| days of illness, and wretched for$4$ some immediate relief, 307:312,29[' ]| fancied that$3$ all relief might soon be in$4$ vain, that$3$ every*thing 307:312,30[' ]| had been delayed too$5#1$ long, and pictured to$4$ herself 307:312,31[' ]| her suffering mother arriving too$5#1$ late to$9$ see this darling 307:312,32[' ]| child, or to$9$ see her rational. 307:312,33[' ]| She was on$4$ the point$0$ of sending again for$4$ $SS#W$Mr%*Harris, 307:312,34[' ]| or if \he\ could not come, for$4$ some other advice, when the 307:312,35[' ]| former ~~ but not till after$4$ five o'clock ~~ arrived. His 307:312,36[' ]| opinion, however, made some little amends for$4$ his delay$0$, 307:312,37[' ]| for$3$ though acknowledging a very unexpected and unpleasant 307:312,38[' ]| alteration in$4$ his patient, he would not allow 307:313,01[' ]| the danger to$9$ be material$2$, and talked of the relief which$6#1$ 307:313,02[' ]| a fresh mode of treatment must procure, with a confidence 307:313,03[' ]| which$6#1$, in$4$ a lesser degree, was communicated to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. 307:313,04[' ]| He promised to$9$ call$1$ again in$4$ the course$0$ of three or four 307:313,05[' ]| hours, and left both the patient and her anxious attendant 307:313,06[' ]| more composed than he had found them. 307:313,07[' ]| With strong concern$0$, and with many reproaches for$4$ 307:313,08[' ]| not being$1$ called to$4$ their aid, did $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings hear in$4$ 307:313,09[' ]| the morning of what had passed. Her former apprehensions, 307:313,10[' ]| now with greater reason$0$ restored, left her no$2$ 307:313,11[' ]| doubt$0$ of the event; and though trying to$9$ speak comfort$0$ 307:313,12[' ]| to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, her conviction of her sister's danger would 307:313,13[' ]| not allow her to$9$ offer$1$ the comfort$0$ of hope$0$. Her heart 307:313,14[' ]| was really grieved. The rapid decay, the early death 307:313,15[' ]| of a girl so$5#1$ young, so$5#1$ lovely as $SS#C$Marianne, must have 307:313,16[' ]| struck a less interested person with concern$0$. On$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 307:313,17[' ]| compassion she had other claims. She had 307:313,18[' ]| been for$4$ three months her companion, was still$5$ under 307:313,19[' ]| her care$0$, and she was known to$9$ have been greatly injured, 307:313,20[' ]| and long unhappy. The distress$0$ of her sister too$5#2$, particularly 307:313,21[' ]| a favourite$0$, was before$4$ her; ~~ and as for$4$ their 307:313,22[' ]| mother, when $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings considered that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne 307:313,23[' ]| might probably be to$4$ \her\ what $SS#O$Charlotte was to$4$ herself, 307:313,24[' ]| her sympathy in$4$ \her\ sufferings was very sincere. 307:313,25[' ]| $SS#W$Mr%*Harris was punctual in$4$ his second$2$ visit$0$; ~~ but 307:313,26[' ]| he came to$9$ be disappointed in$4$ his hopes$0$ of what the last$0$ 307:313,27[' ]| would produce. His medicines had failed; ~~ the fever 307:313,28[' ]| was unabated; and $SS#C$Marianne only more quiet$2$ ~~ not 307:313,29[' ]| more herself ~~ remained in$4$ an heavy stupor. $SS#A$Elinor, 307:313,30[' ]| catching all, and more than all, his fears in$4$ a moment, 307:313,31[' ]| proposed to$9$ call$1$ in$5$ farther advice. But he judged it 307:313,32[' ]| unnecessary; he had still$5$ something more to$9$ try, some 307:313,33[' ]| fresh application, of whose$6#1$ success he was almost as 307:313,34[' ]| confident as the last$0$, and his visit$0$ concluded with 307:313,35[' ]| encouraging assurances which$6#1$ reached the ear, but 307:313,36[' ]| could not enter the heart, of $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood. She was 307:313,37[' ]| calm$2$, except when she thought$1$ of her mother, but she 307:313,38[' ]| was almost hopeless; and in$4$ this state$0$ she continued 307:314,01[' ]| till noon, scarcely stirring from her sister's bed, her 307:314,02[' ]| thoughts wandering from one image of grief, one suffering 307:314,03[' ]| friend to$4$ another, and her spirits oppressed to$4$ the 307:314,04[' ]| utmost by$4$ the conversation of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, who$6#1$ 307:314,05[' ]| scrupled not to$9$ attribute the severity and danger of 307:314,06[' ]| this attack$0$, to$4$ the many weeks of previous indisposition 307:314,07[' ]| which$6#1$ $SS#C$Marianne's disappointment had brought on$5$. 307:314,08[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor felt all the reasonableness of the idea, and it gave 307:314,09[' ]| fresh misery to$9$ her reflections. 307:314,10[' ]| About$4$ noon, however, she began ~~ but with a caution$0$ 307:314,11[' ]| ~~ a dread$0$ of disappointment, which$6#1$ for$4$ some time kept 307:314,12[' ]| her silent, even$5$ to$4$ her friend ~~ to$9$ fancy$1$, to$9$ hope$1$ she could 307:314,13[' ]| perceive a slight$2$ amendment in$4$ her sister's pulse; ~~ 307:314,14[' ]| she waited, watched, and examined it again and again; ~~ 307:314,15[' ]| and at last$0$, with an agitation more difficult to$9$ bury under 307:314,16[' ]| exterior calmness, than all her foregoing distress$0$, ventured 307:314,17[' ]| to$9$ communicate her hopes$0$. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, though 307:314,18[' ]| forced, on$4$ examination, to$9$ acknowledge a temporary 307:314,19[' ]| revival, tried to$9$ keep her young friend from indulging 307:314,20[' ]| a thought$0$ of its continuance; ~~ and $SS#A$Elinor, conning over 307:314,21[' ]| every injunction of distrust$0$, told herself likewise not 307:314,22[' ]| to$9$ hope$1$. But it was too$5#1$ late. Hope$0$ had already 307:314,23[' ]| entered; and feeling all its anxious flutter, she bent over 307:314,24[' ]| her sister to$9$ watch$1$ ~~ she hardly knew for$4$ what. Half 307:314,25[' ]| an hour passed away, and the favourable symptom yet 307:314,26[' ]| blessed her. Others even$5$ arose to$9$ confirm it. Her 307:314,27[' ]| breath, her skin, her lips, all flattered $SS#A$Elinor with signs of 307:314,28[' ]| amendment, and $SS#C$Marianne fixed her eyes on$4$ her with 307:314,29[' ]| a rational, though languid, gaze. Anxiety and hope$0$ now 307:314,30[' ]| oppressed her in$4$ equal$2$ degrees, and left her no$2$ moment of 307:314,31[' ]| tranquillity till the arrival of $SS#W$Mr%*Harris at four o'clock; 307:314,32[' ]| ~~ when his assurances, his felicitations on$4$ a recovery 307:314,33[' ]| in$4$ her sister even$5$ surpassing his expectation, gave her 307:314,34[' ]| confidence, comfort$0$, and tears of joy. 307:314,35[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was in$4$ every respect$0$ materially better, and 307:314,36[' ]| he declared her entirely out$5$ of danger. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, 307:314,37[' ]| perhaps satisfied with the partial justification of her 307:314,38[' ]| forebodings which$6#1$ had been found in$4$ their late alarm$0$, 307:315,01[' ]| allowed herself to$9$ trust$1$ in$4$ his judgment, and admitted 307:315,02[' ]| with unfeigned joy, and soon with unequivocal cheerfulness, 307:315,03[' ]| the probability of an entire recovery. 307:315,04[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could not be cheerful. Her joy was of a different 307:315,05[' ]| kind$0$, and led to$4$ anything rather than to$4$ gaiety. $SS#C$Marianne 307:315,06[' ]| restored to$9$ life, health, friends, and to$4$ her doating 307:315,07[' ]| mother, was an idea to$9$ fill her heart with sensations of 307:315,08[' ]| exquisite comfort$0$, and expand it in$4$ fervent gratitude; ~~ 307:315,09[' ]| but it led to$4$ no$2$ outward demonstrations of joy, no$2$ words, 307:315,10[' ]| no$2$ smiles. All within $SS#A$Elinor's breast was satisfaction, 307:315,11[' ]| silent and strong. 307:315,12[' ]| She continued by$4$ the side$0$ of her sister with little 307:315,13[' ]| intermission the whole$2$ afternoon, calming every fear$0$, 307:315,14[' ]| satisfying every inquiry of her enfeebled spirits, supplying 307:315,15[' ]| every succour, and watching almost every look$0$ and 307:315,16[' ]| every breath. The possibility of a relapse would of 307:315,17[' ]| course$8$, in$4$ some moments, occur to$9$ remind her of what 307:315,18[' ]| anxiety was ~~ but when she saw, on$4$ her frequent and 307:315,19[' ]| minute$2$ examination, that$3$ every symptom of recovery 307:315,20[' ]| continued, and saw $SS#C$Marianne at six o'clock sink into a 307:315,21[' ]| quiet$2$, steady, and to$4$ all appearance comfortable, sleep$0$, 307:315,22[' ]| she silenced every doubt$0$. 307:315,23[' ]| The time was now drawing on$5$, when $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 307:315,24[' ]| might be expected back$5$. At ten o'clock, she trusted, 307:315,25[' ]| or at least not much later, her mother would be relieved 307:315,26[' ]| from the dreadful suspense in$4$ which$6#1$ she must now be 307:315,27[' ]| travelling towards them. 307:315,27@a | The $SS#H$Colonel too$5#2$! ~~ perhaps 307:315,28@a | scarcely less an object$0$ of pity$0$! ~~ Oh! ~~ how slow was 307:315,29@a | the progress of time which$6#1$ yet kept them in$4$ ignorance! 307:315,30[' ]| At seven o'clock, leaving $SS#C$Marianne still$5$ sweetly asleep, 307:315,31[' ]| she joined $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings in$4$ the drawing-room to$4$ tea. 307:315,32[' ]| Of breakfast$0$ she had been kept by$4$ her fears, and of 307:315,33[' ]| dinner by$4$ their sudden$2$ reverse, from eating much; ~~ 307:315,34[' ]| and the present$2$ refreshment, therefore, with such 307:315,35[' ]| feelings of content as she brought to$4$ it, was particularly 307:315,36[' ]| welcome$2$. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings would have persuaded her at 307:315,37[' ]| its conclusion to$9$ take some rest$0#2$ before$4$ her mother's 307:315,38[' ]| arrival, and allow \her\ to$9$ take her place$0$ by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne; 307:316,01[' ]| but $SS#A$Elinor had no$2$ sense of fatigue$0$, no$2$ capability of sleep$0$ 307:316,02[' ]| at that$6#2$ moment about$4$ her, and she was not to$9$ be kept 307:316,03[' ]| away from her sister an unnecessary instant$0$. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 307:316,04[' ]| therefore attending her up*stairs into the sick*chamber, 307:316,05[' ]| to$9$ satisfy herself that$3$ all continued right$2#1$, left her there 307:316,06[' ]| again to$4$ her charge$0$ and her thoughts, and retired to$4$ 307:316,07[' ]| her own$2$ room to$9$ write letters and sleep$1$. 307:316,08[' ]| The night was cold$2$ and stormy. The wind roared 307:316,09[' ]| round$4$ the house, and the rain$0$ beat against the windows; 307:316,10[' ]| but $SS#A$Elinor, all happiness within, regarded it not. $SS#C$Marianne 307:316,11[' ]| slept through$4$ every blast, and the travellers ~~ they had a 307:316,12[' ]| rich reward$0$ in$4$ store, for$4$ every present$2$ inconvenience. 307:316,13[' ]| The clock struck eight. Had it been ten, $SS#A$Elinor would 307:316,14[' ]| have been convinced that$3$ at that$6#2$ moment she heard 307:316,15[' ]| a carriage driving up$5$ to$4$ the house; and so$5#1$ strong was 307:316,16[' ]| the persuasion that$3$ she \did\, in$4$ spite$8$ of the \almost\ impossibility 307:316,17[' ]| of their being$1$ already come, that$3$ she moved into 307:316,18[' ]| the adjoining dressing-closet and opened a window-shutter, 307:316,19[' ]| to$9$ be satisfied of the truth. She instantly saw 307:316,20[' ]| that$3$ her ears had not deceived her. The flaring lamps 307:316,21[' ]| of a carriage were immediately in$4$ view$0$. By$4$ their uncertain 307:316,22[' ]| light$0$ she thought$1$ she could discern it to$9$ be drawn 307:316,23[' ]| by$4$ four horses; and this, while$3$ it told the excess of her 307:316,24[' ]| poor mother's alarm$0$, gave some explanation to$4$ such 307:316,25[' ]| unexpected rapidity. 307:316,26[' ]| Never in$4$ her life had $SS#A$Elinor found it so$5#1$ difficult to$9$ be 307:316,27[' ]| calm$2$, as at that$6#2$ moment. The knowledge of what her 307:316,28[' ]| mother must be feeling as the carriage stopt at the 307:316,29[' ]| door, ~~ of her doubt$0$ ~~ her dread$0$ ~~ perhaps her despair$0$! ~~ 307:316,30[' ]| and of what \she\ had to$9$ tell! ~~ with such knowledge it 307:316,31[' ]| was impossible to$9$ be calm$2$. All that$6#1$ remained to$9$ be done, 307:316,32[' ]| was to$9$ be speedy; and therefore staying only till she 307:316,33[' ]| could leave$1$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's maid with her sister, she 307:316,34[' ]| hurried down*stairs. 307:316,35[' ]| The bustle$0$ in$4$ the vestibule, as she passed along$4$ an 307:316,36[' ]| inner lobby, assured her that$3$ they were already in$4$ the 307:316,37[' ]| house. She rushed forwards towards the drawing-room, 307:316,38[' ]| ~~ she entered it, ~~ and saw only $SS#R$Willoughby. 308:317,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, starting back$5$ with a look$0$ of horror at the 308:317,02[' ]| sight of him, obeyed the first impulse of her heart in$4$ 308:317,03[' ]| turning instantly to$9$ quit the room, and her hand$0$ was 308:317,04[' ]| already on$4$ the lock$0$, when its action was suspended by$4$ 308:317,05[' ]| his hastily advancing, and saying, in$4$ a voice rather of 308:317,06[' ]| command$0$ than supplication, 308:317,07[R ]| "$SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, for$4$ half an hour ~~ for$4$ ten minutes ~~ 308:317,08[R ]| I entreat you to$9$ stay$1$." 308:317,09[A ]| "No$7$, sir," 308:317,09[' ]| she replied with firmness, 308:317,09[A ]| "I shall \not\ stay$1$. 308:317,10[A ]| Your business cannot be with \me\. The servants, I 308:317,11[A ]| suppose, forgot to$9$ tell you that$3$ $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer was not in$4$ 308:317,12[A ]| the house." 308:317,13[R ]| "Had they told me," 308:317,13[' ]| he cried with vehemence, 308:317,13[R ]| "that$3$ 308:317,14[R ]| $SS#N$Mr%*Palmer and all his relations were at the devil, it 308:317,15[R ]| would not have turned me from the door. My business 308:317,16[R ]| is with you, and only you." 308:317,17[A ]| "With me!" ~~ 308:317,17[' ]| in$4$ the utmost amazement ~~ 308:317,17[A ]| "well$7$, 308:317,18[A ]| sir ~~ be quick$2$ ~~ and if you can ~~ less violent." 308:317,19[R ]| "Sit down$5$, and I will$1$ be both." 308:317,20[' ]| She hesitated; she knew not what to$9$ do. The 308:317,21[' ]| possibility of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's arriving and finding 308:317,22[' ]| him there, came across$4$ her. But she had promised to$9$ 308:317,23[' ]| hear him, and her curiosity no$2$ less than her honour$0$ was 308:317,24[' ]| engaged. After$4$ a moment's recollection, therefore, 308:317,25[' ]| concluding that$3$ prudence required dispatch, and that$3$ 308:317,26[' ]| her acquiescence would best promote it, she walked 308:317,27[' ]| silently towards the table, and sat down$5$. He took the 308:317,28[' ]| opposite chair, and for$4$ half a minute$0$ not a word was 308:317,29[' ]| said by$4$ either. 308:317,30[A ]| "Pray be quick$2$, sir" ~~ 308:317,30[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor impatiently ~~ 308:317,31[A ]| "I have no$2$ time to$9$ spare$1$." 308:317,32[' ]| He was sitting in$4$ an attitude of deep meditation, and 308:317,33[' ]| seemed not to$9$ hear her. 308:318,01[R ]| "Your sister," 308:318,01[' ]| said he, with abruptness, a moment 308:318,02[' ]| afterwards ~~ 308:318,02[R ]| "is out$5$ of danger. I heard it from the 308:318,03[R ]| servant. God be praised! ~~ But is it true? ~~ is it really 308:318,04[R ]| true?" 308:318,05[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor would not speak. He repeated the inquiry 308:318,06[' ]| with yet greater eagerness. 308:318,07[R ]| "For$4$ God's sake tell me, is she out$5$ of danger, or is 308:318,08[R ]| she not?" 308:318,09[A ]| "We hope$1$ she is." 308:318,10[' ]| He rose$1$ up$5$, and walked across$4$ the room. 308:318,11[R ]| "Had I known as much half an hour ago ~~ But since 308:318,12[R ]| I \am\ here" ~~ 308:318,12[' ]| speaking with a forced vivacity as he 308:318,13[' ]| returned to$4$ his seat ~~ 308:318,13[R ]| "what does it signify? ~~ For$4$ once, 308:318,14[R ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood ~~ it will$1$ be the last$2$ time, perhaps ~~ let 308:318,15[R ]| us be cheerful together. ~~ I am in$4$ a fine mood for$4$ gaiety. 308:318,16[R ]| ~~ Tell me honestly" ~~ 308:318,16[' ]| a deeper glow overspreading his 308:318,17[' ]| cheeks ~~ 308:318,17[R ]| "do you think me most a knave or a fool?" 308:318,18[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor looked at him with greater astonishment than 308:318,19[' ]| ever. She began to$9$ think that$3$ he must be in$4$ liquor; ~~ 308:318,20[' ]| the strangeness of such a visit$0$, and of such manners, 308:318,21[' ]| seemed no$2$ otherwise intelligible; and with this impression 308:318,22[' ]| she immediately rose$1$, saying, 308:318,23[A ]| "$SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, I advise you at present$0#1$ to$9$ return$1$ 308:318,24[A ]| to$4$ Combe. ~~ I am not at leisure to$9$ remain with you 308:318,25[A ]| longer. ~~ Whatever your business may$1$ be with me, it 308:318,26[A ]| will$1$ be better recollected and explained to-morrow." 308:318,27[R ]| "I understand you," 308:318,27[' ]| he replied, with an expressive 308:318,28[' ]| smile$0$, and a voice perfectly calm$2$, 308:318,28[R ]| "yes, I am very 308:318,29[R ]| drunk. ~~ A pint of porter with my cold$2$ beef at Marlborough 308:318,30[R ]| was enough to$9$ over-set me." 308:318,31[A ]| "At Marlborough!" ~~ 308:318,31[' ]| cried $SS#A$Elinor, more and more at 308:318,32[' ]| a loss to$9$ understand what he would be at. 308:318,33[R ]| "Yes ~~ I left London this morning at eight o'clock, 308:318,34[R ]| and the only ten minutes I have spent out$5$ of my chaise 308:318,35[R ]| since that$6#2$ time, procured me a nuncheon at Marlborough." 308:318,36[' ]| The steadiness of his manner, and the intelligence 308:318,37[' ]| of his eye as he spoke, convincing $SS#A$Elinor, that$3$ whatever 308:318,38[' ]| other unpardonable folly might bring him to$4$ Cleveland, 308:319,01[' ]| he was not brought there by$4$ intoxication, she said, after$4$ 308:319,02[' ]| a moment's recollection, 308:319,03[A ]| "$SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, you \ought\ to$9$ feel, and I certainly 308:319,04[A ]| \do\ ~~ that$3$ after$3$ what has passed ~~ your coming here in$4$ 308:319,05[A ]| this manner, and forcing yourself upon$4$ my notice$0$, 308:319,06[A ]| requires a very particular excuse$0$. ~~ What is it, that$6#1$ you 308:319,07[A ]| mean$1$ by$4$ it?" ~~ 308:319,08[R ]| "I mean$1$" ~~ 308:319,08[' ]| said he, with serious$2$ energy ~~ 308:319,08[R ]| "if I can, 308:319,09[R ]| to$9$ make$1$ you hate me one degree less than you do \now\. 308:319,10[R ]| I mean$1$ to$9$ offer$1$ some kind$0$ of explanation, some kind$0$ of 308:319,11[R ]| apology, for$4$ the past$0$; to$9$ open$1$ my whole$2$ heart to$4$ you, 308:319,12[R ]| and by$4$ convincing you, that$3$ though I have been always 308:319,13[R ]| a blockhead, I have not been always a rascal, to$9$ obtain 308:319,14[R ]| something like$4$ forgiveness from $SS#C$Ma ~~ from your sister." 308:319,15[A ]| "Is this the real reason$0$ of your coming?" 308:319,16[R ]| "Upon$4$ my soul it is," ~~ 308:319,16[' ]| was his answer$0$, with a warmth 308:319,17[' ]| which$6#1$ brought all the former $SS#R$Willoughby to$9$ her remembrance, 308:319,18[' ]| and in$4$ spite$8$ of herself made her think him 308:319,19[' ]| sincere. 308:319,20[A ]| "If that$6#2$ is all, you may$1$ be satisfied already, ~~ for$3$ 308:319,21[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne \does\ ~~ she has \long\ forgiven you." 308:319,22[R ]| "Has she!" ~~ 308:319,22[' ]| he cried, in$4$ the same eager tone. ~~ 308:319,23[R ]| "Then she has forgiven me before$3$ she ought to$9$ have 308:319,24[R ]| done it. But she shall forgive me again, and on$4$ more 308:319,25[R ]| reasonable grounds. ~~ \Now\ will$1$ you listen to$4$ me?" 308:319,26[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor bowed her assent. 308:319,27[R ]| "I do not know," 308:319,27[' ]| said he, after$4$ a pause$0$ of expectation 308:319,28[' ]| on$4$ her side$0$, and thoughtfulness on$4$ his own$2$, ~~ 308:319,28[R ]| "how 308:319,29[R ]| \you\ may$1$ have accounted for$4$ my behaviour to$4$ your 308:319,30[R ]| sister, or what diabolical motive you may$1$ have imputed 308:319,31[R ]| to$4$ me. ~~ Perhaps you will$1$ hardly think the better of me, 308:319,32[R ]| ~~ it is worth the trial however, and you shall hear 308:319,33[R ]| every*thing. When I first became intimate$2$ in$4$ your 308:319,34[R ]| family, I had no$2$ other intention, no$2$ other view$0$ in$4$ the 308:319,35[R ]| acquaintance than to$9$ pass$1$ my time pleasantly while$3$ I 308:319,36[R ]| was obliged to$9$ remain in$4$ Devonshire, more pleasantly 308:319,37[R ]| than I had ever done before$5$. Your sister's lovely person 308:319,38[R ]| and interesting manners could not but please me; and her 308:320,01[R ]| behaviour to$4$ me almost from the first, was of a kind$0$ ~~ 308:320,02[R ]| It is astonishing, when I reflect on$4$ what it was, and what 308:320,03[R ]| \she\ was, that$3$ my heart should have been so$5#1$ insensible! ~~ 308:320,04[R ]| But at first I must confess, my vanity only was elevated 308:320,05[R ]| by$4$ it. Careless of her happiness, thinking only of my own$2$ 308:320,06[R ]| amusement, giving way to$4$ feelings which$6#1$ I had always 308:320,07[R ]| been too$5#1$ much in$4$ the habit of indulging, I endeavoured, 308:320,08[R ]| by$4$ every means$0$ in$4$ my power, to$9$ make$1$ myself pleasing to$4$ 308:320,09[R ]| her, without any design$0$ of returning her affection." 308:320,10[' ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood at this point$0$, turning her eyes on$4$ him 308:320,11[' ]| with the most angry contempt, stopped him, by$4$ saying, 308:320,12[A ]| "It is hardly worth*while, $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, for$4$ you 308:320,13[A ]| to$9$ relate, or for$4$ me to$9$ listen any longer. Such a beginning 308:320,14[A ]| as this cannot be followed by$4$ any*thing. ~~ Do not 308:320,15[A ]| let me be pained by$4$ hearing any*thing more on$4$ the 308:320,16[A ]| subject$0$." 308:320,17[R ]| "I insist on$4$ your hearing the whole$0$ of it," 308:320,17[' ]| he replied. 308:320,18[R ]| "My fortune was never large, and I had always been 308:320,19[R ]| expensive, always in$4$ the habit of associating with people 308:320,20[R ]| of better income than myself. Every year since my 308:320,21[R ]| coming of age, or even$5$ before$5$, I believe, had added to$4$ my 308:320,22[R ]| debts; and though the death of my old cousin, $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith, 308:320,23[R ]| was to$9$ set$1$ me free; yet that$6#2$ event being$1$ uncertain, 308:320,24[R ]| and possibly far distant, it had been for$4$ some time my 308:320,25[R ]| intention to$9$ re-establish my circumstances by$4$ marrying 308:320,26[R ]| a woman of fortune. To$9$ attach myself to$4$ your sister, 308:320,27[R ]| therefore, was not a thing to$9$ be thought$1$ of; ~~ and with 308:320,28[R ]| a meanness, selfishness, cruelty ~~ which$6#1$ no$2$ indignant, 308:320,29[R ]| no$2$ contemptuous look$0$, even$5$ of yours, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, 308:320,30[R ]| can ever reprobate too$5#1$ much ~~ I was acting in$4$ this 308:320,31[R ]| manner, trying to$9$ engage her regard$0$, without a thought$0$ 308:320,32[R ]| of returning it. ~~ But one thing may$1$ be said for$4$ me, 308:320,33[R ]| even$5$ in$4$ that$6#2$ horrid state$0$ of selfish vanity, I did not 308:320,34[R ]| know the extent of the injury I meditated, because I 308:320,35[R ]| did not \then\ know what it was to$9$ love$1$. But have I ever 308:320,36[R ]| known it? ~~ Well$5$ may$1$ it be doubted; for$3$, had I really 308:320,37[R ]| loved, could I have sacrificed my feelings to$4$ vanity, 308:320,38[R ]| to$4$ avarice? ~~ or, what is more, could I have sacrificed 308:321,01[R ]| her's? ~~ But I have done it. To$9$ avoid a comparative 308:321,02[R ]| poverty, which$6#1$ her affection and her society would 308:321,03[R ]| have deprived of all its horrors, I have, by$4$ raising 308:321,04[R ]| myself to$4$ affluence, lost every*thing that$6#1$ could make$1$ it 308:321,05[R ]| a blessing." 308:321,06[A ]| "You did then," 308:321,06[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, a little softened, 308:321,06[A ]| "believe 308:321,07[A ]| yourself at one time attached to$4$ her." 308:321,08[R ]| "To$9$ have resisted such attractions, to$9$ have withstood 308:321,09[R ]| such tenderness! ~~ Is there a man on$4$ earth who$6#1$ could 308:321,10[R ]| have done it! ~~ Yes, I found myself, by$4$ insensible 308:321,11[R ]| degrees, sincerely fond of her; and the happiest hours 308:321,12[R ]| of my life were what I spent with her, when I felt my 308:321,13[R ]| intentions were strictly honourable, and my feelings 308:321,14[R ]| blameless. Even$5$ \then\, however, when fully determined 308:321,15[R ]| on$4$ paying my addresses to$4$ her, I allowed myself most 308:321,16[R ]| improperly to$9$ put off, from day to$4$ day, the moment of 308:321,17[R ]| doing it, from an unwillingness to$9$ enter into an engagement 308:321,18[R ]| while$3$ my circumstances were so$5#1$ greatly embarrassed. 308:321,19[R ]| I will$1$ not reason$1$ here ~~ nor will$1$ I stop$1$ for$4$ \you\ to$9$ expatiate 308:321,20[R ]| on$4$ the absurdity, and the worse than absurdity, of 308:321,21[R ]| scrupling to$9$ engage my faith where my honour$0$ was 308:321,22[R ]| already bound. The event has proved, that$3$ I was 308:321,23[R ]| a cunning fool, providing with great circumspection for$4$ 308:321,24[R ]| a possible opportunity of making myself contemptible 308:321,25[R ]| and wretched for*ever. At last$0$, however, my resolution 308:321,26[R ]| was taken, and I had determined, as soon as I could 308:321,27[R ]| engage her alone, to$9$ justify the attentions I had so$5#1$ 308:321,28[R ]| invariably paid her, and openly assure her of an affection 308:321,29[R ]| which$6#1$ I had already taken such pains to$9$ display$1$. But 308:321,30[R ]| in$4$ the interim ~~ in$4$ the interim of the very few hours 308:321,31[R ]| that$6#1$ were to$9$ pass$1$, before$3$ I could have an opportunity 308:321,32[R ]| of speaking with her in$4$ private$0$ ~~ a circumstance occurred 308:321,33[R ]| ~~ an unlucky circumstance, to$9$ ruin$1$ all my resolution, and 308:321,34[R ]| with it all my comfort$0$. A discovery took place$0$," ~~ 308:321,34[' ]| here 308:321,35[' ]| he hesitated and looked down$5$. ~~ 308:321,35[R ]| "$SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith had somehow 308:321,36[R ]| or other been informed, I imagine by$4$ some distant 308:321,37[R ]| relation, whose$6#1$ interest$0$ it was to$9$ deprive me of her favour$0$, 308:321,38[R ]| of an affair, a connection ~~ but I need$1$ not explain myself 308:322,01[R ]| farther," 308:322,01[' ]| he added, looking at her with an heightened 308:322,02[' ]| colour and an inquiring eye, ~~ 308:322,02[R ]| "your particular intimacy 308:322,03[R ]| ~~ you have probably heard the whole$2$ story long ago." 308:322,04[A ]| "I have," 308:322,04[' ]| returned $SS#A$Elinor, colouring likewise, and 308:322,05[' ]| hardening her heart anew against any compassion for$4$ 308:322,06[' ]| him, 308:322,06[A ]| "I have heard it all. And how you will$1$ explain 308:322,07[A ]| away any part$0$ of your guilt in$4$ that$6#2$ dreadful business, 308:322,08[A ]| I confess is beyond$4$ my comprehension." 308:322,09[R ]| "Remember," 308:322,09[' ]| cried $SS#R$Willoughby, 308:322,09[R ]| "from whom$6#1$ you 308:322,10[R ]| received the account$0$. Could it be an impartial one? 308:322,11[R ]| I acknowledge that$3$ her situation and her character 308:322,12[R ]| ought to$9$ have been respected by$4$ me. I do not mean$1$ to$9$ 308:322,13[R ]| justify myself, but at the same time cannot leave$1$ you 308:322,14[R ]| to$9$ suppose that$3$ I have nothing to$9$ urge ~~ that$3$ because 308:322,15[R ]| she was injured she was irreproachable, and because 308:322,16[R ]| \I\ was a libertine, \she\ must be a saint. If the violence 308:322,17[R ]| of her passions, the weakness of her understanding ~~ 308:322,18[R ]| I do not mean$1$, however, to$9$ defend myself. Her affection 308:322,19[R ]| for$4$ me deserved better treatment, and I often, with 308:322,20[R ]| great self-reproach, recal$0$ the tenderness which$6#1$, for$4$ a very 308:322,21[R ]| short time, had the power of creating any return$0$. I 308:322,22[R ]| wish$1$ ~~ I heartily wish$1$ it had never been. But I have 308:322,23[R ]| injured more than herself; and I have injured one, 308:322,24[R ]| whose$6#1$ affection for$4$ me ~~ (may$1$ I say it?) was scarcely 308:322,25[R ]| less warm$2$ than her's; and whose$6#1$ mind$0$ ~~ Oh! how 308:322,26[R ]| infinitely superior!" ~~ 308:322,27[A ]| "Your indifference, however, towards that$6#2$ unfortunate 308:322,28[A ]| girl ~~ I must say it, unpleasant to$4$ me as the discussion 308:322,29[A ]| of such a subject$0$ may$1$ well$5$ be ~~ your indifference 308:322,30[A ]| is no$2$ apology for$4$ your cruel neglect$0$ of her. Do not 308:322,31[A ]| think yourself excused by$4$ any weakness, any natural$2$ 308:322,32[A ]| defect of understanding on$4$ her side$0$, in$4$ the wanton 308:322,33[A ]| cruelty so$5#1$ evident on$4$ yours. You must have known, 308:322,34[A ]| that$3$ while$3$ you were enjoying yourself in$4$ Devonshire, 308:322,35[A ]| pursuing fresh schemes, always gay, always happy, she 308:322,36[A ]| was reduced to$4$ the extremest indigence." 308:322,37[R ]| "But, upon$4$ my soul, I did \not\ know it," 308:322,37[' ]| he warmly 308:322,38[' ]| replied; 308:322,38[R ]| "I did not recollect that$3$ I had omitted to$9$ give 308:323,01[R ]| her my direction; and common$2$ sense might have told 308:323,02[R ]| her how to$9$ find it out$5$." 308:323,03[A ]| "Well$7$, sir, and what said $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith?" 308:323,04[R ]| "She taxed me with the offence at once, and my 308:323,05[R ]| confusion may$1$ be guessed. The purity of her life, the 308:323,06[R ]| formality of her notions, her ignorance of the world ~~ 308:323,07[R ]| every*thing was against me. The matter itself I could 308:323,08[R ]| not deny, and vain was every endeavour$0$ to$9$ soften it. 308:323,09[R ]| She was previously disposed, I believe, to$9$ doubt$1$ the 308:323,10[R ]| morality of my conduct$0$ in$4$ general$0$, and was moreover 308:323,11[R ]| discontented with the very little attention, the very 308:323,12[R ]| little portion of my time that$6#1$ I had bestowed on$4$ her, 308:323,13[R ]| in$4$ my present$2$ visit$0$. In$4$ short, it ended in$4$ a total breach. 308:323,14[R ]| By$4$ one measure$0$ I might have saved myself. In$4$ the 308:323,15[R ]| height of her morality, good woman! she offered to$9$ 308:323,16[R ]| forgive the past$0$, if I would marry $SS#ZC$Eliza. That$6#2$ could not 308:323,17[R ]| be ~~ and I was formally dismissed from her favour$0$ and 308:323,18[R ]| her house. The night following this affair ~~ I was to$9$ go 308:323,19[R ]| the next morning ~~ was spent by$4$ me in$4$ deliberating on$4$ 308:323,20[R ]| what my future conduct$0$ should be. The struggle$0$ was 308:323,21[R ]| great ~~ but it ended too$5#1$ soon. My affection for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, 308:323,22[R ]| my thorough conviction of her attachment to$4$ me ~~ it 308:323,23[R ]| was all insufficient to$9$ outweigh that$6#2$ dread$0$ of poverty, 308:323,24[R ]| or get the better of those false ideas of the necessity 308:323,25[R ]| of riches, which$6#1$ I was naturally inclined to$9$ feel, and 308:323,26[R ]| expensive society had increased. I had reason$0$ to$9$ believe 308:323,27[R ]| myself secure$2$ of my present$2$ wife, if I chose to$9$ address$1$ 308:323,28[R ]| her, and I persuaded myself to$9$ think that$3$ nothing else 308:323,29[R ]| in$4$ common$2$ prudence remained for$4$ me to$9$ do. An heavy 308:323,30[R ]| scene however awaited me, before$3$ I could leave$1$ Devonshire; 308:323,31[R ]| ~~ I was engaged to$9$ dine with you on$4$ that$6#2$ very 308:323,32[R ]| day; some apology was therefore necessary for$4$ my 308:323,33[R ]| breaking the engagement. But whether I should write 308:323,34[R ]| this apology, or deliver it in$4$ person, was a point$0$ of long 308:323,35[R ]| debate. To$9$ see $SS#C$Marianne, I felt would be dreadful, and 308:323,36[R ]| I even$5$ doubted whether I could see her again, and keep 308:323,37[R ]| to$4$ my resolution. In$4$ that$6#2$ point$0$, however, I undervalued 308:323,38[R ]| my own$2$ magnanimity, as the event declared; for$3$ I went, 308:324,01[R ]| I saw her, and saw her miserable, and left her miserable 308:324,02[R ]| ~~ and left her hoping never to$9$ see her again." 308:324,03[A ]| "Why did you call$1$, $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby?" 308:324,03[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 308:324,04[' ]| reproachfully; 308:324,04[A ]| "a note$0$ would have answered every 308:324,05[A ]| purpose. ~~ Why was it necessary to$9$ call$1$?" 308:324,06[R ]| "It was necessary to$4$ my own$2$ pride. I could not bear$1$ 308:324,07[R ]| to$9$ leave$1$ the country in$4$ a manner that$6#1$ might lead$1$ you, 308:324,08[R ]| or the rest$0#1$ of the neighbourhood, to$9$ suspect any part$0$ 308:324,09[R ]| of what had really passed between $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith and 308:324,10[R ]| myself ~~ and I resolved therefore on$4$ calling at the cottage, 308:324,11[R ]| in$4$ my way to$4$ Honiton. The sight of your dear$2#1$ sister, 308:324,12[R ]| however, was really dreadful; and to$9$ heighten the 308:324,13[R ]| matter, I found her alone. You were all gone I do not 308:324,14[R ]| know where. I had left her only the evening before$5$, so$5#1$ 308:324,15[R ]| fully, so$5#1$ firmly resolved within myself on$4$ doing right$2#1$! 308:324,16[R ]| A few hours were to$9$ have engaged her to$4$ me for*ever; 308:324,17[R ]| and I remember how happy, how gay were my spirits, 308:324,18[R ]| as I walked from the cottage to$4$ Allenham, satisfied with 308:324,19[R ]| myself, delighted with every*body! But in$4$ this, our last$2$ 308:324,20[R ]| interview of friendship, I approached her with a sense 308:324,21[R ]| of guilt that$6#1$ almost took from me the power of dissembling. 308:324,22[R ]| Her sorrow, her disappointment, her deep regret$0$, 308:324,23[R ]| when I told her that$3$ I was obliged to$9$ leave$1$ Devonshire 308:324,24[R ]| so$5#1$ immediately ~~ I never shall forget it ~~ united too$5#2$ with 308:324,25[R ]| such reliance, such confidence in$4$ me! ~~ Oh, God! ~~ what 308:324,26[R ]| an hard-hearted rascal I was!" 308:324,27[' ]| They were both silent for$4$ a few moments. $SS#A$Elinor 308:324,28[' ]| first spoke. 308:324,29[A ]| "Did you tell her that$3$ you should soon return$1$?" 308:324,30[R ]| "I do not know what I told her," 308:324,30[' ]| he replied, impatiently; 308:324,31[R ]| "less than was due$2$ to$4$ the past$0$, beyond$4$ a 308:324,32[R ]| doubt$0$, and in$4$ all likelihood much more than was justified 308:324,33[R ]| by$4$ the future. I cannot think of it. ~~ It won't do. ~~ Then 308:324,34[R ]| came your dear$2#1$ mother to$9$ torture me farther, with all 308:324,35[R ]| her kindness and confidence. Thank Heaven! it \did\ 308:324,36[R ]| torture me. I was miserable. $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, you 308:324,37[R ]| cannot have an idea of the comfort$0$ it gives me to$9$ look$1$ 308:324,38[R ]| back$5$ on$4$ my own$2$ misery. I owe such a grudge to$4$ myself 308:325,01[R ]| for$4$ the stupid, rascally folly of my own$2$ heart, that$3$ all 308:325,02[R ]| my past$2$ sufferings under it are only triumph$0$ and exultation 308:325,03[R ]| to$4$ me now. Well$7$, I went, left all that$6#1$ I loved, and 308:325,04[R ]| went to$4$ those to$4$ whom$6#1$, at best, I was only indifferent. 308:325,05[R ]| My journey to$4$ town ~~ travelling with my own$2$ horses, 308:325,06[R ]| and therefore so$5#1$ tediously ~~ no$2$ creature to$9$ speak to$4$ ~~ my 308:325,07[R ]| own$2$ reflections so$5#1$ cheerful ~~ when I looked forward$5$ everything 308:325,08[R ]| so$5#1$ inviting! ~~ when I looked back$5$ at Barton, the 308:325,09[R ]| picture$0$ so$5#1$ soothing! ~~ oh! it was a blessed journey!" 308:325,10[' ]| He stopt. 308:325,11[A ]| "Well$7$, sir," 308:325,11[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$, though pitying him, 308:325,12[' ]| grew impatient for$4$ his departure, 308:325,12[A ]| "and this is all?" 308:325,13[R ]| "All! ~~ no$7$, ~~ have you forgot what passed in$4$ town? 308:325,14[R ]| ~~ That$6#2$ infamous letter ~~ Did she shew$1$ it you?" 308:325,15[A ]| "Yes, I saw every note$0$ that$6#1$ passed." 308:325,16[R ]| "When the first of her's reached me, (as it immediately 308:325,17[R ]| did, for$3$ I was in$4$ town the whole$2$ time,) what I felt is ~~ 308:325,18[R ]| in$4$ the common$2$ phrase, not to$9$ be expressed; in$4$ a more 308:325,19[R ]| simple$2$ one ~~ perhaps too$5#1$ simple$2$ to$9$ raise any emotion ~~ 308:325,20[R ]| my feelings were very, very painful. ~~ Every line, every 308:325,21[R ]| word was ~~ in$4$ the hackneyed metaphor which$6#1$ their dear$2#1$ 308:325,22[R ]| writer, were she here, would forbid ~~ a dagger to$4$ my 308:325,23[R ]| heart. To$9$ know that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne was in$4$ town was ~~ in$4$ 308:325,24[R ]| the same language ~~ a thunderbolt. ~~ Thunderbolts and 308:325,25[R ]| daggers! ~~ what a reproof would she have given 308:325,26[R ]| me! ~~ her taste, her opinions ~~ I believe they are better 308:325,27[R ]| known to$4$ me than my own$2$, ~~ and I am sure they are 308:325,28[R ]| dearer." 308:325,29[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's heart, which$6#1$ had undergone many changes$0$ 308:325,30[' ]| in$4$ the course$0$ of this extraordinary conversation, was 308:325,31[' ]| now softened again; ~~ yet she felt it her duty to$9$ check$1$ 308:325,32[' ]| such ideas in$4$ her companion as the last$0$. 308:325,33[A ]| "This is not right$2#1$, $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby. ~~ Remember that$3$ 308:325,34[A ]| you are married. Relate only what in$4$ your conscience 308:325,35[A ]| you think necessary for$4$ me to$9$ hear." 308:325,36[R ]| "$SS#C$Marianne's note$0$, by$4$ assuring me that$3$ I was still$5$ as 308:325,37[R ]| dear$2#1$ to$4$ her as in$4$ former days, that$3$ in$4$ spite$8$ of the many, 308:325,38[R ]| many weeks we had been separated, she was as constant 308:326,01[R ]| in$4$ her own$2$ feelings, and as full of faith in$4$ the constancy 308:326,02[R ]| of mine$6$ as ever, awakened all my remorse. I say 308:326,03[R ]| awakened, because time and London, business and 308:326,04[R ]| dissipation, had in$4$ some measure$0$ quieted it, and I had 308:326,05[R ]| been growing a fine hardened villain, fancying myself 308:326,06[R ]| indifferent to$4$ her, and chusing to$9$ fancy$1$ that$3$ she too$5#2$ 308:326,07[R ]| must have become indifferent to$4$ me; talking to$4$ myself 308:326,08[R ]| of our past$2$ attachment as a mere idle, trifling, business, 308:326,09[R ]| shrugging up$5$ my shoulders in$4$ proof of its being$1$ so$5#2$, and 308:326,10[R ]| silencing every reproach$0$, overcoming every scruple$0$, by$4$ 308:326,11[R ]| secretly saying now and then, ""I shall be heartily glad 308:326,12[R ]| to$9$ hear she is well$5$ married."" ~~ But this note$0$ made me 308:326,13[R ]| know myself better. I felt that$3$ she was infinitely dearer 308:326,14[R ]| to$4$ me than any other woman in$4$ the world, and that$3$ I was 308:326,15[R ]| using her infamously. But everything was then just$5$ 308:326,16[R ]| settled between $SS#ZR$Miss*Grey and me. To$9$ retreat$1$ was impossible. 308:326,17[R ]| All that$6#1$ I had to$9$ do, was to$9$ avoid you both. 308:326,18[R ]| I sent no$2$ answer$0$ to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, intending by$4$ that$6#2$ means$0$ 308:326,19[R ]| to$9$ preserve myself from her farther notice$0$; and for$4$ 308:326,20[R ]| some time I was even$5$ determined not to$9$ call$1$ in$4$ Berkeley-street; 308:326,21[R ]| ~~ but at last$0$, judging it wiser to$9$ affect the air of 308:326,22[R ]| a cool$2$, common$2$ acquaintance than anything else, I 308:326,23[R ]| watched you all safely out$5$ of the house one morning, and 308:326,24[R ]| left my name$0$." 308:326,25[A ]| "Watched us out$5$ of the house!" 308:326,26[R ]| "Even$5$ so$5#2$. You would be surprised to$9$ hear how often 308:326,27[R ]| I watched you, how often I was on$4$ the point$0$ of falling 308:326,28[R ]| in$5$ with you. I have entered many a shop to$9$ avoid your 308:326,29[R ]| sight, as the carriage drove by$5$. Lodging as I did in$4$ 308:326,30[R ]| Bond-street, there was hardly a day in$4$ which$6#1$ I did not 308:326,31[R ]| catch$1$ a glimpse of one or other of you; and nothing 308:326,32[R ]| but the most constant watchfulness on$4$ my side$0$, a most 308:326,33[R ]| invariably prevailing desire$0$ to$9$ keep out$5$ of your sight, 308:326,34[R ]| could have separated us so$5#1$ long. I avoided the $SS#L1$Middletons 308:326,35[R ]| as much as possible, as well$5$ as everybody else who$6#1$ 308:326,36[R ]| was likely to$9$ prove an acquaintance in$4$ common$0$. Not 308:326,37[R ]| aware of their being$1$ in$4$ town, however, I blundered on$5$ 308:326,38[R ]| $SS#L$Sir*John, I believe, the first day of his coming, and the 308:327,01[R ]| day after$3$ I had called at $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's. He asked me to$4$ 308:327,02[R ]| a party, a dance$0$ at his house in$4$ the evening. ~~ Had he 308:327,03[R ]| \not\ told me as an inducement that$3$ you and your sister 308:327,04[R ]| were to$9$ be there, I should have felt it too$5#1$ certain a thing, 308:327,05[R ]| to$9$ trust$1$ myself near$4$ him. The next morning brought 308:327,06[R ]| another short note$0$ from $SS#C$Marianne ~~ still$5$ affectionate, 308:327,07[R ]| open$2$, artless, confiding ~~ everything that$6#1$ could make$1$ 308:327,08[R ]| \my\ conduct$0$ most hateful. I could not answer$1$ it. I tried 308:327,09[R ]| ~~ but could not frame a sentence. But I thought$1$ of her, 308:327,10[R ]| I believe, every moment of the day. If you \can\ pity$1$ me, 308:327,11[R ]| $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, pity$1$ my situation as it was \then\. With 308:327,12[R ]| my head$0$ and heart full of your sister, I was forced to$9$ play$1$ 308:327,13[R ]| the happy lover to$4$ another woman! ~~ Those three or 308:327,14[R ]| four weeks were worse than all. Well$7$, at last$0$, as I need$1$ 308:327,15[R ]| not tell you, you were forced on$4$ me; and what a sweet 308:327,16[R ]| figure I cut$1$! ~~ what an evening of agony it was! ~~ 308:327,17[R ]| $SS#C$Marianne, beautiful as an angel on$4$ one side$0$, calling me 308:327,18[R ]| $SS#R$Willoughby in$4$ such a tone! ~~ Oh! God! ~~ holding out$5$ 308:327,19[R ]| her hand$0$ to$4$ me, asking me for$4$ an explanation with those 308:327,20[R ]| bewitching eyes fixed in$4$ such speaking solicitude on$4$ my 308:327,21[R ]| face$0$! ~~ and $SS#ZR$Sophia, jealous as the devil on$4$ the other 308:327,22[R ]| hand$0$, looking all that$6#1$ was ~~ Well$7$, it does not signify; 308:327,23[R ]| it is over now. ~~ Such an evening! ~~ I ran away from 308:327,24[R ]| you all as soon as I could; but not before$3$ I had seen 308:327,25[R ]| $SS#C$Marianne's sweet face$0$ as white as death. ~~ \That$6#2$\ was the 308:327,26[R ]| last$2$, last$2$ look$0$ I ever had of her; ~~ the last$2$ manner in$4$ 308:327,27[R ]| which$6#1$ she appeared to$4$ me. It was a horrid sight! ~~ 308:327,28[R ]| Yet when I thought$1$ of her to-day as really dying, it was 308:327,29[R ]| a kind$0$ of comfort$0$ to$4$ me to$9$ imagine that$3$ I knew exactly 308:327,30[R ]| how she would appear to$4$ those, who$6#1$ saw her last$2$ in$4$ this 308:327,31[R ]| world. She was before$4$ me, constantly before$4$ me, as 308:327,32[R ]| I travelled, in$4$ the same look$0$ and hue." 308:327,33[' ]| A short pause$0$ of mutual thoughtfulness succeeded. 308:327,34[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby first rousing himself, broke it thus: 308:327,35[R ]| "Well$7$, let me make$1$ haste and be gone. Your sister 308:327,36[R ]| is certainly better, certainly out$5$ of danger?" 308:327,37[A ]| "We are assured of it." 308:327,38[R ]| "Your poor mother too$5#2$! ~~ doting on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne." 308:328,01[A ]| "But the letter, $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, your own$2$ letter; 308:328,02[A ]| have you anything to$9$ say about$4$ that$6#2$?" 308:328,03[R ]| "Yes, yes, \that$6#2$\ in$4$ particular. Your sister wrote to$4$ 308:328,04[R ]| me again, you know, the very next morning. You saw 308:328,05[R ]| what she said. I was breakfasting at the $SS#ZM$Ellisons, ~~ and 308:328,06[R ]| her letter, with some others, was brought to$4$ me there 308:328,07[R ]| from my lodgings. It happened to$9$ catch$1$ $SS#ZR$Sophia's eye 308:328,08[R ]| before$3$ it caught mine$6$ ~~ and its size, the elegance of the 308:328,09[R ]| paper, the hand-writing altogether, immediately gave 308:328,10[R ]| her a suspicion. Some vague report$0$ had reached her 308:328,11[R ]| before$5$ of my attachment to$4$ some young lady in$4$ Devonshire, 308:328,12[R ]| and what had passed within her observation the 308:328,13[R ]| preceding evening had marked who$6#1$ the young lady 308:328,14[R ]| was, and made her more jealous than ever. Affecting 308:328,15[R ]| that$6#2$ air of playfulness, therefore, which$6#1$ is delightful in$4$ 308:328,16[R ]| a woman one loves, she opened the letter directly, and 308:328,17[R ]| read its contents. She was well$5$ paid for$4$ her impudence. 308:328,18[R ]| She read what made her wretched. Her wretchedness 308:328,19[R ]| I could have borne, but her passion ~~ her malice ~~ At 308:328,20[R ]| all events it must be appeased. And in$4$ short ~~ what do 308:328,21[R ]| you think of my wife's style of letter-writing? ~~ delicate 308:328,22[R ]| ~~ tender$2$ ~~ truly feminine ~~ was it not?" 308:328,23[A ]| "Your wife! ~~ The letter was in$4$ your own$2$ hand-writing." 308:328,24[A ]| 308:328,25[R ]| "Yes, but I had only the credit$0$ of servilely copying such 308:328,26[R ]| sentences as I was ashamed to$9$ put my name$0$ to$4$. The 308:328,27[R ]| original was all her own$2$ ~~ her own$2$ happy thoughts and 308:328,28[R ]| gentle diction. But what could I do? ~~ we were engaged, 308:328,29[R ]| every*thing in$4$ preparation, the day almost fixed ~~ But I 308:328,30[R ]| am talking like$4$ a fool. Preparation! ~~ day! ~~ In$4$ honest 308:328,31[R ]| words, her money was necessary to$4$ me, and in$4$ a situation 308:328,32[R ]| like$4$ mine$6$, any*thing was to$9$ be done to$9$ prevent a rupture. 308:328,33[R ]| And after$4$ all, what did it signify to$4$ my character in$4$ the 308:328,34[R ]| opinion of $SS#C$Marianne and her friends, in$4$ what language 308:328,35[R ]| my answer$0$ was couched? ~~ It must have been only to$4$ one 308:328,36[R ]| end$0$. My business was to$9$ declare myself a scoundrel, and 308:328,37[R ]| whether I did it with a bow$0#1$ or a bluster was of little 308:328,38[R ]| importance. ~~ ""I am ruined for*ever in$4$ their opinion ~~ 308:329,01[R ]| said I to$4$ myself ~~ I am shut out$5$ for*ever from their 308:329,02[R ]| society, they already think me an unprincipled fellow, 308:329,03[R ]| this letter will$1$ only make$1$ them think me a blackguard 308:329,04[R ]| one."" Such were my reasonings, as, in$4$ a sort of desperate 308:329,05[R ]| carelessness, I copied my wife's words, and parted with 308:329,06[R ]| the last$2$ relics of $SS#C$Marianne. Her three notes ~~ unluckily 308:329,07[R ]| they were all in$4$ my pocket-book, or I should have denied 308:329,08[R ]| their existence, and hoarded them for*ever ~~ I was forced 308:329,09[R ]| to$9$ put them up$5$, and could not even$5$ kiss$1$ them. And 308:329,10[R ]| the lock$0$ of hair ~~ that$6#2$ too$5#2$ I had always carried about$4$ 308:329,11[R ]| me in$4$ the same pocket-book, which$6#1$ was now searched 308:329,12[R ]| by$4$ Madam with the most ingratiating virulence, ~~ the 308:329,13[R ]| dear$2#1$ lock$0$ ~~ all, every memento was torn from me." 308:329,14[A ]| "You are very wrong, $SS#R$Mr%*Willoughby, very blameable," 308:329,15[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, while$3$ her voice, in$4$ spite$8$ of herself, 308:329,16[' ]| betrayed her compassionate emotion; 308:329,16[A ]| "you ought not 308:329,17[A ]| to$9$ speak in$4$ this way, either of $SS#ZR$Mrs%*Willoughby or my 308:329,18[A ]| sister. You have made your own$2$ choice$0$. It was not 308:329,19[A ]| forced on$4$ you. Your wife has a claim$0$ to$4$ your politeness, 308:329,20[A ]| to$4$ your respect$0$, at least. She must be attached to$4$ you, 308:329,21[A ]| or she would not have married you. To$9$ treat$1$ her with 308:329,22[A ]| unkindness, to$9$ speak of her slightingly is no$2$ atonement 308:329,23[A ]| to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne ~~ nor can I suppose it a relief to$4$ your own$2$ 308:329,24[A ]| conscience." 308:329,25[R ]| "Do not talk$1$ to$4$ me of my wife," 308:329,25[' ]| said he with an 308:329,26[' ]| heavy sigh$0$. ~~ 308:329,26[R ]| "She does not deserve your compassion. ~~ 308:329,27[R ]| She knew I had no$2$ regard$0$ for$4$ her when we married. ~~ 308:329,28[R ]| Well$7$, married we were, and came down$5$ to$4$ Combe*Magna 308:329,29[R ]| to$9$ be happy, and afterwards returned to$4$ town 308:329,30[R ]| to$9$ be gay. ~~ And now do you pity$1$ me, $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood? 308:329,31[R ]| ~~ or have I said all this to$4$ no$2$ purpose? ~~ Am I ~~ 308:329,32[R ]| be it only one degree ~~ am I less guilty in$4$ your 308:329,33[R ]| opinion than I was before$5$? ~~ My intentions were not 308:329,34[R ]| always wrong. Have I explained away any part$0$ of my 308:329,35[R ]| guilt?" 308:329,36[A ]| "Yes, you have certainly removed something ~~ a little. 308:329,37[A ]| ~~ You have proved yourself, on$4$ the whole$0$, less faulty 308:329,38[A ]| than I had believed you. You have proved your heart 308:330,01[A ]| less wicked, much less wicked. But I hardly know ~~ 308:330,02[A ]| the misery that$6#1$ you have inflicted ~~ I hardly know what 308:330,03[A ]| could have made it worse." 308:330,04[R ]| "Will$1$ you repeat to$4$ your sister when she is recovered, 308:330,05[R ]| what I have been telling you? ~~ Let me be a little 308:330,06[R ]| lightened too$5#2$ in$4$ her opinion as well$5$ as in$4$ yours. You 308:330,07[R ]| tell me that$3$ she has forgiven me already. Let me be 308:330,08[R ]| able to$9$ fancy$1$ that$3$ a better knowledge of my heart, and 308:330,09[R ]| of my present$2$ feelings, will$1$ draw from her a more spontaneous, 308:330,10[R ]| more natural$2$, more gentle, less dignified, forgiveness. 308:330,11[R ]| Tell her of my misery and my penitence ~~ tell her 308:330,12[R ]| that$3$ my heart was never inconstant to$4$ her, and if you 308:330,13[R ]| will$1$, that$3$ at this moment she is dearer to$4$ me than ever." 308:330,14[A ]| "I will$1$ tell her all that$6#1$ is necessary to$4$ what may$1$ 308:330,15[A ]| comparatively be called, your justification. But you 308:330,16[A ]| have not explained to$4$ me the particular reason$0$ of your 308:330,17[A ]| coming now, nor how you heard of her illness." 308:330,18[R ]| "Last$2$ night, in$4$ Drury-lane lobby, I ran against $SS#L$Sir*John*Middleton, 308:330,19[R ]| and when he saw who$6#1$ I was ~~ for$4$ the 308:330,20[R ]| first time these two months ~~ he spoke to$4$ me. ~~ That$3$ he 308:330,21[R ]| had cut$1$ me ever since my marriage, I had seen without 308:330,22[R ]| surprise$0$ or resentment. Now, however, his good-natured, 308:330,23[R ]| honest, stupid soul, full of indignation against 308:330,24[R ]| me, and concern$0$ for$4$ your sister, could not resist the 308:330,25[R ]| temptation of telling me what he knew ought to$9$ ~~ though 308:330,26[R ]| probably he did not think it \would\ ~~ vex me horridly. ~~ 308:330,27[R ]| As bluntly as he could speak it, therefore, he told me that$3$ 308:330,28[R ]| $SS#C$Marianne*Dashwood was dying of a putrid fever at Cleveland ~~ 308:330,29[R ]| a letter that$6#2$ morning received from $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 308:330,30[R ]| declared her danger most imminent ~~ the $SS#N1$Palmers all 308:330,31[R ]| gone off in$4$ a fright, &c% ~~ I was too$5#1$ much shocked to$9$ 308:330,32[R ]| be able to$9$ pass$1$ myself off as insensible even$5$ to$4$ the 308:330,33[R ]| undiscerning $SS#L$Sir*John. His heart was softened in$4$ seeing 308:330,34[R ]| mine$6$ suffer; and so$5#1$ much of his ill-will was done away, 308:330,35[R ]| that$3$ when we parted, he almost shook me by$4$ the hand$0$ 308:330,36[R ]| while$3$ he reminded me of an old promise$0$ about$4$ a pointer 308:330,37[R ]| puppy. What I felt on$4$ hearing that$3$ your sister was 308:330,38[R ]| dying ~~ and dying too$5#2$, believing me the greatest villain 308:331,01[R ]| upon$4$ earth, scorning, hating me in$4$ her latest moments ~~ 308:331,02[R ]| for$3$ how could I tell what horrid projects might not have 308:331,03[R ]| been imputed? \One\ person I was sure would represent 308:331,04[R ]| me as capable of anything ~~ what I felt was dreadful! ~~ 308:331,05[R ]| My resolution was soon made, and at eight o'clock 308:331,06[R ]| this morning I was in$4$ my carriage. Now you know 308:331,07[R ]| all." 308:331,08[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor made no$2$ answer$0$. Her thoughts were silently 308:331,09[' ]| fixed on$4$ 308:331,09@a | the irreparable injury which$6#1$ too$5#1$ early an independence 308:331,10@a | and its consequent habits of idleness, dissipation, 308:331,11@a | and luxury, had made in$4$ the mind$0$, the character, 308:331,12@a | the happiness, of a man who$6#1$, to$4$ every advantage of 308:331,13@a | person and talents, united a disposition naturally open$2$ 308:331,14@a | and honest, and a feeling, affectionate temper. The 308:331,15@a | world had made him extravagant and vain ~~ Extravagance 308:331,16@a | and vanity had made him cold-hearted and selfish. 308:331,17@a | Vanity, while$4$ seeking its own$2$ guilty triumph$0$ at the 308:331,18@a | expense of another, had involved him in$4$ a real attachment, 308:331,19@a | which$6#1$ extravagance, or at least its offspring, necessity, 308:331,20@a | had required to$9$ be sacrificed. Each faulty propensity 308:331,21@a | in$4$ leading him to$4$ evil, had led him likewise to$4$ punishment. 308:331,22@a | The attachment, from which$6#1$ against honour$0$, 308:331,23@a | against feeling, against every better interest$0$ he had 308:331,24@a | outwardly torn himself, now, when no$2$ longer allowable, 308:331,25@a | governed every thought$0$; and the connection, for$4$ the sake 308:331,26@a | of which$6#1$ he had, with little scruple$0$, left her sister to$4$ misery, 308:331,27@a | was likely to$9$ prove a source of unhappiness to$4$ himself of a 308:331,28@a | far more incurable nature. 308:331,28[' ]| From a reverie of this kind$0$ she 308:331,29[' ]| was recalled at the end$0$ of some minutes by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, 308:331,30[' ]| who$6#1$, rousing himself from a reverie at least equally 308:331,31[' ]| painful, started up$5$ in$4$ preparation for$4$ going, and said, 308:331,32[R ]| "There is no$2$ use$0$ in$4$ staying here; I must be off." 308:331,33[A ]| "Are you going back$5$ to$4$ town?" 308:331,34[R ]| "No$7$ ~~ to$4$ Combe*Magna. I have business there; 308:331,35[R ]| from thence to$4$ town in$4$ a day or two. Good*bye." 308:331,36[' ]| He held out$5$ his hand$0$. She could not refuse to$9$ give 308:331,37[' ]| him her's; ~~ he pressed it with affection. 308:331,38[R ]| "And you \do\ think something better of me than you 308:332,01[R ]| did?" ~~ 308:332,01[' ]| said he, letting it fall$1$, and leaning against the 308:332,02[' ]| mantle-piece as if forgetting he was to$9$ go. 308:332,03[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor assured him that$3$ she did; ~~ that$3$ she forgave, 308:332,04[' ]| pitied, wished him well$5$ ~~ was even$5$ interested in$4$ his 308:332,05[' ]| happiness ~~ and added some gentle counsel$0$ as to$4$ the 308:332,06[' ]| behaviour most likely to$9$ promote it. His answer$0$ was 308:332,07[' ]| not very encouraging. 308:332,08[R ]| "As to$4$ that$6#2$," 308:332,08[' ]| said he, 308:332,08[R ]| "I must rub through$4$ the world 308:332,09[R ]| as well$5$ as I can. Domestic$2$ happiness is out$5$ of the 308:332,10[R ]| question$0$. If, however, I am allowed to$9$ think that$3$ you 308:332,11[R ]| and yours feel an interest$0$ in$4$ my fate and actions, it may$1$ 308:332,12[R ]| be the means$0$ ~~ it may$1$ put me on$4$ my guard$0$ ~~ at least, it 308:332,13[R ]| will$1$ be something to$9$ live for$4$. $SS#C$Marianne to$9$ be sure is 308:332,14[R ]| lost to$4$ me for*ever. Were I even$5$ by$4$ any blessed chance$0$ 308:332,15[R ]| at liberty again" ~~ 308:332,16[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor stopped him with a reproof. 308:332,17[R ]| "Well$7$" ~~ 308:332,17[' ]| he replied ~~ 308:332,17[R ]| "once more good*bye. I shall 308:332,18[R ]| now go away and live in$4$ dread$0$ of one event." 308:332,19[A ]| "What do you mean$1$?" 308:332,20[R ]| "Your sister's marriage." 308:332,21[A ]| "You are very wrong. She can never be more lost to$4$ 308:332,22[A ]| you than she is now." 308:332,23[R ]| "But she will$1$ be gained by$4$ some*one else. And if that$6#2$ 308:332,24[R ]| some*one should be the very he whom$6#1$, of all others, 308:332,25[R ]| I could least bear$1$ ~~ But I will$1$ not stay$1$ to$9$ rob myself 308:332,26[R ]| of all your compassionate good-will, by$4$ shewing that$3$ 308:332,27[R ]| where I have most injured I can least forgive. Good*bye, ~~ 308:332,28[R ]| God bless you!" 308:332,29[' ]| And with these words, he almost ran out$5$ of the room. 309:333,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, for$4$ some time after$3$ he left her, for$4$ some time 309:333,02[' ]| even$5$ after$3$ the sound$0$ of his carriage had died away, 309:333,03[' ]| remained too$5#1$ much oppressed by$4$ a croud of ideas, widely 309:333,04[' ]| differing in$4$ themselves, but of which$6#1$ sadness was the 309:333,05[' ]| general$2$ result$0$, to$9$ think even$5$ of her sister. 309:333,06[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby, he, whom$6#1$ only half an hour ago she had 309:333,07[' ]| abhorred as the most worthless of men, $SS#R$Willoughby, in$4$ 309:333,08[' ]| spite$8$ of all his faults, excited a degree of commiseration 309:333,09[' ]| for$4$ the sufferings produced by$4$ them, which$6#1$ made her 309:333,10[' ]| think of him as now separated for*ever from her family 309:333,11[' ]| with a tenderness, a regret$0$, rather in$4$ proportion, as she 309:333,12[' ]| soon acknowledged within herself ~~ to$4$ his wishes$0$ than 309:333,13[' ]| to$4$ his merits. She felt that$3$ his influence$0$ over her mind$0$ 309:333,14[' ]| was heightened by$4$ circumstances which$6#1$ ought not in$4$ 309:333,15[' ]| reason$0$ to$9$ have weight; by$4$ that$6#2$ person of uncommon 309:333,16[' ]| attraction, that$6#2$ open$2$, affectionate, and lively manner 309:333,17[' ]| which$6#1$ it was no$2$ merit$0$ to$9$ possess; and by$4$ that$6#2$ still$5$ 309:333,18[' ]| ardent love$0$ for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, which$6#1$ it was not even$5$ innocent 309:333,19[' ]| to$9$ indulge. But she felt that$3$ it was so$5#2$, long, long before$3$ 309:333,20[' ]| she could feel his influence$0$ less. 309:333,21[' ]| When at last$0$ she returned to$4$ the unconscious $SS#C$Marianne, 309:333,22[' ]| she found her just$5$ awaking, refreshed by$4$ so$5#1$ long and 309:333,23[' ]| sweet a sleep$0$ to$4$ the extent of her hopes$0$. $SS#A$Elinor's heart 309:333,24[' ]| was full. The past$0$, the present$0#1$, the future, $SS#R$Willoughby's 309:333,25[' ]| visit$0$, $SS#C$Marianne's safety, and her mother's expected 309:333,26[' ]| arrival, threw her altogether into an agitation of spirits 309:333,27[' ]| which$6#1$ kept off every indication of fatigue$0$, and made her 309:333,28[' ]| only fearful of betraying herself to$4$ her sister. Short was 309:333,29[' ]| the time, however, in$4$ which$6#1$ that$6#2$ fear$0$ could affect her, 309:333,30[' ]| for$3$ within half an hour after$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby's leaving the 309:333,31[' ]| house, she was again called down*stairs by$4$ the sound$0$ 309:333,32[' ]| of another carriage. ~~ Eager to$9$ save$1$ her mother from 309:333,33[' ]| every unnecessary moment's horrible suspense, she ran 309:334,01[' ]| immediately into the hall, and reached the outward door 309:334,02[' ]| just$5$ in$4$ time to$9$ receive and support$1$ her as she entered it. 309:334,03[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, whose$6#1$ terror as they drew near$4$ the 309:334,04[' ]| house had produced almost the conviction of $SS#C$Marianne's 309:334,05[' ]| being$1$ no$2$ more, had no$2$ voice to$9$ inquire after$4$ her, no$2$ 309:334,06[' ]| voice even$5$ for$4$ $SS#A$Elinor; but \she\, waiting neither for$4$ salutation 309:334,07[' ]| nor inquiry, instantly gave the joyful relief; ~~ and her 309:334,08[' ]| mother, catching it with all her usual warmth, was in$4$ a 309:334,09[' ]| moment as much overcome by$4$ her happiness, as she had 309:334,10[' ]| been before$5$ by$4$ her fears. She was supported into the 309:334,11[' ]| drawing-room between her daughter and her friend; ~~ 309:334,12[' ]| and there, shedding tears of joy, though still$5$ unable to$9$ 309:334,13[' ]| speak, embraced $SS#A$Elinor again and again, turning from 309:334,14[' ]| her at intervals to$9$ press$1$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's hand$0$, with 309:334,15[' ]| a look$0$ which$6#1$ spoke at once her gratitude, and her conviction 309:334,16[' ]| of his sharing with herself in$4$ the bliss of the 309:334,17[' ]| moment. He shared it, however, in$4$ a silence$0$ even$5$ greater 309:334,18[' ]| than her own$2$. 309:334,19[' ]| As soon as $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood had recovered herself, to$9$ 309:334,20[' ]| see $SS#C$Marianne was her first desire$0$; and in$4$ two minutes 309:334,21[' ]| she was with her beloved child, rendered dearer to$4$ her 309:334,22[' ]| than ever by$4$ absence, unhappiness, and danger. $SS#A$Elinor's 309:334,23[' ]| delight$0$, as she saw what each felt in$4$ the meeting, was 309:334,24[' ]| only checked by$4$ an apprehension of its robbing $SS#C$Marianne 309:334,25[' ]| of farther sleep$0$; ~~ but $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood could be calm$2$, 309:334,26[' ]| could be even$5$ prudent, when the life of a child was at 309:334,27[' ]| stake$0$, and $SS#C$Marianne, satisfied in$4$ knowing her mother 309:334,28[' ]| was near$4$ her, and conscious of being$1$ too$5#1$ weak for$4$ conversation, 309:334,29[' ]| submitted readily to$4$ the silence$0$ and quiet$0$ 309:334,30[' ]| prescribed by$4$ every nurse$0$ around$4$ her. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 309:334,31[' ]| \would\ sit up$5$ with her all night, and $SS#A$Elinor, in$4$ compliance 309:334,32[' ]| with her mother's entreaty, went to$4$ bed. But the rest$0#2$, 309:334,33[' ]| which$6#1$ one night entirely sleepless, and many hours of 309:334,34[' ]| the most wearing anxiety seemed to$9$ make$1$ requisite, 309:334,35[' ]| was kept off by$4$ irritation of spirits. $SS#R$Willoughby, 309:334,35@a | "poor 309:334,36@a | $SS#R$Willoughby," 309:334,36[' ]| as she now allowed herself to$9$ call$1$ him, 309:334,37[' ]| was constantly in$4$ her thoughts; she would not but 309:334,38[' ]| have heard his vindication for$4$ the world, and now blamed, 309:335,01[' ]| now acquitted herself for$4$ having judged him so$5#1$ harshly 309:335,02[' ]| before$5$. But her promise$0$ of relating it to$4$ her sister was 309:335,03[' ]| invariably painful. She dreaded the performance of it, 309:335,04[' ]| dreaded what its effect$0$ on$4$ $SS#C$Marianne might be; doubted 309:335,05[' ]| whether after$4$ such an explanation she could ever be 309:335,06[' ]| happy with another; and for$4$ a moment wished $SS#R$Willoughby 309:335,07[' ]| a widower. Then, remembering $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 309:335,08[' ]| reproved herself, felt that$3$ to$4$ \his\ sufferings and \his\ 309:335,09[' ]| constancy far more than to$4$ his rival's, the reward$0$ of 309:335,10[' ]| her sister was due$2$, and wished any*thing rather than 309:335,11[' ]| $SS#ZR$Mrs%*Willoughby's death. 309:335,12[' ]| The shock$0$ of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's errand at Barton had 309:335,13[' ]| been much softened to$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood by$4$ her own$2$ 309:335,14[' ]| previous alarm$0$; for$3$ so$5#1$ great was her uneasiness about$4$ 309:335,15[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, that$3$ she had already determined to$9$ set$1$ out$5$ 309:335,16[' ]| for$4$ Cleveland on$4$ that$6#2$ very day, without waiting for$4$ any 309:335,17[' ]| farther intelligence, and had so$5#1$ far settled her journey 309:335,18[' ]| before$4$ his arrival, that$3$ the $SS#ZE$Careys were then expected 309:335,19[' ]| every moment to$9$ fetch $SS#E$Margaret away, as her mother 309:335,20[' ]| was unwilling to$9$ take her where there might be infection. 309:335,21[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne continued to$9$ mend every day, and the 309:335,22[' ]| brilliant cheerfulness of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's looks$0$ and 309:335,23[' ]| spirits proved her to$9$ be, as she repeatedly declared herself, 309:335,24@d | one of the happiest women in$4$ the world. 309:335,24[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor 309:335,25[' ]| could not hear the declaration, nor witness$1$ its proofs 309:335,26[' ]| without sometimes wondering whether her mother 309:335,27[' ]| ever recollected $SS#B$Edward. But $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, trusting 309:335,28[' ]| to$4$ the temperate account$0$ of her own$2$ disappointment 309:335,29[' ]| which$6#1$ $SS#A$Elinor had sent her, was led away by$4$ the exuberance 309:335,30[' ]| of her joy to$9$ think only of what would increase$1$ 309:335,31[' ]| it. $SS#C$Marianne was restored to$9$ her from a danger in$4$ 309:335,32[' ]| which$6#1$, as she now began to$9$ feel, her own$2$ mistaken 309:335,33[' ]| judgment in$4$ encouraging the unfortunate attachment 309:335,34[' ]| to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, had contributed to$9$ place$1$ her; ~~ and 309:335,35[' ]| in$4$ her recovery she had yet another source of joy unthought 309:335,36[' ]| of by$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. It was thus imparted to$4$ her, as 309:335,37[' ]| soon as any opportunity of private$2$ conference between 309:335,38[' ]| them occurred. 309:336,01[D ]| "At last$0$ we are alone. My $SS#A$Elinor, you do not yet 309:336,02[D ]| know all my happiness. $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon loves $SS#C$Marianne. 309:336,03[D ]| He has told me so$5#2$ himself." 309:336,04[' ]| Her daughter, feeling by$4$ turns$0$ both pleased and 309:336,05[' ]| pained, surprised and not surprised, was all silent 309:336,06[' ]| attention. 309:336,07[D ]| "You are never like$4$ me, dear$2#1$ $SS#A$Elinor, or I should 309:336,08[D ]| wonder$1$ at your composure now. Had I sat down$5$ to$9$ 309:336,09[D ]| wish$1$ for$4$ any possible good to$4$ my family, I should have 309:336,10[D ]| fixed on$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's marrying one of you as the 309:336,11[D ]| object$0$ most desirable. And I believe $SS#C$Marianne will$1$ be 309:336,12[D ]| the most happy with him of the two." 309:336,13[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor was half inclined to$9$ ask her reason$0$ for$4$ thinking 309:336,14[' ]| so$5#2$, because satisfied that$3$ none founded on$4$ an impartial 309:336,15[' ]| consideration of their age, characters, or feelings, could 309:336,16[' ]| be given; ~~ but her mother must always be carried away 309:336,17[' ]| by$4$ her imagination on$4$ any interesting subject$0$, and 309:336,18[' ]| therefore instead of an inquiry, she passed it off with 309:336,19[' ]| a smile$0$. 309:336,20[D ]| "He opened his whole$2$ heart to$4$ me yesterday as we 309:336,21[D ]| travelled. It came out$5$ quite unawares, quite undesignedly. 309:336,22[D ]| I, you may$1$ well$5$ believe, could talk$1$ of nothing 309:336,23[D ]| but my child; ~~ he could not conceal his distress$0$; I saw 309:336,24[D ]| that$3$ it equalled my own$2$, and he perhaps, thinking that$3$ 309:336,25[D ]| mere friendship, as the world now goes, would not justify 309:336,26[D ]| so$5#1$ warm$2$ a sympathy ~~ or rather not thinking at all, I 309:336,27[D ]| suppose ~~ giving way to$4$ irresistible feelings, made me 309:336,28[D ]| acquainted with his earnest, tender$2$, constant, affection 309:336,29[D ]| for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. He has loved her, my $SS#A$Elinor, ever since 309:336,30[D ]| the first moment of seeing her." 309:336,31[' ]| Here, however, $SS#A$Elinor perceived, ~~ not the language, 309:336,32[' ]| not the professions of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, but the natural$2$ 309:336,33[' ]| embellishments of her mother's active fancy$0$, which$6#1$ 309:336,34[' ]| fashioned every*thing delightful to$4$ her, as it chose. 309:336,35[D ]| "His regard$0$ for$4$ her, infinitely surpassing anything 309:336,36[D ]| that$6#1$ $SS#R$Willoughby ever felt or feigned, as much more 309:336,37[D ]| warm$2$, as more sincere or constant ~~ which*ever we are 309:336,38[D ]| to$9$ call$1$ it ~~ has subsisted through$4$ all the knowledge of 309:337,01[D ]| dear$2#1$ $SS#C$Marianne's unhappy prepossession for$4$ that$6#2$ worthless 309:337,02[D ]| young man! ~~ and without selfishness ~~ without 309:337,03[D ]| encouraging a hope$0$! ~~ could he have seen her unhappy 309:337,04[D ]| with another ~~ Such a noble mind$0$! ~~ such openness, 309:337,05[D ]| such sincerity! ~~ no*one can be deceived in$4$ \him\." 309:337,06[A ]| "$SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's character," 309:337,06[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 309:337,06[A ]| "as an 309:337,07[A ]| excellent man, is well$5$ established." 309:337,08[D ]| "I know it is" ~~ 309:337,08[' ]| replied her mother seriously, 309:337,08[D ]| "or after$4$ 309:337,09[D ]| such a warning, \I\ should be the last$0$ to$9$ encourage such 309:337,10[D ]| affection, or even$5$ to$9$ be pleased by$4$ it. But his coming 309:337,11[D ]| for$4$ me as he did, with such active, such ready friendship, 309:337,12[D ]| is enough to$9$ prove him one of the worthiest of men." 309:337,13[A ]| "His character, however," 309:337,13[' ]| answered $SS#A$Elinor, 309:337,13[A ]| "does 309:337,14[A ]| not rest$1$ on$4$ \one\ act$0$ of kindness, to$4$ which$6#1$ his affection for$4$ 309:337,15[A ]| $SS#C$Marianne, were humanity out$5$ of the case, would have 309:337,16[A ]| prompted him. To$4$ $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, to$4$ the $SS#L1$Middletons, 309:337,17[A ]| he has been long and intimately known; they equally 309:337,18[A ]| love$1$ and respect$1$ him; and even$5$ my own$2$ knowledge of 309:337,19[A ]| him, though lately acquired, is very considerable; and 309:337,20[A ]| so$5#1$ highly do \I\ value$1$ and esteem$1$ him, that$3$ if $SS#C$Marianne 309:337,21[A ]| can be happy with him, I shall be as ready as yourself 309:337,22[A ]| to$9$ think our connection the greatest blessing to$4$ us in$4$ the 309:337,23[A ]| world. What answer$0$ did you give him? ~~ Did you allow 309:337,24[A ]| him to$9$ hope$1$?" 309:337,25[D ]| "Oh! my love$0$, I could not then talk$1$ of hope$0$ to$4$ him 309:337,26[D ]| or to$4$ myself. $SS#C$Marianne might at that$6#2$ moment be dying. 309:337,27[D ]| But he did not ask for$4$ hope$0$ or encouragement. His 309:337,28[D ]| was an involuntary confidence, an irrepressible effusion 309:337,29[D ]| to$4$ a soothing friend ~~ not an application to$4$ a parent. 309:337,30[D ]| Yet after$4$ a time I \did\ say, for$3$ at first I was quite overcome 309:337,31[D ]| ~~ that$3$ if she lived, as I trusted she might, my 309:337,32[D ]| greatest happiness would lie$1$ in$4$ promoting their marriage; 309:337,33[D ]| and since our arrival, since our delightful security I have 309:337,34[D ]| repeated it to$4$ him more fully, have given him every 309:337,35[D ]| encouragement in$4$ my power. Time, a very little time, 309:337,36[D ]| I tell him, will$1$ do everything; ~~ $SS#C$Marianne's heart is not 309:337,37[D ]| to$9$ be wasted for*ever on$4$ such a man as $SS#R$Willoughby. ~~ 309:337,38[D ]| His own$2$ merits must soon secure$1$ it." 309:338,01[A ]| "To$9$ judge$1$ from the $SS#H$Colonel's spirits, however, you 309:338,02[A ]| have not yet made him equally sanguine." 309:338,03[D ]| "No$7$. ~~ He thinks $SS#C$Marianne's affection too$5#1$ deeply 309:338,04[D ]| rooted for$4$ any change$0$ in$4$ it under a great length of time, 309:338,05[D ]| and even$5$ supposing her heart again free, is too$5#1$ diffident 309:338,06[D ]| of himself to$9$ believe, that$3$ with such a difference of age 309:338,07[D ]| and disposition, he could ever attach her. There, however, 309:338,08[D ]| he is quite mistaken. His age is only so$5#1$ much 309:338,09[D ]| beyond$4$ her's, as to$9$ be an advantage, as to$9$ make$1$ his 309:338,10[D ]| character and principles fixed; ~~ and his disposition, 309:338,11[D ]| I am well$5$ convinced, is exactly the very one to$9$ make$1$ 309:338,12[D ]| your sister happy. And his person, his manners too$5#2$, 309:338,13[D ]| are all in$4$ his favour$0$. My partiality does not blind$1$ me; 309:338,14[D ]| he certainly is not so$5#1$ handsome as $SS#R$Willoughby ~~ but at 309:338,15[D ]| the same time, there is something much more pleasing 309:338,16[D ]| in$4$ his countenance. ~~ There was always a something, ~~ 309:338,17[D ]| if you remember, ~~ in$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby's eyes at times, which$6#1$ 309:338,18[D ]| I did not like$1$." 309:338,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could \not\ remember it; ~~ but her mother, 309:338,20[' ]| without waiting for$4$ her assent, continued, 309:338,21[D ]| "And his manners, the $SS#H$Colonel's manners are not only 309:338,22[D ]| more pleasing to$4$ me than $SS#R$Willoughby's ever were, but 309:338,23[D ]| they are of a kind$0$ I well$5$ know to$9$ be more solidly attaching 309:338,24[D ]| to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. Their gentleness, their genuine 309:338,25[D ]| attention to$4$ other people, and their manly unstudied 309:338,26[D ]| simplicity is much more accordant with her real disposition, 309:338,27[D ]| than the liveliness ~~ often artificial, and often ill-timed 309:338,28[D ]| of the other. I am very sure myself, that$3$ had 309:338,29[D ]| $SS#R$Willoughby turned out$5$ as really amiable, as he has 309:338,30[D ]| proved himself the contrary, $SS#C$Marianne would yet never 309:338,31[D ]| have been so$5#1$ happy with \him\, as she will$1$ be with $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon." 309:338,32[D ]| 309:338,33[' ]| She paused. ~~ Her daughter could not quite agree 309:338,34[' ]| with her, but her dissent was not heard, and therefore 309:338,35[' ]| gave no$2$ offence. 309:338,36[D ]| "At Delaford, she will$1$ be within an easy distance$0$ of 309:338,37[D ]| me," 309:338,37[' ]| added $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 309:338,37[D ]| "even$5$ if I remain at 309:338,38[D ]| Barton; and in$4$ all probability, ~~ for$3$ I hear it is a large 309:339,01[D ]| village, ~~ indeed there certainly \must\ be some small 309:339,02[D ]| house or cottage close$5$ by$5$, that$6#1$ would suit$1$ us quite as 309:339,03[D ]| well$5$ as our present$2$ situation." 309:339,04[' ]| Poor $SS#A$Elinor! 309:339,04@a | ~~ here was a new scheme$0$ for$4$ getting 309:339,05@a | her to$4$ Delaford! ~~ 309:339,05[' ]| but her spirit was stubborn. 309:339,06[A ]| "His fortune too$5#2$! ~~ for$3$ at my time of life you know, 309:339,07[A ]| everybody cares$1$ about$4$ \that$6#2$\; ~~ and though I neither 309:339,08[A ]| know, nor desire$1$ to$9$ know, what it really is, I am sure it 309:339,09[A ]| must be a good one." 309:339,10[' ]| Here they were interrupted by$4$ the entrance of a third 309:339,11[' ]| person, and $SS#A$Elinor withdrew to$9$ think it all over in$4$ private$0$, 309:339,12[' ]| to$9$ wish$1$ success to$4$ her friend, and yet in$4$ wishing it, to$9$ feel 309:339,13[' ]| a pang for$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby. 310:340,01[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne's illness, though weakening in$4$ its kind$0$, 310:340,02[' ]| had not been long enough to$9$ make$1$ her recovery slow; 310:340,03[' ]| and with youth, natural$2$ strength, and her mother's 310:340,04[' ]| presence in$4$ aid, it proceeded so$5#1$ smoothly as to$9$ enable her 310:340,05[' ]| to$9$ remove$1$, within four days after$4$ the arrival of the latter, 310:340,06[' ]| into $SS#O$Mrs%*Palmer's dressing-room. When there, at her 310:340,07[' ]| own$2$ particular request$0$, for$3$ she was impatient to$9$ pour 310:340,08[' ]| forth her thanks to$4$ him for$4$ fetching her mother, $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 310:340,09[' ]| was invited to$9$ visit$1$ her. 310:340,10[' ]| His emotion in$4$ entering the room, in$4$ seeing her 310:340,11[' ]| altered looks$0$, and in$4$ receiving the pale hand$0$ which$6#1$ she 310:340,12[' ]| immediately held out$5$ to$4$ him, was such, as, in$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's 310:340,13[' ]| conjecture$0$, 310:340,13@a | must arise from something more than his 310:340,14@a | affection for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, or the consciousness of its being$1$ 310:340,15@a | known to$4$ others; 310:340,15[' ]| and she soon discovered in$4$ his melancholy$2$ 310:340,16[' ]| eye and varying complexion as he looked at her 310:340,17[' ]| sister, 310:340,17@a | the probable recurrence of many past$2$ scenes of 310:340,18@a | misery to$4$ his mind$0$, brought back$5$ by$4$ that$6#2$ resemblance 310:340,19@a | between $SS#C$Marianne and $SS#ZB$Eliza already acknowledged, and 310:340,20@a | now strengthened by$4$ the hollow eye, the sickly skin, 310:340,21@a | the posture of reclining weakness, and the warm$2$ acknowledgment 310:340,22@a | of peculiar obligation. 310:340,23[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, not less watchful of what passed than 310:340,24[' ]| her daughter, but with a mind$0$ very differently influenced, 310:340,25[' ]| and therefore watching to$4$ very different effect$0$, saw 310:340,26[' ]| nothing in$4$ the $SS#H$Colonel's behaviour but what arose from 310:340,27[' ]| the most simple$2$ and self-evident sensations, while$3$ in$4$ 310:340,28[' ]| the actions and words of $SS#C$Marianne she persuaded herself 310:340,29[' ]| to$9$ think that$3$ something more than gratitude already 310:340,30[' ]| dawned. 310:340,31[' ]| At the end$0$ of another day or two, $SS#C$Marianne growing 310:340,32[' ]| visibly stronger every twelve hours, $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 310:340,33[' ]| urged equally by$4$ her own$2$ and her daughter's wishes$0$, 310:341,01[' ]| began to$9$ talk$1$ of removing to$4$ Barton. On$4$ \her\ measures 310:341,02[' ]| depended those of her two friends; $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings could 310:341,03[' ]| not quit Cleveland during the $SS#D1$Dashwoods' stay$0$, and 310:341,04[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon was soon brought, by$4$ their united 310:341,05[' ]| request$0$, to$9$ consider his own$2$ abode there as equally 310:341,06[' ]| determinate, if not equally indispensable. At his and 310:341,07[' ]| $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's united request$0$ in$4$ return$0$, $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 310:341,08[' ]| was prevailed on$5$ to$9$ accept the use$0$ of his carriage 310:341,09[' ]| on$4$ her journey back$5$, for$4$ the better accommodation of 310:341,10[' ]| her sick child; and the $SS#H$Colonel, at the joint invitation of 310:341,11[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, whose$6#1$ active good-nature 310:341,12[' ]| made her friendly and hospitable for$4$ other 310:341,13[' ]| people as well$5$ as herself, engaged with pleasure to$9$ redeem 310:341,14[' ]| it by$4$ a visit$0$ at the cottage, in$4$ the course$0$ of a few 310:341,15[' ]| weeks. 310:341,16[' ]| The day of separation and departure arrived; and 310:341,17[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, after$4$ taking so$5#1$ particular and lengthened a 310:341,18[' ]| leave$0$ of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, one so$5#1$ earnestly grateful, so$5#1$ full 310:341,19[' ]| of respect$0$ and kind$2$ wishes$0$ as seemed due$2$ to$4$ her own$2$ 310:341,20[' ]| heart from a secret$2$ acknowledgment of past$2$ inattention, 310:341,21[' ]| and bidding $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon farewel with the cordiality 310:341,22[' ]| of a friend, was carefully assisted by$4$ him into the carriage, 310:341,23[' ]| of which$6#1$ he seemed anxious that$3$ she should engross at 310:341,24[' ]| least half. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood and $SS#A$Elinor then followed, 310:341,25[' ]| and the others were left by$4$ themselves, to$9$ talk$1$ of the 310:341,26[' ]| travellers, and feel their own$2$ dulness, till $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings 310:341,27[' ]| was summoned to$4$ her chaise to$9$ take comfort$0$ in$4$ the gossip 310:341,28[' ]| of her maid for$4$ the loss of her two young companions; 310:341,29[' ]| and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon immediately afterwards took his 310:341,30[' ]| solitary way to$4$ Delaford. 310:341,31[' ]| The $SS#D1$Dashwoods were two days on$4$ the road, and 310:341,32[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne bore$1#1$ her journey on$4$ both, without essential 310:341,33[' ]| fatigue$0$. Every*thing that$6#1$ the most zealous affection, 310:341,34[' ]| the most solicitous care$0$ could do to$9$ render her comfortable, 310:341,35[' ]| was the office of each watchful companion, and each 310:341,36[' ]| found their reward$0$ in$4$ her bodily ease$0$, and her calmness 310:341,37[' ]| of spirits. To$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, the observation of the latter was 310:341,38[' ]| particularly grateful. She, who$6#1$ had seen her week after$4$ 310:342,01[' ]| week so$5#1$ constantly suffering, oppressed by$4$ anguish of 310:342,02[' ]| heart which$6#1$ she had neither courage to$9$ speak of, nor 310:342,03[' ]| fortitude to$9$ conceal, now saw with a joy, which$6#1$ no$2$ other 310:342,04[' ]| could equally share$1$, an apparent composure of mind$0$, 310:342,05[' ]| which$6#1$, in$4$ being$1$ the result$0$ as she trusted of serious$2$ reflection, 310:342,06[' ]| must eventually lead$1$ her to$4$ contentment and 310:342,07[' ]| cheerfulness. 310:342,08[' ]| As they approached Barton, indeed, and entered on$4$ 310:342,09[' ]| scenes, of which$6#1$ every field and every tree brought some 310:342,10[' ]| peculiar, some painful recollection, she grew silent and 310:342,11[' ]| thoughtful, and turning away her face$0$ from their notice$0$, 310:342,12[' ]| sat earnestly gazing through$4$ the window. But here, 310:342,13[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could neither wonder$1$ nor blame$1$; and when she 310:342,14[' ]| saw, as she assisted $SS#C$Marianne from the carriage, that$3$ 310:342,15[' ]| she had been crying, she saw only an emotion too$5#1$ 310:342,16[' ]| natural$2$ in$4$ itself to$9$ raise anything less tender$2$ than pity$0$, 310:342,17[' ]| and in$4$ its unobtrusiveness entitled to$4$ praise$0$. In$4$ the 310:342,18[' ]| whole$0$ of her subsequent manner, she traced the direction 310:342,19[' ]| of a mind$0$ awakened to$4$ reasonable exertion; for$3$ no$2$ 310:342,20[' ]| sooner had they entered their common$2$ sitting-room, 310:342,21[' ]| than $SS#C$Marianne turned her eyes around$4$ it with a look$0$ of 310:342,22[' ]| resolute firmness, as if determined at once to$9$ accustom 310:342,23[' ]| herself to$4$ the sight of every object$0$ with which$6#1$ the 310:342,24[' ]| remembrance of $SS#R$Willoughby could be connected. ~~ She 310:342,25[' ]| said little, but every sentence aimed at cheerfulness, and 310:342,26[' ]| though a sigh$0$ sometimes escaped her, it never passed 310:342,27[' ]| away without the atonement of a smile$0$. After$4$ dinner 310:342,28[' ]| she would try her piano-forte=. She went to$4$ it; but the 310:342,29[' ]| music on$4$ which$6#1$ her eye first rested was an opera, procured 310:342,30[' ]| for$4$ her by$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby, containing some of their 310:342,31[' ]| favourite$2$ duets, and bearing on$4$ its outward leaf her 310:342,32[' ]| own$2$ name$0$ in$4$ his hand*writing. ~~ That$6#2$ would not do. ~~ 310:342,33[' ]| She shook her head$0$, put the music aside, and after$4$ 310:342,34[' ]| running over the keys for$4$ a minute$0$ complained of 310:342,35[' ]| feebleness in$4$ her fingers, and closed the instrument 310:342,36[' ]| again; declaring however with firmness as she did so$5#2$, 310:342,37[' ]| that$3$ she should in$4$ future practise much. 310:342,38[' ]| The next morning produced no$2$ abatement in$4$ these 310:343,01[' ]| happy symptoms. On$4$ the contrary, with a mind$0$ and 310:343,02[' ]| body alike strengthened by$4$ rest$0#2$, she looked and spoke 310:343,03[' ]| with more genuine spirit, anticipating the pleasure of 310:343,04[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret's return$0$, and talking of the dear$2#1$ family party 310:343,05[' ]| which$6#1$ would then be restored, of their mutual pursuits 310:343,06[' ]| and cheerful society as the only happiness worth a wish$0$. 310:343,07[C ]| "When the weather is settled, and I have recovered 310:343,08[C ]| my strength," 310:343,08[' ]| said she, 310:343,08[C ]| "we will$1$ take long walks$0$ together 310:343,09[C ]| every day. We will$1$ walk$1$ to$4$ the farm at the edge 310:343,10[C ]| of the down$0$, and see how the children go on$5$; we will$1$ 310:343,11[C ]| walk$1$ to$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John's new plantations at Barton-Cross, and 310:343,12[C ]| the Abbeyland; and we will$1$ often go to$4$ the old ruins of 310:343,13[C ]| the Priory, and try to$9$ trace its foundations as far as we 310:343,14[C ]| are told they once reached. I know we shall be happy. 310:343,15[C ]| I know the summer will$1$ pass$1$ happily away. I mean$1$ 310:343,16[C ]| never to$9$ be later in$4$ rising than six, and from that$6#2$ time 310:343,17[C ]| till dinner I shall divide every moment between music and 310:343,18[C ]| reading. I have formed my plan, and am determined 310:343,19[C ]| to$9$ enter on$4$ a course$0$ of serious$2$ study$0$. Our own$2$ library 310:343,20[C ]| is too$5#1$ well$5$ known to$4$ me, to$9$ be resorted to$5$ for$4$ anything 310:343,21[C ]| beyond$4$ mere amusement. But there are many works$0$ 310:343,22[C ]| well$5$ worth reading, at the Park; and there are others of 310:343,23[C ]| more modern production which$6#1$ I know I can borrow 310:343,24[C ]| of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon. By$4$ reading only six hours a-day, 310:343,25[C ]| I shall gain$1$ in$4$ the course$0$ of a twelvemonth a great deal$0$ 310:343,26[C ]| of instruction which$6#1$ I now feel myself to$9$ want$1$." 310:343,27[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor honoured her for$4$ a plan which$6#1$ originated so$5#1$ 310:343,28[' ]| nobly as this; though smiling to$9$ see the same eager 310:343,29[' ]| fancy$0$ which$6#1$ had been leading her to$4$ the extreme$0$ of 310:343,30[' ]| languid indolence and selfish repining, now at work$0$ 310:343,31[' ]| in$4$ introducing excess into a scheme$0$ of such rational 310:343,32[' ]| employment and virtuous self-controul. Her smile$0$ 310:343,33[' ]| however changed to$4$ a sigh$0$ when she remembered, 310:343,34[' ]| that$3$ her promise$0$ to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby was yet unfulfilled, 310:343,35[' ]| and feared she had that$6#2$ to$9$ communicate which$6#1$ might 310:343,36[' ]| again unsettle the mind$0$ of $SS#C$Marianne, and ruin$1$ at least 310:343,37[' ]| for$4$ a time this fair prospect of busy tranquillity. Willing 310:343,38[' ]| therefore to$9$ delay$0$ the evil hour, she resolved to$9$ wait till 310:344,01[' ]| her sister's health were more secure$2$, before$3$ she appointed 310:344,02[' ]| it. But the resolution was made only to$9$ be broken. 310:344,03[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne had been two or three days at home, before$3$ 310:344,04[' ]| the weather was fine enough for$4$ an invalid like$4$ herself 310:344,05[' ]| to$9$ venture out$5$. But at last$0$ a soft, genial morning 310:344,06[' ]| appeared; such as might tempt the daughter's wishes$0$ 310:344,07[' ]| and the mother's confidence; and $SS#C$Marianne, leaning 310:344,08[' ]| on$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's arm$0$, was authorised to$9$ walk$1$ as long as she 310:344,09[' ]| could without fatigue$0$, in$4$ the lane before$4$ the house. 310:344,10[' ]| The sisters set$1$ out$5$ at a pace$0$, slow as the feebleness 310:344,11[' ]| of $SS#C$Marianne in$4$ an exercise$0$ hitherto untried since her 310:344,12[' ]| illness required; ~~ and they had advanced only so$5#1$ far 310:344,13[' ]| beyond$4$ the house as to$9$ admit a full view$0$ of the hill, 310:344,14[' ]| the important hill behind, when pausing with her eyes 310:344,15[' ]| turned towards it, $SS#C$Marianne calmly said, 310:344,16[C ]| "There, exactly there" ~~ 310:344,16[' ]| pointing with one hand$0$, 310:344,17[C ]| "on$4$ that$6#2$ projecting mound, ~~ there I fell; and there I 310:344,18[C ]| first saw $SS#R$Willoughby." 310:344,19[' ]| Her voice sunk with the word, but presently reviving 310:344,20[' ]| she added, 310:344,21[C ]| "I am thankful to$9$ find that$3$ I can look$1$ with so$5#1$ little 310:344,22[C ]| pain$0$ on$4$ the spot! ~~ shall we ever talk$1$ on$4$ that$6#2$ subject$0$, 310:344,23[C ]| $SS#A$Elinor?" ~~ 310:344,23[' ]| hesitatingly it was said. ~~ 310:344,23[C ]| "Or will$1$ it be 310:344,24[C ]| wrong? ~~ I \can\ talk$1$ of it now, I hope$1$, as I ought to$9$ do." ~~ 310:344,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor tenderly invited her to$9$ be open$2$. 310:344,26[C ]| "As for$4$ regret$0$," 310:344,26[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, 310:344,26[C ]| "I have done with 310:344,27[C ]| that$6#2$, as far as \he\ is concerned. I do not mean$1$ to$9$ talk$1$ to$4$ 310:344,28[C ]| you of what my feelings have been for$4$ him, but what 310:344,29[C ]| they are \now\. ~~ At present$0#1$, if I could be satisfied on$4$ one 310:344,30[C ]| point$0$, if I could be allowed to$9$ think that$3$ he was not 310:344,31[C ]| \always\ acting a part$0$, not \always\ deceiving me; ~~ but 310:344,32[C ]| above$4$ all, if I could be assured that$3$ he never was so$5#1$ \very\ 310:344,33[C ]| wicked as my fears have sometimes fancied him, since 310:344,34[C ]| the story of that$6#2$ unfortunate girl" ~~ 310:344,35[' ]| She stopt. ~~ $SS#A$Elinor joyfully treasured her words as she 310:344,36[' ]| answered. 310:344,37[A ]| "If you could be assured of that$6#2$, you think you should 310:344,38[A ]| be easy." 310:345,01[C ]| "Yes. My peace of mind$0$ is doubly involved in$4$ it; ~~ 310:345,02[C ]| for$3$ not only is it horrible to$9$ suspect a person, who$6#1$ has 310:345,03[C ]| been what \he\ has been to$4$ \me\, of such designs, ~~ but what 310:345,04[C ]| must it make$1$ me appear to$4$ myself? ~~ What in$4$ a situation 310:345,05[C ]| like$4$ mine$6$, but a most shamefully unguarded affection 310:345,06[C ]| could expose me to$4$" ~~ 310:345,07[A ]| "How then," 310:345,07[' ]| asked her sister, 310:345,07[A ]| "would you account$1$ 310:345,08[A ]| for$4$ his behaviour?" 310:345,09[C ]| "I would suppose him, ~~ Oh! how gladly would I 310:345,10[C ]| suppose him, only fickle, very, very fickle." 310:345,11[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor said no$2$ more. She was debating within herself 310:345,12[' ]| on$4$ the eligibility of beginning her story directly, or postponing 310:345,13[' ]| it till $SS#C$Marianne were in$4$ stronger health; ~~ and 310:345,14[' ]| they crept on$5$ for$4$ a few minutes in$4$ silence$0$. 310:345,15[C ]| "I am not wishing him too$5#1$ much good," 310:345,15[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne 310:345,16[' ]| at last$0$ with a sigh$0$, 310:345,16[C ]| "when I wish$1$ his secret$2$ reflections 310:345,17[C ]| may$1$ be no$2$ more unpleasant than my own$2$. He will$1$ 310:345,18[C ]| suffer enough in$4$ them." 310:345,19[A ]| "Do you compare your conduct$0$ with his?" 310:345,20[C ]| "No$7$. I compare it with what it ought to$9$ have been; 310:345,21[C ]| I compare it with yours." 310:345,22[A ]| "Our situations have borne little resemblance." 310:345,23[C ]| "They have borne more than our conduct$0$. ~~ Do not, 310:345,24[C ]| my dearest $SS#A$Elinor, let your kindness defend what I know 310:345,25[C ]| your judgment must censure$1$. My illness has made me 310:345,26[C ]| think ~~ It has given me leisure and calmness for$4$ serious$2$ 310:345,27[C ]| recollection. Long before$3$ I was enough recovered to$9$ 310:345,28[C ]| talk$1$, I was perfectly able to$9$ reflect. I considered the 310:345,29[C ]| past$0$; I saw in$4$ my own$2$ behaviour since the beginning 310:345,30[C ]| of our acquaintance with him last$2$ autumn, nothing 310:345,31[C ]| but a series of imprudence towards myself, and want$0$ 310:345,32[C ]| of kindness to$4$ others. I saw that$3$ my own$2$ feelings had 310:345,33[C ]| prepared my sufferings, and that$3$ my want$0$ of fortitude 310:345,34[C ]| under them had almost led me to$4$ the grave$0$. My illness, 310:345,35[C ]| I well$5$ knew, had been entirely brought on$5$ by$4$ myself, 310:345,36[C ]| by$4$ such negligence of my own$2$ health, as I had felt even$5$ 310:345,37[C ]| at the time to$9$ be wrong. Had I died, ~~ it would have 310:345,38[C ]| been self-destruction. I did not know my danger till 310:346,01[C ]| the danger was removed; but with such feelings as 310:346,02[C ]| these reflections gave me, I wonder$1$ at my recovery, ~~ 310:346,03[C ]| wonder$1$ that$3$ the very eagerness of my desire$0$ to$9$ live, to$9$ 310:346,04[C ]| have time for$4$ atonement to$4$ my God, and to$4$ you all, did 310:346,05[C ]| not kill me at once. Had I died, ~~ in$4$ what peculiar 310:346,06[C ]| misery should I have left you, my nurse$0$, my friend, my 310:346,07[C ]| sister! ~~ You, who$6#1$ had seen all the fretful selfishness 310:346,08[C ]| of my latter days; who$6#1$ had known all the murmurings 310:346,09[C ]| of my heart! ~~ How should I have lived in$4$ \your\ remembrance! 310:346,10[C ]| ~~ My mother too$5#2$! How could you have consoled 310:346,11[C ]| her! ~~ I cannot express$1$ my own$2$ abhorrence of myself. 310:346,12[C ]| Whenever I looked towards the past$0$, I saw some duty 310:346,13[C ]| neglected, or some failing indulged. Every*body seemed 310:346,14[C ]| injured by$4$ me. The kindness, the unceasing kindness 310:346,15[C ]| of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, I had repaid with ungrateful contempt. 310:346,16[C ]| To$4$ the $SS#L1$Middletons, the $SS#N1$Palmers, the $SS#P1$Steeles, to$4$ every 310:346,17[C ]| common$2$ acquaintance even$5$, I had been insolent and 310:346,18[C ]| unjust; with an heart hardened against their merits, 310:346,19[C ]| and a temper irritated by$4$ their very attention. ~~ To$4$ 310:346,20[C ]| $SS#F$John, to$4$ $SS#G$Fanny, ~~ yes, even$5$ to$4$ them, little as they 310:346,21[C ]| deserve, I had given less than their due$0$. But you, ~~ 310:346,22[C ]| you above$4$ all, above$4$ my mother, had been wronged by$4$ 310:346,23[C ]| me. I, and only I, knew your heart and its sorrows; 310:346,24[C ]| yet, to$4$ what did it influence$1$ me? ~~ not to$4$ any compassion 310:346,25[C ]| that$6#1$ could benefit you or myself. ~~ Your example was 310:346,26[C ]| before$4$ me: but to$4$ what avail? ~~ Was I more considerate 310:346,27[C ]| of you and your comfort$0$? Did I imitate your 310:346,28[C ]| forbearance, or lessen your restraints, by$4$ taking any 310:346,29[C ]| part$0$ in$4$ those offices of general$2$ complaisance or particular 310:346,30[C ]| gratitude which$6#1$ you had hitherto been left to$9$ discharge 310:346,31[C ]| alone? ~~ No$7$; ~~ not less when I knew you to$9$ be unhappy, 310:346,32[C ]| than when I had believed you at ease$0$, did I turn$1$ away 310:346,33[C ]| from every exertion of duty or friendship; scarcely 310:346,34[C ]| allowing sorrow to$9$ exist but with me, regretting only 310:346,35[C ]| \that$6#2$\ heart which$6#1$ had deserted and wronged me, and 310:346,36[C ]| leaving you, for$4$ whom$6#1$ I professed an unbounded affection, 310:346,37[C ]| to$9$ be miserable for$4$ my sake." 310:346,38[' ]| Here ceased the rapid flow$0$ of her self-reproving spirit; 310:347,01[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor, impatient to$9$ sooth, though too$5#1$ honest to$9$ 310:347,02[' ]| flatter, gave her instantly that$6#2$ praise$0$ and support$0$ which$6#1$ 310:347,03[' ]| her frankness and her contrition so$5#1$ well$5$ deserved. 310:347,04[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne pressed her hand$0$ and replied, 310:347,05[C ]| "You are very good. ~~ The future must be my proof. 310:347,06[C ]| I have laid down$5$ my plan, and if I am capable of 310:347,07[C ]| adhering to$4$ it ~~ my feelings shall be governed and my 310:347,08[C ]| temper improved. They shall no$2$ longer worry others, 310:347,09[C ]| nor torture myself. I shall now live solely for$4$ my family. 310:347,10[C ]| You, my mother, and $SS#E$Margaret, must henceforth be all 310:347,11[C ]| the world to$4$ me; you will$1$ share$1$ my affections entirely 310:347,12[C ]| between you. From you, from my home, I shall never 310:347,13[C ]| again have the smallest incitement to$9$ move$1$; and if 310:347,14[C ]| I do mix in$4$ other society it will$1$ be only to$9$ shew$1$ that$3$ my 310:347,15[C ]| spirit is humbled, my heart amended, and that$3$ I can 310:347,16[C ]| practise the civilities, the lesser duties of life, with 310:347,17[C ]| gentleness, and forbearance. As for$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby ~~ to$9$ 310:347,18[C ]| say that$3$ I shall soon or that$3$ I shall ever forget him, 310:347,19[C ]| would be idle. His remembrance can be overcome by$4$ 310:347,20[C ]| no$2$ change$0$ of circumstances or opinions. But it shall 310:347,21[C ]| be regulated, it shall be checked by$4$ religion, by$4$ reason$0$, 310:347,22[C ]| by$4$ constant employment." 310:347,23[' ]| She paused ~~ and added in$4$ a lower$2$ voice, 310:347,23[C ]| "If I could 310:347,24[C ]| but know \his\ heart, everything would become easy." 310:347,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ had now been for$4$ some time reflecting 310:347,26[' ]| on$4$ the propriety or impropriety of speedily hazarding 310:347,27[' ]| her narration, without feeling at all nearer decision than 310:347,28[' ]| at first, heard this; and perceiving that$3$ as reflection did 310:347,29[' ]| nothing, resolution must do all, soon found herself 310:347,30[' ]| leading to$4$ the fact. 310:347,31[' ]| She managed the recital, as she hoped, with address$0$; 310:347,32[' ]| prepared her anxious listener with caution$0$; related 310:347,33[' ]| simply and honestly the chief points on$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#R$Willoughby 310:347,34[' ]| grounded his apology; did justice to$4$ his repentance, 310:347,35[' ]| and softened only his protestations of present$2$ regard$0$. 310:347,36[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne said not a word. ~~ She trembled, her eyes were 310:347,37[' ]| fixed on$4$ the ground, and her lips became whiter than 310:347,38[' ]| even$5$ sickness had left them. A thousand inquiries sprung 310:348,01[' ]| up$5$ from her heart, but she dared not urge one. She 310:348,02[' ]| caught every syllable with panting eagerness; her hand$0$, 310:348,03[' ]| unknowingly to$4$ herself, closely pressed her sister's, and 310:348,04[' ]| tears covered her cheeks. 310:348,05[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, dreading her being$1$ tired, led her towards home; 310:348,06[' ]| and till they reached the door of the cottage, easily 310:348,07[' ]| conjecturing what her curiosity must be though no$2$ 310:348,08[' ]| question$0$ was suffered to$9$ speak it, talked of nothing but 310:348,09[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby, and their conversation together; and 310:348,10[' ]| was carefully minute$2$ in$4$ every particular of speech and 310:348,11[' ]| look$0$, where minuteness could be safely indulged. As 310:348,12[' ]| soon as they entered the house, $SS#C$Marianne with a kiss$0$ 310:348,13[' ]| of gratitude and these two words just$5$ articulate$2$ through$4$ 310:348,14[' ]| her tears, 310:348,14[C ]| "Tell mama," 310:348,14[' ]| withdrew from her sister and 310:348,15[' ]| walked slowly up*stairs. $SS#A$Elinor would not attempt$1$ 310:348,16[' ]| to$9$ disturb a solitude so$5#1$ reasonable as what she now 310:348,17[' ]| sought; and with a mind$0$ anxiously pre-arranging its 310:348,18[' ]| result$0$, and a resolution of reviving the subject$0$ again, 310:348,19[' ]| should $SS#C$Marianne fail to$9$ do it, she turned into the parlour 310:348,20[' ]| to$9$ fulfil her parting injunction. 311:349,01[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood did not hear unmoved the vindication 311:349,02[' ]| of her former favourite$0$. 311:349,02@d | She rejoiced in$4$ his being$1$ 311:349,03@d | cleared from some part$0$ of his imputed guilt; ~~ she was 311:349,04@d | sorry for$4$ him; ~~ she wished him happy. But the feelings 311:349,05@d | of the past$0$ could not be recalled. ~~ Nothing could restore 311:349,06@d | him with a faith unbroken ~~ a character unblemished, 311:349,07@d | to$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. Nothing could do away the knowledge 311:349,08@d | of what the latter had suffered through$4$ his means$0$, nor 311:349,09@d | remove$1$ the guilt of his conduct$0$ towards $SS#ZC$Eliza. Nothing 311:349,10@d | could replace him, therefore, in$4$ her former esteem$0$, nor 311:349,11@d | injure the interests$0$ of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon. 311:349,12[' ]| Had $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, like$4$ her daughter, heard 311:349,13[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby's story from himself ~~ had she witnessed his 311:349,14[' ]| distress$0$, and been under the influence$0$ of his countenance 311:349,15[' ]| and his manner, it is probable that$3$ her compassion 311:349,16[' ]| would have been greater. But it was neither in$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's 311:349,17[' ]| power, nor in$4$ her wish$0$, to$9$ rouse such feelings in$4$ another, 311:349,18[' ]| by$4$ her retailed explanation, as had at first been called 311:349,19[' ]| forth in$4$ herself. Reflection had given calmness to$4$ her 311:349,20[' ]| judgment, and sobered her own$2$ opinion of $SS#R$Willoughby's 311:349,21[' ]| deserts; ~~ she wished, therefore, to$9$ declare only the 311:349,22[' ]| simple$2$ truth, and lay$1#1$ open$2$ such facts as were really due$2$ 311:349,23[' ]| to$4$ his character, without any embellishment of tenderness 311:349,24[' ]| to$9$ lead$1$ the fancy$0$ astray. 311:349,25[' ]| In$4$ the evening, when they were all three together, 311:349,26[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne began voluntarily to$9$ speak of him again; ~~ 311:349,27[' ]| but that$3$ it was not without an effort, the restless, unquiet 311:349,28[' ]| thoughtfulness in$4$ which$6#1$ she had been for$4$ some time 311:349,29[' ]| previously sitting ~~ her rising colour, as she spoke ~~ and 311:349,30[' ]| her unsteady voice, plainly shewed. 311:349,31[C ]| "I wish$1$ to$9$ assure you both," 311:349,31[' ]| said she, 311:349,31[C ]| "that$3$ I see 311:349,32[C ]| every*thing ~~ as you can desire$1$ me to$9$ do." 311:349,33[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood would have interrupted her instantly 311:350,01[' ]| with soothing tenderness, had not $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ really 311:350,02[' ]| wished to$9$ hear her sister's unbiassed opinion, by$4$ an 311:350,03[' ]| eager sign, engaged her silence$0$. $SS#C$Marianne slowly continued ~~ 311:350,04[' ]| 311:350,05[C ]| "It is a great relief to$4$ me ~~ what $SS#A$Elinor told me this 311:350,06[C ]| morning ~~ I have now heard exactly what I wished to$9$ 311:350,07[C ]| hear." ~~ 311:350,07[' ]| For$4$ some moments her voice was lost; but 311:350,08[' ]| recovering herself, she added, and with greater calmness 311:350,09[' ]| than before$5$ ~~ 311:350,09[C ]| "I am now perfectly satisfied, I wish$1$ for$4$ 311:350,10[C ]| no$2$ change$0$. I never could have been happy with him, 311:350,11[C ]| after$4$ knowing, as sooner or later I must have known, 311:350,12[C ]| all this. ~~ I should have had no$2$ confidence, no$2$ esteem$0$. 311:350,13[C ]| Nothing could have done it away to$4$ my feelings." 311:350,14[D ]| "I know it ~~ I know it," 311:350,14[' ]| cried her mother. 311:350,14[D ]| "Happy 311:350,15[D ]| with a man of libertine practices! ~~ With one who$6#1$ had 311:350,16[D ]| so$5#1$ injured the peace of the dearest of our friends, and 311:350,17[D ]| the best of men! ~~ No$7$ ~~ my $SS#C$Marianne has not a heart to$9$ 311:350,18[D ]| be made happy with such a man! ~~ Her conscience, her 311:350,19[D ]| sensitive conscience, would have felt all that$6#1$ the conscience 311:350,20[D ]| of her husband ought to$9$ have felt." 311:350,21[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne sighed, and repeated ~~ 311:350,21[C ]| "I wish$1$ for$4$ no$2$ 311:350,22[C ]| change$0$." 311:350,23[A ]| "You consider the matter," 311:350,23[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 311:350,23[A ]| "exactly as 311:350,24[A ]| a good mind$0$ and a sound$2$ understanding must consider 311:350,25[A ]| it; and I dare$1#2$ say, you perceive, as well$5$ as myself, not 311:350,26[A ]| only in$4$ this, but in$4$ many other circumstances, reason$0$ 311:350,27[A ]| enough to$9$ be convinced that$3$ your marriage must have 311:350,28[A ]| involved you in$4$ many certain troubles and disappointments, 311:350,29[A ]| in$4$ which$6#1$ you would have been poorly supported 311:350,30[A ]| by$4$ an affection, on$4$ his side$0$, much less certain. Had you 311:350,31[A ]| married, you must have been always poor. His expensiveness 311:350,32[A ]| is acknowledged even$5$ by$4$ himself, and his whole$2$ 311:350,33[A ]| conduct$0$ declares that$3$ self-denial is a word hardly 311:350,34[A ]| understood by$4$ him. His demands$0$ and your inexperience 311:350,35[A ]| together on$4$ a small, very small income, must have 311:350,36[A ]| brought on$5$ distresses which$6#1$ would not be the \less\ 311:350,37[A ]| grievous to$4$ you, from having been entirely unknown 311:350,38[A ]| and unthought of before$5$. \Your\ sense of honour$0$ and 311:351,01[A ]| honesty would have led you, I know, when aware of 311:351,02[A ]| your situation, to$9$ attempt$1$ all the economy that$6#1$ would 311:351,03[A ]| appear to$4$ you possible; and perhaps, as long as your 311:351,04[A ]| frugality retrenched only on$4$ your own$2$ comfort$0$, you 311:351,05[A ]| might have been suffered to$9$ practise it, but beyond$4$ that$6#2$ 311:351,06[A ]| ~~ and how little could the utmost of your single management 311:351,07[A ]| do to$9$ stop$1$ the ruin$0$ which$6#1$ had begun before$4$ your 311:351,08[A ]| marriage? ~~ Beyond$4$ \that$6#2$\, had you endeavoured, however 311:351,09[A ]| reasonably, to$9$ abridge \his\ enjoyments, is it not to$9$ 311:351,10[A ]| be feared, that$3$ instead of prevailing on$4$ feelings so$5#1$ selfish 311:351,11[A ]| to$9$ consent$1$ to$4$ it, you would have lessened your own$2$ 311:351,12[A ]| influence$0$ on$4$ his heart, and made him regret$1$ the connection 311:351,13[A ]| which$6#1$ had involved him in$4$ such difficulties?" 311:351,14[' ]| $SS#B$Marianne's lips quivered, and she repeated the word 311:351,15[C ]| "Selfish?" 311:351,15[' ]| in$4$ a tone that$6#1$ implied ~~ 311:351,15@c | "do you really 311:351,16@c | think him selfish?" 311:351,17[A ]| "The whole$0$ of his behaviour," 311:351,17[' ]| replied $SS#A$Elinor, 311:351,17[A ]| "from 311:351,18[A ]| the beginning to$4$ the end$0$ of the affair, has been grounded 311:351,19[A ]| on$4$ selfishness. It was selfishness which$6#1$ first made him 311:351,20[A ]| sport$1$ with your affections; which$6#1$ afterwards, when his 311:351,21[A ]| own$2$ were engaged, made him delay$1$ the confession of it, 311:351,22[A ]| and which$6#1$ finally carried him from Barton. His own$2$ 311:351,23[A ]| enjoyment, or his own$2$ ease$0$, was, in$4$ every particular, 311:351,24[A ]| his ruling principle." 311:351,25[C ]| "It is very true. \My\ happiness never was his object$0$." 311:351,26[A ]| "At present$0#1$," 311:351,26[' ]| continued $SS#A$Elinor, 311:351,26[A ]| "he regrets what he 311:351,27[A ]| has done. And why does he regret$1$ it? ~~ Because he finds 311:351,28[A ]| it has not answered towards himself. It has not made 311:351,29[A ]| him happy. His circumstances are now unembarrassed 311:351,30[A ]| ~~ he suffers from no$2$ evil of that$6#2$ kind$0$; and he thinks 311:351,31[A ]| only that$3$ he has married a woman of a less amiable 311:351,32[A ]| temper than yourself. But does it thence follow that$3$ 311:351,33[A ]| had he married you, he would have been happy? ~~ The 311:351,34[A ]| inconveniencies would have been different. He would 311:351,35[A ]| then have suffered under the pecuniary distresses which$6#1$, 311:351,36[A ]| because they are removed, he now reckons as nothing. 311:351,37[A ]| He would have had a wife of whose$6#1$ temper he could 311:351,38[A ]| make$1$ no$2$ complaint, but he would have been always 311:352,01[A ]| necessitous ~~ always poor; and probably would soon 311:352,02[A ]| have learnt to$9$ rank$1$ the innumerable comforts of a clear$2$ 311:352,03[A ]| estate and good income as of far more importance, even$5$ 311:352,04[A ]| to$4$ domestic$2$ happiness, than the mere temper of a wife." 311:352,05[C ]| "I have not a doubt$0$ of it," 311:352,05[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne; 311:352,05[C ]| "and 311:352,06[C ]| I have nothing to$9$ regret$1$ ~~ nothing but my own$2$ folly." 311:352,07[D ]| "Rather say your mother's imprudence, my child," 311:352,08[' ]| said $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood; 311:352,08[D ]| "\she\ must be answerable." 311:352,09[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne would not let her proceed; ~~ and $SS#A$Elinor, 311:352,10[' ]| satisfied that$3$ each felt their own$2$ error, wished to$9$ avoid 311:352,11[' ]| any survey of the past$0$ that$6#1$ might weaken her sister's 311:352,12[' ]| spirits; she therefore, pursuing the first subject$0$, 311:352,13[' ]| immediately continued, 311:352,14[A ]| "\One\ observation may$1$, I think, be fairly drawn from 311:352,15[A ]| the whole$0$ of the story ~~ that$3$ all $SS#R$Willoughby's difficulties 311:352,16[A ]| have arisen from the first offence against virtue, in$4$ his 311:352,17[A ]| behaviour to$4$ $SS#ZC$Eliza*Williams. That$6#2$ crime has been the 311:352,18[A ]| origin of every lesser one, and of all his present$2$ discontents." 311:352,19[A ]| 311:352,20[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne assented most feelingly to$4$ the remark$0$; and 311:352,21[' ]| her mother was led by$4$ it to$4$ an enumeration of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's 311:352,22[' ]| injuries and merits, warm$2$ as friendship and 311:352,23[' ]| design$0$ could unitedly dictate$1$. Her daughter did not 311:352,24[' ]| look$1$, however, as if much of it were heard by$4$ her. 311:352,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, according to$4$ her expectation, saw on$4$ the two 311:352,26[' ]| or three following days, that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne did not continue 311:352,27[' ]| to$9$ gain$1$ strength as she had done; but while$3$ her resolution 311:352,28[' ]| was unsubdued, and she still$5$ tried to$9$ appear cheerful 311:352,29[' ]| and easy, her sister could safely trust$1$ to$4$ the effect$0$ of 311:352,30[' ]| time upon$4$ her health. 311:352,31[' ]| $SS#E$Margaret returned, and the family were again all 311:352,32[' ]| restored to$4$ each other, again quietly settled at the 311:352,33[' ]| cottage, and if not pursuing their usual studies with quite 311:352,34[' ]| so$5#1$ much vigour as when they first came to$4$ Barton, at 311:352,35[' ]| least planning a vigorous prosecution of them in$4$ future. 311:352,36[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor grew impatient for$4$ some tidings of $SS#B$Edward. 311:352,37[' ]| She had heard nothing of him since her leaving London, 311:352,38[' ]| nothing new of his plans, nothing certain even$5$ of his 311:353,01[' ]| present$2$ abode. Some letters had passed between her 311:353,02[' ]| and her brother, in$4$ consequence of $SS#C$Marianne's illness; 311:353,03[' ]| and in$4$ the first of $SS#F$John's, there had been this sentence: 311:353,04[F ]| ~~ "We know nothing of our unfortunate $SS#B$Edward, and 311:353,05[F ]| can make$1$ no$2$ inquiries on$4$ so$5#1$ prohibited a subject$0$, but 311:353,06[F ]| conclude him to$9$ be still$5$ at Oxford;" 311:353,06[' ]| which$6#1$ was all the 311:353,07[' ]| intelligence of $SS#B$Edward afforded her by$4$ the correspondence, 311:353,08[' ]| for$3$ his name$0$ was not even$5$ mentioned in$4$ any of 311:353,09[' ]| the succeeding letters. She was not doomed, however, 311:353,10[' ]| to$9$ be long in$4$ ignorance of his measures. 311:353,11[' ]| Their man-servant had been sent one morning to$4$ 311:353,12[' ]| Exeter on$4$ business; and when, as he waited at table, 311:353,13[' ]| he had satisfied the inquiries of his mistress as to$4$ the 311:353,14[' ]| event of his errand, this was his voluntary communication ~~ 311:353,15[' ]| 311:353,16[W ]| "I suppose you know ma'am, that$3$ $SS#J$Mr%*Ferrars is 311:353,17[W ]| married." 311:353,18[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne gave a violent start$0$, fixed her eyes upon$4$ 311:353,19[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, saw her turning pale, and fell back$5$ in$4$ her 311:353,20[' ]| chair in$4$ hysterics. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, whose$6#1$ eyes, as she 311:353,21[' ]| answered the servant's inquiry, had intuitively taken 311:353,22[' ]| the same direction, was shocked to$9$ perceive by$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's 311:353,23[' ]| countenance how much she really suffered, and in$4$ a 311:353,24[' ]| moment afterwards, alike distressed by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's 311:353,25[' ]| situation, knew not on$4$ which$6#1$ child to$9$ bestow her 311:353,26[' ]| principal$2$ attention. 311:353,27[' ]| The servant, who$6#1$ saw only that$3$ $SS#C$Miss*Marianne was 311:353,28[' ]| taken ill, had sense enough to$9$ call$1$ one of the maids, who$6#1$, 311:353,29[' ]| with $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's assistance, supported her into 311:353,30[' ]| the other room. By$4$ that$6#2$ time, $SS#C$Marianne was rather 311:353,31[' ]| better, and her mother leaving her to$4$ the care$0$ of $SS#E$Margaret 311:353,32[' ]| and the maid, returned to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$, though still$5$ much 311:353,33[' ]| disordered, had so$5#1$ far recovered the use$0$ of her reason$0$ 311:353,34[' ]| and voice as to$9$ be just$5$ beginning an inquiry of $SS#W$Thomas, 311:353,35[' ]| as to$4$ the source of his intelligence. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 311:353,36[' ]| immediately took all that$6#2$ trouble$0$ on$4$ herself; and 311:353,37[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor had the benefit of the information without the 311:353,38[' ]| exertion of seeking it. 311:354,01[D ]| "Who$6#2$ told you that$3$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars was married, 311:354,02[D ]| $SS#W$Thomas?" 311:354,03[W ]| "I see $SS#J$Mr%*Ferrars myself, ma'am, this morning in$4$ 311:354,04[W ]| Exeter, and his lady too$5#2$, $SS#Q$Miss*Steele as was. They was 311:354,05[W ]| stopping in$4$ a chaise at the door of the New*London*Inn, 311:354,06[W ]| as I went there with a message from $SS#ZZA$Sally at the Park 311:354,07[W ]| to$4$ her brother, who$6#1$ is one of the post-boys. I happened 311:354,08[W ]| to$9$ look$1$ up$5$ as I went by$4$ the chaise, and so$3$ I see directly 311:354,09[W ]| it was the youngest $SS#Q$Miss*Steele; so$3$ I took off my hat, and 311:354,10[W ]| she knew me and called to$4$ me, and inquired after$4$ you, 311:354,11[W ]| ma'am, and the young ladies, especially $SS#C$Miss*Marianne, 311:354,12[W ]| and bid me I should give her compliments and $SS#J$Mr%*Ferrars's, 311:354,13[W ]| their best compliments and service, and how 311:354,14[W ]| sorry they was they had not time to$9$ come on$5$ and see you, 311:354,15[W ]| but they was in$4$ a great hurry$0$ to$9$ go forwards, for$3$ they 311:354,16[W ]| was going further down$5$ for$4$ a little while$0$, but howsever, 311:354,17[W ]| when they come back$5$, they'd make$1$ sure to$9$ come and 311:354,18[W ]| see you." 311:354,19[D ]| "But did she tell you she was married, $SS#W$Thomas?" 311:354,20[W ]| "Yes, ma'am. She smiled, and said how she had 311:354,21[W ]| changed her name$0$ since she was in$4$ these parts. She was 311:354,22[W ]| always a very affable and free-spoken young lady, and 311:354,23[W ]| very civil behaved. So$3$, I made free to$9$ wish$1$ her joy." 311:354,24[D ]| "Was $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars in$4$ the carriage with her?" 311:354,25[W ]| "Yes, ma'am, I just$5$ see him leaning back$5$ in$4$ it, but 311:354,26[W ]| he did not look$1$ up$5$; ~~ he never was a gentleman much 311:354,27[W ]| for$4$ talking." 311:354,28[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's heart could easily account$1$ for$4$ his not putting 311:354,29[' ]| himself forward$5$; and $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood probably found 311:354,30[' ]| the same explanation. 311:354,31[D ]| "Was there no*one else in$4$ the carriage?" 311:354,32[W ]| "No$7$, ma'am, only they two." 311:354,33[D ]| "Do you know where they came from?" 311:354,34[W ]| "They come straight from town, as $SS#Q$Miss*Lucy ~~ $SS#Q$Mrs%*Ferrars 311:354,35[W ]| told me." 311:354,36[D ]| "And are going farther westward?" 311:354,37[W ]| "Yes, ma'am ~~ but not to$9$ bide long. They will$1$ soon 311:354,38[W ]| be back$5$ again, and then they'd be sure and call$1$ here." 311:355,01[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood now looked at her daughter; but 311:355,02[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor knew better than to$9$ expect them. She recognised 311:355,03[' ]| the whole$0$ of $SS#Q$Lucy in$4$ the message, and was very confident 311:355,04[' ]| that$3$ $SS#B$Edward would never come near$4$ them. She observed, 311:355,05[' ]| in$4$ a low voice, to$4$ her mother, that$3$ they were probably 311:355,06[' ]| going down$5$ to$4$ $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt's, near$4$ Plymouth. 311:355,07[' ]| $SS#W$Thomas's intelligence seemed over. $SS#A$Elinor looked as 311:355,08[' ]| if she wished to$9$ hear more. 311:355,09[D ]| "Did you see them off, before$3$ you came away?" 311:355,10[W ]| "No$7$, ma'am ~~ the horses was just$5$ coming out$5$, but 311:355,11[W ]| I could not bide any longer; I was afraid of being$1$ late." 311:355,12[D ]| "Did $SS#Q$Mrs%*Ferrars look$1$ well$5$?" 311:355,13[W ]| "Yes, ma'am, she said how she was very well$5$; and 311:355,14[W ]| to$4$ my mind$0$ she was always a very handsome young 311:355,15[W ]| lady ~~ and she seemed vastly contented." 311:355,16[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood could think of no$2$ other question$0$, and 311:355,17[' ]| $SS#W$Thomas and the table-cloth, now alike needless, were 311:355,18[' ]| soon afterwards dismissed. $SS#C$Marianne had already 311:355,19[' ]| sent to$9$ say that$3$ she should eat nothing more. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's 311:355,20[' ]| and $SS#A$Elinor's appetites were equally lost, 311:355,21[' ]| and $SS#E$Margaret might think herself very well$5$ off, that$3$ 311:355,22[' ]| with so$5#1$ much uneasiness as both her sisters had lately 311:355,23[' ]| experienced, so$5#1$ much reason$0$ as they had often had to$9$ 311:355,24[' ]| be careless of their meals, she had never been obliged 311:355,25[' ]| to$9$ go without her dinner before$5$. 311:355,26[' ]| When the dessert and the wine were arranged, and 311:355,27[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood and $SS#A$Elinor were left by$4$ themselves, 311:355,28[' ]| they remained long together in$4$ a similarity of thoughtfulness 311:355,29[' ]| and silence$0$. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood feared to$9$ hazard$1$ 311:355,30[' ]| any remark$0$, and ventured not to$9$ offer$1$ consolation. 311:355,31[' ]| She now found that$3$ she had erred in$4$ relying on$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's 311:355,32[' ]| representation of herself; and justly concluded that$3$ 311:355,33[' ]| every*thing had been expressly softened at the time, 311:355,34[' ]| to$9$ spare$1$ her from an increase$0$ of unhappiness, suffering 311:355,35[' ]| as she then had suffered for$4$ $SS#C$Marianne. She found that$3$ 311:355,36[' ]| she had been misled by$4$ the careful, the considerate 311:355,37[' ]| attention of her daughter, to$9$ think the attachment, 311:355,38[' ]| which$6#1$ once she had so$5#1$ well$5$ understood, much slighter 311:356,01[' ]| in$4$ reality, than she had been wont to$9$ believe, or than it 311:356,02[' ]| was now proved to$9$ be. She feared that$3$ under this 311:356,03[' ]| persuasion she had been unjust, inattentive, nay, almost 311:356,04[' ]| unkind, to$4$ her $SS#A$Elinor; ~~ that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne's affliction, 311:356,05[' ]| because more acknowledged, more immediately before$4$ 311:356,06[' ]| her, had too$5#1$ much engrossed her tenderness, and led her 311:356,07[' ]| away to$9$ forget that$3$ in$4$ $SS#A$Elinor she might have a daughter 311:356,08[' ]| suffering almost as much, certainly with less self-provocation, 311:356,09[' ]| and greater fortitude. 312:357,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor now found the difference between the expectation 312:357,02[' ]| of an unpleasant event, however certain the mind$0$ 312:357,03[' ]| may$1$ be told to$9$ consider it, and certainty itself. She 312:357,04[' ]| now found, that$3$ in$4$ spite$8$ of herself, 312:357,04@a | she had always 312:357,05@a | admitted a hope$0$, while$3$ $SS#B$Edward remained single, that$3$ 312:357,06@a | something would occur to$9$ prevent his marrying $SS#Q$Lucy; 312:357,07@a | that$3$ some resolution of his own$2$, some mediation of 312:357,08@a | friends, or some more eligible opportunity of establishment 312:357,09@a | for$4$ the lady, would arise to$9$ assist the happiness 312:357,10@a | of all. 312:357,10[' ]| But he was now married, and she condemned her 312:357,11[' ]| heart for$4$ the lurking flattery, which$6#1$ so$5#1$ much heightened 312:357,12[' ]| the pain$0$ of the intelligence. 312:357,13[' ]| That$3$ he should be married so$5#1$ soon, before$3$ (as she 312:357,14[' ]| imagined) he could be in$4$ orders$0#2$, and consequently before$3$ 312:357,15[' ]| he could be in$4$ possession of the living, surprised her 312:357,16[' ]| a little at first. But she soon saw how likely it was that$3$ 312:357,17[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy, in$4$ her self-provident care$0$, in$4$ her haste to$9$ secure$1$ 312:357,18[' ]| him, should overlook every*thing but the risk$0$ of delay$0$. 312:357,19@a | They were married, married in$4$ town, and now hastening 312:357,20@a | down$5$ to$4$ her uncle's. What had $SS#B$Edward felt on$4$ being$1$ 312:357,21@a | within four miles of Barton, on$4$ seeing her mother's 312:357,22@a | servant, on$4$ hearing $SS#Q$Lucy's message! 312:357,23@a | They would soon, 312:357,23[' ]| she supposed, 312:357,23@a | be settled at Delaford. 312:357,24@a | ~~ Delaford, ~~ that$6#2$ place$0$ in$4$ which$6#1$ so$5#1$ much conspired to$9$ 312:357,25@a | give her an interest$0$; which$6#1$ she wished to$9$ be acquainted 312:357,26@a | with, and yet desired to$9$ avoid. She saw them in$4$ an instant$0$ 312:357,27@a | in$4$ their parsonage-house; saw in$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy, the active, 312:357,28@a | contriving manager, uniting at once a desire$0$ of smart 312:357,29@a | appearance, with the utmost frugality, and ashamed 312:357,30@a | to$9$ be suspected of half her economical practices; ~~ 312:357,31@a | pursuing her own$2$ interest$0$ in$4$ every thought$0$, courting 312:357,32@a | the favour$0$ of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, of $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, and 312:357,33@a | of every wealthy friend. 312:357,33[' ]| In$4$ $SS#B$Edward ~~ she knew not 312:358,01[' ]| what she saw, nor what she wished to$9$ see; ~~ happy or 312:358,02[' ]| unhappy, ~~ nothing pleased her; she turned away her 312:358,03[' ]| head$0$ from every sketch of him. 312:358,04[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor flattered herself that$3$ some one of their connections 312:358,05[' ]| in$4$ London would write to$4$ them to$9$ announce the 312:358,06[' ]| event, and give farther particulars, ~~ but day after$4$ day 312:358,07[' ]| passed off, and brought no$2$ letter, no$2$ tidings. Though 312:358,08[' ]| uncertain that$3$ any*one were to$9$ blame$1$, she found fault 312:358,09[' ]| with every absent friend. 312:358,09@a | They were all thoughtless or 312:358,10@a | indolent. 312:358,11[A ]| "When do you write to$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, ma'am?" 312:358,12[' ]| was an inquiry which$6#1$ sprung from the impatience of 312:358,13[' ]| her mind$0$ to$9$ have something going on$5$. 312:358,14[D ]| "I wrote to$4$ him, my love$0$, last$2$ week, and rather 312:358,15[D ]| expect to$9$ see, than to$9$ hear from him again. I earnestly 312:358,16[D ]| pressed his coming to$4$ us, and should not be surprised to$9$ 312:358,17[D ]| see him walk$1$ in$5$ to-day or to-morrow, or any day." 312:358,18[' ]| This was gaining something, something to$9$ look$1$ forward$5$ 312:358,19[' ]| to$4$. $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon \must\ have some information to$9$ give. 312:358,20[' ]| Scarcely had she so$5#2$ determined it, when the figure 312:358,21[' ]| of a man on$4$ horseback drew her eyes to$4$ the window. He 312:358,22[' ]| stopt at their gate. 312:358,22@a | It was a gentleman, it was $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 312:358,23@a | himself. Now she should hear more; and she 312:358,24@a | trembled in$4$ expectation of it. But ~~ it was \not\ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 312:358,25@a | ~~ neither his air ~~ nor his height. Were it 312:358,26@a | possible, she should say it must be $SS#B$Edward. 312:358,26[' ]| She 312:358,27[' ]| looked again. 312:358,27@a | He had just$5$ dismounted; ~~ she could 312:358,28@a | not be mistaken; ~~ it \was\ $SS#B$Edward. 312:358,28[' ]| She moved away 312:358,29[' ]| and sat down$5$. 312:358,29[A ]| "He comes from $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt's purposely 312:358,30[A ]| to$9$ see us. I \will$1$\ be calm$2$; I \will$1$\ be mistress of myself." 312:358,31[' ]| In$4$ a moment she perceived that$3$ the others were 312:358,32[' ]| likewise aware of the mistake$0$. She saw her mother and 312:358,33[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne change$1$ colour; saw them look$1$ at herself, and 312:358,34[' ]| whisper$1$ a few sentences to$4$ each other. She would have 312:358,35[' ]| given the world to$9$ be able to$9$ speak ~~ and to$9$ make$1$ them 312:358,36[' ]| understand that$3$ she hoped no$2$ coolness, no$2$ slight$0$, would 312:358,37[' ]| appear in$4$ their behaviour to$4$ him; ~~ but she had no$2$ utterance, 312:358,38[' ]| and was obliged to$9$ leave$1$ all to$4$ their own$2$ discretion. 312:359,01[' ]| Not a syllable passed aloud. They all waited in$4$ silence$0$ 312:359,02[' ]| for$4$ the appearance of their visitor. His footsteps were 312:359,03[' ]| heard along$4$ the gravel path; in$4$ a moment he was in$4$ 312:359,04[' ]| the passage; and in$4$ another, he was before$4$ them. 312:359,05[' ]| His countenance, as he entered the room, was not 312:359,06[' ]| too$5#1$ happy, even$5$ for$4$ $SS#A$Elinor. His complexion was white 312:359,07[' ]| with agitation, and he looked as if fearful of his reception, 312:359,08[' ]| and conscious that$3$ he merited no$2$ kind$2$ one. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, 312:359,09[' ]| however, conforming, as she trusted, to$4$ the 312:359,10[' ]| wishes$0$ of that$6#2$ daughter, by$4$ whom$6#1$ she then meant in$4$ 312:359,11[' ]| the warmth of her heart to$9$ be guided in$4$ everything, 312:359,12[' ]| met him with a look$0$ of forced complacency, gave him 312:359,13[' ]| her hand$0$, and wished him joy. 312:359,14[' ]| He coloured, and stammered out$5$ an unintelligible 312:359,15[' ]| reply$0$. $SS#A$Elinor's lips had moved with her mother's, and 312:359,16[' ]| when the moment of action was over, she wished that$3$ 312:359,17[' ]| she had shaken hands with him too$5#2$. But it was then too$5#1$ 312:359,18[' ]| late, and with a countenance meaning to$9$ be open$2$, she 312:359,19[' ]| sat down$5$ again and talked of the weather. 312:359,20[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne had retreated as much as possible out$5$ of 312:359,21[' ]| sight, to$9$ conceal her distress$0$; and $SS#E$Margaret, understanding 312:359,22[' ]| some part$0$, but not the whole$0$, of the case, 312:359,23[' ]| thought$1$ it incumbent on$4$ her to$9$ be dignified, and therefore 312:359,24[' ]| took a seat as far from him as she could, and 312:359,25[' ]| maintained a strict silence$0$. 312:359,26[' ]| When $SS#A$Elinor had ceased to$9$ rejoice in$4$ the dryness of 312:359,27[' ]| the season, a very awful pause$0$ took place$0$. It was put 312:359,28[' ]| an end$0$ to$5$ by$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, who$6#1$ felt obliged 312:359,28@d | to$9$ hope$1$ 312:359,29@d | that$3$ he had left $SS#Q$Mrs%*Ferrars very well$5$. 312:359,29[' ]| In$4$ an hurried 312:359,30[' ]| manner, he replied in$4$ the affirmative. 312:359,31[' ]| Another pause$0$. 312:359,32[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor, resolving to$9$ exert herself, though fearing the 312:359,33[' ]| sound$0$ of her own$2$ voice, now said, 312:359,34[A ]| "Is $SS#Q$Mrs%*Ferrars at Longstaple?" 312:359,35[B ]| "At Longstaple!" 312:359,35[' ]| he replied, with an air of surprise$0$ ~~ 312:359,36[B ]| "No$7$, my mother is in$4$ town." 312:359,37[A ]| "I meant," 312:359,37[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, taking up$5$ some work$0$ from 312:359,38[' ]| the table, 312:359,38[A ]| "to$9$ inquire after$4$ $SS#Q$Mrs%*\Edward\*Ferrars." 312:360,01[' ]| She dared not look$1$ up$5$; ~~ but her mother and $SS#C$Marianne 312:360,02[' ]| both turned their eyes on$4$ him. He coloured, seemed 312:360,03[' ]| perplexed, looked doubtingly, and after$4$ some hesitation, 312:360,04[' ]| said, 312:360,05[B ]| "Perhaps you mean$1$ ~~ my brother ~~ you mean$1$ $SS#Q$Mrs% 312:360,06[B ]| ~~ $SS#Q$Mrs%*\Robert\*Ferrars." 312:360,07[Y ]| "$SS#Q$Mrs%*Robert*Ferrars!" ~~ 312:360,07[' ]| was repeated by$4$ $SS#C$Marianne 312:360,08[' ]| and her mother, in$4$ an accent of the utmost amazement; 312:360,09[' ]| ~~ and though $SS#A$Elinor could not speak, even$5$ \her\ eyes 312:360,10[' ]| were fixed on$4$ him with the same impatient wonder$0$. He 312:360,11[' ]| rose$1$ from his seat and walked to$4$ the window, apparently 312:360,12[' ]| from not knowing what to$9$ do; took up$5$ a pair$0$ of scissars 312:360,13[' ]| that$6#1$ lay$1#2$ there, and while$4$ spoiling both them and their 312:360,14[' ]| sheath by$4$ cutting the latter to$4$ pieces as he spoke, said, 312:360,15[' ]| in$4$ an hurried voice, 312:360,16[B ]| "Perhaps you do not know ~~ you may$1$ not have 312:360,17[B ]| heard that$3$ my brother is lately married to$4$ ~~ to$4$ the 312:360,18[B ]| youngest ~~ to$4$ $SS#Q$Miss*Lucy*Steele." 312:360,19[' ]| His words were echoed with unspeakable astonishment 312:360,20[' ]| by$4$ all but $SS#A$Elinor, who$6#1$ sat with her head$0$ leaning 312:360,21[' ]| over her work$0$, in$4$ a state$0$ of such agitation as made her 312:360,22[' ]| hardly know where she was. 312:360,23[B ]| "Yes," 312:360,23[' ]| said he, 312:360,23[B ]| "they were married last$2$ week, and 312:360,24[B ]| are now at Dawlish." 312:360,25[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor could sit it no$2$ longer. She almost ran out$5$ of 312:360,26[' ]| the room, and as soon as the door was closed, burst$1$ into 312:360,27[' ]| tears of joy, which$6#1$ at first she thought$1$ would never cease. 312:360,28[' ]| $SS#B$Edward, who$6#1$ had till then looked any*where, rather 312:360,29[' ]| than at her, saw her hurry$1$ away, and perhaps saw ~~ 312:360,30[' ]| or even$5$ heard, her emotion; for$3$ immediately afterwards 312:360,31[' ]| he fell into a reverie, which$6#1$ no$2$ remarks, no$2$ inquiries, 312:360,32[' ]| no$2$ affectionate address$0$ of $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood could penetrate, 312:360,33[' ]| and at last$0$, without saying a word, quitted the room, 312:360,34[' ]| and walked out$5$ towards the village ~~ leaving the others 312:360,35[' ]| in$4$ the greatest astonishment and perplexity on$4$ a change$0$ 312:360,36[' ]| in$4$ his situation, so$5#1$ wonderful and so$5#1$ sudden$2$; ~~ a perplexity 312:360,37[' ]| which$6#1$ they had no$2$ means$0$ of lessening but by$4$ 312:360,38[' ]| their own$2$ conjectures$0$. 313:361,01[' ]| Unaccountable, however, as the circumstances of 313:361,02[' ]| his release$0$ might appear to$4$ the whole$2$ family, it was 313:361,03[' ]| certain that$3$ $SS#B$Edward was free: and to$4$ what purpose 313:361,04[' ]| that$6#2$ freedom would be employed was easily pre-determined 313:361,05[' ]| by$4$ all; ~~ for$3$ after$4$ experiencing the blessings of 313:361,06[' ]| \one\ imprudent engagement, contracted without his 313:361,07[' ]| mother's consent$0$, as he had already done for$4$ more than 313:361,08[' ]| four years, nothing less could be expected of him in$4$ the 313:361,09[' ]| failure of \that$6#2$\, than the immediate contraction of another. 313:361,10[' ]| His errand at Barton, in$4$ fact, was a simple$2$ one. It 313:361,11[' ]| was only to$9$ ask $SS#A$Elinor to$9$ marry him; ~~ and considering 313:361,12[' ]| that$3$ he was not altogether inexperienced in$4$ such a 313:361,13[' ]| question$0$, it might be strange that$3$ he should feel so$5#1$ 313:361,14[' ]| uncomfortable in$4$ the present$2$ case as he really did, so$5#1$ 313:361,15[' ]| much in$4$ need$0$ of encouragement and fresh air. 313:361,16[' ]| How soon he had walked himself into the proper 313:361,17[' ]| resolution, however, how soon an opportunity of exercising 313:361,18[' ]| it occurred, in$4$ what manner he expressed himself, 313:361,19[' ]| and how he was received, need$1$ not be particularly told. 313:361,20[' ]| This only need$1$ be said; ~~ that$3$ when they all sat down$5$ 313:361,21[' ]| to$4$ table at four o'clock, about$4$ three hours after$4$ his arrival, 313:361,22[' ]| he had secured his lady, engaged her mother's consent$0$, 313:361,23[' ]| and was not only in$4$ the rapturous profession$0#1$ of the lover, 313:361,24[' ]| but in$4$ the reality of reason$0$ and truth, one of the happiest 313:361,25[' ]| of men. His situation indeed was more than commonly 313:361,26[' ]| joyful. He had more than the ordinary triumph$0$ of 313:361,27[' ]| accepted love$0$ to$9$ swell his heart, and raise his spirits. 313:361,28[' ]| He was released without any reproach$0$ to$4$ himself, from 313:361,29[' ]| an entanglement which$6#1$ had long formed his misery, 313:361,30[' ]| from a woman whom$6#1$ he had long ceased to$9$ love$1$; ~~ and 313:361,31[' ]| elevated at once to$4$ that$6#2$ security with another, which$6#1$ 313:361,32[' ]| he must have thought$1$ of almost with despair$0$, as soon as 313:361,33[' ]| he had learnt to$9$ consider it with desire$0$. He was brought, 313:361,34[' ]| not from doubt$0$ or suspense, but from misery to$4$ happiness; 313:362,01[' ]| ~~ and the change$0$ was openly spoken in$4$ such 313:362,02[' ]| a genuine, flowing, grateful cheerfulness, as his friends 313:362,03[' ]| had never witnessed in$4$ him before$5$. 313:362,04[' ]| His heart was now open$2$ to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor, all its weaknesses, 313:362,05[' ]| all its errors confessed, and his first boyish attachment 313:362,06[' ]| to$4$ $SS#Q$Lucy treated with all the philosophic dignity of 313:362,07[' ]| twenty-four. 313:362,08[B ]| "It was a foolish, idle inclination on$4$ my side$0$," 313:362,08[' ]| said 313:362,09[' ]| he, 313:362,09[B ]| "the consequence of ignorance of the world ~~ and 313:362,10[B ]| want$0$ of employment. Had my mother given me some 313:362,11[B ]| active profession$0#2$ when I was removed at eighteen from 313:362,12[B ]| the care$0$ of $SS#ZV$Mr%*Pratt, I think ~~ nay, I am sure, it would 313:362,13[B ]| never have happened; for$3$ though I left Longstaple 313:362,14[B ]| with what I thought$1$, at the time, a most unconquerable 313:362,15[B ]| preference for$4$ his niece, yet had I then had any pursuit, 313:362,16[B ]| any object$0$ to$9$ engage my time and keep me at a distance$0$ 313:362,17[B ]| from her for$4$ a few months, I should very soon have 313:362,18[B ]| outgrown the fancied attachment, especially by$4$ mixing 313:362,19[B ]| more with the world, as in$4$ such a case I must have done. 313:362,20[B ]| But instead of having anything to$9$ do, instead of having 313:362,21[B ]| any profession$0#2$ chosen for$4$ me, or being$1$ allowed to$9$ chuse 313:362,22[B ]| any myself, I returned home to$9$ be completely idle; 313:362,23[B ]| and for$4$ the first twelvemonth afterwards, I had not 313:362,24[B ]| even$5$ the nominal employment, which$6#1$ belonging to$4$ 313:362,25[B ]| the university would have given me, for$3$ I was not 313:362,26[B ]| entered at Oxford till I was nineteen. I had therefore 313:362,27[B ]| nothing in$4$ the world to$9$ do, but to$9$ fancy$1$ myself in$4$ love$0$; 313:362,28[B ]| and as my mother did not make$1$ my home in$4$ every 313:362,29[B ]| respect$0$ comfortable, as I had no$2$ friend, no$2$ companion 313:362,30[B ]| in$4$ my brother, and disliked new acquaintance, it was 313:362,31[B ]| not unnatural for$4$ me to$9$ be very often at Longstaple, 313:362,32[B ]| where I always felt myself at home, and was always sure 313:362,33[B ]| of a welcome$0$; and accordingly I spent the greatest part$0$ 313:362,34[B ]| of my time there from eighteen to$4$ nineteen: $SS#Q$Lucy 313:362,35[B ]| appeared everything that$6#1$ was amiable and obliging. 313:362,36[B ]| She was pretty$2$ too$5#2$ ~~ at least I thought$1$ so$5#2$ \then\, and I had 313:362,37[B ]| seen so$5#1$ little of other women, that$3$ I could make$1$ no$2$ 313:362,38[B ]| comparisons, and see no$2$ defects. Considering everything, 313:362,39[B ]| therefore, I hope$1$, foolish as our engagement was, foolish as 313:363,01[B ]| it has since in$4$ every way been proved, it was not at the 313:363,02[B ]| time an unnatural, or an inexcusable piece of folly." 313:363,03[' ]| The change$0$ which$6#1$ a few hours had wrought in$4$ the 313:363,04[' ]| minds and the happiness of the $SS#D1$Dashwoods, was such ~~ 313:363,05[' ]| so$5#1$ great ~~ as promised them all, the satisfaction of a 313:363,06[' ]| sleepless night. $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, too$5#1$ happy to$9$ be comfortable, 313:363,07[' ]| knew not how to$9$ love$1$ $SS#B$Edward, nor praise$1$ $SS#A$Elinor 313:363,08[' ]| enough, how to$9$ be enough thankful for$4$ his release$0$ 313:363,09[' ]| without wounding his delicacy, nor how at once to$9$ give 313:363,10[' ]| them leisure for$4$ unrestrained conversation together, and 313:363,11[' ]| yet enjoy, as she wished, the sight and society of both. 313:363,12[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne could speak \her\ happiness only by$4$ tears. 313:363,13[' ]| Comparisons would occur ~~ regrets would arise; ~~ and 313:363,14[' ]| her joy, though sincere as her love$0$ for$4$ her sister, was of 313:363,15[' ]| a kind$0$ to$9$ give her neither spirits nor language. 313:363,16[' ]| But $SS#A$Elinor ~~ How are \her\ feelings to$9$ be described? ~~ 313:363,17[' ]| From the moment of learning that$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy was married 313:363,18[' ]| to$4$ another, that$3$ $SS#B$Edward was free, to$4$ the moment of his 313:363,19[' ]| justifying the hopes$0$ which$6#1$ had so$5#1$ instantly followed, 313:363,20[' ]| she was everything by$4$ turns$0$ but tranquil. But when 313:363,21[' ]| the second$2$ moment had passed, when she found every 313:363,22[' ]| doubt$0$, every solicitude removed, compared her situation 313:363,23[' ]| with what so$5#1$ lately it had been, ~~ saw him honourably 313:363,24[' ]| released from his former engagement, saw him instantly 313:363,25[' ]| profiting by$4$ the release$0$, to$9$ address$1$ herself and declare 313:363,26[' ]| an affection as tender$2$, as constant as she had ever supposed 313:363,27[' ]| it to$9$ be, ~~ she was oppressed, she was overcome 313:363,28[' ]| by$4$ her own$2$ felicity; ~~ and happily disposed as is the 313:363,29[' ]| human mind$0$ to$9$ be easily familiarized with any change$0$ 313:363,30[' ]| for$4$ the better, it required several hours to$9$ give sedateness 313:363,31[' ]| to$4$ her spirits, or any degree of tranquillity to$4$ her heart. 313:363,32[' ]| $SS#B$Edward was now fixed at the cottage at least for$4$ a 313:363,33[' ]| week; ~~ for$3$ whatever other claims might be made on$4$ 313:363,34[' ]| him, it was impossible that$3$ less than a week should be 313:363,35[' ]| given up$5$ to$4$ the enjoyment of $SS#A$Elinor's company, or suffice 313:363,36[' ]| to$9$ say half that$6#1$ was to$9$ be said of the past$0$, the present$0#1$, 313:363,37[' ]| and the future; ~~ for$3$ though a very few hours spent 313:363,38[' ]| in$4$ the hard labour of incessant talking will$1$ dispatch 313:363,39[' ]| more subjects than can really be in$4$ common$0$ between 313:364,01[' ]| any two rational creatures, yet with lovers it is different. 313:364,02[' ]| Between \them\ no$2$ subject$0$ is finished, no$2$ communication is 313:364,03[' ]| even$5$ made, till it has been made at least twenty times over. 313:364,04[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy's marriage, the unceasing and reasonable wonder$0$ 313:364,05[' ]| among them all, formed of course$8$ one of the earliest 313:364,06[' ]| discussions of the lovers; ~~ and $SS#A$Elinor's particular knowledge 313:364,07[' ]| of each party made it appear to$4$ her in$4$ every view$0$, 313:364,08[' ]| as one of the most extraordinary and unaccountable 313:364,09[' ]| circumstances she had ever heard. How they could be 313:364,10[' ]| thrown together, and by$4$ what attraction $SS#J$Robert could 313:364,11[' ]| be drawn on$5$ to$9$ marry a girl, of whose$6#1$ beauty she had 313:364,12[' ]| herself heard him speak without any admiration, ~~ a girl 313:364,13[' ]| too$5#2$ already engaged to$4$ his brother, and on$4$ whose$6#1$ account$0$ 313:364,14[' ]| that$6#2$ brother had been thrown off by$4$ his family ~~ it was 313:364,15[' ]| beyond$4$ her comprehension to$9$ make$1$ out$5$. To$4$ her own$2$ 313:364,16[' ]| heart it was a delightful affair, to$4$ her imagination it was 313:364,17[' ]| even$5$ a ridiculous one, but to$4$ her reason$0$, her judgment, 313:364,18[' ]| it was completely a puzzle$0$. 313:364,19[' ]| $SS#B$Edward could only attempt$1$ an explanation by$4$ supposing, 313:364,20[' ]| that$3$ perhaps at first accidentally meeting, the 313:364,21[' ]| vanity of the one had been so$5#1$ worked on$5$ by$4$ the flattery 313:364,22[' ]| of the other, as to$9$ lead$1$ by$4$ degrees to$4$ all the rest$0#1$. $SS#A$Elinor 313:364,23[' ]| remembered what $SS#J$Robert had told her in$4$ Harley-street, 313:364,24[' ]| of his opinion of what his own$2$ mediation in$4$ his brother's 313:364,25[' ]| affairs might have done, if applied to$5$ in$4$ time. She 313:364,26[' ]| repeated it to$4$ $SS#B$Edward. 313:364,27[B ]| "\That$6#2$\ was exactly like$4$ $SS#J$Robert," ~~ 313:364,27[' ]| was his immediate 313:364,28[' ]| observation. ~~ 313:364,28[B ]| "And \that$6#2$\," 313:364,28[' ]| he presently added, 313:364,28[B ]| "might 313:364,29[B ]| perhaps be in$4$ \his\ head$0$ when the acquaintance between 313:364,30[B ]| them first began. And $SS#Q$Lucy perhaps at first might think 313:364,31[B ]| only of procuring his good offices in$4$ my favour$0$. Other 313:364,32[B ]| designs might afterwards arise." 313:364,33[' ]| How long it had been carrying on$5$ between them, 313:364,34[' ]| however, he was equally at a loss with herself to$9$ make$1$ 313:364,35[' ]| out$5$; for$3$ at Oxford, where he had remained by$4$ choice$0$ 313:364,36[' ]| ever since his quitting London, he had had no$2$ means$0$ 313:364,37[' ]| of hearing of her but from herself, and her letters to$4$ 313:364,38[' ]| the very last$0$ were neither less frequent, nor less affectionate 313:364,39[' ]| than usual. Not the smallest suspicion, therefore, 313:365,01[' ]| had ever occurred to$9$ prepare him for$4$ what followed; ~~ 313:365,02[' ]| and when at last$0$ it burst$1$ on$4$ him in$4$ a letter from $SS#Q$Lucy 313:365,03[' ]| herself, he had been for$4$ some time, he believed, half 313:365,04[' ]| stupified between the wonder$0$, the horror, and the joy of 313:365,05[' ]| such a deliverance. He put the letter into $SS#A$Elinor's hands. 313:365,06[Q ]| "Dear$2#1$ Sir, 313:365,07[Q ]| Being$1$ very sure I have long lost your affections, 313:365,08[Q ]| I have thought$1$ myself at liberty to$9$ bestow my own$2$ on$4$ 313:365,09[Q ]| another, and have no$2$ doubt$0$ of being$1$ as happy with him 313:365,10[Q ]| as I once used to$9$ think I might be with you; but I scorn 313:365,11[Q ]| to$9$ accept a hand$0$ while$3$ the heart was another's. Sincerely 313:365,12[Q ]| wish$1$ you happy in$4$ your choice$0$, and it shall not be my fault 313:365,13[Q ]| if we are not always good friends, as our near$2$ relationship 313:365,14[Q ]| now makes proper. I can safely say I owe you no$2$ ill-will, 313:365,15[Q ]| and am sure you will$1$ be too$5#1$ generous to$9$ do us any ill 313:365,16[Q ]| offices. Your brother has gained my affections entirely, 313:365,17[Q ]| and as we could not live without one another, we are 313:365,18[Q ]| just$5$ returned from the altar, and are now on$4$ our way to$4$ 313:365,19[Q ]| Dawlish for$4$ a few weeks, which$6#1$ place$0$ your dear$2#1$ brother 313:365,20[Q ]| has great curiosity to$9$ see, but thought$1$ I would first 313:365,21[Q ]| trouble$1$ you with these few lines, and shall always remain, 313:365,22[Q ]| Your sincere well-wisher, friend, and sister, 313:365,23[Q ]| $SS#Q$LUCY*FERRARS. 313:365,24[Q ]| I have burnt all your letters, and will$1$ return$1$ your 313:365,25[Q ]| picture$0$ the first opportunity. Please to$9$ destroy my 313:365,26[Q ]| scrawls ~~ but the ring$0$ with my hair you are very welcome$2$ 313:365,27[Q ]| to$9$ keep." 313:365,28[Q ]| 313:365,29[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor read and returned it without any comment. 313:365,30[B ]| "I will$1$ not ask your opinion of it as a composition," 313:365,31[' ]| said $SS#B$Edward. ~~ 313:365,31[B ]| "For$4$ worlds would not I have had 313:365,32[B ]| a letter of her's seen by$4$ \you\ in$4$ former days. ~~ In$4$ a sister 313:365,33[B ]| it is bad enough, but in$4$ a wife! ~~ how I have blushed 313:365,34[B ]| over the pages of her writing! ~~ and I believe I may$1$ 313:365,35[B ]| say that$3$ since the first half year of our foolish ~~ business 313:365,36[B ]| ~~ this is the only letter I ever received from her, of which$6#1$ 313:365,37[B ]| the substance made me any amends for$4$ the defect of the 313:365,38[B ]| style." 313:366,01[A ]| "However it may$1$ have come about$5$," 313:366,01[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 313:366,02[' ]| after$4$ a pause$0$ ~~ 313:366,02[A ]| "they are certainly married. And your 313:366,03[A ]| mother has brought on$4$ herself a most appropriate 313:366,04[A ]| punishment. The independence she settled on$4$ $SS#J$Robert, 313:366,05[A ]| through$4$ resentment against you, has put it in$4$ his power 313:366,06[A ]| to$9$ make$1$ his own$2$ choice$0$; and she has actually been 313:366,07[A ]| bribing one son with a thousand a-year, to$9$ do the very 313:366,08[A ]| deed which$6#1$ she disinherited the other for$4$ intending to$9$ 313:366,09[A ]| do. She will$1$ hardly be less hurt, I suppose, by$4$ $SS#J$Robert's 313:366,10[A ]| marrying $SS#Q$Lucy, than she would have been by$4$ your 313:366,11[A ]| marrying her." 313:366,12[B ]| "She will$1$ be more hurt by$4$ it, for$3$ $SS#J$Robert always was 313:366,13[B ]| her favourite$0$. ~~ She will$1$ be more hurt by$4$ it, and on$4$ the 313:366,14[B ]| same principle will$1$ forgive him much sooner." 313:366,15[' ]| In$4$ what state$0$ the affair stood at present$0#1$ between 313:366,16[' ]| them, $SS#B$Edward knew not, for$3$ no$2$ communication with any 313:366,17[' ]| of his family had yet been attempted by$4$ him. He had 313:366,18[' ]| quitted Oxford within four*and*twenty hours after$3$ 313:366,19[' ]| $SS#Q$Lucy's letter arrived, and with only one object$0$ before$4$ 313:366,20[' ]| him, the nearest road to$4$ Barton, had had no$2$ leisure to$9$ 313:366,21[' ]| form$1$ any scheme$0$ of conduct$0$, with which$6#1$ that$6#2$ road did not 313:366,22[' ]| hold$1$ the most intimate$2$ connection. He could do nothing 313:366,23[' ]| till he were assured of his fate with $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood; and 313:366,24[' ]| by$4$ his rapidity in$4$ seeking \that$6#2$\ fate, it is to$9$ be supposed, 313:366,25[' ]| in$4$ spite$8$ of the jealousy with which$6#1$ he had once thought$1$ 313:366,26[' ]| of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, in$4$ spite$8$ of the modesty with which$6#1$ 313:366,27[' ]| he rated his own$2$ deserts, and the politeness with which$6#1$ 313:366,28[' ]| he talked of his doubts$0$, he did not, upon$4$ the whole$0$, 313:366,29[' ]| expect a very cruel reception. It was his business, however, 313:366,30[' ]| to$9$ say that$3$ he \did\, and he said it very prettily. 313:366,31[' ]| What he might say on$4$ the subject$0$ a twelvemonth after$5$, 313:366,32[' ]| must be referred to$4$ the imagination of husbands and 313:366,33[' ]| wives. 313:366,34[' ]| That$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy had certainly meant to$9$ deceive, to$9$ go off 313:366,35[' ]| with a flourish of malice against him in$4$ her message 313:366,36[' ]| by$4$ $SS#W$Thomas, was perfectly clear$2$ to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor; and $SS#B$Edward 313:366,37[' ]| himself, now thoroughly enlightened on$4$ her character, 313:366,38[' ]| had no$2$ scruple$0$ in$4$ believing her capable of the utmost 313:366,39[' ]| meanness of wanton ill-nature. Though his eyes had 313:367,01[' ]| been long opened, even$5$ before$3$ his acquaintance with 313:367,02[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor began, to$4$ her ignorance and a want$0$ of liberality 313:367,03[' ]| in$4$ some of her opinions ~~ they had been equally imputed, 313:367,04[' ]| by$4$ him, to$4$ her want$0$ of education; and till her last$2$ letter 313:367,05[' ]| reached him, he had always believed her to$9$ be a well-disposed, 313:367,06[' ]| good-hearted girl, and thoroughly attached 313:367,07[' ]| to$4$ himself. Nothing but such a persuasion could have 313:367,08[' ]| prevented his putting an end$0$ to$4$ an engagement, which$6#1$, 313:367,09[' ]| long before$3$ the discovery of it laid him open$2$ to$4$ his 313:367,10[' ]| mother's anger$0$, had been a continual source of disquiet 313:367,11[' ]| and regret$0$ to$4$ him. 313:367,12[B ]| "I thought$1$ it my duty," 313:367,12[' ]| said he, 313:367,12[B ]| "independent of 313:367,13[B ]| my feelings, to$9$ give her the option of continuing the 313:367,14[B ]| engagement or not, when I was renounced by$4$ my mother, 313:367,15[B ]| and stood to$4$ all appearance without a friend in$4$ the 313:367,16[B ]| world to$9$ assist me. In$4$ such a situation as that$6#2$, where 313:367,17[B ]| there seemed nothing to$9$ tempt the avarice or the vanity 313:367,18[B ]| of any living creature, how could I suppose, when she 313:367,19[B ]| so$5#1$ earnestly, so$5#1$ warmly insisted on$4$ sharing my fate, 313:367,20[B ]| whatever it might be, that$3$ any*thing but the most 313:367,21[B ]| disinterested affection was her inducement? And 313:367,22[B ]| even$5$ now, I cannot comprehend on$4$ what motive she 313:367,23[B ]| acted, or what fancied advantage it could be to$4$ her, to$9$ 313:367,24[B ]| be fettered to$4$ a man for$4$ whom$6#1$ she had not the smallest 313:367,25[B ]| regard$0$, and who$6#1$ had only two thousand pounds in$4$ the 313:367,26[B ]| world. She could not foresee that$3$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 313:367,27[B ]| would give me a living." 313:367,28[A ]| "No$7$, but she might suppose that$3$ something would 313:367,29[A ]| occur in$4$ your favour$0$; that$3$ your own$2$ family might in$4$ time 313:367,30[A ]| relent. And at any rate$0$, she lost nothing by$4$ continuing 313:367,31[A ]| the engagement, for$3$ she has proved that$3$ it fettered 313:367,32[A ]| neither her inclination nor her actions. The connection 313:367,33[A ]| was certainly a respectable one, and probably gained 313:367,34[A ]| her consideration among her friends; and, if nothing 313:367,35[A ]| more advantageous occurred, it would be better for$4$ her 313:367,36[A ]| to$9$ marry \you\ than be single." 313:367,37[' ]| $SS#B$Edward was of course$8$ immediately convinced that$3$ 313:367,38[' ]| nothing could have been more natural$2$ than $SS#Q$Lucy's conduct$0$, 313:367,39[' ]| nor more self-evident than the motive of it. 313:368,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor scolded him, harshly as ladies always scold the 313:368,02[' ]| imprudence which$6#1$ compliments themselves, for$4$ having 313:368,03[' ]| spent so$5#1$ much time with them at Norland, when he 313:368,04[' ]| must have felt his own$2$ inconstancy. 313:368,05[A ]| "Your behaviour was certainly very wrong," 313:368,05[' ]| said she, 313:368,06[A ]| "because ~~ to$9$ say nothing of my own$2$ conviction, our 313:368,07[A ]| relations were all led away by$4$ it to$9$ fancy$1$ and expect 313:368,08[A ]| \what\, as you were \then\ situated, could never be." 313:368,09[' ]| He could only plead an ignorance of his own$2$ heart, 313:368,10[' ]| and a mistaken confidence in$4$ the force$0$ of his engagement. 313:368,11[B ]| "I was simple$2$ enough to$9$ think, that$3$ because my \faith\ 313:368,12[B ]| was plighted to$4$ another, there could be no$2$ danger in$4$ 313:368,13[B ]| my being$1$ with you; and that$3$ the consciousness of my 313:368,14[B ]| engagement was to$9$ keep my heart as safe and sacred as 313:368,15[B ]| my honour$0$. I felt that$3$ I admired you, but I told myself 313:368,16[B ]| it was only friendship; and till I began to$9$ make$1$ comparisons 313:368,17[B ]| between yourself and $SS#Q$Lucy, I did not know how 313:368,18[B ]| far I was got. After$4$ that$6#2$, I suppose, I \was\ wrong in$4$ 313:368,19[B ]| remaining so$5#1$ much in$4$ Sussex, and the arguments with 313:368,20[B ]| which$6#1$ I reconciled myself to$4$ the expediency of it, were 313:368,21[B ]| no$2$ better than these: ~~ The danger is my own$2$; I am 313:368,22[B ]| doing no$2$ injury to$4$ anybody but myself." 313:368,23[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor smiled, and shook her head$0$. 313:368,24[' ]| $SS#B$Edward heard with pleasure of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's 313:368,25[' ]| being$1$ expected at the Cottage, as he really wished not 313:368,26[' ]| only to$9$ be better acquainted with him, but to$9$ have 313:368,27[' ]| an opportunity of convincing him that$3$ he no$2$ longer 313:368,28[' ]| resented his giving him the living of Delaford ~~ 313:368,28[B ]| "Which$6#1$, 313:368,29[B ]| at present$0#1$," 313:368,29[' ]| said he, 313:368,29[B ]| "after$4$ thanks so$5#1$ ungraciously 313:368,30[B ]| delivered as mine$6$ were on$4$ the occasion$0$, he must think 313:368,31[B ]| I have never forgiven him for$4$ offering." 313:368,32[' ]| \Now\ he felt astonished himself that$3$ he had never yet 313:368,33[' ]| been to$4$ the place$0$. But so$5#1$ little interest$0$ had he taken 313:368,34[' ]| in$4$ the matter, that$3$ he owed all his knowledge of the 313:368,35[' ]| house, garden, and glebe, extent of the parish, condition$0$ 313:368,36[' ]| of the land, and rate$0$ of the tythes, to$4$ $SS#A$Elinor herself, 313:368,37[' ]| who$6#1$ had heard so$5#1$ much of it from $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, 313:368,38[' ]| and heard it with so$5#1$ much attention, as to$9$ be entirely 313:368,39[' ]| mistress of the subject$0$. 313:369,01[' ]| One question$0$ after$4$ this only remained undecided, 313:369,02[' ]| between them, one difficulty only was to$9$ be overcome. 313:369,03[' ]| They were brought together by$4$ mutual affection, with 313:369,04[' ]| the warmest approbation of their real friends, their 313:369,05[' ]| intimate$2$ knowledge of each other seemed to$9$ make$1$ their 313:369,06[' ]| happiness certain ~~ and they only wanted something 313:369,07[' ]| to$9$ live upon$4$. $SS#B$Edward had two thousand pounds, and 313:369,08[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor one, which$6#1$, with Delaford living, was all that$6#1$ they 313:369,09[' ]| could call$1$ their own$2$; for$3$ it was impossible that$3$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood 313:369,10[' ]| should advance$1$ anything, and they were 313:369,11[' ]| neither of them quite enough in$4$ love$0$ to$9$ think that$3$ three 313:369,12[' ]| hundred and fifty pounds a-year would supply$1$ them 313:369,13[' ]| with the comforts of life. 313:369,14[' ]| $SS#B$Edward was not entirely without hopes$0$ of some 313:369,15[' ]| favourable change$0$ in$4$ his mother towards him; and on$4$ 313:369,16[' ]| \that$6#2$\ he rested for$4$ the residue of their income. But $SS#A$Elinor 313:369,17[' ]| had no$2$ such dependance; for$3$ since $SS#B$Edward would still$5$ 313:369,18[' ]| be unable to$9$ marry $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton, and his chusing herself 313:369,19[' ]| had been spoken of in$4$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's flattering language 313:369,20[' ]| as only a lesser evil than his chusing $SS#Q$Lucy*Steele, she 313:369,21[' ]| feared that$3$ $SS#J$Robert's offence would serve no$2$ other 313:369,22[' ]| purpose than to$9$ enrich $SS#G$Fanny. 313:369,23[' ]| About$4$ four days after$4$ $SS#B$Edward's arrival, $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 313:369,24[' ]| appeared, to$9$ complete$1$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood's satisfaction, 313:369,25[' ]| and to$9$ give her the dignity of having, for$4$ the 313:369,26[' ]| first time since her living at Barton, more company with 313:369,27[' ]| her than her house would hold$1$. $SS#B$Edward was allowed 313:369,28[' ]| to$9$ retain the privilege of first comer, and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 313:369,29[' ]| therefore walked every night to$4$ his old quarters at the 313:369,30[' ]| Park; from whence he usually returned in$4$ the morning, 313:369,31[' ]| early enough to$9$ interrupt the lovers' first te^te-a`-te^te 313:369,32[' ]| before$4$ breakfast$0$. 313:369,33[' ]| A three weeks' residence at Delaford, where, in$4$ his 313:369,34[' ]| evening hours at least, he had little to$9$ do but to$9$ calculate 313:369,35[' ]| the disproportion between thirty-six and seventeen, 313:369,36[' ]| brought him to$4$ Barton in$4$ a temper of mind$0$ which$6#1$ 313:369,37[' ]| needed all the improvement in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne's looks$0$, all 313:369,38[' ]| the kindness of her welcome$0$, and all the encouragement 313:369,39[' ]| of her mother's language, to$9$ make$1$ it cheerful. 313:370,01[' ]| Among such friends, however, and such flattery, he did 313:370,02[' ]| revive. No$2$ rumour of $SS#Q$Lucy's marriage had yet reached 313:370,03[' ]| him; ~~ he knew nothing of what had passed; and the 313:370,04[' ]| first hours of his visit$0$ were consequently spent in$4$ hearing 313:370,05[' ]| and in$4$ wondering. Every*thing was explained to$4$ him 313:370,06[' ]| by$4$ $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood, and he found fresh reason$0$ to$9$ rejoice 313:370,07[' ]| in$4$ what he had done for$4$ $SS#B$Mr%*Ferrars, since eventually it 313:370,08[' ]| promoted the interest$0$ of $SS#A$Elinor. 313:370,09[' ]| It would be needless to$9$ say, that$3$ the gentlemen 313:370,10[' ]| advanced in$4$ the good opinion of each other, as they 313:370,11[' ]| advanced in$4$ each other's acquaintance, for$3$ it could not 313:370,12[' ]| be otherwise. Their resemblance in$4$ good principles and 313:370,13[' ]| good sense, in$4$ disposition and manner of thinking, would 313:370,14[' ]| probably have been sufficient to$9$ unite them in$4$ friendship, 313:370,15[' ]| without any other attraction; but their being$1$ in$4$ love$0$ 313:370,16[' ]| with two sisters, and two sisters fond of each other, 313:370,17[' ]| made that$6#2$ mutual regard$0$ inevitable and immediate, 313:370,18[' ]| which$6#1$ might otherwise have waited the effect$0$ of time 313:370,19[' ]| and judgment. 313:370,20[' ]| The letters from town, which$6#1$ a few days before$5$ would 313:370,21[' ]| have made every nerve in$4$ $SS#A$Elinor's body thrill with transport, 313:370,22[' ]| now arrived to$9$ be read with less emotion than 313:370,23[' ]| mirth. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings wrote to$9$ tell the wonderful tale, 313:370,24[' ]| to$9$ vent her honest indignation against the jilting girl, 313:370,25[' ]| and pour forth her compassion towards 313:370,25@k | poor $SS#B$Mr%*Edward, 313:370,26@k | who$6#1$, she was sure, had quite doted upon$4$ the worthless 313:370,27@k | hussey, and was now, by$4$ all accounts, almost broken-hearted, 313:370,28@k | at Oxford. ~~ 313:370,28[K ]| "I do think," 313:370,28[' ]| she continued, 313:370,29[K ]| "nothing was ever carried on$5$ so$5#1$ sly; for$3$ it was but two 313:370,30[K ]| days before$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy called and sat a couple of hours with 313:370,31[K ]| me. Not a soul suspected anything of the matter, not 313:370,32[K ]| even$5$ $SS#P$Nancy, who$6#1$, poor soul! came crying to$4$ me the day 313:370,33[K ]| after$5$, in$4$ a great fright for$4$ fear$0$ of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, as well$5$ 313:370,34[K ]| as not knowing how to$9$ get to$4$ Plymouth; for$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy it 313:370,35[K ]| seems borrowed all her money before$3$ she went off to$9$ 313:370,36[K ]| be married, on$4$ purpose we suppose to$9$ make$1$ a shew$0$ with, 313:370,37[K ]| and poor $SS#P$Nancy had not seven shillings in$4$ the world; ~~ 313:370,38[K ]| so$3$ I was very glad to$9$ give her five guineas to$9$ take her 313:370,39[K ]| down$5$ to$4$ Exeter, where she thinks of staying three or 313:371,01[K ]| four weeks with $SS#ZD$Mrs%*Burgess, in$4$ hopes$0$, as I tell her, to$9$ 313:371,02[K ]| fall$1$ in$5$ with the $SS#ZJ$Doctor again. And I must say that$3$ 313:371,03[K ]| $SS#Q$Lucy's crossness not to$9$ take her along$5$ with them in$4$ the 313:371,04[K ]| chaise is worse than all. Poor $SS#B$Mr%*Edward! I cannot 313:371,05[K ]| get him out$5$ of my head$0$, but you must send for$4$ him to$4$ 313:371,06[K ]| Barton, and $SS#C$Miss*Marianne must try to$9$ comfort$1$ him." 313:371,07[' ]| $SS#F$Mr%*Dashwood's strains were more solemn. 313:371,07@f | $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars 313:371,08@f | was the most unfortunate of women ~~ poor 313:371,09@f | $SS#G$Fanny had suffered agonies of sensibility ~~ and he 313:371,10@f | considered the existence of each, under such a blow, 313:371,11@f | with grateful wonder$0$. $SS#J$Robert's offence was unpardonable, 313:371,12@f | but $SS#Q$Lucy's was infinitely worse. Neither of them 313:371,13@f | was ever again to$9$ be mentioned to$4$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars; and 313:371,14@f | even$5$, if she might hereafter be induced to$9$ forgive her 313:371,15@f | son, his wife should never be acknowledged as her 313:371,16@f | daughter, nor be permitted to$9$ appear in$4$ her presence. 313:371,17[' ]| The secrecy with which$6#1$ every*thing had been carried on$5$ 313:371,18[' ]| between them, was rationally treated as enormously 313:371,19[' ]| heightening the crime, because, had any suspicion of it 313:371,20[' ]| occurred to$4$ the others, proper measures would have 313:371,21[' ]| been taken to$9$ prevent the marriage; and he called on$4$ 313:371,22[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor to$9$ join with him in$4$ regretting that$3$ $SS#Q$Lucy's engagement 313:371,23[' ]| with $SS#B$Edward had not rather been fulfilled, than 313:371,24[' ]| that$3$ she should thus be the means$0$ of spreading misery 313:371,25[' ]| farther in$4$ the family. ~~ He thus continued: 313:371,26[F ]| "$SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars has never yet mentioned $SS#B$Edward's 313:371,27[F ]| name$0$, which$6#1$ does not surprise$1$ us; but to$4$ our great 313:371,28[F ]| astonishment, not a line has been received from him 313:371,29[F ]| on$4$ the occasion$0$. Perhaps, however, he is kept silent 313:371,30[F ]| by$4$ his fear$0$ of offending, and I shall, therefore, give him 313:371,31[F ]| a hint$0$, by$4$ a line to$4$ Oxford, that$3$ his sister and I both 313:371,32[F ]| think a letter of proper submission from him, addressed 313:371,33[F ]| perhaps to$4$ $SS#G$Fanny, and by$4$ her shewn to$4$ her mother, 313:371,34[F ]| might not be taken amiss; for$3$ we all know the tenderness 313:371,35[F ]| of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars's heart, and that$3$ she wishes$1$ for$4$ 313:371,36[F ]| nothing so$5#1$ much as to$9$ be on$4$ good terms with her children." 313:371,38[' ]| This paragraph was of some importance to$4$ the 313:371,39[' ]| prospects and conduct$0$ of $SS#B$Edward. It determined him 313:372,01[' ]| to$9$ attempt$1$ a reconciliation, though not exactly in$4$ the 313:372,02[' ]| manner pointed out$5$ by$4$ their brother and sister. 313:372,03[B ]| "A letter of proper submission!" 313:372,03[' ]| repeated he; 313:372,04[B ]| "would they have me beg my mother's pardon$0$ for$4$ 313:372,05[B ]| $SS#J$Robert's ingratitude to$4$ \her\, and breach of honour$0$ to$4$ 313:372,06[B ]| \me\? ~~ I can make$1$ no$2$ submission ~~ I am grown neither 313:372,07[B ]| humble$2$ nor penitent by$4$ what has passed. ~~ I am grown 313:372,08[B ]| very happy, but that$6#2$ would not interest$1$. ~~ I know of no$2$ 313:372,09[B ]| submission that$6#1$ \is\ proper for$4$ me to$9$ make$1$." 313:372,10[A ]| "You may$1$ certainly ask to$9$ be forgiven," 313:372,10[' ]| said $SS#A$Elinor, 313:372,11[A ]| "because you have offended; ~~ and I should think you 313:372,12[A ]| might \now\ venture so$5#1$ far as to$9$ profess some concern$0$ for$4$ 313:372,13[A ]| having ever formed the engagement which$6#1$ drew on$4$ you 313:372,14[A ]| your mother's anger$0$." 313:372,15[' ]| He agreed that$3$ he might. 313:372,16[A ]| "And when she has forgiven you, perhaps a little 313:372,17[A ]| humility may$1$ be convenient while$4$ acknowledging 313:372,18[A ]| a second$2$ engagement, almost as imprudent in$4$ \her\ eyes, 313:372,19[A ]| as the first." 313:372,20[' ]| He had nothing to$9$ urge against it, but still$5$ resisted 313:372,21[' ]| the idea of a letter of proper submission; and therefore, 313:372,22[' ]| to$9$ make$1$ it easier to$4$ him, as he declared a much greater 313:372,23[' ]| willingness to$9$ make$1$ mean$2$ concessions by$4$ word of mouth 313:372,24[' ]| than on$4$ paper, it was resolved that$3$, instead of writing 313:372,25[' ]| to$4$ $SS#G$Fanny, he should go to$4$ London, and personally 313:372,26[' ]| intreat her good offices in$4$ his favour$0$. ~~ 313:372,26[C ]| "And if they 313:372,27[C ]| really \do\ interest$1$ themselves," 313:372,27[' ]| said $SS#C$Marianne, in$4$ her new 313:372,28[' ]| character of candour, 313:372,28[C ]| "in$4$ bringing about$5$ a reconciliation, 313:372,29[C ]| I shall think that$3$ even$5$ $SS#F$John and $SS#G$Fanny are not entirely 313:372,30[C ]| without merit$0$." 313:372,31[' ]| After$4$ a visit$0$ on$4$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon's side$0$ of only three 313:372,32[' ]| or four days, the two gentlemen quitted Barton together. 313:372,33[' ]| ~~ They were to$9$ go immediately to$4$ Delaford, that$3$ $SS#B$Edward 313:372,34[' ]| might have some personal knowledge of his future home, 313:372,35[' ]| and assist his patron and friend in$4$ deciding on$4$ what 313:372,36[' ]| improvements were needed to$4$ it; and from thence, 313:372,37[' ]| after$4$ staying there a couple of nights, he was to$9$ proceed 313:372,38[' ]| on$4$ his journey to$4$ town. 314:373,01[' ]| After$4$ a proper resistance on$4$ the part$0$ of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, 314:373,02[' ]| just$5$ so$5#1$ violent and so$5#1$ steady as to$9$ preserve her from 314:373,03[' ]| that$6#2$ reproach$0$ which$6#1$ she always seemed fearful of 314:373,04[' ]| incurring, the reproach$0$ of being$1$ too$5#1$ amiable, $SS#B$Edward 314:373,05[' ]| was admitted to$4$ her presence, and pronounced to$9$ be 314:373,06[' ]| again her son. 314:373,07[' ]| Her family had of late been exceedingly fluctuating. 314:373,08[' ]| For$4$ many years of her life she had had two sons; but 314:373,09[' ]| the crime and annihilation of $SS#B$Edward a few weeks ago, 314:373,10[' ]| had robbed her of one; the similar annihilation of 314:373,11[' ]| $SS#J$Robert had left her for$4$ a fortnight without any; and 314:373,12[' ]| now, by$4$ the resuscitation of $SS#B$Edward, she had one again. 314:373,13[' ]| In$4$ spite$8$ of his being$1$ allowed once more to$9$ live, however, 314:373,14[' ]| he did not feel the continuance of his existence secure$2$, 314:373,15[' ]| till he had revealed his present$2$ engagement; for$3$ the 314:373,16[' ]| publication of that$6#2$ circumstance, he feared, might give 314:373,17[' ]| a sudden$2$ turn$0$ to$4$ his constitution, and carry him off as 314:373,18[' ]| rapidly as before$5$. With apprehensive caution$0$ therefore 314:373,19[' ]| it was revealed, and he was listened to$4$ with unexpected 314:373,20[' ]| calmness. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars at first reasonably endeavoured 314:373,21[' ]| to$9$ dissuade him from marrying $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood, by$4$ 314:373,22[' ]| every argument in$4$ her power; ~~ told him, that$3$ 314:373,22@i | in$4$ $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton 314:373,23@i | he would have a woman of higher rank$0$ and 314:373,24@i | larger fortune; ~~ 314:373,24[' ]| and enforced the assertion, by$4$ observing 314:373,25[' ]| that$3$ 314:373,25@i | $SS#ZT1$Miss*Morton was the daughter of a nobleman 314:373,26@i | with thirty thousand pounds, while$3$ $SS#A$Miss*Dashwood 314:373,27@i | was only the daughter of a private$2$ gentleman, with no$2$ 314:373,28@i | more than \three\; 314:373,28[' ]| but when she found that$3$, though 314:373,29[' ]| perfectly admitting the truth of her representation, he 314:373,30[' ]| was by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ inclined to$9$ be guided by$4$ it, she judged 314:373,31[' ]| it wisest, from the experience$0$ of the past$0$, to$9$ submit ~~ 314:373,32[' ]| and therefore, after$4$ such an ungracious delay$0$ as she owed 314:373,33[' ]| to$4$ her own$2$ dignity, and as served to$9$ prevent every 314:374,01[' ]| suspicion of good-will, she issued her decree of consent$0$ 314:374,02[' ]| to$4$ the marriage of $SS#B$Edward and $SS#A$Elinor. 314:374,03[' ]| What she would engage to$9$ do towards augmenting 314:374,04[' ]| their income, was next to$9$ be considered; and here it 314:374,05[' ]| plainly appeared, that$3$ though $SS#B$Edward was now her only 314:374,06[' ]| son, he was by$4$ no$2$ means$0$ her eldest; for$3$ while$3$ $SS#J$Robert 314:374,07[' ]| was inevitably endowed with a thousand pounds a-year, 314:374,08[' ]| not the smallest objection was made against $SS#B$Edward's 314:374,09[' ]| taking orders$0#2$ for$4$ the sake of two hundred and fifty at 314:374,10[' ]| the utmost; nor was anything promised either for$4$ the 314:374,11[' ]| present$0#1$ or in$4$ future, beyond$4$ the ten thousand pounds, 314:374,12[' ]| which$6#1$ had been given with $SS#G$Fanny. 314:374,13[' ]| It was as much, however, as was desired, and more 314:374,14[' ]| than was expected by$4$ $SS#B$Edward and $SS#A$Elinor; and $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars 314:374,15[' ]| herself, by$4$ her shuffling excuses, seemed the only 314:374,16[' ]| person surprised at her not giving more. 314:374,17[' ]| With an income quite sufficient to$4$ their wants$0$ thus 314:374,18[' ]| secured to$4$ them, they had nothing to$9$ wait for$4$ after$3$ 314:374,19[' ]| $SS#B$Edward was in$4$ possession of the living, but the readiness 314:374,20[' ]| of the house, to$4$ which$6#1$ $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon, with an eager 314:374,21[' ]| desire$0$ for$4$ the accommodation of $SS#A$Elinor, was making 314:374,22[' ]| considerable improvements; and after$4$ waiting some 314:374,23[' ]| time for$4$ their completion, after$4$ experiencing, as usual, 314:374,24[' ]| a thousand disappointments and delays, from the unaccountable 314:374,25[' ]| dilatoriness of the workmen, $SS#A$Elinor, as usual, 314:374,26[' ]| broke through$4$ the first positive resolution of not marrying 314:374,27[' ]| till every*thing was ready, and the ceremony took 314:374,28[' ]| place$0$ in$4$ Barton*church early in$4$ the autumn. 314:374,29[' ]| The first month after$4$ their marriage was spent with 314:374,30[' ]| their friend at the Mansion-house, from whence they could 314:374,31[' ]| superintend the progress of the Parsonage, and direct$1$ 314:374,32[' ]| every*thing as they liked on$4$ the spot; ~~ could chuse papers, 314:374,33[' ]| project shrubberies, and invent a sweep. $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings's 314:374,34[' ]| prophecies, though rather jumbled together, were chiefly 314:374,35[' ]| fulfilled; for$3$ she was able to$9$ visit$1$ $SS#B$Edward and his wife in$4$ 314:374,36[' ]| their Parsonage by$4$ Michaelmas, and she found in$4$ $SS#A$Elinor 314:374,37[' ]| and her husband, as she really believed, one of the happiest 314:374,38[' ]| couple in$4$ the world. They had in$4$ fact nothing to$9$ wish$1$ 314:375,01[' ]| for$4$, but the marriage of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon and $SS#C$Marianne, 314:375,02[' ]| and rather better pasturage for$4$ their cows. 314:375,03[' ]| They were visited on$4$ their first settling by$4$ almost all 314:375,04[' ]| their relations and friends. $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars came to$9$ inspect 314:375,05[' ]| the happiness which$6#1$ she was almost ashamed of 314:375,06[' ]| having authorised; and even$5$ the $SS#F1$Dashwoods were at 314:375,07[' ]| the expense of a journey from Sussex to$9$ do them honour$0$. 314:375,08[F ]| "I will$1$ not say that$3$ I am disappointed, my dear$2#1$ 314:375,09[F ]| sister," 314:375,09[' ]| said $SS#F$John, as they were walking together one 314:375,10[' ]| morning before$4$ the gates of Delaford*House, 314:375,10[F ]| "\that$6#2$\ would 314:375,11[F ]| be saying too$5#1$ much, for$3$ certainly you have been one of 314:375,12[F ]| the most fortunate young women in$4$ the world, as it is. 314:375,13[F ]| But, I confess, it would give me great pleasure to$9$ call$1$ 314:375,14[F ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon brother. His property here, his place$0$, 314:375,15[F ]| his house, every*thing in$4$ such respectable and excellent 314:375,16[F ]| condition$0$! ~~ and his woods! ~~ I have not seen such 314:375,17[F ]| timber any*where in$4$ Dorsetshire, as there is now standing 314:375,18[F ]| in$4$ Delaford*Hanger! ~~ And though, perhaps, $SS#C$Marianne 314:375,19[F ]| may$1$ not seem exactly the person to$9$ attract him ~~ yet I 314:375,20[F ]| think it would altogether be adviseable for$4$ you to$9$ have 314:375,21[F ]| them now frequently staying with you, for$3$ as $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 314:375,22[F ]| seems a great deal$0$ at home, nobody can tell 314:375,23[F ]| what may$1$ happen ~~ for$3$, when people are much thrown 314:375,24[F ]| together, and see little of anybody else ~~ and it will$1$ 314:375,25[F ]| always be in$4$ your power to$9$ set$1$ her off to$4$ advantage, 314:375,26[F ]| and so$5#2$ forth; ~~ in$4$ short, you may$1$ as well$5$ give her a 314:375,27[F ]| chance$0$ ~~ You understand me." ~~ 314:375,28[' ]| But though $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars \did\ come to$9$ see them, and 314:375,29[' ]| always treated them with the make-believe of decent 314:375,30[' ]| affection, they were never insulted by$4$ her real favour$0$ 314:375,31[' ]| and preference. \That$6#2$\ was due$2$ to$4$ the folly of $SS#J$Robert, and 314:375,32[' ]| the cunning of his wife; and it was earned by$4$ them 314:375,33[' ]| before$3$ many months had passed away. The selfish 314:375,34[' ]| sagacity of the latter, which$6#1$ had at first drawn $SS#J$Robert 314:375,35[' ]| into the scrape, was the principal$0$ instrument of his 314:375,36[' ]| deliverance from it; for$3$ her respectful humility, assiduous 314:375,37[' ]| attentions, and endless flatteries, as soon as the 314:375,38[' ]| smallest opening was given for$4$ their exercise$0$, reconciled 314:376,01[' ]| $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars to$4$ his choice$0$, and re-established him completely 314:376,02[' ]| in$4$ her favour$0$. 314:376,03[' ]| The whole$0$ of $SS#Q$Lucy's behaviour in$4$ the affair, and the 314:376,04[' ]| prosperity which$6#1$ crowned it, therefore, may$1$ be held forth 314:376,05[' ]| as a most encouraging instance$0$ of what an earnest, an 314:376,06[' ]| unceasing attention to$4$ self-interest, however its progress 314:376,07[' ]| may$1$ be apparently obstructed, will$1$ do in$4$ securing every 314:376,08[' ]| advantage of fortune, with no$2$ other sacrifice$0$ than that$6#2$ 314:376,09[' ]| of time and conscience. When $SS#J$Robert first sought her 314:376,10[' ]| acquaintance, and privately visited her in$4$ Bartlett's*Buildings, 314:376,11[' ]| it was only with the view$0$ imputed to$4$ him by$4$ 314:376,12[' ]| his brother. He merely meant to$9$ persuade her to$9$ give 314:376,13[' ]| up$5$ the engagement; and as there could be nothing to$9$ 314:376,14[' ]| overcome but the affection of both, he naturally expected 314:376,15[' ]| that$3$ one or two interviews would settle the matter. In$4$ 314:376,16[' ]| that$6#2$ point$0$, however, and that$6#2$ only, he erred; ~~ for$3$ 314:376,17[' ]| though $SS#Q$Lucy soon gave him hopes$0$ that$3$ his eloquence 314:376,18[' ]| would convince her in$4$ \time\, another visit$0$, another 314:376,19[' ]| conversation, was always wanted to$9$ produce this conviction. 314:376,20[' ]| Some doubts$0$ always lingered in$4$ her mind$0$ when 314:376,21[' ]| they parted, which$6#1$ could only be removed by$4$ another 314:376,22[' ]| half hour's discourse with himself. His attendance was 314:376,23[' ]| by$4$ this means$0$ secured, and the rest$0#1$ followed in$4$ course$0$. 314:376,24[' ]| Instead of talking of $SS#B$Edward, they came gradually to$9$ talk$1$ 314:376,25[' ]| only of $SS#J$Robert, ~~ a subject$0$ on$4$ which$6#1$ he had always more 314:376,26[' ]| to$9$ say than on$4$ any other, and in$4$ which$6#1$ she soon betrayed 314:376,27[' ]| an interest$0$ even$5$ equal$2$ to$4$ his own$2$; and in$4$ short, it 314:376,28[' ]| became speedily evident to$4$ both, that$3$ he had entirely 314:376,29[' ]| supplanted his brother. He was proud of his conquest, 314:376,30[' ]| proud of tricking $SS#B$Edward, and very proud of marrying 314:376,31[' ]| privately without his mother's consent$0$. What immediately 314:376,32[' ]| followed is known. They passed some months in$4$ 314:376,33[' ]| great happiness at Dawlish; for$3$ she had many relations 314:376,34[' ]| and old acquaintance to$9$ cut$1$ ~~ and he drew several 314:376,35[' ]| plans for$4$ magnificent cottages; ~~ and from thence 314:376,36[' ]| returning to$4$ town, procured the forgiveness of $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, 314:376,37[' ]| by$4$ the simple$2$ expedient$0$ of asking it, which$6#1$, 314:376,38[' ]| at $SS#Q$Lucy's instigation, was adopted. The forgiveness at 314:377,01[' ]| first, indeed, as was reasonable, comprehended only 314:377,02[' ]| $SS#J$Robert; and $SS#Q$Lucy, who$6#1$ had owed his mother no$2$ duty, 314:377,03[' ]| and therefore could have transgressed none, still$5$ remained 314:377,04[' ]| some weeks longer unpardoned. But perseverance 314:377,05[' ]| in$4$ humility of conduct$0$ and messages, in$4$ self-condemnation 314:377,06[' ]| for$4$ $SS#J$Robert's offence, and gratitude for$4$ the unkindness 314:377,07[' ]| she was treated with, procured her in$4$ time the haughty 314:377,08[' ]| notice$0$ which$6#1$ overcame her by$4$ its graciousness, and led 314:377,09[' ]| soon afterwards, by$4$ rapid degrees, to$4$ the highest state$0$ 314:377,10[' ]| of affection and influence$0$. $SS#Q$Lucy became as necessary 314:377,11[' ]| to$4$ $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, as either $SS#J$Robert or $SS#G$Fanny; and while$3$ 314:377,12[' ]| $SS#B$Edward was never cordially forgiven for$4$ having once 314:377,13[' ]| intended to$9$ marry her, and $SS#A$Elinor, though superior to$4$ 314:377,14[' ]| her in$4$ fortune and birth$0#1$, was spoken of as an intruder, 314:377,15[' ]| \she\ was in$4$ every*thing considered, and always openly 314:377,16[' ]| acknowledged, to$9$ be a favourite$2$ child. They settled in$4$ 314:377,17[' ]| town, received very liberal assistance from $SS#I$Mrs%*Ferrars, 314:377,18[' ]| were on$4$ the best terms imaginable with the $SS#F1$Dashwoods; 314:377,19[' ]| and setting aside the jealousies and ill-will continually 314:377,20[' ]| subsisting between $SS#G$Fanny and $SS#Q$Lucy, in$4$ which$6#1$ their 314:377,21[' ]| husbands of course$8$ took a part$0$, as well$5$ as the frequent 314:377,22[' ]| domestic$2$ disagreements between $SS#J$Robert and $SS#Q$Lucy 314:377,23[' ]| themselves, nothing could exceed the harmony in$4$ which$6#1$ 314:377,24[' ]| they all lived together. 314:377,25[' ]| What $SS#B$Edward had done to$9$ forfeit the right$0$ of eldest 314:377,26[' ]| son, might have puzzled many people to$9$ find out$5$; and 314:377,27[' ]| what $SS#J$Robert had done to$9$ succeed to$4$ it, might have 314:377,28[' ]| puzzled them still$5$ more. It was an arrangement, however, 314:377,29[' ]| justified in$4$ its effects, if not in$4$ its cause; for$3$ 314:377,30[' ]| nothing ever appeared in$4$ $SS#J$Robert's style of living or of 314:377,31[' ]| talking, to$9$ give a suspicion of his regretting the extent 314:377,32[' ]| of his income, as either leaving his brother too$5#1$ little, 314:377,33[' ]| or bringing himself too$5#1$ much; ~~ and if $SS#B$Edward might 314:377,34[' ]| be judged from the ready discharge of his duties in$4$ every 314:377,35[' ]| particular, from an increasing attachment to$4$ his wife 314:377,36[' ]| and his home, and from the regular cheefulness of his 314:377,37[' ]| spirits, he might be supposed no$2$ less contented with his 314:377,38[' ]| lot, no$2$ less free from every wish$0$ of an exchange$0$. 314:378,01[' ]| $SS#A$Elinor's marriage divided her as little from her 314:378,02[' ]| family as could well$5$ be contrived, without rendering 314:378,03[' ]| the cottage at Barton entirely useless, for$3$ her mother 314:378,04[' ]| and sisters spent much more than half their time with her. 314:378,05[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was acting on$4$ motives of policy as well$5$ 314:378,06[' ]| as pleasure in$4$ the frequency of her visits at Delaford; 314:378,07[' ]| for$3$ her wish$0$ of bringing $SS#C$Marianne and $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon 314:378,08[' ]| together was hardly less earnest, though rather more 314:378,09[' ]| liberal than what $SS#F$John had expressed. It was now her 314:378,10[' ]| darling object$0$. Precious as was the company of her 314:378,11[' ]| daughter to$4$ her, she desired nothing so$5#1$ much as to$9$ give 314:378,12[' ]| up$5$ its constant enjoyment to$4$ her valued friend; and to$9$ 314:378,13[' ]| see $SS#C$Marianne settled at the mansion-house was equally 314:378,14[' ]| the wish$0$ of $SS#B$Edward and $SS#A$Elinor. They each felt his 314:378,15[' ]| sorrows, and their own$2$ obligations, and $SS#C$Marianne, by$4$ 314:378,16[' ]| general$2$ consent$0$, was to$9$ be the reward$0$ of all. 314:378,17[' ]| With such a confederacy against her ~~ with a knowledge 314:378,18[' ]| so$5#1$ intimate$2$ of his goodness ~~ with a conviction of 314:378,19[' ]| his fond attachment to$4$ herself, which$6#1$ at last$0$, though 314:378,20[' ]| long after$3$ it was observable to$4$ everybody else ~~ burst$1$ on$4$ 314:378,21[' ]| her ~~ what could she do? 314:378,22[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne*Dashwood was born$1#1$ to$4$ an extraordinary 314:378,23[' ]| fate. She was born$1#1$ to$9$ discover the falsehood of her 314:378,24[' ]| own$2$ opinions, and to$9$ counteract, by$4$ her conduct$0$, 314:378,25[' ]| her most favourite$2$ maxims. She was born$1#1$ to$9$ overcome 314:378,26[' ]| an affection formed so$5#1$ late in$4$ life as at seventeen, and 314:378,27[' ]| with no$2$ sentiment superior to$4$ strong esteem$0$ and lively 314:378,28[' ]| friendship, voluntarily to$9$ give her hand$0$ to$4$ another! ~~ 314:378,29[' ]| and \that$6#2$\ other, a man who$6#1$ had suffered no$2$ less than 314:378,30[' ]| herself under the event of a former attachment, whom$6#1$, 314:378,31[' ]| two years before$5$, she had considered too$5#1$ old to$9$ be 314:378,32[' ]| married, ~~ and who$6#1$ still$5$ sought the constitutional safeguard 314:378,33[' ]| of a flannel waistcoat! 314:378,34[' ]| But so$5#2$ it was. Instead of falling a sacrifice$0$ to$4$ an 314:378,35[' ]| irresistible passion, as once she had fondly flattered 314:378,36[' ]| herself with expecting, ~~ instead of remaining even$5$ for*ever 314:378,37[' ]| with her mother, and finding her only pleasures in$4$ 314:378,38[' ]| retirement and study$0$, as afterwards in$4$ her more calm$2$ 314:379,01[' ]| and sober judgment she had determined on$5$, ~~ she found 314:379,02[' ]| herself at nineteen, submitting to$4$ new attachments, 314:379,03[' ]| entering on$4$ new duties, placed in$4$ a new home, a wife, 314:379,04[' ]| the mistress of a family, and the patroness of a village. 314:379,05[' ]| $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon was now as happy, as all those who$6#1$ 314:379,06[' ]| best loved him, believed he deserved to$9$ be; ~~ in$4$ $SS#C$Marianne 314:379,07[' ]| he was consoled for$4$ every past$2$ affliction; ~~ her regard$0$ 314:379,08[' ]| and her society restored his mind$0$ to$4$ animation, and his 314:379,09[' ]| spirits to$4$ cheerfulness; and that$3$ $SS#C$Marianne found her 314:379,10[' ]| own$2$ happiness in$4$ forming his, was equally the persuasion 314:379,11[' ]| and delight$0$ of each observing friend. $SS#C$Marianne 314:379,12[' ]| could never love$1$ by$4$ halves; and her whole$2$ heart became, 314:379,13[' ]| in$4$ time, as much devoted to$4$ her husband, as it had once 314:379,14[' ]| been to$4$ $SS#R$Willoughby. 314:379,15[' ]| $SS#R$Willoughby could not hear of her marriage without 314:379,16[' ]| a pang; and his punishment was soon afterwards 314:379,17[' ]| complete$2$ in$4$ the voluntary forgiveness of $SS#ZZE$Mrs%*Smith, 314:379,18[' ]| who$6#1$, by$4$ stating his marriage with a woman of character, 314:379,19[' ]| as the source of her clemency, gave him reason$0$ for$4$ 314:379,20[' ]| believing that$3$ had be behaved with honour$0$ towards 314:379,21[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne, he might at once have been happy and rich. 314:379,22[' ]| That$3$ his repentance of misconduct, which$6#1$ thus brought 314:379,23[' ]| it own$2$ punishment, was sincere, need$1$ not be doubted; 314:379,24[' ]| ~~ nor that$3$ he long thought$1$ of $SS#H$Colonel*Brandon with 314:379,25[' ]| envy$0$, and of $SS#C$Marianne with regret$0$. But that$3$ he was 314:379,26[' ]| for*ever inconsolable, that$3$ he fled from society, or 314:379,27[' ]| contracted an habitual gloom of temper, or died of 314:379,28[' ]| a broken heart, must not be depended on$5$ ~~ for$3$ he did 314:379,29[' ]| neither. He lived to$9$ exert, and frequently to$9$ enjoy 314:379,30[' ]| himself. His wife was not always out$5$ of humour, nor 314:379,31[' ]| his home always uncomfortable; and in$4$ his breed of 314:379,32[' ]| horses and dogs, and in$4$ sporting of every kind$0$, he found 314:379,33[' ]| no$2$ inconsiderable degree of domestic$2$ felicity. 314:379,34[' ]| For$4$ $SS#C$Marianne, however ~~ in$4$ spite$8$ of his incivility in$4$ 314:379,35[' ]| surviving her loss ~~ he always retained that$6#2$ decided 314:379,36[' ]| regard$0$ which$6#1$ interested him in$4$ everything that$6#1$ befell her, 314:379,37[' ]| and made her his secret$2$ standard of perfection in$4$ woman; 314:379,38[' ]| ~~ and many a rising beauty would be slighted by$4$ him 314:380,01[' ]| in$4$ after-days as bearing no$2$ comparison with $SS#C$Mrs%*Brandon. 314:380,02[' ]| 314:380,03[' ]| $SS#D$Mrs%*Dashwood was prudent enough to$9$ remain at the 314:380,04[' ]| cottage, without attempting a removal to$4$ Delaford; 314:380,05[' ]| and fortunately for$4$ $SS#L$Sir*John and $SS#K$Mrs%*Jennings, when 314:380,06[' ]| $SS#C$Marianne was taken from them, $SS#E$Margaret had reached 314:380,07[' ]| an age highly suitable for$4$ dancing, and not very ineligible 314:380,08[' ]| for$4$ being$1$ supposed to$9$ have a lover. 314:380,09[' ]| Between Barton and Delaford, there was that$6#2$ constant 314:380,10[' ]| communication which$6#1$ strong family affection 314:380,11[' ]| would naturally dictate; ~~ and among the merits and 314:380,12[' ]| the happiness of $SS#A$Elinor and $SS#C$Marianne, let it not be 314:380,13[' ]| ranked as the least considerable, that$3$ though sisters, 314:380,14[' ]| and living almost within sight of each other, they could 314:380,15[' ]| live without disagreement between themselves, or producing 314:380,16[' ]| coolness between their husbands.